Atmanand Prakash Pustak 059 Ank 04

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531677/1

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SHRI ATMANAND PRAKASH 3 11 * telll i\Y 3 3 | 9.2 nirmaLa bhAve sevA karanAra Ama pratiSThA vadhatAM keikavAra mahattvAkAMkSAno bhaMga thai 3:" paMDe che. mahattvAkAMkSA sa SanI mAphaka mANesanA cittamAM praveza kare che ane tenA jJAnapradIpane elavI nAMkhe che. jyAM sudhI mahatvAkAMkSAnI cUDamAM sapaDAyo nathI tyAM sudhI sevA vatI mANasa se Lavalu kudata hoya che. eka vakhata paDha ke adhikAranA pralobhanane vaza thayA ke pachI kuMdanane kathIra banI jatAM ba DuM vAra lAgatI nathI. eTalA ja mATe saMta tulasIdAse gAyuM che ke laghutAse prabhutA mile, prabhutAse prabhu dUra satya zivam suMdaram pustaka para 1 nA prakA 1 jIH- | zrI jana tainAnAnaMda sa8nA mahA nAvA saM. 2018 ka For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nuM kru ma Na kA 1 iSTa vANI 2 jJAnamastonA rAha 3 samAja aNa 4 AtmavikAsa 5 bIjI tArASTinI sajhAya 6 zarIra eTale bhegAyatana 7 matabheda pragaTe tyAre pAdarAkara ke dezAI anu : vi. mU. zAhu sa, DovalabhadAsa neNasIbhAI sAhityacaMdra bAlacaMda hirAcaMde 2jIsTrezana opha nyujhapepasa ( senTrala) rUsa 1956 anvaye AtmAnaMda praka za ? saMbaMdhamAM nIcenI vigato prakaTa karavAmAM Ave che 1 prasiddhisthaLa--khArageTa, bhAvanagara 2 prasiddhikrama- dareka aMgrejI mahinAnI sAtamI tArIkha 3 mudrakanuM nAma -harilAla devacaMda zeTha kayA dezanA-bhAratIya, ThekANuM--AnaMda prInTIga presa, bhAvanagara 4 prakAzakanuM nAma...zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhAnI vatI khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha bhAvanagara kyA dezanA-bhAratIya, ThekANuM - khArageTa, bhAvanagara 5 taMtrI maMDaLa-zrI khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha, zrI viThThaladAsa mULaca da zAha, | zrI harilAla devacaMda zeTha kyA dezanA- bhAratIya, ThekANuM-zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara 6 sAmAyikanA mAlikanuM nAma--zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagara amo AthI jAhera karIe chIe ke upara ApelI vigato amArI jANa ane mAnyatA mujaba barAbara che. tA. 7-2-1962 khImacaMda cAM. zAha viThThaladAsa mU. zAha harilAla de. zeTha For Private And Personal Use Only

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MAGES - che praya varSa pas] mahA tA. 7--1ra iSTa vANuM flu: duhuraMga: 9 mo cAvatA sarva bhUtahitaH sAdhuramAdhuni'dayaH smRtaH // phodha durjaya zatru che, lebha anaMta vyAdhi che, paNa mAtranuM hita karanAra sAdhu che, nirdaya te asAghu gaNAya che. varSe rikatA je paifmanijhag: snAnA manomalatyAgA dAma vai bhUtarakSAm // pitAnA dhamAM sthira rahevuM teja sthaya che, kono nigraha eja dhairya che, mananA sarva maLano tyAga eja snAna che ane sarva prANIonuM rakSaNa karavuM eja dAna che 3. mUiAne daI huM mAnuM ! va: jazava nita niyaMmar: 1 saMsAramAM roje roja prANIo yamalokamAM jAya che paraMtu pAchaLa rahenArA amara rahevAnI IcchA dharAve che. enAthI vizeSa Azcarya karyuM? For Private And Personal Use Only

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jJAnamastanA rAha (gajhala) nA Avaze! AvI zakenA! vikaTa mahAra rAha che! e saha jAnArA badhA ! bIlakula be paravAha che! ---nA ! jayAM surya-candra prakAzanA nA anya jyoti prakAza che ! citmAtra nitya vikAsa che, evA vikaTa muja rAha che! ---nA ! jayAM putra patni badhujana nava mahAre hArUM jarAya che ! mana indriya umivAsanA nA vikaTa............! jyAM Aza pAsa nivAse nA tRSNA na mamatA vAsa ho! abhimAna mAna bhulAya jyAM! te vikaTa... .......! jyAM kaI--kAi na dekhavAM nahi buddhithI kAMi pakhavAM ! jyAM tattva nirAlaMbanA ! te vikaTa .....! je mAge khAMDo dhAratA. ne thAlavAM jaga pAra hAM ! naTa- doravata, vyavahAra jyAM ! te vikaTa... ! vidvAna jyAM bharamAI jAtAM bhaya bhakatajana paNa rAkhatA! jIvatA marelA phAvatA ! te vikaTa .......! jyAM daSTa dAhaka yAganAM, zAnti maLe aMgAramAM cidaghana svayaM parakAza tyAM ! te vikaTa .......! zira hAthamAM laI khelavAM, mage japAye lA-ma-kAM ! tajavI tamA-mastI-phanA ! te vikaTa ... jyAM jApa " gurU nAmanA gAnAmRte bhejana thatAM ! jyAM bhedabhAva jarAyanA ! te vikaTa .... ! cittavRtti caMcaLatA na jyAM, kada sthira AsAna khAmakhAM! lakha alakha tarave tAna tyAM ! te vikaTa.... .......! jyAM brahmarasanA pAna hAM ! pAse gurU bhagavAna hAM ! maNi-mastakonAM dAna jyAM ! te vikaTa ...! pAdarAkara For Private And Personal Use Only

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samAja RNuM ke. desAi rakhApaNa dharmamAM aneka prakAranAM bANa viSe hajI ApaNuM lekamAM jovAmAM Ave che. deve vivecana karavAmAM AvyuM che, tevaRNa, pitRRNa, ApaNane AbhA ane jIvana vagere ApyAM, pitRolekajhaNa vagerenA vicAra ApaNAmAM ghaNAM ja junA e ApaNane zarIra, zarIranuM rUpa, mananAM valaNa che, ane A badhA kaNa vALI zakavAne mATe ApaNe ane ravabhAva vagere AyAM eTaluM te ghaNakhare dhamamAM darekane mAthe judI judI pharaje nAMkhelI che. samaje che. paraMtu e uparAMtanAM bIjAM zuM che paraMtu hAlamAM kamanazIbe ApaNA dharmanI dareka te upara joIe tevuM lakSa devAtuM hoya tema lAgatuM zAkhAmAM thayuM che, tema AmAM paNa ema thayuM che nathI, AvuM eka RNa te samAjaRNa che. ke je pharaje je kartavya, A aNanI tRpti arthe A5Nu samAjanA samagrapaNe ApaNA upara kevA ane A paNe karavAnAM che ane karIe paNa chIe, teno keTalA upakAra che, ane tene lIdhe ApaNane kevA mULa hetu ApaNe bhUlI gayA chIeH te zA mATe kevA zubha saMjogo maLyA che, ane pariNAme karavAmAM Ave che tethI ApaNAmAMno moTo bhAga ApaNune je lAbha thayo che tene pUro khyAla nathI. ajANa thaI gayela che ane te badhuM phakta cAlatI ane te kAraNathI ja A samAja traNa pAchuM vALavA AvelI rUDhIne lIdhe ja athavA te kalAjathI ke mATe ApaNe sAthe je kartA rahelAM che tene mAnasika vahemane laIne karavAmAM Ave che ane A vicAra karavAmAM Avato nathI. ApaNe je saMjogonI kAraNane lIdhe, badhA saNa vALavA prayatna karyA chatAMe vacce ane je samAjanI aMdara janma dhAraNa ApaNe AtmA uraca thavo joie, udAtta the karyo che, tene lIdhe ApaNane ghaNuM ja lAbha thayA joIe, teTale the nathI, ane leke vagara samaje, che. A lAbhane ApaNe ApaNe sAmAjika vAraso phakta bAhya kAraNone lIdhe ja A badhuM karyA kare che. kahI zakIe. jamAnAnI pragatinAM vicAronA vaheNatemanuM kayuM kAravyuM chUTI paDe che, eTaluM ja nahi nI ane evI bIjI aneka chApa ApaNAM upara paNa vakhatanA vahevA sAthe, jamAnAno badalAvAthI, 5De che te sahelAIthI joI zakAya tema nathI. je navIna sudhArAnA prasArathI, je navAM zuM ApaNe ApaNe eka sudharelA mAbApanA chokarAne janmathI ja mAthe AvyAM che, te ApaNe samajI zakyAM nathI. jaMgalI lokonA sahavAsamAM mukI daIye to ApaNane ane pariNAme A RNane badalA tarIke je navI khabara paDe ke tenA mAbApa taraphathI maLelA uttama javAbadArIo ApaNe zire AvelI che, tethI vArasA chatAM ye te bALaka lagabhaga jaMgalI jevuM ja A paNe ajANa rahyA chIe ane tenA badalAmAM thavAnuM. A kRra banAva A jamAnAmAM thayele ApaNe je kartavya karavAnAM che tethI paNa vimukha to dayAnamAM nathI. A jamAnAmAM AnAthI thayA chIe. viruddha prakAranA dAkhalA tA banelA che, eTale ke jaMgalI AphrIkana mAbApanA eka bALakane amerIkA A badhAM ane ane tene aMge ubhAM thatAM laI javAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane tyAMnI hAvarDa karUM bAne vicAra ApaNe have cAlu jamAnAne pAThazALAmAM bhaNAvIne keLavyuM hatuM. abhyAsa pUro anusarIne ane navA saMjoge dhyAnamAM rAkhIne karyA pachI teNe potAnA lAkAne uddhAra kevA ghaNI karavAnuM che. kaccha ane pitRNanI bhAvanA te mahenata kare che ene potAnI keLavaNI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmAnaMda prakAza enA saMskArI vicAra ane enI sevA buddhi e dareka jaNa barAbara dhyAnamAM le ke ApaNA badhuM hene pazcimanA samAja taraphathI maLyuM, ane upara samAjanAM aneka aNu che ane te dhyAnamAM e samAjane te mATe te RNI thayo. laI temane yathAzakti pAchAM vALavA prayatna karavo ja joIe. aneka rIte ApaNe mAthe RNa caDhyA ja A prakAranuM aNu samajyA pachI A paNa kare che. AkhA divasanuM kAmakAja karyA pachI sAMje ApaNo pitAne vicAra karIe. ApaNA samAjanI manane tAjuM karavA koI jAhera bagIcAmAM ApaNe ane keLavAyelA hiMdanI aneka rIte pragati thayelI jaIe tyAre vicAra karavo joIe ke A jAhera javAmAM Ave che, A pragatine mATe dareka keLavA- bagIce kayAMthI thayo? ke paisAthI thayo ? ane celA hiMda putre tene vaDavAonI mahenatane, dezanA zI rIte nibhAvAya che ? te badhuM kAMI ApaNA AgevAnonA kAmano, kAMIka pitAnI jAta mahenatane, paisAthI te thatuM nathI ja, mATe te sArU ApaNe ane sauthI vadhAre sAmAjika vArasAne upakAra koInA, kAMi nahi to samAja samastana, RNI mAnavo ghaTe che. aneka prakAranA lAbha ane sagavaDe thayA. te ja pramANe jyAre musApharI karatA kAI ApaNe bhegavIe chIe, rAjakIya hakka, prajA dharmazALAmAM utarIe chIe tyAre paNa koinA tarikenI gaNanA, vidyA prAptinI sagavaDa, vyApArane aNI thaIe chIe, kaI jAhera puranakazALAmAM jaI vadhAre, sthAnika svarAjayanI prApti, gAmaDAmAM thatA jJAna meLavIe chIe athavA vAMca-gRhamAM jaI sudhArA, naheromAM thatA vadhArA, vagere dareka nAnA bhakata chApuM vAMcIe chIe, tyAre paNa keinA aNI lAbha mATe ApaNe samAjanA traNI chIe, thaIe chIe, ke I harinArA ke ArogyagRhane lAbha ApaNA mAthe samAjanuM te badhuM devuM che. A traNa, laIe chIe tyAre paNa koI che RgI thaIe chIe, A devuM, A karaja pAchuM vALavAnI ApaNI mukhya kAraNa ke A badhI saMsthAnuM mULa tapAsIzuM te pharaja che, ke mANasanA A paNe phakta thoDAka ja jaNAI Avaze ke amuka sarNavI dharmAdA khAtara piyA uchInA laIe chIe te ApaNuM mana me ATalI rakama kADhI hatI ane temAMthI A spitAla devAnA bhArane lIdhe keTaluM ciMtAmAM rahe che. ane ke lAIbrerI ke bagIce karavAmAM AvyA hatA, eTale te devuM pAchuM vALavA mATe ApaNe keTalA Atura ke jayAre ApaNe te badhAne lAbha laIe chIe, hoIe chIe ? to ApaNe samAjanuM ApaNA tyAre ApaNe kaMIka " dharmAdA saMsthAne upayoga paranuM A mahAna RNa vALavA mATe ApaNe keTalA karIe chIe " te vAta sadAye dhyAnamAM rAkhavI. Atura ane kevA ciMtAtura rahevuM joIe paNa A uparathI kahevAno bhAvArtha ema nathI ke A A aNu pAchuM zI rIte vALavuM te prazna ghaNAnA saMsthAone upayoga na karavo, duniyAmAM eTalI manamAM ubho thaze" sAmAjika vArasA "nuM RNu badhI akaDAI cAlI zake tema nathI. kalApI kahe adA karavAne phakta eka mukhya rasto che tema"samAja sevA" karavAnI che, svArthane tyAga karI, kakta dharmavRttithI samAjanI sevA karavAthI ja A brahmAMDa A to gRhatAtanuM che, aNu A paNe pAchuM vALI zakIe tema chIe. mATe AdhAra sone saune rahyo che. dareka keLavAyelA ane samajhu hiMdIe AvI sevA le che sahu kaMi, sahune daI kaMI, karavA tatpara rahevuM, ane sevAnA mArganI haMmezA zodha karavI. AbhAra saune so upare che." For Private And Personal Use Only

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samAja aNu paraMtu te badhAne upayoga karatI vakhate, AdhAra vALavA satata prayatna karyA ja kare. letI vakhate ApaNe koInA RNamAM AvIe chIe te vAta visaravI nahiM ane koI paNa vakhate, paraMtu A RNa pAchuM vALatI vakhate eTaluM kee) paNa rIte yathAzakei A traNa samAjane dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke A kAMI game tevuM devuM pAchuM vALI ApavA tatpara rahevuM. nathI, ane te pAchuM vALatA game tema karIne beThA kADhavAnI nathI. ApaNI mAMdagI vakhate ApaNI vaLI A saMbaMdhamAM bIjI paNa eka vAta mAtA cAkarI kare che tene badale ApaNe ke che. yAnamAM levA jevI che. koIvAra para prakAranI narsane pagAra ApIe te rIte pAcho vALatA , kAva karatA. lokasevA bajAvatA-te karanArane ghaNI paNa pa* ane vAtsalyathI te pAchA vALIe chIe a paNa paDe che, loko taraphathI te dhikkArAya che. te ja pramANe mA sa paNa ApaNe prema ane aMDakArIo tene pajave che. AvA vakhate keTalAeka vAtsalyathI pAchuM vALavAnuM ja che. himmata hArI jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa temAMnA kaI te akaLAI jAya che, ane tenA manamAM chevaTe pharIthI dareka jaNane A bAbate upara samAja tarapha eka jAtane tiraskAra pedA thAya che, gaMbhIrANI vicAra karavA AgrahapUrvaka vinaMta che, ane te kahe che ke samAjane hArI kadara nathI to ApaNe ramAyuM bhUmimAM vasanArA kharSa saMtAna chIe. mahAre zA mATe henA darakAra karavI joIe. mahAre devA viSe ApaNI lAgaNI tIvra che. peDhI zA mATe vA vA kAM pachI paNa kATa devuM, putra, pIne ane prapautra paNa mudatane jarApAtra cha ja e rakaLAka cAvA vicAra karavA 'paNa bAdha mAvA sivAya ApavA baMdhAyelA che te yogya nathI. Ave vakhate rAta dhA ne karavI elI ApaNA dharma pustakanI bhAvanA che to jaIe. svastha manathI, zuddha AzayathI, ni:svArtha samAjanuM ApaNuM 'senuM A kaheNa ApaNe zuM rIte visAre pADI zakIe ? A leka R|- samAja vRttithI ApaNI buddhi pramANe kartavya karatA hoIe rahe che. AvA koI vikSepa Ave tethI nirAza na thavuM, saNuM huM koI prakAre paNa pAchuM vALanA mApaNAmAM dareka jaNa samAM sevAne kaI paNa nA svArtha A vakhate A Ne samAja upara upakAra karavA - zikAra karavA joIe, vaLI A Ne keka leka nikaLyA che tevuM abhimAna manamAMthI kADhI sevAnuM kArya karatA hoIe tyAre " ame paropakAra nAkhavuM ane manamAM ema ja jANavuM ke AgaLanA karIe chIe " " dharmAdA karIe chIe " che, e jamAnAnA netAo ane deza sevake je je upakAra manamAM abhimAna ANavuM nahi. paraMtu je vRttidhI samAja upara karI gayA che, tenuM samAjane eka eka oziMgaNa devAdAra pitAnuM devuM cUkave che. aMga tarIke RNa pAchuM vALavAna mahAkuM kartavya ja tevI vRttithI lekasevA karavA ane prabhune upakAra che ane te mATe ApaNuM kAma karyuM ja javuM. dhArmika, mAno ke RNa mukta thavAno avasara rANe apasAMsArika ke rAjakIya sudhArA je ApaNe anu Nane A e. bha e chIe te mATe keTalA lokoe du:kha veDyA haze, ApaNuM thaI gayelA ane hAlanA netAoe AvA vicAra karyA hota te ApaNe kevI sthitimAM hata teno vicAra kare paNa muzkela che, mATe kaI paNa prasaMge nirAza na thatAM ApaNuM aNuM pAchuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmavikAsa :::+ = "Anarar, vmAnada jana anu :- vi. mU. zAha pacAsa varSa athavA eka se varSa pUrve jJAna * The plea that this vi tirit man prApta karavAmAM je muzkelImAMthI pasAra thavuM paDatuM has no time for culture wil vanish hatuM temAM, pustakanI taMgI tathA teno atizaya as soon as w desire culture so much meMghI kiMmata ane sakhata majUrI karavAmAMthI that we begin to examine seriously abhyAsa mATe je ghaNo thoDo samaya bAto tene into our present use of sine," vicAra karIe chIe tyAre evA vikaTa sa dhamAM i rolu. kevuM ad bhuta buddhibaLa dharAvanArA manuSya vidyamAna mApaNe AtmasudhAraNA athavA AtmavikAsa hatA tene vicAra mAtra kharekhara Azcarya pamADe mATe tIvra AturatAthI IDIne hAla teve che. A sarve musIbate uparAMta zArIrika samAne kevA upayoga karIe chIe tenuM parIkSaNa azakti, aMdhatva. zarIranA aneka prakArane re karavAnuM zarU karIe ke tarata ja amuka manuSyane ane vyAdhio vagere viTaMbanAonI sAme paNa AmavikAsa sAdhavA mATe vakhata maLato nathI evuM ghaNA lokone thavuM paDatuM hatuM. vaLI A badhAnI bahAnuM adazya thaze." sAthe vartamAna samayamAM abhyAsa ane AtmavikAsa ema. ArnolDa karavAmAM sahAyabhUta thanArA sAdhananI vipulatAne sAmAnya rIte keLavaNIne e artha karavAmAM ApaNe vicAra karIe chIe tyAre ApaNI sthiti Ave che ke e pustaka ane zikSakonI madadathI jatAM ApaNane zarama upaje che, kAraNake ApaNA manane khIlavavAnI rIta athavA dAMta che. yogya upayoga tathA preraNA mATe aneka sAdhanonA bhAva vyavahAranA abhAve ke AvelI taka Abha levAmAM hovA chatAM ApaNe tene ghaNA ochA lAbha na Ave tethI jyAre keLavaNIne bhUlI javAmAM Ave laIe chIe. che tyAre A vikAsa karavAnI eka AzA avaziSTa AtmavikAsa zabdane upayoga pitAne sudhAravAnI rahe che. ane tene avalaMbIne rahevuM paDe che. Ama- athavA potAnI unnati sAdhavAnI prabaLa IcchA vikAsa karavAne aneka prasaMge ApaNI AsapAsa evA sUcaka arthamAM karavAmAM Avyo che. jene unnata paDelA che. AtmavikAsanAM sAdhane puSkaLa che ane athavA sudhAraNA mATe ApaNuM hRdayamAM kharekharI saratAM pustaka maphata pustakA , vagere. A IcchA jAgelI hoya che te mejazokha ane ezajamAnAmAM mAnasika vikAsa ane ukapanA je ArAma karavAnI ApaNI icchAnuM damana karavAthI sAdhane puSkaLa pramANamAM pUre 5 vAmAM Ave che sudhAraNA karavAnuM kArya sahelAIthI sAdhI zakAya che. teno upayoga karavAnuM visarI javA mATe ' paNa navalakathAonuM vAMcana, ramatagamata para prema, vArtAo bahAnuM saMbha zo nahi. karavA ane sAMbhaLavAnI Teva e mane kAMjalI For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmavikAsa ApavI joe. rane purasadana pratyeka kSaNune sadupayoga karavA tatpara ca oe. e AtmavikAsa mATe yudgha karatA hoya che te sarvAMnA gAmamAM A zaktirUpI siMha avarodha karI rahyo. hAya che ane A rajju parAjaya karavAthI ja Atmaka mavikAsa sAdhI zakAya che e nizcita vAta che, kApaNu manuSya tenI navarArAne samaya kevI rIte pasAra kare che te jANavAthI tenuM bhaviSyanuM vana kalpI zakAya che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa tenAthI tenA AkhA jIvananI cAvI ApaNA hAthamAM Ave che, ane e A vanane kayA daSTibiMduthI jue che te kahI zakAya che. navarAzanA samayanA durupayoga karavAthI cAritryanA je apaka kramazaH thAya che, je bhayaMkara pariNAma nIpaje che tenAthI te kadAca ajANa hoya tApaNuM cAritrya dUSita thAya che. emAM leza paNa zaMkA nathI. peAtAne potAnA pratispardhIothI pachAta paDI jatA joine keTalAka yuvAne Azcarya thAya che, paraMtu jo teo AtmanirIkSaNa karaze te tene jaNAze ke te pragati karatA aTakI gayA che. kemake teAe pAtAnAM ja nane AtmavikAsatha alaMkRta karavAnA ane vizALa vAMcanakSetramAM vihara vAnA prayAsane tajI dIdhA che. vAMcanamAM temaja abhyAsa karavAmAM navarAzanA sabhyane sadupayoga karavA e uttama guNAnI nizAnI che. ghaNAkharA dhanuSkAnI bAbatamAM abhyAsa karavAmAM athavA niyamita karelA samayane vastutaH avakAzane samaya kahI zakAya nahi, kemake te samaya nidrAmAMthI, bhejana samayamAMthI ke ArAmanA vakhatamAMthI bacAvavAmAM AvyA hAya che. lIhu buroTa nAmanA soLa varSanI vayanA eka Drekane eka vAranI dukAnamAM Akho divasa sakhata kAma karavuM paDatuM hatuM. A haeNokarAne duniyAmAM potAnI unnati sAdhavAmAM sadAyabhUta thanArA sAdhane 47 ane prasaMge hatA tenA karatAM ochA sAdhanA kApaNa chekarAne bhAgye ja haze. AvI sthitimAM mukAyele hovA chatAM bhejana vakhate pustaka vAMcIne, rAtre ane rajAnA divasomAM abhyAsa karIne ane pAte navarAta pratyeka kSaNane sadupayoga karI zake evA hatuthI tenA gajavAmAM pustaka rAkhIne je thApaNA sAya maLatA athavA te te khacAlI rAtA te Aina te suMdara keLavaNI soMpAdana karavA zaktimAna thayAM hatA. je samaya ghaNAkharA chokarAe ALasamAM gunAve che, je vakhata ALasu chokarAe! bagAsAM khAvAmAM athavA edanI mAphaka lAMbA paDIne gappAM mAravAmAM gumAve che tevA vakhatamAM jIrIne AtmavikAsa sAdhavA mATe je takA prApta thatI te krA te nrutya sarvyaya karate. tene jJAna prApta karavAnI avyuTa pipAsA hatI. ane AtmavikAsanI ugra abhilASA hatI, jene laIne tenA mArgamAM AvatA sarva vighnAnuM te pratikramaNa karI zakayA. eka zrImaMta gRhasthe tenI keLavaNInA saghaLe kharca ApavAnI icchA jaNAvI, paraMtu purITe kahyuM " mAre kArakhAnAmAM bALI cauda kalAka kAma karavAnuM hAya che, chatAM paNa huM pe!te mArI keLavaNI rApAdana karI zakIza. mAruM kAinA AzrayanI ke sahAyanI apekSA nathI.' Ave tene dRDha nizraya hatA. temAMthI te calAyamAna thAya e azakaya hatuM. kArakhAnAmAM kAma karatAM karatAM je caDAvaNI samaya tene maLatA te kadApi te vyartha javA nahotA detA, paraMtu tene kharekharA sadupayoga karatA tenI evI majabUta mAnyatA hatI ke bhaviSyamAM ane tenA durupayoga tene adhaHpatananaH UMDA khADAmAM tene vakhatanI karakasaranA vyAja sahita badale mAro ja, pheMkI deze. luhAranI dukAnamAM Akhe divasa sakhata majUrI karavA chatAM eka varSa jeTalA TUMkA samayamAM te sAta bhASA zIkhI zakayA. A vAtane vicAra karatAM paNane anahada Azcarya utpanna thAya tema che. zaktinI nyUnatAne laine nahi, paNa prayatnanI

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48 AtmAnaMda prakAro khAmIne laIne bhANase AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI, samayanI kiMmata ghaNI vakhata evuM paNa jovAmAM mAne che ke sevya karatAM sevakanuM magaja vadhAre sAruM hoya che. mAnasika zAMtamAM paNa te keTaleka vakhana caDhI jAya che. . pitA-rava, bALa bAdhara TiLaka- sarI mATe paraMtu te tenI zakitane- bhULane sudhArI lekha lakhI rahyA hatA. temAM te evA bAvAI "lavavAnI darakAra karatA nathI, te bAba TevothI ya' hatA ke samayane raMga e mane ha tA. pitAnI zaktine kaMThita ane kSINa karI mUke che. jamavAnuM teyAra hatuM. e jamAne samaya thaI gayo juvAnImAM teo potAnA samAya tathA zakti na hatA. mA kayAMya sudhI patA nI vaNa jo na kara, pANI pimAM gumAve che ane pachI paga paNa eka kalAka vItI gayo to ye pitAjI AvyA Ave che ane satata sevAnI zaMkhalA pIDA kare che. nahi tyAre temaNe mane, pitAjIne jamavA mATe tyAre bhAgya para dara mUkIne nirAzA ane zekamAM lAvavA mokalI. zeSa jIvana vyatIta kare che. meM jaIne pitAne kahyuM: "pitAjI, jamavAnuM je le e vidyArthI avasthAmAM zuddha hastA kyAranuM ye taiyAra che. tame te haju nAhyA paNa nathI !' kSarathI lakhatA zIkhavAnuM ane vyavahArika jIvanamAM paNa e te kAmamAM eTalA dUbelA hatA ke Avazyaka jJAnanI mukhya zAkhA para Adhipatya kadAca emane huM emanA oraDAmAM hatI e hakImeLavavAnuM yogya gaNya hetuM nathI tevA lekamAMthI ja katanI paNa khabara na paDI. be vAra meM Ama kahyuM kArakuna ane nokarInI moTI saMkhyA maLI Ave che ane vAra mAruM kahevuM niSphaLa gayuM. chevaTe huM che. yuvAna puruSo ane strIomAM je ajJAna hiMmata karIne jethI belI. A vakhate mAre dazA pracalita che te A jamAnAmAM ane A dezamAM avAja emane kAne pahoMce. emaNe kahyuM: 'dIkarI, kharekhara zocanI ane dayAja naka che. dareka sthaLe brahmadeve ghaNI moTI bhUla karI che!" uttama nesaba ka zakti dharAvanAra strI puruSo halakA darajajAnI nokarI karatA jovAmAM Ave che. tenA bhojana mATe belAvavA jatAM, AvI vAta vAstavika kAraNa e che ke teo je jJAna vize kaza sabhiLIne mane navAI lAgI. meM Azcarya thI pUchyuM; korSa karanArA thaI zake evA jJAnanI prAptimAM zuM kahyuM. pitAjI?" vayanI aMdara ci paravavAnuM -ekAgra karavAnuM temane puratI AvazyakatAvALuM jaNAyuM nathI hotuM. emaNe kahyuM, are ema ke brahmAe peTanI te ja haja lIpuNA jIvanane vikAsamAM pachAta thelI. eka kazuM rAkhyuM hatuM te keTaluM sAruM paDI velA jo mAM Ave che te e kAraNuthI ke ' hatuM ! e ! dasa vagere che. temAM eka vA bharI. huM te pe nA jukAnI'! vakhatamAM upara thI navI ke sa, mere mATe sada, ATalA ve. mU karavAnuM jaNAtI paraMtu baMdarethI ati upayogI bAbato sama ! ene bejana jevA kAmamAM khaca karatAM para lakSa ApavAnuM yogya dhAyuM nathI hotuM. mane ghaNuM duHkha thAya che." apUrNa -pArvatIbAI kelakara For Private And Personal Use Only

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bIjI tArAdaSTinI sajhAya saM, DokaTara valabhadAsa neNasIbhAI morabI darzana tArA daSTimAM, manamohana mera, (3) tapa-IcchA, vRtti ke vAsanAone jItavI gAya agni samAna, IdhinA viSayothI virakta vA udAsIna thavuM. zauca-saMtoSa te tame bhaluM, (4) sajhAya-jagatanI upAdhirUpa jaMjALathI sajhAya Izvara khAna. manamohana mere * AtmAne mukta karIne pitAnA svarUpanuM ciMtavana karavuM. prathamanI mitrAdaSTi karatAM, A daSTimAM mithyAtvanI maMdatA ane bedhanI vizeSatA keTalI hoya che (5) Izvara praNidhAna-potAnA AtmAnuM ciMtana te darzAve che. jema melathI malIna thayelA vacane karavuM ne svAdhyAya paNa kAraNa vinA kArya thAya nahIM sAbu tathA jala Adi sAdhanothI dhotAM jema jema tema ISTa devanI upAsanA karyA vinA pitAnA melanI kSati thatI jAya che tema tema vastra potAnA svarUpanuM ciMtavana ke anubhava thaI zake nahIM. uparokta mULa ujavala vibhAvane dhAraNa karatuM jAya che. te ja guNene pragaTAvanArI tArA daSTi che. rIte AtmAmAM mithyAtvanuM je AvaraNa che te ja niyama paMca I samaje, nahi kiriyA uga, mela che. te melane dura karavA mATe sAcI jIjJAsAthI jIjJAsA guNa tattvanI, paNa nahi nija haTha. utpanna thayelI sabhAvanArUpI jala ane saddagurunA Teka--mana sadadha tathA saddaAcaraNarUpI khAranAM sAdhana maLavAthI jema jema mithyAtvarUpa melanI kSINutA A daSTimAM ahiMsA-satya-asteya, brahmacarya thatI jAya che eTale mithyAtvane rasa maMda paDato ane aparigraha e pAMca niyamo pUrvaka sadAcaNo jAya che tema tema AtmAmAM jAgRti, saddavicAra vA sAdhananuM sevana jarApaNu lekabhaya, lekadaSTi, ane vizuddhi vadhatAM jAya che tethI tRNAgninA prakAza lekasanA, lekare janatA rAkhyA vinA uga lAvyA karanAM chANAnA agnimAM jema prakAzanI vizeSatA vinA, utsAha, vairAgya, akhedatA ane zraddhAthI sevana kare che tema avyaktapaNe pragaTa thayelI sAmAnya jijJAsA temaja koI paNa jAtanA svachaMda, pratibaMdha, kadAha, karatAM kAMIka vicArapUrvaka vyakta thayelI vizeSa chattA matAgraha, ke haThAgraha rAkhyA vinA sadagurunI AjJAsAmAM AvaraNanI maMdatA thavAthI bedhazAnanI pUrvaka niSkAmapaNe niSkapaTapaNe saraLatAthI sanmArganI vizeSatA thAya che arthAta jIvAtmA paramArtha mArga upAsanA karIne AMtarika sadRguNane sAco premI najIka Ave che tenI tenAmAM kArya pariNamI guNa banIne tevA guNone meLavavA mATe A leka, tathA jevA ke - paralakanuM zreya sAdhavA mATe prabala prayatnazIla bane che. (1) zauca-mana vacana kAyAnI pavitratA. eka daSTi heya varatatAM, ega kathA bahu prema, (2) saMtoSa-padagalika padArthomAM anAsakta anucita teha na Acare, vALe vaLe jema hema. tti athata tabbA upara jaya vA aMtara saMyama. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmAnaMda prakAza A daSTimAM vartanAra chavane yena kathA eTale SenuM aMtaradraSTithI nirIkSaNa karanAra, potAnAthI paramArthanAmuM ApanAra zrI sadagurune kalyANakArI adhika saguNI purUSane ullAsita bhAve vinaya saddha tarapha atiprema, ane zraddhA heya. jenAthI karanAra, bhavavRddhinA kAraNothI trAsa pAmIne tenAthI jarA paNa AtmAnuM patana thAya tevuM kAI paNa nivRta thanAra ane saMsArane anaMta duHkhanI khANa nacita (AtmAne ahitakArI, AcaraNa se nahIM. mAnanAra jIvAtmA ja sanmArgane ArAdhaka bane che. ane zuddha suvarNa jevo saraLa ane nirmaLa hAya. zAstra ghaNuM mati ghaDalI, ziSTa kahe te pramANe, jema ke leDhAnA ane sonAnA bane bArIka tArAne jema vALAe tema vaLe paNa leDhAnA tAra be cAra suyaza leha e bhAvathI, na kare jUTha DaphaNa-mana. 5 vakhata vALavAthI tuTI jaze, ane senAne tArane je AtmArtha jIva hoya te potAnA svachaMda ane seMkaDo vakhata vALavAthI te guMcaLuM thaIne vaLI jaze a kAne cheDIne tathA je ajJAnAvasthAmAM asadpaNa tuTI nahIM jAya tema AtmA che, je gurunI nizrA zAstro vAMcIne mati kapanAthI te sadguNI pAsethI AtmAnuM hita sadhAyuM hoya ke zAstranA bhAvane anyathArUpe mAnela sAmrAbhisaddaguNonI prApti thatI hoya tenI pAse jarA paNa nideza mithyAtva tene tyAga karIne sadagurUnI AjJAe uddhatAI, vakratA, ahaMkAra, kadAgraha ke avinayapaNuM vartanAra mumukSu AtmA ghaNaja gahana zAstronA rAkhyA vinA guNAnurAgI thaine namra, sarala ane arthanA rahasyane nahi samajavAthI, zAstronA aMtara samI banIne vinaya ane zraddhAthI sanmArgane radayane samajyA vinA zAnI jALarUpa ne mahAna ArAdhaka bane che. AtmAnI unnati sAdhavA zakti aratha te citane jamaNuM karavAnuM kAraNa bane che bhAna thAya che. tema samajIne ziSTa eTale paramajJAnI zrI sadAya je kahe che te ja satya ane zreyasvI che ema draDha vinaya adhika guNane kare, dekhe nija guNa hANa, * nizcaya karIne huM jANuM chuM, huM samajuM chuM, evo trAsa dhare bhava bhaya thakI bhava mAne duHkha khANu. jarA paNa jaTha ke ghamaMDe rAkhyA vinA huM kAMi mana0 4 paNa jANatA nathI ema nirabhimAnapaNe zrI sadaprabhu pratye tamayatA, zrI sadgurunA caraNa- gurudevanA caraNa kamalamAM ananya bhaktibhAve zrI kamalamAM tallInatA, ane kSaNe kSaNe potAnA gurUdevanI upAsanA karanAra jajJAsu atimA AMtarika denuM nirIkSaNa. A traNa mahA potAnA AtmAne vizuddha banAvIne nimaMtabhAvathI sAdhane e vAtmAne taravAmAM eka sAdhano che. suyaza eTale Atmahita sAdhavAnI ujajavala kAtine A pramANe pitAnA guNonI khAmI jeIne, potAnA meLavavA te bhAgyazALI bane che. jI . For Private And Personal Use Only

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gale zarIra eTale bhAga bhAgavavAnuM ghara. zarIramAM je bhAgayA che te badhAno AviSkAra zarIra dvArA ja thai zake che. ApaNe khAvuM, pIvuM, jovu, sudharlR ne sparzanuM sukha meLavavu, e badhu A zarIradvAra ja karIe chIe. zarIra na heAya te AtmA game teTale baLavAna hoya chatAM e A bhogavavAnuM kAya' karI zakatA nathI. eTale AtmAne peAtAnu badhuM kAryAM A zarIranA sAdhanathI ja karavuM paDe che. eTale ja A zarIrane bhAgAnu dhara kahIe te sAMbhaLIe chIe tyAre tenuM grahaNa ke tene tiraskAra karavAnI prerakazakti te| mana ja che, sudha ke durgaMdha nAsikAdrArA maLe che. paNa tene AvakAra ApavA ke tene tyAga karavA e te| mana ja batAve che. e uparathI joi zakAya che ke, ApaNA zarIra ane ikriyA upara mana sarpapari hakka ane tA bhAgave che tyAM ApaNuM zarIra ane IdriyA e kevaLa jaMtravat kAma kare che. prAcIna bhavamAM karelA zubha ke azubha karmonA bhAgavA karavAnu... jo kA sAdhana huAya te te ApaNA zarIramAM jema pAMca prakriyA kAya kare ApaNu zarIra ja che. jyAre mananI preraNAthI ane priyAnI sahAyathI ApaNe kAI karma karIe chIe che tema mana paNa eka praznala rAkita che. ane e tyAre jo ApaNe vivekanA thADA paNa AsarA manadvArA ja badhA IyiAnA kAryA cAlyA kare che. lae te| ApaNA hAthe azubha ka thavAnA sa bhava manamAM jo kAI jAtanI zikSitA AvI jAya ochA haiAya che. paNa tema dhaNA bhAge thatu nathI. agara te vikRta banI jAya te bAkInI IMdriyA kAraNa ApaNA mAthe ahaMkAra ane mAhanuM bhUta pAtAnI tI zakti gumAvI khese che. matalaba ke caDhI beTheluM hoya che. ane tethI tyAM vivekane AvavA badhI IMdriyAne preraNA ApanArU' mana ja che. ethI ja avakAza rahetA nathI, e kanei pAkavAne thoDA ke zAstrakAro pokArIne kahe che ke, jIvane A sAdhA avakAza te kALa joie che, ane te pAkatAM ramAM bAMdhI rAkhanArU" kAi hAya te! te mana ja che. tenA phalasvarUpa bhAga bhAgavavAnuM A zarIrane DAya tema e baMdhanamAMthI choDAvanArU kAI hoya te te che. tyAre A duHkha kayAMthI AvyuM ? ene vicAra paNa mana ja che. ApaNe karavA besIe chIe. paNa pratyakSa dekhItuM kAraNu nahIM jaNAtAM ApaNI mUMjhavaNa vadhI paDe che. ane e mATe game tene doSa kADhavA ApaNe prerAie chIe paNa vAstavika rIte ene kArabhUta ApaNe pote ja chIe. ane A teA enuM phaLa che. tyAre bIjAnA dodha zA mATe kADhIe chIe ! paNa akasmAta kAi dekhItuM kAraNa na heAvA chatAM ApaNane lAbha thai jAya che, tyAre tenuM badhuM zreya ApaNI buddhi ke kabamArIne ApI dveSa nAnIe chIe. pazu A zarIra eTale bheAgAyatana. lekhakaH-sAhityacaMdra bAlacaMda hIrAcada, mAlegAma ApaNe khAie chIe, pIe chIe ke svAda grahaNa karIe chIe te bhale mukha ane jIbhathI karatA hAie paNa temAM preraNA ApanA` ane temAM sArA narasAnI oLakhANa karAvI ApanAra ane grahaNu karavuM ke hADavuM e buddhi te mana ja Ape che. ApaNuM zarIra ke STa driyA jANe paravazapaNe tenI AjJA pALye jAya che. ApaNe su Mdara gAyana sAMbhaLIe chIe, agara rAmanuM Tu avAja

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para mAmAnaMda prakAro ApaNuM zarIra e bhegAyatana agara badala meLa- emaNe koI mahAna zera hatyAkAMDa ubhuM karyuM na vavAnuM sAdhana che e tadana bhUlI jaIe chIe. e hatuM tema koInuM kAMi paNa apaharaNa kareluM na hatuM. nakI samajI rAkhavuM joIe ke, ApaNane je kaI agara koI evuM mithA bhASaNa karyuM na hatuM ke akasmAta lAbha thAya che tenA kAraNamAM ApaNuM jethI ekAda jIvane mahAna duHkha thAya paNa tenuM prastuta parAkrama ke zakti nahIM paNa ApaNe pUrva phaLa mAtra ati mahAna duHkhamAM pariNamyuM. ethI ja bhavamAM je sAdhanA karavA mATe kAMi parAkrama ane siddha thAya che ke ApaNA bolavA cAlavAmAM ke vIrya pheravyuM hatuM tenA phalasvarUpa e paripAka che. dareka nAnI moTI hIlacAla karavAmAM keTalI sAvacetI e uparathI phalita thAya che ke ApaNe je rAkhavAnI jarUra che ! A bhegAyatanane vAparavAmAM koIka parAkrama pheravIe ane saMyama keLavI tyAga- kevI sAvacetI rAkhavAnI hoya che. virAgyane bhAga keLavIe to ghaNuM sAruM sAhitya ghaDIALa e samayane baMdha ApanArI vastu ane maulika saMgraha AgAmI janma mATe bhege che. vakhatovakhata ApaNane jAgRta rAkhanArI vastu karI zakIe. jyAre pUrvabhavamAM karelA zubha karmonuM che. arthAta ene sIdhe saraLa ane yogya upayoga phaLa A prastuta bhavamAM bhogavavA maLe che, tyAre karavAmAM ane ene suvyavasthita rAkhavAmAM Ave te A bhavamAM tevuM ja ane tethI paNa vadhu parAkrama e vastu ApaNane ghaNI sArI madada karI zake che. karI tenuM phaLa zA mATe na meLavI zakAya eTalA mATe ene sAvacetIpUrvaka zI rIte vAparavI - zarIra e bhogabhUmi che. sukha agara duHkha ane upayoga kevI rIte karo e tarapha vadhu dhyAna ethI ja bhogavI zakAya che, tyAre navuM karma upA ApavuM paDe che. sughaDa ane samajadAra mANasanA jita karavAnuM sAdhana paNa e zarIra ja che e hAthamAM e upayogI yaMtra hoya tyAMsudhI ja e svayaM siddha thaI jAya che. jJAnI bhagavaMtoe vAraMvAra sAruM kAma Ape che e ApaNe anubhava che. pokArI pokArI kahevuM che ke, A saMsAra eka ekAda aNaghaDa ane jaMgalI mANasanA hAthamAM e ja cakravyuha che. emAM jene AnaMda AvatA rahe che te ghaDIALa AvI paDe te e te ja ghaDIALane zuM calUhamAM evo te gUMthAto jAya che ke temAMthI kare ? kadAca thoDA ja vakhatamAM tene bhAMgI keDI chuTavAne tene avakAza ja maLatuM nathI. ekAda nakAmuM karI mUke. ane e ja ghaDIALa nAnA sAmAnya jaNAtuM karma e kare che ane seMkaDo, bAlakanA hAthamAM AvI jAya te e ghaDInA chaThThA lAkho varaso to zuM paNa sAgaropama popamanuM bhAgamAM tenA kaDakA karI mUke. ane kadAca emAM e bheganuM AyuSya e meLavI pitAnI rakhaDapaTTI rahela kAca ke AgathI potAnA zarIrane apAya e vadhArI mUke che. paNa karI bese. eTale je ghaDIALa pAruM ghaNuM bhagavAna mahAvIranA AtmAe eka sAmAnya sAruM kAma karAvavAnuM hatuM, tethI UlaTuM tethI mizra vAkya uccAryuM ke, bhagavaMta RSabhadeva pAse pitAne ja nukasAna karI bese, dhama che tema mArI pAse taddana dharma nathI ema ApaNA A bhegAyatana ke zarIrane re ghaDIte nathI ja. mArI pAse dharma te che ja. A ALanI upamA barAbara baMdhabesatI lAge che. balavAnuM kevaDuM ghera pariNAma AvyuM che. pUrve jJAnIjane e zarIrane sArAmAM sAro upayoga zI bAMdhelA zubhakame paNa tirahita thaI gayAM. ane rIte thaI zake te jANatA hovAthI aneka prakAranA aneka karmo bAMdhavAnuM ane bheLavavAnuM sAhitya puNyAnubaMdhI zubhakarmone saMgraha karI saMsAranA bheguM thaI gayuM. Ama sAmAnya daSTithI jotAM baMdhanane kAM zithila karI muke che. ane potAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmavikAsa Gi. saMsAra ghaTADe che. tyAre keAI e bhogAyatane upayoga thI anekAne sarala ane dharmAnusArI mArgadarzana phakta bhega bhegavavA mATe ane bheganI navI navI karAvI zake. ane jo e viparIta rIte kArya kare sAmagrI pedA karavAmAM kare che. ane ethI ja saMsArane te " sAkSara" arthAta paMDita maTI avaLo thaI akhaMDa duSTacakra vyuha cAlu rAkhavAmAM e prayatna "rAkSasa' eTale anaMta pApane pracAra paNa karI karyo ja jAya che. ane anaMtAnaMta saMsAra vadhAre ja zake. ane anekanA jIvanamAM heLI saLagAvI mUke jAya che. evA mANaso mATe ApaNe zuM kahIe ? che. emAMthI kaye mArga ApaNe grahaNa karavo joie ? A zarIrano upayoga paropakAra, dayA, kSamA, zAMti mAnavabhavanI durlabhatA zAstrakAroe aneka jage mATe nahIM karatAM je svArtha lolupatAmAM kare che, tene aneka rIte varNavI che. avasara mahAnakALa vityA. ApaNe ajJAna, avidyAsta mUrkha mANasa kahIe pachI hAthamAM AvyuM che. teno bane teTalo sArAmAM to cAle! tethI AgaLa vadhI je bharAyatananuM mUlya sAthe upayoga karI le e ApaNA hAthamAM che. taddana jAtA ja nathI, ane e zarIra arthAta tethI prApta thayele amUkaya avasara zA mATe khAI mAnavadeha meLavavA mATe keTalA puNyane saMyama kare besIe ? paDe che ane temAM keTalA paropakAra Adi kAryono tame nirogI ane balavAna che te yathA zakya upayoga thayela hoya che te tadana bhUlI jaI ekAda phUlonI madada karo. banI zake teTalI tapazcaryA karI bAlaka jema ghaDIALa bhAMgI nAkhe temaja kAmagathI jJAna dhAnanI ArAdhanA karI saMyamavRtti keLavo. e zarIrane rogonuM ghara karI mUke che; kedhathI apakIrti tame dhanavAna ho to apaMga, anAtha ane garIbone sAthe AyuSya ghaTADI nAMkhe che; ane lebhAM thaI aneka kathanI madada pahoMcADo. ane sAthe sAthe dhyAna kaDa kapaTa kAvAdAvA karI Akhare sarakAranA ke janatAna rAkhajo ke jene tame madada Ape tenuM svamAna na gunhAmAra bane che. ane jela jAtrA ke ApaghAtanA ghavAya. temaja tame kIti lupa thaI prasiddhinI bhajana bane che. ane paralokamAM anaMtakALa sudhI AkAMkSA na rAkhe. niSkAma rIte kareluM zubha kAryo nakAdi yoniomAM sabaDyA kare che, evA mAnavane ja sAcuM phaLa Ape che, e - rakhe bhUlatA. tame zuM kahevAya? e kevo bhAga ? je bhogathI ane lekhaka ho to evA lekhe lakhe ke jethI vAcatuja AnaMda pAchaLa kevA duHkhAnI paraMparAne janma nAranA manane saMtoSa thAya. ane e kAMIka sArU thAya che. e vicAra karavA jevo prazna nathI zuM ? kArya karavA pravRtta thAya, tame kavi hA te tamArA kavanathI gAnAra vAcanAranA hadayanA tAra jhaNajhaNI A bhegAsatanano beTI rIte upayoga karatAM uThe, ane teonA AtmAne kAMdaDaka mArgadarzana prApta kevAM kaDavAM phaLa bhogavavA paDe che e ApaNe joI thAya. tame vakA te tamArI vANImAM bodha, gayA. tema tene samucita upayoga karavAthI zuM bane tyAga, vairAgya ane zubha karmonI preraNuM hoya ane ene paNa ApaNe vicAra karavo joIe. pratyeka mANasane potAnA doSe jANavAnI vRtti vastune sArA ane beTo evA be prakAre jAge ! matalaba ke jenI pAse je guNa hoya te upayoga thaI zake che. dIvAsaLIthI dIvA pragaTAvI A gAyatana zarIra dvArA sArA ja kAmamAM upazakAya ne cule saLagAvI pAkaniSpatti paNa thaI yogI bane evI rIte vAparo. A bhegAyatanane zake. tema gharamAM Aga cAMpI te bALI paNa mUkI upaga sArAmAM sArI rIte karavAnI buddhi dareka zakAya. jJAnI mANasa potAnA bolavAthI ke lakhA- bhAnavanA manamAM jAge e ja zubherachA! For Private And Personal Use Only

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matabheda pragaTe tyAre matabheda dekhAya ke judA paDavAnuM raNa je ApaNane jovA maLe che tene ucca siddhAMto sAthe svIkArIe te A jagatamAM rahevuM azakya thaI paDe. keI saMbaMdha che ? jAhera saMsthAmAM ke sAmAjika A sRSTimAM koI be vastu bAhyarUpe paNa ekasarakhI saMbaMdhamAM jayAM mana khATAM thaI gayAM hoya tyAM nathI. vRkSanAM pAMdaDAM ne ghAsanAM taNakhalAMo vacce siddhAMtane ja savAla kAraNabhUta hoya che kharo? paNa taphAvata che. karoDo mAnavIomAM sarakhI AkRti ghaNIvAra nirarthaka carcAmAM paNa matabheda Ubho thatAM maLavI durlabha che, te ekasarakhI prakRti te maLe ja ApaNe roSe bharAIe chIe ane ekabIjA mATe kyAMthI ? mANasamAM ravataMtra rIte vicAravAnI zakita hINuM bolavA lAgIe chIe, tyAM siddhAMtanuM nAma Ave che ke matabheda dekhAya. jIvanamAM hajAra prazno paNa laI zakAya evuM hoya che? duniyAmAM je premanI vicAravAnA hoya che, e badhAmAM ekasarakhuM daSTibiMdu, mIThAza prasarAvavI hoya ane sahakAranI bhAvanA nikaTanA sAthIonuM paNa na hoya. ApaNe A vistAravI hoya te najIvA matabhede ane siddhAMtanA samajIe ne bIjAnA svataMtra matane Adara karIe savAle vacceno bheda ApaNe samajavo ja joI; to nitya vananA ghaNA vikhavAde ochA thaI jAya pahelAmAM A paze udAratA keLavavI joIe ane siddhAMtane prazna hoya tyAM game tevA priyajanathI bIjAmAM namratA sAthenI daDhatA. A bheda ApaNe judA hatAM paNa na acakAvuM joIe. duniyAmAM nahi samajIe ne matabheda thatAM dUra khasavAnI prakRti satyane bhege koI paNa saMbaMdha jaLavAya hoI rAkhIzuM to ApaNuM sAmAjika jIvana chinnabhinna zake nahi; paraMtu evA prasaMge keTalA Ave ! ane thaI jaze ane koI moTA kAma mATe sahakAra karavAnI satyanA evA AgrahI ApaNe hAie te tenI ApaNu zakti ja nahi rahe. asara sAmI vyakita upara thayA vinA paNa rahe nahi. najIvA matabhedamAM paNa jalada banI javAnA satyano AgrahI gumAna ke ghamaMDa rAkhI zake nahi. ApaNA svabhAvanI pAchaLa ghaNuM karIne ahamavRtti e te namratAthI potAnuM da"du bIjAne samajAve kAma karatI hoya che. bIjAne judo mata sahana na ane bIjAnA vicAra samajavA khule dIle prayatna karI zakanAranA manamAM vaya, jJAna, zANapaNa ke kare. baMne bAju pUrvagrahathI mukta ane namratAyukta meTAInuM abhimAna paDeluM hoya che ane te nakAra satyane Agraha hoya te judA paDavA chatAM hRdayanA sAMLatAM ja ghavAya che. A sthiti sArI nathI. saMbaMdha to nahi, bhinna mArge prayANa thAya to ce miyANa thAya to e dareka samajadAra vyaktine svataMtra rIte vicAravAne . Ama, azvine svataMtra rIte vicA hRdayane sAthe kAyama rahe ane jayAre paNa bhUla ane e kkasa abhiprAya dharAvavAne hakaka che ema samaya tyAre te svIkAratA ne mArga badalatAM te ApaNe svIkArI levuM joIe. matabheda dekhAtAM acakAya nahi. je ApaNe AgrahI na banIe, uzkerAIe nahi paNa AvA dAkhalA bahu jUja bane che, ApaNAM te sAmA mANasa upara sArI ja asara thAya che. dharamAM pati-patnI, pitA, putra, bhAI bhAI ke ApaNAmAM prema, namratA ne sahAnubhUti dekhAya to kuTuMbanA bIjA sabhya sAthe je mataloda dararoja sAme paNa tenuM pratibiMba UThe che. AvI sthitimAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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paSa pUrvagrahanI gAMTha chUTI jAya che athavA DhIlI bane che huka lAge te caDe ane satyane pravezavAno mArga khule thAya che. matabheda thAya tyAM bIjanA matane mAna ApI le bhakatakavi zivajI devazI maDhaDAvALA ApaNu abhiprAya viSe pharI vicAravAnI je Teva nadI, nALAM jaMgala, jhADI ne pahADonA khaDake pADIe te tenI e sArI asara thAya che. ApaNane vacce thaIne mArga taiyAra karavAno hoya che tyAre pitAne te tethI lAbha ja thAya che, paNa sAmI keTakeTalI musIbate paDe che, te te na mAga kara vyakti paNa potAnA daDha mAnelA abhiprAya viSe nA ja jANe. bhAI tavAra thaI gayA pachI enI karI vicAravA prerAya che. AvA parasparane manoupara sahelagAha karatA karatA pasAra thanArAone maMthanamAMthI ghaNIvAra satyanuM amRta prApta thaI jAya enI kalapanA paNa bhAgye ja Ave; baMne AraMbhanI che. najIvI bAbatamAM udArabhAve namatuM mUkavAmAM mahAmuzkelIo sAme hiMmatathI laDIne je sAhasaAve athavA khulA dilanI carcAthI ekabIkInuM varae bhaviSya nI prajAne saraLatA karI ApI hoya maMtavya samajI levAmAM Ave to ApaNuM jIvana che temane kRtajJatA pUrvaka yAda karIne aMjali vyavahAramAM prema ane sahakAranI bhAvanA vadhe. jyAM apanArA kadaradAne paNa keTalA nIkaLavAnA ? siddhAMtane savAla hoya tyAM aDaga ubhA rahIe, saMvata 193nI sAlamAM huM hubalI-gadaka gayA paraMtu siddhAMta ane sAmAnya bAbatane bheda samajavA tyAre keLavaNInI bAbatamAM moTA mIMDA jevuM tyAM jeTalI ApaNI vivekabuddhi tIvra hevI ja joIe. hatuM. vepAra dhaMdho karI paisA raLavA evuM ja badhA kaI paNa saMjogomAM namratA to rAkhavI ja joIe; samajatA. paisA sivAya-paisA karatAMya, kyAMya moMghAkAraNa ke e vinA satyadarzana kadI thaI zakatuM nathI. mulI cetana vastuo che evuM javalleja kaI jANatuM. vadhu nahi, eka divasa ke eka aThavADiyA mATe jJAnarUpI mahAdhana paNa meLavavA jevuM che tene A vize jAgRta rahI vicAravAno saMkalapa karIe. vicAra karanArA viralA hatA. bhaharie jenuM savArathI sAMja sudhI jyAM jyAM matabhedane anubhava varNana karyuM che te... thayuM hoya tyAM tyAM tenAM zAM kAraNo hatAM tenI carathI corAya nahi evuM, alaukika kalyANa tapAsa karIe. kAraNe vAjabI lAge to te pachI nitya vadhAryA karanAruM, mAganArAone akhaMDapaNe ApaNe kema varyA hatA te yAda karIe. matabheda ApyA karIe to ya parama vRddhine ja pAmanAruM, ume thatAM re to nahAtA bhAyA? sAme pakSane kalpAne paNa jene pralaya thato nathI evuM vidyA sAMbhaLavAne ApaNe inkAra to nahoto karyo? nAmanuM aMtaramAM saMgharAyeluM je dhana che, te dhanathI ApaNuM satya sAmA pakSane gaLe utare te mATe dhanavAna thayelAonI AgaLa, he rAjA mahArAjAo ! Avazyaka dalIle ne namratA ApaNI pAse hatAM? mithyAbhimAna choDIne mAthuM nIcu nabhA : jJAnanI ApaNuM satya abhimAnathI duSita thayeluM te saMpattithI zrImaMta banelAo sAthe koNa spardhA karI naheAtuM ne? AvI tapAsa karIzuM to ApaNane zake ema che ?" khAtarI thaze, ke matabhedane prasaMga Ubho thatAM satyane eTale hubalI-gaikamAM mArA sagAsaMbaMdhIo, madhura banAvavAthI bIjAnA hRdaya upara tenI sArI mitro ne mitrAdhika jJAtijane hatA. temanI keLaane varita asara thAya che. vaNInI bAbatamAM pachAta dazA joI emane mATe ("vizvavAtsalya"mAMthI sAbhAra uddhata, kaMI thAya te karavuM e meM manasukhe karyo ne tene bara ANavA mATe keLavaNInI jarUriyAtane aMge For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza aneka vyAkhyAna ApyAM. tyAMnA agresarane gaLe lAlajIbhAi amArA nikaTanA saMbaMdhI hatA ne mArI vAta UtarI ne eka pAThazALA hubalImAM ne mArA pratye temanAmAM aMtaranI UMDI lAgaNI hatI. bIjI badakamAM zarU thaI gaI. ema te tyAMnA kacchI mANekajIbhAI hubalImAM potAno svataMtra vepAra karatA, birAdare paise Take sukhI hatA eTale keLavaNInuM paNa lAlajIbhAI te vakhate zeTha visanajI trikamajInI mahattva samajAtAM emaNe yathAzakti phALe ApI kaMpanImAM nokarI karatA. pachI te emaNe lAlajI saMsthAonA kAmane AgaLa vadhavAnI saraLatA ladhAnA nAmanI peDhI cAlu karI ne tyArapachI pitAnA karI ApI. putra hIrajI lAlajInA nAmanI peDhI paNa cAlu karI paraMtu vepAranI lAyamAM keLavaNIne bhUlI javuM ke pote visanajI trikamanI kaMpanInA bhAgIdAra thayA. te vakhate saheluM hatuM, eTale 5-7 varSa sudhI gadaka jAuM vidyA viSayaka sacetatAne sajIvana rAkhavA mATe tyAre - dara varSe eka vAra huM tyAM jato- tyAM ATheka divasa sudhI rokAto sArI peThe parizrama levo paDe. atyAre to keLavaNI ne tyAM bhajanakIrtana tathA pravacanane kAryakrama mATe koIne kazuM kahevuM paDe evuM rahyuM nathI. sI , jAto. lAlajIbhAIno, tyAMnI mArI sarva sArva. ApameLe samajIne pitAnAM bALabaccAMne bhaNAve janika pravRttiomAM bhAre Teke hato ne emane gaNAve che ne temAM gaurava le che. kALa kALanuM kAma lIdhe bIjA zrImaMte paNa Teko ApavA kare che te AnuM nAma. AraMbhanuM kAma vikaTa hoya taiyAra rahetA. AvA jIjJAsuo ne kalyANa kAryomAM che. cala paDI gayA pachI to gADuM gabaDye ja sakriya rasa lenArA jyAM hoya tyAM kAryakartAonA jAya che. dariyo kheDavA mATe nAva banAvavAmAM mahenata ne kuneha rahelAM che; paNa ekavAra e taiyAra utsAhanuM pUchavuM ja zuM ? tyAnuM kArya sarvane mATe eka AnaMdotsava rUpa banI jatuM. thaI gaI ke emAM besanArA vagara belAbe AvI maLavAnA. eka yAdagAra prasaMga banI gaye. lAlajIbhAIne saMvata 1966 pachI mArA jIvanamAM palaTo kATana presamAM javAnuM hatuM. vadhe ne hoya to tame Avyo. AtmakalyANanI ne bhagavadbhaktinI bhAva- cAle, jarA pharI AvIe kahI emaNe mane AmanAe mArA jIvananuM sukAna hAthamAM lIdhuM. samAja traNa ApyuM ne temanI IcchAne anumodana ApI sudhArAnA ne keLavaNI vagerenA prazno emane mAge huM temanI sAthe keTana presamAM gayA. rUnI mosama emanI rIte kALabaLathI cAlatA thaI gayA hatA. cAlu thaI gaI hatI, hajAro borIone gaMja eTale AdhyAtmika jIvanane sevavA mATenI je jhaMkhanA khasa lAgela hato. eka berI upara mane besADI bacapaNathI ja UMDe UMDe rahI hatI tene upara Ava. lAlajIbhAI presamAM aMdara gayA. vAne avakAza maLyo ne meM ene poSavA mAMDI. A bArIonI gAMsaDIo thavAnI hatI. mAro Ane pariNAme anya viSayomAMthI citta khasI eka pachI eka berImAM huka bherave ne sAMkaLa jaine bhajanakIrtana ne sAdhanAmAM rasa letuM banI berIne upara laI jAya ne tyAM enI gAMsaDI baMdhAya. gayuM. huM jyAM houM tyAM ne jyAM jAuM tyAM pachI meM joyuM ke be cAra berIone majaroe huka te bhajana kIrtana karavAne AnaMda lete ne deto, lagAvyA ne saDasaDATa karatI e badhI upara caDhI AtmakalyANane ja viSaya banAvI vArtAlApa ne gaI. A dUka lagADavAnuM bArIonA upara pravacana karato. hubalImAM jAuM tyAre bhAizrI mANekajI. caDhavAnuM kArya joIne mane vicAra Avyo ke pAtAMbarane ghera Utarato ne badaka jAuM tyAre bhAI ahIMyAM te hajAre berIo paDI che, badhI ja lAlajI badhAne sAM Utarato, upara caDhavA lAyaka che; paraMtu jene haka lAgaze te ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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A ja paDatA caDhaze ne tenI ja mAtabara gAMsaDI badhAze. niyama zu AtmAnI unnatine paNa lAgu nathI ? UMce caDhavAnI zakayatA tA mAnava mAtramAM rahelI che; paNa UMce caDhe che keTalA ? satsaMganA yAga thAya teTalA ja. te satsaMga hukanA jevA zu" nathI ? e ja nimitta banIne AtmAne UMce caDhAve che ne divya cetanAnA saghana svarUpamAM ene palaTA ApI DhALe che. saptati thaya dina zAMti puMsAm / vaNI pApa tApaM ca deyaM ca ghnanti sate mayArAyA:|ne evAM evAM subhASite mane yAda AvavA lAgyAM ne eka prakAranA alaukika AnaMda aMtaramAM ubharAvA lAgyA. 6 mArI AnaMda samAdhinA bhaMga karavA lAlajIne bhAI tyAM AvI lAgyA te khelyA, " mApha karajo, tamane ekalA besADI rAkhyA, jarUrI kAma hatuM eTale javu' paDyuM '' me kahyuM, " mane teA ahI beThAM beThAM sAcA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mahAlAla thai gayA. satsaMga sadhAi gayA, te agama niyamanuM gUDha jJAna bhaktanuM maLI gayu, juo A tamArI kherIe; paDI che te hajArA, badhI ja upara caDhavAnI zakayatA dharAve che; paNa huka lAge che te ja caDhe che; bIjI badhI che tyAMnI tyAM ja paDI rahe che. ApaNA AtmAnI bAbatamAM pazu evuM ja che, e ja niyama tyAMya paNa pravate che. eke eka jIvAtmAmAM UMce AreADavAnI zakayatA che. paNa jene satsaMganA huka lAge che te ja cA ci'khare caDhe che, hIrA-mANeka metIthI ya mA satsaMganA huka lAge che te ja caDhe che. " A hukanI vAta byA tyAM sudhI sabhAratA. pUjyapAd sAdhu sAdhvIjI mATe ja pAlItANA mukAme netra zrI pAlItANA mukAme eka netrayajJa kApaNu gaccha ke sapradAyanA bhedamAva vagara mAtra jaina dharmanA sAdhu sAdhvIjI mahArAjo mATe ja eka sukhI gRhastha taraphathI ge!ThavavAmAM Avela che ane vIranagaranA AMkhanA niSNAta sevAbhAvI prakhyAta DaoN. ayu pote jAte eparezana karI Apaze. A netrayajJa sa, 2018 nA phAgaNa vadI 5 somavAra tA. 26-3-62 thI zarU thaze. ane DaoN. zrI adhvaryu sAheba peAtAnA sTApha sAthe eka aThavADIyu pAlItANA zakAze ane temanI sevAnA lAbha Apaze, te pUjyapAd AcArya bhagavaMtA pu. paMnyAsajI mahArAjo, pu. sAdhu sAdhvIjI mahArAjone vinaMti karIe chIe ke jemane Akha sabadhI takalIpha hAya te phAgaNa vadI 5 seAmavAra pahelAM vihAra karI pAlItANA paheAMcI jAya. netrayajJamAM dAkhala thanAra mATe dasa divasa rahevAnI vi. badhI goThavaNu karavAmAM Avaze. tyAra bAda rahevA vI. nI goThavaNa temaNe pAte karI levAnI raheze. jee A netrayajJano lAbha levA icchatA hoya temaNe nIcenA ThekANe agAuthI jaNAvavA vina Mti For Private And Personal Use Only pAlItANA naitrayajJa samiti De. zrI siddhakSetra zrAvikAzrama pAlItANA ( saurASTra ) vAkAne " AtmAnaMda prakAza " te AgAmI aMka mArca-eprIlamAM saMyukta aMka tarIke eprIla mAsanI 15 mI tArIkhe zrI mahAvIra-jayantI aMka tarIke pragaTa thaze teA lekhakane vinaMtI ke bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvana aMze yogya sAmagrI saveLA mAkalI Ape

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Atmanand Prakash Reg. No 431 mana mANasa potAnAM kapaDAM mATe keTalu dhyAna Ape che ! melu na thAya tenI kALajI rAkhe che ne meluM thAya ke tarata utArIne dhavarAvI nAMkhe che, meluM' vastra paheravAno tene kaMTALA Ave che, melAM vastra pratye ene sUga che, napharata che, - paraMtu potAnA manane sApha rAkhavA mANasa keTaluM dhyAna Ape che ? galIca vAsanA ane vicArathI e eTaluM to meluM thayeluM hoya che ke mananA mULa 2 ga -mULa prakRti zuM che e paNa bhUlAI javAya che, manuSyane enI baDha bAnI ye khabara nathI paDatI eTalI hade malinatA sAthe ekatA eNe thavA dIdhI che. Ane pariNAme verajhera, kalahA, kaMkAsa, khUnAmaskI ane yuddhonI yAtanAmAM mAnavajAta sapaDAI paDI che. | manuSya maraNa pAme che tyAre jene mATe jIvanabhara ALapa pALa dRrI hoya che te dhanadolata ane deha tathA sagAM badhuM ahI ja mUkI jAya che, eNe karelA kRtAnAM saMcita bhegavavA e sUma mananI sAthe saMcare che. janmAktaronA bhAvine AdhAra A mana para che. e manane sApha rAkhavAnuM ane te vaDe parama sukha meLavavAnuM mANase bhUlI javuM na joie, manuSyane sahuthI khATI svArtha e che; khare svArtha ja e che, | maoNna kaMThamAM ke jIbhamAM mAtra hovAthI mU ge mANasa bolI na zake to te mauna pALe che ema kahevAya, zArIrika khATa na hoya te chatAM koI prasaMge potAnA svArtha samache manuSya mUMgA rahe ke potAne kaMI na sUjhe tethI na bole to te mauna pALe che ema paNa na kahevAya, bolavAnI pUrI zakti hoya, bAlavuM sUjhatuM hoya, na zailavAmAM potAne dunyavI gaeNralAbha hAya te chatAM je mANasa pote agAuthI karelA niyamane kAraNe bolatA nathI te mauna pALe che. maunavratanA niyama laIne pachI mADuM khadha rAkhI potAnuM kAmakAja cAlu rAkhavA je hAvabhAvathI, cenacALAthI ke pATImAM lakhIne potAnA vicAra vyakta kare che, e mauna nathI, maunane daMbha che. maunavratane hetu zabdane mukha vATe bahAre na paDavA devAmAM nathI paNa zabda-vicArane utpana karanAra mana para aza mUkI, tene svastha banAvAnA che, AthI zarIra ane nirA maya prasanna hAya utkRSTa vyAkhyAnanI zakti hoya chatAM je sAdha4 pAta ) vicAra vagaranuM zAnta banAvI de ke jethI vANI udbhavatI aTakI jAya te kharU mauna che. mauna e hoTha baMdha rAkhavAnI kriyA nathI paNa cittane svastha nirvikalapa zAnta banAvavAnI e vAta che. maunavratano mULa Akaza A che, -pArArA prakAzaka : khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha, zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA vatI mudraka : harilAla devacaMda zeTha, AnaMda prinTIMga presa-bhAvanagara. For Private And Personal Use Only