Book Title: Divyadeep 1967 Varsh 04 Ank 09
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536795/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka vya. dha eka cIsa sa bhaLAi ane rAjamArga para cAlyA jatA lekhaka camakI gayA. eka harijana khALAnA jamaNA paganA aMgUThe nAge DaMkha mAryAM hatA. lekhaka tyAM DhADI gayA. viSa khIjA aMgAmAM prasarI na jAya te mATe ene kai na jaDatA peAtAnI janAine ja tADI enA page bAMdhI ane DakhanA bhAga para capputhI kApa mUkayo. vimizrita kALu* kaiAhI bahAra khasI AvyuM, bALA kheMcI gaI ! varSa 4 sthu A vAta sAMbhaLI brAhmaNeA camakayA janoI DhacaDhInA pagamAM! naI le, kaLiyuganA prabhAva ! nAta bhegI thai. aparAdhIne netAe gaja nA karI : zuM che tAru nAma?" "mahAvIra prasAda dvivedI' lekhake uttara ApatAM sAmeA prazna karyAM. "huM Apane ja pUchyuM : janAI pavitra ke apavitra ?" "pavitra '" "eka khIja vAta pUchyuM:prANanI rakSA karavAnuM kA pavitra ke apavitra?" "e te pavitra ja hAya ne?' netA jarA DhIlA paDyA. "pavitra janAIthI prAdAnanuM pavitra kArya karyu" emAM me" zA aparAdha karyAM?" A zabdo sAMbhaLI ghaNA dravI gayA. junavANIenI nidrA UDI gaI. tanathI nahi, manathI sahu namI paDyA! divyadIpa A paNa eka Azcarya che ne ? mANusa aparAdha karatAM hase che paNa enI sajA bhAgavavAnA avasara AvatAM raDavA besI jAya che! A hasavA ane raDavA karatAM kArya karatI vakhate viveka Ave ! kevuM sAruM ? citrabhAnu' aMka 9 mA Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vihANI ahiMsA ? * * karuNA je vastunI mAMga vadhAre hAya tenI nakala thAya ja. sAnAnI rAlDagAlDa, meAtInI kalcara ane hIrAnI ImiTezana DAyamanDa banAvaTI nakala che. pazu dhULanI nakala ke banAvaTa kAI ja karatuM nathI. tema dhama paNa kImatI che ane tenI mAMga bahu ja che, eTalI banAvaTa ane nakala thaI rahI che. keTalA sa pradAyA ane keTalA pracArA Aja dharmane mATe nIkaLI paDyA che! mATe jijJAsue pUrI mImAMsA ane parIkSA karIne ja AgaLa vadhavuM eie. Aje aneka saMpradAyeA peAtAne siddha karavA navI navI vAtA mUke che, jene lIdhe mAnavInuM mana gUMcavAI jAya che. magajamAM eka ghaNuM UbhuM thAya che, confusion create thAya che. zuM sAcuM ane zu' khATuM ? e vakhate satya bhulAI jAya che ane pracArane kAraNe mAnavI khATe raste deAravAI jAya che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM dharmanA nAme kAzImAM karavata mUkAtI ane Aje pazu dharmanA nAme mahAkALInA maMdiramAM pazuenI katala thAya che ane makkAmAM patharA upara jIveAnA ghANa nIkaLe che. mATe ja sa dharma samAna na kahevAya. ema kahevAmAM samaja paNu nathI ane satyanuM darzana paNa nathI. jemAM darzana nathI, dayA nathI ane dAnanI vRtti nathI ene dharma kahevAya ja kema? Aje eka vicArakoNI jhaDapathI praveza karI rahI che, enAM lAbha ane nukasAna caNAnA manamAM ApaNe samajavAM eie. eka school of thought kahe che ke kAi jIva maratA hAya, ene ApaNe bacAvIe ane mAnA ke e jIva ApaNA prayatna ane puruSArthathI bacI jAya teA khacyA pachI e jIva jeTalAM pApa kare e pApanA bhAga bacAvanArane phALe jAya. A eka takanI vAta che ane emAM paNa kutarka manamAM jaladI ghUsI jAya che. eka bhikhArI rastAmAM paDyo hAya, rAgathI TaLavaLatA ane duthI pIDAtA haiAya, ene beine tamAruM hRdaya kadAca dravI jAya ane tame ene madada karIne jIvADe| te jIvanadAna meLavyA bAda e bhikhArI pharI jIvavA mATe thADI hiMsA kare tenuM pApa bacAvanArane lAge ! mATe maratA vane, pIDAtA jIvane khacAvavA ja nahi. kAraNake e marI jAya teA pApa karatA baMdha thAya ane pApa karatA baMdha thAya te duniyAmAM eTalA pApa ochAM thAya. ta-vitaka kevA sarasa che ? eka jIva marI rahyo che, taraphaDI rahyo che ane tuM e jue tema chatAM paNa tArA haiyAmAM karuNA na vahe, tArA hRdayamAM dayAnuM jharaNuM na vahe, te pIDitane beI tane ema na thAya ke lAva DhADIne jAuM ane Ane khacAvuM te tuM mAnavI zAne ? tuM dharmI zAnA? jenI karuNA sUkAI gaI, jenI dayA marI gaI enA teA dharmaja marI gayA, e teA jIvatA adharmI che. e peAte ja hiMsaka khanI jAya che. dayA ane karuNA e te mANasAInAM lakSaNeA che. jyAM jyAM dayA ane karuNA che tyAM tyAM dharma che, jyAM jyAM dayA ane karuNA nathI tyAM tyAM dharma nathI. eka zlAka kalpasUtranI TIkAmAM Ave che : karuNAnI nadInA kinAre dharmAMnA cheADa UgyAM che. e nadInA karuNAnA pANI ja sUkAI jAya teA pachI kinAre UbhelAM dharmAMnAM cheADa lIlA kema rahe ? e sUkAine khaLyA vinA rahe ? rastAnA mAnavInI ke bhikhArInI vAta tA javA de paNa eka putra ema vicAre ke pitA mAMdA paDyA che, emane upacAranI jarUra che paNa e huM pitAnI sevA karIza ane pitA mRtyunA paMjAmAMthI khacIne thADu vadhAre jIvaze ane pachI e je kAMI pApa karaze enA bhAgIdAra huM banIza mATe mAre maratA hoya ene maravA devA e ja sIdhe rastA che. zruta thaI jAya, putra pitA vaccenA dharma paNa cUkAI eTale putra pitA pratyenA peAtAnA kartavyadhama thI jAya. zu' dha ema kahe che ke putre pitAnI sevA na karavI ? ane AMkha ADA kAna karI maratAne maravA devA ? saMpradAyanA ghenamAM e na bhUle ke dareka jIva madadanI AzA rAkhe che, mAvajata ane sevA Icche che. jIvamAtrane peAtAnuM jIvana vahAluM che. peAte je cAhe che e cAhanA khIjAmAM paNa chupAyelI paDI che vicAra karavA e kayAMnA dharma? e tarapha dRSTi na karatAM svArthAM khanI peAtAnA ja ahiMsAnI vAteA karavA karatAM hiMsA ane ahiMsAnAM svarUpa zu' che e samajavAnI AvazyakatA che. jenAM aMtaramAM ane AcaraNamAM karuNAnuM jharaNuM vahe tenuM nAma ja ahiMsaka che. du:khIne joIne dravya dayA kare, dharma vagaranAne ei bhAva yA kare. ahiMsAnA A be pAsAM che. hiMsA e prakAranI che. dravya ane bhAva. dhanA nAme devI AgaLa ke kAkhAnA paththara AgaLa javAne caDhAvavA ke kApavA e dravya hiMsA thaI ane khIne kAI jIva maratA haiAya, du:khI thatA haiAya e tarapha durlakSya keLavavuM agara upekSA karavI e bhAva hisA thaI. khannemAM hiMsA che, mAtra prakAra judA che. hiMsAnA A banne prakAramAMthI jIva sAvadhAna khanI UbheA rahe e ja samyagdana che. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA ane puruSArtha (pU. munizrI citrabhAnujInA pravacananI noMdha - gatAMkathI cAlu) subuddhi vinAnI saMpattithI mANasane keTaluM dharma e bahAra dekhAva nathI ke bAhya nukasAna thAya che tenI mImAMsA eka vidvAne cihno nathI paNa aMdaranI abhIpsA che. aMdaranI sarasa karI che. saMpatti ekalI kadI nathI rahetI, abhIpsA e dharma che. kAM te e subuddhi sAthe rahe, ane e na maLe jema paththaramAMthI pratimA banAvavAnI te kubuddhine belAvI le che. ane kubuddhinA abhIpsA eka zilpIne hoya che ema A saMtAna cAra che. kAma, madirA, jugAra ane julama. kAmathI paradArAmAM rata rahe, madirAthI vivekahIna AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banAvavAnI abhIpsA bane, jugArathI aneka anarthe seve ane julmI dharmamAM hoya che. zilpI rAtadivasa e paththarane paisAne jere aneka naranArIone trAsa Ape. ghaDIghaDIne, TAMkaNAM mArImArIne, enAmAMthI AkAra A cAre durguNone kAraNe AvelI kuTeva jIvanamAM ke tarate karate eka kharabacaDA paththarane ghara karI jAya che ane saMpatti te cAlI jAya suMdara pratimAmAM pheravI nAkhe che, je pratimAnAM che. eTale AvA mANasanA jIvanamAM aMte durgaNe AMkha, meTuM, AkRtinuM darzana karatAM ApaNuM sivAya kaMI ja rahetuM nathI. kadAca A janmamAM hRdaya AlAdathI chalakAI jAya che ! hate paththara saMpatti na paNa jAya te paNa paraleka te bagaDI ja paNa pratimA banI, kAraNake emAM zilpInI jAya che. enuM pariNAma mANasane potAne ja abhAsA hatI. bhegavavuM paDe che. ema je dhamAM mANasane thAya ke huM saMpatti vadhAremAM vadhAre Ave te smazAna AtmAne paramAtmA banAvuM, jIvane ziva banAvuM, sudhI Ave ane mANase enAthI meLavelA kaMkarane zaMkara banAvuM, e ja pe? enI abhIpsA susaMskAra agara kusaMskAra jIva jyAM jyAM jAya, ene vilAsa ane vastuonI bhUkhamAMthI mukta A leka ke paraleka, e sAthe ja cAlyA AvatA karAvI virATa tarapha laI jatI hoya che. hoya che. eka saMskArI vyaktie prArthanA karatAM dhamamAM cAra lakSaNonuM darzana thAya che. e kahyuM: "bhagavAna ! mane dhana Ape te Apaje, pramAdI hAya nahi, e prArthanA kadI choDe nahi, na Ape te kAMI nahi paNa mane sukhaddhithI puruSArtha enA prANa hoya ane pramANikatAne vaMcita na rAkhIza." e vaLagI rahe che. dhamInA A cAra lakSaNovALo jenI pAse subuddhi che ane chatAM duHkhI mANasa mANasa duniyAmAM duHkhI banyA hoya evuM heya e eka mANasa tame mane batAvo. na kadI banyuM nathI. ghaNIvAra ghaNuM kahe che ke dhamIM mANase bahu huM hamaNAM ja amerikAnA presiDanTa harbarTa duHkhI hoya che. huM tamane khAtarIthI kahuM chuM ke hUvaranuM jIvana vAMcate hate. harbarTa hUvaranA dharmI kaI divasa duHkhI hoI zake ja nahi ! jIvanane eka prasaMga Ave che. keI mANasa dhamI jo duHkhI hoya te dharma duniyAmAM jIvate yunivarsiTImAMthI bhaNune tarata presiDanTa te nathI ema mAnaje. paNa tame kaheze ke amuka nathI. harbarTa ijanera thaIne AvyA ane eka dhamane tame duHkhI joyAM che. chApAmAM vAMcyuM ke amuka kaMpanImAM ijaneranI Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 jagyA khAlI che. e tarata tyAM pahoMcI gayA, menejarane maLyA. namana karI kahyuM ke hamaNA ja yunivarsiTImAMthI uttINa thayA chuM, mAre nAkarInI jarUra che. menejare kahyuM ke jagyA khAlI che paNa te ijaneranI nahi, TAIpisTanI. hu karyAM 'jagyA khAlI hoya te bharavI. TAIpisTa vicAra ane IjaneranA sthAnamAM keTaluM aMtara che! paNa eNe vicAryuM ke khAlI besI rahevuM, udyama vagaranA esI rahevuM enA karatAM kAMika kAma karavuM joie. eNe kahyuM : " sAhema ! TAIpisTa tarIke paNa kAma karavA huM taiyAra chuM." menejare kahyuM : "traNa divasa pachI Avajo.'" trIje divase eksimAM e hAjara thayA ane kAma para caDhI gayA. eka divasa menejara AMTA mAratA mAratA A bAju ALye, joyuM teA ha barAbara kAma karI rahyo hatA. enI AMgaLIe jANe ramI rahI hatI. menejara eka miniTa UbhA rahyo ane pelA yuvakane pUchyu "tame ijanera che ke TAipisTa che ? tamArI AMgaLIe teA kevI sarasa cAle che, jANe varSothI tame kAMI kAma karatA hA." ha>= kahyuM : "sAheba, je divase huM Apane maLyA tyAre guruvAra hatA. ApanI pAsethI jaIne bhADAnuM TAiparAiTara laine me cAra divasa, rAtadivasa enA para ja mahenata karI. prAnA karatA gayA ane puruSArtha cAlu rAkhyA." mANasa puruSArtha kare nahi ane ekalI prAthanA ja kare jAya ethI siddhi na maLe. koI gAMTha paDI hAya ane ene eka AMgaLIthI khAlavA jAo teA khUle ? rezamanI majabUta gAMTha kheAlavA mATe be AMgaLI joie ja. ema jIvananI A gAMThAne ukelavA mATe puruSArtha paNa joie ane prArthanA paNa joie. divyadIpa ekalI prArthanAnI AMgaLI kAma nahi lAge. puruSArtha vinAnI prArthInA vadhyu che. jyAM jyAM paNa tame prAnAnuM phaLa joyu haze tyAM tyAM enA pahelAM puruSA nuM khaLa hAvuM ja joie. hA, keTalAka prasaMgAmAM jovA maLe che ke khUkha puruSArtha karavA chatAM saphaLatA na maLI tyAre prAthanAnA AnAda emanA sahAyaka banyA che. paNa e sahAya maLatA pahelAM puruSAtA hovA ja joIe. Aje jIvananAM A be aMga sAva chUTAM paDI gayAM che. eka varga evA che je prAnAmAM mAnatA nathI. cAvIse kalAka gaddhAvaitaruM karyA kare. e puruSAthI che. bIjo varga evA che je mahenata jarA ya na kare ane kahe ke mArI prAnA cAlu che ne? huM teA jouM chuM ke A badhA lakavAnA daradIo che. kekane DAbe che teA kAkane jamaNA, paNa A che lakavA. jyAM sudhI mANasa A banne aMgAmAM - puruSArtha ane prArthanAmAM sama nahi ane tyAM sudhI ene jIvanamAM saphaLatA nahi ja maLe. jIvananuM A eka sUtra che. jeNe jeNe jIvanamAM saphaLatA meLavI che emaNe mane aMgAne kharAkhara vAparyAM che. e vIrA prAnA karatA rahyA ane puruSArthAMmAM maMDI rahyA. enA ja pariNAme e icchita sthAne pahoMcI gayA. hu zraddhA sAthe eTalI mahenata karI ke cAra ja divasamAM pelA menejaranA manamAM vasI gayA. ene thAkhaDIne eNe kahyuM "duniyAmAM evuM kayuM sthAna che je tArA jevA tejasvI vidyArthIe na meLavI zake?" paNa ene e Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa vakhate khabara nahi ke A mANasa amerikAnA pramukha thavAnA che. kAma game te kare paNa e kAmanI aMdara sasAI che ke nahi e ja tAranArI vAta che. saccAI e bahu meTI vAta che. bhagavAnanI pUjA karatA hAya paNa saccAI na hoya teA pUjA jevuM uttama kAma paNa nakAmuM banI jAya che. divALI kalpamAM sAMbhaLyuM to hazene? keTalA sAdhuo, keTalA AcAryAM narake javAnA ? AMkaDAo sAMbhaLatAM paNa tharatharATa thAya. AcAryAM narakamAM kema jAya e prazna che ! kAraNake je vyavasAya che e vyavasAyanI sAthe vaphAdArI na hAya teA e AcAya ne tyAM kAI pUchatuM nathI. tame game te dhaMdhA karatA hA paNa enI sAthe. tamArI niSThA e bahu meATI vAta che. eTalA mATe tame dukAne beThA haiA ane kApaDa phADatA hA emAM paNa tamArI nIti hAya ! "huM pramANikatAthI ApIza, grAhakanI sAthe sAro vyavahAra karIza.'" vyApArInA dharma pramANikatA che. eka bharavADaNa khAI zeThane ghI ApI gaI. zeThe thI te! laI lIdhuM' paNa zeThane jarA zaMkA paDI. eNe sAMje zrI tAlyuM tA pANA zera ja nIkaLyuM, khIje dahADe pelI bAI jyAre ghI vecavA nIkaLI tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke tuM kevI aprAmANika che! tArA upara meM vizvAsa rAkhyuM meM mAnyuM ke gAmaDAnA leAkeA juduM nahi le, anIti nahi kare ane tuM te zera dhI ne badale pANA zera ApIne gaI. pelI khAI Azcaya pUrvaka pUchavA lAgI 'huM aprAmANika ? mArA mAthe izvara che. e zera ja ghI che ane huM kAI dahADA jIruM nathI kheAlatI. ' zeTha kahe : "lAva tyAre tAlIe. kayA zerathI te 133 A ghI teAlyu hatu e tuM mane kahe.' khAie kahyuM " mArI pAse zera kyAMthI hAya ? gaIkAle tamAre tyAMthI eka zera sAkara laIne gayelI ane e vakhate mAre A ghI tAlavAnuM hatuM eTale eka bAju ghI mUkayu ane bIjI bAju tamArI sAkara mUkI. tame ApelI zera sAkarathI meM A ghI teAlyuM che. huM bIjuM kAMI jANatI nathI ! mArI pAse zera ane kATalAM che ja nahi. kATaluM tamArI sAkara, " zeThane khyAla AvI gayA. " Aha ! mArI sAkaranA badalAmAM ja A dhI AveluM che. A jagatamAM aprAmANikatAnuM kema rolling thAya che ane bheLaseLa thaine tamAre tyAM kevI rIte Ave che te AmAM jovAnuM che. pachI kA'kane dUdhanA rUpamAM AvatI hAya, kA'kane khAMDanA rUpamAM AvatI hAya, kATakane lATanA rUpamAM AvatI hAya. jIvananA vividha kSetramAM judI judI rIte Ave che. paNa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke khAMDamAM gayelI aprAmANikatA ghInA rUpamAM pAchI AvI jAya che. enA forms AkAra judA che, pravAha eka che. e pravAhane pichAnavA e ja jIvananuM rahasya che. lAka A rahasyane jotA nathI. tame game te vyavasAya kare; pachI e pUjAnA hAya ke eka paTAvALAne paNa tamArA vyavasAyanI sAthe tamArI niSThA e bahu mahattvanI vAta che. vaNakaranA dhaMdhA karavA chatAM kabIrane ema nathI lAgyuM ke huM vaNakara chuM eTale halakA chuM e tA tANA ane vANAnI sAthe jIvanane sarakhAvatA ja gayA, vaNutA ja gayA ane bhagavAnanuM bhajana karatA ja gayA. peAtAnA vyavasAyane halakA nahi gaNatA vyavasAyamAM AvatI vaheMcanA halakI gaNA. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 divyadIpa A tattva dhyAnamAM rAkhIne mANasa jIvananI eka bhAI mane kahetA hatA ke huM savAranA carcA kare che te enA puruSArtha ane prArthanA e UThIne gItAnA pAMca adhyAya vAMcI jAuM chuM. benI aMdara saMvAda thAya. mane thayuM, "bhalA mANasa, ATalA badhAM adhyAya savAranA UThIne prArthanA karavAnI. prArthanA vAMcyA chatAM zAMti nahi!" e adhyAya vAMce, zuM? prArthanAmAM e ke buddhi subuddhi bane. je ya* yaMtranI jema eTalI jhaDapathI e deDyo jAya ke je vastu mArI sAme Ave enA upara huM arthanI vicAraNA karavA te ThIka paNa zvAsa levA subuddhinI torch dharuM ane subuddhinA prakAzamAMja paNa UbhA na rahe. vastune grahaNa karuM. prArthanA e mAtra zabda nathI, bhAva che. prArthanA e savArano nAsto che ane rAtanA jema jema tame UMDANamAM jAo tema tema tamAruM sUtA pahelAM levA lAyaka dudhano khyAle che. citta ekarUpa bane che. hRdaya ane prArthanA eka bane te duniyAmAM evuM zuM che je bane nahi? ghaNAM meTAM gharomAM chokarAne uThADIne kahe je je zabda bolo tenA upara vicAra kare. ke bAbA, dUdha pI le beTA. rAtanA dasa vAgyA huM je boluM chuM e mArA jIvanamAM che? kaMIka hoya te paNa sUvA jatA pahelAM pUche: "teM navuM Ave che? pachI tamane ja vicAra Avaze "A prArthanA huM karuM chuM chatAM mArA jIvanamAM - prArthanA A ja kaIka khyAle che. mANasa saMvAda kema nathI ? " savAranA suMdara vicAre ane daDha saMkalpa sAthe prArthanAnI sAthe ciMtana hovuM joIe. zabdanI UThe ane rAtanA sUvA jAya tyAre AkhA divasamAM vipulatA nahi paNa bhAvanuM UMDANa vadhavuM joIe. jene jene maLe e badhAnI sAthe ke vyavahAra subuddhimAna sAMje zayana karavA jAya tyAre hato. jene mATe kharAba be, kene mATe bhUMDuM jama jaDAne joDAne ThekANe mUke, keTane keTane be, kene mATe atizayokti karI enI ThekANe mUke, khamIsane khamIsane ThekANe mUke ema AlocanA karI, pharI evuM na karavAnA vicAra cittane paramAtmAnAM ciMtanamAM mUke. * sAthe piDhe. kahe: "have huM tArI sAthe chuM, ekarUpa chuM." Aje samAjamAM je beTI rumours paramAtmAnA mahAcaitanyanA prakAzanI sAthe aphavAo, nakAmI niMdAo, na banelA banAvo tamArA cittane joDI de. jema gharanA Tebala mATe ane banatA banAvomAM ApaNuM sAcIkhoTI lempanA plagane sekeTamAM gaThavatAM ja lAITa thAya saMmati ane gaMdI vAte A badhuM kema bane che? che ema tame tamArA cittane paramAtmAnI sAthe kAraNake prArthanAmAM AlecanAne abhAva che. jene sUI jAo, e prakAzasabhara haze. pachI mane lAge che ke loko pAse prArthanAnA zabda koI bhaya nahiM, keIne Dara nahi ane kaI ghaNA che, bhAva cheDe che. zabda vadhe ane bhAva azubha ane amaMgaLa svama nahi. badhuM ja zubha. ghaTe te emAMthI maLe kAMI nahi. bahu zabda rAtanA sUtI vakhate paramAtmA sivAya badhuM ja nahi, bahu lAMbA lAMbA tetre nahi, thoDuM bhUlI jAo. vyApAra paNa bhUlI jAo, sagAM paNa samajavAnuM hoya. paNa bhUlI jAo, jhaMjhaTa paNa bhUlI jAo relax Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa 135 thAo. A theDI -zI rAta tamArA ArAma parIkSA mAM pAsa mATe ja nakkI thaI che. e ArAmamAM pragADha zAMti ja hoya. e ArAma kadAca lAMbe paNa AMdhranA prakhyAta rasAyaNazAstrI prophesara nIvaDI jAya te zI khabara? ApaNI yAtrA e nAgArjunane kolejanI pragazALA mATe eka maMgaLamaya vicArenI vaNajAra che. ' AsisTaMTanI jarUra paDI. prophesare A pada mATe prArthanAne hetu paramAtmA sAthenI ekatA che. be pratibhAvAna yuvakone pasaMda karyA ane temanA vyAvahArika jJAnanI parIkSA karavA temane keTalAka savAranI prArthanAmAM subuddhinI mAgaNI che ane padArtha ApI kahyuM, "be divasamAM AnuM rasAyaNa rAtanI prArthanAmAM AhAra, upAdhi-belongings taiyAra karI mArI pAse lAvaje." ane A dehanI upAdhi; A badhAMnI mamatAne tyAga che. re pravAsI! tuM sAthe zuM laIne jaIza? be divasa bAda banne yuvAna prephesara te traNa vAta kahI. nAgArjuna samakSa upasthita thayA. pahelA yuvake - - A pravAsI traNane choDe che. AhArane, pote banAveluM rasAyaNa rajU karI dIdhuM. paraMtu - bIjAe kSamAyAcanA karatAM kahyuM, "prephesara sAheba, upAdhine ane dehane choDe che ane A traNane huM Ape Apela padArtho laI ghare jatuM hatuM sAthe levAnA che. arihaMta e deva che, susAdhu tyAre mArgamAM eka tAvathI gherAyela garIba vRddha e guru che ane jinezvare kahele ahiMsAmaya e puruSane meM rastAmAM paDele che. huM tenI upekSA dharma che. A traNane pravAsamAM sAthe laI karI na zakaye. mArA be ya divasa e vRddhane AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. hospiTalamAM pahoMcADyA bAda tenI sevA karavAmAM ja maMgaLa vicArathI ApaNe jIvanane samRddha vyatIta thaI gayA. eTale huM rasAyaNa banAvI ane suMdara banAvI zakIe. zakaya nathI e badala ApanI kSamA mAguM chuM. pahele vicAra e ke puNyane udaya e AcArya nAgArjune kelejanA heDakalArkane A saMpatti nahi paNa subuddhi pApane udaya e yuvakanI pitAnA "AsisTaMTa" tarIke nimaNuMka kaThinAI nahi paNa kubuddhi. kaThinAI Ave, garIbI karavAne Adeza Ape tyAre heDakalArka Azcarya Ave te kahe zuM vAMdho che? duniyAmAM garIba pUrvaka temanI sAme jovA lAgyo. eTale prophesara keNa nahotuM ? , hasyA ane belyA, "tamane kadAca Azcarya thatuM puNi garIba na hato ! jUnA jamAnAmAM thatuM haze ke A yuvAnane meM kema pasaMda karI paNa ghaNuM ya evA garIbo hatA jemAM A lekamAM lIdhe, nahIM? huM mAnuM chuM ke mAnavajIvana karatAM satkAra ane paralokamAM mekSa pAmI gayA che. rasAyaNa kaMI vadhu mahattvanuM nathI. 2sAyaNuM garIbI e pApane udaya nathI, kabadri zAstrane upaga paNa chevaTe te jana sevA e pApane udaya che. saMpatti e puNyane udaya mATe ja che. A yuvAna acAnaka ja tenA sevAnathI paNa subuddhi e puNyane udaya che. kArya dvArA mArI parIkSAmAM pAsa thaye che! (saMpUrNa) Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ timi ra mAM te ja 2500 varSa pahelAnI A vAta che. bhagavAna pachI ughaDe che paNa tyAre te rAta paDI gaI mahAvIra ane bhagavAna buddhanA samayanI A hoya che. upagukhe kahyuM: "tuM jetI nathI? atyAre premakathA che. amAsa che. huM tAre tyAM pUnamane divase AvIza. madhamAM vAsavadattAne koNa nathI jANatuM? huM pUnama sivAya abhisArane AvakAratA nathI." jenuM yauvana soLe kaLAe khIlyuM che, rUpagavI vAsavadattAe kahyuM: 'tuM gamAra mANasa lAge che! e nAra che. enA AMkhanI eka amI najara mAre tyAM rAjakumAre ane dhanADhyapatio ATA khAtara magadha dezanA rAjaputro, dhanapationA mAre che paNa mane samaya nathI. tyAre tane te dIkarAo ene tyAM cakkara mAre che paNa vAsava- huM AmaMtraNa ApuM chuM. huM paisA nathI mAMgatI dattAne emane maLavAne samaya ja kayAM che ? paNa Adara ane AnaMdathI mArA mahelamAM laI javA mAMguM chuM." nA, upagupta na gaye. vAsavaeka amAsanI kALI rAtrie vAsavadattA dattAne thayuM ke AnI pAse rUpa che paNa magaja utAvaLI utAvaLI abhisAra para jAya che. enA nathI; sAdhu che paNa samajaNa nathI. e cAlI gaI. manamAM kAma che, kAmanI mAdaka vRttie enA manane kabaje laIne beThI che. kAmane vaza banelI A vAtane rapa varSa vItI gayAM. yuvAnI vAsavadattAne vicAravAnuM ke jevAne samaya nathI. rUpanA pUra sAthe Ave che tyAre AMkhane Aka aMdhArI rAtri che, e madamatta banI cAlI rSaNathI AMjI nAkhe che, jAya che tyAre e ja jAya che tyAM jhADanA nIce jeNe AtmakalyANane mANasane jhAMkhe, nisteja ane nirmAlya karIne bhAga lIdho che evo eka navayuvAna, tejasvI jAya che. viSaya prAraMbhamAM 2savaMtA paNa aMtamAM ane pratibhAzALI upagupta sAdhu sUte che. nirasa. paNa AtmAnA AnaMdanI mastI ora che. e te yAtrAne chelle divasa Ave tyAM sudhI A upagupta vAsavadattAnI Thokare caDhI jAya che. ciMtanamAM svastha. je AnaMdathI janma lIdhe e ja vAsavadattAne thayuM A koNa che? eNe vidyuta dIvo AnaMdathI mRtyune bheTe. banne paLe AnaMdanI ja karIne joyuM to eka zAMta sAdhu sUtele che. hoya che. Atamane aMtaradIpa jalate ja hoya, keTale bhavya sAdhu! kevI saumya AkRti! pUchyuM, prakAza ApyA ja karate hoya. tuM keNa che?" "huM upagupta." A jaMgalamAM, AvI khaDabacaDI dharatI upara tuM zuM karavA po vAsavadattA 25 varSamAM nisteja thaI gaI. che? cAla, mArA mahelamAM cAla. tane suMdara zayyA ati bhega, ati rega. bhegI aMte bhegane ja ApuM, suMvALA padArtho ApuM, uttama bhejana bhega banI regI bane che. vAsavadattAnuM zarIra ApuM, rasavaMtI vastuo ApuM." A sAMbhaLIne jIrNa banI gayuM, cAmaDInA rege phUTI nIkaLyA, upaguNa hasI paDyo. mAnavIne ghaNIvAra thAya, AkhuM zarIra durgadhathI bharAI gayuM. je rAjaputro, A badhI vastuo maLatAM jIvana dhanya banI dhanapatinA saMtAne ene jovA mATe talasatA jAya. paNa A vastuo meLavavAmAM ja adhanyatA hatA e enI sAme te zuM jAya paNa e mArge rahelI che te te upagupta je ja jANe. paNa paNa jatA nathI. A regISTha strI gAmamAM na jagatanA lekenI AMkha te ghaNuM moDuM thayA rahe te mATe grAmajane ene gaTaranI bAjumAM Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa 137 eka jhUMpaDImAM mUkI AvyA. Aje ene pANI kalyANanA mArge nIkaLelAne sthaLanI mahattA nathI, pAnAra paNa koI nathI. vedanAmAM ekalI ja mAtra pipAsuo joIe che. emanAM pagalAM sthaLane taraphaDI rahI che. dharmasthAna banAvI de che. rAtadivasa temanA manamAM e vakhate pUnamanI rAta hatI. upagupta eka ja bhAvanA rame che; huM taruM ane sahune utAvaLe utAvaLe enI pAse AvyA. pUchayuM tAruM, meM je meLavyuM te sahune chUTe hAthe vaheMcuM. koNa?" "huM upagupta. re, mane bhUlI gaI. meM pU. gurudeva te prema, karuNa ane jJAnanI paraba kahyuM hatuM ne ke pUnamane divase AvIza. te je laIne ja beThA che. Aja pUnama UgI che. vAsavadattAe potAnA pU. gurudevanuM vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hatuM ane jIrNa zarIrane phATelA kapaDAMthI DhAMkatA kahyuM, "tuM? pU. gurudeve upara jaNAvelI vAsavadattA ane Aje ? Aje have mArAmAM zuM che?" upaguptanI vAta pravacanamAM suMdara rIte rajU karI. upagukhe kahyuM "Aja ja tArAmAM che. e vyAkhyAna pUruM thayuM, A vArtA ghaNAne gamI vakhate tArAmAM zuM hatuM? te vakhate tArAmAM mada paNa kharI. paNa sAMsArika pravRttiomAM paDatAM hato, kAma hatuM, ahaMkAra hatuM, rUpanI lAlasA badhuM ja bhUlAI gayuM. paNa nA, eka AtmAne hatI, badhe ja aMdhAruM hatuM. paNa have tane A vAta sparzI gaI. ema kahuM te cAle ke A samajAyuM haze ke je zarIra duniyAne AkarSatuM vAtathI ene aMdara coTa lAgI. Aje paNa hatuM e zarIra te roganuM ghara che. A zarIranI samAjamAM ghaNI ya evI kamanazIba vAsavadattAo kiMmata enI aMdara beThelA AtmAne lIdhe che. che jemaNe svecchAe nahi paNa saMjogavazAta e vakhate kAmanA aMdhArAnI amAsa hatI. Aja jIvanane nIce mArga apanAvyo che. evI eka tane jJAna thayuM ne ke tArI sAme jonArA kaI hatabhAgInInA aMtarane A vAta spazI gaI, nathI? Aja tane AtmAnuM ajavALuM maLyuM che. maMthana jAgyuM, pU. gurudevamAM ene upaguptanuM Aje tArAmAM pUnama UgI che." darzana lAdhyuM. khacakAte mane teTalAmAM vasatA upagupta e rogInI sevA karI, svastha rAjasthAnI bhAI pAse pUchAvaDAvyuM ke pU. gurudevanAM banAvI ane vAsavadattA buddhanA caraNomAM darzane AvI zakAya ? samarpita thaI. jene samAje jarUra paDI tyAre lIdhI, cUsI aDhI hajAra varSa pUrvanI A vAta ghaNA lIdhI ane aMte nirasa banatAM pheMkI dIdhI evI jANatA haze. paNa ATalA lAMbA samaya bAda tyakatAone saha ja rIte pavitra ane uMcA sthAne ItihAsanA pAne lakhAI gayelI upagupta ane birAjelA saMta pAse jatAM saMkoca thAya e vAsavadattAnI vAta Aje pAchI jIvaMta banI. svAbhAvika che. paraMtu sAcA saMtanAM dvAra te kALa vyatIta thAya che, samaya badalAya che paNa badhA mATe khullAM hoya, tyAM bhedabhAva kevo? emane mAnavInA aMtaramAM rahelI karaNAnI bhAvanA te mane nIca koNa ane ucca keNa? badhAmAM samAna Aje paNa prejajavaLa ane amara che. AtmAne nivAsa che. pU. gurudevanuM eka pravacana tA. 30-pa-65nA pUrvajanmamAM karelA pApa ane puNyano udaya roja naLabajAra pAse bhaMDArI sTrITamAM "jIvanamAM eTale ja A janmamAM pratikULa ane anukULa karuNA e viSaya upara goThavavAmAM AvyuM. Atma- paristhiti ane saMjogonI prApti. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ o o o o o 138 divyadIpa sahune mATe dvAra khullAM che ema jANavA | pU. munizrI citrabhAnujInA maLatAM pelI bAInA manamAM AzAnuM bIja prasiddha graMtho pAyuM, jIvananI aMdhArI rAtrimAM tejanuM kiraNa prApta thayuM. pU. gurudeva pAse AvIne nAnA saurabha chaThThI AvRtti 2-00 bALakanI jema dila khelIne pitAnA jIvananI have te jAge pAMcamI ,, 2-00 duHkhada kahANI kahI, pazcAtApanA AMsu sAryA. Urmi ane udadhi pahelI , 2-00 kavirAja kalApI kahI gayAne? pUrNimA pAchI UgI , , 2-00 "re, pastAvo vipula jharaNuM svargathI UtaryuM che, bhavanuM bhAtuM ethI , 1-25 pApI temAM DUbakI daIne puNyazALI bane che." cAra sAdhana trIjI 150 prAyazcitanAM AMsu e jIvananA maLane biMdumAM siMdhu chaThThI 0-7pa denAra pavitra gaMgAjaLa che. bhUlanA kapaTarahita ekarAramAM ja jIvananI mahattA, zakti ane ratnatrayI prathama 0-40 pavitratA che. baMdhana ane mukti trIjI 0-40 preraNAnI paraba trIjI ,, 0-50 pU. gurudevanuM aMtara dravI gayuM. amAsanI aMdhArI rAtrimAM tAralA hoI zake te pachI madhusaMcaya thI , 0-50 pApI hRdayamAM thaDe paNa prakAza kema na saMbhave? dharmaratnanAM ajavALAM trIjI , 3-50 pUrNanA pagathAre presamAM 3-00 It is never too late. prabaLa puruSArtha AgaLa prArabdhane paNa kaIvAra namatuM ApavuM paDe che. bAimAM jAgele jAgRtine dIpaka pU. gurudeve hitI je, navuM suMdara ane ucca jIvana jIvavAnI tamannA joI ane pU. gurudeve tarata ja eka | vayana mora kAi prathama AvRtti jIvana mAMgalya rAjasthAnanA bhAI dvArA bAIne AjIvikA mATe reMTiye apAvyo ane e je kAMI kAMte tenA | navana jaya vecANa mATe bhalAmaNa karI. Aja A bAIe navuM jIvana prApta karyuM IN ENGLISH che. ema kahuM te cAle ke anItinA aMdhArAmAM nIcA mAthe jIvatI nArI Aja nItinA aja To the citizens of To-morrow 1 00 Fountain of Inspiration (soft bound) 300 vALAmAM UMcA mAthe cAle che. enA aMtaramAM . (Hard bound) 4.50 te Aja amAsanI aMdhArI rAtri pachI pUnamane Bondage & Freedom 1.50 caMdrodaya thayA. Lotus Bloom In Press 7.00 Half hours with a Jain Muni 5.00 by A. H. A. Baakza le. ke. vasUlA amIna - Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina dharmanuM nIti zikSaNa AjanA vakatavyane viSaya che "jaina dharmanuM prakAranAM baMdhanamAMthI AtmAnI saMpUrNa mukita. nItizikSaNa." tethI "dharma" ane "nIti" evI muktinI prApti mATe vidhAna karavAmAM eTale zuM ane baMnene ekabIjA sAthe zuM saMbaMdha AvelI je vidhi e ja jaina dharmane AcAra che te samajavuM Avazyaka che. athavA jaina dharmanI nIti. dharmanI vyAkhyA, zabdanA anvaye karIe bhAratIya tattvajJAnamAM janma, jarA, mRtyu te priyate lekaH anena - dharati leke vA iti pramukha AtmAne, A vizvamAM je upAdhirUpe dharma. eTale, jenAthI loka eTale samasta vaLagyA che tene ja AtmAnA baMdhanarUpe mAnavAmAM vizva TakI rahe athavA je samasta vizvane AvyA che. A baMdhananI vicAraNA, judAM judAM dhAraNa karI rAkhe-TakAvI rAkhe-paDavA na de te bhAratIya darzanamAM, te te dazAnI, AtmA ane dharma. AdhyAtmika draSTie enI vyAkhyA karIe vizva viSenI mAnyatAne anulakSIne karavAmAM AvI te durgatimAM paDatA AtmAne dhAraNa karI rAkhe- che. jaina daSTie A prakAranuM upAdhirUpa baMdhana TakAve te dharma. A prakAranA dharmanAM mukhyatve bhagavanAra tatvane ja, jIva athavA AtmA kahebe pAsAM hoya che: (1) tattvajJAna (Metaphysics) vAmAM AkhyA che. A jIva athavA AtmA ane (2) sadAcAra athavA nIti (Ethics). manuSya svabhAve nirmaLa ane pUrNatAmaya che. tema ja mAtra vicArazIla prANI hAI Aja sudhImAM anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta vIrya, ane aneka mahAnubhAvoe A tattvajJAna ane nIti anaMta sukhane Izvara paNa A AtmA ja che. viSe vicAraNA karI che. evI eka vicAraNA vize paraMtu anAdikALathI A vizvamAM paribhramaNa bolavA huM ApanI samakSa upasthita thayela chuM. karatAM e pitAnA vartanathI utpanna thayelI kamarajathI eTale badhe lepAI gayuM che ke enA zuddha, AjanI A vicAraNA jaina dharmane anulakSI sphaTikamaya nirmaLa svarUpa upara AvaraNa AvI che. "jaina" zabda "jIna" zabdamAMthI uddabhavyA javAthI, e zuddha svarUpe prakAzamAna thaI zakato che. "jana" eTale rAga ane dveSane jItanAra nathI. ethI svAbhAvika rIte e prazna udbhave mahAtmA, ane emaNe pratipAdana karele dharma che ke A kamaraja e zuM? enI utpatti zAthI? te jaina dharma. ane e zAthI dUra thAya che jethI AtmA enA jaina dharmanuM ati Avazyaka ane agatyanuM saMpUrNa svarUpe prakAzamAna thAya athavA mokSa pAme? aMga e jaina dharmanI nIti athavA AcAra che. A praznanA uttaramAM darzAvavAmAM Ave che ke ane ethI ja "AcAre dhamma" -AcAramAM ja saMsAramAM paryaTaNa karatA dareka jIva eTale dhama che evuM emAM anuzAsana karavAmAM AvyuM AtmAne enI zubha athavA azubha pravRtti anuche. kharI rIte kahIe te dareka dharmamAM te te sAra karma raja baMdhanarUpe vaLage che. A prakAranA dharmanA tatvajJAnane anurUpa AcAranuM vidhAna karmarajanuM lepana AtmAne thavAnuM kAraNa, te te karyuM hoya che. eTale ja dharmanuM tattvajJAna paNa AtmAnI pravRttimAM rahelI kaSAyavRtti che. A dharmanA AcAranA vicAramAM eka upagI tattva kaSAyavRtti te krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha. che. jaina mAnyatA pramANe AcAranuM dhyeya mekSa- kaSAyanA kAraNe ja AtmA potAnI pravRtti anusAra prApti che ane mokSa eTale A vizvanAM sarva karajane grahaNa kare che, ane A kamaja Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 140 divyadIpa AtmAnI mokSaprAptinA pramANamAM rodhaka bane che. A sAcA jJAnathI udbhavelo AcAra e ja ethI jema jema AtmAne karmabaMdhana ochuM thAya, sadAcAra. athavA bIjA zabdomAM kahIe te tema tema dhIme dhIme ochuM thaI, kamabaMdhana sadAcAra eTale aniSTa viSayomAMthI AtmAnI saMpUrNa rIte nirmULa thAya te ja kSaNe AtmA nivRtti ane iSTa viSayamAM AtmAnI pUrNa svarUpe prakAzamAna thaImekSa pAme. pravRtti, je je kAryathI AtmAne karmabaMdhana thAya te te kAryathI aTakavuM athavA viramavuM A uparathI saheje samajI zakAze ke jaina e ja sadAcAra. A viramaNavRtti athavA dhamanI dRSTie sakaSAya pravRtti e baMdhana ane virati dareka vyakita saMpUrNa rIte niSkaSAya pravRtti e ja mokSamArga. ethI ja AcAramAM na mUkI zake ethI enA jainadharma nIti ane AcAranuM vidhAna karatAM be mArga sUcavavAmAM AvyA che. (1) sarva anuzAsana kare che ke dareka mumukSu AtmAe virati eTale pUrNapaNe karmabaMdhanamAMthI nivRtti pitAnI pravRtti niSkaSAya karavAmAM ja, mekSarUpa maLe e mArga, ane (2) dezavirati eTale dhyeyanI siddhi che. ane e bAbatanuM vivaraNa aMzataH kamabaMdhanamAMthI nivRtti thAya evo mArga. karatAM jaNAve che ke kaSAyanuM mULa ajJAna athavA sarvavirati eTale sAdhune AcAra ane dezavirati mithyAtva che. A ajJAna eTale jJAnarahita dazA eTale gRhastha AcAra. sAdhunA AcArane nahi paNa viparIta jJAna paNa emAM AvI jAya mahAvrata kahevAmAM Ave che ane gRhasthanA che. A ajJAna kevaLa sAcA jJAnathI ja dUra thaI AcArane aNuvrata. evAM mukhya vrata pAMca che zake ane e sAcuM jJAna, sAcI zraddhA eTale ane te ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya ane samyaga darzananA pAyA vagara saMbhavI zakatuM aparigraha. A pAMca vratanuM vidhAna upaniSadda, nathI. ethI samyaga darzana, samyagra jJAna ane pAtaMjala yogasUtra ane bauddha dharmanAM samyagra cAritrya e mokSamArga che ema vidhAna pustakamAM paNa karavAmAM AvyuM che. paraMtu ahIM karavAmAM AvyuM che ane A mArga jaina dharmanA e kahevuM jarUrI che ke e vratanuM vidhAna jaina, nItizikSaNanA mukhya pAyArUpa che. dharmamAM je sUkSmatAthI karavAmAM AvyuM che ane enuM pAlana Aje paNa je tIvratAthI ane A samyam darzana athavA sabhya zraddhA sakhatAithI karavAmAM Ave che evuM bIje eTale aMdha zraddhA nahi, paraMtu buddhi ane dRzyamAna thatuM nathI.. dalIlapUrvaka tattvamAM utpanna thayelI zraddhA. Ane artha ja e ke tatvanI carcAmAM sAce jaina kadI dA. ta. jainenuM ahiMsA dharmanuM vidhAna. jaina paNa jaDatApUrNa tarkaviheNuM samarthana karavA dhamanI mAnyatA pramANe vanaspati jevA ekendriya uddhata nahi thAya ane satarka pramANasiddha prANIthI mAMDI paMcendriya evA manuSyanA dehamAM vicAra ja rajU karaze. AvI vicArasaraNIthI ja sarvamAM ekasarakhA AtmAnuM astitva mAnavAmAM AtmAmAM asad vivekabuddhi jAgrata thaI, AvyuM che ane ethI ja pramAdanA vegathI evA sabhya athavA sAcA jJAnanI prApti thAya che, keI paNa jIvanA prANane hAni na pahoMce evA ane sAcA jJAnanI prAptinuM phaLa sadAcAramAM ja AcAranuM vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che. A nIvaDe ema jaina dharmanuM vidhAna che. ahiMsAnI racanAtmaka bAju e ja vizvaprema, Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa 141 ethI ja jaina dharmanA AcAranI daSTie, A sAmAnya jarUriyAta uparAMta mamatA rAkhI te ahiMsAvrata samagra vizvamAM rahelA nAnAmoTA vastune svArthabhAve saMgraha kare ane mamatvasarva jI tarapha premabhAva rAkhavA prere che, ane bhAve bIjAne ene upayoga karavA na de ene e ja jaina dharmanA AcAranI viziSTatA che. A vratamAM niSedha che. AjanI saMgrahakhorI, e ja pramANe enuM satyavrata paNa vastunuM dravyaprApti mATenI AjanA yuganI ghelachA ane kevaLa yathAsthita vakatavya karavAmAM ja samAI jatuM lAbha ane ekalapeTApaNu jevA vyaktigata temaja nathI. ene mATe vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che ke rASTronA doSanA umUlananuM tattva A vratamAM balavAmAM paNa priya, pacca ane tathya e traNa che. emAM live and let live tena cana muMgAthAH guNone samAveza thAya tevA ja vacananuM uccAraNa bIjAne ApIne bhega-e mahAna bhAvanAnuM karavuM. je tathya hoya paNa apriya athavA apacca piSaNa che. emAM pitAnI riddhiono upayoga hoya evA zabdonA uccAraNane paNa niSedha bIjAne mATe karavAnuM zAsana che. karavAmAM AvyA che. AjanI vizvanI paristhitimAM A vratanuM * trIjA asteyavratane adattAdAna viramaNavrata samajaNapUrvaka rASTra ane vyakti AcaraNa kare paNuM kahevAmAM AvyuM che ane A vratanIti te emAM vizvanA sukhanI cAvI che. zIkhave che ke adattanA AdAna eTale ke grahaNathI A pAMca vratane vistArI (1) kSamA (2) mRdutA aTakavuM. ene artha e thayo ke jyAM sudhI ke (3) RjutA (4) nirlobhANuM (5) satya (6) saMyama cIja enA svAmI taraphathI ApavAnI buddhithI () tapa (8) tyAga 9) akiMcanya ane (10)brahmana maLatI hoya che tevI vastunA grahaNane paNa carya ema daza prakAranA AcArane paNa dharma niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. A vratanuM pAlana tarIke varNavyA che. ane gRhasthanA vratanI puSTi karanAra rastAmAM paDelI cIja jene aMgrejImAM Res arthe guNavrata ane zikSAtrata paNa che. A sarva Nullius kahevAmAM Ave che eTale ke jene kaI AcAranuM vistArathI vivaraNa karavAno samaya nathI svAmI nathI evI vastunuM grahaNa nahi kare tyAM chatAM eka vastu viSe kahuM te te aprastuta nahi lAMcaruzavatanI, lUMTaphATanI ke cerInI te vAta ja gaNAya, ane e che kSamA guNanA vidhAna viSe. kyAMthI hoya? AmAM pramANikatAnuM bhArobhAra A kSamA guNanA hArdamAM premanI parAkASTA che, vidhAna che ane nyAyapUrvaka ja dravya saMpAdana laghutAnA guNane vikAsa che, audAryanI bhAvanA karavuM joIe evuM cokkasa kathana che. che. ane e bhAvanAne eTalI mahattvanI gaNavAmAM e ja pramANe jAtiviSayaka vrata aMge sAdhuo AvI che ke e guNanA piSaNa athe sAMvatsarika mATe saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM kSamApanA parvanI ujavaNI jenee rAkhI che. e che. jyAre grahasthanA AcAramAM svadArA saMteSa dara varSe nizcita divase ujavAya che. e prasaMge vratanA pAlananuM vidhAna che ane paradArAgamana, gata varSamAM thayelA ekabIjA pratyenA denI itara gRhItAgamana athavA aparigrahitAgamanane kSamApanA karavAmAM ane forgive and forget niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. kSamA ane vismaraNanI ati udAtta bhAvanAnuM pAMcamuM vrata te aparigrahavata. parigraha eTale punarAvartana karI vizvapremanuM AhavAna karavAmAM mUcha athavA mamatA. keIpaNa dravya viSe (anusaMdhAna pAnuM 142) Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ O samAcAra sAra che 23 tA. 20-1-68 zanivAre bapore traNa vAge anya vidvAnonI hAjarImAM A prasaMge thayelA pU. gurudevanI nizrAmAM sva. zrI prANalAla makanajInA daLadAra graMthanA prakAzanane uddaghATana vidhi karatAM suputra zrI bhagavAnadAsabhAI taraphathI bajhArageTa sTrITamAM atithivizeSa zrI parIkhe bahu ja mahatvapUrNa Avela navA makAnamAM siddhacakrapUjana rAkhavAmAM pravacana karyuM" hatuM. AvyuM hatuM, jene lAbha hajAre bhAibahene e lIdhe hato. karata tA. 4-2-68 nA ravivAre zrI koTa zAMtinAtha jaina derAsaranA TrasTI zrI gulAbacaMdabhAI phUlacaMdache. zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA suvarNa mahotsava bhAInA navA blAkanA vAstu prasaMge barAbajAra prasaMge tA. 27-1-68 nA zanivAranA roja bapore TamAM savAre 'atRptanI tRpti' upara pU. gurudevanuM traNa vAge govALiyA TeMkanA medAnamAM eka mukhya pravacana rAkhavAmAM AveluM ane bapore pU. gurudevanI sabhA maLelI, je sabhAnA pramukha zeTha mANekalAla nizrAmAM vAstu pUjA rAkhavAmAM AvelI. tyAMthI pUjaya cunIlAla hatA ane atithivizeSa muMbaI yuniva- gurudeva koTanA zrI zAMtinAtha jaina derAsaranA upAzraya rsiTInA rekaTara zrI jI. DI. parIkha hatA. padhAryA che. sabhAne saMbodhatAM pU. gurudeve jaNAvyuM hatuM ke (anusaMdhAna pAna 141 parathI) Aje ekavIsa lAkhanA lakSyAMkane vaTAvIne paccIsa Ave che. A prakAranuM vidhAna parva tarIke kaI lAkha rUpiyA jevI rakama ekatra karI e enA kArya paNa dharmamAM hoya te kevaLa jaina dharmamAM ja dazyakarenI kuzaLatAnuM ane vidyAlayanA kAryanI mahattAnuM mana thAya che. A parva jeTale aMze vizvamAM pariNAma che. jaina samAjamAM dAtAonI kamI nathI. sahadayatAthI ujavAze eTale aMze vizvamAM prema A dAnanA pravAhane sAcI dizAmAM vALavA mATe ane zAMtinI bhAvanA pragati karaze. AcArya mahArAje tathA munirAjonI doravaNI maLe aMtamAM upasaMhAramAM kahuM te ahiMsA eTale te ja A kAma saraLa bane. saMsthAmAM rahetA vizvaprema e ja parama dharma che. e jaina dharmanI vidyArthIone vidyAbhyAsanI sagavaDa sAthe vAtsalya nItinuM pAyAnuM sUtra che. e pAyA upara dha, maLI rahe e mATe vAlIone varga UbhuM karavAnuM mAna, mAyA ane lebha viheNuM, satya asteya, ane dareka vAlI eka eka vidhArthIne potAnA putra brahmacarya ane aparigraharUpa zubha cAritryanuM ghaDatara tarIke enA pratye vAtsalya darzAve ane enI saMbhALa e ja jaina dharmanI nItinuM ghaDatara ane zikSaNa che. rAkhe evI prathA zarU karavA aMgenuM sUcana karyuM hatuM. (ola inDiyA reDiyAnA saujanyathI paradezamAM vasatA bhAratavAsIo mATenA kAryakramamAM anya munirAja tathA sAdhvIjIoe paNa tA. 3-1-61nA roja Apela reDiyo vArtAlApa. prAsaMgika pravacana ApelAM hatAM. - nyAyamUrti pra. su. badAmI. ) Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Manly Endeavour Means are for the soul, not indeed, the soul for the means. To cast off courageously those means which stand as impediments to the larger development of our Being, calls for a manly endeavour indeed! From "Lotus Bloom' by Chitrabhanu # puruSA tha # AtmA mATe sAdhano che, sAdhano mATe AtmA nathI ja. je sAdhano AtmavikAsamAM baMdhanakAraka hoya tene hiMmatapUrvaka phagAvavAM enuM ja nAma vIryavAna puruSArtha ! saurabhamAMthI NIMMCO ka, nimako TAIlsa vAparo | JIgli will/INATI(14)BILITWITT IN{}} ||III \ \ : Looper 'nyuiMDiyA mojhAikaenDamArbala kAM. prAIveTa li. : heDa ophisa ane phekaTarI: InDasTrIala esTeTa, lAlabAga, muMbaI -12 phonaH 376690, 372753 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 20-2-68 divyadIpa rajI. naM. ema. eca. 5ra * veLuM ane phI | * khalIla jibrAna tamArI jAtane tame jANatA he te pramANe ja tame ajaba jevuM che. ApaNAM sAcAM kAma karatAM khaTA bIjAne nyAya toLavAnA. to mane kahe, ApaNAmAMthI kAmane bacAva ApaNe sahu vadhu jussAthI karIe chIe. koNa doSita che ne koNa nirdoSa ? bIjAnA doSo viSenI sabhAnatA karatAM vadhu khare nyAyI te e che je tamArA apakRtya badala moTo doSa bIjo kayo ? arthe javAbadAra potAne ye lekhe che. bIjo tamArI hAMsI uDAve to tame enI dayA mAre kaI duzamane nathI, chatAM aya khudA! mane khAI zake che, paNa tame enI ThekaDI uDAvo to je kaI dumana Ape to ene paNa mArA jeTalA tamArA paMDane tame kadI mApha na kare. bIjo baLiyo banAvaje, jethI vijaya kevaLa satyane ja thAya. tamane IjA kare te tame e bhUlI jAo, paraMtu tame ene ijA kare to tamArAthI bhUyuM nahi bhUlAya. dayA e to mAtra adha nyAya che. tamane e ja yAda Avaze. vastutaH e bIjI vyakita " e to bIjA khoLiyAmAM rahelo tamAre ja atyaMta ghaNIvAra svabacAvamAM meM dhikkArane Azraya lIdhe saMvedanazIla AtmA che. che, paNa huM jarAka vadhu sazakata heta to AvuM zastra meM na vAparyuM hota. dhikAra e te nirjIva zabda che; tamArAmAMthI kone enI kabara banavuM che? mAtra mArAthI nIcI kakSAnA ja mArI IrSA kare ke mane dhikkAre. nathI koIe kadI mArI IrSA karI ke mAnavatAnuM nyAyamaMdira te tenA niHzabda haiyAmAM nathI mane dhikkAryo. kAraNake koIthI huM UMce nathI. che, vAcALa manamAM kadI nahi. mAtra mArAthI UMcI kakSAnA ja mArI prazaMsA ke anAdara karI zake. nathI keIe kadI mArI prazaMsA karI ke nathI teo mane mUrakha mAne che kAraNake mAruM jIvatara. anAdara karyo. kAraNake huM keIthI nIco nathI. tenA mATe vecato nathI. ane temane huM gAMDA gaNuM chuM kAraNake teo dhAre che ke mArA divaso kharIdI tame cAlanI maMdatAnI dayA khAzo, paNa vicAranI zakAya tema che. maMdatAnI nahi, ane cakSuhInanI dayA khAzo paNa hRdayahInanI nahi. kevuM vicitra! svapna ane spRhA vinAnA naraeka thavA karatAM jiMdagI eka jalasa che. dhIme cAlanArane e svAvALA ane te siddha karavAnI spRhAvALAomAMnA khUba vegIluM lAge che ane jhaDapI cAlanArane e khUba eka adanA AdamI thavAnuM mane to game. dhImuM lAge che ane te paNa temAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. ApaNI saghaLI sUkI DALone teDI pADanAra baMdIo te ApaNe badhA ja chIe, paNa nizabda tUphAna eTale ekAnta. chatAM ApaNuM sajIva keTalAkanI kaTaDI bArIo vALI che, to keTalAkanI mULiyAMne jIvaMta dharAnA dhabakatAM haiyAmAM e ja khArIo vinAnI. UMDe ne UMDe utAre che. S maka, prakAzaka ane mAnAha saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAina leja sosAyaTI (divya jJAna saMgha) mATe seMTIna cembarsa, dalAla sTrITa, saMbaI naM. 1 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.