Jinsutra Lecture 44 Guru hai Man ka Meet

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340144/1

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terahavAM pravacana guru hai mana kA mIta 2010_03

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tI 8.3 8 . 2 - sUtra jaha kaMTaeNa viddho, savvaMge veyaNaddio hoi| taha ceva uddhiyammi u, nissallo niTavuo hoi|| evamaNuddhiyadoso, mAillo teNaM dukkhio hoi| so ceva cattadoso, suvisuddho nivvuo hoi||113|| NANeNa jjhANasijjhI, jhANAdo svvkmmnnijjrnnN| NijjaraNaphalaM mokkhaM, NANabbhAsaM tado kujjaa||114|| tesiM tu tavo Na suddho, nikkhaMtA je mhaakulaa| jaM nevanne viyANaMti, na silogaM pvejji||115|| nANamayavAyasahio, sIlujjalio tavo mao aggii| saMsArakaraNabIyaM, dahai davaggI ta taNarAsiM / / 116 / / 2010_03 www.jalnelibrary.org

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halA sUtra hai| hajAra kAma hoM to bhI bIca-bIca meM kAMTe kI cubhana yAda A 'jaise kAMTA cubhane para sAre zarIra meM vedanA yA pIr3A jAtI hai| kAMTA cubhA ho, calo, baiTho, bAta karo, lekina hara hotI hai aura kAMTe ke nikala jAne para zarIra nizalya jagaha aMtarAla meM se kAMTe kI cubhana yAda A jAtI hai| yaha jo arthAta sarvAMga sukhI ho jAtA hai, vaise hI apane doSoM ko pragaTa na cubhana hai, isako mahAvIra kahate haiM zalya kI avsthaa| isa cubhana karanevAlA mAyAvI dukhI yA vyAkula rahatA hai; aura unako guru ko nikAla do, to nizalya-citta kA janma hotA hai, svastha-citta ke samakSa pragaTa kara dene para suvizuddha hokara sukhI ho jAtA hai| kA janma hotA hai| tumhAre bhItara aisA kucha bhI na raha jAe jo mana meM koI zalya nahIM raha jaataa|' tumane dabAyA hai| tumhAre bhItara aisA kucha bhI na raha jAe jo tumane | yaha satra atyadhika mahatvaparNa hai| isa satra ko khojate chipAyA hai| tamhAre bhItara aisA kacha bhI na raha jAe jise dekhane se manovijJAna ko bahuta dera lgii| jo mahAvIra ne kahA paccIsa sau tuma Darate ho, jise AMkha ke sAmane karane meM bhaya lagatA hai| pITha varSa pahale, vaha phrAyaDa ko abhI-abhI isa sadI meM jAkara khayAla ke pIche kucha bhI na raha jAe, saba AMkha ke sAmane A jAe, meM aayaa| isa eka satra para sArA Adhanika manovijJAna khaDA hai| AMkha ke sAmane Ate hI kAMTe vidA hone zarU ho jAte haiN| manocikitsaka kahate haiM, jo bhI mana meM dabA par3A hai agara pragaTa manovizleSaka varSoM mehanata karate haiN| unakI cikitsA kA ho jAe, to usase mukti ho jAtI hai| manovizleSaNa kI sArI sArasUtra itanA hI hai ki jise ve bImAra kahate haiM, vaha mahAvIra kA prakriyA acetana meM par3I huI bhAvanAoM, vicAroM, vAsanAoM ko zalya se bharA huA vyakti hai| use bImAra kahanA zAyada ThIka cetana meM lAne kI prakriyA hai| nhiiN| use cikitsA kI utanI jarUrata nahIM hai, jitanI kImiyA kA sUtra hai-acetana se hama baMdhe hote haiM, cetana hote Atma-sAkSAtkAra kI jarUrata hai| para jAne-anajAne hI hama mukta ho jAte haiN| jise hamane bhItara ThIka-ThIka jAna manovizleSaNa yahI karatA hai| marIja ko kaha dete haiM ki tuma leTa liyA, usase hamArA chuTakArA ho jAtA hai| aura jise hamane jaao| cikitsaka pIche baiTha jAtA hai, marIja se kahatA hai, tumheM apane bhItara ThIka-ThIka na jAnA, jisakA hamane sAkSAtkAra na jo bhI mana meM uThe-prAsaMgika, aprAsaMgika-use uThane do aura kiyA, vaha aMdhere meM par3A hamArI gardana meM phAMsI kI taraha laTakA bole jaao| tuma usameM kATa-chAMTa na kro| tuma kisI taraha ke rahatA hai| mahAvIra isa dazA ko zalya kI dazA kahate haiN| | seMsara na bno| anargala bhI AtA ho to Ane do, kyoMki unakA zabda bhI bar3A mahatvapUrNa hai| jaise kATA cubhA ho, to anargala kA bhI koI bhItarI kAraNa hai tabhI A rahA hai| asaMbaddha tuma bhUla jAo thor3I-bahuta dera ko, kAma meM ulajha jAo, AtA hai, use bhI Ane do, kyoMki asaMbaddha bhI AnA cAhatA hai lekina kAMTe kI cubhana bAra-bAra tumheM apanI tarapha khIMcatI rahatI | to usake bhItara bhI kAraNa hai| 243 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 tuma kabhI cakita hooge, tuma koI eka zabda le lo, bilakula tumhAre bhItara kucha bhI aisA par3A hai jo tuma batAne meM Darate ho, taba niSpakSa zabda: gAya, ghor3A, hAthI yA kAra yA kuttA; aura zAMta taka tuma bImAra rahoge, taba taka kAMTA chidA rhegaa| tumheM nagna baiThakara yaha koziza karo ki aba kuttA zabda ke uThate hI tumhAre | hokara pragaTa ho jAnA hai| bhItara jo-jo zabda uThate haiM unheM tuma likhate jaao| tuma cakita | kahate haiM mahAvIra, kama se kama apane guru ke pAsa to itanA ho jaaoge| jina zabdoM kA kutte se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, jina kro| zAyada saMsAra meM to bahuta muzkila hogii| vahAM itane vicAroM kA koI jJAta kAraNa nahIM mAlUma hotA kutte se kyoM jur3e samajhadAra vyakti pAne kaThina hoMge, jo tumhArI bhUloM ko, cUkoM hoMge, ve uThane zurU ho jAte haiN| eka sAdhAraNa-sA zabda kuttA ko kSamA kara skeN| vahAM aise vyakti pAne kaThina hoMge, jo tumheM tumhAre bhItara lahara paidA karatA hai aura usa lahara meM baMdhe hue | tumhArI bAtoM ko sunakara, tumhAre saMbaMdha meM kucha nirNaya na banAne acetana se na-mAlUma kitane varSoM ke yA janmoM ke bhAva aura lgeN| tuma kaho ki maiMne corI kI hai, to jo tumheM cora na samajhane vicAra cale Ate haiM, kisI taraha bNdhe| lageM, aise vyakti pAne kaThina hoNge| tuma kaho ki maiMne pApa kiyA kuttA zabda kahate hI zAyada tumheM yAda A jAe apanA koI hai, to tumheM pApI samajhakara niMdita na mAna leN| isIlie to mitra, jisake pAsa kuttA thaa| mitra kI yAda Ate hI A jAe AdamI DarA hai| tuma kisI se kaha nahIM sakate ki maiM jhUTha bolaa| usakA mkaan| makAna kI yAda Ate hI tuma cala pdd'e| kutte se loga kaheMge, jhUTha bole! to tumhArA bharosA TUTa jaaegaa| tumheM yAtrA zurU huI thI, tuma kahAM pUrI karoge, kahanA kaThina hai| jiMdagI meM ar3acana hogii| to jhUTha ko tuma chipAte ho| patA bhI isako manovaijJAnika kahate haiM-'phrI esosieshn|' cala jAe, to tuma siddha karane kI koziza karate ho ki nahIM, maiM svataMtra-sAhacarya kA niym| tumhAre bhItara sabhI cIjeM guMthI par3I saca hI bolaa| agara pakar3a bhI jAo, to tuma kahate ho haiN| sabhI tAra ulajhe haiN| eka tAra khIMco, dUsare tAra khiMca Ate bhUla-cUka se ho gayA hogA, mere bAvajUda ho gayA hogA, maiMne cAhA haiN| lekina yahI gutthI to manuSya kA roga hai| yahI to usakA | na thaa| pahale to tuma chUTane kI koziza karate ho ki kisI ko zalya hai| isa gutthI ko sulajhAnA hai| kahIM se bhI zurU kro| patA na cala paaye| manasvida kahatA hai. tama bole jaao| cikitsaka sanatA rahatA saMsAra meM aisI AMkheM khojanI kaThina haiM, jo tamane kyA kiyA hai| kucha karatA nahIM, kucha bolatA nahIM, sirpha itanI yAda dilAtA kyA nahIM kiyA, kyA socA kyA nahIM socA, isake bAvajUda bhI rahatA hai ki hAM, maiM yahAM huuN| maiM suna rahA hUM, dhyAnapUrvaka suna rahA | tumhArA mUlya kama na kreN| jo tumhAre astitva ko bezarta svIkAra | huuN| vaha jitane dhyAnapUrvaka sunatA hai, utane hI tumhAre gahare | karate hoN| guru kA yahI artha hai, eka aise AdamI ko khoja lenA acetana se cIjoM ko nikalanA AsAna ho jAtA hai| isIlie to jo una rAstoM se gujarA hai, jina para tuma abhI ho| eka aise hama kisI AdamI ko khojate haiM jo hamArI bAta zAMti se suna le| AdamI ko khoja lenA jisane bhUleM kI haiM, pApa kitanA dUbhara ho gayA hai aise AdamI kA pAnA, jo hamArI bAta haiM aura unake pAra ho gyaa| eka aise AdamI ko khoja lenA jo zAMti se, dhyAnapUrvaka suna le| jaba bhI tumheM koI aisA AdamI | samajhegA tumhArI pIr3A, kyoMki isI pIr3A se vaha bhI gujarA hai| mila jAtA hai jo ghar3Ibhara tumhAre dila kI bAta suna letA hai, tuma to agara tumheM koI aisA guru mila jAe jisakI AMkhoM meM halake ho jAte ho| kahAM se AtA hai halakApana? koI bAta tumhArI niMdA na ho, to hI guru milaa| jahAM niMdA ho, vahAM to patthara kI taraha chAtI para par3I thI, kisI ne bAMTa lii| kucha kisI samajhanA ki saMsAra hI jArI hai| ne bojha tumhArA utAra liyaa| kisI ne sahArA de diyA, tumhAre sira ise khayAla meM lenaa| agara tuma jAo kisI muni, kisI para jo patthara thA use nIce rakha diyaa| bAta karake AdamI halakA sAdhu, kisI saMnyAsI ke pAsa aura tuma kaho ki maiM bahuta burA ho jAtA hai| AdamI hUM, aura mere mana meM corI ke bhAva uThate haiM, aura kabhI aise manasvida isa sadI meM jAkara isa sUtra ko pakar3a paaye| mahAvIra sapane bhI maiM dekhatA hUM ki par3osI kI patnI ko le bhAgA hUM, aura ne Aja se DhAI hajAra sAla pahale kahA hai| kahA hai ki jaba taka | kabhI kisI kI hatyA kara dene kI bhI vAsanA jaga uThatI hai, kabhI 244 2010_03

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- guru hai mana kA mIta maiM krodha se bhI bharatA hUM, aura jisase tuma yaha kaha rahe ho agara vyakti hai| vaha yaha maukA nahIM chodd'egaa| tumane pApa kI bAta usakI AMkhoM meM niMdA jhalaka jAe, to samajha lenA yaha AdamI | kahI, to usakI AMkha kahegI, acchA, to phira eka pApI garu nahIM hai| yaha AdamI abhI pAra nahIM haa| kyoMki jo pAra AyA! tumhAre pApa ko dekhakara vaha apane ko puNyAtmA samajhane ho gayA, usakI AMkhoM meM karuNA bezarta hai| aura agara isa / lgegaa| tumhAre pApa ke kAraNa vaha apane ko bar3A samajhegA, tumheM AdamI kI AMkhoM meM niMdA jhalaka jAe, to phira tuma kaise isake choTA smjhegaa| sAmane apane ko khola pAoge? jisa AMkha se tumheM patA cale ki tuma choTe kiye jA rahe ho, vaha aura agara yaha AdamI kisI bhI taraha se tumhAre saMbaMdha meM | guru kI AMkha nhiiN| agara isa eka sUtra ko tuma ThIka se samajha nirNaya banAne lage, tumhAre kiye, soce hue kAraNoM se, to phira | lo to guru khojane meM bar3I AsAnI ho jaaegii| tuma bhaTaka na yahAM tuma apane ko khola na paaoge| yahAM khulanA saMbhava na | skoge| jo tumheM sarvAMgarUpa se svIkAra kara le| tuma jaise ho| hogaa| yahAM bhI tuma baMda hI raha jaaoge| usakI AMkha hI tumheM | jo tumheM anyathA nahIM banAnA caahtaa| jo yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki baMda kara degii| usake baiThane kA DhaMga hI tumheM baMda kara degaa| usake tuma acche bano, kyoMki acche banane kI ceSTA meM to tumheM burA dekhane kA DhaMga hI tumhAre dvAra para tAlA jar3a degaa| tuma phira khola mAna hI liyaa| jo tumase yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki chor3o yaha pApa, na paaoge| puNya kI kasama lo, kyoMki jisane puNya kI kasama lene ke lie ise tuma guru kI kasauTI smjho| guru khojane ke lie yaha eka tumase kahA usane tumhAre pApI hone ko svIkAra kara liyaa| jo bar3A AsAna upAya hai ki tuma apane pApoM kI bAta kahanA, apanI svIkAra kara liyA gayA, vaha kSamA nahIM hotaa| bhUloM kI bAta kahanA, agara guru saca meM jAgratapuruSa hai, to usakI nahIM, jisakI karuNA aura jisake prema meM tuma apane ko khola karuNA tumhArI tarapha gahana hokara bhegii| usakI kSamA bezarta hai| sako, jaise subaha kA sUraja nikalatA hai aura kaliyAM gaharI zraddhA vaha yaha nahIM kahatA ki tumane kyA kiyA hai, vaha kahatA hai, tuma se khula jAtI haiM kiraNoM kI coTa par3ate hii| patA nahIM, khilakara jo ho, vaha parama ho, dhanya ho! kyA hogA? anajAna ghaTanA hai, kalI kabhI khilI nahIM hai, sUraja ise aisA samajho! tumhArI AtmA tumhAre kRtyoM kA jor3a nhiiN| ne dvAra para dastaka dI hai, kalI usa dvAra para dastaka dete mehamAna kI tumhArI AtmA tumhAre vicAroM kA jor3a nhiiN| tumhArI AtmA bAta sunakara, pukAra sunakara khula jAtI hai| sUraja ne pukArA hai, tumane jo kiyA hai usase bahuta bar3I hai| tumhArI AtmA tumane jo kalI khula jAtI hai, paMkhur3iyAM khola detI hai, gaMdha ko mukta kara socA hai usase bahuta bar3I hai| tumhArI AtmA ke saMbaMdha meM koI detI hai| usI khulane meM kalI phUla bana jAtI hai| tuma jaba taka nirNaya tumhAre vicAra aura kRtya se nahIM liyA jA sakatA hai| apane ko chipAye ho, tumheM eka bhI vyakti aisA na milA jisake tumhArA vicAra aura tumhArA kRtya to bAhara kI bAteM haiN| tumhArI | sAmane tuma apane ko pUrA khola dete| yahI mahAvIra kI nagnatA kA AtmA to bhItara hai| tumhArI AtmA kA mUlya nirapekSa hai, sApekSa sUtra hai| digaMbara hone kA maulika artha yahI hai| tumheM eka aisA nahIM hai| vaha kisI cIja se AMkA nahIM jA sktaa| tuma tuma hone vyakti na milA jisake sAmane tuma nipaTa nagna ho jAte! tuma jaise kI vajaha se mUlyavAna ho| tuma hone kI vajaha se mUlyavAna ho| | the vaise hI ho jAte! jisakI maujUdagI tumhAre lie kisI taraha kI tumhArA astitva basa kAphI hai| tuma paramAtmA ho| aisI jahAM niMdA na thI, prazaMsA na thI, apamAna na thaa| jisakI maujUdagI meM kisI kI AMkha tuma para par3e aura tumhAre bhItara ke paramAtmA ko | tumheM anyathA karane kI koI ceSTA na thii| tuma jaise the, bhale the| jagAne lage, to hI jAnanA ki guru milaa| tumheM vaisA hI svIkAra kiyA thaa| jahAM niMdA ho, jahAM tumhAre pApoM ke prati krodha paidA ho, jahAM agara tumheM eka bhI vyakti aisA mila jAe, to usI ke pAsa tumhAre pApoM meM rasa paidA ho, kyoMki niMdA rasa hai; aura jo tumhAre tumheM pahalI daphe apanI AtmA kI khabara milegii| kyoMki usI pApa meM rasa le rahA hai--niMdA karane kA hI sahI, burA kahane kA hI ke pAsa tuma nagna, sahaja, sarala ho paaoge| vaha tuma para koI sahI, tumheM nIcA dikhAne kA sahI, vaha ahaMkAra se bharA huA Agraha nahIM rkhtaa| vaha yaha kahatA hI nahIM ki tumheM koI Adarza 245 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 pUre karane haiN| vaha kahatA hai, tuma to paramAtmA ho hii| agara dharmaguru ke sAmane, jo bhI tumane pApa kiyA ho use pragaTa kara bhUla-cUka bhI huI hai, to paramAtmA se huI hai| aura jo ho gayA, ho denaa| sarala mana se kaha denA, yaha bhUla ho gayI hai| yaha svIkAra gyaa| jo jA cukA, jA cukaa| bItI ko bisAra do| jo ghaTA thA karate hI ki mujhase bhUla ho gayI hai, bhUla se mukti honI zurU ho vaha to aisA hI thA jaise pAnI para khIMcI lakIreM-aba kahIM bhI jAtI hai| svIkAra meM mukti hai| aura jaise hI tuma kaha Ate ho nahIM haiN| aba tuma vyartha parezAna mata hoo| | kisI ko jo niMdA nahIM karegA, jisakA tumheM bharosA hai ki jo guru kA agara satsaMga mila jAe, to karmoM se aise hI chuTakArA tumhAre saMbaMdha meM burI dhAraNA na banAyegA, jisakA tumheM bharosA hai mila jAtA hai jaise subaha jAgakara sapanoM se chuTakArA mila jAtA ki tuma iMcabhara nIce na giroge usakI najara meM, vastutaH tuma Upara hai| agara guru kI maujUdagI ho aura phira bhI karmoM se chuTakArA na uThoge kyoMki pApa kI svIkRti, bhUla kI svIkRti puNyAtmA kA mile, to samajhanA ki tumane apane ko kholA nhiiN| tumane apane kRtya hai, to tuma halake hokara lauttoge|| ko pragaTa nahIM kiyaa| hiMdU gaMgA meM snAna kara Ate haiN| socate haiM, pApa kA prakSAlana ho yaha sUtra ati krAMtikArI hai| IsAiyata ne jIsasa ke isI sUtra jaaegaa| agara bhAvapUrvaka kiyA ho, to ho jaaegaa| gaMgA nahIM ke AdhAra para merI apanI dRSTi to yahI hai ki jIsasa ne apanA karatI pApa kA prkssaaln| gaMgA kyA karegI? tumhArA bhAva karatA upadeza zurU karane ke pahale bhArata meM hI zikSA lI--isIlie hai| agara tuma yaha bhAva se gahare bhare ho ki gaMgA meM snAna kara yahUdI unheM kabhI svIkAra na kara paaye| kyoMki vaha kucha lAte the | AyeMge to jo-jo bhUla-cUka kI thI vaha dhula jAeMgI, agara jo bar3A paradezI thaa| usase yahUdI-vicAra kA koI tAlamela nahIM | tumhArA bhAva yaha pragAr3ha hai, to nizcita hI gaMgA meM DubakI lete hI baiThatA thaa| IsAiyoM ke pAsa bhI jIsasa ke tIsa varSa ke jIvana kI tuma dUsare ho jaaoge| kyoMki gaMgA ke sAmane tumane svIkAra kara koI kathA nahIM hai| AkhirI tIna varSabhara kI kathA hai| bAkI tIsa liyA-ho gayI thI bhUleM, aba tU bahA de mAM, aura kSamA kara! to varSa kahA~ bitAye, kaise bitAye? kina guruoM ke pAsa, kisa saMbhava hai ki tuma lauTa Ao halake hokr| tAje hokr| jarUra satsaMga meM, kahAM jAgA yaha vyakti, isakI koI kathA unake pAsa nahIM hai ki yaha ghaTe, tuma para nirbhara hai| tuma kitane gahana bhAva se, nahIM hai| | kitanI gaharI zraddhA se, kitane saMkalpa aura samarpaNa se jhuke the, itanA to taya hai ki jIsasa apane deza meM nahIM the| deza se to| DubakI lagAyI thI, tumhArI zraddhA kitanI gaharI thI, utanA hI gaMgA unheM jaise hI vaha paidA hue haTa jAnA par3A thA, bhAga jAnA par3A thaa| asara kara paayegii| sUtra vahI hai| mAM-bApa lekara unheM bhAga gaye the| phira jIsasa misra meM rahe, aba yaha bhI socane-jaisI bAta hai, kisI manuSya ke sAmane bhArata meM rahe, tibbata meM rhe| saMbhAvanA to yahAM taka hai ki vaha apane pApa ko pragaTa karane meM khatarA to hai hii| kauna jAne vaha jApAna taka phuNce| kyoMki jApAna meM bhI eka jagaha hai, jahAM AdamI abhI usa jagaha ho yA na ho| saMdeha to rahegA hii| yaha abhI bhI loka-kathA pracalita hai ki vahAM jIsasa kA Agamana AdamI abhI aisI jagaha na ho aura tuma apanA pApa khola do, huA thaa| unhoMne sAre pUraba meM talAza kii|| aura yaha AdamI abhI usI jagaha ho jahAM ise abhI pApa meM rasa nizcita hI jaba jIsasa bhArata Aye hoMge, to mahAvIra kI vANI hai, aura yaha kutUhalavaza tuma se pUchane lge...| usa samaya taka prajvalita vANI thii| pAMca sau varSa pahale hI phrAyaDa ne eka jagaha likhA hai ki manovaijJAnika tabhI ThIka arthoM mahAvIra vidA hue the| buddha kI vANI abhI jItI-jAgatI thii| meM manovaijJAnika ho pAtA hai jaba usakI kyUriAsiTI, usakI abhI havA meM taraMga thii| phUla jA cukA thA, lekina abhI havA meM kutUhalatA samApta ho jAtI hai| jaba taka kutUhala hai, taba taka vaha gaMdha nahIM calI gayI thii| gaMdha abhI maujUda thii| nizcita hI sahayogI nahIM ho sktaa| jIsasa ne jo sUtra pakar3A, jisako IsAI kanaphezana kahate haiM, vaha kisI ne Akara tumase kahA ki maiMne eka strI ke sAtha vyabhicAra mahAvIra ke isI sUtra se kahIM jur3A honA caahie| sirpha IsAiyata kiyA hai| pahalI bAta tumhAre mana meM kyA uThatI hai? katahala akelA dharma hai jisane kanaphezana ko bahuta mUlya diyA hai| jAkara uThatA hai| tuma jAnanA cAhate ho kauna-sI strI, kisa kI strI, 246 Jair Education International 2010_03

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hai mana kA mIta kaba kiyA, kaise kiyA, tuma byaure aura vistAra meM jAnA cAhate bhI kama hogaa| suvidhA to bahuta hai khola dene kI, lekina lAbha ho| tuma isa AdamI ke bhItara isake pApa meM rasa lene lagate ho. kama hogaa| kyoMki aDacana bilakala nahIM hai. canautI bilakala to cUka ho gyii| yaha jo rasa le rahA hai pApa meM, yaha tumane jo nahIM hai| jaba tuma guru ke sAmane jAkara kholate ho, to saMdeha aura isake sAmane pragaTa kiyA hai, ise chipAkara na rakha skegaa| isakI zraddhA ke bIca hajAra bAra Dolate ho| kahUM, na kahUM? itanA bacA yaha aphavAheM bnaayegaa| yaha kisI se khegaa| jo tumhAre sunane lUM, yA itanA kaha dUM? thor3I sAja-saMvAra karake kahUM, zRMgAra meM rasa le rahA hai, vaha kisI se kahane meM bhI rasa legaa| aura isake karake kahUM, thor3A lIpa-potakara kahUM ki jaisA hai vaisA hI kaha sAmane tumhArI pratimA nIcI ho jaaegii| yaha tumheM kala taka | dUM? thor3A suMdara banA lUM pApa ko, thor3e phUla lagA lUM pApa para, dhArmika samajhatA thA, aba adhArmika smjhegaa| aura yaha apane thor3e isa DhaMga se kahUM ki merI majabUrI thii| thor3A tarka, thor3e Apako tumase bar3A mAna legaa| vicAra kA sahArA dekara kahUM, pApa pUrA mere Upara na par3e, dUsaroM para kaThina hai kisI vyakti ke sAmane jAkara kholnaa| patA nahIM, | bhI uttaradAyitva bAMTakara kahUM? guru ke sAmane jAne meM to hajAra isa vyakti meM abhI kutUhala zeSa ho| abhI AkrAmaka kutUhala saMkalpa-vikalpa hoNge| vahIM tumhArA vikAsa hai, praur3hatA hai| isake bhItara maujUda ho| aura yaha tumhAre bhItara khojabIna karane agara tumane saMdeha kI bAta cunI aura zraddhA kI chor3I, to bhaTake lge| aura yaha tumhAre sukomala hissoM se paricita ho jAe aura atala khAiyoM meN| agara saMdeha cIkhatA-cillAtA rahA phira bhI kisI dina hamalA kre| kisI dina bIca bAjAra meM khaDe hokara tama zraddhA ke sAtha gaye. zraddhA kI bAMha / cillA de--e pApI! kahAM jA rahA hai? yA kisI dina isase krAMti ghttii| tuma saMdeha para jIte, tuma zraddhA meM praviSTa hue| koI jhaMjhaTa ho jAe, jhagar3A ho jAe aura yaha khola de sArI baat| gaMgA ke pAsa suvidhA to hai, cunautI nahIM hai| aura jahAM cunautI AdamI Akhira AdamI hai| | nahIM hai, vahAM vikAsa nahIM hai| isalie guru-aisA manuSya jo isalie hiMduoM ne aura bhI adabhuta bAta khojii| unhoMne kahA, gaMgA ho gayA hai usameM donoM guNa haiN| vaha manuSya bhI hai vaha gaMgA meM jAkara samarpita kara aanaa| gaMgA to kisI se kahegI tumheM samajha sakatA hai; unhIM anubhavoM se svayaM bhI gujarA nhiiN| gaMgA meM to koI kutUhala nahIM hai| gaMgA to vaisI hI bahatI hai aura gaMgA bhI hai| usake bhItara gaMgA bhI baha rahI hai| vaha rahegI jaisI pahale baha rahI thii| tuma Aye yA na Aye, koI pharka tumheM kSamA kara skegaa| na pdd'egaa| gaMgA ke sAmane to tuma pUrA khola skoge| vahAM to | aba ise aisA smjheN| chipAne kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| kyoMki vahAM dUsarA koI | vahI AdamI tumheM kSamA kara sakatA hai jisane svayaM ko kSamA kara manuSya nahIM hai jisase chipAne kA koI kAraNa ho, jo kala khola diyA ho| jisane svayaM ko kSamA nahIM kiyA hai, vaha tumheM kSamA de, parasoM khola de, kisI Aveza ke kSaNa meM bola de| to Dara bhI nahIM kara skegaa| jo abhI svayaM se lar3a rahA hai, vaha kaise tumheM nahIM hai, tuma pUrA khola sakate ho| | kSamA karegA? samajho ki koI AdamI abhI kAmavAsanA se khada mahAvIra ke sUtra ko hiMduoM ne usakI AtyaMtika UMcAI para hI lar3a rahA hai aura tumane jAkara usake sAmane kAmavAsanA kI pahuMcA diyaa| unhoMne kahA, AdamI ko haTA hI lo| gaMgA ThIka bAta kahI, vaha tuma para TUTa pdd'egaa| vaha kahegA pApI ho, jaghanya hai| vaise mahAvIra kA bhI matalaba yahI thA, usa AdamI ke sAmane pApI ho, naraka meM sdd'oge| vaha tumase jaba yaha kahatA hai, to vaha kholanA jAkara jisakA AdamI haTa gayA ho aura gaMgA paidA ho sirpha itanA hI batA rahA hai ki abhI kAmavAsanA ko vaha bhI gayI ho| matalaba to vahI thaa| usa AdamI ke pAsa cale jAnA saralatA se le nahIM sktaa| abhI saMgharSa kAyama hai| abhI aise hI jisake bhItara aba gaMgA baha rahI ho| usameM jarA DubakI lagA nahIM suna sakatA jaise aura bAtoM ko suna letA hai| abhI lenaa| khola denA sb| isa bAta ko bhI khayAla meM le leM ki jaba kAmavAsanA use hilA jAtI hai| zabda hI hilA jAtA hai| abhI tuma gaMgA ke sAmane kholate ho, to kholane meM bahuta ar3acana nahIM bhaya hai| abhI khuda kI jIta pUrI nahIM huii| abhI hAra kA khada hI hai| kyoMki tuma jAnate ho gaMgA hI hai| ar3acana nahIM hai, to lAbha bhItara Dara hai| 247 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 EPHONETER tuma agara jaina-muni ke sAmane vAtsyAyana kA kAma-sUtra | nIMda se jhakajhorA ho, aisA ghabar3A gyaa| usane kahA, kyA kahA, kholakara rakha do, vaha AMkha baMda kara legA, yA kitAba pheMka | azlIla! to phira mujhe phira se calakara dikhAnA hogA, kyoMki degaa| ghabar3A jaaegaa| | mujhe koI mUrti azlIla dikhI nhiiN| aba tuma mujhe calakara batA tuma jaina-muni ko khajurAho nahIM le jA skte| khajurAho ke do, kauna-kauna sI mUrtiyAM azlIla haiM, aura kauna-kauna sI maMdira meM vaha praveza na kregaa| vaha dUra-dUra bacegA, bhaagegaa| mUrtiyAM haiM jo vikRta haiM, aura rugNa mana kI pratIka haiN| kyoMki mujhe abhI jo Dara usake bhItara hai, vaha Dara bAhara prakSepita hogaa| abhI | to patA hI nahIM, maiM to isI bhAva se bharA jA rahA thA ki adabhuta khajurAho kI mUrtiyAM bhaya kA kAraNa bana jaaeNgii| hai, tumane yAda dilA dI, to maiM calUM phira se| mere eka mitra viMdhya-pradeza ke zikSA maMtrI the| eka amarIkI vaha mere mitra majhe kaha rahe the ki maiM aisA girA, jaise kisI ne kavi khajurAho dekhane aayaa| vaha kabhI paMDita javAharalAla neharU AkAza se paTaka diyA ho| yaha eka AdamI hai jise kucha kA paricita thA, mitra thA, to unhoMne vizeSa khabara kI ki koI azlIla na dikhAyI pdd'aa| azlIla hameM bhItara kI azlIlatA yogya vyakti jAkara sAtha khajarAho dikhA de| vaha jo mere mitra | se dikhAyI par3atA hai| jo hamAre bhItara hai, vahI hameM bAhara dikhAyI zikSA maMtrI the, vahI viMdhya-pradeza ke maMtrimaMDala meM sabase jyAdA | par3atA hai| suzikSita vyakti the to unhIM ko bhejA gyaa| to agara koI guru utsukatA le, tumhAre ghAvoM ko kuredane lage, ve gaye, lekina ve bar3e Dare hue the| bhayabhIta the ki patA nahIM yaha niMdA kare, tumheM pApI ThaharAye, tumhArA nyAyAdhIza bane, to AdamI kyA socakara jAegA? kyA socegA-khajarAho kI samajhanA guru nhiiN| abhI gaMgA bahI nhiiN| abhI gaMgA kA nagna, kAmuka bhAva-bhaMgimAeM, kAma se lipta yugala jor3e, | avataraNa nahIM huA isa vyakti pr| isameM DubakI lene se kucha saMbhogarata mUrtiyAM! kyA socegA! to mana meM thor3e aparAdhI the| bhI na hogaa| isameM DubakI lene se tuma aura gaMde ho jaaoge| yaha use ghumAyA pUre maMdira meM jo vizeSa maMdira hai, pUrA dikhaayaa| koI nAlA hai-zahara ke bIca se bhtaa| yaha koI gaMgA nahIM hai| bAhara Akara kahA ki kSamA kareM, isase Apa aisA mata soceM ki yaha saba nAliyoM kA kUr3A-karkaTa aura gaMdagI ko lekara baha rahA yaha koI bhArata kI maulika saMskRti hai| yaha bhArata kI mUladhArA | hai| yaha tumheM pavitra nahIM kara sktaa| nahIM hai| yaha to tAMtrikoM ke prabhAva meM eka taraha kI vikRti hai| ye | mahAvIra ne jo kahA hai : guru ke samakSa saba kucha jo pragaTa kara azlIla mUrtiyAM hamAre sabhI maMdiroM kI pratinidhi nahIM haiN| isako de, vaha suvizuddha hokara sukhI ho jAtA hai; isa sUtra ko jainoM ne Apa khayAla rkhnaa| Apa aisA mata soca lenA ki hamAre sabhI bahuta kama vicArA hai, bahuta kama isakI paribhASA kI hai, kyoMki maMdira aise haiN| karor3a maMdira haiM, usameM eka maMdira aisA hai| isako yaha sUtra to sAre karma ke siddhAMta ko do kaur3I kA kara detA hai| khayAla meM rakhanA, anupAta ko khayAla meM rkhnaa| ye azlIla | yaha sUtra to bar3A krAMtikArI hai| yaha to jar3amUla se karma ke mUrtiyAM bhArata kI AtmA ko pragaTa nahIM krtii| ye sirpha bhArata meM siddhAMta ko ukhAr3a pheMkatA hai| mahAvIra yaha kaha rahe haiM ki agara kabhI eka vikRti kI dhArA calI thI, usake zeSa cihna haiN| tumane sarala mana se svIkAra kara liyA, to mukti ho gyii| zalya vaha amarIkI kavi to bahuta cauNkaa| vaha to bar3e bhAva se bharA jAtA rhaa| kAMTA cubhegA nahIM phir| bAta samApta ho gyii| isI thaa| usake sAmane to bhArata kI mahimA pahalI daphA pragaTa huI ko to saMtoM ne kahA hai ki guru kI kRpA se kSaNabhara meM ho sakatA thii| usane sunA hI sunA thA aba taka ki bhArata manuSya kI | hai| lekina guru kI kRpA usI para ho sakatI hai, jo apane hRdaya aMtarAtmA meM bar3e gahare utarA hai, Aja usane dekhA bhI thaa| pratyakSa ko pUrA khola de| pAtra khulA ho, to guru kI kRpA to hotI hI pramANa the| usane sunA hI sunA thA aba taka ki taMtra ne manuSya kI rahatI hai, vaha bhara jaae| lekina koI khole apane pAtra ko|| aMtartama-vAsanA ke chora chue haiN| AkhirI keMdra ko chuA hai, jaise eka kAMTA cubhane para sAre zarIra meM vedanA yA pIr3A hotI rUpAMtaraNa kI vidhiyAM khojI haiM, Aja mUrtiyoM meM ise suspaSTa hai| kAMTA cubhatA to eka jagaha hai, lekina vedanA eka jagaha | likhe dekhA thaa| vaha to bhAva-vibhora thaa| vaha to jaise kisI ne sImita nahIM rhtii| kAMTA cubhatA to paira meM hai, lekina sira taka 248 2010_03

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guru hai mana kA mIta coTa mAratA hai| kAMTA cabhatA to jarA-sI jagaha meM hai, lekina sikur3a jAtA hai| peTa ThaMDA ho jAta pIr3A vistIrNa ho jAtI hai| choTA-sA pApa, sAre zarIra ko ghAva garamI khopar3I meM A gayI, peTa se kho gyii| garamI Upara car3ha banA detA hai| choTI-sI bhUla, choTA-sA jhUTha, sAre zarIra para gayI, peTa meM na rhii| aba bhojana to par3atA hai peTa meM, lekina phaila jAtA hai, tana-prANa para phaila jAtA hai| to kisI bhUla ko pAcaka-rasa usase milate nhiiN| bhojana bhArI ho jAtA hai| yaha choTI mata smjhnaa| kAMTe ko choTA samajhakara tuma chor3a to nahIM pacegA nhiiN| yA to kabjiyata banegI, yA DAyariyA banegA, dete| tuma yaha to nahIM kahate hai hI kyA, jarA-sA kAMTA hai| lekina isase mAMsa-majjA nirmita na hogii| aba yaha ThaMDA peTa chaha phITa ke zarIra meM eka AdhA iMca kA kAMTA lagA hai, kyA | isa bhojana ko pacAne meM bar3I dera lagAyegA, bar3I muzkila se paravAha! lekina AMdhA iMca kA kAMTA chaha phITa ke zarIra ko | pcaayegaa| eka roga kI gAMTha paidA hogii| vikSubdha kara detA hai| tuma bhojana kara rahe ho, tuma jhUTha bola diye bhojana karate vakta, mahAvIra ne zabda cunA hai, shly| vaha kahate haiM, sAdhAraNa tatkSaNa peTa sikur3a jAtA hai| kyoMki eka virodhAbhAsa paidA ho AdamI bar3e zalyoM se biMdhA hai| aura nizalya honA hai| eka bhI gyaa| tuma jaba jhaTha bolo taba khayAla karanA, tamhAre zarIra ke zalya na raha jaae| bhItara tatkSaNa rUpAMtaraNa ho jAtA hai| kaliyAM baMda ho jAtI haiN| ise hama smjheN| tuma surakSA karane ko tatpara ho jAte ho| tuma lar3ane-jhagar3ane ko eka jhUTha tuma bole| zalya cubhaa| kAMTA biNdhaa| jaise hI tuma rAjI ho jAte ho| hajAra tarka tumhAre mana meM ghUmane lagate haiM, kaise jhUTha bolate ho, tuma eka virodhAbhAsa meM par3e, eka kaMTrADikzana jhUTha ko saca siddha kreN| siddha to jhUTha ko hI karanA par3atA hai, paidA huaa| aura jahAM UrjA meM virodhAbhAsa paidA hotA hai; vahIM satya to svayaMsiddha hai| isalie jo satya bolatA hai, usake bhItara ar3acana, pIr3A, mavAda par3atI hai| vahIM ghAva, phor3A paidA hotA hai| vicAra kama ho jAte haiN| koI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| satya ko tumane eka jhUTha bolA, jhUTha bolane kA artha hI yaha hai ki tuma | vicAra kI jarUrata nahIM, jaisA thA vaisA kaha diyaa| jhUTha ke lie jAnate ho ki saca kyA hai, usake viparIta bolaa| jo tuma hRdaya hajAra vicAra karane par3ate haiM; setu banAne par3ate haiM, vyUha racanA se jAnate ho, usake viparIta khaa| jo tumhArA hRdaya kaha rahA hai, par3atA hai, kyoMki aba jhUTha bola diye haiM ise satya siddha karanA usase viparIta tumhArI vANI ne khaa| tumhAre bhItara eka virodha hai| sabase kaThina kAma hai jagata meM jo nahIM hai, usako 'hai' paidA huaa| jAnate the kucha, kahA kuch| the kucha, batAyA kuch| | jaisA siddha krnaa| aba isa siddha karane meM tumheM bar3I ar3acana eka ulajhana paidA huI, eka gAMTha pdd'ii| yaha gAMTha gdd'egii| yaha gAMTha hogii| kAMTA cubha gyaa| tumheM satAyegI, yaha tumheM ThIka se sone na degii| yaha tumheM ThIka se aise kAMTe cubhate jAte haiM, jiMdagI kI yAtrA para jaise-jaise hama bhojana na karane degii| Age bar3hate haiM, kAMTe hI kAMTe cubhate jAte haiM! eka ghar3I aisI AtI manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki bhojana karane ke pahale kama se kama hai, sAre tana-prANa meM zalya hI zalya ho jAte haiM, kAMTe hI kAMTe ho AdhA ghaMTA na to jhUTha bolanA, na krodha karanA, na koI vaimanasya, | jAte haiN| kitanA jhUTha bole? kitanI vikRtiyoM ko na koI dveSa, na koI IrSyA, to hI bhojana ThIka se pcegaa| tuma | pAlA-posA? kitane jahara pIye? kitane apane hAtha se krodha koziza karake dekho| bhojana kara rahe ho, usI vakta jhUTha | kI agniyAM jalAyIM? kitanA apane hAtha se dveSa aura IrSyA ko bolakara dekho| usI vakta krodha kI bAta karake dekho| aba to pAlA aura sIMcA? galata ko hI sIMcate rhe| agara AtmA kho isa para prayoga kiye gaye haiM, yaMtra lagAkara jAMca kI gayI hai ki jAtI hai, to Azcarya kyA! agara AtmA daba jAtI hai ina sabhI AdamI bhojana kara rahA hai, yaMtra ke parde para usake peTa kI parI kAMToM ke bhItara. to Azcarya kyaa| A tasvIra dikhAyI par3a rahI hai, pAcaka-rasa chUTa rahe haiM aura tabhI kaise, tuma to kAMToM ko saMbhAla rahe ho| jinheM nikAlanA thA, unheM patnI ne kucha bAta kaha dI aura vaha AdamI krodhita ho gyaa| jaise tumane mitra samajhA hai| jinheM haTAnA thA, jinheM jhAr3a denA thA, hI krodhita huA, pAcaka-rasa baMda ho jAte haiN| zarIra bhItara jhaTakAra denA thA, unheM tuma chAtI se lagAkara baiThe ho| tumane unheM 2490 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 saMpadA samajhA hai| pApa kI ghoSaNAeM kI haiM; ve bhI atizayoktipUrNa haiM, jhUThI haiN|| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaise kAMTA cubhane para sAre zarIra meM vedanA yA | pApa ko bar3hA-car3hAkara kahA hai| pIr3A hotI hai| aura kAMTe ke nikala jAne para zarIra nizalya, AdamI adabhuta hai| yA to pApa ko chipAtA hai, yA sarvAMga-sukhI ho jAtA hai| eka choTA-sA kAMTA nikalane kA bar3hA-car3hAkara kahatA hai| jhUTha kI pakar3a aisI hai ki agara isa sukha dekhA? kAMTA nikalate hI saba halakA ho jAtA hai| eka tarapha se haTe, to dUsarI ati para jhUTha ho jAtI hai| bhAra httaa| eka citta se pIr3A gyii| eka prasannatA utthii| eka gAMdhI kI AtmakathA meM aisI hI atizayokti hai| rUso kI sAdhAraNa bhautika kAMTe ke nikalane se| thor3A soco to, AtmakathA meM isI taraha kI atizayokti hai| agastIna kI AdhyAtmika kAMToM kA nikala jAnA kaisA nirbhAra na kara degA! AtmakathA meM isI taraha kI atizayokti hai aura TAlasTAya kI paMkha laga jAeMge tumheN| ur3ane lagoge AkAza meN| vajana na raha AtmakathA meM bhI isI taraha kI atizayokti hai| aba to isake jAegA tummeN| havA kI taraha ho jaaoge--mukt| pavitra ho | bilakula prabala pramANa mila gaye haiM ki TAlasTAya ne aisI bAteM | jAoge gaMgA kI trh| phira kucha tumheM apavitra na kara paayegaa| kahI haiM jo huI nahIM thiiN| lekina pApa ko bar3hA-car3hAkara bakhAna tuma jina kAMToM ko lagAkara baiThe ho, unhIM se nAsUra ho gaye haiN| kiyaa| agara yahI sadaguNa hai ki apane pApa ko khola denA, to _ 'kAMTe ke nikala jAne se zarIra nizalya sarvAMga-sukhI ho jAtA choTe-moTe pApa kyA kholo! soco tumhIM! agara gaye tuma aura hai| vaise hI apane doSoM ko pragaTa na karanevAlA mAyAvI dukhI yA svIkAra hI karanA hai pApa aura tumane kahA ki kisI ke do paise vyAkula rahatA hai| aura unako guru ke samakSa pragaTa kara dene para curA liye, to tumako bhI dInatA lagegI ki curAye bhI to do paise suvizuddha hokara sukhI ho jAtA hai| mana meM koI zalya nahIM raha curAye! to mana karegA ki jaba corI svIkAra hI kara rahe ho, to jaataa|' mahAvIra bhI nahIM kahate ki tuma jAo aura bIca bAjAra lAkhoM kI karane meM kyA harjA hai| kaho ki do lAkha carA liye| meM khar3e hokara apane pApoM kI ghoSaNA kro| vastutaH usa taraha kI | pApI bhI kyA choTe-moTe honA! jaba pApa kI hI svIkRti kara rahe ghoSaNA meM khatarA hai| eka to tuma kara na skoge| aura agara ho, to kama se kama aura kahIM Age na ho sake, isameM to Age ho kabhI kiyA to atizayokti kara doge| kyoMki taba tuma bAjAra | jaao| ahaMkAra vahAM bhI pakar3a legaa| vahAM bhI jhUTha ho jaaegaa| meM ghoSaNA karake yaha siddha karanA cAhoge ki mujhase bar3A pApa kI | to na to aise pApa kI svIkRti karanA jo kiyA nahIM, na aise puNya ghoSaNA karanevAlA koI bhI nahIM hai, dekho| taba tuma atizayokti kI ghoSaNA karanA jo kiyA nhiiN| kara doge| taba tumane jo pApa nahIM kiye haiM, vaha bhI tuma svIkAra | mahAvIra kahate haiM, isalie ekAMta meM, guru ke sAmIpya meM jo kara loge| tumheM samajha sakegA-usase cupacApa apanI bAta kaha denaa| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna para eka mukadamA claa| jaba aura tuma usake sAmane na to pApa ko choTA karake bola pAoge, sAlabhara kI sajA kATakara vaha vApasa lauTA, to maiMne pUchA, | na bar3A karake bola paaoge| kyoMki usakA sarala vAtAvaraNa, nasaruddIna, tumhArI umra nabbe varSa kI ho gayI, tuma yaha kara kaise | usakI zAMti, usakA AnaMda tumhAre ahaMkAra ko mauke na degaa| sake? mukadamA yaha thA ki usane eka yuvatI ke sAtha balAtkAra | usakI vinamratA tumheM vinamra bnaayegii| usakI sahajatA tumheM kiyaa| usane kahA, maiMne isa yuvatI ko jAnA bhI nahIM, na sahaja bnaayegii| guru ke darpaNa ke sAmane baiThakara tumheM vahI tasvIra balAtkAra kiyA hai, lekina jaba adAlata meM suMdara yuvatI ne kahA, | ghoSaNA karanI par3egI, jo tuma ho| basa utanI hI ghoSaNA kara denI to maiM inakAra na kara skaa| yaha bAta hI mujhe prasannatA se bhara gayI | hai, jo tuma ho| isa ghoSaNA se hI tuma nirbhAra hote ho| tumhAre ki nabbe sAla kA bUr3hA aura bIsa sAla kI yuvatI se balAtkAra | citta kA bojha halakA ho jAtA hai| dvaMdva miTa jAtA hai, kara skaa| meM inakAra na kara skaa| yaha sAlabhara kI sajA kATa | | virodhAbhAsa samApta ho jAtA hai, gAMTheM khula jAtI haiN| lene jaisI lgii| aura, jo tuma eka vyakti ko kaha sake aura AnaMda pA sake, manovaijJAnika isakA adhyayana karate rhe| kucha logoM ne apane to tuma dhIre-dhIre pAoge kitanA na hogA AnaMda agara maiM sabako 250 2010_03

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ru mana kA mIta MANISHARMA NAVAmAta RAMMARHINORITAGE kahatA! dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge tumane auroM ke sAmane bhI svIkAra taiyAra haiM, tU de na de| hamane prArthanA bheja dI hai, tU pUrI kara, na kr| karanA zurU kara diyaa| kyA hai jagata ke pAsa jo tumase chIna phala tere hAtha meM hai| prArthanA hamane kara dI hai| tU yaha na kaha legA? dene ko kyA hai? pada, pratiSThA, saba jhUThe lubhAvane bhrama sakegA ki hamane prArthanA na kii| haiN| chIna kyA legA? jo tumase chIna sakatA hai jagata, vaha kisI eka choTA baccA bagIce meM khela rahA hai| usakA bApa pAsa hI mUlya kA nhiiN| jo tumheM de sakatA hai, vaha kisI mUlya kA nhiiN| baiThA huA hai| vaha baccA eka bar3I caTTAna ko uThAne kI koziza aura isase chipAkara jo tuma khote ho, vaha bahumUlya hai| aura ise kara rahA hai, vaha uThatI nhiiN| vaha saba tarapha se khIMcane kI pragaTa karake apane citta ko tuma jo pAoge, vaha tumhArI AtmA | koziza kara rahA hai, lekina vaha usase jyAdA vajana kI hai| hai| vaha parama dhana hai| sadA se hai| hilatI bhI nhiiN| Akhira usake bApa ne usase kahA, tu apanI mahAvIra ne jaisA kahA. jIsasa ne jaisA kahA. hiMdaoM ne jaisA parI tAkata nahIM lagA rahA hai| usane kahA, maiM apanI parI tAkata mAnA, kisI na kisI ke samAne hRdaya ko kholanA hai| kisake lagA rahA huuN| jitanI lagA sakatA hUM, pUrI lagA rahA huuN| bApa ne sAmane kholate ho, yaha bAta utanI mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai; kholate ho, kahA ki nahIM, terI tAkata meM yaha bhI sammilita hai ki tU mujhase bhI yaha bAta mahatvapUrNa hai| jisake sAmane khola sako, vahIM khola kaha sakatA hai ki sAtha do| tU pUrI tAkata nahIM lagA rahA hai| terI denaa| apane priya ke sAmane khola denaa| apanI patnI ke sAmane tAkata meM yaha bhI sammilita hai ki tU mujhase bhI kaha sakatA hai ki khola denaa| apanI mAM ke sAmane khola denaa| apane mitra ke Ao, isa caTTAna ko uThAne meM sAtha do| sAmane khola denaa| jisake pAsa bhI tuma pAo ki suvidhA hai| prArthanA pUrI tAkata hai| jo tuma kara sakate ho tumane kiyA, phira khola dene kI, dUsarA niMdA na karegA, vahIM khola denaa| to vahIM tuma paramAtmA se kahate ho ki hama sImita haiM, aba tU bhI kucha thor3A-sA guru prasAda milegaa| hAM, guru mila jAe, taba tumheM pUrA sAtha de| AkAza milegaa| yaM tajhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de tere gunAhagAra gunAhagAra hI sahI daste-duA hama Aja uThAye hae to haiM tere karama kI Asa lagAye hue to haiM apane hAtha hamane prArthanA meM uThAye haiM, aba terI marjI! yUM tujhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de yaha hAtha uThAnA AdamI ekadama se paramAtmA ke sAmane nahIM kara daste-duA hama Aja uThAye hue to haiM sakatA, kyoMki paramAtmA kA hameM koI patA nhiiN| kahAM hai? bhakta kahatA hai kisa dizA meM hai? kauna hai? kaise pukAreM? kyA hai usakA tere gunAhagAra, gunAhagAra hI sahI nAma? kyA kaheM? kauna-sI bhASA vaha samajhatA hai? guru ke mAnA ki hama pApI haiM, sviikaar| pAsa AsAna hai| vahAM se hama jIvana kA ka, kha, ga sIkhate haiN| tere karama kI Asa lagAye hue to haiM vahAM se hama paramAtmA kI tarapha pahalI sIr3hI lagAte haiN| vaha lekina terI karuNA kI AzA lagAye baiThe haiN| tU kSamA karegA, pahalA pAyadAna hai| kyoMki guru hamAre jaisA hai aura hamAre jaisA yaha bharosA hai| nahIM bhI hai| kucha-kucha hamAre jaisA hai aura kucha-kucha hamase tere karama kI Asa lagAye hae to haiM paar| kucha-kucha hamAre-jaisA hai aura kucha-kucha paramAtmA jaisA yUM tujhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de hai| guru eka adabhuta saMgama hai, jahAM AdamI aura paramAtmA kA kSamA kara yA na kara, yaha terI mrjii| milana huA hai| yaM tujhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de jahAM taka hamAre jaisA hai vahAM taka to hama usase bola sakate haiN| daste-duA hama Aja uThAye hue to haiM vahAM taka to hama kaha sakate haiN| vahAM taka to vaha hameM smjhegaa| lekina prArthanA meM hamane apane hAtha uThAye haiN| ta hamase yaha na | aura jahAM vaha hamAre jaisA nahIM hai, vahAM se usakI kSamA aayegii| kaha sakegA ki hamane hAtha na uThAye the| terI karuNA ke lie hama yahI guru kA camatkAra hai| yahI guru kI mahimA hai| hai manuSya, 251 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 | ThIka tumhAre jaisaa| aise hI hAtha-paira, aisA hI muMha, aisI hI | daste-duA hama Aja uThAye hue to haiM jarUrateM-bhojana, bhUkha-pyAsa, sardI-garmI, janma-mRtyu-saba | guru khoja lenA sAdhaka ke lie pahalI anivArya bAta hai| tumhAre jaisA hai| vahIM se gujarA hai, unhIM rAhoM se gujarA hai, jahAM jIvana pAyA para jIvana meM kyA tama gajara rhe| unhIM aMdheroM meM se TaTola-TaTolakara mArga banAyA do kSaNa sakha ke bIta sake? hai usane, jahAM tuma TaTola rhe| vaha tumheM samajha sakegA, kyoMki mana chalane vAle mile bahuta para tuma usakI hI atIta-kathA ho| tuma usI kI AtmakathA ho| kyA mila mana ke mIta sake? jahAM vaha kala thA, vahAM tuma Aja ho| aura jahAM vaha Aja hai, mana kA mIta mila jAe, to guru milaa| zarIra se mitratA vahAM tuma kala ho sakate ho| rakhanevAle bahuta mila jaaeNge| zarIra kA upayoga karanevAle bahuta paramAtmA bahuta dUra hai| guru pAsa bhI, aura dUra bhii| paramAtmA mila jaaeNge| tumhArA sAdhana kI taraha upayoga karanevAle bahuta taka seta phailAnA bar3A kaThina hai| AdamI kI sAmarthya ke bAhara mila jaaeNge| tamhAre sAdhya kI tamheM jo yAda dilAye, jaba vaha hai| tuma kahate to ho paramAtmA zabda, lekina koI bhAva uThatA hai mila jAe, to mana kA mIta milaa| guru mitra hai| bhItara? kucha bhAva nahIM utthtaa| jaba taka tuma kisI manuSya meM buddha ne to kahA hai, ki merA jo AnevAlA avatAra hogA, paramAtmA kI pahalI jhalaka na pAoge, taba taka tumhAre paramAtmA usakA nAma hogA maitrey| mitr| guru sadA se nikaTatama mitra hai| zabda meM koI prANa na hoNge| guru paramAtmA zabda ko saprANa karatA | klyaann-mitr| tuma se kucha cAhatA nhiiN| usakI cAha jA hai| to tumhAre jaisA hai, isalie tuma jo kahoge, smjhegaa| cukii| vaha acAha huaa| tumhArA koI upayoga karane kA prayojana samajhegA ki corI kA mana ho gayA thaa| dasa hajAra rupaye paDe the nhiiN| use kacha upayoga karane ko bacA nhiiN| jo pAnA thA. pA rAste ke kinAre, koI dekhanevAlA na thA, uThA lene kA mana ho | liyaa| vaha apane ghara A gyaa| vaha tumhArI sIr3hI na bnaayegaa| gayA thaa| vaha kahegA, bahuta bAra merA bhI huA hai aisaa| kucha vaha tumhAre kaMdhe para na cddh'egaa| prayojana nhiiN| jo dekhanA thA, dekha ciMtA na kro| kucha ghabar3Ane kI bAta nhiiN| dekho, maiM usake pAra liyA; jo honA thA, ho liyaa| saba taraha tpt| aisA koI A gyaa| tuma bhI A jaaoge| sabhI ko hotA hai| svAbhAvika vyakti mila jAe, to saubhAgya hai! aise vyakti kI chAyA phira hai| mAnavIya hai| chor3anA mt| phira banA lenA apanA ghoMsalA usI kI chAyA meN| tumhAre jaisA hai guru, tumhArI bhASA smjhegaa| aura ThIka tumhAre | phira karanA vizrAma vahIM aura khola denA apane hRdaya ko puuraa| jaisA bhI nahIM hai ki niMdA kare, ki tumhAre roga meM rasa le, kutUhala | nizalya ho jAoge tum| mana meM koI zalya nahIM raha jaataa| kare, ki khoda-khodakara, kureda-kuredakara tumhAre bhItara chipe hue lekina loga bar3e ulaTe haiN| loga guru se bacate haiN| aura unako rahasyoM ko ceSTA kara-karake jaane| na, guru to sirpha pakar3a lete haiM jo guru nahIM haiN| kyoMki jo guru nahIM haiM, unase tumheM niSkriya-bhAva se, zAMta-bhAva se suna letA hai tuma jo kahate ho| kucha khatarA nahIM hai| jo guru nahIM haiM, ve tumheM miTAyeMge aura tumheM AzvAsana de detA hai| nahIM-tumheM sUlI bhI na deMge, tumheM siMhAsana bhI na deMge, ve tumhArI yaha AzvAsana zabda kA utanA nahIM hai jitanA usake satva kA matya na bneNge| unake pAsa tama jhaThI sAMtvanAeM lekara ghara A hai| apane astitva se, apanI upasthiti se tumheM AzvAsana de | sakate ho| satya to vahAM na milegaa| satya to mahaMgA hai| usake detA hai| tumhAre hAtha ko hAtha meM le letA hai| yA tumhAre sira para | lie to prANoM se kImata cukAnI par3atI hai| sAMtvanA milegI, apanA hAtha rakha detA hai| aura tuma anubhava kara lete ho ki usane | lekina sAMtvanA bar3I sastI hai| kSamA kara diyaa| aura agara usane kSamA kara diyA, to paramAtmA AIne se bigar3a ke baiTha gaye nizcita kSamA kara degaa| jaba guru taka kSamA.karane meM samartha hai, to jinakI sUrata jinheM dikhAyI gayI paramAtmA kI to bAta hI kyA kahanI! guru se to loga nArAja ho jAte haiN| kyoMki guru to darpaNa hai| yUM tujhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de tumhArI sUrata tumhAre sAmane A jaaegii| 252 | JainEducation International 2010_03

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6 guru hai mana kA mIta AIne se bigar3a ke baiTha gaye agara zarIra bImAra ho, to mana kI tarapha yAtrA nahIM ho sktii| jinakI sUrata jinheM dikhAyI gayI | jaise koI AdamI bImAra hai, kyA vINA bajAye! kaise gIta to guru kA kAma to bar3A kaThina hai| use tumheM tumhArI sUrata bhI gAye? khATa se lagA hai, kaise nAce? kaisA sAhitya kA rasa, dikhAnI hai aura tumheM tumhArI sUrata se mukta bhI karanA hai| tuma kaisA kAvya, kaisI citrakalA, kaisI mUrti! abhI zarIra rugNa hai, jaise ho vaha batAnA hai, aura tuma jaise ho sako usa tarapha le jAnA | ghAvoM se bharA hai| to zarIra meM aTakA rahatA hai| zarIra svastha ho hai| aura tumhArI niMdA bhI na ho jAe, tumhArA AtmavizvAsa bhI jAtA hai, to AdamI mana kI tarapha calatA hai| to phira gIta bhI na kho jAe, tumhArI pratimA bhI khaMDita na ho jAe, bar3A nAjuka | sunatA hai, saMgIta bhI sunatA hai| nAcatA bhI hai, citra bhI banAtA hai, kAma hai| tumheM saMbhAlanA bhI hai, tumheM girane bhI nahIM denA hai, aura | mUrti bhI gddh'taa| bagIcA lagAtA hai, phUla saMvAratA hai| sauMdarya kA tumheM saMbhAlanA bhI aise hai ki tumheM aisA na lagane lage ki koI anubodha hotA hai| eka nayA rasa kA saMsAra khulatA hai| zarIra jabardastI saMbhAla rahA hai| kahIM tumheM aisA na lagane lage ki | svastha ho to AdamI mana kI UrjA kA upayoga karanA zurU karatA tumhArI svataMtratA khoyI jA rahI hai, tuma girane kI svataMtratA khoye hai| mana kI taraMgoM para car3hatA hai| lekina mana agara rugNa ho, to de rahe ho| AtmA kI tarapha nahIM jA sktaa| jaba mana nizalya hotA hai, to to guru kA kAma isa jagata meM sabase nAjuka kAma hai| mUrtikAra aura eka nayI aMtima yAtrA zurU hotI hai-AtmA kI khoja, patthara kI mUrti khodate haiM, citrakAra kainavasa para citra banAte haiM, paramAtmA kI khoja, satya kI khoj| zarIra, mana, donoM saMtulana kavi zabdoM ko jamAte haiM, saMvArate haiM, guru caitanya kI mUrti meM hoM, to hI AtmA kI khoja ho sakatI hai| nikhAratA hai-bar3A nAjuka hai| aura nAjukatA yahI hai ki guru ko aba mujhako karAra hai to sabako karAra hai viparIta kAma karane par3ate haiN| eka tarapha tama ghabar3Akara gira hI na dila kyA Thahara gayA ki jamAnA Thahara jAo, dUsarI tarapha tuma kahIM itane Azvasta bhI na ho jAo ki jaise hI mana kI udher3abuna Thahara jAtI hai, dila Thahara jAtA hai, ki tuma jo ho vahI raha jAo! sArI ApA dhApI, sArI daur3a-dhUpa, saba baMda huii| tumhAre bIja ko tor3anA bhI hai| tuma jaise ho use badalanA bhI hai, dila kyA Thahara gayA ki jamAnA Thahara gayA lekina tumheM koI coTa na par3e, hiMsA na ho jaae| tumheM kahIM aisA | saba Thahara jAtA hai, samaya Thahara jAtA hai| usa parama ThaharAva meM na lagane lage ki yaha baMdhana ho gayA, yaha parataMtratA ho gayI, yaha | dhyAna ke phUla khila sakate haiN| usa parama zAMti meM AdamI apanI to kArAgRha ho gyaa| svecchA se, svataMtratA se tumhAre jIvana meM AkhirI maMjila kI tarapha jAtA hai| anuzAsana aaye| yahI jaTilatA hai| thopA na jAe, aaye| guru jJAna se dhyAna kI siddhi hotI hai| dhyAna se saba karmoM kI ke prema meM Aye, guru kI upasthiti meM aaye| guru ke Adeza se na nirjarA hotI hai| nirjarA kA phala mokSa hai| ataH satata jJAnAbhyAsa Aye, basa usake upadeza se aaye| vaha tamheM AjJA na de| koI karanA caahie|' guru AjJA nahIM detaa| jo AjJA dete haiM ve guru nahIM haiN| guru to NANeNa jjhANasijjhI, jhANAdo svvkmmnnijjrnnN| sirpha kahatA hai, nivedana karatA hai| sujhAva jyAdA se jyAdA, NijjaraNaphalaM mokkhaM, NANabbhAsaM tado kujjaa|| | AjJA nhiiN| tamhArI svataMtratA bhI bacAnI hai aura tamhArI satya kI 'jJAna se dhyAna kI siddhi hotI hai|' jJAna ko ThIka se samajha yAtrA ko bhI pUrA karanA hai| lenaa| jJAna kA artha zAstra adhyayana nhiiN| vaha to mahAvIra lekina isakI pahalI zuruAta, mahAvIra kahate haiM, bhUloM ke bahuta pahale inakAra kara cuke| jJAna kA artha sUcanAoM kA samagra svIkAra se hotI hai| nizalya huA vyakti svastha ho | saMkalana nahIM hai| jJAna kA artha hai, jo hai use vaisA hI jaannaa| gyaa| usake mAnasika roga gye| usakI mAnasika upAdhiyAM | | jaisA hai vaisA hI jaannaa| tathya ko tor3anA-maror3anA nhiiN| tathya girii| mana svastha ho, to AtmA kI tarapha yAtrA ho| ke Upara apane mana ko Aropita na krnaa| tathya ko vikRta na ise hama smjheN| krnaa| jo hai, jaisA hai, use vaise hI jAnane kA nAma jJAna hai| 253 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 Mini gulAba kA phUla khilaa| tuma kahate ho, suMdara hai| to jo jaisA mana kA abhAva, dhyaan| a-mana kI avasthA, dhyaan| hai usase tuma haTa gye| tumane apane mana ko Aropita kiyaa| yaha 'jJAna se dhyAna kI siddhi hotI hai| aura dhyAna se saba karmoM kI suMdara kA khayAla tumhArA hai| gulAba ke phUla ko kucha bhI patA nirjarA hotI hai|' nahIM hai ki suMdara hai, asuMdara hai| AdamI haTa jAe pRthvI se to bhI suno, mahAvIra kahate haiM, dhyAna se saba karmoM kI nirjarA hotI gulAba kA phUla khilegaa| geMde kA phUla bhI khilegaa| lekina na hai| jo tumane kiye hoM pApa-puNya anaMta-anaMta janmoM meM, kSaNabhara to geMde kA phUla asuMdara hogA, na gulAba kA phUla suMdara hogaa| na ke dhyAna se miTa jAte haiN| kyoM, aisA kaise hotA hogA? yaha geMde kA phUla kama suMdara hogA, na gulAba kA phUla jyAdA suMdara gaNita kucha samajha meM nahIM aataa| kyoMki janama-janama taka pApa hogaa| ghAsa ke phUla bhI khilate rheNge| sabhI eka jaise hoNge| kiye-corI kI, burAI kI, jhUTha bole, hatyA kI, hatyA kA manuSya ke haTa jAte hI malya haTa jAte haiN| socA-kama se kama AtmahatyA kI-saba taraha ke garhita kRtya jaba tuma kahate ho gulAba kA phUla suMdara hai, to tumane phUla ke kiye haiM, janmoM-janmoM taka itane karmoM kA jAla, aura dhyAna se sAtha kucha jodd'aa| tathya ko tathya na rahane diyaa| tumane kalpanA | miTa jAegA, kyA mAmalA hai? dhyAna se isalie miTa jAtA hai jodd'ii| tumane apanA bhAva ddaalaa| tumane tathya ko atathya kiyaa| | ki jo tumane kiyA, vaha sapanA thaa| kartA kA bhAva svapna hai| rAta gulAba ko dekho, kucha kaho mt| kucha jor3o mt| vahAM ho bhara kitane kAma karate ho, subaha alArma bajA, pakSI cahacahAye, gulAba, yahAM ho tuma, do upasthitiyAM-zUnya, zAMta-zabda kA AMkha khulI, saba gayA-rAta kitanA krama thA, kitanA upakrama koI bhI roga-rAga na ho| zabda bIca meM uThe hI nhiiN| zabda satya thA, kitanA upAya thA, kitanI daur3a-dhUpa thI, kitanA pAyA, ko vikRta karatA hai| mauna kA setu ho| vahAM gulAba khile, yahAM kitanA khoyA, AMkha khulate hI saba khAlI tuma khilo| donoM eka-dUsare ke Amane-sAmane sAkSAtkAra ho| nirjarA kA artha hai, jise tumane karma jAnA vaha mAyA se jyAdA na tuma kucha kaho, na tuma kucha soco, na tuma koI dhAraNA banAo, | nhiiN| mahAvIra mAyA zabda kA upayoga nahIM krte| lekina isase tuma basa dekhate raho jo hai| jo hai use pragaTa hone do, phailane do| | kyA pharka par3atA hai| unakA vaktavya itanA sApha hai| mahAvIra yaha taba tuma pahalI daphe jAnoge gulAba ko-nAmarahita, kaha rahe haiM, jo tumane kiyA vaha svapnavata hai| jAgane kI jarUrata vizeSaNarahita, ruuprhit| gulAba apane samagra vaibhava se pragaTa hai, jAgate hI svapna kho jAte haiN| rAta tumane corI kI, subaha hogaa| tumhArI AtmA para phailatA calA jaaegaa| tuma pahalI daphA jAgakara phira tuma parezAna to nahIM hote ki rAta corI kI, cora sparza karoge usakA, jo hai| aura jo gulAba ke sAtha kaha rahA hUM, banA, aba kyA karUM, aba kyA na karUM? kyA aba dAna karUM? vahI sAre jIvana ke sAtha karo, to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jnyaan| | kyA jAkara pulisa meM rapaTa likhAUM? kyA karUM? rAta kisI 'NANeNa jjhaannsijjhii|' aura jJAna se dhyAna siddha hotA hai| kI hatyA kara dI, to subaha tuma ghabar3Ate to nahIM ki pulisa AtI bar3A amUlya sUtra hai| aise jJAna kA apane-Apa rUpAMtaraNa dhyAna | hogii| jAgate hI nirjarA ho gyii| jAgate hI nirjarA isIlie ho meM ho jAtA hai| yaha jJAna kI vizuddhi hI dhyAna bana jAtI hai| sakatI hai ki jo kiyA thA vaha sote kA sapanA thaa| dhyAna kA artha hai, nirvicaar-citt| jaba tuma tathya ko tathya kI 'dhyAna se saba karmoM kI nirjarA hotI hai|' nirjarA zabda bar3A taraha dekhane meM kuzala ho jAte ho, to vicAra vidA ho jAte haiN| pyArA hai| mahAvIra kA apanA hai| nirjarA kA artha hotA hai, jhar3a unakI taraMgeM nahIM utthtiiN| mauna meM sAkSAtkAra hone lagatA hai| jaanaa| jaise patajhar3a meM patte jhar3a jAte haiN| jaise snAna karate vakta tumhArI AMkha khAlI ho jAtI hai| tuma sirpha dekhate ho, kucha zarIra kI dhUla jhar3a jAtI hai| baiTha gaye jalasrota ke nikaTa, DAlate nhiiN| tuma sirpha sunate ho, kucha vicArate nhiiN| tuma sirpha jalaprapAta ke nIce, saba dhUla jhar3a jAtI hai| aise dhyAna se jaba chUte ho, vyAkhyA nahIM krte| vyAkhyA karanA, vicAra karanA, snAna ho jAtA hai, to saba nirjarA ho jAtI hai| kucha DAlanA, kucha jor3anA, ye saba mana ke kRtya haiN| jaba ye saba | 'nirjarA kA phala mokSa hai|' aura nirjarA kI aMtima avasthA kRtya kho jAte haiM, mana kho jAtA hai| jahAM mana nahIM, vahAM dhyaan| | jahAM saba jhar3a gayA, kucha bhI na bacA; saba ghAsa-pAta, saba 254 2010_03

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guru hai mana kA mIta pAta-patte, saba dhUla-dhavAMsa, saba gira gayI, kucha bhI na bacA, vivAha kre| akelA maiM hI kyoM dukha pAUM isakI vajaha se? tuma hI bace tumhArI nipaTa zuddhi meM, tumhArA ekAMta bacA, tumhArA | koI aura bhI to cakhe dukha! aura phira eka aura kAraNa hai| mara kaivalya bacA, basa tumhArI bhItara kI rozanI bacI, zUnya meM jAne ke bAda kama se kama eka AdamI to dukhI rahegA, ki mulla jalatA huA prANa kA dIyA bacA, saba haTa gayA, vahI mokSa hai| na maratA to acchA thaa| mokSa koI bhaugolika avasthA nhiiN| mokSa tumhArI zuddhatama loga kahate kucha, bhItara kucha aura hotaa| bolate kucha, bhAva avasthA hai| kaho paramAtmA yA mokSa, eka hI bAta hai| kucha aura hote| parta dara parta AdamI meM jhUTha hai| bAhara phira hama 'ataH satata jJAnAbhyAsa karanA caahie|' mahAvIra ke isa vahI dekhate cale jAte haiM jo parta dara parta hamameM phailA hai| tuma dUsare vacana ko jaina-muniyoM ne samajhA ki satata zAstra par3hate rahanA meM vahI dekha lete ho, jaisI tumhArI dekhane kI Adata ho gayI hai| caahie| karate hI yahI becAre! zAstra-abhyAsa to khUba ho jAtA cora cora ko hI dekhatA rahatA hai| cora ko sAdhu dikhAyI par3atA hI hai, lekina na to usase dhyAna sadhatA hai-vastutaH nahIM, dikhAyI par3a hI nahIM sktaa| vaha mAna hI nahIM sakatA ki zAstra-abhyAsa ke kAraNa dhyAna asaMbhava ho jAtA hai--na usase koI sAdhu ho sakatA hai| jaba vaha khuda hI nahIM ho sakA sAdhu, to karmoM kI nirjarA hotI hai, na mokSa milatA hai| phira bhI-na paudhA kauna ho sakatA hai! dikhAyI par3atA, na phala lagate, na phUla Ate-phira bhI ve baiThe mahAvIra kahate haiM jJAna ke abhyAsa kA artha hai, tathya ko dekhane haiN| zAstra kA adhyayana kiye jA rahe haiN| kI klaa| apane ko haTAnA, bIca meM mata ddaalnaa| vyavadhAna ma jJAna-abhyAsa kA mahAvIra kA artha hai. tathya ko tathya kI taraha bananA. saba parde haTA lenA aura jaisA ho usako vaisA hI dekhanA dekhane kA anushaasn| jo jaisA hai use vaisA hI dekhane kI | cAhe koI bhI kImata denI par3e, cAhe koI bhI kImata cukAnI pdd'e| prkriyaa| ise sAdhanA hogaa| kyoMki janmoM-janmoM taka hamane zAstra-abhyAsI to kevala paraMparA ke aMdhe pUjaka haiN| tathyoM ko jhuThalAnA sIkhA hai| hama kucha kA kucha dekha lete haiN| lIka-lIka gAr3I cale, lIkai cale kapUta hama dekhate bhI hote haiM, lekina vaha nahIM dikhAyI par3atA jo hai| lIka chor3i tInoM caleM, zAyara, siMha, sapUta aura vaha dikhAyI par3a jAtA hai jo hama dekhanA cAhate haiN| hamAre | vaha jo zAstra kI lakIra pITate rahate haiM, vaha to kapUta haiN| vaha bhItara kI taraMgeM jagata ke parde para chAyAeM banAtI rahatI haiN| to kAyara haiN| unameM to koI bala nhiiN| mullA nasaruddIna eka dina mere pAsa aayaa| usane apanI lIka chor3i tInoM caleM, zAyara, siMha, spuut| vasIyata likhii| vasIyata dekhakara maiM cauNkaa| maiMne kahA, mallA, jo bhI lIka ko chor3akara cala sakatA hai, jo piTI-piTAyI bar3e udAra ho| kyoMki vasIyata meM usane likhA, ki mere marane ke bAta ko nahIM dekhatA, jo piTe-piTAye zabdoM ko nahIM doharAtA, bAda meM merI patnI ko pacAsa hajAra rupaye mileN| lekina yadi vaha jo piTI-piTAyI dhAraNAoM meM nahIM jItA, jo saba jAla ko haTA vivAha kare, to eka lAkha rupaye mileN| maiMne kahA, loga to likha detA hai aura jIvana ke tathya ko dekhatA hai aura usa tathya ke jAte haiM ki agara patnI vivAha kare, to eka paisA na mile| agara anusAra jItA hai, vahI bahAdura hai, vahI sAhasI hai, vahI mahAvIra sadA mere nAma ke lie rotI rahe, to saba mila jaae| tumane yaha hai| zAyara, siMha, spt| usI ke jIvana meM kAvya kA janma kyA kiyA? tuma bar3e udAra ho| kabhI maiMne socA nahIM ki tuma hogaa| usI ke jIvana meM vIrya kA janma hogaa| vahI sapata hai| itane udAra hooge| usane kahA, Apa galata na samajheM, merA | kyoMki vahI jIvana ko dhanya kara paayegaa| vahI bhAgyavAna hai| matalaba kucha aura hI hai, lekina aba Apase kyA chipAnA! kyA 'una mahAkula vAloM kA tapa bhI zuddha nahIM hai jo pravrajjA dhAraNa matalaba hai terA? to usane kahA, pahalI to bAta yaha hai ki jo kara pUjA-satkAra ke lie tapa karate haiN| isalie kalyANArthI ko mUrkha-aura kevala koI mUrkha hI usase vivAha karegA-vivAha | isa taraha tapa karanA cAhie ki dUsare logoM ko patA taka na cle| karegA, usake lie kharca-pAnI ke lie kucha jarUrata par3egI, apane tapa kI kisI ke samakSa prazaMsA nahIM kara lekina usameM bhI merA rasa nhiiN| rasa merA isameM hai ki koI usase | AdamI aisA ulaTA hai, bebUjha hai| ulaTI khopar3I hai AdamI 255 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 kii| tapa bhI karatA hai to bhI kAraNa vahI purAne ahaMkAra ke hote | meN| aMdherI rAta meN| tumhArI patnI ko, tumhAre pati ko patA na haiN| pahale dhana kI akar3a se calatA thA ki lAkhoM haiM, aba isa | cle| uTha gaye AdhI rAta. baiTha gaye apane bistara para, kSaNabhara akar3a se calatA hai ki lAkhoM tyAga diye| pahale yaha akar3a thI ko usa ekAMta meM paramAtmA se apane ko jodd'o| bhIr3a-bAjAra kA ki dekho mere pAsa kitanA hai, aba yaha akar3a hai ki suno maiMne yaha kAma nhiiN| kisI ko batAnA kyA hai! kisI se kahanA kyA kitanA tyAgA hai| akar3a apanI jagaha kAyama hai| rassI jala | hai? kahA ki hAtha se kho jaaegaa| kahA ki gyaa| tIra nikalA jAtI hai, akar3a nahIM jaatii| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, aisA tapa mata | dhanuSa se| phira lauTegA nhiiN| karanA, vaha tapa bhI azuddha hai| roko, sNbhaalo| puNya ko chipaao| pApa ko pragaTa kro| tesiM tu tavo Na suddho, nikkhaMtA je mhaakulaa| kyoMki pApa chUTa jAe, acchaa| puNya chipa jAe, bIja bane, gahare jaM nevanne viyANaMti, na silogaM pvejji|| meM utare tumhAre aMtastala meM jAe, aMtaradhArA bahe, tumhAre roeM-roeM pUjA-satkAra ke lie tapa mata krnaa| kalyANArthI ko to aise meM. raga-raga tapa karanA cAhie ki kisI ko patA na cle| tapa to ekAMta meM 'jJAnamayI vAyasahita tathA zIla dvArA prajvalita tapomayI ho| tapa to tumhArA bhItara hai, bhItara ho| agni saMsAra ke kAraNabhUta karmabIja ko vaise hI jalA DAlatI hai aba isako smjhnaa| jaise vana meM lagI pracaMDa Aga tRNa-rAzi ko jalA DAlatI hai|' sAdhAraNataH pApa hama ekAMta meM karate haiM, puNya bhIr3a meM karate haiM, isa jJAna kI agni ko jlaao| isa jJAna ke yajJa ko jlaao| pApa hama chipAte haiM, puNya hama batAte haiN| pApa agara majabUrI meM ise jalAnA ho to tathya ko tathya ke jaisA dekhane kA sAhasa kro| batAnA bhI par3e, to kama se kama batAte haiN| puNya agara chipAnA bhI ise agara jalAnA ho to vyartha ko bAhara pheMko, sArthaka ko bhItara par3e, to kama se kama chipAte haiN| majabUrI meN| puNya ko hama sNbhaalo| bure ko kho| kama se kama eka AdamI to khoja lo, bar3hA-bar3hAkara batAte haiM, pApa ko hama ghaTA-ghaTAkara chipAte haiN| jisase tuma apanA pUrA hRdaya kaha sko| aura zubha ko maMjUSA pApa ko hama choTA banA-banAkara bhItara rakha lete haiN| puNya ko hama meM-hRdaya kI maMjUSA meM chipaao| zubha kA sAra tumhAre prANoM meM bar3A banAkara AkAza meM iMdradhanuSoM kI bhAMti phailAte haiN| basa jaae| aura azubha jaise hI tumheM patA cale, tatkSaNa use mahAvIra kahate haiM, prakriyA ulaTI honI caahie| puNya ko bhItara nivedana kara do| gaMgA meM bahA do| to janmoM kA jo kAraNabhUta chipAkara rakha lenA, pApa ko bAhara pragaTa kara denaa| pApa ko to bIja hai, jisake kAraNa hama paidA hote haiM-vAsanA-vaha naSTa ho batA denA, kyoMki jo batA do vaha kho jAtA hai| puNya batAyA, jAtI hai| yA ahaMkAra, vaha naSTa ho jAtA hai| yaha zAMti jisakI puNya kho jaaegaa| pApa batAyA, pApa kho jaaegaa| jo bacAkara AdamI talAza karatA hai, pahAr3oM para na milegii| pahAr3oM kI zAMti bhItara rakhate ho, vahI bIja banatA hai| jo chipAyA, vahI bddh'egaa| kSaNabhara kA dhokhA hai| yaha zAMti tumheM bhItara khojanI hogI! pApa chipAoge, pApa bddh'egaa| puNya chipAoge, puNya bddh'egaa| kitanI zAMti! kitanI zAMti! aba tuma para nirbhara hai| gaNita sApha hai| agara tumane pApa samAhita kyoM nahIM hotI yahAM mere hRdaya kI krAMti? chipAyA, to pApa bar3hatA jAtA hai| vaha tumhArI raMdhra-raMdhra meM mavAda | kyoM nahIM aMtara-guhA kA azaMkhala durbAdhya vAsI kI taraha phaila jAtA hai| usakI aMtaHdhArA tumheM pUrI taraha grasita athira yAyAvara, acira meM cira pravAsI kara letI hai| aura puNya tuma pragaTa karate ho, vaha kho jAtA hai hAtha / nahIM rukatA, cAha kara--svIkAra kara--vizrAMti? se| puNya pragaTa huA, aise jaise ki sugaMdha nikala gayI phUla se| mAna kara bhI, sabhI IpsA, sabhI kAMkSA phUla khAlI raha gyaa| gaMdha gyii| jagata kI upalabdhiyAM saba haiM labhAnI bhraaNti| mahAvIra kahate haiM ulaTA karo, thor3e samajhadAra bno| chipAo | kitanI zAMti! kitanI zAMti! puNya ko, kisI ko patA na cle| jIsasa ne kahA hai, eka hAtha se | samAhita kyoM nahIM hotI yahAM mere hRdaya kI krAMti ? do, dUsare hAtha ko patA na cle| prArthanA karo ekAMta meM, akele pahAr3oM para jo zAMti hai, bar3I gahana hai| pahAr3oM kI hai, tumhArI 256 2010_03

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guru hai mana kA mIta / nhiiN| maMdira meM jAkara baiTha gaye, zAMti hai| maMdira kI hai, tumhArI AkAza kI trph| nhiiN| isa zAMti se tumhAre bhItara kA uthala-puthala, isa zAMti se jisalie paMkha meM lAyA thA, tumhAre bhItara kA rudana, isa zAMti se tumhAre bhItara kA kolAhala vaha kAma na inase le paayaa| samApta na hogaa| ina paMkhoM kA denevAlA, samAhita kyoM nahIM hotI yahAM mere hRdaya kI krAMti? nArAja na hogA kyA mujha para? kyoM nahIM aMtara-guhA kA azaMkhala dubarbAdhya vAsI paMkhoM se bAMdha liye patthara! athira yAyAvara, acira meM cira pravAsI girAo ptthr| lekina dUsaroM kI kahI huI bAtoM se yaha na nahIM rukatA, cAha kara svIkAra kara--vizrAMti? | hogaa| sanA bahata kahate loga, jagata mAyA hai| chaTatI to nahIM! mAna kara bhI, sabhI IpsA, sabhI kAMkSA sunA bahuta, loga kahate haiM krodha Aga hai; miTatA to nahIM! sunA jagata kI upalabdhiyAM saba haiM lubhAnI bhraaNti| bahuta, kAma pApa hai; jAtA to nahIM! kyA itane se sApha nahIM ho jAnate to tuma bhI ho| lekina jAnanA tumhArA mAnane kA hai| rahA ki sunA huA jo hai, par3hA huA jo hai; zAstra se, saMskAra se mAnakara bhI sabhI IpsA, sabhI kAMkSA jo milA hai, vaha jJAna nahIM! prakAza kI bAteM haiM, prakAza nhiiN| jagata kI upalabdhiyAM saba haiM lubhAnI bhrAMti pAkazAstra hai, bhojana nhiiN| jala kA sUtra hogA-eca TU kacha hala nahIM hotaa| mAnakara kahIM hala haA hai? sanakara mAna o-lekina ecaTa o se kahIM pyAsa kisI kI bajhI hai| liyA, kahIM hala huA? jAnanA hogaa| jJAna! phira banegA kAgaja para kisI ko eca TU o likhakara de do, vaha pyAsA dhyaan| phira dhyAna se hogI nirjraa| phira nirjarA se mokss| tar3apha rahA hai--vaha pheMka degA kAgaja, vaha kahegA ise kyA itanA hI pharka hai paramAtmA meM aura AdamI meM ki AdamI vyartha | kareMge? zAstra kA kyA kareMge? hogA ThIka tumhArA sUtra, mujhe ke bojha se DhaMkA hai, jaise hIrA kaMkar3oM meM dabA, ki sonA miTTI meM jala cAhie, sUtra nhiiN| lekina jala zAstra se mila bhI nahIM pdd'aa| Aga se gujara jAe, nikhara jAe, ki AdamI paramAtmA hai| | sktaa| svayaM se hI mila sakatA hai| aura jaba taka vaisA sarApA ArajU hone ne baMdA kara diyA hamako jalasrota tuma apane bhItara na khoja lo, pyAse tar3aphate, jIvana ke vagaranA hama khudA the gara dila-e-bemuddaA hote. nAma para kSaNa-kSaNa marate hI tuma rhoge| agara hRdaya meM AkAMkSA, vAsanA kA bIja na hotA, cAha na mana meM milana kI Asa hai, hotI, to hama svayaM Izvara the| phira se cAha jala jAe, hama phira duga meM darasa kI pyAsa hai, Izvara ho jaaeN| cAha hameM utAra lAyI jamIna pr| laMgara kI taraha para DhUMDhatA phiratA jise, cAha ne hameM jamIna se bAMdhA hai| jJAna kI agni meM cAha jala jAtI usakA patA milatA nhiiN| hai| ThIka kahate haiM mahAvIra-'jaise pracaMDa agni meM tRNa-rAzi jhUThe banI dharatI bar3I, jala jAtI hai, aisA hI bIja cAha kA, tRSNA kA jala jAtA hai|' jhUThe bRhata AkAza haiM; jaldI karo, kyoMki kala kA koI bharosA nhiiN| jalAo isa milatI nahIM jaga meM kahIM, Aga ko| yaha sonA kaba se tumhArI pratIkSA karatA hai| pratimA hRdaya ke gAna kii| jisalie maiM paMkha lAyA thA, kisake sAmane nAcaM? kisake sAmane gIta gAUM? kahAM vaha kAma na inase le paayaa| car3hAUM jIvana kA arghya ? kahAM car3hAUM jIvana kA naivedya ? kahAM ina paMkhoM kA denevAlA, hai vaha dvAra, jo mere ghara kA hai? jo vastutaH mere ghara kA dvAra hai| nArAja na hogA kyA mujha para? mana meM milana kI Asa hai, paMkhoM se bAMdha liye patthara! dRga meM darasa kI pyAsa hai, phailAo paMkhoM ko| phira se taulo havAoM pr| phira ur3o para DhUMDhatA phiratA jise, 257 2010_03 www.jainelibra y.org

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 usakA patA milatA nahIM, vaisI hI saMbhAvanA tumhArI hai| basa thor3e-se jAgane kI, smaraNa bAhara DhUMDhate rahoge, milegA bhI nhiiN| vaha bhItara chipA baiThA hai| kI bAta hai| tamhArA honA hI usakA dvAra hai| tama jarA zaddha hone kI kalA bhara re pravAsI, jaag| tere sIkha lo| usI ko mahAvIra jJAna kahate haiN| aura ghabarA mata deza kA saMvAda aayaa| jAnA, kitane hI hAre hoo, kitane hI bhaTake hoo, usase tuma bhedamaya saMdeza suna pulakita dUra jAkara bhI dUra jA sakate nhiiN| use khokara bhI tuma kho sakate khagoM ne caMcu kholI nhiiN| kyoMki vaha tumhArA svabhAva hai| prema se jhuka-jhuka praNati meM tRSita! dhara dhIra maru meM pAdapoM kI paMkti DolI; ki jalatI bhUmi ke ura meM dUra prAcI kI taTI se kahIM pracchanna jala ho| vizva ke tRNa-tRNa jagAtA; naro yadi Aja taru meM phira udaya kI vAyu kA vana meM sumana kI gaMdha tIkhI, suparicita nAda AyA syAta, madhupUrNa phala ho| re pravAsI, jAga! tere dukhoM kI coTa khAkara deza kA saMvAda aayaa| hRdaya jo kUpa-sA jitanA ye jina-sUtra tumhAre deza kI khabareM haiN| adhika gaMbhIra hogA; re pravAsI, jAga! tere usI meM vRSTi pAkara deza kA saMvAda aayaa| kabhI utanA adhika saMcita mahAvIra aura buddha DAkiyA haiN| citttthiirsaa| khabareM lAte haiM sukhoM kA nIra hogaa| paramAtmA kii| tuma ciTThiyoM ko saMbhAlakara chAtI para mata rakha ghabar3Ao mata! bahuta bAra aisA huA ki mahAvIra aura buddha lenaa| kholo aura unakA artha kholo| kholo ciTThiyoM ko| bajAya isake ki logoM ne AzA ke satra unakA sAra smjho| ye cidriyAM pajane ke lie nahIM haiN| ye liye hote, loga nirAza ho gaye aura ghabarA gaye aura unhoMne kahA ciTThiyAM zAstra banA lene ke lie nahIM haiN| ye ciTThiyAM jIvana ki yaha to kucha hI logoM ke vaza kI bAta hai| yaha to mahApuruSoM banAne ke lie haiN| kI bAta hai| avatArI, tIrthaMkaroM kI bAta hai| buddhoM kI bAta hai| re pravAsI, jAga! tere hama sAdhAraNajana! to, hama pUjA hI karane ke lie bane haiN| hama | deza kA saMvAda aayaa| kabhI pUjya hone ko nahIM bne| to hama pratimA ke sAmane phUla car3hAne ko hI bane haiM, hama kabhI paramAtmA kI pratimA banane ko nahIM Aja itanA hii| bane haiN| bar3I bhUla ho gyii| jinase AtmavizvAsa lenA thA, unase hamane aura dInatA aura hInatA le lii| unakA sArA prayAsa yahI thA ki tuma samajho ki ve tumhAre jaise hI puruSa, Aja aise gaurIzaMkara ke zikhara jaise ho gaye haiN| tuma bhI ho sakate ho| dekhA kabhI bar3avRkSa ke nIce, virATa vRkSa ke nIce par3A choTA-sA bar3a kA cIja! bar3a kA bIja soca bhI nahIM sakatA ki itanA bar3A vRkSa kaise ho sakegA? lekina ho sakatA hai| usakI saMbhAvanA hai| 258 2010_03