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________________ iMdiyatthe vivajjittA, sajjhAyaM ceva pNchaa| tammuttI tappurakkAre, uvautte iriyaM rie||108|| samabhAvo sAmaiyaM, taNakaMcaNa-sattumittavisao tti| nirabhissaMgaM cittaM, uciyapavittippahANaM c||109|| OMANTUS nama vayaNoccAraNakiriyaM, paricattA viiyraaybhaavenn| jo jhAyadi appANaM, parama samAhI have tss||110|| jhANaNilINo sAhU, paricAgaM kuNai svvdosaannN| tamhA du jhANameva hi, savva'dicArassa paDikkamaNaM / / 111 / / NiyabhAvaM Na vi muccai, parabhAvaM Neva geNhae keiM jANadi passadi savvaM, so'haM idi ciMtae nnaannii||112 / / . mAlikAlA HAR NEERATI 2010_03
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________________ halA sUtra thA aisA jaise ki nadI calatI rahatI hai, aisA saMnyAsI calatA rhe| iMdiyatthe vivajjittA, sajjhAyaM ceva pNchaa| kahIM Thahare na, kahIM mana ko na lagAye, kahIM DabarA na banAye, tammuttI tappurakkAre, uvautte iriyaM rie|| bahAva tor3e na, bahAva banA rhe| sAdhAraNataH manuSya iMdriyoM ke viSaya-bhoga ke ciMtana meM lIna yaha bAta bar3I gaharI thI, ise bar3e UparI arthoM meM pakar3a liyA rahatA hai| pAMca iMdriyAM haiN| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, pAMca hI gyaa| jaina-muni aba bhI calatA hai, eka gAMva se dUsare gAMva manuSya ke ciMtana ke viSaya haiN| badala letA hai| lekina bhItara kA bahAva kahAM hai! bhItara to saba 'iMdriyoM ke viSaya tathA pAMca prakAra ke ciMtana-kArya ko chor3akara | jar3a hai, saba ThaharA huA hai| bhItara gati kahAM hai? aura mahAvIra kevala gamana-kriyAoM meM tanmaya ho, usI ko pramukha mahatva dekara | ne kahA hai, gati dharma hai; agati adharma hai| upayogapUrvaka, jAgRtipUrvaka calanA caahie|' - mahAvIra se jyAdA krAMtikArI vicAraka dharma ke jagata meM dasarA jo hama kara rahe haiM, vaha hama zAyada hI manaHpUrvaka karate haiN| jo nahIM huaa| kisI dUsare vyakti ne nahIM kahA hai, ki agati adharma hama karate haiM, yaMtravata karate haiN| mana aura hajAra kAma karatA hai| hai aura gati dhrm| calate hI rahanA hai| kahIM ThaharanA nhiiN| kahIM jaise rAha para cala rahe haiM--zarIra to rAha para hotA hai, mana na rukanA nhiiN| rukane kA artha hai, rAga bnaa| rukane kA artha hai, na kahIM aur| ho sakatA hai ghara para ho, dukAna para ho, maMdira Asakti bnii| rukane kA artha hai, vastu mahatvapUrNa ho gayI, meM ho, lekina eka bAta sunizcita hai ki vahAM nahIM hogA jahAM tuma bahuta mahatvapUrNa ho gayI, usane tumhAre lie kArAgRha banA ho| jisa dina mana vahAM ho jAe jahAM tuma ho, usI dina liyaa| aba tuma mukta na rahe, baMdha gye| isakA yaha artha na thA Atmabodha kA prAraMbha hotA hai| mana kA aura zarIra kA eka-sAtha, ki kahIM sAdhu Thahare n| isakA artha thA, sAdhu kA citta kahIM Thahare eka-hI sthAna, eka-hI kAla meM ho jAnA dhyAna hai| mana aura n| to jaina-mani aba bhI calatA hai, lekina citta to kabhI kA zarIra alaga-alaga calate rahate haiN| aura jaba taka una donoM kA baMdha gayA hai, hajAra taraha ke baMdhanoM meN| milana na ho, taba taka tumheM usakA patA na cala sakegA jo donoM| isalie mahAvIra apane muniyoM ko kahate haiM calate samaya, ke pAra hai| upayogaparvaka clnaa| calanA akelA kAphI nahIM hai| gati mahAvIra calane para jora dete haiN| kyoMki mahAvIra kA jo akelI kAphI nahIM hai| kyoMki agara gati akelI ho aura saMnyAsI hai, vaha parivrAjaka thaa| vaha calatA rahatA hai eka gAMva se | viveka na ho pIche, to gati vikSipta kregii| dekheM, pUraba meM Dabare dasare gaaNv| mahAvIra ne kahA hai ki saMnyAsI ruke n| yaha pratIka bana gaye haiM cetanA ke| paraMparA, rUr3hi, atIta bahuta bojhila hokara | thaa| yaha pratIka logoM ne bar3I jar3atA se pakar3a liyaa| yaha pratIka baiTha gayA hai patthara kI taraha chAtI pr| to pUraba meM Dabare bana gaye 203 2010_03
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________________ jina satra bhAga:2 EUR haiN| koI gati nahIM mAlUma hotii| sAgara kI tarapha bahAva nahIM sote usI iMdriya para bAra-bAra lauTa Ate ho| bhojana kA dIvAnA mAlUma hotaa| bhojana ke hI saMbaMdha meM socatA rahatA hai| lekina eka artha meM loga pazcima kI bajAya jyAdA zAMta haiN| nIro ke saMbaMdha meM kahA jAtA hai ki vaha itanA bhojana ke lie garIba haiM, dIna haiM, hIna haiM, dukhI haiM, phira bhI zAMta haiN| suvidhA nahIM | pAgala thA ki bhojana karate-karate hI rAta so jAtA thaa| aura hai, sukha nahIM hai, zAyada bhojana-vastra-chappara bhI nahIM hai, to bhI uThate se hI bhojana kI mAMga zurU ho jaatii| itanA jyAdA bhojana pazcima ke mukAbale jyAdA zAMta haiM--kama becaina haiN| koI kara nahIM sktaa| kyoMki bhojana kI eka sImA hai, eka pazcima meM gati para jora hai| pragati para jora hai| daur3o, | jarUrata hai| to usane cikitsaka rakha chor3e the| vaha bhojana kare, pratispardhA karo, jIvana bhAgA jAtA hai| ruko mt| bhAgate hI | cikitsaka use jaldI se vamana karavA deM, tAki vaha phira bhojana rho| isalie spIDa, gati ko roja-roja nayA vikAsa milatA kara ske| peTa bharA ho to kaise bhojana karoge? to vmn| aisA calA jAtA hai| pariNAma yaha huA ki pazcima pAgala hone ke | pAgala koI AdamI nahIM huA, jaisA nIro pAgala thaa| lekina karIba hai| dhana bhI hai, suvidhA bhI hai--gati ho to suvidhA bar3hatI | thor3A-bahuta nIro tuma apane meM chipA huA paaoge| jaba peTa bhara hai, dhana bar3hatA hai, samRddhi bar3hatI hai, vijJAna bar3hatA hai; saba | gayA ho, taba bhI tuma bhojana kiye cale jAo, taba thor3A-bahuta dizAoM meM saMpannatA bar3hatI hai, bar3hI--lekina AdamI bhItara se | aMza meM nIro tumhAre bhItara hai| nIro atizayokti hai| tuma bhI daur3a-daur3akara thaka gayA, TUTa gyaa| daur3a-daur3akara yaha yAda hI na | lekina usI dizA meM gatimAna ho| rahI ki maiM kauna huuN| daur3a-daur3akara yaha bhI bhUla gayA ki kahAM jA peTa bhara gayA ho, phira bhI baiThakara tuma bhojana kA ciMtana rahA huuN| daur3anA hI yAda rahA, maMjila kA patA daur3a meM kho gyaa| karo--atIta bhojanoM kA, yA bhaviSya meM honevAlI saMbhAvanAoM ApAdhApI meM AtmA kA smaraNa hI na rhaa| kA-to bhI tuma pAgala ho| kyoMki bhojana peTa kA kAma hai| daur3a bahuta hai| lekina kyA mahAvIra aisI hI daur3a ko kahate | ciMtana-dhArA meM bhojana kI itanI chAyA par3e to kahIM kucha rugNa ho haiM? pazcima to vikSipta huA jA rahA hai| pUraba murdA huA jA | gyaa| kahIM kucha cUka ho gyii| kahIM tumhAre bhItara se jIvana kA rahA hai, pazcima pAgala huA jA rahA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, Dabare | sahaja saMyama ukhar3a gyaa| tumhArI cUla DhIlI par3a gyii| tumhArA mata bnnaa| lekina vikSipta tUphAna bhI mata bnnaa| calanA, cAka DagamagAne lgaa| jarUrata jitanI hai usase jyAdA ciMtana vivekpuurvk| gati + vivek| gati + upyog| gati + caitny| | ghAtaka hai| phira ciMtana se ghAva banatA hai| to tuma Dabare kI taraha sar3a bhI na pAoge aura daur3anevAle kI taraha | phira majA hai ki zarIra kI jarUrata to pUrI ho jAtI hai, ciMtana se pAgala bhI na ho jaaoge| na to tuma lAza banoge, na tuma bavaMDara | jo ghAva banatA hai vaha jarUrata kabhI pUrI nahIM hotii| bhojana kI to bnoge| ina donoM ke bIca tumhAre jIvana kI mahimA kA avataraNa | pUrti hai, svAda kI kahAM pUrti hai ! bhojana to eka mAtrA meM zarIra ko hogaa| usa saMtulana ko sAdha lenA hI saMyama hai| bhara degA, jarUrata pUrI kara degA, svAda kI koI mAtrA kabhI bhI mana kahate haiM mahAvIra, iMdriyoM ke pAMca viSaya haiM, isalie mana meM | ko tRpta nahIM kara paatii| pAMca taraha ke ciMtana calate haiN| tumheM khojanA cAhie ki tuma kisa | madhu pIte-pIte thake nayana iMdriya para atyadhika ciMtana karate ho| kucha haiM, jo bhojana kA hI | phira bhI pyAse aramAna! ciMtana karate haiM; kucha haiM, jo rUpa kA ciMtana karate haiM; kucha haiM, | kucha hai pyAsa jo miTatI nhiiN| na pIne se, na khAne se, na bhogane jinheM vANI meM, saMgIta meM, dhvani meM rasa hai, ve usI kA ciMtana | se... / karate haiN| kucha haiM, jo sparza kA ciMtana karate haiM, AliMgana kA, | madhu pIte-pIte thake nayana cuMbana kA, isakA ciMtana karate haiN| phira bhI pyAse aramAna! lekina agara tuma gaura karoge, to tuma pakar3a loge ki tuma kisa | jIvana meM madhu, madhu meM gAyana, iMdriya kA bahuta adhika ciMtana kara rahe ho| calate, baiThate, uThate, gAyana meM svara, svara meM kaMpana, 204 2010_03
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________________ | samatA hI sAmAyika mA R itematic kaMpana meM sAMsa, sAMsa meM rasa, AvazyakatA pUrI huI ki kriyA ruka jAtI hai| AvazyakatA se rasa meM viSa, viSa madhya jalana, raMcamAtra jyAdA nahIM jaatii| na kevala yaha AdhyAtmika arthoM meM jalana meM Aga, Aga meM tApa, mahatvapUrNa hai, yaha zArIrika svAsthya ke lie bhI mahatvapUrNa hai| tApa meM pyAra, pyAra meM pIra, mere pAsa bahuta loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, bhojana hama jyAdA kara pIra meM prANa, prANa meM pyAsa, jAte haiM, kyA kareM? to maiM unase kahatA hUM, hozapUrvaka bhojana pyAsa meM tRpti, tRpti kA nIra, kro| aura koI DAiTiMga kAma denevAlI nahIM hai| eka dina, do aura yaha tRpti, tRpti hI kSaNika, dina DAiTiMga kara loge jabardastI, phira kyA hogA? doharA TUTa vizva kI mIThI-mIThI madhara thakAna! par3oge phira se bhojana pr| jaba taka ki mana kI maulika vyavasthA phira bhI pyAse aramAna! nahIM badalatI, taba taka tuma do-cAra dina upavAsa bhI kara lo to eka kadama dUsare kadama para le jAtA hai| dUsarA tIsare para le kyA pharka par3atA hai| phira do-cAra dina ke bAda usI purAnI Adata jAtA hai| vartula bar3A hotA calA jAtA hai| meM sammilita ho jaaoge| mUla AdhAra badalanA caahie| mUla lekina maulika pyAsa apanI jagaha banI rahatI hai| kyoMki usa AdhAra kA artha hai, jaba tuma bhojana karo, to hozapUrvaka karo, to maulika pyAsa kA saMbaMdha jIvana kI AvazyakatA se nahIM rahA, tumane mUla bdlaa| jar3a bdlii| usa maulika pyAsa kA saMbaMdha mana kI anaMta bhUkha se jur3a gayA, hozapUrvaka karane ke kaI pariNAma hoNge| eka pariNAma hogA, anaMta AkAMkSA se jur3a gyaa| mana ke kSitija se jur3ate hI koI jyAdA bhojana na kara skoge| kyoMki hoza khabara de degA ki aba bhI pyAsa tRpti kI sImA ke bAhara ho jAtI hai| duSpUra ho jAtI hai, zarIra bhara gyaa| zarIra to khabara de hI rahA hai, tuma behoza ho, use bharA nahIM jA sktaa| isalie khabara nahIM miltii| zarIra kI tarapha se to iMgita Ate hI mahAvIra kahate haiM apane saMnyAsI ko ki tU iMdriyoM ke sAre rahe haiN| zarIra to yaMtravata khabara bheja detA hai ki aba basa, ruko| viSaya, unakA ciMtana, unakA manana chor3akara calatA ho, to magara vahAM rukanevAlA behoza hai| use khabara nahIM miltii| zarIra basa clnaa| itanA hI dhyAna rahe, upayogapUrvaka) upayoga to TelIgrAma diye jAtA hai, lekina jise milanA cAhie vaha soyA mahAvIra kA apanA pAribhASika zabda hai| upayoga kA artha hai, | hai| use kucha patA nahIM cltaa| phira dhIre-dhIre isa behozI kI hozapUrvaka, yogpuurvk| upayoga kA artha hai, yogapUrvaka clnaa| mAtrA itanI bar3ha jAtI hai ki zarIra kI sUcanAoM kA khaTakA bhI bhItara kA dIyA DagamagAye n| bhItara eka sahaja smaraNa banA rahe | mAlUma nahIM hotaa| ki maiM cala rahA hUM, maiM cala rahA huuN| hozapUrvaka bhojana kro| bhojana karate vakta sirpha bhojana kro| yaha to udAharaNa ke lie mahAvIra ne khaa| aisA hI smaraNa | usa samaya na bAjAra kI soco, na vyavasAya kI soco, na sabhI kriyAoM ke sAtha dhIre-dhIre jor3a denaa| hara kriyA ke sAtha rAjanIti kI soco-na dharma kI soco| usa samaya kucha soco bhItara kA dIyA jur3a jaae| bhojana karate vakta, bhojana kara rahA hUM hI mt| usa kSaNa tumhArA sArA upayoga, usa kSaNa tumhArA sArA aisA hoza banA rahe, to tuma jyAdA bhojana na kara skoge| tuma | bodha bhojana karane kI sahaja-kriyA meM saMlagna ho| to pahalI cakita ho jaaoge| jyAdA bhojana tabhI kara lete ho jaba tumheM | bAta, jaise hI zarIra khabara degA rukane kA kSaNa A gayA, vaha tumheM hoza nahIM rhtaa| agara mitra A gaye haiM ghara para, to tuma jyAdA | sunAyI pdd'egaa| dUsarI bAta, agara tuma hozapUrvaka bhojana karoge, bhojana kara lete ho| kyoMki mitroM ke sAtha mastI meM, bAtacIta meM to jyAdA cbaaoge| behozI meM AdamI sirpha kisI taraha dhakAye behozI bar3ha jAtI hai| reDiyo calAkara baiTha jAte ho, jyAdA jAtA hai aNdr| jaba tuma ThIka se cabAte nahIM, to atRpti banI bhojana kara lete ho! kyoMki bhojana kI smRti nahIM raha jAtI, mana rahatI hai| rasa utpanna nahIM hotaa| zarIra meM bhojana to bhara jAtA hai, reDiyo meM jAtA hai, zarIra yaMtravata bhojana ko bhItara DAlatA calA lekina prANa nahIM bhrte| zarIra meM bhojana hai, lekina jAtA hai| jahAM bhI tuma hoza ko le Aoge, vahIM pAoge, yaha bhojana pacegA nhiiN| yaha mAMsa-majjA na bnegaa| isalie 2051 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 zarIra kI jarUrata bhI par3I raha gyii| bhojana bhI jarUrata se jyAdA hai| rAha para cala rahe haiM, kucha karane jaisA kara bhI kahAM rahe haiM! usa bhara diyA aura zarIra kI jarUrata bhI pUrI na huii| to tuma do arthoM | samaya itanA hI hoza rahe ki cala rahA huuN| jaba maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM meM cuuke| ki itanA hoza rahe cala rahA hUM-jayaM care-to isakA yaha artha agara hozapUrvaka bhojana karoge...isalie samasta dharmazAstra nahIM hai ki tuma bhItara doharAo ki maiM cala rahA hUM, maiM cala rahA huuN| kahate haiM, bhojana karate samaya bolo mata, bAta mata karo, kyoMki agara tumane aisA doharAyA, zabda nirmita kiye, to tuma cUka gye| bAta tumheM haTAyegI, cukaayegii| bhojana karate samaya sirpha bhojana tuma zabda meM laga gaye, phira cUka gye| jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM jAgakara kro| bhojana karate vakta bhojana ko hI brahma smjho| calo, to isakA kevala itanA hI artha hai, mana meM koI ciMtana na isalie upaniSada kahate haiM-'annaM brhm|' aura brahma ke sAtha cle| nirmala darpaNa ho mana kA, sirpha calane kI chAyA par3e; kama se kama itanA to sammAna karo ki hozapUrvaka use apane | sirpha calane kA bhAna rahe-bebhAna na clo| bhItara jAne do| kabhI rAste ke kinAre khar3e hokara dekhanA, loga kitane bebhAna isalie sAre dharma kahate haiM, bhojana ke pahale prArthanA karo, prabha cala rahe haiN| cale jA rahe haiM. jaise nIMda meM hoM alasAye. ko smaraNa kro| snAna karo, dhyAna karo, phira bhojana meM jAo, taMdrila! AMkhoM meM koI nazA, bhItara koI mUrchA, behozI! tAki tuma jAge hue rho| jAge rahe to jarUrata se jyAdA khA na anekoM ko tuma pAoge ki ve bAta karate cala rahe haiM, cAhe sAtha skoge| jAge rahe, to jo khAoge vaha tRpta kregaa| jAge rahe, to koI bhI na ho| unake oMTha phar3aka rahe haiM, ve kucha kaha rahe haiN| jo khAoge vaha cabAyA jAegA, pacegA, rakta-mAMsa-majjA bahutoM ko tuma pAoge, ve hAtha se kucha izAre bhI kara rahe haiM; banegA, zarIra kI jarUrata pUrI hogii| aura bhojana zarIra kI | kisI anajAne sAthI ko sira hilAkara hAM bhI bhara rahe haiM; sira jarUrata hai, mana kI jarUrata nhiiN| hilAkara nA bhI kara rahe haiN| cala nahIM rahe haiM aura bahata-kucha kara jAge hue bhojana karoge to tuma eka krAMti ghaTate dekhoge ki rahe haiN| tuma apane ko bAra-bAra pkdd'o| yaha cora pakar3a meM A dhIre-dhIre svAda se AkAMkSA ukhar3ane lgii| svAda kI jagaha jAe, yaha mUrchA kA cora tumhArI pakar3a meM A jAe aura isakI svAsthya para AkAMkSA jamane lgii| svAda se jyAdA mUlyavAna | jagaha tuma upayoga ke paharedAra ko apane jIvana meM jagA lo, to bhojana ke prANadAyI tatva ho gye| taba tama vahI khAoge. jo | saba ho jaaegaa| yaha zaruAta hai| zarIra kI nisargatA meM Avazyaka hai, zarIra ke svabhAva kI mAMga 'gamana-kriyA meM tanmaya ho, usI ko pramukha mahatva dekara hai| taba tuma kRtrima se bacoge, nisarga kI tarapha mudd'oge| upayogapUrvaka cle|' mahAvIra kahate haiM, isa upayoga kI kriyA ko hara kriyA se jor3a hama jaba calate haiM, taba hama kucha aura karate haiN| jaba hama kucha denA hai| snAna karo, to upyogpuurvk| suno, to upyogpuurvk| | aura kareMge, taba zAyada hama calane ke saMbaMdha meM soceNge| hamArA jaise mujhe tuma suna rahe abhii| eka hI samyaka DhaMga hai sunane kaa| | mana bar3A asta-vyasta hai| asamyaka DhaMga to bahuta haiN| samyaka DhaMga eka hI hai, aura vaha hai kabhI sAhila pe raha kara zauka tUphAnoM se TakarAeM ki jaba tuma suna rahe ho, to sirpha suno, soco mt| jaba tuma suna kabhI tUphAM meM raha ke phikra hai sAhila nahIM milatA rahe, to sirpha kAna hI ho jaao| tumhArA sArA zarIra grAhaka ho kinAre para hote haiM to tUphAnoM meM TakarAne kI AkAMkSA paidA hotI jaae| soca lenA piiche| do kriyAeM eka sAtha na kro| abhI hai| tUphAnoM meM ulajha jAte haiM, to sAhila para pahuMcane kI, kinAre eka kriyA meM hI hoza nahIM sadhatA, to do meM kaise sadhegA? eka meM | para pahuMcane kI abhIpsA hotI hai| sAdha lo, to phira do meM bhI sadha sakatA hai, phira tIna meM bhI sadha kabhI sAhila ye raha kara zauka tUphAnoM se TakarAeM sakatA hai, phira aura bhI jaTila AdhAra upayoga ke liye diye jA kabhI tUphAM meM raha ke phikra hai sAhila nahIM milatA sakate haiN| | aise tama jahAM nahIM ho, vahAM hote ho; jahAM ho, vahAM nahIM hote| choTI-choTI kriyAoM se zurU karo! calanA bar3I choTI kriyA | pakar3o abhI! yahIM ho? pUre-pUre yahIM ho? isa kSaNa meM tanmaya 206 2010_03
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________________ samatA hI sAmAyika ho? yA mana kahIM aura bhI jA rahA hai? maiM jo kaha rahA hUM agara kUr3A-karkaTa aura sone meM smbhaav|| tuma usa para socane bhI lage, to cuuke| kyoMki socane kA artha 'zatru aura mitra meM', kauna apanA hai, kauna parAyA hai? Aye hai, tuma yA to atIta meM gaye--pahale tumane kucha sunA hogA, par3hA akele, gaye akele| Aye khAlI hAtha, gaye khAlI haath| na hogA, socA hogA, sAra-saMpadA hai tumhAre vicAroM kI, usakA tuma koI saMgI-sAthI lAye, na koI saMgI-sAthI le jaaeNge| do dina mela-tAla biThAne lage...jo meM kahatA hU~, ThIka kahatA hU~? jo kA melA hai| nadI-nAva saMyoga hai| kisI ko banA liyA mitra, maiM kahatA hUM tumase mela khAtA hai? tumhArI svIkRti hai yA nahIM? kisI ko banA liyA shtru| kisI ko kahA apanA, kisI ko yA tuma Age nikala gye| maiM kaha rahA hUM jAgakara calo, tuma kahA praayaa| saba ajanabI the| aura saba ajanabI haiN| apanA socane lage-acchA, kala subaha se jAgakara cleNge| to bhI | hI patA nahIM, dUsare kA patA kaise ho! khuda se to pahacAna nahIM ho cUka gye| to bhI bhUla ho gyii| tumane taya kara liyA mana meM ki pAyI aba taka, auroM kI pahacAna kI to bAta hI chor3a do| kucha ThIka hai, aba yaha bAta samajha meM A gayI, aba jAgakara hI kAma ajanabiyoM ko kahate haiM apane aura kucha ajanabiyoM ko kahate haiM kareMge, to bhI cUka ho gayI, to bhI tumane jAgakara hI nahIM sunA to parAye, kucha ajanabiyoM ko kahate haiM inheM hama pahacAnate haiM, kucha jAgakara tuma caloge kyA! ajanabiyoM ko kahate haiM inheM hama pahacAnate nhiiN| lekina sabhI to jaise-jaise tama pAo ki mana chiTaka-chiTakakara bhAgatA hai, ajanabI haiN| kise pahacAnate ho tuma! pAre kI taraha hai--pakar3o ki chiTaka-chiTaka jAtA hai, idhara se phira hama kaise nirNaya karate haiM kauna mitra, kauna zatru? jisakA pakar3o to dUsarI rAha khoja letA hai| magara agara tuma samajhapUrvaka | hamArI vAsanAoM meM mela khA jAe, vaha mitr| aura jo hamArI mana kA pIchA karate raho, to eka dina aisI ghar3I AtI hai ki mana vAsanAoM meM bAdhA bana jAe, vahI shtru| jo hameM dhana kI yAtrA meM Thahara jAtA hai, ruka jAtA hai kSaNa meN| sthir| gItA usa sthiti ko sAtha de, vaha mitr| jo dhana meM avarodha khar3e kare, hamArI parama sthiti mAnatI hai| aise rukate-rukate eka ghar3I AtI hai| mahatvAkAMkSA meM ror3e aTakAye, vaha shtru| jo hameM sahArA de vaha jabaki jarA bhI kaMpana nahIM hotA, to sthitiprajJa, to ruka gayI mitra, jo sahArA na de vaha shtr| lekina sahArA vAsanAoM ke prjnyaa| mahAvIra usako hI upayoga kahate haiN| | lie hI hama mAMga rahe haiN| pahale to vAsanAeM hI vyartha haiN| pahale 'tinake aura sone meM, zatru aura mitra meM samabhAva rakhanA hI | to vAsanAoM kI daur3a hI vyartha hai| sAmAyika hai|' to mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'tinake aura sone meM, zatru aura mitra meM jaba tumheM upayoga kI kalA A jAe, to bAhara kI choTI-choTI samabhAva rakhanA hI sAmAyika hai|' yaha dhyAna kI bar3I gaharI cIjoM kI bajAya phira usa upayoga kI kalA kA bhItara prayoga paribhASA huii| dhyAna kI AtyaMtika paribhASA huii| kahate haiM, zurU krnaa| samatA sAmAyika hai| samyakatva, saMtulana, saMyama; do atiyoM ke 'tinake aura sone meM'-taba sonA aura miTTI, donoM ke bIca | bIca DolanA na, bIca meM khar3e ho jAnA; na bAyeM, na dAyeM; madhya meM DAvAMDola mata honaa| taba yaha mata kahanA ki sonA mUlyavAna, | thira ho jAnA sAmAyika hai| prema aura ghRNA koI bhI pakar3e na, miTTI nA kuch| taba kaMpanA mata sone aura miTTI meN| taba vahAM bhI | janma aura mRtyu koI bhI jakar3e n| na to hama kaheM kisI ko ki kaMpana chodd'naa| taba itanA hI kahanA, yaha sonA, yaha mittttii| aura | Ao, na hama kaheM kisI ko ki jAo; na to kisI ke lie AtyaMtika arthoM meM to miTTI ho ki sonA, saba barAbara hai| | svAgata ho aura na kisI ke lie apamAna ho, aisI avasthA ko kyoMki hama to vidA ho jAeMge aura saba yahIM par3A raha jaaegaa| | mahAvIra kahate haiM, saamaayik| jo paDA hI raha jAegA, hama nahIM the taba bhI thA, hama nahIM hoMge taba bekAra bahAnA, TAlamaTola vyartha sArI bhI hogA, usake sAtha kyA rAga-rasa banAnA! jo chaTegA, usake A gayA samaya jAne kA-jAnA hI hogA sAtha saMbaMdha banAnA dukha ke bIja bonA hai| kyoMki jaba chUTegA, / tuma cAhe kitanA cIkho-cillAo, roo, to pIDA hogii| tinake aura sone meM, miTTI aura sone meM, | para mujhako DerA Aja uThAnA hI hogA 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 kala khelA thA aliyoM-kaliyoM kI galiyoM meM sAtha hai sadA se, vahI sAtha hogI sdaa| AtmA kI paribhASA hI aba Aja mujhe maraghaTa meM rAsa racAne do yahI hai, jo sadA se sAtha hai, jo svabhAva hai| kala maskAyA thA baiTha kisI kI palakoM para isalie kSaNa se bahuta vyathita mata ho jAo, zAzvata para dhyAna aba Aja citA para baiTha mujhe muskAne do| rkho| zAzvata para jisakA dhyAna hai, usakI sAmAyika sadha hI jisa jIvana meM mauta chipI hai, jahAM DerA laga bhI nahIM pAtA ki jaaegii| apane se sadha jaaegii| kyoMki usake jIvana meM jina ukhAr3ane kA samaya A jAtA hai| ThoMka bhI nahIM pAte khUTe-eka bAtoM se tanAva paidA hotA thA, ve bAteM arthahIna ho jaaeNgii| tamheM tarapha ThoMkanA pUrA ho pAtA hai, dUsarI tarapha se ukhar3anA zurU ho koI batA de ki Aja sAMjha tumheM maranA hai, mauta A gayI; phira jAtA hai| yaha bAjAra bhara bhI nahIM pAtA ki saMdhyA ho jAtI hai| koI gAlI de jAe, to zAyada tuma gAlI kA uttara bhI na denA yahAM milana ho kahAM pAtA, aura viraha kI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai| caahoge| tuma kahoge, aba kyA gAlI kA uttara denA, hama hI bekAra bahAnA, TAlamaTola vyartha sArI cale! zAyada tuma kahoge, kSamA hI mAMga leN| kahoge ki A gayA samaya jAne kA-jAnA hI hogA bhUla-cUka kSamA krnaa| kucha galatI ho gayI hogI, isalie tuma cAhe kitanA cIkho-cillAo, roo, gAlI de rahe ho; aba mere jAne kA vakta A gayA, Aja sAMjha to para mujhako DerA Aja uThAnA hI hogaa| mujhe jAnA hai, aba kyA jhagar3A ropanA! aba kyA adAlateM khar3I eka pala bhI yahAM ThaharAva kahAM hai! banAo, miTAo; krnii| lekina tumheM patA nahIM ki mauta sAMjha A rahI hai, tuma aise jamAo, ukhADo kholo, baMda kro| isa choTI-sI kSaNabhaMgara | jIte ho jaise sadA yahAM rahanA hai| to iMca-iMca jamIna ke lie laDa vyavasthA meM hama mitra bhI banA lete, zatru bhI banA lete| rAga banA | jAte ho| rattI-rattI, kaur3I-kaur3I dhana ke lie lar3a jAte ho| lete, virAga banA lete| dhana samhAlakara rakha lete, kUr3A-karkaTa choTe-moTe pada ke lie lar3a jAte ho| hajAra taraha ke upadrava bAhara pheMka aate| aura phira eka dina hama par3e raha jAte, aura jo apane hAtha se khar3e kara lete ho| isa bAta ko binA soce-samajhe samhAlA thA vaha par3A raha jaataa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, isakA bodha ki mele meM khar3e ho| isa bAta ko binA soce-samajhe ki yaha koI rahe, isakI samajha rahe, to tuma jakar3oge na, pakar3e na jAoge, ghara nahIM, dharmazAlA hai| rAta ruke, subaha jAnA hai| mahAvIra kahate kArAgRha na banAoge--tuma mukta raha skoge| hoza mukti hai| haiM, yaha bodha pakkA ho jAe, to saamaayik| cIjeM jaisI haiM unako vaise hI dekha lenA mukti hai| kRSNa ne kahA hai: samatva yoga hai-samatvaM yoga ucyte| sonA sonA hai, miTTI miTTI hai, lekina donoM meM se koI bhI samatva eka yoga hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, samatA sAmAyika hai| tumhArA nhiiN| mitra, zatru, kauna tumhArA hai? mitra se mitratA gira vahI bAta kahate haiM : sAmAyika kA artha hotA hai, dhyAna; AtmA jAne do, zatru se zatrutA gira jAne do| tuma to isa satya ko meM DUba jAnA, tanmaya ho jaanaa| pahacAno ki tuma hI agara apane ho jAo, to bahuta kAphI hai| khayAla kareMtuma hI agara apane mitra ho jAo, to kAphI hai| tuma hI apane jaba taka tuma bAhara ulajhe ho, svayaM meM DUba na skoge| bAhara zatru na raho, to kAphI hai| banAyA mitra, to ulajhe baahr| bAhara banAyA zatra, to ulajhe mahAvIra ne kahA, AtmA hI apanA mitra, AtmA hI apanA zatru baahr| bAhara socA pada pAnA hai, to uljhe| bAhara socA ki dhana hai| agara vikAsamAna ho to mitra, agara hrAsamAna ho jAe to | pAnA hai, to uljhe| bhItara jAnevAle ko bAhara kI sabhI bAteM shtru| agara AkAza kI tarapha le cale, paMkha bana jAe to mitra, ulajhA letI haiN| aura bhItara hI tuma ho| vahIM hai pAne yogy| vahIM agara pAtAla kI tarapha girAne lage, aMdherI galiyoM meM bhaTakAne hai jAne yogy| vahIM hai parama sattA kA nivaas| vahIM hai paramAtmA lage, narakoM meM DubAne lage, to shtru| bAhara mata khojo zatru aura kA aavaas| to bhItara jAne ke lie bAhara jitane kama se kama mitr| vahAM bhItara hI AtmA se maitrI banA lo, basa vahI maitrI kAma ulajhAva hoM, utane acche| jo AdamI AnevAlI hai| kyoMki basa AtmA hI sAtha jAnevAlI hai| vahI | majhadhAra kI tarapha bahegA kaise? jo AdamI kinAre ko na choDe, 208| 2010_03
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________________ samatA hI sAmAyika vaha nadI meM bahegA kaise, tairegA kaise ? kinArA to chor3anA hogaa| DhalAna para, cikanI miTTI para tuma phisala cle| eka bAra hAtha se aura jo isa kinAre ko na chor3e, vaha usa kinAre kI tarapha jAegA | jaMjIreM bhara chUTa jaaeN| lekina jaMjIroM ko tumane samajhA hai kaise? bAhara ko tuma agara bahuta pakar3e ho, to bhItara jAne kI | aabhuussnn| tuma jaMjIroM meM lete ho gaurv| tuma mAnakara calate ho ceSTA vyartha ho jaaegii| ki jaMjIreM hI jIvana kA saba kucha haiM, sAra haiN| kitanA bar3A aneka loga mere pAsa Ate haiM. ve kahate haiM. dhyAna karanA hai| makAna hai| kitanA sone kA aMbAra hai| kitanI baDI kI para tama karate bhI haiM, kahate haiM, lekina hotA nhiiN| dhyAna to karanA cAhate | baiThe ho! tumane kArAgRha ko mahala samajha rakhA hai| to tuma chor3oge haiM ve, lekina bAhara se saMbaMdha zithila nahIM kiye haiN| kahate haiM kaise! pahale bAhara se thor3e hAtha khAlI karane hoNge| majhadhAra meM utarane kA majA lenA hai, DubakI lagAnI hai, magara tinake aura sone meM, zatru aura mitra meM samabhAva rakhanA dekhatA hUM, kinAroM kI jaMjIroM ko pakar3e ruke haiN| majhadhAra meM jAne | sAmAyika hai|' kI ceSTA hai, AkAMkSA hai, kinAre ko chor3ane kI himmata aura samabhAvo sAmaiyaM, taNakaMcaNa-sattumittavisao tti| samajha nhiiN| dhyAna kaise hogA? dhyAna to aMtaryAtrA hai| nirabhissaMgaM cittaM, uciyapavittippahANaM c|| sAmAyika hai| 'rAga-dveSa evaM abhiSvaMga rahita ucita pravRtti pradhAna citta ko to mahAvIra kahate haiM, bAhara se thor3e hAtha zithila karo, khAlI sAmAyika kahate haiN|' kro| bAhara se thor3I AMkha baMda kro| agara bAhara mitra hai, to | 'rAga-dveSa se rhit|' na koI apanA, na koI parAyA, na kisI bAhara kI yAda AyegI; agara bAhara zatru hai, to bAhara kI yAda se moha, na kisI se krodh| aayegii| khayAla rakhanA, mitra hI nahIM bAMdhate, zatru bhI bAMdha lete | 'rAga-dveSa rahita, abhiSvaMga rahita ucita pravRtti pradhAna citta ko haiN| akasara to aisA hotA hai ki mitroM se bhI jyAdA zatruoM kI sAmAyika kahate haiN| bAhara nahIM jA rahA jo citta, bhItara jA rahA yAda AtI hai| akasara to aisA hotA hai ki jisase tumheM prema hai, jo citta, use sAmAyika kahate haiN| dhyAna rakhanA, yahAM mahAvIra usakI cAhe tama vismati bhI kara do. lekina jisase tamheM ghaNA hai ke satra kA bar3A mahatvapUrNa zabda hai-pravatti pradhAna citt| eka aura krodha hai, use tuma bhUla hI nahIM paate| phUla to bhUla bhI jAeM, to pravRtti hai bAhara kI tarapha-sAMsArika, vaha bhI pravRtti hai| kAMToM ko kaise bhUloge? cubhate haiN| apanoM ko to tuma vismaraNa mahAvIra kahate haiM, bhItara kI tarapha AnA bhI pravRtti hai| vaha bhI bhI kara sakate ho, duzmanoM ko kaise vismaraNa karoge? aura yaha yAtrA hai| vahAM bhI bala caahie| vahAM bhI vidhAyaka bala caahie| bAhara ke mitra aura bAhara ke zatru, bAhara kA dhana aura pada khIMcate | to mahAvIra bhItara Ane ko nivRtti nahIM kahate; use bhI pravRtti haiM bAhara kI trph| aura bhItara tuma jAnA cAhate ho| kahate haiN| bAhara jAnA pravRtti hai, bhItara AnA pravRtti hai| hAM, jo loga kahate haiM hama bar3e becaina haiM, zAMti caahie| aura yaha bhItara pahuMca gayA, vaha nivRtti ko upalabdha hotA hai| to saMnyAsI socate hI nahIM ki becainI kA kAraNa jaba taka na miTAoge, zAMti nivRtta nahIM hai, pravRtta hI hai| nayI pravRtti hai usakI, bAhara kI tarapha koI Akasmika thor3e hI milatI hai! zAMti koI anAyAsa nahIM hai| tIra usakA bAhara kI tarapha nahIM jA rahA hai, bhItara kI AkAza se thor3e hI barasa par3atI hai! zAMti use milatI hai jisane tarapha jA rahA hai, lekina tIra abhI car3hA hai, pratyaMcA abhI khiMcI azAMti ke kAraNoM se apane hAtha alaga kara liye| ve kAraNa haiM hai| siddha nivRtta hai| jo pahuMca gayA, jo kahIM bhI nahIM jA rahA hai, bAhara ke dvaMdva meM cunAva krnaa| jo apane ghara A gayA, jisane apane keMdra ko pA liyA, vaha kRSNamUrti kahate haiM, 'cvAisalesa aveyrnes|' vahI mahAvIra nivRtta hai| kI sAmAyika hai| canAvarahita bodh| nirvikalpa jaagruuktaa| na isalie sAdhAraNataH hama saMnyAsiyoM ko nivRtta kahate haiM, vaha yaha merA hai, na vaha merA hai| na yaha, na vh| phira bAhara se hAtha galata hai| saMnyAsI nivRtta nahIM hai| saMnyAsI ne naI pravRtti khojii| chUTe, phira tuma cale bhiitr| phira tuma sarake bhiitr| phira to tuma | UrjA kA nayA pravAha khojaa| nayI yAtrA, nayI tIrthayAtrA, pairoM ke rokanA bhI cAhoge ki aba kaise rukeM, to na ruka paaoge| jaise lie nayA lakSya, nayA sAdhya, naye kssitij| dhana kI AkAMkSA 209 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 nahIM hai aba, pada kI AkAMkSA nahIM hai aba, aba to svayaM ko pAne abhI miTTI-patthara nahIM chUTe, hamase dhyAna kaise chUTegA? hamase kI AkAMkSA hai, svayaM ko pAne kI abhIpsA hai, lekina vaha bhI dhana nahIM chUTatA, dhyAna kaise chUTegA ? dhyAna to hameM patA hI nahIM, abhIpsA hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba taka siddha na ho | abhI milA hI nahIM, chUTane kI to bAta hI dUra hai! lekina dhyAna jAo, taba taka rukanA mata, calate hI jaanaa| jaba aisI ghar3I A | kI paripUrNatA tabhI hai, jaba dhyAna bhI vyartha ho jAtA hai| jAe ki bAhara to chUTa hI jAe, bhItara bhI chUTa jAe kyoMki | dhyAna tabhI taka arthapUrNa hai, jaba taka pravRtti zeSa hai| dhyAna bAhara aura bhItara sAtha-sAtha jur3e haiM, eka hI sikke ke do pahalU auSadhi hai| aMgrejI kA zabda dhyAna ke lie hai--medditteshn| haiN| jaba bAhara pUrI taraha chUTegA, to bhItara bhI pUrI taraha chUTegA; vaha zabda bar3A arthapUrNa hai| usakI mUla dhAtu vahI hai jo aMgrejI aura jaba taka bhItara kA kucha bacA hai taba taka bAhara kA bhI kucha ke dUsare zabda meDisina kI hai| dhyAna auSadhi hai| bImAra jaba dabe-chipe bacA rahegA--jaba donoM hI chUTa jAeM, sikkA hAtha se taka hai, taba taka auSadhi kI jarUrata hai| jaba svastha ho gaye, to gira jaae| | auSadhi chUTa jAtI hai| agara svastha hone ke bAda bhI auSadhi jArI mahAvIra ne AtmA ke tIna rUpa kahe-bahirAtmA H saMsAra kI rahI, to auSadhi khuda hI roga ho gayI, upAdhi ho gyii| chUTanI hI tarapha pravRtti; aMtarAtmA apanI tarapha pravRtti; aura paramAtmAH caahie| dhyAna to chur3Ane ko hai, ki bAhara kI daur3a chUTa jaae| pravRttizUnyatA, nivRtti| kevala paramAtmA nivRtta hai| mahAvIra ko isalie bhItara kI yAtrA hai| jaba bAhara kI daur3a bilakula chUTa unake bhaktoM ne bhagavAna kahA hai| mahAvIra ke darzanazAstra meM | gayI, to bhItara kI yAtrA kisalie? bImArI hI calI gayI, sraSTA kI taraha bhagavAna ke lie koI jagaha nahIM hai| sRSTi | auSadhi bhI calI jAtI hai| anAdi hai, kisI ne kabhI banAyI nhiiN| saSTi kA koI mAlika, to ise khayAla rkhnaa| dhyAna kI aMtima avasthA jisako koI paramAtmA, koI niyaMtA nahIM hai| phira mahAvIra ke bhaktoM ne pataMjali ne samAdhi kahA hai, usa aMtima avasthA meM dhyAna kA bhI mahAvIra ko bhagavAna kahA, aura mahAvIra ne kabhI inakAra bhI nahIM tyAga ho jAtA hai, parityAga ho jAtA hai| aura saMnyAsa kI aMtima kiyA kisI ko ki mujhe bhagavAna mata kho| bhagavAna ko inakAra avasthA meM saMnyAsa bhI vyartha ho jAtA hai| vItarAgatA kI aMtima karake phira unhoMne kaise svIkAra kara liyA svayaM ko bhagavAna avasthA meM vItarAgatA bhI vyartha ho jAtI hai| yaha saba sAdhana hai| pukAre jAnA? | sAdhya ke Ate hI sAdhana chUTa jAte haiN| mahAvIra ke vicAra-jagata meM bhagavAna kA dUsarA hI artha hai| duniyA meM do taraha ke loga haiN| eka to ve haiM, jo kahate haiM agara usakA koI saMbaMdha sRSTi ke banAne se nahIM hai| niyaMtraNa se nahIM | dhyAna chor3anA hI hai, to kareM kyoM? eka ve, jo kahate haiM agara hai| bhagavAna kA artha hai, nivRtti kI parama dshaa| jisakI saba dhyAna kiyA, itanI muzkila se sAdhA, samhAlA, janmoM kI pravRtti jAtI rhii| dhana to chor3A hI, dhyAna bhI chodd'aa| pada to tapazcaryA se, to chor3eMge nhiiN| donoM galata haiN| ye aise hI loga haiM chor3e hI, bAhara kI daur3a to chor3I hI, bhItara kI daur3a bhI jo kahate haiM, hama sIr3hI car3heMge to chor3eMge nhiiN| lekina sIr3hI gayI-daur3a hI gyii| jo saba bhAMti parama avasthA meM lIna ho chor3ane ke lie hai| car3hate jAo, chor3ate jaao| aura agara aba kahIM jAne ko na rahA. kacha pAne kona sIDhI para ruka gaye, to chata para na phNcoge| sIDhI ke AkhirI paira rahA, jo pAnA thA pA liyA, jahAM jAnA thA pahuMca gaye, jo apane para bhI ruka gaye, to bhI chata para pahuMcane se ruka gye| chor3anI hI svabhAva meM lIna ho gayA, svabhAva kI isa parama dazA ko mahAvIra par3egI siiddh'ii| sIr3hI gujara jAne ko hai| lekina dUsare haiM tarka se ne kahA, bhagavAna, bhgvttaa| aura yahI nivRtti kI dazA hai| bhare loga, ve kahate haiM, agara chor3anA hI hai, to kauna jhaMjhaTa uThAye sAdhAraNataH hama bAhara kA ciMtana karate haiN| bhItara kA ciMtana to car3hane kI! to hama yahAM nIce hI bhale haiN| abhI hI chor3e hue haiN| hamane kiyA nahIM isalie hameM yaha to samajha ke hI bAhara mAlUma kRSNamUrti niraMtara apane ziSyoM ko kahate rahe haiM, dhyAna vyartha hai| hogA ki aisI bhI koI ghar3I AtI hai, jahAM bhItara kA ciMtana bhI ThIka kahate haiM, sau pratizata ThIka kahate haiN| lekina zAyada jinase chUTa jAtA hai| hamase to bAhara kA ciMtana bhI nahIM chuuttaa| hamase to kahate haiM, ve ThIka nahIM haiN| jinase kahate haiM, unakI samajha ke bAhara 210 2010_03
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________________ samatA hI sAmAyika hai yaha baat| pahale to unheM dhyAna karavAo, pahale to unheM dhyAna para savAra haiM, donoM kahIM jA rahe haiM, donoM kA koI lakSya hai| tIra pakar3Ao, pahale to bAhara se chur3Ao, bhItara kI yAtrA para pratyaMcA para car3hA hai, abhI tarakasa meM nahIM phuNcaa| hama to bAhara calAo, bhItara kI pravRtti do, phira eka dina jaba bhItara kI kI hI soca-socakara mare jAte haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, eka dina pravRtti sadha jAe, ramane lageM, bAhara kA smaraNa bhUla jAe aura bhItara socanA bhI chor3a denaa| hama to iMdriyoM ke viSaya-sukha bhItara kA rasa Ane lage, taba unako kahanA, cauMkAnA ki aba soca-socakara vidagdha hote rahate haiMise bhI chodd'o| kyoMki yaha bhI abhI bAhara hai| bhItara hokara bhI Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai bAhara hai| tuma isase bhI jyAdA bhItara ho| tuma sirpha sAkSIbhAva kala to jAnA hI hai saphara pe mujhe ho| jisako patA cala rahA hai dhyAna kA AnaMda, vahI ho tum| jiMdagI muMtajira hai muMha phAr3e dhyAna tuma nahIM ho| jiMdagI, khako-khUna meM lathar3I hai koI saMbhoga meM sukha le rahA hai| usakI bhUla kyA hai? vaha | AMkha meM zolA-hAya tuMda liye sAkSI ko bhoktA samajha rahA hai| phira koI samAdhi meM sukha lene do ghar3I khada ko zAdamAM kara leM lgaa| usakI bhUla kyA hai? vahI bhUla hai| bhUla vahI kI vahI Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai hai| vaha aba phira sAkSI ko bhoktA samajha rahA hai| saMbhoga ho ki kala to jAnA hI hai saphara pe mujhe samAdhi, tuma donoM ke pAra ho| tuma kucha aise ho ki tuma sadA pAra marate-marate taka AdamI socatA hai, kala to jAnA hai| hI ho| kucha bhI ghaTe-dhana mile ki dhyAna mile, pada mile ki do ghar3I khuda ko zAdamAM kara leM paramAtmA mile, tuma sadA pAra ho| tumhArA honA TrAMseMDeMTala hai, thor3A aura majA le leM, thor3A aura sukha lUTa leM, thor3I dera aura bhAvAtIta hai, vicArAtIta hai| tuma sAkSI ho| tuma jo dekhate ho, sapanoM meM kho leM, thor3I dera aura isa rasa kI bhrAMti meM apane ko usI se anya ho jAte ho| jo dRzya meM bana jAtA hai tumhAre lie, bharamA leM, thor3I dera aura mAyA kA rAga-raMga cle| tuma usI ke draSTA ho jAte ho|| | Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai isalie koI bhI anubhava tumhArA svabhAva nhiiN| saba anubhava kala to jAnA hI hai saphara pe mujhe tumhAre lie dRzya haiN| AkAza meM camakatI bijalI dekho, yA | do ghar3I khuda ko zAdamAM kara leM AMkha baMda karake dhyAna kI gaharAiyoM meM kauMdhate hae prakAza dekho, Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai| barAbara hai| bAhara khile phUla dekho, ki bhItara dhyAna kI aMtima eka paimAnA-e-maye-sarajoza gaharAiyoM meM sahasrAra kA khilatA kamala dekho, eka hI bAta hai| lutphe-guphtAra, garmI-e-Agoza lekina, maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki usa sahasrAra ko pAnA mt| maiM | bose-isa darjA AtazI bose kaha rahA hU~, bAhara ke phUla se to bhItara kA phUla bar3A kImatI hai|| phUMka DAleM jo merI kizte-hoza calo bAhara kA phUla isI AzA meM chor3o ki bhItara kA phUla rUha makhavastA hai tapAM kara leM khile| jisa dina bhItara kA phUla khilegA, usa dina tumase Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai AkhirI bAta bhI kahI jA sakegI ki aba ise bhI chodd'o| abhI eka paimAnA-e-maye sarajoza aura bhI eka hai chipA--usake bhI pAra-vahI tuma ho| jo sadA eka aura teja zarAba kA pyAlA pI leN| pAra hai, jisakA svabhAva hI pAra honA hai, vahI tuma ho| lutphe-guphtAra garmI-e-Agoza to mahAvIra kahate haiM pravRtti-dhyAna ko bhI, sAmAyika ko aura thor3I dera priya se bAteM kara leM, AliMgana kara leN| bhii| nivRtti to taba hogI jaba dhyAna kA bhI tyAga ho jaaegaa| bose-isa darjA AtazI bose isakA artha huA, saMsArI to pravRtta hai hI, saMnyAsI bhI pravRtta hai| aura garma cuMbana-Agneya cuNbn| aura thor3I dera apane ko dizA alaga-alaga, lakSya bhinna-bhinna, para donoM UrjA ke azva | garamA leN| 211 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 phUMka DAleM jo merI kizte-hoza sAmAyika hotI hai|' aura jo merI cetanA kI phasala ko jalA DAleM, aise garma cuMbana yaha sUtra bahuta mahatvapUrNa hai| aura thor3I dera sahI! 'jo vacana-uccAraNa kI kriyA kA parityAga krke|' rUha makhavastA hai tapAM kara leM mahAvIra ne mauna para bahuta jora diyA hai| aisA kisI ne itanA aura AtmA ThaMDI par3I jAtI hai, thor3I garamA leN| jora nahIM diyA mauna pr| jora sabhI ne diyA hai, mauna itanA Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai| mahatvapUrNa hai ki koI bhI use chor3a to nahIM sakatA, lekina jaisA kala to jAnA hI hai saphara pe majhe jora mahAvIra ne diyA hai, vaisA kisI ne nahIM diyaa| mahAvIra ne marate-marate dama taka AdamI ke mana meM aisA hI ciMtana calatA hai| mauna ko sAdhanA kA keMdra bnaayaa| isalie apane saMnyAsI ko kSaNabhaMgura jiMdagI ko dekhakara AdamI jAgatA nahIM, kSaNabhaMgura | muni khaa| buddha ne apane saMnyAsI ko bhikSu khaa| hiMduoM ne jiMdagI ko dekhakara aura jora se pakar3a letA hai| vaha kahatA hai, apane saMnyAsI ko svAmI khaa| alaga-alaga jora hai| hiMduoM kala to chUTa jAegA, to Aja bhoga leN| kala to chIna liyA ne svAmI kahA, kyoMki unhoMne kahA ki jo AtmA ko jAnane to Aja bhoga leN| use yaha khayAla nahIM AtA ki jo lagA, vahI apanA mAlika hai-svaamii| buddha ne bhikSu kahA, china hI jAegA, vaha chinA hI huA hai| vaha china hI cukA hai| unhoMne kahA jisane ahaMkAra ko pUrA girA diyA, itanA girA diyA vaha kabhI milA hI nhiiN| vaha basa sapanA hai| jo TUTa jAegA, | ki kahA ki maiM bhikSu hUM, kaisA svAmI! jisane asmitA jarA-bhI vaha sapanA hai| thor3I dera aura AMkha baMda karake dekha lo, kyA sAra na rakhI, ahaMkAra jarA-bhI na rakhA, bhikSApAtra lekara khar3A ho hai! jinake pAsa thAr3A bhI buddhimattA hai, ve kaheMge jo subaha TUTa gyaa| jisane samrATa hone kI ghoSaNA na kii| jisane saba / jAegA, vaha hamane abhI chodd'aa| jo kala chUTa jAegA, vaha hamane ghoSaNAeM vApisa le lIM, jisane kahA maiM kucha bhI nahIM huuN| yahI Aja chodd'aa| isIlie to jJAnI jIte-jI mara jAtA hai| vaha | artha hai bhikSu kaa| kahatA hai. jaba kala maranA hai, hama Aja mara gye| aba jIne meM mahAvIra ne apane saMnyAsI ko mani khaa| mani kA artha hai, jo artha na rhaa| saMnyAsa kA yahI artha hai-jIte-jI mara jaanaa| mauna ho gyaa| jisane vacana-uccAraNa kI kriyA kA parityAga jAna lenA ki ThIka hai, mauta to hogI, to ho gyii| aba hama aise kiyaa| kyoM mahAvIra ne itanA jora diyA mauna para, ise khayAla meM jIeMge jaise hama nahIM haiN| uTheMge, baiTheMge, caleMge, lekina vaha jo leN| manuSya kI sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa bAta bAtacIta hai, bhASA hai, hone kA daMbha thA, aba na rkheNge| vaha mauta to miTAyegI hI, hama | bolane kI kSamatA hai| pazu haiM, pakSI haiM, paudhe haiM, haiM to, para bhASA hI kyoM na miTA deM? nahIM hai| bola nahIM skte| isalie pazu-pakSI-paudhe aura dhyAna rakhanA. jo svayaM usa daMbha ko miTA detA hai. usake akele-akele haiM. unakA koI samAja nahIM hai| samAja ke lie sAmane mauta hAra jAtI hai| phira mauta ko miTAne ko kucha bacatA hI bhASA jarUrI hai| AdamI kA samAja hai| AdamI sAmAjika prANI nhiiN| isalie mauta saMsArI ko mAratI hai, saMnyAsI ko nhiiN| hai, kyoMki AdamI bola sakatA hai| bole binA jur3oge kaise saMnyAsI amara hai| saMsArI maratA hai, hajAra bAra maratA hai| kisI se? jaba bolate ho, tabhI setu phailate haiM aura jor3a hotA saMnyAsI eka bAra maratA hai| saMsArI hajAra bAra maratA hai, | hai| to bhASA kA artha huA, vyakti-vyakti ke bIca jor3anevAle jabardastI mArA jAtA hai| saMnyAsI svecchA se maratA hai, eka bAra | setu| bhASA manuSya ko samAja banAtI hai| samAja detI hai| svayaM hI jIvana ko utArakara rakha detA hai ki ho gayI bAta, ThIka | samudAya detI hai| hai, jo kala chinanA hai vaha maiM svayaM chor3e detA huuN| saMnyAsa svecchA mahAvIra ne kahA, mauna ho jaao| artha huA, TUTa jAo, sAre se svIkAra kI gayI mRtyu hai| setu tor3a do dUsaroM se| bolane ke hI to setu haiM, bolane ke dvArA 'jo vacana-uccAraNa kI kriyA kA parityAga karake vItarAga jur3e ho, tor3a do bolane ke setu, akele ho jaao| bolanA bhAva se AtmA kA dhyAna karatA hai, usako parama samAdhi yA chor3ate hI AdamI akelA ho jAtA hai, cAhe bAjAra meM khar3A ho| 212 2010_03
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________________ samatA hI sAmAyika agara bolanA jArI rahe, to pahAr3a para baiThA bhI akelA nahIM hai| aMdherI koThariyoM meM DAla dete haiN| unako par3e rahane dete haiM akele vahAM bhI kisI se, kalpanA ke mitra se, zatru se bAta karatA | meN| Tepa lage rahate haiM unake AsapAsa, ve kucha bhI boleM to vaha rhegaa| vahAM bhI samAja banA rhegaa| kalpanA kA hI sahI, lekina | Tepa meM saMgrahIta ho jAtA hai| samAja rhegaa| AdamI akelA na hogaa| bIca bAjAra meM AdamI tIna-cAra saptAha ke bAda jo vaha ugalavAnA cAhate the, vaha mauna ho jAe, acAnaka usI kSaNa mauna hote hI samAja kho gyaa| khuda hI ugalane lagate haiN| eka sImA hai! bhIr3a ke kAraNa samAja nahIM hai, bhASA ke kAraNa samAja hai| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? koI tumase gupta bAta kaha de, kahe to mahAvIra ne kahA, jaMgala meM bhAgane se kyA sAra hogA! apane kisI ko kahanA mata, basa tuma muzkila meM pdd'e| usakA yaha meM bhAga jAo, chor3a do dUsare taka jAnA--bhASA se hI hama dUsare kahanA ki kisI ko kahanA mata, kahane ke lie bar3A ukasAvA taka jAte haiM-tor3a do bhASA, apane meM lIna ho jaao| mahAvIra | bana jaaegaa| bar3I uttejanA paidA ho jaaegii| AdamI letA hai, bAraha varSa mauna rhe| una bAraha varSoM meM unhoMne kyA kiyA? | detA hai, bhASA meN| bhItara chipAkara rakhanA bahuta kaThina hai| mAMti apane ko samAja se mukta kiyaa| ve parama | maiMne sunA hai, eka sUphI phakIra ke pAsa eka yuvaka aayaa| aura vidrohI the| samAja se saba bhAMti unhoMne saba taraha ke saMbaMdha, saba usa yuvaka ne kahA ki maiMne sunA hai ki Apako jIvana kA parama dhAge tor3a ddaale| unhoMne saba taraha se apane ko samAja se alaga rahasya mila gayA, Apake guru ne Apako kuMjI de dI hai, usa kiyA, kyoMki unhoMne pAyA ki jitane tuma samAja se jur3e ho, gupta-kuMjI ko mujhe bhI de deN| usa sUphI phakIra ne kahA, ThIka! utane hI apane se TUTa jAte ho| lekina tuma ise gupta rakha sakoge? kisI ko batAnA mata ! usane svAbhAvika gaNita thaa| samAja se TUTa jAo, apane se jur3a kahA kasama khAtA hUM ApakI-paira chue-kabhI kisI ko na jaaoge| phira mahAvIra lauTe, samAja meM lauTe, samajhAne Aye, btaauuNgaa| vaha sUphI bolA phira ThIka, maiMne bhI aisI hI kasama bole, lekina bAraha varSa ke mauna ke bAda bole| aba samAja se khAyI hai apane guru ke saamne| aba bolo maiM kyA karUM? agara jur3ane kA koI upAya na thaa| aba unhoMne saba bhAMti apanI tuma gupta rakha sakate ho jIvanabhara, to maiM bhI rakha sakatA huuN| aura nipaTatA, ekAMta ko upalabdha kara liyA thaa| saba bhAMti kaivalya agara tuma saca pUchate ho, to mere guru ne bhI mujhe batAyI nahIM, ko jAna liyA thA, svayaM ke akelepana ko pahacAna liyA thaa| kyoMki usane bhI apane guru ke sAmane aisI hI kasama khAyI thii| phira aaye| aba koI Dara na thA, aba bole| aba bhASA kevala sirpha aphavAha hai, parezAna mata hoo| upayoga kI bAta raha gyii| eka saadhnmaatr| tumhAre lie bhASA / gupta bAta gupta rakhI nahIM jA sktii| AdamI bojhila anubhava kevala sAdhana nahIM hai| bhASA tumhArI vyastatA hai| binA bole tuma karane lagatA hai| jo bAhara se AyA hai vaha bAhara lauTAnA par3atA ghabar3Ane lagate ho| agara koI bAta karane ko na mile, to becaina hai| jaba tuma bolate ho, tumane khayAla kiyA, tuma vahI bolate ho hone lagate ho| jo bAhara se tumhAre bhItara A gayA hai| vaha bhArI hone lagatA hai| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki agara tIna saptAha kisI AdamI ko sabaha akhabAra paDha liyA. phira vahI akhabAra tama dasaroM se ekAMta meM baMda kara diyA jAe, to pahale saptAha to vaha bolane lge| jaba taka tuma kisI ko batA na do tumane akhabAra meM bhItara-bhItara bAta karatA hai; dUsare saptAha bola-bolakara bAta kyA par3hA hai, taba taka tumheM caina nhiiN| yaha vijAtIya tatva hai jo karane lagatA hai-akele meM; aura tIsare saptAha to vaha bAhara se A jAtA hai, ise bAhara nikAlanA par3atA hai| yaha tumhArI bilakula khayAla hI bhUla jAtA hai ki akelA hai| vaha apanI prakRti ko vikRta karatA hai| bAhara nikalate hI se tuma halake ho pratimAeM kalpanA kI khar3I kara letA hai, unase bAtacIta meM saMlagna jAte ho| isIlie to kisI se apanI bAteM kahakara AdamI ho jAtA hai| halakApana anubhava karatA hai| ro liyA dakhar3A ho gaye hlke| kamyunisTa mulkoM meM jina kaidiyoM se unheM bAta ugalavAnI hotI pazcima meM to aba koI kisI kI sunane ko rAjI nhiiN| hai, unako ve satAte nahIM, unako ve sirpha ekAMta meM DAla dete haiM, kisake pAsa phursata hai! to vyAvasAyika sunanevAle paidA ho gaye 213 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 haiM, unhIM kA nAma manovaijJAnika hai| ve vyAvasAyika haiM, unakA | chor3a daur3o saba sAja-siMgAra, koI aura kAma nahIM hai| unakA kAma yaha hai ki ve dhyAnapUrvaka rAsa kI muralI rahI pukaar| tumhArI bAta sunate haiN| sunate bhI haiM yA nahIM, yaha bhI kucha pakkA gayI sahasA kisa rasa se bhIMga nahIM hai, lekina dhyAnapUrvaka jatalAte haiM ki suna rahe haiN| AdamI | vakula vana meM kokila kI tAna? ghaMTAbhara apanI bakavAsa unheM sunAkara halakA anubhava karatA hai| cAMdanI meM umar3I saba ora aura isake lie paise bhI detA hai| mahaMgA dhaMdhA hai| kAphI paise dene kahAM ke mada kI madhura uphAna? par3ate haiN| loga varSoM taka manocikitsA meM rahate haiN| eka girA cAhatI bhUmi para iMdu cikitsaka ko chor3a phira dUsare ko pakar3a lete haiN| kyoMki eka zithilavasanA rajanI ke saMga; bAra vaha jo rAhata milatI hai kisI ko, dhyAnapUrvaka koI tumhArI | siharate paga sakatA na saMbhAla suna le, to bar3A AnaMda AtA hai| tuma halake ho jAte ho| kusuma-kaliyoM para svayaM anaMga! mahAvIra ne kahA, bhASA isa taraha agara vyastatA kA AdhAra bana ThagI-sI rUThI nayana ke pAsa gayI ho to roga hai| to tuma cupa ho jaanaa| liye aMjana uMgalI sukumAra, 'jo vacana-uccAraNa kI kriyA kA parityAga karake vItarAga acAnaka lage nAcane marma, bhAva se AtmA kA dhyAna karatA hai, usako parama samAdhi yA rAsa kI muralI uThI pukAra sAmAyika hotI hai|' sAja-zRMgAra? yaha bAta khayAla meM rakhane-jaisI hai| chor3a daur3o saba sAja-siMgAra, kama se kama dina meM do-cAra ghaMTe to mauna meM bitaao| niyama hI rAsa kI muralI rahI pukaar| banA lo ki caubIsa ghaMTe meM kama se kama cAra ghaMTe tuma apane lie | khola bAMheM AliMgana hetu de doge| bAkI de do bIsa ghaMTe saMsAra ke lie, cAra ghaMTe apane | khar3A saMgama para prANAdhAra; lie bacA lo| calo cAra ghaMTe bahuta lageM, ghaMTe se zurU kro| tumheM kaMkana-kuMkuma kA moha, lekina eka ghaMTA apane lie bacA lo| usa eka ghaMTe meM phira tuma aura yaha muralI rahI pukaar| bilakula cupa ho jaao| pahale-pahale kaThina hogaa| oMTha baMda | sanAtana mahAnaMda meM Aja kara lenA to AsAna hai, bhItara kI taraMgeM baMda karanA muzkila bAMsurI-kaMkana ekaakaar| hogaa| lekina sAkSIbhAva se una taraMgoM ko dekhate raho...dekhate bahA jA rahA acetana vizva, raho...dekhate rho| dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, gati vicAroM kI kama | rAsa kI muralI rahI pukaar| ho gyii| dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, kabhI-kabhI bIca-bIca meM do sAja-zaMgAra? vicAra ke aMtarAla Ane lagA, khAlI jagaha Ane lagI, usI | chor3a daur3o saba sAja-siMgAra, khAlI jagaha meM se rasa bhegaa| usI khAlI jagaha meM se tumheM rAsa kI muralI rahI pukaar| AtmA kI jhalaka pahalI daphe milegii| yaha jhalaka aise hI hogii| eka bAra bhI tumheM bhItara kI kiraNoM kA bodha ho jAe-suna jaise varSA meM bAdala ghire hoM aura kabhI-kabhI sUraja kI jhalaka par3I muralI, rAsa kA nimaMtraNa mila gyaa| usa parama pyAre kI sudha mila jAe kSaNabhara ko, kiraNoM kI chaTA chA jAe, phira sUraja Dhaka A gyii| vaha tumhAre bhItara hI baiThA hai| vaha tumheM sadA se hI jaae| lekina eka bAra jhalaka Ane lage, eka daphe vahAM bhItara pukAratA rahA hai| lekina tuma itane vyasta ho dUsaroM ke sAtha bhASA kI muralI kA svara tumheM sunAyI par3ane lage, to jIvana meM jo meM, bolane meM, jhagar3ane meM, mitratA-zatrutA banAne meM; tuma itane sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa hai, vaha ghaTa gyaa| vyasta ho bAhara ki tumhAre bhItara aMtartama se uThI muralI kI pukAra sAja-zRMgAra? tumheM sunAyI nahIM pdd'tii| | Jair Education International 2010_03
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________________ samatA hI sAmAyika mahAvIra ne kahA, mauna ho jAo; to tumheM apane saMgIta kA tAjA kara jAtA hai| pahalI daphA anubhava ho| cupa ho jAo, usa cuppI meM hI, usa | dhyAna meM darzana hai| mauna meM darzana hai| cuppI meM sAkSAtkAra hai| anAhata kA nAda zurU hogaa| vaha dhvanihIna dhvani, vaha svarahIna | dekha sakatA hUM jo AMkhoM se vo kAphI hai 'maz2Az2a' svara tumhAre bhItara se uThane lgegaa| tumhArI atala gaharAiyoM se, ahale-irphI kI navAjiza mujhe maMjUra nahIM tumhArI cetanA kI parama gaharAiyoM se tumhAre pAsa taka pahuMcane ThIka kahA hai maz2Az2a ne| dArzanikoM kI sevA karane kI merI usakI anivArya zarta hai| aura mauna kA icchA nhiiN| dArzanikoM kA satsaMga karane kI merI koI icchA nhiiN| artha hai oMTha se mauna, kaMTha se mauna, bhItara vicAra se dekha sakatA hai jo AMkhoM se vo kAphI hai 'maz2Az2a' mauna-dhIre-dhIre saba taloM para, saba partoM para maun| taba tuma muni jo maiM apanI AMkha se dekha sakatA hUM, vaha paryApta hai| kisI hue| muni kA koI saMbaMdha bAhya-AcaraNa se nahIM hai| muni kA aura se kyA pUchanA hai! saMbaMdha usa aMtasadazA se hai, mauna kI dazA se hai| aura jo mauna kisI aura se kyA pUchane jAnA hai| AMkha tamhAre pAsa hai. ko upalabdha huA, vahI bolane kA hakadAra hai| jo abhI mauna ko | lekina tumhArI AMkha itane zabdoM se bharI hai, itane vicAroM se DhaMkI hI nahIM jAnA, vaha to bAhara ke hI kacare ko bhItara letA hai aura hai, jaise darpaNa para dhUla jama gayI ho, darpaNa kA patA hI na calatA bAhara pheMka detA hai| usakA bolanA to vamana jaisA hai| jo mauna ho| jhAr3a do dhUla, tumhArA darpaNa phira jhlkaayegaa| jhAr3a do ko upalabdha huA, usake pAsa kucha dene ko hai| usake pAsa kucha AMkha se vicAroM kI dhUla, jhAr3a do mana se vicAroM kI dhUla, tuma bharA hai, jo bahanA cAhatA hai, baMTanA cAhatA hai| usake pAsa kucha | pratibiMba doge paramAtmA kaa| tumhArA darpaNa khoyA nahIM hai, sirpha AnaMda kI saMpadA hai, jo vaha tumhArI jholI meM DAla de sakatA hai| DhaMka gayA hai dhUla meN| aura dhUla kitanA hI darpaNa ko DhAMka le, mahAvIra bAraha varSa mauna rhe| jIsasa jaba bhI bolate, to bolane naSTa thor3e hI kara pAtI hai| isalie jaba taka poMchA nahIM hai tabhI ke bAda kucha dinoM ke lie pahAr3a para cale jaate| vahAM cupa ho | taka parezAnI hai| poMchate hI tuma cakita ho jaaoge| jaate| jaba bhI koI mahatvapUrNa bAta bolate taba tatkSaNa ve pahAr3a janmoM-janmoM ke aMdhakAra ko kSaNa meM poMchA jA sakatA hai| aura cale jaate| apane mitra, saMga-sAthiyoM ko bhI chor3a dete, kahate, janmoM-janmoM kI jamI dhUla ko kSaNa meM buhArA jA sakatA hai| kucha abhI koI mata aanaa| abhI mujhe jAne do akele meN| usa akele aisA nahIM hai ki tumheM janama-janama taka saphAI karanI hogii| meM jIsasa kyA karate? muhammada para jaba pahalI daphA kurAna kI saphAI to eka kSaNa meM bhI ho sakatI hai| sirpha tvarA caahie| Ayata-pahalI Ayata utarI, to ve cAlIsa dina se mauna the| pravRtti cAhie aMtaryAtrA kii| usI mauna meM pahalI daphe kurAna utraa| _ 'dhyAna meM lIna sAdhu saba doSoM kA parityAga karatA hai| jo bhI mauna meM utarA hai vahI zAstra hai| mauna meM jo nahIM utarA, | isalie dhyAna hI samasta aticAroM kA, doSoM kA pratikramaNa hai|' vaha zAstra nhiiN| kitAba hogii| jo mauna meM kahA gayA hai, mauna se mahAvIra kahate haiM, aura saba ThIka hai, lekina vAstavika krAMti kahA gayA hai, vahI upadeza hai| jo zabda mauna meM Dabe hae nahIM dhyAna meM hI ghaTatI hai| samasta aticAroM kA, saba doSoM kA Aye, mauna meM page hue nahIM Aye, ve saba zabda rugNa haiN| svastha parityAga dhyAna meM hI hotA hai| kyoM dhyAna meM parityAga hotA hai ? to ve hI zabda haiM jo mauna meM page hue Ate haiN| aura agara tuma mahAvIra nahIM kahate haiM, karuNA saadho| mahAvIra nahIM kahate, dayA dhyAna se sunoge, to tuma tatkSaNa pahacAna loge ki yaha zabda mauna | saadho| mahAvIra nahIM kahate, dAna sAdho, tyAga saadho| mahAvIra meM pagA AyA hai, yA nahIM AyA hai ? tumhArA hRdaya tatkSaNa gavAhI kahate haiM, dhyAna saadho| kyoM? kyoMki dAna karoge, to pahale eka de skegaa| kyoMki jitanA zUnya lekara zabda AtA hai, agara tuma kartA kA bhAva thA ki mere pAsa dhana hai, dAna karoge, dUsare kartA kA zAMtipUrvaka suno, to zabda cAhe tuma bhUla bhI jAo, zUnya sadA | bhAva paidA ho jAegA ki mere pAsa tyAga hai, maiM dAnI huuN| krodha ke lie tumhArA ho jAtA hai| zabda cAhe tumhAre smRti meM rahe yA na kiyA thA, to eka ahaMkAra thA, karuNA karoge to dUsarA ahaMkAra rahe, zUnya tumhAre prANoM para phaila jAtA hai| tumheM nayA kara jAtA hai, | ho jaaegaa| dUsarA ahaMkAra svarNima hai| pahalA ahaMkAra sastA 215 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 thaa| lekina haiM to donoM hI ahNkaar| khojanevAlA bhaTaka rahA hai| kastUrI kuMDala bsai| lekina mRga hai mahAvIra kahate haiM, dhyaan| dhyAna kA artha hai ki tamheM patA cale ki pAgala hai, dIvAnA hai, gaMdha kI khoja meM bhAga rahA hai| use yAda tuma kartA hI nahIM ho| na krodha ke na karuNA ke, na lobha ke na dAna | hI nhiiN| Aye bhI kaise yAda! AdamI ko yAda nahIM AtI, mRga ke| tuma akartA ho, sAkSI ho|| | ko kaise yAda Aye! kaise patA cale ki merI hI nAbhi meM chipA hai 'dhyAna meM lIna sAdhu saba doSoM kA parityAga karatA hai|' | nAphA kastUrI kA! vahIM se A rahI hai gaMdha aura mujhe pAgala kiye parityAga ho jAtA hai| 'dhyAna hI samasta aticAroM kA, doSoM kA de rahI hai| pratikramaNa hai|' jisa AnaMda ko tuma khoja rahe ho, jisa muralI kI AvAja ke jhANaNilINo sAhU, paricAgaM kuNai svvdosaannN| lie tuma daur3a rahe ho, vaha tumhAre bhItara baja rahI hai| lekina tuma tamhA da jhANameva hi, savvAdicArassa pddikkmnnN|| sapanoM meM khoye ho| bAhara kI khoja sapanA hai| aura isalie jaise dhyAna sArabhUta hai| jo nija ko nija-bhAva se dekhatA hai| hI tumhAre bAhara ke sapane TUTate haiM, tuma udAsa ho jAte ho| eka 'jo nija-bhAva ko nahIM chor3atA aura kisI bhI para-bhAva ko sapane ko dUsare sapane se jaldI se paripUraka banA lete ho| aura grahaNa nahIM karatA, tathA jo sabakA jJAtA-draSTA hai, vaha parama-tatva jisa dina saba sapane hAtha se chUTane lagate haiM usa dina tuma. maiM hI haiN| AtmadhyAna meM lIna sAdha aisA ciMtana karatA, aisA | AtmahatyA karane kI socane lagate ho| satya ko pAye binA koI anubhava karatA hai|' jIvana nahIM hai| sapanoM meM sirpha AbhAsa hai| 'jo nija-bhAva ko nahIM chodd'taa|' dhyAna kA artha hai nijatA meM go hamase bhAgatI rahI ye tejagAma umra A jAnA; apane meM A jaanaa| bAhara se saba nAte chor3a denaa| khvAboM ke Asare pe kaTI hai tamAma umra bAhara se saba nAte tor3a denaa| isake lie jarUrI nahIM hai ki tuma julphoM ke khvAba, hoMThoM ke khvAba aura badana ke khvAba ghara se bhaago| kyoMki yaha bAta to AMtarika hai| ghara se bhAganA mirAje-phana ke khvAba, kamAle-sukhana ke khvAba bhI bAhara se hI jur3e rahanA hai| ghara to bAhara hai, na pakar3o, na tahajIbe-jiMdagI ke, pharoge-vatana ke khvAba bhaago| dhana to bAhara hai, na pakar3o, na chodd'o| sirpha eka bAta jiMdA ke khvAba, kUcae-dAro-rasana ke khvAba smaraNa rakho ki yaha maiM nahIM huuN| yaha zarIra maiM nhiiN| yaha ghara maiM ye khvAba hI to apanI javAnI ke pAsa the nhiiN| yaha dhana maiM nhiiN| yaha mana maiM nhiiN| itanA bhara smaraNa rkho| ye khvAba hI to apanI amala kI asAsa the itanA hI yAda rahe ki maiM sirpha sAkSI hai, draSTA haM, dekhanevAlA huuN| ye khvAba mara gaye haiM to beraMga hai hayAta NiyabhAvaM Na vi muccai, parabhAva Neva gehae keiN| yUM hai ki jaise daste-tahe-saMga hai hayAta jANadi passadi savvaM, so'haM idi ciMtae nnaannii|| ye khvAba hI to apanI javAnI ke pAsa the para-bhAva ko chor3akara nija-bhAva ko nahIM chodd'taa| sabakA ye khvAba hI to apane amala kI asAsa the jJAtA-draSTA hUM, vaha parama tatva maiM hI hUM, aisI ciMtana-dhArA jisameM ye apane sAre jIvana-AcaraNa kI nIMva the--khvAba! sapane! satata bahatI rahatI hai, AtmadhyAna meM lIna jJAnI aisI parama dazA kahIM pA lene ke| ko jaba upalabdha hotA hai, to ghaTatA hai--asaMbhava ghaTatA hai, ye khvAba mara gaye haiM to beraMga hai hayAta AnaMda ghaTatA hai, saccidAnaMda ghaTatA hai| jisakI hama kalpanA bhI | jaba ye khvAba marate haiM to lagatA hai jIvana raMgahIna ho gyaa| ' nahIM kara sakate vaha bhI ghaTatA hai| jisakA hameM kabhI koI svAda | yUM hai ki jaise daste-tahe-saMga hai hayAta nahIM milA, yadyapi hama usI ke lie tar3apha rahe haiM, usI ke lie jaba khvAba marate haiM, to aisA lagatA hai jaise do caTTAnoM ke bIca bhAga rahe haiM, daur3a rahe haiM; aneka-aneka dizAoM meM usI ko khoja | meM hAtha picala gayA ho| aisI jiMdagI picala jAtI hai| bur3hApe meM rahe haiM jo bhItara virAjamAna hai; dasoM dizAoM meM usakI khoja kara isIlie dukha hai| bur3hApe kA nahIM hai, mare hue khvAboM kaa| picale rahe haiM jo gyArahavIM dizA meM baiThA hai| khojanevAle meM baiThA hai aura | hue khvAboM kA hai| dhUla meM gira gaye iMdradhanuSoM kaa| pairoM meM ruMdha 216 2010_03
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________________ samatA hI sAmAyika gaye iMdradhanuSoM kA dukha hai| javAna naze meM hai| bUr3he kA nazA to TUTa jAtA hai, lekina hoza nahIM aataa| nazA TUTate hI ghabar3AtA hai bUr3hA, parezAna hotA hai| lekina yaha yAda nahIM AtI ki jisake pIche hama daur3ate the, kahIM aisA to nahIM ghara meM hI chipA ho| AMkheM bAhara khulatI haiM, to hama bAhara dekhate haiN| kAna bAhara khulate haiM, to hama bAhara sunate haiN| hAtha bAhara phaila sakate haiM, to hama bAhara khojate haiN| bhItara na to AMkha khulatI hai, na hAtha khulate haiM, na kAna khulate haiM--koI iMdriya bhItara nahIM jaatii| isalie bhItara kI hameM yAda nahIM aatii| bhItara jAne kI kalA kA nAma dhyAna hai| bAhara jAne kI kalAoM kA nAma iMdriyAM haiN| iMdriyAM haiM bAhara jAnevAle dvAra, dhyAna hai bhItara jAnevAlA dvaar| iMdriyoM meM hI bhaTake rahe, kho gaye, to | tumheM jIvana kA satva na mila skegaa| to tuma rote Aye, rote jaaoge| to tuma khAlI Aye, khAlI jaaoge| dhyAna ko jagAo! kyoMki dhyAna hI bhItara jA sakatA hai| AMkha bhItara nahIM jA sakatI, kAna bhItara nahIM jA sakate, hAtha bhItara nahIM jA skte| sirpha dhyAna bhItara jA sakatA hai| jisane dhyAna ko jagA liyA, usane jIvana kA sArabhata pA liyaa| jisane dhyAna ko jagA liyA, usake bhItara satata eka dhArA bahatI rahatI hai| saba kAmoM-dhAmoM, vyastatAoM ke bIca bhI eka smaraNa nahIM miTatA, eka dIyA nahIM bajhatA. vaha dIyA jagamagAtA rahatA hai--maiM sAkSI hUM, maiM sAkSI hUM, maiM sAkSI huuN| aisA kucha zabda nahIM | doharAne hote-khayAla rakhanA--aisA bodha, aisA bhAva H maiM | sAkSI huuN| yahI samatA hai, yahI samAdhi hai, yahI sAmAyika hai| Aja itanA hii| 217 2010_03