Jinsutra Lecture 26 Tumhari Sampada Tum Ho

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340126/1

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chabbIsavAM pravacana tumhArI saMpadA-tuma ho

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prazna-sAra na mAlUma khopar3I meM kahAM se kahAM calA gayA! zakti aura prabhutA kI khoja meM thA, yahAM zAMti aura zUnyatA sIkhane ko milii| aba na Age jA sakatA hUM aura na piiche| mana vikSipta huA jAtA hai| kRpayA mArgadarzana deN| darzana ke tatkSaNa bAda ghaTI ghaTanA ko hI kyA bhajana kahate haiM? jo dina Apake sAtha premapUrvaka bitAe unako maiM kaise bhUlUM? atIta ko bhUlanA mere basa kI bAta nhiiN| Apa vItarAga haiN| aba ina AMsuoM ke sivA mere pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai| mana bAra-bAra kahatA hai, Apa kaba AeMge?

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halA praznaH na mAlUma khopar3I meM kahAM se kahAM calo, unhIM AkAMkSAoM ko prabhu ke mArga para saphala kara leMge! calA gayA! cAhatA thA yoga se zakti, yahAM | to phira tumheM asaphalatA hAtha lgegii| aura bhI gahana asaphalatA samajhane ko milI shaaNti| cAhatA thA dharma se | hAtha lagegI! jaise saMsAra ke mArga para lagI, usase bhI jyAdA! prabhutA, yahAM samajhane ko milI shuunytaa| kucha nirNaya nahIM kara | tuma ujar3e-ujar3e ho jAoge! lekina kAraNa dharma kA patha nahIM pAtA huuN| mana vikSipta huA jAtA hai| yaha yAtrA na mAlUma kahAM hai; kAraNa tumhArI galata AkAMkSA hai| / purAnA vizvAsa bikhara cukA hai, naye kA janma | jaba koI cAhatA hai zakti mila jAye, to kisake khilApha nahIM ho rhaa| aba na pIche jA sakatA hUM aura na Age hI bar3ha cAhatA hai? kyoMki zakti to sadA kisI ke khilApha hotI hai| pAtA huuN| kRpayA mArgadarzana deM! zakti kA artha hI hiMsA hai| zakti hama cAhate hI isIlie haiM ki kisI dUsare se balazAlI dharma kI khoja meM nikalanevAle loga akasara kisI aura cIja ho jAyeM, ki kisI dUsare kI chAtI para baiTha jAyeM, ki kisI dUsare kI khoja meM nikalate haiM-usa khoja ko dharma kA nAma de dete haiN| ko dabA leM, ki kisI dUsare ko choTA kara deN| zakti kA artha hI zakti kI khoja dharma kI khoja nahIM hai| zakti kI khoja to mahatvAkAMkSA hai| vaha ahaMkAra kA jvara hai| ahaMkAra kI hI khoja hai| zaktizAlI hone kI AkAMkSA dharma to zAMti kI khoja hai| zAMti kA artha hai : zakti kI khoja dharma-virodhI hai| | vyartha hai, isa bAta kA bodha; aura zakti kI khoja se maiM sadA lekina adhika loga dharma kI yAtrA para kinhIM galata kAraNoM se bImAra rahUMgA, svastha na ho paauuNgaa| nikalate haiM; jo saMsAra meM nahIM mila sakA, usI ko khojane zAMti kI khoja bilakula viparIta hai| zAMti kI khoja kA artha paramAtmA meM jAte haiN| | hai: maiM isa 'maiM' ko bhI girAtA hai, jisameM zakti kI AkAMkSA jo saMsAra meM nahIM mila sakA, use khojane paramAtmA meM mata paidA hotI hai; maiM isa bIja ko dagdha karatA huuN| isane mujhe jaanaa| kyoMki jo saMsAra meM hI nahIM hai, vaha paramAtmA meM to ho hI tar3aphAyA, janmoM-janmoM taka bhttkaayaa| nahIM sktaa| jise tuma saMsAra meM na pA sake, use to samajha lenA buddha ne, jaba unheM parama jJAna huA to AkAza kI tarapha AMkheM ki pAne kA koI upAya hI nahIM hai| uThAkara kahA, 'he gRhakAraka! he tRSNA ke gRhakAraka! aba tujhe lekina svAbhAvika hai| saMsAra meM hama jIye haiM aba taka | mere lie aura koI ghara na banAnA pdd'egaa| bahuta tUne ghara banAe mere janmoM-janmoM tk| vahI eka bhASA paricita hai-pada kI, dhana lie, lekina aba maiM AkhirI jAla se mukta ho gayA huuN| aba kI, prabhutA kI, zakti kii| saMsAra asaphala huA to socate haiM aura mere lie janma na hoNge|' 557

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jana sUtra bhAgaH1.. jahAM mahatvAkAMkSA na rahI, tRSNA na rahI, vahAM aura janma na rhe| hai| aura jaba taka jor3A jA sakatA hai taba taka tuma atRpta jahAM mahatvAkAMkSA na rahI, vahAM bhaviSya na rahA, samaya na rahA; | rhoge| yaha daur3a to kabhI pUrI na hogI! vahAM hama zAzvata meM praveza karate haiN| isalie buddha ne kahA hai, tRSNA duSpUra hai| ise koI kabhI bhara zAzvata meM praveza hone se jo anubhava hotA hai usI kA nAma nahIM paayaa| nahIM ki saMsAra meM bharane ke sAdhana nahIM haiM; para tRSNA zAMti hai| samaya meM daur3ane se jo anubhava hotA hai usI kA nAma | kA svabhAva duSpUra hai| isa tRSNA ko jaba hama thakA-thakA pAte haiM azAMti hai| Aja se kala, kala se parasoM! jahAM hama hote haiM vahAM | saMsAra meM aura bhara nahIM pAte to hama prabha kI ora mar3ate haiN| prabha kabhI nahIM hote azAMti kA yahI artha hai| jo hama hote haiM usase kI ora mur3anA to ThIka, lekina mur3ane kA kAraNa galata hotA hai| hama kabhI rAjI nahIM hote-kucha aura honA cAhie! hamArI mAMga prabhu kI ora mur3akara dhIre-dhIre tumheM samajha meM par3egA ki tumhArI kA pAtra kabhI bharatA nhiiN| hamArA bhikSApAtra khAlI kA khAlI AMkhoM meM to purAnI vAsanA hI bharI hai| tuma paramAtmA se bhI vahI rahatA hai : kucha aura ! kucha aura! kucha aura! mAMga rahe ho jo tumane saMsAra se mAMgA thaa| to tuma mur3e to jarUra, tRpti to asaMbhava hai, kyoMki jo bhI milegA usase jyAdA zarIra to mur3a gayA, eka sau assI DigrI mur3a gayA lekina milane kI kalpanA to hama kara hI sakate haiN| jo bhI mila jAyegA AtmA nahIM mudd'ii| usase jyAdA bhI ho sakatA hai, isakI vAsanA to hama jagA hI yahI ar3acana praznakartA ko mAlUma ho rahI hai : 'na mAlUma kahAM sakate haiN| se kahAM calA gayA! cAhatA thA zakti, yahAM samajhane ko milI kyA tuma socate ho aisI koI ghar3I ho sakatI hai vAsanA ke shaaNti...|' isase ulajhana paidA ho rahI hai| isase ulajhana jagata meM, jahAM tuma jyAdA kI kalpanA na kara sako? aisI to salajhanI caahie| koI ghar3I nahIM ho sktii| sArA saMsAra mila jAe to bhI mana samajha ko thor3A jagAo! sApha-sutharA karo! agara zakti kahegAH aura cAMda-tAre par3e haiM! | mila jAyegI to kyA karoge? aura zakti pAne meM niyojita kahate haiM, sikaMdara jaba DAyojanIja ko milA to DAyojanIja ne kroge| loga dhana kamAte haiM, kyA karate haiM? aura dhana kamAne meM eka bar3A majAka kiyaa| usane kahA, 'sikaMdara! yaha bhI to lagAte haiN| aura kamAkara kyA kareMge? aura kamAne meM lagAte haiN| soca ki agara tU sArI duniyA jIta legA to bar3I muzkila meM par3a bhogoge kaba? jo milatA hai, use aura Age ke liye lagA denA jaayegaa|' sikaMdara ne kahA, 'kyoM?' to DAyojanIja ne kahA, par3atA hai| aise jiMdagI hAtha se nikala jAtI hai| eka dina mauta 'phira isake bAda dUsarI koI duniyA nahIM hai|' aura kahate haiM, yaha | sAmane khar3I ho jAtI hai, jisake Age phira kucha bhI nahIM hai| taba socakara hI sikaMdara udAsa ho gyaa| usane kahA, 'maiMne isa para tuma cauMkate ho, lekina taba bar3I dera ho cukI! kabhI vicAra nahIM kiyaa| lekina tuma ThIka kahate ho| sArI | mere pAsa Ane kA eka hI upayoga ho sakatA hai ki jo mauta duniyA jItakara phira maiM kyA karUMgA! phira to vAsanA adhara meM karegI vaha maiM tumhAre lie abhI kruuN| isalie tuma ghbdd'aaoge| laTakI raha jaayegii| phira to atRpti adhara meM laTakI raha | isalie tuma bhAgoge, bacoge, tuma upAya kroge| jAnatA hUM, tuma jaayegii| phira to chAtI para atRpti kA patthara sadA ke lie rakhA kucha aura khojane Ae ho| lekina tuma jo khojane Ae ho vaha raha jaayegaa| kyoMki aura to kucha pAne ko nahIM hai, lekina pAne | maiM tumheM nahIM de sktaa| vaha denA to tumhArI duzmanI hogii| maiM to kI AkAMkSA thor3e hI samApta hotI hai|' tumheM vahI de sakatA hUM jo denA caahie| maiM tumheM zAMti kI dizA meM | tuma kucha bhI pA lo, kitanI hI zakti, kitanI hI prabhutA, hI agrasara kruuNgaa| kitanI hI pratiSThA, mAna-maryAdA-jyAdA kI kalpanA sadA _isalie eka mahatvapUrNa bAta samajha lenI jarUrI hai : ziSya aura saMbhava hai| tuma tRpta na ho paaoge| tumhArI tijor3I kitanI hI guru ke bIca jo saMbaMdha hai vaha bar3A bebUjha hai! ziSya kucha aura hI bar3I ho, aura bhI bar3I ho sakatI hai; usameM kucha jor3A jA sakatA | mAMgatA hai; guru kucha aura hI detA hai| ziSya jo mAMgatA hai, agara hai| tumhArA sauMdarya kitanA hI ho, usameM kucha jor3A jA sktaa| guru de de to vaha guru guru nahIM; vaha duzmana hai| guru jo denA 5581 Jal Education International

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HARIHANNEL tumhArI saMpadA-tuma ho BRAREL cAhatA hai, use lene ko ziSya rAjI ho jAe to hI ziSya hai| jA sakatA hai| tuma apanI mAMga lekara mere pAsa mata rhnaa| anyathA tumhArI khayAla kiyA tumane! bar3e se bar3e zaktizAlI kI zakti china mAMga mere aura tumhAre bIca dIvAla kI taraha khar3I rhegii| jaba mere sakatI hai-chInI jA sakatI hai| pAsa hI ho to yahI kaha do ki aba tuma hI yaha bhI taya karo ki nepoliyana hAra gayA aMta meM to use seMTa helenA ke eka choTe-se kyA ThIka hai| isakA nAma hI samarpaNa hai| dvIpa meM kArAgRha meM DAla diyA gyaa| samrATa thaa| sAre jagata ko samarpaNa kA yaha artha nahIM hai ki tuma kucha mAMgane Aye ho; jItane calA thaa| AkhirI natIjA yaha huA ki kArAgRha meM samarpaNa karane se milegA, isalie samarpaNa karate ho| nahIM, pdd'aa| dvIpa para use calane-phirane kI svataMtratA thii| choTA-sA samarpaNa kA artha hai: tuma apanI mAMga, tuma apanA mana saba dvIpa thaa| vaha pUrA dvIpa hI kArAgRha thaa| isalie kahIM bhAgane kA samarpaNa karate ho| | to koI upAya na thaa| pahale hI dina vaha subaha-subaha ghUmane tuma kahate ho, 'aba merI koI mAMga nahIM; aba merA koI mana niklaa| eka pagaDaMDI se gujara rahA hai| eka strI ghAsa kA gaTThara nahIM; aba jo marjI ho! aba jo usa pUrNa kI marjI ho, vaha hone lie sira para AtI hai| to nepoliyana kA jo cikitsaka do! aba maiM yaha na kahUMgA ki merI marjI pUrI ho|' hai-use eka cikitsaka diyA gayA thA kyoMki vaha bImAra thA, merI marjI pUrI ho, yahI adhArmika AdamI kA lakSaNa hai| parezAna thA, usakI rakSA ke lie-vaha cikitsaka cillAkara gurajiepha kahatA thA, tathAkathita dhArmika loga akasara to kahatA hai usa ghasiyArina se ki 'haTa, tujhe patA hai kauna A rahA dharma-virodhI haiN| usane to yahAM taka kahA ki jinako tuma dharma hai! rAstA chor3a!' lekina nepoliyana svayaM rAstA chor3akara kahate ho vaha sabhI Izvara-virodhI haiN| kyoMki unake pIche vahI | kinAre khar3A ho gayA aura usane kahA ki tuma bhUla karate ho| ve AkAMkSAeM haiM; apanI marjI pUrI karane ke irAde haiN| dina gaye jaba nepoliyana ke lie pahAr3a haTa jAte the| aba to tuma Izvara ko bhI saMcAlita karanA cAhate ho-apanI marjI ghasiyArina bhI na httegii| aba to mujhe hI haTa jAnA ucita hai| se! tuma use apane pIche calAnA cAhate ho| aura Izvara kevala ghasiyArina kama se kama svataMtra to hai, maiM kaidI hUM! merI koI unhIM ke sAtha cala pAtA hai jo usake pIche calane ko rAjI haiN| haisiyata nahIM usake saamne|| satya ko apane pIche khaDA karane ke lie to bahata se loga nepoliyana kI zakti china jAtI hai| samrATa dIna aura daridra ho utsuka haiN| satya ke pIche khar3A hone ko jo utsuka hotA hai vahI jAte haiN| jo china jAtI hai, jisa para dUsaroM kA kabjA ho sakatA ziSya hai| usane hI sIkhanA zurU kiyaa| hai, jo parataMtra hai-usakA kyA mUlya ? vaha nAva bar3I choTI hai| to aba A hI gae ho to tuma jo kucha sIkhakara Aye ho tumane khayAla kiyA H zakti ke lie dUsaroM kI jarUrata hai! jiMdagI se, vaha tumhAre kAma nahIM pdd'egaa| jiMdagI meM hI kAma na | agara nepoliyana ko jaMgala meM akelA chor3a do, usake pAsa koI pdd'aa| jo nAva nadI-nAle meM kAma na AyI usako lekara tuma zakti nahIM hai| pradhAnamaMtriyoM ko, rASTrapatiyoM ko jaMgala meM sAgara meM utara rahe ho? jo nAva nadI-nAloM meM DubAne lagI thI, akelA chor3a do, unake pAsa koI zakti nahIM hai| zakti ke lie usako lekara tuma sAgara meM utarane kA Ayojana kara rahe ho? phira bhIr3a caahie| zakti ke lie ve loga cAhie jina para zakti Dubo, to parezAna mata honA! | Aropita kI jA ske| lekina zAMti to akele meM bhI tumhArI nizcita hI DUboge, kyoMki sAgara ke virATa kA tumheM bodha hai; akele meM aura bhI jyAdA tumhArI hai| use tumase koI chIna nhiiN| sAgara meM zakti kI nAva mata calAnA; vaha kAgaja kI nAva nahIM sakatA, kyoMki vaha kisI para nirbhara nahIM hai| TheTha himAlaya hai| vaha ahaMkAra kI nAva hai; burI tarapha DUboge! kUla-kinArA na ke ekAMta meM bhI zAMti tumhArI hogI; tumhAre sAtha jaaegii| milegaa| bahuta tar3aphoge, parezAna hooge| vahAM to zAMti kI jo ekAMta meM bhI tumhare sAtha ho, vahI tumhArI saMpadA hai| aura nAva claanaa| kyoMki zakti kI sImA hotI hai| zAMti kI koI | jo dUsaroM para nirbhara hotI ho, use tuma ekAMta meM na le jA sako, to sImA nhiiN| zakti ko chInA jA sakatA hai, zAMti ko chInA nahIM mRtyu ke pAra kaise le jA sakoge? vahAM to tuma akele jaaoge| 559 www.jainelibrarorg

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jina sUtra bhAga na mitra hoMge, na saMgI-sAthI, na pati-patnI, na beTe-beTiyAM, koI yaha naisargika jIvana kA hissA hai| yaha kisI se lI nahIM gayI, bhI na hogaa| mauta meM to tuma akele praveza kroge| saba chuTa kisI se chInI nahIM gaI, kisI ko dI nahIM jA sktii| jaba tuma jAyegA jo dUsaroM para nirbhara thaa| jo dUsaroM ne diyA thA vaha dUsare apane ghara lauTa Ate ho aura parama zAMti meM lIna hote ho, to vApisa le leNge| tuma kore ke kore raha jaaoge| burI taraha DUbegI acAnaka tuma pAte ho zakti kA AvirbhAva huA hai! lekina yaha yaha nAva! zakti tamhArI nahIM hai| kyoMki tama to azAMti ke sAtha hI cale isalie maiM zakti kI koI zikSaNa, zakti kA koI svarUpa, gye| yaha zakti paramAtmA kI hai| zakti kI koI rUpa-rekhA tumheM nahIM detA huuN| zAMti! vahI pAne tuma mujhe aisA kahane doH paramAtmA ke atirikta aura koI yogya hai| jo khoyA na jA sake, basa vahI pAne yogya hai| zaktizAlI nahIM hai| aura paramAtmA ke atirikta aura koI para tumheM ar3acana huI hai, yaha bhI maiM samajhatA huuN| tuma agara zaktizAlI ho bhI nahIM sktaa| vastutaH paramAtmA ke atirikta zakti hI khojane Aye the...jaisA loga Ate haiN| loga to kisI ko svayaM ko 'maiM' kahane kA adhikAra nahIM hai| yaha to satpuruSoM ke pAsa bhI camatkAra ke lie hI jAte haiN| loga to vahAM kAmacalAU hai| hama upayoga karate haiM 'maiM'; lekina 'maiM' to bhI zakti kA hI koI tamAzA dekhanA cAhate haiN| logoM kI AMkheM vahI kaha sakatA hai jo zAzvata hai| hamAre 'maiM' kA bharosA bAjAra se itanI bhara gayI haiM ki jaba ve maMdira meM bhI Ate haiM to kyA? ghaDIbhara to TikatA nahIM! kSaNabhara to TikatA nahIM! abhI bAjAra ko apane sAtha le Ate haiN| kucha, abhI kucha! pAnI para khIMcI lakIra hai! nahIM, yahAM to una logoM ke lie hI suvidhA hai jo bAjAra se saba tuma jaba miTate ho...aura tuma usI samaya miTa jAte ho jaba bhAMti jAgakara Aye haiN| kama se kama itanI jAga to lekara Aye haiM tuma azAMti ke rAste para calanA chor3a dete ho; arthAta jaba tuma ki yaha zakti kI daur3a vyartha hai| aba calo, dUsarI yAtrA para zakti kI khoja chor3a dete ho, tuma bikharane lagate ho| isIlie nikaleM! zAMti kI yAtrA! becainI hai| saMsAra kI pUrI yAtrA zakti kI yAtrA hai--bahAne kucha bhI hoN| 'khopar3I bar3I udvigna hai', praznakartA ne pUchA hai| 'parezAna huuN| koI dhana ikaTThA karatA hai| usase bhI pUcho, dhana kyoM ikaTThA karatA AyA thA zakti khojane, yahAM milI shaaNti| cAhatA thA prabhutA, hai? dhana se zakti AtI hai| eka-eka rupaye meM bharI hai shkti| yahAM milI shuunytaa|' koI jJAna ikaTThA karatA hai| usase pUcho, kyoM? to jJAna se zUnyatA dvAra hai prabhu kaa| tuma agara zUnya hone ko rAjI ho gaye zakti AtI hai| koI rAja-padoM para pahuMcane ke lie Atura hai, to tumheM prabhu hone se koI bhI roka na skegaa| aura agara tuma usase zakti AtI hai| saMsAra meM hama vahI karate haiM jisase zakti zUnya hone ko rAjI na hue aura tumane prabhutA kI talAza kI, to AtI hai| tuma bhikhamaMge rahoge, tuma sUne ke sUne rahoge, khAlI ke khAlI to agara saMkSipta meM kaheM, to saMsAra hai zakti kI daudd'| bahAne rhoge| isa virodhAbhAsa ko apane hRdaya meM bahuta gahare baiTha jAne alaga-alaga hoNge| phira zakti kI daur3a se jo jAgane lagA, | denA, kyoMki yaha jIvana kA AtyaMtika gaNita hai| jisane usakI vyarthatA dekhI, vahI dharma kI yAtrA para nikalatA hai| | jIsasa ne kahA hai jo apane ko bacAeMge vaha miTa jAyeMge; yaha yAtrA aMtaryAtrA hai aura yahAM zAMta hote jAnA hai| aura jo apane ko miTAne ko rAjI haiM unheM koI bhI miTA nahIM zakti kI daur3a kA eka hI pariNAma hotA hai-ashaaNti| aba sktaa| lAotsu ne kahA hai : jo jItane kI yAtrA para nikaleMge, tumase maiM eka bar3I virodhAbhAsI bAta kahanA cAhatA hUM: zakti kI eka dina hAre hue pAye jAeMge; aura jo hArane ko rAjI hai, use daur3a kA eka hI pariNAma hotA hai-azAMti; aura zAMti kI daur3a koI harAnevAlA nhiiN| kA eka hI pariNAma hai-shkti| lekina vaha tumhArI kAmanA ke guMcA phira lagA khilane kAraNa nhiiN| zAMta vyakti zaktizAlI ho jAtA hai| para yaha Aja hamane apanA dila zakti bar3I aura hai| yaha zakti udvignatA nahIM hai-svabhAva hai| khU kiyA huA dekhA 560

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tumhArI saMpadA-tuma ho guma kiyA huA paayaa| khojanevAle zakti ko kabhI nahIM pAte, kevala azAMti pAte haiM, jaba usa zAMti kI varSA hotI hai to kalI phira khilane lagatI aura zAMti khojanevAle zakti ko upalabdha ho jAte haiN| hai| guMcA phira lagA khilane! jo kalI AMkhoM se bilakula phira Daro mt| ojhala ho gayI thI, jisakA patA bhI na rahA thA, jo bIja hokara usakA, usako hI lauTA dene meM itanA saMkoca kyA? usakA kahIM bhUmi meM kho gayI thI--vaha phira aMkarita ho AtI hai| | usake hI caraNoM meM car3hA dene meM itanI kaMjUsI kyA? guMcA phira lagA khilane jAna dI, dI huI usI kI thii| Aja hamane apanA dila haka to yaha hai ki haka adA na huaa| khU kiyA huA dekhaa| usI kI dI huI thI, usI ko vApasa lauTA dI, usI ko de dI! aura jisako hama samajhate the mara cukA, jisakA khUna ho cukA, / eka lahara uchalI sAgara meM, vApasa sAgara meM gira gaI! vaha dila phira dhar3akane lgaa| jAna dI, dI huI usI kI thI Aja hamane apanA dila haka to yaha hai ki haka adA na huaa| khU kiyA huA dekhA saca to yaha hai ki kartavya-pAlana na ho paayaa| yaha kyA khAka guma kiyA huA pAyA! bAta huI, kyA diyA! jo usakA thA usI ko lauTA diyA, isameM aura jo kho cukA thA, guma ho cukA thA, vaha phira milaa| kauna-sA kartavya pAlana huA? jI ho apane ko miTAne ko, to eka dina tuma lekina hama bar3e kaMjUsa haiN| jisase pAyA hai, usI ko lauTAne meM pAoge: Aja hamane apanA dila khU kiyA huA dekhA! jisako beImAnI kara jAte haiN| jisane banAyA hai, usase bhI chipA lete haiN| hama soce the ki mara hI cukA, jise hama chor3a hI Ae the dUra kahIM jisase pAyA hai usase bhI corI kara jAte haiN| rAha para, jisa kI hamane arthI sajA dI thI, jise hama daphanA Aye kyA hai tumhAre pAsa apanA? sAMsa usakI! bahatA huA tumhAre the, yA jise hamane sUlI para car3hA diyA thA, jise hama jalA cuke zarIra meM jala uskaa| deha meM miTTI ke kaNa usake! deha meM samAyA the-acAnaka vaha dila phira lahalahAyA, phira harA huA, phira AkAza usakA! deha meM jIvana kI dhArA agni usakI! aura kalI khulI! guma kiyA huA pAyA! aura jo kho gayA thA vaha | caitanya, vaha usI kA aMza! jaise tumhAre AMgana meM AkAza phira milaa| samAyA hai-bAhara phaile AkAza kA hI eka hissA-aise hI prabhutA chor3oH prabhutA milegI! ahaMkAra chor3oH AtmA tumameM caitanya samAyA hai| virATa caitanya kA eka choTA-sA konA, milegI! apane ko kho do, miTa jAne do, zUnya ho jAoH pUrNa | eka choTA AMgana! saba usakA hai| ke tuma pAtra ho jaaoge| pUrNa tumameM utregaa| tumhAre zUnya meM hI zUnya hone se Darate kyoM ho, ghabar3Ate kyoM ho? bUMda kI taraha utara sakatA hai| jagaha cAhie na! aura pUrNa jaise mehamAna ke lie Daro mata sAgara ke kinAre khar3e hokara, kyoMki bUMda agara sAgara meM jagaha banAnI ho, to zUnya se kama jagaha na par3egI, jarUrI hogii| gira jAye to sAgara ho jaayegii| agara kinAre para par3I raha gayI to itanI hI jagaha caahie| pUrA zUnya cAhie, tabhI pUrNa utara sakatA | bUMda hI raha jaayegii| sImA tar3aphAyegI tumheN| sImA dukha degii| hai| pUrNa, zUnya meM bilakula baiTha jAtA hai| asIma ke sAtha hI sukha ho sakatA hai| bhUmA ke sAtha hI sukha ho pUrNa kI bhI koI sImA nahIM hai; zUnya kI bhI koI sImA nahIM | sakatA hai| alpa meM kahAM sukha, kaisA sukha? hai| asIma ko bulAoge to asIma honA hI pdd'egaa| jisa aura ghabar3Ao mata! tumane chor3a diyA saba, to tuma yaha mata atithi ko tumane pukArA hai, usake Atitheya bhI to bananA hogA! socanA ki usane tumheM chor3a diyaa| tuma zUnya hue to yaha mata mejabAna to bananA hogA! jagaha to khAlI karanI hogii| siMhAsana | socanA ki vaha tumheM khAlI samajhakara tumhAre ghara meM praveza na para sthAna to rikta karanA hogA! kregaa| khAlI hooge, tabhI praveza kregaa| tumane saba chor3A, isalie kahatA hUM: zAMti! phikra chor3o zakti kii| zakti tabhI tumane pAtratA arjita kara lii| tumane saba chor3A-azeSa 561

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bhAva se! kucha bhI bacAnA mata! rattIbhara bhI mata bcaanaa| anyathA huaa| aba na pIche jA sakatA hUM na Age hI bar3ha pAtA huuN|' bacAyA huA hI bAdhA ho jaayegii| __ kahIM mata jAo! purAnA vizvAsa bikhara cukA, aba tuma jaldI tuma svayaM ke aura satya ke bIca kucha bhI rahasya mata rakhanA, mata karanA naye vizvAsa ko banAne kii| kyoMki Dara yaha hai ki sau chipAnA mata! tuma saba bhAMti nagna ho jaanaa| tuma saba bhAMti chor3a | meM se ninyAnabe vyakti, jaba unakA purAnA vizvAsa bikharatA hai denA, phira ciMtA kI bAta nhiiN| to nae ko phira purAne ke hI DhAMce meM banA lete haiN| purAne se maiM, aura bajme-mai se yUM tiznAkAma jAUM paricaya hotA hai| purAne se pahacAna hotI hai| purAne ke raMga-DhaMga gara maiMne kI thI taubA, sAkI ko kyA huA thA? patA hote haiN| purAne kI rUpa-rekhA unake hAtha meM hotI hai| phira sAdhAraNa madhuzAlAoM meM to yaha ho jAtA hai| naye vizvAsa ko vaha murAne ke DhAMce meM hI banA lete haiN| maiM, aura bajme-mai se yUM tiznAkAma jAUM, ki maiM aisA pyAsA purAnA vizvAsa bikhara gayA hai, Daro mata! tuma mata DhAlanA naye kA pyAsA lauTa jAUM madhuzAlA se! | vizvAsa ko, anyathA tuma phira purAne sAMce meM DhAla loge| vahI gara maiMne kI thI taubA, sAkI ko kyA huA thA? maiMne agara sAMcA tuma jAnate ho| tuma cupa rho| tuma isa bIca kI bar3I becaina kasama khAyI thI ki na pIUMgA to sAkI to bhara hI de sakatA thA avasthA meM rAjI rho| aura taba tumameM zraddhA kA janma hogaa| vaha pAtra ko! sAkI to pilAne kA Agraha kara sakatA thaa| mere taubA vizvAsa nahIM hogii| vaha tumhArI DhAlI huI na hogii| yahI maiM pharka kara lene se, mere kasama khA lene se, usane to kasama na khAyI thI, karatA hUM vizvAsa aura zraddhA meN| vizvAsa hai tumhArA DhAlA vaha to mujhe manA, samajhA-bujhA sakatA thA aura jabardastI karatA huA; kyoMki tuma khAlI rahane ko rAjI nahIM, kucha na kucha bharane to hama pI hI lete| | ko caahie| satya na sahI to jhUTha hI shii| apanA na sahI to sAdhAraNa madhazAlA meM to aisA ho jAyegA ki tumane agara taubA | aura kA hI shii| dekhA huA na sahI to sunA huA hI shii| kI hai to tuma tiznAkAma hI vApasa jAoge, pyAse hI vApasa | tuma vizvAsa ko DhAloge to tumhArA hI DhAlA huA vizvAsa lauttoge| lekina usa parama kI madhuzAlA meM jisane chor3a diyA | hogaa| na, yaha gRha udyoga satya ke jagata meM kAma na aayegaa| saba, vaha kabhI tiznAkAma nahIM jaataa| jisane pakar3A saba, vahI purAnA gira gayA, saubhAgya! dhanyabhAgI ho! aba jaldI mata tiznAkAma jAtA hai| jisane saba pakar3A vaha pyAsA raha jAtA hai| | karo naye ko banAne kii| agara tuma isa khAlIpana meM thor3I dera raha tama pakar3anevAloM kI tarapha to dekho! kaise pyAse aura kaise udAsa | gae to nayA utaregA; vaha tumhArA banAyA huA na hogaa| aura kaise thake aura hAre raha gaye haiN| tuma jarA chor3e huoM kI tarapha | dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, tumhAre zUnya ko kisI prakAza ne utarakara to dekho! mahAvIra, buddha-tuma unako to dekho, kaise bhara gae bhara diyaa| tuma to garbha jaise ho gae aura koI jIvana AyA aura haiM! pyAsa sadA ke lie miTa gayI hai, aisI gahana tRpti huI hai! tumhAre garbha meM praviSTa ho gyaa| yaha tumhArA banAyA huA putalA usakI madhuzAlA se tuma vApisa na aaoge| agara tumane saba | nahIM hai--yaha paramAtmA se AyA huA jIvana hai| chor3A to vaha tumheM bahuta manAegA, bahuta tumheM pilAne kA Agraha zraddhA AtI hai| vizvAsa lAyA jAtA hai| vizvAsa jabardastI kregaa| tuma agara saba usa para chor3a do to saba ho jaaye| hai; zraddhA naisargika hai; zraddhA sahaja hai| jo AdamI vizvAsa ke isalie maiM kahatA hUM, zUnya ho jaao| zUnya hone se merA artha | binA rahane ke lie rAjI hai, usake jIvana meM zraddhA utaratI hai| yaha nahIM hai ki tuma nA-kucha ho jaao| tuma nA-kucha ho| zUnya | vizvAsa kA na honA avizvAsa nahIM hai| kyoMki avizvAsa meM tumhArA yaha nA-kuchapana miTa jaayegaa| dhUla jama gayI hai, use to phira eka taraha kA vizvAsa hai| koI mAnatA hai, Izvara tumane saMpadA samajhA hai| zUnya hone meM yaha dhUla haTa jAegI aura hai-yaha bhI vizvAsa; koI mAnatA hai Izvara nahIM hai-yaha bhI tumhAre bhItara kI saMpadA pragaTa ho jaayegii| zUnya hokara hI tuma vishvaas| 'nahIM' lagA dene se kahIM pharka par3atA hai ? jo AdamI pUrNa ko paaoge| dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai| | mAnatA hai Izvara nahIM hai-yaha usakI dhAraNA, usakA shaastr| kahA hai, 'purAnA vizvAsa bikhara cukA, naye kA janma nahIM koI mahAvIra ko mAnatA hai, koI muhammada ko-koI mArksa ko Main Education International

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tumhArI saMpadA-tuma ho| mAnatA hai| koI gItA ko pUjatA hai, koI kurAna ko-koI hUM, pratIkSA kruuNgaa| kaipiTala ko pUjatA hai| pharka kucha bhI nahIM hai| | prArthanA karo, pratIkSA karo; lekina vizvAsa ko nirmita mata vahAM soviyata rUsa meM purAne devatA to vidA ho gaye, purAne dharma kro| hogA! dhIraja rkho| aura agara dhIraja se huA, kho gaye, purAne carca kho gaye; lekina kamyunijma kA nayA carca apane-Apa huA aura tuma sirpha sAkSI rahe, gavAha; banAnevAle nirmita ho gayA hai| kamyunisTa netAoM kI nayI pratimAeM nirmita nahIM, tumane sirpha jagate dekhA zraddhA ko, tumane zraddhA kA vRkSa bar3hate ho gayI haiN| Izvara nahIM hai, yahI siddhAMta ho gayA hai vizvAsa kaa| dekhA, tumane zraddhA meM phUla-phala lagate dekhe, tuma sirpha sAkSI baccoM ko raTAyA jAtA hai| jaise IsAI raTAte haiM baccoM ko, jaise rahe to tuma pAoge yaha zraddhA muktidAyI hai| musalamAna raTAte haiM, hiMdU, jaina raTAte haiM baccoM ko, apanI-apanI isa zraddhA ko hI mahAvIra ne darzana kahA hai| darzana yAnI dhAraNA-vaise hI kamyunijma apanI dhAraNA raTAtA hai| lekina jisako tumane dekhA, banAyA nhiiN| zraddhA tumhArA karma nahIM hai, donoM hI vizvAsa haiN| | darzana hai| zraddhA tumhArA kRtya nahIM hai, tumhArA darzana hai| jisako vizvAsa kA artha yahI hai : jo tumane ceSTA se karake paidA kara tumane uThate dekhA, phailate dekhA, pUre AkAza ko bharate dekhA, tuma liyA hai| manuSya nirmita kA nAma hai vishvaas| aura jaba manuSya sAkSI rahe jisake-taba virATa se AyI shrddhaa| aura jo virATa kucha nirmANa nahIM karatA, na vizvAsa na avizvAsa, na pakSa na se AtI hai vaha virATa kara jAtI hai| jo kSudra kI hai vaha kSudra hai| vipakSa, khAlI khar3A raha jAtA hai; vaha kahatA hai, jaba terI marjI ho / 'aba na pIche jA sakatA hUM, na Age hI bar3ha sakatA hUM!' taba bhara denA, agara na bharegA to bhI hama rAjI haiM--taba eka dina koI jarUrata nahIM kahIM jAne kii| tuma jahAM ho, vahIM DUbane kI tumhAre zUnya meM usa pUrNa kA Agamana hotA hai| taba tumhArI aMdherI | jarUrata hai| Age-pIche kI bhASA mana kI hai| Age-pIche kI rAta meM jalatA hai usakA diiyaa| aura yaha tumhArA jalAyA nahIM bhASA mahatvAkAMkSA kI hai| Age-pIche kI bhASA : pragati ho rahI hotA; kyoMki tumhArA jalAyA tumase bar3A nahIM ho sktaa| ki nahIM, gati ho rahI ki nahIM, kahIM jA rahA hUM ki nahIM! jAnA tumhArA jalAyA tumhArA hI hissA hogaa| tumhArA jalAyA tumhArA kahAM hai? jo ho, vahIM Thahara jAnA hai! jo ho, usameM hI lavalIna hI nirmANa hogaa| tuma paramAtmA ko maukA do| tuma thor3e bIca meM ho jAnA hai| jo ho, usameM hI tallIna ho jAnA hai| apane meM dakhalaMdAjI na kro| tuma khar3e dekhate rho| DUbanA hai, jAnA kahAM hai? saba jAnA bAhara hai| ghara AnA hai! yaha zubha ghar3I hai ki purAnA vizvAsa bikhara cukA aura nayA paidA aura tuma yaha mata socanA ki ghara Ane ke lie bhI kahIM jAnA karanA bhI mata! tuma jaldI karoge, kyoMki khAlI hogaa| ghara to tama ho hii| jarA becainI choDo. vicAra choDo. to jagaha akharatI hai| jaise dAMta TUTa jAtA hai to jIbha vahIM-vahIM | acAnaka tuma pAoge ki isa ghara ko tumane kabhI chor3A hI nahIM; jAtI hai--aisA jaba purAnA vizvAsa haTa jAtA hai to bAra-bAra tuma sadA hI isameM the| khayAloM meM hI chor3A thA vastutaH kabhI nahIM mana vahIM-vahIM lauTatA hai ki jaldI vizvAsa banAo! ghara | chor3A thaa| khAlI-khAlI lagatA hai, becainI mAlUma hotI hai| isa becainI ko bodhidharma jaba jAgrata huA to haMsane lagA, khUba haMsane lagA! jhela lenaa| lekina vizvAsa aba mata bnaanaa| bahuta tumane usake AsapAsa ke aura bhikSuoM ne pUchA ki tuma pAgala to nahIM banAe, koI kAma na aaye| kitane-kitane dharmoM meM tuma jI nahIM ho gaye ho, huA kyA hai? usane kahA, maiM isalie haMsa rahA hUM ki cuke ho! kitane-kitane zAstroM ko tuma pUja nahIM cuke ho! jisako maiM khojatA thA janmoM-janmoM se, use kabhI khoyA nahIM kitane-kitane paramAtmA tumane nirmita nahIM kiye haiN| kitanI | thaa| khUba majAka rahI! pratimAeM tumhArI arcanA aura pUjA ko svIkAra nahIM kara cukI haiN| tumhIM soco ki varSoM taka tuma khojate rahe kisI cIja ko aura lekina kyA huA? aba tuma kaha do ki aba maiM na bnaauuNgaa| Akhira meM khIse meM hAtha DAlA aura vahAM pAyI! aura khIse meM aba jaba prakRti hI upajAegI... / aba kAgaja aura plAsTika tumane khojA hI nahIM aba taka; kyoMki yaha khayAla hI nahIM uThA ke phUla nahIM; aba to jaba asalI phUla AeMge tbhii| maiM rAjI | ki khIse meM bhI ho sakatI hai| 563)

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jina satra bhAga : 11 tumhArI saMpadA tuma ho| tumhArI saMpadA tumhAre bhItara isI kSaNa bhaktoM kI paraMparA kA zabda hai| donoM ko jor3ane kI koziza mata maujUda hai| kahIM na jAo-na Age na pIche, na uttara na dakSiNa, na karo, anyathA tuma aura ulajha jaaoge| donoM ko alaga-alaga pazcima na pUraba, na nIce na Upara-dasoM dizAoM ko chor3a do| hI rkho| donoM sahI haiM; para alaga-alaga sahI haiM; dasoM dizAoM ko chor3akara jo khar3A ho jAtA hai, usa avasthA ko | alaga-alaga yaMtroM ke aMga haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM smaadhi| vaha A gayA ghara! vApasI ho gayI! mahAvIra ke mArga para bhajana jaisI koI jagaha nahIM hai| kyoMki usane jAna liyA use--jisakA vismaraNa ho gayA thaa| | bhajana kA artha hotA hai: utsv| bhajana kA artha hotA hai: yaha bhI khayAla rakha lenA: tuma cAhate ho mujhe ki maiM tumheM kucha prbhu-naam-smrnn| bhajana kA artha hotA hai : tlliintaa| bhajana calAUM, daur3AUM, kahIM pahuMcAUM, tumheM koI jvara dUM, tumheM koI kA artha hotA hai: behozI, bekhudii| bhajana to aisA hai jaise koI tar3apha dUM, utsAha duuN| bhItara kI zarAba, pIye aura masta ho gaye! bhajana to nRtya hai, mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, jarA hameM utsAha gunagunAnA hai, gIta hai| deM-utsAha DhIlA par3A jA rahA hai| utsAha kisalie? tuma mahAvIra ke mArga para bhajana jaisI koI cIja nahIM hai| vaha mArga koI sainika nahIM ho ki kahIM yuddha para jA rahe ho| tuma saMnyAsI bilakula bhajana-zUnya hai| ho, apane ghara A rahe ho-utsAha kaisA? isalie agara mahAvIra ke mArga ke zabda 'darzana' kA upayoga lekina logoM ko utsAha cAhie, daur3ane ke lie utsAha jarUrI kara rahe ho to bhajana ko bhUla jaao| mahAvIra kahate haiM, darzana se hai, rukane ke lie utsAha kI jarUrata hai? rukane ke lie to hogA jJAna, bodh| bhajana to hai abodh| mahAvIra kahate haiM, hogA utsAha bAdhA bhI bana sakatA hai| kyoMki vaha tumheM daur3Ae jnyaan| mahAvIra kahate haiM, AyegI jaagti| bhajana to hai gaharI rkhegaa| zAMta baiTha jAnA hai-kaisA utsAha ? kahIM jAnA nahIM, Atma-vismRti, tlliintaa| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, jJAna se UrjA kA koI upayoga nahIM karanA hai| jaise zAMta jhIla ho, aise ho cAritrya rUpAMtarita hogaa| jAnA hai jisameM taraMga nahIM uThatI, lahara nahIM utthtii| bhajana hai bhaktoM kA shbd| use bhI samajha lenA jarUrI hai| lekina tuma Darate ho| tumane aba taka to jisako jIvana jAnA | bhajana ke lie darzana jarUrI nhiiN| bhajana ke lie bhAva jarUrI hai| hai, vaha daur3a-dhUpa hai, ApA-dhApI hai| tumane usake atirikta mahAvIra kA 'darzana' pAnA ho to nirbhAva honA jarUrI hai| ve koI jIvana nahIM jaanaa| tumase agara koI baiThane ko kahe to viparIta rAste haiN| vahAM sAre bhAva kA tyAga kara denA hai| vahAM to lagatA hai, yaha to marane jaisA ho gyaa| isameM jIvana kahAM hai? bhAva rAga hai| vahAM to prema bhI baMdhana hai| bhakta ke mArga para bhAva lekina maiM tumase kahatA hUM, jIvana tumhAre bhItara hai| use daur3a-dhUpa | prAraMbha hai: bhAva, bhajana, bhagavAna! vahAM na jJAna, na darzana, na karake tuma na pA skoge| jaba daur3a-dhUpa se thaka jAoge, baiTha caaritry| bhakta ko caritra ityAdi kI ciMtA hI nhiiN| vaha kahatA jAoge, aura kahoge, aba kahIM jAne kI koI icchA na | hai, 'caritra usakA, hamArA kyA? usakI jaisI marjI! vaha jaisA rahI-tatkSaNa tuma pAoge ki vaha mila gyaa| nAca nacAye!' bhakta to kahatA hai, 'hama to kaThaputalI kI bhAMti haiM; dhAge usake hAtha meM haiM! vaha jo banAye hama bana jAte haiN| dUsarA praznaH darzana ke tatkSaNa bAda ghaTI ghaTanA ko hI kyA lIlA usakI hai| sArA nATaka usakA racA huA hai| hama to bhajana kahate haiM? kRpA karake smjhaaeN| kevala pAtra haiM nATaka meM rAma banA detA hai, rAma bana jAte haiM; | rAvaNa banA detA hai, rAvaNa bana jAte haiN|' 'darzana' mahAvIra kI sAdhanA-paddhati kA zabda hai; 'bhajana' bhakta kI bhAva-dazA bar3I alaga hai| to bhakta prema se calatA unakI sAdhanA-paddhati kA zabda nhiiN| darzana ke bAda to mahAvIra | hai, bhAva se calatA hai| bhAva hI saghana hokara bhakti banatI hai| kahate haiM, jJAna ghaTatA hai| jJAna ke bAda cAritrya ghaTatA hai| bhajana aura bhakti jaba pragaTa hotI hai phUloM kI taraha, to bhjn| kI koI jagaha mahAvIra kI vicAra-zRMkhalA meM nahIM hai| bhajana bhAva se zuruAta hai| jaba bhAva bahuta gahana hone lagatA hai, 564

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tumhArI saMpadA--tuma ho itanA gahana hone lagatA hai ki bhAva karanevAlA dhIre-dhIre bhAva meM | usI kinAre pahuMcA deMgI; lekina do nAvoM para savAra AdamI DUba jAtA hai, alaga nahIM raha jAtA-to bhkti| aura bhakti muzkila meM par3a jAtA hai| eka hI nAva para savAra huA jA sakatA jaba itanI saghana hotI hai ki svayaM kA to dikhAyI par3anA hai| isakA yaha bhI artha nahIM hai ki tuma yaha ghoSaNA karo aura bilakula baMda ho jAtA hai, svayaM kI jagaha paramAtmA kI pratIti cillAo aura mAno ki merI hI nAva pahuMcAtI hai| vaha bhI hone lagatI hai, cAroM tarapha usakA darzana hone lagatA hai to pAgalapana hai| vaha bhI kamajorI hai| jo AdamI kahatA hai merI hI bhgvaan| aura bhagavAna ko pA lene kI jo khuzI hai, vaha bhajana nAva pahuMcAtI hai, usa AdamI ko saMdeha hai abhii| use apanI nAva hai| usako pA lene se jo nAca paidA hotA hai ki mila gayA!... | pahuMcAegI, isameM saMdeha hai| cillA-cillAkara vaha vizvAsa ArkimiDIja ke jIvana meM eka kathA hai ki vaha eka vaijJAnika jagA rahA hai| vaha kahatA hai, 'kahAM jA rahe ho dUsarI nAva meM? yaha khoja kara rahA thaa| apane Taba meM baiThA thA snAna karane, taba usako kabhI na phuNcaaegii| Ao, merI hI nAva pahuMcAtI hai!' vaha DarA sUjha A gyii| to nagna baiThA thA snAnAgAra meM, chalAMga lagAkara hai apane se ki kahIM dUsarI bhI nAva pahuMcAtI ho to usakA khuda utthaa| bhUla hI gayA ki nagna huuN| bhUla hI gayA ki snAnAgAra hai| kA isa nAva meM baiThanA muzkila ho jaaegaa| khoja kA majA aisA thA ki daur3A sar3akoM para aura cillAyAH tuma hairAna hooge! jo loga dUsaroM ko kanavarTa karane calate 'irekaa| mila gayA!' rAjamahala pahuMca gayA naMgA, bhIr3a laga haiM--jaise IsAI hiMdaoM ko IsAI banAne meM lage rahate haiM, Arya gyii| samrATa ne bhI kahA ki 'tuma pAgala ho gaye ho! mila bhI samAjI IsAiyoM ko hiMdU banAne meM lage rahate haiM ye saba saMdigdha gayA to itane pAgala hone kI kyA bAta hai? nagna kyoM ho?' taba loga haiM, inako apanI nAva para bharosA nahIM hai| ye jaba taka dUsare use yAda aayaa| usane kahA, 'kSamA kareM! milane kA kSaNa itanA kI nAva khAlI na karavA leM taba taka inheM bharosA nhiiN| ye kahate gahana thA ki maiM bhUla hI gayA; apanA mujhe hoza hI na rhaa|' haiM, dUsarI bhI nAveM haiM, inameM bhI loga jA rahe haiM-kahIM ye loga to bhajana to aisA kSaNa hai : irekA! mila gayA! | pahuMca to nahIM jAte! ye khuda to pahuMce nahIM haiM abhii| inakI nAva jaba bhagavAna kI pahalI daphA jhalaka milatI hai, jaba usakI kahIM jAtI nahIM mAlUma ho rahI hai inko| dUsare! to do hI upAya chavi pahalI daphA dikhAI par3atI hai, jaba usakA rUpa pahalI daphA haiM yA to ye sahI haiM, yA hama sahI haiN| agara ye sahI haiM to hamaka pragaTa hotA hai, jaba usakI sugaMdha nAsApuToM meM pahalI bAra bharatI apanI nAva meM se utaranA pdd'egaa| agara hama sahI haiM to inako hai-irekA! to bhakta nAca uThatA hai, gunagunA uThatA hai, | inakI nAva se utAra leN| AMsuoM kI dhAra baha jAtI hai-AnaMda ke AMsuoM kI! sArI duniyA meM dharmoM ke bIca jo saMgharSa calatA hai vaha svayaM kI samhAle nahIM samhalatA! mastI bhara jAtI hai| pyAlA chalakane | nAva para vizvAsa nahIM hai, isalie calatA hai| dUsare ko jaba tuma lagatA hai!-to bhajana! samajhAne jAte ho taba tuma gaura karanAH kahIM tuma dUsare ke bahAne bhajana bilakula dUsarI dhArA kA hissA hai| donoM dhArAeM pahuMcA | apane ko hI to nahIM samajhA rahe ho? kahIM dUsare ke bahAne apane detI haiM, lekina donoM ke rAste bar3e alaga-alaga haiN| hI saMdehoM ko to zAMta nahIM kara rahe ho? jaba tuma dUsare ko zekha kAbe se gayA usa taka birahamana daira se samajhAne meM rAjI ho jAte ho ki tuma sahI ho, to tumheM bar3A eka thI donoM kI maMjila phera thA kucha rAha kaa| halakApana mAlUma hotA hai, tumane khayAla kiyaa| kyoM? eka lekina vaha kucha pharka bar3A pharka hai! koI masjida se gayA, koI bojha thA bhItara : kauna jAne hama galata hoM! dUsare ko samajhA maMdira se gayA; koI tapa se gayA, koI bhAva se gayA-thor3A-sA liyA, calo eka AdamI aura rAjI ho gayA! apane para to pharka hai; lekina thor3A-sA pharka bhI bahuta bar3A pharka hai| pahuMcakara bharosA nahIM thA; aba eka aura rAjI ho gayA, zAyada ThIka hoM! to saba rAste usI para mila jAte haiN| lekina bIca meM bar3e-bar3e do rAjI ho gaye, tIna rAjI ho gaye, bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gayI, to aMtara haiN| aura bIca meM tuma do rAstoM ke bIca apane ko DAMvADola bharosA pakkA ho gayA ki nahIM, hama galata kaise ho sakate haiM! mata krnaa| do nAvoM para kabhI savAra mata honaa| yadyapi donoM nAveM itane loga kaise rAjI ho jAte! ho sakatA thA hama bhUla meM hote, 564

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jina sUtra bhAgaH lekina itane loga! itane loga to bhUla meM nahIM ho sakate! vagairaha lagAkara Upara kI bartha para leTane hI jA rahA thA ki kucha dUsare ko kanavarTa karane kI ceSTA meM apane hI avizvAsoM ko, yAda A gayI to usane nIce kI sITa para leTe AdamI se pUchA, saMdehoM ko zAMta karane kI ceSTA chipI hai| isalie loga cillAte | bhAI sAhaba! Apa kahAM jA rahe haiM? to usa AdamI ne kahA, haiM ki basa yahI maarg| kalakatte jA rahA huuN| mullA bolA, hadda ho gayI! hama to baMbaI jA mahAvIra ke mArga para bahuta loga nahIM gaye, kyoMki mahAvIra ne rahe haiN| vijJAna kA camatkAra to dekho ki eka sITa kalakattA jA kahA sabhI mArga sahI haiN| rahI hai, eka sITa baMbaI jA rahI hai! jaina aba himmata nahIM karate yaha kahane kI ki sabhI mArga sahI aba gaMgA aura narmadA kA agara milana ho jAye to bar3I haiN| vaha himmata chor3a dI unhoNne| aba to ve kahate haiM yahI mArga | muzkila ho gyii| donoM sAgara kI tarapha jA rahI haiM aura donoM sahI hai| aura kabhI-kabhI kaisI viDaMbanA ho jAtI hai! sAgara meM hI jA rahI haiN| saba jAnA sAgara kI tarapha hai| maiM eka jaina muni se bAta kara rahA thaa| to maiMne unase kahA ki maiM to tumase kahatA hUM, jo saMsAra kI tarapha jA rahA hai vaha bhI jaina dharma to syAdavAda ko mAnatA hai| jaina dharma to kahatA hai, aura jarA laMbe rAste se paramAtmA kI hI tarapha jA rahA hai| kyoMki saba bhI sahI haiN| jaina dharma kA to yaha kahanA hai, 'yahI sahI hai', yaha jAnA usakI tarapha hai-dera-abera! maiM to tumase kahatA hUM, dRSTi galata hai| 'yaha bhI sahI hai', yaha dRSTi sahI hai| vaha bhI jisane vezyA ke dvAra para dastaka dI hai, usane bhI anajAne maMdira sahI hai, yaha bhI sahI hai| yaha hI sahI hai, aise Agraha meM to dUsare ke dvAra para hI dastaka dI hai-thor3I dUra se dastaka dI hai| lekina saba galata ho jAte haiN| unhoMne kahA ki nizcita, syAdavAda kA vezyA ke pAsa bhI vaha maMdira ko hI khojane gayA hai, kyoMki prema yahI artha hai| phira thor3I bAta calatI rhii| idhara-udhara kI maiMne khojane gayA hai| mile na mile, dUsarI baat| lekina AkAMkSA to unase bAta kI, phira thor3e bhUla gaye ve to maiMne unase kahA ki | usI kI hai| khuda bhI paricita na ho, yaha bhI ho sakatA hai| galata syAdavAda ke viparIta agara koI ho, usake lie kyA dizA meM TaTolatA ho, yaha bhI ho sakatA hai| lekina bhItara jo kahiyegA? vaha bhI sahI hai? 'kabhI nahIM,' unhoMne kahA, 'aisA khoja cala rahI hai, vaha to usI kI cala rahI hai| sabhI sAgara kI kaise ho sakatA hai? syAdavAda ke jo viparIta hai vaha kabhI sahI | tarapha jA rahe haiN| aura sabhI pahuMca jAte haiM, kyoMki sAgara ne saba nahIM ho sktaa|' dizAoM se gherA hai| sAgara kI koI dizA nahIM hai| aise paramAtmA syAdavAda kA mUla AdhAra hI yahI hai ki jo mere viparIta hai vaha kI koI dizA nahIM hai| bhI sahI ho sakatA hai| mahAvIra kA AkAza bar3A virATa hai| ve to dhyAna rakhanA, bhajana se bhI loga pahuMcate haiM, bhAva se bhI kahate haiM, itanA bar3A virATa AkAza hai to itanI choTI-choTI | pahuMcate haiN| para bhAva kI nAva alaga hai| usakI cAla alaga hai| pagaDaMDiyoM para tuma cillAte ho, yahI sahI hai? tuma pagaDaMDI ke usakI patavAra alaga hai| usakA raMga-DhaMga alaga hai| vaha bar3I nApa ko AkAza kA nApa banA dete ho? tuma pahuMcane ke saMkIrNa sajI-saMvarI hai| mArga ko maMjila banA dete ho? maMjila bahuta bar3I hai| saba taraha | mahAvIra kI nAva bar3I bhinna hai| jarA bhI sajI-saMvarI nahIM hai| ke mArga vahAM samAviSTa ho jAte haiN| vahAM bhAva ko koI jagaha nahIM hai| vahAM zuddha vicAra aura dhyAna aisA samajho ki gaMgA baha rahI hai, narmadA bhI baha rahI hai| gaMgA | hai| vahAM bhUlanA nahIM hai, smaraNa rakhanA hai| bhAva meM bhUlanA hai, baha rahI hai pUraba kI tarapha, narmadA baha rahI hai pazcima kI trph| smaraNa nahIM rakhanA hai| bhAva meM Atmavismati karanI hai| aura agara donoM kA rAste meM milanA ho jAye to bar3I muzkila ho | mahAvIra ke mArga para AtmasmRti jagAnI hai| bar3e viparIta haiN| eka jaaye| kyoMki gaMgA kahe, maiM sAgara kI tarapha jAtI hUM, tU pAgala pUraba jA rahA hai, eka pazcima jA rahA hai-eka narmadA, eka kahAM jA rahI hai ulaTI; aura narmadA bhI kahe, maiM bhI sAgara kI gaMgA-lekina donoM sAgara meM pahuMca jAte haiM! aura sAgara meM tarapha jAtI hUM, tumheM kucha ar3acana ho gayI hai... pahuMcakara donoM sAgara ho jAte haiN| mullA nasaruddIna eka Trena meM savAra huaa| vaha apanA bistara bhajana vidhAyaka jIvana-dRSTi hai; darzana nakArAtmaka 566

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HAMARHTET tumhArI saMpadA-tuma ho URI AAR jIvana-dRSTi hai| bhajana kA artha hai jo DUbA! bhajana kA artha hai jisane apane tu aura terI caMcala sakhiyAM, jaba pAnI bharane jAtI haiM ko khoyA! bhajana kA artha hai: jisane apane ko chor3A usake taba sAye dhAnI hote haiM, taba dhUpa gulAbI hotI hai| hAtha meM! bhajana kA artha hai jo usake AsapAsa nAcA aura rAsa vaha jo bhakta hai, vaha pratyeka khela meM paramAtmA ko dekha rahA hai| meM sammilita huaa| bhakta ko to lagatA hai: yaha sArA khela, yaha tU aura terI caMcala sakhiyAM jaba pAnI bharane jAtI haiM sArI lIlA, cAhe kaisA hI DhaMga rakhatI ho-yaha koyala kI taba sAye dhAnI hote haiM, taba dhUpa gulAbI hotI hai| kuhU-kuhU, ye varSA ke bAdala, yaha varSA kI rimajhima TApa-yaha dhUpa bhI gulAbI ho jAtI hai, sAye bhI dhAnI ho jAte haiN| aura jo saba aneka-aneka rUpoM meM usI kA Agamana hai! yaha usI ke bhI jA rahA hai panaghaTa kI tarapha, vaha vahI hai-usakI caMcala pairoM meM baMdhe hue dhuMgharuoM kI AvAja hai! sakhiyAM haiN| bhakta saMsAra ko sirpha saMsAra kI taraha nahIM dekhatA-paramAtmA sArA jagata aneka-aneka rUpoM meM usI kI lIlA hai| jisane kI abhivyakti kI taraha dekhatA hai| yaha usakA pragaTa rUpa hai| ne pahacAnanA zurU kara diyA, vaha hara jagaha use pahacAna legaa| yaha usI citrakAra kA citra hai| ye raMga usI ke hAtha ne phailAe haiN| mohatasiba kI khaira UMcA hai usI ke phaija se ye gIta usI ne race haiN| veda kahate haiM : yaha kAvya usI kA hai| yaha riMda kA, sAkI kA, maya kA, khuma kA, paimAne kA naam| vahI gunagunAyA hai| vahI gunagunA rahA hai! bhakta to kahatA hai, bhagavAna hai rasAdhyakSa usa madhuzAlA kA! sAdhaka ke mArga para saMsAra aura satya viparIta haiN| saMsAra se isa jIvana kI madhuzAlA kA rasAdhyakSa! aura usI kI kRpA kA haTanA hai agara satya meM jAnA ho| phala hai| bhakta ke mArga para saMsAra satya kA hI paridhAna hai, usI kI riMda kA, sAkI kA, maya kA, khamakA, paimAne kA nAma veSabhaSA hai| ye jo mora nAca rahe haiM, ye mora paMkha usI ke mukuTa -ina sabake nAmoM kI mahimA usI ke kAraNa hai| para lage haiN| yaha jo bAMsurI baja rahI hai, cAhe tumheM usake oMTha mohatasiba kI khaira UMcA hai usI ke phaija se|| dikhAyI par3ate hoM na dikhAyI par3ate hoM, yaha bAMsurI usI ke oMThoM -usa rasAdhyakSa kI anukaMpA ki usI kI anukaMpA se riMda | para rakhI hai; nahIM to kabhI kI bajanI baMda ho jaatii| kA, piyakkar3a kaa...| maya bhI hai, mInA bhI hai, sAgara bhI hai, sAkI nahIM bhakta to piyakkar3a hai| vaha to bhagavAna kI zarAba pI rahA hai| jI meM AtA hai lagA deM Aga mayakhAne ko hm| jIvana ko to usane madhusikta bhAva se dekhA hai| 'pyAre' ko aura agara tumheM dikhAyI na par3e vaha, to phira aisA lagegA ki pahacAnane kI taraha usane jIvana kI khoja kI hai| vaha satya kI saMsAra meM Aga hI lagA do| khoja meM nahIM hai-'pyAre' kI khoja meM hai! mahAvIra satya kI | maya bhI hai, mInA bhI hai, sAgara bhI hai, sAkI nahIM-saba hai khoja meM haiN| 'pyArA' zabda unake oMTha se nikalegA bhI nhiiN| / lekina pilAnevAlA nahIM hai, DhAlanevAlA nahIM. sAkI nahIM hai| mohatasiba kI khaira UMcA hai usI ke phaija se jI meM AtA hai lagA deM Aga mayakhAne ko hama! riMda kA, sAkI kA, maya kA, khuma kA, paimAne kA naam|| to phira yaha saba vyartha hai| lekina agara usake hAtha tumheM jisa gAgara meM sAgara bharI, jisa gAgara meM madhu kA sAgara bharA dikhAyI par3a jAyeM ki usI ne DhAlI hai surA, to phira surA bhI hai, jisa pAtra meM madhu par3A hai, jo pilAnevAlA hai, jo pInevAlA | amRta hai| agara usake hAtha dikhAyI par3a jAyeM to jahara bhI amRta hai--ina sabakI mahimA usI ke kAraNa hai-usakI hI anukaMpA hai! kyoMki usake hAthoM meM jahara ho hI kaise sakatA hai| __ bhakta kI dRSTi bar3I alaga hai| bhakta kI dRSTi ko tuma sAdhaka bhakta kI bhASA surA kI, sugaMdha kI, saMgIta kI bhASA hai| bhakta | kI dRSTi ke sAtha gaDamagaDDa na krnaa| unheM alaga-alaga kI bhASA prema kI, priyatama kI, priyatamA kI bhASA hai| bhakta kI rakhanA, sApha-sutharA rkhnaa| phira tumheM jo prItikara lage, usa bhASA rAsa kI, rasa kI bhASA hai| para cale jAnA; magara mana meM kabhI bhI yaha khayAla mata rakhanA ki

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 dUsarA galata hai| agara tumane yaha socA ki dUsarA galata hai to maiM hogA tumhArA! lekina atIta kI sImA hai| jo ho cukA usakI tumase kahUMgA : tumheM apane mArga para saMdeha hai| dUsare se tumheM kyA sImA hai| jo abhI nahIM huA, vaha asIma hai| hamArI bhIr3a kala lenA-denA? hogA, vaha bhI ThIka hogaa| aura agara use vahIM se | dekhanA! tuma to gaye-gujare ho! sUryAsta ho rahA hai! DUbate sUraja AnaMda ke dvAra khula rahe haiM, to tuma kauna ho rokanevAle? aura ko kauna namaskAra karatA hai| tuma isa naye sUraja ko dekho! agara use vahIM se paramAtmA kI pahacAna A rahI hai, to tuma kauna to naye dharma jaba paidA hote haiM to ve bhaviSya kI bAta karate haiN| ho bAdhA DAlanevAle? kyoMki vaha hI eka rAstA hai bhIr3a ko bar3hAne kaa| unake pAsa na satya ke ekAdhikArI, monopolisTa mata bnnaa| isI taraha atIta hai, na bhIr3a Aja maujUda hai| duniyA meM dharma naSTa huA, kyoMki sabhI dharma satya ke ekAdhikArI lekina maiM dhArmika AdamI usako kahatA hUM, jise bhIr3a kI bana gye| aura jaba bhI dharma satya kA ekAdhikArI banatA hai, bhraSTa jarUrata nahIM kisI bhI rUpa meM, abhI, kala yA kabhI! jo ho jAtA hai; saMpradAya raha jAtA hai; dharma mara jAtA hai, lAza raha kahatA hai, akelA kAphI huuN| akelA bhI calA to bhI pahuMca jAtI hai| satya para kisI kI bapautI nahIM hai| yahI mahAvIra kA | jaauuNgaa| usake aura paramAtmA ke bIca sIdhA saMbaMdha hai; bhIr3a ke syAdavAda hai| satya sabakA hai; saba DhaMgoM se pAyA jA sakatA hai; mAdhyama se nahIM hai| saba mArgoM se pAyA jA sakatA hai| aisA agara tuma kaha pAo to _aura acchA hI hai ki itane mArga haiM kyoMki itane prakAra ke manuSya usakA artha huA ki tumheM apane mArga para zraddhA hai, zraddhAna hai| / haiN| eka-eka vyakti itanA bhinna hai ki yaha bar3A kaThina ho jAtA | isalie tamheM dasare ke mArga ko gAlI dene kI jarUrata nhiiN| tumheM ki eka hI mArga hotaa| to kucha loga to jAte, kucha aura loga apane mArga para itanA bharosA hai ki isa bharose ko dUsare ko gAlI isalie hI na jA pAte kyoMki vaha usa mArga para ThIka na baitthte|| de de kara bar3hAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| tuma apane mArga ke prati itane | tumane khayAla kiyaa| skUla meM bacce par3hate haiN| cUMki hamane mAna Azvasta ho ki agara sArI duniyA bhI tumhAre mArga ko chor3a de to rakhA hai ki jo baccA gaNita meM hoziyAra hai vahI hoziyAra! to jo tuma akele hI gIta gunagunAte cale jaaoge| isase kucha pharka na baccA gaNita meM hoziyAra nahIM vaha gadhA ho jAtA hai| tuma jarA pdd'egaa| tumheM bhIr3a kI apekSA nahIM hai, jarUrata nahIM hai| eka dUsarI duniyA soco! jaldI hI vaha duniyA AyegI, jabaki kamajora AdamI ko bhIr3a kI jarUrata hai| bharose kI kamI hama gaNita kI bahuta jarUrata na raha jaayegii| kaMpyUTara paidA ho gaye haiN| bhIr3a se parA kara lete haiN| kamajora AdamI ko paraMparA kI jarUrata | AnevAlI sadI meM choTe-choTe bacce bhI kaMpyUTara apanI jeba meM hai| to hama kahate haiM, pAMca hajAra sAla purAnI hai hamArI paraMparA! rakha skeNge| gaNita kA bar3e se bar3A savAla kaMpyUTara kSaNa meM pUrA isa taraha bhIr3a ko hama pAMca hajAra sAla purAnA banA dete haiN| kara degaa| usake lie karane kI jarUrata na raha jaayegii| to bhIr3a do taraha se ho sakatI hai yA to abhI ho; jaisI IsAiyoM gaNita kI pratibhA samApta ho jaayegii| taba hama kaheMge, jo baccA ke pAsa hai| eka araba AdamI! to ve jarA atIta kI bAta nahIM kAvya meM guNavAna hai vaha pratibhA-saMpanna hai| taba sArA nakzA karate. kyoMki atIta kI koI jarUrata nahIM-bhIr3a abhI hai| badala jaayegaa| phira bhIr3a ko bar3hAne kA dUsarA DhaMga yaha hai ki hiMdU kahate haiM hamArA abhI jo baccA gadhA hai vaha bhaviSya meM guNavAna ho sakatA hai; dharma sanAtana hai| mAnA ki hama bIsa hI karor3a haiM, isase kyA hotA aura abhI jo guNavAna hai, bhaviSya meM vyartha ho sakatA hai| jaba hai; lekina hama sanAtana se haiN| to una sAre logoM ko jor3a lo jo mUlya badalate haiM to logoM kI sthiti badala jAtI hai| aba taka hiMdU rahe, taba tumheM patA calegA ki hiMduoM kI bhIr3a | tumane dekhA! jaise-jaise mUlya badalate jAte haiM, vaise-vaise sthiti kitanI hai! badalatI jAtI hai| agara dharma bhI aisA ho ki kinhIM khAsa logoM jinake pAsa ye donoM upAya nahIM, ve kahate haiM, 'bhaviSya! abhI ke pahuMcane ke lie ho jAye to utanI hI saMkIrNa ho jAyegI dhArA; chor3o-atIta!' naye-naye dharma jaba paidA hote haiM, to ve bhaviSya phira bahutoM kA kyA hogA, jo usa taraha se nahIM jA sakate? kI bAta karate haiN| ve kahate haiM, bhaviSya hamArA hai| atIta rahA unakI to soco| agara mahAvIra kA hI akelA mArga ho, to jo 568

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padA binA nAce nahIM jA sakate, unakA kyA hogA? yaha to bar3I cala rahA hai| vaha kahatA hai : kisI bhAMti mujhe isa yogya banA do kaMjUsI ho jAyegI satya ke uupr| yaha to satya kA bar3A saMkIrNa ki tumhAre caraNoM meM saba bhAMti bisara jAUM, bhUla jAUM! mujhe rUpa ho jaayegaa| jo nAcakara pahuMca sakate haiM, unakI bhI to jagaha aisI pilA do ki phira mujhe dubArA hoza na Aye! mujhe miTA honI caahie| agara nAcakara hI pahuMcane kI jagaha ho aura DAlo! yaha tumhAre tIra ko mere hRdaya ke bilakula Ara-pAra ho cupacApa zAMta baiThanevAloM ke lie jagaha na raha jAye to bhI bAta jAne do| mujha para dayA karo, mujhe samApta karo! karuNA karo aura jarA azobhana ho jaayegii| mujhe bilakula jalA do! rAkha bhI na bace! nikalakara dairo-kAbA se agara milatA na mayakhAnA __bhakta miTane ke mArga para hai| miTakara vaha satya ko pAtA hai| to ThukarAe hue insAM khudA jAne kahAM jAte! | kyoMki jo miTatA hai, vaha vahI hai jo miTa sakatA hai| kucha hai ki agara maMdira aura masjida se jinakA mana nahIM baiThatA, agara | zAstra se, paraMparA se jinakA mana nahIM baiThatA, unake lie agara to jaba bhakta apane ko jalane ke lie chor3a detA hai to rAkha, koI aura mArga na hotA...agara milatA na mayakhAnA, to ThukarAe kUr3A-karkaTa jala jAtA hai, sonA baca jAtA hai| hue insAM khudA jAne kahAM jAte! mahAvIra kA mArga jItanevAle kA mArga hai| koI samarpaNa nahIM. nahIM, lekina sabhI ke lie mArga hai| usane tumheM banAyA, usI saMgharSa karanA hai| saMgharSa kara-karake chAMTanA hai, galata ko chor3anA dina tumhArA mArga bhI tumhAre bhItara rakha diyA hai| jarA pahacAno! hai| to usameM bhI vahI ghaTatA hai| dhIre-dhIre kUr3A-karkaTa chuTa cala-calakara thor3A dekho! apanI cAla pahacAno! vahI maulika jAtA hai, sonA baca jAtA hai| hai| phira usa cAla se jisa dharma kA mela baiTha jAtA ho, vahI mahAvIra phuTakara-phuTakara calate haiM, eka-eka iMca lar3ate haiN| tumhArA dharma hai| phira janma kI phikra chor3o, paraMparA kI phikra bhakta bar3A thoka hai| vaha ikaTThA apane ko samarpaNa kara detA hai| chor3o, bhIr3a kI phikra chor3o, saMskAra kI phikra chodd'o| jisase bhakti chalAMga hai; mahAvIra yAtrA haiN| para apanI-apanI mauja tumhArI laya baiTha jAtI ho, jisake sAtha tumhArI sAMsa layabaddha ho hai| kinhIM ko chalAMga meM rasa na hogaa| ve kaheMge, 'AhistA jAtI ho, basa vahI tumhArA dharma hai; usI se cala pdd'o| aura caleMge, sArA dRzya dekhate cleNge| dhIre-dhIre bar3heMge, jaldI kyA bhUlakara bhI yaha na kahanA ki dUsare nahIM pahuMcate, kyoMki vaha hai? anaMta kAla to par3A hai|' kinhIM ko chalAMga meM rasa hai| ve adhArmika kI dRSTi hai| | kahate haiM, jaba pahuMcanA hI hai to yaha kyA dhIre-dhIre, yaha kyA susta mahAvIra kA mArga hai: jItanevAle kA maarg| saMgharSa ! saMkalpa! cAla, yaha kyA sIr3hI-sIr3hI! kUda hI jAte haiN| bhakta kA mArga hai : hAranevAle kA maarg| kyoMki prema hAra-hArakara apane-apane rasa, apanI-apanI ruci, apane-apane rujhAna jItatA hai| hAra hI prema kI kalA hai| kI bAta hai| muzkila thA kucha to izka kI bAjI ko jItanA lekina eka bAta sadA smaraNa rakhanA : bhakta aura sAdhaka ke kucha jItane ke khaupha se hAre cale gye| mArga alaga haiM aura unako alaga rkhnaa| tumheM jo ruce usa para muzkila thA kucha to izka kI bAjI ko jItanA cala jaanaa| aisA mata karanA, aisA lobha mata karanA ki donoM meM se prema kI bAjI kauna kaba jItA hai| koI kabhI nahIM jItA! yaha kucha-kucha bacA leM aura donoM meM se kucha-kucha ikaTThA kara leN| bAjI jItanevAle ke lie hai hI nhiiN| yahAM jisane jItane kI aise lobhI bhI haiN| lekina lobhI kI bar3I durgati hotI hai| saMsAra koziza kI vaha prema ko naSTa hI kara detA hai, mAra hI DAlatA hai| meM hI ho jAtI hai to paramAtmA ke mArga para to bahuta durgati hotI hai| yahAM jItane kI ceSTA meM to prema mara hI jAtA hai, kucala jAtA hai| lobha mata krnaa| aisA mata socanA ki thor3A isameM se bhI le leM muzkila thA kucha to izka kI bAjI ko jItanA jo sukhada lage aura thor3A dUsare meM se bhI le leM jo sukhada lge| kucha jItane ke khaupha se hAre cale gye| to phira tuma bailagAr3I aura kAra ko milAkara jo iMtajAma kara magara yahAM jo hAratA hai vahI jItatA hai| bhakta hArane ke mArga para loge, vaha calanevAlA nahIM hai| vaha tumheM kisI gar3e meM giraayegaa| 569

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jina sUtra bhAga: 1 mullA nasaruddIna ke beToM ne aisA kabAr3akhAne se | jaba jo itanA bar3A camatkAra kara sakatA hai AMkha nikAlane kA, sAmAna lA-lAkara eka kAra banA lii| jaba bana gayI kAra to to ho sakatA hai AMkha dekhe! to ve becAre bar3I dera taka kAma meM unhoMne mullA ko bhI nimaMtrita kiyaa| mullA baiTha gyaa| vaha lage rahe aura dekhate rahe, vaha Tebala para se AMkha dekha rahI thii| koI dasa-pAMca kadama hI gaye hoMge ki kAra girI eka khAI meM, | phira eka AdamI ko hoza aayaa| usane jAkara eka TokarI kheta meN| mullA cAroM khAne citta par3A hai| beToM ne kahA, ki pApA | usake Upara rakha dI aura phira vaha ArAma karane lge| unhoMne DAkTara ko bulA lAeM? usane AMkha khaalii| usane kahA, | kahA, aba to koI jhaMjhaTa nhiiN| 'DAkTara ko bulAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM; pazuoM ke DAkTara ko magara AMkha dekha hI nahIM sakatI; AMkha sAvayava ikAI hai, bulA laao|' to unhoMne pUchA, 'Apako hoza hai? Apa kyA | alaga hote hI vyartha ho jAtI hai| hAtha alaga hote hI vyartha ho kaha rahe haiM? pazuoM ke DAkTara kI kyA jarUrata hai?' to usane jAtA hai| kahA, 'agara maiM AdamI hotA to tumhArI isa kAra meM baiThatA? yAMtrika ekatA eka bAta hai| agara tuma kAra ke eka yaMtra ko agara mujhameM itanI akala hotii...| tuma to vaiTanarI DAkTara ko bAhara nikAla lo, to bhI vaha sArthaka hai, bAjAra meM bika sakatA bulA laao|' hai| kyoMki vaha yaMtra kA hissA kAma A sakatA hai| usakA koI lobha tumase kaha sakatA hai ki thor3A bhakti se cuna lo, thor3e upayoga ho sakatA hai| hAtha ko kATakara bAjAra meM becane jAo, nArada ke sUtra bar3e pyAre haiM; thor3A mahAvIra se cuna lo, mahAvIra ke koI na kharIdegA; usakA koI upayoga nhiiN| usakI ikAI TUTa sUtra bar3e pyAre haiN| lekina 'tuma' cunanevAle hooge aura 'tuma' | gyii| vaha niSprANa hai| jina sUtroM ko cuna loge vaha tumhAre anukUla hoNge| aura tuma unheM mahAvIra kA mArga Arganika hai, sAvayava hai| usameM se eka chor3a doge jo tumhAre anukUla nahIM mAlUma hote| saMbhAvanA isakI Tukar3A mata nikAlanA; vaha kAma meM na aayegaa| vaha murdA hai| hai ki jinheM tuma chor3oge unase hI tumhArA rUpAMtaraNa hotaa| aura nArada kA mArga bhI sAvayava hai| sabhI mArga sAvayava haiN| unameM se jo tuma cunakara eka kRtrima DhAMcA banA loge...kRtrima, yAda kucha nikAlanA mt| rkhnaa| aMgrejI meM eka zabda hai : aargnik| eka to DhAMcA hotaa| isalie to maiM gAMdhI ke prayoga kA bahuta pakSapAtI nahIM hUM: haiH saavyv| jaise eka vRkSa hai, vRkSa eka sAvayava DhAMcA hai, allAha Izvara tere nAma! isakA maiM pakSapAtI nahIM huuN| kyoMki Arganika hai| jaise tuma ho, tumhArA zarIra eka Arganika DhAMcA allAha kisI aura sAvayava ikAI kA hissA hai, Izvara kisI hai| agara tumhAre hAtha ko tor3a deM to hAtha alaga se na jI aura ikAI kA hissA hai| allAha aura Izvara ko jor3a dene se na pAyegA; tumhAre sAtha hI jI sakatA thaa| usakA prANa tumhArI | to AdamI hiMdU raha jAtA, na musalamAna raha jAtA-AdamI bar3I sAvayava ekatA meM thA; alaga hokara murdA ho jaayegaa| tumhArI | ar3acana aura duvidhA meM par3a jAtA hai| kyoMki allAha kA AMkha ko bAhara nikAla leM, phira na dekha paayegii| apanA pUrA mArga hai; use hiMdU mArga se kucha lene kI jarUrata nahIM mullA nasaruddIna kI eka AMkha kAMca kI hai| vaha majadUroM se hai| vaha pUrA hai apane meM-saMpUrNa hai| hiMdu mArga apane meM pUrA hai| kAma letA hai to vahAM khar3A rahatA hai| eka dina jarUrI thA usako | use allAha aura musalamAna se kucha lene kI jarUrata nahIM hai| jaanaa| vaha rahatA hai maujUda, dekhatA rahatA hai to majadUra kAma karate | sabhI mArga apane meM pUrNa haiN| sabhI mArga pahuMcA dete haiN| haiM; calA jAtA hai to kAma chor3a dete haiN| to usane eka camatkAra isalie maiM tumase samajhautAvAdI banane ko nahIM khtaa| aneka kiyaa...| usane kahA ki dekho| AMkha khIMcakara usane bAhara samajhautAvAdI apane ko samanvayavAdI kahakara ghoSita karate haiM, nikAla lI aura usane kahA, 'yaha AMkha rakhe jA rahA hUM Tebala ki unhoMne sabakA samanvaya kara liyA hai| DAkTara bhagavAnadAsa ne para, yaha tumheM dekhatI rhegii| dhokhA dene kI koziza mata eka kitAba likhI hai saba dharmoM ke samanvaya para: da iseMsiyala krnaa|' majadUra sakate meM bhI A gaye, kyoMki kabhI kisI yuniTI Apha Ala rilijansa! isa taraha kI vyartha kitAbeM bahuta AdamI ko unhoMne isa taraha AMkha nikAlate dekhA nahIM thaa| aura likhI gaI haiN| vaha saba tarapha se kUr3A-karkaTa ikaTThA kara lete haiN| 5700

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tumhArI saMpadA-tuma ho lekina vaha saba murdA haiN| kisI kI AMkha le Aye, kisI kA AkhirI prazna : bAra-bAra mana ko samajhAtI hUM, para samajhA kAna kATa lAye, kisI kI nAka le Aye, kisI ke paira le Aye, nahIM pAtI huuN| jo dina Apake sAtha premapUrvaka bitAe, unheM maiM kisI taraha jamA-jamUkara nakzA khar3A kara diyA--isako kahate | kaise bhUlUM! bAra-bAra ApakA prema yAda AtA rahatA hai| Apa haiM : 'iseMsiyala yuniTI Apha Ala rilijansa!' yaha saba dharmoM kahate haiM ki atIta ko bhUla jAUM; magara yaha mere basa kI bAta kI ekatA ho gayI! yaha marA huA AdamI hai| isameM kucha bhI nhiiN| Apa vItarAga ho gye| aba ina AMsuoM ke sivA mere jiMdA nahIM hai| nAka jiMdA hotI hai kisI jiMdA AdamI ke sAtha pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai| jitanA prema Apane diyA utanA to kisI kATa lI ki murdaa| AMkha jiMdA hotI hai kisI jiMdA AdamI ke ne bhI nahIM diyaa| aura mana bAra-bAra kahatA hai, Apa kaba sAtha; alaga kara lI ki murdaa| phira tuma asthi paMjara para AeMge? jamAkara bilakula khar3A kara do, to zAyada baccoM ke DarAne ke kAma A jAye, yA rAta meM daravAje para khar3A kara do to cora ityAdi 'sohana' kA prazna hai| pAsa na AyeM, yA kheta meM khar3A kara do to pazu-pakSiyoM ko | samajhAne se to ulajhana bddh'egii| samajhAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM, DarAe-lekina aura kisI jyAdA kAma kA nahIM hai| samajhAne se samajha AtI bhI nhiiN| aura 'sohana' ke lie bahuta logoM ko savAla uThatA hai| isa sadI meM aneka logoM ne samajhadArI rAstA bhI nahIM ho sktii| nAsamajhI meM jInA! aura saba dharmoM ke bIca samanvaya sthApita karane kI koziza kI hai| yAda AtI hai to use haTAne kI koziza bhI mata krnaa| yAda meM isa taraha kI koziza pahale kyoM nahIM kI gayI? kyA mahAvIra, pUrI taraha dduubnaa| yAda se pIr3A ho to pIr3A ko hone denA, ronA, buddha, kRSNa, aura krAisTa nAsamajha the? kyA DAkTara | jAra-jAra ronA, AMsuoM ko bahane denA! ve AMsU pavitra kreNge| bhagavAnadAsa aura mahAtmA gAMdhI aura vinobA jyAdA samajhadAra prema ke rAste para bahe AMsU pavitra karate haiN| aura vaisI yAda haiM? isa sadI meM yaha samanvaya kI jo koziza kI gayI hai, isake | ciMtA nahIM hai| vaisI yAda to hRdaya kI udabhAvanA hai| gahare meM AdhAra rAjanaitika haiN| mahAvIra aura buddha ko eka bAta ar3acana isalie paidA ho rahI hai ki mana samajhA rahA hai ki chor3o sApha thI ki pratyeka mArga apane meM saMpUrNa hai, jIvaMta hai! usameM se bhI, yAda se to pIr3A hotI hai| prema ke smaraNa se pIr3A hotI hai| kucha bhI alaga kiyA, mara jaayegaa| yaha buddhi hai jo bIca-bIca meM bAdhA DAla rahI hai| to tuma bhakti ke mArga para calanA cAho to bhakti ke mArga para isa buddhi kI mAnakara calane se kucha bhI hala na hogaa| kyoMki calanA, lekina samagrarUpeNa! aura kucha chor3anA mata usameM se, buddhi kabhI hRdaya ko nahIM jIta pAtI, agara hRdaya balazAlI ho| kyoMki jo chor3A jA sakatA thA vaha nArada ne hI chor3a diyA hai| jo aura sohana ke pAsa balazAlI hRdaya hai| buddhi bhauMkatI rahegI, nahIM chor3A jA sakatA thA, basa utanA hI bacAyA hai| agara | hRdaya apane rAste para calatA jaayegaa| agara buddhi kI sunI to mahAvIra kA mArga ThIka lage to mahAvIra ke mArga para calanA; bar3I ar3acana paidA hogii| kyoMki hRdaya balazAlI hai aura buddhi chor3anA mata usameM se kucha, kyoMki jo chor3a sakate to mahAvIra | use badala nahIM sktii| khuda hI chor3a dete| kucha bhI vyartha nahIM hai; bilakula mUlabhUta, hRdaya kI hI suno! buddhi kI chodd'o| buddhi se kaho, 'chor3a sArabhUta jo hai, vahI bacAyA hai| isameM se kucha bhI kATA nahIM jA bhauMkanA! tU bhI yAda meM laga! tU bhI ro! tU bhI hRdaya kI anuSaMga sktaa| aura na kucha jor3anA; kyoMki jo jor3A jA sakatA thA bana jA, hRdaya kI chAyA bana jA!' vaha unhoMne jor3a diyA hai| kucha aura jor3ane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| 'sohana' ke lie koI mahAvIra kA rAstA pahuMcAnevAlA nahIM pratyeka dharma bar3I sAvayava ikAI hai, jIvaMta ikAI hai, yaMtravata hai, use to bhakti kA hI koI rAstA phuNcaaegaa| to prema ko nhiiN| itanA smaraNa rahe to phira tumhArI jahAM ruci ho, jahAM rujhAna bhakti banAo, bhAva ko bhakti bnaao| aura behozI ko, ho, tuma cala par3anA! tuma pahuMca jaaoge| sabhI nadiyAM sAgara kI bekhudI ko rAstA samajhoH DUba gaye, roye, nAce, gAye! tarapha jA rahI haiM! isalie dhIre-dhIre dUra haTa gayA huuN| kyoMki agara maiM pAsa hoU 5711

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HIT jina sUtra bhAgaH 1TRATIMATE to tuma rooge kaise? agara maiM pAsa hoU aura tumheM jaba cAhie viparIta mata samajho-usake sAtha baho, usako svIkAra karo! taba mila jAUM, to phira AMsU kaba bahAoge? yAda kaise vaha pIr3A tumheM maaNjegii| vaha pIr3A tumheM nikhaaregii| vaha pIr3A karoge? yaha bhI upAya hai| agni kI taraha siddha hogI aura tamhArA svarNa kaMdana bnegaa| bahutoM ko maiMne apane prema meM DAlA aura phira dhIre-dhIre dUra haTa subaha terI hai to aikhAlike-subaha! gyaa| dUra haTa jAnA upAya hai| kyoMki prema agara dUra haTa jAne se rAta hai kisakI karama pharmAI? mara jAye to prema na thaa| aura dUra haTa jAne se agara prema aura gahana -he paramAtmA, agara subaha tUne banAyI to phira rAta kisakI ho jAye to bhakti banane meM jyAdA dera nhiiN| anukaMpA kA phala hai? bhagavAna dikhAI nahIM par3atA; na tuma use chU sakate ho, na usase agara prema se sukha milatA hai to prema se dukha bhI milegaa| prema bola sakate ho| premI dikhAyI par3atA hai, chuA jA sakatA hai, ke dukha ko svIkAra karanA! jisane sirpha prema ke sukha ko bolA jA sakatA hai| agara maiM tumhAre pAsa hI rahUM to tumhArA prema, | svIkAra kiyA usane Adhe ko svIkAra kiyA; usake pUre prANoM prema hI raha jaayegaa| mujhe tumase dUra haTanA hogaa| itanA dUra haTanA para prema kA vistAra na ho skegaa| prema kA dina svIkArA, prema kI hogA ki maiM bhI karIba-karIba adRzya ho jaauuN| agara prema phira rAta bhI sviikaarnaa| aura agara donoM svIkAra ho gaye to jyAdA bhI baca sakA to tuma pAoge ki prema ne dhIre-dhIre eka rUpAMtaraNa dera na lagegI ki paramAtmA saba tarapha dikhAyI par3ane lge| dukha liyaa| vaha adRzya kA, ajJAta kA prema banane lagA! vahI bhakti bhI usI kA hai, isalie saubhAgya hai| hai| dhIre-dhIre merI yAda, merI yAda na raha jaayegii| dhIre-dhIre maiM bhI tU mere dila meM hI nahIM sArI kAyanAta meM hai eka bahAnA ho jaauuNgaa| usa bahAne se paramAtmA kI hI yAda tumameM / ta dina kI taraha nihAM isa aMdherI rAta meM hai| pravAhita hone lgegii| --phira dhIre-dhIre dina kI bhAMti rAta meM bhI vahI chipA mAlama prema kA dina bhI hotA hai, prema kI rAta bhI hotI hai| agara prema pdd'egaa| kA dina hI dina ho, sukha hI sukha ho aura prema kI pIr3A na ho, to tU dina kI taraha nihAM isa aMdherI rAta meM hai| prema chichalA raha jAtA hai, gaharA nahIM hotaa| pIr3A ke binA koI aMdherA bhI phira usakA hI sparza degaa| bhI cIja jagata meM gaharI nahIM hotii| | anupasthiti bhI jaba usakI upasthiti bana jAye to prema bhakti sukha bar3A Upara-Upara hai, dukha bar3A gaharA hai| sukha kI kahIM banatI hai| anupasthiti bhI jaba usakI upasthiti mAlUma par3ane gaharAI hotI hai? vaha to pAnI ke Upara-Upara kI lahareM haiN| dukha lage...kyoMki anupasthiti bhI usI kI hai na! usI se jur3I hai| kI gaharAI hotI hai| isalie dukha tumhAre hRdaya ko jitanA gaharA | to anupasthiti bhI phira paramAtmA kI hI ho gayI, prabhu kI ho chUtA hai utanA sukha kabhI nahIM chU paataa| sukhI AdamI ko tuma gayI, prema kI ho gayI! to anupasthiti ko bharane kI koziza mata hamezA chichalA paaoge| dukhI AdamI ke jIvana meM eka gaharAI | krnaa| usako jiinaa| hotI hai| tu mere dila meM hI nahIM sArI kAyanAta meM hai| aura dhanyabhAgI haiM ve, jo prema ke kAraNa dukhI haiN| kyoMki aura phira dhIre-dhIre jaba dila meM dukha aura sukha donoM kSaNoM meM kAraNa para bahuta kucha nirbhara kregaa| koI isalie dukhI hai ki dhana vaha dikhAyI par3ane lage to sAre saMsAra meM bhI dikhAyI par3ane nahIM milaa| dhana milakara hI bahuta gaharAI nahIM milatI, to dhana lgegaa| ke na milane se kyA khAka gaharAI milegI? usakA dukha vyartha ke premI cAhatA kyA hai? premI cAhatA hai ki premI meM lIna ho lie hai| koI isalie ro rahA hai ki pada nahIM milaa| dhanyabhAgI jaaye| bhakta cAhatA kyA hai? -ki bhagavAna meM DUba jaaye| haiM ve jo isalie ro rahe haiM ki prema eka khAlI jagaha chor3a gayA hai! tU hai muhIte-bekarAM maiM hUM jarA-sI Abe-jU usa khAlI jagaha ko apanA pUjAgRha bnaao| prema ne jahAM hRdaya yA mujhe hamakinAra kara, yA mujhe be-kinAra kara! ko chuA hai aura pIr3A ko jagAyA hai, usa pIr3A ko apane se tU hai muhIte-bekarAM-tU hai bar3A sAgara! maiM hUM jarA-sI NOTayakal shadesisya RAMANTRA R

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tumhArI saMpadA-tuma ho Abe-jU-maiM hUM eka choTA-sA jhrnaa| yA majhe hamakinAra agara dukha ko saubhAgya samajha liyA to saba ghaTa gyaa| kyoMki kara--yA to mujhe apane sAtha le le...yA mujhe bekinAra vahIM to manuSya kI ulajhana hai : dukha kA asvIkAra; sukha kA kara-yA mujhe mere kinAroM se mukta kara de| | sviikaar| jaba dukha kA bhI svIkAra ho gayA to dukha dukha na rhaa| lekina donoM hI bAtoM kA eka hI artha hotA hai| yA to tU mujhe aisA samajho ki jisa dukha ko hama svIkAra kara lete haiM vaha sukha apane sAtha le le, sAgara banA le, aura yA phira mujhe bekinArA ho jAtA hai| svIkAra karate hI sukha ho jAtA hai| dukha kA honA kara de| mere kinAre majha se chIna le| yA to majhe DubA le yA mere hamAre asvIkAra meM hai| svIkAra hote hI dukha kA guNadharma badala kinAre mujhase chIna le! lekina donoM hAlata meM vaha jo choTA-sA | jAtA hai| jharanA hai, sAgara ho jaayegaa| mujhe khayAla meM hai| jina-jinase bhI prema kiyA hai, unase maiM tar3apha kyA hai? pIr3A kyA hai? pIr3A premI ke milane se thor3e dhIre-dhIre apane ko dUra haTAUMgA hii| prema to zuruAta hai| vahIM hI pUrI hotI hai-pIr3A premI meM kho jAne se pUrI hotI hai| yahI to ruka nahIM jAnA hai| dUra haTUMgA to prema bhakti meM badala sakatA hai| bhakta aura premI kA pharka hai| agara hogA to bhakti meM badala jaayegaa| agara nahIM hogA to agara tumhAre jIvana meM mere prati prema hai aura prema agara bhakti meM nArAjagI meM badala jaayegaa| to kucha haiM jo mere pAsa se nArAja na rUpAMtarita huA, to yaha prema bhI baMdhana bana jaayegaa| pharka hokara haTa jAte haiN| 'sohana' unameM se nahIM hai; haTanevAlI nahIM samajha lo| premI cAhatA hai, jisase prema kiyA vaha mila jaaye| hai| lAkha haTAne kI ceSTA karUM, vaha haTanevAlI nahIM hai| to phira bhakta cAhatA hai, jisase prema kiyA usameM hama kho jaayeN| premI | usakI hAra bhI jIta meM badala jaayegii| prema-pAtra ko pAsa lAnA cAhatA hai| bhakta prema-pAtra ke pAsa gulazana meM sabA ko justajU terI hai jAnA cAhatA hai| bar3A pharka hai| premI cAhatA hai, jisase prema bulabula kI jabAM pe guphtagU terI hai kiyA usa para kabjA ho jaaye| bhakta cAhatA hai, jise prema kiyA hara raMga meM jalavA hai terI kudarata kA usakA mujha para kabjA ho jaaye| jisa phUla ko sUMghatA hUM, bU terI hai| dhyAna rakhanA, premI to hAregA; kyoMki yaha kabjA saMbhava nahIM to jo prema mere prati hai, use aura phailAo! use itanA phailAo hai| bhakta jItegA; kyoMki bhakta kabjA karanA hI nahIM cAhatA, ki usa prema ke lie koI patA ThikAnA na raha jaaye| mujhase sirpha kabjA denA cAhatA hai| siikho| lekina mujha para ruko mt| mujhase calo, lekina mujha para ta hai mahIte-bekarAM, maiM haM jarA-sI Abe-ja Thaharo mt| yA mujhe hamakinAra kara, yA mujhe bekinAra kr| jainoM kA zabda tIrthaMkara bar3A bahamalya hai| tIrthaMkara kA artha yaha jo dukha 'sohana' ko pratIta ho rahA hai, gaharA use pratIta ho hotA hai: ghATa bnaanevaalaa| ghATa banA diyA, ghATa baiThane ke lie rahA hai, isa dukha ko sukha meM badalA jA sakatA hai| isa pIr3A se nahIM hai; dUra jAne ke lie hai, dUsare ghATa jAne ke lie hai| bar3e phUla khila sakate haiN| lekina thor3I samajha meM krAMti lAnI to maiM agara tumhArA ghATa bana jAUM aura phira tuma vahIM ruka jarUrI hai| | jAo aura vahIM khIla ThoMka do, aura vahIM nAva ko aTakA lo, hAsile-jIsta masarrata ko samajhanevAle to yaha to kAma kA na huaa| maiM tumheM mere kinAre para kIla eka naphasa gama bhI kI damabhara to khadA yAda rhe| ThoMkakara rukane na duuNgaa| tuma lAkha ThoMko, maiM ukhAr3atA rhuuNgaa| thor3A-sA dukha bhI cAhie, damabhara to khudA yAda rahe! agara | eka na eka dina tumheM dUsare kinAre kI tarapha jAne kI taiyArI karanI sukha hI sukha ho to yAda bhUla jAtI hai| isIlie to loga sukha meM hogii| usa yAtrA ke lie taiyAra rho| nizcita hI dUsarI tarapha yAda nahIM karate, dukha meM yAda karate haiN| aura jisane yaha sAra jAne meM yaha kinArA dUra hotA huA mAlUma hogaa| lekina dukha meM yAda gahana hotI hai, vaha phira dukha se na ghabar3Ao mata, meM dUsare para mila jAUMgA-bahuta bar3A hokara! chUTanA cAhegA; vaha to dukha ko bhI saubhAgya smjhegaa| aura pUchA hai, 'Apa kaba AeMge?' 573

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jina sUtra bhAga: 1. dUsare kinAre para! aba isa kinAre para nhiiN| aura dUsare kinAre para jisa rUpa meM AUMgA, vaha rUpa zAyada ekadama se pahacAna meM bhI na aayegaa| dUsare kinAre para jisa DhaMga se AUMgA zAyada vaha DhaMga ekadama se samajha meM bhI na aayegaa| gulazana meM sabA ko justajU terI hai bulabula kI jabAM pe guphtagU terI hai hara raMga meM jalavA hai terI kudarata kA jisa phUla ko sUMghatA hUM, bU terI hai| vaha pahacAna to virATa kI pahacAna hogii| use abhI se pahacAnane lgo| thor3e dina yaha deha hogI, phira yaha deha bhI jAyegI; taba maiM tumase aura bhI dUra ho jaauuNgaa| aise dhIre-dhIre eka-eka kadama tumase dUra hotA jaauuNgaa| thor3I dera bAda yaha deha bhI kho jaayegii| phira tuma mujhe kisI tarapha na dekha skoge| saba tarapha dekha pAoge to hI dekha skoge| usakI taiyArI karavA rahA huuN| usakA dhIre-dhIre tumheM abhyAsa karavA rahA huuN| ye kSaNa bahumUlya haiN| ina kSaNoM meM mile hue sukha meM to sukhI hoo hI, ina kSaNoM meM mile dukha meM bhI sukhI hoo| aura buddhi kI mata suno! hRdaya kI suno! AUMgA jarUra, lekina dUsare kinAre pr| AnA sunizcita hai, lekina tuma isa kinAre para mata ruke raha jAnA; anyathA maiM usa kinAre pratIkSA karUM aura tuma isI kinAre bane raho! isa kinAre se to mere bhI jAne ke dina karIba aayeNge| isake pahale ki maiM isa kinAre se vidA hoU, tuma apanI khUTI ukhAr3a lenA, tuma apanI nAva ko calA denaa| dUsarA kinArA dUra hai aura dikhAI bhI nahIM pdd'taa| lekina jisa nadI kA eka kinArA hai usakA dUsarA bhI hai hI, dikhAI par3e na dikhAI pdd'e| kahIM eka kinAre kI koI nadI huI hai? to prema kA eka rUpa jAnA, eka kinArA jAnA--dUsarA bhI hai| vahI bhakti hai| manuSya ko prema kiyA, zubha hai| lekina vahAM ruka mata jaanaa| vaha prema dhIre-dhIre uThe lapaTa kI taraha aura paramAtmA ke prema meM rUpAMtarita ho| merA prema tumheM mukta kare, tumheM mokSa de, to hI merA prema hai; bAMdha le, aTakA de, to phira merA prema nhiiN| prema sadA hI mokSa kA dvAra hai! Aja itanA hii| 574