Atmanand Prakash Pustak 075 Ank 05 06

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531848/1

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USIQ gAma sa'. 83 (cAlu) vIra saM. 2504 vikrama saM', 20.34 phAgaNa-caitra vArSika lavAjama rUA. cha mahAvIra janmakalyANaka vizeSAMka THEREFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE%FFFERENT zrI mahAvIra laganI lAgI | ( cAla-raghupati rAghava rAjA... ) E jaya mahAvIra, jaya mahAvIra, jaya jaya jaya jaya, jaya mahAva 2. 1 , ke trizalAnaMda zrI mahAvIra, siddhArathanA lADalA vIra. 2 | = kSatriya kuLa jamyA zUravIra, kSatriya kuMDa upanyA vaDavIra. 3 bhArata puNya panetA vIra, ahiMsAnA avatAra he vIra. 4 [ ka ruNAnidhi zamasamanidrara, samatAnA bha'DAra he vIra. 5 = sAgara sama je che gabhIra, suragiri sama je che dhIra.. E bhava dAvAnaLa zAmaka nIra, vizvoddhAraka zrI mahAvIra. 7 - jJAna dIpaka pragaTAvI sucira, jaganA tAraNahAra hai vIra. 8 namIe namAvI nizadina zira, suranara hRdayanA hAra he vIra. 9, ke ahiMsA payagambara vIra, kApe kIrti kama ja jIra. 10 mA fif f1451461451451461454145146145174574574675674614715474475 na jaina dharmanA siddhAMta mane ghaNA ja priya che. mArI e IcchA che ke mRtyu pachI hu' jaina parIvAramAM janama lauM. -jyoja barnArDa zai - jainadarzana svataMtradazana che. huM mAro nizcaya jaNAvuM chuM ke jaina dharma e mULa | dharma che, sarva dazanAthI taddana jude ane svataMtra che. prAcIna bhAratavarSamAM tattvajJAna ane - dhArmika jIvanano abhyAsa mATe te ghaNo agatyanuM che. -jarmana haoN0 harmana jekebI 1951-154-544145144154155156157457551514145146145454545454545454545 saw HREFERREFEREFEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE in 6 :: LFFY5 | prakAzaka : zrI je na AbhAna 6 sabhA-bhAvanagara ' pustaka : 75 ] mArca-eprila : 1978 [ aMka : pa...6 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: anukramaNikA : lekha | lekhaka pRSTha # aha" mahAvIra jinazvara ( kAvya ) AcArya zrI buddhisAgarasUrI 69 bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmI zAstrI rameza lAlajI gAlA 70 abhigraha zrI maNIlAla vanamALIdAsa zeTha 73 sadAlaputrane niyativAda ra zrI adhyAyi 77 , aparigrahano AnaMda DaoN. kumArapALa desAI 79 'mati tevI gati " ane " svabhAva tevo prabhAva " Do. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI 81 bhagavAna mahAvIrano audAryavAda 5. zrI pUrNAna--vijaya mahArAja 83 jIvana ane jagatane amRtamaya karanAra jJAnopAsakanI cira vidAya ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI 87 Do. narottamadAsa kApaDIyA kundanikA kApaDIA 91 apUrva avasara e kyAre Avaze zrImad rAjacaMdra 94 zrImad rAjacaMdranI sIddha pada bhAvanA sarayubena mahetA 95 sva. priya mitra ramaNabhAI zeTha gulAbacaMda lalubhAI 99 samAcAra saMcaya - - 100 | A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya zrI harIlAla jeThAlAla lAkhANI (dIravALA ) bhAvanagara e Adarza svAmivAtsalya ane sevAbhAvi svayasevako svAmivAtsalya saMvata 2073 nA bhAdaravA suda 5 nA roja zrImati raMbhAbena gulAbacaMda ANaMdajInA AtmazreyArthe zrI sa ghanI uchAmaNIthI karavAmAM Avela hatuM. A svAmivAtsalya bahu rUDI rIte karevAmAM AvyuM hatuM. te | zrI saMdha jamADavAnI vyavasthA nANAvaTI zrI ramaNikalAla mANekacaMda tathA zrI nirmaLAbena " ramaNikalAla tathA saghanI kamiTi taraphathI zreSTha hatI ane temAM svayaM sevakenI sevA anupama hatI. che A sevA bhAvi svayaM sevakonI sevA sikatA joIne vicAra Ave che ke A utsAhI svayasevakenI eka meTI kamiTidvArA svaya sevA maMDaLa juthanI racanA thAya to te dvArA samAjo pagI ghaNuM agatyanA kAryo saMdha ja maNanI sevA uparAMta thaI zake. AjanA yuvAne sAcI sevA karavA jha khe che. je te e A kArya AnaMdapUrvaka upADI le to A paNA samAjane ghaNA phAyadA thaze AzA che ke AvI eka jarUrI zubha pravRttine hAtha mAM levA ApaNAM nA sevAbhAvI ba dhue kaTIbaddha thaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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i * taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zAha * varSa : 75 | vi. saM. 2034 phAgaNa-caitra ! mArca-eprila 1978 | aMka : 5-6 ahe mahAvIra jinezvara ahe" mahAvIra jinezvara, jApa japuM dina rAta re, prabhu viNa bIjuM kAMI na IcchuM, mAta pitA tuM jAta re. 1 parA payaMti madhyamAM vaikharI, jApe TaLe sahu pApa re; rAga dveSa na pAse Ave, jApa japatA amApa re. 2 jyAM tyAM aMtara bAhira dhAraNuM, trATaka tuja upayoga re; jIma na hAle mAnasa jApe, pragaTe AnaMda bhoga re. 3 jaDa cetana sahu vizvamAM prabhunI, sattA dhAraNA yoga re; Ame mahAvIra sattA pragaTe, thAta karma viyoga re. 4 prabhu tuja jApanA dhUpathI nAse, dubuddhi durgadha re. kSaNa kSaNa Atama zuddhi vRddhi, Atama thAya abaMdha re. 5 prabhu jApe prabhu ghaTamAM prakAzyA, prakaTI sukhanI khumArI re; buddhisAgara mahAvIra laganI, prakaTI na utare utArI re. 6 MAHAVIR sabase vIra prabhu muja hAlA; vIra prabhu muja hAlA sabase. vIra vIra nitya raTana karuM chuM, pIvA prabhu guNa pyAlA. sabaseM. vIranI sevA mIThA mevA, vIra ana dhaTa sAcuM; vIra vacanAmRta pIdhuM jeNe, lAge saha tasa kAcuM. sabaseM. vIranI bhaktimAM sahu zakti, bhakti vinA sahu meLuM vira nAme bhaya saghaLA nAse, manaDuM have gheluM. sabaseM. A racayitA : AcArya zrI preme prabhunI bhakti karUM nitya, bhakti sukhakara sAcI; buddhisAgara huM te vIranA nAme rahiye rAcI. sabaseM.. che buddhisAgarasUrizvarajI ma. For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmI ja yrgyz # # # # # # # # 2 lekhaka : zAstrI rameza lAlajI gAlA gAma-lAyanI moTA caitra suda terasanAM, jamyA vIra bhagavAna; rAjA siddhArthanA ghera vaye jaya jayakAra, madhyadezanAM kSatriyakuMDa zaheramAM AjathI divasa. te divase bhagavAna mahAvIra siddhArthanA 2576 varSa pahelA bhagavAna mahAvIradevane ghera janma le che. janma thayo. vIra bhagavAnanA janma vakhate bhagavAnane janma mahotsava karavA cosaTha bhArata bhUmimAM hiMsAne pravAha vahI rahyo hate. Indro, chappana digakumArIo ane bIjA A hiMsA ja dharmanA nAmane chupAvI rahI hatI. asaMkhya deve suragirI upara Ave che, ane koI dharmane jANanAra A avanI para na hate. bhagavAnane janmabhava kare che. jyAre vIrane mANasa mANasane, pazu pazune khAya evo samaya jIva trizalA mAtAnI kukSimAM AvyA tyArathI te vakhate hate. paNa hiMsArUpa mahA sarpiNIne siddhArthane ghera dhana-dhAnya vageremAM vRddhi thavA nAza karavA vIra bhagavAne bhAratabhUmi upara avatAra lIdhe. lAgI. A kAraNathI mAtApitAe putranuM nAma vardhamAna" rAkhyuM. vardhamAna nAnapagathI mAyALu keI paNa mAtA mahAna puruSane janma hatA. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa teo niDara tathA Ape tyAre cauda svapna jue che. rAjA vIra hatA. have vardhamAna caMdranI kaLAnI jema siddhArtha patni trizalAnI kukSie paNa jyAre vRddhi pAmavA lAgyA. vardhamAna jyAre ATha mahAvIra svAmIne jIva Ave che tyAre te cauda varSanA thAya che, tyAre mAtApitA tene nizALe mahAsvapna jue che. prabhAte UThI svapnanI bhaNavA mokale che. vardhamAna te jJAnayukta hatA, vAta te pitAnA pati siddhArtha rAjAne kahe che. tethI temane kaI jJAnanI jarUra na hatI. varSa rAjA siddhArtha paNa mahAna jyotiSIne belAvI mAna jayAre nizALamAM bhaNatA hatA, tyAre trizalAe nirakhelA svapnanuM phaLa pUchAve che. Indra temanI parIkSA karavA eka brAhvANanuM rUpa tyAre jyotiSI kahe che ke, he mahAnubhAva ! dhAraNa karI vardhamAnanI pAse Ave che. ane ApanA kuLane te zuM paNa tribhuvanamAM prakAza jarA judA prazno paMDitane pUchavA lAgyA. kaI phelAvanAra mahAna vibhUtine janma ApanA javAba ApI zakayA nahi. jyAre vardhamAne ghera thavAno che. A vAtanI rANIne khabara paDe tarata ja te praznonA uttaro ApI dIdhA. A che, te paNa AnaMdathI divaso pasAra kare che. pramANe joI loko navAI pAmavA lAgyA. samaya jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. jotajotAmAM raMgaraMgIlI vasaMtaRtu AvI pahoMcI. A divase jatAM vardhamAna yauvanavayamAM praveze mahAna vasaMtaRtu temAM paNa caitra suda terasane che. vardhamAnanA lagna mATe ThekaThekANethI mAMga 7 0 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Ave che, paNa vardhamAnanuM mana saMsAra bhega- rahyA. have madhyarAtrie bhayaMkara rUpane dhAraNa vavAmAM rahetuM nathI, paNa mAtA pitAnA AgrahathI karI, nAcato kudate yakSa bhagavAnane herAna yazodA nAmanI kanyA sAthe lagna kare che. samaya karavA lAge, paNa bhagavAna te jarA paNa jatAM vardhamAnane priyadarzanA nAme putrI thaI calAyamAna thayA nahi bhagavAnane sthira ubhelA ane A priyadarzanAnA lagna jamAli nAmanA joI yakSe vicAra karyo, A te kaI alaukika rAjakumAra sAthe karyA. vibhUti che ema samajI krodhane zamAvI, mAnava have jyAre bhagavAnanI uMmara 28 varSanI nI tAnA rUpamAM AvI, bhagavAnanA caraNamAM paDaye. thaI tyAre temanA mAtapitA svarge sidhAvyA, ane kahyuM ke he vIra! Apa have ahIM ja tethI temanuM mana dikSA pratye derAvA lAgyuM. cAturmAsa kare. bhagavAna chavasthAmAM hovAthI bhagavAne pitAnA moTAbhAI naMdivardhana pAse kAMI javAba Apyo nahi paNa tyAM ja cAtujaI dIkSAnI rajA mAgI. paraMtu vaDIlabaMdhu rmAsa karyuM. AvA bhayaMkara upasargo sahana karatA naMdivardhane kahyuM "he mArA vahAlA bhAI! eka karatA ghAtI karmone kSaya karI pAMcamuM te mAtApitAne viga ane temAM tuM dIkSA kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. levA jAya te e kenAthI sahana thAya? mATe bhagavAna mahAvIradeva kevaLajJAna meLavyA he bhAI ! huM kahuM chuM ke hajI be varSa pachI gAma, nagara, vagere dezomAM vicarI satata rahI pachI bhale dIkSA leje." A pramANe bhavika janene samajAvavA vANIdhArA varSAvavA moTAbhAIne kahevAthI vardhamAnasvAmI be varSa lAgyA. Ama 30 varSa kevaLIpaNe rahI bhAvika Asaktirahita vadhu saMsAramAM rahyA. A be varSa janene bodha ApatA saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA daramiyAna eka varSa sudhI satata dAna ApyuM. samajAvatA pAvapurI tirthe nirvANa pAmyA. tyAra pachI bhagavAne trIsa varSe paMcamuSTi keca karI saMyamanA mArge prasthAna karyuM. vIra bhagavAne Aje vIra bhagavAnanA nirvANa divasane jyAre pAMca mahAvratane svIkAra karyo te vakhate 2504muM varSa cAlI rahyuM che. AcArya hemacaMdra temane cothuM mana:paryavajJAna utpanna thayuM. pitAnA "triSaSTi zalAkA puruSa caritra" graMthamAM lakhyuM che ke mahAvIrane dehavilaya zrI vIra bhagavAna ekalA ja pitAnA karmo jANI badhA rAjAoe dravyanA dipaka karyA. khapAvavA anArya dezamAM gamana kare che. anAya tyArathI ApaNe dipotsavI divALI] parva dezamAM vicaratA bhagavAna asthika gAmamAM UjavIe chIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra A ava AvyA, tyAM "zUlapANI nAmanA yakSanA madira sapatharInA chellA tIrthakara che. bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse AvyA. te zUlapANI bhayaMkara svabhAvane deva vidvAna brAhmaNone dIkSita karI gaNadhare hate. tarIke jAhera karyA. aneka rAjAoe paNa jyAre mahAvIra zulapANInA maMdira pAse anuyAyitva svIkAryuM. emanuM zAsana AjaAvyA tyAre lokoe kahI dIdhuM ke vIra ! sudhI avicchina rahyuM che. bhagavAna mahAvIre tame ahIMthI cAlyA jAe, kAraNa ke ahIMthI sAdhu, sAdhavI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikAne saMla kaI jIvate jatuM nathI. bhagavAna te niDara sthA. je caturvidha saMghathI oLakhAya che. hatA. teo te samabhAva dhAraNa karI maMdiramAM bhagavAna ApaNane ghaNuM samajAvI gayA che; mArca-eprila, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mahAvIrane upadeza e hato ke sarva jIvo thAya che, ane karmathI ja AmAM mahAtmA sukhane Irache che. duHkha koIne gamatuM nathI, tathA paramAtmAne dhAraNa kare che. mahAvIra kahe pachI bhale kIDI hoya ke hAthI, paNa sukha no che ke parigraha e mahA pApa che mATe kaI paNa sAthI che. duHkhamAM koIne herAna na karo tema vastu khapa karatA vadhAre na rAkhavI. jJAna, sukhamAM koInI IrSyA na karavI. AtmAne darzana ane cAritra e traNa mokSamArganA uddhAra AtmA pote ja karI zake che. strI tathA pagathiyA che. ema mahAvIra sa deze che. AcArya puruSa baMnene zAstra zravaNa tathA dharmAcaraNane samanta bhaTTe vIranI stuti karatAM kahyuM che ke, sarakho adhikAra che. sarvAMpadAmantakara niranta', sarvodaya tIrtha mida tavairA sarva ApattionuM aMta lAvanAra ane bhagavAna mahAvIradeva saMdeza ApatA kahe che ke karma siddhAMtanuM hArda e che ke jagata anaMta tAruM A tIrtha sarvodaya karanAra che. anAdi ane anaMta hovAthI jagatkartA izvara Ama A carama tIrthaMkara mahAvIrasvAmInA nathI. judA judA AtmAo che ane temane saMdeze aneka pApI mANasone mokSagamI karyA kamonusAra phaLa bhegavavA paDe che. kama vaDe ja che aneka bhavya AtmAoe siddhapada meLavyuM jIva cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa kare che ane che. Aje ApaNe vIra prabhunA zAsanamAM chIe. karma vaDe ja jIva manuSya, Izvara ane paramezvara e zAsana haMmezA jayavaMtu te evI bhAvanA. * suvAsita pupa * tAvika AnaMdanI prApti samAdhinI siddhithI thAya che, samAdhinI siddhi cittanI ekAgratAthI thAya che, cittanI ekAgratA yathArtha bodha ane sthiratAnA abhyAsathI thAya ane te sthiratA Indriyajaya karavAthI niSpanna thAya che. A prakAre tAttvika AnaMdanuM kAraNa saMyamanI ArAdhanA che mATe viziSTa prayatna karIne paNa jitendriya thavAne abhyAsa dareka mokSAthIne mATe anivArya banI jAya che. kame karIne abhyAselA suvicAranA baLathI saMkalpabaLa vadhe che ane te vadhavAthI cAritrabaLa khIle che. sAcuM cAritrabaLa tene ja kahI zakAya ke jenAthI manuSya dainika jIvanamAM aneka prakAranA prabhano ane parIkSAomAMthI saphaLatApUrvaka pAra utarI zake ane mahine vaza thayA vagara potAnA jIvananI siddhine prApta karavA bhaNuM aDaga nirdhAra sahita jhajhUme. dharma sarvazreSTha maMgaLa che. kaye dharma? ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa rUpI dhama, je manuSyanuM citta AvA dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM niraMtara lAgeluM rahe che te dhanya che, tene devatAo paNa namaskAra kare che. sarva prakAranA jJAnanuM phaLa cAritranI zuddhi thavI te che. zarIrane pApakarmo karatuM rokavuM, nahIM te mana niraMkuza raheze. zarIranA saMyama sAthe manane paNa saMyama karavo jarUrI che. AvA aMtaraMga ane bahiraMga saMyamanI siddhi arthe daDha pratijJA eka gaDha jevuM kAma kare che. ane sarva prakAranA prabhanethI bacAvIne ApaNane saMyamanA mArgamAM sthira kare che. (rAjapamAMthI udhRta) (9 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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abhi graha lekhaka : maNilAla vanamALI zeTha bI.e. bhagavAna mahAvIra ane caMdanabALA bhagavAna mahAvIre vicaratAM kauzAmbI nagarImAM praveza karyo. tyAM zatAnika nAme bhUpAla ane ceTaka mahArAjAnI putrI mRgAvatI temanI rANI. sugupta nAme pradhAna ane naMdA nAme pradhAnanI bhAryA. e ja zaheramAM vepArI AlamamAM nAka samAna dhanAvaha nAme zreSThI mULa nAmanI bhAryA sAthe vasatA hatA. bhagavAne poSa mAsanI vadI ekame e duSkara abhigraha dhAraNa karyo ke, "page lekhaMDI sAMkaLathI bAMdhela hoya, mAthe muMDana karAvela, zekabhArathI AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe gaduga6 vANIthI retI hoya, eka paga gharanI aMdara ane bIjo bahAra haya, traNa divasanI bhUkhI, pite rAjakanyA hovA chatAM dAsI paNAnuM duHkha pAmI hoya, badhA bhikSuko bhikSA laI nivRtta thayA hoya evA samaye teNI je supaDAmAMnA aDadanA bAkaLAthI mane pratilAle te mAre pAraNuM karavuM" A pramANe abhigraha karI bhagavAna bhamavA lAgyA. A rIte dhArI bhikSA nahi maLavAthI bhagavAne cAra mAsa pUrNa karyA ane ekaThA sugupta maMtrIne bhavanamAM praveza karyo. bhAryA na dA harSathI pulakIta thaI gaI. bhagavAnane oLakhI lIdhA ane bhAvathI bhikSA dharI paraMtu bhagavAna lIdhA vagara bahAra nIkaLI gayA. sunaMdA khUba gamagIna banI gaI vicAra karatAM sunaMdAe mAnyuM ke jarUra kaMI abhigraha have joIe, nahIMtara Ama bane nahi. maMtrI AvatAM duHkhA hRdaye bolI : "tamArA amAtyapaNumAM dhULa paDI ! je bhagavAnane abhigraha na jANI zake te ! " maMtrI vimAsaNamAM paDyA. vAta vadhatI rANI mRgAvatI pAse AvI pahoMcI. rANIe rAjA zatAnikane bhAre upAlabhya Ape, "he rAjana ! durgatinA muLarUpa A rAjyabhArathI viveka mAtra cukI gayA che. jethI eTaluM paNa jANavAnI phurasada nathI ke bhagavAna kayAM vicare che"? pachI bhagavAnanA abhigrahanI sAMbhaLelI vAta jaNAvI. sugupta maMtrIe dharma zAstrI pAThaka tavavAdIone bolAvyA ane thayela vyatikara sa bhaLAvyAparaMtu bhagavAnanA abhigrahane kaI tAga pAmI zakyA nahi. chevaTe leke bhagavAnane bhAtabhAtanI bhikSA dharavA lAgyA paraMtu dhAraNA pramANe bhikSA nahi maLavAthI amlAna ane adInabhAve bhagavaMta kauzAMbImAM vicare che. kayAM caMpane rAjamahela ane kyAM dhanAvaha zeThanI A aMdhArI oraDI! kayAM bhAta bhAtanA bhajana ane kyAM A aDadanA bAphelA bAkaLA ! bAkaLA te bAkaLA, paNa atyAre koI muni ke atithi AvI caDe te kevuM sAruM ! emane herAvyA pachI mukhamAM keLIo mUkavAnuM sadbhAgya prApta thAya te duHkhamAM paNa sukhanI avadhi ja gaNAya ne!" mAca-eprila, 1978 7 For Private And Personal Use Only

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A tarapha carapurUSoe zatAnika rAjAne kahyuM ke caMpApurIne dadhivAhana rAjA kamajora thaI gayA che. mATe vera vALavAnI A suMdara taka che. A sAMbhaLI raNabherI vagaDAvI ane sainya trATakayuM caMpA upara ane nagarIne gherI lIdhI. dadhivAhana jIva laIne bhAgye. rAjA zatAnike sainyamAM uddaghoSaNA karAvI ke "jene je joIe te laI zake che, keInI rokaTeka nahi thAya." nagarI luMTAtA, saunI sAthe nAsatA bhAgatA dadhivAhana rAjAnI paTTarANI dhAriNI potAnI putrI vasumatI sAthe Amatema palAyana karatAM eka rAjasevakane hAtha caDI. dhAriNInuM rUpa lAvaNya jotAM moha pAmI mArge jatAM lokone kahevA lAgyuM, "A mArI patnI thaze ane kanyAne vecI nAkhIza" AvuM pUrve kadI nahIM sAMbhaLela rANI vicAravA lAgI. arere huM ceTakane tyAM kema janmI ! dadhivAhana rAjAe mane paTTarANIpade zA mATe sthApI ! arere arare huM kevI hInabhAgI ! are huM zIlabhaMgane kema sahana karI zakIza! pANI mAMgatAM dUdha maLatuM evI A mArI tanayA para hAthamAM jatAM jIvana kema dhAraNa karI zakaze ! A rIta tIvra duHkhathI nirAza ane hatAza thayela dhAriNIne jIva akasmAta hRdaya bhedIne nIkaLI gayo. rANInuM akALa mRtyu jaI rAjasevake vicAra karyo "mArA durbhAvanuM A pariNAma ! arere khuba aniSTa thayu, have vadhAre kAMI nahiM belatAM kauzAMbInA caTAmAM jaI, kanyAne vecavA mATe ubhI rAkhI. dharma karma saMyoge, puSya yoge te mArge jatAM dhanAvaha zeThanI najara paDI. aho ! AkRtithI jotAM A kanyA keI sAmAnya duhitA nathI. dhanAvaha zeTha niHsaMtAna hovAthI putrI tarIke pALavA mATe ane vakhata jatAM tene svajanenA hAthamAM seMpI devAze ema dhArI bahu dravya ApI zeTha e tanayAne ghera laI AvyA. kenI dIkarI! zuM banyuM ! tArA mA-bApa koNa?" vagere ghaNA prazno karyA paraMtu vasumati mauna ja rahI. khUba gabharAyela che ema mAnIne zeThe mULA zeThANIne belAvIne kahyuM jo A tanayAne ApaNI putrI tarIke saMbhALIne rAkhavAnI che, samajI!" vasumati zeThane tyAM sukhe rahevA lAgI ane pitAnI sAmya prakRtithI teNIe senA mana jItI lIdhA. koI pUche tyAre pitAnuM nAma caMdanA che ema kahetI-divasa vitAvatA bALa yauvana vayane pAmI. yuvAnInA vege caMdanAnuM lAvaNya khuba vikasita pAmyuM, kuvalaya samAna lezana vistRta thayAM tathA kAjaLa samAna kRSNa kezapAza dIrghatvane pAmyA. sarvAge rUpavatI joIne mULA zeThANInA manamAM durbhAva janamyo "rakhene ! jo dahADe zeTha A kanyAne paraNIne mArI upara zakya tarIke ThokI besADe te! mATe A kAMTo kADhatheja chuTake. evuM vicArI chidra jevA lAgI. . ekadA dhanAvaha zeTha garamInI mosamamAM bahArathI parasevAthI rebajeba thaIne AvyA. sevakanI gerahAjarI hovAthI, pAda prakSAlana karavA vinayI evI caMdanA pANIne loTa laIne gajagAminI cAle bahAra AvI. zeThe nivAravA chatAM pitA samAna zeThanA paga devA lAgI. dIrgha kezakalApa, baMdhana DhIluM thatAM nIce jamIna upara paDyo. "kAdavamAM na AtmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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paDe " ema dhArI hAthamAM rahela lAkaDI vatI uMcA karI nivikAra manathI keza kalApa zeThe bAMdhI dIdhA. A tarapha nira'tara chidra jovAnA abhyAsavALI mULAe A banAva najara najara oyA ane ciMtavavA lAgI "pUrva* me je tarka karyAM hatA te zaMkA vinA huve bilakula sAcA TharyAM, have vAta AgaLa vadhe te pahelAM ja ThekANuM pADI devu joie. " vizrAMti bAda zeTha jevA bahAra gayA ke taratamAM adekhI mULAe hajAmane melAvI caMdanAnuM zira muMDAvI, bahu tADana karI, page lekhaMDanI sAMkaLa jaDI eka dUranA makAnamAM pUrI tenA kamADa baMdha karyAM ane pijanane AkrozapUrvaka jaNAvyuM ke " A banAvanI jANa jo kAie zeThane karI che te tenA AnAthI bhayaMkara hAla thaze. " AvuM kALu kAma karI mULA zeThANI pAtAnA pIyara cAlI gaI, para'tu 'pApa chApare caDIne pAkAre che' e kahevata mULA jANe bhUlI ja gaI traNa traNa divasa thaI gayA. ca'kranAnA kazA ja samAcAra nahi maLatAM zeTha samakSa eka meATI samasyA khaDI thaI gaI. saunA heATha ja jANe sIvAI gayA. zeThanI buddhi jANe mahera mArI gaI. have zeThane! prakeApa jAgI uThyo. jarA sakhta hAthe kAma levAnI jarUra jaNAI. eka DozImAe hIMmata dAkhavI. mULA zeThANInA bhaya tA hateA ja chatAM "maDAne vIjaLInA ze! bhaya" ema mAnIne zeThanI samakSa kharI hakIkata jAhera karI dIdhI. sAMbhaLatAM ja je eraDAmAM caMdanA ekAMtavAsa, upavAsa ane paga meDInI vinA doSe sajA bhogavatI paDI hatI te tarapha zeThe DhoTa mUkI ane caMdanAne dIna-malIna veSamAM bahAra lAvyA. be divasa pahelAMnI caMdanA ane AjanI caMdranA vacce jamIna AsmAna jeTale pharaka dekhAya. pagamAM ja jIranI eDI. dRzya joyu* jAya nahi. traNa divasanI bhUkhI tarasI caMdanAne mATe bIjuM kAMI sulabha nahiM hAvAthI gheADA aDadanA bAkaLA eka supaDAmAM rAkhI leADhAnI eDIe teDAvavA luhArane khelAvI lAvavA zeTha luhAranI keDa tarapha gayA. A tarapha kauzAMbI jevI samRddhizALI nagarImAM AvA leAkamAnya, rAjamAnya, devapUjya mahA tapasvI muThI dhAna lIdhA vagara bhUkhyone bhUkhyA ja pAcho vaLe te joine nagaravAsIone uMgha ane AhAra paNa akArA thaI paDyA. jyAM sudhI abhigraha purA na thAya tyAM sudhI e prabaLa tapasvI upavAsa upara upavAsa khecye ja jAya che. cAra cAra mahInAnA bhUkhyA aNAhArI tapasvIne joine hajAro sra puruSAnI AMkhA bhInI bane che. kANu jANe ene zu joitu haze. bhagavAna mahAvIrane abhigraha jANavAnI koInAmAM zakti naheAtI ane kadAca jANavA maLe tA paNa te pramANe yeAjanA thavI prAyaHazakaya hatI. dhanAvahu zeThanA gharanA uMbarAmAM beThelI, traNa traNa divasanI upavAsI caMdanA, raMka ezIyALI vadanavALI cakranA peAtAnI paristhitinA vicAra karatI hoya ema lAge che. mArca-eprila, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only 75

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caMdanA a vI bhAvanA bhAvatI hatI teTalAmAM bhikSA mATe pharatA tanidhi bhagavAna mahAvIra samIpa AvatAM dekhAyA. caMdanA bhaktibhAvathI ubhI thavA gaI paraMtu traNa divasanI upavAsI ane vadhumAM lakhaMDI beDIonA bhArathI te mAtra eka ja DagaluM bharI zakI, vAstavika tyAM ja thaMbhI gaI. supaDAmAM rahela bAkaLA jevA tuccha AhAra ApavAnI himmata nahotI cAlatI, paraMtu bIjuM banI paNa zuM zake ! eTale bhagavaMtane udezIne belI "he prabhe! A bhejana jo ke Apane egya nathI chatAM anugrahanI khAtara paNa svIkArazo ?" prabhune lIdhA vinA pAchA pharatAM joIne caMdanAnI AMkhamAM khaLakhaLa AMsu AvI gayA. ene thayuM ke arere ! huM keTalI durbhAgI ! vizvavaMdya prabhu sAva najIka AvyA ane AhAra lIdhA vinA ja pAchA pharI gayA ! chAtI phATa AkraMda karatI vaMdanA sAme bhagavAne pharI daSTipAta karyo. pitAne abhigraha barAbara phaLa jaI, bhagavAna pAchA pharyA ane caMdanabALAnA hAthathI prabhue bAkaLA hAryA. A vakhate aMtarIkSamAM devadubhI gaDagaDI, zokamAM DubelI kauzAMbI koI jAdugaranI kaLAthI acAnaka jAgI uThe tema kala karatI thaI gaI. bhagavAne pAraNuM karyuM jANI ghera ghera zaramAIo bajI, gAmamAM utsava maMDAyA. jenA saMyama dharyanA pratApe jagatanA tAraNahArane lagabhaga cha mahInAnA upavAsa aMte aDadanA bAkuLa jevuM anna maLyuM. e caMdanabALAne rANI rAjAe oLakhI. e sahedarA duhitA pharI rAjamahelamAM jaI vasI. sADAbAra varSanI ghora tapazcaryA ane upasargonI jhaDI bAda bhagavAna mahAvIrane jyAre kevaLajJAna uparyuM tyAre bhagavAne agIAra vedAnuyAyI paMDitene prabodhI dIkSA ApI gaNadhara pade sthApyA ane tyAre A caMdanabALAe sAdhvI saMghanuM sUtra hAtha dharyuM. sAthvI saMghanI pravatinI tarIkene bhAra caMdanabALAnA zire AvyA. saphaLatApUrvaka bhAra vahana karI chevaTe akSayapada sAdhyuM. jJAnane dIpaka pragaTAvaze te { hatAzAne aMdhakAra haTIne divALI pragaTI raheze. . dareka prakAranA - sTIla tathA vuDana pharnIcara mATe { mahAlakSmI sTIla korporezana zo rUma - geLa bajAra D bhAvanagara | phena naM. 4525 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sa ddA la pu tra nA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ni ya ti vA da lekhaka : adhyAyi brAmAnugrAma viharatA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmI ekavAra pellAsapura nagarane viSe padharyAM. A gAmamAM eka zrImaMta kuMbhAra vasatA hatA. te ghaNeA zrImata hatA, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa sArA buddhimAna purUSomAM paNa tenI gaNatarI thatI. kuMbhAranA bhAvabharyuM AmaMtraNathI mahAvIrasvAmI tene tyAM utaryAM. prabhune A ucca ke A nIca evA bheda na hateA. jyAM jyAM RjutA, namratA, vinaya-viveka jaNAya ane jyAM vasavAthI dharmInA pracAra thAya tyAM ta game te bhAge jatA ane rahetA. mahAvIrasvAmInA samayamAM zALAnA matavAda khUba jorathI prayattatA. jo ke te ekavAra mahAvIra prabhune ja AjJAdhArI ziSya hatA, paNa pAchaLathI teNe potAne jUdA mata pravartAvye ane pote ja sarvajJa che ema kahI bhadrika janAne bheLavatA. A sAlaputra paNa geAzALAnA ja eka anuyAyI hatA. GUDUS taDakAmAM sukavelAM mATInAM navAM vAsaNA sAme dRSTi karI mahAvIre sAlaputrane pUchyuM : " AvAM sarasa vAsaNe! tame zI rIte taiyAra karI che. ? " " pahelAM te cIkaNI mATI lAvI, tenI aMdara pANI nAkhI khUba keLavuM chuM', pachI pIMDa bAMdhI cAka upara caDhAvI, tenAM marajI pramANe ghATa utArU kuMbhAre peAtAnI kaLAnuM vistArathI varNa na karyuM.. 'd 99 " tyAre emAM purUSArtha athavA udyama tA jarUra karavA paDatA haze. jo prazna karyAM. For Private And Personal Use Only mahAvIra prabhue buddhimAna kubhAra e praznanA Azaya tarata ja samajI gayA. peAte geAzALAnA matAnuyAyI hatA ane je kALe je thavu joie teja thAya, e prakAranA niyativAdane mAnanArA hatA ane eTalA ja mATe zrA mahAvIra prabhu ulaTAvI ulaTAvIne A prakAranA prazna pUchI rahyA hatA ema te kaLI gayA. kuMbhAre sheja pheravI teALavAnI yukti karI. teNe kahyu :-" emAM purUSAtha' jevuM kaMi ja nathI hatu. jyAre jevA ghATa utaravAnA hoya tyAre tevA ja ghATa utare. '' prabhunA mukha upara marda hAsya ramI rahyuM. temane thayuM ke kuMbhAra buddhizALI hovA chatAM kevA kadAzraDu rAkhI rahyo che ? peAtAnA mata kha`DiMta thaze evA bhayathI kevI kutarka'jALa guMthe che ? ra 'paNa dhArA ke kaI anADI mANusa tamArA A AkhA nIMbhADA bhAMgIne bhUko karI nAkhe teA tamane kai duHkha thAya kharU? " mAya -eprila, 1978 77

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"evA anADIne huM sAjo-tAjo te na ja javA dauM, tenuM eke eka hADakuM kharuM karI nAkhuM." kuMbhAranA zabdamAM tene roSa dekhAI AvyA. niyativAdIne ATale rASa zebhe? je kALe je banavA yogya hoya te ja bane ema mAnanArane vaLI roSa ke kaMdha jevuM saMbhave ja zI rIte? vastuta: tame vANImAM ja niyati. vAdane svIkAre che, tamAruM aMta:karaNa purUSArthane mAnyA vinA rahI zakatuM nathI. dharmajIjJAsu purUSane e daMbha na chAje." sAlaputra zaramAya. te mahAvIranA caraNakamaLamAM namI paDyo ane pitAnA abhiniveza badala nirmaLa citta kSamA yAcI. prabhue tene savizeSa pratibodha ApavA kahyuM -"purUSArtha vinA kaI kriyA na saMbhave. ekale purUSArtha mAno ke ekale niyativAda mAna e baMne ekAMtavAda hoI mithyA che. ekAMtavAdI keIpaNa vastune yathArtha nizcaya karI zaktA nathI. syAdvAda e ja yathArtha siddhAMta che. anekAMtavAda vinA satyanuM spaSTa darzana na thAya." gazALAne upadeza keTale ekAMta matavAdI hatA ane prabhuzrI mahAvIranA siddhAMta anekAMtavAdanA kevA acaLa pAyA upara susthita hatA te sadRAlaputranA samajavAmAM AvyuM. teNe gozALAnA ekAMtavAdane tilAMjalI ApI, anekAMta mata svIkAryo ane pote potAnI strI sAthe zrAvakanA bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyA. pachI mahAvIra prabhu paNa tyAMthI anyatra vihAra karI gayA. gozALAne A vAtanI jANa thaI. te keTalAka divasa pachI pelA saddalaputrane tyAM AvyuM ane pUchyuM: "ahIM mahAmahana AvyA hatA?" "Apa mahAmAna kene kahe che ?kubhAre pratiprazna karyo. "ahiMsA ane dayAnI sAkSAt mUrti svarUpa zrI mahAvIrane huM mahAmahana tarIke oLakhuM chuM. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa "mahA gepa" "mahA sArthavAha" ane "mahA nirdhAmaka" rUpe paNa huM temane sanmAnuM chuM." gozALAnA mukhe mahAvIra bhagavAnanI A prakAranI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI sadAlaputranA romeroma vikasvara thayA. teNe gozALAne sAro Adara-satkAra Apyo ane AhAra, pANI ke vastra pAtrAdi je je kaMI joItuM hoya te potAnA bhaMDAramAMthI levAnI vinati karI. paNa huM te mahAvIrane samAvaDI ! ane tuM mahAvIrane anuyAyI ! mArUM ATaluM badhuM svAgata zA sArU?" gozALe jANavA mAgyuM. tame mahAvIranA samovaDIyA he ke game te ho. tame mahAvIrane yazavAda gAo che e ja mAre mana basa che. tamAruM svAgata paNa e yazavAdane ja AbhArI che. mahAvIra prabhunA guNagAna gAnAra game te hoya, tene mATe mAre bhaMDAra sadA khullA rahevAnA." sAlaputranI A prakAranI bhakti ane zraddhA joI gozALanuM hadaya bharAI AvyuM. tenAthI belAI javAyuM -"dharmAnuyAyI ho te AvA ja udAra ane vivekI heje !" 90 AmAna da prakAza F For Private And Personal Use Only

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aparigrahane AnaMda lekhaka : DaoN. kumArapALa desAI zrAvaNa mahine. amAvAsyAnI kALI ghanaghera rAta, AkAzamAMthI bhAre megha varase, vIjaLInA camakArA thAya, dharaNI dhrujAvI nAkhe evI garjanA thAya, jozabhera pavana phukAya. AvA samaye rAjA zreNikanI rANI calaNI ekAeka jAgI gaI. nadImAM ghoDApura ghughavatuM hatuM. rANI celAe rAjamahAlayanI eka bArI khelIne nadI bhaNI najara karI. vIjaLInA jhabakArAmAM eNe tephAnI nadIne kinAre eka mAnavIne dITho. e mAnavIe mAtra laMgoTI paherI hatI, TADhathI tharathara dhrujate hate. Ama chatAM puramAM taNAtA lAkaDAne ekale hAthe deraDA vaDe kheMcato hate. pavanane sapATe Ave ane paga dhrujavA mAMDe. varasAdanI helI Ave ane AMkhe kazuM dekhAya nahi. Ama chatAM e vAraMvAra pANImAM taNAtAM lAkaDAne raDAthI kheMcate hate. pUramAM taNAtI vastuone meLavavA mathatA hatA. dayALu rANuM celaNAne anukaMpA jAgI. ene thayuM ke A te ke mANasa? ATalA dhodhamAra varasAdamAM, kuMkAtA pavanamAM, A tephAne caDelI nadImAMthI lAkaDAM kheMce che? rANIe rAjA zreNikane jagADyA ane bArIethI AkAzamAM camakatI vIjaLInA prakAzamAM pelA mAnavIne batAvatAM kahyuM : "juo mahArAja! ApaNA rAjyamAM kevA kaMgAla mANaso vase che! AvA dhedhamAra varasAdamAM jAnanuM jokhama kheDIneya peTane khADo pUravA kevI jahemata uThAve che! AvA duHkhI mAnavIonuM duHkha dUra karavuM te ApaNe rAjadharma che." rAjA zreNike pelA mANasane bolAvavA mATe rAjasevakane mokalyA. rAjAe tene pUchyuM, "tane evuM te zuM duHkha che ke AvI kALI ane bhayAnaka rAte jAnanuM jokhama kheDe che?" pelA mANase kahyuM, "mahArAja ! mAre baLadanI joDI joIe che. mArI pAse eka baLada che, bIje maLe e mATe A mahenata karuM chuM." mArca-eprila, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAjA zreNike ene savAre pitAnI zALAmAMthI baLada pasaMda karavA kahyuM, paraMtu savAre te mANasane eke baLada pasaMda paDyo nahi. rAjAe pUchayuM : "kema bhAI, baLada lIdhA vinA pAchA phare che? tane thazALAmAM eke baLada pasaMda na paDyo" pelA mANase javAba Apyo, "mahArAja, eke baLada pasaMda paDe tevuM nathI. Apa mArA ghera padhAre ane mArA baLadane juo. te baLada mAre joIe che." rAjA zreNika enA ghera gayA. taddana sAduM ghara. A mANasa laMgoTI sivAya kazuM paherato na hato. bAphelA cekhA sivAya kazuM khAtuM na hatuM. pelA mANase baLada para oDhADeluM kapaDuM laI lIdhuM. "mAre te A baLada joIe." rAjA te baLada joIne stabdha thaI gaye. e te senAne ratnajaDita baLada hatuM. rAjA zreNike kahyuM :che, "bhAI, A baLada te mAruM AkhuM rAjya vecI nAkhuM te paNa banI zake nahIM. A senAne ratnajaDita baLada tArI pAse che; chatAM vadhu senAnI AzAe tame aMdhArI rAte prANanIya paravA karyA vinA kaMI maLe enI zedha karatA hatA. tArA jevI saMgrahavRtti te meM kayAMya joI nathI." senAne ratnajaDita baLada dharAvanAra e mAnavInuM nAma hatuM mamaNazeTha. A kathA kahe che ke mamaNazeThe jIvanamAM bhega-vilAsa karyA hatA. enuM jIvana taddana sAduM hatuM. paraMtu saMgrahavRttine kAraNe ene narakAvAsanA agaNita duHkha sahana karavA paDyA. parigraha e saghaLA anarthonuM mULa che. sajIva prANI ke nirjIva varatu parigraha karanAra athavA ema karavAmAM anyane saMmati ApanAra kadIya duHkhamAMthI chuTI zaktA nathI. parigraha e azAMtinuM mULa che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa anAvazyaka saMgraha sAmAjika aparAdha gaNAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIre to tela, ghI, goLane ja nahi paraMtu pitAnA vacanamAM zraddhA rAkhanArane te dariyAI mIThAne saMcaya karavAnI paNa manAI karI che. paraMtu Aje hakIkatamAM te dareka kSetramAM parigraha ApaNe mApadaMDa bane jovAmAM Ave che. lakSmInA pallAmAM dharma toLAya che. tyAga, saMyama ke nyAyapArjita dravyane badale lakSmI ja ApaNA mUlyAMkanane mApadaMDa banI gaI che. zrImaMtAI para sevAnuM mUlya aMkAya che. paise ane prazaMsA dharmanI bhAvanAne gherI vaLyA che. Aje sauthI moTI jarUra te aparigrahanA repane aMtaramAM vAvIne jIvanamAM ugADavAnI che. AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM - mati tevI gati" ane "svabhAva tevo prabhAva (lekhaka: De. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI-pAlItANA) A saMsAramAM aneka prakAranA ane svabhAvanA manuSya janme che ane kaMIka rIte jIvana vitAve che. mAnavajIvananA dharma karmane marmane samajI-vicArI jIvatAM zubhAzuma gati pAme che. keTalAka ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa, satya ne sadAcAra Adi sadaguNene jIvanamAM utArI, samAjamAM Adara-sanmAna pAme che. jyAre keTalAka bhAgopabhegamAM rAcatA ane anIti, bhraSTAcAra ane manasvI vartana AcaratA, lekamAM tiraskRta bane che, kudarate mAnavIne sadbuddhi ne kubuddhi bane Apela che, jene je upaga tevuM tenuM phaLa meLave che. svabhAvAnusAra keIpaNa jevA sukR-kukRtya kare che tevI zubhAzumagati A lekamAM ne paralekamAM pAme che. "pApa-puNya 'ne te e sanAtana niyama che ke mAnavI vyavahAramAM ke vyavasAyamAM jeTalI prAmANika, sadAcArI, niSkalaMka ne niSThAvAna pravRtti kare che teTalI puNya-rAzi meLavI AdarapAtra bane che ne aMte sadgati prApta kare che ane je bhraSTAcAra kuDa-kapaTa, anIti ne asatyamAM ra-pa rahe che te pApAdhikArI banI samAjamAM dhikkAra pAme che ne adhogatimAM jAya che. e ja rIte mAnavI saraLa, snehALa ne sahRdayI svabhAvano hoya te samAjamAM sacoTa ne asarakAraka prabhAva pADe che, kapriya bane che ane jIvanane anukaraNIya banAve che. jyAre je mAnavI kIdhI, kusvabhAvane, kapaTI ne vilAsI hoya che te te kyAM jAya che tyAM te anAdara ne dhikkAra pAme che ne jIvana veDaphI nAMkhe che. bhagavAna mahAvIre Apela eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. pUrva videhamAM eka rAjA mahApane puMDarika ane kaMDarIka nAme be kuMvare che. eka samaye pATanagaramAM eka prabhAvika AcArya padhAratA, temane dharmopadeza sAMbhaLI rAjAne virogya-bhAva jAge eTale puMDarIkane gAdI soMpI pote dIkSA laI gurU sAthe vihAra karI gayA. rAjA puMDarIka sadAcArI, satyaniSTha ne dharmarata hAI prajAmAM lekapriya banyA. kuMDarika vaDIlabaMdhune anurata dharmakArya kare che. koI zubha ghaDIe rAjA puMDarIka eka prabhAvazALI AcAryazrIne potAnA pATanagaramAM padhAravA vinaMtI karatAM pUjyazrI padhAryA. puMDarika ne kaMDarIka banne bhAIo hamezAM AcAryazrIne dharmopadeza sAMbhaLavA jAya che, vairAgyapUrNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA banne bhAIone saMsAra pratye aNagamo jAge. pariNAme puMDarIke gRhastha dharmanA vrata lIdhAM ane kaMDarIke te dIkSA laI lIdhI. sthavira kaMDarIke vairAgyasabhara banI dIkSA lIdhI heI, zramaNaja vanamAM tIvra bhAve zIla, saMyama, satya, tapa Adi Acarate, rasavRttine tyAga karI sukha-suko AhAra vApare che, ane AyaMbIla-upavAsa, aThThAI Adi tapa satata karyA kare che. parINAme AdhyAtmika unnati meLave che. paraMtu kameM krame zarIra ghaNuM ja kRza ne kSINa banI jAya che ane viSama-javara lAgu paDe che. vihAra karatA karatA muni kaMDarIka AcAryazrI sAthe pitAnA mArca-eprila, 1978 81 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vatanamAM Ave che. rAjA puMDarIkane jANa thatAM pUjya AcAryazrI ane munine vaMdana karavA Ave che. pitAnA saMsArI baMdhanuM zarIra nabaLuM hoI temaja tAva lAgu paDela hoI pU. AcAryazrIne sthiratA karavA vinati kare che jethI kaMDarIkanA viziSTa upacAre thaI zake. vinati svIkArAtAM kaMDarikanA reganA yogya upacAro thavA lAgyA. pauSTika AhAra paNa apAvA lAgyo ane dhIme dhIme zarIra taMdurasta banI gayuM. kaMDarIkane svAdiSTa vAnagIo ane miSTAne tema ja sArI sArI sagavaDo maLatAM evo rasa lAgyuM ke have vihAra karavA te vicAratA ja nathI, jyAre anya sAdhu mahArAje AcArAnusAra vihAra karI gayA. rAjA puMDarIka samaju ne zANo hate. pite samajato hato ke, "sAdhu te calatA bhalA" sAdhu saMte e sthira na rahetA vihAra karavo joIe. eTale eka be vAra ADakatarI rIte kaMDarikane vihAra karavA sucavyuM. paraMtu kaMDarIkane miSTa AhAra ne upalabdha suvidhAo cheDavI na gamI. puMDarIke chevaTa sIdho ne sapaSTa prazna karyo ke "bhagavaMta, Apa tyAgathI che ke bhegAthI? kaMDarIkane svAdendriye evo lelu banAvI dIdhuM hatuM ke have A rAjAzAhI sagavaDe choDavI gamI nahi. eTale spaSTa pratyutara ApI dIdhuM ke "rAjan have huM tyAgasaMyama pALI zakuM tema nathI eTale bhogAthI banI gayela chuM." eTale rAjA puMDarIka-je sadAcArIne saMyamI hatI ane saMsAramAM paNa bAravratadhArIne tapasvI banI gRhastha dharma pALato hate-teNe pitAnA bhAI kaMDarIkane gAdInazIna karyo ane pite sthavira kaMDarikana sAdhu-veza paherI svayaM dIkSA svIkArI vihAra karI gayo. saMjogo ne samaya paNa mAnavIne kyAM cheDe che? kaMDarIka rAjA banyA pachI bhega-vilAsa ne vaibhavamAM eTale DUbI gayo ke pariNAme ajIrNa thayuM, tAva lAgu paDyA ane chevaTa sudhI bhegavilAsamAM aMta sudhI Asakta rahenAra kaMDarIka bhege paganA azubha pariNAme 2Tate mRtyu pAmyA ane agatimAM gaye. jyAre puMDarIka te svecchAe ane zubhavRttithI saMyama svIkArela hoI vairAgyavRttimAM daDha hatA. sAdhunA AcAra-anusAra tapa-ja5 vrata paccakkhANa ane meTI tapazcaryAo paNa karavA lAge ane pAraNe paNa lakhe-suke AhAra lete. kaThIna tapazcaryA ane nirasa khorAkane kAraNe zarIra nabaLuM paDI gayuM. khuba ja kRza ne kSiNa thaI gaye ane viSama javaramAM sapaDAyA chatAM saMyamI ne vratadhArI puMDarIke anAsakata bhAvamAM rahI duHkha paNa na dAkhavyuM. manane sthira karI, ekAgra citte arihaMta bhagavAnanuM ane upakArI AcArya bhagavaMtenuM smaraNa karI rahyo. chevaTa pitAne aMta najIkamAM jANI prasanna bhAve gurudevane ane zramaNa vargane namaskAra karI "micchAmi ' daI dareka padArtha sIrAvI anasana karyuM ane namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karatA karatA samAdhimaraNane pAme ane devagatimAM gaye. eTale bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM ke - je AtmAo kaMDarIkanI jema saMyama svIkAryA pachI AcAra vicAramAM zithilatAmaMdatA seve che ane saMyamathI bhraSTa bane che. teo akhare lekamAM tiraskRta banI saMsAraaTavImAM sadAkALa duHkhI thatAM bhaTakyA kare che. jyAre puMDarIkanI jema je saMyamI AtmAo zIla, saMyamane satyamAM daDha rahe che ane viSama vilAsa ne bhegopabhegane Thokara mAre che teo lekamAM pUjanIya vaMdanIya banI saMsAra tarI jAya che ane mokSagAmI bane che. sArAMza ke AtmAnA zubhAzubha pariNAmo ane mananI uccanIca paristhiti anusAra "mati tevI gati ane "svabhAva tevo prabhAvae kahevatane caritArtha kare che. 82 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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CHRS bhagavAna mahAvIrane audAryavAda MAHA VIR nyAyavyAkaraNa pU. paMnyAsazrI pUrNAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja (kumArazramaNa) samAjamAM eka vyaktine bIjA-trIjA- saraLatA tathA dAnadharmanI gaMgA pravAhita karavA seMkaDo-hajAro tathA lAkhe vyaktiothI saMbaMdha mATe ja janme che. AvI paristhitimAM he Avazyaka che ane pUro samAja bhagavat - samAja, gAma tathA dezamAM eka bIjAne sahAyaka tAva sAthe saMbaMdhita have atyaMta jarUrI che. thanAra InsAna ja maitrIbhAvanI vINA vagADanAze saMbaMdhano artha che-eka bIjA sAthe satya, banI zake che. anyathA bhagavatu-tattvanI avasabhya, sadAcAramaya, naitika, ahiMsaka, pUrNa- gaNanA karI ane sAmAjika jIvanane lAta ahiMsaka tathA premapUrNa vyavahAra." mArI manuSya jyAre svayaM potAnA svArtha, dharma( Religion no artha paNa e ja che krodha, lobha tathA mAyAvaza banIne bIjA ke dAnadharma dayAdharmanI sAthe sAthe bIjAnA manuSyathI judA paDe che, tyAre samAja tathA aparAdhane mApha karIne, manuSya mAtra, bIjA dezamAM vera, virodha, hiMsA tathA prapaMca vadhe manuSya sAthe cAvatu pUrA deza sAthe AtmIya che, jenAthI AkhA dezamAM vinAza thavAnAM saMbaMdha sthApita kare. lakSaNanI zarUAta thAya che. pariNAmasvarupa dezamAM prAkRtika prakopa, ativRSTi, anAvRSTi, dharma" zabdane paNa A ja artha che. bhUkhamare, nagnatA, zaThatA tathA judA judA "ghAyatIti ghaH" arthAt dAna, prema tathA * asAdhya regenI vRddhi thavI svAbhAvika che. AtmIya saMbaMdhathI eka bIjAne madadagAra banavuM, pitAnA svArthonuM balidAna daIne A eka anubhavasiddha vastu che ke je deza, bIjAne pitAnA jevA banAvavA." gAma tathA samAjamAM eka zrImaMta bIjA zrImaMtathI; eka sattAdhArI bIjA sattAdhArIthI "yajJa" zabda dhAtuthI banyuM che, jene tathA eka dharmAcArya bIjA dharmAcAryathI; artha che, pUjA karavI, sevA karavI, dAna karavuM vAyuddha tathA daMDAdaMDIne yuddhamAM jIvana yApana vagere. eka manuSya bIjA manuSyane pitAnA karI rahyA hoya, te te deza, gAma tathA samAja samAna samajIne tene satkAra kare, garIba, kaI paNa sthitimAM potAnI AjhAdInuM rakSaNa anAthe tathA daridrAnI sevA kare ane pitAnI karI zakatuM nathI. vastu, sattA tathA zrImaMtAI bIjAne ApIne phaLasvarUpa "pADA-pADAnI laDAImAM pakhAbadhAne pitAnA jevA banAve. lIne daMDa"--e kahevatanI jema svAtha dha A badhAnuM tAtparya e thayuM ke eka banelA zrImaMta, sattAdhArI tathA dharmAcAryonI manuSya, bIjA manuSyane bagADavA mATe, duHkhI Aii laDAI paNa deza tathA samAjane rasAtalamAM karavA mATe ke vera-jhera karavA mATe avatarita pahoMcADavAnuM kAraNa bane che. nathI, paraMtu prema, maitrIbhAva, audArya, bhagavAna mahAvIra sAcA arthamAM bhagavata mArca-eprila, 1978 83 For Private And Personal Use Only

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tattvanA mAlika hatA, janma, jarA tathA mRtyuthI sathA para hatA. mehujanya rAga-dveSa-kAmakrodha-mAyA-lAbha Adi 'tara'ga zatrue para jeNe vijaya prApta karyAM che-evA hatA ane ka kalezeAthI du:khI thatA sa sArane uddhAra karavAmAM pUrNa samatha hatA. ethI ana'tajJAnanA svAmI bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe duHkhI saMsArane sukhI banAvavA mATe caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI che tathA sAmAjika jIvanane uccatara banAvavAnA uddezyathI dAnadhama 'maiM samAja vAdanuM mULa kAraNa kahyuM che. sa'sArane vera-virodhathI bhaDakAvanArI tathA sAmAjika jIvanane bagADanArI 'viSamatA' che. jyAM paNa viSamatA phelAya che, tyAM AMtara tathA bAhya jIvana kaluSita banyA vinA rahetuM nathI. kAraNa ke 'viSamatA'tu A ja eka viSacakra che ke eka sthAna 52 agaNita dhana-rAzi che, te lAkhA kareADAnAM gharamAM sUke TalA paNa nathI. ekane tyAM sudara tathA ra MgIna vastrAnA Dhagale che, te anyatra phATelAM-tUTelAM kapaDAM paNa nathI. ekanI pAse rahevA mATe AlIzAna baMgalA che, te bIjA pAse tUTI phUTI jhUMpaDI paNa nathI. ekane tyAM jagamagATa rozanInI khelabAlA che, tA bIjA pAse dIvA saLagAvavA tela paNa nathI. taduparAnta, viSamatAnA e abhizApa che ke AkhI duniyAne bhUkhI mAravAnI badadAnata rAkhanArA eka zrIma tane bIjA zrImatathI tathA eka sattAdhArIne bIjA sattAdhArIthI paNa paraspara meLa nathI. AjanA sAMsAra ja ApaNI sAme pratyakSa che. gheADA vadhu AgaLa vadhIe te| mAnavuM ja paDaze ke A zrImaMta tathA sattAdhArIonA hAthamAM jIvana yApana karanArA eka AcAya nu bIjA AcAya thI, eka paMDitanu' bIjA patithI, 84 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir eka zikSakanu bIjA zikSakathI, eka sanyAsInu' bIjA sanyAsIthI ane eka netAnu khIjA netAthI-rAma tathA rAvaNunuM mAnasika yuddha atyaMta vegathI peAtAnA prabhAva darzAvI rahyuM che. saMsAramAM pApa-puNya, hiMsA-ahiMsA, asatya bhale satyayuga hAya ke kaliyuga, A -satya, maithuna-brahma, parigraha-sataSa Adi dvandvonI bahulatA kayAreya paNa maTavAnI nathI; e ja kAraNa che ke anAdikAlIna mehakanI ceSTAomAMthI jyAre manuSyanA dimAgamAM hiMsA -jUTha-cArI-maithuna tathA parigrahanA pApAnI bhAvanA vadhI jAya che, tyAre viSamatAvAda, mAra -pITa, vera-virAdha, nirdayatA, kRpaNutA Adi paNa peAtAnI maryAdA choDIne samasta saMsAramAM viSamatAnuM vAtAvaraNa upasthita karI de che, tyAre sa'sAranI samasyAe paNa evI jaTila, vicitra tathA durbhedya banI jAya che ke jenu samAdhAna karavAmAM rAjasattA, sainikasattA, paMDitasattA tathA sAdhusattA paNa saphaLa thaI zakatI nathI. tathApi bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIne ApaNe samajI laIe tathA emaNe ApelAM vratAnu pAlana karIe te ja viSamatAvAda dUra thaine dezamAM samatAvAda, samAjavAda, zAnti tathA samAdhi prApta thaze. "1 ', ghummarasa baLaLI yA " arthAt dharmAMnI mAtA yA che. AntarajIvanamAM dayA ane vivekanI prApti vinA dha'nI utpatti sauthA azakaya che. AnA sIdhA sAdA artha e che ke dhArmika banavA mATe peAtAnA jIvananA pratyeka rezamamAM dayA tathA viveka lAvavAM ja paDaze. bhAvadayA tathA dravyakrayAmAM sarvazreSTha bhAvadayA che, kAraNa ke A dayAnA prabhAvathI ja jIvamAtranAM jIvana sundaratama bane che, AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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"A pramANe sAmAjika jIvananI suMdaratA ja pAse vratadhArI-saMyamI, mahAtapavI tathA samAjavAda che." brahmacArI banI zakyA. bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe pitAnA advitIya bhagavAnanAM pAMca mahAvratae, pAMca puruSArtha dvArA caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI, aNuvratae, traNa guNavratoe tathA cAra zikSA jenAthI sAdhu-sAdhvIonA dharmanI maryAdA trae jagatanI viSamatAone samApta karI saMpUrNa pApothI mukta thaI ane eka saMgha sthApananA mAdhyamathI AkhA saMsArane (1) jagata jIvo pratye mitrIbhAva. (2) dayA, dAna, samatA, ahiMsA, saMyama tathA guNavaMta che pratye premadabhAva. (3) tapodhanA apUrva saMdeza Apela che. dIna-duHkhI upara kAryabhAva, bhagavAnanI hayAtImAM ja 700 mahApuruSee (4) pApI-atyAcArI pratye upekSAbhAva. tathA saMpUrNa parigrahatyAgInI ziyaLasaMpanna uparokta saddabhAvanAothI sAdhu-sAdhvInA 1400 sAdhvIjI mahArAjee potAnAM badhAM AtmAo jagatabharanA prANIone saMyamadharma, kamane nAza karI, janma-jarA tathA mRtyuthI tapodha tathA ahiMsaka mArganuM anudAna ' chuTakAro prApta karI, mekSagati prApta karI che. bIjA paNa agaNita bhAgyazALIo pUrNa karanArA thayA. ahiMsaka, satyavAdI, brahmacArI tathA saMsAramAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zrI mahAvIrasvAmInuM paramAmAM zrI mahAvIra svAmInuM bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pAponI vRddhi karAvavAnuM puNya-karma ati utkRSTatama hovAthI teonAM mULa kAraNa tathA lAkhe, karaDe manuSyAne caraNamAM saMsAranI viSamatAone vadhAranArA bhUkhyA mAravAnuM Adya kAraNa-evA parigrahanA mukhya ThekedAra, hiMsaka, durAcArI, parigrahanA saMpUrNa tyAgI banyA che. parama pUjArI zrImaMte, bhegavilAsamAM masta banelA dhanavAno tathA rAjAonAM putra-putrIo, pitAnA prabaLa puruSArtha dvArA sAta mahAarjunamALI jevA pratidina sAta-sAta 3 puruSae tIrthakara gotra upArjita karyuM che, manuSyone ghAta karanAra, daDhaprahArI jevA mahA jethI AgAmI kALamAM e bhAgyavAna tIrtha karahiMsaka, cilAtIputra jevA pratyakSa hiMsaka, pada prApta karI, agaNita manuSyone hiMsA, metAraja jevA harijana, harikezI jevA caMDAla, jUTha, caurya, maithuna tathA parigraha Adi pApothI AnaMda, kAmadeva jevA keTyAdhipati, zreNika, mukta karAvavAmAM samartha thaze. caMDapradyota jevA kAmadevanA atizaya bhakta, A pramANe bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInI mahArAjA ceTaka (vaizAlI gaNataMtranA adhinAyaka) - jJAna-te asaMkhya jIvone jJAnane prakAza jevA rAjarSi, abhayakumAra jevA buddhi kubera 'acche che ane lAMbA samaya sudhI A ta pradhAna maMtrI, zAlIbhadra tathA dhanya che. je potAnuM kArya karatI raheze. dezasevaka dhanADhya, mRgAvatI jevI pavatI AjanA A bhotikavAdanA jamAnAmAM paNa rAjarANIo, jayaMtI jevI mahAzrAvikAo. jaina sAdhu tathA jaina sAdhvI potAnAM vratacaMdanabALA jevI yauvanavatI brahmacAriNIo, niyama-tapazcaryA-saMyama-samatA AdithI saMsApuNya zrAvaka jevA garIba gRhastha tathA sadazane ranI sAme pratyakSa udAharaNarUpa che. jevA puNyaprabhAvI ziyaLasaMpanna gRhastho vagere saMpUrNa tyAgI nahi banelA gRhasthane saMkhyAta-asaMkhyAta, mAnava samudAya bhagavAna upadeza ApatAM bhagavAne pharamAvyuM che ke - mArca-eprila, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- (1) potAnA gRhasthAzramane nibhAvavA (6) prApta karelAM dhana-vaibhavane upayoga sivAya mana, vacana tathA kAyAthI kareluM hiMsaka pahelAM pitAnAM Azritane dALa-roTI ApavA kArya hiMsA che. mATe, tyAra pachI potAnA sagAsaMbaMdhIne samRddha (2) asatya bhASaNa, khoTI sAkSI tathA banAvavA mATe karavo e ja dAnadharma che. mRSA upadezane tyAga e ja sAmAjika (7) evA pApI vyApAra paNa na karavA jIvanane suMdara banAvavAnuM lakSaNa che. jethI agaNita mAna tathA pazuonI nirdaya (3) vyApAra nItine aAvI hatyA thavAne avasara Ave. seLabheLa kara, rAjaya viruddha vyApAra kare, (8) marI rahelAM athavA mAryA jatAM khATAM tela tathA mApa rAkhavAM. vyAjamAM tathA jIvane bacAvavA e ja IzvarIya kartavya che. hisAbamAM goTALA karavA e ja sAmAjika mahAvIrasvAmInA dharmane prApta karyA pachI, jIvanane kadarUpuM banAvavA jevuM che. jIvamAtre sarala-pariNAmI, nirAraMbhI, parigraha (4) vidhavA, sadhavA, kanyA tathA vezyA parimANa banavAnuM dhyeya rAkhavuM khAsa jarUrI che. AdinA saMsargane tyAga karI, pitAnI strI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA sAthe paNa bhadra tathA dharmo vyavahAra kare paMca kalyANaka e ja manuSyajIvananI pavitratA che. 1 cyavana kalyANuka aSADa suda 6 (5) parigrahI AtmA pApI che, durgati. gAmI , puNyakarmone barabAda karanAro che, ( 2 janma kalyANaka caitra suda 13 kAraNa ke hada karatAM vadhAre parigraha. DisA 3 dIkSA kalyANaka kArataka vada 10 juTha, cerI tathA maithuna kamanI vRddhi karanAra 4 kevaLajJAna kalyANaka vaizAkha suda 10 hevAthI tyAjya che. 5 nirvANa kalyANaka Aso vada 0)) preraka vacana muvAsa pApanuM mULa lebha che, reganuM mULa rasalupatA che, duHkhanuM mULa sneha che; te traNane tyAga karIne sukhI thavAya che. je atizaya che, AtmAthI ja utpanna thayeluM che, viSayenI icchAthI rahita che, upamA rahita che, anaMta che ane avicchinna (ida-AMtarA vagaranuM) che tene budha purUSa sAcuM sukha kahe che ane tevuM sukha mukta purUSane ja saMpUrNa paNe prApta thaI zake che, mATe muktino prayatna kartavya che. x jyAM sudhI viSayabhegamAM prIti ane pravRtti che tyAM sudhI AkuLatA ja rahyA kare che, ane zAMta bhAvanI prApti thatI nathI, tethI sAcA AnaMdanI prApti mATe atIndriya AhUlAdarUpI svabhAvavALA AtmAne anubhava karavAnA uddezyathI viSayabhoga pratyenI prIti ane pravRttine tyAga karavo joIe. AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMkhonA adhikAra para jJAnatithI vijaya meLavanAra puruSAthI vibhuti jIvana ane jagatane amRtamaya karanAra jJAnapAsakanI cira vidAya le. ratilAla dipacaMda desAI prajJAcakSu paMDitavarya zrI sukhalAlajI saMghavI. tapa karyuM hatuM ! raNazurA ddhAnI jema teo A mATe AjIvana jhajhumatA ja rahyA hatA, teozrInuM jIvana ane kArya eTale- ane pitAnI 98 varSa jeTalI suvistRta jida aMdhapaNAnI lAcArI sAme purUSArthanA, gIne kRtArthatAnuM amRtapAna karAvIne mahAmusIbatenI sAme AtmavizvAsanA ane vire yAtrAe saMcarI gayA ! dhanA jhaMjhAvAtanI sAme daDha mane baLanA prazAMta e mahApurUSanI theDIka jIvanakathA jANIe. vijayanI amara zauryakathA. saurASTrane jhAlAvADa jillAnuM nAnuM sarakhuM e mUka vijayanAM emanA ahiMsaka astra lImalI gAma teonuM vatana. pitAnuM nAma -za hatAM, sphaTika samuM niSkalaMka zIla, saMghajIbhAI. jenA kuTuMbamAM tA. 8-12-1880 marmagrAhI, sarvagrAhI ane sAragrAhI prajJA; nA roja emane janma. satyane jIvI jANavAnI samarpaNa bhAvanA; kaparAmAM kumAra avasthA pUrI thaI ane yauvananuM kaparA saMjogomAM paNa dInatAnA bhaMga nahIM paroDha khIlavA lAgyuM. sukhalAle potAnA gAmanA banavAnI aNanama vRtti, ane game tevI moTI nizALamAM sAta dharaNano abhyAsa pUro karyo javAbadArI ke Apatti AvI paDe tyAreya ane 14-15 varSanI uMmare vANiyAne dikaro palAyana-pIchehaTha karavAne badale, ene vadhAvI dukAne besIne vepAra vaNajamAM potAnI akakalA levAnI AMtarika asIma tAkAta. ane hoMziyArIne upayoga karavA lAgyo. enA paNa A vijaya meLavavAnI pAchaLa ane hAthamAM evI yazarekhA aMkita thayelI hatI ke, AvA amogha ane anokhAM astra-zAnI e je kAma hAtha dhare emAM enA pAsA pobAra siddhi meLavavA mATe emaNe jIvanabhara satata thatA! emanuM sagapaNa paNa A arasAmAM thaI jAgRtipUrvaka, kevuM AkaruM jJAnatapa ane cAritra gayuM hatuM. ane have te lagnanI vAta paNa mArca-eprila, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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thavA lAgI hatI. tyAre 15-16 varSanI uMmara chaeka varSa e rIte pasAra thayAM enI lagna mATe paripakava vaya lekhAtI. sAthe sAthe emanI tatvajijJAsA vadhu ne vadhu Deka paNa kudaratane saMketa kaMIka judo ja hato. tIvra thatI gaI. ene saMtoSavA teo A khamIradAra tejasvI ane cetanavaMta yuvAna vakhata mahesANAmAM rahyA ane pachI te, bhAratanA ekAda kuTuMba, gAma ke jillAnuM dhana banI vikhyAta dhAma cheka kAzI sudhI jaI pahoMcyA. rahe e jANe kudaratane maMjura na hatuM. seLa ane eTalAthI saMtoSa na thayo te pahoMcI varSanI uMmare sukhalAlane baLiyAne bhayaMkara gayA mithilA pradezanA darabhaMgA vagere sthAnamAM. upadrava thaI Ave. e upadrava emanA mATe AMkhanA prakAzanA avarodhanI ane Arthika jIvaleNa to na bace. paNa ene emanI agavaDanI ya avagaNanA karIne AvA lAMbA AMkhonA prakAzano sadAne mATe bhoga laI lAMbA pravAsa kheDavAnuM sAhasa karanAra paMDita lIdho ! kuTuMbanI badhI AzAo asta jInI jJAnapipAsA keTalI utkaTa haze ane gaI ane e samaye te sukhalAlane paNa potAnuM jAte A bolatA purAve ja che! AmAMthI jIvana hatAza, lAcAra ane aMdhakArabharyuM 1paMDita sukhalAlajI jevI vibhUtinI bhAratane banI gayeluM lAgyuM. prApti thaI hatI ema kahevuM joIe. AvI asAdhAraNa Apatti vakhate aMtara pachI te paMDitajIe gujarAta vidyApITha, sAthe ekarUpa banela hIra sukhalAlanI sahAye zAMtiniketana, banArasa hiMdu yunivarsiTI, AvyuM ane thoDAka mahinAomAM ja A bhAratIya vidyAbhavana bhAratIya vidyAbhavana, gujarAta vidyAsabhA jevI mahAna AghAtanI emane kaLa vaLI gaI ane nAmAMkita saMsthAomAM rahIne adhyApana-saMzeeka maMgaLa coghaDiye sukhalAle pitAnuM jIvana dhananuM kAma karyuM, aneka prAcIna kaThina graMthanuM sarva kalyANakArI mAtA sarasvatInI upAsanA saMpAdana-saMzodhana tathA bhASAMtara karyuM, keTalAka mATe samarpita karavAne draDha saMkalpa karyo. A svataMtra pustako lakhyA tathA aneka vidvAna zubha saMka9pane ja e pratApa hatA ke sakha. paNa taiyAra karyo. lAlajI lImalI, jhAlAvADa, saurASTra, gujarAtanA A te paMDitajInI ati virala vidyAmaTIne bhAratanI eka virala vidyAvibhUti tarIkenuM siddhinI DIka vAta thaI paNa emanA virATa garava pAmyA, ane bhAratIya vidyA ane ane vizeSa kalyANakara vyaktitvanA yathArtha bhAratIya darzanenI vividha zAkhAonA nipuNa darzana te emanI vyApaka ane AtmalakSI ane adhikRta paMDita tarIke emanI khyAti jIvanasAdhanAmAM thAya che. videzamAM paNa vistarI. emanA nikaTanA paricayamAM AvanArane AMkhanuM teja patyA pachI sukhalAle kyAreka e madhura savAla thaI Ave pitAnA gAmamAM AvatAM sAdhu-saMte ane svAbhAvika hatA ke teonI jJAnapAsanA vadhe mahAsatIo pAsethI khUba khaMta, utsAha ane ke jIvanasAdhanA ? rasapUrvaka dharmazAstronI jANakArI meLavavA mAMDI. paMDitajInI prajJA eTalI vyApaka ane emanI smaraNazakti eTalI teja hatI ke je sarvasparzI hatI ke teo dharma, samAja ane kaMI jANavA maLatuM te jANe sadAne mATe rASTranA jIvana sAthe temaja zikSaNa, sAhitya hRdayamAM saMgharAI jatuM ! ke saMskRtinAM kSetra sAthe saMkaLAyela badhI 88 AtmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bAbatanu` mahatva pichAnI zakatA hatA, mUlyAM kana karI zakatA hatA ane pragatirodhaka tattvane pArakhI jaine enI sAme jAgrata rahevAnuM samAjane nirbhayapaNe kahetA rahetA hatA. Ama karavA jatAM kayAreka janasamUhanI ItarAjI ke kanaDagata veDavAno vakhata AvatA te paNa teo jarAya vicalita thayA vagara, peAtAnAM siddhAMta ane kA"ne makkamatApUrvaka vaLagI rahetA hatA. A draSTie te mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA ema lAge che ke a'dhapaNAnA avarodhanI sAme jhajhumIne jIvanavikAsanA navA sImADA sara karavAnuM maLa je vidyAprItie paMDitajIne pUrUM pADyuM hatuM, e vidyAsAdhanA karatAM karatAM teone satyane mahimA vadhune vadhu samajAtA gaye haze ane kayAreka kayAreka satyane pAmyAnI apUrva AnadaanubhUti paNa teone thai haze. jIvana ane kAyathI khUba prabhAvita thayA hatA. ane pragatipreraka navI vicArasaraNo ane eTalu ja nahI enA lIdhe paMDitajInI dIna-kAya vAhIne AvakAravAnI sAdhake taiyArI rAkhavI duHkhI janatAnA kalyANunI bhAvanA tathA rASTrI-joie. ane A kAma tyAre ja thai zake jyAre yatA draDha banI hatI ane racanAtmaka kA sAdhakanA hRzyamAM samatA, sahanazIlatA ane ane vicAranu' mahatva tee vizeSa rUpe samajI samanvayadRSTinu gajavela bharelu hoya. paMDitazakayA hatA. sAthe sAthe gAMdhIjI paNa paDitajInu jIvana kahe che ke teo A badhI kasoTIe jInI satya parAyaNa ane sevA parAyaNa vidvattAnu satyanA sAcA upAsaka pUravAra thayA hatA. mahatva samajI zakayA hatA tathA tethI ja teee ane asatya, adhama, anAcAra, atyAcAra ke gujarAta vidyApIThamAM paDijItanI da'nAnA anItinI sAme emaNe kayAreya namatu tenyu adhyApaka tarIke nimaNuka karI hatI. pa`DitajInI na hatu` ke aniSTa vicAra ke kAya sAthe kayAreya AvI ucca koTInI ane Adaza jIvana- samAdhAna karyu na hatuM. A rIte teee eka sAdhanAne samajavAnA namra prayAsa karIe. sAcA AtmasAdhaka dharmAtmA jevuM satata jAgrata ane apramatta jIvana jIvI batAvyu hatu ane hoI zake enuM uttama udAharaNa pUrUM pADyu syAdavAda ke anekAMtavAdanuM' racanAtmaka rUpa kevu' hatuM. pariNAme satyanI zeAdhanI jhakhanA, satyanA game te bhAge svIkAra karavAnI tatparatA ane satyane jIvI jANavAnI tAlAvelI emanAmAM uttarettara vadhune vadhu sakriya thatI gaI. Ane lIdhe teo kevaLa dharmazAstrAnA niSNAta pati banavA uparAMta dharmoMmaya AcaraNathI peAtAnAM jIvana ane vyavahArane nima La, nikhAlasa ane mArca -eprila, 1978 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir prAmANika banAvavAne purUSArtha karanAra sAcA pAMti tarIkenu' gauraNa pAmyA hatA. A rIte teenuM jIvana satya ane dharmanI jIvata bhAvanAthI vizeSa unnata ane punita banyuM hatuM. paNa satyanI AvI ArAdhanA karavI e sahelI vAta nathI e kAma teA talavAranI ka'I keTalIya junI nakAmI rUDha mAnyatAo ane dhAra upara cAlavA jevu kaparU che. e mATe pravRttione tajI devAnI ane leke pakAraka paDitanI AvI jIvanapazI dharma parAyaNatA, emanA vizva sAthenA vyavahAramAM ahiMsA, karUNA ane vAtsalya e traNa rUpe jovA maLatI hatI. mAnava mAtranI samAnatA, na koI UMca phreM ke na koi nIca. strI purUSonI samAnatA, a MdhapaNA jevI parAdhIna sthitimAM paNa bIjAnI ochAmAM ochI sahAya levI paDe ane bIjAne ochAmAM echI takalIpha ApavI paDe e rIte khumArIbhayu* jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA vagere dvArA teoe ahiMsAnI bhAvanAne jIvI batAvI hatI. ra For Private And Personal Use Only

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paMDitajInI karUNAnI vAta karIe te dIna prakepa rAgadveSa ke kAdha kulezane piSaka na bane dukhiyArI bahenane sukhI ane pagabhara banA- enI teo satata sAvacetI rAkhatA. vaLI vavA mATe, asahAya vidyAthIonA zikSaNa niMdA ane khuzAmata jevA durguNethI satyanuM ane rakSaNa mATe temaja anya saMkaTagrasta vyaktinuM vrata khaMDita thayA vagara nathI rahetuM e teo enA saMkaTa nivAraNa mATe teo potAnI barAbara samajatA hatA ane ethI sadA aLagA maryAdita AvakamAMthI paNa avAranavAra sAva ja rahetA hatA. guptapaNe, sahAya ApatA rahetA hatA. temaja mana, vacana ane kAyAnI vRttio ane AvI bahene tathA vidyArthIo sArI rIte pravRttiomAM ekarUpatA ane mulAyamatA sAdhIne AgaLa vadhe e mATe hamezAM salAha ane paMDitajIe pitAnI vidvattA ane ghamazIlatAne mArgadarzana ApyA karatA hatA. AvI sahAya vizeSa caritArtha karI hatI ane jIvanamAM ApavA jatAM pitAnI ochAmAM ochI jarUri buddhi ane hRdayane arthAta tarka ane saduyAta upara paNa kApa mUkatAM teo saMkeca bhAvanAne samAna vikAsa sAdhI jAya hateA. anubhavatAM nahIM. karakasara e te paMDitajIne sahaja guNa hatuM, ane jarUra lAge tyAre potAnA saMsArane asAra gaNIne enI nirarthaka mATe kharca karavAmAM teo lebha paNa karatA, paNa vagevaNI karavAnuM emane bilakula pasaMda na pitAnA paricAraka ane sAthIonI saMbhALa hatuM. anAsakti ke nirmohavRtti keLavI jANIe rAkhavA mATe pUrI udAratA dAkhavatA. vaLI tA saMsAramAMthI sAra jarUra pAmI zakIe jANeajAye pitAthI keInuM dila dubhAI na te kAraNa ke jIvanane amRtamaya banAvavAne purUjAya enI satata sAvacetI rAkhatA. ane jyAre pArtha saMsAramAM rahIne ja thaI zake che. paNa AvI bhUla thaI gayAne emane khyAla vaLI AvA moTA jJAnopAsaka ane jIvanaAvatA tyAre mAphI mAgavAmAM nAnapa na mAnatA. sAdhaka purUSa je vyavahAradakSatA ane kAryasUjha vAtsalyane te paMDitajI jANe vizALa dharAvatA hatA te kharekhara ati virala, Azcarya vaDale ja hatA. nAnuM moTuM che ke emanI kAraka ane emanA pratyenA AdarabhAvamAM vadhAro pAse jatuM ane teo heta-prItathI AvakAratA, kare evI hatI. ene evI mamatA darzAvatA ke jethI sAmI vadhu zuM kahIe ane keTaluM kahIe? e vyaktinA aMtaranA kamADa ApoApa UghaDI mahAna AtmAe AMkhanA aMdhakAra upara jatAM ane AzvAsananuM amUlya bhAtuM jANe jJAnanI tithI vijaya meLavIne aMtarane ene maLI jatuM. prakAzamaya ane AtmamaMthana dvArA jIvanane jIvana sAthe ekarUpa banela ahiMsA, karUNA amRtamaya banAvavAne parama purUSArtha karIne ane vAtsalyane lIdhe paMDitajI keTalI badhI potAnA jIvanane kRtArtha karyuM hatuM. vyaktionA hRdayamAM zirachatra, vaDIla ke pitA e jIvanasAdhaka vidyApurUSane ApaNA jevuM Adara-bhaktibharyuM sthAna meLavI zakela. praNAma ho! emanA pagale pagale cAlavAnI anyAya, adharma ke atyAcAra sAme buddhi ane zakti ApaNAmAM pragaTe evI emane puNyaprakopa jANItuM hatuM. chatAM e ApaNI prArthanA ho! (gujarAta samAcAramAMthI sAbhAra) AmAnada pakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Do. narottamadAsa kApaDIA mArA pUjya pitAzrI Do. narottamadAsa cunIlAla kApaDiyAnuM jIvana ghaNA loko mATe kalyANa mArganuM preraka banyuM hovAthI A lakhavA prerAI chuM. [ kundanikA kApaDIyA ] temanA jIvananI mukhya dhArA zrImada rAjacaMdra pratyenI bhaktinI hatI. cheka yauvanakALathI, DokaTara tarIke temaNe potAne vyavasAya zarU karyo tyArathI temane adhyAtmanI dizAmAM anurAga peidA thayo hato ane pachI zrImadunAM lakhANenuM vAMcana karatAM uttarottara e valaNano vikAsa thayA hatA. chellAM varSomAM te te zrImadda pratyenI bhaktinuM mUrtimaMta rUpa banI rahelA. eka sAco bhakta ke hoya te, zrImadUnA citra samakSa teo praNAma karatA tyAre ati spaSTa paNe dekhAI AvatuM. yuvAna vaye temanAmAM keTalAka siddhAMtA mATe kaThera Agraha ane temAMthI nIpajatI ugratA, asahiSNutA va.nAM to hatAM, paNa prakhara AtmanirIkSaNa, AMtara-jAgRti temaja satata prayatnane pariNAme te ta ghasAtAM gayAM ane tenuM sthAna udAra mAyALutA ane mana dhIraje lIdhuM hatuM. mANasa puruSAthathI potAnI prakRti kevI AmUla badalI zake che tenuM uttama daSTAMta temaNe pUruM pADayuM hatuM. lAMbe samaye DokaTarI vyavasAya temaNe karyo. paNa te daramiyAna zrImadunAM sthAne-vaDavA, vavANiyA - teo avAranavAra jaIne rahetA ane vadhumAM vadhu samaya tyAM gALavAne utsuka rahetA. chellAM bAra-tera varSathI te temaNe vavANiyAnA Azramane pitAnuM jIvana samarpita karI dIdhuM hatuM. AzramanA saMcAlanamAM temanuM mukhya mArgadarzana rahetuM. zrImadUnAM putrI pU javalabAnI tabiyata narama rahetI hovAne kAraNe . pitAjInuM tyAM rahevuM temane ghaNuM sahAyarUpa hatuM. zrImadda pratye ananya bhakti hovA chatAM te pote vicakSaNa buddhinA pragatizIla ane svataMtra vicAraka hatA ane zrImadda-sAhitya uparAMta anya dharma sAhityanuM paNa temaNe sAruM evuM vAcana kareluM. Ane kAraNe temanuM mana khulyuM hatuM ane temanI samaja vizALa banI hatI. ane enA prakAzamAM zrImaddanAM vacanAmRtanuM arthaghaTana karavAne lIdhe, kevaLa bhakti ja pradhAna hoya tevuM vAtAvaraNa Urmila thaI javAno bhaya rahe che, temAM temaNe jJAnaniSThAnuM tatva sthApita karyuM hatuM. jiMdagI AkhI DokaTarI vyavasAya karyA pachI Azrama taraphathI cAlatA maphata davAkhAnAmAM paNa temaNe potAnI DokaTara tarIkenI sevAo mRtyunA cheka chelalA divasa lagI ApI hatI. elepathInA DokaTara hovA chatAM gAmaDAMnA lokone pasAI zake e hetuthI temaNe bAyekemika davAono UMDo abhyAsa karyo hato ane emAM temane sArI evI InsAITa maLI hatI. temanI saumya ciMtanazIla mukhamudrA, sarva pratye samAnabhAva ane daradIo pratyenI sahAnubhutithI davA levA AvatA loko tema ja AzramamAM AvatAM anya bhAI bahenane paNa temanI pAse ghaNuM sAMtvana maLatuM. temane nikhAlasa hAsya ane vidamAM, haLavI mArca-eprila, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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rIte mamaLu vacane kahI tanuM uddaghATana karavAnI temanI rIta AkarSaka hatI, ane ghaNA leke temanI pAse pitAnI aMgata samasyAomAM temanuM Tharela ane paripakava mArgadarzana meLavatA. sevAbhAvanA, namratA, sAdAI tathA pitAnAM mAna-apamAna pratyenI nispRhatA temanI sAdhaka avasthAnAM lakSaNo hatAM. 82 varasanI uMmare paNa temanI zArIrika skUti sArI hatI ane buddhizakti sateja hatI. zrImadunAM lakhANenA arthane UMDe marma samajI saraLa zabdomAM anyane te samajAvavAnI temanI AvaData ghaNu mATe upakArI banI hatI. temanA A badhA guNone kAraNe, temanI vidAyathI amane svajanene te barobara, paNa vavANiyAAzramanA aMtevAsIone, atithione tathA AjubAjunAM gAmanA lokone, eka aDaga UbheluM chAyA ApatuM ghaTAdAra vRkSa DhaLI paDayuM hovAnI lAgaNuM thaI che, tenI pratIti temanA avasAna nimitte AvelA aneka patra parathI maLe che. paNa AthI mahatvanI bAbata temanI AMtarayAtrAnI che. ApaNe tyAM pravRtti ane nivRtti vacce eka bhedarekhA deravAnI prathA che ane e bannene bhinna uparAMta, paraspara virodhI mAnavAnuM valaNa rahyuM che. paNa pU. pitAjInA jIvanamAM A bannene sarasa samanvaya thayuM hatuM. pravRttine sakriya samAja-upayogitA ane nivRttinI niHsaMgatAne lIdhe temanuM bAhya ane AMtara-banne prakAranuM jIvana samRddha banyuM hatuM. vRddhAvasthA Adarza rIte kema vitAvI zakAya tenuM teo uaharaNa hatA. temanA aMgata dhamAM be vAkaye khAsa dhyAna kheMce evAM hatAM ? lava Ijha ena ane eriga lAITa, jaya Ijha vansa ena sikayuriTI. (prema e kadI bhUlathApa na khAya tevo prakAza che, AnaMda e ApaNI ja pitAnI surakSA che.) mArAM pU. bAnA be varSa pahelAM thayelA mRtyu pachI, bAnA traNa mukhya guNe-prema, sevA ane AnaMda-ne temaNe potAne jIvanamaMtra banAvyuM hatuM. premane nAme ghaNI vAra Asakti-bhalene AdhyAtmika kSetramAM-paNa UbhI thatI hoya che ane nijAnaMdane nAme zuSkatA ane bedarakArI paNa AvatAM hoya che, paNa teo A bAbatamAM atyaMta sajAga hatA ane evI jAgRtine pU. bAne bhaktibharI premajali lekhatAM. bAnA mRtyu pachInAM be varSamAM temanI sAdhanAmAM ghaNuM badhuM vega AvyA hatA ane e rIte nikaTanA svajananuM mRtyunuM dazana temane mATe maMgala preraNA samAna banyuM hatuM. zrImad rAjacandra pratyenI asIma bhakti temanAmAM sarvAtmabhAvarUpe pAMgarI hatI. temanI dhamAM temaNe lakhyuM che, " bhakti e mahAna puruSArtha che. tenuM mukhya sAdhana zaraNAgati che ane tenuM mukhya phaLa sarvAtmabhAva che." AvaDI uMmare paNa vahelI savAranA AchA aMdhArAmAM lAMbA samaya sudhI dhyAnamAM beThelI temanI TaTTAramUti seMkaDovAra joI che. bahAra pharavA jAya te tyAM ekAMta zodhI dhyAnamAM besatA. ghera paNa ekAMta khUNe besI kalAko sudhI vAMcyAM karatA. prakAza e sarI jAya, saMdhyAnuM jhAMkhuM aMdhAruM phelAya tyAre paNa khurazImAM besI te vAMcatA ja hoya. rAte moDe sudhI temanI rUmane dIvo baLato hoya ne temanuM mana ' ra AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pustakamAM tallIna paNe parevAyeluM hoya. vRddhAvasthAmAM sAmAnya rIte naDatI samasyAo temane khAsa sparzI nahotIsamaya vItato gayo tema te vadhu sudaDha pagale, nizcita citte pitAnA yeyadhAma bhaNI gati karI rahyA hatA. temanI samajamAM eTaluM UMDANa ane vRttimAM eTalI sthiratA ane asaMgatA AvyAM hatAM ane ahaMkArane bhAva eTale pAtaLo paDate ja hatuM ke Atmadarzana mATe ahIM have suyogya bhUmikA baMdhAI rahI che ema sUkSmatAthI avale kanArane lAgyA vinA na rahe pitAnA priya jana vize ane temAM ke jene mATe khUba Adara ne prema hoya tevA pitA vize lakhatAM atizakita AvI javAne bhaya che, paNa zakaya teTalI taTasthatA rAkhIne kahI zakuM ke pitAjI zabdone AcaraNamAM vadhumAM vadhu kema mUkavA, tene ja mahattva ApatA hatA ane tethI temanI vidvatA kevaLa bauddhika banI rahI nahotI. maunane ja teo sarvottama va NI gaNatA. satsaMgamAM koI nimitte temane bhAge je kAMI kahevAnuM Ave, tenA karatAM rojanA nAnA nAnA prasaMgo dvArA, grahaNazIla mAnasa mATe te ghaNuM kahI jatA. zrImadranAM mUlyavAna lakha | samajAvavAne lAbha temaNe anya lokone Apyo te karatAM pite vadhu lIdhe. eka mumukSue pitAne mATe kaMIka saMdeza ApavA kahyuM tyAre temaNe mAtra eTaluM ja kahyuM : "samaja samajarUpa kAma kare te maunane dhAraNa thatuM juo." mauna dhAraNa karo ema nahi, paNa dhAraNa thatuM jue" kartA tarIkenA ahaMkArane bhUMsI nAkhavAno prayatnazIla mANasa ja AvuM kahI zake. temanAM chellAM varSonI A jAgRta akhaMDa sAdhanAe temanA jIvanane dhanya ne mRtyune bhavya banAvyuM. chellI ghaDI sudhI te vAta karatA svastha, jAgRta hatA. hArTaeTeka Avyo, paNa pIDA bahu AkarI nahotI. petheDinanuM Ijekazana suddhAM ApavuM nahotuM paDayuM. saheja cakkara AvyAM ne haMmeza mATe poDhI gayA. zarIranI kaI parAvalaMbItA bhagavyA vinA, AkarI dehapIDA veDayA vinA, koIne sevAcAkarInuM kaSTa ApyA vinA zAMtabhAve te ISTa maraNamAM lIna thaI gayA. temanI IcachA hatI ke vavANiyAmAM ja temane deha paDe, ane te pramANe ja thayuM. mArAM bAnI paNa e ja IcchA hatI ke te pUrI thayelI. bane puNyAtmA hatAM. temanAM saMsargamAM AvanAra darekane temanAM e puNya-amIne rapa thayeluM. potAnA jIvana dvArA temaNe vizALa samudAyane ghaNuM ApyuM. temanAM bannenA AtmA zAMtimAM, prakAzamAM, UrvagatimAM haze emAM mane saheje zaMkA nathI. ( prabuddha jIvanamAMthI sAbhAra.) kalyANanI paraMparAone sAdhanAra dharma jevI anya vastu nathI; dharma ja AnaMdarUpI vRkSonuM mULa che, hitarUpa che, pUjya che ane mokSadAyaka che, tethI atIndriya AnaMdanA abhilASI, viveka karavAmAM nipuNa ane dhIra purUSae ALasane tyAga karI svakalyANamAM parama AdarathI vartavu joIe. mArca-eprila, 178 For Private And Personal Use Only

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huM apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze huM grougggg zrImad rAjacaMdra gggggggg apUrva avasara e kayAre Avaze ? | deha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na remamAM. kayAre thaIzuM bAghAMtara nigraMtha ? | lebha nahIM che prabaLa siddhi nidAna je. ave 8 sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIrNa chedIne, nagnabhAva, muMDabhAva saha asnAnatA, vicarazuM kava mahata puruSane paMtha je a0 1 adaMtadhAvana Adi parama prasiddha che; sarva bhAvathI audAsInya vRtti karI, keza, rAma, nakha ke aMge zRMgAra nahIM, mAtra deha deha te saMyama hetu hoya jo; dravyabhAva sayamamaya nigraMtha siddha che. atre 9 anya kAraNe anya kazuM ka9pe nahIM, zatru mitra pratye vate samadarzitA, dehe paNa kiMcit mUcha nava jeya je. a0 2 | mAna amAne varte te ja svabhAva che; darzana meha vyatIta thaI upa bodha je, jIvita ke maraNe nahIM nyunAdhitA, deha bhinna kevaLa caitanyanuM jJAna je; bhavase paNa varte zuddha svabhAva jo. a. 10 tethI prakSINa cAritramoha vikIe, ekAkI vicarate vaLI smazAnamAM, vate evuM zuddha svarUpanuM dhyAna je. a0 3 vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siM ha saMga je; AtmasthiratA traNa saMkSipta yuganI, aDola Asana je manamAM nahIM kSobhatA, mukhyapaNe te varte dehaparyata je parama mitrane jANe pAmyA ga jo. a 11 ghera parISaha ke upasarga bhaye karI, ghera tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahIM, AvI zake nahI te sthiratAno aMta jo. a0 4 sarasa ane nahIM manane prasanna bhAva je; saMyamanA hetuthI ye ga pravarte nA, rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, varUpalakSe jina AjJA AdhIna je sarve mAnyA pudgala eka svabhAva che. a. 12 te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAti sthitimAM, ema parAjaya karIne cAritramohane, aMte thAye nijasvarUpamAM lIna jo. a0 5] AvuM tyAM jyAM karaNa apUrva bhAva jo; paMca viSayamAM rAgadveSa virahitatA, | zreNI kSa paka taNI karIne ArUDhatA, paMca pramAde na maLe manane kSobha je ananyaciMtana atizaya zuddha svabhAva jo. ba0 13 dravya kSetra ne kALa bhAva pratibaMdha vaNa, mehasvayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI karI, vicaravuM udAdhIna paNa vIleja je. a0 6 | sthiti tyAM jyAM kSINumeha guNasthAna je; krodha pratye varte te krodha svabhAvatA, aMta samaya tyAM pUrNa svarUpa vItarAga thaI, mAna pratye te dInapaNAnuM mAna jo; | pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna je. a0 14 mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSI bhAvanI, cAra karma ghanaghAtI te vyava cheda jyAM, lebha pratye nahIM lebha samAna che. atre 7 bhavanA bIja taNe AtyaMtika nAza jo; bahu upasargakartA pratye paNa krodha nahIM, sarvabhAva jJAtA dachA saha zuddhatA, vaMde cakri tathApi na maLe mAna che | kRtakRtya prabhu vIrya anaMta prakAza je. a. 15 94 AAmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vedanIya Adi cAra karma varte jahAM, pUrva prAgAdi kAraNanA rogathI, baLI sIMdarIvat AkRti mAtra je | udhvagamana siddhAlaya prApta susthita jo; te dehAyuSa AdhIna jenI sthiti che, sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM, AyuSa paNe maTiye daihika pAtra je. a0 16 anaMta darzana jJAna anaMta sahita je. a. 19 mana, vacana, kAyA ne karmanI vargaNA, je pada zrI sarva dIThuM jJAnamAM, chuTe jahAM sakaLa pudgala saMbaMdha che; kahI zakAya nahIM paNa te zrI bhagavAna je; evuM agI guNasthAnaka tyAM vatatuM, teha svarUpane anyavANuM te zuM kahe ? mahAbhAgya sukhadAyaka pUrNa abaMdha je. a17 anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna che. a. 20 eka paramANu mAtranI maLe na sparzatA, eha paramapada prAptinuM kayuM sthAna meM, pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola svarUpa che; | gajA vagara ne hAla maratha rUpa je, zuddha niraMjana caitanyamUrti ananyamaya, te paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo aguru laghu amUrta sahajapa rUpa je. a0 18 | prabhu AjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa che. a0 21 e, zrImad rAjacaMdranI siddhapada bhAvanA 9 [ "apUrva avasara " kAvyapara vivecana ] sarayubena Ara. mahetA ema. e. pI. eca. DI. aneka jAtanI sAMsArika sukha-sagavaDa hovA mithyAtvathI zarU karI UMcAmAM UMcI bhUmikA chatAM jIva zAMti pAmate nathI, tema banatuM siddhapada sudhInI dazAnA jIvanI yogyatA pramANe saMsAramAM aneka vakhata jovA maLe che. te 14 vibhAga pADelA che. te pratyekane guNasthAna parathI samajAya che ke bAhya sAdhane niraMtara kahevAmAM Ave che. A kAryamAM 4thA guNasthAsukha ApI zakatAM nathI; aMtamAM duHkha Ape nathI zarU karI 14mAM guNasthAne vartAtA jIvanI che. tethI AtmasAdhake e sAcuM sukha aMtaramAM sthitinuM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. prasaMgopAta ja vase che, e nirNaya karyo che. ane amuka pitAnI AdhyAtmika sthitine temaja abhijAtane AdhyAtmika adhikAra meLavavAthI jIva lASAne khyAla paNa zrImade A kAvyamAM Ave sAcuM zAzvata sukha meLavI zake che. A adhikAra che. tethI A kAvya zrImanA jIvana-kavananA meLavavA jIve kyA prakArane AdhyAtmika vikAsa tema ja Atmika vikAsanA abhyAsamAM ghaNuM sAdhavo joIe te vizene pitAne Adarza agatyanuM banI rahe che. zrImade 21 gAthA ke kaDInA A kAvyamAM 21 kaDInA A kAvyanA pUrva ane uttara Ape che. ema be vibhAga pADI zakAya. pUrva bhAga 12 AdhyAtmika rIte jIvane pitAnA lakSasthAna- kaDI ane uttara bhAga 9 kaDIne. pahelA mela sudhI pahoMcavAne vikAsakrama zrImada bhAgamAM nirgatha thavAnI bhAvanA, nigraMthanAM jaina AganI paripATI anusAra darzAvya lakSaNe, samyagadarzana ane nigraMthanA Atma che. jaina dharmamAM jIvanI nIcAmAM nIcI bhUmikA cAritranuM varNana ApeluM che. uttara vibhAgamAM mArca-eprila, 1978 95 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kSapakazreNI, kevaLajJAna ane mokSanuM varNana avirati samadraSTi, pa dezavirati samadraSTi, ApeluM che. A kAvyamAM kathA thI 14mAM 6. pramattasayata, 7. apramattasaMyata, 8, apUrva guNasthAnane samAveza karela che. karaNa, 9, anivRtti bAdara, 10. sUkSmasa parAya, apUrva avasara e kayAre Avaze ? 1, upazAMtamoha, 12. kSINamoha, 13. e kavitA ghaNI rasika che, temAM rAga ane * sayegI. ane 14. aAgI kevaLI. tAlano meLa che, ane barAbara vAMcatA ke I guNa eTale AtmAnI jJAna, darzana, vIrya paNane hRdaya upara sArI asara kare tevI che. Adi zaktio, ane sthAna eTale te zakti A kavitA jyAre zrImade lakhI haze tyAre enI taratama bhAvavALI avasthA. AtmA para teo ghaNA ucca vicAramAM DUbI gayA haze, rahelAM karmanAM paDala jema jema dUra thatAM jAya emAM saMya nathI kavitAnI kaDI o eka pachI che tema tema tenA gurAno vikAsa thatA jAya eka vAMcatAM ema anubhava thAya che ke jANe che, ane jIva eka pachI eka guNasthAna caDato jIva potAnA sthAnakanA sopAna para caDhate jAya che. e guNasthAne vizenI pAribhASika DAya te paddhatie te kavitA teoe racI che. TUMkI samajaNa A pramANe che- A kavitAmAM teoe AtmasvabhAva jIva- (1) mithyAtva-A guNasthAne vartAtA thAnakakrama, ne mehanIya prakRtinA kramavAra jIvamAM darzanamohanIya ane anaMtAnubaMdhI valayanAM yathAtathya svarUpa batAvyAM che. mana, kaSAyanI prabaLatA hovAne lIdhe tene AtmA vacana ne kAyAnA saMbaMdhanI vargaNa chUTe, tarapha ruci thatI ja nathI. tene vItarAgavANImAM AtmA svasvarUpamAM Ave evI dazAnuM kamavAra zraddhA hotI nathI. mithyAtvI traNa prakAranA che. teoe varNana tyAM karyuM che. (1) abhavya-jenA mithyAtvane Adi ke 29 varSanI yuvAna vaye ucca AdhyAtmika aMta nathI. (2) bhavya-jenAM mithAtvane kSAnuM A kAvya racanAra zrImadanI aMtaraMga Adi nathI paNa aMta che. (3) paDavAI--je sthiti keTalI ucca haze tene khyAla ApaNane jIva samakata prApta karyA pachI patana pAmyo che. ahIM Ave che. eka ja beThake apUrva gaNAya (2) sAsvAdana-samyagdarzana prApta tavuM kAvya racanAra zrImad gRhasthAvasthAmAM karyA pachI patana pAmate jIva pahale guNasthAne hovA chatAM kevI ucca kakSAe virAjatA haze jatAM pahelAM ahIM jarA vAra aTake che, ane ka TheTha siddha sudhInI dazAne teo yathAtathya tarucinA sva95 AsvAda vALI bhUmikA prApta khyAla A kAvyamAM ApI zakyA che! mahAtmA kare che, te sAsvAdana guNasthAna caDatI vakhate gAMdhIjIne A kAvya atizaya priya hatuM ane jIva pahelethI trIje guNasthAne jAya che. vanuM sthAna Azrama bhajanAvaLImAM ApyuM che. (3) mizra-mithyAtvamAMthI nIkaLI samya A kAvyanI samajaNa pAmavA mATe jaina. dRrzana pAmatAM pahelAM je mane maMthanavALI dhanI guNasthAnaka vizenI vicAraNAnI bhUmikA jIvane prApta thAya che te mizra guNasthAna. samaja hevI Avazyaka bane che. 14 guNasthA (4) aviratisamyagdaSTi-AtmA asaMnakanAM nAma A pramANe che : 1. mithyAtva, 2. digdhapaNe satyadarzana, samyagdarzana prApta kare e vAdana, 3. mizramithyAtvasamyakatva, 4. te, ahIM AtmA pahelavahele AdhyAtmika zAMti AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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anubhave che. ahIM anaMtAnuba MdhI kaSAyanI eka samaya ane utkRSTa atarmuhUta nI hoya che. cekaDInA vega nathI rahetA, paNa cAritrazaktine ane khArame guNasthAne na pahoMce tyAM sudhI raeNkanAra sakArAne vega rahe che tethI aMta-sAdhakanI sAdhanA caDatI-paDatI pAmyA kare che. raMgamAM virakta DAvA chatAM bAhyamAM virati- tyAgavRtti udaya pAmatI nathI. A guNasthAne jIva vrata, paccakhANu Adi jANe kharA, paNa pUrNAMkama`nA udaye bAhyamAM pALI na zake. ( 5 ) de za vi r ti sa mya gR STi----ahIM alpAMze virati utpanna thAya che. tethI dezavirata kahevAya che. eka paccakhANathI mAMDIne khAra vrata ane zrAvakanI 11 pratimA sudhImAMnu jeTaluM pALI zake teTaluM Adare. ahIM icchA alpa hAya. te jIva apAra bhI, alpaparigrahI, suzIla, dharmiSTha, udAsIna vairAgyavata hoya ( 6 ) pramattasayata-vairAgyamAM jIva vadhu dRDha banatAM sarvavirati grahaNa kare che. tenI tyAgavRtti uddaya pAme che. tene pUrvAdhyAsathI thatI bhUlane pazcAttApa thAya che. ahIM sAdhaka dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI nava tattvane jANuM che, 17 bhede saMyama pALe che, 12 bhede tapazcaryAM kare che. paNa apramAdI rahevAnI IcchA chatAM kayAreka tene pramAda AvatA heAvAthI A bhUmikAne ' pramattasa`yata guNasthAna ' kahevAya che. : (7) apramattasayata --ahIM jIva pramAdane tyAga kare che. bIjI bAju pUrvavAsanA pAtA tarapha kheMce che, tethI jIva chaThThA ane sAtamA guNasthAna vacce jholAM khAyA kare che. (8) apUrNAMkaraNa--AmAM pUrve kadI nahIM anubhavelA evA AtmazuddhinA anubhava thAya che. sAdhaka bAdara kaSAyathI nitye+ che. A guNasthAne spaSTa e zreNI paDI jAya che : upazamazreNI ane kSepakazreNI. AThamAthIbAramA guNasthAna sudhInI bhUmikA phakta ekAgra cittanI vicAradhArA nirUpe che, tethI tenI sthiti jaghanya mArca-eprila, 1978 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir upazamazreNIvALo sAdhaka meAhanIya kama'nI krame 11mA guNasthAna sudhI pahAMce che, paNa prakRtinA daLane upazamAvatA (dakhAvatA ) krame tyAM kama'nu' jora vadhatAM tenuM patana avazya thAya che. kayAreka te paDatAM paDatAM te chaThThuM guNasthAne tA kayAreka ceAthe guNasthAne aTake che; teA vaLI kayAreka te cheka pahele guNasthAne UtarI jAya che. tyAMthI tene zrI caDavAnu rahe che. kSapakazreNI mAMDatA sAdhaka mAhanIya kama'nI prakRtinA daLane mULamAMthI kSaya karatA karatA 9 me tathA 10 me gurusthAne thai sIdhe| 12 me guNasthAne pahoMce che. te vacalA 11mA (upazAMtameha) gurusthAnane sparzatA ja nathI, tethI tenA patanane avakAza rahetA nathI. ( 9 ) anivRttimAdara--meAhanIya karmAMnA zeSa rahelA aMzanA upazama ke kSaya ahIMthI cAlu thAya che. mAyA bhAva ahIM chUTe che. ( 10 ) sUkSmasa'parAya--ahIM 9mA karatAM vizuddha dazA prApta thAya che. nirmAhIpaNuM, nirabhilASA, avibhrama vagerenA A sthAnamAM vikAsa thAya che. (11) upazAMtamAhanIya--upazamazreNI mAMDelA sAdhaka mATe ja A guNasthAna che. mahunIyanI bAkI rahelI saMjavalana prakRti ahIM upazAMta thAya che ane tyAMthI AtmAnA vikAsa aTake che, ane jIvanuM avazya patana thavAthI te nIcenA guNasthAne UtarI jAya che. *ATale sudhI upazamazreNI caDyA pachI pabhraSTa thayelA chatra krai sAdhAraNa heAtA nathI. ---- 'siddhipadanA sApAna ' ) For Private And Personal Use Only 97

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( 12 ) kSINamoha-ahIM darzana mehanIya (14) agI kevaLI-A guNasthAne ane cAritra mohanIyanI kula 28 prakatio AmA mana, vacana ane kAyAnA cAgane rUMdhAne kSaya thAya che, tethI te kSINamola guNasthAna bAkInAM cAra aghAtI karmone paNa kSaya karI, kahevAya che. ahIMthI aMtamaMhata jeTalA samayamAM mukti pAme che, eka samayamAtramAM urdhvagatie jIva kevaLajJAna pragaTAve che. siddhakSetre jaI jJAnanA upage siddha thAya (13) sagI kevaLI-A guNasthAne che. ahIM jIva garahita ane kevaLajJAna 4 ghanaghAtIkameM mohanIya, jJAnAvaraNIya. dezanA sahita hoya che, tethI agI kevaLI kahevAya che. varaNIya ane aMtarAyano kSaya thaI sarvarUpanuM samakita thayA pachIthI kame kame AgaLa pragaTe che, paNa A sthAnamAM mana, vacana, ane vadhatAM vadhatAM jIva kevA guNe pragaTAvI siddha kAyAnA cAga hoya che, tethI te saMgI kevaLI thAya che tene citAra zrImade ApaNane A kahevAya che. kAvyamAM Ape che. haMsavRtti racayitA : maNibhAI pAdarAkara (marAThI sAkhI) haMsavRttinA haze sajajane, paya amRta pInArA, kAka samA ke kuTila durjane, ukaraDe TharanArA; jJAnI-ajJAnI deu nyArA. zuSka paMDita TIkAkAra maTI, TIkAkhorI karanArA, prakhara grISma tApe ja javAsA, navapalava thAnArA; enA svabhAva nava pharanArA. parama prema parabrahma yAsI, galI galImAM nahi pharanArA, hayAM harAyAM DheranI peThe, ukhara na mukha dharanArA; nijanA nijatvane dharanArA, prabhunA bhakta haze sajajana, bakavAda nahi karanArA, jIbha lapalapa mUlya koDInuM, mauna metI caranArA; saritA saMskAre saranArA. UMDA UtarI jarA vicAro, keNa che? kyAM janArA ? kyAMthI AvyA zAM kartavya, zuM amRta pI maranArA? draSTA bhraSTA gama pInArA. pharaka mAnavI mAnavI mAMheke duSTo, ke sArA, prabhune pahANA kaI kahe, kaI prabhupatha saMcaranArA; koI DUbe ne kaI taranArA. tame anaMtI zaktivaMtane AtmAne dharanArA, navIna suSTi ne navIna jIvananA sarjanane karanArA maNi mAnavakula divya sitArA. 98 AtmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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. zikSaNa saMsthAone sAruM ane sAcuM mArga darzana ApyuM che. ane jyAM jyAM jarUra lAge tyAM teoe pitAnI lakSmIne sAro saduuga karyo che. teoe sukhaDIyA jaina beDIMgane pitAnI ja gaNI hatI. sAmAjIka kSetre paNa strI samAjane utkarSa, sAmAjIka saMsthAone vikAsa, zrI ANa dajI purUSottama jaina sArvajanika davAkhAnuM, zrI ke je. mahetA hospITala, rAhata sevA nidhi vagere saMsthAo dvArA janatAnI vizALatA pUrvaka tanasevA karI che zaheranI ghaNI khAsa karIne jaina saMsthAonA priya mitra ramaNabhAI zeTha makAna bAMdhakAmanA AyojanamAM temanI IjanerI - kuzAgra buddhi, AjananI AvaData ane sevAtaMtrI sthAnethI : zAha gulAbacaMda lalubhAI parAyaNatAnA temaja kalA premanA darzana thAya che. che. saMsthA kesamAM rahIne temaNe karelI rASTrazahera bhAvanagaranA pratiSThita nAgarika, jenA - bhakti paNa temanI sarvatomukhI pratibhAnI samAjanA agraNI kAryakara ane zrI jena AmAM jhAMkhI karAve che. naMda sabhAnA Trejharara zeThazrI ramaNabhAInuM amArI A saMsthA zrI jaina AtmAnaMda tA. 14-2-78ne maMgaLavAranA roja hArTa sabhAnA teo agraNI kAryakara hatA ane jIvananA pheIlathI avasAna thayuM tenI noMdha letA ame aMta sudhI A saMsthAnA kaSAdhyakSa tarIke rahI khUba UMDA duHkha ane AghAtanI lAgaNI saMsthAne nANAkIya temaja anya mArgadarzana anubhavIe chIe. ApI saMsthAne vikAsa karavAmAM temane phALo zeThazrI ramaNabhAI eka kuzaLa udyogapati ghaNo prasaMzanIya che. temanI gaMbhIratA ane > samajabharI salAha sUyana saMsthAne bhAre upagI hatA.udyoga kSetre temaNe pitAnI kuzaLatA ane thatA hatA. kharekhara temaNe jaina temaja jainetara purUSArthathI khUbaja AgavuM sthAna prApta karyuM hatuM. saMsthAnA vikAsamAM Apela phALe kadI bhulI teozrI potAnA udyoganA vikAsamAM dhyAna zakAze nahi. ApavAnI sAthe sAthe eka dharmaniSTha abhyAsI teo mArA te eka sajajana nehI hatA, hatA. dhArmika ane AdhyAtmika pustake ane teo koI paNa vAta maDaNAtmaka zailIthI ja lekhomAM teo UMDo rasa letA ane tenA vAMcana karatA. teo dirgha daSTivALA ane vahevArakuzaLa ane manana dvArA temaNe potAnuM jIvana dharmanA hatA. paropakAravRtti ane sevAbhAva temanA raMge raMgyuM hatuM. temanA badhA kAryomAM temanI dilamAM svAbhAvika ramI rahela hatA. bhega ane dhArmikatAnA darzana thatA hatA. tyAgane kaLAkauzalya pUrvaka eka rIte mitra banAvI temanI dharmanI sAcI samajaNane kAraNe zakyA hatA, eTale ke pravRtti ane nivRttine temanuM jIvana sevAparAyaNa banyuM hatuM. samAjanA samatala rAkhI grahastha jIvana kema jIvavuM teno Adarza pure pADayo hate. dareka kSetre temaNe kaMIkane kaMIka sevA karI che. ' amo temanA AtmAne parama zAMti irachIe jaina dAdA sAheba bega, sukhaDIyA beDIMga, chIe, ane temanA kuTuMba para AvI paDela vigere zaikSaNika kSetramAM pitAnI sevA ApI A duHkhamAM samavedanA pragaTa karIe chIe. mArca-eprila, 1978 99 For Private And Personal Use Only

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samAcAra saMcaya bhAvanagarane AMgaNe aitihAsika abhUtapUrva ajoDa dIkSA mahotsava parama zAsana prabhAvaka parama pUjya AcArya vijaya merUprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI nIzrAmAM bhAvanagaranA ItihAsamAM sau prathamavAra ekIsAthe cha mumukSuone bhavya dIkSA mahatsava saM. 2034nA phAgaNa suda 3 ne zanIvAra tA. 11-3-78nA roja bhAvanagarane AMgaNe ujavAye. paramopakArI parama pAvanI paramAtmAe prarUpela paramapadanI prApti arthe cha mumukSu bhAI-bahenoe paramezvarI pravrajyAnA punita paMthe prayANa karela che. A mahA maMgalakArI prasaMge zrI zAMtinAtra sahita aSTAhnikA mahatsava rAkhavAmAM Avela. dararoja pUjA, prabhAvanA, prabhujIne bhavya aMgaracanA vagere karavAmAM Avela. phAgaNa suda 2 ne zukravAranA roja e dIkSArthIone bhavya rathayAtrAne varaghoDo nIkaLela ane zaheranA rAjamArgo upara pharela. phAgaNa suda 3 divasa jANe bhAvanagarane AMgaNe sayamane senerI sUraja ugye hoya tema vahelI savArathI dareka dikSAthIonA nivAsa sthAne hajAronI saMkhyAmAM darzanA bhilASIo umaTI paDyA hatA. ane jyAre chae dikSAthIone bhavya varasIdAnano varaghoDo zaheranA rAjamArga upara AvyA tyAre zaherane rAjamArga mAnava medanIthI khIcokhIca bharela hatA. ane dikSAthIonA jayanAda ane jaina zAsananA jayanAdathI gagana guMjI rahyuM hatuM. varasIdAnano bhavya varaghoDe joI ullAsa ane umaMgathI leke dIkSAthI ene nihALI rahyA hatA, jyAre e dikSAthIo dIkSAsthaLa zAsana samrATa dIkSAnagara (dAdA sAheba) AvyA tyAre dAdA sAhebanA paTAMgaNamAM vizALa jaina samudAya A bhavya prasaMgane nihALavA gAThavAI gayA hatA ane mAnava medanIthI khIcokhIca dAdA sAhebanuM paTAMgaNa bharAI gayuM hatuM. AcArya bhagavaMta vijaya merUprabhasUrIzvarajI jAte ja dIkSAnI dareka vidhi khUba ja ullAsathI karAvI rahyA hatA ane vizALa jaina samudAya te vidhi khUba ja rasapUrvaka nihALI rahyo hate. dIkSAnI dareka vidhi pUrNa thatAM lagabhaga baporanA be-traNa vAgyA hatA. saunA apUrva ullAsa ane AnaMdathI dikSA mahotsava pUrNa thayela hatuM. A prasaMge sAkaranA pANI tathA patAsAnI prabhAvanA karavAmAM Avela. dIkSArthIone Treka paricaya bA. bra. bIpInakumAra nemacaMda zAha tathA bA. bra. ku. IndiArAbahena nemacaMda zAha pitAzrInuM nAma nemacaMdanAnacaMda zAha, mAtAnuM nAma prabhAvatI bahena. AkhuM kuTuMba saMyamanI sonerI sugaMdhathI maheke che. ane dharmabhAvanAthI raMgAyeluM che. be bhAIoe saM. 2032mAM mulunDa mukAme pa. pU. A. vijaya meruprabhasUrIzvarajInI nIzrAmAM dIkSA aMgIkAra karela che. teozrInA nAma pU. muni harSasena ane pU. muni muktisena rAkhela che. eka bahene saM. 2017mAM dIkSA aMgIkAra karela che. teozrInuM nAma zrI pIyuSapUrNAzrIjI che. Ama eka ja kuTuMbanAM pAMca sabhya paramezvarI pratrajyAnA punita paMthe pravAsa karI rahyA che. kuTuMbanA 100 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bAkI rahetA sabhya paNa saMyamanA abhilASI che. zAha bipInakumArane dhArmika abhyAsa artha sahita pAMca pratikamaNa, cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya, cha karmagraMtha, saMskRta be buka, hemalaghu prakriyA amarakoSa ItyAdi. zrI bIpInabhAI pU. A. bha. vijaya merupabhasUrIzvarajInA ziSya pU. Idrasena vi. ma.nA ziSya thayA che. ane temanuM nAma zrI vizvasenavijaya ApavAmAM Avela che. zrI IndirAbahenane dhArmika abhyAsaH-paMca pratikamaNa, 4 prakaraNa, 3 bhASya, 6 karmagraMtha, tatvArthasUtra, saMskRta be buka hemalaghu prakriyA ItyAdi. teo zrI zrI saubhAgyazrIjI ma. sA.nA samudAyamAM che ane teonuM nAma zrI amaratnAzrIjI rAkhavAmAM Avela che. bA. bra. ku. nayanAbahena gIradharalAla dozI. pitAzrInuM nAma (sva.) dezI gIradharalAla goradhanadAsa (tallIvALA). mAtAnuM nAma raMbhAbena. jemanA eka bahene (bhAratIbene) saM. 2031nI sAlamAM bhAvanagaramAM thayela aMjanazalAkA samaye dIkSA aMgIkAra karela che. ane hAla pU. sA. bhAvadharmAzrIjI nAma che. bahenanA punita pagale prayANa karavAnI eka ja daDha bhAvanA nacanAbenamAM hatI. rAta divasa eka ja raTaNa. kayAre ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM tanmaya banuM. teozrI pU. sA. cAritrAzrIjInA samudAyamAM che, ane temanuM nAma zrI naMdIdhAzrIjI rAkhavAmAM Avela che. teozrAne dhArmika abhyAsa paMca pratikramaNa, nava smaraNa, traNa bhASya, cha karmagraMtha, bRta prahaNI, kSetrasamAsa, tatvArtha, vairAgya zataka, Indriya parAjaya, saMbodhasattarI, vitarAga stotra, jJAnasAra, dazavaikAlIkanI cAra adhyayana, saMskRta pahelI buka ItyAdi. bA. bra. ku. sudhAbahena amRtalAla (gheTIvALA). pitAzrInuM nAma-mahetA amRtalAla dharamazIbhAI (gheTIvALA), mAtAnuM nAma-zAMtAbena. vizALa kuTuMba ane bahoLo parivAra dharma bhAvanAnA raMge raMgAyeluM che. chellA ghaNA ja samayathI saMyamanI bhAvanA, daDha nirdhAra ane mananI makkamatA, saMyama eka ja abhilASA. teo | sA. cAritrAzrIjInA samudAyamAM che ane temanuM nAma zrI zucidharAzrIjI rAkhavAmAM Avela che. teozrIne dhArmika abhyAsapAMca pratikramaNa, nava maraNa, cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya, cha karmagraMtha, buData saMgrahaNI, vairAgya zataka, taravArtha sUtra, Indriya parAjaya zataka, saMbaMdha sattarI, cAra adhyayana ane saMskRta pahelI buka ItyAdi. bA. bra. ku. kaumudInI bahena trIbhovanadAsa zAha. pitAzrInuM nAma-zAha tribhovanadAsa mehanalAla, mAtAnuM nAma-vasaMtabena. chellA ghaNA ja samayathI saMyamanI bhAvanA, vividha tapazcaryA dvArA AtmAne vitarAga mAge keLavI saMyama paMthe prayANa karyuM. teozrI pU. sA. zrI kamaLaprabhAzrIjInA samudAyamAM che. temanuM nAma zrI kRtiratnAzrIjI rAkhavAmAM Avela che. teozrIne dhArmika abhyAsa-pAMca pratikramaNa, navasmaraNa, cAra prakaraNa ItyAdi. bA. bra. ku. jayazrIbena bhegIlAla zAha. pitAzrInuM nAma-zaha bhegIlAla bhANajIbhAI, mAtAnuM nAma-madhukAntAbena. ghaNA TUMkA samayamAM saMyamanA raMge raMgAI dRDha manobaLa ane makkamatAthI kuTuMbanI anumatI laI mananA manoratha pUrNa karavA kaTIbaddha banyA. teozrI pU sA.zrI pravINa zrIjInA samudAyamAM che. teozrInuM nAma zrI jinayazAzrIjI rAkhavAmAM Avela che. dhArmika abhyAsa-pAMca pratikramaNa, cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASa, pAMca karmagraMtha, saMskRta buka pahelI ItyAdi. mArca-eprila, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUjyapAda AcArya zrI vijayapratApasUrIzvarajI mahArAjano mAMgaroLa mukAme kALadhama vartamAna samaye vidyamAna pUjya zramaNabhagavAmAM sauthI moTA temaja dIkSA ane sUri pada paryAyamAM pazu sauthI moTA zAMtamUrti pUjyapAda AcAryabhagavata zrI vijayapratApasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba 10 divasanI TUMkI mAMDhagImAM, mAMgaroLa mukAme phAgaNa vada 7 ne zukravAra tA. 31-3-78nA savAre 7-30 kalAke navakAra mahAmaMtranu zrava ane smaraNa karatAM karatAM, parama zAMti ane samAdhipUrNAMka kALadharma pAmyA che. gata varSe mubaithI pAlItANAnA ane A varSe pAlItANAthI junAgaDhane aitihAtrika padayAtrA sagha teozrI ane temanA ziSya-praziSyA, zAsanaprabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijayadhama sUrIzvarajI mahArAja, sAhitya-kalAratna pUjaya munipravarazrI yazovijayajI mahArAja, zatAvadhAnI gaNivarya zrI jayAna davijayajI mahArAja Adi vizALa munigaNunI nizrAmAM nIkaLyA hatA. padayAtrA saMdhamAM teezrInI tabiyata ghaNI sArI rahI hatI. phAgaNa suda 4 ravivAre saMghapationI tImALa prasaMge teozrIe ghaNA Ana Mda-ullAsathI zrI giranArajI mahAtIrthInI yAtrA karI hatI. tyArabAda junAgaDha zaheramAM pAMca divasa rahI mAMgareALa zrIsa Mgha ane muMbai vasatA mAMgarALavAsIenA ati AgrahathI mAMgarALa padhAravAnA kAryakrama nakkI thayA mujaba phAgaNu suda 9 ne zanivAra tA. 18-3-78nA vihAra karI vaMthaLI, tA. 19mI mANekavADA tA. 20mIe agatarAya padhAryAM. tyAM sudhI teozrInI tabiyata barAbara svastha hatI, tA. 21mIe kezeAda padhAryAM bAda tabiyata theADI asvastha thai. tA. 23mInA DoLImAM ja pUjyazrI mAMgarALa padhAryAM. ahIMnA zrIsa Mghe bhavya sAmaiyA sAthe praveza karAvye vihAramAM DAkaTaro sAthe ja hatA. A divase takhiyata kaMika vadhu ciMtAjanaka lAgatA mubai, vaDodarA, DabhAI, amadAvAda, pAlItANA, verAvaLa, prabhAsapATaNa, jUnAgaDha, rAjakoTa vagere sthaLoe kela karI khabara ApavAmAM AvyA. pUjyazrInI narama tabiyatanA samAcAra jANI AjubAjumAM vicaratA pujyazrIne AjJAvarti sAdhvIsamudAya tema ja najIka ane dUra-dUranA sthaLoethI zrIsaMghanA AgevAnA, gurubhakto tathA bhAvikajane ghaNI moTI saMkhyAmAM sukhazAtA puchavA AvavA lAgyAM. ahIMnA zrIsaMgha taraphathI bahAragAmathI rAjarAja A meTI saMkhyAmAM AvatAM bhAI-baheneAnI bhakti ghaNI vyavasthita ane sudara rIte karavAmAM AvatI. uparAMta zrIsa ghe pUjya gurudevAnI nizrAmAM siddhacakrapUjana, zAMtisnAtra sahita prabhubhaktine mahAtsava ghaNA ullAsathI dhAmadhumapUrvaka ujavyeA. pujyazrInI takhiyata dina-pratini vadhu ne vadhu asvastha thavA lAgI. ahIMnA sthAnika DokaTarA uparAMta junAgaDhathI meTrA DokaTarone khelAvyA hatA. vizALa sAdhu-sAdhvIgaNe madrecAra vagerenA uccAraNathI vAtAvaraNu ArAdhanAmaya banAvI dRIdhu. zrIsaMghanA kArya karyAM e ane nAnA-moTA bhAie.nI tema ja mubaIthI maheAtsava prasa Mge AvelA zrIyuta navInacaMdrabhAI kampANI tathA zeTha zrI kAMtilAla chaganalAla vagerenI cAvIseya kalAka sevAbhakti, vaiyAvacca, akha`Da cAlu rahI. paraMtu....AyuSyabaLa puru thavA ALyuM haeNAya, navakAramaMtranuM 102 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zravaNu ane smaraNa karatAM karatAM phAgaNa vada 7ne zukravAra tA. 31-3-78nA savAre 7-30 vAge pujya AcArya zrI vijaya pratApasurIzvarajI mahArAjazrInA jIvanadIpa bujhAI gayA. mAMgaroLa nagaramAM A samAcAra prasaratAM, jANe duHkhanI gherI chAyA pharI vaLI. samasta nagarajanA TaLe ne TALe darzAnArthe umaTavA lAgyAM. dezabharamAM kAla-tAranA vAyuvege A samAcAra pharI vaLyA. mAMgarALanI samasta prajAe dhAMdhA-rAjagAra adha rAkhyA. pAsanA gAmanA jaine maLyu te sAdhana pakaDI doDI AvyA. bIjA divase savAre 11-30 vAge aMtimayAtrA kADhavAnA niNaya levAmAM Avela. A samaye pahoMcavA keAI cACra pleIna karIne te koI gharanI meTaramAM ane koI bhADutI meTaramAM ke pachI koI khasa-TreinamAM nIkaLI paDyA hatAM. mAMgarALamAM jaNe mAnava-maherAmaNa ubharAyA hatA. Asa bhavya aMtima yAtrA : phAgaNa vada 8 ne zanivAra tA. 1-4-78nA kharAkhara vijayamuhUta' teozrInI dabadabAbharI bhavya aMtimayAtrAnA tapagaccha jaina upAzrayathI prAraMbha thayA hatA. junAgaDhathI Avela sarakArI benDa temaja peAlIsa pArTIe salAmI ApI hatI. a.sau. kaMcanabena prANalAla dezI tathA kanakabahene pU. gurudevanA pavitra deDune pAMca zikhara vALI jarIyAna pAlakhImAM padharAvyA bAda hajAronI mAnavamedanInA jaya jaya naMdA, jaya jaya bhA "nA gaganabhedI ghASArava sAthe aMtimayAtrA AgaLa vadhI hatI. nagaranA mukhya mukhya mArgopara dazanArthe bhAre bhIDa jAmI hatI. aMtimayAtrA vaDAnA jinAlaya pAse AvI paheAMcatAM tyAM jinAlayanI sAmenI jagyAmAM pUjyazrInA nazvara dehane pAlakhIpUrvaka birAjamAna karI, tenI saMskAravidhi karavAmAM AvI hatI. 66 A aMtimayAtrAnA divase paNa mAMgareALanI samasta prajAe dhadhA-rAjagAra baMdha rAkhI aNNAo pALyA hatA. mAMgareALanA itihAsamAM AvI svayaMbhU sakhata haDatAla agAu kayAre paNa paDI nathI. A be divasa cA pAna kaeN cavANAnI lArIo paNa kayAMya khuThThI jevA na maLatI. katalakhAnA tema ja A vistAramAM mATA pAye cAlatA matsyaudyoga paNa svayaMbhU badha rahela. sauthI Azcaya pamADe evI ghaTanA tA e che ke mAMgarALanI 35 hajAra vastImAM aDadhA uparanI vastI dharAvatA muslIma birAdarAe agnisa'skAranA divase gharadITha rAjA pALyA hatA. A aMtimayAtrAmAM sthAnika samasta prajAjanA tema ja bahAragAmathI muMbaI ane tenA lagabhaga dareka upanagarA, uparAMta surata, mIMyAgAma, karajaNa, vaDAdarA, DabhAI, chANI, amadAvAda. surendranagara, vaDhavANa zahera, mArabI, jAmanagara, rAjakaeNATa, dheArAjI, jetapura, jUnAgaDha, vaMthaLI, agatarAya, kezAda, upaleTA, verAvaLa, prabhAsapATaNuM, unA, mahuvA, bhAvanagara tema ja pAlItANA ane aneka nAnA moTA zahera gAmeAmAMnA zrI sadyAnA AgevAnA, gurubhakto sahita hajAro zrAvaka zrAvikAe AvIne joDAyAM hatAM. agnisaMskAranI badhI khelIenA caDhAvAnI kula rakama rUA. eka lAkha 16 hajAra upara thai hatI. jIvadayA mATe lagabhaga rUA. 15 hajAranA phALe thaye hatA. pUjyazrInA smAraka ane zreyasa mATenuM phaMDa rUA. 60 hajAranuM lagabhaga thayuM che; A uparAMta mAMgarALa smAraka racavA mATe eka sadUgRhastha taraphathI rUA. 20 hajAranu vacana maLyuM che. mAMgaroLamAM uparAMta pUjayazrInI janmabhUmi AdarI (je mAMgareLathI phakta 1617 kIle! mITara ANyu' che.) ane pAlItANAmAM paNa smAraka racavAmAM AvanAra che. mArca-eprila, 1978 103 For Private And Personal Use Only

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lA. da. bhAratIya saMskRti vidyAmaMdiranA mUlyavAna prakAzano lAvaNya samayakRta nemiraMgaratnAkara chaMda 10 jinamANikyagaNikRta ratnAkarAvatArikAdyazlokazatArthI 10 ratnaprabhasUrikRta ratnAkarAvatArikA bhAga 2 - 3 18 32 ajAtaka ke kalpalatA viveka A0 haribhadrasUrikRta zAstravArtAsamuccaya ( hindI anuvAdasahita ) 30 dhanapAlakRta tilakamaMjarIsAra 20 A0 haribhadrakRta neminAhacariu 104 bhAga 1 - 2 100 10 20 pramANavArtikabhAdhyakArikArdhapAdasUci prAkRta jaina kathA sAhitya upA0 harSavardhanakRta adhyAtmabiMdu cakradharakRta nyAyamaMjarI granthibhaMga jinabhadrasUrikRta madanarekhA AkhyAyikA 40 50 prAcIna gurjara kAvyasaMcaya 16 20 jaina prakaraNa saMgraha saNatukumAracariya isisiyAI haimanAmamamatA ziloM nyAyamaMjarI ( prathama Ahnika) jinezvarasUrikRta gAhArayaNakoSa jayavaMtasUrikRtarUSidattArAsa indahaMsakRta bhuvanabhANukevalicariya 8 20 20 gujarAtI anuvAda saha 16 20 16 16 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zazadharakRta nyAyasiddhAntadIpa ( guNaratnasUrikRta TippaNa sahita ) 45 dharmadarzanI pAyAnI vibhAvanA (guja.) 8 sAdhAraNakRta vilAsavaI kahA 40 More Documents of Jaina Paintings and Gujarati Paintings by Dr. U. P. Shah Aspects of Jaina Art and Architecture Indian Phiosophy by. Pt. Sukhlalji Vasudevahindi an authentic Jain version Atonements in the Ancient Ritual of the Jaina monks Jain Concept of Omniscience Dictionary of Prakrit Proper Names Pt. I-II For Private And Personal Use Only 76 150 30 150 50 50 67 50 Jaina Ontology A Critical Study of the Mahapurana of Puspadanta Akalanka's Criticism of Dharmakirti's Philosophy 50 50 The Natyadarpana-A Study Catalogue of Mss. Pts. 1-4 160 Catalogue of Mss. Jesalmar Collection 50 Early Jainism 28 50 Wan prAptisthAna : lAlabhAI dalapatabhAI bhAratIya saMskRti vidyAmaMdira gujarAta yunivarsiTI, basa sTenDa pAse, amadAvAda 380006 phona : 42463 AtmAnaMda prakAza

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sva. ramaNalAla zeThane apAyela bhAvanagara jaina saMdha taraphathI zekAMjali zrI bhAvanagara jaina vetAmbara mUrtipUjaka tapa saMgha tathA anya agIyAra saMsthAonA upakrame sva, ramaNalAla amRtalAla zeThanuM hRdayaroganA humalAthI acAnaka nidhana thatAM temanI zoka sabhA tA. 16-2-78nA roja rAtrInA 9-00 kalAke moTA derAsarajInA sAmAyikazALAnA telamAM zeThazrI ramaNikabhAI bhogIlAla zAhanA pramukhasthAne rAkhavAmAM Avela hatI. jemAM vizALa samudAyanI hAjarI hatI. judA judA baMdhuo taraphathI temanI sevAnA judA judA pAsAone guNAnuvAda thayA bAda nIcene TharAva pasAra karavAmAM AvyA hate. zoka TharAva-zrI bhAvanagara jaina saMghanI vyavasthApaka samiti temaja kAryavAhaka samitinA sabhya, saMgha ane samAjanI anekavidha pravRttio temaja saMsthAo sAthe sakriya rIte saMkaLAela, saMniSTha kAryakara dazAzrImALI sukhaDIyA jJAtinA AgevAna, kRSNanagara jaina sosAyaTInA praNetA dharmapremI zeThazrI ramaNalAla amRtalAlanA ekAeka aNucitavyA thayelA nidhanathI AjanI A sabhA UMDA duHkhanI lAgaNI anubhave che. temanI cIra vidAyathI bhAvanagara jaina saMgha, zahera tathA samAjane bhAre khoTa paDI che. temanI dazAzrImALI sukhaDIyA jJAtine te na pUrI zakAya tevI beTa paDI che. temanA vizALa kuTuMba upara AvI paDelI A kAyamI Apatti sahana karavAnuM parama kRpALuM baLa Ape tevI prArthanA che. temanA puNyazALI umadA AtmAne zAsanadeva zAzvata zAMti ape e ja abhyarthanA. A TharAvanI eka nakala temanA kuTuMbIjane upara mokalavAnuM TharAvavAmAM Ave che. kRSNanagara sosAyaTI taraphathI zokajanaka sabhA zeThazrI ramaNalAla amRtalAlanA akALa duHkhada avasAna aMge zoka vyakta karavA tathA temane zraddhAMjalI arpavA zrI kRSNanagara jaina sosAyaTI dvArA eka zokasabhA zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAInA pramukhasthAne zrImatI sAMkaLIbAI sabhAgRhamAM yojAyela hatI. - zrI ramaNabhAInI sevA, namratA ane milanasAra svabhAvanI suvAsa daraka vAtAnA vaktavyamAM jaNAI AvatI hatI. - zrI haThIcaMda jIvaNalAle sadUgatanA viziSTa guNene aMjalI ApatAM kahyuM ke teozrInuM jIvana eka uttama ane anukaraNa karavA yogya hatuM tema kahela. zrI kRSNanagara sosAyaTInA maMtrIzrI himatalAla ane pacaMda zAhe sadUgata sAthe kArya karavAnA temanA mIThAM saMsmaraNe varNavI zraddhAMjalI Apela. kRSNanagaranA anya AgevAna zrI becaralAla nAnacaMda zAhe zrI ramaNabhAInI kAryakuzaLatA niSThA ane makakamatA chatAM namratAnA guNe ane bIjA mATe kaMIka karI chUTavAnI bhAvanA viSe kahetAM bhAvabhInI aMjalI Apela. agragaNya vepArI ane kAryakara zrI vinayacaMda muLacaMda zAhe temanA anya guNenI sAthe vyavahArika ane vyApArI kunehane bIradAvela. mArca-eprila, 1978 105 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zA pa rI A jI - : banAvanAra : - : banAvanAro : * bAjI sa * lAIpha beTasa zIpa * jha bIlDarsa * * ane Drejarsa * ponsa * murIMga boyajha * boyanTa epareTasa vigere. * rolIMga zaTarsa * phAyaraprupha Dorsa * reDa rolamAM * vahIla berojha * rephayujha henDa kArTasa * pila phensIMga * sTIla Tenkasa vigere............... ejInIyarsa zAparIA Doka enDa sTIla ka. prAiveTa lImITeDa ceramena zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha menejIMga DIrekaTara : zrI amRtalAla bhANajIbhAI zAparI A rajIsTarDa ophisa ane zIpayArDa zIvarI pharTa roDa, muMbaI-15 (DI. DI.) phona : 448361, 448362, 443133 grAma: "zAparIA" zIvarImuMbaI ejInIyarIMga varkasa ane ophisa parela roDa, kesa lena, muMbaI-12 DI. DI. ) phona : 395067, 374893 grAma : "zAparI A parela-muMbaI - amAnuM praza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI lalitasUrIzvara jaina saMgIta maMDaLa ane kRSNanagaranA yuvAne vatI belatAM zrI jItendrabhAI bhecaralAla zAhe zrI ramaNabhAInI yuvAno ane bALaka taraphanI mamatA, prema ane namra vyavahAranA aneka prasaMge yAda karI nAnA ke moTA sau pratyenA temanA samAna ane vAtsalyapUrNa vyavahAra viSenI yuvAnanI lAgaNI vyakta karela. namratAmAM mahAnatAnI pratyakSa mUrti samA zrI ramaNabhAIne vaMdana sAthe teoe temanuM vaktavya pUrNa karela. tyArabAda pramukhasthAnethI zAha gulAbacaMda lalubhAIe jaNAvyuM ke ramaNabhAImAM aneka di to bharelA hovAthI teo eka pratibhAzALI vyakti hatA. teo sAcuM jIvana jIvI gayA che. lakSmI, buddhi ane kuTuMbanI ekasaMpIthI samRddhivaMta hatA paNa teo sadA namra, mAyALu, sAdAI ane vive zIlatAnA uttamottama guNo dharAvatA hatA. dareka sAthe pitAnA baMdhu hoya te rIte varte dhArmika ke sAmAjika kAryamAM otaprota rahetA, eka vakhata baDAra gAmanA eka anubhavI ane samajadAra memAnane laI kRNanagara derAsare huM darzana karavA gayo hato, teo derAsarane bahuja bArIkAIthI avalokana karavA mAMDyA. TAIma ghaNe thaye meM kahyuM, ke bhagavAna mahAvIra manohara mUrtie tamane ekadhyAna karI dIdhA lAge che. temaNe kahyuM bhAI ! sAcuM kahuM te maMdira ane AkhA kaMpAunDamAM Avela badhA mukAmAM keI kalAdharano Ama jaLakI uThyo hoya tema lAge che, te vicAramAM vakhata pasAra thaI jAya che. tevuM A suMdara zAMtidAyaka sthAna che tethI huM vadhAre paDate ahIM bhAI gayo chuM. meM kahyuM ke bhAI tamAruM mAnavuM tadana satya che. A dareka kAryapradezamAM A sosAyaTinA AgevAna ramAI zeTha ane zrI bhogIlAlabhAI velacaMda baMne mitro che. teonI aneka pravRtti hovA chatAM A kAmamAM teoe pitAne AtmA mukyo che vigere. ramaNabhAI ane bhegI. bhAInA kAmane paricaya Ape. te ghaNu khuzI thayA ane baMnethI prabhAvita thayA. ramaNabhAInI khoTa purAvI muzkela che. bhale teo sadehe ApaNu pAse nathI paNa temaNe je je zubha kAryo karyA che te kAryo ja temanI amaratAnuM Apane bhAna karAvyA karaze. tyArabAda zoka TharAva vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM hatuM je nIce mujaba- zika TharAva-zrI kRSNanagara jaina sosAyaTInI 2Ajaroja tA. 15-2-78 mahA zuda 8 budhavAranA roja maLela sabhA-bhAvanagara 8che. mUrtAi. jaina saMgha temaja ApaNI saMsAyaTInA prathama paMktinA mAnanIya AgevAna zeThazrI ramaNalAlabhAI amRtalAlabhAInA tA. 14-2-78no vahelI savAre thayela duHkhada nidhana pratye ghaNI UMDA zokanI lAgaNI pradarzita kare che. zeThazrI ramaNalAlabhAI eka Adarza gRhastha, niSThAvAna samAja sevaka ane anekonA sAcA mArgadarzaka vAtsalyamUti hatA. teozrIe bhAvanagaranI temaja saurASTranA ghaNA kharA zaheranI dhArmika, sAmAjika tathA keLavaNInI saMsthAomAM javAbadArI bharI rIte jIvananA chellA zvAsa sudhI pitAnI sevAo ApI che. teozrI prathama paMktinA AgevAna hovA chatAM sadA sAdA, saraLa ane nirAbhImAnI hatA. mArca-eprila, 1978 107 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanAM upayegI prakAzano zrI motIcaMda kApaDIA graMthamALA (1) adhyAtmakapadruma : racayitA : AcAryazrI munisuMdarasUrijI mahArAja bhASAMtara tathA vivecanakartA : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIyA [ chaThThI AvRtti : ki mata rU. 8] (2) jaina daSTie coga : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA [ trIjI AvRtti : kiMmata rU. 4] (3) AnaMdaghanajInA pade: bhAga pahelo [aprApya vivecanakartA zrI matIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA saMpAdaka : zrI ratilAla dI pacaMda desAI (4) AnaMdaghanajInA pade: [bhAga bIjo vivecanartA : zrI matIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA saMpAdaka : zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI [ kiMmata rU. 10 ] (5) AnaMdaghana cevazIH vivecaka : zrI matIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA saMpAdaka : zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI [ kiMmata rU. 8] (9) zrI zAMtasudhArasa : racayitA : mahopAdhyAya vinayavijayajI mahArAja vivecanakartA : zrI matIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA [cethI AvRtti H kiMmata rU. 15] jana Agama-graMthamALa | (1) ? : natti solArAruM 2 [ paNa saMkhyA : 762 : kiMmata rU0 40]. (2) jathAM 1 : guwambhUtta mA 2 [ pR saMkhyA : 502 : kiMmata rU0 30] (3) sarathAMva 1 : Tariqtta mA 2 [ pRSTha saMkhyA : 972 : kiMmata rU. 4* ] (4) prathA 4 : viyagionuttamutta mA 2 [ pRSTha saMkhyA : 544 : kiMmata rU0 40 ] (5) thavA 2 : mArAM sUra [ pRSTha saMkhyA : 52 : kiMmata rU0 40 ] (1) granthAMka 15 : dasavaiyAliyasuttaM, uttarajjhayaNAi, AvassayasuttaM [ pRSTha saMkhyA : 756 : kiMmata rU0 50 ] anya upayogI prakAzano (1) kAvyAnuzAsana : kalikAlasarvajJazrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAja , kiMmata rU 15-00 (2) yogazAstra : kalikAlasarvajJazrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAja , kiMmata rU 1-25 (3) aSTaka prakaraNa : AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrijI mahArAja 1 kiMmata rU0 0-25 (%) The Systeins of Indian Philosophy : Late Shri V, R. Gandhi o Bhd so 4-00 (5) suvarNa mahotsava grantha H (bhAga 1-2 ) 0 kiMmata rU. pa0-00 sabhya ane saMsthAo mATe 0 kimata rU0 25-00 ( 6 ) New Documents of Jaina Painting : Dr. Moti Chandra & Dr. U. P. Shah o saa 3o 934-40 prApti sthAna : zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogaSTa krAMtimArga : muMbaI-36 zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, pAlaDI basa sTenDa pAse, amadAvAda-6 For Private And Personal Use Only

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saradAranagaranuM jinAlaya, dAdA sAhebanA paTAMgamAM Avela upAzraya Adi makAna, nUtana upAzraya tathA ApaNI sosAyaTInA jinAlaya, sabhAgRha, AyaMbIla bhuvana vagerenI je su daratA che te darekamAM teozrIe prANa purela che. AvA umadA AgevAna gumAvavAthI ApaNI sosAyaTIne temanA kuTuMbIjano karatAM jarA paNa ochI nahIM evI bhAre khoTa paDI che. - teozrI temanI pAchaLa bahALuM vizALa kuTuMba, sagA-saMbaMdhI ane vizALa mitrasamudAyane vilA pa karatAM choDI gayA che. - teozrInA kuTuMba upara AvI paDela A duHkhamAM AjanI sabhA UMDI samavedanA jAhera kare che. zAsanadeva temanA pavitra AtmAne zAntI Ape tevI prArthanA. tyArabAda sAta navakAramaMtranA maraNa pachI sadUgatanA AtmAnI zAMti IcchI sabhA visarjana thaI. bhAvanagara zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA taraphathI zokAMjali : | divaMgata zeTha ramaNalAla amRtalAlanA AtmAne aMjalI ApavA eka zokasabhA AtmAnaMda sabhAmAM zrImAna gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAhanA pramukhapaNA nIce tA. 19-2-78nA roja rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. | sadUgatanA AtmAne aMjalI ApatA zrI kAMtilAla jagajIvana dezIe temanI anekavidha pravRttione saMpUrNa ullekha karyo hato. temanI sAdagI ane kudaratI sUjha mATe bhUri bhUri prazaMsA karI hatI, nAnI vayanI temaja moTI vayanI vyaktio sAthe ekarUpa banI vicAranI, Apale karatA. temaja bhAvanagarane AMgaNe baMdhAyela nUtana upAzrayamAM temanI sevA anerI hatI. dhArmika kArca mAM temane phALA sAro raheto. gucanA ukela mATe temanI jINavaTabharI, sUjha ane sacoTa pratIti purI pADavAnI zakti yazasvIpaNAnI mahora mAratA jaina samAjane, temanA avasAnathI mATI khoTa paDI che. AvA bhAgyazALI ane jasarekhAvALA udAra vibhutinA - jeTalA guNagAna gAIe teTalA ochA. sadUgatanA AtmAne prabhu zAMti Ape tevI prArthanA sAthe temaNe vaktavya purUM karyuM hatuM. ' tyAra bAda zrI popaTalAla ravajIbhAI sate jIvana sArthakatA karanAra zeThazrI ramaNabhAIne a'jalI ApI hatI. jIvana jIvI jANunAramAM temanuM sthAna atha che. jaina zAsananA kArya mAM, tenI prabhAvanA ane tenI mahattva darzAvatA kAryamAM zeThazrI ramaNalAlanI hAjarI hoya ja. jIvana puSpanI khuzabe comera phelAvI, darekane haiye pitAnuM nAma ramatu rAkhI emaNe jIvana sAphalya sAdhyuM', e kAMI nAnI sunI vAta nathI, gADIjI pArzvanAtha maMdira pAsenA upAzrayamAM temanuM mArgadarzana ane sevA sahunA manane AkarSaNa rUpa hatAM. junI ane navI peDhInI senerI zRMkhalA samA teo dhArmika kAryamAM saheje sahuno sahAro ne sAtha sa' pAdana karavAmAM ajoDa zakti dharAvatA hatAM mAnanI AchI rekhA caherA para paDachAyArUpa paNa na dekhAtI, samAjasevakanuM sAcuM biruda dharAvavAmAM bhAgyazALI banyA hatA. divaMgata AtmAne paramezvara cIra zAMti Ape tevI abhyarthanA sAthe temaNe virAma cilDrana mukyuM hatuM. - pramukha sthAnethI zeTha zrI gulAbacaMdabhAI potAnuM vaktavya raju karatAM temanuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM hatuM ane sahakAryakaranI khoTa temanA dilane hacamacAvatI hoya tema lAgatuM hatu'.. teoe gadgadra kaMThe jaNAvyuM ke, " mANasa (bALaka) janme che tyAre raDe che ane sagAMsaMbadhI-snehIo khuba AnaMdapUrvaka hase che. jyAre e vyakti e jIvanabhara zubha kAryo For Private And Personal use only

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ATMANAND PRAKASA Regd. G BV. 31 karyA hoya to te mRtyu samaye hase che ane sagAM-saMbaMdhI ane samAja raDe che tenA pratyakSa dAkhale ApaNA ramaNa bhAI che, temanA mATe ATaluM ja kahevu bama thaze ke teo sAcu jIvana jIvI gayA. Adeza jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA kudarate temane bakSI. hatI. jIvana nAvanA save saDha mukta rAkhI aneka kSetre vihAra karanAra zeThazrI ramaNabhAI sahune 2DatAM mUkI potAne paMtha ujajavaLa banAvI gayA che. temanI sevAe anekane preraNAnA pAna karAvyA ane dhArmika kArya mAM rasa letA karyA hatA. vAsaNA bhegA maLe ane khakhaDATa sa'bhave ja tyAre zAMti ane sumeLanA sUranI vijayI ba sI eja bajAvI zakatA. temanA kAryo ja bhAvanagarane AMgaNe temanI prazasti gAI rahyA che ne teo eka pratibhAzALI vyakti hatA ane temanI salAha sUcanA bahu upayogI thatAM. temanI kheTa sabhAne bahu ja lAgaze. jIbhanI mIThAza ane satyanA prakhara vaktavya mATe teo jarUra mahAna vibhUti hatA. sevAnA nIra nirmaLa ane vahetAM rAkhavAmAM temanuM vyaktitva bhAvanA ne siddhAMta anerI amara karI jatAM. paramAtmA temanA AtmAne parama zAMti Ape e ja prArthanA. tyAra bAda pramukhasthAnethI zAka TharAva raju thayA hatA. e zAka TherAva-zrI jaina samAjanA AgevAna temaja kuzaLa sevAbhAvI udyogapati tathA dAnavIra zrI ramagubhAI amRtalAla zeThanA tA. 14-2-78 maMgaLavAranA 2Aja thayela duHkhada avasAna aMge tA. 19-2- 78 ne ravIvAranA roja maLelI zrI jaina AmAnada sabhAnI zyavasthApaka samitinI A sabhA khubaja UMDA duHkhanI lAgaNI vyakta kare che. sva. zrI ramaNa bhAI e A sabhAne varSo sudhI eka AgevAna temaja kuzaLa kezAdhyakSa tarIke doravaNI ApI che. AmAnada sabhAnI unnati mATe teo sadA prayatnazIla rahetA. te uparAMta jaina samAjanI aneka saMsthAne mATe temanI deravaNI khuba ja upayeAgI ne maDAmUlI hatI. teozrI svabhAve zAnta ane saraLa hatA temaja sAdAI temanA jIvanamAM vaNAyelI hatI. garIonA praznomAM teo haMmezA sahAnubhuti ne sahakAra ApatA. temanuM mArgadarzana khUba ja upayogI hatuM. temanA svargavAsathI zrI jaina AmAnada sabhAne na pUrAya evI khATa paDI che. anya saMratha ene paNa eka sAcA mAgadaza kanI khoTa paDI che. temanA kuTuMbIjano para AvI paDela du:khamAM A sabhA samavedanA pragaTa kare che ane svargasthanA mAtmAne parama zAnti maLe evI prArthanA kare che. | tyAra bADha sadgatanA mAnamAM sarva UbhA thaIne be miniTa mauna prArthanA navakAra maMtra dvArA maMjalI apI sabhA visaja na thaI hatI. parama pUjya zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjanI janama jaya ti 'parama pUjaya gurudeva zrI AtmArAmajI ( AcArya zrI vijayAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ) mahArAja sAhebane 14ra me janmadina A sabhA taraphathI saMvata 29 34 caitra sudI 1 ne zanIvAra tA. 8-4-78 nA roja rAdhapura nivAsI sva. zeTha zrI su karacada metIlAlabhAInA sahakArathI A sabhA taraphathI ujavavAmAM AvyA hatA. zrI zatruMjaya girIrAja upara Adizvara bhagavAnanI mATI TuMkamAM jyAM pUjya AtmArAmajI mahArAjanI pratimA birAjamAna che. tyAM navANa". prakArI pUjA bhaNAvI arga racanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. A prasaMge bhAvanagarathI sa rI sakhyAmAM sabhAsado AvyA hatA, A sabhA taraphathI sabhAsadanu ba 5AranA svAmIvAtsaya karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjanI bhaktine paNa sAro lAbha lIdhA hatA. tannA : zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha, zrI AramAnaMda prakAza taMtrI maMDaLa vatI , | prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara sudraka ; zrI giradharalAla phUlacaMda zAha, sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha : bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only