Mahavir Vani Lecture 15 Vinay Parinati Nirahankarita ki

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI pandrahavAM pravacana 269

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dhamma-sUtra dhammo maMgalamukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA mnno|| dharma sarvazreSTha maMgala hai| (kauna sA dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama aura taparUpa dharma / jisa manuSya kA mana ukta dharma meM sadA saMlagna rahatA hai, use devatA bhI namaskAra karate haiN| 270

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atara-tapa kI dUsarI sIr3hI hai viny| prAyazcita ke bAda hI vinaya ke paidA hone kI sambhAvanA hai| kyoMki jaba taka mana dekhatA rahatA hai dUsare ke doSa, taba taka vinaya paidA nahIM ho sktii| jaba taka manuSya socatA hai ki mujhe chor3akara zeSa saba galata haiM, taba taka vinaya paidA nahIM ho sktii| vinaya to paidA tabhI ho sakatI hai jaba ahaMkAra dUsaroM ke doSa dekhakara apane ko bharanA baMda kara de| ise hama aisA samajheM ki ahaMkAra kA bhojana hai dUsaroM ke doSa dekhnaa| vaha ahaMkAra kA bhojana hai| isalie yaha nahIM ho sakatA hai ki Apa dUsaroM ke doSa dekhate cale jAeM aura ahaMkAra visarjita ho jaae| kyoMki eka tarapha Apa bhojana die cale jAte haiM aura dUsarI tarapha ahaMkAra ko visarjita karanA cAhate haiM, yaha na ho skegaa| isalie mahAvIra ne bahata vaijJAnika krama rakhA hai-prAyazcita pahale, kyoMki prAyazcita ke sAtha hI ahaMkAra ko bhojana milanA baMda ho jAtA hai| __vastutaH hama dUsare ke doSa dekhate hI kyoM haiM? zAyada ise Apane kabhI ThIka se na socA hogA ki hameM dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane meM itanA rasa kyoM hai? asala meM dUsaroM kA doSa hama dekhate hI isalie haiM ki dUsaroM kA doSa jitanA dikhAI par3e, hama utane hI nirdoSa mAlUma par3ate haiN| jyAdA dikhAI par3e dUsare kA doSa to hama jyAdA nirdoSa mAlUma par3ate haiN| usa pRSThabhUmi meM, jahAM dUsare doSI hote haiM hama apane ko nirdoSa dekha pAte haiN| agara dUsare nirdoSa dikhAI par3eM to hama doSI dikhAI par3ane lgeNge| to hama dUsaroM kI zakleM jitanI kAlI raMga sakate haiM, utanI raMga dete haiN| unakI kAlI raMgI zakloM ke bIca hama gaura varNa mAlUma par3ate haiN| agara dUsaroM ke pAsa gaura varNa ho--sabake pAsa, to, hama sahaja hI kAle dikhAI par3ane lgeNge| ___ dUsare ko doSI dekhane kA jo AMtarika rasa hai vaha svayaM ko nirdoSa siddha karane kI asaphala ceSTA hai; kyoMki nirdoSa koI apane ko siddha nahIM kara sktaa| nirdoSa koI ho sakatA hai, siddha nahIM kara sktaa| saca to yaha hai ki siddha karane kI koziza meM hI nirdoSa na honA chipA hai| nirdoSatA-siddha karane kI koziza bhI nahIM hai| koI yadi Apako kisI ke saMbaMdha meM koI puNya khabara de to mAnane kA mana upalabdha na hogii| ___ jaba koI kisI dUsare kI zubha carcA karatA hai to mana mAnane ko nahIM hotaa| bhItara eka lahara kaMpita hotI hai aura kahatI hai ki pramANa kyA hai ki dUsarA sajjana hai, sAdhu hai? vaha pramANa kI talAza isalie hai tAki apramANita kiyA jA sake ki dUsarA sAdhu nahIM, sajjana nhiiN| 271

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 lekina kabhI Apane isake viparIta bAta dekhI hai? agara koI kisI ke saMbaMdha meM niMdA kare to ApakA mana ekadama mAnane ko Atura hotA hai| Apa niMdA ke lie pramANa nahIM pUchate haiN| agara koI AdamI kahe ki phalAM AdamI brahmacArI hai, to Apa pUchate haiM-pramANa kyA hai? lekina koI AdamI kahe phalAM AdamI vyabhicArI hai; Apane pramANa pUchA hai? nahIM, phira to koI jarUrata nahIM raha jAtI pramANa kii| kahanA paryApta hai| kisI ne kahA to paryApta hai| __ aura dhyAna rahe, agara koI kahe ki dUsarA AdamI brahmacarya ko upalabdha hai to Apa bar3e mana ko masosakara mAna sakate haiM, prasannatA se nhiiN| aura jaba Apa dUsare ko kaheMge, to jitane jora se usane kahA thA usa jora meM kamI A jaaegii| tIna cAra AdamiyoM meM yAtrA karate-karate vaha brahmacarya kho jaaegaa| lekina agara kisI ne kahA-phalAM AdamI vyabhicArI hai to jaba Apa dUsare se kahate haiM, to Apane khayAla kiyA hai-Apa kitanA guNita karate haiM use? kitanA malTIplAya karate haiM? jitanA rasa usane liyA thA, usase dugunA rasa Apa dUsare ko sunAkara lete haiN| pAMca AdamiyoM taka pahaMcate-pahaMcate patA calegA ki usase jyAdA vyabhicArI AdamI daniyA meM kabhI paidA nahIM huA thaa| pAMca AdamiyoM ke bIca pApa itanI bar3I yAtrA kara legaa| __isa mana ke AMtarika rasa ko dekhanA, samajhanA jarUrI hai| to vinaya kI sAdhanA kA pahalA sUtra to hai ki hamAre ahaMkAra ke sahAre kyA haiM? hama kisa sahAre se avinIta bane rahate haiM? ve sahAre na gire to vinaya utpanna nahIM hogaa| niMdA meM rasa mAlUma hotA hai, stuti meM pIr3A mAlUma hotI hai| aura isalie agara Apako kisI majabUrI meM kisI kI stuti karanI par3atI hai to Apa bahuta zIghra usake sAmane se haTakara, tatkAla kahIM jAkara usakI niMdA karake baiMka baileMsa barAbara kara lete haiN| dera nahIM lgtii| saMtulana para lA dete haiM tarAjU ko bahuta shiighr| jaba taka saMtulana na A jAe taba taka mana ko caina nahIM pdd'taa| lekina isase ulTA itane AsAnI se nahIM hotaa| jaba Apa kisI ko gAliyAM dekara jAte haiM to tatkAla Apa saMtulana sthApita nahIM karate ki kahIM jAkara usake guNoM kI bhI carcA kara leN| mana kI icchA yaha hai ki dUsare nindita hoN| to dUsaroM ke doSa to hama hajAroM mIla se dekha pAte haiM, apanA doSa itane nikaTa rahakara bhI nahIM dekha paate| mullA nasaruddIna ne apane gAMva ke meyara ko kaI bAra phona kiyA, eka strI bahuta abhadra vyavahAra kara rahI hai mere saath| apanI khir3akI meM isa bhAMti khar3I hotI hai ki usakI mudrAeM AmaMtraNa detI haiM, aura kabhI-kabhI ardhanagna bhI vaha khir3akI se dikhAI par3atI hai| ise rokA jAnA caahie| yaha samAja kI nIti para hamalA hai| kaI bAra phona kiyA to meyara mullA ke ghara aayaa| mullA apanI cauthI maMjila para le gayA, khir3akI ke pAsa kahA-dekhie, vaha sAmane kA makAna, usI meM vaha strI rahatI hai| makAna nadI ke usa pAra koI AdhA mIla dUra thaa| usa meyara ne kahA-vaha strI usa makAna meM rahatI hai aura usa makAna kI khir3akiyoM se Apako TempaTezaMsa paidA karatI hai? udhara se Apako ukasAtI hai? yahAM se to khir3akI bhI ThIka se nahIM dikhAI par3a rahI, vaha strI kaise dikhAI par3atI hogI? mullA ne kahA-Thaharo-usake dekhane kA DhaMga-sTUla para car3ho, yaha dUrabIna hAtha meM lo, taba dikhAI pdd'egii| lekina doSa usa strI kA hI hai jo AdhA mIla dUra hai! aura phira eka dina aisA bhI huA ki mullA ne apane gAMva ke manocikitsaka ke daravAje ko khttkhttaayaa| bhItara gayA, pUrA nagna thaa| manocikitsaka bhI cauNkaa| nIce se Upara taka dekhaa| mallA ne kahA ki maiM yahI pachane AyA haM aura vahI bhala Apa kara rahe haiN| maiM saDakoM para se nikalatA haM to loga na mAlama pAgala ho gae haiM, mujhe ghUra-ghUrakara dekhate haiN| aisI kyA mujhameM kamI hai yA aisI kyA bhUla hai ki loga jisase mujhe ghUra-ghUrakara dekhate haiN| manovaijJAnika khuda hI ghUra-ghUrakara dekha rahA thA, kyoMki mullA nipaTa nagna khar3A thaa| mullA ne kahA-yaha pUrA gAMva pAgala ho gayA hai, 272

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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI mAlUma par3atA hai| jahAM se bhI nikalatA hUM, vahIM loga ghUra-ghUrakara dekhate haiN| ApakA vizleSaNa kyA hai? manovaijJAnika ne kahA-aisA mAlUma par3atA hai ki Apa adRzya vastra pahane hue haiM, dikhAI na par3anevAle vastra pahane hue haiN| zAyada unhIM vastroM ko dekhane ke lie loga ghara-gharakara dekhate hoNge| mullA ne kahA-bilakula ThIka hai| tumhArI phIsa kyA hai? manovaijJAnika ne socA aisA AdamI, isase phIsa ThIka se le lenI caahie| usane sau rupae phIsa ke batAe / mullA ne khIse meM hAtha DAlA, noTa gine, die| manovaijJAnika ne kahAlekina hAtha meM kucha bhI nahIM hai| mullA ne kahA-yaha adRzya noTa haiN| ye dikhAI nahIM pdd'te| ghUra-ghUrakara dekho to dikhAI par3a sakate haiN| AdamI khuda nagna ghUmatA ho bAjAra meM to bhI zaka hotA hai ki dUsare loga ghUra-ghUrakara kyoM dekhate haiM? aura apane ghara se vaha dUrabIna lagAkara AdhA mIla dUra kisI kI khir3akI meM dekha sakatA hai aura kaha sakatA hai ki vaha strI mujhe pralobhita kara rahI hai| hama saba aise hI haiN| hama sabakA tAla-mela aisA hI hai vyaktitva kaa| to vinaya to kaise paidA hogI? vinaya ke paidA hone kA koI upAya nahIM hai| ba koI kisI kI hatyA bhI kara detA hai to vaha yaha nahIM mAnatA ki hatyA meM maiM aparAdhI haiN| vaha mAnatA hai ki usa AdamI ne aisA kAma hI kiyA thA ki hatyA karanI pdd'ii| doSI vahI hai| ___ mullA ne tIsarI zAdI kI thii| tIsarI patnI ghara meM AyI to do bar3I-bar3I tasvIreM dekhakara usane pUchA ki ye tasvIreM kisakI haiM? mullA ne kahA--merI pichalI do patniyoM kii| musalamAna ghara meM to cAra patniyAM to ho hI sakatI haiN| usane pUchA-lekina ve haiM kahAM? mullA ne kahA-aba ve kahAM? pahalI mara gayI mazarUma pAyaz2aniMga se| usane kukuramutte khA lie jojaharIle the| usane pUchA- aura dUsarI kahAM hai? mullA ne kahA-vaha bhI mara gyii| phraikcara Apha da skala, khopar3I ke TUTa jAne se| baTa da phAlTa vAz2a hr| zI vaDa nATa iTa mazarUmsa / bhUla usakI hI thii| maiM kitanA hI kahUM vaha mazarUma khAne ko, vaha kukuramutte khAne ko rAjI nahIM hotI thii| to khopar3I ke TUTane se mara gyii| khopar3I mullA ne tor3I, kyoMki vaha mazarUma nahIM khAtI thii| magara doSa usakA hI thA, bhUla usakI hI thii| __ bhUla sadA dUsare kI hai| bhUla zabda hI dUsare kI tarapha tIra banakara calatA hai| vaha kabhI apanI hotI hI nhiiN| aura jaba apanI nahIM hotI to vinaya kA koI bhI kAraNa nahIM hai| to ahaMkAra, yaha dUsare kI tarapha jAte hue tIroM ke bIca meM nizciMta khar3A hotA hai, balazAlI hotA hai| saghana hotA hai| isalie mahAvIra ne prAyazcita ko pahalA aMtara-tapa kahA hai ki pahale to yaha jAna lenA jarUrI hogA ki na kevala mere katya galata haiM balki maiM hI galata hai| tIra saba badala gae, rukha badala gyaa| ve dUsare kI tarapha nahIM jAte, apanI tarapha mur3a ge| aisI sthiti meM hambalanesa, vinaya ko sAdhA jA sakatA hai| phira bhI mahAvIra ne niraahaMkAritA nahIM khii| mahAvIra kaha sakate the niraahaMkAra, lekina mahAvIra ne igolaisanaisa nahIM kahI; kahA viny| kyoMki niraahaMkAra nakArAtmaka hai aura usameM ahaMkAra kI svIkRti hai| ahaMkAra ko inakAra karane ke lie bhI usakA svIkAra hai| aura jise hameM inakAra karane ke lie bhI svIkAra karanA par3e, usakA inakAra kiyA nahIM jA sktaa| jaise koI AdamI yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki maiM mara gayA hUM kyoMki maiM mara gayA hUM, yaha kahane ke lie maiM hUM jiMdA, ise svIkAra karanA pdd'egaa| jaise koI AdamI yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki maiM ghara ke bhItara nahIM hUM kyoMki maiM ghara ke bhItara nahIM hUM, yaha kahane ke lie bhI mujhe ghara ke bhItara honA pdd'egaa| __ niraahaMkAra kI sAdhanA meM yahI bhUla hotI hai ki ahaMkArI maiM hUM, yaha svIkAra karanA par3atA hai aura isa ahaMkAra ko niraahaMkAra meM badalane kI koziza karanI par3atI hai| bahuta Dara to yahI hai ki vaha ahaMkAra hI apane Upara niraahaMkAra ke vastra or3ha legA aura kahegA 273

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 -dekho, maiM niraahaMkArI huuN| ahaMkAra hai hI kahAM mujhmeN| ahaMkAra yaha bhI kaha sakatA hai ki ahaMkAra mujhameM nahIM hai| taba vaha vinaya nahIM raha jAtI, vaha ahaMkAra kA hI eka rUpa hai-pracchanna, chipA huA, gupta, aura pahale pragaTa rUpa se jyAdA khataranAka hai| isalie niraahaMkAra nahIM kahA hai jAnakara; kyoMki koI bhI aMtara-tapa agara niSedhAtmaka rUpa se pakar3A jAe to sUkSma ho jAegI vaha bImArI jisako Apa haTAne cale the, miTAnA kaThina hogaa| hAM, vinaya A jAe to Apa niraahaMkArI ho jaaeNge| lekina niraahaMkArI hone kI koziza ahaMkAra ko naSTa nahIM kara paatii| ahaMkAra itane vinamra rUpa le sakatA hai jisakA hisAba lagAnA kaThina hai| ahaMkAra kaha sakatA hai-maiM to kucha bhI nahIM, Apake pairoM kI dhUla huuN| aura taba bhI isa ghoSaNA meM baca sakatA hai| isalie bahuta bArIka aura bahuta sUkSma bheda hai| vinaya hai paajittiv| mahAvIra vidhAyaka jora de rahe haiM ki Apake bhItara vaha avasthA janme jahAM dUsarA doSI nahIM raha jaataa| aura jisa kSaNa mujhe apane doSa dikhAI par3ane zurU hote haiM, usa kSaNa vinaya bahuta-bahuta rUpoM meM barasatI hai| eka to jo vyakti apane doSa nahIM dekhatA vaha dasare ke doSa bahata kaThoratA se dekhatA hai| jisa vyakti ko apane doSa dikhAI par3ane zurU hote haiM vaha dUsare ke doSoM ke prati bahuta sadaya ho jAtA hai; kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai, mere bhItara bhI yahI hai| saca to yaha hai ki jisa AdamI ne corI na kI ho usa AdamI ko corI ke saMbaMdha meM nirNaya kA adhikAra nahIM honA caahie| kyoMki vaha samajha hI nahIM pAegA ki corI manuSya kaisI sthitiyoM meM kara letA hai| lekina hama cora ko kabhI cora kA nirNaya karane ko na baitthaaeNge| hama usako biThAeMge jisane kabhI corI nahIM kI hai| usase jo bhI hogA vaha anyAya hogaa| anyAya isalie hogA ki vaha ati kaThora hogaa| vaha jo sadayatA AnI cAhie-apane bhItara kI kamajorI ko jAnakara dUsare kI kamajorI bhI svAbhAvika hai-aisA jo sahRdaya bhAva AnA cAhie vaha usake bhItara nahIM hogaa| isalie jAnakara Apa hairAna hoMge ki tathAkathita jinheM hama pApI kahate haiM ve jyAdA sahRdaya hote haiN| aura jinheM hama mahAtmA kahate haiM, ve itane sahRdaya nahIM hote| mahAtmAoM meM aisI daSTatA kA aura aisI kaThoratA kA chipA huA jahara milegA, jaisA ki pApiyoM meM khojanA kaThina hai| ___ yaha bahuta ulTA dikhAI par3atA hai, lekina isake pIche kAraNa hai| yaha ulTA nahIM hai| pApI dUsare pApiyoM ke prati sadaya ho jAtA hai kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai-maiM hI kamajora hUM to maiM kisakI kamajorI kI niMdA karane jAUM! isalie kisI pApI ne dUsare pApI ke lie naraka kA Ayojana nahIM kiyaa| puNyAtmA karate haiN| unakA mana nahIM mAnatA ki unako chor3A jA ske| aura isa bAta kI pUrI sambhAvanA hai ki unake puNya karane meM rasa kevala itanA hI ho ki ve pApiyoM ko nIcA dikhA sakate haiN| ahaMkAra aise rasa letA hai| to eka to jaise hI tIra apanI tarapha mur3a jAte haiM cetanA ke, aura apanI bhUleM, sahaja bhUleM dikhAI par3anI zurU ho jAtI haiM, vaise hI dUsare kI bhUloM ke prati eka atyaMta sadaya bhAva A jAtA hai| taba hama jAnate haiM ki dUsare ko doSI kahanA vyartha hai| isalie nahIM ki vaha doSI na hogA yA hogA, isalie ki doSa itane svAbhAvika haiN| mujhameM bhI haiN| aura jaba svayaM meM doSa dikhAI par3ane zurU hote haiM to dUsaroM se apane ko zreSTha mAnane kA koI kAraNa nahIM raha jaataa| lekina jaina zAstra jo paribhASA karate haiM vinaya kI vaha bar3I aura hai| ve kahate haiM jo apane se zreSTha haiM, unakA Adara vinaya hai| gurujanoM kA Adara, mAtA-pitA kA Adara, zreSTha-janoM kA Adara, sAdhuoM kA Adara, mahAjanoM kA Adara, lokamAnya puruSoM kA Adara-inakA Adara vinaya hai| yaha bilakula hI galata hai, yaha AmUla galata hai| yaha jar3a se galata hai| yaha bAta ThIka nahIM hai| yaha isalie ThIka nahIM hai ki jo vyakti dUsare ko zreSTha dekhegA vaha kisI ko apane se nikRSTa dekhatA hI rhegaa| yaha asaMbhava hai ki Apako koI vyakti zreSTha mAlUma par3e aura koI vyakti aisA na mAlUma par3e jo Apase nikRSTa hai kyoMki tarAjU meM eka palar3A nahIM hotA hai| 274

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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI Apa dUsare ko jaba taka zreSTha dekha sakate haiM, yU kaina kampeyara, Apa tulanA kara sakate haiN| Apa kahate haiM ki yaha AdamI zreSTha hai kyoMki maiM corI karatA hUM, yaha AdamI corI nahIM krtaa| lekina taba Apa isa bAta ko dekhane se kaise baceMge ki koI AdamI Apase bhI jyAdA cora ho| Apa kaha sakate haiM--yaha AdamI sAdhu hai, lekina taba Apa yaha dekhane se kaise baceMge ki dUsarA AdamI asAdhu hai| jaba taka Apa sAdhu ko dekha sakate haiM, taba taka asAdhu ko dekhanA pdd'egaa| aura jaba taka Apa zreSTha ko dekha sakate haiM taba taka azreSTha ApakI AMkhoM meM maujUda rhegaa| tulanA ke do palar3e hote haiN| ___ isalie maiM nahIM mAnatA hUM ki mahAvIra kA yaha artha hai ki apane se zreSThajanoM ko Adara ... kyoMki phira nikRSTajanoM ko anAdara denA hI pdd'egaa| yaha bahuta majedAra bAta hai| yaha hamane kabhI nahIM socaa| hama isa taraha socate nhiiN| aura jIvana bahata jaTila hai aura hamArA socanA bahuta bacakAnA hai| hama kahate haiM zreSThajanoM ko aadr| lekina nikRSTa jana phira dikhAI pdd'eNge| jaba Apa sIr3hiyoM para khar3e ho gae taba pakkA mAnanA, ki Apako jaba Apase Age koI sIr3hI para dikhAI par3egA to jo pIche hai vaha kaise dikhAI na pdd'egaa| aura agara pIche kA dikhAI par3anA baMda ho jAegA to jo Apake Age hai, vaha Apase Age hai yaha Apako kaise mAlUma par3egA? vaha pIche kI tulanA meM hI Age mAlUma par3atA hai| agara do hI AdamI khar3e haiM to kauna Age hai, kauna hai Age? mullA ke jIvana meM bar3I prItikara eka ghaTanA hai| kucha vidyArthiyoM ne Akara mullA ko kahA ki kabhI calakara hamAre vidyApITha meM hameM pravacana do| mullA ne kahA-calo abhI calatA hUM, kyoMki kala kA kyA bharosA? aura ziSya bar3I muzkila se milate haiN| mullA ne apanA gadhA nikAlA, jisa para vaha savArI karatA thA, lekina gadhe para ulTA baiTha gyaa| bAjAra se yaha adabhuta zobhA yAtrA niklii| mullA gadhe para ulTA baiThA, vidyArthI piiche| __ thor3I dera meM vidyArthI becaina hone lge| kyoMki sar3aka ke loga utsuka hone lage aura mullA ke sAtha-sAtha vidyArthI bhI phaMsa ge| loga kahane lage-yaha kyA mAmalA hai? yaha kisa pAgala ke pIche jA rahe ho? tumhArA dimAga kharAba hai? Akhira eka vidyArthI ne himmata juTAkara kahA ki mullA, yaha kyA DhaMga hai baiThane kA? Apa kRpA karake sIdhe baiTha jaaeN| tumhAre sAtha hamArI bhI badanAmI ho rahI hai| mullA ne kahA-lekina maiM sIdhA bailUMgA to bar3I avinaya ho jaaegii| usane kahA-kaise avinaya? mullA ne kahA- agara maiM tumhArI tarapha pITha karake baiThU to tumhArA apamAna hogA, aura agara maiM tumhArI tarapha pITha karake na baiThU to tuma mere Age calo aura merA gadhA pIche cale to merA apamAna hogaa| disa ija da onalI ve Tu kmromaaij| ki maiM gadhe para ulTA bailUM, tumhAre Age calaM, hama donoM ke muMha Amane-sAmane rheN| isameM donoM kI ijjata kI rakSA hai| aura logoM ko kahane do jo kaha rahe haiN| hama apanI ijjata bacA rahe haiM donoN| ye jo hamArI vinaya kI dhAraNAeM haiM, zreSThajana kauna hai, Age kauna cala rahA hai, yaha nizcita hI nirbhara kareMgI ki pIche kauna cala rahA hai| aura jitanA Apa apane zreSThajana ko Adara deMge, usI mAtrA meM Apa apane se nikRSTa jana ko anAdara deNge| mAtrA barAbara hogI, kyoMki jiMdagI prati vakta saMtulana karatI hai| anyathA becainI paidA ho jAtI hai| to jaba Apa eka sAdhu khojeMge, to nizcita rUpa se Apa eka asAdhu ko khojeMge, aura tulanA barAbara ho jaaegii| jaba bhI Apa eka bhagavAna khojeMge, taba Apa eka bhagavAna khojeMge jisakI niMdA Apako anivArya hogii| jo loga mahAvIra ko bhagavAna mAnate haiM, ve buddha ko bhagavAna nahIM mAna sakate; ve kRSNa ko bhagavAna nahIM mAna 275 .

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 skte| jo loga kRSNa ko bhagavAna mAnate haiM, ve loga mahAvIra ko, buddha ko bhagavAna nahIM mAna skte| kyoM nahIM mAna sakate? nahIM mAna sakate isalie ki saMtulana karanA par3atA hai jiMdagI meN| eka ko palle para bhagavAna rakha diyA to dUsare ko rakhanA par3egA jo bhagavAna nahIM hai-dUsare palle pr| tabhI saMtulana pUrA hogA jaina agara kitAbeM bhI likhate haiM buddha ke bAbata--kyoMki buddha aura mahAvIra samakAlIna the aura unakI zikSAeM kaI arthoM meM samAna mAlUma par3atI haiM to maiMne aba taka eka himmatavara jaina nahIM dekhA jisane buddha ko bhagavAna likhane kI himmata kI ho| agara sAtha-sAtha likhate bhI haiM to ve likhate haiM-bhagavAna mahAvIra aura mahAtmA buddha / bar3e maje kI bAta hai| bahuta himmatavara haiM ye loga jo mahAtmA buddha likhate haiN| lekina unakI bhI himmata nahIM juTa pAtI ki ve bhagavAna buddha kaha skeN| bhagavAna kRSNa kahanA to bahuta hI muzkila mAmalA hai, kyoMki zikSAeM bahuta viparIta haiN| to kRSNa ko to jainoM ne naraka meM DAla rakhA hai| unake hisAba se isa samaya kRSNa naraka meM haiN| kyoMki yuddha isI AdamI ne krvaayaa| aura hiMduoM ne to mahAvIra kI koI gaNanA hI nahIM kI, eka kitAba meM ullekha nahIM kiyA mahAvIra kaa| yAnI naraka meM DAlane yogya bhI nahIM maanaa| Apa yaha smjhnaa| koI hisAba hI nahIM rkhaa| agara bauddhoM ke graMtha naSTa ho jAeM to jainoM ke pAsa apane hI graMthoM ke sivAya mahAvIra kA hiMdustAna meM koI ullekha nahIM hogaa| hiMduoM ne to gaNanA bhI nahIM kI ki yaha AdamI kabhI huA bhI hai| isa bhAMti mahAvIra jaisA AdamI paidA ho, hiMdastAna meM paidA ho, cAroM tarapha hiMduoM se bhare samAja meM paidA ho aura hiMduoM kA eka bhI zAstra ullekha na kara pAe, yaha jarA socane jaisA mAmalA hai| isalie jaba pahalI daphA pAzcAtya vidvAnoM ne mahAvIra para kAma zurU kiyA to unheM zaka haA ki yaha AdamI kabhI haA nahIM hogaa| kyoMki hiMduoM ke graMthoM meM koI ullekha na ho, yaha asambhava hai| to unhoMne socA ki zAyada yaha buddha kA hI khayAla hai jainoM ko| yaha buddha ko hI mAnanevAle do taraha ke loga haiM, aura buddha aura mahAvIra ko vaha jo vizeSaNa die gae vaha kaI jagaha samAna haiN| jaise buddha ko bhI jina kahA gayA hai, mahAvIra ko bhI jina-jisane apane ko jIta liyaa| mahAvIra ko bhI buddha puruSa kahA gayA hai, buddha ko bhI buddha kahA gayA hai| to zAyada, yaha buddha kA hI bhrama hai| isalie pazcima ke vidvAnoM ne to mahAvIra ko mAnane se inakAra kara diyA-kara dene kA kAraNa thA ki hindU bar3A samAja hai| isameM kahIM koI khabara hI nahIM ki mahAvIra hue! dhyAna rahe, jainoM ko kaSNa ko svIkAra karanA par3A-bhalA naraka meM DAlanA paDA ho| asvIkAra karanA mazkila thaa| itanA bar3A vyakti thA, itane bar3e samAja kA Adara aura sammAna thaa| lekina hiMdU cAheM to nigalekTa kara sakate haiM, upekSA kara sakate haiM, koI jarUrata nahIM hai ullekha karane kii| para Azcaryajanaka hai yaha ki eka ko bhagavAna koI mAna le to phira dUsare ko mAnanA bar3A kaThina ho jAtA hai| kaThinAI yahI ho jAtI hai ki taula khar3I ho gayI, aba dUsare ko dUsare palar3e para rakhanA par3egA aura saMtulana barAbara biThAnA hogaa| ___ hama saba saMtulana biThA rahe haiN| hama saba tulanAeM kara rahe haiN| isalie yaha Azcaryajanaka ghaTanA ghaTatI hai ki isa pRthvI para itane-itane adabhuta loga paidA hote haiM, lekina una adabhuta logoM meM se hama eka kA hI phAyadA uThA pAte haiM-eka kA hI, sabakA nahIM uThA paate| sabake hama hakadAra haiN| hama buddha ke utane hI vasIyatadAra haiM jitane kRSNa ke, jitane muhammada ke, jitane krAisTa ke, jitane nAnaka ke yA kabIra ke| lekina nahIM, hama vasIyata chor3a deNge| hama to eka ke hakadAra hoMge, zeSa sabako inakAra kara deNge| hameM inakAra karanA par3egA kyoMki hama jaba svIkAra karate haiM zreSTha ko, to hameM kisI ko nikRSTa kI jagaha rakhanA par3egA, nahIM to zreSTha ko taulane kA mApadaNDa kahAM hogaa| isase vinaya paidA nahIM hotii| jo AdamI kahatA hai ki maiM mahAvIra ke prati vinayapUrNa hUM, lekina buddha ke prati nahIM, vaha samajha le ki vaha vinIta nahIM hai| aura yaha 276

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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI bhI apane ahaMkAra ko bharane kA hI eka DhaMga hai kyoMki mahAvIra se apane ko jor3a rahA hUM, mahAvIra bhagavAna haiM to maiM bhagavAna se jur3atA huuN| aura taba dUsare jo loga buddha se apane ko jor3akara ahaMkAra ko bhara rahe haiM, unake ahaMkAra se merI Takkara zurU ho jAtI hai| to mujhe ar3acana hone lagatI hai ki buddha kaise bhagavAna ho sakate haiN| kyoMki agara buddha bhagavAna haiM to buddha ko mAnanevAle bhI zreSTha ho jAte haiN| bhagavAna to sirpha mahAvIra hI haiM, aura unako mAnanevAle zreSTha haiM, Arya haiN| ve hI namaka haiM isa pRthvI para, bAkI saba phIke haiN| sArI duniyA meM yahI pAgalapana paidA hotA hai| yaha hamAre ahaMkAra se paidA huA roga hai| vinaya kA yahI artha nahIM hai ki Apa apane se zreSTha ko Adara deN| dUsarI bAta yaha bhI dhyAna rakhane kI hai ki agara zreSTha hai vaha AdamI, isalie Apa Adara dete haiM to Apake Adara dene meM koI guNa kahAM rahA? ise bhI thor3A khayAla meM le leN| agara eka vyakti zreSTha hai, to Adara Apako denA par3atA hai, Apa dete nhiiN| ApakA guNa hai? dene meM ApakA kyA rUpAMtaraNa ho rahA hai? agara eka vyakti zreSTha hai to Apako Adara denA par3atA hai| dhyAna rahe, Adara denA par3atA hai| vaha majabUrI bana jAtI hai| vaha ApakA guNa nahIM hai| ApakA guNa na ho agara, to ApakA aMtara-tapa kaise hogA? aMtara-tapa to Apake bhItarI guNoM ko jagAne kI bAta hai| ___ agara mujhe kohinUra suMdara lagatA hai, to vaha kohinUra kA sauMdarya hogaa| lekina jisa dina mujhe sauMdarya kaMkar3a-patthara meM bhI dikhAI par3ane lage utanA hI, jitanA kohinUra meM dikhatA hai-sar3aka para par3e hue patthara meM bhI dikhAI par3ane lage, usa dina aba kohinUra kA guNa na rahA, aba merA guNa huaa| jisa dina mujhe sabake prati vinaya mAlUma hone lage, binA taula ke, usa dina guNa merA hai| aura jaba taka maiM taula-taulakara Adara detA hUM, taba taka merA guNa nahIM hai, majabUrI hai| jo zreSTha hai use Adara denA par3atA hai| zreSTha ko Adara dene ke lie Apako kucha prayAsa, koI zrama, koI parivartana nahIM karanA hotA hai| vaha ApakA tapa kaise huA? vaha zreSTha vyakti kA bhalA tapa rahA ho ki vaha zreSTha kaise huA, lekina Apa usako Adara dete haiM to vaha ApakA tapa kaise huA, ApakI sAdhanA kaise huI? sUraja nikalatA hai to Apa namaskAra kara lete haiN| phUla khilatA hai to Apa gIta gA dete haiN| Apa isameM kahAM Ate haiM! Apake binA bhI phUla khila jAtA aura Apake gIta se kucha phUla jyAdA nahIM khilatA aura Apake binA bhI sUraja nikala jAtA, aura Apake namaskAra se sUraja kI camaka nahIM bddh'tii| ApakA kahAM isameM mUlya hai? Apa isameM kahAM Ate haiM? Apa isameM kahIM bhI nahIM aate| mullA nasaruddIna manovaijJAnika se salAha letA thA, niraMtara / kyoMki use niraMtara ciMtAeM, takalIpheM, mana meM na mAlUma kaise jAla khar3e ho jAte the| sabake hote haiN| usane manovaijJAnika ko jAkara kahA ki maiM bahuta parezAna hUM, mujhe inaphiriyAriTI kAmpleksa hai, hInatA kI graMthi satAtI hai| sultAna nikalatA hai rAste se to mujhe lagatA hai ki maiM hIna huuN| eka mahAkavi gAMva meM Akara gIta gAtA hai to mujhe lagatA hai ki meM hIna hN| nagara seTha kI havelI UMcI uThatI calI jAtI hai to mujhe lagatA hai, maiM hIna hai| eka tArkika tarka karane la mujhe lagatA hai, maiM hIna huuN| maiM isa hInatA kI graMthi se mukta kaise hoUM? usa manovaijJAnika ne kahA-DoMTa saphara annesesrilii| yUAra nATa saphariga phrAma inaphiriyAriTI kAmpleksa, yu Ara inphiriyr| usa manovaijJAnika ne kahA-Apako hInatA kI graMthi se parezAnI nahIM ho rahI hai, Apa hIna haiN| isameM koI bImArI nahIM hai, yaha tathya hai| dhyAna rahe, jaba Apa kisI ke sAmane tathya kI taraha hIna hote haiM, to Apako Adara denA par3atA hai| yaha koI Apa dete nahIM hai| aba eka kAlidAsa zAkuMtala par3hatA ho aura Apako Adara denA par3e, aura eka tAnasena sitAra bajAtA ho aura ApakA sira jhuka jAe to Apa isa bhUla meM mata par3anA ki Apane Adara diyA hai| Apako Adara denA par3A hai| lekina hamArA mana, jahAM hameM denA par3atA hai vahAM yaha mAnatA hai ki hamane diyA hai, yaha bhI apane ahaMkAra kI puSTi hai, maiMne diyA hai Adara / 277

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 to mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha sakate ki zreSThajanoM ke prati Adara, kyoMki vaha hotA hI hai| usakA koI mUlya hI nhiiN| binA kisI bhedabhAva ke Adara, taba vinaya paidA hotI hai| zreSTha kA savAla nahIM hai-jIvana ke prati Adara, astitva ke prati Adara, jo hai usake prati Adara / vaha hai, yahI kyA kama hai! eka patthara hai, eka phala hai, eka saraja hai, eka AdamI hai, eka cora hai, eka sAdha hai, eka beImAna hai-ye haiN| honA hI paryApta hai| aura inake prati jo Adara hai, agara yaha Adara sambhava ho jAe to ApakA aMtara-tapa hai| taba yaha gaNa ApakA hai| taba Apa parivartita hote haiN| phira dUsarI bAta yaha kaise taya kareMge ki kauna zreSTha hai| agara yaha jo zAstra kahate haiM- zreSTha, mahAjana, gurujana kaise zreSTha kaheMge? kauna hai guru? kauna hai guru? kyA hai upAya jAMcane kA Apake pAsa? kaise tauliegA? kyoMki aneka loga mahAvIra ke pAsa Akara lauTa jAte haiM aura kaha jAte haiM ki ye garu nahIM haiN| aneka loga krAisTa ko sUlI para laTakA dete haiM yaha mAnakara ki AvArA, laphaMgA hai| isako haTAnA duniyA se jarUrI hai, nukasAna pahuMcA rahA hai| ___ aura dhyAna rahe, jina logoM ne jIsasa ko sUlI dI thI ve usa samaya ke bhale aura zreSThajana the-acche loga the, nyAyAdhIza the, dharmaguru the, dhanapati the, rAjanetA the| usa samaya ke jo bhale loga the unhoMne hI jIsasa ko sUlI dI thii| aura unakI sUlI denA, dene meM agara ve ThIka hI mAlama paDate haiM. kyoMki jIsasa vezyAoM ke ghara meM Thahara gae the| aba jo AdamI vezyAoM ke ghara meM Thahara gayA ho vaha AdamI zreSTha kaise ho sakatA hai| kyoMki jIsasa zarAbagharoM meM baiThakara zarAbiyoM se dostI kara lete the aura jo zarAbagharoM meM baiThatA ho, usakA kyA bharosA? kyoMki jIsasa una logoM ke gharoM meM Thahara jAte the jo badanAma the; to badanAma AdamiyoM se jisakI dostI ho, vaha AdamI to apane saMga-sAtha se pahacAnA jAtA hai| jo aMtyaja the, samAja se bAhya kara die gae the, unake bIca bhI jIsasa kI maitrI thI, nikaTatA thii| to yaha AdamI bhalA kaise thA? phira yaha AdamI AtI huI paraMparA kA virodha karatA thA, maMdira ke purohitoM kA virodha karatA thaa| yaha kahatA thA ki jo sAdhu dikhAI par3a rahe haiM, ye sAdhu nahIM haiN| to yaha AdamI bhalA kaise thA? to usa samAja ke bhale logoM ne isa AdamI ko sUlI para laTakA diyA, aura Aja hama jAnate haiM ki bAta kucha gar3abar3a ho gyii| sukarAta ko jina logoM ne jahara diyA thA ve samAja ke zreSThajana the| koI bure logoM ne jahara nahIM diyA thaa| acche logoM ne jahara diyA thaa| aura isIlie diyA thA ki sukarAta kI maujUdagI samAja kI naitikatA ko naSTa karane kA kAraNa bana sakatI hai| kyoMki sukarAta saMdeha paidA kara rahA thaa| to jo bhale jana the ve ciMtita hue| ve ciMtita hue ki isase kahIM nayI pIr3hI naSTa na ho jaae| to sukarAta ko jahara dene ke pahale unhoMne eka vikalpa diyA thA ki sukarAta agara tuma etheMsa chor3akara cale jAo aura vrata lo ki aba dubArA etheMsa meM praveza nahIM karoge to hama tumheM mukta chor3a de sakate haiN| lekina hama tumheM etheMsa ke samAja ko naSTa nahIM karane deNge| yA tuma yaha vAyadA karo ki tuma aba etheMsa meM zikSA nahIM doge, to hama tumheM etheMsa meM hI rahane deNge| lekina tuma aba jabAna baMda rakhoge kyoMki tumhAre zabda nayI pIr3hI ko naSTa kara rahe haiN| jo loga the, ve bhale the| svabhAvataH ve nayI pIr3hI ke lie ciMtita the| saba bhale loga nayI pIr3hI ke lie ciMtita hote haiN| aura unakI ciMtA se nayI pIr3hI rukatI nahIM, bigar3atI hI calI jAtI hai| ___ dhanI kauna hai, zreSTha kauna hai? dhana hai jisake pAsa vaha? pAMDitya hai jisake pAsa vaha? yaza hai jisake pAsa vaha? to phira yaza jisa rAstoM na rAstoM ko dekheM to patA calegA. yaza bahata azreSTha rAstoM se upalabdha hotA hai| lekina saphalatA sabhI azreSThatAoM ko poMcha DAlatI hai| dhana koI sAdhu mArgoM se upalabdha nahIM hotA hai| lekina upalabdhi purAne itihAsa ko nayA raMga de detI hai| kauna hai zreSTha? samAja use zreSTha kahatA hai jo samAja ke rIti, niyama mAnatA hai| lekina isa jagata meM jina logoM ko hama pIche zreSTha kahate haiM ve ve hI loga haiM jo samAja ke rIti niyama tor3ate haiN| buddha Aja zreSTha haiM, mahAvIra Aja zreSTha haiM, nAnaka Aja zreSTha haiM, kabIra Aja zreSTha haiN| 278

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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI lekina apane samAja meM nahIM the| kyoMki ve samAja ke rIti-niyama tor3a rahe the, ve bagAvatI the, ve duzmana the samAja ke| ___ aura Aja bhI jo mahAvIra ko zreSTha kahatA hai, agara koI bagAvatI hogA khar3A to usako kahegA, yaha AdamI khataranAka hai| isalie mare hue tIrthaMkara hI AdRta hote haiN| jIvita huA tIrthaMkara ko AdRta honA bahuta muzkila hai| kyoMki jIvita tIrthaMkara bagAvatI hotA hai| marA huA tIrthaMkara marane kI vajaha se dhIre-dhIre svIkRta ho jAtA hai| esTAblizameMTa kA, sthApita, nyasta mUlyoM kA, hissA ho jAtA hai| phira koI kaThinAI nahIM raha jaatii| aba mahAvIra se kyA kaThinAI hai? mahAvIra se jarA bhI kaThinAI nahIM hai| ___ mahAvIra nagna khar3e the aura mahAvIra ke ziSya kapar3e kI dukAneM kara rahe haiM pUre mulka meN| koI kaThinAI nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke ziSya jitanA kapar3A becate haiM koI aura nahIM bectaa| mere to eka nikaTa saMbaMdhI haiM, unakI dukAna kA nAma hai, digaMbara klAtha shaap| digaMbara klAtha zApa? naMgoM kI kapar3oM kI dukAna? mahAvIra suneM to bar3e hairAna hoMge ki aura koI nAma nahIM milA tumheM? aba koI dikkata nahIM, isase dikkata hI nahIM AtI ki digaMbara aura klAtha zApa meM koI virodha hai| lekina agara mahAvIra naMge dukAna ke sAmane khar3e ho jAeM to virodha sApha dikhAI par3egA ki yaha AdamI naMgA khar3A hai, hama kapar3e beca rahe haiN| hama isake ziSya haiM, bAta kyA hai? agara nagna honA puNya hai to kapar3e becanA pApa ho jAegA, kyoMki dUsaroM ko kapar3e pahanAnA acchI bAta nahIM hai| phira nAhaka unako pApa meM DhakelanA hai| nahIM, lekina mare hue mahAvIra se bAdhA nahIM aatii| khayAla hI nahIM aataa| jaba maiMne unheM yAda dilAyA, unhoMne kahA-Azcarya, hama to tIsa sAla se yaha borDa lagAe hue haiM aura hameM kabhI khayAla hI nahIM AyA ki digaMbara meM aura kapar3e meM koI virodha hai| nahIM, khayAla hI nahIM aataa| murdA tIrthaMkara hamArI vyavasthA meM sammilita ho jAtA hai| hama usako, usakI nokoM ko jhAr3a dete haiM; usakI bagAvata ko girA dete haiM; zabdoM para nayA raMga pAliza kara dete haiM, phira vaha ThIka hai| lekina jisako itihAsa pIche se zreSTha kahatA hai usakA apanA samaya use hamezA upadravI kahatA hai| kisako Adara? phira zreSTha ko jAMcane kA mArga bhI to koI nahIM hai| mahAjana kauna hai! mahAjanoM yena gataH sa paMthA--jisa mArga para mahAjana jAte haiM, vahI mArga hai| lekina mahAjana kauna hai? muhammada mahAjana haiM? mahAvIra ko mAnanevAlA kabhI nahIM mAna pAegA ki yaha Apa kyA bAta kara rahe haiN| talavAra lie hae hAtha meM jo AdamI khar3A hai, vaha mahAjana hai? kauna hai mahAjana? muhammada ko mAnanevAlA kabhI na mAna pAegA ki mahAvIra mahAjana haiN| kyoMki vaha kahatA hai- jo AdamI burAI ke khilApha talavAra bhI nahIM uThAtA, vaha AdamI napuMsaka hai, klIva hai| jaba itanI burAI calatI hai to talavAra uThanI caahie| nahIM to tuma kyA ho, tama marde ho| dharma to jIvaMta honA caahie| dharma ke hAtha meM to talavAra hogI, isalie muhammada ke hAtha meM talavAra hai| hAlAMki talavAra para likhA hai 'zAMti merA saMdeza hai'| islAma kA matalaba zAMti hotA hai| islAma zabda kA matalaba zAMti hotA hai| jainI yaha kabhI soca hI nahIM sakatA ki islAma aura zAMti, inakA koI saMbaMdha hai? lekina muhammada kahate haiM--jo zAMti talavAra kI dhAra nahIM bana sakatI, vaha baca nahIM sktii| bacegI kaise? kauna hai zreSTha? kaise tauliegA? isalie hamane taulane kA eka sarala rAstA nikAlA hai. jisameM taulanA nahIM pdd'taa| hama janma se taulate haiN| agara maiM jaina ghara meM paidA huA to mahAvIra zreSTha; musalamAna ghara meM paidA huA to muhammada zreSTha / yaha taulane se bacane kI tarakIba hai| yaha aisA upAya khojanA hai jisameM mujhe taulanA hI nahIM pdd'taa| aba janma to ho gayA, vaha niyati bana gyii| usase tula jAtI hai bAta ki zreSTha kauna hai| Apa saba isI taraha taula rahe haiM ki kauna zreSTha hai, kisako Adara denA hai! jaba Apa jaina sAdhu ko Adara dete haiM to Apa yaha jAnakara Adara dete haiM ki vaha sAdhu hai yA yaha jAnakara Adara dete haiM ki vaha jaina hai| sAdhu ko taulane kA upAya kahAM hai? kaise tauliegA? eka muMhapaTTI nikAlakara alaga kara de aura Adara khatma ho jaaegaa| to Apa kisako Adara de rahe the? muMhapaTTI ko yA isa AdamI ko? muMhapaTTI vApasa lagA le, paira Apa chUne lgeNge| muMhapaTTI nIce rakha de, Apa 279

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 pachatAeMge ki isa AdamI kA paira kyoM chuA? muMhapaTTI nIce rakha de-apane maMdira meM, apane sthAnaka meM Thaharane na deNge| muMhapaTTI lagA le-svAgata! Apa muMhapaTTI ko dekha rahe haiM ki AdamI ko? lagatA aisA hai ki muMhapaTTI hI asalI cIja hai| yAnI aisA nahIM kahanA cAhie, AdamI muMhapaTTI lagAe hue hai, aisA kahanA cAhie ki muMhapaTTI AdamI ko lagAe hue hai| kyoMki asalI cIja muMhapaTTI hai| Akhira meM nirNaya vahI karatI hai| AdamI to nirNAyaka hai nhiiN| agara buddha bhI A jAeM Apake maMdira meM to Apa unako utanA Adara nahIM deMge jitanA muMhapaTTI lagAe hue eka buddhU ko deNge| kyoMki muMhapaTTI kahAM hai? ___ yaha tarakIbeM hamane kyoM khojI haiM? isakA kAraNa hai| kyoMki koI mApadaMDa kA upAya nahIM hai| inase hama rAstA banA lete haiN| taulane kA koI upAya nahIM hai, yaha ApakI majabUrI hai| yaha AdamI kI majabUrI hai ki zreSTha kauna hai, isake lie koI tarAjU nahIM hai| to hama phira UparI cinha banA lete haiM, unase taulane meM AsAnI ho jAtI hai| pIche ke AdamI kI hama bakavAsa chor3a dete haiN| hamAre lie to nipaTArA ho gayA ki yaha AdamI sAdhu hai, paira chuo, ghara jAo, vinaya kro| lekina, mahAvIra isa taraha kI bacakAnI bAta nahIM kaha skte| yaha cAilDiza hai| mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha sakate haiM ki tuma zreSTha ko Adara denA, kyoMki zreSTha ko Adara kaise doge? zreSTha kauna haiM, tuma kaise jAnoge? aura jaba tuma zreSTha ko jAnane jAoge to tumheM nikRSTa ko jAnanA pdd'egaa| aura jaba tuma zreSTha kI parIkSA karoge to tuma kaise parIkSA karoge? usake saba pApoM kA hisAba-kitAba rakhanA par3egA ki rAta meM pAnI to nahIM pI letA; ki chipAkara kucha khA to nahIM letA; ki sAbuna kI baTiyA to nahIM apane jhole meM dabAe hue hai; TUthapesTa to nahIM karatA hai; yaha saba rakhanA par3egA patA! yaha saba patA rakhanA par3egA aura yaha saba patA vahI rakha sakatA hai jisakA niMdA meM rasa ho, jo dUsare ko nikRSTa siddha karane calA ho| yaha vaha AdamI nahIM kara sakatA jo vinayapUrNa hai| isase kyA prayojana hai use ki kauna AdamI TUthapesTa rakhatA hai ki nahIM rakhatA hai| isakA ciMtana hI batAtA hai ki yaha jo AdamI soca rahA hai usameM vinaya nahIM hai| mahAvIra yaha nahIM khte| mahAvIra yaha kahate haiM ki vinaya eka AMtarika guNa hai| bAhara se usakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| anakaMDIzanala hai, bezarta hai| vaha yaha nahIM kahatA ki tuma aise hooge to maiM Adara duuNgaa| vaha yaha kahatA hai ki tuma ho, paryApta hai| maiM tumheM Adara dUMgA kyoMki Adara AMtarika guNa hai aura Adara manuSya ko aMtarAtmA kI tarapha le jAtA hai| maiM tumheM Adara dUMgA beshrt| tuma zarAba pIte ho ki nahIM pIte ho, yaha savAla nahIM hai; tuma jIvana ho, yaha kAphI hai| aura yaha pUrA astitva tumheM jilA rahA hai| sUraja tumheM rozanI de rahA hai, vaha inakAra nahIM karatA kyoMki tuma AdamI acche nahIM ho| jaba yaha pUrA astitva tumheM svIkAra karatA hai to maiM kauna hUM jo tumheM asvIkAra karUM! tuma ho, itanA kAphI hai| maiM tumheM Adara detA huuN| maiM tumheM sammAna detA huuN| ___ yaha jIvana ke prati sahaja sammAna kA nAma vinaya hai-akAraNa, khojabIna ke binA, kyoMki khojabIna ho nahIM sktii| vaha jo karatA hai, vaha AdamI vinIta nahIM hotaa-beshrt| agara maiM kahUM ki tuma merI zarte pUrI karo itanI, taba maiM tumheM Adara dUMgA; to maiM usa AdamI ko Adara nahIM de rahA huuN| maiM apanI zartoM ko Adara de rahA huuN| aura jo AdamI merI zarte pUrI karane ko rAjI ho jAtA hai vaha Adara yogya nahIM hai, vaha gulAma hai| vaha Adara pAne ke lie hI becArA zarte pUrI karane ko rAjI hai| hama apane sAdhuoM se kahate haiM, tuma aisA karo, paidala calo, idhara mata jAo, udhara mata jAo to hama tumheM Adara deMge-ye saba anakahI zarte haiN| agara vaha unameM gar3abar3a karatA hai, Adara vilIna ho jAtA hai| agara inako mAnakara calatA hai, Adara jArI rahatA hai| aura isalie eka durghaTanA ghaTatI hai ki sAdhuoM meM jo pratibhA honI cAhie vaha dhIre-dhIre kho jAtI hai| aura sAdhuoM kI tarapha sirpha jar3a buddhi loga utsuka ho pAte haiN| 280

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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI kyoMki jar3a buddhi hI Apake itane niyamoM ko mAna sakate haiM, buddhimAna Apake itane niyamoM ko nahIM mAna sktaa| ___ isIlie yaha durghaTanA ghaTatI hai ki jaba bhI saca meM koI sAdhu puruSa paidA hotA hai to use nayA dharma khar3A karanA par3atA hai kyoMki koI purAne dharma meM usake lie jagaha nahIM hotii| isakA kAraNa hai| aba eka nAnaka paidA ho jAe to usakA nayA dharma anivAryatayA khar3A ho jAtA hai, kyoMki koI purAnA dharma usako jagaha na degA; kyoMki vaha koI ke niyama jabardastI isalie mAnane ko rAjI na hogA ki Apa Adara deNge| vaha kahatA hai-Adara kI kyA jarUrata hai? maiM apane DhaMga se jiUMgA jo mujhe ThIka lagatA hai| taba usakA ThIka laganA kisI purAne dharma ko ThIka nahIM lagegA, kyoMki purAne dharma kinhIM aura logoM ke AsapAsa nirmita hue haiM, unake ThIka hone kA DhaMga aura thaa| __aba musalamAna soca hI nahIM sakate ki nAnaka meM bhI koI samajha ho sakatI hai| ve mardAnA ko bagala meM lie gAMva-gAMva gIta gAte phirate haiN| saMgIta kI duzmanI hai islAma meN| masjida meM saMgIta praveza nahIM kara sktaa| masjida ke sAmane se nahIM nikala sktaa| aura yaha AdamI mardAnA ko lie hue-aura jagaha-jagaha / mardAnA musalamAna thA jo nAnaka ke sAtha sAja bajAtA thA to musalamAnoM ne usako bhI Disaona kara diyA kyoMki yaha AdamI kaisA hai! musalamAna ho hI nahIM sktaa| saMgIta se to duzmanI hai| ___ muhammada ke lie saMgIta meM koI rasa na rahA hogaa| isameM koI kaThinAI nahIM hai| yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki muhammada ko saMgIta ke mAdhyama se nimna vAsanAeM jagatI huI mAlUma huI hoMgI aura unhoMne inakAra kara diyaa| lekina sabhI ko aisA hotA hai, yaha jarUrI nahIM hai| kinhIM ke bhItara saMgIta se zreSThatama kA janma honA zurU hotA hai| to muhammada kA apanA anubhava AdhAra bnegaa| muhammada ko sugaMdha bahuta pasaMda thii| isalie musalamAna abhI bhI Ida ke dina becAre lagAte dekheNge| abhI bhI sagaMdha se masalamAnoM ko prema hai| vaha prema sirpha paraMparA hai| mahammada ko bahata pasaMda hai| asala meM muhammada, aisA mAlUma par3atA hai ki sugaMdha muhammada ko vahIM le jAtI thI, jahAM kucha logoM ko saMgIta le jAtA hai| sugaMdha bhI eka iMdriya hai; jaisA saMgIta kAna kA rasa hai, vaise sugaMdha nAka kA rasa hai| lekina mAlUma hotA hai ki muhammada sugaMdha se bar3I UMcAiyoM para ur3a jAte the| aura unake lie sugaMdha kA koI esosiezana gaharA bana gayA hogaa| sambhava hai, jaba pahalI daphA unheM ilahAma huA, jaba unheM pahalI daphA prabhu kI pratIti huI, yA prabhu kA saMdeza utarA taba pahAr3a ke AsapAsa phUla khile hoNge| sugaMdha usake sAtha jur3a gayI hogii| jarUra koI aisI ghaTanA-phira sugaMdha unake lie dvAra bana gyii| jaba ve sugaMdha meM hoMge, taba vaha dvAra khula jaaegaa| lekina yahI bAta saMgIta meM ho sakatI hai, lekina yahI bAta nRtya meM ho sakatI hai, yahI bAta aneka-aneka rUpoM meM ho sakatI hai, para, mada hoM to zAyada samajha bhI jAeM, mahammada to haiM nahIM, vaha to pIche calanevAlA AdamI hai, vaha kahatA hai ki saMgIta nahIM bajane deMge, kyoMki saMgIta inakAra hai| to phira nAnaka ko musalamAna kaise svIkAra kareM? hiMdU bhI svIkAra nahIM kara sakate nAnaka ko| kyoMki nAnaka gRhastha haiN| ve saMnyAsI nahIM haiN| patnI hai, ghara hai, kapar3e bhI ve sAdhAraNa pahanate haiM-gRhastha / gRhastha ko hiMdU kaise svIkAra kareM? jJAnI to saMnyAsI hotA hai| phira nAnaka aura bhI gar3abar3a karate haiN| sabhI jAnanevAle loga eka artha meM DisTabiMga hote haiM, kyoMki purAnI saba vyavasthA se ve phira nae hote haiN| ve gar3abar3a yaha karate haiM ki ve kAbA bhI cale jAte haiM, ve masjida meM bhI Thahara jAte haiN| to hiMdU kaise mAne ki jo AdamI masjida meM bhI Thahara jAtA hai, vaha AdamI dhArmika ho sakatA hai! maMdira meM hI ThaharanA caahie| jo vinaya zreSTha kI kinhIM dhAraNAoM ko mAnakara calatI hai vaha sirpha aMdhI hogI, paraMparAgata hogI, rUr3higata hogI, vaha hotI hai| usase aMtara-AvirbhAva nahIM hotA hai| aMtara-AvirbhAva jaba hotA hai to Adara sahaja hotA hai-vaha 281

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 hai, paudhe ke prati bhI hotA hai, astitva ke prati bhI hotA hai| isase koI saMbaMdha nahIM ki vaha kauna hai aura kyA hai, koI zarta nahIM hai| vaha hai, basa itanA kAphI hai| aisI vinaya kI jo sthiti hai vaha prAyazcita ke bAda hI sadha sakatI hai| aura sadha jAe to jIvana meM AnaMda kA hisAba nahIM raha jaataa| kyoM? kyoMki jitanA dUsaroM kA doSa dekhate haiM, mana ko utanA hI dukha hotA hai| aura jitane dUsaroM ke doSa dekhate haiM utane hI apane doSa nahIM dikhate aura nahIM dikhanevAle duzmana bhItara chipakara kAma to caubIsa ghaNTe karate haiM, bahuta dukha paidA karavAte haiN| jaba dUsare meM koI doSa nahIM dikhatA to dUsare se dukha AnA baMda ho jAtA hai| jaba koI AdamI mujha para krodha karatA hai to agara maiM yaha nahIM mAnatA ki yaha usakA doSa hai, yA burAI hai; itanA mAnatA hUM ki aisA usase ghaTita ho rahA hai, to phira maiM usake krodha se dukhI nahIM hotaa| agara maiM jA rahA hUM aura eka vRkSa kI zAkhA mere Upara gira jAe to khar3e hokara vRkSa ko gAlI nahIM detA-hAlAMki kucha loga dete haiN| binA gAlI die ve mAna hI nahIM sakate, vRkSa ko bhI gAlI de dete haiN| para ve bhI mAneMge gAlI dene ke bAda ki bekAra thI bAta, sirpha Adatavaza thii| kyoMki vRkSa ko kyA patA ki maiM nikala rahA hUM, kyA prayojana mujhe mArane kA; coTa pahuMcAne kA kyA artha hai! / / __ vRkSa ko hama gAlI nahIM dete kyoMki hama mAna lete haiM ki vRkSa ko hamase koI prayojana nahIM hai| zAkhA TUTanI thI, havA kA jhoMkA bhArI thA, tUphAna teja thA, vRkSa jarA-jIrNa thA, gira gayA, saMyoga kI bAta ki hama nIce the| jo AdamI vinayapUrNa hotA hai, jaba Apa usako gAlI dete haiM taba bhI vaha aisA hI mAnatA hai ki mana meM usake krodha bharA hogA, parezAna hogA citta, jarA-jIrNa hogA, gAlI nikala gayI; saMyoga kI bAta ki hama pAsa the| aura koI pAsa hotA, kisI aura para nikltii| magara isase vinaya meM koI bAdhA nahIM pdd'tii| isase dukha bhI nahIM aataa| isase yaha bhI nahIM hotA ki aisA usane kyoM kiyA? aisA to tabhI hotA hai jaba hama mAnate haiM ki use kacha aura karanA cAhie thA jo usane nahIM kiyaa| vinIta AdamI mAnatA hai, vahI hotA hai jo ho rahA hai| vahI ho sakatA hai jo ho rahA hai-svIkAra hai vaha / para isase koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| jIsasa judAsa ke paira par3a lete haiM usI rAta, jisa rAta pakar3e jAte haiN| judAsa ke paira par3anA, judAsa kA hAtha lekara cuumnaa| koI pUchatA hai ki Apa yaha kyA kara rahe haiM? aura Apako patA hai aura hameM bhI thor3I-thor3I khabara hai ki yaha AdamI duzmanoM ke sAtha milA hai| jIsasa kahate haiM--isase kyA pharka par3atA hai! yaha kyA karegA aura kyA karatA hai, yaha savAla nahIM hai| yaha hai, yahI kAphI AnaMda hai| phira zAyada dubArA isase milane kA maukA na bhI mile| maiM baca jAUM to bhI na mile kyoMki yaha AdamI zAyada phira nikaTa Ane kA sAhasa na juTA paae| maiM na bacUM, taba to savAla nhiiN| maiM kala mara jAUM to merA yaha saMbaMdha, aura merA isakA paira ko chUnA ise yAda rhegaa| vaha zAyada isake kisI kAma par3a jaae| para isase koI pharka nahIM par3atA ki yaha kyA kregaa| yaha irarileveMTa hai| vinaya ke lie yaha bAta asaMgata hai ki Apa kyA karate haiM, Apa haiM, itanA kAphI hai| vinaya bezarta sammAna hai| zvItjara ne ThIka zabda upayoga kiyA hai mahAvIra ke vinaya kaa| agara ThIka zabda hama pakar3eM isa sadI meM to zvItjara se milegaa| zvItjara ne eka kitAba likhI hai-rivhareMsa phAra lAipha', jIvana ke prati smmaan| to yaha nahIM hai ki eka titalI ko bacA leMge aura eka bicchU ko na bcaaeNge| tjara donoM ko bacAne kI koziza kregaa| mAnA ki bicchU ko bacAne meM bicchU DaMka mAra sakatA hai, yaha usakA svabhAva hai| isake kAraNa sammAna meM koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| hama bicchU se yaha nahIM kahate ki tuma DaMka na mAroge to hI hama sammAna deNge| hama jAnate haiM ki bicchU kA DaMka mAranA svabhAva hai| vaha DaMka mAra sakatA hai| zvItjara usako bhI bacAne kI koziza karegA; kyoMki jIvana ke prati eka sammAna kA bhAva hai| aura jIvana ke prati sammAna ho to Apake dukha asambhava haiM, kyoMki saba dukha Apa zartoM ke kAraNa lete haiN| dhyAna rahe saba dukha sazarta haiN| ApakI koI zarta hai isalie dukha pAte haiN| jisakI koI zarta nahIM hai vaha dukha nahIM paataa| dukha kA koI kAraNa 282

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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI nahIM raha jaataa| aura jaba Apa dukha nahIM pAte to jo Apa pAte haiM vahI AnaMda hai| ___ jIsasa ne kahA hai, apane zatruoM ko bhI prema kro| nItze ne jIsasa ke isa vaktavya para AlocanA karate hue likhA hai ki isakA to matalaba yaha huA ki Apa zatru ko to dekhate hI haiM; zatru ko prema karo, zatrutA to dikhAI hI par3atI hai zatru meN| aura jaba zatrutA dikhAI par3atI hai to prema kaise karoge? usakA vaktavya tarkapUrNa hai, lekina samyaka nahIM hai| nItze jo kaha rahA hai vaha tarkayukta hai, phira bhI satya nhiiN| jIsasa agara uttara de sakeM to ve yahI kaheMge ki mAnA ki zatrutA dikhatI hai, lekina phira bhI prema karo kyoMki zatrutA jahAM dikhatI hai vaha usakA vyavahAra hai aura jo usake bhItara chipA hai vaha usakA astitva hai| hamArA sammAna astitva ke lie hai| vaha bezarta hai| mAnA ki vaha gAlI de rahA hai, patthara mAra rahA hai. hatyA karane kI koziza kara rahA hai, vaha ThIka hai| yaha vaha kara rahA hai. yaha vaha jaane| isa saMbaMdha meM yaha bhI Apako yAda dilA daM, upayogI hogA ki mahAvIra, buddha yA kRSNa ina sabakI ciMtanA meM bahuta-bahuta phAsale haiM, bahuta bheda haiM-hoMge hii| jaba bhI kisI vyakti se satya utaregA to vaha nae AkAra letA hai, usa vyakti ke AkAra letA hai| nirAkAra satya to utara nahIM sktaa| jaba kisI se utaratA hai to usa vyakti kA AkAra le letA hai| lekina eka bahuta adabhuta bAta hai, isa pRthvI para bhArata meM paidA hae samasta dharma eka siddhAMta ke mAnane meM sahamata haiM, vaha hai krm| bAkI saba mAmale meM bheda hai| baDe-bar3e mAmaloM meM bheda hai| paramAtmA hai yA nahIM? hiMdU kaheMge, hai, jaina kaheMge, nahIM hai| AtmA hai yA nahIM? to jaina aura hiMdU kahate haiM, hai; buddha kahate haiM, nahIM hai| itane bar3e mAmaloM meM phAsalA hai| lekina eka mAmale meM, jo hamArI najara meM bhI nahIM AtA aura jo ina sabase jyAdA kImatI hai, isIlie usameM phAsalA nahIM hai| vaha seMTrala hai, keMdrIya hai| paridhi para jhagar3e ho sakate haiN| vaha hai, karma kA vicaar| usameM koI pharka nahIM hai| ye sAre dharma isa deza meM paidA hae haiM, karma ke vicAra se rAjI haiN| buddha jo AtmA se nahIM mAnate, paramAtmA ko nahIM mAnate, ve bhI kahate haiM, karma hai| mahAvIra paramAtmA ko nahIM mAnate, ve bhI kahate haiM, karma hai| hiMdU paramAtmA ko bhI mAnate haiM, AtmA ko bhI mAnate haiM, ve bhI kahate haiM, karma hai| yaha karma kI, isa vinaya ke saMdarbha meM eka bAta Apako yAda dilA denI jarUrI hai ki jaba bhI koI kucha kara rahA hai vaha apane karmoM ke kAraNa kara rahA hai, Apake kAraNa nhiiN| aura jo Apa kara rahe haiM vaha apane karmoM ke kAraNa kara rahe haiM, usake kAraNa nhiiN| agara yaha khayAla meM A jAe to vaha vinaya sahaja hI utara aaegii| eka AdamI gAlI de rahA hai, to do vajaha ho sakatI hai isake vizleSaNa meN| eka AdamI mere pAsa AtA hai aura mujhe gAlI detA hai to ise maiM do taraha se jor3a sakatA hUM ki yA to vaha isalie gAlI detA hai ki vaha mujhe gAlI dene yogya AdamI mAnatA hai| gAlI ko maiM apane se joDUM / aura eka rAstA yaha hai ki AdamI isalie gAlI detA hai ki usake atIta ke saba karmoM ne vaha sthiti paidA kara dI hai ki usameM gAlI paidA hotI hai| taba maiM apane se nahIM jor3atA, usake karmoM se jor3atA huuN| __ agara maiM apane se jor3atA hUM to bahuta muzkila hai vinaya ko saadhnaa| kaise sadhegI? yaha AdamI sAmane gAlI de rahA hai, isake prati maiM kaise Adara karUM? mana yaha kahegA ki agara koI gAlI de, tuma Adara karo to tuma usako gAlI dene ke lie aura nimaMtraNa de rahe ho| agara koI gAlI de aura hama use Adara kareM to hama usako aura protsAhana de rahe haiN| tarka niraMtara yaha kahatA hai ki hama protsAhana de rahe haiN| isase to vaha aura gAlI degaa| aura yaha bhI hama mAna leM ki hameM gAlI degA to koI harja nahIM, lekina hamAre protsAhana se vaha dUsaroM ko bhI gAlI degaa| kyoMki AdamI ko rasa laga jAe aura use patA cala jAe ki gAlI dene se Adara milatA hai to hameM deM, taba taka bhI ThIka, lekina vaha dUsaroM ko bhI degaa| agara kisI AdamI ko yaha patA cala jAe ki yahAM mArapITa karane se loga sammAna dete haiM, sASTAMga daMDavata karate haiM to vaha auroM ko bhI mAregA to usakA jimmA bhI hama para AegA, kyoMki hama na Adara dete use, na vaha mArane ke 283

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 isalie to muhammada kahate haiM ki usako vahIM ThIka kara do jo gar3abar3a kre| nahIM to agara tumane usako Adara diyA, dUsarA cAMTA - gAla usake sAmane kara diyA, vaha apanA cAMTA kahIM bhI ghumAne lagegA, kisI ko bhI lagAne lagegA isI AzA meM ki aba dUsarA cAMTA aura milane kA maukA milegaa| dUsarA gAla sAmane AtA hogaa| lekina karma dUsarI taraha se bhI jor3A jA sakatA hai; jo na islAma jor3a sakA, na IsAiyata jor3a skii| isalie islAma aura IsAiyata meM eka bahuta maulika AdhAra kI kamI hai| bahuta maulika AdhAra kI kamI hai| aura vaha kamI hai, karma ke vicAra kii| ___ isalie jIsasa ne itane prema kI bAteM kahIM, aura itanA ahiMsAtmaka upadeza diyA, lekina IsAiyata ne sirpha talavAra calAyI aura khUna bhaayaa| khaira, muhammada ke mAmale meM to yaha bhI hama kaha sakate haiM ki talavAra unake khuda ke hAtha meM thI, isaliye agara musalamAnoM ne talavAra uThAyI to usameM eka saMgati hai| lekina jIsasa ke mAmale meM to yaha bhI nahIM kahA jA sktaa| usa AdamI ke hAtha meM to koI talavAra na thii| lekina IsAiyata ne islAma se kama hatyAeM nahIM kii| isa sArI duniyA ko, pRthvI ko raMga denevAle loga khUna se, IsAiyata aura islAma se aae| __ bAta kyA hogI? bhUla kyA hogI? kyA kAraNa hogA? jIsasa jaisA AdamI jisane itane prema kI bAteM kahI, usakI bhI paraMparA itanI upadravI siddha huI, isakA kAraNa kyA hai? isakA kAraNa hai, na to jIsasa aura na muhammada, dono meM se koI bhI karma ko vyakti kI svayaM kI aMtara-zrRMkhalA se nahIM jor3a paayaa| vahIM bhUla ho gyii| vaha bhUla gaharI ho gyii| aura jitanI duniyA vaijJAnika hotI jAegI utanI vaha bhUla sApha dikhAI pdd'egii| ___ ise aisA soceM ki jaba bhI Apa krodha karate haiM to asala meM Apa dUsare para krodha nahIM krte| dUsarA sirpha nimitta hotA hai| Apa krodha ko saMgrahIta kie hote haiM apane hI karmoM meM, apane hI kala kI yAtrA se| vaha krodha Apake bhItara bharA hotA hai jaise ki kueM meM pAnI bharA hotA hai aura koI bAlTI DAlakara khIMca letA hai| koI gAlI DAlakara Apake krodha ko bAhara nikAla letA hai, bs| vaha nimitta hI banatA hai| to nimitta para itanA kyA krodha? kuAM kyoM bAlTI ko gAlI de ki tujhameM pAnI hai| pAnI to kueM se hI AtA hai, bAlTI sirpha lekara bAhara dikhA detI hai| to vinayapUrNa AdamI dhanyavAda degA usako jisane gAlI dii| kyoMki agara vaha gAlI na detA to apane bhItara ke krodha kA darzana na hotaa| vaha bAlTI bana gyaa| usane krodha bAhara nikAlakara batA diyaa| isalie kabIra kahate haiM--niMdaka niyare rAkhie, AMgana kuTI chvaay| vaha jo tumhArI niMdA karatA ho, usako to apane ghara ke bagala meM ThaharA lenA; kyoMki vaha bAlTI DAlatA rahegA aura tumhAre bhItara kI cIjeM nikAlakara tumheM batAtA rhegaa| akele par3a gae, patA nahIM kueM meM pAnI bharA rahe aura bhUla jAe kuAM ki mujhameM pAnI hai kyoMki kueM ko bhI patA tabhI calatA hai jaba bAlTI kueM se pAnI khIMcatI hai| aura agara phUTI bAlTI ho to aura jyAdA patA calatA hai| niMdaka, saba phUTI bAlTI jaise hI hote haiN| bhayaMkara pAnI kI bauchAra kueM meM hone lagatI hai| to kueM ko pahalI daphA nIMda TUTatI hai aura patA calatA hai ki kyA ho rahA hai| kuAM khuda soyA rahegA agara bAlTI na ho, patA bhI na clegaa| ___ isalie loga jaMgala bhAgate haiN| vaha bAlTiyoM se bacane kI koziza hai| lekina usase pAnI naSTa nahIM ho jAegA, jaMgala Apa kitanA hI bhAga jaaeN| jaMgala ke kueM ko kama patA calatA hogA kyoMki kabhI-kabhI koI yAtrI bAlTI DAlatA hogaa| yA agara rAstA nirjana ho aura koI na calatA ho to kueM ko patA hI nahIM calatA hogA ki mere bhItara pAnI hai| aise hI jaMgala meM baiThe sAdhu ko ho jAtA hai| kabhI koI nikalane vAlA kucha galata sahI bAteM kara de, to zAyada bAlTI par3atI hai| agara rAstA bilakula nirjana ho... isalie sAdhu 284

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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI nirjana rAstA khojatA hai, nirjana sthAna khoja letA hai| agara isIlie khoja rahA hai to galatI kara rahA hai| agara yahI kAraNa hai ki mere bhItara jo bharA hai vaha dikhAI na par3e kisI ke kAraNa, to galatI kara rahA hai, bhayaMkara galatI kara rahA hai| __mahAvIra kahate haiM ki dUsarA apane karmoM kI zrRMkhalA meM nayA karma karatA hai| tumase usakA koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| itanA hI saMbaMdha hai ki tuma mauke para upasthita the aura usake bhItara visphoTa ke lie nimitta bne| isa bAta ko dUsarI taraha bhI soca lenA hai ki tuma bhI jaba kisI ke lie visphoTa karate ho taba vaha bhI nimitta hI hai| tuma hI apanI zrRMkhalA meM jIte aura calate ho| ise hama aisA samajheM to zAyada samajhanA AsAna par3a jaae| dasa AdamI eka hI makAna meM haiM, eka AdamI bImAra par3a jAtA hai, use phlU pakar3a letA hai| cikitsaka usase kahatA hai ki vAyarasa hai| lekina dasa AdamI bhI ghara meM haiM, unameM se nau ko nahIM pakar3A hai| to cikitsaka kI kahIM buniyAdI bhUla to mAlUma par3atI hai| vAyarasa isI AdamI ko khojatA hai, isakA matalaba kevala itanA hai ki vAyarasa nimitta bana sake, lekina isa AdamI ke bhItara bImArI saMgrahIta hai| nahIM to bAkI nau logoM ko vAyarasa kyoM nahIM pakar3a rahA hai? koI dostI hai, koI duzmanI hai! bAkI nau logoM ko nahIM, isa AdamI ko kyoM pakar3a liyA? isa AdamI ko isalie pakar3a liyA hai ki isa AdamI ke bhItara vaha sthiti hai jisameM vAyarasa nimitta banakara aura phlU ko paidA kara sakatA hai| bAkI nau ke bhItara vaha sthiti nahIM hai| to vAyarasa AtA hai, calA jAtA hai| vaha unake bhItara phla paidA nahIM kara paataa| to aba savAla yaha hai--la vAyarasa paidA karatA hai? agara aisA Apa dekhate haiM to Apa mahAvIra ko kabhI na samajha paaeNge| mahAvIra kahate haiM-phlU kI taiyArI Apa karate haiM, vAyarasa kevala meniphaisTa karatA hai, pragaTa karatA hai| taiyArI Apa karate haiM, jimmevAra Apa haiN| jimmevArI sadA merI hai| AsapAsa jo ghaTita hokara pragaTa hotA hai vaha sirpha nimitta hai, usase krodha kA koI kAraNa nahIM hotaa| dhanyavAda diyA bhI jA sakatA hai; anugraha mAnA bhI jA sakatA hai; krodha kA koI kAraNa nahIM raha jaataa| aura taba Apa meM ahaMkAra ke khar3e hone kI koI jagaha nahIM raha jaatii| dhyAna rahe, jahAM krodha hai, vahAM bhItara ahaMkAra hai| aura jahAM krodha nahIM, vahAM bhItara ahaMkAra nahIM hai| kyoMki krodha sirpha ahaMkAra ke bIca DAlI gayI bAdhAoM se paidA hotA . aura kisI kAraNa paidA nahIM hotaa| agara Apake ahaMkAra ko tRpti milatI jAe, Apa kabhI krodhI nahIM hote| agara sArI duniyA Apake ahaMkAra ko tRpta karane ko rAjI ho jAe to Apa kabhI krodhI na hoNge| Apako patA hI nahIM calegA ki krodha bhI koI cIja thii| lekina abhI koI Apake mArga meM bAdhA DAlane ko khar3A ho jAe, Apako krodha pragaTa hone lgegaa| krodha jo hai, ahaMkAra avaruddha jaba hotA hai taba paidA hotA hai| lekina aba to krodha kA koI kAraNa hI na rhaa| agara maiM yaha mAnatA hUM ki Apa apane karmoM se calate haiM, maiM apane karmoM se calatA hUM, hama rAha para kahIM-kahIM milate haiM-kisI krAsa, kisI cauraste para mulAkAta ho jAtI hai, lekina phira bhI Apa apane se hI bolate haiM, maiM apane se hI bolatA huuN| maiM apane se hI vyavahAra karatA hUM, Apa apane se hI vyavahAra karate haiN| kahIM pragaTa jagata meM hamAre vyavahAra eka dUsare se tAlamela khA jAte haiN| para vaha sirpha nimitta hai| usake lie kisI ko jimmevAra ThaharAne kA koI kAraNa nahIM, to phira krodha kA bhI koI kAraNa nhiiN| aura krodha kA koI kAraNa na ho to ahaMkAra bikhara jAtA hai, saghana nahIM ho pAtA hai| ___ vinaya bar3I vaijJAnika prakriyA hai| doSa dUsare meM nahIM hai, dUsarA mere dukha kA kAraNa nahIM hai| dUsarA zreSTha aura azreSTha nahIM hai| dUsare se maiM koI talanA nahIM krtaa| dUsare para maiM koI zarta nahIM bAMdhatA ki isa zarta ko parA karoge to merA Adara. me ma tumheM milegA, sammAna milegaa| maiM bezarta jIvana ko sammAna detA huuN| aura pratyeka vyakti apane karma se cala rahA hai| to agara mujhase koI bhUla hotI hai to maiM apane bhItara apane karma kI zrRMkhalA meM khojuuN| agara dUsare se koI bhUla hotI hai to yaha usakA kAma hai isase merA koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM 285

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 hai| agara eka AdamI merI chAtI meM Akara churA bhoMka jAtA hai, to bhI yaha karma usakA hai, isase merA koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| chAtI meM charA jarUra mere bhuMka jAtA hai lekina isase merA phira bhI koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| yaha kAma usakA hI hai, vahI jaane| vahI isake phala pAegA, nahIM pAegA, yaha usakI bAta hai| yaha merA kAma hI nahIM hai, isase merA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| mahAvIra itanA jarUra kahate haiM ki agara yaha merI chAtI meM charA bhuMkatA hai, to isase merA itanA hI saMbaMdha ho sakatA hai ki merI pichalI yAtrA meM maiMne yaha taiyArI karavAyI ho ki merI chAtI meM chA bhuNke| isakA merI chAtI meM jAnA mere pichale karmoM kI kucha taiyArI hogii| basa, usase merA saMbaMdha hai| lekina usa AdamI kA merI chAtI meM bhoMkanA, isase merA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| isase usakI apanI aMtaryAtrA kA saMbaMdha hai| yaha bAta sApha-sApha dikhAI par3a jAe to hama pairelala aMtardhArAeM haiM karmoM kI, samAMtara daur3a rahe haiN| aura pratyeka vyakti apane bhItara se jI rahA hai| lekina jaba-jaba hama joDa lete haiM apane se dUsare kI dhArA ko, tabhI kaSTa zurU hotA hai| vinaya kevala isa bAta kI sUcanA hai ki maiM apane se aba kisI ko jor3atA nhiiN| isalie vinaya ko mahAvIra ne aMtara-tapa kahA hai| kyoMki vaha svayaM ko dUsaroM se tor3a lenA hai| binA patA cale cIjeM TUTa jAtI haiN| aura jaba mere aura Apake bIca koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM raha jAtA--prema kA nahIM, ghRNA kA nahIM saMbaMdha hI nahIM raha jAtA, sirpha nimitta ke saMbaMdha raha jAte haiM, taba na koI zreSTha hai, na koI azreSTha hai| na koI mitra hai, na koI zatru hai| na koI merA burA karane kI koziza kara sakatA hai, na koI merA bhalA karane kI koziza kara rahA hai| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM ki jo kucha maiM apane lie kara rahA hUM, maiM hI kara rahA hUM-bhalA to bhalA, burA to burA; maiM hI apanA naraka hUM, maiM hI apanA svarga hUM, maiM hI apanI mukti huuN| mere atirikta koI bhI nirNAyaka nahIM hai, mere lie| taba eka hambalanaisa, eka vinamra bhAva paidA hotA hai jo ahaMkAra kA rUpa nahIM, ahaMkAra kA abhAva hai| jo ahaMkAra kA DAyalyUTa phArma nahIM hai, jo ahaMkAra kA tarala, bikharA huA, phailA huA AkAra nahIM hai-ahaMkAra kA abhAva hai| to yaha AkhirI bAta khayAla meM le leN| vinamratA yadi sAdhI jAegI-jaisA hama sAdhate haiM ki isako Adara do, usako Adara do; isako mata do, usako mata do; Adara kA bhAva janmAo; vinamra raho; ahaMkArI mata bano, niraahaMkArI raho-to jo vinamratA paidA hogI, iTa vila bI e phArma Apha igo, vaha ahaMkAra kA hI eka rUpa hogii| usase samAja ko thor3A phAyadA hogaa| kyoMki ApakA ahaMkAra kama pragaTa hogA, dabA huA pragaTa hogA, DhaMga se pragaTa hogA, susaMskRta hogA, kalcarDa hogaa| lekina Apako koI phAyadA nahIM hogaa| ___ isalie samAja kI utsukatA itanI hI hai ki Apa vinamratA kA AvaraNa or3he rheN| basa samAja ko isase koI matalaba nahIM hai| samAja kI aupacArika vyavasthA itane se cala jAtI hai ki Apa vinamratA or3he rheN| raheM bhItara ahaMkArI, samAja kA koI matalaba nahIM hai| lekina dharma ko isase koI prayojana nahIM hai ki Apa bAhara kyA or3he hue haiN| dharma ko prayojana hai, Apa bhItara kyA haiM? vhATa yU Ara? to mahAvIra kI jo vinaya hai vaha samAja kI vyavasthA kI vinaya nahIM hai ki pitA ko, ki guru ko, ki zikSaka ko, ki vaddha ko Adara do| mahAvIra yaha bhI nahIM kahate ki mata do| maiM bhI nahIM kaha rahA haM ki Apa mata do, barAbara do| vahI samAja kA khela hai, jasTa e gema, aura jitanA samajhadAra AdamI, usako utanA hI khela hai| ___ eka mitra abhI parasoM hI Ae aura kahane lage lar3ake kA yajJopavIta honA hai| aura jaba se Apako sunA to lagatA hai yaha to bilakula bekAra hai| lekina patnI jidda para hai, pitA jidda para haiM, pUrA parivAra jidda para hai ki yaha hokara rhegaa| to maiM bAdhA DAlUM ki na DAlUM? to maiMne kahA ki agara bilakula bekAra hai to bAdhA kyA DAlanI! agara kucha thor3A sArthaka lagatA hai to bAdhA ddaalo| agara tumheM lagatA hai, ki yajJopavIta kA yaha jo saMskAra-vidhi hogI, yaha bilakula bekAra hai, itanI bekAra agara lagane lagI hai to ThIka hai| jaise ghara ke loga sinemA dekhane cale jAte haiM vaise hI yajJopavIta kA samAroha ho jAne do| jasTa meka iTa e gem| hai bhI vaha khel| aba agara 286

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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI pitA ko majA A rahA hai, mAM ko majA A rahA hai, patnI majA le rahI hai, to harjA kyA hai isa khela ko calane meM? calane do| isa khela ko khelo| agara tuma jidda karate ho ki nahIM calane deMge to tuma bhI isako khela nahIM mAnate, tuma bhI samajhate ho bar3I kImatI cIja hai| tuma bhI sIriyasa ho, tuma bhI gaMbhIra ho ki agara nahIM hogA to kucha phAyadA hogaa| jisa cIja ke hone se phAyadA nahIM ho rahA hai, usake na hone se kyA khAka phAyadA hogaa| jisake hone taka se phAyadA nahIM ho rahA hai, usake na hone se kyA phAyadA ho sakatA hai? to maiMne unase kahA, cIja itanI bekAra hai ki tuma bAdhA mata ddaalnaa| bole, Apa aura yaha kahate haiM! maiM to yahI samajhA ki Apa kaheMge ki TUTa par3o, bilakula hone hI mata denaa| maiM kyoM kahUMgA, aisA phijUla kAma, aura itanA rasa A rahA ho ghara ke logoM ko to-so inoseMTa gema-itanA sarala khela ki eka laDake ke gale meM mAlA-vAlA DAlanI hai. sira ghaTAnA-to khelane deM: isameM kyA harja hai? aura AdamI baccoM jaise haiM. unako khela cAhie hii| agara khela na ho to jiMdagI udAsa ho jAtI hai| isalie hama janma ko bhI khela banAte; phira yajJopavIta kA khela khelate; phira zAdI AtI hai, usakA khela cltaa| mara jAtA hai AdamI, taba bhI hama khela baMda nahIM krte| arthI nikAlate, vaha bhI utsava hai, samAroha hai, baiMDa bAjA AdamI ko Akhira taka pahuMcA AtA hai| basa eka laMbA khela hai| para AdamI binA khela ke nahIM jI sakatA hai| isalie jina samAjoM meM khela kama ho gae haiM vahAM jInA muzkila ho gayA hai, kyoMki AdamI to vahI kA vahI hai| to mahAvIra jaisA AdamI binA khela ke jI sakatA hai| lekina binA khela ke koI tabhI jI sakatA hai jaba use vAstavika jIvana kA patA cala jaae| vAstavika jIvana kA patA na ho to isa jIvana ko, jise hama jIvana kaha rahe haiM, yaha to binA khela ke nahIM jiyA jA sakatA hai| isameM khela rakhane hI pdd'eNge| __ pazcima meM yaha dikkata khar3I ho gayI, tIna sau sAla meM pazcima ke vicAraka logoM ne, jinako maiM bahuta vicArazIla nahIM kahUMgA cAhe vAlteyara hoM aura cAhe baTaiMDa rasela hoM, una sabane pazcima ke saba khela niMdita kara die aura kahA ki saba khela bekAra haiN| yaha kyA kara rahe ho? yaha saba gaDabaDa hai| isameM kyA phAyadA hai? phAyadA koI batA na skaa| agara Apa baccoM se pUche ki rahe ho, isameM kyA phAyadA hai? agara Apa baccoM se pUche ki tuma geMda isa kone se usa kone pheMkate ho, usa kone se isa kone meM pheMkate ho, isameM kyA phAyadA hai? kyA phAyadA hai! to muzkila meM par3a jAeMge, phAyadA to batA nahIM skeNge| phAyadA nahIM batA sakeMge to Apa kaheMge, baMda kro| kyoMki jaba phAyadA hI nahIM to kyoM khelanA hai| ___ bacce baMda kara deMge, lekina muzkila meM par3a jAeMge, kyoMki bacce kyA kareMge? vaha jo zakti bacegI, usakA kyA hogA? vaha jo khelane meM nikala jAtA thA, vaha aba upadrava meM niklegaa| sArI duniyA meM baccoM ne jitane khela kama kara die haiM-saba skUloM ne baccoM ke khela chIna lie| aba baccoM ne nae khela nikAle haiN| Apa samajhate haiM vaha upadrava hai| ve sirpha khela haiN| ve geMda pheMkakara majA le lete haiM, aba nahIM pheMkane dete to ve patthara pheMkakara cIjeM tor3a rahe haiN| vaha mAmalA vahI hai| Apane saba khela chIna lie to unako nae khela IjAda karane par3a rahe haiM aura ve nae khela mahaMge par3a rahe haiN| ve baccoM ke khela acche the| bacce eka dUsare ko mAra DAlate the, mukadamA calA dete the, koI nyAyAdhIza bana jAtA thaa| ve saba khela hamane chIna lie| saba bacce hamAre, bacce hone ke samaya hI gaMbhIra aura bUr3he hone lge| lekina khela to unake bhItara jo UrjA hai, vaha khela mAMga rahI hai| pazcima meM yaha dikkata khar3I huI, sArI phesTiviTI naSTa kara dI hai| to vAlteyara se lekara baTreMDa rasela taka ke bIca pazcima meM sAre utsava kA bhAva calA gyaa| saba cIja bekAra-yaha bhI nahIM ho sakatA, yaha bhI nahIM ho sakatA, aura jiMdagI vahI kI vhii| aba bar3I muzkila ho gaI, zAdI kA utsava bekaar| isameM kyA phAyadA hai, yaha to rajisTrI ke Aphisa meM ho sakatA hai, yaha baiMDa bAjA kyoM bajAnA? lekina Apako patA nahIM, vaha jo AdamI baiMDa bAjA bajA rahA, use khela meM rasa thaa| aba yaha AdamI jaba rajisTrI ke Aphisa meM jAkara zAdI 287

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga :1 karavAegA to ghara Akara pAegA-kucha bhI nahIM huaa| yaha to bilakula bekAra nikala gayA maamlaa| sirpha dastakhata hI karake A gae rajisTara para, yaha zAdI hai! to jo zAdI sirpha dastakhata karane se bana sakatI hai vaha dastakhata karane se kisI dina TUTa jaaegii| usameM koI mUlya nahIM hai| vaha zAdI eka khela thA jisameM hama baccoM ko dikhAte the ki bhArI mAmalA hai| koI choTA mAmalA nahIM, tor3A nahIM jA sktaa| itanA bar3A mAmalA hai| usameM itanA zoragula macAte the, usako ghor3e para biThAte, usako rAjA banA dete, chure laTakA dete, baiMDa bAjA bajA dete, bhArI utsava mctaa| usako bhI lagatA ki kucha huA hai| kucha aisA ho rahA hai jisako vApasa lauTAnA muzkila hai| phira isa sabake pIche hotA to vahI jo rajisTrI ke Aphisa meM hotA hai| lekina isa sabake pahale jo ho gayA hai vaha eka rUpa, eka khela-vaha khela itanA bhArI thA ki usako lauTAnA muzkila thaa| aura usakI jiMdagI meM yAda rhtaa| zAdI cAhe kucha bhI bana jAe bAda meM, lekina vaha jo zAdI ke pahale huA thA vaha use yAda rhtaa| vaha bAra-bAra sapane usake dekhatA, vahI ghor3e para baiThanA, vahI rAjA kI poshaak| aura aba Aja lar3akA kahatA hai, isase kyA hogA? yaha pagar3I maiM kyoM bAMdhU? mata bAMdho, lekina patnI jo hAtha lagegI, vaha choTI lagegI, kyoMki khela usake pahale kA pUrA nahIM ho pAyA, binA khela ke mila gaI hai| nasaruddIna kI jaba pahalI daphA zAdI huI, vaha suhAgarAta ko gyaa| rAta A gaI, cAMda nikala AyA, pUrNimA kA caaNd| nasaruddIna khir3akI para baiThA hai| dasa baja gae, gyAraha baja gae, bAraha baja ge| patnI bistara meM leTa gii| usane eka daphe kahA-aba so bhI jAo, so bhI jaao| nasaruddIna ne bAraha baje kahA ki bakavAsa bNd| merI mAM kahA karatI thI ki suhAgarAta kI rAta itanI AnaMda kI rAta hai ki cUkanA mata, to maiM to idhara khir3akI para baiThakara eka kSaNa bhI cUkanA nahIM cAhatA huuN| tU so jaa| kahIM nIMda laga gayI aura cUka gae! to maiM to pUrI rAta jagUMgA isI khir3akI para baiThA huaa| mujhe to yaha patA lagAnA hai jo mAM ne kahA ki suhAgarAta kI rAta bar3I AnaMda kI hotI hai| to Aja kI rAta maiM phAlatU bAtoM meM nahIM kho sktaa| tU so jaa| tujhe agara bAtacIta karanI hai to kl| isake mana meM suhAgarAta kI eka dhAraNA thii| Aja ThIka ulTI hAlata hai| Aja suhAgarAta jaisI koI cIja ho hI nahIM sktii| maiMne sunA hai-eka yuvaka apanI sahAgarAta se, hanImana se vApasa lauttaa| mitroM ne pachA ki kaisI thI sahAgarAta? usane kahA-jasTa lAika biphor| aba to suhAgarAta kA anubhava pahale hI upalabdha hai| usane kahA-jasTa lAika biphora, nathiMga nyU! kucha nayA nahIM - purAnI buddhimattA mahatvapUrNa thii| vaha baccoM jaise AdamiyoM ke lie banAe gaye kheloM kA iMtajAma thaa| una kheloM ke bIca AdamI jI letA thaa| maiM nahIM kahatA, khela tor3a deN| khela jArI rkheN| bar3e bUr3hoM ko Adara denA jArI rakheM, gurujanoM ko Adara deM, sAdhuoM ko Adara deN| khela jArI rkheN| isase kucha nukasAna nahIM ho rahA hai kisI kaa| lekina usako vinaya mata samajha leN| vaha vinaya nahIM hai| maiM nahIM kahatA nasaruddIna se ki tU khir3akI para mata baiTha aura cAMda ko mata dekh| lekina maiM usase yaha kahatA hUM ki ise suhAgarAta mata smjh| suhAgarAta nahIM hai| tU cAMda dekh| vinaya bahuta aura bAta hai| _lekina hama aise jiddI haiM jisakA koI hisAba nhiiN| jaise nasaruddIna thaa| dUsarI zAdI kI usne| gayA suhAgarAta pr| bar3A iThalAkara, akar3akara cala rahA hai| phira pUrNimA hai| bar3A AnaMdita hai vh| rAste para koI mitra mila gayA, usane kahA-bar3e AnaMdita ho| nasaruddIna ne kahA ki merI suhAgarAta hai| usa AdamI ne cAroM tarapha dekhaa| lekina tumhArI patnI dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| usane kahA maiDa? pahalI daphe usako lekara AyA, usane saba rAta kharAba kara dii| isa bAra usako ghara hI chor3a AyA hN| rAtabhara 288

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vinaya : pariNati niraahaMkAritA kI bakavAsa karatI rahI-so jAo, yaha karo, vaha kro| patA nahIM rAta kaba cuka gii| aura merI mAM kahatI thI ki suhAgarAta ... / isa bAra to usako ghara hI chor3a AyA hUM, akele AyA huuN| suhAgarAta cUkanI nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI zabda ...mAM ne jarUra kahA thA aura ThIka hI kahA thaa| lekina nasaruddIna jo samajhe haiM, vaha nahIM kahA thaa| paraMparA jo samajhatI hai... zabda vahI haiM jo mahAvIra ne kahe the, lekina paraMparA jo samajha letI hai, vaha nahIM kahA thaa| vinaya AvirbhAva hotA hai aMtasa kA aura usakI maiMne yaha vaijJAnika prakriyA Apase khii| yaha pUrI ho to hI AvirbhAva hotA hai| hAM, Apa apane ko jo vinIta karane kI koziza kara rahe haiM, vaha jArI rkheN| vaha eka khela hai, vaha acchA khela hai| usase jiMdagI suvidhA se calatI hai, knviiniyNttlii| bAkI usase koI Apa jIvana ke satya ko upalabdha nahIM hote haiN| Aja itanA hii| phira kala Age sUtra para bAta kreNge| lekina pAMca minaTa baiThe...! 289