Jinsutra Lecture 49 Mukti Dwandwatit Hai

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340149/1

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aThArahavAM pravacana mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai Forrrivate & Personal Use Only

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prazna-sAra rAga aura dveSa ke do pahiyoM se saMsAra nirmita hotA hai| kyA mokSa ke bhI aise hI do pahiye hote haiM? guru mRtyu hai yA brahma hai, yA eka sAtha donoM hai? sUlI Upara seja piyA kI, kisa vidha milanA hoya? ApakA smaraNa mujhe pragAr3ha rasamayatA aura AnaMda se bhara detA hai, merI cAla meM ApakI dhuna ke ghara bajate haiM, to aba maiM dhyAna ko kahAM rakheM? vahAM taka AyA hUM, jahAM lagatA hai ki aba kucha ho sakatA hai| prabhu, praNAma! mana ekadama zAMta hogA to sAMsArika kArya kaise hoMge? .: 2010_03

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halA prazna: Apa kahate haiM ki rAga aura dveSa ke do | dUsarI bAta : jahAM taka yAtrA hai, vahAM taka saMsAra hai| jahAM yAtrA 1 pahiyoM se saMsAra nirmita hotA hai| kyA inake ThIka samApta huI, vahIM mokSa hai| viparIta koI do pahiye aura haiM, jinase mokSa to do pahiyoM kI to jarUrata hai hI nahIM, eka pahiye kI bhI nirmita hotA hai? kRpA karake smjhaaeN| jarUrata nahIM hai| aura eka pahiyA ho bhI, to vyartha hogaa| | tIsarI bAtaH pUchA, 'rAga-dveSa ke do pahiyoM se saMsAra nirmita pahalI bAta : jahAM do haiM, vahAM saMsAra hai| jahAM eka bacA, vahAM hotA hai|'-sc hai| kyoMki rAga eka tarapha jhukAtA, dveSa mokSa prAraMbha huaa| dUsarI tarapha jhukaataa| rAga-dveSa ke jhaMjhAvAta meM hamArA citta kaMpatA dvaita saMsAra hai, advaita mokSa hai| hai| Asakti aura virakti, rAga aura dveSa, zatru aura mitra, isalie saMsAra ke to do pahiye haiM, mokSa ke nhiiN| apanA aura parAyA, hitakara aura ahitakara, ina donoM ke bIca dUsarI bAta H saMsAra gati hai, pravAha hai, khoja hai, talAza hai, mArga hama kaMpate haiN| jaba donoM ke bIca hama thira ho jAte haiM aura kaMpana hai, isalie do pahiyoM kI jarUrata hai| do pahiyoM ke binA yaha | samApta ho jAtA hai, na rAga bulAtA, na dveSa bulAtA; jahAM hama gAr3I calegI nhiiN| nirdvadva hokara, niSkaMpa hokara bIca meM samAdhistha ho jAte haiM; jahAM mokSa, kahIM jAnA nahIM hai, mokSa to pahuMca ge| mokSa to vahAM hai, madhya-biMdu mila jAtA hai, vahAM mokSa hai| jahAM saba jAnA samApta huaa| gAr3I calatI rahe to mokSa nahIM hai| | rAga aura dveSa ke viparIta mokSa meM kucha bhI nahIM hai| rAga aura jahAM ruka gayA saba, Thahara gayA saba, parama vizrAma A gayA, | dveSa se mukti, mokSa hai| mokSa saMsAra kA virodha nahIM hai, mokSa jisake pAra koI lakSya na bacA, vahIM mokSa hai| saMsAra kA abhAva hai| saMsAra nahIM bacatA, itanA hI kaho, basa vAsanA jahAM zUnya hotI hai, kAmanA jahAM virAma letI hai, lakSya kAphI hai| phira jo zeSa raha jAtA hai, vahI mokSa hai| jahAM saMpUrNa ho ge| siddhi jahAM zvAsa-zvAsa meM hai-phUla | jaise eka AdamI bImAra hai; jaba bImAriyAM haTA lete haiM hama, to khila gyaa| aba aura khilane ko kacha bacA nhiiN| parNatA | jo zeSa raha jAtA hai. vahI svAsthya hai| utrii| aba kucha aura utarane ko bacA nhiiN| svAsthya bImAriyoM ke viparIta nahIM hai kucha, bImAriyoM kA isalie do pahiyoM kA to savAla hI nahIM hai, eka pahiye kI bhI samApta ho jAnA hai| jahAM koI bImArI nahIM bacI, vahAM svAsthya jarUrata nahIM hai--pahiye kI jarUrata nahIM hai| sahaja rUpa se mukharita hotA hai| to pahalI to bAta; jahAM taka do haiM, vahAM taka saMsAra hai| jahAM saMsAra bAdhA kI taraha hai, patthara hai : jharane ko roke hue| patthara eka hai, vahAM mokSa hai| haTa gayA, jharanA bhaa| jharanA to maujUda hI hai| mokSa to maujUda hI 347 2010_03

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- jina sUtra bhAga: 2 UNDER BHAIMIMARA hai tumhAre bhiitr| saMsAra se tumhArI pakar3a chUTI ki jo sadA se | viparIta kI bhASA hI bhUla jaao| virodha kI bhASA hI bhUla milA haA thA, usakA patA calatA hai| jo milA hI huA thA, | jaao| zatrutA kA roga hI chodd'o| sirpha bhara AMkha dekha lenA hai, usakI pratyabhijJA hotI hai, usakI pahacAna hotI hai| ThIka se pahacAna lenA hai| jahAM ho, vahIM jAgakara dekha lenA hai| mokSa kucha aisA nahIM hai, jise tumane kho diyA ho| mokSa svabhAva | usa jAgaraNa meM jo bhI vyartha hai, vaha apane se chUTa jAtA hai, gira hai| khone kA koI upAya hI nhiiN| kahIM bhUlakara, cUkakara rakha jAtA hai| eka aMdhere kamare meM tuma baiThe ho, hIre bhI par3e haiM aura Aye ho, aisA koI upAya nahIM hai| tuma ho mokss| kar3A-karkaTa bhI par3A hai, phira koI dIyA lekara bhItara A gyaa| isalie inake viparIta koI do pahiye aura haiM? aisA pUchanA hI jaba taka dIyA na thA taba taka patA na thA, kUr3A-karkaTa kyA hai, ThIka nahIM hai| saMsAra mokSa ke viparIta nahIM hai. isalie saMnyAsI hIre kyA haiM? ho sakatA hai. aMdhere meM tamane kaDe-karka saMsAra kA virodhI nahIM hai| jo saMnyAsI saMsAra kA virodhI hai, vaha gaTharI bAMdha lI ho aura hIroM kA khayAla hI na AyA ho| phira abhI saMsAra meM hai| usane rAga ko dveSa se badala liyaa| kucha loga koI dIyA lekara A gayA, AMkha milI, dRSTi khulI, darzana dhana ko rAga karate the, vaha dveSa karane lgaa| kucha loga deha ko rAga huaa| tuma haMsoge, agara tumane apanI gaTharI meM kUr3A-karkaTa karate the, vaha dveSa karane lgaa| sAMsArika jinako vaha kahatA hai, bAMdha rakhA thaa| jaldI gAMTha khologe| jaldI gaTharI khAlI kara jo-jo karate the, usase ulaTA karane lgaa| loge| jaldI se hIre bhara loge| isameM kucha tyAga thor3e hI hogA! saMnyAsI agara saMsAra kA virodhI hai to maiM tumase kahatA hUM, isameM kucha abhyAsa thor3e hI hogA! isameM koI zramasAdhya saMsAra meM hai| sira ke bala khar3A hogA, magara khar3A bAjAra meM hai| | prakriyA thor3e hI hogI! himAlaya para baiThA ho, lekina khar3A bAjAra meM hai| bhAga jAe saba basa dIye kA AnA, AMkha kA khulanA, dikhAI par3a jAnA sAra chor3akara, lekina jisase bhAga rahA hai, usase chuTakArA nahIM huA | kA asAra se bhinna-paryApta hai| mokSa hai bodh| hai| bhItara mana meM usakI AkAMkSA zeSa hai| usI AkAMkSA ko | 'kahate haiM Apa, rAga aura dveSa ke do pahiyoM se saMsAra nirmita dabAne ke lie to viparIta kara rahA hai| hotA hai...|' nizcita hii| saMsAra do ke binA nirmita nahIM saMnyAsI use kahatA hUM maiM, jo saMsAra kA virodhI nahIM hai, jo hotaa| saMsAra eka se nirmita hI nahIM ho sktaa| eka pahiye se saMsAra meM jAgA; jisane saMsAra ko bhara-najara dekhaa| kahIM koI gAr3I calI hai? mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo suparicita huA; jisane saMsAra kI | yaha gAr3I zabda bar3A adabhuta hai| isa para tumane zAyada kabhI vyarthatA smjhii| socA na ho| gAr3I kA matalaba hotA hai, jo gar3I hai| magara hama saMsAra ke viparIta kisI cIja ko pakar3ane kA savAla hI nahIM calatI huI cIja ko gAr3I kahate haiN| gAr3I to cala hI nahIM hai, saMsAra kI vyarthatA spaSTa ho jAe to jo zeSa raha jAtA sktii| jo gar3I hai, vaha calegI kaise? vRkSa calate haiM? gar3e hai-isa kUr3e-karkaTa ke baha jAne ke bAda, jo jaladhAra bhItara haiN| calatI cIja ko hama gAr3I kyoM kahate haiM? bar3A madhura vyaMgya zeSa raha jAtI hai, vahI mokSa hai| hai usa zabda meN| agara mokSa kahIM saMsAra se alaga hai to phira bhAganA par3e saMsAra calatA to hai, pahuMcatA kahIM nhiiN| lagatA hai calatA hai; guphAoM meM, kaMdarAoM meM khojanA par3e, tapazcaryA meM AMkheM baMda aise gar3A hai| aise sapane meM hI calanA hotA hai, yathArtha meM koI karake kahIM dUra, jahAM koI na ho, vahAM jAnA pdd'e| lekina mokSa | calanA nahIM hotaa| bhAga-daur3a, ApAdhApI! jaba AMkha khalatI yahIM hai| mokSa tumhArA svabhAva hai| hai, tuma pAte ho vahIM ke vahIM khar3e ho, apanI khATa para par3e ho| samajha A gaI to mukti A gii| nAsamajhI rahI to baMdhana rhaa| saba sapane meM daur3a-dhUpa kii| bar3e AkAza chAna ddaale| jaba subaha nAsamajhI arthAta bNdhn| samajhadArI arthAta mokss| AMkha khulI to pAyA, apane bistara meM par3e haiN| jJAna mukti hai| to saMsAra gAr3I hai| aise to gar3A hai| yathArtha meM to gar3A hai, to saMsAra ko chor3anA nahIM, na saMsAra ke viparIta socnaa| vaha svapna meM cala rahA hai, kalpanA meM cala rahA hai, kAmanA meM cala rahA 13481 Jair Education International 2010_03

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mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai hai, vicAra meM cala rahA hai, mana meM cala rahA hai-aise gar3A hai| nirvicAra kA AkAza mokSa hai| gAr3I basa calatI mAlUma par3atI hai| saMsAra ke virodha meM nahIM hai mokSa. saMsAra kA abhAva hai mokss| kabhI choTe-choTe bacce, jo sAikila calAnA nahIM jAnate, ise tuma jitane gahare meM bAMdhakara rakha sako, rakha lenaa| isa para sAikila para savAra ho jAte haiM--khar3I sAikila para, sTaiMDa para gAMTha bAMdha lenaa| kyoMki agara yaha tumheM khayAla na rahA to bahuta khaDI sAikila pr| jora se paiDala mArate haiM aura bar3e praphallita Dara hai ki tamhArA saMnyAsa bhI saMsAra kA virodha bana jaae| hote haiM kyoMki jaba cAka calane lagatA hai--vaha gAr3I hai| gar3I virodha meM utara jAnA bar3A AsAna hai| mana kI sArI rAjanIti hai, magara baccA bar3A prasanna ho rahA hai| jitane jora se paiDala mAratA dvaMdva kI hai| isalie virodha to bilakula sugama hai, sarala hai, hai, jitane jora se cAka ghUmatA hai--usakI kilakArI suno! DhalAna hai| jaise pahAr3a se koI nIce kI tarapha utara rahA hai, dhIme aisI hI kilakArI de rahe haiM rAjanetA, dhanika, pada-pratiSThA ko bhI calanA cAhe to cala nahIM sakatA; daur3anA par3atA hai| DhalAna prApta log| sAikila para car3he haiN| sAikila sTaiMDa para khar3I hai| hai| koI zakti nahIM lgtii| agara kAra pahAr3a ke nIce utAra rahe sTaiMDa yAnI gar3I hai| magara cAka jora se cala rahA hai| paiDala kAphI ho to peTrola kI bhI jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| baMda kara do iMjana, gAr3I mAra rahe haiM, pasInA-pasInA hue jA rahe haiN| eka-dUsare se apane Apa DhalakatI-DhalakatI calI AtI hai| pratispardhA bhI kara rahe haiM, ki kisakI gAr3I teja cala rahI hai| mana kI vRtti dvaMdva kI hai, saMgharSa kI hai| pahale lar3a rahe the dhana ke kauna Age jA rahA hai| kisako pIche chor3a diyA hai! lie, phira lar3ane lage dhyAna ke lie| magara lar3AI jArI rhii| ye saba kilakAriyAM eka dina vyartha siddha hotI haiM, jaba hoza pahale lar3ate the jIvana ke lie, phira lar3ane lage mokSa ke lie| AtA hai ki hama jisako calA rahe haiM vaha gar3A hai| | lar3AI jArI rhii| roga apanI jagaha rhaa| nAma badalA, lebala saMsAra calatA huA mAlUma par3atA hai aura calatA nhiiN| yahAM badalA, lekina bhItara kI viSaya-vastu vahI kI vahI rhii| koI vikAsa nahIM hai| gati to bahuta hai, pragati bilakula nahIM hai| to ise smaraNa rkhnaa| kama se kama mere saMnyAsI-ThIka se calanA to bahuta hai, pahuMcanA bilakula nahIM hai| yahAM to Azcarya smaraNa rakhanA ki saMsAra kA virodha nahIM hai saMnyAsa, saMsAra kI | hai ki tuma bahuta calakara agara apanI jagaha para bhI khar3e raha jAo samajha hai sNnyaas| aura samajha ke lie bhAganA ucita nahIM hai| to bhI bahuta camatkAra hai| Dara to yaha hai ki tuma jahAM apane ko kyoMki jisase bhAgoge use samajhoge kaise? jise samajhanA ho. pAye the, usase bhI pichar3a jaaoge| daur3a-daur3akara apanI jagaha vahIM khar3e rhnaa| jise samajhanA ho, usakA ThIka se avalokana para bhI bane rahe to kAphI hai| krnaa| ThIka se nirIkSaNa karanA, ThIka se sAkSI bnnaa| saMsAra ke lie to do cAka caahie| jhaThI hI sahI gAr3I, mAyA eka-eka pardA uThAkara dekha lenaa| saba ghaMghaTa ughAr3a-ughAr3akara kI hI sahI, lekina hai to gaadd'ii| do cAka caahie| isalie dekha lenaa| kucha bhI chupA na raha jaae| usI samajha meM mokSa kA jIvana meM hama hara jagaha jarA khojabIna kareMge to hama pAeMge, hara AvirbhAva hogaa| cAka ke pIche dasarA cAka chipA hai| saphalatA ke pIche viphalatA jaise-jaise prajJA bar3hegI, samajha bar3hegI vaise-vaise tama pAoge chipI hai| sukha ke pIche dukha chipA hai| dina ke pIche rAta chipI hai| tuma mukta hone lge| puNya ke pIche pApa chipA hai| haMsI ke pIche rudana chipA hai| yahAM AkhirI bAtaH mokSa paraloka meM nahIM hai| vaha bhI dvaMdva hai-isa tuma eka cIja to pAoge hI nhiiN| yahAM saba cIjeM jor3I se haiN| loka kA, usa loka kA; pRthvI kA, AkAza kaa| mokSa saMsAra jor3I se jItA hai| mokSa kA artha hai, yaha do kA | paraloka meM nahIM hai| mokSa kA lokoM se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| vibhAjana gyaa| yaha do meM khaMDita hone kI prakriyA samApta huii| mokSa hai tumhArI AtmA kI dshaa| mokSa kA sthAna-samaya se yaha jo lau bAyeM kaMpatI thI, dAyeM kaMpatI thI, aba kaMpatI nahIM, koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| mokSa kA saMbaMdha hai, tumhArA apane meM lIna ho aba madhya meM khar3I ho gii| aba isane kaMpana chor3A, ciMtana jaanaa| apane meM DUba jaanaa| apane se bharapUra hokara apane rasa meM chodd'aa| vicAra kI taraMgeM aba nahIM aatiiN| aba nirvicaar| magna ho jaanaa| 34g 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 yaha abhI ghaTa sakatA hai| aura agara abhI nahIM ghaTa sakatA to | mahAjIvana kI talAza meM AtA hai| vaha zAyada socakara AtA bhI kabhI nahIM ghaTa sktaa| aura jaba bhI ghaTegA, abhI ghaTegA, nahIM ki guru ke pAsa maranA hogA, miTanA hogaa| dhIre-dhIre, vartamAna ke kSaNa meM ghttegaa| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo maharSi iMca-iMca galanA hogA, bikharanA hogaa| vaha to kisI lobha se haiM, jo manISI haiM, ve bIta gae atIta kI ciMtA nahIM krte| AyA thaa| vaha to zAyada saMsAra kI vAsanA ko hI aura thor3I anAgata-na Ae hue bhaviSya kA vicAra nahIM krte| ve zuddha | gati mila jAe, aura thor3I zakti mila jAe, kAmanA ke jagata meM vartamAna meM jIte haiN| ve vartamAna ko dekhate haiM, vartamAna kA pazyayana aura thor3A balazAlI ho jAUM, jIvana ke saMgharSa meM aura thor3A karate haiM, vartamAna kA darzana karate haiN| saMkalpa mila jAe isalie AyA thaa| eka pahiyA hai saMsAra kA atIta meM, eka pahiyA hai bhaviSya meN| mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM, saMkalpa-zakti kI kamI yaha saMsAra kI gAr3I bar3I adabhuta hai, bar3I vicitra hai| eka hai--vil-paavr| Apa kRpA kareM, saMkalpa-zakti de deN| pahiyA hai vahAM, jo aba hai nhiiN| aura eka pahiyA hai vahAM, jo maiM pUchatA hUM, saMkalpa-zakti kA karoge kyA? saMkalpa-zakti abhI huA nhiiN| aise do zUnyoM meM saMsAra cala rahA hai| aura jo | kA upayoga saMgharSa meM hai, saMsAra meM haimokSa meM to koI bhI nhiiN| hai, vaha abhI ina donoM ke bIca hai; vaha madhya meM hai| azAMta honA ho to saMkalpa-zakti kI jarUrata hai| zAMta honA ho buddha ne to apane mArga ko majjhima nikAya khaa| sirpha to visarjita kro| jo thor3I-bahuta hai, vaha bhI visarjita kro| isIlie kahA ki jo atiyoM se baca gayA aura madhya meM khar3A ho use bhI DAla Ao gaMgA meN| usase bhI chuTakArA lo| saMkalpa gayA, vahI upalabdha ho jAtA hai| to bAdhA banegA, samarpaNa mArga hai| loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, kucha AzIrvAda deN| jIvana dUsarA prazna : kabhI Apa kahate haiM, guru sAkSAta brahma hai, aura meM bar3I nirAzA hai| AzA kA dIyA jalA deN| maiM unase kahatA hUM, kabhI kahate haiM, guru sAkSAta mRtyu hai| kyA vaha eka sAtha, eka tuma galata jagaha A ge| yahAM to AzA ke dIye bujhAe jAte haiN| samaya meM donoM hai? kRpA karake kheN| sunA kala mahAvIra kA sUtra!-AzArahitatA ko jo upalabdha ho jaae...| guru mRtyu hai, isIlie guru brahma hai| usameM mRtyu ghaTa sakatI hai, tuma Ate ho zAyada nirAzA mittaane| tuma Ate ho yahAM, ki isIlie mahAjIvana kA sUtrapAta ho sakatA hai| thor3A bala mila jAe aura saMsAra meM jAkara phira tuma jUjha pdd'o| purAne hiMdU zAstra kahate haiM, 'AcAryo mRtyuH|' AcArya mRtyu | zAyada abhI hAra gae the| zAyada abhI jIta nahIM pAte the| zAyada hai| garu matya hai| kyA artha hai unakA? kyA prayojana hai? abhI balazAlI logoM se saMgharSa ho rahA thaa| tuma kamajora par3ate ziSya jaba guru ke pAsa AtA hai to jaisA hai, vaisA to use maranA the| aura bala lekara, aura zakti lekara, aura UrjA lekara utara hogaa| aura jaisA honA cAhie, vaisA honA hogaa| jaba ziSya guru jAo jIvana ke yuddha meN| ke pAsa AtA hai to bImAriyoM kA jor3a hai, upAdhiyoM kA jor3a hai| lekina taba tuma galata jagaha A ge| agara tuma guru ke pAsa guru kI auSadhi bImAriyoM ko to miTA degii| lekina jaisA ziSya gae to galata jagaha ge| isake lie to tumheM koI jhUThA guru AtA hai ahaMkAra se bharapUra, vaha ahaMkAra to sirpha bImAriyoM kA | caahie| isalie jhUThe guru calate haiN| jhUThe sikke isIlie baMDala hai| jaba bImAriyAM haTatI haiM, vaha ahaMkAra bhI mara jAtA hai| calate haiM kyoMki tuma jo cAhate ho, use ve pUrA karane kA vaha unake binA jI bhI nahIM sktaa| AzvAsana dete haiN| vaha kabhI pUrA hotA hai yA nahIM, yaha savAla phira jo zeSa bacatA hai, vaha to kucha aisA hai, jisakA ziSya ko nahIM hai| AzvAsana kAphI hai; usameM hI tuma luTate ho| | patA hI nahIM thaa| vaha to marane ke bAda hI patA calatA hai| ise dhyAna rakhanA, yaha sadaguru kI pahacAna hai--jo tumase ahaMkAra kI mRtyu ke bAda hI AtmA kA bodha hotA hai| AzA chIna le; jo tumase saMkalpa chIna le| yaha sadaguru kI zAyada ziSya AtA hai apane prayojana se| vaha zAyada pahacAna hai-jo tumheM miTA de| tuma bhalA kisI kAraNa se usake 350 | Jair Education International 2010_03

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mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai pAsa Ae ho, vaha tumhArI ciMtA hI na kre| usake lie to | jAte, unakI smRtiyAM haiN| yaha citrakAra ne bAhara se dekhakara AtyaMtika bAta hI mahatvapUrNa hai| vaha to tumhAre bhItara mokSa ko banAyA hai| jIsasa se to pUcho! jIsasa sUlI Dho rahe haiM? nahIM, lAnA cAhatA hai| | jIsasa to apane siMhAsana kI taiyArI kara rahe haiN| yaha sUlI to aura svabhAvataH tuma kaise mokSa kI kAmanA kara sakate ho? | siMhAsana kI sIr3hI bnegii| saMsAra ko hI tumane jAnA hai| vahAM bhI saphalatA nahIM jaanii| isa tarapha sUlI hai, usa tarapha siMhAsana hai| dRzya meM sUlI hai, kisane jAnI! sikaMdara bhI asaphala hotA hai| saMsAra meM adRzya meM siMhAsana hai| rUpa meM sUlI hai, arUpa meM siMhAsana hai| asaphalatA hI hAtha lagatI hai| | AkAra meM sUlI hai, AkAra kI sUlI hai, nirAkAra meM siMhAsana hai, to tuma vahI saphalatA pAne ke lie A gae ho agara, to kevala | nirAkAra kA siMhAsana hai| asadaguru se hI tumhArA mela ho pAegA, jahAM gaMDA-tAbIja | to jinhoMne jIsasa ko kevala sUlI Dhote dekhA ve jIsasa ko milatA ho, madArIgirI se bhabhUta bAMTI jAtI ho, jahAM tumheM isa dekha hI nahIM paae| jisa dina tumheM jIsasa kI sUlI meM siMhAsana bAta kA bharosA milatA ho ki ThIka, yahAM kucha camatkAra ho | dikhAI par3a jAe usa dina tuma artha smjhoge| usa dina tumheM sakatA hai; jahAM tumhArA maratA-bujhatA ahaMkAra prajvalita ho uThe; | pahalI daphA sUlI sUlI na lgegii| sUlI parama kRtajJatA kA kAraNa jahAM thor3A koI tumhArI bujhatI jyoti ko ukasA de| bana jaaegii| magara vaha jyoti saMsAra kI hai| vahI to narka kI jyoti hai| vahI , guru ke caraNoM meM dhanyavAda sadA ke lie rahatA hai kyoMki yahI hai, to aMdhakAra hai| usI ne to tumheM pIr3A dI hai, satAyA hai| usI se jisane miTane kA bodha diyaa| na miTate, na ho skte| yahI hai, biMdhe to tuma par3e ho| vahI to tumhArI chAtI meM lagA viSAkta tIra | jisane mittaayaa| miTAyA to banane kI zuruAta huii| jhAr3I dhUla, hai| sadaguru use khiiNcegaa| usake khIMcane meM hI tuma mroge| | to darpaNa nikhraa| sadaguru to mRtyu hai tumhArI; jaise tuma ho| yadyapi usI mRtyu ke lekina tuma jise jiMdagI kahate ho, guru use jiMdagI nahIM bAda tumheM pahalI daphA usakA darzana hotA hai, jo vastutaH tuma ho| khtaa| aura tuma jise mRtyu kahate ho, guru use mRtyu nahIM dhokhA maratA hai, satya to kabhI maratA nhiiN| asatya maratA hai, khtaa| alaga bhASAeM haiM, alaga AyAma haiN| do loka bar3e satya kI to koI mRtyu nhiiN| bhinna-bhinna haiN| guru kucha aura bhASA bolatA hai| vaha tumhAre lie Aga meM hama sone ko DAla dete haiM, kUr3A-karkaTa jala jAtA hai, | aTapaTI hai| sonA kuMdana hokara bAhara A jAtA hai| madhyayuga meM bhArata meM usa bhASA kA nAma hI alaga ho guru to Aga hai, agni hai| aura isIlie guru brahma hai| kyoMki | gayA--sadhukkar3I; ulaTa baaNsurii| sAdhuoM kI bhaassaa| ulTI vahIM se tuma miTate ho| aura jahAM tumane miTanA sIkha liyA, vahIM bhaassaa| jahAM mRtyu jIvana kA paryAya hai| aura jahAM sUlI siMhAsana tumane brahma honA sIkha liyaa| kA paryAya hai| tumhAre bhASAkoza meM kucha aura likhA hai| guru ke guru sUlI hai| lekina usI sUlI para laTakakara tumheM pahalI daphA pAsa Akara tumheM naI bhASA sIkhanI hogii| kaSTapUrNa hai| kyoMki patA calatA hai ki jo sUlI para mara gayA vaha maiM nahIM thaa| idhara tumane apanI bhASA ko khUba kaMThastha kara liyA hai| vaha tumhAre sUlI lagI, udhara siMhAsana milaa| isa tarapha sUlI hai, usa tarapha roeM-roeM meM samA gaI hai| siMhAsana hai| tumheM sUlI bhara dikhAI par3atI hai| tuma jaba mujhe sunate ho, taba tuma mujhe thor3e hI sunate ho| tuma tumane jIsasa ke citra dekhe hoMge; sUlI ko apane kaMdhe para Dhote tatkSaNa usakA bhASAMtara karate ho| tuma usakA anuvAda karate ho| hae, golagothA kI pahAr3I para ve jA rahe haiN| salI ThoMka dI gii| idhara maiM kacha kahatA hai, tama tatkSaNa apanI bhASA meM usakA jamIna meM, unheM sUlI para laTakA diyA gayA hai| lekina ye adhUre anuvAda kara lete ho, bhASAMtara kara lete ho| jaba tuma yaha | citra haiN| ye citra jIsasa kI najara se nahIM banAe ge| ye jina chor3oge, tabhI tuma mere pAsa aaoge| tumhArI bhASA mere aura logoM ne dekhA hogA golagothA kI sar3aka para jIsasa ko sUlI le tumhAre bIca bAdhA hai| 13511 ___ 2010_03

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common jina sUtra bhAgaH2 kala maiM eka gIta par3hatA thAH isI kAraNa tuma murdA ho| jiMdagI se unsa hai, husna se lagAva hai tuma jise jIvana kahate ho, use samajho mRtyu| taba maiM jise mRtyu dhar3akanoM meM Aja bhI izka kA alAva hai kahatA hUM, tuma tatkSaNa samajha jAoge usakA arth| tuma jise dila abhI bujhA nahIM jIvana kahate ho, yaha bar3I kramika mRtyu hai| AhistA-AhistA -ise loga dila kA na bujhanA kahate haiN| AtmaghAta hai| yaha roja-roja, dhIme-dhIme marate jAnA hai| jiMdagI se unsa hai jisa dina tuma yaha samajhoge ki yaha mRtyu hai, usa dina pahalI -rAga hai jIvana se| bAra tumheM kisI aura jIvana kI pukAra sunAI par3egI-koI aura husna se lagAva hai AhvAna! usa dina tuma dhArmika hue| usa dina tumhArI AMkheM -sauMdarya ke lie abhI tar3apha hai, AkAMkSA hai| adRzya kI tarapha uThane lgiiN| usa dina tumhAre hAtha meM thor3A-sA dhar3akanoM meM Aja bhI izka kA alAva hai| sahI, choTA sahI, patalA sahI, dhAgA AyA, jisake sahAre tuma aura abhI bhI dhar3akanoM meM rAga kI, Asakti kI AMca hai| sUraja taka pahuMca skoge| dila abhI bujhA nahIM to maiM kahatA hUM, guru mRtyu hai, guru brahma hai; ina donoM meM koI agara tuma mujhase pUcho to inhIM kAraNoM se tumhArA dila jala nahIM virodha nahIM hai| pA rahA hai| bujhane kI to bAta hI dUra hai, jalA hI nhiiN| inhIM ke guru isIlie brahma hai kyoMki vaha mRtyu hai| guru sUlI hai kyoMki kAraNa to dila para rAkha par3a gaI hai| vaha siMhAsana hai| eka dvAra se miTAtA hai, dUsare dvAra se banAtA hai| raMga bhara rahA hUM maiM khAka-e-hayAta meM Aja bhI haM manahamika phikre-kAyanAta meM miTane ko rAjI haiM, unheM banane kA saubhAgya mila jAtA hai| jo gama abhI laTA nahIM miTane se katarAte haiM, ve banane se vaMcita raha jAte haiN| harphe-haka ajIja hai, julma nAgavAra hai ahade-nau se Aja bhI ahada astavAra hai tIsarA praznaH he bhagavAna! maiM abhI marA nahIM sUlI Upara seja piyA kI tuma jise jiMdagI kahate ho...tuma jaba kahate ho, 'maiM abhI marA kisa vidha milanA hoya? nahIM', to tuma bar3I ajIba bAteM kaha rahe ho| agara tumhAre svapna prItama Ana milo, meM abhI bhI prANa aTake haiM to tuma kahate ho, 'maiM abhI marA nhiiN| dila abhI bujhA nhiiN|' prItama Ana milo| agara kAmanA abhI bhI tumheM tar3aphAtI hai aura vAsanA ke dUra ke suhAvane Dhola tumheM abhI bhI bulAte haiM to tuma kahate ho, dila | sUlI Upara seja piyA kI--sadA se aisA hI hai| lekina sUlI abhI bujhA nhiiN| hameM dikhAI par3atI hai kyoMki hama nAsamajha haiN| kyoMki hamane abhI jahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai, vahAM tuma citta se raMga bharate ho| jahAM kucha piyA kI bhASA nahIM samajhI; abhI piyA ke pratIka hamAre sAmane bhI nahIM hai, jahAM korA pardA hai, vahAM tuma kalpanAoM, vAsanAoM, khule nhiiN| abhI hamane apanI hI bhASA se piyA ko bhI samajhanA tRSNAoM ke bar3e raMgIle iMdradhanuSa banAte ho| aura kahate ho : cAhA hai| isalie lagatA hai-sUlI Upara seja piyA kii| maiM abhI marA nahIM ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai| kauna nahIM ghabar3AegA marane se? guru ke harphe-haka ajIja hai, julma nAgavAra hai pAsa Akara Dara lagatA hai, becainI hotI hai| ahade-nau se Aja bhI ahada astavAra hai eka yuvatI parasoM sAMjha mere pAsa aayii| kailiphorniyA se yAtrA maiM abhI marA nahIM karake AyI hai| aura Akara bolI ki maiM tatkSaNa vApisa lauTa 352 2010_03

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makti dvaMdvAtIta hai jAnA cAhatI huuN| kyoMki pahalI to bAta yahI merI samajha meM nahIM chor3akara to dekho| tuma pAoge, yamadUta vidA ho ge| tuma syoM? aura aba A gaI hUM to mujhe Dara lagatA pAoge, na koI bhaiMse haiM, na kAlI sUratoMvAle yamadUta haiM; tuma hai ki jiMdA aba maiM lauTa na paauuNgii| vaha rone lgii| usane kahA acAnaka pAoge, paramAtmA hAtha phailAe khar3A hai| ki merA baccA hai, merA pati hai| mujhe jAne deN| | vahI paramAtmA tumhArI jiMdagI kI atizaya pakar3a ke kAraNa use sUlI dikhAI par3I hai| lekina usa sUlI meM siMhAsana kI yamadUta mAlUma hotA hai| tuma agara rAjI ho, tuma agara usake thor3I-sI jhalaka bhI hai, isIlie khiMcI calI AyI hai--apane sAtha cala par3ane ko tatpara ho, tuma taiyAra ho, idhara mauta AyI baavjuud| usase maiMne kahA, aba lauTanA muzkila hai| aba to aura tuma uTha khar3e hue; aura tumane kahA, maiM taiyAra huuN| kahAM kaThina hai| aba to eka hI upAya hai, marakara hI lautt| vaha bahuta calUM? kisa tarapha calUM? kauna-sI dizA meM yAtrA karanI hai? maiM ghabar3A gii| kyoMki abhI naI hai aura use merI bhASA se abhI terI pratIkSA hI karatA thaa| ThIka-ThIka pahacAna nhiiN| usane kahA, marakara lauTa? kyA | tuma acAnaka pAoge, yamadUta vidA ho ge| ve yamadUta tumhArI matalaba ApakA? maiMne kahA, naI hokara lautt| taba vaha thor3I vyAkhyA ke kAraNa the| tumane eka duzmanI bAMdha rakhI thii| jIvana Azvasta huii| se lagAva banAyA thA aura mRtyu se dveSa kiyA thaa| tumane dveSa 'sUlI Upara seja piyA kI!' girAyA mRtyu se, jIvana se lagAva chor3A, tatkSaNa tuma pAoge, jo sUlI dikhAI par3atI hai; hai to seja hii| hai to piyA kA AmaMtraNa aMdhere kI taraha AyA thA vaha jyotirmaya ho uThA hai| taba tumheM hii| lekina jo marane ko rAjI haiM, vahI usake milane ke hakadAra yamadata na dikhAI paDeMge. zAyada kaSNa kI bAsarI sanAI paDe. yA ho pAte haiN| isalie sUlI Upara seja piyA kii| | buddha kI parama zAMta pratimA kA AvirbhAva ho, yA mahAvIra kA | aba Daro mt| himmata kro| aise bhI mittoge| maranA to hogA | mauna tumheM ghera le, yA nAcatI huI gaurAMga kI pratimA utthe| lekina hii| eka hI bAta sunizcita hai isa jagata meM, vaha mRtyu| aura eka bAta taya hai, kucha ghaTegA jo anUThA hai, adabhuta hai, saba to anizcita hai| ho na ho; saMyoga kI bAta hai| eka bAta | Azcaryajanaka hai, avAka kara denevAlA hai| kucha dukhada nahIM sunizcita hai-mRtyu| bar3A adabhuta jIvana hai| jIvana aisA | ghaTegA, kucha ghaTegA jo mahAsukha jaisA hai, svargIya hai| para dekhane jisameM sirpha eka bAta nizcita hai, vaha mrnaa| bAkI saba ke, socane ke, vyAkhyA ke DhaMga bdlo| anizcita hai| jo hogA hI, use svecchA se varaNa kro| basa, 'sUlI Upara seja piyA kI, kisa vidha milanA hoy|' itanA hI pharka hai samAdhi meM aura mRtyu meN| jo jabardastI mArA aura jaba eka daphA sUlI dikhAI par3atI hai to phira savAla uThatA jAtA hai, taba mRtyu| mRtyu hamArI samAdhi kI vyAkhyA hai kyoMki hai, kisa vidha milanA hoya? kyoMki vaha sUlI aTakAtI mAlama hama rAjI na the marane ko| usI vyAkhyA ke kAraNa hama cUka gae | par3atI hai| sUlI ko kaise pAra kareM? eka abhUtapUrva ghaTanA se| tuma binA mare paramAtmA meM lIna honA cAhate ho| yaha nahIM ho bahuta bAra tuma mare ho| lekina hara bAra jhijhakate, lar3ate, | sktaa| yaha to aisA huA ki gaMgA kahe, maiM binA utare sAgara meM jhagaDate. saMgharSa karate, majabarI meM, vivaza, asahAya mare ho| lIna honA cAhatI haiN| baMda kahe. maiM binA utare sAgara meM. sAgara isIlie to hama kahate haiM, yamadUta Ate haiM aura khIMcate haiN| koI honA cAhatI huuN| yaha to nahIM ho sktaa| yaha to jIvana ke gaNita yamadUta nahIM aate| tuma itane jora se pakar3ate ho ki mauta lagatI ke viparIta hai| hai, khIMca rahI hai| bhaiMsoM para baiThakara Ate haiM ymduut| bar3I DarAvanI bUMda ko khonA hogaa| gaMgA ko utaranA hogaa| sUrata! khIMcate haiM, jabardastI karate haiN| sAgara milegA, bezarta milegA, pUrA milegA, lekina utare binA bar3I galata kahAniyAM haiN| koI jabardastI nahIM krtaa| tama | kabhI nahIM milA hai. kabhI nahIM milegaa| jiMdagI ko jabardastI pakar3ate ho| isalie jaba jiMdagI hAtha se sUlI ko dekhanA baMda karo to dUsarA savAla uThanA baMda ho chUTane lagatI hai, tumheM lagatA hai jabardastI ho rahI hai| tuma apane se jAe-kisa vidhi milanA hoya? 353 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 - maranA hI vidhi hai| sUlI vidhi hai| aura sUlI ke kAraNa tuma hAtha phailAe haiM paramAtmA kI tarapha, lekina paramAtmA ko nahIM ghabar3Ate ho| tuma kahate ho, kisa vidhi milanA hoya? koI maaNgte| paramAtmA se bhI do kaur3I kI cIjeM mAMgakara A jAte haiM; rAstA batAeM ki sUlI se bacakara nikala jAeM, ki idhara-udhara se ki dukAna ThIka cale, ki mukadamA jIta jAeM, ki kisI strI se nikala jaaeN| sUlI yahAM rahI, rahI Ae, hama jarA pIche ke vivAha ho jAe, ki lar3ake ko naukarI laga jAe, ki bImArI dUra daravAje se nikala jaaeN| ho jaae| tuma mAMgate kyA ho? / sUlI vidhi hai| agara tuma mujhase pUcho, maranA vidhi hai| to tumhAre AMsU bar3e jhUThe the| aba jo AdamI mAMga rahA hai ki 'kisa vidha milanA hoya?' mujhe bImArI hai, vaha dUra ho jAe-vaha ro rahA hai, lekina usake maro! mitto| kho jAne ko rAjI ho jaao| | rone meM paramAtmA kI prArthanA to nahIM hai| usake AMsuoM meM bImArI 'prItama Ana milo'-tuma miTe ki prItama mile| kI, asahAya avasthA kI ghoSaNA to hai, lekina jIvana kA aise cIkhane-pukArane se kucha bhI na hogaa| sUlI se Darate rahe dhanyabhAva nahIM hai, ahobhAva nahIM hai| aura kahate rahe, 'prItama Ana milo', to kucha bhI na hogaa| jarA gaura karanA, tumhAre AMsU tumhAre haiN| tuma galata ho to 'nainA nIra jhare, hRdaya pIra kare tumhAre AMsU bhI galata haiN| aura tumhArA hRdaya tumhArA hai| tuma prItama Ana milo|' galata ho to tumhAre hRdaya kI pIra bhI galata hai| nahIM, itanA kAphI nahIM hai| tuma tuma hI ho| aura tuma tuma hI jise tU iMtahA-e-darde-dila kahatA hai ai nAdAM rahakara AMsU bhI girA rahe ho| ve AMsU bhI tumhAre haiN| una vahI zauka-e-vaphA kI ibtadA mAlUma hotI hai AMsuoM meM bhI tumhArI bhASA hai| una AMsuoM meM bhI tumhAre jise tuma samajhate ho ki yaha dila ke darda kI carama sImA hai, saMskAra haiN| una AMsuoM meM bhI tumhArI dRSTi hai| tumhArI AMkha | yaha kevala prema kI zuruAta hai, carama sImA nhiiN| ke AMsU haiM, tumhArI dRSTi se bhare haiN| una AMsuoM meM bhI tuma gaura jise tU iMtahA-e-darde-dila kahatA hai ai nAdAM / se dekhoge to sUlI hI jhalaka rahI hai| jaisI tumhArI AMkha meM ai nAsamajha! jise tU kahatA hai ki yaha dila ke darda kI AkhirI jhalaka rahI hai, tumhAre AMsuoM meM bhI sUlI jhalaka rahI hai| ve ghar3I A gaI-nainA nIra jhare, hRdaya pIra kare--vahI tumhArI ghabar3AhaTa ke AMsU haiN| ve tumhArI becainI ke AMsU haiN| zauka-e-vaphA kI ibladA mAlUma hotI hai| yaha kevala zuruAta sUlI ko svIkAra kro| taba eka abhinava anubhava hogaa| hai| yaha prema kI yAtrA kA pahalA kadama hai| aura paramAtmA se AMsU phira bhI zAyada baheM, lekina aba AnaMda ke hoNge| aura milana to aMtima kadama para hogA, pahale kadama para nhiiN| AMsaoM meM siMhAsana kI jhalaka hogii| aura taba tamheM kahanA na aura pahale kadama aura aMtima kadama ke bIca yAtrA kyA par3egA, prItama Ana milo| usa ghar3I meM milana ho hI jAtA hai| hai?-tumhAre miTane kI yAtrA hai| tuma dhIre-dhIre apane ko anyathA kabhI huA nahIM, anyathA ho nahIM sktaa| idhara tuma miTe | chor3ate jaao| chalAMga meM chor3a sako to saubhaagy| kaMjUsa ho to ki milana huaa| tuma hI bAdhA the| aura to kucha roka nahIM rahA dhIre-dhIre chor3o, kramazaH chodd'o| kRpaNa ho to iMca-iMca chor3o, thaa| tuma hI roke ho| rattI-rattI tyAga kro| sAhasI ho, eka kSaNa meM chalAMga ho sakatI _ 'nainA nIra jhare, hRdaya pIra kare'-abhI tumhArI pIra meM bhI, hai| kaha do eka kSaNa meM ki aba maiM nhiiN| usI kSaNa meM tuma | pIr3A meM bhI tuma ho| tuma rote bhI ho to tumhAre AMsU kuMAre nahIM pAoge, paramAtmA utara aayaa| idhara tumane jagaha khAlI kI, ki haiN| tuma pIra se bhI bharate ho to tumhArI pIr3A meM bhI zikAyata hai| vaha aayaa| tumhArI pIr3A meM bhI daMza hai| tumhArI pIr3A meM tumhArA sArA saMsAra | tuma bhItara ke siMhAsana para akar3akara baiThe ho| vahIM se tuma chipA hai| pUchatAcha kara rahe ho| vahAM se jagaha khAlI nahIM karate, bAteM karate maMdiroM meM jAkara dekho| loga prArthanAeM kara rahe haiM, mAMgate kyA ho| acchI-acchI bAteM sIkha lI haiM--'prItama Ana milo| haiM? AMsU jhara rahe haiM, mAMgate kyA haiM? mAMgate saMsAra kI cIjeM haiN| nainA nIra jhare, hRdaya pIra kre|' 354 2010_03

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mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai kAvya se kucha bhI na hogaa| kavitA kAphI nahIM hai| suMdaratama | basAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| eka sAdhai saba sdhai| kavitAeM karo, lekina kevala jIvana se pramANa doge to hI kucha | jisane pUchA hai, usake lie prema hI anukUla pdd'egaa| dhyAna kA hogaa| miTane kI taiyArI dikhAnA zurU kro| zAstra bAdhA bnegaa| caubIsa ghaMTe smaraNa rakho ki kaise-kaise DhaMga se tuma apane ko tuma prArthanA kI carcA karo, pUjA kI, arcanA kI carcA karo, bharate ho aura ahaMkAra ko sakhta karate ho, majabUta karate ho| dhUpa-dIye jalAo, nAco, gunagunAo, AhlAdita hoo| jarA-jarA sI bAta meM ahaMkAra majabUta hotA hai| jarA-jarA sI prArthanA meM utro| tumhArA maMdira prArthanA kI yAtrA se aaegaa| bAta meM ahaMkAra coTa khAtA hai| coTa khAe sAMpa kI taraha | jisane pUchA hai, vaha ise ThIka se yAda rkhe| dhyAna kI ciMtA meM phuphakAratA hai| | mata pdd'o| aksara aisA hotA hai| mana bar3A lobhI hai| prema sadhatA ise jAgakara dekho| isa sAMpa se chuTakArA paao| aise jIyo, hai to mana meM yaha hotA hai ki are! dhyAna nahIM sadha rahA hai| kahIM jaise tuma nahIM ho| aise jIyo, jaise paramAtmA hai aura tuma nahIM ho| aisA to na hogA ki Akhira meM maiM cUka jAUM! koI gAlI de to samajho, usI ko dI gii| tuma parezAna mata udhara vaha pIche maMju baiThI hai| usako bhI phikara lagI rahatI hai mo| koI sammAna kare to samajho, usI kA kiyA gyaa| tuma | ki dhyAna nahIM sadha rahA bhagavAna! prema sadha rahA hai| to ghabar3AhaTa gauravAnvita mata hoo| tuma ahaMkAra se mata bhro| kAMTA cubhe to lagI rahatI hai ki kahIM aisA to na hogA ki dhyAna cUka jAe to jAno, usI ko cubhaa| phUla baraseM to jAno usI para brse| tuma kucha cUka jAe! apane ko haTA hI lo| bhUkha ho to usakI, pyAsa ho to uskii| prema mila gayA to mila gyaa| dhyAna bhI apane Apa calA prasannatA ho to usakI, tRpti ho to uskii| tuma apane ko haTA aaegaa| phUla khila gae, sugaMdha apane Apa phailegii| lekina hI lo| isa ciMtA ke kAraNa bAdhA par3a sakatI hai| taba-kevala taba hI usa mahata kA padArpaNa hotA hai| to apanI vRtti ko ThIka se pahacAna lenaa| agara prema meM tanmayatA AtI ho, chor3a do dhyaan| zabda hI bhala jaao| yaha cauthA praznaH miThAsa kI yAda bhI muMha ko svAda se bhara detI | zabda tumhAre lie auSadhi nahIM hai| yaha auSadhi kisI aura ke hai| prakAza kA smaraNa aMtasa ko Aloka aura USmA se bhara lie hogii| tumhAre roga kI auSadhi tamheM mila gaI. rAmabANa detA hai| maiMne sunA thA ki 'dhyAnamUlaM gurumuurtiH|' aura mujhe auSadhi mila gii| aba tuma phikra chodd'o| ApakA smaraNa eka pragAr3ha rasamayatA, AnaMda aura tanmayatA se tumane dekhA ! kemisTa kI dukAna para lAkhoM auSadhiyAM rakhI haiN| bhara jAtA hai| jaba merI cAla meM hara kSaNa bUMghara kI taraha ApakI | tuma apanA priskripzana lekara gae, tumheM apanI auSadhi mila dhuna bajatI hai, jaba mere roma-roma meM dhyAnamUrti, premamUrti aura gii| DAlI apanI jholI meM, cala pdd'e| tuma isakI phikra nahIM garumarti Apa basate haiM to aba maiM dhyAna ko kahAM rakhaM? | karate ki ina saba auSadhiyoM meM se aura to kucha le leN| itanI dukAna para auSadhiyAM rakhI haiM, eka hI lekara cale? itane se kahIM prema jaga jAe to dhyAna kI ciMtA chodd'o| prema ke pIche-pIche kAma hala hogA! tumhArI bImArI kI auSadhi mila gaI, bAta pUrI chAyA kI taraha calA AegA dhyaan| chAyA ko rakhane ke lie ho gii| koI sthAna to nahIM banAnA pdd'taa| tuma ghara meM Ate ho, tumhAre to agara prema se rasa jhara rahA ho to tuma bhASA prema kI siikho| lie jagaha caahie| tumhArI chAyA ke lie to koI alaga se | kaMTha ko bharo umaMga se| dhyAnI to khoja rahA hai, isalie dhyAnI jagaha nahIM cAhanI hotii| chAyA to koI jagaha gheratI nhiiN| thor3A rUkhA-sUkhA hogA hii| bhakta ne to pA hI liyaa| dhyAnI agara prema A gayA to dhyAna chAyA kI taraha AtA hai; usake aMta meM kahegA, rasadhAra bhii| bhakta pahale dina se kahatA hai ki lie koI alaga se jagaha banAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| agara dhyAna | rasadhAra bhii| bhakta ke lie pahalA dina AkhirI dina jaisA hai| A gayA to prema chAyA kI taraha AtA hai| phira prema ko alaga se mahAvIra bhI kahate haiM, atizaya ho jAtA rasa kA, atireka ho 355 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg Beat

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More jina satra bhAgaH2 jina sUtra bhAga 2 jAtA rasa kA, lekina AkhirI ghar3I meM hogA dhyAnI ke lie| to tuma dhyAna kI ciMtA chor3a do| agara tuma zraddhA kara sakate ho se hI nAcane lagatA hai| usakA bharosA aisA | to dhanyabhAgI ho| agara saMdehazUnya mana se, jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hai| usakI zraddhA aisI hai| jo jJAnI ko soca-socakara, ciMtana hUM usakI miThAsa tumheM anubhava hotI hai, agara mujhe sunakara tumhAre kara-karake, manana kara-karake, nididhyAsna kara-karake milatA hai, aMtasa meM Aloka pragAr3ha hotA hai, USmA bharatI hai to phira tuma bhakta zraddhA se pA letA hai| dhyAna ke lie alaga se jagaha banAne kI soco hI mt| tamhArA aba tU cAhe AMkha dikhAe, aba tU cAhe kasama khilAe dhyAna tumheM mila gyaa| jaba taka sAtha na tU gAegA, maiM bhI gIta na gAUMgA prema tumhArA dhyAna hai| bhakta to bhagavAna se bhI manuhAra lene lagatA hai| vaha to rUTha bhI | aba isameM vyAghAta mata DAlo, vyavadhAna mata ddaalo| yaha jo jAtA hai bhagavAna se, ki agara tU nahIM gAegA sAtha, to hama bhI na pUcha rahA hai, yaha mana hai| yaha mana kaha rahA hai, dhyAna kA kyA? gaaeNge| yaha to prema hai, ThIka; yaha to bhakti hai, ThIka; lekina dhyAna kA aba tU cAhe AMkha dikhAe, aba tU cAhe kasama khilAe kyA? mana eka bibUcana paidA kara rahA hai| jaba taka sAtha na tU gAegA, maiM bhI gIta na gAUMgA tuma dhyAna kI ciMtA meM par3a gae ki bhakti kho jaaegii| aura AMsU ke dvAre kaTI subaha, dukha ke ghara bItI dopaharI dhyAna to milegA ki nahIM pakkA nahIM hai, bhakti kho jAegI yaha aba jAne DolA kahAM ruke, aba jAne zAma kahAM para ho pakkA hai| barasAta bhigokara palaka gaI, tana jhulasAkara patajhara lauTA aura jisa mana ne abhI bAdhA khar3I kI hai, kala agara kabhI khaMDahara ghara ko kara jeTha calA, panaghaTa maraghaTa banakara lauTA tumhArA dhyAna bhI jamane lage, sadhane lage, to yahI mana kahegA, pI DAlI umra sitAroM ne, cuna DAle gIta bahAroM ne ThIka hai, dhyAna to ThIka hai| lekina prema kA kyA? bhakti kA lauTA to geha musAphira yaha, khAlI hI hAtha agara lauTA kyA? yaha dhyAna to sUkhA-sUkhA hai, marusthala hai| isameM rasadhAra dina eka milA thA sirpha mujhe, miTTI ke baMdIkhAne meM kahAM bahegI? isameM nAcoge kaise? isase zAMti to mila jAegI AdhA jaMjIroM meM gujarA, AdhA jaMjIra tur3Ane meM lekina AnaMda? nAcatA huA AnaMda, nartana karatI huI divyatA prANoM ko pakar3e khar3I deha, pAMvoM ko jakar3e par3A geha kahAM milegI? aba jAne itane paryoM meM bepardA zyAma kahAM para ho? aise mana tumheM DAMvADola kregaa| mana kI Adata yahI hai| tuma aba tU cAhe AMkha dikhAe, aba tU cAhe kasama khilAe jahAM ho, vaha tumheM kahIM aura ke sapane dikhAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai, jaba taka sAtha na tU gAegA, maiM bhI gIta na gAUMgA | kahIM aura honA caahie| vaha tumase kahatA hai, isase behatara jagaha parde bahuta haiN| bhakta kahatA hai, aba maiM kahAM khojatA phirUM? | hai| aura isalie tuma jahAM ho, vahAM se cukA detA hai| kina-kina pardo ko uThAUM? aba tU hI mujhe khoja le| aura dukha aura agara tuma isa abhyAsa meM bahuta jyAdA kuzala ho maiMne bahata utthaae| sArI jiMdagI dakha uThAne meM biitii| sArI jiMdagI gae-cakane ke abhyAsa meM-to tuma hara jagaha cUkate cale sukha kI AzA karane meM, dukha ko kATane meM gujaarii| aba bahuta | jaaoge| tuma svarga meM bhI hooge to bhI mana tumase kahegA, patA ho gyaa| aba maiM dukha ko kATane kI phikara nahIM karatA, aura na nahIM narka meM kyA ho rahA hai! ho sakatA hai, loga vahAM jyAdA majA sukha kI talAza karatA hUM; aba maiM sukhI hotA huuN| uThA rahe hoN| isa bAta ko khayAla meM lenaa| bhakta kahatA hai, aba maiM sukha kI | maiMne to sunA hai, eka phakIra marA aura svarga phuNcaa| to vaha khoja nahIM karatA, aba maiM sukhI hotA huuN| aba isa kSaNa se khoja bar3A cakita huA svarga meM praveza krke| kyoMki usane dekhA, kaI. baMda huii| aba maiM naacuuNgaa| aba meM AnaMdita huuN| aba maiMne taya kara loga jaMjIroM se baMdhe haiN| liyA ki khojane se nahIM milatA, kho jAne se milatA hai| usane jo devadUta use aMdara le jA rahA thA, usase pUchA ki merI bhakta kI zraddhA bar3I anUThI hai| agara zraddhA kA sUtra hAtha meM ho yaha samajha ke bAhara hai| maiMne to sunA thA, svarga mukti hai| aura 356 2010_03

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makti dvaMdvAtIta hai yahAM bhI jaMjIreM baMdhI haiM? ise dekhakara to merI ghabar3AhaTa bar3hatI | aba dhyAna ko rakhakara karoge kyA? aba dhyAna kI jarUrata hai| yaha mAmalA kyA hai ? ye loga baMdhe kyoM haiM? kahAM rahI? yaha to aisA huA ki kisI aMdhe ko AMkheM mila gaI usane kahA ki ye loga narka jAnA cAhate haiM isalie jaMjIreM aura aba vaha pUchatA hai ki yaha merI lakar3I, jisase maiM DAlanA pdd'iiN| ye loga ekadama utAvale ho rahe haiN| ye kahate haiM, TaTola-TaTolakara calatA thA jaba maiM aMdhA thA, to aba isa svarga to dekha liyA, aba narka dekhanA hai| ye kahate haiM, yahAM to | lakar3I kA kyA karUM? aura kahAM rakhU? maiM isako chor3a to Uba Ane lgii| dekha liyA, jo dekhanA thaa| patA nahIM narka meM | sakatA nahIM, kyoMki isane kitanA sAtha diyA hai! aMdhA thA to kahIM jyAdA majA ho| isI se TaTola-TaTolakara calatA thaa| AMkheM to Aja milIM, mana aisA hai| svarga bhI pahuMca jAoge to bhI caina se na baiThane | aMdhA to janmoM se thaa| lakar3I ne janmoM sAtha diyA, ise kaise degaa| aba jisane pUchA hai, 'miThAsa kI yAda bhI muMha ko svAda se chor3a daM? bhara detI hai|' jaba yAda itane svAda se bhara rahI hai to cala pdd'o| | prema mila gayA to dhyAna kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| dhyAna mila smaraNa tumhArA mArga hai, surati tumhArI vidhi hai| aba isa miThAsa gayA to prema kI koI ciMtA nhiiN| do meM se eka sadha jaae| aura meM dduubo| miThAsa ho jaao| donoM ke bIca apane mana ko DAMvAMDola mata karanA, anyathA tuma 'prakAza kA smaraNa aMtasa ko Aloka se, USmA se bhara detA | trizaMku ho jaaoge| hai| maiMne sunA thA ki dhyAnamUlaM gurumuurtiH| aura mujhe ApakA | aura jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM, eka sadha jAe to merA matalaba yahI hai smaraNa eka pragAr3ha rasamayatA, AnaMda aura tanmayatA se bhara detA ki eka ke sadhate dasarA anAyAsa apane Apa sadha jAtA hai| ujAr3a se lagA cukA ummIda meM bahAra kI to phira aba baiThe-baiThe kyA kara rahe ho? to phira ruke kyoM | nidAgha se ummIda kI, vasaMta kI bayAra kI ho? jahAM se rasa bahe, jAnanA vahIM satya hai| rasa satya kI khabara marusthalI marIcikA sudhAmayI mujhe lagI lAtA hai| raso vai sH| usa paramAtmA kA svabhAva rasa hai| jahAM se aMgAra se lagA cukA ummIda maiM tuSAra kI rasa bahe, samajhanA paramAtmA chipA hai| patthara se bahe, to pratimA ho kahAM manuSya hai jise na bhUla zUla sI gar3I gaI vaha paramAtmA kii| bhojana se bahe, to anna brahma ho gyaa| isIlie khar3A rahA ki bhUla tuma sudhAra lo saMgIta se Ae to saMgIta anAhata kA nAda ho gyaa| jisa vyakti isIlie khar3A rahA ki tuma mujhe pukAra lo kI upasthiti meM lagane lage vaha rasa, to upasthiti usakI pukAra kara dulAra lo, dulAra kara sudhAra lo bhagavatasvarUpa ho gii| vaha vyakti bhagavAna ho gyaa| dhyAnI kahatA hai, maiM apane ko sdhaaruuNgaa| dhyAnI kA artha hai: jahAM se rasa mila jAe, cala par3anA usa tarapha aMdhe kI bhaaNti| sArA dAyitva mere Upara hai| phira AMkhoM ko rakha denaa| ina AMkhoM kA kAma to tabhI taka thA, premI kA artha hai| isIlie khar3A rahA ki bhUla tuma sudhAra jaba taka rasa kA patA na ho| yaha AMkhoM se TaTola-TaTolakara lo| ki tuma mujhe pukAra lo, ki pukAra kara dulAra lo, ki calanA tabhI taka ThIka thA, jaba taka rasa kA patA na ho| jaba rasa dulAra kara sudhAra lo| kI jhalaka milane lagI, to aba saba chor3o smjhdaarii| aba ho | premI kA artha hai, ki vaha kahatA hai, ki maiMne chor3a diyA tumhAre jAo naasmjh| aba ho jAo paagl| aba ho jAo unmtt| hAthoM meN| aba tuma sudhAra lo| mere kie na hogaa| mere kie hogA daur3a pdd'o| aba calane se kAma na clegaa| AMdhI-aMdhar3a kI bhI kaise? maiM galata hai, maiM jo karUMgA vaha aura galatI ko taraha cala par3o paramAtmA kI trph| bddh'aaegaa| maiM nAsamajha huuN| maiM jo karUMgA usase nAsamajhI aura 'jaba merI cAla meM hara kSaNa ghUghara kI taraha ApakI dhuna bajatI ulajha jaaegii| maiM vaise hI ulajhA huuN| hai, jaba mara roma-roma meM dhyAnamUrti, premamUrti aura gurumUrti Apa tumane kabhI dekhA, koI cIja ulajhI ho, sulajhAne jAo to basate haiM to aba maiM dhyAna ko kahAM rakhaM?' aura ulajha jAtI hai| maiM vaise hI bhrama meM huuN| aba isameM aura 357 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 TE upadrava karUMgA to aura kIcar3a maca jaaegii| kahA ki tuma kisI kAma ke nahIM ho| agara tuma itanA premI kI dRSTi aura hai| vaha kahatA hai, ki maiMne tumhAre hAthoM meM | soca-vicAra karoge to yuddha ke maidAna para kyA hogA? itanA chor3A apane ko| tuma mujhe banA sake to tuma mujhe sudhAra na | soca-vicAra sainika ke lie nahIM hai| magara aba tuma bhartI ho hI sakoge? tuma mujhe jIvana de sake to tuma mujhe jyoti na de | gae ho to koI to kAma denaa| sakoge? tumane bina mAMge jIvana diyA, tumane bina mAMge to use mesa meM bheja diyA bhojanAlaya meM--ki vahAM tuma kucha ahobhAgya barasAyA, to mAMgatA hUM tumase, jyoti na de sakoge? kAma kro| pahale hI dina usako maTara ke dAne die, ki bar3e-bar3e bina mAMge jIvana dete ho, mAMge jyoti na doge? eka tarapha kara lo, choTe-choTe eka tarapha kara do| premI paramAtmA para chor3a rahA hai| aura isI chor3ane meM krAMti ghaMTebhara bAda jaba usakA zikSaka AyA to dAne vaise ke vaise rakhe | ghaTanI zurU ho jAtI hai| kyoMki jaise hI tumane usa para chor3A, the aura vaha mAthe se hAtha lagAe--jaise roDena kI pratimA hai n| tumhArA ahaMkAra miTanA zurU huaa| aura ahaMkAra mUla hai sAre vicAraka-vaise baiThA thaa| upadrava kA, sArI bhUloM kA, sAre pApa kA, sArI nAsamajhiyoM kaa| 'tuma kyA kara rahe ho? kucha kiyA nahIM?' ahaMkAra dvAra hai narka kaa| usane kahA, 'maiM yahI to soca-vicAra meM par3A huuN| bar3e eka to jisane pUchA hai--kRSNa gautama kA prazna hai--usase maiM | tarapha kara dUM, choTe eka tarapha kara dUM, kucha majhola haiM; inako kahAM kahatA hUM: karanA? aura jaba taka saba bAta sApha na ho jAe taba taka koI AgAz2a jo acchA hai, aMjAma burA kyoM ho? bhI kRtya karanA khatare se khAlI nahIM hai| maiM soca-vicAravAlA nAdAM hai jo kahatA hai, aMjAma khudA jAne! AdamI huuN|' jaba prAraMbha acchA hai, aMta bhI acchA hogaa| tuma phikra chodd'o| gautama! dArzanika hone kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| aba dhyAna kI nAsamajha hai, jo kahatA hai ki zuruAta to bar3I acchI ho rahI hai, ciMtA chodd'o| tumheM jisase saMgati baiTha sakatI hai, vaha svara bajA pariNAma paramAtmA jAne! jaba zuruAta acchI hai to pariNAma bhI hai| aba cala pdd'o| aba zraddhA se bharapUra, bharose se| acchA hogaa| jaba bIja miThAsa ke aura rasa ke haiM to phala bhI rasa soca-vicAra eka tarapha rakhakara, aba daudd'o| ke aura miThAsa ke hoNge| tuma cala pdd'o| aba tuma baiThe-baiThe vicAra mata kro| ciMtana aksara Alasya bana jAtA hai| bahuta soca-vicAra karanevAle | pAMcavAM praznaH vahAM taka AyA hUM, jahAM lagatA hai ki kucha ho loga calane kI bAta bhUla hI jAte haiN| isalie dArzanika kucha bhI | sakatA hai| aba koI bhaya nahIM mAlUma detaa| prabhu, praNAma! nahIM kara paate| socate-socate jIvana gaMvA dete haiN| karane ke lie praNAma!! praNAma!!! maukA hI nahIM bacatA, samaya nahIM bacatA, zakti nahIM bctii|| maiMne sunA hai, pahale mahAyuddha meM eka dArzanika bhartI huaa| yuddha zubha hai aisI ghar3I, jaba aisA bhAva saghana hone lage ki aba kucha meM jarUrata thI, sabhI bhartI kie jA rahe the, vaha bhI bhartI kara liyA ho sakatA hai| manuSya ke jIvana meM sarvAdhika mahatva kI ghar3I yahI | gyaa| lekina bar3I kaThinAI huii| kyoMki jo ise zikSaNa de rahA ghar3I hai, jaba bharosA AtA hai ki aba kucha ho sakatA hai| thA vaha bar3I parezAnI meM par3a gyaa| vaha kahe, 'bAyeM ghuum|' sArI anyathA sAdhAraNataH to bharosA AtA hI nahIM ki kucha, aura | duniyA ghUma jAe, vaha vahIM khar3A hai| tuma khar3e kyoM ho? vaha mujhe ho sakegA? aura usa gaira-bharose kA bhI kAraNa hai| kahatA, jaba taka maiM soca na lUM ki bAyeM ghUmUM kyoM? Akhira bAyeM janmoM-janmoM se kucha na huA, Aja acAnaka kaise ho sakegA? ghUmane se phAyadA kyA hai? aura phira dAyeM ghUmanA par3egA, to yahIM anaMta kAla meM na huA, Aja kaise ho sakegA? kyoM na khar3e raho? isalie isa jagata meM sabase bar3I mahatvapUrNa ghaTanA, jahAM se Akhira vaha jo zikSaNa denevAlA thA, parezAna ho gyaa| usane aura mahatvapUrNa ghaTanAoM kI zuruAta hotI hai, vaha isa kSaNa kA 358 2010_03 SHREE

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mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai A jAnA hai, jaba tumheM yaha lage ki hAM, mujhe kucha ho sakatA hai| aura jaaegii| isalie jaba calI jAe to ghabar3A mata jAnA, isIlie to loga buddha para, mahAvIra para, kRSNa para, krAisTa para udAsa mata ho jaanaa| kyoMki yaha bar3I dUra kI jhalaka hai| jaise bharosA nahIM krte| kyoMki unako lagatA hai, jaba hameM nahIM ho AkAza meM kSaNabhara ko bijalI kauMdha gaI ho aura tumheM dUra sakatA to kisI ko kaise huA hogA? Akhira hama bhI manuSya himAlaya kA zikhara dikhAI par3a gayA ho| para bijalI gaI, phira jaise manuSya haiM-haDDI, mAMsa, majjA ke bne| jaise tuma ghanA aMdherA hai| aura dhyAna rakhanA, jaba bijalI ke bAda aMdherA the-mahAvIra ho, ki buddha ho, ki kRSNa ho, ki krAisTa ho| hotA hai to bijalI ke pahale ke aMdhere se jyAdA ghanA ho jAtA hai| hama bhI janme, tama bhI jnme| hama bhI maraNa kI tarapha jA rahe haiM, to jinake jIvana meM yaha saubhAgya kA kSaNa AtA hai, unheM lagatA tuma bhI mre| hameM bhI bhUkha lagatI hai, tumheM bhI lagatI hai| hamArA hai, aba kucha ho sakatA hai, ve bar3I khatare kI sthiti meM bhI haiN| bhI zarIra jIrNa-zIrNa hotA hai, vRddha hotA hai, tumhArA bhI huaa| unheM saceta kara denA jarUrI hai| kyoMki yaha bijalI kI kauMdha hai; hamArI bhI kamara jhuka gaI, tumhArI bhI jhuka jAegI, tumhArI bhI yaha kho jaaegii| yaha bahuta bAra pakar3a meM AegI, bahuta bAra chUTa jhuka gaI thii| | jaaegii| aura jaba chUTegI taba tuma aise atala aMdhere meM giroge, to aMtara kahAM hai? hamAre jaise manuSya! hameM nahIM huA, hameM nahIM jaise ki tuma kabhI bhI nahIM the| ghaTA vaha aghaTa, hamAre jIvana meM nahIM utarA aakaash| hamArA | lekina agara sAvadhAna rahe aura smaraNa rakhA ki aisA hotA hai, AMgana to sikur3atA hI gyaa| AkAza ke to darzana hI nahIM hue| | to tuma una aMdherI rAtoM ko bhI pAra kara jaaoge| aura jo abhI hamAre to jharokhe baMda hI hote ge| kabhI koI khulA prakAza, sUraja | bijalI kI kauMdha kI taraha ghaTA hai, vaha eka dina subaha ke sUraja kA darzana na huA, to tumheM kaise huA hogA? yA to tuma dhokhA de kI taraha ghttegaa| pahale jhalaka AtI hai, phira jhalaka sApha hotI rahe ho, yA tuma bhrama meM par3e ho, yA to tuma sirpha bAtacIta kara rahe | hai; phira jhalaka jhalaka nahIM raha jAtI, tumhArA sunizcita anubhava ho aura yA phira tuma koI sapanA dekha rahe ho| ho jAtA hai| phira anubhava nahIM raha jAtA hai, paramAtmA phira dhyAna rahe, jisa dina tumheM bharosA AtA hai ki mujhe ho sakatA anubhava jaisA nahIM mAlUma hotA, tumhArA svatva ho jAtA hai, hai, usI dina pahalI daphe buddha, mahAvIra, kRSNa, krAisTa paurANika tumhArA svabhAva ho jAtA hai| nahIM raha jAte, aitihAsika ho jAte haiN| usI kSaNa sArA itihAsa madhara niryAta aura AyAta, sAdhate ho donoM ke khela nayA ho jAtA hai, jaise tumhAre lie phira se likhA gyaa| pahalI chanaka meM nikala cale the dUra, palaka meM pala-pala bar3hatA mela daphA aise vyaktiyoM para, jinake jIvana meM paramAtmA kI jhalaka | tumhAre kho jAne meM dukha, tumhAre pA jAne meM Aja AyI, pratibiMba utarA, jinameM kisI taraha paramAtmA kI prabhA | bhUmi kA mila jAtA hai chora, gagana kA mila jAtA hai rAja pragaTa huI, tumheM bharosA AtA hai| jisa dina tumheM apane para para khayAla rakhanAbharosA AtA hai usI dina tumheM kRSNa, mahAvIra, buddha para bharosA madhura niryAta aura AyAta sAdhate ho donoM ke khel| AtA hai| chanaka meM nikala cale the dUra, palaka meM pala-pala bar3hatA mela loga Izvara para bharosA nahIM karate kyoMki unakA apane para eka kSaNa to lagatA hai, itane karIba; aura eka kSaNa lagatA hai, bharosA nahIM hai| nAstika kI asalI nAstikatA | itane duur| eka kSaNa lagatA hai, hAtha kI pahuMca ke bhItara; aura Atma-avizvAsa hai| vaha kahatA hai, koI Izvara nahIM hai| | eka kSaNa lagatA hai, asaMbhava! bilakula asaMbhava! aisA bahuta kyoMki bhItara jaba Izvara kA patA nahIM calatA, kiraNa bhI nahIM | bAra hogaa| patA calatI. jhalaka bhI nahIM patA calatI. sapane meM bhI koI taraMga tumhAre kho jAne meM dukha, tumhAre pA jAne meM Aja nahIM laharAtI to Izvara ho kaise sakatA hai? bhUmi kA mila jAtA hai chora, gagana kA mila jAtA hai rAja Izvara hotA hai usa kSaNa, jaba tumhAre bhItara tuma hone lagate ho| to DaranA mt| yaha jhalaka saubhAgya hai| zubha ghar3I hai| lekina dhyAna rakhanA, yaha ghar3I kaI bAra AegI lekina jinake jIvana meM saubhAgya AtA hai, usake sAtha-sAtha 359 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 utane hI khatare bhI Ate haiN| jaba tumhAre pAsa kucha nahIM hotA to sAvadhAna! kyoMki isa pahalI kiraNa ke sAtha hI jaba aMdherA khone ko bhI kucha nahIM hotaa| jaba kucha hotA hai to khone ko bhI phira se AegA to bahuta gaharA hogaa| tuma bahuta tar3aphoge phir| kucha hotA hai| jitanA jyAdA tumhAre pAsa hogA, utane hI tuma tumhAre kho jAne meM dukha, tumhAre pA jAne meM Aja khatare meM bhI ho; kyoMki utanA hI khone ko bhI tumhAre pAsa hai| bhUmi kA mila jAtA hai chora, gagana kA mila jAtA hai rAja eka yuvaka chaha mahIne pahale aayaa| Ane ke mahInebhara bAda madhura niryAta aura AyAta, sAdhate ho donoM ke khela usane saMnyAsa liyA aura mujhase pUchA ki kyA maiM vApasa jA chanaka meM nikala cale the dUra, palaka meM pala-pala bar3hatA mela sakatA hUM apane ghara? maiMne kahA, jA sakate ho| lekina vaha gayA paramAtmA aisI bahuta dhUpa-chAMva tumheM degaa| paramAtmA bahuta bAra nhiiN| mahInebhara aura rukaa| phira usane pUchA ki kyA maiM jA karIba aura bahuta bAra dUra nikala jaaegaa| yaha chiyA-chI kA sakatA hUM? maiMne kahA ki aba jAnA ThIka nhiiN| khela hai| aise hI tumheM vaha majabUta karatA hai, balazAlI karatA hai| vaha thor3A cauNkaa| usane kahA ki mahInebhara pahale Apane kahA | aise hI tumheM jIvana detA hai| aise hI tumhArI paripakvatA AtI hai| ki jA sakate ho| aba Apa kahate ho, jAnA ThIka nahIM, mAmalA | aise hI milakara-khokara, khokara-milakara, bAra-bAra dhUpa-chAMva kyA hai? kyoMki maiM to socatA thA, mahInebhara meM maiM aura taiyAra ho | se gujArakara tumheM pakAtA hai; paripakva karatA hai| tumheM praur3hatA jAUMgA to jAne ke yogya ho jaauuNgaa| | detA hai| tumhAre jIvana meM ekatA AtI hai| maiMne kahA, mahInebhara pahale jaba tumane pUchA thA, tumhAre pAsa | aura eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai ki vaha mile to ThIka, na mile to khone ko kucha bhI nahIM thaa| to maiMne kahA, jaao| koI pharka nahIM ThIka; hara hAlata meM tuma prasanna hote ho| aMdherI rAta bhI usI kI, par3atA thaa| aba tumhAre pAsa kucha khone ko hai| thor3A-sA aMkura jagamagAte sUraja kA dina bhI usI kaa| jaba tumheM kucha bhI usakA phUTA hai| aba maiM kahatA hUM, mata jaao| abhI ruko| aba tumhAre patA nahIM calatA, taba bhI tuma jAnate ho, vaha hai| aura jaba usakA pAsa kucha hai, jo kho sakatA hai abhI jAne se| aba thor3I dera ruka patA calatA hai, taba bhI tuma jAnate ho, vaha hai| usa ghar3I jaao| jarA ise majabUta hone do| jarA isakI jar3eM gaharI hone dhUpa-chAMva kA khela baMda hotA hai| do| anyathA tuma itane dukha meM par3a jAoge, jitane dukha meM tuma abhI to khatarA aaegaa| pUrva-sAvadhAna kara denA ucita hai| pahale bhI na the| ArajuoM meM harArata hai, na ummIdoM meM joza tamheM patA hai? eka garIba AdamI hai. garIbI usako bhI hai| sarda aba hara garmiye-bAjAra hai tere bagaira phira eka amIra AdamI hai, jisakA divAlA nikala gayA; vaha jiMdagI eka muztakila AjAra hai tere bagaira bhI garIba hai| donoM ke pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina jisakA sAMsa eka calatI huI talavAra hai tere bagaira divAlA nikala gayA hai usakI garIbI kA koI aMdAja tuma garIba abhI to jaba khooge to lagegAAdamI kI garIbI se nahIM lagA skte| garIba AdamI kyA khAka sAMsa eka calatI huI talavAra hai tere bagaira garIba hai! jo amIra hI kabhI nahIM rahA, use garIbI kA koI patA jiMdagI eka muztakila AjAra hai tere bagaira hI nahIM ho sktaa| jo amIra raha cukA hai, usakI garIbI kii| bar3I kaThinAI hogI, jaisI kabhI na haI thii| lekina yaha kevala pIr3A bar3I gaharI hai| jisane vaibhava ke dina jAne, vahI jAnatA hai, saubhAgyazAliyoM ko hotI hai ktthinaaii| aisA durdina kevala unheM durdina kyA hai| jisane vaibhava ke dina hI nahIM jAne, vaha to durdina milatA hai, jinheM prabhu kI thor3I-sI jhalaka milanI zurU huii| meM bhI masta cAdara or3hakara sotA hai| koI durdina jaisI koI bAta tumhAre paira ThIka jamIna para par3a rahe haiN| magara abhI bhttkoge| hI nhiiN| sahaja sAmAnya jIvana hai| itanI jaldI kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| aura pAkara jaba bhaTakoge to aisA hI AMtarika saMpadA ke saMbaMdha meM bhI saca hai| bahuta rooge| una AMsuoM meM yAda rkhnaa| una AMsuoM meM jina mitra ne pachA hai, unake jIvana meM bar3I mahatvapUrNa ghaTanA bharose ko kAyama rkhnaa| ghaTane ke karIba A rahI hai. ghaTa rahI hai| pahalI kiraNa utarI hai| abhI to bharosA AsAna hai| jaba kacha ThIka ho rahA hotA hai taba 3601 Jalil Education International 2010_03

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wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws makti dvaMdAtIta hai to bharosA bilakula AsAna hai| jaba saba galata jAne lagatA hai, AkhirI praznaH mana jaba ekadama zAMta rahane lagegA taba taba bharosA kaThina hotA hai| sAMsArika kArya kaise hoMge? lekina usI kaThinAI kI cunautI ko jo mAna letA hai usake jIvana meM vikAsa hotA hai| azAMta rahakara bhI cala rahe haiM, to zAMta rahakara aura bhale taraha se terA-merA saMbaMdha yahI, tU madhumaya au' maiM tRSita hRdaya cleNge| Akhira zAMti kisI kAma meM bAdhA to nahIM hai| azAMta tU agama siMdhu kI rAsa liye rahakara bhI kara lete ho to zAMta rahakara to aura kuzalatA se kara maiM maru asIma kI pyAsa liye skoge| yaha to sIdhA-sA gaNita hai| maiM cira-vicalita saMdehoM se eka AdamI azAMta hai aura koI kAma kara rahA hai, to artha huA tU zAMta aTala vizvAsa liye ki azAMti bar3I zakti le rahI hai| mana kA tanAva bar3I zakti pI terI mujhako AvazyakatA, AvazyakatA tujhako merI rahA hai| phira bhI kAma kara rahA hai, kisI taraha khIMca rahA hai| taba maiM jIvana kA ucchavAsa liye bhI kara letA hai| to thor3A soco, jaba tuma zAMta ho jAoge aura tU jIvana kA ulhAsa liye sArI zakti kAma meM hI par3egI kyoMki mana koI zakti rokegA tujhase mila pUrNa calA banane, basa itanA hI merA paricaya nahIM; azAMti nahIM, tanAva nahIM, koI ciMtA nahIM-jaba tuma terA-merA saMbaMdha yahI, tU madhumaya au' maiM tRSita hRdaya pUre-pUre kAma meM uMDaloge to kAma kI gati to bar3hegI, kuzalatA hama pyAse haiN| hama bhUkhe haiN| hama atRpta haiM-tRSita hRdy| bar3hegI, guNavattA bddh'egii| aura paramAtmA meM chipI hai vaha sudhA, vaha amRta, jo hameM tRpta yaha prazna hI kyoM uThatA hai? yaha prazna isalie uThatA hai ki kregii| paramAtmA aura hamAre bIca jo saMbaMdha hai, vaha pyAse aura tumheM aba taka yahI samajhAyA gayA hai ki jo zAMta ho jAte haiM, ve jala ke bIca kA saMbaMdha hai| | saMsAra se bhAga jAte haiN| isIlie saMnyAsa se eka bhaya ho gayA abhI tumheM sarovara dikhAI par3A hai, para dUra se dikhAI par3A hai| hai| zAMti se bhaya ho gayA hai| yaha bhaya bilakula nirmUla hai| abhI bahuta saMbhAvanA hai ki phira tuma vRkSoM kI oTa meM ho maiM tumase kahatA hUM, azAMta bhalA bhAga jAte hoM saMsAra se, zAMta jaaoge| zAyada sarovara kI tarapha calane meM hI bahuta bAra vRkSa kyoM bhAgane lage? zAMta ko bhAgane ke lie jarUrata hI kyA oTa meM A jAeMge aura sarovara kho jaaegaa| caloge bhI sarovara rahI? zAMta ko to AnaMda AegA cAroM tarapha kI azAMti ke kI tarapha, to bhI aneka bAra sarovara dikhAI par3egA, aneka bAra bIca khar3e hone meN| kyoMki yahAM kasauTI hogii| kho jaaegaa| / yahAM pratipala bharosA gaharA hogA ki azAMti kitanI hI ho jaba kho jAe, taba bhUlanA mata ki hai| kyoMki jaba dikhAI bAhara, aba mere bhItara praveza nahIM krtii| maiM abhedya durga meM par3atA hai taba bilakula AsAna mAnanA, ki hai| jaba kho jAtA hai virAjamAna ho gayA huuN| merI zAMti aTUTa hai| aba koI cIja ise taba bahuta durgama mAnanA, ki hai| taba udAsa ho, hatAza ho, vizRMkhala nahIM krtii| merI zAMti aba kamajora nahIM hai ki TUTa thakakara baiTha mata jaanaa| jAe; ki koI bhI cIja mere mana ko DAMvADola kre| aba saba jo isa kSaNa meM huA hai, ise tuma sadA ke lie apanI eka parIkSAoM se gujara rahA hUM aura merI zAMti aura gaharI aura majabUta cira-saMcita nidhi banA lo| yaha jo bharosA jagA hai ki aba kucha hotI calI jAtI hai| ho sakatA hai, ise bhalanA mt| kacha bhI ho, kaisI bhI paristhiti nahIM, maiM tamase kahatA hai. zAMta AdamI jo bhI karegA usameM ho, ise phira-phira jagA lenaa| ise yAda rkhnaa| yaha tumhArI usakI kuzalatA bar3ha jaaegii| smRti se utara na jaae| lekina isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki maiM kaha rahA hUM, zAMta AdamI to jo abhI jhalaka kI taraha milA hai, vaha tumhArI sthAyI ve saba kAma karegA hI, jo tuma kara rahe ho| kyoMki kucha kAma haiM, saMpadA bana jAtA hai| jo kevala azAMta AdamI hI kara sakatA hai, kyoMki unakA mUla 361 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 azAMti meM hai| davA lene lge| aura maiM kitane dina se sAtha rhii| janmoM-janmoM jaise eka AdamI corI kara rahA hai, to maiM tumase yaha nahIM kaha | kA, juga-juga kA saMga-sAtha-tuma davA lene lage? dhokhebAja sakatA ki zAMta AdamI corI kara skegaa| kara sake to kuzalatA | kahIM ke! dagAbAja kahIM ke! davA lene lage? yaha tuma kyA kara se karegA; magara kara sakatA nhiiN| kyoMki corI ke lie bar3A rahe ho? saba kharAba ho jaaegaa| soyA citta caahie| bar3A dIna-durbala citta caahie| corI ke lekina tuma bImArI kI nahIM sunte| mana ko tumane aba taka lie bar3A azAMta, vikSipta citta caahie| bImArI nahIM jaanaa| tuma socate ho, mana tuma ho| yahIM bhUla ho zAMta AdamI krodha na kara skegaa| kara sake to bar3I kuzalatA rahI hai| tuma mana nahIM ho| tuma mana ke pAra sAkSI ho| usa sAkSI se karegA, magara kara na skegaa| kyoMki krodha kA mUla azAMti meM kA parama AnaMda ghaTegA zAMti meN| zAMti meM mana calA jAegA, tuma hai| lekina jIvana ke sahaja kAma to aura kuzala ho jaaeNge| bcoge| mana ke bahuta-se vyApAra, jo rugNa haiM, jinhoMne sivAya zAMta AdamI jyAdA behatara pati hogA, jyAdA behatara patnI dukha ke aura kucha bhI nahIM diyA, ve bhI cale jaaeNge| lekina hogI, jyAdA behatara beTA hogA, jyAdA behatara bApa hogA, jyAdA unakA calA jAnA hitakara hai| behatara mitra hogaa| zAMta AdamI ke jIvana meM, jo bhI zAMti ke mana sadA dhyAna meM bAdhA DAlatA hai| kyoMki dhyAna mana kI matya sAtha baca sakatA hai, vaha sabhI behatara, svarNamayI hokara, hai| mana samajhAtA hai: sugaMdhamayI hokara hogaa| usake sone meM sugaMdha A jaaegii| bahuta khoyA, aura khone do mujhe to maiM tumase yaha nahIM kahatA ki tumhArI sabhI cIjeM bceNgii| aura bhI gumarAha hone do mujhe lekina maiM yaha kahatA hai, jo bacAne yogya haiM ve bceNgii| jo bacAne Aja palakoM kI chabIlI chAMha meM laga gaI hai AMkha yogya hI nahIM haiM jinako tama bhI bacAnA nahIM cAhate ho. ve hI sone do mjhe| kevala kho jaaeNgii| mahaMgA saudA nahIM hai| bahuta khoyA, aura khone do mujhe mahaMgA saudA to tuma abhI kara rahe ho azAMti ko cunkr| Aja palakoM kI chabIlI chAMha meM laga gaI hai AMkha 'mana jaba ekadama zAMta rahane lagegA taba sAMsArika kArya kaise sone do majhe hoMge?' mana bahAne khoja rahA hai| mana kaha rahA hai, zAMta mata ho lekina jise tuma palakoM kI chabIlI chAMha samajha rahe ho, vahIM jaanaa| yaha kyA kara rahe ho? dhyAna meM lage ho? apanI jar3eM se tumhAre jIvana kA sArA jvara, sArA uttApa paidA huA hai| jise khoda rahe ho? saba gar3abar3a ho jaaegaa| | tuma sauMdarya samajha rahe ho usI ne tumhAre jIvana ko kurUpa kiyA mana kA to saba gar3abar3a ho jAegA, yaha saca hai| mana ThIka hI hai| aura jise tuma socate ho tumhArA bala, vahI tumhArI kaha rahA hai| kyoMki mana hai tumhArA roga, biimaarii| napuMsakatA hai, vahI tumhArI nirbalatA hai| ise ThIka se dekho| agara tuma mahatvAkAMkSI ho to mahatvAkAMkSA calI jaaegii| aura agara tumheM yaha ciMtA ho ki tuma agara zAMta ho gae to agara tuma pAgala kI taraha spardhA meM lage ho, spardhA calI jaaegii| saMsAra kA kyA hogA, to yaha ciMtA tuma bilakula mata kro| agara tuma vyartha cIjoM ko jor3ane-baTorane meM lage ho to vaha bahuta azAMta loga haiN| tumhAre jAne se yahAM kucha bAdhA na pdd'egii| pAgalapana utara jaaegaa| yahAM kAphI pAgala haiN| tuma isa ciMtA meM mata par3o ki maiM agara to mana to ThIka kaha rahA hai| mana ko saMsAra kI phikra nahIM hai, ThIka ho gayA, to pAgalakhAne kA kyA hogA? yaha calatA hI rahA mana ko apanI phikra hai| mana yaha kaha rahA hai, ki merA kyA hai| yaha calatA hI rhegaa| hogA? tuma to zAMta hone lage, kucha merI to soco! kitane dina ye raMge-bahAre-Alama hai tumhAre sAtha rahA! kyoM phikra hai tujhako ai sAkI! yaha to aise hI huA, ki tumane davA lenI zurU kI, bImArI mahaphila to terI sUnI na huI, | tumase kahe, ki jarA yaha bhI to soco, merA kyA hogA? tuma to kucha uTha bhI gae kucha A bhI gae 362 2010_03

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mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai / haiM -yaha mahaphila bharI hI rahatI hai| mahaphila to terI sUnI na huI, mahaphila to terI sUnI na huI, kucha uTha bhI gae, kucha A bhI gae kucha uTha bhI gae kucha A bhI gae tuma sirpha apanI ciMtA kara lo| aura itanA maiM tumase kaha tuma uThane meM saMkoca mata kro| kucha bAhara khar3e haiM, jora se sakatA hUM AzvAsana ke sAtha, ki jo bhI zubha hai, vaha bcegaa| cillA rahe haiM, jagaha do| kyU meM khar3e haiN| tuma haTo, ve bar3e prasanna | jo bhI zreyaskara hai, vaha bcegaa| jo bhI azubha hai, vaha chUTa hoNge| tumheM ve dhanyavAda deNge| isIlie to loga saMnyAsI kA jaaegaa| mere mana meM to pApa aura puNya kI paribhASA yahI hai : zAMta svAgata karate haiM ! calo eka jagaha khAlI huii| isIlie to loga mana jise na kara sake, vahI paap| jise karane ke lie azAMta mana tyAgI kI mahimA gAte haiM, caraNa chUte haiM ki dhanya prabhu! kama se | anivArya zarta hai, vahI paap| zAMta mana hI jise kara sake, vahI kama Apane to jagaha khAlI kI! punny| zAMta mana jisake hone ke lie anivArya bhUmikA hai, vaha tuma aksara pAoge tyAgiyoM ke pAsa bhogiyoM ko stuti | puNya hai| krte| jaina maMdiroM meM dekho! jo chor3akara baiTha gae haiM saMsAra, jo puNya bcegaa| puNya kI kuzalatA bcegii| pApa khote cale saMsAra ko jora se pakar3e haiM, ve unake caraNa chU rahe haiN| ve kaha rahe | jaaeNge| narka chUTegA, svarga zeSa rhegaa| baMdhana gireMge, mukti haiM, bar3I kRpA aapkii| | upalabdha hogii| mokSa bcegaa| usameM tumhArI kuzalatA bddh'egii| zAyada unheM bhI sApha na ho| magara mAmalA kyA hai? mAmalA | tuma pachatAoge n| tuma kabhI lauTakara aisA na socoge ki bar3I yaha hai ki ye bhI pratiyogI the| ye haTa gae maidAna se| jitane galatI kara lI, jo zAMta ho ge| pratiyogI kama hue utanA hI acchA hai| aba taka kisI ne aisA nahIM khaa| jo bhI za saMsArI sadA saMnyAsiyoM kI prazaMsA karatA rahA hai| lekina sadiyoM-sadiyoM meM anaMta loga hae haiN| yaha zaMkhalA choTI nahIM prazaMsA nizcita hI jhUTha hogI, bemana se hogI; asalI nahIM hai| bahuta loga hue sadiyoM-sadiyoM meM, unameM se kisI eka ne bhI hogii| asalI hotI to khuda hI saMnyAsI ho jaataa| yaha bar3e nahIM kahA ki zAMta hokara pachatAvA huaa| Azcarya kI bAta hai| bhogI tyAgI ke caraNa chUtA hai| agara yaha | aura ina sadiyoM meM unase hajAroM gune loga azAMta rahe, una | zraddhA saca hotI to khuda hI tyAgI ho gayA hotaa| yaha zraddhA jhUThI sabane sadA yaha kahA ki cUka gae kuch| kucha bhUla ho gii| kahIM hai| vaha kaha rahA hai, Apane bar3I kRpA kii| Apane bar3A hI jIvana kA tAra TUTa gyaa| vINA bajI nhiiN| bAMsurI para dhuna utarI acchA kiyA jo chor3a dI jhNjhtt| nhiiN| Ae to jarUra, khAlI Ae, khAlI jA rahe haiN| jaba eka rAjanItijJa vidA hotA hai dillI se to bAkI | nirapavAda rUpa se jo loga azAMta rahe haiM, ve pachatAe haiN| rAjanItijJa usakA vidAI samAroha karate haiN| kahate haiM ki giri nirapavAda rUpa se jo loga zAMta hue haiM unhoMne dhanyabhAga, sAhaba, Apa cale baMgalora! bar3I kRpA! phira na aanaa| Apa saubhAgya mAnA hai| baMgalora meM hI bsnaa| AbohavA bhI acchI hai| aura dillI meM rakhA kyA hai? Aja itanA hii| calo, kyU meM eka AdamI kama huaa| thor3e hama Age srke| aisI AzA se to AdamI jI rahA hai| tuma isakI phikra mata karanA ki saMsAra kA kyA hogA? saMsAra tumhAre binA bar3e maje se cala rahA thA, tamhAre binA bar3e maje se calatA rhegaa| ye raMge-bahAre-Alama hai kyoM phikra hai tujhako ai sAkI! 363 2010_03