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________________ chabbIsavAM pravacana prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM
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________________ HIND paniee prazna-sAra bArahaveM aura terahaveM guNasthAna meM kyA bhinnatA hai, ise samajhAne kI kRpA kreN| kyA terahaveM guNasthAna ko upalabdha hokara bhI usase cyuta huA jA sakatA hai? kyA prema ke mArga para bhI koI sIr3hiyAM hotI haiM? STRAMANANCH rajanIza ezo AmI tomAra boirAgI AmI pUnA gelAma, AmI kAzI gelAma lAo rI lAo saMge DugaDugI AR deha kI vRddhAvasthA, mana meM AzaMkA, marane kI pUrI taiyArI, vApasI kA bhI bhaya nahIM lekina dubArA bhagavAna to mileMge nahIM! rajanIza mahArAja ko namaskAra kaise kareM jaba taka ki bhItara kA rajanIza ubharakara na A jAe? naire 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg
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________________ H . halA praznaH bArahaveM aura terahaveM guNasthAnaH | jaisA hai| terahavAM guNasthAna pUrNa jaisA hai| bauddhoM ne nirvANa kI jo kSINamoha aura sayogikevalIjina meM kyA bhinnatA paribhASA kI hai, vaha bArahaveM guNasthAna kI hI paribhASA hai|| hai ise spaSTa karane kI kRpA kreN| isalie jaina dRSTi meM abhI aura thor3e Age jAnA hai| zUnya to ho gae, abhI pUrNa nahIM hue| moha to gayA, rAga gayA lekina yaha prazna svAbhAvika hai| jaina zAstroM meM isa saMbaMdha meM bar3A | abhI vItarAgatA nahIM utrii| tuma taiyAra ho gae, mehamAna abhI UhApoha hai| kyoMki donoM avasthAeM karIba-karIba eka jaisI | nahIM aayaa| tumane ghara sajA liyA, dvAra-daravAjoM para baMdanavAra mAlUma par3atI haiN| | bAMdha die, svAgatama laTakA diyA, dIye jalA lie, dhUpa-dIpa bArahavIM avasthA meM samasta moha, mAyA zUnya ho jAtI hai| kucha bAla lii| tuma taiyAra ho gae, mehamAna abhI nahIM aayaa| zeSa bacatA nhiiN| aura kucha hone kI saMbhAvanA bhI na rhii| saba | bArahaveM meM tumhArI taiyArI pUrI ho gii| aba tumase kucha aura bAdhAeM gira gaIM, saba avarodha samApta hue| phira terahavIM | nahIM mAMgA jA sakatA, tuma jo kara sakate the, jo manuSya ke lie asvasthA meM, terahaveM gaNasthAna meM satra kevala itanA hI kahate haiM, saMbhava thA, vaha ho gyaa| aba utaregA koii| prakAza kA syogikevliijin| kevalajJAna upalabdha hotA hai. jinatva | avataraNa hogaa| pAtra taiyAra ho gayA, amata kI aba varSA hogii| upalabdha hotA hai| ise tuma aisA mata socanA ki ina donoM ke bIca samaya kA koI lekina jaba sabhI moha kSINa ho gae, jaba sabhI bAdhAeM haTa gaIM, phAsalA hai| ina donoM ke bIca 'emphesisa', jora kA phAsalA jaba aMdhakAra jAtA rahA to phira donoM meM pharka kyA hai? donoM meM hai| tuma yaha mata socanA ki bArahavAM ghaTa gayA to terahaveM ke ghaTane deha hai, isalie sayogI se koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| bAta thor3I meM aba kucha samaya lgegaa| yugapata ho sakatA hai| yaha vizleSaNa bArIka hai aura nAjuka hai| aisA samajhanA, kabhI tuma bImAra par3e, to isalie hai tAki tumheM sIr3hI-sIr3hI bAta samajha meM A jaae| cikitsA huii| sArI bImAriyAM calI gaIM to bhI jarUrI nahIM ki aisA bhI ho sakatA hai, bImArI gaI aura tuma svastha ho gae, tuma svastha ho ge| abhI daur3a na sakoge, abhI zrama na kara | lekina bImArI kA jAnA hI svastha ho jAnA nahIM hai| bImArI kA skoge| cikitsaka kahegA kucha dera ArAma kro| bImArI to jAnA svastha hone ke lie anivArya caraNa hai| lekina bImArI kA gaI, lekina svAsthya kA AvirbhAva hone do| na honA hI svAsthya kI paribhASA nahIM hai| svAsthya kucha vidhAyaka bArahavAM guNasthAna nakArAtmaka hai| terahavAM guNasthAna vidhAyaka hai| aisA nahIM hai ki jaba tuma svastha hote ho to tuma itanA hI kaha hai| bArahaveM guNasthAna meM jo kUr3A-karkaTa thA, vaha gyaa| vyartha sakate ho ki mere sira meM koI darda nahIM hai, peTa meM koI darda nahIM hai, httaa| lekina sArthaka ko utarane do| bArahavAM guNasthAna zUnya kahIM kAMTA nahIM cubhatA; itanA hI kaha sakoge? ki kaiMsara nahIM 527 2010_03
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________________ jina satra bhAga: 2 hai, TI. bI. nahIM hai| svAsthya kI basa itanI hI vyAkhyA kara citta kI dazA hai| kyA chor3A yaha mUlyavAna nahIM hai, chor3akara jo sakoge? yA kahoge ki kucha apUrva mujhe bhare hai, kucha laharA rahA | milatA hai vahI mUlyavAna hai| jo milatA hai, use chor3ane se nahIM hai| kucha mere roeM-roeM meM kaMpa rahA hai, jo siradarda kA abhAva hI | nApA jA sktaa| nahIM hai, jo kisI anUThI UrjA kI maujUdagI hai| kisI parama yA aisA samajho ki eka AdamI ne eka paisA curA liyA aura zakti kA mere bhItara nivAsa hai| | dUsare AdamI ne karor3a rupaye curA lie| kyA karor3a rupaye svAsthya vidhAyaka hai| isalie pUraba meM jo svAsthya kA vijJAna | curAnevAlA bar3A cora hai? eka paisA curAnevAlA choTA cora hai| hai use hamane Ayurveda kahA hai| pazcima kA zabda meDisina, | to phira tuma samajhe nhiiN| meDikala sAiMsa bahuta daridra hai| meDisina kA matalaba hotA hai | corI to barAbara hai| eka paise kI ho ki karor3a rupaye kI ho| sirpha aussdhi| pazcima ne cunA meDikala sAiMsa-auSadhi kA corI meM koI mAtrA se pharka nahIM pdd'taa| eka AdamI ne eka paise vijJAna: kyoMki unakI daSTi meM svAsthya kA artha hai. bImArI kA | kI corI chodd'ii| eka paisA rAste para par3A thA, vaha par3A rahA aura na ho jaanaa| | nikala gyaa| aura eka AdamI ke rAste para karor3a rupaye par3e the, pUraba ne cunA Ayurveda : Ayu kA vijJAna, jIvana kA vijnyaan| | usane karor3a rupaye kI corI chodd'ii| corI kI saMbhAvanA thI, na sirpha auSadhi nahIM hai Ayurveda, auSadhi se kucha jyAdA hai| kii| ina donoM meM kauna-sA bar3A acora hai? donoM acora haiN| auSadhi se to itanA hI mAlUma hotA hai, darda na rhaa| lekina darda na acaurya citta kI eka vidhAyaka dazA hai| rahane kA artha, AnaMda ho gayA? darda rahatA to AnaMda meM bAdhA bArahavAM guNasthAna kahatA hai saMsAra nahIM huA, samApta huaa| par3atI jarUra, darda na rahA to AnaMda ke lAne meM suvidhA ho gaI jaise tuma kisI deza kI sImA pAra karate ho, to jo isa deza kI jarUra; lekina darda kA na honA hI AnaMda kI paribhASA hai? sImA hai, samApta hotA hai deza, vahI dUsare deza kI zuruAta hai| bauddha bArahaveM guNasthAna ko nirvANa kI paribhASA mAnate haiM, to sImA para jo takhtI lagI hotI hai, eka tarapha likhA hotA isalie ve AnaMda kI bAta nahIM krte| ve kahate haiM, parama hai-bhArata smaapt| dUsarI tarapha likhA hogA hai-cIna shuruu| avsthaa-dukh-nirodh| nirvANa yAnI dukha-nirodha; dukha na bArahavAM guNasthAna isa tarapha kI khabara detA hai-'saMsAra rhegaa| isase Age bAta nahIM krte| unase pUcho, dukha na rahegA samApta'; terahavAM guNasthAna usa tarapha kI khabara detA yaha bhI koI bAta huI ? rahegA kyA phira? hogA kyA phira? hai--'mokSa shuruu|' donoM eka hI takhtI para hoNge| takhtI kI saMsAra na rahegA, samajha meM A gayA, lekina kyA mokSa kI basa eka tarapha likhA hai-'saMsAra samApta'; dUsarI tarapha likhA hai itanI hI paribhASA hai? phira mokSa apane Apa meM kyA hai? agara 'mokSa praarNbh|' donoM meM rattImAtra phAsalA nahIM dikhAI par3atA, para saMsAra se hI paribhASA ho sakatI ho mokSa kI, to mokSa bar3A lacara phAsalA bar3A hai| donoM kI sImArekhA eka hI hai| isalie jaina huA, bar3A kamajora huA, dIna huA, daridra huaa| jisakI | zAstroM meM bhI khUba ciMtana calA hai ki pharka kyA hai? paribhASA bhI saMsAra se hI karanI hotI ho...| __ mere dekhe bArahavAM guNasthAna itanA hI kahatA hai ki jo chor3ane aisA samajho ki eka AdamI amIra hai, vaha dhana kA tyAga kara yogya thA, chUTa gayA; jo miTane yogya thA, miTa gayA; jo vyartha de; aura eka AdamI garIba hai, usake pAsa bahuta kucha nahIM hai, thA, asAra thA, usase mukti huii| terahavAM guNasthAna kahatA hai: jhopar3A hai| vaha apane jhopar3e kA tyAga kara de| kyA tuma kahoge vahIM rukanA nahIM huA, jo milane yogya thA, milA; jo pAne ki amIra kA tyAga garIba ke tyAga se bar3A hai? yogya thA, brsaa| mehamAna ghara A gyaa| agara tyAga dhana kA hI chor3anA hai taba to nizcita hI amIra kA | jaina sUtroM meM bhI bAta sApha hai| bArahaveM sUtra kI paribhASA haityAga garIba ke tyAga se bar3A hai| kyoMki garIba ne jhopar3A chor3A, NissesakhINamoho, phlihaamlbhaaynndy-smcitto| amIra ne mahala chodd'aa| khINakasAo bhaNNai NiggaMtho viiyraaehiN|| lekina tyAga dhana kA chor3anA hI nahIM hai| tyAga eka vidhAyaka | 'saMpUrNa moha pUrI taraha naSTa ho jAne se jinakA citta 528 2010_03
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________________ prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM sphaTikamaNi ke pAtra meM rakhe hue svaccha jala kI bhAMti nirmala ho jo aMdhere meM bhaTakate haiN| jo rozanI mujhe milI hai, jaba taka una gayA hai, aise puruSoM ko vItarAgadeva ne kSINamoha yA kSINakaSAya taka na pahuMcA dUM taba taka maiM praveza na kruuNgaa| kahA hai|' | yaha terahaveM guNasthAna meM ruka jAne kI bAta hai| isakA artha 'nirmala ho gayA'- nakArAtmaka hai| zuddha ho gayA, azuddhi huA, jo vyakti bhagavattA ko upalabdha ho gayA hai, vaha kahatA hai gii| terahaveM guNasthAna kI paribhASA hai : | thor3I dera aura abhI isa deha meM rhuuNgaa| kyoMki isa deha se hI kevlnnaanndivaayr-kirnnklaavppnnaasiannnnaanno| unake sAtha saMbaMdha banA sakatA hUM, jo abhI deha ko hI apanA nnvkevllddhggm-paaviyrprmppvveso|| honA samajhate haiN| isa deha se hI koI saMvAda ho sakatA hai unake 'kevalajJAnarUpI divAkara kI kiraNoM ke samUha se jinakA | sAtha, jinhoMne deha meM hI apane prANoM ko Aropita kara liyA hai; ajJAna-adhaMkAra sarvathA naSTa ho gayA, tathA jo samyakatva, anaMta jo deha ke sAtha tAdAtmya-rUpa ho gae haiN| jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta sukha, anaMta vIrya ko upalabdha hue ve deha meM ruka jAne kI AkAMkSA ko jainoM ne tIrthaMkara karmabaMdha kahA sayogikevalIjina kahalAte haiN|' hai| jo terahavIM avasthA meM ruka jAtA hai karuNAvaza. ki pIche anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, samyakatva, samAdhi, anaMta sukha, calate logoM ko thor3I sahAyatA pahuMcA sakU; jo mujhe milA hai vaha anaMta vIrya, ye upalabdhi kI sUcanAeM haiM-kyA milA! bAMTa bhI sakaM: jo maiMne pAyA hai use aura bhI pA skeN| saMsAra gayA, mokSa milaa| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, terahaveM aisI koI majabUrI nahIM hai| agara terahavIM gaNaavasthA meM kisI guNasthAna meM Ae hue vyakti ko bhagavAna kahA jA sakatA, vyakti ne ceSTA na kI to vaha apane Apa caudahavIM meM saraka paramAtmA kahA jA sakatA hai| jaaegaa| terahavIM avasthA se caudahavIM meM jAnA aisA hai, jaise ki bar3I koI DhalAna para utara rahA ho, yA nadI kI gahana dhAra meM bahA dusarA prazna: kyA terahaveM gaNasthAna ko upalabdha hokara bhI | jAtA ho jahAM paira jamAkara khar3A honA muzkila ho jaae| koI usase cyuta ho sakatA hai, kyA koI aba taka huA hai? ___ isalie jagata meM terahavIM avasthA ko jaise hI loga upalabdha hote haiM, tatkSaNa caudahavIM avasthA meM praveza ho jAte haiM--yA thor3I nahIM, terahaveM guNasthAna taka pahuMcakara koI kabhI cyuta nahIM der-aber| jyAdA dera ruka nahIM paate| kucha balazAlI loga jJAna huA, na ho sakatA hai| to phira savAla uThatA hai ki caudahaveM | ke bAda bhI ajJAna ke saMsAra meM pairoM ko Tekakara khar3e rahe haiN| guNasthAna kI kyA jarUrata hai? jaba terahaveM se vApasI ho hI nahIM una balazAlI puruSoM ke kAraNa hI saMsAra ekadama aMdherA nahIM sakatI, jaba terahaveM se giranA ho hI nahIM sakatA, to phira terahaveM hai, usameM kahIM-kahIM dIye TimaTimAte haiM--koI buddha, koI aura caudahaveM kA phAsalA kyA? | kRSNa, koI krAisTa, koI mahAvIra, koI jarathustra, koI terahaveM guNasthAna se koI cyuta nahIM hotA, lekina koI cAhe to mohmmd| kahIM thor3e-thor3e dIye TimaTimAte haiN| yaha ina terahaveM guNasthAna para ruka sakatA hai| mahAkaruNAvAna puruSa ruka | balazAlI puruSoM kaa...| gae haiN| terahaveM guNasthAna para jo ruka gae haiM, unake lie saMsAra se chUTanA bar3A kaThina hai; lekina usase bhI bar3I kaThina ThIka-ThIka zabda bauddhoM ke pAsa hai: vaha zabda hai 'bodhistv'| bAta hai. saMsAra se chaTakara thor3I dera saMsAra meM ruka jaanaa| ati jinhoMne kahA, hama caudahaveM meM praveza na kreNge| kyoMki hama agara kaThina bAta hai| saMsAra se chUTanA hI pahale ati kaThina bAta hai, caudahaveM meM praveza kara gae to zarIra chuTa jaaegaa| zarIra chuTa phira jaba chUTane kI ghar3I A jAe to usa samaya yAda kisako jAegA to hama kisI ke kAma na A skeNge| saMbaMdha TaTa jaaeNge| rahatI hai? bauddhoM meM kathA hai ki buddha jaba svarga yA mokSa ke dvAra para pahuMce, / tuma dukha meM hI jIe aura acAnaka mahala A gayA, saba sukhoM dvAra khulA to ve khar3e raha ge| dvArapAla ne kahA, Apa praveza kA dvAra khula gayA, tuma ruka pAoge, tuma daur3akara mahala meM praveza kreN| buddha ne kahA ki nahIM, abhI nhiiN| abhI bahuta haiM mere pIche, kara jaaoge| tuma kahoge, janmoM-janmoM se jisako khojA hai vaha 520 2010_03 ,
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________________ jina satra bhAgaH2 sAmane khar3A hai| maMjila sAmane to khar3I hai, aba kaisA ruknaa!| pratyeka jIvana-UrjA kisI na kisI dina terahaveM guNasthAna meM tuma eka kSaNa bhI ruka na paaoge| aaegii-der-aber| bhaTakoge...kitanA bhaTakoge? kisI na to terahavIM avasthA se koI giratA to nahIM yaha saca hai, lekina | kisI dina pIr3A se thake-hAre, TUTe ghara aaoge| usa terahaveM terahavIM avasthA meM koI ruka sakatA hai| kaThina hai, ati durgama hai, | guNasthAna meM bhagavattA upalabdha hogii| lekina huA hai| terahavIM avasthA meM jo ruka gae haiM, ve hI | yaha jo bhagavAna kI terahavIM avasthA hai, isase koI cyuta to avatArI puruSa haiN| | nahIM ho sktaa| cyata honA hotA hI nhiiN| lekina koI cAhe to jaina paribhASA meM avatAra paramAtmA ke ghara se nahIM aataa| | ruka sakatA hai| caudahavIM avasthA ko Ane se roka sakatA hai| isalie avatAra zabda kA upayoga jaina nahIM krte| avatAra zabda | bar3I pragAr3ha karuNA karanI pdd'e| karuNA ko aisI pragAr3hatA se kA hI matalaba hai : utare; avatarita ho Upara se aae| jaina | karanA par3e ki vaha karIba-karIba vAsanA bana jaae| sAMsArika paribhASA meM to sabhI nIce se Upara kI tarapha jAte haiN| Urdhvagamana | AdamI jaise vAsanA se baMdhA hai aura saMsAra se nahIM chUTatA, aise hai jagata meM, adhogamana nahIM hai| avatAra kA matalaba to huA, | terahaveM guNasthAna meM pahuMcA huA vyakti karuNA kI jaMjIreM DhAlatA adhogmn| avatAra kA to matalaba huA, asIma sImA meM | hai: karuNA se baMdhatA hai| rukatA hai ki kisI taraha thor3A sAtha, utarA, virATa kSudra huA, mahata choTA banA, AkAza AMgana banA, | thor3A saMga, thor3I pukAra de ske| usakI nAva A lagI, usa pAra asIma ne sImA meM apane ko baaNdhaa| jAne kA nimaMtraNa A pahuMcA, phira bhI vaha hajAra upAya karatA hai avataraNa to adhogamana haa| yaha to patana haa| jisako ki isa kinAre para thor3I dera ruka jaae| hiMdU avatAra kahate haiM, usako jaina mAnatA hai ki yaha to patana hai| alaga-alaga sadaguruoM ne alaga-alaga upAya kie haiM, to usakI bAta meM bhI bala hai| patana to hai hii| jaise paramAtmA | kaise isa kinAre para thor3I dera aura ruka jAeM ki tumase thor3I bAta to ho nahIM sktaa| paramAtmA cyata ho hI nahIM | ho sake, ki tumheM thor3A saMdeza diyA jA sake ki tumhArI nIMda ko sktaa| isalie jaina kahate haiM sirpha Urdhvagamana hotA hai, sirpha thor3A hilAyA jA sake ki tumhAre svapna thor3e tor3e jA skeN| utkrAMti hotI hai, sirpha vikAsa hotA hai| pIche koI jAtA hI nahIM, | apane Apa rukanA nahIM hotaa| apane Apa to terahaveM guNasthAna Age hI jAnA hai| jAnA mAtra Age kI tarapha hai| hama Upara hI | se caudahavAM guNasthAna sahaja ghaTa jAtA hai| jaise bar3I cikanI uThate haiN| bhUmi ho aura tuma khisaka jAo, rapaTa jaao| bar3I rapaTIlI isalie terahavIM avasthA meM pahaMcA huA vyakti avatArI puruSa | bhUmi ho aura DhalAna ho| terahaveM se caudahavAM itane karIba hai, aura hai| AyA hai laMbI yAtrA pAra krke| janmoM-janmoM meM bAraha | itanA AkarSaka hai, itanA mohaka hai ki kauna rukanA cAhegA? / avasthAeM pUrI kI haiM, terahavIM para AyA, bhagavAna huaa| phira rukanA kaThina bhI hai| isalie jaina kahate haiM, hajAroM loga yaha bhagavAna kA artha bhI samajha lenaa| hiMdU socate haiM, bhagavAna kevalajJAna ko upalabdha hote haiM, kabhI koI ekAdha tIrthaMkara ho kA artha, jisane saMsAra bnaayaa| pAtA hai| tIrthaMkara kA artha hai, jo terahaveM meM rukatA-balapUrvaka, jainoM meM bhagavAna kA vaisA artha nahIM hai| saMsAra ko to kisI ne | cessttaapuurvk| banAyA nhiiN| koI sraSTA to nahIM hai| lekina jisane apane ko | caudahaveM kA artha hai. zarIra se saMbaMdha kA TaTa jaanaa| jo terahaveM banA liyA, vaha bhgvaan| ina bAraha sIr3hiyoM se gujarakara jo | meM huA hai, usase kucha jyAdA nahIM hotA caudahaveM meN| jo terahaveM meM terahavIM para A gayA, vahI bhgvaan| | hai, usase caudahaveM meM kucha kama ho jAtA hai basa, jyAdA nahIM isalie bhagavAna ekavAcI bhI nahIM hai| aisA nahIM hai ki eka hotaa| terahaveM taka zarIra kA sAtha hai, caudahaveM meM zuddha AtmA raha bhagavAna hai| jitanI AtmAeM haiM utane bhagavAna ke hone kI jAtI hai, zarIra se saMbaMdha chUTa jAtA hai| saMbhAvanA hai| anaMta bhagavAna ke hone kI saMbhAvanA hai| hiMdU kahate haiM bhagavAna anaMta haiM, jaina kahate haiM anaMta haiM bhgvaan| tIsarA prazna : mahAvIra ne vairAgya aura dhyAna ke mArga ko 15301 Jair Education International 2010_03
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________________ prema ke koI gaNasthAna nahIM caudaha sIr3hiyoM meM bAMTA hai| kyA prema ke mArga kI bhI aisI koI / maiMne svIkAra kara liiN| aba merI tarapha se inako bAMdhakara gaMgA meM vyAkhyA hai? kRpayA isa para kucha kheN| DAla aao| usa AdamI ne poTalI bAMdhI bar3e bemana se| hajAra bAra socane prema ko bAMTane kA koI upAya nhiiN| kyoMki prema chalAMga hai| lagA ki yaha kyA haa| magara aba kucha kaha bhI na skaa| bheMTa jJAna kramika hai, prema chalAMga hai| jJAna iMca-iMca calatA, kara diiN| aura yaha AdamI pAgala hai| yaha kaha rahA hai, gaMgA meM kadama-kadama cltaa| prema iMca-iMca nahIM calatA, kadama-kadama | pheMka aa| gayA bemana se| bar3I dera lagA dI, AyA nahIM to nahIM cltaa| rAmakRSNa ne kahA, jarA patA to lgo| vaha gaMgA pahuMcA ki ghara jJAna baDA hoziyAra hai. prema baDA pAgala hai| isalie ye jo bhAga gayA? vaha hai kahAM aba taka lauTA nhiiN| gaNasthAna haiM, jJAna ke sAdhaka ke lie haiN| bhakti ke mArga para koI | bhejA dekhane ko, to dekhA ki vaha gaMgA ke kinAre para guNasthAna nahIM haiN| baiThakara...bar3I bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gaI hai| vaha pahale paTakabhakta jAnatA nahIM vibhAjana ko| bhakta jAnatA hI nahIM koTiyoM paTakakara khanakhanA-khanakhanAkara ginatI kara rahA hai| eka-eka ko| bhakta jAnatA hI nahIM vizleSaNa ko| bhakta kI pahacAna to ginakara pheMka rahA hai| kisI ne khabara dI rAmakRSNa ko| ve gae saMzleSaNa se hai-sinthesis| bhakta kI to pahacAna cIjoM ko aura unhoMne kahA, pAgala! jor3anA ho to ginatI karanI par3atI hai, jahAM-jahAM bheda ho vahAM abheda dekhane kI hai|| pheMkane ke lie kyA ginatI kara rahA hai? are! nau sau ninyAnabe jJAnI kI sArI ceSTA jahAM abheda bhI ho, vahAM bheda pahacAnane kI huIM to bhI clegaa| eka hajAra eka huIM to bhI clegaa| bAMdha hai| mahAvIra ne to apane pUre zAstra ko bheda-vijJAna kahA hai| poTalI, ikaTThI pheMka ! yaha kyA ginatI kara rahA hai? kahA ki yaha bheda ko pahacAnane kI kalA hai| pahacAnanA hai ki vaha purAnI Adata rahI hogI-jor3anevAle kI Adata, ginatI zarIra kyA hai, AtmA kyA hai| pahacAnanA hai ki saMsAra kyA hai, karane kii| vaha purAne hisAba se jaise apanI dukAna para baiThakara mokSa kyA hai| eka-eka cIja pahacAnate jAnA hai| eka-eka | khanakhanAkara dekhatA hogaa| asalI hai ki nakalI hai, vaha abhI cIja kA ThIka-ThIka byaurA aura ThIka-ThIka vizleSaNa karanA hai| bhI kara rahA hai| aba pUrI prakriyA ulaTI ho gii| ThIka vizleSaNa karane se hI koI mukta avasthA ko upalabdha hotA | prema to DUbanA jAnatA hai| hai| jJAna kA khojI vizleSaNa karatA hai| vizleSaNa usakI vidhi | yaha kauna AyA rahajana kI taraha hai| vaha kaiTegarIja banAtA hai, koTiyAM banAtA hai| usakA DhaMga jo dila kI bastI lUTa gayA vaijJAnika hai| ArAma kA dAmana cAka huA bhakta, premI koTiyAM tor3atA hai| saba koTiyAM ko gaDDamaDDa kara | tasakIna kA riztA TUTa gayA detA hai| dIvAnA hai, pAgala hai| pAgaloM ne kahIM hisAba lagAe? - yaha kauna AyA rahajana kI taraha to yaha to pUcho hI mata, ki kyA bhakti ke mArga para bhI, prema ke jo dila kI bastI lUTa gayA mArga para bhI isI taraha kI koTiyAM ho sakatI haiM, vibhAjana ho / DAkU kI taraha AtA hai prmaatmaa| isalie to hiMdU paramAtmA sakatA hai ? saMbhava nahIM hai| | ko hari kahate haiN| hari yAnI luTerAH hara le jAe jo; jhapaTa le| eka AdamI dhana ikaTThA karatA hai to dhIre-dhIre karatA hai| luTerA rahajana kI taraha A jaae-ddaakuu| jo lUTa le| AtA hai, lUTakara le jAtA hai iktttthaa| yaha kauna AyA rahajana kI taraha rAmakRSNa ke pAsa eka AdamI hajAra sone kI mohareM lekara jo dila kI bastI lUTa gayA aayaa| kahA, svIkAra kara leN| rAmakRSNa ne kahA, aba tuma to prema kucha tumhAre basa meM thor3e hI hai| dhyAna tumhAre basa meM hai| le Ae to calo svIkAra kara liyaa| lekina maiM kyA kruuNgaa| jJAna tumhAre basa meM hai| tyAga, tapazcaryA tumhAre basa meM hai, prema tumane to apanA bojhA chur3AyA, mujha para DAla diyaa| aisA karo, tumhAre basa meM thor3e hI hai| kisI ajJAta kSaNa meM, kisI anajAnI 531/ ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 ghar3I meM, kisI saubhAgya kI ghar3I meM A jAtA hai koI aura laTa le jabIM DhUMr3hatI hI rahI AstAnA jAtA hai| kie dila ne hareka jagaha tujhako sijade ArAma kA dAmana cAka huA aura dila to hara jagaha terI prArthanA karatA rahA, terI pUjA meM prema ke pahale AdamI ArAma se jItA hai| prema ke bAda phira | lIna rhaa| dila to pUjA meM DUbA hI hai| vahAM to jala hI rahA ArAma nhiiN| prema ke pahale to AdamI jAnatA hI nahIM ki pIr3A diiyaa| vahAM to dhUpa uTha hI rhii| vahAM to vedI sajI hai| kyA hai| prema ke bAda hI jAnatA hai ki pIDA kyA hai| kyoMki prema jo baddhi meM bahata barI taraha kho gA meM jalatA hai, pighalatA hai, galatA hai, miTatA hai| vicAroM ke jaMgala meM, jaMjAla meM, unake lie jJAna kA rAstA hai| ArAma kA dAmana cAka huA isalie jaina zAstra atyaMta bauddhika haiM, rUkhe haiN| gaNita kI tasakIna kA riztA TUTa gayA | taraha haiN| AiMsTIna kI kitAba par3ho ki jaina zAstra par3ho, eka se prema ke pahale jiMdagI bar3I dhImI-dhImI calatI hai, dhIraja se haiN| nyUTana ko par3ho ki arisToTala ko par3ho ki jaina zAstra par3ho, calatI hai| kahIM koI daur3a, chalAMga nhiiN| AdamI sAvadhAnI se eka se haiN| | calatA hai| prema ke bAda mastI pakar3a letI hai| phira kahAM dhIraja? | bahuta bAra kaI jainoM ne mere pAsa Akara kahA hai ki kabhI Apa phira kahAM dhairya! phira kaisA aaraam| kuMdakuMda para boleN| kaI daphe unakI bAta sunakara maiM bhI kuMdakaMda kI buddhi to bar3A soca-vicArakara kahIM jhukatI hai| hRdaya jhukA hI kitAba ulaTAkara dekhatA hUM, phira baMda kara detA huuN| bilakula huA hai| agara ise tuma ThIka se samajha sako to aisA samajhanA, rUkhA-sUkhA hai| maiM bhI ceSTA karake kavitA usameM DAla na hRdaya to tumhArA abhI bhI bhakti meM DUbA huA hai| tumhArA apane | skuuNgaa| bar3I ar3acana hogii| kAvya hai hI nhiiN| rasadhAra bahatI hRdaya se saMbaMdha chUTa gayA hai| tuma apanI buddhi meM samA ge| hI nhiiN| sIdhA-sIdhA gaNita kA hisAba hai-do aura do caar| apanI khopar3I meM nivAsa kara liyA hai| vahIM raha ge| aTaka jaina zAstra paidA hI taba hue, jaba bhArata eka bar3I bauddhika krAMti gae vhiiN| ulajha gae vhiiN| se gujara rahA thaa| sArA deza bar3e ciMtana meM lIna thaa| sadiyoM ke hRdaya to aba bhI prArthanA kara rahA hai| hRdaya to abhI bhI namAja ciMtana ke bAda niSkarSa lie jA rahe the| aisA bhArata meM hI thA aisA par3ha rahA hai| hRdaya to abhI bhI DUbA hai| hRdaya kA honA hI nahIM, sArI duniyA meM eka mahata UrjA uThI thii| bhArata meM buddha the, paramAtmA meM hai| mahAvIra the, makkhalI gozAla thA, ajita kezakaMbala thA, ve jo buddhi meM bhaTaka gae haiM aura jinako hRdaya kA rAstA nahIM | nigaMThanAthaputta mahAvIra the| yUnAna meM thelIsa, sukarAta, pleTo, milatA, unake lie caudaha guNasthAna haiN| jinako hRdaya karIba hai aristtottl| IrAna meM jrthustr| cIna meM kanphyUsiyasa, aura jinheM koI ar3acana nahIM, jo saralatA se hRdaya meM utara sakate | lAotsu, cvAMgatsu, liihtsu|| haiM, unake lie koI guNasthAna nahIM, koI bheda-vibhAjana nhiiN| sArI duniyA meM eka bar3I tIvra utkrAMti ho rahI thii| saba tarapha unake lie na koI zAstra hai, na koI sAdhanA hai| havA garma thii| vicAra kase jA rahe the| vicAra, tarka, ciMtana, javAnI mohabbata, vaphA nAummIdI | manana apanI AkhirI kasauTI cha rahA thA, AkhirI UMcAI cha rahA yaha hai mukhtasara-sA hamArA phasAnA | thaa| usa uttuMga kSaNa meM jina-sUtra race ge| ve usa dina kI pUrI kie dila ne hareka jagaha tujhako sijade khabara lAte haiM, usa dina kA pUrA vAtAvaraNa, usa dina kI parI havA jabIM DhUMr3hatI hI rahI AstAnA aura mausama unameM chipA huA hai| buddhi DhUMr3hatI hI rahI ki kahAM hai vaha jagaha, jahAM sira jhukaauuN| | bhakta bar3e aura DhaMga se jItA hai| bhakta kA mArga straiNa hai| jabIM DhUMr3hatI hI rahI AstAnA isIlie jaina to mAnate hI nahIM ki strI kA mokSa ho sakatA hai| dehalI DhUMr3hatI hI rahI ki kahAM sira ko rakhU, kahAM mAthA TekU? | usa mAnane meM bar3A vicAra hai| kahAM maMdira? kahAM masjida? eka bAta nizcita hai, jaina zAstra meM strI kA mokSa nahIM ho 532 | Jan Education International 2010_03
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________________ prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM sktaa| strI kA ho sakatA hai ki nahIM isa para pUrA, kisI ko agara jainoM ne mallIbAI ko mallInAtha kahA, to ThIka aise hI koI dAvA nahIM kahane kA; lekina itanI bAta pakkI hai ki jena | caitanya mahAprabhu ko caitanyabAI kahA jA sakatA hai| vaha straiNa zAstra se to nahIM ho sktaa| kyoMki jaina zAstra se strI kA mela citta hai| vaha gaurAMga kA nAcatA huA rUpa!-jaise rAdhA ho hI nahIM baiTha sktaa| vaha unameM hRdaya hai hI nhiiN| usameM to sabhI ge| kisI ne aisI himmata nahIM kii| kyoMki strI ko puruSa puruSoM kA bhI baiTha jAe mela, yaha bhI kaThina mAlUma hotA hai| banAnA to AsAna mAlUma hotA hai| kahate haiM, 'khUba lar3I mardAnI to jaina zAstraM ThIka hI kahate haiM ki strI kA mokSa nahIM ho vaha to jhAMsIvAlI rAnI thii| lekina kisI puruSa ko nAmarda sktaa| kyoMki jaina zAstra puruSa mana kI khoja hai-tarka, kaho to jhagar3A khar3A ho jAtA hai| ciMtana, mnn| prema kI khoja nahIM hai| isalie eka bar3I anUThI puruSoM kI duniyA hai yh| yahAM strI ko agara puruSa kaho to ghaTanA ghttii| jainoM kA eka tIrthaMkara-teIsavAM--eka tIrthaMkara mAlUma hotA hai, prazaMsA kara rahe ho| aura agara puruSa ko strI strI thii| nAma hai mlliibaaii| lekina jainoM ne mallIbAI ko kaho to lagatA hai niMdA ho gii| cUMki puruSa ne hI sAre mApadaMDa mallIbAI likhanA bhI pasaMda na kiyaa| ve usako mallInAtha taya kie haiN| likhate haiN| vaha thI to strI, lekina banA diyA puruss| ve mAnate | lekina maiM tumase kahatA hUM, yaha bAta galata hai| agara mallIbAI nahIM ki mallIbAI strI thii| ve kahate haiM, mlliinaath| aura mujhe mallInAtha kahI jA sakatI hai to kyoM nahIM caitanya ko caitanyabAI bhI lagatA hai, ve ThIka kahate haiN| vaha cAhe dekhane meM strI rahI ho, kaho? jyAdA ucita hogaa| ThIka-ThIka khabara milegii| bhItara se puruSa hI rahI hogii| isalie nAma badalA to ThIka hI | to tuma Upara zarIra ko AIne meM dekhakara taya mata kara lenA, kiyaa| mallIbAI mallInAtha hI rahI hogii| hRdaya to nahIM rahA bhItara khojabIna krnaa| agara tuma hRdaya kI tarapha jhuke ho to tuma hogaa| isalie bAta to ThIka hI lagatI hai| straiNa ho| agara tuma buddhi kI tarapha jhuke ho to tuma puruSa ho| jo puruSa kA citta to tarka kI dhAra hai, gaNita kA hisAba hai, vijJAna manovaijJAnika mApadaMDa hai vaha hRdaya aura buddhi ke bIca taya hogaa| kA phailAva hai| vizleSaNa usakA dvAra hai| strI kA citta alaga hRdaya kA rAstA sugama hai| aura hRdaya kA rAstA atyaMta DhaMga se dhdd'ktaa| hRdaya, prema, rasa-'raso vai sH'| strI ke ullAsapUrNa hai| vahAM koI khaMDa, koTiyAM, vibhAjana nahIM haiN| lie paramAtmA rasa-rUpa hai, kRSNa-rUpa hai| satya yAnI priitm| isalie mahAvIra to kahate haiM, merI dRSTi bheda-vijJAna kI hai| satya yAnI sirpha gaNita kA koI aMtima niSkarSa nhiiN| satya yAnI aura bhakta kahate haiM, hamArI dRSTi abheda-vijJAna kI hai| hama eka jahAM hRdaya jhuka jaae| ko hI dekhate haiN| aneka meM bhI eka ko hI dekhate haiN| hameM eka hI kie dila ne hareka jagaha tujhako sijade dikhAI par3atA hai| sabhI rUpa usake mAlUma hote haiN| sabhI nAma jabIM DhUMr3hatI hI rahI AstAnA usake mAlUma hote haiN| rUpa ke kAraNa bhakta dhokhe meM nahIM pdd'taa| hRdaya jhakatA hI rhaa| jahAM gayA vahIM apane prItama ko khoja Akati ke kAraNa dhokhe meM nahIM pdd'taa| vaha sabhI AkatiyoM meM liyaa| aura buddhi khojatI hI rahI ki vaha jagaha kahAM hai, jahAM maiM chipe nirAkAra ko dekha letA hai| jhukU? buddhi khoja-khojakara jagaha nahIM pAtI ki kahAM jhukU aura bhakti ko maiM kahatA hUM, vaha eka chalAMga hai| isalie aura hRdaya ko binA khoje jagaha mila jAtI hai| hRdaya kI eka | bhakti to eka kSaNa meM bhI ghaTa sakatI hai| jJAna ke lie sadiyAM chalAMga hai| laga jAtI haiN| tumhArI marjI! jJAna se bhI loga pahuMcate haiN| aura jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM strI-citta, to tuma yaha mata socanA ki kucha haiM, jo sIdhI taraha se kAna pakar3anA jAnate hI nhiiN| karoge ma tumhAre lie nhiiN| aura tuma aisA bhI mata bhI kyA? ve cakkara lagAkara, hAtha se sira ke pIche se ghUmakara socanA ki tuma strI ho to jina-sUtra tumhAre lie nahIM hai| zarIra kAna pakar3ate haiN| kucha ko apane ghara bhI AnA ho to ve pahale se strI aura puruSa honA eka bAta hai, citta se strI aura puruSa honA sArI duniyA kA cakkara lagAkara phira ghara Ate haiN| agara tuma bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| calate hI raho, calate hI raho to jamIna gola hai, eka dina apane ya? baddhi khoja-khojakara / hRdaya kI eka bhAkta sAma rjii| jJAna se bhI loga pahucAra 5331 ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 sAlI ghara A jAoge clte-clte-clte| rokane kA koI kAraNa nhiiN| maiMne sunA hai eka AdamI bhAgA jA rahA thaa| rAha kinAre baiThe | lekina apane bhItara ThIka se jAMca kara lenaa| bhakta ke lie to eka bUr3he se pUchA ki dillI kitanI dUra hai ? sabhI loga dillI | bhagavAna cupacApa A jAtA hai| acAnaka A jAtA hai| jA rahe haiM to vaha bhI jA rahA hogaa| eka bukhAra hai, dillI clo| eka dina cupacApa apane Apa usa bUr3he ne kahA, jisa tarapha tuma bhAge jA rahe ho, agara usI | __ yAnI bina bulAe tuma cale Ae tarapha bhAge gae to bahuta dUra hai kyoMki dillI pIche chUTa gii| mujhe aisA lagA, jaise lagA thA rAtabhara agara tuma isI dizA meM bhAge cale jAo to pahuMcoge jarUra eka isakI pratIkSA meM ki donoM hAtha phailAkara dina dillI, lekina sArI duniyA kA cakkara lagAkara phuNcoge| tumheM ullAsa se khIMcA hajAroM mIla kI yAtrA hai| agara lauTa par3o to dillI bilakula sabere kI kiraNa-kusuma ko hAtha se sIMcA pIche hai| ATha mIla pIche chor3a Ae ho| eka dina cupacApa apane Apa agara buddhi kI tarapha se gae to bar3I laMbI yAtrA hai| pRthvI bhI yAnI bina bulAe tuma cale Ae itanI bar3I nahIM hai| kyoMki buddhi ke phailAva kA koI aMta hI nahIM bhakta to sirpha pratIkSA karatA hai| kahAM jAe khojane? kahAM hai hai| buddhi kA AkAza bahuta bar3A hai| paramAtmA yA kahAM paramAtmA nahIM hai? kahAM khojane jAe? yA to maiMne sunA hai ki ziva apane beToM ke sAtha khela rahe | saba jagaha hai yA kahIM nahIM hai| kahAM khojane jAe? paramAtmA kI haiM-kArtikeya aura gnnesh| aura aise hI khela meM unhoMne kahA koI dizA to nhiiN| bhakta sirpha pratIkSA karanA jAnatA hai| rotA ki tuma mAnate ho ki maiM hI yaha sArI sRSTi hUM? to mere bhakta ko | hai, prArthanA karatA hai, AMsU girAtA hai| merI parikramA kaisI karanI cAhie, tuma btaao| to kArtikeya to eka dina cupacApa apane Apa bar3e buddhimAna rahe hoMge, jJAnI rahe hoNge| cale sArI sRSTi kA yAnI bina bulAe tuma cale Ae cakkara lgaane| ziva kI parikramA karanI hai| aura ziva yAnI bhakta to kahatA hai hama balAeM bhI kisa jabAna se? kisa jabA sArI sRsstti| saba meM vyApta prmaatmaa| patA nahIM abhI taka lauTe se? kina oMThoM se leM terA nAma? oMTha hamAre jhUThe haiN| aura bhI ki nahIM kaartikey| kahAnI kucha kahatI nhiiN| gaNeza ne unase hama aura bahuta nAma le cuke haiN| kaise pukAreM tujhe? hamArI jyAdA hoziyArI kii| vajanI zarIra, hAthI kI sUMDa! aba itanI saba pukAra bar3I choTI hai, kSINa hai| kahAM kho jAegI isa virATa bar3I pRthvI kA cakkara kyA? unhoMne ziva kA cakkara lagAkara | meM, patA bhI na clegaa| jaldI se vahIM baiTha ge| ho gaI! sRSTi kI parikramA ho gii| eka dina cupacApa apane Apa agara ziva hI samAe haiM sArI sRSTi meM to aba sArI sRSTi kI yAnI bina bulAe tuma cale Ae parikramA kyA karanI! ziva kI kara lI to sArI sRSTi kI ho majhe aisA lagA, jaise lagA thA rAtabhara gii| kArtikeya ne socA ThIka ulttaa| vaha bhI ThIka hai, vaha bhI isakI pratIkSA meM... tarka ThIka hai| ki jaba sArI sRSTi meM samAe haiM to sArI sRSTi kI __ aura bhakta kahatA hai, ve jo bIta gaIM jIvana kI ghar3iyAM, basa jaba parikramA hogI tabhI to parikramA ho paaegii| eka rAta thI, jo pratIkSA meM bIta gii| buddhi yAnI kaartikey| hRdaya yAnI gnnesh| hRdaya se to abhI ki donoM hAtha phailAkara ghaTa sakatA hai| aisA eka cakkara mArA ziva kA aura baiTha gae ki | tumheM ullAsa se khIMcA ho gaI bAta puurii| sabere kI kiraNa-kusuma ko hAtha se sIMcA lekina buddhi se bahuta laMbI yAtrA hai-anaMta kaal| jo kSaNa bhakta ko bhagavAna milatA hai| bhakta ko bhagavAna svayaM khojatA meM ho jAtA hai, vaha zAyada anaMta kAla meM hI ho paae| tuma para hai| jJAnI satya kI khoja karatA hai| bhakta ko bhagavAna khojatA | nirbhara hai| kinhIM-kinhIM ko yAtrA kA hI sukha AtA hai to unheM hai| bhakta kahIM jAtA-AtA nhiiN| kinhIM sIr3hiyoM para yAtrA nahIM 534 Jai Education International 2010_03
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________________ prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM krtaa...| nahIM haiM abhii| UrjA se bhare khar3e haiN| eka kSaNa, eka-eka kSaNa pIr3a aisI ki ghaTA chAyI hai sUcanA kI pratIkSA hai, aura daur3a pdd'eNge| daur3e nahIM haiM abhI, ThaMDI yaha sAMsa kI puravAI hai lekina UrjA se bhare khar3e haiN| tujhako mAlUma kyA hai Aja yahAM aisI hI dazA bhakta kI hai| khojane nahIM jAtA lekina Alasya barakhA bAdala ke binA AyI hai meM nahIM hai| bar3I tvarA se bharA hai| varSA ho jAtI hai bAdala ke binA aae| usakA amRta-ghaTa bhara eka gIta kala maiM par3ha rahA thaa| hai to isa saMsAra ke prema kA gIta jAtA hai| bAdala bhI nahIM umar3ate-ghamaDate aura varSA ho jAtI hai| lekina prema isa saMsAra kA ho ki usa saMsAra kA, bahata bheda nahIM atarvya hai bhakta kA milana paramAtmA se| jJAnI kA to tarka hai| dekhatI hIna darpaNa raho prANa tama jJAnI kA to bilakula sApha-sApha hai| rattI-rattI kA uttara hai| pyAra kA mahUrata nikala jAegA jJAnI arjita karatA hai| bhakta ke lie bhagavAna prasAda-rUpa hai| kauna zRMgAra pUrA yahAM kara sakA bhakta kahatA hai, mere kie milegA yaha saMbhava hI nahIM hai| mere kie seja jo bhI sajI so adhUrI sajI hI to cUka rahA hai| mere kAraNa hI to bAdhA par3a rahI hai| bhakta | hAra jo bhI guMthA so adhUrA guMthA apanI bAdhA haTA letA hai| bIna jo bhI bajI so adhUrI bajI jJAnI jisa dina pAtA hai, usa dina kisI ko dhanyavAda dene kI hama adhUre, adhUrA hamArA sRjana bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| kyoMki usane arjita kiyA hai| isalie pUrNa to basa eka prema hI hai yahAM mahAvIra kI saMskRti kA nAma par3a gayA hai zramaNa sNskRti| zrama kAMca se hI nA najareM milAtI raho se pAyA hai, ceSTA se pAyA hai, puruSArtha se pAyA hai| biMba ko mUka pratibiMba chala jAegA bhakta to kahatA hai, bhagavAna prasAda-rUpa milA hai| maiMne pAyA, | dekhatI hI na darpaNa raho prANa tuma aisI bAta hI galata hai| pyAra kA yaha mahUrata nikala jAegA jJAnI to kahatA hai, jaba taka maiM pUrNa na ho jAUM taba taka kaise bhakta kahatA hai, hama to apUrNa haiN| kaba taka sajate-saMvarate satya milegA? isalie jJAnI apane ko pUrNa karane meM lagatA hai| | raheM? tuma hameM aise hI svIkAra kara lo| hama kabhI pUrNa ho pAeMge jJAnI kI sAdhanA hai, bhakta kI to sirpha prArthanA hai| bhakta kahatA isakI saMbhAvanA bhI nhiiN| lekina hamArA prema pUrNa hai| hama apUrNa hai, pUrNa aura maiM? honevAlA nhiiN| miloge to apUrNa meM hI milana hoMge, hamArI cAha pUrNa hai| hamArI cAhata dekho| hogaa| marjI ho to jaisA hUM, aisA hI svIkAra kara lo| mujhase yaha kauna zRMgAra pUrA yahAM kara sakA sadhegA na, ki maiM pUrNa ho skuuN| seja jo bhI sajI so adhUrI sajI to jJAna meM eka khatarA hai ki ahaMkAra baca jaae| bhakti meM hAra jo bhI guMthA so adhUrA guMthA ahaMkAra kA khatarA nahIM hai| bhakti kA khatarA dasarA hai ki bIna jo bhI bajI so adhUrI bajI Alasya kA nAma bhakti bana jaae| jJAna meM Alasya kA khatarA hama adhUre, adhUrA hamArA sRjana nahIM hai| donoM ke khatare haiM, donoM ke lAbha haiN| jJAnI kA khatarA hai pUrNa to basa eka prema hI hai yahAM ki ahaMkArI ho jAe ki maiMne arjita kiyaa| bhakta kA khatarA hai kAMca se hI najareM nA milAtI raho ki Alasya pratIkSA bana jaae| Alasya pratIkSA nahIM hai| pratIkSA biMba ko maka pratibiMba chala jAegA bar3I sakriya citta kI dazA hai, sakriya aura niSkriya eka saath| bhakta kahatA hai, jo abhI mila sakatA hai use kala para mata bar3I tIvra pyAsa kI dazA hai| ttaalo| jo isI kSaNa ghaTa sakatA hai, use kala para mata ttaalo| mata tumane kabhI dekhA? olaMpika ke citra dekhe hoNge| daur3a ke lie kaho ki hama taiyAra hoNge| hama sImita haiN| hamArI sImAeM haiN| hama pratiyogI khar3e hote haiM rekhA pr| sITI bajane kI pratIkSA hai| daur3e apUrNa haiN| hamArI cAhata pUrNa ho sakatI hai, hamArI abhIpsA pUrNa 535 ___ 2010_03 |
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 ho sakatI hai, lekina hama parNa nahIM ho skte| haiM, unheM vahIM vRMdAvana ke darzana ho jaaeNge| yahAM pharka tuma samajhane kI koziza krnaa| jJAnI kahatA hai, haMsI to aaegii| kyoMki taba patA calegA ki hama akAraNa hI cAhata chor3o aura pUrNa bno| bhakta kahatA hai, cAhata ko pUrNa parezAna the| haMsI apane para aaegii| haMsI auroM para bhI AegI, karo; tumhArI pUrNatA-apUrNatA kI ciMtA na kro| donoM viparIta, jo abhI bhI parezAna haiN| haMsI AegI isa sAre khela pr|| lekina pahuMca jAte haiM eka hI zikhara pr| isIlie to bhaktoM ne kahA hai ki yaha jagata lIlA hai| yaha khela hai| ise bahuta gaMbhIratA se mata lo| gaMbhIratA jJAnI kA mArga cauthA prazna : rajanIza ezo AmI tomAra boirAgI hai; saralatA, utphullatA bhakta kaa| AmI pUnA gelAma, AmI kAzI gelAma haMsI to AegI kyoMki phira jo kahane yogya mAlUma par3egA use lAo rI lAo saMge DugaDugI kaha bhI na skoge| haMsakara hI kahA jA sakatA hai yA rokara kahA bahuta haMsI AtI hai| aba to DugaDugI ke sivA kucha bacA jA sakatA hai| vANI bar3I choTI par3a jAtI hai| DugaDugI bajAkara nahIM hai| hI kahA jA sakatA hai| zaba-e-vasla kI kyA kahUM dAstAM DugaDugI hI baca jAe to saba baca gyaa| DugaDugI kho jAe to | jabAM thaka gaI, guphtagU raha gaI saba kho gyaa| tuma DugaDugI ho jAo to saba ho gyaa| usa milana kI rAta kI kahAnI kyA kahUM? kaise kahUM? AhlAda! nRtya! tumhAre bhItara ke svara nAcane lageM, gunagunAne jabAM thaka gaI, guphtagU raha gii| lageM, to nizcita hI phira haMsI ke yogya hI hai saba-saba kahate-kahate jabAna to thaka gaI lekina jo kahanA cAhate the, khojabIna, saba daudd'dhuup| vaha nahIM kahA jA skaa| bajAo DugaDugI! usase hI kho| bhakta to utsava meM mAnatA hai| bhakta to utsava ko hI pUjA aura nAco! le lo ekatArA hAtha meN| aura jo tumheM nAcakara milegA, prArthanA banAtA hai| yaha jagata eka mahotsava hai| isameM tuma nAhaka vaha kisI zAstra se kisI ko kabhI nahIM milaa| udAsa-udAsa baiThe ho| sammilita ho jaao| saba thiraka rahA hai, | nRtya kA artha hai, gIta kA artha hai, utsava kA artha hai ki tumane tuma bhI thirko| saba nAca rahA hai| dekho cAMda-tAre, dekho vRkSa, paira se paira milAe astitva ke saath| tuma aise kinAre para na khar3e pazu-pakSI, dekho havAeM, akAza meM ghire bAdala, ye bUMdoM kI rahe rAha ke| jA rahI thI yAtrA, rathotsava ho rahA thA, tuma bhI TipaTipa! saba nAca rahA hai| yahAM thira koI bhI nahIM hai| saba | sammilita hue| nAcatA jA rahA hai astitva prtipl| tuma kyoM phudaka rahe haiN| sirpha AdamI udAsa hai| | baiThe kinAre? kaise udAsa? kaise hatAza? DugaDugI bno| bjo| bAMsurI bno| phUTane do svara koH / uTho! lauTAo apanI thiraka! isa nAcate hue rAsamaMDala meM jharanoM kI taraha, cAMda-tAroM kI trh| nAco, isa mahata nRtya meM sammilita ho jaao| kho jAoge usa nRtya meN| tuma na bcoge| sammilita ho jaao| DugaDugI bajegI to tuma na bcoge| taba jarUra haMsI aaegii| haMsI AegI, nAhaka itane dina udAsa __ bhakta khone kI taiyArI rkhtaa| jJAnI apane ko bacAtA, rhe| nAhaka itane dina roe| nAhaka itane dina vaMcita rhe| jo nikhaartaa| bhakta apane ko DubAtA aura khotaa| milA hI thA, usake sAtha nAca kyoM na sake? rAsa ho hI rahA hai| milate hI kisI ke kho gae hama yaha brahmAMDa rAsa kI eka prakriyA hai| jAge jo nasIba so gae hama tumheM sunAI nahIM par3atA? bAMsurI kabhI baMda nahIM haI, baja hI | jaba vastutaH bhAgya jAgatA hai, jaba vastutaH varSA hotI hai, jaba | rahI hai| tuma bahare hue ho| aMdhe hue ho| nAca ho hI rahA hai| | vastutaH amRta ke dvAra milate haiM to tuma nahIM bcte| koI Aja aisA nahIM thA ki kucha kabhI vRMdAvana meM huA thA, aba nahIM ho rahA taka paramAtmA se milA thor3e hI! milane ke pahale hI kho jAtA hai| paramAtmA nAca hI rahA hai| jinake pAsa AMkheM haiM, ve jahAM bhI hai| milane kI pahalI zarta kho jAnA hai| 536 Jan Education International 2010_03
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________________ prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM : milate hI kisI ke kho gae hama hama sIkhate haiN| saMdeha bAhara se udhAra milatA hai| agara tumhAre jAge jo nasIba so gae hama . mana meM prazna haiM to phira tumheM jJAna ke rAste para thor3I yAtrA karanI bhakta ke lie pratipala pratIkSA kA hai| vaha rAha dekha hI rahA hai| / hogii| agara koI prazna nahIM haiM jIvana meM, aura tumhAre mana meM kaba A jAeMge usake prItama, kahA nahIM jA sktaa| saMdeha sahaja nahIM uThatA, Adata gaharI nahIM huI saMdeha kI to phira Aja AeMge vo gItoM ko jarA cupa kara do koI bhI ar3acana nahIM hai| tuma isI kSaNa paramAtmA ke maMdira meM cAMda ko nabha se utAro aura dvAre dhara do praviSTa ho sakate ho| dvAra-daravAje baMda bhI nahIM haiN| calakara Ate haiM, thake hoMge, caraNa dhone ko AMsU yaha kama haiM, jarA AMkha meM zabanama bhara do pAMcavAM praznaH aisA lagatA hai ki aba thor3I-sI Ayu hI calakara Ate haiM, thake hoMge, caraNa dhone ko bacI hai| na jAne kauna kaba isa zarIra ko samApta kara de| isase AMsU yaha kama haiM, jarA AMkha meM zabanama bhara do mana meM eka utAvalApana rahatA hai ki jo karanA hai, zIghratA se bhakta, bhagavAna hai yA nahIM aisI jijJAsA hI nahIM krtaa| karUM; anyathA binA kucha pAe hI calA jAnA hogaa| bhaya yA bhagavAna A hI rahA hai| bhakta ko prazna hI nahIM uThA hai bhagavAna ke ar3acana bilakula nahIM lgtii| hara kSaNa jAne ko taiyAra huuN| hone na hone kaa| dubArA Ane se bhI Dara nahIM lgtaa| paraMtu eka bhaya, eka jisako prazna uTha gayA, vaha zraddhA na kara paaegaa| ar3acana avazya satAtI hai ki usa samaya Apa guru bhagavAna to hama bhakta kI taraha paidA hote haiM, phira vinaSTa ho jAte haiN| ise nahIM upalabdha hoNge| kyA merA utAvalApana ucita hai? maiM kyA thor3A samajhane kI koziza krnaa| pratyeka baccA bhakta kI taraha kara sakatA hUM? hara prakAra se taiyAra hI hokara AyA huuN| paidA hotA hai| honA hI cAhie kyoMki strI ke garbha se paidA hotA hai| hRdaya ke pAsa dhar3akatA huA paidA hotA hai| honA hI cAhie | omaprakAza sarasvatI ne pUchA hai| maiM jAnatA hUM, ve pUrI taraha pratyeka baccA bhakta kI taraha paidA-zraddhA se bharA, taiyAra hokara Ae haiN| ve kucha bhI khone ko taiyAra haiM, kucha bhI dene svIkAra-bhAva se| 'hAM' hara bacce kA svara hai| dhIre-dhIre 'nA' ko taiyAra haiN| aura usI kAraNa bAdhA hai| sIkhatA hai, nahIM sIkhatA hai, nakAra sIkhatA hai, nAstikatA hRdaya unakA bhakta kA hai, jJAnI kA nahIM hai| agara jJAnI kA sIkhatA hai| unakA svabhAva hotA to saba kucha dene kI yaha taiyArI unheM nAstikatA sIkhI jAtI hai, AstikatA hamArA svabhAva hai| guNasthAnoM kI sIr3hiyoM para car3hA detii| lekina buddhi unakA nAstikatA hama bAhara se sIkha lete haiN| jIvana ke kar3ave-mIThe svabhAva nahIM hai, hRdaya unakA svabhAva hai| isalie saba dene kI anubhava, jIvana kI dhokhAdhar3I hameM nAstikatA ke lie tatpara kara yaha taiyArI hI bAdhA hai| ise bhI chodd'o| usakA hI hai, denA kyA detI hai| saMdeha hama sIkhate haiN| zraddhA hama lekara Ate haiN| hai? samarpaNa bhI kyA karanA hai? usakI hI vastueM use dete hue nAstika koI paidA nahIM hotA, nAstika nirmita hote haiN| Astika zarma khaao| paidA hote haiN| Astika hamArA svabhAva hai|| yaha bAta hI bhUlo ki kucha denA hai| yaha bAta hI bhUlo ki kucha choTA baccA 'nahIM' kahanA jAnatA hI nhiiN| kucha bhI kaho, | karanA hai| yaha pUcho hI mata ki maiM kyA karUM? utAvalApana hai ? 'hAM' kahatA hai| abhI usane 'nahIM' sIkhI nahIM hai| abhI jIvana utAvalepana ko utAvalApana mata kho| vaha zabda galata hai| use ne use itanA dukha nahIM diyA ki vaha nahIM khe| abhI inakAra use | pratIkSA kaho, tvarita pratIkSA kaho, tvarA se bharI pratIkSA kaho, AyA nhiiN| abhI kisI ne dhokhAdhar3I nahIM kii| abhI kisI ne abhIpsA kho| utAvalApana galata vyAkhyA hai| vaMcanA nahIM kii| kisI ne jeba nahIM kaattii| kisI ne use satAyA | nizcita hI bhakta ko bhI eka adhairya hotA hai ki patA nahIM kaba nhiiN| abhI vaha nA kahe kaise? | milana hogaa| lekina usake adhairya meM eka sauMdarya hai| vaha adhairya AstikatA svAbhAvika hai| bhakti hama lekara Ate haiN| saMdeha meM bhI zAMti se jItA hai| vaha jAnatA hai ki milanA to hogA: 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 cAhatA hai jaldI ho jaae| kI trh| gAo! isalie nahIM ki gAne se use rijhAnA hai| utAvalepana meM dhIraja nahIM hai, sirpha adhairya hai| abhIpsA meM | gAo isalie, ki usane tumheM rijhA liyA hai| aba gAoge na to adhairya bhI hai aura dhIraja bhI hai| abhIpsA bar3I pairADAksikala, karoge kyA? bar3I virodhAbhAsI sthiti hai| eka tarapha vaha jAnatA hai, milanA isa pharka ko khayAla meM le lenaa| bhakta sAdhana kI taraha nahIM to honA hI hai| vaha to nizcita hai| vaha bAta to ho hI gii| | kucha karatA, sAdhya kI taraha karatA hai| parama AhlAda se bharakara usameM kucha socanA nahIM hai| karatA hai kyoMki jo ghaTanA hai, vaha ghaTa hI cukA hai| jo honA hai dUsarI tarapha vaha kahatA hai, aba jaldI ho jaae| aba aura dera vaha ho hI cukA hai| use raMcamAtra bhI saMdeha nahIM hai| anaMta kAla na lgaao| aba kaba se palaka-pAMvar3e bichAkara baiThA huuN| aba meM bhI agara paramAtmA se milanA hogA to isI kSaNa milanA ho A bhI jaao| aura bhItara vaha jAnatA hai ki aisI jaldI bhI kyA gayA hai| isa zraddhA meM hI milanA ho gayA hai ki anaMta kAla meM hai? Aoge to tuma nizcita hii| milanA ho jaaegaa| bhakta kI manodazA bar3I virodhAbhAsI hai| jo milA hI huA hai| nArada svarga jA rahe haiN| aura eka vRkSa ke nIce unhoMne eka bUr3he use, usake lie tar3aphatA hai| jisakA milanA bilakula saMnyAsI ko baiThe dekhA, tapa meM lIna mAlA japa rahA hai| sunizcita hai, usake lie tar3aphatA hai| jaTA-jUTadhArI! agni ko jalA rakhA hai| dhUpa ghanI, dupahara teja, utAvalApana mata kho| kabhI-kabhI galata zabda khataranAka ho vaha aura Aga meM tapa rahA hai| pasIne se lthpth| nArada ko sakatA hai| utAvalepana meM eka taraha kA tanAva hai| abhIpsA meM dekhakara usane kahA ki suno, jAte ho prabhu kI tarapha, pUcha lenA, tanAva nahIM hai| pyAsa kaho, pukAra kho| utAvalApana mata | jarA pakkA karake AnA, merI mukti kaba taka hogI? tIna janmoM kho| utAvalApana buddhi kA zabda hai| aura omaprakAza se koziza kara rahA huuN| Akhira hara cIja kI hadda hotI hai| buddhimAna AdamI nahIM, hRdayavAna AdamI haiN| ceSTA karanevAle kA mana aisA hI hotA hai, vyavasAyI kA hotA hRdayavAna zabda kA loga upayoga hI nahIM krte| kisI ko hai| nArada ne kahA jarUra pacha aauuNgaa| usake hI do kadama Age kaho buddhimAna nahIM, to vaha nArAja ho jaae| kyoMki eka hI calakara dUsare vRkSa ke nIce, eka bar3e baragada ke vRkSa ke nIce eka matalaba hotA hai, buddhimAna nahIM hai yAnI buddh| dUsarI bAta hI hama yuvA saMnyAsI nAca rahA thaa| rahA hogA koI prAcIna bAula : bhUla gae haiM ki koI hRdayavAna bhI ho sakatA hai| ekatArA lie, DugaDugI baaNdhe| thApa de rahA DugaDugI para, ekatArA omaprakAza hRdaya ke keMdra ke karIba haiN| ghaTegI ghttnaa| ghaTanI | bajA rahA, nAca rhaa| yuvA hai| abhI bilakula tAjA aura nayA hI hai| lekina tumhArI tarapha se koI taiyArI kI jarUrata nahIM hai| hai| abhI to dina bhI saMnyAsa ke na the| aura na tumhAre pAsa koI upAya hai ki tuma kucha kara sko| tar3apo, nArada ne kahA-majAka meM hI kahA ki tamheM bhI to nahIM roo, naaco| lekina yaha bhI use pAne ke sAdhana kI taraha nhiiN| pUchanA hai ki kitanI dera lagegI? vaha kucha bolA hI nhiiN| vaha kyoMki sAdhana kI taraha socanA hI bAjAra kI bhASA hai, prema kI apane nAca meM lIna thaa| usane nArada ko dekhA hI nhiiN| usa ghar3I bhASA nhiiN| to nArAyaNa bhI khar3e hote to vaha na dekhtaa| pharsata kise? nArada nAco, kyoMki zraddhA hai| nAco, kyoMki vaha AtA hI hogaa| cale ge| dUsare dina jaba vApasa lauTe to unhoMne usa bUr3he ko nAco, kyoMki vaha A hI rahA hai, rAste para hI hai| nAco, ki dUra kahA ki maiMne pUchA, unhoMne kahA ki tIna janma aura laga jaaeNge| usake ratha ke pahiyoM kI AvAja sunAI hI par3ane lagI hai| kitane bUr3hA bar3A nArAja ho gyaa| usane mAlA Aga meM pheMka dii| usane hI dUra-digaMta meM, AkAza meM bAdaloM ke pAsa hotI hai gar3agar3AhaTa kahA, bhAr3a meM jAe yaha saba! tIna janma se tar3apha rahA hUM, aba lekina vaha cala pdd'aa| vaha anaMta kAla se tumhArI tarapha cala hI | tIna janma aura lageMge? yaha kyA aMdhera hai? anyAya ho rahA hai| rahA hai| nArada to cauNke| thor3e Dare bhii| usa yuvaka ke pAsa jAkara kahA nAco! usane tumheM cuna liyA hai--sAdhana kI taraha nahIM, sAdhya ki bhaI! nArAja mata ho jAnA--vaha nAca rahA hai--maiMne pUchA -538 2010_03
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________________ prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM thaa| aba to maiM kahane meM bhI DaratA huuN| kyoMki unhoMne kahA hai ki aura yaha utAvalepana ko to bilakula bhUla jaao| adhairya vaha yuvaka, vaha jisa vRkSa ke nIce nAca rahA hai, usa vRkSa meM jitane pakar3o, lekina dhIraja ke saath| patte haiM, utane hI janma use laga jaaeNge| dina jo nikalA to pukAroM ne parezAna kiyA aisA sunA thA usa yuvaka ne, ki vaha ekadama pAgala ho gayA | rAta AyI to sitAroM ne parezAna kiyA mastI meM aura dIvAnA hokara thirakane lgaa| nArada ne kahA, samajhe garja hai yaha ki parezAnI kabhI kama na huI ki nahIM samajhe? matalaba samajhe ki nahIM? jitane isa vRkSa meM gaI khijAM to bahAroM ne parezAna kiyA patte haiM itane janma! usane kahA, jIta liyA, pA liyA, ho hI gaI | yaha utAvalApana saMsAra kA hai| dhana mila jAe, pada mila jAe, baat| jamIna para kitane patte haiN| sirpha itane hI patte? khatama! yaha utAvalApana sAMsArika hai| pahuMca ge| garja hai yaha ki parezAnI kabhI kama na haI kahate haiM vaha usI kSaNa mukta ho gyaa| aisA dhIraja, aisI aTUTa gaI khijAM to bahAroM ne parezAna kiyA zraddhA, aisA sarala bhAva, aisI prema se, cAhata se bharI aba bahAra A gaI hai| jarA dekho to! magara tuma purAnI khijAM AMkha...usI kSaNa! patA nahIM usa bUr3he kA kyA huA! maiM nahIM kI Adata, purAnI patajhar3a kI Adata parezAna hone kI banAe baiThe socatA ki vaha tIna janmoM meM bhI mukta huA hogA kyoMki vaha ho| yaha purAnI chAyA hai tumhAre anubhava kii| ise chodd'o| cAroM vaktavya nArAyaNa ne mAlA pheMkane ke pahale diyA thaa| vaha bUr3hA | tarapha vasaMta maujUda hai| kahIM na kahIM aba bhI tapazcaryA kara rahA hogaa| agara maiM kucha hUM to vasaMta kA saMdezavAhaka huuN| yaha vasaMta maujUda aksara tuma mAlA japate logoM kA ceharA dekho to usa bUr3he kA hai| yaha bahAra A hI gaI hai| jarA AMkha baMda karo to bhItara ceharA thor3A tumheM samajha meM aaegaa| baiThe haiN| khola-kholakara dikhAI pdd'e| jarA AMkha ThIka se kholo to bAhara dikhAI pdd'e| AMkha dekha lete haiM, bar3I dera ho gaI abhI tk| tapazcaryA, | aba parezAna hone kI koI bhI jarUrata nhiiN| jo UrjA parezAnI upavAsa karate logoM ke cehare ko gaura se dekho to usa bUr3he kI | bana rahI hai, usI UrjA ko AnaMda bnaao| thor3I pahacAna tumheM ho jaaegii| nahIM omaprakAza ke lie vaisA hone kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| AkhirI prazna: kala Apane kahA ki uttara gItA se milA ho lo ekatArA hAtha meM, le lo DuggI, naaco| ho hI gayA hai| karanA | to kRSNa mahArAja ko namaskAra krnaa| mAnA ki kRSNa se kyA hai aura? paramAtmA ko hamane kabhI khoyA nahIM hai, sirpha milanA saMbhava nahIM, koI yAdadAzta bhI nahIM, lekina kRpayA bhrAMti hai kho dene kii| nAcane meM bhrAMti jhar3a jAtI hai| gIta batAeM ki rajanIza mahArAja ko kaise namaskAra kareM, jaba taka ki gunagunAne meM bhrAMti gira jAtI hai| ullAsa, utsava meM rAkha utara bhItara kA rajanIza ubharakara na A jAe! jAtI hai, aMgArA nikala AtA hai| rahI bAta ki-'usa samaya Apa guru-bhagavAna to nahIM jaba taka bhItara kA rajanIza ubharakara na Ae taba taka namana upalabdha hoNge|' | karo; jaba ubharakara A jAe taba namaskAra kara lenaa| namana aura agara mujhase saMbaMdha jur3a gayA to maiM sadA upalabdha huuN| saMbaMdha namaskAra meM koI bahuta phAsalA thor3e hI hai! namana jarA laMbA kara huuN| ve yahAM bhI baiThe hoNge| jinase nahIM jur3Ava huA, unheM abhI kRSNa mahArAja ko namaskAra karane ko kahA kyoMki kahIM aisA na bhI upalabdha nahIM huuN| jinase jur3a gayA unheM sadA upalabdha huuN| ho ki tumhAre bhItara kA kRSNa tumhAre bAhara kI kRSNa kI dhAraNA meM omaprakAza se jor3a bana rahA hai| to ghabar3Ao mt| ahobhAva dabA raha jaae| kahIM aisA na ho ki zAstra tumhAre satya ko ubharane se bhro| jor3a bana gayA to yaha jor3a zAzvata hai| yaha TUTatA na de| kahIM aisA na ho ki udhAra jJAna tumhArI maulika pratibhA ko nhiiN| isake TUTane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| ' pragaTa na hone do| kahIM aisA na ho ki tuma sUcanAoM ko hI jJAna 539 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 samajhate hue jIyo aura mara jAo; aura tumheM apanI koI jIvaMta | usa dina tuma jaldI na karoge hAtha chur3Ane kii| anubhUti na ho| jamAle-izka meM dIvAnA ho gayA hU~ maiM merI bAta tuma suna rahe ho| agara merI bAta ko saMgRhIta karane yaha kisake hAtha se dAmana chur3A rahA hU~ maiM? lage to khatarA hai| suno merI, guno apnii| samajho, saMgraha mata prema meM kaisA pAgalapana ho gayA! kro| yAdadAzta bharane se kucha bhI na hogaa| smRti ke pAtra meM jamAle-izka meM dIvAnA ho gayA hUM maiM tumane, jo-jo maiMne tumase kahA, ikaTThA bhI kara liyA to do kaur3I prema meM aisI dIvAnagI bhI AtI hai ki premI se hI hAtha chur3Akara kA hai| usase kucha lAbha nhiiN| tumhArA bodha jge| jo maiM kaha | bhAgane ke lie AdamI tatpara ho jAtA hai| rahA hUM use samajho, usase jaago| koI parIkSA thor3I hI denI hai| jamAle-izka meM dIvAnA ho gayA hU~ maiM kahIM ki tumane jo mujhase sunA, vaha yAda rahA ki nahIM rhaa| yaha kisake hAtha se dAmana chur3A rahA hU~ maiM eka mitra eka dina Ae, ve kahane lage, bar3I muzkila hai| roja tuma chur3Ao mt| jaldI mata kro| maiM khuda hI cupacApa hAtha Apako sunatA hUM lekina ghara jAte-jAte bhUla jAtA huuN| to agara alaga kara luuNgaa| tuma jarA taiyAra ho jAo, tuma pakar3anA bhI maiM noTa lene lagU to koI harja to nahIM? to noTa lekara bhI kyA | cAhoge to maiM pakar3ane na duuNgaa| kyoMki agara maiMne tumheM pakar3ane karoge? agara noTa liyA to noTa-buka kA mokSa ho jAegA, | diyA to maiM tumhArA duzmana huA, mitra na huaa| kalyANamitra to yAda to noTa-buka ko rhegaa| tumako to vahI hai, jo tamheM tamhArA bodha Te tumheM tumhArA bodha de jAe aura haTa jAe bIca se| jo rahegA nhiiN| tumheM paramAtmA ke dvAra taka pahuMcA jAe, phira tuma lauTakara use aura yAda rakhane kI jarUrata kyA hai? maiMne unase pUchA, yAda | khojo to mile bhI n| rakhakara karoge kyA? samajha lo, bAta ho gii| sAra-sAra raha magara aisA sadagaru kabhI khotA nahIM, kyoMki tama use apane jaaegaa| phUla to vidA ho jAeMge, sugaMdha raha jaaegii| pahacAnanA aMtartama meM virAjamAna paaoge| taba tuma acAnaka pahacAnoge bhI muzkila hogA, kisa phUla se milI thii| lekina usa sugaMdha eka dina, jo bAhara se bolA thA, vaha bhItara kI hI AvAja thii| ke sAtha-sAtha tamhAre bhItara kI sagaMdha bhI uTha aaegii| usa jisane bAhara se pakArA thA vaha bhItara se hI uThI pakAra thii| vaha sugaMdha kA hAtha pakar3akara tumhArI sagaMdha bhI laharAne lgegii| jo bAhara dikhAI par3A thA vaha apane hI aMtartama kI chavi thii| to eka dina to guru ko namaskAra karanA hI hai| namana se zurU | bAhara jisake darzana hue the, vaha apanA hI bhaviSya rUpa dharakara karanA, namaskAra se vidA denii| ise yAda rkhnaa| ise bhUlanA | AyA thaa| mt| kRSNa se utanA khatarA nahIM hai, jitanA tumhAre lie mujhase | ghabar3Ao mt| abhI to tuma bhulAne kI koziza karoge to khatarA hai| kyoMki kRSNa se tumhArA koI lagAva hI nhiiN| jinakA bhulA na skoge| jaba taka jAga nahIM gae taba taka bhalAnA saMbhava lagAva hai, ve to mere pAsa Ate bhI nhiiN| to kRSNa ko to tuma bar3e bhI nahIM, ucita bhI nhiiN| saMbhava ho to bhI ucita nhiiN| maje se namaskAra kara sakate ho| asalI kaThinAI to majhe kisa-kisa unvAM se bhulAnA use cAhA thA raviza namaskAra karane meM aaegii| kisI unvAM se magara unako bhulAyA na gayA karane ke pahale namana kA abhyAsa karanA jaba taka tama jAga hI nahIM gae ho. jaba taka tama apane prItama hogaa| namana hI laMbA hokara namaskAra banatA hai| jhuko! tuma svayaM hI nahIM bana gae ho, taba taka tuma bhulA bhI na sakoge kRSNa agara jhuke to tumhAre bhItara koI jgegaa| tuma agara akar3e rahe to ko, yA mahAvIra ko, yA mohammada kaa| tamhAre bhItara koI jhakA rhegaa| tama jhako to tumhAre bhItara koI kisa-kisa unvAM se bhalAnA use cAhA thA rA khar3A ho jaaegaa| kisI unvAM se magara unako bhulAyA na gayA bAhara kA guru to kevala thor3I dera kA sAtha hai tAki bhItara kA bhulAne kI jaldI bhI mata kro| jAgane kI phikra kro| bhulAne guru jaga jaae| aura jisa dina tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAtA hai, | para jora mata do, jAgane para jora do| idhara tuma jAge, ki eka artha 5401 Jan Education International 2010_03
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________________ prema ke koI gaNasthAna nahIM meM tuma bhUla jAoge guru ko aura eka gahare artha meM pahalI daphe tuma use paaoge| apane hI bhItara virAjamAna paaoge| tumhAre hI siMhAsana para virAjamAna paaoge| tumhArI hI AtmA jaisA virAjamAna paaoge| acAnaka tuma pAoge, guru aura ziSya do nahIM the| maiM tumhArI hI saMbhAvanA huuN| jo tuma ho sakate ho, usakI hI khabara huuN| lekina chur3Ane kI koI jaldI nahIM hai| jaldI chur3Ane meM to tuma aTake raha jaaoge| lAbha bhI na hogaa| chUTanA to ho hI jaaegaa| sIkha lo| jAga lo| tuma ho jaao| mAM apane choTe bacce ko calanA sikhAtI hai| hAtha pakar3akara sikhAtI hai| hAlAMki baccA hAtha chor3anA cAhatA hai| kyoMki bacce ke ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai ki koI aura merA hAtha pakar3akara claae| lekina mAM pakar3atI hai| mAnA ki bacce ke ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai, lekina abhI use usa para chor3A bhI nahIM jA sakatA hai| abhI to tuma chur3Aoge bhI to maiM na chodduuNgaa| abhI bhI tuma bhAgoge to maiM tumhArA pIchA kruuNgaa| tuma kahIM bhI nikala jAo, maiM chAyA kI taraha tumheM staauuNgaa| abhI to upAya nahIM hai| to mAM pakar3atI hai bacce kA haath| phira eka dina baccA calane lagatA hai, to cupacApa hAtha ko chur3AtI hai--phira cAhe baccA pakar3anA bhI caahe| kyoMki aba bacce ko bhI samajhadArI A gaI hai itanI ki mAM ke hAtha meM hAtha ho to jyAdA surkssit| anubhava ne sikhA diyaa| kaI daphe girA hai, ghuTane TUTa gae haiM, aba anubhava ne sikhA diyA hai ki yaha hAtha pakar3e hI rhuuN| lekina aba mAM chur3AtI hai| yahI to jIvana kA virodhAbhAsa hai| eka dina pakar3anA par3atA hai, eka dina chur3AnA par3atA hai| jisa sIr3hI se car3hate ho use chor3anA par3atA hai| jisa nAva se dUsare kinAre jAte ho, usase utaranA par3atA hai| isalie abhI namana karo, phira namaskAra bhI ho jaaegaa| tuma na karoge to maiM kara luuNgaa| Aja itanA hii| 5411 __ 2010_03