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________________ caMDo Na muMcai veraM, bhaMDaNasIlo ya dhrmdyrhio| duTTho Na ya edi vasaM, lakkhaNameyaM tu kinnhss||138|| maMdo buddhivihINo, NivviNANI ya visayalolo y| lakkhaNameyaM bhaNiyaM, samAsado nniillessss||139|| rUsai NiMdai anne, dUsai bahuso ya soybhybhulo| Na gaNai kajjAkajjaM, lakkhaNameyaM tu kaauss||140|| jANai kajjAkajjaM, seyamaseyaM ca svvsmpaasii| dayadANarado ya midU, lakkhaNameyaM tu teuss||141|| cAgI bhaddo cokkho, ajjavakammo ya khamadi bahugaM pi| sAhugurupUjaNarado, lakkhaNameyaM tu pmmss||142|| Na ya kuNai pakkhavAyaM, Na vi ya NidANaM samo ya svvesiN| Natthi ya rAyaddosA, Neho vi ya sukklessss||143|| Hal - ___ 2010_03 wwwjainelibrary.org
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________________ ma nuSya jaisA hai, apane hI kAraNa hai| manuSya jaisA hai, buddha ne dhammapada ke vacanoM kA prAraMbha kiyA hai: tama jo ho vaha 1 vaha apane hI nirmANa se vaisA hai| atIta meM soce hue vicAroM kA pariNAma hai| tuma jo hooge, vaha mahAvIra kI dRSTi meM manuSya kA uttaradAyitva carama | Aja soce gae vicAroM kA phala hogaa| manuSya jaisA socatA hai, hai| dakha hai to tama kAraNa ho| sakha hai to tama kAraNa ho| baMdhe ho vaisA ho jAtA hai| to tumane baMdhanA cAhA hai| mukta honA cAho, mukta ho jaaoge| saMsAra vicAra kI eka prakriyA hai; mokSa, nirvicAra kI zAMti koI manuSya ko bAMdhatA nahIM, koI manuSya ko mukta nahIM krtaa| hai| saMsAra gAMTha hai vicAroM kii| tuma socanA baMda kara do-gAMTha manuSya kI apanI vRttiyAM hI bAMdhatI haiM, apane rAga-dveSa hI bAMdhate | apane-Apa pighala jAtI hai, baha jAtI hai| tuma sahayoga na do, haiM, apane vicAra hI bAMdhate haiN| tumhArA sAtha na rahe, to jaMjIreM apane-Apa svapnavata vilIna ho eka artha meM gahana dAyitva hai manuSya kA, kyoMki jimmevArI | jAtI haiN| kisI aura para pheMkI nahIM jA sktii| ina sUtroM meM isI tarapha iMgita hai| jaisA pahale kahA ki manuSya ke mahAvIra ke vicAra meM paramAtmA kI koI jagaha nahIM hai| isalie Upara sAta parde haiN| aba mahAvIra eka-eka parde kI tuma kisI aura para doSa na pheMka skoge| mahAvIra ne doSa pheMkane vicAra-zaMkhalA ke saMbaMdha meM izAre karate haiN| ke sAre upAya chIna lie haiN| sArA doSa tumhArA hai| lekina isase 'svabhAva kI pracaMDatA, raudratA, vaira kI majabUta gAMTha, jhagar3AlU hatAza hone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| isase nirAza ho jAne kI | vRtti, dharma aura dayA se zUnyatA, duSTatA, samajhAne se bhI nahIM koI vajaha nahIM hai| mAnanA, ye kRSNa lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' / cUMki sArA doSa tumhArA hai, isalie tumhArI mAlakiyata kI ina tAnoM-bAnoM se banA hai pahalA pardA : aMdhere kA prdaa| aMdherA udaghoSaNA ho rahI hai| tuma cAho to isI kSaNa jaMjIreM gira sakatI | agara tumhAre bAhara hotA to koI bAhara se rozanI bhI lA sakatA haiN| tuma unheM pakar3e ho, jaMjIroM ne tumheM nahIM pakar3A hai| aura thaa| tuma ghara meM baiThe ho aMdhere meM, par3osI bhI dIyA lA sakatA hai| kisI aura ne tumheM kArAgRha meM nahIM DAlA hai, tuma apanI marjI se lekina jIvana meM jo aMdherA hai, vaha kucha aisA hai ki tuma use praviSTa hue ho| tumane kArAgRha ko ghara samajhA hai| tumane kAMToM nirmita kara rahe ho| vaha tumhAre bAhara nahIM tumhAre bhItara usakI ko phUla samajhA hai| jar3eM haiM; isalie koI bhI dIyA lAkara tumheM de nahIM sakatA, jaba olDa TesTAmeMTa meM, purAnI bAibila meM solomana kA prasiddha | taka ki tuma aMdhere kI jar3oM ko na tor3a ddaalo| . vacana hai : 'aija e maina thiMketha so hI bikms|' jaisA AdamI | jar3eM haiM: svabhAva kI prcNddtaa| socatA, vaisA ho jAtA hai| bahuta loga haiM, jo kruddha hI jIte haiN| kucha loga haiM, jinheM 459 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kabhI-kabhI krodha hotA hai| kucha loga haiM, krodha jinakA svabhAva kara lete haiN| hai| jinase tuma akrodha kI AzA hI nahIM kara skte| jinake | mahAvIra kahate haiM aisA vyakti, jisane krodha ko apanI sahaja saMbaMdha meM tuma nizcita raha sakate ho ki ve koI na koI kAraNa | Adata banA liyA ho, kRSNa lezyA meM dabA rahegA-krodha, krodha karane kA khoja hI leNge| dekhanevAle cakita hote haiM ki jahAM | raudratA, duSTatA! koI kAraNa nahIM dikhAI par3atA thA, vahAM bhI loga kAraNa khoja | rAha se tuma cale jA rahe ho, eka kuttA dikhAI par3a jAtA hai, tuma lete haiN| uThAkara patthara hI mAra dete ho| kucha lenA-denA na thaa| kuttA maiMne sunA hai, eka pati-patnI meM niraMtara jhagar3A hotA rahatA thaa| apanI rAha jAtA, tuma apanI rAha jAte the| tuma rAha se nikala rahe | patnI manovaijJAnika ke pAsa gaI aura manovaijJAnika ne kahA ki ho, vRkSa phUle haiM, tuma phUla hI tor3ate cale jAte ho| kSaNabhara bAda | kucha jhagar3e ko haTAne ke upAya kro| banAyA hai to bana gayA hai| tuma unako pheMka dete ho rAste para; lekina jaise duSTatA tumhAre aba pati kA janmadina AtA ho-kaba AtA hai? / bhItara hai| usane kahA, kala hI unakA janmadina hai| to usane kahA, isa aura dhyAna rakhanA, jo duSTatA Adata kA hissA hai, vahI mauke ko avasara smjho| kucha unake lie kharIdakara lAo, asalI khataranAka bAta hai| jo duSTatA kabhI-kabhAra ho jAtI hai, kucha bheMTa kro| kucha prema kI tarapha hAtha bddh'aao| prema kI tAlI vaha koI bahuta bar3A prazna nahIM hai, mAnavIya hai| koI kisI kSaNa meM eka hAtha se to bajatI nhiiN| tumhArA hAtha bar3he to zAyada pati bhI nArAja ho jAtA hai, kruddha ho jAtA hai, kabhI kisI kSaNa meM duSTa bhI utsuka ho| ho jAtA hai| vaha kSamya hai| usase kRSNa lezyA nahIM bntii| kRSNa patnI ko bAta jNcii| bAjAra se do TAI kharIda laayii| dUsare lezyA banatI hai, galata vRttiyoM kA aisA abhyAsa ho gayA ho, ki dina pati ko bheMTa kii| pati bar3A prasanna huaa| aisA kabhI huA na jahAM koI bhI kAraNa na ho vahAM bhI vRtti apane hI abhyAsa ke thaa| patnI kucha lAyI ho kharIdakara, isakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara kAraNa, kAraNa khoja letI ho| to phira tuma apane aMdhere ko pAnI sakatA thaa| manovaijJAnika kA satsaMga lAbha kara rahA hai| prasanna | sIMca rahe ho, khAda de rahe ho| phira yaha aMdherA aura bar3A hotA huaa| itanA prasanna huA ki usane kahA ki Aja aba bhojana calA jaaegaa| mata bnaa| Aja hama nagara ke zreSThatama hoTala meM calate haiN| maiM | 'svabhAva kI prcNddtaa...|' abhI taiyAra huaa| ise thor3A khayAla rkhnaa| aisI koI vRtti Adata mata banane vaha bhaagaa| snAna kiyA, kapar3e badale, patnI do TAI le AyI denaa| kabhI krodha A jAe to bahata parezAna hone kI jarUrata nahIM thI, usameM se eka TAI pahanakara bAhara aayaa| patnI ne dekhA aura hai| manuSya kamajora hai| asalI prazna to taba hai, jaba ki krodha kahA, acchA, to dUsarI TAI pasaMda nahIM AyI! tumhAre ghara meM basa jAe; nIr3a basAkara basa jaae| aba AdamI eka hI TAI pahana sakatA hai eka samaya meN| do hI krodhI AdamI akelA bhI baiThA ho to bhI krodhI hotA hai| tuma TAI to eka sAtha nahIM bAMdhe jA skte| aba koI bhI TAI usakI AMkha meM krodha dekhoge| calegA to krodha se clegaa| pahanakara AtA pati...vivAda zurU ho gyaa| yaha bAta patnI ko baiThegA to krodha se baitthegaa| krodha usakI chAyA hai, usakA satsaMga nArAja kara gaI ki dUsarI TAI pasaMda nahIM aayii| maiM itanI mehanata hai| vaha jo bhI karegA, krodha se kregaa| daravAjA kholegA to se, itane bhAva se, itane prema se kharIdakara lAyI huuN| | krodha se kholegaa| jUte utAregA to krodha se utaaregaa| kucha loga haiM jinake lie krodha eka bhAvAveza hotA | sUphI phakIra bokojU se koI milane aayaa| usane jora se hai-adhika log| kisI ne gAlI dI, kruddha ho ge| daravAje ko dhakkA diyaa| krodhI AdamI rahA hogA, kRSNa lezyA lekina kucha loga haiM, jo kruddha hI rahate haiN| kisI ke gAlI dene kA AdamI rahA hogaa| phira jUte utArakara pheNke| bokojU ke pAsa na dene kA savAla nahIM hai| ve gAliyAM khoja lete haiN| jahAM na ho | Akara bolA, zAMti kI AkAMkSA karatA huuN| koI dhyAna kA mArga gAlI, vahAM bhI khoja lete haiN| jahAM na ho gAlI, vahAM bhI vyAkhyA | deN| bokojU ne kahA, yaha bakavAsa piiche| pahale jAkara daravAje se 460/ 2010_03
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________________ ghaTa pardo kI oTa meM kSamA mAMgo, jUte ko sira jhukAkara namaskAra kro| pddegaa| kabhI-kabhI kisI kI AMkhoM meM jAgati kI camaka usa AdamI ne kahA, kyA matalaba ? daravAje se kSamA? jUte se dikhAI par3egI, anyathA aMdherA hai| cala rahe haiM, jage hue haiM, phira namaskAra ? ye to mRta cIjeM haiM, jar3a cIjeM haiN| inase kyA kSamA bhI soye hue haiN| aura kyA namaskAra! aisA pahale dUsaroM kA nirIkSaNa karanA aura phira jo tumheM dUsaroM bokojU ne kahA, krodha karate vakta na socA ki jar3a cIjoM para ke nirIkSaNa meM dikhAI par3e, dhIre-dhIre apane para lAgU krnaa| krodha kara rahe ho? jUte ko jaba krodha se pheMkA, taba na socA ki | phira khuda calate hue, baiThate hue, uThate hue dekhanA ki tuma kinhIM jUte para kyA krodha karanA! daravAje ko jaba dhakkA diyA, behUdagI bhAva-dazAoM meM bahuta lipta to nahIM ho gae ho! kahIM aisA to aura aziSTatA kI, taba na socaa| jAo vApasa, anyathA mere nahIM hai ki tuma krodha se bhare jIne lage ho, roSa se bhare jIne lage pAsa Ane kI koI suvidhA nahIM hai| maiM tumase bAta hI taba | ho, hiMsA tumhArI aMtarbhUmi bana gaI hai, duSTatA tumhArA svabhAva karUMgA, jaba tuma daravAje se kSamA mAMgakara A jaao| | bana gaI hai! aba yaha jo AdamI hai, kRSNa lezyA se dabA hogaa| aisA nahIM __ agara yaha dikhAI par3e to eka bar3I mahatvapUrNa anubhUti huI : ki usane jAnakara koI krodha kiyaa| krodha usakA aMga bana gayA kRSNa lezyA pahacAna meM aayii| aura jise miTAnA ho use hai| vaha krodha se hI daravAjA khola sakatA hai| pahacAna lenA jarUrI hai| jisase mukta honA ho, use Ara-pAra tuma bhI logoM ko dhyAnapUrvaka dekhoge to tumheM dikhAI par3ane dekha lenA jarUrI hai| lgegaa| pahale auroM ko dekhanA. kyoMki auroM ke saMbaMdha meM satya 'svabhAva kI pracaMDatA, vaira kI majabUta gaaNtth...|' ko jAnanA sarala hotA hai| tumhArA kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| dUsare aise loga haiM, jo janma-janma taka vaira kI gAMTha bAMdhakara rakhate kI bAta hai| tuma dUra khar3e hokara dekha lete ho| logoM ko jarA gaura | haiN| jo bhUlate hI nhiiN| jo aura saba bhUla jAte haiM, vaira nahIM se dekhnaa| kabhI rAste ke kinAre baiTha jAnA kisI vRkSa ke nIce, bhuulte| aisA bhI hotA hai ki pIr3hI dara pIr3hI vaira calatA hai| bApa calate logoM ko dekhnaa| dekhanA ki kauna AdamI krodha se cala mara jAtA hai to apane beTe ko zikSaNa de jAtA hai ki par3osI se rahA hai| kauna AdamI prema se cala rahA hai| kauna AdamI jhagar3ate rhnaa| apanI puztainI duzmanI hai| AnaMdabhAva se cala rahA hai| aura tuma pAoge, hara sthiti meM puztainI duzmanI kA kyA matalaba ho sakatA hai? lar3e koI aura bhAva-bhaMgimA alaga hai| | the, jArI koI aura rakhe haiN| zurU kisI ne kiyA thA, ve kabhI ke prema se calanevAle kI cAla meM eka saMgIta hogaa| koI adRzya mara cuke hoMge dAde-paradAde; lekina puztainI duzmanI hai, jArI rakhe pAyala bajatI hogii| hRdaya meM koI gahana AnaMda kI varSA hotI hue haiN| hogii| krodha se calanevAlA AdamI jaise kAMToM meM cubhA par3A hai| aisA to kama hotA hai, lekina bIsa sAla pahale kisI ne tumheM pIr3A se jalatA huA, Aga kI lapaToM meM jhulasatA cala rahA hai| gAlI de dI thI, vaha tuma abhI bhI yAda rakhe ho| gAliyAM muzkila rAha vahI, loga alaga-alaga haiN| se bhUlatI haiN| jisa AdamI ne tumhAre sAtha ninyAnabe upakAra jina rAstoM para tuma calate ho, unhIM para buddha aura mahAvIra cale kie hoM, vaha bhI agara eka gAlI de de to ninyAnabe upakAra bhUla haiN| jina vRkSoM ke nIce se tuma gujare ho, unhIM ke nIce se buddha jAte haiM, vaha eka apamAna yAda raha jAtA hai| aura mahAvIra gajare haiN| lekina tama eka hI daniyA meM nahIM cle| tama kabhI apane pIche lauTakara vicAra karate ho, kyA yAda raha aura eka hI rAstoM para nahIM gujre| kyoMki asalI meM to tuma kyA gayA? tuma acAnaka cakita ho jaaoge| sirpha jalate hue ho, isase tumhArI duniyA nirmita hotI hai| aMgAre yAda raha ge| tuma kabhI pIche lauTakara dekhanA ki kauna-sI aisA pahale dUsaroM ko dekhnaa| kucha loga mUrchita mAlUma | yAdadAzteM tumhAre ghara meM bar3A gaharA ghara kie baiThI haiN| tuma bahuta pdd'eNge| cale jA rahe haiM, lekina jaise kisI naze meM haiN| hairAna hooge| kabhI koI choTI-sI bAta...tIsa sAla ho gae, kabhI-kabhI koI AdamI, koI choTA baccA jAgrata mAlUma kisI AdamI ne tuma para vyaMgya se haMsa diyA thA, vaha abhI bhI 461 ___ 2010_03
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________________ - jina sUtra bhAga : 2 SHE haMsI usakI sunAI par3atI hai| tIsa sAla meM lAkhoM-araboM bacce ko gatimAna karanA hai| bahuta daphA nArAja bhI honA hai, bahuta anubhava hue haiN| lekina vaha aMgArA aba bhI kahIM ghAva kI taraha daphe DAMTanA-DapaTanA bhI hai| ve ghAva bhItara raha jAte haiN| baiThA hai| abhI bhI harA hai| abhI bhI pIr3A hotI hai| abhI bhI tuma aksara aisA hotA hai ki jaba beTe javAna ho jAte haiM, usa AdamI se badalA lenA caahoge| choTI-choTI bAteM yAda raha zaktizAlI ho jAte haiM aura mAM aura bApa bUr3he hone lagate haiM, taba jAtI haiN| kSudra bAteM yAda raha jAtI haiN| jIvana ke anaMta upakAra badalA zurU hotA hai| taba pahiyA pUrA ghUma gyaa| pahale bacce the bhUla jAte haiN| tuma, kamajora the, tuma kucha kara na sake, sahA; phira mAM-bApa garajiepha kahatA thA ki pratyeka vyakti ko apane mAtA-pitA bacce ho jAte haiM, bUr3he ho jAte haiM, kamajora ho jAte haiN| tuma se kisI na kisI dina samajhautA karanA hotA hai| aura jo vyakti zaktizAlI ho jAte ho| phira tuma satAnA zurU kara dete ho| apane mAtA-pitA ko kSamA na kara sake vaha kabhI dhyAna meM praviSTa mAM-bApa ke pAsa bhI hamArA krodha, hamArA vaira-bhAva gAMTha kI nahIM ho sktaa| taraha banA rahatA hai to auroM kI to bAta hI kyA! aura mahAvIra tuma to kahoge, mAtA-pitA ko kSamA ? lekina gurajiepha bar3I | kahate haiM ki yaha vaira kI gAMTha jitanI gaharI hogI, utanA hI tumhArA gaharI bAta kaha rahA hai| kRSNa lezyA kA pardA saghana hogaa| svAbhAvika hai ki jina mAtA-pitA ne tumheM bar3A kiyA, kaI | mullA nasaruddIna eka basa meM yAtrA kara rahA thaa| basa ke aMdara daphA tuma para nArAja hue hoNge| tumhAre hita meM hue hoNge| kaI bAra eka katAra meM khuda baiThA, dUsarI tarapha usakI patnI baiThI thii| aura mArA, DAMTA-DapaTA hogA, agara vaha cubhana abhI zeSa raha gaI hai | dUsarI katAra meM eka aparicita mahilA yaatrii| havA ke jhoMke se aura agara tuma apane mAM-bApa se bhI rasapUrNa riztA nahIM banA pAe usa yuvatI kA AMcala laharA-laharAkara mullA ke paira ko ho, to aura kisase banA pAoge? jhaadd'taa-poNchtaa| jaba basa ke mur3ane para usa mahilA kA hAtha garajiepha kahatA hai, mAM-bApa kA Adara jisake mana meM A mullA ke paira para par3a gayA to usane apanI patnI ke kAna meM kahA, gayA vaha sAdhu hone lgaa| mujhe gautama buddha samajha rahI hai| thor3I dera bAda jaba basa ke jhaTake pUraba kI sArI saMskRti kahatI hai mAM aura pitA ke Adara ke se cappala sahita usakA paira mullA ke paira meM lagA to patnI ne lie| kyoM? tuma zAyada isa taraha kabhI soce nahIM, lekina mullA ke kAna meM kahA, sAvadhAna! aba ApakI asaliyata manovijJAna isI taraha socatA hai| jaba saMskRti itanA jora detI hai pahacAna gaI hai| | ki mAtA-pitA kA Adara karo, to isakA artha hI yaha hai ki AdamI vaira kI gAMTha bAMdhatA hai saMsAra se, usakA AdhArabhUta agara jora na diyA jAe to tuma anAdara kroge| jora kevala khabara kAraNa kyA hai? AdhArabhUta kAraNa hai ki AdamI apane ko to de rahA hai ki agara tumheM chor3a diyA jAe tuma para, to tuma anAdara gautama buddha samajhatA hai, isalie apekSA karatA hai| bar3I apekSA kroge| pazcima meM manovizleSaNa ne bar3I khojeM kI haiN| unameM karatA hai ki sArA saMsAra usake caraNoM meM jhke| aura jaba loga sabase bar3I khoja yaha hai ki jitane bhI loga mAnasika rUpa se usake caraNoM meM jhukanA to dUra rahA, usakA apamAna karate haiM; bImAra hote haiM ve kisI na kisI taraha apanI mAM se nArAja haiN| caraNoM meM jhukanA to dUra rahA, apekSA pUrI karanA to dUra rahA, agara sAre manovizleSaNa ko eka zabda meM doharAnA ho aura usakI upekSA karate haiM; caraNoM meM jhukanA to dUra rahA, aisI sArI mAnasika bImAriyoM ko eka zabda meM lAnA ho to vaha-mAM sthitiyAM paidA karate haiM ki use unake caraNoM meM jhukanA par3e to ghAva se naaraajgii| khar3e hote haiM, vaira kI gAMTha baMdhatI hai| hara AdamI choTA thA, baccA thA, kamajora thaa| usa kamajorI ahaMkAra ke kAraNa vaira kI gAMTha baMdhatI hai| aura ahaMkAra kRSNa ke kSaNa meM asahAya thA, kisI para nirbhara thaa| mAM aura pitA para lezyA kA AdhAra hai| jitanA ahaMkAra hogA, utanI vaira kI gAMTha | nirbhara thaa| aura mAM aura bApa ko bacce ko bar3A karanA hai, kaI hogii| tumane agara apane ko bahuta kucha samajhA to vaira kI gAMThe bAteM galata haiM, jinase rokanA hai| kaI bAteM sahI haiM, jinakI tarapha | bahuta ho jaaeNgii| kyoMki koI tumhArI apekSA pUrI karane ko nahIM khama 462 - JanEducation International 2010_03 SAR
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________________ SaTa pardo kI oTa meN| hai| loga apane ahaMkAra ke lie jI rahe haiN| tumhAre ahaMkAra kI agara vaha AdamI vinamra ho aura asaliyata ko jAnatA ho to tRpti karane ko kauna jI rahA hai? loga tumhAre ahaMkAra se saMgharSa tuma khuzAmada se use prasanna na kara paaoge| jisa AdamI ko tuma kara rahe haiN| tuma jitane ahaMkArI ho, loga utanA tumheM nIce khuzAmada se prasanna kara lo, samhalakara rhnaa| yaha AdamI vaira dikhAne kI ceSTA kreNge| kyoMki tumhAre nIce dikhAe jAne meM hI | kI gAMTha bhI baaNdhegaa| jo khuzAmada se prasanna hogA, vaha apamAna unakA UMcA honA nirbhara hai| tuma bhI to logoM ke sAtha yahI kara se nArAja hogaa| jo jhUThI khuzAmada se prasanna ho jAtA hai, vaha rahe ho ki unako nIcA dikhaao| avAstavika apamAna se bhI nArAja ho jAegA; tathyahIna to vahI AdamI vaira kI gAMTha nahIM bAMdhegA jisake pAsa koI | apamAna se bhI nArAja ho jaaegaa| ahaMkAra nahIM hai| lAotsu kahatA hai, mujhe tuma harA na sakoge vinamra vyakti ko na to khazAmada se prasanna kiyA jA sakatA hai kyoMki maiM hArA huA huuN| merI jIta kI koI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| | aura na apamAna se nArAja kiyA jA sakatA hai| vinamra vyakti tuma mujhe haTA na sakoge merI jagaha se kyoMki maiM aMta meM hI khar3A | tumhArI niyaMtraNa-zakti ke bAhara ho jAtA hai| vaha svayaM apanA huA huuN| isake pIche aba aura koI jagaha hI nahIM hai| lAotsu | mAlika hone lagatA hai| yaha kaha rahA hai, jo vinamra hai usake sAtha kisI kI zatrutA nahIM | kRSNa lezyA meM dabA huA AdamI gulAma hai| bar3A gulAma hai| hogii| aura agara kisI kI zatrutA hogI bhI, to vaha jo zatrutA usake Upara baTana lage haiM, jo bhI cAho tuma dabA do, basa vaha vaise banA rahA hai usakI samasyA hai, vinamra kI samasyA nahIM hai| hI vyavahAra karatA hai| jarA apamAna kara do ki vaha Aga-babUlA kisI kI dI gaI gAlI tumheM cubhatI hai kyoMki tuma ahaMkAra ko ho gyaa| baTana dabA do ki vaha sau DigrI para ubalane lagA, bhApa sajAe baiThe ho| tumane ahaMkAra kA kAMca kA mahala banA rakhA hai| banane lgaa| dUsarA baTana dabA do, vaha prasanna ho gayA, AnaMdita kisI ne jarA-sA kaMkar3a pheMkA ki tumhAre darpaNa TUTa-phUTa jAte ho gyaa| tuma jo kaho, karane ko rAjI hai| jAna dene ko rAjI ho haiN| ahaMkAra bar3A nAjuka hai| jarA-sI coTa se DagamagAtA hai, jAe tumhAre lie| TUTatA hai, kaMpatA hai| to phira vaira kI gAMTha banatI jAtI hai| isakA artha huA ki kRSNa lezyA se bharA huA AdamI tuma mitra kinheM kahate ho? tuma mitra unheM kahate ho jo tumhAre pratikriyA se jItA hai| tuma usase kucha bhI karavA le sakate ho| ahaMkAra kI paripUrti karate haiN| isalie to cApalUsI kA duniyA vinamra vyakti apane bodha se jItA hai, pratikriyA se nhiiN|| meM itanA prabhAva hai| agara tuma kisI kI cApalUsI karo, 'svabhAva kI pracaMDatA aura vaira kI majabUta gAMTha, jhagar3AlU khuzAmada karo, to tuma atizayokti karo to bhI jisakI tuma vRtti...|' / khuzAmada karate ho, vaha mAna letA hai ki tuma ThIka kaha rahe ho| saMsAra meM itane jhagar3e nahIM haiM jitane dikhAI par3ate haiN| jitane vastutaH vaha socatA hai ki tumhIM pahale AdamI ho jisane unheM dikhAI par3ate haiM ve jhagar3AlU vRtti ke kAraNa haiN| loga jhagar3ane ko phcaanaa| vaha to sadA se yahI mAnatA thA ki maiM eka mahApuruSa tatpara hI khar3e haiN| loga pratIkSA kara rahe haiM kaba mile avsr| huuN| koI usako pahacAna nahIM pA rahA thA, tuma mila gae use loga binA jhagar3e becaina ho rahe haiN| loga nimaMtraNa de rahe haiM ki A phcaannevaale| baila, mujhe sIMga maar| kyoMki jaba taka baila sIMga nahIM mAratA, jisakI tuma khuzAmada karo, tuma kabhI cakita honA; tuma unheM unake astitva kA bodha nahIM hotaa| lar3ane meM hI unheM patA atizayokti karate ho, aMdhe ko kamalanayana kahate ho, asuMdara calatA hai ki hama haiN| jaba jIvana meM kaThinAI hotI hai, saMgharSa hotA ko sauMdarya kI pratimA batAte ho, ajJAnI ko jJAna kA avatAra hai, tabhI unheM patA calatA hai ki hama bhI kucha haiN| siddha karane kA kahate ho aura tumheM bhI cakita honA par3atA hogA ki vaha mAna letA maukA milatA hai| hai| yaha to usane mAnA hI huA thaa| tuma pahalI daphA ise smjhnaa| jisa vyakti ko apanI AtmA kI koI jhalaka pahacAnanevAle mile| koI dUsarA pahacAna nahIM paayaa| khuzAmada nahIM milI, vaha hamezA jhagar3ane ko taiyAra hogaa| kyoMki jhagar3ane isIlie kAragara hotI hai| meM hI use thor3A AtmabhAva paidA hotA hai| jhagar3ane meM hI lagatA hai, 463 2010_03
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________________ maiM bhI huuN| aura to koI use upAya nahIM dikhAI par3atA siddha karane jaba tuma kucha vinAza karate ho, taba tumheM apane hone kA patA kaa| kaise siddha kare ki maiM bhI hUM? | calatA hai| skUla meM vidyArthI khir3akiyoM ke kAMca phor3a Ate haiM, eka AdamI ne amarIkA meM sAta hatyAeM kI eka ghaMTe ke kAleja meM upadrava khar3e kara dete haiN| isase unako patA calatA hai bhiitr| aparicita, anajAna AdamiyoM para golI dAga dii| unameM ki hama bhI haiN| apane bala kA patA calatA hai| kucha to aise the, jinako usane kabhI dekhA hI nahIM thA phle| do | bala ko jAnane ke do upAya haiM: yA to kucha nirmANa karo, yA to aise the, jinako usane golI mArate vakta bhI nahIM dekhA kyoMki | kucha mittaao| tIsarA koI upAya nahIM hai| to jo vyakti miTAne ve pITha kie khar3e the samudra ke taTa para, usane pIche se golI mAra meM bala kA anubhava karatA hai, vaha kRSNa lezyA meM dabA raha dii| adAlata meM jaba pUchA gayA, aisA usane kyoM kiyA? kyA jaaegaa| sajana meM bala kA anubhava kro| kucha bnaao| kucha vaha vikSipta hai? to usane kahA, maiM vikSipta nahIM huuN| mujhe siddha tor3o mt| kyoMki tor3anA to koI bhI kara sakatA hai, pAgala kara karane kA koI maukA hI nahIM mila rahA hai ki maiM bhI huuN| maiM | sakatA hai| tor3anA to koI buddhimattA kI apekSA nahIM rkhtaa| akhabAra meM pahale peja para apanA nAma aura apanI tasvIra chapI | kucha bnaao| eka gIta banAo, eka mUrti banAo, eka vRkSa dekhanA cAhatA thA, vaha maiMne dekha lii| aba tuma mujhe sUlI para bhI lagAo, paudhA ropo| jaba usa paudhe meM phUla AeMge taba tumheM car3hA do, to maiM tRpta mruuNgaa| maiM aise hI nahIM jA rahA hUM, nAma AtmavAna hone kA patA clegaa| dekhI hai mAlI kI prasannatA, jaba karake jA rahA huuN| usake phUla khila jAte haiM? dekhA hai mUrtikAra kA AnaMda, jaba loga kahate haiM badanAma hue to kyA, kucha nAma to hogA hii| usakI mUrti bana jAtI hai? dekhA hai kavi kA praphulla bhAva, jaba tumheM apanI AtmA kA patA kaba calatA hai? jaba tuma kisI ke kavitA ke phala khila jAte haiM? sAtha saMgharSa meM jUjha jAte ho| usa saMgharSa kI sthiti meM tumhArI | kucha bnaao| duniyA meM sRjanAtmaka loga bahuta kama haiN| aura AtmA meM tvarA AtI hai| tumheM lagatA hai, maiM bhI huuN| mere kAraNa | hara AdamI UrjA lekara paidA huA hai| tumhArI UrjA agara sRjana kucha ho rahA hai| kI tarapha na gaI to vidhvaMsa kI tarapha jaaegii| ise tuma khayAla kahate haiM aDolpha hiTalara kalAvida honA cAhatA thaa| usane karake dekho| jIvana meM cAroM tarapha AMkha phailAkara dekho| jo eka kalA, citrakalA sIkhane ke lie Avedana kiyA thA, lekina loga kucha banAne meM lage haiM, tuma unheM jhagar3AlU na paaoge| tuma vizvavidyAlaya ne use svIkAra na kiyaa| vaha jIvana ke aMta unheM bar3A vinamra, udAramanA, sarala, saumya, Arjava se bhare, mArdava samaya taka bhI kAgajoM para citra banAtA rhaa| lekina vaha bar3A se bhare hue pAoge-mRdu, komala...jo loga bhI kucha banAne meM ruSTa ho gayA, jaba use vizvavidyAlaya ne iMkAra kara diyaa| lage haiN| jo loga bhI miTAne meM lage jAte haiM, tuma unheM bar3e manuSya bar3A adabhuta hai| vaha kucha sRjana karanA cAhatA thA, | jhagar3AlU paaoge| ve hara cIja para jhagar3ane ko aura vivAda karane lekina kiyA usane vinaash| manovaijJAnika socate haiM ki agara | ko tatpara haiN| use kalA-vizvavidyAlaya meM jagaha mila gaI hotI to zAyada eka bar3I adabhuta ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| tuma rAjanIti ke kSetra meM duniyA meM dUsarA mahAyuddha na hotaa| vaha agara sRjana meM saMlagna ho dekha sakate ho| jo loga sattA meM pahuMca jAte haiM, sattA meM pahuMcate gayA hotA to usakI zakti sRjanAtmaka ho gaI hotii| usane suMdara hI unake pAsa banAne kI tAkata A jAtI hai| kucha banA sakate citra banAye hote, raMga bhare hote, gIta gunagunAe hote| vaha duniyA | haiN| agara unameM thor3I bhI banAne kI kSamatA ho to unakI UrjA ko thor3A suMdara karake chor3a jaataa| vaha itihAsa meM apanA nAma | sRjanAtmaka hone lagatI hai| | chor3anA cAhatA thaa| lekina jaba sRjanAtmaka mArga na milA to ye ve hI loga haiM, jo sattA meM jaba nahIM the to vidhvaMsAtmaka the| usakI sArI UrjA vidhvaMsAtmaka ho gii| jaba inake hAtha meM sattA nahIM thI to har3atAla, bagAvata, SaDyaMtra, tuma khayAla rakhanA; jaba tuma jhagar3AlU vRtti se bharate ho, taba TrenoM ko girAnA, logoM ko ubhAr3anA, jhagar3AnA-jhagar3AlU vRtti tuma kisI taraha cora rAste se AtmA kA anubhava karane cale ho| ke loga the; ye ve hI loga haiN| inhIM ko tuma sattA meM biThAla do, 464 Jal Education International 2010_03
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________________ - ___SaTa pardo kI oTa meM - | ye tatkSaNa har3atAloM ke khilApha ho jAte haiN| ye tatkSaNa tor3a-phor3a manovaijJAnika isakA adhyayana kara rahe the| usa AdamI se pachA ke virodha meM ho jAte haiN| tor3a-phor3a ke kAraNa hI pahuMce vahAM gayA ki jaba bUr3hI aurata rAste para kAra kA dhakkA khAkara girI to tk| tor3a-phor3a se hI pahuMce vahAM tk| sabhI krAMtikArI sattA meM | kyA yaha ucita nahIM thA ki pahale tuma usa bUr3hI strI ko pahuMcate se hI krAMti kA sAtha chor3a dete haiN| aspatAla pahuMcAte, bajAya isa AdamI ke pIche jAkara tIna mIla kyA ho jAtA hai? ina AdamiyoM meM itanA parivartana kaise ho dUra jAkara isakI mArapITa karane ke? kyoMki vaha bUr3hI mara gii| jAtA hai? samajhane yogya hai| kyoMki UrjA eka hI tarapha baha agara vaha aspatAla pahuMcAI gaI hotI to baca jaatii| usa sakatI hai| sattA meM pahuMcate se hI logoM kI krAMti samApta ho jAtI AdamI ne kahA, yaha to mujhe khayAla hI nahIM aayaa| mujhe to hai| taba ve kucha aura hI bAta karane lagate haiM--deza ke nirmANa | pahalA khayAla yaha AyA ki isa AdamI ko daMDa denA jarUrI hai| kI, zAMti kI, sukha kii| ye ve hI loga haiM jo kucha dina pahale | yaha AdamI logoM se kahegA ki maiM dayAbhAva se bharA AdamI hUM, svataMtratA kI bAta karate. sakha kI nhiiN| deza ke nirmANa kI bAta lekina yaha AdamI dayAbhAva se bharA nahIM hai| agara kisI eka nahIM karate, gati kI pragati kI bAta karate: nae kI bAta krte| strI para koI gaMDA hamalA kara detA hai to jo AdamI usa gaMDe se yahI vyakti jo kala purAne ko miTAne ko tatpara the, sattA meM Ate jUjhane lagate haiM, ve bhI guMDe jaise hI guMDe haiN| unako bhI usa strI se se hI purAne ko samhAlane meM tatpara ho jAte haiN| yaha anUThI ghaTanA | kucha matalaba nahIM hai| jhagar3AlU vRtti ke haiN| hAlAMki ve kaheMge ki hai| lenina aura sTailina jaise hI sattA meM pahuMcate haiM, ye krAMti ke dayAbhAva se prerita hokara, sadabhAva se prerita hokara unhoMne aisA duzmana ho jAte haiN| ye una logoM ko, jo aba bhI krAMti meM lage haiM, kiyaa| lekina ve sadabhAva kI sirpha Ar3a le rahe haiN| aura vaha unako naSTa karane lagate haiN| unako jeloM meM pheMkane lagate haiN| mAmalA aisA hai ki samAja bhI unakA sAtha degaa| to unakA aisA pratyeka vyakti ke bhItara bhI ghaTatA hai| tuma jarA koziza | guMDAgardI karane kA bar3A suvidhApUrNa maukA hai| magara ye AdamI karake dekhanA! tuma kisI cIja ke banAne meM utsuka ho guMDoM jaise hI guMDe haiN| ye guMDe hI haiN| inameM kucha pharka nahIM hai| jAo-koI choTI-sI cIja! bAMsurI bajAne meM utsuka ho asalI savAla to usa strI ko bacAne kA thA, vaha to eka jAo, aura tuma pAoge, tumhArI jhagar3AlU vRtti kama ho gii| tarapha ho gyaa| strI se to kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| inako eka kyoMki UrjA aba bAMsurI se bhI to bhegii| jo UrjA bAMsurI se maukA mila gayA apanA krodha, apanI hiMsA pragaTa karane kaa| bahegI, vaha jhagar3e ke lie aba upalabdha na rhegii| mahAvIra ne | mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'dharma aura dayA se shuunytaa...|' isIlie ahiMsA para itanA jora diyaa| to kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai, galata taraha ke loga bhI dayA 'vaira kI majabUta gAMTha, jhagar3AlU vRtti, dharma aura dayA se kI Ar3a meM hiMsA ko hI calAte haiN| koI cillAtA hai islAma shuunytaa...|' | khatare meM koI kahatA hai hiMdU dharma khatare meM; aura jo usa nAma se aise vyaktiyoM ke mana meM dayA kA bhAva nahIM utthtaa| abhI calatA hai vaha guMDAgardI amarIkA meM eka vizvavidyAlaya ne isa bAta kA adhyayana karane jo dharma pe bItI dekha cuke, ImAM pe jo gujarI dekha cuke kI koziza kI, ki jo loga rAste para kabhI kisI kI hatyA kara isa rAma aura rahIma kI duniyA meM iMsAna kA jInA muzkila hai dete haiM yA kAra se kisI ko dhakkA mArakara girA dete haiM, usa ghar3I cAhe dharma hoM-hiMdU, musalamAna, IsAI; cAhe nae dharma kucha loga trAtA kI taraha A jAte haiN| eka AdamI ne eka bUr3hI | hoM--kamyunijma, samAjavAda, phAsijma; lekina sabake pIche ko kAra se dhakkA mArA aura vaha dhakkA mArakara kAra lekara aisA mAlUma par3atA hai dayA to kevala bahAnA hai, asalI matalaba bhaagaa| eka AdamI, jo dukAna meM kharIda-pharokhta kara rahA thA, / nI moTara sAikila para savAra haa| usa kAra sTailina jaba sattA meM AyA rUsa meM. to AyA to isI kAraNa ke pIche laga gyaa| koI tIna mIla dUra jAkara usane pakar3A aura ki garIboM kI himAyata karanI hai| lekina sattA meM Ane ke bAda usa AdamI kI piTAI kii| lAkhoM garIboM ko mAra ddaalaa| jo mAre gae ve adhikatara garIba the, 14651 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH jinake lie sattA meM Ane kI AkAMkSA thii| kyA huA? garIboM pahale to ye kabhI dikhAI nahIM par3e the| apanI-apanI bAibila ke hita ke lie garIboM ko mArA! lie baiThe haiM, bar3e bhaavmugdh| magara yaha bhAvamugdhatA, yaha hAtha meM tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? apane bhItara bhI nirIkSaNa kiyA? | bAibila, saba jhUThI hai| prayojana kucha aura hai| tuma apane bacce ko kahate ho, cupa ho jaao| vaha cupa nahIM | tuma maMdira jAo to khayAla rakhanA, kisalie ge| tuma kabhI hotA, tuma usako DAMTate-DapaTate ho, mArate ho| aura tuma kahate dayA bhI karo to khayAla rakhanA ki kisalie kii| apane bhItara | yahI ho ki tere hita ke lie mAra rahe haiN| tujhe ziSTAcAra sikhA khoja jArI rkhnaa| rAste para bhikhamaMgA hAtha phailAkara khar3A ho rahe haiN| lekina tumane bhItara gaura kiyA? vastutaH tuma ziSTAcAra | jAtA hai, tuma do paise DAla dete ho| dayA se DAle, jarUrI nahIM hai| sikhAnA cAhate ho yA tumhArI AjJA nahIM mAnI gaI isalie tuma | zAyada isalie DAle hoM ki aura loga dekha rahe the| do paisA nArAja ho? DAlakara dAnI banane jaisI sastI bAta aura kyA ho sakatI hai? AdamI acchI bAtoM kI Ar3a meM apanI barI bAtoM ko chipAtA zAyada kahIM bhikhArI phajIhata khar3I na kara de, jyAdA zoragula na hai| acche libAsa meM, sAdhu-saMtoM ke libAsa meM bhI guMDe nikalate macA de| kahIM logoM ko yaha patA na cala jAe ki tuma do paise bhI haiN| sAdhu libAsa meM bhI DAkU nikalate haiN| aura yaha sabane kiyA na de ske| hadda kaMjUsa ho! to de die| yA chuTakArA pAne ke lie hai| thor3I sApha AMkha ho to tuma dekha loge, ki kAraNa kucha aura de die, ki jhaMjhaTa mitte| apane bhItara dekhnaa| tumhArI dayA ke | | thA, vajaha kucha aura thI, bahAnA tumane kucha aura khojaa| bahAnA bhItara bhI jarUrI nahIM ki dayA ho| tumhArI prArthanA ke bhItara bhI kucha acchA khojA, jisakI Ar3a meM burAI cala ske| jarUrI nahIM ki prArthanA ho| aura jo bhItara nahIM hai usake bAhara 'dharma aura dayA se zUnyatA, duSTatA, samajhAne se bhI nahIM hone se kucha artha nahIM hai| mAnanA, ye kRSNa lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'dharma aura dayA se shuunytaa|' tuma apanI dayA meM bhI vicAra karanA aura apane dharma meM bhI dikhAvA ho sakatA hai lekina bhItara saba sUnApana hogaa| vicAra krnaa| tuma maMdira bhI jA sakate ho| jAne kA kAraNa __ 'duSTatA, samajhAne se bhI nahIM maannaa...|' maMdira jAnA bilakula na ho, kucha aura ho sakatA hai| tumane kaI daphe khayAla kiyA? kisI se tuma vivAda meM par3a aisA huA, laMdana ke eka carca meM iMglaiMDa kI rAnI Ane ko thii| jAte ho, tumheM dikhAI bhI par3ane lagatA hai ki dUsarA ThIka hai, phira to saikar3oM phona Ae pAdarI ke paas| subaha se hI phonoM kA | bhI ahaMkAra mAnane nahIM detaa| aura tuma cIkhate-cillAte ho ki AnA zurU ho gayA ki hamane sunA hai rAnI A rahI hai| kaba | aMdhere ke bAhara kaise AeM ? aura tuma rote-gir3agir3Ate ho ki he pahuMcegI? hama bhI AnA cAhate haiN| jo kabhI carca na Ae prabhu! aMdhere se prakAza kI tarapha le cl| asata se sata kI tarapha the...| usa pAdarI ko bar3I haMsI aayii| usane phona para sabhI ko le cl| mRtyu se amRta kI tarapha le cl| lekina tuma isake eka bAta kahI ki rAnI AegI ki nahIM pakkA nhiiN| kyA lie rAstA to banAte nhiiN| kitanI bAra nahIM vivAda meM kevala bharosA! rAjA-rAniyoM kA kyA bhrosaa| lekina agara tuma AnA | ahaMkAra hI kAraNa hotA hai| anyathA tamheM dikhAI par3anA zurU ho cAhate ho to svAgata hai| eka bAta pakkI hai, paramAtmA rhegaa| | jAtA hai dUsarA ThIka hai, mAna lo| lekina kaise mAna lo? rAnI Ae yA na aae| para logoM ne kahA, ThIka hai, paramAtmA to parAjaya svIkAra nahIM hotii| ThIka hai, magara rAnI agara A rahI ho to ThIka-ThIka kaha deM, to | jaba do vyakti lar3ate haiM, vivAda karate haiM to jarUrI nahIM hai ki hama A jaaeN| kaba A rahI hai? yaha satya ke lie vivAda ho rahA ho| yaha vivAda hotA hai mere rAnI AyI to carca bharA thA; khacAkhaca bharA thaa| bAhara taka satya ke lie| aura jahAM merA mahatvapUrNa hai, vahAM satya to hotA bhIr3a thii| rAnI ne pAdarI ko kahA ki tumhAre carca meM kAphI bhIr3a hI nhiiN| hama kahate haiM, maiM kaise galata ho sakatA hUM? isako hama hai| loga bar3e dhArmika mAlUma hote haiM isa hisse ke| usa pAdarI ne tarakIba se, pIche ke daravAje se siddha karanA cAhate haiM ki jo bhI kahA, pahalI daphA yaha mujhako bhI dikhAI par3a rahI hai bhiidd'| isake| hama kahate haiM vaha ThIka hai| 466 Jal Education International 2010_03
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________________ SaTa pardo kI oTa meM - Maithi maiMne sunA hai cAra meMDhaka, varSA meM bAr3ha-AyI eka nadI para DUbane kI gati to sArI duniyA ko patA hai| tInoM hI ThIka ho aura tInoM ko the| eka lakkar3a bahatA A gayA, ve usa para savAra ho ge| hI galata bhii| kyoMki tuma choTe-se satya ko bahuta bar3A karake bar3e prasanna hue| lakkar3a bahane lgaa| bAr3ha thI teja, nadI bhAgI kaha rahe ho| tuma khaMDa satya ko akhaMDa karane kI ceSTA kara rahe jA rahI hai sAgara kI trph| pahale meMDhaka ne kahA, yaha lakkar3a ho| aMza satya ko siddha kara rahe ho ki vahI pUrA satya hai| saMsAra kA zreSThatama lakkar3a hai| dekho to kitanA jIvaMta aura | mahAvIra jaisA rahA hogA yaha meNddhk-syaatvaadii| usane kahA, gativAna ! kaisA bahA jAtA hai| lakkar3a to bahuta dekhe, magara aisA | tuma tInoM hI ThIka ho| sAdhu-caritra rahA hogA yaha meNddhk| zveta prANavAna lakkar3a kabhI nahIM dekhaa| na kabhI huA, na kabhI | lezyA ko upalabdha rahA hogA yaha meNddhk| usane kahA tuma tInoM hogaa| dUsare ne kahA, lakkar3a nahIM baha rahA hai mahAnubhAva! nadI hI ThIka ho aura tInoM galata bhii| galata isalie ki tuma aMza vAda chir3a gyaa| dUsare ne kahA, lakkar3a to aura | ko pUrA siddha kara rahe ho| aura sahI isalie ki tumhArI tInoM lakkar3oM jaisA hI hai| kucha viziSTatA isameM nahIM hai| jarA gaura se kI bAtoM meM satya kI koI jhalaka hai| to dekho| baha rahI hai ndii| nadI ke bahane ke kAraNa lakkar3a bhI tInoM bahuta nArAja ho ge| yaha bAta to tInoM ke bardAzta ke baha rahA hai| | bAhara ho gii| kyoMki unameM se koI bhI yaha mAnane ko rAjI nahIM tIsare ne kahA, na lakkar3a bahatA, na nadI; vivAda phijUla hai| thA ki usakA vaktavya pUrNa satya nahIM hai| aura na hI unameM se koI tuma donoM aMdhe ho| tuma AdhA-AdhA dekha rahe ho| tuma adhUrA yaha bAta mAnane ko rAjI thA ki usake virAdhI ke vaktavya meM bhI dekha rahe ho| AMkheM sApha cAhie to asalI bAta tumheM samajha meM satya kA aMza ho sakatA hai| A jAe--jaisA ki sabhI dharmazAstroM ne kahI hai--ki saba | aura taba eka camatkAroM kA camatkAra ghaTita huaa| meMDhakoM meM pravAha to manuSya ke mana meM haiN| saba gati mana kI hai| saba zAyada aisA na hotA rahA ho, manuSya meM sadA hotA rahA hai| lekina daur3a-dhUpa mana kI hai| aisA maiM dekhatA hUM ki na to nadI kA savAla usa dina meMDhakoM meM bhI huaa| ve tInoM ikaTThe ho gae aura cauthe ko hai, na lakkar3a kA, yaha mana meM baha rahI vicAroM kI dhArA hai, dhakkA dekara lakkar3a se bAr3ha meM girA diyaa| unhoMne kahA, bar3e jisase jIvana meM parivartana dikhAI par3atA hai| mana Thahara jAe, saba Ae sAdhu bane! bar3e jJAnI hone kA dAvA kara rahe haiN| ve tInoM Thahara jAtA hai| zAstroM meM khojo to tumheM patA clegaa| ikaTThe ho ge| unhoMne apanA vivAda chur3A diyA, chor3a diyA vivAda calane lgaa| koI nirNaya to karIba AtA dikhAI na vivAda kyoMki yaha una tInoM ko hI duzmana mAlUma pdd'aa| aura pdd'aa| Akhira tInoM ko khayAla AyA ki cauthA cupa baiThA hai| eka bAta meM ve rAjI ho gae ki yaha to kama se kama galata hai; cauthA meMDhaka cupa baiThA thaa| kucha bolA hI nahIM thaa| sabakI suna bAkI nirNaya hama pIche kara leNge| rahA thA, guna rahA thA, lekina bolA kucha bhI nahIM thaa| una tInoM ne yahI avasthA mahAvIra ke sAtha huii| aura sAre darzanoM ke dAve kahA ki aba kucha nirNaya to hotA nhiiN| nirNaya hone kA upAya haiM, mahAvIra kA koI dAvA nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra kisI ko bhI nhiiN| bhI ruce nhiiN| mahAvIra ne kahA, vedAMta bhI ThIka hai, sAMkhya bhI isalie to saMsAra meM vivAda sadiyoM se calate rahe haiM, sanAtana ThIka hai, vaizeSika bhI ThIka hai, mImAMsA bhI ThIka hai, lekina sabhI calate rahe haiN| kucha nirNaya nahIM hotaa| nAstika-Astika ke | aMza satya haiN| yaha bAta kisI ko jaMcI nhiiN| isalie eka bahuta bIca kyA nirNaya huA? jaina-hiMdU ke bIca kyA nirNaya huA? mahatvapUrNa vicAra-darzana mahAvIra ne diyA, lekina anuyAyI ve | musalamAna-IsAI ke bIca kyA nirNaya huA? nirNaya to kabhI jyAdA na khoja paae| kyoMki sabhI nArAja ho ge| vedAMtI bhI hote hI nhiiN| nArAja huaa| usane kahA, aMza satya? hamArA aura aMza to una tInoM ne kahA ki Apa cupa haiN| Apa kucha kheN| usa satya? sAMkhya bhI nArAja huA ki hamArA aura aMza satya? cauthe meMDhaka ne kahA, vivAda kA koI artha nahIM hai kyoMki tama ahaMkAra ko bar3I coTeM lgiiN| tInoM hI ThIka ho| nadI bhI baha rahI hai, lakkar3a bhI baha rahA, mana | mahAvIra jaisA aMdhere meM pheMka diyA aura koI vyaktitva itihAsa 467 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 meM khojanA muzkila hai| mahAvIra ke virodha meM sabhI ikaTThe ho to paramAtmA kI hai| agara aMdherA hai to merA hai| aisA jisane ge| yaha bahuta camatkAra kI bAta hai| samajhA, usakA kRSNa lezyA kA pardA Tika nahIM sakatA, apane jaina zAstroM ke khilApha bhArata ke sabhI zAstra haiN| ve sabhI | Apa gira jAtA hai| usake AdhAra na rahe, sahAre na rhe| unakA khaMDana karate haiN| kyoMki yaha jo bAta hai, yaha bAta kisI ke | 'maMdatA, buddhihInatA, ajJAna aura viSaya lolupatA, ye saMkSepa ahaMkAra ko Tikane nahIM detii| AdamI kahatA hai yA to maiM pUrA meM nIla lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' lata hai| aura purA galata dekheM kauna siddha karatA phira kRSNa lezyA ke pIche chipA haA nIlA pardA hai| aMdhere ke hai! mere rahate koI siddha na kara paaegaa| aura jaba taka tuma hI pAra gaharI nIlimA kA pardA hai| dekhane ko rAjI na ho, satya to dikhAyA nahIM jA sktaa| isalie | 'maMdatA, buddhihInatA, ajJAna aura viSaya loluptaa...|' tuma vivAda meM par3e raha sakate ho| kucha na kucha hama mAMga hI rahe haiN-lolup| hama binA mAMge mahAvIra kahate haiM, samajhane se bhI, samajhAne se bhI na mAnanA, kSaNabhara ko nahIM haiN| hama binA mAMge rahate hI nahIM haiN| hamArA dikhAI bhI par3ane lage to jhuThalAnA, AMkha ko bhI jhuThalAnA, mAMganA calatA hai dina-rAta, ahrnish| hama bhikhamaMge haiN| hama aMtardaSTi khalane lage to bhI patthara aTakAnA, kRSNa lezyA ko eka kSaNa ko bhI apane samrATa hone meM thira nahIM hote| majabUta karane ke upAya haiN| ThIka inake viparIta calo, kRSNa tumane kabhI dekhA? kabhI bhI kSaNabhara ko agara mAMga baMda ho lezyA apane Apa ukhar3a jAtI hai| jar3eM TUTa jAtI haiN| pardA gira jAe to eka apUrva ullAsa A jAtA hai| usa ghar3I meM tuma yAcaka jAtA hai| nahIM hote| usa ghar3I meM samAdhi ke karIba sarakane lagate ho| jaise zikharoM se Upara uThane detI na hAya laghutA ApI hI mAMga AyI ki phira yAcaka hue, phira choTe hue| yA tumane yaha miTTI para jhukane detA hai deva, nahIM abhimAna hameM dekhA ki jaba bhI tuma kisI se kucha mAMgate ho to bhItara kucha to na to hama zikharoM ke sAtha eka hone kA dAvA kara pAte haiN| / | sikur3a jAtA hai? jaba tuma kisI ko kucha dete ho, bhItara kucha zikharoM se Upara uThane detI na hAya laghutA ApI phaila jAtA hai? dene kA majA, mAMgane kI pIr3A tumheM anubhava nahIM AdamI kI sImA hai| AdamI laghu hai, aMza hai| virATa kA bar3A huI? kisI se kucha mAMgakara dekho| tuma usa mAMgane ke khayAla se choTA-sA ANavika kaNa hai| hI choTe hone lagate ho, saMkIrNa hone lagate ho| tumhArI sImA zikharoM se Upara uThane detI na hAya laghutA ApI sikar3ane lagatI hai| tama baMda hone lagate ho| bhaya pakar3ane lagatA aura ar3acana dUsarI hai aura bhI, aura bhI bar3I hai| degA, nahIM degA? milegA, nahIM milegA? agara milA bhI miTTI para jhukane detA hai deva, nahIM abhimAna hameM | to bhI mAMgane meM tuma choTe aura dIna to ho hI ge| aura ahaMkAra de diyA hai, jhuka bhI nahIM skte| uTha bhI nahIM | isalie eka aura bahuta Azcaryajanaka ghaTanA hai ki jisase bhI sakate kyoMki sImA hai| jhuka bhI nahIM sakate kyoMki ahaMkAra hai| tumheM kucha milatA hai, use tuma kabhI kSamA nahIM kara paate| dhanyavAda ina donoM ke bibUcana meM jo par3A hai, jo jIvana ke sIdhe-sIdhe satya | to dUra, tuma kisI se mAMgane gae ki dasa rupaye cAhie agara vaha ko svIkAra nahIM karatA ki ahaMkAra kA dAvA galata hai| AtmA | de de to tuma use kabhI kSamA nahIM kara paate| bhItara gahare meM tuma kA dAvA sahI hai, ahaMkAra kA dAvA galata hai| | nArAja rahate ho| usa AdamI ne tumheM choTA kara diyaa| usane hAtha pharka kyA hai dAvoM meM? ahaMkAra yaha kaha rahA hai ki maiM pRthaka Upara kara liyA, tumhArA hAtha nIce ho gyaa| aura apane bala se sarvazaktimAna huuN| AtmA yaha kahatI hai isalie sUphI kahate haiM, nekI kara aura kueM meM ddaal| acchA sAtha-sAtha, sabake saMga, sabake sAtha eka isa virATa kI maiM bhI karanA lekina usakI ghoSaNA mata hone denaa| usako jaldI se kueM eka choTI taraMga huuN| agara mujhameM koI zakti hai to vaha virATa kI meM DAla denA, nahIM to tumheM koI kSamA na kara skegaa| kyoMki hai| agara mujhameM koI nirbalatA hai, vaha merI hai| agara bhUla-cUka jisake sAtha tuma acchA karoge, vahIM sAtha-sAtha eka ghaTanA aura hai, merI hai| agara kucha satya hai to virATa kA hai| agara rozanI hai ghaTa rahI hai ki tumane use choTA kara diyaa| aura koI kSamA nahIM 468 2010_03
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________________ ki SaTa pardo kI oTa meM karatA kisI ko choTA karane ke kaarnn| hai--viSaya loluptaa| vaha kucha na kucha mAMgatA hI rahatA hai| sahAyatA karanA, lekina isa taraha karanA ki jisakI tuma usakI lolupatA usake parde ko majabUta karatI hai| sahAyatA karo, use patA bhI na cale ki sahAyatA kI gii| isa 'ajJAna, buddhihInatA, mNdtaa...|' taraha karanA ki use lage ki denevAlA vahI hai, lenevAle tuma ho| maMdatA H miDiyokriTI, bar3e logoM ke Upara chAtI para patthara kI isa taraha denA ki denevAle ko denevAle kI akar3a na pakar3e aura | taraha baiThI hai| koI bhI maMda hone ko paidA nahIM huA hai| paramAtmA lenevAle ko patA hI na cale ki kisI ne use diyA hai| to asAdhAraNa aura advitIya cetanAeM hI paidA karatA hai| agara pazcima kA eka bahuta bar3A dhanapati mAragana jaba marA, to marane maMda ho to tuma apane kAraNa ho| maMda ho to tumane apane ko ke pahale use kisI ne pUchA ki tumane itanI aTUTa dhanarAzi ikaTThI nikhArA nhiiN| maMda ho to tuma aise hIre ho jisako sApha nahIM kI hai aura tumhAre nIce hajAroM bar3I pratibhA ke aura buddhimAna kiyA gayA hai, jisa para pAliza nahIM kiyA gyaa| anagar3ha par3e loga kAma karate the| tumane itane-itane buddhimAnoM kA kaise ho| aura koI aura to tuma para nikhAra lA nahIM sakatA, tumhI lA upayoga kiyA? usane kahA, rAja choTA-sA hai| maiMne kabhI unheM sakate ho| to jo tuma ho usase tRpta mata ho jaanaa|| aisA anubhava nahIM hone diyA ki maiM una para koI ahasAna kara rahA | aba khayAla rakhanA, loga atRpta haiM, usase jo unake pAsa hai; huuN| aura maiMne kabhI aisA bhI anubhava nahIM hone diyA ki ve merI | apane se to loga bilakula tRpta haiN| unako bar3I kAra cAhie, bAta mAnakara koI kAma kara rahe haiN| merI sadA yaha ceSTA rahI ki yaha atRpti hai, bar3A makAna cAhie, yaha atRpti hai| tijor3I meM unako sadA yaha lagatA rahe ki ve hI mujha para ahasAna kara rahe haiM | aura dhana cAhie, yaha apti hai| lekina apane se tapta haiM ki jo aura unakI bAteM mAnakara maiM cala rahA hai| | haiM, vaha bilakula ThIka haiN| to maMda hI rheNge| vaha AdamI baDA kazala thaa| usako agara koI kAma bhI apane se atapta honA, aura jo milA hai usase tapta honaa| karavAnA hotA to apane bIsa mitroM ko ikaTThA kara letaa| unase choTA makAna bhI kAma de degaa| kAra na huI to bhI cala jaaegaa| kahatA ki yaha samasyA A gaI hai, aba hala khojanA hai| khuda tijor3I meM bahuta na dhana huA to bhI paryApta hai| vastuoM se tRpta cupacApa baiThA rhtaa| aba bIsa AdamI jahAM ikaTThe hoM, bIsa hala honA aura caitanya se tRpta mata honA; nahIM to tuma maMda raha aate| unameM se jo hala usakA apanA hotA, vaha usako svIkAra jaaoge| caitanya ko to ghisate hI rhnaa| usako kisI bhI kSaNa kara letaa| lekina apanI tarapha se vaha kabhI na kahatA ki yaha, aisA mata socanA ki AkhirI ghar3I A gii| usameM aura nikhAra va hai| vaha capa baiThA rhtaa| vaha sajhAva ko Ane A sakate haiN| usameM bar3e anaMta nikhAra chipe haiN| usameM itane detaa| ThIka samaya kI pratIkSA krtaa| koI na koI usa sujhAva nikhAra chipe haiM ki tumhArA caitanya eka dina saccidAnaMda paramAtmA ko degA hii| yA agara ThIka sujhAva na AtA, kucha hera-phera se ho sakatA hai| AtA, to vaha thor3I taramIma karatA, vaha thor3e saMzodhana peza magara bar3I camatkAra kI bAta hai| loga apane se bilakula tRpta karatA, lekina vaha bhI sujhAva kI taraha; AjJA kI taraha nhiiN| haiN| itane jyAdA tRpta haiM ki agara tuma kaho bhI unase to ve kaheMge, usane bar3e-bar3e logoM se kAma liyaa| kyA kaha rahe haiM? mujhameM aura pariSkAra! maiM to pariSkRta hUM hI, marate vakta vaha kahakara gayA ki merI kabra para eka patthara lagA agara kucha ar3acana hai to thor3I cIjeM kama haiM, ve bar3ha jaaeN| denA ki yahAM eka AdamI sotA hai, jisane apane se jyAdA | lekina cIjeM bar3hane se tumhArA caitanya bar3hegA? tuma agara buddha ho buddhimAna logoM se kAma lene kI kuzalatA dikhaaii| usane kahA to garIba hokara buddha rahoge, amIra hokara buddhU rhoge| tuma agara ki mere sAre itane virATa dhana ko ikaTThA kara lene kA rAja itanA hai buddha ho to laMgoTI lagAkara buddha rahoge, siMhAsana para baiThakara ki maiMne kabhI kisI ko anubhava nahIM hone diyA ki vaha mujhase buddha rhoge| choTA hai| buddhimAna AdamI vastuoM meM zakti vyaya nahIM krtaa| yaha jo nIla lezyA se bharA huA AdamI hai, yAcaka hotA buddhimAna AdamI sArI zakti caitanya kI jAgRti meM lagAtA hai| 1469 ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'maMdatA, buddhihInatA, ajnyaan|' eka daur3a huI jisameM pahale naMbara para maiM rahA, dUsare naMbara para eka koI ajJAnI hone ko paidA nahIM huA hai, lekina adhikatara loga sipAhI aura tIsare naMbara para vaha, jisakA yaha kaTorA hai| ajJAnI jIte haiM, ajJAnI marate haiN| usakA kAraNa hai ki koI yaha chInA-jhapaTI hai| vastuoM ke jagata meM to bar3I chInA-jhapaTI svIkAra hI nahIM karatA ki maiM ajJAnI huuN| loga to mAnakara calate hai| tuma apane kaTore para gaura karanA, vaha bahuta hAthoM meM raha cukA haiM ki ve jJAnI haiN| jaba tuma pahale se mAna hI lie ki tuma jJAnI hai| tumhArA kaTorA tumhArA nahIM hai| tuma nahIM the, taba bhI thaa| tuma ho to tumane ajJAnI hone kI kasama khA lii| aba tuma kabhI jJAnI nahIM rahoge, taba bhI hogaa| tumhArA kaTorA bar3A jhUThA hai| na na ho skoge| sIlabaMda! aba tuma ajJAnI hI rhoge| tamane praNa | mAlama kitane logoM ke hAthoM meM raha cakA hai| chInA-jhapaTI cala kara liyA ki hamako ajJAnI hI rahanA hai| rahI hai| kaTorA hAtha badalatA rahatA hai| eka hAtha se dUsare hAtha, jJAna kI tarapha jise jAnA hai, use svIkAra karanA par3egA ki dUsare se tIsare hAtha; hAthavAle Ate haiM, cale jAte haiM, kaTorA abhI maiM ajJAnI hUM aura isa ajJAna ko AtyaMtika mAnane kA koI calatA rahatA hai| yaha kaTore kI yAtrA hai| kAraNa nahIM hai; isameM nikhAra ho sakate haiN| jaise bImAra AdamI eka tumhAre bhItara kI cetanA hai, jo kuMArI hai, jUThI nhiiN| use ilAja karatA hai to svastha ho jAtA hai| durbala AdamI vyAyAma | jgaao| usase hI tRpti milegii| ye kaToroM ko jitanI dera tuma karatA hai to zaktizAlI ho jAtA hai| aise hI ajJAna kisI kI | samhAle rahoge...aura jaisA tumane dUsaroM se chIna liyA hai, koI na sthiti nahIM hai| tumane abhyAsa nahIM kiyA, tumane zrama nahIM kiyA | koI tumase chIna le jaaegaa| yaha jyAdA dera tumhAre hAtha meM bhI jJAna ke lie| tuma kSudra bAtoM kI chInA-jhapaTI meM lage rahe aura rahanevAlA nahIM hai| yaha kaTore kI Adata nahIM hai| yaha saMbhava bhI virATa se cUkate rhe| nahIM hai, kyoMki yahAM itane loga chInane ke lie utsuka haiN| yahAM aura majA yaha hai ki virATa ke lie koI chInA-jhapaTI nahIM | to sirpha eka cIja tumhAre hAtha meM raha jAtI hai, vaha tumhAre caitanya karanI thii| koI pratiyogitA hI nahIM hai vhaaN| tama akele ho| kI bAta hai| use koI nahIM chiintaa| use koI chInanA bhI cAhe to tumheM agara apanI buddhi para nikhAra lAne haiM, agara tumheM apanI chIna nahIM sktaa| use mauta bhI nahIM chIna sktii| buddhi meM hIre jar3ane haiM to koI jhagar3A nahIM hai, koI se jhagar3A nahIM mahAvIra jaba kahate haiM ajJAna, to unakA artha hai, jo vyakti hai| kyoMki yahAM kisI ko matalaba hI nahIM hai buddhi se| tumheM aisI cIjoM ko juTAne meM lagA hai jinheM mauta chIna legI, vaha agara pratibhA ko jagAnA hai to koI se tumhArA koI jhagar3A nahIM, ajJAnI hai| jo vyakti aisI cIja kI khoja meM lagA hai, jise koI spardhA nahIM hai, kisI ko lenA-denA nahIM hai| lekina agara | mRtyu bhI na chInegI, vahI jJAnI hai, vahI buddhimAna hai| jo sAra ko tumheM tijor3I bar3I karanI hai to karor3oM loga spardhI haiN| khoja rahA, vahI buddhimAna hai| jo svayaM ko khoja rahA, vahI maiMne sunA, mullA nasaruddIna eka rAta gae apane ghara lauttaa| | buddhimAna hai| aura Ate hI usane apanI patnI ke hAthoM meM sone kA eka kaTorA 'jaldI jo ruSTa ho jAtA hai, dUsaroM kI niMdA karatA hai, doSa rakha diyaa| patnI usakI yaha bheMTa dekhakara prasanna bhI huI aura lagAtA hai, ati zokAkula hotA hai, atyaMta bhayabhIta hotA hai, ye Azcaryacakita bhii| kyoMki mullA kucha kAma to karatA nhiiN| kApota lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' sone kA kaTorA le kahAM se AyA hai? thor3I DarI bhii| kaTorA tIsarA H jaldI ruSTa ho jAnA, dUsaroM kI niMdA karanA, doSa lAne ke viSaya meM jaba patnI ne usase prazna kiyA jo vaha bolA, | lagAnA, ati zokAkula honA, atyaMta bhayabhIta honaa| ise maiMne eka daur3a meM jItA hai| daur3a meM? patnI ko aura bhI | bhayabhIta hama sabhI haiN--akaarnn| kyoMki jo honA hai, hogaa| Azcarya huA kyoMki mullA aura daur3e! baiTha jAe to uThatA | usase bhaya kA koI artha nhiiN| jaise mauta honI hai, hogii| usase mazkila se hai, uTha jAe to calatA mazkila se hai...daudd'e| leTa bhaya kyA? nizcita hai| hogI hii| bhayabhIta hoo yA na hoo, jAe to baiThatA muzkila se, daur3e! daur3a meM? patnI ko aura bhI hogI hii| deha jarAjIrNa honI hai, hogii| bur3hApA AnA hai, AegA Azcarya huaa| kaisI daur3a? mullA ne kahA, ajI, abhI-abhI hii| usase bhayabhIta kyA honA hai, jo honA hI hai? lekina hama 2010_03
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________________ SaTa pardo kI oTa meM bar3e bhayabhIta haiN| sahI haiM to bhI nirbhaya, Astika sahI haiM to bhI nirbhy| hama jIvana ke tathyoM se bhayabhIta haiN| hama jIvana ke tathyoM ko __isako hI maiM kahatA hUM parama aastiktaa| isa AdamI ne dekha jhuThalAnA cAhate haiN| hama cAhate haiM saba bUr3he hue, hama na hoN| saba lI baat| isa AdamI ko viveka upalabdha huaa| isa AdamI ke mareM, hama na mareM, jIvana hamAre lie apavAda kara de| to hama kaMpa pAsa dRSTi hai, aMtardRSTi hai, AMkha hai| rahe haiN| aura hama jAnate bhI haiM gahare meM ki yaha honevAlA nahIM hai| tuma jarA jIvana meM dekhnaa| tuma kahate ho ki kala divAlA na apavAda kabhI koI huA nahIM isalie Dara bhI lagA hai| paira nikala jAe, isase bhayabhIta ho rahe haiN| yA to nikalegA, yA nahIM jamAkara khar3e haiM, jAnate hue ki paira ukhdd'eNge| niklegaa| nikala gayA to kyA karanA hai? jhaMjhaTa mittii| isa bhaya ke kAraNa hama kyA-kyA kara rahe haiM, thor3A soco| isa nikala hI gyaa| nahIM nikalA to parezAna kyoM ho rahe ho? bhaya ke kAraNa hama dhana ikaTThA karate haiM ki zAyada dhana se thor3A mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo hogA, hogA; tuma nAhaka kaMpe jA rahe ho| bala A jaae| isa bhaya ke kAraNa hama pratiSThA ikaTThI karate haiM ki tumhAre kaMpane se hone meM to koI pharka par3atA nhiiN| to kama se kama zAyada nAma-dhAma loka meM khyAta ho jAe to kucha sahArA mila kaMpana to chodd'o| jaae| bhaya ke kAraNa hama pUjA karate haiM, prArthanA karate haiN| isa bhaya tIsarI lezyA hai adharma kii| isalie bhaya se jo bhagavAna bhaya se hama bhagavAna ko nirmita karate haiN| socate haiM, zAyada kisI kI pUjA karate haiM, ve dharma meM praviSTa nahIM hote| ve abhI adharma kI kA sahArA nahIM, adRzya kA sahArA mila jaae| magara jo AdamI | sImA meM hI haiN| cauthI lezyA se dharma zurU hotA hai| pAsa jA rahA hai. vaha jA hI na skegaa| ye jo bhayabhIta loga haiM. ye jaldI ruSTa ho jAte haiN| bhayabhIta mahAvIra ne kahA, abhaya pahalA caraNa hai| abhaya kA artha AdamI zAMta raha hI nahIM sktaa| usake bhItara hI kaMpana jArI hai| huA, jo nahIM honevAlA hai, vaha nahIM hogA; usakA to bhaya karanA vaha ruSTa hone ko tatpara hai| vaha choTI-choTI bAtoM se dukhI hotA kyA? jo honevAlA hai, vaha hogA; usakA bhaya karanA kyA? hai| bar3I kSudra bAtoM se dukhI hotA hai| sukarAta maratA thA; to usake eka ziSya ne pUchA ki Apa tumane kabhI socA, kaisI choTI-choTI bAteM tumheM dukhI kara jAtI bhayabhIta nahIM mAlUma hote| jahara ghoMTA jA rahA hai, jaldI hI haiM! ati kSudra baateN| tuma soco to khuda hI hNsoge| patnI ko pyAlA bharakara Apake pAsa A jaaegaa| chaha baje Apako pyAlA cAya lAne meM pAMca minaTa derI ho gaI ki basa tuma ruSTa ho ge| pI lenA hai| Apa marane ko tatpara baiThe haiN| Apa bhayabhIta nahIM | aura aise ruSTa ho gae ki zAyada roSa dinabhara rhe| mAlUma hote| sukarAta ne kyA kahA? sukarAta ne kahA, maiMne | loga kahate haiM, bistara ke galata kone se utara ge| galata se socA ki yA to pyAlA pIkara maiM mara hI jAUMgA, kucha bacegA hI bhI utara gae ho to utara gae, khatama huaa| magara aba nahIM, to bhaya kyA? bhaya karane ko hI koI na bcegaa| aura yA, dinabhara...vaha jo bistara ke galata kone se utara gae haiM, vaha dUsarI saMbhAvanA hai ki jaisA loga kahate haiM, AtmA amara hai| dinabhara pIchA kara rahA hai| kisI AdamI ne namaskAra na kiyA ki jahara kA pyAlA pIkara zarIra hI haTegA, AtmA bacegI; to phira dinabhara chAyA kI taraha kAMTA cubhatA rahatA hai| koI AdamI bhaya kyA? bacUMgA hii| dekhakara haMsa diyA, ruSTa ho ge| sukarAta kaha rahA hai, do hI to vikalpa haiM ki yA to bilakula aise chuI-muI, aise dIna hokara saMbhava nahIM hai ki tuma kabhI miTa jaauuNgaa| miTa jAUMgA to kyA bhaya? bhayabhIta hone ke AtmavAna ho sko| jarA dekho bhI to, kina bAtoM para ruSTa ho rahe lie koI kAraNa hI nhiiN| koI bhaya karanevAlA hI nhiiN| bAta hI ho| ina bAtoM meM kucha sAra bhI hai? samApta ho gii| kahAnI kA hI aMta ho gyaa| to meM nizcita huuN| agara tuma gaura se dekhoge to sau meM se ninyAnabe to tuma asAra aura agara baca gayA jaisA AtmajJAnI kahate haiM to bhaya kI pAoge, jinameM ruSTa hone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| aura eka jo kyA jarUrata? tuma sAra kI pAoge, usake sAtha tuma pAoge ki agara tuma ruSTa yA to nAstika sahI hoMge, yA Astika sahI hoNge| nAstika ho jAo to bigar3a jAegI baat| vaha jo sAra kI bAta hai, agara 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 ruSTa na hue to hI samhala paaegii| aura bokojU kahatA hai, vahI bAta usake jIvana ko to jo vyartha kI bAteM haiM unake kAraNa hama ruSTa hote haiM. apane ko badalanevAlI bana gii| jo cIja TaTa gaI. usane socA. samaya A bigAr3ate haiN| aura jo sArthaka bAteM haiM, ruSTa hokara una bAtoM ko | gayA thaa| jo sAthI chUTa ge| usane socA, samaya A gayA thaa| bigAr3a lete haiN| jo priyajana cala base, usane socA, samaya A gayA thaa| koI krodha meM kaba kauna AdamI samyaka vyavahAra kara pAyA? ruSTa | nArAja ho gayA to usane samajhA, samaya A gayA thaa| bokojU ne hokara AdamI to madAMdha ho jAtA hai| usa aMdhepana meM kauna ThIka | kahA ki yaha bAta mere lie sUtra bana gii| yaha aharniza mere mana meM cala pAyA? jitanI kaThina samasyA ho sAmane, utanI hI zAMta rahane lagA ki vahI hotA hai, jisakA samaya A gayA thaa| citta kI avasthA cAhie. to hI tama use hala kara paaoge| dhIre-dhIre-dhIre koI bhI cIja phira zokAkala na krtii| loga kahate haiM bar3I samasyA meM ulajhA haA hUM isalie bar3A | '...ati zokAkula honA, atyaMta bhayabhIta honA, ye kApota becaina huuN| becaina ho to samasyA sulajhegI kaise? sulajhAegA | lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' kauna? yaha to tuma bar3A ulaTA kara rahe ho| jaba koI samasyA na | hiMdU zAstroM meM vacana hai : 'sAhase zrI vsti|' sAhasa meM zrI ho taba becaina ho lenA, koI harjA nhiiN| jaba samasyA ho taba to | basatI hai, zreya basatA, zreyasa basatA-abhaya meN| bar3e caina meM ho jaao| taba to bar3e zAMta ho jAo kyoMki hala | __jIvana ko sAhasa se pkdd'o| ye kaMpate hue hAtha baMda kro| ye tumheM karanA hai| zAMta hRdaya se hala A skegaa| hAtha vyartha kaMpa rahe haiN| ina hAthoM ke kaMpane ke kAraNa tuma jIvana para 'doSa lagAnA, niMdA karanA, ati zokAkula ho jaanaa...|' pakar3a hI nahIM uThA paate| tuma jIvana ko samhAla hI nahIM paate| choTI-choTI cIjoM para-phAuMTenapena ThIka nahIM cala rahA, | tumhAre bhaya ke kAraNa hI yaha cetanA kI lau kaMpatI jAtI hai| ye kharra-kharra kI AvAja kara rahA hai, zokAkula ho ge| apane jhakore tumhAre bhaya se Ate haiM, kisI aura pavana se nhiiN| vyavahAra ko jAMcate raho, dekhate rho|| aura jaba taka tuma ina tIna pardo ke pAra na ho jAo taba taka bokojU jhena phakIra huA; vaha jaba apane guru ke pAsa thA, | tumheM sukUna, zAMti kA koI anubhava na hogaa| choTA baccA thA, usakA kAma thA guru kA kamarA sApha krnaa| sukUna-e-dila jahAne-besa-o-kama meM DhUMDhane vAle kamarA sApha kara rahA thA ki guru ke pAsa eka bar3I bahumUlya mUrti yahAM hara cIja milatI hai sukUna-e-dila nahIM milatA thI, bar3I bahumUlya mUrti thI buddha kI, vaha gira gii| vaha cakanAcUra yahAM hRdaya kI zAMti nahIM milatI-isa saMsAra meN| aura yaha ho gii| vaha bahuta ghbdd'aayaa| guru ko usa mUrti se bar3A lagAva jo saMsAra tuma jAnate ho, ina tIna paryoM meM nirmita hai: kRSNa hai| vaha roz2a do phUla usa mUrti ke caraNoM meM car3hA jAtA hai| aura lezyA, nIla lezyA aura kApota leshyaa| inake pAra dharma kA sadiyoM purAnI mUrti hai| guru ke guru ke pAsa thI, aura guru ke guru jagata zurU hotA hai| ke pAsa thii| aura pIDhI dara pIDhI vasIyata kI taraha milI hai| yaha 'tyAga, kArya-akArya kA jJAna, zreya-azreya kA viveka, kyA ho gayA? sabake prati samabhAva, dayA, dAna meM pravatti. ye pIta yA tejo lezyA vaha ghabar3A hI rahA thA ki tabhI guru kamare meM A gyaa| to usane ke lakSaNa haiN|' mUrti apane donoM hAthoM ke pIche chipA lI aura usane guru se kahA, 'kArya-akArya kA jJAna'-kyA karane yogya hai, kyA karane eka bAta pUchanI hai| jaba koI AdamI maratA hai to kyoM maratA hai? | yogya nahIM hai| jo bhI karate ho socakara karo, to usake guru ne kahA, usakA samaya A gyaa| to usane kahA ki jo na karane se cala jAe use karo mt| jisake kie cala hI na yaha ApakI mUrti kA samaya A gayA thaa| sake, usI ko kro| saMrakSita karo apanI UrjA ko, vyartha mata guru haMsA aura usane kahA, jo tU mujhe samajhA rahA hai, apane gNvaao| isa UrjA se hIre kharIde jA sakate haiM, tuma jIvana meM yAda rkhnaa| kyoMki tere jIvana meM bahuta mUrtiyoM kA kaMkar3a-pattharoM para gaMvA rahe ho| samaya aaegaa| jaba TUTe to yAda rakhanA, samaya A gayA thaa| kArya-akArya kA jJAna'--kyA hai karane yogya ? jisase 2010_03
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________________ SaTa pardo kI oTa meM AnaMda bar3he vaha karane yogya hai| jisase satya kI pratIti bar3he vaha ki maiM tumhAre lie kucha dene ko utsuka aura tatpara huuN| ki tumheM | karane yogya hai| jisase aMdherA bar3he, dukha bar3he, asatya bar3he, vaha kucha dekara maiM AnaMdita hotA huuN| karane yogya nahIM hai| - jo vyakti dUsaroM se lekara hI AnaMdita hotA hai, vaha kevala to soco| socakara, samhalakara clo| thor3I sAvadhAnI, thor3e sukha hI jAnatA hai, AnaMda nahIM jaantaa| aura saba sukha ke pIche sAvaceta bno| caubIsa ghaMTe meM tuma itanI bAteM kara rahe ho ki dukha chipA hai| kyoMki jaba tuma dUsaroM se chInate ho, tuma dUsaroM ko agara tuma gaura se dekhoge to pAoge, unameM se nabbe pratizata to chInane ke lie nimaMtraNa de rahe ho| tuma zatrutA khar3I karate ho, karane yogya hI nahIM haiN| jaba tuma chInate ho| jaba tuma dete ho, taba tuma mitratA khar3I karate kitanI bAteM tuma logoM se kahate ho, na kahate to kyA harja thA? ho| dene meM AnaMda hai, aura AnaMda ke pIche koI dukha nahIM hai| aura una kahane ke kAraNa kitanI jhaMjhaToM meM par3a jAte ho| ___mahAvIra kahate haiM, smbhaav| cIjoM ko eka hI dRSTi se iMgalaiMDa ke bar3e vicAraka eca. jI. velsa ne apanI AtmakathA dekhnaa| agara gaura se dekho to gulAba kA phUla bhI miTTI hai| meM likhA hai ki agara loga cupa raheM to duniyA meM se ninyAnabe caMpA kA phUla bhI, camelI kA phUla bhI, AdamI kI deha bhI, pratizata jhagar3e samApta ho jaaeN| bolane se jhagar3e khar3e hote haiN| AkAza meM khar3e hue ye vRkSa bhI, himAlaya ke zikhara bhI, sabhI bole ki phNse| kucha kahA ki uljhe| cupa raha jaao| miTTI ke khela haiN| sabhI eka hI UrjA ke khilaune haiN| agara tuma TeligrAphika honA cAhie AdamI ko| jaise tAra karane gae haiM dhIre-dhIre dekhanA zurU karo to tuma pAoge, sArA jIvana eka kI daphtara meM posTa Aphisa ke, eka-eka paise ke dAma haiM; eka-eka hI aneka-aneka rUpoM meM abhivyakti hai| eka kI paMkti ke, eka-eka zabda ke dAma haiN| to AdamI soca-socakara abhivyakti-to samatA paidA hotI hai| nikAlatA hai ki dasa zabda meM kAma cala jaae| utanA hI bolo, jitanA bolane se kAma cala jaae| utanA hI Aja hI taka sirpha hai yaha vAyu bhI anukUla calo, jitanA calane se kAma cala jaae| utane hI saMbaMdha banAo, rAta bhara hI ke lie hai AMkha meM sapanA jitanoM se kAma cala jaae| to tama dhIre-dhIre pAoge. jIvana meM AMjanI kala hI par3egI locanoM meM dhala eka saMyama avatarita hone lgaa| isalie hara phUla ko galahAra karatA hUM 'kArya-akArya kA jJAna, zreya-azreya kA viveka, sabake prati | dhUla kA bhI isalie satkAra karatA hUM samabhAva, dayA, dAna meM pravRtti, ye tejo lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' phUla aura dhUla meM pharka kyA hai? jo phUla hai, kala dhUla thaa| chInane-jhapaTane kI pravRtti, viSaya-lolupatA saMsAra ko banAtI jo phUla hai, kala phira dhUla ho jaaegaa| jo abhI dhUla hai, kala hai| dene kI vRtti, dAna kI, bAMTane kI vRtti dharma ko nirmANa karatI phUla para nAcegI, sugaMdha banegI, raMga-rUpa bnegii| dhUla aura phUla hai| lobha agara saMsAra kI jar3a hai to dAna dharma kii| meM pharka kyA hai? mitra aura zatru meM pharka kyA hai? jo mitra thA jaise hI tuma dete ho, kaI ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiN| ekaH dene ke kAraNa vaha zatru ho jAtA hai| jo zatru thA, vaha mitra ho jAtA hai| jIvana vastuoM para tumhArA moha kSINa hotA hai| doH dene ke kAraNa | aura mRtyu meM pharka kyA hai? jIvana mRtyu banatA rahatA hai, mRtyu nae tumhArA prema vikasita hotA hai| tInaH dene ke kAraNa dusarA vyakti jIvana kA rUpa dharatI rahatI hai| roja dina rAta banatA hai, rAta dina mUlyavAna banatA hai| choTI-sI bhI cIja kisI ko de do, usa banatI hai; phira bhI tuma dekhate nhiiN| kSaNa meM tumane dUsare ko mUlya diyaa| jAnatA hUM rAha para do dina raheMge phUla isalie to bheMTa kA itanA mUlya hai| cAhe koI cAra paise kA | Aja hI taka sirpha hai yaha vAyu bhI anukUla rUmAla hI kisI ko de jAe, paise kA koI savAla nahIM hai| rAta bhara hI ke lie hai AMkha meM sapanA lekina jaba koI kisI ko kucha cIja bheMTa meM de AtA hai to AMjanI kala hI par3egI locanoM meM dhUla usakA mUlya svIkAra kara rahA hai ki tuma mere lie mUlyavAna ho| isalie hara phUla ko galahAra karatA hUM ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibrar org
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________________ wwwmas - jina sUtra bhAga: 2 dhUla kA bhI isalie satkAra karatA hUM mAlika hue| jaba taka tyAga karane kI kSamatA na thI, taba taka taba eka samabhAva paidA hotA hai| taba na koI apanA hai, na parAyA | gulAma the| hai| taba koI na mitra hai, na zatru hai| taba na kisI se sukha hai, na 'tyAgazIlatA, pariNAmoM meM bhdrtaa...|' dukha hai| taba saba sama hai| aura jaise-jaise bAhara samabhAva paidA bAhara se hajAra ghaTanAeM ghaTa rahI haiN| koI gAlI de jAtA hai, hotA hai, bhItara samatA paidA hotI hai| asalI mUlya to samatA kA koI sammAna kara jAtA hai; koI saphalatA kA saMdeza le AtA hai, hai, samyakatva kA hai, samAdhi kA hai| koI viphalatA kA; lekina tuma bhItara bhadra raha sko| tumhArI ye sabhI eka hI dhAtu se bane haiN-sm| samyakatva ho, samAdhi bhadratA akaluSita rhe| tumhArI samatA ko koI DigA na paae| ho, saMbodhi ho, samatA ho, samabhAva ho, samatva ho, saba eka hI | tumhAre bhItara pariNAma tumhArI mAlakiyata meM rheN| tumhArA koI dhAtu se bane haiN--sm| sama paidA ho jaae| cIjoM ke bheda | mAlika na ho ske| to viphalatA ko saphalatA ko eka-sA dekha mahatvaparNa na raha jAeM, cIjoM kA abheda dikhAI par3ane lge| rUpa | lenaa| sukha kA susamAcAra Ae ki dukha kI khabara Ae, | mahatvapUrNa na raha jAeM, rUpa ke bhItara chipA arUpa pahacAna meM | eka-sA dekha lenaa| tumhArA pariNAma abhadra na ho paae| tumhAre Ane lge| pariNAma meM jarA bhI DAMvAMDolapana na ho| sone ke hajAroM gahane rakhe haiM, gahanA dikhAI par3e to bhUla ho rahI 'vyavahAra meM praamaanniktaa...|' hai| saba gahanoM ke bhItara sonA dikhAI par3ane lage to tuma ThIka aura tuma jo bhI karo, vahI karo, jo tuma karanA cAhate the| dizA para lagane lge| tumhArA bhItara aura bAhara eka jaisA ho| tumhAre cehare para nakAba na 'kArya-akArya kA jJAna, zreya-azreya kA viveka, sabake prati | ho| tumhAre cehare para mukhauTe na hoN| tuma sIdhe-sApha, nagna; tuma samabhAva, dayA, dAna meM pravRtti, ye pIta yA tejo lezyA ke lakSaNa | jaise ho vaise hI; cAhe koI bhI pariNAma ho, tama apane ko chipAo n| dila to sabako merI sarakAra se mila jAte haiM prAmANikatA bar3A bahamulya zabda hai| jisako pazcima ke darda jaba taka na mile dila nahIM hone pAte astitvavAdI AthenTIsiTI kahate haiM, vahI mahAvIra kI aura jaba taka tumhAre mana meM dayA kA darda na uThe, taba taka tumhAre prAmANikatA hai| pAsa dila hai nhiiN| dhar3akane ko dila mata samajha lenA, jaba taka hama to aksara...aksara caubIsa ghaMTe meM teIsa ghaMTe ki dUsare ke darda meM na dhdd'ke| jaba taka sirpha dhar3akatA hai, taba taka aprAmANika hote haiN| eka ghaMTA hama prAmANika hote haiM, jaba hama sirpha phephar3A hai, phuphphasa hai, jaba dUsare ke lie dhar3akane lage, gaharI nIMda meM hote haiM; usakA koI matalaba nhiiN| anyathA hama karuNA aura prema se dhar3akane lage. tabhI dila hai| kucha kahate, kucha socate, kucha btlaate| giragiTa kI taraha hamArA 'tyAgazIlatA, pariNAmoM meM bhadratA, vyavahAra meM prAmANikatA, | raMga bdltaa| hama jaisA maukA dekhate, tatkSaNa vaisA raMga dhara lete| kArya meM RjutA, aparAdhiyoM ke prati kSamAzIlatA, sAdhu-gurujanoM avasaravAditA prAmANikatA ke viparIta hai| hamArA apanA koI kI sevApUjA meM tatparatA, ye padma lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' / | svara nahIM, koI AtmA nhiiN| jaisA dUsarA AdamI hama dekhate, 'tyAgazIlatA'- chor3ane kI kssmtaa| pakar3ane kI Adata to vaisA hI hama vyavahAra kara lete haiN| hama samaya ke anusAra calate, sabhI kI hai| dhanyabhAgI haiM ve, jo chor3ane kI kSamatA rakhate haiN| jo AtmA ke anusAra nhiiN| chor3ane kI kSamatA rakhate haiM, ve hI mAlika haiN| jaba taka tuma koI | prAmANikatA kA artha hai: hamAre bhItara apanA bala paidA huaa| cIja chor3a nahIM sakate, tuma usake mAlika nhiiN| jaba taka tuma | aba hama apane bala se jIte haiN| kaSTa jhelanA par3e to jhela lete haiM, sirpha pakar3a sakate ho, taba taka tuma gulAma ho| lekina satya ko nahIM khote| yaha virodhAbhAsI lgegaa| lekina yaha parama satyoM meM eka hai ki 'satyaM vd| dharmaM cr|' hiMdU zAstra kahate haiM, satya bole aura jaba tuma kisI cIja kA tyAga kara dete ho, usI dina tuma usake dharma meM cle| jaisA ho vaisA khe| pariNAma kI ciMtA chor3a deN| 2010_03
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________________ SaTa pardo kI oTa meM pariNAma kA hisAba na rkhe| niSkapaTa choTe bacce jaisA ho jaae| tumheM yaha khayAla hI nahIM hai ki tumhAre bhItara bhI aisA hI aparAdhI ra ke bIca koI dvaMdva na rhe| eka dhArA bhe| par3A hai| tumhArA aparAdhI aMdhere meM ho to hI tuma aparAdhI ko usa eka dhArA ke bahane meM hI yoga upalabdha hotA hai| usa eka kSamA nahIM krte| aura jo aMdhere meM hai use tuma miTA na skoge| dhArA ke bahane meM hI tuma pahalI daphA khaMDa-khaMDa nahIM raha jAte, jisane apanI zakla ThIka se dekhI, usane sAre jagata kI zakleM akhaMDa banate ho| tumhAre sAre khaMDa eka mahAsaMgIta meM sammilita ThIka se dekha liiN| aba vaha nArAja nahIM hai| aba vaha samajha hote haiN| tumhAre sAre svara eka-dUsare ke viparIta nahIM raha jAte; sakatA hai| una sabake bIca eka saMgati, eka saMgIta kA janma hotA hai| 'sAdhu gurujanoM kI sevaa...|' 'kArya meM Rjutaa...|' aura jahAM bhI tumheM dikhAI par3e koI bhalAI, koI bhalA puruSa, saralatA, siidhaapn| kucha loga er3he-Ter3he calate haiN| unako koI jAgrata puruSa, kahIM jarA-sI bhI jhalaka dikhAI par3e to jAnA ho pazcima to pahale pUraba kI tarapha jAte haiN| unako AnA mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo vyakti apanI aMtarAtmA kI khoja meM cala ho ghara to pahale bAjAra kI tarapha jAte haiN| kucha loga irache-tirache rahA hai, vaha vahAM sevA karane ko tatpara hogaa| kyoMki usa satsaMga calate haiN| unakI irachA-tirachA calanA Adata ho gaI hai| se hI AkhirI ghaTanA ghttegii| usa satsaMga se hI tumhAre bhItara, tuma bhI bahuta bAra yahI karate ho| kisI se cAra paise udhAra lene | bhItara jAne kI samajha jgegii| haiM to tuma sIdhe nahIM mAMga lete| tuma pahale kucha aura cAleM calate jo jAga gae haiM, unake pAsa baiThakara unake jAgane ko pakar3anA ho| pahale tuma bhUmikA banAte ho, phira bhUmikA ke pIche se tuma sIkhanA caahie| jo jAga gae hoM, unakI sevA karake vinamratA se dhIre-dhIre jAla phailAte ho| phira Akhira meM cAra paise mAMgate ho| pratIkSA karanI cAhie usa avasara kI, jahAM unakI UrjA aura sIdhA-sIdhA...mahAvIra kahate haiM, vyavahAra meM, kArya meM tumhArI UrjA meM koI tAlamela baiTha jaaegaa| jahAM unakI lahara ke RjutA! sIdhI rekhaa| do biMduoM ke bIca jo sabase nikaTatama sAtha gaThabaMdhana bAMdhakara tuma bhI aMtaryAtrA para nikala jaaoge| kI dUrI hai, vaha hai sIdhI rekhaa| aise Ar3e-tirache calakara bar3I | jo tumase Age hoM, unakA hAtha pakar3a lene kI ceSTA karanI laMbI yAtrA hotI hai| aura usa yAtrA meM bar3I UrjA vyaya hotI hai| caahie| aura gurujanoM kA hAtha pakar3anA ho to eka hI upAya hai; 'aparAdhiyoM ke prati kssmaashiiltaa...|' | usako mahAvIra sevA-pUjA kahate haiN| kyoMki jo bhI aparAdhI hai, dhyAna rakhanA, vaha bhI manuSya | aba yaha bar3I vicAra kI jarUrata hai isa saMbaMdha meM, kyoMki hai tumhAre jaisA; tumhArI hI kamiyoM aura sImAoM se bharA | IsAiyata ke prabhAva ke bAda sevA kA artha hI badala gyaa| jaba huaa| to jisa vyakti ne apane ko pahacAnA hai, vaha dUsare ko | jaina sAdhu ke pAsa jAtA hai to usase pUcho kahAM jA rahA hai? vaha kSamA karane ko sadA tatpara hogaa| kyoMki vaha dekhegA, dUsare meM jo kahatA hai, sAdhu kI sevA krne| IsAiyata ke prabhAva ke bAda sevA ho rahA hai, vaha mujhameM ho cukA hai| dUsare meM jo ho rahA hai, vaha | kA artha ho gayA hai| kor3hI kI sevA, bImAra kI sevA, maleriyA mujhameM bhI ho sakatA hai| ThIka-ThIka apane ko jAnanevAlA hai, plega hai, haijA phailA hai, to sevaa| IsAiyata ne sevA kA bar3A vyakti sAre manuSyoM ko jAna liyaa| | sAdhAraNa artha liyA hai| jisakI kahIM koI pIr3A hai, jisako hama | vaha cora ko bhI kSamA kara sakegA kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai, cora dayA kahate haiM, usako IsAiyata sevA kahate haiN| dayA tuma usakI apane bhItara bhI chipA hai| vaha krodhI ko bhI kSamA kara sakatA hai tarapha jAte ho, jo tumase pIche hai| kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai, krodha apane bhItara bhI kahAM miTa gayA hai? - mahAvIra sevA kahate haiM usakI tarapha jAne ko, jo tumase Age aura jaise-jaise tuma aparAdhI ko kSamA karane lagate ho, tumhArI | hai; jo tumase jyAdA svasthatara hai| tuma kor3hI ho, vaha svastha hai| aparAdha kI kSamatA kama hone lagatI hai| agara tuma aparAdhI ko tuma bImAra ho, vaha svastha hai| tuma soe ho, vaha jAgA hai| tuma kSamA nahIM karate to tumhArI aparAdha kI kSamatA kama nahIM hogii| aMdhere meM par3e ho, vaha rozanI meM khar3A hai| sevA usakI, jo hamase kyoMki aparAdhI ko kSamA na karanA eka hI hAlata meM saMbhava hai ki Age hai| dayA usakI, jo hamase pIche ho| kyoMki sevA meM 475 ___ 2010_03
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________________ - jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 pakar3ane par3eMge crnn| dayA meM denA hogA, jo hamAre pAsa hai| aura | hilA diyA; to jhUTha ho gyaa| yaha tumheM dikhAI pdd'e| sevA meM pAne kI tatparatA rakhanI hogI, jo dusarA hameM de sakatA satya pakSapAta se nirNIta nahIM hotA, darzana se nirNIta hotA hai| hai| sevA svIkAra karane kI dazA hai| aMgrejI meM vaisA koI zabda kisI dhAraNA ko lekara satya ke pAsa gae ki cUka ge| nahIM hai| sarvisa se vaha bAta patA nahIM calatI, sarvisa se to dayA nirdhAraNA se jaanaa| hI patA calatI hai| "bhogoM kI AkAMkSA na krnaa...|' to tuma sAdhAraNataH soca hI nahIM sakate ki parama svastha sAMsArika viSaya lolupatA ko to chor3a Ae bahuta piiche| AdamI...mahAvIra khar3e haiM, unakI sevA ke lie jA rahe ho, vahAM | chaThavIM sthiti meM isa AkhirI parde meM bhoga kI icchA chor3anI hai| kyA jarUrata hai? kisI garIba kI, kisI bImAra kI, kisI rugNa | nizcita hI mahAvIra kA prayojana hai, svarga meM bhoga kI icchA, kI sevA kro| mahAvIra ko sevA kI kyA jarUrata hai? ve to puNya ke dvArA bhoga kI icchaa| kyoMki viSaya lolupatA ko to pahuMca ge| vahAM to aba koI roga nahIM, koI pIr3A nahIM, koI bahuta pIche chor3a aae| ve to kRSNa aura nIla lezyAoM ke hisse dukha-dAridraya nahIM, unakI sevA ke lie kyA jA rahe ho? the| aba bhoga kI lipsA na krnaa| paraloka meM kucha mAMganA lekina jaina paraMparA meM, pUraba kI paraMparA meM sevA kA artha hai: nhiiN| jisako mila gayA usake pAsa jAnA: usake caraNa dAbane. usake / 'sabameM samadarzI rhnaa...|' sAmane jhukanA, usakI pUjA krnii| isalie sevA aura pUjA pahale kahA, samabhAva; aba kahA smdrshii| samabhAva kA artha samAnArthI haiN| sirpha pUjA bhI kahI jA sakatI thI, lekina pUjA | hai, bhaavnaa| abhI ghaTanA ghaTI nahIM hai, tuma ceSTA kara rahe ho| tuma maMdira kI mUrti kI ho sakatI hai, sevA nahIM ho sktii| jIvita prayAsa kara rahe ho, sAdha rahe ho| samadarzI kA artha hai : ghaTanA ghaTa guru kI sevA aura pUjA donoM ho sakatI hai| vahAM sevA aura pUjA gii| aba tumheM dikhAI par3ane lgaa| sammilita hai| samabhAva sAdhate-sAdhate samadarzI kI avasthA AtI hai| pahale isase eka bahuta anUThI dRSTi pUraba kI sApha hotI hai| pUraba to dekha-dekhakara, ceSTA kara-karake sAdhanA hogA ki sabhI meM eka kahatA hai, dIna aura dukhI para dayA karo, AnaMda-amRta ko | kA hI vistAra hai| miTTI kA hI khela hai dhUla aura phUla donoM meN| upalabdha kI sevA kro| jo tumheM pAnA hai, usa tarapha sevA se jhuke | magara aisA abhI tumheM dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| aisA tumane sunA hue jaao| jo tumheM mila gayA hai, vaha dUsare ko de do, dayA | gurujanoM se| aisA tumane zAstra meM sunaa| aisA tumane satsaMga meM kro| dayA meM dAna hai| sevA meM jholI phailAnA hai| siikhaa| isakI tuma ceSTA karate ho| jaba ceSTA karate ho, taba ye padma lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN| kSaNabhara ko lagatA bhI hai ki ThIka hai, dhUla aura phUla eka hai| 'pakSapAta na karanA, bhogoM kI AkAMkSA na karanA, sabameM | lekina phira ceSTA bhalI. bhaTake, phira phala, phala dikhAI par3ane samadarzI rahanA, rAga, dveSa tathA praNaya se dUra rahanA, ye zukla | lagatA hai, dhUla dhUla dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai| ceSTA karane se kabhI lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' kSaNabhara ko jhalaka milatI hai, phira kho-kho jAtI hai| aura aMtima lezyA, zukla leshyaa| samadarzI kA artha hai, jo gurujanoM ne kahA, vaha aba tumheM svayaM 'pakSapAta na karanA'-satya jaisA ho, vaisA hI svIkAra dikhAI par3atA hai| tumhArI dRSTi paidA ho gii| karanA; pUrva pakSapAtoM ke AdhAra para nhiiN| | 'rAga, dveSa tathA praNaya se dUra rhnaa...|' aba maiM jo yaha kaha rahA hUM, mahAvIra ke sUtroM kA artha kara rahA na to kisI ko apanA mAnanA, na kisI ko parAyA maannaa| na haM, yahAM jo jaina baiThe hoMge, ve kaheMge, bilakula ThIka hai| lekina isa saMsAra se kisI taraha kA sukha mila sakatA hai--praNaya kI yaha bilakula ThIka tumheM dikhAI par3a rahA hai yA sirpha purAne AkAMkSA, ki isa saMsAra se kisI bhI taraha kA sukha saMbhava hai, pakSapAta ke kAraNa? isakI saMbhAvanA ko bhI svIkAra na krnaa| saMbhAvanA mAtra kA kyoMki ye mahAvIra ke sUtra haiM aura tuma jaina ho, isalie sira gira jaanaa| ye zukla lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN| 476 Jair Education International 2010_03
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________________ SaTa pardo kI oTa meM ina eka-eka pardo ko pAra karate calanA hai| bahuta daphA bhaTakoge, giroge, phira uTha-uTha aanaa| eka tere binA prANa o prANa ke sAMsa merI sisakatI rahI umra bhara bhesa bhAe na jAne tujhe kauna-sA isalie roja kapar3e badalatA rahA kisa jagaha kaba kahAM hAtha tU thAma le isalie roja giratA-samhalatA rahA isa dvAra kyoM na jAUM usa dvAra kyoM na jAUM ghara pA gayA tumhArA maiM ghara badala-badala kara khoja jArI rakhanI hai| bhaTakAva hogA, giranA hogaa| uTha AnA, samhala jaanaa| bahuta bAra vastra badalane pdd'eNge| lekina dhIre-dhIre. dhIre-dhIre bhItara ke bodha sajaga hote jAte haiN| aura tama ThIka usa vastra meM ho jAte ho, jisa vastra meM usa prItama se milanA ho sakatA hai, usa bhItara ke aMtarjagata meM praveza ho sakatA hai| vaha veSa to satya kA hai, RjutA kA hai, samadarzana kA hai| satyaM vd| dharma cr| Aja itanA hii| 477 2010_03