Jinsutra Lecture 62 Yad Ghar Bulane Lagi

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340162/1

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M ikatIsavAM pravacana yAda ghara bulAne lagI 2010 03

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SANE 34 ___Na vi dukkhaM Na vi sukkhaM, Na vi pIDA va vijjade baahaa| Na vi maraNaM Na vi jaNaNaM, tattheva ya hoI nnivvaannN||156|| Brea Na vi iMdiya uvasaggA, Na vi moho vimhayo Na NiddA y| Na ya tiNhA Neva chuhA, tattheva ya hoi NivvANaM / / 157 / / Na vi kammaM Nokamma, Na vi ciMtA Neva attttruddaanni| Na vi dhammasukkajhANe, tattheva ya hoi nnivvaannN||158|| MARHI NivvANaM ti avAhaMti, siddhI logAggameva y| khemaM sivaM aNAbAhaM, jaM caraMti mhesinno||159|| A R lAua eraNDaphale, aggIdhUme usa dhnnuvimukke| gai puvvapaogeNaM, evaM siddhANa vi gatI tu||160 / / RORAMANTARRARIA avvAbAhamaNiMdiya-maNovamaM puNNapAvaNimmukkaM / puNarAgamaNavirahiyaM, NiccaM acalaM aNAlaMbaM / / 16 / / CON chAtrA 2010_03 www.jainelibrery.org

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pA nI para tiratA hai AInA uThatI ho| AMkha jhilamilAne lagI vAsanA kA artha hI hai ki jo hama haiM, usameM rasa nahIM A rahA, pAta-pAta DolatI hai prArthanA kucha aura honA caahie| cAha kA artha hI hai becainii| cAha uThatI sAMjha gunagunAne lagI hI becainI se| rAhata nahIM hai| koI kAMTA cubha rahA hai| koI roka lUM maiM bAdaloM kI ghaMTiyAM atRpti saba tarapha se ghere hai| saba mila jAtA hai| phira bhI bajane se puravA ke pAMva meM atRpti vaisI kI vaisI banI rahatI hai--achUtI, asprshit| jhalakane lagI pIlI battiyAM dharma kA janma manuSya ke bhItara isa mahata ghaTanA se hotA jale hue dIpoM ke gAMva meM hai--becainI kI isa ghaTanA se hotA hai| jaise paradeza meM haiM, jahAM na aMdhakAra jhUlatA hai pAlanA | koI apanI bhASA samajhatA, na koI apanA hai| jahAM saba saMbaMdha yAda ghara bulAne lagI sAMyogika haiN| jahAM saba saMbaMdha mana ke manAye hue haiM; vAstavika yAda ghara bulAne lagI! ina thor3e-se zabdoM meM sAre dharma kA sAra | nahIM haiN| aura jahAM pAnI kA dhokhA to bahuta milatA hai, pAnI nahIM hai--yAda ghara bulAne lgii| jahAM hama haiM, vahAM hama tRpta nhiiN| jo | milatA-mRga-marIcikA hai| dUra se dikhAI par3atA jala kA | hama haiM usase hama tRpta nhiiN| eka bAta nizcita hai ki hama apane | srota, pAsa Ate reta hI reta raha jAtI hai| ghara nahIM, kahIM paradeza meM haiN| kahIM ajanabI kI bhAMti bhaTaka gae isa bhaTakAva ko hama kahate haiM sNsaar| isa bhaTakAva meM ghara kI haiN| kahAM jAnA hai yaha bhalA patA na ho, lekina itanA sabhI ko yAda Ane lagI to dharma kI zuruAta huii| patA hai ki jahAM hama haiM, vahAM nahIM honA caahie| pAnI para tiratA hai AInA eka becainI hai| kucha bhI karo, kitanA hI dhana kamAo, kitanI | AMkha jhilamilAne lagI hI pada-pratiSThA juTAo, kucha kamI hai, jo miTatI nhiiN| koI | agara bAhara dekha-dekhakara Uba paidA ho gaI ho, dekha-dekhakara ghAva hai, jo bharatA nhiiN| koI pukAra hai jo bhItara kahe hI calI | dekha liyA ho, kucha dekhane jaisA nahIM hai, AMkha jhapakane lagI ho, jAtI hai| yaha bhI nahIM, yaha bhI nahIM; kahIM aura clo| khojo bhItara dekhane kA khayAla uThane lagA ho, AMkha baMda karake dekhane ghr| dvAra-dvAra daravAje-daravAje dastaka die| na mAlUma kitane- kA bhAva jagane lagA ho to ho gaI shuruaat| kitane janmoM meM, kitane-kitane DhaMga se apane ghara ko khojA hai| hAtha bhara-bharake dekha lie, jaba pAyA taba rAkha se bhare paayaa| magara sArI khoja eka hI bAta kI hai ki koI aisA sthAna ho. kabhI hIroM se bharA lekina hIre rAkha ho ge| sone se bharA. sonA jahAM tRpti ho| koI aisI bhAvadazA ho, jisameM koI vAsanA na miTTI ho gyaa| saMbaMdhoM se bharA, tathAkathita prema se bharA aura saba 6331 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 aMtataH mUlyahIna siddha huaa| aura aba hAtha ko aura bharane kI lekina satya kA anubhava aisA hai ki usase milatA huA koI AkAMkSA na rhii| | bhI anubhava isa saMsAra meM nahIM hai| jo bAhara dekhA hai usase kisI pAta-pAta DolatI hai prArthanA se bhI jo bhItara darzana hote haiM, usakA tAlamela nhiiN| jo paradeza sAMjha gunagunAne lgii| meM jAnA hai aura jo svadeza lauTane kA anubhava hotA hai, use to jisa dina bAhara se AMkha haTane lagatI hai, usI dinaH | paradeza kI bhASA meM kahane kA koI upAya nhiiN| pAta-pAta DolatI hai prArthanA to yaha svabhAva ko vibhAva meM kahane kI ceSTA hai| sAMjha gunagunAne lagI rahimana bAta agamya kI kahana-sunana kI nAhIM to aba ghara jAne kA samaya karIba A gyaa| je jAnata te kahata nahIM, kahata te jAnata nAhIM bAhara se ghara kI tarapha lauTane lage aura abhI ghara kucha bAta aisI hai agamya kI, ki kahane-sunane kI nahIM hai| jo nahIM pahuMce-bIca kA par3Ava hai| jo saMsAra meM haiM unake hRdaya meM jAnate haiM, kahate nhiiN| jo kahate haiM, jAnate nhiiN| prArthanA nahIM utthtii| jo paramAtmA meM pahuMca gae, unako prArthanA kI isakA yaha artha nahIM ki jAnanevAloM ne nahIM kahA hai; kahA hai jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| prArthanA setu hai bAhara se bhItara Ane kA; aura kahakara bhI kaha nahIM pAyA hai| kahA hai aura phira kahA ki paradeza se svadeza Ane kA: vibhAva se svabhAva meM Ane kaa| kaha nahIM paae| phira-phira kahA hai| mahAvIra jIvanabhara nirvANa ke pAta-pAta DolatI hai prArthanA saMbaMdha meM aneka-aneka DhaMgoM se, aneka-aneka izAroM kA sAMjha gunagunAne lgii| upayoga karake bolate rahe, lekina kaise kaho use? kaise kaho saMsAra kI sAMjha A gii| aura jo saMsAra kI sAMjha hai vahI | | use, jo zabdoM ke zUnya ho jAne para anubhava hotA hai? kaise kaho nirvANa kI subaha hai| use, jo bhASA ke atikramaNa para anubhava hotA hai? kaise kaho roka lUM maiM bAdaloM kI ghaMTiyAM use, jo ghara ke bhItara Ane kA anubhava hotA hai? bajane se puravA ke pAMva meM bhASA to saba ghara ke bAhara kI hai| bhASA to saba bAjArU hai| jhalakane lagI pIlI battiyAM bhASA to dUsare se bolane ke lie hai| jaba tuma akele ho, jale hue dIpoM ke gAMva meM bilakula akele ho, apane nitAMta svarUpa meM A gae, vahAM koI aMdhakAra jhUlatA hai pAlanA dUsarA nahIM hai to bhASA kA koI prayojana nahIM hai| vahAM bolane kA yAda ghara bulAne lgii| koI upAya nahIM hai| vahAM to parama mauna hai| Aja ke sUtra mahAvIra kI aMtima niSpattiyAM haiN| ye sUtra nirvANa apane se bAhara gae, dUsare se mile-jule, saMbaMdha banAyA to ke haiN| ye sUtra ghara A gae vyakti kA AkhirI vaktavya hai| ye bolanA par3atA hai| to aisA nahIM hai ki jinhoMne jAnA, nahIM bolA, haiM, jo kahe nahIM jA sakate, jinheM kahane kI ceSTA bhara kI lekina bola-bolakara bhI bola nahIM paae| bola-bolakara aMtataH jA sakatI hai| ye sUtra aise haiM, jo abhivyakta nahIM hote, bhASA yahI kahA ki kSamA karanA, hama jo kahate the, vaha kaha nahIM paae| choTI par3atI hai, zabda saMkIrNa haiN| aura virATa ko saMkIrNa zabdoM lekina phira bhI jinhoMne kahA hai unameM mahAvIra kA vaktavya ke sahAre lAnA par3atA hai| atyadhika vaijJAnika hai| vaijJAnika honA kaThina hai, lekina agara isalie ina zabdoM ko bahuta kasakara mata pkdd'naa| inheM bahuta sAre vaktavyoM ko taulA jAe to mahAvIra kA vaktavya sahAnubhUti se, bahuta zraddhA se bhASA kI asamarthatA ko yAda rakhate ativaijJAnika hai| satya ko dekhA jAe, taba to bahuta dUra hai satya hue smjhnaa| se| sabhI vaktavya dUra hote haiN| aura vaktavyoM ko dekhA jAe to eka to gaNita kI bhASA hotI hai, jahAM do aura do cAra hote haiN| nikaTatama hai| basa, do aura do cAra hotA aura kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| saba pahalA sUtraH sIdhA-sApha hotA hai| Na vi dukkhaM Na vi sukkhaM, Na vi pIDA Neva vijjade baahaa| 634] Main Education International 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI Na vi maraNaM Na vi jaNaNaM, tattheva ya hoi nnivvaannN|| usI-usI vRkSa ke nIce Akara baitthoge| phira agara koI 'jahAM na dukha hai na sukha, na pIr3A hai na bAdhA, na maraNa hai na lakar3ahArA kisI dina usa vRkSa ko kATane A gayA to tuma lar3ane janma, vahIM nirvANa hai|' ko taiyAra ho jAoge ki mata kaatto| yaha merA vRkSa hai| aba yaha bhI kacha kahanA haA? yaha to 'nahIM' se kahanA bhAgoge kahAM? jahAM jAoge...saMsAra to saMsAra hai, vahAM to huA, nakAra se kahanA huaa| kyA nahIM hai vahAM, yaha khaa| kyA hamezA do haiN| hai, yaha to kahA nhiiN| kyA hai use kahA bhI nahIM jA sktaa| isalie saMnyAsa kA artha hotA hai; akele hone kI kssmtaa| yaha to aise hI huA, ki kisI svastha AdamI ko hamane kahA akelA honA nahIM, akele hone kI kssmtaa| jahAM bhI ho, yaha ki, na TI. bI. hai, na kaiMsara hai usameM, na maleriyA lagA hai, na smaraNa banA rahe ki 'maiM akelA huuN|' taba bIca-bAjAra meM tuma plega huI; svastha hai| svAsthya ko batAyA, bImAriyAM nahIM haiM saMnyAsI ho| gRhastha hokara saMnyAsI ho| patnI hai, bacce haiM, isse| yaha koI svAsthya kI paribhASA huI? bImAriyoM kA dukAna hai, bAjAra hai-tuma saMnyAsI ho| itanI yAda banI rahe ki abhAva svAsthya hai? lekina basa yahI nikaTatama paribhASA hai| maiM akelA huuN|' svAsthya to jyAdA hai bImAriyoM ke abhAva se| svAsthya kI to tuma apane ko do meM bAMTane kI Adata chor3a do| apanI vidhAyakatA hai| svAsthya kI to apanI upasthiti hai| 'jahAM na dukha na sukha, na pIr3A na bAdhA, na maraNa na janma, vahIM khayAla kiyA? siradarda na ho to jarUrI nahIM hai ki sira svastha | nirvANa hai|' ho| jaise siradarda nakAra kI tarapha le jAtA hai, pIr3A kI tarapha le nadiyAM do-do apAra, bahatI haiM viparIta chora jAtA hai, aisA sira kA svAsthya AnaMda kI tarapha le jaaegaa| darda kaba taka maiM donoM dhArAoM meM sAtha bahUM kA na honA to madhya meM huA, donoM ke madhya meM huaa| darda kA honA o mere sUtradhAra! eka ati, svAsthya kA honA eka ati, donoM ke madhya meM huI naukAeM do bhArI alaga-alaga dizA meM jAtI itanI-sI bAta ki darda nahIM hai| kaba taka maiM donoM ko sAtha-sAtha khetA rahUM agara koI tumase pUche, kaise ho? tuma kaho, dukhI nahIM haiM, to eka deha kI patavAra! vaha bhI thor3A ciMtita hogaa| tuma yaha nahIM kaha rahe ho ki sukhI | do-do daravAje haiM alaga-alaga kSitijoM meM ho, tuma itanA hI kaha rahe ho ki dukhI nahIM huuN| jarUrI nahIM ki kaba taka maiM donoM kI dehariyAM lAMghA karUM tuma sukhI ho| dukha kA na honA sukha ke hone ke lie zarta to hai eka sAtha! lekina sukha ke hone kI paribhASA nahIM hai| para majabUrI hai| choTI-sI merI kathA, choTA-sA ghaTanA krama usa parama satya ko hama itanA hI kaha sakate haiM ki saMsAra nahIM havA ke bhaMvara-sA palavyApI yaha itihAsa hai| nirvANa saMsAra nahIM hai| ina sAre sUtroM meM alaga-alaga DhaMga TUTe hue asaMbaddha Tukar3oM meM bAMTa diyA tumane se mahAvIra yahI kahate haiM ki saMsAra nahIM hai| o adRzya virodhAbhAsa! na vahAM dukha, na sukh| sukha aura dukha saMsAra hai| dvaMdva saMsAra | jaise AdamI do nAvoM para sAtha-sAtha savAra ho aura donoM nAveM hai| do ke bIca satata saMgharSa saMsAra hai| isalie saMnyAsI kA artha viparIta dizAoM meM jAtI hoM, aisA hai sNsaar| jaise AdamI do hotA hai, jisane akelA honA sIkha liyaa| isakA yaha artha nahIM daravAjoM se eka sAtha praveza karane kI koziza kara rahA ho aura hotA ki jaMgala bhAgakara akelA ho gyaa| kyoMki isa saMsAra meM donoM daravAje itane dUra hoM jaise jamIna aura AkAza, aisA hai akele hone kA to koI upAya nahIM hai| sNsaar| jaise koI eka hI sAtha janmanA bhI cAhatA ho aura marane jaMgala meM rahoge to bhI akele nahIM ho| baiThoge vRkSa ke nIce, se bhI bacanA cAhatA ho, do viparIta AkAMkSAeM kara rahA ho aura .kauA bITa kara jaaegaa| saMbaMdha jur3a gayA krodha kaa| baiThoge vRkSa donoM ke bIca ulajha rahA ho, parezAna ho rahA ho, aisA hai sNsaar| ke nIce, vRkSa chAyA degaa| saMbaMdha jur3a gayA rAga kaa| phira hamArI sabhI AkAMkSAeM viparIta haiN| ise thor3A smjhnaa| 635 __ 2010_03

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jina satra bhAgaH to maiM isakI samajha tumhAre bhItara eka dIye ko janma de degii| eka tarapha | mAMgate haiN| tuma cAhate ho, dUsare loga mujhe sammAna deM aura dUsarI tarapha tuma maiMne sunA hai, zekha pharIda se eka dhanapati ne kahA, yaha bar3I cAhate ho, koI apamAna na kre| sAdhAraNataH dikhAI par3atA hai ina ajIba bAta hai| maiM tumhAre pAsa AtA hUM to sadA jJAna kI, AtmA donoM meM virodha kahAM? kI, paramAtmA kI bAta karatA huuN| tuma jaba kabhI Ate ho to tuma ina donoM meM virodha hai| yaha tuma do naukAoM para savAra ho ge| sadA dhana mAMgate Ate ho| to sAMsArika kauna hai? isakA vizleSaNa karoH tuma cAhate ho, dUsare mujhe sammAna deN| zekha pharIda ne kahA, maiM garIba hUM isalie dhana mAMgatA huuN| tuma aisA cAhakara tumane dUsaroM ko apane Upara bala de diyaa| dUsare ajJAnI ho isalie jJAna mAMgate ho| jo jisake pAsa nahIM hai vahI zaktizAlI ho gae, tuma kamajora ho ge| apamAna to zurU ho mAMgatA hai| maiM to tumhArI yAda hI taba karatA hUM jaba gAMva meM koI gyaa| apamAna to tamane apanA kara hI liyaa| dUsare jaba kreNge| takalIpha hotI hai, madarasA kholanA hotA hai, akAla par3a jAtA hai, taba kreNge| tuma apamAnita to honA zurU hI ho ge| yaha koI koI bImAra mara rahA hotA usako davA kI ja sammAna kA DhaMga huA? jahAM dUsare hamase balazAlI ho ge| AtA huuN| maiM dIna hUM, daridra huuN| yaha merA gAMva garIba aura daridra dUsaroM se sammAna cAhA isakA artha hai ki dUsaroM ke hAtha meM hai| svabhAvataH maiM koI brahma aura paramAtmA kI bAta karane tumhAre tumane zakti de dI ki ve apamAna bhI kara sakate haiN| aura nizcita pAsa nahIM aataa| vaha to hamAre pAsa hai| hI apamAna karane meM unheM jyAdA rasa aaegaa| kyoMki tumhAre tuma jaba mere pAsa Ate ho to tuma dhana kI bAta nahIM karate apamAna ke dvArA hI ve sammAnita ho sakate haiN| ve bhI to sammAna kyoMki dhana tumhAre pAsa hai| tuma brahma kI bAta karate Ate ho, jo cAhate haiM, jaisA tuma cAhate ho| tuma kisakA sammAna karate ho ? | tumhAre pAsa nahIM hai| tuma sammAna mAMgate ho| ve bhI sammAna mAMga rahe haiN| ve tumhArA ise thor3A socnaa| jisase tumane dhana mAMgA, tumane ghoSaNA kara sammAna kareM to unheM kauna sammAna degA? | dI ki tuma nirdhana ho| dhana mAMganevAlA nirdhana hai| pada mAMgA, pratispardhA hai| eka-dUsare ke pratidvaMdvI ho tum| tuma jaba dUsare ghoSaNA kara dI ki tuma hIna ho| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM pada ke se sammAna mAMgate ho taba tumane use kSamatA de dI, hAtha meM kuMjI de AkAMkSI hInagraMthi se pIr3ita hote haiM--inaphIriyAriTI dI ki vaha tumhArA apamAna kara sakatA hai| aba sau meM ninyAnabe kaampleks| sabhI rAjanItijJa hInagraMthi se pIr3ita hote haiN| hoMge mauke to vaha aise khojegA ki tumhArA apamAna kara de| kabhI hI; koI dUsarA aura upAya nahIM hai| jaba tuma siddha karanA cAhate majabUrI meM na kara pAegA to sammAna kregaa| sammAna to loga ho ki maiM zaktizAlI hUM to tumane apane bhItara mAna rakhA hai ki majabUrI meM karate haiN| apamAna naisargika mAlUma par3atA hai| sammAna tuma zaktihIna ho| aba kisI taraha siddha karake dikhA denA hai bar3I majabUrI mAlUma par3atI hai| jhukatA to AdamI majabUrI meM hai| ki nahIM, yaha bAta galata hai| akar3anA svAbhAvika mAlUma par3atA hai| kamajora bahAdurI siddha karanA cAhatA hai| kAyara apane ko vIra to jaise hI tumane sammAna mAMgA, apamAna kI kSamatA de dii| siddha karanA cAhatA hai| ajJAnI apane ko jJAnI siddha karanA aura dUsarA bhI sammAna kI ceSTA meM saMlagna hai| vaha bhI cAhatA hai, cAhatA hai| hama jo nahIM haiM usakI hI ceSTA meM saMlagna hote haiN| apanI lakIra tumase bar3I khIMca de| jaisA tuma cAhate ho vaisA vaha aura jo hama nahIM haiM, hamArI ceSTA se pragaTa hokara dikhAI par3ane cAhatA hai| lagatA hai| pIr3A aura bar3hatI calI jAtI hai| aba ar3acana zurU huii| sammAna degA to bhI tuma sammAnita na janma to hama mAMgate haiM, jIvana to hama mAMgate haiM, mauta se hama ho pAoge kyoMki sammAna denevAlA tumase balazAlI hai aura Darate haiN| hama cillAte haiM, mauta nhiiN| aura saba ho, mRtyu nhiiN| apamAna karegA to tuma pIr3ita jarUra ho jaaoge| mRtyu kI hama bAta bhI nahIM karanA caahte| lekina janma ke sAtha tumane dhana mAMgA, tumane apanI nirdhanatA kI ghoSaNA kara dii| hamane mRtyu mAMga lii| kyoMki jo zurU hogA vaha aMta hogaa| kyoMki nirdhana hI dhana mAMgatA hai| jo hamAre pAsa nahIM hai vahI hama | mRtyu janma ke viparIta nahIM hai, janma kI naisargika pariNati hai| 636 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI jo zurU hogA vaha aMta hogaa| jo banegA vaha mittegaa| jisakA meM tumane dukha mAMga liyaa| aksara loga saMsAra se Ubate bhI haiM to sRjana kiyA jAegA usakA vidhvaMsa hogaa| tumane eka makAna | unake Ubane kA kAraNa galata hotA hai| banAyA, usI dina tumane eka khaMDahara banAne kI taiyArI zurU kara eka jaina muni mujhe milane Ae, koI pAMca sAla hue| maiMne dii| khaMDahara bnegaa| tuma jaba bhavana banA rahe ho taba tuma eka unase pUchA, Apane saMsAra kyoM chor3a diyA, unhoMne kahA, saMsAra khaMDahara banA rahe ho| kyoMki banAne meM hI girane kI zaruAta ho | meM kucha milatA hI nhiiN| koI sAra hI nhiiN| gii| tumane eka bacce ko janma diyA, tumane eka mauta ko janma saMsAra meM kucha milatA nahIM, kucha sAra nahIM hai, isalie chor3a diyaa| tuma janma ke sAtha mauta ko duniyA meM le aae| diyA? to milane kI AkAMkSA aba mokSa kI tarapha lagA dii| nadiyAM do-do apAra, bahatI haiM viparIta chora aba vahAM milegaa| paramAtmA kI tarapha lagA dI, AtmA kI tarapha kaba taka maiM donoM dhArAoM meM sAtha bahUM lagA dii| lobha gayA nahIM, vAsanA gaI nahIM, sirpha dizA bdlii| o mere sUtradhAra! aura jahAM vAsanA hai vahAM saMsAra hai| naukAeM do bhArI alaga-alaga dizA meM jAtI to yaha saMnyAsa saMsAra kA atikramaNa na huA, saMsAra kA hI kaba taka maiM donoM ko sAtha-sAtha khetA rahUM phailAva haa| aba yaha AdamI nae lobha meM parezAna hai| maiMne eka deha kI patavAra! pUchA, mere pAsa kisalie Ae ho? ve kahane lage, zAMti nahIM -patavAra eka, naukAeM do viparIta dizAoM meM jaatiiN| miltii| maiMne kahA, jisane saMsAra chor3a diyA-chor3ate hI zAMti do-do daravAje haiM alaga-alaga kSitijoM meM mila jAnI caahie| phira chor3ane ke bAda aba bacA kyA hai, jo kaba taka maiM donoM kI dehariyAM lAMghA karUM azAMta kare? sAMsArika vyakti kahatA hai maiM azAMta hai, samajha meM eka sAtha! AtA hai| Apa kahate haiM, azAMta haiM? to phira pharka kyA huA? choTI-sI merI kathA, choTA-sA ghaTanAkrama phira isa bAta ko phira se soceN| saMsAra chUTA nahIM hai| dvaMdva havA ke bhaMvara-sA palavyApI yaha itihAsa abhI maujUda hai| lAbha-hAni kI dRSTi abhI maujUda hai| milanA TUTe hue asaMbaddha Tukar3oM meM bAMTa diyA tumane cAhie aura nahIM milatA hai| jahAM milanA cAhie kA bhAva o adRzya virodhAbhAsa! AyA, vahAM nahIM milatA hai, isakI chAyA bhI pdd'ii| jahAM apekSA jise hama saMsAra kahate haiM vaha virodhAbhAsa hai, aura virodhAbhAsa AyI vahAM viphalatA hAtha lagI-laga hI gaI; thor3I dera-abera se jo pAra ho gayA vahI nirvANa ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai| hogii| tumane bIja to bo die, phasala kATane meM kitanI dera to mahAvIra kA pahalA sUtra huA H virodha ke pAra hai nirvaann| | lagegI? agara saMnyAsI bhI azAMta hai, sAdhu-muni bhI azAMta 'jahAM na dukha hai na sukha, na pIr3A na bAdhA, na maraNa na janma, | haiM, to phira bheda kyA karate ho sAMsArika meM aura sAdhu aura mani vahIM nirvANa hai|' meM? donoM azAMta haiN| jahAM virodha nahIM, dvaMdva nahIM; jahAM do nahIM, duI nahIM; jahAM dvaita | saMsAra meM kucha milatA nahIM isalie saMsAra mata chodd'naa| saMsAra nahIM, jahAM advaita hai, vahIM hai nirvaann| jahAM eka hI bacatA hai, | ke mAMgane meM bhUla ho gaI hai| pAne meM bhUla nahIM ho rahI hai, mAMgane meM AtyAMtika rUpa se eka bacatA hai, vahIM hai nirvaann| jaba taka | bhUla ho gaI hai| bhUla apanI vAsanA meM ho gaI hai, apanI cAhata meM tumhAre bhItara virodha hai, jaba taka tuma do kI AkAMkSA karate, jaba ho gaI hai, apanI cAha meM ho gaI hai| vahIM hamane dvaMdva mAMga liyaa| taka tumhArI AkAMkSAoM meM saMgharSa aura dvaMdva hai taba taka tuma kaise | saMsAra usI dvaMdva kA phailAva hai| zAMta ho sakoge? taba taka kaisA sukha? kaisI zAMti? kaisA | ise aisA samajho, saMsAra ke kAraNa vAsanA nahIM hai| vAsanA ke caina ? taba taka kabhI virAma nahIM ho sktaa| kAraNa saMsAra hai| agara tumane socA saMsAra ke kAraNa vAsanA hai, tumhArI mAMga meM hI bhUla huI jA rahI hai| nahIM, ki tuma jo mAMgate to tumhArA pUrA jIvana kA gaNita galata ho jaaegaa| taba tuma ho vaha nahIM milatA hai, isalie tuma dukhI ho| tumane mAMgA, usI saMsAra ko chor3ane meM laga jAoge aura vAsanA to chUTegI nhiiN| 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 aisA dekho ki vAsanA saMsAra hai tAki vAsa mA chaTe | pIche bAMdha liyaa| baila ko gAr3I ke Age hI rakhanA to gAr3I to saMsAra chUTa jAtA hai| clegii| agara baila ko gAr3I ke pIche bAMdha liyA to gAr3I to mahAvIra kahate haiM: calegI nahIM, baila bhI na cala paaeNge| hAlAMki kucha jyAdA pharka Na vi iMdiya uvasaggA, Na vi moho vimhayo Na NiddA y| nahIM kara rahe ho| kucha loga baila ko gAr3I ke Age rakhate haiM, Na ya tiNhA Neva chuhA, tattheva ya hoi nnivvaannN|| tumane gAr3I ko baila ke Age rkhaa| aisA kucha bar3A pharka nahIM hai, 'jahAM na iMdriyAM haiM na upasarga. na moha hai na vismaya, na nidrA haina | jarA-sA pharka hai| tRSNA, na bhUla, vahIM nirvANa hai|' ye sArI bAteM nirvANa ke pariNAma haiM, nirvANa ke sAdhana nahIM haiN| aba eka bAta kAphI sUkSma hai| yAda na rahe to bhUla jA sakatI inheM nirvANa ke pIche Ane denaa| inheM nirvANa ke Age mata rakha hai| mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki tumane agara bhUkha miTA dI, lenA, jaisA jaina muniyoM ne kiyA hai| socate haiM upavAsa kareM tRSNA miTA dI, nidrA miTA dI to nirvANa ho jaaegaa| isako aisA kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, vahAM bhUkha nahIM lgtii| agara vahAM mata pakar3a lenA jaisA ki jaina muniyoM ne pakar3A hai aura sadiyoM se bhUkha nahIM lagatI to vahAM upavAsa kaise karoge, thor3A soco! bhaTakate haiN| upavAsa to vahIM ho sakatA hai, jahAM bhUkha lagatI hai| mahAvIra mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki nidrA chor3a doge to nirvANa kahate haiM vahAM nidrA nahIM AtI; to jage raho, khar3e rho|| upalabdha ho jaaegaa| mahAvIra yaha kaha rahe haiM, nirvANa upalabdha ho eka gAMva meM maiM gayA to eka saMnyAsI kI bar3I dhUma thii| maiMne jAe to vahAM nidrA nahIM hai| ina donoM bAtoM meM bar3A pharka hai| ye pUchA, mAmalA kyA hai? dasa sAla se khar3e haiN| khar3e zrI bAbA eka-sI lagatI haiM bAteM, isalie bhUla honI bar3I svAbhAvika hai| unakA naam| ve sote hI nhiiN| maiM unako dekhane gayA, vaha AdamI jinase bhUla ho gaI ve kSamAyogya haiM kyoMki bhUla bar3I bArIka hai| karIba-karIba murdA hAlata meM hai| aba dasa sAla se jo na soyA ho jarA-sA dhAge bhara kA phAsalA hai| aura khar3A rahA ho-kyoMki Darate haiM ki baiThe, leTe, ki nIMda mahAvIra nirvANa kI paribhASA kara rahe haiN| ve kaha rahe haiM ki aayii| khaDe haiN| to paira hAthIpAMva ho ge| sArA khana zarIra kA nirvANa aisI citta kI dazA hai, aise caitanya kI dazA hai, jahAM na | sikur3akara pairoM meM samA gyaa| paira sUja gae haiN| lakar3iyoM kA dukha hai na sukha, na nIMda hai, na bhUkha hai na pyaas| kyoMki vahAM sahArA lie hue, rassiyAM bAMdhe hue chata se, unake sahAre khar3e haiN| iMdriyAM nahIM, vahAM deha nahIM to deha se baMdhe hue dharma nhiiN| aba yaha AdamI-phAMsI lagAe hue hai| lekina isakA tuma ulTA artha le sakate ho| tuma yaha artha le aura yaha phAMsI aura ktthin| dasa kSaNa meM laga jAe, khatama sakate ho ki mahAvIra nirvANa kI sAdhanA batA rahe haiN| yaha sirpha huaa| yaha dasa sAla se phAMsI para laTakA huA hai| baiTha nahIM nirvANa kI paribhASA hai| ve yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki tuma nIMda kA | sakatA, leTa nahIM sktaa| aura sammAna bahuta mila rahA hai tyAga kara do, bhojana kA tyAga kara do to tuma nirvANa ko upalabdha | isalie ahaMkAra khUba bar3ha rahA hai| ho jaaoge| agara bhojana kA tyAga kiyA to sUkhoge, nirvANa | aura isakI AMkheM dekho, to pazuoM kI AMkhoM meM bhI ko upalabdha nahIM ho jaaoge| agara nidrA kA tyAga kiyA to thor3I-bahuta buddhi dikhAI par3e, vaha bhI isakI AMkhoM meM dikhAI dinabhara unIMde bane rahane lagoge; nirvANa ko upalabdha nahIM ho nahIM pdd'egii| dikhAI par3a bhI kaise sakatI hai? kyoMki buddhi ke jaaoge| udAsa ho jAoge, mahAsukha kA anubhava nahIM hogaa| | lie vizrAma caahie| yaha AdamI vizrAma nahIM le rahA hai| isake agara tumane sukha aura dukha se apane ko saba bhAMti taTastha karane bhItara kI tuma avasthA aise hI samajho ki jaise zAkabhAjI ho Thora ho jaaoge| tumhArI saMvedanakSamatA | gyaa| aba yaha AdamI koI AdamI nahIM hai, gobhI kA phUla hai! kho jAegI, lekina nirvANa ko upalabdha na ho jaaoge| isake bhItara aba koI mastiSka nahIM hai| mastiSka ke sUkSma taMtu nirvANa ko upalabdha hone se ye saba bAteM ghaTatI haiN| ina bAtoM vizrAma ke na milane se TUTa jAte haiN| ko ghaTAne meM mata laga jaanaa| kyoMki taba tumane baila ko gAr3I ke isalie aksara aisA hotA hai ki sAdhuoM meM pratibhA nahIM 1638 | JainEducation International 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI dikhAI pdd'tii| tuma unakI pUjA kisI aura kAraNa se karate ho, bahuta muzkila se hotA hai| aura jaina muni ko dekha lo| usane | pratibhA ke kAraNa nahIM krte| unake jIvana meM koI sRjanAtmaka | asuMdara hone ko apanI sAdhanA banA rakhI hai| UrjA nahIM dikhAI par3atI; na koI AbhAmaMDala hai| mahAvIra ne apane zarIra ko satAyA ho aisA mAlUma nahIM hotaa| tumhArI pUjA ke kAraNa aura haiN| tuma kahate ho isa AdamI ne sau | zarIra ke pAra gae hoMge aisA to mAlUma hotA hai, lekina zarIra ko dina kA upavAsa kiyA isalie pUjA karate haiN| aba sau dina kA satAyA ho aisA nahIM mAlUma hotaa| aura jisako tuma satAte ho upavAsa karane ke lie kisI buddhi kI to jarUrata nahIM hai| saca usase pAra jA nahIM skte| jisako tuma satAte ho usako satAne to yaha hai ki jitanA buddha AdamI ho, utanI AsAnI se kara ke lie usI ke pAsa bane rahanA par3atA hai| jarA dUra gae ki sakatA hai| jitanA jar3abuddhi ho, jiddI ho, daMbhI ho, utanI ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai ki kahIM zarIra phira na lagAma ke bAhara nikala AsAnI se kara sakatA hai| jAe, niyaMtraNa ke bAhara nikala jaae| buddhimAna AdamI to zarIra kI jarUrata ko samajhegA, mana kI jo AdamI kAmavAsanA dabAegA vaha kAmavAsanA para hI baiThA jarUrata ko samajhegA, buddhipUrvaka jIyegA, saMyama se...yaha to rhegaa| usI kI chAtI para car3hA rhegaa| jarA utarA ki cAroM khAne asaMyama huaa| kucha jar3a haiM, jo khAe cale jA rahe haiM; jo khAne citta ! kAmavAsanA usakI chAtI para baiTha jaaegii| to vaha utara hI ke lie hI jIte haiN| aura kucha jar3abuddhi haiM, jo apane ko bhUkhA nahIM sktaa| jisane krodha ko dabAyA vaha krodha se iMcabhara haTa mAra rahe haiN| bhUkhA mArane ke lie hI jIte haiN|| nahIM sktaa| kyoMki haTA ki krodha pragaTa haa| aura jvAlAeM mahAvIra kI bAta smjhnaa| mahAvIra nirvANa kI paribhASA kara lapaTa rahI haiM bhiitr| to una jvAlAoM ko kisI taraha dabAe par3A rahe haiN| aisA samajho ki koI mIrA se pUche ki prabhu ko pAkara tujhe rahatA hai| krodha ko dabAnevAlA krodha ke sAtha hI khar3A rahatA hai| kyA huA? to vaha kahe, umaMga uThI, nAca uThA, gIta uThe-pada kAma ko dabAnevAlA kAma ke sAtha hI khar3A rahatA hai| dhuMgharU bAMdha mIrA nAcI re| tuma soco to ThIka hai, to nAcanA | | 'jahAM na iMdriyAM haiM na upasarga, na moha hai na vismaya. na nidrA hai na sIkha leM to prabhu se milana ho jaaegaa| tRSNA, na bhUkha, vahIM nirvANa hai|' to nartakiyAM to bahuta haiN| nartaka to bahuta haiN| unako koI prabhu mahAvIra yaha kaha rahe haiM ki jaba tuma nirvANa meM pahuMcoge to kaise to upalabdha nahIM ho rhaa| nAcane se agara prabhu upalabdha hotA to pahacAnoge ki nirvANa A gayA? yaha usakI pahacAna batA rahe nartakiyoM ko upalabdha ho gayA hotA, nartakoM ko upalabdha ho gayA haiN| ve kaha rahe haiM, vahAM tuma na dukha pAoge na sukha, vahAM tuma na hotaa| kitane to loga 'tA-tA thai-thai' kara rahe haiM, kucha bhI to pIr3A pAoge na bAdhA, vahAM tuma na maraNa pAoge na janma-samajha | nahIM ho rhaa| lenA A gayA ghr| vahAM tuma iMdriyAM na pAoge, na iMdriyoM ke mIrA jo kaha rahI hai vaha paribhASA hai| mIrA kaha rahI hai, prabhu ko kaSTa, na moha pAoge na vismaya, na nidrA pAoge na tRSNA, na pAne se hRdaya khilA, nAca janmA, rasadhAra bahI, gaMgA calI, ghUghara bhUkha-to samajha lenA ki A gayA ghr| bje| yaha bailoM ke pIche gAr3I hai| tumane dekhA ki are! to phira jaba koI vyakti dhyAna kI gaharAiyoM meM utarate-utarate, nAcanA to hama bhI sIkha le sakate haiN| nAcanA sIkhane se prabhu nahIM utarate-utarate AtmA ke bhItara praveza karatA hai, acAnaka pAtA hai milatA, prabhu milane se nAca ghaTatA hai| ki yahAM na to zarIra hai...isakA yaha artha nahIM ki zarIra chuTa aisA hI mahAvIra kI nirvANa kI paribhASA ko smjhnaa| jaina gyaa| mahAvIra nirvANa ko upalabdha hone ke bAda bhI cAlIsa muni kitanI takalIpha jhela rahA hai-akaarnn| jar3atA kI bhara | sAla taka zarIra meM rhe| cAlIsa-byAlIsa sAla taka zarIra kA sUcanA milatI hai| mahAvIra kI pratimA dekhI tumane? aura jaina | upayoga kiyA; aura aisA upayoga kiyA, jaisA kiyA jAnA muni ko sAtha khar3A karake dekha lo to tumako samajha meM A | caahie| hama to cAlIsa janmoM meM aisA upayoga nahIM karate, jaaegaa| mahAvIra kI pratimA kA rUpa hI kucha aura hai, raMga hI unhoMne cAlIsa varSa meM kara liyaa| unake kAraNa kalyANa kI dhArA kucha aura hai| kahate haiM, mahAvIra jaisA suMdara AdamI pRthvI para bhii| zreyasa pRthvI para utraa| khUba phUla khile logoM kI AtmA 639 2010 03

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wan .... | 24 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 ke| khUba varSA huI unake kAraNa; aura jinake bIja janmoM se dabe huaa| yaha tala to nIMda se achUtA rahA hai| kuMArA hai yaha tl| par3e the, aMkurita hue| isa para na nIMda kabhI AyI, na kabhI sapanA utraa| iMdriyAM yahAM nirvANa kI upalabdhi ke bAda bhI cAlIsa-byAlIsa sAla taka taka pahuMcIM nhiiN| zarIra yahAM taka pahuMcA nhiiN| yaha zarIra aura bhI zarIra thA, iMdriyAM thiiN| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, nirvANa kI iMdriyoM ke paar| avasthA, AMtarika aisI avasthA hai ki vahAM pahuMcakara tumheM patA | yaha anubhava hai aura anubhava kI vyAkhyA hai| aura tuma jaba isa calatA hai, are! zarIra bar3e pIche raha gyaa| zarIra bar3e dUra chUTa anubhava meM utaroge to tumhAre lie mIla ke patthara banA rahe haiM ve| gyaa| zarIra paridhi para par3A raha gayA aura tuma keMdra para A ge| ki tuma yahAM se samajha lenA ki nirvANa zurU hotA hai| tumase yaha iMdriyAM bhI vahIM par3I raha gaIM zarIra pr| svabhAvataH jaba zarIra pIche nahIM kahA jA rahA hai ki tuma aisA karanA zurU kara do| chor3a do chUTa gayA to zarIra kI bhUkha, pyAsa, nidrA, jAgRti, saba pIche chUTa bhojana, nIMda chor3a do, baiTha jaao| yaha to pAgalapana hogaa| gii| acAnaka tuma pAte ho ki tumhAre bhItara koI caubIsa ghaMTe jahAM tuma ho zarIra para...aisA samajho ki koI AdamI apane jAgA huA caitanya hai, jisako nidrA kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai, ghara kI cAradIvArI ke pAsa hI khar3A rahatA hai aura socatA hai, yahI jo kabhI pahale bhI nahIM soyA thaa| tumheM yAda na thii| tumheM pahacAna | ghara hai| dhUpa AtI to usake sira para dhUpa par3atI hai, sira phaTane na thii| vaha kabhI bhI na soyA thaa| vaha so hI nahIM sktaa| sonA lagatA hai| varSA AtI to varSA meM bhIgatA, zarIra kaMpane lgtaa| usakA guNadharma nahIM hai| lekina vaha jAnatA hai yahIM cAradIvArI ke bAhara, yahIM merA ghara hai| isalie kRSNa kahate haiM, 'yA nizA sarva bhUtAnAM, tasyAM jAgarti | mahAvIra kahate haiM, tumhArA ghara, tumhArA aMtargRha-vahAM na varSA sNymii|' saba jaba sote haiM taba bhI saMyamI jAgatA hai| isakA yaha | hotI, na dhUpa aatii| tuma jarA pIche srko| tuma jarA paridhi ko matalaba nahIM hai ki saMyamI pAgala kI taraha TahalatA rahatA hai kamare | chor3o aura keMdra kI tarapha clo| jaise-jaise tuma keMdra kI chAyA meM meM; ki baiThA rahatA hai apanI khATa para pAlathI mAre, ki saMyamI so | pahuMcoge, tuma acAnaka pAoge, surkssit| sabhI bAdhAoM se kaise sakatA hai? srkssit| ve sabhI ghaTanAeM paridhi para ghaTatI haiN| hAlAMki aise mUr3ha saMyamI bhI haiM, jo nIMda meM utarane se ghabar3Ate haiM jaise sAgara kI sataha para tUphAna Ate, AMdhiyAM AtIM, lekina kyoMki nIMda meM utare ki jo saMyama kisI taraha sAdhA hai vaha TUTatA | sAgara kI gaharAI meM na to kabhI koI tUphAna AtA, na koI AMdhI hai| dinabhara kisI taraha striyoM kI tarapha nahIM dekhA, sapane meM kyA | aatii| jaise-jaise gahare jAne lago...jo loga sAgara kI gaharAI karoge? sapane meM to tumhArA basa nhiiN| AMkha baMda huI ki meM khoja karate haiM ve kahate haiM ki sAgara kI gaharAI meM anUThe jina-jina striyoM se dinabhara AMkha curAte rahe, ve saba anubhava hote haiN| anUThA anubhava hotA hai| eka anubhava to yaha AyIM-aura suMdara hokara, aura sajakara A jAtI haiN| jaisI hotA hai ki vahAM koI tUphAna nahIM, koI AMdhI nahIM, koI lahara suMdara strI sapane meM hotI hai vaisI kahIM vastutaH thor3e hI hotI hai! nhiiN| saba parama sannATA hai| jaisA suMdara puruSa sapane meM hotA hai, vastutaH thor3e hI hotA hai! jaise-jaise gahare jAte ho...jaise paisiphika mahAsAgara pAMca to bhAgoge kahAM? nIMda meM to bhAga bhI na skoge| aura nIMda meM mIla gaharA hai| AdhA mIla kI gaharAI ke bAda sUraja kI kiraNeM bhUla gae saba zAstra ki tuma jaina ho ki hiMdU ho ki musalamAna ki bhI nahIM phuNctiiN| pAMca mIla kI gaharAI para sUraja kI kiraNa saMsArI ki saMnyAsI-gayA saba! kabhI pahuMcI hI nhiiN| anaMta kAla se gahana aMdhakAra vahAM soyA to AdamI nIMda se DaratA hai| magara jo nIMda se Dara rahA hai vaha / hai| vahAM sataha kI koI khabara hI nahIM phuNcii| havA hai, tUphAna hai, koI nirvANa ko upalabdha nahIM ho jaataa| AMdhI hai, bAdala hai, barasAta hai, dhUpa hai, tApa hai, zIta AyI, garmI mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo nirvANa ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai vaha | AyI, kucha vahAM patA nahIM cltaa| vahAM koI mausama badalatA jAnatA hai ki nIMda to hai hI nhiiN| yahAM to nIMda kabhI ghaTI hI nhiiN| vahAM sadA ekrs| nhiiN| isa gaharAI ke tala para to nIMda kA kabhI praveza hI nahIM paisiphika mahAsAgara kI jo gaharAI hai, vaha to kucha bhI nahIM; 6401 | JainEducation International 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI jaba tuma apanI gaharAI meM utaroge, vahAM bhUkha kabhI nahIM pahuMcI, tuma karIba-karIba henarI phorDa ke mADala ho| basa eka hI geyara koI nIMda kabhI nahIM pahuMcI, koI dukha, koI sukha vahAM kabhI nahIM patA hai ki cale! aura aisA bhI nahIM hai ki geyara tumhAre bhItara phuNcaa| ye mIla ke patthara haiN| nahIM hai| hai, lekina tumheM lagAnA nahIM aataa| tumheM patA nahIM ki aura Aja nahIM kala isa paridhi se haTanA par3atA hai, kyoMki pIche bhI lauTa sakatA hai yaha yNtr| yaha apane bhItara bhI DubakI zarIra kSaNabhaMgura hai, mregaa| to jo paridhi para khar3e haiM, kaMpa rahe haiN| mAra sakatA hai| tumane dUsaroM meM hI DubakI lagAI to usI kA kyoMki mauta unheM kaMpA rahI hai| yaha bar3A vismayakArI mAmalA abhyAsa ho gayA hai| hai| tuma kabhI nahIM marate aura kaMpa rahe ho, ghabar3A rahe ho| aisA hI dhyAna kA itanA hI artha hai : rivarsa geyara--pIche lauTane kI samajho ki rassI dekha lI aMdhere meM aura bhAga khar3e hue sAMpa | prakriyA, apane meM jAne kI prkriyaa| samajhakara; pasInA-pasInA hue jA rahe haiN| chAtI dhar3aka rahI hai| yaha zarIra to jaaegaa| isake pahale ki yaha calA jAe, isakI rukate hI nahIM roke-sAMpa! lahara para savAra hokara jarA bhItara kI yAtrA kara lo| yaha azva aise hI samajho ki kisI sinemAghara meM baiThe the aura koI cillA | to mregaa| azvArohI bana jaao| jarA bhItara kI yAtrA kara lo| diyA pAgala ki 'Aga, Aga laga gii|' aura bhaage| zabda hI kyA karoge zabdavedI dhuna cukegI jaba? thA, kahIM koI Aga na thii| lekina bhItara eka bhAva samA gayA taba kahAM, kisa chora para, kisake lie ki aag| phira to tumheM koI roke bhI to na rukoge| kauna se saMdarbha jAeMge die? jise abhI hama apanA jIvana samajha rahe haiM vaha paridhi kA baijayaMtI AkAza Tukar3oM meM baMTegA jaba jIvana hai--bar3A adhUrA, bar3A khNddit| usI khaMDa ko hama pUrA kyA karoge taba? mAna baiThe haiN| yahI ar3acana hai| isalie ghabar3AhaTa svAbhAvika eka gaharI khanaka avinItA havAeM hai| vahAM mauta bhI AegI, dukha bhI AegA, bur3hApA AegA, zIrSakoM para zIrSakoM kI AhaTeM AeM na AeM zarIra jIrNa-jarjara hogA, kNpoge| eka koI rakta-nicur3A zabda mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki isa zarIra ko kATa DAlo, jisakA artha hama zAyada na samajheM miTA ddaalo| mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM, isa zarIra kA upayoga kara lo|| aura zAyada samajha pAeM jaisA yaha zarIra saMsAra meM jAne ke lie vAhana banatA hai, aisA hI ghaTAeM ghirakara na baraseM to na barase yaha zarIra aMtaryAtrA ke lie bhI vAhana bana jAtA hai| corI karane ki RtueM usI komala koNa se paraseMna paraseM jAo ki maMdira meM dhyAna karane jAo. zarIra donoM jagaha le jAtA / ki hama taraseM, ki hama taraseM, ki hama taraseM hai| kisI kI hatyA karane jAo yA kisI ko prema se AliMgana | kiMtu sArI tarasaneM bhI cuka jAeMgI jaba karo, zarIra donoM meM vAhana bana jAtA hai| zarIra to bar3A adabhuta kyA karoge taba? yaMtra hai| tumane eka hI tarakIba sIkhI-isase bAhara jaanaa| aura kesara jhara cukegI jaba isameM zarIra kA koI kasUra nhiiN| kyA karoge taba? zAyada tumheM patA ho, henarI phorDa ne jaba pahalI kAra banAI to yaha honevAlA hai| kesara to jhregii| yaha vINA to rukegii| ye usameM rivarsa geyara nahIM thaa| khayAla hI nahIM thA ki pIche bhI le tAra to ttuutteNge| ye TUTane ko bane haiN| yaha vINA bikharane ko sajI jAnA pdd'egaa| jo pahalA mADala thA, basa vaha Age kI tarapha hai| paridhi para to saba banegA aura mittegaa| keMdra para zAzvata hai| jAtA thaa| mor3anA ho to bar3A cakkara lagAnA pdd'e| AdhAmIla tuma paridhi meM rahate-rahate keMdra ko bilakula hI bhUla mata jaanaa| kA cakkara lagAkara Ao taba kahIM mor3akara A paao| taba paridhi meM raho jarUra, keMdra kI yAda karate rho| paridhi meM raho use samajha meM AyA ki yaha bAta to ThIka nhiiN| gAr3I pIche bhI jarUra, kabhI-kabhI keMdra meM sarakate rho| paridhi meM raho jarUra, lauTanI caahie| to phira rivarsa geyara aayaa| keMdra kI surati na bhUle, smRti na bhuule| keMdra se saMbaMdha na ttuutte| 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 - yaha kesara to jhregii| kyA karoge taba ? taba bahuta pachatAoge, patA nahIM ki miTa tuma sakate nhiiN| aisI ulajhana hai| jo AdamI | taba rooge| lekina rone se kacha AtA nhiiN| rone se kacha hotA miTane ko rAjI hai vaha usako pA letA hai nhiiN| jAgo! isake pahale ki kesara jhara jAe, isake pahale ki usako pAte hI se bhaya miTa jAtA hai| jIvana kA dIyA bujhe, tuma jIvana ke usa zAzvata dIye ko dekha lo miTA de apanI hastI ko gara kucha martabA cAhe jo kabhI nahIM bujhtaa| usase saMbaMdha jor3a lo| isa lahara kA ki dAnA khAka meM milakara gule-gulajAra hotA hai upayoga kara lo| yaha lahara tumhArI zatru nahIM hai, yaha tumhArI mitra | paridhi para to miTanA hogaahai| isI se saMsAra, isI se satya, donoM kI yAtrAeM pUrI hotI haiN| ki dAnA khAka meM milakara gule-gulajAra hotA hai| __ mahAvIra kevala mIla ke patthara de rahe haiN| jaba taka tumane svayaM miTatA hai biij| paridhi para hI miTatA hai| khola TatI hai aura ke bhItara ke amRta ko nahIM jAnA taba taka tuma maraghaTa meM ho, tatkSaNa aMkuraNa ho jAtA hai nayA jiivn| aura eka bIja se kabristAna meN| karor3oM bIja paidA hote haiN| aura jo baMda bIja thA vaha hajAroM phUloM ibrAhIma phakIra huaa| usase koI pUchatA ki gAMva kahAM? | meM khilatA aura nAcatA aura haMsatA hai| bastI kahAM? to vaha kahatA, bAyeM jaanaa| dAyeM bhUlakara mata jAnA ki dAnA khAka meM milakara gule-gulajAra hotA hai bAyeM jAnA, nahIM to bhaTaka jaaoge| bAyeM se bastI pahuMca miTA de apanI hastI ko gara kucha martabA cAhe jaaoge| becArA rAhagIra cltaa| cAra-pAMca mIla calane ke bAda agara kucha honA cAhate ho to miTanA siikho| agara koI martabA maraghaTa pahuMca jaataa| vaha bar3e krodha meM A jAtA ki yaha AdamI cAhate ho, agara vastutaH cAhate ho hastI mile, honA mile, kaisA hai! phakIra vahAM cauraste para baiThA hai| vaha lauTakara AtA, | astitva mile to-mitto| paridhi para miTo tAki keMdra para ho bhanabhanAtA ki tuma AdamI kaise ho jI! mujhe maraghaTa bheja diyA ? | sko| paridhi se DubakI lagA lo aura keMdra para ubhro| paridhi maiM bastI kI pUchatA thaa| ko chor3o aura keMdra para srko|| ibrAhima kahatA, bastI kI pUchA isIlie to vahAM bhejA kyoMki | __ 'jahAM na karma haiM na nokarma, na ciMtA hai na Artaraudra dhyAna, na jisako loga bastI kahate haiM vaha to basa ujar3a rahI hai, ujar3a rahI dharmadhyAna hai na zukladhyAna, vahIM nirvANa hai|' hai| roja koI maratA hai| isa maraghaTa meM jo basa gayA so basa Na vi kammaM NokammaM, Na vi ciMtA Neva attttruddaanni| gyaa| 'bastI!' kabhI idhara kisI ko ujar3ate dekhA hI nhiiN| Na vi dhammasukkajhANe, tattheva ya hoi nnivvaannN|| isalie tumane bastI pUchI to maiMne kahA, bastI bheja deN| jahAM na karma haiM. na karmoM kI AdhArabhUta shNkhlaaeN-nokrm| na kabIra kahate haiM, 'I murdana ke gaaNv|' hamAre gAMva ko kahate haiM jahAM karma hai na karmoM ko banAnevAlI sUkSma vaasnaaeN| na ciMtA hai, murdo ke gaaNv| | na ciMtana, na Artaraudra dhyaan|| hama jaba taka paridhi para haiM, hama murde hI haiN| hamane apane martya | ThIka hai, Artaraudra dhyAna to ho hI kaise sakate haiM? krodha aura rUpa se hI saMbaMdha bAMdha rakhA hai to murde haiN| aura hama kaMpa rahe haiM aura dukha meM bhare hue citta kI avasthAeM haiN| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM ghabar3A rahe haiN| ghabar3AhaTa svAbhAvika hai, miTegI n| na jahAM dharmadhyAna, na shukldhyaan| jahAM dhyAna kI AtyaMtika mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM bar3A bhaya lagatA hai| maiM avasthAeM bhI pIche chaTa gii| savikalpa samAdhi pIche chaTa gaI. pUchatA hUM, kisa bAta kA bhaya? ve kahate haiM kisI bAta kA khAsa nirvikalpa samAdhi pIche chUTa gii| samAdhi hI pIche chUTa gii| bhaya nahIM, basa bhaya lagatA hai| ThIka kaha rahe haiN| lagegA hii| ve jahAM basa tuma ho zuddha; aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| koI taraMga, koI kahate haiM. kisI taraha yaha bhaya miTa jaae| yaha bhaya aise nahIM vikAra, kucha bhI nahIM hai| basa tuma ho zuddha nirvikaar| jahAM | mittegaa| yaha to tuma rUpAMtarita hooge to hI mittegaa| yaha to tumhArA sirpha dhar3akatA huA jIvana hai, vahIM nirvANa hai| amRta kA svAda lagegA to hI mittegaa| yaha bhaya mauta kA hai| saMsAra hI nahIM chor3a denA hai, dharma bhI chor3a denA hai| mahAvIra mauta kA bhaya hai aura miTanA tuma cAhate nhiiN| aura tumheM yaha kahate haiM dharmadhyAna, shukldhyaan| zukladhyAna mahAvIra kA 542 2010 03

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wegmemory yAda ghara bulAne lagI AtyaMtika zabda hai dhyAna ke lie| jahAM dhyAna itanA zuddha ho na raha jAe tabhI vastutaH dhyAna huaa| to kAMTe ko kAMTe se jAtA hai ki koI viSaya nahIM raha jAtA--nirvikalpa dhyaan| nikAla lenA, phira donoM kAMToM ko pheMka denaa| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM vaha bhI chUTa jAtA hai| vaha bhI kucha hai| svabhAvataH yaha bar3I laMbI yAtrA hai| isase bar3I koI aura yAtrA vaha bhI upAdhi hai| tuma kucha kara rahe ho| dhyAna kara rahe ho| kucha nahIM ho sktii| AdamI cAMda para pahuMca gayA, maMgala para pahuMcegA, anubhava ho rahA hai| anubhava yAnI vijaatiiy| phira aura dUra ke tAroM para phuNcegaa| zAyada kabhI isa astitva kI idhara maiM tumheM dekha rahA hUM to tuma mujhase alg| phira tuma bhItara paridhi para pahuMca jAe-agara koI paridhi hai| lekina yaha bhI dhyAna meM praviSTa hue| to dharmadhyAna meM AdamI zubha bhAvanAeM yAtrA itanI bar3I nahIM hai jitanI svayaM ke bhItara jAnevAlI yAtrA karatA, zubha bhAvanAoM kA darzana hotA hai; jisako buddha ne hai| sAre anubhava ke pAra, jahAM sirpha prakAza raha jAtA hai caitanya brahmavihAra kahA hai, mahAvIra ne bAraha bhAvanAeM kahIM, unakA kaa| jahAM raMcamAtra bhI chAyA nahIM par3atI anya kI, ananyabhAva se anubhava krtaa| lekina viSaya abhI bhI banA hai| do abhI bhI | tumhIM hote ho basa, tuma hI hote ho| haiN| phira nirvikalpa dhyAna meM aisI avasthA A jAtI hai ki koI yaha dhIre-dhIre hogaa| bar3e dhairya se hogA adhIraja se nahIM hogaa| vikalpa na rahA, lekina sirpha eka mahAsukha kA anubhava hai| tuma sAre prayAsa karate raho to bhI sirpha tumhAre prayAsa tumane kara magara phira bhI sUkSma rekhA anubhava kI banI hai| lie isase nahIM ho jaaegaa| sAre prayAsa karate-karate, to mahAvIra kahate haiM jahAM saba anubhava samApta ho jAte haiM, jahAM karate-karate eka ghar3I aisI AtI hai ki tumheM apane prayAsa bhI kevala anubhoktA raha jAtA hai binA anubhava ke; jahAM zuddha | bAdhA mAlUma par3ane lagate haiN| prayAsa karate-karate eka dina prayAsa caitanya raha jAtA hai aura koI viSaya nahIM bacatA, saccidAnaMda bhI bhI chUTa jAte haiM taba ghaTatA hai| jahAM nahIM bacatA, vahIM nirvANa hai| dhIre-dhIre re manA dhIre saba kucha hoya khayAla rakhanA; dhana, pada, pratiSThA to rokatI hI hai; dAna, mAlI sIMce sau ghar3A Rtu Ae phala hoya dayA, dharma bhI rokatA hai| pada-pratiSThA chor3akara dAna-dharma karo, kabIra kA vacana hai, dhIre-dhIre re mnaa| dhIre-dhIre saba kucha phira dAna-dharma chor3akara bhItara clo| bAhara to rokatA hI hai, phira hotA hai| aura sirpha mAlI sau ghar3e pAnI DAla de isase koI phala bhItara bhI rokane lagatA hai| pahale bAhara chor3akara bhItara calo, | nahIM A jaate| phira bhItara ko bhI choddo| saba choddo| aisI ghaDI le Ao. jahAM mAlI sIMce saughaDA Rta Ae phala hoya basa tuma hI bce| eka kSaNa ko bhI yaha ghar3I A jAe, to tumhArA ThIka samaya para, anukUla samaya para, samyaka ghar3I meM ghaTanA anaMta-anaMta janmoM se ghirA huA aMdhakAra kSaNa meM tirohita ho | ghaTatI hai| isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki mAlI pAnI na siiNce| jAtA hai| kyoMki mAlI pAnI na sIMce to phira Rtu Ane para bhI phala na pahuMca sakA na maiM baravakta apanI maMjila para lgeNge| mAlI pAnI to sIMce, lekina jaldabAjI na kre| pratIkSA ki rAste meM mujhe rAhabaroM ne ghera liyA kre| zrama aura prtiikssaa| zrama aura dhairy| luTere to rAste meM lUTa hI rahe haiN| rahajana to lUTa hI rahe haiM, phira dhIre-dhIre re manA dhIre saba kucha hoya rAhabara bhI lUTa lete haiN| aura yaha yAtrA baDI dhImI hai kyoMki phAsalA anaMta hai| tamhArI krodha to lUTa hI rahA hai, dhyAna bhI lUTane lagatA hai eka din| paridhi aura tumhArA keMdra isa jagata meM sabase bar3I dUrI hai| tumhArI hiMsA to lUTa hI rahI hai, eka dina ahiMsA bhI lUTane lagatI hai| paridhi para saMsAra hai aura tumhAre keMdra para prmaatmaa| svabhAvataH to khayAla rakhanA ki ahiMsA sirpha hiMsA ko miTAne kA upAya | dUrI bahuta bar3I hone hI vAlI hai| tumhArI paridhi para dRzya hai, hai| aura dhyAna kevala mana kI caMcalatA ko miTAne kA upAya hai| | tumhAre keMdra para adRshy| tumhArI paridhi para rUpa hai, tumhAre keMdra jaba caMcalatA miTa gaI to isa auSadhi ko bhI lur3hakA denA | para aruup| tumhArI paridhi para saguNa hai, tumhAre keMdra para nirgunn| kacareghara meN| isako lie mata clnaa| jaba dhyAna kI bhI jarUrata yAtrA bar3I bar3I hai; kAphI bar3I hai| anaMta yAtrA hai| anaMta dhairya 1643 2010_03

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s ume * jina sUtra bhAgaH2 na cAhie hogaa| lepa dUra hote hI tairane laga jAtI hai|' / 'jisa sthAna ko maharSi hI prApta karate haiM, vaha sthAna nirvANa | kabhI karake dekhnaa| tuMbI ko agara miTTI meM lapeTa do to jala hai| abAdha hai, siddhi hai, lokAgra hai, kSema, ziva aura anAbAdha meM DUba jaaegii| miTTI ke vajana se DUba jaaegii| jo nahIM DUbanA thI, vaha DUba jaaegii| tuMbI to loga tairane ke kAma meM lAte haiN| NivvANaM ti avAhati siddhI logAggameva y| bAMdha letA hai aadmii| nahIM tairanA jAnatA hai to tuMbI ke sahAre taira khemaM sivaM aNAbAhaM, jaM caraMti mhesinno|| jAtA hai| vaha tuMbI jo dUsaroM ko tairA detI hai, khuda bhI DUba jAtI sirpha maharSi hI jisa sthAna ko prApta karate haiN| jinhoMne saba hai, agara miTTI kA AvaraNa ho jaae| zaddha kiyA aise RSi isa sthAna ko prApta | mahAvIra kahate haiM zarIra ke AvaraNa se hama ddbe| miTTI ne karate haiN| jinake dhyAna meM jarA-sI bhI kaluSa na rahI-saMsAra kI | ddubaayaa| jo DUbane ko na bane the ve DUba ge| ubare rahanA jinakA bhI nahIM, paraloka kI bhI nhiiN| svabhAva thA, jinake sahAre aura bhI tara jAte aura taira jAte, jo 'jisa sthAna ko maharSi hI prApta karate haiM, vaha sthAna nirvANa | taraNa-tAraNa the, ve DUba ge| hai| abAdha hai...|' tuMbI DUba jAtI hai miTTI ke AvaraNa se| paribhASA cala rahI hai| aMtataH isake pahale ki mahAvIra vidA | 'jaisI miTTI se lipta tuMbI jala meM DUba jAtI hai aura miTTI kA hoM, apane sUtra pUre kareM, ve aMtima avasthA ke saMbaMdha meM lepa dUra hote hI tairane laga jAtI hai...|' dizA-nirdeza de rhe| basa, itanA hI pharka hai tumameM aura siddhapuruSoM meN| tumameM aura 'abAdha hai'--usakI koI sImA nhiiN| buddhapuruSoM meN| tumameM aura jina-puruSoM meN| itanA hI pharka hai| tuma 'siddhi hai'-vahAM pahuMcakara anubhava hotA hai A gae, pahuMca bhI vaisI hI tuMbI, jaisI ve| tuma jarA miTTI se lipe-pute par3e, to ge| vahAM pahuMcakara patA calatA hai, aba jAne ko kahIM na rhaa| DUbe jala meN| unhoMne apanI miTTI se apane ko dUra jAna liyA, vahAM pahuMcakara patA calatA hai are! yAtrA samApta huii| eka pRthaka jAna liyaa| tAdAtmya tor3a diyaa| miTTI khisaka gaI, tuMbI ahobhaav| saba pUrA ho gayA, paripUrNa ho gyaa| aba kucha bhI na uTha gii| hone ko zeSa rahA, na jAne ko zeSa rhaa| ghara vApasa A ge| jaba tuMbI uThatI hai jala meM to jAkara agrabhAga meM sthira ho jAtI "siddhi, lokaagr|' jo vyakti isa avasthA meM pahuMca gayA, hai| pAnI kI sataha para sthira ho jAtI hai| aisA mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha loka ke agrabhAga meM sthita ho jAtA hai| vaha vahAM pahuMca jAtA jo DUbe haiM isa saMsAra meM ve taMbiyoM kI taraha haiM miTTI lagI-Dube hai, jahAM pahuMcane ke lie hama sadA se daur3ate rahe--prathama ho jAtA | haiN| jaba miTTI chUTatI hai, tAdAtmya chUTatA hai, yaha moha bhaMga hotA | hai, to uThI AtmA, clii| 'kSema'-kalyANa kI anubhUti hotI hai| parama svAsthya kI aura isako mahAvIra kahate haiM lokAgra-AtyaMtika avsthaa| anubhUti hotI hai| jahAM loka samApta hotA hai, usa jagaha jAkara siddhapuruSa Thahara ziva'-bar3I zuddhatA, sugaMdha, surbhi| bar3I gahana jAte haiN| ye to sirpha pratIka haiN| ina patIkoM ? paavntaa| jaise kamala aura kamala aura hajAroM kamala bhItara prANa ina pratIkoM ko lekara nakze mata khIMcane lgnaa| para khilate cale jAte haiN| 'jaise miTTI se lipta tuMbI jala meM DUba jAtI hai aura miTTI kA 'aura anAbAdha hai|' isa sthiti meM koI bhI bAdhA nahIM lepa dUra hote hI tairane lagatI hai, athavA jaise eraNDa kA phUla dhUpa pdd'tii| koI bAdhA par3a nahIM sktii| bezarta hai| ise koI DigA se sUkhane para phaTatA hai to usake bIja Upara ko jAte haiM, athavA nahIM sktaa| isameM koI vighna nahIM DAla sktaa| yaha vighnoM ke jaise agni yA dhUma kI gati svabhAvataH Upara kI ora hotI hai, pAra hai, anAbAdha hai| athavA jaise dhanuSa se chUTA huA bANa pUrva-prayoga se gatimAna "jaise miTTI se lipta tuMbI jala meM DUba jAtI hai aura miTTI kA hotA hai, vaise hI siddha jIvoM kI gati bhI svabhAvataH Upara kI ora 644 Jal Education International 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI hotI hai|' maiMne sunA, mullA nasaruddIna eka dina zarAbaghara gyaa| zekhI to nirvANa kI sUcanA samajhanA ki ghara pAsa Ane lagA, jaba | mAranA usakI Adata hai| zekhI mAra rahA thA zarAbaghara ke mAlika tumhArI gati Upara kI ora hone lge| hiMsA se ahiMsA kI ora ke sAmane ki maiM hara taraha kI zarAba svAda lekara pahacAna sakatA hone lge| krodha se karuNA kI ora hone lage, becainI se caina kI huuN| aura aisA hI nahIM hai, agara tuma dasa-pAMca zarAbeM bhI ikaTThI ora hone lage, padArtha se paramAtmA kI ora hone lge| dhana se | eka pyAlI meM milA do to bhI maiM batA sakatA hUM ki kauna-kauna dhyAna kI ora hone lage, to samajhanA ki gati Upara kI tarapha sI zarAba milAI gaI hai| zurU ho gii| tuMbI chUTane lagI miTTI se| Aja nahIM kala lokAna mAlika ne kahA to ruko| vaha bhItara gayA, milA lAyA eka meM Thahara jaaegii| vahAM pahuMca jAegI, jisake Age aura jAnA glAsa meM mArTinI, brAMDI, rama, hviskI-jo bhI usake pAsa thA, nahIM hai| saba milA laayaa| mullA pI gayA aura eka-eka zarAba kA nAma lAua eraNDaphale aggIdhUme usU dhnnuvimukke| usane le liyA ki ye-ye cIjeM isameM milI haiN| cakita ho gayA gai puvvapaogeNaM evaM siddhANa vi gatI tu|| vaha mAlika bhii| usane kahA, eka bAra aur| vaha bhItara gayA 'paramAtmatatva avyAbAdha, atIMdriya, anupama, puNya-pAparahita, aura eka gilAsa meM sirpha pAnI bhara laayaa| mullA ne pIyA, bar3A punarAgamana-rahita, nitya, acala aura nirAlaMba hotA hai|' becainI meM khar3A raha gyaa| kucha sUjhe n| zuddha pAnI hai| svAda hI yaha jo paramAtmatatva hai, yaha jo nirvANa hai, yaha jo ghara lauTa use isakA yAda nahIM rahA hai zuddha pAnI kaa| AnA hai, yaha kaisA tatva hai? isake saMbaMdha meM kyA kahA jA | usane itanA hI kahA, ki yaha maiM nahIM jAnatA yaha kyA hai! magara sakatA hai? | eka bAta kaha sakatA hUM, isakI bikrI na hogii| itanA hI--'paramAtma tatva avyaabaadh|' isameM koI bAdhA hamArA jo bhI anubhava hai vaha kaI taraha kI zarAboM kA hai| zuddha kabhI nahIM pdd'tii| isake viparIta hI koI nahIM hai, jo bAdhA DAla | jala kA to hama svAda hI bhUla gae haiN| behoziyoM kA hai; hoza kA ske| yaha sabake pAra hai| isa taka kisI cIja kI pahuMca nahIM to hama svAda hI bhUla ge| vikSiptatAoM kA hai, svAsthya kA to hai| saba cIjeM isase pIche chUTa jAtI haiN| jinase bAdhA par3a sakatI hama svAda hI bhUla ge| garhita, vyartha, asAra kA hai; sAra kA to hai ve bahuta pIche chUTa jAtI haiN| atIMdriya hai| iMdriyoM ke pAra hai, hama svAda hI bhUla ge| kyoMki deha ke pAra hai| ___ isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM anupm| hamAre anubhava se kisI se 'anapama' yaha zabda smjhnaa| anapama kA artha hai, jaisA usakA mela nahIM hai| isalie tama kisI apane anabhava ke kabhI na jAnA thA; jaisA kabhI na dekhA thaa| na kAnoM sunA, na AdhAra se usake saMbaMdha meM mata socnaa| khatarA yahI ho jAtA hai| AMkhoM dekhaa| jo kabhI anubhava meM AyA hI na thaa| bahuta jaise ki koI kahe, koI jJAnI, siddha-kahe mahAsukha; to anubhava hue sukha ke, dukha ke, saphalatA ke, viphalatA ke| bahuta hamako lagatA hai hamArA hI sukha hogA; karor3a gunA, araba gunA anubhava hue-rasa-virasa, svAda-besvAda, suMdara-asuMdara, bar3A, lekina hai to sukha hii| basa bhUla ho gii| lekina yaha anupama hai| aisA bhI nahIM kaha sakate yaha suMdara hai| usakI majabUrI hai| vaha kyA kahe? kina zabdoM meM kahe? kyoMki taba bhrAMti hogI ki zAyada jo hamAre saMdara ke anubhava haiM, mahAsukha kahatA hai to bhI ar3acana ho jAtI hai| kyoMki tuma apane una jaisA hai| nahIM, yaha hamAre kisI anubhava jaisA nahIM hai| yaha sukha ko hI socate ho| tuma apane sukha meM hI guNanaphala karake to basa apane jaisA hai| anupama kA artha hotA hai apane jaisaa| soca sakate ho lekina tumhArA sukha sukha hI kahAM hai? usako isakI koI tulanA nahIM ho sktii| yaha atulanIya hai| tuma karor3a gunA kara lo to bhI vaha sukha nahIM hai| 'puNya-pAparahita, punarAgamanarahita, nitya, acala aura AnaMda kaho to jhNjhtt| kyoMki tumane jo AnaMda jAnA hai ve niraalNb...|' | ajIba-ajIba AnaMda jAne tumne| koI tAza hI khela rahA hai, hameM to vahI zabda samajha meM Ate haiM, jo hamAre anubhava ke haiN| kahatA hai bar3A AnaMda A rahA hai| aba kyA karo? koI zarAba 649 2010_03

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jina satra bhAgaH2 RD A pI rahA hai, kahatA hai bar3A AnaMda A rahA hai| koI vezyA kA nRtya dAminI gaI damaka dekha rahA hai, aura kahatA hai bar3A AnaMda A rahA hai| aba kaho ki megha baje paramAtmA AnaMda hai to isa AdamI ke mana meM kucha aise hI lagegA, agara satpuruSoM ke pAsa aisA kucha ho jAe-megha baje, dAminI ki hogA kucha vezyA kA nAca dekhane jaisA, zarAba pIne jaisA, camake, koI anUThA nAda sunAI par3ane lage, koI adRzya kI tAza khelane jaisaa| jarA bar3A karake soca lo| pukAra khIMcane lage, koI cunautI mile to phira lalacAyI AMkhoM lekina jo bheda honevAlA hai isake AnaMda meM aura siddha ke se dekhate hI mata rhnaa| AnaMda meM, isakI kalpanA meM, vaha parimANa kA hogA, mAtrA kA | phUle kadamba hogaa| aura siddhapuruSa kA AnaMda guNAtmaka rUpa se bhinna hai| | jAne kabase vaha barasa rahA mAtrA kA bheda nahIM hai| yaha bAta hI anupama hai| lalacAyI AMkhoM se nAhaka isalie mahAvIra ThIka kahate haiM ki anupama hai| tuma apane jAne kabase tU tarasa rahA kisI anubhava se vicAra mata krnaa| tumhArA koI anubhava mana kahatA hai chU le kadamba, mApadaMDa nahIM bana skegaa| phUle kadamba yaha nirvANa to jaba ghaTatA hai tabhI jAnA jAtA hai| yaha to svAda jaba yaha cAhata uThe, yaha cAhata kA jvAra uThe to rukanA mt| jaba milatA hai tabhI pahacAnA jAtA hai| tor3a-tADa sArI jaMjIreM cala pdd'naa| choDa-chADa sArA to satpuruSoM ke pAsa tuma sirpha pyAsa le lo, basa kAphI hai| moha-mAyApAza cala pdd'naa| lauTakara dekhanA bhI ma unakI bAteM sana, unake jIvana ko anabhava kara, unakI upasthiti AhvAna mila jAe sataparuSoM se, basa itanA kAphI hai| se tuma sirpha pyAsa le lo, to basa kAphI hai| unake kAraNa tuma | para loga ajIba haiN| zAstra lete haiM, pyAsa nahIM lete| siddhAMta utAvale ho uTho, vyagra ho uTho khojane ke lie; basa kAphI hai| | le lete haiM, satya kI cunautI nahIM lete| unase siddhAMta mata lenA; siddhAMta mila hI nahIM skte| unase eka apUrva ghaTanA hai| isa jagata kI sabase apUrva ghaTanA hai zAstra mata lenaa| zAstra banAyA ki bhUla ho gii| unase to pyAsa kisI vyakti kA siddha yA buddha ho jaanaa| isa jagata kI anupama lenA jIvaMta aura cala pdd'naa| ghaTanA hai kisI vyakti kA jinatva ko upalabdha ho jAnA, jina ho megha baje dhina-dhina dhA dhamaka-dhamaka jaanaa| usa apUrva ghaTanA ke pAsa jalA lenA apane bujhe hue dIyoM dAminI gaI damaka ko| avasara denA apane hRdaya ko, ki phira dhar3aka uThe usa megha baje, dAdura kA kaMTha khulA ajJAta kI AkAMkSA se, abhIpsA se| to zAyada kabhI tuma jAna dharatI kA hRdaya dhulA pAo nirvANa kyA hai| batAne kA koI upAya nhiiN| megha baje, paMka banA haricaMdana likhA-likhI kI hai nahIM dekhA-dekhI bAta phUle kadamba tuma dekhoge to hI jaanoge| likhA-likhI meM ulajhe mata raha TahanI-TahanI meM kaMduka sama phUle kadamba, jaanaa| samaya mata gNvaanaa| aise bhI bahuta gaMvAyA hai| phUle kadamba mahAvIra ke ina sUtroM para bAta kI hai isI AzA meM ki tumhAre jAne kabase vaha barasa rahA bhItara koI svara bajegA, tuma lalacAoge, cAha uThegI, cloge| lalacAyI AMkhoM se nAhaka pAnA to nizcita hai| pA to loge, calo bhr| na cale to jo sadA jAne kabase tU tarasa rahA se tumhArA hai, usase hI tuma vaMcita rhoge| cale to jo milegA mana kahatA hai chU le kadamba, vaha kucha bAhara se nahIM milatA, tumhArA hI thaa| sadA se tumhArA phUle kadamba thaa| bhUle-bhaTake, bhUle-bisare baiThe the| apane hI khajAne kI megha baje, dhina-dhina dhA dhamaka-dhamaka khabara milii| 646 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI megha baje dhina-dhina dhA dhamaka-dhamaka dAminI gaI damaka megha baje, dAdura kA kaMTha khulA dharatI kA hRdaya dhulA megha baje, paMka banA haricaMdana phUle kadamba TahanI-TahanI meM kaMduka sama phUle kadamba, phUle kadamba jAne kabase vaha barasa rahA lalacAyI AMkhoM se nAhaka jAne kabase tU tarasa rahA mana kahatA hai chU le kadamba, phUle kdmb| Aja itanA hii| 2010_03