Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 04

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008112/1

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OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyonamaH jaina #prasaNI (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika daSTAMto) bhAga-4 | lekhaka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi sahAyaka : muni yogIratnavijayajI ma.sA. kiMmata AvRtti-aDhAramI tA.1-9-2016 nakala : 3000 ke pUrvanI nakala : 02,500/22-00 amadAvAda: | prAptisthAno | A jagatabhAI : 4, maulika epArTamenTa, operA upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama.70 mo. : 9408776259, pho. : 079-26608955 * rAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 0 mo. 9427652794 ja zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, 9 mo. 9825011729 niraMjanabhAI : . 079-26638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. buko meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIne javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) 'muMbaI : ja prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, tArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-4ooo03 phona : 23438758, 9322279986 * nIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221824888 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puMThAnI) kansezanathI 135 jena Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 14 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 22 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 2 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAeM (hindI) bhAga 4-5 pratyeka kA ra 7 | zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastuM pustaka| 'prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,30,000 nakala chapAI

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krama bhAga-4nI anukramaNikA mukhya viSaya peja naM. vizeSa dharmArAdhako 1 thI 35 sAdhArmika bhakti-dAna 36 thI 46 gurUprabhAva - je je peja naM. 11 ra krama | viSaya 1. apaMganI apAra ArAdhanA .. ............ 148 2. "zrAvaka-ziromaNI" dalIcaMdabhAino vizvavikrama ...... 1 50 3. lAkho dhanyavAda e sAdhu jevA suzrAvakane ............. 4. kAMtibhAinI tIrthabhakti.. 5. svapramAM paNa dAdAnA darzana ! ......... 154 6. dharmamAM aMtarAyanuM pApa moTuM ............ 155 7. dhaMdhAmAM paNa dharmabuddhi .... ........... 157 8. dIkSAthI jIvana parivartana . ................. 157 9, amerIkana sArA ke bhAratIya ? ............... 10. dhanya ArAdhakabhAva .... 11. hasamukhabhAinA brahmacarya vagere niyamo .......... 12. lagna-divase rAtribhojana tyAga .. 13. lagnaprasaMge badhAM pApa tyAga ......................... 14. bhavya jinapUjA ane viziSTa tapa-tyAga .............. 15. lAkho dhanyavAda e mahAna zrAvakane ............. 16. kevo dharmaprema ?! . 17. tapasvIno jayajayakAra ........... 18. aciMtya prabhAva ! ............ 19. dhArmika bhaNAvavAnI bhakti .............. ............. 20. caityaparipATI .......... ra ra 6 0 / = . GJ .........**** = * m * \ * \ * jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 che [14] 146

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170 174 @ @ 6 - sAdhanA ............... \ - \ krama viSaya peja naM. 21. kasturabhAIne jainapaNAnuM gaurava...................... 169 22. enjaniyaranI ArAdhanA ... 169 23. samyajJAnanI jijJAsu.......... 24. ajaina ke jaino ? .. ........ 171 25. dharma parabhavamAM jarUra sAthe Ave 26. sAmAyika roja karanAra .. 27. tithi pauSadha ............. 175 28. bAlikA ke sAdhikA ..... 176 29. prArthanAno prabhAva .......... 177 30. ajainanI dharmazraddhA .... 178 31. mAmalatadAranuM jainatva............ 32. suprIma sAdhanA .. 33. dAna sAthe dharmanI preraNA ........... 34. dharmarAga.. 35. gheTInI pAge bhakti 184 36. sAdharmikane sAcA bhAI rUpe jonAra .......... 37. sAcI jhaMkhanA phaLI 38. ApattimAM dharma vadhAryo! ..... 39. dAnaprema .............. 40. sAdharmika bhakti .............. 41. sAdharmika bhakti ... 42. viziSTa sAdharmika bhakti ............ 43. dhananI saphaLatA . 44. ajaba gajaba ArAdhanA ................ 189 45. pravacanathI sAdharmiko mATe karoDo .......... 190 46. mAkubhAInI udAratA .. 191 47. gacchAdhipatizrIno kevo prabhAva ?....... | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 Iijha [147] \ da \ \ m km km \ \ 6 \ \ \ ) \ : : 6

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jenA A prasaMgo bhAga - 4 1. apaMganI apAra ArAdhanA mayaNAbahenanA kharekhara darzana karavA jevA che. bArAmatI (mahArASTra)mAM rahe che. Aje uMmara 25 varSa che. vilAsabhAi dIpacaMdanA suputrI che. ghaNo paiso che. khAnadAna kuTaMba che. ATalA badhA puNyodaya vacce paNa pUrve bAMdhelA koi vicitra karmane kAraNe asAmAnya duHkho bhogavI rahyAM che. moTuM yuvAna kanyA jevuM sapramANa paNa bAkInuM zarIra mAtra ra-rI phUTanuM. hAtha khUba nAnA. svayaM cAlI na zake ! vadhAre besI na zake. ghaNI vAra sUtA ja rahevuM paDe. thoDe dUra paNa javuM hoya to nAnA TeNiyAnI jema daDIne, ALoTIne. vadhAre dUra javuM hoya to koi upADIne mUkavA Ave to jai zake. ghaNI badhI paravazatA. ATalI badhI muzkelIo hovA chatAM roja aSTaprakArI pUjA kare che !! jo ke bIjA koi uThAvIne derAsare mUkI jAya tyAre pUjA thai zake. AnA karatAM paNa anekagaNuM anumodanIya e che ke dharmano abhyAsa ghaNo ghaNo karyo che !! he puNyavAno! dhyAna daIne vAMco. paMca pratikramaNa, nava smaraNa, cAra prakaraNa,traNa bhASya, saMskRta, prAkRta, tattvArthasUtra Adi ghaNuM badhuM e bhaNI gayA che ! AjanA ghaNA ArAdhaka zrAvakoe A vAMcI dhaDo levA jevo che. udyama karo to pUjA, abhyAsa vagere tame paNa jarura karI zako. AgaLa vadhu jANavuM che ? TI.vI. ane sInemA jotA nathI. Aje bIjA badhAM manoraMjano mANavA chatAM lokone TI.vI. vinA cena paDatuM nathI. jayAre A dharmadaDha zrAvikA ATalA badhA du:kho chatAM paNa TI.vI. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 dilDa [148]

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ne paNa icchatA nathI. bIjA AvA du:khI jIvo to kadAca 10, 12 kalAka TI.vI. vagere joine potAnA duHkho ochA karatA haze. temane premALa pitAe dIkarInA AnaMda mATe bebI gADI lAvI ApI che. chatAM temane pharavA javAnI icchA thatI nathI. kevA aMtarmukha! emanI zeSa pravRttio paNa jANavA jevI che. saMskRta prato vAMcavI, bALakone pratikramaNanA sUtro zIkhavavA, vAMcavuM vagere. gAmamAM sAdhu mahArAja comAsu hatA te varSe cAra mahinA sAdhvInA upAzrayamAM rahyAM ! besaNA karyA. roja sAmAyika, svAdhyAya Adi zubha pravRttio karyA kare. - jinazAsana e bhAvathI pAmyA che to ghaNI Apattio chatAM duHkhI, hatAza nathI banyA. uparathI dharma pravRttiothI jIvanane maghamaghatA bAga jevuM suvAsita karyuM che. jInavacanothI saMsAra ane karmanI vicitratAo oLakhI lai mastIthI jIvana saphaLa kare che ! je AtmAmAM bhAva dharma Ave te sadA sukhI hoya e jJAnInI vAtonuM A jIvatuM jAgatuM draSTAMta che. ghaNI badhI anukULatA chatAM tame sukhI cho ? - sAdhu, sAdhvIne joi e gadgad banI jAya che. kahe che ke Apa anaMta puNyanA svAmI cho. durlabha cAritrane pAmI sAdhanA karo cho? icchA chatAM huM to lai zakatI nathI. ApanuM zIdhra kalyANa thAo. he puNyazALI suzrAvako! tamane badhAne paNa dilathI A tamArI bahena be zabdo kahevA icche che. sAMbhaLazo? e kahe che, " mArA priya sAdharmiko ! anaMta puNyodaye tamane hAtha, paga, Adi badhuM maLyuM che. aSTaprakArI pUjA, dharmAbhyAsa, saMyamI ane jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 che [14]

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sAdharmikanI bhakti, tapa Adi dharma khUba karo. kadAca bhavAMtaramAM koi pApodartha mArI jema parAdhIna banazo to icchA karo to paNa nahIM karI zako." 2. zrAvaka-ziromaNI" dalIcaMdabhAino vizvavikrama A zrAdvaratnane meLavI gAmanA yuvAno sahita ghaNA jaino khuzakhuzAla che ! ghaNA sAdhu paNa emanI dharmacaryA jANI temanI zatamukhe prarAMsA karyA vinA rahI zakatA nathI ! emanI anekavidha ArAdhanA jANavI che ? 40 varSathI dhaMdhAno tyAga, caMpala tyAga. 45 varSa pUrve 12 vrata lIdhA.roja rAtre 11 vAgyAthI saLaMga 8 sAmAyika (keTalA ? ATha) karI padmAsanamAM bhagavAnanuM dhyAna kare che! rojanA 15 sAmAyika (vAMco cho ?) karavAno niyama che !!! kula sAmAyika 2 lAkha upara atyAra sudhI karyAM che (tame eTalI navakAravALI paNa gaNI che ?) paryuSaNamAM ane dara caudaze avastha pauSadha kare che. 2 hajAra upara pauSadha thai gayA! derAsara ane jJAnabhaMDAra ghera rAkhyA che. 7 lAkhathI vadhu rUpiyA dharmamAM vAparyA che. 50 varSathI derAsaranuM dhyAna rAkhe che! 10 aThThAi, 25 varSItapa, svastika tapa Adi thai kula 6000 jeTalA upavAsa. hajAro AyaMbila. ekAsaNAM karyAM che! roja 50 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe che! pAMca koDathI vadhu navakArathI nazvara dehane pavitra karyo che. zrI zaMkhezvara pArkanAtha bhagavAna Adina bIjo dhaNo jApa karyo che. upadhAna, charI pAlita saMgha, 14 niyama dhAravA Adi ghaNI badhI ArAdhanA karanArA A viziSTa ArAdhakane zrI saMghe tA. 8-10-94 e 'zrAvaka ziromaNi' nuM birUda ullAsathI arpaNa karyuM che! TI.vI., sinemA, hoTalanA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 150

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pApano saMpUrNa tyAga che. sakalasaMghapriya A suzrAvakanI mahApuNyathI gAmane maLela bheTanI kathA paNa romAMcaka che. janma thayo tyAre na raDatA, na hAlatA emane gAmaloko mRta jANI dATavA jatA hatA. paNa rastAmAM vidhavA mAsIe aTakAvI ghare lai jai rUmAM lapeTI tapAvatAM hAlavA mAMDyo. janma samaye ati ThaMDIthI TharI gayela jIvita A bALakane gAmanA koi mahApuNya mAsI mAraphate jinazAsanane dharI dIdho! sthaLa-saMkocane kAraNe badhI ArAdhanA huM jaNAvI zakato nathI. deza-videzanA lAkhonA mAnanIya 85 varSanA A dharmasapUtane atyAre vAMcatA vAMcatA ja aMjalIbaddha praNAma karI te dharmapriya vAMcako! tame badhA paNa atyAre ja yathAzakti AvI thoDI-ghaNI ArAdhanA AjathI ja karavAno saMkalpa karI sAcI anumodanA dvArA emaNe ArAdhanAthI upArjelA puNyanA svAmI bano e aMtaranI abhilASA. A ane AvA preraka prasaMgo vAMcI tame keTalI ArAdhanA vadhArI te mane jaNAvI mAro A prayAsa saphaLa thayo enI khAtrI karAvazo? uparAMta tamArI ArAdhanAnI anumodanA karavAnI mane paNa taka maLe. AvI preraka ArAdhanAnA AdhArabhUta prasaMgo vigatavAra lakhI jaNAvazo. jethI avasare bIjA ghaNA paNa emanI anumodanA karI nirjarA, sadgati ne zivagati pAme. 3. lAkho dhanyavAda e sAdhu jevA suzrAvaLe e puNyazALInuM nAma paNa kevuM pavitra! nAma emanuM viracaMda goviMdajI. emanI viziSTa ArAdhanAo kahuM? jANavI che? khUba dhyAnathI vAMcoH 1. dararoja be pratikramaNa ane ATha (rIpITa ATha) sAmAyika. 2. roja lagabhaga ekAsaNuM. 3. traNa lIlotarI sivAya badhI ja lIlotarIno tyAga. [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo- [51]

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4. varasAda paDato hoya to prAyaH varasAdamAM bahAra na jAya! 5. kALaveLAe khullAmAM jAya to sAdhunI jema kAmaLI oDhIne jAya! 6. pUjA mATe snAna khullAmAM kare. 7. saMDAsa-bAtharUma sAdhunI jema bahAra khullAmAM jAya. sAdhunI jema ghaNA badhA pApo gRhastha vezamAM paNa choDanAra AvA sAdhako A kALamAM gaNyA-gAMThyA haze. lagabhaga daza varSa pahelAM devaloka pAmela A zrAvaka bAraDolI pAThazALAnA zikSaka hatA. tame badhA paNa A zreSTha sAdhakanI dilathI anumodanA karI yathAzakti dharma-ArAdhanA karo e ja zubhecchA. nitya sAmAyika, pAMca tithi lIlotarI tyAga, snAna mATe ochuM pANI vAparavuM vagere yathAzakti saMkalpa ane pratijJA AjathI ja karI A vAMcanane saphaLa karo. A dharmAtmAne ArAdhakomAM prathama sthAne mUkI zakAya. AmanI jema yathAzakti ArAdhanA karo to sAcI anumodanAne kAraNe emanA jevuM puNya paNa maLe. 4. naMtibhAinI tIrthabhakti suzrAvaka kAntibhAI maNibhAithI ghaNA badhA paricita che. zrI hastagirijI tIrthanA uddhAramAM temaNe tana, mana, dhana, jIvana nyocchAvara karI dIdhA che! sukalakaDI A eka zrAvaka sAhasathI kevI anokhI siddhi pAmI zake che, enuM sAkSAt darzana Aje hastagiri tIrthamAM thAya che. eka nAnuM derAsara paNa koi ekalAne bAMdhavAmAM keTalI badhI muzkelIo naDe che e ApaNane khabara che.jayAre kAMtibhAie UMcA parvata upara zUnyamAMthI eka bhavya tIrtha nirmANamAM keTalo badho bhoga Apyo haze? A zrAddharatna A tIrthane zreSTha ne pavitra banAvavA avidhi-AzAtanAo na thAya te mATe jAte tyAM rahI badhI tapAsa | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- kuSTika [152]

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rAkhatA! oLInA AyaMbila jALiyA gAmamAM jhUMpaDImAM jAte rasoi banAvI A karoDapati zrAvake karyA che! saMyama mUrti paramapUjaya AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya mAnatuMgasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI hastagirijInA uddhAranI bhAvanA jANI A suzrAvake te ati bhagIratha satkArya bhavya rIte sAkAra karavAnuM bIDuM jhaDapI lIdhuM. parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. Adi aneka pUjayonI kRpAthI ane potAnI sarvazaktithI A zreSTha kArya khUba suMdara rIte pAra pADyuM. ane UMcA parvatanA zikhara para 72 jinAlayanuM bhavya devAlaya khaDuM karI dIdhuM! AvA ati pavitradayI zAsanarAgIe uchaLatAM nirmaLa bhAvothI zAstrIya vidhipUrvaka nirmANa karelA A bhavya hastagiri tIrthanI ApaNe zAMtacitte vidhipUrvaka zubha AzayathI vAraMvAra yAtrA karavI ja joie jenAthI ApaNA anAdi anaMta azubha bhAvono mULathI nAza thai samyaktva, sarvavirati ane zIdhra zivaramaNI ApaNane avazya maLaze. jIva mAtrA pratye temano maitrIbhAva paNa khUba ja anumodanIya che. upakAra buddhithI nokarImAM rAkhela mANase lAkheka rUpiyA jeTalI corI karI. dhamakAvavAne badale kAntibhAie saMvatsarIe sau prathama kSamApanA-patrikA tene lakhI! bIjA koi pagalA nahi, daMDa nahIM. potAnuM mAthuM phoDavA AvanArane pAlItANA comAsuM karavA premathI bolAvI keTalIka vyavasthA soMpI potAnA maitrI bhAvane khUba draDha karyo. potAnI 2 suputrInA lagna prasaMge nimaMtrI suMdara AgatAsvAgatA karI. jALiyAnA mAthAbhAre mANaso nuM tIrthavirodhIpaNuM kunehathI miTAvI dIdhuM. A kAMtibhAinA sAdagI, namratA, nikhAlasatA vagere aneka guNo anumodanIya hatA. moDhA jana Adarza prasaMgo-4 4 [153

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para paNa abhimAna ane moTAino chAMToya jovA na maLe! mULa pATaNanA A jhaverI zreSThIe pAlitANAmAM mukti nilaya dharmazALA ane amArI-vihAra baMdhAvyA. comAsuM, navvANuM yAtrA ane tIrthonI yAtrA emaNe anekane udAratA pUrvaka karAvI che. AjanA vilAsa pradhAna kALamAM gaNyA-gAMThyA bhAva zrAvako paikInA eka suzrAvakane ApaNAM bhAvapUrvaka praNAma. emanA zreSTha dharma kAryonI bhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karI tame paNa tIryayAtrA, tIryanirmANa Adi ArAdhanA thayAzakti karo e ja zubhAziSa. 5. svapramAM paNa dAdAnA darzana ! pAlItANAnA zeTha kuTuMbanA A dharmarAgI bhAgyazALIne svapramAM paNa zAzvata tIyAMdhipati zrI AdinAthajI ane bhamatInA avAranavAra darzana thAya che! emaNe haiyAmAM dAdAne padharAvI aMtarane kevuM ujaLuM banAvI dIdhuM ke divase AdinAthamaya banelA e zrAdvaratnanA pavitra dilamAM rAtre paNa dAdA vAsa kare! ghaNAMne svA bhUtanAM ne bhayanAM Ave che. kAraNa divase e svayaM bhUta banI bhUta jevA kAryo karavAmAMthI UMcA ja AvatA nathI. jyAre Amane AdinAthajInA svaprA Ave che. kAraNa jANavuM che? vAraMvAra A vAMco-A zrAddharane zrI zaMtrujya girirAjanI 99 yAtrA 46 vakhata karI che! (tame dara varSe ochAmAM ochI 1 paNa karI che?) comAsAmAM zrI taLeTInI 99 yAtrA 44 vAra karI che! bhAratanA aneka tIrthonI paNa emaNe yAtrA karI che. emanI pagapALA nIrthayAtrAo=mahuvAthI aMjAra, (vAyA unA, dIva, delavADA) pAlItANAthI taLAjA, pAlItANAthI gIranAra, muMbaithI zatruMjaya. emanuM pavitra nAma che. ranilAla jIvarAja zeTha. uM. va. 71 pAlItANA nagaranA zeTha jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 154

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kuTuMbanA emaNe potAnA snehI svajanone paNa preraNA karI 99 yAtrA karAvI che. navapadajInI oLI saLaMga 20 varSathI kare che. 2 vakhata upadhAna karyA che. bhagavAnanA varaghoDAmAM viziSTa vastro paridhAna karI lAla lIlI dhajA sAthe saMketa karavA avazya hAjara rahe! gAmamAM loko emane "rAjA' tarIke oLakhe che. 6. dharmamAM aMtarAyanuM pApa moTuM thoDA varSo pahelAM banelI A satya ghaTanA ApaNane AnaMda, Azcarya Adi aneka bhAvo pedA kare tevI che. amadAvAda zaheramAM e chokarI khUba dharmI kuTuMbamAM janma pAmavAnuM jabbara puNya lAvelI. ApaNe ene bhavyA tarIke saMbodhIe. dAdA vageree dIkSA lIdhelI. gharanAM saMskArothI pUrvajanmamAM sAdhanA karela bhavyAne bALapaNathI dharma gamato. 11 varSanI uMmare upadhAna karyA! pUjA, covihAra, tapa vagere nitya ArAdhanA sAthe nRtyagIta vagere adUbhUta kaLAmAM hoMziyAra hatI. dIkSAnI bhAvanA thai. tenI bA paNa dharmo. baMne sAthe dIkSA laizuM evI emanI bhAvanA. chatAM koi vicitra karmasaMyoge 19 varSe tene lagna karavA paDyA. bhavyA kharekhara dharmarAgI ke lagna pachI paNa yuvAna vaya chatAM amana-camana karavAne badale covihAra vagere ghaNI ArAdhanA cAlu rAkhI. pati abhyAsa karato hato. emanI khAnagI vAto choDI daie. paNa pApodaye 23 varSanI bharayuvAna vaye bhavyA paralokamAM sAdhanA karavA upaDI gai. DokTaranA rIporTa pramANe te brahmacArI ja rahI hatI. ene koie jhera ApyuM haze. je banyuM hoya che. paNa jJAnIonA vacano pramANe bhavyAe sAcA bhAvathI karelo dharma jarUra tenA AtmAne vahelA moDA mokSamArganI ucca sAdhanA karAvI zivasukha meLavI Apaze. A prasaMga vAMcI jainoe khUba vicAravA jevuM che. sau jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 4i [155]

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prathama to dharma gamato hovA chatAM moha vagere kAraNe, tame sagAMsnehIone dharma ArAdhanAno vilaMba ke niSedha karo to emAM tamArUM to ahita jarUra thAya che. vaLI enA bhAva paDI jAya to ArAdhanAthI e AtmA paNa vaMcita rahe ane aMtara nirmaLa rahe to tenuM to kalyANa thAya ja. vaLI AjanA svacchaMda samAjamAM ghaNAM badhA anicchanIya AcAra, doSo tamArA patnI, putro vagere seve che te tame calAvI lo cho. ane hajAromAM ekAda sAdhaka jIva nAno dharma kare temAM patharA nAMkho te jaina evA tamane zobhe? ethI baMdhAyela pApa bhayaMkara duHkho to kadAca Apaze paNa anekAneka bhava dharma paNa nahIM maLe te tamane pasaMda che? tethI draDha nizcaya karo ke dharma karatAM koine paNa rokavo nahIM. uparathI dharmanI preraNA karavI. A suzrAvikA to khUba ArAdhaka dharmI che. mane kahyuM, "Apane ThIka lAge to nAma vagere badhuM chApajo . bIjAone to mArI jema bhUla karI pastAvo karavo nahIM paDe..." chatAM koi kaSAyavaza niMdAnuM pApa na kare mATe nAma chApyuM nathI. dAnapremI bIjA eka bhAinA prasaMga ahIM levA hatA. paNa keTalAka kAraNe temaNe nA pADI tethI choDI dIdhA. jyAre A dharmI zrAvikA nAma sAthe chApavAnuM kahe che! koleja bhaNataranA AjanA vAyarA viSe eka Adhunika ciMtake kaTAkSa karatAM kahyuM cheH bI.e. kiyA, nokara hue, penzana milA phira mara gaye! saMsArano aMjAma bhayaMkara du:kho. dharmanA phaLamAM sarvatra sukha. tethI tame ne tamArA svajano dharma karo ne zAzvata sukha pAmo e zubhecchA. ja Adarza prasaMgo-] + 5 [15]

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7. dhaMdhAmAM paNa dharmabuddhi zephAlInA praviNabhAi AjIvikA mATe keTarIMgano dhaMdho karavo paDato hovA chatAM keTalAka siddhAMtonuM custapaNe pAlana kare che. rasoino lAkho rUpiyAno orDara sAme Ave to paNa kaMdamULano upayoga karavAno hoya to ghasIne nA pADI de che! potAnA gurUdevane vaMdana karavA varSothI acUka jAya che. ghera gurUdevanA pagalA karAvavA cothA vratano pAvajIvano niyama lIdho! 8. dIkSAthI jIvana parivartana jhIMjhuvADA gujarAtanuM saMskArI gAma che. pa. pU. A. bha. zrI dAnasUrIjI ma. sA., pa. pU. A. bha. zrI omakArasUrIjI ma. sA. vigere ghaNA dharmI ratnonI zAsanane A gAme bheTa dharI che. A dharmanagarI jhIMjhuvADAmAM kAMtibhAi rahetA hatA. roja 5055 bIDI pIve. rAtri bhojana cAlu, bIDI rAtre paNa pIve. temanA bhatrIjA (hAla pa.pU.A.zrI yazovijayasUrIjI ma.sA.) nI dIkSA thai tyAre emane svayaM manoratha thayo ke bhatrIjo dIkSA le ane huM AvA pApa karuM? na zobhe. dIkSA vakhate ja Ajanma bIDI-tyAga tathA rAtribhojana-tyAganI khUba kaThina pratijJA lIdhI! mAnavane vyasana paDyA pachI bIDI vigere vadhatA jAya. teno tyAga karavo khUba kaThina paDe. are ! thoDI saMkhyA ghaTADavA mATe ma.sA. preraNA kare to paNa tene muzkela lAge. jyAre A sattvazALIe Avo ghora niyama lai aNIzuddha pALyo! pUrve dIkSA sAMbhaLI gAma-paragAmanA ghaNAM dIkSA letAM. zAstromAM ghaNAM prasaMgo sAMbhaLavA maLe che. Aje paNa keTalAya sagAsnehI dIkSA prasaMge vizeSa niyamo le che. he bhavyAtmAo ! tame jaina cho. tame paNa sagA-svajana vigerenA dIkSA prasaMge, maLela durlabha manane jJAnathI bhAvita karI, sattva phoravI ullAsathI zakya | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 5 8i [117]

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vrata-niyamo svIkArI Atmahita sAdho. saMsArapremIo bIjAnA TI.vI. vigere joi pApa-vyApAro vadhAre che. tame jaina cho. tamAre anyanI dIkSA vigere joi, jANI dharmaArAdhanA avazya vadhAravI joie. ane dIkSArthI, dIkSAgurU Adi koinI paNa niMdA, tiraskAra, dveSa Adi karavAnuM bhayaMkara pApa bhUlathI paNa na thAya te sAvacetI to badhAe rAkhavI ja joie. 9. amerIkta sArA ke bhAratIya ? amerIkAmAM 25 varSathI rahetA DokTara narendrabhAI mULa amadAvAdanA che. amerIkAmAM kensara spezIyAlIsTa che. chatAM dharmanA premI che. dara varSe pAlItANA yAtrA karavA Ave che. temanA dharma patnI haMsAbenane temanI preraNAthI thoDo dharma karatAM dharmano aciMtya mahimA samajAyo ! teo varSamAM 1-2 vAra amadAvAda AvI vyAkhyAnazravaNa, dharmaabhyAsa tathA vAMcana kare che. A varSe pAlItANA comAsu karavAnI bhAvanA haMsAbenane thai che. Do. narendrabhAi saharSa saMmatI ApatAM kahe cheH 'tuM jeTalo karavo hoya teTalo dharma kara !..' haMsAbena amadAvAdamAM dharaNIdhara pAse rokAi paMDita rAkhI dharma-abhyAsa vagere zraddhAthI ne jijJAsAthI kare che ! he amadAvAda-muMbai-vAsI suzrAvakasuzrAvikAo ! A vAMcI tame paNa vyAkhyAnazravaNa, tattvaabhyAsa, dharma karavAnI kuTuMbIone hasatAM rajA, dharmavAMcana vagere yathAzakti karavAno saMkalpa karI A durlabha mAnavajanmane saphaLa karazo ? 10. dhanya ArAdhaka bhAva pUnAnA rAmalAlabhAi dharmapremI che. 1. roja savAre 2rAA kalAka khUba suMdara pUjAbhakti kare ! ane sAMje darzana karatAM prabhu AgaLa stutio 5,10,15 miniTa bhAvapUrvaka bolyA ja | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- | R [118] 158

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kare ! 2. ophise paNa dhArmika gokhe, vAMce! phAlatu vAto, gappA na mAre ! 3. dara varSe kharca uparAMtanI badhI Avaka dharmakSetromAM vAparI nAMkhe ! prAyaH roja vyAkhyAnazravaNa, pratikramaNamAM prabhAvanA vagere ghaNI ghaNI ArAdhanA kare che. dhArmika vAMcana, dAna vagere temanA jevA guNo tamArAmAM lAvavA saMkalpa ne purUSArtha karavA jevo che. 11. hasamukhabhAinA brahmacarya vagere niyamo hasamukhabhAinAM yuvAna sagarbhA dharmapatnIne Tebala parathI paDI javAthI vAgyuM. DaoNkTare tapAsI kahyuM ke zarIramAM jhera thai gayuM che. oNparezana karavuM paDaze. janmanAra bALaka athavA janma ApanAra bemAMthI eka ja bace tema che. hasamukhabhAie kahI dIdhuM ke "mAre oNparezana karAvavuM nathI." vicAra karatAM saMkalpa karyo ke zrAvikAne sAru thai jAya mATe 81 AyaMbila karavAM ane tyAM sudhI brahmacarya pALavuM ! lagnane mAtra 2 varSa thayelAM. chatAM AvA ghora saMkalpane prabhAve thoDIvAramAM temane phuraNA thai ke amuka DaoNkTarane batAvavuM. te pramANe batAvyuM. te kahe, "ciMtA na karo. TAiphoiDa che. sAruM thai jaze." davA ApI. tAva gayo. sabALa zrAvikA bacI gayAM ! oparezana paNa karAvavuM na paDyuM. AyaMbila karavAno mahAvaro nahIM, AyaMbila karavAmAM takalIpha paDe, tethI 3 varSamAM paNa 81 AyaMbila pUrAM na thayAM. tethI bhAvanA vadhArI patnInI saMmatithI jIvanabharanuM brahmacarya lai lIdhuM! hasamukhabhAie AvanArI putravadhU sAthe zarata karI ke ukALeluM pANI pIvuM paDaze ane navakArazI, covihAra karavA paDaze ! zaratano svIkAra thayA pachI ja lagna thayAM. dIkarInA sAsare paNa kahyuM ke lagna pachI mArI dikarI navakArazI, covihAra | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4] 6i [59]

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karaze ane ukALeluM pANI pIze. dIkarInAM sAsariyAM kabUla thayAM pachI ja lagna thayAM. Aje hasamukhabhAinA gharanAM badhAM ane temanI dIkarI A traNeya kaThina niyamonuM pAlana kare che ! AcAraprema kevo jabarajasta ! gharanAM badhAne ATaluM karavuM ja paDaze. sau niyamamAM khUba makkama rahe. vinA kAraNe mAmUlI muzkelImAM abhakSya-anaMtakAyabhANa ne rAtribhojana karanAra badhAM jainoe A vAMcI kiMmata keLavI narakadAthI rAtribhojana Adi bhayaMkara pApothI jarUra bacavA jevuM che. ApaNe UMcA kULamAM janmyA chIe. to UMcA kULanA AcAravicAra UMcA ja hoya ne ? siMha ghAsa khAya ? jaina rAtribhojana kare ? 12. lagna-divase rAtribhojana tyAga eka anokhA lagna-utsavanI vAta dhyAnathI vAMco. chokarA-chokarInA pitAoe nakkI karyuM ke ApaNe rAtribhojana na karAvavuM. chokarIvALA lagna pachI sAMje jamAine ghaNA badhA sAthe jamADavAnA hatA. patipatnI lagna pachI pa.pU. A.bha.ne vaMdana karavA gayAM. TrAphika vagerene kAraNe pAchA AvatAM ghaNuM moDuM thai gayuM. sUryAstanI 5 miniTanI vAra hatI. chokarInA bApa mUMjhavaNamAM paDyA ke jamADavAnI nA pADIe ne jamAine vAMdho paDo to mArI dIkarIne jiMdagIbhara herAna karaze. have zuM karavuM ? paNa patipatnI jevAM bhojanamaMDapamAM AvyAM ke tarata dIkarAnA bApe bUma mArI ke suryAstanI taiyArI che. rasoDuM baMdha karo ! chokarInA bApanI muMjhavaNa TaLI gai. rAtribhojananA pApathI badhA bacI gayAM. lagnanA divase paNa badhAne rAtribhojananA pApathI AvA dharmapremI narabaMkAo bacAve che ! to he jaino ! tame paNa mana dRDha karo to narakadAyI A rAtribhojananA pApathI avazya bacI zako. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 160

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13. lagnaprasaMge badhAM pApa tyAga paraNatA eka yuvAnanI pApabhIstAne tame hAtha joDIne vAMco. lagna-prasaMge pitAjI vagere samakSa dRDhatAthI rAtribhojana, barapha, abhakSya vagere badhAnI A yuvAne spaSTa manA karI. tethI lagnabhojana paNa bapore rAkhyuM. pANI ThaMDu karavA teNe jamInamAM khADA khodAvI kALI mATInI nava koDIo mukAvI. ThaMDuM pANI bharAvI 7 divasa rAkhyuM. roja e pANI gaLAve. lagna prasaMge barapha vinAnuM paNa phrIja jevuM A ThaMDuM pANI pI badhAMne AcArya thayuM. satkAra samAraMbha vagere badhuM A pApabhayavALA yuvAne divase rakhAveluM, paNa vidAya muhUrta rAtre ja hatuM. ane lokarivAja pramANe tyAre rAtre badhAne cA pIvaDAvavI paDe. yuvAne pitAne spaSTa nA pADI dIdhI. chatAM lokalAje pitA A pApa nA kare mATe yuvAne mitrone yojanA khAnagImAM samajAvI dIdhI. vidAya samaye TremAM cA lAvatAM dUrathI joi mitroe tyAM pahoMcI badhI cA japta karI DhoLAvI naMkhAvI ! paraNatA yuvAnanI bhAvanA paNa kevI uttama ! tame paNa mana makkama karI khoTA ke nAnA bahAnAthI abhakSya ke bhayaMkara pApothI baco ane anyane bacAvo e ja manokAmanA. 14. bhavya jinapUjA ane viziSTa tapa-tyAga ghATakoparanA amarIzabhAInA tapa ane tyAganA viziSTa pariNAma khUba anumodanIya che. Aje temanI umara mAtra 36 varSanI che. 2 varSa pahelAM divasamAM kula mAtra 3 dravya ane eka TaMke cArathI vadhu na vAparavAnuM jAvajjIva mATe paccakkhANa lIdhuM ! chatAM pariNAma eTalA badhA tyAganA ke savAranA mAtra 2 thI 3 ane sAMjanA lagabhaga 3 dravya ja jame ! temanI phekTarI gharathI lagabhaga 125 ki.mI. dUra pAlaghara emane roja javAnuM. ghe2thI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 161

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TIphIna laIne nIkaLIne divasamAM 2 ja vakhata vApare. navakArazI, covihAra karavAnAM. tethI baMne bhojana TreInamAM ja karavAM paDe. ravivAre besaNuM kare. bahAranI badhI vastuono tyAga che. covihArano AjIvana niyama che. mahinAmAM 6 upavAsa kare ! caudasanA 2 tathA bIjA 4. ghaNA kharA upavAsa covihAra ja kare. kAcI 3 vigaIono jiMdagIbhara tyAga che. amarIzabhAI aSTaprakArI jinapUjA roja khUba bhAvathI kare che. ATalI doDAdoDa chatAM roja lagabhaga 1 kalAka jeTalo samaya bhaktipUrNa hRdaye pUjA kare. ane sonA-cAMdInA varakhanI roja AMgI kare. naivadya-phaLa vagere badhAM dravyo bhaktimAM UMcI jAtanA, moTA, zreSTha ja vAparavAnAM. dhUpa paNa suMgadhI ne sAro vAparavAno. dara zanivAre ane rajAnA divase to cha-sAta kalAka sudhI AMgI vagere khUba bhAvathI kare ! vizeSamAM AMgI pUrI na thAya tyAM sudhI badhuM khAvA ke pIvAnuM baMdha ! AkhA muMbaImAM kyAMka paNa sAlagIrI nimitte temane AMgI mATe saMgha bolAve to dhaMdho choDI hoMzathI doDI jAya ane khUba suMdara AMgI 4-6 kalAka sudhI kare. sAthe potAnA sonAnA varakha vagere sAmagrI laI jAya. koI saMghamAM sAmagrI ochI hoya to potAnI vApare ! bhAvanA UMcI ke mAruM dravya jinabhaktimAM jeTaluM vadhAre vaparAya teTaluM sAruM. bhagavAnanI stavanA karavAmAM bhAna bhUlI jAya. kaMTha sAro che. sAMbhaLanArane paNa bhAva AvI jAya ! caityavaMdana vageremAM bhAvavibhora thaI jAya. caudaza zukra ke ravivAranA Ave tyAre chaThTha karavo paDe to paNa avazya kare ane te paNa khUba prasannatAthI. amarIzabhAInI saraLatA vagere khUba anumodanIya che. paricayamAM AvanArA sarvanA hRdayamAM temanuM viziSTa sthAna che. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ka] rijha [162]

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mokSa zIdhra pAmavAnI laganI bhAre. sAdhusAdhvInI bhakti karavA kAyama doDe. sAdhAmikonI bhakti paNa khUba bhAvathI kare ! 15. lAkho dhanyavAda e mahAna zrAvaLe vIracaMdabhAI bAraDolIvALAnI aneka ArAdhanAo be hAtha joDI AdarathI vAMco : 30 varSanI bharayuvAna vaye AjIvana brahmacaryavrata svIkAryuM ! kAcA pANIne aDavAnuM paNa nahi !! kALaveLAe posAtInI jema khullAmAM kAmaLI oDhIne ja jAya !!! 4-4- mahine loca karAvatA !!!! dararoja 10 sAmAyikanuM desAvagAsika ane 5 tithi pauSadha karatA !!!!! comAsAmAM gAma bahAra jatA nahIM ! dararoja sAdharmika bhakti karatAM ! game te mahemAna Ave paNa gharamAM sUryAsta pachI pANI paNa na Ape ! keLA sivAyanI badhI lIlotarIno tyAga karelo. zAsanaprabhAvaka pa.pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nAM vyAkhyAnathI anItinA dhananA tyAgano abhigraha karyo ane tethI ja InspekTaranA hodAvALI sArI nokarI choDI daI pAThazALAnA adhyApaka banyA ! pU. zrInA paricayathI pravajyAno daDha bhAva pedA thaI gayo. paraMtu e maLI nahi. tethI e na levAya tyAM sudhI ghIno mULathI tyAga karyo ! dararoja trikALa jinapUjA karatA ! tapa paNa khUba karyA - 2 varSItapa, 2 comAsI tapa, 3 upadhAna, siddhagirimAM AyaMbila sahita comAsuM, poSa dazamI vagere ghaNA tapa karatAM. vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhI satata [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 %i [163]

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oLIo karatAM. pAlItANAmAM 2 mAsa mauna pALyuM ! 97mI oLImAM azakti khUba vadhavA chatAM gyukojhanA bATalA levAnI nA pADI dIdhI. AyaMbila kAyama purimaDhe karatA ! mAtra 3 dravya vApare. pachIthI to traNe bhegA karI vAparatAM. 13 varSa pUrva 47mAM AyaMbile navakAravALI gaNatA sadgatine sAdhI gayA. temanI advitiya ArAdhanAthI ahobhAvapUrvaka saMghe anukaMpAdAna sahita pAlakhI kADhavA pUrvaka smazAnayAtrA kADhelI. emanI anokhI ArAdhanA ane khUba UMcA adhyavasAyathI A jIva cothA ArAno hoya tevuM ApaNane lAge. jIvadayA ane mAtra ArAdhanAnA ja pariNAma, pApano paDachAyo paNa na levo. A badhuM ApaNA mATe to azakya lAge che. ApaNe sAcA bhAvathI emane sAdara praNAma karavA dvArA AvI ArAdhanAnI zakti ane bhAva prabhu ApaNane jaldI Ape e ja eka mAtra manoratha karIe ane AMzika paNa zakya ArAdhanA karIe e ja manokAmanA. 16. kevo dhamaprema ?! aneka dharmAtmAonA kAraNe khaMbhAta dharmapurI tarIke prasiddha che. tyAM pa.pU.A.bha. zrI mukticaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. 23 varSa pUrve padhArelAM. khaMbhAtano 17 varSano yuvAna zAMti pAchalA bhavano sAdhaka jIva hato. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI bhAva evA ullasita thaI gayA ke bIjA ja divasathI rAtribhojanatyAga ane kaMdamULatyAgano niyama to karyo paNa ukALeluM pANI paNa pIvAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM ! AcAramAM eTalI daDhatA ke 23 varSathI A traNe ArAdhanA cAlu ja che ! covihAramAM khUba makkama. tethI ghaNI vAra nokarI paNa choDI dIdhI che. sUryAsta pahelAM jamavA nokarInA sthaLathI nIkaLe, chatAM koI muzkelInA kAraNe sUryAsta [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4] 5 [14]

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rastAmAM thaI jAya to rastAmAM ja covihAra karI le ! muMbaImAM ghaNe dUra nokarI hoya. tethI covihAra karavAmAM agavaDa khUba paDe. tethI mohamayI muMbaIne salAma karI gujarAtamAM rahevA AvI gayA ! have to dharmapuNyathI zeTha khUba sArA maLI gayA che. zeThe covihAra mATe sAMje roja vahelAM javAnI rajA ApI dIdhI che ! A varSe to varSItapa upADyo che. zrAvikA paNa dharmapremI maLyA che. baMne potAnA bALakane paNa khUba dhArmika saMskAro Ape che. traNe ukALeluM pANI ja pIve che ! zAMtibhAIne dharmakriyAnI vidhi pratye paNa khUba rAga che ! AvA jIva Asannabhavya hoI zake che. vaLI zAMtibhAI roja trikALa pUjA kare che ! baMne pratikramaNa uparAMta eka sAmAyika paNa kare che ! he bhavyo ! tame paNa zAMtibhAInA jIvanamAMthI eTalI preraNA to avazya lo ja ke mAre paNa daDhapaNe kAyama covihAra karavo ja. ema narakamAM dhakelI denAra rAtribhojananA pApane tilAMjalI ApI do. vaLI 17 varSano kizora kAyama ukALeluM pANI pI zakato hoya to tamAre mATe zuM e azakya che ? tamane ghaNAMne to nivRtti, prauDha vaya, dhaMdhAnI mAlikI vagere ghaNI anukULa sAmagrI mahA puNya maLI che. tethI covihAra karavo tamAre mATe sahelo che. to puNyano sadupayoga karI sadgati bhavobhava meLavo e ja zubhecchA. 17. tapasvIno jayajayakAra khaDakI (pUnA)nA caMdrAbahena bAbulAla saMghavIe jIvanamAM ghaNI badhI ArAdhanA karI che. te dharmIjano, tame dhyAnathI vAMcatA anumodanA karatAM karatAM, yathAzakti ArAdhanA A janmamAM karavAnI preraNA meLavI janmane saphaLa karo. emanI mukhya ArAdhanAo nIce mujaba che jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 8i [165]

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* 4 mAsI, aDhImAsI, doDha mAsI, mAsakSamaNa-2, 16 upavAsa vagere zreNitapa, siddhitapa, kaMThAbharaNa tapa, cattArI-advaitapa, varSItapa : upavAsa, chaThTha ane aTTamathI eka eka. zrI mahAvIra svAmInA chaThTha-229, zrI pArzvanAthajInA aTTama 108, bIjA 1000 thI vadhu aTTama. vIsa sthAnakanI oLI : upavAsa, chaThTha ane aTTamathI eka eka kSIrasamudra, samavasaraNa, siMhAsana, mokSadaMDaka vagere tapa. dharmacakra, zatruMjaya tapa, akSayanidhitapa vagere aneka vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI oLI 101 saLaMga AyaMbila eka vAra 825, bIjI vAra 500 aDhAI 150, chaThTha-200, 24 bhagavAnanAM ekAsaNA-12 vAra. uparAMtamAM AyaMbilathI upadhAna, zatru jyanI navvANu, cha mahinAnA cha'rI pAlaka saMghamAM yAtrA, nava lAkha navakAra vagere ghaNI ArAdhanA karI che. dhanya che AvA tapa pariNativALA AtmAone ! jiMdagIbhara na thAya to paNa avAranavAra AvA koI tapa karI karma khapAvI aMte aNAhArI pada pAmavAnI ApaNane paNa sAcI bhAvanA jAge evI prabhune prArthanA karIe. 18. aciMtya prabhAva ! amadAvAdamAM zAhapura cunArAnA khAMcAmAM moMghIvyena rahetAM hatAM. pachI muMbaimAM borivalImAM rahetA teo jaipha vaye lagabhaga 1997mAM svargavAsa pAmyA. sthAnakavAsI pati joDe lagna thayAM. patine dharma tarapha aruci hatI. eTale darzana, jJAnAbhyAsa ke sAmAyika vagere kAMi paNa dharma | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4] %i [16]

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patnI kare to gusse thAya. tethI patinI gerahAjarImAM moMghIbahena dharmakriyA karI letAM. dhArmika abhyAsa khUba karelo. cha karmagraMthanA artha pachI "kammapaDi' jevA kaThina graMthonuM paNa adhyApana teo jijJAsuvargane karAvatA ! bhASAmAM paNa atyaMta madhuratA. naNaMda mATe paNa 'pUjaya naNaMdabA" evA zabdo vAparatA ! moMghIbahena prabhunA dharmathI bhAvita banI cUkelA hatA. eTale badhu kAma patAvIne ghare koi na hoya tyAre moDethI 11 vAge paNa darzana karavA jAya. guru mahArAjanA asIma upakArathI gadgadita thai vhane nirNaya karyo ke pU. bApajI ma. sA. ne vidyAzALAe vaMdana karyA pachI ja khAvuM ! pU. bApajI ma. paNa pote varSItapanuM besaNuM karavA besI gayA hoya topaNa paDadAnI nIcethI hAtha bahAra kADhe. bahena vaMdana karI letAM. moMghIbdana haiyAthI khUba prasanna rahetAM. eka divasa bapore eka vAge "kammapaDi' graMthanuM vAMcana karatAM hatAM tyAM bALako AvIne kahe che, "kAkI ! kAkA AvyA !" patine ociMtA anavasare AvelA jANI moMghIbahena pustaka abharAI Upara caDAvI dIdhuM. paNa pati te joi gayA. khUba gusse bharAyA. bAraNuM baMdha karI doDha kalAka mUDha mAra mAryo. chokarAo bAraNuM pachADe ke "bAraNuM kholo, nahItara toDI nAkhIzuM." moMghIbahena samajatA ke mArA karma khapI rahyAM che. arihaMtanI dhUna ane gurudevanuM zaraNa laine nata mastake mAra khAdho. pachI pati ophise gayA. pADozIo AvIne pUche che, "tamane bahu vAgyuM ?" tyAre hasatAM hasatAM moMghIbahena kahe che, "mane to mAthe TapalI mAre teTalo paNa mAra vAgato na hato. mArA gurudeva mAruM rakSaNa karatA hatAM." badhA Azcaryacakti thAya che. jatI vakhate patie gussAmAM 400 pAnAM jeTalI moTI kammapaDinI kapaDAmAM vITalI prata nIce pANInA TAMkAmAM nAkhI dIdhelI. moMghIbahena doDatAM prata jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 167

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kADhavA jAya che, paNa saunA Azcarya vacce AkhI prata pANI upara taratI hatI ane uparanuM sutarAu kapaDuM bhInuM paNa thayuM na hatu. AjanA kALamAM paNa dharmanI zradhdhA kevuM apUrva kAma kare che ! chellA divasomAM patine kensarano mahAvyAdhi thayo. AvA patinI paNa moMghIvhena khUba sevA kare che. eka divasa temanA pati temane kahe che "huM tane patnI kahuM, mAtA kahuM, devI kahyuM ke bhagavatI kahuM ? meM tane du:kha ApavAmAM kaMi bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. ane te to sadA mane mAtra sukha ja ApyuM che. have mRtyunA kinAre beThelo huM tArI prasannatA mATe zuM karuM ?" moMghIbena kahe che, "jo tame kharekhara mArA upara prasanna thayA ho to ApaNI cAlInI cothA naMbaranI rUmanA bhAI joDe tamane manameLa nathI. tame ene mAphI ApI do. micchAmi dukkaDam mAMgI lo, jethI bhavAMtaramAM durgati na thAya." moMghIblena kevA umadA zrAvikA ! badhAM du:kha samatAthI sahe, dharma karyA kare. adharmI patinA paNa AtmahitanI ciMtA ! he zrAvaka, zrAvikAo ! tame paNa karma ane dharmamAM draDha zraddhApUrvaka svapara-hita karyA karo e ja hitopadeza. 19. dhArmika bhaNAvavAnI bhakti amadAvAdamAM zAhapuramAM eka zrAvake varSothI potAnA gharamAM ja pAThazALA karI che ! pote ja maphata bhaNAve che. dAtA na maLavAthI prabhAvanA khAsa thatI nathI. chatAM 2-4 jaina tathA 10-12 ajaina bALako roja bhaNavA Ave che ! keTalAka jIvavicAra vigere bhaNe che !! dhanyavAda. 20. caityaparipATI muMbaI pAralAnA keTalAka yuvAno dara somavAre navA navA derAsare darzana karavA jAya che. Ama ghaNAM varSothI sAmUhika caityaparipATIthI ghaNAM badhAM parAnA derAsaronAM darzana karI lIdhAM [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 4i [118]

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che ! ane Ama AkhA muMbaInAM badhAM derAsarone juhAravAnI temanI bhAvanA che ! he jaino ! pAMca tithie gAmanAM badhAM derAsare darzana karavAnuM zrAvakanuM kartavya kadAca na karI zako to Ama rajAnA divase navA navA derAsare darzana karavAnuM tathA vyApAra vagere kAraNe je gAma jAva tyAMnAM derAsaromAM darzana karavAnuM cUkazo nahi. 21. sUrabhAIne jainapaNAnuM gaurava kastUrabhAIe eka vakhata saradAra vallabhabhAIne jamavA bolAvyA hatA. vallabhabhAI rAtre lagabhaga ATha vAge AvyA. zreSThIvarye kahyuM, "huM jaina chuM. rAta paDI gaI che. tethI huM lAcAra chuM. tamane jamADI nahi zakuM. mAruM nimaMtraNa sUryAsta pahelAnuM hoya che." pANI ApI vinayapUrvaka vidAya karyA ! bhAratanA lokhaMDI puruSa saradArane paNa emaNe jamADyA nahi ! hA ! khAnadAnI ane saMskAra kevAM uttama ke dhArmika AcAromAM makkama banI gayA. tame paNa rAtribhojana, abhakSya, anaMtakAya vagere bhayaMkara pApothI bhAvathI ne vyavahArathI bacavA mATe makkama bano evI manokAmanA. 22. ejIniyaranI ArAdhanA mahendrabhAi sivila enjaniyara 32 varSa pahelA thayA. 22 varSathI roja baMne pratikramaNa ane be sAmAyika kare che. ravivAre ane rajAe 6 sAmAyika kare che ! meM ArAdhanA aMge pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM ke sarvisane kAraNe roja to samaya na maLe, paNa ravivAre ane rajAmAM pharavA vagerenA pApa karavA karatAM sAmAyikano mahAna lAbha kema na lauM? tethI zakya teTalA vadhu sAmAyika karuM chuM." teo roja besaNAM kare che. gAthA gokhe che. tithie AyaMbila kare che. lagnamAM paNa sagAone rAtribhojana jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 169

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karAvatA nathI. dara paryuSaNamAM cosaTha-pahorI pauSadha sAthe aThThaI kare che ! roja svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA kare che. jyAM jAya tyAM ma.sA. maLe to guruvaMdana avazya kare ! mAro paricaya nahIM chatAM pUchIne jANIne mane vaMdana karavA AvyA. sAdhu-sAdhvInI vaiyAvacca bhAvathI kare che. puNyazALIo ! tame paNa kadAca roja vadhu dharma na karI zako to rajAomAM sAmAyika, vAMcana, AMgI, pratikramaNa, vyAkhyAna, guruvaMdana Adi karI tame paNa ubhaya loka saphaLa karo. 23. samyagajJAnano jijJAsu jeoe mAtra cAra varSanI uMmare orI nIkaLavAthI AMkho gumAvI, uparAMta vyavahArika zikSaNa paNa kazuM lIdhuM na hatuM, tema chatAM temane pUrvabhavanI ArAdhanAnA prabhAvathI aMtaramAM ja samyagujJAnanI prAptinI bhAvanA thai. breila lipi zIkhIne temaNe pAThazALAnA zikSaka pAse mukhapATha dvArA paMca pratikramaNa, cAra prakaraNa ane traNa bhASya kaMThastha karI dIdhAM ! tyArabAda teo siddhAMta-mahodadhi pU. AcArya zrImadvijayapremasUrijI ma.sA.nA saMparkamAM AvyA. pU. zrI e temane karmasAhityano abhyAsa karAvyo ! tyArabAda teo temanI kRpA prApta karI mahesANA pAThazALAmAM bhaNavA gayAM. tyAM temaNe vyAkaraNa, karmasAhitya vagere viSayono paMDita zrI pukharAjabhAI pAse nakkara abhyAsa karyo. tyArabAda pharIthI sAdhu ma.sA.nAM saMparkamAM AvatAM temano abhyAsa vadhato ja gayo ! pachIthI vaDhavANa, mahesANA (ane hAla tapovana) vagere kSetromAM adhyApaka tarIke rahyA. emAM paNa keTalIka vAra maphata sevA ApI ! emane jJAnanI zuddhinI eTalI cIvaTa ke teo dareka padArthane khUba dhyAnathI sAMbhaLI zuddha sAcuM ja kaMThastha kare, vaLI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 170

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tenuM ciMtana paNa kare. taduparAMta teo vidyArthIone rAtre game tyAre paNa uThADIne pATha Ape, tathA rAtanA game tyAre paNa vidyArthI ke sAdhu ma.sA. prazna pUchavA Ave to te tarata ja jAgRta thai te viSayane barAbara samajAve. AvA te apramAdI hatA ! saMsthAnA samaya uparAMta ane rAtre paNa te bhaNAvavA taiyAra ! bhaNAvavuM temanA svabhAvamAM thaI gayuM che ! temanuM nAma che amulakhabhAI mULacaMdabhAI mahetA. aho ! samyajJAna mATe kevI laganI ! Aje AvA prAdhyApakonI jinazAsanane jarUra che. teone Aje paNa vyAkaraNa, rmasAhitya kaMThastha che. prajJAcakSu paNa jo jJAnanI AvI ghora sAdhanA kare to netravALA evA ApaNe jJAnaprApti mATe keTalo badho prayatna karavo joie ? gokhavA, zuddha bhaNavA, vicAravA ApaNane AMkha, pustako vagere ghaNuM maLyuM che; sadupayoga karo ne mAnavabhava saphaLa karo. pAThazALAnA zikSako paNa dila lagAvIne che bhaNAve to khUba ja sva-para-ti thAya; buddhi, zAMti vagere bhobhava maLe ! 24. jaina ke jaino ? (A) brAhmaNanuM jainapaNuM : DIsA pAse rAjapuramAM gautamabhAI bAhmaNa pujArI che. pU.paM. zrI kulacaMdravijaya ma pAThazALAnA adhyApaka caMdubhAi AdinI preraNAthI te dharmazraddhALu banyA ! roja jinapUjA khUba bhAvathI vidhipUrvaka kare che ! pAMca pratikramaNa, cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya, tattvArtha vagere bhaNyA ! 2 varSa pahelAM saMskRta, karmagraMtha vage2e bhaNatA hatA. 18 varSathI pUjArI che. tame kharekhara jaina cho ? A ane bIjuM paNa tamAre na bhaLavuM joie ? jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 171

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| (B) nIrunI vIratA : DaoNkTara uSAbahena janarala prekTIzanara che. dharmazraddhA khUba che. suputra vagerene dharmanA saMskAra Ape che. temanA davAkhAnAmAM nIrubahena kampAunDara che. nIrunhana jJAtithI vALaMda che. pAMca varSa pahelAM temanA patinuM mRtyu thayuM. 3 bALakovALAM nIrakhene A DaoNkTarane tyAM 5 varSathI nokarI karavA mAMDI. uSAbahene nIrubahenanA AtmAmAM uSA pragaTAvavAnA hetuthI avasare avasare jaina dharmanI vAto karavA mAMDI ! haLukarmI nIrubahenane dharma gamI gayo ! 4 varSathI dharmanI suMdara ArAdhanA kare che ! derAsara darzana Adi kare che . pote jaina dharmanuM bhaNe che. ane bALakone dhArmika bhaNAve che ! pharI lagna na karavAno saMkalpa karyo !! temanI icchA jAvajajIva brahmacarya levAnI thaI gaI ! paNa uSAbdane 1 varSano niyama apAvyo hato. have to jAvajajIvanuM laI lIdhuM che !! 25. dharma parabhavamAM jarUra sAthe Ave bhadra pariNAmavALA e kolejiyanane vAMcavAno khUba zokha. dhArmika pustako paNa vAMce. mithyAtva maMda paDyuM haze. tethI vAMcatA AtmA, dharma, saMsAra badhuM aMze aMze oLakhAyuM! dharma ja tAraka che, zreSTha che.... karavA jevo dharma ja che evI vizuddha buddhi thaI, jaina kuLanA AcAra anusAra paryuSaNamAM eka - be kalAka vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe. e sAMbhaLatAM dharma sAco che tevI zraddhA vadhe ane sAMbhaLatA AnaMda pAme. pUruM sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya chatAM mitro sAthe vaccethI uThI javuM paDe. dharma karavAnA ghaNAM bhAva thAya paNa mitronI mazkarIthI bacavA kazuM na kare. vidhino prema evo ke jANyA pachI tene thAya ke pratikramaNamAM caravaLo rAkhavo ja joie. tethI paryuSaNa vageremAM pratikramaNa kare tyAre caravaLo lai jAya. paNa koI mazkarI na kare mATe thelImAM | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 dvijha 172 |

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saMtADIne laI jAya. grejayueTa thayA pachI uMmarane kAraNe lagnanuM dabANa thavA mAMDyuM. dIkSA levAya to bahuM sAruM ema manamAM thAya. nirNaya nahIM karuM to lagna thai jaze, to pachI dIkSA nahIM maLe ema vicArI dharma vadhAravA mAMDyo. dharmI zrAvakanI sobata vadhArI vyAkhyAna - dhArmika abhyAsa ane 4-6 sAmAyika roja karavA mAMDyo. sAdhu bhagavatono paricaya vadhAryo. dIkSAnI bhAvanA prabaLa banatI gaI. pUrva sAdhanAnA prabhAve dharma kriyAnI ruci vadhatI gaI. trikALa pUjA kare. pApabhIrutAne kAraNe rAtre lAiTomAM javAthI teukAyanI amApa hiMsAthI bacavA tene rAtre kyAMya javAnuM mana na thAya. kALaveLAe khullAmAM ke lAiTamAM javuM paDe to tene thAya ke sAdhunI jema kAmaLI oDhIne javuM joie jethI ghaNA pApathI bacAya. IryAsamitinuM pAlana, muhapattino upayoga, vAte-vAte jayaNA e badhuM ene khUba game. tithie pauSadha kare. ema AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatA khuba puruSArthathI ene chevaTe dIkSA paNa maLI. sagAoe paNa enI makkamatA joi rAjIkhuzIthI mahotsavapUrvaka dIkSA apAvI. mahattvanI vAta e che ke pAchalA janmamAM saMskAra paDe tevo bhAvathI dharma karyo haze ke jenA prabhAve A bhavamAM AvA kALamAM satsaMganA abhAvamAM paNa sahajapaNe dharma-pustakonuM vAMcana, ArAdhanA, vidhi vagerenI ruci jAgI ! vaLI dharmanI dRDha zraddhA jaladI thaI gaI ! khUba puruSArtha karIne dIkSA paNa meLavI. ema tame paNa dharmakriyA, dharmavAMcana, pravacana-zravaNa, suzrAvako ne sAdhuono satsaMga, jayaNA, pApabhaya, kriyAruci, jinAjJAbahumAna vagere guNo A bhavamAM evA AtmasAt karo ke [+ja Adarza prasaMgo-4] jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 jaze 5 [13] 173

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sAnubaMdha thayelA te saguNo parabhavamAM sAthe Ave ane tyAM paNa dharma-ArAdhanA ane guNo khUba khUba vikAsa pAme. ema bhavobhava AtmaguNo vadhatAM jAya ane zIdhra ziva - sukha maLe. vaLI dIkSA vagereno jene bhAva thAya teNe hiMmata ane khaMtathI udyama karyA ja karavo. to e avazya AvI parama tAraka pAramezvarI pravrajyA pAme. 26. sAmAyika roja karanAra rAjanagaramAM ramaNabhAI bhagavAnanagaranA TekarAnA saMghanA pramukha che. eka nimitta pAmI temaNe rojanuM eka sAmAyika zarU karyuM je Aje 35 varSe paNa niyamita rIte cAlu ja che ! TekarAnA upAzrayanI khananavidhi kasturabhAI lAlabhAInA hAthe karAvavAnuM AgevAnoe vicAryuM. paMDita maphatalAla sAthe jai vinaMtI karI. vAta sAMbhaLI kasturabhAI kahe, "e samaye huM roja sAmAyika karuM. chuM tethI nahi AvI zakuM." sAmAyika AgaLa-pAchaLa karavAnI vinaMtI karI. paNa temano te niyata samaya hato. pachI badhAnA ati AgrahathI kasturabhAIe vinaMtI svIkArI. paNa A prasaMgathI ramaNabhAI vicAre caDyAM :- "ATalA moTA zrImaMta mANasa aneka milonA mAlika. saMghamAM AgevAna. chatAM roja sAmAyika kare che ! to mAre sAmAyika vinA kema cAle che temanA jema huM paNa eka sAmAyika karI mArA AtmAnuM kAMika hita sAdhu !" ramaNabhAi tyArathI niyamita roja sAmAyika kare che. ekano dharma bIjAne paNa kevA dharmI banAve che tenuM A adUbhUta draSTAMta che. zrImaMto, AgevAno dharma kare to ghaNAMne preraNA thAya ane moTAo ane mAtA-pitA dharma kare to gharamAM badhAne dharmanI bhAvanA thAya. ghaNIvAra upadeza karatAM AcaraNathI ghaNA badhAnA jIvanamAM dharmanA AcAro Ave che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 chi 174]

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vaLI ApaNe paNa ApaNA manamAM sArA prasaMgonuM ciMtavana karavAnI suTeva pADavI joie. AvA sArA prasaMgo joi, jANI, vicAraNA kare tenA jIvanano avazya vikAsa thAya che. Ama tamArA manamAM bhAva, ullAsa vadhe; yathAzakti jIvanamAM dharmanA AcAro vadhe ane tame Atmahita sAdho e ja zubhecchA. sAmAnuM azubha, pApAcAra, durAcAra karma-paravaza AkhI duniyA jaladI grahaNa kare che. dharmapremI tamAre bIjAmAMthI preraNA laI zakya dharmakAryo tamArA jIvanamAM lAvavAnI Teva pADavI joie. Aje A ramaNabhAinuM jIvana udAratA, sAdharmika bhakti, karuNA, sAdhubhakti Adi aneka guNothI maghamaghatuM che ! vaLI varasothI niyamita rIte ArAdhela eka mAtra sAmAyika vratathI temanA jIvanamAM saMtoSa, samAdhAna, prasannatA ane prazama bhAva jhaLake che. tame sau paNa ramaNabhAInA jIvanamAMthI preraNA laI maLelA A mahAna mAnavajanmane saphaLa banAvI lyo e ja zubhecchA. 27. tithi pauSadha bhagavAnanagaranA Tekare dharaNendrabhAI daza tithi pauSadha prAyaH kare che ! eka vAra temaNe sAMbhaLyuM ke rasikabhAI daza tithi pauSadha kare che tethI temane paNa bhAvanA thai ! bIjA koi sAthe na hoya chatAM ekalA paNa pauSadha kare. mahArAja sAheba upAzrayamAM na hoya to paNa kare. he suzrAvako ! yathAzakti bAra tithi, pAMca tithi, be tithi pauSadha, sAmAyika, tapa, vyAkhyAnazravaNa vagere ArAdhanA karavI joie. kAraNa ke bhagavAna kahe che ke sAmAyika, pauSadha, zAstra-svAdhyAya, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, jApa, dhyAna, prabhubhakti AdimAM gayelo samaya ja saphaLa che. bAkIno samaya to ulaTuM saMsAra vadhAranAro che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 chi 175]

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eTale A durlabha bhavamAM maulApaka dharmanI kamANI karI levI e ja sAra che. 28. bAlikA ke sAdhikA A prasaMga vAMcyo tyAre manane AnaMda to atyaMta thayo paNa Azcaryano paNa pAra na rahyo, mAtra pAMca varSanI kAlikA paNa kevI dharmI hoya che te tame paNa khUba Adara sAthe vAMco. magajamAM kensaranI gAMThavALI A chokarIe mAtra 5 varSanI jIMdagImAM keTalA duHkho veThyA te jANI ApaNI to chAtI besI jAya ! adhUrA mAse janma thavAthI DaoNkTarone Azcarya thayuM. tAtkAlika upacAro karyAM. bacI gai. peTImAM 3 mAsa rAkhavI paDI. janmatA ati rUpALI joI badhAne vhAlI thai paDI ! mAtA pitAe A puNyazALI bALAne zrI zatruMjayanI 3 vAra ane zrIzaMkhezvarajInI 1 vAra yAtrA karAvI. eka vAra tene kamaLo thai gayo. thoDA vakhata pachI mAthAmAM pAchaLanA bhAgamAM duHkhAvo thayo. eksa re tapAsathI magajamAM kensaranI gAMThanuM nidAna AvyuM. hospiTalamAM dAkhala karI. bilakula raDe nahIM. DaoNkTarone atyaMta Azcarya thAya ke magajanA kensaramAM samaju, sahanazIla hoya to paNa rADo pADI mAthA pachADe. A zuM koi devI che che kevI rIte A ATalI bhayaMkara pIDA sahana kare che. pAchI 5 varSanI TeNI ! samaja, jJAna kazuM ya nahIM. uparathI te tenI mammIne zAMta rAkhe, tene thatuM haze ke huM raDIza to mammIne paNa ghaNuM du:kha thaze. tethI badhu sahana kare ! dharmI A bALAe kAkA pAse vacana lIdhuM ke sArI thai jAuM to mane zrI zAzvatagirinI ane zaMkhezvarajInI yAtrA ane pUjA karAvavAnI ! bAra pUchavA AvanArAone saMsAranI koi vAta na karavA de. ATalA dardamAM paNa mAtra dharma ane navakA2nI vAto jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 176

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ja tene sAMbhaLavI game !!! kensaranA oparezananA AgalA divase zrI navakAra, uvasaggahare maMtrathI maMtrita pANI vAparyuM. paraMtu AyuSya khalAsa thayuM haze. na bacI. navakAra sAMbhaLatA sagatimAM sidhAvI gaI. pUrvajanmamAM A bAlikA koi viziSTa sAdhanA karIne AvI haze. jethI ATalI ajJAna bALavayamAM paNa eNe mAtra ArAdhanA ja karI ! ApaNe to sukhamAM ke rogamAM, are sAmAyikamAM paNa vAtonA gapATA, tuccha manoraMjananA doSo sevIe chIe. jayAre virala nAmanI A chokarI 18 varSa pahelAM laghuvayamAM UMcI sAdhanA karI gai ! samatA vagere guNonI suvAsathI A bALAe badhAnA dilamAM dharmanI prabhAvanA karI !!! AvI sahanazIlatA, samaja, dharmaprema vagere vatte oche aMze amArAmAM paNa Ave evI he sAdhako ! tame paNa paramAtmAne sAcA dilathI prArthanA karo. 29. prArthanAno prabhAva paryuSaNa parvAdhirAjamAM nIlezvarIvhananI aMtaranI bhAvanA pUjA, pravacana, vaMdana Adi ArAdhanA AThe divasa karavAnI hatI. paraMtu zikSikAnI nokarI hovAthI nokarImAMthI rajA maLavAmAM muzkelI hatI. pahelA paNa kAraNe rajA mUke to khUba takalIpha paDatI. tethI paramAtmAne prArthanA karI ke, "devAdhideva ! rajA maMjUra karAvajo." ane A zrAvikA to bhagavAnanI kRpA joi cakti thai gai. rajA pAsa thai ! zrAvikAe to pUjA vagere uparAMta sAMje paNa darzana, rAtre covihAra, potAnA bALakane ya AThe divasa pUjA vagere karAvI utsAha, umaMgapUrvaka badhI dilanI bhAvanA saMpUrNa karI !! dhArmika jaina Adarza prasaMgo- kuki [177]

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bhAvanAvALA A zikSikA jaNAve che ke zani, ravi rAtri bhojana tyAga, nokarI jatAM AvatA zrI navakArano jApa, dhArmika pustakonuM vAMcana vagere ArAdhanA karavAnI haiyAnI icchA che. he ArAdhako ! dharma bhAvanAmAM vighna Ave to hatAza thayA vinA sAcA dilathI prabhune prArthanA karavI ke mArI A bhAvanA pUrNa karajo. prabhu-prArthanAno camatkAra abhUta che ! dharmanI icchA sArI rIte saphaLa karAvaze ! 30. ajenanI dharmazraddhA bacujI ThAkore temanA dharmapatnI devubA sAthe zrI zatruMjaya, zaMkhezvarajI Adi 14 jeTalA jaina tIrthonI yAtrA bhaktithI karI che! kaMdamULano tyAga karyo. aThThAi tapa paryuSaNamAM ane pAMca tithi lIlotarIno tyAga, roja 3 navakAravALI, jugAra, zikAra Adi moTA badhA vyasanono tyAga, pAna, bIDI, masAlAono tyAga, aMtarAyanuM pAlana, nokarImAM atyaMta pramANikatA vagere. ThAkora jo ATalo dharma karatA hoya to ApaNe jainoe to keTalo dharma karavo joie ? pUjA, abhakSya tyAga vagere to badhA jaino karavo ja joie. 31. mAmalatadAranuM jainatva suzrAvaka je.bI. parIkha vaDodarAmAM 1970 mAM DepyuTI mAmalatadAra hatAM. tophAnamAM pharaja para sAthe polisa TukaDI lAvelA. tophAna khUba vadhI gayuM. polisoe phAyarIMgano orDara ApavA dabANa karyuM. parIkhe vicAryuM ke goLIbArathI ghaNAM mare. jaina evA mAre ATalI badhI hiMsA karavI na zobhe ! chatAM saMjogovaza ahiMsaka phAyarano orDara Apavo paDyo. jaiina Adarza prasaMgo-4

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enA paNa tIvra pazcAtApathI AvA moTA hodA parathI paNa rAjInAmu ApI dIdhuM ! pachI upAzraye jai paMcendriya hiMsAnuM prAyazcita lIdhuM. potAne enuM eTaluM badhuM lAgI AvyuM ke A pApanA daMDa tarIke aThThAI karI ! pachI dharma karavA mAMDyo, varSItapa Adi karyA. polIsanI hiMsaka nokarImAM ke jayAM hiMsA, daMDa, atyAcAra, nirdayatA sahaja che tyAM paNa temaNe jainapaNuM TakAvyuM ! dhanya che temane. he zrAvako ! tame paNa dhaMdhA, nokarImAM mAnavatA, jainapaNuM dhAro to jarUra sAcavI zako. saMkalpa ne dhyeya joie. A parIkha to atyAre dara aThavADiye 2-3 divasa sva kharce pAlItANA jai A.ka. peDhInA temaja tIrthanA ghaNAM bhaktikAryo kare che !!! parIkhe pachIthI revanyumAM nokarI karI. pachI dhaMdho karyo. Aje to saMghanA tathA zAsananA ghaNAM bhaktinA kAmo umaMgathI svadravyathI kare che tathA dharmamAM paNa ghaNuM dhana vApare che ! tame paNa saMghasevAnuM nirmaLa puNya meLavo. chevaTe AvA satkAryonI anumodanA sAcA dilathI karavA atyAre ja be hAtha joDI A parIkha vagere saMghasevakone mAthu namAvI "praNAma" bolo. 32. suprIma sAdhanA AjanA saparamA (zreSTha) suprIma divase eka zrAvakanI suprIma sAdhanA vAMcI jarUra anumodanA bhAvathI karI suprIma puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upArjI. jodhapuranA joharamalajI cArTarDa ekAunTanTa hatA. dharmanI bhAvanA vadhatI gaI. saMsAramAM sAdhunA AMzika AcAro pALavA mana ullasita thayuM. eka paiso pAse rAkhavAno nahIM !!! vAhanano upayoga lagabhaga nahIM karavAno !! kapaDAM TUMkA ane jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ja 178

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melA paheravAnA ! mAtra eka TaMka ja bhojana karavAnuM ! pachI to ekAMtare upavAsa karavA mAMDyAM !! vALano loca karAvatA !!! AvA vezane kAraNe kUtaro bhase. varSamAM 5-7 vAra karI jAya. paraMtu sArA kapaDAM paheravAnI bhAvikonI salAha na ja svIkArI ! A cAramAM pUrA makkama ! ane chatAM kUtarAne mAre to nahIM ja, bhagADe paNa nahIM !! ane kyAreya kUtarA para krodha karyo nathI !!! AvA vezane kAraNe ajANyA temane cora, bhikhArI mAne, paraMtu teo tenA upara jarAya aprIti na kare !!! AmanI ghaNI badhI vAto che. mAnyAmAM na Ave evI emanI ghora sAdhanA hatI ! ramaNalAle prabuddha jIvanamAM AmanI sAdhanAno suMdara citAra Apyo che. ramaNalAlane emano paricaya ane maLavAnA prasaMgo banyA che. A joharamale ghaNAM pariSaho sahana karyAM. apamAna roja-baroja dasanI sattA mAM ! maccharonA DaMkhathI AtmAne evo abhyasta banAvI dIdhuM ke samatAthI DaMkha sahana kare !! sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, dhyAna vagere ArAdhanA niyamita karatA ! saMskRta, prAkRtano abhyAsa karyo. pUjya zrI jaMbuvijaya ma.sA.nA Agama saMzodhananA kAmamAM AmaNe ghaNI kti karI che !! rAtanA mauna pALe !! 71 varSe nyumoniyA thayA chatAM hospITalamAM javAnI ke davA levAnI cokhkhI nA pADI dIdhI !!! kevI deha-nispRhatA !! AvA eka suprIma sAdhaka samAdhithI svargamAM pahoMcI gayA haze !! huM mArA AtmIyabaMdhuo !! tame A vAMcI mahAna prAcIna kavinI ATalI vAta svIkArI. dohilo mAnavabhava sAdhyo, tume kAMi karIne sAdho.........' arthAt game tema karIne paNa A durlabha rUA bhavamAM thoDI ghaNI paNa dharmasAdhanA karI lo. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 180

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33. dAna sAthe dharmanI preraNA aDhaLaka dhana ApI suratavALA bAbubhAI phakIracaMda ghaNAne darzana, pUjA vagere dharma karAvatA ! ane ghaNI strIone pApathI choDAvatA. A satya kissAnA badhA nAma paNa satya che. amarelInA, hAla borIvalImAM rahetA ramezabhAI bekAra ane Arthika rIte du:khI hatA. AjIvikAnI zodhamAM bajAramAM roja bhaTakatA. eka divasa bAbubhAInI najara paDI. bolAvI kahyuM, darzana karI roja cAMdalo karaje. tane roja dalAlI peTe rUA. pAMca ApIza !" saMvata 1957 AsapAsanI A ghaTanA samaye 1 pAinI paNa kiMmata hatI. tyAre mAsika pagAra rUA. 8-10 hato. ramezane dhananI khUba jarUra hatI. tethI ghere cAMdalo karI roja rUA. pAMca lai Ave. paNa darzana na kare. kAraNa ke koi kAraNe dharmamAM ahA hovAthI derAsare darzana to karato ja na hato. paraMtu cothe divase zubha paLe tene vicAra Avyo ke zeTha no darzana karavAnA paisA Ape che. huM to karato nathI ! A huM anyAya karuM chuM. havethI roja darzana karIne ja paisA laiza daseka divase zeThe preraNA karI ke kAlathI roja prabhujInI pUjA karaje. tane havethI roja dalAlI peTe rUA. 50 ApIza !! eka rUpiyAnA phAMphA hatA e ramezane khAlI pUjA karavAthI kAlathI 50 maLaze e sAMbhaLIne khUba AnaMda ane Azcarya thayA ! tyAranA 50 eTale AjanA hajArathI paNa vadhAre. jainone udAratAthI moTI rakama ApI darzana pRSThamAM breDanArA e zeThano kevo dharma prema ane udAratA !!! rameze roja pUjA karavA mAMDI. bAbubhAi dara kArataka pUname zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrA saparivAra kare. eka vAra zeTha ramezane A zAzvata tIrthanI yAtrA karAvavAnA zubha bhAvathI sAthe lai gayA ! zeTha dara varSe caDhAvo jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 181

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bolI pahelI pUjA karatA. ramezane paNa karAvI. rameza khuza khuza thaI gayo. ema pAMca varSa saLaMga zeThe ramezane paNa pahelI pUjA karAvI. ekavAra eka sAmAnya dekhAtI vRdhdhA uchAmaNI 28000 bolI. keTalAkane zaMkA paDI. teNe zrAvakone kahyuM ke huM, dharmamAM rakama rokaDI ja cUkavI dauM chuM. tamane zaMkA paDatI hoya to A mAro hIro lai jAva. kiMmata karAvI pAcho mane dAdAnA derAsaranI bahAra Apajo . tyAM AvelA jaina jhaverI e 8 lAkha rUpiyAnuM mUlya kahyuM. zrAvake hIro DosIne dAdAnA darabAramAM Apyo. A hIrA para mArA prabhunI dRSTi paDI. have dAdAne samarpita karI dauM ema bolI te vRdhdhA e hIro bhaMDAramAM pUryo ! caDhAvo bAbubhAIe lIdho. ane A vRdhdhAnA uttama bhAvanI kadara karI, Agraha karI temanA hAthe pahelI pUjA karAvI !!! bAbubhAIno svargavAsa thayo. zokasabhAmAM ghaNA AvelA. 100 thI vadhu ajANI strIo paNa AvelI. pUchatAM je vAta jANI tethI badhAne sAnaMda Azcarya thayuM. te yuvatIone luccAoe kapaTathI vezyA banAvelI. bAbubhAI dalAla mAraphata saMparka karI temane pUchatA ke A bhayaMkara pApathI tamAre chuTavu che ? udAradila bAbubhAI hA pADe e yuvatIone kuzIlanA bhayaMkara pApathI bacAvavA teonI akkAnuM mUlya ApI choDAvI temanA pitA pAse mokalI sAthe dhana ApatA !!! jethI pharI AvuM kAma karavuM na paDe. e bahenoe kahyuM ke A ati udAradila zeThano pADa mAnIe eTalo ocho che ! he vAcako ! A zeThanA AvA aneka uttama kAryonI sAcA dilathI khUba anumodanA karI yathAzakti tame paNa tamArA parivAra, paDosI, sAdharmikone pUjA, pravacana, sAmAyika vagere dharmanI dilathI preraNA karo. ane pApa kAryothI bacAvI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 4 (182]

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paropakAra jarUra karo. kabutarane caNa nAkhavAnA tamane bhAva jAge che. A to enAthI aneka gaNuM uMcu dharma kArya che. karazo ? 34. dharmarAga kanubhAi pAse eka zrAvakane eka kAma mATe mokalyA. bIje divase e bhAI kahe, " sAheba ! tame khUba suMdara lAbha e ! Apyo. kanubhAine maLI temanI dharmabhAvanA jANI AnaMda AnaMda thai gayo ! klAka eka vAto karI, ekalA dharmanI manI vAto. vacce bIjA maLavA AvelA. paNa kanubhAi e emane besADI rAkhyA ! mArI sAthe dharmanI vAtomAM bIjI koi ciMtA nahIM.'' kanubhAi vaMdane Ave tyAre mArI sAthe paNa dhArmika vAtomAM kyAkeka besI jAya. emane dharmanI evI laganI lAgI che ke jANIto ke ajANyo maLe eTale dharmanI vAto karyA ja kare ! pote gRhamaMdira nirmANa karyuM che. roja bhAvathI bhakti kare che. pote lagna paNa karyA nathI !!! paryuSaNa karAvavA dara varSe jAya che. e saMghamAM paNa pote dhArmika vastuo vagerenI ghare ghare prabhAvanA kare ! eka ja tamannA ke mArA prabhuno dharma kema badhAnA gharamAM zarU thai jAya. dharma mATe dhana pANInI jema vApare ! paryuSaNamAM sAthe nArA paNa emanA dilanI dharmabhAvanA joi khuza khuza thai jAya ! jJAnanI paNa emane jabarI tAlAvelI. pravacana zravaNa lagabhaga kare. sAMbhaLatA bhAvatu bhojana karatA hoya tethI vadhu khuza thAya. sArA pustako paNa vAMce ane aneka jaino vAMcI Atmahita kare evA prayatno karyA kare ! e mATe paNa ghaNo paiso kharace ! dharmIonI ArAdhanAnI vAto joi jANI nAce ! e vAto jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 183

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dilathI anyone karatA gadgad thaI jAya !!! atyaMta anumodanA kare. vAto karatAM dhaMdho, saMsAra, kAmakAja badhu bhUlI jAya, koinuM paNa duHkha jANe ke tarata kAMika karavA haiyu uchaLe ! tamane paNa AvA koi bhAvadharmI bheTI jAya to be ghaDI saMsArane bAjue mUkI dejo. A paNa AsvAda jarUra mANajo . kalyANa thai jaze. AvA dharmIone to zodhavA nIkaLavuM joie, ane puNyodaye maLI jAya to khUba lAbha lai levo joie. samajI lejo ke du:kha badhA bhAgI javAnA ane sukhanA sAgara AvI maLavAnA ! AvA sAdhu ane zrAvakono satsaMga e paNa jIvanano lahAvo che ! jarUra lejo. emanA darzanathI paNa jIvana dhanya banI jaze ! 35. gheTInI pALe bhakti muMbai juhunA jagubhAino joradAra bhaktibhAva jANI tame paNa bhAvavibhora thai jazo. emanI bhakti joi badhA emane dAdA ja kahe che ! zrI zatruMjayanI navANuM yAtrA karatA temaNe 13 varSa pahelAM potAnuM rasoDuM gheTInI pAga pAse karyuM. tyAM ekAsaNuM karI zAMtithI bhaktithI navANuM yAtrA karatA ! Ama karatAM teone bhAvanA thai ke sAdhu sAdhvI bhagavaMto paNa navANu kare che. temano lAbha maLe to ahobhAgya. vinaMtI karavA mAMDI. kyAreka lAbha maLavA mAMDyo. khuza thai gayA. pachI 99 yAtrA karanArA zrAvakono lAbha levAno bhAva thayo. gheTInI pAganI bahAra jamavA vagerenI koI sagavaDatA nathI. tethI navANuM karavAvALAne pAlItANA taLeTI bAju uttare to ja ekAsaNuM thAya. zrAvakone vinaMtI karavA mAMDI. lAbha maLavA mAMDyo. lagabhaga bAra varSathI te phAgaNa suda terasa sudhI gheTInI pAga pAse rahe che. ane roja tapasvI, varSItapavALA vagere zrAvaka jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4| hi [184|

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zrAvikAno paNa lAbha le che !! dharmapatnI 75 varSanA che. te paNa A vRddha uMmare khUba sukhI hovA chatAM badhAnI jAte rasoi karavI vagere lAbha ullAsathI le che !! thoDA varSa pachI to A jagudAdAe tyAM pote ja ghara banAvI lIdhuM. jethI tapasvIonI badhI sagavaDatA barAbara sacavAya. sAdhu sAdhvIne paNa tyAM nirdoSa vahorAvI tyAM ja vAparavAnI badhI anukULatA karI Ape che !! AyaMbila hoya temane tenI paNa rasoi karI Ape che ! AmanI AvI bhAvabhakti jo i AjubAjunI ajaina vADIvALA vagere jagudAdAne AgrahathI potAnA cIku vagere ApI jAya che ! he jaino ! tame paNa yAtrALu, tapasvI, navANuM vALA vagereno yathAzakti pAlItANA ane sarvatra lAbha lejo ane kyAreka jagudAdAnI bhakti pAlitANA jAva tyAre sAkSAt joi bhAvathI anumodanA karajo . 36. sAdharmiSNe sAcA bhAi rUpe jonAra sAdharmika sahAya karI karmAdAna vagere pApathI bacAvanArA suzrAvako AjanA paDatA kALamAM paNa che ! jinazAsana Aje paNa jhaLahaLatuM che. dhrAMgadhrAmAM dhIrubhAI zAha pAse eka zrAvaka potAnI muzIbatane raDatA kahe che ke zeTha sAheba ! 8 divasa pahelAM zera kharIdyA hatAM. enA bhAva gagaDI gayA. 5 hajAranuM valaNa cukavavAnuM che. 1500 cukavyA. have kAMi bacyuM nathI. musIbatamAM phasI gayo chuM. pUruM devuM nahIM cUkavAya tyAM sudhI bhayaMkara mAnasika duHkha sahevuM paDaze. dhIrubhAi, "pAMca hajAra cUkavI dauM chuM. paNa pharI AvuM thaze tyAre zuM karazo?" "Apa ja batAvo." "zera saTTAno niyama lai lo." tarata ja temaNe zeTha samakSa ja niyama [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 %i [185]

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lIdho. Ama te sAdharmikane dhIrubhAie duHkhathI kAyama mATe bacAvI lIdhA. zakti pramANe sAdharmikanI bhakti karo. ane prabhue niSedhelA AvA anarthadaMDa vagere pApanA dhaMdhA tyajo . 37. sAcI jhaMkhanA phaLI e bhAInI sthiti sAmAnya. chatAM dAnano prema khUba. roja dAna kare. vaLI roja dilathI prArthanA kare ke he manovAMchitadAtA roja lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna karavAnI zakti Apa ! thoDAka ja varSomAM emano A manoratha phaLyo ! Aje e roja lAkhanuM dAna kare che ! haiyAnI vAMchanA jarUra saphaLa thAya. tame paNa AvA Atmahitakara manoratha sevA ane suMdara sAdhanA karI zIvra zivagati meLavo e ja zubhAziSa. 38. ApattimAM dharma vadhAryo! eka zrAvakane dhaMdhAmAM 40 lAkhanI khoTa gai. e mahArAjazrIne maLIne kahe ke mAre dharmamAM 40 lAkha kharcavA che. AzcaryathI saMbaMdhIe pUchatAM te kahe ke 80 lAkhanI khoTa gai hota to huM zuM karata? anicchAe paNa 40 to gayA. to bIjA 40 jAya te pahelAM dharmamAM vAparI lAbha na lai lauM ! AvA AtmA paNa pApodaya Ave tyAre vadhu dhana nAza pAme te pahelAM ja dharmamAM sadvyaya karI lAbha lai le che! he vivekI dharmAtmAo! tame paNa sukhamAM ke du:khamAM zakya eTalo dharma karatAM raho e ja zubhecchA. 39. dAnaprema lAbha ApavA eka suzrAvaka mahArAjazrIne vAraMvAra vinaMtI kare. paNa lAbha na maLe. eka divasa gadgad avAje pUche che ke lAbha kema ApatA nathI ? mahArAje khulAso karyo ke tArA bhAva tapAsuM chuM. dilanI icchA na hoya ne lAbha ApuM to tuM dharma choDI jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 4i [18]

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de. ati gaLagaLA thai gurUjIne e kahevA lAgyA ke gurUdeva ! mAro paiso badho pApamAM ja kharcAya che. vaLI patnI, putro vagere mane khaMkhere che. svArthamAM dhana to jAya che. paNa uparathI pApa baMdhAya che. tethI mane thAya che ke dharmamAM kharcAya te ja saphaLa che.mATe mArA kalyANa mATe udAratAthI lAbha ApavA kRpA karo! puNyazALIo ! tanamana-dhanathI yathAzakti karelA satkAryo ja aneka bhava sudhI sukha ne zAMti Ape che. tethI ullAsathI sAta kSetramAM dAna karo. 40. sAdharmikabhakti amadAvAdanA hasamukhabhAi cuDagara. eka vAra pa.pU. paMnyAsajI pAse beThelA. garIba jaino madadanI AzAthI AvyA. pU. mahArAje so rUpiyA ApavA izAro karyo. tarata 200 ApI dIdhA. teonA gayA pachI cuDagara kahe ke sAheba ! kALa kharAba che. ghaNA AvA duHkhI haze. AvA je sAdharmiko Ave tene apAvajo . peDhImAM 5 hajAra Apu . kevI udAratA? he dharmapremI suzrAvako ! kadAca koi chetarI jAya to paNa dAna dharmathI pAchA na paDatA. zakya tapAsa karI, duHkhI zrAvakonI bhaktino mahAlAbha levA sadA tatpara rahejo. dareka zrAvaka potAnI AjubAjunA zrAvakonI saMbhALa yathAzakti rAkhe to koi zrAvaka duHkhI na rahe ! 41. sAdhamibhakti khaMbhAtanA eka nagarazeTha. jeTalA jaina khaMbhAta Ave e badhAne kAyama bhaktithI jamADe. emane samAcAra maLyA ke tamAro rasoiyo ghI pIrasavAmAM kaMjUsAi kare che. thoDA divase khaMbhAta gayA tyAre rasoiAne kahyuM ke ghaNAM dharmAtmAonI bhakti tuM kare che. tane khUba puNya maLe che. vagere... pachI premathI kahyuM ke ghInA jeTalA DabA khAlI karaze teTalA be-be rUpiyA bakSIsa ApIza. ghI chUTathI vAparaje. Thapako ApyA vinA ghInI kaMjUsAinI dUSaNatA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4| ki 187|

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dUra karI ! hai dharmAtmAo ! nokarone parivAra pAse paNa Ama hoziyArIthI dharma karAvavo joie tathA sAdharmikabhaktinI zAstra khUba prazaMsA karI che. tame sAdharmikabhaktithI sadgati ane zivagati pAmo e ja zubhAziSa. 42. viziSTa sAdharmibhakti muMbainA keTalAka dharmapremI udAra zrAvakoe bhegA maLI sAdharmika utkarSa TrasTa sthApyuM che. temAM 60 lAkha rUpiyA bhegA karyA. AkhA bhAratamAM jainonI Arthika ciMtA kAyama mATe nAza pAme te zubha bhAvathI teo jainone vinA vyAjanI 5 hajAranI, 10 hajAranI lona Ape ane 50 hatA vagere skImathI lona dhoDa varSomAM bharapAi karI devAnI. jainone kadI mAMgavuM na paDe ane nAnA dhaMdhA dvArA AjIvikAnI ciMtAthI mukta banI dharma ArAdhanA karI zake e uttama AzayathI AvA dAnavIro AvA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM paNa suMdara sAdharmikabhakti karI rahyA che tenI khUba anumodanA. lagabhaga 900 jainone A TursTa lona Ape che. jainone pagabhara thavA jAte ke AvA TrasTo dvArA anaMta hitakara sAdharmikabhaktino tame paNa yathAzakti lAbha lo e ja zubhAziSa. bhaNazAlI TrasTa muMbaImAM sAdharmika bhakti, jIvadayA, anukaMpA, dukALarAhata, rela rAhata vagere aneka pravRttio varSothI kare che. dInezabhAi, mahezabhAi Adi dhaMdho, mojazokha choDI jAte suMdara rIte vyavasthA karI khUba anumodanIya satkAryo karI rahyA che. 43. dhananI saphaLatA AkhA dezamAM prasiddhi pAmela zaMtrujayano abhiSeka je mahAna AtmAe karAvyo te rajanIbhAI devaDI khUba dharmapremI hatA. ekavAra emane zubha bhAva jIgyo. te anusAra saMkalpa karyo jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 188

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ke sadhArmika bhakti karavI. pote tapAsa karI. madhyama varganA 22 jaina parivArone svayaM 1-1 lAkha rU. nuM guptadAna karyuM ! AvI mAtabara chatAM gupta bhakti karanArA AvA hIralA haDahaDatA kalikALamAM paNa che ! bhale thoDA hoya. bIjA eka DIsAvAsIe cha mAsa pahelAM ja zodhIne evA 22 parivArone nimaMtrI AdarathI jamADI darekane 1 - 1 lAkhanuM dAna karyuM tamAre yathAzakti dAna dharma karavo che ke nIcenA kAvyane sAcuM pADavuM che? karma tane pUchaze, koInAM AMsu lUkyA'tA? meM meM pheM pheM haM haM karato, mAnava kahaze zuM ? zuM? zuM ? 44. ajaba gajaba ArAdhanA A. hubalInA caMpAlAlajI gAMdhImuthA dharmarAgI che. eka vAra mane jaNAvyuM ke mAre pAMca hajAra dharmamAM vAparavAno lAbha levo che! meM pa.pU.A.bha. ne pUchI 3 sthAna jaNAvI bhAvanA hoya tyAM lAbha lai zakAya ema javAba Apyo. tyAre mane lakhe ke huM to ajJAna chuM. kayA kSetramAM ApuM e tame AjJA pharamAvo! kevA uttama suzrAvaka? dAnanI bhAvanA ane te paNa guru kahe te kSetramAM ApavuM e viveka! AvA vivekapUrvakanA dAnathI ghaNuM phaLa maLe. tethI jyAre dAna karavAnI bhAvanA thAya tyAre gItArtha gurUbhagavaMtane pUchI temaNe kahela sthAne dAna karavuM. B. saurASTramAM eka Akho upAzraya eka suzrAvake potAnA TrasTa taraphathI baMdhAvI e upAzrayamAM joitA sAvaraNIthI mAMDI tamAma upakaraNono (cIjavastuono) lAbha paNa mane ja maLavo joie ema nakkI karAvI lIdhuM! 12. muMbaivAsI mANekalAla cunIlAla dAnavIra tarIke prakhyAta hatA. udAratAthI khUba dAna kare. aMte maratAM paNa eka [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 %i [189]

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vizvAsu AgevAnane bolAvI 3 lAkha rUpiyA jevI mAtabara rakamanuM dharmamAM dAna karyuM! jIvatAM to ghaNAM dAna emaNe karelA. paNa maratAM dAna yAda Ave e kevA dAnapremI?! tame paNa mahAprabhAvI dAna dharma jIvatAM ne maratAM paNa ArAdho. 45. pravacanathI sAdharmiko mATe karoDo "pU. AcAryazrI ! ApanI bhAvanA bahu sArI che, paraMtu atyAre ghaNA jaino dhaMdhA, nokarImAM musIbatamAM che. ghaNAne saMsAramAM jAtajAtanA Tenzana che. ane A amadAvAda che. daza hajAra rUA. paNa nahIM thAya. hamaNAM sAdharmika bhaktinI yojanA rahevA do." paricita sArA zrAvakoe pU. A. zrI ratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI ma. ne vinamra vinaMtI karI. pU. zrI e kahyuM, "puNyazALI ! tamArI vAta to sAcI che. paraMtu mArA jaino ghaNA duHkhI che. mArAthI emanA duHkha jovAtA nathI ! A preraNA karyA vinA huM rahI nahi zakuM !! bhale rakama je thAya te. prabhunI marajI.' kr ane emaNe gadgad haiye pravacanamAM jainonI AjanI bhayaMkara behAlI, sAdharmika bhaktinI tAtI jarUriyAta vagere viSNu emanI potAnI AgavI zailIthI varNavI sabhAne bhAvavibhora karI dIdhI !!! tyAre ja karoDonuM phaMDa thai gayuM !' pachI to kula Azare 7 karoDathI vadhu rakama thai !!! amadAvAdamAM ane maMdInA samayamAM tathA sAdharmika bhakti mATe ATalA bhegA thAya ? asaMbhava lAge, paraMtu haiyAnA sAcA udagAra, prabaLa puNya ane viziSTa zailIthI kevI azakya bAbato kyAreka banI jAya che, enuM A tAjuM vartamAna dRSTAMta che ! salAha ApanArA moMmAM AMgaLA nAMkhI gayA !! A prasaMgano bodhapATha e che ke zubha kAryamAM hatAza na thavuM. utsAhathI dharmakArya jarUra karavA. saphaLatA maLe paNa kharI. vaLI koi dharma sArA kAma karavA utsAhita hoya to e jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 190

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utsAhane vadhAravo. kyAreya ghaTADavo nahIM. pariNAma to kevaLI juve te ja Avaze. uparAMtamAM AvA paropakArapriya mahApuruSo je preraNA kare te dhyAnathI sAMbhaLavI ane yathAzakti eno amala karavAthI ghaNuM Atmahita thAya ! ane sauthI mahatvanI vAta dharmakSetramAM e che ke kadAca saphaLatA na maLe to paNa zubha bhAvanAne kAraNe Atmika lAbho to cokkasa thAya ja !!! 46. mAkubhAInI udAratA amadAvAdanA khUba zrImaMta hatA. eka divasa pAMjarApoLanA TrasTIoe maLIne vinaMtI karI, "bhayaMkara dukALa che. pazuo mATe kharca ghaNo ja thai gayo che. pAMjarApoLane rUA. 30,000 nuM devuM thai gayuM che. phALo karavA nIkaLyA chIe. zarUAta tamArAthI karIe chIe." ghaNA varSo pahelAnI A vAta che. tyAre ghaNI soMghavArI hatI. chatA udAramananA zreSThIvarye tarata lagnanI vIMTI ApI dai kahyuM, " jIvadayAno mane lAbha Apo. A vIMTI rU. 35,000 nI che." TrasTIo jainanI udAratA joi AzcaryathI AnaMdita thai gayA. 47. gacchAdhipatizrIno kevo prabhAva ? zrI bhagavatIjInA joga karavAno suvarNa avasara mArA jIvanamAM Avyo. paraMtu cha mAsathI cAlatI tAva vagere mAMdagI, azakti vagere kAraNe mana thatuM na hatuM. paricita ghaNA sAdhu bhagavaMtoe kahyuM, "icchA nahIM hoya to paNa parANe tamane jogamAM praveza karAvIzuM." ghaNAnI lAgaNI, bhakti hatAM. tethI hiMmata AvatI, chatAM davA vagerethI paNa tabiyata sudharI nahIM. tethI mana pAchuM paDatuM hatuM. paramopakArI, siddhAMtadivAkara, vAtsalyamUrti, gacchAdhipati, 5. pU. AcArya zrImad vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-4 che [11]

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ma. sAhebe mArI muzkelIo jANI kahyuM, "joga karI levA". meM vinaMtI karI, "1-2 varSa pachI karIza" pU. zrIe kahyuM, "pachI paNa muzkelIonI saMbhAvanA che. tethI hamaNAM karI levA." jJAna-saMyamanuM amApa baLa, dIrghadraSTi vagerethI vicArI pU. zrIe utsAha sIMcyo. meM paNa tahatti karyuM. pU. zrInA AzIrvAda, vAsakSepa AdinA baLe jogamAM praveza karyo ! ghaNAM mahAtmAo tathA saMsArI sagAonA AzIrvAda, zubhecchA, prArthanA, jApa, tapa, lAgaNI AdinuM paNa baLa umerAyuM ! ane muni zrI yogIratnavijayajI nI khUba bhakti bhaLI. lAMbA joga ghaNI sArI rIte pUrNa thayAM ! joganA pahelA ja divase asvasthatA Adi vadhu lAgavAthI pU. zrIne jogamAMthI kADhavAnI vinaMtI karI. to paNa pU. zrI e hiMmata ApI, "thoDA divasa joga cAlu rAkha. pachI jo IzuM." icchA svIkArI. paNa pachI khAsa muzkelI na AvI. dhAryA karatAM ghaNA sArA thai gayA ! - TUMkamAM, mArA svAnubhave sAdhakone mATe khAsa kahevuM che ke kalikALamAM paNa tapasvIo, saMyamIo, jJAnIo vagereno prabhAva aciMtya che ja ! tapanI ane zArIrika azakti vagere kAraNe zrI bhagavatIjInA lAMbA joga kyAreya thavAnI mane AzA na hatI. chatAM saMyamIonA AzIrvAda vagerenA prabhAvathI kharekhara khUba suMdara thaI gayA ! he bhavyo ! tame paNa saMyamaprApti, viziSTa tapa Adi zubha sAdhanA kaThina lAge to paNa tapasvI vagerenA AzirvAda, maMtra, jApa vagerenI zubha sahAya meLavI bhAvabharI prabhubhakti, mananI pavitratA Adi ArAdhanApUrvaka yA homa karIne paDo. phatteha che Age. bhAga-4 saMpUrNa | | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 5 8i [192] 192