Book Title: Kalyan 1960 03 Ank 01
Author(s): Somchand D Shah
Publisher: Kalyan Prakashan Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/539195/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ V 912: peja : 0.3 . 29/49 4 sane 1956 julAI 21 mI tArIkhanI kALarAtrIe aMjAra bhUmi para thayela bhayaMkara hinuM kaMpathI zrI zAntinAtha jinAlayane paNa nukazAna thayuM hatuM. te mULa pAyAmAMthI navesarathI jinA laya thayu* che tenuM A eka dRzya che. zrI naMdalAla cunIlAla somapurAnI dekharekha nIce taiyAra thayuM che. vArSika lavAjama rUA. 5-50 varSa 17 : vIra sa. ra486 : vi. saM. 2016 : aMka 1 : mArca-1960 : phAgaNa : | - saMpAdaka : so ma ca da DI. zA ha (c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c) | SGX5222 @X Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rajIsTarDa peparsa (sela) rUlsa 1956 nA anvaye kalyANa mAsika aMgenI vigato pragaTa karavAmAM Ave che. mu prasiddhi sthaLa : vaDhavANa sITI (saurASTra ) prasiddhinA kuma : dara aMgrejI mAsanI 20 mI ughaDate pAne | mudrakanuM nAma : jazavatasiMhajI prI. presa eno javAba kayAM che ? - semacaMda DI. zAha - zrI mehanalAla cunIlAla dhAmI ! kaI jJAtinA : bhAratIya sukhadu:khanAM cuka zIyANI nI pALa - pU. nityAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja pa { prakAzaka : kalyANa prakAzana maMdira huM ane ame zrI maphatalAla saMghavI 9 ! ThekANa ' : zIyANIpaLa vaDhavANa sITI prabhujInA biMbanI AkRti e ! takonuM nAma : somacaMda DI. zAha zrI nimidAsa abhecaMda zAha 10 | kaI jJAtinA : bhAratIya kaSAyanuM saMvRNe prAjJaH zrI priyadarzana 13 ThekANa' : jIvana nivAsa sAme manana ane ciMtana pAlItANA che. zrI vallabhadAsa neNazIbhAI 16 ! mAlIkanuM nAma : kalyANa prakAzana maMdira syAdvAda | ThekANuM : jIvana nivAsa sAme - pu. 5. zrI zItavijayajI gaNivara 18 pAlItANA manana mAdhurI zrI vimaza 21 | strI-svAtaMtrya zrI priyadarzana 23 | AthI huM jAhera karUM chuM ke upara jaNAvelI jJAna-vijJAnanI tejachAyA zrI kiraNa 29 ! ! vigato mArI jANa ane mAnyatA mujaba parimala zrI zizira 3ra : barAbara che. 20-3- 60 semacaMda DI. zAha kula ane phorama - . 5. zrI praviNuvijayajI gaNivara 34 saMsAra cAlyA jAya che. keTaluMka agatyanuM - vaidya zrI mohanalAla cunIlAla dhAmI 37 + sthaLa saMkecane kAraNe keTalAka lekha rahI ! kula dIpaka zrI sUyazizu 45 javA pAmyA che te have pachInA aMkamAM prathama sAbhAra svIkAra zrI abhyAsI 49 ? sthAna ApIzuM lekhake amane daragujara kare. | adhikAra ane pharaja | zrI ujamazI juThalAla zAha 51 * manIorDara ke patravyavahAra karatI vakhate grAhaka naMbara avazya lakhavA. AjanI keLavaNI zrI navina koThArI para ! punarUtthAnanA maMgalamAge kalyANa dara mahinAnI 20 tArIkhe pragaTa - ku. nyAtsanAbena zAha pa3 mAM thAya che. hA....e jIvana dara * navA deza grAhu ke banAvI ApanArane 'kalyANa' zrI navakAra maMtrano camatkAra ! eka varSa kI mekalIzuM. zrI bhadrabhAnu 64 TAITala peja upara mATe phaTAo ke bleke samAcAra sAra zrI saMkalita 73 sArA hoya te ja mokalavA. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abbAsa-- 4. --0 0 u gha Da te pA ne 10074 occ000 - -- - - - - . sattaramA varSanA maMgala prabhAte Daga bharatuM "kalyANa" mAsika, samAjanA sarva kaI sAhityarasika dharmazIla vagaranA zubhAziSonI apekSA rAkhe che. seLa-seLa varSathI jenasamAjanA avAMtara matabhedane gauNa karI, zAsananA prANapraznanI rakSA kAje jeNe dareka rIte zakayuM karyuM che. te "kalyANa" mATe ame kevala ApanA zubhAziSa, sadubhAva tathA sahakAranI prArthanA karIe chIe.' kAgaLa, chApakAma tathA anyAnya sAdhanAnI kAramI meMghavArInA A kAlamAM dara- hA mahine daza pharmA lagabhaganuM vAMcana "kalyANa" samAjanI sevAmAM AvI rahyuM che, te jaina 1 samAjanA keI paNa mAsika, pAkSika ke aThavADika karatAM tenI viziSTatA che, e sava ! kaI kabUlaze ja. gata varSamAM kalyANa 932 pejanuM vAMcana ApyuM ane daramahine TAITala AdinA 4 peja judA : e rIte mahine 10 pharmA uparanuM sAhitya kalyANe samAjanI samakSa dharyuM che. je mATe ame gaurava laIe chIe. sAhitya keTaluM ApyuM? ke keTalA pAnAnuM |. ApyuM? te ja kevala amAre mana mahatvanI hakIkata nathI. ame te nakkara, tAvika che. tathA sAtvika vAMcana, samAjanA zraddhA, saMskAra tathA sAhityanA khapI dhamazIlavarganI che. samakSa dharavA niraMtara sajAga chIe, ne te dizAmAM amAre prayatna cAlu che. ame paripUrNa havAne amAre dave nathI. aneka prakAranI khAmIo amArA je prayatnamAM rahelI che, te sava badala ame sarva keInI kSamAnA atha chIe. sarva keIne " eTaluM jaNAvavAnuM ke, jainazAsananI vaphAdArI, tenI niSThA tathA tenI sevA e amArUM jIvana vrata che. sarva keIne jainazAsananA mUla mAga pratye rUci jAgrata thAya, bahumAna bhAva vadhe, zradhdhA pragaTe, niSThA Ave, te mATe amArA A prayatna che. ne temAM sarva | kaI dharmazIla saMskArIH AtmAonA sahakAranI ame apekSA rAkhIe chIe. chelle amArI eka ja mAMgaNI che, sArA sArA zraddhAzIla saMskArI lekhakonA jema | bane tema surucipUrNa lekhene pracAra karI te dvArA samAjamAM zraddhA, samabhAva, zikSaNa, . . sayama tathA saMskAra poSaka sAhityanA pracAra kAje mathatA "kalyANane jema bane tema vadhu ne vadhu pracAra thAya te rIte sarva keI amane sakAtara ApatA rahe! te AthI paNa aneka rIte "kalyANa"ne samRddha karavAnA amArA manoratho phaLatA rahe! zAsanadeva ! amane saMsAra samastanA maMgala kAje prayatnazIla banavAnA amArA 'mane ratho saphala banAvavAmAM sahAyaka bano! saMsAra samastanuM kalyANa he! tA. 5-3-60 -- ---- -- ---00009 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( anusaMdhAna peja 4nuM cAlu) paMDitajIne ekarAra game teTale prAmANika hoya paraMtu zAsaka pakSanA puTI gayelA parapoTAne pharIvAra jIvate karI zake ema nathI e eka nagna satya che. ane AvA sattAne sAcavI rAkhavAnA ane khAtara zAsaka pakSa AkarAmAM AkarI tapazcaryA jahemata karavA cUkate nathI. paNuM janatAnA pitAnA jIvataranA prazna pratye jAye keI netAne paDI nathI. divase divase meMghavArI vadhatI jAya che ane khuzAmatakhare ene jIvanadhoraNa uce AvyAnuM biruda ApatA jAya che. divase divase bhukhamare vadhatuM jAya che. jIvanathI kaMTALelA aneka naranAranA ApaghAtanI paraMparA sarAtI jatI hoya che. bekArInuM khappara rASTranI kAyA para lAvA pAtharatuM hoya che. ane janAnA gItamAM khavAI gayelA rASTranA AgevAne rema saLagatuM hatuM tyAre nI je mastI mANatA hate evI bhayaMkara mastInA jAma hAthamAM rAkhIne hasatA hoya che! sarahadanA prazna saLagatA ja rahe che. dezamAM pahelAM videzI cAMdAo rUjhAI zakatAM nathI. eka divase dvibhASI thAya che te bIje divase vibhAjananA taraMge nAcatA hoya che. janatAne eka paNa prazna hala thatuM nathI. kayA hala thaze enI kaI kalapanA paNa paNa sAkAra banatI nathI. hAloka pAsethI anya svataMtra rASTro karatAM ye vadhAre karabhAraNa levAmAM Ave che. ane enA badalAmAM lokone zuM maLe che ! . pitAnI jAtane rASTranI zakita mAnI rahelA athavA te potAnA pakSane bhAratane tAraNahAra manAvI rahelA mANase A savAlano javAba kayAre Apaze? eno javAba che nahiM. ene javAba te paDe che. meMghavArInA kAtila adrahAsyamAM! jana-yAtanAonA chUpA kaMdanamAM! dharma ane nItinA pAyA parathI phagaLAI rahelI janatAnI dardanAka cIsamAM ! A tma ka lyA Na mATe ane khI ye ja nA ekAMta, zAMta ane pavitra vAtAvaraNamAM dhamarAdhanA karavAnI suMdara taka che. sarvavirati cAritradharmanA sAdhapUrvaka aMze paNa dezavirati dhamanuM ArAdhana na karavuM ane karAvavuM e A saMsthAne uddeza che. (phakta puruSa mATe ) pAlItANa taLeTInA pavitra vAtAvaraNamAM jIvana suvAsa pragaTAvavA mAsika rU. 40, mAM rahevA tathA jamavAnI uttama sAnukULatA. vizeSa vigata mATe maLe yA lakhe. zrI jaina che. mU. mumukSu zAMtiniketana, talATI, girivihAra pAlItANuM Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vssuests in BkA varSa : 174 aMka 1 phAgaNa 2016 e no ja vA be kayAM che? lekhaka : vaidyarAja zrI mohanalAla cunIlAla dhAmI lokazAhInA pAyA para racAyelI kaI paNa pakSanI sarakAra je lekanAM duHkha dUra A na karI zake athavA konA pAyAnA praznonuM nivAraNa na sAdhI zake athavA sucAru. taMtra nirmANa na karI zake te lekazAhIne hetu kevaLa belavA purate athavA to kAgaLa para ja zobhate heya che. ApaNA lekazAhI taMtranI dazA lagabhaga AvI ja che. jema jema divase jatA jAya tema tema tenA jIvana vyavahAranI muzkelIo vadhatI jAya che, lekenI yAtanAone aMta dekhAtuM nathI. lokonA praznane divase divase jaTila banatA jAya che. ukelanA badale kekaDuM vadhAre gUMcavAtuM jAya che. eka divase khAMDanI achata dekhAtI hoya che te bIje divase anAjanI buma paDatI hoya che. ghI-dUdhanI nadIo vahetI hatI ane Aje pAtALamAM paravArI che. paraMtu ghIdUdhanI nadIo vahevaDAvavAnI vAta karanArAo ja jAye ghI-dUdhanA vinAzane mArga nirmANa karatA hoya che. - divasa uge che ne eka samiti nimAtI hoya che athavA eka niyama ghaDAte ane divasa Athame te pahelAM kAMte eka kAyado ladAta hoya che athavA lokone vadhu lega ApavAnuM AhavAna thatuM hoya che athavA na kara nAcate heya che athavA jene koI kara vadhAre samRddha banate heya che. ane lekenA kalyANamAnA nAme pahelI paMcavarSIya yojanA zarU thaI hatI te pachI Aja bIjI paNa purI thavA AvI che ane trIjI paMcavarSIya yojanAnAM hAlaraDAM gavAvAM zarU thaI cUkyAM che. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahelI paMcavarSIya yojanAe janatAnuM kaI dAridra dUra karyuM nathI. e enI eka sariyAma karuNa niSphaLatA hovA chatAM yejanAne cagAvanArAo athavA sattAdhArI pakSanA khavAse enA guNagAna gAvAmAM jarAye saMkoca rAkhatA nathI ke jarAye kRpaNutA dAkhavatA nathI. ane bIjI paMcavarSIya ejanAnuM pariNAma paNa janatAnA prANane visAme Ape evuM aMzataH dekhAtuM na hovA chatAM sattera jamAtanA khavAso enI bolabAlA chelatA hoya che. ane leke sAme saMoNSapUrvaka jIvavAne pAyAne prazna divase divase vikaTa banate jAya che. garIba vadhAre garIba banatA jAya che. navI rAjAzAhInA khAMdhIyAo vadhu ne vadhu mAladAra banatA jAya che. chatAM samAjavAdI samAja racanAnAM niga dha gulAba bichAvatA jAya che. Ajano zAsaka pakSa eka divase je nirNaya kare che te vaLate ja divase kAMte bhuMsAI jato hoya che, kAM vAsI banI jato hoya che, kAM havAmAM ekAda aTTahAsya je banIne lekenA aMtastalane kaMpAvI jato hoya che. - zAsaka pakSanA khavAso Aja sudhI pakSanI bina AvaDatane DhAMkavA khAtara athavA te niSphaLatA ane anizcita nItine chupAvavA khAtara kemavAda sAme jehAda pikAratA hatA. kemavAdane kanaka cagAvIne lokone judA mAge vALavA prayatna karatA hatA. paraMtu e khuzAmatakhere ane jIlabdha karanArAone parapoTe keralanI cuMTaNI vakhate sAva puTI cUkaye che. sattA prApta karavA khAtara-jenA prANamAM kemavAdanuM tIvra viSa bhareluM che ane jenA cuMTaNInAmAmAM e viSanI khullI jhalaka mukavAmAM Avela che te muslImalIga sAthe saMdhi karIne vibhAjana vakhate bhArate sahelI yAtanAonI krura mazkarI karI nAkhI che. kevaLa sattA prApta karavA khAtara ! " ane vadhAre kamanaziba bInA te e che ke cuMTaNI patyA pachI... zAsaka pakSanAM vijayaduMdubhI vAgyA pachI paMDitajI kahe che ke mane lIganA cuMTaNI nAmAnI khabara ja nahotI! sapheda juThThANAo AvAM ja hoya che. jenA AgevAne mahinAothI keralanI dharatI para patharAyelA paDayA hoya che, jenA bhUtapUrva pramukha keralanI cuMTaNIne samagra tamAze saMcAlita karatA hoya che ane jenA aneka netAo cuMTaNI pracAranI DamarI cagAvavA keralanI dharatI para gayA hoya che, te saMsthAnA agraNIne lIganA cuMTaNI nAmAnI khabara * paNa na paDe e keTaluM aMdhera gaNAya? nAnAmAM nAnI vAtanI khabara paDe ane meTAmAM moTI vAta AMkha sAme na Ave! | anusaMdhAna peja 2 jI ) Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ EsattaramA varasanAM mAMgalika vacana= pU. munirAja zrI nityAnavijyajI mahArAja se kahesUNe sahu, samakti anupama cAna, grahaNa kare je bhavijana, pahece pada kalyANa. 1 { ttattA kahe taravAra grahI, sajaja thAo sau Aja moharipune haNane, pAme kalyANa rAja. 2 * kahe che sAMbhaLe, rati arati bhaya zeka; Sa ItyAdi TALatAM, kalyANa kelI thaka. 3che. mA kahe che mAnavI, mamatA meha nivAra; mAyAne dUra kare, kalyANane nahi vAra. 4 1 te vAte vade, vaira virodha vaMTaLa; vADI nAkhe tame, kalyANanA raMgaroLa. pa| ja kahe che jIvane, kara Atama ujamALa dharma kara zubha bhAvathI, te kalyANa rasALa. 6 sa kahe che sAnamAM, durlabha che jina dharma maLe che bahu punyathI, sAdhe kalyANa zama. 7 nA kahe karaze nahi, niMdA ne nIca kAma, gAo guNa guNI taNAM, kalyANanA nahi dAma. 8 , | mA kahe che dhanya A, manuSya bhava mahAranuM pramAda je kare nahi, te kalyANanuM dvAra. 9 gaga te gaMbhIra che, gaye kAla anaMta saMyamane sAdhA vinA, kalyANa kema sAdhata. 10 li kahe che lebAzamAM, lahI saMyama bharapUra, niraticAre pALatAM, thAze kalyANa sabUra. 11 : kako kahe kApi tame kAma-krodhanA de; samatA ge Adara, kalyANa cAre kera. 12 vi kahe vahelA uThI, karo parameSThi dhAna; je Iccho te sapaje, nitya hove kalyANa. 13 ca kahe che jIvane, sAMbhaLajo hita kAja, rAkI caMcala cittane, caDho kalyANane pAja. 14 ane kahe che jIvane, cAritra manohAra nitya Anada sevatAM, kalyANa hArohAra. 15 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sukhaHkhanI caka<><<<$ pU. munirAja zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja jIvanamAM hAne paNa niyama, thoDI paNa sAdI samajaNa kevI rIte lAbhadAyI thAya che? te hakIktane AlekhatI guNadattanI kathAne bIjo hapta "kalyANanA 10mA aMkamAM prasidhdha thayela, tenA anusaMdhA namAM tene trIjo hapate ahiM prasidhdha thAya che, je A aMke pUrNa thAya che. ujainI nagarInA saghaLA loko Aje nagarazeTha premadatta zeThanI putrI zAMtAnA pati che. AnaMdamAM che. kemake Aje guNadatta zeTha AvI kanakadattane paNa te vakhate khabara paDI ke mArA rahyA che. ane temane nagaramAM khuda rAjA pite sADhubhAI che. praveza karAvavAnA che. sAmaiyu rAjasabhAmAM utaryuM tyAM moTI sabhA gAmegAmamAM guNadattanI je kIti phelAtI bharAI. te vakhate guNadarane ghaNI rakama dAnamAM hatI. te ujajenI nagarIne rAjAe paNa sAMbhaLI ApI. avasare pragaTa karavA mATe kanakadattane hatI. temane khabara maLI hatI ke amuka divase gupta vezamAM pitAnA mitra tarIke rAkhela che. guNadatta zeTha ujajenI Ave che. AthI rAjAe pachI rAjAe Apela suMdara mahelamAM mukAma AkhA nagaramAM DhaMDhero pITAvI khabara ApyA karyo, zAMtA AvI. bane maLyA. pravAsanI badhI hatA. tethI vahelI savArathI sau utsAhita thaI vAta karI, pArasamaNi manyAnI paNa vAta karI. gayA hatA. A zAMtAe paNa potAnI hakikata jaNAvI, chevaTe zAMtA jhuMpaDImAM rahetA gAmanA bALakane kahyuM ke mArA pitAjIne rAjAe keda karyo che sArA sArA saMskAra pADatI hatI. ane bhaNAvatI ane badhI milkata japta karI che. keda karavAnuM hatI. AthI gAmamAM zAMtAnI paNa sArI nAmanA kAraNa jaNAvyuM ne kahyuM "mArA pitAne Apa thaI hatI.. keI upAye choDAve te mane ghaNo AnaMda thAya." zAMtA paNa potAnA patine maLavA utkaMThita gaNadatta, bIje divase savAre rAjA pAse thaI rahI che. nAnA bALakone sAthe laIne sAmaiyuM jaI badhI vAta karI ane kahyuM ke "temanI have jevA ujajaina AvI eka sthaLe ubhI rahI che. lImAM tapAsa karo, te satya vAtanI khabara rAjyanI tamAma sAmagrIthI yukta sAmaiyuM paDe. AvA sajjana zeTha tamAruM apamAna kare nagara bahAra jaI. guNadatta zeThane hAthI upara e asaMbhavita che. utAvaLanA ge bhUla thaI besADI nagaramAM praveza karAve che. tyAM zAMtA gaI lAge che. che tyAM sAmaiyuM AvatA zAMtAthI ekadama rAjAe turata mANasa mokalI zeThanI have. - lAI gayuM ke "nAtha. guNadatta paNa zAMtAne lInI tapAsa karAvI. te zeThanA zayana khaMDamAM zadhI rahyo hato zAMtAne khabara mekalAvavI palaMga nIcethI eka paDikuM nIkaLyuM tenA upara rahI gaI hatI. tenA vicAramAM hatuM tyA lakhyuM hatuM ke "rAjAnA putrajanma prasaMge bheTa zAMtAne avAja kAne paDaye ane zAMtAne paNa mANasee paDikuM laIne rAjAne ApyuM. rAjAne hAthI upara besADavAmAM AvI. ghaNe ke pazcAttApa thaye. nirdoSa zeThane meM herAna A prasaMga banatAM lekene utsAha vadhI karyA. turata zeThane mAna sahita kArAgAramAMthI gaye. saune khabara paDI ke A te ApaNuM . mukta karI pitAnI pAse lAvavA hukama karyo. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : kalyANa : mArca, 1960 : 7 : DIvAramAM zeThane mAna sahita rAjA pAse pAmyA. ane te mATe sArAmAM sArI taiyArI lAvavAmAM AvyA. rAjAe pitAthI pAse besADI, karAvI. mAphI ApI. ane kahyuM ke "A sajjana pu- yogya samaye sau jamavA besI gayA. sau SanA pratApe tame chuTI zakyA che." guNadattazeThanA ghaNA vakhANa kare che. jamIne sau zAMtA paNa tyAM paradAmAM hAjara hatI. guNa- divAnakhAnAmAM beThA (kanakadattanuM nAma kanakasiMha dara IsAra karyo eTale turata bahAra AvI rAkheluM hatuM). saue ekabIjAnI AbhAravidhi senAnA udaro pitAnA caraNamAM mUkI, page karI guNadatta zeThanI AgaLa bheTazuM mukayuM. lAgIne belI he pitAzrI ! ApanI AzISanA rUDA pratApa. je mUele uMdara dIkarIne sAsaravA , guNada te bheTaNAne svIkAra karatAM kahyuM ke samAM tame ApyuM hatuM. te vakhate karelI mArI ne ""maNibhadra zeThane tyAM huM eka bALaka tarIke Avyo chuM. teo mArA pUjanIya ane vaDIla pratijJA Aje pUrNa karU chuM ane ApanA che. teoe mAruM svAgata karI je AbhAra karyo AzIrvAda mAMgu chuM. che, te badala huM paNa eka evI vastu ApavA premadattazeTha zAMtAne joI camakyA. pite mAMguM chuM ke jethI zeTha maNibhadra tathA mAtuzrI rAjasabhAmAM zaramiMdA paDI gayA. rAjAe - puSpAvatInA hRdayane AnaMda thaze uparAMta maMgakhUlAso karyo. "A sajajanapurUSa eja tamArA LAbenane te atyaMta AnaMda thaze." . jamAI che, ke je vakhate tamArA tyAM corI karavA . AvyA hatA. guNadatta zeThanA zabdo sAMbhaLI sau zAMta thayA. premadattazeTha putrI ane jamAIne joI ghaNA - zI vastu Ape che te jANavA sau itejAra banI khuzI thayA. ane bolyA ke putrI! tuM ghaNuM ja gayA. tyAM guNada-te kahyuM ke "kanakasiMha uTha, - tamAre banAvaTI veza dUra kare ane tamArA bhAgyavatI che. tArA bhAgyame tane A pati prApta thaye. kharekhara kamanuM karyuM ja thAya che, mAtA-pitAne page lAgo. e vAta mArA hRdayamAM jacI che. tarata ja kanakasiMha u thaI banAvaTI veza sau AnaMdapUrvaka rahevA lAgyA. mAtra maMgaLA dUra karI mAta-pitAne page lAgatA be ke udAsIna che. kemake tenA pati kanakadattanA kaMI pitAjI-maNibhadra zeTha camakayAjUe che te samAcAra nathI. ( pitAne ja putra kanakadara ghaNuM lAMbA TAIme maLe tethI ekadama harSita thaI gayA. * guNadarate maMgaLAne kahyuM ke "AvatI kAle e tArA sasarAne tyAM ame jamavA AvazuM. tuM tArA A prasaMgathI vAtAvaraNa ghaNuM suMdara banI sasarAne khabara Apaje" gayuM saune AnaMda ane saMtoSa thaye. maMgaLa bolI, "aho amArA ahebhAgya. guNadarate eka moTI havelI rAkhI temAM rahe Apa jevA sajajana ziromaNinA pagalA che. tathA eka dAnazALA khelI che temAM je kaMI amArA ghera jyAMthI thAya? mArA sasarA paNa nirAdhAra hoya temanI sArI baradAsta karavAmAM Apane AmaMtraNa ApavAne vicAra karI rahyA Ave che. dAna paNa eTaluM Ape che ke lenAre che. paNa Apa meTA mANasa eTale teTaluM dhAryuM paNa na hoya. guNadattazeTha pitAne tyAM jamavA AvavAnA eka vakhate traNa puruSa ane strIo, tadana e samAcArathI maNibhadra zeTha khUba AnaMda melA kapaDA, bhUkhathI peTa aMdara pesI gayeluM, Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 8: sukhaduHkhanA caka : nirAdhAra dazAvALA tyAM dAna levA AvyA. A sArI vAnagIo banAvI cAMdInA tAsamAM vakhate guNadatta pite dAna ApavA beThe hato. pIrasI che, gurudattane khAvA khUba Agraha kare AvanAramAMthI moTA puruSe AjIjIbharI che. te vakhate guNuda te manamAM vicAryuM: "A cAcanA karI. bhajana mane nathI maLatA paNa A dhana-lahamIne che. bena saMgAIne bhAInI ke lahamInI ?" chatAM guNadattane avAja paricita lAge. dhArI -joyuM te pitAnA bhAIo ja hatA. turata guNa gaMbhIratAthI te mauna rahe che bene pUrvanI datta ubhe thai temanA page lAgyuM. ane be hakIkata yAda AvatAM bhAInI kSamA mAMgI. ke "zuM ApanI AvI dazA? have Apa kaMI guNadarate bena bhANIyA vagerene ghaNI kiMmatI ciMtA karaze nahi. A badhuM tamArUM che. surata vastuo ApI, ane vidAya thaye. . nekarane kahyuM ke "tArI bAIne turata ahIM kla. jaMgalamAM maLelA laMgaDAne paNa sArUM sthAna zAMtA AvI eTale guNadarate kahyuM ke "tArI rahevA ApyuM ane tenI sevA karavA nekara Ape tathA ghaNuM dhana ApyuM. mAtA tulya jeThANuo ane tArA pitA tulya vaDIlene page lAgI AzIrvAda le. ane badhAne guNadatta kaMcanapuramAM AnaMdapUrvaka khUba makAnamAM laI jaI barAbara sAravAra kara." sAhyabI bhegave che. lAkha karoDa rUpiyAnuM dAna kare che. chevaTe moTA bhAIone gharane kArabhAra gharamAM laI jaI tamAma pezAka badalAvI soMpI pote saMyamajIvanane svIkAra karI suMdara vastra ane hIrA-motInA dAgInA paheravA AtmAnuM zreya sAthuM. ApyA, bhAIo devaleka je vaibhava joIne tAjuba thayA. traNe bhAIo tathA bhAbhIoe pUrva bhavamAM dAna karatAM kaMIka bhAvanI guNadattanI kSamA mAMgI kahAM ke hAthamAMthI laI vizuddhi ochI hoya ke vilaMbe dAna karyuM hoya jAya paNa bhAgyamAMthI kaI laI jatuM nathI. te bIjA bhavamAM tuTaka lamI maLe che, AvIne Aje pratyakSa joyuM." potAnI AvI sthiti kevI keTaleka samaya cAlI jAya ane pAchI maLe. rIte thaI te badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. hadayano puNyAnubaMdhI puNya je hoya che, to maLelI bhAra haLavo karyo. lakSmIne sadupayega thAya che. uparAMta bhAgomAM Asakita nahi thatAM tene tyAga karI AtmAnuM have sau AnaMdapUrvaka, saMpUrvaka rahe che. kalyANa sAdhI zake che. eka divasa kaMcanapura khabara mokalAvI. kaMcanapura nagaramAM dhamasena rAjAne khabara ahIM guNadate je puNya kareluM temAM kaI paDI eTale guNadattane pitAnA rAjyamAM teDAvI khAmInA lIdhe keTaleka TAIma rakhaDapaTTI thaI. temanI badhI milkata temane se pI dIdhI. " paNa aMte pitAnuM AtmakalyANa sAdhyuM. sau keI pitAne maLelI sAmagrIne paropakAramAM have guNadatta pitAnI benane maLavA gaye. sadupayega karI AtmakalyANa sAdhe eja A vakhate baMne bhAInuM khUba sanmAna karyuM, zubhecchA. kemake Aje bhAI mahAdhanavAna hatA. sArI ka jIlyA Na koI Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM ane ame zrI maphatalAla saMghavI hu' e evA zabda che ke je AtmAne svAmUDha banAvI bhavabhramaNa karAve che; jyAre ame' e jIvananI unnatinu maMgala seApAna che; e hakIkata TuMMkI paNa svaccha zailIye ahiM lekhaka rajU kare che. saMsAra pApaghara banI jAya, jyAre AtmaniSpanna bhAvanAvALA dhadhAma, vizvamAM jema AkAza raheluM che, tema mAnavImAM icchA rahelI che. eTale tenA niAdha zakaya nathI, paNa rUpAMtara zakaya che. 'huM sukhI thA" ne badale * ame badhAM sukhI thaIe,' te icchAnuM rUpAMtara. bhAvanA tenuM nAma. 'hu" jAya tAja 'ame' Ave. jayAM sudhI mAnavInA jIvana upara'hu" nuM varcasva kAyama rahe, tyAM sudhI 'ame' ne praveza na thaI zake. 'hu" ne bahAra kADhavA mATe mAnavIe peAtAnA AtmA tarapha lakSya ApavuM joie. AtmA taraphanuM lakSya keLavavA mATe AtmAthI puruSonA saMga karavA joIe. Atmahitakara satzAstronA abhyAsa viveka, dhIraja ane khaMta pUrvaka karavA joIe. Atmahitakara satpravRttiemAM racyApacyA rahevuM joIe. jyAM jyAM anAtmabhAvanuM vastra hoya tyAM tyAM javAnu khaMdha karavuM joIe. rAtanA chellA prahare jAgIne 'hu kANu chu ?' kyAMthI Avye ?' 'mArU svarUpa kevu` che ?' mArU zuM dhyeya che ?" tatsaMbaMdho UMDuM ciMtana pratyeka vivekI ane sajAga mAnave karavu joie. te ciMtananA prabhAvathI 'hu" nI Atmapradeza uparanI pakaDa DhIlI paDe che ane vANI, vicAra ane vartananA eka vizva tarapha vaLe che. vizvanA jIvamAtranA maoNMgala tarapha DhaLe che. sUryAM vihANA aMdhakAra jevu IcchAnu svarUpa che. bhAvanAne zarahanI pUrNimA sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya. IcchAmAM dehabhAvanI mAtra du"dha hoya. bhAvanAmAM vizvakalyANunI surabhi, IcchAvALA icchA svAnI sakhI che bhAvanA AtmAnI. icchAnA paridha zarIra jeTalA hAya, zarIra pUrato hoya. bhAvanAnA sasAravyApI, IcchA pApamAM prere, bhAvanA puNyamAM. IcchA AkhA jagatanI Rddhi-sidhdhine potAnA caraNeAmAM vAMcyuM, bhAvanA AkhAM jaMgatane peAtAnI AtmasamRdhdhi vaDe ajavALe. IcchAnA aMta na hAya, bhAvanA bhavabhramaNu TALe. IcchA vakare eTale rAjye ujADe, bhAvanAnA vikAsa dha'nu' teja khIlave. IcchA mAnavIne maTa paNa banAve ane mAtelA sAMDha paNu. bhAvanAmAMthI janme bhavya mAnavA. IcchAnI cAla sadA avaLI ja hoya. bhAvanAnI sadA sIdhI. icchA jaDane ArAdhe. bhAvanA AtmAne. icchAnI pUrtimAMthI uge paga IcchA ja. bhAvanAmAMthI pragaTe bhavya bhAva icchA mATe bhAge pazumAM ghara khAMdhe bhAvanA AmatraNanI rAha jue. matalaba ke IcchA pazutA hoya tyAM hoya ja. bhAvanAne zubhanA ciMtana dvArA khelAvavI paDe. IcchAnA zvAsa eTale Ata dhyAna, ucchavAsa eTale raudradhyAna. bhAvanA sadA dharmadhyAna lIna rahe. tapAvelA lADhAnI putaLIne sparzI karavAthI je vedanA thAya che tenA karatAM zata gaNI vadhu vedanA je bhavyAtmAne icchAne sparzavAthI thatI Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhujInAM biMbanI AkRti tathA paMcatIrthI | zrI nemidAsa abhecaMda zAha-keTa, muMbaI prabhujInA biMbanI mukhyatve je be AkRti hoya che, tene aMge temaja paMcatIthIne aMge je kAMI rahasya raheluM che. tenI vicAraNA lekhake ahiM karI che. Ane aMge te saMbaMdhI vizeSajJo jaNAvavA jevuM avazya jaNAve! zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanI pratimAjInI be upara AdIzvarajI dAdA, zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAna jAtanI AkRti hoya che, eka te DAbA paga upara Adi parikara sahita tathA moTe bhAge dhAtunA jamaNo paga ane DAbA hAtha upara jamaNe paMcatIrthI hoya che. temAM pAMca bhagavAna bIrAhAtha rAkhI paryakAsane beThelA. * jamAna che, tethI paMcatIrthI kahevAya che, te A bIjI AkRti khaDjha jema ubhuM hoya tema pramANe che. khaDvAsane ubhelA. A pramANe be ja AkRti che. pahelA avana, janma, dIkSA, kevaLa, ane have te AkRtinA kAraNe vicArIe. mekSa te pAMcakalyANaka pUjake pAMce bhagavAnane eka eka TIlI karatA pAMca kalyANakanA nAma ra4 tIrthakaramAMthI 3 tIrthakara bhagavAna zrI bolavAthI pa0-75 varSanA vatamAna khALIyAmAM AdIzvara bhagavAna zrI neminAthajI tathA zrI rahele AtmA bhAvathI pAMce kalyANakanI ArAmahAvIra svAmI ema traNa tIrthakaro beThA beThA dhanA karI zake che. pakAsane mekSe gayA che tathA 21 tIrthaMkare bIjuM kASabhadeva-zAMtinAtha-nemanAtha-pAzvaubhA ubhA khagrAsane mekSe gayA che. tema nAtha ane mahAvIra svAmIne TIlI karatA saptaviMzati sthAna granthamAM lakhela che. belatA javuM 24 tIrthakaramAM A pAMca tIrtha prabhujInI A chellAmAM chellI avasthAnI karanA vakhatamAM vizeSa zAsanane udyota thayela AkRti che, eTale avagAhanAnA hisAbe tIrtha che. purA kalyANakadanI pahelI thAya tathA karanA siddhamAM rahelA che hAla paNa te ja ava- nAtramAM A pAMcane pahelI kusumAMjalI Ave gAhanAmAM birAjamAna che eTale arihaMta ane che. pachI vIsa jiNuMdanI Ave che. simbanuM eka ja AkRtithI dhyAna dharI zakAya che. trIjuMAbu, aSTApada, giranAra, sametaarihaMtanI chelI AkRti uparAMta prabhujI sama zikhara, zatruMjaya A pramANe pAMca nAmanuM vasaraNamAM paNa paryakAsane birAjamAna hoya smaraNa karatAM javuM ne TIlI karatAM javAthI eka che. AthI belIye chIye ke "prabhu beThA sohe sama veMtane paga ekaja jagyAe ubhe hoya ne vasaraNa bhagavaMta. pAMce tIrthanI pUjA thAya che. A pramANe prabhujInI AkRtinI tathA paMcatIthInI samaja have paMcatIrtha eTale zuM? meM pU. gItArtha gurudevanA paricayathI meLavela upara be AkRti jANyA pachI ApaNe paMca che. chatAM AmAM mArI kAMI skUlanA thatI hoya tIthI eTale zuM te vicAra karIye. sidhdhAcalajI te pU.pAda AcAryadeve mane mArgadarzana Ape ! hoya, te TuMka samayamAM "huM" para vijaya meLa- "huM" nA anAdinA tIvratama baMdhanamAMthI vIne "ame mAM viharI zake. | mukta thavA mATe traNeya lekanA pratyeka jIvane bahu pragaTAve dehabhAvane "ame mAMthI pragaTe "huM" paNAmAMthI sarvathA mukta evA zrI vItarAga sarvAtmabhAva. bhagavaMtanuM zAsana maLe. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAyAna saMju jhAjha! -- zrI priyadarzana saMsAramAM anaMta duHkhonI ghaTamALAnuM kAraNa keIpaNa heya te krodhAdi cAra kaSAyo che. kaSAyonI viSamatA tathA tenI bhayaMkaratA samajAvatI A lekhamALA kalyANanA vAcako svasthaciro vAce, vicAra! (lekhAMka 3 ) enuM mana, enI vANI ane enuM vartana guMthAI ( gatAMkathI cAlu) javAthI, guNasamRddhinI prApti karavA pAchaLa te zreSTha.....uttama kulIna' A vAsanAnI taddana bedarakAra bane che. guNIyala AtmAothI anubhUti ane abhivyakita te abhimAnanuM te vega ne vegaLe rahe che. are enI daSTie bIjuM rUpaka che. keI guNIyala AtmA ja dekhAtuM nathI hote ! aMtarapradeze sutelI A vAsanAne keTalAMka e jene jue che tene deSayukta ja jue che ! bAhya AlaMbane DhaDhaLe che ane e vAsanA doSanI bhUmikAethI karAtuM darzana kadI paNa saphALI jAgrata banI uThe che. guNagrAhI banI zakAtuM nathI. duniyAnI kaIka vibhUti jyAre manuSyane kALA gogalsa paherIne kasatuM vastudarzana vArasAmAM maLatI AvatI hoya che athavA to vastune zveta aMza grahI zakatuM nathI. kuTuMbanA aneka sa vizvanI..dezanI samAjanI A deSa dRSTithI thatuM deSadazana bhayaMkara ucca padavIo ne uMcA sanmAnane pAtra bane rAkSasI che. darzana mujaba jIvana, hRdaya, aMtaHtyAre pelI vAsanA manuSyanA AcaraNamAM, karaNanuM ghaDatara thAya che. darzana deSa bhareluM haze vANImAM ane vicAramAM mUtimatI bane che! eTale jIvana doSathI bharAI javAnuM! keTalIka veLA to pUrvanAM parAkrame, pachI e AtmA doSenA sahAre ja potAnuM satkAryo, kIrti pratiSThA vagere para vartamAnane ucca vyakitatva pragaTa karavA mATe prayatnazIla mAnavI kulAbhimAnane dhAraNa karate hoya che. bane che. pariNAma e AvIne ubhuM rahe che ke bhale te parAkramane, satkAryone ke kItiprati. te guNethI dUra-sudUra paDI jAya che. ane ThAne vAraso te na sAcavI zakato hoya! doSa, kusaMskAre tenAmAM daDha banI jAya che. bake evAM AcaraNano bhoga baneluM hoya che je manuSyajIvanamAM kusaMskArane dene ke je vAstavamAM tenuM adhaHpatana ja karatAM hoya teDavA mATe mahAna puruSArtha karavAno che, te che. nathI hotuM tevuM rUpasaundarya, baLavattA, manuSyajIvanamAM ne ane kusaMskArane daDha jJAna-vijJAna, atitIvaNatA ke zIlasuvAsa! karavAmAM rapacce rahe che. keTalAka manuSya kulanI vizALa mAnava je taLAvanA ghATe pANI dvArA vastrane dhoIne saMkhyA para gauravane dhAraNa karatA dekhAya che! ujjavala banAvavAnuM hoya te ja taLAvanA A vAsanAnI jAgRtimAM manuSyanI AMkhomAM ghATe besI kAdava dvArA vastrane adhika malIna khUmArInI lAlAza taravaratI dekhA de che! vANI banAvavAmAM Ave che? dvArA te pitAthI nIcenI kakSAnA puruSa pratye malIna vastra dvArA manuSya saMsAramAM jema tiraskAra, avagaNanA, asabhyatA vyakta kare che. kIrtisukhane bhAgI nathI banato, te bhalA! ane pitAthI adhika kakSAnA jIvAtmAo pratye malIna AtmA dvArA jIva paramasukhane bhAgI irSyA, aNagamo, TheSa dhAraNa karate phare che. banI zakaze kharo? ane A rIte pitAnA kulAbhimAnanI rakSAmAM ane guNasamRddhi vinA, jagatanI samakSa Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14: kaSAyAna saMtRNu prANa : mAhA ADaMbarathI, abhimAnathI gAyelA tamArA kaI tamArA kulanI niMdA kare, tamArI sanmukha kulanA guNagAna, te jagata sAMbhaLIne tamArA ke bIjAnI sanmukha; te tame kadI ya sAmI para satyavAdI harizcandra tarIke vizvAsa mUkI, tenA kulanI niMdA karavA tUTI na paDatA he? tamArAM vadhAmaNAM karaze, ane e dvArA tame thoDuMka haiyA dharaje. kRtakRtya banI jaze, evI bhramaNanI AMdhImAM jeNe tamArA kulanI niMdA karI hoya, tenA te nathI aTavAtA ne? kalanI tame ekAdavAra prazaMsA karI juo, A sanAtana satyane tame kadi na bhUle, ke tenA meDhe nahi te bIjAnA meMDha. tame tamArA mukhe tamArAM kulanAM guNa gAo, tamArI te karelI prazaMsAnA paDaghA jarUra mahattA vadhAre....e bilakula zobhatuM nathI. pelA tamArA niMdakanA kAne paDaze. je enAmAM juone, tamArI ja samakSa huM AvIne, mANasAIne di A che Ache paNa jalate mArA kulanI piTa bharIne guNakathA gAuM, ane haze te te pitAnI adhamatA para dhikAra sAthe sAthe tamArI halakAI paNa raju karuM, tame Apaze. mane premabharyA hadaye AvakAraze ke mananI kadAca, enA para dhArI asara na thAya, te kaThora thappaDa dvArA dhikkAraze? paNa bIjA seMkaDo ziSTajanamAM tamArI uttamavaLI, jo tame sadAcAraniSTha che, pavitra- tAnI umadA kadara thaze ja. tAnA pathe che, AtmAbhimukha che te evA hA, jyAre tamArI lekamukhe khUba prazaMsA vyartha kulAbhimAnanuM zuM prayojana che? thavA mAMDe tyAre tame e prazaMsAnA pukhethI tame kamaLa bane, bhramare tamArI AsapAsa dabAI na jAo tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje ! "puSpa guMjArava karatA ja raheze ! te paramAtmAnA caraNe ja zobhe... mArA jevA - kamaLane bhramarane belAvavA, AkarSavA temanI anaMta karmonA bhoga banelA, kusaMskArathI pAse jaI potAnI baDAI hAMkavI paDatI nathI. malIna banelA jIvana para na zobhe. A uttama tame pavitratAnA satkAyanA paMthe Age baDhatA bhAvanAne sadA smaraNapathamAM rAkhaje. ane cale ! jagata tamArA kulanAM guNagAnane guMjA- prazaMsAnA zravaNathI aLagA raheje. rava vizvamAM karatuM thaI jaze! zuM tame nathI jANatA ke svakulanI prazaMeka raste tamAre jANave che? sAnA zravaNamAM marici je guNIyala AtmA e raste cAlyA jAo! tamArA kulanI paNa mAga bhUlyuM hatuM. gADha pApakamane bAMdhI prazaMsA thai samaje ! gaye hatuM? tame tamArAthI uMcA ane nIcA bIjAnA bhagavAna AdIzvara pAse bharata cakravartInuM kulanI prazaMsA karavA mAMDe. bIjAnA kulanA javuM, "bhAvi tIrthakarane jIva ahIM keI che guNAnuvAda cAlu kare ! ke nahi e pUchavuM. bhagavAnanuM vIsamA tIrthakaranA jIva tarIke ane prathama vAsudeva - AnI jAduI asara thAya che ke nahi, te tarIke maricinuM nAma sUcavavuM. svaputranuM nAma tame zraddhAthI prayoga karIne pachI kahejo! sAMbhaLI cakravartInuM harSathI camakavuM ! maricinI ATaluM karyA pachI, emAM saphaLatA maLyA pAse AvI bharata traNa pradakSiNA daI vAMde che pachI eka bIjuM pagaluM AgaLa bharaje. maricine veSa hate tridaMDIne, tethI kahe che Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : kalyANu : mArca, 1960 : 15 'tame ceAvIsamA tIrthaMkara thazeA. ethI tIthaMkara haNI nAMkhavAnI tamArI manedazA zuM mAlAtarIke huM tamane vAMdu chuM.' saranI che? paNa 'huM tIthaMkara thaIzva. huM prathama vAsu deva thaiza ' A abhimAnanI lAgaNIe tene uzkeryAM. teNe nRtya karavA mAMDayuM! vizvanI traNe ucca padavIe mArA kulane maLI! mArU kuLa uttama ! prathama tIrthaMkara mArA dAdA, prathama caka vartI mArA pitA ane prathama vAsudeva huM thaza! 'banne ne uttama jIm / ' A garvanI lAgaNInA AvegamAM temaNe evu ' * nIca gAtra' ka` khAMdhyu ke je bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA bhavamAM uDDaya A yuM! nIcakulamAM avataryAM. kaheA tA, kulAbhimAna karIne temaNe AlekaparalokamAM zu kalyANa sAdhyu ? bhale tame vidhimukhe na kheAlatA hA ke-huM uttama kuLavALA chuM." paratu aMtaramAM rahelI svenI vAsanA-bhUtAvaLa ja bhayaMkara che. eTale jyAre kAI tamArI sAme AvIne kahe che 'tame nIcakuLanA lAgeA che.' te sAMbhaLIne tamArU citta e vAta kabulI le che? nA! e tA aTa pratikAra kare che. 'huM nIca kuLanA nahi. nIcakuLanA tuM, huM tA uttama kuLaneA. Ama niSedhamukhe tame tamArI pelI duSTa vAsanAne bahAra lAvA che. tame kadAca kaheze. 'ame amArI uttamatA kaI parameSThinI AgaLa nathI gAtA, paraMtu duniyAnA ane tuccha manuSyanI samakSa amArI sAcavIe chIe.' tame zuM bhUlI gayA ke tamArI pAchaLa rahelA zivayAtrAnA yAtrikA pratye tamArI rItabhAta saujanyasuzAlita ane snehasabhara joize? e rItabhAta haze te ja tamArI yAtrikA-parameSThiAnA anugraha tame jhIlI zakavAnA. AgaLanA nahitara....tame bhramaNAnI dhULamAM ragadoLAI javAnA. tame samajatA haze| ke 'ame parameSThine anusarIe chIe. paramapadane prApta karI laIzuM.' vAra che. thalI jA ! kabula che! chatAM tamane amArA eka prazna che. 'tame tamArI mahattA sAcave. paNa e mahattAnI jALavaNI karavA jatAM vizvanA phrAI paNa prANInI mahattAne mathI nAMkhavAnI vRtti pravRtti caiAgya che? bIjAnI uttama hayAtIne prayANumAM je pAchaLa ja joyA kare. manane pAchaLamAM ja vyagra kare te AgaLa na dhapI zake eTalu ja nahi, maLelA sAcA sathavAra cAhyA jAya. peAte udhe raste caDhI jAya. ane jo e udhe raste Adarela prayANu tha'bhAvavAmAM na Ave ne cAlyA ja karAya te pariNAma e Avaze ke eka divasa tame parameSThiene paNa bhAMDatAM acakAze nahi ! kAraNa ke avaLI keDIe tame kAI bhaya kara aTavImAM pahoMcavAnA, lAga 'tamArI bhUlanuM e pariNAma che.' e hakikata tamArI bhramaNA tamane nahi mAnavA de.. e te zikhavaze ke 'A, parameSThienI pUMThe cAlyA te A duHkhanI DALImAM hAmAyA.' lebhAgu AtmabhUmimAMthI kulAbhimAnanI mahattANIne kAcI nAMkhe. ane laghutAnI bhAvanAne khAdIne jagADA. te mATe A eka ja anuci'tanane mArge cAleA. ucca ke nIca kula e karmonI bheTa-sajA che. jene kula UMcuM maLyu che tene karmInI bheTa che. jene kula nIcuM maLyuM che, tene kamanI sajA che! kanI jene bheTa maLI che, te jo abhimAnI Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manana ane ciMtana DokaTara zrI vallabhadAsa neNazIbhAi-meArI keTalIka mananIya ane vizeSa citanIya vicAradhArA ke je AtmAne saMskArI, zAMta tathA nivikArI nAvavAmAM sahAyaka tathA preraka ane tema che; tevI sadvicAradhArA lekhakazrIe saMkSipta noMdhA dvArA saMgRhIta karI che, je kramazaH yathAvakAza ahiM prasiddha thatI raheze. mAnasika bhAvA, vicAro, tathA kriyAnA zarIra para AchA vadhatA pramANamAM mATe prabhAva paDe che. kAmanA vicArathI pAgalapaNuM napuMsaktA, mIThI pezAba ane pramehanA roganA bhAga thavu paDe che. viSAda, bhaya ane nirAzAnA vicArothI azakita, kaMpavA, anidrA, mAthAnA duHkhAvA Adi thaI Ave che. krodhanA vicArothI, kharajavuM, kuSTa, manane pratikULa kArya thavAthI duHkha thAya che, paNa te ajJAna che. ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArane hRdaya-vivekarUpI prakAzathI dUra karavA joie. prabhunI dareka prakAranI bhaktine maMgalamaya jANI pratikULatAmAM prabhunI vizeSa kRpAno anubhava karI khUba prasannatA rAkhavI. rAga Adi thai Ave che. lebanA vicArAthI apaco, peTanA vyAdhi, lIvaranu zUla Adi vyAdhie thai Ave che, evI rIte anyAnya kuvicArothI judA judA roga utpanna thAya che ane vadhe che. aja mujaba zama, krama, titikSA, kSamA, tyAga, bhagavAna upara zradhdhA AtmAnI nitya pUrNatA, nirAmayatA ane amaratAnA vicArathI roga nAza thavAnI sAthe sArI svasthatA prApta thAya che. ApaNuM kartavya samajI nitya-niraMtara niSkAmabhAvathI zradhdhAbhaktipUrvaka vItarAga ane che te ka bheTa chInavI lai tene bhayAnaka sajA kare che. paramAtmAnuM bhajana, dhyAna, pUjA-pATha, stuti, prArthanA Adi karavA, bhajana-dhyAna na thaI zake te mRtyune najadIka ane samayane amUlya samajI manamAM sAcuM duHkha ane sAce pazcAttApa thavA joIe tathA AtmakhAranI IcchAne khUba tIvra banAvavI joie. ane jene zuddha Atmatva pragaTAvavu che, teNe teA kane ja zatru samajavAnA che. pachI zatrunI UMcI bheTa para paNa evArI jAya kharI? e te enI uMcI bheTamAM zatrunI bheDhI jALanAM dRna kare ! emAM haragIjha sAya nahi.' saMsAramAM Asakata rahevAthI tareha-tarehanA saMkalpa-vikalpa thayA kare che. saMsArane nAzavaMta, kSaNabhaMgura ane anitya samajI emAMthI vairAgya Avavo joie. aDa, huM chuM evI bhAvanAnuM kAraNa ajJAna che, jeneA nAza jJAnathIja thaI zake che. adhyAtma viSayaka jJAna mATe satsaMga karavA joie. madhana AtmA svayaM paramAtmA che, paNa pudgala saMganA kAraNe viSayabhogano AzAthI potAnA zudhdha svarUpane bhUlIne jIvabhAva aMgIkAra karI le che. draSTAMta tarIke jyAre bhajana karavA mANusa bese che tyAre thALI sthULa zarIranI pAse rAkhe che. hAthathI koLIyA uThAvI meDhAmAM nAMkhe che. dAMta cAvavAnuM kAma kare che. jIbha svAdanA anubhava kare che. prANu tRptinA anubhava kare che. ane mana-budhdhi samasta kriyAnA AnaMda luMTe che. AtmA taTastha rUpathI A Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : kalyANa mArca 1960 : 17 badhuM dekhe che. pratidina mana-budhine AnaMda- jyAre ajJAnI IcchAone vaza thatAM temanA magna dekhIne AtmA emAM lalacAI jAya che. citta upara te IcchAonA saMsakAra paDe ane pitAne te AnaMdane bhetA mAnI le che ane te saMskAra ja bhAvimAM baMdhana karAve che. che. mana-buddhinI sAthe tAdAmya thavAthI prANanI dhamane sthabha-akrodha sAthe te tAdAmya saMbaMdha mAnI bese che, ane krodha e eka prakArane naze che. krodha svAsudhA-tRSAthI vyAkula thAya che, tyAre pote paNa ; - thya vinAzaka che, koI ja pitAne zatru che. te vyAkulatAne anubhava kare che. ema karatAM zAstramAM narakanA traNa dvArA je gaNAvela che temAM karatAM te IndriyenI sAthe ane pachI zarIranI kodhanuM sthAna gayuM che. sAthe tAdAmya saMbaMdhamAM baMdhAI jAya che. pari. R: kepanA ATha duguNa-cADI karavI, balA, NAme sthaLa zarIranA janma-maraNe te potAnuM dvAra kara. vera rAkhavuM, IrSyA karavI, guNamAM janma-maraNa mAnI bese che. ane sUkSma zarI- deSAropaNa karavuM. adhama yukta kharAba kAmo mAM ranA kartA-katAnI mAnyatAthI pitAneja kartA dhanane vyaya kare, kaThera vacana bolavAM, vinA katA mAnIne janma-maraNanA baMdhanamAM te aparAdha kaDavA vacana balI vizeSa daMDa de. paDI jAya che. evI rIte je kaMI baMdhana che, krodhane zAMta karavAno upAya te kapita che. zarIra sAthe thavAvALA tAdAmya saMbaMdhane dehAdhyAsa kahevAya che. koIne sAmane dha vaDe na kare. ema karavAthI ke zAMta thavAne badale vadhe che. mIThA cAre taraphathI nadIonAM jaLa uchaLatA ucha- ane kamaLa zabdothI kedha sahajamAM zAMta thaI LatA samudramAM maLe che. te paNa samudra jarApaNa jAya che. kahevAya che ke, kemaLa ane namra vacana kSobhane pAmato nathI ane potAnI mayAMdAnuM pastharane paNa pIgaLAve che. ulaMghana karatuM nathI. evI rIte jJAnInA "vilaMba" e kodhanI sarvottama davA che. aMtaHkaraNamAM paNa prArabdha jogavavAnI icchA te , jyAre krodha AvavAnI zarUAta thAya, tyAre pragaTa thAya che paNa te IchA pharatAnA samAja tarata ja navakAramaMtra gaNavAnuM zarU karavuM, chatAM tarata zAMta thaI jAya che. evI rIte chAonA kedha vadhatuM jato jaNAya te 1 thI 100 navasaMskAra temanA upara paDatuM nathI eTale teo kAra sudhI gaNavAnuM zarU karavuM. tenAthI jarUra zAzvata zAMtine prApta karI zake che. paraMtu je kodha zAMta thaI jaze. manuSya icchAo utpanna thatAnI sAthe tenI kene zikAra banatAM mANase vicAravuM prAptine mATe prayatnazIla thAya che, temane citta joIe ke mArA kSaNamAtranA kodhathI mAre pure para tenA saMskAra paDe che eTale tene zAMti sAta divasa, purUM aThavADIyuM athavA ethI vadhAre maLI zakatI nathI. samaya azAMta banI raheze. jIvana kSaNabhaMgura jJAnI ane ajJAnImAM eTaleja bheda che ke che, savajI pitAnAM karelAM karmo bhegave che, jJAnInA citta para navA saMskAro paDatA nathI mAre kaI pratye zA mATe reSa karave joIe ? kAraNa ke te kAmanA-icchAone vaza thatA nathI (kramaza:) Si E SPERI kira 9% GST ''ka Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ syAdvAdanI sarvotkRSTatA pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI suzIlavijayajI gaNivara syAdvAdanA sambandhamAM suprasiddha jainetara temAMthI huM musalamAnonI daSTie temane, mahAzayenA suMdara abhiprAya khristInI daSTie temane vicAra karatAM zIkhyo. janetA pitAnA putranI prazaMsA kare emAM mArA vicArone kaI khoTA gaNe tyAre mane navAI nathI, paNa aparamAtA zekayaputranI jyAre tenA ajJAnane viSe peve reSa AvatuM. have huM prazaMsA kare tyAre ja tenI navAI che. juo teonuM dRSTibindu teonI AMkhe joI zakuM jene mATe nIce jaNAvelA suprasiddha jainetara chuM. tethI temanI upara paNa prema karI zakuM mahAzayanA jainadarzananA maulika syAdvAda-ane- chuM. kemake huM jagatanA premane bhUkhyo chuM. kAntavAda mATenA suMdara abhiprA. anekAntavAdanuM mULa ahiMsA ane satyanuM yugala che.' bhAratane AjhAdI apAvanAra mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe syAdvAdane mATe jaNAvela che ke kAzI vizvavidyAlayanA prInsIpAla ane sRSTimAM pratikSaNa parivartana thAya che tethI gujarAtanA samartha vidvAnU prephesara AnaMdasRSTi asatya-astitva rahita kahevAI piya. zaMkara bApubhAI pitAnA eka vakhatanA bheda), paNa parivartAne chatAM tenuM eka evuM rUpa bhASaNamAM syAdvAdanA sambandhamAM jaNAvela che keche jene svarUpa kaho te rUpe che ema paNa kahI "syAdvAdane siddhAMta aneka siddhAMte AvazakIe chIe tethI te satya paNa che (vastugate), lekIne temane samanvaya karavA khAtara prakaTa tethI tene satyAsatya kahe te mane aDacaNa karavAmAM Avye che. syAdvAda ekIkaraNanuM nathI. ethI mane anekAMtavAdI ke syAdvAdI daSTibiMdu ApaNI sAme upasthita kare che. mAnavAmAM Ave te bAdha nathI. mAtra syAdvAda zaMkarAcArye syAdvAda upara je AkSepa karyo huM je rIte oLakhuM chuM te rIte mAnanAre che, te mULa rahasyanI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhate chuM, paMDite manAvavA I che tema kadAca nahIM, nathI. e nizcaya che ke vividha daSTibiMduo teo mane vAdamAM utAre te huM hArI jAuM. dvArA nirIkSaNa karyA vagara kaI vastu saMpUrNa meM te mArA anubhave joyuM che ke mArI svarUpe samajavAmAM AvI zake nahI. A mATe daSTie huM haMmezAM sAce houM chuM. ane mArA "syAdvAdA upagI tathA sArthaka che. mahAprAmANika TIkAkAranA daSTie huM ghaNIvAra bhUlele vIranA siddhAMtamAM batAvela syAdvAdane keTalAka gaNAuM chuM, e jANavAthI huM kaIne sahasA saMzayavAda kahe che, e huM nathI mAnatA. syAjuTho, kapaTI vigere mAnI zakatuM nathI. dvAda saMzayavAda nathI kintu te eka daSTibiMdu sAta AMdhaLAoe hAthInA sAta varNana amane meLavI Ape che. vizvanuM kevI rIte ApyAM te badhA pita-pitAnI daSTie sAcA avalokana karavuM joIe e amane zIkhave che.' hatA, eka-bIjAnI dRSTie juThA hatA. ne jJAnInI daSTie sAcA tathA kheTA hatA. kAzI hiMdu vizvavidyAlayamAM darzanazAstranA A anekAntavAda mane bahu priya che. mukhya asthApaka zrIphaNuMbhUSaNa adhikArI M. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ H kalyANaH mArca, 1990: 19 A. e syAdvAdanA sambandhamAM jaNAvela che ke- che ke ApaNA paricita daSTikoNathI bhAgye ja "syAdvAdano siddhAMta ghaNo mahatva pUrNa ane pUrNa satya pAmI zakIe. kevaLa sarvajJa ja pUrNa kheMcAyukAraka che. e siddhAMtamAM jenadhAmanI satyane pUrNapaNe jANI zake che. ApaNe te vizeSatA tarI Ave che. ane eja syAdvAda ekAMgika vicAra ane apUrNa spaSTIkaraNanA jenadananI advitIya sthiti pragaTa kare che atyAre adhikArI gaNAIe. chatAM keTalAkane mana syAdvAda e eka gUDha ApaNe pUrNa satyane . kadApi nyAya na zabda, tathA keTalAkane te te upahAsAspada paNa ApI zakIe. lAge che. jenadhamamAM e eka zabda dvArA je AvI sthitimAM zrI mallisene (jinendra sidhdhAMta jhalakI rahyo che, te na samajI zakyAthI bhagavAna mahAvIranI stuti arthe je yegya ja keTalAkae tene upahAsa karyo che, e zabda vAparyA che, te mane yAda Ave che- ajJAnatAne pratApe ja keTalAkae temAM doSa anyapakSakatikSamAM tathA bhinna bhinna arthonAM AropaNa kayAM che. jA re mALi: kavAlAH | huM te eTale sudhI kahevAnI himmata karUM chuM nAnapAnavaromachana, ke vidvAna zaMkarAcArya jevA purUSa paNa e na pakSapAtI samayastathA te // deSathI aLagA nathI rahI zakyA. temaNe paNa e syAdvAdathama prati anyAya karyo che. he bhagavana! Apane siddhAMta niSpakSa che, kAraNa ke eka ja vastu keTalIye asaMkhya daSTithI sAdhAraNa gyatAvALA mANase evI bhUla kare te te mApha karI zakAya, paNa mane spaSTa vAta joI zakAya che te Ape amane batAvyuM che. - pilAe ke je kevaLa siddhAMtabhedanI khAtara kahevAnI rajA maLe te huM kahIza ke "bhAratanA parasparamAM IrSyA-matsara dharAve che te sthiti evA mahAna vidvAna mATe evo anyAya sarvathA akSamya che. jo ke huM pite e maharSi ApanA syAdvAda dazanamAM nathI saMbhavatI." prati atizaya AdarabhAvathI nihALuM chuM, tathApi mane ema cekhuM dekhAya che ke temaNe Do. e. paTeleThe tA. 21-8-21 nA "vivasana samaya" arthAt nAgA lakenA siddhAMta divase khAnadezamAM Avela dhuliyA gAmamAM evuM je anAra sUcavatuM nAma jainadharmanA "dharmanA tulanAtmaka zAstramAM jainazAra viSe vAparyuM che te kevaLa maLa jenagraM. dhamanuM sthAna ane mahattava e viSaya thAne abhyAsa nahIM karavAnuM pariNAma che. para bhASaNa ApatAM prAMte syAdvAdanA sambandhamAM jaNAvela che kesyAdvAda eka bhAre satya tarapha ApaNane dorI jAya che. huM eka vAta upara khAsa bhAra "saMkSepamAM kahie te ucca dhamato mukavA mAguM chuM ke vizvanA athavA tenA keI ane jJAnapaddhati, A banne daSTithI jotAM eka bhAgane jovA mATe mAtra eka daSTikaNa jenadhama e dharmonA tulanAtmaka zAstramAM atisarvathA pUrNa na lekhI zakAya. bhinna bhinna zaya AgaLa gaele dhama che ema kahevuM paDe che. daSTikoNathI joIe teja akhaMDa satya joI dravyanuM jJAna karI levA sArU emAM jelA zakIe. kharuM jotAM A vizva asaMkhya tara syAdvAdanuM bIlakula Adhunika paddhatinuM svarUpaja tathA payayana samudAya rUpa che, ane ApaNAM juo eTale basa che. jainadharma e dharma vicAcathArtha jJAnaprAptinAM sAdhane eTalAM apUrNa ranI niHsaMzaya paramazreNI che, ane e daSTithI Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 : syAdvAdanI sarvotkRSTatA dhamanuM vargIkaraNa karavA sAru ja kevaLa nahIM paNe vizeSataH dhamanAM lakSaNe TharAvavA. mahA gujarAtanA suprasiddha sAhityakAra sArU ane tadanusAra sAmAnyataH dhamanI zrI mohanalAla dhAmInI aitihAsika navala upapatti besADavA sArU tene kALajIpUrvaka ! graMthAvalI. A siddhahasta kalAkAranI kalamathI mahAabhyAsa karavo jarUrI che.' gujarAtanI janatAne jIvana saurabha maLI rahI che. - graMtharatna - adhyApaka dattAtreya bAlakRSNa kAlelakarepakeza : rAjanartakI 4-50 pUrvaraMga' nAmanA pustakamAM syAdvAdanA sabhyamAM jaNAvela che ke rUpakezA : Arya sthUlabhadra 4-50 magadhezvarI : nRtyAMganA 4-50 ekaja satya aneka rUpamAM pragaTa thAya che. magadhezvarI : Arya cANakaya eka eka jAti, eka eka jamAne, ane eka | 4-50 magadhezvarI : citralekhA eka deza satyanA eka eka aMzanuM grahaNa karI | 4-50 baMdhana tUTayAM : pauravI zake che, ane tethI paraspara virodhI dekhAtI | 4-50 baMdhana tUTayAM : rAjalakSamI chatAM badhI daSTie sarakhI ja sAcI hoya che.) 4-50 baMdhana tUTayAM : rAjakanyA 4-50 e jenA dvAdanuM tatva hiMdustAnanA | siddha vaitAla : rehiNI 5-50 AkhA ItihAsamAM ghaTAeluM ApaNe joIe | chIe." siddha vaitAla : anaMgalekhA pa-pa0 punaH teozrIe tA. 4-2-23 nA "nava siddha vaitAla : mAyApurI pa-00 jIvana nA aMkamAM "bhagavAn mahAvIranI uce gaDha giranAra : siMdhunI suMdarI 6-25 kaivalyabhUmi nAmanA lekhamAM syAdvAdanA uce gaDha giranAra : seraThanI suMdarI -25 sambandhamAM lakhela che kejana tatvajJAnamAM syAdvAdane barAbara che : aMjanA 6-2pa artha che te jANavAne dAve huM karI zakate | rahe. * kI chAte | naTarAja : mekhalI putra 6-25 nathI, paNa huM mAnuM chuM ke syAdvAda mAnava | vizvAsa [ navI AvRtti] 6-25 buddhinuM ekAgIpaNuM ja sUcita kare che. amuka | rAjadulArI 4-50 draSTie jotAM eka vastu eka rIte dIse chebhAgyanI ramata ramaNiklAla mahetA ] 6-75 bIjI daSTie te bIjI rIte dekhAya che. pAyala bAje 4 kalyANI 6 25 janmAMdha jema hAthIne judI judI rIte tapAse | pAyala bAje , H IlAcI 6-25 tevI ApaNI A duniyAmAM sthiti che. ' kumArI patra lekhA 4-00 A varNana yathArtha nathI ema koNa kahI | uparanAM pustakanuM pisTeja juduM zake? ApaNI AvI sthiti che eTaluM jene gaLe utaryuM teja jagatamAM yathAthajJAnI. mANa - lakhe - sanuM jJAna eka pakSI che. eTaluM je samaje navayuga pustaka bhaMDAra : rAjakeTa teja pramANamAM sarvajJa, vAstavika saMpUrNa satya je kaI jANatuM haze te paramAtmAne ApaNe haju | semacaMda DI. zAha-pAlItANA oLakhI zakyA nathI. (vizeSa AgAmI ake) I kulavadhU naTarAja Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manana mAdhurI ciMtanapradhAna sAttvika vicAradhArA rajU karatI A AkarSINu ka" che. sa` kAi svastha citte gRhasthanA dha jagatamAM dharma eka ja hAya che. dhama kadI e nathI heAI zakatA. ahiMsA jo dhama che te hiMsA e adhama ja che. satya e dhama che te asatya e adha ja che. e virUddha vastu eka kALe e svarUpavALI kadIpaNa hei zakatI nathI. ene aMgrejImAM Low of Contradiction athavA Low of non contradiction paNa kahe che. ekaja vastu dheALI ane nahi dhonI eka ja kALe hAI zakatI nathI. temaja ekaja eka vastu ja kALe dhonI ane nahi dheALI e e prakA ramAMthI keI eka prakAranI avazya hoya che ene aMgrejImAM Low of excluded middle kahe che. e baMne niyame uparathI hiMsA ane ahiMsA ane jema dharUpa banI zakatA nathI tema ane adharUpa banI zakatA nathI. emAMthI eka dhama che te bIjo adha che paNa bane dha rUpa ke banne adharUpa banI zakatA nathI. ahiMsA, satya, asatya, brahmacaya ane aparigraha e pAMce vastu dhasvarUpa che. e sarva siddhAMtavAdIo ane dhama cArIethI nizcita thayelI vAta che. tethI hiMsA, asatya, cauya, abrahma ane parigraha e adhama ane pApasvarUpa che, e vAta paNa nizcita ja thai jAya che. dhama e rIte jo ekaja che te pachI gRhasthAnA dhama ane sAdhuonA dhama evA e bheda zAstromAM zA mATe pADelA che ? enA uttara zrIvimarza lekhamALAe 'kalyANa'nA hajAro vAyakAmAM A vibhAgane vAMce, ane vicAre ! e che ke dhama eka ja hAvA chatAM tene pALanArAonI zakayatA khAtara tenA be bheda pADI AnyA che. je pALanArAeAnI batAvavAmAM bhUmikA sarakhI nahi hovA chatAM bhUmikAnusAra dhanA bheda svIkAravAnI nA pADe che, te kAM dhanu pAlana IcchatA nathI athavA dhama pALavAnA mArga jANatA nathI. te ahiMsA, satyAdi ja dharma che ane hiMsA, asatyAdi adhama ja che. te ema nakakI thayA pachI gRhastha paNa jo sAdhunI jema sA ahiMsA satyAdinA pAlananeAja Agraha rAkhe che teA te pAlana teA karI zakato nathI ja, kintu " adhika hiMsA ane moTA asAnA mArge baLAtkAre ke anicchAe paNa tene ghasaDAi javAnuM thAya che. jainazAstromAM gRhastho jo ahiMsA-satyAdi dharmanA pAlana mATe temanI bhUmikAnusAra je mAga sejavAmAM AvyA che, te keTalA sughaTita nibhika ane suzaya che, che, tene vicArIne sArI rIte samajavA jevA ahiMsAdinA guNNA ane hiMsAdinA doSa jANyA khAda paNa A jAtine vibhAga jeA pADI zakayA nathI, tee ahiMsAdinA pracAranA nAme ja keTalIka vakhata rhiMsAdinA pracArake manI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. sarva jIvAnA prANanA vadha e hiMsAsvarUpa che, tethI saMpUrNa ahiMsAnA pAlana mATe sa jIveAnA prANAnA vadha varjya che, e sidhdhAMtanA svIkAra karavA chatAM gRhasthAne mATe jaina zAstrakArA niraparAdhI trAsa jIvAnI sapapUrvaka Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 : manana mAdhurI : hiMsAne ja tyAga pharamAve che. gRhasthAe lebhathI khoTA lakhata karavA ke putraputrInA mehathI sAdhunI jema ghara choDayuM nathI ane ghara choDayuM kabulelA vivAhAdine InkAra kara ityAdi moTA nathI tyAM sudhI tene mAthe pitAnAM ghara, kuTuMba asatye kadI paNa na bolavA. jagatamAM jenAthI ane AzritanI rakSAnI javAbadArI rahelI che. evacanIpaNuM jAhera thAya e jAtine asatyae sthitimAM jo e sAparAdhinI zikSAne vAda kadI paNa na levo. dhana, strI ane pari paNa sarvathA vanya mAne te avasare nirapa- vAranA mamatvamAM rahele gRhastha bhaya, lAbha ke rAdhI evA pitAnA AzritanI hiMsAne kaMdhanA AvezamAM sUkSama paNa asatye gRhasthAaMgIkAra karanAre thAya che. arthAt te hiMsAthI zramamAM na seve e sthiti teTale aMze ja te bacI ja zakta nathI kintu sAparAdhInI zakya che ke jenA sahavAsamAM rahIne tene svadhanahiMsAne ADakatarI rIte bhAgIdAra banI jAya strI-kuTuMbAdinuM pAlana tathA saMrakSaNa karavuM che, te jeTale aMze satya AcaranArAM hoya. paNa eja rIte trasajI sAthe sthAvarajInI evI sthiti gRhasthanI moTe bhAge hotI nathI. hiMsAne paNa sarvathA tyajanAro thAya che, to tene jeonI vacamAM rahIne gRhasthAzrama calAannadinA abhAve pitAne tathA potAnA kuTuMba vavAne che te badhA satyavAdI ane nItimAna bane ja nAza karanAre thAya che. AraMbhAdi ja hoya ema banatuM nathI. e kAraNe asatya mATe anivAryapaNe thatI hiMsAne paNa te vAdanA Azare AvanArI duSTa vyaktionA cheDI zakanAra gRhastha paNa sAdhunI jema sava- paMjAmAMthI svAzrita vastuone ugArI levA jIvonI hiMsAnA tyAganI pratijJAne pAlavAne mATe anivArya asatyanuM tene sApekSapaNe taiyAra thAya che te tenuM pAlana te karI zakta sevana karavuM paDe che. tenuM sevana paNa je te nathI ja, kintu sva5 hiMsAne badale anapa nathI karate te dhanamAla-milakatane gumAvanAro hiMsAne ja AcaranAra thaI jAya che. thAya che. ane pachI pitAnuM ghara calAvavA mATe : jema ahiMsA tema satya mATe paNa gRha- ane . . ane peTa bharavA mATe avasare meTAM paNa sthAne sthUla asatya varjavAnuM ja vrata pharamA- asatyAne Azraya lenAra banI jAya che. veluM che. sAdhunI jema gRhastha paNa je sthUlanI acIyanA pAlana mATe gRhasthane bhUlI sAthe sUvama asatyanuM varjana karavAne sajja cerIne niSedha che. vastunA mAlIkanI rajA sivAya thAya che te te vajana karI zakatuM ja nathI, vastune levI te bhUlacerI che. parasparanI rAjIkintu sUkama asatyanA sthAne bhUlatara asa- khuzI kalAkauzalya ke sAhasa-hiMmatAdithI dhana ne paNa bolavAnI sthitimAM mukAI jAya che. meLavavuM ene paNa je cerI ke anIti tarike lekhI levAmAM Ave te gRhasthane gRhasthAzrama gRhasthAzrama eTale jara, jorU ane jamIna cAlo ja azakaya che. ane pariNAme gRhae traNa vastuone saMga. e traNa ke traNamAMthI sthAzrama calAvavA mATe maTI cerInA bhega kaI paNa eka vastu vinA jyAre gRhasthAzrama thaye ja chaTake thAya che. nabhI zakatuM ja nathI te ApattikAle e traNa vastunA saMrakSaNa mATe paNa te asatya na ja eja niyama brahmacarya ane aparigrahavrata ele, e sthiti tenA mATe zakaya ja nathI. e mATe che. je gRhasthathI sarvathA brahmacaryanuM pAlana kAraNe zAstrakAre gRhasthane mATe sthUla asatya zakya nathI teoe svadAra sateSa ane paradAranahi balavAne ja niyama batAve che. lakSamInA varjanavrata aMgIkAra karavuM e ja zreSTha che. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ strI svAtaMtrya ? eka ciMtana zrIpriya darzana vartamAna kAlamAM strI-svAtaMtryanA nAme ghaNuM ghaNuM lakhAya che. ne ghaNuM ghaNuM yatheccha paNe belAya che. vAstavika rIte svachaMdatA, anAcAra ne mAnasika, vAcika tathA kAyika anAcArone paMpALavA ke piSavA mATe Aje strIsvAtaMtryanI mAyAvI havA phelAvAya che. ne te hAne strIvarga tathA purUSa varNanA pavitratA jALavavA mATe mahApurUSoe netika niyame, maryAdApAlana pharamAvela che, tenI sAme yatheccha pralApa thAya che. A paristhitimAM eka jijJAsubhAIne uddezIne lakhAyelo ne strI svAtaMtryanI vAstavika vicAraNA raju karate patra ame ahiM prasiddha karIe chIe. zrI parameSThionI kRpAthI AnaMdapUrvaka tarIke pitAnuM ucca vyaktitva dharAve che, ahIM AvI gayA chIe. vizeSatA, A patra paraMtu karIne upaga manuSya jyAre khUna, dvArA tamane puruSanI bhUmikAethI strItvanI trAsa vageremAM karato thaI jAya tyAre, manuSyane vicAraNA ane strInI bhUmikAethI puruSatvanI charImAM adhaHpatananuM darzana karAvavuM zuM yegya vicAraNAnI keTalIka hakikato ke je Cosmic nathI ? ane e darzana karAvavAmAM zuM charInA order nIcenI che, te jaNAvuM chuM. ucca vyakitatvanI rakSA nathI samAyelI? manuSya puruSa jyAre strIne bheganA (vAsanAnA) strImAM puruSe karelI vAsanApUti mATenI pAtra tarIke ja jete thaI gayo che, ane e pUtaLI tarIkenA ka95nA jyAre TaLaze tyAre ja dvArA enA zuddha brahmanA vyaktitvane visarI te strInA uccatama pavitra vyaktitvane samajI ga che, e tabakake puruSa strImAM kayuM darzana zakaze. ane te samajAvavAja strImAM doSAkaravuM, e gaMbhIra vicAraNuM mAgI le che. ropaNa karAya che. dharmagranthamAM strIne duHkhanuM kAraNa, pApanuM, tyAre. zuM puruSa strInA sAthenA vAsanAnA adhaHpatananuM nimitta kahevAmAM AvyuM che te saMbaMdhamAMthI mukata thAya te zuddhasvarUpanI strImAM puruSe daDha karelI vAsanAtRptinA ja prApti mATe anivArya nathI? ane vAsanAne kevaLa sAdhana tarIkenA vyakitatvanI kalapanAne saMbaMdha toDavA tathA tUTelA e saMbaMdhane jArI nimULa karI devA mATe che. temAM strInA ucca rAkhavA mATe strItyAga Avazyaka nathI? jenA Atmatvane avagaNavAnI jarAya daSTi na hoI darzanathI vAsanA jAgRta thAya che, tevA nimittothI zake. dUra rahevuM e mumukSu mATe jarUrI nathI.? - charI AtmarakSA mATe jIvanopayogI sAdhana saMsArathI DarIne bhAgI chuTavuM e sAdhaka parigraha mATe paNa pitAnuM kuLa-Ijajata ane sevananI ja vRddhi thAya che. e kAraNe jainazAstromAM paristhitine vicAra karI niyamana aMgIkAra dhamanA adhikArI bhede be vibhAga pADavAmAM karavAthI te paLe che, anyathA tene bhaMga thAya AvyA che te sarvathA susaMgata che. sAdhu dhamane che ane moTA denuM sevana karavAne prasaMga-lAyaka ahiMsAdi dharmonA pAlanane Agraha ubhe thAya che. jema gRhasthane jema dhAmathI mRta karanAra che - sAdhumAmAM ja pAlana thavo zakya evo dhama tema gRhasthadhamane lAyaka ahiMsAdi dharmanA pAlanane mAga sAdhuonI AgaLa dharavAthI gRhasthAnI AgaLa dharavAmAM Ave to te yamanuM sAdhupaNu sAdhudharmathI cUke che, e vAta paNa pAlana te zakya nathI kinu pariNAme adhama AnA gaemAM AvI jAya che... ... . Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 : strI-vAtatya : AtmAnI nabaLAI nathI. paraMtu sAdhakanI e ane tyAre strIsvAtaMtrya' nA eka khUNethI sAvacetI che. sAdhakanuM te dIrdha daSTibiMdu che. pikAra u. e pikAra, strIo dvArA kevaLa game teTale sAro saMsAra, je ApaNA AtmAmAM pitAnI zudra kAmanAone saMtoSavA mathatA malIna vAsanAone janaka bane che. te te puruSane priya lAge temaNe e pikArane dezasaMsAra ApaNA mATe ahitakArI ja che, ane vyApI banAvavA prayatna AdaryA. tethI te tyAjya che. strIomAM sutelI bhautika sukherachAone je regIne ArogyanI prApti karavI che, pUrNa karavA mATe temaNe A strIsvAtaMtryanuM kSetra te tene mATe regavardhaka havA, pANI ane batAvI strIone kauTuMbika maryAdAone phagAvI kherAkathI dUra rahevuM ja zreyaskara hoya che. tema devA TaTTAra karI. anekavidha vAsanAonA regathI mukta banavAmAM temaNe eka vAta evI vyApaka banAvI ane nirvikAritAnA parama Arogyane hAMsala ke- "strIone khUba maryAdAonAM baMdhanemAM karavA, vikAravadhaka (puruSa mATe strI, dhana vagere- jakaDI rAkhavAthI, aMdaramAM vAsanAne agni thI alipta rahevuM ati Avazyaka che. dhuMdhavAya che. ane mAga maLatAM te pavitratAne viSayatRptinuM sAdhana banAvelI strI dagA- bharakhI le che. enA badale strIone maryAdA khera patanakArI bane che, e vAtane pratyeka enI zRMkhalAmAMthI mukta rAkhe vicAraka svIkAryA vinA nahi rahe. AgaLa vadhIne temaNe maryAdA pAlanamAM - strInI bhUmikAthI puruSa aMgenI vicAraNA zArIrika aniTane paNa batAvavA mAMDayAM! paNa pUrvokta daSTibiMduothI karI levI joIe. "baLajabarIthI dAbI rAkhelI vAsanA zarI strIe paNa potAnA ucca vyaktitvanI ramAM aneka prakAranI vyAdhio janmAve che.' abhivyakita zukravAsanAomAM na karavI joIe. chatAM ya strIo sAthe svaicchita vihAranI paraMtu zuddha satItva ane nirdabha sadAcAritAmAM anukULatA na maLatAM strIone samajAvavA karavI joIe, paraMtu zuddha satItvanI rakSA pAchaLa mAMDayuM. teNe satata ane sakhata jAgRti rAkhavI joIe. dezanuM ane samAjanuM hita-sevA karavA e vyakitatva jarAya na jhaMkhavAya, dinapratidina strIoe gharane khUNo choDa joIe. strIonuM ujajavaLa bane, tenI khevanA tenA hRdayamAM sthapATa paNa rAjakIya ane sAmAjika kSetre asAdhAraNa celI hoya. sthAna che." paraMtu A zudha satItva ane nirdabha sadA A prabaLa pracAranI mAyAvI jALamAM cAritAnI abhivyakita karavA pAchaLa jarUrI aneka strIoe jhaMpalAvyuM. dezasevA ane mane baLa ane AtmabaLa hAsa pAmatAM cAlyAM. samAjasevAnA burakhA nIce temanI durAcAranI tethI strIonuM vyakitatva jhaMkhavAyuM. tenAthI eba DhaMkAvA lAgI. ane dezasevikA tathA samAtemanAmAM rahelI mAnavasahaja mAnavI lAgaNI jasevikA tarIke temanuM vyaktitva sanmAna dubhANI. ane e lAgaNIe strIne pitAnuM pAmavA lAgyuM. naitika ane AdhyAtmika vyaktitva anyAnya mAge vyakta karavA prerI. unnatimAM pitAnuM bhavya vyakitatva abhivyakta ane temAM te puruSanI sahAya paNa maLI ke je karavAnI bhAvanA lupta pAmI. pariNAme pracchanna purUSanI malIna vAsanAo te sahAya karavA ane prakaTa durAcAre dezavyApI, vizvavyApI dvArA piSAvA lAgI! banyA. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ H kalyANa mArca, 1960 : 25 bIjI bAju strIne kauTumbika baMdhane kaba- para niyaMtraNa anivArya ja che. manuSya sevA kaDavI lAgavA mAMDI. patinI prasannatA pitAnA gharamAM agnine chUTe mUke che? rasoInI prApta karavA mATe, patinI sevA karavA mATe jarUra hoya tyAre parimita tApa dvArA te tene samaya na maLavA mAMDaze. enA sthAne agnine upayoga karAya. ane jyAre kArya parapuruSa sAthe vadhu ne vadhu belavAnuM, hasavAnuM, samApta thAya tyAre rAkhanA bhAThAmAM te agnine besavAnuM, kAma karavAnuM tene pasaMda paDavA lAgyuM. dATI devAmAM Ave che. te ja rIte bheganI IcchA thatAM svastrI sAthe parimitakALa mATe kuTuMbamAM te premanuM sAmrAjya nI sthApI vAsanAno agni peTAvI, tyArabAda saMyamanI zakI. kuTuMbamAM kalezanAM maMDANa thayAM, kalezanA maryAdAnI rAkhamAM te agnine dAbI rAkhave te bhaDakA thavA lAgyA. ja gRhastha mATenI Arya saMskRti che. vAsabIjI bAju, jAtIya AkarSaNane strIo nAnA agnine saMpUrNa bujhAvI nAMkhavA saMyamanI bhoga banavA lAgI, ane anAcAra, durAcAra rAkhamAM kAyama mATe te agnine dATI rAkhe ! ane vyabhicAra khUba khUba vadhI gayA. emAM tenuM ja nAma brahmacaryanuM pAlana che. vaLI paNa samAja samakSa jyAre temanAM pApa pragaTa vAsanAone dAbavAmAM zArIrika nukazAne jema thavA lAgyAM. vyakitatva haNavA lAgyuM. ane raju karAya che, tema vAsanAone pUrNa karyo bartha kaMTrola-saMtatiniyamananA sAdhane aja- javAmAM paNa keTalA zArIrika nukazAne che, te mAvavA zarU thayA. enA dvArA pApanA pragaTI Aje samajAvavuM paDe ema che? Aje vadhumAM karaNane bhaya TaLI gayo ! bhecchAo mAjhA vadhu vegenuM janmasthAna hoya te te adhika mUkIne ramaNe caDhI. puruSatva-vIyane khUba khUba bhegapravRtti che. vyaya thavA lAge. zArIrika rogane humale karavAnuM kSetra maLI gayuM, ane deza tathA samAja eTaluM ja nahi paNa vayanI hAnithI gherI mAMdagImAM pachaDAI paDyo. mAnasika nirbaLatA paNa vadhatI jAya che. ane nabaLuM paDeluM mAnasa jIvanavyavahAramAM joItI vicAre. gaMbhIratApUrvaka, pakSapAtarahita saphaLa kAryakSamatA dharAvatuM nathI. krodhAdi AvevicAre. zene te turata paravaza banI jAya che. tenAthI tenA zarIra para ghaNuM mAThI asara thAya che. - strI-svAtaMtrya pAchaLa karavAmAM Avela tarka tenI vANuM paNa kaTutAbharI bane che. keTalA badhA asaMgata che, te paNa vicAraNA mAMge che. Ama vAsanAone na dAbatAM, chUTI mUka vAmAM AvI te je mAnasika, vAcika ane kauTuMbika maryAdAonA pAlanamAM vAsanAne kAyika rege, aniSTa dezane gherI vaLyA che. agni dabAyeluM rahe che. ane mAga maLatAM te pavitratAne bharakhI le che. Ama mAnI maryAda. vaLI, strIone rAjakIya ane sAmAjika enAM pAlana toDavAmAM Ave ane agnine bhaDake kSetre vALIne puruSoe zuM sonuM Atmahita baLavA devAmAM Ave te zuM pavitA sahi 3 karyuM che? eka te e strI jyAre rAjakIya kSetre salAmata raheze? ke sAmAjika kSetre rasa le che, te tenA patine priya nathI hotuM. ane tethI haiyuM ghaNuM ja vAsanA e je agni ja che, te agni asaMteSa anubhave che, pati-patniI vacce eka Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26H strI-vAtaMtrya mahAna aMtara paDI jAya che. je svAtaMtryamAM vAsanAo nAmazeSa banI bIju kuTuMbanI sevAmAMthI kaMTALIne svI- AtmA ulkAtinA paMthe vaLe te ja svAtaMtrya kArelI rAjyasevA ke samAjasevA kadi paNa pratyeka kALe pratyeka sthaLe abhinaMdanIya banI zake. satyanI bhUmikA para TakI zakatI nathI. ane te - abhinaMdanIya na banI zake. tamArI kiMmatI phAunTana penanuM Ama bhinna bhinna daSTibiMduothI vicA, AyuSya laMbAvatI uttama zAhI ratAM strI-svAtaMtrya dezanI, samAjanI ane AtmAnI naitika, AdhyAtmika utkAnti para ke ha ri ha 2 jabbara kuThArAghAta karyo che, te samajI mukAze. phalyuDa : kiMmatI pena mATe uttama che. je svAtaMtryamAM vAsanAo sAkAra banI zAhI : lakhavA mATe suMdara che. adhapatananA mArge javA mATe derI jatI , " dara : erIsa vaparAzamAM karakasaravALe che ke te vAtavya kai che je dareka vepArIne tyAM maLaze. ApI zakAya nahi. te svAtaMtryane Agraha rAkhI ejanTa tathA sTokIsTo joIe che. * zakAya nahi, paraMtu te svAtaMtrya para vahelAmAM banAvanAra : harihara rIsarca varkasa vahelI take aMkuza mUkAvo joIe. The. mAMDavI piLa, amadAvAda. , mAM 0 de ra sa ra mAM jaramana sIlvaranI sAmagrI || va 5 rA tI ADE MARK 100 REGD. TI BESARANTEE GUAR * phAnasa amAre tyAM * camara dAMDI haMmezA kaLaza * pakhAla kaMDI hAjara * paMkhA sTekamAMthI || * caMdana vAhakI vi. maLaze. sTenalesa sTIla tathA jaramana sIlvaranA vAsaNa cAvI chApa joIne kharIdyo 91, kaMsArA cAla, kAlabAdevI 5 STAIN TEEL ASS 188 OM cImanalAla chaganalAla mubaI-2 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tenI tejachAyA ITI mazAna-vijJAna paNa kalyANa mAM anekavidha AkarSaNa jamAvI rahelI, suprasiddhi lekhaka ane ciMtaka zrI kiraNa dvArA AlekhAtI A lekhamALAmAM AvatA aneka viSayone zrI kiraNanI lekhinI je opa Ape che te mATe amAre kazuM kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI. "namaskAra mahAmaMtrIne aMge tenI sAdhanAne upayogI prakAza ahiM teo pAthare che. saMpAdaka priya kamala, ArAdhakane zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra pratye zrI navakAra maMtranI ArAdhanA lekone 2) prIti thavI joIe, bhakti thavI joIe. A rIjhavavA mATe karavAnI nathI. anyanA mane 5 ArAdhanA zrI vItarAga bhagavate darzAvI che. raMjana mATe ke bAhA dekhAva mATe karavAnI nI zreSTha che. parama hitakArI che. ema samajIne ArAdhanA kare. nathI potAnA Atmahita mATe karavAnI che praNidhAnarahitapaNe, mana-vacana-kAyAnI kahyuM che keekAgratA sivAya, saMchima paNe, mAtra dekhA vinodigita svAdu-vasAyamaH punaH | dekhIthI samaju sAdhaka ArAdhanA karatA nathI. kAraNa ke te pramANe karavAthI mAtra akAma saMgArmamarcantanamAM | munapuraH II nirjarA thAya che. -zrI gabindu amRta anuSThAna "zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte kahyuM che ema jANI mumukSu bahumAnathI zrI navakAra mahA- karavAmAM AvatuM evuM bhAvanA sAra rUpa je maMtranI ArAdhanA kare. parama puNyadayathI A atyaMta saMvega garbha anuSThAna che, tene muni maMtra prApta thayuM che, ema mAne. paMga "amRta anuSThAna" kahe che. ApaNe vAraMvAra vicArIe ke, samyapha prakAre kaSAyAdi rahitapaNe cittanI "aho he! Aje huM bhavasamudranA taTane zaddhi pUrvaka je dharmakriyA karavAmAM Ave che, te pAmyo chuM. anyathA, kyAM huM? kyAM A mahAmaMtra? ane kayAM mAre tenI sAthe samAgama 'amRta anuSThAna' che. - huM dhanya chuM ke jethI anAdi anaMta zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA japamAM veTha na bhavasamudramAM acitya ciMtAmaNi e zrI hovI joIe. utAvaLa na hovI joIe. vyanamaskAra mahAmaMtra pra gratA na hovI joIe. "parama durlabha e zrI navakAramaMtra pAmIne japa ane sthAna AdarapUrvaka karavA joIe hu kayAreya tenI pratye maMda AdaravALa na banuM." vizeSa prayatnathI bahumAnapUrvaka karavA joIe. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 : jJAna-vijJAna : AdhyAtmika zaktinuM prAgaTya Fisson of Spiritual Energy sad anuSThAnanuM lakSaNa e che ke japakriyA pratye ataranA prema jAgavA joie, jyAre japa kriyA cAlatI hoya tyAre sAttvika citta prasannatA uchaLatI hoya, ullAsa hAya, navakAra gaNuvAna AnaMda hoya. sad anuSThAnamAM jaMpa kriyAmAM prIti hAya zrI paMcaparameSThi pratye atIva bahumAna heAya. sad anuSThAnamAM vighna na Ave. AvuM nivinapaNuM zubha karmAMnAM sAmarthyathI mane che. jo puchyAya hAya tA vighna rahita paNe dharmakriyA thAya che. vighna dUra karavAnuM sAmarthya paNa zrI navakAranA japamAM raheluM che. zrI navakAra evu amRta auSadha che ke roga hoya to roga dUra kare. rAga na hoya te navI taMdurastI Ape. sad anuSThAnathI drazya saMpatti ane bhAva saMpatti prApta thaI zake che, jJAna, vijJAna, viveka, vinaya vagere bhAva saMpatti che, jenuM mUlya AMkI na zakAya. zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane je dravya sapatti prApta thAya che, te mekSamAga mAM vighnarUpa thatI nathI. jema aNu Atom nA viskoTa Fission thI aNu zakita Atomie Energy pragaTe che, tema sadRanuSThAnathI AdhyAtmika zakita Spiritual Energy avazya pragaTe che. AtmavaijJAnikoe Soul Scientists A prayAga saphaLatApUrvaka siddha karyAM che. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhakanA haiyAmAM zrI paMcaparameSThinuM yathArtha svarUpa jANavAnI tIvra utkaMThA hovI joI e. tenI bhakita, tenuM samarpaNu mAtra IcchA rUpa wishing nathI paNu khevanA rUpa Striving hAya che. ArAdhanAnA vaijJAnika prayAganA je jJAtA, jANukAra, sadguru che, temanI sevA sad anuSThAnamAM anivAya bane che. sUkSma mAnasa vijJAnanA rahasyo thAmAMthI vAMcanamAMthI prApta nahi thAya, sAdhu puruSAnI sevAthI prApta thaze. je sAkA amRtakriyA Acare che te AtmAnuM amRta pragaTAve che. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanA sakhI sAdhakonI judI judI bhUmikAe Levels ne anulakSIne sAdhanAmAmAM sahAyaka thAya evuM ghaNuM jainazAstrAmAM kahyuM che. pratyeka vicArakane sUkSma mAnasa vijJAna Higher Psychology upara racAyelI vyavahArlR practical sUcanAonu mahattva spaSTa samajAze. adhyAtmanA amUlya nidhi keTalAkane zrI navakAramaMtra upara zradhdhA ke bhakti thatA nathI. temane lAge che ke A maMtramAM bIjAkSara kayAM che! tenA uccAraNamAM kaThinatA kayAM che! mAtra namaskArathI zuM vaLe! jemane Avu N lAge che, tee A .mahAmaMtranA paricaya pAmyA nathI. sa khIja maMtrAnA sa'graha zrI navakAra che. anya 'maMtra' che, A 'mahAmaMtra" che. huM phrI Adi sa` khIjamaMtrA zrI navakAramAM samAyelA che. tenA vicAra ApaNe kyAreka karIzuM. A namaskAramAM mekSa apAvanArI sa` sAmagrI bharI che, zrI navakAra saraLa che, tethIja Rjjugati pratye lai janAro bane che. Atmazudhdhi mATe zrI navakAra mahAma MtranA Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa : mArca, 1960 : 31 japa zreSTha sAdhanA che. duHkha nivRtti mATe, Scintific karavAmAM Ave te yoganA sarva kaSTa dUra karavA mATe tenA jevuM sarala sAdhana aMge temAM samAveza thaI jAya che. ekeya nathI. ApaNe A sAdhanAnuM mahatva zrI navakAra maMtranA jApane sarala ane jANatA nathI eTale tenI jambara upekSA karI che. sAdhAraNa samajIne tene ucita mahattva ApaNe sAcI rIte zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArA- ApatA nathI. dhanA mekSamAga mATenuM atyaMta sAmarthyavAna bAlakane kaI rIte samajAvAya ke cAre amogha zAstra che. zradhdhA ane bhakita jenA haiyAmAM tarapha chavAyelA gADha aMdhakArane nAza eka nAnA chalAchala bharI che evA sAtvika sAdhaka-mumukSune dIpaka dvArA karI zakAya che! A mahAmaMtranuM mahatva samajAze. A sarvotkRSTa parama pAvanakArI mahAmaMtrane zAstramAM je mahimA darzAvAyuM che te ghaNAne cauda pUrvadhare paNa aMtima samaye zrI paMca ajJAnane lIdhe kalpanA mAtra lAge che. keTalAkane namaskAranuM zaraNa le che. Azcarya che ke AvA sAhityanI Literary upamAo lAge che, parapagI sAdhanane ApaNe kema upayoga, svAnubhavanA A mahAmUlA sa Subjective karatA nathI ? * Truths pragazALAnI TesTa TayubamAM temane kahyuM che keH kaI rIte darzAvAya?" gaLodavi dujha kI hadutta ja phona , kamala, mahatva mAtra vAtanuM nathI, carcAnuM purasAcA . nathI, ArAdhanAnuM che. nA nAma ni (vi) sjha paramaput namuvaMre ApaNI AdhyAtmika daridratA dUra karavA agni kadAca zItala thaI jAya ane AkAza mATe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra pArasamaNi che. ajJAna ane pramAdavaza ApaNe A amUlya gaMgA sAMkaDA mArga vALI banI jAya, paraMtu A nidhinI upekSA karI rahyA chIe, e hakIkata navakAra paramapadapure na laI jAya, e bane jeTalI vahelI samajAya teTaluM zreSTha.' nahi. A jemaNe zrI navakArane svAnubhava karyo ' nehAdhIne kiraNa che, temanA haiyAne uddagAra che. amadAvAda khAtenA kalyANanA - A atisarala upAyane je pAme che, tene pracAraka tathA ejanTa prANAyAma vagere kaSTa sAdhananI jarUra nathI. paMDita zrI rasikalAla zAMtilAla mahetA saMpUrNa bhAvapUrvaka zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrane The. jhaverIvADa ke ThArI pioLa, japa karavAthI zvAsozvAsanI gati niyamita thaI mANekalAla nAthAlAlanA makAnamAM amadAvAda jAya che, The breathing system is regu muMbaI khAtenA "kalyANa" nA enerarI lated ane prANAyAma svAbhAvika bane che. te - ejanTa - ra sAdhaka zrI navakAra maMtranI ArAdhanA kare zrI ratilAla ha. zAha che, tene prANAyAma, dhAraNA, dhyAna vagere cAganAM DokaTaranI cAla, Are reDa, relve phATaka pAse aMge kamika abhyAsa karavAnI AvazyakatA - geregAMva (vesTa) muMbaI rahetI nathI. - Te. na. 29806 bapore 12 thI 2 sudhI je japakriyA vidhipUrvaka vaijJAnika rIte Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parimala , zrI zizira haLavuM, bedhaka temaja jIvanapayogI vAMcana ahiM zrI zizira marmagrAhI zailIe rajU kare che ! gusse kare te jJAnI zAne! dhadha karavuM hoya, teNe pite te tephAnImAM sokreTIsa ethensane suprasiddha vicAraka hate. - taphAnI gheDe rAkhavuM paDe che, jethI bIjA jhenthipI sokreTIsanI patnI hatI. jhenthi thaI paDe. * ghoDAone kAbumAM rAkhavAnuM tene saheluM pIne svabhAva kajiyAra gaNAte. tattvacarcA eTale vAdavivAdane mAre ekavAra sokreTIsane tenA mitranI hAja- dhape che. sauthI vAdIlI strIne meM gharamAM rAkhI rImAM thipIe ghaNuM saMbhaLAvyuM. zAMtipUrvaka che, kAraNa ke ene huM zAMtipUrvaka vAdamAM jItI sokreTIsa te sAMbhaLI rahyo. zakuM te pachI ethensanA anya lekene samaeka akSareya bolyA vinA sekreTIsa gharanI jAvavA sahelA thaI paDe. bahAra nIkaLe. jhenthipI khUba khIjAI. - vAdavivAdamAMnI mArI kuzalatA mATe mAre uparanA mALethI eThavADanuM tapeluM jhenthi- jhenthipIne AbhAra mAnavo joIe.' pIe sekreTIsa upara DhaLyuM. prAthanA paraMta nitya taravanI carcA karanAre jJAnI 0 Thou who hast given us so gusse zene thAya ! much, mercifully grant us one thing ane je gusso kare te jJAnI zAno! more-a grateful heart. nibala ane buddhihIna ja kedhanuM zaraNa le. he karUNAnidhAna! teM amane ATaluM badhuM dhathI bIjAnI bhUla sudhArI zakAtI nathI. ApyuM che, te kRpA karIne eka vastu adhika paraMtu pitAnI pazutAnuM pradarzana mAtra thAya che. Apa-kRtajJatAbhayu hRdaya, kaI paNa avaguNanuM kAraNa ajJAne che jenAmAM kRtajJatA nathI te dhama zI rIte pAmaze! ema jANanAra krodha kare? sekreTIse pitAnA mitre tarapha hasIne kahyuM kahevAya ! jenAmAM mRtajJatA nathI tene mAnavI zI rIte jhenthipInI ATalI gAjavIja pachI te mArI jagyAmAM ja varasAda paDe ja ne !' prakhyAta hAsyavettA mArkaTanane A prasaMga ekavAra tenA eka mitre sekeTIsane pUchayuM : 'tame AvI jhaghaDAra patnIne kaI rIte pitAnA paDezInA pustaka-saMgrahamAMthI sahana kare che?' vAMcavA mATe pustaka levA mArkaTena gayo tyAre zAMtithI sekreTIse kahyuM pustakanA mAlike kahyuM bhAI huM samajaNapUrvaka ene lAvyo chuM "tame pustaka le. paraMtu mAre niyama che ke ane sAcavuM chuM.' tame mArA pustakane upaga mArI jagyAmAM ja - tame jANe che ke jeNe ghaDA keLavavAne karI zako? Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa : mArca, 19 60 : 33. bIjA prasaMge teja paDezI mArkeTavenane tyAM dhArmika graMthanuM vAMcana je AcAramAM nahi sAvaraNI levA AvyuM. mArkaTane kahyuM makAya ane kerI tatvanI vAte rUpe raheze te tame sAvaraNI avazya le. paraMtu, mAro ahaMbhAvanI gAMTha majabUta thaze. e evo niyama che ke mArI sAvaraNane dhamamaya jIvana vinAnI tattvanI vAte, upaga tame mArI jagyAmAM ja karI zake." AcAra vinAnA vicAra, kriyA vinAnuM jJAna nakazAmAM zaheramAM jaI tenuM varNana karavA samAna che. sadAcAranuM maMhatva cheDA aMze paNa saddavicArane AcAramAM What you can do, utAre. or think you can, vakilanI salAha - --Begin it! yunAITeDa sTeTasanA presiDenTa liMkananI A Boldness has genius, power and magic in it. vAta che. Only engage-and then sprIMga phIlDamAM jyAre liMkana vakilAta karatA the inind grows heated; hatA tyAre eka asila temanI pAse AvyuM. Begin ! --and soon your asilane chase DolaranuM heNuM vasula karavuM task will be completed. hatuM. paraMtu je te jIte te eka vidhavA bAI -Goethe ane tenA cha bALako rajhaLI paDe. tame je kaMI satkArya karI zaktA he, liMkane kahyuM: "tame jarUra jItI zake te athavA karavAnI AzA rAkhatA he, A kesa che. to paNa ame tamAre A kesa hAthamAM laIzuM nahi. keTalIka vAte bhale kAyahamaNAMja zarU kare. dAthI satya hoya, paraMtu nItithI satya hatI kArya zarU karavAnI hiMmatamAM prajJA, zakti nathI. ane jAdu bharelA che. tame amArI pAse AvyA che mATe ame - tame zarU kare-ane savamAnasika zakitao tamane keTalIka salAha kaMI paNa phI lIdhA vinA utejita thaze. ApIzuM. tame zarU kare-ane teja kArya puru thaze. amArI salAha e che ke tamArA jevA sAdhanA" nuM paNa e pramANeja che. - yuvAna zaktizALI. puruSe se Dolara bIjA kaI mAge kamAI levA. tame je kaMI karI zake te kare, mAtra vAtanuM . zrI navakArano ArAdhaka nahi, "kriyAnuM mahatva che. " hita se hita, rati rAma se, roTalInI mALA pheravavAthI kyAreya bhUkha ( ripu se paira bihAva; na maTe, kevala tatvajJAnanI vAto mAtra karavAthI udAsIna saba so sarala kArya na thAya. tulasI sahaja subhAva. - tulasIdAsa Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kula ane phorama pU. pAda paMcAsajI mahArAja pravINavijayajI gaNivara jIvana kalyANane upayogI suMdara subhASita ane tene bhAva, uparokta zirSakataLe pU. pAda paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI Alekhe che. je sarva keAIne upakAraka banaze te niHzaMka che. vinayanI mahattA - brahmacarya vratanI kImata viNo sAsaNe mUlaM, viNao saMjamo tavo; jo dei kaNayakoDiM viNayAo vippamukkassa, kao dhammo ko tavo .. ahavA kAreI kaNayajiNabhavaNaM __ // 1 // tassa na tattiya puNNaM, jenazAsanamAM vinaya e dharmanuM mUla che. zaMkhavAthI ArA vinayathI saMyama ane tapa prApta thAya che. vinayathI rahita AtmAone dharma ane tapa " ke eka mANasa keDI kanakane Ape. keI kayAMthI hoya? sonAnA jinamaMdira karAve. tene teTaluM puNya | bAladIkSAnI mahattA thatuM nathI ke jeTaluM brahmacarya vrata dhAraNa karanArAne thAya che. tA tesu dhannA sukayatthajammA, * te pULA vasUnA sUkSaNa kulIna keNu kahevAya. . muttuNa jeNaM ciya jiNadhammeNa, gehaM tu duhANa vAsaM, gamio raMko vi rajjasaMpatti / . vADhattane 3 vacaM vavanA rA tammi vi jassa avannA. saghaLA purUSomAM teo dhanyavAdane pAtra so bhannaha kiM kulINotti // 4 // che. teoja atyaMta kRtArtha janmavALA che. surata je jinezvaradevanA dharmathI raMka paNa rAjya asurone teo pUjya che ke jemaNe du:khanA saMpattine pAmyo, te dharmamAM paNa jene avajJA ghara rU5 ghara choDIne bALapaNamAM dIkSAne da che, te zuM kulIna kahI zakAya.? najIkamAM mokSagAmI keruM? - je zrI navakArano ArAdhaka che tene sva. ka6 rovaramo, bhAva ja sahajapaNe e heya ke zrI paMca jaha jaha visaesu hoi veraggaM / parameSThi pratye, sarva guNI jane pratye tene pramoda ta ta vinAvuiM, bhAva-prema hoya. sava ArAdhake pratye tene Asanna se ya paramapayaM // 5 // maitrI bhAva hoya. jema jema de dUra thatA jAya, ane ahita karanAra pratye paNa tene gera-vidha viSayo upara jema jema virAgya thato joya tema na hoya. jemanA deSa dUra na karI zakAya evA tema jANavuM ke tene mekSa najIkamAM che. jI pratye tene mAthasthabhAva hoya. duHkhI mAtra kAyAthI brahmacarya polananuM phala jI pratye karUNabhAva heya. | sarva jI sAthe saralatAbharyo vyavahAra zAkha vaMmara dharati mahAka amuhanA kappami baMbhaloe tANaM niyameNa uvavAbho // 6 // hAya, Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa mArca, 1960 : 35 je bhavya azudhamane paNa kAyAthI mAtra sAta prakAranA zera brahmacarya pALe che teo niyamathI brahma devale- vau UMaurApa matrI, me: vALaH zrI ! kamAM utpanna thAya che. 'annaH sthAna , cauda vidha: mRtaH II kene samaya saphala che? cerI karanAra, karAvanAra, matraNa karanAra, sAmAphicarasaMTiksa, lIvarasa nA vA vA bheda karanAra, cerIne mAla kharIdanAra vecanAra, so so vAMdhavo, teno saMsAra pALA cArane anna ane sthAna ApanAra ema sAte jaNA cera kahevAya che. sAmAyika-ane pauSadhamAM rahelA AtmAo ne je samaya pasAra thAya che, te ja saphaLa zatruo jIvatA rahe emAM ja lAbha jANe. bAkIno samaya saMsArane vadhAravA mATe nAvinDa ma zALa4 lava thAya che. ___ yeSAM pratApena vicakSaNo'ham / sArI vastu sarvatra na hoya. cA vADachuM vikRrti manAmi, nage nage na mANikya, tadA tadA mAM pratibodhayanti // 12 // nazcittava je mArA zatruonA sarva samudyaya jIvatA rahe. sAdhavo nahi sarvatra, ke jemanA pratApe huM sAvadhAna rahuM chuM. jyAre * jUna 2 ja vane che jyAre huM avaLe mAge jAuM chuM, tyAre tyAre dareka parvatamAM mANeka malatA nathI, dareka teo mane sAvaceta rAkhe che. hAthInAM gaMDasthalamAM metIe hetAnathI dareka zAstra kene kAma lAge? sthaLe sAdhu purUSa malatA nathI ane dareka jaMgalamAM samA yasya prajJA svayaM nAsti, candana hotuM nathI. 'zA ta rAti viSa; jIbhanI be maryAdAo.. re jihave? kuru maryAdAM, .. * : viMda sthiti zA * morane varane tathA jene pitAnI buddhi nathI tene zAstra zuM. vacane prANasandeho, karaze? cakSu vinAnA mANasane ariso zuM mane rAjatA kAmane? re jI! tuM bhejanamAM ane belavAmAM dekhanAra kezu? maryAdA kara. kAraNa ke vacanamAM prANa javAne mAtRvat paradAreSu, che. ane khAvAmAM ajIraNane bhaya che. -- padravyey DhoSTavara 'keNu kenAthI khuza thAya che.? Atmavat sarvabhUteSu, tujyanti bhojanaiviprA, mayUrA ghana garjitaiH / caH paracati ja pati pAchA sIvaH parampatya, viTAH vipattimaH zivA pararIone mAtA samAna, pArakA dhanane brAhamaNa bhejanathI, mayUre meghanI gajenAthI, mATInA DhephA samAna, ane tamAma AtmAone sAhajanane pArakAnI saMpattithI ane dune pitAnA AtmAnI samAna dekhe che, teja. ayanI vipattiothI khuza thAya che. kaeNkhanAre che. locanAbhyAm vihInasya. - Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tenA SS Blabs & rAja zrI mohanalAla canIlAla 'nar = ''kayAga che killoya che, atihAsika vAta (ALAmAM vahI gayelI vArtA yuvarAja kanakaratha kAverIne rAjA suMdarapANinI kanyA rUkSmaNIne paraNavA nIkaLyo che. aTavImAM nApasamuni zrI hariSaNanI saMsArI putrI RSidattA sAthe tenA lagna thAya che. yuvarAja rathamaInanagarI tarapha pAchA vaLe che. rAjakumArI rUkSmaNUIne A samAcAra prApta thAya che. tene AdhAta lAge che. manathI te yuvarAja kanakarathane varI cUkI che. tenI nirAzAne dUra karavA sakhI saMdarI sulasA nAmanI vAgInInI sevA sAdhe che. sulasA rAjakumArInI sakhI suMdarIne AzvAsana Ape che. ane pote rAjabhavanamAM AvavA kabUla thAya che. have vAMce AgaLa prakaraNa 12 muM rAjakanyAe prazna karyo. tene vizvAsa che ke ginI sulasA A kAma karI zakaze ?" kautuka devI, saMzayanuM koI kAraNa nathI. mAnavI jyAre pitAne hArI gayele mAne chedevI, sulatAnI maMtrazakti bhalabhalAne cAra gumAveluM pAchuM prApta karavAne tene vale nIcA namAvI de tevI che. tame je ene - pAta anekagaNuM vadhI paDe che. Azrama juo te tamane kalpanA Ave ke saMdarIe rAjabhavanamAM AvIne rUkmaNIne sulasA kevI bhayaMkara che ! enA oraDAmAM samAcAra ApyA ke "ceginI sulasA AvatA viSathI bharelA jherI nAga pharatA hoya che. jIvatA saptAhamAM ahIM Avaze ane ApanuM kAma vAgha para te te savArI kare che, enA AzramamAM sidhdha karI Apaze." cAre tarapha jAtajAtanAM hADapiMjaro eTalA. AvatA saptAhamAM kaye divase Avaze?' badhAM paDayAM che ke jenAranuM haiyuM ja phATI jAya ? game te divase..." . "oha!" - paNa e ahiM Avaze enI khabara Apa"paraMtu ahiM rAjabhavanamAM..." Nane kevI rIte paDaze . keI ne kaMIpaNa saMzaya na Ave evI rIte e te khabara paDI ja jaze, meM ene Avaze. teNe ja mane sAmethI kahyuM ke amArA joI che eTale huM tarata oLakhI kADhIza. sudarAjAnI kanyAne AvA AzramamAM ne bolAvAya. rIe kahyuM." mAre ja AvavuM paDe." Ama AzAmAM ne AzAmAM cAra divasa rAmaNanA vadana para AnaMdanI rekhAo vItI gayA. upasI rahI hatI. te belI. te kaMI vAta karI. AzAnI eka rekhA udaya pAmelI hovAthI "hA yuvarAja kanakaratha lagna mATe ja AvatA rAjakanyA pahelAM karatAM prasannacitta rahetI hatI hatA ane mArgamAM ja kaI vanakaLyA para mahI ane ethI tenA mAtApitA paNa khUba AnaMdita paDIne pAchA vaLyA. te vAta meM vistArathI karI banyAM hatAM eTaluM ja nahI paNa samagra rAja vanamAM AnaMdanuM vAtAvaraNa sarajAyuM hatuM.' hatI.. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 8 : saMsAra cAlyo jAya che : sulasA kyAre ane kaye divase Avaze te bhUlI na jAo A vAta sAcI hovAnI meM kaI jANatuM nahotuM eTale rUkamaNI ane suMdarI Apane khAtrI ApI hatI. ApanA caraNaroja savArathI sAMja sudhI enI rAha joyA sparza karyA hatA." kastAM hatAM. "oha mAnavo nuM mana..rUmaNuM vAkya purUM Aja pAMca divasa hate. madhyAhnane kare te pahelAM ja madhura chatAM spaSTa avAja samaya hate. rUkSamaNa pitAnA vizALa khaMDamAM ghaMTaDI raNakatI hoya tema saMbhaLAvA mAMDe. ADe paDakhe paDI hatI, tenI bAjumAM ja tenI rUkamaNI ane suMdarI baMnee dvAra tarapha joyuM. sakhI suMdarI paNa beThI hatI. anya be paricA- hAra khulyuM hatuM ane be paricArikAo zAMtithI rikAo khaMDanI bahAra ubhI hatI. ubhI hatI. mahArAja ane mahAdevI anya khaMDamAM suMdarIe kahyuM: "devI, kaMI saMbhaLAya che? ArAma karI rahyA hatA. "hA. keI ghaMTaDI vagADatuM hoya tema saMbhasArAye rAjabhavanamAM jAye apUrva zAMti thAya che. paNa rAjabhavanamAM ghaMTaDI keNu vagADe prasarI gaI hatI. zA mATe vagADe ?" rUhamaNI palaMga para beThI rUvamaNIe suMdarI sAme joIne kahyuM: "suMdarI, thaI gaI. mane te enI e ja ciMtA thayA kare che." * suMdarIe kahyuMH "avAja te khaMDa bahArathI kaI ciMtA ja Avato hoya ema lAge che." ginI Avaze tyAre ApaNe tenuM svAgata "jarA je te..." kaI rIte karI zakazuM? suMdarI tarata dvAra pAse gaI. baMne paciA"Aja pAMca divasa che..." rikAo ubhI hatI. suMdarIe bahAra parasALamAM ' "mane paNa eja ciMtA thayA kare che.' najara karI. kazuM dekhAtuM nahotuM. mAtra ghaMTaDIne te tuM eka kArya kara...." raNakAra saMbhaLAtA hatA. teNe paricArikA sAme joIne kahyuM: "tamane kaMI saMbhaLAya che? cha nA.. pharIvAra devInA Azrame jA. ane enA Agamanane cokkasa divasa ne samaya laI Ava." "zu ghaTaDI vAgatA hoya evA madhura avAja rUkamaNIe kahyuM. nathI saMbhaLAto ? Ajano divasa ApaNe rAha joIe nA devI, kazuM saMbhaLAtuM nathI. ahIM ghaMTaDI nahI te AvatI kAle prAtaHkALe huM pharIvAra keNu vagADe? paricArikAe kahyuM. tene maLavA jaIza." ---- 1 suMdarI pAchI vaLI. tene paNa bhAre Azcarya "suMdarI, huM dheya rAkhI zakatI nathI mane thayuM ghaMTaDIne avAja spaSTa Ave che ne pari. ema paNa thAya che ke.." cArikAone saMbhaLAtuM nathI. A te kevuM kautuka te rAjakumArInA palaMga pAse pahoMcI ane kaMI kahevA jAya te pahelAM ja ghaMTaDI raNakAra mane prasanna karavA khAtara kadAca te oraDAmAM ja thatuM hoya ema jaNAvA mAMDayuM. vaceja suMdarI belI uThI, "devI, Apa rAjakanyA paNa ekadama ubhI thaI gaI ane Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ H kalyANa mArca 1960: 39 oraDAmAM cAre tarapha javA mAMDI. suMdarI paNa belIH "putrI, bhaya ke AzcaryanuM kaI kAraNa AzcaryabharI najare cAre tarapha joI rahI. nathI, keIne khabara na paDe eTalA khAtara huM koI prakArane bhrama nahotuM. ghaMTaDIne ati adazya banIne AvI hatI. tArI sakhIe mane madhura chatAM spaSTa ane khaMDamAMthI ja avAja saghaLI vAta karI che. keI prakArane saMkeca AvatuM hatuM. kaI hatuM nahiM, ghaMTaDI dekhAtI rAkhyA vagara tArI je kaMI IcchA hoya te mane nahAtI, ghaMTaDI vagADanAra koI nahotuM. A kaheje. huM avazya tAruM kArya karI ApIza." kautuka kevA prakAranuM haze? rUkamaNI ane suMdara bane eginI sAme rAjakumArIe cAre tarapha jotAM kahyuM: "suMdarI, ja ubhAM hatAM. rUmaNue kahyuM: "suMdarI, devIne na samajAya tevuM lAge che. cAla ApaNe A kAra prathama satkAra tha joIe." pAse jaIe." jI" kahIne suMdarI tarata khaMDa bahAra cAlI "hA. avAja thavAnuM kAraNa paNa samajAtuM gaI. ane thoDI ja vAramAM eka thALamAM rAnathI." kahI suMdarI dvAra tarapha javA agrasara laMkArane dAbaDe ane pulanI mALA laIne thaI. pAchI AvI. tyAM te baMnenA Azcarya vacce khaMDanA dvAra Ape Apa devAI gayAM. bahAra ubhelI pari rAjakanyAe sauthI prathama pulane hAra sulacArikAo te ema ne ema ja ubhI hatI. sAnA kaMThamAM Ape. tyAra pachI tenA caraNa AgaLa ratnAlaMkArane eka nAno dAbaDo mUkyuM. ane Ama ekAeka baMdha thatAM kamADa joine baMnenA nayane visphArita banI gayAM A satkAra, viveka ane vinaya joIne sulasA khUba ja AnaMdita banI gaI hatI. te ghaMTaDIne avAja baMdha thaI gaye. paNa kamADa prasanna svare belIH "rAjakumArI, tame baMne keNe baMdha karyA? zA mATe baMdha kayAM? rAja Asana para birAje ane mane tamAruM kArya kumArI bahAra ubhelI paricArikAone bolAvavA. jaNAve. mATe bUma mAre te pahelAM ja baMnenA kAna para AchA hAsya sahita eka avAja athaDAyeH Asana para na besatAM baMne nIce besI rAjakumArIne jaya thAo. rAjakumArInI mane gayAM. suMdarIe kahyuM: 'devIjI, Apa te jANe kAmanA pUrI thAo..." che ke maLadezamAM AvelI rathamadana nAmanI nagarInA yuvarAja zrI kanakarI amArI rAjakanyA ane vaLatI ja paLe yoginI sulasA era sAthe lagna karavA AvatA hatA. mAgamAM eka DAmAM ja daSTigocara thaI. suMdarI tarata oLakhI vanavAsinI yuvatI maLI gaI ane teo tene gaI ane rAjakumArI sAme joIne belI: "parama paraNIne adhavaccethI pAchA vaLyA. mArI sakhIe tapasvinI devI ginI padhAryA che.' manathI emane ja potAnA svAmI mAnI lIdhA rAjakumArInuM mana bhaya ane Azcarya vacce hatA, eTale A samAcArathI mArI sakhIne bhAre kheMcI gayuM hatuM. suMdarInA A zabdothI tene dukha thayuM. temaNe AnaMda-pramodane tyAga karyo, bhaya dUra thaI gayA ane te baMne hAtha joDI kaI sAthe vAtacita karavA jeTaluM paNa teonuM namaskAra karatAM belI: "padhAre devI. A Asana citta rakAtuM na hatuM. Akho divasa vicAra, para birAje.' AMsu ane rUmamAM jato hato. ane pAMce eginI eka Asana para besI gaI ane divasa pahelAM mane ApanI zaktinuM maraNa Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 : saMsAra cAlyeA jAya che : thayuM. pariNAme Apa padhAryA che ane mArI sakhInuM hAsya punaH pragaTAvA evI mArI ApazrIne vinamra prArthanA che.' sulasAe rAjakanyAnA gauravadana sAme joine kahyuM: 'putrI, tArUM du:kha sAMbhaLIne mArUM hRdaya paNa dhrujI uThayu hatu. mArI pAse ajoDa zakti che. tu kahe to nakathane popaTa banAvI pAMjarAmAM purIne tArI pAse hAjara karU.' 'nA devI. huM kevaLa....' yuvarAja tArA svIkAra kare. tane paraNavA Ave ema Icche che ne?' maNIe lajjArakta vadana nIcu namAvyuM. 'tArUM" sukha chInavI lenAra vanavAsinI taru gardabhI manAvIne hAjara karU ?' A praznathI rAjakanyA kamakamI uThI. te khAlI: nA devI, huM mAtra mArA priyatama viSNu chu.' 'bhale. tArI manAkAmanA purI thaze. paNa mAre cheka rathamaMna nagarImAM javu paDaze ane tyAM thADA divasa rahevu paDhaze, kanakaratha ane tenI vanavAsinI vacce jo nimaLa prema haze, ne mAre judI ja rIte kAMi karavuM paDaze. paraMtu suvarAja kanakaratha avazya ahIM Avaze ane tane jIvanasa MginI manAvaze. tu huMve nizcita raheje. hu koipaNa kAya hAthamAM lauM chuM eTale purU ja karU chuM.' rUkSmaNI ane suMdarIe ceginI sAme mastaka namAju, rAjakumArIe kahyuM: 'mahAdevI ApanA pravAsa mATenA je kaMi sAdhanA..... rAjakanyA vAkaya purU kare te pahelAM ja sulasA khaDakhaDATa haSatI ubhI thai ane melI: "putrI, tAre kazI ciMtA haeNravAnI nathI. huM mAtra eka ja praharamAM thamana nagarImAM paheAMcI * zakIza. mArAM sAdhanA mArI muThImAM ja paDayAM che. have huM mArA Azrame ja chuM. AvatI kAle ja huM tAruM kAya zarU karIza. jagaDha bA tArU kalyANa kare. tArI maneAkAmanA pUrNa kare.' sulasAe mane hAtha uMcA karIne AzIrvAda ApyA ane ane sakhIAe tenA caraNamAM punaH namaskAra karyA. ane vaLatI ja paLe sulasA adRzya thaI gaI. khaMDanA dvAra khullAM thaI gayA. ghaMTaDInA madhura avrAja sabhaLAvA mAMDayo. rAjakanyAnA vadana para prasannatAnA prakAza nAcI rahyo hateA. mAnavInA prANamAM jyAre marI gayelI. AzA punaH jIvita baMnavA mAMDe che tyAre mAnavInA nayanAnuM teja Ape|Apa kholI uThe che. ginI devInI zakti addabhuta che.' rUkSmaNIe suMdarI sAme joIne kahyuM: 'suMdarI, * devI, ApaNA rAjabhavanamAM cakaluM paNu pravezI na zake eTalA rakSakA, praharIe ane mANasA hoya che; chatAM ginIdevI ApaNA khaDamAM AvI pahoMcyA. vaLI ghaTaDInA raNakAra koIe sAMbhaLye nahi. enA AgamananI ApaNA sivAya anya koine khabara paNa na paDI. mane teA zradhdhA che ke ceginIdevI avazya kAya sidhdha karaze.' 'mane paNa vizvAsa beThA che.'rAjakumArIe ha`bharyA svare kahyuM. suMdarI rAjakanyAnA habharyA vadana sAme joI rahI. tyAra pachI premathI sakhInA hAya pakaDatAM melI: cAla ApaNe bahAra upavanamAM jaIe. hamaNA ghaNA samayathI Apa'upavanamAM gayA ja nathI.' hA cAla. Aja te mArUM mana tu nAcavA kudavA mATe talasI rahyuM che.' kahI rUkSmaNI khaMDa bahAra nIkaLavA agrasara thaI. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa mArca, 1990: 41 A tarapha mAyAvinI vidyAnA baLa para prasanna vadane jotAM kahyuM: "kharekhara tuM gaye bhava pitAne mahAna mAnI rahelI sulasA pitAnA mArI janetA haIza. bhale tArI IcchAne huM AzramamAM pahoMcI gaI hatI. teNe AzramamAM avarodha nahi karI zakuM.' gayA pachI pitAnA palaMga para besatAM upahAra- - kubaDI harSabharyA bhAve sulasAnA baMne paga rUpe maLele dAbaDe che. eka ati suMdara, pakaDIne nIce besI gaI. 2 mulyavAna ane tejavI ratnathI zobhatI mALA e dAbaDAmAM jhaLahaLatI hatI. tejasvI vajanA sulasAe kahyuM: "kubbA, A alaMkAre saMbhA baLIne mUkI de ane saMsthA pachI mAre dapaNumAM naga vALAM be karNapula zebhatAM hatAM. jevuM che." sulasAe pitAnI kubaDI dAsIne buma darpaNamAM? zuM jevuM che.? mArI. theDIja vAramAM kubaDI khaMDamAM AvI ane mastaka namAvatAM belIH "zI AjJA che devI kanakaratha keve che. ane tenI vanavAsinI kevI che? Ama je. rAjakumArIe svAgatamAM A mUlyavAna vastu mArA pagamAM mukI hatI." sArUM huM taiyArI karUM chuM Apane snAna kubaDIe mALA hAthamAM laIne joI. tyAra che, karavuM paDaze." pachI kahyuM: "devI, ApanA caraNamAM AvI mALAo na paDe te kenA caraNamAM paDe? "te snAnagRDamAM jaLa mUkAvuM chuM? rAjakumArInuM kArya..." saMdhyAne bahu vAra nathI. tame snAnagRhamAM vacceja sulasAe kahyuM: "meM svIkArI lIdhuM satvara Avaje' kahI kubaDI dAsI cAlI gaI. che ane AvatI kAle ja mAre rathamadana naga- ' sUlasA paNa palaMga parathI nIce utarI rImAM javAnuM che." ane eka piTikAmAMthI be vacce kADhIne snAnaAvatI kAle ja ? gRhamAM javA nIkaLI. ' , - te jyAre snAnagRDamAM gaItyAre eka bIjI Apa ekalAM jaze? dAsI jJAnasAmagrI taiyAra rAkhIne ubhI hatI. "hA... - kunzA bIjA eka ekAMta khaMDamAM zyAma "nA devI, Apane ekalAM huM ajANyA raMganuM caLakatuM darpaNa eka pATalA para goThavI nagaramAM nahiM javA dauM. rahI hatI. tyAM mane ze bhaya hatuM? , saMsthA paDI gaI nA devI" huM sAthe ja AvIza.' kubaDIe. rAtrine prathama prahara zarU thaze. sulatA lAgaNIbharyA svare kahyuM. -- snAnAdithI nivRtta thaIne darpaNavALA khaMDamAM AvI. sulasA jANatI hatI ke chellA vIsa varasathI A kubaDI enI sevA karatI hatI. te ati niSThA- kunzAe eka nAnI dIpamAlikA pragaTAvI vAna, prAmANika ane cokkasa svabhAvanI hatI. hatI. sulatAe kahyuM: "kujA ,badhuM taiyAra che? te kadI paNa susAne ekalI javA detI nahotI. "hA devI. ' sulasAe pitAnI niSThAvAna dAsI sAme "huM paNa sAme besuM tyAre dIpamAlikA hA... Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4ra : saMsAra cAlyA jAya che. ' jhAvI nAkhaje ane tAre jevuM hoya te mArI karatAM tApasakanyAnuM te ja kAMI anepyuM hatuM. pAchaLa zAMtithI ubhI raheje.' selasAe joyuM, A vanavAsinI strIe "jI" kahIne kujA dIpamAlikA pAse gaI. mUlyavAna vastrAlaMkAra dhAraNa karyA che ane salasA eka pATalA para goThavelA zyAma pitAnA pati tarapha ati premALa najare jotI raMgUnA caLakatA darpaNa sAme eka Asana para jatI madhura zabdo verI rahI che. beThI. sulatAnA manamAM thayuM, A rUpa AgaLa eja vakhate kujAe dIpamAlikAnA iMdra paNa pAgala banI jAya..A bicAre kanakapAMceya dIvAo ThArI nAkhyA ane te sulasA ratha A rUpathI kevI rIte aLage rahI zake? pAchaLa AvIne ubhI rahI. baMnenuM barAbara nirIkSaNa karyA pachI sulasA salasAe zvAsa rokIne zyAma darpaNa sAme bolIH "A mahelanuM mukhya dvAra jevuM che." sthira najare jevuM zarU karyuM. thoDI vAra pachI tarata dazya badalAyuM ane mahelanuM mukhya teNe pitAne baMne hAtha vaDe darpaNa para jhAvAM dvAra sAme dekhAyuM . nAMkhavAM mAMDayAM ane na samajAya evI bhASAmAM bAra kadAvara sazastra rakSake cekI karatA kaMIka maMtroccAra karavA mAMDe. khaDA hatA. - khaMThamAM aMdhakAra hato. vaLI A khaMDamAM | mukhyadvAranuM nirIkSaNa karIne sulasAe kahyuM eka paNa vAtAyana hatuM nahiM. dIpamAlikA basa." bujhavI nAkhelI hovAthI aMdhakAramAM zyAma paNa jAye adazya thaI gayuM hoya tema tarata darpaNamAM upasele prakAza adazya thaI gaye. lAgatuM hatuM. paNa sulasA tene barAbara joI zakatI hatI. kukkA bolI dIpamAlikA pragaTAvuM? dasabAra vakhata kaMIka uracAra karyA pachI nA...have ahIM kazuM kAma nathI. tuM dvAra darpaNamAM eka dI pragaTa hoya ema dekhAyuM khela. AvatI kAle rAtrinA prathama prahara pachI eTale tarata sulasAe kahyuMmAre rathamaIne ApaNe vidAya thavuM che.' nagarImAM AvelA yuvarAja kanakarathane je vAhana mATe vacceja sulatAe kahyuM: "ApaNA gebI. tarata kALA darpaNamAM eka dazya khaDuM thayuM vRkSa para ApaNe musApharI karavI che." eka suMdara ane zaNagArelA khaMDamAM yuvarAja - kunzAe kazuM na kahetAM dvAra khelyuM. kanakaratha ylA para beThe beThe jhulI rahyo hato, ane tenI bAjumAM tApasakanyA rASidattA bane khaMDa bahAra nIkaLyAM. beThI hatI. bahAra eka dAsI ubhI hatI. teNe mastaka, baMnenA vadana para AnaMda ramate hate namAvI kahyuM: "mahAdevI, bhejana taiyAra che." prasannatA nAcatI hatI. mAdhurI khIlelI hatI. madirAnuM pAtra mUkayuM che? sulasA sthira najare jovA mAMDI. rAjamahelane eka khaMDa hate. khaMDamAM cAre tarapha sArI kahI sulAsA pitAnA khaMDamAM gaI dipamAlikAo pragaTelI hatI. paraMtu e badhAM . (cAlu) Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kala lIpa - - - ja zrIse [, kalyANanI cAlu aitihAsika vAto vahI gayelI vArtA rAjagRhIne rAjakumAra rUpasena pavanapAvaDI dvArA chUpI rIte ratnapuranA kanakabhramanI rAjakumArI kanakavatInA mahelamAM jAya che. pararapara sneha thatAM banne gAMdharvavidhithI lagna kare che. rAjA kanakabhramane khabara paDe che ke rAjakumArInA mahelamAM koI purUSa chUpI rIte Ave che. koI pakaDAtuM nathI. eTale mahelanA rakSaka 700 purUSone te mRtyudaMDanI sajA pharamAve che. dayAbhAvathI nagaranI vezyAye te purUSane pakaDavAnuM bIDuM jhaDape che na pakaDAya te svecchAye zuLIye caDhavAnuM svIkAre che. paNa mahinA sudhI prayatna karavA chatAM teo niSphala thAya che. ne nirAzA anubhave che. have vAMco AgaLaprakaraNa 16 karaNa thayuM che jemanuM tathA AMkhaDIomAM te jANe aMgArAne agni vaSovatA evA sAkSAt rAjamAra rUpana vadhasthabha para yamarAjanI jema kanakabhrama rAjAnA sabhAmAM prAtaHkALanAM ceghaDIyAM pUrNa thayAM ke punita pagalAM thayAM. sabhAjanee bahumAna tarata ja rAjabhavananAM dvAra khullAM thayA. sabhAnI pUrvaka AvakAryA. chaDIdAe - chaDI pokArI taiyArI thavA lAgI. bhATacAraNee AzirvAdathI navAjyA ane rAjya Aje to pratijJAdhArIne chelle dina ! pAlakanI bolabAlA jaya jaya zabdamAM AkhI aMtima aMjAma zuM Avaze? evI bhArI sabhA guMjI rahI. jijJAsAvRttithI aneka mAnavamedanIthI nyAya ekadama nizabda zAMti phelAI. sabhA zarU sabhA bharacaka hatI. phakata mahArAjAdhirAjanI rAha jovAtI hatI. buddhitISNutAnI AbhAmAM gula banelI rAjAe karkaza ane hRdayabhedaka kAtila charI vArAMganAno garva gaLI gaye. aMte dayanI sarakhA vacane gaNikA tarapha pheMkyA "are ! durghaTanA svIkArI plAnamukhe AMsubharyA nayane buddhinI khAM gaNikAo !! tamArAM mamaghAtaka ane maMdapagale sabhAmAM praveza karyo. saundaryanA hadayadrAvaka vacanAmRtenAM bindu kema zuSka thaI lAlityanI pratimAe Aje zokanI gherI chAyAne gayAM? dehanI tejasaritA kayAM vahI gaI? burakhe paheryo hate. eka abaLAnI sahAyathI kema! gunegAranuM zodhana ke dazana thayuM? tame zaramiMdA banelA 700 pratipALe te sabhAmAM paNa mane eka mAsa sudhI chetaryo have mArA praveza karatAM ja jANe dharatI mAga Ape krodhanuM phaLa juo. te temAM Azraya laI cirazAMtine IcachatAM "tamoe jhaDapelA baDAne chelle dina pUre eee eka bAju beThaka lIdhI. thaye che. mudata pUrNa thaI che, have tamArA ja - tyAM te kepathI jAjavalyamAna aMtaH- kathana mujaba tamArI avadazA thaze. bhayabhIta nA thaI. Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 : kula dIpaka : anaze. talArakSaka! A sava, gaNikA ane dvArapALAne ghaNI viTaMbanA karI gharabAra phUTIne zULIe caDhAvA. jAva, tame A viSayamAM krI mane pUchaze nahi.' rAjAnA aphara sattAvAhI Adeza suNatAM ja sabhAjanAmAM khinnatA vyApI, keTalAke vicAyu, jyAre satAnane janma ApanAra mAtA jhera ApanAra nIvaDe. pitA putrane vece, rAjA sa`sva harI le tyAre pAkAra ja konI AgaLa karavA ? rakSaka ja bhakSaka ane tyAre upAya ja kaceA rahe? sabhA visarjana thaI. janatAnI kIkIyArI ane medanI dilane jalAvatI hatI. satra eka ja vAta gavAtI nagaranA khUNe khUNe ritagatie samAcAra phelAi gayA. 700 daravAna ane 300 gaNikAneLAmAM kALA DAgha rahI jaze paNa rAjAne kANu hatI ke, 'rAjAne A zuM sUjhayuM ? ' ujIyAphrAMsInI sajA, samAcAra phelAtAM ja vAtAvaraNamAM manAvI zake? kaI rAjAnI tA koI gaNikAnI sanasanATI prasarI rahI. keTalAka leAkeA kahe ke, te koi pratihArAnI dayA khAtA hatA, "bhale anatha karanAra zodha karatAM paNa na maLya paraMtu ekanA pApe A sarvane sajAnI mahe mAnagIrIne svAda cAkhavA paDayA. pachI maMtrIe rAjAne vinaMtI karI; 'svAmi ! A vezyAonA vadha karavAmA mahAdoSa che. sAdhu, gAya, vezyA, strI, bALaka rAgI ane vRddha ATalAne koIpaNa aparAdha Avye hoya teye havA nahi. te sAMbhaLIne yuddha thayela rAjAe maMtrInAM vacanane avagaNyAM. uparathI kaTAkSa khANA vaDe masthaLe tanA karI. gamagIna banelA maMtrIe dhIre sAde kahyuM; 'mahArAjAdhirAja ! me te ApanAM hitane mATe ja kahyuM hatu te Ape mArmika vacanAe tADana karyu.. huMmezA karkaza vacana vaDe piravArane abhAva janme che. parivAranA vibhakta thaye chate rAjAnI moTAInA dhvaMsa thAya che.' macA taiyAra karAvI dIdhA. pratihAro tathA gaNi kAnA dravyAdi kamare karyA. tene kAMsIe caDhAve eTalI ja vAra hatI. mRtyunA Are pahoM cela sanA dilane tevI kAramI . paLa lakhAI jAya teA zreSTha, kAika tAraka maLI jAya agara te te jIvanAMtanI carama kSaNe paNa gunegAranuM darzana thAya teA ame A jIvanadaMDa bharakhI janAra rAkSasI maraNuthI jItI jaie. evI jIvanAzAnA camakArAe nayanayugala dazedizAmAM dayAjanakapaNe Tagara Tagara nIrakhI rahyA hatA. matrInA kathananI rAjAne kAMi paNa asara thai nahi. emanA vicAra dRDhabhUta jaNAtA maMtrI akhAlapaNe zAMta rahyo. aMte te gaNikAe dvArapALeAnI karuNA khAtA peAtAnI buddhinA phUlone kAMTALA ja banAnyAne! jAnamAlane jokhamamAM nAMkhyA, hINupata tAnI kahna ADhI kakhare sUvAnI veLA AvI paDI ane hAMsIpAtra thavu paDayuM te juduM. rahyo. koi dariyAdilInI rahema ke puNyabaLanI A zuM !!! sa` sthaLe hAhAkAra vI paDI jAya tA vaLI mRtyupaMkanA khADAmAMthI prabaLatAbharI daSTi daravAna ane gaNikA para aNuizuSya bahAra nIkaLI zake. paNa kyAM haze e bhAgyavata? binagunhegAra, aMtara temaja dayA mananI arajanA paDaghAe aMtarIkSamAM virATa rUpa dhAyuM. ane puNyavAna kumAra rUpasenanA kaNe mahAghaTArava karyA. bhayAnakatAnuM tene bhAna karAvyu ane e bhayaMkaratAnuM nivAraNa karavA asIma himmata makSI. kumAre vicAryuM; 'ghaDo pANI bhare ne doraDuM mAra khAya' jevI vAta thaI. jo mArA ekanA rAjAnI AjJAne jhIlatA talArakSake phAMsInAM vinAzathI A sahu jananuM jIvana lIluchama Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ H kalyANa mArca, 1960 = 47 rahetuM hoya te kharekhara mAre pragaTa thaI javuM karatI pratispaddhinI garvilI najara sAtha joIe. pRthvItaLane viSe jIvadayA sarakho keI haiyAmAM vikasatI AnaMda laharIo ane eka paNa dharma nathI." bIjA sAthe paraspara saMketa vayaNanA sahAre rUpasena vicAre che, "kIDAne viSTAmAM, dene vArtAlApa karavA lAgI. sAMketika bhASA dvArA devalekamAM ema ubhayane jIvana jIvavAnI kaMIka cokakasa nirNaya karI rAjAne kahyuM; "huM IcchA te sarakhI ja che. tema maraNano bhaya rAjana! asthamAnanuM darzana thayuM. gebI cera ekabIjAne sarakhA ja che. mArA hadayamAM je maLI gayA." dhamakUranA bIja hoya te AvuM na ja thavuM rAjA vismita banI adhIrA bhAve kahyuM: joIe. prANaharaNathI huM kaI gatimAM jaIza? "e zuM?" pApane ghaDo adhika bharAya te pachI e pragaTa vezyAe nayana camakAvatA uttara vALe; thayA vinA rahe nahi. - "Aja savanI AMkhaDInA aMjanarUpa bananAra mRtyunI bhavyatA ane aneka prANIonA AgaMtuka ja kumArIbAnA sauMdaryakalikAnA Azirvacane mATe rUpalena utsuka banyo. ene rasane upabhegI bhramara" mana jIvarakSA samakSa deha ane saundaryanI vAsanA rAjAe pUchayuM; "ATalA divasa sudhI nahi tuccha lAgI. paranA kalyANa mATe khapI javAnI ane Aje chellI gaNAtI paLe ja kayAMthI raDha lAgI. haiye ekaja laganI hatI ke anyA- jANI lIdhuM?" canA siMhAsanane DelAvI nAMkhuM eja sahuda: tenA siMdUrathI snigdha thayelA vAne yatAnA ghenamAM ne ghenamAM ghera jaI siMdurathI batAvI pite karela sarva yukitanI vAta vezyAe lepAyela vastranuM paridhAna karI hasate mukhaDe jaNAvI. siMdUrathI lipta vastra ja pratIti karAve ane madabharI cAle samasta nagarajanenI daSTi che ke A vyakita ja kanakavatInA AvAsamAM varacethI pasAra thaI rUpasena kumAre sabhAmAM pahoMcanAra mAnava che. praveza karavA mATe pratihArInI anujJA mAMgI. ' rAjAe rUpasenane pUchayuM; "A vezyA zuM pratihArIe rAjAnI anumati laI Adeza kahe che?" rUpAsenakumAre nizcalabhAve, zAMtapaNe Ape. uttara vALe; 'gaNikAnuM kathana saMva rIte satya rUpasenakumAre savinaya rAjAne praNAma karI che. A rAjavirUddha kArya meM ja karyuM che. huM gya sthAna lIdhuM. zikSAne egya chuM. mane daMDa kare, ane A sarva enA caMdravadanamAMthI jharatA amRtanA biMdu- niraparAdhI jene megheruM jIvitadAna bakSe." ee sabhAjanene sthira karI dIdhA. A keI kumAranA deha para zyAmaMtA, vihaLatA, udAsIdevakumAra che ke vidyAdhara ! tejabharyo sUrya che ke natA ke asvasthatAnA cihna alpa paNa najare zItaLatA pUrNa caMdra! enA Akasmika AvA- paDatA nathI, paraMtu raNabhUmi upara kezarIyA karavA gamane sarvane utsuka banAvyA. AturatApUrvaka taiyAra thayela vIra sainikanuM khamIra pukAra karatuM nayane kumAranA caMdravadananA darzanathI tRpta thatAM hatuM. A camakAro joI sabhAjane AzcaryamUDha nathI. , banyA. vezyAgaNanI mukhya nAyikA ratnamaMjarInI jema agnimAM bALavA chatAM zaMkha pitAnI AMkhamAM rUpasena rAjakumAranI Agamana khusArI tatA choDatuM nathI tema sajajana puruSo ane vijayanI camaka camakI. jANe sarasAI ApattimAM paDavA chatAM pitAne varNa badalatA Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 * kuladIpaka : ' nathI. sajajananA svabhAvamAM ja niSThA jaNAI kamanA phaLane vipAka veda paDa te A Ave che. kumAranuM zuM gajuM?" vipattimAM dhIraja, abhyadayamAM kSamA, A bAju talArakSake rUpasenakumArane rAsavaDe sabhAmAM vAkcAturya, yuddhamAM parAkrama, yazamAM bAMdhI zarIra para prahAra karatAM karatAM temaja abhiruci ane jJAnamAM vyasana e sajjanatAnI mamavighAtaka vANIthI tarjanA karatA nagaranA sAhajikavRtti che. eka eka cere ne cauTe, zerIe ne galIe pherakumAranA zAMtimaya udgAre rAjAnA aMge vIne sAMyakALa thatAM vadhasthAna samapa lAvI, aMga ne AtApa vyApI rahyo. teNe mUkyuM. dhanI vihalatAmAM jaNAvyuM; dhRSTa, pApI, A jIvananA dIpane bujhavanAra vadhathaMbhanI. niya, nirlajja, dubuddhi, ane lucce A AgaLa AvyA chatAM rUpAsenakumAranA dilamAM khalapuruSanA lakSaNa che. A sabhAmAM dhIratAthI DaranI alpa paNa dhaDaka nathI. bolate nice tuM cAra ja che." kimate pitAnI siddhi kAmayAba banAvI. talAraka! A duSTa, nirlajane zULIe eka mAnavanA jIvana para ArUDha thaIne kAmayAba Are paNa kare. juvAnInA ghamaMDamAM karela banAvI. kumArane zULI para ArohaNa karyo. pApanuM phaLa lekone batAvo ke anAcAra tema mRtyune prakhara jhaMjhAvAta tephAne caDha havA ja ugrapApanuM phaLa te ja bhavamAM prApta thAya che." chatAM AtmA para samatA ane dhIrajanA prakAza rUpasenakumAra nIDaratApUrvaka rAjAne kahe che. cAMdaraNuM patharAyA hatAM. hajAra hajAra mAnavanA he rAjana! mArI aMtima vijJapti che ke A prANune bheMkAra duHkhamAMthI uddharI jIvananA zAMti vezyAgaNa ane A rakSakane abhayadAna Apo. AgArane viSe sthApana karyAnA advitIya rasa te huM mArA dehanA balidAnane dhanya mAnIza." jharatA hatA. prabhuthAna ja eka tAraka che ema rAjAe vezyA ane rakSakane mukti karyA. mAnI AtmAne paMcaparameSThInA dhyAnamAM ekaparezAna banelA teone mRtyunA jhaMjhAvAtathI 0 lIna banAvI dIdhe, ke jethI mRtyunI bhayaMkara haiyAmAM zAMti vaLI. aMtima paLe ugAranAra yAtanA ene duHkhartA banI zakI nahi. pareAgatukanI ahesAnI te bAju para rahI paraMtu pakAranI bhaThThImAM potAnA dehanuM balidAna Aje tene dhikakAratAM pitapotAnA sthAnake gayA. tene dhanya lAgyuM. mukhakAMti akhaMDa svarathatA ane jIvanadAnanI dAyatAe jhalakatI sava sabhA visarjana thaI. savatra AnaMda thaye. puravAsIo kahevA lAgyA ke rAjAne 1000 manu nagarajananA manane herata pamADI rahI ke mRtyunA SanA vadhanuM pApa te na lAgyuM. je thayuM te teja paNa AvA hoI zake. sArA mATe thayuM. keTalAka rUpasenakumAranI dayA kamanA sAmrAjya zAsana calAvI pitAnI ciMtave che, te keTalAka tirarakAra karavA lAgyA akalita sattAnuM nidarzana karAvyuM ke ekanA ke paga para jAte ja kuhADe mA. aparAdhe hajArene zikSA ane hajAra hajAra keTalAka sujJAnI vicAre che ke, "AtmA mAnavanA A mAnavanA balidAnanA raktanI tRSA Aje eka ja kamAMdhIna che. karmathI prerAyelA mAnava sva che. mAnavanA rudhire tRpta banI. narkamAM jAya che. mahAna AtmAone potAnA (kramaza:) Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ PUGUR RASIE pragaTatAM prakAzananI sAbhAra pUrvaka TuMka nedha ahiM avAra-navAra pragaTatI rahe che. jethI vAcako navAM prakAzanethI kAMIka aMze paricita rahe. jinacaMdra jIvana caMdrikA : sa. 5. hiMdI le. agaracaMda nAhaTA, zrI bhaMvaralAlajI sunirAjazrI buddhisAgarajI ma.prakA. jhaverI mUlacaMda nAhaTA guja. anu. munirAjazrI kAtisAgarajI hIrAcaMda bhagata. vya. zrI jinadattasUri jJAnabhaMDAra paM. zrI jinadattasUri jJAnabhaMDAra mU. 4 AnA.. muMbaI. vi. nA 17 mA saikAnI zarUAtamAM thaI kA. 16 pejI 16-106=122 peja gayelA zrI kharatara gacchanA prabhAvaka AcAyadevazrI zrI jinacaMdrasUrIzvarajInuM prabhAvaka jIvana vi. nA 14 mA saukAmAM thaI gayelA kharataracaritra TuMkamAM pulaskepa 58 pejI 44 pejamAM gacchIya prabhAvaka pU. AcAryadevazrI jinaprasiddha thayuM che. dIlhIpati zahenazAha akabara kuzalasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI prabhAvaka jIvanakathA bAdazAha tathA jahAMgIranA samaye pu. AcAya ahi aneka etihAsika prasaMgathI vistRta rIte devazrInAM varada haste thayela prabhAvanAnA ullekho prasiddha karela che. teozrIe 50 hajAra nUtana ahiM prApta thAya che. zrAvakone karyA hatA te hakIkata ahiM prasiddha thayela che. uparanA temaja A jIvanacaritra graMthe yugapradhAna zrI jinadattasUrijIH hiMdI te kAlanA ItihAsane tathA saMyamI mahApurule. agaracaMdajI nAhaTA tathA bhaMvaralAlajI nAhaTA. guja2 anuvAdakaH durlabhakumAra gAMdhI saze. nA prabhAvane khyAla Ape che. saMpA. pU. munirAjazrI buddhisAgarajI gaNi. munizrI mehanalAlajI : le. mAvajI prakA. zeTha jhaveracaMda kezarIcaMda jhaverI, mahAvIra- dAmajI zAha. prakA. zrI jinadattasUri jaina jJAna svAmI jaina derAsara pAyudhunI muMbaI kA. 16 bhaMDAra, pAyudhunI muMbaI 3. mU. sadupayoga kA. pejI 46-78-124 : 16 pacha 26 peja. vi. nA 12 mA saukAmAM thaI gayelA mahAcama pU. munirAjazrI mehanalAlajI mahArAjanuM tkArika kharataragacchIya prabhAvaka AcArya devazrInuM , vistRta jIvanacaritra A prakAzanamAM prasiddha che TuMka jIvanacaritra ahiM prasiddha thayuM che. thayela che. tyavAsIone kAla hovAthI pU A. bha. zrI jinayazasUrIzvarajI AcAryadevazrIe pitAnA nimala cAritrano ma. nI jIvanagAthA: le. pU zrI gulAbaprabhAva pADI jenazAsananI vistRta prabhAvanA munijI ma. saMskAraka pulacaMda haricaMda dozI karI che. te hakIkata atre rajU thaI che. bhASAM. mahuvAkara. prakA. zrI mahAvIra jainamaMdira, pAyataramAM vyAkaraNa de rahI gayA che. dhunI muMbaI. ka. 16 pacha 858 66 peja dAdAzrI jinazala richaka saMpA.. kharataragacchanA AcArya mahArAja zrI jinapU. munirAjazrI buddhisAgarajI gaNivara, mala yazasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrI ke jeone kharata ragacchanI samAcArInuM pravartana karavAnI javAba Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 : sAbhAra svIkAra : dArI pU. munirAjazrI mehanalAlajI mahArAje niSkarSarUpe suvAkane suMdara saMgraha ahiM prasiddha ApI hatI. jeo dIrghatapasvI hatA. temanI thayela che. vividha kalamAM chapAyeluM A pustaka jIvana jharamara ahiM prasiddha thaI che. saMgraha karavA jevuM che. anekAneka prAsaMgika , citrathI A prakAzana samRddha banyuM che. ratnaprabhA anu. pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrI buddhisAgarajI gaNivara. pra. pulacaMda haricaMda zrI namaskAra niSThA : le. ane saMpA. dezI. prakA. zrI jinadattasUri jJAnabhaMDAra pAya zrI maphatalAla saMghavI DIsA. prA. zrI siddhi dhunI muMbaI kA. 16 pacha 8124-13ra peja. dhama saMgrahe sAhitya pracAraka samitina vidyAzALA, amadAvAda, bheTa &aa. 16 pejI 36+ pU. munirAjazrI mehanalAlajI mahArAjanA 208-ra44. vidvAna ziSyaratna pU. munirAjazrI rAjamunijInA mahAmaMgalakArI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra pratye vidvAna ziSyaratna AcArya mahArAjazrI jina- zraddhA tathA sadbhAva pragaTe temaja te dvArA tenA ratnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrInuM saMskRta caritra 5. sAdhaka mumukSu jInAM jIvanamAM te aciMtya upAdhyAyajI ma. zrI labdhimunijIe raceluM, ciMtAmaNi navakAramaMtra pratye samarpaNabhAva tenA parathI gujarAtI anuvAda tathA saMskArita jAgRta bane tevA prakAranuM sAhitya A prakA rIte ahiM prasiddha thayela che. zanamAM saMgrahIta thayela che. "kalyANa mAsikamAM mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanA prakA. zrI jaina prasiddha thayelA lekho A rIte graMthastha bane che, ve. saMghanI peDhI, pIpalI bajAra-Indora. mUlya; te "kalyANa pratye, tenA kapriya lekhaka pratye 76 na. pai. kA. 16 peja 11+ 66-77 samAjanA A samAjano AdarabhAva pratIta thAya che. lekhamALA jenazAsananA sArarUpa samasta dvAdazAMgInA zrI navakAramaMtra pratye AtmAthI AtmAone niSThA prApta karAvavAmAM avazya upakAraka banaze! hasyarU5 zrI navakAramahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAne ! je laghutapa tene aMgenA vidhi-vidhAno temaja lekhaka tathA prakAzaka taraphathI A lekhamALa je navakAramaMtranA jApane aMge upayogI vicAraNA je sAmAyikamAM pragaTa thaI hoya tene nAme lekha thavo jarUrI hato. A laghu prakAzanamAM prasiddha thayela che. sAthe navakAramaMtranA mahimAne varNavatA che, pade saMskAra sopAna : le. pU. paMnyAsajI ityAdino saMgraha che. prayatna stutya che. jekeTa mahArAjazrI sudarzanavijayajI gaNivara, prakA dviraMgI che. aMdara navakAramaMtranuM dhyAna karavA jIvanasiMha mahetA vya. zrI bhuvana-sudarzana jaina mATe suMdara triraMgI citra che. navakAramaMtranI graMthamAlA, udayapura kA. 20-128=148. ArAdhanA karanArane upagI sAhitya prasiddha lekhaka mahArAjazrAe lakhelA tathA saMpAdita thayuM che. karelA 20 jeTalA lekhene saMgraha ahiM prasiddha jJAna gaMgA (hIMdI) prakA. zrI jena ve, thayuM che. je lekamegya heI sarva keIne vAMcana jaina saMghanI peDhI pIpalI bajAra IMdara sITI. mananane yogya sAmagrI pUrI pADe che. mUlya 1 rUA. una 16 pacha 10+162 jaina saMskRta sAhityane itihAsa: - saMpAdaka pU. munirAja zrI abhayasAgarajI (khaMDa 1) le. pro. hIrAlAla rasikadAsa kApaDIyA mahArAje parizrama pUrvaka taiyAra karela A prakA- prakA. zAha lAlacaMda naMdalAla vakIla vya. zrI zana sava saMgraharUpa soMpAyegI tathA upakAraka muktikamala jena mehanamAlA. vaDodarA - che. anekavidha tAtvika, sAtvika ciMtana-manananA 6-0-0 ka. 16 pacha 88+468. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhikAra. karaja ane asUya 1 zrI ujamazIbhAI- juThAbhAI amadAvAda mAnava jIvananA mULabhUta lakSyane bhUlI, ke je kaI vyakti, pitAnA adhikArane khyAla tenI upekSA karI, vizvane keIpaNa mAnavI na kare, te potAnI pharaja adA na karI zake. pitAno abhyadaya (kalyANa) sAdhI zake nahi. ane je, pitAnI pharaja cUkI jAya te adhikA dunyavI amyudaya te vAstava aspRdaya nathI. rathI bhraSTa thAya. AtmAnI utkrAMti eja khare ayudaya che. je adhikAra ane pharaja te ubhayane samanvaya mULabhUta lakSyanA vAstava bhAna vinA saMbhavita nathI. sAthe vinA vyakti abhyadaya sAdhI zake nahi. jo ke, Aghe Aghe jeo vAstava rahe DhaLe temaja te, vAstava dharma samajI zake nahi. che, teone abhyadaya thAya che kharo. paraMtu, - dravya, kSetra, kAla, ane bhAva anusAra pharaja tana AMdhaLI doTamAM je vikAsane bhrama seve che. teo vikAsa sAdhI zaktA nathI. ane ane adhikAra aneka prakAre che. jyAM, je je prakAre, je je pharaja ane adhikAra hoya, tyAM, ane UlaTAM nIce vadhu paTakAya che. te te prakAre, te te pharaja ane adhikArane anumULabhUta lakSyanA bhAna vinA pharaja adA saravuM joIe. yAda rAkhavuM ke, mAnavajIvananA karavAnI nema paNa ghaNIveLA bhayaMkara anartho mULabhUta lakSyanA vAstava khyAla vinA pharaja ane nipajAve che. adhikAranuM kharuM bhAna saMbhavita nathI. kuTuMbanuM pAlana-poSaNa karavuM te gRhasthanI pharaja che. paraMtu, je gRhastha mAnavajIvananA dAkhalA tarIke, vizvamAM Aje rASTravAda je mULabhUta lakSyano khyAla kare nahi. ane pharaja prakAre pracAra pAmyA che, te paNa mULabhUta lakSyanA adA-karavAnI ghelachA rAkhe; te te na karavAnuM bhAnanA abhAvanuM kAraNa che. ane te lekanI kare, te saMbhavita che. AMdhaLI doTa che. te rASTravAdanI ghelachAmAM eka pharaja adA karavAnI ghelachAmAM te luMTa, bIjA rASTro, eka bIjI rASTranI prajA pratye, dveSa, dhikakAra ane-tiraskAranI dRSTithI juve che. cirI, chaLa, kapaTa, jUTha, durAcAra anAcAra Adi badhuM ja kadAca seve, ane tema karate chatAM e pariNAme gharSaNa thAya che ane vigraha jAge che. prakAre pitAnI pharaja adA karatA hovAnuM te je, rASTravAdIo mAnava jIvananA mULabhUta abhimAna paNa dhare. lakSyano khyAla karI pitAnI pharaja ane adhityAre, vAstavamAM e rIte pharaja adA karI kAra anusAra rASTravAda piSe te, teo Itara na kahevAya. kemake, te gRhastha tyAM pitAno rASTranI prajA pratye paNa prema ane amI bharI daSTi mAnava adhikAra cUkI gaye. verI, vizvanI prajAnuM saha astitva TakAvI zake. - - - prophesara hirAlAla kApaDIyAe A prakAza- jaina lekhakanI kRtione tathA ajaina graMtho namAM jainAcAryoe, jaina munio tathA anyAnya paranA jaina vivaraNane paricaya ahiM apAye jaina lekhake e je je anekavidha viSayamAM che. saMskRta sAhityanA abhyAsIone jaina graMtha saMskRta graMtharacanAo karI che, teno zakya hoya kAranI racanAo pratye laya jAgrata karavA mATe te rIte vistRta itihAsa ahiM raju karela che. A prayAsa stutya che. aneka pariziTethI vyAkaraNa, chaMda, keza, chaMda, alaMkAra, kAvya, parizrama savaMzIya tathA anveSaNa pUrvakane che. prastuta prakAzana samRddha banyuM che. lekhakane nATya, kAma, nimitta, nIti ItyAdi zAstro para Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * AjanI keLavaNInI prathA pheraphAra mAMge che. * zrI navIna kAThArI (sInIyara khI. e.) jAmanagara vartamAna keLavaNInI keTalIka khAmIo sAme nirdeza karI keLavaNI viSe yathArtha dRSTibiMdu darzAvata A lekha vamAna vAtAvaraNamAM avazya upakAraka banaze. gujarAtImAM suMdara suvAkaya chaeN, 'vidyA nagaranA mANasa pazu samAna che.' saMskRtamAM paNa vidyAnI agatyatA samajAvatuM suMdara subhASita che. " rUpayauvanasaMpannA vizAlakulasaMbhavA / vidyAhInA na zobhante nirgandhA iva kiMzukA : " // Ama vidyA athavA keLavaNInI jIvanamAM keTalI AvazyakatA che, tenA sAmAnya khyAla Ave che. sAmAnya vyavahAramAM zALAmAM ke kAlejamAM bhaNelAone keLavaNI pAmelA mAnavAmAM Ave che. paNa zuM kharekhara Ane ja keLavaNI kahI zakAya ? zALA athavA kAlejamAM bhaNavAthI AdhyAtmika jJAnanI keLavaNI prApta cAya che kharI ke ? AjanI keLavaNInuM dRSTibiMdu e tarapha che ja nahI.. keLavaNInA a maLI cUkI ema sAmAnya mAnavI te zu paraMtu AjakAla lagabhaga dareka jaNa keLavaNInAM ane bahuja sAmAnya ghaTAve che. thADuMka akSarajJAna prApta karavuM, ja e ke enAM vaDe mANusanAM jIvananA sarvAMgItamAM ke buddhimAM kuzaLa thavu' eTale keLavaNI vikAsa thAya. AjanI keLavaNIthI sarvAMgI vikAsa thAya che ke nahIM? te eka prazna che. keLavaNI tA ene ja kahevAya ke je jIvananu ghaDatara kare, cAritryanuM ghaDatara kare, susaMskArane gere. mAnavInA jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale upayogI nIvaDe tene ja kharI keLavaNI kahevAya. dareka mAnavInAM jIvanamAM sumati ane kumati vacce sAdhAraNatayA mAnavAmAM Ave paNa e khATI mAnyatA che. keLavachuInI - zarUAta tA mAtAnAM garbhamAMthI ja thatI che. ApaNA itihAsamAM enAM aneka udAha hayAta che. satI madAlasAe lagna karatAM paDelAM tenAM pati sAthe zarata karelI ke AvA bALako para mArA ja saMpU mAnava jIvananuM mULabhUta lakSya je meAkSa te lakSya siddha karavA eTale ke, kamathI sathA sUkAvA jIvanI je tamannA te AtmajAgRti che. ane te mAnava jIvananA mULabhUta lakSya nuM arU bhAna che. sa hu`mezA tumula yudhdha macyAM ja kare che, paNa jo e kharekhara keLavAyelA hAya tA sumatinA vijaya thAya che ane kumatinA parAjaya. A parathI spaSTa samajAya che ke keLavaNIthI phakta buddhimAM ja ke tamAM vikAsa na thatAM, jIvananAM hareka kSetramAM tenA vaDe vikAsa thAya tyAre ja mAnavIne kharI keLavaNI maLI che, athavA te te keLavAyelA che, tema kahI zakAya. keLavaNInI AvazyakatA mAnavInAM jIvanamAM, jeTalI AvazyakatA havA, pANI, ane khArAkanI che teTalI ja alke AjanA yugane jotAM kaMika aMze vadhAre che, paNa echI teA nahi ja. jeenA AtmA jAgrata che. tee namAlAM ke vevalA UtA nathI, te vinota hAya te krUraja ane adhikAra anusAra vivekayukata rIte vartanArA hoya che. teone mana kei veLA sAmAnya evI pharajonu pradhAnya vadhI jAya che. kei veLA mATI evI pharajo temane mana gauNu anI jAya che. jo ke, eka paNa pharajanI te vivekI upekSA karatA nathI. adhikAra anusAra jIvanamAM eka paNa phara che.janI upekSA na karavI, te abhyudayanI mukhya cAvI che. jo ke, te mATe vivekacakSu joIe. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa mArca, 1960 : 53 adhikAra raheze. madAlasAe jayAre garbha dhAraNa AjanI keLavaNI ApavAnI vicitra prathA. karyo tyArathI ja teNe uttama pustakanuM vAMcana vicitra vAtAvaraNathI pahelAMnI ane AjanI manana zarU karyuM tene lagabhaga badheja samaya keLavaNImAM phera lAge che. paraMtu temAM keLavaNIne dhArmika kriyAomAM ja pasAra thavA lAgyuM. deSa nahi paNa enI prathAne che. kaI paNa bALakanA janma pachI paNa bALakane khUbaja kALamAM keLavaNInuM dhyeya te eja hoI zake sArAM saMskAra prApta thAya tevuM ja vAtAvaraNa ke tenA vaDe mANasa kramazaH uce ja caDato teNe rAkhyuM. pariNAme tenA putre yogya vayane jAya. AjanI keLavaNImAM AdhyAtmika jJAnane thatAM saMsAratyAga karyo. vAta te bahu lAMbI te sAva bAkAta ja rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. vinayache. paraMtu ApaNe te eja jevAnuM che ke kharI vivekanI vidyArthIomAM moTe bhAge khAmI jovAmAM keLavaNInI zarUAta mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyA Ave che. ghaNIvAra zALA athavA saMta sAdhunuM vyAtyArathI ja thaI jatI hoya che. abhimanyue khyAna athavA keleja mAraphata sInemAne "za" mAtAnA peTamAM ja yuddhanuM jJAna prApta karyAnI rAkhavAmAM Ave che. paNa kayAreya ke munirAjanuM vAta bahu prasiddha che. tyAra bAda saMjoga, vAtA- athavA jemAMthI sArA saMskAra maLe evA ke varaNu, zikSaNa, zikSaka, zALA, koleja vagere pustakanuM vAMcana athavA jenAthI vidyArthIomAM mAraphata keLavaNI prApta thatI hoya che. sAtvikatA vadhe ane vRtti ucca bane e kaI kAryakrama goThavavAmAM Ave che kharo ? AjanuM duHkhanI vAta te e che ke Aje keLava vicitra vAtAvaraNa, Ucca vicArene abhAva, NInA ane ghaNaja saMkucita banAvI devAmAM bhautikavAdanuM jora, aziSTa vAMcana, khuda mAtAAvyo che. AjanI keLavaNIne vakhoDavAmAM pitAnAM saMskAramAMja khAmI ane adhamatAnI Ave che. paraMtu keLavaNI kadipaNu kharAba hoI keTae laI janAra sinemA vagere tAe zake ja nahIM. keLavaNIne artha ja e ke e AjanI keLavaNInI khAnAkharAbI karI nAMkhI che. mAnavone dareka rIte ucca mahAna ane saMskArI AmAM bicAre eka zikSaka ke prAdhyApaka zuM banAve. hAM! e prApta karavAnI athavA to e kare? ApavAnI rItamAM jarUra deSa hoI zake. mATe AjanI keLavaNI kharAba che, egya nathI evuM vidyAthInA jIvanamAM zALA athavA keleja -badhuM kahevA karatAM AjanI keLavaNI ApavAnI khUba ja agatyane bhAga bhajave che. kAraNa ke prathA egya nathI ema kahevuM vadhAre ane jIvanamAM upayogI gaNAtI evI vidyAnI prApti nyAya saMpanna thaze. bhArata saMskRtimaya deza che ane pUrNAhuti tyAM ja thAya che. paraMtu phakta che. bhArate aneka mahApuruSane janma vidyA prApta karI eTale keLavaNI maLI cUkI, Ape che. jeo A dezamAM mahAna--- e mAnyatA ja beTI che. vidyAnI avazya jarUra banyA che, teone yogya ane kharI keLavaNIe che, paNa Avazyaka vastumAMnI e eka che, e na ja mahAna banAvyA, uparAMta teone mahAna balavuM joIe. AjanI keLavaNIthI mahatvAkAMkSA banAvavAmAM mAtApitAnAM saMskAra, vAtAvaraNuM ? paNa vadhI che, tarkazakti vadhI che, paNa e ekAMgI uccavicAre, AdhyAtmika jJAnanI utkaMThA vagere - " 'vikAsa che. tae agatyano bhAga bhajavyo che. mATe vidyArthIone zikSake pratye saMpUrNa vinaya, AjanI keLavaNImAM dharamULathI pheraphAra karavAnI viveka, Adara have joIe. jene Aja abhAva jarUra che. - evAmAM Ave che. jethI vidyAthIne ATaluM paNa na. Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54H AjanI keLavaNuM : maLe te vidyA zuM kAmanI? jenI pAsethI kAMIka kanuM ane gharamAM mAtApitAnuM jIvana e ja grahaNa karavuM che tenAja pratye mAna na hoya, temano saMdeza hovo joIe. vinaya-viveka na hoya to e vidyA caDe paNa AjanI paristhitine abhyAsa karatA lAge zI rIte? zikSake pote paNa sAcA arthamAM che ke AjanI keLavaNI uparathI ghaNI bhabhakA keLavAyelA hovA joIe. cAritranI daDhatA tema- bharelI paNa aMdarathI pilI che. ghaNI khAmI nAmAM hevI joIe. to ja temane prabhAva paDe. emAM che. "mANasane bhaNatara athavA keLavaNI , zikSakamAM tenA viSayanuM saMpUrNa jJAna, pavitra ghaDe che. jema eka khANanAM paththaramAMthI sAre AcaraNa ane zuddha hetu e traNa guNa havA kArIgara, TAMkaNu vaDe ghaDIne jANe jIvatI jAgatI joIe. keTalAMka kahe che ke temanAM khAnagI kaI vyakti na hoya tevI mUrti athavA bAvaluM jIvanamAM ApaNe zA mATe mAthuM mAravuM taiyAra kare che. tema bhaNatara evuM hovuM joIe, joIe? paraMtu e kathana yathAsthita nathI. zikSa- ke mANasane pitAnuM jIvana kevI rIte saphaLa karavuM kanAM vatananI chApa jarUra paDe ja. khuda vyasanI joIe ane AtmAne ugatigAmI kaI rIte bIjAne vyasanI banato zI rIte aTakAvI zake ? banAvavuM joIe, te uddezathI tenuM ghaDatara kare ! DUbato bIjAne kevI rIte tAre? zALAmAM zikSa moTara cAlu che yAtrArthe padhAre meTara cAlu che zrI jIrAvalA pArzvanAthajI mahAna prAcIna camatkArika tIrthanI yAtrA mATe piDInI prAIveTa basa AburoDa jaina dharmazALAnI pAchaLathI dararoja baporanA rA vAge upaDI sAMjanA pAMca vAge jIrAvalAjI pahoMcADe che. ane bIje divase upaDI bapore 1 vAge Abu roDa pahoMcADe che. svaccha havA, halakuM pANI, nUtana dharmazALA sArI evI bhejanazALAnI sagavaDatA che mATe dareka yAtrALu bhAI-bahenone A prAcIna tIrthanI yAtrAne avazya lAbha levA vinaMtI che. peDhInI basa cemAsA aMge baMdha hatI, te tA. 30-10-2thI zarU thai che. nivedakaH- menejIMga TrasTa kamITI zrI jIrAvalA pAzvanAthajI jaina peDhI. pa. revadara (AbureDa thaI) jinamaMdiroke upayogI ratha, hAthI indradhvajA gADI, pAlakhI bhaMDArapeTI zAstrokta paddhati anusAra tIna pratimAjI sthApana karanekA siMhAsana, lakaDekA kotarakAma banAke usake para sone, cAMdIke patare (cadara) DhasAnevA. - cAMdIkI AMgIo, paMcadhAtukI pratimAjI ora parikara banAnevAle. cAMdIkI padara Apake yahAM Ake lakaDe para lagA dete hai. orDara hamArI dukAna para denese bhI kAma banAke bheja sakate he. mazIna (yaMtra) se calanevAle ratha ora IndradhajAkI gADI banAne vAle. mistrI brijalAla rAmanAtha pAlItANA. tA. ka. mIlanekI jarura ho to kharca denese A sakate hai. Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ punarutthAnanA maMgalamArge kumArI jyeAnA zAha--mu`baI. saMyamanI sAdhanAnA mAge vaLela AtmA meAhanI paravazatAthI patita bane che, ane saMsAramAM gabaDI paDe che. ane avasara AvatAM te AtmA pharI kai rIte utthAnanA kalyANukara mArga pragati kare che? tenuM kAvyanI madhura bhASAmAM suMdara zailIye ahiM Alekhana thayuM che. ( 1 ) cilAtIputranA pUrvabhavAnI vAta che. eka samaye te kumAra hatA. suSamA tenI patnI hatI. jIvanayAtrAnA baMne pathika peAtAne saMsAratha nivi ne e ptha para doDAvye jatA hatA. baMne vaccenuM akaya ajama hatuM. pUrvanA saMyamanA kA' prakhala saMskArane pari NAme gaLADUba bhAgavilAsamAM DUbela hovA chatAM tenAthI para hatA. Ama chatAM tene peAtAnI patnI para atyaMta sneha hatA. e sneha gADha hovA chatAM A sacamamArga paranuM mamatva tyAgamAnuM AkaSa Nu paNa tenA aMtarane AvarI letuM eka ja camakArAnI jarUra hatI. ekadA eka cinagArI-virAganI cinagArI tenA paNa....paNa bhAvinuM rahasya kANu ukelI zakayuM che ? vartamAnanA Athe chUpAyeluM bhAvi kA haiyAmAM AvI paDI ane sAMsArika sukha-vaibha-mAge dorI jaze, te kaNa kahI zake? bhAvinI vAnI lAlasAne saLagAvI mUkI. bhayaMkaratA vamAnanI AbAdIne kakaDabhUsa karI zvetAM vAra lagADatI nathI. sAdhanAnI pagadaMDIe. doDI jatAM A muni mATe paNa bhAvi bhayaMkara nIvaDayuM. dUra dUra kSitijamAMthI ravinA tejomaya karaNAnA janma thatA na hoya tema aMtaranI ke' kSitijataTe bairAgyanA puMja veratA kroDakreDa karaNAnA hRdaya sAthe tenA aMtarAtmA jhaLahaLI uThayA. e temaya prakAzamAM tene kaIka navIna lAdhyuM, ane enI mITa sacamanA seApAna tarapha vaLI, mukitanA sAda tene satAvavA lAgyA. zivaramaNIne varavA te Atura-atyaMta Atura anya enI AkhAmAM, enA bAhumAM, enA sazakata leAhiyALa gAmAM agamya cetanA AvI. nIvaDI. e ha Mmeza mATe bhUlI javA taiyAra thaye sadgurunA caraNakamaLamAM jaI jhukI paDayA. peAtAnI jIvanadorI gurUnA hAthamAM sAMpI dIdhI. ekalA e ja nahi paraMtu pAtAnI patnIne paNa virAgane suvAsa ApI. Ama mane jaNAe jIvanadhodha te punitapaMthe vahevaDAvI dIdho. zivaramaNInA vicAramAM te te kSaNika tenI atyaMta vhAlI, manelI sahacarIne paNa bhUlI gayo ane...ane e kSaNa tene mATe apUrva jJAna-dhyAnanI saMyamI jIvananI AtmakalyANukara sAdhanAmAM rakata banyA. dehanA mamatvabhAva dUra karI tapArAdhanAmAM taraboLa banyA. manohara cAritranA pAlanamAM pramAda khaMkherI pratikSaNa jAgRta rahevA lAgyA. jIvanane ujjavala banAvavAnA kArDane mUrtasvarUpa ApavA lAgyA. koi divasa nahi. kadApi nahi ane Aje.... saMyamapathe pagaraNa mAMDayA. bAda Aja pahelI ja vAra tenA aMtaramAM tenI priyatamAnI madhura yAda AvI gaI, enuM a Mtara enI AsapAsa vIMTaLAi gayu. khasa, thaI rahyuM. saMyamamAM dUSaNarUpa aceAgyavicAravamaLamAM tenuM mana aTavAi gayuM. mananI ca'caLa gatine te keme ya rAkI zakyA nahi. sAdhanAparyaMta para caDatAM paga lapa syA ane gamaDhatA ja gayA. bhUlavA mathyA tema tema tAdhdha tenI AMkha samakSa taravaravA lAgI; Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 H punasthAnanA maMgalamAge : priyatamA ane enI suMdara dehalatA, kamaLasamuM pUrvabhavanA snehane kAraNe baMne vacce jabbara enuM mukhAraviMda, mRgalecanane zaramAve tevA be AkarSaNa thayuM. gharanA saMjoga paNa evA jAgyA vizALa nayane-keIpaNa prakAre dUra thayA nahi. ke cilatIputrane ja A zeThanI putrI suSisaMyamanI vATe doDI jatAM te ahIM paTakAya. mAne saMbhALavI paDI. tenI sArasaMbhALa rAkhamoharAjAnI svArI AgaLa te lAcAra banI vAnI javAbadArI cilAtIne zIre AvI paDI. use rahyo. apAra parizrame banAvela cAritra. A rIte baMnenuM AkarSaNa vadhu vayuM, baMne mahela jANe kakaDabhUsa thaI tenI sAme ahAsya jaNa AnaMda-pramodamAM tathA vArtA-vinodamAM karavA lAge meharAjavInA sainikoe tenAM aneka prakAranI goSTi karavA lAgyA. evAmAM manane saMpUNa kabajo laI lIdhe. amRta bharelAM ekadA zeThanI najare cilAtI putra, suSimA jIvana pyAlAmAM eka ja bindu jheranuM paDayuM sAthe kuceSTA karatA caDhaye. zeThane pArAvAra koI ane samasta jIvanapyAle jheramaya banI gaye. Ave AvA mAnavIne have kSaNavAra paNa gharamAM kema rAkhI zakAya! zeThe teja kSaNe cAlI javA, te camakaze...are, mahAvratane bhaMga karanAra ghara choDI javA hukama karyo. A duSTa vicAro! mahAvratane zyAma banAvanAra A pApI vicAre! kayAM mArUM saMyama ane rAganI utkRSTatA kahe yA bhayaMkaratA kaho kayAM A bheganA vicAre! kayAM e zivaramaNI game tema, paNa rAgathI utpanna thatAM zetAnI ane kayAM A priyatamA ! Ama chatAM te jarUrI kAryo tenA jIvanamAM pravezavA lAgyA. rAga zuM paTakAye ja hate. pavanavege deDI rahelA manane nathI karAvatA? bhalabhalAnAM mastaka paNa nIcA rekavA-mAga tarapha vALavA mATe te asamartha namAvI de che aneka varSonAM saMyama-tapane banyuM hatuM. Ama ja enI yAdamAM divasonI khIMTIe vaLagADI de che. khunakhAra yuddho paNa paraMparA vItavA lAgI ane mRtyu AvIne bheTI kayAM ochA thAya che? phakata ekanI enI paDyuM te paNa tyAM sudhI AvA mahAna aparA- tRptine kAje ! rAga ja saddaguNone vaTAvI dhanuM prAyazcita te laI na zake. durguNane AmaMtraNa ApI, saraLa rIte cAlatA jIvanapravAhamAM hAthe karIne khADATekarA ubhA bhavitavyatAe tenI patnI mATe paNa tema kare che. banyuM. AyuSyabaMdhanA kAraNe baMne sAthe devapaNe utpanna thayA. devalekanA divyabhegomAM rakta cilAtI ghara choDI cAlI te nIkaLe paNa banyA. jANe dhasamasatA-vaLyAM vaLAya nahi tevA tenA hRdaya gharamAM te suSimAnI mUrti nadInA pUra aviratapaNe deDayAM jatAM na hoya kerAI gaI hatI. te ceraluMTArUnA ToLAmAM jaI tema samayanI vaNajAra vaNathaMbhI deDatI ja rahI caDha luMTaphATane baMdha karatAM zIkhe. haiyAmAM ane te divyabhegone paNa aMta Avyo. eka ja raTaNa ke keIpaNa bhoge sRSimAne meLa vavI ane patnI banAvavI. basa, A sAdhane sidha karavA te luMTaphATanA dhaMdhAmAM pAvaradhA tyAMthI evI te kaI zeThane ghera cilAtI bace ane TUMka samayamAM te lUMTArAne saradAra nAmanI dAsIne tyAM putrapaNe utpanna thaye pallIpati banI beThe. tenuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ane tenI priyatamAM kaMIka samayAMtare teja gAma AkhuM trAsI uThe evI te enI dhAka zeThane ghera putrIpaNe utpanna thaI. pesI gaI hatI. Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa mArca, 1960 : 59 divase vItavA mAMDayA. te je takanI rAha meLavavI hatI paNa na meLavI zakya e asahya jato hato te taka najadIka AvavA lAgI. zeThane ajaMpAne kAraNe tenuM hRdaya karAI rahyuM che. ghera lAga Ave ane dhADa pADavAnA je svapna sRSimAM jatI rahI che e eka ja vicAre sevane have te svapna tene saphaLa thatuM lAgyuM. jANe tenA jIvana sarvasvanuM balidAna devAI je divasanI pratIkSA karatA te divasa AvI gayuM. enuM jIvanadhana lUMTAI gayuM. AMkho vikarALa caDhaye ane keTalAka sazastra sAthIdArene laI banI ane deha te dhagadhagatA lekhaMDa je zeThane tyAM dhADa pADavA cAlI nIkaLyA. tyAM jaI krodhavALAthI lALa banI gayuM che. suSidhADa pADI, mAlamilakata sAthIdArone ApI mAnA prANa kheMcanAra taravAra ane hAtha ratAnuM pote uMghatI suSimAne pakaDI ghoDApara caDhI nAzI jANe pAna karI rahyA che. aMgeaMgamAMthI chUTa. tIravege ghaDo hakArI mUka paNa pAchaLa aMgArA varase che, ane pRthvIne khedAnamedAna ja zeThanA mANaso purapATa ghaDA deDAvI tene karI nAMkhuM evI mithyA kalapanAmAM AgaLa pakaDavA athAga parizrama kastA doDayA. e deDaye jAya che. jagata AkhuM tene cakakara cakakara parizramanI kaMIka saphaLatA thatI lAgI ane bhamatuM bhAse che. teo tenI vadhu ne vadhu najadika pahoMcavA AvI vikaTa paristhitimAM AvI paDyo che. lAgyA, kharekharI rasAkasI jAmI, chatAM paNa ekale che, gAMDotura banI jAya evI bhayaMkara baMne vaccenuM aMtara ghaTatuM cAlyuM. sthiti upasthita thavAne vAra nathI, chatA paNa pUve pALelA cAritrane prabhAva kaho ke yatkiMcita cilAtIputrane lAgyuM ke, have pote pakaDAI ArAdhanAnuM phaLa kahe; game tema, paNa tenA jaze e bIka-hetuthI suSimAnuM zuM karavuM tene na puNyadaye mArgamAM eka vRkSa nIce kAussaga. vicAra karavA lAgyA, paNa vicAra karavAno samaya yAne ubhelA eka manine teNe dIThA. te tenA kyAM hate ! paLa be paLa basa, vadhAre samaya na tarapha doDI Avya, kSaNabhara thajo, kSobha pAme hate. e paLamAM kaIka vicAra AvyuM ane taravArane eka ja jhATake suSimAnuM mastaka dhaDathI tarata bolI uThaye. "hRdayane zAMtvana Ape te kaI mArga batAva. tArI pAse upAya che; bela, judu karI, dhaDa pheMkI daI AgaLa vadhe. dhaDa nahi te A taravArane jhATake tArUM mastaka pahayuM hatuM tyAM mANasa AvI pahoMcyA. uDAvI daIza. krodhanI jvALA te okiyAM karatI vicAryuM ke jenI khAtara jatA hatA tenA te hatI paNa aMtarAtmAnA peTALamAMthI dhamanI prANanI Ahuti apAI gaI che, have zuM? ema ci pragaTatI hatI. pazcAttApanI saraNI puratI mAnI dhaDa laI pAchA pharyA. zeThane asahA ka9pAMta hatI. thaye paNa thAya zuM? puSpathI paNa kamaLa evI AtmA bhayaMkara pApa karatAM te karI nAMkhe suSimAne I beThA. paNa jyAre tene tIvra pazcAttApa thAya che, e A bAju cilAtIputra deDaye ja jAya che. tIvratA evI hoya che ke bhayaMkara pApane paNa eka hAthamAM lehI nItaratI taravAra ane bIjA bALIne bhasma thaI javuM paDe che te prAyazcita hAthamAM saMdhirakhuda varasAvatuM suSimAnuM mastaka! je AtmasaMvedanApUrvaka hoya te pApane cilAtInA aMgeaMgamAM kedhanI jvALA bhabhUkI kharatAM jarA paNa vAra lAgatI nathI. ane prAyauThI che. ene aMtarAtmA bhaDabhaDatI e vA- zcitanA nIramAM nimaLa banelAne pAmatAM vAra LAmAM lAlabuMda banI zekAI rahyo che. paNa tenI keTalI? mATe ja kahevAyuM che ne kame surA te atyAre tene paDI nathI. tene te suSimAne dhamma surA ! Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20H punasthAnanA maMgalAge? - cilAtI mATe paNa ema banyuM, suSimAne gamAM ke tyApele che. chatAM "upazama' zabda sumAvatA tenA hRdayane eTale sakhata AghAta zravaNugocara thatAM, tenI gahanatA samajavA lAgyuM ke tenI jIvananaukA bharadariye bhAMgIne prayatna karavA lAgyuM. "upazama zuM te kaI ke thaI gaI. jIvanane rasa uDI gayo. suSimA padArtha che? dravya che? tene kyAM artha AvaData sAthe bhega bhegavavAnA je svapna sevyAM hatAM hate.? ene te muninAM vacana para aDaga atula te veravikhera thaI ne tenA aMtaranA pratyeka zraddhA hatI tenI vivekabuddhie tene jAgRta khUNane DAma ApavA lAgyA. suSimAne meLavavA karyo, ane upazamanI madhuratAne rasAsvAda teNe je sAdhanA prAraMbhI hatI te sAdhanA saphaLa mANavA lAgyuM. tene samajAyuM, "kayAM krodhane na thaI ane potAnA hAthe ja e atyaMta varasAvate huM ane kayAM A upazamanA raMga ! kahAlI suSamAnuM khUna karI nAkhyuM. AnAthI are, je upazamane meM AmaMcyuM hota te vadhu karUNatA kaI hoI zake? krodhanI tAkAta na hatI ke mArA manano kabajo vicAronA vamaLamAM ane suSimAnA smara- laI zake. upazama, samatA hA....hA have NamAM te vadhune vadhUne dUbhavA lAge sAro ye tane oLakhI. upazamarasamAM je sadA nimagna saMsAra tene ghUghavatA sAgara jevo khAro usa banyA che teja zivavadhUne varyA che, upazama bhAsya. saMsArapaTanI eka paNa vyakita evI hRdayamAM vyApe pachI hAthamAM talavAra rahe na hatI ke ene mana suSimAthI mahAna hoya. kharI? teNe talavAra pheMkI dIdhI. eka hAtha zuM saMsAra! zuM jagata ! zuM prema! vizvanI jANe baMdhanamukta thaye. virATatA tene tRNavat lAgI bharyo bharyo saMsAra vicAradhArA AgaLa vadhI. munie bIjuM zuM phakta suSimAnA javAthI khAlIkhama lAge. kahyuM hatuM ? "viveka" hA, "viveka paNa "viveka' basa, A vicAronA maMthanamAM DULe ane muni na eTale zuM? are, viveka hota, sArAsArane, pAse aMtarane sAMtvana ApavAnI mAgaNI karI. * hitAhitane viveka heta te AvuM akAya thAta ja nahi. huM sAnabhAna bhUlya. vivekane visA, vidyAdhara munie paNa samayecita kAussagga upazamane dezavaTo Apyo nathI ja, AvI bhaya pArI tene kahyuM bhAI, "upazama'. tene saMtoSa na kara sthiti sajAi. A suSimAnuM mota thayele joI muni AgaLa belyA, "viveka chatAM nIpajayuM. basa, have A paNa na joIe." ema mukha para jijJAsAvRtti ochI thaI na hatI, tema bolatAM teNe bIjA hAthamAM raheluM suSimAnuM jANI munie aMtamAM kahyuM "saMvara' A traNa mastaka paNa pheMkI dIdhuM. baMne hAtha khAlI thayA. zabdomAM jainadharmane samasta sAra saMbhaLAvI hAza, have keTalI zAMti lAge che. zarIra para dIdhuM hatuM. "saMvara' kahetAnI sAthe ja muni jyAM tyAM lehInA biMduo che. kapaDAM paNa suSi AkAzamAge uDI gayA, calAtI joto rahyo, mAnA lehI nItaratA mastakane lIdhe raktaraMgI vicArato rahyo, munine adazya thatAM jaI banelA che, ne vicAradhArA te vahe jAya che. AzcaryamAM DUbe, ane zuM sAMbhaLyuM tenuM maMthana upazama ane viveka-bene rasAsvAda to karavA lAgyA. mA paNa....paNa "saMvara' eTale zuM? tenI "upazama "upazama eTale zuM? eka daSTi muni ubhA hatA te sthAna para gaI ane hAthamAM nagna talavAra che ane bIjA hAthamAM vicAra spharyA. "hA, saMvara...saMvara eTale te suSimAnuM lehI nItaratuM mastaka che aMgea kamabaMdhanA cAlu pravAhane reka te muni Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 zrI navakAra maMtrane camatkAraH ethI emane zuM anubhava thaye e ahIM dhama na karyo hoya paNa jo aMtima samaye emanA ja zabdomAM joIe. sarve ne khamAvIne vaira-virodha bhUlI jaIne * 2001nI sAlamAM mane kensaranuM jIvaleNa daI je navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa kare te tenI jarUra saMdra thayuM. enI pahelAM cha mahinAthI mAthAmAM ghaNo gati thAya." e vacane yAda AvyA, A vakhate duHkha thatuM. dAkatarane reme batAveluM paNa kaI sAMjanA lagabhaga vAgyA haze meM bahArathI kaLI zakyuM nahi. eka divasa kaphamAM lehI keI Ave nahi, kaMI Dakhala na thAya eTalA dekhAyuM. meM mArA phemilI dAkatarane vAta karI. mATe gharanA bAraNAM baMdha karAvyAM, kuMTubIone emaNe tapAsIne kensara thayAnuM kahyuM meTA ekaThAM karIne saune khamAvyA. koIne meM kaI tAkataranI salAha levAnuM kahyuM. Do. kuparane dekhA- prasaMge dubhavyA hoya tenI kSamA yAcI. jagatanA DayuM. emaNe kahyuM ke "hamaNa penIsIlInanA sava ne khamAvyA. vAni sava nIve, ijekazanane kesa le. e pahelAM kAMI upacAra saive navA vamatu chemitti -be, karI zakAya tema nathI. galuM aMdarathI temaja vera magaNa 7 adA maitrI bhAvanAnI udgheSaNA bahArathI sUjI gayuM hatuM. A pahelAM kherAka karI. jagatanA sarva jIvo sukhI thAo, sukhI to e thaI gayeluM, jeTalI paNa pANInA thAo; jagatanA sarva jI nigI thAo, TukaDA sAthe muzkelIthI utaratI. have gaLuM eka- nirogI thAo; sarva jIvanuM kalyANa thAo, dama saMkecAI gayuM. bIje divase De. ke. pI. kalyANa thAo; jagatanA sarva jI kamathI medInuM epoInTamenTa lIdhuM. emaNe tapAsIne mukta bane, mukta bane. aMtaHkaraNanA uMDANakahyuM ke darada ghaNuM ja vadhI gayuM che. TrITamenTanI mAMthI A bhAvanA karI huM navakAranA dhyAnamAM vAta te bAjue rAkhe paNa aMdarathI kaTakI lAgI gaye. kApIne tapAsIne tapAsa karI zakAya evI sthiti "rakhene mArI durgati thaI jAya " e bhayathI paNa nathI rahI. mArA phemIlI dAkatarane bAjue khUba ja jAgRtipUrvaka kahuM navakAramaMtramAM lIna laIne eka be dine huM mahemAna chuM, ema kahI banyuM. mane have sadgatinI dhUna lAgI hatI. vadhuM. zAMtithI AyuH pUrNa thAya mATe ghenanA mAre have bIju kAMI joItuM hatuM. basa, mArI Ijekazana ApavA jaNAvyuM. ame nirAza thaI sadgati thAya. e mATe huM navakAra ane bhAvanA pera pAchA pharyA. chellA cAra pAMca divasathI pANI 20-25 navakAra ane pharI sarva jIva pratye paNa utaratuM na hatuM. tarasa te evI lAgI maitrInI pUrvokta bhAvanAmAM lAgI gayo emAM hatI ke jANe mATale mATalA pANI pI jAuM. citta parovAvAthI vedanAne thoDI bhUlya. agIyAra meM mArA phemIlI dAktarane kahyuM ke, "bIjuM bhale vAge mane jabaradasta ulTI thaI. AkhuM tapeluM kAMI na thAya paNa huM pANI pI zaku evuM bharAI gayuM ! huM behoza thaIgaye. gharanA mANaso kAMIka kare.' emaNe AzvAsana ApyuM ke, samajyA ke A chelle cALe che. raDAroLa thaI " AjanI rAta kADhI nAga kAle savAre e mATe- gaI. thoDIvAre huM bhAnamAM AvyuM. mane kAMIka ne prabaMdha karI zakIzuM. naLIthI huM tamane sAruM lAgyuM. meM paNa mAgyuM. be-traNa leTA pANI ApIza." huM ghera Avyo. tarasanI pIDA pANuM pI gaye ! paNa mane hajI eja dhuna ke asahA banI hatI. e samaye mane ekAeka sadgati na cUkuM. navakAra ane bhAvanA cAlu vicAra AvyuM ke, "have chellI ghaDI che. A rAkhyA. mArI bA kahe, DuM dUdha levAze? me. penIsIlInanA Ijezane vigere thIgaDAM che. kahyuMH jou, lA. meM eka kapa dUdha paNa pIdhuM. vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLeluM ke AkhI jIMdagI bhale A pahelAM pAMceka divasathI pANInuM TIpuM paNa Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : kalyANa mArca, 1960 : 7 gaLAnI nIce jatuM na hatuM. navakAra ane bhAvanA cAle che. bIje kaI vicAra manamAM ghasI jaze. te cAlu ja che. rAtre mane uMgha AvI gaI! te sadgati aTakI jaze, e bIke mana upara pAke chelalA cha divasathI uMgha nahotI AvI. pAMca cokI pahere rAkhata. jema gharamAM kaI cerI cha kalAka huM ghasaghasATa uM! gharanA mANaso DAku pesI na jAya te mATe daravAje paheregIra te hajI emaja mAnatA hatA ke huM be-cAra hoya che, tema manamAM evA keI kharAba vicAre ghaDIne mahemAna chuM. savAre huM uM, arti pesI na jAya te mATe mana upara saMtrInI jaNAI. jANe navajIvana na maLyuM hoya ! meM kI mUkI devI joIe.' cA-pANI lIdhA. huM bhAvanA ane navakAra mUkate nathI. dhIre dhIre huM dUdha, rAbaDI vagere badhuM - thoDA vakhatamAM mane taddana sArUM thaI gayuM. pravAhI khorAka levA mAMDaze. dUdhanI kevaLa malAI Aje e vAtane paMdara varSa vItI gayAM che. mane vagere pauSTika khorAka mane ApavA lAgyA. e te kensare lAbha karyo. kensara na thayuM hota badhuM mane pacI jatuM. eka aThavADIyAmAM te te, huM dhamamAM kadAca na joDAya heta. mane huM zIre, vigere lete paNa thayo! amArA phemIlI jIvADanAra navakAra che, ema huM mAnuM chuM. tethI dAktarane sAthe laIne moTA dAkatarane batAvavA ame navakAra e mAre mana sarvasva che. tyArathI huM gayA. emane ghaNuMja Azcarya thayuM. meM badhI vAta nivRtta jIvana gALuM chuM. karI. e kahe, "tame chellA cAra-pAMca divasathI te kAMI khAdhuM na hotuM, ulTI zAnI thaI? gaLuM zAthI khullI gayuM ? tame zuM upacAra Aje mArI dinacaryA A pramANe che, karyA hatA? kaI davA lIdhI hatI? vidyArdikanI savAre 4 vAgye uThI jAuM chuM. pachI- paNa kAMI davA karI hoya te te kahe, bIjA dara- svAmi satharI, taje nIlA vasaMta ne dIo upara ajamAvI zakAya. meM kahyuM ke, "meM mitti me savvabhUesu veraM majjha na keNai / / kaI davA lIdhI nathI. prabhunuM nAma lIdhuM che. meM kaI paNa upacAra karyo hoya te kaDhAvavA jagatanA sarve ja sukhI thAo, sukhI; dAktare ghaNuM prazna pUchayA, paNa mArI pAse thAo; niregI thAo; nirogo thAo; mukata bIjuM kaMI kahevAnuM hatuM ja nahi. dAkatarane thAo; mukta thAo; kaI pApa na Acare lAgyuM ke have kAMIka TrITamenTa karavI joIe. e pramANe bhAvanA karIne AtmarakSAkara stotrathI emaNe lAITa levAnuM kahyuM. meM lAITa levAnuM AtmarakSA karI, 3 nRvakAra gaNIne, padmAnakakI karyuM, ra8 sITIMga lAITa lIdhI. paNa sane besIne huM hRdayamAM eka zveta kamaLanI mane te have khAtrI thaI gaI hatI ke navakArathI dhAraNa karUM chuM. dareka pAMkhaDI upara siddhacakanI ja badhuM maTI jaze eTale lAITa levA jatAM dhAraNa karI akeka pada upara akeka navakAra gaNuM rastAmAM-basamAM-gherathI nIkaLatAM badhe ja ThekANuM chuM. pachI karNikAnA traNa bhAga kalpI tyAM siddhanavakAra cAlu rAkhatA. "ArAdhanA mATe A cakranI dhAraNa karI, 12 khAnA purA karUM chuM.' cheDe vakhata maLI zake che, cAra cha mahinA e rIte 108 navakAra gaNuM chuM. pachI siddhacakanI kahIza. ema mane lAgyuM. tethI have sadgati vAsakSepanI pUjA karUM chuM. pachI uvacUkI na javAya eTalA mATe navakAra ane saggaharanI navakAravALI gaNI, 12 navakAra bhAvanAne kAryakrama cAlu ja rAkhyA hatA. kArDa upara chApelA navakAranAM zveta akSare jANe vacce vacce mananuM cekIMga karate ke zuM vicAra jete houM ema gaNuM chuM, pachI 24 tIrthakarenA Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ' ra8H zrI navakAramaMtrane camatkAra : nAma veta akSaromAM cittamAM jouM chuM. pachI hAlatAM cAlatAM, UThatAM besatAM, basamAM, arihaMtanA zvetavarNanuM hRdayamAM nirIkSaNa karUM gADImAM, jyAM TAIma maLe tyAre namo - chuM. pachI siddhagirinuM pUjana - mAnasa pUjana daMtAna ke manamA ne jApa cAlu ja rAkhuM karuM chuM. jANe saMgha beThe che, ane huM pUjAnI chuM. ane aDadhA aDadhA kalAke jarA aTakIne badhI sAmagrI laI pUjA karuM chuM. pachI mahA mananI tapAsa karuM chuM ke zuM vicAra cAle che? vIra prabhune dhyAnastha dazAmAM cittamAM jouM chuM. chellA dasa varSathI A kAryakrama cAle che. te pahelAM . prabhu ! ApanA jevuM dhyAna mane kayAre maLe. pAMca varSa A keI niyata kAyakrama goThavyA e prArthanA karuM chuM. chelle huM AtmasvarUpanuM na hatuM. paNa cheDe vakhata ArAdhanA mATe maLI ciMtana karuM chuM, ke huM anaMtajJAnane, anaMta gaye che. ene puro upayoga karI sadgati sAdhI zakitane mAlika chuM. be traNa mInITa e rIte levI e hetuthI navakAra ane bhAvanA, pharI cAna karUM chuM. tyAM pAMca vAge che. mane adbhuta bhAvanA ane navakAra, e pramANe divasa ane zAMtino anubhava thAya che. pachI sAmAyika rAta raTaNa rAkhelI. pachI meM upara mujaba eka laI pratikramaNa karUM chuM. kAryakrama nakakI karI lIdhuM. : pachI gAmanA badhA daherAsare jAuM chuM. AthI mAre rega te gaye, eTaluM ja nahi, amArA gAmanAM daherAsara ghaNuM ramaNIya che, mArI Arthika sthiti paNa sudharI. mAnasika pratimAjI prAcIna che, tenA darzana karI AvI vikAsa thaye. zarIra paNa ghaNuM ja sAruM thaI gayuM, navakArasI karUM chuM tyAM lAla thAya che. vyA- lAITa lIdhA pachI amuka amuka mudate heppI.. khyAna hoya to vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLuM chuM. dazathI TalamAM batAvavA jate, eka vakhata vajana karavAnA agIyAra sudhI bhAbhA pArzvanAtha pAse savAre kAMTA upara na mANasa Avele. vajana uThIne 4-5 mAM je kAryakrama che te Akhe kArya karAvavA mAruM nAma pikArAyuM "amaracaMda.." kama karuM chuM. mane ahI anerI zAMti maLe che. huM jaIne Ubhe, tuma kyA AyA patient pUjA karIne jamavAne samaya thaI jatAM jamI (daradI) ke khaDA kare" "meM Di patient huM" lauM chuM. pachI ardhA kalAka, dhArmika evuM mAruM zarIra thaI gayuM hatuM ke huM daradI vAMcana karuM chuM, pachI thoDIvAra ArAma karI ' hAIza evI kaIne kalpanA paNa na Ave. 2-3 sAmAyika karUM chuM. emAM navatatva, vage- Aje huM badhe ja kherAka laI zakuM chuM rene zeDo abhyAsa, dhyAnAdi karUM. sAMje bheja- keI parejI pALato nathI. huM saMpUrNa taMdurasta nane samaya thatAM bhejana karI daherAsare darzana chuM. Arthika sthitimAM paNa ghaNuMja sudhAre thaI karI AvI pratikramaNa karuM chuM. bAda mahArAja game che. ane mAre mAnasika vikAsa paNa hoya te vaiyAvacca, bhakti karI ghera ghaNe thaI gayela che, Aje huM be hajAranI AvuM chuM, sarva jIne khamAvI, bhAvanA- sabhAmAM "mAIka" upara niDaratAthI belI bhAvI, navakAra gaNatAM gaNatAM UMghI jAuM zakuM chuM, ane mArA vicAra sabhAne ThasAvI chuM. be cAra navakAra gaNatAM ja evI uMgha zakuM chuM. mAre abhyAsa bahu ocho che, ane AvI jAya che ke, kyAM UMdhyA enI khabara paNa Aja sudhI sabhAmAM kema belivuM ene keInI nathI paDatI. UMghamAM je rI" namaH ke pAse abhyAsa ke mArgadarzana lIdhuM nathI. chatAM namo arihaMtApa e eka padane jApa tAlabaddha evA eka ke be prasaMge upasthita thayA tyAre paNe ghaDIALanA Taka Taka avAjanI sAthe cAlyA huM 2000 mANasanI samakSa sArI rIte belI zakaye hate, vaLI mane aMdarathI ema thAya ke , kare che. ' Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * kalyANu : mAca, 1960 : 69 jatI ! amuka vyaktine ghaNA divasathI maLAyuM nathI, dukAna meLavavI muzkela che, vaLI tyAM dukAna maLavu che. te huM gherathI bahAra nIkaLuM-dAdara kheAlIe te ekAda lAkhanI mUDI joie, UtarUM tyAM e vyakita sAme maLI eTale e azakaya lAge che. theADA divasamAM AmamAM kai guMca paDI hoya-kai sUjhatuM na mArI dhAraNA pramANe banyuM! dukAna maLI gaI! hAya ke AmAM zuM karavuM? teA huM traNa navakAra hamaNAM thADA mahinA upara ame muMbainA gaNIne vicAruM', ke emAM mane ceSya mAdana parAmAM raheThANa mATe makAnanI zodhamAM hatA. maLI jAya che! Arthika paristhitimAM ema eka jainabhAIne eka makAna bhADe ApavAnuM lAge ke ATalI jarura che te sAmethI kAI evIhatu. amane eka jaNe vAta karo, ame arajI pATI maLI jAya ke 'hamaNAM amArA ATalA karI. traNase arajIomAMthI amArI arajI pAsa nANAM sAcavajo ! 'amuka sphuraNAe thAya ke thai! sArI sagavaDavALu" navu makAna vagara pAghaamuka kA'mAM amuka rIte vartavuM. ekavAra maneDIe vicAra Avye ke muLajI jeThA mArakeTamAM dukAna laie. mArA bhAIe kahe ke 50 hajAra pAghaDInA ApatA pazu muLajI jeThA mArakeTamAM maLI gayuM! be miniTamAM sTezananA rastA ane pAMca miniTe daherAsara paheAMcI javAya evA anukuLa sthaLe makAna maLyuM. AvA nAnA moTA ghaNA anubhavA AvA thAya che. ....dvira'gI chapAi velveTa bAinDIgamAM pUjAnI peTImAM samAI zake tevo A eka nakalanA ma * hA + ma na va ma ra Nu stA trA hi~ sAIjha "" se| nakalanA rUA. 2-00 rUA. 125-00 jemAM-navasmaraNa, padmAvatI kavaca, navagraha mA~trAkSara, zrI gautamasvAmyaSTakam, zrI vajrapaMjara stotram, zrI mahAlakSamI aSTaka, zrI sarasvatyaSTaka, zrI ghaMTAkaNu' mahAmaMtra, zrI paci diya sUtra-temaja sarasvatI, zAMtinAtha, aMbikAdevI, pArzvanAtha, ajitanAtha, pamAvatI, mahAlakSmI vagerenA sALa citrA ApavAmAM Avela che. prApti mATe-zrI megharAja jaina pustaka bhaMDAra bukasela blIza kIkA sTrITa--goDIjI cAla--muMbaI 2. 0 * ga ' la kA je rI saMgraha pavitra sugaMdhI agarabattI, jaina bAionA hAthe vaNelI. maMdiramAM ne ghera vAparavA lAyaka temaja ghaNA varasothI jAtI dekharekha nIce Uttama cIjothI vanavechI na AvattI vRkSiLa, mahArASTra, saurASTra, gujharAta, mAravADa, muMva, e, khAnadeza, kalakattA, madrAsa, madhyapradeza, madhyabhArata vagerenA moTA zaheromAM kAyama amArI agarabattI, vAsakSepa ane dhupa vaparAya che. aDhAra abhiSekanI puDIo, pravezano tathA zAntisnAtrane gaMgAjala, zatru jayanadInuM, surajakuMDanu jala tathA bhagavAna lagato sAmAna, kesara, sukhaDa - barAsa vALAku cI - varakha-bAdalA (sonerI-verI) vagere maLe cheH jayendrakumAra ramaNikalAla jaina sugaMdhI bhaMDAra 68 /71 guruvAra peTha punA. 2 Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samAcAra ra Qua |||}}} {1}}}} zrI siddhakSetranI puNyabhUmimAM ujavAyela bhAgavatI dIkSA mahAtsava. mAMgarAla nivAsI hAla koTa-muMbaimAM rahetA lAlajI kezavajI cinAInA suputrI bAla brahmacAriNI ku. bahena haMsAnA dIkSA mahotsava pAlItANA khAte zrI sidhdhakSetranI puNyabhUmimAM labhya samAreAhapUrvaka poSa vada 6 nA rAja ArisA bhuvanamAM ujavAi gayA. lAlajI kezavajI cinAI muMbaI jaina samAjanA kAryakara hatA. sevAbhAvI tathA dhagazavALA hatAM, tenA suputrI bhAgyazAlI chhena haMsA dhAmika manAbhAvanAvALA ane bAlyakALathI sa'skAra saMpanna hatA, temaNe upadhAnatapa, aThThAI Adi dharmo nuSThAnA AcarelA che. khaMbhAta khAte 2015 nA cAturmAsamAM pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrInI dezanAthI temanI vairAgyabhAvanA vadhu jAgrata thaI temanA dhArmika abhyAsa kama graMtha ane saMskRta tanI eka chuka sudhIneA che. vyavahArika jJAnamAM teo meTrIka pAsa che. haMsA mhenanI bhAvanA daMDha jANIne teonA mAtuzrI jaDAvahena tathA bhAI hiMmatalAla ane mularAjabhAIe zrI sidhdhagirirAjanI chatra chAyAmAM teone dIkSA apAvavAnA zubha nica karyA. mubaI khAte siddhakSetra khAte poSa vada 5 nA ThAThapUrvaka ku ha'sAmhenane varSIdAnanA varagheADA nIkaLyeA hatA. varagheADAnI zAbhA advitIya hatI. prabhujInA cAMdInA ratha, IMdravajrA, kheDA tathA pU. pAda AcAryAdi munivaro ane sAdhvI samudAyathI varagheADAne dekhAva apUrva anyo hato, vida 6 nA savAre ArisAbhuvananA bhavya vyAkhyAna holamAM pU. pAda prabhAvaka AcArya deva zrImad vijayajammUsUrIzvarajI ma. tathA pU. pAda prAMtamUrti punyA sajI mahArAjazrI kanakavijayajI gaNivarazrInAM varadahaste dIkSA pradAnanI kriyA thai hatI. vAMkAneravALA ku. ma MjulAnhenanI paNa dIkSA te avasare thaI hatI. ku. haMsAbvenanA bhAI mUlarAje peAtAnAM haste mhena haMsAne dharmadhvaja vahorAjyeA hatA. dIkSAnI kriyA suMdara rIte pUrNa thayA pachI nUtana dIkSita mhena huMsAtu zubha nAma sAdhvIjI zrI harakhAzrIjI rAkhI temane prazAMta viduSI sAdhvIjIzrI darzanazrIjInA ziSyA tarIke prasiddha karela. nUtana dIkSitanA kuTuMbIo taraphathI peDAnI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. ane teonA taraphathI vida sAtamanA divase ArisabhuvananA zAMtinAthanA jinAlayamAM paMcakalyANukanI pUjA ThAThamAThathI bhaNAvAI hatI. eka'dare bhAgyazAlI bena haMsAnA caMdanA pramukhapaNA nIce temaja mAMgaroLa jaina saMgha taraphathI tathA anya aneka saMsthA phathI zeTha kAMtilAla izvaralAla je. pI. nA pramu khapaNA nIce ku. aena huMsAne abhinaMdana ApavAne mATe bhavya meLAvaDAe thayela, jemAM hajArA bhAI-hanAnI hAjarI rahelI dIkSA mhenane saue zubhAziSo Apela. mubaIthI temane bhAre samArAhapUrvaka vidAyamAna Apela. kATa jaina saMgha taraphathI zeTha jagajIvana Atama-dIkSA mahatsava siddhakSetra khAte abhUtapUrva ujavAi gayA. temanA mAtuzrI jaDAvabDene peAtAnI tara-putrI pratyenA mAha tyajI vivekapUrvaka je A prasaMga ujanmyA te temanA dhai ne abhinaMdana. taduparAMta bhAIzrI himmatalAla tathA temanA mAmA ane aenA banevI Adie je A prasaMge aucitya jALavI udAratApUrvaka yathAzakti A prasaMgane je rIte ujanmyA che te kharekhara prazaMsAha che. 10 Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lIcamAM ujavAyela bhavya dIkSA mahatsava zrI nAthAlAla pItAMbaradAsanAM suputrI zrI zAradAbena tathA zrI pipaTalAla tribhuvanadAsanAM suputrI zrI vasumati bene pU. paMnyAsajI mAnatuMgavijayajI mahArAja zrI bhadrakavijayajI mahArAjazrI tathA pUjya munirAjazrI, AdinI nizrAmAM mahA zudi 10 nA zubhadine bhAgavati pratrajyA aMgIkAra karI hatI. vAgaDavALA sAvI zrI narmadAzrIjI tathA sAdhvI zrI naMdAzrIjInAM ziSyA tarIke anakame sAdhvI zrI naya. dhamazrIjI tathA sAdavIjI zrInaMdattirAzrIjI tarIke jAhera karyA "hatAM. bahAragAmathI 700 bhAI bahene padhAryA hatA, vyavasthA suMdara hatI. aThAI mahotsava suMdara rIte ujavAya hate. chelle divase zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA thaI hatI, noma tathA dazamanA saMgha havAmIvAtsalya karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. mahA zadi 8 nA roja baMne benenuM sanmAna karavA kAje zrI maNIlAla jhINAbhAI derAjIvALAnA pramukha sthAne jaina yuvaka maMDaLa taraphathI satkAra samAraMbha yojavAmAM AvyA hatA. varasIdAnano varagheDo dhAmadhUmathI caDyo hate. uMjhAthI benDa maMgAvyuM hatuM. ekaMdara dIkSAne zubha prasaMga sArI rIte ujavyo hato ane aneka bhAI bahenoe lAbha lIdhe hato. jeozrI gata mAgasara vadi bIjanA divase zrI siddhAcalajInI puNyabhUmimAM bha. zrI AdIzvara dAdAnA dhyAnamAM samAdhipUrvaka kAladhama pAmyA che. te prazAMta mUrti pravartinI sAdhIzrI dayAzrIjI mahArAja Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa mArca, 1960 : 75 : vaDI dIkSA apAI-prazAMta viduSI sAvIjI mUrti pUjaka jaina saMghanI peDhInI zrI dharmadAsa zrI darzanazrIjInA ziSyA nUtana dIkSita sAdhvIjI zAntidAsa jaina peDhInA nAmathI sthApanA kara- . zrI harSarekhAzrIjI ke jeonI piSa vadi 6 nA vAmAM AvI che. phAgaNa sudi trIjanA zubha zrI siddhakSetra khAte dIkSA thaI hatI. teonI- muhUte peDhInuM uddaghATana zeTha amaracaMda kuMvaravaDI dIkSA mAha sudi 14nA zubha divase zeThazrI jInA zubha haste thayuM che. te veLA narazInAthAnI dharmazALAnA cekamAM vizAla sAdharaNa khAtAmAM lagabhaga 1500nI upaja maMDapamAM pU. pAda paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI thayelI. janasamAjane utsAha amApa hate. bhaktivijayajI gaNuMvarazrI tathA pU. pAda paMnyA- savAre snAtra ThAThamAThathI bhaNavAyela bapore sajI mahArAjazrI kanakavijayajI gaNivarazrInAM zrInavapadajInI pUjA bhaNavAI hatI. ane sAMje varada haste thaI hatI. te prasaMge temanA saMsArI zrIkhaMDapUrInuM sAdhamika vAtsalya thayela. saMghanA kuTuMbIjane taraphathI prabhAvanA thaze. pramukha tarIke sarvAnumate zeTha amaracaMda kuMvara tela citro khUllAM mUkAyAM-mahA vadi 2 , jInI varaNI thaI che. derAsara, AyaMbilakhAtuM tA. 14-2-60 nA bapore ra vAgye atre zrI tathA pAThazALA ItyAdine vahivaTa A peDhInA daya nAmathI saMghahastaka cAlaze. jenA sekreTarIo sidhdhakSetra jaina zrAvikAzrama saMsthAnA vizAla cekamAM sAvarakuMDalA nivAsI udAra carita dhama ' tarIke zeTha choTAlAla maNilAla tathA dezI dalIcaMda rAyacaMda kAMTAvALAnI varaNI thaI che. nurAgI zeTha amaracaMda kuMvarajInA dharma parAyaNa dhamapatnI zrI harakerabahenanuM taila citra kalakattA Abila khAtAnA makAnanuM khAtanivAsI zeTha maNilAla vanamAlIdAsanAM zubha muhurta-sAvarakuMDalA khAte zeTha maNilAla vanahaste khUlluM mukAyela. te prasaMge udAradila zeTha mAlIdAsanA zubha haste AyaMbila khAtAnA navA maNibhAIe pitAnA mAtuzrInA smaraNArthe makAnanuM khAta muhUrta thayela che. te prasaMge temanA nAmathI rUA. 1001 ApI saMsthAnA pina teoe rUA. 11 hajAranI sakhAvata karI hatI. tarIke nAma noMdhAvela. temaja kalakattA nivAsI sakaLa oparezana-bhAvanagara khAte sara dezI vRjalAla DAhyAbhAIe potAnA dharma takhtasiMhajI hospITalamAM pU. paMnyAsajI patnInA nAmathI rUA. 1001 ApI saMsthAnA mahArAjazrI kanakavijayajI gaNivarazrInA ziSya pina tarIke nAma neMdhAvela. zeTha amaracaMdabhAIe rana sevAbhAvI 5 munirAjazrI mahimAvijayajI pitAnA mAtuzrInAM nAme rUA. 251] ApI mahArAjazrIne phAgaNa sudi 10 nA vadharAvaLanuM eka tithi neMdhAvI hatI. mahA vada 7 nA pUra oparezana De. vyAsanA hAthe thayuM che. teo pAda AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya jaMbusUrIzvarajI zrInI tabIyata sArI che. temaja pU. sva. AcArya mahArAjazrInuM tailacitra sisedarAnivAsI zrI mahArAjazrI vijayakSamAbhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjahIrAcaMdabhAInA zubha haste khulluM mukAyela. te zrInA vayevRddha ziSya munirAja zrI lAbhaavasare saMsthAne temanA taraphathI yogya rakama vijayajIne sAraMgAMThanuM oparezana De. vyAsanA ApavAnI jAherAta thayela. hAthe saphaLa rIte thayela che. teozrInI tabIyata zve. mUrtipUjaka jaina saMghanI sthApanA sArI che. pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI saparivAra sAvarakuMDalA khAte kalakattA nivAsI udAra- dAdA sAheba jaina derAsaranI bAju jaina upAzraya dila zeTha maNilAla vanamAlIdAsa tathA zrI vRja- tattezvara pleTa khAte birAjamAna che. teozrInA lAla DAhyAbhAI dezInA zubha prayAsathI zvetAMbara jamaNA paganA aMgUThA para thayela phekacarane aMge Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 76 , samAcAra : hAIveda Do. bhavAnI TrITameMTa cAle che phAgaNamahinA lIdhelA vidyAthIo abhyAsa karI rahyA che. * bAda teozrI talAjA bAju padhAravA vakI che.S sAce ja zAsanabhakti karI rahelA hIrAbhAI panAmAM zrI hIrAlAla gulAbacaMdana dhanyavAdane pAtra che. AvI ja sevA kAyama thayela apUrva bahumAna cAlu rahe ane samAjane tene lAbha maLe tevI punA AMgaNe pU. A. deva vijaya dhamarI- zAsanadevane prArthanA.* zvarajI tathA pU. munirAja yazovijayajI Adi -- tyAkhAda bIjA paNa agragaNya mANasanAM munimaMDaLanI nizrAmAM parama sevAbhAvI, dharma bhASaNa thayA hatA. ane zrI jene tatvajJAna zradhdhALu ane chellAM trIsa varSathI samyajJAna, vidyApIThanA mAnada maMtrI zrI bAbulAla ena. dAna karI rahelA zikSaka zrI hIrAlAlabhAI nava medIe rU. 101 arpaNa karyA hatA. ane atre sArIvALAnuM bahumAna karavA athe eka bhavya cAlI rahelI zrI jJAnerojaka dhArmika pAThazALAmAM meLAvaDo javAmAM AvyuM hatuM. ' teozrInI sevA harahaMmeza prApta thAya evI prAraMbhamAM gItane Adi kAryakrama thayA IcchA pradarzita karI hatI. bAda pU. AcAryadevazrI dharmasUrIzvarajIe tathA parama pUjya paMnyAsajI pravINavijayajI sAhityapremI muni yazovijayajIe prasaMgacita mahArAjanA saMsArI bhAI tarIkene-gauravaprada pravacana karatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, "jaina samA- saMbaMdha zrI hIrAbhAIe ujajavala karyo che. januM ahobhAgya che ke Aje ghaNAM gAmomAM AvA vAkyo bolatAM bolatAM jena ti dhArmika zikSaNa mATe kalpavRkSa samAna pAThA zAsanam nA maMgala sUro vacce jenI janatA zALAnI vyavasthA karavAmAM Ave che. temAM vikharAI hatI. vaLI punAnI jema janatAnuM sadbhAgya che ke pAThazALA khAte sArI rakama bharAIzrI hIrAbhAI jevA parama sevAbhAvI, bALake sAvarakuMDalA khAte jaina pAThazALAno meLAvaDo upara anupama vAtsalya dharAvanAra vidvAna zikSaka jAtAM zeTha amaracaMda kuMvarajI, zeTha maNilAla prApta thayA che. Aja sudhImAM amoe gAma vanamALIdAsa, dezI vRjalAla DAhyAbhAI Adi gAma ghaNI pAThazALAo joI, zikSako ane taraphathI sArI rakama bharAtAM sArUM phaMDa thayuM hatuM. vidyArthIo paNa joyA paNa pUnAmAM eka ja navuM ja Azcaya jovA maLyuM ane te zrI daherAsare mATe spezIyala suvAsita uM hIrAbhAImAM putravAtsalya paNa jhaLake che. ane | divya a ga ra ba nI hIrAbhAInuM vidyArthIo pratyenuM udAtta valaNa hovAthI vidyArthIomAM paNa zikSaka pratye prema, tathA bahumAna ane AtmiyatAnI lAgaNI janmI che. kA zamI rI e gara be nI enI amane pratyakSa pratIti thaI che. ame je je gAmamAM have pachI vihAra pavitra ane suMdara vAtAvaraNa saje che. karIzuM tyAM tyAM zrI hIrAbhAInuM javalaMta udAhaNa mUkI kahIzuM ke, guru ane ziSya vaccene -namunA mATe lakheAdarza saMbaMdha AjanA sAMpratakALamAM paNa - dhI naDIyAda agarabattI varkasa je hoya te punA jAva jyAM eka zikSakanI che. sTezana roDa, naDIAda (gujarAta) doravaNI heThaLa 175 jeTalA Adhunika keLavaNuM = 0 7 ===%= 07 Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * kalyANa : mArca, 1960 : 77H samAna samAraMbha yojAyo-muMbaI sanmAna karyuM-siddhakSetra khAte pitAnI nivAsI zeTha devacaMda gulAbacaMdabhAInA pramukhapaNuM sukRtanI saMpattine sadvyaya udAra hAthe karanAra nIce sAvarakuMDalAvALA te bhUla sAvarakuMDalA nivAsI kaccha-gedharA nivAsI sva. zeTha zivajI velajIpaNuM vyApArathe kalakattA khAte rahetA udAradila bhAInA dharmapatnI jhaverabAI ke jemaNe udyApana sevA parAyaNa dhamazIla zeTha maNilAla vana mahotsava tathA prabhupratiSThA mahotsava mALIdAsa tathA dezI vRjalAla DAhyAbhAInA abhUtapUrva ujavyuM. temane temanA snehI-svasanmAthe jaina saMgha samasta taraphathI eka bhavya jane taraphathI sAdharmika bhAI-bahene taraphathI samAraMbha tAjetaramAM ujavAye hatuM. jemAM zeTha sanmAna samAra bhI jAye hatuM, aneka paherAmaNibhAInI ujavaLa kArakIdI tathA kuMDalA khAte maNIo thaI hatI, jhaverabena taraphathI paNa ahIM temaNe karela sakhAvate ane dhArmika mahotsave svajanene tathA sAdhamika bhAI-bahenane temaja kalakattA khAte gujarAtI jaina saMghanI sonAnI vIMTI, senAnI mALA, cAMdInI vATakI, temaNe bajAvelI sevA ItyAdine ullekha karI thALI, ItyAdi dvArA bhakita thaI hatI. ane temaja bhAI vRjalAla dozInI anekavidha sevA aucitya jaLavAyuM hatuM. ene ullekha karI zrI saMghe temane abhinaMdana prabhujIne praveza-boDelIthI traNa mAIla patra Apela A prasaMge teoe zrA saMghamAM para Avela sAlapurA gAme zeThazrI jIvatalAla sArI sakhAvate jAhera karI hatI. pratApazIbhAItaraphathI taiyAra thayela derAsarajImAM e phuratAbharI hiMsAne aTakAmuMbaI sarakAra taraphathI giranA jaMgalamAM siMhe phAgaNa zudi 3 nA zubha dine prabhujIne praveza dhAmadhUmapUrvaka thayo hate. pU. munirAjazrI jevA mATenI pravAsIo mATe cArja laIne tralekasAgarajI mahArAja tathA pU. munirAjazrI sagavaDa karAI che. jemAM aneka bheMsa, pADA kasturasAgarajI mahArAja padhAryA hatA. pUjAAdi ne vinAza karavAmAM Ave che. svAmi vAtsalya vagere thayuM hatuM. kevala pravAsIonA manoraMjanAthe AvI krUratA bharI hiMsA muMbaI sarakAre zarU karI che, je satkAra samAraMbha-muMbaI zrI jaina dhArmika ahiMsA ane satyanI vAta karanArA kegresI zikSaNa saMgha-muMbaInA upakrame tA. 6-3-60nA taMtranI zarama ja kahI zakAya A pejanAnuM reja dAdara jena jJAnamaMdiramAM pU. AcAryazrI uddaghATana jaina pradhAna zrI rasikabhAI parIkhanA vijayalakSamaNasUrIzvarajI ma. tathA pU. munirAjazrI hAthe thayuM che, te paNa samayanI balihArI ja kIrtivijayajI ma. nuM "zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra" kahevAyane? pratyeka jene ane ahiMsAmAM mAna- e viSaya upara jAhera pravacana rAkhavAmAM AvyuM nAra pratyeka nAgarike AvA ghAtakI manaraMjanene hatuM. temaja teozrInI zubha nizrAmAM "zrI virodha noMdhAve ghaTe. ahiMsA premI ane jIva- namaskAra niSThA' pustakanA lekhaka zrI maphatalAla dayAmAM mAnanAra varganI lAgaNI dubhAvanArA saMghavIne (navA DIsAvALA) zubhecchake tathA prazaM-- AvA krUra kAryane virodha karavo e sarvanI pharaja sake taraphathI zeThazrI kezavalAla bulAkhIdAsanA che. eka bAju lekasabhAmAM pazuo para guja. zubha haste sanmAnapUrvaka suvarNacaMdraka arpaNa rAtI pheratA mATe bIla AvI rahyuM che, ne bIjI karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. temaja te aMge zrI bAju muMbaI sarakAra kevala paisA bhegA karavA kezavalAla mohanalAla zAhe zrI saMghavIne pari paNuone siMhanA mukhamAM dhakelavAnA A caya ApyuM hatuM. tathA zeThazrI bhAIcaMdabhAI nATaka bhajavI rahela che. nagInacaMda jhaverI, pra. bipInacaMdra jhaverI, Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 samAcAra : mATuMgA vimensa kolejanA prinsIpAla zrI mahatsava tha hato ane aDhAra abhiSeka tathA maMgasarAya che. pAThaka, zrI dhIrajalAla TokarazI zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM abhiSekanA zAha, ku. chAyA ke. zAha, zrI phatehacaMda jhaverabhAI divase amI jharyA hatA. pU. munirAjazrI kasturazAha ane zrI kezavalAla bulAkhIdAsa vagere sAgarajI mahArAja zubha prasaMga para padhAryA vaktAoe prAsaMgika vakatavya karyA hatAM. chevaTe hatAM. zrI maphatalAla saMghavIe "zrI navakAra mahimA pratiSThA mahotsava-aMjAranA jena dave para asarakAraka pravacana karyuM hatuM. A prasaMge rAsaramAM pU. AcAryazrI kanakasUrIzvarajI mahAsArI saMkhyAmAM bhAI-bahenenI hAjarI hatI. rAja pU. paMnyAsajI dIpavijayajI mahArAja udyApana mahesava-laNAvA (mAravADa) tathA pUpaMnyAsajI sudarzanavijayajI gaNivara khAte pU. AcAryazrI vijya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI AdinI nIzrAmAM pratiSThA mahotsava sArI rIte mahArAjazrI AdinI nIzAmAM mahA suda 13 ujavAye hatA, zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. nA mAMgalika dine zrI udyApana mahotsavanI mahA sudi 10 nA navakArazI thayela. zarUAta zrI mannAlAlabhAI tathA zrI cunIlAla- InAmI meLAvaDe-varakANA zrI pArzvabhAI taraphathI thaI hatI. roja pUjA, AMgI, nAtha vidyAlayanA vidyArthIonI dhArmika parIkSA bhAvanA, prabhAvanA, rozanI vigere sArA pramA- zrI rAmabhAI 8 De tA. ba zI mAM thayuM hatuM. AMgI mATe muMbaIthI zrI 2 jI mArca sudhI lIdhI hatI. ra75 vidyArthIo ramaNIkalAla maNilAla zAhane khAsa belAva- lagabhaga parIkSAmAM beThA hatA. inAmI meLAvaDe vAmAM AvyA hatA. baMne daherAsaramAM prabhu hAiskulanA prInsIpAla sAhebanA pramukhasthAne jIne reja hIrA-motIthI aMgaracanA thatI hatI. hAIskUlanA lekacara holamAM yojAyA hatA. zarUhajAre bhAI-bahene darzanArthe AvatA hatA. AtamAM vidyAlayanA gRhapati zrI bhaNazAlIjIe mahA vada 6 nA roja aTottarI snAtra bhaNa- vakatavya karyuM hatuM. tyArabAda judA judA vaktAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. sAMjanA svAmivAtsalya e prAsaMgika pravacane karyA hatA. rU. 101 thayuM hatuM zeTha zrI mannAlAlabhAI ane zeTha zrI nAM InAma vaheMcAyAM hatAM. bhutamalabhAIne abhinaMdana ApavA eka - phAgaNa zudi 9 nA zAha punamacaMdajI, zrI samAraMbha javAmAM AvyuM hatuM. vanecaMdajI, zrI jagarUpajI maMDavADIyAvALA taraudaghATana-kaDI jaina upAzrayanuM uddaghATana phathI zrI kezarIyAjI tIrthane saMgha ahI Avela. zeThazrI kasturabhAI lAlabhAInA kuTuMbIjanenA saMghamAM bArase bhAI-bahene hatAM ane covIsa hAthe thayuM hatuM. te nimitte pU. munirAja zrI meTaro hatI. zrI saMghavIjI taraphathI daherAsaradhamaguptavijayajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM aDAI jImAM rU. 501, tathA vidyAlayamAM rU. 701, mahotsava ujavAyela. pU. munirAjazrI bhadragupta Apela ane vidyAlayanI prazaMsA karI hatI.' vijayajI mahArAje vidyArthI bhavananA vidyAthI ummadAbAda (gALa) zrI jaina pAThazALAnI enI samakSa "sAcuM jJAna" e viSaya para dhArmika parIkSA zrI kAMtIlAla bhAIcaMda parIkSake mananIya pravacana karyuM hatuM. lIdhI hatI. pariNAma 90 TakA AvyuM hatuM. - aDhAra abhiSeka-Dabhoi zrI laDhaNavA tene InAmI meLAvaDe rAkhavAmAM Avela. carapArzvanAtha bha. ne lepa karAvyAthI chellA aDhI vaLA, kaTAsaNAM, vagere darzana-jJAna ane cArivarSathI pUjA baMdha hatI. zrI saMgha taraphathI tranAM upakaraNe vaheMcavAmAM Avela mAstara Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * kalyANa mArca, 1960 = 79 umedacaMdabhAI kiyArUcI ane zraddhAvAna che. khulAsa-gatAMkamAM svarNalatA ane puna pAThazALA cAla karI-depalA (saurASTa) janma aMge je lekha pragaTa thayo che tenA lekhaka mahA zudi 11 nA jaina pAThazALA pU. munirAja ja tarIke je nAma mUkayuM che te lekhaka nahi paNa zrI jakhkhavijayajI mahArAjazrInA sadupadezathI prakSaka che. zarU thaI che. jenenAM phakta pAMca ja ghara che, | bheTa maLaze-zrI vItarAga stotramULa tathA zrAvikAzramamAMthI zikSikA benane belAvavAmAM bhASAMtara phArama 10 nuM pustaka pU. sAdhu-sAdhvI Avela che. mahArAjane bheTa ApavAnuM che ane zrAvakane navA 50 paisA mokalavAthI bheTa maLaze. maMgA| zrIyuta hIrAlAla gulAbacaMda vavAnuM saranAmuM zAMtilAla pI. mahetA, 9 broDave, madrAsa-1. pratiSThA mahotsava-rAjapIpaLA khAte pU. paMnyAsajI raMjanavijayajI mahArAja tathA pU. munirAja zrI bhadrAnaMdavijayajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM mahA zudi 11 nA pratiSThA mahotsava dhAmadhUmathI ujavAyo hato. upaja sArI thaI hatI. jokee sArI saMkhyAmAM lAbha lIdhe hate. svargArohaNa nimiro-khImata (mAravADa) khAte pU. pravartaka zrI kanakavimalajI mahArAjanA sadupadezathI AcArya zrI raMgavimalasUrIzvarajI ma. ne svagohaNa nimitte zrI saMgha taraphathI aThAmahotsava tathA zrI zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. mahAzudi 11 nA bane TekanI navakArazI zeThazrI dharamacaMda pethAjI taraphathI thaI jeozrInuM punA khAte bahumAna che. hatI. mahotsavanA nave divasa pUjA, AMgI na karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. rezanI, bhAvanA ane prabhAvanA vagere sArA u===90====9 cha kacha chI pramANamAM thayuM hatuM. bahAragAmathI sArA pramA NamAM bhAI bahenonI saMkhyA AvI hatI. lAsa (mAravADa) pU. paMnyAsajI mAnavijayajI "AcAryazrInA nAma sameta jaina sevA maMDaLanI mahArAja AdinI nizrAmAM bhAI maganalAlanI sthApanA thaI hatI, ane eka meLAvaDo javAmAM bhAgavati dIkSA mahA sudi 10 nA thaI hatI AvyuM hatuM. te nimite varaDe, zAMtisnAtra, AMgI pUjA, bhAvanA vagere suMdara thayuM hatuM. pU harSavijyajI dIkSA mahotsava lIbedarA [ gujarAta) mahArAjanA ziSya tarIke jAhera karavAmAM AvyA nivAsI zrI bAbulAlabhAI mAnacaMda 29 varSanI hatA. pUjA-bhAvanA mATe muMbaIthI zrI mahAvIra yuvAnavaye bhAgavati pravajyA aMgIkAra karavA saMyukta maMDaLane belavavAmAM Avela. prabhu utsuka thatAM pU. AcAryazrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI * bhaktimAM suMdara jamAvaTa thaI hatI. mahArAja tathA pU. paMnyAsajI bhAnuvijayajI Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 80 : samAcAra : sahArAja Adi padhAryA hatA ane svAgata-- sAmaiyu sArI rIte thayuM hatuM. bahAragAmathI temanA kuTubIjanA vagere sArA pramANamAM AvyA hatA ane utsAhathI dIkSA mahatsavamAM bhAga lIdheA hatA. daherAsaranI bahAra sabhya maMDapa mAdhI aThAI mahAtsava tathA zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. dIkSA nimitte khAsa darzana jJAna ane cAritranA upakaraNAnuM ujamaNuM cojAyuM hatuM. pUjA, AMgI, bhAvanA, rozanI prabhAvanA ane navakArazI vagere sArA pramANamAM thayuM hatuM. pUjA bhaNAvavA mATe vaDanagarathI gayA ramaNikalAla ane amadAvAdathI jainadhama ArAdhaka maMDaLa zrIyuta caturabhAinI AgevAnI nIce Avela. pUjA bhAvanAmAM prabhubhaktinI jamAvaTa sArI thaI hatI. mahA zudi 9 nA apeAre dIkSAthI bhAInA varasIdAnanA tathA ratha yAtrAne bhavya varaghoDA nIkaLyeA hatA. zrI prabhujIne tathA zrI khAkhubhAIne Akhu gAma nihALI rahyuM hatuM. mahA zuddhi 10 nA pU. AcArya deva zrImadnA varada haste dhAmadhUmathI dIkSA thaI hatI. munirAja zrI nararatnavijayajI ma. nA ziSya tarIke jAhera karyA hatA ane munirAjazrI vinayacaMdravijayajI ma. nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. svargArehaNatithi pU. zAMtamUrti zrI budhdhivijayajI mahArAjanI mahA zudghi 11 nA divase svarAhaNu tithi hovAthI te nimitte pU. paMnyAsajI jIvanavijayajI mahArAjanA ziSya munirAjazrI mahimAvijayajI ma. nA sadupadezathI kalakattAvALA zeTha jIvarAjajI rAmapurIyA taraphathI mAtI sukhIyAnI dha`zALAmAM pUjA-AMgI thayuM hatuM. pratiSThA mahAtsava-mAMDavagaDha tI mAM 5. tapasvI dhasAgarajI gaNivarya ane pU. sunirAjazrI abhayasAgarajI mahArAjazrInI adhyakSatAmAM pratiSThA mahAtsava ujavAyA hatA. A mahAtsava para dazathI pa dara hajAra bhAIbaheneA padhAryA hatA ane darekane jamavAnI rahevAnA vagere suvidhA sArI rIte sacavAi hatI. IlAcIkumAra tathA zrI supArzvanAtha bha. nA pAMca kalyANakanI racanAenI goThavaNI suMdara thaI hatI. mULanAyakajI birAjamAna karavAnA Adeza rUA, 6501 khAlI badanAvaravALA zeThazrI cAMdamalajI copaDAe lIdhe hatA. e sivAya khIjI elInI uchAmaNI paNa sArA pramANamAM thaI hatI. mAMDavagaDha tInI yAtrA karI mahA suH 11 nA rAja sau vikharAvAnI taiyArI karatA hatA. sudara rIte ujavAyelA mahAtsavanI sau koI anumodanA karatA hatA. prakAzana samAreAha-amadAvAda khAte zrI lalItavistarA nAmanA mahAna graMtha upara pU. panyAsajI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjazrIe vivecana karI gUrjara bhASAmAM 'paramateja' graMtharUpe AvyA hatA. mubaI nivAsI zeThazrI amRtalAla taiyAra thayela, tenA prakAzana samAroha ujavavAmAM kAlIdAsanA varadahaste graMthanuM prakAzana thayuM hatuM. paramateja ' nA varagheADA kADhI zrutabhakita karI hatI ane prAsagika ghaNA vakatAoe pravacana karyAM hatAM. pUjAmAM paheravAnI rezamI pUjA joDa TakAu, kumAzadAra ane rezamI pUjAnI joDa paDatara kiMmate ja ApavAnuM TharAvyuM che. mUlya 17-00 dheAtI esa 1 trikamalAla vADIlAla zAha mANekacAka-amadAvAda 2 sAmacaMda DI. zAha--pAlItANA Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * na vA sa jo nI zu bha nA mA 1 lI gula rUA. 21, zrI zIvajI velajI hA. jhaverabena karacha ( rUA. 11, zrI caMdulAla vIracaMda zAhu kamAlapura gedharAvALA zrI zatruMjaya girirAjanA zrI sevaMtIlAla ha. zAhanI zubhapreraNAthI pavitra chAyAmAM zrI udyApana tathA| rUA. 11. zrI zIvalAla hAthIcaMda kelhApura zrI pratiSThA mahotsava nimiro pU. paMnyA cImanalAla ratanacaMdra sAMDasAnI zubha. sajI kanakavijayajI mahArAjazrInA preraNAthI ziSyaratna pU. munirAjazrI mahimA- rU. 11, mahetA vasaMtalAla amulakha vAva zrI vijayajI mahArAjanI zubha preraNAthI. anopacaMdanI sarUpaca danI zubhapreraNAthI rUA. 11, zrI lAlajIbhAI kezavajI cinAi muMbaI | rUA. 11, vIravADIyA cImanalAla khetasIbhAI zrI haMsAku mArI benanI bhAgavati bhAva upara mujabanI zubhapreraNAthI pravajyA- nimiro sAthvI zrI darzana | rUA. 11, zeTha zrI nAnacaMda mulacaMda mATuMgA zrIjI ma. nI zabhapreraNAthI. rUA. 11, zrI kanaiyAlAlA karAra zIvanI rUA. 11, zrI saMskAra maMDaLa sAdhvIzrI dayAzrIjI rUA. 11, zrI dhannAlAla motIlAla sokhaDA ma. nA smaraNArthe sAthvIzrI dAnazrIjI rUA. 11, zrI ratilAla trikamalAla jhaverI muMbaI mahArAjanI zubhapreraNAthI. rUA. 11, zeTha 5mA tArAnI peDhI mahuvA pU. A. rUA. 11, zrI pI. esa. bATalIvALA sopa phreka a zrI jinendrasUrIzvarajI ma. zubha preraNAthI TarI punA sahakAra nimite zrI rati | rUA 11, zrI zAMtilAla jamanAdAsa morArajI. lAla ha. zAhanI zubhapreraNAthI. hindu seneTerIyama lenAvatA zrI nemIrUA. 11, zrI motIcaMda bhAramala. muMbaI.. dAsabhAI abhecaMdabhAInI zubhapreraNAthI rUA. 101, a. sau. zrI savitAbena surendranagara rUA. 11, zrI ramaNalAla karamacaMda zAha goregAMva zrI caMpakalAla cunIlAla mAstaranI zrI ratilAla ha. zAhanI zubhapreraNAthI zubhapreraNAthI. thayelA sabhyonA nAma nIce mujaba. rUA. 11, saMghavI mANekacaMda gulAbacaMda sAvarakuMDalA zrI amaracaMda kuMvarajI zeThanI zubha rUA. 11, paMDita zrI mIlApacaMdajI keTAvALA preraNA thI. muMbaI rUA. 11, zrI kAMtilAla bhUrAbhAI zAha surendranagara rUA. 11, zeTha zrI pI. esa. bATalIvALA sApa zrI caMpakalAla cunIlAla mAstaranI phiTarI punA zubhapreraNAthI. rUA. 11, zrI trIkamalAla DAhyAlAla malADa rUA. 11, zrI zIvalAla nAgajIbhAI zAha surendra- ( rUA. 11, zrI popaTalAla motIca'da dozI muMbaI - nagara upara mujabanI zubhapreraNAthI. zrI velajI meghajI guDhakAnI rUA. 11, zrI vRjalAla bhegIlAla zAha muMbaI preraNAthI nIcenA sabhya zrI vRjalAla harajIvana che rUA. 11, zrI caMdulAla bI. rADa muMbaI upara bhAInI zubhapreraNA thI thayelA che. mujabanI zubhapreraNAthI rUA. 13, zrI pravINAbena raMguna | rUA. 11, zrI mANeklAlajI moTA-lAya jA rUA. 11, zrI mahetA bradharsa mATuMgA rUA. 11, zrI kulacaMda punamacaMdra vApI zrI caMparUA. 11, zrI cImanalAla enDa bradharsa muMbaI kalAla lAburA ma boraDInI zubhapreraNAthI rUA. 11, jaina vizAzrImAlI beDa"ga amarelI ! rUA. 11, zrI vardhamAna kalyANa jInI peDhI bhadare. rUA. 11, jaina pAThazALA gAMdhInagara beMgalora zrI zvara zrI prIyakAMtabhAI pI. zAha pAnAcaMda jhuMjhAbhAInI zubhapreraNAthI | dhrAMgadhrAvALAnI zubhapreraNAthI zAla Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Regd. No. B 4925 KALYAN 000a, 0000 , varasI tapanAM pAraNI upara samyajJAnanAM su dara pustakAnI prabhAvanA karI amUlya lAbha uThAvA " sAmAyika sUtra mULa-gujarAtI snAtra pUjA vidhi sahita | 100 nA rUA. 1ra-00 100 nA rUA. 15-00 sAmAyika sUtra mULa-hindI navasmaraNa gujarAti - 100 nA rUA. 15-00 100 nA rU. 40-00 be pratikaNa mULa-gujarAtI dazanavIsI anAnupUrvi 100 nA rUA. 40-00 100 nA rUA. 5-00 ArAdhanA saMgraha-gujarAtI AtmabhAvanA saMgraha 100 nA rUA. 3pa-00 - 100 nA rUA. 10-00 akSayanidhi tapanI vidhi . navakAra mahimA (108 khamAsamaNu) 100 nA rUA. 1pa-00 100 nA rUA. 1pa-00 sthApanAjI ane AtmabhAvanA sthApanAjI-pAkA are 100 nA rUA. 8-00 - 100 nI rUA. 1ra-50 nemanAthane zlokAdi saMgraha namaskAra gItagaMgA - 100 nA rUA. 10-00 100 nA pho. papa-00 navANu yAtrAnI vidhi devapAla kathA | 100 nA rUA. 10-00 100 nA rUA. 10-00 anAnupUvi gujarAtI bAra vratanI TIpa 100 nA pho. 19-00 100 nA rUA. 15-00 zatrujya uddhAra rAsa ( zakuM jaya laghu ka95-mahAka95 sAthe) akSaya tRtIyA 100 nA rUA. 20-00 - 100 nA rUA. 4-00 huM be pratikramaNa vidhi sahita | aMta samayanI ArAdhanA 100 nA rUA. 75-00 100 nA rUA. 10-00 ApanuM nAma vagere chApavuM haze to chApI zakAze. agAuthI jaNAvo. somacaMda DI. zAha : 30 jIvana nivAsa sAme pAlItANA. saurASTra) "OOOOO tatrI, mudraka, prakAzaka : sAmacaMdra DI. zAhe : mudrANusthAna : zrI jazavaMtasiMhajI prInTIMga varkasa vaDhavANa zahera : kalya cha aMkAyAna maMdira mATe praznAzita karyuM.