Mahavir Vani Lecture 53 Antasa Bahya Sambandho se Mukti

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340053/1

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aMtasa-bAhya saMbaMdhoM se mukti chabbIsavAM pravacana 531

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mokSamArga-sUtra : 3 jayA nivviMdae bhoe je divve je ya maannuse| tayA cayai saMjogaM, sabdhintaraM bAhiraM / / jayA cayai saMjogaM, sabbhintaraM bAhiraM / tayA muNDe bhavittANaM, pavvayai aNagAriyaM / / jayA muNDe bhavittANaM, pavvayai aNagAriyaM / tayA saMvaramukkiTaM dhammaM phAse aNuttaraM / / jayA saMvaramukkiTheM, dhammaM phAse aNuttaraM / tayA dhuNai kammarayaM, abohikalusaM kaDaM / / jayA dhuNai kammarayaM, abohikalusaM kaDaM / tayA savvattagaM nANaM daMsaNaM cAbhigacchai / / jaba devatA aura manuSya saMbaMdhI samasta kAma-bhogoM se (sAdhaka) virakta ho jAtA hai, taba aMdara aura bAhara ke sabhI sAMsArika saMbaMdhoM ko chor3a detA hai| jaba aMdara aura bAhara ke samasta sAMsArika saMbaMdhoM ko chor3a detA hai, taba muNDita (dIkSita) hokara (sAdhaka) pUrNatayA anagAra vRtti (municaryA) ko prApta karatA hai| jaba muNDita hokara anagAra vRtti ko prApta karatA hai, taba (sAdhaka) utkRSTa saMvara evaM anuttara dharma kA sparza karatA hai| jaba (sAdhaka) utkRSTa saMvara evaM anuttara dharma kA sparza karatA hai, taba (aMtarAtmA para se) ajJAnakAlimAjanya karma-mala ko jhAr3a detA hai| jaba (aMtarAtmA para se) ajJAnakAlimAjanya karma-mala ko dUra kara detA hai, taba sarvatragAmI kevalajJAna aura kevaladarzana ko prApta kara letA hai| 532

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kAma-bhoga se virakti mahAvIra ke sAdhanA-patha kI atyaMta anivArya bhUmikA hai| kAmavRtti kA artha hai, maiM apane se bAhara jA rahA huuN| kAmavRtti kA artha hai, merA sukha kisI aura meM nirbhara hai| kAmavRtti kA artha hai, maiM svayaM apane meM paryApta nahIM hUM, koI aura mujhe pUrA karane ko jarUrI hai| ___ sApha hai ki kAmavRtti se ghirA huA vyakti kabhI bhI mukta nahIM ho sktaa| jaba taka dUsarA mere sukha kA kAraNa hai, taba taka dUsarA hI mere dukha kA kAraNa bhI hogaa| aura jaba taka dUsarA mere jIvana kA kAraNa banA hai, taba taka maiM svataMtra nahIM huuN| __ jaba taka hama dUsare para nirbhara rahe cale jAte haiM, taba taka svataMtratA kA koI sparza bhI nahIM ho sktaa| isalie kAmavRtti maulika baMdhana hai| aura jo kAmavatti se virakta ho jAtA hai, vaha anivAryataH apanI ora maDanA zarU ho jAtA hai| lekina loga kAmavatti se virakta kyoM nahIM ho pAte? sukha kI jhalaka dikhAI par3atI hai, sukha kabhI milatA nahIM; dukha kAphI milatA hai| lekina sukha kI AzA meM AdamI jhele calA jAtA hai| __isa bAta ko thor3A ThIka se, gaura se dekha lenA jarUrI hai ki hama jIvana kI itanI pIr3AeM kyoM jhele cale jAte haiN| AzA meM ki Aja sukha nahIM milA, kala milegA; isa vyakti se sukha nahIM milA, dUsare vyakti se milegA; isa saMbaMdha se sukha nahIM milA to dUsare saMbaMdha se sukha milegaa| lekina sukha dUsare se mila sakatA hai, yaha hamArI svIkRta dhAraNA hai| aura yahI dhAraNA sabase jyAdA khataranAka dhAraNA hai| __ sukha mila sakatA hai, dUsare se kabhI kisI ko nahIM milaa| kabhI yaha ghaTanA hI itihAsa meM nahIM ghaTI ki koI dUsare se sukhI ho gayA ho| hAM, dUsare se sukha milane kI AzA bAMdhe hue vyakti bahuta dukhI jarUra hotA hai| lekina phira bhI AzA baMdhI rahatI hai| hama bhaviSya meM tAkate rahate haiM, jhAMkate rahate haiN| ___ yaha AzA jaba taka na TUTa jAye jIvana ke anubhava se, taba taka virakti kA koI janma nahIM hai| aura jaba hama dUsare se sukha pAne kI AzA rakhate haiM, to svabhAvataH jo bhI hamAre jIvana meM ghaTita ho, hama dUsare ko hI usake lie jimmevAra mAne cale jAte haiN| isalie khuda kI aMtarajIvanadhArA se samparka sthApita nahIM hotaa| aura vahI samparka krAMti lA sakatA hai| cAhe sukha ho, cAhe dukha; cAhe suvidhA ho, cAhe asuvidhA; hama sadA dUsare kI tarapha AMkheM lagAye rakhate haiN| yaha dUsare kI tarapha lagI huI AMkheM hI kAmavRtti hai| agara koI paramAtmA kI tarapha bhI AMkheM lagAye hue hai ki usase sukha milegA, AnaMda milegA, to mahAvIra kaheMge, vaha bhI kAmavRtti hai; vaha bhI kAmanA kA hI divya rUpa hai-lekina kAmanA hI hai| 533

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 isa mana kI sAdhAraNa jakar3a ko apane hI jIvana ke anubhava meM khojanA caahie| jaba bhI kucha ghaTatA hai, Apa tatkSaNa dUsare ko jimmevAra ThaharA dete haiN| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI apane vakIla ke pAsa gayI thI / aura usase bolI ki aba bahuta ho cukA, aura aba Age sahanA asaMbhava hai| aba talAka kA iMtajAma karavA hI deN| usake vakIla ne pUchA ki aisA kyA kAraNa A gayA hai? to usane kahA ki mullA nasaruddIna vizvAsaghAtI hai| usane mujhe dhokhA diyA hai| nizcita hI usake dUsarI striyoM se saMbaMdha haiN| aura, aba aura sahanA asaMbhava hai| vakIla ne pUchA, 'koI pramANa ? kyoMki pramANa kI jarUrata hogI / aura kaise tumheM patA calA, isakA koI ThIka-ThIka sabUta, koI gavAha?' usakI patnI ne kahA, 'kisI gavAha kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| Ai aima preTI zyora daiTa hI ija naoNTa di phAdara oNpha mAi cAilDa-pUrNa nizcaya hai mujhe ki mere bacce kA pitA mullA nasaruddIna nahIM hai|' lekina hamArA jaisA mana hai, usameM hama sadA dUsare ko hI jimmevAra ThaharAte haiN| hama dUsare ko parade kI taraha banA lete haiM aura jo kucha bhI hai use projekTa karate haiM, use parade para DAlate cale jAte haiN| dhIre-dhIre projekTara to dikhAI par3anA baMda ho jAtA hai.... / ___ Apa philma gRha meM baiThate haiM, to Apa pIche lauTakara kabhI nahIM dekhate jahAM asalI philma cala rahI hai; parade para hI dekhate rahate haiM, jahAM kevala chAyA par3a rahI hai| projekTara to ApakI pITha ke pIche lagA hotA hai-jahAM se philma A rahI hai; jahAM se prakAza kI kiraNeM A rahI haiM, lekina dikhAI parade para par3atI haiN| Apa vahIM dekhate rahate haiN| paradA saba kucha ho jAtA hai, jo mUla nahIM hai| ___ hara dUsarA vyakti, jisase hama saMbaMdhita hote haiM, parade kA kAma karatA hai| bhItara se vRttiyAM AtI haiM, jo hama usa para DhAlate cale jAte haiN| isalie jo hamAre nikaTa hote haiM, ve hI hamAre lie paradA bana jAte haiN| aura phira hama yaha bhUla hI jAte haiM ki hamAre bhItara kucha ghaTa rahA hai, jo unameM dikhAI par3atA hai; unakI AMkhoM meM, unake ceharoM meM, unake vyavahAra meN| yaha sArA jagata eka paradA hai aura sAre saMbaMdha parade haiM aura projekTara hamArA apanA mana hai| aura agara isa parade para hama kucha badalAhaTa karanA cAheM to asaMbhava hai| agara koI bhI badalAhaTa karanI ho to pIche projekTara ko hI badalanA hogA, jahAM se srota hai| dharma kI khoja hI taba zurU hotI hai, jaba maiM parade ko bhUlakara use dekhanA zurU kara detA hUM jahAM se mere jIvana kA srota hai; jahAM se sArI vRttiyAM A rahI haiM aura jaga rahI haiN| jaise hI mujhe yaha dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai ki maiM hI jimmevAra hUM, sukha aura dukha maiM hI paidA kara rahA hUM, mere saMbaMdha bhI mere hI bhItara se A rahe haiM, dUsarA kevala bahAnA hai, vaise hI vyakti kAmavRtti ke Upara uThanA zurU ho jAtA hai| lekina, jIvana ke gaNita ko pakar3ane meM thor3I sI kaThinAI hai| eka strI ko Apa prema karate haiM, dukha pAte haiM; kalaha hai, saMgharSa hai| bAibila meM purAnI kathA hai--bAibila meM do kathAeM haiM--eka kathA Apane sunI hai, dUsarI Amataura se pracalita nahIM hai; use bhulA diyA gayA hai| eka kathA hai ki paramAtmA ne adama ko banAyA aura adama ke sAtha hI lilitha nAma kI strI ko bnaayaa| donoM ko eka sA banAyA. naayaa| banAkara vaha nipaTA bhI nahIM thA ki donoM meM jhagar3A zurU ho gyaa| jhagar3A isa bAta kA thA ki kauna Upara soye, kauna nIce soye| lilitha ne kahA : maiM tumhAre samAna huuN| mujhe bhI paramAtmA ne banAyA hai, aura usI miTTI se banAyA hai jisa miTTI se tumheM bnaayaa| aura mere bhI prANoM meM zvAsa DAlI; aura tumhAre bhI prANoM meM zvAsa DAlI; hama donoM eka ke hI nirmANa haiM aura eka hI miTTI aura eka hI prANa se bane haiN| to nIce-Upara koI bhI nahIM hai| 534

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aMtasa-bAhya saMbaMdhoM se mukti yaha kalaha itanI bar3ha gayI ki isa kalaha ko sulajhAne kA koI upAya na rhaa| to lilitha ne paramAtmA se prArthanA kI ki mujhe apane meM vilIna kara lo / lilitha vilIna ho gyii| phira dUsarI kathA yaha hai ki phira AdamI akelA ho gayA aura akele meM bhI usako becainI hone lgii| AdamI kI bar3I kaThinAI hai| akelA bhI nahIM raha sakatA aura kisI ke sAtha bhI nahIM raha sktaa| akelA rahe to lagatA hai, jIvana meM kacha bhI nahIM hai aura kisI ke sAtha rahe to jIvana kalaha se bhara jAtA hai| to usako akelA, udAsa, parezAna dekhakara paramAtmA ne phira strI banAyI / lekina isa bAra usakA hI eka speara pArTa, usakI eka haDDI nikAlakara banAyI / dUsarI strI Iva, yaha dUsarI strI paramAtmA ne banAyI nambara do, tAki kalaha na ho| ye donoM kahAniyAM bar3I prItikara haiN| pahalI kahAnI bhUla gayI hai, dUsarI kahAnI jArI hai| socA usane jarUra hogA ki aba kalaha na hogI, kyoMki manuSya kI hI haDDI se banAyI huI strI hai| lekina kalaha meM isase koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| asala meM jaba bhI hama dUsare para nirbhara hote haiM, to kalaha zurU ho cukI; aura dUsarA hama para nirbhara ho cukA / aura jisa para hama nirbhara sabhI saMbaMdha AtmAoM kA hanana karate haiN| jaise hI hama saMbaMdhita hote haiM ki merI jo nijatA thI, merA jo apanA honA thA, TU bI mAi selpha, vaha naSTa hone lgaa| dUsarA praviSTa ho gyaa| dUsarA bhI apanA kAma zurU kregaa| vaha cAhegA ki maiM aisA houuN| aura maiM bhI yahI cAhUMgA ki dUsarA aisA ho| kalaha zurU ho gyii| bAibila kI kathA ke hisAba se pichale pAMca hajAra sAloM meM adama aura usakI strI, donoM ke bIca jo saMbaMdha the, usameM adama mAlika thA aura strI gulAma thii| yaha adama aura Iva kI kathA calatI rhii| lekina aba pazcima meM Iva ne lilitha bananA zurU kara diyA hai| aba vaha samAna haka mAMga rahI hai| dUsarI kahAnI AnevAlI sadI meM mahatvapUrNa ho jaayegii| striyAM yahAM taka pazcima meM dAvA kara rahI haiM, jo bar3e mahatvapUrNa haiM, sahI bhI haiM-samAnatA ke daave...| lekina jaise hI samAnatA khar3I hotI hai, kalaha kama nahIM hotI aura bar3ha jAtI hai| striyAM socatI haiM, samAnatA ho jAye to kalaha kama ho jaayegii| ba bhI saMbaMdhita hoMge aura eka-dasare para nirbhara hoMge. aura eka-dasare ko badalane kI koziza kareMge apane anusAra, taba kalaha hogI hI kyoMki eka vyakti dUsare vyakti kI AtmA meM praveza kara rahA hai aura gulAmI nirmita karane kI koziza kara rahA hai| pazcima meM eka strI, jo ki eka samUha kA netRtva kara rahI thI, aura pulisa ne usa samUha para hamalA kiyA aura usa strI ke pAsa khar3I eka strI ko coTa laga gayI aura vaha rone lagI, to usa strI ne kahA : ghabar3Ao mata, gaoNDa ija sIiMga evriithiNg| aiNDa zI vila Dra jsttis| Izvara saba dekha rahA hai lekina zI vila ddr| ___ Izvara ko bhI 'hI' kahanA pazcima meM striyoM ne baMda kara diyA hai, kyoMki vaha puruSa sUcaka hai| paramAtmA bhI strI hai| aura puruSoM ne jyAdatI kI hai aba taka usako puruSa khkr| ___ kalaha AkhirI sImA para pazcima meM Akara khar3I hai, jahAM parivAra pUrI taraha TUTa jAne ko hai| lekina parivAra pUrI taraha TUTa jAye, isase kalaha baMda nahIM hotI, kalaha sirpha phaila jAtI hai; eka strI se na hokara bahuta striyoM se hone lagatI hai| saMbaMdha ke bhItara kalaha kyoM hai, ise thor3A samajha lenA jarUrI hai| aura saMbaMdha ko hama kaisA hI banAyeM, kalaha hogii| mahAvIra kA kyA sUtra hai isa kalaha ke bAhara jAne kA? 535

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 mahAvIra kahate haiM : kalaha dUsare ke kAraNa nahIM hai, kalaha merI hI kAmanA ke kAraNa hai| agara aisA saMbaMdha koI ho sake, jahAM donoM hI vyakti kAmavRtti se bhare hue nahIM haiM, to kalaha vidA ho jaayegii| agara jarA sI bhI kAmavRtti maujUda hai, to kalaha jArI rhegii| ___ jo AdamI dUsare se sukha yA dukha pAne kI koziza kara rahA hai, yA strI sukha yA dukha pAne kI koziza kara rahI hai, ve dukha meM aura pIr3A meM, aura narka meM apane ko utAra hI rahe haiN| kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, aura sabhI jJAniyoM kI sahamati hai, ki AnaMda kA strota bhItara hai, dUsare kI tarapha AMkha rakhanA bhrAMti hai, vahAM bhikSA-pAtra phailAnA vyartha hai, vahAM se na kucha kabhI milA hai aura na mila sakatA hai| ise hama anubhava bhI karate haiN| lekina jaba eka strI se dukha pAte haiM; eka puruSa se dukha pAte haiM, to hama socate haiM ki yaha strI galata hai, yaha puruSa galata hai; itanI bar3I pRthvI hai, jarUra koI ThIka puruSa, koI ThIka strI hogI, jisase merA saMbaMdha ho to yaha pIr3A nahIM hogii| yahI sArI bhUla kA gaNita hai| aura hama kitanI hI striyoM ko badalate cale jAyeM, to bhI pRthvI bar3I hai| aura kitane hI puruSoM ko badalate cale jAyeM-pRthvI bar3I hai| striyAM sadA bAkI raheMgI, puruSa sadA bAkI raheMge, aura vaha bhrAMti kAyama rahegI ki zAyada koI na koI puruSa, koI na koI strI ho sakatI thI, jisase merA saMbaMdha svarga bana jAtA! vaha kabhI nahIM huA hai| vaha kabhI hogA bhI nhiiN| lekina AzA ko upAya hai| aura vaha AzA bhaTakAye calI jAtI hai| jaba taka yaha AzA na TUTa jAye; jaba taka eka strI kA anubhava strI mAtra kA anubhava na samajha liyA jAye; aura jaba taka eka puruSa kA anubhava puruSa mAtra kA anubhava na bana jAye; jaba taka eka saMbaMdha kI vyarthatA sAre saMbaMdhoM ko vyartha na kara de, taba taka koI vyakti kAmavRtti se Upara nahIM utthtaa| hama kabhI bhI pUrA anubhava nahIM kara paate| pUrA anubhava kara bhI nahIM skte| vijJAna taka, jo ki sArvabhauma-yunivarsala niyama khojane kI koziza karatA hai, vaha bhI pUre anubhava nahIM kara paataa| aura saMdeha jo loga karate haiM, ve kiye jA sakate haiN| DaviDa hyUma-bahuta kImatI vicAraka huA iMglaiMDa meM, usane saMdeha kiyA hai vijJAna ke uupr| hama kahatA hai ki vijJAna kahatA hai ki kahIM bhI pAnI ko garma karo sau DigrI para, to pAnI bhApa bana jaayegaa| lekina rAma kahatA hai : kyA tumane sAre pAnI ko bhApa banAkara dekha liyA hai? kyA tumane sAre jagata ke pAnI ko bhApa banAkara dekha liyA hai? to jaldI mata karo! kyoMki kahIM aisA pAnI mila bhI sakatA hai, jo sau DigrI para bhApa na bne| to yaha vaijJAnika nahIM hai ghossnnaa| tumane jitane pAnI ko bhApa banAkara dekhA hai, utane pAnI ke bAbata kaho ki yaha bhApa bana jAtA hai sau DigrI para; lekina zeSa pAnI bahuta hai| usa pAnI ke saMbaMdha meM tumhArI koI bhI ghoSaNA avaijJAnika hai| bAta to vaha ThIka kaha rahA hai| vijJAna kI bhI sAmarthya nahIM hai ki vaha sAre pAnI ko pahale bhApa banAkara dekhe| dasa pacAsa hajAra bAra prayoga doharAyA jA sakatA hai aura phira vijJAna mAna letA hai ki yaha asaMdigdha hai; kyoMki sabhI jagaha pAnI eka hI niyama kA pAlana kregaa| pAnI kA svabhAva sau prayogoM se pakar3a liyA jAtA hai| aba sAre pAnI ko bhApa banAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| lekina tarka kI taraha to ThIka kaha rahA hai hyuum| ThIka vahI musIbata AdamI ke mana kI bhI hai| __eka strI kA anubhava straiNa tatva kA anubhava hai| lekina hama samajhate haiM yaha kevala, eka vyakti-strI kA anubhava hai| galata khayAla hai! eka-eka strI usI taraha straiNa tatva kA pratIka hai, jaise pAnI kI eka bUMda sAre jagata ke pAnI kA pratIka hai; eka puruSa sAre puruSa tatva kA pratIka hai| jo phAsale haiM, pharka haiM, ve gauNa haiM, maulika bAta eka puru __ aura jaise eka puruSa kA svabhAva jisa DhaMga se baratatA hai, usI DhaMga se sAre puruSa baratate haiN| unameM jo pharka haiM ve DiTelsa ke haiM, vistAra ke haiM ki kahIM kisI nadI kA pAnI thor3A nIlA hai, aura kisI nadI kA pAnI thor3A maTamailA hai, aura kisI nadI kA pAnI thor3A harA hai, aura kisI nadI kA pAnI thor3A zubhra hai--ye DiTelsa ke pharka haiN| inase sau DigrI para pAnI garma hogA, isameM koI bheda nahIM pdd'taa| 536 .

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aMtasa-bAhya saMbaMdhoM se mukti kisI strI kI nAka thor3I laMbI hai aura kisI strI kI nAka thor3I choTI hai, aura koI strI thor3I gorI hai, aura koI strI thor3I kAlI hai-isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| aura koI strI hiMdU ghara meM paidA huI hai aura koI musalamAna ghara meM isameM bhI koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| usakI jo maulika sthiti hai-straiNatA-vaha vaisI hI hai, jaise sAre jagata kA paanii| eka bUMda khabara de detI hai; lekina hama janmoM-janmoM se aneka bUMdoM kA anubhava karake bhI niSkarSa nahIM le pAte; kyoMki sAre jagata kA pAnI to kAyama rahatA hai| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM ki jo vyakti eka anubhava ko itanA gaharAI se le aura usako sArvabhauma banA le, usako phailA le pUre jIvana para-vahI kAmavRtti se mukta ho pAyegA-anyathA striyAM sadA zeSa haiM, puruSa sadA zeSa haiM, saMbaMdha sadA zeSa haiM; AzA kAyama rahatI hai| jaisA vijJAna taya karatA hai thor3e se anubhava ke bAda sArvabhauma niyama, vaise hI dharma bhI taya karatA hai thor3e se anubhava ke bAda sArvabhauma niym| maiM na mAlUma kitane logoM kA nikaTa se adhyayana karatA rahA huuN| sAre pharka UparI haiM, bhItara raMcamAtra pharka nahIM hai| sAre pharka vastroM ke haiM, kahanA cAhie-bhASA ke, vyavahAra ke, AcaraNa ke-saba Upara haiN| kyoMki hareka vyakti kA janma alaga DhaMga alaga vyavasthA meM, alaga niyama, nIti, samAja-saba pharka UparI haiN| jarA hI camar3I ke bhItara praveza karo, vahAM eka hI pAnI baha rahA eka kA anubhava ThIka se le liyA jAye to hama isa bodha ko upalabdha ho sakate haiM ki bahuta anubhavoM meM bhaTakane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| lekina koI cAhe to bahuta anubhavoM meM bhI bhaTake, lekina kabhI na kabhI use yaha niyama kI taraha svIkAra kara lenA par3egA ki itane anubhava kAphI haiM, aba maiM kucha niSkarSa luuN| jisa dina vyakti socatA hai, itane anubhava kAphI haiM, aba maiM kucha niSkarSa lUM, usa dina jIvana meM krAMti zurU ho jAtI hai| mullA nasaruddIna kAphI bUr3hA ho gayA thaa| vaha aura usakI patnI adAlata meM khar3e haiN| aura majisTreTa ne kahA ki 'hada kara dI nasaruddIna! aba isa umra meM talAka dene kA pakkA kiyA? nasaruddIna ne kahA ki 'umra se isakA kyA saMbaMdha?' majisTreTa ne pUchA ki 'tumhArI umra kitanI hai?' nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'ki caurAnabe varSa / ' aura usakI patnI se puuchaa| usane zarmAte hue kahA, 'caurAsI varSa / ' majisTreTa bhI thor3A becaina huaa| usane nasaruddIna se pUchA, 'aura tumhArI zAdI hue kitanA samaya huA?' nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'koI sar3asaTha varSa !' majisTreTa bar3e avizvAsa se bhara gayA, usane kahA ki 'karIba-karIba sattara sAla tumhArI zAdI ko ho cuke haiM, aura aba tuma talAka karanA cAhate ho? sattara sAla sAtha rahane ke bAda !' nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'yora Anara, vhicaevara ve yU luka, inapha ija inapha-aba, bahuta ho gayA, kAphI ho gyaa| aura kAphI kAphI Apa apane jIvana meM karIba-karIba punarukta karate cale jAte haiM cIjoM ko, aura inapha ija inapha kabhI bhI nahIM A paataa| aisA kabhI anubhava nahIM hotA ki aba kAphI hai| aura jisa vyakti ko aisA anubhava ho, usake jIvana meM virakti kI pahalI kiraNa utaratI hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM : 'jaba devatA aura manuSya saMbaMdhI samasta kAma-bhogoM se sAdhaka virakta ho jAtA hai, taba aMdara aura bAhara ke sabhI sAMsArika saMbaMdhoM ko chor3a detA hai|' 'virakta ho jAtA hai| ' virakti koI AyojanA nahIM ho sktii| Apa ceSTA karake virakta nahIM ho skte| anubhava kI paripakvatA hI 537

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 virakti lA sakatI hai| Apa kacce meM hI virakta nahIM ho skte| Apa jIvana se bhAgakara aura palAyana karake virakta nahIM ho skte| Apa aisA socakara, mahAvIra ko par3hakara, jJAniyoM ko sunakara virakta nahIM ho skte| utanA kAphI nahIM hai| Apake anubhava se mela baiThanA caahie| jJAnI to kahate rahe haiM, kahate cale jAte haiM, lekina Apako koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| hAM, ApameM se kucha nAsamajha kabhI-kabhI binA paripakva hae, binA jIvana ke anubhava se virakti ko nikAle, prabhAvita hokara kisI kI carcA, vicAra tarka se saMnyasta ho jAte haiN| unakA saMnyAsa kaccA hai| aura unakA saMnyAsa kabhI bhI mukti nahIM bana skegaa| unake saMnyAsa kA mala AdhAra hI galata hai| ve jIvana se virakta hokara saMnyasta nahIM bane haiM, balki sAdhu se Asakta hokara saMnyasta bane haiN| ise thor3A ThIka se samajha leN| __sAdhu meM bar3A prabhAva hai| sAdhutA kA apanA AkarSaNa hai| sAdhutA maiganeTika hai| usase bar3A koI maiganeTa duniyA meM hotA nhiiN| mahAvIra khar3e hoM to Apa sAdhu ho jaayeNge| __ lekina dhyAna rahe, yaha sAdhutA Apake anubhava se A rahI hai yA mahAvIra ke AkarSaNa se, prabala AkarSaNa se? agara mahAvIra ke prabala AkarSaNa se yaha sAdhutA A rahI hai to virakti ko thopanA pdd'egaa| jo mahAvIra ke lie sahaja hai, vaha hamAre lie prayAsa hogaa| sahaja mokSa taka le jAtA hai, prayAsa kahIM bhI nahIM le jaataa| prayAsa sirpha asatya taka le jAtA hai| jisa cIja ko bhI hameM prayAsa kara-karake thopanA par3atA hai vaha jhUTha ho jAtA hai| hamArA pUrA jIvana isI taraha jhUTha ho gayA hai prayAsa kr-krke| ___ mAM kaha rahI hai ki maiM terI mAM hUM, prema kro| to beTA prayAsa karake prema kara rahA hai| bApa kaha rahA hai, maiM terA bApa hUM, prema kro| to beTA prayAsa karake prema kara rahA hai| jisa dina usake jIvana meM prema kA phUla khilatA, usa dina vaha anAyAsa hotaa| abhI yaha saba prayAsa ho rahA hai| aura khatarA yaha hai ki isa prayAsa se vaha itanA AvRta ho jAyegA ki usake jIvana meM prema kA sahaja phUla kabhI khila hI na skegaa| ___isa duniyA meM hajAroM meM kabhI ekAdha AdamI prema ko upalabdha ho pAtA hai, nau sau ninyAnabe naSTa ho jAte haiN| ve bIja kabhI aMkurita hI nahIM hote; kyoMki isake pahale ki bIja se aMkura phUTatA, una para jabaradastI thopa-thopakara kucha cIjeM lAda dI gayIM, jinakI ve ceSTA karane lge| phira ceSTA itanI pragAr3ha ho jAtI hai ki sahajatA ko janmane kA maukA nahIM rhtaa| sahaja aura ceSTA meM viparItatA hai| eka virakti hai, jo Apake anubhava se AtI hai-jIvana ke dukha kA pragAr3ha anubhava, jIvana kI pIr3A kA pragAr3ha anubhava, jIvana kI vyarthatA kI pratIti, spaSTa Apake hI jIvana aura bodha meN| mahAvIra ke vacana aura buddha ke vacana kAma kara sakate haiM ki Apake anubhava ko sahI sAbita kareM, gavAha bana jAyeM taba to ThIka hai; ki Apane apane jIvana meM jo jAnA, unake vacanoM se Apako lagA ki ThIka Apane jo apane jIvana meM jAnA thA, mahAvIra bhI vahI kaha rahe haiM ki jIvana vyartha hai| ___ yaha ApakI pratIti pahale thI, mahAvIra kevala gavAhI haiM--isa pharka ko thor3A ThIka se samajha leN| ve sirpha eka viTanesa haiN| unakA kahanA bhI Apake hI anubhava ko pragAr3ha kara rahA hai| to virakti jo ApameM khilegI vaha anAyAsa hogI, sahaja hogii| usakI sugaMdha alaga hai| aura agara mahAvIra Apako AkRSTa kara lete haiM-unakA AnaMda, unakI zAMti, unakA uThanA, unakA baiThanA, unakA mohaka jAdU bharA vyaktitva, vaha Apako AkarSita kara letA hai to Apa usa Asakti meM agara saMsAra se virakta hote haiM, to Apa kacce hI TUTa jAyeMge aura Apa burI taraha bhaTakeMge; kyoMki Apake paira ke nIce jamIna nahIM hai| aura yaha virakti jhaThI hai| saca meM to yaha eka nayI taraha kI Asakti hai| guru kI Asakti hai, jJAnI kI Asakti hai-tIrthaMkara, paigaMbara, avatAra kI Asakti hai| __ aura dhyAna rahe, koI strI kyA AkarSita karegI kisI puruSa ko, koI puruSa kyA AkarSita karegA kisI strI ko, jaisA ki eka tIrthaMkara 538

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aMtasa-bAhya saMbaMdhoM se mukti logoM ko AkarSita kara letA hai| nahIM ki vaha karanA cAhatA hai-usakA honA hI, usakI maujUdagI cuMbaka kI taraha Apako khIMcane lagatI hai| jo vyakti kisI se prabhAvita hokara dhArmika ho jAtA hai, vaha dhArmika hone kA avasara kho detA hai| bahuta saceta hone kI jarUrata hai| aura jaba tIrthaMkaroM aura paigaMbaroM ke karIba se gujarane kA maukA mile, taba to bahuta saceta hone kI jarUrata hai; taba bahuta sAvadhAna hone kI jarUrata hai| nahIM to khAI se nikale aura gaDDhe meM gire| koI pharka nahIM raha jaataa| moha naye DhaMga se pakar3a letA hai, Asakti naye DhaMga se pakar3a letI hai| agara Apake anubhava meM aisI rekhA A gayI hai ki jIvana sirpha dukha hai| bahuta logoM ko lagatA hai ki jIvana dukha hai| lekina unake lagane se virakti paidA nahIM hotii| kyA kAraNa hogA? Apako bhI bahuta bAra lagatA hai, jIvana dukha hai, lekina aisA nahIM lagatA ki jIvana kA svabhAva dukha hai| Apako aisA lagatA hai ki maiM asaphala ho gayA, isalie dukha hai; ki ThIka parivAra na milA, ThIka jagaha na milI, ThIka samaya na milA, sahayoga na milA, saMgI-sAthI na mile, premI na mile, maiM asaphala ho gayA, isalie jIvana dukha hai| jIvana dukha hai, aisA Apako nahIM lgtaa| apanI asaphalatA mAluma par3atI hai, kyoMki kaI logoM kA jIvana sukha mAlama hotA hai| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki apane ko chor3akara sabhI kA jIvana logoM ko sukha mAlUma par3atA hai| aura yaha sabhI ko aisA lagatA hai| khuda ko chor3akara saba loga lagate haiM ki sukhI haiM--kaise muskurAte, AnaMdita sar3akoM para gIta gAte cala rahe haiM ! eka maiM dukhI huuN| magara yahI pratIti sabakI hai| bahuta loga haiM, jo Apako bhI sukhI mAna rahe haiN| bahuta loga Apase IrSyA kara rahe haiN| IrSyA paidA hI na ho, agara yaha pratIti ho jAye ki sabhI loga dukhI haiN| koI apanI garIbI meM dukhI hai, koI apanI amIrI meM dukhI hai| koI saphalatA meM dukhI hai, koI asaphalatA meM dukhI hai, lekina dukha kA koI bheda nahIM hai, loga dukhI haiN| jIvana dukha hai, vyakti kA koI savAla nahIM hai| agara Apako aisA lagatA hai ki maiM dukhI hUM, to phira Apa virakta nahIM ho sakate, Apa naye jIvana kI talAza kreNge| yahI to hama karate rahe haiN| yahI to hama karate rahe haiM janmoM-janmoM se| aise jIvana kI talAza kareMge-jahAM saphalatA mile, dhana mile, samRddhi mile, yaza mile, pada-pratiSThA mile| isa bAra cUka gaye, koI harajA nahIM, agalI bAra nahIM cuukeNge| jIvana vyartha nahIM hotA, eka jIvana vyartha hotA hai lekina hama dUsare jIvana kI talAza meM nikala jAte haiN| punarjanma kA sUtra yahI hai ki hamArI vAsanA jIvana se nahIM chuutttii| eka jIvana vyartha hotA hai to dUsare jIvana ko pakar3atI hai, dUsarA vyartha hotA hai to tIsare ko pakaDatI hai| aMtahIna hai yaha shNkhlaa| jaba mahAvIra kahate haiM, jIvana vyartha hai yA buddha kahate haiM, jIvana dukha hai, to unakA matalaba nahIM hai ki ApakA jIvana dukha hai| unakA kahanA yaha hai ki jIvana kA svabhAva, jIvana ke hone kA DhaMga hI pIr3A hai| jaba aisA spaSTa dikhAI par3ane lage to jo virakti paidA hotI hai, vaha virakti aMdara aura bAhara ke sabhI sAMsArika saMbaMdhoM ko tor3a detI hai| __ yahAM eka aura maje kI bAta samajha lenA hai| mahAvIra yaha nahIM kahate ki saMbaMdhiyoM ko chor3a detI hai, kahate haiM, saMbaMdhoM ko chor3a detI hai| yaha jarA gahana hai, nAjuka hai| merI patnI hai, to jaba mujhe virakti kA anubhava hogA to maiM patnI ko chor3a dUMgA--yaha bahuta gauNa aura sIdhI dikhAI par3ane vAlI bAta 539

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 hai, sthUla hai| lekina mahAvIra yaha nahIM kahate ki saMbaMdhiyoM ko chor3a detI hai, mahAvIra kahate haiM, saMbaMdhoM ko chor3a detI hai| __ saMbaMdha bar3I alaga bAta hai| patnI vahAM hai, aura patnI se maiM hajAra mIla dUra bhI ho jAUM, to bhI saMbaMdha ke TUTane kA koI matalaba nahIM hai| saMbaMdha bahuta ilAsTika hai; inphiniTalI ilAsTika hai| patnI dasa hajAra mIla dUra ho, to dasa hajAra mIla dUra taka merA saMbaMdha phaila jaayegaa| vaha dhAgA banA rhegaa| usako tor3anA muzkila hai| patnI ko cAMda para bheja do-koI pharka nahIM par3atA, yahAM se lekara cAMda taka saMbaMdha kA dhAgA phaila jaayegaa| vaha koI bhautika ghaTanA nahIM hai ki usako koI ar3acana ho| vaha mAnasika ghaTanA hai| zAyada patnI dUra ho, to saMbaMdha jyAdA bhI ho jaaye| ___ akasara to aisA hI hotA hai logoM ko| patnI ko phira se prema karanA ho, to mAyake bheja denA jarUrI hotA hai| thor3A phAsalA ho, phira rasa bhara AtA hai| thor3A phAsalA ho, phira AkAMkSA jaga jAtI hai| vyakti dUra ho, to usakI burAiyAM dikhanI baMda ho jAtI haiM, aura bhalAiyoM kA khayAla Ane lagatA hai| vyakti pAsa ho, to burAiyAM dikhatI haiM aura bhalAiyAM bhUla jAtI haiN| thor3A phAsalA caahie| jyAdA phAsalA kabhI-kabhI hitakara ho jAtA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, saMbaMdhI nahIM, saMbaMdha chUTa jAte haiN| vaha jo mere bhItara se nikalatA hai dhAgA saMbaMdha kA, vaha gira jAtA hai| patnI apanI jagaha hogI, maiM apanI jagaha houuNgaa| koI ghara se bhAga jAnA bhI Avazyaka nahIM hai, lekina bIca se vaha jo pati aura patnI kA pAgalapana thA, vaha vidA ho jaayegaa| vaha jo pajesa' karane kI dhAraNA thI, vaha chUTa jaayegii| vaha jo dUsare kA zoSaNa karane kI vyavasthA thI, vaha TUTa jaayegii| dUsare se sukha yA dukha milatA hai, yaha bhAva gira jaayegaa| patnI pahalI daphA eka vyakti banegI, aura maiM bhI pahalI daphA eka vyakti banUMgA, jinake bIca khulA AkAza hai, koI saMbaMdha nahIM; jinake bIca saMbaMdhoM kI jaMjIreM nahIM haiM; jo do nijI vyaktitva haiM aura paripUrNa svataMtra haiN| ___ jaba do vyakti paripUrNa svataMtra ho jAte haiM, to chor3ane yA pakar3ane kA donoM hI savAla nahIM raha jaate| taba yaha bhI Avazyaka nahIM hai ki maiM patnI ke sAtha ghara meM rahaM hI aura yaha bhI Avazyaka nahIM hai ki maiM patnI ko chor3akara calA hI jaauuN| donoM ghaTanAeM ghaTa sakatI haiN| janaka ghara meM hI raha jAte haiM, mahAvIra ghara chor3akara cale jAte haiN| yaha vyaktiyoM para nirbhara hogaa| lekina isako thor3A samajha lenA jarUrI hai| ___ jo Asakta vyakti hai, usake lie yaha samajhanA bahuta kaThina hai| Asakta do kAma kara sakatA hai : yA to jisase Asakta hai, usake pAsa rahe aura agara virakta ho jAye, to usase dUra jaaye| __ Asakti jisase hai, usake hama pAsa rahanA cAhate haiN| ise thor3A smjheN| jisase hamArI Asakti hai, hama cAhate haiM caubIsa ghaNTe usake pAsa raheM, kSaNabhara ko na choddeN| aura akasara hama apane prema ko isI meM naSTa kara lete haiN| kyoMki caubIsa ghaNTe jisake sAtha raheMge, usake sAtha rahane kA majA hI kho jaayegaa| aura caubIsa ghaNTe jisake sAtha raheMge, usake sAtha sivAya kalaha aura dukha ke kucha bhI na bcegaa| lekina Asakti kA eka svabhAva hai ki jisase hamArA lagAva hai, usake pAsa hI raheM caubIsa ghaNTe, eka kSaNa ko na chodd'eN| virakti jisase hamArI ho jAye, jisako hama virakti kahate haiM, matalaba Asakti ulaTI ho jAye to usake hama pAsa nahIM honA cAhate kSaNabhara / usase hama dUra haTanA cAhate haiN| jo virakti dUra haTanA cAhatI hai, vaha Asakti kA hI ulaTA rUpa hai| vaha vAstavika virakti nahIM hai| kyoMki niyama kAma kara rahA hai; niyama vahI hai ki jise hama cAhate haiM, usake pAsa aura jise hama nahIM cAhate usase duur| lekina cAha, aura cAha ke viparIta jo cAha hai, unameM koI pharka nahIM hai| __virakti kA artha yaha hai ki na to hameM pAsa hone se aba pharka par3atA hai, na dUra hone se pharka par3atA hai| aba hama pAsa hoM to ThIka, aura dara hoM to tthiik| dara hoM to yAda nahIM AtI, pAsa hoM to rasa nahIM aataa| na to dUra hone meM aba koI rasa hai aura na pAsa hone meM koI 540

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aMtasa-bAhya saMbaMdhoM se mukti rasa hai| taba Apa saMbaMdha ke Upara utthe| agara dUra hone meM rasa hai, to abhI Asakti maujUda hai-sirpha ulaTI ho gayI hai| ___to buddha ne kahA hai ki priyajanoM ke pAsa hone se sukha milatA hai; apriyajanoM ke dUra hone se sukha milatA hai lekina sukha donoM hI hAlata meM dUsare se milatA hai| priyajana dUra jAyeM to dukha dete haiM, apriyajana pAsa AyeM to dukha dete haiM lekina dukha dUsare se hI milatA hai donoM hAlata meN| ___ priya' kA bhI saMbaMdha hai, 'apriya' kA bhI saMbaMdha hai| virakti kA artha apriya kA paidA ho jAnA nahIM hai; kyoMki apriya eka saMbaMdha hai| virakti kA artha hai. saMbaMdha hI na rahA. nirbharatA na rahI; pAsa hai ki dara haM, barAbara hai| pAsa aura dUrI meM raMcamAtra kA pharka na raha jAye; nikaTa hUM yA na nikaTa hUM, raMcamAtra kA pharka na raha jAye, to vyakti saMbaMdha ke Upara gyaa| aba dUsarA mUlyavAna nahIM rhaa| aba maiM apane lie mUlyavAna hUM, dUsarA apane lie mUlyavAna hai| dUsare kI AtmA svataMtra hai, merI AtmA svataMtra hai| aisI do svataMtratAoM kA janma jaba ho jAtA hai, to bIca kI gulAmI gira jAtI hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki sabhI sAMsArika saMbaMdhoM ko chor3a detA hai, aMdara aura bAhara ke| kyoMki dhyAna rahe, Apa unase hI nahIM baMdhe haiM jinake pAsa haiM, unase bhI baMdhe haiM jinake Apa pAsa nahIM haiN| jisa philma abhinetrI ko para, tasvIra para dekha lete haiM, usase bhI baMdhe haiN| usase koI malAkAta nahIM hai, pahacAna nahIM hai, kabhI dekhA nahIM hai: tasvIra dekhI hai-usase bhI baMdhe haiN| sapanA dekhate haiM usakA, usase bhI baMdhe haiN| ___ to bAhara ke hI saMbaMdha nahIM hai ki jisa ghara meM Apa baiThe haiM, jo baccA ApakA hai, jo patnI ApakI hai, pati ApakA hai, pitA-mAM haiM-unase hI Apa baMdhe haiM, aisA nahIM hai| zAyada unakA to Apako kabhI smaraNa bhI nahIM aataa| __ aisA pati khojanA muzkila hai, jisako patnI kA sapanA AtA ho! khoja leM to mujhe Apa btaanaa| patnI kA sapanA AtA hI nhiiN| pati kA bhI sapanA nahIM aataa| sapane to unake Ate haiM, jinase hamArI vAsanA atRpta hai| sapane kA matalaba hI atRpta vAsanA hotI hai| jisako hama nahIM upalabdha kara pAte, usakA sapanA AtA hai| jise upalabdha hI kara liyA, usake sapane kA koI savAla hI nahIM hai| jisakA peTa bharA hai, use rAta bhojana ke sapane nahIM aate| bhUkhe peTa AdamI ko bhojana ke sapane Ate haiN| jo kamI hai, abhAva hai, usakA sapanA nirmita hotA hai| to jo Apake pAsa haiM sthUla rUpa se, jinase Apa jur3e haiM, unase zAyada jyAdA jor3a hai bhI nhiiN| lekina jinase Apa nahIM jur3e haiM, unase Apake sapane jar3e haiM aura bhItarI joDa hai| eka parivAra Apake AsapAsa dikhAI par3atA hai, jo vastutaH hai| aura eka parivAra Apake citta kA hai, jo Apa banA rakhe haiN| jo Apa cAhate haiM ki hotaa| jo ApakI kAmanA kA hai| jo kabhI pUrA nahIM hogaa| kyoMki pUrA hote hI vaha ApakI kAmanA kA nahIM raha jaayegaa| pUrA hote hI Apa dUsarA parivAra apane AsapAsa basAne lgeNge| to eka to bAhara ke saMbaMdhoM kA jAla hai aura eka bhItara ke saMbaMdhoM kA jAla hai| bAyarana aMgreja kavi thA, bahuta sI striyAM usake lie dIvAnI thIM aura pAgala thiiN| jaba bAyarana ko iMgalaiMDa se niSkAsita kara diyA gayA, to aneka striyoM ne AtmahatyA kara lI, jinhoMne use dekhA bhI nahIM thA-tasvIra dekhI thI yA kabhI dUra se kisI kavi-sammelana meM bhIr3a meM se dekhA thaa| ve apane nikaTatama pati ke lie AtmahatyA karanevAlI nahIM thiiN| lekina isa AdamI se koI saMbaMdha nahIM thA, kisI taraha kA sthUla saMbaMdha nahIM thA lekina mana ke jAla the| bAyarana ko unakA patA hI nahIM thA, jinhoMne usake lie AtmahatyA kara lii| jo apane jIvana ko de sakate haiM, jarUra unake bar3e gahare bhItarI saMbaMdha rahe hoMge, unake sapanoM meM bAyarana samAyA rahA hogaa| bAhara ke saMbaMdha haiM; bhItara ke saMbaMdha haiN| Apa bAhara ke saMbaMdha se bhAga sakate haiM, bahuta AsAna hai| kyoMki ghara se bhAga jAne meM koI 541

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 bar3I ar3acana nahIM hai| lekina bhItara ke saMbaMdhoM se bhAgakara kahAM jAiyegA? vaha to jaba taka virakti paidA na ho jAye, taba taka bhItara ke saMbaMdha se koI bhI bhAga nahIM sakatA hai| isalie sAdhu ho jAte haiM loga, jaMgala meM baiThe jAte haiM, lekina mana kI gRhasthI jArI rahatI hai-aura phaila jAtI hai saca to; aura bar3I ho jAtI hai; aura rasapUrNa ho jAtI hai| ___ saMsAra jitanA rasapUrNa adhUre bhAge sAdhu ko mAlUma par3atA hai, utanA gRhastha ko kabhI mAlUma nahIM pdd'taa| thor3e dina chor3akara dekheM, saMsAra se thor3e dina haTakara dekheM, aura Apa pAyeMge ki saba cIjoM meM rasa AnA zurU ho gyaa| ___ mullA nasaruddIna kabhI-kabhI pahAr3a para jAtA thA ekAMtavAsa ke lie| kabhI apane mAlika ko kahakara jAtA ki paMdraha dina bAda lauTUMgA aura pAMca dina meM lauTa AtA; aura kabhI kahakara jAtA, pAMca dina meM lauTUMgA aura paMdraha dina meM lautttaa| to usake mAlika ne eka dina pUchA ki mAmalA kyA hai, tuma chuTTI paMdraha dina kI mAMgate ho, phira pAMca dina meM lauTa kyoM Ate ho? jaba taya hI karake paMdraha dina kA gaye, to tumhArA hisAba kyA hai? nasaruddIna ne kahA, vaha jarA eka bhItarI gaNita hai, ApakI zAyada samajha meM bhI na aaye| pahAr3a para maiMne eka choTA baMgalA le rakhA hai aura eka bUr3hI badazakla aurata ko usakI dekhabhAla ke lie rakha diyA hai| aura yaha merA gaNita hai| vaha itanI badazakla strI hai ki usake pAsa baiThane kA bhI mana nahIM ho sakatA-dAMta bAhara nikale haiM, haDDI-haDDI ho gayI hai, kAphI bUr3hI hai, kurUpa hai| yaha merA niyama hai ki jaba maiM pahAr3a para jAtA hUM, to eka dina, do dina, tIna dina, cAra dina, pAMca dina-dhIre-dhIre usa strI meM bhI mujhe sauMdarya dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai| aura jisa dina vaha strI mujhe suMdara mAlUma par3atI hai, maiM bhAga khar3A hotA huuN| maiM samajhatA hUM basa, ekAMta pUrA ho gayA, aba yahAM rukanA khataranAka hai| ___ to kabhI aisA pandraha dina meM hotA hai, kabhI pAMca dina meM ho jAtA hai| to vaha merA bhItarI hisAba hai| vaha strI merA tharmAmITara hai| jaise hI mujhe lagatA hai ki isa strI meM bhI rasa Ane lagA hai mujhe, maiM bhAga khar3A hotA huuN| kyoMki aba hada ho gayI! aba yahAM rukanA khatare se khAlI nahIM hai| aura aba maiM ekAMta nahIM cAha rahA huuN| to maiM vApisa lauTa AtA huuN| Apa apane bhItara ke saMsAra kA thoDA khayAla kareMge to ApakI samajha meM A jaayegaa| bAhara kI bhIDa meM Apa bhale rahate haiM bhItara ke saMsAra ko, lekina vaha Apake bhItara hai| vaha Apake bhItara kAma karatA hai| aura bhItara kA saMsAra bhI thor3A samaya nahIM letaa| AdamI agara sATha sAla jIye to bIsa sAla sotA hai; bIsa sAla sapanoM meM hotA hai| bIsa sAla thor3A vakta nahIM hai| saca to cAlIsa sAla jisa samaya vaha jAgatA hai, usa samaya kitane logoM se kitanA saMbaMdha banA pAtA hai--adhika samaya to bhojana kamAne meM, makAna banAne meM, vyavasthA juTAne meM, daphtara se ghara Ane aura ghara se daphtara jAne meM vyatIta ho jAtA hai| agara hama ThIka se hisAba lagAyeM to cAlIsa sAla meM muzkila se cAra sAla usako milate hoMge, jinameM vaha apane sthUla saMbaMdhoM meM DUbatA hai; lekina bIsa sAla apane sUkSma saMbaMdhoM meM DUbatA hai, jo usake svapna kA jAla hai| vaha jyAdA usakI gaharI pakar3a hai aura jyAdA use samaya aura avasara hai| ___ aura aise jaba Apa apane sthUla saMbaMdhoM meM DUbe hote haiM, taba bhI bhItara Apake sUkSma saMbaMdha calate rahate haiN| manovaijJAnika jAnate haiM hajAroM ghaTanAoM ke AdhAra para ki pati patnI se saMbhoga karatA rahatA hai, taba bhI vaha kisI philma abhinetrI kI dhAraNA karatA rahatA hai| patnI pati se saMbhoga karatI rahatI hai, lekina mana meM kisI aura se saMbhoga karatI rahatI hai| aura jaba taka usake mana meM dhAraNA na A jAye usake premI kI yA preyasI kI, taba taka pati-patnI meM koI rasa-saMbaMdha nirmita nahIM ho paataa| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM, bar3I ajIba ghaTanA hai : bAhara kA saMbaMdha bahuta gauNa mAlUma par3atA hai aura bhItara ke saMbaMdha bahuta gahana mAlUma par3ate haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, virakta jaba koI hogA, to bAhara aura bhItara ke sAre sAMsArika saMbaMdha chUTa jAte haiN| eka DhaMga se jaise jAla hameM pakar3e 542 .

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aMtasa-bAhya saMbaMdhoM se mukti thA, vaha gira jAtA hai| jaise machalI jAla ke bAhara A jAtI hai| lekina abhI to hama kAmavAsanA meM isa taraha ghire hue haiM, kAmavRtti meM isa taraha DUbe hue haiM ki hama soca hI nahIM sakate virakta AdamI ko kyA rasa hogaa| virakta AdamI to rasahIna ho jAyegA kyoMki hama eka hI rasa jAnate haiN| hamArI hAlata vaisI hI hai, jaise nAlI kA kIr3A ho; use nAlI meM hI rasa hai| vaha soca bhI nahIM sakatA ki AkAza meM ur3ate pakSI kyoM jIvana vyartha gavAM rahe haiM ! nAlI meM sArA rasa mullA nasaruddIna eka vyAkhyAna sunane gayA hai| eka vaijJAnika bola rahA hai| vaha machaliyoM ke saMbaMdha meM kucha samajhA rahA hai| aura vaha kahatA hai ki mAdA machaliyAM aMDe rakha detI haiM aura phira nara machaliyAM una aMDoM ke Upara se gujarate haiM aura una aMDoM ko vIryakaNa de dete haiM, aura taba vaha aMDA sajIva ho jAtA hai| ___ to nasaruddIna bar3A becaina hotA hai| Akhira jaba vyAkhyAna khatma ho jAtA hai, vaha pahuMcatA hai vaijJAnika ke pAsa aura usase kahatA hai, kyA ApakA matalaba hai ki machaliyAM saMbhoga nahIM karatIM? usa vaijJAnika ne kahA, Apa bilakula ThIka smjhe| mAdA aMDe de detI hai, puruSa aMDoM ko Akara pharTilAija kara detA hai| koI saMbhoga nahIM hotaa| ___ to nasaruddIna thor3I dera ciMtita rahA aura phira usake cehare para camaka A gayI! usane kahA ki nAu Ai aMDarasTaiMDa, vhAi pIpula kaoNla phizez2a puara phiza-kyoM loga machalI ko garIba machalI kahate haiM, maiM samajha gayA / yahI kAraNa hai ! vaha jo kAma meM DUbA huA hai, usake lie sArA jIvana dIna-hIna hai agara kAmavAsanA nahIM hai| taba jIvana meM koI artha nahIM dikhAI par3egA / kyoMki sArA artha hI hamAre jIvana kA kAmavAsanA ke AdhAra para TikA huA hai| hama sArI cIjoM ko taula hI rahe haiM eka hI jagaha se| to hama soca bhI nahIM sakate ki mahAvIra kA AnaMda kyA ho sakatA hai| eka AnaMda aisA bhI hai, jo kisI para nirbhara nahIM hai aura kisI kA muhatAja nahIM hai,aura kisI kI mAMga nahIM karatA, aura kisI ke sAmane bhikSA kA pAtra nahIM phailaataa| __eka aisA nija meM DUbane kA AnaMda bhI hai| usakI hameM koI khabara nahIM hai; usakI khabara ho bhI nahIM sktii| usakI khabara hameM tabhI hogI, jaba hamArI Asakti zuddha pIr3A bana jAye aura hameM dikhAI par3ane lage ki hama jo bhI kara rahe haiM, vaha saba dukha hai| aura yaha pratIti itanI saghana ho jAye ki yaha pratIti hI hameM upara uThA de| aura eka kSaNa ko bhI hameM anubhava ho jAye apane zuddha hone kA, jahAM dUsare kI koI maujUdagI nahIM thI, kalpanA meM bhI koI dUsarA maujUda nahIM thA, hama akele the-ToTala lonalInesa-ekAMta pUrA bhItara anubhava ho jAye eka kSaNa ko bhI, to Apane khulA AkAza jAna liyaa| phira Apa kAmavAsanA ke kArAgRha meM lauTane ko rAjI nahIM hoNge| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'jaba sAdhaka virakta ho jAtA hai, taba aMdara-bAhara ke sabhI sAMsArika saMbaMdhoM ko chor3a detA hai|' 'jaba aMdara aura bAhara ke samasta sAMsArika saMbaMdhoM ko chor3a detA hai, taba dIkSita hokara pUrNatayA anagAra vRtti ko prApta hotA hai|' aura jaba taka virakti na ho, taba taka dIkSA kA koI upAya nahIM hai| dIkSA kA artha hai, usa virATa meM iniziezana / jaba taka Apa saMsAra se jakar3e hue haiM, taba taka guru se koI saMbaMdha nahIM ho sakatA; taba taka guru se koI lenA-denA nahIM hai; taba taka Apa guru ke pAsa bhI saMsAra ke lie hI jAte haiN| isalie jo guru ApakA saMsAra bar3hAtA huA mAlUma par3atA hai, AzvAsana detA hai, bharosA dilAtA hai, usake pAsa bar3I bhIr3a ikaTThI ho 543

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga:2 jAtI hai| agara satya sAIMbAbA jaise logoM ke pAsa lAkhoM loga ikaTThe ho jAte haiM, to usakA kula kAraNa itanA hI hai ki satya sAIMbAbA se kisI virakti kI AzA nahIM hai; Apake Asakti ke jAla ko saghana karane kI saMbhAvanA hai| kisI ko lar3akA cAhie, kisI ko bImArI miTAnI hai, kisI ko dhana pAnA hai, kisI ko laMbI umra pAnI hai, kisI ko mukadamA jItanA hai- ve sAre loga ikaTThe ho jAte haiN| __ jisa sAdhu ke pAsa jyAdA bhIr3a mAlUma par3e, samajha lenA ki jarUra usa sAdhu ke pAsa saMsAra kI ghaTanA ghaTa rahI hai| anyathA sAdhu ke pAsa jyAdA bhIr3a nahIM ho sakatI; honI muzkila hai| isa virATa saMsAra meM bahuta thor3e se loga haiM, jo virakta haiN| ve hI loga sAdhu ke pAsa ho sakate haiM-cUjena phyuu| bahuta cune hue logoM kA mAmalA hai| guru ke pAsa AnA bahuta thor3e se logoM kA mAmalA hai-karor3oM meM eka! lekina jisa guru ke pAsa eka ko chor3akara pUrA karor3a pahuMca jAtA ho, samajhanA ki vahAM guru mUlyavAna nahIM hai, vahAM isa bhIr3a meM ikaTThe hue logoM kI vAsanA mUlyavAna hai| itanI bar3I bhIr3a virakta nahIM hai, nahIM to yaha saMsAra dUsarA ho jaaye| itanI bar3I bhIr3a gaharI taraha se Asakta hai-isakI Asakti meM koI bhI sahArA detA ho / ___ mere pAsa mitra Ate haiM-bhale, zubha, cAhaka-ve mujhase kahate haiM ki Apa kaba taka thor3e se logoM ko samajhAte rheNge| Apa koI camatkAra kyoM nahIM dikhAte ki lAkhoM loga A jaayeN| ___ magara jo lAkhoM loga camatkAra ke kAraNa Ate haiM, unase merA koI saMbaMdha nahIM jur3a sakatA; unase merA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| ve mere lie A hI nahIM rahe haiN| ve kisI aura vAsanA se pIr3ita hokara A rahe haiN| unakA iniziezana, unakI dIkSA nahIM ho sktii| bhIr3a dIkSita nahIM ho sktii| bahuta cune hue loga, jinake jIvana kA anubhava paripakva huA hai aura jinhoMne apane anubhava se jAnA hai ki vyartha hai saba kucha jo hama kara rahe haiM, jinako yaha dikhAI par3a jAtA hai ki jahAM hama haiM vahAM vyarthatA hai, ve hI usa yAtrA para nikalane kI ceSTA karate haiM jahAM sArthaka kA janma ho ske| ___ dIkSA kA artha hai, iniziezana kA artha hai : yaha saMsAra vyartha huA, aba hamArI cetanA kisa AyAma meM praveza kare? aise loga dvAra khojate haiN| tabhI guru aise logoM ko dvAra dikhA sakatA hai| ___ Apa maMdira meM bhI jAte haiM, guru ke pAsa bhI jAte haiM, to kucha mAMgane jAte haiM, kucha hone nahIM jAte; cAhate haiM adAlata meM mukadamA jIta jAyeM; TI.bI. ho gayA, kainsara ho gayA-dUra ho jaaye| kucha saMsAra kA hissA ApakA adhUrA laga rahA hai, vaha guru pUrA kara de| aura jo guru Apake saMsAra ke hisse ko pUrA karatA hai yA karatA huA dikhAne kA dhokhA detA hai, vaha ApakA mitra nahIM hai, vaha ApakA zatru hai! kyoMki vaha jIvana meM Apako dhakkA de rahA hai-usI saMsAra meN| jahAM se zAyada kainsara Apako ubA detaa| usakA camatkAra vApasa lauTA rahA hai| jahAM zAyada TI.bI. Apako kaha detI ki zarIra vyartha hai aura sar3A huA hai, aura isake pAra honA ucita hai, vahAM usakA camatkAra Apako zarIra meM vApasa bheja rahA hai| __camatkArI guru dharma kI tarapha nahIM le jAte, ve saMsAra ke hI ejeMTa haiN| lekina usameM eka suvidhA hai, myucuala saMbaMdha hai| kyoMki jitanI bar3I bhIr3a ikaTThI hotI hai, utanA ahaMkAra ko tRpti milatI hai guru ke| lagatA hai maiM kucha huuN| aura bhIr3a ikaTThI karanI ho to bhIr3a sirpha camatkAra se ikaTThI hotI hai| jJAna se kisI ko prayojana nahIM hai; mahAtmA se kisI kA saMbaMdha nahIM hai, madArI kI mAMga hai| aura jaba mahAtmA ke veza meM madArI dikhatA hai, to ApakI AtmA ko bar3I tRpti hotI hai| kyoMki AzA baMdhatI hai ki jo-jo hama nahIM kara pAye, zAyada isa AdamI kI kRpA se ho jaaye| 544

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aMtasa-bAhya saMbaMdhoM se mukti eka bhI aisA rAjanItijJa nahIM hai dillI meM, jo kisI na kisI mahAtmA ke caraNoM meM jAkara na baiThatA ho| aura jo hAre hue rAjanItijJa haiM, ve to anivArya rUpa se mahAtmAoM ke pAsa mileNge| agale ilekzana kI ve taiyArI kara rahe haiM mahAtmA ke dvArA--AzA ! aura mahAtmA kaha rahA hai ki mata ghabar3Ao, saba ho jaayegaa| jarUrI nahIM hai ki mahAtmA kucha karatA ho| jaba kahA jAtA hai, saba ho jAyegA-sau AdamiyoM se kaho, pacAsa ko to ho hI jAtA hai| na kahate to bhI ho jAtA ! yaha mahAtmA kA kAma aisA hai, jaisA iMgalaiMDa meM ve kahate haiM ki sardI-jukAma kA agara ilAja karo, to sAta dina meM ThIka ho jAtA hai; aura agara ilAja na karo, to eka saptAha meM ThIka ho jAtA hai| __eka saptAha meM ThIka ho hI jAtA hai| savAla yaha nahIM hai ki Apa ilAja karo ki na kro| agara mere pAsa sau loga AyeM bImAra ki AzIrvAda. jAo. ThIka ho jAoge-pacAsa to hote hI haiN| isase merA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| ve kahIM bhI na jAte, to bhI hote| jiMdagI meM AdamI hajAroM daphe bImAra par3atA hai, taba maratA hai| koI pahalI bImArI meM to koI maratA huA dekhA nahIM jaataa| unhIM hajAroM bImAriyoM para jinase Apa ThIka hote cale jAte haiM, mahAtmA jIte haiN| ___ mukadame meM jaba loga lar3ate haiM, to koI na koI jItatA hI hai| aura akasara to aisA ho jAtA hai ki eka hI mahAtmA ke pAsa donoM pArTI pahuMca jAtI haiN| aura ve donoM ko AzIrvAda de dete haiM ! ___ mere eka mitra jyotiSI haiN| aura jaba subbArAva rASTrapati ke lie khar3e hue, to mere ve mitra subbArAva aura jAkira husena donoM ke pAsa gye| aura jAkira husena ko bhI kaha Aye ki ApakI jIta sunizcita hai, yaha jyotiSa meM sApha hai; subbArAva ko bhI kaha Aye ki ApakI jIta sunizcita hai, yaha jyotiSa se sApha hai| aura donoM se likhavA lAye ki yaha bhaviSyavANI maiM kara rahA hUM, Apa likhita deN| __ subbArAva hAra gaye, unakA likhA huA phAr3akara pheMka diyaa| phira jAkira husena ke pAsa gaye aura kahA ki dekhiye ! aura jAkira hasena ne kahA ki ApakI bhaviSyavANI bilakula saca nikalI, Apa mahAna jyotiSI haiM ! sarTiphikeTa likhakara diyA, sAtha meM phoTo utrvaayii| aba subbArAva to unakA koI patA lagAte phireMge nhiiN| jo hAra gayA vaha to phikra hI nahIM krtaa| ve usa dina se mahAna jyotiSI ho gaye haiN| unake pAsa minisTaroM ne AnA jAnA zurU kara diyA hai| kyoMki jo AdamI rASTrapati ko ghoSaNA kara de...aura unake pAsa sarTiphikeTa hai, phoTo hai-saba pramANa hai| lekina bhItarI rAja kisI ko patA nahIM hai ki ve donoM ko lekina vAsanAoM se bharA huA AdamI usakI pUrti kI talAza kara rahA hai| vaha sAdhanA ke mAdhyama se bhI vAsanA ko hI khojatA hai| aisA vyakti dIkSita nahIM ho sktaa| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, aMdara-bAhara ke samasta sAMsArika saMbaMdha jaba chUTa jAte haiM, taba koI dIkSita ho sakatA hai| aura dIkSita hokara pUrNatayA anagAra vRtti ko prApta hotA hai| ___ anagAra vRtti kA artha hai : isa jagata meM merA koI ghara nahIM hai, maiM agRhI huuN| yaha jagata ghara nahIM hai-aisI vRtti kA nAma-disa varlDa iz2a naoNTa da hom| yaha saMsAra jo dikhAI par3a rahA hai, yaha ghara nahIM hai| yahAM maiM begharabAra huuN| merA ghara kahIM aura hai| cetanA ke kisI loka meM merA ghara hai| aura yahAM jaba taka maiM ghara khoja rahA hUM aura ghara banA rahA hUM, taba taka maiM vyartha samaya naSTa kara rahA huuN| yahAM maiM videzI huuN| yahAM maiM eka ajanabI hUM, eka AuTa sAiDara huuN| yaha yAtrA hai, maMjila nahIM hai| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba koI pUrNa sAdhaka hokara dIkSita hotA hai kisI guru ke mAdhyama se, usa dvAra ko khaTakhaTAtA hai jahAM se asalI ghara khulegaa...| lekina vaha tabhI usa dvAra ko khaTakhaTA sakatA hai, jaba yahAM se anagAra vRtti ho jAye, isa jagata meM ghara khojane kI dhAraNA 545

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 kho jaaye| isa jagata meM jo ghara khoja rahe haiM, ve to nayA zarIra khojate cale jaayeNge| ve janmeMge, phira mareMge--janmeMge, phira mareMge aura ghara ko khojate rheNge| isa jagata meM do taraha ke loga haiM-ve jo yahAM ghara khoja rahe haiM, aura ve jo yahAM ghara nahIM khoja rahe haiN| jo yahAM ghara nahIM khoja rahA hai, vaha anagAra ho gayA hai| aura anagAra hokara yaha pAtratA milatI hai ki dUsarA, asalI ghara khojA jA ske| vaha bhItara hai, vaha bAhara nahIM hai| use banAne kI bhI koI jarUrata nahIM hai, vaha maujUda hai| vaha mere jIvana kA mUla utsa aura strota hai| use kahIM bhI pAne jAne kA koI savAla nahIM hai| vaha sadA se maujada hai. sirpha maiM bhItara mddN| dIkSA kA artha hai, vaha vyakti, vaha guru jo tumheM bhItara mor3a de| 'jaba dIkSita hokara koI anagAra vRtti ko prApta karatA hai, taba sAdhaka utkRSTa saMvara evaM anuttara dharma kA sparza karatA hai|' eka to dharma hai jise hama zAstroM se sunate haiM, sadaguruoM se sunate haiM, jo pracalita hai| vaha sAdhAraNa dharma hai| aura jaba koI vyakti dIkSita hokara bhItara jAtA hai to anuttara dharma kA sparza karatA hai| to use vAstavika dharma kI khabara milatI hai| ise hama aisA samajheM, vaha sAdhAraNa dharma bhI, jo bAhara hameM dikhAI par3atA hai-carca hai, maMdira hai, gurudvArA hai, masjida hai, kurAna hai, bAibila hai, gItA hai, mahAvIra-buddha ke vacana haiM, sadaguru haiM, jo kaha rahe haiM, bola rahe haiN| yaha kitanA hI sahI ho to bhI mUla nahIM hai-mUla se thor3A haTakara hai, sekeMDa haiMDa hai| __aura kucha bhI kaheM-vaha jo sekeMDa haiMDa hai, vaha jIvana meM krAMti nahIM lA sktaa| aura usase Apa apane ko samajhAne kI koziza mata krnaa| loga haiM, jo apane ko samajhA lete haiN| eka mitra mujhase Akara kaha rahe the, mujhase Akara bole ki, 'Ai haiva paracejDa e braiDa nyU sekeMDa haiMDa kAra / ' baiMDa nyU sekeMDa haiMDa kAra! bilakula nayI sekeMDa haiMDa gAr3I kharIdI hai| aba sekeMDa haiMDa gAr3I bilakula nayI kaise ho sakatI hai| pamahAvIra ke vacana kitane hI samajha leM kaSNa ko kitanA hI pI jAyeM ve sekeMDa haiMDa haiN| unase vAstavika dharma kA saMbaMdha nahIM ho rahA hai| vAstavika dharma kI khabara mila rahI hai--saMbaMdha nahIM ho rahA hai| vAstavika dharma kI tarapha se cunautI, nimaMtraNa mila rahA hai-saMbaMdha nahIM ho rahA hai| yAtrA karanI pdd'egii| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba koI dIkSita hokara bhItara praveza karatA hai, taba anuttara dharma-zuddha, vAstavika, maulika, nija kA dharma anubhava hotA hai| '. 'jaba sAdhaka utkRSTa saMvara evaM anuttara dharma kA sparza karatA hai, taba aMtarAtmA para se ajJAnakAlimAjanya karma-mala saba jhar3a jAte haiN|' 'jaba aMtarAtmA se ajJAnakAlimAjanya karma-mala dUra ho jAtA hai, taba sarvatragAmI, kevalajJAna aura kevaladarzana prApta hotA hai|' ise thor3A samajha leN| mahAvIra aura sabhI jAnanevAloM kI yaha dRSTi hai ki ApakI aMtarAtmA zuddha jJAna hai-pyora noiNg| agara Apako usa zuddha jJAna kA patA nahIM cala rahA hai, to usakA kAraNa hai ki Apake AsapAsa bahuta se karmoM kA jAla hai| jaise eka dIyA jala rahA hai, eka lAlaTena jalI hai aura kAMca para kAlimA hai, to prakAza bAhara nahIM AtA; aMdherA hai kamare meN| dIyA jala rahA hai aura kamare meM aMdherA hai| lekina aMdhere kA kAraNa yaha nahIM hai ki bhItara jyoti nahIM hai| aMdhere kA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki jyoti bAhara A sake, isake bIca meM bAdhAeM haiN| ___ to dharma sirpha bAdhAoM ko alaga karane kA nAma hai| bhItara jyoti jalI huI hai, sirpha bAdhAeM gira jaayeN| vaha jo laimpa ke kAMca para jama gayI kAlikha hai, kAjala hai, vaha haTa jAye to prakAza pragaTa ho jaaye| prakAza ko kisI se mAMgane nahIM jAnA hai, use Apa lekara 546

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aMtasa-bAhya saMbaMdhoM se mukti hI paidA hue haiM, vahI Apa haiN| vaha ApakA svarUpa hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba koI anuttara dharma se saMsparzita hotA hai jaba bhItara kI nijatA kA svabhAva samajha meM AtA hai aura jaba bhItara ke jIvana kI vAstavikatA pratIta hotI hai, aura jaba bhItara kA sparza aura svAda milatA hai, to sAre karma kI jo kAlimA hai cAroM tarapha se, vaha gira jAtI hai| vaha isIlie thI ki hameM bhItara kA koI svAda na thA--isalie bAhara ke svAda kI tar3apa thii| aura usake lie hamane sAre karmoM kA jAla nirmita kiyA thaa| vaha isIlie thI ki bhItara kA AnaMda jAnA nahIM isalie bAhara ke sukha kI daur3a thii| usa daur3a meM hamane bar3I-bar3I dIvAleM khar3I kara lI thiiN| usa daur3a ke lie hamane bar3e sAdhana-sAmagrI juTA lI thii| vahI sAre sAmagrI-sAdhana hamAre cAroM tarapha ghira gaye the aura hama bhItara aMdhere meM baMda ho gaye the| rozanI kahIM dikhAI nahIM par3atI thI, aura rozanI sadA bhItara maujUda thii| ___ yaha jo bhItara kI rozanI hai, isako mahAvIra kahate haiM ki jaise hI karma-mala jhar3a jAte haiM, sarvatragAmI kevalajJAna aura kevaladarzana prApta hotA hai| aura taba saba dizAoM meM jAnevAlA prakAza upalabdha ho jAtA hai| taba koI dizA aMdherI nahIM raha jaatii| aura taba koI konA ajJAna se bharA nahIM raha jaataa| taba jIvana pUrA prakAzojvala ho jAtA hai| taba pUrA jIvana eka sUrya bana jAtA hai| __ aisA mahAvIra kisI siddhAMta ke kAraNa nahIM kaha rahe haiN| mahAvIra koI dArzanika nahIM haiM, koI philAsaphara nahIM haiN| yaha unakI koI hAipothisisa, koI parikalpanA nahIM hai| aisA mahAvIra apane nija ke anubhava se kaha rahe haiN| ve eka yAtrI haiM, jo usI rAste se gujare haiM, jahAM se Apa gujara rahe haiN| lekina aise yAtrI haiM, jo maMjila para pahuMca gaye haiM aura jo apane pIchevAle logoM ko kaha rahe haiM ki jisa yAtrA para tuma cala rahe ho usameM vartula meM mata ghUmate rahanA, nahIM to tuma kahIM pahuMca na pAoge, ghUmate hI rhoge| sIdhI rekhA pakar3anA / aura sIdhI rekhA pakar3ane ke sUtra de rahe haiN| aura maMjila dUra nahIM hai| agara Asakti kA vartula TUTa jAye, to maMjila bahuta nikaTa hai| aura Asakti kA vartula na TUTe, to maMjila nikaTa hokara bhI bahuta dUra hai| Apa aisA samajhie ki isa kamare meM hama eka gola gherA khIMca deM aura Apa usa gola ghere meM ghUmate raheM,ghUmate raheM-kamare se bAhara jAnA hai aura ghUmate raheM, ghUmate raheM--aura koI Apako kahe ki kitanA hI calo, isase Apa kahIM pahuMca na paaoge| lekina Apa kahoge ki calane se AdamI pahuMcatA hai| agara maiM nahIM pahuMca pA rahA hUM, to usakA matalaba hai ki maiM ThIka se nahIM cala rahA huuN| vaha AdamI kahegA, Apa ThIka se bhI calo, to bhI jisa rekhA-patha para Apa cala rahe ho, ThIka se calakara bhI nahIM pahuMca paaoge| to Apako usakI bAta samajha meM nahIM aayegii| Apa kahoge, yaha ho sakatA hai ki ThIka se calakara bhI na pahuMca pAUM, kyoMki merI cAla kI gati dhImI hai| to mujhe daur3anA caahie| to agara maiM dauDUMgA to jarUra pahuMca jAUMgA-kyoMki aisI koI bhI maMjila ho, kitanI hI dUra ho, Akhira daur3ane se mila hI jaayegii| vaha AdamI Apase kahe ki Apa daur3o, to bhI nahIM pahuMcoge, sirpha thakakara giroge| kyoMki jisa vartula meM Apa cala rahe ho, vaha vartula bAhara jAtA hI nahIM hai| isa vartula ko chor3o, daravAje ko dekho aura daravAje se bAhara nikalane kI koziza karo-to itanA calane kI jarUrata nahIM hai, daravAjA bahuta nikaTa hai| __ ApakA vartula kaI bAra daravAje ke karIba se hI jAtA hai| bilakula daravAje ke karIba se-lekina Apa apane vartula meM mur3a jAte haiN| kitanI bAra ApakI Asakti Apako virakti ke karIba nahIM le aatii| kitanI bAra ApakA jIvana Apako AtmaghAta ke karIba nahIM le AtA ! aura kitanI bAra saMsAra vyartha nahIM hone lagatA, lekina vyartha hote hI hote Apa phira mur3a jAte haiN| nayI Asakti aura vartula phira vApasa nirmita ho jAtA hai| daravAjA bahuta bAra karIba AtA hai, lekina chUTa jAtA hai| 547

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 yaha hotA rhegaa| mahAvIra isalie virakta ke lie hI kahate haiM ki dvAra khula sakatA hai| Asakti jise vyartha huI anubhava se, vaha virkt| jo virakta huA, vaha aba dvAra khojegA nyaa| isa saMsAra meM jisakA koI ghara na rahA, vaha huA anagAra, agRhii| aba vaha asalI ghara kI khoja meM lgegaa| yaha khoja dIkSA bana sakatI hai| to jinhoMne vaha ghara pA liyA hai, jo usa ghara meM praveza kara gaye haiM-aba vaha unakI AvAja samajhane kI koziza karegA, unake ishaare| aura jo vyakti dIkSita ho jAtA hai, use anuttara dharma kA anubhava zurU hotA hai| mahAvIra dharma kA artha karate haiM 'svbhaav'| mahAvIra kahate haiM jaise Aga kA svabhAva hai uSNatA aura jala kA svabhAva hai nIce kI tarapha bahanA, aise hI pratyeka AtmA kA svabhAva hai,jJAna, bodha, buddhtv| / jaise hI koI vyakti bhItara mur3atA hai, isa jJAna kI kiraNeM use ghera letI haiN| aura isa jJAna kI kiraNoM kA anubhava anuttara dharma kA, kabhI na jAne gaye dharma kA anubhava hai| dUsaroM ne jAnA hai, Apane kabhI nahIM jAnA hai| Apake lie nayI ghaTanA hai, eka maulika ghaTanA hai| aura yaha koI udhAra bAta nahIM hai aba / aba Apako gItA aura karAna aura bAibila meM khojane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| aba Apako vaha mila gayA hai, jo jIsasa ko patA thA, kaSNa ko patA thA, muhammada ko patA thaa| aba Apa vahAM khar3e haiM, jahAM khar3e honevAloM ne bolA hai, aura bolakara naMbara do ke, dvitIya mUlya ke zAstra nirmita hue haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, zAstra pratidhvani hai, mUla nhiiN| aura jaba koI vyakti apane bhItara praveza karatA hai, to mUla meM praveza karatA hai| isa vyakti se pratidhvaniyAM hoMgI, ve zAstra bana jaayeNge| aura jo loga pratidhvaniyAM ko hI saba kucha samajhakara jI lete haiM, ve bhaTaka jAte haiN| mUla kI khoja jarUrI hai| gItA par3hakara, kRSNa kahAM the, usa jagaha kI khoja karanI caahie| mahAvIra ko sunakara, aMdhe kI taraha mahAvIra ko mAna lene kI jarUrata nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahAM the, usa jagaha kI khoja kI jarUrata hai| mohammada ko sunakara musalamAna banane se kucha bhI na hogA, muhammada bananA pdd'egaa| duniyA meM musalamAna bahuta haiM, jainI bahuta haiM, hiMdU bahuta haiM, IsAI bahuta haiM-unase kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| krAisTa ko sunakara krisciyana bananA dhokhA hai, krAisTa banane kI jarUrata hai| to anuttara dharma upalabdha hogaa| lekina koI krAisTa nahIM bananA caahtaa| krisciyana banane meM suvidhA hai, kyoMki krisciyana banane meM sArI jimmevArI krAisTa para hai, hama to sirpha pIche cala rahe haiN| agara bhaTake to tuma jimmevAra / . aura krisciyana ko bar3I suvidhAeM haiM jIvana meM kucha badalanA nahIM pdd'taa| krisciyana ko krAisTa ko mAnane taka kI jarUrata nahIM hai| jaina ko kahAM mahAvIra ko mAnane kI jarUrata hai ! sirpha itanA mAnane kI jarUrata hai ki hama mAnate haiN| aura kucha karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| eka rattIbhara bAta mAnane kI jarUrata nahIM haiN| barTeDa rasela ne likhA hai, taba bAyanDa vina iMgalaiMDa kA pradhAnamaMtrI thaa| bAyanDa vina niSThAvAna krisciyana thA aura rasela ne majAka meM likhA hai ki bAyanDa vina niSThAvAna krisciyana hai, hara ravivAra carca meM maujUda hotA hai-pradhAnamaMtrI ho jAne ke bAda bhii| roja bAibila par3hakara sotA hai| lekina, dhyAna rakhanA, koI jAkara bAyanDa vina ko cAMTA mata mAra denaa| hAlAMki jIsasa ne kahA hai ki jo cAMTA mAre, usake sAmane tuma dUsarA gAla kara denaa| bAyaH vaha majAka kara rahA hai| vaha yaha kaha rahA hai ki carca meM jAne se kyA hogA! bAibila par3hane se kyA hogA! bAinDa vina ko bhI agara cAMTA mAroge to dikkata meM par3a jaaoge| vaha gAla Age nahIM karanevAlA hai dUsarA ! 548 *

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aMtasa-bAhya saMbaMdhoM se mukti krAisTa honA eka bAta hai, krisciyana honA eka bAta hai| krisciyana honA zAyada khuda ko dhokhA denA hai, AtmavaMcanA hai| agara mahAvIra se prema hI hai, to jina hone kI koziza karanI cAhie, jaina hone kI nhiiN| agara mahAvIra se prema hI hai, to mahAvIra jahAM haiM, vahAM pahuMcane kI ceSTA karanI caahie| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki jo vyakti bhItara ke dharma kA sparza kara letA hai, usake sAre karma-mala gira jAte haiN| kucha karanA nahIM hotaa| jaise yahAM koI rozanI jalA de, to aMdherA samApta ho jaayegaa| aise hI bhItara kI rozanI jalate hI jIvana kA sArA aMdherA gira jAtA hai| usa aMdhere meM jitane upadrava hamane pAle the, ve bhI gira jAte haiN| jo bhaya, jo AsaktiyAM, jo moha banAye the aMdhere ke kAraNa, aMdhere ke girate hI kho jAte haiN| ___ jaise isa kamare meM aMdherA ho, aura Apa Darate haiM ki patA nahIM kamare meM koI chipA na ho| to bhaya hai| yA Apa socate haiM ki merI preyasI isa kamare ke bhItara hogI, to Apa aMdhere meM bar3e rasa se TaTolakara khoja rahe haiN| phira rozanI ho jAye, vahAM koI bhI nahIM hai| to bhaya bhI kho gayA. prema bhI kho gayA aura aMdherA bhI calA gyaa| hamane aMdhere meM jI-jIkara saMsAra ke jo bhI saMbaMdha banAye hae haiM. ve aise hI haiN| jisa dina bhItara kI rozanI hotI hai--aMdherA bhI kho jAtA hai, ve sAre saMbaMdha aura karmoM kA jAla bhI gira jAtA hai| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, usa dina saba dizAoM ko Alokita karanevAlA prakAza janmatA hai| vahI siddha kI avasthA hai| use mahAvIra ne kevalajJAna kahA hai| vaha parama nirvANa, parama mukta cetanA kA anubhava hai| jahAM sirpha jJAna hI raha jAtA hai| jahAM sirpha prakAza hI raha jAtA hai| koI cIja prakAzita bhI nahIM raha jAtI, sirpha zuddha prakAza raha jAtA hai| aura anaMta AyAmoM taka prakAza phaila jAtA hai--jisake lie koI bAdhA nahIM rhtii| nirbAdha prakAza kA sAgara / lekina virakti se zaruAta hai yAtrA kI aura nirbAdha prakAza ke sAgara para aMta hai| jo virakti meM kaccA hai, vaha yahAM taka kabhI bhI nahIM pahuMca paayegaa| pahalA kadama hI jisakA bhaTaka gayA hai, usakI maMjila kabhI AnevAlI nahIM hai| aura jo udhAra dharma ko hI lekara cala rahA hai, vaha bhI kabhI satya taka nahIM pahuMca paayegaa| dharma pratidhvani hai jAnanevAloM kii| magara hamArI bar3I ajIba hAlata hai| maiMne sunA hai ki mullA nasaruddIna baiThA hai eka relave sTezana ke vizrAmAlaya meN| usakA mitra paNDita rAmazaraNa dAsa usake pAsa hI akhabAra par3ha rahA hai| nasaruddIna kahatA hai, 'paNDita jI, kAgaja to nahIM hai?' vaha apane khIse se binA AMkha uThAye eka kAgaja nikAlakara nasaruddIna ko de detA hai| phira thor3I dera bAda nasaruddIna kahatA hai, 'paNDita jI, kalama to nahIM hai?' to vaha eka kalama nikAlakara apane khIse se de detA hai| nasaruddIna kucha likhatA hai; phira kahatA hai, 'liphAphA?' to paNDita rAmazaraNa dAsa liphAphA de dete haiN| phira vaha liphAphA meM rakhakara kahatA hai, 'sTaimpa?' to ve krodha meM apanI DAyarI kholakara sTaimpa nikAlakara de dete haiN| to vaha sTaimpa lagA detA hai| phira vaha kahatA hai, 'paNDita jI, vhATa ija di aiDresa Apha yora garla phrenDa-tumhArI preyasI kA patA kyA hai?' ve ciTThI likha rahe haiN| kAgaja bhI udhAra, kalama bhI udhAra, liphAphA bhI udhAra, sTaimpa bhI udhaar| yahAM taka bhI tthiik| vaha preyasI bhI unakI nahIM hai, jisako ve patra likha rahe haiN| vaha bhI paNDita jI kI preyasI! aura unakI preyasI kA patA pacha rahe haiN| 549

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 karIba-karIba hamArI jiMdagI aisI hI udhAra hai| paramAtmA ko bhI ciTThI likhate haiM, to vaha paramAtmA zaMkara kA, nAgArjuna kA, vasubaMdhu kaa| mokSa ko ciTThI likhane kI koziza karate haiM, vaha mokSa mahAvIra kA, buddha kaa| brahma kI kucha khoja-khabara lete haiM to vaha brahma kRSNa kA ! kisI aura kA hamezA! preyasI bhI apanI na ho, to patra likhanA vyartha hai| paramAtmA apanA na ho, to sArI prArthanAeM vyartha ho jAtI haiN| ise smaraNa jo vyakti rakhatA hai, Aja nahIM kala udhAra se baca jAtA hai, aura apane nija-paramAtmA kI khoja karane lagatA hai| aura jisa dina khoja nija hotI hai, usakA AnaMda hI aura hai| kyoMki tabhI udaghATana honA zurU hotA hai ! aMdhere se prakAza kI tarapha, mRtyu se amRta kI tarapha yAtrA zurU hotI hai| pAMca minaTa rukeM kIrtana kreN| 550