Atmanand Prakash Pustak 069 Ank 07

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531790/1

Page #1
(I / Ama sa. 7pa ( cAlu ), vIra sa'. 2498 | vi. saM. 2028 vaizAkha tadvApi bahu cet kuryA janaH svasvaiva zodhanam / nahi pramAjanA mlAnA svacchaM kurvIta mandiram // mANasa bIjuM kaMi na kare ane petAnI jAtanuM ja zAdhana-zuddhikaraNa kare ( potAnI jAtane ja sudhAre ) te ce ghaNuM che. melI sAvaraNI makAnane svaccha karI zakatI nathI. ( sadAcaraNathI mANasa je pote sudharyo nathI te bIjAne zuM sudhArI zakavAnA hatA ? kharekhara pahelI jarUriyAta Atma sudhAraNAnI che, prakhara vidvAna ke vaktAnI sundara vakatRtA karatAM cAritrazALInuM mauna vadhAre sArI asara nipajAve che. ) | prakAzaka : zrI jana AtmAnaMda rasabhA-bhAvanagara. pustaka : 69 ] me : 1972 [ aMka : 7 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #2
pRSTha a....nu.ke.....ma....Ni....kA krama lekha lekhaka 1 huM koNa chuM ? bAlacaMda hIrAcaMda sAhityacaMdra 2 ardhAganA manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA 3 maMtranA bIjAkSaro-yaMtra ane muddAo | ... pre. hIrAlAla ra. kApaDiyA 4 Atma dravyathI bhinna paracitana tyAga .... munizrI puNyavijayajI mahArAja 5 sArA ke kharAba mANasanI kasoTI azakaya che 127 125 129 134 137 A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya zrI cImanalAla haragoviMdadAsa zeTha-muMbaI zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya vidyAthI gRha praveza : zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA muMbaI, amadAvAda, vaDodarA, vallabhavidyAnagara, "pUnA ane bhAvanagaramAM vidyAthI graho che. esa. esa. sI. ke samAna kakSAnI parIkSA UtIrNa karI ucca abhyAsa karanAra ve. mUrtipUjaka jaina vidyArthIne dAkhala karavAmAM Ave che. | arajIpatraka maMgAvanAre 75 paisAnI TapAla TikITo mokalavA uparAMta sthaLa aMge spaSTatA karavI jarUrI che. arajIpatraka svIkAravAnI chellI tA. 5 mI jUna che. ucca zikSaNa mATe sahAya : esa. esa. sI. ke samAna kakSAnI parIkSA pachI kolejamAM abhyAsa karanAra zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina vidyArthIne zrI sArAbhAI maganabhAI modI ucca abhyAsa ziSyavRti TrasTa phaMDamAMthI pUraka Arthika sahAya TrasTa yojanAnA niyamAnusAra lona rUpe ApavAmAM Ave che. te mATenuM niyata arajI patraka 50 paisAnI TapAla TikITa mekalavAthI maLaze. arajIpatraka svIkAravAnI chellI tA. 20 mI | mAdhyamika zikSaNa aMge sahAya : mAdhyamika zikSaNa mATe zrI sArAbhAI maganabhAI modI lona skolarazipra phaDamAMthI vetAmbara mU. pUjaka jaina vidyArthIone lona ApavA mATenuM niyata arajIpatraka 25 paisa.nI TapAla TikITa mokalavAthI maLaze. arajIpatraka svIkAravAnI chellI tA. 20 mI jUna che. | kanyA chAtrAlaya ziSyavRti : zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya dara varSe ucca zikSaNa letI zvetAmbara mU. pUjaka jaina bahenone ziSyavRti Ape che. e mATenuM niyata arajIpatraka 50 paisAnI TapAla TikITa mokalava.thI maLaze. arajIpatraka svIkAravAnI chellI tArIkha 20 mI jUna che. e uparokata sarve ara 4 patrake zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, egaTa krAMti mArga muMbaI-3 6 upara Avela kAryAlayethI maLaze For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #3
A sabhAnA navA peTranA zrI. mANekalAla jhaveracaMda vasA-muMbaI sevA ApavI paNa jAherAtathI dUra rahevuM' e jemanA jIvanano mudrAlekha che te zrI. mANekalAla jhaveracaMda vasAnuM mULa vatana dhorAjI najIkanuM nAnakaDuM paNa raLiyAmaNuM gAma-pATaNavAva. tyAM je esamano pahADa che tenI gaNanA giranAranI eka TUMkamAM thAya che ane pahADa parathI temaja pATaNavAva gAmamAMthI ApaNA tIrthakaronI suMdara pratimAo paNa prApta thayelI che. A tIrthabhUmi jevA gAmamAM AjathI pacAsa varSa pahelAM sadUgata jhaveracaMda juThAbhAI vasAne tyAM zrI. mANekalAlabhAIno janma thayo. prAthamika abhyAsa pUrNa karI bhAgya ajamAvavA laghu vaye ja muMbaI AvyA. prArabdha temaja puruSArthano suMdara saMgama thatAM TUka vakhatamAM eka AgevAna vepArI tarIke nAmanA meLavI. jJAti ane samAjanI teo apUrva sevA kare che, paNa jAherAtathI dUra rahe che. tenA laghu badhu zrI. vinodabhAI vasA cArTaDa ekAunTanTa che ane dhIkatI prekaTIza dharAve che. mahendrakumAra enDa ku., vasA enDa sansa, mahendra ejansIjha, vinodavasA enDa ku., InDakema sesa kera porezana (madrAsa) vagere kaMpanIomAM pote, temaja temanA baMdhuo ane putre For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #4
kAma kare che. atyaMta sAdAI vinamratA ane anyanA kAmamAM madadarUpa banI zakaya teTalI sahAya karavI e temanA viziSTa guNo che. dhorAjInI zeTha devakaraNa muLajI saurASTra vizAzrImALI jaina beDa ganI kAryavAhImAM temano suMdara phALe che. muMbaImAM vasatA soraThanA AgevAna jaina bhAIo temaja A saMsthAnA bhUtapUrva vidyAthIoe A saMsthAne namunedAra saMsthA banAvavAno dRDha nizcaya karyo che ane zrI. mANekalAla vasA paNa A saMsthAnA eka bhUtapUrva vidyAthI hoI A kAryamAM saMgIna rasa laI potAnI sevAno phALo Ape che. | zrI. mANekalAla vasAe amArI vinati svIkArI A sabhAnA peTrana thavAnuM svIkAryuM che je mATe ame temane aMta:karaNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe. teo mAtra kArya karavAmAM ja mAnatA hoya jAherAtathI dUra bhAge che tethI temanI lAgaNIne mAna ApI saMsthAnA niyama hovA chatAM temano phoTo tathA TUMkuM jIvana caritra AtmAnaMda prakAzamAM ApavAnuM ucita mAnyuM nathI. AvA nirabhimAnI ane sevAbhAvI zrI. mANekalAlabhAIne peTrana tarIke meLavavA badala A sabhA AnaMda ane gaurava anubhave che. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #5
zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza varSa : 68] vi. saM. 2028 vaizAkha . I. sa. 1972 me [ aMka: 7 huM keNa chuM ? SF eTale huM koNa chuM? prathama darzane e prazna ja svAbhAvika rIte asaMgata lAge che. anya koIne mATe tapAsa karavAnI daSTithI e prazna thaI zake amuka koNa che? phalANe koNa che? ema pUchavuM ThIka jaNAya paNa huM pote koNa chuM? e prazna ja vicitra lAge che. pote potAne ja oLakhate na hoya evo e prazna che. huM pote koNa chuM? e prazna karanAra pote ja pitA mATe ajJAta hoya e kema bane? paNa vastusthiti evI ja che. e kevI rIte hoI zake e have ApaNe joIzuM. keIne pUchavAmAM Ave ke tame koNa cho? tyAre dharmanI daSTithI huM jaina chuM, vaiSNava chuM, huM zaiva chuM, huM muslIma chuM, huM IsAI chuM ke huM buddha chuM evA koIpaNa lebale pitA upara lagAvI e Ubho raheze. tema ja rASTrIya daSTithI vicAra karanArAo huM hiMdI chuM, huM raziyana chuM, huM jarmana, brITIza agara amerIkana chuM vigere nAma sAthe pitAnI oLakhANa jeDaze. eTaluM ja nahIM te koI jaina pite digaMbarI ke vetAMbarI, traNa zeyavALe, cAra theyavALa, amuka gacchane, amuka saMghADAnA sAdhuone mAnanAro vigere aneka jAtanI upAdhio pitAnA nAma sAthe joDI deze. tyAre koInuM nAma pUchavAmAM AvatAM e rAmadAsa ke goviMdadAsa, suredra ke devendra agara anya keI nAma batAvaze. tyAre e badhA ja javAbe enI sAcI oLakhANuM ApanAra nathI e spaSTa jaNAya che. tyAre huM keNa chuM e prazna aNaukelAyeluM ja rahyo e spaSTa che. jyAre koI kahe ke, mANekalAla chuM tyAre tene pUchavAmAM Ave che, tane e nAma koNe ApyuM? tyAre e jaNAvaze ke e nAma te huM nAnuM hatuM tyAre mArI phaIe mane ApeluM che. e pachI tene bIjo prazna karavAmAM Ave che, jyAre tane e nAma ApavAmAM AvyuM te pahelA tuM hatuM ja ke nahIM? e hatuM e vastu te spaSTa ja che. arthAta mANekalAla e nAma enA zarIrane enI phaIe ApeluM nAma siddha thAya che arthAt e nAma te bIjAothI judo pADavA mATe ja ApavAmAM AveluM kRtrima nAma che, e siddha thAya che. A zarIra mAruM che, e dhanadolata mArI che. evuM jyAre ApaNe bolIe chIe tyAre ApaNe koI judA ja chIe evI mUlabhUta kalpanA laIne ja vicAra karIe chIe. A AMkha mArI, A kAna mArA, A peTa mAruM ema ApaNe bolIe chIe eTaluM ja nahIM paNa mAruM zarIra, mArI vAsanA ke IcchA, mAruM mana agara mArI buddhi evI kalpanA AgaLa dharIe chIe tyAre huM kaI badhAthI judo chuM, e kalpanA siddha tarIke laIne ja ahaM e jude svataMtra, baMdhAthI para evo koI che, e bhAvanA ApaNe choDI zaktA nathI. e vivecana uparathI huM prazna jevo ne te ja Ubho rahe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #6
huM keNa chuM? huM jyAre zarIra nahIM, vAsanA nahIM, buddhi paNa nahIM, kAraNa e badhI vastuo mArI tarIke huM oLakhAvuM chuM tyAre huM mAnanAre bIje ja kaI che e spaSTa siddha thAya che mATe ja potAne oLakhavuM hoya te aham eTale "huM'ne oLakhavuM joIe. A janma lIdhA pachI je je upAdhio ane sAdhano jIvamAtre lIdhA che e enI pitAnI kamANI che. e kamANI eTale ja huM, evI pite beTI kalpanA karI beThele che eTale ja e maLelAM sAdhanane sAce upayoga nahIM karatA bhrAMtivaza aneka navI pIDAe pitAnI pAchaLa vaLagADI le che. e "huM" mAM keTalI moTI sattA ane zakti samAI che ene vicAra karatAM AkhA vizva upara sAmrAjya calAvavAnI enI tAkAta che e spaSTa jovAmAM Ave che. bhASAnA mULAkSara "a" thI lagAvI ha sudhI che. "La" no samAveza "la" mAM thaI jAya che. ane hya jJa te joDAphare che, svataMtra nathI. eTale "a" thI "ha sudhInA badhA ja varSomAM AkhA vizvanI akSara- saMpatti samAI jAya che. zabda brahma "a" thI "huM' sudhInA akSaramAM rUma eTale "huM" mAM AkhA vizvane samAveza thaI jAya che. have huM eTale je AkhuM vizva hoya, te huMnI zakita keTalI aparaMpAra ane anaMta che e jotA e sAkSAt IzvararUpa che ema mAnavAmAM harakata jaNAtI nathI. e uparathI "huM koNa chuM ? ene javAba huM "aDama chuM. e AvI jAya che. have e "ahama' nuM mahatva zuM che? enuM gauva zuM che? ene ApaNe vicAra karIe. zAsakAroe zuddha nirupAdhika, divya, avyakta ane arUpI e je AtmA tarIke oLakhAvyuM che, eja e "ama' che. AtmA e zuddha che, chatAM eNe pitAnI AsapAsa evuM gheruM AvaraNa taiyAra karI lIdhuM che ke, ene lIdhe enuM zuddha svarUpa jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. jema koI dI hoya ane ene kAca, kAgaLa, kapaDuM. lAkaDuM ane chevaTa leDhAnuM DhAMkaNuM DhAMkI devAmAM Ave tyAre e dave pitAno prakAza ApI zakatA nathI. dhIme dhIme ekeka AvaraNa dUra thAya che tyAre tene jhaLajhaLato prakAza pragaTa thAya che, ane enuM zuddha svarUpa pratIta thAya che, evI ja sthiti AtmAnI thaI che. karmonA aneka AvaraNe enI AsapAsa vIMTaLAI gayA hovAne lIdhe e pitAne oLakhI zakto nathI. ene pitAnA zuddha svarUpanuM Akalana thaI zakatuM nathI, ethI ja e bhramita AtmA upAdhione ja "huM" samajI bAjhI paDe che. ane e bhAsamAna cakanI AsapAsa AthaDyA kare che. ane e avasthAmAM enuM samAdhAna nahIM thavAne lIdhe ja "oDanuM eTale huM koNa chuM ? e prazna utpanna thAya che. ene sAce ukela je pitAne maLI jAya te eNe pite ja utpanna karelA AvaraNo ene jaNAvA mAMDe ane e e AvaraNe ja potAne mAga ke daSTi rUMdhanArA che e sAkSAtkAra ene thaI jAya ane evI sthiti prApta thatAM e AvaraNa dUra karavA mATe e prayatnazIla thaI jAya ane tyAre ja zam' no javAba ene "sa6 nA rUpamAM maLI jAya, e divya san maMtrano satata jApa karatA anekenA upAdhIo TaLI gaI che tyAre ApaNe paNa huM keNa chuM ?" e praznathI gothA khAvAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe ene sAce javAba meLavI ApaNI divyazakti pheravI jema bane tema upAdhIo ochI karI temane sAkSAtkAra meLavo eja ApaNI pharaja che. bAlacaMda hIrAcaMda sAhityacaMdra For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #7
ardhAMganA AjathI lagabhaga 1200 varSo pahelAM banelA prasaMganI A eka satya kahANI che. zrI zakarAcAryanA janma I. sa. 788mAM eka brAhmaNa kuTuMbamAM thayA hatA. sAta varSanI vaye pitA zivaguru mRtyu pAmyA. emanI mAtA AmmA asAdhAraNa pratibhA sa`panna jAjavalyamAna nArI hatA ane patinI gerahAjarImAM bALakane zAstrobhyAsa karavAnI javAbadArI pote upADI lIdhI. putranI buddhi alaukika hatI ane mAtra sALa varSanI uMmare zaMkarAcAya zAstromAM pAraMgata banI gayA. gItA, upaniSado ane brahmasUtra jevA gahana viSayA para TIkA lakhavAnuM zarU karyu. bAlyavaye ja putre saMsAra cheADI sanyAsa dhAraNa karavAnI IcchA batAvI, paNa mAtAne satAna ane parivAramAM eka ja putra hatA. putra saMnyAsI thai jAya to mRtyu bAda tenA dehanA agnisaMskAra koNa kare ? sanyAsIthI teA agni saMskAranI kriyA thaI zake nahi. mAtAnI sAthe putra eka divase nadIe snAna karyA gayA. zakaro nadImAM DUbakI mArI ane pAse ja kAMThA para mAtA kapaDAM dhAi rahyAM hatAM. evAmAM te nadImAM magare zakaranA paga pakaDayA ane khUma pADI kahyuM : mAtAjI ! magara mane pANImAM UDe kheMcI lai jAya che, have mAre atakALa najIka che. saMnyAsI tarIke maraNa pAmu` e mATe apatha ( maraNu samIpa hAya tyAre levAtA saMnyAsa ) sanyAsa levAnI mane anumati 6 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir le. manasukhalAla tA. mahetA Apo. ' vAtsalyamayI mAtAnuM hRdaya kaMpI UDyuM ane saMnyAsa mATe anumati ApI. e vakhate ja zakara nadImAMthI sAmAnya sanyAsInI mAphaka bahAra nikaLyA ane pachI himAlayamAM badarInAthanA AzramamAM svAmI goviMdapAdanI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. pachI teA tattvajJAnanA kSetramAM vAdavivAda karI eka pachI eka AcAya para zaMkare vijaya meLavyeA ane samagra bhAratamAM temaNe vijaya yAtrA karI. mAhiSmatInA rAjadarabAramAM e vakhate pradhAna pati zrI maMDanamizra hatA. emanuM jJAna ucca koTinuM hatuM ane temanA saMpradAyamAM tee devaguru bRhaspatinA nAme oLakhAtA hatA. te kamImAMsAnI dharmazAkhAnA zikSaNa saMskArane custapaNe varelA heAvAthI, sanyAsIe pratye temanA hRdayamAM tIvra dveSa hatA. maMDanamizranA patnI bhAratIdevI sAkSAt sarasvatI samAna hatA. mAlyavaye ja teNe sarva zAstranu adhyayana karI lIdhuM hatuM. patipatnInuM samAna joDu hatu, vidvAnapatinI viduSI patnI tarIke e yugamAM teNe sarasa nAmanA meLavI hatI ane pachI to e nAmanAne sAka paNa karI batAvI. zakarAcArya adbhutamA ne vijayI banAvavA mATe maMDanamizra para vijaya meLavavAnA nizcaya karyAM ane te uddezathI mAhiSmatI AvyA. prAtaH kALe nityakamathI paravArI madhyAhnakALe maMDanamizranu' nivAsasthAna zodhatAM tee gAmamAM nIkaLI paDyA. mArgamAM maDanamizranA 1. madhyapradezanuM mahezvara agara indara najIkanA mAnyAtA je narmadA kinAre Avela che tene saMzAdhakA prAcIna mAhiSmatInu sthAna mAne che. maDanamizrA janma tA bihAramAM rAjagRhInagarImAM thaththA hatA, paNa pAchaLathI mULavatanamAMthI sthaLAntara karIne maDanamitre patnI sAthe mAhiSmatImAM vAsa karyA hatA. zrI kanaiyAlAla munazI mAhiSmatInagarI hAlanA bharUca pAse hevAnu mAnatA hatA. aganA For Private And Personal Use Only 13

Page #8
nivAsthAna viSe pUchatAM kahevAmAM AvyuM ke AgaLa cAlatAM jyAM kama phUla ApanAra che ke izvara phala ApanAra che?' jagata nitya che ke anitya che?" evI zAsrA carcAnA zabde AMgaNAmAM laTakatAM pAMjarAmAM purAyelI menAe khelatI hoya, te ja pAMDita maMDanamizranuM nivAsasthAna samajavu, pachI te zaMkarAcAya ane maDanamizra vacce dharmazAstra vivAda thaye ane tenA nirNAyaka tarIke ma'DanamizranA patnI bhAratIdevIne nIma vAmAM AvyA. zaMkarAcAyanA parAjya thAya te teNe saMnyAsanA tyAga karI, vivAhita banI gRhasthAzramanuM' pAlana karavuM ane ma`Danamizra hAre tA teNe peAtAnI patnInA hAthe bhagavA jhabhbhAno aMgIkAra karI sanyAsI banavu, evI zarata nakkI karavAmAM AvI. e zAstrArtha sattara divasa sudhI ekadhArA cAlyA. bhAratIdevI carcA daramyAna satata hAjara na rahetAM. paNa teNe phUlanI e mALAe banAvI ane pratyeka vivAdI pratispadhInA gaLAmAM paherAvI jAhera karyu ke, jenI mALA sauthI prathama sukAvA lAge teNe peAtAnA parAjyanA svIkAra karavA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir za'karAcAye strI sAthe vAdivivAda karavA mATe sidhdhAMtanA vAMdhA Use karyAM. bhAratIdevIe dAkhalA dalIlA TAMkI bhUtakALamAM strIoe vAdavivAda karyAnI vAta sAbIta karI ApI. nara ane nArInI cetanA eka samAna che ane baMnenA AtmAnI zaktimAM paNa kAMi nyUnatA--adhikatA jevuM nathI. DheDu dRSTie je bhinnatA che te te gauNa che, kAraNa ke deDhu parivartana rUpa che, sthira nathI paNa kSaNabhaMgura che. puruSanA jIva mA~ bAda strI thatA hoya ane strInA jIva mRtyubAda puruSa thaI zakatA hAya, te pachI emAM mahattvane bheda ja kayAM rahyo ? zakarAcAya mATe vAdavivAda karyA vinA anya koI mArga na hatA. vAdivavAda zarU thayA ane tenI zarUAtamAM ja bhAratIdevIe zaMkarAcAryane rIjhavavI kaI rIte ?' prazna pUchyA 'risAyelI patnIne manAvI tene lAgI maDanamizranI mALA prathama sukAvA eTale pAte hAra svIkArI saMnyAsI thavA taiyAra thaI gayA. bhAratIdevI teA sAkSAta sarasvatInA avatAra hatA eTale paDakAra detAM teNe zakarA cA ne kahyuM : 'vAdavivAdamAM tame mArA pitane parAya karyo te hakIkatane huM svIkAra karU chu, paraMtu huM temanI ardhAMganA arthAt aMga chuM eTale mArA paNa parAjya na kare tyAM sudhI zaMkarAcAya ne dAMpatya jIvananA kazA anubhava na hatA, eTale zuM javAba Ape ? badhA zAstromAM paraMgata pazu saMsAra zAstranAM jJAna rahita zaMkarAcAya mUMjhAyA. zaMkarAcAryane cUpa rahelAM joi mArmika bhAve bhAratIdevIe kahyuM : 'gRDusthAzramanA anubhava lIdhA vinA saMnyAstAzramamAM praveza karIne jagatanA gRDasthAzramIone tame zu mADhana Apaze ? jeNe gRsthAzrama jANyA che, mANyA che ane anubhavyA che tene ja lokonA duHkha sukhane sAcA khyAla AvI zake ane evAja loko, anyanA mArgadarzaka banI zake; mATe mArI sAthe carcA karyAM pahelAM gRhasthA mArA patiparanI tamArI jIta saMpUrNa na gaNAya.'zramane anubhava karI AveA, pachI ApaNe 2. kavizrI nhAnAlAle A prasa Mgane anulakSI eka kAvyamAM bhAratI devInA mukhamAM za MkarAcAya maiM kahevAyelA nIcenA zabdonI gUMthaNI karI che : - A sa`sAra vidhAna eTale varNAzramanI vADIe. enA pAyA suMdo che| zAne ? gRhasthAzrama mANyA vinA sanyastanA ze eDhayA che aMcaLA ? dha mUti thaI zAstravidhi ullakhyuM, mahAjJAnI kahevAI majJAnI tha jagatanA mahatavanA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #9
vAdavivAda karazu. ApanA je vijaya thaze to ma`Danamizra tamArA ziSya banaze ane zarata mujaba sanyAsIne jhabhbho paNa huM tene mArA hAthe ja ApIza ! vijaya zaMkarAcAryanA maMDanamizra paranA A rIte bhAratI devInI caturAithI dUra rahI gayA. sa'sAramAMthI sanyAsanA mArge javAya che, paNa zakarAcAya ne tA sanyAsamAMthI saMsA rane mArge javAno vakhata AvyeA. bhAratI devI pAse eka mAsanI muddata mAgI ane gRDasthAzramanA anubhava prApta karavA saMnyAsIjI banArasa gayA. sanyAsa dharmanA tyAga karI dAMpatya jIvananA anubhava levAnu tenA mATe zakaya na hatuM, paNa parakAyA pravezanI yega vidyA dvArA mRta mAnavInA zarIramAM peAtAnA AtmAnA praveza karAvI, gRDasthAzramanA anubhava levAne nizcaya karyA. banArasa jaI smazAnamAM paheAMcyA. te vakhate tyAM pAmelA amaru rAjAnA zamanA agni mRtyu saMskAranI taiyArI e thaI rahI hatI. zakarAcAye peAtAnI yAga tithI sthULa zarIramAMthI sUkSma zarIrane chUTuM pADI, sthULa zarIranI sabhALa rAkhavA nA ziSyA ne Adeza ApI mRta rAjavInA dehamAM peAtAnA AtmA dAkhala karyAM. zaMkarAcAya nA AtmAvALA amaru rAjAnA deDu pAcho cetanarUpa banI gayA. A camatkAra joI rAja kuTuMbanA sabhyA, rANIe ane prajAnA AnaMdanA koi pAra na rahyo. amaru rAjA mahelamAM AvyA ane kadI na anubhavelI evI vaibhava vilAsanI meja mANavA lAgyA. iMdriyA tapeAtAnA viSaye grahaNa kare che kAraNake Ave ja tenA svabhAva che. deSa vastune nathI temaja STinA paNa nathI, paraMtu deSa dRSTipara paDelAM AvaraNAnA che. svabhAvika rIte jyAre ardhAMganA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vyaktinI dRSTi pudgaleA tarapha arthAt khAma padArtho para hAya, tyAre tenI gati nIcANu tarapha ja hAya che, amaru rAjAnI rANIone rAjAnI mUlabhUta prakRtinA thayelA parivartananA bhedanI vAta jANavAmAM AvI gaI, paNa khALane badale anAyAse hAtha AvI gayelA goLane jatA kare evI mUrkha nArIe teo na hatI. amaru rAjAne badale amaru rAjAnA svarUpe koi sidhdha puruSa AvI caDayA che, e samajatAM rANIee avanavA rAmAMca anubhabyA ane kAyama mATe A puruSanA saDucAra cAlu rahe e mATe, peAtAnA guptacarAne guDDA ane jaMgalamAM tapAsa karI keinuM paNa zakha sacavAyeluM jovAmAM Ave teA vinA vilaMbe tene agni saMskAra karI nAkhavAnI AjJA karI. rANIe e vicAyuM ke rAjAnA mULa dehanA nAza karI nAkhyA pachI ApaNane cheDI e jaze paNa kAM? mAyAmAM lapaTAyele mAnavI pazuthI paNa keTalIka vAra adhama banI jAya che. strIenA saDuvAsanA bhAra nIce, amaru rAjAnA dehamAM rahelA zaMkaranA AtmA tenA mULa svarUpane vIsarI gayA. divase para divase pasAra thavA lAgyA chatAM gurudeva pAchA na pharyAM, eTale ziSyAne ciMtA thavA lAgI. zASita apsarAnA mehamAM matsyendranAthane jema peAtAnI jAtanuM vismaraNa thai gayeluM ane ziSya gArakhanAthane chUpA veSe tene jAgrata karavA AvavuM paDeluM, tevuM ja zaMkarAcAyanI khAkhatamAM paNa banyuM amaru rAjA sajIvana anyA tyArathI ja zakaranA ziSyA jANatA hatA ke, guru deve peAtAnA AtmAne mRta rAjAnA khALiyAmAM dAkhala karyAM che, vadhu samaya pasAra thayA chatAM zakarAcAya pAchA na pharyAM, eTale ziSyA rAjAne AzIrvAda For Private And Personal Use Only Ins

Page #10
128 ApavAnA bahAnA nIce mahelamAM gayA ane keTalAka sUcaka tattvArthapUrNa gIta saMbhaLAvI zaMkarAcAya nA mAtmAne mehunidrA mAMthI jAgrata karyo-za'karanI smRti jAgI UThI. virATamAMthI vAmana banelA jIva pAche peAtAnuM mULa svarUpa prApta karavA mahelamAMthI bIje dise vahelI prabhAte nAsI chUTayA ane je vRkSanI khakheAlamAM zarIra saMtADI rAkhyuM hatuM tyAM jaI pahAcyA. kahevAya che ke je vakhate rAjA tyAM paheAcyAM teja vakhate rANIonAM guptacaro zatrane zeAdhI kADhI tene agnikADu devAnI taiyArI karatA hatA. paNa tyAM amaru rAjAnI mAphaka peluM zaba paNa sajIvana thayu ane guptacarAne vIlA mo'e pAchuM pharavuM paDayuM. amaru rAjA mRtyu pAmyA ane zaMkarAcAya potAnA asala rUpamAM AvI rUDhatA ane mUtratAnA vArasA para parathI ApaNA moTA bhAganI prajAne maLate hAvAnu jovAmAM Ave che. zaMkarAcAya jyAre mAtAne vacana AvyA mujaba mRta mAtAne agni saMskAra karavA jAte tyAM gayA tyAre jaDa ane rUDhicusta brAhmaNee tene pracaMDa virodha uDAvyeA. koinI paNa sahAya vagara zaMkarAcAye e vidhi peAtAnA hAthe karI ane ghara paDakhenA gayA. zakarAcAya ane vikruSI bhAratI devIvADAmAM mAtAnA mRta dehanA agnisaMskAra karI vacce zAsrA thayA aMte hAranA svIkAra karI ajaba prakAranI mAtR bhikata dAkhavI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir prathama 'Danamitre zaMkarAcAryanuM ziSyatva svIkAryu. maMDanamizranuM nAma sUrezvarAcArya rAkhavAmAM AvyuM ane zaMkaranA zRMgerImaThanA adhyakSa sanyAsI banavAnu N mAna temane maLyu bhAratI devI paNa zaMkaranI sAthe zaMgerI maThamAM rahyA ane Aje paNa temanI mUrtinI tyAM pUjA thAya che. sAmrAjya - sAghutAnu jagatamAM sarvAMze joIzuM te jaNAze ke duSTatAnuM sAmrAjya nathI, sAmrAjya kevaLa sAdhutAnu che. duSTI karADA hAya tyAre duSTatA cAlI zake che, paNa sAdhutA phakta ekamAM ja mUrtimaMta hAya, tyAre paNa e sAmrAjya bhAgavI zake che. ahiMsAnA prabhAva eTalA vadhu byA che ke enI sAme hiMsA zamI ja jAya. ahiMsA sAme pazue paNa pazutA mUkI de che. eka ja sAdhu puruSa jagatane sAru basa thaI jAya che. enu sAmrAjya cAle che, ApaNu sAmrAjya nathI cAlatu, kAraNa ApaNe te jema tema karIne ApaNuM gADuM calAvIe chIe. pele sAdhu puruSa lakhI mokale ne te pramANe badhuM thaI jAya, evu sAdhutAnu sAmrAjya che. jyAM duSTatA che tyAM badhuM astavyasta hoya che. sAdhutA heAya tyAM suvyavasthita taMtra cAle che, mANaso sukhI thAya che. e sukha khAvA-pIvAnuM sukha nahi, paNa mANasA sadAcArI ane sa MtoSI thAya enuM sukha che. nahi te mANaso kareADA hAvA chatAM bebAkaLA phare che, e sukhanI nizAnI nathI. [ gAMdhIjInuM gItAzikSaNa ' pR. 124] gAMdhIjI For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaMda prakAza

Page #11
maMtranA khIjAkSarA yaMtrA ane mudrA (anusaMdhAna kArtikanA aMkanA pR. 13 thI ) zara khIjo kahyAM che. A kalpanA caturtha prakaraNa (zleA. 21)mAM kahyuM che ke vazyamAM vaTaT, uccATamAM phr, dveSamAM huM, zAntikamAM svAhA, AkRSTimAM vauSaT, mAramAM ghe ane puSTimAM svadhA che. bhai. 5. ka. (pari. 3, zleA. 10)mAM kahyuM che ke vidveSaNa, AkaNuM, cAlana (uccATana) vaNya, vairivadha, zAMtika ane pauSTikamAM anukrame huM, vauSar, ka , vayat, rUve, svAhA ane svadhA yAjavA. AnA aSekRta vivaraNamAM evA ullekha che ke sta'bhanamAM paNa gheghe' ceAjavA. vizeSamAM ahIM huMthI mAMDIne svadhAne eka pallava kahela che. uparyukta 3 thI zarU thatA maMtragata akSarone aMge mantrAdhirAjakalpa (dvitIya paTala)nA kleA. 22-30, 39 ane 40nA AdhAre keTalIka mAhitI zrIprati. TIkA" (bhA. 2, pR. 45 498)mAM apAi che. huM paNa e mahAkalpa anusAra nIce mujaba keTalIka khAkhatA rajU karU chuM. OM e ariha MtA, azarIrIe, AcAryAM, upAdhyAye ane munienA prathama akSarathI banelA che. pArzvanAthanA lalATamAM rahelA ane nIla vaNunA e mekSanA sukhane ApanArA che. kaLA, nAda ane binduthI yukta e tejonA le ke. hIrAlAla 2. kApaDiyA samUharUpa che. pArzvanAthanA jamaNe khabhe rahelA ane rakta varNane e ciMtavatA yAgIone avazya jagata vazya kare che, Ama e jagadvazyakara' khIja che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hA~ e zUnya akSara maiM ane agniakSara 'r' thI utpanna thayelA che. e nAda, bindu ane kaLAthI yukta, 'A' sahita temaja pAMca varSAnI prabhAvALA hAI sarva saMpattio, rUpa, kIrti, dhana, puNya prayatna, jaya ane jJAna ApanArA che. hI e 'I' thI yukta che. jinezvaranA hAthane viSe rahelA ane lAla prabhAvALA e ceAgIethI ciMtavAtA atizayane ApanArA che. e chaThThA svara 'U'thI yukta che. ene vaNuM dhUmADA jevA che. jinezvaranI kukSimAM rahelA enu dhyAna karAtAM e pUjyatA, vijaya ane rakSaNane ApanArA che. ( tuH emAM be visaga che. enI prabhA zyAma che. jinezvaranI kaTimAM raheleA e vighnAnA nAza kare che. va: e visathI yukta 26 mA akSara, aMjananA jevI kAMtivALA ane (jinezvaranA) DAbA ghUMTaNe rahelA che ema citavatAM e sava nasIbanA nAza kare che. 1. bha. 5. ka. (pira. 2, zlA. 2) mAM pAMcene zUnya khIje' kahyA che. A pAMca ajono ullekha che ane leA. 3 mAM e 2. AnA sa'kSipta paricaya me' jai. saM. sA. I. (khaMDa 2, upa. 2-4, pR. 236-239)mAM ApyA che. maMtranA bIjAkSarAtryaMtra ane mudrA For Private And Personal Use Only 129

Page #12
khaH e pArzvanAthanA DAbA pagamAM raheluM che. pari0 7, zle. 18mAM stabIja, pILA varNane ane kalAtmaka hoI e pizAca, zUnya, tattva ane ene ullekha che te enA gRha, bhUta ane zaktinuM mardana kare che e vivaraNamAM jI hAM ane ene nirdeza che. dibaMdhana-bIja che. kaleka 20mAMnA vAglavabIjanA spaSTIkaramAM ho e liyAkAra che. enuM smaraNa " no ullekha che A te dizAsUcanarUpa karanArA yogIonA A lekanA temaja para vAta thaI. savivaraNa hai. 5, 6, saMpUrNa lakanA bhaya dUra kare che. tapAsa thAya te A bAbata vizeSa prakAza paDe ane ene dhyAnamAM rAkhI maMtrabIjakone adbhUta-kalpa pramANe H e uccAraNa AdhArabhUta banAvAya. mATenuM (aRbIja) che. navA e zAMtika mATe pallava che. bhaktAmara stotrane lagatAM yaMtra-bhaktAmara stotramAM 44 ja paDyo che e vAta moTe bhAge laghuzAnti stava mATe ahIM je maMtrA. li. vidvAnoe mAnya rAkhI che, eTale ene lagatAM kSaranuM svarUpa darzAvAyuM che temAMthI je yogya yaM te chapAyAM ja che, vadhArAnAM cAra paDyo samajAya te svIkAravAnuM che. traNeka jAtanA jovAya che. AmAMthI eka prakAra "svAhA"nI be prakAre vyutpatti sUcavAya che. te mAtA, ma huvA, madhyamAM ane vaparathI anukrame zarU thatAM cAra (1) suvAvate revA neti "ghaT' padyo che. e cArane lagatAM yaMtro uparyukta arthAt jenA vaDe deve sArI rIte bolAvAya che 44 padyo paratvenAM yaMtro sahita tAjetaramAM te "svAhA." bhaktAmara-rahasyamAM apAyAM che. e pUrve paNa (2) gvA "ka " arthAt je vANI tema karAyAnuM ane 48 yaMtre anyatra prakAzita vaDe sArI rIte tyAga karAya che te "svAhA" thayelAM joyAnuM mane skure che A yaMtro paikI bhe 50 ka0 mAM keTalAMka yaMtra bIjonAM OF ; ekeyanuM viziSTa nAma hoya te bha. 2. mAM te nAmo che enA baMdhuNa kRta vivaraNamAM " te nathI. e nAme aMgenA maMtra bIje che. dA. ta. "tijayapatta' zettagata yaMtra-tijayapatta pari0 4, ... 3mAM makaradhvaja-bIja, gaja, ttanuM apara nAma "saptatizata jinartotra che. vazIkaraNa (bIja) ane mAyA (bIja)ne ene vRddhistavana paNa kahe che. harSakItiullekha che jyAre A nAmonA spaSTIkaraNamAM sUrinA mate A kRti mAnadeve racI che te anukrame , ane hIna vivaraNAre ji0 20 ke(vi. 1, pR. 364) pramANe le. damAM OM tattva phUTa, 1 ane indune e abhayadevasUrie vi. saM. 1451mAM racI ullekha che jyAre enA vivaraNamAM cAra che. A tetramAM 14 gAthA che. enI chaThThI bIja te kAre hA, kara ane 4 hevAnuM kahyuM "sarvatobhadra cakane ane aMtima gAthAmAM 1. digaMbaromAM A cArane vizeSa pracAra jovAya che ke digaMbarono moTo bhAga 48 padyo mAne che. 2. juo jinaratnakeza (vi. 1, pR. 36 4). 130 AtmAna prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #13
"sattarisaya-jata (saptatizata-vaMtra)ne ane jaina zreyaskara maMDala" taraphathI I. sa. maMtra tathA taMtrane paNa ullekha che. vizeSamAM 191pamAM prakAzita "paMcapratikamaNudi sUtrANi" chaThThI gAthAmAM kahyuM che tema sarvabhadra cakanA (pR. 248, TimAM be kathanane ullekha chemadhyamAM sAdhakanuM nAma nimnalikhita maMtranA 1. kAMsAnI thALI vageremAM kapUra, garubIjAkSara sahita lakhavAnuM che - candana, kesara, candana, kastUrI vagerene kaIma " saraphula dardada saraju karI sAta vAra lepa karavo. chAyAmAM ene sUkavI zrI prati TIkA (bhA. 2, pR. 4para)mAM tenA upara yaMtra lakhI puSpa, dhUpa ItyAdi vaDe prastuta yaMtra nIce mujaba apAyuM che enuM pUjana karI ene havaNanuM pANI pIvAthI rAga jAya. 25 | 80 15 | 50 2. rUpAnA ke tAMbAnA patarAmAM yaMtra lakhIne gharamAM enuM niraMtara pUjana karavuM ane kArya vakhate jaLathI enuM prakSAlana karI te jaLa pIvuM. | |i | OM ravA, dA | 14mI gAthAmAM dvAra upara yaMtra lakhavAnI 70 | 3 | vAta che. anya sarvatobhadra yaMtra vagerene lagatI 52] 10 kRtione khapa pUrata paricaya meM jai. saM. sA. I. (khaMDa 2, upa0 1, pR. 392-397)mAM A yaMtramAM sAdhakanuM nAma nathI, maMtra Ape che eTale e vAta huM ahIM jatI bIjenI amuka prakAre pejanA che ane paMca karUM chuM. khaMDa 2, upakhaMDa 2-4, pR. 250mahAbhUta bIjeno paNa nirdeza che te e mATe rapa)mAM meM viMzati yaMtra ane enI meghazo AdhAra che te jANavuM bAkI rahe che. vijaya gaNikRta vRtti viSe keTaluMka kathana karyuM 13mI gAthAmAM evo nirdeza che ke sarvate- hoI e bAbata paNa huM ahIM vicArate nathI. bhadra yaMtra pATiyA upara caMdana ane kapUra vaDe vizeSamAM maMtra yaMtra kalpasaMgrahane aMge pR. lakhIne pachI dhoIne pItAM ekAMtariyA javarane 280mAM meM keTalIka vigate neMdhI che eTale tema ja (daSTa) graha, bhUta zAkinI ane megakane e viSe paNa huM ahIM kaMI kahetuM nathI. nAza kare che. 3maMtrAdhirAja cintAmaNi-AmAM 6pa yaMtre che. 1. muLamAM muja zabada che. e mATe saMskRta zabda "muga" che. enA maga, eka jAtane roga ane eka jAtanuM pahelI artha karAya che. ahIM bIjo artha prastuta jaNAya che. 2. A kathana matAMtara tarIke siddhicandagaNie pitAnI TIkAbhA nayuM che. juo D C G C M (Vol. SIX, seo. 1, pp. 2, p 156). 3. A kRti thI sArAbhAI ma. navAbe prakAzita karI che. 150 sa / ra maMtranA bIjA-caMdra ane mudrAo 131 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #14
bhai0 50 60 Ane aMge 45 yaMtro Aja nAmanA pustakanA aMtamAM apAyAM che kharAM paraMtu tyAM enAM viziSTa nAmeAnA ullekha nathI temaja badhAM nAme rajU karatI sUcI paNa nathI. bhai0 50 30 nA vivaraNamAM yaMtronAM nAme jovAya che. dA. ta. pari. 3, zlA. 40nA vivaraNamAM 'cintAmaNi'yaMtra nAma che te pari. 5 nA zvlA. 5, 9 ane 14nA viva raNamAM anukrame agnistaMbhana, vArtAlI ane divyastaMbhana nAmanAM yatrAnA ullekha che. pira 4nA vivaraNamAM kalI, hIM, haiM, ya, yaH krUr ma, I, vaSar ane la e pratyekanA aMtamAM 'rajanI' zabda joDavAthI udbhavatAM nAmevALAM yAnA nirdeza che. pari. 9mAM vividha yaMtro mATenI sAmagrI darzAvAi che. 'kalyANa madira stotra nAmanA pustakamAM A stAtrane aMgenAM 44 yA vagere chapAyAM che. namaUrtheAtta temaja dharaNeAragendra stavanI vRttimAM keTalAMka yaMtronA ullekha che. siMhatilakasUrie racela RSimaDala stava yantrAlekha" temaja e sUrinA kathana anusAranuM RSima'Dala yaMtra" jai, sA. vi. maDala" temaja e sUrinA kathana anusAra "premaDala yaMtra" jai. sA. vi. maMDala" taraphathI chapAyAM che tenI noMdha ja basa thaze. vavAM kRpA karavI. 13ra sukA A 'mudrA'e sa'skRta bhASAnA zabda che. e gujarAtImAM paNa vaparAya che. ene mATenA pArtha zabda muddA che. A badhA zabdo anekAthI che. sA. gU. jemAM 'mudrA' zabdanA nIce mujaba ATha arthA apAyA cheH-- Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir (1) chIpa, maheAra. (2) vIMTI. (3) sikko (nANu), (4) gosAMienA kAnanI kaDI. (pa) chAtIe ke hAthe mArelA DAma ke chApuM. (6) mukhAkRti; caherAne dekhAva. (7) amuka prakAranA agavinyAsa (haDayeAga). (8) saMdhyA vakhate hAtha ke AMgaLAnA banAvAtA AkAra. A paikI A lekhamAM tA mudrAthI zarIranAM avayavAnI amuka amuka prasaMga pUratI viziSTa racanA samajavAnI . aMtamAM yaMtro aMge je viziSTa kRtione A lekhamAM nirdeza na hoya te tajajJAe sUca 1. pari 2, zlo. 15nAM vivaraNamAM R, 4, kle!. 1 nA vivaraNamAM blurvyU'ne piDAkSara kahela che. R, mudrAnA saMbaMdha jAtajAnanAM anuSTAne sAthe che. dhArmi ka anuSThAnAmAM keTalIka mudrAene sthAna apAyuM che. dA. ta. gurupadanI sthApanA karatI veLA sthApanA-mudrA' karAya che. A mudrAmAM hAthanI AMgI ane karatala (TutheLI)ne akAra aM saMpuTa jevA banAvAya che ane kaI vastu dAkhala karatA hoie tevI rIte hAtha 'sthApanA'nI sanmukha AhvAnamudrAthI rakhAya che; lU, ane la e cArene napuMsaka' kathA che. pi . 2. AnA pAdhye samavamAM traNa arthA apAyA che. temAM trIna ardha tarIke aMga vinyAsa vizeSa' a atra prastuta che. A adhavacaka A zabda ceyata-damAsa bhA. 48mAM vaparAyo che. 3. Ano artha 'AmaMtraNa' atra abhipreta che. For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaMda prakAza

Page #15
paryakAsana-mudrA ane kArga-mudrA mudrA saMbaMdhI nirUpaNa che, pR. 15mAM nimnapaNa jemAM suprasiddha che. likhita pAMca mudrAne ullekha che?-- caityavaMdanamAM traNa jAtanI mudrAne upayoga AhAna, sthApanA, sannidhi, nirodha ane karAya che - avaguMDana. AnI samajaNa paNa A pRSThamAM apAI che. pR. 74mAM vAsakSepa mudrA viSe (1) gamudrA, (2) kAtsa-mudrA ane nirdeza che. ahIM kahyuM ke vAsakSepa karatI veLA (3) muktANukti-mudrA. zaMkhamudrAthI annano lAbha, palava-mudrAthI dIkSA letI veLA tema ja gurune vaMdana zikhyAnI samRddhi, saubhAgya-mudrAthI AtmAnuM karavAnA prasaMge "yathA jAta-madrAno upayoga saubhAgya ane va-mudrAthI rakSaNa thAya che. karAya che. pR. 113-11pamAM rAjazekharasUrikRta bheTa para 4 (pari3, ple. 8) mAM sUcitrakalapamAM sUrimaMtra" mATe upayogI 17 kahyuM che ke AkarSaNa vazya, zAntika-pauSTika, mudrAonAM nAme tenI samajUtI sAthe apAyAM viSaNa, rAdha ane vadhanA prasaMge anakame che. paraMtu prastuta pustakamAM tene lagatAM citro aMkuza, saroja, bodha (jJAna), pravAla (palava) nathI. e apAyAM hota to A pustakanA saMta ane vajI nAmanI mudrAono upaga goravamAM vRddhi thAta. karAya che. AnI samajUtI mATe maMtrAdhirAja uparyukta 17 mudrAonAM nAmo nIce cintAmaNi (pR. 275) jevuM ghaTe. mujaba che:-- bheTa 50 ka. nAmanA pustakanA aMtamAM bAra tAMtrika muddAonAM citro apAyAM che. A (1) pajhina , (2) garUDa, (3) cakra, muddAonI samajUtI-kaye prasaMge kaI rIte mudrA (4) saubhAgya, (5) sabIja saubhAgya, (6) karavI te bAbata A pustakamAM darzAvAI hoya pravacana, (7) parvata, (8) surabhi, (9) dhenu, ema jaNAtuM nathI. (10) aMjali, (11) AvAhanI, (12) sthApanI, (13) saMnidhAnI, (14) saMnidhinI, sUrimantra kalpasamuccaya-(bhA. 1)mAM pR. (15) avaguMThana, (16) astra ane (17) 15, 74, 113-115 ane 172-173mAM visarjana. 1. Ane "jinamudrA' paNa kahe che. 2. Aja viSaya merUtuMgamUrie mukhyi - maMtra 5 kiMdhA muri. mantraNa vivaraNamAM e ane ene prastuta pustakamAM che. 1chara --3mAM sthAna apAyuM che. che 7, pR. 115, Ti. mAM mugara namaskAra, saMhAra ane karane ulekha che. maMtranA bIjAkSara-caM ane mudrAo 133 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #16
Atma dravyathI bhinna paracitana tyAga lekhaka : munizrI puNyavijayajI mahArAja (saMvipAkSika) kritI varasuni kSati ciMtA mata , tataH prathamanuM ciMtana tyAga karavA yogya che. bIjuM jiMtavA jarma, tenA nA kuvA ciMtana vastutattvanA nirNaya mATe karIne tene janma saMsAre vartate / nizcaya thayA pachI ja tyAga karavA yogya che. paciMtana karavuM te ja karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa AtmavastunA ciMtanamAM paNa anaMta Atmache. te karmavaDe janma saMsAra vate che. e para dravya che, temAMthI jJAtAdraSTApaNuM, sukhaduHkhanA ciMtanano tyAga karI pavitra AtmadravyanuM anubhava karavApaNuM potAnuM pitAne upayogI che, ane pitA mATe pitAmAM ja anubhavo ciMtana karavuM te kevaLa mokSanuM ja kAraNa che. thAya che. mATe bIjA arihaMtAdi pavitra AtmA sajIva ane nirjIva bane padArthothI A sAthe pitAnA AtmAnI sarakhAmaNI ke nizcaya vizva bhareluM che. sajIva padArthamAM anaMta jIva karI lIdhA pachI potAmAM ja sthiratA karavAnI dravya che. ajIva padArthamAM jIva dravya karatAM che. ane te sivAyanA bIjA jenA ciMtanano anaMtaguNa jaDa dravyo che. anaMta jIva dravya te avazya tyAga karavA yogya che. mAMthI potAnA AtmAne judo karIne tene AgaLa vadhavAmAM AlaMbana mATe zrI agni vicAra kare, tenuM ciMtana karavuM ane temAM ja - haMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane munirAja sthira thaI rahevuM te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che, te ke sivAya bAkI rahyA te sarve sajIva ane niva A pAMca parameSTinI madada levAmAM Ave che. dravya che. te para dravya che tenuM ciMtana karavuM, paNa mALa upara caDavAmAM jema dAdarAnI sahAya temAM zubhAzubha upaga de, temAM tadAkAre levAmAM Ave che, tema AtmadravyathI judA te pariNamavuM te paradravyanuM ciMtana kahevAya che je 5 arihaMtAdinI madadathI AgaLa vadhavuM ane mALa karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. upara caDI gayA pachI jema dAdarAne tyAga karavAmAM Ave che, tema zuddha AtmadravyanI | ciMtana be prakAre thAya che. eka te tenA prApti thayA pachI A madadagArenA ciMtanane svarUpane vicAra karI pariNAme duHkharUpa jANI paNa tyAga karavAnuM hoya che. tenAthI pAchA haThavArUpe hoya che. bIjuM ciMtana je je AtmAo jeTalA jeTalA AgaLa rAgadveSanI lAgaNIthI thAya che. ahIM je vAta vadhyA haze temane AtmA jeTale nirmaLa thayA kahevAmAM Ave che, te rAgadveSanI lAgaNIo haze. tenA pramANamAM te paravastunA ciMtanane pedA karanAra ciMtanano tyAga mATe che. tyAga karI zakaze. AgaLa vadhavAmAM prathama jaDa vastunuM ciMtana tenA AkarSaka ne vairAgyanI bhUmikA che. doSa dazana vairAgyamehaka guNane laIne thAya che ane bIju tene vALAne duniyAnI ghaNIkharI vastumAM duHkha ja svabhAvathI AtmAne svabhAva judo che, tenI dekhAya che. te dareka vastunI kALI bAju joIne sarakhAmaNuM athavA nizcaya karavA mATe thAya che. temAM doSa jaNAtAM tene tyAga karaze. AvA 134 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #17
tyAganI prathama ghaNI jarUra che. A tyAga vairAgya " kahevAmAM Ave che te pragaTa thAya che, tenA mArgamAM mukhyatAe vidmarUpa jaNAtI rAja, paNa je te vairAgya amuka divasa pUrato ja hoya, vaibhava, strI, putra, dhana, mitra, kuTuMba, saMbaM- vyavahAranA kaMTALAthI ja utpanna thayela hoya dhIo, ghara, jamIna Adi tamAma vastuone athavA amuka vastunA abhAvathI utpanna thayelA tyAga karAvaze. A tyAgathI maha utpanna hoya te A pustakAdi je rUpAMtare grahaNa karelAM karAvanArAM, duniyAnA baMdhanamAM bAMdhI rAkhanArAM che te ja pratibaMdha ane mamatvanAM sthAna thaI karmabaMdhananAM ghaNAM kAraNe ochAM thaze, chatAM paDaze. strI putrAdi je baMdhananAM kAraNo hatAM zaruAtane A tyAga hovAthI ekano tyAga tenAM karatAM A ziSya ziSyAdi vadhAre baMdhananAM karAvI bIjI vastuono te saMgraha karAvaze. nimitte thaze. prathamanA karmabaMdhanA kAraNothI te tyAgI thaze tyAM mAtApitAne ThekANe tene A vizeSa baMdhananAM kAraNe thaI paDaze. prathama gurunI jarUra paDaze, bhAIone ThekANe guphabhAIo jene pratibaMdharUpe prabhunA mArgamAM A jIva sthAna leze, putraputrIone ThekANe ziziSyAo mAnatA hatA tene have A rUpAMtare grahaNa Avaze, gharane ThekANe upAzraya-maTha-dharmazALAdi karelAM sAdhano prabhunA mArgamAM vizeSa prakAre sthAna grahaNa karavA paDaze, dhanane ThekANe pustaka pratibaMdharUpe thaze, AtmabhAna bhulAvaze, Asakta Avaze, tAMbApIttaLa, sonArUpAnAM vAsaNone banAvaze ane chevaTe AgaLa vadhavAmAM azakta sthAne lAkaDAnAM upakaraNo goThavAze, vAne banAvI mUkaze. rUpAMtare saMcaya kare paDaze ane nokara cAkarAdinA sthAne gRhastha ziSyane samudAya hAjarI paNa je prathamanA cAlu vairAgyamAM vadhAro Apaze. thata rahe, AtmA taraphanuM nizAna majabUta thAya, game te bhege AtmasvarUpa pragaTa karavuM Ama ekanA tyAga pachI bIjAnuM grahaNa ja che e nizcaya daDha thAya, A zubha baMdhanamAM karavAnuM Ave che, chatAM prathama karatAM A paNa kayAMI na baMdhAye hoya, mata-matAMtaranA rUpAMtara ghaNuM sAruM che, AgaLa vadhavAmAM madadagAra kadAgraho syAdvAda lIna jJAnathI teDI pADyAM sAdhana che, pApa AzravanAM sAdhanone ThekANe hoya, krodha mAnAdi kaSAyone pAtaLA karI punya AzravanAM kAraNe A che, azubhanA sthAne nAkhyA hoya ane gurukRpAthI AtmatattvanuM e zubha sAdhana che. tAtvika mamatvavALAne jJAna prApta thayuM hoya te tene vairAgya tattvabadale upara uparanI lAgaNIvALAM che eTale jJAnanA rupamAM badalAI jaze. majabUta baMdhana ke pratibaMdharUpa nathI. have tene karmakAMDathI paDelA matabheda najIvA ATaluM chatAM je prathama vairAgya vairAgya lAgaze. apekSAe te badhA mata-matAMtaronA bajo rahe, cA na gayo hoya eTaluM ja saghaLA artho ane nirNaya karI zakaze, tene mana nahi paNa temAM dina para dina vadhAre thate pitAnuM ane pArakuM have raheze nahi, kaI rahyo hoya to AgaLa vadhatAM, sUtra siddhAMta pitAnuM ke pArakuM nathI athavA badhA pitAnA bhaNatAM, gurnAdikanI sevA karatAM ane satsamAgamAM che e divya prema pragaTa thaze, game te gaccharahetA tAtvika tyAga jene "rAna garbhita matane hoya chatAM A guNane dekhIne te matAM Atma-dravyathI bhinna paricitana tyAga 135 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #18
taravALAne paNa prema ane pUjyabuddhi pragaTa maLe che. teno upadeza ghaNe bhAge amogha hoya thaze. tenuM nizAna eka satya AtmA ja raheze, che. ekavAra kahevAthI ja bIjA upara sArI asara tenI najaramAM hajAro mArgo dekhAI Avaze ane thAya che. tenI AjubAju najIka AvelA nA koI paNa mAge prayANa karanArane kAM te tenuM vera virodha zAMta thAya che. A tenA samabhAvanI nizAna badalAvIne kAM to tenI apekSA samajA- chAyA che. A bhUmikA pachInI bhUmikAmAM mananI vIne bIjA mArga tarapha aprIti ke zreSanI lAgaNI UThatI vRttiono kSaya thAya che, have tenA manamAM baMdha karAvI prabhu mArgane rasika banAvI zakaze. saMkaH ke vikapa bilakula UDatAM nathI. je tenA game te karma mArgamAM paNa jJAnanI mukhyatA che te vastu che. temAM vacanane ke manane praveza haze, tenA sahaja vArtAlApamAM paNa AtmajJAna karavAno adhikAra nathI. tenuM mana manAtIta bhareluM haze, tenI dhArmika dazanAmAM paNa Atma vastumAM laya pAmI jAya che. AtmAnA akhaMDa mArga ja Dagale ne pagale poSAtA raheze, te sukhane te bhaktA bane che. A vizva tene hastAvyavahArathI badhAne bolAvaze, badhAne cAhaze malakavatuM dekhAya che. hAthamAM raheluM AmaLuM jema chatAM tenuM hRdaya nile pa ja raheze. "huM AtmA joI zakAya che, tema te vizvane joI zake che. chuM, zuddha AtmA chuM' A nizAna ane hRdayanI A sarva pratApa AtmA sivAya anya vastunuM bhAvanA tadAkAre pariNamatI raheze. tene kaI ciMtana na karavAno ja che. A paravastunA ciMtaparaciMtanane adhyavasAya nahi hoya. pahelAM ane tyAga Ama kramasara verAgyanI vRddhithI ane vastunI kALI bAjune te jotA hatAhave tenI satya tatvanA jJAnathI bane che. daSTi badhI bAju jenArI thaze, chatAM tenuM hRdaya jevI rIte para dravyanuM niraMtara ciMtana ujavaLa bAju tarapha ja pravRtti karatuM raheze ane 1 saharA ane karavAmAM Ave che, tevI ja rIte je AtmadravyanuM kALI bAjunI upekSA karaze, athavA kALI bAjunA smaraNa karavAmAM Ave te sukti hAthamAM ja che. svabhAvane jANIne amuka bhUmikAmAM ema ja lokone raMjana karavAne niraMtara prayatna karo cho vartana hoya, evI ja lAgaNI hoya ema mAnIne na te prayatna je tamArA AtmAne mATe kare te pote potAnA nizAna tarapha suratA rAkhIne Aga mokSapada tamArA mATe cheTuM nathI. parane raMjana bane AgaLa cAlyA karaze. evI rIte bane karavA te vibhAva pariNAma che. AtmA svabhAvarUpa vastunA svabhAvane jANanAra te rAgadveSa na karatAM 1 gai kerI che. svabhAva dazAmAM AvyA vinA tAttvika sukha potAnA svabhAvamAM ja raheze. nathI. guru pAsethI AtmajJAna meLavI, anya jema jema AtmA AgaLa vadhatA jAya saMgane tyAga karI AtmAnuM avalaMbana laI che, tema tema paravastunA ciMtanano tyAga tenAmAM temAM sthira thavAthI A para dravyane avazya vadhAre ne vadhAre thayA kare che. A vairAgya chevaTe viyoga thAya che, mATe AtmadravyamAM ja prIti samabhAvanA rUpamAM badalAI jAya che. e sama- karavA gya che. tattvadaSTivALAne zuM tyAga karavA bhAvamAM nahi rAga ke nahi teSa, paNa kevaLa madhura gya nathI? arthAt sarva che. AtmasvarUpanI zAMti ja hoya che. A zAMtimAM AvatA para prApti vinA rAjyathI, strIothI, idrinA vastunuM-pauddhagalika vastunuM ciMtana lagabhaga baMdha viSayethI, kalpavRkSo ane kAmadhenu AdithI paNa thAya che. tenI mIThI najarathI bIjAne zAMti keI kRtArtha thayela nathI ane thaze paNa nahi. 136 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #19
sArA ke kharAba mANasanI kameTI azakaya che kemake sArA-narasA paNuM sApekSa che. thaDA divasa pahelAM AcArya kRpalANI mahAbhAratanuM yuddha aTakAvI zakata! A rIte amadAvAda AvyA hatA. teo gAMdhIjInI jagatamAM bhinna bhinna prakati ane guNadoSayukta hayAtImAM vidyApIThanA AcArya hatA. lAMbo mANasa hoya che, ATalA mATe keIe kahyuM che samaya gAMdhIjInA sahavAsI rahyA hatA. koMgresanA e kharuM che, ke "nir vo niH" A maMtrI ane pramukha paNa thayA hatA. atyAre jagatamAM paramezvara eka ja nirdoSa che. teo Azrama sthApI khAdInuM racanAtmaka vaLI mANasanI hayAtI sudhI tenA viSe kAma kare che, emaNe gujarAta vidyApIThanA nizcita abhiprAya bAMdhavo e tenI yegya snAtako samakSa pravacana karatAM kahyuM hatuM ke tulanA nathI. kAraNake kavacita tulanA ja beTI "mANasa kyAM sAdhana ane cAritryathI kAma thaI jAya athavA tene anyAya thAya. kemake kare che, tenA uparathI tenuM mApa kADhavuM joIe. bhUtakALamAM jeo guNI hatA, teo AgaLa paNa Aje te Ama thavAne badale, je sauthI jatAM bhakta keTImAM gaNAyA che. IrAnane eka vadhu badamAsa hoya che, e sauthI vadhu sArA rAjA sAIprasa ghaNo dhanADhaya ane buddhivAna hatuM, ane sauthI vadhu sArA hoya che, e sauthI vadhu ane enA darabAramAM je Ave tene potAnI kharAba gaNAya che." Ama kahI emaNe riddhi siddhi batAvI pUchato ke "mArA jevo snAtakone uMcuM cAritrya keLavavA upara bhAra koI sukhI che?" eka vakhata selana nAmane mUkyo hate. eka mahAvidvAna tattvajJAnI enA darabAramAM paraMtu ApaNA paricayamAM AvanArAmAM Avyo. tene potAnI samRddhi batAvI e ja keNa badamAza ane koNa sAro mANasa che, e prazna pUche tyAre raselane kahyuM ke "ApanI nakkI karavuM ghaNuM muzkela che bahArathI sArA, samRddhi aDhaLaka che, paraMtu mArA mata pramANe AbarUdAra ane DahApaNavALA mANasa-be maraNa pahelAM koIne sukhI kahevAya nahIM." mANasomAM pUchAya evA hoya, sau enI salAha banyuM evuM ke sAIprasa upara eka bIjA letA hoya- chatAM teo nItibhraSTa hoya te tenI rAjAe AkramaNa karI, ene harAvI, keda karI, gaNanA kevA mANasamAM karavI ? AthI UlaTuM jIvate bALI mukavA hukama karyo. jyAre bahArathI kharAba dekhAtA mANase, emanA sAIprasa cItA upara caDyo tyAre bolI UThaze. AMtarika jIvanamAM prAmANika hoya paNa vyasanI "selana, selana, tAruM kahevuM sAcuM che." hoya te tenI gaNanA kevA mANasamAM karavI? bALavAne hakama karanAra zatru rAjAe sAIprasane dhanavAna manuSya paNa hoya che ane nirdhanane cItA uparathI utArIne pUchayuM, tyAre teNe svabhAva udAra hoya che. "g titi jillA selana sAthenI badhI vAta kahI. zatru rAjAe dale tu dRDhAmu" jIbhamAM mIThAza ane paNa e vAtamAMthI bodha grahaNa karI sAIprasane hRdayamAM haLAhaLa-jhera rAkhanArAM mANase paNa mukta karyo. hoya che. dhRtarASTra je dhAryuM hota te arthAt mANasane paDatuM sukha duHkha sApekSa sArA ke kharAba mANasanI karI azakya che 137 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #20
che. paraMtu ahIM prastuta te kRpalANIjInA paNa dharma ane nIti ghaTayAM che. lekomAM zAMti kahevAne Azaya te hAlanA kesIo ane mATe prayatna karatAM chatAM azAMti, asaMteSa ane sarakArI taMtramAM je kesIo judAM judAM svArtha vadhatAM jAya che. AvA saMyoga ane ucca sthAne bhegave che, emane anulakSIne sthiti hoya tyAM sAro mANasa kene kahe ane hoya ema jaNAya che. ane e vAta kharI che, kharAba mANasa kene kahe ? ke bhUtakALamAM lekamAM jeonI koI ja pratiSThA vaLI sAruM ane narasuM sApekSa che. eka na hatI athavA te jeo naitika baMdhane kharAba mANasa bIjA kharAba mANasanA pramAanusaranArA na hatA, ke naitika rIte zithila NamAM sArA mANasa karatAM vadhAre sAro gaNAya. hatA, dharmathI parADamukha hatA ane kevaLa eTale sArA mANasanI ane kharAba mANasanI pracAralakSI mAnasa dharAvanArA svArtha sAdhu hatA, parIkSA thavI daITa che. matalaba ke sArA narasA emAMnA ghaNe atyAre lekanetAnA sthAne che. manuSyatvanI vahevArika vyAkhyA karavI azakaya athavA te sarakArI taMtramAM ucca padavIo che. sivAya ke manuSya jo potAnA jIvananI bhogave che. bAkI to manuSya mAtramAM devI ane maryAdA manathI, vacanathI, ane karmathI ahiMsAnI, AsurI saMpatti kAma kare che. prabhunI sAthe ja satyanI tathA aparigrahanI maryAdA bAMdhe ane zetAna paNa kAryarata hoya che. eTale A paikI e dharaNe e pitAnuM vartana rAkhe te tenI badhAja kharAba ke badhAja sArA hovAno, tathA ucca cAritryathI ke nirdoSa sAdhanono upayoga nisaMzaya sArA mANasamAM gaNanA thAya. ane karI teo AgaLa AvyA hoya e saMbhava A guNanI nyunAdhikatAnA pramANamAM sArAM ke nathI. kharAba mANasenI vyAkhyA thaI zake. keTalAMka eka rIte joIe te bhArata ekamAM ja nahI. mANaso e prakAranAM che ke jeo duniyAmAM badhe paraMtu samagra duniyAmAM atyAre jANe AsurI aniSTa, duHkha, saMtApa ane duSTatA ja jue che, saMpatti pravRtta hoya ema jovAmAM Ave che. jyAre bIjI keTalAMka mANase evAM hoya che, sarvatra jANe zetAnanuM prabhutva heya, ema jaNAya ke je sarvatra ISTa, sukha, saMtoSa ane sAdhutA che. vahIvaTamAM ane vyavahAramAM pavitratA rahI ja jue che. ekanI eka vAta ke vastunuM svarUpa nathI. ane rahI haze, te tene AcAramAM mAtra manuSya mAtrane tenA svabhAva ane anubhava bhede vAnuM sAmarthya nahIM rahyuM hoya. mAnavI have judAM judAM dekhAya che. candra sudhI jAya che. arthAt vijJAna vadhyuM che, (bhAvanagara samAcAra"mAMthI sAbhAra) - - - - - - * * 138 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #21
" mA ja karatA svargavAsa noMdha zeThazrI savAIlAla kezavalAla zAha je. pI. presiDansI mAjIsTreTa (pazcima baMgALa) bAsaTha varSanI uMmare kalakattAmAM hRdayaroganA humalAthI acAnaka svargavAsI thatAM ame gherA zekanI du:khada lAgaNI anubhavIe chIe. zeThazrI savAIlAlabhAI khUba dhArmika vRttinA hatA, ane dhArmika kAryo mATe chUTA hAthe dAna detA. bihAra rAjayanA jaina TrasTanA menejIMga TrasTI tarIke rUpiyA eka lAkhanuM dAna karIne TrasTane temaNe saddhara banAvyuM che. ghATakopara (muMbaI)mAM bhavya jina maMdiramAM bhagavAnanI pratiSThA tathA anya vidhi vidhAna athe temaNe lagabhaga rUpiyA aDhI lAkha kharcA che. pa. pU. AcArya zrI vijayanaMdanasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM lagabhaga pAMcaso jeTalA jinabiMbanI aMjanazalAkA karAvavAmAM lagabhaga rUpiyA eka lAkha kharyA che. A uparAMta kalakattA ane judAM judAM sthaLoe dhAmika temaja sAmAjika kAryo mATe temaNe sArAM dAna ApelAM che. temanAM dAnanI rakama rUpiyA daza lAkha upara thavA jAya che. dAnavIra uparAMta teo eka bAhoza kAryakara hatA. ghaNI rASTrIya temaja AMtararASTrIya saMsthAomAM temaNe pramukha, upapramukha ke sabhya tarIke rahIne tana, mana tathA dhanathI suMdara sevAo ApI che. temanI sevAonI kadara rUpe baMgALa sarakAre temane je. pI. tathA presiDansI mAjIsTreTa tarIke tathA biDAra sarakAre jaina TrasTanA menejIMga TrasTI tarIke nimaNUka karI hatI. A sabhAnA teo peTrana hatA. tathA sabhA mAraphata samAjane saMskArI tathA ziSTa sAhitya maLe te hetuthI "zrI paramANu'da-kezava graMthamALA" zarU karI hatI. AvA eka dAnavIra sevAbhAvI sahRdayI sajajananA svargavAsathI samAjane mATI khATa paDI che. sabhAe paNa potAno eka zubherachaka gumAvyo che. zAsanadeva temanA AtmAne cirazAMti Ape tevI prArthanA karIe chIe. --mubaI nivAsI jhaverI motIcaMdabhAI rUpacaMda svargavAsI thayela che te jANI ame ghaNA ja dilagIra thayA chIe. teozrI dharma premI ane maLatAvaDA svabhAvanA hatA. teozrI A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya hatA. temanA AtmAne zAzvata zAMti maLe tevI ame prArthanA karIe chIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #22
ATYANAND PRAKASH Regd No. G. 49 4-00 2-00 khAsa vasAvavA jevA keTalAka alabhya graMtho saMskRta graMtho gujarAtI graMtha 1 vasudeva hiDI-dvitIya aMza 10-00 1 zrI pArzvanAtha caritra 1pa-00 2 bahaka9pa sUtra bhA. 6 20-00 2 zrI tIrthakara caritra 10-00 3 triSaSTizalAkA puruSacarita 3 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhA. 2 mahAkAvyam bhA. 2, ja kAvya sudhAkara 2-pa0 'parva 2, 3, 4 (mULa saMskRta) pa Adarza jaina strIratna bhA. 2 pustakAkAre 12-00 6 kAratna keASa bhA. 1.. 12-00 pratAkAre 1pa-00 7 katharatna koSa bhA. 2 10-00 pa dvAdazAra nayacakrama 40-00 8 Atma vallabha pUjA saMgraha -00 6 sanmatitaka mahAvA vArikA 1pa-00 9 Atma kAnti prakAza 1-50 7 tasvAtha dhigamasUtram 1pa-00 10 jJAna pradIpa bhA. (1 thI 3 sAthe) 10-00 8 prabaMdhapacazatI 1pa-00 'pU. A. vijayakasturasUrijI 11 syAdvAda maMjarI 15-0 aMgrejI graMtha 12 anekAntavAda 13 namaskAra mahAmaMtra 2-00 1 Anekantvada by H. Bhattacarya 2-0: 2 Shree Mahavir Jain Vidyalay , 15 bhagavAna mahAvIra yuganA upAsake Suvarna Mahotsava Granth 35-00 16 jANyuM ane joyuM 8-00 14 cAra sAdhana 2 -0 noMdha : saMskRtamAM 10 TakA ane gujarAtImAM tathA aMgrejImAM 15 TakA kamizana kApI ApavAmAM | Avaze. poSTa khaca alaga. A amUlya graMtha vasAvavA khAsa bhalAmaNa che. ? lakho ? zrI je na A mA na da sa bhAga : bhA va na ga rA taMtrI : khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrImaMDaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA. bhAvanagara mudraka : harilAla devacaMda zeTha, AnaMda prinTIMga presa, For Private And Personal Use Only