Kalyan 1960 12 Ank 10

Author(s): Somchand D Shah
Publisher: Kalyan Prakashan Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/539204/1

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. ki are ja che varSa : 13 aMka : 10 * mAgaphAra 2017 8 saMpAduka : somacaMda DI. DIsembara 19 6 0 vIra saM. 2 4 8 7 huM

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ja haze 'samAcAra sArI vibhAgamAM dareka dhAmika samAcAro TUMkamAM levAya che te samAcAra ane teTalA muddAsara ane TUMkA lakhavA lekhaka patravyavahAra ke manIorDara karatI vakhate grAhaka nabara lekha pRSTha acUka lakhavA ughaDate pAne : saM. 725 ukela mAgato prazna : vaidya mehanalAla cu. dhAmI 727 lavAjama purUM thaye Apane rAmAyaNanI ratnaprabhA : zrI priyadarzana 729 khabara ApavAmAM Ave che te DhIla karyA sivAya lavAjama jJAna gecarI : zrI gaveSaka 737 manIorDarathI mokalI ApavuM. kuladIpaka : zrI suryazizu 742 vI. pI. thI nADuMka daza AnAne vinAzanAM tAMDava : pU. mu. zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI ma. 746 vadhu kharca Ave che. mahA mAnava : zrI zaileza ha50 verAyelAM puSpo: zrI ramaNalAla bhogIlAla pArekha 754 navA deza grAhaka banAvI madhapUDe : | zrI madhukara u55 ApanArane 'kalyANu' eka varSa prArthanAnuM paribaLa : Do. ema. DI. dezAI 761 kI mekalAvAze. rayAdvAdanI mahattA : pU. mu. zrI TAITala peja upara chApavA | dharmaguptavijayajI ma. 765 mATe tIrthanA phoTAo ke ? ApaNe Aje pharI vicArIe : bloke sArA hoya te ja mekazrI bhAIlAlabhAI DI. paTela 769 lavA vinaMti che. saMsAra cAlyA jAya che. : vaidya me. cu. dhAmI 777 jJAna vijJAnanI tejachAyA : | zrI kiraNa 785 AphrikAmAM vI. pI. thatu samAcArasAra : saMkalita i91 nathI te lavAjama purUM thayAnA verAyelAM vicAraratna : pU. 5, zrI kanakavijayajI ga. 800 khabara apAya che. krosa sivAyanA paSTala eDa2 ke manIorDarathI lavAjama mekalI ApavA | upayogI sUcana vina ti che. ejanTone tyAM je grAhakabaMdhuo lavAjama bhare teoe pAlItANA khAte kAryAlayane eka kArDa thI jaNAvavuM jarUrI che. aka na maLyAnI pharIyAda | 28mI pachI karavI. dareka aMka kalyANa mAsIkamAM gIte, stavane, padyo ke kAvya levAne | aMgrejI mahinAnI 20mI niyama nathI. lekho paNa kAgaLanI eka bAjue lakhIne mokale |tArIkhe pragaTa thAya che.

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u gha Da te pA ne ? jana samAjamAM Aje sarvadezIya pranene zraddhA, samabhAva, saMskAra tathA siddhAMtanI daSTie chaNAvaTa karatAM sAhitya pracAranI khoTa che, ezIya sAhitya keIpaNa rIte sarva samAjane samAjanA dareka vargane mArgadarzana ApI zake tema nathI, mATe ja "kalyANuM" Aje jenasamAjane zraddhA sAthe saMskAra ane zikSaNa sAthe samabhAvane pracAra karavA kAje jainatvane jaina ArSadadhine-jenasiddhAMtane vaphAdAra rahevApUrvaka samAjanA bAla, prauDha, yuvAna ke vRddha ochuM bhaNelAM ke vadhAre bhaNelAM; gaMbhIra sAhitya zokhIna ke haLavA sAhitya rasika darekane mArgadarzana ApavApUrvaka te te varganuM jIvana ghaDatara karavA pitAne mahatvano phALo gauravapUrvaka ApavA irache che. " chatAM ye samAja pratyenI, dharma ke zAsana pratyenI tenI pitAnI je kAMI pharo che. tene bajAvavA mATe te sarva rIte sajAga che. ke IpaNa praznamAM samAjane jAgatA rahejonI rena mAravAnI tenI pharajane te adA karavA nirbhayapaNe kaTibaddha che. devadravyanA praznathI mAMDIne cAlu vAtAvaraNamAM bhayanA vAdaLanI jema ghUmI rahele "dhAmika TrasTa ekaTarane anaH paNa te badhAyamAM, "kalyANa pitAthI zakya saghaLuM karIne samAjane jAgrata rAkhavA pUrvaka sattAsthAne rahelA vargane egya paDakAra ApavA te kadi cUkayuM nathI. vartamAna kegresataMtranI abhAratIya nIti-rIti sAme makakama avAje spaSTa zabdomAM kalyANe te taMtrane paDakArela che. Aja kAraNe "kalyANa jevA saMskRti pracAraka bhAratIya AdhyAtmika saMskRtinA mArga darzaka haLavA chatAM ziSTa mAsikanI Aje keTa-keTalI AvazyaktA che? te kahevAnuM ke samajA. vavAnuM na hoya! kevala 5-50nA lavAjamamAM jAherAtanA pajene bAda karatAM paNa dara mahine lAM pharmA, 68 jeTalA pejanuM nakakara vAMcana, vividha viSayaspazI sAvika, tAtvika rasamaya thALa pIrasatA kalyANanA zubhecchakone eTaluM ja kahevAnuM rahe che ke, "kalyANa ne hajI ame vadhu vikAsa karavA IcchA rAkhIe chIe. Aje sarerAza dara mahine 10 pharmA ApatA kalyANa ne AvatI kAle 12thI 15 phaenuM vAMcana ApatA karavAnA amArA manoratha che, samAjamAM evuM aThavADika, pAkSika ke mAsika nathI ke jenuM mAsika vAMcana kalyANa jeTaluM nakakara, saMgIna. vividha viSayapazI sAtvika tathA tAtvika ane vizAla hoya, chatAM amane Aje e bAbatamAM saMteSa che ke, samAjamAM "kalyANu'nuM sthAna viziSTa che, ne raheze. tenuM kAraNa tenA zubhecchakane sahRdayatAbharyo saDakAra, tenA hajAre vAMcakavargane eka sarakhe AtmIya bhAva; ane tenA saMcAlakane samAjanI nADa pArakhIne tenI zraddhA, saMskAra tathA tenA jIvanane ghaTatA jIvane pagI sAhityane raju karavAne sajAga prayatnaH kalyANa mATe amArI kaI abhilASA ke anya prArthanA nathI paNa eka ja kahevAnuM sarvekeIne rahe che ke. Aja dina sudhI kalyANane je sahakAra ApatA rahyA che. te rIte ApIne "kalyANanA uttara rottara vikAsamAM tamAro namra phALo ApatA raheje! sarva kaMI zubherachake kalyANane mATe eka eka grAhaka nA karatA rahe te Aje kalyANa je hAranA saMkhyAmAM vAcakavarga dharAve che. te AvatI kAle lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM vAcakavarga dharAvate thAya ! "kalyANanI tenA janma samaye tenA mudrAlekhamAM je maMgalabhAvanA tenA pahelA varSanA pahelA aMkamAM mudrita karelI hatI te Aje paNuM eja che ke, zivamastu sarva jagataH jagatanA cauda rAjalekanA sa AtmAnuM sarva rIte sarva sthAne kalyANa ho! bhadra hA!, zreya tathA maMgala ? .

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varSa : 17. mAgazara aMka :12 2017 ukela mAgato prazna ! dhirAja zrI mAhalAla cunIlAla dhAmI A sthaLethI ekavAra kahevAI gayuM che ke ApaNe have lagna aMge thatA kharcanA moTA bhapakAothI dUra rahevuM joIe ane lagnane eka Adarza rUpe pratiSThita karavA mAgatA hoIe te bane teTalI sAdAIthI te ujavavAM joIe. paraMtu kALane sakhata tamAro lAgate rahevA chatAM ApaNe eTalA niMbhara banI gayA chIe ke paristhiti, kALa ane saMgane jarAya vicAra karatA nathI. kanyAnA pratyeka mAtA pitA-pitAnI putrI sukhI thAya evuM IcchatA hoya che ane samAjamAM kaMIka bhaNela muratI maLe te ene prApta karavA paDApaDI thatI hoya che ane vadhAre kamanazIbI e che ke A paDApaDImAM je mAbApa vadhAre dhana verI zake teja pitAnuM dhAryuM karI jAya che. muratIyAne amerikA ke yurepa abhyAsa mATe mokalavAnA vacana apAya che. kariyAvaranI sAmagrInI vipulatA varNavAya che ane A rIte varaviyanI eka bhayaMkara prathA je ApaNA samAjamAM hatI nahiM te pharIvAra sajIvana thatI hoya che. A pApanA pariNAme madhyama varga ane garIba varganI kanyAo mATe bhAre viSama paristhiti sajAvA mAMDe che. ghaNIvAra evuM paNa bane che ke sAmAnya bhaNelA muratIyAonI daSTi paNa ke mAladAranI kanyA meLavavA tarapha vaLe che athavA kaMIka prAptinI AzA jAge che. AvI vRtti e eka kadI mApha na thaI zake evuM bhayaMkara dUSaNa che ane AvuM dUSaNe eka mahA vALA pragaTAvIne samAjanA kalevarane bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhe te pahelAM jenA samAjanA vicAraka bhAIoe A dUSaNane DAmavA aMge kaMIka karavuM joIe. lagna e saMsAra jIvananI eka uttama kriyA hoya te e kriyAne AvAM dUSaNa vaDe abhaDAvavI na joIe. varakanyAnA mAbApoe samAna sthitinA ghara sAthe ja saMbaMdha bAMdhavAne nirNaya kare joIe, ane AjanI asaMskArI keLavaNInA viSathI jenAM jIva. tara caMcaLa banI gayAM che, tevA navajuvAnAe AgaLa AvIne A dUSaNane DAmavA mATe kaddhibadha thavuM joIe. A prazna kevaLa ATalethIja patatuM nathI. zrImatee lagna prasaMgane eTale vikRta ane bihAmaNe banAvI dIdhuM che ke sArA samAjane e leke pAchaLa kheMcAvuM paDe che.

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lagna samayanA vastrAlaMkAramAM mAtra pitAnI zrImaMta nAM pradarzana sivAyanI anya keI daSTi bhAgyeja dekhAtI hoya che. chelagna nimitte thatI pArTIo eTalI badhI kharacALa hoya che ke e karatAM bhAratIya che) ja prathAnuM bhejana ghaNuM ja sagavaDa bharyuM, svAvalaMbI ane sastu hoya che; paNa zrImaMtane . (9 AvI pATIone AvA jalasAo vagara cAlatuM nathI nANune dhUmADe karavAmAM kaI udA. rato paDI che? e ja samajAtuM nathI. ane madhyamavargane paNa na chUTake AvA cALA karavA che) ka paDe che. ' ApaNu lagna gIte je junAM kahevAya che tenI pAchaLa hetu ane Adarza paDe hate. ja che Aja phimI phezananAM gIte ApaNAmAM rahelA saMsAranA ane sAhityanA dainyanI ja jAhera che. che khabara karatAM hoya che. , che. lagna e saMsAra jIvananuM eka saMskArI kArya che. che. e sAMskArika kArya jeTaluM sAduM, zuddha ane aMtaranA bhAvathI bhareluM hoya teTaluM che ( vadhAre maMgalamaya pariNAma lAvanArUM nivaDe che. chuM lagna e kevaLa saMsAra jIvananuM maMgalAcaraNa che. jenadarzanane emAM eTale rasa nathI, je 24 jeTale rasa tyAgamaya jIvanamAM che. kAraNa ke jenadarzana to khulI rIte vAta kare che ke che saMsAranI koIpaNa kriyA sukhAbhAsathI AgaLa vadhatI ja nathI. paraMtu A tatvajJAnane prazna , ka che. vyavahAra ane saMsAra bhAvane paNa dhamazrita ja rAkhyAM che. kAraNa ke dharmanA Azraya - ( vagaranuM keIpaNa kAya pariNAme lAbhadAyaka nathI. ApaNI lagna prathAmAM eja dharmAzrita Adarza paddha hovA chatAM Aja ApaNe che) che. vadhumAM vadhu vilAsa ane vaibhanAM pradarzana karavAmAM ja jAye kaI mahAna kAma karI nAMkhyuM ke hoya tevo saMtoSa meLavIe chIe. ( A praznane samagra daSTie vicAravAnuM ane lagna jevI saMsAranI uttama kriyAnA eka ja 04 saMsArane enA zuddha svarUpe rAkhavAnuM ApaNe sahu nakkI nahIM karIe te ceDAja varaso che) pachI ApaNI lagnaprathA eka abhizApa jevI banI jaze ane jyAre vikRti vadhI paDe che, tyAre vinAza sivAya bIjuM koI pariNAma AvatuM nathI. che darada prANaghAtaka bane te pahelAM je pathyApathya ane upacAra karavAmAM Ave che? ke te daradI pharIvAra Arogya prApta karI zake che. paraMtu darada pote ja jyAre vikarALa banI zake 9i jAya che tyAre saMsAranuM keI amRta daradIne bacAvI zakAtuM nathI. che Ajane A prazna che. ApaNe ane ApaNI bhAvi prajAne A prazna che. praznane che) * ukela lAve e ApaNuM ja kartavya che. 1 (c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c) (c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)

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AjanA aMkathI jaina samAjanA lokapriya ane vizAla vAcaka samUha dharAvatA "kalyANa mAM eka navI bhAvavAhI etihAsika kathA rAmAyaNanI zarU thAya che. jenA mUla lekhaka kalikAlakAla sarvajJa zrI hemacaMdra sUrIzvarajI mahArAja chetemaNe zrI rAmacaMdrajI, lakSmaNajI, rAvaNa, 2 na pra bhA bibhISaNa, vAlI, sugrIva tathA hanumAna temaja temanA pUrvajone [jaina rAmAyaNa]. sparzatI kathA AlekhI che. tene anulakSIne lekhaka zrI priyadarzana potAnI prAsAdika ojasvI sarala tathA svaccha zailImAM kalyANa zrI priyadarzana mATe e itihAsa prasiddha mahApuruSonI jIvanagAthA Alekhe che. lekhakanI zailI mAdhuryabharI tathA tejasvI che. vAcakone avazya rasaprada banaze. dara aMke A aitihAsika kathA AgaLa ne AgaLa (1) vadhatI raheze. je vAcakone avazya manoraMjaka tathA bAdhaka banaze. tame dara mahine "kalayANuM" ne avazya vAMcatA raheze. pUrvabhUmika mahelane tyAga karI sadagurunAM caraNamAM ajitanAtha bhagavAnanA samayanI A nivAsa karavAno teNe nirNaya karyo. vAta che. turata moTA putra mahArakSane bolAvyo. rAkSasa' nAmane eka dvIpa ane temAM laMkA - "beTA ! A rAjya have tAre saMbhALavAnuM nAmanI nagarI. che. putranA mAthe potAne krUjato hAtha pheravatA laMkA eTale laMkA ja! khUba suMdara! meghavAhane kahyuM. temAM meghavAhana rAjA rAjya kare. pitAjI...Apa meghavAhana rAjAthI rAkSasavaMza zarU thaye. * zarU thayo. "rAjyarakSAnuM mAruM kartavya ahIM pUrNa thAya bhale vaMzanuM nAma rAkSasa hatuM, paNa A medha. che. have AtmarakSAnuM paramakartavya bajAvavAno vAhana rAjA to devathI ya vadhu dayALa ane samaya thaI gayA che beTA !" popakArI hate. mahArakSanI AMkhamAM AMsu ubharAyAM. sarva - eka divasa meghavAhana mahelanI agA svane tyAga karI jatA premALa pitAnA virahanI sImAM beThe hatuM. teNe anaMta AkAza sAme kalpanAe tene dhrujAvI dIdhe, joyuM.joyA ja karyuM...AMkha mIcI dIdhI... "pitAnA mArgamAM ADo ubhuM rahuM? na javA * dauM, na javA dauM. paNa pachI pitA kyAre ya teNe AtmanirIkSaNa karyuM. aho! A nahi jAya? zuM mAre kAyA rekaze? jAlima AkAza jema anaMta che...che ja nathI. tema kALanI phALa AgaLa mArUM zuM cAlaze? nA nA. , mArUM bhavabhramaNa paNa anaMtakALathI cAlu che. bhale na cAle. paNa mArAthI nahi javA devAya." kyAre aMta Avaze? mahArakSanuM manomaMthana guMcavAtuM cAlyuM. rAjya para rAga cAlyA gaye. rAjA verAgI "paNa huM emanA priyamAgamAM vina karIza, 'banI gaye. te temanuM kamaLa hRdaya keTaluM badhuM dubhAze ? che ke huM chellAM cha Na kahI , , , , mahAla

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730: samAyaNanI ratnaprabhA : keTaluM badhu duHkha anubhavaze ? mArAthI te te nahi ja sahana thAya. huM temanA mArgamAMthI masI jAuM.' mahArakSe maunapaNe ja meghavAhananuM vacana svIkArI lIdhuM. meghavAhane rAjyanA, putranA, parivAranA, sasvanA tyAga karyo. ajitanAtha bhagavAnanI pAse jai rAjA mahArAja banI gayA. meghavAhana munivare AkarAM tapa ane jakharAM cAna dharavA mAMDayA ! bhagavAnanI AjJAne tA rajeraja pALavAnI temanI takedArI. meghavAhana munivare karmAMnA Aya karI nAMkhyA anaMta anatakALathI cAlI Avatu bhavabhramaNa calAvI dIdhuM. meghavAhananA AtmA siddha manI gayA. have nahiM janma, nahi mRtyu. anaMta Ana ane ana'tajJAnamAM anaMtakALa jhIlavAnu. mahArakSe lAMkhAkALa laMkA para rAjya karyuM. eka divasa enA aMtarAtmA paNa jAgye. saMsAranI mAyA tyajI devA kaTibaddha anyA. rAjya para peAtAnA putra devarakSane besADayA, sAdhu manI, sAdhanA karI mahAro paNa Atmasiddhi karI. pachI te lakAnI gAdI para je je rAjA bese che, te te peAtAnA putrane rAjya bhaLAvI pAte sAdhu khanI siddha banatA jAya che. AvuM asaMkhyakALa sudhI cAlyuM. ajitanAya pachI saMbhavanAya, azidanasvAmI, sumatinAya, padmaprabhasvAmI, supA nAtha, caMdraprabhasvAmI, suvidhinAtha ane ema A tI karadevA thaI gayA. mRgIyAramA zreyAMsanAtha svAmI tItha patinA kALa AvI lAgyuM. (2) vaitADhaya patanA zikharA, khINNA, eTale vidyAdharAnI duniyA 1 tyAM meghapura nAmanuM eka nagara ane atIndra rAjA tyAM rAjya kare. atIndra vidyAdharAnA rAjA. tenI kIrti zvetAlayanA zikhare zikhare ane kAtare kAtare gavAyelI, zrImatI enI rANI, zIlavatI ane guNavaMtI. te rANIe eka putranA ane eka putrIne janma ApyA. putranu' nAma zrIkaMTha. putrInuM nAma devI. devI eTale daivI ja joI lyA ! rUpa-rUpanA amAra ! devI yauvanamAM AvI tyAM te tenuM saundaya sALe kaLAe khIlyuM. devInA rUpanI pratha`sA deza-videzamAM thavA lAgI. eka divasa atIndvanI rAjasabhAmAM eka dUta AvIne ubhA. ratnapuranagaranA puSpAttara vidyAdharendranA e hatA. hata atIndrane teNe namana karyuM. zA mATe AvavAnuM thayuM che?dutane yAgya AAsane besADI nareze pUchyuM, 'mane ratnapuranA supAttara vidhAdharendra mekayA che. hA, zA mATe?" amArA vidhAnane padmAttara nAmane tejAvI putra che. rUpe ane yuke pUrA, te putranI

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kalyANaH DIsembara, 1990: chA sAthe tamArI putrI devIne vivAha thAya te sarakhe ucI Doke yauvanAe zrIka para madhura daSTi. sarakhI joDI thAya. e joyA ja karyuM. dUtanI vAta sAMbhaLI atI kSaNabhara vicA. zrIkaMTha vikArane vaza banI gaye. ramAM paDI gaye, svastha thaI te dUtane kahe che. vikArane vikasavAnI taka paNa maLI gaI - "vArU, huM vicArI joIza." rAjAne TUMke yuvatI zrIkaMThane cAhatI hatI ! pratyuttara laI dUta tyAMthI ravAnA thaI gaye. e nIce AvyuM ane suMdarIne upADI atIndra vidyAdhareze devInA mATe egya patinI AkAzamAge jhaDapI prayANa karyuM. cArekora tapAsa karAvI. tyAM tenI daSTa laMkA paNuM.acAnaka rAjaputrInuM apaharaNa thayuM para paDI. jANI dAsIo gabharAI gaI. laMkAmAM tyAre rAkSasezvara kIrtidhavalarAjA hate. "pA harAvyuM. padmA harANI. paDhAne koI tenI ujjavala kIrtie atIndrane Aka. upADI gayuM." nagaramAM kolAhala macI gayo. devInuM lagna kIrtidhavala sAthe kaya". guNavaMta vAta pahoMcI puttara rAjA pAse. ane zrImaMta paddhottara rAjaputra devIne meLavavA putrI pAnA apaharaNanA samAcAre te dedhathI samartha na banyo! dhamadhamI uThaye. putrIne upADI janAra duSTane dAruNa atIndra ane padmottaranA pitA puttara sajA karavA tatpara banI gaye. vacce vairanI gAMTha baMdhANI yuddhanI nebate gagaDI. rAjA puttare yuddhanA bakhtara dhAraNa karyA. A aMga para za sajI, virATa sainya sAthe devIne bhAI zrIkaMTha. teNe zrIkaMThane pIche pakaDa. suvarNacalanI yAtrA karI zrIkaMTha AkAzamAge zrIkaMTha jAte ja hatuM ke pAchaLa puttara meghapura pAchA pharI rahyo che. AvavAne ja che! te te poMce sIdhe laMkAmAM! vacce AvyuM ratnapura. pitAnA banevI kIti dhavalanAM zaraNe! sahAmaNu udyAnamAM teNe eka navayauvanA hadaya khelIne zrIkaMThe padmA sAthe premarUpasuMdarI joI. kIse kIrtidhavalane kahI dIdhuM. A bAju puSpazrIkaMThanI AMkhee e suMdarInAM rUpanuM dharAI tara pAchaLa ja AvI lAge. dharAIne pAna karyuM. zuM vizALa sanya! jANe yugAntane mahApitAnI tarapha ekITase premabharI AMkhe sAgara ! jyAM juo tyAM saunya ja sainya ! jetA juvAna pratye pelI yuvatI paNa AkarSANI. vidyAdhara rAjA puttara verane badale levA tama tamI rahyo che. eka te pitAnI devI mATenI paraspara AMkha maLI..---- mAMgaNIne zrIkaMThanA pitAe mAnya nahotI rAkhI, paraspara hadaya maLyAM. ane emAM A zrIkaMThe pitAnI putrInuM apaparaspara bhAva bheTayA! haraNa karyuM eTale baLatAmAM ghI homAyuM ! manamAM vikAranA aMkura phUTayA, pAMgaryA, kItidhavala hate vicAraka rAjA. teNe putra ane phaLanA phaNagA ya phUTa. ttarane yuddhathI javAba ApavAnuM pagaluM na bhaI,

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732 : rAmAyaNanI ratnaprabhA : " paraMtu samajutIthI puttaranA roSane nIcenI puttaranI yuddhayAtrA vivAhayAtrAmAM palanAMkhavAno nirNaya karyo. TAI gaI. - yuddhathI te reSanA bhaDakA thAya. zeSane pANI kitidhavale dabadabApUrvaka puttara nagara pANI karI nAMkhavA te samajutI joIe. praveza karAve. kItidhavale pitAnA eka vicakSaNa dUtane mahAna mahatsava ujavI zrIkaMTha-padyAne pottara pAse mokalavA sajaja karyo. dUta AvI vivAha karyo ane puttara rAjA ratnapura tarapha pahoMcce puttara nRpatinI pAse. pAcho vaLe. puSpottarane praNamIne teNe kItidhavalane saMdezA kaheve zarU karyo; prabhAtane samaya che. - rAjana ! zuM Apane ema nathI lAgatuM ke kItidhavala. zrIkaMTha ane devI eka suzeA yuddha niSpajana che? putrI avazya kyAreya bhita khaMDamAM beThAM che. koIne ApavAnI ja hoya che. have, jyAre tamArI kItidhavala zrIkaMThanA sAmuM ekITase joI guNavaMtI putrI svayaM ja zrIkaMThane premathI varI , rahela che. che, tyAre Apa jevA vicakSaNa puruSe zrIkaMThane temAM aparAdha na gaNu joIe. have ahIMthI jaiza.." zrIkaMThe kahyuM. 'chatAM ya jo Apa yuddha karaze te strInAM "have meghapura javAnI zI jarUra che? maitADhaya mane keTaluM badhuM dubhAze? have te putrInA mAna. parvata para tamArA ghaNuM duzmano ubhA thayA che, sika abhiprAyane anusAra zrI sAthe tenA nAhaka laDAI laDI laDI jIvana barabAda zA lagna mahotsava kare te ja sugya che..." A , mATe karavuM ? tamane zatruono bhaya che, ema datanI vAta haju cAlI rahI che, tyAM to mAre nathI kahevuM, tame zatruone pUro sAmane padmAe mekalelI eka gaMbhIra strI tyAM AvI, karI zake ema che, chatAM tamane ahIMthI javA ane padmAnI vinaMti rAjA samakSa raju karI; devA mArUM mana mAnatuM nathI. tamArI sAthe gADha sneha tamArA javAthI keTaluM duHkha Apaze, pitAjI! kharekhara, huM jAte ja zrIkaMThane tenI kalpanA paNa mane dhrujAvI mUke che. mATe javAnuM varI chuM; mArUM temaNe apaharaNa nathI karyuM, te te mAMDavALa ja kare." nAhaka zA mATe yuddha karIne lAkhe ne nAza hA, have te ahIM ja rahe? bahena devIe kare ?'. A sAMbhaLIne vidyAdhareza para 2, paNa Agraha karyo. prazAMta thaI gaye. "bhale, ahIM rahevuM na ThIka lAgatuM hoya - vicAra vicakSaNa puruSane prapa moTe bhAge te rAkSasadvIpanI bAjumAM ja vAnaradvIpa che. sahelAIthI zAMta karI zakAya che. jyAre jaDa bIjA paNa babarakula, siMhaladvIpa vagere ApaNuM dIpe che. jANe svargabhUminAM namUnA ja joI puruSanA prakopane zamAva ghaNuM kaThIna hoya che. ! enA e suMdara pradeza che. te pradeza- puttare vicAryuM tyAre putrI ja svayaM mAMthI kaI paNa eka sthaLe rAjadhAnI karIne zrIkaMThane varI che. vaLI, zrIkaMTha bhale zatruputra tame rahe." che, chatAM vIra ane guNI che. te bhale te baMnene bahena-banevInA snehabaMdhanamAMthI mukata vivAha thaI jate !" banavuM zrIkaMTha mATe azakaya hatuM. kItidhavalanI

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vAta svIkAre chUTakA thaye. vAnaradvIpa pasaMda karyA. vAnaradvIpa upara 'vidhi nAmanA parvata, ramaNIya ane maneAhara. te parvata para kIti dhavale 'viSkindhA nagarI vasAvI. ane zrIkane te rAjyanA adhipati anAkhyuM. padmAnI sAthe zrIkaOM viSkindhAmAM vAsa karyo. zrIkaThe peAtAnI apUrva pratibhAthA rAjyanuM saMcAlana zarU karyu.. prajAnAM sukha mATe te rA'i ciMtAtura rahe che. mAtra manuSyo mATe ja tenA hRdayamAM prema hatA ema nahi paNa pazupa...khIe pratye paNa tenA AtmAmAM teTalI ja mamatA hatI. viSkindhAnA udyAnAmAM....jagaleAmAM zrIka The vAMdarAo joyA. moTI moTI kAyA ! gamI jAya tevI gela ! phaLa khAIne jIvana jIve ! zrIkaMThanA hRdayamAM vAMdarAe pratye prema chalakANA, rAjyamAM teNe DhaDharA piTAgyeH 'keie paNa vAnarane mAravA nahi. mAraze tene kaDaka zikSA thaze.' eTalethI ja zrIka'Thane sateSa na thayo. teNe te vAnarAnAM ToLe ToLAM bhegAM karavA mAMDayA. vAnarA nAce ne zrIkaMThanuM haiyuM nAce ! vAna rAne gamatAM bhojanIyAM ApavA mAMDayA. ane, rAjA vAnaronA prema kare, pachI prajA ya prema ja kare ne! lekAe paNa vAnarone khAvAnuM-pIvAnuM ApavuM. zarU karyuM. gharanI bhIMta para AkarSIka citra cItarAvA lAgyA ! rAjyanI ane gharanI dhajAomAM paNa vAnare cItarAvA lAgyA ? ramavAnAM ramakaDAM paNa vAnaranI AkRtimAM manavA lAgyo. kalyANu : DIsembara, 1960 : 733 sarvatra vAnaronA nAma, vAnaronI AkRtie ane vAnaronA citrA sAyA. pariNAma e AvyuM ke vAnaradvIpamAM AvI vaselA vidyAdhara manuSyA paNa 'vAnara' kahevAyA! vAnaranA ati sahavAsathI mAnava paNa vAnara tarIke oLakhAye ! ekadA sabhA ma'DapamAM beThelA zrIkaDe AkAzamAge kolAhala thatA sAMbhaLyeA. teNe AkAza tarapha daSTi karI seMkaDo....hajAro devA, keI vimAnamAM te koI rathamAM! koI hAthI para te koi azva para ! nadrIzvaradvIpa tarapha jaI rahyA che. haiyAM jinabhaktithI nAcI rahyA che. zAzvata jinapratimAonAM pUjana-vaMdana karI kRtA manavAnA maneArathAmAM maDAlI rahyAM che. zrIkaDhane paNa zubha manAratha pragaTaye; tenAM pavitra cittamAM paNu nadIzvara zaila para javAnI tamannA pragaTI. vimAnane sajAvyu. jinasakitanI bhavya sAmagrI sAthe lIdhI. devAnI pAchaLa zrIkaMTha vidyAdhara-rAjAe pazu AkAzamArge prayANa karyu. ucca-pavitra ane urdhvagAmI AtmAe AtmatAraka nimitto maLatAM tene vadhAvI levAnA manArathA kare, maneArathane pAchA malIna vAsanAe nIce dATI na detAM temane pAMgarAvavA ane phaLazIla banAvavAnA prayatna Adare. manuSyanI sahaja vRtti tA evI hoya che ke te pApa-AlakhanAne jhaDapI grahaNa kare che. tenA Alabane pApa manArathA ane pApa pravRttie vegazIla banAve che! A to zrIkaMTha! zivagAmI che! tIthayAtrAnA harSa hileALe caDhayA che. vimAna mAila para mAlA, yAjanA para janA

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734 : rAmAyaNanI ratnaprabhA kApatu AkAzamArge cAlyuM jAya che. tyAM acAnaka vimAna thaMbhI gayuM. kALuM thaMbhALyu ? zrIkaMThanA mukha para gaMbhIratA chavAI gaI. nIce STi karI teA mATA virATakAya pahADa! gaganacuMbI zikhare vimAnanI gatine aTakAvI dIdhI! devenI te aciMtya zakti! temanAM vimAnA teA mAnuSAttara patane laMghIne cAlyAM gayA. zrIkaMTha ciMtAtura anI gayA. rASa kAnA para karavo ? zaSA mATe karavA! prArabdha ja mArUM pAMgaLu che. pUjIvananI tapazcaryA adhUrI che. mATe, ja mArA A bhavya manAratha pUrNa na thayA. to AvuM nirmAlya jIvana jIvavAnA zu atha che? te rAjyane pazu zu karavAnuM ke je mArA ATalA manArathane paNa pUravA samartha na banyuM..? putra parivArane paNa zuM karavAnA ke je mArI zubha kAmanAne aLa lAvavA nAkAmiyAba nivaDayA ? MALCHAND COOPER GROUP vitara kupara zepIMga mazIno * dhasArA sAme Take tevAM * prIsIsana greDa 1" * kaoNlITI maTIrIala mAsaH . sayu" A saMsArathI...jIvana tapazcaryAna caraNe ja dharI devuM zreyasyakara che....' zrIkaonA aMtastalamAM peADhelI gairAgyanI pAvanabhAvanA akhakIne beThI thai. zrIkaThe saMsAranA tyAga karyo. tIvra tapazcaryAnI bhaThThIomAM malina AtmasuvarNa ne ujjavala banAvI dIdhuM. AyuSya pUrNa thayuM. zrIkaMThanuM nirvANa thayuM. mAhanI kevI AchI cAdara zrIka'ThanA Atmavane AvarIne rahelI ke eka sAmAnya prasaga paranA tIvra vairAgye meha cAdarane cIrI nAMkhI! kevuM AtmasparzI ciMtana ! mAnuSAttara patanI bhekhaDAne mAga mAMthI tADIY=ADI nAkhavAnI koI vicAraNA na karatAM AtmAnA mAkSa taraphanA prayaNamAM ADakhIlI karI rahelI saMsAranI bhoma bhekhaDAne ja tADIphrAphI nAMkhavAnA satata ane sakhata puruSAtha Ado ! "AS" 200 ane 24" beTa AIva, ilekaTrIka-iva (vI belTa sAthe) mAM maLI zakaze. nadIzvaranI tItha yAtrA bhale na thaI, mAkSa yAtrA tA thaI gaI ! (kramaza:) majabUtAimAM sarvoparI hovA chatAM avAjano abhAva. khAsa sahArA, mIDImaMtra maMtrana mAM chuM ane bhI catarA ane bhAtrA-monAiTa spesyala leka, hAi DayuTI kAsTIMgamAMthI banAvela che. sALA bhAgo sahelAIthI badalI zakAya che ane sahelAithI chuTA pADavAnuM temaja sApha karavAnuM kAma thaI zake che. vAisa:- spezyala kvAlITI su yama, svIvela bejha sAthe. *"G.." 27, 2 ane 32 oMla-gI-sIMgala pulI ane ATalIA~I enDa kaMpanI kSamA gI lAla la huM r ca 6 prAya ve 3 lI mI 2 Da dIlhI amadAvAda manapura saI Atura bhegA kara. ilekaTrIka va (vI-ephTa sAthe) vijayA ma Da 13 meTa ,i ilekaDDIka lAIva (vI-ephTa sAthe) maLI sakaraze. ukA para enjInIarIMga lI. sasa . phArasa sTrITa, koDha, muMbai, 1. . sIkanyA da

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zALa thayarImavaSaka/ judA judAM sAmAyikomAM prasiddha thayela jIvanapayogI sAtvika lekhe je bodhaka tathA preraka che, te kalyANanA vizAla vAcakavanane anulakSIne A vibhAgamAM avAra-navAra rajU thatA rahe che. ahiM jeonA lekho prasiddha thAya che te lekhakonI badhI vicAra zreNI amane sammata che. evuM keie mAnI levuM nahi, te rIte kalyANa" mAM prasiddha thatA anyAnya lekhakonA lekhe mATe paNa samajI levuM. -saM. Aje vadhI rahyo che pazubhAva! vAmAM Ave che? e badhI jarUriyAtanI bAbatamAM ApaNe svastha citte vicAra karatA nathI, svastha pAlane mAnavasamAja navANuM TakA paza cine ApaNe vicAra karI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke samAja ja che. Idriyo ane mananA nigraha vagarane saMyamanA abhAve ApaNe manane ekAgra karI zaktA A samAja pUchaDuM nathI dharAvatA mATe manuSya nathI. keTalAka dAkhalA laIe. samAja che, e samaja kAcI che. sAmAnya pazu karatAM anna e ApaNI prAthamika jarUriyAta che e vAta enAmAM vizeSa buddhi hovAthI e vadhu bhayaMkara banI sau kabUle che. paraMtu keTaluM anna jarUrI che ane gaye che eTalI ja enI vizeSatA che. keTaluM anna jarUrI nathI teno nirNaya dareke pote Avo manuSyasamAja ane tenI jarUriyAto karavAnuM che. cAra roTalInI jarUra hoya chatAM bAra ane te jarUriyAtanI tRpti upara mustAka rahenArUM roTalI khAvI ene artha eTaleja ke bIjA be arthazAstra ane tene cIle cAlatI rAjyasattA ane mANasAne ApaNe keTalI vagaranA rAkhavA. vadhu khAI to bhrAMtinI musApharI lAge che. mANasanI jarUriyAta javuM ane cerI ke lUMTa karavI e be konI vacce. vadhI rahI che ke teno pazubhAva vadhI rahyo che tene mane taphAvata dekhAto nathI. dharamAM ja anna che te ApaNe ekAgra citto vicAra karavAno che. ApaNuM che eno artha e nahiM ke ApaNI jarUriyAta karatA vadhu vAparIne ApaNe dezabAMdhavone sthaLa utpAdana karavAnI dhUnamAM ApaNe sakSma lAMghaNuM karAvavA pedA thayA chIe. utpAdanane vegaLuM mUkyuM che. kApaDa, ghara ane reDiye e je jarUriyAta che, te AtmasaMyama e zuM arthazAstranI koI paNa vAtamAM AtmazAstrathI jarUriyAta nathI? saMyamathI Atmazakti ane prabhava aLagI pADI zakAya ja nahi. aLagI pADo to vadhe che. e vAtane barAbara samajIne je ApaNe avaLA cakkaramAM bharAIja jAo evuM anAjanI svIkArIe te manuSyane mATe saMyama e sarvopari bAbatamAM tevuM ja makAnanI bAbatamAM. jarUriyAta banI jAya che. ATalAM badhAM moTAM ane kiMmatI makAnamAM paraMtu atyAre te, ane khAsa karIne bhAratamAM, meM piso veDaphI devAnI zI jarUra. haze ? A e vicitra khela najare paDe che ke manuSyane potAne badhA ITavADAmAM AtmAnI kaI kaLA khIlI barAbara dhaDayA vagara tenI jarUriyAtane pahelI ghaDa- che? sarakAra A badhA rAjamahelo bAMdhavAmAM

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738 : jJAna gAcarI kA vaTa jotI haze? keAnI AgaLa ApaNe A badhuM prada na karavuM che? prajA te| garIba ane cIthare hAla che.' enI pAsethI karaverA udharAvI A badhI bihAmaNI, avAstavika ane AlIzAna imAratA bAMdhI ApaNe zuM sAbita karavuM che ? garIbAnA dhA upara mIThuM bharavAmAM zA hetu haze? hakIkata eTalIja che, ane te vahelI svIkArAya tevuM icchIe ke, ApaNe sarakArarUpe ke prajArUpe game te rUpe UbhA hoIe, paraMtu AtmaciMtana karatA nathI. jo ApaNe AtmaciMtana karatA heta te| A badhA nATAraMbha ApaNane AnaMda na Apata. Aje ApaNe rAjApe ke prajArUpe AtmavAdI rahyA nathI. pATA uparathI utarI gayA chIe. ApaNe samAjavAnI vAta karIe chIe, paraMtu samAjavAdane mATe AtmaciMtana joie. je prajAmAM sAcI dhama buddhi hoya tene samAjavAda zIkhavavA paDateAja nathI. samAjavAda e bhAratIya saMskRtinuM te| pradhAna agaja che. mahAkavi kAlidAse bhAratIya AtmAnA uddagAra raghuvaMzanA peAtAnA eka nAnA sarakhA vAkayamAM rajU karyAM che. tyAgAyasa bhUtAryAMnAma " eTale ke raghuvaMzanA rAjAe tyAgane athaeNja saMpatti ekaThI karanArA hatA.' -zrI yAdhara mahetA. (akhaMDa AnaMda) punarjanma ! eka dhaNI AzcaryakAraka hakIkata sAMbhaLI ke kheDIalIpuramAM eka bhaTane tyAM eka bALakaneA janma thayeA che te tenA pUrva janmanI vAta batAve che. brAhmaNuvANI' mAsikanA taMtrIne maLatA temaNe te kIkata satya che ema kIdhu. ema chatAM e hakIkatanI satyatA mATe vizvAsa na paDayA. tethI gayA mArcamAM keTalAka mujhaphpharanagara gayA ane tyAMthI kheDIalIpura gayA. tyAM kalIrAMma bhaTane ghera eka putra janmyA hatA. jyAre te kA vA thayA tyAre te kahetA ke mArU nAma sAmatta che, mArA pitAnuM nAma 5, lakSmIcaMda che ane mArI mAtA jyAre huM meLAmAM jatA, tyAre khAkhe bharIne mane paisA ApatI. hu zikArapuramAM rahetA.' A vAtane bahu phelAvA thayA, kheDaalIpurathI zikArapura pAMceka gAu dUra che. tyAMthI 5. lakSmIcaMda kheDaalIpura AvI paheMcyA. seMkaDA leAMkA bhegA thayA hatA. tyAM te bALakane lai AvyA. jevA khALaka tyAM AvyA ke tarataja te5. lakSmIcaMdane vaLagI paDaye. ane bApujI bApujI kahevA lAgyA. lakSmIcaMdanI AMkhamAMthI paNa AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. Ama bannene raDatAM dekhIne AkhI medanI gamagIna thai gai. A bALaka vIrasAM hune zikArapura laI gayA. rastAmAM lakSmIcaMdane eka kuvA AvyA te joi bALaka khelI uThayA; A amArA kuvA che. gAmamAM pesatA veMta tene nIce utArI mUkavAmAM AvyA. te galIo pasAra karatA eka ceArA pAse AvI pahoMcyA jyAM 5. lakSmIcaMdanu makAna AvyuM. bALakane jANIbUjhIne khIjA makAnamAM lai javAmAM AvyA. tyAM to te eTalI uThayA ke, A mArUM makAna nathI, paNa paTavArInuM che.' pachI te lakSmIcaMdane dhera pahoMcI gayA. tyAM pacAseka bairAMo tathA chekarAo ekaThAM thayA hatA. ane temAMthI teNe 5 lakSmIcaMdanI putrIene eka pachI eka eLakhI batAvI. ane lakSmIcaMdanI patnIne dekhIne teNe kahyuM ke, A te mArI bA che. paNa te tenAthI dUraja rahyo. tene puchavAmAM AvyuM ke tuM dUra zA mATe rahyo che?' tyAre teNe kahyuM ke, mArI bAe mane kazuM ApyuM teA nahi,' paNa jyAre tenI bAe tene pAMca rUpiyAnI noTa - dekhADI eTale lAgalA te tenI pAse doDI gayA ane tenA kheALA khudavA lAgyA. kheDIalIpuramAM jyAM ene janma thayA hatA

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tyAM te pAche javA paN tA nathI. parANe tene pAchA lai AvyA. haDe caDhIne teNe khAvAnuM baMdha karyuM. ane kahyuM ke huM teA brAhmaNanA dIkarA chu ane baTane tyAM mArAthI na khavAya' eTale tA 4-5 divasa sudhI te tene judA vAsaNamAM dUdha vagere Apyu, ane kaMTALIne tene pAchA zikArapuramAM mUkI AvyA. ane te zikArapuramAMja rahe che, ane nizALamAM bhaNavA paNa jAya che. A bALake nizALanA zikSako tathA khIjI pratiSThita vyakitaonI hAjarImAM uparanI hakIkata sivAyanI khIjI paNa Azcarya - janaka vAta kahI eTale enI vAtenI satyatAnI khAtarI thai. 5. lakSmIca Mdanu kahevu evu hatuM ke, Asare caudeka varSa upara tene seAmadatta nAmaneA cheAkarA sADA traNa varSoMne thai gujarI gayA hatA. eTale te jaNAve che ke nava varSa vacce kAi ceAnimAM te pIpaLAnA jhADa para rahyo, tyAra pachI huM kheDIalIpura gayA ane tyAMnI mArI tapAsamAM A hakIkata tadna satya jaNAi. te leAkAe mane kahyuM ke bALaka tenA pUrvajanmanA pitA pu, lakSmIcakrane gheraja rahe che. ane te hamaNAM zikArapurathI nainItAla rahe che. ane te bALaka paNu temanI sAthe nainItAla gayeA che, ane pa. lakSmIcaMda paNa tene peAtAnA putra jeTalAja prema karI rAkhe che. kAi kAi vakhata tenA hAlanA mAtA pitAne maLavAne Ave che.' eka divasa vIrasiMha gAmanI pAdare bhAgamAM ramavA gayA hatA. te vakhate akasmAta te bAganI pAsethI 5. lakSmIcaMdanI patnI nIkaLI ane tenI para A vIrasIMhanI najara paDI. eTale tarataja ene tenI pUrvajanmanI smRti thai AvI, ke A strI zikArapuranI rahenArI che ane tenI pUrvajanmanI bA che. enI sAthe te vAte karavA tathA khelavA mAMgatA hatA tyAM te teNI AgaLa nIkaLI gaI, dhare AvI eNe enI mAne kahyuM ke mA Aje mArA pUrvajanmanI bA bAga pAsethI jatI me joi, te mArI sAthe khAlI nahi. paNa yAlI gai.' A kalyANu : DIsembara, 1960 : 739 sAMbhaLI tenI mAne tathA bIjAne Azraya thayu paNa bALakanI gAMDI vAtamAM teNe hasI nAMkhyu. mAe kahyuM ke, are tArI mA te! huM chuM, tu te gAMDA tA nathI thayAne?" Ama A vAta thoDA vakhata visAre paDI. kheDI gAmanI pAse hIMDana nadI para dareka kArtika punama para meLA bharAya che. eka vakhata kheDIalIpuranA leAkeA tyAM javA taiyAra thayA. ane A vIrasIae paNa tyAM javA haTha lIdhI. ane tenA mAtA-pitAe tene e leAkA sAthe javA dIdhA, tenI mAe e AnA ApyA. AthI te nArAja thayeA ane teNe eka jaNane phariyAda karI ke, juo to kharA, A janmanI mArI mA meLAmAM javA mATe mane phakata e AnAja Ape che. be AnAthI zuM thAya? mArI junI mA hatI te te! huM meLAmAM jA tyAre muThThI bharI paisA ApatI hatI. A mA tA bahu lobhI che.' eNe te A vAtane hasI kADhI ke kaMi e mA te hotI haze ane kAMi pUrvajanmanI vAtA te kayAMya yAda rahetI haze? paNa jyAre e bALake e vAta vAraMvAra kahI tyAre kutUhala vRttithI jANavAnI icchA thai eTale teNe pUchyuM ke, tArA pUrvajanmanA mA kayAM rahe che ? javAbamAM zikArapuramAM, mArA pitAnuM 5 lakSmIcaMda nAma che, ane mArUM semadatta nAma hatuM, khIjI ghaNI dhaNI vAte| eNe kahI jethI Azcaya thayuM. ('kalyANa' hindI uparathI zrIraMga ogaSTa 1960 mAMthI) ----pU. munirAjazrI jayapadmavijayajI. * --ne temanI AMkha uDI.... agadAdanA khelIpha bahu dhanaleAbhI hatA. prajA bhUkhe maratI hatI, chatAMya ene gaLethI dhana chUTatu naheAtu. e vakhate guru nAnaka bagadAdamAM padhAryAM. khalIph ene maLavA gayeA. guru nAnake te seA kAMkarA khalIkane ApyA te kahyuM; A mArI anAmata samajajo ane hu pAchI mAgu tyAre Apajo.'

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740: jJAna gocarI H (2) Apa kayAre laI jaze? khalIphe pUchayuM. lagabhaga hajAra mANaso hatAM. eka ja kuTuMbamAM kazI utAvaLa nathI. kayAmatane divase khudAnA ATalAM badhAM mANaso rahetAM hovA chatAM enI darabAramAM." ekatAmAM kayAMya bhaMga paDyo nahoto. lagabhaga hajAra mANasanuM AkhuM kuTuMba sAthe ja rahetuM hatuM, eTaluM A vastu kaI rIte bane ? ja nahi paNa eka ja rasoDe jamatuM paNa hatuM. eja huM tamane samajAvavA mAguM chuM. jema A kAMkarA nathI laI jaI zakAtA tema. tame saMgraha sAne kuTuMbane eka paNa mANasa deja, vera ke kareluM dhana paNa sAthe laI jaI zakavAnA nathI.' kalahanuM nAma nahote jANate, eTaluM ja nahi paNa e kuTuMbathI kalaha eTalo badho dUra rahetA, nAsata khalIphanI AMkha UghaDI ane eNe sadhaLI dolata pharato ke e paratve samagra jApAnamAM kaI keTalI ya prajAne ApI dIdhI. vAyakAo, daMtakathAo pracalita banI cUkI hatI. loko kahetAM hatAM ke --sAnanA gharane | mINabattInA prakAzamAM beThAM beThAM khalIphA katareya bIjAM kutarA pAsenuM hADakuM caravA ke paDAvI hajaraalI sAheba rAjyanA khajAnAne hisAba karatA levA sapaneya prayatna karatuM nathI! sAna kuTuMbanA hatA. evAmAM be saradAre emane maLavA AvyA.. mANaso ja nahi, enA kutarAe paNa AvI khyAtihisAbanuM kAma pUruM thayuM eTale khalIphAe saLagatI lAyakAta meLavI hatI. mINabattI bujhAvI nAMkhI ane khAnAmAMthI bIjI mINabattI kADhIne saLagAvI. A joIne banne saradAro e-e-sAnanA kuTuMbanuM AvuM saujanya, ekatA Azcarya pAmyA ane khalIphAne pUchyuM: ane vinayavivekabharI kathA jApAnanA samrATa yA pelI mINabatI pUrI thayA vinA ja tame tene kAne paNa pahoMcI cUkI hatI. zahenazAhanA bujhAvI nAkhI ne navI saLagAvI enuM rahasya mAnyAmAM vAta AvatI nahotI. AthI A daMtakathA' amane kahe." nuM pArakhu levA arthAt emAM rahela bheda agara satya jANavA eka divasa khuda zahenazAha paDe ja rAjyanA ' khalIphA zAMtithI bolyAH "tyAre huM rAjyanuM kAma karate hato. e kAma pUruM thayuM eTale rAjyanA vRddha vachara eca-sAnane ghera pahoMcI gaye! kharce vaparAtI mINabattI bujhAvI nAkhI. aMgata svAgatasatkAra ane ziSTAcAranI sAmAnya vidhi kAma mATe huM rAjyanI vastu vAparuM to huM akA patI gayA keDe samrATe vRddha vacharane pUchyuM: "maMtrIjI, AmANika kahevAuM.' panA kuTuMbanA saujanya, vinayaviveka tathA ekatA temaja bane saradAroe khalIphane mane mana praNAma maLatAvaDApaNu para meM ghaNI vArtA, kathAo (kavAsI) sAMbhaLI che. je koI mane maLavA Ave che, te tamArA kuTuMba viSe vAta kADhayA vagara rahetuM nathI, mArI AgaLa badhA ja tamArA kuTuMbanAM vakhANa karyA kare eka ne ekavAra ekaja zabda! che. kahe che ke, AvuM kuTuMba jApAnamAM to zuM sattaramI sadImAM jApAnamAM --sAna nAme duniyAbharamAM maLavuM virala che! eka hajArathI vadhAre eka vajIra thaI gayo. sAna ane enA AkhA mANasovALA tamArA kuTuMbamAM saujanya, vinayaviveka kuTuMbe saujanya ane ekatA mATe AkhA dezamAM bhAre temaja AvI ekatAnI subhaga-maMgaLa triveNI kyA nAmanA meLavI hatI. -co-sAnanuM kuTuMba kaMi AdhAre, kayA tatva para khaDI che, arthAt TakI rahI nAnuM nahotuM. sAna kuTuMbamAM nAnAmoTA maLIne che? e vAta huM jANavA icchuM chuM, ane eTalA

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kalyANa : DIsembara 1990 : 741 kavipatanIH Tagara Tagara sAmuM zuM joyA kare che? | kaviH jeuM abharAI tArI, cAMdI nathI na dUdha teye; jhagajhagATathI aMjAya AMkha, A thALI vATakA ane camacAo, raNake che jhAMjhara samAna. vAhare! vAgha chA5 vAsaNa tArAM, mArI ka9panA jagAva. kavipatnI : have basa kare! basa kare! A badhAM vAsaNanI kharIda te meM nIcenI dukAnethI karI che. pannAlAla bI. zAha che khAtara ja tamArI pAse Avyo chuM. AzA che ke mArA praznano javAba maLaze ane mAruM Agamana | sArthaka banI raheze.' vRddhAvasthAne kAraNe vajIra --sAnathI vadhu samaya sudhI besI rahI ke vAta karI zakAya tema nahotuM. vRddha vachare samrATane hAtha joDyA. pachI pitAnA pautrane IzAre karI najIka belAvyo, ane tene kAgaLa, khaDiyo ne kalama hAjara karavA sUcavyuM. dAdAjInI AjJA anusAra patre kAgaLa, khaDiyo ne kalama hAjara kya. - vachare kAM pate hAthe kAgaLa para ekase ne eka zabda lakhyA. ane pachI e kAgaLa samrATanA hAthamAM mUkyuM. zahenazAhe bhAre utsAhapUrvaka kAgaLa para najara | nAkhI. paNa najara nAkhatAM e AzcaryathI avApha banI gayo ! kAgaLa para ekane eka zabda ekaso ne eka vAra lakhyo hato. e zabda hato : sahanazIlatA !" pitAnA zahenazAhane Azcaryacakita ne avAka joI vRddha vachara co-sAne kaMpatA avAje khulAso karyo, "mahArAja ! mArA kuTuMbanA saujanya vinayaviveka tema ja ekatAnuM rahasya basa, A ekaja zabda para TakI arthAta avalaMbI rahyuM che. sahanazIlatA'ne A mahAmaMtra ja amArI vacce saujanya ne ekatAnA dorArUpa kAyama banI rahyo che. eja amArI ekatA TakAvI rahyo che. amArA kuTuMbanAM saujanyanI ke ekatAnI je kaMI suvAsa pamarI rahI hoya te te emAMthI ja, enA vaDe ja pamarI rahI che. eTale A mahAmaMtrane jeTalI vAra bevaDAvAya arthAta jIvanamAM jeTalo UMDe utArAya eTaluM ochuM che !' bhAnuzaMkara joSI spezyAlIsTa: "InDasTrIyala kenTInsa"! 21, kaMsArA cAla muMbaI-2 . A ja B.SHAS OMBAY 2 ( sAdhanAnI pagadaMDIe lekhaka zrI vajApANi 192 pija hevA chatAM pracArArthe paTeja sahita 0-71 na. paisA - -H maMgAvo --- semacaMda DI. zAha pAlItANA

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zrI sUzi). vikelyANanI cAlu aitiesika vArtA NEV pUrvaparicaya: rAjagRhInA manmatharAjAnA putra yuvarAja rUpasenakumAra kanakapuranagaranI rAjakumArI kanakavatI sAthe gAMdharva lagnathI pANigrahaNa kare che. bAda tenA thoDA aparAdhanA kAraNe tene bhUlIyuM suMghADI vAnarI banAve che. pote thegInA veSe nagarImAM rahe che. rAjA kanakabhrama yegIne AgrahapUrvaka bolAve che, te pitAnI putrIne mUlarUpamAM lAvavA mATe Agraha kare che. yogI rAjamahelamAM Ave che. have vAMco AgaLa prakaraNa 23muM sthAnathI dUra karyA. tyArabAda uccasvare maMtrAkSa ranI dhUna macAvI dIdhI. badhe ya parivAra dUra yegInI oLakhANa thaye eTale dvAra baMdha karI vAnarInA nAka AgaLa mULIyuM dharavA jAya che, tyAM vAnarI ekadama zAMta jAgIndra kumArI kanavatInA khaMDamAM banI gaI ane ekasarakhI najare yogIne jevA paga dIdhe, je zayanakhaMDanI kalA, zebhA daSTi- lAgI. te kaI rIte vAnarI banI hatI te pathe AvatAM ja sAnane camakAvatI hatI, paNa prayoga AvatAM ja te rUpasenane oLakhI gaI. Aje te ramyatAne sthAne asta-vyastatA dekhAI rogIe mULIyA suMghADayAM, kSaNamAM ja te rahI hatI. kalAracanAmAM mAlikanA svAminA mAnavasvarUpe thaI gaI. AdezanI UNapa jaNAtI hatI. gIndranuM mana kaMIka ciMtana tarapha vaLe che. te kanakavatI yogIne jotAM ja lajajA pAmI ane dAsIone bolAvI. sarva dAsIo kanakavatyAM te pUrve na joyela evA veza paridhAnaka yegIndrane joI markaTI bhayabhIta banI tyAre tIne svara suNa deDatI doDatI tenA khaMDa tarapha AvI. khaMDamAM pravezatAM ja kumArIne asala tarapha deDavA lAgI. svarUpamAM joI haSayamAna thaI gaI. ane kahevA mAnavapaNAnI svAMgasuMdaratAnI vimalatA te na lAgI. "kumArIbena ! tamArUM duHkha kaMTaka TaLyuM. makaTInA svarUpamAM naSTa pAmI hatI, paraMtu mUka- mAtapitAnA hadakAze sthita thayela ciMtAnA paNanAM dukhe dukhI thayelI tenAM netre azru vAdaLane dUra karavA samAcAra mekalIe." pravAha vahAvI vahAvI zuSka thaI gayA hatAM. mukha dIna banI gayuM hatuM. AvI karuNa sthiti joI vaLI bIjI eka sakhIe kahyuM, "bena! tArA gIrAjanuM hRdayapaTa karUNathI Addha thayuM. pazcA- markaTapaNane dUra karavA paropakArI A cegIndra sApanI javALAmAM prajvalita banyuM. paNa zuM ghaNuM prayatna AdaryA chevaTe prayatnamAM siddhi thAya ? je svAMga dharyo che tene pUrNa bhajave ja meLavI." chUTake. kumArIe kahyuM, "ahe AnI parepakAra maTI kumArInI dazAne dUra karavA mATe vRtti !!!" egya sAdhanenI taiyArI karAvI, sarva dAsadAsIne haMmezA paropakAravRttikAraka snehane prApta

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kalyANaH DIsembara, 1909 743 na karI tene pAlana karanAra tema ja paraduHkhamAM tarapha vALavAre hoya che. te enuM parAvartana ubhe rahenAra, duHkhe duHkhI thanAra virala che. karavA ke samatha nIvaDayuM che? huM sAcA dAsIo sAthe vArtAlApa karI teone potAnA hRdayathI mAphI mAMgu chuM. nAtha ! mane nakAre snAna tathA vilepana, vastrAbhUSaNanI taiyArIo nahi. sajajanene zuM kahevuM ? enuM aMgeaMga mokalI ane eka dAsIne rAjaprAsAde samAcAra karUNa varasAvatuM hoya che ! devA mokalI. tyAM te rAjadvAre ekalAvela samAcAra suNI zayanabhavanamAM ekAMta thatAM ja kumArI kana- rAjA tathA buddhisAgara maMtrI kumArI vAnarIe kavatIe yogIndra tarapha trATaka mAMDayuM. chatAM gI svasvarUpa prApta karyuM jANuM AnaMda pAmyA, pitAnI daSTine UMcI karatuM nathI. natadaSTie paraMtu cogInA kuLa, nAma; ge2kAya, vagerenI sthira rahyo. jANa vagara vahAlasoyuM sutA kusuma potAnA vaca. nane khAtara legInAM hAthamAM soMpavuM paDaze ema kumArI ekadama AkuLavyAkuLa thaI gaI ane chevaTe bolI, "svAmi ! have te mArA pratye harSa ane khedanI mizrita lAgaNIthI mUMjhAyela saumyadaSTi karo. Ama tame yogInA vezamAM chupA utsAhI dAsIne pAritoSika ApavAnuM paNa bhUlI rAjA samAcAra ApavA mATe AzArthI ane celA raheze, eTale kAMI huM tamane samajI gayo. dAsInI AkAMkSA -utsAha bhaMga thaI gayA. ? yugAntaranA saMbaMdhIone paNa vinA vIle me te raMgamahele pAchI pharI. avaleka, vinA paricaye nayananI sinagdhatAe samajI zakAya che ke abhUtapUrvanA keI snehI rAjA ane maMtrI paNa kanakavatInA mahele hevA joIe, nahiMtara nayanapriyane jotAM ja khabara kADhavA AvyA. kanakavatInA milana mATe hRdayamAM kUNI lAgaNI utpanna thAya nahi.' Atura thayelA teoe kanakavatInA khaMDamAM ja te Apane mATe mAre kahevAnuM zuM hoya ? sIdhe praveza karyo. vAnarapazune tyajIne pUrva huM kSamA yAcuM chuM.' ityAdi ghaNuM vacane vaDe svarUpamAM zobhatA kanakavatAna jotAM ja A vinavavA chatAM gIndra tenInI sanmukha javAba dANu vahI gayA, paraMtu kheda-AtApanA tApe te zuM paNa daSTi sarakhI ye uMcI karatuM nathI. teo zuSka banI gayAM. tyAre kumArIe gIndranA caraNamAM azru - egIe kahyuMH "rAjavI ! meM tamArI jAtane pUNa nayane mastaka namAvI kahyuM; "he Ayaputra! valaMta karI che. A sAMbhaLatA ja kanakabhrama Apa manmatha rAjavInA kuladIpaka che, bhale tame rAjA AnaMdanA sthAne ciMtAnI agnimAM jalavA tamArUM savarUpa chUpAvavA mAgatA ho, hajI A lAgyo. are AyegI ajANyA kuLane videzI dAsInA aparAdhane guse dilamAM vasyA che? lAge che tethI jANIne aMdhArAmAM zAne phUdAya? agniparIkSA bAda zuM eraNanA zRMga para Are- he kuLadevI ! mane sahAyaka thAo." haNa karAvavAnuM che ? tamArI IcachA haze te huM ullAsabharyA haiye anusarIza, paraMtu rahema najara baLave haiye rAjAe kahyuM kegIndra! Apane karI kRtAthI banAve.". upakAra." prAyazcittanA nIre aMtaramAM vimalatA apa rAjAnA rUkSa ane TuMkA uttarathI buddhisAgara che. eka sarakhA vahI jatAM jIvanamAM kaI maMtrI emanI muMjhavaNa samajI gayA. ane gIne unnati, kaI madhyama gati ane keI avanati kahevA lAgyA; "gondra! tamArI kartavya tamannAthI

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744 kuladIpakaH AnaMda thaye che. Apa uttamakulanA jasika ke ApanI jIvanavATikAnI saurabha zabdamAM dIpaka jaNAve che. ema tamArI kAMti, guNa ane bahekAve." khyAti kahI Ape che. chatAM tame kayAMnA rahe "maMtrIzvara ! tame yukitasaMgata madhura vAkvAsI che ? tamArI jJAti kaI? kayuM kuLa? karyo cAturyathI mane jItI lIdhuM che. ethI mArI dhama ? tamee ATalI nAnI vayamAM bhekha dhAraNa kathanI tamArI samakSa kahevI ja paDaze. manuSyane karyo enuM zuM kAraNa? ame ApanA jIvana jema candra, pANI, caMdana ane zItaLa chAyA zene jANavAne Atura chIe." AlhAda Ape che tema miSTa vANI paNa maMtrIzvara! jAti-phUlAdi prathanenuM ahI AhAdanuM aMga banI rahe che? prayajana nathI. prathamathI ja rAjA sAthe karAra thayA hatA ke rAjakumArI sAjI thaze te tenA vegIndra lajajApUrvaka pitAnuM yathAvasthita badalAmAM kumArInuM pANigrahaNuM mArI sAthe svarUpa kahyuM ane aMte jaNAvyuM ke, "rAjagRhInA karavuM. rAjA saMmata banyA. kumArI svasvarUpamAM manmatha rAjAne jayeSTha putra huM pote ja chuM? AvI gaI che. have huM mArA Icchitane ja IchuM tame ja manmatha rAjAnA kuladIpaka rUpachuM. sajanenuM vacana anyathA thatuM nathI. senakumAra? ema Azraya ane AnaMdathI yogIndra! tame te upakArI, guNane jANa maMtrI ane rAjA ubhaya belI uThayA. nAra guNajJa. sujJa ane vicakSaNa cho?" pachI rAjAe pUchayuM, "Apane zA mATe ApanI sajajanatAnI prajAe te kayAranI vanamAM bhaTakavuM paDayuM ? ya camakArI phelAvI pratIti karAvI che. alabatta ! mAtapitAnA apavAdane TALavAne arthe tema jAta AkAra vaDe kAryanI gati vaDe, caTTA ja mArA bhAgyanI parIkSA karavA, Ajadina sudhI ja vANInA raMga vaDe, mukha ane netranA visphAra huM bhamI rahyo chuM ane chevaTe mArA abhISTane che hakArAdi vaDe aMtargata mana oLakhAya che, pAmavA Aje carama prayAse gIrAjanA veze te paNa he gIndra! kRpA karIne rAjAnAM mananA mane mahaMtasiddhi bakSI che. A sarva pUrvakRta ti mATe sAyapUrvaka kulAdine prakAza kA. puNyanuM kAraNa che chatAM mane AnaMda ane gaurava rAjAe karAranI kabUlAta karI che ane pUrNatA le che? kanakabrama rAjAe kahyuM, "kumAra kharekhara maMtrIzvara ! A tamArI mIThI vANI vija1 tamArA jevA viralanI vIratA mArUM kanyAdhana mATe yUha racI rahI che." sAcavI zakaye chuM. Aje hasatI khelatI pray "A nyUDa nathI paNa satya ja che." llita banI te navajIvana pAme che.' kAryanI uttamatA samajI ane jANyA bAda tamane jyAre tamArI siddhine AnaMda che. te kAryanA AdaramAM je haiyAne keNe zalya tyAre amAre haiye anavadhi harSa che kAraNa eka bharyA hoya te utsAha, umaMga ke raMcane sAva tarapha putrI jIvanane utkarSa ane bIjI dizAe yAMthI vahe? e te chUpAyelAM ja raheze. maMga. pratApI, paramakRtArtha, karUNAvatsala, dharma ane LanA prayANamAM amaMgaLanA vani na pharake, na kuLanI jyoti vadhAranAra dIpaka sarakhA kumAra gaje mATe ja Apane punaH vinaMti karUM chuM rUpasenane satsaMga. paNa karaze."

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kalyANaH DIsembara, 1960 = 745 jIvanamAM abhISTa, miSTa ane IpsitanI kSamA. te kayAre paNa puNya paribaLe saMgati maLatI bIjAM mArI kasamatanayAnuM jIvana rahe, paNa sajajananI saMgati durlabha thAya che. haste suprata karavA IcchuM chuM. paraMtu Aje amAre AMgaNe soLa kaLA pUrNa "rUpAsenakumAra-tamArI vAcAzakti para prakAzamAna bhAnu udaya thaye ke satsaMga sulabha mustAka chuM. AvI rIte kSamA mAgI nAhaka zA banatAM sAtha suvAsita banyA. ane te vaLI mATe mane zaramAve che? sarva vipattimAM je amArI sutAnA jIvananRtyanA tAle tAlamAM tamA keI nimittabhUta hoya to te mArA pUrva saMcita jhaMkAra jagAvate saMgIta relAvato maneza nIva nA kamaranA phaLe ja che. tamArA karavAthI kazuM ja rUpAsenakumAre gaMbhIratAthI kahyuM: "mahAzaya! nathI banyuM.' e sarva tamArA sarakhA sahAyakanA sathavArAthI rAjAe kumArane nivAsa karavA mATe megya ja pUraka ta banyA che." sthAna ane sAmagrInI taiyArI karAvIne anucarene 'amArI sahAyatAnI kadara kare che e tamArI Adeza Apyo ke, "rUpAsenakumAra ane laghutA darzAve che. bAkI tamArI parAthI udAtta kanakAvatInA pANigrahaNa mATe suMdara taiyArI kare." bhAvanAnuM avelekana karatAM ane sahanazIlatA AjJAnA pharamAna pachI rUpasenakumArane udde bharI pratApI daSTi samakSa mArA jevAne eka kSaNa zIne rAjAe kahyuM, "manmatha rAjAnA kuLadIpaka! paNa bhavuM zaramajanaka che. vadhu zuM kahuM? have to mahaMta gIne svAMga utAre." guNa vizALatAnI stuti karatAM mArI vakatRtva haju kaI sAdhanA bAkI che? gasiddhi tAnA kezamAM have eka paNa zabda rahyo nathI, adhUrI che ke saMpUrNa? paraMtu che eka tamArI pratye Acarela durvatana rUpasenakumAranI daSTi rAjA sAthe malatAM kaTAkSamaya bANe ane sattAvAhInA junA ja laLI paDI ane sava parijana khaDakhaDATa saMsmaraNenI kitAba." hasI paDaye. enA pRSTonuM vAMcana karatAM tamArI pAse (kramazaH) yAcanA karavA phakta be zabda che. pavitra sugaMdhI agarabattI, jaina bAionA hAthe vaNelI. maMdiramAM ne ghera vAparavA lAyaka temaja ghaNA varasothI jAtI dekharekha nIce Uttama cIjothI banAvelI ja agarabattI dakSiNa, mahArASTra, saurASTra, gujarAta, mAravADa, muMbaI, kaccha, khAnadeza, kalakattA, madrAsa, madhyapradeza, madhyabhArata vagerenA moTA zaheromAM kAyama amArI agarabattI, vAsakSepa bhane dhupa vaparAya che. bhaDAra bhabhiSena puDImo, gaMgAjala, zatrujayanadInu, surajakuDhanu jala tathA bhagavAna pravezano tathA zAntisnAtrane lagato sAmAna, kesara, sukhaDa-barAsa--vALAkucI-varana-bAdalA | (so-so) vIre maDhe che. __ jayendrakumAra ramaNikalAla jaina sugaMdhI bhaMDAra 68/71 guruvAra peTha punA 2.

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vinAzanAM tAMDavaH[mAnasika pApano dArUNa vipAka] - pU. munirAja zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja Aje comera bhArata jevA ahiMsApradhAna dezamAM hiMsAnA bhayaMkara tAMDava khelAI rahyA che, vanaspatyAhArI prajAne paNa mAMsAhAra tarapha vALavAno nAdAna pracAra cAlI rahyo che. pariNAme anAjanI achata, comera bhUkhamare, ativRSTi Adi vinAzaka vAtAvaraNa sarjAi rahyuM che, A paristhitimAM vivekI AtmAoe ahiMsA dharmanI mahattA samajIne jIvadayAnA pAlanamAM makkamatA rAkhavAnI jarUra che. hiMsAnA vinAzaka tAMDavane samajavA mATe ne tenAM dAruNa vipAkane jANavA mATe kalyANumAM A kathA zarU thAya che, jemAM kevala mAtAnA Agrahane vaza thai, loTane kUkaDe devInI samakSa dharavAnA pariNAme keTa-keTalAM duHkho bhogavavA paDe che. te A kathAnA prasaMgathI samajI zakAze. A kathA vAMcI-vicArI sarva koI hiMsAnA pUra vipAko jANuM tenAthI potAnI jAtane mana-vacana tathA kAyAthI mukta rAkhe ! prakaraNa 1 luM karyo hato tenAthI kevA kevA asahya dukhe pAme chuM, te saMbhAratAM Aje paNa huM trAsI adabhUta camatkAra : jauM chuM, jyAre tame A sAkSAt aneka jIne saMhAra karI rahyA che tethI tamAruM zuM thaze? ahiM e eka prasaMga AlekhAya che tenI kalpanA paNa AvI zakatI nathI. bhale amane ke jeNe sAkSAt jIvanI hiMsA karI nathI. mAtra mAravA mATe lAvyA che, te khuzIthI amane leTanI AkRtino ja nAza karyo che, chatAM tenAthI banene kuMDamAM homI de. amane jIvana-marate jIvane kevAM kevAM duHkho bhogavavA paDe che. je gunA kaMI ja ciMtA nathI." sAMbhaLatAM-vAMcatAM zarIranA rUMve rUMvA uMcA thaI vAta evI che ke rAjapura nAmanA nagaramAM jAya tema che. te prasaMga nIce mujaba che. mAridatta nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. te mahAnubhAva! jene vadha karavAmAM, ke yajJamAM homI tene prANa levAmAM kadIye kalyANa mAridatta zikAra, mAMsabhakSaNa, dArUpAna, jugAra thatuM nathI, balidAnathI zAMti ane kalyANanI AdinA aneka vyasane uparAMta aneka prakAranA AzA rAkhavI e te lehIthI hAtha dhovA barA bhayaMkara hiMsaya karAvatuM hatuM. te caMDamArI bara che. gaMdA hAthane sApha karavA mATe nirmaLa devIne bhakata hate. devInuM maMdira paNa eTaluM pANI joIe. nirmaLa pANIthI hAtha sApha thAya. ja rIdra hatuM ke dayALu AtmA che te joI na tema zAMti ane kalyANanI IcchA hoya te jIvavadhane tilAMjalI ApavI joIe. hiMsA maMdiranA madhya bhAgamAM eka ucA Asana te parabhavamAM AMdhaLA-baherA, muMgA-babaDA, upara senAnA siMhAsanamAM caMDamArI devI besAtulA-laMgaDApaNuM apAve che. ane durgatimAM DelI hatI, jenAM eka hAthamAM tINu kAtara, bhayaMkara duHkha Ape che. A tamAro vyavasAya bIjA hAthamAM mazaLa hatuM, dAMta lAMbA aNIvALA jotAM mane mArA bhane ItihAsa najara samakSa ane goLa hatA, be gAla te besI gayelA, AMkhe taravare che. je eka bhavamAM leTanA jIvane vadha moTI ane goLa, jIbha te veMta jeTalI bahAra zake.

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kalyANaH DIsembara, 1960 = 747 kADhelI. AthI devInuM rUpa bihAmaNuM lAgatuM jevAM kama upAjya hoya tevA tenA vipAke hatuM. tenuM prakSAlana pANInA badale madirAthI Ave che. ApaNe AvA prakAranuM kama bAyuM karavAmAM AvatuM, aMga upara AMkaDA ane kaNe- haze, je Aje udayamAM AvI rahyuM che. have te ranA pupa caDhAvAtA. cAra zaraNano svIkAra karI paMcaparameSThinA dhAmaMdiranA daravAje aneka mArelA pazuonA namAM lAgI java, jethI mRtyu mahatsavarUpa bane zIMgaDA laTatA hatA, gaDha upara bhAraMTha pakSIonA alayaruci munie abhayamatI sAdhvIne kahyuM: iDA goThavelA hatA, lAkaDAnA daMDane ThekANe hADa- banne jaNane yajJanI vedikA pAse lAvavAmAM kAo goThavIne daMDa banAkhyuM hatuM ane pazuonA AvyA. rAjAe A baMnene joyA. khUba harSa vALanA gucchAnI dhajA uDatI hatI. bhIte pAmyA. jevuM joItuM hatuM tevuM ja batrIsa upara kaLIcUno te ke? pazuonAM lehIthI lakSANuM yugala maLI gayuM. have A bannene yajJabhIMte raMgelI hatI. caMDamArI devInuM maMdira kuMDamAM daI homI daI devInuM pUjana pUrNa thaze, jenArane kamakamA upajAve tevuM vikarALa hatuM. pachI te devInA prasAdathI sukha-zAMti ne lIlA dara varasanI mAphaka A vakhate paNa mAridatta lahera thaze. rAjAe ghaNu jIvene ghANa kADhaye hatuM jethI zrI abhayaci munivara ane sAdhvIjI zrI lehInA te taLAvaDA bharAyA hatA. ATalI abhayamatIjI te cAra zaraNane svIkArI karI hiMsAthI paNa dharAye na hatuM, tethI A vakhate AMkha baMdha karI navakAramaMtranA dhyAnamAM lAgI te yajJamAM hemavA mATe eka batrIsalakSaNAM gayA che. puruSayugalane zeAdhI lAvavA sevakone AjJA mANasa dhAre che zuM? ane thAya che zuM? karI hatI. mAnavInA hAthamAM kaI vAta hatI nathI, jene , rAjAnA sevake tevA yugalanI zodhamAM hatAM, padaya caDhaye hoya te tene keI nukazAna tyAM aThThamatapa (traNa upavAsa)nA pAraNe nagaramAM karI zakatuM nathI. ahIM paNa evuM ja banyuM bhikSA mATe jatA sAdhu-sAdhvI temanA jevAmAM kSaNavAra pahelAM rAjA mAridatta khuzakhuzAla hatA AvyA, ane sulakSaNavALA lAgatA sevako te khuzanumA kSaNavAramAM uDI gaI. kemake muninA temane pakaDIne devInA maMdira tarapha laI javA puNyaprabhAve ekAeka pRthvI kaMpavA lAgI. jANe lAgyA. sAdhunuM nAma abhayaruci hatuM ane bhayaMkara dharatIkaMpa thavAnI taiyArI na hoya? sAvInuM nAma abhayamatI hatuM. AkAzamAM moTuM vAvAjhoDuM caDhI AvyuM. cAre "AryA ! maraNane bhaya zA mATe rAkhe che? tarapha aMdhakAra chavAI gaye, jota-jotAmAM te maraNa ekavAra cakakasa AvavAnuM ja che, sAruM cAre tarapha makAnenA chAparA uDavA lAgyA, kaDAkA thayuM ke ApaNe haju aThThamanuM pAraNuM karyuM nathI. ne bhaDAkA thavA lAgyA, sau potapotAne jIva ApaNuM mRtyu upavAsapUrvaka thAya che temAM zuM bacAvavA doDAdoDI karavA lAgyA. maMdiramAM cheTuM?" sAdhvIne gabharAyelA joIne abhayaruci rahelA sau gabharAI gayA, rAjA mAridatta pote aNagAre sAdhvIne sthira karavA kahyuM. paNa khUba bhayabhIta banyA. hamaNuM zuM thaze te sAdhvIe kahyuM ke, "mane mRtyune bhaya nathI. ka95vuM muzkela thaI paDayuM. AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA paNa ApaNuM mRtyu pazunI jema devInA bali- lAgyA, sAme mRtyuM ubheluM dekhAyuM. dAna dvArA thaI jaze? tenuM dukha che.' acAnaka A ulkApAtathI rAjAne vicAra che

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748: vinAzanA tAMDavaH Avyo ke "balidAna mATe lAvavAmAM AvelA suMdara prakAre rAjyanuM pAlana karavAthI mAro A strI-puruSa keI devI lAge che. temanA prabhA- yaza cAre tarapha phelAtuM hatuM, tethI sau mane vathI ja acAnaka kudaratamAM palaTe AvI gayo rAjA yazodhara tarIke oLakhAtuM. mAruM surendradatta lAge che. mATe AmanuM zaraNuM svIkAryA sivAya nAma to sAva bhUlAI gayuM hatuM. bacavAne keI upAya dekhAto nathI. eka vakhate nayanAvalI rANI mArA vALa rAjA turata muninA pagamAM DhaLI paDaye ane guMthI rahI hatI. tyAM teNe mArA mAthAmAM gadagada svare bolyo ke "he mahAtmana ! sapheda vALa joyA ane mane kahyuM; "svAminAtha ! boApane oLakhyA nahi, kaI rIte A dhoLavALa ke cakacake che !" ema kahI mane bacAve. mArI bhUla thaI gaI, kSamA te sapheda vALa mArA hAthamAM AvyuM. Ape. rAjasevaka Apa jevA mahAmAne pakaDI "rAjana ! A vAta jotAM huM vicAramAM paDI lAvyA che. Apa keNu che? ane Apano pari. gayA. seMkaDo varasa thI viSayasukha bhogavavA caya Apazo to maTI maherabAnI thaze. chatAM saMtoSa thayo nathI. have je A viSayane . chaDuM te sArUM, nahiMtara kALarAjA AvIne mAre rAjAne zAMta paDela joI munie AMkho keLI karI jaze, tyAre A rAjya, vahAlI ughADI ane upara mujabanA suMdara zabda bolyA hatA. DIvAramAM vAtAvaraNa pUrvavat banI gayuM. ahIM ne ahIM paDI raheze. vRddhAvasthAmAM zarIra rANuo, dhana, mAla, milakata vagere badhuM prabhu! Ape evuM te zuM karyuM hatuM ke upara karacalIo paDI jaze, indrio kAma karatI jenAthI ghaNuM duHkha Apane sahana karavA paDayA? aTakI paDaze. mAthAmAM dhaLAvALa AvI gayA chatAM kRpA karI Apane te adhikAra jaNAve, jethI haju huM mAtelA sAMDhanI jema viSayenI pAchaLa mArA jevA pApIne kaMIka uddhAra thAya. keTale pAgala banuM chuM? mATe have sArA divase abhayaruci munivara pitAnI AtmakathA mArA putra guNadharakumArane rAjyagAdI soMpI, kahe cheH saghaLI upAdhithI mukata banI dIkSA grahaNa karUM. A bharata kSetra viSe vizAlA nAmanI kevuM suMdara saMyama jIvana, zatrumitra so upara suMdara nagarI hatI. tyAM amaradatta nAmanA rAjA samAna dRSTi, koI pApa nahi karavAnuM.' rAjya karatA hatA. temane yazodharA nAmanI "rAjana ! A mAre zubha vicAra mArI patnI hatI. navamA bhAvamAM huM temane surendra- priya rANI nayanAvalIne jaNAvyuM. A sAMbhaLatA datta nAme putra hato. mAtAne mArA upara ghaNe nayanAvalInI AMkhamAM AsuM ubharAI AvyA sneha hato. jyAre huM yuvAnavayamAM AvyuM ane dhrusake ne dhrusake raDatAM raDatAM te bolavA tyAre mArA mAtApitAe aneka rAjakanyAo lAgI, "svAminAtha ! Apa dIkSAnI zI vAta sAthe mAruM pANigrahaNa karAvyuM. te badhI kare che? guNadharakumAra haju bALaka che, tenA strIomAM nayanAvalI upara mane ghaNe prema hato. upara rAjyane bhAra kema mUkAya? saMyama eja | mArA pitA amaradane mane rAjya sepI sAcuM che, e huM paNa samaju chuM. kumAra mATe dIkSA grahaNa karI. huM paNa dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA thAya eTale ApaNe banne sAthe cAritra grahaNa vALa hate paNa nayanAvalInA premathI huM dIkSA karIzuM laI na zakaye. viSayasukha ane rAjyane meM rANune kahyuM ke "rANI! jIvanane zo jogavatA ghaNe kALa pasAra thaI gaye. bhare? jene kALa vaza hoya te sAruM kAya

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sulatavI rAkhI zake, mATe huM te turatamAMja saMyama grahaNa karIza.' Ave mAre makakama vicAra jANI, nayanAvalIe kahyuM; jo Apa dIkSA ja leze te pachI mAre ahiM rahIne zuM sukha mANavAnuM? huM paNu ApanI sAthe ja saMyama laIza.' A sAMbhaLI mane thayuM ke 'ahA ! nayanAvalInA mArA upara keTalA mA tIvra anurAga che, keTalA viveka che.' paNa A mArA bhrama hatA tenI mane thAThA samayamAM ja khabara paDI. rAta paDatAM huM zayanagRhamAM gayA. thoDIvAra nayanAvalI sAthe vAta karI nayanAvalI uMgha Ave che ema kahI palaMgamAM peDhI gaI. huM palaMgamAM paDayA paDayA bhAvInA vicAra karatA hatA. tyAM. nayanAvalI uThI. mane uMdhI gayele jANI, palaMgamAMthI nIce utarI, zayanagRhanuM AraNuM ughADI bahAra nIkaLI. huM samajyA ke mArA bhAvi viyeAgane sahana karavAnI dhIraja nahi hovAthI kadAca ApaghAta tA nahi karene? eTale huM paNa uge. hAthamAM taravAra laIne tene macAvavA mATe zayanagRhanI bahAra nIkaLyA. tyAM te nayanAvalI eka kubaDA dvArapAlane jagADI rahI hatI. mane lAgyuM ke te kumaDAne mArA aMge kai kahevA AvI haze. paNa tyAM te kubaDA uce ane lAlaceALa AMkha karIne nayanAvalIne ThapakA ApavA lAgyA, 'are! durAcAriNI ! ATaluM badhuM mADu kema karyu? mane thayuM ke A kubaDA UMghamAM khelatA haze. rANIne A pramANe kahevAnI tenI zI gu MjAsa ? have zuM thAya che te jANavA mArUM mana utsuka manyuM. nayanAvalI khelI ke, 'rAjA vicitra svabhAvanA che. e uMghe tyAre Avune, rAjA hamaNAMja udhyA eTale turata tamArI pAse hAjara thaI chuM.' A pachI khaDabacaDA hAthavALA kubaDAe nayanavalInA suMdara manameAhaka suga- kalyANa : DIsembara, 1960 : 749 dhIthI mahekatA coTale pakaDayA ane kheMcIne bAhupAzamAM jakaDI nIce pADI manahara suvALA gAle upara cuMbane karavA lAgyA ane tenI sAthe viSayasukha bhAgavavA lAgyA.' A dRzya jotAM mane khuba krodha Avya ane thayuM ke 'A bannene hamaNAMne hamaNAM A taravArathI TukaDe TukaDA karI temanA anAcAranuM phaLa cakhADuM, myAnamAMthI taravAra bahAra kADhI, tyAM vicAra Avye ke A mArI taravArathI aneka hAthIe ane moTA meTA khaLavAna subhaTAne mArI nAMkhyA che, te puruSAmAM kUtarA jevA A kuDA ane akArya karanArI durAcAriNI evI A strIne kema mArUM? vaLI mAre te| dIkSA levI che, teA A bannene mAra vAthI zuM ? ane upara mane dayA AvI, mArI taravAra myAna karI pAche zayanagRhamAM AvI palaMgamAM paDayA ane vicAravA lAgyuM ke ahA ! srIcaritra kevu che? mADhe kevuM mIThuM mIThuM khele che ane AcaraNa kevuM kare che? mane tenA sneha cheADavA kaThaNa lAgatA hatA paNa A dazya joyA pachI mArU mana ekadama vairAgyavALu anyuM. viSayAnI kevI viTaMbanA che. suMdara sukeAmaLa manahara zarIravALA evA mane mUkIne zyAma, beDAla, ane kumaDAmAM A rANI Asakta bane che. viSayAne dhikakAra hA je AvuM. aghaTita kArya karAve che.' keTalIka vAra pachI nayanAvalI AvI, mane uMghatA jANI, te paNa peAtAnA palaMgamAM udhI gaI, tyArapachI mane paNa nidrA AvI gai. savAra paDatAM hu jAgyA. savAranAM kAryo patAvI huM maMtraNAgRhamAM gayA ane tyAM matrIone malAvyA. (kramazaH)

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ma hA mA na va zrI zaileza sukhanI sAdhanA mATe, AnaMdanI sAdhanA mATe deTa mUkatA AtmAnI aMtaranA uMDANathI japUrvaka adhyAtmalakSI ciMtana-mananapradhAna vicAradhArA ahiM zabdadeha pAme che. A manana-nididhyAsana vaijJAnika draSTine sparzI jagatanA vArtA mAnika virATa AMdolananuM pRthakkaraNa karavA pUrvaka "yANunA ciMtanazIla vAMcakane vicArapAtheya pIrase che. lekhamALAne prathama hapta ahiM rajU thAya che. lekhaka zrI AzAspada ciMtaka ane vicAraka che. vyakitanA vicAre ghaDAya che, tenAthI ja mAnajIvana zuM kAma mahayuM che. te keTalAye sika avasthAo paNa judA judA svarUpe sthita jANatA nathI, paNa je jIvana maLyuM che te game thAya che. are ! mukha uparanI rekhAonAM tema maLyuM hoya te cheDI zakAya tevuM te nathI nimaNu paNa pratyAghAtenI asaranA kAraNe ja ja, kaI mAMgI le te ApI zakAya tevuM nathI. tAratamyavALA heya che. javana maLyuM che e jeTalI nakakara hakikata sukha khAtara sArUM ye jagata deDayuM jAya che. che, eTaluM ja satya jIvana jIvI jANavuM e che, pratyAghAtenI asara taLe AvatuM jAya che, paNa e janasAmAnyanA vicAramAM samAyeluM che. paripUrNa sukha keIne maLatuM nathI, jagatanA sahune jIvana jIvavuM che, jIvana sAthe jIva. sukhanI kalpanAnI Toce pahoMcatAM adhavacce ja vAnI vAsanA paNa dareka jIva laIne AvyA che. mRtyunuM kAramuM duHkha saghaLAM sukhone haDapa karI ahIM AvIne te navaro besI raheto nathItene janArUM AMkha sAme khaDuM thaI jAya che, ane sAce ja jagatanA badhA du:khone hAthatALI kAMIka meLavI levuM che. eTale te sadaiva cala- vicala thate jovAmAM Ave che. enI jIvana ApanArA A mRtyunA sakaMjAmAM te pratyeka mAnava AbAda AvI jAya che, saMpUrNa sukhane dizAmAM kayAMka jijJAsAo te kayAMka ka95nA katA banI gaye evuM abhimAnathI mAnanAra zIlatA, kayAMka sarjakatA te kayAMka saMkalpa ane pate ja moTA duHkhamAM kacaDAI rahyo che, evI 'kyAMka AzA jaNAyA kare che. paNa A badhAyanI pratIti mRtyunA DarAmaNa duHkhamAM thavA lAge che, pAchaLa ene mAtra potAnA sukhanI siddhi ja eTale vijJAna game teTalA sAdhane ubhA karaze, meLavavAnI tamannA che. sukha zI rIte maLe ? enI jijJAsA, enI ja kalpanA, enA para paNa te mAnavajAtane sukhI karI zake tema nathI balake vadhu duHkhI karI deze. sukhanAM sAdhane ja mATe vividha sarjane, saMka9pe, ane jema jema vadhe che tema tema mAnavanI IcchAo AzAnA mInArAo e rIte hoya che. junA vadhe che, puNyakamanA yege adyatana sAdhane bhale vicAra vahetA thAya che, pratyAghAtothI navA vicAro janma pAme che, bALa maTIne yuvAna te meLavI le, paNa vadhu sAdhanavALAne te mRtyu vadhu saMvegone viga karAvanAra banatuM hovAthI banatA ane yuvAnamAMthI vRddha banatAM pratyAghAta e vakhatanuM duHkha asIma banI jAya che. tenA upara camatkArika asara utpanna kare che. jenAM jIvanamAM jevA pratyAghAta paDe che, tevA te pUrNa sukhanuM sarjana vijJAna karI rahayuM

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kalyANa : DIsembara, 1960 = 75 nathI, maMgala pAdazAhe vilAsamAM cakacUra hovA lAkhanA prANa harI lIdhAM. saghaLA akAryone kAyachatAM emanA sukha mRtyunA duHkhe ratA thaI gayAM. rUpe banAvI dIdhAM ! aghaTita saghaLuM ghaTamAna elekajhAMDare pAzavI saMhAra-lIlA AdarI jagaTa karI dIdhuM ! akastha saghaLuM kapanAkSetre khaDakI tanuM sAmrAjya meLavyuM paNa e ya sukhI na dIdhuM ! agamya ghaNuM ya daSTigecara banAvI dIdhuM! rahyo. jagatamAM paripUrNa sukha keI na meLavI te ya pUrNAnaMda kayAM ya na jaNAya ? svapna zakayuM. haju paNa vaujJAnike hAma hAryA vinA paNa na jaNAya ? khanA vidhvaMsaka-pratipakSI-sAdhane ubhA karyA jAgatika jatu akaLAya che, pUrNAnaMdanI jAya che, maMgaLamAM anaMta AnaMda khAje che. kheje nIkaLela mAnavapaMkhI thAke che, aneka ghUghavATa karatAM samadaremAM paNa jAnanA jokhame akhUTa AnaMda kAje jhaMpalAve che. keI sthaLa nisAsA nAkhe che. hiMmata dharIne deTa paNa mUke bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. e kaI kAMkare bAkI che. ane pachaDATa paNa khAya che, svapnanA taraMgI rAkhyuM nathI ke je kAMkarAnuM temaNe akhUTa jagatamAM ghaNe dUra cAlI jAya che. paNa kayAMka AnaMdanI prApti kAje praga Tebala upara sUkSama gezuM ye khAI jAya che. nirIkSaNa na karyuM hoya ! haiye paDatA AvA pratyAghAte ene dIna banAvI mUke che. "AnaMda ! pUrNa AnaMda! paripUrNa- jagatanuM prANa phATI AMkhe vaijJAnikanI AnaMda !" A zabdonA guMjArava enA zvAsasAme joI rahyuM che, akhUTa AnaMda kayAMthI vaheze? vAsamAM ghuTAyA ja kare che. kayAMthI tUTI paDaze ? kayAMthI phUTI nIkaLaze? e ane A jaMtunA manamAM ghaDI ghaDI ramyA kare zuM sukhanI tIvra jhaMkhanAnA duHkhane, vyAdhiche. vaijJAnikoe jelA pratyeka sAdhanamAMthI enI akaLavikaLatAne, Adhibhautika kalezonA AnaMda-paripUrNa AnaMda-mANu levA A mAnava jhaMjhAvAtane, anekavidha mAnasika saMtApane dhanavyaya-zarIravyaya-samayavyaya-saghaLo vyaya eka ja sapATe aMta lAvI daIne mRtyu ja parama karavA acakAya tema nathI, paNa chatAM paripUrNa sukharUpa nathI banI jatuM? mRtyunuM duHkha te AnaMda meLavI zakAyo nathI, haju sudhI e hoya ! jo mRtyu ja paramasukharUpa bane to ? AnaMda gaganapaTane bhedI bhUleka upara tuTI mRtyu e saghaLI dhamAla-dhAMdhalathI vizrAti paDaye nathI, sAgaranA ataLa uMDANathI haju nathI ! jIvana jIvavAnA rasasvAda pUrNa thayA phUTI nIkaLe nathI, lAvArasathI bharapUra pahADo- bAdanuM navIna rasanuM pAna nathI? mRtyu ja parimAMthI A AnaMda te prajava nathI, are pUrNa sukha nathI ? jAgatika jatunA vicAracake dUra dUranA aMtarikSamAM paNa haju A paripUrNa avaLA pharavA lAge che, paraMtu ahIM paNa te AnaMdanI sera paNa kuTI jaNAtI nathI. guMcavAya che. kyAM che A pUrNAnaMda? kyAM che A amara mRtyu je jaMjALane aMta hoya te dhamajIvanane atula AnaMda? sabUra! tenuM astitva tatva zuM ? tyAga zuM ? dAna zuM ? dayA zuM ? kayAMka che te kharUM ja ne? ke pachI gaganakusuma A badhAnI jarUra zA mATe? dhamadhuraMdhare te jema sarvathA asata che ? agaNita kALa vahI kahe che ke vartamAna jIvanamAM vAvelA sArA-narasA gayo ! badhuM phIMdI nAMkhyuM, jIvananA jIvana bIjenAM phaLa mRtyunA paDadAnI pAchaLa rahelA che, ragadoLI nAMkhyAM ! samayanA gaMjAvara parvate e phaLa kaTu na Ave te mATe dAna, dayAnA dharmo-khacI nAMkhyA ! buddhinA bhaMDAra UlecI nAMkhyA! tyAganA mArgo Dagale pagale batAvavAmAM AvyA

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752 : mahAmAnava che, jeNe A mArga svIkAryo nathI e prANIo zuM kartavya haze? kAMI samajAtuM nathI. mRtyu bAda asaMkhya janma-maraNa pAmIne tIvra ATalI badhI jahemata bAda paNa jagatamAMthI yAtanAo bhegave che, emanA bhAvI jIvana trAsa- jIvanamAMthI adhUruM ane adhakacaruM sukha maya banI rahe che, jagatanA jantunuM mAnasa kema maLatuM haze ! jAgatika jantanI A dvidhA bane che, paripUrNa sukha pitAmAM jaNAtuM grahadazA badalAya kharI ke nahi? ke pachI razi. nathI. jagatamAM kayAM ya dekhAtuM nathI, kaI paNa yAnA puTanike AkAzanA grahone sthAnabhraSTa dizAe paripUrNa sukhane pavana paNa spazata karI daIne bicArA mAnavanA sukhanA daDADA sadAne nathI, jagatanA dekhAtAM sukhamAM nakkaratA jaNAtI mATe aMtarita karI dIdhA ? nathI, eTale e nakalI sukhe jyAre daze deze, kAjaLa varasAvatI amAvAsyAnI kALI rAte. e taklAdI sukhe jyAre tuTI jaze, e samajAtuM nathI, eTale bhayabhIta banIne have cAre bAju zagyAmAM Amatema paDakhA pheravavA chatAM mane delADa kare che, enI dazA atizaya dayAmaNI uMgha AvatI na hatI, te vakhate uparanI vicArathaI jAya che. mALA pharavA lAgI. vicAranAM maNukAM eka pachI eka ApoApa pharatA gayA. eka moTA vaijJA- have sukha meLavavA sAdhananA DheranA Dhera nikanI jema mArA jIvananI-nA, sahunA jIvananI khaDake che, paNa mAnava tyAM ya phAvatuM nathI, gaMbhIra samasyAne ukelavAmAM huM garakAva thaI gayA. sAdhane kharcALa bane che, sAdhane rIsAmaNI jema jema A samasyA ukelavA mathata nArInI jema kAma karatAM aTakI jAya che, uparathI game tema tema vadhu ne vadhu guMcavAte gaye, UMDA enI sArasaMbhALanuM duHkha mAthe AvI paDe che, pANImAM vagara vicAce utarI janArane guMgaLAbicAre vizvane mAnava ! e sAdhanA DheramAM maNane ke anubhava thAya tene sAkSAtakAra mane ja daTAI jAya che e je enAthI UpaDatA thavA lAgyuM. nathI, have enI ciMtA ja ene bharakhavA mAMDe - kALI rAta vadhu bihAmaNuM banI, TamaTamatA che eka rakane maLatuM be TaMka khAvAnuM sukha paNa nAnAzA dIpanI kiMmata mane Aje ja samajANI. lUMTAya che, TharI ThAma besavAne AnaMda paNa harAya che, smitanA be zabdo paNa bhUlAya che, paNa atyAre e amUla samAdhAna rUpa dIvaDInI nirdoSa prakRtinA AnaMda paNa asahya bane che. kalapanA paNa asthAne hatI, paNa nA, marajIvA sAdhanene gaMjAvara jaththa jIvanane cagadI na banIne tophAnI sAgaramAM eka vAra jhaMpalAvI nAMkhe che. daIe te jarUra kAMIka hAtha Ave ja, sAhasi kenI sRSTimAM sAhasanA mULa nAnAM-sUnAM na khAmeza! te have vaijJAnike sukhanI zodhamAM hoya. adhikAra bahAranA vicAromAM huM jarAka hAra ja khAI gayAne ? sukhanA lAlasu mAnava gaLA te khare, paNa ekAeka keIe gaNane duHkhanI bhaThThImAM zekI dIdhA ! ane chatAM e A paDakAra karyo, sabUra ! Atmana ! sabUra ! mAnava e vaijJAnikanI sAme mITa mAMDIne ja behe che. A vaujJAnike bhIMta bhUlyA lAge che. huM ekadama camakI UTha, zarIramAMthI evuM kayAreka mAnavA chatAM jagatamAM ja kAMIka vijaLInI jhaDape dhrujArInuM mojuM vahI meLavavA daDadhAma karI rahyo che! sukhanI bhIkha gayuM. AMkho phADIne cAre bAju joyuM, paNa mAMgavAnuM mahAduHkha tenI najaramAM ya nathI aMdhakAra sAthe AMkhenI athaDAmaNa sivAya, AvatuM ! zuM tatva haze? zuM satya haze? kAMI ja hAtha na AvyuM. kSaNa be kSaNamAM svastha.

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kalyANaH DIsembara 1990 : 753 thaI gayA pachI ja mane samajAyuM ke A bAhya lAgyuM. eka ja AtmAmAM virodhI-pATInA jagatanA kALA mAthAnA mAnavIne avAja nathI, AgevAna tarIkenuM kArya karatI e zakti kahevA devI-zakitane A paDakAra nathI, paNa AzcA- lAgI. tmika baLanA sarvopari svAmI evA mAre AmAno ja A anAhata nAda che, mAre ja Atmana ! vicAronA vamaLamAM tuM aTavAI AtamarAma Aje jAgya lAge che, lAva, kAna gaye kema vArU! paNa guMgaLAmaNa zAne anubhave daIne ene sAMbhaLuM. zuM te mArA praznane saphaLa che? svastha banI jA, bhayane vegaLa mUka. mArI ukela batAvI Apaze? mArA junA vicArane vAta sAMbhaLa. tane Aje navI ja duniyAmAM sajjaDa hAra ApavA kema jANe navA vicAronI huM laI jAuM chuM. e duniyAthI tuM taddana ajANa virATa senA utarI paDI, eka ja AtmAmAM che. eTale mAre pagale tAruM pagaluM dAbate jaje. be zaktio AvI vasI heya tema teo vacce badhA pUrvagrahane choDIne mArI vAta sAMbhaLo vAtanuM tumula cAlyuM, vicAra ane prativicA- raheje. tAruM ISTa kadAca tane tyAM ja maLI ranA gharSaNa zarU thayA. paNa gharSaNamAMthI nIpa. zakaze.* jatAM prakAzamAM zyAmaLa amAvAsyAnI rAtrie (apUNa) paNa ulkAntino rAha jhAMkho jhAMkho dekhAvA nA ca lo na ca ro che ke je ru hai ja taddana nave adhika karakasara yukata-zuddha carabI vagarane sarvopagI nAyalona cUre (TIpala mizrita plAsTIkanI thelImAM vApare!) A uparAMta 24 6 bha che geranTIDa carabI rahita zuddha telamAMthI banAvelI naM.1rapa spezyala-bara sepa tathA TukaDA, geTA-TI spezyala cIpsa naM. 1 vApare ! nyu I ra so 5 va ke sa hAthIbAga, lavalena, muMbaI-10 tathA C/o. TelIphena naM. 72740

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verAyelAM puSpa "A saMzrI ramaNalAla bhogIlAla pArekha jema jema AtmAmAM guNuM pragaTa thatA duHkhasvarUpa, duHkhamaya, duHkhaphalaka ane jAya che tema tema zyatA vadhatI jAya. dukhaparaMparaka evA saMsAra upara berAgya na duniyAmAM deSa hoya ke na hoya paNa Aje Ave zuM rAga thAya? ApaNI AMkhamAM te deza che ja. saMsAranAM sukha khArA pANI jevAM che, pUnya sAmagrIne oLakhIe nahi tyAMsudhI " La khAruM pANI game teTaluM pIvAM chatAM tRpti thatI Adara Ave nahi. jeTalo Adara teTalI kamANa. chatAM tRpti thatI nathI. paNa jema khAruM pANI nathI tema saMsAranA sukhe game teTalA bhegavavAM bhagavAna zrI kaSabhadevanA kALamAM je saMgha aneka jAtanAM dardo ubhAM kare che tema A paNa na kADhe te abhAgIye gaNu! . aneka duHkhe Ape che. te bhagavAnanA AMtarAmAM keTakeTI saMghe AtmAne sparzatuM tatvajJAna-e che lagAma zrI zatruMjaya tIrtho AvelA che. mananI ane indriyanI. - sAdhu te ja banI zake ke je cha kAyanA dharmAcArane pradhAnatA Ape te jena, lekA kuTAne cheDI zake. cArane pradhAnatA Ape te jana. namaskAra mahAmaMtramAM sAdhunuM sthAna che, jJAna ane kriyAnI pAMkhe uDanAre hoya te zrAvakanuM nahi. kAraNa ke te parameSThI nathI. jena. bhagavAnanI AjJAna mamane pAmI, bhAva tyAgavRtti pUrvakanI udAratA e dAna. AjJAne sAme rAkhIne dravyapUjA karavI te bhAva- ; Indriyone saMyama che mAga sadagatine, idripUjAne pAmavAne mArga che. ene asaMyama che mA durgatine. AtmAnA guNe pragaTa karavAmAM uttamottama sahana kare te vIra, ane gusso kare te AlaMbana che. zrI jinezvara deva temaja temanI kAyara (bAyale) mUrti manuSyajanma saMsAramAM bhaTakavA mATe nathI sAdhutA ane sAdhune veSa e be vasta janma-maraNanuM pUrNa virAma karavA mATe che. judI che. paralokane vicAra gaye pachI AstikatA vItarAga pAse vItarAgatAnI mAMgaNI karI kayAM rahI? vAne badale rAgane vadhAranArI cIja mAMge nahi. dharma chane ja upasarga ane kasoTI - manuSyamAM je dhamakaLA na hoya te te Ave. rAkSasathI paNa bhUDe che. bhegeNA jaDa che saMsAranI ane te che - AyuSya ghaTI javAnA saMkhyAbaMdha dAkhalA iMgatine. jevA-jANavA chatAM saMsAra parathI vairAgya kema mahAraMbha, mahAparigraDamAMsAhAra, umAga. nathI Avato ? dezanA vagere putra che bhegeSaNAnA.

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@ maka2) kalyANa" mAM avAra-navAra prasiddha thatA A vibhAgamAM haLavuM ane jANavA jevuM vAMcana aneka sthaLethI udadhRta karIne ahi rajU thAya che, subhASita na mAlika na dAso na mu na malo - navuM repatuM dharatImAM devaTANuM .* bhAzAyA ye dAsA te dAsA sakalajIvalokasya / / navuM varSa banaje navA yuganuM vahANuM 2 mArA zeSa vAlI teSAM rAsAte Dhora che ? . -zrI karazanadAsa mANeka AzA-taSNanA jeo dAsa che, te samasta saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale badhAyanA dAsa bane che. paNa AzAne je svAdhIna rAkhe che, tRSNa para jeo suvarNa reNu. jaya meLave che, temanI sevAmAM loko rahe che. loka temanI sevA kare che. rAjakAraNamAM satya kahenAra khattAM khAya, sattA na pAme! mahattA samaNimAM che, saMcayamAM nahi. navuM varSa banaje navAyuganuM vahANuM ! be vastuo manuSyanA vikAsapaMthamAM avarodhaka na sainya na tha na khaTapaTa na khUne zilA samI che, vijayane garva ane parAjayano DaMkha na regI na bhogI na kayA na kAjhI mana jyAre meluM hoya che, tyAre mukhamAMthI satya karI lupta Akho ye saMsAra jano bhUlI jUnA yuganuM jUnuM ugharANuM nIkaLatuM nathI. navuM varSa banaje navA yuganuM vahANuM. 1 pArakAne potAno karavAne rAjamArga eka ja vasudhAmAM pAMgaro amRtanAM vaheNe niHsvArtha prema. ne kilate rahejo sahu jIva meLe, tamArAmAM uddabhavatA vicAro viSe tame kadi na zeSita na zeSaka na baMdUka na beDa vicAra karyo che je anyane khuza karIne jIvananI itisukhIA sAdhu, duHkhIyA saMsArI. te mArA te kula, te zIla ane te saMjogone bhega che saMsArane mArga. lAMchana lAge. ega che mekSane mArga - jinane sevaka keI dAna levA Ave tyAre gussAne sAro prabhAva nathI paDate, paDe te cIja saMtADe nahi. che saMyamane. saMtoSa ane tyAgavRtti e che sukhanAM uttama kalA, uttama zIla ane uttama sAdhano. saMge pAmavA chatA huM durgatimAM jAuM

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756 H madhapUDeH kartavyatA mAne che, te kadi koIne sAtvika vastu divasane AMkho heya che, ne rAtrine kAna. ApI zake nahi. kIti Ave che, tyAre smRti adazya thaI jAya che. nArIne ajoDa rUpa maLe, mastIbharyuM yAvana maLe je pitAnI AMkha khulI nathI rAkhate teNe tethI e pUrNa banI jatI nathI. paNa jo tene saMyama potAnI kothaLI khulI rAkhavI ja paDe. ane saMskAritA na maLe to enuM rUpa ane yauvana no eka DokaTarane daza navA dardI, abhizAparUpa banI jAya che. garaja sare matadAra bairI, laya Ave che, tyAre mAnavI mATe bhAge gArA khAdI ne gAdI bhegA maLe tyAre barabAdI. je banI jAya che, bhayanI sAme lokhaMDanI divAla jevA ubhA rahevAnI tAkAta to koIkamAM ja hoya che. mAnavI dhAre che zuM ne bane che zuM? a va na vA aNadhAryuM banavuM enuM nAma jIMdagI ! koInAM zarIranA badhA snAyuo karatAM AMkhanA snAyusvapna, koInI AzAo ke koInI kalpanAo ene sauthI vadhAre kasarata maLe che. ekadhArI saphala banatI nathI. divasamAM AMkha snAyuone 1 lAkha vAra halAve che. mananA bAMdhelA mArge koInA pUrA thayA che? nADInA dhabakArA janma vakhate 130 thI 140 mananI Aga kadi karI zakatI nathI, jema jema tene hoya che. ane 60 varSa pachI 75 thI 85 hoya che, ThAravA jaIe chIe paNa je sAvadhAnI na hoya ne te daramyAna taMdurasta mANasanI nADInA dhabakArA ne te vadhAre jozathI jale che. 80 hoya che. vidhA maLe che buddhi tathA purUSArthathI; phaLe che vAgha phakata ezIyA khaMDamAM ja thAya che. tenuM vinaya tathA saMskAritAthI. AyuSya 20-25 varSanuM hoya che. . (saMgIta) mAravADamAM rANakapurajI tIrthana zailokyadIpaka dharavihAra dharaNAzAhe paMdaraDa rUA. khacIne manana maNakA baMdhAvyo che. 2zIyAnA pATanagara meskomAM pa736 pustakAlaya muzkelImAM mitranI kharI kasoTI thAya.. che. ane temAM 6 kroDa ane 40 lAkha pustaka che. hIre saMdhADe caDhe. te ja te parakhAya. je duniyAnA koIpaNa zaheranA pustakasaMgraha karatAM khAya na kharace zuddha mane, cera saba laI jAya, vadhAre che. pAchaLathI madhamAdha jema, hAtha ghasI pastAya. kalakattA khAte AvelA bhAratanA rASTrIya mAkhI maMkoDa mUkha nara, madhalALe bharata, pustakAlayamAM 7 lAkha pustako che. bamara bhoriMga sughaDanara, samajI dura khasaMta. jagatamAM lakhAtI ane bolAtI bhASAnI saMkhyA lagabhaga 5 hajAra jeTalI che. prathama vizvayuddhamAM (saranA yudhdhamAM) badhAM AjanI TAkSikA : rASTronA malI 7453200 manuSyo mAryA gayA hatA, zrImatinAM caraNomAM mAthuM paDe che. ne kula kharca 1860000000000 pIMDanuM thayuM hatuM. garIbenAM mAthAmAM caraNe paDe che! manuSya roja 21600 zvAsa le che.

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manuSyanA phephasAM rAja 437 dhana puTa havA bhare che. cakravatIne je navanidhAnA hoya che tenAM nAma A pramANe che : (1) naisapa (2) pAMDuka (3) piMgalaka (4) saratna (pa) mahApadma (6) kAla (cha) mahAkAla (8) mANuvaka (9) zaMkha. bhAratamAM jene leAkasabhA kahevAmAM Ave che, tene IMgleMDamAM pArlAmenTa kahe che. amerikAmAM koMgresa, phrAMsamAM cembara opha DepyuTIjha, razIyAmAM jhumA, jApAnamAM DAeTa, iTalImAM seneTa, irAnamAM majalIsa tarIke oLakhAya che. ceAkhAnI pedAzamAM sauthI prathamasthAna cInanuM che. phIlIpAinsa TApuo pAse samadranI uMDAi kAA mAlanI che. IrAnanA gAlIyA ane kAzmIranuM pakSInA nAmanuM marama kApaDa duniyAmAM zreSTha gaNAya che. mekisakAmAM phUlA divasamAM traNa vakhata rMga badale che. koDa nAmanI mAlI ekI vakhate 50 lAkha IMDA mUke che. vizvamAM 1955 nI sAlamAM ceAvIza hajAra graMcakRtinA khIjI bhASAomAM anuvAda thayA hatA, temAM vadhumAM vAtsyAyanI kRti anuvAdita thai che. tattvajJAnanA pustakAnA anuvAdyamAM amerikAne ane vijJAnanA pustakAmAM peleDane nabara pahelA Ave che. 1 varasAda prImiyara duniyAnI yeALA hAthI brahmadeza ane siyAmamAMja thAya che. duniyAnI sauthI moTI jela raziyAmAM mAskAnI sukhiyAnI che, jyAM 80 hajAra kedIone rahevAnI vyavasthA che. AphrikAnA saharAnA raNamAM varSoM sudhI varasatA nathI. hIrAnI sauthI moTI khANu AphrIkAmAM DAyamanDa mAina' nAmanI che. amerikA deza Aje oLakhAtI mUDInA 20 TakA bhAga dharAve che. kalyANa : DIsembara, 1960 : 757 briTananAM pustakAlayamAM jagatanuM sauthI bhAre pustaka bAibala che. tenu vajana 7 maNu che. duniyAnA sauthI moTA mahela veTIkana che, je rAmamAM che, te tyAM khrIstIonA dhama guru pApa rahe che. jagatamAM sauthI meAMghI vastu reDIyama che, jenI eka ratalanI kiM. e krADa 80 lAkha rUA. thAya che. gulAbanuM eka auMsa attara banAvavA 875 rora gulAbanA phUla joie, amerikAmAM lagabhaga 6 kroDa TelIphona, ane 14 krADa raeNDIA, ane 4 kraoNDa TelIvIjhana seTa che. svijharlenDa ane iTalI vacce saTalana bhugo 12 mAila 450 vAra lAMkheA che. te jagatamAM lAMbAmAM lAMbA khugo che. amerikAnI koMgresanA pustakAlayamAM eka atyaMta nAnI kadanI pustikA che. enu kada eka IMcanA vIsamAM bhAganuM che. tene agIyAra pAnA che, enuM chApakAma khUba jhINuM che. temAM bhagavAna pratyenI prAthanA che. (saMgRhIta) O cama kAra yaMgakAranA karU! upahAsa aA zA vyaMgakAra tarIke prasidhdha che. ekaamerikAnI khUba jhATakaNI kADhelI, AthI amerikAnA vAra zA amerikA tarapha khUba cIDAyelA ane temaNe loko eTalA badhA khIjAyA ke dareka chApAoe moTA agralekhA lakhyA, te veLA eka chApAnA taMtrI mAtAnI patnI sAthe amerikAnA pravAse AvyA. bilakula cUpa rahelA. eka varSa bAda barnArDa zA temanA Agamana vakhate pelA ta Mtrae samAcAra chApyA; zrImatI khamAM ze| amerikA padhAryAM che. ' bIje divase eka lAMbe lekha teNe chApyA, * temAM zrImatI khAMDa zA kANu che? kayA peASAkamAM AvyA che ? kayAM gayA che ? kevI rIte gayA ? kAnI sAthe vAtacita karI ? ityAdi bAbate vistArapUrvaka lakhI, ane A lakhANunA cheka chellA bhAgamAM eka nAnu

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758: madhapUDe : sarakhuM vAkya lakhyuM: "zrImatI zonI sAthe temanA amerikAnA pramukhanI cUMTaNI ane pati paNa hatA, teo lekho lakhIne potAne jIvananivaha kare che.' baMdhAraNa amerikAmAM tAjetaramAM DemokreTIka pakSanA nathI. jona keneDI cUMTAI AvyA che, amerikAnA baMdhAurdU sAhityanA prasiddha sAkSara dayAnArAyaNa nigama raNa mujaba pramukhanI cUMTaNI dara cAra varSe thAya che. kAnapurathI "jamAnAmAsika prasiddha karatA hatA. A koI eka ja vyakita vadhumAM vadhu be vakhata ekI mAsika khUba lokapriya baneluM. munazI dayAnArAyaNa sAthe pramukha banI zake. ethI vadhu vakhata ApaNuM sAcuM kahetA saMkoca rAkhatA nahi. mAsikanuM dhoraNa bhAratanI jema na rahI zake. tyAM pramukhanA prabhutvauMcuM rAkhavA mATe, teo moTA moTA lekhakonI vALI lekazAhI che. tyAM pradhAnamaMDaLanI sattA karatAM racanAomAM paNa sudhAro karatAM khacakAtA nahi, pramukhanI sattA ja sarvopari che. neMdhapAtra hakIkta e ekavAra eka prasiddha lekhake potAnA lekhamAM sudhAre che ke, amerikAnI kArabhAra calAvatI seneTa ke pati che ke, amArakAnA kArabhAra calAvatA sana karavA badala roSa ThAlavate eka patra munzIjI para nidhi sabhAmAM pramukha bIjA pakSane heya ane bahulakhyo. munzI nigame javAbamAM sApha lakho nAMkhyuM; mati 5kSa bIjo paNa hoya chatAM vahivaTa sarala rIte huM mArA mAsikanA taMtrI chuM. mAsikanuM dhoraNa cAle che. kAraNa ke pramukhane to sIdhA loko ja cUMTI uMcuM rAkhavA mATe lekhamAM pheraphAra karavAno mane kADhe che. AijhanahAvaranAM taMtramAM atyAre pramukha adhikAra che, huM mudraka nathI ke kevala TAIpanA bIbA pite rIpablIkana pakSanA che. jyAre amerikAnI seneTa goThavI dauM, te pachI mArI ane kapijhITaranI vacce (rAjasabhA) ane pratinidhi sabhA (kasabhA) mAM taphAvata che?" jeo vAta-vAtamAM mAro lekha akSare 1919 nA chellA AMkaDA mujaba seneTanA e sabhyaakSara Avavo joIe ema taMtrI upara dabANa lAve mAMthI 65 DemokreTIka pakSanA ane 35 rIpablIkana che, teoe A hakIkata samajavA jevI che. - pakSanA sabhya che. pratinidhi sabhAmAM kula 437 sabhyo che. temAMthI 284 DemokreTIkanA ane 153 rIpablIkana paSTa TIkITa ke poparamoTa pakSanA che. chatAM mahattvanI bAbatamAM to upalI ke kayubAnI agAunI sarakAre ekavAra jyAre nIcalI sabhA koI paNa bIlane nAmaMjura kare to pijhanI TIkITa navI bahAra paDI hatI. tyAre enuM pramukha potAno viTopAvara vAparI zake. bIjuM, tyAM vecANa vadhAravA navI yukita ajamAvI hatI. A je pakSamAMthI je sabhya cUMTAIne Ave eTale te TIkITanI pAchaLa guMdara lagADavAne badale pIparameMTa pakSanA putaLA thaIne AMgaLI UMcI karavAnI nahi ke jevo sarasa bIna nukazAnakAraka svAdavALo mITha - pakSanI zistanA nAme te matadAra vibhAganI nyAyI padArtha lagADayo hato. A TIkITane sugaMdhita paNa vyAjabI mAMgaNInI upekSA karavAnI nahi. cUMTAyelo banAvavAmAM Avela hatI. A TIkITe prajAmAM tathA sabhya koIpaNa pakSanI TIkITa upara cUMTAI Ave bALakamAM ekadama lokapriya banI gaI hatI. ghaNA paNa potAne je yogya lAge te rIte seneTa ke pratibALake khIssA khacanA paisAthI AvI TIkITa nidhi sabhAmAM potAnA matadAra maMDaLane vaphAdAra rIte kharIdI pIparamIMTanI jema tene cUsatA hatA. sAmA mata ApI zake. bhAratanA baMdhAraNamAM AvI koI nya mIThI TIkaDIo karatAM A TIkITa cATavAnuM jogavAI nathI. ahiM to pakSIya zista eja moTa vadhu pasaMda karatA hatA. duSaNa banyuM che. je koI vakhate je matadAra maMDaLa- bhArata sarakAre paNa paisA kamAvavA mATe A mAMthI cUMTAIne te sabhya Avye hAya tene paNa nusakhe ajamAvavA jevuM che. guMgaLAvI nAMkhe che.

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prArthanAnu paribaLa ane sahAnubhUtinA sAda. DaoN. ema. DI. desAI-suprI. vI. esa. hospITala-amadAvAda. ApaNI azaraNu zAnA ekarAra ane prabhunI sava zakti pratye samapa Nu-zradhdhAbhAva, e che prArthInAnuM rahasya: AvI prArthanA nAnA bALakane paNa kevI zakti tathA nirbhayatA, himmata temaja sAttvikatA samaye che, e hakIkata amadAvAda-vADIlAla sArAbhAi hai|spITAlanA suprI. De. ema. DI. desAI peAtAnA eparezana thIeTaramAMnA keTalAka yAdagAra anubhavA raju karatA ahiM Alekhe che; sAthe DaoNkaTarAmAM kevI hamamadIdI tathA dardInA kuTukhIjane pratye hovI Avazyaka che? te hakIkata paNa peAtAnA bIjA anubhavamAM te rajI kare che. DAkaTarAmAM rahelI sahAnubhUti e dardI tathA dIonA aMgata snehIemAM keTa-keTalI rAhata Ape che, ne DAkaTaronI kheparavAi chIone tathA tenA kuTuMbane keTalI vedanA janmAve che ? te A lekhamAM ApaNane eka pIDha anubhavI tathA saMvedanazIla DAkaTaranI ApavItI dvArA jANavA male che. A lekha AkAzavANI'nAM saujanyathI ahi raju thAya che. 7 e divase AparezananuM lIsTa bahu lAMbu hatuM. huM eka eparezana purU karI bIjA daradInI rAhu jotA thIeTaramAM ubhuMA hatA. acAnaka thIeTaranI bahAra kAlAhala saMbhaLAyA. bAraNuM ughADI joyu tA dardI eka 1012 varasanI nAnI dekhAvaDI karI sTrecara upara meThI thai jai khUmAbUma karatI hatI. 'mAre eparezana nathI karAvavu Aparezana nathI karAvavu A bA, mane ghera laI jA, huM marI jaiza re....' enAM sagAM DAlAee ene mAMDa mAMDa nAsI chUTatI aTakAvI rAkhI hatI. hospiTalamAM sAmAnya niyama evA hoya che ke sagAMvhAlAone oparezana thIeTaramAM dAkhala karavAmAM AvatAM nathI. AthI phkata che|karIne jematema mApathI chUTI pADI aMdara levAmAM AvI ane thIeTaranu khAraNuM baMdha karyuM.. thIeTaranuM vAtAvaraNa chekarI mATe navuM hatuM. eka moTA oraDAmAM mAMDa cAra mANase ane te paNa sapheda lAMbA jhabhbhAvALA eTale bharakhapeAre - alues. lAITanA prakAzamAM ALAe jevA lAge. mhAMmAthA uparanA paheravezane laine, na tA keAInu ramhAM dekhAya, na koI A ke puruSa che tenI ALakhANu paDe. AvuM vAtAvaraNa bhalabhalAne bhayabhIta karI ke tyAM te bicArI nAjuka nAnI mAMdalI che|karI hatI, eNe sAMbhaLyuM hatu ke, oparezana vakhate te davA sughADatAM guMgaLAvI nAMkhe che. eNe sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke, a Mdara teA moTA moTA cIpI, cappu ne kAtara vaDe peTa cIravAmAM Ave che. eNe ema paNa sAMbhaLyuM haze ke oparezanamAM te ghaNAM marI paNa jAya che.' eTale aMdara AvatAnI sAthe e cheAkarIe tA bhAre tophAna macAvI cIsAcIsa karavA mAMDI ane Tebala upara nahi sUI javAnI haTha laI beThI. mArA mATe AvA prasaMge navA na hatA. mATI umaranA mANaseAne paNa thIeTaranA Tekhala uparathI phUMdI, nAsI jatA joyA che. zAMta, hi'matavAna dekhAtA daradIone paNa cheka chellI ghaDIe davA suMdhatI vakhate, Aparezana karAvavAnA vicAra ba

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762 : prArthanAnuM paribaLa ane sahAnubhUtinA sAda ' paDhatA mUkatA joyA che. Aparezana eTale mRtyunI bheTa, kAne khabara pAchA jIvatA nIkaLAze ke kema ! sAkSAta mRtyune svIkAratAM kANu gabharAyu nathI A che.karIne paNa mRtyunA bhaya peThA hatA eTale tAkAne caDhI hatI. ene maLajakharIthI, badhAe maLI, uMcakIne Tebala upara sUvADI, hAtha ame badhA paNa thoDI vAra teA joi rahyA. paga dukhAvI zAMta karI dIdhI ane davA suMghADa-mAMDa aDadhI miniTanI prArthanAmAM A karIe vAnI zarUAta karI. ekAeka chekarIe jorathI je mAnasika maLa meLavI lIdhu hatu te amAre mAgaNI karI, mAre dAkatarane maLavuM che. kANu mATe paNa Azcaya janaka hatuM. mane kApavAnA che? huM' pAse gayA. chekarIne chuTI karavAnuM kahyuM e ekadama Tebala upara beThI thaI gaI ane gabharAte cahera Amatema jovA lAgI, 'zuM che mhena ?" me pUchyuM, ane enA vAMsA upara hAtha pheravye, tame mane mArI te nahiM nAMkhA ne ? huM marI te nahiM jAuM ne ? mane du:khaze te nahi ne ? eNe pUchyuM, hajI e eTalI ja ekhAkaLI hatI, enA sAdamAM paNa khIka bharI hatI. meM ene AzvAsana ApavA prayatna karyAM. paNa enI bahu asara thatI dekhAI nahi. e mArU kahevuM sAMbhaLatI hatI ke kema enI paNa zaka hatI. chatAM thADIvAra pachI khelI uThI. tamAre Aparezana karavuM ja che ne ? ubhA rahI mane prAthanA karI leva TA.' ATaluM kahetA te teNe beThAM beThAM ja AMkhA dha karI dhI e hAtha joDayA ane gaNugajIvA lAgI. mAMDa aDadhI miniTa thai haze tyAM teNe AMkha ughADI. enA komaLa mukha upara smita pharakavA lAgyA, AMkha zAMta hatI e svastha thaI gaI hatI. te jAte suI gaI ane zAMta cittejema kahIe tema karavA lAgI, ene have AparezananA Dara rahyo na hatA, e have mRtyuthI gabharAtI na hatI ene enA paramezvaranA sathavArA maLI gaye hatA. e have bebAkaLI rahI na hatI, balke prasanna citta hatI. hAza have huM chuM ane mArA paramezvara, tamAre je karavu hoya te karo' kahI Tebala upara A vAtane te ghaNA varSo vItI gayAM. me ene mArA manamAM eTalA mATe saMgharI rAkhI che ke A karIe mane zraddhAnA baLanA pratyakSa pATha zIkhavyA hatA. kaheA ke mArAmAM paramezvara viSenI zraddhA janmAvI hatI. Aje paNa jyAre dAkatarI vidyAne muThThI nIvaDatI jouM chuM, tyAre A zraddhAnA AzarA kAI navI ja zakitanAM saMcAra kare che ema anubhavuM chuM. AvI ja rIte eka bIjo prasaMga paNa huM haMmeza yAda rAkhavA prayatna karU chu. AparezananA divasa hatA. Aparezana thIeTaramAM Aje sarajanane paNa AghApAchA thavAnI jagyA rahI na hatI. kAraNa jene te eparezana jovA bhegA thayA hatA. hRdayanuM eparezana hatuM, Avu' Aparezana A hospITalamAM pahelavahelu ja thatuM hatuM. AkhuM thIeTara dAkatara-nagraMthI cikkAra hatuM. chatAM vAtAvaraNamAM gajamanI zAMti hatI. pAse ubhelAnA zvAsa paNa sAMbhaLI zakAtA paNa badhAnA jIva uMce hatA. zu thaze ? Tebala upara ja, daradInuM mRtyu teA hArTa pheilathI nahi thAya ne ? uDe uDe A Dara badhAne hatA. Aparezana cAlatu gayu tema tema vAtAvaraNu vadhu ane vadhu kSubdha thavA lAgyuM. eka kalAka, e kalA, trIjo klAka pUro thavA AvyA. vaccevacce niyamita khatare daradInI nADI ane

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kalyANaH DIsembara 1960 : 763 blaDapresaranA samAcAra apAtA jatA hatA te sAMbhaLyA pachI, lIphaTanI bahAra nIkaLI mane sivAya bIjo avAja bhAgye ja sAMbhaLavA maLate ubho rAkhI, kahevA lAgyA. hatuM. Akhare sarajanane "hAza Thank-God' "dAkatara, AvuM agharUM oparezana ATalI nA avAja A oparezana hemakheme pAra saMdara rIte pAra pADavA mATe abhinaMdana pUkhapaDyuM hatuM. daradInI sthiti sArI hatI. ei khuba abhinaMdana. paNa tame sarajana ke insATaranuM vAtAvaraNa je atyAra sudhI taMga hatuM nane balI jAo che e samajAtuM nathI. ATahyuM temAM ekadama jIva A . zAMti to bAjue kahI e avAka thaI gayA. enA moM uparane rahI, lagabhaga ghATa macI rahyo. kheda vAMcI dAkAte hatA. (2) mane enuM kAraNa nahi samajAyuM. e mAtra sarajana huM hate. eka agharUM oparezAna hatA. vizeSamAM bujhaga hatA. ene mATe ane pAra pADavAne yaza mane maLavAne hato. evuM mAna hatuM. meM khulAso karavA vinaMti kare vakhate AnaMda thAya e svAbhAvika che. AnaMda emanI vAta emanA ja zabdomAM kahu. sAthe, AvuM oparezana A vibhAgamAM meM ja pahela vaheluM kayuM-ne garva paNa hate. AnaMda - "huM kAme Aje hate. oparezana thIesaMteSa-gavane sthitimAM huM bahAra nIka. Tara bahAra bAMkaDA pAse ubhe hatuM, bAMkaDA upara eka bhAI ane eka bahena beThAM hatAM. AdheDa oparezanamAM moDuM thaI gayuM hatuM eTale ja vayanA haze. gAmaDAnA lAgatA hatA. thoDIvAra bIje pahoMcavAnI utAvaLa hatI. lIphaTa dUra hatI rastAmAM koI bahene kaMI pUchyuM evuM lAgyuM paraMtu thAya eTale aMdara aMdara ghusapusa kare ane pAchA javAba ApavAnI jarUra nahi lAgI. evAmAM zAMta thaI jAya. he upara gabharATa dekhAtuM hatuM thIeTaranI pAse paDelA eka bAMkaDA pAse saMkhyA eTale meM pUchaparacha karI. temaNe jaNAvyuM ke, baMdha bIDInAM ThuMThA verAyelA joyAM. pAse ja kacara atyAre emanA ekanA eka dIkarAnuM oparezana nAMkhavAne Dakhkho hate chatAM temAM nahi nAkhatAM cAle che ane ghaNe vakhata thaI gaye paNa kaMi rastAmAM gametema kuMThA pheMkI hospITala jevI ; samajAtuM nathI eTale adhIrAM thayAM che. meM hispITalane gaMdI karI mUkanAra upara dha ' hospITAla sArI che, dAkatara hoMziyAra che, badhAM AvyuM ane mArI hospITalanA supariTenDanTa , sArA vAnA thaze, kahI AzvAsana ApavA prayatna tarIkenI pharaja yAda AvI, huM balI gaye ke kayA che 3 karyo tyAM te bAIe raDavA mAMDayuM. bhAI paNa mAre bIje jaldI javAnuM hatuM. huM use raho. 23vA jevA thaI rahyA paNa AMsu chupAvavA, gajabIDI pIdhI hatI tene khakhaDA tenI pAse ko vAmAMthI bIDI kADha, saLagAvI, huM khabara kADhI upaDAvI DabbAmAM naMkhAvyA ane hospITalamAM ja lAvavA oparezana cAlatuM hatuM tyAM gaye. epa. svacchatAnI jarUriyAta upara bhASaNe ThekI, supa rezana lAMbu cAlaze evA samAcAra maLyA eTale eTalA samAcAra palAM mA-bApane ApI, dhIraja riTenDanTa tarIke mArI pharaja adA karyA badala rAkhavA kahI, huM mAre kAme gayo. Atma-saMteSa anubhavyo. laphaTamAM pahoMcatAM ja eka mitra malyA ahIM te eka kalAka, deDha kalAka, be kalAka emaNe A badhuM joyuM, sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. mArI vItyA. aMdara zuM cAle che tenI khabara nahi pAsethI. oparezana kevuM agharuM hatuM, kevuM sarasa paDe; vAra mare che ke jIve che tenI paNa zaMkA pAra paDayuM, keTalAM badhAM jevA AvyA hatA vagere paDavA lAgI. bAIe, patine parANe khabara

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1764 : prArthanAnuM paribaLa ane sahAnubhatine sAha kADhavA meka te daravAjA pAsenI nasanI gabharAIza nahi te mane khAtrI che e bane gALa ane nekaranA dhakakA khAI pAchA Avye. mA ne bApa tamArA pagamAM paDyAM heta! khera keIe ema paNa nahi kahyuM ke "tAre dIkare jevuM tamAruM bhaNutara, tame AthI meTA epajIve che. bApe te AMTA mArIne bIDI pukIne rezana karatA rahe ane yaza kamAtA rahe. mArAthI vakhata kADhaye paNa mAne chava ane temAM pAchA nahi rahevAyuM eTale belAI gayuM. mApha karaje" ekane eka dIkare. traNa kalAka thavA AvyA kahI e mitra cAlI nIkaLyA. eTale enAthI nahi rahevAyuM. e thIeTara tarapha Aje paNa jyAre huM e divasane vicAra deDI. eja vakhate tame bahAra nIkaLyA. tamane. karUM chuM tyAre pastA thAya che. leke amArA enA lADakavAyAnA samAcAra pUchayA. paNa tamane bhaNatarane deSa de che paNa navuM ke junuM karyuM kayAM enA tarapha najara nAMkhavAnI paNa purasada bhaNatara evuM zIkhave che ke dAktare dayA, prema, hatI? ulaTuM tame te, enA lADakavAyAnA bApane hamadardI mANasAIne pAse nahi a vavA devAM? bIDInA ThuMThA mATe dhamakAvavA lAgyA, e bicArA A prasaMga pachI, huM nathI bhUlI jaI zako pAse e ThuMThAM ucakAvyA ane cAlI nIkaLyA. ke oparezana thieTaramAM daradI upara jema oparezana cAlI rahyuM che tema bahAra paNa je mA-bApa tamane paramezvara tulya gaNI sagAvhAlAM upara bIjuM oparezana thaI rahyuM ekane eka dIkaro zraddhApUrvaka mAravA ke javAnuM che. baMnene kALajInI jarUra che. baMnene kALaDavA seMpI de tenI pAse eka be AzvAsananA nI jarUra che, baMnene sahAnubhUti joIe che. zabdonI paNa AzA nahi rakhAya, e taMtra kevuM? emAMe bahAranAMne vizeSa jarUra che kAraNa ke tame phakta be zabdo cAlatAM cAlatAM paNa belyA temane daradInI mAphaka bebhAna banAvavAmAM nathI heta ke "bahena tamAre dIkare sAre che, tuM AvatAM ! zrI jinapratimAnA lepa mATe | jIrNoddhAramAM sahAya kare! vikhyAta kalAkAra kAraNa (mIMyAgAma) derAsaranAM jaNadhdhAranuM kAma 'pratimAjInA khaMDita thaela aMga masAlAthI lagabhaga pAMtrIsathI cAlIza hajAranuM che. je kAma banAvIne prabhune suMdara cakacakita manahara| hAla jhaDapathI cAlI rahyuM che. te A kAryamAM majabUta lepa karI ApanAra. zrI saMgha, derAsaranA TrasTIo temaja saddamuMbaI, saurASTra, mAravADa, kaccha, vAgaDa, temaja| | gRhasthoe sArI rakama ApI lAbha levA vinaMtI che. mahArASTra ane dakSiNabhAratamAM pratimAne che ! pU. zramaNa samudAyane A jIrNoddhAranA kAryamAM karI saMteSatrei maLelA che, jenazAsanasamrA egya upadeza ApavA vinati che. AcArya zrI vijayanemisUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI rUA. 251) ApanAra dAtAnuM nAma takhtI | AjJAnusAra lepa karI ApanAra. upara lakhavAmAM Avaze. peInTara zAmajI jhaverabhAI tathA madada mekalavAnuM sthaLa :- jhaverabhAI govIMda zeTha kalyANacaMda dharamacaMdanI peDhI Tha0 jagumIstrInI zerI-pAlItANuM vAyA-mIyAgAma - muM : kAravaNa

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syAdvAdanI ma ha tA pUjya munirAja zrI dharmaguptavijayajI ma. jainane jagatane suMdara tattvajJAnanI bheTa dharI che. temAM syAdAda siddhAMta tene mahAmUlya ane ati upakAraka siddhAMta che. te syAdAda siddhAMtanI mahattA tathA tenI upayeAgitAne vyavahArU tathA zAstrIya dalIlodrArA pU. mahArAjazrI ahiM samajAve che. je sAdAdane samajavA mATe mAdakarUpa che. bhASA sarala ne zailI lokabhAgya che. syAdvAda zabda jeTale jainasamAjamAM pracalita che, teTalA jainetara samAjamAM nathI. jainasamAjamAM nAnAM bALakane paNa avaranavara dharmaguruo dvArA vyAkhyAnamAM te zabda sAMbha"LavA maLe che. chatAM davAnuM nAma sAMbhaLavAthI vyavahAra tA mANasa jANe ke ajANe ape jema raMga jatA nathI, tema kevaLa zabda sAMbha-kSAvAdathI (syAdvAdathI) kare che. chatAM tenuM jJAna na hAvAthI kAI kAIvAra mANasa khATA A hamAM taNAI moTA jhagaDAnuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. LavA mAtrathI vastune bedha ke rahasya samajAi jatuM nathI. tene mATe dharmaguruonI upAsanA karavI paDe che. temanI pAse rahI vidhipUrvaka tenu adhyayana karavu paDe che. tyAre ja koI jIvana syAdvAdanuM jJAna ane tenuM rahasya samajAya che. Aje jainasamAjamAM syAdvAdanA jJAtA jIvA che paNa gheADA che. tene jANavAnI ruci dharAvanAranI paNa sakhyA thAThI che. teA pachI jainetara samAjamAM te zuM bahu AzA rAkhavI ? paNu AnadanA viSaya che ke Aje koi koi vyakitao jainetarasamAjamAM paNa syAdvAdanu jJAna che. ane ene jANavAnI rucivALA paNa dharAve jIve che. khyAla e rAkhavAnA che ke syAdvAdanA ApanI sAthe tene potAnA jIvanamAM upayoga karavA ane te dvArA AtmAnI utkrAntine sAdhavI e tA ghaNuM duSkara che. chatAM jIvana sAthe tenA sumeLa sadhAya ane kevaLa carcAmAM ke vANImAM te na rahe tenI sAvadhAnI joIe. have prastuta viSaya upara AvIe vAda' zabda paricita che. pAribhASika zabdanI vyAkhyA karavI joI e, syAt eTale apekSAe cit ane vAda eTale kathana karavuM eTale apekSAe vastunuM kathana karavu te syAdvAda che. syAdvAdamAM 'syAt' ane 'vA' e be zabdo che. temAM sthAt zabda pAribhASika che. jyAre vastumAtramAM aneka dhame rahelA che. jayAre mANusane temAMthI koI vivakSita eka dhamanI jarUra paDe che tyAre te dhanI apekSAe ja vAta kare che. tenA artha e nathI ke te vavakSita vastumAM bIjA dharmanuM astitva nathI. paNa jo pAtAne ISTa aMzamAM ja (dhamAM ja) AgreDa pakaDAI jAya ane te sivAya te vikSitavastumAM bIjA dharmAM asat che ema kathana karavA lAgI jAya te bIjA dharmonI apekSA na rahetAM vastusvarUpa ja asat banI jAya, kAraNa ke vastu aneka sApekSa dharmothI samanvita che, jyAre bIjA dharmothI nirapekSa banI peAtAnA ISTa azamAM ekAMta pakaDI bese tyAM vastu pUrNa rUpe zI rIte rahI zake? jema, eka puruSa che. temAM aneka dharmo rahelA che. jevA ke- pitApaNuM, kAkApaNuM, mAmApaNuM, patipaNuM, mAstara paNu, adhikArIpaNuM, vagere. chatAM koi vyakti akAta AgrahamAM paDI khele ke A mANusamAM te ane Ama te kAkApaNuM, pitApaNuM ja che A ja ! +

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766: syAdvAdanI mahattA : patipaNu, mAstaraparuM vagere dharmone apalA 5 jAya ane bIjA jaDa mehaka padArtho tarapha jIva karavA lAgI jAya te vyavahAramAM samajumAM tenI na kheMcAtA vairAgya tarapha vaLe e daSTie uparanuM gaNatarI na thAya. kAraNa ke mANasamAM jema pitR veda vacana belAyeluM che. paNa brahma sivAya bIjuM tva dhama che, te tenA putranI apekSAe che, tema kaMI jagatamAM che ja nahi evuM bolavuM nyAyamANasamAM kAkApaNuM, patipaNuM, mAstarapaNuM vagere yukata na gaNAya. are ! pratyakSa upalabdha jagadhame paNa te te vyakitanI apekSA rahelA ja che tane apalApa keNa karI zake? zAstromAM vAkya tenA apakSApa kema thAya ? Ama AgrahamAM bhinnabhinna apekSAothI. bhinnabhinna nayanI paDI amuka ja dharmone svIkAravA ane bIjA daSTie lakhAyelAM hoya che. tethI tene te te sat dharmane apalApa-tiraskAra karavo te nyAya apekSAthI ane te te nayanI daSTie vicAravA. yukata na gaNAya. Ama syAdvAda sidhdhAMta (ape prayatna karavAmAM Ave te ekAMta AgrahamAM na kSAvAda vastune bhinnabhinna daSTie, bina- paDAya. bhinna apekSAthI vicAravA ane kathana karavA zAstromAM tevuM ja vyavahAramAM paNa che bhinna prere che. bhinna vyakitao je bhinna bhinna vacana praga. sAMkhya, bauddha vagere darzanakAre paNa Ama kare che. te amuka amuka apekSAe karAyele heya apekSAvAdane bhUlyA te ekAMta AgrahamAM taNAyA che, tene je ApaNe samajI zakIe te keIna ane AtmAne ekAMte nitya ke ekAMte anitya paNa virodha karavAnuM bane nahi. paNa A apemAnI beThA. paNa sAthe e vicAra na karyo ke kSAnI draSTi nathI hotI eTale ApaNe vicA AsAne mAnI te aMdha mokSa thI koI vyakti viruddha vicAre darzAve che vagere AtmAmAM kevI rIte ghaTaze? tema ekAMta eTale tarata ja ApaNe tene virodha karIe anitya mAnIzuM te paNa baMdha, mokSa pApa, chIe. ethI kaleza ane azAMti vadhe che. puNyanuM kartava, bhakatRtva vagere AtmAmAM kevI tyAre vItarAga sarvajJanuM zAsana spAduvAda rIte saMgata thaze ? ane AtmAnI saMsArI sidhdhAMta para racAyeluM hovAthI vastutAvane saMpUrNa bhinnabhinna avasthAo te pratyakSa upalabdha thAya nyAya Ape che. te vastune ekAMte nitya ke che, tene a5lApa kema thaI zake ? kaI A ekAMta anitya nahi kahetA eka vilakSaNa nityAjagata dekhAya che te kAlapanika vana nathI, paNa naya varUpavALI kahe che. eTale kaMI nitya nakakara vastusthiti che. ane anityane saravALe e nityAnityatva nathI zAstramAM vedAMtIne eka ukita (vacana) malI paNa eka ekAMta nityathI ke ekAMta anityathI ke brahma satyaM jaganmA " e ukitane evo vilakSaNa svarUpavALI vastu che. te nityAnitya artha karavAmAM Avye ke, "brahma ja satya che. svarUpavALI vastune eka taddana vyavahAru daSTAMta - bAkI dRzyamAna jagata mithyA-khoTuM che. paraMtu dvArA jeIzuM te samajavAmAM sugama banaze tene paramArtha na vicAryuM. je svAduvAdanI dA. ta. dALa ane cekhA tene judAjudA aulIe vicAryuM hota te brahma satya che ene rAMdhyA ane bIjI bAju te baMnene bhegA karI atha e nathI ke brahma (AtmA) sivAya bIjA khIcaDI banAvI. have vicAro ke baMne bhejanamAM 4. paNa jIvanI AtmA tarapha dALa-bhAta te che. phakta ekamAM judA judA che, daSTi jAya ane jIvanamAM tene ja prAdhAnya tyAre khIcaDImAM baMne ekameka che. baMnemAM dALa apAya ane tenI ja upAsanAmAM jIva lAgI bhAta samAna hovA chatAM vaidya, DokaTare daradIne

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kalyANaH DIsembara, 190H 76 khIcaDI khAvAnI manAI karI ghaLabhAta khAvAnI evuM ja AtmAnA nityAnityatva mATe che. bhalAmaNa kare che. tyAM khIcaDImAM evI vize- ekaluM nitya svarUpa juduM ane ekaluM anitya vatA judA judA dALabhAta karatAM AvI jAya che ke svarUpa juduM ane tethI nityanitya svarUpa jethI vaidya, DokaTara tene niSedha kare che eTale taddana juduM che. te sUcave che ke dALabhAta ane tenA guNa dharmo janama AtmAne nitya mAnya che. paNa judA ane tenA mizraNathI thayela khIcaDI ane pariNAmI nitya nahi temaja kuTastha nitya tenA guNadharmo judA. taddana vilakSaNa che. je A (sadA ekaja avasthA) naDi. pariNAmI nitya vastusthiti na hoya te daradI khIcaDI khAya te hevAthI te bhinna bhinna avasthAone-AkApaNa sarakhI che ane dALabhAta khAya to paNa rone pAmavA chatAM paMtAnuM mULa svarUpa tyajatA sarakhuM che. chatAM tema karavA jAya te khIcaDI nathI. jema manuSyAkAre rahele AtmA devarUpe pacavAmAM bhAre paDe ane tethI apace thaI upanna thAya che. devAkAre naSTa thaI pazunA rega vadhe che. mATe te daradI khIcaDI na khAtAM AkAre utpanna thAya che. Ama saMsAramAM 84 dALabhAta ja khAya che. lAkha yonimAM bhinna bhinna AkAre utpanna evuM ja DokaTaranI davAmAM che. DokaTara judI thavA chatAM potAnuM AtmasvarUpa kadApi tyajatA judI davAo na ApatAM badhAnuM mikSacara barA- nathI. ane pariNAmo AtmAne mAnIe teja ara karIne ja daradIne Ape che. upalaka daSTie baMdha-mekSanI, katRtva-bhatva vagerenI vyavasthA lAge ke judI judI davAmAM je reganAzakatA TakI zake che. kUTastha nitya AtmAne te badhuM vagere guNa dhame rahelA che, te ja che ane mokSa che? katRtva zuM ane bhakatRtva micaramAM AvavAnA che. DokaTara nakAmI davA- zuM mATe A badhI vyavasthA. one bhegI karI kharalamAM lasoTI Ape che. paNa 2lamAM lasoTI Ape che. paNa TakI zakatI nathI. DokaTara samaje che ke A davAone kharalamAM ema AtmA ekAMte anitya paNa nathI. ghasI ekameka thaI eka vilakSaNa micara mizraNa bhale bhinna bhinna avasthArUpe naSTa thatuM rahe bane teja A daradIne rega jAya. tethI ja te chatAM kaMI AtmAnA badhA ja dharmono nAza thaI DikaDara mikSacara banAvI daradIne Ape che. jo nathI. aMze (paryAya) naSTa thavA mAtrathI tevuMja daSTAMta suMTha ane geLanuM che. judA vastu sarvathA abhAvarUpe banI jatI nathI. dA. judA sUTha ane geLa anukrame vAyune ane ta. ghaDe phUTI gaye. eTale zuM savathA tene pIttane nAza kare che. sAthe ja dene paNa jagatamAM abhAva thaI gayo? nA, mAtra ghaTAkAra utpanna kare che. suMTha pAchI ekalI pItta doSane rUpe ja te naSTa thayuM che paNa mRttikAdirUpe te utpanna kare che ane goLa ekale kapha doSane te kAyama ja che. Ama vastu mAtra paryAyArthika utpanna kare che. jyAre te baMnenuM mizraNa karI nathI kathaMcit anitya che ane dravyAkinayathI vAparavAmAM Ave te vAyu ane kaphane nAza paNa vastu kathaMcita nitya che. paNa vastu ke sarvathA kare che ane deze navA utpanna thatA nathI. e naSTa thatI nathI, tenuM sarvathA astitva uDI sUcave che ke judA judA saMTha ane goLanuM jatuM nathI. temaja tAna apUrva asat vastunI kArya juduM ane te baMnethI banelA eka vila utpatti thatI nathI. kSaNa mizraNanuM kArya juduM. je baMne eka ja jenA matamAM vastune bhinna bhinna daSTie.. hoya te Ama kAryomAM bhinnata na Ave. samajavA mATe nAnAM jJAna mATe khUba khUba

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78 : vyAkAranI mahattA : - bhAra ApavAmAM AvyuM che. nAnA jJAna vagara vagara vastu svarUpane cokkasa nirNaya nathI thata vastumAM rahelA bhinna bhinna sApekSa dharmonuM jJAna tethI sAdhya mATe DAmADoLa sthiti rahe che. zuM thaI zakatuM nathI. upAdeya ke zuM heya che? tene paNa ceka nirNaya thaI zake nahi. tethI paramapadanI prApti dA. ta. vastumAM rahelA astitva ane nAstitva mATe cokakasa upAye hAthamAM na AvavAthI dha mATe vicArIe te astitva ane nAstitva sAdhakane sAdhanI siddhimAM aneka vine Ave dhamAM paraspara avinAbhAva-ekabIjA vagara che. ane vatatavanA cekakasa nirNaya vagara game na rahevApaNuM che. jema ke, "chaganalAla dhanavAna teTalA kaSTa anuSThAna karavA chatAM sAyanI siddhi che? ane chaganalAla dhanavAna nathI. A "che? | thatI nathI. ane "nathI te apekSAthI belAyeluM che. kema ke chaganalAla dhanavAna che te maganabhAInI apekSA Ama syAdvAdanuM jJAna AtmavikAsanI che. kAraNa ke hajAra rUpIyAvALA maganabhAI prAptimAM ananya sAdhana . ane vastutatvane karatAM lAkha rUpIyALA chaganabhAI dhanavAna kahe nirNaya karavA mATe atyaMta Avazyaka che mATe vAya. paNa teja chaganabhAI karoDapati cinubhAinI buddhimAna manuSyae tenA jJAtA pAse tenuM jJAna apekSAe dhanavAna na kahevAya, Ama vastune meLavavA khUba prayatna karI joIe. ane gaMbhI. vyavahAra apekSAvAdathI thAya che. ratAthI tenA upara vicAra kara joIze, kAraNa ke zrI jinavacana atigaMbhIra ane syAdvAdaema AtmAmAM astitva dharma che te sva- garbhita hoI tene paramAne ahapa ja dravya-kSetra-kALa ane bhAvathI che paNa paranA dravya, pAmI zake che. kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI nathI. eTale vastumAtra jo ke A mAre lekhana viSayaka prayAsa A svasvarUpe sat che paNa pararUpe asata che. te dizAmAM prathama ja hevAthI kSatio thavA saMbhava paNa savathA vastu che ja, ane sarvathA vastu che. mATe A viSayanA jJAtA vidvAno A lekhane nathI ja ema na kahevAya. jo ema kahevA vAMcI mArI kSatione batAvaze to huM temane jaIe te prathamapakSe (vastu che ja) badhI vastu * aMtaHkaraNathI AbhAra mAnIza. meM mArI yathAonuM ekaya thaI jAya. ghaTa jema svadravya kSetra mati prayatna karyo che. ziSTa puruSonuM vacana che kALa bhAvathI sat che tema je paTanA paNa divyAdi 4 thI sat hoya te ghaTa paNa paTa banI ke "jume thatharAvata cAnIcaM" e ukitane AdhAre meM paNa pU. gurudevanI kRpAthI je kaMI thatuM jAya. ema jagatanI badhI ja vastuonuM ekaya kiMcit bodha thayo che tene AdhAre kevaLa bALa thaI javAthI jagatane abAdhita vyavahAra na jInA upakArane mATe ja A prayatna karyo che. cAlI zake. ane sarvathA vastune asat kahevAthI jagatazUnyatAnI Apatti Ave. kAraNa ke sva aMte pU. puruSAnA zabdomAM huM kahIza kerUpe ja vastu asat banI javAthI bAkI zuM dAvA namarattamai, caM vinA savenTI kriyA rahyuM jagatamAM? lokadvitayabhAvinyo, naiva sAMgatyamiti // Ama vastumAM rahelA bhinna bhinna sApekSa bhAvArtha-te syAdvAdane namaskAra thAo ke dharmonI apekSA nathI rAkhatA te aneka Apa- jenA vinA Aleka ane paralekamAM thanArIttio Ave che. A syAdvAda siddhAMtane jANyA sakala kriyAo saMgatine pAmatI nathI.

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ApaNe Aje pharI vicArIe. zrI bhAilAlabhAI DI. paTela ApaNA bhArata dezamAM pUrvakAlIna prajAnI saMskRti tathA saMskAra sarvajanahitAyanA tathA svArthayAganA hatA. paraspara eka bIjAne pUraka thaIne vyavahAra calAvatA hatA. te samaye paisAne ke kevaLa svArthane mahatva na hatuM. vartamAnakAlanI jema Adhibhautika sAdhanonI eTalI bolabolA nahi hovA chatAM te loko keTa-keTalA zAMta, svastha, saMtoSI tathA pApakAraparAyaNa jIvana vyatIta karatAM ke ne sarvane mATe nirupadravI hatuM. Aje aNabaMba tathA vaijJAnikayugamAM jema jema sAdhano vadhyA tema tema asateSa, chatA, svAdhatA, tathA kevala peTabharAvRtti vadhatI ja cAlI che. pUrvakAlanuM mAma jIvana kevuM nirupadravI, ni:svArtha tathA sarala ane saMteSI hatuM, tenuM A rekhAcitra vallabha vidhAnagaranA saMsthApaka zrI bhAIlAlabhAI ahiM je rajU kare che, te sarvane mananIya che. vartamAnakAle bhAratamAM pragati thaI rahI che," nI bUma mAranArAone A lekha preraNA Ape che ke, ApaNe pharI vicAra karIe ! ne Aje ApaNe kyAM jai rahyA chIe? te samajIe. amerikAnI melabena yunirsiTInA mAcha vRddho mATe gharamAM mAnabharyuM sthAna rahetuM. cAnselara prophesara borasadI vallabhavidyAnagaramAM vRddho paNa navarAM te nahotAM ja besI rahetAM. thaDA vakhata mATe rahevA AvyA hatA. eka strIo ane puruSe zakti pramANe, tabiyata divasa vAtavAtamAM emaNe kahyuM ke, 'hiMda rava- sArI hoya te jIvatAM lagI, kaMIka ne kaMIka taMtra thayA pachIthI e pitAnI sArI cIjo kAma te karatAM ja. sauthI vizeSa te e hakIjarUra apanAvI leze ane ene uttejana Apaze ta hatI ke, juvAna vahuvAru ke bahena-dIkarI ema huM mAnatA hatA. ahIM hiMdamAM AvyA sAme koI aNachAjatI chUTa lai zaka AvyA sAme koI aNachAjatI chUTa laI zakatuM nahi. pachIthI huM jouM chuM ke hiMda gAMdhIjIne bhUlI vRddhonI najara badhe ja pharatI ane gharanI vaharahyuM che ane amerikAnuM anukaraNa ghaNI ja jhaDa- dIkarIonI salAmatI sacavAtI. juvAna puruSe pathI karI rahyuM che." ja nirAMte emane baMdha karI zakatA. hiMda pAse enI saMyukta kuTuMba praNAlikA saMyukta kuTuMba prathAmAM judA judA svabhAva hatI. saMyukta kuTuMbamAM anAtha bALako jevI pramANe kaMIka manaduHkha thatuM, paNa ekabIjAne cIja ja nahotI. mA, bApa ke baMne gujarI nabhAvI levAnuM ane kAmathI tathA paisAthI jAya, chatAM paNa bALake sArI rIte UcharatAM, ghasAI chUTavAnuM paNa zikSaNuM maLatuM. AvA - emane bhaNAvavAnI agara te dhaMdhe lagADavAnI ghasAI chuTavA mATe je tyAga karavo paDe, te eka vyavasthA thatI. kuTuMbanA mANaso emane paNa prakAranA vImAnuM primiyama hatuM. juvAnImAM vatAM ane emanuM nAva sArI rIte cAle evI mA agara bApa gujarI jAya te enAM chokarAM vyavasthA karatAM. onI saMbhALa levAne tema ja gharaDAMonI gha8 7 SiEND )}); paEE DOE)

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'SeH ApaNe Aje pharI vicArIe! paNamAM cAkarI thavAnI ja che ene paNa A bALakane mAbApane prema nathI. pariNAme AkhI prathAe vImo utarAvye hate. prajA uchukhalatA tarapha jaI rahI che. svataMtrachokarAM premabharyA vAtAvaraNamAM ucharatAM hatAM. tAnuM sthAna svachaMdatAmAM AvatuM jAya che. A nAnapaNathI ja badhAM sAthe ramatAM tathA meTAM eka eka hakIkata che. - thaye sAthe bhaNatAM hovAthI dAkSiNyatA keLavAtI bIjI bAju patipatnIne arasaparasa eka hatI. chokarAMone bhaNatara sAthe gharanI keLavaNe bIjAmAM vizvAsa ghaTato jAya che. lagna eka gAmanA bIjA leke joDenA vartanamAM kAma lAgatI dhaMdhAdArI bhAgIdArInuM svarUpa lIdhuM che agara hatI. letuM jAya che. "AI zela noTa bI pheIthelesa Tu pazcimanI sahakArI hilacAla ane hiMdanAM dhI" agara "mahuM tyAM ja vaividhyAna" agara te saMyukata kuTuMbomAM A eka mahatvane pharaka nA varatA yAta' e badhI bhUtakALanI hate. sahakArI saMsAyaTIo pitAnA sabhyonA vAtA banatI jAya che ane hiMdamAM paNa evuM ja utkarSa mATe kAma kare che. saMyukata kuTuMbanuM ja banaze ema atyAre te dekhAya che. vyavasthAnI sahakArabhAvanA bIjAne madada DimAM vidhAna che. vicArake che, gAMdhIkaravA mATe tyAganI Teva pADatI. jInA aMtevAsIo che, chatAMya A junI je sArI - atyAre pazcimamAM ane khAsa karIne ame cI je che tene apanAvI levAnI kema ke vAta rikAmAM bALake bIjAonI dekharekha taLe meTAM karatuM nathI? bhautika cIjo pAchaLa atyAre te thAya che. mA ane bApa baMne Akhe divasa ahIM paNa hiMdanA netAo AMdhaLI doTa mUkI kAmamAM ja hoya che. eka eka miniTanI tyAM rahyA che. kharuM sukha bhautika cIjonI vipulakiMmata che. jIvanadhoraNa UMcuM rAkhavAnI ane tAmAM nathI, paNa saMtoSamAM ja che, e vAta nibhAvavAnI ciMtA hara miniTe rAkhavI paDe che. teo kema bhUlI jAya che? bhautika cIjonI kAmamAMthI paravAryA pachIthI Amoda pramoda mATe vipulatAmAM je sukha heta te amerikAmAM paNa dekhAdeDI te kharI ja. gharamAM seI kara- gAMDAonI ATalI moTI saMkhyA na vadhI hota. vAnI paNa phurasada nathI hotI. khAsa karIne baporanuM khANuM te bahAra game te heTelamAM hiMdanI seMkaDo varasonI saMskRti tarapha najara levAnuM ja hoya che. tyAM paNa dhaNIdhaNiyANI kare. junI duniyAnI aneka maDAprajAonuM tema ja karAMo jude jude sthaLe jamI le che. jyAre nAmanizAna rahyuM nathI, tyAre hiMdanI hiMdu prajA hajI paNa jIvaMta che; enAM kAramAbApa, chokarAM ane bhAIbhADu vacce hiMdamAM zenI beja kare. hiMdu Akramaka na levA saMyukta kuTuMbamAM je ghaniSTha saMbaMdha hato te chatAM svarakSaNa mATe atibahAdurIthI laDavA Aje amerikAmAM nathI. tyAM dravya khUba vadhyuM chatAM te pitAnuM rakSaNa sArI rIte na karI zakatA che. AmedapramAdanI cIjomAM khUba vadhAro thaye e vAta paNa sAcI ja che. dareka pazI caDAche. dara traNa mANase eka nAnI ke moTI meTara- Io vakhate vahelemaDe emane hAranI nAmozI gADI maLI rahe che. chokarAMne ucheravAnI vyavasthA ja maLI che, e vAta paNa sAcI che. chatAMya hoya che. emanI dekhabhALa bahu sArI rIte hiMduo rambaranA daDAnI mAphaka paDI paDIne paNa rakhAya che. moTA thatA bhaNavAnI vyavasthA paNa pAchA uchaLyA che, e vAta paNa eTalI ja bahu ja suMdara thaI rahelI che. Ama chatAMya tyAM sAcI che."

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jethI eTale atyAre te hiMdanA netAoe eka ja vAtanA vicAra karavAnA che ke, hi MdamAM evuM zuM hatuM ke jeNe AvI tAkAta hiMduone ApI hatI? ane evI kai truTie hatI ke e peAtAnuM rakSaNa karavAmAM niSphaLa jatA hatA? je sAruM hatuM tene rAkhA, tene vikasAvA ane truTienA tyAga kare. pazcimanuM sArUM jarUra le. paNa tamArUM sAruM hoya tenA tyAga na kareA. pazcimanA ukaraDAne tamArA dIvAnakhAnAmAM sthAna na apAya. pazcima pAsethI e bhale lA. paNa te tamArI rIte lA. hiMdanA mahApuruSoe mahAna vArasA ApelA che. ene phagAvI daIne pazcimanA AMdhaLA anukaraNathI hiMda khanne cIjo gumAvaze. jagata atyAre hiMda tarapha mITa mAMDIne e rahyu' che e enI saMskRtine kevI rIte sajIvana karI zake che? hiMdu AmAM je niSphaLa jaze teA jagatanu bhAvi vinAzane mAge che, ema dekhAya che. eka amerikana vidvAna ane vicArakanA vicAro hu je rIte samajyuM chuM, te rIte ahI utAyo che. A badhI vAtA thai tyAre nAnapaNa yAda AvyuM, eTale egaNIsamI sadInA chevaTanA dasakA AkhA AgaLa tarI AnyA. Aje jyAre ApaNe vinA sahakAra nahi uddhAra'nA matra pApaTanI jema pI rahyA chIe, tyAre ApaNA, khAsa karIne gAmaDAMonA sahakAra keve| hatA ane gAmaDAMnA jIvanamAM kevA Atapreta hatA tenuM citra STi samakSa tarI Ave che. kalyANu : DIsembara 1960 : 771 Ave ane gAmanA mugaTezvara mahAdevanI dhama zALAmAM e badhA rahetA. zAstrIjI emane 'zabdarUpAvalI 'samAsacakra,'amarakoSa' ane 'laghukaumudI' sudhInA abhyAsa karAve; sAthe sAthe lagna-maraNanI dhArmika kriyA paNa zikhavADe zAstrIjI kaMi phI letA na hatA; gharanuM kAmakAja vidyArthIo kare ane bhaNI kamAtA thayA pachIthI vidyArthIe savAramAM vahelA uThI, sImamAM jaI kudaratI hAjatathI paravArI dAtaNupANI karI letAM ane mahAdevane kuvethI pANI kheMcI nADI letA; divasa ugatAmAM tA gAmamAM pharavA nIkaLI paDatA ane 'vidyArthInA AzIrvAda'nA Adhane dareka ghera jaI pahoMcatA. mAM emane darAja sAmAnya rIte TharelA mApanA bAjarInA leTa maLatA. vAratahevAre ke sArAmAThA prasaMge koi koi emane jamaNu cA pAkAM sIdhAM paNa ApatA vidyArthIone paheravAnAM vastra pazu leAkeA taraphthI maLI rahetAM. gRhiNIe dararoja savAramAM jyAre lATa daLatI tyAre sauthI prathama eka tAMbaDImAM brAhmaNu-saravaNane ApavA mATe judo. bhaNavA mATe AvatA. gAmanA cArapAMca vidyA-leTa kADhI rAkhavAnA rivAja hatA ane tyAra zikSaNakSetre mArA vatana sAjItrA gAmamAM kAzIe jaI bhaNI AvelA eka khAza Mkara zAstrI hatA. emane tyAM dasabAra vidyArthIe kaMIka bheTasegAda ke rokaDa rakama emane mAkalyA kare. jIvyA tyAM sudhI zAstrIjIe koinI pAse paisAnI mAgaNI karI hAya ema jANavAmAM nathI; zAstrIjIne eka gAya hatI, je kAie ApI hatI. savAre enuM dUdha dohIne zAstrIjInAM patnI gAyane mUkatAM hatAM. gAmamAM loko je rasAi karelI DAya temAMthI jamatAM pahelAM gAya ane kutarAM mATe geAgrAsa' ane zvAnabhAga'rUpe juduM kADhI mUkatAM ane khapeAranA ghara AMgaNe gAyA Ave tene khavarAvatAM. amuka gharAe amuka gAyA AvavA khAsa TevAyelI hatI. zAstrIjInI gAyane leAkA sArI rIte pichAnatA eTale ene sArI rIte pUratuM khAvAnuM maLI rahetuM; ane zAstrIjIne divasamAM be vakhata pUratuM dUdha paNa maLI rahetu.

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772H ApaNe Aje pharI vicArIe ! pachIthI ja bAkIne loTa gharavaparAzane mATe vidyArthIo bhaNI rahe tyAre bajAramAM bIjA vAsaNamAM bharI levAmAM AvatuM. "saravaNa nIkaLatA. dareka dukAnethI emane kaMIka ne kaMIka eTale zravaNane apabhraMza thayele gAmaThI zabda. kAma maLI rahetuM. je kaMI bheguM thAya te badhuM gAmamAM bahAragAmathI AvanAra musApharone te zAstrIjIne caraNe dharI detA. utAravA mATe ke AvA vidyArthIone rahevA zAstrIjI jema saMskRtano abhyAsa karAvatA mATe ke lagnanI jAnane utaravA mATe agara tema gAmamAM eka paMDayAnI paNa nizALa hatI. kANu-mahekANu prasaMge AvanArAMone besavA rAjya taraphathI dAkhala karAyelI sAtamA dhoraNa judI judI nAtavALAoe baMdhAvelI sAtaATha sudhInI eka gujarAtI zALA paNa hatI tema ja dharmazALAo hatI. A dharmazALAomAM mAtAjI pAMcamA dhoraNa sudhInI aMgrejI zALA paNa zarU ke mahAdevanuM maMdira rahetuM. enI pUjA karavA thaI hatI. mATe kaI gAsAMI ke bAve rahe. te maMdiranI pUjA uparAMta dharmazALAne vALIjhUDIne sApha ogaNIsamI sadI pUrI thatAMmAM ja paMDyAnI rAkhatA. cagAna paNa bahu cekhuM rAkhate. gAmaThI nizALa te baMdha thaI gaI hatI; sAMjanA gAmaleka pitAne phAvatI dharmazALAmAM paMDayAnI nizALamAM eka lAkaDAnI pATI upara besavA jAya, tyAM gAmagapATA ke kathAvAratAnuM AMka ane mULAkSara zIkhavavAnI rIta hatI. kAma cAle. bA darekane pIvAnuM pANI joItuM AvI pATI dareka vidyArthI pAse rahetI ane hoya te Ape, calama ke hakake pInAra hoya lakhavAnuM pUruM thaI gayA bAda ene bhInA kapaDA te tenI paNa vyavasthA thatI. dareka dharmazALAmAM vaDe luchI naMkhAtI. vidyArthIne nizALe besADatI eka moTI pATa hoya enA upara divasanA e vakhate paMDayAne savA rUpiye dakSiArUpe maLate bA besato tema ja rAtre te ja pATa para te uparAMta gaLadhANuM ke peMDA-patAsAM bALasUI rahetA. besavA AvanArAomAMthI koI ne kemAM vaheMcAtA, dareka vidyArthI gherathI dararoja keI e bAvAne tamAku Ape, je emane eka mUThI anAja laI Avate. amuka AMka pitAne mATe tema ja sarabharA karavA mATe AkhuM pUrA kare ke paMDayAne rUpiye maLaje. paMDayAnI varasa cAlatI. bAvA ke gosAMIo paNa savA. nizALe AMka, lekhana, vAcana, saravALA, bAdaramAM bhikSA mAgavA nIkaLI paDatA. gAmamAMthI bAkI, guNAkAra, bhAgAkAra, lekhA, nAmuM ane darekane joItuM maLI rahetuM. vyAja gaNavAnuM vagere zIkhavavAmAM AvatuM. paMDayAne sArI rIte nivaha thAya eTaluM emane bAvA ke gosAIne je vastro joIe te maLI rahetu. emanA bhaNavelA vidyArthIo gAmanA mahAjanamAMthI kaI ne kaI ApI vepArajagAra karI kamAtA thAya tyAre paMDayA Ave. emane saMteSa rahe ke, IzvaranI pUjA ' tarapha sadUbhAva dAkhavatA. Ama arasaparasa mAna karIne e daMuMnuM thANa kara cha ana ghana ane premabharyo vatAva rahetA. saMteSa rahe ke bA dharmazALA sAcave che ane devane apUja rahevA detA nathI. bAvAne gujarAtI ane aMgrejI zALAomAM paNa leke mAna ApatA ane bAve lekene AzI. zikSakane "Tayuzana levAne svapna ya khyAla na vada te. banne vacce rokaDa nANAMnI levaDadevaDa hato. nizALanA vakhata uparAMta zikSakane ghera rahetI nahi. Ama saune saMtoSa ane AnaMda abhyAsamAM khAsa kALajI lenArA vidyArthIo ratAM. jatA. zikSaka temane premathI zIkhavatA. keTalAka

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kalyANa : DIsembara 1960 : 773 zikSake rAtre vidyArthIo joDe ja sUtA ane joIne paTela tarIke rAvaLa bhagate lAvyA haze savAre bALakone vahelA uThADI snAna vagere tyAM ane bhagatane ghera te kUvAnA pANI mATe ja ja patAvI levaDAvI, temane abhyAsa paNa karA- leke pUchavA AvatA hovAthI kuvAnI vAta ja vatA. tyAMthI ghera jaI jamI paravArI vidyArthIo kADhI jaNAya che. AvuM manamAM vicAratA te zALAmAM jatA. rajAnA divasomAM paNa keTalAka bhagate batAvela sthAne beThA. zikSake vidyArthIone zIkhavavAmAM ja samaya pasAra karatA. emanA vidyArthIo paNa ghaNe rAvaLa bhagata ardhA kalAka pachI pUjA karI uMce hade caDelA hovA chatAM ya jyAre gAmamAM paravAryA ane kAzIbhAI pAse besIne pUchayuM: jatA tyAre evA zikSakanA caraNe mAthuM "paTela ! tamAruM khetara traNakhUNiyuM che, ke jenI aMdara tame na ku karavA mAge che ? A namAvatA, prazna sAMbhaLIne kAzIbhAIne ghaNuM ja Azcarya zikSaNanI AvI prathA uparAMta gAmaDAomAM thayuM. sAmAnya rIte khetara nA seve naMbarane keInuM hADakuM bhAMgyuM hoya te besADanArA mANase cAra khUNA hoya. traNa praNAnuM khetara e te paNa hatA. te hADakuM sArI rIte besADI detA. eka apavAdarUpa ja hoya. A vAta rAvaLa dardIne jaladIthI ArAma thaI jate. e lepa bhagate zI rIte kahI, enI emane navAI upajI lagADatA, pATA paNa bAMdhatA chatAM tenI kazI ane bolyAH "hA, bApajI!' pachIthI bhagate paNa phI letA nahi. AvuM sevAnuM kAma karanA. khetaranI traNa bAjunI vADamAM dizA batAvIne ranI khetI vagere gAmanA anya bhAIo pite amuka amuka jhADa che ema pUchayuM. kAzIbhAIe karI ApatA. dardIne ArAma thaye kUtarAne roTalA hA pADI, eTale bhagata bolyA ke "tamAre na nAkhavAnI ke amuka rakama dharmAdAmAM devAnI sUcanA ka karavAnI kazI jarUra nathI. tamArA khetaramAM apAtI. bahu ja garIba dardIne kazeya dhamAMdo jAne kuve daTAyele paDe che." karavAnI pharaja nahatI. A ja pramANe sApa ke vIMchInuM jhera utAranAra paNa hatA. kU kayAM je traNa jhADa bhagate sUcavyAM hatAM, te dareka kheda tenI acUka mAhitI ApanArA paNa jhADathI hAtha bharIne traNe jhADathI je lAIna dorAya hatA. te lITIo je sthaLe ekaThI thAya, tyAM AgaLa june kuve che ema paNa kahyuM. kuvAnuM bAMdhakAma mArA kAkAnA dIkarA kAzIbhAIne kUdA khetaranA taLathI seLa hAtha uMDe tamane maLI vavAno vicAra thayela. amArA gAmathI pAMtrIsa Avaze; te kuvAne vyAsa ATha hAthane che. e mAIla dUra eka gAmamAM eka rAvaLa bhagata kuvAnuM TakI raheluM caNatara sArI hAlatamAM che. kuvAnI khabara ApatA, jethI eka zrIphaLa laIne taLanuM lAkaDAnuM cakakara paNa sAbuta hAlatamAM che. teo bhagatanA gAme gayA. tene ghera pahoMcatAM 1 vaLI temAM pANI mIThuM nIkaLaze. vAtane aMte saMdhyAkALa thavA AvI hatI. gharamAM pesatAM ja nALiyerano prasAda hAjara rahelA beyAmAM vaheMcI joyuM te bhagata mAtAjInI pUjAmAM beThelA hatA. A. bhagate Ane mATe kaMI paNa phI levAnI Asana uparathI bhagata bolyA: "A paTela ! nA pADI. kuvAnuM pUchavA AvyA che ne ?? kAzIbhAie hAjI, ema uttara Ape. tyAra pachI lAvela kAzIbhAI ghera AvyA. bhagate sUcavyA nALiyera bhagatanA Asana pAse mUkayuM. kAzI- pramANe mApanI traNa dorIo vaDe traNe jhADathI bhAIe manamAM vicAryuM ke pATIdAriyA pAghaDI mA5 lIdhAM. te traNe dorIo je ThekANe bhegI

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774 : zApaNe Aje pharI vicArIe ! thaI tyAM kUvA khodAvavAnuM zarU karyu. A keMdrathI pAMca hAthanI trijyA laIne khAdyANakAma zarU karatAM kharAkhara sALa hAtha UMDe bhagatanA kahevA pramANenA eka prAcIna kUvAnu caNutara dekhAyuM ! adhAMnA Azcaya ane AnadanA pAra na rahyo. goLadhANA vaheMcAyA ane kUvA ane teTale UMDA khAdavAmAM Avye. uparanuM caNatara pUrU thayuM. e kUvA upara eMjinapaMpa paNa goThavAi gayA. gAmamAM koine paNa A kUvAnI mAhitInahatI. gAmamAM baiTha hatA. emane rahevAnuM ghara gAmalokoe mAMdhI ApeluM hatuM tema ja vaidanA nirvAhane mATe pasAyatuM kADhI ApeluM hatuM (pasAyatuM eTale nirvAha mATe apAyela khetara) enu jamInamahesula khetara ApanAra kuTuMba bharI zvetu. baida ha MmezAM e kuTumbanA mANusenI jarUra pace maphata sAravAra karatA. dararAja savAreauDha pharavA nIkaLe. jene jarUra hAya te vaidane jotAM elAvI lye, koi mAMdu hoya tyAM te vagara elAvye jatA. vaida nADI tapAse, davA Ape, pachI uThatI vakhate vaidane amuka mApa cAkhA ke ghauM ApatA. vaidya te uparaNAne cheDe khAMdhI le. kAi .paisAdArane tyAM maMdavADa hoya te khImAra mANasa mATe joItI vaidyakIya vanaspati e gharanA loko kane khArethI maMgAvI letA. kaI dhAtunI jarUra * hoya te te pazu evA gharatAM mANaso ja magAvI Ape. vaidanI sUcanA anusAra te dardInA gharanAM mANase tenI davA taiyAra karatAM ane jarUra hAya tyAM baida jAte bhaThThI para besatA, A pramANe dardIne mATe joie tenA karatAM ghaNI vadhAre pramANamAM davA auDha karAvI le Ama vadhArAnI davAnA upayAga garIba TAkAne matyaMta davA ApavAmAM karavAmAM AvatA. vaidane ghera cAsaThapraharI pIpara, macchura, sitA pAdita, sudR`na cU vagere gharagaththu sAmAnya davAo uparAMta dareka jAtanI bhasma paNa A ja paddhatithI taiyAra karAvAtI hatI. sahasrapuTI abhrakabhasma ane suvarNa vasantamAlatI jevI bharame paNa AvI ja rIte taiyAra karAvAtI. hiraNyagarbha ane samIrapannaga jevI mAtrAe paNa zrImaMtAnA paise manAvI levAtI. AvI kiMmatI vastuo aNIne vakhate garIba leAkeAne paNa kAmamAM AvatI. darada maTayA pachI dI khuzIthI je kAMi bheTa ke rokaDa rakama Ape tenA svIkAra vaida sASa sAthe karatA ane dadInI taMdurastI mATe AzIrvAda ApatA. gAmamAM joSI hatA je janmAkSara lakhI ApatA. zrImaMtanI janmAtrI paNa karatA. koinI dazA beThI hoya tA tenI khabara paNa detA ane grahazAMtinA upAya darzAvatA. A rIte rAjanA jIvanamAM nANAMnA upacoga sivAya jIvana saMtoSI ane sukhamaya hatuM. dare mANasa vidyAnA vyaya karatA, paNa vidyAnI dukAna mAMDatA nahi. vidyAne vecavI e mahApApa lekhAtu. A te badhI thai ogaNIsamI sadInI vAte, have te vIsamI sadI cAle che. aNuyuga AnyA che ane samAjavAdI samAja racanA amalamAM AvI rahI che. pariNAme saMyukata kuTuMba tUTIne vyaktisvAtaMtrya vadhatuM cAlyuM che, puruSa, strI ane nAnI vayanAM bALake eTalAmAM ja kuTuMbanA samAveza thAya che, jethI dezamAM vRddhone mATe azaktAzrama, tyakatAo ane vidhavAo mATe ' ApanAM ghara' temaja khALako mATe anAthAzrame jevI saMsthAonI jarUriyAta UbhI thai che. tema ja nANAMnA jude judo hiMsAma rahe che. aNuyugamAM strIpuruSonI mAlikInI vastuo have paDayuM pAnuM nibhAvavAnI vAta nathI. chUTAcheDA paNa sahelAIthI atyAre maLI rahe che. A yugamAM vidyAnA vepAra khUba orathI cAlI rahyo che. peAtIkAM bALakone jo pAsa karAvavAM

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yUzana hoya teA zALAnA zikSaNa uparAMta rAkhavuM ja joie. niha te bALako nApAsa thaI jAya emAM kAMi saMzaya nahi. vIsamI sadImAM ThATha vidyAthI A upalA vanA grejyueTa paNa thai zake che, jyAre hAMzIyAra vidyArthI e rakhaDI paDe che; kAraNa ke kolejanA prAphsarA paNa ghaNI jagAe TayUzana letA thaI gayA che. vaidya, DAkaTara, vakIla vagere saghaLAoe vidyAnA vepAra ja mAMDayA che. ApaNe mAnIe chIe ke, ApaNe badhA ghaNA AgaLa vadhI rahyA chIe ! bhautika sAdhanA ghaNAM vadhyAM che tenI nA nathI. paNa sAthe sAthe rAga ane gAMDapaNa paNa vadhatAM jAya che, e khInA paNa eTalI ja sAcI che. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi e paNa bhautika sAdhanAnI sAthesAthe vadhatAM ja cAlyAM che. pelA amerikana vicArakanI jema ApaNe paNa A badhAMnA vicAra karIe e bahu ja jarUratuM che. (akhaMDa AnaMda) - yakSarAt iSTaprApti yaMtra ghaTA ghaMTAkarNa mahAvIra triraMgI citra 7*10* pAsTaja sA. 25 na. paisA * mata 50 na. paisA Adhi-vyAyi-upAdhi tAtkAlika dUra karavA jAteja camatkara anubhavI le megharAja jena pustaka bhaMDAra bu, naMdanuM ane palIma 6 pATI gADI" cAla-mubai INDU STYLO kalyANu : DIsembara, 1960 : 775 1 darekane pAsAya tevI indu sTAyalA pena 2 kAyama cakcakIta rahetI klIpa 3 gera'TIDa lIka pra dekhAvamAM sudara, TakAu ane majabuta pa dareka ThekANe maLe che. 4 tameA tamArA vepArI pAse A pe na kharIdavAnA Agraha rAkhA. menyu- dhI nezanala muMbaI 4 pena vasa

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" saMsAra nI cAlu aitihAsika vaidarAja zrI mohanalAla cunIlAla dhAmI vahI gayelI vArtA ; yoginI sulasA pote karela tamAM phAve che. rathamana nagarInA mahArAjAne svAdhIna karI nirdoSa tathA niSpApa RSidattA para aneka mAnavahatyAne Aropa mUkAya che. ne yuvarAja kanakarathanA sakhta virodha hovA chatAM rAna hemarathanI AjJAthI RSidattAne senApatinA pharamAna mujaba mArA sAthe rathamAM besADIne vanamAM tenI hatyA mATe laI javAmAM Ave che, vidAyaveLAye paNa RSidattA peAtAnA pati yuvarAjane zAMtvana Ape che. ne samatAbhAve navakAramatranuM smaraNa karatA te viSAdabharI vidAya le che. sulasA cAginI peAtAnuM dhAyu kAya thaI gayu. mAnI haenmAdamAM AvIne tyAMthI vidAya thAya che. have vAMcA AgaLa 'dulyANa' prakaraNa 21 mu dhanadhAra aTavImAM vAtA . e ka rAtri ane eka divasanA satata pravAsa pachI rAjyanA mArA RSidattAne lane eka bhayAnaka aTavImAM AvI pahoMcyA. pravAsanA A samaya daramyAna RSidattAe annajaLa kazuM lIdhuM nahetuM, teNe yavihArA anumanu vrata dhAraNa karyuM hatuM ane navakAramaMtranA smaraNa vagaranI eka paLa paNa eLe na jAya enI rAkhI hatI. kALajI mA`mAM traNacAra sthaLe rathayAlake ane mArAee vizrAma lIdhA, bhAtu vAparyuM hatuM ane jaLapAna paNa karyu hatuM. rathayAlake dareka vAra yuvarANIne meAjana mATe kahyuM hatuM. paNa navakAramaMtranA smaraNamAM garakAva banelI RSidattAe kazA uttara ApyA nahAtA. RSidattA eka mahAna pitAnI putrI hatI ane jainadarzananI chAyAmAM ja meATI thai hatI. enA pitAe ene keTalAka maMtrataMtranA nirdoSa ane samra prayAga| zikhavyA hatA. sAtheAsAtha e jJAna ApyuM hatuM ke saMsAranA tamAma maMtro karatAM, 8 kalyANa 190,0p, ahiM paNu PS3 tamAma tatrA karatAM ane tamAma zakita karatAM navakAramaMtra sarvazreSTha che. hatA ke AthI RSidattAne vizvAsa baMdhAyA navakAramaMtra e jIvananAM parama satyarUpa che. navakAranA ArAdhanathI mAnasika kleza naSTa thAya che, duSTa kA paripAka prazname che, mamatA ane mAyAnA baMdhanone vaLagADa vaLagatA nathI, aMtaranA sadhaLA viSAda cAlye! jAya che ane jIvanamAM navuM baLa, nUtana preraNA ane navI tAjhagI prApta thAya che. RSidattAne enA mahAna pitAe kahyuM hatuM ke; navakAramaMtranuM ArAdhana zivapada sudhI pahoMcADe che. je zakita zivapada sudhI pahoMcADe, bhAbhavanA baMdhanA tADavAnuM baLa Ape, janma-mRtyu para vijaya meLavavAnI preraNA pAya te mahAna maMtrazakita game tevAM saMkaTAne pacAvI javAnuM baLa tA sahaja bhAve Ape che. zivasukha ApanArI tAkAta sAmAnya sukha Ape emAM koi Azcaya nathI.' pitAnA A zabdo teNe haiyAmAM ja sAcavI rAkhyA hatA ane navakAramaMtra e kalyANamAtA dIpaka che ane sukha-du:kha banene mahAna sahArA che ema te zraddhApUrvaka mAnatI hatI.

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778H saMsAra cAlyA jAya che ! bhayaMkara aTavAmAM AvyA pachI mArAo eka tarata mArAe kahyuM: "nA. mahArAjAnI AjJAnuM yogya sthaLe ubhA rahI gayA; rathane paNa ume rakhAvyo. te pAlana karavuM ja joIe.' mahArAjAe yuvarANInA vadha mATe jenAM haiyAmAM sArathi kazuM bolyo nahiM. dayAnI eka nAnI zI rekhA paNa na hoya ane rAjA- bIjA mArAe rathane paDado uMcakIne bUma mArI nAnA pAlanamAM kadI khalana na kare evA vizvAsu "yuvarANI, have Apa rathamAMthI nIce utare. saMdhyA mArA mokalyA hatA. rathano sArathi paNa e ja vItI gaI che ane ApanA vadha mATenuM yogya sthAna hate. chatAM tenA haiyAmAM dayAnI eka bhAvanA jAgI AvI gayuM che." cUkI hatI. je strI annajaLa paNa letI nathI, AMkho paNa RSidattAe kazo uttara na Ape. te navamIMcIne manamAM kaMIka smarI rahI che, te strI doSita kAramaMtranI ArAdhanAmAM eTalI tadAkAra banI gaI te na ja hoya. gunegAra mANaso TakAno peMtare hatI. pote kayAM che ? pitAnuM zuM thavAnuM che? koNa racatA hoya che athavA kAlAvAlA karIne chuTavAnI belAve che vagere kazuM tene yAda ja nahotuM AvatuM. prArthanA karatA hoya che. rAjavadhUe emanuM kazuM mArAe kahyuM, "amAre tarata pAchA vaLavuM che. karyuM nathI. enA caherA para bhaya ke du:khanuM kAI hIla karyA vagara nIce utarI jAo.' darzana paNa thatuM nathI. paraMtu sAthenA mArAonA haiyAmAM AvA koI ' - RSidattAe kazuM sAMbhaLyuM ja nahotuM. te maMtrA rAdhanamAM tanmaya ja banI rahI. bhAva pragaTyA nahotA. bIjA eka mArAe kahyuM: "bAI, A DhagasaMdhyA thaI gaI hatI. dhaturAthI ame jarAye caLIye evA nathI. mATe tarata bhayaMkara aTavImAM te jANe aMdhakAra kadI bhedIne nIce utarI jAne tAre jene yAda karavA heya tene yAda ja na hoya ema lAgatuM hatuM. kAraNa ke vizALa vRkSa karI le." AkAzane Teko ApI rahyAM hoya ema jaNAtuM hatuM. - ekAgratA ane ciMtana baMne bahAranI duniyAnI gADha jhADI sUryanA kiraNe ADI divAla hoya ema cIja nathI. RSidattA atyAre aMdaranI duniyAmAM dekhAtuM hatuM. maMtrano prakAza pUjI rahI hatI. ane rathane vadhAre AgaLa laI jaI zakAya evo , * sArathi AzcaryabharI najare yuvarANI sAme joI koI mArga paNa nahote. rahyo hato. eka zuddha jaLAzaya pAse rathane ubho rAkhyo. ane mArAo have vairya rAkhI zake tema nahotA. - eka mArAe sArathi sAme joIne kahyuM, "A eka jaNe rathamAM beThelI rAjavadhUne hAtha pakaDo sthAna ghaNuM uttama che." ane tene kheMcatA kahyuM, "vAtathI na samaje che lAtathI sArathie kahyuM: "hA. ghaNuM bhayaMkara che. paNa ja samaje che." ApaNe thoDIka yA batAvIe to ? Ama chatAM RSidA thAnamAMthI jarAye vicakaI vAtanI ?" lita na banI. teNe pitAnA bhavanamAMthI nIkaLyA yuvarANIe annajaLa kazuM lIdhuM nathI. ene pachI aThThama tapane manathI saMkalpa karI lIdho hato bhAravA karatAM ahIM ja choDIne cAlyA jaIe, rAtrinA ane akhaMDa navakArane ArAdhananI gAMTha vALI lIdhI aMdhakAramAM vanaprANIo AvIne ene nAza karI hatI. traSidattAe mAnyuM hatuM ke "navakAranA ArAnAMkhaze.' dhanamAM jo mRtyu Ave te AtmAne vaLagelAM baMdhano

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kalyANa : DIsembara, 1960 = 77 sahelAIthI kapAI jAya ane muktino mArga sAMpaDI RSidattA ema ne ema mArgamAM paDI jAya." rahI. enI samagra zakita navakAramaMtranA hajI paNa yuvarAjJIne acaLa joIne mArAe krodhamAM ArAdhana pAchaLa rokAI gaI hatI. ene bIjI AvI jaI tene eka ja AMcakA sAthe rathanI bahAra eka ja AMcakA sAthe rathanI bahAra kaI vAtanuM bhAna paNa nahotuM. A aTavI kheMcI. kevI bhayaMkara che ? A sthaLa keTaluM bihAmaNuM che? pite kevA vikaTa sthAne mArgamAM paDI che ? evI kamaLa phula jevI RSidattA! koI vAta enA prANane sparzatI ja nahotI. aTavInI khaMjara bhUmi para paTakAI paDI ane navakAramaMtranI ArAdhanamAM ja jANe teNe sarvamAna koI paNa jonArane ema ja lAge ke A zApabhraSTa devasuMdarI mUchita dazAmAM paDI lAge che ! paNa e mumAvI dIdhuM hoya tema nizcala banIne rathanA pAchalA mUchita banI nahotI. ArAdhanA jo ATalI aTala bhAganI dharatI para paTakAI paDI. na hoya ane cittanI caMcaLatA jAgatI hoya te e eka mArAe kamare laTakatuM pANa bahAra kADhyuM. ArAdhana utkRSTa gaNI zakAtuM nathI. e ja paLe sArathie kahyuM: "ubho rahe. mane aSidattA emane ema tyAM paDI rahI. dhIre dhIre jarA tapAsa karavA de." Ama kahI sArathIe yuva rAtri jAmavA mAMDI. vAyunAM susavATA samasamArI rIne hAtha tapAsya. bolAvI rahyA hatA. ane vananA hiMsaka prANio tyArapachI te mArAo sAme joIne bolyo; cAre dizAe hAkoTA bolAvI rahyA hatA. nizAcara yuvarAnInI kAyAmAM prANa che ja nahiM.' pazue zikAra mATe jAye vanane kaMpAvI rahyA hoya tema lAgatuM hatuM. "hA. nADI cAlatI ja nathI. bhUkha ane tRSAnA koI sthaLe kesarIsiMhanI hAka thatI to koI saMtApathI ene prANu uDI gayo lAge che. jeNe kadI sthaLe vAghano huMkAra gAjato. koI sthaLe bhayaMkara du:kha na joyuM hoya te A badhuM kevI rIte sahI varAhanI tINI cIsa vAtAvaraNane kaMpAvI mUkatI te zake ? koI sthaLe luccAne saradAra citto trADa nAkhato. mArA kALI AMkhe bhAgamAM paDelI naSidattA ane A badhI niyamita rAtrie thatI trADa sAme joI rahyA. - sAMbhaLavAthI TevAI gayelAM paMkhIo potAnA mALAmAM sArathIe kahyuM; maDadA para ghA karavo e kAyara jAye parama zAMti mANI rahyAM hatAM emane koI. ane kamajora mANasanuM ja kAma che. ApaNuM kAma prakArano bhaya nahato. kAraNake badhAM paMkhIo jANatAM vagara mahenate patI gayuM che.' hatAM ke hiMsaka pazuo pitAnA mALAne kadI AMbI eka mArAe RSidattAno hAtha pakaDyo. ene zake tema nathI. paNa lAgyuM ke yuvarAnInI kAyAmAM cetana che--ja nahiM. ane vanarAjanA zikArane eMThavADa meLavavAna eTale te bo; "sAcI vAta che. marelAne mAravAmAM AvyA haiyAmAM saMdharIne capala najare cAreya dizAe koI zobhA nathI. have A bhale ahIM ne ahIM paDI joIne lapAtAM chUpAtAM vicaratAM ziyALIyAMo paNa rahe. ApaNe vidAya thaIe." koI koI vAra potAnA vicitra avAjathI vAtAvarathoDI ja paLe pachI bhayaMkara aTavImAM rAtrinI zune vadhu bhayajanaka banAvI rahetAM. vikarALatA zarU thAya te pahelAM sArayi ratha sAthe paraMtu A badhA mRtyusUcaka avAje. devI RSiane mArA pitAnA azvo sAthe vidAya thaI gayA. dattAnA kAnamAM jAye praveza ja pAmatA nahatA. tenA

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780 ? saMsAra cAlyA jAya che ! pitAnA priya navakAramaMtranI ArAdhanamAM potAnAM dhIre dhIre rAta namavA mAMDI. astitvane paNa jANe visarI gaI hatI. ' prAtaHkALanai prANavardhaka vAyu sArAye vizvane madhyarAtri zarU thaI. saMjIvanI ApavA jANe vaheto na hoya! aTavImAM Ame ya dhoLe divase aMdhakAra jevuM ja potAnA mALAomAM zAMtithI poDhI rahelA ratuM hatuM. ane A aMdhAragherI madharAtamAM te paMkhIonI pAMkho phaphaDavA mAMDI. uSAnAM ajavALAM jANe aTavI evI ja lAgatI hatI ke aMdhakAranuM vizvane raMge te pahelAM ja badhAM paMkhIoe jAye janma sthAna pote ja na hoya ! prakRtinI yazagAthA gAvI zarU karI che. tema kalarava koI sthaLe mazAla nahotI, koI sthaLe tApaNuM karavA mAMDayo. nahatuM ke koI sthaLe AchA dIvaDAno haLavo prakAza hiMsaka pazuonAM bhayathI surakSita sthaLe bharAI paNa nahote. sArathi ane mArAo te A aTavIthI beThelAM anya prANIo mukitano zvAsa letAM sacaLa dUra dUra nIkaLI gayA hatA. nirdaya mANasone potAnA banyA. jAnane vadhAre bhaya hoya che ! ane barAbara AvA suMdara samaye RSidattA beThI ane te loke devI RSidattAne evA sthaLe mUkI zapa manamAM to navakAranuM smaraNa ja cAlatu ug: gayA hatA ke jyAM AsapAsa becAra kozamAM . koI teNe netro kholyAM. nahoto ratha, nahotA mArAo, vanapalli ke gAmaDuM paNa nahotuM. nahote sArathi. eka agocara, nijana ane bhayaMkara aMdhakAra, bheMkAra ane kAna phADI nAkhe evA vana cAre dizAe patharAyeluM paDayuM hatuM. huMkAra vaDe jANe vana vistAra samRddha banI gayo hato. paNa pite A sthaLe kevI rIte AvI paDI che eka vanarAja pitAnI patnI ane be bALakanAM ke A sthaLa keTaluM bhayaMkara che eno kazo vicAra parivAra sAthe mAraNa karIne jaLapAna karavA bAjunA karyA vagara te thoDe dUra paDelA eka patthara para beThI ja zudra jaLAzaya pAse Avyo. teNe ekavAra cAre ane netro baMdha karI punaH navakAramaMtranuM ArAdhana tarapha garvabharI najara karI. tyArapachI samagra pari zarU karyuM. vAre zAMtithI jaLapAna karyuM. jaLapAna karIne A mauna rahIne aThThama karavAno teNe saMkalpa karyo siMha parivAra pAcho vaLyo ane jyAM RSidattA maMtra dhyAnamAM mArga vacce paDI hatI. tyAMthI nikaLyo. siMha hato. ane jaLa kazuM levuM nahotuM ane navakAra maMtranI ArAdhana sivAya koI paNa vastu uttama nathI NanI najara mArga vacce paDelI RSidattA para paDI. evI tenI zraddhA hatI. A zraddhAnA baLe te punaH paNa koI maDadu paDayuM haze ema mAnIne te potAnA navakAramaMtranI ArAdhanamAM tadAkAra banI gaI svAmI pAchaLa AgaLa vadhI tenA baMne bALako paNa nAcatAM kudatAM ne gela karatAM AgaLa vadhyAM. samayanA cakrane koI thaMbhAvI zakatuM nathI. e ane eka lucca ziyALa thoDI ja vAra pachI cakra avirata cAlyA ja kare che. enI gatimAM kadI yuvarANI pAse AvyuM. paNa te camakI uThayuM. yuva vilaMba thatuM nathI ke kadI adheya AvatuM nathI. rANInA gaLAmAM potAnA svAmInI bheTa rUpe maLelo eka sarakhI cAla, eka sarakho tAla ane eka eka hAra hatA e hAra motIno hato paNa tenuM cagaduM - sarakhI daSTi kALa sivAya konI hoya che ? eka tejasvI vajanuM hatuM. e caga6 caMdranA TukaDA ane divasa vItI gayo. bIjI bhayAnaka rAtri' mAphaka camakI rahyuM hatuM. A caLakATa joine ziyALa zarU thaI. pharIvAra enA e marmabhedI ane bhISaNa camakyuM ane ekadama nADuM. avAjo vAtAvaraNane khaLabhaLAvavA mAMDayA.

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paNa RSiddhattA pattharanI nAnI zilA para padmAsana mArIne besI gai hatI. aDAla, aca McaLa ane aNunama. navakAramaMtranuM ArAdhana haiyAmAM ja me che. ATha para enI pUrNa zAbhA hAtI nathI. RSidattAnA haiyAmAM ja ArAdhana thatuM hatuM. kAyA te jANye kAvat banI cUkI hatI. devI RSidattAe nirdhAra karyAM hatA ke amanA tapa daramyAna navakAramaMtra sivAya anya kAI paNa vicArane manamAM AvavA na devA. madharAta thai. zilA taLethI ja eka bhayaMkara viSadhara bahAra nIkaLyeA ane zilA para dhyAnastha dazAmAM kheDelI RSidattAnA paga para caDI, kheALAmAM thaine bIjI bAju utarI gayA. RSidattAne A aMgenuM kAi dhyAna nahetuM. khIjI rAtri paNa nirvighne pUrI thai. punaH paMkhIonAM prAtaHgAna zarU thayAM, RSidattAe netrA kheAlyAM, patthara parathI nIce utarIne dUranI bIjI zilA tarapha cAlavA mAMDI. akaDAi gayelI kAyA kaMika meAkalI thai. Aja akrama tapane aMtima divasa hatA. yuvarAnInuM mana dhaNuM ja praphulla hatuM. pote vanavAsinI hatI eTale vanathI tene kAi Azca thatuM nahiM, te khIjI zilA tarapha gaI. uSAnA ajavALAM patharAyAM. RSidattAe pUrva dizA tarapha mukha rAkhI zrI jitezvara bhagavatanuM manamAM smaraNa karI namaskAra karyAM ane tyArapachI te bIjI zilA para padmAsana mArIne dhyAnamAM besI gaI. madhyAhna thayA. te pAradhinI eka TALI zikAra karatI karatI A kSudra jaLAzaya pAse AvI, sAta ATha pAradhi hatA. dareka pAse citravicitra pazupa MkhIonA deha hatA. darekanA khabhA para bANunAM bhAthAM laTakatAM hatAM, hAthamAM dhanuSya hatAM. badhA pAdhiomAM vezabhUSA ane ala kalyANu : DIsembara, 1960 : 781 kArIthI kaMika aneAkhA jaNAtA eka AdheDa pAradhi mAtra dhanuSya bANathI ja sajja hatA. tenA hAthamAM koi zikArathI mArelAM pazupaMkhI hatAM nahiM, badhAe kSudra jaLAzayamAM hAthamukha dhAyAM. jaLapAna karyAM ane jaLAzayanA kAMThe besIne sahu vAtA karavA mAMDavyA. ekAeka eka pAradhinI najara thADe dUra zilA para beThelI suMdarI RSidattA para paDI ane teNe pAradhirAja sAme joine kahyuM; mahArAja, sAme devasu darI kheDI che.' devasuMdarI ? kayAM che ?' kahIne saradAra ubhA thayA. sAthIe AMgaLI vaDe suMdarI dekhADI. e tarapha najara jatAM ja pAdhirAjanI AMkho cAra thaI gaI. AvuM rUpa ? AvuM teja ? AvI kAmaLatama mAdhurI ? te matsyeA; kANu haze ?? bhagavAna jANe. paNa che bhAre rUpALI !' bIjA pAradhie kahyuM. pAradhirAja zilA taraph agrasara thayA. rUpa joine ghaNA mANasA potAnI prAkRtika mAnavatA bhUlI jAya che. ane rUpanu apamAna karavAmAM ane rUpanuM zASaNu karavAmAM ja evA mANusAne moja paDatI hoya che ! pAradhirAja zilAkhaMDa pAse AvyeA. tenA sAthi paNa tenI pAchaLa AvIne ubhA rahyA. pAradhirAje RSidattA sAme joine kahyuM: 'tu kANu che suMdarI ?' paNa kANu sAMbhaLe ? kANu uttara Ape? pAradhirAje peAtAnA sAthIe sAme joine kahyuM: kAi japa karavA kheThI lAge che! Ane beThI karIne ApaNI sAthe uThAvI javI joie.' hA mahArAja, A te| Apatu paTTarANI pada zAbhAve tevI che.' eka pAradhie kahyuM. tarata pAradhirAje RSidattAnuM kAMDuM pakaDyuM. pa RSidattA dhyAnamAMthI calita na thaI.

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782 H saMsAra cAlyuM jAya che ! mALI jabarI lAge che. alyA eka pacheDI vyA vagara A zikArIo aTavInA eka keDI pAthare. emAM Ane nAMkhIne jhoLI karIne uThAvo. mArage vidAya thayA. ' Ama sahelAithI mAne tevI nathI lAgatI." pAradhirAje ATaluM vItavA chatAM RSidattAe AMkho khelI potAnA sAthIo sAme joIne kahyuM. ja nahotI ane manamAMthI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa - pAradhirAjanI AjJAne tarata amala thayo. eka gumAvyuM hatuM. jANe kazuM nathI banyuM evA bhAva pAradhie potAnI pacheDI pAtharI ane be jaNAe sAthe te pacheDInI jheLImAM besIne paNa maMtrArAdhana RSidattAne uThAvIne pacheDImAM besADI. tyAra pachI tene karavAmAM evI ne evI tanmaya ja rahI. jheLI mAphaka cAra jaNAe uMcakI ane samaya gumA (cAlu) AMkhanA darado maTADavA temaja rezanI jALavavA upayogI MNApratA AMkhane ThaMDaka Ape che. ja AMkhane svaccha rAkhe che. jIva dayA ne tra pra bhA kA ryA la ca gAmadevI reDa muMbaI naM. 7 bhAvanagaranA kIsTa - pratAparAya nAnacaMda kApaDIA-AMbAcaka kaccha-bhUjanA sTekIsTa - lakSmIcaMda kuMvarajI daherAsaranA TrasTIo temaja vyApArI baMdhuone nivedana ke, daherAsaranA vaparAza mATe uttama temaja svaccha vastu jevI ke, agarabattI kezara, sukhaDa, dazAMgadhupa, vAsakSe5, senA-cAMdInA varakha, bAdaluM, kaTerI, navakAravALI temaja amArI spezyala sugadharAja naM. 333 ane 555 agarabattI vagere kiphAyata bhAve kharIdavAnuM eka bhasApAtra sthaLa. bI. ema. sareyA che. bhAgA-taLAva. surata. vadhu vigata mATe patravyavahAra kare grAhakene satiSa e ja amAre mudrAlekha che.

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. rAta-vijJAnanI tajachAyA zrI kiraNa gitimi jagatamAM--saMsAramAM jIvananI kiMmata kRtajJatA guNathI oLakhAya che, kRtaghna mAnava nahi paNa pazuthIye badatara che. kRtanatA guNane aMge tathA anyAnya upayAgI viSayAne aMge prAsagika rIte zrI kiraNa peAtAnI suramyazailIye yegya mAna Ape che, je avazya mananIya che. havethI 'kalyANa'nA dareka aMkamAM zrI kiraNa potAnI haLavI paNa gabhIrazailIdhe 'kalyANa'nA hajAro vAcakAne jIvaneApayeAgI tAttvika tathA sAttvika vicAradhArA dvArA mananIya vAcananA rasathALa dharaze. C kRtajJatA ane parApAra AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnuM prathama pagaluM mArgAnusAritA'nA guNeAmAM raheluM che. mArgAnusAritA eTale mAnavatA ! ApaNe sarva prathama mAnavatA keLavavAnI che. mAnavatAnA sarva guNAnA pAye kRtajJatA che. navakAranI sAdhanAmAM praveza karavA mATe kRtajJatAnI tAlima levI paDaze. sAmAyikanI sAdhanAmAM praveza karavA mATe RNamukitanI tAlima levI paDaze. navakAra vinA sAmAyikanI sAdhanA zakaya nathI. kRtajJatA vinA RNamukita zakaya nathI. mArA para upakAra karanAra pratye jo hu sadbhAva na dAkhavI zakuM, te apakAra karanAra pratye pazu VKS upakAra karavAnI tAkAta kayAMthI pragaTaze? pachI te samagra jagatanuM kalyANa karavAnI vAta mAtra zabdomAM ja raheze. "je kRtajJa che, te khIjA taraphathI peAtAne prApta thayelA guNeAne lAbhAne jANe che, svIkAre che. svIkArIne peAtAnAM haiyAmAM AtAnA anubhava (feel) kare che. eTalu ja nahi, paraMtu 'huM tenA~badaleA kai rIte ApI zakuM ?" tenI te ciMtA seve che, te mATe yathAzakti prayatna kare che, re jo hu. mArA pratye khIjAe karelA hitane paNa nathI svIkAratA te mArA Atma pariNAma kevAM niSThura che? mArA A pariNAmane kamaLa manAvavA mATe, tenI vazuddhi mATe paNa mAre A kRtajJatA guNa tathA paropakAra guNa pragaTA vavA ja rahyo. ahi' parApakAra guNu RNamukita rUpe che. A banne guNathI vaMcita rahenAra eka pazu sArA guNune nahi pAmI zake. anyanA sIdhA athavA ADakatarA saheja mAtra upakArane paNa jANuvA, mAnavA, svIkAravA, prazasavA joIe ane A upakAranuM RNa vALavA sava suceAgya prayatna karavA joIe. bhale, RNu ApaNe na vALI zakIe. RNanA bhAvapUrvakanA svIkAra paNa nirAnuM kAraNa ane che. je RNane ApaNe bhAvapUrNAMka na svIkArIe te ApaNAmAM Atma pariNAmanI komaLatA nathI, (Na)

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* 786 : jJAna-vijJAnanI tejachAyA : g ApaNe kRtaghna chIe. kRtaghratA rUpI pApanu keI prAyazcita nathI. mAtra kRtajJatA pragaTAvavI paDaze. bhAvamAM, zabdamAM ke kAmAM vyakata thatI ApanI kRtajJatAthI anyanA satkAryo mATe ane savicAre mATe preraNA maLe che. jayAre kRtaghratA anyanA sadUbhAve para kayAreka AdhAta kare che, kayAreka satkAni thatAM aTakAve che, kRtajJatA mAkSamA pratye vALe che, kRtaghdhatA saMsAramAM bhramaNa karAve che. navakAranI sAdhanAMmAM kRtajJatA ane paropakAra ane guNNA anivAya che. ApaNe navakAranA jApa karIe chIe, zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanI bhakita karIe chIe, sAmAyika dharmanu pAlana karIe chIe. zuM ApaNAmAM kRtajJatA che? zrI pa'caparameSThi bhagava tenA anaMta upakArI ApaNane spaze che ? asare ( feel ) kare che? parama upakArI zrI tItha kara pAtmAenI mahAkarUNAnA bhAvasparze ApaNuM jaDa haiyuM pIgaLe che? B je ana'ta upakAro ApaNA upara thayA che rukita mATe parAkAritAne pharaja rUpe ApaNe svakArI che ? tenI navAranI sAdhanA saphaLa karavI che ? to upa. kArInA saheja paNa upakArane na bhUlA ane parAkAritAne anyanA kalyANane pharaja samajo, ke Izu AdhyAtmika sAdhanA saphaLa karavI hAya teA tenI prAthamika anivArya zarata A che. kRtajJatA guNa keLavA. kRtajJanA guNu (sense of gratitude) ane paropakAra guNu (sense of sacrifice) mane eka khIjAnA pUraka che. tAmAM lakhyuM che ke mAtAnA mamatvanuM eka biMdu amRtanA samudrathI ya adhika mIThuM che. zrI tIrthaMkaranA AtmAenA jIvamAtra pratyenA vAtsalyane mAtAnA vAhatyanI sAthe paNa nahi sarakhAvI zakAya. eka mAtA peAtAnA ja bALakanuM paripUrNa hita ciMtave che, ane te paNa kevaLa bhautika hoya che. athavA bahu te naitika ane virala prasa MgamAM ja AdhyAtmika hoya che. tIrthaMkaro pratyeka jIvanA AdhyAtmaka kalyA Nune sAtA karatAM paNa anaMtakuNu vadhAre bhAvathI cAhe che. zrI tItha kara bhagavatAnA A bhAvane mahAvAtsalya kaho, mahA karUNA he, ke 'sAva jIva karUM zAsana rasI'nI bhAvanA kA. duHkhamuktinA amegha upAya A sa'nAranA viccheda sudhI thAya che. zuddha dharmanI prApti pApa karmone viziSTa nAza thavAthI thAya che. puna: aMdhAya niha evI rIte pApakameksano nAza tathA vyava pAkavAthI thAya che. A thA bhavyatva vagerene pakAvavAnA, praga TAvAnA prApta karavAnA traNa sAdhanA zrI zAstrakAra lagavatAe kahyA che. eka cAra zaraNAnA svIkAra. khIjuM duSkRtyonI niMdA, trIjuM suY=cenu` sevana tathA anumedana, mATe du:kha mukata thavAnI IcchAvALAe A upAyeAnuM hu MmezAM nizcayapUrvaka sevana karavuM joie ane temAM paNa rAgadveSa-kAma, krodhAdi sakaleza hAya tyAre te vAravAra ane saMkaleza na hoya te paNa divasamAM traNavAra (trikALa mahA karNA jApAnanA mahAvi nAgocIe eka vi- sadhyAe) avazya karavu joie.

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cAra zaraNa Apto'STAdazadoSazUnya jinapazcA'rhan sudevo mama / tyaktA''raMbhaparigrahaH suvihito vAcaMyamaH sdguruuH|| dharmaH kevalabhApito varadayaH kalyANahetuH punaH / mahat susAdhu- dharmazaraNaM bhUyAt vizuddhayA DaDamavam // rAgadveSAdi aDhAra doSothI rahita zrI arihaMta paramAtmA ja mArA sudeva che. AraMbha, parigraha ane mehamAyAthI avathA vasukata sAdhutAnA Adarza-svarUpa suvihita sAdhue ja sadgurU che. zrI saMkara bhagavaMte kevalajJAnanA maLe svayaM anubhavIne jagatanA prANIonA ekAMtahita mATe prarUpela ahiMsAmaya ja mAro sakhama che mArA hu'trikaraNa zuddhie samagra bhavanI paraMparAmAM prema AdhAra svarUpa arihaMta, siddha, susAdhu ane dharmanA zaraNane bhAvapUrvaka svIkArU chuM. duSkRta gahA bhUtAnAgatavarttamAnasamaye yad duSprayuvatairbhano vAkkAyaiH kRtakAritAnumatibhidevAditatvatraye // saMghe prANiSu cAptavAcyanucitaM hiMsAdi pApAspadam / mohAMdhena mayA kRtaM tadadhunA gami niMdrAmyam // ... bhUta, vartamAna ke bhaviSyamAM mana, vacana ane kAyAnI azubha pravRttithI karaNa, karA vaNa ane anumedana dvArA, deva, gu, dhama zrI saMgha tathA zrI tItha kara prabhunI vANI sabaMdhI ke koipaNa prANIne viSe mAhAMdha thaIne hiMsAI pApA AsevvA dvAya tenI huM sAcA hRdayathI niMdA ane gaha karUM chuM. sukRta anumAdanA # aha siddhagaNIndra pAThakamuni zrAddhAvati bhAvakA tyAdika bhAvatad gataguNAn mArgAnusArAn guNAn // kalyANa : DIsembara 1960 : 787 zrI bharha da vacanAnusAri sukRtAnuSThAna saddarzana jJAnAdInanumodadhAmi suhitairyogaiH prazaMzAmyaham // zrI arihaMta paramAtmA, zrI siddha bhagavata AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, zrAtraka, avirata zrAvaka vigere sabadhI ari tapaNA krinA guNAnI anyanA mArgAnusArInA gujJAnI tathA prabhuzAsananI maryAdAne anusaratA zubha anuSThA nAnI ane samyagdnAnAdi viziSTa guNAnI prazasta trikaraNa cegathI huM prazaMsA karU chuM. sagItanI asara H keTalAka varSo pahelAMnI vAta che. sAnaphrAMsIskAnA jelanA adhikArIo pAse eka vyakitae AvI ne kahyuM ke, saMgIta dvArA te pote aparAdhIenI maneAbhAvanAone badalIne temane sabhya tathA sajjana banAvavA Icche che. jelanA adhikArIone Azcaya thayu, jelanI asahya vedanAe jemane na sudhArI zakI te kedIe saMgIta sAMbhaLI sudharI zake? trAsa vaDe, bhaya vaDe je na thayuM te zuM svara- zakita vaDe thaI zake ? paraMtu keTalAka divasanA prayAga pachI A prayatnamAM AzcaryakAraka saphaLatA prApta thaI. keTalAya dezomAM saMgItadvArA prajAnI naitika bhUmikA ucca aAvavAnA vajJAnika prayogo Aje saphaLatApUrvaka thai rahyA che. janma jAta bhayaMkara aparAdhIe jemane jelanI sakhtamAM sakhta sajA paNa na sudhArI zakI temanA jIvanamAM saMgIta dvArA adUbhuta parivartana AvyuM che. pazu pakSIo para dhvani taragAnI asara : mAnava svabhAva upara saMgItanI zreNI uMDI

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siddha che. 788H jJAna-vijJAnanI tejachAyA : asara che, saMgItanA jAdu vaDe mAnavImAM saMgItanA prabhAvathI bhayaMkara viSadhara sarpadaMza AzcaryakAraka parivartana lAvI zakAya che. devAnI hiMsaka pravRtti bhUlI jAya che. saMgItanI madhura laya ane tenA kemala laMDananA prANa gharamAM saMgItanA prAge svara pazu-pakSI athavA mAnavInI ugrabhAvanA karavAmAM AvyA hatA. cittAne evuM saMgIta ene kemaLa banAvIne temanA jIvanamAM navI pasaMda hatuM jethI tenI rageragamAM uttejanA spati pragaTAve che. thaI Ave. haraNee te saMgItane prema pragaTa meDama meMTesarInuM nAma zikSaNakSetramAM sukha . karyo ja hate. eka baMgALI vAghaNa (Royal Bengal Tigress) ekAgra ci saMgItamAM bAlyavayamAM meMTesarIe eka bilADI pALI mohita thaI hatI. hatI. A bilADIne svabhAva ghaNuM ugra hate. je dhvani taraMgonI zaktimAM pazu-pakSI pratyeka AvanAranI sAme dhasI jatI, bilADI ene vaza karavAnI tAkAta che te pachI dhvani sAmenI pharIAdo sAMbhaLIne meMTesarI kaMTALI taraMge kayAreka mAnavahRdayamAM rahelA suSupta gaI. bhAne jAgRta kare, kayAreka cittavRttio zAMta kare ke kayAreka manane ekAgra kare, temAM zuM paraMtu jyArathI meMTesarIe piyAnA upara Azcaya ? saMgItane abhyAsa zarU karyo tyArathI bilADImAM Azcaryajanaka parivartana AvyuM, zeThA divase jo sAmAnya prakAranI vyaktio dvArA pachI khelADI bIlakula zAMta thaI gaI. racAyelA saMgItamAM zvanizaktinI Azcarya A ghaTanA vaDe meMTesarIne zikSaNa kSetramAM kAraka asaro che, te zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte jene mahAmaMtra kahyo che tevA zreSTha maMtramAM parama yazasvIpaNe kAya karavA mATe navI preraNuM maLI, kalyANane pragaTAvanArI aneka ucca zakitao bIjo prasaMga paMDita kAranAthajI ThAkurane che. hoya temAM zI navAI! eka vAra saMgIta mArtaDa paMDita ThAkura svAthano mahA rega lAhera AvyA hatA. lAheranA prANI gharamAM eka vikarALa vAgha AvyuM hatuM, tenI garjanA jJAnamAM che eTale badhe ghamaMDa AvI jAya ethI tyAM AvanArA dhrujI uThatA, ke haiyuM kamaLa na rahe, AMkha raDI na zake, paMDitajIe vAghane vaza karavA mATe saMgI. eTale ahaMbhAva AvI jAya ke anyanA guNa teno prayoga karyo. paMDitajInA gaLAmAMthI madhura joI pramoda na thAya, oSTha hasI na zake ane svara jema jema nIkaLatA gayA tema tema vAgha eTaluM svakendrita banI jAya ke mAtra pitAnA zAMta thate gaye. chelle A jaMgalI paza pAMja- sivAya anya keInI ya ciMtA na kare te rAnA saLIAmAM paMjA bahAra karI, pALelA AvuM jJAna ajJAnathI ya vizeSa hAnikAraka che. kutarAnI jema paMDitajI sAme joI rahyuM. -khalIla jibrAna kahevAya che ke bejubAvarAnuM saMgIta sAMbhaLI kevaLa pitAnA ja sukhane vicAra karanAra haraNe AvatAM. A yuganA paNa evA ghaNuM ArAdhaka vizvahitanI bhAvanA dharAvatA zrI udAharaNe saMbhaLAya che, miMyA gulAmarasula jinezvarade ke teonA mArge apramattabhAve gAtA tyAre bulabula pakSIo tenI AsapAsa cAlanArA anya parameSThI bhagavaMte sAthe saMbaMdha ekaThA thatA, te vAta prasiddha che. kaI rIte bAMdhI zakaze?

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kaSANaH DIsembara, 1960 703 bharUca-khAte jaina dharmazALAnA navA makAnanuM thayuM hatuM. be saddagRha taraphathI aSADa zudi 4 thI udaghATana tA. 24-11-60 nA roja muMbaI nivAsI saMvatsarI sudhI niyamIta e ka sAmAyika tathA pratikrama parIkha zrI nagInadAsa vamaLacaMda kapaDavaNajavALAnA karanAra bALakane kaTAsaNuM ane bhAdaravA zadi thI varadahaste thayuM hatuM. kArtika punama sudhI eka sAmAyika ane pratikramaNa karanAra bALakone vAha manasukhalAla AzakaraNa bhUjabIlImorA-munirAjazrI vijayacaMdravijayajI vALA tathA zrI kezavalAla saMgacha bhUjavALA taraphathI mahArAjanI adhyakSatAmAM zrI saMdha taraphathI kAtika va. caravaLAnI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. mahetA chabIlalAla 17nA roja bhAI maMgalakumAra hirAlAla dIkSA levA devasI tathA zrI caMdramaNibena taraphathI darekane jamaNa pAlItANA jatA hovAthI anumodanA tathA abhina ApyuM hatuM. pU. mahArAjazrInI nizrAmAM sAmAyika dana ApavAne meLAvaDo yojavAmAM Avyo hato. pratikamaNa, pauSadha, pUjA vagere dhArmika kriyA sArA pAlItANA khAte pU. AcAryazrI vijaya lAvaNyasa pramANamAM thaI hatI. pU. mahArAjazrInA vihAra vakhate rijI mahArAjanA varada haste bhAgasara suda 8nAM roja se kaDo mANasa vaLAvavA AvyA hatA ane prabhAvanA thaI dhAmadhUmathI dIkSA thaI hatI. hatI. mahArAjazrI bidaDA padhAryA che tyAMthI bhadezvarakhaMbhAta-munirAjazrI surendrasAgarajI mahArAjanA tIrthanI yAtrAe padhAraze. sadupadezathI patrIsa hajAranA kharce taiyAra thayela upAzrayanA uddaghATana nimitte nava divasa sudhI roja zrI gaDhahiMgalaja-khAte zrI anasuyAbene savAso navakAra maMtranI 25 navakAravALIo sAthe ekAsa- AyaMbilanI tapazcaryA karI hatI te nimitte pU. NAnI (kSIra-purI) 60, bhAI-bahenoe ArAdhanA munirAjazrI lalItavijayajI mahArAjazrInI nizrAmAM karI hatI. pAMca divasa ekAsaNAno lAbha zrI cIma- mA. . 6 pudgala vosirAvavAnI kriyA nANu samakSa nalAla DAhyAbhAIe lIdho hato. bAkInA divasone thaI hatI. zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. bapore pUjA ozavAla saMdha, zrI naMdubhAI tathA tapasvIoe bhAvanA, oNgI, prabhAvanA vagere thayela. zadi nA lAbha lIdho hato. aThThAI mahatsava paNa thayo hato. zrI caMdrAbena taraphathI pUjA ane zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA upAzrayanuM uddhATana zrI mohanalAla dalasukhabhAIe thaI hatI. zudi 8nA zrI anasuyAbenane savAso rU1001, bolI karyuM hatuM. jhaverI kAMtilAlabhAIe AyaMbilanuM pAraNuM hatuM. te divase pUjA, AMgI, tALAnI belI rUA. 41, bolI tALuM zrI saMghane bhAvanA, prabhAvanA tathA navakArazI thaI hatI. zari ApyuM hatuM ane prabhAvanA thaI hatI. 11nA mauna ekAdazInA pauSadha karanArane pAraNA zrI kIvarAma sAMkaLacaMda taraphathI karAvavAmAM AvyA hatAM. bhuja-munirAjazrI bedhavijayajI mahArAja tathA zudi 15nA roja navANuM prakArI pUjA zrI zAMtilAla munirAjazrI dhura dharavijayajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM devacaMda taraphathI zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA thai hatI. pUjAo apUva dharmArAdhanA thai hatI. A mAsanI zAzvata bhaNAvavA kolhApurathI zrI surendralAla mAstara tathA emanuM khArAdhana suMdara rIte thayuM hatuM. traNe daherA-belagAmathI zrI sevaMtilAla vagere AvelA temaja saramAM zrI siddhacaka suMdara mAMDaluM kADhavAmAM tAsagAmathI bAlasaMgIta maMDaLa ane zAhapurI jaina AvyuM hatuM. dIvALInA devavaMdana, jJAnapaMcamInuM pAherALAnI bAlikAoe garabA, saMvAda. ArAdhana, mAsI caudazane poSadha tathA devavaMdana Adi kAryakramathI gAmamAM utsAhanuM vAtAvaraNa sAtamasa parivartana, paTanAM darzana, vageremAM janajana- sAruM hatuM. pAMtrIsa varSathI zrI saMSamAM kasaMpanuM kAraNa tAe sAro lAbha lIdho hato. ane dareka praznAvanA vagere vAtAvaravuM hatuM te zAsanadevanI kRpAthI saMpa thaI 1e gaye che.

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74 samAcAra mAraH namra vinaMtI-jemane phAgaNa zudi 15 sudhImAM saMkhyA jaNAvavAthI vyavasthApakane ucita vyavastha 500, AyaMbila saLaMga yA ekAMtare purAM thaI gayAM karavAmAM anukULatA raheze. jaNAvavAnuM saranAmuM zrI hoya ke thavAnA hoya teoe pitAnuM nAma-ThAma sametazIkharajI jIrNoddhAra samiti ke. zeTha lAlacaMda vagere zAha lAlacaMdabhAI rAjamala maskatI mArakeTa, dharamacaMda 6-Thesa sTrITa kalakA-7. amadAvAda e ThekANe lakhI jaNAvavA vinaMti che. - sAbaramatI: pU. A. zrI umaMgasUrIzvarajI ma. zrAvaka-zrAvikAoe ja jaNAvavuM. tathA pU. paMnyAsajI udayavijayajI ma. nI adhyakSatAmAM vaDhavANa zahera-zrI mohanalAla vAlajIbhAi bhAga. zu. 6 gurUvAranA roja zrI Atma-vallabha jaina pAThazALAnI vArSika dhArmika parikSA zrI vADI- viveka sAmAyika zALAnI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI lAla maganalAla zeThe lIdhI hatI. tene inAmI meLA- hatI. zrI ciMtAmaNi sosAyaTImAM pUjA rAga-rAgaNIthI vaDe pU. gaNivarya zrI mAnataMgavijayajI mahArAjanI bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI. sAdharmivAtsalya thayuM hatuM. adhyakSatAmAM kArtika zadI 11 nA roja yojavAmAM mauna ekAdazInI ArAdhanA suMdara rIte thaI hatI. Avyo hato. maMgalAcaraNa, gurustuti, svAgatagIta, jAvAla (rAjasthAna): pU. paMnyAsa jayaMtasaMvAda, garabA vagereno kAryakrama patyA bAda pAThazo- vijayajI ma.nI nizrAmAM surisamrATa zrI nemIsarImaLAno rIporTa tathA vIjhITanuM vAMcana thayuM hatuM. pachI zvarajI ma.nI gurUbhUtinI pratiSTA mANa. zudI 6nA roja zrI vADIlAlabhAIe pAThazALAnA abhyadaya aMge ullAsapUrvaka thaI hatI. A aMge zrI zAMtisnAtra vivecana karyuM hatuM. pU. mahArAjazrIe zrutajJAnanI saMghajamaNa, pUjA vagere thayuM hatuM. pU. paMnyAsajI mahattA aMge khUbaja rocaka zailimAM vyAkhyAna ApyuM bhA. za. 14nA vihAra karI zrI zaMkhevara tIrthano hatuM. AgAmI vArSika artha parikSAnI inAmI yAtrAe padhAryA che ane mahA mahinAmAM zrI upadhAyojanA mATe rUA. 50, zrI motIlAla lAlacaMdabhAI natapa karAvavAnuM nakakI hovAthI pU. bha. zrI punaH taraphathI ane meTrikanA vidhArthIo 1 lA, 2 jA, jAvAla padhAraze. ane bIjA naMbara AvanArane rUA. 101, rU. 61,rUA. 41, ApavAnI yojanAne svIkAra zrI ratIlAla upadhAnata5 mahotsava zrI me na kheDA tIrtha jIvaNabhAIe karyuM hatuM. rUA. 300, nAM inAma khAte jainAcArya zrImad vijayavatIndrasUrijI ma. nI zeThazrI jIvaNabhAI abajIbhAinA suputro zrI zAMtI- sAnidhya upadhAna tapa zarU thayela tenA mALane mahAlAlabhAI tathA zrI ratIlAlabhAI taraphathI vaheMcAyA seva kArtike vAde 14thI prAraMbha thayela. bhAga. - tAM ane teo taraphathI kAtika zudi 12 nA divase panA bhavya varaghoDo nIkaLyo hato. mANasara zudi 6 jamaNa apAyuM hatuM. nA savAre hajAronI janamedanI samakSa mAlA parIdhAnanI kriyA zarU thaI hatI. ratalAma nivAsI zrI sametazIkharajI-mahAtIrthanA jINoddhAranuM chekauyAlAlajIe pahelI mALano caDAve bAlI kAma pUrNa thayuM che. pahADa uparano nUtana zrI jela- mALA paherI hatI. bapore zAMtisnAtra temanA ja maMdiramAM pratiSTA tA. 8-2-61nA zubha dine thavAnI taraphathI bhaNAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. aphAI mahotsava che. teno mahotsava 29-1-61thI zarU thanAra che. suMdara rIte ujavAyo hato. rahevA mATe vizALa dharmazALAo che, bIjI aneka . jAtanI vyavasthAo karavAmAM AvI che. jeo saMdha zAMtAkuja-zatAvadhAnI pU. paMnya sajI kIti ro, spezIyalo ke samuharUpamAM mahotsava para padhAra- vijayajI mahArAjanI preraNAthI pAThazALA mATe phaMDanI bee eka mahinA agAu ane kuTuM- jarUrIyAta jaNAvatAM rU. 6500, thayA hatA. eka e paMdara divasa pahelA mAvavAne divasa ane saMgrahastha pU. mahArAjazrInA zaba preraNAthI sAhityanA

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kalyANaH DIsembara, 1960 : 75 pracAra mATe che. dasa hajAra ApavAnI udAratA caraNa bAda bALakonI stuti, garabA, saMvAda saMgIta batAvI hatI. pikeTa sAijhamAM bha, mahAvIra svAmInuM aAdi thayA bAda zrI bAbubhAI mAstare parIkSAnuM saMkSipta ivana AlekhatI 2 hajAra kepI aMgrejI pariNAma tathA pAThazALAno ahevAla raju karyo hato. bhASAmAM bahAra paDanAra che. gujarAtI bhASAmAM pAMca A prasaMge khAsa AmaMtraNathI padhArelA zrI vADIlAla hajAra kopI bahAra paDI cUkI che. maganalAla zeThe tathA munirAjazrI bhadraguptavijayajI tA. 8-10-60 nA saralA sana hAIskula mahArAjazrIe atajJAnanI mahattA aMge udbodhana karyuM hatuM. zeThazrI govIMdajIbhAI karamacaMdabhAInA pArlA, pIpalsa hAIskula khAranA 250 vidhAthI- 13 vidhArthInIo, myunisipala hAIskula zAMtAkrUjha, haste rU. 255 nAM inAmo vahevAyA hatAM. pidAra hAIskula zAMtAkrujha, ema judI judI skulamAM khaMbhAta-pU. AcArya zrI jabbesUrIzvarajI 5 thI 6 hajAra vidhAtha-vidhArthInIoe teo- mahArAja tathA teozrInA ziSya ratna pU. paMnyAsajI. nAM pravacanane lAbha lIdho hato. pU. mahArAja. vadhamAnavijayajI mahArAja Adi cAturmAsa padhAratAM bInA samAgamamAM jainetara tathA vahorAjI jevAo saM dhamAM ghaNe utsAha hato. Aso zu. 10 nI AkhA paNa zrI navakAra gaNatA thayA che. vAkolA janasaMghanI zaheranI maitya paripATI nIkaLI hatI. tAraNa (bhAravina tithI tA. 13-11-60 nA roja jaina-jaine- vADa) nA rahIza zeTha tejarAjajI lakhIca cha jeo taronI jaMgI medanI vacce jIvananuM dhyeya e viSaya hAla dha dhArtha madrAsa rahe che teo potAnA kuTuMba upara pravacana ApyuM hatuM. gavarnamenTa kolenI vAkolA sAthe zahera yAtrA karavA mATe AvyA hatA, ane mAM paNa jAhera vyAkhyAna thatAM 1500 thI 1700 zaherayAtrA karAvavAno lAbha paNa temaNe lIdho hato. bhAI- e lAbha lIdho hato. ekaMdara pU. mahA- rAja judI judI piLanA maMdiramAM darzana, pUja. rAjazrInA pravacanee suMdara jamAvaTa karI hatI. snAtra vagere bhaNAvAtuM. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA seMkaDonI saMkhyAmAM janatA lAbha letI hatI. chelle divase saMdha siddhapura-A varSe 5. mahArAjazrInuM cAtumasa taraphathI lADunI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. ekaMdara aiyanahi hevAthI paryuSaNunI ArAdhanA karAvavA pATaNathI paripATIne kAryakrama suMdara ane bhavyarIte ujavAye A caMdulAla bhudarabhAI mAstara AvyA hatA. temanA hatA. kendra sarakAre dharmAdA TrasTa ekaTa 1960 je AvavAthI tapa, pathadha, pUjA, bhAvanA vagere bahAra pADayo che teno virodha pU. AcArya devazrInI sArA pramANamAM thayuM hatuM. varadhoDo svAmivAtsalya sAnidhyamAM thayo hato. thayuM hatuM. Aso mAsanI AyaMbilanI oLI bhAyakhalA (muMbaI) zrI motIzA jaina pAThathaI hatI lagabhaga 300 AyaMbila thayAM hatAM. zALAne inAmI meLAvaDo tA. 9-10-60 nA roja A vadi 5 nA dhamAMdA drasTa ekaTa virodha karavA sanI mITIMga bolAvavAmAM AvI hatI. ane ghaTatA bhAyakhAnA daherAsarajInA raMgamaM5mAM pU. munirAjazrI bhAskaravijayajI mahArAjanI adhyakSatAmAM yojAyo sthaLoe virodhanA tAro 5NuM karavAmAM AvyA hatA. hatA. rU. 350 nAM inAmo vaheMcAyAM hatAM. pAThacANasmA-jaina pAThazALAnI dhArmika parIkSA zALAnA mukhya zikSaka zrI cImanalAla pAlItANAkarane pU. munirAjazrI bhadraguptavijayajI mahArAjazrIe lIdhI rU. 71 ane sahazikSaka zrI rasIkalAlane rUA. 44. hato pariNAma 86 TakA AvyuM hatuM. teno inAmI temaja zikSaNa saMdha taraphathI inAma tathA pramANapatro. meLAvaDe Aso sudI 12 nA pU. tapasvI mahAnaMda- vagere zeTha zrI bhAnamAcha kuMdanamalajInA zubha haste vijayajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM upAzrayanA helamAM vaheMcAyAM hatAM. pramukhazrIe pAThazALAne 1. 201 sojavAmAM Avyo hato. 5. mahArAjazrInA maMgalA- ApyA hatA.

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_26 : samAcAra sArA bAragAune saMza-rI zatruMjaya girirAjane pura, vaDanagara, cANasmA thaI zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthanI bAra gAune yAtrA saMgha pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI yAtrAe padhAraze tyAMthI zrI siddhagirijInI yAtrAe kanakavijayajI mahArAja tathA pU. munirAja zrI padhAraze. mahimAvijayajI ma. AdinI zubha nizrAmAM muMbaI nivAsI zrI zivajIbhAI velajI zAhanAM dharmapatni zrI jhaverabene mA. va. 9nA roja kADhyA hatA. pU. zrI mahAvIra jaina snAtra maMDaLa-muMbaI sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikAonI saMkhyA saMghamAM sArA pramANamAM hatI. zrI kadaMbagiri tIrtha khAte zrI snAtra-mahesava ER saMghavIne pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjanA varada haste bhAlAropaNa thayuM hatuM. zrIsaMgha rohizALA, kadaMbagiri, ceka, vagere sthaLoe thaI bhA. 1, 11 nI sAMje atre AvI pahoMcela. muMbaImAM pAyadhUnI para Avela zrI mahAvIra ke lhApura-zrI zAhapurI zAMtinAthajI jene svAmInA derAsarajImAM haMmezA saMgIta sAthe pAThazALAnA abhyAsako zrI surendralAla mAstara sAthe savAranA sADA sAta vAge sAmudAyIka snAtra pUjA yAtrA nikaLela. gaDhahiMgalAja zrI zakhezvara (maisura) bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che te dareka bhAIone lAbha najIkanA solApura, nipANI vagere sthaLoe thaI levA vinaMti che. kharUpa pAchA pharyA hatA, nipANIvALA zrI tArAcaMda bApubhAie sAdhami bhakita karavA sAthe kalahApura pahoMcavA pitAnA moTara ApI hatI. lI. saMgha sevaka vAlI-pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI pravINa maNilAla rAmacaMda caMdulAla jeThAlAla vijayajI gaNivara tathA pU. paM. zrI mahimAvijayajI prabhAsa pATaNavALA khaMbhAtavALA mahArAjazrInI nizrAmAM sva. bhaMDArI cunIlAla lAmA makAu cha> 7 0 abhAInA zreyArthe temanA suputro taraphathI avAI mahotsava tathA aSTottarI snAtra ThAThapUrvaka bhaNavavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. pU. mahArAjazrI iDara padhAryA sphaTIkanI mALAo hatA. mauna ekAdazInI suMdara ArAdhanA thaI hatI mA. va. 1 nA atrethI vihAra thatAM seMkaDo mANasa sphaTIkanI navakAravALI tathA jhaverAtanI vaLAvA AvyA hatA. deDho mANasa te sumerapura sudhI AvyuM hatuM. mahAla ThAkora zrI becarasiMhajInI vividha vastuo mATe lakhe yA maLe vinaMtithI temanA darabAramAM padhAryA hatA. iDarathI Avela pacAseka bhAIonuM vAtsalya temanA taraphathI thayuM hatuM. pU. paM. mahimAvijayajI mahArAje eka kalAka darabAragaDhamAM vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. tyAMthI ' berapIpaLe khaMbhAta (gujarAta) AjanA vihAra karI dazAtara, e kalArI, saradAra- - - - = =e 9 -

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bhadrAvatI zrI pArzvanAtha janma kalyANaka mahA -sava dIna bhAre dhAmadhumathI ujavAyeA hatA tA. 12, 13, 14-12-60 traNa divasa pUjA, bhAvanA, AMgI prabhAvanA, svAmivAtsalya vagere thayuM hatuM. pAlItANA-zrI khuzAlabhuvana khAte pU. A. zrI vijayAdayasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, pU. AcAya zrI naMdanasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, pU. AcArya zrI lAvaNyasUrIzvarajI mahArAja tathA pU. AcAya zrI jitendrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja AdinI nizrAmAM upadhAna tapa zarU thayela teneA bhAlArApaNu mahAtsava kA. va. 14thI sAhityamaMdiramAM zarU thayela, pUjA, bhAvanA, AMgI, prabhAvanA ane aSTAttarI snAtra bhaNAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. mA. zu. 4nA bhavya varadhoDA nIkaLyA hatA. mA. zu. puna nava vAgatAM prathama mALa rUA. 2201] mAM jAMbuvALA zrI lakSmIya tribhovanadAsane tyAMthI ghelISene, bIjI mALa za 1601 mAM pATaNuvALA zrI hirAbene paherela. kula mALA paheranAra 239 hatAM. mA. zu. 8nA rANIgAmanA rahIza ane pAlItANA sAhityamaMdiranA munIma zrI duCbhabhAIe tathA khIlImeArAnA rahIza zrI maMgaLadAsabhAie dIkSA aMgIkAra karI hatI. peTalAda-pU. paMnyAsajI sujJAnavijayajI mahArAja zrInI nizrAmAM zrI kanubhAinA lagna nimi-te zrI zAMtilAla tArAcaMda taraphathI mAga, viSe, 10nA zrI siddhacakrapUjananA vidhi, zrI pArzvanAtha janma kalyAkanI ArAdhanA, svAmivAtsalya temaja mAga. vide 11nA pUjA, bhAvanA vagere rAkhela, kriyA karAvanAra khaMbhAta nivAsI zrI cunIlAla mAstara Avela. mAMDANI-pU. AcArya zrI vijayabhuvanasUrIzvaccha mahArAja Adi kA. va. 8nA svAgatapUrvaka padhAryAM hatA. pU. AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM kA. va. 13thI aThThAi mahAtsavanA prArabha thayeA hatA. lAsa gAmathI saMgItakAro Avela. mA. zu, nA savAre zrI pArzva kalyANa : DIsembara 1960 : 70 yakSanI pratiSThA tathA traNa paTAnA abhiSeka caDhAvA meAlIte thayela. khapeAranA navANu abhiSekanI pUjA, sAdhanika vAsaNya, bhAvanA, prabhAvanA vagere suMdara thayela. tavarI-pU. AcArya zrI vijayajIvanasUrIzvarajI mahArAja Adi padhAratAM mA. zu. 6thI aThThAi mahAtsava zarU thayela mA, zu. 11nA zrI zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvavAmAM Avela mA. zu. 12nA mahAtsava karAvanAra saMdhavIe taraphathI 27 gAmeAnI navakArazI karI hatI. ratha yAtrAneA bhavya varadhADA nIkaLyA hatA. vIza sthAnakatapanuM udyApana hovAthI darzana, jJAna, cAritranA upakaraNonI goThavaNI kalAtmaka rIte thaI hatI. amadAvAdathI saMgItakAro AvyA hatA. AkhA jinamadirane rAzanIthI zaNagAravAmAM Avela. mahAtsava suMdara rIte ujavAyA hatA. inAmI-samAraMbha surendranagara zrI gaNimukitavijayajI jaina pAThazALAnI parIkSA parIkSaka zrI vADIlAla maganalAla zeThe lIdhela jenu pariNAma 80 TakA Apela, jete vArSika inAmI meLAvaDA pa. pU. paM. zrI paramaprabhavijayajI ma. nI nizrAmAM kArataka vada 3 ne ravivAranA rAja savAranA nava vAge rAkhavAmAM Avela. stuti, saMvAda, garabA vi. bAda zikSakazrI ca MpakalAlabhAie rIpeA tathA vijhITa vAMcI saMbhaLAvela tyAra mAda zrI bApAlAlabhAi temaja parIkSaka zrI vADIbhAie jJAnanI mahattA temaja pAThazALAne hajI vadhu Adarza banAvavA mATe paisAnI jarUra upara bhAra mUkela. snAtranI skImeA je baMdha paDela che te pharI zarU karavA mATe lagabhaga doDha varasanA aThavADIka snAtrA lakhAi gayA hatA tyAra bAda pU. paM. zrIe samyajJAna upara pravacana Apela ane zrIyuta kezavalAla trikamalAla veArA kAyamI inAmI prabaMdhamAMthI lagabhaga rUA. 350 nA nAmeA vhecAyela. zikSaka zikSikAone paNa pAritoSaka ApavAmAM Avela.

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* samAcAra sAra : muMbaI-zrI goDIjI mahArAjanA upAzraye birA- inAmI phaMDamAM seMdhAvyA hatA. kArtika zudi 12nA yA vidvAna jenAcArya zrI vijaya kasturasUrIzvarajI zrI navANuM A bhaSekanI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM Avela mahArAjanA tapasvI ziSya ratna pU. paMnyAsajI kumuda- kA. va. 3nA pU. mahArAjazrI zrI saMdha sAthe vAlama padhAryA caMdravijayajI mahArAje saMvata 2015 jeTha sudi 14 hatA. navakArazI, pUjA, AMgI, bhAvanA vagere thayuM thI ekadhArA AyaMbila tapanI ArAdhanA zarU karela hatuM. te saMvata 2017 kArtika zudi 11 nA roja 500 pATaDI. jana pAThazALAnI parIkSA zrI rAmacaMdraAyaMbilo pUrNa karela che, ane haju paNa AyaMbila bhAI DI. zAhe lIdhI hatIpariNAma sArUM Avela cAlu che. kAtika vadI 0)) nAM divase pa19 Aya- teno inAmI meLAvaDe sAdhvIzrI lAvaNyazrIjI ma. 1 bila pUrAM thAya che ane 89 mI eALI pUrNa thAya che. nizrAmAM rAkhavAmAM Avyo hato, inAmo vahecAya punAkezya-pU. munirAjazrI maNicaMdravijayajI hatAM. pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAje yogya sUcane dhArmika mahArAjanA cAturmAsathI ArAdhanA sArI rIte thaI zikSaNa aMge karyA hatAM. ravivAre sAmudAyika snAtra hatI. Aso zudi 3 thI mahotsavanI zarUAta thai bhaNAvavAno nirNaya thayo che. hatI. zrI nadIzvaradIpanI mahApUjA tathA zAtiranA rANakapurano saMgha-pU. munirAjazrI mitrAbhaNAvavAmAM Avela. arihaMta padanI ArAdhanA 400 naMda vijayajI mahArAja, pU. munirAjazrI guNacaMdra bhAI-bahenoe karI hatI ane emanI ArAdhanA vijayajI mahArAja tathA pU. munirAja zrI kirtisena paNa thayela. vijayajI mahArAjazrInI nizrAmAM khuDAlAthI zrI lIMbaDI-munirAjazrI mAnatuMgavijyajI ma. nI mumudacaMdajI saMdhapati sAthe 70 mANasono cherI nizrAmAM dareka ArAdhanA suMdara rIte thaI che. pU. pALatA zrI rANapurachano saMdha nIkaLyo hato. vAlI, bApajI mahArAjanI svargArohaNa tithi paNa ujava- koTa, muDAsa, sAdaDI, vagere gAmomAM pUjA bhAvanA, vAmAM AvI hatI. zrI zAMti jina bhakita samAja, vyAkhyAna, navakArazI vagere suMdara thayuM hatuM. zre zAsana tathA samAjanA kAryomAM ThIka rasa laI rahela sa dha raNakapurajI pahoMcatAM lekAnA hadayamAM khUbaja che. vardhamAna tapanI oLI, zrI navapadajInI oLI, utsAha ane ullAsa hatA. dIpAvalI parva, jJAnapaMcamI vagere parvonI ArAdhanAmAM khuMTavaDA (saurASTra) pU. paMnyAsa sudarzanasArI saMkhyAmAM bhAI-baheno joDAyAM hatAM. vijayajI mahArAjanuM kArtika sudi 15 nA cAtumAM parivartana hevAthI gAmane dhvajA-patAkAthI zaNagAvizanagaraH zrI kalyANa pArzvanAtha jaina pATha ravAmAM AvyuM hatuM. vAjate-gAjate zrI jekerabenanA zALAnI dhArmika parIkSA zrI rAmacaMdrabhAI DI. zAhe ghera cemAsuM badalAvyuM hatuM. pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAtA. 11-10-60 nA roja lIdhela teno inAmI jane mauna ekAdazI sudhInI sthiratA karavA mATe che samAraMbha upAzrayanA helamAM pU. A. zrI vijaya saMghe vinaMti karI hatI paNa pU. mahArAjazrIne - marijI mahArAjanI adhyakSatAmAM ujavavAmAM Avyo vihAranI utAvaLa hevAthI gerasa padhAryA hatA. tyAM hatA. zrI zAMtilAla mohanalAla zAha, zrI vinodacaMdra zrI saMdha vaLAvA Avyo hato ane pUjA, svAminAI mAstare, vakIla chanAlAlabhAIe, ane parIkSaka zrI vAtsalya vagere thayuM hatuM. 5. mahArAjazrI vaDhavANa rAmacaMdabhAIe pAThazALA ane dhArmika zikSaNa aMge vakatavyo karyA hatA. pU. mahArAjazrIe samyajJAna bAju padhAryA che. aMge pravacana karyuM hatuM. zrI amRtalAlabhAIe zIyANI-tIya ati prAcIna che. dara varSa anAmI phaMDamA rU 51, tathA anya bhAIoe rU.75 pahelAM jeno jIrNoddhAra thayo che. tenI varSagAMe

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kalyANa Disembara, 1960 = 79 mAgazara zu. 5 nI hevAthI tIrtha kamiTIe pU. ane parizrama uThAvI nAmadAra sarakArane virodhane sura labdhisAgarajI gaNivaryane vinaMti karatAM padhAryA hatA. pahece ane matsya udyoga baMdha karAvavA mATe pracAra varSagAMThanA divase pUjA, svAmivAtsalya vagare sArA ane prayAsa karI rahyA che. pramANamAM thayuM hatuM. jorAvaranagara nivAsI zrI cunIlAla umedacaMdabhAIe sAro parizrama uThAvI lAbha lIdho pATaNanA rahIza zrI lalItakumAra zAha dhArmika tathA sAmAjika kAryomAM sAro rasa dharAve che. teoe hato, dhvajA caDhAvavAno Adeza laI zIyANInA nezanala sevIMsa sITanA ejanTa tarIke 1959rahIza zrI nahAlacaMda DAhyAbhAIe davajA caDhAvI hatI. 60mAM sauthI vadhu kAma karyuM hovAthI mahesANuM mukAme yAtrIo AjubAjuthI sArA pramANamAM AvyA hatA. gujarAta rAjyanA garvanara hastaka rolIMga kapa enAyata choTA udepura-zrI mahAvIra jaina yuvaka maMDaLanI thayo hato. sabhA bolAvI kA. zu. 15 nA divase TrasTa bIlane vaDhavANa zaheramAM ujavAyela mALane bhavya virodha karyo hato. TharAva sarvAnumate karI dIlhI moka- lavAmAM Avyo hate. maMDaLa saMcAlita pAThazALA mahotsava zarU karavAmAM AvI che. pU. paMnyAsajI zrI mAnatuMgavijayajI gaNivara, Adi vaDhavANa zaheramAM cAturmAsa padhAratAM cAturmAsa cAdara I-pU. paMnyAsajI zAMtivimalajI mahArAja cAturmAsa parivartana bAda vihAra karatAM gAmanA daramIyAna zAsananAM aneka zubha kAryo thayAM hatA. mAgazara zudi 11 nA zrI mahAvIra svAmInI daherIe 400 thI 500 bhAI-bahene zubA gAme pU. mahA caraNa pAdukAno pratiSThA mahotsava ati suMdara rIte rAjazrIne vaLAvA padhAryA hatA zeTha sAMkaLacaMdajI ujavAI gayo ane tyAra bAda pU. paMnyAsajI mahAtaraphathI zrIphalanI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. pU. mahArAjazrI rAjazrInI nizrAmAM zrI mahAmaMgalakArI zrI upadhAna vihAra karI zIvagaMja, sumerapura, nANA-beDA pIMDavADA tapanI ArAdhanA dharmapremI ' zrI sukhalAlabhAI thaIne mAravADa padhAryA hatA tyAMthI gujarAta bAju oghaDabhAI ekalAe ja AnaMda ane utsAhapUrvaka padhAravAnA che. karI temanI mALAropaNa vidhi nimitte potAnA taramodyoga sAme virodha-pATaNa zaheranA phathI mAgazara zudi 13 thI mAgazara vadi 5 sudhIno samasta nAgarikonI eka jAhera sabhA sarakAranI aphAI-mahatsava rAkhavAmAM Avyo hate roja pUjA, matsya udyoganI yojanAno virodha karavA tA. gI, bhAvanA, prabhAvanA vagere suMdara thayuM hatuM. 1-11-60 nA roja maLI hatI. jenA pramukha mA. va. 4nA mALA tathA jalayAtrAne bhavya varaghoDe zrI nagarazeTha kezavalAla amaracaMda hatA. pAMca nIkaLyo hate. mAgazara zudi 5 savAranA sAta vAge hajAranI janamedanI hatI. zrI zaMbhu mahArAje sarakAranI mALAropaNa vidhi zarU thayo hato. seMkaDe bhAIhiMsAmaya che.janAnI jhATakaNI kADhI hatI ane A plenI hAjarI tarI AvatI hatI. barAbara 8-5. bhAratanI pavitra bhUmi para hiMsA je prasarI rahI che mInITe zrI sukhAbhAIne zrI mRdulAbene mALA paherAvatAM ethI dezane udaya nathI. janatAnA avAjane sAMbha- upAzraya jayanAdothI gAjI uThayo hate. patAsAM tathA maLavo joIe vagere rocaka ane lAkSaNika zailimAM peMDAnI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. baporanA zrI zAMtisnAtra jaNAvyuM hatuM pachI pramukhazrIe virodhano tathA rakSaka bhaNAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. kriyA vidhi karAvanAra kamiTi sthApavAno TharAva raju karyo hato. rakSaka kamiTinI pAlejathI zrIyuta jIvaNalAlabhAI ane pUjA-bhAvanA sthApanA thaI hatI. jIvadayAnA custa himAyatI zrI mATe pATaNathI zrI kezavalAlabhAIne bolAvavAmAM ke. ke. zAha A bAbatamAM khUba rasa laI rahyA che AvyA hatA.

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0. . . ma ( 5. pAda paMnyAsajI ma. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivaranAM vyAkhyAnomAMthI udbhUta ) avataraNakAra : zrI sudhAvarSo saMsAramAM keTakeTalA jhaghaDA che, paNa saMsAra keInuM paNa pAyamAla karavAnI vRtti rasika AtmAone temAM racyA pacyA rahevAthI rAkhavI,te kuvicAra. jhaghaDA ke raMTa lAgatA nathI. saMsAramAM karmanA manane nigraha karele hoya te dareka dhama kAraNe jhaghaDAne ItihAsa jeTale karUNa ane kArya sahelAIthI thaI zake che. AtmA badhA bhayaMkara che, teTale dharmanA jhaghaDAne ItihAsa upara kAbu meLave paNa manane kAbumAM levuM rUNa ke bihAmaNuM nathI. jyAM jyAM jhaghaDI, mukela che. manane mAre te amara manane na tyAM tyAM saMsAra, ane jhaghaDAne TALe te dharmo. mAre te marele, sajana manuSya potAnA svArthane dUra karI - krodha june duzmana che tene uMce karyo anyanA 5ramAthanI AkAMkSAvALA hoya che, tyAre eTale ApaNI sTekamAM rahelI punyAIne durjana manuSya pitAnA svArthane sAdhI anyanuM ochI karI kahevAya. jeo saMsAramAM krodhAdi kharAba icchanArA hoya che. pAchaLa zakti kharacI nAMkhe che, bhega, vilAsamAM * saMsAramAM vinaya e mahAmUlya meMgheruM ratna bhamyA kare che, teo pariNAme pitAnI rahIsahI che. jaina zAsanane vinaya lekettara hoya che. punyAIne khAI jAya che. paramAtmAnI bhaktirUpe mahApurUSoe sevA kaI paNa vastumAM khAmI jaNAtI heya mAMgI che. pachI paramAtmAnI bhakti, sevAnI tyAre samajavuM ke ApaNI punyAie pagalAM sAthe mevA Ape ja che, paNa mevA mAge dUra karyo. arthAt punyAI paravAI gaI. ene kaMI na maLe.. pApAyathI pragaTatAM duHkhanA samaye AtmA keI paNa vyakita pratye paropakAra vRtti je vadhAre pApa kare te vadhAre duHkhI thAya che. rAkhavI, te saduvicAra. pApanI paraMparA anaMta rAkhene ApanArI che. mAgasara vadi 6nA roja svAmivAtsalya paNa temanA aThThAI mahatsava, zAMtisnAtra tathA svAmivAtsalya taraphathI thayuM hatuM. saMghane sAtha-sahakAra tathA utsAha karI anupama lAbha levAthI zrI sukhalAlabhAIe ane dilAsa anapama hatAM jethI mahotsavane dareka potAnA jIvanane dhanya banAvyuM hatuM. AvA saMdara kAryakrama saMdara rIte ujavAyA hatA. ekalA upadhAna ane zubha prasaMgane nihALanAra sA ke temanI karanAra, ekalA mALa paheranAra, ekalAe ja bhAvanAnI anumodanA karI rahyA hatA.

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navA sabhyo ane sahakAra 51-00 zrI ke. jaina zve. mU. saMgha. muMbaI | 11-00 dozI zAmajIbhAI semacaMda mulunDa 11-00 zeTha zrI nemacaMda nAthAbhAI jaina | pU. sAdhvIzrI trilocanAzrIjI ma. nI jinAlaya surata, pratiSThAnA zubha prasaMga zubha preraNAthI nimitto zrI mANekacaMda DAhyAbhAI 11-00 zrI velajIbhAI kALAbhAI zAha navAgAma cokasInI zubha preraNAthI 11-00 zrI sAMkalacaMda delAjI gAMdhI kolhApura 11-00 zrI Ama-kamala-labdhisUrijI jaina jJAna] 11-00 zrI cImanalAla kapUracaMda zAha surendramaMdira pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrI nagara zrI caMpakalAla cunIlAla zAhanA navinavijayajI gaNivaranI zubha preraNAthI zubha preraNAthI 11-00 zrI dhIrajalAla narazIdAsa surendranagara 21-00 zrI vijaya lakSmIcaMda bhAvaDa nAzIka sITI upara mujabanI zubha preraNAthI 11-25 zrI khetasIbhAI depAra navAgAma pU. | depAra navAgAma pU. | 11-00 cekasI kapuracaMda anarAjanI kAM. sAdhIzrI hema prabhAzrIjI mahArAjanA muMbaI-2 pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI ziSyA sAdhvIzrI padmayazAzrIjI ma. nA kanakavijayajI gaNivaranA ziSyaratna pa00 AyaMbilanA pAraNI nimitte pU. munirAjazrI mahimAviyajI ma. rapa-00 eka sadagRhastha amadAvAda pU. paMnyA zrInI zubha preraNAthI sajI mahArAjazrI bhadra karavijayajI 11-00 zrI zrAvaka mahAjananI peDhI pATaDI gaNivara tathA pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja pU. sAdhvIthI lAvaNyazrIjI ma. nI zrA vibudhavijayajI gaNivaranA panyAsa zubha preraNAthI padAre haNanA zubha prasaMga nimitta | 11-00 zrI zAMtilAla jIvarAma zAha IlI capura IlliIllillllllIIIIII. 0 00 IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, 86 09.lllllllllllllllllllliI] zrI kalyANa prakAzana maMdiranI vyavasthApaka kamiTinA sabhyo : 1 zeTha ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAI zApha muMbaI 2 zeTha maNibhAI vanamAlIdAsa khI. e. kalakattA 3 zeka amaracaMda kuMvarajIbhAI sAvarakuMDalA 4 mahetA bAbubhAI bhagavAnajIbhAI dAdara-muMbaI 5 dezI zAMtilAla pAnAcaMdabhAI dAdara-muMbaI 6 vAraMyA kapUracaMda raNachoDabhAI pAlItANA oooooo 00degdeg|||||||||||||||||||||""000degdegdegdeg000 IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

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Regd. No. B. 4925 KALYAN sa skAra, sAhitya tathA kathAnA rasathALa ! tamArA gharanA zaNagAra : Aje ja vasAve ! / 1 saMskAra dIpa : prAcIna kathAo navI zailImAM : kA. 16 pejI 212 peja : mU 2-00 1 2 dIpamAla : ciMtana, manana pradhAna jIvane pagI nibaMdhunikAo : OMA. 16 pejI 148 peja : mUlya 1-25 - 5 5. ma. zrI sumuddhivijayajI gaNivarazrInA puNya upakA rAnI ( smRti nimita phakta 65 na, po. 3 sapattino naze : yuvakone upayogI manoraMjaka saM'vAda : krA. 16 pejI 94 peja | mUlya 75 na, vai, * 4 pavitratAnA patha para : bALAo bhajavI zake tevA badhaprada saMvAdo ane mananIya | suvAkya : krA. 16 pijI 92 peja : mUlya 75 na, pai. [ pa kaWAratna majabA : bhA, 1 dhanyacaritranuM nUtana rUpAMtara : aneka camatkArika kathAeAnA ' bha'DAra : OMo. 16 pejI : 398 peja : | mUlya rU. 3-0-0 : 6 ketharitna majaSA bhA. 2 : prathamakhaDane adhUra kathArasa AgaLa vahe che. pUrva bhAgane - sAra ane upayogI pariziSTa sAthe ke peja 396 : m rUA. 3. (7 bhAratanAM prasiddha jaina tIrtho : bhAratanAM tIrthano paricaya tathA itihAsa kra. 16 pejI : 22ra peja mUlya : rUA. 2 8 gIta mAdhurI : bhakitagIto, utsavagItA, Adi gItAno anokho saMgraDe : kA. 16 pejI 108 peja : - | mU. 75 na. hai. 9 zatruMjaya mAhAsya : mULa sa'rakRta graMthanA gRjara bhASAnuvAda : parvAdhirAjanA mahimAne | varNa vatI advitIya graMtha : hAlakalethe bAIDIMga; phorena kAgaLA : krA. 8 pejI, para4 peja : - mU, rUA. 6 10 navapada ArAdhana vidhi : navapad bhagavaMtanI ArAdhanA karanAra vargane upayegI. zrI pAluM caritra sAthe : anyAnya pracalita vividha tapanI vidhi saDuita : bALabodha TAIpamAM : kA 16 peche. 190 peja : mUlya 1-50 na.mai. to parokata prakAzane peTeja alaga mokalanArane silaka mAM haze to te mokalAvAze. - huM | zrI jaina sAhitya pracAriNI sabhA. - 2 prAptisthAna : rAjebhAI ema. pI. che. navAgaDha mu. pAlItANA (saurASTra), 7 00tetrI, mudraka, prakAzaka : somacaMda DI. zAhu : mudraNasthAna : zrI jazavaMtasiMhajI prInTIga varkasa vaDhavANu zahera : kalyANa prakAzana madira mATe prakAzita kayu.