Jinsutra Lecture 33 Yatra ka Prarambh Apne hi Ghar Se

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340133/1

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dUsarA pravacana yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se

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Aaon 6 . . . prazna-sAra saMnyAsa lekara sAdhanA karanA, saMnyAsa na lekara sAdhanA karanAdonoM sthitiyoM meM Apake mArga kA hI anusaraNa hai| phira saMnyAsa se vizeSa pharka kyA? Apane kahA AMkha AkrAmaka hotI hai| lekina ApakI AMkhoM meM to prema kA sAgara dikhatA hai, aura jI karatA hai unheM nihAratA hI rhuuN| kyA AMkha ko kAna-jaisA grAhaka banAyA jA sakatA hai? SHARE kyA svAda ko bhI paramAtma-anubhUti kA sAdhana banAyA jA sakatA hai? / bhagavAna kA pravacana sunate hue unakI AvAja se hRdaya va karNa-taMtuoM para eka ajIba taraha kA kNpn| taba se sAdhAraNa dhvaniyoM se bhI ajIba kaMpana va AnaMda kI lahara paidA honaa| kyA buddha-puruSoM ke svara meM vizeSa kucha ? sAtha hI bhagavAna kI upasthiti meM eka AnaMdadAyaka gaMdha kA milnaa| vahI gaMdha kabhI dhyAna meM va Azrama meM anyatra bhI milnaa| __ kyA kAla-vizeSa kI gaMdha-vizeSa bhI hotI hai? Apa kahate, saMnyAsa satya kA bodha hai| kyA saMnyAsa ke lie gairika vastra va mAlA anivArya? kyA koI binA dIkSA liye Apake batAe mArga para nahIM cala sakatA? / 2010_03

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pa halA praznaH hama saMnyAsa lete haiM aura sAdhanA karate aura bhI hNse| unhoMne kahA tU pAgala ho gayI hai| do paisoM meM kahIM haiM, hama saMnyAsa nahIM lete aura sAdhanA karate carca banA hai? usane kahA vaha to mujhe bhI mAluma hai| lekina maiM haiM--donoM hAlata meM Apake mArga kA anusaraNa akelI nahIM hUM; paramAtmA bhI mere sAtha hai| do paise aura thairesA to karate haiN| kRpayA batAeM ki saMnyAsa se jIvana meM vizeSa pharka nA-kucha hai; lekina do paise + paramAtmA bahuta kucha hai| aura kyA kyA AtA hai? cAhie! jisa jagaha usane khar3e hokara yaha bAta kahI thI, Aja duniyA saMnyAsa liye binA pharka ko jAnane kA koI upAya nhiiN| kA sabase suMdara carca hai| banA--kisI gahare samarpaNa se banA; saMnyAsa svAda hai| saMnyAsa hai svAda mere nikaTa Ane kaa|| saMpatti se nahIM bnaa| yaha bAta ki thairesA akelI nahIM hai| do paise saMnyAsa sAhasa hai samarpaNa kaa| haiM thairesA ke pAsa, lekina paramAtmA bhI hai| sAdhanA tuma karate ho; lekina saMnyAsI akelA nahIM hai, tuma tuma jaba sAdhanA kara rahe ho merI bAta sunakara, to tuma cunAva akele ho| tuma bhI sAdhanA karate ho, saMnyAsI bhI sAdhanA karatA kara rahe ho--jo tumheM lagatA hai ThIka-vaha tuma karate ho; jo hai| saMnyAsI mere sAtha hai, tama mere sAtha nhiiN| | tumheM ThIka nahIM lagatA vaha tuma nahIM karate ho| to tumhArA khayAla maiM to donoM ke sAtha haiN| lekina tama sAdhanA karate ho apane hai ki tuma merI mAnakara cala rahe ho, tama apanI hI mAnakara cala hisAba se| sunate ho mujhe, para cunate tumhIM ho| saMnyAsI cunatA rahe ho| bhI nhiiN| vaha eka bAra mujhe cuna letA hai| usane chor3a diyaa| saMnyAsI kA artha hai| usane kahA, aba hama apanI na mAneMge, cunaav| usane kahA, bahuta ho gayA! ApakI maaneNge| aba hama cunanA chor3ate haiN| aba hama rAjI haiM maiM to donoM ke sAtha hUM, lekina saMnyAsI mere sAtha ho jAtA hai| jahAM le clo| saMnyAsI kA artha hai : prema kA aNdhaapn| saMnyAsI aura isase bar3A krAMtikArI pharka par3atA hai| para vaisA pharka jAnoge ne kahA ki aba tumhArI AMkha kAphI hai, hamArI AMkha kI koI to hI jaanoge| jarUrata nhiiN| para yaha tuma na jAna skoge| jaise koI AdamI pUche eka bar3I prasiddha IsAI mahilA huii-thairesaa| garIba bhikhArina ki premI aura gaira-premI meM pharka kyA hai? jisane svAda liyA hai thii| aura eka dina usane apane gAMva meM ghoSaNA kI ki maiM jIsasa | usameM, aura jisane svAda nahIM liyA hai, pharka kyA hai? svAda ke ke lie eka bar3A carca, eka bar3A maMdira banAnA cAhatI huuN| loga binA jAnane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| ise khayAla meM le lenaa| hNse| logoM ne pUchA, tere pAsa saMpatti kitanI hai! to usane do paise maiM to sAtha hUM, lekina tuma jisa dina mere sAtha ho jAoge usa nikAlakara apanI jeba se batAe ki mere pAsa do paise haiN| loga dina jIvana meM eka krAMti ghaTanI zurU hogI, jisakI tuma abhI 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 kalpanA bhI nahIM kara skte| taba tumane eka sahArA liyaa| taba kucha aisA hai ki hajAra buddhimattAeM isa para nichAvara kI jA sakatI tumane koI hAtha pkdd'e| taba tumhAre jIvana meM eka bharosA aayaa| haiN| sAdhanA to tuma bhI kara rahe ho, lekina saMnyAsI ne kucha gahana maiM eka bar3e vaijJAnika kI jIvana-kathA par3hatA thaa| meM pratijJA jagAyI hai| vanaspatizAstrI huA bdd'aa| vaha eka pahAr3a kI kaMdarA meM baiThe haiM tere dara pekacha karake uTheMge khilanevAle phUloM kA adhyayana karanA cAhatA thA, lekina una yA vasla hI ho jAegA yA marake uTheMge phUloM taka pahuMcane kA koI upAya na thaa| vaha bar3I gaharI usane jIvana ko dAMva para lagAne kI himmata kI hai| saMnyAsI khAI-khaDDu meM the| vaise phUla kahIM aura khilate bhI na the| koI juArI hai| tuma hoziyAra ho| tuma dukAnadAra ho| upAya na dekhakara usane apane choTe beTe ko rassI meM bAMdhA, kamara mujhe sunakara tumane jo pAyA hai, vaha kucha bhI nahIM hai-usake se rassI bAMdhI aura use usa khaDDa meM lttkaayaa| aura usase kahA mukAbale jo tuma mere pAsa Akara paaoge| jo tumane buddhi se ki tU kucha phUla ukhAr3a laanaa| choTA beTA lttkaa| vaha bar3I sunakara pAyA hai, vaha to bhojana kI meja se gira gaye Tukar3e haiN| khuzI se lttkaa| usane to khela smjhaa| aura jaba bApa laTakA bhikhamaMgA hI tumane rahanA taya kiyA hai-bAta aura! saMnyAsI rahA ho, to beTe ko kyA phikira! vaha to bar3A AnaMdita huaa| | merA atithi hai| tuma bAhara-bAhara rhoge| nahIM ki maiMne nimaMtraNa, usane to nIce jAkara phUla bhI ikaTThe kara liye; lekina bApa ke nahIM bhejA thA; tumane nimaMtraNa svIkAra na kiyaa| tumane hajAra hAtha-paira kaMpa rahe the| bhejA to hai beTe ko, lekina yaha khataranAka | bahAne utthaae| tumane kahA Ate haiM, abhI aura kAma haiN| kAma hai| lauTegA jiMdA? usane Upara se cillAkara pUchA, koI __ jIsasa ne eka kahAnI kahI hai ki eka samrATa kI beTI kA takalIpha to nahIM hai? koI ghabar3AhaTa to tujhe nahIM ho rahI hai? | vivAha thA aura usane eka hajAra deza ke pratiSThitatama logoM ko usane kahA ghabar3AhaTa kaisI! jaba rassI mere bApa ke hAtha meM hai, to nimaMtraNa bheje| lekina kisI ne kahA ki abhI to phasala kaTane ghabar3AhaTa kaisI? kA samaya hai aura maiM na A sakU~gA, kSamA cAhatA huuN| aura kisI bApa ghabar3A rahA hai, Dara rahA hai; kyoMki yAtrA to jokhima kI ne kahA ki adAlata meM mukadamA hai aura maiM kSamA cAhatA huuN| aura | hai| aba isa beTe ke bhItara jo bharosA hai, vaha agara na ho, to kisI ne kucha aura, aura kisI ne kacha aur...| jaba usake khatarA ho sakatA hai| ghabar3AhaTa hI khatarA paidA kara detI hai| saMdezavAhaka vApisa lauTe haiM to unhoMne kahA ki bahuta-se aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, bar3A duSTa-cakra hai--ghabar3AhaTa mehamAnoM ne bahuta-se bahAne batAe, ve na A skeNge| ke kAraNa tuma saMnyAsa nahIM lete| Dara-saMsAra kA, samAja kA, to samrATa ne kahA, phira tuma rAstoM para jAo aura jo bhI Ane pratiSThA kaa| Dara ke kAraNa tuma akele-akele calate ho| ko rAjI ho, use bulA laao| aba nimaMtraNa kI phikira chor3o, akele ke kAraNa tuma aura bhI Dara kI sthiti paidA kara rahe ho| kyoMki merA rAjamahala khAlI na rhe| merI beTI kA vivAha hai| | aura kacha jIvana kI sUkSmatama ghaTanAeM haiM, hRdaya ke kucha rAja rAjamahala meM bhIr3a ho| jo bhI rAha para mile| aba tuma mere aura rahasya, jo bharose se hI khulate haiM, zraddhA se khulate haiN| nimaMtraNa kI phikira mata krnaa| jo Ane ko rAjI ho, usako to tuma sAdhanA kara rahe ho--vaha buddhi se hai| jisane saMnyAsa bulA laanaa| liyA, vaha hRdaya meM utarA; usane baddhi ko eka tarapha rkhaa| Ae mehmaan| bhikhamaMge bhI aae| garIba bhI aae| usane kahA aba suneMge hRdaya kI, aba guneMge prema kii| nizcita | azikSita bhI aae| jinako nimaMtraNa na bhejA gayA thA, ve bhI hI prema aMdhA hai; lekina prema ke aMdhepana meM aisI AMkheM haiM ki aae| aura jIsasa ne kahA hai, yaha kahAnI ghaTI ho yA na ghaTI ho, sadiyoM taka buddhimAnI meM jIo to bhI unheM tuma pA na skoge| kyoMki samrAToM ke nimaMtraNa meM loga kabhI inakAra nahIM karate, premI pAgala hai| lekina paramAtmA ke nimaMtraNa ke sAtha roja hI aisA hotA hai| isalie jinhoMne saMnyAsa nahIM liyA hai, ve socate haiM ki nimaMtraNa to maiMne tumheM bheja diyA hai| tuma merI zikAyata na kara saMnyAsI pAgala hai| ThIka hI socate haiN| lekina yaha pAgalapana | skoge| maiMne to bulAvA de diyA hai| aba tumane koI bahAnA 2010_03

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- S yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se nikAla liyA, tamhArI mrjii| yaha mahala to khAlI na rhegaa| hama pI bhI gaye, chalakA bhI gaye mehamAna to aaeNge| tuma na Ae to kucha pharka na pdd'egaa| tumhArI tuma buddhimAnoM kI sabhA jaisI sabhA mata banA lenA apnii| jagaha koI aura hogaa| usa aMjumane-irphAnI meM | majhe sanakara tamane jo pAyA, vaha to bhojana ke Tebila se gira | -bar3e baddhimAnoM kI sabhA thii| gaye Tukar3e haiN| unase hI tRpti mata mAna lenaa| mere pAsa Akara usa mahaphile-kaipho-mastI meM tuma jo paaoge...| -mastI aura AnaMda aura ullAsa ke kSaNa meM baddhimAnoM kI mere pAsa Ane kA aura kyA upAya hai? kaMdhe se kaMdhA lagAkara bar3I sabhA thii| khar3e ho jAo to mere pAsa thor3e hI A jaaoge| hRdaya se hRdaya | saba jAma-bakapha baiThe hI rahe lagAkara khar3e ho jAo, to! saMnyAsI ne vahI kiyA hai| usane -buddhimAna the, kaise pIeM! to apane jAma sAmane rakhakara baiThe himmata kI hai| usane mere sAtha hone ke lie jagahaMsAI mola lI hI rhe| gaira-buddhimAna jo thehai| loga hNseNge| loga kaheMge, pAgala hue! loga kaheMge, buddhi hama pI bhI gaye, chalakA bhI gaye! kho dI! kucha to soco! sammohita ho gaye? kisa jAla meM par3a pI lo aura chalakA lo! kaba taba jAma liye baiThe raha gaye ho? tuma jaisA buddhimAna AdamI aura kisI kI bAtoM meM A | kisakI rAha dekhate ho? koI kahe? kisakI pratIkSA kara rahe gayA! para usane mere sAtha rahanA cunA hai, saMsAra ke sAtha rahanA nahIM ho? samaya bItA jAtA hai| pala-pala, ghar3I-ghar3I madhuzAlA ke cunaa| usa cunAva meM hI krAMti ghaTatI hai| dvAra baMda hone kA samaya AyA jAtA hai| phira mata ronaa| abhI chalakatI hai jo tere jAma se usa maya kA kyA kahanA apanI karoge, phira mata cIkhanA-cillAnA! kyoMki baMda tere zAdAba oMThoM kI magara kucha aura hai sAkI daravAjoM ke sAmane cIkhane-cillAne se phira kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| tumheM agara paimAne se chalakatI zarAba se hI tRpti hotI ho, / aura meM kahatA hUM, aisA bahuta-se loga kara rahe haiN| mahAvIra ko tumhArI mrjii| gaye paccIsa sau sAla ho gaye, kitane loga abhI bhI usa daravAje chalakatI hai jo tere jAma se usa maya kA kyA kahanA ke sAmane cIkha rahe, cillA rahe haiM! unhIM ko jaina kahate haiN| buddha khUba hai vaha zarAba bhii| ko gaye paccIsa sau sAla ho gaye, kitane loga usa daravAje ke tere zAdAba oMThoM kI magara kucha aura hai sAkI sAmane pyAle liye khar3e haiM ki kholo dvAra, hama pyAse haiM; bharo lekina agara oMThoM para oMTha rakhakara hI pInA ho zarAba ko, to hamAre pyAle! lekina madhuzAlA jA cukI! unhIM ko to bauddha saMnyAsa liye binA koI upAya nahIM hai| aura yaha to tuma pAsa kahate haiN| aise IsAI haiM, hiMdU haiM, musalamAna haiN| Aoge to hI jaanoge| yaha bAta samajhAne-samajhane kI nhiiN| maiM tumheM AgAha kiye detaa| mere jAne ke bAda tuma saMnyAsa yaha bAta kucha karane kI hai| loge| lekina taba kisI matalaba kA na hogA: phira thothA hogaa| mere kiye jo ho sakatA hai, vaha maiM kara rahA huuN| lekina tuma bhI mahAvIra ke sAtha saMnyAsI hone meM to sAhasa thA; mahAvIra ke daravAjA kholo! ab| aba to usakA Adara hai| mahAvIra ke sAtha to anAdara nahIM to aisA na ho ki tuma samajhadArI meM baiThe hI raha jaao| yaha thaa| jaina-muni honA usa samaya to kevala kucha thor3e-se madhuzAlA sadA na khulI rhegii| koI madhuzAlA sadA nahIM khulI himmatavara logoM kI bAta thii| isIlie to mahAvIra ko mahAvIra rahatI hai| dvAra-daravAje baMda hone kA samaya A jaaegaa| khaa| unake sAtha jo khar3e hue, unake lie bhI himmata kI bAta usa mahaphile-kaipho-mastI meM, thii| saba taraha se pratiSThA, pada, mAna, sammAna khonA pdd'aa| usa aMjumane-irphAnI meM jIsasa ke sAtha jo cale, unake lie to sUlI milii| aba to jIsasa ke pIche jo calate haiM, ve siMhAsanoM para virAjamAna haiN| 2010 03

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jina satra bhAga: 2 pIche to bar3A AsAna ho jAtA hai| socate haiM, AdamI bhalA hogA; bharose-yogya mAlUma hotA hai; maiM eka kahAnI par3ha rahA thaa| nyUyArka ke bar3e carca meM, sabase bar3e dhArmika hai| dukAna para bhI baiThe ho agara gItA lekara to grAhaka carca meM, jo ki duniyA kA sabase jyAdA saMpattizAlI carca hai, tumase jyAdA mola-bhAva nahIM kregaa| pradhAna purohita apane pravacana kI taiyArI kara rahA hai ki usake eka isIlie to loga caMdana-tilaka lagAkara baiThate haiN| rAma-rAma zAgirda ne daur3akara usase kahA ki suno, kyA kara rahe ho? kauna bolate rahate haiM dukAna para! AyA hai, pIche to dekho! dekhA to khuda jIsasa! vedI ke sAmane | dhArmika AdamI ko dUsaroM ko lUTane meM suvidhA ho jAtI hai, khar3e haiN| pradhAna purohita bhI ghbdd'aayaa| aisA kabhI huA na thaa| AsAnI ho jAtI hai| lAbha hI lAbha hai| merI kitAba lekara tama jIsasa ko gaye do hajAra sAla ho gye| yaha kauna sajjana A gaye baiThoge to hAni hI hAni hai| kisI ne dekha liyA ki are, to tuma haiM! bilakula jIsasa-jaise mAlUma par3ate haiM! bar3A muzkila hai, bhI ulajha gaye! to tuma para bhI bharosA gayA! kaheM inase kucha ki na kaheM! zAgirda ne pUchA ki kyA karUM, kucha | saMnyAsa, abhI mere sAtha saMnyAsa, dussAhasa hai! lekina AjJA? to bar3e purohita ne kahA eka kAma kara, ki vaha jo dAna | dhanyabhAgI haiM ve jo dussAhasa kara lete haiM! kyoMki jo khone ko kI peTI hai, usa para baiTha jaa| yaha AdamI patA nahIM kisa taraha kA rAjI nahIM, vaha pA na skegaa| jo saba khone ko rAjI hai, vahI sabahai, kauna hai! lagatA jIsasa-jaisA hai, lekina peTI na le bhAge! pAne kA mAlika hotA hai| jo miTane ko rAjI hai, paramAtmA usI dAna kI peTI para baiTha jA aura vyasta dikhane kI koziza kr| ko bhara detA hai, pUrA kara detA hai| tuma khAlI to hoo, tuma jagaha isakI tarapha dhyAna mata de| | to banAo-prabhu aaegaa| agara jIsasa carca meM Aja A jAeM to parohita ko apanI pratiSThA, sammAna, dhana bacAne kI phikara hogI ki yaha AdamI dUsarA prazna: kala Apane kahA ki AMkha AkrAmaka hotI hai| kahAM bhItara A gayA! lekina ApakI AMkhoM meM to mujhe prema kA sAgara dikhAyI detA hai kRSNa kI tuma bar3I pUjA karate ho; lekina kabhI socA ki | aura jI karatA hai ki unheM nihAratA hI rhuuN| kRpayA batAeM ki kRSNa tumhAre dvAra para A jAeM mora-mukuTa bAMdhe, bAMsurI bajAne kyA kAna kI taraha AMkha ko bhI grAhaka banAyA jA sakatA hai? lageM, to tuma pulisa meM khabara karoge! tuma ghabar3A jAoge! mare hue paigaMbaroM kI pUjA bar3I AsAna hai, kyoMki usameM kucha | merI AMkhoM meM tumheM prema kA sAgara dikhAyI par3a sakatA hai| bhI to lagatA nhiiN| kucha bhI lagatA nhiiN| kucha dAMva nhiiN| kucha | kyoMki maiM tumheM nahIM dekha rahA hUM, tumhAre bhItara jo chipA hai use jokhima nhiiN| lAbha hI lAbha hai| jIvita paigaMbara ke sAtha khar3e dekha rahA huuN| maiM tumheM dekha hI nahIM rahA huuN| maiM tumhArI saMbhAvanA ko hone meM hAni hI hAni hai, lAbha kahAM? | dekha rahA huuN| maiM bIja ko nahIM dekha rahA hUM-maiM una phUloM ko dekha mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM, agara hama saMnyAsa leM to | rahA hUM jo kabhI khileMge, khila sakate haiN| maiM tumhAre Ara-pAra lAbha kyA hogA? maiM unase kahatA hUM, kahIM aura! tuma kahIM aura dekha rahA huuN| lekina yaha dekhanA tabhI saMbhava hai jaba koI svayaM ko lenA, yahAM to hAni hogii| yahAM to jo tumhAre pAsa hai vaha bhI kho dekha liyA ho; usake pahale saMbhava nahIM hai| svayaM ko jAnane ke jaaegaa| yahAM to zUnyatA milegI, riktatA milegii| yahAM to jo | bAda to sabhI cIjeM anAkrAmaka ho jAtI haiN| svayaM ko hai vaha kho jaaegaa| tuma bhI kho jaaoge| miTanA ho to yahAM | bAda to hiMsA baca hI nahIM sktii| svayaM ko jAnanevAlA to saba aanaa| lAbha kI bAta, to kahIM aura! kahIM, jahAM jIvana kho bhAMti hiMsA se zUnya ho jAtA hai| lekina yaha to svayaM ko jAnane cukA hai| kahIM, jahAM kevala lakIreM raha gayI haiN| piTI huI lakIreM ke bAda ghttegaa| abhI to tumheM cunAva karanA hogaa| abhI to tumheM raha gayI haiM--murdA lakIreM, murdA shaastr| vahAM koI jokhima nahIM | apane vyaktitva meM ve bAteM cunanI hoMgI jo kama se kama AkrAmaka hai, lAbha hI lAbha hai| haiN| aura eka-eka kadama yAtrA karanI hogI, eka-eka sIr3hI loga tumheM gItA par3hate dekha leM to lAbha hI lAbha hai| loga car3hanI hogii| AMkheM bhI anAkrAmaka ho jAtI haiN| sArA vyaktitva 26 2010_03

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se hI anAkrAmaka ho jAtA hai| jisa dina paramAtmA hI dikhAyI jisakI pahacAna apane bhItara na thI, jisakI pratyabhijJA bhItara na par3ane lagatA hai, AkramaNa karoge kisa para? huI thI, use tuma bAhara pahacAnate kaise? bAhara pahacAnane kI sArI yahAM tama itane baiThe ho. majhe eka hI dikhAyI paDa rahA hai| rUpa | saMbhAvanA aMtartama meM ghaTatI hai| pahale vhaaN| sabase pahale vhaaN| hoMge anek| bahuta zailiyoM meM paramAtmA AyA hai| raMga-DhaMga husna-hI husna hai jisa simta bhI uThatI hai najara alaga haiN| AkRti alaga hai| lekina hai vhii| jaise sone ko kitanA purakaipha ye maMjara, ye samAM hai sAkI kisI ne bahuta-bahuta AbhUSaNoM meM DhAlA ho| jaise kumhAra ne eka husna hI husna hai jisa simta bhI uThatI hai najara--phira to jahAM hI miTTI se bahuta-bahuta DhaMga ke bartana banAe hoN| usa arUpa ko | AMkha uThatI hai, sauMdarya hI sauMdarya hai! isa astitva meM asuMdara to dekhane kI kSamatA lekina tabhI AtI hai jaba tumane use apane bhItara | kucha ho nahIM sktaa| kahIM dekhane meM bhUla ho gayI hogii| isa pA liyA ho| astitva meM asuMdara ke hone kA upAya nahIM hai| astitva sauMdarya ise smaraNa rkho| se bharA hai, sauMdarya kA sAgara hai| tuma vahI dekha sakate ho dUsare meM, jo tumane svayaM meM pahale dekha kitanA purakaipha ye maMjara liyA ho| tuma dUsare meM vahI dekhate rahoge jo tuma svayaM meM dekhate kitanA AnaMda se bharA huA hai saba... ho| agara tuma krodhI ho, to dUsare meM tumheM krodha dikhAyI par3atA | ye samAM hai saakii| rhegaa| agara tuma duSTa ho, to dUsare meM tumheM duSTatA dikhAyI | lekina, yaha AnaMda pahale bhItara svAda lenA pdd'e| yaha AnaMda par3atI rhegii| agara tama hiMsaka ho, to sArA saMsAra tamheM hiMsaka pahale bhItara utthe| yaha bhItara se tamhAre prANoM meM jage aura tamhArI mAlUma par3atA rhegaa| agara tuma cora ho, to tuma hara eka se Dare AMkhoM aura kAnoM aura tumhAre hAthoM meM chA jaae| phira tuma jo rahoge, kyoMki tumheM hara jagaha cora hI dikhAyI pdd'egaa| jagata chuoge vahI paramAtmA hai| abhI to tuma jo chuoge vahI miTTI ho pratibiMba hai tamhArA, darpaNa hai-tumhArI hI chavi banatI hai| jAtA hai| sonA chuo, miTTI ho jAtA hai| kyoMki abhI sivAya | jaise hI tumane svayaM ko jAnA--svayaM kI vAstavikatA meM, | vAsanA ke kucha bhI bhItara nahIM hai| vAsanA sone ko chue, miTTI ho usakI paripUrNatA meM vaise hI rUpa kho jAte haiM, arUpa kA sAgara jAtA hai| prArthanA miTTI ko chue, sonA ho jAtI hai| cAroM tarapha phaila jAtA hai| phira kucha bhI AkramaNa nahIM, kyoMki tumhAre pAsa AMkha cAhie, dRSTi caahie| tumhAre pAsa bhItara AkramaNa kare kauna? kare kisa para? kauna mAre? kise mAre? saghana pratIti caahie| nizcita hI taba phira kucha AkramaNa nahIM phira to aisA hai jaise apane hI donoM haath| eka hAtha se dUsare hAtha raha jaataa| isIlie to kRSNa gItA meM arjuna ko kaha sake, ki tU ko mArane kA artha kyA hai? taba dUsarA bhI svayaM hai| taba tuma | phikara mata kara! tU sirpha eka usako yAda rkh| tU sirpha usa eka dUsare meM bhI apane ko phailA huA pAte ho| tabhI prema ghaTatA hai, | ko apane bhItara virAjamAna dekh| tU kevala usa eka ko pahacAna jaba dUsarA miTa jAtA hai| lekina dUsarA tabhI miTegA jaba tuma le jisakA tU upakaraNa mAtra hai| jo tujhase abhivyakta huA hai, | miTa jaao| isalie sArI yAtrA apane ghara se zarU hotI hai| basa ta usako pahacAna le| usakI zaraNAgati ho jaa| phira koI sArI pUjA, sArI prArthanA, sArI sAdhanA apane aMtartama se zurU | ciMtA nhiiN| phira tU yuddha kara na kara, kucha bheda nahIM pdd'taa| na hotI hai| | koI kabhI mArA gayA hai, na kabhI koI mArA jA sakatA hai| eka bAra bhItara ke sauMdarya kI jhalaka mila gayI ki tuma jahAM agara koI mujhase pUche, to kRSNa ne gItA meM jo kahA hai, vaha AMkha khologe vahIM, vahIM tuma use virAjamAna paaoge| tuma mahAvIra kA pariziSTa hai| agara mahAvIra prAraMbha haiM. to gItA aMta cakita hooge, tuma camatkRta hooge ki itane dina taka cUkate hai| bar3A muzkila hogA yaha samajhanA; kyoMki jainoM ko to gItA kaise rahe! inhIM rAstoM se gujare, yahI vRkSa the, yahI loga the, yahI se bar3A virodha rahA hai; kyoMki unheM to lagA yaha AdamI kRSNa, pazu-pakSI the, yahI koyala roja gIta gAtI rahI, yahI AMkheM thIM, | hiMsA kI tarapha uttejita kara rahA hai logoM ko, hiMsA kI tarapha bheja kala bhI inameM jhAMkA thA, lekina paramAtmA se cUkate kyoM rahe? | rahA hai| jainoM ko to aisA lagA ki arjuna to bhAga jAnA cAhatA 127 2010_03

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jina satra bhAgaH2 thA, jaina-muni honA cAhatA thA, chor3a denA cAhatA thA, yaha saba koI maratA kahAM! hiMsA hai-aura kRSNa ne isako bharamAyA, bhaTakAyA! to jainoM ne | ahiMsA pahale kadama para sikhAtI hai: mata maaro| kyoMki tumameM kSamA nahIM kiyA kRSNa ko, sAtaveM narka meM DAlA hai| aura saba | mArane kI bar3I AkAMkSA hai: dUsare ko vinaSTa karane kI bar3I pApI to chUTa jAeMge; lekina kRSNa aMtataH jaba yaha sRSTi pUrI | AkAMkSA hai| abhI tumheM yaha to dikhAyI par3anA saMbhava na ho samApta hogI taba chuutteNge| | sakegA ki dUsare meM paramAtmA hai| pahale mArane se ruko, tAki bAta tarkapUrNa hai: kyoMki aura pApiyoM ne pApa kiye hoM, lekina paramAtmA dikhAyI par3a jaae| phira dikhAyI par3a gayA paramAtmA, pApa ko darzana-zAstra to nahIM bnaayaa| aura pApiyoM ne hiMsA kI phira kRSNa kahate haiM, aba kyA phikira! aba agara paramAtmA kI ho, lekina aparAdha kA bhAva to unake bhItara thA hI ki hama galata marjI ho to mAro! kyoMki aba tuma jAnate ho ki mArane se bhI kara rahe haiN| kRSNa ne to galata ko sahI hai, aisA siddha kiyaa| | koI maratA nhiiN| yaha ahiMsA kA AkhirI kadama huaa| galata ko darzana diyaa| galata ko zAstra bnaayaa| to sAdhAraNa | lekina, pahale svayaM ke bhItara pratIti saghana honI caahie| pApiyoM ko to ThIka hai ki Aja nahIM kala unakA daMDa pUrA ho | jisane svayaM ko jAnA usane sabako jAna liyaa| jo usa eka ko jaaegaa| isa AdamI ko kitanA daMDa deM? isane to aparAdha kA | jAnane se cUka gayA, vaha saba jAnane se cUka gyaa| bhAva hI haTA diyaa| aparAdha kA bhAva ho to AdamI rUpAMtarita pachA hai, 'kala Apane kahA AMkha AkrAmaka hotI hai....|' hotA hai| hiMsA ho gayI, dukhI hotA hai; pazcAttApa karatA hai; AMkha kyA AkrAmaka hogI? tuma AkrAmaka ho, isalie vrata-niyama letA hai| apane karmoM ko dhone-poMchane kI, nirjarA kI AMkha bhI AkrAmaka ho jAtI hai| yaha to pahalA pATha tumheM diyA ciMtA karatA hai; zubha karma karatA hai ki azubha ho gayA hai, aba ki AMkha kI bajAya tuma kAna kI tarapha jhuko| isako tuma isako kisI taraha tarAjU ko barAbara karo, saMtulana karo; jIvana zAbdika arthoM meM mata lenaa| isakA kula itanA hI pratIka-artha hai meM hisAba kI vyavasthA biThAtA hai: Aja galatI ho gayI kalana | ki tuma sakriyatA se niSkriyatA kI tarapha jhuko; karane kI bajAya ho, isakA nirNaya letA hai| | na karane kI tarapha jhako: bAhara dauDane kI bajAya bhItara utaro: | kaSNa ne to samajhA diyA kI galatI hai hI nahIM. ho hI nahIM paruSa na hokara strI bano. grAhaka bano. AkrAmaka nhiiN| tama sktii| 'na hanyate hanyamAne shriire|' mArane se bhI kahIM zarIra | isase yaha matalaba mata samajha lenA ki AMkheM phor3a lo, ki AMkheM maratA hai? na Aga meM jalAne se jalatA, na zastroM se chedane se | baMda kara lo, ki aba to kAna se hI jiieNge| chidtaa| 'nainaM chiMdaMti zastrANi, nainaM dahati paavkH|' yaha to kevala pratIka thaa| kAna ke lie jo maiMne samajhAyA, vaha to yaha to hiMsA ke lie hai| isase bar3A aura prabala samarthana to kevala pratIka thaa| agara tumhArI samajha meM A jAe to phira kyA hogA? aisA jainoM ne smjhaa| cUka gaye! kyoMki ve mahAvIra tumhArI AMkha bhI kAna-jaisI hI ho jAegI; tumhAre hAtha bhI ko bhI nahIM samajhe, to kRSNa ko kaise samajheMge? mahAvIra ko kAna-jaise ho jaaeNge| yaha to iMdriyAM haiN| tumhAre hAtha meM maiM samajhA hotA, to kRSNa mahAvIra kA hI aMtima caraNa haiM; mahAvIra talavAra de dUM; talavAra thor3e hI kucha karatI hai, tuma para nirbhara hai| ne jo kahA, usakI hI niSpatti haiM, usakA hI parama rUpa haiN| tuma cAho to kisI strI ke sAtha balAtkAra kara sakate ho isa mahAvIra ne kahA, mata mAro, kyoMki dUsare meM bhI tumhAre jaisI hI talavAra ke kAraNa; aura tuma cAho to koI kisI strI ke sAtha cetanA virAjamAna hai| yaha pahalA kadama huA zikSA kAH mata balAtkAra karane jA rahA ho, to tuma usa talavAra ke kAraNa mAro, kyoMki dUsare meM bhI tumhAre jaisI hI cetanA virAjamAna hai| balAtkAra ko roka sakate ho| talavAra kyA karegI! maiMne tumheM jaba tuma isameM niSNAta ho gaye, taba dUsarA kadama uThatA hai, | mAcisa de dI; tuma cAho to dIyA jalA lo, aMdhere meM rozanI ho AkhirI zikSA AtI hai, carama zikSA AtI hai, ki aba agara jaae| tumhAre rAste para hI nahIM, dUsaroM ke rAste para dIyA jalA tuma mAranA cAho, to mAro, lekina tuma mAranevAle mata bnnaa| do; unake rAste para bhI rozanI ho jaae| aura tuma cAho to ghara meM agara paramAtmA kI marjI ho to tuma nimitta ho jaao| kyoMki Aga lagA do kisI ke| mAcisa meM thor3e hI kacha hai| mAcisa ne 28 Jan Education International 2010_03

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NEPAL zrI yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se - thor3e hI kahA hai ki kisI ke ghara meM Aga lagAo, ki dIyA itane loga, koI usake sAmane se nikala jAtA hai; koI galata, jalAo! tuma para nirbhara hai| niyama tor3a detA hai; koI usako pIche chor3a detA hai; koI usake AMkha bhI anAkrAmaka ho sakatI hai--tuma agara anAkrAmaka Age hai, vaha hArna bajAe jA rahA hai aura vaha haTatA hI nahIM hai! ho| aura kAna bhI AkrAmaka ho sakatA hai| mere eka mitra haiN| ve kahate haiM ki maiMne isIlie khuda kAra maiMne sunA, mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI usa para bar3I nArAja ho calAnI chor3a dI, kyoMki usameM gAlI denA bilakula jarUrI hai| rahI thii| aura cillA rahI thI ki bahuta ho gayA; aba mere usase bacA hI nahIM jA sktaa| machalI mArane kA kAma bhI aisA bardAzta ke bAhara hai| aba maiM aura bardAzta nahIM kara sktii| | hI hai| ghaMToM baiThe haiM aura machalI pakar3a meM nahIM AtI, kyA karo! mullA ne kahA hadda ho gayI! maiM kucha bolA hI nahIM huuN| maiM sirpha | yA kabhI-kabhI machalI phaMsa bhI jAtI hai aura tuma khIMca hI rahe the cupa baiThA hUM! usane kahA vaha mujhe mAlUma hai| lekina tuma isa DhaMga ki chUTa gyii| kabhI to aisA ho jAtA hai, hAtha meM bhI A gayI se capa baiThe ho ki aba bardAzta ke bAhara hai| | aura chalAMga lagA gyii| to machue bhI gAlI dene lagate haiN| cupa baiThanA bhI bardAzta ke bAhara ho sakatA hai| DhaMga para nirbhara yaha phosadika apane mitra ke sAtha machalI mArane gyaa| aura hai| tumhArI khAmozI meM bhI hiMsA ho sakatI hai| tuma isalie cupa usa mitra ne lauTakara apanI patnI se kahA ki Aja eka bar3I baiTha sakate ho ki tuma itanI gahana hiMsA se bhare ho ki aba tuma hairAnI kI bAta dekhii| jaba phosadika ne eka kucha kahanA bhI nahIM caahte| lekina tumhArI cuppI meM bhI gAlI ho | ghaMToM kI mehanata ke bAda, to vaha bar3A khuza thA; lekina jaise hI sakatI hai| gAlI ke lie bolanA hI thor3e hI jarUrI hai, binA | usane hAtha meM uThAyI vaha chalAMga lagA gayI aura nAva ke bAhara bole gAlI ho sakatI hai| tumhAre uThane-baiThane ke DhaMga meM gAlI ho | kUda gyii| to mitra ne kahA, maiM socatA thA ki aba to isake muMha sakatI hai| tuma jisa DhaMga se dUsare ko sunate ho, usameM gAlI ho se kucha apazabda nikalegA, koI gAlI! lekina phosadika sakatI hai| bilakala cupa rahA, kucha bhI nahIM bolaa| mitra ne apanI patnI ko tumane dekhA kabhI? koI AdamI ghara aayaa| tuma sunanA nahIM kahA ki itanI apavitra zAMti maiMne kabhI nahIM dekhii| apavitra caahte| tuma usake sAmane baiThakara hI jamhAI lete ho| tuma usase | zAMti! dharmaguru hai, gAlI de nahIM sakatA, apazabda bola nahIM kucha kahate nhiiN| kahate to tuma ho, bar3I kRpA huI, Ae! kitane | sktaa| lekina zAMti bhI apavitra ho sakatI hai| cupa rahane meM bhI | dinoM se AMkheM tarasa gayI thIM! kahate to tuma yahI ho| kahate to | tIra ho sakate haiM, kAMTe ho sakate haiM, jahara ho sakatA hai| tuma ho, atithi to devatA hai! aura jamhAI le rahe ho| bAra-bAra tuma sabhI jAnate ho| cupa rahakara bhI tuma coTa pahuMcA sakate ghar3I dekha rahe ho| aba aura kyA kahanA hai? kucha sira para ho| kabhI-kabhI to aisA hotA hai ki bolakara itanI gaharI coTa hathaur3A mAroge tabhI usakI samajha meM AegA? koI bola rahA hai, pahuMcAyI hI nahIM jA sakatI, jitanI cupa rahakara pahuMcAyI jA | tuma bAra-bAra ghar3I dekha rahe ho| tuma kyA kaha rahe ho? zAyada | sakatI hai| tumheM bhI patA na ho| tuma binA kahe kucha kaha rahe ho| tumhAre | to jarUrI nahIM hai ki tumhArA kAna maiMne kaha diyA ki bolane meM, tumhAre sunane meM, tumhAre uThane-baiThane meM, na bolane meM, | anAkrAmaka hai, to ho| tuma para nirbhara hai| yaha to pratIka thaa| | cupa rahane meM saba tarapha se hiMsA ho sakatI hai| sunane aura dekhane meM bheda hai| kAna sunatA hai, grahaNa karatA hai| maine sunA hai, amarIkA kA eka bar3A dhArmika upadezaka hai, | AMkha jAtI hai, chUtI hai, khojatI hai| basa itanA pratIka thaa| tuma DAkTara phosdik| usake saMbaMdha meM eka mitra kisI ko kaha rahA | kAna-jaise bnnaa| tumhArI AMkha bhI kAna-jaisI bana jaae| vaha thA ki hama donoM sAtha-sAtha machalI mArane gye| aba kucha bhI grAhaka ho| vaha isa parama sauMdarya ko, jo cAroM tarapha phailA hai, mAmalA aisA hai...machalI mAranevAle yA kAra calAnevAle, kucha | ise piie| ise ughAr3e na, balAtkAra na kare! vyabhicAra na kare, kAma aise haiM ki vaha gAlI denA sIkha hI jAte haiN| kAra coTa na kare! basa itanI bAta thii| calAnevAlA gAlI na de, bar3A muzkila! krodha A hI jAtA hai| yaha ho sakatA hai| lekina yaha hogA tumhAre rUpAMtaraNa se| 291 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 tIsarA prazna : 'raso vai saH' ke saMdarbha meM batAeM ki kyA svAda bistara bichAo, to usI ko dekhnaa| jAganA bhI usI meM; jaba ko bhI paramAtma-anubhUti kA sAdhana banAyA jA sakatA hai? AMkha kholo, to usI ko dekhnaa| yahI to artha thA prAcIna paraMparAoM kA ki loga prabhu kA smaraNa karate sote, rAma-rAma banAe jAne kA savAla hI nahIM hai| sabhI anubhava usI ke japate hue sote| yaha koI japane kI bAta nahIM hai ki tumane sAdhana haiN| svAda bhii| rAma-rAma zabda doharA diyA aura so gye| bhAva dazA kii| ki maiM tumheM asvAda nahIM sikhaataa| maiM tumheM parama svAda sikhAtA | rAma kA nAma hI japate utthte| bhAva dazA kI! AMkha kholate to huuN| AMkha bhI usI ko dekhe| kAna bhI usI ko suneN| hAtha usI usI ko dekhate; AMkha baMda karate to usI ko dekhte| usI meM hai ko chueN| rasa usI kA hI tumhArI jihvA meM utare, tumhAre kaMTha ke nIMda, usI meM hai jaagRti| bhojana karate, to bhI usI ke pAra jaae| tuma use hI khAo aura tuma use hI pIo, aura tuma nAma-smaraNa se karate; thor3A bhoga pahale use lagA dete| pahale use hI bichAo aura tuma use hI oddh'o| vahI ho jAe tumhArA bhoga, phira bhojana; to bhojana bhI pavitra ho gyaa| to phira bhojana saba kch| tuma usI meM snAna karo, tuma usI meM zvAsa lo! tama | bhI prArthanA ho gyii| usI meM calo, usI meM baiTho; usI meM bolo, usI meM suno! ise tuma aisA samajho ki bhUkha lage tumheM, to bhI jAnanA usI ko tumhArA sArA jIvana usI se bhara jaae| kyoMki paramAtmA koI bhUkha lagI tumhAre bhiitr| saca bhI yahI hai, vahI bhUkhA hotA hai| khaMDa nahIM hai ki tuma gaye maMdira, ghaMTA-bhara paramAtmA ko de diyA vahI jItA hai| vahI janmatA hai| vahI vidA hotA hai| vahI zarIra meM aura teIsa ghaMTe apane lie bacA liye| yaha to dhokhA hai| aise AyA, vahI zarIra se jaaegaa| usakI hI bhUkha, usakI hI kahIM kucha jIvana meM krAMti nahIM hotii| yaha to tumane hisAba kara | pyaas| to uThanA-baiThanA hI phira paryApta ArAdhanA ho jAtI hai| liyA ki calo eka ghaMTe paramAtmA ko de deM, dUsarI duniyA bhI ArAdhanA aisI anusyUta ho jAe jaise shvaas| yAda bhI alaga se samhAla lii| yaha duniyA to teIsa ghaMTe samhAla hI rahe haiN| kucha na karanI par3e, to hI tuma parama mukti ke svAda ko cakha skoge| vaha eka ghaMTA mahaMgA nahIM hai| aura usa eka ghaMTe bhI tuma paramAtmA vaha rasarUpa hai| isalie jahAM bhI rasa mile, usI ko samarpaNa ke maMdira meM ho kaise sakate ho? jo AdamI teIsa ghaMTe paramAtmA kara denaa| bhojana meM rasa Ae, prasanna honA ki prabhu prasanna huA, ke viparIta jI rahA ho, vaha eka ghaMTe paramAtmA meM jIegA kaise? use rasa milaa| tama kevala sAdhana ho| tamhAre mAdhyama se usane aisA samajho ki gaMgA basa kAzI meM Akara pavitra ho jAtI Aja phira bhojana kiyaa| tuma mAdhyama ho| tumhAre mAdhyama se ho--pahale apavitra, bAda meM phira apavitra-aisA kaise hogA? Aja usane phira bagIce ke phUloM kI sugaMdha lii| vahI to tumhAre gaMgA to satata dhArA hai| agara pahale pavitra thI. to hI kAzI meM bhItara caitanya hokara baiThA hai| tuma to miTTI ke dIye ho; jyoti to pavitra ho skegii| aura kAzI meM pavitra hai, to Age bhI pavitra hI usakI hai| saba anubhava usake haiN| rhegii| zRMkhalA hai, sAtatya hai, silasilA hai| aisA jo vyakti bhAva meM nimajjita hone lage aura saba bhAMti to aisA thor3e hI hai ki tuma maMdira ke dvAra para Ae, bAhara to | apane ko paramAtmA meM gUMtha le-isI ko mahAvIra ne kahA, suI pavitra nahIM the; bhItara gaye, ghaMTA bajAyA-pavitra ho gaye, prArthanA | gira jAe, binA dhAgA-piroyI, to kho jAtI hai| dhAgA-piroyI kara lI! phira bAhara Ae, phira cogA badala liyA, phira pavitra | suI gira bhI jAe to nahIM khotii| aisA nimajjita huA vyakti ho gae, phira apavitra ho gaye, phira baiTha gaye apanI dukAna para, | | agara bhaTaka bhI jAe to nahIM bhttktaa| kyoMki aise vyakti ke phira vahI karane lage jo kala taka karate the| usa maMdira meM jAne ne bhaTakane kA upAya hI na rhaa| yaha bhaTakAva bhI usI kA hai| agara tumhAre jIvana meM koI rUpAMtaraNa na kiyaa| aise vyakti kI nAva majhadhAra meM bhI DUba jAe to use ciMtA nahIM nahIM. dharma to caubIsa ghaMTe kI bAta hai| taba to baDI kaThinAI hotii| majhadhAra bhI usI kI hai| aise vyakti ko koI ciMtA hotI hai| caubIsa ghaMTe agara dharma meM jInA ho, to tuma kahoge bar3A hI nhiiN| sabhI kucha usI kA hai! isa samarpaNa-bhAva se tumheM saba muzkila hai! isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki sonA bhI usI meN| jaba jagaha usI kA rasa Ane lgegaa| 130 2010_03

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se Rgveda meM vacana hai : 'kevalAgho bhavati kevlaadi|' akele zarAba meM bhI sauMdarya A gyaa| mata khAnA, bAMTakara khaanaa| akele khAne meM pApa hai| khAne meM pApa pApa bhI puNya ho sakatA hai| puNya bhI pApa ho sakatA hai| nhiiN| anna to brahma hai| lekina akele khAne meM pApa hai| chInakara jIvana bar3A jaTila hai| jIvana gaNita jaisA nahIM hai| agara tumane khAne meM pApa hai| curAkara khAne meM pApa hai| bAMTakara khaanaa| gaNita kI taraha pakar3A to tuma cUka jaaoge| to kabhI-kabhI tuma sAjhedAra banAkara khaanaa| phira pApa kho gyaa| puNya bhI kara sakate ho aura vaha pApa ho| aura kabhI-kabhI tuma jitanA tuma bAMTa sako, jo bhI tumhAre pAsa hai, use tuma | pApa bhI kara sakate ho aura puNya ho jaae| aharniza baaNtto| gA sakate ho, to gAo-gIta baaNtto| nAca | maiMne unase kahA, puNya ho gyaa| Apa bulAkara pIte haiM, akele sakate ho, to nAco-nAca baaNtto| jo bhI tumhAre pAsa hai, use nahIM pI sakate, chipakara nahIM pI sakate-basa, ThIka hai| phailate baaNtto| basa puNya ho jaaegaa| bAMTane meM puNya hai| roka lene meM haiM-zubha hai| Aja yaha zarAba pIkara phaila rahe haiM, kala aura bar3I pApa hai| | zarAba pIkara bhI phaileNge| phailanA to jArI hai| sAgara kI tarapha yaha bar3A mahatvapUrNa sUtra hai| nadI Thahara jAe to pApa hai| nadI cala to rahe haiN| Thaharakara DabarA bana jAe to pApa hai| bahatI rahe, sAgara kI tarapha yaha Rgveda kA sUtra : 'kevalAgho bhavati kevalAdi'-vahI uMDalatI rahe, sAgara meM jAkara utaratI rahe-phira pApa nhiiN| pApamaya hai bhojana, jo akele kara liyA jAe, bAMTA na jaae| jo tumhAre jIvana meM bahAva rahe! bhojana karo, lekina...tumane bhI ho tumhAre pAsa-bhojana kI hI bAta nahIM hai--jo bhI rasapUrNa khayAla kiyA, pazuoM ko dekhA, pazu jaba bhI bhojana karate haiM to ho, jo bhI AnaMdapUrNa ho, use chipAkara mata baitthnaa| prakAza uThAkara bhojana akele meM bhAga jAte haiN| bAMTa nahIM sakate, | tumhAre bhItara jage to use DhAMka mata lenaa| bhayabhIta haiN| dUsarA duzmana hai! AdamI akelA prANI hai saMsAra | jIsasa ne kahA hai apane ziSyoM ko ki jaba tumhAre bhItara meM, jo dUsare ko nimaMtraNa dekara bhojana karatA hai| bulA lAtA hai| paramAtmA kA svara gUMje, to car3ha jAnA chappara para, jitane jora se mere eka prophesara the| bahuta pyAre AdamI the! durguNa eka cillA sako, cillAnA; tAki jo gaharI nIMda meM soe haiM, ve bhI thA-zarAbI the| maiM unake ghara eka bAra mehamAna huaa| thA suna leM, ve bhI vaMcita na raha jaaeN| unakA vidyArthI meM, lekina unakA bar3A sammAna mere prati thaa| ve to jo tumhAre pAsa ho, use bAMTanA, phailAnA! bar3e becaina hue ki ve zarAba kaise pIeMge; aba ye kucha dina maiM saMskRta kA zabda 'brahma' bar3A prItikara hai! isakA artha hotA unake ghara rhuuNgaa| maiMne unheM kucha becaina dekhaa| maiMne pUchA ki hai jo phailatA hI calA jAtA hai; jo vistIrNa hI hotA calA mAmalA kyA hai? Apa kucha becaina mAlUma hote haiN| unhoMne kahA jAtA hai| Adhunika vijJAna ne brahma zabda ko bar3A nayA artha de ki tumase chupAnA kyA! mujhe zarAba pIne kI Adata hai| to maiMne | diyA hai| AiMsTIna ke pahale taka aisA samajhA jAtA thA ki kahA, Apa pI sakate haiN| isameM parezAna hone kI kyA bAta hai? | saMsAra kitanA hI bar3A ho, phira bhI isakI sImA to hogI hii| unhoMne kahA ki parezAna hone kI bAta hai ki maiM akelA nahIM pI hama na pA sakate hoM sImA, hamArI sAmarthya na ho, hamAre sAdhana sktaa| do-cAra-dasa ko bulAtA hai, taba pI sakatA huuN| vaha sImita hoM, para phira bhI kahIM isakI sImA to hogI hii| yaha bAta hullar3a macegI, tumheM acchA na lgegaa| khayAla meM thii| aura yaha bhI bAta khayAla meM thI ki yaha saMsAra maiMne kahA, phira zarAba pApa na rahI, phira puNya ho gyii| maiM bhI jaisA hai, basa vaisA hI hai| aba isameM nayA kyA ho sakatA hai! bailUMgA aura majA luuNgaa| pI to nahIM sakatA, kyoMki maiMne koI nayA AegA kahAM se? saMsAra ke bAhara to kucha aura hai nhiiN| to aura zarAba pI lI hai aura aba koI zarAba usake Upara nahIM ho jo hai, hai| isI meM rUpAMtaraNa hotA rahatA hai, rUpa badalate rahate haiN| sktii| lekina bailuuNgaa| yaha to puNya ho gayA, yaha to prArthanA ho | nadI kA jala sAgara meM gira jAtA hai| sAgara kA jala bAdaloM meM gayI ki Apa logoM ko bulAkara pIte haiN| yaha to mujhe atyaMta uTha jAtA hai| bAdaloM kA jala nadI meM gira jAtA hai| lekina jala khuzI kI bAta mAlUma par3I ki Apa akele nahIM pI skte| to to ghUmatA rahatA hai-vahI kA vahI hai| 31 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 phira AiMsTIna kI khojoM ne eka bar3A anaThA AyAma kholaa| utanA pAoge milane lgaa| aura kucha bhI pApa nahIM hai, roka lenA vaha AyAma yaha thA ki saMsAra jaisA hai vaisA hI nahIM hai, vistIrNa | pApa hai| ho rahA hai| 'eksapaiMDiMga yuunivrs|' phailatA jA rahA hai| bar3I arthazAstrI kahate haiM ki rupayA jitanA cale utanA samAja saMpanna tIvra gati se phaila rahA hai! jaise koI choTA baccA apane gubbAre meM hotA hai| isIlie to rupaye ko 'kareMsI' kahate haiN| 'kareMsI' havA bhara rahA ho aura gubbArA bar3A hotA jA rahA ho! taba brahma kA matalaba, jo calatA rahe, bhramaNa karatA rhe| aba samajha lo zabda ke naye artha ubharakara aae| ki dasa AdamI haiM gAMva meM aura dasoM ke pAsa dasa rupaye haiM, ve dasoM brahma zabda kA artha hotA hai : 'di eksapaiMDiMga vn|' vaha jo apane rupayoM ko rakhakara baiTha gaye haiM, to gAMva meM kevala dasa rupaye phailatA hI jA rahA hai| brahma kA artha hai: vistIrNa hotA jA rahA haiN| phira dasoM apane rupayoM ko calAte haiN| eka-dUsare se sAmAna hai| jo ThaharA nahIM hai| jo kahIM ThaharatA nhiiN| jo kisI sImA ko kharIdate haiN| eka kA rupayA dUsare ke pAsa jAtA hai, dUsare kA sImA nahIM banAtA, jo hamezA sImA ke Upara se baha jAtA hai| tIsare ke pAsa jAtA hai--dasa rupaye ke sau ho jAte haiM, hajAra ho agara tumheM paramAtmA ko jAnanA ho, to choTe paimAne para hI sahI, jAte haiN| kyoMki rupayA AtA hai, jAtA hai| pakar3e raho, to eka lekina tuma bhI sImA mata bnaanaa| phailanA, phailate jAnA! sugaMdha hI rahatA hai| AtA rahe, jAtA rahe, to aneka ho jAte haiN| tuma ho tumhAre pAsa, bAMTanA havAoM ko! prakAza ho, bAMTa denA rAstoM gar3Akara rakha do jamIna meM, to 'kareMsI' 'kareMsI' na rahI, mara para! bodha ho, de denA dUsaroM ko! jo kucha bhI tumhAre pAsa gyii| isIlie to kaMjUsa AdamI se abhAgA AdamI duniyA meM ho...! dUsarA nahIM hai| 'kareMsI' mAra DAlatA hai| calane nahIM detaa| aura aisA to kauna hai manuSya jisake pAsa kucha bhI na ho! aisA calana ko roka detA hai| nadI ko bahane nahIM detA, DabarA banA letA to manaSya hai hI nahIM koI ki jisake pAsa kacha bhI na ho| hai| phira DabarA saDatA hai| phira Dabare meM ghAsa-pAta girate haiM paramAtmA to sabhI ke bhItara hai, isalie kucha na kucha to hogaa| badabU AtI hai| kRpaNa AdamI meM badabU AtI hai| khojnaa| tuma akAraNa nahIM ho skte| tumhAre dvArA usane koI isIlie to dAnI kI itanI mahimA rahI hai| dAna ko dharma kA | gIta gAnA hI cAhA hai| tamhAre dvArA usane koI nAca nAcanA hI AdhAra kahA hai: lobha ko pApa kaa| kAraNa, lobha roka letA hai| cAhA hai| tumhAre dvArA usane koI phUla khilAnA hI cAhA hai| dAna bAMTa detA hai| dAna se cIjeM phailatI haiN| aura jo bAta bAhara vyartha tuma nahIM ho skte| tumhArI koI niyati hai| tumhAre bhItara kI saMpadA ke saMbaMdha meM sahI hai, maiM tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM, bhItara chipA huA koI rAja hai| kholo, khojo! mere lie dharma usI kI saMpadA ke saMbaMdha meM aura bhI jyAdA sahI hai| jaba bAhara taka rahasya ko khojane kI kuMjI hai| tuma tuma bano! tumhArI niyati kI saMpadA roka lene se mara jAtI hai--marI-marAyI saMpadA bhI roka khule, bikhare, phaile| tumhAre jIvana meM bAr3ha aae| lene se mara jAtI hai-jaba bAhara kI saMpadA calAne se isI ko to mahAvIra ne kahA ki muni jaise-jaise usa azrutapUrva marI-marAyI saMpadA bhI jIvita mAlUma hone lagatI hai, to bhItara kI ko sunatA, jAnatA; jaise-jaise atizaya rasa ke atireka se thor3I soco! vahAM kA dhana to jIvaMta dhana hai| use rokA ki bharatA, vaise-vaise praphullita hotA; vaise-vaise utsAhita hotA; gayA! use calane do| calana meM rahane do| 'kareMsI' bnaao| vaise-vaise phala khilane lagate haiM, kamala khilane lagate haiM, eka hI pApa hai merI dRSTi meN| aura vaha pApa hai, jo tumheM milA hai paMkhur3iyAM khulane lagatI haiM, kaliyAM phUla bntiiN| phailo! kalI bhItara, usa para tuma sAMpa kI taraha kuMDalI mArakara baiTha gaye ho, to mata raha jaanaa| vahI durbhAgya hai| pApa hai| use bAMTo! paramAtmA bAMTane ke niyama ko mAnatA hai, mere lie adhArmika AdamI vahI hai, jo kalI raha gyaa| phailane ke niyama ko mAnatA hai| tuma bhI phailo! dhArmika vahI hai, jo phUla bana gyaa| phUlo! phailo! koI sImA nahIM, svAda meM koI pApa nahIM; lekina svAda akele mata lenaa| mata baaNdho| bAr3ha bno| aura tuma jitanA phailoge, tuma pAoge baaNttnaa| bhojana meM koI pApa nahIM hai| usI kI bhUkha hai! lekina utanI jyAdA phailane kI kSamatA Ane lgii| tuma jitanA bAMToge, jo tumhAre pAsa ho use bAMTakara khaanaa| itanA bhara smaraNa rahe ki 132 Jair Education International 2010_03

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se kisI bhI cIja kI mAlakiyata mata bnaanaa| Ae hAtha meM, calI | kabhI-kabhI tuma cauMkakara pAoge, kauna-kauna hai? jAne denaa| jaisI AyI, vaisI jAne denA, bahane denaa| jahAM tuma jaba surati baMdhegI, jaba merA tumhArA dhAgA milegA, to mAlika bane, vahIM pApa zurU huaa| jaba taka tuma mAlika nahIM | acAnaka 'maiM' aura 'tU' kI AvAjeM baMda ho jaaeNgii| sunane ke ho, kevala saMpadA ko yahAM se vahAM jAne dene ke mAdhyama ho, kisI gahana kSaNa meM kabhI-kabhI kSaNabhara ko 'tArI' laga upakaraNa ho, nimitta mAtra ho-vahAM taka paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara jaaegii| vaha kSaNabhara kI 'tArI' samAdhi ke anubhava-jaisI hai| khUba khilegA, khUba phailegaa| to eka hI sUtra yAda rakhane jaisA hai: kSaNabhara kA hai--AegA, jAegA lekina svAda de jaaegaa| kRpaNa mata honaa| bUMda eka gira jAegI amRta kii| phira tuma tdd'poge| phira tuma vahI na ho sakoge jo tuma the kala tk| tama kisI ko samajhA bhI cauthA prazna : pichale dina ApakA pravacana sunate hue ApakI na sakoge ki kyA ho gayA hai| batAne kA bhI koI upAya na AvAja se hRdaya aura karNa-taMtuoM para eka ajIba taraha kA | paaoge| bebUjha hogI ghttnaa| lekina itanI gahana hogI ki use kaMpana huA aura taba se sAdhAraNa dhvaniyAM bhI ajIba kaMpana | tuma inakAra bhI na kara skoge| aura AnaMda kI lahara paidA kara rahI haiN| kRpayA batAeM ki kyA | / idhara maiM bola rahA hUM, to tumheM kucha samajhAne ko nhiiN| isa buddhapuruSoM ke svara meM kucha hai, jo vizeSa prabhAva paidA karatA hai? khayAla meM par3anA hI mt| yahAM maiM bola rahA hUM tumheM kucha samajhAne sAtha hI ApakI upasthiti meM eka vizeSa AnaMdadAyaka gaMdha ko nhiiN| yahAM maiM bola rahA hUM ki bolane ke mAdhyama se merA aura milatI hai; aura vaha kabhI Azrama meM aura kabhI dhyAna ke samaya tumhArA tAlamela kisI kSaNa baiTha jaae| kaba baiTha jAe, koI bhI milatI hai| isa saMdarbha meM bhI batAeM ki kyA kAla yA jAnatA nhiiN| kaba kisakA baiTha jAe, koI jAnatA nhiiN| kaba samaya-vizeSa kI vizeSa gaMdha bhI hotI hai? | kisakI ghar3I A jAe, koI jAnatA nhiiN| magara sunate-sunate...isIlie to roja bole calA jAtA huuN| agara sunoge yadi, to kucha nizcita kaMpegA hRdaya meN| jagaha doge mujhe kucha samajhAnA hotA, to bAta khatama ho jaatii| yaha bAta khatama bhItara Ane kI thor3I; rAha meM na ar3akara khar3e ho jAoge; | honevAlI nahIM hai, kyoMki samajhAne se isakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| dvAra-daravAjA baMda na karoge, khologe; to havAeM AeMgI, sUraja yaha bAta calatI rhegii| kyoMki isakA prayojana kucha aura hI hai| kI rozanI AegI, bhItara kacha hogaa| agara tamane majhe jagaha dI, isakA prayojana rAsAyanika hai, bau to jo mere bhItara huA hai, usake kaMpana tuma taka phuNceNge| 'alkemikala' hai| isakA prayojana hai ki sunate-sunate, , yahI to satsaMga kA artha hai| yahI to sArA prayojana hai ki maiM sunate-sunate, kabhI-kabhI eka kSaNa ko tuma apane ko bhUla yahAM hUM aura tuma yahAM ho| yahI to prayojana hai ki kisI bhAMti mere jaaoge| sunane meM lavalIna ho jAoge, tallIna ho jAoge, hRdaya aura tumhAre hRdaya kI layabaddhatA baMdha jaae| kisI bhAMti, | tanmaya ho jAoge; eka kSaNa ko tuma bhUla jAoge, vaha jo jisa laya se, jisa taraMga se maiM jI rahA hUM, usa taraMga kA tumheM bhI ahaMkAra tuma caubIsa ghaMTe pakar3e rakhate ho, eka kSaNa ko tumhAre thor3A-sA svAda A jAe, anubhava A jaae| | hAtha se chUTa jaaegaa| kisI paMkti ke kAvya meM DUbakara, kSaNabhara upAya kyA hai? ko tuma chuTakArA pA jAoge apanI sahaja ahaMkAra kI vyavasthA thor3I dUra mere sAtha clo| thor3I dUra mere sAtha dhdd'ko| thor3I dUra se| usI kSaNa meM milana ho jaaegaa| usI kSaNa meM tIra kI taraha maiM mere sAtha zvAsa lo| jaba tuma mujhe gaura se sunoge, to tuma tumhAre hRdaya meM cubha jaauuNgaa| eka bUMda tuma para barasa jaaegii| pAoge, tuma vahAM sunanevAle nahIM rahe, maiM yahAM bolanevAlA nahIM megha to dUra haiM, lekina eka bUMda barasa jAe, to phira cAtaka rahA, donoM kI sImA-rekhAeM kahIM ghula-mila gyiiN| kabhI-kabhI | pratIkSA kara sakatA hai janmoM-janmoM tk| phira koI ar3acana nahIM tuma pAoge, tuma yahAM bolanevAle hokara baiTha gaye, maiM vahAM | hai| phira cAtaka jAnatA hai ki hotA hai satya hotA hai prema hotI sunanevAlA hokara baiTha gyaa| hai prArthanA; hote haiM aise kSaNa jinako paramAtmA ke kahane ke 33 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 atirikta aura koI upAya nahIM ki hai paramAtmA! ki kahIM paidA huI, vaha taraMga tumhArI hai| isalie mere sunane se tuma usako aisI ghar3I AtI hai jIvana meM, jaba hajAra-hajAra sUraja pragaTa ho bAMdha mata lenaa| vaha taraMga to tumhArI hai| merA bolanA to jAte haiN| hajAra-hajAra nIlakamala tumhAre prANoM meM khila jAte haiN| nimitta-mAtra thaa| mere bolane kI saMgati meM tuma apane hI bhItara ke bolatA hUM; isa bolane kA prayojana aise hI hai jaise koI kisI chipe hue tala se paricita hue ho| lekina paricita tuma saMgItajJa vINA ko bjaae| to kucha samajhAne ko nahIM bjaataa| | apane hI bhItara ke tala se hue ho| mere prakAza meM jo tumane dekhA tuma mujhe eka vINAvAdaka kI taraha yAda rkhnaa| yaha bolanA merI hai, vaha tumhArA hI hai; vaha merA nahIM hai| rozanI merI hogI, lekina vINA hai| yaha jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM, kaha kama rahA hUM, gA jyAdA jo khajAnA tumane khoja liyA hai vaha tumhArA hI hai| rahA huuN| isakA prayojana tumhArI samajha meM A jAe, to basa kAphI isalie tuma yaha mata socanA ki vaha, yahAM mujhe sunanA tumane hai| vaha prayojana itanA hI hai, isa vAdya ko sunate-sunate...jaise | baMda kiyA ki kho jaaegaa| jo isa taraha ho ki mere sunane se paidA vINA ko sunate-sunate kabhI-kabhI 'tArI' laga jAtI hai| Dolane | ho aura bAhara jAte hI kho jAe, to samajhanA ki tumane sunA hI lagatA hai aadmii| kucha bhItara kaMpane lagatA hai| koI patthara jaisI nhiiN| vaha bauddhika thaa| vaha sira kI khujalAhaTa thii| suna cIja bhItara pighalane lagatI hai, bahane lagatI hai| eka kSaNa ko liyA, acchA lagA, manoraMjana huA, lekina tuma kahIM hile. eka jharokhA khulatA, eka vAtAyana khulatA, AkAza dikhAyI nhiiN| tumhArI nIMva kA koI patthara na srkaa| tumhAre bhItara koI par3a jAtA hai| jaise bijalI kauMdha gyii| aMdherA kho gayA--eka naye kA udaghATana na huA, koI naye kA AviSkAra na huaa| to kSaNa ko sahI-lekina phira tuma jAnate ho ki prakAza hai, aura thor3I-sI zabdoM kI, sUcanAoM kI, tathyoM kI saMpadA bar3ha tuma yaha bhI jAnate ho ki rAha hai| eka kSaNa ko dikhI thI bijalI jAegI, udhArI thor3I aura tumhArI bar3ha jaaegii| tuma aura udhAra kI kauMdha meM, lekina dikha gyii| aba tumheM koI yaha nahIM kaha ho gaye, tumhArA nagada honA aura bhI DhaMka gyaa| isase kucha lAbha sakatA ki rAha nahIM hai, aura tumheM koI yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki na hogaa| tuma jJAnI bana jAoge, paMDita bana jAoge, lekina prakAza saba kalpanA hai, ki prakAza saba sapanA hai| aba tumheM isase dharma kA janma na hogaa| koI bhI jhuThalA na skegaa| yaha hai pryojn| agara saca meM tumane sunA, aisI gahanatA se sunA ki tumhArA pUrA to aisA ho sakatA hai, sanate-sanate eka kaMpana ho gayA ho| ho | vyaktitva jaise kAna ho gayA_AMkha bhI kAna. hAtha bhI kAna. jAe kaMpana, to ekadama kho bhI na jAegA, kyoMki itanA gaharA hRdaya bhI kAna-jaise tuma sirpha eka dvAra ho gaye, aura tumane mujhe ghaTatA hai! phira tuma cale bhI jAoge uThakara yahAM se, to kaMpana Ane diyA--tumhAre Upara nirbhara hai ki kitanA mujhe Ane jArI rhegaa| aura taba una kaMpatI huI nayI taraMgoM ke AdhAra se doge--agara tuma mujhe pUrA Ane do to taraMgeM nahIM, aMdhar3a uTha jaba tama vakSoM ko dekhoge, to unakI hariyAlI aura hI hogI! jaaeNge| agara tuma mujhe pUrA Ane do to tUphAna uTha jaaeNge| agara unhIM phUloM ko jinheM kala bhI dekhA thA, phira dekhoge, tuma pAoge | tuma mujhe pUrA A jAne do, himmata karake tuma pUre dvAra-daravAje una phUloM kI komalatA aura hI hai! koI divya AbhA unheM ghere khola do aura kaho ki Ao, rAjI hUM-isI ko to maiM saMnyAsa hai| hariyAlI ke cAroM tarapha koI AbhAmaMDala vRkSoM ko ghere hai| kahatA hUM, isI ko to maiM dIkSA kahatA hUM to tuma phira dubArA unhIM logoM ko dekhoge, apanI patnI ko ghara jAkara dekhoge aura vahI na ho skoge| eka naye jIvana kA prAraMbha huaa| phira to mujhe pAoge, vaha tumhArI patnI hI nahIM, usameM paramAtmA bhI hai| apane bolane kI bhI jarUrata na hogii| agara tuma rAjI ho aura khule ho, pati ko ghara jAkara dekhoge, to pati honA gauNa ho jAegA, usakA to merI cuppI bhI tumheM kNpaaegii| kyoMki asalI meM merA savAla paramAtmA honA pramukha ho jaaegaa| apane beTe ko dekhoge, to beTA | hI nahIM hai| hI nahIM raha jaaegaa| merI khAmozI-e-dila para na jAo isa naye anubhava ke AdhAra para tumhAre jIvana kI sArI saMracanA ki isameM rUha kI AvAja bhI hai | meM krAMti hone lgegii| kyoMki jo taraMga tumhAre bhItara mujhe sunakara bolatA hUM, yA cupa hUM, isase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| bolUM to 2010_03

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se rUha kI AvAja hai, na bolUM to rUha kI AvAja hai| kala bhI-maiM khuuNgaa| tuma jaba sunane meM tatpara ho jAoge, jaba tuma sunane meM kuzala | kavi ke ye zabda bar3e gahana haiN| ho jAoge, to tuma merI cuppI ko bhI suna sakoge, mere mauna ko | paramAtmA jaba utaratA hai, chipAnA mushkil| paramAtmA jaba bhI suna skoge| utaratA hai, to use pragaTa hone dene se rokanA mushkil| paramAtmA merI khAmozI-e-dila para na jAo jaba utaratA hai, to pragaTa hogA hii| ki isameM rUha kI AvAja bhI hai eka maciyA hai, sUkhI ghAsa-phUsa kI merA yaha bhAva-yaMtra Aja tuma zabda na do, na do cAhe vaha merI asamarthatA se baMdhA ho kala bhI maiM kahUMgA merA to nahIM hai yaha tuma parvata ho abhrabhedI zilAkhaMDoM ke gariSThapuMja usameM chipegA nahIM aughar3a tumhArA dAna cAMpe isa nirjhara ko raho, raho sAdhya nahIM mujhase, kisI se cAhe sadhA ho tumhAre raMdhra-raMdhra se Aja nahIM tumhIM ko rasa detA huA kala sahI, phUTakara-maiM bahUMgA cAhUM bhI to kaba taka chAtI meM dabAe tumhIM ne dhamanI meM bAMdhA hai lahU kA vega yaha Aga-maiM rahUMgA yaha maiM anukSaNa jAnatA hUM Aja tuma zabda na do, na do gIta jahAM saba kacha hai, tuma dhati-pAramitA kala bhI-maiM khuuNgaa| jIvana ke sahaja chaMda jisake jIvana meM paramAtmA utarA hai, use khojanA hI par3egA tumheM pahacAnatA hUM saMvAda kA koI upaay| use zabda khojane hI par3eMge, kyoMki use mAMgo tuma cAho joH mAMgoge, dUMgA bAMTanA pdd'egaa| use sAjhIdAra banAne hI hoNge| tuma doge jo-maiM sahUMgA yahAM maiM bole calA jA rahA hUM, sirpha isIlie ki tuma sAjhIdAra Aja nahIM bno| nimaMtraNa hai merA ki jo mujhe huA hai, cAho to tumheM bhI ho kala sahI, sakatA hai| Aga yahAM lagI hai, eka cinagArI bhI tuma le lo to kala nahIM tumhAre bhI sUrya prajvalita ho jaaeN| dIyA yahAM jalA hai, tuma jarA yuga-yuga bAda hI mere pAsa A jAo, yA mujhe pAsa A jAne do, to tumhArA dIyA merA to nahIM hai yaha bhI jala jaae| jalate hI merA na raha jaaegaa| jalate hI tuma cAhe vaha merI asamarthatA se baMdhA ho pAoge tumhArA hI thA, sadA se tumhArA thaa| merA yaha bhAva-yaMtra? aura pUchA hai ki ApakI upasthiti meM eka vizeSa AnaMdadAyaka eka maciyA hai sUkhI ghAsa-phUsa kI gaMdha milatI hai aura kabhI Azrama meM, kabhI dhyAna ke samaya meM bhI usameM chipegA nahIM aughar3a tumhArA dAna milatI hai| vaha gaMdha bhI tumhArI hI hai| kastUrI kuMDala bsai| sAdhya nahIM mujhase, kisI se cAhe sadhA ho isameM merI ceSTA itanI hI hai ki tumheM tumhArI tarapha unmukha kara dUM, Aja nahIM kala sahI, ki tumheM dhakkA de dUM tumhArI trph| kahAM bhAge phirate ho? kahAM cAhUM bhI to kaba taka chAtI meM dabAe DhUMr3hate ho kastUrI? tumhArI hI nAbhi meM chipI hai| hAM, kabhI-kabhI yaha Aga-maiM rahUMgA? mujhe sunate-sunate tumheM gaMdha A jaaegii| tuma socoge, merI hai| Aja tuma zabda na do, na do tumhArI hai! tuma zAMta ho gaye sunate-sunate, thira ho gaye 135 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 - - sunate-sunate, sunate-sunate tanmayatA jagI, usa tanmayatA meM hAM, merI nikaTatA meM tumheM kucha dikhAyI par3a sakatA hai| to na tamhArI hI gaMdha ne tumheM cha liyA aura bhara diyaa| isIlie to to isa darpaNa kI pUjA krnaa| kyoMki tuma socoge, yaha gaMdha isI kabhI dhyAna meM bhI utthegii| agara merI hotI to tumhAre dhyAna meM darpaNa se uThI; yaha svAda isI darpaNa se aayaa| isa darpaNa kI kaise uThatI! pUjA meM mata pdd'naa| aura na nArAja hokara isa darpaNa ko merA kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| maiM to darpaNa hUM, tuma apane ko hI | tor3a-phor3a denaa| ina donoM se bcnaa| dekha lo| darpaNa se jyAdA nhiiN| para utanA hI prayojana hai| maiM yahAM nahIM huuN| darpaNa kucha hotA thor3e hI hai, darpaNa to eka khAlIpana hai| AkhirI savAla: Apane kahA ki saMnyAsa satya kA bodha hai| tuma haTe ki darpaNa khaalii| tuma Ae ki darpaNa bharA lagatA hai| phira kyA saMnyAsa ke lie gairika vastra aura mAlA bhI anivArya sunA hai maiMne, mullA nasaruddIna eka rAha se gujaratA thaa| eka haiM? aura kyA koI vyakti binA dIkSA lie Apake batAe mArga darpaNa par3A mila gyaa| uThAkara dekhaa| kabhI darpaNa isake pahale para nahIM cala sakatA hai? kRpAkara mArgadarzana kreN| usane dekhA na thaa| socA, are! tasvIra to mere pitAjI kI mAlUma par3atI hai| magara javAnI kI hogii| hadda ho gayI! maiMne mArgadarzana ke binA bhI calo na! mArgadarzana kI kyA jarUratakabhI socA bhI na thA ki mere pitAjI aura tasvIra utaravAeMge! hai? jaba dIkSA ke binA cala sakate ho...| dIkSA aura kyA hai? aise raMgIna tabIyata ke to AdamI na the! magara mila gayI to atyaMta samIpatA se liyA gayA mArgadarzana hai| bahuta pAsa se, acchA huaa| jhAr3a-poMchakara khIse meM rakhakara ghara calA aayaa| bahuta karIba se, bahuta pAsa se sunA gayA mArgadarzana hai| zraddhA se kahIM bacce, patnI phor3a-phAr3a na deM, kho-khavA na deM, Upara car3ha sunA gayA mArgadarzana hai| dIkSA aura kyA hai? gayA, chappara meM chipAkara rakha aayaa| lekina patnI se kabhI koI __mujhase pUchate ho, mArgadarzana deN| tuma lene ko taiyAra ho? vahI pati kucha chipA pAyA hai ! patnI ne dekhA, kucha chipA rahA hai| rAta lene kI taiyArI to saMnyAsa kI ghoSaNA hai ki maiM taiyAra hUM, Apa deN| jaba mullA so gayA to vaha uThI, dIyA jalAyA, chappara ke pAsa merI jholI phailI hai, Apa bhreN| phira maiM agara kaMkar3a-patthara se bhI gayI, nikAlA, dekhA; to usane kahA are! to isa aurata ke bhara dUM, to bhI agara tumane zraddhA se svIkAra kiyA ho to ve pIche dIvAnA hai! Aja patA calA! kaMkar3a-patthara tumhAre lie hIre-motI ho jaaeNge| lekina agara darpaNa haM maiN| tama jo lekara Aoge vahI tamheM dikhAyI paDa | tamane azraddhA se jholI phailAyI ho aura hIre-motiyoM se bhI bhara jaaegaa| darpaNa se jyAdA nhiiN| isalie kinhIM-kinhIM kSaNoM meM iM, to kaMkar3a-patthara ho jaaeNge| kyoMki tumhArI zraddhA bar3I jaba tuma apanI UMcAI para hooge, to tumheM apanI UMcAI bhI zakti hai| tumhArI zraddhA bar3A rUpAMtara karanevAlI UrjA hai| majhameM dikhAyI par3a jaaegii| aura kinhIM-kinhIM kSaNoM meM jaba tuma saba kucha tuma para nirbhara hai, aMtataH tuma para nirbhara hai| agara pAtra apanI nIcAI para hooge, to tumhArI nIcAI bhI mujhameM dikhAyI | galata ho, agara pAtra dUSita ho, agara pAtra gaMdA ho, to usameM par3a jaaegii| to jo jaisA AtA hai vaisA, vaisA hI mujhameM dekhakara phira zuddha jala na bharA jA skegaa| maiM to zuddha hI DhAlUMgA, lauTa jAtA hai| lekina vaha tuma taka pahuMca na paaegaa| saba kucha tuma para nirbhara kinhIM gahana kSaNoM meM jaba tuma apanI AkhirI UMcAI para hai| agara mArgadarzana cAhie, to karIba aao| chalAMga lete ho, kSaNabhara ko ur3ate ho AkAza meM, taba tumheM aisA | saMnyAsa to sirpha karIba Ane kI tumhArI tarapha se ghoSaNA hai| lagegA ki ye UMcAiyAM merI to nahIM ho sakatIM; to tuma socoge | gairika vastra, mAlA to kevala pratIka haiN| lekina tuma...aura ki zAyada kisI aura kI, kisI aura ne dikhA diiN| lekina jIvana ke aMgoM meM tuma pratIkoM ko satkArate ho yA nahIM satkArate smaraNa rakhanA, tumhArI hI UMcAiyAM haiM, tumhArI hI nIcAiyAM haiM; ho? tumhArA kisI se prema ho gayA, to tuma kucha bheMTa le jAte ho mujha para mata thopnaa| kyoMki usa thopane meM bhrAMti ho jAtI hai| ki nahIM le jAte ho? phUla le gaye tuma, gulAba kA eka phUla le usa thopane meM bar3I bhUla ho jAtI hai| gaye-apanI preyasI ko dene yA premI ko dene| vaha preyasI tumase 2010_03

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se pUche, yaha gulAba ke phUla meM kyA dharA hai? kisalie le Ae meM? kyoMki prema meM stuti karane ko tuma rAjI nhiiN| prema meM prArthanA gulAba ke phUla, kyA prema kAphI nahIM hai? to tuma bhI cauNkoge| karane ko tuma rAjI nhiiN| to phira krodha meM gAlI bhI chor3a do! tuma use AliMgana karanA cAho; vaha kahe dUra raho, AliMgana meM nahIM, AdamI jahAM hai, vahAM AdamI pRthvI aura AkAza kA kyA dharA hai? kyA prema binA AliMgana ke nahIM ho sakatA? tuma milana hai; zarIra aura AtmA kA milana hai; sthUla aura sUkSma kA usakA hAtha hAtha meM lenA cAho aura vaha jhir3aka de aura kahe, dUra | milana hai| AdamI jahAM hai, vahAM do jagatoM meM ekasAtha khar3A hai| raho ! isa hAtha meM hAtha lene se pasInA hI paidA hogA, prema kaise paidA | jar3eM jamIna meM haiM, phUla AkAza meM haiN| donoM jur3e haiN| hogA? prema karo, yaha phijUla kI bAteM kyoM karate ho? tumheM patA ye gairika vastra to kevala pratIka haiN| lekina jinhoMne bhAva se hai kaise prema karoge phira? phira prema kA koI upAya na raha jaaegaa| liye haiM, unake jIvana meM krAMti ho jaaegii| maiMne to nizcita bhAva prema jaisI apUrva ghaTanA bhI mAdhyama cAhatI hai| nAva cAhatI hai, se diye haiN| lenevAle para nirbhara hai| yaha mAlA to basa pratIka hai| jisa para savAra ho ske| prema to bar3A sUkSma hai| kahIM sthUla meM isa mAlA meM kucha bhI dharA nhiiN| jar3eM denI hoMgI; nahIM to prema Tika na paaegaa| parasoM eka mitra pUchate the--saMnyAsa unhoMne liyA, bhAvavAle AkAza meM khile suMdaratama phUla bhI gaharI bhUmi meM gar3e hote haiN| vyakti haiN| saralacitta haiM--pUchane lage, isa mAlA kA vaijJAnika ve agara yaha taya kara leM ki AkAza meM hI raheMge, to kho jaaeNge| | kAraNa kyA hai? vaijJAnika kAraNa mAlA kA ho hI kaise sakatA kamala jala ke Upara uThA huA bhI, sarovara kI kIcar3a meM dabA hai? vaijJAnika kAraNa-aura mAlA kA! koI bhI kAraNa hotA hai| agara kamala kahe, kyA sAra hai kIcar3a meM par3e hone se? vaijJAnika nahIM ho sakatA mAlA kA-kAraNa dhArmika hai| kAraNa kIcar3a kIcar3a hai, maiM kamala huuN| to TUTa jAegA sNbNdh| kamala Atmika hai, vaijJAnika nahIM hai| to maiMne unase kahA, vaijJAnika kumhalAegA aura mara jaaegaa| pUchanA ho to 'lakSmI' se pUcha lenaa| vaijJAnika kAraNa? prema kA tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA, kisI ne prema se tumheM eka rUmAla kahIM koI vaijJAnika kAraNa hotA? bheMTa de diyA; usa rUmAla kA mUlya phira nahIM raha jAtA, amUlya mullA nasaruddIna kI lar3akI ke prema meM eka yuvaka par3a gyaa| ho jAtA hai! aise bAjAra meM cAra Ane meM milatA hai| lekina vaha AyA, usane mullA ko kahA ki ApakI lar3akI se mujhe prema tumase koI kahe ki cAra Ane meM de do, to tuma kahoge, pAgala ho ho gayA hai, mujhe vivAha kI AjJA deN| mullA ne kahA, pahale siddha gaye ho? prANa cale jAeM, ise na de skuuNgaa| vaha kahegA, tuma karo, prema kA kAraNa kyA hai? usa yuvaka ne kahA, kAraNa kucha pAgala yA maiM pAgala? cAra Ane meM jitane cAho bAjAra meM milate bhI nahIM hai, mahAnubhAva! prema ho gayA hai| prema meM kahIM kAraNa haiN| darjana se lo to aura bhI saste milate haiN| kyA pAgala ho rahe | hotA? aura jahAM kAraNa ho, vahAM prema ho sakatA hai? kAraNa ho ho? lekina tuma kahate ho, merI preyasI kI yAdadAzta hai| yA mere to prema ho hI nahIM sktaa| kAraNa ho to vyavasAya hotA hai, dhaMdhA mitra kI yAdadAzta hai| kisI ne bahuta bhAva se diyA hai| hotA hai, saudA hotA hai| akAraNa hotA hai prem| choTe-choTe pratIka haiN| choTe-choTe pratIkoM para basA bar3A tumhArA mujhase prema ho gayA hai| merA tumase prema ho gayA hai| aba AkAza hai| pratIka ko mata dekho, pIche chipe AkAza ko dekho| kucha pratIka denA jarUrI hai| yaha mAlA to aise samajho jaise bhAMvara tuma gaye, kisI ke caraNoM meM sira rkhaa| kyA sAra hai? zraddhA par3a gyii| phaMse! yaha to eka taraha kA vivAha huaa| isakA koI kyA binA caraNoM meM sira rakhe nahIM ho sakatI? ThIka! kisI para | kAraNa nahIM hai| yaha prema ho gyaa| isakA koI buddhiyukta hisAba tumheM krodha A jAtA hai, tuma kyA karate ho? uThAkara jUtA usake | nahIM hai| yaha kucha hRdaya kI bAta ho gyii| sira para mAra dete ho| tuma kyA kara rahe ho? zraddhA ke vipriit| tumane mere hAtha meM hAtha DAla diyA; maiMne tumhArA hAtha apane hAtha usakA sira apane caraNoM meM rakha rahe ho| krodha binA isake nahIM meM le liyaa| isakI yAdadAzta ke lie tamheM yaha mAlA de dI ki ho sakatA? krodha meM jUtA uThAne kI kyA jarUrata hai? jUte aura aba tuma ise yAda rkhnaa| aba tuma akele nahIM ho, maiM bhI huuN| krodha kA kyA lenA-denA? gAlI dene kI kyA jarUrata hai krodha aba tuma jo karo, mujhe bhI yAda rakhakara krnaa| aba tuma jo bhI 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 bano, maiM bhI jur3A huuN| agara zarAbaghara jAo, jAnA--lekina | ye kaise jAma haiM sAkI, ye kaisA daura hai sAkI mujhako bhI ghsiittoge| yaha mAlA laTakI rhegii| yaha kahatI | yaha to tuma rAjI hue, to zuruAta huii| bahuta pIne-pilAne ko rahegI, akele nahIM jA rahe ho| yaha tumheM rokegii| yaha kaI bAra hai| yaha to tuma nimaMtraNa svIkAra kara liye| tumhAre paira ko Age bar3hane se roka legii| yaha kaI bAra tumheM usa bhar3akatI jA rahI hai dama-ba-dama ika Aga-sI dila meM jagaha le jAegI jahAM tuma kabhI na gaye the, aura usa jagaha se roka ye gairika vastra to usa bhItara dila kI Aga ke bAhara pratIka haiN| degI jahAM tuma bahuta bAra gaye the| krodhita hone ko ho rahe hooge ye kaise jAma haiM sAkI, ye kaisA daura hai sAkI ki yaha mAlA dikhAyI par3a jaaegii| Aga-babUlA hone ko jA hI yaha to sUcanA hai sAre jagata ko| yaha to khabara hai auroM ko ki rahe the, ki hAtha uThAkara mArane ko hI the ki yaha gairika vastra ve jAna leM ki aba tuma vahI nahIM ho jo kala taka the| yaha to dikhAyI par3a jAeMge. koI bhItara lauTa jaaegaa| kahegA. yaha tama khabara hai auroM ko ki aba ve tamase apekSA na kareM-vaisI kyA kara rahe ho? apekSAeM jaisI unhoMne kala taka kI thiiN| yaha to khabara hai auroM aba tuma hI nahIM ho, aba maiM bhI tumhAre sAtha pratibaddha huaa| ko ki aba ve gAlI deM, tuma uttara na doge| yaha to unako khabara hai yaha eka 'kamiTameMTa' hai, eka pratibaddhatA hai| yaha merA bharosA hai | ki tuma badala gaye, ki tuma mara gaye aura naye ho gaye, ki tumheM tuma pr| yaha maiM kahatA hUM ki ThIka hai, aba tuma naraka jAoge to | sUlI laga gayI aura tumhArA nayA punarjanma huaa| majhako bhI jAnA pdd'egaa| tumhArI marjI! prema meM ghasiTana to hotI | bAgavAnoM ko batAo, gulo-nasarI se kaho hai| agara tuma narka hI jAnA cAhoge to ThIka hai, maiM bhI AUMgA: ika kharAbe-gulo-nasarIne-bahAra A hI gayA lekina aba akelA na chodduuNgaa| jaao| mAliyoM ko batAo! khabara kara do bAgavAnoM ko! ye sirpha pratIka haiN| ina pratIkoM kA koI vaijJAnika kAraNa nahIM | bAgavAnoM ko batAo, gulo-nasarI se kaho hai| inakI koI vaijJAnika vyAkhyA nahIM ho sakatI-jarUrata bhI aura phUloM se kaha do| nahIM hai| ika kharAbe-gulo-nasarIne-bahAra A hI gayA ye iMkilAba kA mujdA hai, iMkilAba nahIM jahAM koI AzA na thI vasaMta Ane kI, vahAM bhI vasaMta A hI ye AphatAba kA paratau hai, AphatAba nahIM gyaa| yaha to sirpha vasaMta ke Ane kI khabara hai| yaha kevala zubha samAcAra hai krAMti kA, yaha krAMti nahIM hai| tumane | jinake bhItara himmata ho vasaMta ko jhelane kI, isa Aga meM vastra pahana liye gairika to koI krAMti ho gayI, aisA nahIM | jalane kI aura nikharane kI, zuddha sonA banane kI--maiM rAjI huuN| hai--sirpha zubha samAcAra hai| pratIkoM para mata jaao| yaha to bahAne haiN| inase dhokhA mata ye iMkilAba kA mujdA hai iMkilAba nahIM khaao| yaha to kevala zuruAta hai-a, ba, s| jaise choTe tumane gairika vastra pahana liye, to koI sUraja uga gayA, aisA baccoM ko hama par3hAte haiM, 'ga' gaNeza kA-pahale par3hAte the, aba nahIM hai| yaha to kevala pratibiMba hai| par3hAte haiM 'ga' gadhe kaa| kyoMki gaNeza to eka 'sekulara' rAjya ye AphatAba kA paratau hai... meM, dharma-nirapekSa rAjya meM ThIka nahIM hai| gadhA pratIka hai| 'ga' ye to kevala jhalaka hai| | gadhe kaa| hAlAMki 'ga' na gadhe kA hai aura na gaNeza kaa| magara ...AphatAba nhiiN| bacce ko par3hAne ke lie kucha tasvIra denI par3atI hai--'ga' gadhe aura, sUraja se jur3A hai gairika rNg| yaha sUraja kA raMga hai| yaha | kA, 'ga' gaNeza kA, kucha to; kyoMki baccA 'ga' nahIM jAnatA, sUraja kI pahalI kiraNa kA raMga hai| yaha sUryodaya kI khabara hai| gadhe ko jAnatA hai| gadhe ke sAtha 'ga' sIkha letA hai| phira gadhA yaha eka zubha samAcAra hai| yaha to zuruAta hai mere sAtha jur3ane | to bhUla jAtA hai 'ga' raha jAtA hai| phira aisA thor3e hI hai ki jaba kii| ise aMta mata samajha lenaa| bhI tuma par3hoge, to kabhI 'ga' AegA to phira kahoge 'ga' gadhe bhar3akatI jA rahI hai dama-ba-dama ika Aga-sI dila meM kaa| to tuma par3ha hI na paaoge| phira to gadhe aura gaNeza saba 2010_03

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se walis gye| phira to 'ga' raha jAtA hai-shuddh| yaha to sirpha zuruAta hai-a, ba, s| 'saMnyAsa' gairika vastra kaa| 'saMnyAsa' mAlA kaa| lekina yaha to zuruAta hai| dhIre-dhIre jaise tuma ragoge-pagoge, rasa-bhIgoge, DUboge, saMnyAsa hI raha jAegA; gairika vastra aura mAlA mahatvapUrNa na raha jaaeNge| tuma kRtajJa rahoge unake lie, kyoMki unhoMne yAtrA krvaayii| pahalA kadama unase utthaa| tumhArA dhanyavAda unake prati rhegaa| lekina tuma unase baMdhe na raha jaaoge| ye baMdhana tumhArI mukti kI tarapha pahale kadama haiN| Aja itanA hii| 391 2010_03