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________________ pahalA pravacana satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI : samyaka-zravaNa 2010_03
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________________ sUtra soccA jANai kallANaM, soccA jANai paavgN| ubhayaM pi jANae soccA, jaM cheyaM taM smaayre||81|| NANA''NattIe puNo, daMsaNatavaniyamasaMyame tthiccaa| viharai visujjhamANI, jAvajjIvaM pi nivkNpo||82|| jaha jaha suyabhogAhai, aisyrspsrsNjuympuvvN| taha taha palhAi muNI, nvnvsevegsddhaao||83|| sUI jahA sasuttA, na nassai kayavarammi paDiA vi| jIvo vi taha sasutto, na nassai gao vi sNsaare||84 / / ___ 2010_03
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________________ ra hama mahAvIra ke tIrtha kI carcA kreN| aise satpuruSoM sAdhu kA artha hai, jo sunakara na pahuMca sake, sunanA jise kAphI na " ko phira-phira socanA jarUrI hai| soca-socakara par3e jise kucha aura karanA pdd'e| sAdhuoM ne hAlata ulTI banA dI socanA jarUrI hai| bAra-bAra unakA svAda hamAre hai| sAdhu kahate haiM ki sAdhu zrAvaka se Upara hai| Upara hotA to prANoM meM utre| hameM bhI vaisI pyAsa jge| jisa pyAsa ne unheM mahAvIra usakI gaNanA pahale krte| to use prathama rkhte| mAtmA banAyA, vahI pyAsa hameM bhI paramAtmA bnaaye| kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, aise haiM kucha dhanyabhAgI, jo kevala sunakara aMtataH pyAsa hI le jAtI hai| | pahuMca jAte haiN| jinheM kucha aura karanA nahIM pdd'taa| karanA to unheM jaba pyAsa itanI saghana hotI hai ki sArA prANa pyAsa meM par3atA hai jo sunakara samajha nahIM paate| to karanevAlA sunane se rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai, to paramAtmA dUra nhiiN| paramAtmA pAne ke doyama hai, naMbara do hai| lie kucha aura cAhie nhiiN| aisI parama pyAsa cAhie ki usameM ise smjhnaa| saba kucha DUba jAe, tallIna ho jaae| buddha kahate the, aise ghor3e haiM ki jinako mAro to hI calate haiN| to phira mahAvIra kI carcA kreN| aura mahAvIra kI phira carcA aise bhI ghoDe haiM ki koDe kI phaTakAra dekhakara calate haiM. mArane kI karane meM yaha bAta sabase pahale samajha lenI jarUrI hai ki mahAvIra jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| aise bhI ghor3e haiM ki kor3e kI chAyA dekhakara ne zravaNa para bar3A jora diyA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, soyA hai calate haiN| phaTakArane kI bhI jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| AdamI, to kaise jAgegA? koI pukAre use, koI zrAvaka ko sunanA kAphI hai| utanA hI jagA detA hai| tumane hilAye-DulAye, koI jgaaye| koI use khabara de ki jAgaraNa kA kisI ko pukArA, koI jaga jAtA hai| para kisI ko hilAnA bhI koI loka hai| soyA AdamI apane se kaise jaagegaa| soyA par3atA hai| kisI ke muMha para pAnI pheMkanA par3atA hai| taba bhI vaha to jAgane kA bhI sapanA dekhane lagatA hai| soyA to sapane meM bhI karavaTa lekara so jAtA hai| zrAvaka hai vaha, jisane sunI pukAra socane lagatA hai, jAga gaye! bheda kaise karegA soyA huA AdamI aura jAga gyaa| sAdhu hai vaha, jo karavaTa lekara so gyaa| ki jo maiM dekha rahA hUM vaha svapna hai yA satya? koI jAgA use | jisako hilAo, zoragula macAo, AMkhoM para pAnI pheNko| jgaaye| koI jAgA use hilaaye| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, zravaNa-samyaka-zravaNa-sudhI vyakti ke lie paryApta hai| sunakara hI satya kI yAtrA zurU hotI hai| izArA bahuta hai buddhimAna ko| mahAvIra ne kahA hai, mere cAra tIrtha haiN| zrAvaka kA, zrAvikA pahalA sUtra hai Aja kAkA; sAdhu kA, sAdhvI kaa| lekina pahale unhoMne kahA, zrAvaka soccA jANai kallANaM, soccA jANai paavgN| kA, zrAvikA kaa| zrAvaka kA artha hai, jo sunakara pahuMca jaae| | ubhayaM pi jANae soccA, jaM cheyaM taM smaayre|| 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 STERS __ 'sanakara hI kalyANa kA-Atmahita kA mArga jAnA jA pIkara hI tuma samajha sakoge ki sahI hai yA galata hai| aura to sakatA hai|' sunakara hii| 'sunakara hI pApa kA mArga bhI jAnA jA koI upAya nhiiN| sakatA hai| ataH sunakara hI hita aura ahita donoM kA mArga | lekina agara ThIka se sunA gayA, to satya kI mahimA hai ki jAnakara jo zreyasa ho usakA AcaraNa kre|' | ThIka se sunanevAle ko satya tatkSaNa hRdaya meM coTa karane lagatA jAo unake pAsa, jo jAga gaye haiN| baiTho unake pAsa, jo jAga hai| kahA gayA agara asatya hai, to ThIka se sunate samaya hI sApha gaye haiN| DUbo unakI havA meM, jo jAga gaye haiN| unakI taraMgeM tumheM ho jAtA hai ki asatya hai| taya nahIM karanA par3atA, vicAra bhI nahIM jgaayeN| satsaMga kA itanA hI artha hai| suno unheM, jinhoMne pAyA | karanA pdd'taa| asatya ke koI paira hI nahIM haiN| paira to satya ke haiN| hai| unake zabdoM meM bhI zUnya hogaa| unakI AvAja meM bhI maMtra asatya to tumhAre hRdaya taka jA hI nahIM sktaa| asatya to hogaa| unake izAre meM bhI tumhAre jIvana kI nAva nirmita ho | laMgar3A hai| asatya to bAhara hI gira jaaegaa| tuma agara zAMta baiThe jaaegii| sunakara hii| aura upAya bhI to nahIM hai| | sunane ko taiyAra ho, to ghabar3Ao mata ki kahIM aisA na ho ki gurajiepha kahatA thA-isa sadI kA eka bahuta bar3A asatya bhItara praveza kara jaae| asatya to tabhI praveza karatA hai tIrthaMkara-kahatA thA, hamArI hAlata aise hai jaise registAna meM, jaba tuma zAMta, mauna zravaNa nahIM krte| tumhArI nIMda ke dvAra se hI - jaMgala meM, nirjana meM kucha yAtrI rAta par3Ava ddaaleN| khatarA hai| asatya praveza karatA hai| tumhArI mUrchA se hI praveza karatA hai| bIhar3a hai| jaMgalI pazu hamalA kara sakate haiN| DAkU-luTere chipe agara tuma sajaga hokara sunane baiThe ho, to asatya gira jAegA ho| anajAna jagaha haiN| apanA koI nahIM, pahacAna nhiiN| aisA hI baahr| tumhArI AMkha kA sAmanA na kara sakegA asty| vaha to saMsAra hai| to kyA kare yAtrIdala? eka ko jAgatA haA chor3a zAMta sananevAle ke prANa paryApta haiM asatya ko detA hai ki kama se kama eka jAgatA rahe, bAkI so jaaeN| phira satya hai, vahI calA AyegA cuMbaka kI taraha khiMcatA huaa| jo pArI-pArI se aura loga jAgate rahate haiN| jo jAgA hai, vaha khuda ke | satya hai vahI tumhAre prANoM meM tIra kI taraha praveza kara jaaegaa| jo sone ke pahale kisI aura ko uThA detA hai| kama se kama eka dIyA asatya hai, bAhara raha jaaegaa| tuma satya ho, tuma satya ko hI to jalatA rahe aMdhere meN| kama se kama koI eka to jAgakara dekhatA | khIMca loge|| rhe| khatarA Aye to hameM soyA huA na paaye| lekina agara tumane ThIka se na sunA, agara tumane vicAra kiyA, sadaguru kA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma jaba soye ho taba koI tumane socA, tumane kahA yaha ThIka hai yA nahIM, merI atIta tumhAre pAsa meM baiThA huA, jAgA huA hai| tuma to soye ho, to mAnyatAoM se mela khAtA, nahIM khAtA, to saMbhava hai ki asatya sapane meM DUba jaaoge| tuma to na-mAlUma kitane vAsanAoM, | tumhAre bhItara praveza kara jaae| asatya bahuta tArkika hai| jIvaMta kalpanAoM ke loka meM bhaTaka jaaoge| tuma to na-mAlUma kitane | to jarA-bhI nahIM, lekina bar3A tarkayukta hai| mana ke kheloM meM DUba jaaoge| lekina jo jAgA hai, vaha yathArtha | satya ke pAsa koI tarka nahIM, koI pramANa nhiiN| satya ko dekhatA rhegaa| use suno| jaba jAgA huA kucha kahe, to astitvavAna hai, vahI usakA pramANa hai| isalie zAstra kahate haiM suno, smjho| satya svayaM pramANa hai| asatya svayaM apramANa hai| suna lo ThIka jAge hue ke sAtha tarka kA savAla nahIM hai, kyoMki usakI bhASA se| usa sunane meM hI cunAva ho jaaegaa| bar3I aura hai| usase tarka karake tuma kucha bhI na paaoge| usase 'soccA jANai kllaannN|' sunakara hI kalyANa kA patA cala tarka karake kevala tuma baMda raha jaaoge| jAge ke sAtha tarka nahIM jAtA hai ki kyA hai klyaann| 'soccA jANai paavgN|' sunakara ho sktaa| jAge ke sAtha to kevala zravaNa ho sakatA hai| usase hI patA cala jAtA hai ki pApa kyA hai, galata kyA hai, akalyANa vivAda nahIM ho sakatA, kevala sunanA ho sakatA hai| vaha jo kahe, | kyA hai? aura mahAvIra kI bar3I khUbI hai; ve kahate haiM mere pAsa use piio| vaha jo kahe, tumhAre socane kA savAla utanA nahIM hai koI Adeza nahIM hai| maiM tumase nahIM kahatA ki tuma aisA kro| jitanA pIne kA savAla hai| kyoMki vaha jo kaha rahA hai, use | mahAvIra kahate haiM, tuma sirpha suna lo| 2010_03
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________________ satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI : samyaka-zravaNa 'ataH sunakara hita aura ahita donoM kA mArga jAnakara jo ki yaha murdA hai| AdhA satya khataranAka hai| kyoMki Adhe satya meM zreyaskara ho usakA AcaraNa krnaa|' | thor3I-sI prANoM kI jhalaka hai| zvAsa abhI calatI hai, marIja mahAvIra yaha bhI nahIM kahate ki pApa ko chodd'o| kahane kI | abhI marA nhiiN| lagatA hai jiMdA hai| abhI zarIra thor3A garama hai, jarUrata nhiiN| ThIka se sunanevAle ko pApa pakar3atA hI nhiiN| ThaMDA nahIM ho gayA hai| khUna abhI bahatA hai| lagatA hai jiMdA hai| mahAvIra yaha bhI nahIM kahate ki satya kA anusaraNa kro| yaha AdhA satya asatya se badatara hai| isalie mahAvIra kA sArA bAta hI vyartha hogii| jisane ThIka se sunA hai vaha satya ke saMgharSa Adhe satyoM ke khilApha hai, asatya ke khilApha nhiiN| anusaraNa meM laga jAtA hai| anusaMdhAna meM laga jAtA hai| isakA unhoMne kahA asatya to sunakara hI samajha meM A jAtA hai ki yaha artha huA-samyaka-zravaNa kuMjI hai satya ke dvAra kii| asatya hai| lekina Adhe satya bar3e bharamAte haiN| jisake hAtha meM samyaka-zravaNa hai, vaha pahuMca jaaegaa| use koI mahAvIra ne eka naye jIvana-darzana ko janma diyaa| use kahA, roka na skegaa| syaatvaad| use kahA, anekaaNtvaad| use kahA ki maiM sAre ise hama thor3e vaijJAnika arthoM meM smjheN|| ekAMgI satyoM ko ikaTThA kara lenA cAhatA huuN| ye pAMcoM aMdhoM ne AdamI ke pAsa AMkha hai dekhane ko, kAna haiM sunane ko| AMkha jo kahA hai hAthI ke saMbaMdha meM, yaha sabhI saca hai| aura satya ina se jaba tuma dekhate ho, to eka hI dizA meM dekha sakate ho| AMkha | sabhI kA ikaTThA jor3a hai, samanvaya hai| bahu-AyAmI nahIM hai| 'malTI-DAyameMzanala' nahIM hai| eka kAna kI khUbI hai ki kAna AMkha se jyAdA samagra hai| jaba tuma tarapha dekho, to saba dizAeM baMda ho jAtI haiN| AMkha ekAMgI hai| sunate ho to cAroM dizAoM se sunate ho| kAna aise haiM jaise dIyA AMkha ekAMta hai| isalie mahAvIra kA jora kAna para jyAdA hai, jle| saba tarapha prakAza pdd'e| AMkha aise haiM jaise ttaarc| eka AMkha kI bjaay| kAna bahu-AyAmI hai| AMkha baMda karake dizA meN| ekaaNgii| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki darzanazAstra ekAMgI hai| suno, to cAroM tarapha kI AvAjeM sunAyI par3atI haiN| AMkha samagra zravaNazAstra bahu-aMgI hai| isalie mahAvIra ne eka bar3I ko nahIM le paatii| kAna samagra ko bhItara le letA hai| yaha pahalI krAMtikArI prajJA dii| unhoMne kahA ki suno| agara dhyAna meM jAnA bAta khayAla meM lene kI! | hai, to sunakara jaldI jA sakoge, bajAya dekhkr| isalie AMkha se jaba bhI tama dekhate ho, to eka dizA meM, eka rekhA meN| samasta dhyAniyoM ne AMkha baMda kara lenI cAhI hai| samasta dhyAna utanI rekhA ko chor3akara zeSa saba baMda ho jAtA hai| AMkha hai jaise | kI prakriyAeM kahatI haiM AMkha baMda kara lo| ttaarc| eka dizA meM prakAza kI dhArA par3atI hai| lekina zeSa saba yaha bhI thor3A samajhane jaisA hai ki paramAtmA ne AMkha ko aisA aMdhakAra meM ho jAtA hai| banAyA hai ki cAho to khola lo, cAho to baMda kara lo| kAna ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, yaha ekAMgI hogA; yaha ekAMta hogaa| tuma aisA nahIM bnaayaa| kAna khulA hai| baMda karane kA upAya nhiiN| eka pahalU ko jAna loge, lekina zeSa pahaluoM se anajAna raha AMkha tumhAre hAtha meM hai| kAna aba bhI paramAtmA ke hAtha meM hai| jaaoge| yaha aisA hI hogA jaise una pAMca aMdhoM kI kathA hai, jo tumhAre vaza meM nahIM ki tuma use kholo, baMda kro| sadA khulA hai| hAthI ko dekhane gaye the| sabane hAthI ke aMga chue, lekina sabhI tumhArI gaharI se gaharI nIMda meM bhI kAna khulA hai| AMkha to baMda kA darzana-aMdhe the, sabhI kI pratIti ekAMgI thii| jisane paira hai| jaba tuma mUrchA meM khoye ho, taba bhI kAna khulA hai| AMkha to chuA usane socA ki hAthI khaMbhe kI bhAMti hai| jisane kAna chue baMda hai| nIMda meM par3e AdamI ke pAsa jAgA AdamI khar3A rahe, to usane socA ki hAthI paMkhe kI bhAMti hai| alg-alg| ve sabhI dekha na paayegaa| nIMda meM par3A AdamI dekhegA kaise, AMkha to baMda satya the, lekina sabhI adhUre satya the| | hai| lekina agara vaha AdamI usakA nAma le, AvAja de, to suna aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, adhUrA satya asatya se bhI badatara hai| to paayegaa| kyoMki asatya ko to pahacAnane meM kaThinAI nahIM, vaha to niSprANa hama soye haiN| zravaNa se rAstA milegaa| AMkha to hamArI baMda hI hai, vaha to lAza kI taraha hai| usako to tuma samajha hI jAoge hai| aura khulI bhI ho to jyAdA se jyAdA adhUrA satya dekha 2010_03
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________________ jina sutra sakatI hai| pUrA satya AMkha ke vaza meM nahIM hai| tumhAre hAtha meM maiM jyAdA dera taka gapazapa meM lagA rhaa| rAta bahuta bIta gyii| eka choTA-sA kaMkar3a de dUM aura tumase kahUM ise pUrA eka-sAtha | cauMkakara uThA, usane kahA bahuta dera ho gayI, aba ghara jaauuN| dekha lo, to tuma na dekha paaoge| AMkha itanI kamajora hai! eka mitra ne kahA, Aja bhAbhI to bahuta itra-pAna kreNgii| mullA ne hissA dekhegI, dUsarA hissA dabA raha jaaegaa| eka choTA-sA | kahA tUne mujhe samajhA kyA hai? agara ghara jAte hI pahalA zabda kaMkar3a bhI tuma pUrA nahIM dekha sakate, to pUre paramAtmA ko, pUre patnI se prItama na nikalavA lUM, to merA nAma badala denaa| yA terI satya ko kaise dekha sakoge? isalie jinhoMne dekhane para jora | jiMdagI bhara gulAmI kara duuNgaa| mitra bhalIbhAMti mullA kI patnI diyA hai, unhoMne adhUre darzanazAstra jagata ko diye haiN| mahAvIra kA ko jAnatA hai, usane kahA koI phikra nahIM, do mIla calanA darzanazAstra paripUrNa hai, samagra hai| jora bar3A bhinna hai| sno| paDegA-isa aMdherI rAta meM lekina maiM AtA haM. zarta rhii| / satya ko dekhanA nahIM, satya ko sunanA hai| satya koI vastu thor3e nasaruddIna ghara gyaa| usane jAkara dvAra para dastaka dI aura jora hI hai ki tuma use dekha loge| satya to kisI vyakti kA anubhava se bolA, 'prItama A gaye haiN|' patnI cillAyI aMdara se, hai| vaha kahegA to tuma suna loge| mahAvIra khar3e raheM tumhAre | 'prItama jAeM bhAr3a meN|' usane mitra se kahA, 'dekhA, kahalavA samakSa, tuma kucha bhI na dekha paaoge| bahutoM ne mahAvIra ko dekhA liyA na! pahalA zabda prItama nikalavA liyA n|' thA aura kucha bhI na dekhaa| gAMva-gAMva khader3e gye| patthara mAre agara koI dhAraNA hai, agara pahale se koI pakSapAta hai, to tuma gye| gAMva-gAMva nikAle gye| mahAvIra ko dekhane meM kyA kucha kA kucha suna loge| tuma satya ko apane hisAba se DhAla ar3acana AtI thI? | loge| tuma use asatya kara loge| aise hI to loga cUke mahAvIra isa mahimAvAna puruSa ko aisA tiraskAra kyoM jhelanA par3A? ko, buddha ko, kRSNa ko, jarathustra ko, jIsasa ko| kucha kA loga aMdhe haiN| dikhAyI unheM par3atA hI nhiiN| suna sakate haiN| kucha suna liyaa| kahA thA kucha, suna liyA kuch| sunanevAle ke isalie sunane kI kalA ko sIkha lenA dharma ke jagata meM pahalA pAsa apanA mana thA, apanA majabUta mana thA, usane mana ke mAdhyama kadama hai| se sunaa| mana ko haTAkara suno, to mahAvIra kA zravaNa samajha meM kyA hai sunane kI kalA? kaise sunoge? jaba suno, to socanA aayegaa| mana ko kinAre rakha do, jahAM tuma jUte utAra Aye ho mt| kyoMki tumane agara socA sunate samaya, to tuma vaha na suna vahIM mana ko utAra aanaa| eka bAra jUte bhI maMdira meM le Ao to pAoge jo kahA gyaa| kucha aura suna loge| sunate samaya itanA apavitra nahIM, mana ko maMdira meM mata laanaa| nahIM to maMdira meM pUrva-dhAraNAoM ko lekara mata clnaa| nahIM to parva-dhAraNAeM parde | kabhI A hI na skoge| kA kAma kreNgii| raMga ghola deMgI jo kahA gayA hai usmeN| tumane "sunakara hI kalyANa kA, Atmahita kA mArga jAnA jA sakatA kabhI khayAla kiyA, rAta tuma alArma lagAkara so gaye ho, cAra hai| sunakara hI pApa kA mArga jAnA jA sakatA hai|' baje uThanA hai Trena pkdd'ne| aura jaba alArma bajatA hai, to tama zravaNa kI kalA Ate hI tama dadha aura pAnI ko alaga-alaga eka sapanA dekhate ho ki maMdira kI ghaMTiyAM baja rahI haiN| alArma karane meM kuzala ho jAte ho| viveka kA janma hotA hai| tuma haMsa khatama! tumane eka sapanA banA liyaa| ho jAte ho| isIlie to hamane jJAniyoM ko paramahaMsa kahA hai| aba ghar3I elArma bajAtI rahe, kyA karegI ghar3I? tumane eka | paramahaMsa kA artha hai, galata ko aura sahI ko ve tatkSaNa alaga tarakIba nikAla lii| tumane kucha aura suna liyA! subaha tuma kara leNge| unakI AMkha, unakI dRSTi, unakI bhAvadazA bar3I hairAna hooge ki huA kyA? alArma bharA thA, alArma bajA bhI, sApha hai, nirmala hai| jo jaisA hai use ve vaisA hI dekha lete haiN| jaise maiM cUka kyoM gayA? tumhAre pAsa apanI eka dhAraNA thI, eka ko taisA dekha lete haiN| usameM kucha jor3ate nhiiN| phira koI bhrAMti sapanA thaa| to agara tumane sunA koI pakSapAta ke sAtha, to tuma khar3I nahIM hotii| kucha kA kucha suna loge| batAnevAle vahIM para batAte haiM maMjila maiMne sunA hai, eka dina mullA nasaruddIna apane mitra ke sAtha __ hajAra bAra jahAM se gujara cukA hUM maiM 2010_03
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________________ AAMANANMAMINAKAMANARAMANANAWARANANMEANINNAMAMANNARAAMANAMAMANRNNIMAMAMANNEL satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI : samyaka-zravaNa / tuma bhI gujare ho| maMdira ke AsapAsa hI parikramA cala rahI hai| AMkha AkrAmaka hai, kAna grAhaka hai| aura mahAvIra kI ahiMsA kyoMki paramAtmA saba jagaha maujUda hai| kahIM bhI jAo, usI ke itanI gaharI hai ki vaha AMkha kA upayoga na kreNge| kyoMki AMkha pAsa parikramA cala rahI hai| kucha bhI dekho, tumane usI ko dekhA meM AkramaNa hai| jaba maiM tumheM dekhatA hUM, to merI AMkha tuma taka hai| kucha bhI suno, tumane usI ko sunA hai| koyala pukArI ho, gyii| jaba maiM tumheM sunatA hUM, taba maiMne tumheM apane bhItara liyaa| ki jharane kI AvAja ho, ki jalaprapAta ho, ki havAeM gujarI hoM jaba maiM tumheM dekhatA hUM, to dekhane meM eka AkramaNa hai| isalie vRkSoM se, vahI gujarA hai| lekina, tuma use pahacAna nahIM paate| koI AdamI tumheM ghUrakara dekhe, to acchA nahIM lgtaa| koI tumheM batAnevAle vahIM para batAte haiM maMjila gaura se sune, to bahuta acchA lagatA hai, khayAla kiyA? gaura se hajAra bAra jahAM se gujara cukA hUM maiM sunanevAle ko tuma bar3A pyAra karate ho| loga talAza meM rahate haiM, maMjila to tumhAre bhItara hai; gujara cake, yaha kahanA bhI ThIka | koI mila jAe sunnevaalaa| nhiiN| jahAM tuma sadA se ho, maMjila vahIM hai| kasauTI tumhAre pAsa | pazcima meM, jahAM ki sunanevAle kama hote cale gaye haiM, nhiiN| sone kA Dhera lagA hai cAroM tarapha, tumhAre pAsa sone ko manovizleSaka hai| vaha 'prophezanala' sunanevAlA hai| kasane kA patthara nhiiN| hIre-javAharAta barasa rahe haiM cAroM tarapha, | vyvsaayii| use paise cukAo, vaha ghaMTe bhara bar3e gaura se sunatA tumhAre pAsa jauharI kI AMkha nhiiN| hai| patA nahIM sunatA hai ki nahIM sunatA, lekina jatalAtA hai ki aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, zravaNa pahalA sUtra hai| suno| aisA | sunatA hai| kabhI bhI nahIM huA hai pRthvI para ki jAge puruSa na rahe hoN| aisA loga bar3e prasanna lauTate haiM manovaijJAnika ke pAsa se| vaha kucha hotA hI nhiiN| unakI zRMkhalA anavarata hai| anusyUta haiM ve| bhI nahIM krtaa| vaha kahatA hai sirpha tuma bolo, hama suneNge| astitva meM pratipala koI na koI jAgA huA puruSa maujUda hai| sunanevAlA itanA bhalA lagatA hai, itanA grAhaka! tumheM svIkAra agara tuma sunane ko taiyAra ho, to paramAtmA tumheM pukAra hI rahA karatA hai| lekina agara koI tumheM gaura se dekhe, to ar3acana AtI hai| kabhI mahAvIra se, kabhI kRSNa se, kabhI muhammada se| vaha hai| manasvida kahate haiM tIna sekeMDa taka bardAzta kiyA jA sakatA tumheM hajAra DhaMgoM se pukAratA hai| vaha hajAra bhASAoM meM pukAratA hai| vaha sImA hai| usake Age AdamI luccA ho jAtA hai| lucce hai| vaha hajAra taraha se tamhAre hAtha hilAtA hai| lekina tama ho ki kA matalaba, gaura se dekhnevaalaa| aura kacha matalaba nhiiN| jo tuma sunate nhiiN| matalaba Alocaka kA hotA hai, vahI lucce kA hotA hai| donoM mehara sadiyoM se camakatA hI rahA aphlAka para eka hI zabda se bane haiM--locana, aaNkh| lucce kA artha hai, jo rAta hI tArI rahI iMsAna ke idrAka para tumheM ghUrakara dekhe| Alocaka kA bhI yahI artha hotA hai ki jo akla ke maidAna meM julmata kA DerA hI rahA cIjoM ko ghara-ghUrakara dekhe, kahAM-kahAM bhUla hai| dila meM tArIkI dimAgoM meM aMdherA hI rahA / lekina tuma gaura se sunanevAle ko bar3A Adara dete ho| ghUra ke aura mehara sadiyoM se camakatA hI rahA aphlAka para, rAta hI dekhanevAle ko bar3A anaadr| hAM, kisI se tumhArA prema ho, to tArI rahI iMsAna ke idrAka pr| sUraja camakatA hI rahA hai, sadiyoM tuma kSamA kara dete ho| vaha tumheM gaura se dekhe, clegaa| lekina se, sadA se| sUraja isa astitva kA anivArya aMga hai| lekina jisase tumhArA koI saMbaMdha nahIM, to tIna sekeMDa se jyAdA AMkha AdamI aMdhere meM hI jItA hai| AdamI apane bhItara baMda hai| aisA nahIM TikanI cAhie kisI pr| vahAM se ziSTAcAra samApta ho samajho ki sUraja nikalA ho aura tuma ghara ke bhItara dvAra-daravAje jAtA hai| vahAM se bAta aziSTa ho jAtI hai| to hama rAste para baMda kiye baiThe ho| phira sUraja kare bhI to kyA? dvAra-daravAje AMkheM bacAkara calate haiN| dekhate bhI haiM, nahIM bhI dekhate haiN| dubArA kholo, thor3e grahaNazIla bno| kAna kA yahI artha hai| kAna | lauTakara nahIM dekhte| dekhane kA mana bhI ho, to bhI AMkheM pratIka hai grahaNazIlatA kaa| yahAM-vahAM kara lete haiN| ise bhI samajha lenaa| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA, loga eka-dUsare kI AMkhoM meM AMkheM 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 - DAlakara bAta nahIM karate, kyoMki vaha behUdagI hai| loga tumhAre sAmane vastra girA detI hai| vastra khIMcane nahIM pdd'te| idhara-udhara dekhate haiN| bAta eka-dUsare se karate haiM, dekhate preyasI khuda hI ughar3ane ko rAjI hotI hai| Atura hotI hai| satya kahIM-kahIM haiN| koI AdamI ThIka tumhArI AMkhoM meM dekhakara bAta svayaM ughar3ane ko Atura hai, lekina prema se ughdd'egaa| AkramaNa se kare, tuma becainI anubhava karoge, tumheM pasInA Ane lgegaa| tuma nhiiN| paramAtmA khuda bUMghaTa uThAne ke lie taiyAra hai, taiyAra nahIM thor3e ghabar3Aoge ki mAmalA kyA hai? koI jAsUsa hai ? sarakArI bar3A pratIkSArata hai, lekina jabardastI se na hogaa| AMkha meM thor3I AdamI hai? mAmalA kyA hai, aisA gaura se kyoM dekhatA hai? yA jabardastI hai| kAna meM koI bhI jabardastI nhiiN| kAna kahIM jA nahIM pAgala hai? prayojana hogA kuch| kucha talAza kara rahA hai, kucha sktaa| dhvani kAna taka tairakara AtI hai| khoja rahA hai| kAna rikta hai, AMkha bharI huI hai| AMkha meM parta dara parta vicAroM kAna grAhaka hai| AMkha sakriya hai| kAna niSkriya-svIkAra hai| kI haiM, parta dara parta bAdaloM kI haiN| AMkha meM bar3e parde haiN| kAna kAna aise hai jaise koI dvAra ko kholakara atithi kI pratIkSA kre| bilakula khAlI hai| kAna ke pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai, sirpha eka satya nimaMtrita karanA hai| satya ko bulAnA hai| satya ko kahanA taMtu-jAla hai| coTa hotI hai, kAna sajaga ho jAtA hai, svIkAra hai, dvAra khule haiM, aao| AMkheM bichA rakhI haiM, aao| maiM taiyAra kara letA hai| hUM, aao| tuma mujhe soyA huA na pAoge, aao| daravAje baMda mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo sunegA--ThIka se sunegA, na hoMge, tumheM dastaka dene kI bhI takalIpha na hogI, aao| samyaka-zravaNa, 'rAiTa lisaniMga'; kRSNamUrti jisako kahate haiM AMkha khojane jAtI hai| kAna pratIkSA karatA hai| ise aisA 'rAiTa lisaniMga', ThIka se jo sunegA-satya apane-Apa smjho| AMkha puruSa hai| kAna strI hai| puruSa sakriya hai, asatya se alaga ho jAtA hai| dUdha dUdha, pAnI pAnI ho jAtA hai| AkrAmaka hai| strI grAhaka hai| puruSa janma nahIM de sakatA bacce ThIka se sunane se tuma paramahaMsa ho jAte ho| ko, strI detI hai| usake pAsa garbha hai| vaha apane bhItara lene ko mehara sadiyoM se camakatA hI rahA aphlAka para rAjI hai| satya bhI tumhAre garbha meM praveza pAye, to hI janma ho rAta hI tArI rahI iMsAna ke idrAka para skegaa| satya ko tumheM janmAnA hogaa| yaha kahIM rakhA nahIM hai ki aura AdamI ke bodha para aMdherA chAyA rahA, aura sUraja thA ki gaye aura uThA liyA aura A gye| yA bAjAra meM bikatA hai, camakatA hI rhaa| kharIda liyA, yA dAma cukA diye| yaha to tumheM janma denA hogaa| akla ke maidAna meM julmata kA DerA hI rahA aura prasava kI pIr3A se gujaranA hogaa| tumheM strI-jaisA honA dila meM tArIkI dimAgoM meM aMdherA hI rahA hogaa| samasta dharma ke khojiyoM ne isa bAta para bahata jora diyA hai| phira kabhI-kabhI kisI mahAvIra ke pAsa thoDI-sI jhalaka ki satya ko pAnA ho, to straiNa grAhakatA caahie| svIkAra kA | milatI hai| bhAva caahie| kucha nahIM to kama se kama khvAbe-sahara dekhA to hai zraddhA svIkAra hai, tarka khoja hai| vijJAna khojatA hai| dharma | jisa tarapha dekhA na thA aba taka udhara dekhA to hai pratIkSA karatA hai| vijJAna jAtA hai kone-kAMtara, ughAr3atA hai, kisI mahAvIra ke pAsa, kisI mahAvIra kI vANI ko jabardastI bhI karatA hai| vijJAna eka taraha kA balAtkAra hai| | sunakara-jisa tarapha kabhI dekhA hI na thA...bhUla hI gaye the, agara prakati rAjI nahIM hai apane parde uThAne ko, agara prakati rAjI | socA hI na thA ki vaha bhI koI AyAma hai...usa tarapha dekhA to nahIM hai cUMghaTa haTAne ko, to vijJAna duryodhana-jaisA hai| vaha draupadI | hai| mAnA ki abhI yaha sapanA hai| pahalI daphe jaba mahAvIra kI ko nagna karane kI ceSTA karatA hai| usameM balAta ceSTA hai| vANI kisI ke hRdaya meM utaratI hai, nAcatI, dhUghara bajAtI, saMgIta AkramaNa hai| kI taraha madhura, madhu kI taraha mIThI, jaba pora-pora hRdaya meM praveza dharma pratIkSA hai| dharma bhI ughAr3a letA hai saMsAra ko| dharma bhI karatI hai, to eka naye svapna kA prAdurbhAva hotA hai| satya ke svapna | satya ko ughAr3a letA hai, lekina premI kI trh| tumhArI preyasI kA praadurbhaav| pahalI bAra yAda AnI zurU hotI hai jisako hama Jair Education International 2010_03
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________________ 2- ARAT953035MARRANEE -satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI: samyaka-zravaNa bhUle baiThe haiM aura jo hamArA hai| aura jo hamArA svabhAva hai aura phira mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'ubhayaM pi jANae soccaa|' donoM dekha jisakI tarapha hamane pITha kara lI hai| aura jisakI tarapha hamane | liye| kyA hai satya, kyA asty| dekha liyA kyA hai AMkha uThAnI baMda kara dI hai aura jisa tarapha hamane pahuMcanA hI | maMgaladAyI, kyA amNgldaayii| 'jaM cheyaM taM smaayre|' yaha chor3a diyA hai| hama bhala hI gaye haiM ki ghara bhI lauTanA hai| bar3hate hI unakI bar3I anUThI bAta hai| vaha jarA bhI kisI para apane ko cale jAte haiM saMsAra meN| Aropita nahIM karanA caahte| vaha kahate haiM, phira tumhArI apanI lekina yaha svapna! icchaa| phira tumheM jo zreyaskara lge| vaha yaha nahIM kahate ki tuma kucha nahIM to kama se kama khbAbe-sahara dekhA to hai satya kA anusaraNa krnaa| yaha to bAta hI galata ho jaaegii| yaha subaha kA sapanA hI sahI abhI, kisI kI vANI se pahalI | satya ko jAnakara kabhI aisA huA hai ki kisI ne anusaraNa na daphA taraMgeM uThI haiM, aura subaha kA bhAva, subaha kA bodha jagA hai| | kiyA ho? vaha yaha nahIM kahate ki asatya kA tyAga krnaa| jisa tarapha dekhA na thA aba taka udhara dekhA to hai | aisA kabhI huA hI nahIM ki asatya ko jAnakara aura tyAga na ho lekina yaha tabhI saMbhava hogA, jaba tumhArA hRdaya zUnya aura gayA ho| kaMkar3a-patthara pahacAna lie kaMkar3a-patthara haiM phira kauna zAMta ho, mauna ho| tijor3I meM rakhatA hai? hAM, jaba taka hIroM kA bhrama thA taba taka maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna eka nadI ke kinAre se gujara rahA tijor3I meM saMbhAle baiThe the| jisa dina pahacAna A jAtI hai thaa| sAMjha ghirane lgii| sUraja Dhala cukA hai| aura eka AdamI kUr3A-karkaTa, kUr3A-karkaTa hai, use ghara ke bAhara hama pheMka Ate DUba rahA hai; aura vaha AdamI cillAyA, sahAyatA karo, | haiN| tyAga thor3e hI karanA par3atA hai, udghoSaNA thor3e hI karanI sahAyatA karo, maiM DUba rahA hUM! mullA kinAre para khar3A hai, vaha par3atI hai ki dekho, Aja hama bar3A tyAga kara rahe haiM, sArA bolA hadda ho gayI; are, DUbane meM kisI se kyA sahAyatA kI kUr3A-karkaTa kacare-ghara meM DAla rahe haiN| jaba kUr3A-karkaTa ho jarUrata, DUba jAo! isameM sahAyatA kI kyA jarUrata hai! gayA, to tyAga kaisA! tuma kucha kA kucha suna le sakate ho| isase sAvadhAna rhnaa| isalie dhyAna rakhanA, mahAvIra tyAga karane ko nahIM khte| lekina jaba taka tumane mana ko bilakula haTAkara na rakhA ho, tuma vaha to kahate haiM sirpha jAgakara dekha lo; jo ThIka hai, vahI tumhArA kucha kA kucha sunoge hii| mArga ho jAegA, jo galata hai, usa para kabhI koI gayA hI nhiiN| isalie dhyAna zravaNa ke lie mArga banAtA hai| dhyAna kA artha jAnakara kabhI koI ne dIvAla se nikalane kI koziza kI hai? hai, mana kI sphaaii| dhyAna kA artha hai, a-mana kI tarapha yaatraa| dvAra dikha gayA, phira loga dvAra se nikalate haiM, kauna sira tor3atA hai |-dhyAna kA artha hai, thor3I ghar3iyoM ko mana kI dhUla se citta ke darpaNa dIvAla se! ko bilakula sApha kara lenaa| mahAvIra ke pAsa loga Ate, to phira jo zreyaskara ho usakA AcaraNa krnaa|' phira tumheM jo mahAvIra kahate-kucha dera dhyAna, phira sunnaa| zreyaskara lage, itane balapUrvaka mahAvIra kahate haiM ki phira jo isalie maiM itanA jora detA haM dhyAna pr| tama majhe sIdhA-sIdhA zreyaskara ho, kyoMki vaha jAnate haiM ki satya zreyaskara hai| pahacAna na suna skoge| kaI buddhimAna A jAte haiM, vaha kahate haiM dhyAna bhara kI kamI hai| jJAna bhara kI kamI hai| vagairaha se hameM kucha matalaba nahIM, hameM to Apako sunane meM majA aksara loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, vaha kahate haiM hameM patA hai ki AtA hai| marjI ApakI! lekina yaha majA kahIM le jAnevAlA | ThIka kyA hai, lekina kyA kareM galata ho jAtA hai| patA saMdigdha nhiiN| yaha buddhi kI khujalAhaTa hai| khujalAne se thor3A acchA hai| kahate haiM hameM mAlUma hai ki krodha burA hai, lekina ho jAtA hai| lagatA hai, mIThA-mIThA lagatA hai| jaldI hI lahUluhAna ho kahate haiM, bahuta bAra kasama bhI khAyI, vrata bhI liyA, phira bhI ho jaaeNge| nahIM, isase kacha sanane se sAra na hogaa| kyoMki saca to jAtA hai| to isakA artha itanA hI hai ki abhI jAnA nahIM ki yaha hai, suna tuma pAoge hI na binA dhyAna ke| dhyAna tumheM taiyAra krodha burA hai| abhI krodha kI Aga anubhava nahIM bnii| abhI karegA ki tuma suna sko| krodha kA jahara khuda ke kaMTha ko jalAyA nhiiN| kisI aura ne kahA 2010_03 www.jainelibrar org
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 hogA, sunA hogA, zAstra meM par3hA hogA, lekina abhI tumhAre saMnyAsa bodha kI chAyA hai| saMnyAsa samajha kI pragAr3hatA hai| jIvana kA anubhava nahIM bnaa| zAstra se udhAra liyA hogaa| sabhI saMnyAsa samyaka-bodha, kevala samyaka-bodha hai| zuddha, sAra bodha zAstra kahate haiM krodha burA hai| sunate-sunate tuma bhI mAnane lage ho hai| ceSTA nahIM hai| agara tumane ceSTA se kucha sAdhA, to tuma ki krodha burA hai| lekina, tumhAre prANoM ne abhI isakI gavAhI jabardastI kroge| tumane ceSTA se kucha sAdhA, to tuma khaMDa-khaMDa | nahIM dii| aura jaba taka tama gavAhI na bano, taba taka jIvana meM ho jaaoge| tumane ceSTA se kacha sAdhA, to tama do Tukar3oM meM Ta koI krAMti nahIM hotii| udhAra jJAna se krAMti nahIM hotii| | jaaoge| eka Tukar3A jisa para tuma jabardastI kara rahe ho aura eka jJAna tumhArA honA caahie| dUsare jAga gaye isase kucha na hogA, Tukar3A jo jabardastI kara rahA hai| tumhAre bhItara bar3I Atma-hiMsA jAga tumhArI honI caahie| suna lo unheM, unakI pukAra se jAgo, zurU ho jaaegii| lekina jaise hI AMkha khulegI tatkSaNa tuma dekha loge ki sapanA dUsarA sUtrasapanA hai, satya satya hai| phira koI sapane ko thor3e hI cunatA hai! aura phira jJAna ke Adeza dvArA samyaka darzana-mUlaka tapa, 'jo zreyaskara ho usakA AcaraNa karanA caahie|' mahAvIra ne niyama, saMyama meM sthita hokara karma-mala se vizuddha jIvanaparyaMta kahA hai, maiM koI Adeza nahIM detA, maiM jo kahatA hUM vaha sirpha niSkaMpa (sthira citta) hokara vihAra karatA hai|' upadeza hai, Adeza nhiiN| kyoMki maiM kauna hUM, jo tumase kahUM aisA aura jisane jAna liyA satya kyA hai, usake jIvana meM eka nayI kro| aisA karanA kahate hI hiMsA ho jaaegii| maiM tumheM dabAne hI UrjA kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| niSkaMpa ho jAtA hai citt| citta lgaa| maiM tumheM DhAlane lgaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, tuma parama | kaMpatA tabhI taka hai, jaba taka hameM satya aura asatya kA bodha svAtaMtrya ho| tumhArI svataMtratA se hI tumhArA anuzAsana | nhiiN| taba taka DAMvADola hotA hai, yaha karUM yA vaha karUM? yahAM nikle| aura tumhAre anubhava se hI tumhArA AcaraNa bne| to hI | jAUM, yA vahAM jAUM? maMdira ki vezyAlaya? aisA DolatA hai| sArthaka hai| anyathA janmoM-janmoM taka dhokhA calatA rahatA hai| dhana ki dhyAna ? aisA DolatA hai| zarIra ki AtmA? aisA jaise hI samajha kI jarA-sI jhalaka AtI hai DolatA hai| jaba taka tumhAre bhItara satya aura asatya kI koI dama meM hayAte-nau kA phira paracama uThAtA hUM ThIka-ThIka pratIti nahIM hai taba taka tumheM asatya meM satya kI bhrAMti baImAM-e-hamIyata jAna kI bAjI lagAtA hUM hotI rahatI hai| satya meM asatya kI bhrAMti hotI rahatI hai| mana maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAtA hUM, maiM jAtA hUM DAMvADola rahatA hai| isa DAMvADola citta ke kAraNa hI to becainI majhe jAnA hai ika dina terI baz2me-nAja se Akhira hai, azAMti hai| mahAvIra kahate haiMjaise hI samajha AnI zurU hotI hai, yAtrA bdlii| maiM jAUMgA, NANA''NattIe puNo, daMsaNatavaniyamasaMyame tthiccaa| maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAtA hUM, maiM jAtA hUM; mujhe jAnA hI hai ika dina viharai visujjhamANI, jAvajjIvaM pi nivkNpo|| terI bajme-nAz2a se aakhir| eka dina jAnA hI hai, to rukane kA jisane satya kI pratIti kI, vaha niSkaMpa ho jAtA hai| jisako artha kyA? mauta AnI hI hai, to jIvana ko pakar3ane kA sAra kRSNa ne gItA meM sthitaprajJa kahA hai| Thahara jAtI hai usakI prjnyaa| kyA? jisa jIvana meM mauta ghaTanI hI hai, vaha jIvana mauta kI hI aisI Thahara jAtI hai, jaise baMda ghara meM diyA jalatA ho, jahAM havA kA taiyArI hai| jisa jIvana meM mauta AtI hI hai, vaha jIvana marA huA koI jhoMkA na AtA ho| niSkaMpa ho jAtI hai vaha lau| aisI bhItara hai, vaha vAstavika jIvana nhiiN| jo mujhase chIna hI liyA jAnA hai, cetanA kI lau niSkaMpa ho jAtI hai| kucha cunane ko na use rokane kI ceSTA karane se sAra kyA hai? jo mujhase china hI rahA-cunAva ho gayA, satya ko jAnate hI cunAva ho gyaa| satya jAegA, usa sAmrAjya ko banAne kA pAgalapana basa pAgalapana hI | ko jAnate hI nirNaya ho gyaa| jIvana kI dizA upalabdha ho hai| maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAtA hUM, maiM jAtA hUM; mujhe jAnA | gayI; artha, abhiprAya A gyaa| aba kucha cunAva nahIM karanA hai eka dina terI bajme-nAz2a se aakhir| jaise hI bodha jaganA zurU | hai| aba vyakti satya kI tarapha aise hI bahane lagatA hai jaise hotA hai, jIvana meM krAMti AnI zurU hotI hai| nadiyAM sAgara kI tarapha baha rahI haiN| 12 Jan Education International 2010_03
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________________ satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI : samyaka-zravaNa hama sAdhAraNataH nadI ke viparIta tairane kA prayAsa kara rahe haiN| kyoMki binA jale tuma cetoge nhiiN| usa Aga ko bujhAo mata, hamArI koziza asaMbhava ko saMbhava banAne kI hai| hama svabhAva ke pAnI mata pheMko-vrata aura niyama, kasameM, inakA pAnI pheMkakara pratikUla ceSTA meM rata haiN| hama isa jIvana ko, jo kevala aMgAroM ko bujhAo mata--Aga ko jalane do, Aga ko kSaNabhaMgura hai, zAzvata banAne kI AyojanA kara rahe haiN| hama prajvalita hone do, Aga ko pUrI taraha jalane do, tAki tumheM dagdha miTTI-patthara ko hIre-javAharAtoM kI taraha chAtI se lagAne kI kara jAe, tAki tumheM anubhava ho jAe ki krodha kaisI agni hai! koziza kara rahe haiN| hama haDDI-mAMsa-majjA kI deha ko apanA vahI anubhava tumheM krodha kI tarapha jAne se roka legaa| phira jIvana zAzvata ghara samajhane kI, samajhAne kI koziza kara rahe haiN| hamArI meM eka niyama AtA hai| vaha niyama kasama se AyA niyama nahIM ceSTA hai ki kisI taraha do aura do cAra na hoM, pAMca ho jaaeN| ho | hai| vaha niyama bodha se AyA niyama hai| nahIM sktaa| saMsAra meM asaphalatA milatI hai, kyoMki sAMsArika | 'aura saMyama meM sthita hokara vizuddha sAdhaka jIvanaparyaMta mana kI ceSTA asaMbhava ko pUrA karane kI ceSTA hai| | niSkaMpa, sthira-citta hokara vihAra karatA hai|' jisa vyakti ko satya aura asatya dikhAyI par3ane zurU ho mahAvIra aura buddha ke kAraNa bhArata ke ve bhUmikhaMDa jahAM ve gaye, zuddha nirmala pratIti honI zurU huI, usake jIvana meM tapa, | jIe, 'vihAra' kahalAne lgaa| lekina vihAra zabda ko niyama, saMyama apane-Apa utara Ate haiN| inheM lAnA nahIM pdd'taa| | smjhnaa| vihAra kA matalaba hai-vihAra bar3e sukha kI, mahAsukha inheM khIMca-khIMcakara AyojanA nahIM karanI pdd'tii| eka bAta sUtra kI dazA hai--jaba citta bilakula sthira ho jAtA hai, jaba koI kI taraha yAda rakhanA, jise khIMca-khIMcakara lAnA par3atA ho, vaha cIja DAMvADola nahIM karatI, koI vikalpa mana meM nahIM raha jAte AegA nhiiN| isa jagata meM jabardastI kucha ghaTatA hI nhiiN| satya | | aura citta nirvikalpa hotA hai; jaba tumhArI dizA satya kI tarapha sahaja hai| isalie jaba taka sAdhanA sahaja na ho, taba taka tuma sIdhI aura sApha ho jAtI hai, jaba tuma roja-roja rAste nahIM vyartha hI kaSTa apane ko de rahe ho| badalate, jaba tumhArA pravAha saMyata ho jAtA hai, taba tumhAre jIvana na mAlUma kitane loga akAraNa khuda ko pIr3A dene meM lage rahate meM eka mahAsukha kA AvirbhAva hotA hai, vaise mahAsukhI kA haiN| koI upavAsa kara rahA hai, koI dhUpa meM khar3A hai, koI rAta sotA | jahAM-jahAM vicaraNa hotA hai, vaha bhUmikhaMDa bhI sukha se bhara jAtA nahIM, koI dina-rAta khar3A rahatA hai--varSoM se khar3A hai, koI kAMToM hai; vaha bhUmikhaMDa bhI, havA ke kaNa bhI, vRkSa-pahAr3a-parvata bhI, para leTA hai, ye sAre ke sAre loga rugNa loga haiN| yaha tapa nahIM hai| nadI-nAle bhI usakI AMtarika-AbhA ko jhalakAne lagate haiN| yaha to eka taraha kI AtmahiMsA hai| ye loga 'mesocisTa' haiN| kathAeM haiM bar3I pyArI ki mahAvIra jahAM se nikala jAte, inheM svayaM ko dukha dene meM rasa A rahA hai| kucha loga hote haiM, kumhalAye vRkSa hare ho jaate| mahAvIra jahAM se nikala jAte, jinako svayaM ke ghAva meM aMgaliyAM DAlakara dakha aura pIr3A paidA asamaya meM vakSoM meM phala laga jaate| aisA haA hogA, aisA maiM | karane meM rasa AtA hai| ye bImAra-citta loga haiN| ye tapasvI nahIM | nahIM kahatA huuN| aisA honA cAhie, aisA jarUra kahatA huuN| haiN| yaha tapa krodha se bharA hai| yaha tapa hiMsA se DUbA huA hai| aise | jinhoMne ye kahAniyAM gar3hI haiM, unhoMne bar3e gahare kAvya ko tapa se koI kabhI satya ko upalabdha nahIM haa| tapa se koI satya abhivyakti dI hai| unhoMne jIvana ke satya ko bar3I gaharI bhASA ko upalabdha hotA hI nahIM; satya kI upalabdhi se tapa upalabdha | dI hai| mAnatA nahIM ki vRkSoM ne aisA kiyA hogA--AdamI nahIM hotA hai| karate, vRkSoM kI to bAta kyA; AdamI nahIM khilate, to vRkSoM kI tapa, saMyama, niyama tumhArI sahajatA se Ane caahie| tumhAre to bAta kyA hai lekina aisA honA caahie| lekina agara vRkSoM anubhava se Ane caahie| to maiM tumase kahUMgA, agara krodha ho to meM phUla na khile hoM to jinhoMne kahAnI likhI unakA koI doSa kasama mata khAnA ki krodha na kreNge| agara krodha hotA ho, to nahIM, vRkSoM kI bhUla rahI hogii| ve cUka gye| isameM kavi kyA krodha ko dhyAnapUrvaka samajhane kI koziza karanA kyA hai| krodha kare! kavi ne to bAta ThIka-ThIka kaha dI, aisA honA cAhie ko bodhapUrvaka krnaa| krodha meM utrnaa| usa Aga ko jalAne do, thaa| nahIM huA, vRkSa nAsamajha rahe hoNge| agara asamaya phUla na 13 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 khile, to cUka phUloM kI hai; usameM mahAvIra kyA kareM? mahAvIra jaise-jaise muni atizaya rasa ke atireka se|' nArada bhI aba ne sthiti to paidA kara dI thii| vRkSoM meM thor3I bhI samajha hotI to aura kyA kreNge| yaha bhASA kA hI thor3A-sA bheda hai| mahAvIra phUla khilane cAhie the| vAtAvaraNa maujUda thA-aura mausama | kahate haiM, jaise-jaise muni atizaya rasa ke atireka se, aise rasa kyA cAhie, mahAvIra maujUda the! aba kisakI aura pratIkSA kI varSA hotI hai| sthiracitta hote hI dvAra khula jAtA hai| bAr3ha A thI? aura kisa vasaMta kI aba abhIpsA hai ? vasaMta maujUda thaa| | jAtI hai| kUla-kinAre tor3akara bahatI hai cetanA kI dhaaraa| isase bar3A vasaMta kabhI pRthvI para AyA hai? khile hoM to ThIka, na 'atizaya rasa ke atireka se|' atireka ho jAtA hai| khile hoM, phUloM kI galatI; mahAvIra kA koI kasUra nahIM hai| atizayokti ho jAtI hai| tumhArA pAtra saMbhAla nahIM paataa| bahane tumameM se bhI bahuta mahAvIra ke pAsa se gujare hoMge, kyoMki nayA | lagatA hai| denA hI par3atA hai, bAMTanA hI par3atA hai| kisI ko to yahAM koI bhI nahIM hai| sabhI bar3e purAne yAtrI haiN| jarAjIrNa! | sAjhedAra banAnA hI par3atA hai| jaba taka nahIM milA taba taka sadiyoM-sadiyoM cale haiN| tumameM se bhI kucha jarUra mahAvIra ke pAsa akele raha jAo, milate hI DhUMr3hanA par3egA kisI ko, kisI gujare hoNge| nahIM mahAvIra, to muhammada ke pAsa gujare hoNge| nahIM supAtra ko jo lene ko taiyAra ho| muhammada, to kRSNa ke pAsa gujare hoNge| aisA to asaMbhava hai isa mahAvIra bAraha varSa taka mauna khar3e rahe, jaMgaloM meM, parvatoM meM,, virA'''Ta aura anaMta kI yAtrA meM tumheM kabhI koI mahAvIra-jaisA | pahAr3oM meN| jaba atizaya rasa kA atireka huA, bhAge aae| puruSa na milA ho| agara tumhAre phala na khile, to kasUra tumhArA | bhAga gaye the jisa bastI se, usI meM vApisa lauTa Ae: daMDhane hai| mausama to AyA thA, dvAra para khar3A thA, vasaMta ne to dastaka dI lage logoM ko, pukArane lage, bAMTane lge| aba ghaTA thA aba ise thI, tuma soye par3e rhe| tAlamela baiTha jAe, phUla khila jAte haiN| rakhanA kaise saMbhava hai| jaise eka ghar3I AtI hai, nau mahIne ke bAda, mere pAsa kucha loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM hameM bharosA nahIM AtA | mAM kA garbha paripakva ho jAtA hai| phira to baccA paidA hogaa| phira ki dUsare loga Apake pAsa Akara itane AnaMdita kyoM haiM! to use nahIM garbha meM rakhA jA sktaa| aba taka saMbhAlA, aba to jisakA tAlamela baiTha jAtA hai, usake phUla khila jAte haiN| nahIM saMbhAlA jA sktaa| use bAMTanA hogaa| jisakA tAlamela nahIM baiThatA, vaha tarka kI udher3abuna meM hI lagA zAstroM ne bahuta kucha bAta bahuta taraha se mahAvIra, buddha aura aise raha jAtA hai| vaha soca-vicAra meM lagA rahatA hai, kyA ThIka, kyA puruSoM kA saMsAra kA tyAga karake pahAr3oM aura vanoM meM cale jAnA, galata ? usakA tarka vasaMta se mela nahIM khAne detaa| Rtu A| isakI kathA kahI hai| lekina vaha kathA adhUrI hai| dUsarA hissA, jAtI hai. vakSa udAsa hI khar3A rahatA hai. vaha socatA hI rahatA hai jo jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai, unhoMne chor3a hI diyaa| dasarA hissA jo yaha vasaMta hai yA nahIM? aura Ae vasaMta ko jAne meM dera kitanI jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai, vaha hai unakA vApisa lauTa AnA lagatI hai| vasaMta A gyaa| vasaMta A, gyaa| itanI der| cake loka-mAnasa ke biic| eka dina jarUra ve jaM tarka meM, saMdeha meM ki jo thA, nahIM ho jAtA hai| | taba unake pAsa kucha bhI na thaa| jaba gaye the taba khAlI the| khAlI _ 'jaise-jaise muni atizaya rasa ke atireka se yukta hokara the, isIlie gaye the, tAki bhara skeN| isa bhIr3a-bhAr3a meM, isa apUrvazruta kA avagAhana karatA hai, vaise-vaise nitanUtana upadrava meM, isa viSAda meM, isa kalaha meM zAyada paramAtmA se vairAgyayukta zraddhA se AhlAdita hotA hai|' milanA na ho ske| to gaye the ekAMta meM, gaye the mauna meM, zAMti veda kahate haiM-'raso vai sH|' vaha paramAtmA rasarUpa hai| meM, tAki citta thira ho jAe, pAtratA nirmita ho jaae| lekina mahAvIra kI bhASA meM paramAtmA ke lie koI jagaha nahIM, lekina bharate hI bhAge vaapis|| rasa se thor3e hI baca sakoge? paramAtmA chor3a do, rasa ko thor3e hI vaha dUsarA hissA jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai, kyoMki dUsare hisse meM chor3a sakoge? veda kahate haiM paramAtmA rasarUpa hai, mahAvIra kahate hI vaha asalI meM mahAvIra hue haiN| pahale hisse meM varddhamAna kI haiM rasarUpa ho jAnA paramAtmarUpa ho jAnA hai| yaha sirpha bhASA kA taraha gaye the| jaba lauTe to mahAvIra kI taraha lautte| jaba buddha gaye | hI pharka hai| the to gautama siddhArtha kI taraha gaye the| jaba Ae to buddha kI taraha | 2010_03
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________________ satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI: samyaka-zravaNa aae| yaha koI aura hI aayaa| yaha kucha nayA hI aayaa| rUkhe-sUkhepana ko unhoMne sAdhanA samajha liyA hai| unase to ni atizaya rasa ke atireka se yukta apUrvazrata saMsArI bhI kabhI jyAdA AnaMdita dikhAyI par3atA hai| yaha to kA avagAhana karatA hai...|' aura jise kabhI nahIM sunA use ilAja bImArI se mahaMgA par3a gyaa| yaha to auSadhi roga se bhI sunatA hai| satya aisA hai jise kabhI nahIM sunA, jise kabhI nahIM bhayaMkara siddha huii| dekhaa| aisA anajAna, aisA aparicita, aisA ajJeya hai| saMsArI bhI kabhI haMsatA milatA hai, tumane jaina-muniyoM ko haMsate 'usa apUrvazruta kA avagAhana karatA hai...|' jaba citta thira dekhA? na haMsa skeNge| haMsanA unheM kaThina ho jaaegaa| haMsanA hotA hai, to zAMti bhI bolane lagatI hai| to mauna bhI mukhara ho | unheM sAMsArika mAlUma pdd'egaa| tumane unheM AhlAdita dekhA? jAtA hai| jaba bhItara saba zUnya hotA hai, to bAhara se zUnya bhI tumane unheM dekhA kisI gahana saMgIta se bhare hue? tumane unheM taraMgita hokara bhItara praveza karane lagatA hai| jaba tuma dhyAna kI | bAMsurI bajAte, vINA bajAte dekhA? tumane unheM nAcate dekhA? AkhirI avasthA meM Ate ho, to astitva tumase bolatA hai| nahIM, asaMbhava hai| kahIM kucha bhUla ho gyii| aura bhUla vahAM ho paramAtmA tumase bolatA hai| dhyAna kI parama avasthA meM paramAtmA gayI-prathama caraNa para unhoMne pratijJA lekara saMnyAsa liyaa| kI tarapha se, astitva kI tarapha se tumhArI tarapha saMdeza Ane satya ko jAnakara nahIM, zAstra ko mAnakara saMnyAsa liyaa| zurU ho jAte haiN| anubhava se nahIM, vizvAsa se saMnyAsa liyaa| vrata, anuzAsana isako khayAla meM lenaa| thopaa| apane Upara balAtkAra kiyaa| usI meM sUkha gaye, kharAba prArthanA meM bhakta bhagavAna ko pAtiyAM bhejatA hai| dhyAna meM, ho gye| bhagavAna bhakta ko| prArthanA meM bhakta bhagavAna se bolatA hai, jaise-jaise muni atizaya rasa ke atireka se yukta hotA hai, kahatA hai kucha; dhyAna meM bhagavAna sAdhaka se bolatA hai, kahatA hai apUrvazruta kA avagAhana karatA hai, vaise-vaise nitanUtana kuch| mahAvIra kA mArga dhyAna kA mArga hai| vairAgyayukta zraddhA se AhlAdita hotA hai|' DUbanA hotA hai, jaise-jaise usa atizaya rasa meM utaranA hotA logoM ko to prasanna dekhaa| isase tuma yaha bhUla mata kara lenA ki hai...'aisyrspsrsNjuympuvvN|' aura jaise-jaise apUrvazruta vairAgyayukta loga to kaise prasanna ho sakate haiM! vairAgya kI apanI kA avagAhana hotA hai| jaise-jaise sunAyI par3atA hai zUnya kA prasannatA hai| aura rAga kI prasannatA se bar3I UMcI aura bar3I svara, jisako jhena phakIra kahate haiM 'sAuMDalesa sAuMDa'- zUnya ghrii| rAga kI bhI koI prasannatA ho sakatI hai! sirpha mana ko kA svara, eka hAtha kI tAlI, koI bolatA nahIM hai, koI samajhA lenA hai| vairAgya kA bhI AnaMda hai| tumane kyA kiyA? bolanevAlA nahIM hai, astitva hI saMdeza detA hai| jaba paramAtmA | rAga se bharA huA AdamI thor3A praphullita dikhAyI par3atA hai, to cAroM tarapha se taraMgAyita hone lagatA hai-apUrvazruta kA tumane usase viparIta vairAgya kI pratimA banA lii| kyoMki rAgI avagAhana-'vaise-vaise nitanUtana vairAgyayukta zraddhA se haMsatA hai, rAgI gIta gAtA hai, to vairAgI haMsa nahIM sakatA, gIta AhlAdita hotA hai| | nahIM gA sktaa| tumhArA vairAgI rAga kA hI zIrSAsana hai| ulTA ise lakSaNa samajhanA sAdhu kaa| ise lakSaNa samajhanA saMnyAsI khar3A kara diyA vairAgI ko| lekina vAstavika vairAgya parama rAga kaa| agara AhlAda na ho, to samajha lenA ki kahIM bhUla ho gyii| hai| vAstavika vairAgya kA to kaise rAgI mukAbalA kareMge! usa agara nAcatA na mile saMnyAsI, to samajha lenA kahIM bhala ho nRtya ko to kaise rAgI pahuMca sakate haiN| usa AhlAda ko to, gyii| aba jAo jaina-AzramoM meM, jaina-maMdiroM meM, | kamala ke una phUloM ko to tabhI koI chU sakatA hai jaba citta saba jaina-pUjAgRhoM meM, jaina-muniyoM ko dekho, isa sUtra kA kahIM bhI bhAMti nirmala huA ho| vaisI muskurAhaTa to kevala parama zAMta tumheM koI lakSaNa milegA? rUkhe-sUkhe, marusthala-jaise, jahAM | citta se hI uTha sakatI hai| kabhI koI hariyAlI nhiiN| kahIM kucha bhUla-cUka ho gyii| ho gayI taznA-labo Aja rahIne-kausara 2010_03
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________________ jina satra bhAgaH2 mere laba pe labe-lAlIne nigAra A hI gayA mutaribe-phardA hUM 'sAgara' mAjI ke ajAdAroM meM nahIM tRSNA svarga kI amRta-nadI se kRtajJa ho gayI, priya ke oMTha mere | hai kuphrozara tabiyata meM merI TUTe hue sAjoM kA mAtama--jo TUTa oMThoM para A gaye cuke sAja, atIta jo bIta cukA, use to maiM pApa samajhatA huuN| ho gayI taznA-labo Aja rahIne-kausara | usakI bAta hI uThAnI vyartha hai| jo jA cukA, jA cukaa| mere laba pe labe-lAlIne nigAra A hI gayA hai kuphrozara tabiyata meM merI TUTe hue sAjoM kA mAtama vaha to aisA hai jaise paramAtmA ne AliMgana kiyaa| parama vairAgya mutaribe-phardA hU~ sAgara--maiM bhaviSya kA gAyaka huuN| kA AhlAda to aise hai jaise paramAtmA ke oMTha tumhAre oMTha para A | mAjI ke ajAdAroM meM nahIM--maiM atIta ke lie ronevAloM meM gye| rAgI to asaMbhava ceSTA meM lagA hai| rAgI to aisI ceSTA meM | nhiiN| lagA hai, jaise koI reta se tela nicor3a rahA ho| rAgI to aisI virAgI, vItarAgI, svayaM meM thira huA saMnyAsI koI dhUla lekara ceSTA meM lagA hai ki nIma ke paudhoM ko sIMca rahA ho aura Ama kI nahIM cltaa| vaha koI saMgraha lekara nahIM cltaa| jo bIta gayA, AzA kara rahA ho| bIta gyaa| jo bIta rahA hai, bIta rahA hai| vaha sadA nayA hai| Aga ko kisane gulistAM na banAnA cAhA subaha kI osa kI bhAMti taajaa| sadA svaccha hai| kyoMki mana kA jala bujhe kitane khalIla Aga gulistAM na banI saMgraha hI asvaccha karatA hai, apavitra karatA hai, bAsA karatA hai| rAgI to Aga ko phulavAr3I banAne meM lagA hai| aMgAroM ko phUla | tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA, jo tuma anubhava kara cuke bAra-bAra, banAne meM lagA hai| ve bAse ho jAte haiN| choTe bacce ko dekhA, titaliyoM ke pIche Aga ko kisane gulistAM na banAnA cAhA bhAgate! tuma nahIM bhAga skoge| kyoMki tuma kahate ho titaliyAM jala bujhe kitane khalIla Aga gulistAM na banI haiM, dekha lIM bhut| choTe bacce ko dekhA, choTI-choTI cIjoM se kabhI Aga phulavAr3I banI hai? kabhI aMgAre phUla bane? | camatkRta hote haiM! choTI-choTI cIjeM use Azcarya se bhara jAtI sAdhAraNa AdamiyoM se lekara sikaMdaroM taka ceSTA karate haiM aura haiN| ghAsa kA phUla, aura choTe bacce ko aisA AMdolita kara detA hAra jAte haiN| parAjaya saMsAra kA nicor3a hai| isIlie to hamane hai, aisA rasa-vibhora kara detA hai ki vaha khar3A hai aura dekha rahA hai, mahAvIra ko jina khaa| jina arthAta jisane jIta liyaa| jina AMkhoM para use bharosA nahIM AtA ki aisA camatkAra ho sakatA arthAta jisane pA liyaa| jina arthAta jo vastutaH saphala huaa| hai! choTe bacce ko dekhA, sAgara ke kinAre kaMkar3a-patthara-sIpI saphala hI nahIM suphala bhI huaa| jisake jIvana meM phala lge| bIna letA hai, aise jaise ki hIre-javAharAta hoM, kohinUra hoM! kyA 'jaise-jaise azrutapUrva kA avagAhana karatA hai, vaise-vaise mAmalA hai? isa choTe bacce ke pAsa tAjA mana hai| isake pAsa nitnuutn...|' aura vairAgya bhI nitanUtana phUla khilAtA hai| tuma | kucha atIta kA saMsmaraNa nahIM hai| isalie ye yaha nahIM kaha yaha mata socanA ki vairAgya eka baMdhI-baMdhAyI rUr3hi hai| tuma yaha sakatA ki yaha purAnA hai| isake pAsa taulane kA koI upAya hI mata socanA ki virAgI basa usI-usI DhAMce meM baMdhA huA roja nahIM hai ki kaha sake purAnA hai| jItA hai| vastutaH rAgI jItA hai DhAMce meM, vairAgI to pratipala naye, vairAgya nayA janma hai| phira se choTe bacce kI bhAMti ho jAnA hai| aura naye meM praveza karatA hai| virAgI kA na to koI atIta jIsasa ne kahA hai, jo choTe baccoM kI bhAMti hoMge, ve hI kevala mere hai--vaha atIta ko nahIM DhotA-aura na usakI koI atIta ko prabhu ke rAjya meM praveza kara skeNge| hiMdU kahate haiM dvija honA hogA, punarukta karane kI AkAMkSA hai| isalie kucha bhI punarukta nahIM dubArA janma lenA hogaa| eka janma to mAM-bApa se milatA hai| hotaa| vairAgI kI subaha hara roja nayI hai| vairAgI kI sAMjha hara | vaha janma zarIra kA hai| eka janma tumheM svayaM hI apane ko denA sAMjha nayI hai| vairAgI kA hara cAMda nayA hai, hara sUraja nayA hai| vaha hogaa| vaha AtmasRjana hai| vahI AtmasAdhanA hai| taba phira dhUla ko saMbhAlatA hI nahIM, isalie pratipala tAjA hai, nirmala hai| vyakti sadA tAjA rahatA hai| roja-roja AhlAda se bharA huaa| hai kaphrozara tabiyata meM merI TUTe hue sAjoM kA mAtama aisI kathA hai, rAmakRSNa ko choTI-choTI cIjoM meM rasa thaa| 2010_03
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________________ A satya ke dvAra kI kaMjI : samyaka-zravaNa / | kabhI-kabhI unake bhakta bhI unako rokate the ki paramahaMsadeva, socate haiM ki zraddhA koI hiMdU, jaina, bauddha, IsAI ho jAnA hai| acchA nahIM mAlUma hotA, loga kyA kaheMge? unakI patnI bhI zraddhA meM itane nUtana phUla lagate haiM ki vaha jaina DhAMce meM samA na unheM samajhAtI ki aisA Apa na kreN| brahmajJAna kI carcA cala rahI skegii| na bauddha DhAMce meM samA skegii| na hiMda, na musalamAna ke ho, bIca meM uThakara ve cauke meM pahuMca jAte-kyA banA hai Aja? DhAMce meM samA skegii| zraddhA ko kauna samA pAyA? yaha bar3A aba yaha bAta jamatI nhiiN| dUsaroM taka ko saMkoca hotaa| ziSyoM AkAza bhI zraddhA ke AkAza se choTA hai| zraddhA ko kauna kaba ko lagatA ki loga kyA kaheMge? phira Akara brahma-carcA zurU bAMdha pAyA? kauna lakIroM meM bAMdha pAyA? zraddhA kI kauna kaba kara dete| lekina bar3I saralatA kI khabara milatI hai| jaise paribhASA kara pAyA? upaniSadoM ke vacana 'annaM brahma' para TIkA kara rahe hoM-jIvana aura mahAvIra ko samajhate samaya yaha khayAla rakhanA, aura dharmoM se| brahma kI carcA aura anna kI carcA meM kucha bheda nhiiN| bIca meM ne kahA hai, paramAtmA para zraddhA karo, zraddhA ke binA tuma paramAtmA uThakara pUcha Ae to harja kyA! choTe bacce-jaisI srltaa| para na pahuMca sakoge; mahAvIra ne kahA, paramAtmA kI to phikira choTA baccA bAra-bAra pahuMca jAtA hai cauke ke pAsa, pakar3a letA hai | chor3o-ho, na ho-zraddhA karo, kyoMki zraddhA hI paramAtmA hai| mAM kA AMcala, kyA bana rahA hai? orI ne kahA hai paramAtmA para zraddhA karo, mahAvIra ne kahA zraddhA sarala-citta ho jAtA hai viraagii| aisA sarala ki rIti-niyama, para zraddhA kro| nvnvsevegsddhaao| vyavasthA, anuzAsana, saba vyartha ho jAte haiN| AMtarika sahajatA | merI mastI meM aba hoza hI kA taura hai sAkI se jItA hai| tere sAgara meM ye sahabA nahIM kucha aura hai sAkI na ahade-mAjI kI yaha ravAyata merI mastI meM aba hoza kA hI taura hai sAkI--aba merI mastI na Aja aura kala kI yaha hikAyata meM bhI hoza kA hI raMga-DhaMga hai| aba yaha behozI bhI behozI nahIM hayAta hai hara kadama pe 'sAgara' hai, aba isameM hoza kA hI dIyA jalatA hai| aba yaha mastI koI nayI hakIkata nayA phasAnA pAgalapana nahIM hai, yaha mastI hI parama buddhimattA, prajJA, pratibhA hai| jIvana usake lie pratipala nayA hai| nayI hakIkata nayA | merI mastI meM aba hoza kA hI taura hai sAkI phsaanaa| vItarAgI to gAyaka hai jIvana ke naye svara kA, saMgItajJa tere sAgara meM ye sahabA nahIM kucha aura hai sAkI hai jIvana kI vINA kA, nartaka hai jIvana ke mahAnRtya kaa| aura aura tere sAgara meM zarAba nahIM, aMgUrI zarAba nhiiN| pratipala umaMga hai, aura pratipala nayA hai| kucha aura hai saakii...| ,'taha taha palhAi munnii|' bar3A pyArA vacana hai| mahAvIra kahate jaba tumhArA dhyAna nayI-nayI sIr3hiyAM aura sopAna pAra karatA haiM--'jaha jaha suyabhogAhai'--jaise-jaise vaha mahAsukha bharane hai, to tuma eka dina pAte ho ki paramAtmA ne apanI surAhI se lagatA hai, rasa barasatA hai, 'taha taha palhAi muNI'-aura uMDelA kucha tummeN| pallavita hotA muni, AhlAdita hotA; umaMga uThatI hai, ullAsa tere sAgara meM ye sahabA nahIM kucha aura hai sAkI uThatA hai, bhItara nRtya-gAna uThatA hai| jaise ASAr3ha meM jaba bAdala aura yaha zarAba kucha aisI hai, yaha mastI kucha aisI hai ki ghira jAte haiM aura mora nAcate haiM, aise hI AMtarika-jIvana meM jaba jagAtI hai, sulAtI nhiiN| uThAtI hai, girAtI nhiiN| saMbhAlatI hai, prakAza ke bAdala cAroM ora ghirane lagate haiM-ASAr3ha ke prathama DagamagAtI nhiiN| hoza lAtI hai, behozI kATatI hai| 'taha taha divasa Ate haiM to mana kA mora nAcatA hai| jaha jaha | palhAi munnii'| aura jaise-jaise yaha aMgUrI zarAba, yaha amRta suyabhogAhai, taha taha palhAi muNI, nvnvsevegsddhaao| aura bhItara utaranA zurU hotA hai, muni pallavita hotA, praphullita pratipala naye-naye pallava khilate, naye-naye phUla, nayI-nayI | hotA, AhlAdita hotaa| 'nvnvsevegsddhaao'| shrddhaa| nitanUtana! 'jaise dhAgA piroyI suI gira jAne para bhI khotI nhiiN...|' loga samajhate haiM zraddhA koI baMdhA-baMdhAyA DhAMcA hai| loga bar3A pyArA sUtra hai...'jaise dhAgA piroyI suI gira jAne para bhI 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 khotI nahIM, vaise hI sasUtra jIva saMsAra meM naSTa nahIM hotaa|' jahAM dhAge ke sAtha hai-sasuttA-sUtra ke sAtha hai, 'na nassai sUI jahA sasuttA, na nassai kayavarammi paDiA vi| kayavarammi paDiA vi', gira bhI jAe to khotI nhiiN| 'jIvo vi jIvo vi taha sasutto, na nassai gao vi sNsaare|| | taha sasutto'-aura jo jIva bhI sUtra ke sAtha jur3A hai, 'na suI gira jAe binA dhAgA piroyI, to khojanA bar3A muzkila ho nassai gao vi saMsAre'-vaha saMsAra meM kabhI naSTa nahIM hotaa| jAtA hai| aise hI hamArA jIvana dhAgA piroyA nahIM abhii| dhyAna mauta Ae, hajAra bAra Ae, sasUtra jIva ko jIvana hI lAtI hai| kA dhAgA anusyUta nahIM kiyA abhii| abhI hamArA jIvana eka mRtyu bhI use mAratI nhiiN| sasatra jIva ko jahara bhI amata ho bikharI rAzi hai| jaise phUla kisI ne lagA diye Dhera meN| abhI | jAtA hai| isameM zAstrayuktajJAna kA kahIM koI ullekha nahIM hai| hamArA jIvana eka mAlA nahIM banA ki phUloM ko koI piro de eka lekina jaina-muni isakA anuvAda karate haiM--'jaise dhAgA dhAge meN| jaba jIvana mAlA banatA hai, to hI jIvana meM arthavattA | piroyI suI gira jAne para bhI khotI nahIM, vaise hI zAstrajJAnayukta AtI hai| Dhera kI taraha hama kSaNa-kSaNa jIte haiM, lekina hamAre sAre jIva saMsAra meM naSTa nahIM hotA hai|' aba unhoMne kucha apane kSaNoM ko jor3anevAlA koI anusyUta dhAgA nahIM hai| hamane anaMta | hisAba se DAla liyA! zAstrajJAna kI tarapha izArA nahIM hai, janma jIe haiM, lekina saba Dhera kI taraha lagA hai, usake bhItara koI anyathA mahAvIra khuda hI kaha dete; muniyoM ke lie na chodd'te| , zRMkhalA nahIM hai| zRMkhalA na hone se hamArI saritA sAgara taka nahIM | ssuutrtaa| eka kramabaddhatA, eka zRMkhalA bane jIvana, aisA pahuMca paatii| bikharA-bikharA na ho| tuma apane jIvana ko dekho, eka paira bAyeM tuma hI ho vaha jisakI khAtira jA rahA hai, dUsarA paira dAyeM jA rahA hai| AdhA mana maMdira jA rahA hai, nizidina ghUma rahI yaha takalI AdhA vezyAlaya meM baiThA hai| dukAna para baiThe haiM, rAma-rAma japa rahe tuma hI yadi na mile to hai saba haiM; jaba rAma-rAma japa rahe haiM, dukAna bhItara cala rahI hai| aise vyartha katAI asalI-nakalI sUtrahIna nahIM kAma clegaa| jIvana meM eka dizA ho, eka gaMtavya aba to aura na dera lagAo, ho, eka khoja, eka anveSaNa ho| aura jIvana meM eka zaMkhalA cAhe kisI rUpa meM Ao, ho, anyathA zakti kama hai, khojanA bahuta hai; samaya kama hai, eka sUta bhara kI dUrI hai khojanA bahuta hai; aise tuma bhaTakate rahe kabhI bAyeM, kabhI dAyeM; basa dAmana meM aura kaphana meM kabhI yahAM, kabhI vahAM, to saba kho jaaegaa| dhyAna kA satra, aura jIvana mahAjIvana bana jAtA hai| aura mRtyu yaha avasara kho mata denaa| yaha avasara mazkila se milatA samAdhi bana jAtI hai| dhyAna kA sUtra, aura padArtha meM paramAtmA hai| mahAvIra ne bAra-bAra kahA hai, manuSya honA muzkila se ghaTatA jhalakane lagatA hai| dhyAna kA sUtra, aura jIvana kA kSudra se kSudra hai| ise aise mata gaMvA denaa| eka sUtrabaddhatA lAo jIvana meN| aMga bhI virATa se virATa kI AbhA se pariplAvita ho jAtA hai| eka dishaa-bodh| dhyAna se jIyA gayA jIvana hI jIvana hai| zeSa bhaTakAva hai| zeSa jaise-jaise dizA AegI, vaise-vaise tuma pAoge kaThinAiyoM meM aisI yAtrA hai ki tumheM patA nahIM kyoM jA rahe, kahAM jA rahe, bhI AzIrvAda barasane lge| dukha meM bhI sukha kI jhalaka milane kisalie jA rahe? kauna ho, yaha bhI patA nhiiN| lgii| tUphAna meM bhI sakUna, zAMti Ane lgii| _ 'jaise dhAgA piroyI suI gira jAne para bhI khotI nahIM, vaise hI | lutpha Ane lagA japhAoM meM sasUtra jIva saMsAra meM naSTa nahIM hotA hai|' yahAM smaraNa dilA dUM, vo kahIM meharabAM na ho jAeM jaina-zAstrakAra jaba isa sUtra kA anuvAda karate haiM, to vaha sasUtra kA artha karate haiM--zAstrajJAnayukta jIva, jo ki bilakula hI Aja itanA hii| galata hai| maulika rUpa se galata hai| mahAvIra ke mUla vacana meM kahIM bhI zAstra kA ullekha nahIM hai| 'sUI jahA sasuttA'-suI 2010_03