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________________ dAdAnuM gaNita paisAno to meM hisAba kADhyo. meM kahyuM, 'A paisA ApaNe vadhAra vadhAra karIe to keTalA sudhI jaze ?' pachI hisAba kADhyo ke ahIM AgaLa koino naMbara pahelo lAgyo nathI A duniyAmAM. loko kahe che ke 'phorDano pahelo naMbara che.' paNa cAra varSa pachI ko' ka bIjAnuM nAma saMbhaLAtuM hoya. eTale koino naMbara Takato nathI. vagara kAmanA ahIM doDadhAma karIe, Ano zo artha ? pahelA ghoDAne inAma hoya, bIjAne thoDuMka Ape ne trIjAne Ape. cothAne phINa kADhIne marI javAnuM ? meM kahyuM, 'A resakorsamAM huM kyAM UtaruM?' te A loko to cotho, pAMcamo ke bAramo, somo naMbara Ape ne ! te alyA zuM karavA phINa kADhIe ApaNe ! phINa nA nIkaLe pachI ? pahelo AvavA doDyo ane Avyo bAramo, cA ya nA pAya pachI. tamane kema lAge che? - dAdAzrI 758 IN 18973557-2 9-788189-725570 lHt UDPS) mAnIya vinA eka s &C 704992 1000 eka hajAra rupaye 57&C/ 70499 - dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita paisAno vyavahAra
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________________ A Eltel arena stin B (prakAzaka dAdA bhagavAna kathita : zrI ajita sI. paTela mahAvideha phAunDezana 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta koleja pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-38O14, gujarAta. phena : (079) 2754,408, 2754399 (c) All Rights Reserved - Dr. Niruben Amin Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist. : Gandhinagar-382 421, Gujarat, India, paisAno vyavahAra dasa AvRtio agiyAramI AvRti : 40,000 : 5,OOO jUna, 2006 me, 2007 (saMkSipta) bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya" ane 'kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 15 rUpiyA lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda. saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIta mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTIMga DIvIjhana), pArzvanAtha cembarsa, navI rijharva beMka pAse. InkamaTeksa eriyA, amadAvAda. phona : (079) 27542964, 2754216
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________________ dAdA bhagavAta phAunDezananA prakAzano 1. bhogave tenI bhUla 2. banyuM te nyAya 3. eDajasTa evarIvhera 4. athaDAmaNa TALo 5. ciMtA 6. krodha 7. sevA-paropakAra 8. mAnavadharma 9. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 10. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI 11. dAna 12. trimaMtra 13. huM koNa chuM ? 14. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 15. dAdA bhagavAna ? 16. vANI, vyavahAramAM.... 17. satya-asatyanA rahasyo 18. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 19. paisAno vyavahAra (saM.) 20. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (saM.) 21. pratikramaNa (saM.) 22. samajathI prApta brahmacarya (saM.) 23. karmanuM vijJAna 24. pApa-puNya 25. prema 26. ahiMsA 27. camatkAra 28. kleza vinAnuM jIvana 29. guru-ziSya 30. nijadoSa darzanathI, nirdoSa 31. AptavANI zreNI 1 thI 14 32. samajathI prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha-utarArdha) 34. AptasUtra (bhAga 1 thI 5) 35. paisAno vyavahAra 36. pratikramaNa 37. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 38. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 39. vANIno siddhAMta . ra. . 4. .. 6. 7. 8. . .. . 2. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. eDajasTa evarIvhera TakarAva TAlie huA so nyAya bhugate usI kI bhUla vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI maiM kauna hU~ ? karma kA vijJAna sarva duHkho se mukti Atmabodha jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna ciMtA krodha Adjust Everywhere The Fault of the sufferer Whatever has happened is Justice Avoid Clashes Anger Worries The Essence of All Religion Shree Simandhar Swami Pure Love Death : Before, During & After... Gnani Purush Shri A.M.Patel 12. Who Am I ? 13. The Science of Karma 14. Ahimsa (Non-violence) 15. Money 16. Celibacy : Brahmcharya 17. Harmony in Marriage 18.Pratikraman 20. 21. 22. Aptavani-2 19. Flawless Vision Generation Gap Aptavani-1 23. 24. 25. 26. Noble use of Money Trimantra Life Without Conflicts Spirituality In Speech dAdA bhagavAna koNa ? pragaTayA 'dAdA bhagavAta' 1958mAM ! jUna, 1958nI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3 paranAM relvenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame, akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ! ane kudarate e samaye sarjyuM adhyAtmanuM adbhuta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! jagata zuM che ? kevI rIte cAle che ? ApaNe koNa? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM ? vi.vi. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! Ama kudarate jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI e.ema.paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanAM pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! akramamArgatI adbhUta kudaratatI bheTa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAno ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa ! dAdA bhagavAta koNa ? teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa'no phoDa pADatA kahetAM, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' hoya. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che. e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che paNa tamArAmAM pragaTa nathI thayelA, avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM namaskAra karuM chuM.' kartA, vaimittika kartA ! A jagatamAM koI svataMtra kartA nathI. paNa naimitika kartA che. A jagatamAM koI janmyuM nathI ke jene saMDAza javAnI paNa svataMtra zakti hoya! e to aTake tyAre khabara paDe ke ApaNI zakti hatI ke nahi! bhalabhalA DaoNkaTarane ya enuM aTake tyAre bIjA DaoNkaTaranI madada levI paDe ke nahi? jyAM bIjAnI kiMcit mAtra helpa levI paDe che te vastu pote ja pUravAra kare che ke ApaNI
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________________ svataMtra zakti kyAMya nathI. keTalAM badhAM saMyogo bhegAM thAya tyAre eka kArya bane che. koI eka saMyogathI koI kArya na bane! sAdI cA banAvavI hoya to keTalI badhI cIjavastuonI jarUra paDe? AmAM ApaNe keTalA kartA? eka nAnI amastI dIvAsaLI nA hoya to? tapeluM nA hoya to? sTava nA hoya to? ApaNe svataMtra kartA hoIe to koI cIjanI jarUra vagara ja karI zakIe. paNa jagatamAM koI svataMtra kartA nathI. badhAM naimittika kartA che. jJAtItAM lakSaNo prakAzyAM bALapaNathI ja... pUjyazrIno janma 7 navembara 1907, vaDodarA pAsenA tarasALI gAmamAM. pitAzrI mULajIbhAI ane mAtA jhaverabA, patnI hIrAbA. bALapaNathI ja dIvya lakSaNo. mAtAe kaMThI bAMdhavAnI kahI to teozrIe nA pADI! mAtAe kahyuM ke 'kaMThI baMdhAvIza nahIM to nugaro (gurU vinAno) kahevAIza.' pUjyazrIe kahyuM, 'mane je jJAna Ape, te mArA gurU. kaMThI bAMdhavAthI thoDA gurU thaI jAya?!' te temaNe vaiSNavanI kaMThI nA baMdhAvI te nA ja baMdhAvI. skulamAM la.sA.a. (L.C.M.) prathamavAra zikSake zIkhavyuM ke A badhI rakamomAM nAnAmAM nAnI avibhAjya tathA badhAmAM samAyelI hoya, te rakama khoLI kADho. e eno la.sA.a. kahevAze. pUjyazrI tarata ja UbhA thaIne bolyA, 'mAstara, mAstara! A vyAkhyA parathI to mane bhagavAna jaDI gayA! badhAmAM samAyelA, nAnAmAM nAnA ne avibhAjya to bhagavAna ja che ne! terame varase eka saMte emane AzirvAda ApatAM kahyuM, 'jA baccA, bhagavAna tumako mokSameM le jAyegA.' tyAre emaNe kahyuM, 'bhagavAna mane mokSe laI jAya evo mokSa mAre nA joIe. bhagavAna mokSe laI jAya eTale mAthe e uparI Tharyo. uparI ane mokSa be virodhAbhAsa che!' meTrIkamAM jANI-joIne nApAsa thayAM ! kema ? pitAzrIne moTA bhAI sAthe vAta karatA sAMbhaLI gayA ke meTrIka pAsa thAya eTale aMbAlAlane vilAyata mokalI sUbo banAvIzuM. eTale pote nakkI karyuM ke meTrIkamAM jANI-joIne nApAsa thavAnuM. kAraNake nokarI to jIMdagImAM karavI nathI! mAthe bosa nA joIe. paraNatI vakhate mAthethI sApho khasyo ne vicAra Avyo, 'A lagnanuM enDa rIjhalTa zuM? bemAMthI ekane to rAMDavAnuM ja ne!' paNa caDhyuM hoya evA mohanA prasaMge utkRSTa vairAgyano kevo adbhUta vicAra! bAbo-bebI janmyA pachI ..... vIsame varase bAbo janmyo. mitrone hoTalamAM pArTI ApI. be varasa pachI pAchI hoTalamAM pArTI ApI. badhAe pUchyuM, 'zenI pArTI?' pUjyazrIe kahyuM, 'mahemAna AvyA te gayA!' pAchI bebI janmI te vakhate paNa pArTI ApI. cha mahinA pachI bIjI pArTI ApI. zenI? 'mahemAna AvyAM, te gayAM!' adhyAtma tarapha vaLyuM jIvata ! bAvIsame varSe zrImad rAjacaMdranuM pustaka vAMcavAmAM AvyuM. tyArathI AtmAnI khoja cAlu thaI, te pUrI thaI 1958mAM. tyArabAda hajArone jJAna ApI mokSanAM dvAre pahoMcADyA ! jIvana sAduM-saraLa, koI paNa jAtanAM bAhya ADaMbara rahita. koInA guru thayA nahIM. laghuttama padamAM ja sadA rahyA. koI vADo nahi, saMpradAya nahi, kevaLa AtmadharmanI ja prApti karAvavAno abhUtapUrva siddhAMta ! 1988mAM sthULa dehavilaya. sUkSmadehe vizvamAM vyApI jagata kalyANanuM avirata kArya vadhu vege vadhAvI rahyA che ! paisAnA vyavahArato dAdAzrIto siddhAMta vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe' e sidhdhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAreya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. ulTuM dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA! AtmajJAta prAptinI pratyakSa liMka parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna (dAdAzrI) gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. dAdAzrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna (nIrumA)ne AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda nIrumA te ja rIte mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvatA hatA. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAIne dAdAzrIe satsaMga karavA mATe siddhi Apela. nIrumAnI hAjarImAM temanA AzIrvAdathI pUjya dIpakabhAI dezavidezomAM ghaNAM gAmo-zaheromAM jaIne AtmajJAna karAvI rahyA hatA. je nIrumAnA dehavilaya bAda cAlu ja raheze. A AtmajJAna meLavyA bAda hajAro mumukSuo saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI AtmaramaNatA anubhave che.
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________________ saMpAdakIya aNahakkanA viSayo narka laI jAya", aNahakkanI lakSmI tIrthaMcamAM (pazuyonimAM) laI jAya" - dAdAzrI saMskArI gharAnAmAM aNahakkanAM viSayo pratye jAgRti ghaNI ghaNI jagyAe pravarte paNa aNahakkanI lakSmI saMbaMdhInI jAgRti jaDavI bahu muzkela che. hakkanI ane aNahakkanI lakSmInI sImA ja jaDe tema nathI, tamAM ya A bhayaMkara kaLikALamAM ! - parama jJAnI dAdAzrIe emanI syAdvAda dezanAmAM AtmadharmanA savottama TocanA sarva phoDa ApyA che. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa vyavahAra dharmanA paNa eTalI ja UMcAInA phoDa ApyAM che. jethI nizcaya vyavahAranI bane pAMkhe samAMtare mokSamArge UDAya ! ane A kALamAM vyavahAramAM jo sauthI vizeSa prAdhAnya maLyuM hoya to te eka paisAne ! ane e paisAno vyavahAra jyAM sudhI AdarzatAne na vare tyAM sudhI vyavahAra buddhi gaNAtI nathI. ane jeno vyavahAra bagaDyo teno nizcaya bagaDyA vinA rahe ja nahi ! mATe paisAno aNIzuddha vyavahAra te A kALane lakSamAM rAkhIne pUjyazrIe suMdara vizleSaNa karyuM che. ane evo aNIzuddha Adarza lakSmIno vyavahAra teozrInA jIvanamAM jovA maLyo che, mahA mahA puNyazALIone ! dharmamAM, vepAramAM, gRhajIvanamAM lakSmI saMbaMdhI jAte cokhkho rahI teozrIe jagatane eka ajAyaba Adarza dekhADyuM. teozrInuM sUtra, vepAramAM dharma ghaTe paNa dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe.' bannemAM AdarzatA UghADI kare che ! teozrIe emanAM jIvanamAM aMgata eksapensa (kharca) mATe kyAreya koIno eka paiso paNa svIkAryo nathI. potAnA paisA kharcIne gAmegAma satsaMga ApavA jatAM, pachI te Trenano hoya ke plenano hoya ! karoDo rUpiyA, sonAnA dAgInA teozrI AgaLa bhAvikoe dharyA chatAM teozrI tene aDyA nathI. dAna karavAnI jene khUba ja dabANapUrvakanI IcchA hoya tevAMone lakSmI sArA raste, maMdiramAM, ke lokone jamADavAmAM vAparavA sUcavatA. ane te ya te vyaktinI aMgata AvakanI mAhitI tenI pAsethI temaja tenA kuTuMbIo pAsethI cokasAIthI meLavI, badhAMnI rAjIkhuzI che ema jANIne pachI 'hA' kahetA ! saMsAra vyavahAramAM AdarzapaNe rahI, saMpUrNa vItarAga puruSa Aja dina sudhI jagate bhALyo nathI, evo puruSa A kALamAM bhALavA maLyo. emanI vItarAga vANI sahaja prApta banI. vyavahAra jIvanamAM AjIvikA mATe lakSmI prApti anivArya che, pachI te nokarI karIne ke dhaMdho karIne ke anya koI rIte ho, paNa kaLiyugI dhaMdho karatAMya vItarAganI vATe kaI rIte calAya, teno sacoTa mArga pUjyazrIe potAnA anubhavanA nicoDa dvArA pragaTa karyo che. jagate kadi joyo to zuM paNa sAMbhaLyo nA hoya evo ajoDa bhAgIdArano 'rola" pote jagatane dekhADyo. Adarza zabda paNa tyAM vAmaNo lAge, kAraNa ke AdarzatA e to manuSyoe anubhavothI nakkI karelI vastu che. jyAre A to apavAda rUpa Azcarya che. vepAramAM bhAgIdArI nAnI uMmarathI, 22 varSanI vayathI jemanI sAthe karatAM te TheTha sudhI temanA bALako sAthe paNa Adarza rIte temaNe bhAgIdArI nibhAvI. konTrAkaTanA dhaMdhAmAM lAkho kamAvyA, paNa niyama emano e hato ke pote nona meTrIkanI DigrI sAthe nokarI kare to keTalo pagAra maLe ? pAMcaso ke chaso. te eTalA ja rUpiyA gharamAM AvavA devAya. bAkInA dhaMdhAmAM rAkhavAnA jethI khoTa vakhate kAmamAM Ave ! ane AkhI jiMdagI A niyamane vaLagI rahyA ! bhAgIdArane tyAM dIkarA-dIkarIo paraNe teno kharco paNa teozrI phIphaTI-phIphaTI pArTanarazIpamAM karatAM ! AvI Adarza bhAgIdArI varlDamAM kyAMya jovA maLe ? pUjyazrIe dhaMdho AdarzapaNe, ajoDa paNe karyo, chatAM citta to AtmA prApta karavAmAM ja hatuM. 1958mAM jJAna prApta thayA pachI paNa varSonA varSo dhaMdho cAlu rahyo. paNa pote AtmAmAM ne mana-vacana-kAyA jagatane AtmA pamADavAmAM gAmegAma, jagatanA khUNekhUNe paryaTana karavAmAM vItAvyA. e kevI te draSTi sAMpaDI ke jIvanamAM vyApAra-vyavahAra ane adhyAtma banne eTa e TAIma siddhinI zikhare rahIne thaI zakyuM ? lokasaMjJAnuM prAdhAnya ja lakSmI che, paisAne ja agiyAramAM prANa kahyo che, te prANasamA paisAno vyavahAra jIvanamAM je thaI rahyo che, tenA saMbaMdhe Avana-jAvananA, naphA-nukasAnanA, TakavAnA ane Avate bhava joDe laI javAnA je mArmika siddhAMto che, tathA lakSmI sparzanAnA je niyamo che, te saghaLAnI jJAnamAM joIne vyavahAramAM anubhavIne vANI dvArA je vigato maLI te A 'paisAno vyavahAra" sujJa vAcakane jIvanabhara sabhya jIvana jIvavA sahAyaka thaze, e ja abhyarthanA ! - DaoN. nIrubahena amInanA jaya saccidAnaMda.
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra (saMkSipta) lakSmIjInuM Avata-jAvana ! AkhA jagate ja lakSmIne mukhya mAnI che ne ! hareka kAmamAM lakSmI ja mukhya che eTale lakSmI upara ja vadhAre prIti che. lakSmI upara vadhAre prIti hoya tyAM sudhI bhagavAna upara prIti nA thAya. bhagavAna upara prIti thAya pachI lakSmInI prIti UDI jAya. bemAMthI eka upara prIti bese, kAM to lakSmI joDe ne kAM to nArAyaNa joDe. tamane ThIka lAge tyAM raho. lakSmI raMDApo Apaze. maMDAve te raMDAve paNa kharuM ! ne nArAyaNa maMDAve nahIM ne raMDAve paNa nahIM, niraMtara AnaMdamAM rAkhe, muktabhAvamAM rAkhe. (9) vAta to samajavI paDaze ne ? Ama kyAM sudhI polaMpola cAlaze ? ne upAdhi gamatI to che nahIM. A manuSyadeha upAdhithI mukta thavA mATeno che. khAlI paisA kamAvavA mATe nathI. paisA zenAthI kamAtA haze ? mahenatathI kamAtA haze ke buddhithI ? paisAno vyavahAra buddhinA khela nathI ke mahenatanuM phaLa nathI. e to tame pUrve puNya karelI che tenA phaLarUpe tamane maLe che. ane khoTa e pApa kareluM tenA phaLarUpe che. puNyane ane pApane AdhIna lakSmI che. eTale lakSmI jo joItI hoya to ApaNe puNya-pApanuM dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. lakSmIjI to puNyazALI pAchaLa ja pharyA kare che, ane mahenatu loko lakSmIjInI pAchaLa phare che. eTale ApaNe joI levuM ke puNya haze to lakSmIjI pAchaLa Avaze. nahIM to mahenatathI to roTalA maLaze, khAvApIvAnuM maLaze ane ekAda choDI haze to paiNaze. bAkI purve vagara lakSmI nA maLe. eTale kharI hakIkta zuM kahe che ke tuM jo puNyazALI cho to taraphaDiyAM zuM karavA mAre che ? ane tuM puNyazALI nathI to paNa taraphaDiyAM zuM karavA mAre che ? puNyazALI to kevo hoya ? A amaladAro ya ophisethI akaLAIne ghera pAchA Avene, tyAre bAIsAheba zuM kaheze, 'doDha kalAka leTa thayA, kyAM gayA hatAM ?" A juo puNyazALI (!) puNyazALIne AvuM hotuM haze ? puNyazALIne eka avaLo pavana nA vAge. nAnapaNamAMthI ja e kvaoNliTI judI hoya. apamAnano joga khAdhelo nA hoya. jyAM jAya tyAM "Avo Avo bhAI" evI rIte ucharelAM hoya ane A to jyAM ne tyAM athaDAyo ne athaDAyo. eno artha zuM che te ? pAchuM puNya khalAsa thAyane eTale hatA enA e ! eTale tuM puNyazALI nathI to AkhI rAta pATA bAMdhIne phare, to ya savAramAM kaMI pacAsa maLI jAya ? mATe taraphaDiyAM mAra nahi. ne je maLyuM temAM khA-pIne sUI rahene chAnomAno. (12) - lakSmI eTale puNyazALI lokonuM kAma che. pucceno hisAba Avo che ke khUba mahenata kare ane ochAmAM ochuM maLe, e bahu ja thoDuMka amathuM puNya kahevAya. pachI zArIrika mahenata bahu nA karavI paDe ane vANInI mahenata karavI paDe, vakIlonI peThe, e thoDI vadhAre puNya kahevAya, pelA karatAM ane ethI AgaLanuM zuM ? vANInI ya mAthAkUTa karavI nA paDe, zarIranI mAthAkUTa nA karavI paDe, paNa mAnasika mAthAkUTathI kamAya. e praznakartA : baMnethI. dAdAzrI : jo paisA mahenatathI kamAtA hoya to A majUronI pAse ghaNA badhA paisA hoya. kAraNa ke A majUro ja vadhAre mahenata kare che ne ! ane paisA buddhithI kamAtA hoya to A badhA paMDito che ja ne ! paNa te emane to pAchaLa caMpala aDadhuM ghasAI gayeluM hoya che. paisA kamAvA e
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra 'jagatamAM je bhogave che e DAhyo kahevAya. bahAra nAkhI de ene gAMDo kahevAya ne mahenata karyA kare e to majUra kahevAya. paNa mahenata kare che ene ahaMkArano rasa maLe ne ! lAMbo koTa paherIne jAya eTale loka, zeTha AvyA, zeTha AvyA, kare eTaluM ja basa. ane bhogavanArane evI kaMI zeTha-beThanI paDelI nA hoya. ApaNe to ApaNuM bhogavyuM eTaluM sAcuM. (17) paisAno vyavahAra vadhAre puNyazALI kahevAya ane enAthI ya AgaLa kahyuM? saMkalpa karatAMnI sAthe ja taiyAra thaI jAya. saMkalpa karyo e mahenata. saMkalpa karyo ke be baMgalA, A eka goDAuna. evo saMkalpa karyo ke taiyAra thaI jAya. e mahAna puNyazALI. saMkalpa kare e mahenata, basa. saMkalpa karavo paDe. saMkalpa vagara nA thAya. thoDIke ya mahenata kaMIka joIe. saMsAra e vagara mahenatanuM phaLa che. mATe bhogavo, paNa bhogavatAM AvaDavuM joIe. A jagatamAM to bhagavAne kahyuM ke jeTalI Avazyaka cIja che emAM jo tane kamI thAya to du:kha lAge, svAbhAvika rIte. atyAre havA ja baMdha thaI gaI hoya ene zvAsozvAsa ane guMgaLAmaNa thatI hoya to ApaNe kahIe ke du:kha che A lokone. zvAsozvAsa ne guMgaLAmaNa thAya evuM vAtAvaraNa thayuM hoya to duHkha kahevAya. bapora thAya, be-traNa vAgatAM sudhI khAvAnuM nA thAya to ApaNe jANIe ke Ane duHkha che kaMI. jenA vagara zarIra jIve nahIM evI Avazyaka cIjo, e nA maLe to ene du:kha kahevAya. A to che, DhagalebaMdha che, baLyuM ene bhogavatAM ya nathI ne bIjI vAtamAM ja paDyAM che. ene bhogavatA ja nathI. nA kazuM ya nahIM, enA bApanA sama jo bhogavyuM hoya to, kAraNa ke eka milamAlika jamavA bese to batrIsa bhAtanI rasoI hoya, paNa e milamAM muo hoya. zeThANI kahe ke bhajiyAM zAnAM banAvyAM che ? tyAre kahe, 'mane khabara nathI, tAre pUchapUcha nA karavuM'. evuM badhuM che A. (16) A jagata to evuM che. emAM bhogavanArAM ya hoya ne mahenata karanArAM ya hoya, badhuM bheLaseLa hoya. mahenata karanArAM ema jANe ke A 'huM karuM chuM.' eno emanAmAM ahaMkAra hoya. jyAre bhogavanArAMmAM e ahaMkAra nA hoya. tyAre Amane bhoktApaNAno rasa maLe. pelAM mahenata karanArAMne ahaMkArano garvarasa maLe. eka zeTha mane kahe, 'A mArA chokarAne kazuM kahone, mahenata karavI nathI. nirAMte bhogave che. meM kahyuM, 'kazuM kahevA jevuM ja nathI. e enI potAnA bhAganI puNya bhogavato hoya emAM ApaNe zuM karavA Dakho karIe?" tyAre e mane kahe ke, "emane DAhyA nathI karavA?" meM kahyuM, duniyAno kAyado evo che ke, hindustAnamAM jema barakata vagaranAM mANasa pAke tema lakSmI vadhatI jAya ane barakatavALo hoya tene rUpiyA nA AvavA de. eTale A to barakta vagaranA mANasone lakSmI bhegI thaI che. ne Tebala upara jamavAnuM maLe che. phakta kema khAvuM-pIvuM e nathI AvaDatuM. A kALanA jIvo bhoLA kahevAya. koI laI gayuM to ya kazuM nahIM. UMcI nAta, nIcI nAta, kazuM paDelI nahIM. evAM bhoLA eTale lakSmI bahu Ave. lakSmI to bahu jAgrata hoya tene ja nA Ave. bahu jAgrata hoya e bahu kaSAya karyA kare. Akho dahADo kaSAya karyA kare. A to jAgrata nahIM, kaSAya ja nahIM ne, koI bhAMjagaDa ja nahIMne ! lakSmI Ave tyAM, paNa vAparatAM nA AvaDe. bebhAnapaNAmAM jatI rahe badhI. (19) A nANuM je che ne atyAre, A nANuM badhuM ja khoTuM che. bahu jUja, thoDuM sAcuM nANuM che. be jAtanI puNya hoya che. eka pApAnubaMdhI puNya ke je adhogatimAM laI jAya, e puNya ane je urdhvagatimAM laI jAya e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. te evuM nANuM bahu ochuM rahyuM che. atyAre A rUpiyA je bahAra badhe dekhAya che ne, te pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA rUpiyA che, ane e to naya karma bAMdhe che, ane bhayaMkara adhogatimAM jaI rahyAM che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kevuM hoya ? niraMtara aMtarazAMti sAthe jAhojalAlI hoya, tyAM dharma hoya. AjanI lakSmI pApAnubaMdhI puNyanI che, eTale te kleza karAve evI che, enA karatAM ochI Ave te sAruM. gharamAM kleza to nA pese. Aje jyAM jyAM lakSmI pese che tyAM klezanuM vAtAvaraNa thaI jAya che. eka
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra bhAkharI ne zAka sAruM paNa batrIsa jAtanI rasoI kAmanI nahIM. A kALamAM to sAcI lakSmI Ave to eka ja rUpiyo, ohoho...... keTaluM sukha ApIne jAya ! puNyAnubaMdhI puNya to gharamAM badhAne sukha-zAMti ApIne jAya, gharamAM badhAne dharmanA ne dharmanA vicAro rahyA kare. muMbaImAM eka UMcA saMskArI kuTuMbanAM benane meM pUchyuM 'gharamAM kleza to nathI thato ne ?' tyAre e bena kahe, 'roja savAramAM klezanA nAstA hoya che !' meM kahyuM, 'tyAre tamAre nAstAnA paisA bacyA nahIM ?" bena kahe, 'nA to ya kADhavAnAM, pAuM ne mAkhaNa copaDatA javAnuM.' te kleze ya cAlu ne nAstA ya cAlu. alyA, kaI jAtanA jIvaDAo che ?! (20) haMmezAM jo lakSmI nirmaLa hoya to badhuM sAruM rahe, mana sAruM rahe. A lakSmI mAThI peThI che tenAthI kleza thAya che. ame nAnapaNamAM nakkI kareluM ke banatAM sudhI khoTI lakSmI pesavA ja nA devI. te Aje chAsaTha varSa thayAM paNa khoTI lakSmI pesavA nathI dIdhI tethI to gharamAM koI dahADo kleza Ubho thayo ya nathI. gharamAM nakkI kareluM ke ATalA paisAthI ghara calAvavuM. dhaMdho lAkho rUpiyA kamAya paNa A 'paTela' sarvisa karavA jAya to zuM pagAra maLe ? bahu tyAre chaso-sAtaso rUpiyA maLe. dhaMdho e to puNyanA khela che. mATe nokarImAM maLe eTalA ja paisA ghera vaparAya. bIjA to dhaMdhAmAM ja rahevA devAya, InkamaTekSavALAno kAgaLa thAya te ApaNe kahevuM, pelI rakama hatI te bharI do. kyAre kyo eTeka Ave tenuM kazuM ThekANuM nahIM. ane jo pelA paisA vAparI khAya to tyAM 'InkamaTekSavALAno eTeka' Avyo to ApaNe ahIM pelo 'eTeka' Ave. badhe eTeka pesI gayA che ne ? A jIvana kema kahevAya ? tamane kema lAge che ? bhUla lAge che ke nathI lAgatI ? te ApaNe bhUla bhAMgavAnI che. lakSmI sahaja bhAve bhegI thatI hoya to thavA devI. paNa tenA para Teko nA devo. Teko daIne 'hAza' karo, paNa kyAre e Teko khasI jAya e ! kahevAya nahIM. mATe cetIne cAlo ke jethI azAtA vedanIyamAM hAlI nA javAya. paisAno vyavahAra praznakartA : sugaMdhI sahitanI lakSmI, e kevI lakSmI hoya ? dAdAzrI : e lakSmI ApaNane saheje ya upAdhi nA karAvaDAve. gharamAM so rUpiyA paDyA hoya ne to ApaNane saheje ya upAdhi nA karAvaDAve. koI kaheze ke kAlathI khAMDano kaMTrola AvavAno che, to ya manamAM upAdhi nA thAya. upAdhi nahIM, hAyavoya nahIM. Ama vartana kevuM sugaMdhIvALuM, vANI kevI sugaMdhIvALI, ane ene paisA kamAvAno vicAra ja nA Ave evuM to puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hoya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavALI lakSmI hoya tene paisA pedA karavAnA vicAra ja nA Ave. A to badhI pApAnubaMdhI puNyanI lakSmI che. Ane to lakSmI ja nA kahevAya ! naryA pApanA ja vicAra Ave, 'kema karIne bheguM karavuM, kema karIne bheguM karavuM' e ja pApa che. tyAre kahe che ke, AgaLanA zeThiyAne tyAM lakSmI hatI e ? e lakSmI bheLI thatI hatI, bheLI karavI paDatI nahotI. jyAre A lokone to bheLuM karavuM paDe che. pelI lakSmI to, sahajabhAve AvyA kare, pote ema kahe ke, "he prabhu ! A rAjalakSmI mane svapne paNa na ho' chatAM ya e AvyA ja kare. zuM kahe ke AtmAlakSmI ho paNa A rAjalakSmI amane svapne paNa nA ho. to ya te AvyA kare, e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. (21) amane ya nahotuM gamatuM saMsAramAM. mArI vigata ja kahuM chuM ne. mane potAne koI cIjamAM rasa ja nahoto Avato. paisA Ape to ya bojo lAgyA kare. mArA potAnA rUpiyA Ape to ya mahIM bojo lAge. laI jatAM ya bojo lAge, lAvatAM ya bojo lAge. dareka bAbatamAM bojo lAge, A zAna thatAM pahelAM. (24) praznakartA : amArA vicAro evA che ke dhaMdhAmAM eTalA otaprota chIe ke lakSmIno moha jato ja nathI, emAM DUbyA chIe. dAdAzrI : tema chatAM pUrNa saMtoSa thato nathI ne ! jANe paccIsa lAkha bhegA karuM, pacAsa lAkha bhegA karuM, evuM rahyA kare che ne ?!
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra evuM che, paccIsa lAkha to huM paNa bhegA karavAmAM raheta paNa meM to hisAba kADhI joyelo ke A ahIM AyuSyanuM ekasTenzana maLatuM nathI. sone badale hajAreka varSa jIvavAnuM thatuM hoya to jANe ThIka ke mahenata karelI kAmanI. Ato enuM kaMI ThekANuM nathI. (24) eka svasattA che, bIjI parasattA che. svasattA ke jemAM pote paramAtmA thaI zake che. jyAre paisA kamAvAnI tamArA hAthamAM sattA nathI, parasattA che to paisA kamAvA sArA ke paramAtmA thavuM sAruM ? paisA koNa Ape che e huM jANuM chuM. paisA kamAvAnI sattA potAnA hAthamAM hoya ne to jhaghaDo karIne paNa game tyAMthI laI Ave. paNa e parasattA che. eTale game te karo to ya kazuM vaLe nahIM. eka mANase pUchayuM ke lakSmI zenA jevI che ? tyAre meM kahyuM ke UMgha jevI. keTalAne sUI jAya ke tarata UMgha AvI jAya ane keTalAkane AkhI rAta pAsAM ghase to ya UMgha nA Ave. ne keTalAka UMgha AvavA mATe goLIo khAya. eTale A lakSmI e tamArI sattAnI vAta nathI, e parasattA che. ane parasattAnI upAdhi ApaNe zuM karavAnI jarUra ? (25) eTale ame tamane kahIe ke paisA game eTalI mAthAkUTa karo to maLe evuM nathI. e 'ITa hepansa' che. hA ane tame emAM nimitta cho. korTamAM javuM-AvavuM e nimitta che. tamAre moDhe vANI nIkaLe che e badhuM nimitta che eTale tame AmAM bahu dhyAna nA Apo. enI meLe dhyAna apAI ja jaze ane AmAM tamane harakata Ave evuM nathI. A to manamAM ema mAnI beThA ke nA, huM nA houM to cAle ja nahIM. A korTe baMdha thaI jAya evuM mAnI beThAM cho. eTale evuM kazuM nathI. (ra6) A lakSmI bhegI thavI te ya keTalAMya kAraNo bhegAM thAya tyAre e lakSmI bhegI thAya tema che. koI DaoNkaTaranA phAdharane ahIM gaLe gaLapho bAjhayo hoyane, te DaoNkaTarane kahIe ke AvaDAM AvaDAM moTAM oparezano karyA to A gaLapho kADhI nAkhane. tyAre kahe, nA. kADhI nAkhIza te pahelAM marI jaze. eTale AmAM ATaluM ya cAle nahIM. eviDansa bhegA thayAM, paisAno vyavahAra badhA ! huM jJAnI banyo e to sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansanA AdhAre. A loko karoDAdhipati ya jAte nathI banyA. paNa e manamAM mAne che ke 'huM banyo', eTalI ja bhrAMti che, ane jJAnI puruSane bhrAMti nA hoya. jevuM hoya evuM kahI de ke bhAI AvuM thayuM hatuM. huM suratanA sTezana upara beTho hato, ne evuM thaI gayuM ane pelo mAne ke huM be karoDa kamAyo ane meM traNa strIo karI ! paNa A badhuM tame laIne AvyA cho. A to tamArA manamAM mAnI beThAM cho ke "nA, huM karuM chuM' eTaluM ja che. IgoIjhama che. ane te IgoIjhama zuM kare che ? AvatA bhavane mATe tamArI yojanA ghaDI rahyA cho. ema bhava pachI bhavanI yojanA karyA ja kare che jIva, eTale ene koI dahADo bhava aTakato ja nathI. yojanA baMdha thaI jAya tyAre ene mokSe javAnI taiyArI thAya. ekya jIva evo nahIM hoya ke je sukha nA khoLato hoya ! ane te ya pAchuM kAyamanuM sukha khoLe che. e ema jANe che ke lakSmIjImAM sukha che, paNa temAM ya mahIM baLatarA UbhI thAya che, baLatarA thavI ne kAyamanuM sukha maLavuM, e koI dahADo thAya ja nahIM. banne virodhAbhAsI che, AmAM lakSmIjIno doSa nathI. eno potAno ja doSa che. jagatanI badhI vastuo eka dahADo apriya thaI paDe ane AtmA to potAnuM svarUpa ja che, tyAM du:kha ja nA hoya. jagatamAM to paisA Apato hoya te ya apriya thAya. kyAM mUkavA pAchA, upAdhi thaI paDe. eTale paisA hoya to ya duHkha, nA hoya to ya duHkha, moTA pradhAna thayA to ya duHkha, garIba hoya to ya duHkha. bhikhArI hoya to ya du:kha, rAMDelIne du:kha, mAMDelIne duHkha, sAta bhAyaDAvALIne duHkha, du:kha, du:kha ne duHkha. amadAvAdanA zeThiyAone ya du:kha. enuM zuM kAraNa haze ? praznakartA : ene saMtoSa nathI. dAdAzrI : AmAM sukha hatuM ja kyAM che ? sukha hatuM ja nahIM AmAM. A to bhrAMtithI lAge che. jema dArU pIdhelo mANasa hoya, eno eka hAtha gaTaramAM paDyo hoya to ya kaheze, hA mahIM ThaMDaka lAge che. bahu sarasa che,
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra te dArune lIdhe evuM lAge che. bAkI AmAM sukha hoya ja kyAM AgaLa ? A to naryo eMThavADa che badho ! (27) A saMsAramAM sukha che ja nahIM. sukha hoya ja nahIM ne sukha hoya to to muMbaI AvuM nA hoya. sukha che ja nahIM. A to bhrAMtinuM sukha che ane te TempararI eDajesTamenTa che khAlI. nANAMno bojo rAkhavA jevo nathI. benkamAM jamA thAya eTale hAza kare ne jAya eTale duHkha thAya. A jagatamAM kazuM ja hAza karavA jevuM nathI, kAraNa ke TempararI che. mANasane zuM duHkha hoya che ? eka jaNa mane kahe ke mAre benkamAM kaMI nathI. sAva khAlI thaI gayo. nAdAra thaI gayo. meM pUchyuM, 'devuM keTaluM hatuM ?" te kahe, 'devuM na hatuM.' te nAdAra nA kahevAya. benkamAM hajAra be hajAra rUpiyA paDyA che. pachI meM kahyuM, 'vAIpha to che ne ?" te kahe ke vAIpha kaMI vecAya ? meM kahyuM, 'nA paNa tArI be AMkho che, te tAre be lAkhamAM vecavI che ?' A AMkho, A hAtha, paga, magaja, e badhI milakatanI tuM kiMmata to gaNa. benkamAM paiso ya nA hoya to ya tuM karoDAdhipati che. tArI keTalI badhI milakata che, te vecajo, heMDa. A be hAthe ya tuM nA vecuM. pAra vagaranI tArI milakata che. A badhI milakata samajIne tAre saMtoSa rAkhavAno. paisA AvyA ke nA AvyA paNa Teke khAvAnuM maLavuM joIe. praznakartA : jIvanamAM Arthika paristhiti nabaLI hoya tyAre zuM karavuM? dAdAzrI : eka varasa varasAda nA paDe to kheDUto zuM kahe che ke amArI Arthika sthiti khalAsa thaI gaI. evuM kahe ke nA kahe ? pachI pAchuM bIja varase varasAda Ave tyAre enuM sudharI jAya, eTale Arthika sthiti nabaLI hoya tyAre dhIraja rAkhavI joIe. kharca ocho karI nAkhavo joIe ane game te raste mahenata, prayatno vadhAre karavA joIe. eTale nabaLI paristhiti hoya tyAre ja A badhuM karavAnuM, bAkI paristhiti sArI paisAno vyavahAra hoya tyAre to enI meLe gADuM cAlyA kare. A dehane jarUra pUrato khorAka ja ApavAnI jarUra che, ene bIjuM kazuM jarUrI nathI ane nahIM to pachI A trimaMtro roja kalAka kalAka bolajo ne ! A bolazo eTale Arthika paristhiti sudharI jAya. eno upAya karavo joIe. upAya karIe eTale sudharI jAya. tamane A upAya gamaze ? A dAdA bhagavAnanuM eka kalAka nAma le to paisAnA DhagalA thAya. paNa evuM kare nahIM ne bAkI hajAro lokone paisA AvyA. hajAro lokonI aDacaNo gaI ! 'dAdA bhagavAnanuM nAma le ne, paisA nA Ave to te dAdA nhoya ! paNa A loko AvuM nAma de nahIM ne, pAchA ghera jaIne !! (29) lakSmI to kevI che ? kamAtAM du:kha, sAcavatAM du:kha, rakSaNa karatAM duHkha ane vAparatAM ya duHkha. ghera lAkha rUpiyA Ave eTale tene sAcavavAnI upAdhi thaI jAya. kaI benkamAM AnI sephasAIDa che e khoLavuM paDe ne pAchAM sagAM-vahAlAM jANe te tarata ja doDe, mitro badhA doDe, kahe are yAra mArA para ATalo vizvAsa nathI ? mAtra dasa hajAra joIe che, te pachI nA chUTake ApavA paDe. A to paisAno bharAvo thAya toya duHkha ne bhIDa thAya toya du:kha. A to normala hoya e ja sAruM, nahIM to pAchuM lakSmI vAparatAM ya duHkha thAya. lakSmIne sAcavatAM ya ApaNA lokone nathI AvaDatuM ane bhogavatAM ya nathI AvaDatuM. bhogavatI vakhate kaheze ke ATaluM badhuM mo? ATaluM moghuM levAya ? alyA, chAnomAno bhogavane ! paNa bhogavatI vakhate ya duHkha, kamAtA ya duHkha, loko herAna karatAM hoya temAM kamAvAnuM, keTalAka to ugharANInA paisA Ape nahIM eTale kamAtAM ya duHkha ane sAcavatAM ya duHkha. sAcava sAcava karIe to ya benkamAM rahe ja nahIM ne ! benkanA khAtAnuM nAma ja kreDiTa ane DebiTa, pUraNa ne galana ! lakSmI jAya, tyAre ya bahu du:kha Ape. (28)
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra 11 keTalAMka to InkamaTekSa pacAvIne besI gayelA hoya che. paccIsapaccIsa lAkha rUpiyA dabAvIne beThA hoya che. paNa e jANatA nathI ke badhA rUpiyA jatA raheze. pachI InkamaTekSavALA noTisa Apaze tyAre rUpiyA kyAMthI kADhaze ? A to narI phasAmaNa che. A UMce caDhelAne bahu jokhamadArI, paNa e jANato ja nathI ne ! ulaTuM Akho dahADo kema karIne InkamaTekSa bacAvuM e ja dhyAna. tethI ja ame kahIe chIe ne ke A to tiryaMcanI riTarna TikiTa lAvyAM che. (30) AkhA jagatanI mahenata ghANI kADhI kADhIne nakAmI jAya che, pelo baLadane khoLa Ape, tyAre ahIM bIbI hAMDavAnuM DhekuM Ape eTale cAlyuM, Akho dahADo baLadanI peThe ghANI kADha kADha kare che. (34) amadAvAdanA zeThiyAone be milo che, chatAM emano baphAro to ahIM AgaLa varNana na thAya evo che. babbe milo hoya chatAM e kyAre pheIla thaI jAya e kahevAya nahIM. Ama skulamAM pAsa sArI rIte thayA hatA, paNa ahIM AgaLa pheIla thaI jAya ! kAraNa ke eNe besTa phUlizanesa AdaravA mAMDI che. DIsaonesTI Ijha dhI besTa phUlizanesa ! A phUlizanesanI to hada hoyane ? ke besTa sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM ? te Aje besTa phUlizanesa sudhI pahoMcyA ! paisAno to meM hisAba kADhyo. meM kahyuM, "A paisA ApaNe vadhAra vadhAra karIe to keTalA sudhI jaze ?" pachI hisAba kADhyo ke ahIM AgaLa koIno naMbara pahelo lAgyo nathI A duniyAmAM. loko kahe che ke "phorDano pahelo naMbara che.' paNa to cAra varSa pachI ko'ka bIjAnuM nAma saMbhaLAtuM hoya. eTale koIno naMbara Takato nathI, vagara kAmanA ahIM doDadhAma karIe, Ano zo artha ? pahelA ghoDAne InAma hoya, bIjAne thoDuMka Ape ne trIjAne Ape. cothAne phINa kADhI kADhIne marI javAnuM ? meM kahyuM, 'A resakorsamAM huM kyAM UtaruM ?" te A loko to cotho, pAMcamo ke bAramo, somo naMbara Ape ne ! te alyA zuM karavA phINa kADhIye ApaNe ! phINa nA nIkaLe pachI ? pahelo AvavA doDyo ane Avyo bAramo, cA ya nA pAya pachI. tamane kema lAge che ? (37) paisAno vyavahAra lakSmI limiTeDa' che ane lokonI mAgaNI "analimiTeDa' che ! koIne viSayanI aTakaNa paDelI hoya, koIne mAnanI aTakaNa paDelI hoya, evI jAtajAtanI aTakaNa paDelI hoya che. eTale AvI rIte paisAnI aTakaNa paDelI hoya che, te savAramAM UThayo tyArathI paisAnuM dhyAna rahyA kare ! e ya moTI aTakaNa kahevAya. praznakartA : paNa paisA vagara cAlatuM nathI ne ! dAdAzrI : cAlatuM nathI, paNa paisA zenAthI Ave che te loko jANatAM nathI ane pAchaLa doDa doDa kare che. paisA to parasevAnI peThe Ave che. jema koIne parasevo vadhAre Ave ane koIne parasevo ocho Ave ane jema parasevo thayA vagara raheto nathI tevI rIte A paisA Ave ja che. lokone ! mAre to mULathI paisAnI aTakaNa ja nahotI. bAvIsa varSano hato tyArathI huM dhaMdho karato hato to ya mAre ghera je koI Avyo hoya te mArA dhaMdhAnI vAta koI jANatA ja nahotA. UlaTo huM ene pUcha-pUcha karuM tame zI aDacaNamAM AvyA cho ? (41) paiso to yAda Avavo te ya bahu jokhama che, tyAre paisAnI bhajanA karavI e keTaluM badhuM jokhama haze ? (42) mANasa eka jagyAe bhajanA karI zake, kAM to paisAnI bhajanA karI zake ne kAM to AtmAnI. be jagyAe eka mANasano upayoga rahe nahIM. be jagyAe upayoga zI rIte rahe ? eka ja jagyAe upayoga rahe. te have zuM thAya ? eka zeTha maLelA. Ama lAkhopati hatA. mArA karatAM paMdara varSe moTA, paNa mArI joDe bese-UThe. e zeThane eka dahADo meM kahyuM ke, "zeTha, A chokarAM, badhAM koTa-pATaluna paherIne phare che ne tame eka ATalI dhotI ne beu DhIMcaNa ughADA dekhAya evuM kema pahero cho ?" e zeTha derAsara darzana karavA jatA hoya ne, to Ama ughADA dekhAya. ATalI dhotI te laMgoTI (43)
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________________ 13 14 paisAno vyavahAra mahenata kare che ! juo ne saMDAsamAM ya be kAma kare che. dADhI ne beu kare ! eTalo badho lobha hoya ! A to badhuM InDiyana pajhala kahevAya ! paisAno vyavahAra mArIne jAya evuM lAge. ATalI baMDI ne sapheda TopI, te darzana karavA doDadhAma karatA jAya. meM kahyuM ke, "mane lAge che ke A badhuM joDe laI jazo ?" tyAre mane kahe ke, "nA laI javAya aMbAlAlabhAI. joDe nA laI javAya !' meM kahyuM, 'tame to akkalavALA, amane paTelone samajaNa nahIM. ne tame to akkalavALI koma, kaMI khoLI kADhayuM haze !' to kahe ke, "nA koIthI ya nA laI javAya." pachI emanA dIkarAne pUchayuM ke, "bApA to AvuM kahetA hatA,' tyAre e kahe che ke, "e to sAruM che ke joDe laI nathI javAtuM. jo joDe laI javAtuM hoya ne to mArA bApA traNa lAkhanuM devuM amAre mAthe mUkIne jAya evA che ! mArA bApA to bahu pAkA che. eTale nathI laI javAtuM e ja sAruM che, nahIM to bApA to traNa lAkhanuM devuM mUkIne amane rakhaDAvI mAre. mAre to koTapATalUne ya paheravAnAM nA rahe. joDe laI javAtuM hota ne, to amane paravArI devaDAve evA pAkA che !" (43) praznakartA : muMbaInA zeThiyA be naMbaranA paisA bhegA karatA hoya enAthI zuM IphekTa thAya ? dAdAzrI : enAthI karmano baMdha paDe. e to be naMbaranA ne eka naMbaranA hoya. te kharA khoTA paisA e badhA karmano baMdha pADe. karmano baMdha to ema ne ema paNa paDe. jyAM sudhI AtmajJAna nA thAya tyAM sudhI karmano baMdha paDe che. bIjuM kazuM pUchavAnuM che ? be naMbaranA paisAthI kharAba baMdha paDe. A jAnavaranI gatimAM javuM paDe, pazuyonimAM javuM paDe. praznakartA : A loko paisA pAchaLa paDyA che to saMtoSa kema nathI rAkhatA ? dAdAzrI : ApaNane koI kahe ke saMtoSa rAkhajo to ApaNe kahIe ke bhAI, tame kema rAkhatA nathI ne mane kaho cho ? vastusthitimAM saMtoSa rAkhyo rahe evo nathI. temAM ya koIno kahelo rahe evo nathI. saMtoSa to jeTaluM jJAna hoya eTalA pramANamAM enI meLe svAbhAvika rIte saMtoSa rahe ja. saMtoSa e karavA jevI cIja nathI. e to pariNAma che. jevI tame parIkSA ApI haze tevuM pariNAma Ave. evI rIte jeTaluM jJAna haze eTaluM pariNAma saMtoSa rahe. saMtoSa rahe eTalA mATe to A loka ATalI badhI te mahIM vakIlo to saMDAsamAM besIne dADhI kare che ane emanAM vAIpha mane kahetAM hatAM ke amArI joDe koI dahADo bolyA nathI. tyAre kevAM e ekAMtika thaI gayelAM. eka ja bAju, A ja khUNo ane pachI doDa-doDa hoya che ne ! lakSmI Ave ne to tyAM nAkhI Ave pAchAM. le ! ahIM AgaLa gAya dohIne tyAM gadheDAne pAI de ! (45) A kaLiyugamAM paisAno lobha karIne potAno avatAra bagADe che, ne manuSyapaNAmAM ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna thayA kare, te manuSyapaNuM jatuM rahe. moTAM moTAM rAja bhogavI bhogavIne Avyo che, A kaMI sAva bhikhArI nhotA, paNa atyAre mana bhikhArI jevuM thaI gayuM che. te A joIe ne te joIe thayA kare che. nahIM to jenuM mana dharAyeluM hoya, tene kazuM ya nA Apo to ya rAjezrI hoya. paiso evI vastu che ke mANasane lobha bhaNI draSTi karAve che. lakSmI to vera vadhAranArI vastu che. enAthI dUra jeTaluM rahevAya eTaluM uttama ane vaparAya to sArA kAmamAM vaparAI jAya to sArI vAta che. paisA to jeTalA AvavAnA haze eTalA ja Avaze. dharmamAM paDaze to ya eTalA Avaze ne adharmamAM paDaze to ya eTalA Avaze. paNa adharmamAM paDaze to durupayoga thaze ne duHkhI thaze, ane A dharmamAM sadupayoga thaze ne sukhI thaze ane mokSe javAze te vadhArAnuM. bAkI paisA to ATalA ja AvavAnA. paisA mATe vicAra karavo e eka kuTeva che. e kevI kuTeva che ? ke eka mANasane tAva bahu caDhayo hoya ane ApaNe tene varALa ApIne tAva utArIe. varALa ApI eTale tene parasevo bahu thaI jAya, evuM pachI pelAM roja varALa ApIne parasevo kADha kADha kare to enI sthiti zuM thAya ? pelo Ama jANe ke A rIte eka dahADo mane bahu phAyado thayelo, mAruM zarIra halakuM thaI gayeluM, te have A rojanI Teva rAkhavI che. roja varALa
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________________ 16 paisAno vyavahAra 15 le ne parasevo kADha kADha kare to zuM thAya ? (45) lakSmI e to bAya proDakaTa che. jema ApaNo hAtha sAro raheze ke paga sAro raheze ? eno rAtadahADo vicAra karavo paDe che ? nA, zAthI ? hAthapaganI ApaNane jarUra nathI ? che, paNa eno vicAra karavo paDato nathI. evI rIte lakSmIno vicAra karavAno nahIM. e ya ApaNane ahIM AgaLa hAtha duHkhato hoya te enI marAmata pUrato vicAra karavo paDe che, evuM koI vakhata vicAra karavo paDe te tAtkAlika pUrato ja, pachI vicAra ja nahIM karavAno, bIjI bhAMjagaDamAM nahIM utaravAnuM. lakSmInA svataMtra dhyAnamAM utarAtuM haze ? lakSmInuM dhyAna eka bAju che, to bIjI bAju bIjuM dhyAna cUkIe chIe. svataMtra dhyAnamAM to lakSmI zuM, strInA ya dhyAnamAM nA utarAya. strInA dhyAnamAM utare to strI jevo thaI jAya ! lakSmInA dhyAnamAM utare to caMcaLa thaI jAya. lakSmI pharatI ne e ya pharato ! lakSmI to badhe pharyA kare niraMtara, evo e ya badhe pharyA kare. lakSmInuM dhyAna ja nA karAya. moTAmAM moTuM raudradhyAna che e to, e ArtadhyAna nathI, raudradhyAna che ! kAraNa ke potAnA ghera khAvApIvAnuM che, badhuM ya che, paNa lakSmInI hajI vadhu AzA rAkhe che, eTale eTaluM bIjAne tyAM khUTI paDe. bIjAne tyAM khUTI paDe evuM pramANabhaMga nA karo. nahIM to tame gunegAra cho. enI meLe sahaja Ave enA gunegAra tame nathI ! sahaja to pAMca lAkha Ave ke pacAsa lAkha Ave. paNa pAchuM AvyA pachI lakSmIne AMtarI rakhAya nahIM. lakSmI to zuM kahe che ? amane AMtarAya nahIM, jeTalI AvI eTalI ApI do. nANAMnA aMtarAya kyAM sudhI hoya ? jyAM sudhI kamAvAnI IcchA hoya tyAM sudhI. nANAM tarapha durlakSa thayuM eTale e DhagalebaMdha Ave. paisAno vyavahAra be moTaro che ne beMka belensa paNa khAsuM che. to mAre keTaluM rAkhavuM ?' meM kahyuM, 'jo bhAI, darekanI jarUriyAta keTalI hovI joIe teno khyAla tenA janma vakhate keTalI jAhojalAlI hatI tenA uparathI AkhI jiMdagI mATenuM dhoraNa tuM nakkI kara. te ja daraasala niyama che. A to badhuM ekasesamAM jAya che ane ekasesa to jhera che, marI jaIza !' (49) dareka mANasane potAnA gharamAM AnaMda Ave. jhUMpaDAvALAne baMgalAmAM AnaMda nA Ave ane baMgalAvALAne jhUMpaDAmAM AnaMda nA Ave. enuM kAraNa enI buddhino Azaya. je jevuM buddhinA AzayamAM bharI lAvyo hoya tevuM ja tene maLe. buddhinA AzayamAM je bhareluM hoya tenA be phoTA paDe : (1) pApaphaLa ane (2) puNyaphaLa. buddhinA AzayanuM dareke vibhAjana karyuM te 100 TakAmAMthI moTA bhAganA TakA moTara, baMgalA, chokarAchokarIo ane vahu e badhAM mATe bharyuM. te e badhuM meLavavA puNya emAM kharcAI gayuM ane dharmane mATe mAMDa eka ke be TakA ja buddhinA AzayamAM bharyA. buddhinA AzayamAM lakSmI prApta karavI che ema bharI lAvyo. te enuM puNya vaparAyuM to lakSmInA Dhagale DhagalA thAya. bIjo buddhinA AzayamAM lakSmI prApta karavI evuM laIne to Avyo paNa temAM puNya kAma lAgavAne badale pApaphaLa sAmuM AvyuM. te lakSmIjI moTuM ja nA dekhADe. alyA, A to eTalo badho cokhe cokhkho hisAba che ke koInuM jarAya cAle tema nathI. tyAre A akkaramIo ema mAnI le che ke huM dasa lAkha rUpiyA kamAyo. alyA, A to puNya vaparAI ane te ya avaLe raste. enA karatAM tAro buddhino Azaya pherava. dharma mATe ja buddhino Azaya bAMdhavA jevo che. A jaDa vastuo moTara, baMgalA, reDio e badhAnI bhujanA karI tenA ja mATe buddhino Azaya bAMdhavA jevo nathI. dharma mATe ja Atmadharma mATe ja buddhino Azaya rAkho. atyAre tamane je prApta che te bhale ho, paNa have to mAtra Azaya pheravIne saMpUrNa 100 TakA dharma mATe ja rAkho. ame amArA buddhinA AzayamAM 100 TakA dharma ane jagata kalyANanI bhAvanA lAvyA chIe. bIje kyAM ya amAruM puNya kharcAyuM ja khAvAnI jarUra nathI ? saMDAsa javAnI jarUra nathI ? tema lakSmInI paNa jarUra che. saMDAsa jema saMbhAryA sivAya thAya che, tema lakSmI paNa saMbhAryA sivAya Ave che. eka jamInadAra mArI pAse Avyo te mane pUchavA lAgyo ke "jIvana jIvavA mATe keTaluM joIe ? mAre ghera hajAra vIghA jamIna che, baMgalo che. (48)
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra nathI. paisA, moTara, baMgalA, dIkaro, chokarI kyAM ya nahIM. amane je je maLyA ane jJAna laI gayA, temaNe be-pAMca TakA dharma mATe - muktine mATe nAkhelA, tethI ame maLyA. ame soe so TakA dharmamAM nAkhyA, tethI badhethI ja amane dharma mATe 'no oblekazana sarTiphikeTa' maLyuM (53) koI bahArano mANasa mArI pAse vyavahArathI salAha levA Ave ke, "huM game teTalI mAthAkUTa karuM chuM to ya kazuM vaLatuM nathI." eTale huM kahuM, 'atyAre tAro udaya pApano che. te koIne tyAMthI UchInA rUpiyA lAvIza to rastAmAM tAruM gajavuM kapAI jaze ! mATe atyAre tuM ghera besIne nirAMte tuM je zAstra vAMcato hoya te vAMca ne bhagavAnanuM nAma lIdhA kara." pApanuM pUraNa kare che te jyAre galana thaze tyAre khabara paDaze ! tyAre tArAM hAjAM gagaDI jaze ! devatA upara beThAM hoIe tevuM lAgaze !! puNyanuM pUraNa karIza tyAre khabara paDaze ke kevI ora majA Ave che ! mATe jenuM jenuM pUraNa karo te joI vicArIne karajo, ke galana thAya tyAre pariNAma kevuM thAya che ! pUraNa karatAM satata khyAla rAkhajo, pApa karatAM, koIne chetarIne paiso bhego karatAM satata khyAla rAkhajo ke e ya galana thavAnuM che. e paiso benkamAM mUkazo to te ya javAno to che ja. enuM ya galana to thaze ja. ane e paiso bhego karatAM je pApa karyuM, je raudradhyAna karyuM, te tenI kalamo sAthe AvavAnuM te vadhArAmAM ane jyAre tenuM galana thaze tyAre tArI zI dazA thaze ? kudarata zuM kahe che ? eNe keTalA rUpiyA vAparyA e amAre tyAM jovAtuM nathI. e to vedanIya zuM bhogavI ? zAtA ke azAtA, eTaluM ja amAre ahIM AgaLa jovAya che. rUpiyA nahIM hoya to ya zAtA bhogavaze ne rUpiyA haze to ya azAtA bhogavaze, eTale zAtA ke azAtA vedanIya bhogave che, teno rUpiyA upara AdhAra nathI raheto. atyAre ApaNe thoDIka Avaka hoya, bilakula zAMti hoya, kazI paisAno vyavahAra bhAMjagaDa nathI. te ApaNe kahIe ke, "heMDo, bhagavAnanAM darzana karI AvIe !" ane A paisA kamANI karavA rahelA, te to A agiyAra lAkha rUpiyA kamAya teno vAMdho nathI, paNa pacAsa hajAra hamaNAM khoTa javAnI thAya ke azAtA vedanIya UbhI thAya ! "alyA, agiyAra lAkhamAMthI pacAsa hajAra bAda karI nAkha ne !' tyAre kaheze ke, "nA e to mahIM rakama ochI thAya ne !' tyAre alyA, rakama tuM kone kahe che ? kyAMthI A rakama AvI ? e to javAbadArIvALI rakama hatI, eTale ochuM thAya tyAre buma nA pADIza. A to rakama vadhe tyAre tuM rAjI thAya che ane ochI thAya tyAre ? are, sAcI mUDI to "mahIM" beThI che ene zuM karavA hArTapheIla karIne mUDI AkhI dhoI nAkhavA phare che !! hArTapheIla kare to mUDI AkhI khalAsa thAya ke nahIM ? - dasa lAkha rUpiyA bApa chokarAne ApyA hoya ane bApo kaheze ke, 'have huM AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvuM !" tyAre have, e chokaro kAyama dArUmAM, mAMsAhAramAM, zerabajAramAM, badhAmAM e paisA khoI nAkhe. kAraNa ke je paisA khoTe raste bhegA thayA che, te potAnI pAse rahe nahIM. Aje to sAcuM ja nANuM, sAcI mahenatanuM ja nANuM rahetuM nathI, te khoTuM nANuM zI rIte rahe ? eTale puNyanuM nANuM joIze, jemAM apramANiktA nA hoya, dAnata cokhkhI hoya. evuM nANuM hoya to te ja sukha Apaze. nahIM to atyAre duSamakALanuM nANuM, e ya puNyanuM ja kahevAya che, paNa pApAnubaMdhI puNyanuM, te naya pApa ja baMdhAve ! (57) eka miniTa paNa rahevAya nahIM evo A saMsAra ! jabarajasta puNya hoya che to paNa mahIM aMtaradAha zamAto nathI; aMtaradAha niraMtara baLyA ja karato hoya che ! cogaradamathI badhA pharsTa klAsa saMyogo hoya to paNa aMtaradAha cAlu hoya, te have kema maTe ? puNya paNa chevaTe khalAsa thaI jAya. duniyAno niyama che ke purve khalAsa thAya eTale zuM thAya ? pApano udaya thAya. A to aMtaradAha che. pApanA udaya vakhate bahArano dAha Ubho thaze te ghaDIe tArI zI dazA thaze ? mATe ceto, ema bhagavAna kahe che. A to pUraNa-galana svabhAvanuM che. jeTaluM pUraNa thayuM eTaluM pachI (56)
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra galana thavAnuM. ne galana nA thAta ne to ya upAdhi thaI jAya. paNa galana thAya che eTaluM pAchuM khavAya che. A zvAsa lIdho e pUraNa karyuM ane ucchavAsa kADhyo e galana che. badhuM puraNa galana svabhAvanuM che eTale ame zodhakhoLa karI che ke 'bhIDa nahIM ne bharAvoya nahIM ! amAre kAyama lakSmInI bhIDeya nahIM ne bharAvo paNa nahIM !" bhIDavALA sukAI jAya ane bharAvAvALAne sojA caDhe. bharAvo eTale zuM ke lakSmIjI be-traNa varasa sudhI khase ja nahIM. lakSmIjI to cAlatI bhalI, nahIM to du:khadAyaka thaI paDe. (58) mAre koI dahADo bhIDa paDI nathI ne bharAvo thayo nathI. lAkha AvatAM pahelAM to kaMI ne kaMI bomba Ave ne te vaparAI jAya. eTale bharAvo to thato ja nathI koI dahADo, ane bhIDa paNa paDI nathI. (59) praznakartA : lakSmI zAthI khUTe che ? dAdAzrI : corIothI. jyAM mana-vacana-kAyAthI corI nahIM thAya tyAM lakSmIjI mahera kare. lakSmIno aMtarAya corIthI che. Trika ane lakSmIne vera. sthaLa corI baMdha thAya tyAre to UMcI nAtamAM janma thAya. paNa sUkSma corI eTale ke Tiko kare e to hArDa raudradhyAna che, ane enuM phaLa narkagati che. A kapaDuM kheMcIne Ape e hArDa raudradhyAna che. Triko to hovI ja nA joIe. Triko karI kone kahevAya ? 'bahu cokhkho mAla che' kahIne bheLaseLavALo mAla ApIne khuza thAya. ne jo ApaNe kahIe ke, "AvuM to karAtuM haze ?" to e kahe ke, "e to ema ja karAya." paNa prAmANikapaNAnI IcchAvALAe zuM kahevuM joIe ke 'mArI IcchA to sAro mAla ApavAnI che. paNa mAla Avo che e laI jAva." ATaluM kahe to paNa jokhamadArI ApaNI nahIM ! eTale A badhA kyAM sudhI prAmANika che ? ke jyAM sudhI kALAbajArano ene adhikAra prApta thayo nathI. (61) praznakartA H A lakSmIjI je kamAya che te keTalA pramANamAM kamAvI joIe ? 20 paisAno vyavahAra dAdAzrI : A evuM kazuM nahIM. A savAramAM roja nAhavuM paDe che ne ? chatAM paNa koI vicAre che ke eka loTo ja maLaze to zuM karIza ? evI rIte lakSmIno vicAra nA Avavo joIe. doDha Dola maLaze eTaluM nakkI ja che ane be loTA e paNa nakkI ja che. emAM koI vadhAre-ochuM karI zakato nathI. mATe mana, vacana, kAyAe karIne lakSmI mATe tuM prayatna karaje, IcchA nA karIza, A lakSmIjI to beMka belensa che, te beMkamAM jamA haze to maLaze ne ? koI lakSmInI IcchA kare to lakSmIjI kahe ke, tAre A julAImAM paisA AvavAnA hatA te AvatA julAImAM maLaze." ane jo kahe ke "mAre paisA nathI joItA' to e ya moTo guno che. lakSmIjIno tiraskAre ya nahIM ne, IcchA ya nahIM karavI joIe. emane to namaskAra karavA joIe. emano to vinaya rAkhavo joIe, kAraNa ke e to heDa ophisamAM che. lakSmIjI to ene TAIma kALa pAke tyAre Ave tema ja che. A to icchAthI aMtarAya paDe che. lakSmIjI kahe che ke, "je TAIme je lattAmAM rahevAnuM hoya te TAIme ja rahevuM joIe, ane ame TAIma TAIma mokalI ja daIe chIe. tArA dareka DrAphaTa vagere badhAM ja TAImasara AvI jaze. paNa joDe mArI icchA nA karIza. kAraNa ke kAyadesara hoya che tene vyAja sAthe mokalAvI daIe chIe. je icchA nA kare tene samayasara mokalIe chIe. bIjuM lakSmIjI zuM kahe che ? ke, 'tAre mokSe javuM hoya to hakanI lakSmI maLe te ja leje, koInI ya lakSmI jhUMTavIne ThagIne nA laIza." (62) A lakSmIjI jyAre amane bhegAM thAya che tyAre ame temane kahI daIe chIe ke vaDodare mAmAnI poLa ne charuM ghara, jyAre anukULa Ave tyAre padhArajo ane jyAre javuM hoya tyAre jajo. tamAruM ja ghara che. padhArajo. eTaluM ame kahIe. ame vinaya nA cUkIe. (63) bIjI vAta ke lakSmIjIne tarachoDa nA marAya. keTalAka kahe che ke "hama ko nahIM cAhIe, lakSmIjI ko to hama Taca bhI nahIM karatA" e lakSmIjIne nA aDe teno vAMdho nathI. paNa Ama je vANIthI bole che ne bhAvamAM ema varte che e jokhama che. bIjA keTalA ya avatAra lakSmIjI vagara rakhaDe che. lakSmIjI to 'vItarAga' che, 'acetana vastu che. pote tene tarachoDa nA
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra che. bAya-proDakazananuM nA kholAya. meIna-proDakazana eTale mokSanuM sAdhana 'jJAnI puruSa' pAsethI prApta karI le. pachI saMsAranuM bAya-proDakazana to enI meLe maphatamAM Avaze ja. bAya-proDakTa mATe to anaMta avatAra bagADyA, durbAna karIne ! eka phera mokSa pAmI jA to tophAna pUruM thAya paisAno vyavahAra 21 mAravI joIe. koIne paNa tarachoDa karI, pachI te cetana haze ke acetana haze, teno meLa nahIM khAya. ame 'aparigrahI chIe' evuM bolIe, paNa 'lakSmIjIne kyAre ya nahIM a' tevuM nA bolIe. lakSmIjI to AkhI duniyAmAMnA vyavahAranuM 'nAka' kahevAya. 'vyavasthita' nA niyamanA AdhAre badhAM devadevIo goThavAyelAM che. mATe kyAreya tarachoDa nA marAya. (64) lakSmIno tyAga nathI karavAno, paNa ajJAnatAno tyAga karavAno che. keTalAka lakSmIno tiraskAra kare che. te koIpaNa vastuno tiraskAra karo to te kyAre ya pAchI bhegI ja nA thAya, niHspRha ekalo thAya e to moTAmAM moTuM gAMDapaNa che. saMsArI bhAvomAM ame niHspRhI ane AtmAnA bhAvomAM saspRhI. saspRhI niHspRhI haze to ja mokSe jaze. mATe dareka prasaMgane vadhAvI lejo. A kALuM nANuM kevuM kahevAya e samajAvuM. A relanuM pANI ApaNA gharamAM pesI jAya to ApaNane khuzI thAya ke ghera beThAM pANI AvyuM. te e rela utaraze tyAre pANI to cAlyuM jaze ne pachI je kAdava raheze te kAdavane dhoIne kADhatAM kADhatAM to tAro dama nIkaLI jaze. A kALuM nANuM relanAM pANI jevuM che. te rome rome kaiDIne jaze. mATe mAre zeThiyAone kahevuM paDyuM ke cetIne cAlajo. jyAM sudhI koI divasa ADo dhaMdho zarU nA thAya tyAM sudhI lakSmIjI jAya nahIM. ADo rasto e lakSmI javA mATenuM nimitta che ! A kALa kevo che ? A kALanA lokone to atyAre kyAMthI mAla laI AvuM, kema bIjAnuM paDAvI lauM, zI rIte bheLaseLavALo mAla Apavo, aNahakkanA viSayone bhogave ne AmAMthI navarAza maLe to bIjuM kaMI khoLe ne ? AnAthI sukha kaMI vadhyAM nahIM. sukha to kyAre kahevAya ? meIna proDakazana kare to. A saMsAra to bAya proDakTa che, pUrve kaMI kareluM hoya tenAthI deha maLyo. bhautika cIjo maLI, strI maLe, baMgalA maLe. jo mahenatathI maLatuM hota to to majUrane ya maLe, paNa tema nathI. AjanA lokomAM samajaNaphera thaI che. tethI A bAya-proDakazananAM kArakhAnAM kholyAM A bhautika sukha karatAM alaukika sukha hovuM joIe ke je sukhamAM ApaNane tRpti vaLe. A laukika sukha to ajaMpo vadhAre ulaTo ! je dahADe pacAsa hajArano vakaro thAya ne, te gaNI gaNIne ja magaja badhuM khalAsa thaI jAya. magaja to eTaluM badhuM akaLAmaNavALuM thaI gayuM hoya ke khAvApIvAnuM game nahIM. kAraNa ke mAre ya vakaro Avato hato, te meM badho joyelo, A magajamAM kevuM thaI jatuM te ! A to mArA anubhavanI bahAra nathI ne kaMI ? huM to A samudramAMthI tarIne bahAra nIkaLyo chuM. eTale huM badhuM jANuM chuM ke tamane zuM thatuM haze ? vadhAre rUpiyA Ave tyAre vadhAre akaLAmaNa thAya, magaja Dala thaI jAya ne kazuM yAda nA rahe, ajaMpo ajaMpo ajaMpo rahyA kare. A to noTo gaNa gaNa kare, paNa e noTo ahIM ne ahIM rahI gaI badhI ne gaNanArAM gayAM ! paisA to kahe che ke, "tAre samajavuM hoya to samajI le je, ame rahIzuM ne tuM jaIza " mATe ApaNe enI joDe kaMI vera nathI bAMdhavuM. paisAne ApaNe kahIe, Avo bA, enI jarUra che ! badhAMnI jarUra to che ne ? paNa enI pAchaLa ja tanmayAkAra rahe ! to gaNanArA gayA ane paisA rahyAM. chatAM gaNavuM paDe te ya chUTako ja nahIM ne ! ko'ka ja zeThiyo evo hoya ke mahetAjIne kahe ke, 'bhaI, mane to khAtI vakhate aDacaNa karazo nahIM, tamArA paisA nirAMte gaNIne tijorImAM mUkavA ne tijorImAMthI levA. emAM Dakho nA kare evo ko'ka zeThiyo hoya ! hindustanamAM evA be-pAMca zeThiyAo nirlepa rahe evA hoya ! te mArA jevA !! huM koI dahADo paisA gaNuM nahIM !! A zuM Dakho ! A lakSmIjIne Aje meM vIsa vIsa varSathI hAthamAM nathI jhAlyAM to ja ATalo AnaMda rahe ne ! lakSmIjIno vyavahAra che tyAM sudhI jarUra rahe che, tenI nA nathI. tenI mahIM tanmayAkAra nA thavAya. tanmayAkAra nArAyaNamAM thAva, lakSmIjI
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra ekalAMnI pAchaLa paDIe to nArAyaNa ciDhAyA kare. lakSmInArAyaNanuM to maMdira che ne ! lakSmIjI kaMI jevI tevI vastu che ? rUpiyA kamAtA je AnaMda thAya che tevo ja AnaMda kharca karatI vakhate thavo ja joIe. tyAre e bole ke ATalA kharcAI gayA !! paisA vaparAI jaze evI jAgRti rakhAya ja nahIM. je vakhate je ghasAya te kharuM tethI paisA vAparavAnuM kaheluM, ke jethI karIne lobha chUTe ne pharI pharI apAya. 24 paisAno vyavahAra ApaNI lakSmI ja bhogave che ke, ApaNe chokarAone kahIe ke tame mArI lakSmI bhogavI. tyAre e kaheze, 'tamArI zenI ? ame amArI ja bhogavIe chIe.' evuM bole. eTale gaTaramAM ja gayuM ne badhuM ! A duniyAne yathArtha - jema che tema - jANIe to jIvana jIvavA jevuM che, yathArtha jANIe to saMsArI ciMtA upAdhi hoya nahIM. eTale jIvavA jevuM lAge pachI ! (0). bhagavAne kahyuM ke hisAba mAMDazo nahIM. bhaviSyakALanuM jJAna hoya to hisAba mAMDajo. alyA, hisAba mAMDavo hoya to kAle marI jaIza evo hisAba mAMDa ne ?! (69) rUpiyAno niyama kevo che ke amuka divasa Take ne pachI jAya, jAya ne jAya ja. e rUpiyo phare kharo, pachI e napho laI Ave, khoTa laI Ave ke vyAja laI Ave, paNa phare kharo. e besI nA rahe, e svabhAvano ja caMcaLa che. eTale A upara caDhelo te pachI upara ene phasAmaNa lAge. UtaratI vakhate utarAya nahIM, caDhatI vakhate to hoMze hoMze caDhI javAya. caDhatI vakhate to hoMzamAM Ama jhAlI jhAlIne caDhe, paNa UtaratI vakhate to pelI bilADI moTuM mATalImAM ghAle, jora karIne ghAle ne pachI kADhatI vakhate kevuM thAya ? tevuM thAya. A anAja che te traNa-pAMca varSamAM nirjIva thaI jAya, pachI Uge nahIM. pahelAM to lakSmI pAMca peDhI to Take, traNa peDhI to Take. A to lakSmI eka peDhI ja TakatI nathI, A lakSmI kevI che ? eka peDhI ya TakatI nathI. enI hAjarImAM ne hAjarImAM Ave ne hAjarImAM jatI rahe. evI A lakSmI che. A to pApAnubaMdhI puNyanI lakSmI che. thoDI ghaNI mahIM puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI lakSmI hoya, te tamane ahIM AvavA preraNA kare, ahIM bhegA kare ne tamane ahIM kharca karAvaDAve. sArA mArge lakSmI jAya. nahIM to A dhULadhANImAM jatuM rahevAnuM. badhuM gaTaramAM ja jatuM raheze. A chokarAMo [2] lakSmI saMge saMkaLAyelo vyavahAra zrImaMtAI zuM karyuM hoya to Ave ? keTalI badhI lokone mATe helpa karI hoya tyAre lakSmI ApaNe tyAM Ave ! nahi to lakSmI Ave nahIM. lakSmI to ApavAnI IcchAvALAne tyAM ja Ave. je ghasAI chUTe che, chetarAya, nobiliTI vApare, ene lakSmI Ave. jatI rahelI Ama lAge kharI, paNa AvIne pAchI tyAM ja UbhI rahe. (74) paisA kamAvavA mATe puNyanI jarUra che. buddhithI to UlaTAM pApo baMdhAya. buddhithI paisA kamAvA jAva to pApa baMdhAya. mAre buddhi nahIM eTale pApa baMdhAya nahIM. amArAmAM buddhi eka senTa parasenTa nahi ! (75) - dayALu, lAgaNIvALo svabhAva mAro ! ugharANI karavA gayo houM to ApIne AvuM !!! Ama ugharANI karavA to jAuM ja nahIM koI dahADo. ugharANI karavA jAuM to te dahADe emane kaMI bhIDa paDI hoya to ulaTo ApIne AvuM. mAre gajavAmAM kAle vAparavAnA hoya te ya ApIne AvuM ! te kAle vAparavAmAM huM mUMjhAuM ! evI rIte mAruM jIvana gayuM che. praznakartA : vadhAre paisA hoya to moha thaI jAya ema ? vadhAre paisA hoya e dArU jevuM ja che ne !
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________________ 26 (76) paisAno vyavahAra 25 dAdAzrI : darekano kepha caDhe. jo kepha nA caDhato hoya to paisA vadhAre thayelA hoya to vAMdho nathI. paNa kepha caDhe eTale dArUDiyo thayo, pachI khumArImAM ne khumArImAM bhamyA kare loko ! lokone tiraskAra kare, A garIba che, Ama che. A moTo zrImaMta ne lokone garIba kahenAro ! pote zrImaMta ! kyAre garIbI Ave e kahevAya nahIM mANasane. tame kaho cho evuM ja. badho kepha caDhI jAya. AkhI jiMdagI AkhA jagatanA loko Ama nANAM pAchaLa paDyA che ane koI nANAMthI dharAyelo dekhAyo evo meM joyo nathI. to gayuM kyAM A badhuM ? eTale ApaNuM badhuM ThokAThoka cAle che. dharmano to akSare ya samajatA nathI ane badhuM cAlyA kare che. eTale muzkelI Ave tyAre kema karavuM te emane nA AvaDe. Dolara AvavA mAMDe te vakhate kudAkuda karyA kare. paNa pAchI muzkelI Ave tyAre kema eno nikAla karavo te AvaDe nahIM eTale naya pApo ja bAMdhI de, te ghaDIe pApa nA baMdhAya ne TAIma kADhI nAkhavo ema jANavuM enuM nAma dharma. eTale hamezAM sanarAIjha thavAno, sanaseTa thavAno, evo duniyAno niyama. te A karmanA udaya ne paisA vadhyA ja kare enI meLe. badhI bAjunuM, gADIo, bADIo, makAno vadhyA kare. badhuM vadhyA kare. paNa jyAre cenja thayA kare pachI vikharAyA kare. paheluM bheguM thayA kare pachI vikharAyA kare, vikharAtI vakhate zAMti rAkhavI. e moTAmAM moTo puruSArtha ! sago bhAI pacAsa hajAra Dolara Ape nahIM. pAchuM tyAM kema jIvana jIvavuM e puruSArtha che. sagA bhAIe pacAsa hajAra Dolara pAchA nA ApyA ne gALo de uparathI. tyAM jIvana kema jIvavuM e puruSArtha che. ane koI nokara corI gayo, ophisamAMthI dasa hajArano mAla, tyAM kema vartavuM te puruSArtha che. eTale A badhuM te ghaDIe dhULadhANI karI nAkhe ne avatAra badho bagADI nAkhe ! (77) praznakartA : e to ApaNe AptavANImAM kahevAmAM AvyuM ja che paisAno vyavahAra ne ke te jo hajAra be hajAra rUpiyA koIne ApyA te zA mATe Ape che ke tuM tArA ahaMkAra, mAnane lIdhe Ape che. dAdAzrI : mAna vecyuM eNe. ahaMkAra vecyo to ApaNe laI levo joIe. kharIdI levo joIe. huM to AkhI jiMdagI kharIdato Avelo. ahaMkAra kharIdavo. praznakartA : eTale zuM dAdA ? dAdAzrI : tamArI pAse pAMca hajAra levA Avyo tene AMkhamAM zarama nA Ave baLI ?! praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : te mAge che te zaramane kADhIne ahaMkAra vece che ApaNane. to ApaNe kharIdI levo, ApaNI pAse mUDI hoya to ! paisA levA javAnuM sAruM lAge ? sagA kAkA joDe levA javAnuM game ? kema nA game ? are, sabaMdhi pAse levAnuM ya nA game koIne. bApa pAse levAnuM ya nA game. hAtha dharavAno nA game. (78) praznakartA : eno ahaMkAra kharIdI lIdho, paNa ApaNane eno ahaMkAra zuM kAmamAM Ave ? dAdAzrI : ohoho ! eno ahaMkAra kharIdI lIdho eTale je enAmAM zaktio che te ApaNAmAM pragaTa thaI gaI ! e ahaMkAra vecavA Avyo bicAro ! (09) praznakartA : hAtha-paga sAjA hoya chatAM bhIkha mAge to ene dAna ApavAno InkAra karavo e guno che ? dAdAzrI : dAna na Apo teno vAMdho nathI. paNa ene tame kaho ke A majabUta pADA jevA thaIne zuM AvuM kare che ? evuM ApaNAthI nA ja kahevAya. tame kaho ke bhaI, mAre apAya evuM nathI. sAmAne duHkha thAya evuM na ja bolavuM joIe. vANI evI sArI
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra 27 rAkhavI ke sAmAne sukha thAya. vANI to moTAmAM moTuM dhana che tamArI pAse. peluM dhana to Take ke nA ya Take, paNa vANI-dhana to Take kAyamane mATe. tame sArA zabda bolo to sAmAne AnaMda thAya. paisA tame ene nA Apo to vAMdho nahi, paNa sArA zabda bolone ! (79) ahIM moTo baMgalo karazo to jagatanA tame bhikhArI thazo. nAno baMgalo to jagatanA tame rAjA ! kAraNa ke A pudgala che, e pudgala vadhyuM to AtmA (pratiSThita AtmA) halako thaI jAya. ane pudgala ghaTyuM to AtmA bhAre thaI jAya. eTale A duniyAnAM duHkha che e AtmAnuM viTAmina che. A du:kha che e AtmaviTAmina che, ane sukha che e dehanuM viTAmina che. (80) rUpiyAno svabhAva hamezAM kevo che ? caMcaLa, eTale tamAre durupayoga nA thAya e pramANe sadupayoga karavo. ene sthira nahIM rAkhavA. kAraNa ke niyama evo che ke A saMpatti keTalA prakAranI kahevAya ? tyAre kahe ke eka jaMgama ! jaMgama saMpatti eTale A DaoNlara ne e badhuM. ane sthAvara te makAna ne e badhuM. paNa temAM ya vadhAre paDatuM A sthAvara nabhe. A sthAvara - jaMgama nabhe ane rokaDuM DaoNlara ne e hoya e to cAlyA ja jANo ne ! eTale rokaDAno svabhAva keTalo ? dasa varSathI agiyArame varase Take nahi. pachI sonAno svabhAva te cALIsa pacAsa varSa Take ane sthAvara milakatano svabhAva so varasa Take. eTale mudata badhI judI judI jAtanI hoya. paNa chevaTe to badhuM ya javAnuM ja. eTale A badhuM samajIne karavuM ApaNe. A viNako pahelAM zuM karatA hatA, rokaDa rakama pacIsa TakA vyApAramAM nAkhe. pacIsa TakA vyAje mUke. pacIsa TakA sonAmAM ane pacIsa TakA makAnamAM. AvI rIte mUDInI vyavasthA karatA hatA. bahu pAkA loko ! atyAre to chokarAne zIkhavADayuM ya nathI hotuM AvuM ! kAraNa ke vacce mUDIo ja rahI nathI to zuM zIkhavADe ? A paisAnuM kAma evuM che ke agiyArame varase paiso nAza thAya hamezAM. dasa varSa sudhI cAle. te A sAcA paisAnI vAta. samaja paDIne ? khoTA paisAnI to vAta judI ! sAcA paisA te agiyArame varase khalAsa thAya ! (82) paisAno vyavahAra praznakartA H zerabajAramAM saTTAbAjI karavI ke sonuM levuM sAruM ? dAdAzrI : zerabajAramAM to javuM ja nA joIe. zerabajAramAM to khelADInuM kAma che. A vacce cakalAM baphAI mare che ! khelADI loko phAvI jAya che AmAM. badhA pAMca-sAta khelADIo bhegA thaIne bhAva nakkI karI nAkhe. emAM A cakalAM marI jAya vacce ! emAM ko'ka to phAve ja che ne ! pelA khelADIo phAve che AmAM ane nAnA je carAvI khAtA hoya ne te kharcA kADhe che ! kAraNa ke rAta dA'Do enI para ja karavAnuM hoya. A vacalAvALA je Ama ahIMthI kamAIne Ama nAkhe, te mAryA jAya. eTale amArA sagA hatA temaNe mane pUchyuM tyAre meM temane kahyuM ke A karazo nahIM. (83) 8 praznakartA : dAdA, ApaNA amerikana mahAtmAo pUche che ke ame je kaMI thoDuM ghaNuM kamAyA chIe e laIne inDiyA jatA rahIe ? chokarAono khAsa vicAra Ave ke amerikAmAM joIe evA saMskAra nathI maLatA. dAdAzrI : hA, e badhuM to kharuM che. ahIMthI jo paisA kamAI gayA hoya to ApaNe ghera inDiyA jatAM rahevuM. chokarAMne sArI rIte bhaNAvavAM. praznakartA H tame kahyuM ke paisA kamAyA eTale cAlyA javuM, paNa paisAnI limiTa nathI hotI. eTale limiTa kaMI batAvo tame. tame evI kaMIka limiTa batADo ke eTalI limiTanA paisA laIne ame InDiyA jatA rahIe. dAdAzrI : hA. ApaNe hindustAnamAM kaMI rojagA2 ka2vo hoya ane ene mATe kaMI 2kama lAvavI paDe, to vyAje nA lAvavI paDe evuM karavuM. thoDuM ghaNuM beMkamAMthI levuM paDe to ThIka che. bAkI koI dhIre nahIM, tyAM to koI dhIre kare nahi. ahIMyA ya koI dhIre nahIM. beMka ja dhIre. eTale eTaluM sAthe rAkhavuM. bijhanesa to karavo ja paDe ne. tyAM AgaLa kharco kADhavo paDene. paNa tyAM chokarAM bahu sArAM thAya. ahIM Dolara maLe paNa chokarAMnA saMskAranI bhAMjagaDa che ne ! (85) amerikAmAM amane sToramAM laI jAya. heMDo dAdA, kahe. te sTora
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra bicAro amane page lAga lAga kare, ke dhanya che, sheja paNa draSTi bagADI nathI amArI para ! AkhA sToramAM draSTi bagADI nathI koI jagyAe ! amArI draSTi bagaDe ja nahIM ne enI para. ame joIe kharA, paNa draSTi nA bagaDe. amAre zI jarUra koI cIjanI ! mane koI vastu kAma lAge nahIM ne ! tAre draSTi bagaDI jAya ne ! praznakartA : jarUra paDe e vastu levI paDe. dAdAzrI : hA, amArI draSTi bagaDe nahIM. heya, sTora amane Ama namaskAra karyA kare ke AvA puruSane joyA nathI ! pAchA tiraskAre ya nahIM. pharsTa kalAsa, rAge ya nahIM, dveSe ya nahIM. zuM kahyuM ? vItarAga ! AvyA vItarAga bhagavAna ! (86) 29 eka mahAtmA kahe che ke zeranuM kAmakAja mATe baMdha karI devuM ke cAlu rAkhavuM ? meM kahyuM, baMdha karI dejo. atyAra sudhI karyuM enuM mahIM kheMcI lo nANuM. have baMdha karI devuM joIe. nahIM to A amerikA AvyA na AvyA jevuM thaI jaze ! hatA evA ne evA. kore pATale javuM paDaze ghera ! (89) haMmezAM vyAja khAvAnI zarUAta mANasa kare. eTale musalamAnamAM ya nA gaNAya. kharo musalamAna vyAja nA le. kAraNa ke vyAjanI kiMmata nathI. vyAjamAM paDelo mANasa vyAjanI lAInamAM paDelo e mANasa maTIne zuM thAya che e bhagavAna ja jANe ! tame benkamAM mUko teno vAMdho nahi, bIjA koIne dhIro teno vAMdho nahi, paNa lhAya paDelo be TakAne, doDha TakAne, savA TakAne, aDhI TakAne, e lhAyamAM paDyo. e mANasa zuM thaze e kahevAya nahi, evuM atyAre muMbaImAM badhAne thayuM che. (90) vyAja levAmAM vAMdho nahIM. A to vyAja levAno vyApAra karyo hoya. dhaMdho vyAja-vaTAvano. tamAre zuM karavuM joIe ? jene dhIryA ene kahevuM joIe ke benkamAM je vyAja che te tAre mane ApavuM paDaze. have chatAM eka mANasanI pAse vyAje ya nathI, mUDI ya nathI to enI pAse mauna rahevuM. ene duHkha thAya evuM nahi vartavuM. eTale ApaNA paisA gayA che ema mAnIne calAvI levuM. dariyAmAM paDI jAya tene zuM karIe ? (90) paisAno vyavahAra praznakartA : jo sarakAra ebavanormala TekSa nAkhe to loko corIo kare, normAliTI lAvavA mATe. to e zuM khoTuM ? 30 dAdAzrI : lobhiyA lokone lobha ocho karavA mATe TekSa bahu sArAmAM sArI vastu che. lobhiyA mANasa maratA sudhI pAMca karoDa thAya to ya e dharAya nahIM. tyAre Avo daMDa maLe ne eTale pAcho paDyA kare, vAre ghaDIe, eTale sArI vastu che A to. InkamaTekSa to kone kahevAya ? je paMdara hajAra upara letA hoya te paMdara hajAra upara to loko choDI de che bicArA, tyAre paMdara hajAra rophathI khAya, pIvene to eka kuTuMbamAM khAtAM-pItAMne harakta nA Avene nAnA kuTuMbone ! nAnI phemilIone paNa AphrikAmAM bahu TekSa nathI ne ! praznakartA : bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAvALA garIba kema hoya che ane du:khI kema hoya che ? dAdAzrI : bhakti karavAvALA ? evuM che ne, bhakti karavAvALA kaMI du:khI hoya che evuM kazuM nahi, paNa duHkhI tamane dekhAya che, mahIM amuka amuka mANaso. bAkI bhakti karavAne lIdhe to A lokone baMgalA che. eTale bhagavAnanI bhakti karatAM karatAM du:khI hoya evuM bane nahIMne, paNa A duHkha to emano pAchalo hisAba che. ane atyAre bhakti karI rahyo che te navo hisAba. e to jyAre phaLa Ave tyAre. tamane samaja paDIne ? te pAchaluM jame thayeluM che, e pAchaLa kareluM tenuM phaLa Aje AveluM che. A have atyAre kare che. je sAruM kare che tenuM phaLa haju have Avaze. samaja paDIne ? tamane samajAya evI che vAta ? nA samajAya to kADhI nAkhIe (95) vAta. praznakartA : mAnasika zAMti meLavavA mATe mANase koI garIba hoya, koI azakta hoya, enI sevA karavI ke bhagavAnanI bhajanA karavI ? ke koIne dAna ApavuM ? zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : mAnasika zAMti joItI hoya to ApaNI cIja bIjAne
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________________ 31 paisAno vyavahAra nAriyeLa to cAra ja laI javAnAM. dukAna traNa hoya ke be hoya ke eka hoya to ya cAra ja nAriyeLa ane te ya pANI vagaranAM pAchAM. traNa dukAno sAcavavAnI mAre. kaheze, 'eka phorTamAM rahI, eka kApaDanI dukAna ahIM rahI, eka bhUlezvaramAM che.' paNa to ya zeThanA moDhA upara dIvela copaDeluM hoya che. jamatI vakhate dukAna, dukAna, dukAna ! rAte svapnamAM badhA tAkA mAre !! eTale maratI vakhate saravaiyuM Avaze. mATe sAcavIne haMDo. paisAno vyavahAra khavaDAvI devI. kAle AIsakrImanuM pIpaDuM bharIne lAvaje ane A badhAMne khavaDAvaje. te ghaDIe AnaMda keTalo badho thAya che te tuM mane kaheje. A kabUtarAMne tuM caNa nAkhe te pahelAM kabUtarAM Ama kUdAkUda karavA mAMDe. ane teM nAkhyuM, tArI potAnI vastu te bIjAne ApI ke mahIM AnaMda zarU thaI jAya. hamaNe koI mANasa rastAmAM paDI gayo ane eno paga bhAMgI gayo ane lohI nIkaLatuM hoya tyAM tAruM dhotiyuM phADIne Ama bAMdhuM te vakhate tane AnaMda thAya. A choDIo, chokarAM zI rIte paiNatAM hoya ? evuM che ne, choDIo pAchaLa nANAno kharco vadhAre thAya che. choDIo emanuM laIne AvI che. te benkamAM jamA karAve. choDIonA paisA benkamAM jamA thAya ane bApA khuza thAya ke je meM sittera hajAra rUpiyA kharcIne paiNAvI e jamAnAmAM ! e jamAnAnI vAta karuM chuM. alyA, teM zuM karyuM? enA paisA benkamAM hatA. tuM to eno e chuM, 'pAvara oNpha eTanI' che. tAre temAM zuM ? paNa ropha e mArI khAya che ane ko'ka choDI traNa hajAra laIne AvI hoya te vakhata TATuM paDI gayuM hoya. enA dhaMdhA-baMdhA badhuM. te traNa hajAramAM paNa kAraNa ke e jeTalA lAvI eTalA vApare. A chokarAM choDIo badhAnAM potAnAM nANAM. ApaNe badhA bhegA karIne mUkIe chIe ne te vahIvaTa ApaNA hAthamAM hoya che eTaluM ja che. dhaMdhAnA vicAra kyAM sudhI karavAnA ? ke jyAM sudhI vaLe nA caDhe, AmaLe nA caDhe, tyAM sudhI karavAnA, AmaLe caDhavA mAMDyuM eTale baMdha karI devuM. nahIM to mAryA gayA jANajo. cAra pagane pUMchaDuM vadhArAnuM maLaze. pachI bhAMbhare ! cAra paga ne pUMchaDuM samajyo tema ? (103) (9) ApaNA loka kahe che. mAre dUdhe dhoIne ApavAnA che. alyA, ahaMkAra che khoTo. dUdhe dhoIne ApavAvALA ! mAre paisA ApI devA che bhAva karavAnA, ApI devAya. letI vakhate, pAchA ApI devAnA che, evuM nakkI karIne je le che, enA vyavahAra bahu suMdara meM joyA ! kaMI paNa nakkI to hovuM joIe ne pahelethI DisIjhana ! pachI eksiDanTa thAya e judI vastu che, paNa DisIjhana to hovuM joIe ne ! A to pajhala che ne (10) ApaNe pUchIe ke kema sAheba upAdhimAM ? tyAre kahe, "zuM kare ? A traNa dukAno, A sAcavavAnuM, tyAM sAcavavAnuM, ne nanAmI nIkaLe tyAre [3] dhaMdho, samyaka samajaNe hindustAnamAM manuSya thayA, eTale mokSa hetu mATe che A. hindustAnamAM manuSyajanma mokSa hetu mATe che. ene mATe ja ApaNuM jIvana che. hetu e rAkhyo hoya to jeTalo maLe eTalo kharo. paNa hetu to joIe ne ? A khAvApIvAnuM tene lIdhe che. Apane samajAyuM ne ? jIvana zenA mATe jIvavAnuM che ? khAlI kamAvA mATe ja ? jIvamAtra sukhane khoLe che. sarva duHkhothI mukti zI rIte thAya e jANavA mATe ja jIvana jIvavAnuM che. AmAM mokSano mArga kADhI levAno che. mokSanA mArga mATe A badhuM (16) be arthe loka jIve che. AtmArthe jIve te to ko'ka ja mANasa hoya. bIjAM badhAM lakSmInA arthe jIve che. Akho dahADo lakSmI, lakSmI ne lakSmI ! lakSmIjI pAchaLa to AkhuM jagate ya gAMDuM thayeluM che ne ! to ya emAM sukha ja nathI koI dahADo ya ! ghera baMgalA ema ne ema khAlI hoya ne e bapore kArakhAnAmAM hoya. paMkhA pharyA kare, bhogavavAnuM to rAma tArI
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________________ karavuM ? paisAno vyavahAra 33 mAyA ! eTale AtmajJAna jANo ! AvuM AMdhaLuM kyAM sudhI bhaTakyA (107) koI pUche ke mAre dharma zuM pALavo ? tyAre kahIe ke A traNa vastu pALane bA : (1) eka to nItimattA ! e paisAmAM jarA ochuM-vatte vakhate thAya ema mAnIne, paNa 'nItimattA pALavI" ATaluM to kara bhaI. (2) pachI bIjuM oblAIjhiMga necara to rAkha ! paisA nA hoya to raste jatA kahIe, 'tamAre kaMI bajAramAM kAmakAja hoya to mane kaho, huM jAuM chuM bajAramAM' ame pUchatA jaIe, A oblAIjhiMga necara. (3) ane trIjuM eno badalo ya levAnI IcchA nahIM. ane jagata AkhuM badalAvALuM. tame IcchA karo to ye badalo le ne nA IcchA karo to ya badalo le. ema ekazana, rIekazana Ave. IcchAo tamArI bhIkha che. ne nakAmI jAya che. (108) praznakartA : AtmAnI pragati mATe zuM karatA rahevuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : eNe prAmANikatAnI niSThA upara cAlavuM joIe. e niSThA evI che ke bahu saMkaDAzamAM AvI jAya che tyAre Atmazaktino AvirbhAva thAya. ne saMkaDAza nA hoya ne jabarajasta paisA-aisA hoya, tyAM sudhI AtmA-bAtmA pragaTa thAya nahIM, prAmANikapaNuM eka ja rasto che. bAkI bhaktithI thAya evuM kazuM bane nahIM, prAmANikapaNuM nA hoya ane bhakti karIne eno artha nathI. prAmANikapaNe joDe joIe ja. prAmANikapaNAthI mANasa pharI mANasa thaI zake che. mANasa pharI mANasanA avatAramAM Ave che ane je loko bheLaseLa kare che, je loko aNahakanuM paDAvI le che, aNahakanuM bhogavI le che, e badhA ahIMthI be pagamAMthI cAra pagamAM jAya che ne pUMchaDuM vadhArAnuM maLe che. emAM koI mInamekha pheraphAra karanAruM nathI. kAraNa ke eno svabhAva Avo baMdhAyo, aNahakanuM bhogavI levAno. eTale tyAM jAya to bhogavAya tyAM AgaLa. tyAM to koI koInI bairI ja nahIM ne ! badhI bairIo potAnI ja ne ! ahIM manuSyamAM to paraNelA loko eTale koInI strI upara draSTi nA bagADIza paNa te have Teva paDI gayelI hoya, Adata paDI gayelI hoya, te pachI tyAM jAya, 34 paisAno vyavahAra tyAre rAge paDe enuM. eka avatAra, be avatAra bhogavI Ave tyAre pAMsaro thAya. ene pAMsaro kare che A badhA avatAro. pAMsaro karIne pAcho ahIM Ave che. pAcho, pharI pAcho ADo thayo to pharI pAMsaro kare. A badhuM pAMsarA karatAM karatAM pAMsaro thaI gayo ke pelA mokSane mATe lAyaka thaI gayo. ADAIo hoya tyAM mokSa thAya nahIM. (19) nItimaya paisA lAvyA to eno vAMdho nathI. paNa anItimaya paisA lAvyA eTale potAnA ja paga para kuhADo mAryo ane nanAmI kADhe te ghaDIe paisA ahIM paDI rahevAnA. e kudaratanI japtimAM jAya, ane pote tyAM AgaLa je guMco pADelI tenuM pAchuM bhogavavuM paDe. (110) bhagavAnane nA bhaje ne nIti rAkhe to ya bahu thaI gayuM. bhagavAnane bhajato hoya ne nIti nA rAkhato hoya to eno artha nathI. e mIniMgalesa che. chatAM ApaNe pAchuM evuM nA kahevuM. nahIM to e pAcho bhagavAnane choDI deze ane anIti vadhAre karyA karaze. eTale nIti jevuM rAkhavuM. enuM phaLa sAruM Ave. jagatamAM sukha eka jagyAe che. jyAM saMpUrNa nIti hoya, dareka vyavahAramAM saMpUrNa nIti hoya tyAM AgaLa sukha che, ane bIjuM je samAjasevaka hoya, ane te potAne mATe nahIM, paNa pArakAne mATe jIvana jIvato hoya to ene bahu ja sukha hoya, paNa e sukha bhautika sukha che, e mUrchAnuM sukha kahevAya. (111) A vAkyo tamArI dukAne lagADazo : (1) prAptane bhogavo - aprAptanI ciMtA nA karazo. (2) bhogave tenI bhUla. (3) Disa onesTI Ijha dha besTa phUlizanesa ! (112) kazuM duniyAmAM che nahIM evuM nathI. badhI ja cIja duniyAmAM che. paNa 'sakala padArtha hai jagamAMhi, bhAgyahIna nara pAvata nahIM' evuM kahe che ne ? eTale jeTalI kalpanA Ave eTalI badhI ja cIja jagatamAM hoya,
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra paNa tamArA aMtarAya nA hovA joIe, to bhegI thAya. satyaniSThA joIe. Izvara kaMI madada karavA navaro nathI. koIne ya kazI madada karavA e navaro nathI. tamArI sAcI dAnata haze to tamAruM phaLaze. loka kahe che, "sAcAne Izvara madada kare che !? paNa nA, evuM nathI. Izvara sAcAne madada karato hoya to khoTAvALAe zuM guno karyo che ? to Izvara pakSapAtI che ? Izvare to badhe niSpakSapAtI rahevuM joIene ? Izvara evI koIne madada karato nathI. Izvara AmAM hAtha ghAlato ja nathI. IzvaranuM nAma yAda karatAMnI sAthe ja AnaMda thAya. tenuM kAraNa zuM che ke e mULa vastu che. ane te potAnuM svarUpa ja che. eTale yAda karatAMnI sAthe AnaMda thAya. AnaMdano lAbha maLe. bAkI Izvara kazuM karI Ape nahIM. ApavAnuM e zIkhyA ja nathI. ane emanI pAse kazuM che paNa nahIM to zuM Ape (113) praznakartA : dAdA vyavahAra kevI rIte karavo ? dAdAzrI : viSamatA UbhI nA thavI joIe. samabhAve nikAla karavo. ApaNe jyAMthI kAma kaDhAvavuM hoya te menejara hoya te kahe, 'dasa hajAra rUpiyA Apo to tamAro pAMca lAkhano ceka kADhIza.' have ApaNA cokhkhA vepAramAM to keTaloka napho hoya ? pAMca lAkha rUpiyAmAM be lAkha ApaNA gharanA hoya ne traNa lAkha lokonA hoya to e loko dhakkA khAya te ya sAruM kahevAya ? eTale ApaNe pelA menejarane kahIe, 'bhaI, mane napho rahyo nathI,' ema tema samajAvIne, pAMcamAM nikAla nahIM to chevaTe dasa hajAra rUpiyA ApI daIne ya ApaNo ceka laI levo. have tyAM mArAthI AvI lAMca kema apAya ?' ema karo, tyAre koNa A badhA lokone javAba Apaze ? pelo mAganAro gALo deze, AvaDI AvaDI ! jarA samajI lo, vakhata Avyo te pramANe samajI lo. lAMca ApavAmAM guno nathI. A je TAIme je vyavahAra Avyo te vyavahAra tane eDajasTa karatAM nA AvaDyo eno guno che. have ahIM keTalA paisAno vyavahAra pUMchaDuM pakaDI rAkhe ?! evuM che ne, ApaNAthI eDajasTa thAya, jyAM sudhI loko ApaNane gALo nA de, ane ApaNI pAse beMkamAM hoya, tyAM sudhI pakaDI rAkhavuM. paNa e beMkanI upara jatuM hoya ne pelAM gALo detAM hoya to zuM karavuM ? tamane kema lAge che ! praznakartA : hA, barobara che. dAdAzrI : huM to amArA vepAramAM kahI deto ke, 'bhAI ApI Ava rUpiyA. ApaNe bhale corI nathI karatA ke game te nathI karatA, paNa rUpiyA ApI Ava.' nahIM to lokone dhakkA khavaDAvavA e ApaNA sArA mANasanuM kAma nahIM. eTale lAMca ApI devI. ene huM guno nathI kaheto. guno to pelAe mAla Apyo che ne ene ApaNe TAImasara paisA nathI ApatA ene guno kahuM chuM. bahAravaTiyo rastAmAM paisA mAge to ApI do ke nahIM ? ke pachI satyane khAtara nahIM ApavAnA ? praznakartA H ApI devA paDe. dAdAzrI : kema tyAM ApI do cho ?! ane kema ahIM nathI ApatA ?! A bahAravaTiyA sekanDa prakAranA che. tamane nathI lAgatuM ke A sekanDa prakAranA bahAravaTiyA che ? (115) tyAre A bIjA, sekanDa prakAranA bahAravaTiyA ! A sudharelA bahAravaTiyA pelA sudharyA vagaranA bahAravaTiyA ! A sivilAIjhaDa bahAravaTiyA, pelA anasivilAIjhaDa bahAravaTiyA !!! (116) praznakartA : ApazrI bhagavAna prAptinA mArge vaLI gayA, sAthe Apa moTA dhaMdhAthI paNa saMkaLAyA cho. to e banne zI rIte saMbhave ? te samajAvo. dAdAzrI : sAro prazna che ke hasavuM ne loTa phAkavo, e be zI rIte bane ? kahe che. hA, Ama che te dhaMdho karo cho, ane Ama che te bhagavAnanA mArga cho. A be zI rIte banyuM ? paNa banI zake ema che. bahAranuM juduM cAle evuM che. aMdaranuM juduM cAle evuM che. be judA ja che.
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra A caMdubhAI che ne, te caMdubhAI judA che ane AtmA judo che, aMdara be chUTA paDI zake ema che. benA guNadharmo ya judA che. jema ahIM AgaLa sonuM ne tAMbuM be bhegAM thayAM hoya. to pharI chUTA pADavA hoya to paDe ke nA paDe ? praznakartA : paDe. dAdAzrI : evI rIte Ane chUTA jJAnI puruSa pADI zake. jJAnI puruSa cAhe so karI zake, ane tamAre chUTA pADavA AvavuM hoya to Avajo ahIM ane lAbha joIto hoya to Avajo. ane dhaMdho cAlyA kare. paNa dhaMdhAmAM eka kSaNavAra che te amAro upayoga nA hoya. khAlI nAma hoya e bAju. paNa amAro upayoga eka kSaNavAre ya nA hoya. mahinAmAM ekAda divasa be kalAka mAre vakhate javuM paDe. ne jaIe, paNa te amAro upayoga nA hoya. upayoga nA hoya eTale zuM te tame samajyA ? A loko dAna levA jaIe chIe ne, te koI pAse dAna levA gayA hoya, ApaNe kahIe ne ke A skUlane mATe dAna Apo, to pelo enuM mana juduM rAkhe ApaNAthI. rAkhe ke nA rAkhe ? praznakartA : rAkhe. dAdAzrI : evI rIte AmAM badhuM juduM rahe. emAM judA rAkhavAnA rastA hoya che badhA. AtmA ye judo che ne A ye judo che. dhaMdhAmAM meM citta rAkhyuM nathI. dhaMdhAmAM AkhI jiMdagI ya citta rAkhyuM nathI. dhaMdho karyo che kharo. mahenata karI haze. kAma karyuM haze. paNa citta nathI rAkhyuM. (118) praznakartA : dhaMdhAnI ciMtA thAya che, bahu aDacaNo Ave che. dAdAzrI : ciMtA thavA mAMDe ke samajo ke kArya bagaDavAnuM vadhAre. ciMtA nA thAya to samajavuM ke kArya bagaDavAnuM nathI. ciMtA kAryanI avarodhaka che. ciMtAthI to dhaMdhAne mota Ave. je caDha-utara thAya enuM nAma ja dhaMdho, pUraNa-galana che e. pUraNa thayuM enuM galana thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM. A paisAno vyavahAra pUraNa-galanamAM ApaNI kazI milakata nathI, ane je ApaNI milakata che, temAMthI kazuM ja pUraNa-galana thatuM nathI ! evo cokhkho vyavahAra che ! A tamArA gharamAM tamArA vahu-chokarA badhAM ja pArTanarsa che ne ? praznakartA : sukha-duHkhanA bhogavaTAmAM kharAM. dAdAzrI : tame tamArI bairI-chokarAMnA vAlI kahevAo. ekalA vAlIe zA mATe ciMtA karavI ? ane gharanAM to UlaTuM kahe che ke tame amArI ciMtA nA karazo. praznakartA : ciMtAnuM svarUpa zuM che ? janmyA tyAre to hatI nahIM ne AvI kyAMthI ? dAdAzrI : jema buddhi vadhe tema baLApo vadhe. janmyA tyAre buddhi hoya che ? dhaMdhA mATe vicAranI jarUra che. paNa tenI AgaLa gayA to bagaDI jAya. dhaMdhA aMge dasa-paMdara miniTa vicAravAnuM hoya. pachI ethI AgaLa jAo ne vicAronA vaLa caDhavA mAMDe to normAliTInI bahAra gayuM kahevAya, tyAre tene choDI dejo. dhaMdhAnA vicAra to Ave, paNa e vicAramAM tanmayAkAra thaIne e vicAra laMbAya to pachI enuM dhyAna utpanna thAya ne tethI ciMtA thAya. e bahu nukasAna kare. | (120) praznakartA : manamAM nakkI kare ke ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna nathI karavuM, paNa dukAna khoTamAM ja jAya che eTale to karavuM paDe ne, zuM kare ? dAdAzrI : alyA, dukAna khoTamAM jAya che, tuM kaMI khoTamAM jauM chuM te ? e khoTamAM to dukAna jAya che. dukAnano svabhAva ja evo che ke khoTamAM ya laI jAya ane pachI naphAmAM ya lAve. eTale e khoTa ne napho dekhAyA kare ! (122) ame dhaMdho karatAM pahelAM zuM karIe ? sTImara cAlavA mUkI hoya, tyAM pUjAo badhI bhaNAvI daIe, mahArAjanI pAse, satyanArAyaNanI kathA, bIjI pUjA badhuM karIe. vakhate sTImaranI ye pUjA karIe, pachI ame sTImaranA kAnamAM phUMka mArIe ke, 'tAre DUbavuM hoya tyAre DUbaje, amArI IcchA nathI ! amArI IcchA nathI !! amArI IcchA nathI !!!! evuM
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra 39 nA kahIe eTale pachI niHspRha thaI gayA kahevAya, to pachI e to DUbI jAya. amArI icchA nathI kahyuM eTale enI pAchaLa baLa kAma kare che. ane jo DUbI to ApaNe jANIe ja ne ke kahyuM ja hatuM ne kAnamAM ! ApaNe kyAM nhotuM kahyuM ? eTale eDajasTamenTa goThavIe to pAra Ave evo che A jagatamAM. manano svabhAva evo ke enuM dhAryuM nA thAya, eTale nirAza thaI jAya. eTale mATe A badhA rastA karavAnA. pachI cha mahine be ke be varSe DUbe tyAre ame 'eDajasTamenTa' laI laIe chIe ke cha mahinA to cAlyuM. vepAra eTale A pAra ke pele pAra. AzAnA mahela nirAzA lAvyA vagara rahe nahIM. saMsAramAM vItarAga rahevuM bahu muzkela che. e to jJAnakaLA ne buddhikaLA amArI jabarajasta hoya tethI rahevAya. (123) pahelAM amAre eka phero, amArI kaMpanImAM khoTa AvelI. jJAna thayA pahelAM, tyAre amane AkhI rAta UMgha nA Ave. ciMtA thayA kare. tyAre mahIMthI javAba maLyo ke A khoTamAM koNa koNa ciMtA atyAre karatuM haze ? mane ema lAgyuM ke mArA bhAgIdAra to vakhate ciMtA nA ke karatA hoya. huM phakta ekalo ja karato houM. ane badhAM bairAMchokarAM bhAgIdAra che, to te koI jANatA ja nathI. have e badhA nathI jANatA to ya emanuM cAle che, to huM ekalo ja akkala vagarano te ciMtA karuM A badhuM ya ! eTale pachI mArI akkala AvI gaI. (126) eka pakSamAM ja paDyA cho ? je khUNAmAM loka paDyA che, te khUNAmAM tame paDyA cho ? tamAre lokanI viruddha cAlavuM. loka to mAMge napho, to ApaNe kahIe 'khoTa hojo' ane khoTa khoLanArane koI dahADo ciMtA nA Ave. napho khoLanAra kAyama ciMtAmAM ja hoya ane khoTa khoLanArane koI dahADo ciMtA ja nA Ave, tenI ame geranTI ApIe chIe. vAta amArI samajAya ?! dhaMdho rAkhyo tyArathI ApaNA loka zuM kahe ? A kAmamAM covIseka hajAra to maLe evA che !! have jyAre phorakAsTa kare che (AgAhI kare paisAno vyavahAra che) tyAre saMjoga badalAze tene bAda karato nathI. ema ne ema phorakAsTa (AgAhI) kare che. te ame ya AkhI jiMdagI kaMTrAkTa karelo che, ane badhI jAtanA kaMTrAkTa karelA che. ane temAM dariyAnI jeTIo paNa bAMdhelI che. have tyAM AgaLa, dhaMdhAmAM zaruAtamAM zuM karato hato ? jyAM pAMca lAkha napho maLe evuM hoya tyAM pahelethI nakkI karuM ke lAkheka rUpiyA maLe to basa che. nahIM to chevaTe sarabhara thaI rahe ne InkamaTekSanuM nIkaLaze, ne ApaNo khorAka kharca nIkaLaze to bahu thaI gayuM. pachI maLyA hoya traNa lAkha. te pachI jo manamAM AnaMda rahe, kAraNa ke dhAryA karatAM bahu maLyA. A to cAlIsa hajAra mAnelA ne vIsa hajAra maLe to du:khI thaI jAya !! (128) dhaMdhAnA be chokarA, ekanuM nAma khoTa ane ekanuM nAma napho. khoTavALo chokaro koIne ya game nahIM, paNa be hoya ja. e to e janmelAM ja hoya. dhaMdhAmAM khoTa jatI hoya to te rAte jAya ke dahADe jAya ? (129) ApaNe mahenata karIe, cogaradamanuM jo jo karIe chatAM ya kazuM maLe nahIM, to ApaNe samajI javuM ke ApaNA saMjoga pAMsarA nathI. have tyAM vadhAre jora karIe to ulaTI khoTa jAya, enA karatAM ApaNe AtmAnuM kaMI karI levuM. gayA avatAre A nA karyuM tenI to A bhAMjagaDa thaI. ApaNuM jJAna ApeluM hoya tenI to vAta ja judI che, paNa ApaNuM jJAna nA maLeluM hoya, to ya te to bhagavAnane bharose mukI de che ne ! ene zuM karavuM paDe ? 'bhagavAna je kare e kharuM' kahe che ne ? ane buddhithI mApavA jAya to koI dahADo ya tALo jaDe evo nathI ? jyAre saMyoga sArA nA hoya tyAre loka kamAvA nIkaLe che. tyAre to bhakti karavI joIe. saMjoga sArA nA hoya tyAre zuM karavuM joIe ? AtmAnuM, potAnuM AtmAnuM, satsaMga, badhuM Akho dahADo e ja karyA karIe. zAka nA hoya to nA lAvIe, khIcaDI jeTaluM to thAya ne ! A to yoga hoya to kamAya, nahIM to naphAbajAramAM khoTa khAya ne yoga hoya
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra to khoTa bajAramAM napho kare, yoganI vAta che badhI. napho-khoTa kazuM ya kAbUnI vAta nathI, mATe necarala eDajasTamenTanA AdhAre cAlo. dasa lAkha kamAyA pachI ekadama pAMca lAkhanI khoTa Ave to ? A to lAkhanI khoTa ja nA khamI zake ne ! ane Akho dahADo raDAroLa, ciMtA, varIjha karI mUke ! are, gAMDo ya thaI jAya ! evA gAMDA thaI gayelA atyAra sudhI meM keTalAya joyelA che ! (131). praznakartA H dukAnamAM gharAka Ave eTalA mATe huM dukAna vahelI kholuM ne moDI baMdha karuM chuM, te barobara che ne ? dAdAzrI : tame gharAkane AkarSavAvALA koNa ? tamAre to dukAna loko jyAre kholatA hoya te TAIme kholavI. loko sAta vAge kholatA hoya ne ApaNe sADAnava vAge kholIe to khoTuM kahevAya. loka jyAre baMdha kare tyAre ApaNe ya baMdha karI ghera javuM. vyavahAra zuM kahe che ke loko zuM kare che te juo. loka sUI jAya tyAre tame ya sUI jAo. rAtre be vAgyA sudhI mahIM ghamasANa macAvyA karo e konA jevI vAta ! jamyA pachI vicAra karo cho ke kevI rIte pacaze ? enuM phaLa savAre maLI ja jAya che ne ? evuM dhaMdhAmAM badhuM che. (124) evuM che ne, khAtA-pItI vakhate citta kArakhAne nA jatuM hoya to kArakhAnuM barobara che, paNa khAtA-pItI vakhate citta kArakhAne jatuM rahetuM hoya to e kArakhAnAne zuM karavAnuM ? ApaNane hArTapheIlano dhaMdho karAvaDAve e kArakhAnuM, e ApaNuM kAma nahIM. eTale normAliTI samajAvI joIe. have traNa ziphaTa calAvaDAve, temAM A navo paiNelo che, tene vahune maLavAno vakhata nA maLe to zuM thAya ? e traNa ziphaTa barobara che ? navI vahu paiNIne Avyo hoya eTale vahunA mananuM to samAdhAna rAkhavuM joIe ne ? ghera jAya eTale vahu kahe ke, 'tame to mane maLatAM ya nathI, vAtacIta ya karatAM nathI ! to A vAjabI nA kahevAya ne ? jagatamAM vAjabI dekhAya evuM hovuM joIe. gharamAM phAdhara joDe ke bIjA joDe dhaMdhAnI bAbatamAM matabheda nA paDe 42 paisAno vyavahAra eTalA hAru tamAre ya kahevuM, hA e hA, e 'calatI hai to calane de.' paNa ApaNe badhAMe bhegA thaIne nakkI karavuM joIe ke paMdara lAkha bhegA karyA pachI ApaNe vadhAre joItuM nathI, gharanA badhA membaronI pArlamenTa bharIne nakkI karavuM joIe. praznakartA : emAM koI 'egrI' nA thAya, dAdA. dAdAzrI : to pachI e kAmanuM nahIM - badhAMe nakkI karavuM joIe. ApaNe cAra ziphaTa calAvIe, jo basso varSanuM AyuSyanuM ekasTezana lAvaze e ? (133) praznakartA have dhaMdho keTalo vadhAravo joIe ? dAdAzrI : dhaMdho eTalo karavo ke nirAMte UMgha Ave, jyAre ApaNe khaseDavA dhArIe tyAre e khaseDI zakAya evuM hovuM joIe. je AvatI nA hoya te upAdhine bolAvavAnI nahIM. (134) A gharAka ane vepArI vacce saMbaMdha to hoya ne ? ane e saMbaMdha vepArI dukAna baMdha kare to chUTo thaI jAya ? nA thAya. gharAka to yAda kare ke 'A vepArIe mane Ama kareluM, Avo kharAba mAla Apelo' loka to vera yAda rAkhe, te pachI A bhavamAM dukAna tame baMdha karI hoya paNa e Avate bhave tamane choDe ? nA choDe, e to vera vALIne ja jaMpe. ethI ja bhagavAne kaheluM ke 'koIpaNa raste vera choDo." amArA eka oLakhANavALA rUpiyA udhAra laI gayelA, pachI pAchA ApavA ja nA AvyA. te ame samajI gayA ke A verathI baMdhAyeluM haze, te bhale laI gayo ane uparathI ame tene kahyuM ke, 'tuM have amane rUpiyA pAchA nA ApIza. tane chUTa che.' A paisA jatA karIneya vera bhaMgAtuM hoya to bhAMgo. je te raste paNa vera choDo, nahIM to eka mANasa joDenuM vera bhaTakAvaze. (125) lAkha lAkha rUpiyA jAya to ya ame javA daIe. kAraNa ke rUpiyA javAnA che ne ame rahevAnA chIe. game te hoya paNa ame kaSAya nA
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________________ 43 paisAno vyavahAra thavA daIe. lAkha rUpiyA gayA to emAM zuM kahevAnuM ? ApaNe chIe ane A to dhULadhANI ! (134) A badhI ja bAbata judI pADIe. dhaMdhAmAM khoTa jAya to kahIe ke dhaMdhAne khoTa gaI, kAraNa ke ApaNe naphA-khoTanA mAlika nathI, mATe khoTa ApaNe zA mATe mAthe laIe ? ApaNane napho-khoTa sparzatA nathI. ane jo khoTa gaI ne InkamaTekSavALo Ave, to dhaMdhAne kahIe ke 'he dhaMdhA ! tArI pAse cUkavAya evuM hoya to Amane cUkavI de, tAre cUkavavAnA che.' amane koI pUche ke 'A sAla khoTamAM gayA cho ?' to ame kahIe ke, 'nA bhAI, ame khoTamAM gayA nathI, dhaMdhAne khoTa gaI che !' ane napho thAya tyAre kahIe ke, dhaMdhAne napho thayo che.' amAre napho-toTo hoya ja nahIM. (135) koka zeThiyA mane dabANa kare ke, 'nA tamAre to plenamAM kalakattA AvavuM ja paDaze.' huM 'nA, nA' kahuM to ya dabANa karyA kare. eTale kazuM choDe ja nahIM ne ! mATe eno hisAba ja nA karavo, vadhaghaTano hisAba ja nA kADhavo, jyAre je dahADe khoTa lAge ne, te dahADe ApaNe pAMca rUpiyA 'anAmata' nAme jame karI devA. eTale ApaNI pAse silaka, anAmata silaka rahe, kAraNa ke A copaDA kaMI kAyamanA che ? be-cAra ke ATha varSe pachI phADI nathI nAkhatA ? jo sAco hoya to phADe koI ? A to badhuM manane manAvavAnAM sAdhano che. to ApaNe je dahADe doDhasonI khoTa gaI hoya ne. te ApaNe pAMcaso rUpiyA anAmata khAte jame karyA eTale sADI traNasonI silaka ApaNI pAse rahe. eTale doDhasonI khoTane badale sADI traNasonI silaka ApaNane dekhAya. evuM che. A jagata badhuM gappegappa cummALaso che, bArebArA cummALaso nathI A. bArebArA cummALaso hota to e ekjhekTa siddhAMta kahevAta. saMsAra eTale gappegappa cummALaso ane mokSa eTale bArebArA cummALaso. (136) samabhAva kone kahe che ? samabhAva naphAne ane khoTane sarakhuM nA kahe. samabhAva eTale naphAne badale khoTa Ave to ya vAMdho nahIM, napho paisAno vyavahAra 44 Ave to ya vAMdho nahIM. naphAthI uttejanA nA thAya, ane pelAthI (khoTathI) DIprezana nA Ave. eTale kazuM thAya nahIM. dvaMdvAtIta thayelAM hoya. (137) bAkI, dhaMdhAmAM khoTa AvI hoya to lokone kahuM ane napho Avyo hoya to ya kahI dauM ! paNa loka pUche to ja, nahIM to mArA dhaMdhAnI vAta ja nA karuM. loka pUche ke, 'tamane hamaNAM khoTa AvI che, e vAta kharI'? tyAre huM kahI dauM ke 'e vAta kharI che' koI dahADo ya amAre bhAgIdAre ema nathI kahyuM ke tame kema kahI do cho ? kAraNa ke AvuM kaheluM to sAruM ke loka dhIravA AvatA hoya to baMdha thaI jaze ne devuM vadhatuM-ochuM thaze, nahIM to loko zuM kaheze ? 'alyA, nA kahevAya, nahIM to loka dhIraze nahIM.' paNa A to ApaNe devuM vadhI jAyane, cokhkhuM cokhkhuM kahI do ne, je thayuM hoya ke bhaI khoTa gaI che. khoTa gaI hoya to ya sAmAne vAta khullI karI devI. eTale sAmo bhAvanA kare. eTale paramANu UDI jAya ne pote halako thaI jAya. ekalo mahIM mUMjhAyA kare to vadhAre bojo lAge ! jeTalI phikaro Ave tene Ama phAkI karIne phAkI javAnI. ame vepAra karatA hatA tyAre bahu phikaro AvelI, jJAna pahelAM. tyAre ja A jJAna thAya ne ! amArA chokarA marI gayA tyAre peMDA khavaDAvelA ! ame to zuM karatA ke dhaMdhAmAM ekadama muzkelI AvI jAya to to vAta ja nahIM karavAnI ne hIrAbAne bahArathI khabara paDe ke dhaMdhAmAM muzkelI che ne amane pUche ke zuM khoTa gaI che ? ame kahIe ke, nA, nA. le A rUpiyA A paisA AvyA che te tamAre joIe che ? tyAre hIrAbA kahe ke A loko to kahe che ke khoTa AvI. tyAre huM kahuM ke nA, nA. A to vadhAre kamAyA chIe. paNa A vAta khAnagI rAkhajo. amArA dhaMdhAmAM khoTa jAya to keTalAkane duHkha thAya. te mane kahevA Ave ke keTalI khoTa AvI che ? bahu AvI che ? tyAre huM kahuM ke khoTa AvelI, paNa hamaNAM ja ociMto ja eka lAkha rUpiyAno napho maLyo !
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra 45 te pelAne TADhaka thaI jAya. (138) A huM to pAcho badhuM anubhavanA tAraNa para lAvelo, bAkI huM dhaMdhA para paNa paisAnA vicAra karato na hato. paisAne mATe vicAra kare ne, enA jevo kuliza ja koI nathI. e to lamaNe lakhelA che baLyA ! khoTe ya lamaNe lakhelI che. vagara vicAre khoTa Ave ke nathI AvatI ? (139) dhaMdhAmAM koI vAMkA mANaso maLe te ApaNA paisA khAvA mAMDe to ApaNe aMdarakhAne samajIe ke ApaNA paisA khoTA che, mATe AvA bhegA thAya. nahIM to vAMkA mANaso bhegA thAya ja zI rIte ? mAreya evuM thatuM hatuM. eka phero khoTuM nANuM AveluM. te badhA vAMkA ja loko bhegA thayelA. te meM nakkI karyuM ke A nA joIe. dhaMdho kyo sAro ke jemAM hiMsA nA samAtI hoya, koIne ApaNA dhaMdhAthI :kha nA thAya. A to dANAvALAno dhaMdho hoya to zeramAMthI thoDuM kADhI le. AjakAla to bheLaseLa karavAnuM zIkhyA che. temAM ya khAvAnI vastuomAM bheLaseLa kare to janAvaramAM - cAra pagamAM jaIza. cAra pago thAya pachI paDe to nahIM ne ? vepAramAM dharma rAkhajo, nahIM to adharma pasI paisAno vyavahAra dAdAzrI : AvI ja rIte cAlAkIno roga pesI jAya ne ! ane 'vyavasthita'nuM jJAna hAjara hoya tene dhIraja rahe. koI ApaNI joDe cAlAkI karavA Ave to ApaNe pAchale bAraNethI nIkaLI javuM, ApaNe sAmI cAlAkI karavI nahIM. (148) eTale kahevA mAgIe chIe ke A nAhavAnA pANI mATe ke rAte sUvAnA gAdalA mATe ke bIjI keTalIka vastuo mATe tame vicAra sarakho karatA nathI, chatAM zuM e tamane nathI maLatuM ? tema lakSmI mATe paNa sahaja rahevAnuM hoya. (149) paisA kamAvAnI bhAvanA karavAnI jarUra nathI. prayatna bhale cAlu rahyA. bhAvanAthI zuM thAya ? paisA huM kheMcI lauM to pelAne bhAge rahe nahIM. eTale je kudaratI kavoTA nirmANa thayo che, tene ja ApaNe rahevA do ne, vaLI bhAvanA karavAnI jarUra zuM ? evuM kahevA mAguM chuM. A to lokonAM ghaNAM pApa thatAM aTakI jAya. e huM kahevA mAguM chuM. A eka vAkyamAM ghaNo sAra mukAyelo che paNa samaje to. evuM nathI ke mAruM jJAna levAnI ja jarUra che, jJAna nA lIdhuM hoya ne, paNa eTaluM ene samajaNa paDe ke A hisAbasara ja che, kazuM hisAbathI bahAra thatuM nathI, nahIM to mahenata karatAM khoTa Ave to ApaNe nA samajIe ! mahenata eTale mahenata, maLavuM ja joIe, paNa nA, khoTe ya nirAMte jAya jaze. (144) dhaMdhAmAM mana bagADe to ya napho 66,616 thaze ne mana nA bagADe to ya napho 66,616 raheze, to kyo dhaMdho karavo ? (145) dhaMdhAmAM prayatna karavAno, 'vyavasthita' enI meLe goThavyA karaze. te yu tamAre phakta karyA karavAno, emAM ALasa nahIM karavAnI. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke badhuM 'vyavasthita' che. naphAmAM hajAra ke lAkha AvavAnA che, te cAlAkI karavAthI eka Ano ya vadhaze nahIM ane cAlAkIthI AvatA avatAranA navA hisAba bAMdhazo e judA ! (147) praznakartA : ApaNI sAme koI cAlAkI karato hoya to ApaNe paNa sAmI karavI joIe ne, evuM atyAre to loko kare che. A bhAva kare che teno vAMdho che, bIjuM kazuM nahIM. bIjI kriyAone mATe mane vAMdho nathI. eTale vAta Ama loko vAMcI jAya, paNa samajaNa nA paDe, eTale vAMcI jAya paNa vAta bahu UMDI hoya che. (15) khoTAnI parakha nA hoya tyAM sudhI khoTuM pesI jAya nahIM. praznakartA : ane A dhaMdhAmAM sAcuM che, ApaNe samajIe chIe, chatAM sAcuM kahI zakAtuM nathI. dAdAzrI : eTale vyavahAra ApaNA tAbAmAM nathI. nizcaya ApaNA
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________________ paisAno vyavahAra 47 paisAno vyavahAra tAbAmAM che. bIja nAkhavuM e ApaNA tAbAmAM che. phaLa levuM ApaNA tAbAmAM nathI. eTale bhAva ApaNe karavo. kharAba thaI jAya to ya bhAva ApaNe sAro karavo ke Ama nA thavuM joIe. (15) to konuM nAma kahevAya ke eka akSare ya bole ne to zeTha kahevAya ja kema karIne ? e vaDhatA hoya to ApaNe samajI jaIe ke A pote ja AsisTanTa che (!) zeThanuM to moTuM bagaDeluM ja nA dekhAya. zeTha eTale zeTha ja dekhAya. e dAMtiyA kare to to pachI badhA AgaLa enI kiMmata ja zuM rahe ? pachI nokarI paNa pAchaLa kaheze ke A zeTha to lapakA bahu karyA kare che ! dAMtiyA kADhyA kare che !! baLyuM evA zeTha thavuM enA karatAM to gulAma thavuM sAruM. hA, tamAre jarUra hoya, khaTapaTa karavI hoya to vacce ejansIo badhI rAkho. paNa vaDhavAnAM AvAM kAma zeThe jAte nA karAya ! nokaro ya jAte laDhe, kheDUto ya jAte laDhe, tame ya jAte laDho, tyAre koNa jAte laDhe nahIM ? vepArI jAte laDhe, kheDUta jAte laDhe to vepArI jevuM rahyuM ja zuM ? zeTha to evuM nA kare. (155) zeTha to koI dahADo ya koIne vaDhe nahIM. vakhate vacce evI ejansI UbhI kare. e vaDhanArI ejansI vaDhe, paNa zeTha to vaDhe ja nahIM. vacce ejansI taiyAra kare ke e pachI vaDhanAro mANasa evo vacce rAkhe ke e vaDhanAro vaDhe paNa zeTha AvuM jAte nA vaDhe. pachI zeTha beunAM samAdhAna karIne Ape. zeTha beune bolAve ke, "bhaI, tuM vaDuM chuM te paNa vAta sAcI che ne tArI vAta paNa sAcI che. eTale evo nikAla karI Ape. bAkI zeTha kaMI vaDhatA haze ?!! 1930mAM moTAmAM moTI maMdI hatI. e maMdImAM zeThiyAoe A majUro bicArAnAM bahu lohI cUselAM te atyAre A tejImAM majUro zeThiyAonAM lohI cUse che ! evo A duniyAno cUsacUsano rivAja che ! maMdImAM zeThiyAo cUse ane tejImAM majUro cUse ! beunA sAmAsAmI vArA AvavAnA. eTale A zeThiyAo bUma pADe tyAre huM kahuM chuM ne ke tame 1930mAM e majUrone choDyA nathI. tethI hamaNAM e majUro tamane choDaze nahIM. majUronA lohI cUsavAnI paddhati ja nA rAkho. to tamane koI kazuM nAma nahIM de. are bhayaMkara kaLiyugamAM paNa tamAruM nAma denAra nathI !!! gharamAM ya tejImaMdI Ave te maMdImAM ApaNe vahu joDe ropha mAra mAra karyo hoya pachI tejI Ave tyAre e ApaNI para ropha mAre. mATe tejImaMdImAM sarakhAM rahIe, samAnapUrvaka rahIe to tamAruM badhuM sarasa cAle ! A jagata nyAya vagara eka kSaNavAra paNa nathI rahetuM. kSaNe-kSaNe nyAya ja thaI rahyo che ! jagata eka kSaNa paNa anyAya sahana karI zakatuM nathI, je anyAya karyo che, e paNa nyAya ja thaI rahyo che ! (156) praznakartA : dhaMdhAmAM bahu khoTa gaI che to zuM karuM ? dhaMdho baMdha karI dauM ke bIjo karuM ? devuM khUba thaI gayuM che. dAdAzrI : rU bajAranI khoTa kaMI kariyANAnI dukAna kADhace nA pUrI thAya. dhaMdhAmAM gayelI khoTa dhaMdhAmAMthI ja pUrI thAya, nokarImAMthI na vaLe, 'konTrAkTa' nI khoTa kaMI pAnanI dukAnathI vaLe ? je bajAramAM ghA paDyo hoya te bajAramAM ja ghA rUjhAya, tyAM ja enI davA hoya. ApaNe bhAva eka rAkhavo ke ApaNAthI koI jIvane kiMcit mAtra du:kha na ho. ApaNe bhAva eka cokhkho rAkhavo ke badhuM ja devuM cUkate thaI jAya. lakSmI to agiyAramo prApya che. mATe koInI lakSmI ApaNI pAse nA rahevI joIe. ApaNI lakSmI koInI pAse rahe teno vAMdho nathI. paNa dhyeya niraMtara e ja rahevuM joIe ke mAre pAIe pAI cUkavI devI che. dhyeya lakSamAM rAkhIne pachI tame khela khelo. paNa khelADI nA thazo. khelADI thaI gayA ke tame khalAsa ! (157) praznakartA: have mANasanI dAnata kyA kAraNathI kharAba thAya che ? dAdAzrI : enuM kharAba thavAnuM hoya tyAre ene phorsa mATe ke tuM Ama pharI jAne, hala thaze." enuM kharAba thavAnuM mATe. "kamiMga IvenTasa kAsTa dhera zeDojha bIphora." (je banavAnuM che, tenA paDachAyA pahelAM paDe)
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________________ praznakartA : paNa e rokI zake kharo ? dAdAzrI : hA, rokI zake ene. jo ene jJAna maLeluM hoya ke tAre kharAba vicAra Ave to ya pAchaLa pazcAttApa kara. te Ama kare, ke AvuM nA hovuM joIe, AvuM nA hovuM joIe. Ama rokI zakAya. kharAba vicAra Ave che te mULa-gata jJAnanA AdhAre, paNa AjanuM jJAna ene ema kahe che ke A karavA jevuM nathI. to pheravI zake che. samaja paDIne ? kaMI khulAso thAya che ? (158) dAnata bagADavI eTale pAMca lAkha rUpiyA mATe bagADavI evuM nahIM. A to pacIsa rUpiyA mATe hau dAnata bagADe baLI ! eTale bhogavavAnI IcchAnI bhAMjagaDa nathI. ene evA prakAranuM jJAna maLyuM che ke zuM ApavuM che ? ApavA karatAM ApaNe ahIM ja vAparo. hala thaze. dekha leMge. e UMdhuM jJAna maLyuM che ene. eTale ApaNe atyAre koIpaNa mANasane ema kahI zakIe ke bhaI, game eTalA dhaMdhA karo, khoTa jAya to ya vAMdho nathI, paNa manamAM eka bhAva nakkI rAkhajo ke mAre sarvane ApavA che. kAraNa ke paiso kone vahAlo nA hoya ? e kaho. kone nA vahAlo hoya ? sahune vahAlo hoya. eTale ApaNe eno paiso DUbe evo to ApaNA manamAM bhAva utpanna thavo na joIe. game te bhoge mAre ApavA ja che. evuM DIsIjhana pahelethI rAkhavuM ja joIe. A moTAmAM moTI vastu che. bIjAmAM nAdArI kADhI haze to cAlaze paNa paisAmAM nAdArI nA hovI joIe. kAraNa ke paisA to du:khadAyI che, paiso to, ene agiyAramAM prANa kahyo che. mATe koIno paiso DubADAya nahIM. e moTAmAM moTI vastu. (159) praznakartA : mANasa devuM mUkIne marI jAya to zuM thAya ? dAdAzrI : devuM mUkIne marI jAya to ? devuM mUkIne marI jAya paNa ene manamAM TheTha sudhI - maratAM sudhI eka vastu nakkI hovI joIe ke mAre A paisA ApavA ja joIe. zuM? A bhavamAM nahIM paNa AvatA bhave paNa mAre ApavA, jarUra ApavA ja che. evo bhAva che, ene vAMdho nathI Avato ane keTalAMka kahe che, zuM ApavuM-levuM che ? koNa pUchanAra che ? tyAre evuM tyAM AgaLa ! ane to ya niyama evo che ke paisA letAMnI sAthe ja nakkI karyuM hoya ke AnA paisA mAre pAchA ApavA che, evuM nakkI karIne levAya. tyAra pachI cAra-cAra dahADe eno upayoga devo paDe ke A paisA vahelAmAM vahelI take pAchA apAya evI bhAvanA kare pAchI. ane te bhAvanA hoya to rUpiyA apAya, nahIM to rAma tArI mAyA. (160). ApaNe koInA rUpiyA lIdhA hoya to ApaNo bhAva cokhkho rahe to jANavuM ke A paisA ApaNAthI apAze, pachI enA mATe ciMtA-varIjha nahIM karavAnI. bhAva cokhkho rahe che ke nahIM, eTaluM ja jovAnuM A enuM levala che. sAmo bhAva cokhkho rAkhe ke nA rAkhe tenA uparathI ApaNe jANIe. eno bhAva cokhkho nA raheto hoya tyArathI ApaNe jANIe ke A pasI javAnA che. bhAva cokhkho joIe ja. bhAva eTale tamArA adhikArathI tame zuM karo ? tyAre kahe ke, "Aje badhA rUpiyA hota to Aje ja ApI dauM !' enuM nAma cokhkho bhAva. bhAvamAM to evuM ja hoya ke kyAre vahelAmAM vahelI take apAya. praznakartA : A devALuM kADhe ne pachI paisA cUkave nahIM to pachI bIjA avatAre cUkavavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : ene pharI paisA dekhAya nahIM, rUpiyo enA hAthamAM aDe nahIM pachI. ApaNo kAyado zuM kahe che ke rUpiyA pAchA ApavA mATe tamAre bhAva nA bagADavo joIe, to jarUra eka dahADo tamArI pAse rUpiyA Avaze, ne devuM cUkavAze ! game teTalA rUpiyA haze, paNa chevaTe rUpiyA kaMI joDe Ave nahIM mATe kaMIka kAma kADhI lo. have pharI mokSamArga maLe nahIM. ekyAsI hajAra varSa sudhI mokSamArga ya hAthamAM AvavAno nahIM. A chellAmAM chelluM 'sTenDache, have AgaLa 'sTenDa' nathI.
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________________ paisAnuM ke evuM tevuM saMsAranuM devuM hotuM nathI, rAga-dveSanuM devuM hoya che. paisAnuM devuM hota to ame nA kahIe ke, bhaI, pAMcaso pUrA mAgato hoya to pAMcaso pUrA ApI deje, nahIM to tuM chUTIza nahIM !' ame to zuM kahIe chIe, ke eno nikAla karajo, pacAsa ApIne ya tuM nikAla karaje. ane kahIe ke, 'tuM khuza che ne ?" tyAre e kahe ke, "hA, huM khuza chuM.' eTale nikAla thaI gayo. jyAM jyAM tame rAga-dveSa karyA hoya, e rAga-dveSa, tamane pAchA maLaze. koI paNa bhoge badho hisAba cUkavavAno. hisAba cUkavavA mATe A badho avatAra che. janmyA tyArathI maraNa sudhI badhuM pharajiyAta che. eka mAgatAvALo eka jaNane pajavato hato. te mane kahevA Avyo ke, "A mAgatAvALo mane gALo khUba deto hato." meM kahyuM ke, "e Ave tyAre mane bolAvaje.' pachI pelo mAgatAvALo Avyo, tyAre mane eno chokaro bolAvavA Avyo. huM ene ghera gayo. huM bahAra beTho ne pelo mAgatAvALo aMdara pelAne bolato hato, 'tame AvI nAlAyakI karo cho ? A to badamAzI kahevAya.' Ama tema bahu gALo devA mAMDyo, eTale pachI meM aMdara jaIne kahyuM, 'tame mAgatAvALA cho ne ?" tyAre kahe, 'hA, meM ApavAnuM egrImenTa (karAra) karyuM che ne tame levAnuM egrImenTa karyuM che. ane A gALo tame do cho te 'ekasTrA AITama' (vadhArAnI vastu) che, enuM pemenTa (cUkate) karavuM paDaze. gALo devAnI zarata karAramAM nathI karI. gALe cAlIsa rUpiyA kapAze. vinayanI bahAra bolyA to te 'ekasTrA AITama" thaI kahevAya, kAraNa ke tuM karAranI bahAra cAlyo che. AvuM kahIe eTale e cokkasa pAMsaro thAya ane pharI AvI gALo nA bhAMDene ame to AvaDuM AvaDuM ApIe ke enAthI sAmuM nA bolAya ne e pAMsaro thAya. (163) jJAnathI dharma thaze, eTale sAmA para Aropa karavAno, kaSAya karavAnuM badhuM chUTI jaze. eTale A 'bhogave tenI bhUla' e to mokSe laI jAya evuM che ! A to ekajhekTa nIkaLeluM ne ke "bhogave tenI bhUla.' praznakartA : A jJAna utpanna thayuM te pahelAM tamArI bhUmikA ghaNI taiyAra thaI gaI haze ne ? dAdAzrI : bhUmikAmAM kazuM AvaDatuM na hatuM. jo AvaDatuM nahotuM te meTrika nApAsa thaI ne paDI rahyA. mArI bhUmikAmAM eka cAritryabaLa UMcuM hatuM eTale joyeluM, chatAM ya corIo karelI. A khetaramAMthI borAM-borAM thAya ne chokarAo joDe jaIe. to AMbo ko'kano ne kerI ApaNe laIe, te corI nA kahevAya ? te nAnapaNamAM badhAM chokarAM kerIo khAvA jAya te joDe joDe jaIe. ne huM khauM kharo paNa ghera nA laI jauM. cAritra sAruM eTaluM jANuM. ne bIjuM, dhaMdho karuM chuM tyArathI mane ema khabara nathI ke meM mArA potAnA mATe, dhaMdhA saMbaMdhI vicAra karyo hoya, amAro dhaMdho cAlato hoya te cAlyA kare, paNa tame atyAre tyAM AvyA te temane pahelAmAM paheluM pUchuM ke tamAre kemanuM cAle che ? tamArI zI aDacaNa che ? eTale tamAruM samAdhAna karuM te pachI A bhAI AvyA te emane kahyuM ke tamAre kemanuM cAlu che ? eTale badhI lokonI aDacaNamAM ja paDelo. A ja dhaMdho meM AkhI jiMdagI karelo. kazo dhaMdho ja nathI karyo koI dahADo ya. phakta dhaMdho AvaDe bahu. have pelAne cAra mahinA jAya pachI gUMcA gUMcA karato hoya, to huM eka dahADAmAM ukela lAvI ApuM. kAraNa ke koInuM ya duHkha mArAthI sahana nA thAya. are, nokarI haju nathI maLatI ? te chevaTe ciThThI lakhI ApuM. Ama karI ApuM tema karI ApuM paNa rAge pADI dauM. Ama ADe dahADe nA boluM, paNa ciThThI lakhatI vakhate moTAbhAI, moTAbhAI lakhuM. (165) huM dhaMdho karato hato temAM mAro eka kAyado amArA bhAgIdAra joDe eka bhAIe tamane aDhIso rUpiyA ApyA nahIM ne tamArA aDhIso rUpiyA gayA, temAM bhUla konI ? tamArI ja ne ? bhogave tenI bhUla. A
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________________ zuM choDAvaDAve ? chUTelA hoya enuM mahattva che. ApaNane eka dahADo vicAra Ave ke "A paisA nahIM Ape to zuM thaze." e ApaNuM mana pachI nabaLuM paDatuM jAya. eTale ApaNe ApyA pachI nakkI karavuM ke dariyAnI aMdara kALI cIMtharI bAMdhIne mUkIe chIe, pachI AzA rakhAya ? to ApatAM pahelAM ja AzA rAkhyA vagara ja Apo, nahIM to ApavA nahIM. (176) evuM che ne, ke ApaNe ko'kanA lIdhA hoya - dIdhA hoya, levAdevAnuM to jagatamAM karavuM ja paDe ne ! eTale amuka mANasane kaMIka rUpiyA ApyA hoya to te ko'kanA pAchA nA Ave to enA mATe manamAM kakaLATa thayA kare ke, 'e kyAre Apaze, jyAre Apaze.' to Ano kyAre pAra Ave ? nakkI karelo. huM nokarI karato hoya te TAIme jeTalo pagAra maLe eTalA paisA ghera mokalavA. ethI vadhAre mokalavA nahIM. eTale e paisA taddana sAcA ja hoya. bIjA paisA ahIM dhaMdhAmAM ja rahevAnA, peDhImAM. tyAre e mane kahe che, "ene zuM karavAnA pachI ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, InkamaTekSavALo kahe, 'doDha lAkha bharI jAva. dAdAnA nAmathI, te tamAre bharI devAnA. eTale mane kAgaLa lakhavo nahIM." (168) praznakartA : koI mANase ApaNane rUpiyA ApavAnA hoya, ApaNe ene ApyA hoya e ApaNe enI pAsethI pAchA levAnA hoya, ane e nA Ape, to e vakhate ApaNe pAchA levA mATe prayatna karavo ke pachI ApaNuM devuM cUkta thayuM ema samajIne saMtoSa mAnIne besI rahevuM? dAdAzrI : ema nahIM, mANasa sArA hoya to prayatna karavo ne nabaLo mANasa hoya to prayatna choDI devo. praznakartA : prayatna karavo athavA to ema ke bhaI, ApaNane ApavAnA haze to ghera beThA ApI jaze ane jo nA Ave to samajI levAnuM ke ApaNuM devuM cUkate thayuM ema mAnI levAnuM ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA eTaluM badhuM nA mAnavuM. ApaNe svAbhAvika rIte prayatna karavo joIe. ApaNe ene kahevuM joIe ke, "amane jarA paisAnI bhIDa che, jo ApanI pAse chUTa thaI hoya to amane mokalI Apajo." evI rIte vinayathI, vivekathI kahevuM joIe ane nA Ave to pachI ApaNe jANavuM ke ApaNo koI hisAba haze to cUkate thaI gayo. paNa ApaNe prayatna ja nA karIe to e ApaNane mUrakha mAne ane e UMdhe raste caDhe. amAre ya evuM baneluM ne ! paisA pAchA nA Ave enI phikara to ame pahelethI nahotA rAkhatA. paNa sAdhAraNa Takora mArIe, ene kahI joIe kharAM. ame eka mANasane pAMcaso rUpiyA ApelA. ApyA te to copaDe lakhavAnA nA hoya te ciThThImAM ya sahI kazuM nA hoya ne ! te pachI ene varSa, doDha varSa thayuM haze. mane ya koI dahADo sAMbhareluM nahIM. eka dahADo pelA bhAI bhegA thaI gayA, mane yAda AvyuM. pachI meM kahyuM ke, pelA pAMcaso rUpiyA mokalI Apajo.' tyAre e kahe che ke, "zenA pAMcaso ?" meM kahyuM ke, 'tame mArI pAsethI laI gayA hatA ne, te.' tyAre e kahe ke, 'tame mane kyAM dhIrelA ? tamane rUpiyA to meM dhIrelA e tame bhUlI gayA cho ?" tyAre huM tarata samajI gayo. pachI meM kahyuM ke, 'hA, mane yAda Ave che kharuM, mATe kAle AvIne laI jajo.' pachI bIje dahADe rUpiyA ApI dIdhA. e mANasa ahIM coTe ke tame mArA rUpiyA nathI ApatA to zuM karo ? A banelA dAkhalAo che. eTale A jagatane zI rIte pahoMcI vaLAya ? ApaNe koIne ApyA hoya ne, te A dariyAmAM kALI cIMtharI bAMdhIne mahIM mUkyA pachI AzA rAkhavI enA jevI murkhAI che. vakhate AvyA to jame karI levA A saMsAra to badhuM pajhala che. AmAM mANasa mAra khAI khAIne marI jAya ! anaMta avatArathI mAra khA khA karyo ane chuTakArAno vakhata Ave tyAre pote chuTakAro nA karI le. pachI pharI chUTakArAno Avo vakhata ja nA Ave ne ! ane chUTelo hoya to ja choDAvaDAve, baMdhAyelo ApaNane
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________________ traNa-traNa vakhata dhakkA khAya to ya ugharANIvALo maLe nahIM. te vakhate maLe to pelo dAMtiyA kare. Ama to kevuM che ke ghera beThAM nANuM ApavA Ave evo A mArga che. pAMca-sAta vakhata ugharANI karI hoya ne chevaTe kahe ke mahinA pachI Avajo, te ghaDIe tamArAM pariNAma nA badalAya to ghera beThAM nANuM Ave. tamArAM pariNAma badalAI jAya che ne ? A to akkala vagarano che. nAlAyaka mANasa che, A dhakko mAthe paDyo." evAM pariNAma badalAyelAM hoya. pharI vAra tame jAva to pelo gALo de. tamArAM pariNAma badalAI jAya che tethI sAmo bagaDato nA hoya to ya bagADe. praznakartA : eno artha evo thayo ke ApaNe ja sAmAne bagADIe chIe ? ne te dahADo ene cA-pANI pAvAM ke, 'bhAI, tamAruM RNa mAnavuM paDe ke tame rUpiyA pAchA AvIne ApI gayA nahIM to A kALamAM rUpiyA pAchA Ave nahIM. tame ApI gayA te ajAyabI ja kahevAya.' e kahe ke, 'vyAja nahIM maLe.' to kahIe, 'mUDI lAvyo e ja ghaNuM che ne !" samajAya che ? AvuM jagata che. lAvyo che tene pAchA ApavAnuM duHkha che, dhIre che tene pAchA levAnuM du:kha che. have, AmAM koNa sukhI ? ane che 'vyavasthita' ! nathI Apato te ya 'vyavasthita che, ane Dabala ApyA te ya 'vyavasthita' (176) praznakartA : Ape bIjA pAMcaso kema pAchA ApyA ? dAdAzrI : pharI koI avatAramAM e bhAI joDe ApaNane prasaMga nA paDe, eTalI jAgRti rahe ne, ke A to ghara bhUlyA. lokoe jANyuM ke mArI pAse paisA AvyA che, eTale mArI pAse loko paisA mAgavA AvyA. te pachI '42 thI 44 sudhI meM badhAne Apa Apa ja karyuM. pachI '45mAM meM nakkI karyuM ke have ApaNe to A mokSa tarapha javuM che. A lokonI joDe ApaNane have meLa kyAM sudhI paDaze ? mATe ApaNe evuM nakkI karo ke A paisAnI ugharANI karIe to pharI pAchA rUpiyA levA Avaze ne to pharI vyavahAra cAlu raheze. enA karatAM ugharANI karIe to pAMca hajAra ApIne pAchA dasa hajAra levA Ave. enA karatAM A pAMca hajAra enI pAse rahe to enA manamAM ema thAya ke 'have bhegA nA thAya to sAruM.' ane rastAmAM mane dekhe ne, to pelI bIjI bAjuthI jato rahe, te huM paNa samajI jauM. eTale huM chUTyo, mAre A badhAne choDavA hatA ne e badhAe choDyo mane !! (177) necarala nyAya zuM kahe che ? ke je banyuM e karekTa, je banyuM e ja jAya. jo tamAre mokSe javuM hoya to banyuM che e nyAya samajo ane tamAre bhaDakavuM hoya to korTanA nyAyathI nIveDo lAvo. kudarata zuM kahe che ? banyuM e nyAya che ema tame samajo, to tame nirvikalpI thatA jazo, ane korTanA nyAyathI jo e karazo to vikalpI thatA jazo. ' (19) dAdAzrI : ApaNuM badhuM ApaNe ja bagADyuM che. ApaNane jeTalI aDacaNo che e badhI ApaNe ja bagADI che. eno sudhAravAno rasto zo ? sAmo game teTaluM du:kha deto hoya, paNa tene mATe jarA paNa avaLo vicAra nA Ave, e ene sudhAravAno rasto. AmAM ApaNuM ya sudhare ne enuM ya sudhare. jagatanA lokone avaLA vicAra AvyA vagara rahe nahIM. eTale ApaNe to samabhAve nikAla karavAnuM kahyuM, eTale e kare. samabhAve nikAla eTale zuM ke ene mATe kaMI vicAra ja karavAno nahIM. (185) ane ugharANImAM koI mANasa nA Apato hoya, enI pAse nA hoyane nA Apato hoya to pachI TheTha sudhI enI pAchaLa heMDa haMDa nA karyA karavuM. e vera bAMdhe ! ne jAya bhUtamAM to ApaNane herAna karI nAkhe. nathI tethI nathI Apato emAM eno zuM guno bicArAno ? hoya ne nathI ApatA loko ? praznakartA : hoya ne nA ApatA hoya to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : hoya ne nA Ape tene ya zuM karIe ApaNe te ? dAvo mAMDIe bahu tyAre ! bIjuM zuM? ene mArIe to polIsavALA ApaNane pakaDI jAya ne ?
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________________ bAkI korTamAM nA javuM uttama. je DAhyo mANasa hoya te korTamAM nA jAya. mAruM haze to Avaze, nahIM Ave to gayuM. paNa AvAM bhUtAne pAchAM nA bolAve. vagara kAmanAM bhUtAM pajava pajava kare. haju jItavAnuM to jItAze tyAre paNa te pahelAM to "akkala vagaranA cho, gadheDA !" kaheze. A akkalanA kothaLA ! ane A mANasa ! gadheDo nahIM ! badhe AvuM bolAya ? ApaNe tyAM pelA bhakta che ne, vakIla, te kahe che, ame ya evuM bolIe chIe. alyA. kaI jAtanA naMgoDa che te ? e to sAruM che, bicArA mANaso suMvALA to sAMbhaLI le che, nahIM to joDo mAre tamane to zuM karo (186). tamArI pAsethI koI rUpiyA laI gayuM, pachI traNa ke cAra varSa thaI jAya, to ApaNI rakama vakhate korTanA kAyadAnI bahAra jatI rahe, paNa necarano kAyado A loko toDI zake nahIM ne ! necaranA kAyadAmAM rakama vyAja sAthe pAchI Ape che. ahIMnA kAyadAmAM kazuM nA maLe, A to sAmAjika kAyado che. paNa pelA necaranA kAyadAmAM to vyAja sAthe maLe che. eTale koI jagyAe koI ApaNA rUpiyA traNaso nA ApatuM hoya to ApaNe enI pAse levA joIe. pAchA levA mATe kAraNa zuM che ? ke A bhaI rakama ja nathI Apato to kudaratanuM vyAja to keTaluM badhuM hoya. so baso varSamAM to keTalI rakama thaI jAya ?! eTale ApaNe enI pAse ugharANI karIne pAchA laI levA joIe. eTale bicAro eTalo badho jokhamamAM to nA utare. paNa pelo Ape ja nahIM ne jokhamamAM utare tenA ApaNe pachI jokhamadAra nathI. che. mATe vakIla rAkhavA jevuM jagata ja nathI. mane cora maLaze, bahAravaTiyo maLaze evo bhaya paNa rAkhavA jevo nathI. A to peparamAM Ave ke Aje phalANAne gADImAMthI utArIne dAgInA lUMTI lIdhA, phalANAne moTaramAM mAryA ne paisA laI lIdhA. 'to have sonuM paheravuM ke nA paheravuM ?" DonTa varI ! karoDa rUpiyAnAM ratno paherIne pharazo to ya tamane koI aDI zake ema nathI. evuM A jagata che. ane te bilakula karekTa che. jo tamArI jokhamadArI haze to ja tamane aDaze. tethI ame kahIe chIe ke tamAro uparI koI bApo ya nathI. mATe "DonTa varI !" (ciMtA karazo nahIM) nirbhaya thaI jAva ! (188). dhaMdhAmAM aNahakkanuM nahIM. ne je dahADe aNahakkanuM levAI jAya, te dahADe barakata nahIM rahe dhaMdhAmAM bhagavAna hAtha ghAlatA ja nathI. dhaMdhAmAM to tArI AvaData ne tAruM naitika dhoraNa be ja kAma lAgaze. anaitika dhoraNa varasa, be varasa sAruM maLaze, paNa pachI nukasAna jaze. khoTuM thAya to chevaTe pastAvo karazo to ya chaTazo. vyavahArano sAra Akho hoya to te nIti. nIti haze ne paisA ochA haze to paNa tamane zAMti raheze ane nIti nahIM hoya ne paisA khUba haze to ya azAMti raheze. naitikatA vagara dharma ja nathI. dharmano pAyo ja naitikatA che ! (189) AmAM evuM kahe che ke saMpUrNa nIti paLAya to pALa ane e nA paLAya to nakkI kara ke dahADAmAM mAre traNa nIti to pALavI che. ane nahIM to niyamamAM rahIne anIti karuM to e paNa nIti che. je mANasa niyamamAM rahIne anIti kare che ene huM nIti kahuM chuM. bhagavAnanA pratinidhi tarIke vItarAgonA pratinidhi tarIke huM kahuM chuM ke anIti paNa niyamamAM rahIne kara, e niyama ja tane mokSe laI jaze. anIti kare ke nIti kare teno mane savAla nathI, paNa niyamamAM rahIne kara. AkhA jagate jyAM AgaLa tela kADhI nAkhyuM tyAM AgaLa ame kahyuM ke Ano vAMdho nathI, tuM tAre niyamamAM rahIne kara. (190) ApaNe to ema kahyuM che ke anIti kara paNa niyamathI karaje. eka niyama bAMdha ke bhaI, mAre ATalI ja anIti karavI che, AthI vadhAre nahIM. praznakartA : kudaratanA vyAjano dara zuM che ? dAdAzrI : necarala InTaresTa Ijha vana parsanTa dara bAra mahine. eTale so rUpiye eka rUpiyo ! vakhate te traNaso rUpiyA nA Ape to kazo vAMdho nahIM. ApaNe kahIe ke huM ne tuM be dosta. ApaNe pattA sAthe ramIe. kAraNa ke ApaNI rakama kazI javAnI to nathI ne ! A necara eTalI badhI karekaTa che ke tamAro vALa ekalo ja corI lIdho haze, to ya paNa e javAno nathI. necara bilakula karekTa che. paramANu paramANu sudhInuM karekTa
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________________ roja dasa rUpiyA dukAne vadhAre levA che, ethI vadhAre pAMcaso rUpiyA Ave to ya mAre nathI levA. (191) A amAruM gUDha vAkya che. A vAkya jo samajAya to kAma thaI jAyane ? bhagavAna paNa khuza thaI jAya ke pArakI gamANamAM khAvuM che ane te pAcho pramANasara khAya che ! nahIM to pArakI gamANamAM khAvuM tyAM pachI pramANa hoya ja nahIM ne ?! ApanI samajamAM Ave che ne ? ke anItino paNa niyama rAkha. huM zuM kahuM chuM ke, 'tAre lAMca levI nathI ane tane pAMcaso khUTe che, to tuM kakaLATa kyAM sudhI karIza ?" loko, bhAIbaMdho pAse uchInA rUpiyA le che tethI vadhAre jokhama vahore che, eTale huM ene samajaNa pADuM ke 'bhAI, tuM anIti kara, paNa niyamathI kara," have niyamathI anIti kare e nItivAna karatAM zreSTha che. kAraNa ke nItivAnanA manamAM roga pese ke, "huM kaMIka chuM,' jyAre AnA manamAM roga paNa nA pese ne ? AvuM koI zIkhavADe ja nahIM ne ? niyamathI anIti kare e to bahu moTAmAM moTuM kArya che. ' (192) anIti paNa niyamathI che to eno mokSa thaze, paNa je anIti nathI karato, je lAMca nathI leto teno mokSa zI rIte thAya ? kAraNa ke je lAMca leto nathI tene "huM lAMca leto nathI" e, kepha caDhI gayelo hoya. bhagavAna paNa ene kADhI mele ke 'heMDa jA, tAruM moTuM kharAba dekhAya. ethI ame lAMca levAnuM kahIe chIe evuM nathI, paNa jo tAre anIti ja karavI hoya to tuM niyamathI karaje. niyama kara ke bhaI, mAre lAMcanA pAMcaso ja rUpiyA levA. pAMcaso rUpiyAthI vadhAre kaMI paNa Ape, are pAMca hajAra rUpiyA Ape to ya badhA pAchA kADhavAnA. ApaNane gharakharcamAM khUTatA hoya eTalA pAMcaso rUpiyA ja lAMcanA levA. bAkI, AvI jokhamadArI to ame ja laIe chIe. kAraNa ke AvA kALamAM loko lAMca nA le, to zuM kare bicAro ? tela-ghInA bhAva keTalA UMcA caDhI gayA che, sAkaranA bhAva keTalA UMcA che ? tyAre chokarAnI phInA paisA ApyA vagara rahevAya ? juone. telanA bhAva kaMI sattara rUpiyA kahe che ne ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : tyAre kALA bajAra vepArIo kare che tenuM cAle ane nokaronuM koI uparANuM lenAro ja nA rahyo ?! eTale ame kahIe chIe ke lAMca paNa niyamasara leje. to e niyama tane mokSe laI jAya. lAMca nathI naDatI, aniyama naDe che. praznakartA : anIti kare e to khoTuM ja kahevAya ne ? dAdAzrI : Ama e to khoTuM ja kahe che ne ! paNa bhagavAnane ghera to judI ja jAtanI vyAkhyA che. bhagavAnane tyAM to anIti ke nIti upara jhaghaDo ja nathI. tyAM AgaLa to ahaMkArano vAMdho Ave che. nIti pALanArAone ahaMkAra bahu hoya. ene to vagara dArU e kepha caDhelo hoya. (193) praznakartA : have pAMcaso rUpiyAnI lAMca levAnI chUTa ApI to pachI jema jarUriyAta vadhatI jAya to pachI e rakama paNa vadhAre le to ? dAdAzrI : nA, e to eka ja niyama pAMcaso eTale pAMcaso ja, pachI e niyamamAM ja rahevuM paDe. ' (194) atyAre mANasa zI rIte A badhI muzkelIothI dahADA kADhe ? ane pachI ene khUTatA rUpiyA nA maLe to zuM thAya ? gUMcavADo Ubho thAya ke rUpiyA khUTe che, e kyAMthI lAvavA ? A to ene khUTatA badhA AvI gayA. ene ya pachI pajhala solva thaI gayuM ne ? nahIM to AmAMthI mANasa UMdho rasto le ne pachI avaLe raste cAlyo jAya, pachI e AkhI lAMca leto thaI jAya, enA karatAM A vacagALAno mArga kADhyo che ane e anIti karI chatAM ya nIti kahevAya, ane ene ya saraLatA thaI gaI ne nIti kahevAya ane tenuM ghara cAle. (195) mULa vastusthitimAM huM zuM kahevA mAguM chuM e jo samaje ne to kalyANa thaI jAya. dareka vAkyamAM huM zuM kahevA mAguM chuM, e AkhI vAta ja jo samajavAmAM Ave to kalyANa thaI jAya. paNa jo e enI bhASAmAM
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________________ che. vAtane laI jAya to zuM thAya ? darekanI bhASA svataMtra hoya ja, te potAnI bhASAmAM laI jaIne phiTa karI de, paNa A enI samajaNamAM nA Ave ke 'niyamathI anIti kara !" ' (196) - ame ya dhaMdhAdArI mANasa chIe. te saMsAramAM dhaMdho-rojagAra InkamaTekSa vagere badhuM ya amAre paNa che. ame kanTrAkTano naMgoDa dhaMdho karIe chIe. chatAM emAM ame saMpUrNa 'vItarAga' rahIe chIe evA 'vItarAga' zAthI rahevAya che? 'jJAnathI'. ajJAnathI loko duHkhI thaI rahyA (2O) praznakartA : A khoTuM karavAnI IcchA nathI paNa karavuM paDe che. dAdAzrI : e pharajiyAta karavuM paDe teno pastAvo hovo joIe. aDadho kalAka besIne pastAvo hovo joIe, 'A nathI karavuM chatAM ya karavuM paDe che." ApaNo pastAvo jAhera karyo eTale ApaNe gunAmAMthI chUTyA. A to ApaNI IcchA nahIM hovA chatAM ya pharajiyAta karavuM paDe che, enuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe che. AvuM ja karavuM joIe to temane UMdhuM thaze. AvuM karIne rAjI thAya evA ya mANaso kharA ne ! A to tame haLukarmI eTale tamane A pastAvo thAya. nahIM to lokone pastAvo ya nA thAya. (21). mamatA sahitanA potAnAmAM koI bhAgIdArI kare nahIM, mahIM Ama hAthe ya ghAle nahIM. A to akkalano Iskotaro hoya te karyA ja kare. ApaNe chokarAne pUchIe ke 'alyA bhAI A corIo karI karIne dhana kamAIe chIe." tyAre e kahe, 'tamAre kamAvavuM hoya to kamAva, amAre evuM nathI joItuM, uparathI pAchI bairI kahe, AkhI jiMdagI khoTAM karyAM che. have choDI do ne baLyAM ? to ya nA choDe mUo. (207) ApavAnuM zIkhyo tyArathI sadbuddhi utpanna thaI. anaMta avatArathI ApavAnuM zIkhyo ja nathI. eMThavADo ya ApavAno ene pasaMda nathI, evo manuSyano svabhAva ! grahaNa karavAnI ja Teva che ene ! temAM jAnavaramAM hato to ya grahaNa karavAnI ja Teva, ApavAnuM nahIM ! e jyAre ApavAnuM zIkhe tyArathI mokSa bhaNI vaLe che. (208) ceka Avyo tyAMthI ja samajone ke Ane vaTAvIza eTale paisA Avaze ! te A to ceka laIne AvyA hatA. ane te Aja vaTAvyo tame ! vaTAvyAmAM zuM mahenata tame karI ? tyAre loka kaheze, huM ATaluM kamAyo, meM mahenata karI ! alyA, eka ceka vaTAvI lAvyo emAM mahenata karI kahevAya ? te pAcho jeTalAno ceka hoya eTalo ja vaTAvAya. vadhAre nA maLe ne ? e tamane samajAyuM ? mAruM kahevAnuM ke gaMbhIratA pakaDo, zAMti pakaDo, kAraNa ke je pUraNa galana mATe loko doDadhAma karI rahyA che, ane guNakAra - bhAgAkAra karI rahyA che e enA avatAro bagADe che ane benka belensamAM kaMI pheraphAra thAya evo nathI, e necarala che. necaralamAM zuM karI nAkhavAnAM che ? eTale A tamAro bhaya TALIe chIe. ame "jema che tema' khulluM karIe chIe ke saravALA-bAdabAkI koInA hAthamAM nathI, e necaranA hAthamAM che. benkamAM saravALo thavo e ya necaranA hAthamAM che ane benkamAM bAdabAkI thavI e ya necaranA hAthamAM che. nahIM to benkavALo eka ja khAtuM rAkhata. kreDiTa ekaluM ja rAkhata, DebiTa rAkhata nahIM. (12) (211) vadhAre nANuM hoya to bhagavAnanA ke sImaMdhara svAmInA derAsaramAM ApavA jevuM bIjuM eke ya sthAna nathI. ane ochuM nANuM hoya to mahAtmAone jamADavA jevuM bIjuM eke ya nathI ! ane ethI ochuM nANuM hoya to koI du:khIyAne tyAM AgaLa Apajo. ane te ya rokaDAthI nahIM, khAvAnuM-pIvAnuM badhuM pahoMcADIne ! ochA nANAmAM ya dAna karavuM hoya to poSAya ke nA poSAya ? (204) [4]
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________________ (221) koInI ya joDe kacakaca nA karazo. ne evA koka dahADo ja maLI Ave ne ! have enI joDe bAjhIe emAM zuM kADhavAnuM ? paheluM ekavAra kahI mUkIe ke "A bhagavAna to mAthe saMbhAra' tyAre kahe, 'bhagavAnabagavAna zuM ?" e bIjA zabda nIkaLene eTale ApaNe samajI jaIe ke A hullaDavALo che ! (219) ane lAcArI jevuM bIjuM pApa nathI. lAcArI thatI haze ? nokarI nA maLatI hoya to ya lAcArI, khoTa gaI to ya lAcArI, InkamaTekSa ophisara TaiDakAvato hoya to ya lAcArI, e ya alyA, lAcArI zuM kare che te. bahu tyAre pelo paisA laI leze, ghara laI leze. bIjuM zuM laI leze ? lAcArI zene mATe karavAnI. lAcArI to bhayaMkara apamAna che bhagavAnanuM. ApaNe lAcArI karI to mahIM bhagavAnane bhayaMkara apamAna thAya. paNa zuM kare bhagavAna ? vyAvahArika kAyado kevo che ! zerabajAranI khoTa thayelI hoya to te kariyANA bajArathI nA vALIza. zerabajAramAM ja vALaje. (222) maccharo khUba hoya to ye AkhI rAta UMghavA nA de ane be maccharo hoya to ye AkhI rAta UMghavA nA de, to ApaNe kahevuM ke "he maccharamaya duniyA ! be ja UMghavA nathI detA to badhA ja Avone.' A naphA-khoTa e maccharAM ja kahevAya. maccharAM to AvyA ja kare. ApaNe ene uDADyA karavAnAM ane ApaNe sUI javAnuM. mahIM anaMta zakti che. e zaktivALA zuM kahe che, ke 'he caMdubhAI ! tamAro zuM vicAra che ?" tyAre mahIM buddhi bole ke A dhaMdhAmAM ATalI khoTa gaI che. have zuM thAya ? have nokarI karIne khoTa vALone. mahIM anaMta zaktivALA zuM kahe che ke, amane pUchone, buddhinI zuM karavA salAha lo cho ? amane pUchone, amArI pAse anaMta zakti che. je zakti khoTa khavaDAve che e zakti pAse ja napho khoLo ne ! khoTa khavaDAve che bIjI zakti ane napho khoLo che bIjA pAse. e zI rIte bhAgAkAra thaze ? mahIM anaMta zakti che. tamAro "bhAva" nA pharyo to A jagatamAM koI zakti nathI ke tamArI icchA pramANe nA phare. evI anaMta zakti ApaNI mahIM che. paNa koIne duHkha nA thAya, koInI hiMsA nA thAya, evA ApaNA laoN(kAyadA) hovA joIe. ApaNA 'bhAva'no lo eTalo badho kaThaNa hovo joIe, ke deha jAze paNa ApaNo bhAva na tUTe. deha jAya to eka phero jaze eTale emAM kaMI DaravAnI jarUra nA hoya. evuM Dare to to A lokonI dazA ja besI jAyane, koI sodo ja nA kare ne ! ame to evA moTA moTA mANasa joyA che ke e pAcho dalAla hoya. e cAlIsa lAkha rUpiyAnI ugharANInI vAto kare ane pAchA kahe che zuM ke, dAdA, badhAM ja ghaNAkharAM loko avaLuM ja bole che, te zuM thaze ? tyAre meM kahyuM ke, jarA dhIraja pakaDavI paDe, pAyo sTroMga rAkhavo paDe. A gADIo ATalI badhI spIDamAM cAle che. AmAM jIvatAM nIkaLe che to dhaMdhAmAM sepha nahIM nIkaLAya ? bahAra to jarA vAramAM bIka lAge. jarA jarAmAM athaDAI jaze evuM lAge paNa kaMI athaDAtuM jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. badhAM kaMI athaDAI jAya che ? e loko nIkaLI jAya che to A nahIM nIkaLI jAya ? e rastA para to jo bhaya peThone to to pachI tame sAMtAkrUjhathI ahIM dAdara zI rIte Avo ? ane Avo cho to tame mUcchita ho to ja bhaya nA lAge mATe mahIM jarA sTroMga rAkhone ! eTale je jagyAe ghA paDene te jagyAe rUjhAI jAya mATe jagyA phera nA karIe. jo ke ame kAyadAnI draSTie ya jANIe ke Ama hovuM ghaTe. (223) tamArAmAM je je zakti hoya tenAthI ApaNe oblAIjha karavA. bIjI rIte karavuM paNa sAmAne sukha ApavuM badhAMne. savAramAM nakkI karavuM joIe ke je mane bhegA thAya tene kaMInuM kaMI sukha ApavuM che. paisA apAya nahIM to bIjA bahu rastA che. samajaNa pADI zakAya, kaMI gUMcAyo hoya to dhIraja ApI zakAya ane paisA ya pAMca-pacAsa Dolara to ApI zakAya ne ! (226) jeTalI javAbadArIthI pArakAnuM kare e potAnuM kare. praznakartA : pArakAnuM kare e potAnuM kare. e kaI rIte ? dAdAzrI : badhA AtmA eka ja svabhAvanA che. eTale je AtmA
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________________ mATe kare te potAnA AtmAnI pAse pahoMce. pArakAnA AtmA mATe kare te potAnA AtmAne pahoMce ane je pArakAnA deha mATe kare te ya pahoMce. hA, phakta AtmA mATe kare te bIjI rIte pahoMce. mokSamAM javAno rasto khullo thaI jAya, ane dehane ekalAne mATe kare to ahIM sukha bhogavyA kare. eTale ATalo phera che phakta. (226) praznakartA : mane mArA mAmAe je dhaMdhAmAM phasAvyo che, te jyAre jyAre Ama yAda Ave ne tyAre mane mAmA mATe khUba udvega Ave ke A kema karyuM haze ? mAre zuM karavuM ? kaMI samAdhAna jaDatuM nathI. dAdAzrI : evuM che ke tArI bhUla che tethI tane tArA mAmA phasAve che. jyAre tArI bhUla pUrI thaI jaze, pachI tane koI phasAvanAruM maLaze nahIM. jyAM sudhI tamane phasAvanAra maLe che ne, tyAM sudhI tamArI ja bhUlo che. kema mane koI phasAvanAra maLato nathI ? mAre phasAvuM che to ye koI mane phasAvatuM nathI ane tene koI phasAvA Ave to tuM chaTakIya jAuM ! paNa mane to chaTakatAMya nathI AvaDatuM, eTale koI tamane kyAM sudhI phasAvaze ? ke jayAM sudhI tamAro kaMI copaDAno hisAba bAkI che. leNAdeNAno hisAba bAkI che, tyAM sudhI ja tamane phasAvaze. mAre copaDAnA badhA hisAba pUrA thaI gayA che. vacce to huM eTale sudhI lokone kaheto hato ke bhaI, jene koIne paisAnI bhIDa hoya to mArI pAsethI AvIne laI jajo. paNa mane eka dhola mArIne pAMcaso laI javAnA. tyAre e loko kahe ke, nA bhaI sA'ba, bhIDamAM to huM game-tema karIza, paNa tamane huM dhola mAruM to mArI zI dazA thAya ? have game te mANasane A vAta nA karAya, amuka ja DevalarDa mANasane vAta kahI zakAya. eTale varlDamAM tane koI phasAvanAra nathI. varlDano tuM mAlika ja che, tAro koI uparI ja nathI. khudA ekalA ja tArA uparI che. paNa jo tuM khudane oLakhuM ne, pachI koI tAruM uparI ja nA rahyuM. pachI koNa phasAvanAra che varlDamAM ! koI ApaNI upara nAma de evuM nathI. paNa A to jo ne keTalI badhI phasAmaNa thaI che ! (231) eTale mAmAe mane phasAvyo che, evuM manamAMthI kADhI nAkhaje ne vyavahAramAM ko'ka pUche tyAre evuM nA kahevuM ke meM emane phasAvelA tethI emaNe mane phasAvyo ! kAraNa A vijJAnanI lokone khabara nathI, tethI emanI bhASAmAM vAta karavI joIe ke mAmAe AvuM karyuM. paNa aMdarakhAne jANIe ke emAM mArI ja bhUla che. A 'dAdA' kahetA hatA te ja rAITa che. ane A vAte ya sAcI ja che ne, kAraNa mAmA atyAre bhogavatA nathI, e to moTara lAvIne atyAre majhA kare che. kudarata ene pakaDaze tyAre eno guno sAbita thaze ane Aje to tane kudarate pakaDyo ne !! (232) dukAna para nA jaIe to dukAna rAjI nA thAya. dukAna rAjI thAya to kamANI thAya. evuM ahIM satsaMgamAM pAMca miniTa, vadhAre nA hoya to pAMcadaza miniTa paNa AvIne darzana karI jAva, jo ahIM ame chIe to ! hAjarI to ApavI ja rahIne ! (242). eTale A dAdAno to blenka ceka, koro ceka kahevAya. e vAreghaDIe vaTAvavA jevo nahIM, khAsa aDacaNa Ave to sAMkaLa kheMcajo. sIgareTanuM pAkITa paDI gayuM hoya ane ApaNe gADInI sAMkaLa kheMcIe to daMDa thAya ke nA thAya ? eTale evo durupayoga nA karavo. | (243) praznakartA : atyAre TekSo eTalA badhA che ke corI karyA vagara moTA moTA dhaMdhAnuM samatolana thAya nahIM. badhA lAMca mAMge to enA mATe corI to karavI ja paDe ne ? dAdAzrI : corI karo paNa tamane pastAvo thAya che ke nahIM ? pastAvo thAya to ya e haLavuM thaI jAya. praznakartA : to pachI A saMjogomAM zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe jANIye ke A khoTuM thAya che, tyAM ApaNe hArTilI pastAvo karavo. baLatarA thavI joIe to ja chuTAya. atyAre kaMI kALA bajArano mAla lAvyAM te pachI kALA bajAramAM vecavo paDe ja. to caMdulAlane kahevAnuM, ke pratikramaNa karo. hA, pahelAM pratikramaNa karatAM na
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________________ che ! tamane 'rAITa' ja nathI sAmAne akkala vagarano kahevAno. tame AvuM bolo eTale sAmo paNa avaLuM bole, te ene ya aMtarAya paDe ! bolo have, A aMtarAyamAM jagata zI rIte aTake ? koIne tame nAlAyaka kaho to tamArI lAyakAta upara aMtarAya paDe che ! tame AnuM tarata ja pratikramaNa karo to e ataMrAya paDatAM pahelAM dhovAI jAya. praznakartA: nokarInI pharajo bajAvatAM meM bahu kaDakAIthI lokonAM apamAna karelAM, dhUtakArI kADhelAM. dAdAzrI : e badhAnuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM. emAM tamAro kharAba irAdo nahIM, tamAre potAne mATe nahIM, sarakArane mATe kareluM badhuM. eTale e sinsIyAriTI kahevAya. (257) hatAM. tethI karmanAM taLAvaDAM badhAM bharyA. have A pratikramaNa karyuM, eTale cokhkhuM karI nAkhavuM. lobha konA nimitte thAya che ? lokhaMDa kALA bajAramAM vecyuM to ApaNe caMdulAlane kahevuM, "caMdulAla, veco teno vAMdho nahIM, e 'vyavasthita'nA AdhIna che. paNa tenuM have pratikramaNa karI lo. ane kahIye ke pharI AvuM nA thAya. (254) eka jaNa kahe, 'mane dharma nathI joIto. bhautika sukho joIe che." tene huM kahIza, 'prAmANika raheje, nIti pALaje.' maMdiramAM javAnuM nahIM kahuM. bIjAne tuM ApuM te devadharma che. paNa bIjAnuM aNahakkanuM leto nathI e mAnavadharma che. eTale prAmANikapaNuM e moTAmAM moTo dharma che. 'DIsonesTI Ijha dhI besTa phUlIzanesa !" onesTa thavAtuM nathI to mAre. zuM dariyAmAM paDuM ? mArA dAdA zIkhavADe che ke, DIsonesTa thAu tenuM pratikramaNa kara, Avato bhava tAro ujaLo thaI jaze. DIsonesTIne, DIsonesTI jANa ne teno pazcAttApa kara. pazcAttApa karanAra mANasa onesTa che e nakkI che. anItithI paisA kamAya e badhuM ja che te enA upAya batAvelA hoya ke anItithI paisA kamAya to 'caMdulAla'ne rAtre zuM kahevuM ? ke pratikramaNa kara kara karo ke anItithI kema kamAyA ? mATe pratikramaNa karo. roja 400-500 pratikramaNa karAvaDAve. potAne zuddhAtmAe karavAnuM nahIM. 'caMdulAla'nI pAse karAvaDAvavuM. je atikramaNa kare tenI pAse pratikramaNa karAvaDAve. hamaNAM bhAgIdAra joDe matabheda paDI jAya, to tarata tamane khabara paDI jAya ke A vadhAre paDatuM bolI javAyuM. eTale tarata enA nAmanuM pratikramaNa karavuM. ApaNuM pratikramaNa keza pemenTanuM hovuM joIe. A beMke ya keza kahevAya che ane pemenTa ya keza kahevAya che. (256) A saMsAramAM aMtarAya kevI rIte paDe che te tamane samajAvuM. tame je ophisamAM nokarI karatA ho tyAM tamArA AsisTanTa'ne akkala vagarano kaho, e tamArI akkala para aMtarAya paDyo ! bolo, have A aMtarAyathI AkhuM jagata phasAI phasAIne A manuSyajanma eLe khoI nAkhe lobhathI khaDo saMsAra je vastu priya thaI paDI hoya tenA tAnamAM ne tAnamAM rahevuM tenuM nAma lobha. e maLe to ya saMtoSa nA thAya ! lobhiyo to savAramAM UThayo tyAMthI rAtre AMkha mIMcAya tyAM sudhI lobhamAM hoya. enuM nAma lobhiyo. savAramAM UThyo tyArathI gAMTha jema dekhADe tema e pharyA kare. lobhiyo hasavAmAM ya vakhata nA bagADe. Akho dahADo lobhamAM ja hoya. mArkeTamAM peTho tyAMthI lobha. jo lobha, lobha, lobha, lobha ! vagara kAmano Akho dahADo Ama pharyA kare. lobhiyo zAkamArkeTamAM jAya ne to ene khabara hoya ke A bAju badhuM moMghuM zAka hoya ane A bAju sastI DhagalIo vecAya che. te pachI sastI DhagalIo khoLI kADhe ne roja e bAju ja zAka levA (261) lobhiyo bhaviSyanA hAru badhuM bheguM kare. te bahu bheguM thAya eTale pachI be moTA moTA uMdara pesI jAya ne badhuM sApha karI jAya ! jAya.
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________________ lobhiyo kone kahevAya ke je dareka bAbatamAM jAgrata hoya ! praznakartA : lobhiyo ane kaMjUsamAM phera zo ? dAdAzrI : kaMjUsa phakta lakSmIno ja hoya, lobhiyo to badhI ja bAjuethI lobhamAM hoya. mAnano paNa lobha kare ane lakSmIno ya kare. A lobhiyAne badhI ja dizAmAM lobha hoya, te badhuM ja tANI jAya. (268) praznakartA : lobhiyo thavuM ke karakasariyA thavuM ? dAdAzrI : lobhiyA thavuM e guno che. karakasariyA thavuM e guno nathI. lakSmI bhegI karavAnI icchA vagara bheguM karavuM. lakSmI AvatI hoya to aTakAvavI nahIM ane nA AvatI hoya to khotaravI nahIM. lakSmIjI to enI meLe AvavA mATe baMdhAyelI ja che. ane ApaNI saMgharI saMgharAya nahIM ke Aje saMgharI rAkhIe to paccIsa varSa pachI choDI paiNAvatI vakhate, te dahADA sudhI raheze, e vAtamAM mAla nathI ane evuM koI mAne to e badhI vAta khoTI che. eto te dahADe je Ave te ja sAcuM. phreza hovuM joIe. mATe AvatI vastu badhI vAparavI, pheMkI nA devI. saddaste vAparavI, ane bahu bhegI karavAnI icchAo rAkhavI nahIM. bhegI karavAno eka niyama hoya ke bhaI, ApaNI mUDImAM, amuka pramANamAM to joIe. jene mUDI kahevAmAM Ave, eTalI mUDI rAkhI ane pachI bAkInuM yogya jagyAe vAparavuM. lakSmI nAkhI devAya nahIM. (263) lobhano pratipakSa zabda che saMtoSa. pUrvabhavamAM jJAna kaMIka thoDuM ghaNuM samajyo hoya. AtmajJAna nahi, paNa jagatanuM jJAna samajyo hoya tene saMtoSa utpanna thayelo hoya, ane jyAM sudhI A nA samajyo hoya tyAM sudhI ene lobha rahyA kare.. anaMta avatAra sudhI pote bhogaveluM hoya, te eno saMtoSa rahe ke have kazI cIja joIe nahIM, ane nA bhogaveluM hoya tene kaMI kaMI jAtanA lobha pesI jAya. pachI A bhogavuM, te bhogavuM, ne phalANuM bhogavuM rahyA kare. (267). praznakartA : lobhiyo thoDo kaMjUsa paNa hoya ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, kaMjUsa e pAchA judA, kaMjUsa to enI pAse paisA nA hoya, tethI kaMjUsAI kare che. ane lobhI to ghera pacIsa hajAra rUpiyA paDyA hoya, paNa kema karIne A ghauM-cokhA sastA paDaze, kema karIne ghI sastuM paDaze ema jyAM ne tyAM lobhamAM ja citta hoya, mArkeTamAM jAya toya kaI jagyAe sastI DhagalI maLe che e ja khoLyA karato hoya ! ikonomI' konuM nAma ? TAITa Ave tyAre TAITa ane ThaMDuM Ave tyAre ThaMDuM. haMmezAM devuM karIne kArya na karavuM. devuM karIne vepAra karAya paNa mojazokha nA karAya. devuM karIne kyAre khavAya ? jyAre maravA paDe tyAre. nahIM to devuM karIne ghI nA pIvAya. praznakartA : dAdA, kaMjUsAI ane karakasaramAM phera kharo ? dAdAzrI : hA, bahu phera. hajAra rUpiyA mahine kamAtA hoya to AThaso rUpiyAno kharca rAkhavo, ane pAMcaso AvatA hoya to cArasono kharca rAkhavo. enuM nAma karakasara. jyAre kaMjUsa cArasonA cAraso ja vApare, pachI bhale ne hajAra Ave ke be hajAra Ave. e TeksImAM nA jAya. karakasara e to Ikonomiksa - arthazAstra che. e to bhaviSyanI muzkelI dhyAnamAM rAkhe. kaMjUsa mANasane dekhIne bIjAne cIDha caDhe ke kaMjUsa che. karakasariyA mANasane joIne cIDha nA caDhe. (ra69) gharamAM karakasara kevI hovI joIe ? bahAra kharAba nA dekhAya evI karakasara hovI joIe. karakasara rasoDAmAM pesavI nA joIe. udAra karakasara hovI joIe. rasoDAmAM karakasara pese to mana bagaDI jAya, koI mahemAna Ave toya mana bagaDI jAya ke cokhA vaparAI jaze ! koI bahu
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________________ ja bhoLA cho. 'huM samajIne chetarAuM chuM." tyAre emaNe kahyuM ke 'huM AvuM pharI nahIM boluM ?" huM jANuM ke A bicArAnI mati AvI che. enI dAnata AvI che. mATe ene javA do. leTa go karone ! ApaNe kaSAyathI mukta thavA AvyA chIe. ApaNe kaSAya na thavA chetarAIe chIe eTale pharI hau chetarAIe. samajIne chetarAvAmAM majhA kharI ke nahIM ? samajIne chetarAvAvALA ochA hoya ne ? lApho hoya tene ame kahIe ke 'nobala' karakasara karo. (20) paisA kamAvavAnI bhAvanA karavAnI jarUra nathI. prayatna bhale cAlu rahyA. bhAvanAthI zuM thAya ? paisA huM kheMcI lauM to pelAne bhAge rahe nahIM pachI. eno artha eTalo ke huM kvoTA paDAvI lauM eTale pelAne bhAge rahe nahIM. eTale je kudaratI kvoTA nirmANa thayo che, tene ja ApaNe rahevA do ne ! lobhano artha zuM ? bIjAnuM paDAvI levuM. vaLI kamAvavAnI bhAvanA karavAnI jarUra ja zuM ? maravAnuM che tene mAravAnI bhAvanA karavAnI jarUra zuM ? evuM huM kahevA mAguM chuM. A to lokonAM ghaNAM pApa thatAM aTakI jAya evuM huM kahevA mAguM chuM, A eka vAkyamAM ! (270). lobhane laIne je AcAra thAya che ne, te AcAra ja ene jAnavara gatimAM laI jAya. (271) tame sArA mANasa cho ne tame nahIM chetarAva to bIjA koNa chetarAvAnA che ? nAlAyaka to chetarAya nahIM. enuM to 'sApane ghera sApa gayo ne jIbha cATIne pAcho Ave' evuM ! chetarAya te kaMIka ApaNI khAnadAnI tyAre ja kahevAyane. ApaNane 'Avo - padhAro' kahe e to enuM pripemenTa hoya che. eTale 'lobhiyAthI chetarAya' ema lakhyuM che. kAraNa ke chetarAIne mAre mokSe javuM che. huM ahIM AgaLa paisA bhegA karavA nathI Avyo. ane huM eme ya jANuM chuM ke niyamanA AdhIna chetare che ke aniyamathI ? e huM jANanAro chuM eTale vAMdho nahIM. huM bhoLapaNathI nahIM chetarAyelo. huM jANuM ke A badhA mane chetarI rahyA che. huM jANIne chetarAuM. bhoLapaNathI chetarAya e gAMDA kahevAya. ame bhoLA hotA hoIzuM ? je jANIne chetarAya e bhoLA hoya ? nAnapaNathI mAre prinsipala e hato ke samajIne chetarAvuM. bAkI, mane mUrakha banAvI jAya ane chetarI jAya e vAtamAM mAla nathI. A samajIne chetarAvAthI zuM thayuM ? breIna Topa para gayuM. moTA moTA jajonuM breIna kAma nA kare evuM kAma karatuM thaI gayuM. (283) zrImad rAjacandra pustakamAM lakhyuM che ke jJAnI puruSanI tana-mana ane dhanathI sevA karajo. tyAre ko'ke pUchayuM. 'bhaI jJAnI puruSane dhana zuM karavuM che ? e to koI cIjanA Icchuka ja nA hoya. tyAre kahe nA, tanamanathI tame sevA karo cho paNa tamane ema kahe ke A sArI jagyAe dhana nAkhI do, to tamArI lobhanI graMthi tUTI jaze. nahIM to lakSmImAM ne lakSmImAM, citta tyAMnuM tyAM ja rahyA kare. eka bhAI mane kahe che "mAro lobha kADhI Apo. mArI lobhanI gAMTha AvaDI moTI che ! te kADhI Apo." me kahyuM, 'ene kADhIe to nA jAya. e to kudaratI pacAsa lAkhanI khoTa lAve ne eTale e lobhanI gAMTha enI meLe jatI rahe. kaheze have paisA joItA ja nathI, baLyA !! eTale A lobhanI gAMTha to khoTathI jatI rahe, moTI khoTa AvI hoya ne te badhuM haDahaDATa gAMTha tuTI jAya ! nahIM to ekalI lobhanI gAMTha nA ogaLe, bIjI badhI gAMTha ogaLe !! lobhiyAne be guruo, eka dhUtAro ne bIjI khoTa. khoTa Ave ne te lobhanI gAMTha haDahaDATa toDI nAMkhe ! ane bIjA lobhiyAne emano guru maLI Ave phakta dhUtArA ! (282) amArA bhAgIdAre eka phero mane kahyuM ke, tamArA bhoLapaNano loko lAbha uThAvI jAya che. tyAre me kahyuM ke tame mane bhoLA kaho cho mATe tame
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________________ praznakartA: karoDo rUpiyA hoya chatAM dharmamAM paisA na ApI zake enuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : zI rIte baMdha bAMdhelA chUTe bA ? eTale koI chUTe nahIM ne baMdhAyelo ne baMdhAyelo ja rahe, pote khAya paNa nahIM. konA hAru bheLuM kare che ?! pahelAM to sApa thaI ne pharatA hatA. dhana dATatA hatA ne to sApa thaIne pharatA hatA ne sAcava sAcava kare. 'mAruM dhana, mAruM dhana' kare ! (310). te hAthamAM caMdramA dekhADe evA dhUtArA hoya, tyAre pelo lobhiyo khuza thaI jAya ! pachI A pelAnI AkhI mUDI ja laI nAkhe ! (3) mane loka pUche che ke 'samAdhi sukha kyAre vartaze ?" tyAre meM kahyuM ke 'jene kaMI ja joItuM nathI. badhI lobhanI gAMTha chUTe tyAre.' lobhanI gAMTha chUTe ke pachI sukha varyA kare. bAkI gAMThavALAne to kazuM sukha AvatuM ja nathI ne ! eTale bhelADone, jeTaluM bhelADazo eTale tamAruM ! (301) paisA Ave eTalA vAparI nAkhe ne e sukhiyo. sArA raste jAya to e sukhiyo. eTalA tamAre khAte jame thAya, nahi to gaTaramAM to jatA rahevAnA che. kyAM jatA rahevAnA ? gaTaramAM jatA haze ? A muMbaInA rUpiyA badhA zemAM jatA haze ? eya naryA gaTaramAM cAla cAla kare che ! e sArA raste vaparAyo eTalo rUpiyo ApaNo joDe Ave. koI bIjo koI joDe Ave nahi. (305) tiraskAra ne niMdA tyAM lakSmI nahIM rahe. 'lakSmI kyAre nA maLe? lokonI niMdA-kUthalImAM paDe tyAre. (305) A ApaNo deza kyAre paisAvALo thaze ? kyAre lakSmIvAna ne sukhI thaze ? jyAre niMdA ane tiraskAra be baMdha thaI jaze tyAre. A be baMdha thayAM ke dezamAM naryA paisA ne lakSmI pAra vagaranI thAya. (306) jIvatAM to AvaDyuM kone kahevAya ? potAnI pAse AvyuM hoya te bhelADe ! enuM nAma jIvatAM AvaDyuM kahevAya. gAMDapaNa nahIM. DahApaNathI bhelADe. gAMDapaNathI dArU-bArU pItAM hoya. emAM bhalIvAra ja nA Ave. koI dahADo vyasana hoya nahIM ne bhelADe. juo ne, A bhalADe che ne ! A puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kayuM ? dareka kriyAmAM badalAnI icchA nA rAkhe e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ! sAmAne sukha ApatI vakhate koI paNa jAtanA badalAnI icchA nA rAkhe, enuM nAma puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ! (311) praznakartA : paisA sAthe laI javA mATe kaI rIte sAthe laI javAya ? dAdAzrI : rasto to eka ja eTalo ke je ApaNAM sagAMvahAlAM nA hoya. evAM koInAM dila hAryA hoya to joDe Ave. sagAMvahAlAMne ThAryA hoya, toya che te joDe nA Ave, paNa khAtAM cokhAM thaI jAya. agara to amArA jevAne kaho to lokone hitakArI thAya evuM jJAnadAna batADIe. eTale sArAM pustaka chapAvavAM ke je vAMcavAthI ghaNAM loko sAre raste caDhe. amane pUche to dekhADIe. amAre levA-devA nA zreya. (313) eNe ema mAnyuM che ke A paisA saMgharI rAkhIza to mane sukha paDaze ne pachI du:kha koI dahADoya nahIM Ave, paNa e saMgharI rAkhavAnuM karatAM karatAM lobhiyo evo ja thaI gayo. pote lobhiyo thaI gayo. karakasara [6] lobhatI samaja, sUkSmatAe praznakartA: kevA prakAranA doSo bhArI hoya to ghaNAM avatAro sudhI cAle ? avatAro bahu levA paDe evA kayA doSo ? dAdAzrI : lobha ! lobha ghaNAM avatAro sudhI joDe rahe che. lobhI hoya ne te dareka avatAramAM lobhI thAya eTale ene game bahu A.
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________________ karavAnI che, IkonomI karavAnI che paNa lobha nathI karavAno. (314) lobha kyAMthI pese ? enI zarUAta kyAMthI thAya ? paisA nA hoya te ghaDIe lobha nA hoya. paNa jo navvANuM thayA hoya to manamAM ema thAya ke Aje ghera nahIM vAparIe paNa eka rUpiyo umerIne so pUrA karavA che ! A navANuMno ghakko vAgyo !! e dhakko vAgyo eTale e lobha pAMca karoDa thAya to ya chUTe nahIM e jJAnI puruSa dhakko mAre to chUTe ! (315) lobhiyo savAre UThyo tyAMthI lobha karyA kare. Akho dahADo emAM ne emAM jAya. bhIMDA moMghA bhAvanA che kaheze. vALa kapAvavAmAM paNa lobha ! Aje bAvIsa dA'DA thAya che, pUro mahino javA do. kazo vAMdho nahIM Ave, samaja paDIne ! A svabhAva eTale A gAMTha ene dekhADa dekhADa kare ne kaSAya thayA kare ane A kapaTa ane lobha benuM bahu vasamuM (39) - pAMca-pacAsa rUpiyA hAthamAM hoya to ya vApare nahIM, to ya rikSAnA kharca nahIM. zarIre calAya nahi to ya ! tyAre meM emane kahyuM ke AvuM nA karo. thoDA rUpiyA, dasa-dasa rUpiyA rikSAomAM vAparavA mAMDo. tyAre e kahe ke e to kharcAtuM ja nathI. ApavAnuM thayuM eTale khAvAnuM nA bhAve. have tyAM hisAbathI to mane ya khabara paDe che ke, khoTuM che. paNa zuM thAya paNa ? prakRti nA pADe che te ekavAra emane meM kahyuM ke paisAnuM paracUraNa lo ne, rastAmAM veratA veratA Avo ! te eka dahADo thoDA veryA ne pachI nA veryA. Ama be-cAra vakhata verI nAkhe ne to ApaNuM mana zuM kahe ke A ApaNA kAbUmAM che nahIM, ApaNuM mAnatA nathI. to ema karIne ApaNuM mana-bana badhAM pharI jAya ! ApaNe UMdhuM karavuM paDe. e to dhUNavuM paDe. dhUsyA vagara nA cAle. te gharanAM mANasa kAbUmAM na AvatAM hoya to dhUNavuM paDe. evI rIte manane kAbUmAM levA mATe dhUNavuM paDe. (32) lobhanI graMthi eTale zuM ? kyAM keTalA che, tyAM keTalA che, e ja lakSamAM rahyA kare, benkamAM ATalA che, pelAne tyAM ATalA che, amuka jagyAe ATalA che, e ja lakSamAM rahyA kare. 'huM AtmA chuM' e ene lakSamAM rahe nahIM. peluM lakSa tUTI javuM joIe, lobhanuM. 'huM AtmA chuM" e ja lakSa rahevuM joIe. (321) ane lobhiyo to svabhAvathI ja evo hoya ke kazAmAM raMgAya ja nahIM. koI raMga caDhe nahIM ene ! lobhiyo hoya ne to tamAre eTaluM joI levuM ke koI raMga caDhe nahIM ! lAlamAM boLIe to ya pILo ne pILo ! lIlAmAM boLIe to ya pILo ne pILo ! (323) lobha vagaranA badhAya raMgAI jAya. pAcho hase eTale ApaNe jANIe ke raMgAI gayA. huM je vAta karuM ne te sAMbhaLe badhI ya. bahu sArI vAta, bahu AnaMdanI vAta, Ama tema, paNa mahIM tanmayAkAra nA thAya. eTale A ghara-bAra bhUlI jAya ne pelo bhUle nahIM. eno loba-bobha kazuM bhUle nahIM. hamaNe jaIza ne pelA Avaze to emanI gADImAM jaIza to pAMca bacaze. e bhUle nahIM. A to pAMca bacavA karavAnuM bhUglI jAya. pachI javAze kaheze. pelo kaMI bhUle nahIM. e raMgAyo nA kahevAya. raMgAyo kyAre ke tanmayAkAra thaI jAya badhuM. ghara-bAra badhuM bhUglI jAya. tamane nA samajaNa paDI ? A loka nathI kahetA ke dAdAno raMga lAgyo ? pelAne dAdAno raMga nA lAge, tuM game teTalA raMgamAM boLa boLa kare to ya paNa. (324) manamAM paisA ApavAno bhAva thAya ke ApIe, paNa apAya nahIM e lobhanI gAMTha. praznakartA : saMjogo evA hoya ke ApavAno bhAva hoya chatAMya apAya nahi.. dAdAzrI : e juduM che. e to ApaNane khabara paDe ke A saMjogo evA che, paNa evuM hotuM nathI. ApavAno nizcaya karIe to apAya evuM praznakartA: hA, paNa hovA chatAM nA Ape.
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________________ dAdAzrI : hoya to ya paNa nA apAya, apAya ja nahIM ne ! e to baMdha tuTe nahIM. e baMdha tUTe to to mokSa thAya ne ! e sahelI vastu nathI. praznakartA : ema to badhAnI limiTamAM amuka zakti ApavAnI to hoya ja ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, e lobhane lIdhe nA hoya. lobhiyAnI pAse lAkha rUpiyA hoya to ya cAra AnA ApavA muzkela paDI jAya, tAva caDhI jAya. are, pustakamAM vAMce ke jJAnI puruSanI tana-mana-dhanathI sevA karavI. e vAMce te ghaDIe ema tAva caDhI jAya ke AvuM zuM karavA lakhyuM che ! (328) lobha tUTavAnA be rastA kharA. eka jJAnI puruSa toDAvI Ape, potAnA vacanabaLathI. eka jabarajasta khoTa Ave to chUTI jAya ke mAre kaMI karavuM nathI, have ATalA je hoya tenAthI nabhAvI levuM che. mAre keTalAMya lokone kahevuM paDe che ke khoTa Ave tyAre lobha chUTe. nahIM to lobha chUTe nahi. amArA kahevAthI ya nA chUTe. evI ghoDAgAMTha paDI gayelI hoya. lobhiyAne gAMTha khoTathI gayelI. agara to jJAnI puruSanI AjJA jo thAya to uttama. AjJA pALavA taiyAra nA hoya tene koNa sudhAre ! (333) satsaMgamAM rahIe to ja gAMTho ogaLe. nahIM to satsaMgamAM hoIe nahIM tyAM sudhI gAMThonI khabara paDe nahIM. satsaMgamAM rahIe eTale peluM nirmaLa thatuM dekhAya. ApaNe cheTA rahyA ne ! badhuM cheTA rahIne joIe nirAMte. eTale ApaNane badhA doSa dekhAya. peluM to gAMThomAM rahIne joIe chIe. te doSa nA dekhAya. tethI kRpALudeve kahyuM, 'dIThA nahIM nija doSa to tarIe koNa upAya !" (334) ApaNuM jIvana koInA lAbha mATe jAya, jema A mINabattI baLe che te potAnA prakAza mATe baLe che ? sAmAnA mATe, parArtha mATe kare che ne ? sAmAnA phAyadA mATe kare che ne ? tevI rIte A mANaso sAmAnA phAyadA mATe jIve to tAro phAyado to enI meLe mahIM rahelo ja che. Ama ya maravAnuM to che ja ! eTale sAmAno phAyado karavA jaIza to tAro phAyado to aMdara hoya ja, ane sAmAne trAsa ApavA jaIza to tAre trAsa che. ja aMdara. tAre je karavuM hoya te kara. (339), AtmA prApta karavA mATe je karavAmAM Ave che, te proDakazana che ane tene lIdhe bAya proDakazana maLe che ne saMsAramAM badhI jarUriyAta prApta thAya che. huM mAruM eka ja jAtanuM proDakazana rAkhuM chuM, 'jagata AkhuM, parama zAMtine pAmo ane keTalAMka mokSane pAmo." mAruM A proDakazana ane enuM bAya proDakzana mane maLyA ja kare che ! A cA-pANI amane tamArA karatAM judI jAtanAM Ave che. enuM zuM kAraNa ? te tamArA karatAM mAruM proDakzana UMcI jAtanuM che. evuM tamAruM proDakzana UMcI jAtanuM hoya to bAya proDakzana paNa UMcI jAtanuM Ave. (340) ApaNe to khAlI hetu ja badalavAno che, bIjuM kazuM karavAnuM nathI. paMpanA enjinano eka paTTo Ane Ape to pANI nIkaLe ane A bAju paTTo Apo to DAMgaramAMthI cokhA nIkaLe, eTale khAlI paTTo ApavAmAM ja phera che. hetu nakkI karavAno che ane e hetu pachI ApaNane lakSamAM rahevo joIe. basa, bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. lakSmI lakSamAM rahevI nA joIe. (342) praznakartA : lakSmIno sadupayoga kone kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : lokonA upayoga mATe ke bhagavAna mATe vAparone te sadupayoga kahevAya. (34). praznakartA : lakSmI TakatI nathI to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : lakSmI to Take evI ja nathI. paNa eno rasto badalI nAkhavAno. peNe raste jAya che to enuM vaheNa badalI nAkhavAnuM ne dharmanA raste vALI nAkhavAnI. te jeTalI sumArge gaI eTalI kharI. bhagavAna Ave pachI lakSmIjI Take, te sivAya lakSmIjI Take zI rIte ?
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________________ paisA khoTe raste gayA to kaMTrola karI nAkhavo ne paisA sArA raste vaparAya to DIkaMTrola karI nAkhavAno. A bhAI koI eka jaNane dAna ApatA hoya, tyAM AgaLa koI buddhizALI kaheze ke, "are Ane kyAM Apo cho ?" tyAre A bhAI kaheze, 'have ApavA do ne, paNa garIba che.' ema karIne e dAna Ape che, ne pelo garIba laI le che. paNa pelo buddhizALI bolyo teno teNe aMtarAya pADyo. te pachI ene duHkhamAM koI dAtA nA maLI Ave. (348) [7] dAlatAM vaheNa have to ApaNe pazcAttApathI badhuM bhUMsI zakAya ane manamAM nakkI karIe ke AvuM nA bolavuM joIe. ane bolyo tenI kSamA mAguM chuM, to bhUMsAI jAya. kAraNa ke te kAgaLa posTamAM paDyo nathI te pahelAM ApaNe pheraphAra karI nAkhIe ke pahelAM ame manamAM vicAra karyo hato ke, "dAna ApavuM nA joIe' te khoTuM che. paNa have ame vicAra karIe chIe ke A dAna ApavAmAM sAruM che eTale enuM AgaLanuM bhUMsAI jAya. khare TAIme to eka dharma ja tamane madada karIne Ubho rahe. mATe dharmanA vaheNamAM lakSmIjI javA dejo. (349) paisAno svabhAva kevo che ? caMcaLa che, eTale Ave ane eka dahADo pAchA jatAM rahe. mATe paisA lokonA hitane mATe vAparavA. jyAre tamAro kharAba udaya Avyo hoya tyAre lokone ApeluM te ja tamane helpa kare, eTale pahelethI ja samajavuM joIe. paisAno sadvyaya to karavo ja joIe ne ? (35O) cAra prakAranAM dAna che. eka AhAradAna, bIjuM auSadhadAna, trIjuM jJAnadAna ane cothuM abhayadAna. (35) jJAnadAnamAM pustako chapAvavAM, sAcA raste vALe ane lokonuM kalyANa thAya evAM pustako chapAvavAM evuM tevuM e jJAnadAna. jJAnadAna Ape to sArI gatiomAM, UMcI gatiomAM jAya, agara to mokSe paNa jAya. eTale mukhya vastu jJAnadAna bhagavAne kaheluM che, ane jyAM paisAnI jarUra nathI tyAM abhayadAnanI vAta kahI che. jayAM paisAnI le-de che, tyAM AgaLa A jJAnadAna kahyuM che ane sAdhAraNa sthiti, narama sthitinAM mANasone auSadhadAna ne AhAradAna be kahyuM che. (352) ane cothuM abhayadAna. abhayadAna to koI jIvamAtrane trAsa nA thAya evuM vartana rAkhavuM, e abhayadAna. (352) praznakartA : dharmamAM be naMbarano paiso che te vaparAya che, hamaNAMnA jamAnAmAM, to enAthI lokone puNya upArjana thAya kharuM ? dAdAzrI : cokkasa thAya ne ! eNe tyAga karyo ne eTalo ! potAnI pAse AvelAno tyAga karyo ne ! paNa emAM hetu pramANe pachI e puNya evuM thaI jAya, hetuvALuM ! A paisA ApyA te eka ja vastu jovAtI nathI. paisAno tyAga karyo e nirvivAda, bAkI paisA kyAMthI AvyA, hetu zo, A badhuM plasa-mAInasa thatAM je bAkI raheze e enuM. eno hetu zo ke sarakAra laI jaze enA karatAM AmAM nAkhI do ne ! (363) praznakartA : loko lakSmIne saMgharI rAkhe che te hiMsA kahevAya ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : hiMsA ja kahevAya. saMgharavuM e hiMsA che. bIjA lokone kAma lAge nahIM ne ! (364)
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________________ praznakartA : kaMI meLavavAnI apekSAe je dAna kare che, te paNa zAstramAM manAI nathI. ene vakhoDatA nathI. dAdAzrI : e apekSA nA rAkhe to uttama che. apekSA rAkhe che e to dAna nirmULa thaI gayuM. sattvahIna thaI gayuM kahevAya. huM to kahuM chuM ke pAMca ja rUpiyA Apo paNa apekSA vagara Apo. (365) koI dharmAdAmAM lAkha rUpiyA Ape ane takatI mukAvaDAve ane koI mANasa eka rUpiyo ja dharmAdAmAM Ape, paNa khAnagI Ape, to A khAnagI Ape enI bahu kiMmata che, paNa bhale ne eka ja rUpiyo Apyo hoya. ane A takatI mUkAvI e to 'belensa zITa' pUrI thaI gaI. kAraNa ke je dharmAdo Apyo, enuM eNe takatI mUkAvI laI lIdhuM. ane jeNe eka ja rUpiyo prAIveTamAM Apyo haze enuM levAI gayuM nathI, eTale ene belensa bAkI rahyuM. (367) praznakartA : puNyanA udaye joIe tenA karatAM vadhAre lakSmInI prApti thAya to ? dAdAzrI : to vAparI nAkhavI. chokarAM hAru bahu rAkhavI nahi. emane bhaNAvavA-gaNAvavA, badhuM kampaliTa karI, emane sarvise lagAvI dIdhAM eTale pachI e DALe (kAme) lAgyAM, eTale bahu rAkhavI nahi. thoDuMka benkamAM koI jagyAe mUkI rAkhavuM dasa-vIsa hajAra, te ko'ka phero muzkelImAM Avyo hoya to ene ApI devA. ene kahevuM nahi ke bhaI, meM mUkI rAkhyA che. hA, nahIM to muzkelImAM nA AvatA hoya toya Ave. eka mANase mane prazna karyo ke, chokarAMne kazuM nA ApavuM ?" meM kahyuM 'chokarAMne ApavAnuM. ApaNA bApe ApaNane ApyuM e badhuM ja ApavuM. vacalo je mAla che te ApaNo. te ApaNe phAve tyAM dharmAdAmAM vAparI nAkhIe.' praznakartA: amArA vakIlanA kAyadAmAM ya evuM kharuM ke vaDIlopArjita proparTI (milakata) kharI te chokarAMne ApavI ja paDe ane svopArjita tenI aMdara bApane je karavuM hoya te kare. dAdAzrI : hA, je karavuM hoya te kare. hAthe ja karI levuM ! ApaNo mArga zuM kahe che ke tAro potAno hoya te mAla tuM judo karIne vApara, to te tArI joDe Ave. kAraNa ke A jJAna lIdhA pachI haju eka-be avatAra bAkI rahyA che te joDe joIze ne ! bahAragAma jaIe chIe to thoDAM DhebarAM (379) laI jaIe chIe. to A nA joIe badhuM ? karavuM ? praznakartA : AvatA janmanA puNyanA upArjana mATe A janmamAM zuM dAdAzrI : A janmamAM je paisA Ave temAM pAMcamo bhAga bhagavAnane tyAM maMdiramAM dAna ApavuM. pAMcamo bhAga lokonA sukhane mATe vAparavo. eTale eTaluM to tyAM AgaLa ovaraDrAphaTa pahoMcyo ! A gayA avatAranA ovaraDrAphaTa to bhogavo cho. A janmanuM puNya che te AgaLa pachI Ave. atyAranI kamANI AgaLa cAlaze. (387) // [8] lakSmI ane dharma mokSamArgamAM be vastu nA hoya. strInA vicAro ane lakSmInA vicAro ! jyAM strIno vicAra paNa hoya tyAM dharma to hoya nahIM, ne lakSmIno vicAra paNa hoya tyAM dharma hoya nahIM. e be mAyA thakI to A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. hA, mATe tyAM dharma khoLavo e bhUla che. tyAre atyAre lakSmI vagaranAM keTalAM kendra cAle che ? ane trIjuM kayuM ? samyak draSTi hovI joIe. eTale lakSmI ne strIsaMbaMdha hoya tyAM AgaLa UbhuM nA rahevuM. guru
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________________ joIne karavA. lIkejavALo hoya to karavo nahIM. (403) jene bhIkha sarvasva prakAranI gaI tene A jagatamAM tamAma sUtro hAthamAM ApavAmAM Ave che, paNa bhIkha jAya to ne ! keTalA prakAranI bhIkha, lakSmInI bhIkha, kIrtinI bhIkha, viSayonI bhIkha, ziSyonI bhIkha, derAM bAMdhavAnI bhIkha, badhI bhIkha, bhIkhane bhIkha che ! tyAM ApaNuM daLadara zuM phITe ? (408) eka jaNa mane kahe che ke, emAM dukAnadArano doSa ke gharAkano doSa ?' meM kahyuM, 'gharAkano doSa !' dukAnadAra to game te eka dukAna kADhIne bese, ApaNe nA samajIe ? (410) saMta puruSa, to paisA le nahIM. dukhiyo che tethI to e tamArI pAse Avyo, ne pAchA uparathI so paDAvI lIdhA ! te A hindustAnane khalAsa karI nAkhyuM hoya to AvAM saMtoe khalAsa karI nAkhyuM che. te saMta te enuM nAma kahevAya ke je potAnuM sukha bIjAne ApatA hoya, sukha levA AvyA nA hoya. (411) A saMgha eTalo badho cokhkho che ke emAM huM to mArA gharanAM kapaDAM, dhotiyAM paheruM chuM. mArAM potAnA kamAyelA, potAnI kamANInA ja paisAmAMthI, tethI Avo melo pharuM chuM. saMghanA paherato hota to dhotiyAM cAraso-cArasonA maLe ne ? are huM to nathI leto, paNa A bena paNa nathI letA ! A bene ya mArI joDe rahe che te kapaDAM potAnAM gharanAM pahere (412) che. A duniyAmAM jeTalI svacchatA eTalI duniyA tamArI, tame mAlika A duniyAnA ! jeTalI svacchatA tamArI !! huM A dehano mAlika chavvIsa varSathI thayo nathI, tethI amArI svacchatA pUrepUrI hoya, mATe svaccha thAva, svaccha ! (415) svacchatA eTale A duniyAnI koI cIjanI jarUra nA hoya, jene bhikhArIpaNuM ja nA hoya !! (416) haju pastAvo karazo to A dehe pApo bhasmIbhUta karI zakazo. pastAvAnuM ja sAmAyika karo. konuM sAmAyika ? pastAvAnuM ja sAmAyika. zuM pastAvo ? tyAre kahe, meM lokonA paisA khoTA lIdhA te badhA jenA lIdhA hoya tenA nAma daIne, enuM moDhuM yAda karIne, vyabhicAra phalANuM karyuM, draSTi bagADI e badhA pApo dhUo to haju dhoI zako cho. lokonuM kalyANa to kyAre thAya ? ApaNe cokhkhA thaIe to, bilakula cokhkhA ? pyoriTI e ja badhAnuM, AkhA jagatanuM AkarSaNa kare ! pyoriTI !! pyora vastu jagatanuM AkarSaNa kare. impyora vastu jagatane phrekacara kare. eTale pyoriTI lAvavAnI ! (417) - jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ - namaskAra vidhi # pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, vartamAna mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA, tIrthakara bhagavAna "zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (40) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM vicaratA 'OM parameSTi bhagavaMto'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. * pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM vicaratA 'paMca parameSTi bhagavaMto'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM viharamAna 'tIrthaMkara sAhebo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. vItarAga zAsana deva-devIo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. * AkhA brahmAMDanA jIvamAtranA 'riyala' svarUpane atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. ja 'riyala' svarUpa e bhagavat svarUpa che jethI AkhA jagatane 'bhagavat svarUpe darzana karuM chuM. * 'riyala' svarUpa e zuddhAtmA svarUpa che, jethI AkhA jagatane zuddhAtmA svarUpe darzana karuM chuM. * 'riyala' svarUpa e tattva svarUpa che, jethI AkhA jagatane tattvajJAne karIne darzana karuM chuM. (5) (vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne parama pUjya zrI 'dAdA bhagavAnanA mAdhyama dvArA pratyakSa namaskAra pahoMce che. kauMsamAM lakhelI saMkhyA hoya teTalA vakhata divasamAM ekavAra vAMcavuM). tava klamo (dararoja traNa vakhata bolavI) 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya evI cAvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane cAlvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. * 'niSpakSapAtI zAsana devI-devIo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. # covIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtone atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) * zrIkRSNa bhagavAna ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) * bharatakSetre hAla vicaratA sarvajJa 'zrI dAdA bhagavAnane nizcayathI atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. 'dAdA bhagavAnanA sarve "samaktidhArI mahAtmAo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAvAya evI syAdvAda vANI, sAdvAda vartana ane cAdvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI ke AcAryano avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karavAnI parama zakti
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________________ Apo. 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye kiMcitmAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kyAreya paNa na karAya, na karAvAya ke ktA pratya na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 5. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA sAthe kyAreya paNa kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolAya, na bolAvAya ke bolavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA bole to mane mRdu-Rju bhASA bolavAnI zaktio Apo. 6. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye strI-puruSa agara napuMsaka, game te liMgadhArI hoya, to tenA saMbaMdhI kiMcitmAtra paNa viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI doSa, icchAo, ceSTAo ke vicAra saMbaMdhI doSo na karAya, na karAvAya ke kta pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. zuddhAtmA pratye prArthanA he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA ! Apa dareka jIvamAtramAM birAjamAna cho, tema ja mArAmAM paNa birAjelA cho. ApanuM svarUpa te ja mAruM svarUpa che. mAruM svarUpa zuddhAtmA che. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! huM Apane abhedabhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. ajJAnatAe karIne meM je je ** doSo karyA che, te sarva doSone ApanI samakSa jAhera karuM chuM. teno hRdayapUrvaka khUba pastAvo karuM chuM. ane ApanI pAse kSamA prAthuM . he prabhu ! mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo ane pharI evA doSo nA karuM evI Apa mane zakti Apo, zakti Apo... he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! Apa evI kRpA karo ke amane bhedabhAva chUTI jAya ane abheda-svarUpa prApta thAya. ame tamArAmAM abheda svarUpe tanmayAkAra rahIe. ** (je doSo thayA hoya te manamAM jAhera karavA) AtmavijJAnI puruSa 'e. ema. paTela'nI mahIM pragaTa thayelA "dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho" (dararoja ochAmAM ochuM 10 miniTathI 50 miniTa sudhI moTethI bolavuM) mane niraMtara nirvikAra rahevAnI parama zakti Apo. 7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa rasamAM labdhapaNuM na karAya evI zakti Apo. samarasI khorAka levAya evI parama zakti Apo. 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAno pratyakSa agara parokSa, jIvaMta agara mRtyu pAmelAno, koIno kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karAya, ne karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 9. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane jagatakalyANa karavAnuM nimitta banavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. (ATaluM tamAre "dAdA" pAse mAMgavAnuM.) A dararoja mikenikalI vAMcavAnI cIja na hoya, aMtaramAM rAkhavAnI cIja che. A dararoja upayogapUrvaka bhAvavAnI cIja che. ATalA pAThamAM tamAma zAstrono sAra AvI jAya che.
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________________ dAdA bhagavAta phAunDezananA prakAzano prAptisthAna muMbaI : pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna, 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, dAdA sAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), muMbaI-400014 phona : (022) 4137616 Mobile : 9820-153953 amadAvAda : zrI dIpakabhAI desAI, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380014. phona : (079) 7pa4408, 7543979. pheksa : 7545420 E-Mail : dimple @ add.vsnl.net.in vaDodarA : zrI dhIrajabhAI paTela, 'jJAnAMjana', sI-17, pallava pArka sosAyaTI, vI.AI.pI. roDa, kArelIbAga, vaDodarA. phona : (0265) 441627 rAjakoTa : zrI rUpeza mahetA, e-3, naMdanavana epArTamenTa, gujarAta samAcAra presanI sAme, rAjakoTa. phonaH (0281) 234597 surata : zrI viThThalabhAI paTela, 35, zAMtivana sosAyaTI, laMbe hanumAna roDa, paMcaratna TAvara pAchaLa, surata. phona : (0261) 244964 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 902 SW Mifflin Rd, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel. : (785) 271-0869 Fax : (785) 271-8641 E-mail : bamin@kscable.com, shuddha@kscable.com Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659 Raven Circle, Corona, CA 91720 Tel.: (909) 734-4715. Fax : (909) 734-4411 1. AptavANI -1thI 12 17. banyuM te nyAya (gu, aM.,hiM.) 2. Aptastra 18. eDajasTaevarIvhera(gu.aM,hiM) 3. huM koNa chuM? 19. athaDemaNaTALo (gu,hiM) 4. pratikramaNa (graMtha, saMkSipta) 20. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI 5. nijadoSadarzanathI, nirdoSa 21. vartamAnatIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 6. karmanuM vijJAna 22. paisAno vyavahAra (vra,saM.) 7. ciMtA 23. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (gra, saM.) 24. mAbApa chokarAMne vyavahAra (jha,) 25. samajathI prApta brahmacarya(zaM, saM.) 10. ahiMsa ra6. vANIno siddhAMta (graM, saM.) 11. camatkAra 27. ghana 12. pApa-puNya 28. trimaMtra 13. guru-ziSya dAdA bhagavAnakA AtmavijJAna 14. vANI,vyavahAramAM.... 30. Who am I? 15. satya-asatyanA rahasyo 31. Ultimate Knowledge 16. bhogavatIkla(gu,aM,hiM) 32. The essence of all religion 33. Generation Gap dAdAvANI' megejhina dara mahine prakAzita thAya che che U.K. : Mr. Maganbhai Patel, 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH U.K. Tel : 20 8245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel, 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow. Tel. :20 8204-0746 Fax: 20 8907-4885 E-mail: rameshpatel@636kenton.freeserve.co.uk Canada : Mr. Suryakant N. Patel, 1497, Wilson Ave, Appt.#308, Downsview, Onterio, Toronto. M3M 1K2, CANADA. Tel.: (416) 247-8309 Africa : Mr. Manu Savla, PISU & Co., Box No. 18219, Nairobi, Kenya, Tel: (R) (254 25 744943 (O) 554836 Fax : 545237 Internet Website : www.dadashri.org