Bhavna Sudhare Bhavobhav

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008844/1

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dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita bhAvatA sudhAre bhavobhava (sAra, tamAma zAstrono) sAra, tamAma zAstrono ! kramika mArgamAM AvaDuM moTuM zAstra vAMce ane A ekalI nava kalamo bole, bahu thaI gayuM ! nava kalamomAM eTalI badhI gajabanI zakti mUkI che. A nava kalamo e zAstro nathI, paNa ame je pALIe chIe ne kAyama amArA amalamAM ja che, e tamane karavA ApIe chIe. mATe have tame nava kalamo to khAsa karajo. AkhA vItarAga vijJAnano sAra che A nava kalamo! - dAdAzrI

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prakAzaka : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana vatI zrI ajita sI. paTela 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380013. phona : (079) 7540408, 7543979 dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita : saMpAdakane svAdhIna bhAvatA sudhAre bhavobhava (sAra, tamAma zAstroto) (nava kalamo) prathama AvRti : 5CO0, eprila, 1999 dvitIya AvRti : 5CO0, julAI, 1999 tRtIya AvRti : 10OO oNkTobara, 1999 cartutha AvRti : 10 jUna, 20O. paMcama AvRti : 10,000 phebruArI, 203 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 5 rUpiyA (rAhata dare). lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda. saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIna mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTIMga DIvIjhana), bhoMyarAmAM, pArzvanAtha cembarsa, rijharva beMka pAse, InkamaTeksa, amadAvAda. phona : 7542964

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(dAdA bhagavAta phAunDezatatA prakAzano 1. AptavANI - 1 thI 12 17. bhogave tenI bhUla (gu, aMga, hiM.) 2. AptasUtra 18. banyuM te nyAya (gu, aM., hiM.) 3. huM koNa chuM? 19. eDajasTa evarIvhera (gu, aMga, hiM.) 4. pratikramaNa (graM., saM.) 20. athaDAmaNa TALo (gu, aMga, hiM.) 5. nijadoSa darzanathI, nirdoSa 21. dAdA bhagavAnanuM AtmavijJAna karmanuM vijJAna 22. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 7. ciMtA 23. paisAno vyavahAra (graMtha, saMkSipta) 24. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (graM. 9. prema 10. ahiMsA 25. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra (graM, saM.) 11. camatkAra 26. samajathI prApta brahmacarya (graM, saM.). 12. pApa-puNya 27. vANIno siddhAMta (graM., saM.) 13. guru-ziSya 28. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI 14. vANI, vyavahAramAM... 29. DhADhA mAvAnA AtmavijJAna 2915. satya-asatyanA rahasyo 30. Who aml? 16. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 31. Ultimate Knowledge, trimaMtra saM.) 'dAdAvANI' megejhina dara mahine prakAzita thAya che

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AtmajJAna prAptinI pratyakSa lIMka ! 'huM to keTalAka jaNane mAre hAthe siddhi karI ApavAno chuM. pachI pAchaLa joIe ke nA joIe ? pAchaLa lokone mArga to joIzene ?" - dAdA bhagavAna parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amInane AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAna siddhi Apela. 'dAdA bhagavAna' koNa ? jUna ogaNIsaso aThThAvananI e samI sAMjano eka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3 paranAM relavenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna" saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ! ane kudarate saryuM adhyAtmanuM addabhUta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! 'ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM ? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! Ama kudarate, jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanAM pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame ce caDhavAnuM ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa ! teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?" no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' hoya. A dekhAya che e to 'e. ema. paTela' che. ame jJAnI puruSa chIe. ane ahIM pragaTa thayelA che te dAdA bhagavAna che. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM." 'vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe' e siddhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAreya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. huM dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA ! - jaya saccidAnaMda | parama pUjaya dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna gAmegAma dezavideza pharIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha hajAro mokSArthI laIne AtmaramaNatA anubhave che ane saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI zake che. graMthamAM aMkIta thayelI vANI mokSArthIne gAIDa tarIke atyaMta upayogI nivaDe, paraMtu mokSa meLavavA mATe AtmajJAna meLavavuM jarUrI che. akrama mArge AtmajJAna prApti Aje paNa cAlu che, te mATe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIne maLIne AtmajJAna prApta kare to ja thAya. pragaTa dIvAne dIvo aDe to ja pragaTe.

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saMpAdakIya savArathI sAMja sudhI gharamAM, vyavahAramAM ke bahAra lokonAM moMDhe sAMbhaLavA maLyA ja karatuM hoya che ke Ama nathI karavuM chatAM thaI jAya che ! Ama karavuM che chatAM thatuM nathI ! bhAvanA khUba che, karavAno khUba pAko nizcaya che, prayatnoya che, chatAM thatuM nathI ! tamAma dhama upadezakonI kAyamI phariyAda sAdhako mATe hoya che ke ame je kahIe te tame pacAvatAM nathI. zrotAo paNa hatAzAthI mUMjhAtA hoya che ke kema vartanamAM AvatuM nathI, ATaluM ATaluM dharmanuM karyA chatAMya ! enuM rahasya zuM ? kyAM aTake che ? kaI rIte e bhUlane bhAMgI zakAya ? parama pUjya dAdAzrIe A kALanAM manuSyonI kepesiTI joIne temane lAyaka Ano ukela navA ja abhigamathI tadna vaijJAnika Dhabe Apyo che. pUjya dAdAzrIe vaijJAnika phoDa pADyo ke vartana e pariNAma che, iphekTa che ane bhAva e kAraNa che, kojha che. pariNAmamAM sIdhesIdho pheraphAra lAvI zakAya ja nahIM. e paNa enI vaijJAnika DhabathI ja thAya. kAraNa badalAya to pariNAma enI meLe ja badalAIne Ave ! kAraNa badalavA have A bhavamAM navesarathI bhAva badalo. e bhAva badalavA pUjyazrIe nava kalamo bhAvavAnI zIkhavADI che. tamAma zAstro je upadeza Ape che chatAMya je pariNamatuM nathI, teno sAra pUjyazrIe nava kalamo dvArA dharamULathI pheraphAra karavAnI cAvIrUpe ApI dIdho che. jene anusarIne lAkho lokoe A jIvananuM to kharuM ja paNa bhavobhavanuM sudhArI lIdhuM che ! kharI rIte A bhavamAM bAhya pheraphAra nA thAya paNa A nava kalamonI bhAvanA bhAvavAthI mahIMnA navA kAraNo sadaMtara badalAI 7 jAya che ane aMtarazAMti jabarajasta vartAya che ! bIjAnAM doSo jovAnA baMdha thAya che, je parama zAMtine pamADavAnuM parama kAraNa banI jAya che ! ane emAMya ghaNAMkharAMne to pUrvenI nava kalamonI najIkanI bhAvanA bhAvelI, te AjanI A lIMkamAM ja pariNamIne turta ja atyAre ja vartanamAM lAvI nAkhe che ! koI paNa siddhi prApta karavI hoya to mAtra te mATe potAnI aMdara rahelA bhagavAna pAsethI zaktio mAMga mAMga karye rAkhavAnI, je cokkasa phaLa Ape ja. parama pUjya dAdAzrI potA vize kahe che ke 'A nava kalamo e AkhI jiMdagI ame pALatA AvelA, te A mUDI che. eTale A mAro rojiMdo mAla, te bahAra mUkyo. meM chevaTe pablikanuM kalyANa thAya eTalA sAruM. niraMtara keTalAMya varSothI, cAlIsa-cAlIsa varSathI A nava kalamo dararojeya mahIM cAlyA ja kare che. e pablika mATe meM mUkyuM.' ghaNA sAdhakone mahIM mAnyatA draDha thaI jAya che ke huM A nava kalamo jevuM badhuM jANuM chuM ne evuM ja mane rahe che. paNa tene pUchIe ke tamArAthI koIne duHkha thAya che ? gharanAM ke najIkanAne pUchIe to hA pADe. eno artha e ja ke A sAcuM jANeluM nA kahevAya. e jANeluM kAma lAgaze nahIM. tyAM to jJAnI puruSe potAnA jIvanamAM je siddha kareluM hoya, te anubhavagamya vANI dvArA ApeluM hoya to kriyAkArI thAya. eTale e bhAvanA jJAnI puruSanI ApelI DijhAInapUrvakanI hovI joIe, to ja kAma lAge ne mokSanA mArge spIDI progresa karAve ! ane aMte tyAM sudhI pariNAma Ave ke potAnAthI koI paNa jIvane kiMcitmAtra paNa duHkha na thAya ! eTaluM ja nahIM paNa nava kalamonI bhAvanA da22oja bhAvavAthI keTalAMya doSo dhovAI jAya che ! ane mokSamArge AgaLa vadhAya che ! - DaoN. tIrubaheta amIta da

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bhAvatA sudhAre bhavobhava (sAra, tamAma zAstroto) (nava kalamo) bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya evI cAvAda vANI, cAvAda vatana ane cAdvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koIpaNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAvAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane svAvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dehadhArI, upadezaka, sAdhu-sAdhvI, AcAryano avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye | kiMcitmAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kyAreya paNa na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 5. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA sAthe kyAreya paNa kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolAya, na bolAvAya ke bolavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA bole to mane mRdu, Rju bhASA bolavAnI zakti Apo. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye, strI-puruSa agara napuMsaka, game te liMgadhArI hoya, to tenA saMbaMdhI kiMcitmAtra enAthI tUTe aMtarAyo tamAma ! huM eka copaDI vAMcavA ApuM chuM. moTI copaDIo vAMcavA nathI Apato. eka nAnI ja tamArA mATe. jarAka ja bolajo, jarAka amathuM ja. praznakartA : barAbara che. dAdAzrI : ekavAra A vAMcI jAva ne ! badhuM vAMcI jAva. A davA ApuM chuM, te vAMcavAnI davA che. A nava kalamo che te vAMcavAnI ja che, A karavAnI davA nathI. bAkI tame je karo cho e barAbara che. paNa A to bhAvanA bhAvavAnI davA che eTale A ApIe chIe te vAMcyA karajo. enAthI tamAma prakAranAM aMtarAya tUTI jAya. eTale eka-be miniTa pahelAM vAMcI jAva A nava kalamo. praznakartA : nava kalamo...

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava paNa viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI doSo, icchAo, ceSTAo, vicAra saMbaMdhI doSo na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane niraMtara nirvikAra rahevAnI parama zakti Apo. 11 7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa rasamAM lubdhapaNuM na karAya evI zakti Apo. samarasI khorAka levAya evI parama zakti Apo. 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI dehadhArI jIvAtmAno, pratyakSa agara parokSa, jIvaMta agara mRtyu pAmelAno koIno kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 9. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane jagatakalyANa karavAnuM nimitta banavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. (A divasamAM traNa vakhata vAMcavuM.) ATaluM tamAre ''dAdA'' pAse mAMgavAnuM. A dararoja vAMcavAnI cIja na hoya, aMtaramAM rAkhavAnI cIja che. A da22oja upayogapUrvaka bhAvavAnI cIja che. ATalA pAThamAM tamAma zAstrono sAra AvI jAya che. dAdAzrI : zabdezabda vAMcI gayA ? praznakartA : hAjI. badhuM barobara vAMcI gayo. aham ta dubhAya... praznakartA H 1. 'he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiciMtmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane syAdvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo.' e samajAvo. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava dAdAzrI : aham na dubhAya e mATe ApaNe syAdvAda vANI mAgIe chIe. evI vANI ApaNane dhIme dhIme utpanna thaze. je huM vANI boluM chuMne, e A bhAvanAo bhAvavAthI ja mane A phaLa maLeluM che. 12 praznakartA : paNa AmAM koIno aham nA dubhAvavo joIe, to eno artha ema to nathI thatone ke koIno aham poSavo ? dAdAzrI : nA. evo aham poSavAnuM nahIM. A to aham dubhAvavo nahIM evuM joIe. huM kahuM ke kAcanA pyAlA phoDI nA nAkhazo. eno artha evo nahi ke tame kAcanA pyAlA sAcavajo. e enI meLe sacavAyelA ja paDyA che eTale phoDazo nahi. pachI e to sacavAyelA enI sthitimAM ja paDyA che. tame tamArAM nimitte nA phoDazo. e tUTatAM hoya to tamArAM nimitte nA phoDazo. ane e tamAre bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che ke mAre koI jIvane kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya, eno ahaMkAra bhagna nA thAya evuM rAkhavuM joIe. ene upakArI mAnIe chIe. praznakartA : dhaMdhAmAM sAmAvALAno aham dubhAya nahi evA prasaMgo haMmezAM nathI banatA, koIkanAM ne koIkanAM to aham dubhAyA ja rAkhe che. dAdAzrI : ene aham dubhAyuM nA kahevAya. aham dubhAyuM eTale zuM ke e bicAro kaMIka bolavA jAya ne ApaNe kahIe, besa, besa. nathI bolavAnuM.' evuM enA ahaMkArane dubhAvavo nA joIe. ne dhaMdhAmAM to aham dubhAya e kharekhara aham nathI dubhAto. e to mana mahIM dubhAya che. praznakartA : paNa aham e kaMI sArI vastu nathI, barobara ? to pachI ene dubhAvavAmAM zo vAMdho ? dAdAzrI : e pote ja atyAre ahaMkAra che, mATe e nA dubhAvAya. e pote ja che badhuM, jemAM e kare te huM ja chuM A. eTale dubhAya nahi. eTale tamAre gharamAMya koIne vaDhavuM-karavuM nahi. ahaMkAra koIno nA

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 13 bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava dubhAya tema rAkhavuM. ahaMkAra koIno dubhAvavo nA joIe. ahaMkAra dubhAya to judo paDI jAya mANasa, pachI pharI bhegAM nA thAya. ApaNe evuM koIne nA kahevuM joIe. 'tuM yujhalesa che, tuM Ama che, tema che." evuM utArI nA pADavuM joIe. hA, vaDhIe kharAM. vaDhavAmAM vAMdho nathI, paNa je te raste ahaMkAra nA dubhAvavo joIe. mAthA para vAge teno vAMdho nathI, paNa enA ahaMkAra upara nA vAgavuM joIe. koIno ahaMkAra bhagna nA karavo joIe. ane majUra hoya enoya tiraskAra nahi karavo. tiraskArathI eno ahaMkAra dubhAya. ApaNane enuM kAma nA hoya to ApaNe tene kahIe, 'bhAI, mane tAruM kAma nathI" ane eno jo ahaMkAra dubhAto nA hoya to pAMca rUpiyA ApIneya paNa ene chUTo karavo. paisA to maLI Avaze paNa eno aham nA dubhAvavo joIe. nahi to e vera bAMdhe, jabarajasta vera bAMdhe ! ApaNuM zreya thavA nA de, vacce Ave. bahu UMDI vAta che A to. have tema chatAMya koIno ahaMkAra tamArAthI dubhAI gayo hoya to ahIM amArI pAse (A kalama pramANe) zaktinI mAgaNI karavI. eTale je thayuM, enAthI pote abhiprAya judo rAkhe che, mATe enI javAbadArI bahu nathI. kAraNa ke have eno opIniyana' pharI gayelo che. ahaMkAra dubhAvavAno je 'opIniyana' hato, te A mAgaNI karavAthI eno "opIniyana' judo thaI gayo. praznakartA : 'opIniyana'thI judo thaI gayo eTale zuM? dAdAzrI : 'dAdA bhagavAna' to samajI gayAne, ke Ane have bicArAne koIno aham dubhAvavAnI icchA nathI. potAnI khudanI evI icchA nathI chatAM A thaI jAya che. jyAre jagatanA lokone icchA sahita thaI jAya che. eTale A kalama bolavAthI zuM thAya ke ApaNo abhiprAya judo paDI gayo. eTale ApaNe e bAjuthI mukta thaI gayA. eTale A zakti ja mAgavAnI. tamAre kazuM karavAnuM nahi, phakta zakti ja mAgavAnI. amalamAM lAvavAnuM nathI A. praznakartA : zakti mAgavAnI. vAta barAbara che, paNa ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe ke jethI karIne bIjAno aham nA dubhAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, evuM kazuM karavAnuM nathI. A kalama pramANe tamAre bolavAnuM ja, basa. bIjuM kazuM karavAnuM nathI. atyAre je aham dubhAya jAya che e phaLa (DiscArjamAM) avazya AveluM che. atyAre thayuM e to 'DIsAIDaDa thaI gayuM che, e aTakAvI zakAya paNa nahi. pheravavA javuM e mAthAkUTa che khAlI. paNa A bolyA eTale pachI javAbadArI ja nathI rahetI. praznakartA : ne A bolavuM e sAcA hRdayathI hovuM joIe. dAdAzrI : e to sAcA hRdayathI ja badhuM karavuM joIe. ane je mANasa karene, e khoTA hRdayathI nA kare, sAcA hRdayathI ja kare. paNa AmAM potAno abhiprAya judo paDI gayo, A moTAmAM moTuM vijJAna che eka jAtanuM. A pramANe karavAnuM nahi, tamAre to A nava kalamo bolavAnI ja. zakti ja mAgavAnI ke 'dAdA bhagavAna', mane zakti Apo. mAre A zakti joIe che. te zakti tamane prApta thAya ne javAbadArI maTI jAya. jyAre jagata kayuM jJAna zIkhavADe che ? 'Ama nA karo'. are bhAI, mAre nathI karavuM chatAM thaI jAya che. eTale tamAruM jJAna amane 'phITa' thatuM nathI. A tame kaho cho, tenAthI AgaLanuM baMdha thAya nahi ane AjanuM rokAya nahi, te beu bagaDe che. eTale 'phITa' thAya evuM hovuM joIe. bhAva pratikramaNa, taeNe ja ! praznakartA : jyAre sAmAno ahaMkAra dubhAvyo, tyAre ema thaI jAya che ke A mAro ahaMkAra bolyo ne ?

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 15 bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava dAdAzrI : nA, evo artha karavAnI jarUra nahIM. ApaNI jAgRti zuM kahe che A ? ApaNo mokSamArga eTale aMtaramukhI mArga che ! niraMtara aMdaranI jAgRtimAM ja rahevuM ane sAmAnuM aham dubhAvyuM to tarata enuM pratikramaNa karI levuM e ApaNuM kAma. to tame pratikramaNa to ATalAM badhAM karo cho temAM eka vadhArAnuM ! amAreya jo kadI koIno aham dubhAvavAnuM thayuM hoya to ame hau pratikramaNa karIe. eTale savAranA pahoramAM evuM bolavuM ke, 'mana, vacana, kAyAthI koI paNa jIvane kiMcitmAtra paNa duHkha na ho" evuM pAMca vakhata bolIne nIkaLavuM ane pachI je duHkha thAya te ApaNI icchA viruddha thayuM che. enuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM, sAMje. pratikramaNa eTale zuM ? DAgha paDyo eTale tarata dhoI nAkhIe. pachI vAMdho nahi, pachI bhAMjagaDa zI ? pratikramaNa koNa nA kare ? jene bebhAnapaNuM che, e manuSyo pratikramaNa nA kare. bAkI, pratikramaNa to meM jene jJAna ApyuM che e mANaso kevAM thayelA che ? vicakSaNa puruSo thayelA che. kSaNe kSaNe vicAranArA, bAvIsa tIrthakaronA anuyAyIo vicakSaNa hatA, te 'zUTa oNna sAITa' ja pratikramaNa karatA hatA. doSa thayo ke tarata ja 'zUTa' ! ane AjanA manuSyo evuM karI zakaze nahi eTale bhagavAne A rAyazI-devazI, pAkSika, paryuSaNamAM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa mUkyA. syAdvAda vANI, vartana, mAta.. praznakartA : have 'koInuM paNa aham nA dubhAya evI syAdvAda vANI, sAdvAda vartana ane syAdvAda manana karavAnI zakti Apo." traNa jarA samajAvo. praznakartA : sAmAno 'bu poInTa' samajavo e syAdvAda gaNAya ? dAdAzrI : sAmAno 'lyu poInTa' samajIe ane te pramANe eno vyavahAra karavo, enuM nAma syAdvAda. enAM 'vyu poInTa'ne du:kha nA thAya evI rIte vyavahAra karavo. coranA 'vyu poInTa'ne duHkha nA thAya evI rIte tame bolo, enuM nAma syAdvAda ! A ame vAta karIe, te muslima hoya ke pArasI hoya, badhAne ekasarakhuM ja samajAya. koInuM pramANa nA dubhAya ke 'pArasI AvA che ke sthAnakavAsI AvA che' evuM du:kha thavuM nA joIe. praznakartA : ahIM to koI cora beTho hoya, ene ApaNe kahIe ke corI karavI e sAruM nathI, to enuM mana to dubhAya ja ne ? dAdAzrI : nA. evuM nahi kahevAnuM. ApaNe ene kahevuM joIe ke corI karavAnuM phaLa AvuM Ave che. tane ThIka lAge to karaje.' evuM bolAya. eTale vAta rItasara bolavI joIe. to pelo sAMbhaLavAya taiyAra thAya. nahIM to peluM to e sAMbhaLaze ja nahIM ane UlaTo tamAro zabda nakAmo jaze. ApaNuM boleluM nakAmuM jAya ane e UlaTo vera bAMdhe ke A moTAM AvyA pAchAM ! evuM nA hovuM joIe. loko kahe ke corI karavI e guno che. paNa cora zuM jANe ke corI karavI e mAro dharma che. amArI pAse koI corane teDI lAve to ame ene khabhe hAtha mUkI khAnagImAM pUchIe ke 'bhaI, A bIjhanesa tane game che ? pasaMda paDe che ?" pachI e enI badhI hakIkata kahe. amArI pAse ene bhaya nA lAge. mANasa bhayane lIdhe jUThuM bole che. pachI ene samajAvIe ke 'A tuM kare che tenI javAbadArI zuM Ave che, tenuM phaLa zuM che tenI tane khabara che ?' ane 'tuM corI kare che" evuM amArAM manamAMya nA hoya. evuM jo kadI amArA manamAM hoya to enA upara asara paDe. dareka potapotAnA dharmamAM che. koI paNa dharmanuM pramANa nA dubhAya, enuM dAdAzrI : syAdvAdano artha evo ke badhAM kayA bhAvathI, kayA 'vyuM poInTathI kahe che e ApaNe jANavuM joIe.

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava nAma syAdvAda vANI. syAdavAda vANI saMpUrNa hoya. darekanI prakRti judI judI hoya, toya syAdvAda vANI koInI paNa prakRtine harakata nA kare. praznakartA : svAvAda manana eTale zuM? dAdAzrI : syAdvAda manana eTale vicAraNAmAM, vicAra karavAmAM koI dharmanuM pramANa na dubhAvavuM joIe. vartanamAM to nA ja hovuM joIe paNa vicAramAMya nA hovuM joIe. bahAra bolo e juduM ane manamAM paNa evA sArA vicAra hovA joIe ke sAmAnuM pramANa nA dubhAya evAM. kAraNa ke mananA je vicAro hoya che e sAmAne pahoMce che. tethI to A lokonAM moDhAM caDhelAM hoya. kAraNa ke tamAruM tyAM pahoMcIne asara kare. praznakartA : koInAM pratye kharAba vicAra Ave to pratikramaNa karavuM ? dAdAzrI : hA, nahIM to pachI enuM mana bagaDe. ane pratikramaNa karo to enuM mana bagaDeluM hoya toya sudharI jAya pAchuM. koInuM kharAba ke evuM tevuM vicArAya nahIM. kazuM ja karAya nahIM. "saba sabakI samAlo." potapotAnuM saMbhALo, basa. bIjI koI bhAMjagaDa nahIM. dharmanuM pramANa na dubhAya... praznakartA: 2. "he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dharmanuM kicitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAya, dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya enI parama zakti Apo. mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAvAya evI syAdvAda vANI, cAvAda vartana ane syAdvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo." dAdAzrI : koInuMya pramANa nA dubhAvavuM joIe. A koI khoTo che, evuM nA lAgavuM joIe. A 'eka' e paNa saMkhyA kahevAya ke nA kahevAya ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : to 'be' e saMkhyA kahevAya ke nA kahevAya ? praznakartA : hA, kahevAya. dAdAzrI : to ApaNA 'sI'vALA zuM kahe ? "amAruM sAcuM, tamAruM khoTuM evuM nA kahevAya. badhAnuM sAcuM che. 'eka'nuM 'eka'nA pramANamAM, 'be'nuM 'be'nA pramANamAM, darekanuM enAM pramANamAM sAcuM che. eTale darekanuM je svIkAra kare che, enuM nAma syAdvAda. eka vastu enA guNadharmamAM hoya, paNa ApaNe e amuka ja guNano svIkAra karIe ne bIjAno svIkAra nA karIe, khoTuM che. syAdavAda eTale darekanuM pramANapUrvaka. 360 DigrI hoya to badhAnuM sAcuM, paNa enI DigrI sudhI enuM sAcuM ane AnI DigrI sudhI AnuM sAcuM. eTale muslima dharmeya khoTo che evuM ApaNAthI bolAya nahIM. dareka dharma sAcA che, khoTA nathI. ApaNe koIne khoTuM kahI zakIe ja nahIM ne ! e eno dharma che. mAMsAhAra karato hoya, ene ApaNe khoTA kema karIne kahI zakIe ?! e kaheze, mAMsAhAra karavo e mAro dharma che. to ApaNAthI 'nA' na kahevAya. e emanI mAnyatA che, bilipha che emanI. ApaNe koInI 'bilipha' toDI nA zakIe. paNa ApaNA mANaso jo mAMsAhAra karatAM hoya to ApaNe emane kahevuM joIe ke, "bhAI, A sArI vastu nathI." pachI ene karavuM hoya tene ApaNAthI vAMdho nA UThAvAya. ApaNe samajAvavuM joIe ke A vastu 'helpaphUla' nathI. syAdvAda eTale koI dharmanuM pramANa na dubhAya. jeTalA pramANamAM satya hoya eTalA pramANamAM satya ene kahe ane bIjAM jeTalA pramANamAM asatya hoya tene asatya paNa kahe. enuM nAma pramANa dubhAve nahIM. krizciyana pramANa, muslima pramANa, koI paNa dharmanuM pramANa dubhAvAvuM nA joIe. kAraNa ke badhAM 360 DigrImAM ja AvI jAya che. riyala Ijha dhI senTara ane oNla dhIjha Ara rileTiva vyujha. senTaravALAne mATe rileTiva

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 19 sujha badhA sarakhA che. bhagavAnanuM syAdvAda eTale koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya, pachI game te dharma hoya ! eTale e cAdvAda mArga evo hoya. darekanA dharmane svIkAra karavo paDe. sAmo be dhola mAre te paNa ApaNe svIkAra karavo joIe. kAraNa ke jagata AkhuM nirdoSa che. doSita dekhAya che, te tamArA doSe karIne dekhAya che. bAkI jagata doSita che ja nahIM. ane te tamArI buddhi doSita dekhADe che ke, ANe khoTuM karyuM. avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya.. praznakartA : 3. "he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dehadhArI, upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI, AcAryano avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karavAnI parama zakti Apo.' AmAM je avarNavAda zabda chene, eno ekajhekTa' 'minIMga' zuM che ? dAdAzrI : koI paNa raste jema che tema nahIM cItaravuM paNa UMdhuM cItaravuM, e avarNavAda ! jema che emeya nahIM ne ethI UMdhuM pAchuM. jema che ema cItarIe ane khoTAne khoTo bolIe ane sArAne sAro bolIe, to avarNavAda nA kahevAya. paNa badhuM ja khoTuM bolIe tyAre avarNavAda kahevAya. koI mANasamAM thoDuM sAruM hoya ke nA hoya ? ne thoDuM avaLuMye hoya. paNa enuM badhuM ja avaLuM bolIe, tyAre pachI e avarNavAda kahevAya. 'AvI bAbatamAM jarA evA, paNa A bIjI bAbatamAM bahu sArA', evuM hovuM joIe. avarNavAda eTale ApaNe evuM jANIe, enI amuka bAbato jANIe, chatAMya enI viruddha bolIe, je guNo enAmAM nathI. evA guNonI ApaNe badhI vAta karIe to badho avarNavAda, varNavAda eTale zuM ke je che e bolavuM ane avarNavAda eTale je nathI e bolavuM. e 20 bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava to bahu virAdhanA kahevAya, moTAmAM moTI virAdhanA kahevAya. bIjA sAmAnya mANasonI niMdA kahevAya, paNa moTA puruSono to avarNavAda kahevAya. moTA puruSa eTale je aMtarmukhI thayA che. moTA puruSa eTale A vyavahAramAM moTA nahi, presiDanTa hoya tene mATe nahi, aMtaramukhI puruSonuM e avarNavAda bolAya. e to moTuM jokhama ! avarNavAda moTuM jokhama !! virAdhanAthIya vadhe. praznakartA : upadezaka, sAdhu, AcAryone kahyuM che ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, e badhA. e bhalene raste ho ke nA raste hoya, jJAna hoya ke na hoya, te amAre jovAnuM nathI, e bhagavAna mahAvIranI pAchaLa paDyA chene ? mahAvIranA nAma para kare chene ? je kare, kharuM ke khoTuM, paNa mahAvIranA nAma para kare chene ? tethI emano avarNavAda nA bolAya. praznakartA H avarNavAda ne virAdhanAmAM phera zuM ? dAdAzrI : virAdhanAvALo to UMdho jAya, nIce jAya, nIcalI gatimAM ane avarNavAda to, pachI pratikramaNa kare eTale vAMdho nA Ave, regyulara thaI jAya. koInuM avarNavAda bolyA, paNa pachI pratikramaNa kare to cokhkhuM thaI jAya. praznakartA : avinaya ane virAdhanA vize jarA samajAvo. dAdAzrI : avinaya e virAdhanA nA gaNAya. avinaya e to nIcaluM sTeja che ane virAdhanA to, paddhatisara sAmo thayo kahevAya. avinaya eTale mAre kaMI levAdevA nahi, evuM. vinaya nA kare, tenuM nAma avinaya. praznakartA : aparAdha eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : mANasa ArAdhanA karato hoya to UMce caDhe ane

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava virAdhanA karato hoya to nIce Utare. paNa aparAdha karato hoya, te beu bAju mAra khAya. aparAdhavALo pote AgaLa vadhe nahi ne koIne vadhavA de nahi. e aparAdhI kahevAya. praznakartA ane virAdhanAmAMya koIne AgaLa vadhavA nA dene ? dAdAzrI : paNa virAdhanAvALo sAro. koIke jANyuM to pachI e kahe ke, "zuM joIne tame Ama cAlyA ? A bAju amadAvAda hotuM haze ?!" to pAcho ya phare paNa aparAdhI to pAcho ya nA phare ne AgaLa vadhe ya nahIM. virAdhanAvALo to UMdho cAle paNa paDI jAya ! praznakartA : paNa pAchA pharavAno cAnsa kharo virAdhanAvALAne ? dAdAzrI : hA, pAchA pharavAno cAnsa to kharone ! praznakartA : aparAdhavALAne pAchA pharavAno cAnsa kharone ? dAdAzrI : e to pAcho ja nathI pharato ne AgaLa vadhato nathI. enuM koI dhoraNa ja nahIM. AgaLa vadhe nahIM ne pAchaLa jAya nahIM. jyAre juo tyAre tyAM ne tyAM ja, enuM nAma aparAdha. praznakartA : aparAdhanI Dephinezana zI che? dAdAzrI : virAdhanA e icchA vagara thAya ane aparAdha icchApUrvaka thAya. praznakartA : e kaI rIte thAya, dAdA ? dAdAzrI: taMte caDhyo hoya to e aparAdha karI bese. jANe ke ahIM virAdhanA karavA jevuM nathI chatAM virAdhanA kare. jANe chatAM virAdhanA kare e aparAdhamAM jAya. virAdhanAvALo chUTe, paNa aparAdhavALo nA chUTe. bahu tIvra bhAre ahaMkAra hoya, te aparAdha karI bese. eTale ApaNe potAnI jAtane kahevuM paDe ke, 'bhAI, tuM to gAMDo che. amatho pAvara laIne cAle che. A to loka nathI jANatA paNa huM jANuM chuM ke tuM kevo che ? tuM to cakkara che.' A to ApaNe upAya karavo paDe. plasa ane mAInasa karavuM paDe, ekalA guNAkAra hoya to kyAM pahoMce ? eTale ApaNe bhAgAkAra karavA. saravALA-bAdabAkI necarane AdhIna che, jyAre guNAkArabhAgAkAra manuSyanA hAthamAM che. A ahaMkArathI sAtano guNAkAra thato hoya to sAtathI bhAgI nAkhavAno eTale niHzeSa ! praznakartA: koInI niMdA karIe e zemAM AvI jAya ? dAdAzrI : niMdA e virAdhanAmAM gaNAya. paNa pratikramaNa karIe to jatuM rahe. e avarNavAda jevuM che. tethI to ApaNe kahIe chIe ke koInI niMdA nA karIza. toye loko pAchaLathI niMdA kare che. alyA, niMdA nA karAya. A vAtAvaraNamAM badhA paramANuo ja bharelA che. pahoMcI jAya che badhuM. kazuM eka zabda paNa koInAM mATe bejavAbadArIvALo nA bolAya. ane bolavuM hoya to kaMIka sAruM bola. kIrti bola, apakIrti nA bolIza. eTale koInI niMdAmAM nA paDavuM. kIrtana nA karAya to vAMdho nahIM, paNa niMdAmAM nA paDazo. huM kahuM chuM ke niMdA karavAmAM ApaNane zo phAyado ? emAM to bahu nukasAna che. jabarajasta nukasAna jo kadI A jagatamAM hoya to niMdA karavAmAM che. eTale koInIya niMdA karavAnuM kAraNa nA hovuM joIe. ahIM niMdA jevI vastu ja nA hoya. ApaNe samajavA mATe vAto karIe chIe, zuM kharuM ne zuM khoTuM ! bhagavAne zuM kahyuM? ke khoTAne khoTuM jANa ne sArAne sAruM jANa. paNa khoTuM jANatI vakhate enI para kiMcitmAtra dvaSa nA rahevo joIe ane sAruM jANatI vakhate enI para kiMcitmAtra rAga nA rahevo joIe. khoTAne khoTuM nA jANIe to sArAne sAruM jANI zakAya nahIM. eTale vigatavAra ApaNe vAta karavAnI. jJAnInI pAse ja jJAna samajAya.

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 24 bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava abhAva, tiraskAra na karAya... praznakartA: 4. "he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye kiMcitmAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kyAreya paNa na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo.' dAdAzrI : hA, barobara che. ApaNane koIno abhAva thAya, jema ke ophisamAM tame beThA ho ne koI mANasa Avyo to abhAva thAya, tiraskAra thAya. eTale tamAre mahIM vicArIne pachI ene mATe pastAvo karavo joIe ke AvuM na thavuM joIe. A tiraskArathI koI dahADoya chUTAya nahIM. emAM to naryA vera baMdhAya. game tenI sAthe saheja tiraskAra haze, A nirjIva joDe tiraskAra haze toya tame chUTo nahIM. eTale koIno saheja paNa tiraskAra nA cAle. ane jyAM sudhI koIne mATe tiraskAra hoya to vItarAga nA thavAya. e to vItarAga thavuM paDaze, to chUTAya !! kaThora-taMtIlI bhASA na bolAya... praznakartA : pa. "he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA sAthe kyAreya paNa kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolAya, na bolAvAya ke bolavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo." koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA bole to mane mRdu, Rju bhASA bolavAnI zakti Apo. dAdAzrI : kaThora bhASA nahi bolavI joIe. ko'kanI joDe kaThora bhASA bolI gayA ne tene kharAba lAgyuM to ApaNe enI rUbarUmAM kahevuM ke, 'bhAI, mArI bhUla thaI gaI, mAphI mAguM chuM ane rUbarUmAM nA kahevAya evuM hoya to pachI aMdara pastAvo karavo ke bhAI, AvuM nA bolAya. praznakartA ane pharI vicAra karavo joIe ke AvuM nA bolAya. dAdAzrI : hA. e vicAra karavo joIe ne pastAvo karavo joIe. pastAvo kare to ja e baMdha thAya. nahIM to ema ne ema baMdha thAya nahIM. khAlI bolavAthI baMdha nA thAya. praznakartA : mRdu, Rju bhASA eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : Rju eTale saraLa hoya ane mRdu eTale namratAvALI. atyaMta namratAvALI hoya tyAre mRdu kahevAya. eTale saraLa bhASA ane namratAvALI bhASAthI ApaNe bolavuM ane evI zakti mAgavI, to ema karatAM karatAM e zakti Avaze. kaThora bhASA bolyA ne dIkarAne kharAba lAgyuM to teno pastAvo karavo. ane dIkarAneya kahI devuM ke "huM mAphI mAguM chuM. have pharI AvuM nahIM boluM." A ja vANI sudhAravAno rasto che ane 'A' eka ja kaoNleja che. praznakartA : to kaThora bhASA ne taMtIlI bhASA ane mRdutA ne RjutA e bheda zuM ? dAdAzrI : ghaNAM kaThora bhASA bole che ke, "tuM nAlAyaka che, badamAza che, cora che." je zabdo ApaNe sAMbhaLyA nA hoyane ! kaThora bolanI sAthe ApaNuM hRdaya khaMbhita thaI jAya. e kaThora bhASA jarAke priya nA paDe. UlaTuM manamAM bahu thAya ke AvuM kyAMthI A pAchuM !! kaThora bhASA, e ahaMkArI hoya. ane taMtIlI bhASA eTale zuM ? spardhAmAM jema saMta hoya che ? 'jo meM kevI sarasa rasoI banAvI ane ene to AvaDatI ja nathI.' evuM taMte caDhe, spardhAmAM caDhe. e taMtIlI bhASA bahu kharAba hoya. kaThora ne taMtIlI bhASA bolAya nahIM. bhASAnA badhA ja doSo, A be zabdomAM AvI jAya che. eTale navarAzano TAIma Ave to 'dAdA bhagavAna' pAse ApaNe zaktio mAga mAga karavI. kaDhaMgu bolAtuM hoya to enI pratipakSI zakti mAgavI ke mane zuddha vANI bolavAnI zakti

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 26 bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava Apo, syAdvAda vANI bolavAnI zakti Apo, mRdu-Rju bhASA bolavAnI zaktio Apo. AvuM mAgyA karavuM. syAdvAda vANI eTale koIne duHkha nA thAya evI vANI. tirvikAra rahevAnI zakti Apo ! praznakartA : 6, 'he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye strI-puruSa agara napuMsaka, game te liMgadhArI hoya, to tenA saMbaMdhI kiMcitmAtra paNa viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI doSa, icchAo, ceSTAo, vicAra saMbaMdhI doSo na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane niMratara nirvikAra rahevAnI parama zakti Apo.' dAdAzrI : ApaNI draSTi bagaDe to tarata ja mahIM tamAre 'caMdubhAI" ne kahevuM, "AvuM nA hoya. AvuM ApaNane zobhe nahIM. ApaNe khAnadAna kvaoNliTInA chIe. jevI ApaNI bena hoya che, evI e bIjAnI bena hoya ! ApaNI bena upara koInI draSTi kharAba thAya to ApaNane keTaluM duHkha thAya ! evuM bIjAne duHkhuM thAya ke nA thAya ? eTale ApaNane AvuM zobhe nahi." eTale draSTi bagaDe to pastAvo karavo. praznakartA : ceSTAo, Ano artha zuM ? dAdAzrI : dehanI kriyA karato hoya ne phoTA paDe. e badhI ceSTAo kahevAya. tame mazkarI karatA ho e ceSTA kahevAya. Ama hasatA hoya e ceSTA kahevAya. praznakartA: eTale koInI hAMsI uDAvavI, koInI TIkhaLa karavI e cerAo ? dAdAzrI : badhI bahu jAtanI ceSTAo che. praznakartA: to A viSaya saMbaMdhI ceSTAo kevI rIte che ? dAdAzrI : viSayanI bAbatamAM deha je je kAryo kare eno phoTo laI zakAya, mATe e cepTA badhI, kAyAthI nA thAya e ceSTAo nahi. kyAreka A icchAo thAya, manamAM vicAra thAya, paNa ceSTAo nA thayelI hoya. vicAra saMbaMdhI doSo e mananAM ! 'mane niraMtara nirvikAra rahevAnI zakti Apo." ATaluM tamAre 'dAdA' pAse mAgavAnuM. 'dAdA' dAnezvarI che. rasamAM lubdhapaNuM na karAya... praznakartA: 7. 'he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koIpaNa rasamAM lubdhapaNuM na karAya evI zakti Apo. samarasI khorAka levAya evI parama zakti Apo.' dAdAzrI : A jamatI vakhate tamane amuka ja zAka, TAmeTAnuM ja game, te tamane pharI yAda AvyA kare to lubdhapaNuM thayuM kahevAya. TAmeTA jamavAno vAMdho nathI, paNa pharI yAda nA AvavuM joIe. nahIM to ApaNI zakti badhI labdhapaNAmAM jatI rahe. eTale ApaNe kahevAnuM ke je Ave e mane kabUla che.' labdhapaNuM koI jAtanuM nahIM hovuM joIe. thALImAM je jamavAnuM Ave, rasa-roTalI Ave to rasa-roTalI nirAMte khAvI. koI jAtano vAMdho nahIM. paNa je Ave te 'eksepTa' karavAnuM, peluM bIjuM yAda karavAnuM nahIM. praznakartA : pachI A samarasI eTale ? dAdAzrI : samarasI eTale veDhamI, dALa, bhAta, zAka badhuM ja khAva, paNa ekalI veDhamI ja Thoka Thoka nA karAya. ane A loko gaLapaNa choDe che. te gaLapaNa temanI para dAvo mAMDaze. e zuM kahe che ke mArI joDe tAre zuM che ? pADAne vAMke pakhAlIne DAma ! alyA, jIbhane to coMTI paDAtuM haze ? vAMka pADAno che. pADAno vAMka eTale ajJAnatAno vAMka.

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava eTale badhuM 'eksepTeDa'. ochAvattA pramANamAM, paNa badhuM ekasepTeDa. praznakartA : samarasI khorAka ane jJAna e bene kaMI kanekazana che ? jJAnanI jAgRtimAM samarasI khorAka nA hoya te nA levAya ? dAdAzrI : samarasI khorAka mATe to evuM che ke ApaNA mahAtmAone jyAM 'vyavasthita' AvyuM, tyAM pachI kyAM ApaNane jhaghaDo che ? A to bahAranAM lokone kaheluM che ane ApaNA mahAtmAone jarA eTaluM vicAramAM to Avene ke samarasI khorAka bane eTalo levo joIe. huM kahyuM ke, 'bhaI, jarA maracuM lAvo joIe ane pAcho kahuM e kharo ke udharasanI davA karuM chuM ! pachI davA enI thAya teya 'jANuM', 'kAraNa ke prakRti chene !" praznakartA : paNa samarasI khorAka eTale zuM ? emAM sarakho bhAva kevI rIte paDe che ? dAdAzrI : tamArA lokonI nAta hoya, emAM je jamavAnuM banAvene, te tamArI 'nAta'ne samarasI lAge evo khorAka banAve. ane bIjAne tamArI 'nA'nuM khavaDAve, tene samarasI nA lAge. tame loko maracuM-baracuM ochuM khAvAnA. samarasI khorAka eTale dareka jJAtino judo judo hoya. samarasI khorAka eTale TesTaphula, TesTavALuM phUDa. maracuM vadhAre nahIM, phalANuM vadhAre nahIM, badhuM sarakhA pramANamAM nAkhelI vastu. keTalAMka kahe che, "huM to dUdha ekaluM pIne paDI rahIza." tyAre samarasI khorAka nA kahevAya. samarasI eTale cha prakAranA rasa bhegA karIne khAva sArI rIte, TesTaphUla rIte khAvA. kaDavuM nA khavAya to kArelAM khAva, kaMkoDA khAva, methI khAva paNa kaDavuM hau levuM joIe. te kaDavuM nathI letA, te badhA roga UbhA thAya che. tethI pachI 'kvInAIna" levI paDe ! e rasa ocho le eTale A upAdhi thAya chene vaLI ! badhA raso levA joIe. praznakartA : eTale rasa levA mATe thaIne zakti mAgavAnI ke dAdA bhagavAna ! zakti Apo ke huM samarasI khorAka lauM. dAdAzrI : hA, e to tamAre zakti mAgavAnI. tamArI bhAvanA zuM ? samarasI khorAka levAnI tamArI bhAvanA thaI e tamAro puruSArtha. ane huM zakti ApuM eTale tamAro puruSArtha thayo majabUta ! praznakartA: koIpaNa rasamAM lubdhapaNuM nA thavuM joIe, e paNa barAbara che ? prakRtinA guNAkAra-bhAgAkAra ! praznakartA : eTale prakRtine samarasI hovuM joIe ema ? dAdAzrI : prakRti eTale zuM ? tere guNelI cIja terathI bhAge tyAre prakRti pUrI thAya. have koIe sattare guNelI cIjane terathI bhAge to zuM thAya ? eTale meM judo guNAkAra karyo. praznakartA : eTale tere guNelAne terathI bhAgAkAra... dAdAzrI : ema karIe to zeSa vagaranuM thAyane ! praznakartA : eno dAkhalo kaI rIte levAya? dAdAzrI : prakRti eTale pahelAM je bhAva karelAM che, e zenA AdhAre ke bIjA je khorAka khAdhA tenA AdhAre bhAva karyA. have e bhAva tere guNyA. have e bhAvane uDADI devA hoya to tene tere bhAgI nAkhIe eTale UDI jAya. ane navesara bhAva utpanna nA thavA de eTale e khAtuM dAdAzrI : hA, eTale ene ema to nA ja lAgavuM joIe ke mane khaTAza vagara bIjuM bhAvatuM nathI. keTalAMka kahe che ke, "mane gaLyA vagara nA phAve." tyAre tIkhAe zuM guno karyo ? keTalAMka kahe, "mane gaLyuM bhAvatuM ja nathI.' 'tIkhuM ekaluM ja joIe.' e A badhuM samarasI nA kahevAya. samarasI

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 30 bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava te udharasa thAya ane huM nathI sopArI khAto. mAre nathI koI cIjanI Teva. paNa mAla bharelo tyAre khavAyane ? baMdha thaI gayuM. navI icchAo che nahIM eTale khAtuM baMdha thaI gayuM. khAtuM sIla karavuM joIe. *. tyAM prakRtinI zUnyatA ! praznakartA : zuddhAtmAnuM jJAna to ApyuM. have A prakRti zUnyatAne pAmavA mATe A nava kalamo bolIe, te helpa kare che ? dAdAzrI : e to thAya. jeTalAe guNeluM eTalAe bhAgavuM. mane DaoNkTara kahe che, "A khAjo." kahyuM, 'DaoNkTara, A vAta bIjA dardIna kahejo. A amAro guNAkAra judI jAtano che. te mane bhAgAkAra karavA Ape, te zI rIte meLa paDe ? praznakartA : Apa to e maracuM vadhAre uparathI laIne bhAgAkAra karo cho ? dAdAzrI : maracuM letI vakhate huM badhAne kahuM chuM ke A udharasanI davA karuM chuM ane udharasa thAya te dekhADuM ke jo thaIne udharasa ? praznakartA : emAM bhAgAkAra kyAM Avyo ? dAdAzrI : e ja bhAgAkAra. maracuM nA lIdhuM hotane to bhAgAkAra pUrI nA thAta. praznakartA : eTale pahelAM prakRtimAM je bharyuM che, e have pUruM karavuM che. dAdAzrI : hA, pUruM karI levAnuM. A nIrubenane huM kahuM chuM, 'tame kahetAM ho to sopArI khauM.' paNa sopArI khAtI vakhate kahuM ke A udharasa thavAnI davA che. te e ghaNI phera to 'nA' kahe to rahevA dauM ane pachI kahe ke, "lo. tyAre huM lauM. ApaNuM A "akrama vijJAna' che ! te pAchalI Adato paDelI che, tethI thAya che. te A zakti mAgo. pachI lubdha khorAka levAya, teno vAMdho nathI paNa A bolavAthI karAra chUTA thAya che. praznakartA : je ApaNI prakRti che, jo guNAkAra karazo to e vadhI jaze. ene bhAgavI joIe. prakRtine prakRtithI bhAgavI joIe to e samajAvo. dAdAzrI : eTale A kalama bola bola kare, emAM bhAgAkAra thAya ne ochuM thaI jAya. AvI kalama bolIe nahIM eTale choDavo enI meLe ja UgyA karavAno. eTale A bola bola karIe eTale ochuM thaI jAya. e jema jema bolazone, te mahIM je prakRtinA je guNAkAra thayA che, te tUTI jaze ne AtmAnA guNAkAra thaze ne prakRtinA bhAgAkAra thaze. eTale AtmA puSTa thato jAya. nava kalamo rAtadivasa bola bola karo, TAIma maLe to ! navarAza maLe ke bolavI. ame to badhI davA ApI chUTIe, samajaNa pADI chUTIe, pachI je karavuM hoya te.. pratyakSa-parokSa, jIvaMta-mRtyu pAmelAto. praznakartA: 8. "he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI dehadhArI jIvAtmAno pratyakSa agara parokSa, jIvaMta agara mRtyu pAmelAno koIno kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo.' dAdAzrI : avarNavAda eTale koI mANasanI bahAra AbarU sArI hoya, mobho hoya, kIrti hoya, te ene ApaNe UMdhuM bolIne toDI nAkheluM, ene avarNavAda kahevAya. enuM UMdhuM bolavuM.

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava praznakartA : AmAM marelAone paNa ApaNe je kSamApanA karIe chIe, ApaNe je kaMI saMbodhana karIe, e ene pahoMce kharuM? dAdAzrI : ene pahoMcADavAnuM nathI. e mANasa marI gayo ane tame atyAre enA nAmanI gALo bhAMDo, to tame bhayaMkara doSamAM paDo. AmAM evuM kahevA mAge che. eTale ame nA kahIe chIe ke marI gayelAnuM paNa nAma nA devuM. bAkI pahoMcADavA - nA pahoMcADavAno savAla nathI. kharAba mANasa hoya ane badhuM UMdhuM karIne marI gayo, paNa enuM bhUMDuM pachI nA bolavuM atyAre rAvaNanuM avaLuM na bolAya. kAraNa ke haju e dehadhArI che. eTale ene 'phona' pahoMcI jAya. 'rAvaNa Avo hato ne tevo hato' bole, tene pahoMcI jAya. ApaNA koI sagAvahAlAM marI gayelAM hoya ane tenI loko niMdA karatA hoya, to ApaNe vacce nahIM bhaLavuM. vacce bhaLyA hoya to ApaNe pachI pastAvo karavo ke AvuM na thavuM joIe. koI marI gayelA mANasanI vAto karavI e bhayaMkara guno che. je marI gayo hoya, eneya ApaNA loka to choDatA nathI. evuM kare ke nA kare loko ? te evuM nA joIe, ApaNe evuM kahevA mAgIe chIe. emAM bahu moTuM jokhama che. te vakhate pahelAMnA 'opIniyana'thI A bolAI javAya. te A kalama bolatA jAva, to pelI vAta bolAya to doSa nA bese. A hukko pItA jaIe ane bolatA jaIe ke 'nA pIvAya, nA pIvaDAvAya ne kartA pratye na anumodAya tevI zakti Apo.' to enAthI karAro chUTA thAya, nahIM to pudgalano svabhAva gulAMTa mAravAno che. eTale A bhAvanA bhAvavAnI. jagata kalyANa karavAnI zakti Apo ! praznakartA : 9. "he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane jagatakalyANa karavAnuM nimitta banavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo.' ApaNe A kalyANanI bhAvanA karIe, to e kaI rIte kAma kare ? dAdAzrI : tamAro zabda evo nIkaLe ke pelAnuM kAma thaI jAya. praznakartA : paugalika ke 'riyala'nAM kalyANanI Apa vAta karo cho? dAdAzrI : pudgalanuM nahIM, ApaNe to 'riyala' bhaNI jAya tenI ja jarUra. pachI 'riyala'nA sahArAthI AgaLa thaI jAya. A 'riyala' maLe to peluM 'rileTiva' maLe ja ! AkhA jagatanuM kalyANa karo evI bhAvanA keLavavAnI. e gAvA khAtara bolavAnuM nahIM, bhAvanA bhAvavI. A to loko gAvA khAtara gAya, jema zloka bolatA hoya evuM. praznakartA : sAva navaro beTho hoya to enA karatAM AvI bhAvanA bhAve to e uttama kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : bahu sarasa. kharAba bhAva to UDI gayA ! emAMthI jeTaluM thayuM eTaluM kharuM, eTaluM to kamAyA ! praznakartA : e bhAvanAne mikenikala bhAvanA kahI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : nA. mikenikala kema kahevAya ? mikenikala to e vadhAre paDato ema ne ema potAne khyAlamAM nA rahe ne bolyA karato hoya to mikenikalI ! AmAM karavAnuM kazuM nathI ! praznakartA: AmAM lakhyuM che ke "mane zakti Apo, zakti Apo', to evuM vAMcIe to ApaNane zakti maLI jAya ? dAdAzrI : cokkasa ! A "jJAnI puruSa'nA zabdo che !! vaDApradhAnanI ciThThI hoya ane ahIM AgaLanA eka vepArInI ciThThI hoya, emAM phera nahIM ?! kema bolyA nahIM tame ? hA, eTale A 'jJAnI puruSa'nuM che. AmAM buddhi vApare to mANasa gAMDo thaI jAya. A to buddhi bahAranI vastuo che.

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava praznakartA paNa amalamAM lAvavA mATe emAM lakheluM che, evuM karavuM paDaze ne ? dAdAzrI : nA. A vAMcavAnuM ja. amala, enI meLe ja AvI jaze. eTale A copaDI tamAre joDe ne joDe mUkavI ane vAMcavI roja. tamane badhuM AmAMnuM jJAna AvaDI jaze. A roja vAMcatAM vAMcatAM enI prekTisa thaI jaze. te rUpa thaI jazo. Aje evuM nA khabara paDe ke AmAM mane zuM phAyado thayo ! paNa dhIme dhIme tamane "ekjhakTa' thaI jaze. A zakti mAgavAthI pachI enuM phaLa AvIne UbhuM raheze vartanamAM. eTale tamAre 'dAdA bhagavAna" pAse zaktio mAgavAnI. ane pAra vagaranI anaMtI zakti che 'dAdA bhagavAna' pAse, je mAgo e maLe evI ! eTale A mAgavAthI zuM thaze ? praznakartA : zakti maLaze ! dAdAzrI : hA. A pALavAnI zakti Avaze ne tyAra pachI paLAze. e ema ne ema nahIM paLAya. eTale tamAre A zakti mAga mAga karavAnI. bIjuM kazuM karavAnuM nathI, lakhyuM che evuM ekadama thAya nahIM ane e thaze paNa nahIM. tamArAthI jeTaluM thAya eTaluM jANavuM ke thAya che ne ATaluM nathI thatuM, tenI kSamA mAgavI. ane joDe joDe A zakti mAgavAnI eTale zakti maLaze. zakti mAMgI sAdho kAma ! eka bhAIne meM kahyuM ke A nava kalamomAM badhuM AvI gayuM. AmAM kazuM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. tame A nava kalamo roja vAMcajo !" pachI e kahe che, 'paNa A thAya nahIM." meM kahyuM, 'huM karavAnuM nathI kaheto, baLyuM." thAya nahIM evuM kyAM kaho cho ? tamAre to eTaluM kahevAnuM ke "he dAdA bhagavAna, mane zakti Apo." zakti mAMgavAnuM kahuM chuM. tyAre kahe, "A to majA Avaze !" lokoe to karavAnuM zIkhavADyuM che. pachI mane kahe che, "e zakti koNa Apaze ?" meM kahyuM, 'zaktio huM ApIza.' tame mAgo e zaktio ApavA taiyAra chuM. tamane potAne mAgatA ja nA AvaDe, tyAre mAre AvI rIte zIkhavavuM paDe ke AvI rIte zakti mAgajo. nA zIkhavavuM paDe ? juo ne, A zIkhavADyuM ja che ne badhuM ? A mAruM zIkhavADeluM ja che ne ? eTale e samajI gayA, pachI kahe che ATaluM to thAya, AmAM badhuM AvI gayuM ! A karavAnuM nathI tamAre. tame jarAya karazo nahIM. nirAMte rojanA karatA be roTalI vadhAre khAjo, paNa A zakti mAMgo. tyAre mane kahe che, "e vAta mane gamI." praznakartA : pahelAM to e ja zaMkA hoya ke zakti mAge to maLe ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : e ja zaMkA khoTI TharyA kare. have e zakti mAgyA kare che ne ! eTale e tamAre zakti mahIM utpanna thayA pachI e zakti ja kArya karAvaze. tamAre karavAnuM nahIM. tame karazo to igoijhama vadhI jaze. "huM karavA jauM chuM ne pachI thatuM nathI" evuM thaze pAchuM. eTale pelI zakti mAgo. praznakartA: A nava kalamomAM ApaNe zaktio mAgIe chIe ke AvuM na karAya, na karAvAya ke na anumodAya, eTale eno artha evo ke bhaviSyamAM AvuM na thAya enA mATe ApaNe zaktio mAMgIe chIe ke pachI ApaNe pAchaluM kareluM dhovAI jAya enA mATe che A ? dAdAzrI : e dhovAya ane zakti utpanna thAya. zakti to che ja, paNa e dhovAvAthI e zakti vyakta thAya. zakti to che ja paNa vyakta thavI joIe. tethI dAdA bhagavAnanI kRpA mAgIe chIe, A amAruM dhovAya to zakti vyakta thaI jAya. praznakartA: A vAMcyane e badhuM, eka jabarajasta vAta che A to. nAno mANaseya samajI jAya to AkhI jiMdagI enI sukhamaya jAya.

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava bahAra bagaDeluM che ane aMdara sudhArI rahyA che. dAdAzrI : hA, eTale saMtoSa rahene ApaNane ! ke bhale A bagaDI gayuM to bagaDI gayuM, paNa A navo ghANa to sAro thavAno. eka ghANa bagaDyo e gayo, paNa navo sAro thazene ? tyAre pelAM loko zuM kahe che ? 'A che e ghANane ja sudhAravo che." alyA, mela chAla. javA dene, ahIMthI. navuMye bagaDI jaze. A to ghANeya gayo ne telaya gayuM. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 35 dAdAzrI : hA, bAkI samajavA jevI vAta ja ene maLI nathI. A pahelI vakhata cokhkhI samajavA jevI vAta maLe che. have e maLe eTale ukela AvI jAya. A nava kalamo che, emAM enI meLe ApaNAthI jeTalI paLAtI hoya teno vAMdho nathI. paNa nA paLAtI hoya, tenA manamAM kheda rAkhavAno nahIM. phakta tamAre to e kahevAnuM ke mane zakti Apo. te zakti bhegI thayA karaze. aMdara zakti jame thayA karaze. pachI kAma enI meLe thaze. e to badhI naveya kalamo seTaapa thaI jaze, zakti mAgazo eTale ! eTale khAlI bolaze toya bahu thaI gayuM. bolyo eTale zakti mAgI ne eTale zakti maLI. bhAvatA'thI bhAvazuddhi ! praznakartA: Ape to kahyuMne, ke hukko pItAM jaIe paNa aMdara peluM cAlatuM hoya ke na pIvAya, na pIvaDAvAya ke pItAM pratye na anumodAya. dAdAzrI : hA, eTale eno artha eTalo ja ke, "ApaNe AmAM sahamata nathI' evuM kahevA mAgIe chIe. eTale chUTAM chIe. ane hukko jyAre enI meLe kharI paDe tyAre kharuM. paNa have ApaNe ene vaLagyA nathI, e ApaNane vaLagyuM che. enI mudata pUrI thaze eTale jatuM raheze evuM kahevA mAgIe chIe. eka bAju hukko pItA hoya ane eka bAju A bhAvanA bolo, to pIdheluM UDI jAya ne A bhAvanI zarUAta thaI gaI. tyAre loko kahe ke, "Avo sAheba, Avo sAheba'. tyAM paNa manamAM zuM hoya ke "atyAre kyAMthI muA ?" jyAre A zuM kahe che ? hukko pIve che paNa "A na hovuM joIe'. eTale pelo ethI UMdhuM kahe che. bahAra 'Avo padhAro kahe che, ne pAcho mahIM kahe che ke "A kyAMthI mUA ?" te e sudhareluM bagADe che. ApaNe bagADeluM sudhArIe chIe. praznakartA : AkhA "akrama vijJAna'nI ajAyabI ja A che ke praznakartA: atyAre bagaDeluM che, enA javAbadAra atyAre ApaNe nathI. e gayA avatAranuM pariNAma che. dAdAzrI : hA, atyAre ApaNe javAbadAra nathI. atyAre e sattA bIjAnA hAthamAM che. javAbadArI ApaNA hAthamAM nahi ! A to. pharavAnuM nathI ne hAya hAya zuM karavA kare che vagara kAmano ?! paNa tyAM to pachI guru mahArAjeya kaheze, "Ama evuM nahi thAya to pesavA nahIM dauM.' tyAre pelo zuM kaheze, 'paNa sAheba, ghaNuMya mAre karavuM che paNa thatuM nathI, tene zuM karuM?' eTale A samajyA vagaranuM ThokAThoka cAle che. praznakartA : A to peluM prakRti ekadama UMdhuM-catuM karI nAkhene, tyAre ene aMdara saphIkezana thAya jabarajasta. dAdAzrI : are, e badhuM evuM thAya che ke pAMca-pAMca dahADA sudhI khAya nahIM. alyA te guno kono, ne kone mAra mAra kare che ! peTane zuM karavA mAre che ! guno manano ane mAre che peTane. kaheze, 'khAne kA nahi tuhe." to A zuM kare bicAro ?! zakti jatI rahene, bicArAnI. eNe khAdhuM hoya to bIju kaMI kArya karI zake. eTale pachI ApaNA loko kahe che, pADAnAM vAMke pakhAlIne zuM karavA DAma de che ?! vAMka pADAno che, manano che ane A pakhAlIno, dehano bicArAno zuM guno ?! ane bahAra khaMkhera khaMkhera karavAthI zuM dahADo vaLe ? je ApaNI

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava sattAmAM ja nathIne ! pachI vagara kAmanI bUmAbUma karIe eno zo artha ? paNa aMdara badho paMjo vALavo paDe, aMdaranuM badhuM dhovuM paDe. A to bahAranuM dhoI nAkhe che, gaMgAjImAM jAya toya dehane jhabakoLa jhabakoLa kare. alyA, dehane jhabakoLIne zuM kAma che ?! manane jhabakoLane ! manane, buddhine, cittane, ahaMkArane, e badhAMne, aMtaHkaraNane jhabakoLavAnuM che. AmAM sAbu ya koI dahADo ghAlyo nathI. pachI bagaDI jAyane ke nA bagaDI jAya ? nAnI uMmara hoya tyAM sudhI sAruM rahe. pachI dahADe dahADe bagaDe ne pachI kacaro paDe. eTale ApaNe zuM kahyuM ke tArA AcAra bahAra mUkato jA ane A leto jA. A badhuM jUTha che te bahAra mUkato jA ne A kalamo bhAvato jA, to Avato bhava thaI gayo uttama ! praznakartA : A 'jJAna nA lIdhuM hoya e loko paNa AvI rIte AcAranuM pheravI zake ? dAdAzrI : hA, badhuMya pheravI zake. game tene bolavAnI chUTa che. praznakartA : avaLuM kaMI bane to enI pAchaLa e dhoI nAkhavA mATe A kalamo e jabarajasta upAya che. dAdAzrI : moTo puruSArtha che A to. eTale moTAmAM moTuM vijJAna ame khulluM karyuM che A. paNa have lokone mahIM samajaNa paDavI joIene ! eTale pharajiyAta karyuM pachI ke ATaluM tamAre karavAnuM. bhale samajaNa nA paDe paNa pI jA ne ! praznakartA : aMdaranA roga khalAsa thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : hA, khalAsa thaI jAya. 'dAdA' kahe ke "vAMcajo' eTale vAMcavAnuM ekaluM ja. bahu thaI gayuM ! A to pacAvavA mATe nathI. A to paDIkuM ogALIne pI ane pachI rophathI pharavA jevuM che ! praznakartA : evI vAta kharI ke bhAva karavAthI pAtratA vadhe ? dAdAzrI : kharo puruSArtha ja bhAva che. A bIjI badhI ThekANA vagaranI vAto che. kartApada e to baMdhanapada che ane A bhAva e choDAvanAruM pada che. 'Ama karo, tema karo, phalANuM karo', te loka baMdhAyAne enAthI ! bhAvatA phaLe AvatA bhave ! praznakartA : te jyAre evo prasaMga bane ke ApaNAthI koInA ahaMkAranuM pramANa dubhAyuM, evA prasaMge tyAM e kalama vaparAya ke koI paNa ahamUnuM pramANa na dubhAya..? dAdAzrI : tyAre to ApaNe 'caMdubhAIne kahevuM ke, 'bhAI pratikramaNa karo, ene duHkha thayuM te badalanAM.' ane bIjI nAnI nAnI bAbatamAM to bhAMjagaDa nahIM karavAnI. bAkI evuM aham dubhAya evAM lakSaNo bahu bhAre nA hoya. ane thoDuMka duHkha thAya evuM hoya to ApaNe pratikramaNa karAvavuM. A to bhAvanAo bhAvavAnI che. haju to eka avatAra rahyone, te A bhAvanA phaLa Apaze. tyAre to bhAvanArUpa ja thaI gayA hazo tame. jevI bhAvanAo lakhelI che evuM ja vartana haze, paNa Avate bhava ! atyAre bIja nAkhyuM, eTale hamaNA tame kaho ke 'lAva, khotarIne khAI jaIe mahIMthI." e nA cAle. praznakartA : pariNAma A bhavamAM nahIM, AvatA bhavamAM thAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, haju eka-be avatAra rahyA bAkI. eTalA mATe A bIja nAkhIe chIe, te AvatA bhave 'kliyara' Ave. A to bIja nAkhavuM hoya tene mATe che. praznakartA H to A niraMtara eTale jyAre jyAre prasaMga bane te pramANe ? dAdAzrI : nA, e prasaMgane ane A bhAvavAne levAdevA nathI.

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 40 bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava prasaMgane zuM levAdevA ?! prasaMga nirAdhAra che bicAro ! ane A bhAvanA to AdhArI vastu che. A bhAvanAo to joDe AvanArI che te prasaMga to jato rahevAno. praznakartA : paNa prasaMganA AdhAre ja A bhAvanA karI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : nA. prasaMgane kazuM levAdevA nahIM. bhAvanA vastu ja joDe AvavAnI. A prasaMga nirAdhAra che, e jato rahevAno che. game evo sAro prasaMga haze toye jato raheze. kAraNa ke e saMyoga thayelo che ane A bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. haju eno saMyoga jAmavAno bAkI che. praznakartA : paNa e prasaMgathI je potAnA bhAva badalAya che, tyAre A bhAvanA vAparIne pharI bhAva pheravavAnone ? dAdAzrI : paNa e kaMI helpa nA kare. pUrve jeTaluM kareluM hoya, e atyAre helpa kare. hA, evuM bane ke thoDuM pUrve kareluM hoya tyAre ja A bhavamAM pAchuM AkhuM phare. praznakartA : eTale prasaMga to AgalA bhavanA bhAva hoya, te ja pariNAma Ave atyAre ? dAdAzrI : te ja pariNAma Ave. bIjuM nA Ave. bhAva eTale bIja ane dravya eTale pariNAma, chuM. eka bAjarIno dANo nAkhe, to AvaDuM moTuM DuM thAya ! A kalamo to khAlI bolavAnI ja che. roja bhAvanA ja bhAvavAnI che. A to bIja ropavAnuM che. ropyA pachI jyAre phaLa Ave tyAre joI levAnuM. tyAM sudhI khAtara nAkhavAnuM. bAkI, A prasaMgamAM kaMI Ama pheravavAnuM nathI kazuMya. ane A je che e jUnuM che e ja che. eTale A nava kalamo zuM kahe che ? 'he dAdA bhagavAna, mane zakti Apo". have loka zuM kahe che ? "A to paLAya evuM nathI." paNa A karavAnuM nathI. alyA, zuM karavA gAMDA kADhe che ! A jagatamAM badhAe kahyuM ke, 'karo, karo, karo'. alyA, karavAnuM hoya ja nahIM, jANavAnuM ja hoya. ane pachI 'mAre AvuM nathI karavuM ane teno huM pastAvo karuM chuM.' ema 'dAdA bhagavAna" pAse mAphI mAgavAnI. have 'A nathI karavuM" evuM kahyuM ne, tyAMthI ja ApaNo abhiprAya judo paDI gayo. pachI karato hoya teno vAMdho nathI. paNa abhiprAya judo paDyo eTale chUTo ! A mokSa mArganuM rahasya che, te jagatanAM lakSamAM hoya nahi ! praznakartA : 'DiscArjamAM ja pheraphAra mAge che, pariNAmamAM pheraphAra karavA mAge che A loko ? dAdAzrI : hA. eTale jagatane A lakSanI khabara ja nathI, A bhAna ja nathI. huM ene abhiprAyathI mukta karavA mAguM chuM. atyAre "A khoTuM che" evo tamAro abhiprAya besI gayo. kAraNa ke pahelA 'A kharuM che" evo abhiprAya hato ane tethI saMsAra Ubho rahyo ane have 'e khoTuM che' evo abhiprAya thayo, to mukta thayo. have A abhiprAya badalAvo nA joIe, pharI koI paNa saMjogamAM ! A nava kalamo roja bolazone, to dhIme dhIme koInI sAthe jhaghaDAtophAna kazuM nahIM rahe. kAraNa ke potAno bhAva tUTI gayo che. have je 'rIekzanarI' che, evuM ekaluM ja rahyuM che. te dhIme dhIme ochuM thatuM jAya. mahAtmAo mATe, e cArja ke DiscArja ? praznakartA : bhAva ane bhAvanA e be vacce zuM phera ? dAdAzrI : e caMdubhAImAM beu AvI gayuM ! paNa kharuM kahe che, bhAva ane bhAvanAmAM Dipharansa che. praznakartA : bhAvanA pavitra hoya ane bhAva to sAro paNa hoya, kharAba paNa hoya.

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava dAdAzrI : nA. bhAvanA pavitra hoya evuM nahIM. bhAvanA to apavitraneya lAgu thAya. ko'kanuM makAna bALI melavAnIya bhAvanA thAya ane ko'kanuM makAna baMdhAvI ApavAnI bhAvanA thAya. eTale bhAvanA beu bAju vaparAya, paNa bhAva e cArja kahevAya che ane bhAvanA e DiscArja che. ApaNane je mahIM thAya che ke mAre A AvuM karavAnA bhAva thAya che, Ama karavAnuM che. e paNa bhAvanA che, e bhAva nathI. kharekhara bhAva to cArja hoya te. eTale bhAvakarmathI A jagata UbhuM thayeluM che. ApaNAthI koI paNa vastu nA thAya, to paNa bhAva to rAkhavo ja evo. e ApaNe tyAM bhAva uDADI melyo che. bahAranA lokone bhAvakarma karavuM joIe. eTale zakti mAgavI joIe. jene je joItI hoya e dAdA bhagavAnanI pAse zakti mAgavI joIe. mahAtmAo mATe A bhAvanA. vAta kharI che. pelA bhAva kahevAya e cArja kahevAya. ane A DiscArja kahevAya, bhAva nA kahevAya ! bhAva, ekajhekTa DijhAInapUrvaka ! praznakartA : A nava kalamo che, to e nava kalamomAM jema kahe che e ja pramANe amArI bhAvanA che, icchA che, badhuM che, abhiprAyathI ya che. dAdAzrI : pahelAM karato hato e rIte evuM lAge kharuM paNa e evuM hotuM nathI A. e bAju valaNa che e vAta nakkI. paNa te valaNa cokkasa A prakAre hovuM joIe. DijhAInapUrvaka hovuM joIe. valaNa to hoya, sAdhu-saMnyAsIone herAna nahIM karavAnI icchA hoya ja ne ! paNa te DijhAInapUrvaka hovuM joIe. praznakartA : DijhAInapUrvaka eTale kaI rIte, dAdA ? dAdAzrI : emAM je lakhyuM che e pramANe, ekajhekTanesa. bAkI Ama to sAdhu-saMtone mAre herAna nathI karavA evuM hoya, paNa chatAM e herAna kare che ja. enuM kAraNa zuM che ? tyAre kahe, DijhAInapUrvaka nathI enuM. e DijhAInapUrvaka hoya to nA thAya. praznakartA : A je nava kalamo che e samajapUrvaka jIvanamAM lAvavI joIe ? praznakartA : bahAranAM je jagatanAM loko che, ene A zakti mAgavI joIe, to ApaNA mahAtmAo je zakti mAge che, bhAvanA kare che e zemAM jAya ? dAdAzrI : mahAtmAo mAge che, e DiscArjamAM che. kAraNa ke bhAvanA be prakAranI che, cArja ane DiscArja beu. jagatanA vyavahAramAM lokoneya bhAvanA hoya ane ApaNe ahIM bhAvanA hoya. paNa A DiscArjarUpe che ApaNI. ane emane DiscArja ne cArja beu rUpe bhAvanA hoya. paNa zakti mAgavAmAM nukazAna zuM che ? praznakartA bahAranA loko A zaktio mAge nava kalamonI, to te bhAva kahevAya to mahAtmAo zakti mAge te bhAva nA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : bahAranA loko mATe e bhAva kahevAya ane ApaNA dAdAzrI : nA, evuM kazuM samajapUrvaka lAvavAnI nahIM. ame zuM kahIe chIe ke A ame je bolyA chIe e zakti mAgo phakta. zakti tamane ekjhakTa lAvIne mUkI deze. tamAre samajapUrvaka karavAnuM nA hoya. A thAya ja nahIM, mANasa karI zake nahIM. samajapUrvaka, jo samajIne karavA jAyane to thAya nahIM. kudaratane soMpI devAnuM. eTale 'he dAdA bhagavAna, zakti Apo." zakti iTaselpha Uge. pachI ekjhakTa Ave.

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 43 bahu UMcI vastu che A. samajAya nahIM tyAM sudhI bahu evuM ja ! zAthI evuM huM bolyo hoIza ke zakti mAMgajo, zakti Apo ema ? pote karI zake nahIM DijhAIna. mULa DijhAIna zI rIte karI zake ?! eTale A iphekTa che. zakti je A mAMgIe chIe e kojha che ane Avaze iphekTa. te iphekTa paNa konI mAraphata Ave che ? dAdA bhagavAnanI mAraphata goThavelI. iphekTa bhagavAnanA thru AvavI joIe. eTale nava kalamo pramANe zakti mAMga mAMga kare to enI meLe ja nava kalamomAM pachI rahe. nava kalamamAM ja rahe pachI, ghaNA varSe. jaga saMbaMdhothI chUTavA mATe... praznakartA : e je nava kalamo ApI che e vicAra, vANI ane vartananI zuddhatA mATe ja ApI chene ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA. AmAM jarUra ja nathI. akrama mArgamAM e jarUra ja nathI. A nava kalamo to tamArA hisAba badhA baMdhAyelA hoya anaMta avatAranA badhAMnI joDe, e hisAba chUTI javA mATe ApI che. copaDA cokhkhA karavA mATe ApI che. eTale e nava kalamo che te bolazo eTale tAra chUTI jaze. lokonI joDe tAra je baMdhAyelA che, te RNAnubaMdha tamane mokSa ka2vA detuM nathI. te A tAra chUTavA mATe nava kalamo che. A bolyA eTale tamArA atyAra sudhI je doSo thaI gayelAne, e badhA DhIlAM thaI jAya bolavAthI. ane A to pachI enuM phaLa to Ave ja. baLelI dorI jevA thaI jAya, te Ama hAtha karIene, eTale e paDI jAya. praznakartA : doSonAM pratikramaNa karavA mATe ame nava kalamo vArApharatI roja bolyA karIe to emAM zakti kharI ke ? bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava dAdAzrI : tame nava kalamo bolo e juduM che ane A doSanAM pratikramaNa karo e juduM che. je doSa thAya, tenAM pratikramaNa to rojeya karavAnAM. 44 A to anaMta avatArathI lokonI joDe je khaTapaTa thayelI hoya, te A nava kalamo bole eTale badhA RNAnubaMdha chUTI jAya. e pratikramaNa che, e bahu moTAmAM moTuM pratikramaNa che. A nava kalamonI aMdara AkhA jagatanuM pratikramaNa AvI jAya che. sArI rIte karo. ame tamane dekhADI chUTIe, pachI ame amArA dezamAM jatAM rahevAnA ne ! vartI tava kalamo jiMdagIbhara dAdAne ! evuM chene, A kALanA hisAbe lokone zakti nahIM. A jeTalI zakti che eTaluM ja ApyuM che. ATalI bhAvanA bhAvaze, tene Avate bhava manuSyapaNuM jatuM nahIM rahe enI gerenTI ApuM chuM. nahIM to Aje eMsI TakA manuSyapaNuM rahe nahIM evuM thaI gayuM che. ApaNe A nava kalamo chene, emAM moTAmAM moTI bhAvanAo che. badho Akho sAra AvI jAya. A nava kalamo e AkhI jiMdagI ame pALatA AvelA, te A mUDI che. eTale A mAro rojiMdo mAla, te bahAra mUkyo. meM chevaTe pablikanuM kalyANa thAya eTalA sAruM. niraMtara keTalAMya varSothI, cAlIsa-cAlIsa varSathI A nava kalamo dararojeya mahIM cAlyA ja kare che. e pablika mATe meM mUkyuM. praznakartA : atyAre to ame 'he dAdA bhagavAna, mane zakti Apo.' ema karIne bolIe chIe. to A nava kalamo Apa kone kahetA hatA ? dAdAzrI : e 'dAdA bhagavAna' nahIM hoya, te bIjuM nAma haze. paNa nAma haze ja. temane ja uddezIne kahetA hatA. e 'zuddhAtmA' kaho ke je kaho te. e emane ja uddezIne kahetA hatA. kramika mArgamAM AvaDuM moTuM zAstra vAMce ane A ekalI nava

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bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava kalamo bole, bahu thaI gayuM ! nava kalamomAM eTalI badhI zakti mUkI che. eTalI badhI gajabanI zakti che, paNa e samajAya nahIMne ! e to ame samajaNa pADIe tyAre samajAya. ne AnI kiMmata samajAyelI kone kahuM ke mane AvIne e kahe ke, 'A nava kalamo, mane bahu gamI' ane samajavA jevI che badhI A nava kalamo. 45 A nava kalamo e zAstramAM nathI. paNa ame je pALIe chIe ne kAyama amArA amalamAM ja che, e tamane karavA ApIe chIe. A ame jevI rIte vartIe chIe, te rIte A kalamo lakhI che. A nava kalamo pramANe amAruM vartana hoya, chatAM ame bhagavAna nA gaNAIe. bhagavAna to, mahIM bhagavAna che te ja ! bAkI, mANasa AvuM vartI nA zake. cauda lokano sAra che ATalAmAM. A nava kalamo lakhI che, e cauda lokano sAra che. AkhA cauda lokanuM je dahIM hoya ene valovIe ane te mAkhaNa kADhIne A meM mUkyuM che. eTale A badhAM kevA puNyazALI che ke liphaTamAM beThAM beThAM mokSamAM jAya che. hA, phakta hAtha kADhavAno nahIM bahAra eTalI zarata ! A nava kalamo to hoya ja nahIM koI jagyAe. nava kalamo to pUrNa puruSa ja lakhI zake. e hoya ja nahIMne, e hoya to lokonuM kalyANa thaI jAya. vItarAga vijJAtato sAra ! ane A bhAvanA karatI vakhate kevuM hovuM joIe ? vAMcatI vakhate zabdezabda Ama dekhAvo joIe. jo 'tame vAMcatA ho' evuM 'dekhAya' to tame bIjI jagyAe gUMthAyelA nathI. A bhAvanA bhAvatI vakhate tame bIjI jagyAe nA hovAM joIe. ame eka kSaNa paNa bIjI jagyAe jatAM nathI. te mArga para tamAre AvavuM paDaze ne ? je jagyAe chIe bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava tyAM ja ! e bhAvanA bhAve eTale pUrNa thavA mAMDe. bhAvanA to eTalI ja karavA jevI che. 46 hA, mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatAthI bolo e bhAvanA. mATe A khAsa karajo. mATe have tame nava kalamo to khAsa karajo. AkhA vItarAga vijJAnano sAra che A nava kalamo ! ane pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna badhuM emAM AvI gayuM. A AvI kalama nIkaLelI nahIM koI jagyAe. jema A brahmacaryanuM pustaka nIkaLeluM nahIM, ema A kalamoya nahIM nIkaLelI. kalamo to jo vAMcene, e bhAvanA bhAvene to duniyAmAM koInI joDe vera nA rahe, sarva sAthe maitrI thaI jAya. A nava kalamo to badhA zAstrono sAra che. jaya saccidAnaMda zuddhAtmA pratye prArthatA he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA ! Apa dareka jIvamAtramAM birAjamAna cho, tema ja mArAmAM paNa birAjelA cho. ApanuM svarUpa te ja mAruM svarUpa che. mAruM svarUpa zuddhAtmA che. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! huM Apane abhedabhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. ajJAnatAe karIne meM je je ** doSo karyA che, te sarva doSone ApanI samakSa jAhera karuM chuM. teno hRdayapUrvaka khUba pastAvo karuM chuM. ane ApanI pAse kSamA prArthaM chuM. he prabhu ! mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo ane pharI evA doSo nA karuM evI Apa mane zakti Apo, zakti Apo... he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! Apa evI kRpA karo ke amane bhedabhAva chUTI jAya ane abheda-svarUpa prApta thAya. ame tamArAmAM abheda svarUpe tanmayAkAra rahIe. (je doSo thayA hoya te manamAM jAhera karavA) **

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namaskAravidhi rakra pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, vartamAna mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA, tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (40) rakra pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM vicaratA 'OM parameSTi bhagavaMto'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. # pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM vicaratA "paMca parameSTi bhagavaMtone atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. # pratyakSa "dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM viharamAna 'tIrthaMkara sAhebo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. * 'vItarAga zAsana deva-devIo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. niSpakSapAtI zAsana devI-devIo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM (saMparkasUtra) pUjaya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna tathA Aptaputra dIpakabhAI desAI amadAvAda muMbaI dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, dAdAsAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), usmAnapurA, amadAvAda - 380014. | muMbaI - 400014. phona 079)7540408,7543979 phona : (022) 4137616, E-Mail: info@dadabhagwan.org Mobile : 9820-153953 aDAlaja : sImaMdhara sITI,trimaMdira saMkula, baggA peTrola paMpa pAse, amadAvAda kalola hAIve, aDAlaja, phona : (079)3970102-103 vaDodarA : zrI yogIrAja paTela, 2, paramahaMsa sosAyaTI, mAMjalapura, vaDodarA. phona : (0265) 644465 rAjakoTa : zrI atula mAladhArI, mAdhavaprema epArTamenTa, mAI maMdiranI sAme, 11, manahara ploTa, rAjakoTa. phona:(0281)468830, 238925 surata : zrI viThThalabhAI paTela, 35, zAMtivana sosAyaTI, laMbe hanumAna roDa, paMcarana TAvara pAchaLa, surata. phona : (0261) 8544964 godharA : zrI ghanazyAma varIyA, sI-11, AnaMdanagara sosAyaTI, sAyansa kolejanI pAchaLa, godharA. phona : (02672) 51875 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 902 SW Mifflin Rd, Topeka, Kansas 66606, U.S.A Tel : (785) 271-0869, E-mail: shuddha@kscable.com Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659, Raven Circle, Corona, CA 92882 Tel. : 909-734-4715, E-mail: shirishpatel@attbi.com U.K. : Mr. Maganbhai Patel, 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH, U.K. Tel: 020-8245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel, 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow. Tel.:020-8204-0746, E-mail: dadabhagwan_uk@yahoo.com Canada : Mr. Bipin Purohit, 151, Trillium Road, Dollard DES Ormeaux, Quebec H9B 1T3. Tel.: 514-421-0522 Africa : Mr. Manu Savla, PISU & Co., Box No. 18219, Nairobi, Kenya. Tel: (R) 254-2- 744943 (O) 254-2-554836 Website : www.dadabhagwan.org, www.dadashri.org ra # covIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtone atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) # 'zrIkRSNa bhagavAnane atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) gaka bharatakSetre hAla vicaratA sarvajJa 'zrI dAdA bhagavAnane nizcayathI atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. # 'dAdA bhagavAnanA sarve 'samaktidhArI mahAtmAo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. * AkhA brahmAMDanA jIvamAtranA 'riyala' svarUpane atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. # 'riyala' svarUpa e bhagavat svarUpa che jethI AkhA jagatane 'bhagavat svarUpe" darzana karuM chuM. # 'riyala' svarUpa e zuddhAtmA svarUpa che, jethI AkhA jagatane zuddhAtmA svarUpe darzana karuM chuM. & 'riyala' svarUpa e tattva svarUpa che, jethI AkhA jagatane tattvajJAne karIne darzana karuM chuM. (vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne paraja chUjya zrI 'dAdA bhagavAna nA mAdhyama dvArA pratyakSa namaskAra pahoMce che. kasamAM lakhelI saMkhyA hoya teTalA vakhata divasamAM ekavAra vAMcavuM) ra ra ra