Book Title: Divyadeep 1969 Varsh 06 Ank 05
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536815/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ca ra te ema beleH " hu' duniyAmAM kAI ja nathI ? tyAre cAre taraphathI paDaghA saMbhaLAya che, 'tu* ja A mAruM" savasva che.'? paNa tyAre te ema kaheH " huM kAMi ka chuM ?" tyAre saMbhaLAya che ke "tuM kAMi ja nathI ! " - citrabhAnuM divyadIpa # kudaratanA javAba * kAna kuMbhAra masta hatA. enI AjIvikAnuM sAdhana enA eka gadheDe! hatA. ene majUrI e laI jAya, me rUpiyA maLe eTale e masta. saMtoSamAM sukhI. enI sAme ja eka ghAMcI rahe. e je lAbhiyo e ja irSALu. ene A masta kuMbhAranI IrSA khAyA ja kare. eka divasa ghAMcIe namAjamAM prArthanA karI : " khudA ! bhAranA A gadheDAne upADI le te ja enI akaDAi echI thA." bIje ja divase enI prArthanA phaLI ! sAMcInA baLada ja marI gayA ghAMcIe khudAnI ajJAnatA para aphasesa karatAM potAnI patnIne kahyuM: "khudA ATalA divasathI khudAI re che paNa gadheDA ke baLadane e oLakhI zakatA nathI. meM gadheDA mATe kahyuM" tyAre eNe baLada mAryo." - citrabhAnuM varSa 6 : aMka 5 4 navembara Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * mAnavatAnAM osaratAM pANI * tA. 11-10-69 zanivAre savAre eMzIvarSanA gujarAtanI karuNa paristhitine ulekha karatAM vayovRddha gujarAtanA mUka sevaka zrI ravizaMkara dAdA jaNAvyuM ke gujarAtamAM kALo kera varatI gayo. keTa upAzrayanA traNa mALa caDhIne pU. gurudevanA mANasAIne dI olavAI jatAM mANasa ke vikadarzanArthe AvyA. " rALa banI jAya che ! tyAM banelA banAvone yAda karatAM | gujarAtamAM banela karUNa banAve viSe jaNAvatAM paNa mArA zarIramAM kaMpArI chUTe che. AvuM badhuM kema dAdAe kahyuM: huM jAte jaI Avyo ane tyAM je banyuM ? bhaviSyamAM AvA du:khada banAve pharIthI AvuM banyuM te jotAM ghaDIbhara ema ja thayuM ke mANasanI bhayaMkara svarUpa na le e mATe zuM karavuM ? mANasAI kayAM adazya thaI gaI! mANase jIvanamAM pU. gurudeve kahyuM: mAnavI je dezamAM vasavATa kare AgaLa vadhyA ke be DagalAM pAchA gayA ? kAMIka e dezanA eNe hRdayathI sAcA nAgarika banavAnuM rasto batAvaze ? che. sahakAra sthAnika rAjyane Iccho ane vaphAdArI pU. gurudeve jaNAvyuM : netAo cUMTaNIne samaya bIjAnI rAkhe nahi cAle. AvatAM prajA pAsethI vaeNTa ekaThA karavA mATe dharma prajA te svarASTranuM bALaka che. rASTramAM vizvAsa vAdana, prAMtavAda, jAtivAdane upayoga kare che ane ane Adara hoya te rASTrarUpI pitA bALakanuM poSaNa prajAnA mAnasamAM vAdanA bIja vAve che, prajAne ane rakSaNa kare che. ukere che. ukerATamAM prajA vaeNTa te ApI de che National Spirit ane One Nation nI paNa e viSanAM bIja dhIre dhIre samaya jatAM vRkSa bhAvanA jAgaze to ja zAMti prasaraze. jyAM zAMti bane che ane mAnavI mAnavatA bhUlI jhanUnI (fanatic) che tyAM ja pragati che. bane che. netAo prajAnA manamAM AvAM bIja na vaLI dharmane nAme hiMdu muslima vacce UbhI thatI vAvatAM potAnAmAM rahelI saccAi, prAmANikatA ane dIvAlo IcchanIya nathI. sAce dhama mAnava manane sevAnI suvAsathI prajAnuM dila zA mATe nathI jItatA ? saMkucita nathI karato paNa kadAgrahanI dIvAlone ahiMsAne varelA dezamAM hiMsA e duHkhajanaka che. teDIne parama baMdhutA ane maMtrI prati laI jAya che. gAMdhIjInA siddhAMtonI vicAraNA karatA pU. dAdA aMtamAM vastupALa tejapALane dAkhale ApatAM " bAhyAH bApunI AgaLa satyane prakAza hatA ane pU. gurudeve jaNAvyuM ke varSo pahelAMnI A aitihAsika paDakhe ahiMsA hatI. tyAre pU. gurudeve e ja vAkya satya vAta che. vastupALa tejapALanuM mana keTaluM para bhAra ApatAM kahyuM: satyane bhemiyo ane ahiMsA vizALa haze ke emaNe maMdira ja nahi khaMbhAtamAM emanI sahacarI. A netAonA jIvanapathamAM heta masjidane paNa jirNoddhAra karAvyo hato. te A divasa jevAne vAre na Avata. - jyAre jayAre paNa prasaMga maLe tyAre itihAsamAM aMtamAM pU. gurudevanA AzIrvAda letAM dAdAe banelA AvA sahiSNutA ane kemI ekatAnA banAve jaNAvyuM ke bhagavAna mahAvIra ane bhagavAna buddhano vINI vINIne prajAnI samakSa mUkavAmAM Ave te prajA pavitra pagalAMthI pAvana thayelI rAjagRhImAM maLanArA emAMthI preraNA meLave, hiMdu muslima vaccene bhAIcAre sarvodaya saMmelanamAM teo pU. vinobA bhAve tathA paNa vadhe ane kemavAdanuM je manamAM jhera saMcita thayuM zrI jayaprakAza nArAyaNane maLavAnI che tyAM A che te naSTa thAya. aMge vadhu vicAraNA karaze. pU. gurudevanA mArgadarzana mATe AbhAra mAnatAM ane pU. gurudevane AzIrvAda letAM zrI pharanAnDIse lokasabhAnA dhArAsabhya zrI jayeja pharanAnDIsa jaNAvyuM ke ApanA vicAre vadhu cintana mAge che temanA anya sAthIdAro sAthe pU. gurudevanA nA a* sAthIdAra sAthe pagaravanA te ame ApanuM sAnnidhya pharIthI sAdhIzu. darzanAthe AvyA. - ku. vatsalA amIna Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka jJAna sA 2 =ka pravacanakAra : 5. citrabhAnu mahArAjazrI magnASTaka (2) bhagavAna AgaLa jJAnanI mAgaNuM ke jJAnacacajJAnakuvAsinya, parabrahmana mAnatA mAMthI chUTavAnI mAgaNa? A te kevI mAgaNa? viSayAntarasaMcArastasya hAlAhalopamaH // je jJAna bhArarUpa lAge e jJAna "jJAna" zarIra pANImAM tare ane svaccha thAya ema nathI, jJAnasAranuM jJAna evuM nathI. ema mana jJAnamAM tare ane nirmaLa thAya. jenAM jJAna vaDe karmamAMthI mukata banI jIve haLavA tana ane mana cekhAM e AnaMda sivAya bIjuM che maja banavAnuM che. jJAnanA ja bhAra nIce dabAIne zuM anubhave? enA jIvanamAM AnaMda vinA bhArathI maravAnuM nathI. bIju darzana paNa zAnuM hoya? paNa jyAM bemAMthI eka malina thayuM tyAM rasabharyuM jIvana savAranA pahoramAM chApAM laIne besanArA nirasa banI jAya che. zuM kare che? AkhA gAmamAM zuM banI rahyuM che mANasane amara banAve evo sudhAne enI vigate bhegI kare che. paNa e jJAna nathI. enI vigata sidhu te jJAna che, jJAna amRtano sAgara che. je svane ane parane, caitanyane ane - jJAna eTale zuM? jJAna kene kahevAya? zuM Ave ? nAna ne kahevAya ? jene cAra jaDane, zAzvatane ane azAzvatane, sane ane pustakanuM jJAna, zALA ke kolejamAM maLatuM jJAna ane, amRtane ane mRtane jadAM pADe, A e "jJAna" che? nA. e te eka jAtano saMgraha dvandrane je viveka karAve te ja sAcuM jJAna che. che, vastu viSe bhegI karelI mAhitI ke vigate uparachaluM jJAna nahi cAle, jJAnarUpI amRta che, accumulation of details che. sAgaramAM DUbakI mArI ene taLiye javAnuM che. "koNa chuM?" ane "A deha zuM che? jeTalA UMDA jaze eTalI majA jUdI Avaze. e be mATe je vicAra karAvI zake ane e be ekamAMthI bIju, bIjAmAMthI trIja, ema eka ne judA paDAvI zake e zakita te jJAna che. pachI eka vAta samajAtI jaze, ajJAnanA - baMgALanI A vAta che. eka mANasa khUba paDaLa khasatAM jaze ane UMDANabharyuM ciMtana bhaNya, lekhaka thaye, khyAti ane prasiddhi paNa vadhatuM jaze. meLavI; paNa mananI zAMti nahi. e prabhunA dvAre hA, evuM bane ke tamane jaDa ane caitanyanI gaye ane prArthanA karIH vAta na paNa samajAya. kadAca samajAya to manamAM aba mera jJAnakI gaTharI utAre." Utare nahi. manamAM prazna udbhave ? jaDa ane he prabhu ! A jJAnane bhAra mArA mAthethI cetanane judA pADavAnI vAta kare che paNa jaDanI utArI nAkha. gAMThe mArI mArIne bAMdheluM jJAnanuM * madadathI te ja jIvavAnuM che. A zarIra, meTuM poTaluM huM veThiyAnI mAphaka upADI upADIne A vAsanA, A vRttio ane A indriye; e pharyA karuM chuM, enA bhArathI huM ladAI gaye chuM, badhAM vinA kema jIvI zakAya? vAMke vaLI gayela chuM. have ene mArA mAthA A badhAM vinA jIvI zakAya ema nathI e uparathI utAra ane mane tAra. eka vicArazreNI che. paNa enAmAM ja jIvavuM Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dvIpa 68 e jUdI ja vicArazreNI che. banne vacce ghaNuM hAya chatAM jhaverInI AMkha je kahI zake che e tamArI AMkha nathI kahI zakatI. kAraNa zuM ? aMtara che. jarUriyAtane jarUriyAta tarIke svIkAro paNa enAmAM guMthAi na jAe, ene ja jIvananuM dhyeya na samajI beseA. mATe ja jJAnanA mahAsAgaramAM jema jema UMDA utarazeA tema tema vastunu nava navu darzana thatu jaze. dRzya ane dhyAne jUdA pADavAnI divya zakita prApta thatI jaze. A eka zakita che, dRSTi che. sAdhanA ane anubhavathI maLe che, sastAmAM rastAmAM nathI maLatI. ekavAra eka sajjanane tyAM pagalAM karavA gayA. pravRtti viSe pUchatAM bhAie peAtAnI patnIne DAe lAvavA kahyu DakhkhAe (boxes) AvyA, khAlyA tA badhA hIrAnA dAgInAnA seTa. thaDIvAre bIjA DakhAe AvyA, emAM paNa evA ja dAgInA, evA ja caLakATa. e bhAie hasIne pUchyuM: "mahArAjazrI ! AnI kiMmata Azare keTalI haze e te kaheA ? kahyuM : 'pacAseka hajAranA eka seTa haze! bhAi hasI paDyA. 'mahArAjazrI ! huM teA Akhu oNkasa ekavIsamAM vecuM chuM ane temAM paNa mane sAtanA napho maLe.' tyAre samajAyuM ke A sAcA hIrA nahAtA. A tA badhI costume jewelery hatI. dAgInAM kharAM, paNa khoTAM. ApaNane teA badhuM ja sAcuM dekhAya. camake... te badhu' hIrA ja lAge, kAraNa ke samaja nathI: sAcA hIrA kace| ane khATA kayA ? AMkha badhAne che. tamArI AMkha kadAca jhINuM jotI hAya, dUranuM paNa jotI hAya jyAre jhaverInI AMkha eTalu sAru' na paNa joI zakatI jhaverInA abhyAsa che, enuM eNe jJAna meLavyuM che, varSAnI sAdhanA che. hIrAne tapAsavAmAM, eka bIjAne judA pADavAmA, emAM rahelAM kiraNa ane teja pArakhavAmAM, emAM rahelu saccAinuM pANI jovAmAM enI varSonI sAdhanA che. jene hIrAmAM naja2 besI gai e uMmare nAnA hAya tA paNa ene pUchatA pUchatA meTI uMmaranA jhaverIe Ave. patharA pArakhavA mATe ATalA varSo kADhyAM te AtmA mATe kAMi nahi ? zu AtmAnuM jJAna emanuM ema thaI javAnuM? sAdhune vina Mti karI, cAturmAMsa praveza karAbyA, sagavaDe vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA, beThA, UThayA ane bhAgyA. eTalAmAM AtmajJAna maLI gayuM? ghaNA te kahe ke mahArAjazrI ! ame teA Aja paMdara varSa thI maMdiranA vahIvaTa karatA AvyA chIe. are, bhAi ! maoNMdiranA vahIvaTane ane AtmAne zuM saMbaMdha ? vahIvaTa teM munIma paNa karI zake. AtmAnA sa MbaMdha anubhava sAthe che, sRSTi sAthe che, sAdhanA ane UMDANu sAthe che, jJAna sAthe che. jema jema UMDANamAM jatA jAo che tema tema AtmAnI vAta samajAya che, AtmajJAna thAya che. DUbakI mArI taLiye janArane ja zAMti ane ni`LatA prApta thAya che. jJAnarUpI sudhA sindhumAM DUbakI mAravAnI che paNa e jJAnane sudhA sindhu keAne maLe ? je parabrahmamAM magna che ene. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa jenAM karma naSTa thaI gayAM che, jenAM janma- to zuM A magaja Tepa rekarDara karatAM paNa maraNanA pherA TaLI gayA che, jenI pAse duniyAmAM UtaratuM che ? ene ThaMDu nahi karavAnuM? pharI AvavA mATe karmanI rajamAtra paNa bAkI loko magaja garama rAkhe ane dhamakI Ape nathI rahI evI mukata avasthA e ja parabrahma "mane baha cheDazo nahi, mAruM magaja garama avasthA che. thaI gayuM che." AtmAne nIce lAvanAruM tattva, (gravitation) keI hoya te te vAsanA che. karma jANe koI abhuta kAma karI nAkhyuM ! alyA che. nahitara upara janArane nIce kaNa lAve ? " ke 'have ? bhAI tArI Tepa saLagI jaze te nukazAna je kamamAMthI mukata thayA, upara gayA e tane ja thaze. parabrahma thayA. je pitAnA magajane kaSAyathI garama kare eka bhAI rastAmAM khADo khodatA hatA. che enAM mana ane smRti upara bahu kharAba pUchayuM : "zuM kare che? kaheH "bagIcAmAM asara thAya che. enI smaraNazakitane punaHjIvita nAnakaDuM sarovara banAvuM chuM." "pANI kayAMthI karavA mATe koi davA nathI, keI upAya nathI. lAvaze ? " kahyuM : "pANI lAvavuM nahi paDe, duniyA bhale garama thAya paNa tame garama AvI jaze. khADe khedI rAkhuM, pALa bAMdhI na thaze. tamAruM magaja ThaMDu rAkhe. thaI thaIne rAkhuM,. pachI comAsuM besaze eTale pANI lAvavuM zuM thavAnuM che ? jaI jaIne zuM javAnuM che? nahi paDe, enI meLe AvI jaze ane kAMI javAnuM nathI, kAMI rahevAnuM nathI. alabatta bharAI jaze." samayamAM cheDe phera paDaze paNa enA karatAM magaja vAta sAcI che. jyAM khADe hoya, tyAM varSa garama thavAthI, mananI zAMti gumAvavAthI je phera varase ane khADe pANIthI enI meLe bharAI jAya. paDaze e bahu moTo ane nukazAnakAraka banaze. jema jema kama kADhatA jAo, AvaraNa dUra gharamAM ke saMsAramAM game teTaluM nukazAna karatA jAo tema tema aMdarathI ughADa thatA 1 lA thAya ene pahoMcI vaLAze paNa magajane je jAya. karmane kADhI nAkhe eTale jJAnane lAvavuM 16 nukazAna thaze tene nahi pahoMcI vaLAya. , nathI paDatuM, e tyAM ja birAjamAna che. jeTalI vAsanA vadhAre, eTale krodha ane Aveza magaja ApaNuM che e na bhUlaze. vadhAre eTalI tamArI smRti ochI thavAnI. bhAI kaheH "mahArAjazrI ! have mane yAda tamArA magajane nukazAna karatuM hoya to rahetuM nathI. zuM karuM ?" huM pUchuM : "tArA bIja keI nathI, tame pite ja che. tamArA magajane te bagADI nAkhyuM tyAre pUchavA Avyo jeTaluM nukazAna tamArA sivAya tamane keI hatI ke zuM karuM ?" yAdazakitane prazna ja kyAM nathI karatuM. che? ghaNuM vAte yAda rahetI nathI enuM kAraNa Tepa rekorDa paNa ATha kalAka cAle, garama kaSAya che. thAya pachI Tepa barAbara nathI UtaratI. mazIna krodhanA AvezamAM, rADe nAkhIne, dIvAla ThaMDu thAya pachI ja barAbara kAma Ape. sAthe mAthAM pachADavAthI zuM akkala AvavAnI? Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa ApaNAM jJAnataMtu bahu nAjuka che. zAstronI e duniyAmAM jIve paNa enI jIvanavAtane AjanA vijJAna sAthe meLavIe tyAre paddhatimAM sAkSI bhAva ja rahe, enuM caitanya te satyanI pratIti daDha thAya ane zraddhAmAM satyane jJAnanA sudhAsAgara evA paramAtmAmAM ja magna samajaNane prakAza Ave. hoya. jJAnanAM taMtuo vALa jeTalA bArIka che, e magnASTaka (3) asaMkhya che. e nase keTaluM badhuM yAda rAkhe svabhAvasukhamanasya, jagattattvAvalokina: / che e te vicAro ? kartatvaM nAnyabhAvAnAM, sAkSitvamavaziSyate // ApaNane A addabhuta bheTa maLI che. smaraNamAM zaDha vagaranI nAva, hekAyaMtra vagaranI naukA jyAre je joIe tyAre te hAjara. AmathI tema gati karatI dekhAya, cakkare jarUrI pAMtrIsa varSa pahelAM vAMcelI vAta ahIM mAre paNa dhyeyanA kinAre na pahoMce. paNa jene beThA yAda Ave. je vAta pAMtrIsa varSamAM cokkasa dizAe pahoMcavA mATenuM yeya che, jenI saMbhALI paNa nahotI e kevI rIte ane kyAMthI pAse sukAna ke hokAyaMtra che e ja pitAnA yAda AvI ? mukAme pahoMce che. magajamAM aMdara kevI suMdara vyavasthA che! zuM te zuM A jIvana nAvane kaI beya ja A vyavasthAne kaSAyathI bagADI nAkhaze ke pachI na hoya? jJAnanA sudhAsiMdhu evA parabrahmamAM magna banI kaI pUche? zA mATe A badhuM kare che? ene sajAga karaze? uttara nathI. zA mATe khAo che? javAba nathI. jJAnanA sudhAsiMdhu evA paramAtmAmAM jenI kadIka kaI kaheH "jIvavA mATe khAIe magnatA thai, karmo khapAvIne beThelA siddho sAthe chIe. "zA mATe jIve che? " "jIvavA mATe jenI ekarUpatA thaI ene kaho "tuM viSayomAM jIvIe chIe." cAla, jhaghaDA ane kalezamAM bhAga le, vAdavivAda we live. because we cannot die. kara" te zuM kaheze? marI zakatA nathI eTale jIvIe chIe. bhAI, huM amRta pItA hatA tyAM tuM zuM tame maraNanI vATe joIne beThA cho? jheranI khAlI kayAM laI AvyA ? je maraNanI vATa joIne beThe hoya e to jIvato ene A badhuM jhera barAbara lAge che. marelA jevo che. jema maDaduM gaMdhAya ema enA saMjogavazAt kadAca e evA TeLAmAM vicAre gaMdhAya. je pitAnA mATe nukazAnakAraka bharAI jAya paNa enuM mana mAne nahi. thAya ke che e samAja mATe paNa nukazAnakAraka kema huM ahIMthI kayAre nIkaLuM ? AmAMthI kayAre chUTuM na bane? : jenI draSTi badalAI ene te A viSaye. dharma te kahe che: tame maryA pachI paNa A pralobhano, A bahArano bhabhake, AMkhone jIvatA raho. AMjI nAkhe e A parigraha bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara, pavitra AtmAonA nAmane paDaha te halAhala jhera jevo lAge. duniyAmAM Aje paNa vAgI rahyo che. sUryodaya Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa pahelAM emanu smaraNa karIe chIe. sUryanA prakAza duniyAmAM Ave te pahelAM emanAM puNyanA prakAza hRdayamAM Ave che. koIka uddeza mATe, kAi hetu siddha karavA mATe, kai dhyeya taraph paheAMcavA mATe A duniyAmAM AvyA chIe. meADu bhale thAya paNa dhyeyane pAmavAnu che. utAvaLA jaIne khADAmAM paDavA karatAM dhImA dhImA paNa zikhare paheAMcavAnuM che paNa paheAMcavu che dhyeya nakkI che. svabhAvanI magnatA jIvanamAM sAcA kiANu lAve che. upayAga badhAnA kA paNa emAM aTavAi na jAe, sAdhananA svIkAra kare paNa sAdhya taraphanuM lakSa gumAvI sAdhanane mahattva na Ape. ahiM sAdhana vinA jIvAya ema nathI chatAM sAdhanane vaLagavAnI nA pADe che. teA jIvavuM kema ? zu niSkriya anI javuM ? 71 jyAM samaja AvI pachI koInA Azraya laIne nahi paNa aMdaranAne pUchIne ja kAma kare. prajJAnA ughADa thatAM jIvana jIvavAnI majA kAI jUdI ja Ave. paDatA nathI.' na * gharamAM putravadhu prasUtinI vedanA sahana karatI hAya tyAre sAsu kahe ke suvAvaDamAM kAma karavAnI bAdhA lIdhI che paNa prasUti pachI vahu sAsunI sevA na kare tA kahe tuM mArI sevA kema nathI karatI ? samayasara garama rasAi kema pIrasatI nathI ? dhane peAtAnI sagavaDa mATenuM sAdhana nathI anAvavAnuM. zAstro jIvanane niSkriya banAvavA mATe nathI paNa jIvanane paudagalika AsakitaomAMthI mukata karavA mATe che. ghaNAM varSoM bahAranI samajaNu meLavavAmAM kADhyAM tA have thADAM varSoM paNa aMdaranA tattvane samajavA mATe nahi kADho ? A tattva jaDatAM AtmA svabhAvanAM sukhamAM magna rahe che. jagatamAM mukhya tattvA e che. jIva ane ajIva. peAtAnA priyajananA sukhamAM Ananda ane du:khamAM zAka thAya tema lIleAtarI ane puSpanAM sukhadu:khamAM paNa peAtAne sukhaduHkhanI sa MvedanA thAya. sRSTimAM jIvane anubhava thayA tene mANasane gALa detA pahelAM paNa enAmAM jIva dekhAya. stuti karatAM paNa jIva dekhAya ane karatAM paNa jIva dekhAya. jIvanamAM samaja vinAnI nakArAtmaka dRSTiniMdA Ave te khAvA taiyAra hAya paNa kAma karavAnu kaheA tA kahe 'meM to badhA tyAga karyAM che. hu e badhI, AraMbha samAraMbhanI mAthApheDamAM paNa ghaNAne lIleAtarImAM jIva dekhAya paNa kacakacAvIne kare. mANasamAM jIva na dekhAya. vAta kare teA dAMta jene vanaspatimAM jIva dekhAya ene mANasamAM te jIva dekhAvavA joie ne ? mANasamAM jIva dekhAya enu vartana, enA bhAvA kevA adbhuta hAya ! jema jema jagatamAM tattvAnu avalAkana karatA jAo tema tema tamArAmAM vyApaka STi AvatI jaze. koi pUche : jaina koNa ? kahejo: je syAdavAdanA dUrakhIna vaDe dUranu paNa joi zake che evI vyApaka vizALa draSTikANavALA AtmA. jenAmAM TUMkI dRSTi ke saMkucitatA AvI e jaina maTI gaye. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hara divya dIpa e mANasa bIjA sAthe laDhI ja kema zake? nyAya nahi kare tyAM sudhI mAre pagAra nathI joIta. kaheH tamArI paNa eka vAta che, tame kahevA saccAI ane ekAgratAthI kAma karatAM karatAM mAge che, te lAve, ame paNa tamane sAMbhaLI traNa varSa vItI gayAM. pagAra caDhate gaye. traNa samajavA prayatna karIe. varSe uparInI AMkha khUlI ane aMgrejo eTale jeNe nakkI karI nAkhyuM ke A bAbatamAM pagAra Ape. bIjA vicArane avakAza ja nathI. e jaina maTI pagAra laIne ghare jatAM jatAM jagadIzacandrane gaye. jyAM padArthanAM vividha pAsAM na javAya tyAM jainatva rahetuM nathI. vicAra AvyaH mArA pitAe leke pAsethI rUpiyA udhAra laIne, devuM karIne mane bhaNAvyo - jainatva kahe che : bAMdhachoDa kare, kAraNa ke te pitAnA devAmAMthI mukata thavAnI mArI pharaja jaMdagI e gAMTha nathI, e te eka sIdhI saraLa nathI? hA, gharamAM sthiti sAmAnya che, paNa rakama vastu che. jeTalI tamArAmAM bAMdhachoDa karavAnI maTI maLI che. enAthI leNadAronuM devuM kema zakita AvatI jAya eTaluM tamAruM jagatatatvanuM avakana suMdara thatuM jAya. na cUkavuM? jagatanA tatvone vizALatAnI daSTithI jana rastAmAM be mitro maLyA, mitrane mananI 2nA hRdayamAM sahu pratye karuNAne srota vahe che. vAta karI. bIjAnuM duHkha joine tamArA manamAM thAya jagadIzacandrane AnaMda joI mitrone navAI A paNa eka jIva che. jevI rIte huM Avezene lAgI. be ghaDI vicAra karIne hasI paDyA. vaza banI jAuM chuM ema A jIva paNa Avezane tuM kevI gAMDA jevI vAta kare che. traNa varSa vaza banI gaye che. enI bhUle pratye karuNA, vItI gayAM, have leNadAro tArI sAme kaI ja udAradaSTi ane kSamA varSe. pagalAM laI zakavAnAM nathI. have kerTamAM paNa e jagadIzacaMdra bojha jemaNe prayoga dvArA kaMI karI zake tema nathI. tAre ApavuM hoya te jagatane siddha karI ApyuM ke vanaspatimAM paNa cAra-cha AnA Apaje paNa te atyAre nahi. ApaNA jevI ja eka suSama cetanA paDI che, tArI jarUriyAtane vicAra karI, thoDuM bheguM thAya emanA jIvananI A vAta che. pachI vicArI jeje. thoDeka vyavahAra kuzaLa bana." zarUAtamAM ja emane nokarI maLatAM dhamane maraDIne khissAmAM mUkavo hoya te jagadIzacanTe mAgaNI karI "tamAre tyAM aMgreja A "vyavahAra kuzaLa" technical zabda kAma mANasone je pagAra maLe che eTale ja pagAra lAge che. AtmAnA avAjane rUMdhI nAkha heya mane ya maLavo joIe. uparIe kahyuM: aMgrejImAM te e zabda rAmabANa jevuM che. mANase ane hindustAnIomAM phera rahevo joIe. "vyavahAranA nAme, dharmane, vicArene ane jJAna, DigrI ke abhyAsane phera nahi paNa avAjane bAjumAM mUkI de che. cAmaDInA raMgane phera. paNa mAnavInA jIvananuM maMDANa siddhAMta jagadIzacandra pitAnA nirNayamAM aphara rahyA. upara ja che. siddhAMta nathI tyAM mANasa kahyuM huM kAma jarUra karIza, paNa jyAM sudhI tame "mANasa" nathI. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa 3 - lagnamAM ke vyApAramAM ochAmAM ochA aMdaranI keTe joDe ja che ane enI aMdara ja DAka niyamo te hovA joIe ne? "saMsAramAM chuM mANasane jIvavAnuM che. te sAvadha rahuM. agninI sAkSIe jene huM paraNele karuNAbhInI AMkhe jagadIzacanTe kahyuM: je chuM enA sivAya mana vacana ane kAyAthI vanaspatimAM jIva jue che e zuM leNadAromAM badhI ja strIone mAtA, bahena ane putrI jIva nahi jue? samAna gaNIza." Avo svadArA saMteSane siddhAMta jeNe ApaNane pitAnA mAnIne rUpiyA gRhasthanA vicAromAM hAya.. ApyA, ApaNI jarUriyAta joIne ApaNAmAM badhe ja najara ane mana pharyA kare, vicAramAM vizvAsa mUkIne ApyA ene cUkavavAnuM kAma sthira na hoya e te pazu che. are, pazu paNa te sahuthI paheluM che. AvuM na kare. letI vakhate eTalI garaja te detI vakhate kamANI karIza paNa nItine ja paisA laIza, AvI udAsInatA ! . amuka rIte meLavIza ane amuka rIte vAparIza." A prazna tenA manamAM udbhave che? je kamANI upara maryAdA ane naphA upara paNa maryAdA. vicAraka che, je sensitive che e ja aMdaranA " vizALa sAgarane paNa kayAMka te pALa che. nAnakaDA avAjane jhIlI zake che. tamane saMvedaka khulle ane tophAnI dariyo paNa copATanI retI banAve te ja te dharma che. e tamane aMdaranA AgaLa Ave che ane rekAI jAya che. sparzanuM saMvedanA ane aMdaranA prakAzanI jhAMkhI karAve che. tophAnanI mukatatAne paNa maryAdA che. jIvananI sAphalyatA A jhAMkhI karavAmAM ja mitronI zIkha sAMbhaLI jagadIzacandra hasIne che. jene aMdaranI jhAMkhI thaI hadayane sparza kahyuM: duniyAnI kerTa AgaLa e lAcAra che e thayo ene jIvanapaMtha prakAzaprati che. dharma huM jANuM chuM, paNa mArI aMdara eka korTa che aMdara aMdara ene ghaDato jAya che. jenAthI huM DaruM chuM. dhamI vyavahArathI nirapekSa nathI banate duniyAnI korTamAM hArelA cAra sajA paNa sApekSa bane che. AtmAnI vAta karanAra bhogavIne mastIthI bahAra Ave che paNa aMdaranI duniyA pratye bedarakArI ke dhikkAra laIne nahi korTamAM hArelA mANasanuM mAthuM jhUkI ja jAya che. paNa karuNAnI sahAnubhUti laIne jAya che. duniyAne nyAyAdhIza nyAya kare che tyAre e jyAM jaze tyAM caitanyanuM darzana karaze. aMdara beThela jude ja vicAra karate hoya che puSpane ke pAMdaDAone nahi teDe. je phUlaDAMo paNa jyAre aMdara beThele nyAya kare che tyAre suvAsa, zAMti, sauMdarya ane sukha Ape che, enI ceTa kaI judI ja hoya che. emane nakAmAM zuM karavAM herAna karavA ? eka bahAra che, bIjI aMdara che eka chatI jene caitanyane sparza thaye nathI e te zakAya che jyAre bIjI AgaLa hAra kabUla karavI AMgInA nAme viveka vinA hajAre ane lAkhe paDe che. mANasa sUe che tyAre paNa bIjI keTe, phUlene kaccaraghANa kADhI nAkhe. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'nA , 74 divya dIpa jagatanA tatvanuM jJAna che e ja svabhAva dhama Avate jaze ane vyavahAra suMdara sukhamAM magna bane che. je pitAnA vicArane ja banate jaze. mahatva Ape ane bIjAnA vicArane samajavA svabhAvanA sukhamAM magna banele vicArazeH mATe dhIraja paNa na rAkhe e svabhAva sukhamAM bahAranA bhAvamAM zuM karavuM che? svAnA svakevI rIte magna bane ? bhAvamAM huM sukhI banuM. " AtmAne svabhAva zuM che? saMteSamAM rahevuM, jyAM svabhAvanA sukhamAM magna banI gayo bIjAnI apekSA ochI rAkhavI, jarUriyAte tyAM apekSA ochI. upara baha nahi jIvavuM. nakkI karo ke Avo AtmA paranA bhAvane, bIjAnI A varSe navAM sUTa-bUTa ke navI sADIo nathI vastuone pote kartA banatuM nathI, mAtra sAkSI kharIdavAM. te kabATamAM goThavavAnI ciMtA ane bane che. dhamAla paNa ochI thAya. kartA ane sAkSImAM phera che. kartA banyA jene mUkavA ane goThavavA lokhaMDanAM moTA eTale badhI ja javAbadArI tamArA mAthe. kabATe joIe, "zuM paheravuM e pasaMda "huM" paNAnI, ahamUnI vRtti jAgI karavAnI mUMjhavaNamAM aDadho kalAka nIkaLI jAya eTale darekane kaheH mArAthI tuM sukhI thayo, e paNa eka navuM ja duHkha che ne? meM tane ATalI badhI madada karI. kartApaNAmAM are bhAI, zarIra ja DhAMkavuM che ne ? te huM ane 'mAruM' A be mukhya bhAga bhajave che. pachI ATalI badhI upAdhi zA mATe ? tamArAmAM kartA sAmA pAsethI apekSA rAkhatuM hoya che. teja haze te tamane badhuM sAruM lAgaze. mANasa enA tejathI, prabhAvathI, vyakitatvathI oLakhAya meM AnuM ATaluM badhuM karyuM te eNe che, mAtra kapaDAM ane bUTathI nahi ? mAruM zuM karyuM !" A jhagaDe vadhate vadhate TheTha bhagavAna paNa jyAM saMgraha che, apekSA che tyAM sudhI jAya. kharacAne kAMI hisAba nathI. pachI bIjAne "he bhagavAna ! meM tamArA mATe derAsara ApavA enI pAse bacata paNa kayAMthI ? baMdhAvyuM. Aje huM dukhI chuM tyAre tame koI daSTikoNa badale. "kapaDAne ja e che karatA nathI, cUpacApa beThA che. tamAre mATe huM karavo che, nirNaya karyo te varSano kharIdI marI gaye, meM keTaluM badhuM karyuM chatAM tame (shopping)ne kharaca bacI javAna. je bacyuM mArI madade na AvyA. " bhagavAnane paNa Thapake de. temAMthI vidyArthInI phI bhare, pustaka apAve, mahArAja pAse Ave, kaheH "mahArAja, dardIone davA apAve. tamArA mATe meM keTaluM badhuM karyuM ane tame e mATe dUra kyAM jAo che ? AsapAsa amAre mATe kAMI na karyuM. tame amane bhUlI ja najara phera, duHkhI sagAMone vaNI kADhe, gayA ?' AsapAsanA pADozIo para najara kare. keTalAya AnaMdaghanajInA samayanI vAta che. eka jarUriyAtavALA tamArI najare paDaze. gAmamAM eka dhanavAna mANasa hate. upAzraya Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa badho kharo e Apato, e ja sAdhusaMtanI AnaMdaghanajIe pravacana zarU karyuM. theDI bhakita karate, jeTaluM joIe te badhuM A eka ja vAre zeTha AvyA, beThA, paNa manamAM DaMkha lAgI mANasa Apate eTale samAjane thatuM ke cAlo, gaye. huM AvuM te pahelAM pravacana kema zarU mAthA upara bhAra burden e che . thaI jAya? dasa miniTa meDuM to moDuM. emAM bhAra ocho na thayo paNa vadhI gaye. eka ja kyAM gADI upaDI javAnI hatI? mahArAjane mANasane bhAra badhA upara Avyo. traNa kyA melamAM javAnuM che ?' obligtion je bhAra duniyAmAM keI nathI. melamAM javAne prazna nathI paNa jiMdagInI samAjane e niSkriya banAvI de che. miniTe miniTa kiMmatI che. mATe ja sahu pAse pAI pAI levI e pravacana pUruM thayuM. zeThe AnaMdaghanajInA sArI vAta che. saMghanI mAlikI e kaI eka paga dAbatAM dAbatAM kahyuM: "theDI kRpA karI, vyakitanI mAlikI nathI. mArI rAha joI hatI te sevakane jJAnane lAbha - AnaMdaghanajIe rAjasthAnanA A gAmamAM maLI jAta." zeTha AgaLa vadhyAH "mahArAja, comAsuM karyuM. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja e gAmamAM Apa jANe che ne ke A upAzraya mAre che, navAnavA hatA. sarva prakAranI sagavaDa ane vyavasthA huM karuM - pravacano samaya thavA Avyo, gAmanA badhA chuM, chatAM Ape sevaka mATe thoDI paNa pratIkSA loke AvI gayA hatA paNa zeThane patto nahi. na karI ? " badhAne thayuM ke zeTha AvyA nathI eTale pravacana AnaMdaghanajI samajI gayA. A pitAne zarU nahi thAya. zeTha Avaze tyAre pravacana sevaka kahe che paNa vAta te zeThanI kare che. zarU thaze. AnaMdadhanajI zabdanA svAmI hatA, zabdomAM samaya thatAM AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuMH bhAio, 2hetI madhuratA ane kaTutAne e jANatA hatA. zeTha Ave te zuM ane na Ave te paNa zuM ? emAM chupAyelA bhAvone paNa jANatA hatA. huM te mAruM vyAkhyAna nizcita samaye devAno ja. zarane jANa bahu muzkela che. jema jema - hiMmata joIe che. garIbone nArAja karI jJAnamAM AgaLa vadhatA jAo cho ane zabdanI zakAya paNa jenI pAse zakita hoya ene nArAja ArAdhanA karatA jAo che tema tema zabdA karavAmAM bahu muzIbata che. zeTha nArAja thAya potAnuM hRdaya kholatA jAya che. zabda eka paNa te mahArAjane pesavA na de, besavA paNa na de. artha aneka. nArAja thayela AgevAna dhanika vyakita saMghane AnaMdaghanajI samajI gayA ane UbhA thayA. sAMbhaLe ja nahi, pitAnuM ja dhAryuM kare. bIjA "juo bhAI, A tamAre upAzraya. AjathI sAdhune lAve paNa potAnA hAthamAM pyAdAnI ApaNe sAmenA jhADa nIce besIzuM A tamArAM jema na ramatA sAdhune te vAre ja na AvavA de. kapaDAM ane A tamArAM sAdhano je, khAdhuM te | mATe kAco sAdhu AvAone jaladI nArAja khavAI gayuM, ame to A cAlyA.' na kare. je masta hoya, jene kAMI paDI na hoya kartAnA garvano bhAra emane asahya lAge. te ja hiMmata karI zake. dharmanuM kAma karIne kartApaNumAMthI nIkaLI Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa javuM. 'karyuM' e bhulAI javuM joIe. e ja ane enA moDhA upara AnaMda je thaI gayuM ene garva zuM karavAne ? meM Avyo. tamAruM puNya tamane maLI gayuM. ATaluM karyuM paNa mane ATalI jagyA paNa na be mahinA pachI e tamane maLe ane ApI, ATalI mahattA paNa na ApI ! kartAmAM kadAca tamane na belA. tame zuM kahe ? 'tuM manaduHkha thavAno saMbhava che. ke nirguNI mANasa che. tane khavaDAvyuM te paNa jyAM kartApaNuM nIkaLI gayuM pachI thAya paNa tuM bhUlI gayo! mAre tyAM khAIne gayo ke tuM kaI vastu banAvato nathI, paNa banI eTaluM paNa yAda nathI ! sAme maLe te tu jAya che. huM te mAtra sAkSI chuM. belAve paNa nahi!" A kevI baLatarA ane dareka kAmamAM sAkSI bane e ke alipta upAdhi kavapaNAmAM che! 2he ! eka TaMka jamADyuM tenA AbhAranI apekSA - huM tamane upadeza dauM ane tamAruM kAma be mahinA pachI paNa rAkhatA hoya che. thaI jAya. kAma thayA pachI jo mArA manamAM Aja jamADyAne AnaMda be mahinA pachI. katRtvane ja bhAva paDaye hoya te mane reja :kha Ubhu kare ! baLatarA thAya ke meM karAvyuM, mArA upadezathI, mArAthI thayuM chatAM A kevA naguNI zrAvako A eka banelI vAta che. eka bhAI ke mAruM nAma paNa A beDa upara lakhatA nathI? bahAragAmathI AvyA, dharmazALAmAM UtaryA. gAmanA sukhI mANasa sAthe oLakhANa thaI, kartutvapaNuM AvyuM eTale AtmA bhArathI eNe pitAne ghare jamavA bolAvyA. be divasa nIce gaye. sudhI AgatAsvAgatA karI. paNa huM ema vicAruM ke huM te sAkSI chuM. upadeza dete hatuM ane emanuM kAma thaI e vAtane dasa-paMdara varSa vItI gayAM. gayuM. lokonA hAthe sArAM kAma thavAnAM hatAM, eka divasa banne jaNA A upAzrayamAM bhegA dAna devAnuM hatuM tyAM lokonA hRdayamAM zubha thaI gayA. oLakhaNa na paDI eTale ekabIjAne vicAre jagyA ane sAruM kAma thaI gayuM. bolAvyA nahi. ja. keTalI haLavAzathI nIkaLI javAya che. jevA pelA bahAragAmathI AvelA bhAI nathI keI baLatarA, ke nathI koi upAdhi. UThayA eTale bIjA bhAI bolI UThayA joyuM AtmAnuM nIce utaravApaNuM nahIM. meM ATaluM A duniyA kevI nirguNI che ?" kAma karyuM te mAre mATe zuM ?" e jhaghaDo ja mane thayuM ke ATale badhe vairAgya ekA nahIM. eka kayAMthI AvyA ? pUchyuM te bhAIe kahyuM: manamAM ullAsanI bharatI Ave, hAthathI pelA bhAIne oLakhe? be be divasa sudhI mamatA chUTI jAya. basa, AnaMda AvI gaye. meM ene jamADe paNa eNe sabhyatA khAtara dIdhuM ane mana prasanna thaI gayuM. bhAramukata "kema cho?" eTaluM paNa na kahyuM. mAruM mana banyAne ja Ananda. khATuM khATuM thaI gayuM. kaI bhUkhe AvyuM, tame ene jamADe. banne bhAI gayA, tyAM mArA manamAM vicAra Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa jAgyeH e ahIM AvyA, paNa emanuM mana khATu ja rahyuM, duHkhI ja rahyuM, manane zAMti na thaI. dasa-paMdara varSa pahelAM jamADelI vAta eNe kharAkhara yAda rAkhI ane peleA bhUlI gayA. eTale jyArathI ene joyA tyArathI enA manamAM saLavaLATa zarU thayA ke e mane khelAve kema nahi ? khavaDAvyAnA AnaMda jiMdagI sudhI rahe ke paMdara vaSe paNu jamADyAnuM du:kha ja UbhuM rahe ? bahAragAmathI AvelA pelA bhAI khIje divase AvyA. meM pUchyuM: tame kAle tamArI AjumAM beThelA bhAine na oLakhyA ? kahyuM: 'nA.' me kahyuM: tame varSo pahelAMemane tyAM be divasa jamyA hatA. e vAta yAda AvatAM tarata pelA bhAie kahyuM : mArI bahu moTI bhUla thaI gaI. hu tA emane oLakhI ja na zakayA. huM emane cAkkasa maLavA mAguM chuM. e saranAmuM lai emane zeAdhavA gayA. bIjA divase meM pUchyuM: pelA bhAi maLyA ke nahi ? kahyuM: maLyA tA chu, paNa eNe te mAre eTalA badhA AbhAra mAnyeA, mane sAthe laI gayA ane keTalA ya kharca karyAM. joyuM ? bhAve! kevA badalAya che ? mANasanuM du:kha kartApaNAnu che. ene lIdhe e mAne che ke anya bhAvAnA huM kartA chuM. A kartAnA kAraNe manamAM du:kha UbhuM thAya che. duniyAmAM je manavAnu heAya te ane ja che. ane tamArA gharanuM khAvAnu hAya teA ja tame ene khavaDAvA paNa enA nasIbamAM je tamArA gharanA dANA khAvAneA nahi lakhelA hAya te tame nahi khavaDAvI zake. kartApaNAmAM tuM zuM karavA nakAmA herAna thAya che. tu sAkSI banIne rahe, je kAma banI UMjha gayuM ene tu mAtra dRSTA ana. jJAnasAra tamane katRtvapaNAnAM du:khamAMthI bahAra kADhavA mAge che. bhAvanAnI bharatI AvI, dAna dIdhuM, AnaMda maLI gayeA. pachI upAdhI nahi. svasvabhAvamAM magna ane jagatanA tattvAnu avaleAkana karanArane jagatanA anAvAne sAkSI banIne jovAmAM ja jIvananI majA Ave che. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM e sukhI rahI zake che, kAraNa ke kartAne bhAra ene mAthe nathI. hIrA jhaverAtanI dukAne eka meTara AvI UbhI rahI. emAMthI eka yuvaka UtaryAM. jamaNA hAthe e ThUMTho hato. dukAna para AvI eNe mAlikane kahyuM: echAmAM ochA cAlIza hajAranA eka hIrAnA hAra mane joie che. jhaverIe eka suMdara hAra enI sAme mUkayA. yuvake rUpiyA ApavA mATe potAnAM gajavAM "phrAsyAM, ane pachI vinamratAthI kahyuM: " mApha karajo. huM pAkiTa ghare bhUlI AvyeA chuM. mArI patnI para eka cIThThI lakhI hamaNAM magAvI ApuM chuM. paNa mAre A jamaNA hAtha eka akasmAtamAM kapAi gayA che teA Apa mArI patnI para eka ciThThI lakhI Apaze| ? jhaverIne ema karavAmAM kAi bAdha naheAtA. yuvake lakhAvyuM : " priya ! A ciThThI lAvanAranI sAthe 40 hajAra rU. tarata mekalI Apa" vIseka mInITamAMja zek rUpiyA lai AvI gayeA. yuvake paisA ApI hAra kharIDhI lIdheA. jhaverI bahu ja khuza thayA, kAraNake trIsa hajAranA hAra teNe cAlIsa hajAramAM vesyeA hateA. paNa sAMje te ghera AvyeA tyAre enI patnIe pUchyuM: "Aje evI te zI jarUra paDI ke tame ciThThI lakha'ne 40 hajAra rUpiyA magAvyA ? '" dara Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja devanA 2nuM darda ja devanAramAM thanAra yAMtrika katalakhAnAne je munizrIe jahemata uThAvI ATha divasa virodha karavA ane hiMsAnA pAyArUpa yAMtrika katalakhAnA baMdha rakhAvavAnuM kArya karyuM, jeo katalakhAnAthI bhAratanI ahiMsaka saMskRti naSTa vAraMvAra katalakhAnAne virodha karI rahyAM che thAya che te samajAvavA muMbaInA agragaNya nAgarike teo katalakhAnA mATe pitAne nimitta banAve pU. munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrInI sAthe tA. tema vicAravuM paNa pApa che. 2-9-69nA baporanA traNa vAge korporezana hailamAM gayA hatA. AvI rIte munizrInI vadhatI jatI pratiSThA ane kapriyatAne ghaTADavAnA prayatna samAja munizrIe A yAMtrika katalakhAnAno mATe khataranAka nIvaDaze. devanAranuM darda ApaNA ahiMsAnI daSTie sakhata virodha karyo hato ane karatAM ahiMsApremI munizrIne ochuM nathI. te vAta teozrIe bhArapUrvaka rajU karI hatI. zrI kulacaMda haricaMda dozI zrI rAyacaMdabhAI jaNAve che ke meyarazrIe mAnad maMtrI, jena vetAMbara konpharansa gauravapUrvaka kahyuM hatuM ke devanAranuM yAMtrika katalakhAnuM bhAratamAM moTAmAM moTuM che. mAnanIya : prema parAga : meyarazrIe AvI vAta karI ja nathI. teozrIe mane ahIM mokalatAM pahelAM teM kahyuM hatuM: te kahyuM hatuM ke huM te brAhmaNa hoIne "mAgI le. prema joIe ke saundarya ? eka maLaze, ahiMsAne varela chuM. eka pratinidhinA praznanA javAbamAM meM mArA aMtaranA Adeza pramANe prema mAge. meyarazrIe jaNAvyuM ke nikAsa thaze nahi, te te veLA smita karyuM ane huM dvidhAmAM jarUriyAta karatAM vadhAre katala thaze nahi ane paDyoH rakhe mArI mAgaNI mUrkhAibharI Thare. vyApAranI kaI vicAraNuM ja nathI. AnA paNa have Aja huM mArI jAtane dhanyavAdathI purAvA rUpe nagarapAlikAne chApele TharAva vacce vadhAvuM chuM, kAraNa ke meM sahajabhAve mAgyuM hatuM hatA. te ja satya nIvaDyuM. atyAre mArA dvAre saundarya AMTA mArI rahyuM chuM. | munizrIe te jatAM jatAM paNa ahiMsAnA huM dvAra kholavA Ubho thayo tyAM preme kahyuM : siddhAMta upara bhAra mUkyo hato ane UbhA "jarA dhIre thA. dvAra kholavAnI kaMI ja jarUra thayelA chApAMnA pratinidhione besADIne pitAne nathI. e te mAruM bAhya aMga che ane te virodha vyakata karatAM kahyuM ke amAre virodha te dvArapALa banIne UbhuM raheze ja. mAMsanA vyApAra ane yAMtrika katalakhAnA sAme oha! have samajAyuM. saundarya e te prema che.jene ahiMsA ane karuNAmAM thoDI paNa zraddhA puSpane ja parAga che. che te AvA kAmamAM saMmata na thAya te ahiMsA ja premanI najara ja vastune viziSTa ane jemane siddhAMta che evA munizrInA duHkhanuM te saundaryamaya banAve che. bhUlIza nahiH saundarya pUchavuM ja zuM ? premane ja dvArapAla che. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Mahatma Gandhi Said : "I am too human not to be touched by the sorrows of others, and when I find no remedy for alleviating them, my human nature so agitates me that I pine to embrace death like a long-lost friend. Kamani Eng. Corpn. Ltd., Kamani Metals & Alloys Ltd., Kamani Metallic Oxides Pr. Ltd., Kamani Tubes Pr. Ltd., Jaipur Metals & Elecls. Ltd., Kamani Chambers, Nicol Road, Ballard Estate, BOMBAY-I. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 1-11-69 * divya dvIpa nyujhIlenDanA khelADIo tA. 29-9-69 sAMmavAre pU. citrabhAnu mahArAjazrInuM sAnnidhya nyujhIlenDanI krikeTanI TImanA khelADIe zrI Poliord, Congdon, Milburn, Hadlee, ane Collinge (sazrI pAleADa, kAMgTana, milkhana, heDalI ane kAliMga) e sAdhyuM. "jIvanamAM AvI sAdAi kema ? zuM AvI sAdAImAM paNa tame sukhI che?" rajI. na. ema. eca 5ra hasIne pU. zrIe kahyuM: mAnavInuM sukha vastrAla kArA ane vilAsI Luxurious jIvanamAM nathI. sukha e mananA viSaya che. tRSNAvALA mANasa sadA mAgaNInI AgamAM baLatA ja hAya che. jeTalI jarUriyAtA vadhAre eTaluM ja mana azAMta ane bhUkhyuM. bhUkhyuM mana potAmAM AchuM. jue ane parAyAmAM vadhAre. ane bIjAnA vaibhava enA vaibhavane AMkhA karI nAkhe. Ama aMtaramAM tRSNA vadhatI jAya che, irSyAnA dIpaka vadhu prajavalita thAya che. mAnavInuM mana bharAtuM nathI ane zvAnanI jema ahIMthI tahIM kaIka meLavavA doDa lagAve. mAnavInI tRSNAne cheDA che ? tRSNA e ja du:khanuM kAraNa che, azAMtinAM bIja tyAM che. * mane A e kapaDAmAM ane jIvananI sAdAImAM je sukha che e tamane tamArA parigrahamAM che ? pU. zrInAM dana karyAM ane zarIra upara mAtra be ja vastro tathA pU. zrInI jIvana paddhatimAM yuddhanI Aga saLagI UThe che. dana detI sAdAi joine teo Azcaya sahita pUchavA lAgyA. vizvayuddhanuM kAraNa paNa A tRSNA ja che. jyAM parigraha che tyAM bhaya che. kAi paDAvI jaze tenI bhIti paNa che. bIjAnuM paDAvI levAnI vRtti saMtAIne beThI che. vRtti bahAra Ave che ane aMtamAM pU. zrI e kahyuM : vizvanuM bhAvi nirmANa karanArA vizvanA bhAvi nAgarikA 'tame che. vRddho pAse anubhava che paNa yuvAnIne utsAha nathI, vicAre che paNa AcaraNamAM utAravAnA thanaganATa nathI. tame game te kSetramAM jhaMpalAvA, nAmanA ane prasiddhi paNa meLavA paNa e na bhUlaze ke mAnavajIvananeA kAMIka ceAkakasa hetu che. pU. gurudeve ApelI samajathI teonA mukha AnadathI malakAi uThyAM, khelI uThyA: ame Apanu sAnnidhya vahelA kema na sAdhyuM ? vadhu jANavA mATenI icchA vyakata karI paNa pU. zrIne mauna ane svAdhyAyanA samaya thai cUkayA hatA. dha kana' ApatAM pU. gurudeve jaNAvyu ke A pustakanuM mAtra vAcana ja nahi paNa manana karaze. jemane jovA, jemanI sAthe hastadhUnana karavA, jemanAM hastAkSarI levA mATe hajArI nahi paNa lAkhA paDApaDI kare tee Ama nata mastake pU. gurudevanA AzIrvAdabharyAM vAsakSepa le te dRzya jotAM ApaNane sahaje AnaMda thAya. -phaeN. vatsalA amIna sukha aMdara che, caitanya sAthenI aikayatAmAM che. jenI jarUriyAta ochI e enI mastImAM rAce che, ucca vicArAmAM rame che enuM mana bahAra nathI doDatuM paNa aMdara TharI jodha che. sukha doDavAmAM nathI, TharavAmAM che. mudraka, prakAzaka ane mAnA` sapA4 mI caMdulAla ii sAhe, vipinI prinTarI muMbaI na2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAIna nAleja se|sAcI (nyi jJAna sauMdha) mATe 'kavInsa nyU'28/30, vAlakezrvara muMbai 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyu che