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________________ prA saMgika te ja sArthaka thAya..... dIvALI eka ja evo tahevAra che je bhAratanI poNA bhAganI janatA ujave che. hiMdu ane jainanI tamAma jJAti ne peTA jJAtie A utsavane ghaNA ja hoMzathI vadhAre che. ApaNA bhAratIya tahevAronI pAchaLa dhArmika rahasya raheluM hoya che. ApaNuM lagabhaga dareka AvA jAhera parvanA divase dharmanA pAyA para UbhA che. bha, mahAvIra svAmI nirvANa pAmyA ane mahAjJAnI gautama prabhune kevaLajJAna thayuM ane lokoe tenI khuzAlImAM utsava karyo. e ene chava te dIvALI. puNya lekI puruSanI jayagAthA gAtA A eka tahevAra che. A nirvANa dine bha, mahAvIrane kSara deha vilaya pAmyA. deha svarUpe jIvatI jiMdagIne temane hisAba pUrA thaye, bAtera varasa sudhInA temanA jIvaMtane aMta AvyA. - A utsava mAtra ApaNe nirvANa kalyANaka gaNIne ja ujavIe to te adhUruM che. Aja dine temaNe pitAnA mRtyuthI daSTAMta ApyuM ke jIvana A rIte jIvavuM joIe. satya ne ahiMsA mATe satata jAgRta prayatnazIla jiMdagI jIvavI joie. potAnA bAtera varasanA jIvana paryAyamAM temaNe aneka mahAmUlA pATha ApaNane bhaNAvyA che. mahAjJAnI prabhuzrI gautama svAmIe paNa ApaNane eka Adarza jIvanane namune Apyo che. bhagavatano ziSya kevo hoya tenuM eka umadA draSTAMta pUruM pADayuM che. [ A divasomAM ApaNe mAtra temanuM smaraNa, stavana ke deza na karIne besI rahIzuM ane temAM ja je saMtoSa mAnIzuM to ApaNI gati cAlu raheze paraMtu pragati jarAye nihi thAya. A eka du:khada hakIkata che ke ApaNe have sAdhanane sAthe mAnI sAdhano karI rahyA chIe ane AvA apUrva divasene ApaNe eka rUDhigata vyavahAra banAvI dIdhA che. yavahAramAM jyAM sudhI bhAvanA jIve che ne dhabake che tyAM sudhI e vyavahAra jIvanamAM kaMika prANa pUrI jAya che paraMtu jyAre bhAvanA sUkAine e jaDe rIvAja banI jAya che tyAre e AtmasaMtoSanuM ja nimita banI rahe che. tethI dIvALI karI ema kahI zakAya paraMtu hakIkatamAM tene kaI ja artha nathI. dIvALI pAchaLa je tyAga ne samarpaNa siddhAMta ne AdarzanuM' je bha. mahAvIranuM aNizuddha jIvana che temAMthI je ApaNe kAMIka zIkhIe ane jIvanamAM utArI eka e Adarza samAja banAvIe te AvA parvonI ujavaNI sArthaka banI tema kahI zakAya, li. tatrIo
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________________ badri prabhA : mAsika : paMDita chabIladAsa kesarIcaMda saMghavI taMtrIe - zrI bhadrIkalAla jIvAbhAi kApaDIyA } preraka-munizrI lakathasAgarajI S saMvata 2017 ! Aso eka - - ciMtana kaNikAo... devatA! mArA, meM tane evuM kayAre kIdhu hatu ke tuM mane prakAzana ApIza? meM te kIdhuM hatuM :- deva! mane prakAza Apaje jethI huM mArA jIvana aMdhArA ulecI zakuM. kALI zatanA pevA pApanA oLAone oLakhI zakuM. nirAzAnI meghalI amAsamAM raDatA cetanane huM jagADI zakuM. paraMtu tenA badale te te mane mahephIlanI rozanI ApI. ke jyAM vAsanA nagna thaI nAce che. are ! divasane ya bhulAvI de tevI jhaLahaLa jhaLahaLa thatI dIvALI ApI. khUza thaI te prakAzanI nadI bakSisa karI dIdhI. paNa devatA ! mArA, tu ja kahe tArA e prakAzane huM zuM karuM ? tyAM te ajavALuM chatAMya huM Thokara khAuM chuM. prakAza chatAMya khADAmAM paDuM chuM, bhale deva, te e prakAza mane khUza thaI A heya. mane tArA e prakAzane jarAya khapa nathI, devatA! me bhegane jhagamagate di nahi, tyAganI nAnala jeta mAMgI hatI.... AzA e te jIvana dIpanI vATa che. vATane meM pUchayuM "ati, eya ! tArA A rUpanuM ATaluM badhuM zuM badhuM gumAna kare che? tane khabara che ghaDI be ghaDImAM tuM vilAI jaze ? tAruM A caLakatuM rUpa kALI dhUmraseramAM paTAI jaze."
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________________ " khabara che, bhAI ! mAruM A saudaya baLI khAkha thai jaze, paNa tane e khabara che? mArI A vATa vilAze ne zvAzamAM eka rAha cIdhI jaze, rAhe bhUlyA rAhagIrane tenI kaDI jaDI jaze. jyAre tuM ! tArA jIvananI jyAta bujhaze tyAre tArA hADakAM gaSAI UThaze, tArAja sagA bhAI tane kADhavA utAvaLa karaze. tArA hADakAMnI rAkha paDaze ane hAya ! kevuM tAruM' bhagAra jIvana! ke e rAkha pelA smazAnanA kUtarAne paNa khAvAnA khapamAM nahi Ave. hA, mArA rUpanI te kALI mrasera banaze paNa tArI nyAta jyAre vilAze tyAre ? .. paraMtu te tenuM AlavAnuM pUruM kare te pahelAM ja jyeta tenI vilAI gaI ..... jiMdagIthI kaTALI tAre jIvanane saLagAvavuM ja che ne ? tA bhale, saLagAva. paNa hALInI mAphaka nahiM hAM, eka dIvAnI jema tene saLagAva ..... prabhA ! tu' te mArA jIvanadIpanuM tela che. ane e te tu jANe che tela chUTayuM eTale dIvAnuM zuM thAya te khax, huM zuM mAMgu chuM te tu ja samajIne have ApI deje.... ma' dIvAsaLI jora orathI ghasI. paNa e na ja saLagI, mane thayuM, kadAca khAkhu havAyeluM haze, meM khAkhu tAkyuM. Nu nA kheAkhu te taddana kArA jevu ja hatu. meM kI dIvAsaLI ghasI. paNa nA, taiya te na saLagI, zuM dIvAsaLImAM gaMdhaka nahi dAya? te paNa me joyuM. gAdhaka teA hateA ja. te te saLagatI kema nahI? me' jera karI karI dIvAsaLI ghasI. paNa enA eja rAma! dIve mAreya na ja paiyA ? zArthI? e kema na saLagI pa e tA teNe kIdhu tyAre ja mane khabara paDI, kavA mUkha ! maLelI dIvAsaLIthI hu dIvA peTAvatA hatA ..... kriyA kheAkhu che, jJAna dIvAsaLI. eNe khannenuM ghaNuM karyuM ne muktinA pradIpa prajaLI UThayA !... hA! huM A jiMdagInA jIvatA dIvA khanavA taiyAra chuM. paNa devatA ! mArA, te eka zarata para, e dIve! khanyA pachI jo tAruM sAnnidhya maLe te .... Ju premane pratIka pasaMda karavAnuM mana thayuM ane eNe dIvA pasaMda karyAM. dvIpa e te premanuM pratIka che.... -mRla
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________________ 3 AbhArane AbhivAdana (taMtrI lekho t". " * hA, pUrA be varasane bIjo visAmo laI, ne nikhAlasa javAba ApIe chIe. ame buddhiprabhA tenI majala have trIjA varasamAM AzA rAkhIe chIe, vAcake amArA khulAsAne zarU kare che. ekadhArI sapharane AnaMda kene sahRdayatApUrvaka svIkAra karaze. na haiya? amane e AnaMda jarUra che. paraMtu gayA varasanA dIvALI aMkamAM ame aMkanI ame e AnaMdanA nazAmAM cakacUra banI aniyamitatAne khulAse karyo che ane temAM bebhAna nathI banyA. tema banavA ame taiyAra kUdha umeratAM jaNAvavAnuM ke haju ya presanI paNa nathI. agavaDa amArA mATe UbhI ja che. sarakArI ame jANIe chIe ke A sapharamAM ame kAgaLIyAmAMthI haju tene saMtoSakAraka ukelA kayAre, pramAdI paNa banyA chIe ane A nathI AvyA. bIju amadAvAda paNa ame pravAsane cheDe zithila paNa karyo che. paraMtu buddhiprabhA"nI eka zAkhA zarU karI che. ame mAtra pramAdI banI paDyAM ja nathI rahyA. kAryAlaya, chApakAma, vitaraNa, saMpAdana badhuM thoDuM UMdhIne paNa ame tarata ja jAgIne ja eka ja sthaLethI thAya tenA jAgRta prayatna pharI cAlavuM zarU karyuM che. amArA cAlu ja che. atyAre e badhA ja vibhAge, khaMbhAta, naDIyAda, amadAvAda traNa A nirdeza ame vAcakonI phariyAdanA vacce vahecAyelA che. AthI aMkanI gera saMdarbhamAM karIe chIe. ghaNu vAcakenA pa vyavasthA kekAda mahinAmAM thaI jAya che. A Ave che ane temAM jAta jAtanA sucane, ame UMDA duHkha sAthe svIkAra karIe chIe. patranI prazaMsA temaja phariyAda paNa temAM atyAranA saMjoge jotAM ame zraddhApUrvaka kahI Ave che. AvelA patranI eka sAmAnya zakIe tema che ke traNeka mahinAnAM ja phariyAda evI che ke aMka aniyamita maLe A gALAmAM e badhA ja vibhAga chApakAma (Press) che ne kyAreka te keTalAkane aMka maLe ja saMpAdana, vitaraNa (Post)ne kAryAlaya eka che nathI. bIjI phariyAda che lavAjamanA bhAva ja sthaLethI kAma karatAM thaI jaze. pachI vadhArAnI. aniyamitatAnI phariyAda nahi rahe tenI ame A bane phariyAdane ame ahIM nagna saune khAtrI ApIe chIe.
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________________ lavAjamanA bhAva vadhArA aMge spaSTatA ane temAM je koIpaNa pheraphAra thAya karatAM kahevAnuM ke ghaNA badhA vAcakenI evI te tA. 1 lI pahelAM kAryAlayane mAMga che ke hAla jeTalA pAnA "buddhibhAmAM khabara kare, ame ApIe chIe temAM vadhAre karI vAcana (2) tA. 25 sudhI paNa jo Apane sAmagrI savizeSa ApavI. AthI vAcakenI aMka na maLe te turata ja kAryAlayane vinaMtine mAna ApI ame A trIjA varasathI jANa karo. vadhu cAra pAnA ApavA tema nakakI karyuM che. (3) grAhaka tarIke je Apa cAlu rahevA 25mA aMkathI "buddhiprabhA" 24 pAnAnuM na IcchatA ke te tA. 1 thI nIkaLaze ane e te saheje samajI zakAya pahelAM khabara Ape. tevuM che ke pAnA vadhatA sAmayikane kharcane (4) ApanuM lavAjama je bAkI hoya keja paNa vadhe. amArI pAse tevuM kaMI kAyamI te satvare bharapAI karavuM meTuM phaMDa nathI. vAcakenA sahakAra para ame (5) Apane keIpaNa phariyAda ke sucana utsAha rAkhIe chIe. ame jANIe chIe va. kavuM hoya te patramAM ApanuM ke meMghavArI vadhatI ja jAya che ne jIvana pUruM saranAmuM avazya lakho jethI mAMghu banatuM jAya che. paraMtu mAsikane je vadhu ghaTate patravyavahAra karI zakAya vAcana sabhara banAvavuM hoya te tene paNuM A (6) "buddhiprabhA" nA aMkane pastImAM meMghavArImAMthI ukela kADha ja rahyo. AthI vecI na nAkhatA tamArA gAma ke ame mAtra na ja bhAva vadhAre karyo che. zaheranA koI pustakAlaya ke jJAnabIjA nI apekSAe amArA A vadhelA maMdiramAM ApI do athavA amane bhAva ochA che jenI keI nA nahi kahI zake, pAchA mekalI Ape. jJAnanuM vecANa Arthika pallAne sarabhara karavA mATe amAre na thAya, Ama karavuM paDayuM che ane bhAva vadhArA sAthe (7) mAnada pracArake pitAne bAkIne ame vAcana sAmagrI paNa vadhu ja ApIzuM hisAba A divALI pahelAM mekacevisa pAnAnI maryAdAmAM jeTaluM zakya haze lAvI Ape. teTaluM suMdara, tatvapUrNa, subaMdha ne surucikara vAcako e koIpaNa patranA prANa che. e sAmagrI ane jarUra ApIzuM tenI vAcaka mitro jo baktA haze te patra jorathI daDaze. khAtrI rAkhe. AthI "buddhiprabhA" ApanuM ja che tema mAnI ATalI spaSTatA karyA pachI have amArI tenA viSe ApanA maMtavya nIDaratAthI amane keTalIka phariyAdo vAcaka mitrone karavAnI che. lakhI jaNAve. gayA aMkamAM ame eka praznoamArA mitro te dUra karI amArA kAryane sI pragaTa karI che, A aMkamAM paNa te saraLa ne vegIluM banAvI AbhArI karaze ja. anyatra mUkI che. te tene egya ne TUMkAmAM (1) ApanuM saranAmuM saMpUrNa lakhAve javAba jarUrathI mekalI Ape. ApanA
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________________ sucane zakaya haze teTane ghaTane javAba zrI citrabhAnu, zrI uSA joSI, zrI padhA jarUra vALazuM. aka rapathI yAne ke nUtana phaDIyA zrI rAjeza, zrI udANI adine sahavarasathI ApanA javAba ame pragaTa karavAnA kAra maLe che. paraMtu vadhu sAtha te amane chIe. te jeo haju javAba nathI lakhI nadita saMkene sAMpaDyo che. temane kilyA te satvare khaMbhAta kAryAlaya para sahakAra ma bhUlI zakIe tema nathI. sonI lakhI mokalAve. nAmAvalI AvI zakya nathI paraMtu ame te sIne atre AbhAra mAnIe chIe. vAcake patranA prANa che te lekhake e patranuM hRdayataMtra che. te jeTaluM sabaLa ne taMdu- mAnapracArane phALe paNuM amArI rasta haze teTalA prANa dhabakavAnA ane patra A sapharane ATale sudhI lAvavAmAM ghaNe teTaluM ja jIvavAnuM. be varasanI amArI A maTe che. temanA satata ne ekaniSTha prayatnathI sapharamAM amane ghaNu nAmIanAmI lekhake Aja "buddhiprabhA" nAnA moTA zaheranA sAthe maLe che. ame te saunA sahakAranA aneka gharamAM vaMcAya che. Aje tenI grAhaka RNI chIe ane te saunI umadA jJAnabhakti saMkhyA 3000nI che ane dina pratidina vadhatI mATe ame teonuM abhivAdana karIe chIe. ja rahe che. pUjya zramaNa bhagavaMtenI prerabIjuM amane jaNAvatA harSa thAya che ke NAthI amane nAnA moTA aneka dAna maLyA trIja varasanA maMgala aMkathI gujarAtanA siddha che ane ame te mAnIe chIe ke teo hasta, khyAtanAma, navalikAza zrI dhUmaketue saunA AzIrvAdathI ja ame A kAryane "buddhiprabhA" mAM pitAnuM sAhitya pragaTa kara. AgaLa vadhArI zakayA chIe bAkI amArA vAnI anumati ApI che. ame te amAruM ekalAnI te zuM gujAyaza saubhAgya mAnIe chIe ke "buddhiprabhA ane aMtamAM nUtana varasa Apa saune yazavI gujarAtanA nAmAMkita lekhaka zrI jayabhikhkhuM, ne maMgaLadAyI bane eja abhyarthanA. bApa : dIkarA tArI nizALamAM sauthI vadhu edI koNa che? dikare ? khabara nathI bApA. bApa ! tAre jANavuM joIe. dIkare ? paNa bApA mAstare zIkhavyuM nathI. bApa H je huM zIkhavuM tame badhAM vAMcatA ho tyAre Tagara Tagara joyA kare che, dIkare ? bApA, tyAre kharA edI te mArA mAstara ja che.
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________________ dhanya dIvALI! V le zrI je.' sAraMgapura taIDIAnI poLa ma!'{l:-1 tii ; A mAsanI aMdhAra gherI e rAta hariyALA kSetrane kALahAthIe Aje verAna hatI. nirabhra AkAzamAM tAralAo miTimATa karI dIdhuM. karI rahyA hatA. sarvatra nirava zAMti hatI. bhagavAnanA ziSya dhAra azrue raDI paNa apApAnA udhAnamAM Aje mAnava rahyA che. aMtevAsI ziSyane vibhuvIranI medanI mAtI nathI, pazu pakSI mAnava-dAnava viraha vedanA vyAkula banAvI rahI che. samabhAvAre carama tIrthapatinI parama pUnita ' are ! Aje mAnava medanI kayAMya mAtI dezanAne sAMbhaLI rahyA che. vANanuM amRtapAna prANI mAtranA hRdayane palAvita karI rahela che. nathI. paNa..reja bhagavAnanI sAthe ja kAyAnI chAyAnI jema jaDAI rahetA IMdrabhUti mahArAja thoDI kSaNe vItI. ghaTikAe pasAra thaI kema dekhAtA nathI? eka deve bIjA devanA ardha rAtrinA aMtima samaye bhagavAne kAnamAM kahyuM. chelle zvAsa mUko. bhaktonAM bhaktithI sabhara devarAja! vAta ema che ke ! gautama nayane dhrujI uThyAM. hRdaya hacamacI gayAM. svAmIjI mahArAjane bhagavAna upara daDha zvAsa vAyu zaMbhI gaye. anurAga che, bhagavAne pitAne nirvANa samaya sumadhura dezanA dhvani dizAone dIpa.vI najIka jaIne ja guru gautama svAmIjIne divaMgata thaze. devazarmAne pratibeghavA mATe mekalyA che. puNya-ane pApanAM adhyayane prakAzatA ema mArI mAnyatA che. chatAM paNa ApaNe prabhu parama tejamAM ekAkAra thaI gayA. bhagavAnanA samAcAra te gurudevane pahoMcADavA kAjaLa gherI amAsanI aMdhArI rAta ja joIe. bIjA deve kahyuM. jagata mATe kAjaLarUpa ja banI gaI. navamalI. baMne de tyAMthI ravAnA thayA. navalarachI rAjAoe pauSadhepavAsa karI divaDA daranI kSitijamAM prabhAta kAlanI uSA paTAvyA, ikoe raDatA hRdaye bhagavAnanA dehanI ugI rahI hatI. kAlarAtrI pitAnuM kALuM mukha aMtyeSTi karI. laI vidAya thatI hatI-gautamasvAmI dhIra harSabharyA hada zekasAgaramAM DUbI gayAM; dhIre apApAnA udyAna tarapha AvI rahyA hatA,
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________________ mukha para AnadanI mastI hatI. hRdayamAM ApaNuM vaccethI vidA...ya....thaI deva apAra dayAne umio uchaLI rahI hatI. pUruM vAkaya na belI zake, temanuM mana mahAvIra svAmIne maLavA utsuka vAghAta jevAM vacana sAMbhaLatAM ja banyuM hatuM. iMdribhUti saDaka banI gayA. eka kSaNa paNa dUrathI AvatAM gautamasvAmIne baMne deve jene viraha asahya hate evA mahAprabhunI animeSa nayane nIrakhI rahyA. meMgharI vidAya emane mATe mahA saMkaTa kema de! rojanuM hasatuM mukha Aje bharelI hatI. udAsa kema vIranA sevakanA vadana kamala para mehanI bharatI nahi paNa tyAganAM teja taravastA codhAra AMsue iMdrabhUtijI raDI rahyA. ja hoya. gautamarAmI saumya bhASAmAM bolyA. sthAvara ane jaMgama che paNa nisteja jevAM banI gayAM. bhagavan! e bhagavana! gururAja ! kahetAM jIbha upaDatI nathI. zuM tane A sevakanI sevA kaDavI lAgI. mArA cAlatAM paga thara thara kaMpe che. hAthe te nAtha ! virATa vizva have tArA vinA mArA himanI jema thIjI ja gayA che. ahA ! ha! mATe zUnya che. vhAlA vIra! jIdagIbhara tArI hA! e zekasAgaramAM Apane pRpApAta kAM karAvuM AjJA uThAvanArane aMtima samaye te dUra dardabharyA haiye deva che . karyo. e te tane ja zobhe. Aje zuM che? ka ulkApAta tamArA urane cIrI rahyo che ke zAkane mahA viraha vedanAmAM vyAkula banelA kribhUtijI samudra tamane muMjhavI rahyo che? bhagavAnanAM thoDI ja kSAmAM avAka banI gayA. deva vAkya yAda rAkhI mahAnubhAvo ! kaSTanA samaye ane mAnavenuM TeLuM gautamasvAmIne vIMTaLAI samabhAva rAkhatAM zIkho gurUjI punaH vadyA che "tu meharAnAnA e mahA zakane gurUrAja! ApanI vAta satya che. paNa A dura karavAnI koInI e tAkAta nathI. zokasAgara keI nI ja che? amAre mUchamAMthI jAgRta thatAM ja iMdrabhUtie zekanuM kAraNa kaMIka anokhuM ja che! pharIne vilApa zarU karyo. bhagavana! have mane e bhale rahyuM ! pachI sAMbhaLIza! paNa gautama kahenAra jagatamAM koNa che? e mArA paheluM e te batAve ke mArA mastakanA svAmI! thoDI kSaNo je mArI rAha joI ziratAja mahAprabhu te zAtAmAM che ne? heta te zuM huM tane bejArUpa banata, vane. hamaNuM tame mahAprabhune vAMdIne ja AvatA dhara!...e nAtha have huM kemane belAvuM! haze? ema mAruM mAnavuM che? sazaMka vadane mArA hRdayanuM darda kAne saMbhaLAvuM mAruM mana sUrijI belyA mahArAja ! gururAja ! e muMjhAI rahyuM che ? mAruM tana tArI pAse AvavA haiyAnA hAra.....mastakanA maNi mahAprabhu Aje talasI rahyuM che. e kRpAnIdhi ! dayA karIne rAtre jaDa jagatanAM baMdhane ne dura pheMkI A duHkhIne darzana Apa! e.ma.rA..
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________________ nAtha....have mAruM thaze? karI paNa bhagavAna ! kSaNa pahelAnuM ApanuM bolatAM belatAM idrabhUti punaH aTakI gayA. zekagrasta mukha harSamaya banI gayuM. A mahA sabhA te ratakhya ja banI gaI! AzcaryanuM kAraNa zuM? sabhAe prazna pUcho. saune vahana para ciMtAnI gherI vAdaLI mahAnubhAvo ! rAga e baMdhana che. e varasI rahI hatI. baMdhanamAM sapaDAyela mAnavane sAcuM sukha maLI keInA kazuM ja bolavAnI tAkAta na hatI zakatuM nathI. Aja sudhI e rAganA baMdhanamAM kSaNe vItatI jAya che. darda bharyA haiye. huM pakaDAyelo hato. vibhu vire mane ghaNI ghaTikAe pasAra thAya che. addhara thAse. vakhata samajAvyuM paNa huM samaje. vIra paNa.....A zuM? mahA Azcarya joI bhagavAnanA nirvANadhI mArA hRdaya dvAra khUlI sabhA AnaMda vibhora banI gaI. IdrikRtinAM gayAM. rAga cAra nAsI chUTayo. Aja sudhI teja nItaratAM nayana rahimanI prabhA vadhu nahi maLela akSaya jJAna mane maLI gayuM che. sateja banI hatI. emanA prabhAvaka vadana para guru gautamasvAmI sAme sabhA animeSa punaH paNa AnaMdanI asIma rekhAo upasI nayane nIrakhI rahI. rahI hatI. bhakti sabhara hRdaye temane stavI rahI. IdrabhUtijIe AvuM rimata veryuM. kSaNa pahelAne sabhAne zeka gautamasamA Atura nayane nIrakhI rahI. havAmIne kevala jJAnathI AnadamAM palaTAI mahAnubhAvo ! mahA prabhue mahAmUlyasiddha gaye hate. pada hAMsala karyuM. e ApaNane saMsArane pAra gautamasvAmI smita vadane sabhAne sadupadeza pAmavAne parama paMtha cIMdhI gayA che. emanuM pAThavI rahyA hatA. atula jJAna ApaNane siddhinAM pAna sara dhanya dIvAlI ! karavA preraNA ApI rahyuM chuM. e ja mahA parvanA divase mahAvIra vIranA saMtAne uThe. jAge, Age baDhe. svAmI muktipurimAM pahoMcyA. bhagavAna pratyene mohana nidrAne dUra karI tyAgane rAga hRdayamAM rAgane taMtu, guru gautama svAmIjIne e ja jagAve. gautamasvAmIjIe gabhIra garjanA divase kevalajJAna apAvavAvALa bane. 1 anusaMdhAna peja 20 ne zeSa ] game chete aMtima maune te mArA cetanamAM karyuM te tene thoDA mane karyuM che tenI deza- prANa phekI dIdhe ... nAe mane jIvana ApyuM hatuM paraMtu tenA mane tyAre ja samajAyuM: "bhagavAnanA aMtima mane te mane navajIvana bakyuM hatuM. dehane paNa rAga e AtamanI kaMjira che. ene mane mArI AMkha khelI. te mane muktinI azarata che : virALa. keIna ya eka paNa zabda kahyA vinA cAlyA gaye ! paNa rAga nahi." tema capa banIne te mane ghaNuM ghaNuM kahI ATaluM kahI pratimA mauna banI gaI!
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________________ che. divALI parvanI mahattA le. kamAbhAI milAI zAha ( pura ) -- -- dhanuM dazya kAlI caudazane bhAvArtha - parvane artha thAya che gaha, A zabdane jena zAsananA parve ane tenI ArAdhaupara zevA mATe jAya che. tenA mATe ema nAnA rahasyane sAcI rIta ne samajI zakanArA kahevAya che ke " gAMThe gAMThe rasa nyAre prANIo anAdikALanA saMskArone pakaDamAMthI tathA zelaDInI utpatti paNa te kadamAMthI chUTavA mATe karAtI ArAdhanAnI saphaLatA meLavI thAya che. zakatA nathI, divALI parva mATe AvuM banavA pAmyuM che. A vAtane dhyAnamAM rAkhI lokavyavahA- Adi-pramoda, ji-AnaMda ane vilAramAM AbAlagopAla mane rajananuM gaNAtuM sitAne piSaka rIte te divALInI ujavaNI divALI parva vivekI AtmAone ze bedhapATha thAya che. athavA te mA rAjAnA rAjyane Ape che te samajavuM te vivekabuddhinuM madhuruM pAmavAnI kedArInI khAmI che. ane zithilatAne phaLa che. kAraNe kharAba tatvane pasAra thaI gaye . A divase mAM cha nI tapasyA karI prabhu che ane thaI rahyo che. mATe divALInI vAtavika mahAvIra devanA nirvANa kalyANakanI ArAdhanA ArAdhanA mATe nIcenuM dhyAna rAkhavA jevuM che. mATe devavaMdana karavA. bhAva divALIne artha divALIne divasa caramatIrthapati nava jJAnanA dIvAne pragaTAvIne jIvanamAM karAtI prabhu mahAvIra devane nirvANa divasa che. eTale sArInarasI pravRttionA saravaiyA tapAsavA. A divase mAM "nirvANu" evuM yAda rahevuM Ajano divasa laukika vyavahAramAM joIe. dhanateraza" tarIke je gaNAya che. temAM nirvANa zabdane artha zakhazAstranI maryAdA jaDa dhana rUpiyA vagerenI pUjA karIe chIe. paNa pramANe "bujhAI gayela" thAya che eTale prabhu Ama na karatAM AtmAnA sAcA akhUTa jJAnAdi mahAvIra paramAtmAne kamarUpa agni agara dhananI saMbhALa laI tenI prApti mATe udhamI janma-maraNane agni jema sarvathA bujhAI gaye thavuM, te sAcuM dhanaterasanuM rahasya che. tema divAlInI ArAdhanAthI ApaNe paNa kamarUpa
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________________ agnine vadhAranAra dumane ghaTADe karavA sthabha TUTI paDyo. e vakhate zI khabara prayatna zIla thaI e te vAstavika divAlInI ApaNe kyAM hoIzuM ? ApaNane teozrInA ArAdhanA karI kahevAya. darzana na thayA mATe ApaNe hArdika duHkhanI A vAtane vivekabuddhithI vicAratAM kALI lAgaNI anubhavavI joIe. caudaza tarIke Ajano divasa oLakhAya che. harSa e bAbatane tha joIe ke AkhuMya game teTalI buddhi ke vicAra dhana-daulata jagata viSama kalikAlanA paMjAmAM phasAI ane bAhya sAdhanane vikAsa rUpa prakAza sAcI dRSTinA abhAve AtmAnA kalyANane dekhAte hoya paNa A varUpana vicAraNAnI sAdhavAnA sajene veDaphI rahyuM che. paNa khAmIthI A badhuM bhava-vanamAM sapaDAvA mATe ApaNane AvA viSama kAlamAM parama karuNAlu aMdhakAra jevuM che. jene A jAtanI khAmI tIrthakara deva bhagavAna mahAvIranuM zAsana maLelA hoya tene mATe amAsanI aMdhArI kALI che. jenA AdhAre AtmA aneka bhavanA caudazanI rAtrI jevuM che. arthahIna che. eTale upajelA karmonA samUhane dUra karI sAcuM A divasane ziSTa puruSoe kALI caudaza nAma AtmakalyANa sahelAIthI sAdhI zake. ApyuM che. bhagavAna mahAvIrI jhagamagate prakAzita A pramANe AjanA divasanuM rahasya samajI dIpaka bujhAI ga. sarvatra ajJAna rUpI AvatI kAle sAcI divAlI ujavavA prayatna adhakAra phelAye, A aMdhakArane dUra karavA kare e vivekInI pharaja che. lee gheraghera dIpaka pragaTAvyA. ane sarvatra divALI eTale? prakAza pharIthI thaze. atyAre paNa loko dIpake Ajano divasa mahAna pavitra che. pragaTAve che. AjathI 2487 varSa pahelAM carama paNa zAsananA sAcA vArasAne oLakhI- tIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra deve dharmanI samajIne "aMtarAtmAmAM kalyANanA prakAzanuM ArAdhanAnA aMtima rULa rUpa mokSa padanI ajavALuM pAtharavuM eja sAcI divALI." prApti AjanI rAtrinA pAchalA pahere karela, ApaNe Aje tenI smRti tAcha karI tana varSanI maMgaLakAmanA - harSa-zokanI mizra lAgaNIone anubhava karI nAnIe paNa zubha pravRttimAM ekAgratA jIvanapaMtha nakakI karavAnuM rahe che. pUrvaka TakavAnuM baLa na keLavI zakela jagatane zeka e bAbatane the joIe ke gADha badhI vAte mAMgalika nivaDe te sArU kALajI mehanA aMdhakArane bhedI aneka bhavyAtmAone sevatA hoya che. kitanA paMthe rAhabara banAvI sarvazreSTha nUtanavarSanA maMgaLa prabhAte sahanavA vastro kayAnI sAdhanA karAvanAra tIrthaMkaradeva mahAvIra paherI, svabhAvanI viSamatA upara paNa kAbU jevAnI ApaNane peTa paDI. lekhaMDa rUpI rAkhI ane Ajane dahADe sAre te AkhuM
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________________ varSa sAruM ema mAne, vividha kAmanAo ke vasyo utArI kSamA, namratA, saralatA saMtoSa, pravRtio karatA hoya che. paNa te badhI saphaLa vinaya, nirapRhatA ane vairAgyarUpa navAM kapaDAM kayAre ke jyAre Aje karAtI vividha kAmanAo paherI vitarAga paramAtmAnA vacanane jIvanamAM ke pravRtiomAM aMtima phaLarUpa sukhazAMtine utAravAnI pravRttirUpa pharanIcara goThavI, sAcI AvavA mATe jIvanamAM anukULa vAtAvaraNa sukhazAMti ne netarI tenA satkAra mATe zubha sarajAya. saMkalpa AjanA maMgala prabhAte sahue kare sukhazAMtine jIvanamAM sthApita karavA joIe." "mane maMdiramAMthI rAgadveSa, viSaya-kavAya ane irSyA, asahiSNutA vagere kacarAne sApha karavAnI A saMdezAne samajI-vicArI sahue tathA krodha, mAna, mAyA, leba, ahaMbhAva, navuM varSa sAcI rIte maMgalamaya banAvavuM pagalika rAga ane viSaya tRSNArUpa jUnA joIe. samAlocanA : samAsa sudhi -saMpAdaka-pukharAja amacaMdajI adhAnA sthApaka jaina pAThazALA-mahesANA prakAzaka:-zrI jaina zreyaskara maMDaLa-mahesANu kAuna 16 pacha 80 peja mUlya-75 na. pa. samAsa mATe ghaNuM upayogI ane saraLa temaja vividha samAsane lagatAM daSTAntathI bharapUra che varSothI jenI samAjamAM khoTa hatI te kheTane purUM pADe che. samAsanA abhAsakene pustaka ati upayogI che. gharAka : zeTha, mane A dAgInA upara rUpiyA joIe che. zeTha : keTalA ane keTalI mudata mATe? gharAkaH rUA. 400 eka varasa mATe keTaluM vyAja leze? zeTha : ziyALAmAM eka, unALAmAM be ane comAsAmAM deDha Take. gharAka : zeTha, ema vadhatuM ochuM zA mATe ? zeTha : ziyALAmAM divasa TUMkA, unALAmAM lAMbA ane comAsAmAM sarakhAI hoya che tethI.
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________________ bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI le bAbulAla ma, zAha jyAre jyAre dhA bhayamAM mUkAya, ajJAna, mAtA pitAnA harSane pAra na rahyo ghara bharyuM anAcAra, daMbha, pAkhaMDa ane hiMsA vyApaka bharyuM banyuM putra garbhamAM AvatAM dhana, dhAnya. banIne phare che ane tyAre jJAna prakAza pAna, yaza badhuM vadhavA lAgyuM eTa mAtA phelAvI uchera karanAra mahAna vibhUtinuM pitA potA putranuM vardhamAna nAma pADyuM. avataraNa rAHbhAvika bane che. kema mAna bheTa thayA. vika, niDara, AvAja kALe aDhI hajAra varSa pUrve nirbhaya, kenI sAthe ramatamAM e asara. viddhAraka ati, kalyANamUrti, vizva- kachI gAMdhI na jAya. nirbhaya vardhamAne vibhUti, bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM A bhaDala eka vakhata ramatamAM bhayaMkara sapane hAthamAM upara avataraNa thayuM. pakaDI dUra phekI badhA bALakane nilaya karelA. I. pU. 598 varSe bhagavAna mahAvIra nAnakaDA vardhamAnana: A pAka vardhamAnanI svAmIne janma thayo. kSatriyakuMDa nagara temanuM vIratAnA sau vakhANa karavA lAgyA, janmasthAna. pitA siddhArtha rA. mAtA vardhamAna thavAne ubare AvI umA. trizalAdevI. mahA tejastha, saMyamI, jitendriya. kAkALa bhagavAna mAtAnA garbhamAM AvatAM mAtA e kAmadevanI lIlAbhUmi che. e kALe kAma trizalAdevIe ati prakAzamAna ca uttama devanA bANe yuvAnane apaLa bana lI mUke ravane joyA. svapnanI vAta pati siddhArtha che, paNa saMyamI vardhamAnuM e banI rAjAne jaNAvI. rAjAe devIne kahyuM. "uttama pura bahAra chata jarAe capaLa ra nathI. vane garbhamAM kaI uttama jIva AvyAnuM kAmadevane vicAra suddhAM mAnasa pradezamAM sUcave che ane kharekhara A jagatamAM te praveza pAmate nathI. uttama puraSa thaze." putra uMmare pahoMcatA mAtA pitAne putrane savAramAM rAjAe vana pAThakane teDAvyA. pariNAvI vahu ghera AchuvAnA keDa cheka che, temane svapnanI vAta jaNAvI. khapa Thake e paNa vardhamAnI e taraphanI uda: natAe A jagatano te mahAna puruSa thaze tema mAtA pitA vicAramAM paDI jAya che. vimAnane jaNAvyuM. rAjAe vakhapAThakone ghaNuM dravya samajAve ke mi pAse vardhamAnane ApI saMtoSI visarjana karyA. samajAvavA prayAsa kare che. mine saphaLatA haitra suda 13 ne mahA maMgalakArI maLatI nathI, mAtA pitA muMjhAya che. zuM karavuM! divase prabhu mahAvIra vAgIne jaje . putra hA bhaNu nathI. Akhare mAtA trizalAdevI
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________________ snehA bhAve ane karuNAbharyo hRdaye putra vamAnane samAve che, manAve che, premALa mAtAnA mamatAbharyuM Agrahane vaza thaI vardhamAna vivAha mATe hA bhaNe che. mAddha nathI, mArU mana saMsAra uparathI uDI gayu che. vahAlA mAtA pitA hatA tyAMsudhI sa'sAramAM rahevAnuM nakkI kareluM. vahAlA mAtA pitA svage sidhAvyA. have Apa rajA mApe, tyAga mAga prati prayANu karU ? mAtA pitAe vardhamAnane caOAdA sAthe paraNAvyA. lagnajIvavA phaLa tarIke temane priyadarzInA putrIratnasAMpaDyuM. vamAnanI aAvI varSanI vaye thatAM vahAlA mAtA pitA svage sidhAvyA vahAlA mAtA pitAnA viyAga meTAbhAI naMdivardhana duHkhI duHkhI thayA. kahyuM. ' vahAlA bhAI! mAtA pitAne viyAga 6ju tAjo ja che. temanA viyoganuM duHkha hajI zampu' nathI. tyAM tamAre viyela mate vamAnane ghaNAM sAlavA lAgyA. paNa bhAvI-ze sahevAze ? mATe pyArA bhAi ! evI vAta bhAvane samajavAvALA samaju vadhu mAne na kare, ' paraMtu vamAnano makkama nirNaya manane manAvyuM. mAtA pitA svarge sidhAvatAM khAlI paDelI pitAnI rAjnma bAdI dezabhAvavA moTAbhAI nadivardhana vadha mAnane vahAlathI khUba AgreDa kare che, je rAjyagAdI mATe putra pitAnA ane bhAI bhAI ne nAza karavA taiyAra thAya che. te rAjyagAdI khuda moTAbhAi vhAlA nAnAbhAI vamAnane zelAvavA vahAlI khUba pAgraha kare che. kevo bhavya vadhu prema ! kevA bhavya vratRbhAva ! rama ane bharatanA premanu kevuM AAda A udAharaNu ! A saMskRtinI kevI ujjavaLa A yazegAthA ! $ vamAnanuM mana tA virAgI jIvana hatuM. mana sa'sAra cheDI tyAga jIvanane kayAranu e talasI rahyuM hatuM. e vardhamAna rAjyagAdI mATe hA bhaLe ? kahyuM, meTAbhAI ! A zuM AlyA ! rAjagAdI tA Apa ja zANAyA. Apane apratima banyu prema rAjyagAdI para mane zobhAvI kRtakRtya thavA talasI rahyo e huM jANuM chuM, paNa maTAbhAi ! mane kazAnA che. joI e varSe the.bI javA vinavyA, moTAbhAinI IcchAne mAna ApI lamAna e varSoMce.bhyA, paNa eka sAdhu puruSanI jema nirlepa. nahI kazAmAM rAga ke nahIM kazAmAM meha, sAdhu puruSanI jIvanacaryAthI emaNe e varSo vItAvyA. 30 varSanI bhara yuvAnaye vamAne sasAranA tyAga karyo, sarvanI vidAya la vardhamAna cAlI nIkaLyAM. dhamane jatAM joI meTabhAi divardhana, patni yazadA, putrI priyadarzanA, bahena sudarzanA tathA sa janasamuhanI RAMkhA sudhI chalakAI gaI. dRSTipathamAM Ave tyAMsudhI vamAnane jatAM sau joi rahyA, vadhu mAne nizcala dhyAna lagAvyuM. ghera tapa tapyA. bhayaMkara upasa ----upadrava sahuna karyo. AkarI kasoTImAMthI pasAra thayA. bAra bAra varSanI vamAnanI ati uca sAdhanA phaLI, jJAnanA pUrNa prakAza vamAne AtmasAt karyAM--vamAnane kaivalyajJAnanI prApti thaI.
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________________ 14 namaskAra ha| ati ugra sAdhanA maLe divya jJAna prakAza prApta karanAra vIranA pazu vIra mahAvIra vamAnane, vadana ho vadhamAna mahAvIrane mUrti manAyA. kalyANuMmUrti manAyA. maThThAvIre lokone dharma samajAvyeza, ahiM'sA vizvaprema-vizva baMdhutvaneA vizvane sadeza ApyA. yajJAdimAM thatI niraka pahiMsAne aTakAvI. anAcAra, daMbha ane pAkhaMDanu' ucchedana karyuM. A leka upara anekavidha upakAra karI 72 varSanuM ayuSya pUrNa karI se vide amAvAsyAnI rAtrie e bhAvaprakAza nirvANu pAmyA, leAkAe dIvaDAonA dravya prakAza karI e bhAva prakAzanI smRti jALavI rAkhI, Aje loko ene dIvALI nAmathI oLakhe che. kroDA vadana haiA karuNAnI mUrti kalyANu karuNAnA avatAra mahAvIra lokahRdayamAM karuNAmUrti vizvavibhUti bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne, gAtama viraha vyathA ekale. mane mUkIne cAlyA ekale| prANAdhAra. ekalavAyu jIvana kema jIvAze prANAdhAra. meDa hatA mAthAnA mArA jIvananA AdhAra, kazIe ciMtA nahotI mAre chatra hatA zaNagAra, Apa pratApe ujaLA hatA huM kheAja hateA na lagAra. zirachatra prabhu tame cAlyA re jAtAM kIma upaDaze bhAra ? mithyAmatino pAra na jagamAM kIma raheze prabhu lAja ? hAma hiMmata prabhu haiye na mAre TIma varlDavA vAra abhAgI ahA ! nirbhAgI ahA ! huM nirvANe hateA bahAra. daza na pAmyA prabhujI tamArA kheda taNA nahIM pAra prIta prabhu zuM yAda na AvI ke mArA ke paradha dhik dhik ni u Atama mAharA TANe na huM turya pAsa ahAhA ! ahAhA ! yAda ja Avyu'Apa hatA vIkAraga paDakhu' sevyuM prabhujI tamArUM na eLakhyA vItarAga. tibuddhithI prerAi prabhujI bhaluM kIdhuM tame kAja, nirvAho ane bahAra meTakalI kIdhA o upakAra. Ape vicAyu gautamane che muja upara ati rAga, nirvANuM e kheda prasArI karaze nija guNu dhAta, ege. huM naDthi makAI' bhAvanA bhAve svAma guNa zreNIe ArehajI karatAM pragaTayu kevaLa jJA na. AtamanA ajavALe ekapatA guruvara gautamasvAma Atama amArA ajavALe ApatA karo nima La svAma ! ' . bAbulAla ma. sAha
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________________ dhanya amAvAsyA! dhanya divALI ! le, pU. paMnyAsajI bhAnuvijayajI gaNivarane caraNakamaLa bhaMga muni dharmagupta vijaya amadAvAda dazAporavADa sAyaTI divALI ! tAre bhAgI Agamana kevuM nukazAnI bharapAI karI anaMtI AtmasamRddhi ke tArA mAtra AgamananA mIThA smaraNe paNa hastagata karI. ApaNe paNa anata Atmasa AbAlagopAla harSita bane che. haiyAmAM gIla mRddhi haratagata karavA puruSArthI banazuM? gIlIyA ghAya che, tyAgI, bhegI ane AnaMdamAM anAdikALathI saMsAramAM pAtharelI zetaraMja AvI jAya che. te tAruM sAkSAt Agamana. upara je anAdikALathI aDhAra pApa rathanakanA te zuM zuM havAmAM ulApAta nahIM manAve? sedA thatA hatA. jenA upara AzravanI melI paNa prAye darekanA AnaMdanA kSetro, AnaMda ramata ramAtI hatI te zetaraMjane prArA vIra lUTavAnA viSaye judI judI daSTithI yAda karI sameTI lIdhI. sAdhanAne asAthIvo karAra harSita thAya che. badhuM karI lIdhuM. meLavavAnuM meLavI lIdhuM, IcchabhegIne tu bheganuM dAna kare che, bALakane vAnuM IrachI lIdhuM jethI bhagavAna kRtakRtya banI ta mIThAI ane phaTAkaDA Ape che. ane vRddhane gayA, janmajarA marachunA jAlIma baMdhanemAMthI tuM jhaNa tIkhI sevA ApI AnaMdita kare che. sadAne mATe mukta banI saristhara, sadAziva, tyAgIne ane vAgavAna mahAvIra devanA sadA AnaMda ane jJAnanA dhAmabhUta siddhA sAcA bhaktane tuM carama upakArI prArA mahA layamAM anaMtakALa mATe besI gayA. vIradevanA bhavya jIvananI yAda Ape che. jayAre ApaNe A divase ApaNA jIvabhagavAnanI bhavya kaThera ugra sAdhanA teonA nanuM saravaiyuM kADhIce te zuM tAravaNI nikaLe. amApa vipakAra upara daSTipAta karAve che. laukika dhanamAlanA naphATAnuM te saravaiyuM ane temAMthI tyAganI, tapanI, samatA ane mUrkha jevA vepArIo paNa kahe che. paNa sAdhabhavya preraNA ApI jAya che. zrAvaka vyApArI, jena vyApArI tevA dunyavI bhagavAnane sAce bhakata bhagavAnane divA lAbhanA mAtra saravaiyA kADhI khuzI na thAya LInA divase judAM rIte yAda kare che. bhagavAna paNa AtmAnI sArI narasI karaNInuM saravaiyuM mahAvIradeve AjathI lagabhaga 2500 varSo kADhe, guNadenuM saravaiyuM kahe, pApa puNyanuM pUrvanI Asa vada 0)) nI carama dhanya sarayu kADhe. gaI divALI karatAM keTalA dezanuM rAtrie anAdi cAragatimaya saMsAranA samarata nukazAna bharapAI karyuM ane keTalA guNane khAtAM cUkate karI anaMtanI kamANInuM napho tAra, keTalI paraMpUrda malanI gulAmImAMthI nitaratuM saravaiyuM tAravyuM. karmanAM anaMtAM devAM mukata banya, devagurU dharma keTale haiye spa AjanI rAtrie cUkate kyo. samarata denI tenuM saravaiyuM kADhe, ane temAM ekaluM nukazAna
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________________ dekhAya te bhAre haice kalpAMta hAya, khIje varSe nukazAnane bharapAI karavA mATe AMjanA nUtana prabhAte saceTa nirdhAra sAthe sakhata purUSArtha AdarI de. amAvAsyAnI rAtrie sarva zreSDa bhAvadI kanA viraha paDayA. te zreSTha bhAvadIpakanA viraha smRtipathamAM rahe te mATe tenA ane ghInA zarU thayuM. dIvA karyAM. tyArathI diLI parva te aAja sudhI dIpaka pagaTAvavAnA rIvAja ane AjanA vijJAnanA yugamAM ilekTrIka dezanI zarU thaI, AgaLa vadhIne tyAgano Adaza bhUlAyA ane te mahAtiya NunA ma'zaLadivase mevA mIThAI khAvApu', kapaDAMnI sajAvaTa dharInI sAphasUphI ane ragAmaNu zarU thayAM. temAM AtmagharanI sAphasUphI bhUlAI ane mATInA dehane zaNagAravAnuMja cAlI paDayuM. AtmagharamAM vAsanAnI kALAza kADhI bhAvanAno saphede laga:De, nahitara kayAnI, kapaDAnI ane gharanI ujaLAmaNamAM te AtmA kALe thaI rahyo che. dehune divALI to AtmAne puNyanI DhALI, melA Azaya palaTI paramA mahA vIradevanA Ada ane temanA sadhamamAge tamArI jIvanaukAne AgaLa dhapAve, divALI parvanI bhavpa ujavaNI pAchaLanA hetu pyArA mahAvIra devanI nIkaTamAM javAnA che. temanI nIkaTamAM teja javAya ke temanA mAMne apanAvavAmAM ane te Adarzo mujakhanu' jIvana ghaDatara karavAmAM Ave te A nUtana varSanA cApaDAmAM mahAvIra paramAtmA jevA sayamapuruSa palaTo. zAlIbhadrane! tyAga amArAmAM AvA ane gautamagaNadhara jevA vinaya Ave! AvuM AvuM lakho ane jIvanane ajavALI ApaNI paNa AtmajyaMta ekadi mahAvIra paramAtmAnI nyAta bhegI bhaLI jAya. eja zubhecchA D atula ane avinAza saDaka para cAlyA jatA hatA. tyAM eka kutarA bhasatA bhasatA temanI pAchaLa paDayo. te joIne atula gabharAye. mArthI avinAza belyA tu Dara nahi, bhasyA kRtarA karaDe nahi e kahevata che! tyAre atule kahyu ke mane te khamara che paNa A kUtarAne khabara nathI. X X X eka bhAIne eSIe jALyu ke tame eka varasamAM marI jaze, bhAie kahyu` ke kevI rIte jANyu ? tyAre jethIe kahyu ke tamArA hAthanI, A tarata ja jANI zakAyu trAMsI rekhA parathI te bhAI : nahi, kAMI bhUla thaI jAya che. ema te kAMI hAya? joSI : kadI bhUla na paDe. tame jarUra eka varasamAM marI jaze. paNa te kayuM varasa te hu' cAkkasapaNe kahI zakatA nathI.
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________________ 17 - - - * * --, * * * * * * - - - - * :- -: - HEAD - - - rAdhana w | divALI... bhAibIja nI rIta : raju karanAra : bhagu zAha gna ane ke tA . 22-- sache jo Sea , naracter "divALI Ave che" gautama gaNadharane Aje paNa ApaNe yAda temAM navuM zuM kahyuM? hara varasa Ave karIe chIe temanI labdhi mATe. aneka labdhi che evI a: varase paNa Avaze, " meLavanAra gautama svAmI Aje ApanA copa paNa jarA sAMbhaLe te kharA." DAnA pahelA pAne prathama paMktimAM bIrAje tArA kahevAmAM sAMbhaLavA jevuM zuM che, "gautama svAmInI labdhi ho." ATa ATalI labdhinA svAmI chatAMya e te prabhu kapALa taruM ! ekadama TapakI paDe che varanA ziSya hatA. na labdhinuM abhimAna, na vacamAM ne..." jJAnane garva. sAgara kayAreya mAjhA muke khare? "sAruM sAheba, nahi balIye bele ane A ja gautama vAmIne hAthe aneka zuM pharamAve che?" jIe dIkSA lIdhI, are ! kevaLajJAna pAmyA. "huM kahete hate "divALI Ave che. paNa, gautama svAmIne te keTalIya vAra paNa A paNa divALI parvanI zarUAta kema kevaLInI AzAtanA karyA badala pazcAttApa ja thaI, bhAIbIjanI prathA kevI rIte amalamAM kare paDate, kAraNa ke haju e jJAna meLavavA AvI te khabara che?" e bhAgyazALI nahetA thayA, " A vaLI navubhAI ! ApaNe AvuM AvA gautama svAmI Aja devAmAM kAMI jANatA nathI, cala, tuM jANatA hoya brAhmaNane prabhu mahAvIranI AjJAthI pratibaMdhavA te kahevA mAMDe." gayA che. carama tIrthapati vardhamAna svAmI"te sAMbhaLe." mahAvIra svAmI pAvApurImAM padhAryA che. bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI jIvaMta hatA, A aDhAra aDhAra dezanA rAjAe ahIM hAjara pRthvI para paribhramaNa karI, dezanA daI aneka che. prabhu vIranI aMtima dezanamAM sahu snAna ane mokSa mArganA rANI banAvatA te karI rahyA che, zAMta amIrasanuM pAna karI aneka emanA upadezane anusarI varganA sukha rahyA che. dezanA pUrI thaI. prabhu mahAvIra paNa anubhavatA hatA. sAthe hatA. iMdrabhUti gautama AyuSya pUrNa thatA A saMsArane tacha maNa Adi agIyAra gaNadhara bhagavate ane ziSya mArganA vAsI banavA cAlI nIkaLyA che. parivAra, arthAt prabhu vIra nirvANa pAmyA. zekanuM
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________________ vAtAvaraNa cAre bAju phelAI rahyuM che. sUryane samAcAre emanuM magaja bahera mArI gayuM che. asta thayela che. dhakkAranuM sAmrAjya sthapAyuM che. na rajakAjamAM rasa na khAvA pIvAmAM. gautama AcArya bhagavaMta sudhamavAmI, madhara svAmI prabhunA prathama mAre to vilApa bhagavaMte, ziSya samudAya, ane caturvidha karI hada vaLI hatI. paNa e te hatA saMgha bhege thayela che. prabhu (bhavadIyo gaya"nuM jJAnI ane tyAgI. rAgaThazA samajayA pAchA dukha sarvane hRdaya para che. paraMtu AvA sarva pharyA e dazAmAMthI, ane atyAra sudhI na kamathI mukta thaI maNa pAmanAra mahAna meLaveluM kevaLajJAna meLavyuM. paNa A hatA AtmAnI pAchaLa zeka kevo saha vicAra rAgI, ane temAMya saMsArI. vIra laghu baMdhu kare che ke karavuM zuM ? ane Akhare nirNaya vardhamAnane bhulavA prayatna kare che ane vadhu kare che ke prabhu vIra mekSa pada pAmyA. ApaNe yAda Ave che. pachI rAjakAja ke khAvApIvAmAM bhAva dIpaka gaye. have te ApaNe dravya dIpaka kayAMthI rasa rahe ! pragaTAve ja rahyo. calacitranI mAphaka eka pachI eka vAta ane aDhAre rAjavIoe pitAnA nazA yAda Ave che. yAda Ave chebALapaNa ne mAM prabhu vIrane zoka A rIte paLAvyuM. saMsmaraNe jAge che yuvAvasthAnA are! dikSA mahAvIrarUpI bhAva dIpakane asta thatAM ghera ghera pahelAne prasaMga jANe najara samakSa taravare che. dravya dIpaka pragaTAvavAnI rAja AjJA bahAra mAtAnA maraNa ghA tAjo ja che. pADI, eka te rAja AjJA! ane te ya pAchI tyAM te vardhamAna Ave che ane dikSAnI rajA carama tIrthapati bhagavAna mahAvIranI pachI zuM mAMge che. bali baMdhu naMdivardhananuM hRdaya hAlI bAkI rahe ? ghera ghera dravya dIpaka thayA. javAnuM kahe che." ane, ane sApa gayA ne lITA ane e vardhamAnA naMdivardhana karatAM aneka rahyA. kALakane A vAta bhulAtI jAya che. te gaNA jJAna ane zaktivALo jarAya vicAra chatAM AdatanA jore, athavA te rivAja muja ma ryA vagara vaDila baMdhunI pata maMjura rAkhe Aje paNa ghera ghera dIvA thAya che. divALI che. e yAda AvatAM ja naMdivardhananI AMkha ujavAya che. AMsuthI chalakAI jAya che. mAre divALI thaI Aja, prabhu mukha "benInI joDa jagamAM nahi maLe re jevAne." temaja "mahAvIra svAmI mugate lola." evI bena AvIne sAme UbhI rahI paheMcyA, gautama kevaLajJAna re" e vAta che chatAMya duHkhamAM DubelA naMdivardhanane khyAla Aja dhIme dhIme jhAMkhI thatI jAya che. tethI, svajananA mRtyunuM duHkha kene na hoya? 1 x x x chatAMya manane majabuta karI bena AvI che. mahAvIra prabhunA vaDila baMdhu naMdivardhananA naMdivardhananI A sthiti jotAM ekaThI karela zokane pAra nathI. prabhu vIranA nirvANanA 5 jue anusaMdhAna ja 28].
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________________ e rAte me AzcaryonuM eka Azcaya anubhavyuM. sadAya pravRttithI dhabakate, gagananA darabAra te rAte ekadama zAMta hate. Ama te kanjalasyAma rajanI enI kALAzamAM paNa rAja suMdara dekhAtI hatI. paraMtu Aja tenA e adhAra paTalamAM me" tene mauna sAratI ne udAra dIThI. mAruM haiyuM paNa bhAre banI gayuM hatuM, mane pazu jANe ema lAgavA mAMDayu ke koI mArA kALajAnI dhIme dhIme eka pachI eka mAMsapezI kADhI rahyuM che !....mAruM aMtara kArDa gaNa-matanagUDha vyacAthI pIsAI rahyuM ! mAre raDavuM huMmezA hasatA ane dhImuM dhImu gaNutA pelA tArakavo e nizAe hatuM. mana para kaI asahya bhAre kheja ladAI zupa beThA hatA. hADa temanA badha hatA ane haiyuM rahyo hato. paraMtu te rAte te AMsu khUda temanuM jIvana nIcAvatA hatA ! temanuM dhrujatuM hatuM. havA paNa dhImA pagale Daga bharI rahI hatI. rakhene 1 enA vadhu avAjathI kaMIka avanavuM banI jAya ! 19 prakRtinuM zmae aNuunA zvAsa bharatuM hatuM. sadAya je AMkhomAM uMmaga nAcatA hatA tyAM te rAte udAsI tenuM sagIyuM karIne beThI hatI. gAtA kula me jyAM jyAM najara nAkhI tyAM tyAM me TrekanI eka gherI ne kaDavI, haiyuM gUgaLAvI nAMkhe tevI DhIlI tAsIra joI ! le. viza tuM " vI....2! mArA nAtha | ArAdhya deva ! garcA ? nA....nA....tema mane ja nahi. UbhA rahe ! deva ! huM A anye.. nA... mArA deva ! nA....tu mare ja nahi. tu' te amara che, mArA jIviteza ! amara che." Ama bhADatA, gAMDA jevA banI huM mAMdoDyo. jyAM mArA vIra zAMtinA chellA zvAsa mukIne beThA hatA. tyAM me' sAMbhaLyuM; " vI...ra...ga ..yA...." mArA 'taramAMthI eka cIsa nIkaLI gaI che.... paraMtu tyAMnuM dRzya joI huM teA TharI ja gayA .... je mAM para se' sadAya bhayaMkaratAnI taMga
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________________ rekhAeA joI hatI e rekhAone me te udAsa rAte narama anevI joi ! je AMkhedamAM me' 'mezA nirdayatAnI bhayakara ne praca'Da vALAe jeI hatI te AMkhe ne maiM' e gamagIna rAte raDatI joi !... niratara je hoTho para mesakhtAI ne kruratA joi hatI e hAThAne me' te viSAdrI zate rudananA prakAmAM thara thara dhrujatA joyA ! ! ! ane dhImethI e mArA kAna para tenA kisalaya hoTha mUkI kahe cheH jIve te evI rIte jIva ke mare tyAre mAta paNa raDI UThe...' A kaMIka me' kaIka kuNA ne kemaLa zaizava, evAM umagI ne utsAhI aramAnabharyAM yauvana ne tenI hatheLImAM masaLAtA jeyAM che. evI e leADIyALa huzailIne me' te amAsI rAte nirmaLa ne nivIya, dhrUjatI ne AMsu bhInI naI.... zAmoe te ene deva kahI tenI pUjA karI che, paratu sAdhunA vaiSamAM krUratA te zayatAna hatA. mAtanA deva mArA prANanAthane enA lAkamAM laI javA Avyo hatA. paraMtu maiM tyAre kruratAnI kAMTALI sejamAM karuNAnI paLane phuTatI joI !... jyAre jyAre e amAsI aMdhArI rAtanA ALA mArA gharamAM dhUme che tyAre tyAre jIva nanu e hAsya mane preraNA dai jAya che. ane mAtane, deva AMsu sAratA hatA, mAtanI pakaDamAM mAre. deva muktinA gIta gAtA hatA ane jIvananA saMgAthamAM mAta zekanuM gAna raDatA hatA ! ! !.... jIvanane meM tyAre hasatuM joyuM. mAtane raDatu; haiyAphATa vilApa karatuM ma' myuM. * prame ! tArA jJAna, dhyAnane sAdhanA mATe mane Adara che. tArA niSkAma karma yAtrane mAruM haiyuM tane bhAvathI name che. tArA jIvananA ghaNA prasa'gAne huM koI suMdara kAvya paMktinI jema gaNagaNuM chu, tArA saraLa ne sudha upadezane huM nirdeza mArA manamAM ghUMTaTya! karuM chuM. paNa tArA jIvananA e prasaMga mane AMkhanI kaNInI mAphaka khUMcyA kare che, tArA mAtapitAne AghAta na thAya te mATe te temanA nigamana bAda dIkSA levAnA niya karyAM. Ama karI te mAtR-pitR bhaktine mahAna 'jali arpaNu karI che. jIvananA kalAdhara mArI mahAvIra tyAre mahAsaphare upaDIgayA, patnI pratyenA kartavya ne premanA e ujajavaLa prasaga che, hasatA hatA. aneka temanI patnIone UMghamAM mUkI cAlyA gayA che. paraMtu te' tema na karyuM. yazAdAnI te vidAya mAgI ane tuM muktinI paraMtu jyAre maitrIe sAda karyo tyAre tu mUMgo mUgo cAlyA gayA ! ! ! na khabara karI! na kaI saMdeza Apyo ! ane te karavuM te bhAjIye madhu'. gautamane--tArA paTTadharane te tArAthI karyA !!....tene te bIje gAma mAkalI 62 dIdhA .... anekanA davA te vicAra karyAM che.
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________________ ajANatAM ya keInA dilane dhakko na lAge, saLagAvyuM hatuM. mArI umionI kacere tenuM mana dubhAya nA tenI te atyaMta kALajI. kaccara UDI hatI tyAre mArA aramAnonI lIdhI che ane....ane tArA ja paTTadharanuM dila cIse pADI pADIne karyo hate. paraMtu bhAI ! teDI nAMkhatA te jarAya vicAra na karyo? zuM cAre bAju lukhkhI makha rAkha mukAI hatI ! tuM tAruM ja vacana bhUlI gaye ke keInuM dila tane je savAla thaye hatuM e ja savAla meM teDavuM e pApa che paNa keInuM AzAbharyuM mArA vahAlAne e droha na hatuM. maitrInuM dila teDavuM e mahApApa che ! vIra ! mAre! temAM mata na hatuM. temAM te maMtrIne uddhAra nAtha! Ama zAthI? mitrIne A bhayAnaka hate. ziSyane e vizvAsaghAta na hate. deha zA mATe ? dastInuM AvuM ThaDa meta ziSyanuM temAM navajIvana hatuM. zA mATe ? bhagavAna ! zA mATe? jyAre huM raDyo, pika mUkIne raDaze tyAre sAce ja, mane kaMI ja samajAtuM nathI. te huM jJAnI chatAM ajJAna hatuM. rAmajadAra chatAM Ama zathI karyuM? besamaja hatuM. sAdhunA paridhAnamAM hatA paraMtu mArA vIra ! gautamanA te rAtanA niHzvAsa e thoDI paLe te huM tArA je saMsArI ja haju ya mArA haiyAne becena banAve che, kevI banyA hatA. dardabharI pukAra hatI, tArA nAmanI bhagavAna ! ! sAcuM kahuM? huM pelI kUtarInA galuDIyA mAthI vikhUTA paDelA bALakanuM rudana paNa tenA jevuM hatuM, je kurakurIyuM tenA mAtAnA stanane- jevuM nahi hoya!! tAjI ja paraNelI koI ja vaLagI rahe che. varasa sudhI tenI jJAna vidhavAne vilApa te nahi hoya! ! tArA gaMgAnA vAri pIdho che, jyArathI meM tene mAruM e drohathI gautamanI AkhI jiMdagI prazke jIvana samarpaNa karyuM tyArathI meM tenI sAtha ke raDatI hatI! Akhe AMsumAM gaI nAne mArI sAdhanA banAvI hatI. hatI !...vahAlA 1 gautamanI e kamUrti "rAga tyAga kara' A meM tenA meMthI haju ya mane yAda che. ane jyAre jyAre e kaMIkavAra sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. meM paNa kaMIkane keTarAta Ave che tyAre tyAre mAruM aMtara lIya vAra kIdhuM hatuM. paraMtu rAgane tyAga huM ajape anubhave che. keI akathya vedanAthI bolate ja hatuM. huM tyAgI nahati banya. e kaNasI rahe che ne e pUchI UThe che. saMsAra meM melyA hatA paraMtu tene rAga meM bhagavAna ! maitrInuM AvuM mota zA mATe ? nahote chAMDyo. zA mATe ?... huM rAga hate virAgane. mohAMdha hatA mArA A savAlathI mArA nAtha pAse huM mahAvIrane. enA jaDa dehamAM huM Asakta beThelI gautamanI pratimA belI UThI : hatA. ane Asakitane mukita kevI? "mahAnubhAva 1" vIra. gayA....e bhAI! roja rajanI dezanAe kaMI na be zabdae mArA haiyAmAM javALAmukhI [ juo anusaMdhAna peja 8 para]
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________________ gaMgAnA ovArethI le zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI vIjApura, vi. 1981 caitra vada 3, pAdarA, tatra zraddhAva ta devagurU bhaktikAraka suzrAvaka vakIlajI zA, mehanalAla hImacaMdabhAI tathA bhAI maNIlAla tathA bhAI ratIlAla vagere ceAgya dharma lAbha, vi. pahelAMnA karatAM hAla kaIka zarIra ThIka che. gAmanI bahAra halle javAya che. khano tA thADA dIvasamAM khIje gAma havA phera karavA jaizuM. zarIra have pahelAMnA jevu sAruM rahetuM nathI. ane have ghaNA kharA prupha mudhAravAnA Ajo che.che. thai gace che. AtmazAMti varte che. azAtAne madhyastha bhAve upayega dRSTie bhegavAya che. * sabhyaSTinA maLe jJAnI paiAMtAnA chAtmAne peAtAnA strarUpamAM ramAve che ane mRtyukAle pazu mRtyu bhaya rAkhI zakAtA nathI. sa" thakI moTAmAM moTo puruSArtha karavAnA e che. ke mRtyubhayanI vRttione jItI levI. tathA jIvavAmAM ne maravAmAM te taTastha dRSTA tarIke varte che ne sAkSI bhAva dhAraNa kare che, tethI te dehArdikanI sAthe dhAtA nathI. ane tethI AvatA savamAM te jAtisma gujJAnane zIghra prApta kare che. punarjanmanA jene pUrNa nizcaya thayA che. tathA kamane jene nizcaya thayelA che tathA jenA AtmA zarIramAM rahelA che ane zarIrane gheADA jevuM mAnIne tene vAhana tarIke mAne che. te dehAdikamAM badhA nathI. ane maraNakALe tenI AMkhA vigere khadha thAya, kAna baMdha thAya, khAhya indriyAnuM bhAna te vakhate nA rahe, te pazu a MtarathI te maNakALe AgRta rahe che ane te maraNakALe AtmAnI ghaNI zuddhi kare che, AtmA amara che. ane te raheAnA saMbaMdhamAM vatA chatAM paN sa thI dehAtIta che. evA pUrNa nizcaya thAya to moTAmAM moTA mRtyu bhaya TaLI jAya, mRtyu zarIranuM thAya che. ane mRtyu AtmAnI ucca dazAnI zreNIomAM caDhatAM AganA ucca deche. dhAraNa karavAne mATe upacegI thAya che. ane aAgaLa AtmAnI paramAtma dazA pragaTa karavAmAM A dehe puruSArtha na thatA hoya ane je kArya siddha na tha hoya te bIjA IMDu karavA mATe vacce raheluM dehanuM maraNu ghaNu upayegI thai paDe che, evuM AtmArthA jJAnI bhakta puruSa mATe samajAya che. jJAnI puruSo jItranathI harSa pAmatA nathI ane maraNathI zoka karatA nathI, te jIvatAM chatAM amuka dRSTie dveSa, prANanuM mRtyu anubhave che. ane tethI dehu ane prANa vagere sAdhanAne vyavahAra upayegI gaNI tenI sAra saMbhA kare che. paNa jyAre tenA nAza thavAnA haiya tyAre ghaNA AtmabhAvamAM jAgRta thAya che. Atma upacegI ane che. ane pahelertha temanA tevA Atma upayoga vartavAthI maraNa kALe duHkha paDe che. mane bAhya indriya bhAna bhulAya che. tApaNu a'tarathI jAgRta hA
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________________ che. jema ravapnamAM deha ane Indriyane saMbaMdha ja navA navA bhayane utpanna kare che ane tethI citavana paratve sAkSAt nathI dekhAte chatAM AtmA DhaMkAya che. jJAnI mahAtmA upaga deha ane indriyathI nyArI rAte Atma pitAnuM muke che ane te mRtyu bhItinA AchAdane ciMtavana kare che. vicAra kare che. tevI rIte dUra kare che ane uparathI sUryanI peThe deha ane prANano jyAre avasAnakALa thAya jhaLahaLe che. che. tyAre upaga AtmA azAtA vagere prabhunI jhAMkhI thayA vinA mRtyubhaya TaLate vedanIne mukhyatve vedate chatAM paNa aMtaramAMthI nathI, nirUpathika dazA jJAna, dhyAna, samAdhithI jAgRta rahe che. ane bAhya idriyonA bhane maraNa pahelAM ghaNA vakhatathI jeo AtmAne mAnavALe nahIM chatAM paNa aMtarathI bhAnavALo bhAve che ane sarva prakAranI duniyAnI upA rahe che. kAraNa ke teNe pahelAMthI upayoga dhiomAM jee niHzaMka thaI jAya che ane vaDe AtmAne tevI gati ApI hoya che. tethI mehanA saMbaMdhone jeo bhara nidrAnI peThe samyagajJAnInuM samAdhi maraNa thAya che. ane bhUlI jAya che teone pratyakAle dehane nAza te upayoga pUrvaka dehane cheDI zake che ane thatAM nirbhaya daza varte che. deha chatAM Atmate bIjA bhavamAM jAya che. te paNa pitAnuM paga mukIne mananI kalpanAe deha paDe che bhAna kAyama rAkhe che. ekavAra samyagRSTa prApta ane temAMthI AtmA tyAre thAya che. pAche thaI te te pachI jIva game tyAM jAya te paNa deha dhAraNa kare che ne tene mukIne bIjo deha pitAnA AtmAne vikAsa karavAnA ane aMta- le che ane pazcAt sarvathA dehane saMbaMdha ranI paramAtma dazA pragaTa karavAnI pragatine choDI AtmA niraMjana nirAkAra thAya che. pragaTa karavAne ja temAM zaMkA cheja nahi, evuM aMtaramAM jeo bhAve che teone dehanA te saMpUrNa nAzakAle dehAdhyAsavRtti rahetI nathI maraNa e vairAgya denAra zikSaka che. jJAnI ane A ga varte che. ane tethI te upakAraka thAya che kAraNake tethI nAnI AmA kSaNe kSaNe mRtyunI sAme teo paramAtmAnI vizeSa bhakti kare che ane dehamAM rahe chatAM yuddha karyA kare che ane te A makAnamAM paNa vizeSa pragati kare che. nAnuM gAna samAdhi maraNa prApta kare che ane keInuM bALaka jevA bhaya pAmI mAtA ke pitAnI kevuM maraNa thAya te pite jANI zake ane kevalaseDama bharAya che tema vairAgI AtmA mRtyunA jJAnI jANI zake ane tethI amuka manuSyanuM bhayathI paramAtma svarUpanI najIkamAM jAya che kevuM maraNa thayuM te maranAra pite ja anubhavI ne paramAtmAnuM zaraNa aMgIkAra kare che. ane zake. samaga-daSTi jJAnI AtamAM mRtyu vagere aMtaramAM paramAtmAne anubhava karIne pachI kharA prasaMge te aMtaramAM jAgrata rahe che. te nirbhaya bane che. ane jJAna dhyAna bhaktimAM rame che ane tethI mRtyu agara jIvana e benA samayamAM te deha badala badalate AgaLa ne AgaLa hivRttine ja bhItI che ane te meDavRtti cAlyA jAya che. AtmAnI pUrNa pratIti thayA a , , ,
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________________ khAda khALa ajJAna meha dazA vALu marajI thatuM nathI ane tethI AtmA pAche paDatA nathI, zarIrane khakhkho badalave te jevuM bAhyathI kA karAya che. tevuM ja jJAnInuM deha khadalavA rUpa kArya che. A pratyakSa dekhAta dveSa vagerenAM sabadhA jyAM sAcA mAnavAmAM Ave che tyAM. mRtyu bhaya rahelo che. ane maraNu bAda AtmAnI hayAtinA jyAM nizcaya heya che tyAM jJAnabhAva jAgRta thAya che ane mRtyu bhaya TaLe che ane AtmA muktinA paMthe krame krame caDatA chevaTe AMtarmuhUtamAM kevaLajJAna pragaTa kare che. ane paramAtmA thAya che. teo jJAnI mRtyune kALe paDade cIrIne tenI pAchaLa AtmaprakAza dekhe haiM ne tethI nirbhaya ane che. mRtyukALanI vacalI dazA adhakAranA jevI che paNa jJAnIne te te daza prakAzavAlI lAge che ane tethI tene jema jAgRta dazAmAMthI gADha nidrAmAM javu' ane gADha nidrAmAMthI jAgRta dazAmAM javA jevuM lAge che. je prabhune bhakta samyag dRSTi jIva thaye hAya che te mRtyunI kALanI pUrva sarva prakAranI mahAsikataye!ne dUra kare che ane pakhI jema pAtAnA zarIra paranI dhULa khaMkherI ke che tema te sarva prakAranI vAsanAne kha'kherI nAMkhI 14 bhava hArI na javAya. kSaNe kSaNe je AyuSya chu' thAya che tene AvIcI marajI kahevAya che ane te ja maraNa kSaNe kSaNe cAlyA kare che ane denA chevaTanA nA sudhI rahevAnuM. Ama je jANe che ane jJAnabhAvathI je khataramAM jAgRta thAya che te duniyAnA koI paNa padArthamAM rAgadveSathI AsaM rahI zake nahiM ane te kSaNe kSaNe taramAM zuddha paramAtmAne sa'bhArata kSaNe kSo jIve che ane anyane paNa jIvADI zake che cekhA bane che, ane tethI te nirbhIya ane che. maraNa karyu vakhate thavAnu che tenA pahelethI nizcaya thatA nathI. mATe pahelethI jJAna, dhyAna samAdhithI ghaNu cetI levu joIe ane ghaNI AtmAnI zuddhi karI levI joIe ke jethI mRtyukAle pastAvA nA thAya te manuSya zuddhAtmAnuM svarUpa maraNu karavuM, paramazvaramAM potAnuM mana layalIna karavuM' te ja prabhumAM rahevAnuM che ane tevI rIte prabhumAM rahIne Ahya duniyAmAM AAiti saMbadhe vartavAnuM thAya te tethI AtmAnirlepa rahIne AtmAnI zuddhi prApta karIne mekSa prApta karI zake che. AvI dazAmAM rahevA khAsa upayAga rakhaveA. huM pazu tevA upayoga rAkhavAnA puruSAtha karuM chuM, jagatamAM tethI kaMI rAgI dveSAM rahyuM nathI ane jagatamAM prabhumAM rahIne Atma prabhune pragaTAvavA AtmApayeAge jIvAya che ane bAhyI AyuSya udaye pazu zarIrathI jIvAya che. AvI rIte be neAkhA chatranane anubhavAya che. ane vartAya che. ane zuddha pu paramAtmA thavA mATe aMtaramAM upayega dazArthI mehanI sAthe yuddha thAya che ane tevuM yuddha aMtaramAM cAle che tene anubhava thAya che, AvA yuddhamAM dehane prANanuM mRtyu thatAM AtmAne vijaya thAya che. ane niHsa'zaya che. emAM kSaNa mAtranA pramAda karyA vinA AgaLa vadhavAnI jarUra che ane AtmAnA
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________________ pradeze je anubhavajJAna nahI pAmelA hoya te tana mana dhana sarvanuM bhAna bhulI javuM joIe. prApta karavAnI jarUra che. "Atma samAdhi ane vahevAra kAryone paNa ekavAra cheDI zataka" nAmanA saMskRta graMthamAM amie daIne AtmadazAne anubhava karI levo joIe. maraNakAle upaga rAkhavAnI dIzA jaNAvI ane jIvatA marajIvA banIne jIvavuM joIe. che. eka vAra AtmAne pUrNa nirUpaNane AvI dazAne khyAla Ave che. ane tethI anubhava thayo ke te pachIthI AtmA tarata AgaLanA anubhava pradezamAM AgaLa javA ja nirbhaya thavAne ja ane AkhA jagatanA puruSArtha karuM chuM. ane tamane paNa jaNAvuM vene DarAvanAra matyu sAme te ni chuM ke te dizA tarapha utsAhathI laganI lagADe thaIne ja rahevAne ja ane AtmA zuravIra ane Atmaprabhune anubhavavAnI tathA nirNaya banavAnA ja, dazA prApta karavAnI tAlAvelI pragaTa karo, amAnI anaMta zakti che. ekavAra jarA mAtra paNa pramAda nA kare. upayoga amarapaNAnuM je bhAna thayuM ane tene pUrNa bhUlAya ke pAcho upaga majhaTa kare dareka sarakAra paDayA te pachIthI te vastrane badalavAnI kArya prasaMge upaga kAyama rAkhavAne paDe maraNanA khelane samaje che. eTale temAM abhyAsa paDe ane kaI che jema para tene kazuM lAgatuM ja nathI. AvI dazA pragaTa karIne beThA hoya ane sAvadha rahe tevI rIte karavA mATe pahelAthI ja nirUpAdhi nivRtti sAvadha rahIne mokSa yAtrA karavAmAM pravRtta meLavavI joIe. ane nAnIonI saMgati rahevuM. duniyAnA Avaka kartavya karavAM. karavI joIe ane sarva ne khamAvI paraMtu aMtaramAM upayogI rahevuM ane maraNalevA joIe. dazanI pahelAM AtmAne zuddha upaga dhAraNa dehanuM maraNa jayAre thavAnuM hoya tyAre thAya paNa jJAnI puruSa te pahelAthI ja sarva eka paNa AtmA saMbaMdhI karale vicAra karIne rAhe vera rahita nakAme nathI ja te pachI kSaNe kSaNe je bhAvapaNe sarva nI sAthe vahe che. ane AtmAne ricAra thAya che. tethI mukti thayA vartavAne upayoga samaje che. ane tethI vagara rahe ja nahi te vAta nizcita che. ane te potAnuM sAdhya bhula nathI ane marAdi tevA draDha nizcayathI pravartaze. prasaMga Ave chate kharesa ho banI jAya che. jJAnI bhakta dha ruSane AtmAnI pUrNa dareka manuSya pahelAMthI AvI dazA pragaTa zuddhine mATe AtmAnI paNa paramAtma dazA karavAmAM puruSArtha kare. parigraha munI thavA mATe dehAdika parivartana hoya che. ane vRttione rokavI ane zubhA-zubha vRttiothI pUrNa kArya thaye chate dehAdikane abhAva thAya pitAne AtmA nyA che. e je anubhava che. evI jJAnI bhakata pU khAtrI thavAthI kare te ja Amaprabhune sAkSAtkAra che. ane tene mRtyu paNa eka mahatsava jevuM lAge e Atmaprabhune sAkSAtkAra karI levAmAM che. ane tene eka dhAraNadhI bIjA dhoraNamAM
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________________ caDhavAnI parIkSAnA jevuM lAge che. ane ziva- aMtaramAM Ave tevI dazAnA anubhavamAM AgaLa suMdarI varavA mATe tene lagnamaMDapanAM occhava caDhavuM joIe, anya manuSyo pitAnA maraNa jevuM lAge che. tethI deha rahe agara deha na rahe saMbaMdhI game te abhiprAya bAMdhe temAM te paNa tene te samabhAva pravarte che. pitAnuM kaMI vaLatuM nathI. pitAnI dazAne dehane che te kaI navuM kArya nathI. potAne anubhava Avavo joIe. ane samAdhi te te anAdi kALathI thatuM AvyuM che ane kAlamAM yogI jema deha ane indriyothI tyAre anatavAra dehA chAMDayA ane anaMtIvAra varte che. tema maraNa pahelAM AyuSyanI jIvanadehe grahaNa karyA. tema ApaNe sarva nI dizAmAM saMsAramAM jIvatAM chatAM vAraMvAra AvI vANIthI jANIe chIe. paNa samabhAvathI tene uttama dazAno anubhava Ave joIe ane AcAramAM mukIne vartIe che ja anubhava tevI dazAne anubhava nA Ave te samajavuM Ave. phakta vAcanajJAnathI AtmA upara uDI joIe ke hajI ghaNI kacAza che, ane hajI asara thatI nathI ane mana para thayelI kSaNika karmanA ghaNA paDadA cIravAnA bAkI che. eka asara te pAchI bhuMsAI jAya che. mATe ke be bhava jenA bAkI hoya tevA mahApuruSane AtmAmAM nirbhayatAnA uMDA saMskAra paDe ane AvI lagananI tAlAvelI lAgI hoya che. tene pUrNa anubhava thAya te puruSArtha A ane tethI teone bIje kaI ThekANe cena bhavamAM karaja joIe. ane tene mATe traNa nathI paDatuM. bhuvananI zahenazAhIne nAkanA mela samAna ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAnanA vicArone te jANIne tene paNa tyAga karI AvI AtmAnI jIvatAM ja mArI nAkhavA joIe. ane te uraca dazA prApta karavAnI laganI lagADavI jIvatAM marI gayAnI pitAne khAtrI nA thAya joIe. ane evI laganI pitAnI lAgI tyAM sudhI puruSArtha karavAmAM khAmI na rAkhavI che ke kema tene khyAla pitAne AtmA joIe. ane eka kSaNane paNa pramAda na pitAne Ape che. ane temAM AtmAnI sAkSI kare jaI e. anaMtabhamAM pitAnA pADelA vinA bIjanI sAkSInI jarUra paDe che. ekavAra nAme ane dehanA aneka rUpo tathA vartamAna AtmAne pitAnI sAkSIne khyAla Ave te kAlanuM nAma tathA vartamAnakALanI dehAkRtirUpa te paramAtmadazAnI cheka najIkamAM jAya che. ane huM nathI. huM AtmA tethI nyAro chuM. te pUrNa tene pachI A duniyA nAnA bALakanA khela anubhava aMtaramAM pragaTa joIe. ane te jevI lAge che. ane tethI temAM te nibaMdha pitAne veda joIe. ane evI rIte aMtararahe che. AvI dazA pAmelAonI eka kSaNa mAM anubhavAya te nirbhayatA ane AtmAnaMda mAtrane paNa pramAda karyA vinA saMgati karavI khIle, prakAza pAme ne AmA AtmAnA rUpe ane potAnAmAM tevI dazA pragaTAvavI. ane jIvate thAya ane te mehane mArIne chevaTe deha, prANunA maraNa prasaMge mRtyu mahatsava nirmohI thaI anaMtakAla mATe jo jAgato jevuM anubhavAya ane tene khyAla pitAnA rahe ane anaMta kSetrane tathA anata ne
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________________ ra tevI dazAmAM jANate rahe temAM kaI mAzaya nathI. ane tevI dazAnI kaMIka jhAMkhI te A bhavamAM Ave che ane tethI mane te khatrI thAya che ke AvI AtmAnI paramAtmA thavAnI murArImAM deharUpI ghoDA ke je nirUtyenI thayA haze tene badalavA paDaze ane upayogI gheDA upara savAra thavuM paDaze. ane chevaTe mekSanagara AvatAM gheDAnI jarUra raheze nahei. teve anubhava nizce thAya che. tethI je kaI khanavAnuM hoya che te sArA mATe bane che ane te Atmannati mATe thAya che tema jANI sevA bhikata, jJAnaupAsanA, kriyA Adi sava dhArmika ce.gAnA sAdhananI sAdhanA thAya che. ane rAApana bhede bheda chatAM tamAMrIne abhedabhAva varte che. ane prabhune pragaTa karavA prabhunI prArthanA thAya che. kAya ne vINI vINIne mArI haDAvavAnI pravRtti sevAya che. ane AtmAnI zudvatA karavAnA vepA2 karAya che. yAtrAmAM cAlatAM bhulAya, rakhaDAya, smulana thAya tA paNa savpaSTi hAvAthI ane 'taramAM utsAha ane jora hAvAthI upayoga bhAvamAM thAka lAgato nathI eve! mArA prabhu pratye vizvAsa che. tenA vizvAsamAM raheze. ane Ama prabhunA upayegamAM rahIne bAhya mRtyunA dRSTA AtmA che, mRtyu dRzya che, AtmAthI mRtyu nyAruM' che. mRtyu e petAnA sAthI che, mitra che. upakArI che. bhAvibhAva mRtyukAle mRtyune paNa nirbhaya bhAve bheTavuM ne AgaLa vadhavuM eja jJAnI mAtmAnuM kanya che. zubhAzubha viSe saMkalpa maLI gayA khAda mRtyunuM duHkha samabhAve vedAya che paNa tethI navA deha levA paDatA nathI. AvI dazA prApta karavA mATe ekavAra daDha nizcaya thaye ne utkrADu thaye ke AgaLa javAnA ja, temAM vacce vighno Ave, saMkaTo Ave te paNa AtmA sevA AMtane upayAga pratApe vijaya pAmavAnAja, mATe a taramAM UMDA uta mRtyune amRtyunA vicAra karo ane AgaLanI musApharI jyAre karavAne prasaga Ave tyAre pahelAthI cetIne zuravIra banA. samata rUpa kezarIyAM karIne jJAnI purUSa pAchA DagalAM bharatAM nathI ane mRtyu kALe AvuMdha yuddha karyAM vina! svarAja maLanuM' natha, AtmaprabhunA rAjyamAM javA mATe sata purUSAe ataramAM yuddho karyo iM ane kare che ane tevuM ApaNe kSaNe kSaNe karavAnu che. svarga ane naraka ApA tyapradezanI sAtheja rahelAM che ane te khanehe dura karI paNa bhAve pravazo. ane tame tamArI musApharI-mukta thavuM joie. je sArAmAM sAruM che te pAse ne pAse che. ane khurAmAM khuru che te pAse ne pAse che. sArAnI pAse javAthI naThAru' tenI meLe dUra thaze, mAM AgaLa vadhaze tema IcchuM chuM, ane prabhu maya jIvana jIvavA sama thaze. ema icchuM chuM. tamA potAne pAtArUpe eLakhaze ane jaDane jaDarUpe oLakhazo. ane e jAtanI upayAga dhArA kAyama rAkhIne mRtyunI paNavanA pelI pAra asara rUpe thaine mRtyunA paryAM. cAmAM sAkSIbhUta nirlepa raheze. AtmasvabhAvanA upayegamAM ja parabhAnAza che. .AtmasvabhAva jevuM I sAruM nathI ane parabhAva jevuM kAI khurU nathI. jAgRta AtmAnAM kaI paNa zatru nAza karavA
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________________ samartha nathI jAgRta AtmAne keI zatru ja javAmAM sahAyaka bane che. pachI bIjA padArthorahetuM nathI. kema Na ke te zuddha upayoga nuM kahevuM ja zuM? mATe sarva prakAranA daSTi hoya che ane tethI temAM koI za0 rahetarka vitarkamAMthI mana pAchu kheMcI laIne AvI teja nathI. tene te AkhuM jagata AtmAnI saMgaSTinI zuddhopayoga dazA paTAvavA zuddhi mATe game te rUpAMtare madadagAra upagI ati purUSArtha kare ane parA bhASane aMtathaI paDe che kAraNa ke samyagadaSTi jJAnI rAdarUpa prabhune payagAma pragaTIne nirbhayatA AtmAmAM eka zakita khIlelI deya che ke jAhera kare tyAM sudhI vizrAti nA lo ane tenI jJAna daSTiA pratApe sarva jagatane AtmA- AgaLa vadhe. nI zuddhimAM, karmanAM kSayamAM keIne ne TheIne tamane AgaLa vadhavAmAM zArAnadeve rUpAMtare upayoga karI de che. pitAnI dRSTimAM . : tenI sahAya he. tevuM bala hoya che. bAhyamAMthI kaMI lAvavAnuM hetuM nathI. pita.nI dakti ja pitAne tAre A patra vAMcIne jeTalo ane teTale che. anya sAdhanA te nimita mAtra ja hoya purUSArdha karaze. ane huM te mAruM sAdhana che. A dazA pragaTAvavI teja Amalana vAmAM purUSArthe karIe chIe. ane tame paNa prAgaTaya che ane e ja paramezvarane sAkSA puruSArtha karaze. dharma sAdhana karaze. dharmakAra che ane tevI rIte hRdayamAM Atmaprabhune kArya lakhaze. pragaTa karIne AyuSya saMbaMdhe jIvatAM jJAnI Ityeya OM zAMti, zAMti, zAMti, AtmAne mRtyu paNa mitrarUpa thaIne tene mephA eja li. buddhisAgaranA dharmalAbha, [anusaMdhAna peja 18 ne zepa 3 hiMmata osaravA mAMDe che. paNa te ghaDI be nathI no ? naMdivardhana pa henane tyAM ghaDI manane makkama karI bena bhAIne sAMtvanI jAya che. ane e divasa te ApaNI kArataka Ape che. dhIraja Ape che. paNa jyAre e suda 2, juve che ke ahine patthare pathara naMdivardhanane ne ke "gaMgA ulaTI vahe che." A vardhamAnanI yAda Ape che tyAre bena pitAne bAbatamAM bhAIne badale plena ja atyAre tyAM nadivardhanane AvavA Agraha kare che. ane te bhAIne tyAM A divase Ave che. benanA prema AgaLa jagatane kahe bhAI Ama thaI ApaNI bhAIbIja.
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________________ nahI jAgIne jouM to le. zrImatI kalpanAvI zAha eka re AnaMda Aja mArA jIvanane tyAre meM keTalI deDAdoDa karI hatI ! keTakeTalA caMcaLa banAvI rahyA hatA. eka evI jhANa pAma meM ghaDayA hatA ! eka ja divasamAM Urmi mArA haiyAmAM saLavaLI rahI hatI ke meM "pikacara' nI "heDIka karI hatI !! mAruM ageaMga harSathI nAcI rahyuM hatuM. (krikeTamAM beTasamena eka pachI eka ema traNa meM mArA dilane kahyuM paNa temAM ATaluM agaMga cakakA mAre tene heka kahe che. meM badhuM pAgala zAnuM banI gayuM che?" paraMtu paNa saLaMga traNa pikacara joyA hatA. e e mAruM kahyuM ane tyAre ne ? ulaTu e mArA pikacaranI che ka hatI. ) ane helamAM te bamaNA jorathI nAcavA lAgyuM. meM ghaNuM ya paNa keTakeTalI vAnagIo orDara ApyA jora karyuM paNa e uchaLatuM baMdha na thayuM te hete ! khAruM sAta rUpiyAnuM khIla meM banAvyuM hatuM. hA! e mArA jIvananA AnaMdane huM vicAramAM paDI gaI. meM mArA jIvananA eka mahAmUle prasaMga hate ! AnaMdanA ghaNA prasaMge yAda karI joyAM. paNa Aje je prasaMga mArI sAme Ubhe kayAre ya A AnaMda thaze te tenI meM hatA te AgaLa te prasaMge, e Anada badhA zodha karI. jANe phIkA ne bhoLA lAgatA hatA. A pahelI jAre huM ene maLI. ame prasaMga AgaLa jANe te prasaMge keI visAbane ane te heThathI vAta karI tyAre tamAM ja na hatA. e badhA ja jANe mane mane khUba ja AnaMda thayela hatuM. tyAre jiMdagI vAmaNA ja lAgatA hatA. AkhI mArI nAcI uThI hatI. hA, Aja mane svargamAMthI teDuM AvyuM pachI jayAre huM pahelA putranI mA banI hatuM. A patrakAranA dhaMdhAmAM jyArathI paDI tyAre paNa khUba ja raMgamAM AvI gaI hatI. tyArathI huM ghaNI pariSadamAM jatI. tyAMnA ane vare ghaDIe e harSanA AvegamAM huM ahevAla lAvatI. ghaNAnA mane AmaMtraNa aspaSTa gIta gaNagaNI uThatI hatI. tyAre maLatAM. moTA moTA deza dezanA netAo ane paNa mArI khUzIna pAra na hate patra lakhI temanA bhASaNe pragaTa karavA bolAvatA. trIne prasaMga ho mane nekarI maLI Aja mane svargamAMthI devatAonI eka ane pahele pAra AvyuM tyArane, ahAhA ! sahIvALe paripatra maLyuM hatuM. temAM zrIkRSNa
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________________ 30 zrIrAma ane zrI vikramarAjA saMjaka saMpUrNa pipAka ( Full DRESS )mAM goThavI (Conuineor)nI sahIo hatI. joyA. be traNa vakhata paherI paNa joyA. paNa temAM jaNAvyuM hatuM : "Aja rAtre keI blAujha caNIyaH sa the meLa nahotu" amArI eka sabhA thavAnI che. tamane teDavA khAtuM te kaI sADI, bAujha sAthe meLa nahotI amAruM puSkara vimAna Avaze. samayasara khAtI. blAujha ne sADI barAbara baMdha besatA hAjara rahI AbhArI karaze. hatA te jhINI sADImAMthI dekhAte caNI sabhAnA kAryakamanI vigata tamane cADI khAtA hatA. huM muMjhAI gaI ghaDI mane ja jagAvavI te amArI vari karo A mArA para ja cIDa caDI. zuM kapaDAM banAva nakkI karyuM che. AthI ame tamane A patramAM DAvyAM che? che kazAnuM ThekANuM ? kazuM ja jaNAvI nathI zakatA te daragujara karaze. kazAnI sAthe meLa ja nathI khAtuM!. chevaTe meM kALI sADI ne kALu nha ujha jhAka caDAvelA bAkI atyAranA amArA saLagatA savAla viSe amArI sabhA carcA karaze te A5 ane mana sAthe saMdhI karI lIdhI ke khasa paheryA, caNIye paNa bhAtIgarane pasaMda karyo avazya hAjarI ApavA me. karaze." A ja sarvottama suMdara paridhAna che. - have tame ja kahe mAruM yauvana caMcaLa kapaDAM to paherI lIdhAM, arIsAmAM joyuM. kema na bane? mAruM mana mIThI muMjhavaNa zAthI na anubhave? jiMdagI AkhI mArI nAcI ke pharI huM mArA para khIjAI gaI. huM ye kevI chuM ! be ya ceTalA chuTA rAkhyA che! devo kema na UThe? pAse AvI rIte javAya? meM jhaTajhaTa ceTalA | svargamAM javAne Anada kene na thAya? cheDI aDe vALI lI. barAbara pelA ane A te mane jagatanA mahAna puNya ajanTAnA citra ! tenA para magarane zlokI puruSanuM AmaMtraNa hatuM. vaLI jIvatAM gulAbanI veNu bAMdhI. seMthImAM siMdUra svargamAM javAnuM hatuM ane jIvatAM ja pAchA bhabharAvya, upara AchI jhIka chAMTI, mAruM pharavAnuM hatuM. ne temAM ya koI evA mahA ahI mana belI UThayuMH suMdara ! sane repanImAM puNya vinA A te svarganuM netaruM hatuM. e jhagamagI UThaze! vimAna barAbara sADA agiyAra vAge pachI meM ene, pAvaDara, lIpaTIka badhuM AvavAnuM hatuM. ghaDIALamAM dasanA TekerA ka". vezabhUSA barAbara thaI gaI. huM tayAra thaI gaI. TebalamAMthI piDa ne pina ladhA. haM javAnI taiyArImAM paDI. parsa lIdhuM. kadAca mana thAya ke lAla vargamAM divALI AvavAne eka ja aThavADiyAnI AvyA chIe te kaIka kharIda karatAM jaIe! vAra hatI. AthI ghaNA ghaNA meM navA kapaDA bairAne chata ne ! thoDA pisA paNa parsamAM zIvaDAvyA hatA, te badhA ja kapaDA TrakamAMthI laI lIdhA. bahAra kADhayA. eka pachI eka ema huM chuM vimAnanI rAha jovA lAgI. paDayA,
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________________ A badhuM paravAratA savA agIyAra thaI gayA cikkAra hate. karyAya khAlI jagA na hatI. hatA. have vimAna Ave tenI ja rAhamAM hatI. ane eTalI moTI medanInI vyavasthA paNa meM khaMDamAM AMTA mAravA mAMDyA. khUba ja suMdara hatI. tyAM barAbara sADA agiyAranA Tare barAbara madhyamAM eka moTuM siMhAsana eka vimAna AvyuM. mArA Azcaryane pAra hatuM. tenI AjubAju paNuM aneka suvarNa na rahyuM. jenI ApaNe saMvata gaNIe chIe kArIgarIthI zobhatA nAnA siMhAsane hatA, ane dara varase tene yAda karI navA navA e siMhAsana para jagate sanmAnelA, dharatInA kelenDare kahIe chIe. tene sarjaka vikrama mAnae bhagavAna kahI gAyelA evA aneka pite mane teDavA AvyA hate !.. bhagavAna hatA. brahmA, viSNu, maheza, IsuhuM vikama rAjA sAthe vimAnamAM besI khrista, a jarathuSTra, mahaMmada payagaMbara, gaI theDI ja vAramAM ame svargamAM AvI gayAM. zrIkRSNa, zrIrAma va. aneka badhA e siMhAsahave jarA gaMbhIra banI hatI. ane namAM beThA hatA. eka vRtAMta nivedaka tarIke vargane cAre bAju joI rahI hatI, ane keTakeTale vikAsa thaye meM cAre bAju najara pheravI joIpaNa che. tenI jhINI najara rAkhatI hatI. mane kayAMya bhagavAna mahAvIra na dekhAyA. tyAM vikrama rAjAe kIdhuM: "devI ! A mArA mane savAla karyo, zuM temane AmaMtraNa bAju padhAre." nahi maLyuM hoya ke pachI samayanA abhAve 3 huM saheja camakI. mane thayuM vikrama rAjA temaNe saphaLatAne tAra karI dIdho haze paraMtu kaMIka bhUla karI rahyA che. huM varganI devI jyAM ene javAba kaI jaDe te pahelA ja mAre hatI ane te mane devI kahI saMdhI rahyA Atama dhImethI belI uThayoH "eya ! gAMDI hatA. mane lAgyuM kaMIka kAcu baphAya che. thaI chuM ke zuM ? mahAvIra svargamAM hoya ? meM kahyuM: "mApha karajo, huM devI nathI. che ke devI nathIare ! e te mekSe gayA che. nirvANa pAmyA huM te mayaMkanI eka strI chuM. mane bena che. amara Atma tattamAM bhaLI gayA che. kahe, tyAM dharatInA leka badhA mane ena ja temane vaLI svarga kevuM? nirvANa pAmelA. kahI bolAve che." sakala karmakSayI e ahIM na hoya. ane te "eha ! bhUla thaI gaI. kSamA karo ena ! A badhI paMcAtamAM zA mATe paDe? e te paNa A te rAjanI Adata amane paDI tirAga che. nigraMtha che. e ahIM na Ave. gayelI ne ethI ja bolAI gayuM. khera! javA ane teTaluM ja nahi e kaI hakAra paNa de. jI have ApaNe sabhAkhaMDa AgaLa na bhaNe, jA, bena! ja. tuM tArU kAma kara." AvI gayA chIe. temaNe mAphI mAMgavA kaho Ama manamAM sauSakAraka javAba meLavI ame sabhAkhaMDamAM dAkhala thayA. meM mArI beThaka saMbhALI. Indrano darabAra aneka devonI hAjarIthI samaya thaye. sabhA zarU thaI. vikrama
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________________ mahArAjAe vyAsapITha sabhALI ane te jANe gharameLe ja carcA karatA hoya tema elyAH t. A * bhagavAna! have te sudgha thAya che. dharatI para keTakeTalA atyAcAra thai rahyo che? anAcAranA paNa pAra nathI rahyo. khasa, kharSe adharmanuM ja sAmrAjya vyApI gayuM che ! zrI kRSNadeva ! mAruM' te mAnavu chuM ke have tame tamArI gInAmAM ApelA vacana pramANe eka avata ra lai dharatI para jAva. kharekhara! jagata have tamArA avatAranI rAha juve che.' A sAMLatA ja zrIkRSNu garama thaI gayA. e evI rIte cheDAI gayA ane mijAjamAM evA to AvI gayA hatA ke svAbhAvika ja ra mane chAsavAre cha McheDAI jatA zrI naherUnI yAda AvI gaI !!.... tr zuM, khAkha avatAra la" e dharatI para jAtane have evA avatAranI paDI ja kayAM che ? dharatInA mAnaveA adhama thI eTalA badhA rIDhA thaI gayA che ke adharmIne ja have e dhama mAne che! naDhuiM te kaMsane vadha paNa karyAM. mane thayuM kehAza have atyAcAranA ata ALye, paNa A jherIlI mAnava jAta ! tenA uddhArakane ja mAravA taiyAra thaI. jaMgalamAM tIra mArI mArUM khUna karyuM.....chevaTe jamAnAne mAna ApI. dama liAke cA nA Adarza laI huM gAMdhIjInA vaizvamAM pharI dharatI pura gaye pazu aa mAnavene sudharavu' ja karyo e? prazanA hAlamAM mAra! para traNa traNa gALIe cheDI ane mane ThAra karyAM. kahe, have kyAMkI mana thAya e naguNI dharatI para javAnuM ? mana to thAya che. e pRthvIne 4 sahAra karI nAMkhu ane eka nUtana ja mAnava sRSTinuM nirmANu karu...." ane tame mAnaze....'' ema kahetAM bhagavAna rAma vacamAM daramIyAnagIrI karatAM khelI UDavA. " jyAre jyAre A dIvALInA tahevAra Ave che. tyAre tyAre mAruM mana akaLAI UThe che. ane zrIkRSNa ! tamArI tA jANe maravAthI chuTakAro thaI jatA paraMtu mArI tA A mAnavee bI epAla dayA karI che ke pAre e mA hiMmAM jai huM mArI mUrti je chuM tyAre ghaDIbhara huM muMjhAI ja chuM. mane gama nathI paDatI ke A rAma huM hatA? loko mArA aNu AgaLa hamalA khAMdha pAvana mUke che, ane temAMya paiNA bhAganI tA pelA zuddha vanaspati ghInI ja! pAchu mane te| temAMthI zeSa ja dharavAnI ane khaDInuM peTA vetanyA pUjana e jame! ane A DAhyA kahevaDAvatA mA mArA avedhyA praveza dara vacce manAve che! ghera ghera dIyA kare che. AMgaNe raMgoLIe pUre che. dazerAnA divase mArA jevA vaiSa paherI nakalI rAma manI rAvaNunA pUtaLAno vadha kare che. Avu khadhu te ghaNu nATaka huM dara varase jouM chuM. mane jo akhara hetu ke mArA pachI Avu ja nATakIya rAmarajye cAlavAnuM kaiM. te huM vanavAsathI pAche ja na phakta daza vAlA vAte rAmarAjyanI kare che. ane calAve che. rAvaNu rAya.. ane vadhAre mujhavaNuM te mane e thAya che. ke tyAre te lakAmAM eka ja rAvaNa hatA paraMtu atyAre tA eTalA badhA rAvaNa pedA thayA che, ke gaNatA gaNutA / mArI AMga hAlAI
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________________ gaI che.....ane pAchA rAvaNanA lekhAzamAM che. je vinAzI che. tene meha na karo. tenI Ave te sAruM che te mArI sItAne rAvaNa pAchaLa jiMdagI barabAda na kare. ane sanAtana upADavA Avyo hate. tevA sAdhunA svAMgamAM avinAzI, akalaMka evA AtmAnuM dhyAna dhare. Ave che !!....kharekhara ! AjanI dharatInA ane tevA bane, paraMtu A badhuM ja atyAre mAne A divALInA divasomAM ApaNane visarAyuM che. keI samajavA prayatna nathI karatuM evA te kAna jevA citare che ke je Aje ke divALI pAchaLa A bhAvanA rahelI che. ApaNe nahi jAgIe te eka divasa divALI e te mahAmUlA AdarzonI ujavaNI AvatI peDhInA mAtAne mA divALImAM ApaNI che. paraMtu A mUTha leke gekhale dIvA mUke hoLI karaze !.." che. paNa aMtaramAM te aMdhAru ja rAkhe che. tyAM ekAeka bIjA deva vacamAM bolavA Aja cAlI rahelA aneka kaMsa-rAvaNunA lAgI gayA? "vAta te taddana kharI che. atyAcAra ne anAcAra sAme kaI avAja Ajane mAnavI paththarane pUjI rahyo che. uThAvatuM nathI. dIvALI Ave che. ne za pitaApaNe gayA ne temaNe ApaNA para UbhA pitAnA hevanuM maraNa kare che. temanA maMdire karyA. basa pachI e pASANenI ja sAdhanA jAya che. dhUpa caMdana kare che. phUlahAra kare che. karavA maMDI paDayA. tenA bhItaranI pUjA te havA-Arati kare che. phuDa phezanebala thaI kayAMya dekhAtI ja nathI. basa, badhe bAhA phare che. thoDA divase gharanI cArebAju dIvAnI ThaThAre ja dekhAya che. anyAya ne atyAcArane jhAkajhamALa kare che. raMgaberaMgI raMgoLI kare che. sAmano karavA A kRSNa zahida thayA. leka paNa aphasosa! mane te e badhI ApaNI rAjyano eka Adarza namUno pUro pADavA lAzanI ja AsadhA thatI dekhAya che. A paNa A rAme pitAnI sagamAM sItAne paNa kADhI. cetananI te temane paravA ja nathI. je Adarza mUkI ane bhagavAna mahAvIra jeke ahIM ne siddhAMta mATe ApaNe balidAna ApyAM nathI. teo te badhA ja karmone khapAvI tenI te kaI vicAraNA ja nathI karatuM. basa kSe gayA che. ane nirvANa pAmyA che. nigraMtha badhA vAde mata che.' banyA che. temane A badhI paDI paNa naheya. tyAM viThamarA bolI uThayA. chatAMya ApaNe e na bhUlavuM joIe ke A "kharekhara ! A mAnavo mApaNane bevadivALImAM ja temaNe pitAne deha choDyo kupha banAvI rahyAM che. meM badhA ja copaDAone che. satya ne ahiMsA mATe temaNe jiMdagI nAza karI navA cepaDA lakhavAnI zarUAta kharcI nAMkhI. rAgane tyAga karo. karmone karAvI. te leke davA paDA te lakhe che kApI nAMkhe. evI gulabAMga pikArI. temanA paraMtu hisALa te pachI te piDAthI ja paTTaziSya jJAnI gautamasvAmIe paNa jora to che, ne mArA vAlA, have evA kImIyAgara jerathI kIdhuM ke bhAI! A azAzvata pAchaLa thaI gayA che ke banne paDa rAkhe che. eka na ro. je kSaNabhaMgura che. tenI mAyA melI khAnagI ne je jAhera ! jAhera te sarakArane
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________________ batAvavAne. mane te e gusso caDe che ke A lukhkhA, bhAvanA viheNa annakUTe have amane leke sAme eka AMdolana calAvuM. ApaNA khapatA nathI. tamArI besUrI rAga-rAgaNIothI maMdira AgaLa satyAgraha karuM. upavAsa para u. ame dharAI gayA chIe. tene have amane mAnava mAnI ApaNe temanI dayA khAdhI paNa kaMTALe caDe che. tamArI A divALInI tejamahave vadhu temanI dayA khAvA jevI nathI. kAraNa chaLe elavI nAkhe. A mAna have ApaNane paisAnA kATale A paripatra maLe keI amArA maMdiramAM teve che. temanA bajAramAM teo buddha, kRSNa, na Ave kAraNe tame have amArI pUjA karavAne lAyaka nathI rahyA. tamArI A kahevAtI divALIne che. eka anA zeranA ghInA hisAbe ApaNI ame mAnya nathI rAkhatA. kAraNa ke temAM kayAMya AratI utAre che. ApaNe pUjA kare che. tamArA haiyAnI bhAvanA nathI. kyAMya Adarzana kharekhara ! A mAnavajAta have evI te vepArI aramAna nathI. temAM siddhAMta pAchaLa marI banI gaI che ke teo chaDecaka ApaNuM phITavAnI jarAya taiyArI nathI. lIlAma kare che. mAruM te spaSTa mAnavuM che ke ame te A divALI pAchaLa tamArI ja have carcAo karI rahevA daI kaI jalada kAryakrama kare ane A dharatI para sIdhA ja lAlasAonuM pratibiMba joI rahyA chIe. pagalA bharavA" AthI A divALI Ave tyAre amArI A devatAnuM nAma te mane yAda nathI. che ke pUjA na kare, AMgI na kare, amArI paraMtu temanI vANImAM evuM te jema ne joza Arati na utAre. ane keI amArA maMdiramAM hatuM ke devenI AkhI sabhA uzkerAI gaI paga na mUke. ane ekI avAje temanI vAtane samarthana karyuM. sarva devatAonI pariSade sarvAnumate pachI DI carcAne aMte eka musado karelA A TharAvanI je kaMI paNa zAnsa taiyAra karavAmAM AvyuM ane vikrama mahArAjAe avagaNanA karaze te majabUra thaI amAre te vAMcI saMbhaLAvya : sIdhA ne kaDaka pagalA bharavA paDaze tenI sau AthI ame tamArA devatAo ane keI neMdha le bhagavAnane tamane jAhera paDakAra karIe chIe eja li. ke have tame amArI pUjA baMdha karo, amArA sarva devatA saMgha. maMdirone teDI pAdhara kare. tame badhAe huM te A sAMbhaLIne thIjI ja gaI. amArA satya ne AkarthonI bhayaMkara avahelanA mArA zarIra paraseve parase chuTI gaye. karI che ane Aja sudhI tame amane badhAne kapALa ne meM para parasevAnA relA utaravA mUkhe ne bevakupha banAvavAnI ja badhI bhAMjagaDa mAMDyA. pAvaDara badhe dhovAI gayo. lIsTIka karyA karI che. paraMtu ame te badhuM eka paLa paNa rUmAlama cUMsAI gaI. mahA mahenate huM paNa namAvI levA taiyAra nathI. tamArA e jAta saMbhALI zakI. kAraNa mane keI AvatI
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________________ bhayaMkara adhInA gaDagaDa DakA nizAna A badhA patra vAMcatI hatI, tyAM ekAeka saMbhaLAtA hatA. TelIphonanI ghaMTaDI raNakI. sabhAnuM kAmakAja pUruM thayuM. ekAda be "halle presa ke? ApaNA zaheranA savAla pUchI huM jhaTapaTa mArI ephi maMdiromAM bhagavAnanI mUrtio guma thaI che. AvavA utAvaLI banI. gheDA devatAe mane rAmanuM te AkhuM maMdira ja khaMDera banyuM vimAna ghara sudhI vaLAvavA AvyA. ane che. Apa jhaDapathI A jagAe cAlyA Ave." thoDI ja vAramAM huM ephisamAM AvI. huM A sAMbhaLI ekadama vicAramAM paDI jaladI jaladI meM Teliphona karavA mAMDyA. gaI. jarUra devatAe vadhu uzkerAyA haze! meM kajhITane meTara ApI dIdhuM. meTara mazIna turata ja svargamAM vikrama rAjAne kena Do. para caDyuM. ane samAcAra pragaTa thayA. "halle-vikrama rAjA ke huM presamAMthI mAnava jAtathI rUThelA bhagavAna! belu chuM. kAle ApanI beThakamAM je pramANe gaI kAle rAtanA bAranA sumAre IndranA nakakI thayuM hatuM tenAthI ahIM ulaTuM ja banyuM darabAramAM sarva devatA saMghanI eka pariSada che. deva! A jalada kAryakama zA mATe maLI hatI ane temAM sarvAnumate eka TharAva lIdhe mAnavane sudharavAnI jarA taka to Ape. karI jaNAvyuM che ke divALInA A beTA "bena ! ame eka paLane paNa vilaMba bhabhaka baMdha kara. mAnavajAta che tema sahana karI zakIe tema nathI. ame ahIM karavAmAM niSphaLa jaze te ame dharatIne beThA joI lIdhuM ke amArA AdezanI kaMI rasAtaLa karI nAMkhIzuM. ja asara thavAnI nathI. mAnava haju ene re bharAyelo devatA saMgha e ja bhAvanA gunya ne haiyA vagara jIvavA gaI kAle rAtanA svargamAM bharAyelI mAMge che. ane amane te pisAya tema nathI, devatA saMghanI pariSade dIvALI tahevArane mApha kara bena ! amArA saMdhane A sa. virodha karatAM keTalAka sUtra (Slogans ) numati nirNaya che. phera badalI thaI zake tema nathI." ApyAM che. ane tenuM custapaNe pAlana karavAnuM paNa hale...deva...deva...." sarvAnumate nakkI karyuM che. tema karavAmAM je keNa sAMbhaLe? huM jorathI khurasI para kaI zakhasa niSphaLa jaze tenA sAme jalada phasaDAI paDI ne be lI UThI : pagalAM levAmAM Avaze. satyAnAza thavA beThuM che. sUtra A pramANe che. "kenuM satyAnAza thavA beThuM che!" paththara nahi, paththaranA bhItarane pUjo. "ApaNuM te? bicArA! bhagavAna e gekhe nahi, aMtaramAM dI kare, paNa na akaLAya? kharekhara have ApaNe moe rAma nahi, khUda rAma bane. pralaya TUMkamAM ja che." ayAcArane anAcArane sAmane kare. [ juo anusaMdhAna peja 11 para].
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________________ phara A samAcAra dharmaja : pU. mAdhijI, sA. AdiDANa ranuM cAnumAMsa atre thatA. jaina tema ja janetarAmAM sArI dhama bhAvanA jAgrata thaI che, caudapUrva nA eka kSaNa, akSayanitri tapa, vigere tapazcayoA rAra pramANamAM thaI che pUruM 0 zrI vijayazvi sundhanA kALadhama nimitte aSTADhinakA mahe|tsava zrI saMdha taraphathI ujavAyA hatA, zrI padhatuM mahAparva khUba dhAmadhUmapUrvaka ujavAyA hatA. tapazcaryA sama yAnusAra ghaNI sArI thai hatI. tapazcaryA nimitte pAMca varagheDA kADhavAmAM AvyA hatA. A rIte zAsana prabhAvanA sArI thaI hatI, amadAvAda : pU. pennIsa yutavijaya) gaNivarya nI nizrADAM 1 pazu patranI ujavaNI khUba dhAmadhUmapUrva ke arjha hatI, pU yatIndrajiyajI mahArAjAnA Adhaka vyAkhyAnene janatA khUba uke lAbha le che. palamunizrI vimalabhadranAM 21 diva sanI tapazcaryAM sautu dhyAna kheMcatI hatI, pUruM panyAsajI ravivijaya 16:dharma nimitte AsA sudamAM panyAsanA padaMDathI sabya maheDsava ujavAyaeN hatA. samA : pU. pa', lalitavijayajI Adi DANA ra tathA munizrI ratnasAgara" bA dahANu! racatra grAnumAMsa Aje che vyAkhyAnamAM yuni ratasAgarajI ma. sA. uttarArdhakSetra tathA bhAvanAdhikAra yugAdeizanA voMdha che jenA lAbha jaino tema ja anetA sura pramANamAM che. zrI papaNuM panI ArAdhanA ghaNo ja ullAsapUrvaka thaI che. tapazcaryA paNa samayA ghaNI sArI thai hatI. samI pU. AcAryazrI buddhisAgara sUrijInA AjJAvatA sAdhvIjI zrI amRtazrIjI ma. nA ziSyA ma brukAzrIjI mAAicAra atre cAtumAMsa birAjamAna che. jemanA upadezathI heMnemAM dharmabhAvanA khUba vikasI che, cAturmAMsa daramyAna svastika tapa, aSTa mahA siddhi tapa, mokSanI DAMDA tapa; caudapUrvanusAra tapa, tema ja kavala vrata tema ja sAmudAyika snAtra mahe|tsavanI ujavaNI thaI hatI. zrI SaSNu pamAM sAdhvIjI zrI suraprabhAzrIjIe aTTAinI tapazcaryAM karela te nimitta zrIsadha taraphathI aThThAI mahAtsava ujavAyai hatA payUSaNAmAM strIjI pazu ghaNI tapazcaryAM thaI hatI. metA : cAMgA (banAsaka) kriyAnI ALInu rAdhana karAvavAnuM huM vadhI zrI saMghanI agrahabharI vinatithI munizrI kundanaviya. tathA munizrI cintAmaNi vijayajI atrethI cAMgA padhAryA che.
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________________ chayAgaMja : pU0 . upAdhyAyajI zrI thayuM hatuM ane kALadharma nimite pUjAe kailAsasAgarajI ma. nA ziSya pU. munizrI bhaNAvAI hatIzrI. paryuSa parvamAM navA sAthI bhadrasAgarajI ma. tathA munizrI abhaya pU. caMdrasenavijayajI ma. sAheba vyAkhyAna sAgarajI ma. zrIna rikSAmAM mahAmaMgalakArI vAMcavA mATe padhAryA hatA. temanI nizrAmAM parvAdhirAja zrI TyUNA parvanI ArAdhanA tapazcaryA vigere dharmaprabhAvanA sArI thaI nirvidhana parimApta karela che. tethInA hatI. suda pAMcamanA divase rAMkaNI gulAbacaMda sadupadezathI ratalAma vikasI ne mAsa- mitacaMda taraphathI dara varSanA rivAja mujaba khamaNanI tapazcaryA karI hatI. tathA zrI kIti navakArazI thaI hatI. prabhAzrIjIe 16 upavAsa, jayaMtabhAzrIjIe lasuMdrA : zrI paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA nava upavAsa be bene dasa tathA be be karAvavA mATe mahesANA zrIyazeviyajI benee aI Adi tapazcaryA karI hatI. jaina pAThazALAmAMthI be vidyArthIone bolAvelA. bAbu zrIpatasiMhajI dubaDA dharmapatnI rANI temanI nizrAmAM pisaha, pratikamaNa, vyAkhyAna dhannAkumArIe anAdi tapazcaryA karavA pUrvaka vi. dasa gharanA TUMkA samudAyamAM dharmaprabhAvanA cosaTha praharI pasaha karyA hatA. te prasaMge sArI thaI hatI. tapazcaryA dasa, cha, cAra, zrIpatasiMhajI gaDa taraphathI havAmIvAtsalya ama AdinI thaI hatI, tema ja judI judI vyaktio taraphathI pAMca bhAvanagara : dAdAsAheba jana upAzrayamAM pUjAo thaela hatI. bahene e samavasaraNa paMnyAsajI manaharavijayajI Adi ThANA 3 tapa paNa karyo hato. cAturmAsa birAje che. traNe ThANAne vardhamAna geDala pU panyAsajIzrI bhuvanavijayajI tapanI 9ramI eLa nirvina parisamApta gaNinA ziSya munizrI advimAvijayajIta thaI che. jenuM pAraNuM junAgaDhamAM thayuM hatuM. upadezathI vizvazAMti arthe pratyekane sADAbAra tyAMthI vihAra karI verAvaLa, prabhAsapATaNa, hajArane japa karAvavAmAM Avela, tenAM mArI kada bagIri, pAlItANA tIrthanI 99 yAtrA karI saMkhyAmAM leke joDAyA hatA. zrImahimAvi atre cAturmAsa karela che. traNa mahAna tapasvIo jayajIe nava upavAsana tapazcaryA karI hatI. che. paryuSaNa parvamAM sArI ArAdhanA thaI hatI, rAjapura : DIsA) pUra AcArya zrI samayAnusAra tapazcaryA paNa sArA pramANamAM vijya premasUrijI ma. nA ziSya hasena thaI hatI. paryuSaNamAM devadravya Adi sAta vijyajI tathA maNizekhara vijayajInI nizrAmAM kSetronI upaja paNa sArI thaI hatI. zrAvaNa mAsamAM navakAramaMtranI ArAdhananimitte godharA : zrI saMghane ati AgrahathI 15 divasanA ekAsaNI karavAmAM AvyA zrI jaina zreyaskara maMDala mahesANA taraphathI hatA. pU A zrI. labdhisUrijInA kALadharma parIkSaka zAMtilAla bhAIcaMda mahetA zrI paryaSaNanimitte devavaMdanAdi thayuM hatuMmuniyama- parvanI ArAdhanA karAvavA ane padhAryA hatA. vijyajInA kALadharmanimitte paNa devavaMdanAdi vyAkhyAna, pUjA, prabhAvanA, pratikramaNamAM je
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________________ janatAe sArA lAbha lIdhA hatA, sadaragAmanA zrI. sa Mgha taraphathI sasthAne lagabhaga 70) rUpIyAnI rakama bheTa tarIke maLela. parIkSakazrIe pagrUpazupanA kArya krama nirvighna samApta kara, kapaDava'ja, temaja khaMbhAtanI zradhI pAThazALA enI parIkSA lIdhI hatI, dareka zALAnuM parINAma ekadare satai.Araka jaNAela. pAThazALAemAM ucca mUbhyAsIenI sa'khyA ghaNI ja sArI che. zALAnA kAryavAhaka mahAzaye temaja 5, chabIladAsabhAI ane mAtara rAmacaMda DI, zAhu AdinA prayAse ghaNA ja stutya che, . mahesANA : zrI yazovijhayajI jaina saMskRta JAzALA mahesaNu!. cAlu sAlamAM paryuSagu pava mAM vyAkhyAna-pUjA-bhAvanA-pauSadha parikramAdi RtuSTane karAvavA aMge lagabhaga para gAmenI mAgaNI AvatA nIce mujaba zikSake ~ vidyAthI o khArAdhanA karavavA gayA hatA. (1) zikSaka, zAntilAla sema 'arju madanagara" (2) parIkSaka kAMtilAla bhAIcaMda mahetA "ge dharA", (3) zikSaka kanaiyAlAla kIracaMda "bhIlavADA", (4) zikSaka kha:bulAla rUpazIbhAI. sAyana, (5) vi. vasa'talAla, ane IzvaralAla lAtura, (6)vi. mANekalAla bAlApura, (7) vi. vasaMtalAla dIlegAma (8) vi. kirITa kumAra, rAnnura (9) vi. dhirajalAla zegAMva, (10) vi. zazIkAnta burahAnapura (11) vi ramaNIkalAla mAMDavI. (12) vi. mahendrakumAra, kaiAsaMbA, (13) vi. cinukumAra, lasuMdrA, (4) vi jayaMtilAla sinAra. (15) va. rA talakazI raNujA (16) vi. hasamukhalAla sIpeAra. (17) vi. javatalAla paMcAsara uparanA 17 gAmAmAM sArA lAbha ApyA hatA. taduparAMta saMsthAnA pracArArthe pukha rAjajI ane zikSaka ratilAla mubai gayA hatA. paryuSaNamAM nIcenA gamA taraphathI saMsthAne madada maLela che. 1001] ahamadanagara 101] talegAma 1001] yAgaja 63] godharA 10] rAjura 255] malADa 48] lAtura 98] bhIlavADA 651] rAjakoTa 18] sinAra 4] burahAnapura 501 damaNa 124) raNuja 1801] mATuMgA 400 mahesANA 530 eTAda 275] gheTI. te sivAya bhInna pazu saMghe taraphathI sasthAne nAnI moTI rakama bheTa maLe che. sasthAnI janarala vyavasthApaka samitinI mITIMga tA. 30-9-61, nA roja amadAvAda mukAme zeDa lAlabhAI dalapata bhAInA vaDe zrImAna zeDa zrI zreNIkabhAI kasturabhAInA pramukha sthAne maLI hatI. jemAM zeTha zrI jIvatalAla pratApI, threDathrI ramezacadra bakumA, geMDA hIrAlAla maNIbhAI, vakIla cImanalAla amRta lAlu DaoN. maganalAlabhAI Adi sabhyae tathA parIkSaka vADIlAlabhAI e hAjarI ApI hatI ane menejara kAMtibhAI 5. pukharAjajIbhAI Adi paNa hAjara rahyA hatA. sAMjanA 5 vAgyA sudhI saMsthAnA zAsanApI kAryonI talaspazI' carcAvicAraNA thaI hatI. madrAsa nivAsI zeThazrI rIkhavadAsajI svAmIjI) tA. 7-10-61 nA roja mA~
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________________ sANA padhAratA saMsthAnI mulAkAta laI saMsthAnA 100, teone sAta divasa ekAsaNA judA ukarSa aMge keTalIka vAtacIta karI hatI. judA grahasthA taraphathI thayela. temaja 6-8 boTAda: A. vi. bhakti surIzvarajInA 10vigere 35 tapasyAo thaI hatI. mahesANA praziSya tapasvI munirAjazrI bhAskaravijayajI pAThazALAnA kuMDamAM rUA. pa00 tathA sthAnika tathA upAdhyAya zrI kailAsasAgarajI ma. sA.nA pAThazALAmAM paMcavarSiya yejanA phaMDa jemAM ziSyaratna munirAjazrI kaMcanasAgarajI mahArAja te lagabhaga pAMcase, chaso rUpiyAne pote sAheba Adi ThANA be, cAturmAsa birAja. hatA te te pure karI adhika phaDa thayela mAna che. che. sAdharmika bhakti vigerenA phaDe paNa sArA vyAkhyAnamAM legazAstra tathA bhImasena 1 0 thayA hatA. caritra vaMca ya che. munirAja zrI kaMcanasAgarajI svAmivAtsalya, rathayAtrA vigere zAsana mahArAjanI vyAkhyAna zailI ghaNI rocaka prabhAvanAnA kAryo sArA thayA hatA. tapasvIonA hevAthI, jaina, jene ghaNuM sArA pramANamAM pAraNu desAI kaLadAsa bhAIcaMda tathA desAI lAbha laI rahyAM che. teozrInA sadupadezathI amaracaMda elacaMda taraphathI thayA hatA. nava divasa sudhI navakAra maMtrane akhaMDa jApa, tapasvI munirAjazrI bhAskaravijayajI tyArabAda kSIranA ekAsaNA sAthe aSADha vadI mahArAjazrIne AThame varasI tapa (bAra varSanI dIkSA paryAyamAM cAra upavAsathI cAle navalAkha japa karela, tyArabAda zrI zaMkhezvara che te ukaSTa tapasyAmAM paNa teozrIe pArzvanAthanA aDrama 150 thayela, aThThamanA paryuSaNa pahelAM 7 upavAsa, tathA aThThAI attaravAraNa nAnacaMda rUpAbhAI bagaDIyA taraphathI tapa karela. tema ja paryuSaNa pachI paMdara upavAsa thayela, pAraNuM natamadAsa chaganalAla bagaDIyA karela. tapasvI mahArAjazrI bhAskaravijayajI taraphathI thayela, paMdaramA upavAsanA divase caturvidha saMgha jeTha vadI 7 nA yoganiSTa A. zrImadda sAthe, gAjate vAjate, parAmAM mahAvIra sva minA buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI daherAsara tathA sosAyaTImAM daherAsara darzana svare haNa tIthi ghaNI ja ThAThamAThathI uja- karavA gayela ane te samaye sukhazAtA sArI vavAmAM AvI hatI ane zrImada zrIjInA jIvana- rahI hatI. sosAyaTImAM vyAkhyAnamAM prabhAvanA caritranA prasaMgo upara munirAja zrI kaMcana- thayela ane pAraNuM sukhapUrvaka thayela che. sAgarajI mahArAje potAne recaka zailIthI pAraNAnA divase pUjA, prabhAvanA, AMgI sArI rIte prakAza pADa hatA. baMne derAsare e racanA tathA svAmivAtsalya saMdha taraphathI AMgI tathA pujA-prabhAvanA zAha jIvarAja karavAmAM Avela che. lalubhAI khALavALA taraphathI thayela. A varSe cAturmAsa ghaNI sArI ArAdhanAparyuSaNa parvamAM cesa paherI pauSadha pUrvaka pasAra thAya che. A vi, nItisUrIzvarajI ke nA
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________________ ma. sA. nA samudAyanA sAdhvIjI mahArAjazrI kAMtIlAla mahetA, zrI ratIlAla bI. zAha, maneharazrIjI Adi ThANuM 7 cAturmAsa che. zrI zAMtilAla zrI rI navala cekasI, garIka sA. ma. caMdraprabhAzrIjI tathA caMdrakaLAthIjIe cekasI ane zrI bhaddIkalAla kApaDIAe aThThAI tapa karela temaja anya sAdhvIjI prAsaMgika pravacane karI paThazALA AthI paNa mahArAjene vardhamAna tapanI oLI cAle che. vadhu pragati kare tene jaNAvela pU. mahArAja- mujapura : sva. AcArya mahArAja zrI. zrAe pa mananIya pravacana Apela. zeTha vijyabhakti surIzvarajInA ziSyaratna 5, zrI. kezalAla gulAbadAsa taraphathI InAme ApasumativijyajI ma. sAnA divya muni zrI mANeka vAmAM AvyA hatA. aMtamAM paiDAnI lahANI vijyajI ma. sA. atrenA saMghanI AgrahabharI bAda samAna Anadamaya vAtAvaraNamAM para vinaMtIthI atre cAturmAta birAjela che. thaye hate. * ane tA. -8-21 nA roja viramateozrInI nizrAmAM paryuSaNa mahAparvamAM gAmathI jaina benanI TaLI Avela ane tapasyA vigere bhavya rIte karavAmAM AvelI. tene utara sthAnakavAsI jaina vADImAM rAkhela. daherAvAsI tathA sthAnakavAsI. bhAIo be divasanA A maMDaLone atre rokANa vacce sAdhAraNa matabheda hatA. te jJAnavRddha daramiyAna zeTha chaganalAla kasturacaMda ane zoka ane vRddha munizrI mANekavirajI ma. sAnI kezavalAla bulAkhIdAsa taraphathI bhejana samAraMbha upakArI preraNAthI dura thaI badhA bhAI e tathA cA nAstA vi. ne sagavaDa zrI kAMtIlAla ekatra thaIaurI AnaMda pUrvaka ujavI hatI. jhaverI, zrI dhIrUbhAI zADa ane zrI ratIlAla tapasyAo vaDe nakArazI vi. saMdara DabbAvALA taraphathI thayela maMDaLIe zrI svaibhaNuM kAryo thayAM hatAM. pArzvanAthajInA derAsare pUjA bhaNavela tathA " rAtre vADImAM samagra jana samAjanA AgevAne jainetae paNa suMdara rIte bhAga lIdhe hatA. temaja nave vyAkhyAmAM gatrI tathA vi. raju karela. tyArabAda jaina samAjamAM samakSa kAryakrama, jemAM gIta, garabA, nRtya prabhAvanA thaI hatI....... ekatA Ave te mATe zrI ratIlAla bI. zAha, khaMbhAta : zrI cImanalAla dalAla, vakIla kAMtIbhAI * zrI syAdvAda saMskRta pAThazALA ane kApaDIyA, zrI cimanalAla cekamI, zrI puMDarIka zrI bhaTTa khAI jene zrAvikA zALAnA upakrame cokasI, zrI muLacaMdabhAI dalAla, paMDita tA. 1-9-61 nAreja 5. pu mu zrI kuzaLa- chabIladAsa zrI bhaddIka kApaDIA ane zrI vijyajInI adhyakSatAmAM lADavADAnA upAzraye dhIrUbhAIe pravacane karelA. A pravAsI meLAvaDe javAmAM Avela. zarUAtamAM maMDaLane ave mu e daramiyAna zrI kAMtIlAla pati chabIladAse pAThazALAnI pragatine bIDIvALA, zrI rA. dAsa zAha zrI dhIrUbhAI itihAsa raju karyo hato, tyArabAda parIkSaka paMDita chabIladAsa vi, e Apela sevA khAsa
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________________ noMdhanIya che. A prasagathI jaina samAjanI ekatA aMge asarakAraka chApa dareka par paDI che. [anusakhAna peja 35nA zeSa 14 ena ! savAra paDI. ATha vAge zenA sapanAM juvA che, UThI have, UThe le, A cA ThaMDI thai rahI che. 1 * zu ? savAra ? cA ? are! raNa ga cheDa! tuM? * 2 " ena ! huM ' satyAnAza * 'pralaya A madhu zuM khakhaDatA hatA ? #t raNachoDa ! huM " huM huM... svargamAM.....' zrI sudharma sAdhanA sanmAna lI : sudharma sAdhanA-sanmAna 29 gabharATamAM raNachoDanA hAthamAMthI cAnA pyAle! paDI gaye......... mu''nA jaina samAjanA cAreya phIrakA-zrI prakAzajI, emAMthI pratiSThita vyaktierthI yukta zrI, sAdhanA sanmAna samiti taraphathI tA. 8 10 11 ne ravivAre bapore aDhI vAge zrI geDIjI jaina upAzraya (pAyanI)mAM pUjaya AcAryaM zrI vizvadharma surIzvarajI mAdi mUnivarya nI nizrAmAM AdhyAtmika sAdhaka zrISabhadAsa jaina tathA navalakathAkAra zrImAhanalAla cunIlAla dhAmInA sanmAna mATe eka jAhera samAraMbha cejAyA hatA, jemAM lagabhaga aDhI hAra mANasanI gaMjAvara medanI hAjara hatI. svamamAM jaI AvI." pUjya AcArya devanA maMgaLAcaraNa tathA zrI khANusAI paramAranI prAthanA bAda samitinA mAnad ma`trI zrI jya'tilAla ratanacaMda zAruM jainAcArya pa. pU. A. zrI vijyaamRta-zrI sUrIzvarajI, pU. mA. zrI vijayamahendrasUrIzvarajI, pU. A. vayauma'gasUrIzvarajI, pU. A. SizAMtidrasUrIzvarajI, pa'. zrI radhara viSayajI gaNiya bhAratanA uparASTrapati DaoN. rAdhAkRSNu, mahArASTranA rAjyapAla zrI gujarAtanA rAjyapAlazrI mahedI nAkha jaMga, digaMbara samAjanA agragaNya tathA samitinA upapramukha zrI. zreyAMsaprasAda jaina sAhu AdinA sa MdezAonuM vAMcana karyuM hatuM. te mAda samitinA pramukha rozrI mANekalAle A samAraMbhanA atithI vizeSa nivRta rAjyapAla zrI maMgaLadAsa pakavAsAne AvakAra ApatuM nivedana vAMcI sabhaLAvyu' hatuM', jemAM jaina darzananI dRSTie sAdhanAnA vividha mArgonuM mAdana hatuM. prAsaMgika pravacanamAM zezrI amRtalAla kAlIdAsa dezIe sAdhaka ane sAhityakArane sumeLa samajAvyu hatu, jInnayA ma'DaLIvAlA maganalAla pI. dezIe vartamAnakALamAM adhyAtmavAdanuM mahatva samajAvyuM hatuM. zrI cImanalAla cakubhAI zAhe sanmAna samAreAhanI jarUriyAta samajAvI hatI. zrI caMdulAla vardhamAna zAhe vidvAne tathA sAdhakonI samAje levI joitI kALajI upara bhAra mUkayo hato paMdara
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________________ varSanI ku chAyAe pitAnA pravacanamAM mAnava myunisipala kAunsIlara, zrI muktilAla tAnuM mahatva samajAvyuM hatuM. parUvADIAe AbhAravidhi karI hatI, A munivaryomAM pU. paM. zrI vikamavijyajIe sabhAmAM jaina samAjanA cAre phirakAonI AvA sabhyane vyaktionA nahi paNa guNanA agragaNya vyaktio hAjara hatI. thAya che, te viSe spaSTatA karI hatI. munizrI citrabhAnue jJAnadarzana cAritranI ArAdhanA mATe mAnavajInanI mahattA batAvI hatI. "smaraNAMjali" tyAra bAda zrI vasaMtalAla kAntIlAla IzvaralAla sevAmUrti tathA jayaMtilAla ratanacaMda zAhe bane gurUbhaktavarya sva. zA. lallubhAI mahemAnanAM abhinaMdana patra. vAMcyA hatAM. karamacaMda dalAlanuM zrImaMgaLadAsa pakavAsAe cAMdInA pUjAnA upa duHkhada avasAna karaze ane sonAnA siddhacakajI tathA mINAkArInA kaLAmaya SimaMDaLa yaMtra tathA mAnapatra AjanA mahemAnone arpaNa karyA hatAM. sanmAnanIya zrImadAsajIe vidvatapUrNa AdhyAtmika pravacanamAM prakRtinA mahAzAsananI rajuAta karI hatI, pitAnI ArAdhanAnuM rahasya samajAvyuM hatuM zrIhanalAla cunIlAla dhAmIe aitihAsika suvarNapane navalakathAmAM utAratI vakhate rAkhavI joitI kALajI ane tenA lAbhAlAbha varNavyA hatAM. tyAra bAda AjanA atithi vizeSa chImaLadAsa pakavAsAe "kauna darzana" zrI lalabhAI karamacaMda dalAlanuM tA. e saMsAra ane mokSa vacce pUla che. ema pa-10-61nA muMbaImAM avasAna thayAnA jaNAvatA jIvanamAM dharma utAravA bhAra mUkyo samAcAra jANa "buddhiprabhA'e eka sakhta hatA. tyArabAda zeTha mANekalAla cunIlAle AMcake anubhavyuM che. saute buddhiprabhA' zrIpakavAsAne phUlahAra karyA bAda AjanI nA utkarSa mATe temanI jaiphavaye paNa vAraMvAra sabhAnA adhyakSazrI vilyadharmasurIzvarajI amane patra lakhI mArgadarzana ApyuM che mahArAje amedabhAva guNAnurAganI daSTie ane amArI ghaNI takalIphe ukelavAmAM temaNe AjanA samAraMbhanuM mahatva samajAvyuM hatuM. madada karI che. saddagata Ama zrImad buddhisAgara aMtamAM jANItA kesa kAryakartA ane sUrIzvarajInA ananya bhakta hatA. zrI adhyA ... 1 A ja '': - - : , ,
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________________ tmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLanA te ratana samA pragati ane vikAsamAM sAthe jIvanabhara AjIvana agrIma kAryakara hatA. jAnuM te avirata sevAo apa amUlya phALo Ape aMte saune che. ane te paNa tema ja che. adhyAtma sAhityamAM uDe rasa laI gayA. temanA javAthI eka mahattvanI vyaktine maMDaLanI purataka prakAzana pravRttimAM je phALo khoTa paDI che. paramakRpALu paramAtmA svargasthane dhAge che te advitIya che. maMDaLanI zAMti arpe e ja prArthanA. pravRttinuM raTaNa temaNe jIvananI chellI paLe --taMtrIe "buddhiprabhA" sudhI karyuM hatuM. A uparAMta sAmAjIka, (noMdha :--AvatA aMkamAM sagatanI keLavaNuM, jIvadayA ane vepArakSetre paNa jIvanajharamara ApavAmAM Avaze.) pAva sevAo ApI che. teo nikhAlasa rAjAnA nAnA nAnA ane spaSTa vakatA hatA ane saune sAcI tArIkha 14-10-ranA roja maLelI kArya salAha ApanArA mArgadarzaka hatA. vAhaka samitimAM pasAra karavAmAM Avela teozrIe vividha kSetre apalI sevAonI zeka TharAva, AjanI sabhA nedha le che, ane temanA "zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLanI avasAnathI temanA putra ane kuTuMbIjane kAryavAhaka samitinI AjanI sabhA maMDaLanA para AvI paDela duHkhamAM bhAga le che. paramastaMbhamA AjIvana kAryakara zrI. lAbhAi kRpALu paramAtmA svargasthane parama zAMti ape ema prArtha che. karamacaMda dalAlanA tA. pa-1-61nA roja A thayela duHkhada avasAna pratye uMDA zoka ane sahI : manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA pramukha dilagIrInI lAgaNI vyakta kare che. thA. a. sA. pra. maMDaLa-muMbaI saddagata zrI lallubhAIe A maMDaLanI tA. 14-10-61 * Crt 1 ka
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________________ jJAnabhaktibhAte kSetranI bhakita-sAdharmikanI bhakita. madrAsa, kalakattA, punA, kelApura, muMbaI, lAIne caDAvyA. paraMtu jyAM sudhI pApane surata, vaDodarA, ANaMda, naDIyAda, kapaDavaMja udaya haze tyAM sudhI karelI madada bIjA mAge amadAvAda, khaMbhAta, surendranagara, viramagAma, nAza thaze eTale corI thAya. Aga lAge. bhAvanagara, rAjakoTa, pAlItANA, valasADa, dazamAM jaya nukazAnI Ave. keI paNa mArge pATaNa, kheDA, Dabhoi, bArasada, boDelI, cAvI jaze. ane duHkha kayAre paNa dUra thaze sAbaramatI, sANaMda, bharUca, sikandarAbAda, nahi. rAjasthAna, paMjAba, kaccha, jAmanagara, junAgaDha, Indara, pAlanapura, DIsA, mahesANA, vIjApura, zaMkA-sahAya na karavI? uMjhA, vi. nAnA moTA aneka gAma ane zaha. uttara-dravyathI sahAya karavI ane sAthe mAM pitAnuM sthAna jamAvyuM che. sAthe bhAvathI sanmArganuM bhAna karAvavuM ane jaina temaja brAhmaNa, paTela. darajI Adi ane sadAcAra Adi sanmArge caDAva jethI janetara kAmamAM paNa pote pagapesAro karyo che. navA pApa karmane tIvrabaMdha na thAya. eTale - 2200 bAvAsa gharamAM pite rAna gammata phaLa ApyA vinA bhagavAI jAya ane sadAcAra karI rahyuM che. dazathI paMdara hajAra mAnavInI AdithI pApane nAza thato jAya ane puNyanI draSTithI pasAra thatuM jAya che. vRddhi thatI jAya tethI duHkha ane azAnti sAcI keLavaNu sAcI zakti ane bAhya dhIme dhIme ochI thAya, ane sanmAga saMpatti paNa apAvanAra bALaka bAlikA vRddha maLavAthI Icchita sthaLe pahoMcI javAya. ane yuvAna strI purUSa darekane jJAnAmRtane ghuTaDo akhaMDa sAcuM sukha anubhavAya. tenuM sAdhana pAnAra. prathama naMbare vyAkhyAna zravaNa, bIje naMbare gAme gAma ane ghare gharamAM bela pustakonuM vAMcana, zravaNa ane vacana pachI karavA mATe lavAjama chuM, manana (vicAravuM) pachI heya ane upAdeyane viveka, eTale heya tyAga karavA lAyaka ane -: jJAnadAna eTale uttamamAM uttama dAna- upAdeya AdaravA lAyaka ema mana sAthe nizcaya. annadAnaM para dAnaM, vidyAdAnaM tato'dhikaM: pachI yathAzakti temAM zakti phere ane jana khiA vika, thAva vIsu vidyathA azakyamAM pazcAttApa kare Aja AbAdInuM A jagatamAM annadAnathI paNa vidyAdAna cita zAntinuM kAraNa ane Aja bAhya ane adhika zreSTha che. kAraNa ke dukhIne madada karI abhyantara lakSamI meLavavAnuM zastra.
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________________ sAbhAra svI.... kA.2 AcArya zrImadda kItisAgarajInA sUrIzvarajInA sadupadezathI 351, dANI cImanalAla trIbhovanadAsa, gaDha ranI satyapreraNAthI zrIjaina saMgha geDala 201, zrI jJAnakhAtethI hA, zrI jaina saMgha, gaDha 10, munirAjazrI vimalasAgarajInA sadupade. 101, dANa lImIcaMda trIbhavanadAsa , zathI zrIvijayadevasUra saMgha DabhoI 101, zrI, mehanalAla suracaMdabhAI , 7, zrI jaina - vikamaMDaLa baDanagara. 101, zrI kALIdAsa bhAyacaMda ,, 5, Ade, zrImadvijayarAmasUrijInI satva pa3, bIna tAM meTAderAsarasaMgha. baDanagara preraNAthI zrI jaina saMgha maMDAra 51, sAdhvI zrI. sUryaprabhAzrInA upadezathI 5, pU. paM. zrI prabhAva vijayajInA sadupa. zAvikAbenanA upAzrayathI muH gaDha dezathI jaina saMgha bhacAu (kaccha) 51, patiparva sA. zrI maneharazrInA sadupadezathI rANapuranivAsI...taraphathI sAbhAra svIkAra 35, zrI sazathi taraphathI pAlaNapura rAjA dhvI zrI vasaMtanA sadupadezathI 35, idIra sudarabAI mahilAzramanA upazAkhA saMdha taraphathI pU. sAibrIzrI viTAghajI jJAnakhAtA taraphathI. 25, 2. zrI jayaprabhAzrInI prerAthI-havelI uva zAnakhAtA taraphathI khaMbhAta 25, sArva.zrI guNAzrIjInA sadupadezathI thI hAraja jaina saMdha zeDa caMpakalAla ratanazIbhAI. 25, pU. mAdhvaja vasaMta zrIjInA sadupa dezathI jJAna khAtA mAMthI pUjyapAda gurU deva zrImad buddhisAgarajI prInTa pheTIo nImitte 11, 1 na hatAsaMgha banAvara (ma.pra.) 11, sA. zrI jayaprabhAzrIjInI preraNAthI zrI mahilA maMDaLa, viramagAma svargastha zeTha cunIlAla bhAyacaMda 11, prakAMDavakatA zrI bhuvanavijayajI gaNiva (rAdhejAvALA)
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________________ zrI bAbulAla cunIlAla kelkApura saraNathI zrI buddhiprabhA mAsikane bheTa vALA taraphathI temanA pitAzrInI muti ApyA che te badala kAryAlaya temane AbhAra nImita rUA. 101 zrI budhAlAla maMchArAmanI mAne che. rU. 102, pUchapAi upAdhyAyajI zrI kailAsasAgarajI ma. sAhebanA sadupadezathI mAruM (muMbaI) jaina saMgha taraphathI 34 ekavarSIya grAhakanA pU. paMnyAsajI subodhasAgarajInA sadupadezathI paMcavarSIya 16 zrImalADa jaina yuvakamaMDaLa 1 jayaMtilAla maNIlAla. malADa. 17 sevaMtIlAla kAMtilAla 2 rasikalAla ratIlAla ghIyA. ,, 18 amRtalAla padamazI bevapIya 16 bhogIlAla nAnacaMda 20 kapUracaMda vazarAma mahetA kArAvaDa 1 bApubhAI bAbulAla malADa. (sItalAnuM) vArSika 21 nagInadAsa raNachoDadAsa saMghavI, moTerAjI 1 zA kapuracaMda metIcaMda malADa, 22 bAbubhAI hIrAcaMda jhaverI mala3. 2 dezI nagInadAsa DuMgarazI 23 raNachoDadAsa nemacaMda 3 jhaverI caMdrakAMta caMdulAla kaddAvalI. 24 azokakumAra nAnAbhAI kAMdIvalI. 4 amRtalAla pUMjIrAma malADa, 25 ramaNIkalAla gaMbhIradAsa pArekha, malADa. 5 vakhArIyA vasaMtalAla manasukhalAla , 26 caMdrakAMta DAhyAlAla 6 vADIlAla lallubhAI ra7 zrI berIyA sTorsa 7 amRtalAla mehanalAla 28 bAbulAla hemacaMda zAha 8 bhUpatarAya nemacaMda 29 amRtalAla jIvarAja 9 paTalAla premajIbhAI 30 bhegIlAla trIkamalAla 10 lakhamazI nAnajI 31 semacaMda hemacaMda segAMva 11 khImajI jevata 3ra gIradharalAla narottamadAsa. malADa. 12 pratApacaMda hirAcaMda 33 pratApa enDa ku. muMbaI-2 13 caturabhAI AzArAma 34 mehanalAla padamazI malADa, 14 dhImaMtalAla prAgajIbhAI 35 bhUrAbhAI chaganalAla 15 kAMtilAla chaganalAla 36 cImanalAla rAjakaraNa
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________________ 47 37 amRtalAla cunIlAla malADa 15 bAbulAla ThAkarasiMha pUjaya munirAja zrI maharasAgarajI 16 bajalAla nabhubhAI mahArAja sAhebanA sadupadezathI 17 jayaMtilAla mohanalAla paMcavarSIya 18 caMdulAla nagInadAsa 19 hIrAlAla-jI-zAha 1 bhegIlAla caMdulAla mahetA. geregAma 20 khemacaMda tArAcaMda dezI 2 bApulAla mohanalAla che 21 nalinakAMta kezavalAla 22 ratilAla talakacaMda 1 sAkaralAla nAthubhAI cekasI. geremAma 23 rasikalAla bhogIlAla 2 kezavalAla rAyacaMda che 24 zAMtilAla hIrAlAla 3 nemacaMda khemacaMda 9 25 bhagavatIlAlajI pikharanuM 4 jesaMgalAla maNIlAla jhaverI. , 26 jetasIbhAI meghajIbhAI goregAma 5 bhegIlAla premacaMda jhaverI, goregAma 27 kezavalAla premacaMda 6 rasikalAla jeThAlAla zAha , 28 zAMtilAla kuMdanalAla bANuM 7 seva tIlAla maNIlAla che , 29 kaMcanalAla pipaTalAla 8 bhakhAcaMda daDacaMda che , 30 malAla ghelAbhAI 9 jayaMtilAla mohanalAla 31 navInacaMdra hIrAlAla 1bAbulAla-sI-koThArI phara trIkamalAla iTAlAla 11 manaharalAla mANekalAla 33 hIrAlAla manasukhalAla 12 rasikalAla DAhyAbhAI gAMdhI. 34 zrI vijayakaletha senTara 13 vakIla chaganalAla anarAja ha zeTha motIlAla. 14 mahAsukhalAla pipaTalAla 35 maNIlAla jhaveracaMda 0:::ma ..... 111 11:13:55.... , 1 -1 ka
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________________ aMtarano ukaLATa zamI gayo sA, puNya prabhA zrIjI ma hArA vahAlA vIra zuM mane Ama nidhAra rAkhata? ane kadAca tArI sAthe AvavA haTha ane ekalavA mukI jatAM tene koI ja na leta te zuM mArA AvavAthI mikSa saMkIrNa thayuM ? aMtima samaye mane dUra karatAM tArA banI jAta ? hRdayane jarA paNa seMbha thaze nahi ? A he anAthanA belI! A hRdaya duHkhathI tArA ziSyanI prItane visAratAM tane kaMI paNa UbharAI rahyuM che. tene sAMtvana AtA tArA asara na thaI? he prabhu! he vIra ! vinA keNa samartha che? prabhu! tAre te mArA prabhunI AjJAthI devarAma ba DrANa ne prati jevA cauda hajAra ziSya hatA tethI tane te bAdhavA gayela. gautamasvAmI jyAre pAchA vaLI mArI zI uNapa heya? paraMtu mArA nAtha? rahyA che tyAre teonA hRdaya AnaMdasAgara mAre te te eka ja ! mArI upa te dUra UchaLI rahyo che. prabhunI najIka jema jema karanAra have kaI nathI. prabhu! have huM prazno AvI rahyA che, tema tema teozrInA caraNamala kene puchIza? mArA saMzae keNa dUra karaze ? utsAhabhera vegabharyA upaDI rahyA che. ane A mArA vahAlA ! vadhu te mArA hRdayane e ja pramANe vicAra karI rahyA che. ke he prabho ! duHkha thAya che ke huM bhagavAna ne kone tAre asIma upakAra mArA para che. eka belAvIza? ane mane gautama karyuM ke ajJAna rUpI bhayAnaka gADha aMdhakAramAM huM bolAvaze ? hatuM ane IndrajALIo mAnatA hatA. AvA dayAnA sAgara vIra ! meM tArA para vizvAsa ajJAna aMdhArAmAM prabhu! te cittananI rAkhyuM. mArA vATe ja... kaI paNa cIrAga pragaTAvI A pramANe prabhu mahAvIranA upayoga na muko kharekhara bhu! te mane guNagAna gAtAM mArganuM ulaghana karI rahyA che. chetaryo. tyAM te mArgamAM ja ekadama vajAnA he svAmI ! nAtha vinAnuM sainya jema paDakAra samAna AghAta lAge tevA prabhu mahAvIra nirAdhAra bane che. tema tArA vinA ja ame mele padhAryAnA samAcAra jAya; prabhu mahAvIra nirAdhAra ane ekalavAyA banyA chIe. vibhu! nirvANa paMthe padhAryA jANI gautamasvAmI vIra ! vIra ! A pramANe vilApa karatAM zrI. nirAghAra bAlakanI jema AMsudhArA relAvatAM gautamavAmInA zrImukhe vIra zabdanI jayamALa aMtaranA udgAre kADhI rahyA che. cAlI. ane vIra vIra kahetA hadaya paTa para he hAra. dInadayAla vibhu ! ATalA vItarAga zabdanI jhAMkhI thaI samayamAM meM svapnamAM paNa tAre viyoga hA ! hA! huM te bhule. kAMI ja na je nathI. prabhu! tuM jarUra svAthI ja rahyo. sama ! prabhu mahAvIranA vacanone marma cho ? tArI pAse hatA te mokSa mAgamAM jAye nahIM. mehuvaze meM sAva viparIta bAdhaka thAta? athavA te tArI sAthe AvavA jANyuM. A ekapakSI rAgane vikAra ho ! mATe nAdAna bALakanI jema zuM tane pakaDI ( kamasa)
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________________ "buddhiprabhA" nAM mAnad pracAra | ? nAnAlAla hIrAlAla enDa ku. eDana kempa | 22 zrI gIradharalAla maMgaLadAsa re ra maNikalAla cImanalAla dANI jaina bhojanazALA, mAtara 20 baratalA sTrITa, kalakattA. | | 2 3 zrI lallubhAI rAyacaMda - 3 nAnAlAla cImanalAla C/o bhArata voca kuAM. sTezanaroDa, ANaMda zAhapurI peTha, kolhApura (mahArASTra) | 24 bApulAla motIlAla 4 zrI. kezavalAla vADIlAla bhI'vaDI (jI. thANA) vAsaNanA vahepArI, kaMsArA bajAra, naDIAda. || jayaMtIlAla lallubhAI dalAla, para-ca'pAgalI, | 25 ramaNalAla jecaMdabhAI, kApaDa bajAra, dapaDhavA ja | muMbaI~re | 26 haragoviMdadAsa saMprItadAsa adhyApaka huM re janIkAnta 'gIradharalAla * zrI abhayadevasUri jJAnamaMdira, kapaDavaMja. 55 gerIka devajI sTrITa, cothe mALe, muMbaI-3 ra7 zeTha manubhAI mANekalAla, AMtrolI. | cha dANI popaTalAla lakSmIcaMda 28 naTavaralAla bhAyajI 6 3, dhanajI sTrI), muMbaI== junI darajI bajAra, rAjakoTa 8 maNIlAla choTAlAla maNIya tIpADo 29 nagInadAsa jasarAja, jIvananivAsa, pAlitANA ghIvaTamAM, pATaNa 30 dInakararAva mohanalAla, dhobI zerI, zihora 9 gaNeza paramAra herI menazana, kamalaTakIjha sAme. muMbaI-4 | (saurASTra) 10 zrI. hasamukhabhAI rAyacaMda 3 1 pAri nyAlacaMda DAthAbhAI. ziyANI limaDI thai 140, zIyApura, vaDodarA. 32 bhogIlAla narottamadAsa pelerAvALA 11 zAMtilAla kezavalAla devazAnI pADAnI sAme, | C/o oke ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhI-surendranagara anila nivAsa, trIje mALe amadAvAda, 33 paTavA ramaNalAla ratIlAla 12 amRtalAla sakaracaMda ANaMdIyAnI khaDakI, vIramagAma | ratanapeLa, jhaverIvADamAM AMbalI pALa, amadAvAda, 34 manasukhalAla amaratalAla kATapITIyA :13 caMdulAla ema. parIkha, gusA pArekhanI pAla, rAjakAvADe, abajI mahetAno pADa pATaNa derAsara pAsenI khaDakImAM, amadAvAda. | 3pa adhyApaka jecaMdabhAI nemacaMda khetaravasI, pATaNa 3 6 bhogIlAla amathAlAla vakhArIyA | 14 ratIlAla kezavalAla prAMtIjavALA | Co zrImad buddhisAgarasUri jaina jJAna maMdira | dhatAtAranI pALa amadAvAda, vIjApura (u. gu.). | 15 zrI babaladAsa dIpacaMda, nAgajI bhutharano pALa, | sAdhu zrI ghaMTAkarNa mahAvIranI peDhI (munIma), | derAsaravALA khAMce. amadAvAda mu. mahuThI tA. vIjApura (u, gu) 1 jaina prakAzana maMdira, 309 4 DozIvADAnI poLa, | / gIlAla cImanalAla, upAzraya pAse, mahesANA amadAvAuM. 39 zrI. manasukhalAla laheracada cANamAM | 17 nAgaradAsa amathAlAle mahuDIvALA | 40 zrI. haragovIndradAsa lIlAcaMda dhINoja | 21/ jaina sosAyaTI, amadAvAda-9. | 41 mAstara ena, bI, zAha jena jJAna maMdIra 18 munIma kAntilAla haThIsIMgabhAI zrImALI pALa, bharUca jaina daherAsaranI peDhI, naroDA | Yra cImanalAla ratanama da sAMDesara 1Dha bAbulAla caMdulAla, dIpakabhuvana jaina derAsara pAse rAjapura (DIsA) che. banAsakAMThA). | maNInagara, amadAvAda-8 | 43 jesaMgalAla larumIcaMda dANI, gaDha (jI. banAsakAMThA) 20 sAgaragaccha kamITInI peDhI, sANaMda | 44 manubhAi khImacaMda AMkalAva | 21 dalasukhabhAI gAviMdajI mahetA, sANaMda ] 45 caturadAsa bhIkhAbhAI vaTAdarA
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________________ BUDDHIPRABHA-CAMBAY Regd. No. B, 9045 cAlu saphare. zuM Apa "buddhiprabhA" nA grAhaka banyA ? je na banyA hoya te Aje ja grAhaka sabhya tarIke nAma noMdhAvo. 6 buddhiprabhA" eTale zrI 108 graMthapraNetA yogavijetA mahAna vibhUti adhyAtmajJAnadivAkara zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI vicAradhArA vahetuM karatuM sAmayika buddhiprabhA" eTale saraLane subodha bhASAmAM jaina dharmanI phIlasuphI samajavatuM mAsika. "buddhi prabhA" eTale yugabaLa sAthe doDatuM vAMcana. e gaMbhIra tatvajJAna pIrase che. e samAja dharma, sevA, vi, nA savAlonI taTastha carcA kare che. e dara eke sAhitya rocaka vArtAo vaMcAva che ane navIna zailIthI bhASAnI jhamaka raju karatI ciMtanakaNikAo temAM Ave che. jayotirdharanA saMkSiptamAM jIvana AlekhI aMjalI che. e zAsananA samAcAra tamane jaNAve che, ane varasamAM traNa traNa vizeSAMko Ape che." mAtra beja varasamAM eNe traNa hajAra gharanuM uddhATana karavA sAthe potAnuM sthAna jamAvyuM che. ane kuTuMbIonA aMtaramAM prakAza pAtharyo che. - &* buddhiprabhA ?? e gAnanI gaMgA ** buddhimabhA " eTale jIvananaiyAne bhava kInAre batAvatI dIvAdAMDI A badhuM hovA chatA lavAjama temaja jAhera khabaranA cAja" jJAnapracAranA hetuthI dhANAja ochI rAkhavAmAM Avela che. pAMca varasanA grAhakanA rUA. 13 : 00 be varasanA grAhakanA rUA. 5 : 50 traNuM che ke, rUA. 8 : 00 eka ,, ,, mAtra traNa rUpiyA lavAjamanI sucanA * mA bIjA varSanA chelA eka che, gha | cAhakonuM lavAjama A ake purU thAya che, to jenuM eka varSanuM lavA ja ba bAkI hoya tene 3. rAA ane e varSanuM lavAjama bAkI hoya tene rUA. 5) kAryAlaya upara , ma. e. thI mokalI ApavA, je aMka 20 mI pachIthI kahyuM ke thayelA che temanA mATe A sUcanA nathI.tenI noMdha levI ane navA varSanA lavAjamanA rUpiyA traNa ekalA mAkhavA. tamAma prakAranA patravyavahAra tathA vigato mATe lakheH zrI. taMtrIe, 'buddhiprabhA" kAryAlaya, - dAdA sAhebanI poLa, khaMbhAta, ; mA mAsika bhANekalAla harajIvanadAsa zAhe "gujarAta TAImsa' prinTIMga presa naDIAdamAM chApyuM ane tenA . prakAza buddhiprabhA sa rakSa ka ma DaLa vatI hiMmatalAla choTAlAla traNa daravAjA khaMbhAtamAMthI pragaTa karyuM.