Atmanand Prakash Pustak 056 Ank 04

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531647/1

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SHRI ATMANAND PRAKASH e cetana ! tArI zaktine tuM kema bhUlI gayela cho ? tArA jIvanamAMthI pragaTatI asaMkhya kalA-urmio e zu tArI mahattAnuM pratIka nathI ? tArA AtmA mahAnane jhaMkhe che. tArI umi A pAvana satva mATe uchaLe che, bhAvanAo sarjana mATe talase che ane tArA samasta khANa kaI adRSTa bhaNI kheM'cAya che? A badhuM zuM sUcave che ? tane tArI A divyatAnI ka95nI nathI; tethI ja tu' tane nirbaLa mAne che, mANasane potAnuM mukha kevuM che tenI khabUra nathI. e ArasImAM jue che tyAre ja enI viziSTatA ene dekhAya che tema tArA mahAna AtmAnI paNa tane pichAna nathI, A mahAna ! tuM saMka95 kara. siddhi tArI pAse che; dUra nathI, najIka che. kAMI ja azakaya nathI, badhu ja zakaya che. daricchAzaktine jAgRta kara, eka ja 'yeyathI, eka ja hetuthI, eka ja bhAvanAthI AgaLa vadha. siddhinA nIra hAtha hAthanA sA khADA khAvAthI nathI maLatAM, paNa sA hAthane eka ja khADA khAvAthI maLe che, cadraprabhasAgarajI - prakAzI : purataka pa6 zrI jaina saMjJAnAnaMdalanA pustaka pa6 sma ke . nAbAga, L sa', 2015 For Private And Personal Use Only

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viSayAnukrama 1. subhASita 2. kamara ramakaDAM che ( 0 pAdarAkara ) 3. caityavaMdana catuvi zatikA | ( 5. zrI suzIlavijayajI ) 4. dArzanika sAhitya mAM draSTAMto ane upamA e ( prA. jayaMtilAla bhA. dave ) 5. satyamitratAnuM svarUpa ( anu 1 vi, m zAha ) 6. lebhane thelA naDui ( muni zrI lakSamI kAga2 jI ) 7. praznapAta satya pragaTe che ( zrI bAlacaMda hIrAcaMda ' sAhityacaMdra ' ) 8. badhumatI ( jayabhikhu ) jIvanane ghaDavA mAM upayogI be prANavAna prakAzano jJAna pradIpa ( bhAga 1 thI 3) A graMthamAM sva. AcArya zrI vijayakasUrasUrIzvarajIe lakhelA AdhyAtmika lekhone sarva--saMgraha rajU karavAmAM AvyA che. lekhe eTalA UMDA ane talapazI che ke te vAMcanArane jaina darzanazAstrano UMDo abhyAsa ApoApa thaI jAya che. TUMkAmAM Atmasiddhi mATe A graMthe khAsa vAcana-manana karavA jevA che. lagabhaga cha se pAnAne A graMtha mATe hovA chatAM tenI kiMmata mAtra rU. 800 rAkhavAmAM Avela che (ravAnagI kharca alaga ) kathAdIpa lekhaka munizrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI ( citrabhAnu ) tatvaciMtaka munirAjazrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI( citrabhAnuM nA A graMtha saMbaMdhI suvikhyAta navajIvana patra paricaya ApatAM jaNAve che ke: jaina munizrI caMdraprabhasAgarajInuM A pustaka AvakArapAtra che. emAM saMgrahita thayelI 23 ladhukathAo ApaNA jIvanane ghaDavAmAM upayogI thAya evI che. emAM munizrInuM UMDuM ciMtana temaja nirmaLa darzana dRSTie paDyA vinA rahetA nathI. dareka kathAnI zarUAtamAM ApelA vicAra mauktike paNa suvicAra preraka che. saune A pustaka game evuM che. kiMmata doDha rUpiyA (pAra Teja alaga ) ane graMtharatno Aje ja maMgAve. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrIyAbATa * * * varSa 56 muM ] saM. 2015 mahA [ aMka 4 the su bhASita niSNAto'pi ca vedAnte sAdhutvaM naiti durjnH| ciraM jalanidhau magno mainAka iva mAdevam // (anuvAda) duSTa che heca vedAntI, ne tene sAdhutA vare, sadA sAgaramAM magna, minAka mRdutA dhare ? vivaraNa-kahevAya che ke parvatane pahelAM pAMkho hatI ane te pAMkhane indra nAza karyo hate (tyArathI ja indranuM nAma pakSada paDyuM che, te samaye bhayapita mainAka parvate samudrane Azare laI pitAnI jAtane bacAvI lIdhI. A subhASitamAM kavie manAkanuM sacoTa udAharaNa TAMkI samajAvavAno prayatna karyo che ke jema satata pANImAM rahevA chatAM paNa e parvata jarAya mRdu na banyuM tema keI duSTa jana bhalene vedAntano dhuraMdhara vidvAna hoya te paNa te sajjana nathI banate. bhatRharinA eka subhASitamAM paNa A ja vAta suMdara daSTAMtathI samajAvavAmAM AvI che. durjanaH parihartavyo vidyayAlaMkRto'pi san / maNinA bhUSitaH sarpaH kimasau na bhayaMkaraH // vidyAthI zaNagArAya chatAM durjana haMmezane mATe tyAga karavA gya , maNithI zebhate e sarSa zuM bhayaMkara nathI ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAna prakAza ke ma ra ma ka DAM che (jhINA jharamara varase meha-e rAga) sukha dukha saMga viga-kama ramakaDAM che. haMsalA Atamane deza, e sau sarakhA chedaSTi jJAnataNa je pAmyA, sukha dukha bheda bhulAya re ! karyA kama udaye AvIne, sukha dukha ApI jAya !-karmakaI kaIne sukha dukha Ape e che mithyA ahaMkAra re! nijanuM paNa nava jANI zake te anyanuM zuM karanAra ?-kamamanuSya bhale mAnavatAne, kama dharma viveka re! vicAra ne AcAra bhUle tyAM, kama rAya de kesa-karmahaMsala jJAnI gurugama pAmI, karA viveka vicAra re! karma zaya sattA che jabarI, pAme nahi ke pAra !-kamalakSamI sattA rUpa yuvAnI, ayu che dina cAra ! kama ramakaDAM mAnava ramate kahe na bheda lagAra-kamaviga ne saMga sujelAM, mAnava khUda ramanAra re, pachI bhaya zaMkA dukha vyagratAthI pite raDanAra-kamaprabhu kathelA dharma mama nA samaje jJAnI sAra re ! samabhAve vede karmone, Dage nahi talabhAra !-karmahaMsala jJAnI Atama mAnI, ame na jamaNA jALa 2 ! huM tuM ne abhimAna daMbhanA, cIra paDadA takALa! kamakarma ghaDyAM maLavA dina cAra ja premane pArAvAra re! saphaLa kara manu bhava nija jJAne, pharI nahi maLanAra !-kamaaMtarAma sAdhaka je jJAnI AtmaraNa ramanAra re! karma rAyane jatI raheje, prabhu pada dhAraNahAra !-karmahaMsala vahAlA ! kAlAvAlA, karuM ubhaya kara joDa re! kama rAyanI phasAmaNI maNi baMdhana jJAne teDI-kama zrI pAdarAkara For Private And Personal Use Only

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caityavandanacaturviMzAtakA // (anusaMdhAna mAM pA 28-thI) bhAvArthakAra - pacAsajI mahArAja zrI suzIlavijayajI gaNI. pazcama tIrthakara zrIsumatinAtha jinendra caityavandanam [5] (jeva-mamaH ) suvarNavarNo hariNA savoM, manovana me sumatibalIyAn / gatastato duSTakudRSTirAga-dvipendra ! naiva sthitiratra kAryA // 1 // phaSTi5 vAgarUpI he hasti. (DehAthI!) senAnA sarakhA varNavALA ane siMhasamAna evA balIjha sumatinAtha bhagavAna, mArA manarUpI vanamAM gayA che (athAt padhAyA che) mATe ahiM tAre UbhA rahevuM nahIM. (aSata have tuM ahiM ja rahIza nahiM.) (1) jinezvaro meghanarendramanu-dhanopamo garjati mAnase me / maho gurudveSahutAzana ! tvA-masau zamaM neSyati saba eva // 2 // meTA devapI he ami! megha samAna evA medharAjAnA putra sumatinAtha jinezvara mArA manamAM maurava karI rahyA che, ane e tane jaldI bujAvI deze. mATe ja dI tuM have cA na] (2) itaH sudaraM braja duSTabuddhe !, samaM durAtmIyaparicchadena / subudvibhartA sumatirjinezo manoramaH svAntamito madIyam // 3 // he phaTa buditArA duSTa parivAranI sAthe khUba ja dUra cAlI jA, kAraNa ke hinA ' manahara evA sumatinAtha jinezvara mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM padhArelA che. (3) For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza SaSTha tIrthaGkara zrI manine vairavana [] (mukavAta-4) gadAraprabhaumaNDalairbhAsamAnaH, kRtA'tyantadurdAntadoSApamAnaH / susImArajaH zrIpatideyadeva !, sadA me mudA'bhyarcanIyastameva // 1 // he devAdhideva ! udAra evA moTA bhAmaMDalavaDe zobhatA athavA uttama evI je prabhA tenA maThalavaDe zobhatA, atyaMta kaThInatAthI haTAvI zakAya evA dene jeNe nirasta karyA che evA, sasImAdevInA pA, zrIdevInA pati, Apa ja mane hamezAM AnaMdathI pUjanIya cho. (1) yadIyaM manaHpaGkajaM nityameva, tvayA'laGkRtaM dhyeyarUpeNa deva / / pradhAnasvarUpaM tamevA'tipuNyaM, jagannAtha ! jAnAmi loke sudhanyam // 2 // he deva! na haamaLa peya evA ApanA vaDe karIne hamezAM ja alaMkRta che, utama svarupavALA evA ene ja atyaMta puNyazALI ane lokamAM dhanyavAdane pAtra che jagannAtha ! huM mAnuM chuM-samajuM chuM. (2) choDarA! patramADaDanAma, marAmi kA tavaiyA nAnA manovAJchitArthapradaM yogigamyaM, yathA cakravAko raverdhAmaramyam // 3 // he padmaprabha savAmI ! AnaMdanuM dhAma, manavAMchita phaLane ApanAra ane yogIjanane mama evuM tamAruM ja nAma khUba ja yAda karuM chuM. jema cakravAka pakSI ramya evA sUryanA tejane Icche che tema. (2) For Private And Personal Use Only

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dArzanika sAhityamAM dRSTAnta ane upamAo ( kArtika-mArgazIrSane aMkathI cAlu) prA. jayaMtilAla bhAIzaMkara dave. ema. e. ' have ApaNe jene dArzanika ane dhArmika ane jenAranI daSTi anekAMtadaSTa che. tamAma ane sAhimamAMthI DAMeka daSTAMte laIzuM. vividha apekSAdaSTio dvArA samanvaya karI viruddha janmathI AMdhaLAoe eka vAra hAthI kevo dekhAtA tenI samucita saMgati karavI e ja anekAMtahoya te bAbatamAM khUba vivAda karyo. eka jamAM daSTinuM vAstavika svarUpa che. eka jaina graMthamAM A kahyuM ke hAthI ghaDA jevo che. bIjAe kahyuM ke sUpaDA A viSaya eka ja mokamAM samAvI devAmAM jevA che. ane trIjAe kahyuM ke te thAMbhalA ja AvyA che - che. vaDA ja che ema kahenAra mAtra mAthAne ja sparza karaze. sapaDA je hAthI che ema kahenAra mAtra hAthInA kAnane ja sparza karelo. ane thAMbhalA jo sanvaM jANai so egaM jANai / je che ema kahenAre mAtra tenA pagane ja sparza ___ ya eka jAnAti sa sarva jAnAti karelo. aAMkha na hovAthI varadjJAna ekAMgI bane che tene A namUno che. jyAre AMdhaLAone samajAyuM (vanAmulA rIja) ke teo samagra hAthInA zarIrane sparzI zakyA nahotA tethI ja vivAda ane jhaghaDAne sthAna hatuM. A athataje ekane eTale samagrane jANe che te daSTAMtamAM dhaNuM rahasya raheluM che. ApaNe chatI Akhe tenA badhA aMga-upAMgone jANe che ane je vastanA mAMdhaLA jevA ja chIe. dareka vastune bhAvAtmaka tamAma aMga upAMgone jANe che te samagra vastune jANe che, eka bIjo evI ja matalabano ane abhAvAtmaka aneka guNa dharmo che anaMta eNka dharmAtmaka vastu. jarA vadhAre suMdara lAgavAthI ahi ApuM chuM. bIjo dAkhalo laIe. eka hAla che te eka tara- eko bhAvaH savathA yena dRSTaH nathI lokhaMDanI che ane bIjI bAjuthI pItaLanI che. sarve bhAvAH sarvathA tena dRSTAH / lokhaMDanI bAju jonArane ema lAgaze ke hAla sarve bhAvAH sarvathA yena dRSTAH lekhakanI ja che. pIttaLanI bAjI jonArane ema lAgaze ke hAla pIttaLanI che, mATe ja kahyuM che ke eka eko mAvaH sarvathA tena dRssttH|| mAtra bAju jenArI daSTi ekAMta daSTi che. aneka bAjI ( gharanAmuwva ra ) For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mAmAnada prakAza ata-vastune eka svabhAva te vastumAM ja pariNAma Ave che. kripAka evuM kAI viSaSaNa aMtargata bIjA sava-bhA sAthe etata hevAthI hovuM joie. vaLI tenAM rUpa-raMga-svAda paNa khUba ekane saMpUrNapaNe jANIe te Ape Apa bIjA AkarSaka hevAM joIe paraMtu mANasa te khAya te svabhAva paNa jANavAmAM Ave. ane eka vastune maraNane zaraNa ja thAya. bAIbalamAM Abhane svarga pUrNapaNe jANIe te temAM rahelA tamAma guNadharmo vATikAnA eka vRkSanA phaLane cAkhavAnI manAI karI ApoApa jJAta thAya ja, AmAM anekAMtavAdanuM hatI paraMtu zayatAnanA rasamAvavAthI Adame te sAratama rahasya TUMkamAM paNa huM mArI zailImAM niSiddha vRkSanuM phaLa cAkhyuM ane tenI adhogati thaI samajAvyuM che? bAIbalanI A purANa kathAnuM rahasya paNa upara varNa jagatanI dareka vastu paNa ghaNA guNadharmovALI vela gAyAnA artha jevuM ja che ema bAIbalanA hovAthI tene je eka ja guNadharma lakSamAM laI keTalAka vidvAna yuropIyana bhASakAro mAne che ! tenuM haThAgrahapUrvaka pratipAdana karavAmAM Ave te tene piAkakSALanI upamA ane bALakanA niSiddha phaLanuM ja pUrNa satya mAnI levAmAM Ave tyAre mAtra sthAnaka bannene sAra eka ja hovo joIe ema UbhA thAya che. satyanA eka aMzane saMpUrNa satya mane paNa nintapaNe lAge che. mAnI levAthI baoNhika athavA mAnasika bhUmikA para have eka daSTAMta dazakAlika culikAmAMthI AvuM hiMsA kaMpana thAya che ane tenuM pariNAma kAyika che. temAM zarIrane vahANanI upamA ApI che :- hiMsAmAM ja Ave che. pahelAM zakhavyApAra, pachI mArAmArI karavA sArU hastacApAra mATe ja sarakhA rAvajavAvo navo ahasAnI sAvaloma pratiSThA karavA mATe tenA . = mULamAM anekAMtadaSTi pAyArUpe rahelI che. saMsAro aNNavo vutto, jasaranti mahesiNo / arthAta-zarIrane nAva kahyuM che, jIva nAvika saMsArasukhanI kSaNabhaMgatA, anarthakAritA ane AtmazatrutA batAvavA mATe uttarAdhyayanayatramAM aneka ' kahevAya che, saMsAra arNava eTale pAra meTe ke gAthAo che. te badhI A nAnA lekhamAM AvI zake sAmara kahevAya che. A saMsAra samudrane maharSi nahi, paNa eka mAyA mane suMdara lAgavAthI te taravAne ane sAme pAra javAne samartha che. ApuM chuM - jana AgamamAM mukhya paMcapratikamaNa satra, ghajhaa kipAgaphalANa, pariNAmo na suNdro| vaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana, yuvakRtaga, AcArAMga vagera vagere khUba paThana karavA mAM che. A badhAmAM upa bhAo ane daSTAMte eTalAM badhAM ApyAM che ke te arthAta jema kipAka phaLa khAvAnuM pariNAma badhA A nAnA lekhamAM utAravAM zakaya nathI paraMtu be sAruM AvatuM nathI tevI ja rIte bhagavelA bhogana gaNa mane je khUba gamI gayAM te ahIM ApyAM che. pariNAma sAruM AvatuM nathI. jaMgalamAM keTalAMka chelle mukta jIva ane saMsArI jIvana bheda darzAvavA kAnAM kaLI khaba mIThAM hoya che paNa temAM halAhala jhera be sarasa upamAo jaina dhArmika sAhityamAM khUba havAthI mANasa te phaLa cAkhyA pachI tarata ja DhaLI jANItI che. A upamAo che tabAnI ane erapaDe che ane marI jAya che. sAMsArika bhAga ane bIjAnI, jIva karma pudgalanA aneka janmanA saMgathakI sarva prakAranI tame guNI vAsanAonI taminuM AvuM tene bhArathI eTalA badhA baMdhanethI bAyelo heya For Private And Personal Use Only

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DAInika sAhityanA dRSTAMtA ane upamA che ke taranAra mANasane gaLe ekeka khAMDInA vajananI zikSA bAMdhI heAya te te pANImAM tarI zake nahi paNa jarUra DUme. gaLe bAMdhelI zilAo dUra karI ke turata ja taravAmAM muzkelI nahi' naDe te pAInI upara ja raheze. tevI rIte tuMbaDAnI upara asaMkhya mATInA kSepo karyA hoya ane te tuMbaDAne pANImAM mUkayu hoya to te kATiupAye paNa tare nahi. ane jarUra DUbe ja paNa lepe! khasI jatAM ja te sva-bhAvathI ja pANI upara tarI Ave che. java pazu sva-bhAvathI zuddha DhAya che paNa janma-janmAMtaranAM karma pudgale| moMTavAthI te badhanamAM paDayo che, budhane dUra karA eTale nile`pa tuMbaDAnI peThe pANI upara paramahaMsanI jema tarI zakaze ane saMsArasamudranA pAra paNa jaI zakaze. saMsArI jIvane jhera'bIjanI upamA ApI che. jema kAzamAM eTale jIDavAmAM rahelu' e 'DabIja kAza tUTatAM ja UDIne bahAra nIkaLe che tema aneka janmanAM krabaMdhanA tUTI jatAM jIva sva-bhAvane pAme che. tene 47 vaLI mukta jIvane sva-bhAva UMce javAnA che, gItAmAM pazu AvI ja matalabanA eka zloka che je ahiM asthAne nahiM gaNAya. * UrdhvaM gacchanti saccasthA madhye tiSThanti rAjasAH / jaghanya guNavRttisthAadhogacchanti tAmasAH / / arthAt sattvapradhAna jIve UdhvagAmI hoya che, rajo guNI madhyamAM eTale saMsAramAM rahe che paNu khUba 'ivA lAyaka tamegurupradhAna leAkeAnI tA adheti ja che. TUMkAmAM mithyAvajanya ane ajJAnakAlimAnAM maLeA jyAre dUra thAya che tyAre java zuddha, buddha, mukta, siddha bane che. janma Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir uddaghATanadvAre paMjare vihago'nilaH / yat tiSThati tadAcarya prayANe vismayaH kutaH 1 // khullAM jenAM nava dvArA, pAMjare prANa p`khIDuM; purAI rahe ne te kautuka, UDI jAtAM navAI zI ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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satya mitratAnuM svarUpa ( anusaMdhAna pRi 37 thI zarU ). anu. vi. mU zAha sinekAe eka sthaLe lakhyuM che ke mitratAmAM samAjanI sevAmAM potAnuM jIvana arpaNa kare che sahaja paNa saMkoca na have jaIe. mitratAne teo ja vastuta: dravyavAna gaNI zakAya che. AvA saMbaMdha zarU thayA pahelAM tamArI IcchAnasAra viyara leke pitAnI zakti ke sevAne vikrama karavA kadi karo. paraMtu mitro thayA pachI zaMkA athavA Igyo, IcchA rAkhatA nathI; kemake teo sahune pitAnA baMdhu yukta vicArone tilAMjalI Ape. koInI sAthe athota mitra samAna hameyAM lekhe che. je rIte mitratA zarU karyA pahelAM vicAra karavA mATe samayanI kheDUta bhUmimAM bIjanuM rakSaNa karI puSkaLa dhAnya agatya che, paraMtu eka vakhata nizcaya karyA pachI te meLavI zake che tevI ja rIte A kakSAnA manuSya tamArA hAthamAM vasavAne adhikArI bane che. mitratAne potAnA dezane potAnuM sarvasva samapa ItihAsanA hetu e che ke tamArI jAta karatAM paNa tamane tamArA pRSTha para pitAnA nAma amara karI zake che, mitro para adhika prema ho joIe. ane mAtra ApaNuM atyaMta pravRttimaya jIvanane eka beprANa puruSe ja mitro thaI zake chee sUtranA abhi janaka deSa e che ke ApaNe dravya saMcaya zAnathI tamArA mitronI khAtara jarUra paDe to tamArA javAmAM sArA mitro gumAvI besIe chIe. temaja jidagIne paNa bhoga ApavA tamAre taiyAra rahevuM joIe. navA mitre karI zaktA nathI. kemake atyaMta pravRttite ja manamAM bIjAnI sevAmAM pitAnuM jIvana zIlatAne laIne ApaNe te kArya mATe samayane bacAva apI zake che ke jene te bIjA pAsethI maLI zake karI zakatA nathI. vizALa sAdhane ane AzrarvabhUta che. A eka prakAranuM bIjAropaNa che, jemAMthI puSkaLa prasaMge ApaNumAM ati graM bhadazAne saMcAra kare dhAnya utpanna thaI zake che. je mANasa pitAthI bane che. mahAna ahika lAbha joIne ApaNe svAthI teTaluM meLavavAne vana kare che ane temAMthI koIne ravabhAva ane ApaNAmAM rahetI pazutti uzkerAya che. kAMI ApatA nathI te vAstavika dravya prApta karI zakate ene pariNAme ApaNe eTalA badhA tIvra vegathI nathI, je kheDUta bIjanuM ropaNa karavA karatAM bIjane vasyA jaIe chIe ke je mitro ApaNane ApaNA saMcaya karavAthI pitAne vadhAre lAbha thaze e vicAra sthisthAne pahoMcavAmAM madada kare che, te sivAya anya karIne bIjane saMcaya karavA lalacAya che tene jevo mitre karavAne ApaNane avakAza rahetuM nathI. AnuM ja ukata manuSya gaNI zakAya, te bhUmimAM bIjanuM pariNAma e AvyuM che ke ApaNe AnaMdadAyaka paNa karatuM nathI, kemake bIjanI aMdara tene dhAnya ane lAbhakAraka ghaNI oLakhANa karI zakayA chIe, dekhAtuM nathI. ApaNe pote vikAsakramamAM keTalA AgaLa 5raMtu mitra zabdanA sAcA arthamAM ApaNe ghaNu thoDA thayA chIe teno vicAra karavA karatAM ApaNe keTalA mitro meLavI zakyA chIe. hakIkata e che ke e mANasone AgaLa vadhavAmAM madadarUpa thayA chIe tenA mahAna dekhAtA lAbhane lIdhe ApaNAmAM keTalAka apra. ja viyAra kara vizeSa ucita che. je manuSya zasta guNo khIle che ane ghaNAkharA prazasta guNe For Private And Personal Use Only

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satya mitratAnu" svarUpa mAI jAya che. ane amuka aMze brusa thAya che. dhana meLavavA mATe ApaNe ApaNuA magajamAM rahelA aneka dravyapiMDane keLagyA che. ane tema karavA jatAM ApaNe amUla vastu gumAvI beThA chIe. ApaNe mitratAne, zaktine ane samayane byApAramaya karI mUkayA che. dareka vastunA upayega ApaNe paisA prApta karavAmAM karyAM che ane pariNAma e AvyuM che ke ApaNe paisA prApta karI zakayA chIe. paraMtu anya kaMI prApta karI zakayA nathI. dvArA dhanavAna mAzuseAnI teonA vyApArakSetranI bahAra kazI gaNanA thatI nathI. uccatara kATinA manuSya tarIke gaNAvAte uccatara majjAtaMtue|te tathA teonI bIjI bAjune teoe khIlavI nathI. teme paisA prApta karavAnI kaLAmAM pahele nabara Ave che, paraMtu anya viSayamAM teeA tenAthI UtaratI paktie ja Ave che; kemake teoe dravyaprAptimAM ja temanA jIvana--kAya'nI, temanI thaktinI ane mitratAnI sAtA mAnI che. puSkaLa draSya hAya pazu sAcA sahAyaka mitrAnA abhAva hAya ! te karatAM vizeSa duHkhada vastu A jagatamAM kArya nathI. je kAryasiddhi meLavavA jatAM ApaNune ApaNA mitrane ane jIvanamAM sauthI pavitra gaNAtI vastu ene ApavA paDe ema hAya te kAryasiddhinI kazI upaye gitA nathI. ApaNe aneka manuSyA sAthe eLakhANu hAya, paraMtu te sanI satya mitramAM gaNanA thaI zaktI nathI. jagatamAM aneka dhatavAna mANase hAya che ke jeo satya mitratAnA lAbha ane Ana bhAgye ja samajI zaktA athavA anubhavI zakatA jovAmAM Ave che. bhAga keTalAka evA prakAranA mitrA hAya che ke je ApaNI sthiti sukhI hAya che AyavA teo ApaNI pAsethI kaMIka meLavavAnI AzA rAkhatA heAya che tyAM sudhI ApaNI sAthe maitrI rAkhe che ane ApaNe nabaLI sthitimAM mukAie chIe ke tarata ja ApaNe pari tyAga karavAmAM eka kSasunA pazu vilaMba karatA nathI. vezI ane eka thaLe lakhelu che keTrue friend. ship is a plant of slow growth and must undergo and withstand the 49 shocks of adversity before it is enti. tled to the appellation. ( mitratArUpI latA dhIme dhIme vRddhi ane vistAra pAme che ane te nAma dhAraNu karavAne adhikArI bane te pahelAM teNe vipattinA AdhAta sahana karavA joie ane tenI sAmA thavu joie. ) A saMbaMdhamAM nIcenuM dRSTAMta dhyAnamAM rAkhavA gya che. eka gRhastha haMmezA ema dhAratA ke mArca puSkaLa mANasAnI sAthe sAcI mitratA che, paraMtu jyAre teNe tenI sa milakta gumAvI tyAre je leAkA tenA para dekhItI rIte ananya snehamAva rAkhatA teoe tene tarata ja tajI dIdhe, ane te biyArAne teonI snehazUnyatAthI eTaluM badhu du:kha thayuM ane te eTale! badhA hatAza thai gayA ke chevaTe te tenu mAnasika samatalapaNu gumAvI beThA, AvI du: khada ane ` tirAdhAra avasthAmAM ceDA sAcA mitrA tene majabUta rIte vaLagI rahyA. jyAre teNe tenu sarvasva gumAvyuM ane tenA dhaMdhA-rAjagAra aTakI paDyA tyAre tenA e jAnA karAe teenI pAse je kAMi hatu te tene Apyu ane te vaDe vyApAranA punaH AraMbha karavAtI tene AgrahapUrvaka vina'tI karI. tenA eka bIjo snehI je tene mATe kAma karatA hatA te pazu ukta manuSyanA ApatsamayamAM kaniSTha ratho ane potAnI pAse je kAMI hatu te tene ApI teNe kharekharA mitradhama bajAye. A sAcA mitronI migabhaktinA baLathI teNe tenI asala sthiti punaH meLavI ane dhRNA thaiDA samayamAM pahelA jevA dravyavAna thaI gaye. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir je mitratAne AdhAre vyApAra kare che, jee mitratAMnA eka mahAna sAdhana tarIke upayAga kare che ane tamArI sAthe mitratA karavAmAM jenA snAya samAyelA che tevA lAkA vizvAsapAtra nathI; kemake tee pAtAne aMgata vAya sAdhavAnA hetuthI tamane eka hathiyArarUpa banAvI zake che. hAlanA samayamAM AvA prakAranA manuSyA jyAM mAM maLI Ave che, mATe tevA DhAkAthI cetIne cAlavAmAM ja zreya che. (cAlu) For Private And Personal Use Only

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lobhane thobha nahi munirAja zrI lakSmIsAgarajI mahArAja labha e kaSAyane cothe prakAra che. te paNa pari ja kare che, kuDA mApa rAkhe che, beTI sAkSI pUre che, NAma taratamatAe cAra prakAra che "lobhane vizvAsaghAta paNa kare che. lobhathI aneka pApanI thibha nahi " e laukika kahevata che jethI tene samudranI paraMparA cAlI Ave che, jebha sarva anarthanuM mULa upamA Apela che. lobha kaSAya rAganA gharane che. ane che. tethI ja te lAMbA samaya sudhI rahe che ane ghaNA tene joDI kaSAya mAyA che. dedha, mAna, mAyA traNe ja dharma anudAne karyA pachI jAya che. lobhathI manu kyAya veLAsara chUTe paraMtu lobha kaSAya chUTa paNe ja vya potAnA pitAnuM mRtyu vAMche che. vyavahAramAM muzkela che. zAstrakAra mahArAje bAramA guNasthAne tene dhananI jarUra che, paNa te uparAMta vizeSa ekaThuM karavA kSaya kahyo che. badhA kyAya karatAM lobhanI cIkAza lAMbA prayatna karanAra dhanathI maLatuM sukha paNa bhogavI zakatA kALe ghaNuM ja AtmabaLa vadhe tyAre ja chUTe che, kaSAyane nathI. lobhI manuSyamAM dAna devAnI vRtti hetI nathI. tema mATe prazamarati graMthanA kartA zrI umAsvAti vAcaka mahA- pitAnA meLe paNa upabhega karI zaktA nathI. dhananA rAje kahe che ke traNa mArgo cheH dAna, bega ane nA. dAna de nahi, krodhAt prItivinAzaM, gopabhegamAM upayoga kare nahi tenI chellI sthiti dhanano nAza ja che. lobhI manuSya pAMca IdrinA mAnAdvinayopaghAtamApnoti / viSayasukha bhogavavA dhana prApta kare che, paNa Idriyasukha zAstrota pratyathAne, azAzvata che. du:khathI bharapUra che. tethI manuSyane zAzvata ane kSaNika vastuone viveka hete nathI, sarvaguNavinAzanaM lobhAt // ApaNI jarUspiAto ane sagavaDone khAtara jeTaluM dhathI prAMtine, mAnathI vinayane, mAyAthI sarala- dhana Avazyaka hoya tenAthI vizeSa dhana nirarthaka tathA tA ne vizvAsane ane lebhathI sarva guNono nAza thAya che jArUpa che te mATe jarUra sivAya vadhAre dhana che. mahAna puruSoe temane sarva ApattinAM mULarUpa hoya te dharmamArge kharavA zAstra bedhe che. jaNAvela che. tagyAthI manuSya game tevA pApa karI vartamAnakALamAM manuSyanAM mejazokha, khAvA-pIvAnI dhanavastune saMgraha kare che. ane pitAnI sattA tene vRttie vadhatI jAya che. lAkamAM vAhavAha upara jamAvavA game tevuM AcaNa calAve che. lobhane kahevaDAvavAnI pravRtti vadhatI jAya che. kItinA maryAdA ke hada hatI nathI jethI parigrahanuM pramANa abhilASI thaI khalI ADaMbarathI mAna pratiSThA karavA jana thAstrakAro jaNAve che. eka vastunI zu vadhAravA mAMgIe chIe jethI vyavahAra ane vyApAramAM lAgI. pachI te maLatAM vadhAre meLavavAnI IcchA thAya paNa kAvAdAvA, chetarapIMDI, khoTI rIte dhana meLavavA che-lobha vadhe che e vicitratA ja che. manuSya lAbhanI aneka prayana karIe chIe, vyApAramAM aMdarakhAne khAtara hiMsA kare che. asatya bole che ane vakhate pila hoya ane lokone moTA vyApArI ane vyavahAra zAhakArI batAvI corI kare che, Thage che, khoTA dastA- ujane batAvavA kaMika jAtanA ADaMbaro, DoLo, For Private And Personal Use Only

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* lAbhane thAla nahi udAratA batAvI potAnI AMTa UbhI rAkhavA, vyava hAramAM khIjAmAte AMjI nAkhe tevA dharmanAM samAja vageremAM ujaLA dekhAvAnA prayatA kare che. A takhyAlebatti chevaTe tevA manuSyanuM adhaHpatana kare che. ApaNI jarUriyAto jema vadhArIe tema vadhe che ane tethI heAma kSatti aneka pApAne kheMcI lAve che. paraMtu tene banne zuddha sAttvika kheArA, svaccha jaLa, svaccha sAdA kapaDA ane traNe rUtumAM zarIranuM rakSaNlR thAya tevuM sAduM makAna ane kuTuMbanA ke peAtAnA upayAgamAM Ave teTala sthitisaMpanna rAcaracIlu vagerenI manuSyane jarUra che. dhama sAdhana mATe zarIra upayogI thAya teTalA pUratI sAdhananI jarUra che, paraMtu bAjhI vadhAre cInnenI jarUra nathI. ATalI saMtoSavRtti manuSyane jAgRta thAya tA lebha dhaTatA jAya che. khAnapAna joie te karatAM vadhAre levAne pariNAme manuSyane ajaNa thatAM aneka pAponI zreNIo UbhI thAya che. pApanA bApa leAma kahevAya che ane tene pApanuM mULa pazu kahevAmAM Ave che. je lele lalacAya lAlaca dharI, te kama kALAM kare, manuSya vicAra kare ke mane maLela dhana, vaibhava sAtheDhAbhInA jana koI aMtara viSe, vizvAsane ne dhare; AvavAnA nathI. chevaTa sudhI TakI rahe tevuM te puNya che ane teja jiMdagI sudhI rahe. ApaNe AtmA che te lebha ja pApamULa jagamAM, le le ane kruti, chIe, sAthe teA pApa puNya krUra kaSAyathI jagatamAM sau kaSTa pAme ati (1) ( dArA ) AvavAnA lAla -------- ahanyahani bhUtAni gacchantIha yamAlayam / zeSA sthAvaramicchanti kimAzcaryamataH param 1 che. te A bhavamAM maLela vaibhava vagere sAdhanA kharI rIte AtmAnA nathI--kAyama rahevAnA nathI, parabhavamAM AvavAnA nathI te zA mATe tenA upara mAlekI dharAvavI joie, jethI tenA TrasTI chIe ane tenA vyavahAra ane dhamamAM sadupayAma karavA che, ema mAnIe te te duHkharUpa thatAM nathI. manuSye meLavela jJAna, khInnavelI zakti ane manuSya janmanuM sAOka karavA meLavele AnaMda te ja ApNA che. ane te ja sAthe AvavAnA che evI nRtta utpanna thAya tA sa MtASa pragaTe che. dareka manuSye dhana, vaibhava meLavavA vagere bAbatamAM maryAtipaNuM ( parigrahaparimANu ) karavuM ane amuka hade satAvI thavuM joe ane tenu paramANu ( cauda niyama dhAravApUrvaka ) karI leAbha-tRSNAnI vRtti upara jaya meLavavAM visAtuvijra prayatna karavA joie. kahevata che ke rAja ne rAja jAya che, mANIe yamadira; mAne amara peAtAne, ethI bIjI navAI zI ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sulabhaM bhagavannAma jihvA ca vazavartinI / tathApi narake yAnti kimAzcaryamataH param ? sAdhya che izvara nAma, jIbha che japavA vaLI; chatAM narake paDe mANI, ethI bIjI navAi zI ? 51 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prasaMgopAta satya pragaTe che. A bAjacaMdra hIrAcaM sAhityacaMdra -mahegAma DAhyA mANasanA mAthe kAMI zIMgaDA hetA nathI, che ke kema te agnimAM parIkSA karI levuM paDe che. tema mUrkhane kAMI pUchavuM hotuM nathI. duSTa mANasane Ama sAmAnya dekhAva uparathI tenuM svarUpa jovAmAM raMga zyAma heya ane sajajana mANasane raMga maura AvatuM nathI. hoya e koI niyama hoto nathI. e te prasaMga paDe sAcI oLakhANa thaI jAya che. ekAda paMDitonI triI brahmajJAnanI moTI moTI vAte hAMkanArAnA ghara sabhA maLI hoya temAM mUrkha mANasa ekAda vAyA koI mRtyu pAme che tyAre te tarata ja rAroLa karI bhAlI jAya che ane tarata ja tene pota khaluM pI eka che. dravyanI jarUra paDatA aneka jAtanA devIjAya che. raMgIna kapaDuM pANImAM levAmAM Ave tyAre devalAe AgaLa nAka ghase che. devatAone paNa pitAnA ja jevA ja lAlacu samajI mAnatA kare che. aneka dhutArAo tene raMga pAko hoya te ja TakI zake, kAcuM hoya game te akRtya karavAnuM batAve che te karavA prerAya che. te tarata ja kapaDAthI chUTA paDI jAya ane kapaDuM matalaba ke AvA prasaMge pitAnI moTI moTI vAto bagaDI jA, bhalI pItaLanI pe pitAnuM kALuM 25 pragaTa kare che. sAjana saba juga sarasa che jaba hama pa na dAma, hema hatAzana parakhIbe te pItala nikamata zAma. kAkaH kRSNA pika: kRSNA ko bhedaH pikakAkayoH / jagatamAM dareka prANI pitAne sAro ja gaNe che ane upalaka daSTithI badhAe lagabhaga sArA ja jaNAya prApte tu vasantasamaye che. paNa jyAre prasaMga AvI paDe che tyAre jema are #lavaran bahArathI dekhAtuM senA jevuM suMdara jaNavA chatAM pItaLa hoya te agnimAM nAkhatA te kALuM paDI A subhASita ema sUcave che ke, kAgaDo kALe jAya che, tema te jIvano svabhAva ke prakRti jevI hoya che tema keyala paNa kALI ja hoya che. e hoya che tevI pragaTa thayA vinA rahetI nathI. Ama banemAM karyo phera che ? paNa vasaMta tu jyAre Ave to moTI moTI DahApaNanI vAto badhA ja kare che, che tyAre kAgaDo te kAgaDA ane pAyala paNa saMkaTa prasaMge jema senuM AgamAM paDatAM vadhAre e koyala tarIke oLakhAI jAya che. vasaMta rUtumAM caLakATa dhAraNa kare che tema sAco sajajana hoya che AMbAnI maMjarI jyAre kebala khAya che tyAre tenA te histA ane dhIra dhAraNa karI sahIsalAmata kaMThamAMthI zravaNamanohara evA paMcama savarane AlApa chUTI jAya che. pazu sAmAnya mANasa hoya te saMkaTa bahAra paDe che. ane sAMbhaLanArA maMtramugdha jevA prasaMge tarata ja DAmaDola thaI jAya che ane potAnuM banI te sAMbhaLe che. tyAre kAgaDo potAne kathaka nAnapaNa tarata ja batAvI Ape che, mATe tenuM kAvya zaba ucarato ja rahe che. eTale AvA prasaMge For Private And Personal Use Only

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prasaMgopAtta satya pragaTe che A kAmo ane A kAyala e bheda UpADa paDI rAkhavI joIe, kAraNa haThIlA paNa bahuM mana jAya che. matalaba ke prasaMga pAtA mANasanI sAcI nirmANa kare che. pitAnA siddhAMta upara mAchama rahevuM oLakhANa thAya che. te vinA badhA ja sArA jaNAya paNa bIjAo upara AkramaNa karI pitAnA maMtavyo che. sAcA khoTA nirNaya thaI zakato nathI. bIja upara ThekI besADavA prayatna karavo e narI bAlizatA che. bIjAnuM game tevuM nukazAna thAya adhyAtmajJAna upara lAMbuM pravacana saMbhaLAvanAza tenI phikara nahIM karatA game tyAre potAnuM ja hAMke paNa prasaMga AvatA bhaSTAcAra sevavA mAMDe che. tyAre e te pelA kAgaDAnA kAkAravA jevuM ja thavAnuM. e adhyAtmajJAnanI vAta e che pAkisthama eTale pArakAne upadeza karavA pUratuM ja paMDita paNa hoya samyakatva te amane ja vareluM hoya, bIjAone che e paNa siddha thAya che. koI sAre AcAra tenuM jJAna kayAM che ? evI kalpanA karI pitAne aLave, sArA karmo karavA, dharmArthe dAnapuNya karavuM kAkAra karatA rahevAthI saralatA, jutA ane satya e upade bIjAo mATe ja hoya. pitAne emAM dhAraNa karanAranuM kAMi bagaDavAnuM che ja nahIM, jema kazuM levAdevA nahIM. evA vAtaDImAM kAmaDAnI keyalanI madhura svara tarapha badhAonuM AkarSaNa vadhatuM paMktimAM ja bese che. koyala Ama vAyolatA karatI ja rahe che tema sarala aMta:karaNanA saMta tarapha nathI, paNa prasaMgopAtta bhUdhara AlApa saMbhaLAve che. badhAonI bhAvanA eka sarakhI vadhatI ja rahe che tema mananI sAcI oLakhANa thavA mATe kaThaNa mATe ja hitakara ane miSTa vayane bolavAnuM ja prasaMganI rAha jovI paDe che. pasaMda karavuM e yogya che. kaThora vacane belavAthI sAMbhaLanAranA aMtaHkaraNamAM kadI paNa sArI bhAvanA thatI kahevAno matalaba e che ke, manuSya hameza eka ja nathI. e jANI ApaNA vicArone zuddha karavAne sarakhA rahevuM joIe. vakhata AvatA khasI javuM ke je prapana akhaMDa rIte karatA rahevuM joIe. kAyara banI javuM e atyaMta niMva gaNAya che. vaDI paDI vakhata Ave pAghaDI pheravanArane loke tarataja asatyane game tevuM rUpa ApI te satyamAM khapA. mALakhI jAya che. ane enA zakhanI kazI ja kIMmata vavA prayatna karIe te paNa asatyanuM svarUpa vakhata loko AtA nathI, mATe manaSya hamema sAvadhAna rahI Avye UThADuM paDI ja jAya che. cAhe ApaNe asabolavuM joIe. ane bolyA pachI gametevuM saMkaTa tyane koIpaNa prasaMge Azaro laI chetarapiMDI karavI AvI paDatA paNa pitAno zakha sAme rAkhavA prayatna e ucita na ja kahevAya. zAsanadeva badhAone sarakaro e. eno artha evo nathI ke, haThIlAI LatA ane sadabuddhi Ape e ja abhyarthanA ! avimRzya kRtaM kArya pazcAttApAya jAyate / na pataMtyApadaMbhodhau vimRzya kAryakArakAH // vicAryA vinA kareluM kArya pazcAttApane mATe thAya che, ane jeo vicArapUrvaka kArya kare che temane ApattirUpa mahAsAgaramAM paDavAne vakhata AvatuM nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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baMdhamatI che. jayabhikhkha sAmayikanA deha para jebaniyuM jhelA khAtuM hatuM. "bhAI ! vAvane vaza karavAnuM bhUta saha kanuM sahI sapramANa yuvAnI jevI hoya te sAmayikane nahi! baMdhumatIne paraNavAnuM tamAruM mAruM nahi! ene ema loko kahetA. enI nAnI mUcho nIce tamArI pAse e enA paganI mojaDI upaDAvaze ! kAmadeva ja potAnI kAmaThI tANIne beTho hato : vAzI6 vaLAvaze ! enAM kapaDAM dhovarAvaze. ne pachI ne enA AMkhanA palakArAmAM haiyAnAM suMvALAM kamADa uparathI kaheze ke vara rAMdhaNI, vara siMhaNa ! vara jANe Ape A5 khaLabhaLI UThatAM. ghammara ghaMTI tANe!" " sAmayika kaNanI duniyAne mANasa hate. prakRtinA alAka hoMzIlA juvAne ApameLe yatna karavAnA baLe enuM piSaNa thayuM hatuM. khetaranI dhULamAM ne utsAhamAM AvatA. teo vicAratA ke baMdhumatIne rastAnI mATImAM ramIne e moTo thayo hate. viSA, parAkramathI vaza karIe. strIne zaravIratA game che. Ama tAe bhAre kasabathI eno deDa kaMDAryo hato, e keTalAka enI pAse zUravIratA batAvavA game, te ne savinA sahasrarazmie tapAvIne taptakAMcana UlaTAnA badhumatInA parAkrama AgaLa karamAIna banAvyo hato. havAe ene nAjukAI ane suMvALapa AvatA rahyA have teo niMdA karavA beThA ke kudarate apI hatI. sAta bhAyaDA bhAMgIne eka nAra ghaDI che ! sAmayikanI sarasAI kare evA keTalAka juvAne gAmanA keTalAka gharaDerA jeo haMmezAM lama-jeDIe gAmamAM jarUra hatA, paNa sAmayikanI sarasAI kare evI joDavAmAM kazaLa hatA, teo aMdaroaMdara vaNamAe javAnaDI te gAmamAM mAtra eka hatI; ne te vizAkha abhiprAya ApatA ke jeDI te A sAmayika ne kaNabInI dIkarI baMdhumatI ! bhAre tejAnI ! bhAre badhumatInI thAya evI che! paNa dArUne ane devatAne aTayALI! bhAre baTakabolI! bene bhegA koNa kare? ekane ekanuM gumAna hatuM, bIjAne bIjAne gava hato. vAtavAtamAM kAbaranI jema loko sAthe cIvI cIvI paNu gharaDAonI A IchA eka dahADe ayA. karI mUke ne pAchI vAtavAtamAM kAyalanI bAnIthI na bara Ave e banAva banyo Dhorane gAyarAmAM lokone hasAvI de. vizAkha kahete ke je vAyarAne ; kabaje rakhAya, te badhumatIne kabaje karAya. ene cAvI, moranA TahukA karatI, vAsaMtI kAvya gaNagaNatI, koI evA vara sAthe varAvavI paDaze ke je ene badhumatI eka vAra saritAto jAnavarane pANI pIvarAkAnanI bUTa pakaDAve. ema te caMpAnI DALa jevI vavA AvI ! vasaMta Rtu hatI AMkhe mora hatA. namaNI baMdhamatAne varavA AvanArAonI khoTa na thanamAM vanathI khIlI hatI. hatI, paNa badhumatIne pitA e loko para dayA hera paNa pIvA nadImAM UtaryA. badhumatI lAvIne kahe: AsapAsanI suMdara suSTine nihALatI UbhI hatI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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baMdhamatI papa kevI sRSTi ! velI vRkSane vIMTaLAI gaI che. mera hari. UMce uDAvI lIdhI! jANe varuNadeve sAgarasuMdarIne yALA vanamAM nAce che. hela dhAna bhare che ! maMda adhara toLI lIdhI. koi jaLahAthIe jANe pUrNa maMda malayAnila vAya che baMsarInA mIThA sUra ne vikasita kamaLane sUDhamAM rahI UMcuM karyuM ! caMdananI suvAsa emAM vahI Ave che ! pANI pI gayelI badhumatI thoDeka sahAre maLatAM baMdhumatInAM Dhora nirmaLAM jaLa pIe che. A sAvadha thaI gaI. vastrone saMbhALI zakAya tema nahotuM, vakhate nAnuM evuM eka vAcharaDuM pANI pItuM gela paNa zarIrane samAvI lIdhuM. juvAnanA hAthanA AdhAre karatuM nadImAM AgaLa vadhI gayuM. saritA be kAMThe hatI. e pitAnA dehane pANI para laI AvI. be hAthe vAcharaDuM madhavaheNamAM pAyuM ne taNAvA lAgyuM. garIba jhaDapathI pagamAM paDelI vastranI AMTI kADhI nAkhI ! vAcharaDuM beMbeM karI rahyuM! baMdhumatI!" pelo juvAna bole, "Ava, mArA baMdhumatIne kAne e Artasvara Avyo. te e eka khabhA para besI jA ! eka hAthe tarato tarato, UMcakIne tane bahAra laI jAuM !' lAgalI deDI. DhoraDhAMkhara te ene jIva mATe vahAlAM. ' hatAM. eNe AgaLa pAchaLane vicAra karyA vagara nadImAM anivArya nirAdhAratA mANI rahelI badhumatI A $ lAvyuMe magaramacchanI jema halakAra karatI vahe sAMbhaLI roSamAM AvI gaI, ne bolI : 'tArA hAtha jamAM pahoMcI, ne vAcharaDAne pUMchaDe pakaDI vaheNa bahAra upara besIne baMdhamatI taraze? jA, ja, ' badhumatIe kekI dIdhuM, govasa sama-jaLamAM AvatAM dhIre dhIre ATaluM kahetAMnI sAthe yuvAnano hAtha choDI dIdhe, dhya pratA sAthe tamArA kAMThA tarapha cAlyuM gayuM. pANImAM paganuM jorathI eka halesuM mAthuM ! e halesa paNa gevatsane bhayamukta karanAra baMdhumatI pote juvAna sAmayikanI mazakanI jema phUlelI chAtI para bhayamAM gherAI gaI, utAvaLamAM enA khabhA para raheluM paDayuM ! sAmayikane aNadhArelo lAdhe puruSane harSa uttarIya keDa AgaLa vIMTaLAine pagamAM beDInI jema curacura thaI tyAM ne tyAM verAI gayo. graMtha, I gayuM ! hAthanA baLa para eNe vaheNamAMthI baMdhamatI potAnA prayatna para taravA mAMgatI hatI. nIkaLavA prayatna karyo. jema prayatna karyo ema e vadhu paNa hajI e eTalI svastha rahetI. pharI e pANInA guMcavAI gaI. eka vAra UMDA pANImAM DUbakI UDA taLamAM sarI gaI. juvAna AgaLa vadhyA. eNe khAI gaI. jarA gussAmAM ne ja rA premanA bhAvathI kahyuM : hAya re hAya ! sonAparI ne rUpAparI jevI baMdhu- matI, have tAkIde mahada na pahoMce te kSaNa be kSaNanI mahemAna hatI ! cAretarapha kolAhala thaI gaye. paNa kolAhala karanArAM hamezAM kAryasiddhi mATe kamajora hoya che. koI baMdhumatIne jIva bacAvavA pitAne jIva heDamAM mUkavA taiyAra na thayuM. acAnaka jhADanI DALa parathI AchI AchI baMsI vAte eka juvAna nIce kuvo, matsyanA vegathI vaheNa tarapha sarI gaye. madha vaheNamAM pahoMcIne badhumatIne jotajotAmAM eka hAthe "badhumatI ! mAro hAtha pakaDIza, to nAnA bApanI nahi thaI jA !" paNa eTalI vAramAM baMdhumatI pitAnA prayatnathI upara AvI, paLa be paLamAM e savastha thaI gaI, ne bolI : ema koinI vADI nahi chavuM !' bahumatI jANe kahetI hatI ke parAzrayathI chavavuM, pArakAnI dayAthI jIvavuM mAre mana mata karatAMya kharAba che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAne prakAza saritAkAMThe ekatra thayelAM loko baMdhumatInA A ne kharekhara samaye samayanuM kAma karyuM. AzcaryanI garvane have tiraskArathI jovA lAgyA ! paNa beparavA vAta e banI ke samaya AvatAM A pahADa khaseDavA baMdhamatI te e ja garvathI, e ja rUAbathI, e ja jevuM kaThaNa kAma, gulAbanA choDa parathI phUla toDavA ThassAthI, e ja AtmadarpathI pitAnAM pazu laine cAlI jevuM saheluM banI gayuM. gaI ! e jatAM jatAM juvAnane mApI levA mATe ja na hoya ema, eka chAnI najara nAkhI, paNa AbhA eka vAra sAmayika ne baMdhumatInI mAtAo zeke ranuM eka aDadhuM vacane ya na kahyuM. AMbA veDavA gaI hatI! vAtamAMthI vAta nIkaLI, dIkarA-dIkarInA sagapaNanI ! dIkarInI mAtAonA jIvapelo javAniye paNa ene gumAna sAthe jatI namAM bIjI kaI moTI ciMtAnI vAta hoya ? joI rahyo. eneya Aja pitAnI phUlaDe pheratI juvAnI e chI eAchI lAgI. eya kaMI ocho abhimAnI ' sAmayikanI mAe kahyuM: pilA nadIvALA prasaMga nahote. e bolyo : pachI, sAmayika hamezAM ne hamezAM kaMIka vicAramAM rahe che. koI vAra beThe beTho lIMTA kADhe che. mane te emAM "nakarI gajavelanI banelI lAge che !" tamArI dIkarIne cahero dekhAya che. paNa have kahetAM sAmayika! detA e majalane gALIne mINa mArI jIbha nathI upaDatI. banAve to tuM khare!" baMdhumatInI mAe kahyuM: "Akhare te dhAryuM bhAI ! nArane vaza karavAnuM eka mAtra sAdhana prIta, te dhaNInuM thaze, AmAM ApaNuM dhAryuM kaMI thAya prata jAge te mINathIya narama ! nahi te gajabane tevuM lAgatuM nathI. paNa huM have thoDI AzAvALa gALI nAkhe evI kaThaNa. paNa A thuvara ne kAMTAnI thaI chuM. baMdhumatImAM hamaNAM hamaNuM kaMI parivartana vADamAM prIta kaSAMthI Uge?' sAmayike kahyuM. enA dekhAyA kare che. pahelA to lagnanI vAta thatI te tarata zabdomAM dardabharI nirAzA hatI. caDabhaDI UThatI, have te chAnI chAnI sAMbhaLI rahe che. sAmayika je jamAI jagamAM kyAM maLavAne che e visane rise gAmamAM ghaNA divaso sudhI Aja pharI vAta mUkI jouM. senAmAM sugaMdha jevo tharcAno viSaya banyo ! paNa sAmayika ne baMdhumatI te enAM e hatAM ! phera eTalo pADyo hato ke teo ghATa che, bahena ! eTale te ene gamatuM nathI, teya manAM chAnAM mIThAM mIThAM svama jotAM yAM hatAM. zrama vAraMvAra kahuM chuM." jIvIonI duniyAmAM ghaNIvAra svama paNa satya jevuM bIje divase vAta mukANI, ne tarata vAta jhaDakAma kare che ! pANI. haMmezAM naphaphaTa javAba ApatI baMdhumatI Aje lajajAvanata banI aMdara oraDAmAM jaI besI gaI - dIkarI maTI thAya, enuM jobana galagoTA kADhatuM kaMIne belI. maunane saMmatisUcaka mAnI levAyuM. mAe thAya, tyAre mAbApanI upAdhine pAra rahetuM nathI. emAMya badhumatI jevInA lagna eTale pahADane enI bApane kahyuM jagAethI khaseDI bIje laI javA jevuM kAma ! " e to samaye AMbA pAke, nakAmI tame mArI bheLI baMdhumatIne vagovI nAkhI !" chatAM kadI koI vAtamAM jaladI hAra kabUla na karanArA gAmanA ghaDe kahetA ke ciMtA na karazo. * have lAMbI-TUMkI karyA vagara vagaDA vA. samaya samayanuM kAma jarUra karaze. dhaLamaMgaLa gavarAvo. AjanI ghaDI raLiyAmaNI karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahi to A chelachabIlIonI manamejanAM AvatI " paDI hota to - aMgeaMganI akaDA judA thaI kAlanA bharoso nahi ! ' | gayo hota !' gRhiNIne A sAme kaMIka kahevAnuM hatuM, paNa have . " tArI aMgatA chuM ne ? ageaMga chuTA paDI tene samaya nahoto. tene kaMI artha paNa nahoto. nI gayAM hota, toya mane khoTa nahotI paDavAnI. mArI ene te kAmathI kAma hatuM. dhoLamaMgaLa gavAyAM, AjanI lAkaDI cAkarImAM tane Ubho ne Ubhe rAkhata !' ghaDI raLiyAmaNI karI dekhADavAnI hoMza haiyAmAM kathA- | " aMganA ? ' sAmayika belyo. rathI sudharI rAkhI hatI ne lADo lADI-sAmayika ne " Aga jevI kAM ! ' badhumatI jANe sAmayikanA badhumatI paraNI UtaryA. manane bhAva samajI hoya, tema belI. gajavelanI pUtaLI baMdhumatI, agni jevI uSmA. " Aga jenI aMganA ! paNa mAre mana ziyALAnI vALI sAmayikanI aMganA banI, jANe mINunI banI aMgIThI jevI ! ' gaI ! dUdha ne sAkaranI jema sAmayika ne badhumatI vAdIlAM chatAM vahAla5mAM mAnanArAM baMne jaNAM haLImaLI gayAM ! e khanuM dAMpatye lokomAM daSTAMtarUpa AvA AvA roja praznottara karatAM te dhIta vadhAratAM. banyuM. Ama A bheLAM daMpatI pRthvI para svarganuM kAivAra mobhAre nIsaraNI mUkI badhumatI khaDa jIvana utAratAM ! jenI sAthe saMsAra khAMDAnI dhAra kADhavA caDhatI dhIrethI AvIne sAmayika nIsaraNI laI je kaheNa gaNAtA, e khAjAM khAvA jevA mIThA letA, baMdhumatI bUmAbUma karI mUkatI. banI gayo. sAmayika kahetAH " kahetI'tI te koInI vADI e mItanA, ghelAInA, loDanA divase comAsAnA nahi jIvute mAra bhUsako ! " pUratI jema vahI gayA mIThA gheghUra vaDalA jevAM mA bApa paNa cAlyAM gayAM. saMtAnamAM kaMI thayuM nahi, badhumatIne to kahevAnI vAra ! e tyAMthI kUdI eTale emAM jIvAtI laDadhelI rahI jANe kAle ja paDatI. sAmayika dADone phUlanA daDAnI jema ene UMyakI paraNI UtaryA hoya evAM risAmaNu-manAmaNAM cAlyAM letA, ne pachI suMvALA vAMsAmAM cuMTI khaNato kahetA: kare che ! | (cAlu) satanI kSamA eka saMta eka gAmathI bIje gAma jatA hatA. koI duSTa mANasa tene Akhe raste gALA detA dete tenI sAthe cAlato hato. saMta te peAtAnA svabhAva pramANe zAMta rahyA. kAMI bolyA nahi. dhIme dhIme bIhaDa raste pasAra karI gAma najadIka te AvI pahoMcyA. saMte kahyuM " bhAI, tAre je kahevuM hoya te badhuM hamaNAM ja kahI de. ApaNe gAmamAM dAkhala thaze. grAmajanone mAre mATe ghaNo prema ane mAna che. tee sAMbhaLaze to tane mAraze. mAre khAtara tuM muzI matamAM mukAya tema huM Icchato nathI." A sAMbhaLI saMtanI zAMti ane dhIraja joI duSTa zaramAI gayo, ane kSamAyAcanA mATe turataja satanA pagamAM paDI gayA. 'darzana 'mAMthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Reg. N, 13, 181 e garIbInI majhA ArogyazAstranA eka aMgrejI ni nAmano mata che ke garIba lokone kaI nahi to eka bAbatanI nirAMta hoya che. hada bahAranA zrama karanArA, eAchuM pASaNa pAmanArA, ane nIcA jIvanadhoraNanA gu jArI karanArA lokone lehInA vadhu dabANane roga kadApi lAgu paDatA nathI. A uparAMta zrI velare jaNAvyuM che te pramANe vadhAre paDatA mAnasika uzkerATane laine jamatA vAI, jaladara, raktavAta athavA to tenA jevA anya rAgo tene thatA nathI. ArAdhyaniNAtAe dezAvelA A lAbho uparAMta anya AdhyAtmika lAbha paNa garIba mANasane thAya che. sauthI prathama te tene bAIbalamAM dazAvele nIcenA AzIrvAda maLe che: " garIba lokonuM jIvana dhanya che kAraNa ke temane varganuM sukha maLavAnuM che. " ane kharekhara dUdha. sAkara ane madirAmAM DUkhyA rahetA dhanavAno mATe svarga meLavavAnuM kArya AkoTAmAMthI tArA toDavA jeTaluM ja agharuM che. A uparAMta garIba loko garva ane ALasa jevA be mahAna TUSaNothI mukta hoya che. A be siddhio ja evI che ke mAtra teTalAthI ja temane svarga praveza karavAno kAyamI paravAno maLI jAya, kavitA ane garIbI para parAthI sAthe rahelI be sagI baheno che. uttama kavitAnuM sarjana magaja tyAre tara hoya ane peTa tyAre khAlIkha ma hoya tyAre ekAdI TI kUTI UMTaDInA ThaMDAgAra khUNAmAM thAya che. - chevaTe kaMI nahi to AjanA kalyANakArI rAjyamAM dulabha gaNAya evA eka agatyano lAbha to temane maLe ja che. pharaverAnuM bhayaMkara bhUtu temane kaDhApi satAvI zakatuM nathI. khare khara A pArthiva gukha svaganA sukha sAthe ja sarakhAvI zakAya, Ama garIba lokone pRthvI ane svarga ema baMne lokanuM uttama sukha prApta thAya che. ( 'TAImsa opha inDiIyA' nA lekhane anuvAda ) | mudraka harilAla devaca da korTa ; Anada presa-bhAvanagara. For Private And Personal Use Only