Divyadeep 1970 Varsh 07 Ank 09

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536831/1

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sAcA keTalA ? duniyAmAM dha manI chA5 meLavanArA to ghaNA; paNa kharekharu' dharmiSTha jIvana jIvanArA keTalA ? A kANAmAM tArA tA ghaNu ! ya che, paNa dhruvatArake keTalA ? - citrabhAnuM viyavIpa sajana potAnuM eka rUpALI khA,lakAnAM mAtApitA mRtyu pAmatAM enA pADe zIe e ne dattaka lIdhI. e yuvAna thaI tyAM e ka e 'jiniyaranuM samAga ma mAM che vI. e jona mUna marAyAM ane lagna nakakI karyuM, tyAre pAlaka pitAe eka zarata mUkI e ka ghara bAMdhI Ape. pachI kanya mApu', 'jiniyarane thayuM : ke .lebhI ! paNa hA pADI, eNe sastA ane hala ke. mAla kharIdI. makAna bAMdhI ApyuM, lagnane divase pitAe e ja ghara jamAI ne bheTe che aA yu" jamAI puzcAttApa karavA lAgyuM. are, meM kevI bhUla karI ! pahele thI . gha ra ma . sArA mAla ane zrama vAparyo che. te Aja mAre je kAma lAgata. puNya te sasare che. ane jamAI te A. mAnavajIvana che. ene sArI rIte vAparIe te Ama paNa ne je kAma lAgaze , varSa : 7 a'ka : 8 - citrabhAnuM mArca

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* saheja vAcanathI jemanA aMtaramAM Ache prakAza paDe che emane jyAre vicArAnA svAmInA dananA lAbha maLe tyAre te Ana MdanI bharatI ja Ave. pU. gurudeva citrabhAnuzrI valIthI vihAra karatA karatA muMbai taraph nIkaLyA ane vacce zro zAntilAla ane niLAbena jhATakiyAnA nima'traNathI temane tyAM rokAyA. pU. gurudevanA darzAnArthe zrI jhATakiyAnA mitra zrI zAntilAla sAmaiyA paNa AvyA. zrI sAmaiyAe paNa jJAnInI geSThinA lAbha lIdhA. e jevA zrIti che evA jJAnanipapAsu paNa che. pU. gurudevanA pustakAnu' vAcana hatuM paNa emanA darzanane lahAvA pahelI ja vAra emane maLyeA. darzana thayAM ane zrI sAmaiyAnA hRdayamAM bhAva jAgyA. jemanu cintana aMtarasparzI che emanA samAgamane mArAM svajane ane sat saMgI mitrAne lAbha maLe te kevuM? pU. gurudevane mananI vAta karI. pU. gurudeve teA utsuka hRdayA ja joyAM che. emanA manamAM jaina ke jainetaranA bhedabhAva nathI, yuvAna ke vRddhane Agraha nathI. zrI sAmaiyAnI jijJAsA jotAM ja pU. gurudeve hA pADI ane guruvAra tA. 21-1-71nA sAMje pU. gurudeve vihAra karyAM. satanAM pagalAM ApaNe tyAM ? kema jANe prabhu ja nlR padhAratA hAya tema egaNeAsittera varSanI vayevRddha uMmare paNa zrI karamazIbhAI ane zrI zAntibhAI pU. gurudevane sAthe vAlakezvarathI vihAra karIne peDararoDa para AvelA peAtAnA padmanAbhamAM lAvyA. sa`tanI sAthe vihAra karavA maLe e paNa jIvananA bhAgyeAya ja che ne ? padmanAbha zrI sAmaiyAnA nivAsasthAne pU. gurudevane AvakAravA ane satkAravA maheLe samudAya bhegA thayA. pU. gurudeva padhAryAM ane pU. gurudevanuM nAnuM-zu pravacana gAThavAyu . samAdhi svAdhyAya pUrA thayA ane prazna uttara zarU thayA. (C jJAna ATaluM vahe che paNa leAkeAmAM phera kema kaMI dekhAtA nathI ?" pU. gurudeve hasIne kahyuM: vahI jatI heAya paNa jenAM pAtra ja nAnAM hAya tA emAM gaMgAnA zuM vAMka ? jeTaluM pAtra eTale samAveza. tyAM dUrathI khIjA utsuka AtmAe pUchyuM: " evA kAi dAkhalA ApanI jANamAM haze jyAM ApanA vyAkhyAnanI cATa lAgI gai hAya ane jIvanamAM samAdhAna ke parivartana Avyu' heya ?'' pU. gurudeve kahyuM: "hA, huM amadAvAdamAM hatA tyAre pravacanamAM eka bhAI niyamita avatA hatA. eka divase pravacana zarU thayuM. paNa e bhAI na dekhAyA. pravacana pUruM thavA Avyu tyAM e bhAI AvyA ane zAntithI AvI pAchaLa besI gayA. "pravacana pUru thayu. bhAI mArI pAse AvyA, mArAthI khelAI gayuM': kema ? Aje mADA kema ? " bhAie svasthatApUrvaka kahyuM: "mahArAjazrI mAre tyAM vIsa varSathI eka mahemAna hatA, ene vaLAvIne AvyuM. ', uttara kAne paDayA ane samajAI gayu. AkraMda nahAtuM, vilApa nahAtA paNa jIvananI gaherI samajaNamAM zAnta viSAda hatA. je yuvAna dIkarAne mahemAna samaye A saMsAramAM sAdhu nahiM te zuM che ? jIvananA manAve! svasthatApUrvaka dRSTAbhAve jovA e ja tA dhama che. praznottarI pachI mIThA svare Ama trita gAyaka zrI kaumudI munazI, gItA datta ane puruSAttama upAdhyAye bhAvabharyAM bhajana gAyAM. saMtaneA samAgama, svAdhyAya karavAnA suavasara ane aMte prabhunI bhAvabharI bhikata. AvA triveNI bhAvathI vAtAvaraNa sabhara ane tyAre sahaje samAdhi lAgI jAya. * kuM. vatsalA amIna

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che teja ane timira * (piDara roDa upara Avela plejhanTa pArkanA bhAIonI vinaMtIthI pU. gurudeva citrabhAnue ravivAra tA. 24-1-71 e Apela pravacananI noMdha ) eka bALake pitAnA pitAne pUchyuM: pitAjI duniyAmAM evuM keI phaLa nathI jenuM bIja bhagavAna kayAM che ? pitA pravRttimAM hatA, kAmanA na hoya! aMdara paDayuM che te bahAra Ave che. beja ane dabANanI nIce dabAyelA ane ladA- pachI e vAtamAM Ave, vicAromAM Ave ke yelA hatA eTale AvezamAM bolI UThayAH svapnamAM Ave. e Ave che ane tejathI ? "bhagavAna che kUvAmAM !" sabhara evA jIvanane timiramaya banAve che ane bALakane mAtApitAnA prati atyaMta zraddhA timirathI gherAyelA jIvanane tejomaya banAve che. hatI. pitA jUThuM belI zake, mA banAvaTa karI tejane anubhava thaye pachI timira tyAM zake evI samaja nahotI, ene mana mAtA- TakatuM nathI. timirane haTAvavuM paDatuM nathI paNa pitAnuM vAkaya brahmavAkaya hatuM. tejane lAvavuM paDe che. teja AvyuM tyAM timira Take kayAMthI? teja Ave che vicAranA UMDANamAM - bALake sAMbhaLI lIdhuM. manamAM gAMTha vALIne UtaravAthI. beTha ke bhagavAna kuvAmAM che. pitA vicAra karavA beThA : meM ema kema mAtA catura hatI. bALakanA gayA pachI kahyuM ke bhagavAna kUvAmAM che. AMkha baMdha karI, kahyuM: 'tame AvuM zuM zikhavADo che? tamAre mana zAMta thayuM. vicAre TharI gayA, aMdara te kahevuM joIe ke bhagavAna maMdiramAM che, DabakI mArI himAlayanI Toca upara che ke pachI AkAzamAM taraMge zAMta thAya te taLiye paDelI vastu che. paNa tene badale zA mATe AvA beTA jovA maLe che. taraMgahIna taLAva na bane tyAM saMskAra pADe che ? suthI nIce zuM che te spaSTa nahi dekhAya. pati patnI vicArazIla ane ciMtanazIla jyAM sudhI vicAranI, saMkalpavikalpanI hatAM. pati AMkha baMdha karI vicAra karavA lAge AMdhI cAle che tyAM sudhI najIkanuM nahi dekhAya. mArA moDhAmAMthI AvuM nIkaLyuM kema ? nIkaLyuM hA, dhAMdhala karavAthI ke bhegA thaze paNa aMdara te mArA ajJAta manamAM enA saMskAra kyAMka zAMti nahi maLe. chupAyelA hovA joIe. mATe ja prArthanAmAM zAMti mukhya che. pUjA huM je kAMI boluM chuM , vyavahAra kare che. karyA pachI "OM zAMti " kahI besavAnuM kahe mArA moDhAmAMthI je zabda nIkaLe che enI che, jethI jarA zAMtimAM Ave. pachI taLiye pAchaLa mArA gupta manamAM, suSupta manamAM, zuM che, tamArAmAM zuM che e joI zake. mananA keka taLiye A vicArenuM bIja chupA- je ghaDIe enI jhAMkhI karI zake e ja yeluM hovuM joIe. jIvananI dhanya paLa che. je besuM chuM enuM mULa kayAMka hovuM joIe. bena nevisa Ben Navis vicAra karatA huM amaste be " e vAta beTI che. karate pitAnA bAlyakALamAM game tyAM yAda bolavA mATe pUrvabhUmikA background hevI AvyuM ke ekavAra jyAre e ATha varSano joIe. hatuM tyAre enA gAmamAM eka masta saMta AvI

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128 divyadIpa caDhayA. saMta tarapha AkarSA ane emanI pAchaLa jene uttama mArgadarzaka maLe, bhUmi maLe, pAchaLa pharavA lAgyo. guru mitra banIne maLe ke mitra guru banIne eka divase e mastarAmane joI rahyo hate maLe, enuM jIvana dhanya bane che. ane mastarAma kUvAmAM joI rahyA hatA. ene mastarAme kahyuM: " kuvAmAM bhagavAna che." thayuM ke huM saMtane jouM chuM ane e kUvAmAM nevise AturatAthI kahyuM: "mAre bhagavAnane jue che. ene navAI lAgI. jovA che." saMte hAtha pakaDIne kUvA pAse laI jatAM tame aMdara zuM jue che?" eNe kahyuM: "cAla, huM tane batAvuM." jijJAsAthI pilA saMtane pUchyuM, tyAre saMte kahyuM: kUvA pAse gayA. UMDA kU hate. aMdara "aMdara bhagavAnane jouM chuM. " "huM? bhaga joyuM te kAca jevA nirmaLa pANImAM nevisane vAna? bhagavAna, kayAM che?" Azcaryacakita e pitAnuM pratibiMba dekhAyuM. nevise pUchyuM: thaI eNe pUchayuM. saMte pharI hasIne kahyuM ke kuvAmAM" kUvAmAM bhagavAna kema dekhAtA nathI?" bhagavAnane jovA koNa Atura nathI? e bhagavAna tamArI najaramAM kevA che? kelenDaramAM koI mANasa nahi maLe jene paramasatya zodhavAnI citaryA hoya tevA. gopIothI gherAyelA hoya, IcchA na hoya. mAnava jyAM jAya che tyAM A jaTAdhArI hoya, rAkha lagADIne beThelA hoya. tRSA chIpAvavA jAya che. maMdiramAM jAya, saMte jevA tame evA tamArA bhagavAna. pAse jAya, pravacana zravaNa karavA jAya, tIrthe bhagavAnane kevuM rUpa ApI dIdhuM che ? jAya, himAlayanI Toce jAya ke pachI koI aMdhArI sAruM che ke bhagavAna tamArA upara badanakSI guphAmAM jAya. defamational sial case saal sell! zA mATe jAya che? zuM paisA levA ? nA, ene te paisA kharacIne javuM paDe che. ArAma tame paNa zuM kare? asahAya che. jevI levA? nA, tyAM TekarA para caDatAM sukha sagavaDa tamArI IcchA desire che, mAMga che, bhUkha che ke ArAma kayAMthI ? e dharmanA nAme vyakata kare che. tame tamane, sukha, sagavaDa, ArAma, pasa-A baI chetare che ane duniyAne paNa chetare che. cheDI mANasa jAya che, zedha mATe jAya che, pyAsa Aje yoganA nAme bhegA thAya che. bhega bujhAvavA mATe jAya che. joIe che ane e karatAM karatAM vega maLe te | sarvamAM A khAsa paDI che. mANasane well ke good. . khabara nathI eTale nAma ApI zakatA nathI. bhagavAnanuM rUpa mANasanI vAsanA, enI A evI pyAsa che je mANasane judA judA IcchA, enI mAMganA kAraNe jUduM banAvI dIdhuM che. kSetro tarapha deDAvI rahI che, e tarapha javA pachI jyAre jyAre AMkha baMdha karI bhagavAnanuM mATe dhakko mArI rahI che, vastuone saMgraha smaraNa kare che tyAre AMkha sAme evI ja karIne paNa aMte zodhavA te e ja mAge che. AkRti UbhI thAya che. je AzIrvAda pAmelA che evAnI pyAsa bhagavAna A na hoI zake. bhagavAna e bujhAI jAya che. paNa moTA bhAganA mANasonI te eka paramatattva che, zuddha caitanyatatva che, nathI bajhAtI. pachI e rUpamAM, 'jagAramAM, dArUmAM, e nirAkAra che. paNa nirAkArane mANasa potAnI karavAmAM jIvana khalAsa karI nAkhe che. samaja pramANe AkAra Apate AvyA che.

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divya dIpa lakSmI juo te dakSiNanI jUdI, rAja- nevisanA mana upara A vicAra vAraMvAra sthAnanI jUdI. sahu pitAnA vicAra pramANe veza athaDAyeH "tuM-mAM bhagavAna che, tuM ja te ane vibhUSA paherAvI AkAra ApatA jAya. bhagavAna che. tuM have tArAmAM bhagavAnane je." lakSmI e te suMdara vicAra che, pavitra bena nevise tyArathI vicAra karyo ke mAre bhAvanA che. AMkha baMdha karI, mana zAMta karI, bhagavAna mArAmAM jevA. jene potAnAmAM bhagavAna prasanna citte beThela mANasane aMtaramAM je dekhAya ene sarvatra dekhAya. kAraNa ke e jyAM vicArane udaya thAya che e lakSamI che. jAya tyAM laine jAya. - jyAre tane zuddha hoya, mana vizuddha hoya, je kamaLo laIne jAya ene badhe pILuM prANa pavitra hoya ane maitrIbhAva sarvatra hoya dekhAya. jevI AMkha cokhkhI thaI pachI badhuM ja tyAre zrIne sparza thAya. A nirAkArane anubhava zveta dekhAya. AvI paLamAM thAya. tame badhe jAo paNa jo tamane pitAne e mATe mAnavI tIrthe jAya, zuddha vAtA- bhagavaMta svarUpane sAkSAtkAra nahi thaye hoya, varaNamAM jAya. tyAM jaI tanane zuddha kare, pachI pitAnAmAM bhagavAnane jovAno prayatna nahi karyo tAmasI AhArathI pramAdI lethargic banelA hoya te jyAM jaze tyAM maMdira dekhAze, tIrtha zarIrane upavAsathI haLavuM kare, pachI kaheH "he dekhAze, pUjArI dekhAze paNa bhagavAna nahi dekhAya. prabhe! huM sarvane bhUlI gayo chuM. have huM bhagavAna tene dekhAya jene potAnAmAM mAtra tane yAda karavA mAguM chuM." divyatA dekhAya. zarUAta ahIMthI karavAnI che. AtmAnI bhUkha jAge, e vakhate je jAgRta A draSTi AvI, sAkSAtkAra thayo tenA Urmio upasthita thAya te bhagavAna che. e vicArenI bhUmikA level badalAI javAnI. enA vakhate bhagavaMta svarUpane anubhava thAya che. khAvAmAM, enA bolavAmAM, enA dhaMdhAmAM e Avo anubhava thayo tyArathI jIvananA enI bhUmikAthI levelthI nIce nahi jAya. A divaso gaNAya che. jIvananuM mUlya samajAya che. anubhUti pachI jyAM jAya tyAM divyatA laIne - mastarAme pharIthI kahyuM: "kuvAmAM bhagavAna jAya, nIce na Utare. che." nevise pAchuM joyuM te potAnuM pratibiMba jema AkAzamAM uDatuM plena eTaluM nIce ja dekhAyuM, bIjuM kAMI nahi. na UDe ke kaI gharanI sAthe TakarAI jAya, ema "tame kaho cho ke kuvAmAM bhagavAna che A zarIra rUpI vimAnane pAyaleTa pilot paNa mane te huM ja dekhAuM chuM." saMte kahyuM "are, caitanya jAgRta hovAthI adha bhUmimAM na ja paDe. tuM je dekhAya che e ja te bhagavAna che. bhagavAna ekavAra meM eka sukhI gRhasthane nokara bIju kANu che? tuM che te bhagavAna che, tuM sAthe bolatA joyA. vAtamAM garama thaI gayA nahi hoya te bhagavAna kayAM che ? " ane pachI aMdara gayA ane lAkaDI lAvI, - TAgore bhagavAnane kahyuM: "You are Lord nekaranA baraDA upara mArI. nokare pharIne because of me huM chuM te tuM svAmI che. lAkaDI jhUMTavI lIdhI, mAravA upADI paNa ugAmela huM nathI te tAruM bhajana koNa gAze? tane hAtha pAcho vaLatAM moTethI bolyoH tame zeTha bhagavAna koNa mAnaze?" A eka upAlaMbha che. che eTale jatA karuM chuM. paNa..."

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130 divya dIpa zeTha baDabaDa karatA bahAra nIkaLyA. meM kahyuM? karatA hoya che. mahArAja, have yAda rahetuM nathI. * nokare aMte tamane lAkaDI mArI lIdhI !" smaraNa zakitamAM khAmI AvI che, vastuo pitAne bacAva karatAM kaheH "are, e zuM mAra- bhulAI jAya che. vAne hate ? meM ene mArI" meM pUchayuM: ' A jAtanI Inferiority Complex "zuM tamane eke nathI vAgI ?" emaNe makkama- lagutAgraMthi evI baMdhAya ke nabaLA vicArothI tAthI kahyuM : "nA. " "tame sensitive smRti ochI thatI jAya. pachI gharanAM paNa joDAya lAgatA nathI. tame eke nathI mArI paNa eNe ane kaheH "bApA, tamane yAda rahetuM nathI." ghaNI mArI." emane A na. samajAyuM. gharanAM je kahe e tame paNa bolatA thaI jAo. A samajavA mATe daSTinI jarUra paDe che. ema karatAM karatAM tamAre tamArAmAMthI vizvAsa pelo nokara te nIce ja hate. ene mAre to cAlyo jAya. vizvAsa gayA pachI bekhAnI jema zuM, na mAre to zuM. paNa zeTha para lAkaDI upADI, jIvo paNa vArdhakayamAM jIvaMtapaNuM na lAge. ghaNuM thayuM. e enI level thI nIce utarI What matters is not to add years to gaye. mANasane bhUla thatAM thavuM joie ke your life, but to add life to your huM nIce below level gaye, to sAmAne years. mahatvanI vAta jIvanamAM varSo nahi paNa lAkaDI upADavAne vicAra paNa Avyo. varSomAM jIvana bharavAnI che. A anubhUti karavA sAdhunAM ke bhagavAM dharma zuM che? je jIvaMta jIvana zikhavADe kapaDAM paherIne besI javuM ema nathI. taiyArI ane maryA pachI jIvaMta rAkhe te dharma. jIvo vinA sAdhunAM kapaDAM ke veza paheravo e paNa tyAM sudhI jIvaMta jIvana jIvo. game te avasthA Aje eka phArasa che. hAya; bALakanI, yuvAnanI, vRddhanI, jarAnI ke je karo e aMdaranI jAgRtithI kare. jevA mRtyunI-A avasthAo AvavAnI ja che. game nIce jAo, tarata thavuM joIe ke "huM mArI te pahelavAna hoya, rojanA hajAra daMDa beThaka bhUmikAthI nIce cAlyo gayo. cAla jIva, pAcho lagAva hoya, ene paNa A avasthAmAMthI level upara AvI jA." pasAra thavAnuM che. ' lAkaDAnA kaTakAne jorathI pANImAM pheMko te upara AvavuM hoya te badhAM pagathiyAM kadAca kSaNa mATe pANImAM nIce cAlyuM jaze caDhavAM paDe ema dehanI avasthA badhA mATe paNa je jAya ke tarata ja enA svabhAvathI AvavAnI. enAthI bhAge zuM vaLe hA, je upara AvavAne ema saMjogonA kAraNe pheMkAI ' je avasthAmAM raho emAM jIvaMta rahe. jAo paNa jAgRtinA kAraNe tarata pAchA upara Ave. dharma e mAtra vidhividhAnanAM kriyAkAMDa ja lAkaDAnI jema caitanyanI paNa haLavAza che, nathI. meM ghaNAya mArI najarathI joyA che. kriyA e paNa eka zakita che. Aje caitanyanI anu- kAMDa karAvanArA jyAre muzIbatamAM Ave che tyAre bhUti na thatAM tamArI zakita kSINa consume bApaDA bALakanI jema retA, taraphaDatA ane thaI rahI che. divasa pUro thAya, sAMja paDe ane TaLavaLatA hoya che. tamArI zakita kSINa thatI jAya. dhama eka samaja che, anubhUti che, vicAra ghaNuM sATha varSe mArI pAse AvIne phariyAda che, aMdara mArelI DUbakI che. e DUbakI mArI

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prabhunA pagale varalImAM zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhunA pratiSThA mahotsava prasaMge zrI varalI saMghanu bhAvabharyu nimaMtraNa maLatAM je maNe dha menu bIja vAvyuM, utsAhanuM khAtara dIdhu', preraNAnuM pANI pAyuM evA pU. gurudeva citrabhAnu zrI vAlakezvarathI vihAra karIne navapalavita cheADa samAM varalI derAsara padhAryA te prasaMganuM u9lAsadAyaka darya. zanivAra tA. 30-1- 71

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mAnavatAnuM mAdhya Agama prabhAkara pU. munirAjazrI puNyavijayajI tathA jJAnI gurudeva pU. citrabhAnuzrI raMgama`DapamAM maLyA, smitathI satkAra thayA. sAthe vyAsapITha para beThA. pu. puNyavijayajI mahArAje ma gaLAcaraNa karyuM te emanA ja AgrahathI pU. gurudeve nAnuM-zuM pravacana ApyuM. zrAtAjaneAnI bhAvikatA ane sAdhvIgaNamAM tejasvinI sAdhvI zrI mRgAvatIzrIjI tathA anya vIranI suputrIe, sAdhvIe ane zrIsaMgha. zinavAra tA. 30-1-71

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eka mArganA aneka pravAsI pratiSThA mahotsava nimitte tenuM milana thatAM jJAnagApti thAya te sahaja che. cintakAnA sAmAnya vArtAlApamAM paNa samajaNa nI suvAsa mahekatI hoya che. zAntasUti pU. AcA, zrI vijayasamudra surIzvarajI mahArAja, Agama prabhAkara pU. puNyavija yujI mahArAja ane pU. gurudeva zrI citrabhAnu zrI e ka ja pATa upara beThA ane | cintana ane anandanA phuvArA gaDa yA tyAM nAnA bALa-munie paNa AturatApUrvaka AvI pahoMcyA.

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prabhu birAjyA, Anada ubharAyA pratiSThA mahotsavane zikhara same divasa bace. prabhu zrI saMbhavanAtha bhagavAna tathA anya bhagavAnanA bi bAnI pratiSThA prasaMge pa. pU. AcArya zrI vijayasamudrasurIzvarajI mahArAja, Agama prabhAkara pU. puNyavijayujI mahArAja, pU. gurudeva zrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrI, pU. munirAjazrI janakavijayajI gaNivara ane anya sAdhu e e pavitra bhAvanAe vahAvI, zrAvake e zubha saMka9pa karyA, matrAcAra thayA ane zuddha ane nirmaLa vAtAvaraNa mAM prabhunI pratiSThA thai. somavAra tA. 1- 2-71

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divyadIpa 135 je anubhava kare ene ja jIvana jIvaMta lAge. badalAtI nathI. jIve che tyAM sudhI jIvaMtapaNe paNa tamAre mana jIvana eTale zuM ? eka jIva, maryA pachI paNa jIvaMta rahe. makAna bAMdhIe, gharamAM gADI lAvIe, chokarA- ajJAnI kaheH phalANuM bhAI marI gayA. ene paraNAvIne vahu lAvIe-kAma pUruM thayuM, jJAnI kaheH e pAchA thayA maryA pachI paNa jIvana samApta thayuM. AmAM zuM pUruM thayuM ? je jIvaMta rahevAnA. thavAnuM hatuM te thayuM. tame nahi hota te paNa AvI umadA bhAvanA maLI jAya te maraA badhuM thavAnuM ja hatuM. dehane TakAvavA karavuM vAnI vAta ja kyAM che? mRtyune bhaya ja kayAM paDe emAM kAma zuM thayuM? che? bhaya kone che? jenuM gumAI jAya, jenuM kAma tyAre thAya jyAre mANasa potAnAmAM luMTAI jAya, jenuM cAlyuM jAya tene bhaya. DUbakI mAre, ene lAge ke aMdara caitanya beThuM ApaNuM zuM jAya che? AtmA te badhe ja che, jiMdagInI chellI paLa sudhI jIvanamAM jIvaMta- sAthe che. are, e ja te pravAsa kare che. paNuM lAge. AvaraTAunamAM DokaTara brekeTa rahetA hatA. - A jIvaMtapaNuM zikhavADe te ja dhama. dharma kaIka jJAnIno samAgama thaye ane manamAM eka mANasane maDaduM nahi, taravariyA banAve che; vAta besI gaI. A jIvana zakitanuM darzana ALasu nahi, caitanyavaMta banAve che. ema na karavA mATe maLyuM che, caitanyanI zakitane paramaane te e dharmanA mArge nahi paNa keka zakitamAM meLavI devA mATe maLyuM che. judA mArge ja jaI rahyo che. trIsa varSanI uMmara hatI, bharayuvAnI hatI, bhale zarIra upara karacalIo paDe, uMmara dhIkatI kamANI hatI. paripakava bane, AMkhe jhAMkha Ave paNa lAgavuM tyAM enA ja gAmamAM rahetI buddhizALI, joIe ke jIvIe chIe, AnaMdathI jIvIe rUpasuMdara kumArI komala enA paricayamAM chIe. AvI ane lagna nakakI thayAM. eka rAtrie bane AvuM kyAre lAge ? aMtarathI mAne ke sAthe besIne bhAvinA svapna mATe taiyArI karatAM zarIra ke game te avasthAmAM hoya paNa aMdara hatAM tyAM barAbara dasanA Take re ghaMTaDI vAgI. beThele avinAzI (indestructible) che. . bAraNuM kholyuM te eka habasI bAI UbhI hatI. Einstein AInsTAInane bhale bhagavAnamAM ke punarjanmamAM zraddhA nahotI paNa "oNkaTara sAheba, mArA ekanA eka ene caitanyanI zAzvatazatimAM zraddhA hatI. chokarAnI jiMdagI jokhamamAM che. chellA zvAsa eNe kahyuM? 1 believe that Energy is laI rahyo che. tame Avo te bacI jAya." indestructible. A habasI bAInuM dayAmaNuM moTuM joyuM, A Energy eTale bIju kai nahi, enI AMkhamAM AMsu joyAM ane DekaTara brekeTanuM ApaNe ja chIe. A caitanya (Energy) che hRdaya dravI gayuM. te chIe, gaI te ApaNe nathI. kumArI phremalane kahyuM : "tuM be kalAka A zakitane anubhava karavo e ja dharma che. besa, huM AvuM chuM." dharma kahe che tamArAmAM citanya paDyuM kromavela UkaLI paDI You have a date che. dehanI avasthA sAthe caitanyanI avasthA with me tArA vinA rAtre huM ekalI ahIM

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136 divya dIpa zuM karuM? tane mArA prema karatAMya dadI vadhAre davAkhAnuM upara che. habasIne thayuM ke A pATiyuM kImatI che?" ja uThAvI kabara para mUkuM te kevuM? jaIne mUkI DaM. brekeTathI na rahevAyuM: "jema prema AvyuM. bIjA divase sahune khabara paDI. badhA divya che ema premane anubhava karanAra caitanya kahevA lAgyAH wonderful, khUba sarasa. paNa divya che. tArA premanuM huM svAgata karuM to AnAthI suMdara paMkita ApaNe lakhI zakyA na hatA. A habasI mAtAnA mAtRpremane huM kema kukarAvI "DokaTaranuM davAkhAnuM upara ja che vAta paNa zakuM? " eka mIThuM smita karI DokaTara nIkaLI sAcI che. davAkhAnuM upara ja che. jene davAkhAnuM paDayA. sAravAra karI ane bALaka bacI gayuM. upara lAge, jene A anubhUti thAya enuM savAre cAra vAge ghare AvyA. jIvana dhanya che. "ApaNuM davAkhAnuM upara che." bIje divase kromavelane phena AvyuM? - jyAre dharma Avaze pachI ema nahi kahevAnA tArI sAthe mAre meLa nahi khAya, kAraNa ke ke phalANA bhAI marI gayA. kaheze ke pAchA tane mArI kiMmata nathI." thaI gayA. kayAM? upara pAchA svastha thaI gayA. | DaoNkaTare kahyuM: mane te mAnavatAnI kiMmata samagra jIvananI kamANe upara javA mATe che. mane lAge che. huM kAI ekane 2AjI nahi che. jema lAkaDuM baLe ane dhUmADe upara jAya karI zakuM. mAre mATe ekalatA nirmANa haze.' tema deha maLI jAya ane caitanya upara jAya. sittara varSa sudhI sevA karI. sevA karatAM A caitanyane svabhAva upara javAnuM che. karatAM deha DhaLI paDaye. AkhuM gAma bheguM thayuM. "Dust thou art to dust returnest eka dIkaro hota te eka raData paNa Aje te Was not spoken of the soul" dhULamAMthI gAma raDe che. janmya ane dhULamAM maLI javAno e A oNkaTarane saha bhInI AMkhe, bhAre haiye dATI AtmA mATe nathI kahyuM. AtmA kadI dhULamAM AvyA. grAmyajanone thayuM ke rDokaTaranI samAdhi maLatuM nathI. ene svabhAva nIce nahi, paNa upara khAMbhI ketarIe, paththara mUkIne ApaNI upara javAnuM che. bhAvanA vyakata karIe. paNa zuM lakhIe" e A svabhAvanI anubhUti karAve e dharma mATe kamiTI nImAI. che. Avo dharma jIvanamAM AvatAM thAya ke dareka mahino gayo, cha mahinA gayA, samaya avasthAmAM jIvaMta rahevuM ane marI gayA pachI vItate gaye. evuM ja banatuM AvyuM che. prasaMga paNa jIvatA rahevuM. je A kaLA, na AvaDe Ave tyAre je Urmio, ane lAgaNIo sau te dharma jIvanamAM nathI Avyo ema ja mAnaje. batAve che te samaya jatAM jhAMkhI thaI jAya che. pachI tame bhale game eTalAM vidhividhAna karatA he. badhA bhUlI gayA paNa jene DokaTare prANa dharmanI zarUAta A samajaNathI thAya che. ApyA hatA te kema bhUle? pele habasIne bena nevise patnIne kahyuM: "bhagavAna kuvAmAM dIkaro have moTe thayo hato. ene thayuM ke che" e kahevAnI pAchaLa nAnI uMmare paDelA DaoNkaTarane upakAra huM kema bhUluM? pharate pharate saMskAra che. patnIne paNa lAgyuM ke A vAta DaoNkaTaranA davAkhAnA pAse gayo. upara najara nAkhI sAcI che ane dIkarAne zikhavADavA jevI che. te dAdara upara pATiyuM laTakatuM hatuM: De. brekeTanuM pitAe dIkarAne bolAvIne kahyuM: "beTA,

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varalImAM prabhu padhAryA mu'khai jevI vizALa nagarImAM madiza ane upAzrayAnA kayAM tATA che ! paNa evAM paNa keTalAMka sthaLeA che jyAM maMdira ane upAzrayanA abhAve sAdhu dUrathI ja vihAra karI jAya che. tyAMnI janatAne na daza nanA lAbha maLe, na svAdhyAya karavAnA suavasara prApta thAya. varalI paNa evuM ja kA'ka suMdara, ramaNIya sthaLa hatuM. samudra kinAre zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM naisargika AnaMda lUMTanArA ghaNA hatA paNu AtmAnA AnaMdaeN lUMTAvanArA kAI na hatA. muMbainA be cheDAne joDatu evuM nAnuM-zuM paruM ekalavAyuM hatuM. bhakatajanA hatA paNa bhakita karavAnA lahAvA emane nahAtA maLatA. tyAM munizrI indra vijayajI mahArAjanA upadezathI varalI nAkA para gerejamAM gRhama`diranI sthApanA thaI. paNa upAzrayanA abhAve sAdhusaMtAnAM darzana tA dula bha ja rahyAM. (anusa'dhAna bhagavAna kUvAmAM che. cAla, tane batAvu kUvA pAse laI jaI ne pUchyuM: "jo, aMdara kANu dekhAya che ?'" bALake sahajatAthI kahyuM: "huM dekhAuM chuM. " "tuM che| e ja bhagavAna che. zarUmAta ahIMthI, ApaNAthI karavAnI che. ?? have dIkarAne paNa A gahana tattvajJAna samajAyuM. 27 ApaNI aMdara caitanya che e ja teja che. e teja Aje DhaMkAyelu che, timiranA AvaraNathI AvRta thaI gayu che. jema dIvA upara leAkhaDanuM DhAMkaNu mUke teA prakAza na dekhAya paNa DhAMkaNAmAM kANAM paDI jAya te AchA Ache prakAza Ave ane DhAMkaNu nIkaLI jAya te pU prakAza Ave ema ApaNAM teja upara vAsanAnu e varSo vItatAM gayAM paNa varalInI janatAne na preraNA maLI, na mAdana maLyuM. evAmAM pU. gurudeva munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrI keTamAM cAmAsuM pUrNa karI zeSakALamAM vihAra karatA karatA mukhainA parAe tarapha padhAryA. vacamAM varalI AvyuM. ane tA. 15-2-65 varalI nAkA upara Avela zizu vikAsa ma`diramAM pravacana goThavAyuM. svAdhyAya karavA ekatrita thayelI vizALa mAnavamedanI jotAM ja pU. gurudevazrIne vicAra sphUryAM. ATalA badhA Atura AtmAone svAdhyAyanA vadhAre lAbha maLe teA kevu sAruM ? A tRSAtura AtmAone pAna karAvavA sAdhue ahIM Ave te kevI suMdara saMskAranI saurabha phelAya ? mAravADa ane kaccha deza choDIne je dhaMdho karavA sukhai AvyA che te zuM mAtra dhananuM ja upArjana karaze ? zuM AtmAne samRddha kare evuM jJAnapAna nahi kare ? je mujhaga che 136 thI cAlu) AvaraNa AvyuM che te nIkaLe teA kevala jJAna ja vartAya. sAcA guru, sAcA mArgadarzaka, sAcA bhAmiyA ema ja kahevAne ke ahIMthI, tamArAthI zarUAta karI. bhagavAna tArAmAM ja che? ekavAra samajAya ke bhagavAna mArAmAM che pachI e UbheA nahi rahe. bhagavAnane potAnAmAM anubhavyA vinA jaMpavAne nahi. teja ane timirane kadI khanatuM ja nathI. tamAre mAtra DhAMkaNuM ja uMcakavAnuM che. prakAza AvatAM aMdhakAra raheze ? sUrya AvatAM rAta raheze? saMpUrNa 6

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138 divya dIpa e to emanuM sAdhI leze paNa AjanAM prale- munibhUSaNa zrI valabhadatta vijayajI mahArAja, bhanakArI vAtAvaraNamAM UcharatA yuvAna mAnasanuM gaNivarya janakavijayajI mahArAja tathA anya zuM ? UgatA cheDane sAruM khAtara ane pANI gaNivarya ane munivarya mahArAje ane sAdhvIjI na maLatAM suMdara upavana nahi, paNa mAtra mahArAjene paNa vinaMtI thaI. zrI saMghanI kAMTALuM jaMgala ja UgI Avaze ! vinaMtI svIkAratAM varalI nAnuM-zuM pAlitANA ja pU. gurudeva citrabhAnue jinamaMdira ane banI gayuM. upAzraya mATe preraNA ApI, suMdara bhAvanAnuM varalInA jinamaMdira ane upAzrayanA sarjabIja vAvyuM. namAM preraNA ApanAra, mArgadarzana ApanAra ane varalImAM vasatAM anekanAM haiyAM dharmabhAvabhAvanAne choDa pAMgarate gaye, vadhu mArga nAthI bhInAM karanAra pU gurudeva citrabhAnu darzana maLatuM gayuM, pU. gurudeva avAranavAra mahArAjazrI pAse zrI varalI saMgha vinaMtI karavA varalI padhAratAM varalInA bhAIone svAdhyAya gayo. jenAmAM pU. gurudeve prANa reDyA hatA karavAnA avasara paNa sAMpaDate gaye. ane e navapuSpane vikAsa jotAM pU. gurudeve vinaMtI saMvata 2024-poSa suda 1. somavAra tA. 1-1-68 pU. gurudeve "jIvanamAM dharma zA mATe ?' e mAnya rAkhI ane pU. gurudeva vAlakezvarathI vihAra karIne zanivAre tA. 30-1-71 savAre 7-30 upara pitAnA vicAre vyakata karatAM ja zretA vAge varalI padhAryA. jananA mana upara UMDI asara thaI, utsAha pU. gurudeva varalI padhAratAM varalIne zrI ane umaMgabharyuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM ane zrI 3 jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMgha vAjate gAjate jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMghanI sthApanA pU. gurudevanuM sAmaiyuM karavA varalI nAkA upara thaI. jinamaMdira ane upAzraya mATe jotajotAmAM Avela bhAvezvara Teresa AgaLa padhAryo. tyAM paMcAvanathI sATha hajAra rUpiyA ekatrita thayA. thANathI, vikrelIthI, ghATakopara ane muMbaithI. zarUAta thaI pachI pUrNAhuti kayAM dUra che? sAmaiyAmAM joDAIne pU. gurudevanI bhakita karavA dInanI varSA varasatI gaI ane jinamaMdiramAM aneka bhakate paNa ekatrita thayA. cha jinabiMba paraNuM tarIke mUkavAmAM AvyAM. Agama prabhAkara pU. munivarya zrI puNyaupAzrayanI jagyA levAtAM pU. gurudevazrI citra vijayajI mahArAja tathA anya sAdhuo nIce bhAnuzrIe avAranavAra tyAM AvIne pravacane paNa padhAryA ane beMglora comAsu pUrNa karI vihAra ApyAM. karIne padhArelAM sAdhvI zrIjI mRgAvatI zrIjI, aMte cha jinabiMbanI vidhi sahita pratiSThA emanAM be ThANa tathA anya sAdhvIjIo paNa karavAnI zrI varalI saMghanI bhAvanA jAgatAM piSa maMDapamAM padhAryA. vada 11 zanivAra tA. 23-1-71thI mahAsuda jyAre nAnA-zA maMDapamAM eka ja pATa upara 7 maMgaLavAra tA. 2-2-71nA zubha divase pU. gurudeva tathA Agama prabhAkara pU. puNyanakakI thayA ane pa. pU. AcArya zrI vijaya vijayajI mahArAjanAM darzana thayAM, bAjumAM samudrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjane pratiSThA prasaMge anya munivaryo tathA bAlamuninAM paNa darzana varalI padhAravA vinaMtI thaI. Agama prabhAkara thayAM tyAre anekanAM haiyAM AnaMdathI UbharAyAM. pU munizrI puNyavijayajI mahArAja, marudhara ratna (anusaMdhAna cheTalA pUMThA para )

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bhA. 1-3-7 'divya dIpa, rajI. na. ema. eca. spara anusaMdhAna pAna 138 parathI somavAra tA. 1-2-71 prabhujInI pratiSThAne - pU. munizrI puNyavijayajI mahArAje mAMga- zubha divasa Ugyo. jagyA nAnI hatI paNa lika karyuM ane pU. gurudeva citrabhAnune Agraha AnaMda vyApaka hatA. pratiSThA prasaMge darzana kastAM pU. gurudeve kahyuM: karavA savArathI ja mAnavamedanI ubharAtAM maMdiranI sAvaraNI eka derIthI baMdhAya che te bAjumAM Avela halanA bAraNAM baMdha karavAM kaca kADhavAnuM kAma kare che, sthaLane svaccha paDayAM. kare che. paNa e derI tUTatAM sAvaraNI khuda ja pavitra sthaLamAM maMtroccAra zarU thaye, aMtakacara banI jAya che. tame sahu varalInA bhAIo 2mAM bhAvanAnI bharatInAM mojAM UmaTyAM tyAM prema ane maitrInI derIthI baMdhAyA, te Aje pU. gurudevane avAja saMbhaLA. " puNyAtuM, jyAM ukaraDo hate, dArU gaLAtuM hatuM, ane puNyAha, prIyaMtAma, prIyaMtAma." A zabda svAcya na jaLavAya evuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM tyAM kAne paDatAM sahu utsAhapUrvaka eka avAje nAnuM-zuM maMdira UbhuM thayuM, prabhune vAsa thaye, maMtroccAramAM joDAyA. pavitratAne prasAra thaye, upAzraya thaye ane zuM prabhunI pratiSThA maMdiramAM karavAnI hatI sAdhuone jJAnAMjana karavAne suavasara paNa ke aMtaramAM? A vicAra keTalAyanA manamAM sAMpaDe. udabhavyuM. aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI maMtroccAra " Aje tamAre tyAM pratiSThA mahotsava ane enA paDaghA kAne paDI rahyA hatA, ane prasaMge keTale dUrathI vihAra karIne sAdhu sAdhvIo nizvita samaye 10 kalAkane 56 miniTe zrI AvI rahyAM che, tame sahu bhakitanA raMge raMgAI saMbhavanAtha bhagavAnanI pratiSThA thatAM vAsakSepa gayA che. pratiSThA mahotsava pUrNa thaze paNa tame nAMkhe. ane ekatrita thayelA anya sAdhu saha je premanI, maitrInI derIthI baMdhAyelA che samudAye paNa pavitra vAsakSepathI bhagavAnanI e sadA baMdhAyelA ja raheze. baMdhAyelA haze, mUrtinI pUjA karI, tana ane manane bhAvathI eka haze te sArAM kAryo karI zakaze, samAjane zuddha karyA. preraNA ApI zakaze. A kArya pAra utAravAmAM - -. vatsalA amIna zrI saradAramalajI jevA sajane pAyAnI IMTa dharma karatAM UMgha Ave te dharma samaje banyA eTale zikhara UMcuM AvyuM. mUka sevAnAM nathI, neTa gaNatAM UMgha Ave te arthanAM mota pariNAma kevAM mIThAM hoya che " saha AnaMdathI samajyo nathI. je neTa gaNatAM UMgha na Ave vikharAyA. bapore aDhAra abhiSeka ane te dharma karatAM kema Ave ? navvANuM prakAranI pUjA thaI. ravivAra tA. 31-1-71 AkhuM muMbaI je bAvIza pariSahane nimaMtraNa Ape ta' jANe " zrI saMbhavanAtha maMdire UmaTayuM na hoya sAdhu-tyAgI. je agavaDamAM sagavaDa mAne ane tema savArathI ja mAnavapravAha zarU thaye. bapore sagavaDamAM aMgavaDa mAne te sAdhu. be vAgye jaLajAtrAne bhavya varaghoDe nIkaLe - duHkha kayAMya nathI, manamAM che. mATe manane ane zrI saMghe svAmI vAtsalyane lAbha laI jIvananI dhanyatA anubhavI. majabUta karavAnuM che. citrabhAnuM mudraka, prakAzaka ane mAnAha saMpAda zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM. 2 mAM chagAvI, DIvAIna noleja sosAyaTI ( divya jJAna saMgha ) mATe kavInsa nyu. 28/30, vAlakezva2 muMbaI naM. 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.