Divyadeep 1967 Varsh 04 Ank 06

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536792/1

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saMvAda mAnavanA AtmA ane zarIra vacce pApa upara carcA vadhI paDI. carcAe ugra rUpa lIdhu. zarIra AvezamAM lAlacoLa thai gayuM : | '" huM to mATInA piMDa chuM'. paMcabhUtane samUha mAtra chuM. mAha utpanna karanAra vastuone huM saMvedI paNa na zaka'. mArAthI pApa thAcu ja kema ? '' | A sAMbhaLI AtmA cUpa rahe te e cetana zAne? eNe paNa evI ja yukitathI uttara vAyAH * pApa karavAnuM sAdhana ja mArI pAse kyAM che ? mAre idriye ja kayAM che ? idriA vinA pApa thaI zake kharAM ? idriA dvArA ja te kAmanA tRpta thAya che. huM arUpI pApI hoI zakuM ja kema ? '' ugra carcA ane prasarelI nirava zAntimAM paramAtmAnI vANI saMbhaLAi. |_ pApanuM sujana dvandramAMthI thAya. pApamAM tame banne sarakhA bhAgIdAra che. zarIramAM AtamAM praveze te ja emAM vega Ave. bannenA sahakAre ja pApa janma. AmA vinAnuM zarIra jaDe che. jaDanA su'ga vagara nA e mA paramAtmA che. zarIra ane AtmAne suga e ja to saMsAra che." hieIpa varSa 4 thuM yAtanA rUpathI AkarSAyelA pataMga jAtane AliMgana ApatAM kahyuM : " mAru * to jIvana ja tuM che..?? pata 'gane peAtAnI javALAmAM lapeTI letAM jAte AthI vadhAre kaMIja na kahyuM " ane tAru' mRtyu paNa huM ja chuM.' | daicitrabhAnu" aMka 6 che

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- parisaMvAda pU. gurudeva pAse aneka bhakato Ave che ane ke A yuddha tAre mATe nahi paNa mArI kIrti mATe! potAnA mananI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna meLave che. te zuM rAmacaMdrajI AvI vAta kare kharA ? tA. 16-10-67 semavAranA sAMje sAkSaravarya zrI jaina rAmAyaNamAM AvI kharAba vAtone sthAna ja e. ena. joSI keAI anekhA praznanuM nivAraNa nathI. suvarNanA haraNanI vAta to AvatI ja nathI. karavA AvyA. hA, jaina rAmAyaNamAM rAvaNa khUba vidvAna hatA, parama zrI joSInA manamAM jaina rAmAyaNa viSe zaMkA bhakta hatA ane hAlamAM narakamAM che te AgaLa ubhI thaI hatI. jaina rAmAyaNa sAcuM ke vAlmIki jatAM tIrthakara thaze ema jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. rAmAyaNa sAcuM ? ane be rAmAyaNa zA mATe ? e kamane siddhAnta che. jeNe kharAba kAma karyA zrI joSIe A aMge ghaNA jaina AcAryone pUchayuM - hAya pachI te mahAvIra hoya ke rAvaNa heAya paNa hatuM paNa temane saMtoSakAraka uttara maLyo na hato. tene narakamAM javuM ja paDe. narakamAM asahya yAtanA 5. zrIe zAMtithI uttara ApatAM kahyuM ke mAre bhagavyA bAda kharo pazcAttApa thAya te e jIve pAchA sAcuM ke tamAruM sAcuM ema karavA karatAM je sAcuM UMce AvI zake e rahasya AmAM raheluM che. ane sAruM hoya ene ja mAruM karI apanAvavuM e Ama juo to eke rAmAyaNa rAmanA samayanuM prAjJanuM kAma che. nathI. badhAM rAmAyaNa pAchaLathI sarjana karavAmAM gAMdhIjI vaiSNava hatA paraMtu emane bIjI dRSTie AvyAM che. jotAM e sAcA jaina paNa hatA. kAraNake ahiMsA, kavizrI rAjendra zAhe carcAmAM bhAga letAM gItAno satya ane saMyamane emaNe potAnAM jIvanasAdhana ulekha karyo tyAre pU. zrIe jaNAvyuM "koI gItAne banAvyAM hatAM. utArI pADe eTalA mAtrathI enuM sthAna ke mahattva It all depends on the way you look ochuM thaI jatuM nathI. je gItAmAMthI AvuM suMdara at it. sarjana thayuM, jemAMthI Aje paNa hajAre preraNA meLave jaina rAmAyaNanI jema buddha rAmAyaNa paNa che, che e gItAne kANu Adara na kare ? bhale bIjA ane bIjA paNa aneka che. ATalAM badhAM rAmAyaNa AcAryo gItAne gaNakAratA na hoya paNa huM te hovAnuM kAraNa zuM e vicAre. rAma eka evA parama gItAne AdarathI vAMcI gayo chuM.' puruSa hatA ke e saune bhAvyA. emanI vibhUtimattAe sahunA hRdayamAM sthAna meLavyuM eTale ja . yuddhamAM upadeza na hoya tyAM to mAtra sUcana ja " ? te ATalAM badhAM rAmAyaNa che. have jaina rAmAyaNanI hoya. pachI sUcana sarjananI bhUmikA banI jAya che. viziSTatA vicArIe. carcAnA aMte pU. zrIe jaNAvyuM ke badhA ja vAlmIki rAmAyaNamAM jayAre zrI lakSmaNa sItAne ne dharmo eka kUvAnAM pANI jevA che. emAMthI musalamAna ekalA choDIne javA nA kahe che tyAre sItA kahe che bANa le dasa pANI le ane ene IslAmiyA pANI kahe. brAhmaNa ke tArI najara mArA upara bagaDI che. to zuM sItA le ane brAhmaNiyA pANI kahe. pyAlA ane pAtra jevI Arya ane Adarza nArI AvA halakA zabdo judo paNa pANI eka. kahe kharI ? e dRSTie jotAM badhAM AdhyAtmika darzane ane laMkAvijaya prApta thayA pachI zrIrAme eka ja bindunI AsapAsa cakkara mAre che. koI sItAne kahyuM ke tuM pArakAne ghera rahI che eTale huM ahIMthI zarU kare to koI tyAMthI zarU kare, kendramAM tane nahi apanAvuM. sItAe pUchayuM ke tyAre A AtmA che. ene pichAno ane pAmavo e badhA ja badhuM yuddha zA mATe laDyA ? tyAre rAmacaMdrajIe kahyuM parisaMvAdanuM aMtima lakSya che.

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samyagdarzana [pU. munizrI citrabhAnujIe tA. 2-4-67 nA rAja koTa zrI zAMtinAtha maMdiramAM ApelA pravacananI noMdha ] samyagdarzana ane mithyAdarzana e kAI saMpradAyanA nAma nathI ane evA e koI paMtha nathI ke amuka vyakitane mAnI le eTale samyag dana ane amukane nahi mAneA eTale mithyAdarzana. mithyAdana e zabda ja batAvI Ape che ke e khATuM dana che, e bhramavALu darzona che, e mithyAdarzana che. mithyAtva maTI jAya ane sAcuM darzana prApta thAya tyAre enu nAma samyagdarzana. samyagdana eTale zu ? A zarIramAM eka evu prakAzamaya tattva paDyuM che je tattva sAdhanA kare teA UMcAmAM UMcI bhUmikA prApta karI zake ane paramAtmA banI zake e jJAna. mANasane khyAla Ave che ke duniyAmAM je mahAtmAe anyA, pragatizIla saMte banyA ane vizvanAM kalyANamAM jemaNe kAMIka phALA AdhyeA evA prakAzavaMtA zakitazALI mANase AmAMthI ja anyA. paNu banyA kyAre ? AtmAne vikAsa karatA gayA tyAre. e mahAtmA banI gayA te huM mArA AtmAne evA zA mATe na manAvuM ? jevA AtmA khIjAmAM che evA ja AtmA mArAmAM paDelA che. e jAtanu jyArathI jJAna thAya, jyArathI dRSTi ughaDe, jyArathI A AtmatattvanuM anubhavamaya jJAna thAya tyArathI samyagdarzanane prAraMbha thAya che. e samyagdarzana sthULa rIte duniyAmAM kevI rIte Utare che e jue. peAtAnuM darzana thayA pachI devanu, gurunu ane dharmanuM darzana thAya che. leAkeA kahe che deva, guru ane dharma upara zraddhA rAkheA. paNa deva, guru, dharma upara zraddhA kayAre thAya ke pahelAM peAtAne potAnAmAM zradhdhA thAya teA pachI deva, guru ane dhama upara zraddhA thAya. jene peAtAnA upara ja zradhdhA nathI e deva, guru ane dharma upara zradhdhA paNa kevI rIte mUkavAnA ? eTale pahelAM te tAruM darzana tane thavuM joie : huM AtmA chuM, huM caitanya chuM, huM marI janArA nathI, huM jaDa nathI. mArA tattvanuM astitva jaDathI bhinna che. duniyAnAM sAdhanAnA vikAsa nahi paNa duniyAnAM sAdhanAnA hrAsamAM mArA vikAsa rahelA che. A uparathI tamane lAgaze ke vyakitagata bhautika sAdhanAnA jeTalA jeTaleA vikAsa thatA jAya teTale teTale AtmAnA hrAsa thatA jAya che. bhautika dRSTi ane AdhyAtmika dRSTi vacce ATaluM aMtara che. bhautika draSTi ema batAve che ke sAdhanAnI vRddhi e kharekharI pragati che. jyAre AdhyAtmika dRSTi sUcave che ke bhautika sAdhano maLatAM jAya tema AtmA sAdhanAmAM aTavAtA jAya che. samRddhi vadhatI jAya ema eka rIte jue te AtmAnA teA hrAsa thatA jAya che. kAraNake jeTalAM paranAM sAdhana vadhAre thavAnAM eTalI svanI sAdhanA ochI thavAnI. keAI ema kahe ke A mANasanI pAse paisA vadhI gayA, enI sattA vizALa che, DigrI vadhI gaI, meATI padavIe che eTale eNe AdhyAtmika sAdhanA karI hAvI joie te enI sAthe huM saMmata nahi thAuM. bhAI ! A badhA lakSaNA e AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnAM nahi, bhautika sAdhanAnAM che. AdhyAtmika sAdhanA zuM che? e Ave eTale bhautikatA chUTI ja jAya. nadIvane mahAvIrane kahyuM ke AvuM rAjya jevuM rAjya choDIne tame kayAM cAlyA ? ane AvA vaibhava cheDIne tame jaMgalamAM zAne jAe che ? bhagavAna mahAvIre

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84 kahyuM "he na dIvana ! je duniyAnuM rAjya sAcavavA besI jAya che e AtmA upara rAjya kaDhI karI zakatA nathI. ane huM AtmAnuM rAjya meLavavA mATe AvyA chuM, nahi ke duniyAnuM rAjya. A rAjya sAme pITha pheravIza teA ja peluM rAjya meLavI zakIza. A rAjya ane te rAjya, ene kAIpaNa mANasa sAthe rAkhI meAkSa meLavI zakatA nathI. kAI ema kahetu' hAya ke mANasanI pAse paisA hAya, sattA hAya, pratiSThA hAya enAthI kalyANa thAya che, teA e bhUla che. A sAdhanA mAtra puNyanA eka camakAra rUpe Ave che. ene tame dhyeya gaNI nAkheA, sAdhyarUpe gaNI nAkheA te jIvanane eka bhrama banI jAya. 'jIvananI A bhramaNA e ja mithyAtva che. sAcI dRSTi prApta thatAM tamane navuja jJAna prApta thAya che. mAneA ke tame baMdha karatAM hA ane tamArI pAsethI paisA cAlyA jAya; tame kAI meTA sattAdhIza hA ane dharma karatAM kadAca tame sattA uparathI UtarI paNa jAe; tame dharma karatAM hA ane tamArI pratiSThAne leAkeA ekadama jhUMTavI le ane tamArA upara kIcaDa UDe, tema chatAM paNa tamane ema thAya ke A badhuM je thayuM ene ane mArA AtmAne kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI. pratiSThA, kIrti, dhana, prasiddhi, vAhavAha e badhAMya bhautika duniyAnA padArthA che. ane A madhu javA chatAM AtmAnuM talamAtra paNa ochu thatuM nathI. sAdhake sAdhanAkALamAM kalakti banavAnuM jarUra paDyuM to kalaMkita paNa anyA, paNa kalaMkita na khanuM eTalA khAtara huM. dhane cheDI dauM, AtmAnI vAta cheDI dauM eveA vicAra emaNe naheAtA karyAM. AMgirayA muni jevA asatyanI sAme je divyadIpa namI gayA haiAta tA e mAnavA duniyAnI vAhavAhamAM AvI gayA heAta. paNa tee asatya sAme namyA nahi. emaNe te kahyuM ke bhale badhA leAkA joDA mAre teA paNa zuM thai gayu? mAre AtmA satyanI upAsanAmAM aDAla che. jene AtmadRSTinuM bhAna thAya che ene eTaleA ja khyAla Ave ke A dehu te mAtra eka kavara che, emAM rahelA kAgaLa judo ja che. kavara ane kAgaLa e judAM che e samajavuM bahu muzkela che. meTA bhAganA mAsAne te A deha eka kavara che ane aMdara eka kAgaLa che evA kAI khyAla ja nathI. jema 15 paisAnA kavaramAM lAkha rUpiyAnA ceka paDyo hAya; pelA 15 paisAnA kavaranI kiMmata kAMI nathI; kiMmata pelA lAkha rUpiyAnA cekanI che. evI rIte jJAnIee kahyuM ke A deha che e tA eka 15 paisAnuM parabIDiyu che. emAM je ceka paDyo che enI ja kiMmata che. cekane oLakhavAnI je dRSTi che enu nAma te samyagdarzana. je ghaDIe A khyAla AvI jAya pachI e kavarane evI rIte phADe ke kavara bhale phATe, paNa ceka na phATe. kuzaLa vyApArI kavarane game te khAjuthI phADI nAMkhe. ene lAge ke ceka phATI jAya ema che teA khIjI khAjuthI phADe, vaccethI phADe, jarUra paDe te Akhu` kavara paNa phADI nAMkhe ene ceka sAcavavA che, kavaranI sAthe kaMi ja saMbaMdha nathI. A sRSTi maLatAM tamane thaze ke mArA AtmAne jALavIne huM A zarIranI pAsethI kAma lauM. zarIra eka kavara tarIke jarUra kAmanuM che. A kavaranI mahattA heAya teA eTalA pUratI ja ke e pelA cekane eka gAmathI bIje gAma paheAMcADavAnuM kAma kare che. A zarIranI

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85 divyadIpa mahattA paNa eTalI ja che ke A AtmAne mekSa che. e anivArya indispensable kharuM paNa sudhI pahoMcADavAmAM e sAdhananuM kAma kare che. tame upara AvI gayA pachI enuM kArya pUruM thayuM. A daSTi AvyA pachI tamAruM zarIra game ema deva, guru ane dharma mokSa pAmavAmAM tyAM hoya; maMdiramAM hoya ke masANamAM, paNa eka mahatvanuM sAdhana, nisaraNa che. paNa tame jAgatA cho. tame jANo cho ke A to uparanuM pahoMcavAnuM kone? sAdhakane pitAne. eTale kahyuM eka kavara che, aMdarano ceka huM kaI judo ja chuM. ke AtmAnI oLakhathI samyagradarzanane prAraMbha thAya che. dhamI AtmA kone kahevAya? jenA aMtaranI A daSTi khUlI hoya. ghaNe ThekANe ema ja kahevAmAM Ave ke devamAM zraddhA rAkhe, gurumAM zraddhA rAkhe, dharmamAM mane ghaNuM kahe ke mane deva upara, guru upara zraddhA rAkhe. paNa bhAI ! zraddhA rAkhanAre keNa? ane dhama upara khUba zraddhA che. huM emane pUchuM ene te oLakhe. zraddhA rAkhavI zA mATe? e evI ja je zraddhA hoya te musalamAnane paNa ApaNe jANavuM paDaze. zraddhA rAkhIne meLavavAnuM enA ImAmamAM zraddhA hoya che, ene paNa enI zuM ? e ApaNe samajavuM paDaze. A vastuo masjidamAM zraddhA hoya che ane ene paNa enI je ApaNane samajAya nahi te mULa vAta e namAjamAM zradhdhA hoya che. emAM ane samyaga che ke zraddhA rAkhe ane e zraddhAnA nAme jhaghaDA daSTimAM phera zuM ? " kare; zraddhA rAkhe ane e zraddhAnA nAme rAgadveSa deva, guru ane dharma eTale enA paNa ane vadhAre. eTale zraddhA te che paNa zraddhA zA mATe deva, guru ane dharma che. paNa nA! tyAM AtmAnI rAkhavI e vAta bhulAI gaI zraddhA nathI, ahIM AtmAnI zraddhAthI zarUAta nAnapaNamAM tame A vAta sAMbhaLI haze. thAya che. keI eka bheLa AdamI mAla laIne jato hato AcArAMga sUtramAM pahelI vAta e batAvI tyAM rastAmAM ene cera maLyA, ene lUMTyo. ke "jo mAyA" tuM pahelAM AtmAne, ekane jANu. mAla badho ja lUMTAI gaye. jyAre e ghare Avyo ene jANI lIdhA pachI, ene samajyA pachI, tyAre lokoe ene pUchyuM ke kema hajI tuM enuM jJAna thayA pachI prANI mAtramAM tArA jevA hase che kema? te kahe ke cAre kevA mUkha! AtmAnuM darzana thaze. enA nAnA - zA duHkhanuM mAla lUMTyo che paNa bharatiyuM te mArI pAse paNa tane saMvedanAmAM sparzana thaze. pachI hiMsA paDyuM che. e vecaze kema? emane bhAvanI te saMbhave ja kema ? khabara kema paDaze ? eTale deva, guru ane dharma zuM thayA? A vAta sAMbhaLIne tame keIkavAra hasyA sAdhya nahi. sAdhana thayAM, nimitta thayAM. sAdhya haze. paNa kharekhara, jIva ema ja mAne che ke keNu? AtmA pite che. jevI rIte keImANasane mane zraddhA che, mArI pAse bharatiyuM che. paNa nisaraNI upara caDhavuM paDe che, zA mATe? upara pele bheLo mANasa jema bharatiyAne pakaDIne beThe AvavA mATe. eTale nisaraNI zuM thaI gaI che ema A mANase zraddhAne pakaDIne beThA che. eka sAdhana thayuM. e sAdhana ja na hoya te upara ekalI zraddhA zuM kAma lAgavAnI? zraddhA rAkhavAnI na AvI zake. sAdhana mahatvanuM che, inevitable zA mATe e eka prazna che. jyAM sudhI ene

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86 ni ya na kare, e mATenA tamane anubhava na thAya, enI anubhUtinA sparza na thAya tyAM sudhI e zraddhA mAtra bharatiyAne vaLagavA jevuM ja rahevAnuM. ene sAcavIne aMdara bhale mUkI rAkhe. bhAi ! mane to bahu zraddhA che. ane A dRSTithI zradhdhAne nAme ajJAna, mithyAtva pASAi jAya che. saMpradAyA ane vyaktionI zradhdhAthI jIvA dhathI vaMcita thAya che, tI`thI vaMcita thAya che ane sAcA sAdhuethI vaMcita thAya che. kahe ke mane te amuka deva, guru ane dharmAMnI zradhdhA thaI gaI. jevI rIte sunnI ziyA pAse na jAya ane ziyA sunnI pAse na jAya ema A zradhdhAne nAme eka saMpradAya, eka paMtha ane eka vyakitane vaLagI rahe pachI vizALa STinA abhAva mANasanI jIvanaSTimAM AvI jAya che. ane e teA jIvananuM satyAnAza vALI nAMkhe che. sAdhanA karavAne A eka ja bhava che. emAM vikAsahIna ane vizALahIna jIvana kema pAlave? saMpradAyanI tucchatAmAM jIvana pUruM thayuM te na pUrI zakAya tevu nukasAna peAtAnA AtmAne ja che. cakravartInAM sukha bhAgavavA mATe bIjo bhava maLe paNa kharA, devalAkamAM te tiya`camAMthI paNa javAya che paNa mukti pAmavA tA sAdhana sAmagrI pUrNa A ja eka uttama manuSya janma che. khIju evuM kAI sthAna nathI ke jyAMthI mekSe javAnu hAya. anuttara vimAnamAM gayelA ke jene meAkSa mahu najIka che tevAone paNa sAdhanA karavA mATe A mAnava janmamAM AvavuM paDe che ! A mAnava janmamAM ApaNA vikAsanA vicAra karavAne badale AvI ajJAna zraddhAmAM jIvana pUruM thaI jAya tA ApaNe je meLavavAnu che, STi je rIte khIlavavI che ane Atmaavamedha karI sAdhanA dvArA A eka janmamAM ApaNe je kAma karI levAnuM che te rahI jaze. sAMje lagna DAya ane tamArI pAse mAtra divyadIpa eka ja divasa hAya tA tame e divasane kevI rIte vApare che ? e vakhate mitra AvIne kahe ke cAlA, have hATalamAM jaine be cAra kalAka esIe, gappAM mArIe! zuM kaheA ? " bhalA mANasa sAMje te lagna che, A kAMI gappA mAravAne samaya che?" pelA kahe ke mArA kharace huM tamane cA pAIza. tame kaheA ne ke "tu samajatA kema nathI. mArI pAse samaya bahu gheADA che ane A samayane huM kevI rIte matamAM vAparI zakuM ? sAMje lagna che ane badhI taiyArIo karavAnI che.' jJAnIo kahe che ke lagnavALA mANasa paNa AvI bhUla nathI karatA. chatAM kare teA ya ene eTaluM nukasAna na thAya jeTaluM A AtmA pramAda kare te thAya, paNa manuSya to potAnA samayane vAparI ja rahyo che. game tyAM be klAka gappAM mAravA hAya teA kahe cAla, khAlI pattAM phUTavAmAM cAra kalAka veDaphavA hAya teA kahe cAla, paNa samaya kyAM che? e samayane ApaNe svAdhyAyathI, ciMtanathI, abhyAsathI, dhyAnathI ke yogathI na bharI daie ! dhana ane dhAMdhalamAM paDelA manuSyane na kAI sAdhanane khyAla che, na keAI tattvajJAnanA khyAla che, na tattvA nA abhyAsa che, na koi AtmaeAdha che. jIvanu svarUpa zuM che e mATe dRSTinA vikAsa thavA joIe e dizAmAM maMdatA che. pariNAma e Ave ke AkhuM A jIvana, A meghAmAM methu jIvana emanuM ema khalAsa thai jAya che. mANasa kAMI paNa karyA vinA cAlyA jAya che tyAre enI pAchaLa raDavAnu thAya che. raDavAnu kAnI pAchaLa che? zA mATe raDavAnuM che? kAMI karyuM nahi eTalA mATe. leAkA kahe ke bApaDo gayA. na amAruM karyuM, na peAtAnuM karyuM". ene ema lAge che ke huM ghaNuM jIvavAnA chu' eTale jIvananI tRSNAmAM pAchaLa rahelAnu paNa kAMI karatA nathI.

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divyadIpa mahinA pahelAnI vAta che. huM eka vyaktine pahelAnA jamAnAmAM lADavA khAtA, kAraNake kaMpanI tyAM gayo hato. maraNapathArIe hatA. meM kahyuM raLatI ja nahotI. pUruM thayuM. emAM e zUrake tame have dharmadhyAna kare, je kAMI dAna karavuM holDarane nAhavA nicAvavAnuM kAMI ja nahi, hoya e karI le ane thoDIka taiyArI karo. te paNa yuvAna kaMpanI hAya, raLatI hoya, zarIra sAruM kahe ke mahArAja, zuM Apa ema mAne che ke hAya, be pAMca hajAra pagAra hoya ane e ja huM marI javAne chuM ? eTalA mATe meM tamane ekadama jAya te enA AsapAsanA caeNraholDarane bolAvyA che? meM kahyuM ke huM eTalA mATe nathI thAya ke have ApaNuM zuM? eTale kharI rIte AtmA Abe, huM te tamane e kahevA Avyo chuM ke mATe kaI raDatuM nathI. vRddha jAya tyAre tame zuM AtmAnI sAdhanA karavI hoya to nivRtti anivArya kahe che? gharaDo mANasa hate, sukhI thaye, chUTayo. che. pelA bhAI kahe ke huM te pAcho UbhuM thaI pUche : koNa? tuM ke te? javAno chuM. mahArAja! tame AvI kevI vAta kharI vAta jovA jAo te maraNa e bIju karo cho ? hajI te mane pAMsaTha thayAM che. nivRtti kAMI nathI. ArAma che. mANasa bAra kalAka kAma - atyAre? AvAne kahevuM paNa zuM? meM kahyuM ke kare ane UMgha na Ave to UMgha lAvavA geLIo tame te hajI se varSa che evA sazakata che. levI paDe. mANasa 60 ke 70 varSa kAma kare ane paNa jAgRta rahe eTaluM ja mAruM sUcana che. je mRtyu na Ave te thAya paNa zuM ? A paNa cAle, huM tamane saMbhaLAvuM. cAra divasa pachI eka lAMbI UMgha che, ciranidrA che. UMgha pachI meM sAMbhaLyuM ke e bhAI te UpaDI gayA ! paNa UThavAnuM che ane mRtyu pachI paNa janma mANasa ajJAnamAM na pitAnuM kare che, na levAnuM che. UMgha kharAba nathI, mRtyu paNa kharAba pAchaLa rahelA svajanenuM kare che. paNa mANasa nathI. paNa e be vaccene je bheda dekhAvo joIe je dRSTivALo hoya te svanuM paNa kare ane e bheda jJAna daSTithI ja dekhAya. paranuM paNa kare. je leke kAMI paNa karyA vinA jAya che emanI mane lAge che ke AjanI je deharUpI pAchaLa rUdana cAle che, AMsuo vahe che ane Company-kaMpanI che e jyAre liquidationmAM hAhAkAra karavAmAM Ave che. jAya ane enA sagAMrUpI zairahelDare retAM thaI sAdhu kALadharma pAme tyAre emanI pAchaLa zuM jAya e khabara paDe ema nathI. je kharekhara thAya? devavaMdana thAya. koI dhanavAna gRhastha mRtyu vicAra karavA jAo te A sagAM badhAM ja pAme ane enA svajane lakhe "phalANA bhAI, eNrahelDara che. keIkane nava TakA te kaIkane amuka divase svargavAsa pAmyA!" ene javAba bAra TakA maLyA ja kare ane A kAyArUpI kaMpanI tame ja 1 tame minutely jhINavaTathI vAMce che?dIkare bhale nyA kare. jevI A kAyArUpI kaMpanI gaI eTale lakhe ke amArA bApA svargavAsa pAmyA che, sau revAnAM. emAM jenA vadhAre eNra che e javAbamAM te loka lakhe che: "tamArA bApA vadhAre rUe che. svargavAsa pAmyA che e bahu ja khoTuM thayuM !" raDavuM tene mATe che? Company mATe nahi, kheTuM thayuM che, kAraNake svargavAsa pAme evuM kaMpanIne profit-naphe baMdha thaI gaye ene eNe kaI kAma karyuM ja nathI e te jANatA ja mATe. 60 varSane, 80 varSane mANasa marate tyAre hoya che. te e lAgavaga lagADIne svargavAsamAM

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divyadIpa kevI rIte gayo? bApaDo dIkare influence sthULabhadra cAra mahinA vezyAne (kezyA) lagADIne mokalI de ke mArA bApA svargavAsamAM tyAM rahyA. rUpa, raMga ane zRMgArathI bharelI nAra gayA che. paNa loke zenA mAne? eTale ja cakhe sAme che, SaDarasanAM bhajana che, uttejaka nRtyanAM cekhuM lakhe che "A bahu khoTuM thayuM!" citrethI bharelI raMgazALA che. mANasanI vRttio pradIpta thaI jAya evA vAtAvaraNa vacce paNa jema kaeNrTamAMthI be mANasa chUTI jAya sthULIbhadra zAMta ane svastha che. zAMta ane svastha ane tame kaho ke bahu cheTuM thayuM, nyAya jevI rAkhanAra tattva kayuM? A AtmAnuM jJAna. kaI vastu rahI nathI, influencethI kAma thAya e jJAna na hoya pachI ghaDapaNu hoya ke vaDapaNa che. tema kAgaLanA javAbamAM paNa artha rahela che. hoya; tIrtha hoya ke tarApa hoya, lapasatAne mANasa je sAruM jIvana jIve te A keI nahi bacAve. AtmajJAnanA abhAve vyAsa kaI prazna AvatA ja nathI. jevA-tarApAmAM rahelI matsyagaMdhAmAM mehI paDyA. samAdhimaraNa pAmavA mATe jIvananI A eka tame ema mAne ke tIrthamAM jAo ane tArI yAtrA che. A yAtrAmAM manuSya potAne vicAra jAo? duniyAmAM evuM koI sthaLa nathI ke jyAM karavAno che. pahele vicAra e ke huM eka AtmA ajJAnI mANasane vikAra jAgate nahAya! ane chuM ane mArA AtmAnA vikAsa mATe A dehane evuM keI sthAna ke vyakita nathI ke jAgrata AtmAne meM eka sAdhanarUpe svIkAryuM che. huM game tyAM pADI zake. bacavA mATe pahelAM potAnuM jJAna jAuM paNa mAre AtmA svaccha rahevo joIe. thavuM joIe. A kavaranI khAtara mAre cheque kyAMya guma paraNavA mATe mA-bApe dabANa karI Agrahana thaI jAya e mAre jovAnuM che. pUrvaka pRthvIcaMdrane lagnanA maMDapamAM besAthe, paraNavuM ja paDaze. emaNe lagnanA maMDapane ja kavarane tame khUba sArI rIte sAcavaje, vairAgyane maMDapa banAvyuM. enA aMtaramAM, kAraNake emAM ja tamAro A ceka rahevAne remamamAM vairAgya bharyo che. e strIne jue che - che. paNa jyAre e prazna upasthita thAya ke te kaI dRSTithI jue che? A zarIramAM eka bemAMthI koNa phATI jAya te e vakhate tamAre jyota jagI rahI che. A tananA koDiyAmAM nirNaya levAne ke bhale kavara phATI jAya, ceka caitanyane prakAza tagatage che. (kramazaH) phATavo na joIe. ema AtmA ane deha - jyAre ekAMtamAM che. vAcakone beThA che ane tamane thAya ke mArA AtmAne che divyadIpa'nA AgalA bIjA varSanA ati nAza thAya che te game tevA lAbhane paNa jAte 3 mananIya 24 aMkonI pAkI bAMdhaNInI phAIla rU. 5) mAM tathA trIjA varSanA mAsika 12 aMkonI kare. AtmAne bacAvavAnI dRSTi AvI gayA pachI . phAIla rUA.4) mAM maLI zakaze. banne varSanI phAIla tame TeLAmAM che ke ekAMtamAM hA; pralobhanamAM huM ekI sAthe lenArane rUA. 8mAM AphisethI maLaze. he ke pravRttimAM - paNa tame aDaga rahI zakaze. je bahAragAmathI maMgAvanArane rajI. buka paSTa je leke pralobhana sAme aDola rahI zakyA ane te pUrato agara vI. pI.no je kharca thAya e mAtra che jemanAmAM aDela rahI zakavAnI tAkAta AvI 3 umeravAnuM raheze. - taMtrI te A dRSTithI ja.

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A ta ma nI agni parIkSA 1951 nA kArtika suda pUrNimAe pU. gurudeva citrabhAnu mahArAja tathA temanA pitAzrI sva. pU. munizrI candrakAnta sAgarajI mahArAjanuM cAturmAsa parivartana bhAvanagaramAM zeTha bhogIlAla maganalAle ghaNA ja moTA utsAhabharyA utsavapUrvaka karAvyuM hatuM. bIje divase goviMdalAla gAMDAlAla gUMdIgarAnA dharmapatnI divALIbahenanA AgrahathI saMdha sAthe pU. zrI "saMtokabahena vIvIMga phekaTarImAM padhAryA hatA. pravacana, pUja, prabhAvanA ane pacaraMgI prajAnI padharAmaNIthI e divaseM AnaMdanuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM hatuM. e ja rAtre be vAge bhayaMkara Aga phekaTarImAM lAgI. te jIvanamaraNanI karaseTInA prasaMgane pU. gurudeve potAnI noMdhamAM Alekhyo che te ahIM rajU karIe chIe. kArataka vada ekamanI madharAta hatI. rAtanA meM bAraNA tarapha joyuM te nava jaNanI pAchaLa be vAgyAne samaya hate. AkAzanI zubhra ArasImAM lAla raMganI lAMbI jIbha kADhatI agninI pracaMDa mogarAnA phUla jevA tArA hasI rahyA hatA. javALAo AvatI dekhAI. bhayaMkara rIte paLapaLa caMdramAMthI jharatI caMdana jevI zItaLa cAMdanI UMce vadhatI A pAvakavALAne joI mArI mati pRthvIne lIMpI rahI hatI. paNa kSaNabhara mUDha thaI gaI. phATI AMkhe huM joI - traNa mALanI UMcI havelIne bIje mALe rahyo hato. A zuM thaI rahyuM che te mane ame cAra jaNa sukhanidrAmAM poDhyA hatA. maMdamaMda samajAtuM na hatuM. vAte ghavana amArA AtmAne saurabhanI duniyAmAM pracaMDa AganA bhaDakA amArI najIka AvI laI gayA hatA. evAmAM haiyAne vIMdhI nAkhe evI rahyA che eTaluM ja mArI AMkhe joI zakI, mArga eka kAramI, lAMbI tINI cIsa saMbhaLAI, ane kyAM ya na hato. vicAromAM dhumADA vaMTeLiye huM bhayapUrvaka saphALo UbhuM thaI gaye. laI rahyo hate. kamADa upara kaI jorajorathI lAta mAratuM ame trIje mALe hatA. bahene ne bALake belI rahyuM hatuM. bIje mALe hatAM paNa bheMyataLiye pracaMDa Aga mahArAjazrI ! bacAvo, kamADa ughADo. bhayaM- lAgI eTale e sau upara dhasI AvyA hatA. kara Aga lAgI che, deDe re deDe.! ! javALA vadhatI vadhatI upara ne upara AvI | mArI paDakhe ja pitAzrI piyA hatA. mULacaMda rahI hatI, nIce utaravAno mArga ane dAdara te ne tArAcaMda nAmanA be yuvAno bAraNu pAse kyAranAMya baLIne khAkha thaI gayAM hatAM, have ALoTatA hatA. A bhayabharelI tINI cIsa sAMbhaLI kayAM javuM? e traNe jaNa vidvatApUrvaka jAgIne Amatema gaIkAle Aja sthAne kevo AnaMda ane zAMti jevA lAgyA. hatAM? atyAre ke zeka ane bhaya hato ? gaI amArA cArenA AtmA bhayagrasta hatA. kAle A havelInA mukhadvAra AgaLa bhavya maMDapa evAmAM eka joradAra dhakko vAgyo ane jUnAM hatuM. emAM pravacana, prabhAvanA ane maMgaLa kamADa sAMkaLa sAthe ja UkhaDI paDyAM. cha bahena gItAnA maMjula vanithI vAtAvaraNa guMjatuM hatuM. ane traNa bALake gabharATamAM rADo pADatAM upara atyAre te ja sthAnamAM UbhelA mANase karuNAbharI dhasI AvyAM. cI nAMkhI rahyAM che.

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divyadIpa "A upara rahelA lokone keI bacAve re! lAMbu doraDuM banAvIe ane kaTheDe bAMdhI enA uparathI nIce utAre re! nahi te bApaDA hamaNuM para TiMgAIne, laTakIne lapasIne eka pachI eka baLIne khAkha thaI jaze..." sau nIce UtarI jaIe." Aga jevA ekatrita thayelA sau cIsa nAkhatA A pejanA emane jarA jokhama bharelI lAgI. hatA, kolAhala karatA hatA, paNa mAga keIne ya vaccethI gAMTha chUTI jAya agara tUTI jAya te kAMI sUjhata nahote. akALe mRtyu thAya. paNa Ame ya AganuM akALa ame uparathI cIsa nAkhatA hatA, amane mRtyu te amArI sAme vikarALa AMkhe phADIne bacAvo ! UbhuM ja hatuM. e leka nIcethI rADa pADatA hatA; A dukhiyAone keI paNa rIte bacAve. AganI garamI vadhI rahI hatI. ane javALAo amArI najIka ne najIka AvI rahI ApaNuM lekanI A viziSTatA che. ApaNane hatI. ame je khaMDamAM hatA, e khaMDa choDI raDe pADatAM kolAhala karatAM AvaDe che, paNa sarakatA sarakatA ame sau kaTheDA pAse AvyA. cejanApUrvaka kAma karatAM nathI AvaDatuM. pariNAme ame pAchaLa joyuM to e khaMDa kayArane ya prajavaLI avyavasthA vadhe che. kArya kaMI ja thatuM nathI. UTho hato, have te amArA mATe eke ya AvA prasaMge tAlIma pAmelA ane binatAlIma pAmelA parakhAI jAya che. AvA bhayamAM tAlIma pAmele eka mANasa je karI zake che te bina kaTheDAthI AgaLa kayAM javuM? mArI janAmAM keLavAyelA hajAra paNa karI zakatA nathI. bALakane laIne UtaravuM jokhama bhareluM hatuM. saMkaTanI bhayaMkara kSaNe pasAra thaI rahI hatI. nIce ane upara sarvatra kelAhala hato paNa nIce kelAhala karanArAomAM eka sAhasakeIne eTaluM ya na sUjhayuM ke baMbAvALAne khabara vIra nIkaLe, e kyAMkathI eka moTI nisaraNI. ApIe, nisaraNInI zodha karIe, ekAda deraDuM dhI lAvyA. eNe nisaraNa mAMDI. paNa zodhI upara pheMkIe - saune eka ja vAta AvaDe. aphasa ! e TUMkI hatI. amArAthI cha hAtha rADa pADavI, bUmabarADA nAkhavA ane vAcAnI dUra hatI. eNe eka kSaNa vicAra karyo ane vAMjhaNa dayA dekhADavI. pitAnA khabhA upara ja e mAMDI. AvI moTI paLepaLa bhayaMkara rIte pasAra thaI rahI hatI. nisaraNI ane te mANasanA khabhA upara ! eha! nIcethI madada maLe evI AzA have rahI na hatI. baLa paNa jabaruM. ane dherya paNa jabaruM. evI vipada vakhate mANasane zI khabara kayAMthI paNa viratAne sahaja rIte mastaka jhUkI jAya che. dhairyanuM baLa maLI rahe che. e vakhate saddabhAgye sevAdaLamAM lIdhelI tAlIma mArI madade AvI. nisaraNI eNe khabhA upara lIdhI eTale meM kahyuM: "bahene! hiMmata rAkhe. kevaLa cIse e traNa hAtha UMcI AvIH paNa hajI traNa hAtha pADavAthI have ApaNane keI ugAre ema nathI, amArAthI e dUra hatI. nisaraNI para uparathI ane ApaNI dayAmaNuM cIthI A pracaMDa Aga ThekaDe mAya nahi, sthiti nAjuka hatI. have te paNa zAMta paDe ema nathI. tame tamArA saunA jIvana ane maraNa vacce prahara nahi, kalAka nahi sADalA Ape, ene eka bIjA sAthe bAMdhI enuM paNa paLe gaNAI rahI hatI. vI

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divyadIpa sarvatra bhayanA vAtAvaraNathI mAnava haiyAne cIrI nAMkhe evI cIseA saMbhaLAtI hatI, aMte AsapAsa vadhatI jatI vALAnA tApathI deha zekAtA hatA. pitAzrI teA uparathI bhUsake mAravAnI vAta upara AvI gayA paNa bhUsakA mAravA e zakaya na hatuM. traNa mALanI tAtiMga UMcI havelI parathI paDanAranuM eka paNa aMga salAmata na rahe. ISTadevanA jApa aMtaramAM satata cAlatA hatA. mANasa sukhamAM jevI tIvratAthI prabhu smaraNa nathI karatA, evI tIvratAthI e du:khamAM smare che. te ja paLe mArAmAM aNadhAryAM maLanA saMcAra thayA. dauya nAM kiraNa aMgaa'gamAMthI pragaTavA lAgyAM. huM kaTheDA kUdI bahAranI sImenTanI pALa para AvyeA. kaTheDA bahAra dazeka AMgaLanI nAnI pALa hatI. mAre eka hAtha me' kaTheDAnA saLiyAmAM majabUta rIte bharAvyA, vajra jevI majabUta pakaDathI saLiyAne pakaDI meM pitAjIne kahyu: "tame dhImethI kaTheDA eLagI A pALa para AveA. ane mArA hAtha pakaDI TiMgAe eTale nIce nisaraNIne aDe pachIja mArA hAtha cheDajo." pitAjI kahe : "mArA bhAra Ama addhara AkAzamAM tuM jhIlI zakIza ? tArA hAtha pakaDIne laTakuM ane hAtha chUTI jAya teA te banne paththaranI zilA para ja pachaDAie nA!" meM kahyuM : vicAra karavAnA A samaya nathI. jIvana maraNanI A paLa che. je thavAnuM haze thaze. paNa zraddhA che, sAru ja thaze." 91 mANasanuM mana ghaNuM ja nIca ane svArthI che. e ucca ne paropakArI dekhAya che, paNa tenI agniparIkSA thaI nathI tyAM sudhI ja. jyAre evI paLa Ave che tyAre ja mananI sAcI parakha thAya che. sAmAnya rIte pratyeka mAnavI potAnA mana mATe ucca abhiprAyanA bhramamAM hAya che, ane mArA mATe mane paNa evA ja vizvAsa hatA. A paLe mane jijIviSA preravA lAgI. The last days of pompeii nA prasaMga yAda Ave che. AkhA zahera para lAvA 2sa UchaLI rahyo che, agninI varSA thaI rahI che, thoDI ja kSaNAmAM sau maravAnA che, chatAM sau acavAnA maraNiyA prayatna kare che. AgaLa doDatA mANasane dhakko mArI, enuM dhana jhUMTavI, mANasa AgaLa nIkaLavA prayatna kare che, peAtAnA ja jIva bacAvavA prayatna kare che; jyAre khIjI bAju ko'ka sajjana lUlAne madada kare che, AMdhaLAne TekA Ape che, vRddhane dore che, pAte utAvaLa kare che, paNa apaMgAne bhUlatA nathI. tyAM lekhaka lakhe che : "A chellA kalAkamAM teo mAnavInI uccatA ane nIcatAnAM darzona kare che. In this last hour, they glimpsed specimens of every business nobility." mAruM mana paNa mane kahI rahyuM hatuM : 'UtarI jA, bhAgI jA, nahi teA khaLIne bhaDathuM thaI jaiza, jA, jIva bacAva....' evAmAM eka bahene jemanu nAma divALIbahena hatu. temaNe kahyuM : "mahArAja ! tame tamAre pahelAM UtarI jAe. amAru te thavAnuM haze te thaze." nArI! mA! tane namana che. vipadma vakhate paNa tArA aNudhama tuM nA cUke. aNunA prakAzathI te vasuMdharAne ajavALI che. tArA vAro AvyeA. huM UtarI jAuM to bahena ne zayaLathI, tArI sahiSNutAthI, tArA aNuthI mANasa Aje mAnava' che. mArI zraddhA sAcI paDI. e kharAkhara nisaraNI para paheAMcyA ne UtarI gayA. have mArA khALakAne utAranAra kANu !

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hara mane mArA para dhikkAra AvyeA. baheneAne sparzI paNa na thAya e mArA sayamadhanI maryAdA che. paNa e maryAdAne AgaLa dharI huM UtarI jAuM, mArA jIva vahAlA karu', te mArA jevA nIca svArthI kANu ? maryAdA mAnavIne ugAravA mATe che, baMdhana mATe nahi ja, paNa atyAre teA mAnavatAne prazna che. vADa vRkSanA rakSaNa mATe che, paNa vADathI vRkSanA vikAsa rUMdhAtA heAya te vADane jarA dUra paNa karavI paDe. bhagavAna mahAvIranA sacama dhanI maryAdA evI nathI je mAnavatAne haze ! meM kahyuM: bahenA, huM evA nIca nahi manuM. jIva khAtara dharma cheDavA e kAyaranuM kAma che. jaladI karo, tame pALa upara AveA, mArA hAtha pakaDIne TiMgAI jAo ane nisaraNIne paheAMceA.'' A rIte e UtaryAM, eTalAmAM teA bIjI madada paNa AvI gaI, sau UtarI gayAM. chelle hu pALa para e hAthathI TiMgAine UtaravA prayatna karatA hatA tyAM eka mAtAnI cIsa AvI are khAkhA te haju upara ja che. e tA rahI gayA.. dhumADA vaTALiyAnI jema bALakane vIMTAI gayAhatA. A kaseATI hatI, mArI mAnavatAnI, mArA samasta jIvananI A chellI parIkSA hatI. deve jANe mArI bhAvanAne karuNa dRSTithI nihALI. te ja paLe dhairyanu baLavAna daivI kiraNa mArA aMgaaMgamAM vyApI gayuM. huM pAcheA kaTheDA ThekI upara gayA. sAthe tArAcaMda paNa AvyeA. samaDI jhaDapa mArIne hAthamAMthI vastu chInavI jAya e ja vegathI bALakane mRtyunA hAthamAMthI jhaDapIne salAmata divyadIpa rIte laIne bahAra AvI gayA. nIce tALIonA, vAhavAhanA, AnaMdamaya avAjo thaI rahyA hatA. ane te ja vakhate khaMkhAnA avAja saMbhaLAyA. Tana, Tana, Tana ! bALakane laI me nisaraNI para paga mUkayA, tyAM hRdayane dhrujAvI mUke eve avAja thayeA. ane kSaNu pahelAM ame jyAM UbhA hatA e bhAga kakaDabhUsa karatA besI gayA. kudaratanA kevA saMketa ! pAMca daza miniTa pahelAM e bhAga besI gayA heAta teA ! paNa e prazna ja nakAmA che. rAma rAkhe tene kANu cAkhe ? rAtanA traNanA Takore ame vaDavAnA upAzraye AvyA, upAAyamAM paga mUkayA ane huM zuddhi khAi beTho. kalAka sudhI saMcita karelA apUrva daivI khaLanA aMdha tUTI gayA, jusso UtarI gayA hatA. savAre sAta vAge meM AMkha kheAlI tyAre bhAvanagaranA hajArA nAgariko vIMTaLAIne beThA hatA. saunAM nayanAmAM premanAM AMsu hatAM, haiyAmAM mAnavatAne abhinaMdana hatAM, zeTha jUThAbhAI jevA pratApI puruSanA mukha upara paNa lAgaNInI tIvra rekhAo khecAi hatI. emaNe gadgad kaThe thru : " mahArAjazrI ! tame te amArI lAja rAkhI. sAdhutAne arpaNanA raMgathI raMgIne bhAvanagaramAM eka javalaMta itihAsa sarjyo. ' AganI .viSamAM sahabhAgI manelAM bhAibaheneA sAme me joyuM ane mArI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvyAM. paNa te zAnAM hatAM harSoMnAM ke karuNAnAM ? " bhavanuM bhAtuM '"mAMthI

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tame pote ja tamane sukhI karanAra che ane tame pote ja tamane duHkhI karanAra che bhaviSyamAM sAruM thaze, sukha maLaze, evuM manuSyane ke amuka grahanI dazAmAM tame kharAba khastA thavAnA moTo bhAga dhArato nathI. teo bhaviSyamAM duHkha ja che. to paNa jo tame manathI mAnyuM haze ke kazuM ja thavAnuM Avaze, evuM hamezAM mAnyA kare che, ane temanA nathI, ane tamArA vicAra badalIne zubhanI ja akhaMDa mAnavA pramANa ghaNe prasaMge sukhane na jotAM teo AzA rAkhatA jo tame thayA to te ja kSaNathI bhaviSyamAM du:khane ja prakaTa thayeluM jue che. tamAruM pratikULa prArabdha badalAvAnuM, ane tamane hAni ghaNu manuSya evuM dRDhapaNe mAnatA hoya che ke karanAra grahe anukULa thavAne. ? amAru nasIba ja nabaLuM che; amArA dahADA ja vAMkA tame game tevA bhayaMkara vyAdhithI pIDAtA hai ane che, sukha amane thavAno saMbhava nathI. moTA moTA nipuNa hekaTare ane vaidyo tamane kahe ke have A prakAranA vicAre kazo ja lAbha na karatAM have tame A jagatamAM thoDA divasanA paNa che, UlaTI hAnI kare che. khATAnI AzA rAkhavI, e paNa jo tame temanA abhiprAyane tamArA aMtaHkaraNamAM moTAne AmaMtraNa karavAnI barAbara che. ethI UlaTuM pravezavA na do, ane daDha zraddhAthI mAne ke huM maravAne zubhanI arthAt sArAnI AzA rAkhavI, e zubhane nathI, ane mAre vyAdhi maTaze ja, te DokaTare ane ApaNA prati AkarSaNa tulya che A adhyAtma vaidyonA abhiprAya chatAM paNa tame vyAdhimukta thaze, zAstrane niyama che. manuSyane jayAre e niyamanuM ane lAMbuM AyuSya bhogavaze. yathArtha jJAna thaze tyAre teo bhaviSyamAM khATuM aniSTanI AzaMkAthI aniSTanuM ciMtana karI karIne thavAnuM ciMtana choDI daIne sAruM thavAnA ja ciMtanane manuSya hAthe karIne duHkhI thAya che. prayatanathI karaze. AjathI ja iSTanuM eTale kalyANanuM ciMtana karo. du:kha jaNAya tyAre duHkha saMbaMdhI vicAra na kare, sukha ja prApta thavAnuM che. evI vArtA kare. unnati paNa tatkALa ciMtana kare ke mane duHkha AvyuM ja thavAnI che, evI daDha zraddhA rAkhe, ane tadanusAra nathI mane duHkha AvavAne saMbhava ja nathI. mAre mATe prayana ke Ama karatAM : - bhava ja nathI. mAre mATe prayatna kare. Ama karatAM sukha prApta thayA vinA sukha ja nirmANa thayuM che, ane te ja mane prApta thaze, rahevAnuM nathI. sukha prApta thavuM ja joIe kAraNa ke kAraNa ke huM paramezvarane putra chuM. koIpaNa vastunI prApti manamAM tenA Agraha manuSya jayAre daDhapaNe mAne che ke huM paramezvarane pUrvaka thatA akhaMDa ciMtana upara AdhAra rAkhe che. putra chuM ane tethI sukha vinA mane bIju' prApta thavAne saMbhava ja nathI tyAre sukha tene AvyA vinA ghaNu manuSya du:khamAM ane daridrAvasthAmAM jagyA rahetuM nathI. hoya che. temane UMcI sthitimAM ANanAra koI paNa sahAyaka hotuM nathI. paNa sukhanI ucca abhilASAne manathI ApaNe jevo daDhanizcaya karIe chIe, akhaMDa sevavAthI tathA tadanusAra prayatna karavAthI, te ja pramANe bAhya jagatamAM ApaNe anubhava karIe chIe. mAro roga maTavAno nathI. mAruM dAridraya TaLavAnuM bIjA kapanA paNa na karI zake evI ucca sthitie teo pahoMcyA hoya che. nathI, ane sukha maLavAnuM nathI, AvA nizcaye jemanA aMta:karaNamAM daDha thaI gayA hoya che temane rega, hajAre duHkha paDe to paNa te duHkhethI narama theMza dAridraya ane duHkha kadI ja TaLatAM nathI. na thatAM prasanna vadana rAkhe, ane manamAM duHkhAnuM tame game teTalA duHkhI che, ane DAbA DAdhA kahetA ciMtana na karatAM kahe ke "mArA prArabdhamAM duHkha nathI hoya ke tamAruM duHkha TaLe evuM nathI, te paNa je paNa sukha ja che, mane sukha ja maLavAnuM che. je je mAre tamArA manamAM nizcaya thAya ke A duHkha TaLe evuM ja joIze te sarva mane prApta thayA vinA rahevAnuM nathI. che ane te TaLaze ja, te te TaLe ja che. te te mane prApta thavAnI taiyArImAM ja che." tamAruM prArabdha game tevuM kharAba hoya ane A prakAranA daDhanizcaya ane zraddhA je aMtakaraNamAM jethI game teTalI chAtI ThokIne tamane kahetA hoya che, te samaya jatAM sukhane joyA vinA rahetuM ja nathI.

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samAcAra sAra che gaI sAla kArtika suda pUrNimAnA maMgala ane pU. zrInI sAthe vihAramAM paNa pagapALA prabhAte pUjya gurudeva zrI citrabhAnu mahArAjanA cAlatAM hatAM. TheraThera gahulIo thatI hatI, divya hadayamAMthI janmelI mAnava rAhatanI kalyANa- senArUpAnAM phUlethI sau vadhAvatA hatA. kArI pravRtti AkhuM ya varSa akhaMDa rIte cAlI IrAjha sinemA AgaLa cheDA bradharsavALA ane jeno lAbha hajAre nahi paNa lAkha pIDita , - zrI khImajIbhAI cheDAnA dharmapatnIe gahulI mAnava baMdhuoe lIdhuM hatuM. pharI e ja karI hatI. kArtika pUrNimA AvatAM cAturmAsa parivartana pitAne AMgaNe karAvI svAMgaNane pAvana karAvavA A bhavya svAgatayAtrA keTanAM zrI zAMtinAtha judA judA pAMca gRhastha vinaMtI karavA AvyA jaina maMdiramAMthI nIkaLIne carcageTa thaIne marInahatA. temAM keTa zrI saMghane Agraha te e DrAIva para AvelA "zreyasa"mAM zrI manasukhabhAI rahyo ke A sAla te cAturmAsa parivartanane ela. vasAnA nivAsasthAne pahoMcI hatI. lAbha keTa saMghane ja maLavo joIe. jyAM zrImatI madhurIbahena tathA zrI manasukha bhAIe temaja temanA svajanoe pU. gurudevazrInuM saune ATale badhe utsAha ane Agraha tathA te samaye padhArelA mahemAnonuM bhAvabhInuM hevA chatAM pU. gurudeve zrI manasukhabhAI ela. svAgata karyuM hatuM. vasAnI tathA madhurIbahena vasAnI vinaMtI mAnya rAkhI. zrI manasukhabhAI pU. gurudevanA sahuthI tyArabAda marInaDrAiva upara AvelA bhulAbhAI pahelA agara te jUnAM bhakatomAMnA eka che. eNDiTorIyamamAM pU. gurudevanuM pravacana rAkhavAmAM pU. gurudeva AjathI 23 varSa pahelAM muMbaImAM AveluM. tyAM besavAnI vyavasthA suMdara rIte ghATakopara padhArelA tyArathI zrI manasukhabhAI jaLavAI hatI. mAnavamedanI UbharAI jatAM bahAra nAnI uMmara hovA chatAM pU. gurudevanA jJAnathI paNa zretAo mATe vyavasthA karavAmAM AvI AkarSAIne satata lAbha Aja sudhI letA hatI. pravacana pUrNa thatAM zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA AvyA che. karavAmAM AvelI ane sau anahada AnaMda ane utsAhabharyA vAtAvaraNamAM vIkharAyA hatA. pU. gurudevazrI tathA munirAja zrI balabhadrasAgarajIe tA. 17-11-67nA roja savAATha pravacananI noMdha pachInA aMkamAM ApavAmAM vAge keTanA upAzrayathI vihAra karyo tyAre seMkaDo Avaze. bhAI-bahene mAMgalika sAMbhaLavA hAjara hatAM

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Dan Shi Yi Zhe Ye Shi ,Dan Shi Zhe Li Ye Ye Ying , Dan Zhe Li Ye Shi Geng ,Geng Gai Jin Jian Yi deha e cetanAne zaNagAra che, tema suMdara vastra e zarIrane zaNagAra che. saundarya ane kalAnA upAsakene cheDA erakanDIzanDa sADI senTaranI mulAkAta levA saprema nimaMtraNa che. A MAN OF WORDS AND NOT OF DEEDS IS LIKE A GARDEN FULL OF WEEDS. : jenTasa mATe : phebsanA TerelIna, TerIkeTana, tathA anya prakhyAta milonA TerIgula, lona ane aneka jAtanA UMcA tathA kalAtmaka kApaDanI kharIdI mATe padhAre, | raeNlena banArasI koImbatura caMderI gaDhavAla mesI zAntiniketana kAzmIra prInTa kalakattA beMglora kAMjIvarama TerIlIna lakhanau henDaluma Dekona cIkana veza enDa vera | rUbiyA nAIlena jorjeTa phulaveyala ja che DA baM dha e * uttama kApaDanI kharIdI mATe prathama pasaMdagInuM sthaLa: vibhAga : ' cheDA provijhana sTAra irejha bilDIMga, carcageTa muMbaI 1 Te. naM. 245271 irejha sInemA bilaDIMga carcageTa muMbai 1 Te. naM. 245940

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tA. 20-11-67 (tA. nA-+0 .2 divyadIpa rajI. naM. ema. eca. 5ra veNu ane phI zuM ja khalIla jibrAna kiDIkhe che. na. ema. eca. hara mAtra eka ja vAra mane avApha karI devAmAM rahuM to ye mArA vasavATamAM mAruM gamana che ane huM Avyo hato 'tuM koNa che?" ema eka mANase mane jauM te mArA manamAM mAre nivAsa che. mAtra pUchayuM tyAre. prema ane mRtyu ja badhI vastuonuM parivartana kare che. mAro AtmA ane deha jayAre paraspara premathI dharatInI dhULamAM sUnArAMnAM svanAM karatAM chatrasaMlagna ane susaMvAdI banyA tyAre huM dvija banyuM. palaMga paDhanArAnAM svapna vadhu suMdara nathI hotAM, te pachI jIvana devatAnA nyAyaparanI mArI zraddhA yAda e milanane eka prakAra che. vismaraNa kema gumAvuM? e muktinuM eka svarUpa che. ame asaMkhya sUryonI gati anusAra kALagaNanA mAre thoDuMka duHkha to amuka sukhanI tRSNakarIe chIe ane teo nAnAM khIsAMmAMnAM nAnakaDAM mAMthI ja bharyuM che, e navAI jevuM nathI ? yaMtra vaDe samaya pAme che. have kaho joie, eka ja sthaLe ane eka ja samaye ame kevI rIte kadIye mAnavInI kalpanA ane siddhio vacce je maLIe ? aMtara che te te tenI tamannAthI ja vaTAvI zakAya. tIrthadhAmane paMthe mane eka anya yAtrI mo. svarga to haNe paDakhenA khaMDanA bAraNA pAchaLa ane meM tene pUchayuM : "tIrthadhAma jato rasto kharekhara che, paNa meM tenI cAvI khAI nAkhI che..kadAca ' ane teNe kahyuM : "mArI pAchaLa mArAthI te mAtra kayAMka ADI avaLI mukAI gaI che. pAchaLa cAlyA Ave ane eka divasa ne eka rAtamAM tIrthadhAme pahoMcI jaze." huM to ene anu- mAnavInI mahattA teNe zuM meLavyuM che temAM saryo ane ghaNuya dina ane ghaNuM ya rAta sudhI nahi paNa - te zuM meLavavA jhaMkhe che temAM che. ame cAlyAM karyuM, chatAM ya tIrthadhAme ame na pahoMcyAM. ane huM tAjuba to tyAre thaye jayAre mane dhe raste - jyAre tame kazAka agamya anugraha mATe jhaMkhyA doravA badala e mArA para ja gusse thaye. kare che ane koI akaLa kAraNe jhUre che tyAre sAce ja tamAma vikasatI vastuo sAthe tame vikase uSAne pAmavA mATe to rajanIne paMtha che ane tamArI paracetanA pratye abhimukha bane che. vaTAvavo ja rahyo. sAmA mANasanuM sAcuM svarUpa e zuM vyakta kare mAruM ghara mane kahe che: "mane tajIza mA, che temAM nahi, paNa e zuM vyakta karI zakato nathI kAraNake tAro bhUtakALa ahIM ja bharyo paDyo che." temAM raheluM che. ane mArga mane bolAve che: "Ava, ane mane anu- tethI to ene pichAnavAne e zuM bole che te sara, kAraNake tAruM bhAvi huM chuM." para nahi, paNa e zuM nathI besato tenA para ane ghara tema ja rastA baMnene huM kahuM chuM; "mAre lakSa Ape. nathI keI bhUtakALa ke nathI koI bhaviSya. huM ahIM ka, prakAzaka ane mAnAha saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM. ra mAM chapAvI, DIvAina noleja sosAyaTI (hinya jJAna saMgha) mATe leTIna embasa, dalAla sTrITa, muMbaI naM. 1 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.