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________________ tIrthAdhirAja zrI zatruMjaya girirAja para Avela che thAyaNavRkSa taLe yugAdizvara zrI kaSabhadeva bhagavAnanAM pavitra pagalAM ; je-2bara : juna-1951 : varSa : 8 : go ke, ' S S nA, zaurapha tenuM raheze!hA
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________________ nsa 0 mA che cA 0 rasa 0 0 0 2. -mAtara (gujarAta) khAte pU0 vayovRddha AcArya nanAM telanA prazna cakaDoLe caDhayA che. IrAnanI sarakArI mahArAja zrImad vijaya siddhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja, telanI menejamaeNnTanuM sikrIya karaNa karavAno potAnA pU0 AcArya deva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ni ya makkamapaNe jAhera karyo che. jenA pariNAme mahArAja AdinAM netRttvapaNAmAM sAcA deva zrI sumati- amerIkA tathA gliAnDanA mAMdhAtAonAM siMhAsano nAtha bhagavAnanI pratiSThA mahotsava bhavya rIte ujavAI DagamagavA lAgyA che. preganI AMtarASTrIya adAlatamAM gaye. taduparAMta-sAvaraku DalA, ke bAI pATaNa tathA Ane a genI phariyAda rajU thaI che. DabhoI khAte pratiSThA mahotsava ujavAyA hatA. zrI akSayatRtIyA vaSItapanAM pAraNAnA samA-somanAtha- prabhAsapATaNa khAte rASTra pramukha bAbu raMbha pAlItANA khAte sArI rIte ujavAyo hato. rAjendraprasAdanA hastaka somanAtha mahAdevanI prANapratiSThA lagabhaga 70 0-80 0 tasvI bhAI-bahenanAM pAraNA thaI hatI. te daramyAna rAjapramukha zrI jAmasAhebanA thayA hatAM. jemAM mukhyatve mAravADa, mAlavA, mevADanA haste zrI kRSNa mahArAjAnA dehotsarganA sthAne nUtana- bhAI -mahenonI saMkhyA vizeSa taravaratI hatI. maMdiranuM khAtamudata thayu'. pratiSThA daramyAna temAM -harIndranI pArlAmenTamAM vaDApradhAna 50 javAharabhAga levA AvanAra hujArA mANasanA bhojanane mATe lAle, hiMdI baMdhAraNanI keTalIka kalamamAM sudhArA karatuM 180 0 maNa lADane prabaMdha thayo hato. bIla rajU karyuM hatuM'. jeNe dezabharamAM virAdhanA 1 TeLa - -GjInAgaDha khAte jaina kave konpharansanuM 18 muM jagAvyo hato. patrakAroe paNa A hAme ugra AMdoadhivezana mahyuM hatuM. pramukhapadethI zrI kAMtilAla lana ubhu karyuM hatuM, paNa Akhare koMgresapakSanI bahu. IzvaradAse jaina samAjamAM madhyama varganI kathaLatI jatI matithI e bIla hiMdI pArlAmenTamAM pasAra thaI gayuM che. sthiti paratve lAgaNI pradazita karI hatI. -kAzmIra prazno ukaLato carU haju tyAMnA svAgatapramukha zrI parazotadAsa suracade paNa samAjane tyAM ja ubhA che. yUnAnuM kamIzana haju, dezo mArga darzana ApyuM hatuM. adhivezananI saphaLa- hiMda-pAkIstAnane paraspara laDAvI mAravAnI bhedanIti tAnA sa dezAomAM pU0 A. zrI vijaya vallabhasUrijI ajamAvyA kare che. pariNAme, kAkaDuM' badhuM gUMcavAtu' ma0 tathA pU0 darzanavijayajI mahArAja (tripuTI) ane jAya che. gRhasthAmAM zrI suracaMda parazottama badAmI AditAM hatAM. -dezanI mahAna rAjakIya saMsthA hiMdI mahAsabhApariSada patrikAnAM lakhANa parathI samAjamAM je carcAnA koMgresamAMthI zrI kRpalANI Adi jUnA koMgresamena vAvaTALa ubhA thayA hatA, tenI asara A adhi- lagabhaga 1500nI saMkhyAmAM rAjInAmA ApIne chUTA vezanamAM hAjara rahelI pratinIdhi varga nI tathA prekSaka thayA che. eka jAhera nivenaThArA temaNe jaNAvyuM che varganI a5 hAjarI dvArA vyakata thatI hatI. Azare ke, ' kAMgresa naitika dRSTie patana pAmatI jAya che. kula; 150 0 thI 1800 sthAnika tathA bahAragAmanA sattA ane lAgavaga e ja mukhyatve koMgresamenanuM bhANAe adhivezanamAM bhAga lIdho hato, pariSadanuM calaNIsatra banyuM che. koMgresanuM visarjana eja Aje udadhATana zrI kasturabhAI lAlabhAInA haste thayuM hatuM. dezanA udaya mATe Avazyaka che' ane pramukhanA svAgata-samAraM bha 18 baLadanA rathathI .-rAjakoTa mukAme tA. 2 0-5-51 nA saurASTra pariSada ujavAyA hatA. bhAratIya jaina svayaM sevaka pariSadanuM prAthamika zikSaka dhanI mahAsamitinI beThaka maLI hatI... jAhera adhivezana paNa A prasaMge mAlegAmavALA zrI gIrAsadAro ane kheDUto vacce ubhA thayelA vikhamotIcaMda vIracaMdanAM netRtvapaNAmAM malyuM hatuM. jaina vALuM zAMtimaya samAdhAna thaI gayuM che...pAkIstAna mAM mahilA pariSada paNa zrImatI tArAmaMhena mANekalAlanI ' hiMdustAna hamArA hai ' ne hi da virodhI nAda gU ja te adhyakSatAmAM junAgaDhakhAte A daramyAna bharAI hatI. thayA che...cUMTaNI pUratu' DAMga hAla surata jillAmAM -yuropa eziyAnA dezo mAM hamaNAM hamaNAM irA [nuM dhyAna para 184 mAM jue.
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________________ devAdhideva zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI pUjanA. zrI arihaMtadevane upakAra samasta saMsArapara eka sarakhI rIte che. akAraNa hitavatsala teoe jagatane jIvavAne mArga darzAvI, saMsArane dharma-saMjIvinI ApI che. temanA anaMta upakAronuM aNu keme ya vaLI zake tema nathI. temaNe darzAvelA dhamamAge cAlI, teonI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavA sivAya saMsAranAM duHkhane pAra karavA mATe anya kaI taraNapAya nathI. devAdhideva zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJAnA bahumAnane jIvanamAM prApta karavA, temanI pUjA, bhakti, ane sevanA e ja sAce mAga che. zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI zamasamaya bhavyamUtinI pUjA-arcanA dvArA bhakta AtmAo pitAnA bahumAnabhAvane vadhu susthira banAve che. dravyapUjAthI bhAvapUjA karavAne mATe pUjaka pite hRdayanA nirmala bhAvathI sadA utsuka rahe che. paraMparAye paramAtmAne pUjaka bhakta, paramAtmAnA mArgane ananya ArAdhaka bane che. A mATe dayAnAM jaLathI snAna karI, pUjaka, saMteSarUpa zubha vastrone dhAraNa kare che. viveka tilakathI pUjaka pitAnA bhAsthaLane zebhAyukta karIne zubha bhAvanAothI pavitra te bhAvika, bhaktirUpa caMdanathI mizrita zraddhA-kesaranA ghoLaNAthI zrI arihaMtadevanI pUjA karavAne tatpara bane che. pUjyatama paramAtmAnI sevA-bhakti karanAra bhAvukanA hRdayasarevaramAM dayAbhAvanA pavitra-nimala jharaNuo satata vahetAM ja rahe che, ane dravya tathA bhAva karUNAnA jalatathI niraMtara paripUrNa te bhavya AtmA vivekapUrvaka jIvana jIvanAre hoya che. jagabaMdhu jinezvaradevane bhakta jAtanA ananya samarpaNa paka-arpitabhAve prabhubhakitane AcaranAro hoya; AthI ja zraddhA tathA bahumAnabhAva tenA AtmAmAM akhaMDapaNe rahelo hoya. sudeva, sugurU tathA sadhdhane jANI-samajI, tenA pratyenI zradhdhA, apUrva bahumAnabhAva temaja adbhUta niSThAthI tenI sevA karavA e sadA sarvadA utsuka rahe. ene mana jagatanI saghaLI addhi, siddhi ke samRddhi A tatvatrayInI AgaLa tRNavat che. "ane A ja artha che, Aja paramArtha che, e sivAya anya saghaLuM anarUpa che - A AtmazraddhA, arihaMtadevanA sevaka bhaktanAM hRdayamAM nizadina ramamANa hoya. AvI ananya AtmaniSThAnA prabhAve saMsAra sAgaranA mahAduHkhone tarIne pAra karavAnuM akika AtmasAmarthya te puNyavAna AtmAne hArI pUjA-bhakti karavAnuM avazya prApta thAya che. kharekhara AtmasAmarthya mArA jevA dInabhakti e mahAmUlya rasasiddhi hIna pAmarajanamAM pragaTa ! che. pattharane paNa pArasa banAva - e ja eka devAdhideva ! vAnI tAkAta A prabhubhaktimAM paramAtmA! tArA caraNamAM rahelI che. mArI vinIta prArthanA. prabhe! ananya premabhAvathI jana saMskRtinuM saMdezavAhI varSa: 8: aMka 4 : : : juna 1951 : : - 2009. it is
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________________ taddana kharAmAM, pahelu' inAma meLavanAra bhAgyazAlI; zA. manaharalAla prabhudAsa; C/o prabhudAsa vIrapAla; mu. jorAvaranagara [sArASTra] rUA. 6, rokaDA, eka bhUlamAM; 21, 1 zAha kanubhAI lAlabhAI-mIyAgAma-karajaNa. 2 zAha kItikAMta popaTalAla lIMbaDI-saiArASTra; 3 ena. khI. zAha-Ameda. 4 zAha zAMtilAla cheTAlAla AmeAda. 5 hiMmatalAla jayatilAla dozIvaDhavANa zahera. 6 zA, dalasukhalAla jazarAjanavasArI. 7 ritalAla sI. sela'kI-dahANurADa. 8 nagInadAsa malIca'6 zeDhATAda. 9 indirAhena rAyaca`da-jAmanagara, 10 lAlajI velajI guDhakA-navAgAma-[jAmanagara]. 11 zAha mAlacaMda maNilAla-khImANA[tharA]. 12 sudhAsna; C/o ratilAla maganalAla enDa kuAM.-mu`baI. 13 zA. navanItalAla goradhanadAsa-punA kempa. 14 prameAdakumAra naMdalAla zAha-kaDI [gujarAta]. jinamaMdirAne mATe upayegI ratha, hAthI, inpha dhvajA, gADI, pAlakhI, bhaMDAra ane peTI vagere temaja zAstrAkta paddhati mujakhanuM siMhAsana, lAkaDAnuM kAtarakAma tathA sAnA-cAMdI vagere jaDI O ApanAra InAmI harIphAinuM pariNAma, : 139 : 15 zAha cImanalAla ugaracaMda--amadAvAda. 16 jayasukhalAla amRtalAla-pAlItANA. 17 navInacaMdra ratilAla-vaDhavANu zahera. 18 zA. devajI jeThAbhAi-muMbai. 19 dinezacaMdra bAbubhAi jhaverI-muMbai. eka bhUlamAM rada thayelAM kRpA; 1 mAlatImhena ramaNalAla zAha-jIttera [punA]. 2 mahetA nAraNajI catrabhuja hamIrapura vAgaDa. e bhUlavALA hariphA7; 1 zrImatI jamanAnDena bhagavAnajI zeTha joDIyAbaMdara [sArASTra]. 2 zAha ratilAla caMdulAla pAleja. 3 zA jitendralAla bAbubhAi surata. 4 cInubhAi AtmArAma zAhe punA. 5 dhanasukhalAla hIrAlAla navasArI. 9 zA. dharamazI bhAIcaMda vAMkAnera. 7 narazI gAviMdajI jogezvarI. 1 uttejanapAtra hari; 1 vhena rasika bALA lAlajI kAnajI muMbai 2. - lakhe - trijalAla rAmanAtha mistrI-pAlItANA. H = [sArASTra ]
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________________ hA ughADI AMkhe.. pannAlAla ja masAlIA. ID uttara, dakhkhaNa cAre kAra ghusI gaelI . A chIe. paNa jUo, bedarakArImAM enI suMdara 1 klAkRtio para cUnAnA thara ne thara caDAvI bhejanazALAo, vIzIo ane dvAjee thoDI dIdhA che, te kyAreka ajJAnane vaza banI bhagaArAma te jarUra Ave paraMtu sAthe anu - vAnanI bagala sudhdhAM sImenTathI bharI dIdhI che. pama sAdhamika vAtsalyanI zreSThatA ane bhakti- kadI prAcIna lekhe bhUMsI nAkhyA che, te kadI maya supAtradAna paratvenI ApaNI pAkhA mULa suMdara veta Arasa para raMganA lepaDA mAMDI mAMthI ja kApI nAMkhI ApaNane jIvananI " nAma A5Nane 'jananA dIdhA che. madhuratA rahita karyA.. maLatA virAmane khAtara je addabhUta A anukULatAe ja ApaNA Arya sarjana gumAvI rahyA chIe te "na bhUte na saMskArane chuMde vALI bhavya sumeLane ceka bhaviSyati pAchuM kadI maLavAnuM nathI. sukhabhaMga kIdhuM che. ane eNe ja sevA ane saga- zIlatAnA mAdakanazAmAM ApaNe keTa-keTaluM vaDanAM rUpakaDAM nAma nIce ApaNAM svAzraya ane gumAvyuM che ! pavitra dAna bhAvanAonAM bhavya svapnane re nazIba ! ghANa vALI dIdho che. A samajAze kharuM ? A ApaNuM zikSaNa sAhityika prasA danI pikaLatAnI te zI vAta karavI ? pAzcAAgagADI, moTara ane havAI jahAjhanA tya thakAvAnI AMdhaLI nakala ane narI gulAmI siddhi rasiyAoe "TAMgAte pravAsa ke tIrtha sivAya eNe bIjI zI mahatvanI dhADa mArI yAtrAonI bhAvabharI lijajata sarvathA vecI khAdhI che. che ? A laMgeTiA zikSaNe nava peDhIone satya ane sidhdhAMta vihIna banAvI enA A 'jhaDapIveganA atula parAkane ta haiyAnuM zraddhArUpI amI cUsI lIdhuM che, nUra samAnazIla svajanonAM thatAM milana, prema ane haNI lIdhuM che. mati mUMjhavI nAMkhI che. atithi satkAranA mRdu khyAlano ya samULa .....Ama kekaDuM guMcavAyA chatAM dezanA nAza kIdhA che. - meTerA puruSe hajI rajamAtra paNa saLavaLatA gAme gAmanAM suMdara pavitra jina-maMdiranAM . nathI, jAgatA nathI. darzana ane A pUjananAM te have mAtra svapna ja tyAre bhAgyane ja doSa Apa rahe nA? sevavAM rahyA ne ? .. ane A parAkrama kenAM gaNavAM ? jeNe zAMtine mUrta karatI tAraka pratimAo bhAratanI mahAnubhAva ane mahAtmA jevI ane vizvamAM zreSTha evI jina-maMdiranI ramya satyaniSTha prajAne cera, DAku ane jaMgalI zreNione ApaNane yugabhara suMdara vAraso mAnI kAyadA ane kitAbanA pAzamAM jakaDI maLe che. chatAM devavimAna jevAM sarvazreSTha lIdhI che. rakSaNanAM bahAnAM taLe bhAratanI pavitra maMdire ane mUrtione ApaNe pUjArI jevA dharA para cekIonAM chUmaMtara lagAvI dIdhAM che. bhADUtI mANasane bhaLAvI saMtoSa mAnI rahyA ApaNe kayAreya ATalA badhA nirbaLa hatA ? . - ga.
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________________ kedAranAthanuM ke kaNa.pacAsajI mahArAja zrI pravINavijayajI gaNivara eka divasa eka bIlADI pharatI pharatI koinA , hAthamAM lAThIne joI bAvarI banelI bIlIbAI jhaTa gharamAM paDI. gharamAM Amatema reDIyamanA jevI cama- nAzavAnI koziSa kare che, paNa maTakAnuM meM sAMkaDuM katI AMkho cAre dizAe pheravatA rasoDA tarapha enI hovAthI meM nIkaLatuM nathI. eTale maTakAnI sAthe ja najara gaI, tyAM dUdhathI bhareluM eka maTakuM jovAmAM nAsavA jatA bhaTakuM bhIMta sAthe aphaLAvAthI phUTI AvyuM. tarata ja uparanuM DhAMkaNa dhIme rahIne nIce gayuM, ane tene kAMThalo tenA gaLAmAM ja rahI gaye. gabaDAvI nAMkhI dUdha pIvA mATe teNe meM aMdara nAMkhyuM kAMThalA sAthe bIlDIbAI jaMgalamAM eka vizALakAya ke tarata ja gharane mAlIka AvI caDhaye; mAlIkanA vakSanA nIce jai beThAM. tyAM udaranuM eka moTuM dara che, temAMthI uMdara bahAra Ave che ane aMdara jAya satya ane svArpaNanI samabharI che. koIpaNa vakhata nahi joyelA vicitra AbhUSaNavAta javA daIe, te paNa Aje ApaNe vAlA bIlDIbAIne joIne uMdare ghaDIbhara Azcaryamugdha eTalA badhA dIna, hIna ane parAdhIna banI banI tenI sAme Tagara Tagara joyA kare che. A bAju gayA chIe, ke pitAnI bena-dIkarIonuM paNa bIlDIbAI vicAra kare che ke, "mArA gaLAmAM kudarate rakSaNa karavAne nAkavata puravAra thayA chIe ! rahI gayela A kAMThalo uMdarabhAIone mArA upara AthI vizeSa zarama bIjI kaI haze ? vizvAsa jamAvavA mATenuM suMdara sAdhana thaI paDaze.' ema vicArI jyAre uMdara bahAra nIkaLe che mahA sthavire mATe magadha, kezala, nepAla tyAre te ballIbAI temane kahe che ke, "Ava ! have ane brahmAvatamAM vicaravAnI praNAlikAmAM tamAre leza mAtra bhaya rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. kAraNa ke jarAe navatara nathI; uparAMta cIna, mahAcIna, huM tIrthayAtrA karIne AvI chuM ane have pachI koIpaNa malaya ane kAbeja vagere dUranI deza-sImA jIvanI hiMsA nahi karavAnI meM tyAM pratijJA prahaNa sudhI jenadhamanA jJAtA mahApurUSe vicarI, karI che ane enAM ciha tarIke juo mArA gaLAmAM satya ane ahiMsA dharmane upadeza ApatA hatA. meM A kedAranAthanuM kaMkaNa paheryuM che.' ....ApaNe tyAgI mahAtmAo je A bIlDIbAInA AvA vizvAsaghAtI vacana upara jUnI prathA punaH sajIvana kare te bhArata dezanA vizvAsa rAkhI tyArabAda sadhaLA uMdare nirbhayapaNe bahAra khUNekhUNuM Atma-AnaMdanI pavitra laharIomAM phare che. bahAra pharIne saghaLA uMdare daramAM ghUse che, tyAre sauthI chelle rahI gayelA uMdarane bIlIbAI pakaDI le che. gulI uThe, dezamAM vyApta banelI ghera hiMsA Ama ghaNe samaya sudhI pola cAlI. uMdaronI saMkhyAmAM taddana nAbUda bana, adhakArathI vana' vaNe dhaTADo thato joI sahune bIlIbAInI badadAnata upara zAMtinA dIvaDA jaLahaLI uThe ane mAnava phUla zaka gaye. tethI A vAtane nizcaya karavA mATe teoe pharI ekavAra khUba sugandhamaya bane, paNa e eka udanIpuMchaDI kApI nAMkhI tene khAMDa banAvyo ane mATe prAthamika taiyArI karavA jena saMghanA tene sauthI chellA naMbaramAM AvavA kahyuM. bIje divase zaktizAlI zrAvakavarga mAM jAgRtinuM teja pragaTe badhA uMdaro bahAra nIkaLyA bAda aMdara gayA ke chevatyAre ne ? . TamAM rahelA bAMDA uMdarabhAIne bIlIbAIe jhaDapI lIdhA. lAMbA samaya sudhI bAMDe uMdara Avyo nahi, bhasmagrahanAM aramAna have te utaravAM tyAre te saghaLAone bIlIbAInA kedAranAthanA kaMkaNuM joIe vAra! tarapha tiraskAra chUTavA sAthe tenI cAlabAjI pakaDAI gaI, bIje divase te badhA uMdara bahAra nIkaLyA
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________________ : 142: kalyANa, juna-1951 paNa tenAthI dUra dUra pharI rahyA che. bIlIbAI temane sAkara ane zeraDInI madhuratAne mahAta kare evI kahe che ke, "Ava Ava zA mATe kare che?" vyAkhyAna vANI mAtra lokaraMjana mATe ja hoya tyAre te uMdare tene javAba Ape che ke - ' paratu vANI pramANe vartana jo na hoya; namastubhyaM namastubhyaM, namaH kedArakaMkaNe / sahastrebhyaH zataM nAsti, baMDapucchA na labhyate // te ane tenA jevI saghaLIe DoLadhAlu kriyAo bIlDIbAIe paherelA kedAranAthanA kaMkaNa jevI samaartha tamane namaskAra thAo, tamane namaskAra javI ane tevI kriyAone tathA te kriyAo karanArA thAo, ane tamArA kedAranAthanA kaMkaNane paNa nama - DoLadhAluone paNa sau koIe nava gajanA namaskAra skAra thAo. kAraNa ke hajAramAMthI Aje e paNa karI temanAthI sAvadhAna rahevAnI khAsa bhalAmaNa che. rahyA nathI ane bAMDA puchaDAvALo te maLatuM ja nathI. 00000, 000000 uparokata daSTAntamAMthI sAra e levAne che ke, hAi"AjakAla paNa ghaNuM Thaga bhagate bIlADIe paherelA te ' ta" kedAranAthanA kaMkaNanI mAphaka pavitra anuSThAne tathA che lahAra ghaNathI loDhAne TIpate hate. vAstavika ? pavitra dhArmika upakaraNane durUpayoga karI bhoLI ' rIte te loDhuM ja leDhAne TIpatuM hatuM, eka ja janatAne ThagavAno prayatna karI rahyA che. ni jAtinA be baMdhuomAMthI eka sabaLa anya ke L: daSTAna tarIke : nirbheLane khAI javAnI pravRtti karatA hatA. paraMtu , 1 emAM bicArA ghaNane zo vAMka? e te nirjIva kanTIyara melanI jhaDape hAtha upara pharatI bheTa che TA na hatuM, anyanA hAthanuM hathiyAra hatuM, parAdhIna maNukAvAlI mALAne upayoga bhoLI janatAne phasA- . che hatuM ! ene ema karyA vagara kyAM chUTako hato ? ke vavA mATe hoya paraMtu temanI pAchaLa AtmakalyANane . hetu je na hoya; paNa ApaNe ? ApaNe kyAM parAdhIna chIe ? svAdhIna havA kapALa upara karavAmAM Ave te goLa maToLa cAMdalo che chatAMya ApaNe svArtha sare eTalA khAtara ApaNuM ja ajJAna janatAne chetaravAmAM je kAma lAgatuM hoya, ke mAnavabaMdhuone rIbAvavAnI, bALavAnI ane mAraparaMtu vItarAga prabhunI zakaya AjJAone ziro dhArya na vAnI pravRtti karatAM, varcasva sthApavA anya nirdoSa karavA mATe je na hoya; che vyaktione duHkha ane vyathAnI javAlAmAM nathI suMdara kavara ane suMdara kAgaLavALA saMsthAonA na haDaselI tA ? rIporTamAM mAtra lAMbI lAMbI DAhI DAhI ane vAyaDI eka ja divase phAMsInI sajA karavI e vadhAre sevAnI vAtenA taDAkAra mAravAmAM AvyA hoya. paraMtu sAruM che, paNa eka divase hAtha kApavA, bIje dahADe temAM lakhelI eka paNa vastune amala jo na hoya; 1 paga kApavA Ama roja ne roja eka eka aMgane - sAdhuveza mAtra bheLI janatAne AkarSavA mATe ja che che vicacheda karIne mAravA jevuM dUra kRtya bIjuM karyuM, hoya paraMtu te vezanI saMpUrNa vaphAdArI ane tenI che ane abhimAnanI khAtara daraja anyane mAnasika te heI zake ? ApaNuM sukha ane svArtha, varcasva pAchaLa rahelA suMdara AcaraNanuM devALuM hoya, che saMtApanA dAvAgnimAM haDaselI denArA ApaNe eka eka hAthavaNATanA sutarane ane bagalAnI pAMkha jevo te aMgane vicacheda karIne mAranArA jevA ja dUra chIe, sapheda khAdIne jhabbe mAtra dezabhakata tarIke gaNAvavA e kadAca ethIya vadhu niSphara ane pApI chIe. pUrateja hoya, paraMtu tenI pAchaLa dezasevAnI sAcI che -ku. zrImatI niveditAhena,
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________________ daiArI Si , ke # * * * . kalyANa vALA upayogI vibhAga . It (c) va4. prazAMta che nArI jIvananI pratiSThA. manA mArge prayANuM AdarI, strI jIvananI pratiSThAne vijayadhvaja jagatamAM laherAta karyo.. ItihAsanAM pRSTha para nArIne-nArInAM mAtA kezalyAe tathA mAtA sumitrAjIvanane tenI mahattA ke pratiSThAne tenA devIe pitAnA putraratnane vaDilanI AjJA AcAra-vicAranI pavitratA, saraLa nirdoSatA, khAtara, zeyanA kAraNe saMsAranA vaibhane lAta saMyamapUta maryAdAzIlatA tathA Atmavile mAratA jevA chatAM AzAnA dera jevA pitAnA pananI addabhUta zaktinAM kAraNe ja agrasthAna saMtAnane jaMgalamAM javA mATe, jaMgalanA apAyuM che. mATe ja nArIjIvana amUlya TADha, taDake sahavA mATe makkama dile anujJA kAgAya che. bhagavAna zrI kaSabhadeva svAmInA ApI saMsAramAM svAItyAganuM-Atma balikAlathI-A avasarpiNanI AdithI atyAra dAnanuM Adarza udAharaNa je pUruM pADayuM che, sudhI, mahAdevIrUpa satI-sAdhvI strIoe je te jagatanA ItihAsamAM suvarNanA akSareye apUrva tyAga, adbhUta svArpaNa, kettara che lakhAI cUkayuM che. temAM paNa sumitrA mAtAe saMyama ItyAdi dvArA jIvana pRpane pamarATa, te hadayanI kaI adbhUta vizAlatA, tathA saMsAramAM vistArI mahattAne prApta karI che, te ja cha Atma vilepana-Atma visarjananI kalA dvArA e kharekhara zabdAtIta che. nArIjIvananI kathAne raMgI dIdhI che. mAtA marUdevAe aSabhadeva jevA putranA pitAnA ekanA eka putrane zekayanA putranI janetA hovA chatAM ratnakUkSI te mAtAe, putra pAchaLa javAne anumati ApI, eTaluM ja pratyenA pitAnA vAtsalya, saneha, apAra nahi paNa lakSmaNane zrI rAmacaMdrajInI pUche mamatA tathA meha, svAtha-A badhAyane jatA javAmAM vilaMba thate joI, Thapako Ape, karI, hayuM kaThora banAvI, jagatanA kevaLa e te kharekhara strI jIvananI dhanyatAne cirauddhAranA mArge prayANa karanAra pitAnA lADakA smaraNIya bodhapATha ApI jAya che. putrane pitAthI vikhuTo paDavA dIdhe; vRddhAvase zrI rAjaramatI jevI mahAsAdhvI, navaAzAne dara putra Ama ekAkI cAlI nava bhavanI prIta-sagAIne sArthaka karavA, zrI nIkaLe chatAM e mahAdevIe A badhuM vaja- neminAtha prabhunI khAtara yuvAnavaye bhegasukhenAM hRdaye sahana karyuM. svapnA-mane rathane lAta mAravAnuM sAmarthya bAlI, suMdarI jevI mahAsatIoe keLavI, te prabhunA caraNane zaraNa svIkArI cha khaMDanA mAlIka jevA pitAnA mADIjAyA Atma kalyANane sAdhavA ujamALa bane che, bharata tathA mahAbalI bAhubala jevAnA Agra- A prasaMga kharekhara nArI-jagatanI dhanyatA hane nakArI, tapa, tyAga, vairAgya tathA saMya para kalazArepaNa che.
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________________ ka 144: kalyANa, juna-1951. zrI dhannA-zAlibhadrajInI parama satI kahevApaNuM nathI rahetuM. chIe, patinA Atma kalyANanA pavitra mAge paNa strI svAtaMtrya, strI pragati, samAna pitAnA vaibhave, vilAse ke raMgarAganI bhUkhane haka ke kAMti, utkrAMti tathA strIzikSaNanI ThaMDI, prasannatAthI patidevane saMyamI jIvana - -vAta karanArA AjanA yuganAM delanI svIkAravAmAM sammati Ape che, e Ayara : pAchaLa samAjanI pavitratA, mahattA, pratiSThA, saMskRtinI yazagAthAne suvarNa prasaMga ja kahI tathA nArIjIvananI dhanyatAnuM je chaDecoka zakAya ne ? lIlAma karavAnAM ja cake ekI sAthe romerathI zrI jaMbUsvAmI, zrI guNasAgara-pRthvIcaMdra gatimAna thaI rahyAM che, te citra jyAre manaItyAdi carama zarIrI purUSaratnanA AdhyA zikSu svAme AvIne ubhuM rahe che, tethI tmika saMpattinI prAptinA mAge kezarIyA apAra dukha, AghAta ane mane vedanAthI karIne tenI pAchaLa jIvanane nyAcchAvara karI, AtmA akaLAmaNa anubhave che. kevaLa bhega virAgya, tyAga, tapa, tathA kSamA ItyAdi loke- tathA bhAganA hakka ke haDakavAnA nAdane naze ttara guNene meLavI; Atma kalyANa sAdhI Aje strIsaMsAranA ramaNIya Adazane pAyajanArA te te mahAsAvI strIratnane Atma- mAlInA paMthe derI rahyo che. trIjagatanI saMyama kharekhara saMsArane mATe nArI jagatane upakArakatA, pavitratA tathA uttamatA lagabhaga mATe sohAmaNuM kalagIrUpa bane che. bhUMsAtI jAya che. enAM sAcAM svamAna, zairava - buddha jevA mahAtmAnI pAchaLa pitAnA ke tenI vaMdanIya pratiSThAnA bhAMgIne bhUkA svAthane paiNu karI, jIvanabhara sAdAI, namratA tathA thaI rahyA che. enAM sthAne, strInuM kevaLa bhegaAtmavilopana dvArA jIvanane ajavALI janAra bhAgamAM purUSa samAvaDIyuM, tathA samAnaha ne yazodA, nArI saMsAranA AdarzarUpa che. svAtaMtryanA nAme kadarUpuM, bihAmaNuM tathA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva jevA purUSottama svaccheditAnuM pAzavI svarUpa saMsAranI lIlI patine, bharavanakAle jagata upakAranA mArge vADIne naMdalI nAMkhI, saMsAranA naMdanavanane javAmAM potAnI sammati ApI, saMsAranA verAna banAvI rahyuM che. vaibhanI lAlaca, tathA jagatanA trAddhi-samR- karUNAsAgara ! mahAprabha ! avaLA rAhe ddhinAM mahAna pralebhanene lAta mAravAnuM caDhelA AjanA yugane, mahAaMdhakAranA-svaAtmazaya pragaTAvI, vIra-mahAvIranI sAcI paranAzanA mArgethI pAchA vALavAnuM tathA pUrva paTTarANI banyAnuM mahA sAmarthya meLavanAra kAlIna saMskRtinuM zayateja pragaTAvavAnuM mahAdevI yazodA kharekhara jagatanI vaMdanIya AtmA sAmarthya prApta thAo ! tema ja vatI nArIratnarUpa che, e niHzaMka che. mAna kAlanA strIsamAjamAM nArIjIvananI pratiSThA, pUrvakAlIna ItihAsanA pRSTho. AvA garava tema ja tenuM samujajavaLa AtmabhAna anekAneka strIratnanAM yazasvI nAmathI amara jAgRta thAoeja eka kapAMnidhAna ! banI cUkyAM che. tema ja cirakAla payata anaMtabalI tArA caraNomAM abhilASA, ujvaLa rahevAne sarajAyAM che, emAM kAMI -pUpaMnyAsajI zrI kanakavijayajI gaNi,
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________________ paNa. venuM jJAna-vAcana ke prakIrNa paM. becaradAsa matsya lAgala prAkRta mArgo padezikA hiMmatemada rAjakazrIya [ TIkA, vastRta anuvAda, javAMmada bhAga 1-2 upavana prastAvanA tathA keza sAthe]_ premabhakta jayadeva prAkRta vyAkaraNa 4-0 bha. mahAvIranI dhamakathAo 2-8 gaI gujarI bha. mahAvIranA daza upAsaka rAjA zrIpALa 1-8 jenadhanI prANa kathAo paM. sukhalAlajI taravArtha sUtra Ahati darzana dIpikA paryuSaNa parvanAM vyAkhyAne 1-2-3 1-8 suMdarIone zaNagAra , AdhyAtmika vikAsakrama seLa satI 1-8 pramANa mImAMsA bharatezvara bAhubali vRtti 1-2 jJAnabindu 5-0 ahebrIti 1-8 zrI dhUmaketu anekA sAhitya saMgraha gUrjarezvara kumArapALa 1-2 athavALI ! hemacaMdrAcArya 2-8 amara balidAna hemasamIkSA [ medI ] 2-8 bhAIbIja 4-0 subodhavANI prakAza [ nyAyavijayajI ] 10-0 sUrIzvara ane samrATu jaina darzana The Jinist Studies 5-0 Studies in jainism zrI jayabhikhkha Jainas in the history of indian 2-0 bha.zaSabhadeva LITERATURE | narakezvarI vA narakesarI kAmavijetA sthUlibhadra jena bAla graMthAvali 4-8 mahaSi metAraja zrI jayabhikhue navIna rIte saMpAdita vikramAditya hemu bhA.1-2 8-4] karela, navA pheraphAra sAthe suMdara geTaapamAM varadhamanI vAte 1-2 pa-0 | pragaTa thayelI be zreNIH ki. cha rUpiyA. garjara graMtharatna kAryAlaya gAMdhI rastA-amadAvAda. 3-0 4-8 |
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________________ upekSA.......... ****************** zrI jayakIti upekSA be prakAranI che. upakArI paNa che, ne apakArI paNa che. ekathI jIvana uMcuM uThAvI zakAya che ne ekathI adha:patane javAnuM AmaMtraNa maLI zake che. evI beya prakAranI upekSA ahIM vaNI levAI che te vAMcaka sArane grahaNa kare. saM Aje te bhAbhI, tamAro vAra che, rasoI zAka jyAM cAkhyuM, tyAM ja ene khabara paDI ke pite banAvavAno." somabhUtie gharamAM pesatAM pitAnAM keTalI moTI bhUla karI nAMkhI hatI. moTAbhAI somanI patnI nAgazrIne kahyuM. " joIe chae have, ke zAka kevuM sundara banAvo cho, kAla, ekadama utAvaLamAM ane sundara banAvavAnI dhunamAM - nAgazrI zAkane cUle caDhAvatAM pahelAM cAkhavuM paNa enI khoDa kADhatAtAM te. ' bhUlI gaI ane taiyAra karyA pachI cAkhyuM, tyAre | gaIkAle samabhUtinI patnI yakSazrIne rasoI kara khabara paDI ke te zAkamAM eka tIvra kaDavAza hatI. vAne vAra hate. jamatAM-jamatAM tenI raImAMthI nAgazrIe zAkamAM kheDa kADhelI; te yAda devarAvatAM nAgazrInA zokano pAra na rahyo, tene tenI samabhUti, nAgazrIne pANI caDhAvatuM hatuM, ane vyaMga mUrkhAI ane utAvaLa upara bahu ja krodha Avyo. karate ho, ke "Aja te have ameya joIe paNa have zuM thaI zake tema hatuM. bhojanano samaya chIe, ke zAka kevuM svAdiSTa bane che." najadIka AvI rahyo hate. hamaNAM badhAM jamavA Avaze tyAre zAka vinA zuM pIrasIza ? e vicAre e evuM ja svAdiSTa banaze, ke tame ane nAgazrI kaMpI uThI, tela-masAlAthI bharapura zAkane bale zAkane ja AhAra karI jaze. " nAgazrIe pheMkI devAnI jIgara cAlatI rahetI ane tenuM zuM meM malakAvatAM jarA abhimAna sAthe javAba Ape. karavuM, e vicAramAMthI UMcuM avAtuM nahotuM. nahi * ema. te te pachI joIe ja zuM !' kahIne te bIjAM zAka banAvI levAne hajI pUrata samaya hate. semabhUti ekadama bahAra jato rahyo ane nAgazrI pitAnAM kAme vaLagI.. nakAmA vicAramAM vyagra thaI, yogyanuM AcaraNa na karanAra manuSya banne bAjunuM gumAve che. soma, somadatta ane samabhUti traNe bhAI hatA. pise-Take sukhI hatA ane saMpIne sAthe rahetA'tA paNa nAgazrInuM nasIba kaMika teja nIkaLyuM. sema bhUti AvIne samAcAra ApI gaye, ke Aje traNenI patnIone vArApharatI vAro, rasoI rAMdhavAno. Aje nAgazrIne vAro che. rasoI banAvavAmAM Ama ame traNe bhAIo jarA dUra pharavA javAnA chIe te nAgazrI pUrI kuzaLa hatI paNa gaIkAle yakSazrInAM che. eTale jamavA moDA AvIzuM. " sAMbhaLatAM ja nAgazAkanI pote kheDa kADhI hatI, tethI Aje te rasoI jAnI khuzIne pAra na rahyo. ane temAMya zAka banAvavAmAM vadhu sAvadhAna hatI. " kaDavA zAkanuM zuM karavuM, e pachI vicArIzuM " 3 e sadAya banatuM AvyuM che, ke manuSya je ema ciMtavIne koInI paNa najaramAM na Ave ema vastumAM hadathI vadhu sAvadhAnI ane cIvaTa rAkhavA gupta sthaLe tene saMtADI daIne, nAgazrIe navuM zAka rAMdhI nAkhyuM. jAya che temAM te kaMIne kaMI kAcuM kApe che ne vaheluM gothuM khAya che. bapore badhA jamIne UThayA, tyAre nAgazrInAM nAgazrInuM paNa evuM ja banyuM. je zAka viSe te zAkanI prazaMsA thaI rahI hatI. te sAMbhaLI nAgazrI vadhu kALajI rAkhatI hatI, e zakyAM ja te gothuM phUlAtI hatI. paNa jyAre kaDavA zAkanI smRti vacamAM khAI gaI. purA masAlAnA saMskAra pachI, zAka kevuM thaI AvatI, tyAre tenuM badhuM phUlAvuM zamI jatuM. sunnara banyuM che e jANavAnI IcchAe nAgazrIe badhAnAM gayA pachI, nAgazrI have vicArI rahI
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________________ hatI, ke haLAhaLa jhera zA kaDavA . zAkanu have zuM 5 karavu ? ATalA badhA masAlA ane tela jemAM rAyu' che, evuM zAka pheMkI kema devAya ane khavAya paNa kema ? . A vastu ahitakArI che, nirUpayAgI che. ema jANavA chatAM mAha hoya tyAre manuSya tene cheDI zakatA nathI ane kaMika UMdhuM AdarI bese che. dAnamAM nAgazrIe paNa ADuM vetaryuM. AMgaNe AvelA eka mAseApavAsI munine cAleA kAme lAgI gayu, pheMkI to na devuM paDayuM, ' evA dhelA vicAra karIne ApI dIdhuM. muni paNa nirdoSa jANI lai gayA te nAgazrIe potAnA mATe duti kharIdI lIdhI. najIvI vastune mAha pheMkI devA lAyaka cIjamAM mAtra alpa sauMdaryAMnA kAraNe, pheMkI devAnI himmatane abhAva ane jema tema karIne upayogamAM lAvavAnI ke lagADavAnI ghelachA, potAnAM ane sAmAnAM bhAvi tarapha kAramI upekSA sevaDAve che. nAgazrInuM kavya tenuM pratyakSa udAharaNa hatuM. mAsApavAsI munine tyAre khabara paDI, ke pote AhAra lAvavAmAM kaiMka bhUla karI nAMkhI che; ke jyAre temanA gurU mahArAje te AhArane joine nirjIva bhUmimAM mATI sAthe meLavI devAnI AjJA karI. jJAnI gurUnA jJAnathI e cIja bahAra na rahI zakI, ke AhAra ayeAgya zAka kaDavu che, na khAvA lAyaka che, agara khAvAmAM Ave te prANahAni niSa jAve tevuM che, mATe dharmAMrUci munine AjJA karI, ke, * huM dharmaci A ayeAgya AhAra tAre bhAjana karavA lAyaka nathI, tema karavAthI te prANunAzaka nIvaDe ema che, mATe yogya bhUmimAM yogya rIte tyAgI ne, bIjo AhAra lAvI pAraNu kara ! gurunI AjJA sAMbhaLI dharmAMruci aNugAra zUnyavana tarapha cAlyA. eka jagAe nirjIva bhUmi joine, te kaDavu zAka paraDhavavA mATe pAtra nIce mUkatAM temAMthI eka TIpu' nIce paDI gayu. ane yADIka ja vAramAM masAledAra zAkanAM rasAnAM TIpAMnI gaMdhathI tyAM hajAro upekSA, : 147 : kIDIyA ubharAI gaI ane te TIpAne cAMkhatAM veta ja marI gai. dayAnA sAgara munine e vAta kema pAlave ! pAtAnA bhayaMkara aparAdhi sAme paNa apU samatA dhAraNa karanAra ane tenuM bhalu" IcchanAra muni niraparAdhI kIDiyAnA dhAta kevI rIte sahI zake! mArI anukULatA khAtara, mArI kAyA khAtara A rIte hajAro jIva akALe prANu mukata thai jAya, evu na karavAne mane zA adhikAra che? ane emAM mAnavatA, sAdhutA ne dayA paNa kayAM che ? potAnA nimitte koi paNa vanA thatA vadhanI upekSA karavI, e Abha vadha che. muninAM klimAM vicAronI urmio ane kAnI cheLe uchaLatI hatI. A zAka parAvavAthI hajArA jIvAne nAza thAya ema che ethI to e uttama che, ke hu' pote ja A zAkanA AhAra karI jAu. huM jo A zAkane nahi khAuM, to aneka jIvenA vinAza thaI jaze, ane khAi jaiza tA mAtra mArAja. bIjAnAM du:khanI upekSA karavA karatAM, AtmahitArthe potAnAM du:khanI upekSA karavI eja sAdhutA che. aneka vicArIne a Mte jyAre munie nakakI karI lIdhuM, ke zArka mAre ja khAI javuM, tyAre bilakula svastha citte bhUmi upara besIne, eka pachI eka kALiye zAka khAvA mAMDayuM. zAka khAdhA pachI zarIramAM bhayaMkara pIDA utpanna thai, te pIDAne zubhabhAve sahana karatA karatA muni avasAna pAmyA te peAtAnuM kAma sAdhI gayA. emanA deha DhaLI paDayA ne havAmAM eka kArame susavATA Avyo te muninI svadukha upekSAne maMgalamaya saMdeza laIne cAre dizAmAM prasarI gayA. atIta dI kALanI gherI divAlA cIrIne paNa Aje e sadeza ApI rahyo che, ke he mUDha mAnavA ! bIjAnAM du:khane dUra karavA niSa kaSTanI upekSA karavI paDe teAya karavI ane khIjAte sukhI karavA tArA sukha mATe khIjAne du:khI karavAnA tane bilakula adhikAra nathI.
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________________ cAMdA nenaprAdhAna samAdhAnakAra:-pUrva AcAya deva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvara mahArAja [ praznakAra:-zrIyut pathika ] kAla za0 jIvananA artha zuM ? sa0 jiMdagI, prANunuM dhAraNa karavuM, AyuSya *`nA udaya, gujarAtImAM jene ApaNe jIvavu' paNu kahIe chIe. za. jidaMgI zA mATe jIvavI joIe ? sa0 svaparanuM kalyANu karavA mATe. za jIvana jIvavAthI phakta AleAkamAM sArAMnarasAM kAryone hisAbe kIti ane avajJA maLe che, tethI jIva ke AtmAne zuM lAge vaLage che? sa. AlAka puratu jo jIvana jIvAya te tamArUM lakhavuM' barAbara che paraMtu svaparopakAravRttirUpe jIvAya tA te jIvanathI dhaNAja lAbha che ane te jIvana puNyavatAne ja maLe che. za'0 sarva kaSTa ahi" mUkI narkamAM cAlyA javAze, to te agocara che teA pachI jIvana jIvavuM ja zA mATe ? sa kharAba jIvana jIvIe te narakamAM javAya paNa evu suMdara jIvana gALIe ke jethI mokSa maLe ene badale va AjanA buddhimAna gaNAtA purUSo peAtAnAM nane mahAmUlu banAvI, bIjAne duHkha de che ane bIjAne paNa te bhAge tatpara kare che. AMkha mIMcIne chatI AMkhe adhApA vaherIne pragatinA nAme pApamAM AgaLa vadhanAra AjanA buddhi mAne AMkha kholIne atItane nihALaze ? gAmamAM jyAre khabara prasarI gaI ke anucita upekSA karIne nAgazrIe mAse pavAsI munine kaDavu sAka dAnamAM mahArAvyuM hatuM, tyAre enA nAma para kriTakAratA pahADa khaDakAi gayA tenA patie paNa dharamAMthI kADhI mUkI ane zrImaMta gharanI nAgazrI dharadharanI rakhaDatI bhikhAraNu khanI. e hatu. enI -mAseApavAsI muninI upekSAnuM eNhika pariNAma. aMte eTalI prAptinI hade pahoMcavAnI tAkAta na hoya te ahinA padArtho kyA chatAM ya paralokamAM enA karatAM hajArA suMdara padAryA maLe che, mATe jIvanathI kaMTALI javu' nahi, paraMtu ku-karmothI kaMTALavu e atizreya che. za. lagnAdi viSaya lAlasA pratinA kAmeAmAM zA mATe citta, rasa dharAvatuM haze ? ane tethI tene zu' AnaMda ke sukha maLatuM haze ? sa0 tIvra karmanA uddayathI, vaLI temAM nathI te vAstavika sukha ane nathI te| AnaMda, kevaLa sukha ane Ana MdanI bhramaNA che. za. saMcAga pachI paNa tene mAnasika ane zArIrika saMkaTonA phaLa sivAya kazuM paNa maLatuM nathI, e zAne mana nahi samajatuM hoya ? sa0 aviratinA udayathI. za keTalAka sAdhu-sAdhvIe mULAnI bhAjInu zAka vahAre che, te zuM satya che ? sa0 svAdaleAlupI gaNAya eTale tevI cIjo sAdhusAdhvIoe te vaheAravI na joie ane zrAvakoe paNu na khAvI joie. jyAre mULAnAM pAMca age| abhakSya gaNAya che te pachI tevI vastuo vAparavI yogya na ja gaNAya. jo ke sAdhuone kRta, kArita ane anumeAti na hovAthI ane pakava thayA pachI prAsuka hovAthI levAmAM vAMdho nathI ema keTalAka kahe che paraMtu sAdhuo grahaNu karatA hovAnA dRSTAntathI zrAvaka khAtA thAya che ane Aja kAraNa che ke sthAnakavAsIomAM kamUla AdinI adhika vaparAza rahI che, kAraNa ke temanA sAdhuo chUTathI vahAre che. za'0 dharmalAbhanA vAstavika artha zuM? sa0 dutimAM paDatA prANIne dhAraNa karI rAkhe ane sadgatimAM sthApe evI AtmAnI avasthAne lAbha tenu nAma dharmalAbha ' che. za' pAtrAnA gucchA vagere prathamanA jamAnAmAM :
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________________ zaMkA samAdhAna : 149 acAnaka ane sahasA vihAra karavA paDatA hatA tethI jJAtA hatA. tyAM pahelAnA jamAnAmAM Ama hatuM ane bAMdhavA AdinI AvazyaktA barobara hatI paNa hAla Ame che -evuM deDha DahApaNa cAle nahi. atyAre atyAre te temanuM kazuM paNa che nahi kAraNa ke Aje paNa makAna ApanAra bIjA arcanA bejA taLe AvI bIjI pravRttiothI paravAratA ghaNe samaya pasAra thaI jAya te aprIti thavAno saMbhava rahe. sAmudAyika jAya che, te AmAM zIdane vyartha samaya bagADa upAzraya hoya ane tyAM vArApharatI reja eka eka joIe ? tyAga thatuM hoya te prabhunI AjJAnuM bahumAna dharAvatuM sa, pAtrAnA gucchA bAMdhavAmAM ghaNuM lAbho che, pAlana che, eTale tenA sAme vyartha bacAva karavo ThIka mAtra ekaja dhyeya nathI. AjakAla paNa acAnaka nathI ane prabhu AjJAnuM pAlana eja Atmika ane sahasA vihAra na ja karavo paDe ema ekAte mahAna lAbha che. kaDI na zakAya, kAraNa evA prasaMge ekadama thaI jAya za0 navakAravAlI gaNavAthI zuM lAbha ? ane che. vItarAgadevanI AjJAnA pAlanamAM samaya bagaDe che kevI rIte gaNavI jAie ? temaja ochAmAM ochI ema mAnanAranI AsthA-zraddhAmAM ThekANuM nathI. kharI eka sAthe keTalI gaNavI joIe ? samayane sudhAre prabhunI AjJA pramANe vartavAmAM che sa8 zrI paMcaparameSThinuM dhyAna ajJAnane dUra karI ane AjJA pharamAvanAra trikAlajJa hovAthI eozrInA prANIne sattAna banAve che. pApa pravRttivALAone siddhAnta traNe kAlamAM eka sarakhA ja hoya che. emAM paNa hArdika prakAza ApI dhIme dhIme zuddha banAve che. nAhakanA vikalpa karI buddhine vikalpamAM nAMkhI dharma. bhIla-bhIlaDI jevA paNa zrI navakAra maMtranA jApathI zraddhAthI patita thavuM ThIka nathI. rAjA-rANuM banI svarga sukhanAM bhAgI thaI muktipadane za0 gucchA bAMdhavAnuM tAtparya zuM ? pAmyA che. je navakAravAlInuM jANItuM phala che. temAM satamaskAya vagerethI thatI hiMsAne abhAva, zA kAyade pUchavuM e amane te ghaNuM ja Azcarya lAge upakaraNanuM saMrakSaNa ane prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana che. kaI AMgalIe ane kevI rIte gaNavI, ityAdi Adi daSTAdaSTa aneka phAyadA che. gItArtha gurU pAsethI mAhitagAra thavuM. ochAmAM ochI zaM, sAdhuonA ghAmAM unanAM ja ovArIyAM eka navakAravAlI gaNavI joIe [je gaNavAnI zarU bAMdhavA joIe ke phalAlIna ke rezamI cAlI zake? karI hoya tene adhUrI mUkavI nahi. ] sava mukhyatve unanAM ovArIyAM vAparavAno Adeza che. zaM Arati utAravAne hetu zo ? zaM, sAdhuone zayyAtaranuM ghara tyAga karavAnI sa. bhavanI arati-pIDA karavA mATe. jarUra zI ? kadAca aprIti darzAvAya te te barAbara zaM0 Arati tathA maMgaladIvo utAratAM je che paNa te kayA jamAnAne ke je yugamAM girikaMdarAo AmathI tema cakkara lagADavAmAM Ave che tenuM kAraNuM ane vana jaMgalamAM vasatA ke kadA gAma-nagaromAM zuM ? ane te cakkara sAcA keTalA joIe tathA te AvatA tyAre koI saddagRhasthanA makAnamAM mAMgaNI jamaNu bAjuthI levA joIe ke DAbI bAjuthI ? karIne rahetA ane bIje divase rahevAnI AvazyaktA jaNAtI te ja tenA gharanuM kazuM letA nahi tyAre.. sa. bhava cakkaranA pherA pharavA mATe AratI ane atyAre te paristhiti ja UlaTI ja che, te have zA maMgaladIvAnA cakkara lagADavAmAM Ave che, ane te mATe tyAga karavuM joIe ane tenAthI Atmika jyAM sudhI tenA pAThe purA na thAya tyAM sudhI jinAlAbha zuM ? layamAM jevI rIte jamaNI bAjuthI bhamatI pharIe chIe tevI rIte Arati ane ane maMgaladIvAnuM samajavuM sa0 sajhAtaranuM ghara tyAga karavAnuM trikAla prabhue pharamAvela hevAthI tene svIkAra traNe kAlamAM zaM yuhapattinI pratilekhatAM bela belavAmAM Ave jarUra che joIe, kAraNa ke teozrI lAbhAlAbhanA che tenuM kAraNa zuM? ane na bole te zuM vAMdho?
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________________ 150: kalyANa, juna19pa1 sava muhapattinA belamAM ghaNI pApa pravRttione ThAkaDA AdinI sAthe haLImaLI zakAya che te hari. parihAra che ane puNya pravRttione Adara che, eTale jano paNuM zuddha vastrAdi paherIne Ave te tenI sAthe te belo khelatAM te te viSayanI bhAvanAmAM vRddhi zA mATe samAna vyavahAra na karAya ? thAya che. bela bolavAmAM vidhine Adara ane na sateo sAthe vyavahAra nathI mATe. belavAmAM tene anAdara che. bela belavAmAM prabhunI zuM pakikha sUtramAM je cha AlAvA naM ja AjJAnuM pAlana paNa che. paNa ubharata vagere sU eka sarakhA che tene zaM, kAusagamAM amuka logassa ja ke navakAra zuM vartamAnamAM ocho samaya ane belavAnI saraLatA gaNavA tenuM zuM kAraNa? vadhAre ke ochA kema na gaNAya mATe prathama yA te aMtimamAM eka vakhata rAkhavAmAM Ave sa teTalI saMkhyAvALe kAussaga ja te te sthAna - te zuM vAMdhe ? para AtmAne amAna lAbha ApI zake che ane A vAta kevalajJAnagaya che eTale ApaNe te sa0 trikAlajJAnI prabhunI AjJAnA pAlanathI kevalajJAnanA Adeza pramANe cAlavuM, emAM akhUTa AtmalAbha ane tene cheDavAthI anaMta nukaochuvatuM parimANa karavuM te davAnA ochA- zAna che. vattA parimANanA vaparAzanI jema nukazAnakArI zaM e ja rIte rakhanA vari tathA che. phAyado thaI zakatuM nathI. zIzI upara DakaTare "gAya vidyAra sanI ane chellA cAra AlajeTalA mApanAM nizAna karyA hoya te mujaba ja Dejhana vAmAM vehIM viknI ItyAdi paNa na pIvAthI phAyado thato nathI, te mujaba ahiM paNa samajavuM. belAya te zuM vAMdhe ? za, " sa, jema ene e khorAka eka divasa khAya kastu varSomAnAtha 'gIta gurUekalA ane badhA divase choDI dete marI jAya mATe enI e 1, yAte 2, gAthA bele che te tathA pakikha A- 2 vastu te vAraMvAra upayoga karavAmAM te kaMTALo Avate dimAM badhI gAthA bole che, tenuM zuM kAraNa hoya te kADhI nAMkhavo kAraNa ke vAraMvAra ekanI eka sa. gurU mahArAja devasika pratikramaNamAM eka stuti, eka jAtanA prAyazcita, eka jAtanA svAdhyAya gAthA ane pAkSika AdimAM saMpUrNa bole che tenuM dhyAnamAM vicakSaNoe paNa punarUkti deSa mAnya kAraNa gurU mahArAja haMmezAM badhI bole che eke nathI enI e havA jyAM sudhI rega sarvathA nimaeNla choDatA nathI, paNa gurU mahArAja eka gAthA belI na thAya tyAM sudhI vaparAya che, tevI rIte eka AlArahe eTale badhA sAthe maLIne devasika pratikramaNamAM vAnI sAthe yojela pATha sarva AlAvAnI sAthe yojAhAla bele che, ane pAkSika Adi pratikramaNamAM e hevAthI te te AlAvAnI sAthe te te saMpUrNa bolyA pachI badhA sAthe bole che temAM harSa sarakhA pATho che ane te haMmezAM 15 divasa pAkSika dhotaka kAraNa che ane pAkSika AdimAM saMpUrNa pratikramaNamAM sAdhu mahArAja bole che. AvA vidhi. bole che te vizeSa AnaMda pradarzaka che. vAdamAM thate samaya bhoga atIva saphaLa che tene za0 hAla jainenI vastI, keTalI ? keTalAka nakAme mAnave vyAjabI nathI. bhAIo 40 lAkhanI gaNAve che te te zuM sAcuM che? za0 zIMgaDA, khasakhasa, TameTA, jAmakala, ju sa have navI vastI gaNatarI thaI che te vara, kubI ane mULA vagere khape ke nahi ? na khape vakhate jenuM nAma lakhAvavAmAM sAvacetI rahI haze te te tenuM kAraNa zuM ? kharI saMkhyA bahAra AvavA saMbhava che. - sa. uparanI cIjomAM keTalIka anaMtakAya, keTalIka za0 muslIme, vAdharI, yuropIyane ane koLI- adhika trasajIvanA nAzavAlI, keTalIka culA upara caDhA
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________________ jIvananI mahAmUlya saMpatti: saraLatA - : pU. paMnyAsajI zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara : vidhatA ke ajJatA A ane ApaNA ane durAgraha deSapAtra che. vidvAna je saraLa che te vyavahAramAM guNadoSa tarIke oLakhAya che; chatAM te AzirvAdarUpa che, ane ajJAnapaNuM saraLa che, prakRA vastu svayaM teTalI AzirvAdarUpa nathI ke hAni tine bhakika che, Aju che, te te potAnuM hita sAdhavA kAraka-anartharUpa nathI; jeTalI vatA vAMkAI, ghamaMDa sAthe koIne paNa ahitakara nathI, paNuM ghamaMDI vidhAna ke vakra ajJAnI, A bane sva-5ra ne mATe kharekhara vavA chatAM ajIva na thanArI, keTalIka bahubIjavALI ahitakartA che. temaja keTalIka anAcINuM che. rAjapurohita haribhadra vidvAna hatA, paNa e za0 janahita ane dharmapracAranI dRSTie sAdhuo digvijaya paMDitamAM koI kalpI na zake tevI bAlakanA lAuDaspIkarathI vyAkhyAna ApI zake ke kema ? kadAca vAukAyanI virAdhanA thAya tethI manAI hoya te sAdhu jeTalI kharekhara saraLatA hatI. citrakUTanA mahArAjAnA mahArAja dararoja je rIte upadeza ApatA hoya sanmAnya purohitane mobho, darzanazAstronI agAdha [muhapatti bAMdhIne ke mukhatrikA vidatta, mahApaMDita haribhadramAM raheluM A vyaktitva hAthamAM rAkhIne te rIte Ave ane kaI saddagRhastha bhalabhalA digaja paMDitane akaLAvI mUkyuM. paNa te samaye vacce lAuDaspIkara goThavI de ane temAM haribhadra; ghamaMDI, mithyAbhimAnI ke jAtane mahattva ApI phulAI janArA paMDita nahatA. jijJAsubhAva avAja jAya ane anya janatA sAMbhaLe te zuM vadhe ? kAraNa ke temAM anumodana ke karAvavuM che emanAmAM eka nAnA-navA vighAthI jevo hato. navuM nahi ja, je A rIte akhatare karAya te zrI paryuM. te jANavuM sAMbhaLavuM ane samajavuM-A mATe haribhadra utsuka hatA. uNAda parvanA divasomAM je ghAMghATa ane paDApaDI ke kavacita dhamAla thAya che tethI saMdha bacI jAya ane nita navuM navuM jANavAnI emanI jijJAsA jyAre AkhA varSane lAbha sArI rIte maLI zake, emAM zuM na saMtoSAtI, tyAre teo mUMjhAtA; pitAnA jJAnane ayogya che ? - ghaDibhara teone garva thaI jatuM. kulaparaMparAgata mithyAsakalyANa mAsika varSa 6, aMka 8 nA pRSTha zAone vAraso haribhadra purohitane svAbhAvikmaNe 333 juo temaja janahita ane dharmapracAranI maLela hata; AthI jaina zAstra, jaina darzana ke tenAM pavitra dharmasthAna pratye temane heje arUcibhAva hato. draSTie paNa zAstravirUddha kArya na thaI zake. kharI rIte zAstramAM lakhelA AcAronA pAlanapUrvaka ja janahita je banI zake te A badhAthI dUra-sudUra rahevA teo tathA dharmonnati thaI zake che te sivAya nahi. Aje TevAyelA hatA. lAuDaspIkaranI vAta karatAM relave, eroplena Adine eka bapore khAsa kAraNasara rAjadarabAramAM javAne upayoga karavAthI paNa janahita ane dharmapracAranA avasara Avyo. rAja rastethI pasAra thatA te paMDitanI kAraNe batAvanArAone duniyAmAM toTo nathI. eka pAchaLa " bhAge nAsa gAMDe hAthI daDate Ave che.' pagathIyuM cukatA bIjA pagathIAMthI paNa lathaDI javAya nI bUmo AvavA lAgI. haribhadra paMDite pAchuM vALIne che. vyAkhyAnamAM koI lAuDaspIkara goThave paNa sAdhu joyuM, te jANe sAkSAta mRtyu dhasI AvatuM hoya mAIkanI sAme mukha rAkhI bele nahi tyAM sudhI te te rAjahastI manmata banIne je aDapheTamAM Ave goThaveluM nakAmuM thAya che ane tenI sanmukha mukha ene pachADate, pRthvIne phADI nAMkhe tevI dhanadhAra rAkhI bole te upayoga karyo ja kahevAya. zrI paryuSaNa- gajanAo karate, doDyo Avate hate. paMDitajI parvamAM ghoMdhATathI bacavA mATe svayaMsevako AdinI akaLAyA. "zuM karavuM- ' enI kSaNabhara mUMjhavaNamAM goThavaNa karI zakAya che. mUkAyA. raste nAno hato, deDIne AgaLa vadhI zakAya
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________________ : 152: kalyANa, juna-1951 tevuM na hatuM, tarata ja bAjunA makAnamAM teo ghusI lAgyA. kautaka jAgyuM, dhIre pagale paMDitajIe e gayA, aMdara jaIne joyuM te te makAna sAduM makAna bAju kAna mAMDayA. svara strIne hato, zabdo taddana na hatuM, paNa suMdara jinamaMdira hatuM. zrI vItarAga aparicIta hatA, rastAparanA makAnanI bAjumAMthI bhagavaMta arihaMta devanI zAMta-vairAgyarasamanu bhavya AvatA e zabda haribhadra purohite dhyAnapUrvaka mUrti, maMdiranA madhya bhAgamAM birAjamAna hatI. heje sAMbhaLyApaMDitajInA hAtha tathA bhAthuM te pavitra mUrtinI samakSa te ja ripav, paNa jIna sA zazI joDAI gayAM. kesava cakkI kesavadu cakkI kesIa cakkIya // paNa pelI kulaparaMparAgata arUci AvA samartha haribhadrane A gAthA navI lAgI, emAM rahelA paMDitanA hadayamAM bhArebAra bharI hatI. zrI jinezvara caka-caka zabdomAM paMDitane kAMI na samajAyuM. javAnI devanI stuti karatAM teonA hRdayamAM saddabhAva na utAvaLa chatAM saraLa hadathI haribhadrane jijJAsubhAva jAge; teoe timAM kahyuM utkaTa banyuM. teo makAnamAM peThA, maryAdApUrvaka hari. "vAviSTa WSTa miSTAbhAgana' bhadra purohita aMdara gayA. jenasAdhvIjIone e "vAha, tAruM zarIra ja spaSTa kahI Ape che ke tuM miSTAnane AvAsa hato. aneka sAdhvIjIo svAdhyAya Adi Aroge che." dharmapravRtiomAM rakta hatAM. pelI gAthA bolanAra zrI tIrthaMkaradeva-jainonA devanI mazkarI sAdhvIjInI pAse jaI, temaNe vinayapUrvaka pUchayuM; karavAmAM atyAre haribhadra paMDitane rasa paDyo. kSaNe mAtAjI! A cAka-cIka zuM che ? A gAthA pahelAMne bhaya cAlyo gayo. hAthInA gayA pachI sva samajAtI nathI, kRpayA Ane artha samajAve !' stha thaI paMDita pitAnA ghera AvyA. paNa saraLa rAjamAnya purohitanA mebhAbharyA sthAnane bhegavanAra hadayanA haribhadrane haju jagatamAM ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavA paMDitajInI sahadayatA koi ora ja dIpI uThI. - jevuM lAgyA karatuM; pitAnA jJAnane garva levA chatAM ghaLA dezone DhAMkanAra eka ja guNa che, te A koI navuM batAvanAra maLe te tenA caraNomAM ALoTa- sahadayatApUrvakanI saraLatA. vAnI sahayatA A rAjyamAnya purohitamAM apUrva vayamAM kAMIka prauDha evAM te yAkinI mahattarAe hatI. temaNe eka divase pratijJA karI, "je koInI javAba Apyo "bhAI, A rAtrInA avasare ame pAsethI mane navuM jANavAnuM maLe, tene huM ziSya koI purUSanI sAthe vAta karI zakIye nahi, amArI thaIne rahuM." vidattAne mobhe jALavIne gauravapUrvaka e maryAdA nathI. upadeza ApavAnuM kArya amArA karanArA purohita haribhadranI A pratijJA; keTalAkane mana AcArya mahArAjanuM che, teo tamane A gAthAne jJAnano dhamaMDa lAgatI, keTalAkane vAdIone parAjaya artha samajAvaze.' sAdhvIjInAM mukhathI dhIra-gaMbhIra meLavyA pachInI vijayapatAkA jaNAtI, e game te zailIye kahevAyelI A vAta haribhadranA gaLe utarI. he; paNa A pratijJA manamana karanArA paMDitajInA AcArya mahArAjanA vasatisthAnane jANIne purohita AtmAmAM ghamaMDa, garva ke durAgraha karatAM saraLatA tyAM gayA, vaMdana karI, bahumAnapUrvaka jainAcArya zrI vizeSa hatI, nAnA bALaka jeTalI hatI, ema kahIe jinabhadrasUri mahArAjazrInI pAse teo beThA. atyAra te paNa cAle. sudhI jene zramathI dUra rahenAra haribhadra paMDitane eka meDI sAMje rAjakAjathI paravArI paMDita haribhadra jaina zramaNanA vAtAvaraNamAM rahelI pavitratA, dhara tarapha utAvaLA jaI rahyA hatA. rastAmAM zuM vidattA tathA udAratAnA pahela-vahelAM tyAM thaI rahyuM che, e jANavAnI paNa temane paravAM nahatI. darzana thayAM. teonuM nirmaLa hadaya tyAM jhukI paDayuM. Aje ghera jatAM moDuM thayuM hatuM, eTale emanA saheja jijJAsAthI temaNe pUchayuM: "bhagavAna ! mAtApaga jesamAM paDatA hatA. acAnaka rastAnI nIrava- nA mukhethI je gAthA sAMbhaLI tene artha kRpayA zAMtimAM emanA kAnamAM kaMIka zabdo athaDAvA pharamAve !"
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________________ divya agarabattI jIvananI saMpatti saraLatA : 153: javAbamAM AcArya mahArAje, jainazAstra zailIthI tAnA "dharmamAtA" tarIke svIkAryA. tyArathI teozrI kALanuM-avasarpiNI-utsarpiNI ityAdinuM svarUpa vistA- yAkinI dharma putra tarIke jainazAsanamAM prasiddha banyA. rathI haribhadrane samajAvyuM.-eka avasarpiNImAM kramavAra 1444 graMtharatnanA racayitA, jena zAsananA be cakravartI, pAMca vAsudeva, pAMca cakravartI, 1 vAsudeva, alaMkAraru5 pUjyapAda AcArya deva zrI haribhaTsari 1 cakravartI, 1 vAsudeva, 1 cakravartI, 1 vAsudeva, 2 mahArAjane ApaNuM kaTiza: vaMdana he!. cakravartI, 1 vAsudeva 1 cakravartI, A rIte utsarpiNI " kALamAM paNa 12 cakravartI tathA 8 vAsudeva thAya che..... mananI zAMti, AtmAnI ekAgratA, sadujina siddhAMtomAM rahelA AvA susaMvAdI kALa AdinA vicAranI avicchinna dhArA mATe vAtAvaraNa svaspane sAMbhaLyA-samajyA pachI zrI haribhadrane , paNa tevuM ja sugaMdhamaya sarjavuM paDe che. potAnA jJAnano garva gaLI gayo. temanI saraLatA chatI gaI. jenadarzanazAstronuM adhyayana karavAnI temane daherAsara, maMdiramAM jenI suvAsa judI ja tAlAvelI lAgI. teoe potAnI pratijJAnA pAlanane tarI Ave che, te umadA sugaMdhImaya padArthomAMthI AcaryuM. AcArya mahArAjazrInI pAse temaNe jaina. banAvelIdIkSA svIkArI. zrI jinamaMdiramAM birAjamAna zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnI bhavyamUrti jotAM ja temane navI daSTi lAdhI. mithyAtvane AMcaLo dUra thayo. teo sahasA hRdayanA bahumAnabhAve belI uThayA; 5 dhaNuMja suMdara vAtAvaraNa sarje che. Apa Aje ja vare tavAvaNe mAvana vItarAgatAna ke he maMgAvI khAtrI kara! amArI bIjI spezIyala banAvaTa bhagavana! tamArI AkRti ja kahI Ape che, ke tame A divya senTa, kAzmIrI, zAMti, bhAratamAtA. rAgAdi doSothI dUra evI vItarAga dazAnA sAkSAt namUnA mATe lakhe, svarUpa che. jema jema jaina Agamone abhyAsa 1 dhI naDIAda agarabattI varkasa : vadhatuM gayo tema tema sAdhu zrI haribhadranA aMtaramAM . sTezana roDa, naDIAda divya dRSTinuM teja pragaTavA mAMDayuM. jagata-saMsAra sola ejanTa, mAtranA tAraka tarIkenI jenAgonI upakAraktA teone samajAI, jaina siddhAMtonA A nirasIma upakArane 2 zA, nAgaradAsa khetasIdAsa teo bhUlI zaktA nahi. zrI jinezvaradevanI stavanA " karIyANAnA vepArI, amadAvAdI bajAra, naDIAda karatAM teono AtmA aMdarathI belI uThato - 'kattha amhArisA jIvA, dusamAdAsadasiA ! jaina pAThazALA upayogI hA hA ! aNAhA kahaM huMtA, jai Na huto jinngaame||'... nityane he trilokanAtha! duHSama kAlanA mithyAtva Adi diSathI dUSita amArA jevA anAtha AtmAone pAThazALA tathA kanyAzALAmAM bhaNatA vidyAthI, jo A tArA AgAme, tArAM pravacana na malyAM hota vidyArthInIone haMmezane pUravAno kAryakrama te ame kayAM hota ?" che, eka buka pAMca mahInA cAle che. jate divase te haribhadra sAdhu AcArya banyA. 100 nA rUA. 12-0-00 chatAM sarva prathama mArgadarzaka banIne jeNe navI gAthAnuM semacaMda DI. zAha... ...pAlItANA zravaNa karAvyuM, te yAkinI sAdhvIjIne teoe pi- . iApA nAnA nAnA gAmanA pApA
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________________ hiMsAnuM ghara tAMDava.. ** zrI viveka jaNane zatamukha vinipAta. AjathI pAMca varSa pahelAM kaI rajavADAmAM mAnavIne nIcuM jovaDAvanArI, mAnavatAne banI gayuM hatuM te prajA zAsanane Dhola pITakalaMkita karanArI, jaMgalIyatanA avazeSarUpa nArA ApaNA gujarAtI chApAMoe kALI eka krUratAnI kalpAMta upajAvatI AsAma- lITIomAM, dhagadhagatA akSarothI kalamanI kAmarUpadezanI parIkathA jevI karUNa kathanI kaDachImAMthI agni cAMpI taNakhAo verI dIdhA hiMdamAM banI gaI, je muMbaInA dainika heta, paNa A banAvane aMge kaI pUchanAra patramAM prasiddha thaI che. vAta ema che che ke? ane mazarUvALA ke je zaivadhanA - viredhamAM upavAsa karanAranI TIkA karavAmAM ke, "AsAmanA gavarnara jayarAmadAsanI dIkarI li kalA, zIleMganA taLAvamAM mAMchalAo sAthe paNa 'harijanana pAnAo rokavAmAM samaya, ramata AdarI beThI ane kinArA para beThelI zaktine duvyaya karatA acakAtA nathI, teo tenA hAthamAMnI vIMTI sarakI taLAvamAM paDI.' Ane aMge hajI sudhI mana che! e paNa basa ATale ja A banAva; paNa koMgresa che. samayanI balihArI ! sanuM rAja; temAM paNa koMgresanA gavarnara sAheba ! dhanavyayanI dizA pherane ghera gajAva tarata ja hukama karI dIdhe; "taLAvanuM pANI karanAra ane temAM sAtha ApanAra ApaNI khAlI karAve" tarata seMkaDo sevake prajAnA konpharansanA maMtrI tathA "prabaddhajena'nA taMtrI pise pagAra meLavanArA kAme lAgI gayA. A atyAcArane aMge jarUra kaDaka samAtaLAva khAlI karAyuM; paNa pelI vIMTI na lecanA lakhI, satyanI niSpakSa sevA karavAne jaDI; gavarnara sAhebane bIje hakama chUTa; taiyAra raheze ja; prajAne pase, samaya, zaktine taLAvanA mAchalAMo kadAca vIMTI gaLI gayA pitAnA aMgata ane tuccha svArtha khAtara hAya mATe teonAM peiTa cIravA mAMDe.' veDaphavA je AnA karatAM bIje kaI ekSakrUratA ane jaMgalIpaNue mAjhA mUkI dIdhI. mya aparAdha ItihAsanA pRSTho para sAMbhaLavA kegresanA kahevAtA ahiMsaka rAjanI e maje che ? nirdoSa, anAtha tathA kevaLa balihArI ke prajAnA paisA, matadAna ane pANImAM rahI kalela karatAM lAkha mAchapratiSThA para kUdA-kUda karanArA A tenA mahA- lAonI kRra kaleAmane A atyAcAra rathIo rAkSasane zaramAvanArI ghera hiMsAnA nAdIrazAha, hITalara ke caMgIkhAnanA atyAtAMDava niyapaNe khelavA taiyAra thayA. cAranI punarAvRtti rUpaja kahI zakAya ke bIjuM koIe kahyuM "mAchalIone mAravAnuM kaMI? gavarnara jayarAmadAsanA A ghAtakI rahevA dyo. emanA peTane cIravAnuM paDatuM kAyano javAba mAMgavAnI kaI prajAjananI mUke, "eksarethI piTamAMnI vIMTI jaNAI taiyArI che ke? kharekhara, nibaLatAe mAjhA jaze. paNa nahi, gavarnaranA magajamAM A vAta na jI; seMkaDe, hajAre balake lAkha mUkI che ane sattA pratiSThA tathA paisA ane mAchalIonA peTa cIrANa; te paNa prajAnA la lAgavaganA nazAmAM Aje keMgresIo aMdhApise, prajAnA pagAra khAtA sarakArI mANasone pAthI gherAI gayA che, mATe ja kahyuM che ne! veThe pakaDIne zA mATe phakta jayarAmadAsa 'viveRtraNAnAM zatamuvo vinipAta: " viveka gevanaranI lADakI dIkarI kalAnA AMgaLI paranI braNa mANaso, seMkaDo sanmArgethI cUkI nIce hIrAnI vIMTI khAtara; je Avo banAva paDavA mAMDe che.
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________________ 156: kalyANa, juna-1951 InAmI javAnI samajUti. 1 ADI tathA ubhI cAvI vAMcI tene baMdhabesatA baMdha kavaramAM sAcavIne khAze, te mujaba jenA e varamAM pANI che te mA , zu kaThAmAM pUravAnA che. * badhA javAbo barAbara haze te sAce ukela gaNAze. 2 kalyANa" mAM chapAyelA kUpanamAM ja zAhInA sva- 9 badhA sAcA javAbavALAonI vacce jAhera karela a7 akSaromAM khUTatA zabdo bharI piSTathI paheluM InAma vaheMcI devAmAM Avaze. mokalI ApavuM 8 bIjuM inAma eka bhUlavALAonI vacce vaheMcI 3 kalyANamAM pragaTa thayela kUpana sivAya, devAmAM Avaze. anya kAgaLa para lakhela kUpana haze te huM upanamAM nAma-ThAma, piSTanuM nAma barAbara lakhI rada gaNAze, mokalavuM, nAma-ThAma barobara nahi hoya te kAna ja chekachAka, DAgha-DUdhI ke ADuM avaLuM lakhAyeluM rada gaNAze. kUpana nakAmuM gaNAze. 10 A inAmI yojanAne aMge koIpaNa jAtane, 5 bhareluM kupana koI paNa kAraNasara TapAlamAM geravalle patravyavahAra kare nahi. jAya ke amane na male tenI jokhamadArI amAre 11 dareka saMyogomAM saMpAdakane nirNaya chevaTane zira nathI. gaNAze. 6 amArA kAryAlayamAM A janAno sAco ukela mA . == >> > > > > 0 9020 cha> trA 9 zrI jaina zreyaskara maMDaLamAM maLatAM dhArmeika pustako ! 1 bALa pravezikA 1-4-0 17 karmagraMtha bhA. 1 lo. 1-2 2 pahelI copaDI 0-4-0 18 karmagraMtha vibhAga 2 je 3-4 preisamAM] ; $ 3 jaina vAMcanamALA hiMdI] 19 " bhA. 3 je 5-6 4 be pratikramaNa mULa [gujarAtI]. 20 ratnAkara paccIzI 0-2-0 1 5 be pratikramaNa mULa [ hiMdI]. 0-8-0 21 samakita saDasaTha belanI sajajhAya presamAM ! 22 yazovijaya vizI sAthe 0-8-0 ( 9 6 paMcapratikramaNa mULa-gujarAtI 1-12-0 23 -kavyaguNuparyAyane rAsa 1-0-0 1 7 paMcapratikramaNa mULa-zAstrI 1-14-0 24 Atmahitakara AdhyAtmika vastu saMgraha 1-0-0 ( 8 be pratikramaNa artha sahita 1-12-0 25 dharmopadeza tattvajJAna [presamAM] meM 9 paMca pratikramaNa artha sahita [presamAM 26 abhakSya anaMtakAya gujarAtI [presamAM * 10 jinaguNa padhAvalI 1-6-0 27 abhakSya anaMtakAya [hiMdI] 0-1000 1 11 pAMtrIza bola 28 praznottara ratnaciMtAmaNi 2-00 ka 12 sAmAyika-caityavaMdva sAthe 0-6-0 29 brahmacarya vrata 0-8-0 9 13 vicAra sAthe 0-8-0 30 Atma jAgRti 0-4-0 1 14 navatatva sAthe 1-6-0 31 snAtra pUjA 0-8-0 ( 15 daMDaka-saMgrahaNI sAthe 1-0-0 32 vividha pUjA saMgraha 2-12-0 che 16 traNa bhASya sAthe 1-14-0 33 devavaMdanamALA 1-8-0 prAptisthAna :- jaina zreyaskara maMDaLa-mahesANA. [ u. gu. ] bonoroonDONUKORD 2-0-0 ! ! 0-5-0.
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________________ sAdhvI ziromaNi caMdanabALA _zrI manavaMtarAya maNIlAla zAha madhyAhane e samaya hato, baLatI baporane temaNe te abhigraha dhAryo che, ke "jenA pagamAM | tApa, jhADa para beTheluM pakSI paNa taraphaDIne lokhaMDanI beDI heya. mastaka muDela hoya, traNa upaDuM paDe te hate. vAsa thayA hoya, rUdana karatI hoya, rAjAnI putrI hovA eka gIzvara AvA samaye cAlyA jAya che ke chatAM karmavaza dAsI banI hoya, eka paga uMbarA bahAra rAjyamArge khullA page. tejane e aMbAra ! karUNAnI ane eka paga aMdara hoya te sthitimAM, bhejanane avamuti ! kAmadevanuM sAkSAta svarUpa ! jANe AdiyakamAra sara vyatIta thayA pachI sUpaDAnA khUNAmAMthI aDadanA pRthvI para pharavA nIkaLyo ! nathI ene potAnA zarI. bAkulA jo te strI ane vaherAve te mAre pAraNuM karavuM." ranI mamatA. nathI ene mana sukha ane duHkha nathI ahaha ! keTalo che A duSkara abhigraha ! ene ArAma ke thAka. tenuM dhyeya saMsAranI pele pAra kayAMthI rakhAya AvI azakya siddhinI AzA ? kevI kaI alaukika vastu prApta karavA tarapha che. hajAro rIte maLI zake A badhA prasaMge ? paraMtu karmadaLane lokonI mITa mahAtmA pratye maMDAI che, lAkha ane cUravA tatpara thayelA bhagavAna vIrane te koI azakya koTayAdhipatio paNa temanI pAchaLa vinavatA cAlyA vastu lAgI ja na hatI. temane te potAnA mArge jAya che. sAmAnya mANasone duHkha thAya che, lAgatA- Daga bharavAnA hatA. kavie gAyuM, vaLagatAone AghAta pahoMce che, bhaktagaNe codhAra sahetA parisaha ati duHkhakAra, AMsuDe raDI le che. te yogIzvara nathI letA keinA gherathI abhigraha dhAre vividha prakAra; AhAra ke nathI letA pANI. koIne gharamAM divya. prakAza pAtharatA teo praveza pAme, paraMtu te ja kSaNe te kama khapAve re samyaga bhAvathI re. tejasvI mukhaDuM AhAra lIdhA vagara pAchuM phare. koNa oho ! karmaripunI sAmenI ja A laDAI ! jANe keTalAya vakhatathI temaNe AhAra lIdho nathI. tenI sAme ja A moraco ! ! are duSTa, karma tuM A are ! temaNe duHkho paNa sahana karelAM che. aneka anaMta zaktinA bhaMDAra dhaNu bhagavAna zrI mahAvIranI sAme veLA te indra mahArAja svayaM paNa utarIne temanI tophAna karavAM rahevA de ! tAkAta nathI tArI ke tene sAthe rahI temanA upasargo haraNa karavA temaNe prArthelA. atula baLa sAme kSaNa mAtra paNa tuM ubho rahI zake ? ghaNu vakhata te mRtyunA mukhamAM paDAya eTalA gADha . upasargo paNa temaNe sahelA. jyAre indra mahArAjA sevAno lAbha levA prArthatA tyAre, caMpAnagarIne rAjA dadhivAhana ane dhAriNI tenI strI. rUpano bhaMDAra vasumatI-caMdanabALA tenI putrI. anya baLe arihaMta nava, cAhe kevaLajJAna, kauzAMbInA zatAnika rAjAne vairane lIdhe tenI sAthe ema kahIne vicaratA, avanI 52 bhagavAna, saMgrAma thaze. dadhivAhana hAryo, tenI mahAna dhArmika zenA mATe haze A sAdhanA ? kaI siddhie temane strI dhAriNI ane tethI savAI dhArmika bhAvanAthI lalacAvyA che ? zuM che emanAmAM, ke jethI indra raMgAyela putrI caMdanabAlA duzmanonA hAthamAM sapaDAI. mahArAjA ane loko temanI sevA uThAvavA taiyAra nArInAM bhUSaNa zIlane khAtara dhAriNIe rastAmAM ja thAya? pitAnI icchita siddhinI zakyatA pAmavA ApaghAta karyo. dhanya nArI!! paratu caMdanabALA eka basa te gIzvara Amane Ama vagara AhAre cAlyA subhaTanA hAthamAM sapaDAI. dravya lobhI subhaTe tene ja jAya che! vecavA bajAramAM ANI. re duSTa karma ! tuM AvI keNa haze e ? sAdhvI strIonI paNa AkarI kasoTI kare che. e.e te ApaNe mAnanIya, vaMdanIya ane pUjanIya vezyAe tene kharIdI, paraMtu dharmanA prabhAve carama tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA vezyAnI durdazA thaI ane tyAMthI caMdanabALA mahAna
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________________ :158: kalyANa; juna-1951 dhArmika zeTha dhanAvahane tyAM AvI ane tene tyAM tatakSaNe dhArmika bhAvanAthI pUrNa raMgAyela e satI dAsI mAphaka kAma karavA lAgI. prabhu mahAvIra devane ziromaNi caMdanabAlAne e vicAra AvyuM ke, abhigrahane 6 mahinAmAM pAMca divasa ochA che. te "je atyAre koI mahAtmA padhAre te tene vahorAvI prasaMganI A vAta che. - huM pAraNuM karuM? keTalI gheryatA ? ke suMdara gharmaroga ! dhanAvaha zeThane eka patnI hatI. mULA enuM nAma. cAra jJAnanA dhaNI, ghora abhigrahadhArI-vizvaIrSyALa ane ghamaMDI tene svabhAva. zabhabhAvanAthI tAraNahAra vIra vibhu tyAM bhikSArthe padhAryA, jANe tejadhanAvaha zeThe putrInI jema rAkhelI caMdanabALAne teNe pUjanI varasA varasI. ahAhA ! AvA samaye bhagapotAnI bhAvizakya mAnI. nirdoSa kusumane eNe vAnane joIne caMdanabAlA ati harSita thayAM. ane saMtApavA mAMDayuM. bAjanA paMjAmAM jema cakalI eka paga uMbarAmAM ane eka paga bahAra rahe e rIte sapaDAya tema mULAne hAthamAM caMdanabALA AvI. ubhAM thayAM. pariNAme avasara pAmI eNe caMdanabALAne mAthe abhigraha pUrNa thayelo jaNAya. ane tyAM ja du:khanI jhaDIo varasAvI !!! sAdhvI ziromaNinA pavitra hAthe bAkulAne AhAra eka divasa zeThanI gerahAjarImAM teNe hajAmane grahaNa karyo. prabhune abhigraha pUrNa thayo. bhaktagaNamAM bolAvIne tenA vALa utarAvyA, ane tethI paNa AnaMda chavAye. AkAzamAM rahela devatAo AnaMdasaMtoSa na mAnatAM pagamAM beDIo paherAvIne bhoMyarAmAM pramoda pAmyA. bAra koDa senaiyAnI vRSTi karI, "ahepUrI dIdhI. A kAryane mATe tene harSa thaze. dAna ahodAnIne jayadhvani thaze. divya duMdubhino pitAnI putrInI khabara dhanAvahane traNa divase paDI. madhura nAda AkAzamAM gAje. - tarata ja teNe tapAsa karAvI tene bahAra kADhI ane te ja kSaNe camatkAra thayo, ne tuTI paganI beDI, pitAnA gharamAMthI khAvA mATe kAMI paNa na maLavAthI chevaTe aDadanA bAkulA sUpaDAmAM ApI tenA paganI mAthe suMdara vALa thayA, ne varasI sukhanI helI. beDI teDavA luhArane teDavA te doDo. dhanya mahAsAvI caMdanabALA ! ! zauthI palaTI thAvALo -yANAya. bevakUpha. pijhazana: nAka ane nakhanI khAtara gaLu kApa- phezana: nAgAIne namUne. nArI chUrI. kavi: vagara leve-deve duniyA AkhIne bhATa-bhAMDa. jenTalamena eka naMbarane DoLadhAlu DAku. patrakAra: duniyAnI pattara khAMDanA bhaNelo guMDe. cADIe: vagara doraDAno tAra-TelIphena. lekhaka: bhUkhe paTe berI-chokarAMne rajhaLAvanAro bhaNelo saTTo kAyadesarane jugAra bhaNelI bhAminI: bhASaNe bhUlAvAmAM nAMkhatI bhUMgaLa, vivecaka: sAhityakSetrane paMcAtI. adekhe: tharDa sTeje pahecele kSayane daradI. vaktA: jIvatI rekaDa. khuzAmatakhArakAne khAI janAre vadara, kelejIyana yuvaka: vartamAna yugane vizvAmitra. nizALa: chokarAone ThAMsI-ThAMsIne bharavAnuM goDAuna. kelejIyana yuvatI: navA jamAnAnI menakA. paisa: zrImaMtAInuM pUrNavirAma. nAtana zeTha: hoLInuM nALIera. uddaghATana samAraMbha: sattA pradarzanane zekha. dalAla, ghara--gharane ghusaNIye. jena kenpharansa: okasIjana para jIvatuM prANI. ArasI: 'tame kevA cho'-e tamArI AMkha sAme eraplena musApharI: prajAkIya pradhAna vaDApradhAne mAMranArA mATe spezyala pravAsa. jAhera sevaka: presa-pleTaphormane pahelavAna. saMTaNa jaga: rAjakIya pakSenI ghoDAdoDanI hariphAI.
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________________ COWGIRDIQ 'kalyANa LaubAlakizora vibhAga 4 zrI paMkaja, AnuM nAma dhIraja !_zrI prazAMta vaidarAja para pUrepUrI AsthA hatI. zA mATe na hoya ? priya bALakizora ! jIvanamAM zraddhA, dhIraja tathA paisAne lebha na hoya, davA taddana nirdoSa ane kharcALa sthiratAnI keTa-keTalI jarUra che ? enI Aje tamane na hoya, uparAMta vaidarAja sevAbhAvI hoya pachI kadAca na paNa khabara hoya; paNa jeTalA mahApurUSo pUchavuM ja zuM ? gaMgArAma brAhmaNane chellA thayA che, te badhAye A guNanA vege ja AgaLa keTalAka TAImathI zarIramAM rakatapIttane roga thayo che. vadhI rahyA che; tamArA jIvanane unnata, urdhvagAmI tathA zarIranuM lohI sUkAtuM jAya, aMga-upAMga ane hAthaupakAraka banAvavA mATe tamAre Aje tamArA vaDilo paganAM AMgaLAM kUThAM thatAM jAya che. rasI jevuM pANI pratye zraddhA keLavavAnI khUba ja jarUra che. dhIrajapUrvaka nIkaLyA kare. A rega cepI gaNAya. gaMgArAma te kaSTone sahana karavAnuM, Ama bala prApta karavAnI jarUra nAnabhara vaida pAse AvyA, zarIra batAvyuM, vaidarAje che; taduparAMta; khUba ja sthiratA, nIDaratA ane ekalakSI zarIra tapAsI rogane ilAja batAvyuM, ane kahyuM, banavAnI jarUra che. A darada para eraMDIyuM-dIvela temaja gaLe dararoja DokaTara pAse davA karAvanAra dardIne ApaNe IglIza pIvAnuM rAkhavuM, temaja khAvAmAM koI paNa jAtanA bhASAmAM pezanTa' kahIe chIe. Ane sIdhe gUja- mIThA ke masAlA vinAnI maganI dALa temaja cokhAnI rAtI artha dhIrajavALe' e rIte thAya che. daradI khIcaDI khAvAnI, e sivAya bIjuM kAMI khAvAje dhIraja ane zraddhA vinA hoya te ene davAnI pIvAnuM nahi."-gaMgArAme nAnabhara bApunI salAhane asara thatI nathI ane mahenata mAthe paDe che. AvA zraddhApUrvaka mAthe caDAvI. te divasathI temaNe vaidarAjanA eka dhIrajapUrvaka zraddhAthI vaidarAjanI davA karIne pitAnA kahyA mujaba davA ane carI cAlu karI dIdhAM. Ama asAdhya jevA gaNAtA raktapIttanA rogane mULathI karatAM karatAM nava varasa nIkaLI gayAM. chatAM gaMgArAme sAro karanAra daradInI kathA ahiM rajU thaI che-- te e ja rIte davA tathA carI cAlu rAkhyAM che. tene rega sarvathA dUra thaI gaye, te paNa jyAM sudhI vaDhavANanI bAjumAM rAmapurA gAmamAM gaMgArAma nAnabhaTTa rajA na Ape, tyAM sudhI davA ke carI teoe brAhmaNa rahe che. te vakhatamAM kAThIyAvADamAM prakhyAta mUkI nahi. nave varase nAnabhadra vaida pharI 2mapurAmAM nAnabhaTTa vaida gAmaDAonA daradIonI davAo karatA pharatA-pharatA AvyA. te vakhate gaMgArAme nAnabhada hatA. bahu ja premapUrvaka sevAbhAvathI teo vaidu calA vaidarAjanA caraNomAM paDI, davAnI phI tarIke 25] . vatA hatA. paisA bhegA karavAne lobha teone muddala emane samarpita karyA. raktapittanA je ragamAM Aje na hatA. eka vakhate nAnabhaTTa vaidarAja pharatA phastA DokaTaronA hAthe caDhelo regI hajAre khace chatAM rAmapurA AvyA. nAnA bApA jevA paropakArI vaida- pariNAma zunya Ave che. te roga nAnabhaTTa jevA rAjane AvelA sAMbhaLI gAmanA du:khI daradIo vaida phakta 25) rU. mAM mATete paNa daradInI IcchA vaidarAjanI pAse potAnA daradanI phariyAda karI, hoya ane Ape te vaidarAja le, nahitara avasare AzvAsana meLavavA teonI AgaLa ToLe-ToLAM maLI AvA sevAbhAvI vaido te rogIne pitAnA gharanA gayA. vaidarAja pIDha ane anubhavI hatA. dezI vanaspa. paisA ApIne mAtAnI jema tenA para apAra vAtsalya tio ane auSadhanA sArA jANakAra hatA. eka pachI batAve. che Aje AvA do ke DokaTare ! eka daradI Ave jAya. tene nAnabhara veda zAMtithI nAnabhaTTa vede gaMgArAmane be hAthe pakaDI ubhA dezI auSadhIo batAvatA jAya; badhA daradIone ryA. pUchayuM: "bhAI ! A pacIza . zAnA ? ' gaMgA
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________________ :160: kalyANa; juna-19pa1 rAma kahe che. vaidarAja mArI devAnA. phUla nahi te tame jANe che-- AkhI duniyAmAM tAraphUlanI pAMkhaDI." vaidarAje kahyuM, "zAnI vA?'daradI saMdeza 5 mInITamAM pharI vaLe che. havAmAM zabdanI gati gaMgArAme nava varSa pahelAMnI vAta vaidarAjane yAda deva- eka sekanDamAM 2807500 mAIlanI che. jyAre baMdhIDAvI. nAnabhara bApu gaLagaLA thaI gayA. gaMgArAme tyAra oraDA jevA sthAnamAM zabdanI gati eka sekanDamAM ApelA 25 rU. mAM bIjA rUA. 25 umerI nAnabhaTTa 300 mAIlanI jhaDape che. * mAIkroska5-sUkSma vastune tarata ja gaMgArAmanA pagamAM 50 rUA. mUkyA. gaMgArAma juve che. TelIskopa-dUrane juve che. sTrobeskopa-vegane ane loko badhA Azcarya pAmyA. nAnabhadde khUlAse javAnI zakti dharAve che. * havAnA dabANane mApavA karyo; " bhAIo ! gaMgArAma mAro daradI hatA, paNa beromITara. zarIranI garamIne mApavA-tharmomITara. vAhaeNe mane gurUjJAna ApyuM. AyurvedamAM kahelI SatenI gatine mApavA-spIDomITara. havAmAM bhInAzane dhio keTalI lAbhadAyI ane sacoTa che, e hakIkatane mApavA mATe-hAIgromITara. avAjane mApavA-oDImAro anabhava makkama banyo. je gaMgArAme nava varasa mITara, dUdhamAM pANIne mApavA-lephaTamITara, uMcAIne sudhI A rIte kaDaka carI na pALI hota te raktapIttanA mApavA-pIDomITara. gaMbhIra rogamAM AyurvedanI auSadhio camatkArika asara karanArI che, e mArI zraddhA daDha na banata, mATe A rIte nava nava varasa sudhI dhIraja rAkhI, zradhdhA | zabdonI gammata: AkhaDI-pratijJA, niyama. pUrvaka je rIte davA ane carIne vaLagI rahyA tethI e AMkhaDI-AMkha. dipa-hAthI, hIpa-beTa. dina-divasa, mArA gurU banyA che. mATe gurU dakSiNarupe rU. 50 dIna-garIba, kaMgAla. sUri-AcArya mahArAja, paMDita. meM ene ApyA che.' surI-devI. pAsa-parIkSAmAM pAsa thavuM, pAza-se. kharekhara vaDilo pratye, deva-gurUnA vacane pratye kila-kharekhara. kala-khIle. zilA-pattharane meTa AvI ananya zraddhA-bahumAna tathA tenI pAlanAmAM AvI dhIraja ane sthiratA AvI jAya te jarUra TukaDo. zIlA-zIlavAnI . suta-putra. sUta-sArathi. mAnavabhava saphala banI jAya, emAM kAMI Azcarya nathI. guNa-guNa, gUNa-khAlI kothaLa. Ahuta-homamAM nAMkhavAnuM kavya, AhUta-beloveluM. : savAlo : - 1 bha0 zrI mahAvIradevanA mAtA-pitAnuM AyuSa keTaluM ? 2 bhojarAjAnI sabhAnA rasamA jaina paMDita keTalIka uMdhI samajaNe: 1 rAvaNane zrI rAmadhanapAlanI amara sAhityakRti kaI ? 3 1444 caMke nathI mAryA, paNa lakSmaNe mAryA che. 2 rAvaNane graMtharatnanA praNetA zAsanaprabhAvaka jainAcAryanuM dazamukha na hatAM, paNa eka ja mukha hatuM, paNa puNya nAma zuM ? 4 dareka kAussaga vakhate niyamita gaLAmAM nava hIrAne hAra hatA, temAM tenuM pratibIba belAtuM sUtra kayuM ? 5 Avazyaka sUtronA racayitA paDatuM hatuM. tethI daza meDhA dekhAtAM hatAM. 3 apAsaro koNa ? 6 amerikAnA presIDenTa jene padabhraSTa karyA nahi paNa upAzraya bolavuM. 4 derAvAsI nahi paNa te yunenI senAnA sarasenApati kyA ? maMdiramAgI ke mUrtipUjaka kahevuM. 5 apavAsa nahi jAo thI karo . paNa upavAsa bolAya. 6 hanumAna vAnara na hatA, 2 tilakamaMjarI.4 annatyasisieNa. 6 ja temane pUchaDuM paNa na hatuM, paNa vidhAdharavaMzanI maka Arthara. 5 gaNadharadeva. 3 pU. zrI haribhadrasUrijI paraMparAmAM vAnaranA cihnavALo rAjadhvaja rAkhanAra mahArAja. 1 pitA siddhArtha rAjAnuM AyuSa 87; vaMzamAM tpanna thayA hatA; bAkI teo purUSa hatA, ane trizalAdevInuM AyuSa 85. cAritranI ArAdhanA karI, e ja bhavamAM mokSe gayA che. 1
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________________ bAla jagata :161: ughADI bArIH (6) he mAnavI ! teM jyAre sonAnAM baTana paheryA bAlajagatane aMge je kAMI lekho, patra ke * hoya che, tyAre tuM garvamAM akkaDa thaIne tenA para hAtha sUcane AvatAM raheze, tene aMge javAba, spaSTIkaraNa Therave che, paNa tane khabara nathI ke karmarAjA tArI mazkarI ke sUcanA A vibhAgamAM niyamIta rajU thaze. saM0 karI rahyo che. atyAre te tane miThAIne badale bAbubhAI dezI-bhAI dezI ! tamArAM traNeya kalAkAra . kolasA ApI rahyo che, mATe he mAnavI ! tuM jAgI lakhANo malyAM che; bAlajagata'nuM lakhANuM tamane gamI ? ane cetI jA. gayuM e jANuM AnaMda. tamArA bAlamitrone kalyANanA dezI bAbubhAI ratIlAla muMbaI. 2. sAhityamAM rasa letA jarUra karajo tamArA lekhe rAdhanapuravALAummara varSa; 14. bAlajagatamAM avAra-navAra pragaTa thatA raheze. 1 pyArA bAlamitro ! "kalyANanA bAlajagata" pAna-sopArI. mAM tamArAM lakhANo mokalatI veLAM, tamArI chabI, zikSaka-bela kanuM ! seMjara ane DokaTaramAM phera? tamArI ummara, ItyAdi vigata sAthe lakhANa meka- kanu-sAheba ! eka sAthe ghaNuM mANasone ekI latA rahevuM. sAthe mAre te sainjara. ne dhIre dhIre eka pachI ekane 2 sudhArA-vadhArA sAthe tamArA lakhANane banI zake rIbAvIne mAre te DokaTara ! tyAMsudhI prasiddha karavA zakya karIzuM. ItihAsane zikSaka-kema jayaMti ! bola jouM, 3 zakhageSThi inAmI yojanA kalyANamAM prasidhdha amerIkAnI mukhya pedAza kaI ? thAya che, te temAM jarUra bhAga laIne tamArI buddhi zaktine vikAsa karatA raheje ! jayaMti-sAheba ! paiso ane dhAka-dhamakI. e ja le tyAre, namaste. khArA bAlamitro! eka DokaTare gAmaDIyAne kahyuM; "tuM muMbaI jaI tArI chAtIne phoTo laI Avaje, pachI khabara paDe ke suvAkayonI phUlamALa A tAva tathA khAMsI zAthI che ? gAmaDI muMbaI (1) je mANasane vitarAganI oLakhANa hoya, gayo, sArA kapaDAM, dara-dAgInA paherI muMbaInA sArA ane vItarAganI bhakti karate heya,-tene A jaga- TuDIyomAM suMdara paMjhamAM pheTo paDAvI te pitAnA tanAM mahAna sukha maLe che, te vahele muktipurImAM gAmamAM AvyuM ne DokaTarane pheTe Ave.] jAya che. jene A traNa vastunA vAMdhA tene A saMsAra gAmaDI-kema sAba mAro pheTo kevo majA taravAnAM vAMdhA che. ghaDA pachI zuM thavAnuM che ? tane paDyo che ? huM ke dekhAuM chuM !' kaMi khabara nathI mATe he mAnavI ! tuM cetI jA, ane DokaTara-are mUrakha ! A kaTAnI jarUra na hatI. saMsArane tarI jA. tArI chAtInI aMdarano phoTo joIe ?' (2) vItarAganI jene jeTalI pIchANa teTalo te gAmaDIyo bicAro mUMge ja banI gayo. sukhI che. (3) je mANasa jagatanA sukhonI sAme AMkhe, paccakakhANanA kAThAo baMdha kare tene ja vItarAganI pIchANa thAya che. - (4) jeTalI tapazcaryA karI tene teTalAM ja karmanA prabhAvanA mATe maMgAvo ! curA karyA che. 100 nA rUA. 6-4-00 A (5) je vItarAgano sevaka te sukhI ane jagatane dareka paccakakhANe temaja samayano keke. uparI che. somacaMda DI. zAha, pAlItANA
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________________ dharmamahotsavanI hAme kaTAkSa na karavA joIe! preSaka pU. munirAja zrI rUcakavijayajI mahArAja Aje sAta kSetromAM zrAvaka-zrAvikA kSetra sidhAI rahyA che, e pratye sAdhana saMpanna dharmAtmAoe heja paNa upekSA karavA jevI nathI ja. paNa sAdharmika bhAIonA utkarSanA bahAne jeo dhArmika anuSThAne hAme TIkAo karIne, pitAnI zuddhaniSA mATe jaina samAjane vizvAsamAM levAnA prayatna karI rahyA che, te loko A lekhane khUba ja svaccha hadaye vAMce, vicAre ane mArgadarzana meLave; prastuta lekha pUrva AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasurIzvarajI mahArAjanAM vyAkhyAnamAMthI udbhuta karIne ahiM rajA thAya che. -saM0 mArI yAda mujabano khaMbhAtane eka prasaMga kahuM. Amane A kArya karanArAone aMge kAMI kahevApaNuM eka vAra duSkALa agara te evI koI Aphatane hoya Ama chatAM paNa tame ema kaho ke "A kAryane aMge janatAne rAhata ApavAnuM kArya hAtha dharAyuM, aMge amAre AmanI pAsethI amuka rakamanI jarUra ane tyAMnA adhikArIo vagere upAzrayamAM vyAkhyAna che,' te A jene tamane e pUrI karI Apaze, e vakhate e aMge phaMDa karavAne mATe AvyA. viSe mane jarA paNa zaMkA nathI; bAkI tamane je temaNe ubhA thaIne pote laI Avela kAryana: A kArya mATe ATaluM badhuM lAgI Ave che, te mahatva varNavyuM ane te aMge "dayAne A kArya ema karo ke eka mahinAno pagAra tame ane tamArA zrAvake e karavA jevuM che evuM sUcana meM paNa karyuM - badhA adhikArIo A kAryamAM ApI do ! ane - jo tame ema kare te ahIM beThelA jene potapachI dIpa zarU thaI. TIpamAM je rakama bharAI, pitAnI eka eka mahinAnI kamANI A kAryamAM tethI TIpa karAvavAne Avela adhikArIne saMtoSa ApI devAne acakAze nahi, ema huM mAnuM chuM. thayo nahi. AthI temanA eka AgevAne ubhA thaIne jeno pitAnA deva-gurU aAdinA utsavAdimAM jaine dhArmika utsavo, ujamaNuM, jamaNavAra. aDhaLaka dhana kharce che. A kAMI ghelApaNuM nathI, vaDA ane mandira Adi pAchaLa aDhaLaka kharca paNa jaine mAne che ke "lakSmIne sArAmAM sAre kare che, " A vagere kahIne, e kAryonI jarA TIkA lAge upayoga ja A che. enI TIkA karIne jene tevuM kahyuM, ane thayelI TIpa ghaNI ochI che tema pAsethI paisA kaDhAvavAnI rIta e vyAjabI jaNAyuM. nathI, ethI to jainene duHkha thAya. bAkI e adhikArI bolI rahyA pachIthI, meM kahyuM ke, jene saMkaTagrasta chAnA 2kSaNamAM paNa mAne "amArA jaino jema utsavAdi suMdara prakAre ja che ane A kArya aMgenuM tame dhAro cho tevuM karI zake che, tema jIvadayAdinA kAryo paNa mahattva temanA khyAlamAM AvI jAya. te e chUTe suMdara prakAre karI zake che. garIba mANasonI hAthe dAna dIdhA vinA raheja nahi." ane chAnI dayAnAM kAryomAM paNa moTe bhAge A pachI te e adhikArIe ubhA thaIne pite jenone ja moTo hisso hoya che. kAraNa je kAMI bolyA hatA te badala zrI saMdhanI mAphI mAMgI. ke jene je deva-gurUnA utsava Adi kare che, te deva-gurU emane dayA karavAnuM kahe che ja. pachI meM pUchayuM ke "tamAre A badhAnI eka A kAryamAM tamane saMtoSa thAya evI TIpa na mahinAnI kamANI joItI hoya te tema kahe; " eTale thaI. temAM kAraNa e paNa hoI zake ke A kAryanuM e adhikArI kahe ke mArA badhA adhikArIo eka tame jeTaluM mahattva AMke che, teTaluM mahatva tame eka mahinAne pagAra AmAM ApI de, e huM kahI AmanAM khyAlamAM lAvI zakyA na ho, athavA te zakuM tema nathI.'
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________________ . dharma mahotsava sAme kaTAkSa na karavA joIe; : 163: pachI meM pUchayuM ke te tamane AmanI pAsethI jAya, te jaina bhAIone koI du:khI na kahI jAya. keTalI rakama joIe che, e kahe', e adhikArIe je Aje keTalAka jaino reTale dukhI che, e vAtane rakama kahI, te rakama TIpanI thayelI rakama karatAM deDhI sAMbhaLatA amane zuM thAya che, te nahi kahI lagabhaga hatI; AthI heja sucanA karatAM e zake, paNa amArAthI e sahAtuM nathI. jema TIpamAM je rakama maMDAvI hatI te bevaDI karI ApI. keTalAka zrAvaka-zrAvikAonA du:khanA nAme, zrI jina kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke, dhArmika utsavo ane mandirAdi kSetromAM vyaya karanArA puNyavAnonI nindA zrI jinamandirAdimAM kharca karanArAo kare che, tema Aje keTalAka sAdhuomAM dayA nathI sAdharmika vAtsalya ane jIvayA AdinAM ema paNa kahe che. jenAM haiyAmAM zrI jinakAryomAM jevI udAratAthI kharca karI zake che. mandirAdi pratye bhakti nathI. tenA haiyAmAM tevI udAratAthI bIjAo te kAryomAM kharca karI zrAvaka-zrAvikA pratye zrAvaka-zrAvikA tarIkenI zakatA ja nathI. AthI dhArmika utsava tathA zrI bhakti hoya ja nahi. e loko te A nimitte jinamandirAdimAM kharca karanArAonI TIkA ya, pitAnA haiyAmAM rahelA dharma pratyenA zreSane ja karanArAo to ajJAna ja che. keI vakhate kaI vyakta kare che. evAo game tema bole, paNa tame kSetra sidAtuM hoya ane jainenuM lakSya e tarapha tamArA kartavyane cUkI zako nahi. sAdhuo upadeza deravuM hoya, to bIjA kSetre tarapha apAtA ApI zake ane bIjAone joItuM pariNAma na lakSyanI TIkA karyA vinA ja, sidAtA kSetra Ave, te teo ajJAnapaNe sAdhuomAM dayA nathI tarapha jainonuM lakSya doravuM joie. emeya kahI de. AvA kaparA kALamAM anya najIvI bAbatane lakSyamAM lIdhA vinA jeno jIvI jAya evuM ApaNe tyAM zrI jinabhUti. zrI jinamandira ane te karI chUTavuM ja joIe. A kAma hAtha dharanArAjinAgama tathA sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA. ema sAtakSetra gaNAya che ane e sAte ya kSetrone e pahelA kadI paNa ema pUchavuM nahi ke pUjA kare che ke nahi? paNa jena che ke nahi. e jevuM ane jaina zrI jinazAsanamAM pavitra kSetra mAnavAmAM AvyA che. hoya te e jIvI jAya evI sahAya karavI. sahAya e sAtakSetromAM pahelA be deva saMbaMdhI hovAthI karyA pachI ATha-daza divasa bAda avasare pUjAnuM sAmAnya rIte samAna gaNAya, trIjuM kSetra samyagajJAna pUchaze, te e je pUjA nahi karate hoya te nIcuM saMbaMdhI che, cothuM-pAMcamuM sAdhu ane sAdhvI kSetra paNa sAmAnya rIte samAna gaNAya tathA cha -sAtamuM jaze ane prAyaH pUjA karatA thaI jaze. " zrAvaka ane zrAvikA kSetra paNa sAmAnya rIte samAna mane te khAtrI che ke AvA nabaLA jenone gaNAya. Ama chatAM ya ema paNa kahI zakAya ke- sAcavI zake evA nabIrAo haju paNa A rjana e sAta kSetramAM pahelethI gaNIe te eka samAjamAM jIve che; paNa emanAmAM udAratA Ave ekathI nIcuM ane chellethI gaNIe to eka ane pitAnAM sAdharmika bhAI-benone mATe lAgaNI ekathI uMcu evI e sAtakSetranI maryAdA che janme te kAma thAya ne ? jena bhAI-blene du:khI vAta te e kahevI che ke zrI jinabhUti Adi A heya, chatAM paisA tIjorImAM ja paDayA rahe te sAruM, A sAtakSetronI eka ekathI caDhayAtI sthitine evuM kone lAge ? tamArA paisA tamArAM chokarAM ja jaNAvanAra zAstroe, evI paNa eka TAMka mArelI che khAya, nahi te maratAM tamArI pathArImAM nAMkhe te ke je kSetra sivAta hoya, te kSetra para dhyAna sArUM, ema lAgyuM che ? Aje sukhI jenAM manaApavuM. A vAtane keTalAka bhUlI gayA che, temAMthI e nIkaLI gayuM che ke AkhA jaina samAdhyAna para lAvavAnI jarUra che. je Aje badhA sukhI janA chokarAM e paNa amArAM chokarAM che. jenone ATaluM dhyAna para AvI jAya ne haiyuM khUlI sAdharmika to sagA chokarAM karatAM vadhAre
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________________ : 164: kalyANa; jIna-1951 lAgavA joie. jyAre Ne bhAge huM te mArAM IMkarAM sivAya prAyaH lAMkhA vicAra nathI. Aje te vyavahAramAM paNa jarA ArthenA sabaMdhI mATe ya dhasAvAnI taiyArI bahu ochAnI che. AvA kAmeAmAM sukhI sAme ja AMkha jAya ne ?, kema ke e manamAM le te kAma thAya. Aje A viSene dhoMdhATa eTalA vadhI gayA che ke amArI pAse AvI vAte vAraMvAra Ave che. dareka dha kAya prasaMge A vAta hoya ja che, A vastu evI che ke avasara yAgya ane zakti anusAra karyA vinA dhama dIpe nahi. jyAM sukhI mANasA dha karavAne ekaThA thayA hoya, tyAM sAdhamikA du:khI che e vAta amAre kAne Ave ja zAnI ? asala te AkhA zaheramAM koi roTalA mATe du:khI mANasAne sukhI karyA vinA rahe nahi. Aje sukhI gaNAtAnuM eTaluM gaju` nathI. sukhI mANasA paNa ahAra jeTalA sukhI gaNAya che teTalA aMdarakhAne sukhI nathI. kahe che ke sarakAranI paddhati vagere evuM che ke Aje sukhI gaNAtA paNa bahu mAladAra rahyAM nathI. Avaka upara moTA aMze AvI gayA che. AvakanA vahetAM vaheNa aTakI gayAM che ke chIcharAM thai gayA che ane ethI je sukhI che temanA manamAM paNa bhaya pesI gayA che. AvakanuM vaheNa cAlu hAya tA vadhAre udAratA rahe, parantu Aje e vicAra karavA jevA che ke, bhukhanA bhaya e badhA karatAM meTA bhaya che. tamane sapatti ghaTavAnA bhaya che. e bhaya pAse tamArA bhayanI kAMI kiMmata nathI. AthI nakkI karo ke, tamArAthI zakya hoya tyAM sudhI tame je kSetramAM huM te kSetramAM to koIja bhUkhyA nahi rahevA joie.' kAMika yojanA pUrvaka A vicAra thai jAya, to ApaNA dharma evA sundara prakAre thai jAya ke-A dharmanI ArAdhanA vanabhara yAda rahI jAya. kadAca A kAma karavAmAM mUDIne dhasArA lAgaze, paNa temAM cintA karavA jevu' zuM che ? dhasAro lAgIne paNa bhAIne mATe lAgatA hAya, tA te bhAgavI levAnI sArmika tarIke mArI pharaja che'-ema tamAre samajavu joie. upadezathI AgaLa vadhavu e mane vyAjakhI lAgatu nathI. sAnAnI jALa pANImAM nAMkhavAnI bhUla kANu kare ? paNa tame ATalI vAtamAM dhaNuM samajI jAva evA che ne ? dareke dareka jainanA haiyAmAM zrI jinane mAnanAra jaina tarIke du:khI nahi hovA joie," evu abhimAna avazya hovu joie. ApaNe sukhI hoie ane ApaNane koI ema kahe ke jenAne bhUkhe maravAnA vakhata Avye che, tyAre ApaNuM haiyu' cIrAi jatu hoya, evuM ApaNe jaina hoie te ApaNane lAgyA vinA rahe nahi, AvI umadA bhAvanA jaineAmAM hoya to te svAbhAvika gaNAya. [ zrI 'jaina pravacana' mAMthI sAbhAra ] akhila bhAratavarSIya zrI vahU mAnatapa sahAyaka samiti. je sthAe zrI vamAna tapa AyaMbila khAtAMe cAlatAM hoya te sthaLAnAM A khAtAone atyAranA samayanI vadhu paDatI moMdhavArIne lIdhe potAnA khAtAe cAlu rAkhavAmAM naDatI muzkelIe dUra karavAnI che. temaja temane jarUra paDatI madada karavAnI che, ane te khAtAe barAbara cAlu rahe e aMge mAdarzana karavAnuM che. mATe je sthaLeAe nabaLI Arthika sthitine lIdhe cAlu khAtAmAM teTa hoya te khAtAone rItasara madadanI mAgaNI karavA mATe nIcenA sthaLethI TrAma magAvI, bharI mokalavA sUcanA karavAmAM Ave che. patravyavahAranuM ThekANuM:jamanAdAsa meAnajI jhaverI buliyana ekSacenja hola, sukhaI ra jaina samAjanuM agragaNya mAsika kalyANa vArSika lavAjama rUA. 5-0-0 chUTaka nakala 0-8-0 Aje ja lakhA.
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________________ ja Atmahitakara suvicAramALA eka vakIla kezarIcaMda nemacaMda zAha, bI. e. ela. ela. bI. 1 AtmA e anaMta zaktine akhUTa bhaMDAra che. kharca vadhyAja kare, te devAno bhAra vadhI jAya ne AtmAnuM svarUpa zaTha ane nirmaLa che. AtmA jJAna, peDhI nAdArImAM jAya; dharmanI beMkamAM ArAdhanArUpI darzana ane cAritrAdi guNene dhAraNa karanAra che. AtmA nANuM jame na heya ne pApanuM khAtuM ja cAlu rahe te potAnA anaMta guNone tathA tyAga, sadAcAra, tapa, zIla durgati sivAya bIjo kayo mArga hoI zake ? Adi zubha guNone prakAzamAM mUkavAnI prabala zakita dharAve 4 saMsAranI raMgabhUmi upara jagatanA jIvo karmane che. AtmAnuM e sAmarthya che ke, e pApAdinI jherI AdhIna che. karmane yoga anAdikALane che. A havAne nAbuda karI zuddha AtmaguNamAM pragati karavAnI jagatamAM karmasattAnuM sAmrAjya cAle che. koI rAjA zakti dharAve che. ne kaI raMka, koI zeTha ane kaI nokara, keI vidhAna 2 janmavuM, maravuM, ezaArAmane vilAsa bhAga- ne koIabhaNa, koI zrImaMta ne koI bhIkhArI' A badhuM va. indriyonA sukhamAM AnaMda mAnavo, e kAMI zAthI? je bhAgyamAM kamI nahi hoya te mAthuM paTakIne AtmAno svabhAva nathI. mokSa e AtmAnuM zuddha marIzuM agara game teTalI doDadhAma karIzuM, te paNa svarUpa che. saMsAra e AtmAnuM vikRta svarUpa che. eka pAI maLavAnI nathI. puNyAI pUrI thaze eTale anAdi kALathI AtmA karma sattAnI bhayaMkara gulAmImAM mAthe hAtha daI rahevuM paDaze. puNyamAM lakSmI haze te keda banI gayo che, ane pApa Adi karmanA paDaLothI te bAraNu ThAkatI tamAre ghera Avaze. mATe saMsAra AvaraNothI, AtmAnI javalaMta zakita DhaMkAI gaI che eTale karmajanya viSamatAonuM ghara. AtmAnA prakAza para aMdhArapaTa AvI gayuM che. AvI kaphoDI sthiti ne bhayaMkara dazA Aje AtmAnI che. 5 aMdagI game tema, svacchadIpaNe jIvIzuM e e DhaMkAI gayelI AtmAnI javalaMta jyoti kayAre nahi cAle. dharmanI bhAvanA, dharmane vicAra, AtmAmAM pragaTe? saMsArane moha, mamatA, mAyA ne mArApaNuM covIse kalAka rahevuM joIe, AtmAnI sadgati thAya je ghara karI beTheluM che, tenI upara kApa mUkAya, ne eTalA mATe zarIrane dharmanuM sthAna banAvavuM joIe. viSaya kaSA upara jita meLavAya, ne pApano bhaya ApaNe zarIranI bahu kALajI rAkhIe chIe ke A lAgyA ja kare, ATaluM thAya te AtmAnuM sAcuM bhAne bhUlI jaIe chIe. zarIrane roga lAgu paDe, svarUpe pragaTayA vinA raheja nahi. zarIra mAMdu paDe, khavAze pIvAze nahi, zarIranI zakita ghaTI jaze, e vakhate zarIranuM zuM thaze, ene baLApa 3 AtmAne zarIra sAthe ze sabaMdha che ? ane cIMtA bahu thAya che; paNa AtmAne kAma, krodha, AtmA zarIrathI judo che. zarIra AtmAnuM baMdhana che. meha, mAyA ne mamatArUpI roga lAgu paDelo che teno zarIra e AtmAnuM kedakhAnuM, che. zarIra kSaNika che, baLApo ke ciMtA thatI ja nathI. A vicAra sarakho manuSya mare che eTale AtmA eka zarIra choDI bIjA paNa Avato nathI. je badhA A vicAra karatA zarIramAM dAkhala thAya che. mRtyu eTale zarIranI phera thaI jAya, ne zarIra karatA AtmAnI ciMtA vadhAre badalI. maraNa pachI jIva kaI gatimAM jaze eno rAkhe te AtmAnI sadgati thayA vinA raheja nahi. AdhAra saMsAramAM jIvana kevuM jIvyA ? pApa pravRttio keTalI karI ? eno saravaiyAnA hisAba upara bhaviSyane 6 AtmAne A durlabha manuSyabhava maLe che ene AdhAra che. A bhava maLe che te paNa bhUtakALamAM vicAra karavo joIe. enI mahattA samajavI joIe. karelI ArAdhanA yoga ja maLyo che. paraloka sudhAro jIvanI cAra gatio cheH-(1) deva (2) manuSya heya te puNyanI jamA bAju vadhAravI joIe, ane (3) tiryaMca ne (4) nArakI. devagati karatAMye manuSyapApanI udhAra bAjI ghaTADavI joIe. vepAramAM gati uttama che. e zAthI ? deve bhogavilAsamAM je jame paDeluM nANu kharcAI jAya. ne udhAra bAju eTalA badhA rAcyApacyA rahe che ke temanAthI Atma
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________________ junA ane jANatA :166: kalyANa; juna-1951 kalyANanI sAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI, devabhavamAM pApa javAnuM che, ene khyAla Ave che ? maraNa game ! vagara jIvI zakAya evI sAmagrI ja nathI. tiryo tyAre Ave bALapaNamAM yuvAnImAM ke game tevA parAdhIna che. nArakInA cha pArAvAra duHkhathI rIbAya sukhanA kALamAM paNa Ave. mATe haMmezA taiyAra rahevuM che. manuSyabhava ja evo che ke jemAM mANasa dhAre te joIe, sAvadha rahevuM joIe, jAgRta rahevuM jAIe. pApa vagara jIvI zakAya, pApane tyAga karI zakAya. be AMkho mIMcAyA pachI AmAMnuM kaMI paNa ApaNuM eTalA mATe ja manuSyabhavane, bIjA bha karatA kIMmatI rahevAnuM nathI ja badhuM mUkIne javAnuM che. AtmA sAthe gaNe che. dharmadhuraMdharoe manuSyabhavanA khUba vakhANa AvanArI phakta be vastuo che-puNya ane pApa. karyA che, A manuSyabhava pUNyathI maLe che. tame jyAM jamyA che te sthAna kevuM che tene vicAra karavo joIe. Aryadeza, jaina jevuM uttamakula deva gurUne dharmanI sAmagrI, A badhuM puNyathI maLyuM che. tene zuM eLe | A gI nA kA rI ga 2 gumAvI devuM ? A manuSyabhava eTale ciMtAmaNi ratna, kahInura hIre puNyathI maLe che tene kAcane kakaDe ajJAnatAthI samajI phekI devo ? AvI mUrkhAI luhAra mohanalAla karazanadAsa kadI thaI zake ? nA. mATe manuSyabhavamAM uttama prakAranuM che. nAnI zAka mArkeTa pAse, pAlItANuM jIvana jIvavuM eTale AtmAnI sAcI oLakhANa thavI. kadI evo vicAra Ave che ke A jIvane bhagavAnanI AMgI, mugaTa, kalpavRkSa, kaLaza, Amane Ama kayAM sudhI paribhramaNa karavAnuM che ? cAMdInI DabIo, cAMdInAM pratimAjI tathA janmavuM ane maravuM, pharI janmavuM ane maravuM, e pramANe cakranI mAphaka pharavuM paDe che ne ? mATe "huM | | sidhdhacakrajI vagere tamArI icchA mujaba koNa chuM, kayAMthI Avya chuM, kyAM javAno chuM, A banAvI ApavAmAM Avaze. eka vakhata kAma jIvanamAM mAre zuM zuM karavuM joIe, nahi karavAnuM ApI khAtrI karo. rUbarU belAvavAnI jarUra huM keTaluM karI rahyo chuM,'...... A vicAra karavAmAM Ave te AtmAnI sAcI oLakhANa thAya, nahi paDe te AvavA-javAne kharca ApavAno raheze. te raNamAM paDelA mRgalAnI mAphaka Ama tema Indri nA sukha pAchaLa kayAM sudhI bhaTakyA karIzuM ? je - "lamI chA5" saMsAranA sukho bhayaMkara lAge, ane pApanI kaMpArI chUTe, te ja AtmakalyANano mArga sahelo thaI jAya ne AtmAnI sadgati thayA vinA rahe ja nahi; paNa keTalAkane te AvA vicAre ja AvatA nathI tenuM kabajIyAta maTADe che. sAthe AMtazuM ? AvA vicAro karavAnI Teva rAkhavI joIe. vicAra, vANuM ne vartanamAM pAparahita jIvana jIvAya | raDAMnAM cAMdAM ane kaThaNAI paNa nAbuda te A bhava sudharyA vagara rahe ja nahi. eTaluM te karI yathAsvarUpamAM lAve che. nakkI ja che ke, ahIM game teTaluM meLavyuM haze, gADI vADI ne lADI haze, lAkho rUpIyA tIjorImAM paDayA 1 kacchI meDIkala sTorsa-pAlItANu haze, phakkaDa thaIne bAdazAhanI mAphaka pharatA haIzuM, 2 pArekha meDIkala sTesa , padavI paIsa ne pratiSThA meLavavA game teTalI deDadhAma gAMdhI roDa, amadAvAda, karIzuM.... paNa A badhuM mUkIne eka divasa Isaba gula,
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________________ 4 cakakhu ne caTTa ............zrI kAMtilAla mehanalAla trivedI, kAThInA bhAvamAM ghaTADe [ jAkha ] -ne DokaTara hevAthI menane evI bhalAmaNa paNa -lobhIyAne maravAnuM mana thAya evuM AkarSaNa. karaze ke mAosetuMganAM magajanuM oparezana karavAne zrImatI lIlAvatI munazIe kerInI samaya pAkI gayo che. goTalImAMthI khAdya vAnagIo banAvavAne ezIyAI dezanI avagaNanA karIne cIjanatAne anurodha karyo che. nane AkramaNakhera jAhera karavAmAM AvyuM che -phaLadrupa jamInamAMthI baneluM bhejuM phaLadrupa che ke - [samAcAra je magajamAMthI vinA khAtare hajAra yojanAone Aje te AkhuM ya yUropa ja yuddhanA naze caDhayuM phAla utaryo jAya che. A che tyAM koNa kone AkramaNakhera karAve ? dIlhImAM uDeluM tIDanuM TeLuM. amadAvAdamAM mahAsamitinI beThaka vakhate -kAMI phikara nahi. dIlhInA cokhA kayAranAya 60 sabhyanuM kerama pUruM karavA mATe sabhAbaMgalAmAM ghUsI gayA che. bAkI rahelA mahAsamitinA gRhane bIjI 20 mInITa zekAvuM paDayuM hatuM. sabhyonI sevAmAM rokAI gayA che. [samAcAra matabhede phagAvI daI rASTrane samRddha . . -rAjadvArI netAo te phakta prajAne zista ane banAve. [ naherU] saMyamanI zIkhAmaNa devA ja sarjAyA hoya che. je -amAre matabheda hatA jyAre ke phagAvI daIe. teo pote khuda amala kare te netA zAnA ? prajAne nava za rezana ane mahAsamikRpalANuM ane jayaprakAzane ApanI sAthe matabheda che. kRpalANIne mUko saradArano jaMgyAe ane jayaprakAzane _tinA sabhyone bAra ezanA rezanathI prajAmAM mUko pracAramaMtrInI jagAe. eTale badhA matabhedo kacavATanI lAgaNI utpanna thaI che. samAcAra. tarata ja zamI jaze. -bhAratanI prajAe samajavuM joIe ke "moTAnuM peTa moTuM hoya che." davA eka phezana thaI paDI che.-daMDanabAbu anAja sApha karanArI kahetI hatI ke, -hakIkata tadana sAcI, paNa te Ama janatA mATe nahi. jemane tyAM khuda ApanA jevA netAonAM mahAsamitinA sabhya mATe AveluM anAja nivAsa hoya che, te moTaravALA mahAzayonI mahelAtanI uMcI jAtanuM che. zobhA Aje davA banI che. bAkI te AmajanatAnI : hiMdustAnanA uddhArako mATe devatAoe kadAca e sthiti che ke, "mAMdagI karatAM meta sAra" svargamAMthI mokalyuM hoya ema bane ! naherUe majura mahAjana saMghanI mulA- tyAga, balidAna ane sevAbhAvanI Aje kAta lIdhI. vadhAre jarUra che. (kAnajIbhAI) -bhANI masALe jAya ne vahu sAsare jAya - kene? prajAne ja ne ? bAkI rAjakIya netAone emAM navuM zuM karyuM ? kadIka rezanAlAIjhezananI yojanA to lAga, lAbha ane levAnI ja jarUra che ? saphaLatApUrvaka pAra zI rIte utare tenI carcA karavA mAnavajAta upara yuddhanI Aphata na utare gayA haze. e mATe prabhune prArthanA kare. [rAjendrabAbu cInane AkramaNakhAra TharAvavAnA TharAva -AbusAheba, ghara bhUlyA. prabhune prArthanA karavA upara rASTravAdI cInanA pratinidhI De. sIyAMga karatAM yuropanAM mAMdhAtA mahArathIone kAMI samajaNa Ape te ThIka paDaze ! amerIkAne pitAne Teko Apaze. [samAcAra)
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________________ chevaTe tene AtmA jAge zrI cImanalAla zAha temaNe dhIme dhIme bAlyAvasthA, kumAra- ke, zeThane prANu kharekhara gaye na hato. thAkanA vasthA ane yuvAvasthA pasAra karI, lagnanI kAraNe guMcaLuM vaLI paDI rahetA. taiyArIo karavA mAMDI. yuvAvasthAmAM pagaraNa A saMsAramAM badhuM mUkI jatA rahyA. mAMDyA, tyAM lagnananI taDAmAra taiyArI thaI rahI. ghara baMdhAvelA te paNa mUkI gayA. je javuM ane eka divase miDhaLabadhI naveDhA temanA hatuM te amane pahelethI kahevuM hatuM ne? gharamAM AvI pahoMcI. svapaneya amane Avo khyAla na hato. amArA tenA AvatA temanI peDhI taratI thavA AdhAra ! amane cheDIne kayAM cAlyA gayA?" lAgI. darekamAM acAnaka lAbha jaNAye. vaLI vagere zabdo ane vAnAM uccAraNa strI-purUSa, vyavahAramAM zuM ke dhamamAM, lagnamAM zuM ke moTAM-nAnAM, ADozI-pADozI sarve karavA lAgyA. mRtyu prasaMge temane hAjara rahevuM paDatuM. * strIo te bahu ja chAtI phATa rUdana karavA lAgI. gAmanA pratiThipta saddagRhastha tarIke teonI lAkaDA mahAjanamAMthI smazAna mokalavA gaNatarI thatI. teo gAmanuM nAka gaNAtA. orDara mUkAI gaye. dhIme dhIme nanAmI paNa dhIme dhIme anubhave paNa pIDha thayA. temanA purAe taiyAra karI lIdhI. gAmamAM sAdhuo Ave te paNa oLakhe ane paNa eka prazna upasthita thayeH guMcaLuM vahepArI paNa oLakhe. teo eka jANItA vaLeluM muDaduM nAnakaDA bAraNAmAMthI kevI rIte zeTha thayA. kADhavuM? ghaNA vicAranA aMte ema nakkI karyuM ' dhIme dhIme temane sAdhusaMta samAgama ke, bAraNA ane bArazAkha teDI nAkhavA. ane thavA lAge. ane saMto paNa temanI pharaja sahu DAghuo tema karavA lAgyA. mujaba asAra saMsArano tyAga karavAne badha- zeThanI strI ekadama AvyA. ane jorathI pATha ApavA lAgyA. sAcA mAge caDAvavA kahevA mAMDayuM "A zuM karavA mAMDayuM che ? avanavI rItathI zeThane samajAvatA; paNa zeTha nA. nA. ema karatA nahi. have, huM te thaI ekanA be na thatA. zeTha mahAjIddI hatA. vidhavA. mAre have kaI kare tema nathI. A eka vakhata zeThanA mAthe khUba kAma AvI nabApA chekarAne have keNu UcherI meTA karapaDayuM. beje eTalo badho vadhI gayo ke zeTha vAnAM che. je bAraNuM tUTaze te pachI samuM kaMTALI gayA. ane kharekhara ja thAkI gayA. keNu karAvI Apaze ? e karatAM eka bIjI keI divasa temane ATale thAka lAgyo na hate. rIta ajamAve. mArA dhaNanuM te je thavAnuM vaida lAvyA, hakIma lAvyA? zAntana mATe hatuM te te thaI gayuM. tenA have hAtha ane gavaiyA lAvyA, paNa zeThane kaI phera paDe nahi. paga kApI nAkhe eTale sugamatAthI muDadu | zeTha te guMcaLuM vaLIne paDI rahe cheDA laI jaI divasa gayA pachI jaNAvyuM ke, zeTha mRtyu pAmyA A sAMbhaLI acAnaka cetanA AvatA, che. eTale pUrI tapAsa karyA bAda zeThanI pAchaLa pele zeTha barADI uThe ke, "rAMDa! mAro zika vyakta karavA heya-vaeNya thavA lAgI. je hAtha paga kApI nAkhavA che kema?"
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________________ prakAzanAM kiraNA----zrI bhadrabhAnu, pApa ! pApa jenI khAtara karyu" te nahi khacAve, pApa je cIja khAtara karyu" te tamArI nathI. kaivI majenI cAvI !- " dharmAM durlabha che emAM kAMi zaMkA che ? dhane durlabha mAnanArA vAyadA kare ? kAle karIzuM ema kahe ? " duniyAdArImAM zuM kahe che? leNuM TAIma karatAMe vaheluM ApavA Ave te laI le ne ? AjanA sasAra ! parti patnI eTale kAmanI pUtaLI ne eTale bhAganA bhUta ! AjanA sa'sAra kevA kadarUpA ! kevI avaLI dalIla ! " sauMsAranA anubhava vagara tyAgI na thavAya ! vairAgya nakAmA !" samudranA TheTha taLIe jai kAdava DAnyA vinA samudra tarAya nahi ema ? navayuganA pAMca guNa ! () pApamAM sAhasika vRtti-(jj) nAmanA khAtara sukRta vecavAnI udAratA-(jji) tuccha vastuomAM sa MtASa (5) mithyAtvamAM acaLa cittatA, (5) rAgAdi sevake pratye vAtsalyabhAva. AjJA -"zrI vItarAga-paramAtmAnI vAstachevaTe tenA mehamUdra AtmA jAgyA. sAdhu mahAtmAnI vANI have tenAM maraNa pathamAM AvI. sa'sAramAM sahu svArthanAM ja sagA che, ema tene kharAkhara slaeNmajAyuM. te tyAMthI tarata ja sAdhunI nizrAmAM gayA. kalyANane mArge caDayA. sAceArAha svIkAryo ane teNe AtmakalyANa sAdhyuM. vika sevA emanI AjJA mAnyA vinA na thaI zake" AjJA pratyenI rUci thaI, ane sasAra kaDavA jhera jevA na lAge e ane kharU ? paheluM pagathIyu -dhamAM AvavAnu paheluM pagathiyu. bhava para bahumAna nahi. sukRta-duSkRtaH-peAtAnAM sukRtanI anumeAdanA karanArane potAnA duSkRta avazya DaMkheja, durdazA-Aje keTalAkanI evI durdazA che ke vyavahAramAM dhama yAda nathI AvatA. ane dhamAM vyavahAra bhUlAto nathI ! AvAAe potAnI zaktimAM polANu che ema samajavu joie. zarIra e huM chuM ! pazcimanI vidyAethI "zarIra e huM chuM" e smaraNa satata raheche. Aya vidyAmAM enu' dhIre dhIre vismaraNa karAvAya che. bhASA samRduM banI ! " mApamadhI, aMkuza, bhAvaniyamana " A zabdothI bhASA samRdhdha banI ! ane magajamAM sUtelA jJAnata Mtuone dhakakA mArI kuvicAranuM tathA asamAdhinuM baLa ApyuM. AjhAdI-barabAdI ne AbAdI ! AjhAdI pachI AbAdI Ave ja evuM kaMI ja nahI ulaTu vAdAvAdI, taDAtaDI ne maramAdI besumAra AjanI takalAdI AjhAdImAM dekhAi rahI che. dharmabhAvanA ghavAya che ! gAMdhIjIe govadhane kAyadAthI aTakAvavAnI nA pADI. kemake geAvadha mAnanAranI
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________________ prakAzanAM kiraNa : 171: dharmabhAvanA ghavAya che..... cAle khurazIne mArIe !" -devadravya-harijana maMdira praveza AdimAM Aje khurazIne mAravAnA saMskAra ApyA dharmabhAvanA nahi ghavAtI hoya emane ? kAle kutarAne mAravA jaze. dayAnuM khUna ja ke nUtana yuganI naphaTTAI! bIjuM kAMI ! " AjanI sudharelI nArIomAM, phezana, paNa je ema kahe te "je tArAM atha- . sIgAreTa, zarAba, sesAyaTI, zakya banI beThI. DAvAthI khurazIne vAgyuM. khurazI ya raDe che ! duSTa mane vRtti, senA-cAMdInA cagadA, rezamI lAva ene zAMta karIe," te baccuM tarata sADIo ne paradezI senTa-pherame, te sthAna zAMta thAya. jamAvI mUkyAM che !" sInemAgRhonI AsapAsa cakkara lagAvavA havAnAM bAcakAM ! te te temanI khAziyata, aMdhakAramAM ogaLI pRthvIpati thavAne keTalAya leke phAMphAM jatI maryAdA ane visaratI sarAphata, cuma- mAre che ! keTalAnI khuvArI kare che ! keTaluM amATa, resTorAM kephi hAusa ne ArAma- lehI vahevaDAve che ! keTale anyAya kare che ! gRhanA phemelIrUnA paDadA pAchaLa temanI paNa e khabara che ke pRthvI keInI thaIne pApalIlAo jUo rahI che ? ene vicAra je pRthvInA bhUkhyA pATI-pAlavA ke junA kAMThAnI retI nRpatio kare te duniyAmAMthI ghaNe anAtha para dhuMTAtA romAnsanA akSare ukele !' ocho thAyaugharANI ! mAgyA dAgInA paherI sAmAnI ugharANI | R0 20 29 saMsada pahelAM pAchA ApavA te uttama lekhAya-tema jvelarsa, kolhApura. A bhADutI zarIra mRtyunI ugharANI pUrve menyuphekcarasaM ane holasela saplAyarsa mamatA mUkIne dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM seMpAya te ! - vAMkInI - garIba azaraNu prANune vakIla hAiklAsa prejhanTezana novhelTIjha amerIkana dayAdhama pracAraka sesAyaTInA pramukha 4 TI. eMjale sabhA samakSa ane jAhera kareluM ke "huM tamArI sanmukha "garIba dhArmika prasaMgomA prabhAvanA mATe azaraNa prANIonA vakIla tarIke ubhA rahI suMdara ane sastI jAhera karuM chuM ke je ApaNe badhI skulamAM sonerI ane cAMdIno prANavagatapha dayAnA gIta ke sAhitya dAkhala navakAravALIo karatA jaIzuM teTale aMze teTalI jhaDapathI nAnI-moTI sAijhamAM taiyAra maLavArnu krUratAnA mULane nAza thaze ne gunhAnA mULa bharosApAtra mathaka. nAza pAmazecAlo khurazIne mArIe ! __ maphata sucipatra ne nA saranAme. "sAlI khurazIe mArA bacune vagADayuM ! | jo cAra
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________________ (3) zAzvata sukhane adhikArI zrI bhaktalalAla sadhavI. sukhanI zodhamAM bahAra bhaTakatA he bAMdhavA samAjane moTe bhAge jyAM sudhI kevaLa bAhyasAcuM sukha tArA aMtaramAM ja raheluM che. sukha mATe ja valakhAM mArate raheze tyAM sudhI bhaitika baLanA AkarSaNamAM na aMjAtAM ghaDI- A duniyAmAM sAcI zAMti jevuM kazuM sthabhara aMtara-saravaranAM zuddha-nirmaLa vAtAvaraNamAM pAze nahi ja. manane sthira kara. tyAMnI havAne sparza tArA AdhyAtmika sukha-zAMtinA hoya che remerAme zAMtinuM suramya saMgIta relAvaze Icchake, temaNe zarIranA pIMjaranI gulAmI ane bahAra bhaTakavAnI tArI vRttio upara choDI devI joIe. LiyuM ke je chevaTe kAbU jamAvavAnI tane sanmati sUjhaze. javAnuM che yA utArI nAkhavAnuM che enA pratye vadhu paDatI mamatA rAkhanAra AtmAnuM hita bahAra che zuM ? je sAcuM gaNAya che te nathI ja sAdhI zakate. saghaLuM aMtaramAM ja che. bAhya jagatane aja jyAM rAga-dveSa ochA tyAM sAcA sukhanI vALavAnI dhUnamAM je nara nijanI AMtarika . jhalaka jovA maLe, ane nAzavaMta sukhane meLasaMpattine veDaphI nAkhe che, tenAthI meTe kaI LavA mATe jeo bhayaMkara pagalAM bharatA paNa nathI A duniyAmAM. sukhanI dhUnamAM, jenA vaDe : acakAtA nathI teone sAcA sukhanI kalpanA sAcuM sukha meLavI zakAya, teja zaktine paNa na AvI zake. duHkha kharIdavAmAM upayoga karanArane ke - duHkhanA abhAvamAM sukha raheluM che ema DAhyo kahe ?' jANavA chatAM sukhane sAce mAga aMgIkAra tyAre ApaNe badhA zuM karIe chIe ? karavAmAM nabaLAI dAkhavatA mANaso nathI te pAMce IndriyenA viSayenI gulAmI TALI zakayA nijanuM zreyaH sAdhI zakavAnA ke nathI keIne ya chIe kharA? jaDAtmaka padArtho taraphanI ApaNuM lAbhakAraka banavAnA. sAcuM zuM che te jANyA Asakti sarvathA TaLI che? ApaNA manamAM pachI paNa je te pramANe AcaratA nathI. samabhAvanuM ajavALuM phelAyuM che ? aMtaramAM tenA mATe kahevuM zuM ? "arihaMta' nuM sthAna kAyama thayuM che? hAlatAM ghaDIbhara pachI upaTI janArA vAdaLAMnA cAlatAM vadhu keNu yAda Ave che. zArIrika atRpama raMge jevuM nazvara sukha AtmAnA sukhanA khyAlamAMthI janmelI daSTi saMsAramAM baMdhananA ja kAraNarUpa bane che. sAcA sukhanI kSaNika sukhanI zedha pAchaLa ja bhamaze. jyAre jhalaka jevI hoya te beTAne tyAga kara AdhyAtmikasukhanA khyAlamAMthI daSTidarekane sukhI joIe. je nahi khase aMtara-manamAMthI karavAnI ja bhAvanAne mUta banAvavA pAchaLa mathaze. te sAcuM tyAM dAkhala nahi ja thaI zake. Aje lagabhaga saMsAra Akhe zaitika anaMta sukhamaya jIvananI abhilASA saMskRtinI upAsanA pAchaLa gAMDe banatuM jAya pUravAnI zakti eka mAtra dhamamAM che. je che, ane pachI tenA pariNAme janmatI azAMti tenuM zaraNuM svIkAraze teja janma, jarA, mRtyunA ane vaira-vidhinI bhAvanAne dAbavA mATe paMjAmAMthI chUTIne zAzvata sukhane adhikArI navA-navA mArgo sUcavAya che; paraMtu jana- banI zakaze.
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________________ * navI lAkakahevatA : nabaLA mATI khairI para zUrA ne salAmatIdhArA prajA para zUrA. nareNI teA nakhaja kApe-paNu akhabAranA taMtrI hAtha Avyu te chApe. namI paDyA tyAre kahe namaskAra karyA-ema karatAM karatAM ce sarakAre varSo gALyAM. navarA beThA. nakhAda vALe-camaadhIne dikaro caDato cALe. navA rAjA navI prajA-leAkazAhI sarakAra prajAnA bhAge karatI majA. nahi mAmA karatAM keNA mAmA sALA-dikarAne mAmA paNa Apane sALA; ane sALA e sadAya kALA. nAka kaTTA paNa ghI caTTA chApu' kADhavA presa lIdhuM paNa dhaMdhA na cAle teA chApavA DaTTA. nAgA nAhya zu' ane nice ve zuM ?-paNa dAMtanA DAkaTarane dharAka na maLe tyAre patnInA dAMta jovA vAMkA vaLe. nAcavuM na hoya tyAre AMgaNuM vAkuM-paNu lAMca laine rAce, e amaladAra AMgaNe AMgaNe nAce. nANuM dekhI munivara caLe-gAMdhIjInA celA kahevarAvatA kare, paNa ukaraDe cAro dekhI UbhA UbhA ca. nAma rahaMtA ThakkarA, nANA nava rahaMta-hAMke rAkhe sukhI thAye, ema cakAra kahaMta, nAmIcA cAra mAryA jAya-e jamAnA gayA have te badheya bhInu sa kailAya. nevanAM pANI mobhe na caDe pradhAnA bhAre phUMka tA AkAzanu pANI nIcuM paDe. hiMdanA itihAsamAM AgaSTa mAsanu jANavA jevu' mahatva. bhAratanA itihAsamAM egasTa mAse kevA mahattvanA kALA nAMdhALyo che te ahIM raju thatAM 450 varSanA itihAsa parathI jANavA jevu che. -25mI ogasTa 1498 te divase pATugIjha yAtrI vAskADIgAmA sauthI pahelIvAra ja bhAratane kinAre utaryo, e kvisathI ja hiMdunI gulAmInA adhatA zarU thayAM: Do. somadhu --AgasTa sane 1699 agaLAmAMthI agrejone temanA vatana mAkalI devAnI caLavaLa zarU thaI paNu te pAchaLathI khAI javA pAmI hatI. -3 jI egasTa 1749 karNATamAM rAjA cAMdasAhebe aMgrejonI mada lai zAsana kArabhAra zarU karyA. -ogasTa 1765 mAM agrejoe agAla, bihAra ane erisA para kabajo meLavyeA. -5 mI ogasTa 1775mAM aMgrejoe dezavIra nakumArane phrAMsI ApI. -24 egasTa 1804 mAM yazava'tarAya holkare agre jone zikasta ApI. -23 mI ogasTa 1809 mAM zrI raMgapaTTamamAM khaLavA thayA. -19 mI ogasTa 1932 mAM hiMdamAM mejIsTreTa ane jyurarA hiMdI hAvA joie evA kAyado ghaDAyA. -ogasTa 1833 mAM hiMda sAthe iMglAMDanA vyApA rane lagatA kAyado ghaDAyA. -4 thI ogasTa 1845 mAM sarIrAjazAha mahetAnA janmadina. -20 mI ogasTa 1853 mAM nyu inDiyAbIla' pasAra thayuM. -2 jI ogasTa 1858 hiM danA kArabhAra kaMpanI sarakAranA hAthamAMthI briTiza sarakAre sAMbhaLI lIdhAM. -ogasTa 1869 mAM kezavacaMdrasene brahmI samAjanI sthApanA karI. -15 mI ogasTa 1872 avidhASane janmadina. -7 mI ogasTa 1905 videzI mAlanA bahiSkAranI prathama jhu Mbeza. -16 mI ogasTa 1908 mAM dakSiNa AphrikAmAM gAMdhIjIe satyAgraha zarU karyAM. - 19 mI ogasTa 1908 mAM khudIrAma kheAjhane phrAMsI -ogasTa 1917 monTegyu cema sudhArA'nI hiMdane bheTa. < -1 lI ogasTa 1920 gAMdhIjIe rAjakIya satyA grahanu' AMdAlana zarU karyu. A divase tilaka mahA
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________________ madhapUDA; : 175 rAjanuM avasAna thayuM. citrakAma ke lakhANanI vAta ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe, -21 mI ogasTa 1933 zrI gAMdhIjIne cheDI paNa ITAlInA egiDIzI ' nAmanA 47 varSanA mUkavAmAM AvyA. citrakAre TAMkaNInA mAthA para 8 citro doryA che, -23 mI ogasTa 1937 satyAgraha baMdha ne have te TAMkaNInA mAthA para navamuM citra 12 mA karavAmAM Avyo. -7 mI ogasTa 1941 TAgorane svargavAsa. pipanuM derI rahyo che. A sUkSma citrakAma te -8 mI ogasTa 1942 "kavITa InDiyAne TharAva pitAnI khAsa banAvelI pIMchI vaDe kare che. e pachI akhila bhAratIya mahAsabhAe muMbaImAM pasAra karyo. eTale eka dIvAsaLIne cheDe cuMTADele pitAnA ja 9 mI ogasTa 1942 nA svAtaMtrya AMdalananI mAthAne eka vALa. tenA vaDe te citra dere che. zarUAta ane dezanetAonI giraphatArI. teNe derelAM A sUkSma cinI kImata atyAre lagabhaga savA lAkha rUpiyA aMkAI rahI che. -15 mI ogasTa 1942 mahAdeva desAInuM AgAkhAna mahelamAM avasAna. muMbaImAM eka aMdhasaptAha ujavAyo hate. -25 mI ogasTa 1942 netAjI subhASacaMdra enA kAryakrama vakhate eka aMdhe pitAnAM sAdhana AjhAda hiMdanI phejanI sthApanA karI. vaDe "jalataraMga' nI mAphaka je saMgIta vagADI batAvyuM, -19 mI ogasTa 1945 netAjInuM vimAnI te adbhuta hatuM. e aMdhanAM sAdhana hatAM polIsanI akasmAtamAM avasAna. khAlI DabIo, tathA vAMsanI saLIo, A sAdhano -16 mI ogasTa 1946 muslImalIganI pAki. 14 vaDe jalataraMganI ja rIte teNe hIMDaLa rAga gAI stAna dina'nI ujavaNI; pariNAme laDe thayAM. e bhaLAvI prekSakone Azcaryacakita karyA hatA. -22 mI ogasTa 1946 madhyavartI sarakAranI traNa aMza vajanane beTarIthI cAlatA eka TacukaDe sthApanA thavAnI jAherAta. aMgata paMkhe amerikAmAM hamaNuM taiyAra thayuM che. -15 mI ogasTa 1947 bhAratanA bhAgalA paDyA. pocA plAsTikanA karUM Ica lAMbA ane 1 IMca hiMda svataMtra banyuM. pahoLA 3 pAMkhIyAM emAM che. game tyAM mANasa ene sAthe rAkhI zake che. zidha ane bedha TAipIMga karavAnI sauthI vadhu jhaDapa atyAra sudhI cheka 1851 sudhI ApaNA loka vyavahAramAM eka mInITe 149 zabda che. zikAgomAM misa hanmA keDInuM calaNa hatuM, ghaNAne kadAca khabareya nahi hoya nAmanI kumArikAe 1941 mAM ilekaTrIka mazIna para ke e vakhate aradhI pAIne siko bahAra pADavAmAM e rekorDa karela. Avela ane koDInA calaNanI vacce mAnabharyuM nezanala phika sosAyaTInI tapAsamAM sthAna pAmela. e darzAve che ke, tyAre keTalI badhI jaNAyuM che ke, "duniyAnI AkhI bhASAomAM hiMdInuM sadhavArI haze! Aje e keDInuM asti pelI sthAna bIjuM che. jagatamAM aMgrejI bolanArA 26 tucchakAra darzaka kahevatamAM ja sacavAI rahyuM che ke, karoDa, raziyana belanArA 14 karoDa, ne spenIza "koDInI kiMmatanuM ye nathI.' bolanArA 11 karoDa mANase che." peTanA kensaranuM darda meTA bhAge garama dhagadhagatuM mittara aisA kIjIye; DhAla sarIkhA heya; pINuM-khAsa karIne cAha pIvAthI thAya che. gammatanI sukhameM pIche paDa rahe, duHkhameM Agu hoya. vAta e che ke, nAhavAmAM 110 aMzathI vadhu garama ukaLatA pANImAM cAnA thoDAMka pAMdaDAM nAMkhIne pANuM na nakhAya, paNa 150 aMza jeTalo dhagadhagate eka kalAka rahevA dIdhA bAda e pANIne gALIne cAha gaTa-gaTAvI jaI zakAya . pariNAme jaTharamaMda eka zIzImAM bharI rAkhe. A pravAhIthI kAcanI thatAM peTamAM cAMdI paNa thaI jAya che. vastuo, ArIsA ityAdi sApha karavAthI camaka AvavA cAkhAnA dANuM para ke caNAnI dALa para karelAM sAthe mAkhIothI paNa ene bacAva thAya che.
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________________ che . * * * * phUlla ane kendrama... - saM0 zrI ena. bI. zAha, 1 tyAga ane saMgraha khAdhA hatA te marI paNa jAta, tyAgI che. . eka samaye be mAna sAthe pravAsa tamArI vAta huM mAnya karI zakatuM nathI. karatA hatA, temAM eka pitAnA AcaraNamAM mAM tame haju barAbara samajyA nathI. jo tame saMgraha karavAnI mane vRttivALo hatuM, ane paisA saMgrahI rAkhyA hatA te ApaNe pele bIje tyAgI hate. saMgraha ane tyAganA pAra kadAca marI jAta, paNa tame paisA ApI viSaye para vivAda karatA karatA teo eka dIdhA hiDIvALAne arthAt saMgrahI rAkhavAne nadIne kinAre AvyA. cheka sAMja paDI gaI meha che. tethI ja eTale tyAgathI ja hatI. tyAgInI pAse te kaMI paisA na hatA, ApaNe jIvatA rahyA. mArI jheLImAM huM kaI paNa pilA bIjA pAse hatA. tyAgI be, divasa paisA rAkhatA nathI, te paNa tamArA ApaNe zarIranI zI paravA? heDIvALAne jevAnI paisAvALI jheLI mArI banI jAya che. mAre koI divasa kazI kheTa paDatI nathI. ApavAne ApaNI pAse paisA nathI. IzvaranuM jyAre mane kaI paNa vastunI jarUra paDe che, smaraNa karatA karatA A kInAre ja rAtavAsa karIe. pisAvALo be, "ApaNe je nadInA tyAre te hareka prakAre mane maLI ja rahe che, A tIre rahIe te ahIM gAma nathI, vADI - jyAM sudhI mANasa parigraha upara kApa mUkavAnI vRttivALe banate nathI, tyAM sudhI tenAmAM kSaNe kSaNe nathI, jhuMpaDI nathI. tema ja kedanI sebata lobhavRtti sateja banatI jAya che ane tethI "lobhano paNa nathI. tethI kadAca varUo AvI phADI thobha nahi' e kahevata anusAra hajAra maLatAM khAya. sApa jevA jherI jI karaDI jAya ke lAkhanI icchA jAge che, lAkha maLatAM kroDAdhipati ThaMDIthI TharI javAya, mATe sAme kAMThe jaIe. banavAnI mahecchA jAge che; Ama IcchAone aMta hoDIvALAne huM paisA ApI daIza. mArI AvatuM nathI ane tenA pariNAme, aneka pApanA pAse pisA che mATe gabharAvAnI koI jarUra AraMbha karavAmAM AtmA bhaggala banIne kharAba gatine nathI. kAraNa ke sAme kAMThe eka nAnuM gAmaDuM che. ane mahemAna bane che, mATe sadgatimAM javAnI jo tyAM ApaNe sukhe rAta pasAra karIzuM bhAvanA hoya te dareka AtmAe parigrahanuM parimANa karI levuM, ane banI zake te sarvathA tyAga karI, eTalAmAM heDIvALe AvyuM, ane teNe mukti mArganA punita paMthe prayANa karIne mAnavabhavane te bannene nadInA sAmA kAMThe utAya. hoDI. saphaLa banAvavA emAM ja mAnavajIvananI sAcI saphaLatA che. vALAne paisA cUkavanAra pelAe sAthe rahelA tyAga bhAvanAvALAne kahyuM, "bhAI ! saMgraha kara- 2 apazukana Ama jyAM ! vAne phAyade have tamane samajAve ke nahiM? eka vAra cAra pAMca zraddhALu gRhastha e paisAne pratApe ja ApaNe be baccA, mATe saMta kabIrajInI khyAti sAMbhaLIne temanAM havethI kadi paNa koIne ya tyAgane upadeza dazana karavA mATe kAzIe javA upaDyA. na karaze. huM paNa tamArA je ja tyAgI savAramAM vahelA gaMgAmAM nAhIne teo zaheheta te AkhI rAta pele pAra bhUkhyA rahevuM ramAM javA nIkaLyA. tyAM ja rastAmAM sethI paData ane kadAca kaI hiMsaka jAnavare phADI pahelAM eka pitaDI paherele, ne mAthe mUDa
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________________ : 178: kalyANa juna-1951 karAvela keI sAdhu je mANasa, khabhe phaLIyuM khasIyANA paDI gayA ne mahAtmA kabIrajIne bAMdhIne gaMgAsnAna karavA Avate sAme maLe. page paDayA. "mahArAja ame tamane gaMgA kinAre ghaNe dUrathI kabIra jevA pavitra purUSanAM darzana oLakhyA nahi. ame te kevaLa apazukana karavA AvyA, ne savAranA pahoramAM ja A TALavAnA IrAdAthI ja e kAma karyuM hatuM. muMDIyAnAM apazukana thayAM, AthI A ame ApanI mAphI mAgIe chIe., gRhastha kAMIka nirAza thayA ane A - kabIrajIe kahyuM. emAM koI beTuM nathI apazukana TALavA mATe zuM karavuM, te vicAravA thayuM. tamArAM apazukana TaLyAM kharAM ne ? lAgyA. eka jaNe sUcanA karI ke, "A ane tame je kAme AvyA hatA, te siddha mUDIyAnA mAthAmAM eka eka joDe mArI e thayuM ne ? te basa. eTale apazukana TaLI jaze. A sAdhu je [jIvanaprakAza ] najIka AvyuM, eTale e pita-pitAnA -sajjana purUSone svabhAva kSamAthI bharapUra hoya pagamAMthI jeDa kADhaye ne eka pachI eka e * che. ApaNA jaina munipaMganAM draSTAMti joIe te, sAdhunA muMDA para mAryo. sAdhu eTale vakhata AthI paNa aneka rIte caDhIAto e mahAmunionAM baMne hAtha joDIne, ane jeDA mAranArane jIvana hatAM. metAraja munine aparAdha vinA paNa mAravAnI anukULatA paDe e rIte mAthuM pelA suvarNakAre khoTI zaMkAthI vAdharathI nahatA dharIne ubhe rahe. joDAprahArane vidhi pUre vIMTayA ? gajasukamAlane temanA brAhmaNa sasarAe thayA pachI apazakana TaLyAno saMtoSa laI dhakhadhakhatI aMgArA bharelI sagaDInI pALa bAMdhIne A gRhasthe kabIranuM ghara pUchatA gAmane cheDe, mahAna duHkha kyAM chuM ApyuM hatuM ? ane baMdhaka muninI jIvatAM cAmaDI utAravAne kamakamA upajAve vaNakaravAsamAM jaI pahoMcyA. eka jaNAe eka tevo karUNa prasaMga yAda karIe te ? e mahAna muni nAnuM evuM jhuMpaDuM caNyuM. tyAM jaIne pUchatAM enI kSamAzIlatA, ane Atmika sAdhanAmAM manatemanI strIe kahyuM ke, "teo to savAranA vahelA vacana ane kAyAnI ekAgratA, zarIra paranuM nirmohagaMgAsnAna karavA gayA che. hamaNuM Avaze." paNuM Adi mahAna guNe kharekhara adbhuta hatA. Aje samayanA pramANamAM je koI saddaguNuM ane A bhakta pelA apazukanathI eTale mAyA-mamatAne tyAga karIne AtmakalyANamAM ja dara A lattA sudhI cAlIne AvyA, AthI lAgelA pravRtti karatA hoya te sau vaMdanane pAtra che thAkathI ane A nAnA evA jhuMpaDAthI kAMIka nirAza te thayA ja hatA paNa have ATalI phalane mUka saMdeza. mahenata lIdhI tyAre rAha jovI,ema nakakI karIne huM eka pAmara cIja, kudarata mArA mAtAbeThA. tyAM thoDI vAre pilA gaMgA kinAre sAma pitA. mAruM kuTuMba vizALa che, paraMtu kuTuM maLelA sAdhu AvI pahoMcyA. pAcho pelebamAM lAMbo samaya rahevAnuM sadbhAgya amArA sAdhu ahIM Ave, e joI akaLAelA A jIvanamAM bhAgyeja keIkane hoya che. mAtAnI gRhasthAe jyAre joyuM ke "sAdhu sIdhA pilI kUkhe janma laI, mAtAnA khoLAne zobhAva jhuMpaDImAM ja gayA, tyAre temane khAtarI thaI e amArI prathama jarUra che. "gananI gameke, "Aja mahAtmA kabIra che' tethI te badhA mizra, svari garIyasI" e uktinuM ane
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________________ phUla ane phorama : 17: kSarazaH pAlana karavAmAM ame janmathI aMta e amAre sevAmaMtra che. kudaratanA hareka aMge samaya sudhI jarApaNa kamI rAkhI nathI. janma sAthe ekatA sAdhI khelavuM, pharaja bajAvavAmAM laI bAla avasthAmAM, mAtRbhUminA khoLAmAM rata rahevuM, eja amAre jIvanane kama. nirAmasta jIvana jIvIe chIe, jIvananI viSamatA zAne amArA jIvanamAM sthAna nathI. jIvananI te zarUAtathI ja bhegavavAnI hoya che. paraMtu chellI paNa pharaja adA karavAmAM hasate mukhaDe temAM daDha rahI amRtamaya jIvanane jarA paNa gALatAM amArA jIvanane dhanya mAnIe chIe. kaTu banAvatA nathI, dumanane ame duzmana mane na oLakhatA che te kahI dauM? "huM chuM mAnatA ja nathI. duzamanavaTAnA kephaTI gAMDa tamArA bagIcAnuM phUla." phUilavADI] banelAone amArI daDhatA ane kheladilIthI kRtrimatAnA Toce pahoMcelA mAnavIne, kudaratI jIvana saheje parAjaya thAya che. jIvavAnuM ane jIvananI chellI paLe paNa paropakArArthe amArA jIvananI vasaMtano lhAvo ni pasAra karavI joIe evuM saMbodhana kUla ApaNane kahI jAya che. svArthapaNe sahu keIne eka sarakhe Apa na vAM prakAzano | zrI nayana prInTIMga presa, haimaladhu prakriyA [ saTippana] pU. upA. zrI vinaya. che-paMDita matalAla jhaveracaMda vijayajI viracita vyAkaraNane suMdara graMtha. phama rIcIDa, senTrala beMkanI bAjumAM, kA.2-61 amadAvAda -30, pRSTha 480 kIMmata rUA. 5-0-0 pUrvAdha rU. 2-8-0* uttarArdha. 2-8-0 amAre tyAM dareka jAtanuM suMdara ane upadeza prAsAda bhA -3-pU.-A. vijayalakSmI- saphAIdAra chApakAma thAya che. surijI viracita vyAkhyAna upayogI graMtha. saMskRta-greTableka, jabrA, paikA, paikAbleka, vagere. pharma 35 kIMmata rUA. 10-0-0 nirNayasAgaraTAI5 taddana navA vasAvavAmAM AvyA che. upadeza-prAsAda-bhA.-4-upara pramANe [ maMtrAlaye ! ! gujarAtI-paikA, paikAbleka, savAI, greTa, geTapleka bhagavAna AdinAtha. le. pU. muni zrI niraMjana- vagere TAIpa taddana navA vasAvavAmAM AvyA che. vijyajI mahArAja sacitra 40 citra sAthe praka saMzodhana suMdara kathAnaka che. kIMmata rU. 2-8-0 hemIyopethIka cikitsAsAra bhA. 1-2. he... kaI paNa kupha prathama sudhAryA pachI ja grAhakone De. trikamalAla amathAzA. hemIopethIkana ba9cAra pahoMcADavAmAM Ave che, ane mazIna gupha paNa vAMcI aMge sArAmAM sArI rIte spaSTatA karavAmAM Avela sudhArI 5chI ja chapAya tevI vyavasthA rAkhI che. che, ane sAmAnya daradIne paNa sugamatA paDe graMthasaMpAdana tema che. kIMmata rUA. 5-0-0. koI paNa prAcIna prati uparathI presapI taiyAra karI vadhu mATe bRhata sUcipatra maMgAvo! 2 chApI ApavAnuM, graMthane anuvAda karavAnuM ke -:lakho : grAhakanI IcchA haze te mujaba graMtha taiyAra karI jasavaMtalAla giradharalAla zAha. chApI ApavA sudhInuM saMpUrNa kArya amAre 1238,rUpAsuracaMdanI piLa-amadAvAda, tyAM karI ApavAmAM Avaze.
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________________ ja AtmAne sAce alaMkAra suzIlatA: pU0 AcAryadeva zrImad vijayabhuvanatilakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja saMsAramAM moTAmAM moTuM koI paNa kalaMka hoya hega te suguNanA aMkurAne nirmala karI nAkhe che. te durAcAra che ane uMcAmAM uMco zaNagAra hAya eka kavi kahe che ke, "jyAM sudhI hRdaya-maMdite suzIlatA ja che. A te AryAvartanI bhUminA ramAM saguNarUpI bAlaka rame che tyAM sudhI haiyAmAM mAnavIonAM jIvanavrata jevI dRDha hakita che, A durAcAranI duSTa-rAkSasIo nathI peThI. jyAM durAcAranI samajAvavAnI jarUra ja na hoya. jema janmelA bALakane - kuvAsanAne vAsa hoya, tyAM vinaya-viveka-saddabhAvanAanya saMskAro te mAtA-pitAnI preraNAnI apekSA sudaSTi; A sadhaLAya suguNe vidAya mAMgI le che. rAkhe che, paNa zvAsa le-AhAra le-nidrA levI, vyavahAramAM paNa anubhavAya che ke, je putre kulasukha-duHkhanI asara A te ApoApa pedA thAya che; vArasAnI paraMparAthI susaMskArethI zobhatA hoya che, tema AryAvartamAM janmelAne sadAcAra e bhUSaNa che, teo viveka, vinaya, namratA, sahiSNutA, dhIratA, durAcAra e kalaMka che. A samajAvyA karatAM Ape - sthiratA, udAratA, ane suvicakSaNatA A sadhaLAya che Apa samajelA hoya che, ane hovA ja joIe suguNothI sadAya hajAre mAnavanI aiNinA bhautikae te sahaja pravRtti che. hAranA tarala jevA dIpI uThe che. suzIla eTale sadAcArI rAjA-mahArAjAo lAkho mAnavo para sattAne sadAcArI eTale suzIla A saghaLAya ane kArya koyaDe vIMchane vaza rAkhatA hoya, AjJA vartAvavA vAkyatvavALA prayoga che. sadAcAritA AvI eTale aneka khUna-khAra yudhdha khelIne zUravIratAnI chApa te vyakti Akha tarIke paNa gaNI zakAya che. prabhutA pADatA hoya paNa je teo durAcAranA davathI dAjhelA ane divyatA sadAcArInI bhaginIo che. heya te, tenI apakIrti evI prasare che ke, prajA chokaro sadAcArI hoya te pitA-mAtAnA haiyAne ThAre bhale bahArathI salAma kare, vinamratA dekhADe, paNa che, pitA ema vicAre che, ke A putra mArA kulane aMtaHkaraNamAM ene rAkSasathI, paNa halake mAne che, bhUSaka che ane durAcAranA duSTa mArgane pathika banela tiraskAra bhAvathI haiyuM tene nIca ane pApI gaNe putra kulane kalaMka lagADe che. kulane hINapata pahoMcADe che. rAjA-mahArAjAmAM udAratAne guNa ocho hoya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa, mAtA-pitAnA haiyAne bALe che. bhale pralobhana-vRttithI prajAnuM saghaLuMya dhana luMTI ane lokomAM paNa apayazanI kAlimA jAme che ane lete hoya, paNa sadAcArane eka guNa tenAmAM hoya kulamAM DAgha lagADe che. te te saghaLAya durgaNe DhaMkAI jAya che. garIba mANasa mAnavAmAM zuzIlatAne vArase te prAyaH paraMpaNa sadAcAramaya jIvana jIvate heya te te zrImaMta . parAthI ja maLe che. koI evA paNa banAva bane che, karatAMya meTa gaNAya che. zrImaMta thaIne durAcArI hoya te tenI kiMmata chuTI badAma jeTalIya paNa nathI ke uccakulamAM janmelo paNa kusaMskArothI sIMcAya che, aMkAtI pachI bhale pote pitAne prApta thayela lakSmInA pachI bApanA zubhanAmane, ujavala kItine baTTo bhadamAM pitAnI jAtane sethI mahAna mAne, sauthI lagADe che. eka kusaMskArarUpI kArame duzmana haiyAmAM vadhAre akkalavALe mAne, samAjanA mokhare te peThA pachI kayuM apakRtya vajaryuM rahe che ? eka bese paNa sajjananI DAyarImAM te e halakA mAna durAcAra duniyAmAM dareka kuvyasanene sevaDAve che; cerI vInI haroLamAM ja neMdhAyela hoya che. sadAcAra sagha jArI-madhapAna-mAMsAhAra AvAM aneka kuvyasano lAya suguNanI bhUmi che. saghaLAya suguNono janaka che, rajanA-nityanAM krama jevAM banI jAya che, sadhaLAya suguNone pedA karAvanAra siddhayaMtra che. jyAre dhana tana ane tirIyAnuM [ strI] durAcAra e durgadha jevo saghaLAya suguNone haMsaka dinarAta ciMtvana karanAra devanI sevA kyAMthI kare ! che. nAne paNa suguNa pedA thatuM hoya tyAre durAcArano gurunI vANI ane upAsanA oLAyelA dilavALAne
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________________ ': 182: kalyANa; juna-1951 kayAMthI ce ? ane dharmanI ArAdhanA te AvA devanI prasannatA mATe maMtra-jApanI jarUra ja nathI. mAnavIone svapnamAMya kayAMthI hoya ? preraNAthI ke suzIlatA ja sarva maMtrane guru che. suzIlatAthI ApoApa kala-zobhA ke, jAta-mobhe sAcavavA deva- idronAM acala Asana paNa DAle che. suzIlatA pUjA. guru-bhakita ane dharmakriyAonI ArAdhanA evI ajaba ilama-jAduI kalama che ke, saMsAranA karAya paNa pelA durvicArane jhaMjhAvAta subhAvone pratyeka mAnavIo paNa tenA dAsa bane che. saMsAsamaLago nAza karI nAkhe che. zabda-rU5 ranuM koI kArya suzIlo mATe azakya ke durArAdhya rahetuM rasa-gaMdha ane sparza A pAMceya indriya vinA nathI. vanamAM, janamAM, jalamAM ke sthaLamAM anekomAM ke mukhya sAdhana che. Idi A pAMceya-viSaye mAM ekAMtamAM suzIla mAnavI sadA prasanna rahe che. tanmaya bane che, pachI AtmA sva-svarUpa bhUlIne jaDa-saMge bhrAntimAM paDIne uccasthAnethI Ajane yuga. AjanuM vAtAvaraNa, AjanuM nIce paTakAya che. svabhAvaNi kubhAvarUpamAM palaTa zikSaNa ane AjanI pravRttio durAcAranA dardIta khAya che, pachI aneka subhAva janaka sAdhana maLe raste ghaseDI jAya che. je maryAdAo, je sImAo, te ya svasvarUpamAM AvavuM duSkara che, je samAja-niyamane Aja sudhI hatAM te suzIlatAnA A pAMceya viSaye AtmAne bhAna-bhUlo banAvI rakSaNanI pilAdI-killebaMdhI hatI. paNa savasva-guNane visAre pADe che. durAcAra eTale iniA samanvayane masta ane melo menI jAgatAM ja kSaNajIvI sukhAbhAsomAM tanmayatA ane sadAcAritA mayadAonI bhAMga-teDa zarU thaI. varSothI e kupraeTale ikiyenA viSayajanya sukhanI sAcI oLakha kriyA cAlatAM Aje e pariNAma AvyuM ke, koI ane tenuM saMyamana-tyAga. suzIlatAne guNa mAna- sAMbhaLavA taiyAra nahi, Aje te pitA-putra, vAmAM AvatAM Idri ane manane vijaya meLavAya mAtA-dIkarI, zeTha. nokara, guru-ziSya. sarvane che. manane vijaya meLavyA pachI e vyakti suzIla svachaMdatAnA che e vinaya, viveka, dhIratA, sthiratA, banatI ja jAya che, ane aMtamAM manano vijaya ane sahiSNutA A saghaLuMya bhUlAvI dIdhuM che. suzIlatA AtmAnI sAcI jhaLahaLatI jyota jAge che. sarva AryAvarta mAM eka Adarza ane zobhanika bhUSaNa hatuM. karmonuM baMdhanakendra mana che ane iki doraDAM che; anya dezIya prajA ahIM AvIne A bhUSaNanI baMdhana-kendra para je vijaya meLavyo te deraDAM oTo prazaMsA karatI ane svadezamAM laI javA mathatI hatI. meTIka kaDhAIne tUTI jAya che, pachI punabaMdhaktA jyAre A yuganI havAe A saMskArI dezanI prajAne nathI rahetI, athavA AtmA nirAbAdha, anaMta. anya dezane kacare vaLagADyo.. akhaMDa, pracaMDa niraMtara sukhane mATe mAlIka banI e AryAvartanI saMskArI prajA ! e bese che. suzIlatA ja vijayanuM sopAna che. suzI- dharma sudhAvAhinI bhAratamAtA ! suzIlatAne latA ja anaMta sukhane aMza che. suzIlatA ja zaNagAra sajaja ane kurUThI tAja ! divyatA ane prabhutAnuM pratIka che. suzIla mAnavone to ja kaMI vAgaze gaja, jarAya nahiM lajaja! zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya [vidyArthinI jaina skolarazipa) muMbaI yunivarsiTInI enTransa agara te esa. esa. sI. parIkSAmAM savathI vizeSa guNa prApta karanAra ane kelejamAM AgaLa abhyAsa karavAnI kabulAta ApanAra zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina vidyArthInIne "zrImatI lIlAvatI bhoLAbhAI mohanalAla jhaverI jena kelarazipa ApavAmAM Avaze. arajI patraka zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanI zevALI Teka reDa, muMbaI 26nI ochIsethI maLaze. arajI patraka 5 mI julAI 151 sudhI svIkAravAmAM Avaze.
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________________ sA hi 0 - 0 nAM 0kSI 0 2 0 nI 0ra saMdeza sudhA; lekhaka: pU. paMnyAsajI zrI pravINa caityavaMdana, stavana, thayo, navapada mahimA varNana, snAtra vijayajI gaNivara, sahAyakaH pU. munirAja zrI mahimA- pUjA, navapada pUjA temaja anya vividha tapanI ArAvijayajI mahArAjanA sadupadezathI zrI jaina saMdha- dhana vidhino suMdara saMgraha karyo che. oLInuM ArAtalagAma-dAbhADA, kiMmataH vAMcana-manana, krAuna seLa dhana karanAra AtmAone gharamAM vasAvavA jevuM che. pijI 100 peja. bALajIvone upayogI judA judA sAthe navapada bhagavaMtanAM mahAsyapara "zrIpAla caritra' viSaya paranA TUMkA lekhene A saMgraha che. pU0 TuMkamAM saraLa bhASAmAM saMkalita karIne mUkyuM che. paMnyAsajInI suMdara ane saraLa zailI vAMcakonA hRdayane jaina tatvajJAna praznottara: prakAzakaH zrI bAvacaMda AkarSI zake ema che. piSTajanA be AnA mokala- jecaMda zAha pAlItANuM [aurASTa] krAuna soLa pejI vAthI darekane bheTa maLe che. 88 peja mUlya 0-8-0 jaina dharma aMgenuM jJAna cAra prakaraNa-traNa bhASya sAthe: prakAzaka: zrI prattararUpe saraLa bhASAmAM raju thayuM che. prazna ane amRtalAla puratamadAsa The, DozIvADAnI poLa, amadA- uttara e rIte jainatattvajJAnane samajavAmAM saraLatA vAda, krAuna soLa peja 360 peja, halakalotha bAI- rahe tema che. pAThazALAo mATe khAsa upayogI che. DIMga mUlya rUA. 4-0-0: cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya pAMtrIza bola athavA mANasAI eTale zuM? ane tattvArthAdhigamasUtra artha sahita che. artha, lekhakaH munizrI ratnacaMdajI mahArAja prakAzaka: jaina zabdArtha ane vivecana ThIka pramANamAM karyuM che, ethI siddhAMta sabhA 259, lemIMgTana roDa, zAMtisadana, pAThazALAmAM bhaNatA vidyArthI-vidyArthInIone upayogI muMbaI-7 seLa pejI 136 peja: kimata sadupayoga. che. A enI 3 jI AvRtti che. prakAzakane be AnA paTeja mekalavAthI bheTa maLe che. vijaya prasthAna: anuvAdaka: zrI narottamadAsa pustakanuM geTa apa suMdara che, tema lakhANuM paNa suMdara amulakhabhAI kapAzI ela. ela. bI. eDavokeTa che. mANase mANasAI pragaTa karavI hoya te pAMtrIsa muMbaI, prakAzaka: zrI kaMcanabena amulakhabhAI pAsI guNenuM AcaraNa karavuM jarUrI che, e hakIkta pustaka phusakepa sAIjha 192 peja. indriya parAjayazataka, vAra vAMcatAM saheje samajAya che. zrAddhavidhi, vairAgyazataka, saMbedhasittari A cArenI jinabhakti e muktidUti prayojaka: muni mULa gAthAo pUrvAcArya kRta che, paNa e gAthA. mahArAja lalitamuni mahArAja. prakAzaka: metA nagInaeno anuvAda ane vivecana, bhAIzrI kapAsIe suMdara dAsa tulasIdAsa The. mAMDavI, TAvara pAse, jAmanagara rIte karyuM che. AtmAthI jIvone Atma jAgRti mATe krAuna soLa pejI 76+48+36=160 peja, mUlya upayogI svAdhyAya che. eka rUpIo. 1 lA vibhAgamAM stavano, 2 jA vibhAstavanamaMjarI: saMjaka pU. munirAja zrI gamAM aSTaprakArI pUjAnI samajaNa ane 3 jA vibhAcaMdraprabhavijayajI mahArAja, saMpAdakaH zrI amRtalAla gamAM snAtrapUjA artha sahita vagerene saMgraha che. mehanalAla saMghavI prakAzaka: zrI neminAtha jaina brahma- sAdhanamAlAgAva2 saMsthAtarathI nIce caryAzrama cAMdavaDa. mUlya 0-8-0 keTalAMka navAM stavano mujaba nAnI pustikAo maLI, che tene sAbhAra ane gIta saMgraha che. svIkAra karIe chIe. badhI pustikAo hindI navapada ArAdhana vidhi saMpAdaka: pU. bhASAmAM che. paMnyAsa zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara prAptisthAnaH pavitratA ke patha para lekhakaH muni zrI amarasomacaMda DI. zAha jIvananivAsa sAme pAlItANA. caMdrajI mahArAja mUlya be AnA. Atma niyaMtraNa krAuna soLa pejI 128+32 160 peja mUlya 1-4-0 saMgrahakartA zrI navaratnamalajI rAMkA mUlya be AnA. naveya divasane navapada ArAdhanane vidhi, navapadanAM hama vaibhavazAbhi-prabhAvazAli kese bane ?
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________________ : 184: kalyANa, jIna-1951 jainaprakAza 'nAmanA pAkSikamAMthI uSkRtaH mUlya sADA traNa AnA. cAgaSTi samuccaya vivecakaH De. bhagavAnadAsa manasukhabhAi mahetA ema. bI. bI. esa. prakAzakaH zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA. nepacyuna bilDIMga hobIrADa muMbai 1. krAuna ATha pejI 76 8 peja hAlakalAtha khAinDIMga. suMdara geTa apa chatAM mUlya zuM cha [TAiTala peja 3 jA nuM cAlu] bheLavavAmAM AvyuM che, pariNAme mahArASTra ukaLI uThayu che......vaDAdarAnA narezane rAjavI tarIke nahi svIkAranA hiMdI sarakAranA niCyanI hAme temaNe karelI arajI na svIkArAi......pAkIstAnamAM sarakArane uthalAvI pADavAnA kAvatrA mATe pakaDAyelAe slAme jUnanA khIjA aThavADIyAmAM haidrAbAda-siMdhakhAte khAsa TrIbyunala samakSa kAma cAlaze...' haMsa-mayUra ' pustaka jemAM pU. zrI kAlikAcAya tathA sAdhvI sarasvatInI niMdA cItaravAmAM AvI che, te vRndAvanazarmAnuM aitihA sika hIndI nATaka uttara pradezano sarakAre tene kAlejanA inTaraArTasanA abhyAsakramamAMthI rada karyu che...... kezarIyAjInA bhaMDAramAMthI keTalIka rakama A samAjanA gurUkulamAM Ana tarIke levAnuM rAjasthAna sarakAre harAvyuM che, ema jANavA mayu che......sthAnakavAsI sAdhu sa Mmelana TuMka samayamAM maLavAnAM vartamAna mhAra AvyA che......pATaNakhAte DahelAvALA pU. zrI rAmavijayajI gaNine sUri padArpaNanA mahAtsava ujavAyA hatA......sArASTranA jANItA luTArU bhUpata, dararoja navAM-navA tAkAnA macAvye ja jAya che, chatAM saiArASTra sarakAra hajI tene pIcho pakaDI zakatI nathI........ kArIyAnA yuddhanA aMta hajI sudhI najIkamAM jaNAi nathI......pAka-aphadhAna vacce sadhaNu vadhatuM cAle che.nepALanu rAjakaraNa haju asthira rahyuM che... muMbai, kalakattA jevA zaherAmAM vAraMvAra dhADA paDI rahI che...tibeTamAM razIyA ghusI gayuM che... razIyAmAMthI 50 hajAra Tana anAja hiMdamAM AvyuM, amerikAe 4 lAkha Tana anAja mokalAvyu`...esa. esa. sI. nuM muMbai ilAkAnuM pariNAma mhAra paDayu, jemAM 6703 beThA hatA, ane 27206 pAsa thayA che. tA. 5-6-51. mULa graMthanA kartA maharSi zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja che, enA upara DeA. bhagavAnadAsabhAie dhaNAM TAMcaNA ApI viSayane saraLa banAvavA savistara vivecana lakhyuM che. adhyAtma yAganA abhyAsIone A graMtha upayAgI banaze. graMtha daLadAra ane uMcA kAgaLA hovA chatAM kiMmata ghaNI alpa che. zrI maheAdhya presanuM sudhaDa te svaccha chApakAma jotAM pustaka hAthamAM levAnuM mana thAya ema che. zrI manasukhalAlabhAie peAtAnAM dharmapatnI lIlAvatIbenanA smaraNArthe A pustaka prakAzita karyuM che, AcAya deva zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAja jevA sama zAsanaprabhAvaka jyotidharanA yogaviSayaka gaMbhIra graMtha para, anyAnya zAstragranyAnuM khUba ja uMDA abhyA sanA pariNAme vivecana lakhAya e icchanIya che. te sAhityanA abhyAsI mATe AzirvAdarUpa bane. ja te vivecana, talasparzI, mananIya tathA yAgamAnA gujarAtanA nAtha rUperI paDade: lekhaka zrI jayabhikhkhu zrI * jaina satyaprakAza ' nAmanA mAsikamAM pragaTa thayelA e lekhA pustikArUpe amane samAleAyanAthe maLyA che. ApaNA aitihAsika mahApurUSone rUperI paDade lAvavA mATe je caLavaLa cAlI rahI che, tenA pratIkArarUpe A pustikAnuM prakAzana thayu che. gUja rAtanA nAtha' pustakamAM gUjaradezanA jaina mahAmAtya zrI udayana jevI vibhUtine kheDUMdI cItarI che, tenI slAme vidvAna lekhake suMdara prakAza pADyo che. RSima 3jItavA nam [prata] prakAzakaH pU. panyAsajI zrImad bhakitavijayajI gaNivaranA sadupadezathI tapagaccha jaina saMdha-rAMdhejA [U. gU.] uMcA lejara kAgaLanAM 26 peja mUlya 0-6-0 pU. panyAsa zrI mAnavijayajI mahArAja tathA pU. paMnyAsa zrI kAMtivijayajI mahArAje sa MpAdana karyuM che. zrI RSimaMDalanI 162 gAthAo ane tenA uparanI zrI dharmadhoSasUrijInI avasUri che. tattvataraMgiNI TIkAnuvAda :anuvAda kartA: pU. AcAya deva zrImad vijayajammUsUrIzvarajI mahArAja prakAzaka: zrI muktAbAI jaina jJAnamadira DabhAI krAuna A peja 72 peja mUlya 1-0-0 patithinI ArAdhana! a MgenI vicAraNA A graMthamAM thai che. [anya pustakonI samIkSA have pachI ]
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________________ (5) nA paramAtmAnI pUjanA... inAmI yAjanAnu pariNAma.. ughADI AMkhe........ kedAranAthanu kaMkaNuM.. jyAta........ nArIka ja... upekSA.. 10 137 .kAryAlaya taraphathI 138 .zrI pannAlAla ja. mazAlIA 140 pU. 5. zrI pravINavijayajI ga. 141 ........ke, zrI niveditAnhena 142 zrI prazAMta 143 zrI jayakIrti 146 zakA-samAdhAna............pU. A. zrI vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI ma 148 ........ pU. paM. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 151 ..........zrI 154 saraLatA....... hiMsAnuM dhAra tAMDava,.... inAmI yAjanA na. 2... caMdanabALA........... .kAryAlaya taraphathI 155 .zrI manava tarAya maNIlAla 157 .zrI pakaja 159 bAla jagata......... dharma mahAtsaveAnI sTAme...pU. A. zrI vijayarAmaca drasurIzvarajI ma. 162 vakIla kezarIyAM temacaMda 165 suvicAramALA..... ceka. te ................. zrI kAMtilAla mohanalAla trivedI 167 chevaTe tene AtmA jAgyA ............. ...zrI cImanalAla zAha 169 prakAzanAM kiraNo.......... ....zrI bhadrabhAnuM 170 zrI maphatalAla saMghavI 173 zAzvata sukhane adhikArI............ madhapuDA..... phUla ane phorama. .....zrI madhukara 174 zrI ena. bI. zAha 177 sAce. ala kAra.........pU. A. zrI vijayajIvanatilakasUrijI ma. 181 sAhityanAM kSIra-nIra, zrI caMdra 183 rU|. 25) zrI meAhanalAla DI. zeThe kalakattA, / . 21) zrI manasukhalAla dIpaca6 sAvara kuMDalA-sAdhvIthI darzI nazrIjI mahArAjanAM ziSyA ha pUrNAzrIjInI dIkSA nimitte, za. 11) mahetA caMdulAla nagInadAsa khaDakI-pU. paMnyAsa zrI pravINavijayajI gaNivaranA ziSyaratna pU. munirAja zrI mahimAvijayajI mahArAjazrInI zubhapreraNAthI. pU. paMnyAsa zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivaranA ziSyaratna pU. munirAja zrI mahimAvijayajI mahArAjazrInI zubhapreraNAthI thayelAM sabhyAnAM zubhanAmA - za. 11) zrI popaTalAla dIpacaMda zAha karADa rUA. 11) zrI mehanalAla tukArAma rahImatapura su20 nA * eka aMgrejI mahInAnI 15 mI tArIkhe pragaTa thAya che, te tA. 21 mI sudhI rAha joyA pachI maLyA hoya to turata lakhavu . * InAmI yojanAmAM bhAga letA bhAi mhetAe kupatA buka-poSTathI mokalavAM. kupanamAM eDresa sivAya anya kAMi lakhavu nahi. neTapeDa svIkArAtAM nathI, aMka * kupananI nakala tamArI pAse rAkhavI jarUrI che, inAmI yAjanAnA pariNAmamAM eka bhUlamAM 22 muM nAma A mujaba che. zrI ramaNIkalAla pI. dozI mubai, 1 * lavAjama purU thayAnI khAra kArDathI apAya che, chatAM ghaNA grAhaka bandhue upekSA seve che ane jyAre vI. pI. ravAnA thAya che tyAre pAchuM dhakele che A vyAjakhI nathI. grAhaka tarIke rahevA bhAvanA na ja hoya te kArDathI kAryAlayane jaNAvavuM. - vI. pI.nI rAha jovA karatAM manIe rathI lavAjama mokalavAmAM Ave te posTejanA 0-9-0 kheMce che, ane mAsika vahelu maLe che, uparAMta amane sagavaDatA rahe che. * patravyavahAra ke manIorDara karatI vakhate 'grAhaka naMbara' avazya lakhavA. A kalyANa'mAsikanAna vA darza grAhako banAvI ApanArane eka varSa 'kalyANa' krI mokalIe chIe. * inAmI yojanAnu pariNAma jANavA mATe 128 muM peja ane inAmI yAjanA na. 2 mAM bhAga prema mA thayo
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________________ Reg. No. 4925 PRAKaa .62 - je 'pa-che- 2 0 0 ] 1-4-0 ma gAyA ! lAibrerIne zaNagAre evAM dhArmika suMdara prakAzano kariyAvara DagamagatuM' siMhAsana 4-0-7 AvakadharmavidhAna - 7-8-0 | IlAcIkumAra -8-0 zrAvidhi bhASAMtara 6 - 0-| puruSArtha 4-8- 0 jIvananI diza, 1- 8-cha | bhagavAna RSabhadeva 4-8-3 dharmanI dizA nara kezvarI vA narakesarI, 4-8-7 varSaprakhadha yAne aSTAMga nimittA 6 - 0 = 0 suMdarIono zaNagAra 4-0-0 vikramacaritra namaskAra mahAmaMtra 2-8-0. sihAsana batrIsI. zAMtinAtha caritra 9-8-1 purIyAdANI pArzvanAtha saMdhapati caritra 6-6-0 damayaMtI caritra Ala graMthAvali pra. zreNI hamIragaDha *o-8-0 bAla graMthAvali bI, eNI rAjA zrIpALa amara balidAna 1-8-0 Abu pradakSiNA re-8-0 maharSi metA rAja 447 acalagaDha | rA'khezvara pArzvanAtha 1-6 -0 vasu devahiDI 150 0.0 | pArzvanAtha caritra citra jainadharmanI prANIkathAo 1-6-| tejapAlatA vijaya rAtre jaya tIrtha darzana 18 0 | Arabhasiddhi '3 -0- 8 jana (svAdA Apa rananA rAnuM 4 8-8 / hiMmate mAM 1-8-0 mahiyAraNuM javAmarda bhAga 1-2 2-8 0 laghutrizaSTi zalAkA puruSa parva 1 thI 10 12-8-0 samarAditya kevaLI caritra 5=0 0 0 syulibhadra Yolto cogadaSTi samuccaya 9=0=0 vikramAditya hemu pa- - 0 pavitratAmAM prabhutA pa00. bhAgya-nirmANa 3-Y- jaina tattvajJAna praznottara 0-12-0 devakumAra zuM che ? matsya lAgela 4-8-0 vIradhu rmanI vAto bhAga 1 lo 2-8 0 | jIvana pravAha ka che - 9 soLa satI 1- | kasuvadha 3-0 - 0 mahAdevIe 3-8-9 | AbarUnI bhitaramAM bhagavAna mahInAtha 2-8-0 | subhadrA devI 4 - 7 - 0 premabhakata jayadeva 4-4- 7 zIlanI Adarza kathAo 4-8- 0 gUjarezvara kumArapALa bhA. 1-2 . 9- - $ jaga zAha 3 - 00 kumArapALa rAjAnA zAsanuM rahasya pa-0-7 caMdanabALA 3 - 09 | yogazAstra bhASAMtara, 7-8-che - rUA, pacAsa uparAMtanA mAla maMgAvanArane savA cha TakA kamIzana maLaze. lIkha maMgAvo sAmacaMdra DI. zAha : jIvana nivAsa sAme--pAlItANI [ saurASTra ] 3 0 0 6 -0 - e. che?