Mahavir Vani Lecture 10 Anshan Madhya ke Kshan ka Anubhav

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340010/1

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava dasavAM pravacana 167

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dhamma-sUtra dhammo maMgalamukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA mnno|| dharma sarvazreSTha maMgala hai| (kauna sA dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama aura taparUpa dhrm| jisa manuSya kA mana ukta dharma meM sadA saMlagna rahatA hai, use devatA bhI namaskAra karate haiN| 168

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mahAvIra ne tapa ko do rUpoM meM vibhAjita kiyA hai| isalie nahIM ki tapa do rUpoM meM vibhAjita ho sakatA hai, balki isalie ki hama use binA vibhAjita kie nahIM samajha sakate haiN| hama jahAM khar3e haiM. hamArI samasta yAtrA vahIM se prArambha hogii| khar3e haiN| hama vahAM khar3e haiM jahAM hameM nahIM honA cAhie; hama vahAM nahIM khar3e haiM jahAM hameM honA caahie| hama apane ko hI chor3akara, apane se hI cyuta hokara, apane se hI dUra khar3e haiN| hama dUsaroM se ajanabI haiM--aisA nahIM, hama apane se ajanabI haiM--sTeMjarsa Tu avrselj| dUsaroM kA to zAyada hameM thor3A bahuta patA bhI ho, apanA utanA bhI patA nahIM hai| tapa to vibhAjita nahIM ho sktaa| lekina hama vibhAjita manuSya haiN| hama apane se hI vibhAjita ho gae haiM, isalie hamArI samajha ke bAhara hogA avibhAjya tp| ___ mahAvIra use do hissoM meM bAMTate haiM, hamAre kaarnn| isa bAta ko ThIka se pahale samajha leN| hamAre kAraNa hI do hissoM meM bAMTate haiM, anyathA mahAvIra jaisI cetanA ko bAhara aura bhItara kA koI antara nahIM raha jaataa| jahAM taka antara hai vahAM taka to mahAvIra jaisI cetanA kA janma nahIM hotaa| jahAM bheda hai, jahAM phAsale haiM, jahAM khaMDa haiM, vahAM taka to mahAvIra kI akhaMDa cetanA janmatI nhiiN| mahAvIra to vahAM haiM jahAM saba akhaMDa ho jAtA hai| jahAM bAhara bhItara kA hI eka chora ho jAtA hai aura jahAM bhItara bhI bAhara kA hI eka chora ho jAtA hai| jahAM bhItara aura bAhara eka hI lahara ke do aMga ho jAte haiM; jahAM bhItara aura bAhara do vastueM nahIM, kisI eka hI vastu ke do pahalU ho jAte haiM, isalie yaha vibhAjana hamAre lie haiN| ___ mahAvIra ne bAhya tapa aura antara tapa, do hisse kie haiN| ucita hotA, ThIka hotA ki antara tapa ko mahAvIra pahale rakhate, kyoMki antara hI pahale hai| vaha jo Antarika hai, vahI prAthamika hai| lekina mahAvIra ne antara tapa ko pahale nahIM rakhA hai, pahale rakhA hai bAhya tapa ko| kyoMki mahAvIra do DhaMga se bola sakate haiM, aura isa pRthvI para do DhaMga se bolanevAle loga hue haiN| eka ve loga jo vahAM se bolate haiM jahAM ve khar3e haiN| eka ve loga jo vahAM se bolate haiM jahAM sunanevAlA khar3A hai| mahAvIra kI karuNA unheM kahatI hai ki ve vahIM se boleM jahAM sunanevAlA khar3A hai| mahAvIra ke lie Antarika prathama haiM, lekina sunanevAle ke lie Antarika dvitIya hai, bAhya prathama hai| to mahAvIra jaba bAhya tapa ko pahalA rakhate haiM to kevala isa kAraNa ki hama bAhara haiN| isase suvidhA to hotI hai samajhane meM, lekina AcaraNa karane meM asuvidhA bhI ho jAtI hai| sabhI suvidhAoM ke sAtha jur3I huI asuvidhAeM haiN| mahAvIra ne cUMki bAhya tapa ko pahale rakhA hai, isalie mahAvIra ke anuyAyiyoM ne bAhya tapa ko prAthamika smjhaa| vahAM bhUla huI hai| aura taba bAhya tapa ko karane meM hI 169

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 lage rahane kI lambI dhArA clii| aura Aja karIba-karIba sthiti aisI A gayI hai ki bAhya tapa hI pUrA nahIM ho pAtA to Antarika tapa taka jAne kA savAla nahIM utthtaa| bAhya tapa hI jIvana ko DubA letA hai| aura bAhya tapa kabhI pUrA nahIM hogA jaba taka ki Antarika tapa pUrA na ho| ise bhI dhyAna meM le leN| ___ antara aura bAhya eka hI cIja hai| isalie koI socatA ho ki bAhya tapa pahale pUrA ho jAe taba maiM antara tapa meM praveza karUMgA, to bAhya tapa kabhI pUrA nahIM hogaa| kyoMki bAhya tapa svayaM AdhA hissA hai, vaha pUrA nahIM ho sktaa| jaina sAdhanA jahAM bhaTaka gayI vaha yahI jagaha hai, bAhya tapa pahale pUrA ho jAe to phira Antarika tapa meM utreNge| bAhya tapa kabhI pUrA nahIM ho sakatA, kyoMki bAhya jo hai vaha adhUrA hI hai| vaha to pUrA tabhI hogA jaba Antarika tapa bhI pUrA ho| isakA yaha artha huA ki agara ye donoM tapa sAtha-sAtha caleM to hI pUrA ho pAte haiM, anyathA pUrA nahIM ho pAte haiN| lekina vibhAjana ne hameM aisA samajhA diyA ki pahale hama bAhara ko to pUrA kara leM, hama bAhara ko to sAdha leM, phira hama bhItara kI yAtrA kreNge| abhI jaba bAhara kA hI nahIM sadha rahA hai to bhI ho sakatI hai| dhyAna rahe, tapa eka hI hai| bAhya aura bhItara sirpha kAma calAU vibhAjana haiN| agara koI apane pairoM ko svastha karanA cAhe aura soce ki pahale paira svastha ho jAeM, phira sira svastha kara leMge, to vaha galatI meM hai| zarIra eka hai, aura zarIra kA svAsthya pUrA hotA hai| abhI taka vaijJAnika socate the ki zarIra ke aMga bImAra par3ate haiM, lokala hotI hai bImArI--hAtha bImAra hotA hai, paira bImAra hotA hai| lekina aba dhAraNA badalatI calI jA rahI hai| aba vaijJAnika kahate haiM-jaba eka aMga bImAra hotA hai to vaha isalie bImAra hotA hai ki pUrA vyakti bImAra ho gayA hotA hai| hAM, eka aMga se bImArI pragaTa hotI hai lekina vaha eka aMga kI nahIM hotii| manuSya kA pUrA vyaktitva hI bImAra ho jAtA hai| yadyapi bImArI usa aMga se pragaTa hotI hai jo sarvAdhika kamajora hai| lekina vyaktitva pUrA bImAra ho jAtA hai| isalie haipokreTIja ne, jisane ki pazcima meM cikitsA ko janma diyA, usane kahA thA-TrITa di DisIja, bImArI kA ilAja kro| lekina abhI pazcima ke aneka meDikala kAlejisa meM vaha takhtI haTA dI gayI hai aura vahAM likhA huA hai--TrITa di pesheNtt| bImArI kA ilAja mata karo, bImAra kA ilAja karo, kyoMki bImArI lokalAijDa hotI hai, bImAra to phailA huA hotA hai| asalI savAla nahIM hai bImArI, asalI savAla hai bImAra, pUrA vyaktitva / ___ antara aura bAhya pUre vyaktitva ke hisse haiN| inheM sAimalaTeniyasalI, yugapata prArambha karanA pdd'egaa| vivecana jaba hama kareMge to vivecana hamezA vana DAyameMzanala hotA hai| maiM pahale eka aMga kI bAta karUMgA, phira dUsare kI, phira tIsare kI, phira cauthe kii| svabhAvataH cAroM aMgoM kI bAta eka sAtha kaise kI jA sakatI hai| bhASA vana DAyameMzanala hai| eka rekhA meM mujhe bAta karanI pdd'egii| pahale maiM Apake sira kI bAta karUMgA, phira Apake hRdaya kI bAta karUMgA, phira Apake paira kI bAta kruuNgaa| tInoM kI bAta eka sAtha nahIM kara sakatA huuN| lekina isakA matalaba yaha nahIM hai ki tInoM eka sAtha nahIM haiN| vaha tInoM eka sAtha haiM - ApakA sira, ApakA hRdaya, Apake paira; vaha saba yugapata, eka sAtha haiM; alaga-alaga nahIM haiN| carcA karane meM bAMTa lenA par3atA hai lekina astitva meM ve ikaTThe haiN| yaha jo carcA maiM karUMgA bAraha hissoM kI-chaha bAhya aura chaha Antarika, carcA ke lie krama hogA-eka, do, tIna, cAra; lekina nA hai, unake lie krama nahIM hogaa| eka sAtha unheM sAdhanA hogA, tabhI pUrNatA upalabdha hotI hai, anyathA pUrNatA upalabdha nahIM hotii| bhASA se bar3I bhUleM paidA hotI haiM, kyoMki bhASA ke pAsa eka sAtha bolane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| __ maiM yahAM hUM; agara maiM bAhara jAkara byaurA dUM ki mere sAmane kI paMkti meM kitane loga baiThe the to maiM pahale, pahale kA nAma lUMgA, phira 170

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava dUsare kA, phira tIsare kA, phira cauthe kaa| mere bolane meM krama hogaa| lekina yahAM jo loga baiThe haiM unake baiThane meM krama nahIM hai, ve eka sAtha hI yahAM maujUda haiN| astitva ikaTThA hai, eka sAtha hai| bhASA krama banA detI hai| usameM koI Age ho jAtA hai, koI pIche ho jAtA hai| lekina astitva meM koI Age pIche nahIM hotA hai| itanI bAta khayAla meM le leM, phira hama mahAvIra ke bAhya tapa se zurU kareM / bAhya tapa meM mahAvIra ne pahalA tapa kahA hai-anshn| anazana ke saMbaMdha meM jo bhI samajhA jAtA hai vaha galata hai| anazana ke saMbaMdha meM jo chipA huA sUtra hai, jo esoTerika hai vaha maiM Apase kahanA cAhatA huuN| usake binA anazana kA koI artha nahIM hai| jo guhya anazana kI prakriyA hai vaha maiM Apase kahanA cAhatA hUM, use samajhakara Apako nayI dizA kA bodha hogaa| manuSya ke zarIra meM dohare yaMtra haiM, Dabala maikenijma haiM aura doharA yaMtra isalie hai tAki imarjeMsI meM, saMkaTa ke kisI kSaNa meM eka yaMtra kAma na kare to dUsarA kara ske| eka yaMtra to jisase hama paricita haiM, hamArA shriir| Apa bhojana karate haiM, zarIra bhojana ko pacAtA hai, khUna banAtA hai, haDDiyAM banAtA hai, mAMsa-majjA banAtA hai| ye sAdhAraNa yaMtra haiN| lekina kabhI koI AdamI jaMgala meM bhaTaka jAe yA sAgara meM nAva DUba jAe aura kaI dinoM taka kinArA na mile to bhojana nahIM milegaa| taba zarIra ke pAsa eka imarjeMsI areMjameMTa hai, eka saMkaTakAlIna vyavasthA hai, taba zarIra ko bhojana to nahIM milegA lekina bhojana kI jarUrata to jArI rhegii| kyoMki zvAsa bhI lenA ho, hAtha bhI hilAnA ho, jInA bhI ho to bhojana kI jarUrata hai| IMdhana kI jarUrata hai| Apako IMdhana na mile to Apake zarIra ke pAsa eka aisI vyavasthA cAhie jo saMkaTa kI ghar3I meM Apake zarIra ke bhItara ikaTThA jo IMdhana hai usako hI upayoga meM lAne lge| zarIra ke pAsa eka dUsarA inara-maikenijma hai| agara Apa sAta dina bhUkhe raheM to zarIra apane ko hI pacAnA zurU kara detA hai| bhojana Apako nahIM le jAnA par3atA, Apake bhItara kI carbI hI bhojana bananI zurU ho jAtI hai| isalie upavAsa meM ApakA eka pauMDa vajana roja giratA calA jaaegaa| vaha eka pauMDa ApakI hI carbI, Apa pacA ge| koI nabbe dina taka sAdhAraNa svastha AdamI maregA nahIM kyoMki itanA rijarvAyara, itanA saMgrahIta tattva zarIra ke pAsa hai ki kama-se-kama tIna mahIne taka vaha apane ko binA bhojana ke jilA hai| ye do hisse haiM zarIra ke-eka zarIra kI vyavasthA sAmAnya hai, dainaMdina hai| asamaya ke lie, saMkaTa kI ghar3I ke lie eka aura vyavasthA hai, jaba zarIra bAhara se bhojana na pA sake to apane bhItara saMgrahIta bhojana ko pacAnA zurU kara de| ___ anazana kI prakriyA kA rAja yaha hai ki jaba zarIra kI eka vyavasthA se dUsarI vyavasthA para saMkramaNa hotA hai, Apa badalate haiM taba jAte haiM jahAM zarIra nahIM hotaa| vahI usakA sIkreTa hai| jaba bhI Apa eka cIja se dUsare para badalAhaTa karate haiM, eka sIr3hI se dUsarI sIr3hI para jAte haiM to eka kSaNa aisA hotA hai jaba Apa kisI bhI sIr3hI para nahIM hote haiN| jaba Apa eka sthiti se dUsarI sthiti meM chalAMga lagAte haiM to bIca meM eka gaipa, aMtarAla ho jAtA hai jaba Apa kisI bhI sthiti meM nahIM hote haiM, phira bhI hote haiN| zarIra kI eka vyavasthA hai sAmAnya bhojana kI, agara yaha vyavasthA banda kara dI jAe to acAnaka Apako dUsarI vyavasthA para rUpAntarita honA par3atA hai, aura isa bIca kucha kSaNa haiM jaba Apa Atma-sthiti meM hote haiN| unhIM kSaNoM ko pakar3anA anazana kA upayoga hai| isalie jo AdamI anazana kA abhyAsa karegA vaha anazana kA phAyadA na uThA paaegaa| khayAla rakheM jo anazana kA abhyAsa karegA vaha anazana kA phAyadA na uThA paaegaa| anazana saDana prayoga hai, Akasmika, acaank| jitanA acAnaka hogA, jitanA Akasmika hogA, utanA hI aMtarAla kA bodha hogaa| agara Apa abhyAsI haiM to Apa itane kuzala ho jAeMge, eka sthiti se dUsarI sthiti meM jAne meM, ki bIca kA antarAla Apako patA hI nahIM clegaa| isalie abhyAsiyoM ko anazana se koI lAbha nahIM hotaa| aura abhyAsa karane kI jo prakriyA hai vaha yahI hai ki Apako bIca kA aMtarAla patA na cle| eka AdamI dhIre-dhIre abhyAsa karatA 171

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 rahe to vaha itanA kuzala ho jAtA hai ki kaba usane sthiti badala lI, use patA nahIM cltaa| hama roja sthiti badalate haiM lekina abhyAsa ke kAraNa patA nahIM cltaa| ___ rAta Apa sote haiM--jAgane ke lie zarIra dUsare maikenijma kA upayoga karatA hai, sone ke lie duusre| donoM ke maikenijma alaga haiM, donoM kA yaMtra alaga hai| Apa usI yaMtra se nahIM jAgate jisase Apa sote haiN| isIlie to agara Apake jAgane kA yaMtra bahuta jyAdA sakriya ho to Apa so nahIM paate| usakA aura koI kAraNa nahIM hai, Apa dUsarI vyavasthA meM praveza nahIM kara paate| pahalI hI vyavasthA meM aTake raha jAte haiN| agara Apa dukAna, dhaMdhe aura kAma kI bAta soce cale jA rahe haiM to Apake jAgane kA yaMtra kAma karatA calA jAtA hai, jaba taka vaha kAma karatA hai taba taka cetanA usase nahIM haTa sktii| cetanA tabhI haTegI, jaba vahAM ApakA kAma banda ho jAe to tatkAla ziphTa ho jaaegii| cetanA dUsare yaMtra para calI jAegI, jo nidrA kA hai| lekina hameM itanA abhyAsa hai ki hameM patA nahIM calatA bIca ke gaipa kaa| vaha jo jAgane aura nIMda ke bIca meM jo kSaNa AtA hai vaha bhI vahI hai jo bhojana chor3ane aura upavAsa ke bIca meM AtA hai| isalie to Apako nIMda meM bhojana kI jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| Apa dasa ghaNTe soe raheM to bhI bhojana kI jarUrata nahIM par3atI hai| dasa ghaNTe jAgeM to bhojana kI jarUrata par3atI hai| ___ Apako patA hai, dhruva pradeza meM polara biyara hotA hai, bhAlU hotA hai sAiberiyA meN| chaha mahIne jaba barpha bhayaMkara rUpa se par3atI hai to koI bhojana nahIM miltaa| vaha so jAtA hai| barpha ke nIce dabakara so jAtA hai| vaha usakI Trika hai, vaha usakI tarakIba hai| kyoMki nIMda meM to bhUkha nahIM lgtii| vaha chaha mahIne soyA rahatA hai| chaha mahIne ke bAda vaha tabhI jagatA hai jaba bhojana phira milane kI savidhA zurU ho jAtI hai| Apake bhItara jo nidrA kA yaMtra hai vahAM Apako bhojana kI koI jarUrata nahIM, kyoMki vaha yaMtra vahI yaMtra hai jo upavAsa meM pragaTa hotA hai| vaha ApakA imarjeMsI mejarameMTa hai. khatare kI sthiti meM usakA upayoga karanA hotA hai| isalie Apa jAnakara hairAna hoMge ki agara bahuta khatarA paidA ho jAe to AdamI nIMda meM calA jAtA hai| yaha Apa jAnakara hairAna hoMge, agara itanA khatarA paidA ho jAe ki Apa apane mastiSka se usakA mukAbalA na kara sakeM to Apa nIMda meM cale jaaeNge| Apa behoza ho jAte haiM, bahuta dukha ho jAe, to| usakA aura koI kAraNa nahIM hai, itanA dukha ho jAtA hai ki ApakA jAgrata mastiSka usako sahane meM asamartha hai to tatkAla ziphTa ho jAtA hai aura gaharI taMdrA meM calA jAtA hai, behoza ho jAtA hai| behozI dukha se bacane kA upAya hai| hama akasara kahate haiM-mujhe bar3A asahya dukha hai| lekina dhyAna rahe, asahya dukha kabhI nahIM hotaa| asahya hone ke pahale Apa behoza ho jAte haiN| jaba taka sahanIya hotA hai tabhI taka Apa hoza meM Ate haiN| jaise hI asahanIya ho jAtA hai, Apa behoza ho jAte haiN| isalie asahya dukha ko koI AdamI kabhI nahIM bhoga paataa| bhoga hI nahIM sktaa| iMtajAma aisA hai ki asahya dukha hone ke pahale Apa behoza ho jaaeN| isalie marane ke pahale adhika loga behoza ho jAte haiN| kyoMki marane ke pahale jisa yaMtra se Apa jI rahe the, usakI aba koI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| cetanA ziphTa ho jAtI hai usa yaMtra para, jo isa yaMtra ke pIche chipA hai| marane se pahale Apa dUsare yaMtra para utara jAte haiN| __ manuSya ke zarIra meM doharA zarIra hai| eka zarIra hai jo dainaMdina kAma kA hai - jAgane kA, uThane kA, baiThane kA, bAta karane kA, socane kA, vyavahAra kA; eka aura yaMtra hai chipA huA bhItara guhya, jo saMkaTakAlIna hai| anazana kA prayoga usa saMkaTakAlIna yaMtra meM praveza kA hai| isa taraha ke bahuta se prayoga haiM jinase madhya kA gaipa, madhya kA jo aMtarAla hai vaha upalabdha hotA hai| sUphiyoM ne anazana kA upayoga nahIM kiyA, saphiyoM ne jAgane kA upayoga kiyA hai| eka hI bAta hai, usameM pharka nahIM hai| prayoga alaga haiM, pariNAma eka 172

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava sUphiyoM ne rAta meM jAgane kA prayoga kiyA hai - soo mata, jAge rho| itane jAge raho, jaba nIMda pakar3e to mata nIMda meM jAo, jAge hI raho, jAge hI raho, jAge hI rho| agara jAgane kI ceSTA jArI rahI, aura jAgane kA yaMtra thaka gayA aura baMda ho gayA aura eka kSaNa ko bhI Apa usa hAlata meM raha gae jaba jAganA bhI na rahA aura nIMda bhI na rahI, to Apa bIca ke aMtarAla meM utara jaaeNge| isalie sUphiyoM ne nAiTa vijileMsa ko, rAtri jAgaraNa ko bar3A mUlya diyaa| mahAvIra ne usI prayoga ko anazana ke dvArA kiyA hai| vahI prayoga taMtra kA eka adabhuta grantha hai, vijJAna bhairv| usameM zaMkara ne pArvatI ko aise saikar3oM prayoga kahe haiN| hara prayoga do paMktiyoM kA hai| hara prayoga kA pariNAma vahI hai ki bIca kA gaipa A jaae| zaMkara kahate haiM - zvAsa bhItara jAtI hai| zvAsa bAhara jAtI hai pArvatI, tU donoM ke bIca meM Thahara jAnA to tU svayaM ko jAna legii| jaba zvAsa bAhara bhI na jA rahI ho aura bhItara bhI na A rahI ho, taba tU Thahara jAnA, bIca meM, donoM ke| kisI se prema hotA hai, kisI se ghRNA hotI hai, vahAM Thahara jAnA jaba prema bhI na hotA aura ghRNA bhI nahIM hotI; donoM ke bIca meM Thahara jaanaa| tU svayaM ko upalabdha ho jaaegii| dukha hotA hai, sukha hotA hai; tU vahAM Thahara jAnA jahAM na dukha hai, na sukha; bIca meM, madhya meM aura tU jJAna ko upalabdha ho jaaegii| ___ anazana usI kA eka vyavasthita prayoga hai| aura mahAvIra ne anazana kyoM cunA? maiM mAnatA hUM do zvAsoM ke bIca meM ThaharanA bahuta kaThina mAmalA hai| kyoMki zvAsa jo hai vaha nAnavAleMTarI hai, vaha ApakI icchA se nahIM calatI, vaha ApakI binA icchA ke calatI rahatI hai| ApakI koI jarUrata nahIM hotI hai usake lie| Apa rAta soe rahate haiM, taba bhI calatI rahatI hai, bhojana nahIM cala sakatA sone meN| bhojana vAleMTarI hai| Apa kI icchA se ruka bhI sakatA hai, cala bhI sakatA hai| Apa jyAdA bhI kara sakate haiM, kama bhI kara sakate haiN| Apa bhUkhe bhI raha sakate haiM tIsa dina, lekina binA zvAsa ke nahIM raha sakate haiN| zvAsa ke binA to thor3e-se kSaNa bhI raha jAnA muzkila ho jAegA aura binA zvAsa ke agara thor3e se kSaNa bhI rahe to itane becaina ho jAeMge ki usa becainI meM vaha jo bIca kA gaipa hai, vaha dikhAI nahIM par3egA, becainI hI raha jaaegii| isalie mahAvIra ne zvAsa kA prayoga nahIM khaa| mahAvIra ne eka vAleMTarI hissA cunA, bhojana vAleMTarI hissA hai| nIMda bhI sUphiyoM ne jo cunA hai vaha bhI thor3I kaThina hai kyoMki nIMda bhI nAnavAleMTarI hai, Apa apanI koziza se nahIM lA skte| AtI hai taba A jAtI hai| nahIM AtI to lAkha upAya karo, nahIM aatii| nIMda bhI Apake vaza meM nahIM hai| nIMda bhI Apake bAhara hai, bahuta kaThina hai nIMda para vaza krnaa| __ mahAvIra ne bahuta sarala-sA prayoga cunA, jise bahuta loga kara sakeM - bhojn| eka to suvidhA yaha hai ki nabbe dina taka na bhI kareM to koI khatarA nahIM hai| agara nabbe dina taka binA soe raha jAeM to pAgala ho jaaeNge| nabbe dina to bahuta dUra hai, nau dina bhI agara binA soe raha jAeM to pAgala ho jaaeNge| saba blarDa ho jaaegaa| patA nahIM calegA ki jo dekha rahe haiM vaha sapanA hai yA saca hai| agara nau dina Apa na soeM to isa hAla meM jo loga baiThe haiM vaha saca meM baiThe haiM ki Apa koI sapanA dekha rahe haiM, Apa pharka na kara paaeNge| blarDa ho jaaegaa| nIMda aura jAgaraNa aisA kaMphyUjDa ho jAegA ki kucha pakkA na rahegA ki kyA ho rahA hai| Apa jo suna rahe haiM vaha vastutaH bolA jA rahA hai, yA sirpha Apa suna rahe haiM, yaha taya karanA muzkila ho jaaegaa| aura khataranAka bhI hai| kyoMki vikSipta hone kA pUrA Dara hai| ___ Aja mAo ke anuyAyI cIna meM jo sabase bar3I pIr3A de rahe haiM apane se virodhiyoM ko, vaha, unako na sone dene kI hai| bhUkhA mArakara Apa jyAdA parezAna nahIM kara sakate kyoMki sAta ATha dina ke bAda bhakha banda ho jAtI hai| zarIra dasare yaMtra para calA jAtA hai| sAta ATha dina ke bAda bhUkha nahIM lagatI, bhUkha samApta ho jAtI hai| kyoMki zarIra nae DhaMga se bhojana pAnA zurU kara detA hai, bhItara 173

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 se bhojana pAnA zurU kara detA hai| lekina nIMda? bahuta muzkila mAmalA hai| sAta dina bhI agara AdamI ko binA soe rakha diyA jAe to vaha vikSipta ho jAtA hai| aura valnarebala ho jAtA hai| sAta dina agara kisI ko na sone diyA jAe to usakI buddhi itanI jyAdA DAvAMDola ho jAtI hai ki usase phira Apa kucha bhI kaheM, vaha mAnanA zurU kara detA hai| isalie sAta yA nau dina cIna meM virodhI ko binA soyA rakheMge aura phira kamyunijma kA pracAra usake sAmane kiyA jaaegaa| kamyunijma kI kitAba par3hI jAegI, mAo kA saMdeza sunAyA jaaegaa| aura jaba vaha isa hAlata meM nahIM hotA ki resisTa kara sake ki tuma jo kaha rahe ho, vaha galata hai; tarka TUTa jAtA hai| nIMda ke vikRta hone ke sAtha hI tarka TUTa jAtA hai| aba usako mAnanA hI par3egA, jo Apa kaha rahe haiM; ThIka kaha rahe haiN| nIMda kA prayoga mahAvIra ne nahIM kiyA, anazana kA prayoga kiyaa| manuSya ke hAtha meM jo sarvAdhika suvidhApUrNa, saralatama prayoga hai-do yaMtroM ke bIca meM Thahara jAne kA, vaha bhojana hai| lekina Apa agara abhyAsa kara leM to artha nahIM raha jaaegaa| ye prayoga Akasmika haiN-acaank| Apane bhojana nahIM liyA hai, aura jaba Apane bhojana nahIM liyA hai taba dhyAna rakheM na to bhojana kA, na upavAsa kA dhyAna rakheM usa madhya ke bindu kA ki vaha kaba AtA hai| AMkha banda kara leM aura aba bhItara dhyAna rakheM ki zarIra kA yaMtra kaba sthiti badalatA hai| tIna dina meM, cAra dina meM, pAMca dina meM, sAta dina meM, kabhI sthiti badalI jaaegii| aura jaba sthiti badalatI hai taba Apa bilakula dusare loka meM praveza karate haiN| Apako pahalI daphe patA calatA hai ki Apa zarIra nahIM haiM-na to vaha zarIra jo aba taka kAma kara rahA thA aura na yaha zarIra jo aba kAma kara rahA hai| donoM ke bIca meM eka kSaNa kA bodha bhI ki maiM zarIra nahIM hUM, manuSya ke jIvana meM amRta kA dvAra khola detA hai| lekina mahAvIra ke pIche jo paraMparA cala rahI hai vaha anazana kA abhyAsa kara rahI hai| abhyAsI hai, varSa-varSa abhyAsa kara rahe haiM, jIvanabhara abhyAsa kara rahe haiN| ve itane abhyAsI ho gae haiM - jitane abhyAsI, utane aNdhe| aba unako kucha dikhAI nahIM pdd'egaa| jaise Apa apane ghara jisa rAste para roja-roja Ate haiM usa rAste para Apa aMdhe hokara calane lagate haiM, phira Apako usa rAste para kucha dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| lekina jaba koI AdamI pahalI daphA usa rAste para AtA hai use saba dikhAI par3atA hai| agara Apa kazmIra jAeMge to Dala jhIla para Apako jitanA dikhAI par3atA hai vaha jo mAjhI Apako ghUmA rahA hai, usako dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| vaha aMdhA ho jAtA ___ abhyAsa aMdhA kara detA hai| ise thor3A samajha leN| vaha itanI bAra dekha cukA hai ki dekhane kI koI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| vaha binA dekhe calAtA rahatA hai| isalie jinake sAtha hama rahate haiM unake cehare hameM dikhAI nahIM par3ate-jinake sAtha hama rahate haiM unake cehare hameM dikhAI nahIM pdd'te| agara Trena meM Apako koI ajanabI mila gayA hai to usakA ceharA Apako abhI bhI yAda ho sakatA hai| lekina apanI mAM kA yA apane pitA kA ceharA Apa AMkha baMda karake yAda kareMge to blarDa ho jAegA, yAda nahIM aaegaa| na yAda kareM to Apako lagegA ki mujhe mAlUma hai ki mere pitA kA ceharA kaisA hai| AMkha baMda kareM aura yAda kareM to Apa pAeMge ki kho gyaa| nahIM milatA kaisA hai| pitA kA ceharA phira bhI dUra hai, Apa apanA ceharA to roja Aine meM dekhate haiN| AMkha baMda kareM aura yAda kareM, kho jaaegaa| nahIM milegaa| Apa aMdhe kI taraha Aine ke sAmane dekha lete haiN| abhyAsa pakkA hai| ___ abhyAsa aMdhA kara detA hai| aura jo sUkSma cIjeM haiM ve dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| aura yaha bahuta sUkSma bindu hai| bhojana aura anazana ke bIca kA jo saMkramaNa hai, TrAMsamizana hai, vaha bahuta sUkSma aura bArIka hai, bahuta DelikeTa hai, bahuta nAjuka hai| jarA se abhyAsa se Apa usako cUka jAeMge, vaha Apako khayAla meM nahIM aaegaa| isalie anazana kA bhUlakara abhyAsa na kreN| kabhI acAnaka usakA 174

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava upayoga bar3A kImatI hai, bar3A adabhuta hai| jaise acAnaka Apa yahAM soe the, isa kamare meM, aura ApakI nIMda khule, aura Apa pAeM, Apa Dala jhIla para haiM to ApakI maujUdagI jitanI saghana hogI itanI Apa yahAM se yAtrA karake Dala jhIla para jAeM to nahIM hogii| Apa acAnaka AMkha kholeM aura pAeM to Apa ghabarA jAeMge, cauka jAeMge ki maiM kahAM soyA thA aura kahAM hUM, yaha kyA ho gyaa| Apa itane kAMzasa hoMge, itane saceta hoMge, jisakA koI hisAba nhiiN| ___ gurajiepha ke pAsa jo loga jAte the sAdhanA ke lie yaha AdamI isa pacAsa varSoM meM bahuta kImatI AdamI thA--to gurajiepha yahI kAma karatA thA, lekina bilakula ulTe DhaMga se| aura koI jaina na soca sakegA ki gurajiepha aura mahAvIra ke bIca koI bhI nAtA ho sakatA hai| Apa aura garajiepha ke pAsa jAte to pahale to vaha Apako bahuta jyAdA khAnA khilAnA zurU karatA, itanA ki Apako lage ki maiM mara jaauuNgaa| itanA khAnA khilAnA zurU karatA ki Apako lage, maiM mara jaauuNgaa| vaha jidda karatA thaa| kaI loga to isalie bhAga jAte the ki utanA khAnA khAne ke lie rAjI nahIM ho sakate the| rAta do baje taka vaha khAnA khilaataa| vaha itanA Agraha karatA-aura gurajiepha jaisA AdamI Apase Agraha kare, yA mahAvIra Apake sAmane thAlI meM rakhate cale jAeM kucha, to Apako inakAra karanA bhI muzkila hogaa| aura gurajiepha thA ki kahatA ki aura, ki aura-khilAte hI calA jaataa| vaha itanA ovharaphlo ho jAe bhojana, vaha dasa pAMca dina Apako itanA khilAtA hai ki Apa khilAne ke, khAne kI vyavasthA se isa burI taraha... arucikara ho jaataa| dhyAna rahe, anazana bhojana meM ruci paidA kara sakatA hai| atyAdhika bhojana aruci paidA kara detA hai| vaha itanA khilAtA, itanA khilAtA ki Apa ghabarA jAte, bhAgane ko ho jaate| kahate ki mara jAeMge, yaha kyA kara rahe haiM aap| peTa hI peTa kA smaraNa rahatA hai caubIsa ghNtte| taba acAnaka vaha ApakA anazana karavA detA hai| taba gaipa bar3A ho jAtA hai| bahuta jyAdA khAne se ekadama na khAne para dhakkA de detaa| to vaha jo bIca kI jagaha thor3I bar3I ho jAtI, kyoMki ekadama bahUta khAnA eka ati se ekadama dUsarI ati para dhakkA de detaa| dasa dina itanA khilAyA ki Apa ro rahe the, Apa hAthapaira jor3a rahe the, ki aba aura na khilaaeN| gyArahaveM dina subaha usane kahA ki khAnA baMda-gaipa ko bar3A kiyA usne| usa khAnA baMda karane meM Apako abhI taka bhojana kA smaraNa thA, aba bhojana ekadama bNd| ___ gurajiepha garma pAnI meM nahalAtA, itanA ki Apako jalane lage, aura phira ThaMDe phavvAre ke nIce khar3A kara detA aura kahatA-hamAre kAraNa, bI aveyara Apha da gaip| vaha jo garma pAnI meM zarIra tapta ho gayA, hamAre kAraNa pasInA-pasInA ho gayA, phira ekadama ThaMDe pAnI meM DAla diyA brphiile| akasara vaha aisA karatA hai ki Aga kI aMgIThiyAM jalAkara biThA detA. bAhara barpha par3a rahI, pasInA-pasInA ho jAte haiM, Apa cillAne lagate haiM ki mara jAUMgA, jala jAUMgA, mujhe bAhara nikAlo, magara vaha na maantaa| acAnaka vaha daravAjA kholatA aura kahatA-bhAgo, sAmane kI jhIla meM barphIle meM kUda jAo, aura kahatA, bIca meM jo saMkramaNa kA kSaNa hai, usakA dhyAna rakhanA, aura na mAlUma kitane logoM ko vaha gaipa dikhAI pdd'aa| dikhAI pdd'egaa| mahAvIra ke anazana meM bhI vahI prayoga hai| madhya kA bindu khayAla meM A jAe to jaba eka zarIra se dUsare zarIra para badalate haiM, badalAhaTa karate haiM jaise eka nAva se koI dUsarI nAva para badalAhaTa kara rahA ho, eka kSaNa to donoM nAva chUTa jAtI haiM, eka kSaNa to vaha bIca meM hotA hai, chalAMga lagAyI, abhI pahalI nAva se haTa gayA aura dUsarI nAva meM nahIM pahuMcA-abhI jhIla ke Upara hai-ThIka vaisI hI chalAMga bhItara anazana meM lagatI hai| aura isa chalAMga ke kSaNa meM agara Apa hoza se bhara jAeM, jAgrata hokara dekha leM to Apako pahalI bAra eka kSaNabhara ke lie eka jarA-sA anabhava, eka daSTi. eka dvAra khalatA haA mAlama pddegaa| vahI anazana kA upayoga hai| lekina jaina sAdhu hai, vaha anazana kA abhyAsa kara letA hai, use vaha kabhI nahIM milegaa| vaha abhyAsa kI bAta nahIM hai| vaha 175

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 Akasmika prayoga hai| abhyAsa to usI bAta ko mAra DAlegA jisa bAta ke lie prayoga hai| isalie bhUlakara anazana kA abhyAsa mata krnaa| Akasmika, acAnaka, chalAMga lagA lenA eka ati se dUsarI ati para tAki bIca kA hissA khayAla meM A jaae| agara Apako vizrAma meM jAnA ho to kitAbeM haiM jo Apako samajhAtI haiM ki basa leTa jAeM, eMDa jasTa rileksa aura vizrAma kreN| Apa kaheMge, kaise? agara mAlUma hI hotA, 'jasTa rileksa' itanA AsAna hotA to hama pahale hI kara gae hote| Apa kahate haiM ki leTa jAo, rileksa kara jAo, vizrAma meM cale jaao| kaise cale jAeM? lekina jhena phakIra aisI salAha nahIM dete jApAna meN| jo AdamI nahIM so pAtA, vizrAma nahIM kara pAtA, vaha usase kahate haiM - pahale, bI TaiMsa aiz2a maca aiz2a yU kain| hAtha pairoM ko khIMco, jitane mastiSka ko khIMca sakate ho, khIMco, hAtha pairoM ko jitanA tanAva de sakate ho, do, bilakula pAgala kI taraha apane zarIra ke sAtha vyavahAra kro| jitane tuma tana sakate ho, tno| rileksa bhara mata honA, tano, bI ttaiNs| ve kahate haiM - mastiSka ko jitanA sikor3a sakate ho, mAthe kI rekhAeM jitanI paidA kara sakate ho, kro| sAre aMgoM ko aise sikor3a lo ki jaise ki AkhirI kSaNa A gayA, sArI zakti ko sikoDakara khIMca DAlo. aura jaba eka zikhara AtA hai tanAva kA, taba jhena phakIra kahatA hai - nAu rileksa, aba choDa do| A eka ati se ThIka dUsarI ati meM gira jAte haiN| aura jaba Apa eka ati se dUsarI ati meM girate haiM to bIca meM vaha kSaNa AtA hai madhya kA, jahAM svayaM kA pahalA svAda milatA hai| ___ isake bahuta prayoga haiM, lekina saba prayoga eka ati se dUsarI ati meM jAne ke haiN| kahIM se bhI eka ati se dUsarI ati meM praveza kara jaao| agara abhyAsa ho gayA to madhya kA bindu choTA ho jAtA hai, itanA choTA ho jAtA hai ki patA bhI nahIM cltaa| usakA phira koI bodha nahIM hotaa| ___ anazana kI kucha aura do tIna bAteM khayAla meM le lenI cAhie ki mahAvIra kA jora anazana para bahuta jyAdA thaa| kAraNa kyA hoMge? eka to maiMne yaha kahA, yaha to usakA esoTerika, usakA AMtarika hissA hai, usakA guhyatama hissA hai| usakA rAja, usakA sIkreTa to isameM hai| lekina aura kyA bAteM thIM? mahAvIra jAnate haiM aura jo bhI prayoga kie haiM isa dizA meM ve bhI jAnate haiM ki zarIra se isa zarIra se ApakA jo saMbaMdha hai vaha bhojana ke dvArA hai| isa zarIra aura Apake bIca jo setu hai, vaha bhojana hai| agara yaha jAnanA ho ki maiM yaha zarIra nahIM hUM to usa kSaNa meM jAnanA AsAna hogA jaba Apake zarIra meM bhojana bilakula nahIM hai| jor3anevAlA liMka jaba bilakula nahIM hai, tabhI jAnanA AsAna hogA ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| jor3anevAlI cIja jitanI jyAdA zarIra meM maujUda hai, utanA hI jAnanA muzkila hogaa| bhojana hI jor3atA hai, isalie bhojana ke abhAva meM nabbe dina ke bAda TUTa jAegA saMbaMdha-AtmA alaga ho jAegI, zarIra alaga ho jaaegaa| kyoMki bIca kA jo jor3anevAlA hissA thA vaha alaga ho gayA, vaha bIca se gira gyaa| to mahAvIra kahate haiM-jaba taka zarIra meM bhojana par3A hai, jaba taka jor3a hai usa sthiti meM apane ko le Ao-jaba zarIra meM bhojana bilakula nahIM hai to tuma AsAnI se jAna sakoge ki tuma zarIra se alaga ho, pRthaka ho| AiDeMTiphikezana TUTa sakegA, tAdAtmya TUTa skegaa| yaha saca hai| isalie jitanA hI jyAdA zarIra meM bhojana hotA hai utanA hI zarIra ke sAtha tAdAtmya hotA hai--jitanA jyAdA zarIra meM bhojana hotA hai utanA zarIra ke sAtha tAdAtmya hotA hai| isalie bhojana ke bAda nIMda tatkAla AnI zurU ho jAtI hai| zarIra ke sAtha tAdAtmya bar3ha jAtA hai taba mUrchA bar3ha jAtI hai| zarIra ke sAtha tAdAtmya TUTa jAtA hai to hoza bar3hatA hai| isalie upavAse AdamI ko nIMda AnA bar3A muzkila hotA hai| binA khAe rAta nIMda nahIM aatii| nIMda muzkila ho jAtI hai| ___ isase tIsarI bAta khayAla meM le leM - mahAvIra kA sArA kA sArA prayoga jAgaraNa kA hai, amUrchA kA hai, hoza kA, aveyaranesa kA hai| to mahAvIra kahate haiM - bhojana cUMki mUrchA ko bar3hAtA hai, taMdrA paidA karatA hai, bhojana ke bAda nIMda anivArya ho jAtI hai isalie 176

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava jaaegaa| bhojana na liyA gayA ho, bhojana na kiyA gayA ho, to isase ulTA hogaa| hoza bar3hegA, aveyaranesa bar3hegA, jAgaraNa bddh'egaa| yaha to hama saba kA anubhava hai| eka anubhava to hama saba kA hai ki bhojana ke bAda nIMda bar3hatI hai| rAta agara khAlI peTa sokara dekheM to patA cala jAegA ki noMda muzkila ho jAtI hai| bAra-bAra Ta jAtI hai| peTa bharA ho to nIMda bar3hatI hai, kyoM? to usakA vaijJAnika kAraNa hai| zarIra ke astitva ke lie bhojana sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa cIja hai-sarvAdhika, ApakI buddhi se bhI jyaadaa| eka daphA binA buddhi ke cala jaaegaa| __sunA hai maiMne ki mullA nasaruddIna ko coroM ne ekadaphA ghera liyaa| aura unhoMne kahA-jeba khAlI karate ho, nahIM, to khopar3I meM pistaula mAra deNge| mullA ne kahA ki binA khopar3I ke cala jAegA lekina khAlI jeba ke kaise calegA? mullA ne kahA ki binA khopar3I ke cala jaaegaa| bahuta se loga maiMne dekhe haiM, binA khopar3I ke calA rahe haiM, lekina khAlI jeba nahIM clegaa| tuma khopar3I meM golI mAra do| lekina mullA ne ThIka kahA; hama bhI yahI jAnate haiN| aisI kathA hai ki mullA kA Aparezana kiyA gayA mastiSka kaa| eka DAkTara ne nayI cikitsA vidhi vikasita kI thI jisameM vaha pUre mastiSka ko nikAla letA, use ThIka karatA aura vApasa mastiSka meM ddaaltaa| jaba vaha mastiSka ko nikAlakara dUsare kamare meM ThIka karane gayA aura jaba ThIka karake lauTA to dekhA ki mullA jA cukA thaa| chaha sAla bAda mullA lauttaa| vaha DAkTara parezAna ho gayA thaa| usane kahA ki tuma itane dina rahe kahAM? aura tuma bhAga kaise gae aura itane dina tuma bace kaise? vaha khopar3I to tumhArI mere pAsa rakhI hai| mullA ne kahA-namaskAra! usake binA bar3e maje se dina kaTe aura mujhe ilekzana meM cuna liyA gayA, to maiM dillI meM thaa| rAjadhAnI se lauTa rahA hai| aura aba jarUrata nahIM hai, aba kSamA kreN| sirpha yahI kahane AyA hai ki aba Apa parezAna na hoM, Apa sNbhaaleN| prakRti bhI ApakI buddhi kI phikra meM nahIM hai, Apake peTa kI phikra meM hai| isalie jaise hI peTa meM bhojana par3atA hai, Apake zarIra kI sArI UrjA peTa ke bhojana ko pacAne ke lie daur3a jAtI hai| Apake mastiSka kI UrjA jo Apako jAgrata rakhatI hai, vaha peTa kI tarapha utara jAtI hai, vaha peTa ko pacAne meM laga jAtI hai| isalie Apako taMdrA mAlUma hotI hai| yaha vaijJAnika kAraNa hai| isalie Apako taMdrA mAlUma hotI hai kyoMki Apake mastiSka kI UrjA, jo mastiSka meM kAma AtI vaha aba peTa meM bhojana pacAne meM kAma AtI hai, isalie jo loga bhI isa pRthvI para mastiSka se adhika kAma lete haiM, unakA bhojana roja-roja kama hotA calA jAtA hai| jo loga mastiSka se kAma nahIM lete, unakA bhojana bar3hatA calA jAtA hai kyoMki vahI jIvana raha jAtA, aura koI jIvana nahIM raha jaataa| __ mahAvIra ne yaha anubhava kiyA ki jaba bhojana bilakula nahIM hotA zarIra meM, to prajJA apanI pUrI zuddha avasthA meM hotI hai kyoMki taba sAre zarIra kI UrjA mastiSka ko mila jAtI hai, kyoMki peTa meM koI jarUrata nahIM raha jAtI pacAne kii| isalie mahAvIra ko aura bilakula mUrti kI taraha ThaharA huA raha jAe, hAtha bhI hile na, aMgulI bhI vyartha na hile, saba minimama para A jAe, saba nyUnatama para A jAe kriyA, to zarIra kI pUrI UrjA jo alaga-alaga baTI hai vaha mastiSka ko upalabdha ho jAtI hai aura mastiSka pahalI daphA jAgane meM samartha hotA hai| nahIM to jAgane meM samartha nahIM hotaa| agara mahAvIra ne bhojana meM bhI pasandagiyAM kI ki zAkAhAra ho, mAMsAhAra na ho, to vaha sirpha ahiMsA hI kAraNa nahIM thA, ahiMsA eka kAraNa thaa| usase bhI jyAdA mahatvapUrNa kAraNa dUsarA thA aura vaha yaha thA ki mAMsAhAra pacane meM jyAdA zakti mAMgatA hai aura buddhi 177

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kI mUrchA bar3hatI hai| ahiMsA akelA kAraNa hotA to mahAvIra kaha sakate the ki mare hue jAnavara kA mAMsa lene meM koI harjA nahIM hai, buddha ne kahA thaa| agara ahiMsA hI eka mAtra kAraNa hai, to mArakara mata... kyoMki mArane meM hiMsA hai, mAMsa khAne meM to koI hiMsA nahIM hai! aba eka jAnavara mara gayA hai, hama to mAra nahIM rahe, mara gayA hai, aba to mAMsa khA rahe haiM, to mAMsa khAne meM kauna-sI hiMsA hai? mare hue ke mAMsa khAne meM koI bhI hiMsA nahIM hai| isIlie buddha ne AjJA de dI, mare hue jAnavara kA mAMsa khAyA jA sakatA hai| hiMsA to mArane meM thii| lekina mahAvIra ne mare hue jAnavara kA mAMsa khAne kI bhI AjJA nahIM dii| kyoMki mahAvIra kA prayojana mAtra ahiMsA nahIM hai| mahAvIra kA usase bhI gaharA prayojana yaha hai ki mAMsa pacane meM jyAdA zakti mAMgatA hai, zarIra ko jyAdA bhArI kara jAtA hai, peTa ko jyAdA mahatvapUrNa kara jAtA hai aura mastiSka kI UrjA kSINa hotI hai. taMdrA gaharI hotI hai| isalie mahAvIra ne aise halke bhojana kI salAha dI hai jo kama-se-kama zakti mAMge aura mastiSka kI UrjA kama na ho| yaha mastiSka meM UrjA kA pravAha banA rahe to hI Apa jAgrata raha sakate haiM, abhI jisa sthiti meM Apa haiN| isalie isako bAhya-tapa kahA hai, isako AMtarika tapa nahIM khaa| jo AdamI AMtarika tapa ko upalabdha ho jAegA vaha to nIMda meM bhI jAgA rahatA hai, usakA to koI savAla nahIM hai| jo AdamI AMtarika tapa ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai use to Apa zarAba bhI pilA deM to bhI hoza meM hotA hai| use to mAphiyA de deM to bhI zarIra hI susta ho jAtA hai, zarIra hI DhIlA par3a jAtA hai| bhItara usakI jyoti jAgatI rahatI hai| usakI prajJA para koI bheda nahIM pdd'taa| ___ lekina hamArI hAlata aisI nahIM hai| hameM to jarA-sA, bhojana kA eka Tukar3A bhI hamArI kAMzasanesa ko badalatA hai, hamArI cetanA ko badalatA hai--jarA-sA eka Tukar3A hamArI cetanA ko DAMvADola kara detA hai| hama bhItara aura ho jAte haiN| to mahAvIra ne kahA hai-ise pahalA tapa kahA hai, bAhya-tapa meN| cetanA ko bar3hAnA hai to jaba bhojana zarIra meM nahIM hai, AsAnI se bar3hAva ho skegaa| choTI-choTI bAtoM ke pariNAma hote haiM-choTI-choTI bAtoM ke pariNAma hote haiM, kyoMki hama jahAM jIte haiM vahAM hama choTI-choTI cIjoM se hI bhare aura baMdhe hue haiN| jisa dina bhI hama AdamI ko bhojana kI jarUrata se mukta kara sakeMge usI dina AdamI paripUrNa rUpa se cetanA se bhara jaaegaa| hama pRthvI se nahIM baMdhe haiM, peTa se baMdhe haiN| hamArA gaharA baMdhana padArtha se nahIM hai, ThIka kaheM to bhojana se hai| jisa mAtrA meM Apa bhojana ke lie Atura haiM, usI mAtrA meM Apa mUrcchita hoMge, slIpI hoMge, aura Apake bhItara jAgaraNa ko lAne meM ar3acana par3egI, kaThinAI pdd'egii| yaha savAla itanA hI nahIM hai ki bhojana chor3a diyaa| yaha to sirpha bAhya rUpa hai| bhItara cetanA bddh'e| to cetanA kaise bar3he, usako hama AMtarika tapa meM samajha pAeMge ki cetanA kaise bddh'e| lekina bhojana chor3akara kabhI-kabhI cetanA bar3hAne kA prayoga kImatI hai| lekina hama jaba bhojana chor3ate haiM to cetanA vagairaha nahIM bar3hatI, kevala bhojana kA ciMtana bar3hatA hai| usakA kAraNa hai ki hama bhojana bhI chor3ate haiM to hameM yaha patA nahIM ki hama kisalie chor3ate haiN| hameM yaha batAyA jA rahA hai ki sirpha bhojana chor3a denA hI puNya hai| vaha bilakula pAgalapana hai| akelA bhojana chor3a denA puNya nahIM hai| bhojana chor3a dene ke pIche jo rahasya hai usameM puNya chipA hai| agara Apane socA hai ki sirpha bhojana chor3a denA puNya hai to bhojana chor3akara Apa bhojana kA ciMtana karate raheMge, kyoMki bhItara kA jo asalI tatva hai usakA to Apako koI patA nahIM hai| Apa baiThakara bhojana kA ciMtana kreNge| aura dhyAna rahe, bhojana ke ciMtana se bhojana hI behatara hai, kyoMki bhojana kA ciMtana bahuta khataranAka hai| usakA matalaba yaha huA ki peTa kA kAma Apa mastiSka se le rahe haiM jo ki bahuta kaMphyUjana paidA kregaa| Apake pUre vyaktitva ko rugNa kara jaaegaa| isa para hama pIche bAta kareMge, kyoMki dUsare sUtra para, mahAvIra isa para bahuta jora deNge| 178

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava bhojana kA ciMtana bhojana se badatara hai, kyoMki bhojana to peTa karatA hai aura ciMtana mastiSka karatA hai| mastiSka kA kAma nahIM hai, bhojn| acchA hai, peTa ko hI apanA kAma karane deN| hAM, agara mastiSka meM bhojana kA ciMtana na cale, to hI anazana kA koI upayoga hai, taba, jaba bhojana bhI nahIM aura bhojana kA ciMtana bhI nhiiN| Apako patA hai ki Apake ciMtana ke do hI hisse haiM, yA to kAma, yA bhojn| yA to kAmavAsanA mana ko ghere rahatI hai, yA svAda kI vAsanA mana ko ghere rahatI hai| gahare meM to kAmavAsanA hI hai kyoMki bhojana ke binA kAmavAsanA sambhava nahIM hai| agara bhojana ApakA kama kara diyA jAe to kAmavAsanA ko muzkila ho jAtI hai, kaThinAI ho jAtI hai| to gahare meM to kAmavAsanA hI ghere rahatI hai| cUMki bhojana kAmavAsanA ko zakti detA hai isalie bhojana ghere rahatA hai| Upara se hameM bhojana kA ciMtana calatA rahatA hai| mahAvIra se pUchege to ve kaheMge - jo AdamI bhojana meM bahuta Atura hai vaha AdamI kAmavAsanA se bharA hogaa| vaha bhojana lakSaNa hai| kyoMki bhojana zakti detA hai, kAma kI zakti ko bar3hAtA hai, aura kAmavAsanA meM daur3AtA hai| to mahAvIra kaheMge - jo bhojana ke ciMtana se bharA hai, bhojana kI AkAMkSA se bharA hai vaha AdamI kAmavAsanA se bharA hai| bhojana kI vAsanA chUTe to kAmavAsanA zithila honI zurU ho jAtI hai| yaha jo hama bhojana kA ciMtana karate haiM, vaha isIlie ki nahIM mila rahA hai bhojana to hama sabsTITyUTa paidA karate haiN| dhyAna rahe, hamAre mana kI gaharI se gaharI tarakIba, sabsTITyUTa kriezana hai, paripUraka paidA karanA hai| agara Apako bhojana nahIM milegA to mana Apase bhojana kA ciMtana krvaaegaa| aura usameM utanA hI rasa lene lagegA jitanA bhojana meN| balki kabhI-kabhI jyAdA rasa legA, jitanA bhojana meM bhI nahIM milatA hai| jyAdA lenA par3egA, kyoMki jitanA bhojana se milatA hai, utanA to mila nahIM sakatA ciMtana se, isalie ciMtana meM itanA rasa lenA par3egA ki jo bhojana kI kamI raha gayI hai vaha bhI ciMtana ke hI rasa se pUrI hotI huI mAlUma pdd'e| isalie agara kAmavAsanA se baciegA to mana kAmavAsanA kA ciMtana karane lgegaa| rAta kabhI Apa soe haiM aura Apane sapanA dekhA hai ki jAkara pAnI pI rahe haiM, vaha sapanA sirpha sabsTITyUTa hai| Apako pyAsa lagI hogI, pyAse so gae hoNge| bhItara pyAsa cala rahI hogI aura nIMda TUTanA nahIM cAhatI, kyoMki agara Apako pAnI pInA par3egA to jAganA pdd'egaa| nIMda TUTanA nahIM cAhatI, to nIMda eka sapanA paidA karatI hai ki Apa pahuMca gae haiM pAnI ke, phrIja ke pAsa - pAnI pI rahe haiN| pAnI pIkara maje se phira so gae haiN| yaha sapanA paidA kiyaa| yaha sapanA tarakIba hai jisase pyAsa kI jo pIr3A hai vaha bhUla jAe aura nIMda jArI rhe| Apake saba sapane batAte haiM ki Apane dina meM kyA-kyA nahIM kiyaa| aura kucha nahIM btaate| Apake sapane ke binA ApakI jiMdagI ko samajhanA muzkila hai, isalie Aja kA manovaijJAnika Apase nahIM pachatA ki dina meM Apane kyA kiyA, vaha pUchatA hai - rAta meM Apane kyA sapanA dekhA? aba soceM thor3A, Apake bAbata jAnakArI Apake dina ke kAma se manovaijJAnika nahIM letaa| vaha Apase nahIM pUchatA ki Apane kucha bhI kiyA ho, dukAna calAyI ki maMdira gae, usase koI mUlya nahIM hai| vaha pUchatA hai - sapane meM kahAM gae? vaha kahatA hai - sapane meM Apa AtheMTika ho, prAmANika ho, vahAM se patA calegA ki AdamI kaise ho? Apake jAgane se kucha patA nahIM calegA, vahAM to bahuta dhokhAdhar3I hai| jAnA thA vezyAlaya meM, pahuMca gaye maMdira meN| jAgane meM cala sakatA hai yaha, sapane meM nahIM cala sktaa| sapane meM yaha dhokhA Apa nahIM kara sakate khar3A, vezyAlaya meM cale jaaeNge| sapane meM Apa jyAdA sarala haiM, sIdhe-sApha haiN| isalie manovaijJAnika ko - becAre ko Apake sapane kA patA lagAnA par3atA hai, tabhI Apake bAbata jAnakArI milatI hai| Apase Apake bAbata jAnakArI nahIM miltii| ApakA jAganA itanA jhUThA hai ki usase kucha patA nahIM calatA, ApakI nIMda meM utaranA par3atA 179

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 hai ki Apa nIMda meM kyA kara rahe ho| usase patA calegA, Apa AdamI kaise ho, asalI khoja kyA hai ApakI? to agara Apa dina meM upavAsa kie to usase patA nahIM clegaa| rAta sapane meM bhojana kie yA nahIM, usase patA clegaa| agara rAta sapane meM bhojana kie, dina kA anazana bekAra gayA, upavAsa vyartha huaa| lekina jisa dina Apa upavAsa karate haiM, usa dina sapane meM bhojana karanA hI par3atA hai, anivArya hai| kahIM na kahIM nimaMtraNa mila jAtA hai, Apa kara bhI kyA sakate haiM? rAjamahala meM bhoja ho jAtA hai, Apa kara bhI kyA sakate haiN| jAnA par3atA hai| ciMtana jo nahIM ho pA rahA hai vAstavika rUpa se use pUrA karane kI DesapareTa koziza hai-bhojana nahIM kiyA to ciMtana kara rahe haiN| aura dhyAna rahe. bhojana karate to paMdraha minaTa meM pUrA ho jAtA, ciMtana se paMdraha minaTa meM nahIM clegaa| paMdraha minaTa kA kAma eka-sau pacAsa ghaMTe calAnA pdd'egaa| calatA hI rahegA, calatA hI rahegA, kyoMki tRpti to milegI nahIM bhojana kI, rasa to milegA nahIM bhojana kA, zakti to milegI nahIM bhojana kI, to phira ciMtana meM hI ulajhAe rakhanA pdd'egaa| isalie mahAvIra ne, isa ciMtana ko agara Apane kiyA, to mahAvIra ne kahA hai ki Apa zarIra se karate haiM koI kAma yA mana se, isameM maiM bheda nahIM krtaa| Apane corI kI, yA corI ke bAbata socA, mere lie barAbara hai| pApa ho gyaa| yaha savAla nahIM hai ki Apane hatyA kI, yA hatyA ke saMbaMdha meM socA / adAlata pharka karatI hai agara Apa hatyA ke saMbaMdha meM soceM, koI adAlata Apako sajA nahIM de sktii| Apa khUba soceM maje se| koI adAlata yaha nahIM kaha sakatI ki Apa jarmI haiM, aparAdhI haiN| Apa adAlata meM kaha bhI sakate haiM-hama hatyA kA bahata rasa lete haiM, sapane bhI dekhate haiM, aura dina-rAta socate haiM ki isakI gardana kATa deM, usakI gardana kATa deM, vaha kATate hI rahate haiN| cAhe kaheM yA na kheN| adAlata ApakA kucha bhI nahIM bigAr3a sakatI hai, Apa kAnUna kI pakar3a ke bAhara haiN| kAnUna sirpha kRtya ko pakar3a sakatA hai, karma ko pakar3a sakatA hai lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM-dharma. bhAva ko bhI pakaDatA hai| dharma kI adAlata ke bAhara nahIM ho skte| bhAva paryApta ho gyaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM-kRtya to sirpha bhAva kI bAhya chAyA hai, mUla to bhAva hai| agara maiMne hatyA karanI cAhI to maiMne to hatyA kara hI dI, bAhara kI paristhitiyoM ne karane dI, yaha bAta hai| pulisavAlA khar3A thA, adAlata khar3I thI, sajA kA Dara thA. phAMsI kA takhtA thA, isalie nahIM kii| yaha dUsarI bAta hai| bAhara kI paristhitiyoM ne nahIM karane dI, yaha dUsarI bAta hai| merI tarapha se maiMne kara dii| agara paristhiti sugama hotI, suvidhApUrNa hotI, pulisavAlA na hotA yA pulisavAlA riztedAra hotA, yA adAlata apanI hotI, majisTreTa apanA hotA, kAnUna apanA calatA hotA to maiMne kara dI hotii| phira koI mujhe rokanevAlA nhiiN| na karane kA kAraNa bAhara se A rahA hai, karane kA kAraNa bhItara se A rahA hai| bhItara kI hI taula hai, aMtataH Apa taule jAeMge ApakI paristhitiyAM nahIM taulI jaaeNgii| yaha nahIM pUchA jAegA ki jaba Apa hatyA karanA cAha rahe the to Apake pAsa baMdUka nahIM thI isalie nahIM kara paae| bhAva paryApta hai, hatyA ho gyii| ___ agara Apane bhojana kA ciMtana kiyA, upavAsa naSTa ho gyaa| taba to bar3I kaThinAI hai| isakA matalaba yaha huA ki Apa taba taka upavAsa na kara pAeMge jaba taka ApakA ciMtana para niyaMtraNa na ho, nahIM kara paaeNge| isalie maiMne kahA-carcA ke lie hamane naMbara eka para rakhA hai, lekina isako Apa akelA na kara pAeMge jaba taka ciMtana para niyaMtraNa na ho, jaba taka ciMtana Apake pIche na calatA ho, jaba taka jo Apa calAnA cAhate ho ciMtana meM, vahI na calatA ho| abhI to hAlata yaha hai ki ciMtana jo calAnA cAhatA hai vahIM Apako calanA par3atA hai| jahAM le jAtA hai mana, vahIM Apako jAnA par3atA hai| naukara mAlika ho gae haiN| sunA hai maiMne ki amarIkA kA eka bahata bar3A karor3apati rathacAilDa. sabaha-sabaha jo bhI bhikhamaMge usake pAsa Ate the unheM kacha 180

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava na kucha detA thaa| eka bhikhamaMgA niyamita rUpa se bIsa varSoM se AtA thaa| vaha roja use eka DAlara detA thA aura usake bUr3he bApa ke lie bhI eka DAlara detA thaa| bApa kabhI AtA thA, kabhI nahIM AtA thA, bahuta bUr3hA thA, isalie beTA hI le jAtA thaa| dhIre-dhIre vaha bhikhArI itanA Azvasta ho gayA ki agara do-cAra dina na A pAtA to cAra dina ke bAda apanA pUrA bila peza kara detA ki pAMca dina ho gae haiM, maiM A nahIM pAyA cAra din| vaha cAra DAlara vasala karatA jo usako milane cAhie the| phira usakA rathacAilDa ko patA calA ki usakA bApa mara gayA hai| lekina usane, phira bhI usane apane bApa kA bhI DAlara lenA jArI rkhaa| mahInebhara taka rathacAilDa ne kucha na kahA, kyoMki isakA bApa marA hai, aura sadamA denA ThIka nahIM hai--detA rhaa| mahInebhara bAda usane kahA ki aba to hada ho gyii| aba tumhArA bApa mara gayA, usakA DAlara kyoM lete ho? usane kahA-kyA samajhate ho? bApa kI daulata kA maiM hakadAra hUM ki tuma? hU ija di heyr| merA bApa marA ki tumhArA bApa marA? bApa merA marA hai, usakI saMpatti kA mAlika ___ rathacAilDa ne apanI jIvanakathA meM likhavAyA hai ki bhikhArI bhI mAlika ho jAte haiM, abhyAsa se| cakita ho gayA rathacAilDa, usane kahA-le jA bhaaii| tU do DAlara le aura apane beTe kI vasIyata likha jaanaa| jaba taka hama haiM, dete raheMge, tere beTe ko bhI denA par3egA kyoMki yaha vasIyata hai| ciMtana sirpha ApakA naukara hai, lekina mAlika ho gayA hai| sabhI iMdriyAM ApakI naukara haiM, lekina mAlika ho gayI haiN| abhyAsa lambA hai| Apane kabhI apanI iMdriyoM ko koI AjJA nahIM dii| ApakI iMdriyoM ne Apako AjJA dI hai| tapa kA eka artha Apako kahatA haM-tapa kA artha hai : apanI iMdriyoM kI mAlakiyata, unako AjJA dene kI sAmarthya / peTa kahatA hai, bhUkha lagI hai, Apa kahate haiM, ThIka hai, lagI hai, lekina maiM Aja bhojana lene ko rAjI nahIM huuN| Apa peTa se alaga hue| mana kahatA hai ki Aja bhojana kA ciMtana kareMge, aura Apa kahate haiM ki nahIM, jaba bhojana hI nahIM kiyA to ciMtana kyoM kareMge? ciMtana nahIM kreNge| to hI Apa anazana kara pAeMge aura upavAsa kara paaeNge| anyathA koI pharka nahIM lgegaa| peTa kahatA rahegA, bhUkha lagI hai, mana ciMtana karatA rhegaa| Apa aura ulajha jAeMge, aura parezAna ho jaaeNge| aura jaisA vaha cAra dina ke bAda apanA bila lekara hAjira ho jAtA thA bhikhArI, cAra dina ke upavAsa ke bAda peTa apanA bila lekara hAjira ho jAegA ki cAra dina bhojana nahIM kiyA, aba jyAdA kara ddaalo| to paryuSaNa ke bAda dasa dina meM saba pUrA kara ddaaleNge| dugune taraha se badalA le leNge| jo-jo cUka gayA, usako ThIka se bharapUra kara leNge| apanI jagaha vApasa khar3e ho jaaeNge| upavAsa ho sakatA hai tabhI jaba ciMtana para ApakA vaza ho| lekina ciMtana para ApakA koI bhI vaza nahIM hai| Apane kabhI koI prayoga nahIM kiyaa| hameM ciMtana kI to TreniMga dI gaI hai, hameM vicAra kA to prazikSaNa diyA gayA hai, lekina vicAra kI mAlakiyata kA koI prazikSaNa nahIM hai| Apako skUla meM, kAleja meM vicAra karanA sikhAyA jA rahA hai, do aura do jor3anA sikhAyA jA rahA hai-saba sikhAyA jA rahA hai| eka bAta nahIM sikhAyI jA rahI hai ki do aura do jaba jor3anA ho tabhI jor3anA, jaba na jor3anA ho to mata jor3anA / lekina agara mana do aura do jor3anA cAhe to Apa roka nahIM skte| Apa koziza karake dekha leM, Aja ghara pr| kaheM ki hama do aura do na jor3eMge aura mana do aura do jor3agA, usI vakta jodd'egaa| vaha Apako DiphAI karegA, vaha kahegA tuma ho kyA? hama do aura do cAra hote haiN| Apa Aja koziza karanA ki do aura do hameM nahIM jor3anA hai, phaurana mana kahegA, caar| Apa kahanA hameM jor3anA nahIM hai, vaha kahegA caar| vaha Apako DiphAI karatA hai| aura usako DiphAI karanA caahie| kyoMki usakI mAlakiyata Apa chIna rahe haiN| aba taka Apane usako mAlika banAkara rakhA hai| eka dina meM yaha nahIM ho jaaegaa| lekina agara isake prati sajagatA A 181

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 jAe aura yaha khayAla A jAe ki maiM apanI hI iMdriyoM kA gulAma ho gayA hUM to zAyada thor3I yAtrA karanI par3e-thor3I yAtrA karanI par3e iMdriyoM ke vipriit| anazana, vaisI hI yAtrA kI zuruAta hai| ___mahAvIra kahate haiM, tthiik| Aja nahIM, bAta samApta ho gyii| lekina Apake nahIM aura hAM meM bahuta pharka nahIM hai| Apake vyaktitva meM hAM aura nahIM meM bahuta pharka nahIM hai| ApakA beTA Apase kahatA hai-yaha khilaunA lenA hai| Apa kahate haiN-nhiiN| bar3I tAkata se kahate haiM, lekina beTA vahIM paira paTakatA khar3A rahatA hai, vaha kahatA hai ki leNge| dubArA Apa kahate haiM--mAna jA, nahIM leNge| ApakI tAkata kSINa ho gayI hai| ApakA nahIM, hAM kI tarapha cala pdd'aa| vaha beTA paira paTakatA hI rahatA hai| vaha kahatA, leNge| Akhira Apa lete haiN| beTA jAnatA hai ki ApakI nahIM kA kula itanA matalaba hai ki tIna cAra daphe paira paTakanA par3egA aura hAM ho jaaegii| aura kucha matalaba nahIM jyaadaa| choTe se choTe bacce bhI jAnate haiM ki Apake 'na' kI tAkata kitanI hai| eMDa hAu maca yU mIna bAI seiMga no| bacce jAnate haiM aura Apake na ko kaise kATanA hai, yaha bhI ve jAnate haiN| aura kATa dete haiN| ApakI na ko hAM meM badala dete haiN| aura jitane jora se Apa kahate haiM nahIM, utane jora se baccA jAnatA hai ki yaha kamajorI kI ghoSaNA hai| yaha Apa DaravAne kI koziza kara rahe haiN| Dare hue apane se hI haiM ki kahIM hAM na nikala jaae| vaha baccA samajha jAtA hai, jora se bole haiM, ThIka hai, abhI thor3I dera meM ThIka ho jaaeNge| nahIM, jo AdamI saca meM zaktizAlI hai vaha 'jora se nahIM kahIM kahatA hai, vaha zAnti se kaha detA hai, 'nahIM' / aura bAta samApta ho gyii| ___ ApakI iMdriyAM bhI ThIka isI taraha kA TAnaTrama sIkha letI haiM jaisA bacce sIkha lete haiN| Apa kahate haiM-Aja bhojana nahIM; to Apa hairAna hoMge, agara Apa roja gyAraha baje bhojana karate haiM to Apako roja gyAraha baje bhUkha lagatI hai| lekina agara Apane kata rAta taya kiyA ki kala upavAsa kareMge to chaha baje se bhUkha lagatI hai| yaha bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai| gyAraha baje roja bhUkha lagatI thI, chaha baje kabhI nahIM lagatI thii| huA kyA? kyoMki abhI Apane, abhI to kucha kiyA nahIM, abhI to anazana bhI zurU nahIM huA, vaha gyAraha baje zurU hogaa| sirpha khayAla, rAta meM taya kiyA ki kala anazana karanA hai, upavAsa karanA hai, subaha se bhUkha lagane lgii| subaha se kyA, rAta se zurU ho jaaegii| vaha Apake peTa ne Apake na ko hAM meM badalane kI koziza usI vakta zurU kara dii| usane kahA, tuma kyA samajhate ho? gyAraha baje taka vaha nahIM rukegaa| bhUkha itane jora se kabhI nahIM lagatI thii| roja to aisA thA asala meM ki gyAraha baje khAte the isalie khAte the| vaha eka samaya kA baMdhana thaa| lekina Aja bhUkha bar3e jora se lagegI, aura abhI gyAraha nahIM baje isalie vastutaH to kahIM koI pharka nahIM par3A hai| roja bhI gyAraha baje taka bhUkhe rahate the, koI pharka nahIM par3A hai kahIM bhI lekina citta meM pharka par3a gayA aura iMdriyAM apanI mAlakiyata kAyama karane kI koziza kreNgii| vaha kaheMgI ki nahIM, bahuta jora se bhUkha lagI hai, itane jora se kabhI nahIM lagI thI, aisI bhUkha lagI hai| nizcita hI koI bhI apanI mAlakiyata AsAnI se nahIM chor3a detaa| eka bAra mAlakiyata de denA AsAna hai, vApasa lenA thor3A kaThina par3atA hai| vahI kaThinatA tapazcaryA hai| lekina, agara Apa sunizcita haiM aura Apake na kA matalaba na, aura hAM kA matalaba hAM hotA hai-saca meM hotA hai, to iMdriyAM bahata jaldI samajha jAtI haiN| bahata jaldI samajha jAtI haiM ki Apake na kA matalaba na hai aura Apake hAM kA matalaba hAM hai| isalie maiM Apase kahatA haM, saMkalpa agara karanA hai to phira tor3anA mata, anyathA karanA hI mt| kyoMki saMkalpa karake tor3anA Apako itanA durbala kara jAtA hai ki jisakA koI hisAba nhiiN| saMkalpa karanA hI mata, vaha behatara hai| kyoMki saMkalpa TUTegA nahIM to utanI durbalatA nahIM aaegii| eka bharosA to rahegA ki kabhI kareMge to pUrA kara leNge| lekina saMkalpa karake agara Apane tor3A 182

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava to Apa apanI hI AMkhoM meM, apane hI sAmane dIna-hIna ho jaaeNge| aura sadA ke lie vaha dInahInatA Apake pIche rhegii| aura jaba bhI Apa dubArA saMkalpa kareMge, taba Apa pahale se hI jAneMge ki yaha ttuuttegaa| yaha cala nahIM sktaa| choTe saMkalpa se zurU kareM, bahuta choTe saMkalpa se zurU kreN| gurajiepha bahata choTe saMkalpa se zurU karavAtA thaa| vaha kahatA, isa hAtha ko UMcA kara lo| aba isako nIce mata krnaa| jaise hI taya kiyA ki nIce mata karanA, pUrA hAtha kahatA hai nIce kro| aba isako nIce mata krnaa| aba cAhe kucha bhI ho jAe isako nIce mata krnaa| jaba taka kahatA thA gurajiepha, maiM na kahUM hAtha ko nIce mata krnaa| hAtha dalIleM kregaa| Apa soceMge, hAtha kaise dalIleM karegA? hAtha dalIla karatA hai| vaha AragU kregaa| vaha kahegA-bahuta thaka gayA hUM, aba to nIce kara lo| vaha kahegA,gurajiepha yahAM kahAM dekha rahA hai, eka daphe Upara karake nIce kara lo| usakI to pITha hai| aura dhyAna rakheM, gurajiepha jaba bhI aisI AjJA detA thA to pITha karake baiThatA thaa| hAtha paccIsa AragUmeMTa khojegaa| vaha kahegA-aise meM kahIM lakavA na laga jaae| aura phira hAtha kahegA isase phAyadA bhI kyA, hAtha UMce karane se koI bhagavAna milanevAlA hai? are hAtha to zarIra kA hissA hai. isase AtmA kA kyA saMbaMdha hai? mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM--kapar3e badalane se kyA hogA? AtmA badalanI hai| kapar3A badalane kI himmata nahIM hai, AtmA badalanI hai| ve kahate haiM--AtmA badalane se hogaa| to kapar3e badalane se kyA hogA? ve soca rahe haiM yaha dalIla ve de rahe haiM, yaha unake kapar3e de rahe haiN| yaha dalIla unakI nahIM hai, yaha unake kapar3oM kI hai| yaha jo ghara meM sAr3iyoM kA Dhera lagA huA hai, ve sAr3iyAM kaha rahI haiM ki kapar3e se kyA hogA? lekina ve soca rahe haiM ki bahuta Atmika khoja kara laae| ve kaha rahe haiM ki bhItara kA parivartana cAhie, bAhara ke parivartana se kyA hogaa| bAhara kA parivartana taka karane kI sAmarthya nahIM juTatI, bhItara ke parivartana ke sapane dekha rahe haiN| bAhara itanA bAhara nahIM hai jitanA Apa socate haiN| vaha Apake bhItara taka phailA huA hai| bhItara itanA bhItara nahIM hai jitanA Apa socate haiM, vaha Apake kapar3oM taka A gayA hai| vaha saba tarapha phailA huA hai| apane ko dhokhA denA bahuta AsAna hai| jo bhUkhA nahIM raha sakatA vaha kahegA anazana se kyA hogA? bhUkhe marane se kyA hogA? kucha nahIM hogaa| jo nagna khar3A nahIM ho sakatA, vaha kahegA nagna khar3e karane se kyA hogA? isase kyA honevAlA hai? upavAsa se kucha bhI nahIM hogA, to kyA bhojana karane se ho jAegA? nagna khar3e hone se nahIM hogA, to kyA kapar3e pahanane se ho jAegA? to geruvA vastra pahanane se nahIM hogA to dUsare raMga ke vastra pahanane se ho jAegA? kyoMki dUsare raMga ke vastra pahanate vakta usane yaha dalIla kabhI nahIM dI ki kapar3oM se kyA hogA, lekina geruvA vastra pahanate vakta vahI AdamI dalIla lekara A jAtA hai ki kapar3e se kyA hogA? hamArA mana, hamArI iMdriyAM, hamAre kapar3e, hamArI cIjeM, saba dalIleM detI haiM aura hama rezanalAija karate haiN| dhyAna rahe, rIz2ana aura rezanalAijezana meM bahuta pharka hai| buddhimattA meM aura buddhimattA kA dhokhA khar3A karane meM bahuta pharka hai| aura jaba hAtha kahatA hai ki thaka jAeMge, mara jAeMge-gurajiepha kahatA hai ki tuma nIce mata karanA, agara hAtha thaka jAegA to gira jAegA, tuma nIce mata krnaa| thaka jAegA to gira jAegA, tuma karoge kyA? agara hAtha saca meM hI thaka jAegA to rukegA kaise? jaba taka rukA hai, taba taka tuma mata giraanaa| tuma apanI tarapha se mata giraanaa| agara hAtha gire to tuma dekha lenA ki gira rahA hai| para tuma koApareTa mata karanA, tuma sahayoga mata denaa| para bArIka hai baat| hama bar3e dhokhe se sahayoga de sakate haiN| hama kaha sakate haiM yaha hAtha gira rahA hai, hama thor3e hI girA rahe haiN| yaha hAtha gira rahA hai, aura Apa bhalI-bhAMti jAnate haiM ki yaha gira nahIM rahA hai, Apa girA rahe haiN| itane bhItara apane ko sApha-sApha dekhanA par3egA apanI beImAniyoM ko, apanI vaMcanAoM ko, apane DisepzaMsa ko| aura jo 183

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 AdamI apanI vaMcanAoM ko nahIM dekhatA, usake hAM aura na meM pharka nahIM raha jaataa| vaha na kahatA hai aura hAM kara letA hai| hAM kahatA hai aura na kara letA hai| __mullA nasaruddIna kA lar3akA paidA huaa| bar3A huA to nasaruddIna ne socA ki kyA banegA, isakI kucha jAMca kara lenI caahie| usane kurAna rakha dI, pAsa eka zarAba kI botala rakha dI, eka dasa rupae kA noTa rakha diyA aura chor3a diyA usako kamare meM aura chipakara khar3A ho gyaa| lar3akA gayA, usane dasa rupaye kA noTa jeba meM rakhA, kurAna bagala meM dabAyI aura zarAba pIne lgaa| nasaruddIna bhAgA, apanI bIbI se bolA ki yaha rAjanItijJa ho jaaegaa| kurAna par3hatA to socate dhArmika ho jAegA, zarAba pItA to socate adhArmika ho jAegA, rupayA jeba meM rakhakara bhAga gayA hotA to socate vyApArI ho jaaegaa| yaha pAliTiziyana ho jaaegaa| yaha kahegA kucha, karegA kucha, hogA kuch| yaha saba eka sAtha kregaa| ___ hamArA citta aisA hI kara rahA hai-dharma bhI kara rahA hai, adharma bhI soca rahA hai| jo kara rahA hai, jo soca rahA hai, donoM se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, khuda kucha aura hI hai| aura yaha saba jAla eka sAtha hai| tapazcaryA isa jAla ko kATane kA nAma hai aura vyaktitva ko eka pratimA dene kI prakriyA hai-isa bAta kI koziza hai ki vyaktitva meM eka spaSTa rUpa nikhara Ae, eka AkAra bana jaae| Apa aise vikRta kucha bhI AkAra na raha jAeM, Apa meM eka AkAra ubhare, AhistA-AhistA Apa spaSTa hote jAeM, eka kleriTI ho| agara Apako nahIM bhojana lenA hai to nahIM lenA hai, yaha Apake pure vyaktitva kI AvAja ho jAe, bAta khatma ho gyii| aba yaha bAta nahIM uThegI jaba taka nahIM lenA hai| __ mahAvIra to bahuta anUThA prayoga karate the kyoMki yaha bhI ho sakatA hai... usIke bacAva ke lie vaha prayoga thaa| yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki Apane taya kara liyA hai ki caubIsa ghaMTe nahIM leMge bhojana aura na soceNge| to mana kahatA hai - koI harjA nahIM, caubIsa hI ghaMTe kI bAta hai n| caubIsa ghaMTe bAda to soceMge, kreNge| ThIka hai kisI taraha caubIsa ghaMTe nikAla deNge| mana isake lie bhI rAjI ho sakatA hai| kyoMki inaDephiniTa nahIM hai mAmalA, DephiniTa hai, nizcita hai| caubIsa ghaMTe ke bAda to kara hI lenA hai, to caubIsa hI ghaMTe kI bAta hai na! eka majabUrI jaisA Apa Dho leNge| lekina taba Apako upavAsa kI praphullatA na milegI, bojha hogaa| taba upavAsa kA Ananda Apake bhItara na khilegaa| vaha eksaTaisI, vaha lahara Apake bhItara na AegI jo iMdriyoM ke Upara mAlakiyata ke hone se AtI hai| taba sirpha eka bojha hogA ki caubIsa ghaMTe Dho lenA hai| gujAra deMge caubIsa ghNtte| nikAla deMge, samaya ko| kATa leMge samaya ko sthAnaka meM, maMdira meM derAsara meM, kahIM baiThakara samaya gujAra deMge, kisI taraha nipaTA hI deNge| .. lekina taba, taba anazana nahIM huaa| mahAvIra nizcita na karate the ki kaba bhojana leNge| aura anizcaya para chor3ate the, niyati para / bahuta hairAnI kA prayoga thA, vaha mahAvIra ne akele hI isa pRthvI para kiyaa| ve kahate the ki bhojana maiM taba lUMgA jaba aisI ghaTanA ghttegii| taba ghaTanA apane hAtha meM nhiiN| rAste para nikalUMgA agara kisI bailagAr3I ke sAmane koI AdamI khar3A hokara ro rahA hogA, agara baila kAle raMga ke hoMge, agara usa AdamI kI eka AMkha phUTI hogI aura eka AMkha se AMsU Tapaka rahA hogA, to maiM bhojana le luuNgaa| aura vaha bhI agara vahIM koI bhojana dene ke lie nimaMtraNa de degaa| nahIM to Age bar3ha jaauuNgaa| aneka dina mahAvIra gAMva meM jAte, ve jo taya karake jAte the--jo taya unhoMne kara liyA thA pahale dina bhojana ke chor3ane ke, vaha pUrA nahIM hotA, ve vApasa lauTa Ate lekina ve bar3e Anandita vApasa lauTate, kyoMki ve kahate ki jaba niyati kI hI icchA nahIM hai to hama kyoM icchA kareM? jaba kAsmika, jaba jAgatika zakti kahatI hai ki nahIM Aja bhojana, to bAta khatma ho gyii| aba tuma jAno, tumhArA kAma jAne, niyati jaane| ve vApasa lauTa aate| gAMvabhara rotA, gAMvabhara parezAna hotA, kyoMki gAMva meM aneka loga khar3e hote bhojana le lekara aura aneka iMtajAma 184

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava karake khar3e hote| abhI bhI khar3e hote haiM, lekina aba jaina digambara muni-vaisA prayoga karatA hai abhI bhI-lekina vaha saba jAhira hai ki vaha kyA-kyA niyama letA hai| pAMca-sAta niyama jAhira haiM, vaha vahI ke vahI letA hai, pAMca-sAta gharoM meM ve niyama pUre kara dete haiN| kisI ghara ke sAmane kele laTake hoNge| aba vaha mAlama hai| ve kele laTakA lete haiM saba loga apane ghara ke saamne| koI strI sapheda sADI pahanakara bhojana ke lie nimaMtraNa karegI, vaha mAlUma hai| aba pAMca-sAta niyama phiksDa ho gae haiN| pAMca-sAta niyama pAMca-sAta gharoM meM loga khar3e ho jAte haiM krke| aba jaina muni kabhI binA bhojana lie nahIM lautttaa| nizcita hI vaha mahAvIra se jyAdA hoziyAra hai| kabhI nahIM lauTatA khAlI haath| taba to usako milatA hI hai, isalie pakkA mAmalA hai usako aura usako banAnevAle, bhojana banAnevAloM meM koI na koI sAMThagAMTha hai| bhojana banAnevAloM ko patA hai, usako patA hai| vaha vahI niyama letA hai, vahI bhojana banAnevAle pUrA kara dete haiN| bhojana lekara vaha lauTa jAtA hai| AdamI apane ko kitane dhokhe de sakatA hai! __mahAvIra kI prakriyA bahuta aura hai| vaha yaha thI-ve kisI ko kaheMge nahIM, vaha unake bhItara hai baat| aba vaha kyA hai? kabhI-kabhI tIna tIna mahIne mahAvIra ko khAlI, binA bhojana lie gAMva se lauTa jAnA pdd'aa| bAta khatma ho gayI, para inaDephiniTa hai| aura jaba mana ke lie koI sImA nahIM hotI to mana ko tor3anA bahuta AsAna ho jAtA hai; jaba mana ke lie sImA hotI hai to khIMcanA bahuta AsAna hotA hai| eka hI ghaMTe kI to bAta hai, to nikAla deNge| caubIsa ghaMTe kI bAta hai, gujAra deMge lekina inddephinitt| mahAvIra kA jo anazana thA, usakI koI sImA na thii| vaha kaba pUrA hogA ki nahIM hogA, ki yaha jIvana kA aMtima hogA bhojana, isake bAda nahIM hogA isakA bhI kucha pakkA patA nhiiN| vaha kala para hai, kala kI bAta hai| kala gAMva meM ve jAeMge-ho gayA, ho gayA; nahIM huA, nahIM huA; vApisa lauTa AeMge, bAta khatma ho gyii| . isalie mahAvIra ne upavAsa aura anazana para jaise gahare prayoga kie, isa pRthvI para kisI ne kabhI nahIM kie| magara Azcarya kI bAta hai ki itane kaThina prayoga karake bhI mahAvIra ko phira bhI bhojana to kabhI-kabhI mila hI jAtA thaa| bAraha varSa meM tIna sau paiMsaTha bAra bhojana milaa| kabhI paMdraha dina bAda, kabhI do mahIne bAda, kabhI tIna mahIne bAda, kabhI cAra mahIne bAda, para bhojana milaa| to mahAvIra kahate the--jo milanevAlA hai, vaha mila hI jAtA hai| aura mahAvIra kahate the-tyAga to usI kA kiyA jA sakatA hai jo nahIM milanevAlA hai| usakA to tyAga bhI kaise ho sakatA hai jo milanevAlA hI hai| aura taba mahAvIra kahate the--jo niyati se milA hai, usakA karma-baMdhana mere Upara nahIM hai| merA nahIM hai koI saMbaMdha usse| kyoMki maiMne kisI se mAMgA nahIM, maiMne kisI se kahA nahIM, chor3a diyA anaMta ke uupr| ki hogI jagata ko koI jarUrata mujhe calAne kI to aura calA legaa| aura nahIM hogI jarUrata to bAta khatma ho gyii| merI apanI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| dhyAna rahe mahAvIra kI sArI prakriyA jIveSaNA chor3ane kI prakriyA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM - maiM jIvita rahane ke lie koI eSaNA nahIM karatA huuN| agara isa astitva ko hI, agara isa hone ko hI jarUrata ho merI koI, iMtajAma tuma juTA lenA, vaha merA iMtajAma nahIM hai| aura tumheM koI jarUrata na raha jAe to merI tarapha se jarUrata pahale hI chor3a cukA huuN| lekina Azcarya to yahI hai ki phira bhI mahAvIra jiye cAlIsa varSa - svastha jiye, AnaMda se jiye| isa bhUkha ne unheM mAra na ddaalaa| isa niyati para chor3a dene se ve dIna-hIna na ho ge| yaha jIveSaNA ko haTA dene se mauta na A gyii| jarUra bahuta se rAja patA calate haiN| hamArI yaha ceSTA ki maiM hI mujhe jilA rahA hUM, vikSiptatA hai| aura hamArA yaha khayAla ki jaba taka maiM na marUMgA, kaise marUMgA? nAsamajhI hai| bahuta kucha hamAre hAtha ke bAhara hai, use bhI hama samajhate haiM ki hamAre hAtha ke bhItara hai| jo hamAre hAtha ke bAhara hai use hAtha ke bhItara samajhane se hI ahaMkAra kA janma hotA hai| jo hamAre hAtha ke bAhara hai, use hAtha ke bAhara hI samajhane se ahaMkAra visarjita 185

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 ho jAtA hai| mahAvIra apanA bhojana bhI paidA nahIM krte| mahAvIra snAna bhI nahIM karate apanI tarapha se| varSA kA pAnI jitanA dhulA detA hai, dhulA detA hai| lekina bar3I majedAra bAta hai ki mahAvIra ke zarIra se pasIne kI durgaMdha nahIM AtI thii| AnI cAhie, bahuta jyAdA AnI cAhie, kyoMki mahAvIra snAna nahIM karate haiN| para Apane kabhI khayAla kiyA, saikar3oM pazu pakSI haiM, snAna nahIM krte| varSA kA pAnI basa kAphI hai| unake zarIra se durgandha AtI hai! eka AdamI akelA aisA jAnavara hai jo bahuta durgandhita hai, DIoDareMTa kI jarUrata par3atI hai| roja sugaMdha chir3ako, DIoDareMTa sAbunoM se nahAo, saba taraha kA iMtajAma karo, phira bhI pAMca-sAta minaTa kisI ke pAsa baiTha jAo to asalI khabara mila jAtI hai| ___ AdamI akelA jAnavara hai jo durgaMdha detA hai| mahAvIra ke jIvana meM jina logoM ko jAnakArI thI, jo unake nikaTa the ve bahuta cakita the ki unake zarIra se durgaMdha nahIM aatii| asala meM mahAvIra aise jIte haiM, jaise pazu pakSI jIte haiM, utane hI niyati para apane ko chor3akara / jo marjI isa virATa kI, isa anaMta sattA kI jo marjI, vahI usake lie raajii| aisA bhI nahIM ki pasInA AegA to ve parezAna hoMge, ki nArAja hI hoNge| pasIne ke lie rAjI hoMge; durgaMdha AegI, durgaMdha ke lie rAjI hoNge| asala meM rAjI hone se eka nayI taraha kI sugaMdha jIvana meM AnI zurU hotI hai| eksettibilittii| jaba hama saba svIkAra kara lete haiM to eka anUThI sugaMdha se jIvana bharanA zurU ho jAtA hai| saba durgaMdha asvIkAra kI durgaMdha hai| saba durgaMdha asvIkAra kI durgaMdha hai aura saba kurUpatA asvIkAra kI kurUpatA hai| svIkAra ke sAtha hI eka anUThA sauMdarya hai aura svIkAra ke sAtha hI eka anUThI sugaMdha se jIvana bhara jAtA hai, eka suvAsa se jIvana bhara jAtA hai| ___ mahAvIra ko pAnI gire to samajheMge, snAna karAnA thA bAdaloM ko| isako jaba kathAoM meM likhA gayA to hamane bar3I bhUleM kara diiN| kathAeM to kavi likhate haiM, aura jaba likhate haiM to phira pratIka aura sArA kAvya usameM saMyukta hotA hai, mitha bana jAtI hai| kaviyoM ne jaba isI bAta ko kahA to kharAba ho gayI baat| majA calA gyaa| kaviyoM ne kahA - jaba devatAoM ne snAna karavAyA, saba bAta kharAba ho gaI, usakA majA calA gyaa| vaha majA hI calA gayA, bAta hI khatma ho gii| abhiSeka devatAoM ne kiyaa| mahAvIra khuda to snAna nahIM karate to devatA becaina ho gae, ve Ae aura unhoMne snAna krvaayaa| asala meM aisI bAta nahIM hai| bAta kula itanI hI hai ki mahAvIra ne samasta para svayaM ko chor3a diyaa| jaba bAdala barase, snAna ho gyaa| lekina una dinoM loga bAdaloM ko bhI devatA kahate the| iMdra thA, to kathA meM jaba likhA gayA to likhA gayA ki iMdra AyA aura usane snAna krvaae| ye saba pratIka haiN| bAta kula itanI hai ki mahAvIra ne chor3a diyA niyati para, prakRti para saba, jo karanA ho kara, maiM rAjI huuN| ___ yaha rAjI honA ahiMsA hai| aura isa rAjI hone ke lie unhoMne anazana ko prAthamika sUtra kahA hai| kyoM? kyoMki Apa rAjI kaise hoMge, jaba taka ApakI saba iMdriyAM Apase rAjI nahIM haiM to Apa prakRti se rAjI kaise hoMge? ise thor3A dekha ra hai| ApakI iMdriyAM hI Apase rAjI nahIM haiM - peTa kahatA hai, bhojana do; zarIra kahatA hai kapaDe, do; pITha kahatI hai, vizrAma caahie| ApakI eka-eka iMdriya Apase bagAvata kie hue hai| vaha kahatI hai, yaha do, nahIM to tumhArI jiMdagI bekAra hai, akAratha hai| tuma bekAra jI rahe ho| mara jAo, isase to behatara hai agara eka acchA bistara nahIM juTA pA rahe ho - mara jaao| ApakI iMdriyAM Apase nArAjI haiM, Apase rAjI nahIM haiN| aura Apako khIMca rahI haiM, to Apa isa virATa se kaise rAjI ho pAeMge! itane choTe-se zarIra meM itanI choTI-sI iMdriyAM Apase rAjI nahIM ho pAtIM, to isa virATa zarIra meM, isa brahmAMDa meM Apa kaise rAjI ho paaeNge| aura phira jaba taka ApakA dhyAna iMdriyoM se ulajhA hai taba taka ApakA dhyAna usa virATa para jAegA bhI kaise, yahIM kSudra meM hI aTakA raha jAtA hai| kabhI paira meM kAMTA 186

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anazana : madhya ke kSaNa kA anubhava gar3a jAtA hai, kabhI sira meM darda ho jAtA hai; kabhI yaha pasalI dukhatI hai, kabhI vaha iMdriya mAMga karatI hai| inhIM ke pIche daur3ate-daur3ate saba samaya jAyA ho jAtA hai| to mahAvIra kahate haiM--pahale ina iMdriyoM ko apane se rAjI kro| anazana kA vahI artha hai, peTa ko apane se rAjI karo, tuma peTa se rAjI mata ho jaao| jAno bhalIbhAMti ki peTa tumhAre lie hai, tuma peTa ke lie nahIM ho| lekina bahuta kama loga haiM jo himmata se yaha kaha sakeM ki hama peTa ke lie nahIM haiN| bhalIbhAMti vaha jAnate haiM ki hama peTa ke lie haiM, peTa hamAre lie nahIM hai| hama sAdhana haiM aura peTa sAdhya ho gayA hai| peTa kA artha, sabhI iMdriyAM sAdhya ho gayI haiN| khIMcatI rahatI haiM, bulAtI rahatI haiM, hama daur3ate rahate haiN| ___ mullA nasaruddIna eka dina apane makAna para baiThakara khappara ThIka kara rahA hai| varSA Ane ke karIba hai, vaha apane khapar3e ThIka kara rahA hai| eka bhikhArI ne nIce se AvAja dI ki nasaruddIna nIce aao| nasaruddIna ne kahA ki tujhe kyA kahanA hai, vahIM se kaha de| usane kahA-mApha karo, nIce aao| nasaruddIna becArA sIDhiyoM se nIce utarA, bhikhArI ke pAsa gyaa| bhikhArI ne kahA ki ka khAne ko mila jaae| nasaruddIna ne kahA-nAsamajha! yaha to tU nIce se hI kaha sakatA thaa| isake lie mujhe nIce bulAne kI jarUrata? usane kahA-bar3A saMkoca lagatA thA, jora se bolUMgA, koI suna legaa| nasaruddIna ne kahA-bilakula tthiik| cala, Upara cl| bhikhArI bar3A moTA tagar3A thaa| bAmuzkila car3ha paayaa| jAkara nasaruddIna Upara apane khapar3e jamAne meM laga gyaa| thor3I dera bhikhArI khar3A rhaa| usane kahA ki bhUla gae kyA? nasaruddIna ne kahA-bhIkha nahIM denI hai, yahI kahane ke lie Upara lAyA huuN| usane kahA-tU AdamI kaisA hai, nIce hI kyoM na kaha diyA? nasaruddIna ne kahA-bar3A saMkoca lgaa| koI suna legaa| jaba tU bhikhArI hokara mujhe nIce bulA sakatA hai to maiM mAlika hokara tujhe Upara nahIM bulA sakatA? para saba iMdriyAM hameM nIce bulAe calI jAtI haiM, hama iMdriyoM ko Upara nahIM bulA paate| anazana kA artha hai-iMdriyoM ko hama Upara bulAeMge, hama iMdriyoM ke sAtha nIce nahIM jaaeNge| Aja itanA hii| kala hama dusare tathya para vicAra kreNge| lekina pAMca minaTa jAeMge nahIM, baiThe rheNge| 187

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