Dakshina Pathni Sadhna Yatra

Author(s): Pratap J Tolia
Publisher: Vardhaman Bharati International Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032323/1

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ja ke dakSiNApathanI sAdhanAyAtrA *o jasa SMS ka prA. pratApakumAra ToliyA ht find AYU UDE

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che. 3OM nama: u vamAna bhAratI AM. 2, jenavidhA vizvavidyAlaya VARDHAMAN BHARATI INTERNATIONAL JAINOLOGY UNIVERSITY : eka savapnaH eka ArSadarzanaH eka parikalpanA : New parama dhyAnanI anubhUtinI dhanya paLomAM paramaguruoe nIhALeluM, parA-vANI dvArA abhivyaktirUpe prereluM ane A AtmAnI svayaMnI abhIpsAo dvArA levAyeluM - ......evuM eka ArSa-darzana, eka svapna sarjAyuM : zrImad rAjacaMdrajI praNIta "Atma" lakSya AdhArita dhyAna-jJAna-bhakita-sevAkarmanI svayaM-samAja ubhayanI samagratAbharI saMtulita saMpUrNa sAdhanA saha, saMpradAyAtIta unmukta samanvaya daSTi mujabanuM, jaina vidyAonuM anuzIlana, adhyayana, adhyApana prAraMbhAya.... ane te paNa pradUSita nagaromAM nahIM, prazAMta vano pavanomAM prakRtinI godamAM, ekAMta girikaMdarAo ane zAMta saritA taTo para, sarvajJo ane prAka RSioe bovyAnusAra "upatvare giriNAm, saMgame ca nadInAm fdhayA vipro enAyata " AvA prabuddha abhyAsInA nirmANa arthe sarjAI rahe -'parA-pazyanti' evI vItarAgavANI-jinavANI-vardhamAna bhAratInuM vizvavidyAlaya, jainavighAo sameta sarva sArthaka, zreyakArI vidyAonu jaina vizvavidyAlaya.....! A kAje nimaMtrI rahyAM sAbaramatIthI tuMgabhadrAtaTanI saprANa giriguphAonA sAda..... dakSiNApathanI A sAdhanAyAtrAmAM enuM bIja ropAyuM ane enA saMdhAnapathomAM thatuM rahyuM ene aMkurita karatuM vizad Ayojana. paramaguruoe paramakRpA karI A alpAtmAne e mATe yogya samajI "aMtaramAM" ane "atItamAM" daSTi karAvI..... darzAyo tyAM sadIono eka bhArekhama khAlIpo, eka asAmAnya abhAva, eka che mahAghora pramAda jainono'- uparyukata ucca koTinA eka paNa virATa jaina vizvavidyAlaya nahIM sajaryAno zramaNa saMskRtinI jJAna-artha-tapa-AcAra-sattA sarvarUpe atisamRddha paraMparA ane vAraso hovA chatAM ! anya paraMparAonA ajaMtA-IlorAdi klAsAdhanAlayo ja nahIM, takSazilA ne nAlandA jevA vizvavidyAlayo sarjAyAM (nAlandA, ke jyAM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIranAM cauda cauda cAturmAso thayA ane prANa zrAvako vasatA rahyAM, chatAM!!) w Woord onanono anu. yazla 4 5ra cAlu

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arpaNa ) A sAdhanAyAtrAnA preraka nimitta, upakAraka agraja ane Azrama-pramukha rava. pU. caMdubhAI ToliyAnA pAvana AtmAne.... jemanI saMge haMpInA Azrama-tIrthe vastupALa-tejapALavat apUrva jinAlaya-jaina vizvavidyAlaya baMne sarjavAnI bhavya bhAvanAo svapnadrA banI sadgurudeva sahajAnaMdaghanajIne caraNe besIne sevI, prayatno AdaryA. paraMtu... e sarve sAkAra thatAM pahelAM ja e baMne acAnaka, aNadhAryA, asamaya svadhAma sidhAvyA..... paMkhInA mALA vIMkhAyA... pAMkhe pAMkhe tIra parovAyAM.... ne svapno adhUrAM rahyAM, jIvanapravAho dhasamasatA vahyAM... kayAre thaze e virATa bhAvanAo A alpAtmAthI, alpa jIvanamAM have pUrI? - .

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Amukha sAdhanAnI sthiti parama dhanya che. je A mArga para cAlI nIkaLe che te svaya potAne tema ja bIjAne paNa dhanya banAvI zake che. A mArga para cAlanArane kramazaH prakAza prApta thavA lAge che ane dhIre dhIre parama prakAzanI siddhi prApta thaI jAya che. hajAro sUryanA prakAzathI paNa adhika tejomaya AtmAno prakAza hoya che. jene A prakAza prApta thaI jAya che, enI aMdarathI ajJAna aMdhakAra samApta thaI jAya che. te sarvajJa banI jAya che. satya jJAna anantam brahma' brahma satyasvarUpa, jJAnasvarUpa ane anaMta tattva che. jene A brahmasiddhi prApta thaI jAya che enI cetanA anantabhedinI banI jAya che. e ananta cetanAmAM badhuM ja samAI jAya che, A ananta cetanA badhuM ja jovA lAge che. enAthI kazuM chupuM. nathI rahI zakatuM. brahmajJAnI sarvajJa banI jAya che. te badhuM jANe che. je brahmajJAnI nathI tenI cetanA ananta na banatAM sImita ja rahe che. sImAmAM badhuM kevI rIte samAI zake? sImita cetanAvALo manuSya sarvajJa kevI rIte banI zake? sAdhanAnI pagadaMDInuM nirmANa gurunI sahAyatAthI thAya che. A mArga para e guru ja AgaLa laI jaI zake che, jeNe svayaM A yAtrA pUrI karI che. je svayaM mArgane na oLakhatA hoya e ziSyane kayAM laI jaI zake? A ja satyanuM udghATana karatAM kabIre kahyuM che "jAkA guru hai andhalA, celA kharA nirndh| andhA andhe TheliyA, dUnyUM kUpa pddnt||" jeno guru aMdha che evo ziSya to ethI ya vadhAre aMdha haze. jyAre eka AMdhaLo bIjA AMdhaLAne dhakelIne AgaLa laI jAya tyAre baMne eka sAthe kUvAmAM paDe. kharA gurunA lakSaNa batAvatAM kabIra kahe che "balihArI guru ApaNI, dyo hADI ke baar| locana anaMta ughAr3iyA, anaMta dikhAvaNa hAra / / " guru! Apa dhanya cho. Apa to svagIrya anaMta satyanuM darzana pratikSaNa karo cho. Apa mArI aMdara anaMta AMkho kholI dIdhI, jenAthI huM anaMtanuM

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darzana karI zakuM. anaMta locana ja anaMtanuM darzana karAvI zake che. je AMkho jagatanA svArthanI sAdhanAne mATe mAtra thoDA loko sudhI ja sImita rahI jAya, te anaMtane kevI rIte joI zake? jyAre AMkhonI sImA anaMta banI jAya tyAre ja anaMta satya paramAtmAnuM darzana thAya. prApta to e pratyeka kSaNe hoya ja che, paNa ene ajJAna jovA nathI detuM - jema ApaNA hAthamAM ja koI vastu hoya ane ApaNe ene zodhatA rahIe tema - kabIre kahyuM che; "terA sAMi tujha meM jyoM puhupana meM baas| kasturI ke miraga jyuM, ita uta sUMghata dhaas||" jema phUlanI sugaMdha phUlamAM ja samAyelI hoya che, tema tAro svAmI to tArI aMdara ja che ! kasturInI sugaMdha mRganI aMdara ja hoya che paNa ene prApta karavA te jyAM tyAM ghAsa sUMghato bhaTake che. pratyeka paramANamAM zakita banIne beThelo paramAtmA pratyeka paLe sahune prApta ja che, paNa ene jovAnI zakti prApta karavI paDe che. anaMta paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcADanArI yAtrA paNa anaMta ja hoya che. e yAtrAnA patha para jo sadguru maLI jAya to yAtrI dhanya banI jAya che. dakSiNApatha ja zA mATe ? e to badhI dizAomAM che. eTalA ja mATe dakSiNamAM paNa. dakSiNamAM paNa dhanya AtmAo che, pUrva, pazcima ane uttaramAM paNaeka karatAM eka caDhI jAya tevA dhanya! hA, emane zodhavAnI AvazyakatA hoya che. sAdhakanuM bhAgya sAruM hoya to ene siddha guru prApta thaI jAya che. kabIre ene ja-"kachu pukhalA lekha" kahyo che. pUrva janmanI sAdhanA AgaLa vadhelI hoya to A janmamAM siddhi jaladI maLI jAya che. A saMskAra manuSyamAM ja nahIM, pazupakSImAM paNa saMbhave che. ToliyAjIe potAnI A kRtimAM AtmArAma zvAnanI suMdara carcA karI che. jaTAyu, jAMbavAna, hanumAna ane kAka bhuzuMDi, paNa evA ja sAdhaka hatA. udayapurano gajarAja paNa AvA ja saMskArono svAmI hato. matsya, kaccha5, varAha ane zeSanAganA zarIramAM paNa anaMta saMskAravAna nArAyaNa beThelA hatA. e nArAyaNa kayAM nathI? prahUlAda mATe to te thAMbhalAmAMthI pragaTa thayA hatA. dharmarAja yudhiSThira sAthe kUtaro paNa svarga sudhI gayo hato. kUtarA jevo svAmIbhakitano Adarza bIje kyAM maLaze? eTale ja kabIre kahyuM: P

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'kabIrA kUtA rAma kA, motiyA merA naauN| gale rAma kI jevarI, jita ravIMce tita jAuM / / " kabIra rAmano kUtaro che, motI' mAruM nAma che. mArA gaLAmAM rAmanI, emanA premanI, dorI baMdhAyelI che. e mane jyAM kheMcIne laI jAya che tyAM huM cAlyo jAu chuM. zaraNAgata mukata puruSanI bhaktino Adarza jevo zvAnanA hRdayamAM sthapAyelo jovA maLe che, tevo bIje kayAMya saMbhava nathI. satya, ahiMsA ane premanI zakti apAra hoya che. sarva mahAtmAo AnI siddhi prApta karavA mATe ja sAdhanA karatA hoya che. jemane A siddhi prApta thaI jAya che te "jina" banI jAya che, indriyAtIta "bhagavAna" banI jAya che, samagra vizvane e pavitra ane pAvana banAvI de che. jaina mahAtmAoe paNa A kSetromAM adbhuta siddhi prApta karI. A ja siddhinI prApti pachI arjune bhagavAna zrIkRSNane kahyuM hatuM- no modaka smRtirtathA vastrApAtsurezvara - he devonA deva ! tamArI kRpAthI ja mAruM ajJAna dUra thaI gayuM. mane potAnA anaMta svarUpanuM smaraNa prApta thaI gayuM. ToliyAjIe potAnI sAdhanAnA A patha para evA jaina mahAtmAonI carcA karI che, jemanAmAM vizvamaitrI sthApita thaI cUkI hatI, je samagra vizvane premamaya ane pavitra banAvI zakatA hatA.... AvA mahAtmAonA smaraNa mAtrathI mana pavitra banI jAya che. A pAvana smRtine zAzvata dhArAmAM sthApita karavAne mATe e prAtaH smaraNIya AtmAonA jIvanane akSarabrahmane arpita karI graMthanuM rUpa ApavAmAM Ave che. ToliyAjIno A saphaLa prayAsa anuzIlana karanArAonA manane nirmaLa banAvavAnI zakita dharAve che. A graMthane anaMta praNAma. - DaoN.rAmaniraMjana pAMDeya bhUtapUrva hindI vibhAgAdhyakSa, usmAniyA vizvavidyAlaya, haidrAbAda, praNetA, sarasvatI vidyApITha saMkula, AMdhrapradeza, haidrAbAda (dakSiNa).

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jika prastAvanA varSo pUrve, ahIM varNita adabhUta tIrthabhUminA ratnakUTa, vijayanagara, ( hepI, kiSkindhAnagarInI karNATakanI prAcIna pAvana bhUmi para sarjAyela, gujarAtanA AdhyAtmika saMskAra-vArasA samA nUtana evA "zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama"nA sAdhanAdhAmanA prathama darzane jatAM A Alekha sahaja lakhAI gayo hato. te pachI to A sAdhanAmaya bhUminuM evuM to cuMbakIya AkarSaNa rahyuM ke A paMkitaonA lekhake A AzramanI abhinava bhUmi upara svayaMsAdhanA mATe ja nahIM, eka AgavI vidyApITha UbhI karavA mATe paNa, gujarAta ! vidyApITha amadAvAdanuM prAdhyApaka-pada choDIne ane videzomAM aneka nimaMtraNo jatAM karIne, beMgalora temaja paMpI AvIne vasavAnuM svIkAryuM. A A sthAna-parivartana ane ukata vidyApITha-nirmANakArya pAchaLa sarvaprathama saMketa ane AjJA hatAM-paramopakAraka vidyAguru ane gujarAta, bhAratanA mahAprAjJa vidyApuruSa evA prajJAcakSu paMDitavarya DaoN. sukhalAlajInA, ke jemaNe 1970mAM A lakhanArane potAnI nizrA ane sevA choDAvIne paNa ahIM AvavA preryo! . te pachIno to ahIMno eka moTo itihAsa che, je sAdhanAyAtrAno saMdhAnapaMtha" nAme gujarAtImAM ane anya aneka kRtio svarUpe hindI, aMgrejI ane kannaDa bhASAomAM lakhAI ane prakAzita thaI rahela che. Aje A prAka-nUtana tIrthadhAmanA saMsthApaka yogIndrazrI sahajAnaMdajI A dharatI para nathI, prajJAcakSu paMDita zrI sukhalAlajI paNa sadehe nathI, paraMtu A baMne mahApuruSonI ArSadraSTibharI preraNA ane bhavyabhAvanA-eka abhinava vidyApIThanA nirmANanI-e bhUmi upara Aje birAjamAna jJAnamayI karuNAmayI bhakitamayI jagatmAtA "mAtAjI"nI pAvana nizrAmAM* phaLavA jaI rahI che: cauda cauda varSonI tapazcaryAo ane bhUmikA-nirmANa pachI, apAra pratikULatAonI vaccethI ! ukata yogIpuruSa ane prAyaH ajJAta evA yogIndra saddagurudeva zrI sahajAnaMdaghanajIno ja satata preraka Adeza rahyo che ke "pratikULatAone anukULatAo mAnajo !" gujarAtanA sAdhaka-kavizrI makaraMda davee dUrathI ja A mahApuruSa ane "pU. mAtAjI paNa hamaNAM 4-4-92nA samAdhipUrvaka videhastha thaI gayAM che! w w ka

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ja00000000000000000000000 eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 0 e 000 sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo eeeeeeeeeeeee temanI A yogabhUmino paricaya pAmIne lakhyuM che-vijayanagara hepInA khaMDero vaccenI A bhUmimAM mane navo ujAsa dekhAI rahyo che." A badhAM viSe | vizeSa badhuM to vAcakonA rasa ane pratibhAva jANyA bAda avasare. ahIM to che mAtra prathama darzanano Alekha. | kRti to A AlekhanI nAnakaDI, paraMtu emAM nihita saMbhAvanAo virATa vaTavRkSanI. paramaguruonI ja e kRpA. emAM mAruM kazuM nahIM. preraNArUpe ane zakitarUpe A mahatvapuruSo-paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajI, prajJAcakSu DaoN.paM.zrI sukhalAlajI, yogIndra yugapradhAna zrI sahajAnaMdaghanajI ane AtmadraSTA mAtAjI uparAMta sahAya ane sahayogarUpe aneka vaDIla gurujano ane svajano emAM kharA ja. ukata paramaguru mahapuruSono upakAra to vALI zakavo ja azakaya paraMtu A Aptajanono sAbhAra ullekha dharma che. A upakramamAM sadA smaraNIya raheze A sAdhanAyAtrAnA ane ratnakUTanA AzramatIrtha para bhavya jinAlaya ane abhUtapUrva jaina vizvavidyAlayanA, uparyukata mahatupuruSonA jeTalA ja, nirmANa-preraNAdAtA sva.agraja zrI caMdubhAI ToliyA. AzramanA pramukha tarIkenI temanI prAraMbhika nirmANa sevAo hajI to virATane AMbavA mAgatI hatI. A anujane sAthe laIne teo A pAvana tIrthabhUmi para uparyukata be virATa nirmANo dvArA vastupALa-tejapALanI baMdha belaDInA Adarzane caritArtha karavA jhaMkhI rahyA hatA.... paraMtu vidhinI vicitratA ane svapuruSArthanI kasoTI ke teo A virATa kAryo nimitte mArA gujarAta choDI karNAkaTa-beMgalora, haMpI-sthAnAMtara bAda, gurudevazrI sahajAnaMdaghanajInA mahAprayANanA barAbara eka mAsa pUrve, 2 okaTo. 1970nA dine, moTara akasmAtamAM paNa gurukRpAthI samAdhi jAgRtipUrvaka svargavAsI thayA. eka mahine, 2 navembara 1970nA dine svayaM gurudeva zrI sahajAnaMdaghanajI paramakRpALu devane pagale mahAvidehavAsI thayA ! be virATa nirmANonA be virATa AdhAro gayA !! A AtmAnA bAhyAMtara jIvanamAM A vajrAghAtoe apAra "pratikULatAo" sarjI, paNa emAM "anukULatAo" mAnatA javAnA guru-Adeza ane sadehe zeSa rahelA AtmadraSTA mAtAjIe nikaTathI ane prajJAcakSu paM.sukhalAlajIe sudUra gujarAtathI baLa pUryA karyuM. pUrvokata be virATa nirmANonI bhUmikA rUpe "vardhamAna bhAratI"nA svadeza- videzanAM aneka vidyAsarjano thaI rahyAM. o oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo eee oooooo sweeeeeeeee

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chAyArUpe sarvatra dharmapatnI sumitrAno ane pratichAyAo rUpe amArI samarpita suputrIono sahayoga pArAvAra rahyo, jemAM ukata mahApuruSonI ja kRpA, deza-videzanAM aneka sAthIonA sahayogano to haju judo vRttAMta lakhavo raheze. A sarva sahayogothI cAlI rahelA vardhamAnabhAratInA ane AzramanA yatkiMcit sarjanakAryonA upakramamAM svatvanI bhAre kasoTI karatA vaLI be moTA vajrAghAto AvyA-prathama amArAM sarvasRjanonA prANasamI jyeSThA suputrI ku. pArulano paNa bharayuvAvasthAmAM asamaya ja, mArga oLaMgavAnA moTara akasmAta dvArA, A lakhanAranI pAMcamI videzayAtrA daramyAna 28 oNgasTa, 1988nA dine beMgaloramAM svargavAsa ane bIjo amArA jIvananA kendra sama AzramanA adhiSThAtrI AtmadraSTA mAtAjIno ye 4 eprila 1992nA dine haMpIMthI mahAvidehano mahApravAsa !! sva. pArulano A "sAdhanAyAtrA"nI laghukRtinA hindIkaraNamAM sarvatra viziSTa prabhAva upajAvato anero sahayoga rahyo. te ja rIte UMDA ciMtana ne anumodanApUrvaka A kRtino "Amukha" lakhI ApIne, mArA vizvavidyAlayIna anusnAtaka adhyayana samayathI upakAraka vidyAguru rahelA vidvAn sAdhakavarya DaoN. rAmaniraMjana pAMDeyajIno hRdayathI AbhAra mAnuM chuM. anya sahayogIono paNa bhAvapUrvaka AbhAra mAnI A prAkathana pUruM karIza, jemAM che : A kRtine AvuM suMdara kalAtmaka rUpa ApanAra sAdhaka mitra baMdhuddhaya zrI ratibhAI lAlabhAI, zrI cImanabhAI lAlabhAI, grAphika praoNsesa sTuDiyonA temanA sahayogIo, mudraka baMdhu zrI urmizabhAI, A AlekhanI suMdara akSaromAM hastaprata taiyAra karI ApanAra Azrama-sAdhikA zrImatI ramAbahena jhaverI, A prakAzanamAM guptanAma videzanA eka dharmabaMdhu mitra ane anya aneka nAmI-anAmI, pratyakSa sahayogIo. aMte, paramaguruo pratye prArthanA karIne viramIza ke A nAnI zI sAdhanAyAtrA' anekonI bAhya ke AMtarika vizada sAdhanAyAtrAnuM nimitta bano ! prA.pratApakumAra ToliyA 12, kaeNmbrija roDa, alsara, beMgalora-560008 21 me, 1993. 2000

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khaMDeromAM A anokho AzramaH - jyAM alakha jagAvyo eka avadhUta! :: wwww : - se ase see eeeeeeeeeeeee unmukata AkAza, prasanna prazAMta prakRti, hariyALAM khetaro, patharALa TekarIo, cotarapha vikharAyelAM bhagna khaMDero ane nIce vadhI rahelI tIrthasalilA tuMgabhadrA - A badhAnI vacce ratnakUTa'nI parvatikA para giri kaMdarAomAM chavAI phelAIne Ubho che A ekAMta AtmasAdhanano Azrama, jaMgalamAM maMgalavatuM! bhagavAna munisuvratasvAmI ane bhagavAna rAmanA vicaraNanI ne vAlI-sugrIva-hanumAnajI temaja aneka vidyAdharonI A rAmAyaNakAlIna kiSkindhAnagarI" ane kRSNadevarAyanA vijayanagara sAmrAjyanI jinAlayo- zivAlayo-rAmamaMdiro ane rAjaprAsAdovALI A samRddha ratnanagarI kALakrame koI samaye khaMDeronI nagarI banIne patano--kha banI gaI...! pariNAma svarUpe, tenI madhyamAM vaselI ratnakUTa parvatikAnI prAcIna { AtmajJAnIonI A sAdhanAbhUmi ane madhyayugIna vIronI A raNabhUmi A patanakALa daramyAna hiMsaka pazuo, vyaMtaro, cora-luMTArAo ane | pazubali caDhAvanArA durAcArI hiMsaka tAMtrikonAM kukarmono aDDo banI gaI che ane eNe rudra-bhUminuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM... paraMtu eka divasa sudUra himAlaya bhaNIthI A dharatInI aMdaranI pukAra sAMbhaLIne, tenI sAtheno potAno pUrvasaMbaMdha jANIne, tene 'raudra mAMthI punaH saumya rUpa ApavA Avyo eka avadhUta AtmayogI. aneka kaSTo, kasoTIo, agniparIkSAo, upasarga-pariSaho ane pArAvAra pratikULatAo vaccethI teNe ahIM AtmArthano alakha jagAvyo, beTho e potAnI alakha-mastImAM, bhagAvyA teNe bhUta-vyaMtarone, cora-lUMTArAone, hiMsaka durAcArIone ane A pAvana dharatI pharIne mahekI UThI.... ane pachI...pachI ahIM laherAI UThayo AtmArthanA dhAma, sAdhakonA sAdhanAsthAna ane kavi-kalAkAronI kalpanAbhUmi-zo A Azrama! bhavya teno itihAsa che, vistRta tenA mahAyogInuM jIvanavRttAMta che, je Aje anekarUpe zabdAMkti, svarAMti ane dhanyAMkita thaI rahela che. eeeeeeeebone 6s50000000000000000 sweet 10 ma

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paraMtu A alakhayogI to asamaye ja eka divasa cAlI nIkaLyAM, 2 jI navembara 1970 kArataka zukalA bIjane dine mahAjAgRta pUrvasUcita, AtmasamAdhipUrvaka, potAnI cirayAtrAe, cirakALane mATe anekone rotAM-taDapatAM choDIne ane anekonA AtmadIpa prajavALIne ! A alakha avadhUta yogIne sadehe nahIM, videhe ja maLI-oLakhIne avadhUta saMta-kavi zrI makaraMda davee temanA A Azrama mATe ThIka ja lakhyuM che ke, "bhAratamAM Aje aghyAtmano, sAcA aghyAtmano duSkALa dekhAya che tyAre kaMpInA khaMDa romAM mane navo prakAza dekhAI rahyo che." // OMOM namaH 5 jaya jaya tIrthakSetra haMpI tIrthaMkara prabhu munisuvratathI, dhanya thayela A dharatI, 'sadnakanyA'nA stotra mahIM che, gAthA maMgala karatI, jaya jaya tIrthakSetra haMpI.... jyAM pada dharavA deva-munigaNa, sadA rahetAM jhaMkhI, jyAM dhUna raTatAM, kalarava karatAM, bhakatameLAnAM paMkhI ! jaya jaya tIrthakSetra haMpI... Atmazuddhi ne AtmasiddhinI, lAgI jene laganI, evA sAdhaka jAgRta narane, rahI sadAya nimaMtrI, jaya jaya tIrthakSetra haMpI..... sAdhaka-sAthI, saMta-sAdhvI, dhUna macAve saMpI, "sahajAtma svarUpa" zrI paramagurunA nAmamaMtramAM jaMpI, jaya jaya tIrthakSetra haMpI... nIce tIrthasalilA vahetI, tuMgabhadrA saMsaratI "jJAna, yoga ne bhakita" triveNI, u52 rahI che vahetI, jaya jaya tIrthakSetra haMpI...... sadguru upakArI sahajAnaMdaghananI bharI sadA jyAM mastI, jaya jaya tIrthakSetra haMpI....... "divyadarzI" 11

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dakSiNApathanI sAdhanA-yAtrA: haees wwwwwww * prathama darzana * (dakSiNanA prAcIna aitihAsika tIrtha ratnakUTa-hepI-vijayanagara para AkAra laI rahela eka AgavA sAdhanAdhAma ane nUtana tIrthadhAma zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama) maisUra pradeza bellArI jInla guMTakala-hubaLI lAIna paranA hospeTa' relve sTezanathI basa raste sAta mAIla dUra AveluM prAcIna tIrthadhAma weeeeeeeeeeeee ae haMpI.... che ahIM keLa, zeraDI ane nALiyerIthI chavAyelI hariyALI dharatInI vacce vacce UbhI che-asaMkhya zilAo ane nAnI moTI patharALa TekarIo, sAthe ja dUra dUra sudhI mAIlo ne mAIlonA vistAramAM patharAyelAM paDayAM chejinAlayo, zivAlayo, vaiSNava maMdiro ane vijayanagara-sAmrAjyanA mahAlayonA khaMDero ne dhvasAvazeSo. uttarI bhAgamAM vahI rahI che-sthitaprajJA zI tIrthasalilA tuMgabhadrAH satata, avirata, bAreya mAsa ! zuM vasamA jaina tIrthakara munisuvratasvAmInA samayathI A sthaLano pAvana sparza aneka mahatparuSo ane sAdhakajanoe karyo che. dIrdhakALa vItavA chatAM temanI sAdhanAnAM AMdolano ane aNu-paramANuo A dharatInA ane vAyumaMDaLanA kaNa-kaNa ane sthaLa-sthaLamAM vidyamAna jaNAya che. munisuvrata bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM aneka vidyAdharo saMmilita hatAM. temAMnA vidyAsiddha rAjAo paikI hatA-rAmAyaNa prasiddha vAlI, sugrIva Adi. A vidyAdhara bhUmi' ja temanI rAjadhAnI. e vAnaradvIpa' athavA 'kiSkindhAnagarInA nAme oLakhAI che. ahIMnA aneka pASANa-avazeSo enI sAkSI pUre che. tyArabAda lAMbo evo kAlakhaMDa vityA pachI sarjAyA-vijayanagaranA vizALa, suprasiddha sAmrAjyanA mahAlayo ne devAlayo,sana 1336mAM AraMbhAyelA ane 17mI sadI sudhI astitvamAM rahI aMte vividha prakAre dhvaMsa pAmelA e mahAlayo, aDIkhama UbhelA temanA khaMDero dvArA, potAnI jAhojalAlInI smRti mUktA gayA.... w wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww enews kAkAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhaka SR

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guphAo-girikaMdarAonA sAda o ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooos oooooooooooo o o oo * * A badhAnI vacce che-jinAlayonA khaMDerovALA hemakuTa' 'bhoTa' ne "cakrakUTa'nA sadabhajyA stotra" ullikhita prAcIna pahADI jaina tIrtho. eno itihAsa munisuvratasvAmInA samayathI mAMDIne IsvIsananI sAtamI sadI sudhI ane kavacit te pachI paNa, jato jaNAya che. ukata hemakUTanI pUrve ane uttega UbhelA mAtaMga" parvatanI pazcime che-girikaMdarAo, guphAo, jalakuMDo, zilAo ane khetarothI patharAyelI jANe koI parI-kathAnI sAkAra svapna-sRSTi samo, ratnakUTa' zikharano vistAra ! aneka sAdhakonI vidyA, virAga ne vItarAganI vividha sAdhanAonI sAkSI pUratI ane mahat puruSonA pAvana saMcaraNanI punita kathA kahetI A ratnakUTa'nI guphAo, girikaMdarAo ane zilAo jANe gherA sAda ApIne zAzvatanI zodhamAM nIkaLelA sAdhanA yAtrIone bolAvatI rahetI jaNAya che. potAnI bhItaramAM saMgharI rAkhelA anubhavIonA jugajUnA ne chatAMya cira-navA evA jIvana-saMdezane AjanA mAnavI sudhI pahoMcADavA utsuka UbhI dekhAya che....! enA aNu reNumAMthI UThatA paramANuo A saMdezane dhvanita kare che. pUrve aneka sAdhakonI sAdhanA-bhUmi banyA bAda A saMdeza dvArA nUtana sAdhakonI pratIkSA karatI ThIka ThIka samaya sudhI nirjana rahelI ane chelle chelle durjanavAsa paNa banI gayelI A guphAo-girikaMdarAonA sAdane aMte eka avadhUte sAMbhaLyA.... "aMtaranI saritAne tIre guMjyA guphAnA sAda.... ApaNo saMga che sadIo purANo, rahyAM apAvI yAda...." vIseka varSanI bharayuvAvasthAe sarvasaMgaparityAga karI (jaina) munidIkSA grahaNa karelA, bAreka varSa sudhI e gurukula vAse vasIne jJAna-darzana | cAritra-sAdhanonA krama nirvahelA ane te pachI ekAntavAsI-guphAvAsI banelA e avadhUta aneka pradezonA vanopavanomAM vicaratA ane guphAomAM vasatA-anekadharmI tyAgI-tapasvIono satsaMga karatA karatA-vividha sthaLoe sAdhanA karI rahyA hatA. temanI sAdhanAnA A upakramamAM, aneka anubhavo pachI temaNe potAnA upAsya-pade niSkAraNa karuNAzIla evA vItarAgapatha-pradarzaka zrImad rAjacaMdrajIne sthApyAM. mULa kacchanA, ****** * wwAja ooooooooooooooooooooo w hAhAhAhaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hAika 13

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Feese pUrvAzramamAM mULajIbhAInA nAme ane zvetAMbara jaina sAdhu tarIkenA dIkSA-paryAyamAM 'bhadramuni'nA nAme oLakhAyelA ane ekAMtavAsa ne digambara jaina kSullakatvanA svIkAra pachI sahajAnaMdaghana'nA nAme oLakhAI ! rahelA A avadhUta, potAnA pUrva saMskAre dUra dUrathI AvatA A guphAonA sAdane potAnI smRtinI anubhUti sAthe joDIne potAnA pUrva-paricita evA A sthAnane zodhatAM zodhatAM aMte ahIM alakha jagAvavA AvI caDhayA.... A dharatI, A zilAo, AgirikaMdarAo jANe temane sAda karatI temanI che [ pratIkSAmAM ja UbhI hatI...ratnakUTanI guphAomAM prathama paga mUkatAM ja temane e sAda spaSTa saMbhaLAyo. pUrva-smRtioe tenI sAkSI pUrI, aMtaranAM UMDANathI avAja Avyo : "jene tuM icchI rahyo hato te ja A tArI pUrva-paricita siddhabhUmi !" avadhUtano alakha jAgyo ane sAkAra thayo girikaMdarAomAM Azrama! essessoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo * * * o oooo ane temaNe ahIM alakha jagAvyo....ekAMta, avAvaru, nirjana ane bhayAvaha dekhAtI guphAomAM ekAkI vAsa zarU karyo. nirbhayapaNe ne aDola Asane temanI adhUrI sAdhanA tyAM AgaLa cAlI. e sAdhanAnA kendrasthAne rahelAM zrImad rAjacaMdrajIno mukhyatve dakSiNa bhAratanA aneka sAdhakajanone lAbha maLe e uddezathI kALakrame tyAM e girikaMdarAomAM , sAkAra thayo gujarAtanA saMskAravArasAsama A "zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama'-AjathI thoDAM varSa pahelAM, vi.saM. 2017mAM, jAti-veza-bhASA-dharma-daza vagerenA koI paNa bAdha vagara, Atmatattva'nI sAdhanAnA saghaLAM abhikhuo mATe! ratnakUTa' paranI prAcIna sAdhanAbhUminI vividha guphAo, girikaMdarAo ane zilAo vacce A Azrama dina-ba-dina vistarI rahyo....sAdhako, sarvadharmIjano, A sAdhanA pratye kheMcAIne dUra dUrathI paNa AvavAM lAgyAM..."zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA AtmadarzananI tAlAvelI ane paramapadanI prApti mATenA aNIzuddha sAdhanAmaya jIvana ane kavana"thI dakSiNanA aparicita sAdhako prabhAvita thavA lAgyA... emanA jIvana-darzana ane prarUpaNa mujaba sAdhanA karI - karAvI rahelA A avadhUta zrI sahajAnaMdaghanajI-bhadramunijIne nikaTanA anya dharmanA dharmAcAryo ane ooooooooooooooose hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahAhAhAke 14

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rAjapuruSoe paNa biradAvyA e A samanvayI syAdvAda zailInI sAdhanAnI avazya eka siddhi che. AnuM pratyakSa pramANa che rAmAnuja saMpradAyanA AcAryazrI toLappacArya ane maisUranA gRhapradhAna zrI pATila dvArA thayeluM 'ratnakUTa' paranI badhI jamInanuM A Azramane vinA mUlya pradAna !.... 30 ekaranA vistAranI e UMcI-nIcI parvatALa AzramabhUmi 52 Aje daseka guphAo, sAmAnya temaja vyakitagata nivAsasthAno, guphAmAMnuM caityAlaya, gurumaMdira, bhojanAlaya ane nAnI-zI gauzALA vagere vistarelAM che. vizeSamAM keTalIka upatyakAo, nivAsakhaMDo, eka darzana vidyApITha, sabhAmaMDapa, zrImad rAjacaMdrajInuM dhyAnAlaya ane eka jinAlaya - ATaluM tyAM nirmANa heThaLa che. AzramamAM ekAkI ane sAmUhika banne prakAre samyag jJAna-darzana-cAritranI athavA bIjA zabdomAM daSTi, vicAra ane AcArazuddhinI ke bhakita, jJAna ane yoganI sAdhanA cAle che. upara jaNAvyA anusAra tenA dvAra koI paNa prakAranA bhedabhAva vagara sau sAdhako mATe khullAM che. hA, e mATe eka sAdhakIya niyamAvalI che kharI jemAM zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA samagra jIvanadarzananuM - vicAra ane AcAranuM pratibiMba paDe che, eno prathama niyama kharekhara ghyAna kheMce tevo che : "mata paMthanA Agrahono parityAga ane paMdara bhede siddhanA siddhAMtAnusAra dharma-samanvaya". A niyama zrImadnA pelA suvicAranI smRti Ape che : "tuM game te dharma mAnato hoya teno mane pakSapAta nathI. mAtra kahevAnuM tAtparya e ke je rAhathI saMsAramaLa nAza pAme te bhakita, te dharma ane te sadAcArane tuM sevaje....!" A sadAcArano samAveza paNa sAdhakIya niyamAvalInA anya niSedhomAM thaI jAya che, yathAH sAta vyasana, rAtri bhojana, kaMdamULa Adi abhakSya bhojana vagereno AtmabhAna ne vItarAgatAyukata tyAga. ahIM sAdhanA vyaktigata ke sAmudAyikapaNe karavAnuM svAtaMtrya hoya che-jemAM svAdhyAya, potapotAnI rItie sAmAyika-pratikramaNAdi dharmAnuSThAna, dhyAna, bhakti, maMtradhUna, prArthanA, bhajana ityAdi bhUmikAbhede sadhAya che. vizeSa divasonA sAptAhika, pAkSika ke mAsika kAryakramo sivAya roja niyamita satsaMga-svAghyAya-pravacana be vakhata ane savAra-sAMja bhakitakrama 15

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www ATaluM sAmudAyika svarUpe cAle che, je paNa pharajiyAta nathI, chatAM koI paNa eno AnaMda, eno lAbha jato karavA icchatuM nathI. Ama samanvaya daSTi ne svAtaMtryapUrvaka AzramamAM svAdhyAya, satsaMga, bhakita, dhyAnanI AtmalakSI sAdhanA cAle che. je saunA zreyane sparzavA sAmudAyika svarUpe cAle che tyAre samAjalakSI paNa banI rahI che ane sat ne zuddhinAM AMdolana samAjanA dUSita vAyumaMDaLamAM vahetAM mUke che. A che thoDI-zI jhAMkhI - A AzramanI sAdhanAbhUmi ne sAdhanAnI. daTAyelo ItihAsa prAcIna kiSkindhA' nagarI ane vijayanagaranA prAsAdonA bhavya itihAsanI jema sAdhakone suramya lAgatI ne bhIruone bheMkAra bhAsatI A girikaMdarAo ane guphAono ye addabhuta itihAsa che, je kALanA garbhamAM daTAyelo paDayo che. aneka nigraMthoe ahIM dhyAna dharI svarUpastha thaI che "graMthabheda" karyA che. aneka jogIoe ahIM joga sAdhyA che. aneka jJAnIoe ahIM vizvaciMtana ne AtmaciMtananA vizleSaNapUrvaka svaparanA bheda ukelyA che, aneka bhakatoe ahIM parA-bhakitanA abheda anubhavyA che ne vividha bhUmikAnA aneka sAdhakoe ahIM svarUpasaMdhAna karyA che. A badhAno ja itihAsa pustakonAM pAnAo para nathI. ahIMnA vAtAvaraNamAM e daTAyelo paDayo che ane guphAo-girikaMdarAomAMthI UThatAM AMdolanonA sUkSma ghoSa-pratighoSomAMthI saMbhaLAI rahyo che, koI nIrava guphAmAM pesatAM ja enA dhvani jANe saMbhaLAvA lAge che....krame krame ghULamAMthI sUkSmamAM ne zUnya nirvikalpatAmAM e laI jAya che... aneka mahApuruSonI pUrva sAdhanAnI bhUmino A itihAsa bhAre preraka ne zAMti-samAdhi-pradAyaka che. ahIM AvI prathama guphAomAM vaselA A avadhUta saMzodhakane pUrva sAdhakonA e dhvani-pratidhvanio ane AMdolano pakaDatAM pahelAM bIjI paNa kasoTIomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDeluM. dIrdhakALa sudhI sAdhakonA sAdhanAsthAna rahyA pachI ahIMnI keTalIka girikaMdarAo hiMsaka pazuo, bhaTakatA azAMta pretAtmAo, dArUDiyA ne cora-luMTArAo, melI vidyAnA upAsako ane + ++++++++ +++ ++++ www 16

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overcensooo o ooooooooo hiMsaka tAMtrikonA aDDA paNa banI cUkI hatI. e badhAno thoDo itihAsa che. A bhUminA zuddhIkaraNanA kramamAM banelA emAMnA eka-be prasaMgono ullekha ahIM prAsaMgika thaze. -jyAre hiMsAne hAravuM paDayuM....! o oooooooooooooooooooo 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 AzramanI sthApanA pUrve zrI bhadramuni A guphAomAM AvIne rahyA te pachI temane jANa thaI ke ahIM keTalAMka hiMsaka tAMtriko bhAre zUrapaNe pazubali karI rahyAM che. bIjI bAjuthI e hiMsaka lokone paNa ahIM guphAomAM AvIne vaselA A ajANa ahiMsaka avadhUtathI bhaya Ubho thayo ane potAnA kAryamAM e vikSepa pADaze mAnI enuM kAsaLa kADhavAnuM nakkI karyuM. - bhadramunijI to e badhA jyAre pazubali karI rahyAM hatAM tyAre ja temane samajAvavA ane premathI vAravA temanA bhaNI jaI rahyA. temane TekarI parathI AvI rahelA joIne e tAMtriko temane taeNe ja mArI nAMkhavAnA vicAre temanA tarapha AgaLa dhasyA - bali mATenA enA e hathiyAro laIne temane saune AvatA munijIe joyA, paNa lagIre bhaya rAkhyA vinA ahiMsA ane premanI zakita para vizvAsa rAkhI A Atmastha avadhUta daDha pagale temanI sAme AvI rahyAM....thoDI ja kSaNonI vAra hatI... zastrabaddha tAMtriko temanI sAme ghasyA....ahiMsaka avadhUtano AdezasUcaka hAtha UMco thayo, animiSa AMkho temanI sAme maMDAI ane....ane... temAMthI ahiMsA ane premanAM je AMdolano nIkaLyAM eNe pelA tAMtrikone tyAM ne tyAM thaMbhAvI che dIdhA, temanA hAthamAMthI zastro nIce paDI gayAM ane teo tyAMthI nAsI chUTayA....sadAne mATe ! ahiMsA sAme hiMsA hArI, nirdoSa pazuone sadAne mATe e sthAne abhayadAna maLyuM. hiMsA sadAne mATe baMdha thaI, nirdoSonA zoNitathI ThIka ThIka kALa sudhI kharaDAyA pachI e pAvana dharatI punaH zuddha thaI..... -hiMsAnAM sthAnomAM ahiMsAnI pratiSThA...! 0 0 00000000000000000000 00000000000000000000000000000000000000 ra000000000000000000000000000000000000 hiMsAnI vidAraNA karavAnI sAthe sAthe e avadhUta to ahiMsA ane premathI pelA hiMsaka tAMtrikone paNa pIgALavA, badalavA gayA hatA paraMtu te thaMbhyA nahIM.... 00000000000womeneeeeeeeeeoooooooooooooooooooooo hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahAhAka hAhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahAhAhahahahahahahahAhAkAra - 17

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wwww sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese s ee temane Ama bhAgI gayA jANIne A ghaTanAmAM hiMsA para sAcI zuddha ahiMsAno vijaya jovAne badale koI "camatkAra" joIne pelA melI vidyAnA upAsako, cora-lUMTArAo ane dAyiAo paNa A sthAno choDI cAlyAM gayAM. Akhare A "lAtonA bhUta vAtothI zuM mAne ?" kyAMka "camatkAra" zodhyA vinA emane jaMpa nahIM, tyAM ja e "namaskAra" kare ! koI koI sAdhakone avAvaru guphAomAM azAMta bhaTaktA pretAtmAono anubhava thatAM zrI bhadramunijIe e guphAomAM jaIne e AtmAone paNa zAMta karIne temanA astitva ane AMdolanothI guphAone mukta ane zuddha karI. - have rahyAM hatAM hiMsaka prANIo, zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA ja anubhUta ane apUrva avasara'mAM varNita evA A parama mitrono paricaya bhadramunijI A dharatI para AvyA e agAu anya vano-guphAomAM karI cUkayA hatA. zrImanI bhAvanA satata temanI samIpe hatI : "ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siMha saMyoga jo, aDola Asana ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA, parama mitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo ! apUrva avasara evo kayAre Avaze?" vIseka varSa agAu ahIM sarakasamAMthI chUTI gayelo kezarI siMha kavacit | dekhAto. dhoLe divase vAghanA darzana thatA, jyAre cittAo to kUtarAnI mAphaka ToLe pharatA dekhAtA hatA ! ema ahIM hiMsaka prANIo avazya hatA. je nIrava, nirjana guphAmAM sAdhanA karavAno A ekAkI avadhUtane ullAsa udbhavI rahyo hato temAM paNa eka cittAno vAsa hato, paNa temaNe nirbhayapaNe cittAne mitra mAnI tyAM ja nivAsa karyo ane "hiMsA pratiSThAyAM tanidhI vairatyA" e pAtaMjala yogasUtranA nyAye ahiMsaka yogInI samIpe A hiMsaka mitra vera tyAga karIne rahyo ane pachI anyatra cAlyo gayo. tyArathI mAMDIne Azrama sarjAyo tyAM sudhI ane te pachI Aja sudhI e guphA ja vartamAna guphAmaMdiranI aMtarguphA" tarIke avadhUta zrI bhadramuninuM ekAMta sAdhanA sthAne rahela che. e ja guphAmAM 16 phUTano "maNidhara" nAga raheto hato. rAtre aneka vyakitaoe ene joyo che. je chellAM thoDAM varSathI adazya thayo sAMbhaLyo che. Ama temaNe A prAcIna sAdhanAbhUmimAM ahiMsAnI punaH pratiSThA karIne | hiMsaka manuSyo, pazuo ane pretAtmAothI ene mukta, zuddha ane nirbhaya ess e ssesso6e969eesews A w es o mewhere seekeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 18

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karIne aneka sAdhako sAru sAdhanAyogya banAvI. Aje tyAM judI judI guphAo ane ekAkI upatyakAvAsomAM thoDA sAdhako nirbhayapaNe ekAkI sAdhanA karI rahyAM che. cAlo, temAMnA thoDAkano paricaya karIe. - meM joyA e sAdhakone eeee 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000wwwww kakakakakaka eeeee ahIM vibhinna prAMtonA keTalAka sAdhako kAyamI rahe che ane hajAro prativarSa yathAvakAze lAbha levA AvajA kare che. paryaTako to prativarSa lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM AzramanI mulAkAta letA rahe che. sthAyI sAdhako paikI traNeka vyaktionI mArA para je chApa paDI tenuM svalpa varNana karuM chuM. kheMgArabApA - eMzI varSanuM aDIkhama koThI jevuM zarIra, goLamaToLa ne tagatagatA tolAvALo bhavya cahero, moTI moTI AMkho, vastromAM ardhI bAMyanA khamIsa ane caDI dhAraNa karelA A che kheMgArabApA. cAlatA hoya tyAre lAge Dolato-Dolato sthira makkama pagale cAlI rahelo jANe koI cAvI dIdhelo yaMtramAnava' ane padmAsana lagAvIne dhyAnamAM beThA hoya tyAre pahADano koI ekala, aDaga, pASANakhaMDa! mULa kacchanA, vaselA madrAsamAM. jhaverAtano dhaMdho dhIkato cAle. hIrAne pArakhatAM pArakhatAM "mAMhyalA hIrAne" -AtamarAmane-parakhavAnA koDa jAgyA. guphAonA sAda saMbhaLAyA. saMsArapravRttithI paravAravAno samaya to kayArano ya thaI gayo hato, sad gurunI zodhamAM bhArata bhramaNa karIne rUA. 25hajAra kharcI cUkyA bAda koI dhanya paLe A sUjhI gayuM ane vadhu moDuM na karatAM ahIM AvIne padmAsana lagADIne beThA.....eka eka karatAM sAta varSa vItI gayAM, paNa teo khasyA nathI. deha ahIM ja pADavA ane samAdhimaraNa pAmavA icche che. kheMgArabApAe sAdhanAmAM ThIka ThIka pragati karI che tema temanAM lakSaNo kahe che. paropakAranI bhAvanAthI bhareluM temanuM bhoLuM dila che. khapa pUratI ja vAto kare. bAkI mauna rahe. anyanI vAto cAlatI hoya tyAre e sAMbhaLavI hoya to ja sAMbhaLe. na sAMbhaLavI hoya to saunI vacce beThA beThA paNa sajaga AMtara-dhyAnamAM DUbI jAya ne temano tAra mAMhyalA AtamarAma sAthe joDAI che jAya ! bahAranA vyavahAromAM jANe saunI sAthe sAkSI purAvatA lAge, paNa aMdarathI to potAnAmAM ja ekarUpa thaI gayelAM hoya. vadhu samaya potAnI ekAMta eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee e DA sweeeeeeeeeeeee kalAkAhAhAhAhahahahalA 19

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upatyakAmAM gALe che-ekAkIpaNe. 'nijabhAvamAM vahetI vRtti'vALI ucca sAdhanAnI pratItirUpe temane divya vAjiMtronA anAhata nAda ne ghaMTArava satata saMbhaLAtA rahe che. AzramamAM ghyAna ane bhakitano sAmudAyika kAryakrama cAlato hoya tyAre padmAsana lagAvIne eka bAju staMbhanI jema daDha paNe beThelAM ane nijAnaMdanI mastImAM DolI rahelA kheMgArabApAne nihALavA e paNa eka anumodanA karavAyogya lhAvo che. bhAre AhlAda denAruM e dazya hoya che. mane to emanA darzane khUba pramudita karyo !! hA, rAtrinA aMdhakAramAM kheMgArabApA jo ekalA maLe to temanAthI aparicita jonArA DarI jAya kharA !!! ajaba sAdhaka AtmArAma :- bIjA sAdhaka che 'AtmArAma'. zarIre hRSTapuSTa ane raMge zveta-zyAma ! nA, e koI mAnava nathI, zvAna che. nimakahalAla chatAM AzA-dhArI gaNIne mANasa jene prAye haDadhUta karato Avyo che evo e kUtaro che ! koIne thAya ke, zuM taro paNa sAdhaka hoI zake ! to kahevuM paDe ke, hA hoI zake : A kALA-dhoLA, AMkhothI udAsIna dekhAtA ane jagatathI be52vA jaNAtA 'kUtarA'nI ceSTAo joIne A mAnavuM ja paDe. bhale pachI tenA pUrva-saMskAronI vAta pUrvajanma vize sAzaMka loko na mAne !...Akhare jAgelA AtmAne dehanA bheda kayAM vacce Ave che ? ane sarvatra abheda jonAra, deha-paDaLone bhedIne AtmAne ja jonAra, upalA cAmaDAne kayAM jue che ? 'zvAne 2, zvapAde va jevA zabdo TAMkIne 'gItA' jevA dharmagraMtho, "AtmadarzI sarvabhUtone Atmavat nihALe che"- evo saMketa kare ja che! paraMtu 'AtmA'ne ja nahIM anubhavanArA-nahIM mAnanArA ne potAnI pote ja zaMkA karanArA, zrImanA 'Atmasiddhi zAstra'nA zabdomAM kahIe to "AtmAnI zaMkA kare, AtmA pote Apa; zaMkAno karanAra te, acaraja eha amApa." e kathanAnusAra potAnA AtmAnA astitva viSe pote ja zaMkA sevanArA zaMkita loko pUrvasaMskAranI vAta viSe zaMkA kare temAM Azcarya thoDuM ja che ? ...paraMtu temane ya vicAra karatA karI mUke evo jANavA jevo A 'AtmArAma'no pUrva itihAsa ane vartamAna vyavahAra che. 'ratnakUTa'nI sAme nadIpAra ja eka gAmamAM teno janma thayelo. janma samaye koI dharmAcArye kaheluM ke A yogabhraSTa thayelo pUrvano yogI che ane 20

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atyAre zvAna-rUpe janmatA pahelAM te gatajanme 'ratnakUTa' paranI eka guphAmAM sAdhanA karato hato ! A vAtanI khAtrI karavA koI e tAjA janmelA nAnA kurakuriyAne thoDA varSa agAu ratnakUTa paranA A AzramanA guphAmaMdira pAse eluM mUkI gayuM. bhadramuninA sAdhanA-sthAna-zI aMdaranI aMtarguphAmAM ja teNe paNa gata janme sAdhanA karelI enuM (haju to najIkanA ja bhUtakALanuM) smaraNa tAjuM thatAM raDavAne badale e to khUba gelamAM AvI gayuM ne nAcI UThayuM ! lAkha karo paNa tyAMthI khase ja nahIM !! AzramamAM rahelAM mAtAjI tene karuNAvaza dUdha pAvA lAgyAM, to dUdha paNa nAnA bALakane suvarAvIne camacIthI pAvAmAM Ave tema pAIe to ja pIe !!! pachI to mAtAjIe tene putravat pALI lIdhuM. thoDuM moTuM thayA pachI AhAra paNa te ekalA mAtAjInA hAthe ja le ane te paNa digaMbara kSullaka avadhUta zrI bhadramunijInI jema divasarAtamAM eka ja vakhata, bapore! eka 'bhakata' yogInuM ja jANe lakSaNa !! (te pachI kayAreya kazuM khAya nahIM. Aje paNa te temaja kare che.) AhAra lIdhA pachI guphAmaMdiramAM aMtarguphA pAse ja e besI rahe. tene 'AtmArAma'nuM nAma zrI bhadramunie ApyuM che. e nAme bolAvatAM te doDayo Ave che, paNa pachI badhAMnI sAthe bahu bhaLato nathI. saunI vacce hovA chatAM e asaMga jevo rahe che ane tenI apalaka, udAsa AMkho guphAnI bahAranA sAmenA pahADonI pele pAra dUra diganta maMDAyelI rahe che. ene jotAM jonArane prazna thAya ke e kayA mahAghyAnamAM kaI mastImAM lIna haze ? .guphAmaMdiramAM jyAre sAmudAyika ghyAna ane bhakti vagere yojAya che tyAre AtmArAma paNa ghyAnastha thaIne tyAM besI jAya che, kalAko sudhI tyAMthI UThato nathI ! tenAM AvAM badhAM lakSaNo parathI saune pratIti thaI gaI che ke e pUrvano, ahIM ja yoga sAdhelo evo bhraSTa yogI ja che ane Ama ahIM ja potAnuM nirdhArita AyuSya pUruM karI rahela che. AtmArAmanI eka vicitra Adata che. Adata nahIM, koI ukelavA jevI zrRMkhalApUrNa samasyA che, koI saMvedanApUrNa pUrvasaMskArajanya ceSTA che ke (Azrama sarva dharmanA sAdhako mATe abhedabhAve khullo hovA chatAM) AzramamAM jyAre koI janme ajaina vyakti ke sAdhaka Ave che tyAre tene oLakhIne 21

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anekanI vaccethI pakaDI le che ane tenAM kapaDAM pakaDI rAkhI Ubho rahe che! jo ke te na to tene karaDe che, na kazI IjA kare che. paraMtu jyAM sudhI koI AzramavAsI na Ave tyAM sudhI tene te khasavA deto nathI !" anekanA samUhamAMthI jaina-ajainane te kema tAravI le che ?" e saune mana rahasya ne Azcaryano viSaya banI rahe che. AnuM kAraNa zodhatAM ema jANavA maLe che ke pUrva janmamAM tenI sAdhanAmAM ajainoe koI prakAranA vikSepo nAMkhyA che, ane te aMgenA pratibhAvanA saMskAra tenAmAM rahI gayA che tethI Ama kare che. game tema ho, tenI parakhIne tAravI levAnI ceSTA' tenI saMskArazakitanI ane tenI nahIM karaDavA ke IjA nahIM pahoMcADavAnI ahiMsA vRtti ne jAgRti' tenI yogI-dazAnI pratIti karAve che. Akhare jAgelo AtmA prArabdhayoganA udaye game te deha dhArIne AyuSya pUruM karI rahela hoya, tenA jAgRtisUcaka saMskAro jatAM nathI. e ja tenI adhUrI sAdhanA paNa nirarthaka nathI gaI tenuM sUcaka che ane sAdhanAmAM deha karatAM aMtaranI sthiti mahattvapUrNa hoIne A kUtarA bhagavAnanuM AtmArAma" nAma ane A bhUmi para tenuM sAdhaka tarIkenuM hovuM sArthaka kare che. devonA ye vaMdanIya mAtAjI trIjA sAdhakanI bhUmikA vaLI bhinna ja che. bhAre UMcI che. bhakitanA avasare eno pratyakSa paricaya sau koIne thAya che. pUrNimAnI rAtri che. dUra dUrathI Azrame AvelA yAtriko ane sthAyI sAdhako-bhakato sauno guphAmaMdiramAM meLo jAmyo che. sAruMye guphAmaMdira eka bAju mAtAo ane bIjI bAju puruSothI khIcokhIca bharAI gayuM che. be bAjue cokIdAra-zA aDIkhama beThA che kheMgArabApA ane AtmArAma. sahajAnaMdaghanajI-bhadramuni aMtarguphAmAM che, paraMtu samUhamAM bhakitanI mastI jAmatAM ja teo paNa saunI vacce AvIne sAmenA caityAlaya ane zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI pratimA pAse bese che ne deha-bhinnatA janmAvatI-dehabhAna bhUlAvatI-bhakitamAM bhaLe che. maMdamaMda, dhIrA vAdyasvaro sAthe ghIme dhIme bhakti jAmatI jAya che. bAra-eka vAgatA sudhImAM e parAkASThAe pahoMce che....guphAmaMdiramAMthI sArAye 22

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o oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeoooooooooooooooooooooooooo samUhanA ekI svare ghoSa UThe che : "sahajAtma svarUpa, paramaguru". "deha bhinna kevaLa caitanyanuM jJAna" karAvanAra, AtmA-paramAtmAnI ekatA sAdhanArA A bhakitaghoSanA pratighoSa AjubAjunI kaMdarAomAM guMjI UThe che ane comera phelAyelI cAMdanI ne chavAyelI zAMtinI vaccenI A adbhuta girisRSTi divya sRSTimAM rUpAMtara pAmI rahe che-svargathI ye suMdara ne samunnata ! Akhare svarganI e bhogabhUmimAM A yogabhUmi jevo parama vizuddha AnaMda durlabha che, ane eTale, svarga devatAo ahIM najara mAMDe che.... emane AkarSaka A ratnakUTanA guphAmaMdiramAM ekatra maLelAM sau sAdhako bhakitamAM dehabhAna bhUlIne AtmA-paramAtmAnI akhaMDa ekatAratA anubhavatA lIna banI gayAM che. e saumAM ye sAva nirALA che-pavitra { ojasathI dIpatA, parAbhakitanI mastImAM DolatA, AdheDa uMmaranA bhalA-bhoLA mAtAjI" !! temanI bhakitanI akhaMDa mastI evI to jAme che che ke temanuM snigdha aMtara-gAna sAMbhaLavA ane nijAnaMdanuM Dolana nihALavA pelA svarganA devagaNo paNa Akhare sAkSAt nIce UtarI Ave che !!! khUbI to e che ke mAtAjIne tenI jANa ke paravA nathI! daSTithI gocara saune nahIM thavA chatAM potAnI upasthitinI to A devatAo saune pratIti karAve che. mAtAjInI bhakitathI AnaMda pAmatA, dhanya thatA, tene anumodatA teo temanA para khobA bharIne sugaMdhita vAsakSepa' nAkhe che ! e pILA, apArthiva dravyane tyAM upasthita sau koI narI AMkhe nihALI zake che. pragaTapaNe sparzIne sUdhI zake che....!! nA, A koI jAduI, asaMbhava, atizayokitapUrNa yA parIkathAnI kalpanA nathI, Azcaryaprada chatAMya pratIti karI zakAya tevI nakkara hakIkata' che. 'camatkAra' kaho to "zuddha bhakitanI zaktino camatkAra" che ane koIe kahyuM che tema | "jagatamAM camatkAronI achata nathI, achata che AMkhanI ke je e joI zake !" evI AMkha', evI daSTi' na hoya ane caitanya sattAnI camatkRti daSTigocara na thaI zake to emAM doSa kono? pelA sUphI phakIre paNa A ja kahyuM che- "nUra usakA, juhura usakA, agara tuma na dekho to kasUra kisakA?" evI daSTi' che bhakti, vizuddha bhakti, enA vaDe (caitanya-sattAnI e o ooo o ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee w hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahAhAkAta hAhAhAhAhAhAhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahatI s 23

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camatkRti joI ja nahIM, 'anubhavI' 'pAmI'ne 'banI' paNa zakAya che ! bhakti vaDe AtmA potAthI paramAtmA sudhInuM aMtara palavAramAM pAra karI zake che. AvI parAbhaktine mANavA devo kema na UtarI Ave? yAda Ave che gurudeva ravIndranAtha ThAkuranuM 'gItAMjali'mAMnuM eka adbhuta kAvya, jeno bhAva che-"eka gIta...mAtra eka ja gIta evuM gavAya aMtarathI ke nIce UtarI Ave rAjAono rAjA-ene sAMbhaLavA !" A ja vAta ahIM anubhavAtI hatI-spaSTa, sAkSAt rAjAonA rAjA jevA devone paNa uparathI nIce kheMcI lAvatI A bhakitanI AmAM parAkASThA hatI. mAtAjInI AvI bhakitane-temanA bhakita svarUpane- vAsakSepa' dvArA vedI, abhinaMdI, anumodIne devatAo vidAya thAya che. mAtAjInI A ucca bhUmikAvALI parAbhaktino paricaya pAmIne ame paNa eno kiMcit saMsparza pAmatA, dhanya thatA, temane praNamI rahyA. mAtAjI bhadramunijInA pUrvAzramanA-saMsA2pakSanA-kAkIbA, sAdhanA mATe, guphAone sAda temane paNa saMbhaLAtAM, varSo thayA ahIM AvIne teo eka guphAmAM sAdhanArata rahe che. svAmIzrInA sAdA-lUkhA AhAranI sevAno lAbha paNa teo ja le che ane vizeSamAM AzramamAM AvatAM baheno ane bhakato mATe chatrachAyA-samA banI rahe che. A sivAya paNa bIjA yuvAna ane vRddha, nikaTanA ane dUranA jainajainetara-sarvaprakAranA-AzramavAsIo ahIM rahe che. sau ekabIjAthI bhinna ane niranirALA, aMda2thI temaja bahArathI ! . *meM joyAM e sau sAdhakone - sRSTinI vividhatA ne vidhinI vicitratAnA, karmanI vizeSatA ne dharmamarmanI sArthakatAnAM pratIka-zA, ane chatAM eka AtmalakSyanA gaMtavya bhaNI jaI rahelAM ! temane joIne mArA smRti-paTe UpasI AvyuM zrImadnuM vAkaya "jAti vezano bheda nahIM, kahyo mArga jo hoya!" e avadhUtanI aMtarguphAmAM ukata "kahyo mArga" banne cheDAnI AtyaMtikatAthI mukata evo svAtmadarzanano samanvaya, saMtulana ne saMvAdapUrNa sAdhanApatha che : 'nizcaya' A traNamAMnA koI sAdhaka have sadehe nathI. anya jana che. 24

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ane vyavahAra', AcAra ane vicAra, sAdhana ane ciMtana, bhakita ane dhAna, jJAna ane kriyA - e saune sAMdhanAro. zrImaddanA ja "Atmasiddhi zAstra"mAMnA A zabdo e spaSTa kare che - | "nizcayavANI sAMbhaLI sAdhana tajavAM noya. nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM sAdhana karavAM soya...." nizcayane, AtmAvasthAne lakSyamAM rAkhIne bhUmikAbhede vividha sAdhanAmAM joDatA zrImaddanA A sAdhanApathane ja zrI sahajAnaMdaghanabhadramunijI A AzramamAM pravartAvI prazasta karI rahyAM che. teo svayaM A saMtulanapUrNa sAdhanAne anusare che. vItarAga-praNIta sabhya jJAna-darzana-cAritranI A trividha ratnamayI sAdhanA temaNe zvetAMbara jaina munimAMthI ekAMtavAsI ane digaMbara kSullaka banyA pachI ye cAlu rAkhI che. jJAna ane kriyA-bannene temaNe yathocita jALavyA che, sAdhyA che. bhakitanuM paNa temAM sthAna che. A badhAthI AgaLa temanI dhyAnanI bhUmikA che. e satata, sahaja ne samagrapaNe sAdhavA teozrI sAdhanArata che. "kevaLa nija svabhAvanuM, akhaMDa varta jJAna...." AtmAvasthAnuM A sahaja svarUpa temanuM dhruvabiMdu che. te sAdhavAmAM zrImano AdhAra temane sarvAdhika uparakAraka ane upAdeya pratIta thayo che. e mujaba temanA AtmabhAvanI jAgRtipUrvakanAM deha-pravartana, "sAhajika tapazcaryA" ane "samagrasAdhanA"nA nItiniyamAdi barAbara sahajabhAve cAlu rahe che. eka digaMbara kSullakane kalpe e rIte teozrI covIsa kalAkamAM eka vakhata ja bhojana ane pANI le che. bhojanamAM sAkara, che tela, maracAM, masAlA, namaka vagarano cokkasa abhigrahapUrvakano ja AhAra hoya che. A lIdhAM pachI vacce kayAreya AhAra ke pANI suddhAM letA nathI....amuka sAdhakone mArgadarzana ApavA ke satsaMga-svAdhyAya-dhyAno bhakitanI sAmudAyika sAdhanA arthe bahAra AvA sivAya lagabhaga potAnI aMtarguphAmAM ja teozrI rahe che. sAMjanA sAta pachI to e guphAnAM dvAra baMdha thAya che. teo ekAMtamAM UtarI jAya che ne kevaLa A "ratnakUTa' paranI dhULa aMtarguphAnA ja ekAMtamAM nahIM, ratnamaya AtmasvarUpanI sUkSma aMtarguphAmAM UMDe UMDe temano praveza thAya che.... mane temanI bahirbhAdhanA, bahirguphA ane bahidarzana pAmavA-jovAno lAbha maLyo hato, paraMtu teTalAthI mane saMtoSa na hato... mAre temanI dhULa aMtarguphA jovAnI paNa utsukatA hatI ane sUkSma aMtarbhAdhanA 25

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Essessessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss jANavA-samajavAnI paNa ! sadbhAgI hato ke, zaradapUrNimAnI cAMdanI rAte e guphA maMdiranA sAmudAyika bhakti kAryakramamAM jinapratimA ane zrImanI zveta Arasa pratimA sanmukha mArI sitAranA tAra paNa raNajhaNIne guMjI UThayA. ahIMnA divya vAtAvaraNamAM koI ajaba AnaMda mANato huM sitAranI sAthe sAthe aMtaranA paNa tAra cheDI rahyo hato....mastavidehI AnaMdaghanajI ane parama kRpALu sahajAtmayogI zrImad rAjacaMdrajInAM pado eka pachI eka aMtaramAM UMDethI cUMTAI ghUMTAIne pragaTavA lAgyA ne "avadhU! | kayA mAguM, guna hInA?" ane "aba hama amara bhaye na mareMga" gAMu na gAu tyAM to avadhUta bhadramunijI potAnI aMtarguphAmAMthI bahAra AvyAM ane sAme AvI beThA : huM ora pramudita thayo. mane thayuM: "temanI jema ja aMtarlokanI AtmaguphAo- mAMthI mArAM paricita, upakAraka ane upAsya evAM pAMca divaMgata AtmAo paNa ahIM AvIne upasthita thAya to kevI dhanyatA anubhavAya ne A bhAva- bhakitanI kevI raMgata jAme !.... temane upasthita karavA ja. Akhara pelA mAtAjInI jevI bhAvanA aMtarathI jAge to teo kema na Ave?..." ane A jhaMkhanAthI mAro bhItarano bhAva ullasita thato thato vardhamAna thavA lAgyo...sitAra para pharIne AMgaLIo pharI rahI. aMtaramAMthI svara cUMTAyA, UMDe UMDethI e pAMca AtmAone nimaMtraNa apAyAM, AMkho baMdha thaI ane zabdo-saprANa zabdo-pragaTI rahyA : " apUrva avasara evo kayAre Avaze? kayAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo, sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSNa chedIne, vicarazuM kava mahapuruSane paMtha jo?"... eka pachI eka kaDIo ghUMTAIne ghUMTAIne bAgezrInA ArtasvaromAM gavAvA lAgI.... pachI to kheMgArabApA paNa emAM joDAyA. temane joIne sAro samUha paNa e jhIlavA lAgyo.... karatAla ane maMjIrA raNakI rahyAM.... bhadramunijInA hAthamAM paNa khaMjarI jhUmI UThI !.... kadAca mAtAjI ane AtmArAma paNa DolI rahyAM hatAM.... abhuta raMgata jAmI. nijAnaMdanI mastI anubhavamAM AvI. dehabhAna chUTavA lAgyuM.... zarIra sAthe sitAranA saMganuM bhAna paNa haTavA lAgyuM... alakhanI lahero lAgI... ane eka dhanya paLe huM anubhava karI rahuM chuM ke, s ssssssssssssssssss 26

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0000000000000000000000wwww 0 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000606 w ( "huM dehathI bhinna kevaLa AtmasvarUpa chuM.... emAM ja mAro vAsa che... e ja mAruM nija ghara-nija niketana che.... mAro e vAsa hAlatAM-cAlatAM, UThatA-besatAM sadAya TakAvI rAkhe evo apUrva avasara' kayAre Avaze ?" ThIka ThIka samaya A bhAvadazA jAgelI rahI. sAthe sAthe e anubhava paNa thayo ke pelA pAMca nimaMtrita divaMgata AtmAoonI hAjarI mane ahIM varatAI rahI che... e sau prasannapaNe mArA para emanA prema ne karuNAbharyA AzIrvAda varasAvI rahyAM che.... huM praphullita, pramudita, paritRpta banIne lagabhaga poNA | kalAka sudhI 21 gAthAnuM apUrva avasara'nuM A eka ja pada gAye jauM chuM." pada-gAna pUruM thayuM, sitAra heThuM mukAyuM, paNa mArI bhAvadazA aMtarathI satata joDAyelI rahI.... huM dhanya thayo. sauthI vadhu prasanna svAntaH sukhAya" gAnAra evo huM pote hato ! zeSa saunI prasannatAne samIpastha zrI sahajAnaMdaghanajIe vyakata karI ane teo UThayA..... temanA AzIrvAda pAmIne meM mArA pelA lobhavaza temanI aMtardazAno paNa saMsparza ane lAbha pAmavA savAra mATenI temanI mulAkAtano samaya mAgI lIdho ane huM ye tyAMthI UThayo....rAtrinA traNa vAgyA hatA, thAkayo na hato, paraMtu apUrva avasara'nI e jAgelI bhAvadazAmAM ja mAre rahevuM hatuM eTale e guphAmaMdiranA samUhamAMthI dUra jaIne eka ekAMta, asaMga zilA para dhyAnastha thayo-puNyabhUmi, e cAMdanI ane e nIravatAmAM zUnyazeSa AtmadazAno je AnaMda mANyo e avarNanIya ane apUrva ja hato ! dhyAnAnta mArI smaraNikA'mAM ene thoDa-zo zabdabaddha karavAno prayatna (vRthA prayatna ja! e zabdamAM thoDo baMdhAya?....) karyo, zarIrane thoDI nidrA (samAdhivat AnaMda-niMdrA...) ApI ane bIjI savAre sahajAnaMdaghanajIne maLavA temanI aMtargakA bhaNI cAlyo. munijI bahAranA guphAmaMdiramAM ja AvIne beThelA hatA. jijJAsA ane vivekapUrvaka temanI pAsethI guNagrAhItAnI daSTie sAra pAmavA ane temano sAdhanAkrama samajavA mArI kalAko sudhI akhkhalitapaNe vizada prazna carcA cAlI. tenAthI mane temanAM UMDAM jJAna, AtmAnubhUti, parAbhakita, nikhAlasatA, prema, bALavatu saraLatA ane chatAM ucca AtmadazAno paricaya thayo ane AtmIyatA, samAdhAna ane preraNA prApta thayAM, temano ghaNo samaya vyatIta thaI javA chatAM temaNe khUba udAratA ane anugrahapUrvaka praznonI chaNAvaTa karI. enA dvArA temaNe temanI aMtardazAnuM tattvadaSTinuM ne wwwwwwwww 0000000000000000000000 w o oo wwwwwwww cooooooooooooooooo sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo kakakakakakaka kahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaMkakakakakakakakakakakakakaouhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaeI 27

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bahirsAdhanAnuM paNa darzana karAvyuM ane temanI pelI 'aMtarguphA'nuM paNa ! alabatta emAM UMDe sudhI koIne mATe paNa praveza niSiddha hato (ane kema na hoya, ke jyAre svayaMnI ja aMtarguphAmAM javAnI mANasanI kSamatA-saMbhAvanA na hoya!) chatAM premavaza temaNe keTaleka sudhI e darzAvI ane temAM sthita keTalIka adbhuta sAmagrI- sukhaDa, dhAtu, ratna ityAdinI kalAtmaka jina-pratimAo mane bahAra lAvI lAvIne batAvI ! sukhaDanI pratimAnI pelA daivI 'vAsakSepa'- thI pUjA thayelI hatI...enA para e adbhuta, darzanIya, sugaMdhI, kesarIpILo evo 'vAsakSepa' paDelo hato.....sauthI vizeSa to e ekAMta guphAmAMthI zAMtinAM, nIravatAnAM, vikalpa-zUnya svarUpAvasthAnAM je AMdolano prasarI rahyAM hatAM, te jANe ghyAnastha karI rahyAM hatAM-hA, dhyAnastha, 'jAgRta'paNe 'sva'rUpamAM dhyAnastha, nazAvat 'nidrAstha' nahIM ! temanI A 'sthULa aMtarguphA'mAMthI vItarAga devonI suMdara sthULa pratimAo nIkaLI rahI hatI. to temanA aMtarAtmAnI 'sUkSma aMtarguphA' mAMthI e pratimAonA AMtarika, sUkSma guNone vyakata karatAM svarUpo vyakata thaI rahyAM hatAM. vaikharI-madhyamA-pazyantInA starone pAra karIne AvatI temanI 'parA' vANI temanA aMtarloka tarapha saMketa karI rahI hatI, AtmAnA abheda evA paramAtmasvarUpa bhaNI AMgaLI cIMdhI rahI hatI ! temanI guphAnA ane temanA aMtaranA evA nigUDhatama svarUpa sudhI pahoMcI teno pAra ane sAra huM mArA mATe kaMIka tAravI zakayo hato e kAraNe huM AnaMdita hato, kRtArtha banyo hato, dhanya thayo hato !..... Ama A avadhUtanI aMtarguphAno kaMIka saMsparza pAmI mArI svarUpAvasthAne savizeSa sajAga karato huM dehanuM bhADuM cUkavavA-A vAtAvaraNamAM AhAra-ruci viramI javA chatAM - bhojanAlaya bhaNI vaLyo - saMgAthI svajano sAthe. "mauna" mahAlayo jyAre "mukhara" banyA....! bhojana ane thoDo ArAma lIdho ne nikaTa patharAyelA aitihAsika avazeSo jovA huM nIkaLI paDayo. vijayanagara sAmrAjyanA 50 mAIlanA vistAramAM e avazeSo phelAyelA hatA....mahAlayo, prAsAdo ne snAnagRho, vizALa devAlayo ne UMcA zilpasabhara gopuro, lAMbI lAMbI zreNIbaddha 28

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bajA2o-dukAno ne makAno; rAja-koThAro ne hastizALAo-A badhAnAM pASANa-avazeSo meM joyA....e paththaromAMthI AvatA dhvanione sAMbhaLyA....eka maMdiramAM to pratyeka staMbhamAMthI taMtu ne tAlavAdyonA svara e vyakta karI rahyA hatA ! ma dUra dUra pharI pharIne A badhAMne joI vaLI, namatA pahore 'ratnakUTa' para parata AvI tenI eka zilA parathI e badhAM avazeSo 52 comera dUra sudhI dRSTi nAMkhato huM Ubho rahyo..... .....ane e mUMgA paththaro ne mauna mahAlayo 'mukhara' banIne bolatAM ane potAnI vyathAbharI kathA kahetA saMbhaLAI rahyAM....AMkho, sAmenA e mahAlayo bhaNI ja maMDAyelI rahI....pASANonI vANI sAMbhaLI dhyAnastha thato huM aMtaramAM UMDo UtarI rahyo....miniTonI miniTo nIrava, nirvikalpa zUnyatAmAM vItI gaI....aMte kaMIka muzkelI sAthe emAMthI jyAre bahAra Avyo tyAre aMtara anubhava karI rahyuM H : "keTakeTalI sabhyatAo ahIM sarjAI ane viramI....! keTakeTalAM sAmrAjyo ahIM UbhA thayAM ane asta pAmyAM....!! keTakeTalA rAjAo ahIM AvyA ane gayA !!!" A bhAMgelAM khaMDero ane aTala UbhelI zilAo tenAM sAkSI che. mauna UbhI UbhI e itihAsa kahe che temanAM utthAna-patanano ane saMketapUrNa saMdeza Ape che A badhAnI kSaNabhaMguratAno! - pelA 'Ozymandias of Egypt'nI pASANa-pratimAnI jema !!-aMte e AMgaLI cIMdhe che pelA arUpa, amara, zAzvata, Atmatattva bhaNI-ke je kadI nAza pAmatuM nathI ane je A puNyabhUmi para ja aneka mahAbhAgI manujone oLakhAyuM ne sadhAyuM hatuM...! "zilAonAM caraNa pakhALatAM, klakala maMda ninAda karatA te hasti-zI maMthara gaMbhIra gatie vahetAM tuMgabhadrAnA A maMjula jaLa! temanAM avirata vaheNamAMthI jANe praznonA ghoSa UThe che-" kojhham ? kom ? huM koNa ? huM koNa ?" "ane nikaTa UbhelI prAkRtika pahADI zilAomAMthI e ghoSanA jANe pratighoSa jAge che-"soham... soham... zuddhoham... buddhoham... niraMjanoaem....AnaMdarUpoom....sahajAtmarUpoom" saccidAnaMdI 29

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* * * * * * * * *** wwwww www zuddha svarUpI avinAzI huM AtmasvarUpa...!" - - khabara nahIM- zAzvata'bhaNI saMketa karatA prAkRta' zilAonA A ghoSa-pratighoSone kSaNabhaMguratAnI pAchaLa bhUlI-bhaTakIne behAla thayelA pelA mahAlayonA vikRta" khaMDero-paththaroe (ane hajuye evAM ja paththaronAM prANahIna bhItaDAM UbhA karavAmAM janmonA janmo gALe janArA vartamAnanA sattAdhIza nazonmattoe) sAMbhaLyAM ke kema, paraMtu mArA aMtaramAM to e UMDe UMDe pahoMcIne jaDAI gayA hatA, guMjI UThayA hatA ane ene sAMbhaLato sAMbhaLato huM AnaMdalIna banI rahyo hato, zUnyazeSa thaI rahyo hato, mArA zAzvata AtmasvarUpanI vikalparahita saMsthitimAM DhaLI rahyo-bhaLI rahyo hato! ane mane jANavA maLyuM ke aMte to mane ke kamane, e mauna mahAlayo paNa "mukhara" banIne potAnI hAra svIkAratA zAzvatatAnA A saMdezane ja svIkAra karatI hA bhaNI rahyA hatA....evo ne evo hato mAtra enA racanArA pelA vartamAnanA dayApAtra sattAdhIza nazonmattono nanno'! zAzvata-tattva bhaNI sAMketika, sUcaka AMgaLI cIMdhatAM tuMgabhadrAnA jaLa ane prAkRtika parvata-zilAonA ghoSa-pratighoSa e jaDatattvamAM baddhajano sAMbhaLI zake evI kSamatA temanAmAM kadAca na paNa hoya, paraMtu ratnakUTa paranI A AzramanI guphAomAM guMjatA zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA jJAna gaMbhIra ghoSa to spaSTapaNe teo sAMbhaLI zake....kAza ! temanA kAna e sAMbhaLavA Atura bane !! jaDanI kSaNabhaMguratA e saraLapaNe samajAvI rahyAM che "cho khaMDanA adhirAja je caDe karIne nIpajyA, brahmAMDamAM baLavAna thaIne bhUpa bhAre UpajyA; e catura cakrI cAliyA, hotA-nahotA hoIne, jana jANIe, mana mAnIe, nava kALa mUke koIne. je rAjanIti nipuNatAmAM nyAyataMtA nIvaDayA, avaLA karyo jenA badhA savaLA sadA pAsA paDayA; e bhAgyazALI bhAgiyA te khaTapaTo sau poIne, jana jANIe mana mAnIe nava kALa mUke koIne...." ('mokSamALA') " tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatata 30

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wwwANama ownbApAnamasAmaNA nA rAjA rAmamamamamamaueue opt out of sight - mArA * guphAomAM guMjato mahAyogI AnaMdaghanajIno bIjo avAja paNa A ja cetavaNI uccarI rahyo che "yA pudgalakA kayA vizvAsA, jhUThA hai sapakA vAsA.... gUThA tana dhana, jhUThA jobana, jhUThA loka tamAsA.. AnaMdaghana kahe sabahI jhUThe, sAcA zivapura vAsA".... . ('AnaMdaghana padya ratnAvalI) saga sAdhanAnI samagra daSTi wwww game tema, zivapuranA-nija dezanA-zAzvatanA bhaNI saMketa karatA A ghoSa-pratighoSa mArA aMtarapaTe athaDAIne sthira thaI cUkyA hatAAzramabhUmi paranA mArA covIsa kalAkamAM ja ! A alpa dekhAtA gALAmAM to A vAtAvaraNe zA zA anubhava karAvyA hatA....!! mArI vizRMkhalita sAdhanAne anubhUta jJAnIonI saMge kevA kevA samyagU prakAre joDI hatI !!! ane eTale, nirdhArita samaya thaI javA chatAM pharI pharIne kalAka-doDha kalAka munijIno satsaMga lAbha levAnA lobhanuM saMvaraNa huM karI zakato na hato. punaH temanI sAthe mahat puruSonI jIvanacaryA ane samyagU sAdhanAdaSTi paratve prazna carcA cAlI. mahAyogI AnaMdaghanajI viSenI mArI jijJAsAthI eno AraMbha thayo. bhagavAna mahAvIra, tathAgata buddha, kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya, AcArya haribhadrasUri, devacaMdrajI, yazovijayajI, kRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdrajI, kuMdakuMdAcAryajI ane viharamAna tIrthakara bhagavAna sImaMdharasvAmI sudhInA lokottara puruSonI cetanAbhUmimAM munijI saMge mAro vihAra cAlyo...e divya pradezonI yAtrAthI huM khUba khUba samRddha ne khUba khUba svatvasabhara banI rahyo houM tevuM huM anubhavI rahyo. e pachI vartamAnanA jainAcAryo ane anya mahApuruSonA sAdhanA pradezomAM DokiyuM karyuM : gAMdhIjI, zrI araviMda, ravIndranAtha, mallikajI, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahatA 31

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Maheshweshre w | vinobAjI, cinmyA , ane anya anekanI sAdhanAdaSTinI tulanAtmaka vicAraNA cAlI. sAra rUpe AmAMthI huM samyagu sAdhanAnI daSTi pAmato tAraNa kADhI rahyo: "AtmadIpa bana..! svayaMne jANa...!! tuM tAruM saMbhALa !!!" ane A badhAnA phaLa svarUpe mArI vidyAnI, jJAna-darzanacAritra sAdhanAnI, AtmAnubhUtinI abhIpsAo adamyapaNe punaH jAgI rahI. vItarAgapraNIta sAdhanApatha ane zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA jIvanadarzana, Aja sudhInA mArA anubhavo ane AjanI praznacaryA pachI mane pUrNapaNe upAdeya pratIta thaI rahyAM hatAM. tethI pachIthI mArI sAdhanA-daSTine vizeSa spaSTa karavA munijIne meM puchAveluM, temAM temaNe je sacoTa spaSTatA karI che tethI zrImaddanI, temanI ane AzramanI samagra, sAragrAhI, saMtulita, sAdhanAdaSTi samyapaNe pragaTa thAya che. mArA praznanA uttaramAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM - "ApanA hRdayamaMdiramAM jo parama kRpALu devanI (zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI) prazamarasa nimagna amRtamayI mudrA pragaTa thaI hoya, to tene tyAM ja sthApI sthira karavI ghaTe che. potAnA ja caitanyanuM tathA prakAre pariNamana e ja sAkAra upAsanA zreNInuM sAdhyabiMdu che ane e ja satyasudhA kahevAya che. hRdayamaMdirathI sahasradala kamaLamAM tenI pratiSThA karI tyAM ja lakSyavedhI bANanI mAphaka cittavRtti pravAhanuM anusaMdhAna TakAvI rAkhavuM e ja parAbhakita kiMvA premalakSaNA bhakita kahevAya che. uparokata anusaMdhAnane ja zaraNa kahe che. zara= tIra. zaraNabaLe smaraNabaLa Take che. kAryakAraNa nyAye zaraNa ane smaraNanI akhaMDatA siddha thaye, Atmapradeze sarvAga caitanya-cAMdanI phelAI sarvAga Atmadarzana ane dehadarzana bhinna-bhinapaNe najarAya che ane AtmAmAM paramAtmAnI chabI vilIna thaI jAya che. A AtmA-paramAtmAnI abhedatA e ja parAbhakitanI chevaTanI hada che. e ja vAstavika upAdAnI sApekSa samyag darzananuM svarUpa che. "vaha satyasudhA darasAvahiMge, caturAMgula hai damase mila hai; rasadeva niraMjana ko pivahI gahI joga jugAjuga so jIvahI." (zrImadjIkRta) A kAvyano tAtparyArtha e ja che. AMkha ane sahastradala [ kamalanI vacce cAra aMgulanuM aMtara che. te kamalanI karNikAmAM caitanyanI sAkAra mudrA e ja satyasudhA che, e ja potAnuM upAdAna che. jenI e AkRti kheMcAI che, te bAhyatattva nimitta kAraNa mAtra che. temanA AtmAmAM jeTaluM che w wheeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 32

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para rAja karanAra sAmAjajaka samarasatArAma. jAmanagara aMze Atmavaibhava vikasyo hoya eTale aMze sAdhakIya upAdAnanuM kAraNapaNuM vikase che ane kAryAnvita thAya che. ata eva nimitta kAraNa, sarvathA vizuddha Atmavaibhava sampanna hoya temanuM ja avalaMbana levuM ghaTe, temAM ja paramAtmabuddhi hovI ghaTe, e rahasyArtha che. "AvA bhaktAtmAnuM ciMtana ane AcaraNa vizuddha hoI zake che, ata eva bhakita, jJAna ane yoga sAdhanAno triveNI saMgama sadhAya che. jethI evA sAdhakane bhakita-jJAna zUnya mAtra yoga sAdhanA karavI Avazyaka nathI. daSTi, vicAra ane AcAra-zuddhinuM nAma ja bhakita, jJAna ane yoga che ane e ja abheda pariNamane samyag darzana jJAna cAritrANi mokSamArga che. parAbhakita vinA jJAna ane AcaraNa vizuddha rAkhavAM durlabha che, enuM ja dAMta A.ra. (AcArya rajanIza) pUruM pADI rahyA ja che ne? atae Apa dhanya cho, kAraNa ke nija caitanya darpaNamAM parama kRpALunI chabI aMkita karI zakayA cho. OM." samya sAdhanAnI temanI A samagra daSTi mane ciMtanIya, upAdeya ane preraka jaNAI. A patra dvArA e vizeSa spaSTa to pachIthI thaI e kharuM, paraMtu pratyakSa paricayamAM e baLavattara ne daDha to banI ja cUkI hatI. e samajavAnuM kheMcANa eTaluM badhuM hatuM ke tyAre khUba samaya thaI cUkayo hato chatAM UThavAnuM, tyAMthI khasavAnuM mana thatuM na hatuM....aMte parANe UThayo. rAaeeeeeee ane vidAyaveLAe guMjI UThayA guphAonA paDaghA....! - ane tyAre sAme comera patharAyelI girikaMdarAo, guphAo ane pelI prAkRtazilAo jANe rasto rokIne UbhelI jaNAtI hatI! emAMthI jANe dhIra gaMbhIra sAda UThI rahyA hatA ane digaMtabhedI pracaMDa paDaghA pADatA mArA aMtarlokane jhaNajhaNAvI rahyAM hatA ne kAnone koI divya saMgItathI bharI rahyA hatA...enA sUra-mAdhuryamAMthI chUTavuM saheluM na hatuM....enA ciraparicita-zA lAgatA nimaMtraNane TALavuM saMbhava na hatuM. paraMtu aMte nirupAye tyAMthI paga upADayA-yathA samaye punaH ahIM AvavAnA saMkalpa sAthe : kartavyo sArIne RNamukata thavA. zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA zabdo-svayaMnI avasthA sUcaka zabdo-mArI ye kaMIka sAkha purAvI rahyAM: kAkAhAhAkAya aja he website 33

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zaramaja wwwwwwwww "avazya karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re, tethI deha eka ja dhArIne, jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re.... dhanya re divasa A aho!" paNa deha eka ja dhArIne' svarUpa-svadeza, nija niktane javAnuM to emanA jevA bhavyAtmA mATe nirNAyuM hatuM, kAraNa emanA bhavanA bIja taNo AtyaMtika nAza" thaIne emanA saMsArano cheDo AvI rahyo hato, jyAre mArA jevA alpAtmA mATe to haju keTalAye deha-dehAMtaro-bhavAMtarono paMtha bAkI haze!....paNa A guphAonA sAda mane hiMmata ApI rahyA hatA, "sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thAya" kahetAM svayaMsiddhinI kSamatAnI khAtrI ne smRti ApI rahyAM hatAM, nizcitatA ane niSThAbhera zIdhrAtizIdhra parata AvavAno kola mAgI rahyA hatA....mane lAgI rahyuM ke ene vadhuvAra avagaNI nahIM zakAya. eTale A dehe ja A guphAomAM niHsaMga-nIrava-ekAMta svayaM-sAdhanArthe AvI vasavAno uparyukata saMkalpa karI tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLyo-vidAyaveLAe bhavya-bhadra-hRdaya bhadramunijInA, bhakita sabhara mAtAjInA, oliyA kheMgArabApAnA ane masta-maunI AtmArAmanA AzIrvAda ne premanA pAtheyane sAthe laIne : tyAre mArA mastake hato e badhAnA pratIkarUpe munijIe pArAvAra premathI Apelo pelo divya vAsakSepa'! divasa-yAtrA patAvI sUraja dharatI parathI kSitije DhaLato vidAya thaI rahyo hato, sAdhanA-yAtrA patAvI A nUtana AzramatIrthanI dharatI parathI huM vidAya thaI rahyo hato.. AkAze vividha raMgo patharAyA hatA. samIra maMda maMda vahI rahyo hato...pelA guphAmaMdiramAMthI kAlanI zAradarAtrie mArA vaDe ja gavAyelAM pada-gAnanA pratidhvanio UThI UThIne mArA karNapaTe athaDAI rahyA hatA : "eka parama pada prAptinuM karyuM, dhyAna meM, gajA vagara ne hAla manoratha rUpa jo; to paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo, prabhu-AjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo apUrva avasara evo kayAre Avaze?" ane apUrva avasara'nI pratIkSAnI abhIpsA bharelA e pratidhvanio mArA kAnomAM guMjatAM aMtara UMDe anugUMja jagAvI rahyA hatA, to bahArathI ene badhAne parivRtta-superimpose-karato pracaMDa Adeza sAmenI eka 34

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- ', - - - - - - - - * * * * * * * avarajavara rararararara rararara rararara rararara rarararara rara rararara rararara rararararara oooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooood o ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo w ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo w ww ka upatyakAmAMthI AvI rahyo hatoH "viram viram saMgAnuM, muca mujhaca prapaMcam visRja visRja moham, viddhi viddhi svatattvam; kalaya kalaya vRttam, pazya pazya svarUpam, bhaja vigata vikAra, svAtmanAtmAnameva." saMgo, prapaMco, moha sarva choDI AtmasvarUpane nihALa, svAtmAne bhaja. enA judI judI paMkitaonA eka ja sArabhUta sAdanA paDaghA, sAme patharAyelI aneka girikaMdarAo eka pachI eka pADI rahI hatI : "viddhi viddhi svatattvam...viddhi viddhi svatattva" "pazya pazya svarUpam....pazya pazya svarUpam" "svatattvane tArA potAnA tattvane jANa...!" "svarUpane tArA parama Atma-rUpane nihALa!" tyAM vacce ja vItarAgavANIne-nigraMtha pravacanane-pramANato zrImano mahAghoSa bAjunI guphAmAMthI vacce DokAto guMjI jato hato : "jeNe AtmAne jANyo, teNe sarvane jANyuM" "ekane jANe che te sarvane jANe che." ne vaLI pAchA paDaghA para paDaghA pADatA pelA girikaMdarAonA ghoSa guMjI rahyA hatA: | "viddhi viddhi svatattva-tArA potAnA tattvane jANa svarUpane nihALa..." "pazya pazya svarUpam....tArA AtmasvarUpane nihALa..." ane e guMjI rahelA paDaghAonI sAthe bhIratathI huM AtmasvarUpamAM UMce ne UMce UThato, bahArathI anicchAe ratnakUTanI e pahADI AzramI dharatI parathI nIce UtarI rahyo hato-e AzramanA kendra ane mArA jIvananA ArAdhya paramaguru zrImannA bhavyAtmAne manomana praNamI rahIne "deha chatAM jenI dazA, varte dehAtIta: e jJAnInAM caraNamAM, ho vaMdana agaNita." mArI e sAdhanA-yAtrA bahArathI samApta thaI che... paNa aMdaramAM cAlu che. Aje sthULarUpe e yogabhUmithI dUra chuM ane hajuye dUra ne dUra jaI rahyo chuM, paraMtu ratnakUTanI guphAonA e gaMbhIra jJAnaghoSa mArA karmanA pratyeka w w w oooooooooooo ja o wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeb 35

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saMcAramAM-yoganA pratyeka pravartanamAM-viveka ne vizuddhi, nirlepatA ne jAgRti jALavI rAkhavA paLe paLe prerI rahyAche; nitya-naimittika kartavyo ane jIvana- vyavahAronI vaccethI 'svarUpamAM sAMdhI rAkhatA paDaghA satata pADI rahyA che "viddhi viddhi svatattvama..." "pazya pazya svarUpam.. "jeNe AtmAne jANyo teNe sarvane jANyuM...!" 12,kaeNmbrija roDa, alsara, // prA.pratApakumAra ToliyA beMglora-560008 (lekhana dinAMka 3,4,5,6,7 navembara, 1969.) 'dakSiNApathanI sAdhanAyAtrA'nI prathama prakAzita hindI AvRttinAM avalokano dakSiNApathanI sAdhanA-yAtrA : lekhaka-prA. pratApakumAra ToliyA, prakAzaka-vardhamAna bhAratI inTaranezanala phAunDezana, 12, kembrija roDa, beMglora. zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne pAMca aNuvrata ApyA hatA ane e pachI gAMdhIjInAM mAtAe emane videza javAnI anumati ApI hatI. A pachI paNa gAMdhIjI jyAre AphrikAmAM hatA tyAre paNa zrImad rAjacaMdrajI sAtheno temano saMparka satata cAlu ja hato. zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI sAdhanA anupama hatI tathA temanuM vyakitatva paNa asAdhAraNa hatuM emAM to zaMkAne sthAna ja na hoI zake. tethI ja to gAMdhIjI jevA sAdhaka satyAgrahI upara e prabhAva pADI zakayA hatA. ane prabhAva paNa evo ke jenA dvArA gAMdhIjI vizvamAM satya ane ahiMsAnA mahAna sAdhakanA rUpamAM avismaraNIya raheze. prA.pratApakumAra ToliyA sAthe amArI mulAkAta lagabhaga 10 varSa pahelAM rAjagRhImAM thaI hatI ane teo mArI sAthe be divasa rahyA paNa hatA. saMgItanA mAdhyama dvArA emaNe sAdhanAno je mArga pasaMda karyo che ane dhyAnAdi gaMbhIra viSayo para teo je rIte sAmAnya lokonI vacce besIne prabhAvazALI rIte pathapradarzana karAve che, te rAjagRhImAM meM svayaM joyuM che. teo pote paNa savArasAMja niyamita rIte dhyAna kare che. e samaya emanI 36

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mukhAkRti khare ja eka yogI jevI ja mane lAgI che. emAM koI AzcaryanI vAta nathI ke temanI upara paNa zrImad rAjacaMdranA Azrama tema ja temanA upadezono paryApta prabhAva paDayo che ane teo zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA upadezono Tepa tathA grAmophona rekarDo dvArA-suMdara pracAra-prasAra karI rahyA che. emanI lakhelI laghu pustikA-'dakSiNApathanI sAdhanAyAtrA' 14 varSa pahelAMnA haMpI sthita zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramanA prathama darzana pachI gujarAtIbhASAmAM lakhAyelI hatI, have teno hindI anuvAda temanI suyogya suputrI kumArI pArule atyaMta parizramapUrvaka ane suMdara rIte karyo che. A laghu pustikA dvArA zrImad rAjacaMdrajIno upadeza tathA temano prabhAva spaSTarUpe dRSTigocara thAya che. ane sAdhakanA hRdayapaTa para zrImad rAjacaMdrajIno nimna mUlamaMtra aMkita thaI jAya che: "jeNe AtmAne jANyo teNe sarvane jANyuM." "je egaM jANaI, se savva jANaI." huM pro. pratApakumAra ToliyAne ane temanI suyogya putrI kumArI pArulane A pratine mATe dhanyavAda ApuM chuM. - * zrI subodhakumAra jaina, devAzrama, ArA(bihAra). saMpAdaka, zrI jaina siddhAnta bhAskara' THE JAINA ANTIQUARY (Vol. 38, No.2, Dec, 1985) (2) prastuta kRti haMpI (karNATaka) sthita zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama ane sAdhakasaMta zrI. bhadramunijInI sAdhanAnuM itivRtta che. - "sahaja Ananda" (hindI mAsika), dilhI, (Vol. 3, No. 11, Nov. 1986) noMdha :- "dakSiNApathanI sAdhanAyAtrA"nA hindI svarUpanA bhArata ane vizvabharamAMnA khUba ja AvakArabharyA pratibhAva pachI, tenI badhI nakalo zIghra khalAsa thaI gayA pachI ane AvI aneka ciraMtana kRtionA saMpAdana temaja maulika Alekhana pachI, jaNAvatAM atyaMta duHkha thAya che ke A kRtine AvuM, sarvagrAhya ciraMtana svarUpa ApanAra amArI svanAmadhanyA jayeSThA suputrI ku.pArUlanuM 1988mAM eka sAmAnya mArga oLaMgavAnA basa akasmAtamAM asamaya ja dehAvasAna thayuM che. (hindI parathI gujarAtI : zrImatI sumitrA pra. ToliyA) 37

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AtmadraSTA mAtAjI vartamAna prasiddhi-yuganuM eka atigupta, AtmajJAna-prApta, adbhuta vyakitatva: zrImad rAjacandra Azrama, haMpI, karNATakanA. pujaya mAtAjI eka paricaya G - ku.pArula ToliyA cotarapha vyApta rAtrIno ghana aMdhakAra ! sarvatra chavAyelI zAMti : nIrava, sukhamaya zAMti ! A aMdhakAramAM prakAza phelAvatA tArA ane candra AkAzamAM smita varasAvatA prakAzI rahyA che. sarvatra najara nAkhatA dUra UbhelA parvato ane kayAMka kayAMka nAnA-moTA zilAkhaMDo dekhAya che. ApaNA sAmAnya jagatathI taddana bhinna evI A eka duniyA che. evI duniyA ke jyAM paga mUkatAM ja manamAM eka prakAranI apUrva zAMtino anubhava thAya che; evI duniyA ke jyAM pahoMcatAM ApaNe ApaNI duniyAne bhUlI jaIe chIe ke jyAM A duniyAnA vilAsa, viTaMbaNAo, ghamaMDa, krodha, moha, mAyA, lobha pahoMcI nathI zakatA. jo ahIM AvavAnI sAce ja icchA hoya to A badhA vibhAvone ghera ja mUkIne AvavuM paDaze, kAraNa ke tame ahIM Avo cho tamArA vyathita, niruddezya bhaTakatA AtmAne zAMti pamADavA, A durlabha mAnavajIvananuM mUlya samajAvavA, potAnI jAtane zodhavA, aMtarAtmAmAM DokiyuM karavA, aMtarAtmAne prApta karavA, potAnA viSaya-kaSAyone poSavA mATe nahIM. aneka mahApuruSonI caraNarajathI punita banela A sthAna che-yogabhUmi haMpI. 'sahmetyA stotra'mAM ullekhAyela "rvAMTe ratnanUre moTe 2 vALI karNATakamAM sthita ratnakUTa-hemakUTavALI prAcIna nagarI, jaina tIrtha haMpI-vijayanagara sAmrAjyano bhUlAI gayelo e bhUbhAga ke jyAM A nUtana jaina tIrtha rUpa Azrama-zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama-kudaratI guphAomAM vasyo chezaherI jIvananI dhamAla ane vikRtiothI mAIlo dUra ! ahIM Treina, moTara-gADI ke basono avAja paNa nathI pahoMcato ! TekarI para sthita A tIrthadhAmanI nIce haryAbharyAM khetaro, bIjI bAju parvata ane parvatanI nIce khaLakhaLa vahetI tIrthasalilA tuMgabhadrA nadI ane upara AzramamAM baMdhAyeluM 38.

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suMdara maMdira ke jene jotAMnI sAthe ja vyakitanI burAIo koNa jANe kyAM cAlI jAya che ! jANe e kadI hatI ja nahIM !! ahIM sahunuM svAgata che : ApaNA samAjane chinna-bhinna karatA UMcanIcanA bhedane ahIM koI sthAna nathI. vIsamA jaina tIrthaMkara paramAtmA munisuvrata bhagavAnanA tema ja maryAdA puruSottama zrIrAmanA vicaraNavALI manAtI rAmAyaNakAlIna kiSkindhA nagarI ane madhyakAlIna vijayanagara sAmrAjyanI A bhUmi ! emAM to jANe Aje paNa yogIndra yugapradhAna zrI sahajAnaMdaghanajI jevA mahAmAnavanI yoga, jJAna tema ja bhaktinI triveNIthI pAvana dharA para bhagavAna atyAre sAkSAt vase che. ane emanI bheda, rAga, dveSathI mukta dRSTimAM to badhA ya AtmA samAna che - pachI bhale e koI garIbano AtmA hoya ke amIrano; mAnavadehamAM vaselo hoya ke pazu-pakSI athavA kIDA-makoDAnA zarIramAM rahelo hoya ! ahIM to sAcI bhAvanAonuM svAgata che! A AzramanuM saMcAlana karanAra che - bAhyaveze sIdhA-sAdA sAmAnya dekhAtA, paraMtu aMdarathI jJAna, bhakita ane yoganI amApya UMcAI para pahoMcelA AtmajJA "mAtAjI". sahu emane A nAme ja saMbodhe che. teo mAtra nAmathI ja nahIM, vAstavamAM mAtAjI che. badhAMnAM mAtAjI... mA............! vAtsalya ane karuNAnA sAgara samA mAtAjI......!! dhanadevIjI nAmadhArI A jaganmAtAnI kAyA gujarAtanA kacchapradezanI ja che, paraMtu AtmA deha hovA chatAM mahAvideha kSetrano che. emane jagatmAtA' nA tema ja AzramanA adhiSThAtrInA rUpamAM sthApita karyAM che jaMgalamAM maMgaLa rUpa A nUtana jaina tIrthadhAmanA saMsthApaka mahAyogI zrI sahajAnaMdaghana prabhue- dasa varSa pahelAM 1970mAM yoga dvArA dehatyAga karatAM pahelAM. Aje emanA tejasvI, jJAnapUta nirmaLa vadanathI ja A Akho ye Azrama prakAzita che ! mAtAjI jagatanA rAgAdi baMdhanothI mukata chatAM niSkAraNa chalakAtI karuNAnA, sarvavAtsalyanA sAkSAt sAgara samAna che ! teo manuSyonA ja nahIM, mUMgA, pIDita, vedanAgrasta pazu-pakSIonA paNa "mA" che ! pratyeka atithinuM, AgaMtuka sAdhu-sAdhvIonuM ja svAgata teo kare che ema nathI, pratyeka bALaka ane zrAvakathI paNa vizeSa pazupakSInI je mamatApUrNa sevA teo kare che te anyatra jovA nathI maLatuM. yoga, jJAna ane bhakitanI A 39

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amApya UMcAI para pahoMcela A 'mA' eTalI sahaja saraLatAthI bIjAnI sevAmAM-kalyANamAM lAgelAM rahe che te joI Azcaryamugdha ja rahI javAya che. bAlikAo ane baheno mATe to teo vAtsalya ane AzrayanuM eka virATa vaTavRkSa ja che, to bIjI bAju jIvanabhara emanI pAsethI AtmasAdhanA mATenI daDhatA prApta karatA rahI aMtakALe mAtra mANasone ja nahIM, pazuone paNa samAdhimaraNa pamADavAnI kSamatA dharAvanAra A 'mA'nuM vyakitatva virala che ! aneka manuSyoe ja nahIM, gAya, vAchaDA ane kUtarAoe paNa emanI pAvana nizrAmAM AtmasamAdhipUrvaka deha choDavAnuM dhanya puNya prApta karI jIvana sArthaka karyu che. evI sarvajagatAriNI vAtsalyamayI mAne mATe zuM ane keTaluM lakhuM ? varNanAtIt che emanuM adbhuta, virala, vilakSaNa jIvana ! AvI parama vibhUti mAnA caraNomAM tema ja AvI pAvana tIrthabhUmi para khullA AkAzanI nIce besIne aneka ucca vicAra Ave che ane sarI jAya che. acAnaka eka vedanA UThe che ke A svargIya duniyAne choDIne vaLI pAchA vyavahAronI khokhalI duniyAmAM parata javuM paDaze ? mana udAsa thaI jAya che. nathI javuM ! kAza ! (ApaNI ja icchAothI sarjAyelI) e duniyA ja na banI hota to ! ! haMpImA, vAtsalyamayI mAnA caraNomAM je mamatva, je prema maLe che e pelI duniyAmAM kayAM maLaze ? e duniyAne A vibhUti viSe kayAM kaMI khabara che ? chatAM javAbadArIo kheMce che....javA mATe vivaza kare che. javA taiyAra to thAuM chuM, paNa A saMkalpa sAthe ke..."pharI ahIM pAchI AvIza..... thoDA ja divasomAM...." gahana rAtrImAM A vicAro aMtarAtmA para chavAI jAya che ane mana-prANa 52 punaH zAMti vyApI jAya che..... (sva.) ku.pArula ToliyA ema.e. 12, kembrija roDa, beMgalora-560008. noMdhaH A lekha lakhyA bAda 1988mAM lekhikAno divyAtmA A khokhalI' duniyA choDIne cAlyo gayo-kadAca potAnA sUkSma AtmarUpe A AtmajJA mAne pagale cAlavA ! 40

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rAjakAraNa karanAra sarakAranA rAjakAraNa kAma karavA rAjakAraNanA kAraNa guMjyA guphAnA sAda eeeu0000000000000 e 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000 oooooooooooooooooooooooo-este anaMtanI yAtrAne mAraga guMjyA guphAnA sAda: "ApaNo saMga che jUno-purANo rahyAM apAvI yAda ! anaMtanI yAtrAne mAraga... saMsaratI saritAne ghATe, dhoyAM zramita meM pAda; taTa nikaTanI zAMta guphAmAM zamI rahyAM avasAda ! anaMtanI yAtrAne mAraga.... "kom? koDada{ paDaghA pragaTyA, raNakayA madhura ninAda; Avata'mAMthI anAhata" kerA guMjI UThayA che nAda! anaMtanI yAtrAne mAraga..... hada vIMdhIne anahada jAvA, Atura mArI pAMkha; guphAnAM guMjana bharI rahyAM muja, saMgata'mAM saMvAda. anaMtanI yAtrAne mAraga.... (prathama guphA praveze, tuMgabhadrA taTe, asaMgaguphA, ratnakUTa pahADa, haMpI, 199) o ja w o ooooooooooooooooooooo w w ahiMsA, anekAna ne AtmavijJAnano prasAra karatI saMsthA vardhamAna bhAratIH enAM keTalAMka prakAzano ensew s e beMgloramAM 1971mAM sthapAyela vardhamAna bhAratI" saMsthA AdhyAtmikatA, dhyAna, saMgIta ane jJAnane varelI saMsthA che. mukhyatve te wwwhie wessessess ++++ 41

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www jainadarzanano prasAra karavAnI nema rAkhe che paNa sarvasAmAnya rUpe ApaNA samAjamAM ucca jIvanamUlyo, sadAcAra ane cAritryaguNono utkarSa thAya ane susaMvAdI jIvanarIti tarapha loko vaLe e hetu rahelo che. ene mATe temaNe saMgItanA mAdhyamano upayoga karyo che. dhyAna ane saMgIta dvArA jaina dharmagraMthonI vAcanAne temaNe zuddha rUpe keseTomAM maDhI lIdhI che. AdhyAtmika bhakitasaMgItane temaNe gheraghera guMjatuM karyuM che. A pravRttinA praNetA che pro. pratApa ToliyA. pro. ToliyAe hiMdI sAhityanA adhyApaka ane AcArya tarIke kArya karyA bAda beMgloramAM palAMThI vALIne beThA che ane A kArya vyavasthita rIte moTA pAyA upara kAma karI rahyA che. emanI preraNAmUrtiomAM paMDita sukhalAlajI, gAMdhIjI, vinobA jevI vibhUtio rahelI che. dhyAnAtmaka saMgIta dvArA eTale ke dhyAnane saMgIta sAthe saMyojIne temaNe dharmanAM sanAtana tattvone loko sudhI pahoMcADavAno prayatna karyo. zrI pratApabhAI zrImad rAjacandrathI paNa prabhAvita thayelA. zrImad rAjacandranAM "Atmasiddhi zAstra' vagere pustako paNa temaNe suMdara paThana rUpe kaeNseTomAM rajU karyA. jainadharmadarzana kendramAM hovA chatAM anya darzano pratye paNa AdarabhAva hovAne kAraNe pro. ToliyAe gItA, rAmAyaNa, kaThopaniSada ane khAsa to IzopaniSadanA aMzo paNa prastuta karyA. 1979mAM e vakhatanA mukhya pradhAna zrI morArajI desAIe enuM vimocana kareluM. pro. ToliyA vividha dhAna zibironuM Ayojana paNa kare che pro. ToliyAe keTalAMka pustako paNa prakAzita karyA che. zrImad rAjacandra Azrama, haMpInA prathama darzanano Alekha ApatuM 'dakSiNApathakI sAdhanAyAtrA" hiMdImAM prakAzita thayuM che. ameDiTezana enDa caeNnijhama", ananta kI anugUMja' kAvyo, 'jaba mUrye bhI jAgate hai" (hiMdI nATaka) va. jANItA che. temanAM pustakone sarakAranAM inAmo paNa maLyAM che. mahA sainika' e temanuM eka abhineya nATaka che. A nATaka ahiMsA, gAMdhIjI ane zrImad rAjacandranA siddhAMto rajU kare che. kAkA sAheba kAlelakarane haste temane A nATaka mATe pAritoSika paNa maLeluM A nATakanuM aMgrejI rUpAMtara paNa pragaTa thayuM che. paramaguru pravacanamAM zrI sahajAnaMdaghananI AtmAnubhUti rajU karavAmAM AvI che pro. ToliyAnuM samagra kuTuMba A kArya pAchaLa lAgeluM che ane mizanarInA saMkaTa karatA hatA tAraka mahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahataya 42

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vaja. kAlakA w00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 kAkA www wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwxweeeeeeeeeeeooooooooowwww w utsAhathI kAma kare che. emanI suputrIe Why Vegetarianism ? e pustikA pragaTa karI che. bahena vaMdanA ToliyAe lakhelI A pustikAmAM vaijJAnika paddhatie zAkAhAranuM mahatva samajAvyuM che. emanuM lakSya zAkAhAranA mahattva dvArA ahiMsAnuM mUlya samajAvavAnuM che. samAjamAM dinapratidina prasaratI hiMsAvRttine DAmavA mATe kayA upAyo levA joIe enuM vivaraNa paNa A pustikAmAM maLe che. temanI bIjI putrI pArula vize pragaTa thayela Profiles of Parul" pustaka jovA jevuM che. pro. ToliyAnI A pratibhAzALI putrI pArulano janma 31 Disembara 1961nA roja amarelImAM thayo hato. pArulanuM zaizava, enI vividha buddhizakitaono vikAsa, kalA, ane dharma pratyenI abhimukhatA, saMgIta ane patrakAratva kSetre enI siddhio va.no Alekha A pustakamAM maLe che. pArula eka ucca AtmA rUpe sarvatra sugaMdha prasarI gaI. ra8 oNgasTa 1988nA roja beMgloramAM rasto oLaMgatAM sarjAyelA akasmAtamAM enuM akALa karuNa avasAna thayuM, pustakamAM enA jIvananI tavArIkha ane aMjali lekho ApavAmAM AvyAM che. emAM paMDita ravizaMkaranI ane zrI kAntilAla parIkhanI 'Parul - A Serene Soul" svargasthanI kalA ane dharmanAM kSetromAMnI saMprAptiono suMdara Alekha Ape che. pArula AjubAjunI samagra sRSTine sAttvika snehanA AzleSamAM bAMdhI letI. mAtra manuSyo pratye ja nahi paNa pazu-paMkhI sameta samagra sRSTi pratye eno samabhAva ane prema vistaryA hatA. eno cetIvistAra virala kahevAya. samagra pustakamAMthI pArulanA AtmAnI je chabi Upase che te Adara janmAve evI che kALanI gati evI ke A phUla pUrNa rUpe khIlatuM jatuM hatuM tyAM ja e mUrajhAyuM! pustakamAM ApelI chabio eka vyakitanAM 27 varSanA AyuSyane ane enI pragatine AbehUba khaDI kare che. pustikAnA vAcana pachI vAcakanI AMkha paNa bhInI thAya che. prabhu A udAtta AtmAne cira zAMti arpo! vardhamAna bhAratI" gujarAtathI dUra rahyAM rahyAM paNa saMskAra prasAranuM ja kArya kare che e samAjopayogI ane lokopakAraka hoI abhinaMdanIya che. triveNI' - DaoN. ramaNalAla jozI lokasattA-janasattA, (taMtrI, udeza') amadAvAda. 22-3-1992 w w ooooooooooooooo oooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wwwwwwwwwwwwwxweeeeeeeeee0%aee0%e0000000000000000000000000000 see eeeeeeS &tahAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhAhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahAhAhAkAraka hakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakaThahahahahahahAhAhAhAhAhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahArDa 43

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'priyavAdinI' sva. ku. pArula ToliyA dvArA likhita - saMpAdita - anuvAdita 1. rakSiLApatha nI sAdhanAyAtrA (hindI) : prakAzita (prathamAvRtti pUrI) mahAvIra varzana (hindI) Mahavir Darshan (Eng.) : prakAzya . 2. 3. videzo meM baina dharma pramAvanA (hindI) Jainism Abroad (Eng.) mudraNAdhIna Why Abattoirs - Abolition ? (Eng.) : prakAzya 4. 5. Contribution of Jaina Art, Music & Literature to Indian Culture : prakAzya Musicians of India - I Came Across : Pt. Ravishankar, others : prakAzya. Indian Music & Media (Eng.) : prakAzya. 6. vardhamAna bhAratI InTaranaeNzanala phAunheMzananAM mahattvanAM prakAzano 7. prA. pratApakumAra ToliyA dvArA likhita, saMpAdita, anuvAdita 8. zrI AtmasiddhizAstra pUrva apUrva avasara (hindI anuvAddasaMha) prakAzita. anaMta nI anunUna (hindI) : (prathamAvRtti pUrNa) puraskRta 9. 10. dakSiNApathanI sAdhanAyAtrA (gujarAtI) : prakAzita. 11. mahAsani (ma. gAMdhInI vaM zrImad rASacandranI viSaya) prakAzya : puraskRta. 12. Could there be such a warrior ? (") aMgrejI : prakAzya. 13. videzomAM jainadharma prabhAvanA (gujarAtI) : prakAzya. : 14. prajJAcakSunuM daSTipradAna : paM. sukhalAlajInAM saMsmaraNo (gujarAtI) : prakAzya. 15. sthitaprajJanI saMgAthe : AcArya vinobAjInAM saMsmaraNo (") : prakAzya. : 16. gurudeva saMge : gurudeva ravIndranAtha ThAkura viSe gurudayAla mallikajI : " 17. gurudeva je sAtha (hindI) 18. "pragaTI bhUmidAnanI gaMgA" ane "vizvamAnava" (reDiyorUpako) gujarAtI H prakAzya. 19. gana muraizI nAte haiM| puraskRta, abhinIta hindI nATaka : prakAzya. 20. saMtaziSyanI jIvanasaritA (gujarAtI) : prakAzita - anyo dvArA 21. rnATaka je sAhitya jo naina prAna (hindI) : prakAzya. 22. Jain Contribution to Kannada Literature & Culture : prakAzya. 23. Meditation & Jainism (aMgrejI) : prakAzita H prathamAvRtti pUrI. 24. Speeches & Talks in U.S.A. & U.K. (aMgrejI/gujarAtI) prakAzya. 25. Profiles of Parul (aMgrejI) : prakAzita. 26. Bhakti Movement in the North (aMgrejI) prakAzya. 44

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00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 0 00 0 27. Saints of Gujarat (aMgrejI) prakAzya. 28. Jainism in Presem Age (aMgrejI) prakAzya. 26. My Mystic Master Y.Y. Sri Sahajanandghanji : 25184. 30. Holy Mother of Hampi: AtmajJA mAtAjI : (aMgrejI-guja-hindI) prakAzya. 31. sAdhanAyAtrAno saMdhAnapaMtha (dakSiNApathanI sAdhanAyAtrA-2) : gujarAtI prakAzya. 32. dAMDIpathane pagale pagale (gAMdhI-zatAbdI dAMDIyAtrAnubhavo) : gujarAtI prakAzya. 33. vikTohinI (nATikA) hindI prakAzya. 34. virelA (nATikA) " 35. amarelIthI amerikA sudhI (jIvanayAtrA) gujarAtI/hindI/aMgrejI : prakAzya. 36. pAvapurInI pAvana dharatI parathI (ArSa-darzana) : gujarAtI/hindI prakAzya. 37. je mInAsato mahAvIra: hindI : prakAzya. 38. vidroha-vyaMgya (kAvyo) : hindI : prakAzya. 39: Popular Poems of Prof. Toliya (kAvya) aMgrejI/gujarAtI : prakAzya 40. Silence Speaks (kAvyo) : aMgrejI: prakAzya. 41. nIta nizAnta (kAvya-gIto) : hindI prakAzya. 42. kIrti-smRti : pArula-smRti (divaMgata anuja ne AtmajAnAM smaraNo) : prakAzya 43. "eNvorDa" (vArtAsaMgraha) : gujarAtI : prakAzya (vartamAnapatra prakAzita) 88. Bribe Master, Public School Master & Other Stories (aldzine) aMgrejI : prakAzya. 45. vedanasaMvedana (kAvyo) gujarAtI : prakAzya. 46. parAza (nibaMdha) hindI: prakAzya. 47. kSita (navA ) - hindI : prakAzya. 48. rIvAre vatatI - (nATaka) hindI prakAzya. 49. rIvAjo je pAra (nATa) hindI : prakAzya. 50. "TatI gAve ratI nyA." (vidroha lekho) : hindI: prakAzya. 51. aMtardarzInI AMgaLIe... (smaraNakathA) : gujarAtI prakAzya. DaoN. vaMdanA pra. ToliyA, eNna. DI. (necaropeMtha, INY.S. jiMdAla, beMglora,) likhita para. "Why Vegetarianism?": aMgrejI prakAzita. AmaMtraNa : prakAzita" pustako (maryAdita saMkhyAmAM ja zeSa) beMglorathI upalabdha. prakAya" pustakonI kaoNpIrAITa hastaprato prAyaH taiyAra. prakAzakapratiSThAno, saMghasaMsthAno, arthapradAtAono patravyavahAra AvakArya che. 'vardhamAna bhAratI InTaranaeNzanala phAunDezana, 12, kembrija roDa, beMglora-pa60 008. % %00000000000000000000000000000 0 000

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krama viSaya-zIrSaka A ja chuM te kha 1 4 7 yogIndra yugapradhAna zrI sahajAnaMdaghanajInI svayaMnI AtmAnubhUta vANImAM abhUtapUrva 'paramaguru pravacana' kramika kaeNseTa mAlA..... 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 zrI.kalpasUtra-1 : paryuSaNanI paribhASA zrI.kalpasUtra-2 : upAdAna-nimitta zrI.kalpasUtra-3 : dasa kalpa, AcAra zrI.lpasUtra-4 : "darzana vizuddhi" zrI.lpasUtra-5 : "navakAra" Atmatattva zrI.kalpasUtra-6 : dravyaka bhAvapUjA AtmAvalokana, 1 kartavya zrI.kalpasUtra-7 : kalpa caritrAraMbha aSTamatapa zrI.kalpasUtra-8 : tIrthaMkaro, 27 pUrvabhavo, aMgalakSaNa zrI.kalpasUtra-9 : 10 AcAra,mahAvIra janma zrI.kalpasUtra-10 : bAlakrIDA, saMgama, dIkSA zrI.kalpasUtra-11 : mahAvIra+pArzvanAtha caritra zrI.kalpasUtra-12 : anyajina+kevalI zrI.kalpasUtra-13 : sthavirAvalI saMpUrNa dazalakSaNa " "I " " " " " " - h 7H samApana, stavana 8H bhAdra.zu. 10 (ekabAju) (zrImad rAja. zatAbdI) zrImad rAjacaMdra zatAbdI-(zeSa)2 niyamasAra, kSamApanA AtmasAkSAtkArano anubhavakrama (sAdhanAprayoga) - " 1 : bhUmikA : bhAdra. zu.pa. 2 : parigraha prema " 3: 4 kaSAya, vinayaguNa 4: lobha,parigraha, dharma 5 : apramAda, satya, saMyama 6 : kSamAguNa -1 jayapura " 34 x bhASA hindI # " " ' " '' "I " "I k "I " #1 " # "I "1 ' "I #1 * " " adhi 90 mi. " m r '' r '' " "1 # k * r 60 mi. "1 90 mi. " " # " " " #1

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s kama viSaya-zIrSaka bhASA avadhi o oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hindI wwwwwwwwww o ooooooooooooooooooo 2, " " " - 5" dharmasamanvaya - 1 (jayapura) " " - 2 (") paramagurupravacana-1 : pAMca-samavAya gujarAtI 0 mi. " " - 2 : satparuSArtha " " - 3: sAkAra-nirAkAra hindI 90 mi. -4: AdhyAtmikatA hindI 90 mi. -5 : AtmasAdhanA. hindI 9 mi. " - 6: AtmA paramacaraNe gujarAtI - 7: zrImadjI jJAnadazA hindI 90 mi. - 8 : AtmapakaDa. hindI 60 mi. - 9: AtmAnubhavakrama gujarAtI 90 mi. " - 10: mAyika sukhatyAga hindI - 11 : ahiMsAcarcA, pada hindI " - 12 : sukhaduHkhakAraNa gujarAtI 90 mi. - 13: sAdhanAvazyaka guNo " - 14: "huM koNa chuM?" " - 15 : samAdhimaraNakI kalA hindI " " - 16: adhyAsa,AtmasmaraNa hindI navakAra mahimA(kalpapravacana saMkSepamAM) 900 mi. prabhu-pada(svayaMsvara) 90 mi. 49 sahajAnaMdapada(svayaMsvara,pravacanasa) 0 mi. 50 sahajAnaMdasudhA(pra.+ su.ki. ToliyA) gujarAtI 51 mAtR-vANI-1 (tattvavijJAna svAdhyAya) " "-2 (') (pU.mAtAjI dhanadevIjInA svayaM svaramAM) (haju aneka vadhu nirmANa, saMpAdana heThaLa) mUlataH sAdA rekarDaronAM kAcAM sAdhano para rekarDiMga thayelI A bahumUlya viSayonI keseTo zakya teTalI zuddha karAvAI guNavattA sudhArAI che, chatAM keTalIka kSamya gaNavA vi. mUla rekarDigaH sarvazrI navInabhAI jhaverI, sva.caMdubhAI ToliyA. saMpAdana : prA.pratApakumAra ToliyA, zrImatI sumitrA ToliyA. prakAzana prAptiH zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, hepI-583239(karNATaka) ane vardhamAna bhAratI InTa. phAunDezana, 12, kembrija roDa, beMgalora-8. www oooooooooo o oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooox wwwwwwwwww 47.

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paramaguru anugrahathI vardhamAna bhAratI InTaranaeNzanala phAunheMzana dvArA nirmita prA. pratApakumAra ToliyA ane vRMdanI vizvavidyuta kaeNseTa-rekarDo (1) zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra (2) apUrva avasara (3) rAjabhaktipada (4) rAjapada (5) zrI bhakatAmara stotra (6) zrI kalyANa maMdira stotra (7) mahAyogI AnaMdadhana ke pada (8) ratnatraya vratakathA (9) sonAgira kI yAtrA+daza lakSaNa vratakathA (10) mahAvIra darzana (11) vIravaMdanA (12) IzAvAsya upaniSada (13) OMOM tat sat (14) anaMta kI anugUMja (15) AnaMdaghanapada (I.pI.) (16) jayajinarAja ane dAdAguru AratI (17) jinezvara AratI (18) navakAra ane gurudeva AratI (19) mahAmaMtra navakAra (20) zubha mAMgalika : maMgalASTaka (21) AsarA ane moMdhI jIMdagI (22) vividha hindu bhajana (A sarve grAmophona rekarDo ane kaeNseTo) anya mahattvapUrNa kaeNseTo : (23) Atmakhoja (24) dhUna aura dhyAna (25) dhyAna-saMgIta : Music for Meditation (26) ahiMsAgAna (27) brahmagulAla munikathA (28) bAra bhAvanA, paramAnaMda stotra (29) bRhatkrAMti- grahazAMti (30) chaha DhALA (31) dAdAguru darzana (32) divAkara darzana (33) grAmyajIvana-gujarAtI lokagIto (34) gIta gajhala (35) gIta kavitta (36) jinavaMdanA (37) jinendra darzana (38) jaina rAsa garabA (39) jaina bhajana (40) Jainism aboard (41) jaina suprabhAtam (42) karNATaka darzana (43) kannaDa lokagIto (44) kannaDa jaina bhaktipado (45) kahata bIrA (46) kalpasUtra-seTa : 10/13 gujarAtI/hindI (47) mIrA ke bhaktipada (48) mahAprabhAvika navasmaraNa : 1-2 (49) Musical Performance in U.S.A. seTa 5 kaeNseTa (50) merI bhAvanA - anubhavavANI (51) prabhAta maMgala (52) prajJAvANI (paM. sukhalAlajI) (53) prArthanA maMdira (54) rAjula-caMdanabALA (55) ratnAkara pacIsI : hindI/guja. (56) ratnAkarana hADugaLu : kannaDa (57) bAhubalI stuti H kannaDa/hindI (58) rAmAyaNa (saM.), rAmarakSA stotra (59) sthitaprajJa-gItA (50) zizugAna (61) spaMdana-saMvedana (2) sumeru vaMdanA (3) stavanikA (4) sahajAnaMda sudhA (65) sthAnakavAsI zrAvaka pratikramaNa (66) derAvAsI devasI/rAI/pAkhI pratikramaNa (67) RSimaMDala stotra (68) rAsa garabA-nUtana purAtana (69) 2majhaTa rAsa garabAnI (70) ravIndra gItikA (71) cAMda kI kavitAoM (72) vIroM kI bATa (73) vividha bhajana (74) Speeches in U.S.A. (75) Why Vegetarianism ? ane anya aneka. sarve beMglorathI ja upalabdha. thoDI muMbaI, amadAvAda, madrAsa, kalakattA ane videzomAM amerikA, IMglenDathI prApya. vigato mATe patra saMparka beMglora. 4.

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A sAdhanAyAtrA...... tenA parama-nimitta zrI sahajAnaMdaghanajInAM AzIrvacanomAM haMpI, 18-11-1969 mumukSubaMdhuzrI pratApabhAI, beMglorathI tamAro lekha zrI caMdubhAI dvArA posTathI prApta thayo. ahIM avanavA jijJAsuonuM AvAgamana ane teo sAthenI dharmacarcAmAM samayano kharca thato hovAthI e lekha UDatI najare joI gayo. temAM kaMI kaMI sudhAro vadhAro karyo che. bAkI A dehadhArIne upamA ApavAmAM tame chUTa vadhAre lIdhI che. keTalAka prasaMgavarNanomAM je binA anya vyakitaonA mukhe tame sAMbhaLelI che te jo ahIM A dehadhArIne pUchI ene moDhe sAMbhaLI hota to te te prasaMgo koI anerI rIte lakhAta. tamArA aMgata anubhavo vAMcI prasannatA thaI. e AkhA lekha viSe tame AjhAda cho ane A dehadhArI koInI AjhAdImAM hastakSepa karavAnI vRttithI prAyaH asaMga rahevA TevAyelo che. ataH A lekha upara svAmitva kema dharAve ? tamArI kAvyamayI zailI joI tene kRpALudevanA vacanAmRtane bhASAntara karavAmAM tamAro lAbha levAno lobha koI rIte A AtmAmAM jAgyo che kharo. paNa tenI pUrti koI avasare joIzuM. bAkI ukata lekhanI vizeSa samIkSA karI nathI. jema tamane svahita sAthe parahitamAM e madadagAra nIvaDe tema eno upayoga karo e ja AzIrvAda che. vavANiyA tIrthe pU. zrI javalabA ane temanI nizrAmAM ekatrita mumukSu bhAIbaheno saune mArA hArdika jayasadguruvaMdana. A lekha maLye pahoMca jarUra Apajo. ahIMthI zrI mAtAjIe Apane agaNita AzIrvAda pAThavyA che. sau mumukSu bhAIbahenoe hArdika jayasadguruvaMdana jaNAvyA che teno svIkAra karajo. kheMgArabApAe Apane vizeSataH yAda karyA che. dharmasnehamAM vRddhi ho ! OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH sahajAnaMdayananAM agaNita AzIrvAda. (haMpInA prathama darzana pachI beMglora thaI amadAvAda parata AvatAM lakhAyela patra)

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paraMtu jaina vizvavidyAlaya (hAla, hamaNAMnA thoDA apUratA ne pagu prayatno sivAya ) | chellA 2500 varSomAM kayAMya nahIM!!! A daridrI darzanathI aMtara UMDe udAsI ne vedanAbharyo eka bhAre ajaMpo, eka ghora avasAda Ubho thayo.. sAbara taTe ane tuMgabhadrAtaTe ukta upakAraka pratyakSa paramaguruoprajJAcakSu padmabhUSaNa DaoN. paM. sukhalAlajI ane yogIndra yugapradhAna zrI. sahajAnaMdaghanajIne caraNe besI agajabaMdhu saMge enI gahana ciMtAnAo cAlI, vividha Ayojano thayA, abhyAsakramo racAyA, sahayogIo zodhAyA, sAhityasaMgItanAM aneka sarjano AraMbhAyA, vizvavidezomAM saMdeza-saMparko thayA. daramyAna ukta upakAraka mahapuruSo to mahAvideha - svadhAme saMcarI gayA ane aneka aMtarAyo ne pratikULatAonA pahADo UbhA thayA, mAthe ane sAthe rahI gayA temanAM AjJA, azIrvAda ane mahAsabaLa prANabaLa..... pariNAmataH aMtare satata guMjatA rahyAM sAbarataTa ne tuMgAtaTanI giriguphAonA dhoSa-pratighoSa.. enI gUMja-pratigUMjo ne, vItarAgavANIne bhAratamAM ja nahIM, vizvabharamAM anugraMjita karavAnA paramaguruonA e parama Adezo anusAra e pratigraMjita thaI rahI che bhAratanI tuMgabhadrA, kAverI ne gaMgA-yamunAthI mAMDI amerikAnI misisipi, Dala, kolorADo Adi, iMglenDanI thaMgsa ane yuropanI vaoNlgA jevI aneka saritAo sudhI zibiro, dhAna-saMgIta-pravacanonA trividha kAryakramo dvArA. ... have, AvI aneka vItarAgavANI - videzayAtrAo pazcAt - ke jemAM paramaguruonAM pratyakSa pratinidhi-zA AtmadraNa vAtsalyamayI mAtAjInAM AjJA-AzISa sadA saMge rahyAM - videzonAM aneka prabaLa ne pralobhanapUrNa nimittone nimaMtraNo chatAM, paramAjJAnusAra prathama bhAratabhUmi para ja, e vItarAgavANInA vizvavidyAlayanI bhUmikarUpe, phaLavI prAraMbha thaI cUkI che pelI parikalpanA : tuMgabhadrAtaTanI zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramanI paramaguru sahajAnaMdaghanajInI yogabhUmi paranA enA jinAlaya sahitanA vistArapUrve beMgloramAM, vardhamAna bhAratI AMtararASTrIya jaina vidyA vizvavidyAlayanA nAnakaDA kendra nanananana nanananana nahahahahahahanananananana vAhana mana manAvAtA rUpe ! paramaguruonuM yogabaLa ene zIdhra sAkAra karaze ja. divyadarzI