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________________ jaina dharma siddhAnta arthAt dharma ke daza lakSaNa lekhaka rAdhAsvAmI maharSi zivavratalAla jI barmana, ema. e., ela-ela. DaoN. rAdhAsvAmI pAmarAja vanArasa zrImAn seTha lohanalAla jI mAlika, pharma sunnAlAla dvArakAdAsa kalakattA prakAzaka "vIra" kAryAlaya vijnaur| 2054 premopahAra
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________________ -- - - - - - - - - - - - _ mudrakavAdUrAma zarmA, "vIra" presa bijanauna /
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________________ prastAvanA mAmA zivananalAla jI dharmana kA vidvattApUrNa lekha jainiyoM ke dazamanarA dharma para par3ha kara merA nAkaraNa ukta nippajJa niDhAna ko koTizaH dhanyavAda diye binA nahIM raha sakatA hai| jinhoMne prajana hote hue bhI isa taraha isa nivandha ko mAlita kiyA jisane par3hane vAle ko isameM phorDa sandeha nahI ra jAtA ki zApakI gAda bhapina va niSTA jaina simAnla para nayA dhAra jainAcAryoM ke bArayA kA bar3e hArdika prema se manana phanta zrApa ke isa nirandhase una jaina bhAdayo ko zikSA prahaga karanI cAhiye jo janamata ko nirAdara kI STi se dekhane nayA kabhI 2 aparAnoM kA bhI prayoga phara baiThane eN| hameM pUrNa vizvAsa hai ki yadi zAnajizAnu jena mata ra tattvajJAnarUpI amRta kA svAda leMge to unakI prAnmA ko * yAta saMtApa hogA aura unheM sacce nurA kA pota napane pAsa hI dina jaaygaa| ghAmna meM yaha jainadarzana vastu-svarUpa ko dikhAne ghAlA hai| jagat meM yadi kevala jIva hI hotA no bhI saMsAra sambandhI prAgananAe~ na honI aura yadi anIsa pI ajIva honA no mI phorDa kalpa vikalpa yA dudhA supa ke anubhava ke bhAva
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________________ (kha) nahIM hote| isa liye yaha saMsAra jIva aura ajIva kA gaThajor3A hai| ina donoM kA bandhana hI saMsAra hai, ina hI donoM kA viyoga mukti hai| jaba taka yaha jIva ajIva para Asakta banA rahatA hai va usakI manoharatA para lubhAyA rahatA hai, taba taka isako mukti kA mArga nahIM miltaahai| java yaha jIva apane bhItara bhare hue aizvarya ko yA Izvarapanako yA anantajJAna darzana sukha vIrya kI zuddhi zaktiyoM ko pahacAnatA hai aura una para vizvAsa lAtA hai taba isa ke bhAva meM ajIva kI caMcala avasthAye heya bhAsatI hai va caMcala ajIva ke prasaGga se honevAlA kSaNika sukha mAtra kAlpanika aura asaMtoSakArI tathA prAkulatAbarddhaka phalakane lagatA hai| yahI jainiyoM ke ratnatrayamayI mokSamArga kA pahalA __ samyagdarzana rUpI ratna hai-isa ratna ke sAtha jitanA jIva va ajIva padArthoM kA vizeSa jJAna prApta karatA jAtA hai vaha samyagjJAna rUpI ratna hai| isa zraddhA va zAna sahita jahAM azAMti ke meTane ko va zAMti ke pAne kA AcaraNa hai vahI samyagcAritra rUpI ratna hai-yahI abhyAsa ajIva kI saMgati se jIva ko haTAtA huA eka dina ajIva se chur3A kara use mAtra eka kevalaM jIva yA ahaMta yA tIrthakara yA paramAtmA rUpa rahane detA -jaba vaha zuddha jIva anantakAla taka nijAnanda kA vilAla karatA huA parama kRtakRtya va sarvajJa rUpa banA rahatA hai| isI
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________________ (ga) dhyeya kArananya mArga hai| nizcaya naya se yaha mArga zuddha prAtma yAna yAsvAnubhava hai,jahAM nija jIvatva kA yathArtha zraddhAna, zAna na caryA nInA kA amita milApa hai-vAstava meM yahI vaha ani hai jo 'manIva ko jalAtI hai use bhasma karake jova ko chuDAtI hai, yahI vaha masAlA hai jA jIva ko pavita karatA hai, yahI vaha amRta he jila kA pAna jIva ko atIndriya sukha anubhava karAtA hai, yahAM vAstava ahiMsaka mAya hai yahI samatA bhAva hai, jahAM kisI para rAga hai na dveSa hai, yahI vizva prema he yarI jAgRta avasthA hai / sAyu kA sarva deza gRhastha kA eka deza vyavahAra caritra bhI isI dhyeya para bAlavita hai| uttama namAdi daza dharma kA samyaktrAcaraNa sAdhu mahAtmA karate he nathA jo aisA prAcaraNa karate haiM ve hIsAdhu he.isa jIva ke vairI krodha, mAna, mAyA, loma hai-ye hI prAtmA ke guNoM ke ghAtaka hai| sAdhu bhaneka prakAra zatruoM se pATa diye jAne para bhI modha kA vikAra nahIM lAte arthAt uttama kSamA kI bhUmi meM baiThe hue parama sahanazIla rahate hai| yadi kisI pramatta sAdhukaM bhAvoM meM kiMcit kodha vikAra mAjAve to bhI vaha pAnI meM lakIra kI taraha turanta miTa jAtA hai. sAtu ke vacana - kAya kI pravRtti krodha kapa nahI hone pAtI hai| isI taraha apamAna ke dhone para bhI va aneka guNasampanna hone para bhI mAna vikAra kA jalAkara uttama mArdava pAlate hai| zarIra ko bhojana pAna ke prabhAva meM aneka kapa par3ane para bhI mAyAcAra se za nimAge
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________________ ko ullaMghana kara bhojana pAna nahIM cAhate hue uttama arjivakA vartAva karate haiN| na kabhI koI asanyabhAva vicArate na kahate satya para DaTe rahate-yadi koI prANoM ko bhI leve to bhI satya ko nahIM chor3ate yaho unakA uttama latya-dharma hai / sAdhu indriya vijayI hone hura kSaNika padAthoM kA losa na karate hue uttama zauca dharmoM ko pAlate hue paramapavitra rahate haiN| jinakA AtmA pavitra hai unake liye jAnAdinI barata nahIM / unako AtmadhyAna se zarIra nirogI va pavitra ho jAtA hai / mana va indriyoM para pUrNa adhikAra rakhate hue sAbu indriya saMyama tathA vicAra ke sAtha vartate hue va pRthvI Adi paTakAya ke jInA ke prANoM kI rakSA karate hue uttana saMyama pAlate hai / dharmadhyana va gula dhyAna kI agni jalA kara apane jIva ko taNete hai, karmAjana haTAte haiM-icchAnirodha ke artha anazana, Unodara rasa tyAgAdi tapa karate haiN| yahI uttama tapa hai / paramo mArI sAdhu apanA sarvasva narva jInoM ke hitArtha jAnate hue jIvamAtra ke rakSaka hote hue abhayadAna dete va laptatattvoM kA jJAna dete parama dAna pAna karate hue uttama tyAgadharma ke adhinArI haiM-maiM hUM lo hUM-merA ajova se va jIvata vikAro se koI sambandha nahIM-maiM mamattva niHparigrahI paramanirganya hU~ yahI bhAva uttama prAkiMcin dharma hai| vetrAtma jJAnI sAdhu nija brahma svarUpa prAtmA meM caryA karate hue zrAtmAnanda ke virodhI kuzItajavita vikAra ko pUrNa pane tyAgate
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________________ (=) hue uttama brahmacarya ko pAlate hai - sAdhu jana isa dazalakSaNa dharma ke AdI hai gRhastha jaise pUrNa zrahisA na pAla kara zakti ke anusAra use pAlate, nirarthaka hisA se bacate -prayojana bhUta hisA ke binA nirvAha nahIM kara pAte vaise ve uttama prakAra se ina 10 zramoM ko pUrNa pAlane kI zakti na rakhate hue ina ke mahatva kA jJAna tathA zraddhAna yathArtha rakhane hai parantu vyavahArase yathAzakya inakA zrAcaraNa karate hai / jaise nirvala zasya pAgala para krodha nahIM karate parantu duSTa badamAza para unakI duSTatA chur3Ane ke hatu krodha karate va daNDa dete haiM jaba AdhIna ho jAtA hai to usake sAtha kSamA va prema saM ghartAva karate haiM, yo to mAna nahIM karate parantu yadi koI suTa zrAcArya ke sAtha apamAna kareM to mAna sammAna ke rakSArthaula ko svAdhIna karate, yo to mAyA nahIM karate parantu kisI zubha saMpAdanArtha va zuke nivAraNArtha mAyAcAra se bhI kAma lete, yoM to asatya nahIM bolate parantu kisI para hote huye ghAta va pratyAcAra va anyAya ke damanArtha yadi kucha grAsatya se bhI kAma lenA par3he to lete, yAM to mana vacana kAya se pavitra rahate parantu gRhArambha sambandhI lobha karate huye va gRha prapaJca meM ulajhate hue apavitra ho jAne, vo to saMyama kA Adara karate parantu zakti na hone para nyAyapUrvaka indriyabhoga karate va Arambha karate,
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________________ vo to tapa karanA zreSTha jAnate para zakti ke zrabhAva se svalpatapa karate, pUrNa icchA ko vaza nahIM kara sakate, yoM to mamatva kisI me nahIM rakhate tathApi gRhapAlana pAprivandha rakha kara dhanAdi le parisita loga tyAga karake parimita dAna dete-sarvatyAgI nahIM ho sakate, yo no sivAya sajIvatva ke kisI ko sI apanA nahI samajhate tathApi gRhastha meM cetana acetana padArthoM ko AvazyaktAtusAra rakhateaura unake mamatva gtAne, yo to brahmacarya ko hI upAdeya Anate parantu vIrya nI kamI le pUrNa zIlana pAlate hue vivAhitA strIle vartAva karate / isa taraha gRhastha jana isa uttama dazalakSaNa dharma ke Adarza ko hI upAdeya mAnakara jitanI zakti kama hai, utanA unako kama daraje bartAva, meM lAte tathA jitanI zakti baDhatI jAtI hai utanA inakA vartAva bhI bar3hAte jAte haiN| isa rIti se isa dazalakSaNadharma ko sarva mAnavasamAja apanI sthiti ke anusAra pAlakara a kulatA, kSosa, rAgahepa parapIr3A karaNa se baca sakatA hai aura sukha zAnti, vItarAgatA, samatA tathA ahiMsAtmaka bhAva se vRddhi kara lakatA hai| __vAstava meM AtmavikAsa ke ye sacce sAdhana hai, krodhAdi cArakapAyoM ke saMhAra ke ye amogha zastra haiN| mokSa mandira meM pahuMcAne ke liye dharmarUpI gADIkedaza pahiye hai| sukhAmRta pilAne yo adbhuta va akSINa amRta ke ghaTa haiN| mahAtmA zivavratalAla ne ina para bahuta manana yogya prakAza DAlA hai| hama unake prati AbhArI hai| -30 zItalaprasAda
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________________ jainadharma-siddhAnta arthAt dharma ke daza lakSaNa [3] bhUmikA bAbU kAmatAprasAda sAhaba jaina patra dvArA icchuka hue phi meM jaina dharma ke dazalakSaNa dharma para apane vicAra pragaTa karU~ / vicAra kyA pragaTa kiye jAMya ? koI bAta mere mata athavA siddhAnta ke viruddha hotI to mujhe avasara thA ki maiM jainadharma ye dazalakSaNa dharma ke viSaya meM pUrvapakSI banatA / jaisI mujhe guru ne zikSA dI hai, vahI bAta meM dharma ke viSaya meM jainamata meM nI pAtA hU~ / mujhe usake sAtha sahAnubhUti hai / maiM isa viSaya meM jainamata kA virodhI nahIM haiM, kintu usake sAtha mujhe anukulatA hai /
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________________ ( 2 ) 4 yaha vidita ho ki maiM jainadharma kA anuyAyI nahIM hU~ | merA sambandha rAdhAsvAmI mata se hai / bAla zravasthA se ekAntasevI hone ke kAraNa maiM jainiyoM se do eka manuSyoM ko chor3a kara - kisI se paricita bhI nahIM hU~, aura na isa samudAya ke loga mujhe jAnate haiN| jo do eka jainI mere mitra hai, unake sAtha mujhe paricaya isa kAraNa se hai ki vaha rAdhAsvAmI matake viSaya meM mujhase pUchatAcha karane AyA karate the / nahIM to zAyada na vaha mujhe jAnate aura na maiM unheM jAnatA / 1 isa nibandha ko par3hakara koI yaha na kahe ki maiM andhAdhundha binA samajhe bUjhe hue kisI ko prasanna karane ke lie likha rahA hU~ / maiM jo kucha kahU~gA niSpakSa hokara kahU~gA / niSpakSatA kA zraGga dhArmika puruSa kA lakSaNa hai / parantu isase pahile ki maiM jainadharma ke lakSaNa apane vicAroM ke anusAra pragaTa karU~, isa bAta ke batA dene kI AvazyaktA hai ki jainadharma kyA hai ? maiM jainadharma ko Apa kyA samajhatA hUM ? POWANSORCERERS
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________________ [2] jaina dharma 'jaina zabda saMrakRta dhAtu 'jina' (jItane) se nikalatA hai, marI samajha meM isa lie yaha sasAra kA ati uttama aura saba se prAcIna mata hai; jisane manuSyamAtra ko sUcita kiyA ki usake jIvana kA uddezya kyA hai ? aura kyA honA cAhiye ? usake nAmahI le sAdhArapa rIti se vidita hai ki manuSya kA kartavya kevala jItanA hai-jaya prApta karanA hai aura kisI padArtha ko apane vazIbhUta banAnA hai / yahA~ ruka kara socanA paDatA hai ki kisa vastuko jItanA hai aura phila para vijaya pAnA hai ? vaha kyA hai aura usa para vijaya pAne kA upAya kyA hai ? inhIM praznoM para mere apane nija matAnusAra jainadharma kI nIya paDI hogii| yadi aisA na hotA to isakA yaha nAma kadApi na pdd'taa| vijaya prApta karanA cora kA kAma hai / vIra sAdhAraNa manu. ghaya nahIM hote, phintu vaha asAdhAraNa hote haiN| aura isI dRSTi se ina vinaya karane vAle vIroM ke muNya AcArya vIroM meM pIra mahAmuni svAmI mahAvIra jI huye haiN| yathA nAma tathA guNa / jaisA nAma thA vaisA kAma bhI thaa| mahAvIra jI kA dUsarA nAma varddhamAna thA, yaha saMskRta dhAtu 'vRddhi' (vaDhane ) se nikalAhai
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________________ jo bar3hatA ho-jise yaha kAratA prApta huI ho-jo jIvana ke tamAma tIrthoM athavA manz2iloM ko lAMgha kara tIrthakara bano ho, vaha varddhamAna hai / 'mAna' zabda saMskRta dhAtu'mA' (mApane ) se nikalatA hai arthAt jilane vRddhi kI mApa tola karalI hai aura mApa tola karate hue jisane use apane zrAdhIna kara liyA hai / merI samajha meM kevala vahI puruSa varddhamAna kahA jA sakatA hai| jaina dharma kA caubIsavAM tIrthaGkara isa matake anusAra mukhya aura amupama zrAcArya hai| isase pahale teIsa tIrthakara huye haiM-mujhe unale koI prayojana nahIM hai / prayojana kevala varddhamAna mahAvIra se hai| yaha mahApurupa nimranthI athavA nimrantha thaa| isakI zikSA kisI grantha meM nahIM likhI gaI thii| kintu isane janmajanmAntara kI siddhiyoM se jo avasthA apane anubhavase prApta kI, kevala usI kI zikSA dI hai / eka artha nirjantha hone kA yaha hai| dUsarA artha yaha hai ki vaha anthibaddha nahIM thA / usane tamAma bandhanoM ko tor3a diyA thA / zuddha thA, mukta thA aura jIte jI usane nirvANa (kaivalya ) pada kI prApti karatI thI ! isaliye usakI zikSA prApta RSi ke zabda ke rUpameM svIkRta aura pramANika hai / jo mukta hai, vahI mukti de saktA hai| jo baddha hai usase mukti kI AzA rakhanA bhUla aura cUka hai| pustakoM ko par3hakara zikSA denA sAdhAraNa manuSyoM kA karataba to ho saktA hai, parantu vaha utanI prabhAvazAlI nahI ho saktI !prabhAvazAlI vizeSakara anubhavI puruSoM hI kI zikSA
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________________ ( 5 ) hotI hai / granthibaddha puruSa grantho ke bandhana meM phaeNse hue unho ke pramANoM ke glUTe se baMdhe rahate haiM / jaba taka vaha nirgrantha aura anubhavI na ho taba taka lasAra unako jailA cAhe vaisA mAne use astayAra hai / mai to devata aise guru kA sevaka hU~. jo anubhavI aura samyak jJAna aura samyak cAritra kI jhalakatI huI mUrti ho ! usa cUzyAnizI kA dilA nai murIda ha jisake zyAma juhada meM ye kyA na ho / jainamata ko mai vIra mArga isaliye kahatA hai ki usake sAre ke sAre zrAcArya ( tIrthaMkara) kSatrI rahe hai | kSatrI-saMskR dhAtu 'dAda' (jar3a) se nikalA hai / jo sabakI jar3a ho vaha kSatrI hai | yaha sasAra meM zrAdi varNa hai / aura isakA mantavya kevala jItanA aura vijaya pAnA hai / brAhmaNa varNa kSatriyoM ke poche AyA hai aura isakI paddhati kI nIva bharata jI ne rakkhI thI / isalie yaha saMsAra meM dUsarA varNa hai / manu pahilA kSatrI thA aura manuSya mAtra prANiyoM kA mUla puruSa usoko samajhanA cAhiye / isa dRSTi se jainadharma zrAdi dharma -rAjadharmakSatrI dharma aura vIra dharma hai| aura isalie vaha sabameM zreSTha hai / manu jI ne zrApa apanI smRti meM kahA hai, "kSAtra dharma paro dharma." arthAt kSatriyoM kA dharma hI tamAma dharmo se U~cA hai / zraura yaha sabameM uttama hai /
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________________ ( 6 ) kSatriyoMkA dharma zAna hai, jisake do aMga darzana aura caritra haiN| brAhmaNoM kA dharma karma hai / jJAna antara mukhyatA hai-karma vahira mukhyatA hai| loga merI bAta ko sunakara Azcarya kareMge, parantu yaha sacco bAte hai / vijaya jJAna se milatA hai| kevala karma se prApta nahIM hotA aura yaha vijaya usa samaya taka nahIM milatA jaba taka ki koI kSatrI na ghane aura kSatriyoM ko rIti se usakA saMskAra na kiyA jAya / kSatrI sadaiva se jJAna mata ke prAcArya rahe hai| brAhmaNa sadaiva le karmamata ke prAcArya huye hai| jJAna kA sambandha kSatriyoM hI se rahA hai / upaniSadoM kI paramparA kSatriyoM kI paramparA hai| isa bAtako vAdake zaMkarAcArya ne bhI apane 'zArIrika bhopya' meM svIkAra kiyA hai / aura jJAna ke viSaya meM kaI jagaha upaniSadoM meM kahA gayA hai ki yaha brAhmaNoM meM kabhI nahIM thaa| aura hotA kaise ? kyoMki isake zikSaka kSatrI hI rahe haiN| jo pahale ucca varNa ke manuSya the / brAhmaNoM kA varNa dUsarA aura unase nIcA hai| jisakA jI cAhe, upaniSadoM ko par3hakara apanA saMtoSa karale!
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________________ [3] paribhASAoM meM jaina dharma kI jar3a kisakI vijaya karanA hai ? aura kauna vijaya karane vAlA hai? yaha do prazna hai / mahAvIra svAmI ne inakA nirNaya isa sundaratAI se kiyA hai ki pakSapAtI aura haThadharmI manuSyoM ke sivAya dusare kabhI bhI unake siddhAnta phA kharAhana karane ke lie udyata nahIM hoMge! vaha kahate hai yaha jagat jIvAmIva hai arthAt jIva aura ajIva se bharA huA hai| ajIdha vijaya kiye jAne ke padArtha hai aura jIva ko vijaya prApta karanA hai / yaha jainamata kA nicoDa hai ! yahI saMsAra meM ho rahA hai| jahAM manuSya kI dRSTi khulI aura no vastu usakI dRSTigocara huI usI samaya vaha usake pakar3ane aura vaza meM lAne ke liye hAtha phailAtA hai / baccoM meM dekho-pazuoM meM dekho tamAma jIvadhArI jantuoM ke jIvana meM dekho| isa jagat meM ho kyA rahA hai ? manuSya kA choTA bAlaka yadi sAMpa ko dekhegA no use hAtha se pakaha kara apane muMhameM rakhane kA udyoga kregaa| yahI dazA pazuoM kI bhI hai / isa sacAI se kauna iMkAra kara sakatA hai ? aba rahI yaha yAta ki baccoM kA karataba pAna ke sAtha hai yA azAna ke sAtha ! yaha dUsarI bAta hai / yaha na hamArA isa samaya Azaya hai aura na hama isa para adhika apanA bhAva pragaTa karane kA samaya rakhate hai / yaha jIva kA prAkRtika svabhAva ta
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________________ ( = ' ) hai, jisakI sacAI meM sandeha karanA kevala mUkhoM kA kAma hogA / sAMkhyamata kA pravatta ke kapila zrAcArya kyA kahatA hai ? "prakRti cAhatI hai ki puruSa usa para vijaya pAve / " ghara rahane vAloM ke liye hai, mez2a va kursI baratane vAloM ke liye ha / isa liye puruSa kA dharma hai ki vaha inako apane vazameM lAye / jaba taka yaha prakRti vazamai nahIM AtI taba taka sau 2 nAca nacAyA karatI hai aura jahAM puruSa ne sAhasa karake isako daboca liyA; phira vaha lajjita ho jAtI hai aura puruSa ko prasaMga chor3a detI ha | vinA vijaya kiye huye satjJAna kI prApti durlabha hai / yaha prAkRtika svabhAva hai / aura isa liye hama jainamata ko prAkRtika dharma ( Natural Religion ) kahate haiM / puruSa aura prakRti aura koI padArtha nahIM haiM, vaha jIva aura ajIva haiM / 1 saba kucha kara liyA- par3hA likhA, socAvicArA, gaurava, vitta, pratiSThA, sammAna, yaza, kIrti ityAdi prApta kara liye, paraMtu prakRti vaza meM nahIM AI ! isa liye zrI mahAvIra svAmI ne triratna arthAt samyak darzana, samyakajJAna aura samyak cAritra kI zikSA dete hue indriyoMke jItane aura manako vazIbhUta karane * kI yukti subhAI / kabIra jI kI vANI hai: 1 'gagana damAmA bAjiyA paDI nizAne coTa kAyara bhAge kucha nahI sUrA bhAge khoTa
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________________ nIranupa se bho laDe so to vIra na.hopa : mAyA ta mali phare daura kAya soya // vIra tasA mAna ga mAre pAMca ganIma : mema nagAyA panI ko sAthI baDhI phAhoma // jisa jIvAjIya kA panA hamane sAMdhyadarzana kI paribhASA pukra aura prati meM dikhAyA hai aura jo vaziSTha sUtra meM kahatA hai ki sivAya pumaya aura prakRti ke khela ke isa jagata kA racana ghAlA koI phalpita adhayA sat Izvara siddha nahIM honaa| "iishvraa'siddhe|" vahI patA hama nahA zabda kI paribhASA meM dete hai| brahma parimApA do zabdoM se banI huI hai| 'vaha (bar3hanA) 'manana' (socanA / athavA jar3a aura cetana / cetana kyA karatA haiN| jar3a padArtha para hAtha mAratA hai / jaise puruSa strI para hAtha DAlate hue nIce girA detA hai zora use apane vazIbhUna karake AdhIna banA letA hai| yahAMpara jisakA jI cAhe soce vicAre ki yaha jagat prAtramaya hai yA nahI he ? yaha jagat jIvAjIya hai yA nahI hai ? yaha jagat jAnamaya hai yA nahIM hai ? maiM mAnatA haiM ki jainiyoM ke dharma meM bahutasI bAharI phalina bAta AgaI hai, parantu vicArazIla manuSyoM kI raSTi meM kevala vahI prAcInatama zrIra prAkRtika dharma ThaharAtA hai| brahma parimApaka artha koI lAkha agar3ama bagar3ama aura anDayandra kare, use svataMtratA hai| aura vaha sAhasa pharaka partha kA anartha kara rahe hai, parantu parimApA spaSTa hai| kopa dekho, dhAtu dekho, zanda kI jar3a ko dekho 02
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________________ ( 10 ) phira tumhAre jo jImeM Ave kaho aura vaisA maano| isI prakAra aura kitanI hI paribhASAyeM mileMgI jo vicAravAna manuSyoM ke lie socane kA avasara degI ki artha ke aAnartha karane para bhI unakI jar3oM meM jainamahI kA siddhAnta ghusA huA hai aura ghusA par3A hai| koI jaina maMdira meM jAye cAhe na jAye, koI una para zrAkSepa kare yA na karena isase hamArA sambandha nahIM hai| hama jo bAta kahate haiM kevala usI para vicAra kare aura vaha ninyAnaveM * pane sahamata ho jaaygaa| bhA MAMERA
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________________ ( 11 ) [ % ] dharma dharma kyA hai ? yaha do zabda 'dhR' ( dhAraNaM karanA ) aura 'ma' ( mana ) se nikalA hai / manase jo pakar3A jAya, socA jAya, vicArA jAya aura jisapara manuSya ArUr3ha ho, vaha dharma hai / isa dharmakA zrAzaya kyA hai ? isakA Azaya yaha hai ki antara aura bAhya jagat ke padArthoM para isa dharma ke sahAre vijaya prApta kI jAya / indriyAM vazameM AveM / mana para savArI kI jAya / taba jAkara kahIM saccI vijaya prApta hogii| kaMvIra sA0 pharamAte haiM: mana ke mate na ghAliye, mana ke mate aneka ; jo mana para savAra haiM, so sAdhU kavi eka / jaba lama jhaTapaTa meM rahe taba laga khaTapaTa hoya // jaba manako khaTapaTa miTe jhaTapaTa darzana hoMya, aisa dauData dauDiyA jahA laga mana ko ToDa / dauDa thake mana dhira bhayA; vastu Thaura ko Thaura 2 + yaha mana kAga yA karatA jIvana ghAta ; ava yaha mana haMsA bhayA, motI cuna cuna khAta ina dohoM ke andara jainamata kA sAra bharA par3A hai, yadyapi kavIra sA0 jainI nahIM the aura na ula ke siddhAnta se paricita
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________________ ( 12 ) the| ina dohoM meM samyakdarzana, samyakazAna aura samyakcaritra kA upadeza bharA par3A huA hai / darzana, jJAna aura caritra ke lie lamatA kI saba se adhika bAvazyakatA hai| yadi samatA nahI hai to kucha bhI nahIM hai / sama(samatA)dhA (dhAraNa karanA) sanAdhi hai| jaba taka koI manuSya samadarzI, samanAnI, aura samavyavahAra vAlA nahIM, vaha kyoM dharma kI DIMga mArA karatA hai aura usale lAbha kyA hai? dharmakA tAtparya kevala itanA hI hai ki lamatA kI prApti ho| aura jaina-dharma isIpara jora detaahai|
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________________ ( 13 ) [5] ahiMsA prmodhrmH| jainamana ahiMsA kA mArga hai / hiMsA' kahate haiM duHkhAne pho| kisI prakAra kA haHkha denA cAhe vaha kAyika ho yA mAnasika ho athavA vAcanika ho| yaha tIna prakAra kA duHkha denA'hiMsA' kahalAtA hai| aura ina duHkhoM se bacakara rahanA ahiMsA' hai| adisA zabda kA artha kevala itanA hI hai| kahane ke liye yaha eka bAta hai ghasIulmurAda, parantu socane ke lie itanA bar3A viSaya hai ki usameM vaha tamAma guNa A jAte hai, jo eka pUrNa manuSya meM sammavita hai, athavA usameM ho sakte haiN| yaha sabase par3A dharma hai / yadi yaha AgayA to phira kucha karane dharane kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhtii|yhiNsaa prema hai-ahiMsA prIti pyAra hai-ahiMsA kevala aura saccI bhakti hai / ahiMsaka honA kaThina aura durlabha hai| ahiMsaka na kisI kA zatra hai, na koI usakA zatru hai| vaha jahAM cAhe rahe / premakI mUrti banA huzrA sAre jagat ko zobhAyamAna karatA rahegA aura jaise sUraja se jyoti kI prabhA kI varSA hotI rahatI hai, vaise hI usase, usake svarUpa se, usakI chAyA se aura usakI sAMsa sAMsa se do dizAoM meM maMgala mAnanda aura sukhakI dhAra hara samaya bikharatI huI saMsAra ko svarga saraza panAtI rahatI hai|
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________________ ( 14 ) hama hinduoM meM saMsAra kI sabase prAcIna pustaka Rgveda kI RcA hai, "mitrasya catusA samyaka mahe" arthAt sabako mitra kI dRSTi se dekho / aisA mitra vana nA saMbhava hai, athavA asaMbhava hai ? socane kI bAta hai| yadi asaMbhava hotA to aisI bAta na kahI gaI hotii| kahA jAtA hai,jagat deva asura saMgrAma hai aura Adhanika samaya ke philAsapharoM ityAdi kA kathana hai ki yaha jagat hAthApAI kA sthAna hai| hindU bhI vedoM kI vANI kA pramANa rakhate hue bhI use deva zAsura saMgrAma kahate haiN| ina savakI dRSTi meM ahiMsaka honA asaMbhava hai| paraMtu jainadharma ne isako saMbhAvita samajhAkara apane dharma kI nIva isI para sthira kI / tIrthaMkaroM ne ise saMbhavita samajha aura apane jIvana ko dikhA kara siddha kara diyA ki manuSya apanI pUrva avasthA aura pUrva gati meM ahiMsaka ho sakatA hai| zrAhasaka hue hue vinA nirvANapada kI prApti nahIM ho sakatI / ahiMsA hI na kevala nirvANapada kI sIr3hI hai, kintu vaha jIte jI nirvAsa kI avasthA hai| nirvANa kyA hai ? "phUka kara bujhA denA / " nira (se) aura vANa (phuuknaa)| kyA cIz2a phUMkI jAtI hai ? jIva meM jo ajIvapanA ghusa gayA hai, usa ko alaga kara denA, usa se chuTakArA pA jAnA-usako dUra kara denA yaha nirvAsa hai| nirvANa kA artha kevala itanA hI hai| nirvANa mRtyu athavA mara miTane kA nAma nahIM hai| yaha saccA rAstA hai; jisa meM jIva jIva ho jAtA hai aura ajIvaparne ke sAre dhandhana jina se
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________________ / 15 ) vaha abataka baMdhA huA thA sadaiva ke lie chUTa jAte haiN| na usa meM kAma hai,na krodha hai. na moha hai, na zrAhakAra hai, na usase kisI ko ghAva hai-na lapaTa hai- zrAzA hai, na nirAzA haiyaha nirvANa hai| yaha eka aisI prAnandadAyaka avasthA hai jise jainI parimApA me siddhapada' bolate haiM / bahuta kama aise manuSya hai jo isa kI samajha rakhate hai| bahudhA to ise miTa phara samApta ho jAnA hI samajha rahe haiN| yaha jIva kI asalI avasthA, asalI rUpa aura vAstavipha dazA hai| jIva kA ajIva kesAtha anAdikAla se sambadha hai| usa meM ajIva kA saMga dopa ghusa gayA hai; vaha hai kucha, aura ina ke mela prabhAva se kucha kA kucha karatA rahatA hai, aura zabda, sparza rUpa, rasa, gandhakA pAtra banA huA inhIM ke vyavahAra ko sapa kucha samajha baiThA hai, apanI asaliyata ko kho baiThA aura jIva ke ajIva mela kA rUpa bana gyaa| yaha kisa taraha sambhava hai ? isa kA uttara kevala eka zabda ahiMsA hai| isa hiMsA dharma kA pAlana karane se usa meM jo jo ajIvapane saMskAra praveza ho gaye haiM una kI Apa hI jar3a kaTatI huI calI jA rahI hai| roka thAma hotI rahegI aura java pUrNarIti se yaha dara hA jAyaMge tava jIva apane svaprakAza meM Apa svayam prakAzavAn aura apanI pUrNa asti meM Apa svayaM divyamAna ho rhegaa| yaha nirvANa hai, yaha siddhapada hai, yaha pUrNa jIvana hai aura isI kA dUsarA nAma tIrthaMkarapaNA hai| ahiMsA dayA kA kAnUna hai| isa saMsAra meM jodhecainI vyA
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________________ kulatA, ghabarAhaTa ityAdi kA Andolana macA huzrA hai, vaha kevala hiMsA ke kAraNa hai| ahiMsA zAnti hai-hiMsA azAMti hai| ___ vAz2Ara le hiMsaka cir3Igara gujaratA hai, kaue isa ke sira para maiMDalAte hue kAMva kAMva karate haiN| kutte usake pIche par3akara bhauM bhI bhokate haiM aura jaba taka use bastI ke bAhara nahIM nikAta pAte, taba taka caina nahIM lete| parantu jaba kabhI koI premamaya ahiMsaka sAdhu kA gujara bastI se hotA hai, zAnti chA jAtI hai| kutte usakI deha se nirbhaya ho kara sparza karane lagate haiN| ina pazuoM ko yaha nizcaya hojAya ki yaha prANI ahiMsaka hai, phira vaha use kabhI duHkha nahIM dge| kauna jAne ! inameM kauna kauna sI buddhi hai jo nizcaya karAtI rahatI hai ki amuka puruSa hisaka hai aura amuka puruSa ahiMsaka hai| vicAra karane se aisA vidita hotA hai ki ina kI deha se kisI prakAra kI ghRNita dhAra nikalatI hogI jise yaha dekha lete haiN| aura usI ke anusAra usakA vyauhAra hotA hai / isa dhAra kA aMgrejI nAma 'bhArA' ( Oura ) hai, jo dehadhAriyoM ke cAroM ora maNDala bAMdhakara rahatA hai aura vaha romarasehara samaya nikalatA rahatA hai manuSya use nahIM dekha sktaa| vaha itanA sUkSma hai ki manuSya kI sthala oNkhoM ke sAtha sadRzyatA aura anukUlatA nahIM hai| parantu ina pazuoM kI hai| manuSya ke choTe bacce bhI isI prakAra kAma karate haiN| vaha bhI auroM ko dekha kara bhA~pa jAte haiM ki unase bAtacIta karane vAlA athavA unake sannikaTa pAne vAle puruSa vA strI kaise haiM?
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________________ ( 17 ) mujhe smaraNa hai ki jaba maiM 'AyaMgajaTa' lAhaura kA sampAdaka thaa| usa samaya phurakiyA~ ( cir3iyA~) jo gharoM meM rahane vAlI choTI pakSiyoM haiM, khAne kI thAlI ke sAmane Ate hI, zora macAtI huI mere idhara udhara phar3aphar3AtI aura maMDalAtI thii| koI mere sira para baiTha jAtI thIM koI kaMdhe para aura merI thAlI se cAvala ke dAne cuna cuna kara khAtI rahatI thiiN| meM prasanna rahatA thA / yaha avasthA varSoM taka thI, parantu jaba koI dUsarA manuSya AgayA to vaha paroM ko phar3aphar3AtI huI phudaka kara ur3a jAtI thI, isakA kAraNa ahisA hI thaa| kyoMki AryasamAna se sambandha rakhatA huA bhI na maiM kisI matamatAntarakA khaNDana karatA thA, na merI lekhanI se kabhI hRdaya dukhAne vAle lekha nikalate the| maiM java tailA thA aba bhI vaisA hI hU~ / nirpakSa haiN| pakSapAta rahita huuN| manuSya kucha na kare-manavacana aura kAyA se ahiMsaka hone ke pratyana meM lagA rahe / usake hRdaya meM prema bharA ho| aura yaha sArA jagat usakA kuTumba pratIta hogA-citta kA vizAla aura mana kA udAra hotA jaaygaa| usase kisI kI hAni nahIM phuNcegii| aura saba Apa hI Apa use pyAra karane lgege| yaha merA nijakA anubhava hai aura yaha anubhava siddha hai / ahiMsA dayA kA mArga hai: "dayAdharma kA mUla hai, dharma dayA kA mUla / dayAvanta nara ko kamI, mahIM vyApai maga sUna // 1 //
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________________ ( 8 ) - bhAva mana meM nahIM kathe kathana dina rAta / vaha nara isa saMsAra meM, bhavasAgara vaha jAta // 2 // dayA bhAva hRdaya vate, dayAvanta ho jo / saccA jJAno jagat meM, nizcaya samabho so // 3 // denA ho to prema de, lenA ho to guru nAma ! phira jaga meM vyApe nahIM, krodha lobha aura kAma // 4 dayA dharma kA mUla hai, pApa mUla abhimAna / dayA dina nara jagat meM, bhoge naraka nidAna // 5 // satasamAgama mukti gati, mile dayA kA dAna / dayA camA se pAIe, bhuva pada pada nirvAna // 6 // 'rAdhAsvAmI' kI dayA. sUjhA agama alekha | dayA dharma kA mUla hai, jAnA bhA~khoM dekha // 7 d
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________________ ( 16 ) [6] dharma ke daza lakSaNa ! dharma kI jaDa vatAdI gaI / jainiyoM ne ahiMsAko parama dharma mAnA hai / yaha dharma bIja hai / aura jaba dhIja meM ara AtA haipatte nikalate haiM-TahaniyA~ thora zAkhAye utpanna hotI haiM, phUla jAte haiM. phUla se phala prakaTa hote haiM, tava unako dekhakara manupya samajhane lagatA hai ki yaha amuka prakAra kA vRkSa hai| para phala phUla ke dekhane se usake nAmarUpa kI parakha hotI hai| yaha saMsAra nAma aura rUpa kA vistAra hai| nAma aura rUpa ke vinA kucha nahIM hotaa| ahiMsA parama dharma hai| jainAcAryoM ne usake daza lakSaNa ThaharAye haiN| jinake nAma hama tumako yahAM sunAte haiM:-(1) kSamA (2) mArdava, (3) Arjava, (4) satya, (5) zauca, (6) saMyama, (7) tapa, (8) tyAga, (6) prAkiJcinya (10) Ara brahmacarya / yaha dazalakSaNa dharma hai / jo dharma ke svabhAva kahe jAte hai / inakI sammilita avasthA vyauhAra pratibhAsa aura paramArtha kI rozanI se milI julI paddhati meM ratnatraya kahalAtI hai, jinake nAma samyagdarzana, samyagjJAna aura samyagcAritra haiM / tIrthaGkaroM ne inhIM ke grahaNa karane ko zikSA dI hai| (1) samA sahanazIlatA hai| dUsare ke aparAdha ko dRSTi
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________________ ( 20 ) meM na lAkara usake sAtha prema pUrvaka samatA kA vartAva karate rahanA dayA hai / ( 2 ) mRdula bhAvakA nAma mArdava hai / naramadilI aura naramamijAz2I ko mArdava kahate haiM / ( 3 ) Arjava sarala bhAva ko kahate haiN| saccI aura sAdhAraNa vRtti kA honA zrarjava kahalAtA hai / ( 4 ) kisI kI bhalAI mAtra kA bhAva lekara bolanA satya hai / jisase kisI ko hAni pahuMce, athavA usake manako coTa lage aisI saccI bAta se bhI hiMsA hotI hai| usase baca kara rahanA hI puruSa kA lakSaNa hai / manujI kahate haiM: - " satyaM yAt prema brUyAt nAtrayAt satyam zrapriyaH " / saca bolo, pyArA bolo, apriya satya ko kabhI jihvA se na nikalane do / satya priya hai / apriya satya bakavAsa hai / (5) zaudha zuddhi ko kahate haiM / yaha antara bahira dRSTi se do prakAra kI hai / vyauhAra zuddha ho, bhASa zuddha ho, inako zuddhi kahate haiM, vizeSatayA manakI saphAI kA nAma zuddhi hai / ( 6 ) saMyama indriyoM kI pUrNa rokathAma kA nAma hai / saMskRta 'sama' (bilkula ) aura 'yama' ( rukAvaTa ) ( 7 ) mana ko garamI pahuMcA kara roka rakhane kA nAma tapa hai /
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________________ (8) tyAga choDa dene kA nAma hai, jise dhairAga kahate haiN| (9) aparigraha kA nAma prAkiJcinya hai / kisIse kucha na lenA aparigraha hai| . (10) sAdhAraNa dRSTi se brahmame caryA karanA brahmacarya kahA gayA hai| aura sAdhAraNa rIti se strIjAti athavA viSaya bhoga se baca kara rahane ko brahmacarya kahate haiM / __, yaha daza dharma ke lakSaNa haiM "kSamA, mAdava, bhAjapa, satya, zauSa aura tyAga / sayama, tapa, zrAkiMcanA, brahmacarya thanugaga // 1 // yaha dazalapaNa dharma ke, samajha sAdhu sunAna 'uttama kapanI, karanI, kara lahe dazA nirvAna // 2 // kamala nIra vyavahAra ho, mugArI kI roti / jagameM raha jagakA na ho, indriyamana ko jIta // 3 // jo jIte mana indriya ko, vahI pahAve jain|' gurupada kamala ko dhanda nita, samajha guruke vaina // 4 'rAdhAsvAmI, kI dayA, satsaMga kara suparatIta / hamane samajhA sAratata, dhAra saMtamata gati // 5 // aba ina dazoM kI vyAkhyA alaga 2 kI jAyagI, jisameM eka 2 kA tatva bhalIbhAMti samajha meM aajaar|' -
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________________ ( 22 ) [ 7 ] namA kSamA saMskRta dhAtu 'kSa' (saMtAra kA baravAda karanA) aura 'ma (mana ) se nikalA hai / manase kisI ke aparAdha ko bhUla jAnA, dUsaroM ke anucita vyavahAra kI ora se dRSTi ko roka kara usakI ora dhyAna na denA aura manase anurAga aura prema rakhanA kSamA kahalAtA hai| uttama kSamA krodhake upazama athavA kSaya se hotI hai| jaba taka manameM lezamAtra bhI krodha aMga hai: taba taka kSamA nahIM paatii| krodha ke kSaya kA nAma hI tamA hai| isake atirikta aura koI nahIM hai| kSamA se dUsare mAre jAte hai, parantu jo prANI krodha karatA hai vaha apanA Apa sarvanAza karatA hai| krodha karane se mana, indriyAM, nasa, nAr3IityAdi apane 2 sthAna ko tyAga detI haiN| samatA kI hAni hotI hai| aura jaba zarIra ke antarabhAga meM krodha kI agni pracaNDa ho jAtI hai to manuSya kampAyamAna ho jAtA hai| eDI se lekara coTI taka usake andara bhAga laga jAtI hai, usake prajvalita hone se rakta, mAMsa, majjA, dhAtu garma cUlhe para car3hI huI hAMDI kI taraha kholane aura uvalane lagate haiN| AMkheM lAla bhabhUkA bana jAtI hai| aura yadi kahIM jihvAM khula gaI to phira usake dvAra se jvAlA phUTa nikalatI hairomAMca ho jAte haiN| roma-roma se garama bhApa nikalane lagatI hai
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________________ ( 23 ) aura per3I se lekara coTI taka ani vyApta ho jAtI hai| aisA manuSya kahIM kA nahIM rahatA / usakA dhIraja jAtA rahatA hai| buddhi nae bhraSTa ho jAtI hai / haThIlA aura miTTI ho jAtA hai aura dharma kA to aisA lopa ho jAtA hai ki vaha apane Apa ko bilkula hI bhUkha jAtA hai / maryAdA kA ullaGghana ho jAtA hai aura maryAdA bhraSTa puruSa koDI kAma kA nahIM rahanA / vaha Apa apanA apamAna karA letA hai / aura dina prati dina vicAra zakti se hIna hotA huA, baila banatA huA mitra ko zatru dhanAtA huA, saMsAra kI ora se to daridrI ho jotA hai aura paramArtha dhana to usake kabhI hAtha hI nahIM lagatA / dhIre 2 jaya krodha karane kI Adata par3a jAtI hai, nava vaha ciDaciDA ho jAtA hai| aura ghara ke sambandhI prANI na kevala usakA apamAna karane lagate haiM, kintu saba usase dUra bhAgate rahate haiM aura vaha mara kara dUsare janma meM aisI adhogati ko prApta hotA hai ki yadi saubhAgya se use santoM kA satsaGga na prApta huA to vaha janma janmAntara taka hI vigadatA hI calA jAtA hai| udAharaNa ke liye dekhiye: CING (1) maiM lAhaura gayA huA thA aura bicchUvAlI muhalle meM rahatA thaa| eka dina dekhatA kyA hU~ ki koI ghAvU choTe bAlaka ke sara para phonogrAfa ke pacAsa tave rakhAye huye galI
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________________ ( 24 ) se gujara rahA hai| zrAra usa bAlaka nokara se vaha krodha se burA bhalA kahatA calA jA rahA hai / lar3akA cupacApa sunatA jAtA thA-isakI kisI bAta kA uttara nahIM detA thA / ise ora krodha AgayA / mu~ha para z2ora se eka tamAcA mArA, pacAso tave pRthvI para A rahe / lar3akAna saMbhAla sakA / yadi eka eka bAta tIna 2 rupaye kA thA, to dekho isa krodhI mUrkha ne kisa taraha krodha dvArA apanI pacAsa rupaye kI hAni eka kSaNa meM karalI / lar3ako tA yaha dazA dekha kara muskarAyA aura mAga gayA / bAbU kI kucha na pUchiye-usakI jo dazA huI hogI vahe zrApa hI samajha sakA hai / (2) barelI meM mere do AryasamAjI mitra rahate the| eka kahatA thA "saMsAra se sAdhuoM kA lopa ho gyaa|" dUsarA kahatA thA; "nahIM, saMsAra meM sAdhu haiM / " isa para unameM vAda vivAda hone lagA / anta meM yaha sammati huI ki cala kara isakI parIkSA karanI caahie| prAtaHkAla kA samaya thaa| donoM uThe-samIpaM hI meM koI nAma kA sAdhu jhopar3I meM rahatA thaa| donoM mitra usake samIpa jAkara kahane lage-"vAbA jI! tumhAre ghara meM Aga hai, de do-saradI laga rahI hai| hama seka kara usase mukti pA jAyaM / sAdhu ne uttara diyA, "yahA~ agni nahIM hai|" vaha bole; "agni opa ke yahA~ avazya hai|" sAdhu krodhAtura ho gayA, 'kyA maiM jhUTha kaha rahA hU~?" unho ne kahA 'abhi to Apa ke pAsa hai| hameM usakI vU ArahI hai saadhu|'
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________________ ( 25. ) ne cimaTA uThAyA, "jAte ho, yA maiM tumako burA bhalA kahU~ / ' yaha bole -"agni se dhuvaoN phUTane lagA / jahA~ dhuvA~ hotA hai vahA~ zrAma avazya hotI hai / " sAdhu cimaTA lekara inake pIche par3A / yaha bhAga nikale / zrAge 2 yaha aura pIche 2 sAdhu, aura yaha kahate gaye - " zrava to ani ghora pracaNDa hogaI / usa meM se jvAlA phUTa nikalI / usa ke kopa se Izvara bacAya / " aura chapanI rAha lI / thoDI dUra para kisI aura sAdhu kA bhauMpaDA thA / unhoMne usake sannikaTa jAkara vahI prazna kiyA / sAdhu ne namrabhAva se uttara diyA ki "yahA~ agni nahIM hai / " yaha kahane lage, "Apa ke pAsa agni avazya hai / " vaha samajha gayA, inakA kyA tAtparya hai -- kahA " zrAzro, baiMTo ! maiM agni kA prabandha kara dUMgA / " vaha usake pAsa jAkara baiThe / sAdhu ne kahA- putroM ! zragni Dho prakAra kI hotI hai| eka sAmAnya, dUsarI vizeSa / sAmAnya zrama se kisI kI hAni nahIM hotI / vaha kisI kA zatru nahIM hai aura na kucha bhasma kara sakatI hai| vizeSa agni se yaha kAma ho sakatA hai, yaha sArA jagat agnimaya hai / zrani apane maNDala meM sarva vyApaka tatvabhUta hai / mujha meM, tuma meM aura sAre saMsAra meM zragni hai| yadi tumheM sardI se duHkha ho to apane mana meM kevala vicAra se zragni ko prajvalita kara lo aura tumhArA zarIra garama ho jAyagA / yaha zakti manuSya ke khyAla meM hai / agara vaha sardI kA salpa uThAnA rahegA to ThaNDA hotA calA
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________________ ( 26 ) jAyegA aura yadi garmoM ke bhAva ko citta dekara mana ko z2arA __ hilA degA to usake zarIra meM dekhate 2 garmI zrA jAyagI / tuma mere pAla baiTho, maiM tuma ko yaha agni dUMgA aura jo tumheM bAdha agni kI AvazyaktA hai to yaha diyAsalAI phI DibiyA mojUda hai, lakar3I ora. karADe bhI rakkhe hue hai, abhI agni prajvalita ho jaaygii|" - donoM ne svIkAra kiyA, abhI saMsAra meM sAdhu hai / bhAra usale prasanna hokara apanI 2 rAha lI / (3) aba buddhadeva kAzI meM zrAkara bauddha dharma kA pracAra karane lge| eka brAhmaNa jAti kA javAna laDakA una ke pAsa Akara kahane lagA-"ye muMDamunDe ! tujhe kisane vuddha banAyA. hai aura tU kaile apane Apa ko saMsAra kA guru kahatA hai ? tujhe guru bhAI kA kyA adhikAra hai ? tU kSatrI thaa| kSatrI dharma kA pAlana karanA / brAhmaNoM kI padavI para kyo hastakSepa kara ___ buddhadeva muskarAye / ise krodha A gayA, aura gAliyoM para gAliyA~ denA prArambha kiyA / buddhadeva cupacApa khar3e raha gae / jaba gAliyAM samApta huI, Apane naghrabhAva se pUchA"beTe ! badi tU kaha cukA ho to maiM bhI kucha apane bacana sunaauuN|" yaha phira vokhalA uThA / phira anuNita aura asabhya dAte kahane lagA / yuddhadeva sahanazIlatA se usa kI bAtoM
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________________ / 27 ) ko baradAzta karate gae / aba vaha thaka thakA kara tIsarI daphA cupa huzrA, bukhadeya ne phira vahI prazna usale kiyA-"gheTe, kyA zraya meM bhI kucha bolU ?" usane uttara diyA-"kaha kyA kahatA hai ?" buddhadeva cole-'ceTe! yadi koI manuSya tere pAsa bheMTa kI sAmigrI upahAra kI rIti le lAye aura tU use svIkAra na kare, to yaha bheMTa kisakI hogI "modho brAhmaNa mitra ne uttara diyaa| "isI buddhimAnI para tuma buddha bane ho? AMkha nahIM aura nAma nainasukha ! vodha nahIM aura yuddha kahAve, jJAna nahIM aura jJAnI bane, aisA nara mUrkha jaga meM kahAve / yaha bheMTa usI kI hogI jo lAyA thA lene vAle ne na liyA to kyA huA! vaha apane ghara lekara calA jaaygaa| banadeva pole:-"ceTe! tU mere liye gAlI kA upahAra lAyA hai| yadi mai use svIkAra nahIM karatA to kyA yaha gAliyoM kI bheTa ulaTa phara tere liye hAnikAraka nahIM hAgI?" naujavAna brAhmaNa cupa ! kATo to lahU nahI badana meN| buddha ne phira apanA bhASaNa prAraMbha kiyA:-'ai beTe! jo sUraja para thUkatA hai-thaka sUraja taka na pahu~cegA, lauTakara usI ke muMha para giregA aura use azuddha kara degaa| ai beTe!jo pratikUla vAyu ke bahate samaya kisI para dhUla pheMkatA hai, vaha dhUla usa dusare manuSya para na par3egI, kintu pheMkane vAle ko hI gaMdA kregii| ai beTe ! jo mana, vacana aura karma se kisakA
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________________ ( 28 ) hAni pahu~cAnA cAhatA hai aura usa manuSya meM hAni pahu~cAne kA saMskAra nahIM hai, to usakA bhAva ulaTakara usI kI ora jAyagA / aura usake anta karane meM samAyegA, kyoMki usake rahane ke lie aura kahI Thaura ThikAnA nahIM hai|" " ___yaha kahakara buddhadeva cupa hogye| brAhmaNa putra kI avasthA badala gii| vaha dhAr3eM mArakara rotA huA "trAhimAm ! trAhimAm !" kahatA huA unake caraNo para gira gyaa| unhoMne use dayApUrvaka aMga se lagA liyaa| aura dUsare dina isane prArthanA karake buddha dharma aura saMgha kI zaraNa lii| (5) jaba varddhamAna bhagavAna gharase nikala kara bAraha mAsa ke tapa meM magna the, do cAra jainamata ke virodhI Aye aura unheM pAkhaMDI samajhakara unake donoM kAnoM meM lohekI kIleM Thoka dI, bhagavAna cupacApa samAdhistha hokara baiTha rhe| virodhI to yaha anartha karake cale gaye / do cAra zrAvaka aaye| unakI dazA dekhakara inheM duHkha ke sAtha krodha huaa.| dhIre 2 kIloMko kAna se nikAlA / kAnoM se itanA rakta vahA ki laza luhAna hogaye aura pRthivI para rakta puta gayA / ina zrAvakoMne bhagavAnase AjJA mAMgI ki, "hama aise aparAdhI puruSoM kI tAr3anA kiye binA na rheNge| jinhoMne Apako aisA kaSTa pahuMcAyA hai hama unako kadApi jIvita na chor3eMge / " bhagavAn ne namutA pUrvaka unheM uttara diyA ki "he zrAvako ! maiM kisI prANIko duHkha dene naha!
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________________ ( 26 ) prAyA, kintu sukha pahuMcAne AyA huuN| he bhako / merA kartavya viMdhAne kA nahIM kevala cuDAne kA hai| mai tumako aisI AzA phabhI na dUMgA aura yadi tuma bhUlakara aisA karoge to maiM samajhUgA ki tuma zrAvaka dharma se patita ho gae!" baha zrAvaka bhagavAna ke vacana sunakara daMga raha ge| bhagavAna ne unase kahA-"he zrAvako! yadi koI pAgala tumhAre sAtha anucita vyavahAra kare ? to tuma usase kyA badalA loge ? kyA tuma bhIanucita vyavahArakroge, vaha nivuddhipAgala hai, usameM samajha nahIM hai-tumameM samajhavajha hai| tuma kSamA kro| "ai jainiyo ! jina dharma yaha sikhAnA hai ki tuma vaira bhAva kA parityAga karake indriyadamana karo! manakA zamana ho jAya ! inheM jItalo aura jaba tuma inako jIta loge to sacce jainI hoge / he bhAiyo ! niHsandeha tumane zatruoM para vijaya pAne ke liye manuSya janma dhAraNa kiyA hai| tumhAre zatru kAma, krodha, lobha, moha aura zrAhakAra haiM / yadi tumako jItane kA vicAra hai, to inako jIto / pAgalo aura anasamajha prANiyoM ke pIche kyoM par3e ho ? inakI ora se udAsInatA kAta grahaNa kro|" bhagavAna yaha kaha kara cupa ho rahe / zrAvako ne unake upacAra aura vinaya kiye / yaha kSamA hai aura yaha uttama kSamA hai. yaha papA zvetAmbara jainagrantha ke anumAra hai, digambara zAno meM nA vaInA mvAmI kA caritra hai, isameM yaha bAta nahIM milatI hai|
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________________ ( 30 ) 'jo to kATA boye, tAhi voya tU phUla / soka phUla ke phUla haiM, bAko hai nizUla / vanameM sAge bhAga japa, bhAge pazu le paae| taise moSa se tana tane , buddhi viveka satra jJAna // 1 // tanakA nagara suhAvanA, dayA dharma kA deshaa| Aga lagI jara mara gayA, zItalatA nahI leza // 2 // koSa agni hadaya parI, bhasma bhaI sapa deha / kyA sone tU dharma vahA, vaha to hogayA seha // 3 // kroSa pApa ko mata hai, aura pApa saba tuccha / binA dveSa aura IrpA , isake aGga lava kuccha / bairI aurana ke taI , kSeya jAna aura prANa / / ninaghAtaka krodhI vanA,so mUrakha zramajAna // 5 // bhUgala se nahIM uramiye, jJAnI se nahI bair| zatabhAva nita kIniye, isa duniyA kI saira 6 //
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________________ ( 31 ) [-] mArdava ! mArdava jahAM taka maiM samajhatA hU~ prAkRta bhASA kA zabda hai| yaha saMskRta zabda 'mRdu' athavA 'mada' se nikalA hai, jisakA rUr3hi artha milanA hai| mRdulabhAva-komalabhAva-aura narmasvabhAva ko mArdava kahate haiN| ____ mArdava mAnakayAya kA upazama hai| jabataka manake andara mAnakA saMskAra kiJcit mAtra bhI hai, tavataka usake liye __ sasAra meM kuzala nahIM hai| ahaMkArI jIva mAtA-pitA, deva, guru aura AcArya se bhI yaha icchA rakhate hai ki unakA sammAna kiyA jAya / Aye the sarase ahakAra utArane ke liye aura use jinake sAmane mastaka navAnA hai, aura jinakI zaraNAgata hokara ahaMkAra zamana aura mAna mardana karanA hai, unhIMke sAmane ahaMkArI vanakara anucita karatava kara baiThate __ hai ! isa bhUla kA kahIM ThikAnA bhI haiM, jainadharma meM isako mAna kapAya bolate haiN| yaha jar3a hai saMsAra ke duHkhoM kI:' yaha mana matA hai-guru matA nahIM hai-aise bhAva ko mana kA mada __ kahate haiM / mArdava kA tAtparya namrabhAva, aura vinaya sikhAnA hai| jisameM mArdavabhAva nahIM hotA, vaha apane ko U~cA aura dasaroM ko nIcAM samajhatA hai aura ahaMkAra ke naze meM ghara
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________________ ( 32 ) rahatA hai| mada (ahaMkAra) lAkhoM taraha kA hai / rAjamada, dhanamada, vidyAmada, kulamada, jAtimada, dharmamada, yauvanamada, dehamada dezamatra: vANImada, vicAramada- ityAdi ityAdi / inameM se javataka ekanI rahegA, tabataka manuSya aura kisI ko apane samAna na samajhegA aura usameM dayA na zrAyagI / manuSya kisI vAda kA ghamaNDa kare ? yahAM jA hai vaha nAzavAna hai ! nAzavAna padArtha para itarAnA vicArazIla puruSoM kA kAma nahIM hai| saMsAra meM jise dekhiye vahI kisI na kisI ghamaMDa meM rahatA hai / yaha bahuta bar3A doSa hai / aura doSato davasI jAte haiM aura dave rahate haiM, yaha jaba dekho ubharA hI rahatA hai / isakI gati ati sUkSma hai / kabhI 2 isakA patAbhI pAnA mahA kaTina hai aura jisake hRdaya meM yaha vasaMtA hai usakI dRSTi prAyaH avaguNa hI para par3atI hai - dUsaroM ke guNa para nahIM jAtI / aura yaha saMsAra meM doSa dRSTi hI kI kamAI meM lagA rahatA hai aura nAnAprakAra ke duHkha bhogatA hai| kabIrajI lA0 kahate haiM: 1 "mITho bAnI voliye, ham AniSe nAhi / teza prItama tujhameM, veDI bhI tujha mAhi // J jisameM mArdava kA guNa nahIM hai / vaha apanA sarvastra nAza kara detA hai aura phira bhI ghamaMDa ko nahIM chor3atA / hAni para hAni hotI rahatI hai / tisapara bhI isakI zrA~kha nahIM khulatI / dhora der3he rAste meM par3A huA, yaha sIdhe rAste para nahIM zrAtA / J
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________________ ( 33 ) yaha aisA hArdika roga hai jisako asAdhya kahate haiM / isakI auSadhi kevala mArdava-namrabhAva hai aura isa roga kA asA hunA manuSya pariNAma ko na samajhatA huA isake dUra karane kA upAya taka kama socatA hai| athavA vilkula nahIM socanA aura sArI zrAyu rogI rahakara vitAtA hai / yaha kyA hai ? udAharaNoM se samajha meM zrAvegA:__ (1) kRSNa jI dharmarAja yudhiSThira kI orase dUta bana kara duryodhana kI sabhA meM phuNce|aur usase kahA:- bhAI dharmarAja kahate haiM-tU roja apane pAsa rakha,ima ko kevala eka goNvdede| hama usI se apanA aura apane bhAIyoM kA pAlana poSaNa kreNge| duryodhana ne uttara diyA- 'eka gaoNva bahuta hotA hai / maiM yudhighara ko suI ke noka ke barAbara bhI pRthvI nahIM duuNgaa|" kRSNa ne samajhAyA-"phira yuddha hogA aura donoM kula nAza ho jaayeNge| isa ghamaNDa aura saba akar3a se koI bhalAI na hogI aura jaba maramarA gaye to phira rAja kauna karegA?" duryodhana haTa para tulA huA thA, bolA-"cAhe saMsAra idhara se udhara palaTa jAye / maiM na yudhiSThara kI sunUgA aura na tumhArI yAta maangaa|" kRSNa ne kahA-"phira tU lar3AI mola le rahA haiisakA pariNAma nAza hai / kaurava aura pANDava donoM hI isa lar3AI se miTTI meM mila jaayge|" usane kahA-cAhe kucha bhI ho| maiM apanI haTa na choDUgA!"
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________________ ( 34 ) lar3AI huI-mahAbhArata unA-aura usakA jo, antima pariNAma huzrA use saba jAnate haiN| mArdava guNa kI kamI se aisA huA! (2)abhI mahAbhArata yuddha kA prArambha nahIM huA thaa| kRSNa, kaurava aura pANDava donoM ke sambandhI the aura donoM vyavahAra anusAra una se sahAyatA lene ke liye pahu~ce / duryodhana pahale phuNcaa| vaha khATa para par3e huyaM so rahe the| jagAnA ucita nahIM samajhA / duryodhana gayA thA sahAyatA mAMgane parantu rAjamaMda ke naze meM cUra hone ke kAraNa sirAhane baiThA / arjuna dera se pahu~cA / isa meM bhakti bhAva thA-pAMyate baitthaa| kRSNa kI A~kha khulI / pahale arjuna ko dekhA-pUchA- "kaise Aye ?" usa ne uttara diyA, "aba saMgrAma kI una gaI / sahAyatA mAMgane AyA huuN|" kRSNa bole, "bahuta acchA, jo kucha ho sakegA, sahAyatA duuNgaa|" itane meM ghamaMDI duryodhana ghola uThA, "maiM isase pahale AyA huuN| merA adhikAra vizeSa hai|' kRSNa dvidhA meM par3a gye| donoM se kahA, "eka ora maiM akelA hU~ aura pratijJA karatA hU~ ki isa sambandhiyoM kI lar3AI meM hathiyAra na utthaauuNgaa| aura dUsarI ora merI senA aura senApati ityAdi haiM, jo bar3e sUramA aura yoddhA haiM / tuma donoM nirNaya kara lo, kisa ko cAhate ho?" madAndha duryodhana ne kahA, "maiM senA aura senApati ko cAhatA, huuN|" arjuna ne vinatI kI, "maiM kevala Apa kI AvazyaktA rakhatA huuN|"kRssnn
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________________ ( 35 ) vole, "mujha akele ko lekara tU kyA karegA, mai to laDUgA nhiiN|" yahA~ pahale se hI isakA uttara maujUda thA / kahA, "Apa mere rathavAna bane raheM aura hama ko ucita sammati dete raheM / basa itanA hI cAhira / ' kRSNa ne svIkAra kiyA "evama'stu / " aura lar3AI huI / pAMDava jIte aura kaurava mAre ge| "yatra kRSNam tatra jayam / ' (3) rAvaNa ko yuddhamada thA / vaha sItA ko hara lAyA paniyoM aura usakI rAnI mandodarI ne lAkha samajhAyA ki ghamaNDa ko chor3a kara sItA ko lauTA do / usane unakI nahIM sunii| pariNAma yaha hutrA. "eka lAkha pUta savA lAkha nAtI, to rAvaNa ke diyA na vaatii|" (4) meM lAhora meM "mArtaNDa" nAmaka mAsika patra kA sampAdaka thaa| rAdhAsvAmI mata meM praveza karane kI vajaha se AryasamAja kA dala mere pIche par3a gayA aura merI lekhalo se eka anucita lekha nikala gyaa| loga kitanA hI mujhe samanAte rahe, "yaha lekha na likho" / maiM maDha meM cUra thaa| mitroM kI bAta nahIM mAnI / mukadamA calAyA gayA / jisa me mujhe bahuta kaSTa bhoganA par3A aura anta meM lajjita ho kara kSamApatra dekara sulaha kara lI / yadi mujhame mArdava bhAva kA utte jana hotA to mujhe yaha kaSTa aura yaha lajjA na uTAnI pdd'tii|
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________________ dhamaeDa kA sara hamezA nIcA ! jo isake vaza meM AyegA, vaha avazya duHkha bhogegaa| khoda khAda dharatI sahe, kATa kuTa banagaya / kuTila vacana sAdhU sahe, aura se mahA na jAya // dohA.-mAna hanA hanumAna soI, gama kA sAcA cIra / cajaggI vanadhAna hoya, dukha nukha sahe zarIra // 1 // dhana tyAgo to kyA bhayA, mAna tajA nahI jaay| mAna hI yama kA dUta hai, mAna hI saba ko svAya // 2 // gurupada zIza jhukAya kara, tyAga diyA abhimAMga sahaja hI raja gavana marA, cinA dhanupa biSa vAna // 3 // nahI mAgU maiM maranamada, nahIM mAga sanmAna / sataguru pada kara daMDavata, mAgU nAma kA dAna // 4 // bhama ko apane mArale, te sAvA hanumAna / pAyeMgA guru kI dayA, eka dina pada narvANa // 5 //
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________________ ( 3 ) [6] Arjava Arjava saglabhAva ko yolate hai / saralabhAvadI sahajabhAva hai| yaha manupyamAtra kA bhUpaNa hai| jisameM saralatA aura sahajatA nahI hai, vaha dikhAvaTa banAvaTa para maratA rahatA hai aura jisame yaha hai use kisI bhUSaNa kI athavA vanAvaTI zRGgAra kI AvazyaktA nahIM hai| jo jaisA hai anta meM vaisA pragaTa hokara rahatA hai| manuSya lAkharUpa banAye lAkha bahurUpa dhAraNa karasaMbhava hai kucha dina yaha cAla usakI cala jAya / parantu antame bhanDA phUTa hI jAtA hai| "kAla samaya jimi rAvaNa raah| udharai anta na hui hai nibAha / ___ sahajavRtti saba meM uttama hai| isase utara kara sAhityasvAdhyAya hai| isase bahuta nIcA dezATana hai| parantu sahajavRtti kyA hai ? isakA samajhanA kaThina hai| ina tInoM se hI tajurve baDhate hai aura manuSya meM samajhabUjha AtI jAtI hai aura yaha samajha bUjha samaya para use saralabhAva vAlA banA detI hai| jo jaisA ho vaisA hokara dikhAnA kisI ko nahIM bhaataa| saba vanAvaTa aura dikhAvaTa meM par3e rahate haiM / yaha banAvaTa adhika samaya taka nahIM calatIaura antameM mamuSya Apa usase
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________________ ukatA jAtA hai, phira bhI isakA tyAga nahIM hotA aura na koI use tajanA cAhatA aura na tajatA hai| __eka manuSya hai jisameM proguNa bhare hue haiN| ghara meM Udhama macAtA hai, dhamAcaukar3I karatA hai| strI, putra, sabhI usake nAma ko rote hai / parantu jaba koI atithi, anya puruSa yA pAhunA usake ghara AjAtA hai to vaha apane Apa ko sabhya zrora pratiSThitarUpa me pragaTa karatA hai / yaha kapaTa aura chala tathA dhokA hai / sasAra meM saba jagaha aisA hI vyavahAra ho rahA hai| jo jaisA hai vaisA nahIM dikhatA / jo jaisA hai vaisA nahIM karatA aura usako vaisI hI vRtti banatI jArahI hai, sahajAvRtti athavA ArjavabhAva usame nahIM AtA hai aura kauna jAne usakI kara jAkara zuddhi hogii| tIrthadaroM ne isa prArjavabhAva para ghar3A z2ora diyA hai| RSabhadeva jI se lekara barddhamAna svAmI taka sava ke saba nagnAvasthA meM rahate the / unako na kisI kA bhaya thA, na lajjA thI na mana meM hicakicAva thaa| yahI tIna arthAt bhaya, lajjA aura hicakicAva papa ke rUpa hai, aura pApI manuSya ke lakSaNa kahe jAte haiM / yaha tIrthaMkara AtmavI puruSa the| jinho ne ajIva saMsarga kA sarvathA tyAga kara diyA thaa| Aja saMsArI manuSya pAkhaNDI hokara isa avasthA se ghRNA karatA hai| kintu Age cala kara loga samajha jAya~ge ki binA Arjava bhAva ke saccA sukha nahIM prApta hotaa|
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________________ (36 ) maiM dUsaroM kI kyA kahe ! ava merI dazA aisI rahatI hai| naMga-dhaDaMga rahatA huuN| hAM, samAja kI rIti ke anusAra vastra dhAraNa kara letA hU~, kyoMki abhItaka pUrA zrArjava bhAva nahIM pAyA hai / phira bhI isa sAdagI aura saralatA meM mujhe sukha rahatA hai| aura logoM ko sunakara Azcarya hogA ki jabase maiM kucha 2 isakI ora dhyAna dene lagA hai, mujhe pazu-pakSI ityAdi le zrApa zikSA milane laga gaI hai| rAdhA svAmIdhAma ke san 1426 ke bhaMDArA meM vAyU bAMke bihArIlAlajI, mainejara ilAhAbAda baiMka, iTAvA apanI nau mahIne kI taDakIko dhAma meM lAye the| vaha lagabhaga eka mahIne taka rahe / samaya samaya para pratidina vaha lar3akI ko mere Asana ke pAsa lAkara liTA dete the aura usa laDakI ko dekhakara jo bhAva mere mana meM utpanna hote usI ke anusAra merA bhApaNa huA karatA thaa| meM sarala svabhAva kA manuSya huuN| vaha laDakI mI aisI hI thii| maiM usake bhAva ko bhAMpa letA thaa| vaha gere samajha jAtI thii| aba meM jo kucha par3ha likha cukA hai usako bhulAnA aura bhUlanA cAhatA hU~ / saralatA aura zrArjava saMyukta ho jAU~, isI ko dhyAna rahatA hai| hindU nindA karate hai ki jainI nagI gRrtiye pUjate hai| paraMtu vaha bhUla Ate hai ki unake yahAM ziva bhagavAna digambara kahalAte haiN| yAvata koTi ke manuSya kaba hinduoM meM kapaDe
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________________ ( 40 ), pahanate haiM ? svAmI dattAtraya jI kaunasA vastra dhAraNa karate the, sanaka sanandana sanAtana aura sanat kumAra ne kava kapar3e latte pahane the ? antima avasthA Anepara manuSya prApa digambara jAti ko prApta hone lagatA hai / yaha kudaratI aura necarala bAta hai| aura isa prakAra rahane vAle manuSyoM kA aMtara vAhira eka taraha kA hotA hai aura isIkI uttamatA hai| naMge manuSya ko dekhakara pazu utane bhayabhIta nahIM hote, jitane vaha kapar3e pahane hue se caukannA hote hai| ____ maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki koI kapar3e na pahane / pahane, kyoMki usake zarIra, samAja aura loka lAja kA abhyAsa hai| anubhava sampanna hone para usameM zrApa aisI vRti svAbhAvika rIti se Ane lgegii| nahoM mahatAja jevara kA jise khUvI khudA ne dI / ki jaise khuzanamA lagatA hai dekho cAda vina gahane / zrArjavapanA naMge rahane para nahIM hai| isa ke kitane hI aGga haiN| kahane kA tAtparya kevala itanA hI hai ki vaha jaiso hai vaisA rhe| kahatA hai karatA nahIM, patha kI pora na zrAya / kahe kabIra so svAna gati, vAdhA yamapura jAya / jisa meM ArjavapanA na hogA, usa meM sahajAvRtti kabhI nahIM pAyegI aura na vaha sarala svabhAva vAlA banegA / isa
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________________ ( 41 ) bAta kI AvazyakatA hai ki manuSya kA jIvana sAdA aura usa ke bhAva U~ce ho / ( Simple living and high thinking) yaha kahane kA abhiprAya hai / saMsAra dina prati dina banAvaTI hotA jA rahA hai aura duH kI vRddhi ho rahI hai / aisA to honA hI caahie| zrAzcarya to usa samaya hotA, jaba aisA na hotA / nIca se nIca kula ke manuSya ko dekho, sava mAna thapamAna ke bandhana meM pha~sa rahe hai / saba 'ijjata' cAhate he - dikhAvaTa aura banAvaTa para marate hai / aura una ke bandhana bar3hate ho jAte haiM, aura ghaTane para nahIM aate| zrAvazyakatAyeM baDha rahI haiM, jo Avazyaka nahIM hai zrAra jIva kaThaputalI jaisA zrajIva vanA huA ghUma phira rahA hai / dharma ke pAlana ke lie zrArjavapanA mukhya hai| jainadharma kA tatva kevala itanA hI hai / zrArjavabhAva ke udAharaNa dekhie: hunghting + ( 1 ) eka rAjA mahala ke koTe para makhumala ke tozaka para leTA huA karavaTeM badala rahA hai / use nIMda nahI AtI hai / mahala ke sAmane rAkha kA Dhera par3A huA hai / usa para eka nagna sAdhu par3A huA gaharI nIMda meM khurrATe le rahA hai / rAjA kI zrAcarya huA / prAtaHkAla use bulA bhejA - pUchA "kyA kAraNa hai ki mujhe to nIMda nahIM AtI aura tU sukha caina se sAtA hai / " sAdhu ne uttara diyA- "tU bandhana meM hai aura maiM bandhana mukta /
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________________ ( 42 ) hUM / bandhanavAle ko to duHkha hotA hI hai / mukta ko kyoM duHkha hone lagA ?" rAjA-maiM kaise bandhana meM hUM aura tU kaise mukta hai ?" sAdhu-tere pAsa mAyA (ajIvapane kA sAmAna) vana hai| mere pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai / isa liye baddha hai aura maiM mukta huuN|" rAjA-"kyA maiM bhI rAja kAja chor3a kara tere jaisA sAdhu ho jAU~? ' sAdhu-"maiM yaha nahIM kahatA aura na isa kI zrAvazyakatA hai| mana se tyAga kara-Arjava dharma kA pAlana kara aura tujhe bhI sukha milane lgegaa| bharata cakravartI rAja kAja ko saMbhAlate huye bhI parama bhairAgI the aura sukhI the|" rAjA ne samajhA yaha kaMgAla hai, isalie DIga mAra rahA hai| usane usake lie eka mahala khAlI karA diyA naukara cAphara diye-tAmama sAmagrI ikaTThA kara dI / sAdhu usameM rahane lgaa| kaI dina bIta gae / rAjA dekhane AyA / sAdhu vaisAhI prasannacittathA, jaisA pahile thaa| rAjAne sAdhu se kahA-"mahala meM koI aura prAkAra rahanA cAhatA hai / " sAdhu uTha khar3A huA aura vaise hI sAdagI se haMsatA huA apanI rAha calA gyaa| rAjA ko phira nAzcarya huaa| isane samajhA thA ki mahana ke tyAga se ise duHkha hogA, kintu lAdhu meM duHkha kaisA ? vaha to kisI aurahI prakAra kA majujya thaa|
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________________ ( 43 ) kisI dina sAdhu vRkSa ke nIce baiThA huA thaa| rAjA kI savArI niklii| yaha saira ko jA rahA thaa| isa para dRSTi gii| rAjA ne kahA "calo tuma ko saira karA laayeN| sAdhu ne uttara diyA-"maiM nahIM cala sakatA / isa vRkSa kA bandhana bhArI hai| isane mujhe bAMdha rakkhA hai|" rAjA-"kyA tuma mUrkha ho gae ho, jo vRkSa ko bandhana kA kAraNa samajhate ho / vRkSa to sthAvara padArtha hai / yaha kaise bA~dha sakatA hai? sAdhu-"tU mujha se mahAmUrkha hai, jo rAja kAja dhana daulata ko bandhana kA kAraNa mAna rahA hai| yaha bhI to jar3a sthAvara haiN| tujhe inho ne kaise baoNdha rakkhA hai ?" rAjA kI samajha meM bAta shraagii| hAthI se utarA, paoNvapara girA, kSamA mA~gI aura usakA ziSya hogyaa| sAdhu ne jIya ajIva kA sambandha samajhA diyA / isane apanI z2arUrateM kama krdii| bArjadabhAva ko grahaNa kiyA aura rAjA hote hue bhI phira use nAMda kA Ananda milane lgaa| (2) vikramAditya ujjaina kA mahArAjA vaDA pratApI humA hai| yahA~ taka ki hindustAna ke bAhara dRsare dezoM roma ityAdi meM usake dUta rahate the| yaha bar3A sarala svabhAva kaamnussythaa| yahA~ taka ki pRthvI para caTAI bichAkara sotA thA aura apane hAtha se viparA nadI se pAnI bhara tAyA karatA thA apane nija kAma ke liye sevana nahIM rakha choDe the|
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________________ ( 83 ) ( 3 ) haidarAbAda ke dAnavIra mahArAjA candUlAla abhI vartamAna kAla meM huye haiM, vaha aura una kI dharmapatnI donoM bar3e sAdA mijAz2a the / abhI una ke dekhane vAle saMbhavataH jIte hoNge| yaha mI pRthvI para hI sote the aura lAkhoM kA dAna kiyA karate the / yaha samaya aura prakAra kA hai / manuSya apane Apa ko vizeSa saMbhya banAtA aura samajhatA jA rahA hai / aura usa ke jIvana kI z2arUrateM dina prati dina bar3hatI jA rahI hai / yaha samaya kA prabhAva hai aura sAtha hI vaha duHkhI bhI vizeSatara rahatA hai / zrAtmadRSTi se sarala svabhAva aura sAdagI kA jIvana mahA upayogI aura sukha kA kAraNa hotA hai| hama jo kucha kaha rahe haiM, isI zrAtmabhAva ko lekara kaha rahe haiM / jo zrAtmonnati f 6 1 1 karane vAlA isa kA sAdhana uThAyegA / dAhaM.- sahajacAla hai santa kI, sarala svabhAva sneha | nahIM mamatva kula deha kA nahI hai pyArA geha // 1 mahaja sahaja kI zeti hai, sahaja sahajavyauhAra sahaja pake mo mITha ho, yaha jAne sasAra // bharala roti vyauhAra meM, sahaja hI pragaTe jJAna / sarala sahaja kA nAma haiM, kaThina hai khIMcAtAna // 3 // jAgana meM sovana kare, sovana meM rahe jAga | isa vidhi sarala svabhAva ho, tatra yAve vairAga // 4 // lahaja saralAtA mana base, ta paramapada pAya sAdhU aisA cAhiye, saralavRtti na bhalAya // 2 - karegA vaha bhI adhika lAbha
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________________ ( 45 ) [10] satya 'sata' saca ko kahate haiN| 'sata' hone kA nAma hai / yaha saMskRta dhAtu 'ala' (hone ) se nikalA hai / jo hai jo ho vaha satya hai / aura jo jaisA ho vaha vaisA hI prakaTa kiyA jAe, yaha satya zabda kA artha hai| jainadharma yathArtha dharma hai / isane abhaya hokara sacAI kA upadeza diyA hai| kisI prakAra kA lagAva lapeTa dharma ke viSaya meM nahIM rakyA pora na banAvaTa se kAma liyaa| jainadharma kahanA hai ki Izvara use karate hai jisameM aizvarya ho / yaha aizvartha kimI aise vyakti meM nahI thAropana kiyA jA saktA, jise yUhI logoM ne vinA samajhe vRjhe jagat kA racane vAlA mAna rakkhA hai| Aja naka koI manuSya apanI buddhimAnI yA yuttise siddha mI nahIM kara sakA, kintu lokalAja aura kalpina paramparA ke bhaya se saccI vAna na kahate hai, na cAhane kA lAhasa karate hai aura na kara sakte hai / eva haTadharmI se jainiyoM ko nAstika kahate haiN| jo sacce aura parama Astika hai / jainI kevala nIrthaMkaroM ko Izvara mAnate hai, vaha una ke amayabhASaNa kA pramANa hai| jo yathArtha hai vahI satya hai aura yahI satyadharma kA aTala lanaNa hai| .
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________________ ( 46 ) 9 isa satya ke grahaNa karane se manuSya ko abhayapada kI prApti hotI hai / isa ke grahaNa kiye binA abhaya honA durlabha hai / sacAI se saralatA, mRdutA aura sahajanA hotI hai / satya athavA maiM khIcatAna karanA par3atA hai aura vaha phira bhI jhUTha siddha nahI hotA / mithyA kapola kalita aura jhUTha bolate rahane se manuSya kI saralatA kho jAtI hai vaha haThadharmI aura pakSapAtI vana jAtA hai / vastu yathArtha to hai nahIM / isa bhAva kA aGkura ula ke mana meM jamA rahatA hai, jo kabhI dUra nahIM hotA / zraura lAkha jatana karane para bhI usa meM dRr3hatA nahIM zrAtI / ! yaha kAraNa hai ki satya ke dhAraNa karane vAle cir3acir3e krodhI aura abhimAnI ho jAte haiM / aura anartha karane para tula jAte haiM / dRSTi ko pasAra kara dekho| jinheM jagat IzvaravAdI kahatA hai aura jo haTha se kalpita Izvara ke pada kA grahaNa karate hai, prAyaH vahI 'khUnakharAbA aura mAradhAr3a karate rahate haiM aura jo unakA matAnuyAyI nahIM hai vaha usase ghRNA karate aura satAte haiN| yaha kAma to sAdhAraNa nAstika bhI nahIM karatA, kyoMki jisa kA ise nizcaya nahIM hai athavA vaha samajha nahIMrakhatA use na grahaNa karatA aura na mAnatA hai isa zraMga meM vaha kama se kama saccA hai aura usa meM vaha hama nahIM zrAtI jo kalpita IzvaravAdiyoM meM pAI jAtI hai / jainI nAstika, satyavAdI aura satyavAhI haiM / vaha Izvarapada ko mAnate hai / parantu unake yahAM usa Izvara kI mAnatA hai *
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________________ } ( 47 ) 'jI satra nIthoM yA jIvana kI zreNiyoM ko pAra karake siTa jina para pahuMca kara sarvana aura pUrNa ho gayA hai| yaha matabheda hai jo jainiyoM aura saMsArI mana vAloM meM pAyA jAtA hai| jainI mana vAle haiM, kintu vaha matavAle ( madavAle ) ora unmaca nahIM hai| phIra sAhaba kahate haiM: sAdhU aisA cAhiye sAco kahe panAtha / ma ka TUTe cAeM juDe, cina par3e bhrama ma jAya / kUTako pAMca nadIM hote / lAkha koI usakI puSTi kare, karatA rhe| vaha kabhI khar3A nahI ho sakA / yaha saba koI jAnatA hai ki satya AdhAra hai / yadi satya kA AdhAra na hA to bhUTa nahIM Thahara saktA / satga ke lie lagAva lapeTa, yukti, prAmaNa aura kisI kI sahAyatA Avazyaka nahIM hai| vaha sarvAdhAra hotA huA nirAdhAra hai / vaha svayam Apa apanA AdhAra hai / vaha apane prakArA meM zrApa svaprakAza rahatA hai| sAMca ko AMca nahIM ! sAMca dambha, kapaTa aura pAkhaMDa nhiiN| vaha to sadA khaca hai / bhU~Thako inakA sahArA hU~DhanA par3atA hai / aura vaha nizcala hotA hai| jainI nela ke khaulate hue kar3hAhoM meM mama kiye gaye -unake sAtha pratyAcAra kiyA gayA ! kintu kyA huA ? unakA siddhAnta to jaisA haiM paisA hI calA rahA hai / ina atyAcAra karane vAloM meM hI se aise loga bahudhA pese nikalate rahate haiM jo sazaya aura viparva ke vazIbhUta rahate haiM zrIra rAtadina baka 2 jha 2 karate
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________________ (4 ) hue vAdavivAda meM par3e rahate haiM aura unake nizcaya ko dRDhatA prApta nahIM hotI! jahAM satya nahIM hotA. vahAM hI rAgadveSa, UMcA nIcA aura paraspara virodha hotA hai| isI kA nAma saMsAra hai / aura aba jIvakA sambandha ajIva ke sAtha gaharA hotA hai taba hI inakI sumatI hai| nahIM to koI kyA aisA karane lagA thA! jinakA yaha kathana hai ki vyauhAra vinA jhUTha ke nahIM calatA vaha bhUlameM par3e hue haiN| saccI bAta yaha hai ki vyauhAra bhI saca ke vinA nahIM cltaa| yaha samajhalo ki koI vastu hai taba to usakA vyauhAra kiyA jAyagA / yaha 'hai pana' hI satya hai, jisa para vyauhAra nirbhara hai| ___satya jisake hRdaya meM gar3a jAtA hai, phira vaha ukhar3a nahI sastA / zarIra cAhe rahe vA na rahe isakA bhI vicAra jAtA rahatA hai aura manuSya satya ke lie saba kucha khone ko udyata hojAtA hai| "satya ko pAne do! phira lobha, moha, ahaGkAra zrAdi isa taraha bhAga nikalate haiM jaise 'gadhe ke sira se sIMga ! eka satya ke grahaNa kara lene se usa ke anuyAyI guma Apa prAjAte hai| aura jhUTha calA jAtA hai| satyameva jayati satya kI jaya hotI hai| kabhI 2 manuSya satya ke samajhAne bajhAne ke abhiprAya se rocaka aura bhayAnaka
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________________ ( 8 ) cAte bhI kaha detA hai| jo sarvAGga se jhaThe nahIM hote, una meM sAra rahatA hai| aura yaha sAra saca hotA hai| ' satya hI saccA tapa hai| manuSya kucha na kre| saca bolane kA abhyAsa karale / phira vaha tapasvI bana jAyagA aura jo usakI kAmanA hai, saba pUrNa hokara rahegI / kabIra jI kA kathana hai: sA~ca vagevara tapa nahIM, maTha vazebara pApa lAke hRdaya sAca hai tAke hRdaya zrApa / / satyabhAva kAcauganA pahara 'kavIrA' nAca / tana mana tApara vAriyoM ko koI bolesAca / / udAharaNoM para naz2ara ddaalie| (1) jhUTha meM 'duHkha aura saca meM sukha hai| do strI puruSa kisI ghara meM rahate the| donoM sacce the aura paraspara prema pAlate hue khuzI the| sarala svabhAva vAle / eka dUsare se koI bAta chupAtA nahIM thaa| paDosiyoM ne cAhA ki unameM anavana karadeM / vaha parizrama karake bhI aisA nahIM kara ske| aura na unake sukhameM koI bAdhA DAla ske| anta meM lajita hokara unhoMne eka TaganI strI se kahA ki yadi tU inameM anavana karAde to hama tujhe pacAsa rupaye dege| usane svIkAra kiyA zrApa to strI ke pIche paDI aura eka puruSa ko usake pati ke pIche lagAyA / aura yaha donoM ke banAvaTI mitra bne| eka dina kuTanI ne strI se kahA-tere puruSa kA zarIra lUna
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________________ ( 50 ) (namaka ) se banA hai|" usane nahIM mAnA-haeNsatI rahI / dina prati dina kahate sunate rahane se usake manameM pAyA ki eka dina yurupa ko deha ko cATa kara nizcaya kara lenA cAhiye ki athavA yaha strI saca kahatI hai bA jhUTha kahatI hai| ___ udhara mitra puruSa ne pati se kahanA zrArambha kiyA ki tumhArI strI DAina hai| rAta ko tumhArA rakta cUsatI hai| vaha so vizvAsa nahIM karatA thA haeNla kara TAla detA thaa| jhUTha ko kauna grahaNa kre| eka dina rAta ke samaya sote vakta strIne putra ke zarIra ko cAhA / vaha jAga utthaa| aura yaha kahate hue bhogA ki "tU DAina hai aura usake pAsa jAne se ruka gayA / isa taraha jhUTha kA pariNAma donA ke lie duHkha kA kAraNa hushraa| unakI dazA zocanIya dhii| antameM eka mitra ne bhaMDA phor3a diyA / taya dono mile| eka ne dUsare se kSamA mA~gI aura phira yaha vrata dhAraNa kiyA ki "zilI kI jhUThI vAta para vizvAsa na kreNge|" aura taba se vaha sukhI rahane lge| (2)baca bolanA hI satya grahaNa karanA nahIM hai, kintu satya ko rUpa bana jAnA satya hai / droNAcArya kauravoM ke guru the / jaba vaha unake zikSaka banAye gae, lavako saMskRta meM yaha pATha par3hAyA-"satyam yAt-premayAt / mAnayAt satyam
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________________ ( 51 ) apriya / " arthAt saca bolI aura pyArA saca bAlo / jo saMga , pyArA nahIM hai, yaha na bolo| dUsare dina sapa rAjakumAroM ne ise yAdakara liyA yudhiSThira se pUchA gayA, unhoM ne kahA-"mujhe yAda nahIM huaa| aura,, gajakumAra tAnaya 2 loka yAda karane lge| yudhiSTira ne nage savaya lene se inakAra kara diyaa| do saptAha bIta gae / droNAcArya ne pahA-"tujha meM smaraNazakti nahIM hai aura tU ina rAja. kumAroM se kama samajha hai| inhoM ne to eka dina meM ghora liyA gaura tU ina gajakumAroM se pIche raha gyaa|" yudhiSThira ne uttara diyA-"bhagavan ! loka to mujhe bhI yAda ho gayA hai, kintu jaba taka meM satya aura priya satya aura na bolane lagU taba taka usale lAbhapyA hai ? maiM priya satya bolane kA abhyAsa kara rahA hai, jana isameM pUrA utarUgA taya zrApa se dUsarA zloka liikhNgaa|" droNAcArya kI zrIkheM khulI aura yaha bhaviSyavANI kahI ki "gudhiSTira Ayu pAkara baDA damAtmA hogaa|" zora anta meM dharmarAja kI padavI usane paaii| (3) satyakI mUta bana jAzro, nava usakA prabhAya dUsaroM para pdd'egaa| svAmI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa kI bAta hai| vaha janma siddha puruSa the| eka dina eka strI apane lar3ake ko unake pA sa lAI aura ulanA dene lagI:-"svAmI jI! yaha lar3akA gur3a bahuna khAtA hai, isase rogI rakhanA hai |meraak-naa nahIM mAnatA
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________________ ( 52 ) zrApa zikSA dIjie ki yaha gur3ana khaaye|"svaamii jI ne kahA "bhAjale dasa dina bAda isa lar3ake ko lAnA / maiM samajhA dUMgA phira yaha gur3a na khaaygaa|" vaha dasaveM dina use laaii| svAmI jI ne bAlaka se itanA hI kahA ki "beTe, avagur3ana khaanaa|' usane uttara divA -"Apa kahate haiM to maiM zrAjale gur3a ko hAtha taka na lagAU~gA" strI cakita hokara pUchane lagI ki "yahI TAra pahale dina kyoM na kahadI / dasa dina yohI akSAratha gara sthAmIjI ne haMsakara kahA-mAI suna, pahale maiM Apa gur3a khAyA tA thaa| usa dina mere pAsa guDa bhI raktA hanA thA / da maiM ise kahatA to yaha na mAnatA / maiMne daza dina taka gur3a rahIM khaayaa| isa lie yaha mere vacana ko sAna gyaa| dAhe-"kAtika mAsa karela lA, cahAnama kI haar| paccAI thI cIna meM, ati vaDA vyauhAra // 1 // kathA pathana ko cAna hai munAmunI kI bAta / gunabannA vAI kyo bane, binA gunI vI gana // 2 // kyasya ra sva mara gaye, kyanI ke vyauhAra / bita karo vaha daha gaye, ur3e kAnI dhAra // 6 // sA~cA hai to mAtra ina, sAyA ho divAya / jaba taka sAdA nA kane, sAca kAhura jAya // mAcA hRdaya vimaja tana mutta se sAcI baan| aise ko sAga kho sAca gahe tava hAtha ||shaa karanI kare so nikTa hai, kyanI kye to durA - rahanI rahe to rUpa hai, rahane meM bharapUra // 6 //
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________________ ( 53 ) jIvana rahanI kA suphala, vina karanI nahIM jiva / karanI kara rahanI rahe, vahI jIva hai ziva // 7 // marata rahe pakSAna meM, yaha mAne saba kAya / pAthara ko jo gaDhe, kaise paragaTa hoya // " sAcA vana sata ka lasa tava sAcA dIdAra / kthanI meM karataba rahe, tava ho sahaja sudhAra // 88 sAtra sAca sava koI kahe, sAcA milA na eka / sAcA karanI sahita hai, dhAre cica viveka // 10 // sAca jo mana meM dhaMsa gayA, khoMjA satguru jJAna / nija svarUpa kA darza kara, pAyA pada nirvANa // 11 // MAA
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________________ { 53 ) [11] zauca zauca saMskRta zuci' (zudi) le nikalA hai| isa kA artha zRddhidI hai. aura zuddhi ta tAtparya vizeSa zuddha gavanA se hai| zuddhi aura lada bAtoM ke samAna tIna taraha kI hai| vyohAra kI zuddhi, pratinAdhikaddhi aura pAramArthika zuddhi aura ina tInoM kA paraspara sambandha hai| nyauhAra aura paranArtha utta samaya taka sRddhi nahIM hote jaba taka pratibhApa meM guddhi na ho| pratinAya vicAra tyAta aura bhASako kahate haiM aura yaha satasaMga svAdhyAya evaM zikSA se prApta hotA hai| manuSya jila kula meM utpanna hotA hai, jaise samAja meM rahatA hai, jaisI saMgata hotI hai aura jaisI zikSA pAtA hai athavA ula 3 I girda jaisI ghaTanAeM humA karatI haiM vaise hI usane vicAra bhI hote haiN| yaha banAI huI bAta hai| sAtha hI usa mAhAra bhI bahuta kucha apanA prabhAva rakhatA hai jo jaisA anna khAtA hai usa kA mana sA banatA hai| aura jaba mana jaisAnta gayA usa meM vicAra bhI vaile utpanna hote haiN| isa abhiprAya se jaina dharma ne khAne pIne ke viSaya para bhI bahuta kucha dRSTi patalI hai| jo payAz2a lahasuna yA ganheM khAtA hai vaha tAmasika aura tAmasika buddhivAtA hogA / jo mAMta maderA kA zrAhAra
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________________ ( 55 ) karatA hai vaha bhayAnaka aura bhaya pragaTa harane vAle vyauhAra karegA / bhiraca kA viSa pAnevAlA ciDacir3A hogA ityAdi aise hI na rathana aura rahane ke gharoM kA bhI bahuta putra prabhAva mana para paDatA hai / yaha rUpa yAne socane aura are kI hai aura dharma kI pahalI sIr3hI para car3hane ke lie ina para vicArane aura inake sAdhana karane kI mukhyatA hai / zoca dharma pAcanIya yaha hai / jaba taka hRdaya zuddha na hogA va zuddhAcaraNa zuddhacAritra aura zurU Adarza ke praharA kara yogya na hogA ! bAharI bhI zArIrika zuddhi kAphI nahIM hai / mAsika zuddhi kI baDI ururata hai / mAnsika zuddhi ke binA zarIrika zuddhi lAkha ho, vaha itanI upayogIna siddha hogI / zrAhAra, vyohAra, zrAdhAra ityAdi ko mukti ke sAtha karanA cAhie / zarIrika zuddhi bahudhA banAvaTI hotI hai aura vaha manuSya kI girAvaTa kA kAraNa banatI hai| bagulA ujale paroM vAlA hotA hai, parantu vada machalI khAtA hai aura hiMsaka hai| kyA saMsAra meM ghagule bhagata banAnA hai ? ina se to yU~ hI naga paDA hai / jisa dharma ke lie tIrthakaroM ne kaThinAi sahI hai vaha sAdhAraNa rIti ne to prApta nahIM honA ! usa ke liye tapa karanA paTanA hai / tagha jAkara vaha kahIM hAtha jAtA hai 1 yadi hRdaya zuddha nahIM hai, to koI kyA kisI se uttama upa
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________________ ( 56 ) deza ko ahaNa karegA? aura kyA usa se lAbha uThAyegA? zuddha aura acche padArtha zuddha aura acche pAtra hI me rakkhe jAte hai / azuddha pAtra meM zuddha vastu koI kaise rakkhegA aura kaise vaha usa me rakhA jA sakegA? hRdaya zuddha aura nirmala ho taba vaha zrApa kisI uttama puruSa ke samIpavartI hone se usa ke bhAva ko sukha aura prasannatApUrvaka le sakegA aura vaha usa meM bhalI prakAra prativimvita ho anubhava uttejana kregaa| aura zubha jIvana ke banAne meM saphalatA hogii| aisA na hogA to phira ulTA pAMsA par3egA zabda, sparza, rUpa, rala,gandha, hara manuSya para apanA prabhAva ddaaltehaiN| pRthvI, jala agni,vAyu, aura zrAkAMza bhI yahI kAma karate haiN| rogI zarIra ke lie yaha hAnikAraka hote haiM aura arogI zarIra ke liye yaha upayogI hote haiM zaucavAlA manuSya zrarogI kahalAtA hai / usa meM kevala zuddha bhAvanA hI prativimbita hogii| azuddha bhAvanA kI ora usakI dRSTi taka na par3egI, phira vaha una ke bhAva ko kaise grahaNa karegA? zauca ke liye sayamk AjIvikA, samyak AhAra aura samyaka AcaraNa bhI Avazyaka haiM / gRhasthiyoM ke liye kama se kama ina bAtoM ko smaraNa meM rakhanA cAhie / nahIM to zauca kA lakSaNa usa meM na pragaTa hogaa| jisa kA hRdaya andhA hai, usameM zubha icchA, zubha cintavana, aura zubha vAsanAoM kI lezamAtra
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________________ ( 57 ) parachA nahA~ paDatI! udAharaNoM meM dekhiye, yaha bhAva kaisA spaSTa hai! (1) prAgasTasa sIz2ara (kaisara roma) ke yahAM cInI citrakAra bahuta nokara the, jinheM par3I 2 tanakhvAha dI jAtI thI / eka dina usa rAjA ne apane mantriyoM se pUchA ki "kyA mere deza ke prAdamI citrakAra nahIM ho sakate " kisI ne isa kA santoSajana : uttara nahIM diyA / kAraNa yaha thA ki usa deza meM citrakArI kI ora kisI kI ruci nahIM thii| isa kA prA abhAva huaa| AgasTasa sIz2ara ko bar3A duHkha huaa| usa ne iztahAra diyA ki "jo koI romI cIniyoM kA citrameM mukAvilA karegA use acchA inAma milegA / " kisI manuSya ne isa para sAhasa nahIM kiyaa| usa deza meM do cAra sUphI rahate the, vaha rAjA ke pAsa, A kara kahane lage hama citrakArI me cIniyoM kA mukAbalA kreNge|" rAjAne sAmare ko do dIvAroM para cInI aura romI donoM se apane 2 cina khIMcane kI zAdI / cIca meM kevala eka paradA par3A huA thA donoM kAma meM lage / niyo ne rAjA se bahuta rupaye raMga vagairaha kharIdane kI g2az2a se lie / sUphiyoM ne na eka paisA mAMgA, na rAjA ne diyA / kAma karate 2 do mahIne guz2ara gae / rAjA ne cIniyoM ko bulA kara pUchA-"kyA kAma bana gayA ?" yaha bole, "bana gyaa|" sUphiyoM se bhI yahI prazna kiyA gyaa|
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________________ unhoM ne bhI yahI uttara de diyA: "jo karanA thA usI sasya kara cuke, jaba cInI kara cuke the|" nAre maMtrI, rAjyAdhikArI, meTa lAhukAra rAjA ke sAtha the| pahale cIniyoM ke citra degve / yaha mahA vicitra the| dekha kara saba daMga raha ge| phira yUphiyA ne kahA-"tuma bhI apanA karataba dikhaado|" yaha bole paradA "uThA diijie|" parata uThAyA gyaa| inakA karataba dekhakara vaha aura bhI bhaucaka hogae / jo kucha cIniyoM ne banAyA thA vaha yahAM bhI thA / vizeSa bAta yaha thI ki sUphiyoM kA jJAma adhika bhar3akIlA thaa| yaha bAta kisI kI samajha meM nahIM aaii| dera naka socate rahe / antame donA ko varAvara pArinopika diyA rAjA jAnatA thA ki lUphI Izvarabhakta aura surubhakta hote haiM-pUchA-"kyA tumane jAdU kiyA ki vIniyoM jaise cina banAe aura unase adhika bhar3akIle ?" sUphI bole-"hamane cinavitra kucha nahIM banAe / sirpha dIvAra ko mAMjhA de dekara guddha kiyA hai-vaha darpaNa jaiso nirmala aura sApha hogaI hai| cIniyoM ke citroM kA prativimba dIvAra para par3A hai, usI kA yaha prativimbita hai| isake atirikta aura kucha nahIM hai|" yaha zauca hai aura usI kA nAma zuddhi hai| parizrama to tIrthaharoM ne kiyA hai| jainI yadi hRdayako mAMjhA dekara unhIM kI bhakti kareM to unake sadbhAva Apa inake zuru hRdaya meM pragaTa ho aayeNge| aura inakA kAma sahajarmana
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________________ ( 8 ) vanegA / jainI guru mate hai / tIthadara gusthe / jo unakI gaha calegA unake AzIrvAda se apanA janma banA legAaura ajIva ke bandhana se chUTa kara jIva ke sacce, zuddha aura nirmala svarUpa ko pA jAyagA / yaha jainadharma kA siddhAnta hai| mUla tatva to kaMvala itanA hI hai / bhakti karane se zrApahI zrApa usake sAre aMga A jAte hai| kintu zauca kA honA Avazyaka hai| jaba taka zoca na hogA saccI bhakti kadApi na ho skegii| 'nahAye dhoye kyA bhayA, tanapA maila na jAya / mIna sadA meM rahe, dhoye vAma na jAya // 1 // - (kora) tanako zuddhi kIjiye, kAyA ratana dhoya / nahAye dhoye mugya lIjiye, maila dehamA strIya // 2 // mana kI zahi phIjiye, kAma krodha mada tyAga / zrarakAra aura lobha se, jAna bUjhakara bhAga // 3 // jihvAmI buddhi bane, moThI vANI bola / manase pracana nikAliye, hiye tagaja tola // an dharma gahiMmA pAliye, yaha hai sabakA gumA / tana mana kI zuddhi yame hiMsA konai na bhUta / / 5 / / nindA kapA, na kIjiye, nindA zradhasI saar| niMdA se upaje mabhI, palaha kleza mahAna 10 mana darpaNa ke bIca meM, paranindA kI chAra nimalatA palameM gaI, bhaggaI dhala vikAra // 7 // nindaka ho himaka bhayA, hiMsA kare upaay| jikA kI tannapAra se, kare kaleje ghAva / guru ke raMga gAyakara, raha saragura ke sg| gADhA raga majITha pA, car3he na dUnA ga
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________________ ( 60 ) [12] sayaMma sayaMma do saMkRta dhAtu 'lama (bilkula) aura 'yama (roka thAma) se banA hai| saMpUrNa roka dhAma kA nAma saMyama hai| aura isa rokathAma kA mantavya indriyo aura mana kA rokanA aura unako apane vazameM kara rakhanA hai| manuSya kyo vahakatA hai ? indriyoM ke vahakane se / jise jisa indro zrI cATa par3a gaI hai, vaha use apanI ora khIMca le jAtI hai aura gaDDhe meM lejAkara girA detI hai| usakA sArA dharma karma dhUla aura miTTI meM mila jAtA hai| kauna kaha sakatA hai ki prANI ko kitane dino le kisa indrikI lata kA abhyAsa huA hai| abhyAsa dUsarI mati va svabhAva vanajAtA hai aura vaha bevaza ho rahatA hai| tAkha utte koI samajhAye, vaha apane kiye se nahIM ruka sakA!jansa janmAntara kI lata durI hotI hai| paraMtu jaisI kisI ne yaha lata DAlI hai. vaisehI yadi usakA ulTA abhyAsa karane laga jAya to phira yaha dhIre 2 vadalane laga jAtI hai aura yaha kucha kA kucha ho jAtA hai| aura ina indriyo me eka bAta aura hotI hai| yaha kabhI tRpta nahIM hotI | jitanA manuSya inake tana karane kA udyoga
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________________ ( 61 ) I karatA hai utanA hI yaha baDhatI jAtI hai / aura zAnta nahI hotIM / aura manuSya nirvala hokara unake kAbU meM rakhane ke asamartha ho jAtA hai| isaliye mahAtmAoM ne inake virodha hI kA upadeza diyA hai / jJAna indriyAM pAMca ha ora pAMcahI karma indriyAM haiM / inake apane 2 viSaya hote haiM aura unakI cAla unhI kI ora rahA karatI hai aura vaha rAtadina unhI ke mAMgoM kI icchuka vanakara unhI kI cAha uThAtI rahatI hai / zrAMkha kA viSaya dekhanA kAna kA sunanA, nAka kA sUMghanA, aura jihA kA svAda rasa lenA aura carmakA chUnA hai / indriyAM to sabako hotI hai kintu jisane jisa indrI kI vizeSa kamAI karanI hai usane use utanA hI balavAna banA liyA hai| zrora utanA hI usakA prabhAva usake jIvana para par3atA hai aura jisane pAMco ko balavAna kara liyA hai usakA to kahanA hI kyA hai / vaha rAta dina unhIM ke pIche lampaTa rahatA hai / jo dazA bAharI indriyo kI hai vahIM zrAntara indriyoM kI hai / Antara indriyAM aMtaHkaraNa kahalAtI hai / aura vaha cAra- citta, mana buddhi aura zahakAra kahalAtI hai / yaha saba kI saba sammilita zravasyAye mana kahalAtI hai| aura isa manakA bhI viSaya hai / zrIraje se vAhyaindriyAM viSaya svAdakA bhoga cAhanI rahatIM hai, vaise hI yaha mana bhI viSayoM kA saMkalpa uThAtA huA, unhI ke rarase se baMdha jAtA hai| bAharI /
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________________ ( 62 ) indriyAM to vastutaH itanI dukhadAI nahI bhI hotI hai, kintu yaha mana aise nAca nacAtA rahatA hai ki kabhI caina nahIM lene detaa| 'manake mAre vara gaye, naba taja vastI mAhi / kaha 'kabIra kyA kojiye, yaha mana vUjhanAhi / isa manake viSaya kAma, krodha, lobha moha aura ahaMkAra hai| vAhara aura antara indriyoM kA mela hai / aura baha eka dUsare ke sAtha guthI huI haiM / vAharI indriyo kI jar3a antara meM hai / antara kI roka thAma se yaha bhI vaza meM A jAtI hai / para yaha kAma bahuta kaThina hai| isa lie rokathAma kA sAdhana bAhara hI se prAraMbha hotA hai| vAhara saMyama aura virodha cAhe jitanA karo, jahA~ taka antara kI jaDabanI rahegI. vaha utpAta macAtA hI rhegaa| isa liye donoM ko rokathAma eka sAtha karanI caahiye| tava lAbha hogaa| indriyoM ke saMyama ko 'dama' aura manake saMyama ko 'zama' kahate hai| isa saMyama kI prAcAryoM ne nAnA vidhiyAM batAI hai| una sabakA yahAM likhanA kaThina aura samaya kA nirarthaka khonA hai| mukhya upadeza yaha hai ki "prANI hiMsA na kre|" aura basa hiMsA kI hAni soca samajha lene se phira Apa indriyo kA nirodha hone lagatA hai| mana, vacana, kAya se ahiMsaka honA hI tInoM kA nirodha kara lenA hai| para yaha saMbhava kaile hai? isakA sarala sAdhana yaha hai ki vyavahAra aura vicAra ko
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________________ ( 63 ) baTalatA cale / mansaMga aura sAdhu sevAmeM rahe zrApahI zrApa nirodha honA clegaa| vaise yadi koI unako choDanA cAhe to vaha asamartha rahegA / sansaga aura sevAse sAdhana sugama hotA hai| saMgata meM vairAgya zrAtA jAtA hai aura isake abhyAsa se phira sAdhanA kATina nahIM hotii| abhyAsa aura vairAgya se lava kucha saMbhava hai| jaina dharmameM saMyama varNana vividha bhAMti se zrAyA hai, jise dekhakara va munakara prANI ghabarA jAtA hai| aura use asaMbhava samajhane lagatA hai| yahAM taka ki phira usakI ruci jAnI rahatI hai / aura vaha jainadharma ko mahA kaThina mAna letA hai| kaThina to vaha hai, parantu sAdhana ke sAmane kaThinAI nahI calanI eka kAma kiyA, dUsare ko vArI Apa A jAtI hai jainamana jahAM taka mene vicArA hai, sugama bhI hai| kyoMki prAkRtika hai| prAkRtika pravandha meM gugamanA rahatI hai| kintu jo prAcArya hue vaha eka para eka saMyama bar3hAte hI cale gaye bAteM to bahuta he aura vaha saccI bhI haiM / kintu kAmame savakI saba eka sAtha manAne ke kAraNa vaha pahAr3a vidita hAne lagatI hai / aura unake sunane se hI jI ukatA aura ghavaga jAtA hai / sugama sAdhana satpuruSoM kA satsaga hai| magata hI sukha japaje sagAta hI dukha jAya / sagata pareko maloM kI saba vigaDI pAnAya // 1 // ,
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________________ ( 64 ) nazkI sagata pAya kara, pazu karaM nara-vyavahAra / sAdhusagata jo nara kare, pAve uttama sAra // 2 // naukA saga lohA tare, devo apanI thAla kATha loha meM bheda hai, bhinna bhinna nija sAkha // 3 // lohA paDA jo agni meM, bhayA zrami kA raMga / bhasma kare pala eka meM, jo koI kare prasaga // 4 // sagata ke guNakI kathA, varNata varNana jAya / bA~sa phaoNsa aura mizrI, eke bhAva vikAya // 5 // saMgata kA prabhAva mahA prabhAvazAlI hotA hai / yaha bahuta sugama hai / yaha mukhya hai aura saba gaurA haiM ise karalo aura saba bAteM tumameM Apa zrAtI jAyaMgI / soca samajha mana AApane, dhAra susagata raga / tyAga kusaGgata sarvadA, jyoM kucalI bhuga // 1 // 1 tyAga kusaGgata zarvadA kara satsaGgata nila satsaGgata sukha Upaje, nirmala tana mana citta // 2 // kelA ugA jo bera Dhiga, nizadina sahe klerA / taja kusaGga ko jalda tU, suna guru kA upadeza // 3 // kelA vera ke saGga meM, Tara 2 TharakAtha ! vyavahAra pratikUla jaba, urama 2 dukha pAya // 4 // saGgata sAdhana sAra hai, niyama aura yama kI khAna / jo koI saGgata kare, lahe parama phalyANa // 5 // satsaMgata meM vahiraMga aura aMtaraMga saMyama donoM kA pAlana sahaja rIti meM ho jAyagA /
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________________ ( 65 ) [ 3 ] tapa 'napa' nAma tapane kA hai / tapa kahate haiM, garmI pahucAne ko / jaba kisI vastu ko garmI pahueNcAI jAtI hai, taba vaha pighalatI, narma hotI aura phaila jAtI hai / vinA tapake kabhI koI kAma nahIM hotA / yaha jagat kA tatva hai aura yahAM jo kucha tumheM dRSTigocara ho rahA hai, vaha kevala tapa mAtra kA pariNAma hai / isa tapake samajhane meM prAyaH samane dhokA khAyA hai / tapa kahate he manake garama karane ko, jaba yaha mana, garma hogA tabahI isake andara dUsare prabhAva pdd'eNge| nahIM to yaha akar3A huA usa kA usa panA rahegA / . sAdhana tapa hai| vicAra tapa de / paThanapAThana, svAdhyAya, saMyama, niyama saba tapa hI tapa haiM / aba padArthako garmI pahu~catI hai, taba hI unakA mela aura vichoha hotA hai / tapakI garmI se jaba koI vastu narma ho jAtI hai, taba hI usa para dUsare kA saMskAra aura fare pragaTa hotA hai| aura prakAra se yaha sarvadA saMbhava hai / jIva- zrajIva kA mela tapa se huA hai / yaha tapa kA mela, nAdikAla se hai aura java yaha eka dUsare me pRthak kiye
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________________ ( 66 ) jAyeMge, tavabhI tapahI se yaha saMbhava hogaa| hAM, vichoha ke liye ulTA tapa karanA par3egA / zrajIvarUpI parimANu pahale taptAvasthA meM rahate haiM / phira dina pAkara unameM ThaMDaka AtI hai| aura phira garmI aura sardIkA mela hotA hai, taba usa mela se sRSTi hone lagatI hai / aura usakA pravAha cala nikalatA hai / aura phira aba ulTA tapa hotA hai taba laya, pralaya aura saMhAra kI bArI AtI hai / yaha niyama hai / strI puruSa jaba tapate haiM, taba vaha milate haiM aura mela se saMtati hotI hai / jIva jantu kIr3e-makor3e pazu-pakSI vRkSa ityAdi saba isa niyama ke zrAdhIna haiM / janma tapase hotA hai / pAlana poSaNa tapase hotA hai aura mRtyu bhI tapase AtI hai| isI taraha jaba jIva ko ajIva ke sAtha nAtA tor3ane kI sujhatI hai taba use tapa karanA par3atA hai / vinA tapa ke kucha bhI nahI haiM / na hotA hai auaurana hosatA hai / tIrthaGkara tapake isa niyama ko bhalIbhAMti samajha gae aura yahI kAraNa hai ki usakI mukhyatA ko pradhAnatA dI hai / zranyathA kaSTa ko sahanA tapa nahIM kahalAtA / vaha kevala eka prAkRtika niyama hai, jisakA pravAha varAvara calA karatA hai aura usa meM sugamatA hai| hAM, ulTI cAla calane meM kucha saMbhAvita kaThinAI hotI hai / yadi vaha samajhalI jAya to bahuta zataka -
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________________ ( 67 ) samabhI dUra to saktI hai| yahAM para bAta kA bataMgaDA banAyA gayA aura eka hAtha kaphaDI kA nau hAtha bIja dikhAyA gayA / hama khulI AMkhoM se dekhate hai ki laDakA jaya bAr3ha chor3atA hai, no tapa karatA huA AtA hai, bIja jaya aMkurita hote haiM to unheM bhI tapanA par3atA hai|' ina bAtoM meM kyA kaThinAI hai ? nIrthakaroM ne jo tapa kA upadeza diyA hogA, vaha bhI aisA hI sAdhana hai, jisapara zabdoMkA zrADambara khaDA karake bahuta car3A sthaMbha banA diyA gayA hai| zrora jainamata kI isa tapakI kaThinAI ko dekhakara buddhadeva ne "madhyamArga" ke rUpameM usakA saMzodhana karanA cAhA aura usakA nAma ' hInayAna' hI ( choTA mArga ) rakkhA / vaha vAstava meM kucha nyUnAdhika bheda rakhate hue jena mArga kI eka zAkhA hai| paraMtu kAlane usapara mI AkSepa kiyA / aura samaya pAkara vaha bhI kaThina mArga hogayA aura usako 'mahAyAna' ( baDemArga ) kA rUpa dhAraNa karanA paDA / yaha saMsAra kI lIlA hai / jo bAtA hai vaha kaThina ko mahAkaThina karane ko prayatna karatA hai / aura eka baDI usameM aura jor3a jAtA hai| tIrthakaroM kI kyA zikSA thI, usakA patA pAnA bhI sarala nahIM hai / kevala sugamatA kI ora dRSTi karane kI zrAvazyaktA hai / soca vicAra karate rahane se zramalI jIvana aura karanI karane vAle zrAcArya use zravabhI samajha sakte hai / tapa kA abhiprAya kevala cintana aura vicAramAtra hai /
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________________ ( 6 ) yaha mana kI vRttiyoM kA nirodha aura usako roka thAma hai / o aisA karatA hai vaha tapasvI hai| isase zrAge bar3hanA usake zrAzaya ko hAni pahuMcAnA hai / sArI zrAyu tapa ke ADambara me vyatita ho jAyagI aura sAra hAtha na AvegA / tapake lakSaNa suno:-- ( 1 ) prAyazcita - doSa hone para, zuddhi karanA (2) vinaya - zratadeva aura guru dharma Adi kA ira karanA / ( 3 ) vaiyAvRtya - sAdhu sevA aura satsaMga hai / ( 4 ) svAdhyAya - zAstra pATha / (5) vyutsarga- zarIra Adi kA mamatva tyAga ityAdi (6) dhyAna - ekAgra cintA / yaha saba kyA hai ? kevala vicAra aura cintanamArga ! yaha tapa ke antaraMga sAdhana hai| iname kaunasI kaThinAI hai ? bahiraMga sAdhana ko bhI sunalo: ( 1 ) anazana - upavAla karanA / ( 2 ) anUdara - svAsthyarakSA ke lie bhUkase kama khAnA / ( 3 ) vrataparisakhyAna - bhojana karate samaya ucita vAsanAoM ko citta meM diye rahanA. jisame mana use svIkAra kare aura guru kA dhyAna rahe / mana bhojana hI se banatA hai /
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________________ ( 6 ) (4) rasaparityAga-cikanA cupar3A khAnA na khaanaa| (5) vivikta zaiyyAsana-ekAnta meM pRthvI para leTanA' jisameM zarIra prArogya rahe aura pRthvokI zrAkarSaNa zakti usameM praveza kara ske| va mana vikArI na bne| (6) kAyakleza-zarIra ko aisA banAnA ki usameM sahanazakti zrAjAye / ArAmatalaba na hone pAve, iyAdi ityaadi| dAheHtapa kara japa kara bhagana kara logajugati pisa laay| tarake prabhAva se, janma suphala ho jAya // 1 // aba laga mamatA de, saMga, taba kaga tapa nahi hoya mAtA tyAge deha kA, tapasvI kahiye sopa 2 tara kI vitA para bar3ha cale, dhAra satyakI Teka / yoga agi ghara pragaTa ho, mahita vicAra viveka 3 tapapI ke mana idha hai, iSTa se parama sneha / iTa bhAva japa cina ramA, phira mahiM deha na geha // 4 sAdhu-sasI aura suramA, tInoM tapa ke rUpa tInoM meM sAhasa rahe, paDe na zrama ke kUpa / / /
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________________ ( 70 ) [4] tyAga laMkRta ne nyAya taja (chor3ane ) le nikalA hai| isanA cogika artha dAna hai / viroyanara rUr3ha hI artha liyA jAtA hai / __nanuSya kamAchar3egA ? aura kyA grahaNa karegA ? kyA padArtha praNa yogya haiM aura kaunasI vastu nyAga yogya hai ? isa para zAstrakAro ne bahuta vicAra taDAyA hai| aura pothe ke pothe raMga jAte haiM / kintu vAna thor3osI hai / use yU~ hI vatagar3A banAkara sAdhAraNa manuSyoM ko dhokeme DAla diyA hai| jo padArtha vyAga ke yogya hai, vaha kevala mana kA mamatva hai aura isalie tyAga kAnAtparya mAnasika bhAva se hai| aura prakAra sanabhAne se zabdoM kA ADambara to racA jAtA hai| kintu yathArtha kI samajha nahIM paatii| jisane mamatvako sajA, usane savako naja diyA aura usakA pUrNa tyAga ho gayA / aura jisane use nahIM chor3A, usane kucha bhI nahIM chodd'aa| jisane jIva ko ajIka se vAMdha rakkhA hai / vaha sirpha mere tere pane kI kalpita rassI hai| yaha cUTa jAya aura basa, manuSya yukta hai| kIra sAhaba kahate haiM: "mora tora kI jevarI, vaTa vAdha nasAra dAmorA kyoM badhe, jAke nAma adhAra 1
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________________ ( 71 ) bhora- tora nizi dina kare, mora tora hai dho mamatA tana kara mukta ho kyoM hai hiye kA vadha // tyAga ke viSaya meM eka kavi ne aisA kahA hai : tyAga tyAga kA rupa meM saba kucha DAlA tyAga / loka, para lA aura aisa taja, piyA tyAga kA tyAga yaha tyAga kI sImA hai| para yaha bhI to mAnasika bhAva hai| isake sivA aura vaha kyA hai ? aura yadi kisI kA aisA tyAga ho, to vaha nissandeha sarAhanIya hai aura usane tyAga kI hada karadI / aba Age tyAga kI koI maMjila nahIM rhii| kintu yU kisI se tyAga hAtA nahIM / yaha vahI bhArI bAta hai / taba tyAga kA dUsarA yaugika artha socA gayA aura use dAna dakSiNA kA vastra pahanAyA gyaa| yaha bhItyAga hI hai| dAna aisA ho ki dAyAM hAtha de aura vAye hAtha kolavara taka na hone paave| ise niSkAma dAna kahate hai| aura isameM karate rahane se saccA tyAgazrApa hI Apa AjAtA hai| paratu isameM bhI mamatva aura ahaMkAra bhAva Akara ghusa gayA aura dAna ko logo ne sAna var3AI aura pratiSThA prApta karane kA sAdhana bnaaliyaa| aura jo tyAga kA mantavya thA usakA lopa ho gayA / phira bhI dAna denA acchA hI hai / kyoki isase aMtaHkaraNa kI zuddhi ho jAtI hai| dAna nAnA prakAra kA hai| annadAna, vastradAna vidhAdAna,
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________________ ( 72 ) zAna dAna, auSadhi dAna, abhaya pAnaityAdi lAkhoM hI dAna haiN| abhayadAna kI mukhyato hai| jJAnadAna sarvopari hai, kyoMki isI se mukti milatI hai / aisA dAna hara eka nahIM kara sktaa| isake liye bar3I sAmarthya aura bar3I yogyatA cAhie / annadAna se thor3e samaya ke lie vRpti hotI hai| auSadhidAna se bhI roga 'kucha dinoM ke lie haTa jAtA hai| kintu zAna dAna se nitya nivRtti ho jAtI hai| hAM samyak zAna ho, jo samadarzI bnaaye| vAcakazAna ko zAna nahIM kahate, vaha zAstroM kI yuktiyoM kI notA raTaMta rIti hai, jo bhrama se chuTakArA nahIM dilA sktaa| ___ina saba meM guru bhakti, iSTa vA zrAdarza bhakti ke rUpa me jo dAna diyA jAtA hai vaha sabase atyanta mahAkaThina vrata hai| aura koI aisA hI bahuta bar3A dAnazIla sUramA hogA jo isa meM pUrA ho / yaha saMtoM kA mArga hai saMta hI aisA vicitra vIra haiM jo apane Apa ko dUsaroM kI bhalAI ke nimit arpaNa kara detA hai: taravara saravara satajana, caudhe barase meha / paramAratha ke kAraNa, cArga dhAre deha // 6 // taravara phalai na zrApako, nadI na pIve nIra / paramAratha ke kAraNa matana dhaza zarIra // 2 // dUsaroM kA upakAra karate hue apane jIvana kA kizcita bicAra na rakhanA, yaha saMsAra meM kisIra prANI ke bhAga meM
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________________ ( 73 ) prAtA hai| hamane kisI jagaha barddhamAna jI kI sahala zakti kA udAharaNa diyA hai| yahI bahuta hai, tyAga aura dAna dono kI yaha kalakatI huI divya pratimA hai dAde syAga tyAga de tyAga, choDa mora ora sher| yahI tyAga kI vantu hai, isattA bhora na chora // 1 // ghara choDA to pAnA, deha maMga nita geha / yaha to tere sApa hai, deha kA tyAga-sneha / / 21) dara tanA, acchA kiyA, yaha ajIya phaa,ruup| mamatAtyAga kA tyAga , mAge bharama kA kRpa / mamI tajI tozyArA,mAga tajA nahi jaay| gajA bhikhArI dona ko, mAma rahA lipaTAya // 4 // mAnatajA prathamA liyA, mama huye mAna apamAna / apa tagane ko kyA rhaa| jIte jI nirvANa // 5 hai de de phuSa to gakSA, dAna dharma nyauhAra / dAna zuddha udaya kare, sama bhagama vicAra / / 6 // saya laga nAtA deva pA, taba naga de kuSa dAna ! prema pyAra sanmAna de, dAna kI mahimA jAna // 7 // sIva jantu saMga dayA kara, dayA bhAva nita pAla / dayA dAna uttama mahA, hiyA jiya ko nihaal|| // mana mAnI aura pharma se, huA ahisaka mo baha dAnI hai jagata meM, saba kA pyArA so TE
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________________ '( 74 ) moca ahiMsA-dharma pho, paramadharma 'pAga yoca / svArthavaza hisA kare, vaha nara sava meM nIca // 10 // abhayadAna kA dAna de, abhayabhAva vitta gakSa ! yahI jaina mata sAra hai, yaha sainI kI sAkha // 11 // abhayadAna se jIta le, mana indro aura deha / kIva jo jIte dhanIya ko, uttama mata so lekha // 12 // , deva deha kucha deha ta, jama laga terI deha / cittase kara upakAra mita, jIyana kA phala leha // 13 // REE EMAXO TA NiveNAIDUN na ESIRAMPA AMES PAM 66 UTA M Venumare Pla MIRAT NNNN MAN 40 1mire
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________________ [14] Akincanya zrAmaJcina zabda saMskRta dhAtu 'zrA' (nahIM) aura 'kiJcan' (kucha) se banA hai| kucha na lenA hI prAviJcana hai| zrathavA 'zrA' (nahI), kin' (phtA), aura 'can' (kucha) arthAt kyA kula nahIM, yaha zrAkthin hai| mana meM koI kisI bAta kI icchA na ho, kisI se kucha na le, kisI se kisI padArtha kI AzA na raphkhe, yaha sacce jainI (vijaya karane vAle) kA lakSaNa hai| parigraha ke bhAva kA manase meTa denA uttama Akicana hai / kavIra sA0 ko kathanahai: mAha miTo cintA gaI, mamumA beparavAha / tAko kucha nahI cAhie, vaha zaga zAhanagAha / / ninda, apane prApe meM rahanA, Apa akelA rahanA, silI jana, padArtha, viSaya, bhoga, sAmagrI, vicAra, bhAva ityAdi se asaMga hojAnA, saccA aparigraha hai| yaha jainI yatI ke vyohAra kA zrAdarza hai / saba se nagA hojAnA, naMgA hokara rahanA aura nage gharatanA, isI ko saccA zrAkiJcana kahate hai / jIva najhA ho jAya, asaMga ho rahe, Apa apanA sahArA, AsarA aura kuTasthavata AdhAra aura viSThAna hokara rahe, yahI jaina mata kA siddhAnta hai| vedAnta yadi kapola kalpita yuktiyoM ko
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________________ (76) chor3a to unameM jainadharma pUrNa rIti se jhalakatA huA pratIta hone lge| vaha yohI mivyAtva me phaMsakara anuyAyiyoM ko sAmAnyavAda, viroSavAda, IzvaravAda, mAyAvAda, pariNAmavAda, vivratavAda ityAdi ke bhrama meM DAlakara jhagar3AlU aura pakSapAtI banA dete haiN| vaha vAcikahAnI ghanakara daMgalavAz2a pahalavAnI kI taraha dAMvapela khelane laga jAte hai |jny abhimAnI ho jAte haiN| apane ko acchA aura dUsaroM ko yurA samabhAce lagate haiM / nigraMtha nahIM hote aura jar3acetana kI pranthinahIM khultii| jaba donoM prakAra vaha nigraMtha ho jAye, to phira sacAI kA sAkSAtkAra ho jaaye| pustaka cAhe koI bhIho. manuSyoM hI ne raco haiN| kiso pustaka ne manuSya ko nahIM rcaa| sAMkhyamata kA prAdhAra rakhate hue khaira nahI-vaha kyo mithyA vicAra meM apanI zrAyu ko nae karate hai / sacAI ko sacAI kI rIti se yo grahaNa nahIM karate? vAda vivAda me rAta dina par3e rahane se lAbha kyA hotA hai? mA sukha vidyA ke par3he, nA sukha vAda vivAda / sAtha nuvI 'sahajU kahe lAgI zunya samApa // 1 // 'saha' unhI lohanI, dina pAnI dina Aga ! nete surAtukha jagA ke, 'saha'tU taga bhAga // 21 ilImA nAma zAkiJcana hai| zeSa kahane sunane aura dikhAve kI bAta hai| jo pAkicanya dharma kA anuyAyI hai vaha kisI se mAlegA aura use kyA lenA hai ?
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________________ (1) ghedAnta eka jIva mAnatA hai| jainI saMsAra dRSTi se aneka jIva mAnate hai / yaha TonA meM pahalA matabheTa hai| vedAnta apane simAnta ke pakSasI puSTi, lagakara yukti pratiyuti se kAma letA hai| jainI ise nirarthaka zrama samajhatA hai / phintu usakA bhI to zrAdarza dii| vahI apane eka jIvako eka namajhatA emA use ajIra meM alaga karane ke janana meM lagA rahatA hai| aura jaba yaha pUrNa rIti se bhasaga ho jAnA hai, naya usIkA liDa kahate haiM, jo sarvazapara hai| (2) yedAnta agara ko miA kahatA hai / jaidI usa miyA cahAnta kIdhi se nadI phahanA yaha phevala jagat le zrasaMga hone yA janaga karatA hai| jAjama athavA mithyA ko mithyA aura mama mAnatA huzrA usaka lapaMTa meM par3A rahatA hai, yaha mUla yAzara ko na samajhatA upA, bhrama kI upAsanA meM lagA rahatA haiN| aura jo cAnA ke laDDU, pakAyA karatA hai, vaha usake bhAvakI eTa karatA hai| use usase chuTakArA pA hogA? yahAM prAzivanya karane kI zrAvazyatA hai| nIva akelA aura asaga aura nagA ho Aya, yaha usakA parataba hai| usake atirikta sanI aura cAhatA kyA hai ? yaha vedAnta aura Dainadharma meM dUsarA mata bheda hai| socane pAle soceM to unheM bhI patA laga jAya ki pakSapAta ke sivA aura kyA bheda hai ? (3) cedAnya kAhatA hai, Izvara mithyA, jagat mithyA,
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________________ ( 7 ) veda mithyA haiN| kahane ko to vaha aisA kahatA hI hai, kintu vaha inake jhagar3oM ko nahIM chor3atA / phira inake siddha karane se use lAbha kyA milatA hai ? ragar3o-jhagar3oM se pakSapAta to par3hatA hai aura vaha kahIM kA kahIM jA par3atA hai| jainI kevala arane karatabakA pAlana karatA huA, karanI aura sAdhana meM lagakara pAkisaya dvArA usakA sAkSAt kara letA hai| yaha tIsarA matabheda hai, jo jaina dharma aura vedAnta meM hai| (4) pralapada ko lava kucha mAnakara use Adarza banA letA hai aura usIke irdagirda cAra lagAtA huA use pUrNa avasthA samajhatA hai / isameM bhI koI hAni nahIM thI, kintu yahAM bhI vaha brahmapada ko havA hI samajha rakhatA hai| aura yaha eka havvA ( Phantom ) hokara use kahIM kA nahIM rkhtaa| ajI kAma meM lago / jIvakA ajIva se prasaMga karalo / itanA hI karanA hai| bAto meM kyA dharA huA hai| brahma do saMskRta dhAtu, 'braha' (bar3hane ) aura 'ma' (mAnasocane ) se nikalA hai| jIva aura ajIva ko sammilita avasthA kA nAma brahma hai / jaba yaha kahA jAtA hai ki jIva brahmA eka hai-jaba jIva brahma kI eka saMjJA hai to phira bhagar3A kisa bAta kA rahA ? aba kyA ulajhana rahA ? jagat mithyA hI sahI ! jise jainI vedAnta kI taraha anahuA nahIM krtaa| dintu vaha bho to uso jIvako mukhya samajha rahA hai / aura
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________________ ( 76 ) jovako zuddha aura nirmala kara lenA hai, jo pAkizcanya se saMbhava hai| kAma karane kA hai kahane yA bAtoM meM par3hakara lar3ane kA nahIM hai| yaha cauthA bheda hai jo jainamata aura vedAnta (5) vedAnta aura jainI dono hI nirvANa ko samajhate mAnate haiN| nirvANa phaka kara dubhA dene ko kahate haiM / jainiyoM kA mantavya to spaSTa hai / jIvase ajIvapane ko phaMka kara ghujhA deno aura jIvako zrasaMga kara lenA hai / vedAntI, java apane siddhAnta anusAra jagatko anahuA aura mithyA mAnatI hai, to yaha kyA phakegA ? aura kyA phaMkara pusAvegA ? use to kucha karanA hI nhiiN| hAM, aura kucha cAhe vaha kare yaha na kreN| cAta banAtA phiratA hai jo use usake siddhAnta se girA detA hai| yaha pAMcavAM bheda hai jo jaina aura vedAnta meM hai| pAkiJcan kA artha spaSTa rIti se patA diyA gayA / vyauhAra meM aparigraha ko pAkiJcana kahate haiN| yaha bhI sahI hai| zrapa dohe sunoH "bhInna mAga vvyama phare, so phizcita nahIM sAtha / bhorame paje kalpanA, gAr3he adhika upASa // 1 // puga zikSaka nA milA, yamA bhimAge sAdha / sAtha, ise na tuma kaho, usako rAga asApa // 3 //
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________________ ( 0 ) pugaM satguru nA millA, suno adhI sosa / mAga natI kA pahanaphara, ghara ghara mAyo bhIkha // 3 ||(kors) "gRhI kA TukaDA buga, nauM no amula dA~ta / mAna kare to apare, nAhI to khA~ca prati 'kavIra' para atIta kA bahuta kare upkaar| jo dhAlasa vasa sAye nitta, cUr3e kAlIdhAra // 5 // zrA ghana meM bheda hai, ana ghA meM bhAva / uso zrasa ko grahaNa kara jo prIti kA bane upAya R6 // bhita banAtoSagA yanA, yaha nahIM jatI kA rUpa / ko kamAI, aura phira, par3e na bhara ke kRpa // 71 APERS SRA
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________________ ( 1 ) [16] brahmacarya brAha meM paryA karane ko brahmacarya phAite hai| Aja kala gdhI tyAga kA nAma mahAcarya rakkhA gayA hai, vaha ThIka hai| kintu vaha itanA hI hai| brahmazabda ke koSa meM aneka yaugika artha haiN| jaise tapa, jJAna, zAna, pavitra, vidhA ityAdi / ina saba sasmilita gAvoM, kartavyoM aura svAdhyAyoM meM raha kara taparadhI kI rIti pAlana karanA brAhmacArI hotA hai| ina se bIya zINa nahIM hotA kintu use puSTi milatI hai aura usakI puSTi se sAhasa kI vRddhi hotI hai| aura yaha sAhasa epaTa kI prApti meM sahAyaka hotA hai| kahA gayA hai: jbaa ghaa bndhur' maan rumaanni| ekhn / sthalAhArI protyAgI vidyArthI pacanapaNam // kauvve jaisI ceTA, bagale jaisA dhyAna kurate jaisI nIda ho, khAnA thor3A khAye, khI se sambandha na rakkhe, vidyArthI athavA bhAna ke sAdhana karane vAloM ke yahI pAtra lakSaNa haiM aura inako mukhya samajhanA caahie| brahma AtmA hai| brahma aura AtmA jIya hI hai| jIna ke sivA brahma aura AtmA koI nahIM hai| jainadharma ise baDe jora ke sAtha kahatA hai| aura loga yA to brahma aura jIva me bheda mAnate
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________________ ( 2 ) hai yA agara vedAntiyoM kI taraha kucha samajha jAte haiM to bahuta dera pIche ye hAtha ghumA kara nAkakA pakar3ate aura brahmajIva kI ekatA ko siddha karane para laga jAte haiM / isa ekatA ke mAnane manavAne para itanA zarma yA kiyA jAtA hai ? pahile hI kaha diyA jAya ki jIva brahma hai, aura brahmajIva hai to isakI zrAvazyakA hI nahIM rhtii| jo ajIva ke bhAvako meTatA humA kevala jIva bhAva kI zuddhi kI zrAra haSTi rakhatA hai usI kA nAma brahmacArI aura usa kriyA kA nAma brahmacarya hai| jo isa caryA meM sabase adhiyA hAnikAraka hai yaha strIjAti kA saMga hai / strI ke sAtha rahane se brahmacarya vratake bhaMga zene kA kSaNa prati kSaNa Dara radatA hai| aura kAma aga ke prabala hone kI saMsAvanA rahatI hai| isa liye zrI tyAga kA nAma alacarya hI hogayA / kabIra sAhaba kahate haiM: "pAnI dekha ci baje, nAra deva ke kAmA mAyA dekha dumna Uraje, sAdhU dekha ke rAma // strIsaMga brahmacArI ke lie mahA bhayAnaka hai| isase paca kara rahane meM hI bhalAI hai / kauna aisA yoddhA, sUramA, yatI, tapasvI hai jo kabhI isa para vijaya pA sakA hai ? kabIra jI pharamAte hai:
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________________ ( 3 ) para nAge paikI churI, mata koI kge prasaga / daza gastaka gavaNa gayA, para nArI ke saMga // 1 // mArga meM proguNa makSA, samajha tyAga de mAga / vizvAmitra kA samajha lo, bhayA sahA tapamA // 3 // vAne pI pAyA pahata dhandhe hota bhg| 'mIra' damako roga gati vA nita nAtI ke saga // 4 // nAge miraja na dekhiye, nita na kIje ho| deya ho te viSa hai, mana bhAve pucha aura // 4 // mAri nazA tI gugNa, pAmo mara ke hoya / bhatti mukti girA dhyAna meM baiTha make na koya // 5 // udAharaNa dekhiye ki, vyAsa jI kA eka celA liyA ko bhAgavata kI kathA sunAyA karatA thaa| vyAsa ne kaI maratabA samajhAyA kiliyoM meM na jAyAM kara nahIM no nArA jaaygaa| ora parAhAmanINa ho jaaygaa| isane harabAra yahI uttara diyA ki maiM nirmala manuSya nahIM hai jo rizyoM kA prabhAva mujha para par3e / vyAsa jI samajhAte 2 thapha gara / eka dina kyA hubhA, jisa kuTI meM celA 'hatA thA. koI ratrI bAI / aura kuTI ke samIpa paiTha gaI / pAnI barasa rahA gr| barasAta kA mahInA thaa| ise burA lagA / bolA-"calI jA-yA terA kyA kAma hai ?" usa ne rokara aura sAtha joDa kara kahA "pAnI thama jAne para maiM calI jAU~gI-pAnI meM phaile jAU ?"yaha cupa ho rahA / phira strI kuTI ke bhItara do cAra gaja calI AI / yaha
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________________ (==) phira kucha huA / vaha bolI-"maiM to manuSya hU~ pAnI meM kuche bhI bAhara nahIM rahate / jarA pAnI ruke phira calI jAU~gI / ' yaha cupa huA / ladRSya netroM se dekhatA hI rahA / vaha phira Age bar3hI / usane tIsarI bAra phira rokaa| usane phira rokara kSamA maaNgii| khisakate 2 vaha isa ke sannikaTa zrA gaI | cese se na rahA gayA, yuvA thA usa para hAtha DAla baiThA / hrI ne lapakakara gAloM para do tamAce jar3e / "mUrkha ! nahIM mAnanA thA / strI prasaMga se baca kara nahI rahatA thaa| dekhA yUM stri kA puruSa para prabhAva par3atA hai / " vaha lajita huA, kyoMki zrI ke banAvaTI bheSa meM vyAsa jI zrApa usa ke civAne ke liye Aye the / vIya gAya haiMsa khela kara, inana sacana ke pAsa / yaha 'kabI' isa ghAsa ko samajhasa santa sujAna // u0 (2) brahmA tapa kara rahe the / eka strI una ke samIpa AI | inheM kAma utpanna huA / bar3e jJAnI dhyAnI vedAbhimAnI the / nahIM saMbhala sake, sAre gaye ! apane pada se patita ho gae / taba se yaha kahAvata calI AtI hai H "triyAcaritram puruSasya bhAgyam, brahmo na jAnAti kuto manuSyaH / " u0 (3) indra ahilyA kI sundaratA para mohita huA aura lajjita honA par3A / rAma sItA ke moha meM unmanta ho M 4
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________________ ( 5 ) gae / zRGgI aSi kI eka sundara strI ne durgati pharAI / dazaratha ne strI ke kAraNa rAma ko vanavAsa diyaa| bhISma ke pApa santanu matsyodarI para rIjha aura bhISma ne brahmacarya kA ghora vrata dhAraNa kiyaa| pArAzara RSi isI matsyodarI ke prema meM lipta hupa, vyAla kI usase utpatti suI / vizvAmitra ko menakA ne chalA / aura usa se zakuntalA utpanna huii| ityAdi udAharaNa hai| prAyoM kAmala deya kana, gAr3he vA keza / hAthoM mahadI lAya kara, bAghina khAyA deza , sura nara muni tapasI yatI, gale kAma kI phaaNs| japa tapa saMyama tyAga kara, cita se bhaye udAsa // 1 // nArI rasarI bharama kI, musaka ba~dhAce loga / jogI nita nyArA rahe, taba kucha sAthai yoga // 2 // krodhI lobhI tara gae, nAma guru kA pAya / kAmI nara kaise tire, loka paraloka nazAya // 3 // nArI naraka kI khAna hai, gire bhramavaza joya / nara se paha narakI bane, buddhi viveka saba khoya // 4 // kahatA hUM kaha jAta hU~, samajha kIjie kAma / jo nArI ke ghaza par3A, use kahA~ vizrAma // 5 // maiM thA to satra meM catura nara, samajha huA anjaan| nArI ke vaza meM par3A, mUla gayA sava jJAna // 6 //
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________________ ( =6 ) narI nado adhAi jala girA jo uvarA nAhi / aisA samajha vicAra kara mata le usa kI thAha // 7 // nija anubhava kI bAta hai, pothI likhI na jAna ! satjJAna // = // nArI saMga jo parihare, taba pAye
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________________ ( 87 ) antima vicAra maiMne buDhApe meM jainamata kI pustakoM kA avalokana kiyA / mujha se kahA gayA- jainadharma ke dazalakSaNa dharma para apanI sammati pragaTa karo / jo mere jI meM jAyA kaha sunAyA / niSpakSa hokara apane bhAva ko pragaTa kara diyA / isa meM na kahI vanAvaTa hai, na lagAva lapeTa hai-jo bAta hai spaSTa hai / kyA kahU~ mujhe na avakAza hai-na ava zarIra likhane ke yogya hai isa ke atirikta meM rAta dina rAdhAsvAmI satsaga ke kAma meM lagA rahatA hU~ / dhAma, maMdira, saMskRta pAThazAtA, hAIskUla bAjAra ityAdi ke pravandha meM rahatA hUM / nahIM to meM upanipadoM aura vedoM taka meM dikhA detA ki una meM kahAM taka jaina mata kA bhAva liyA gayA hai / mujhe chAva jAkara pratIta hone lagA hai ki jainamata bahuta prAcIna hai / nigraMtha dhone se usa kI zikSA 'ilma sImA' aura rahasya rUpa meM calI zrAI hai / yaha smaraNa rhe| maiM jainI nahIM hU~ na usa samudAya se mujhe kabhI sambandha thA aura na chAya hai / parantu svAdhyAya karane para vidita ho gayA ki saMskRta zabdoM ke yadi rUr3hi artha se miDa kiyA jAya to jainamata ke siddhAnta hinduyoM aura cauDA ke prathoM meM bahutAyata ke sAtha mileMge /
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________________ jo kucha maine likhA hai vaha isa choTe graMtha ke lie kama nahI hai| prAzA hai jo ise par3hege niSpakSa hAphara jainadharma kI nindA na kreNge| jaisI aba taka loga anasamajhI se karate cale A rahe haiM / maiM jainiyoM aura hinduoM meM koI bheda nahIM mAnatA / likhane kA tAtparya hai ki donoM dala ke anuyAyI paraspara prema paratIta se rahe aura matamatAntara ke vAda vivAda meM na par3akara hindU jAti kI unnati meM lage / M
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