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________________ AzIrvAda + = prathama varSa pAMcame aMka mArca '67 > - = ma ///////// | zrI bhAgavata vidyApITha ane mAnava maMdiranA saujanya thI
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________________ satyam zivam suMdaram / #3inzIrvA sarva suvanaH sanuM varSa : 1 ]. saMvata 2023 pauSa: phebruArI 1967 [ aMka : 4 saMsthApaka Atmadarzana devendravijaya yo mAM pazyati sarvatra sarvaca gayi pazyati / jaya bhagavAna tasyAhaM na praNazyAmi sa ca me na praNazyati // jagatamAM dekhAtI suMdara lIlAo ane ghera athavA bihAmaNuM lIlAo paNa AtmasvarUpa evA pitAmAMthI ja prakaTa thayelI che ema adhyakSa je samaje che; are, suMdara ane ghera lIlA borUpe paNa pite ja khelI kRSNazaMkara zAstrI rahyo che ema je anubhave che, potAnA vyApaka svarUpanA udaranI aMdara ja eka jagAe pitAnI A lIlA bo cAlI rahelI je jue che ane svastha rahe che tene mATe A vizvamAM paramAtmA nAza saMpAdana samiti - pAmela nathI ane paramAtmAne mATe te nAza pAmela nathI. ema. je. goradhanadAsa vasaMtanAM puSpothI khIlelA bagIca o ane sukha-sagavaDathI kanaiyAlAla dave bharelA suMdara mahelamAM je meha pAmato nathI ke Asakta thato nathI; vAgha, sApa ke sAkSAt mRtyu sAme AvIne UbhuM hoya te paNa je bhaya pAmato nathI, paNa suMdara ane bhayaMkara dareka svarUpa AtmasvarUpa mAnad vyavasthApaka evA pitAmAMthI prakaTa thayeluM potAnuM ja sAkAra svarUpa che ema zivazakti' je jue che-anubhave che, te sarvatra AtmasvarUpa evA paramAtmAnAM darzana kare che; mRtyu paNa tene nAza karI zakatuM nathI. mRtyuta kAryAlaya AtmasvarUpa evA tenI lIlAne eka aMtargata bhAga thA 8:kha bhAunI paLanI bArI pAse, che. je lobha lAlacathI ke zArIrika sukhone mATe potAnA rAyapura, amadAvAda-1. niHspRhatA, samatA ane nyAya-nItino tyAga karato na mArgathI calita na thavArUpe satata AtmAnI rakSA kare che cAlatAM prApta thatAM sukhaduHkhane sahaja bhAve prasa vArSika lavAjama kare che, tene A vizvanI racanAmAM sadA, sarvatra AtmA bane te bhAratamAM rU. 3-00 | paramAtmAnuM darzana thatuM ja rahe che. zeka karato videzamAM ziliMga 6-00 che tyAga kare
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________________ anukramaNikA Atmadarzana maMgalAyatanama | zrI kanaiyAlAla dave zrI kRSNazaMkara zAstrI svAmIzrI zivAnaMdajI zrI macaritamAnasa zrI bhAgavata vidyApITha gaguru zaMkarAcArya zrI niraMjanadevatIrthajI zarIra ane manano saMbaMdha caMpA-bhramara nArI : naraka ne svargane lAvanArI rajakaNa maharSi dayAnaMda sarasvatI bhaNasane adhikAra nAradanuM zaMkAsamAdhAna : : 2 2 1 0 8 8 ba - zrI "madhukara" ' zrI zivazakti" zrI kAlidAsa mahArAja hyA 27 28 zrI bhAgavata vidyApITha sthApavAnI Adarza yojanA cinmaya mAnavIne zrI prakAza gajjara vedanA ke vAsanA ? munizrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI nAne ane meTo subhASita zrI maMgaLadAsa ja, goradhanadAsa uttarAyaNa-2 zrI "madhyabiMdu" gajendrarUpI jIva zrI DoMgare mahArAja paheluM vaMdana zrI kRSNazaMkara zAstrI AvakAro mITho Apaje bhakta kavi padmazrI dulA bhAyA 'kAga' prabhumaya jIvana - zrI devendravijaya "jya bhagavAna' 36 37 utpAdake ane vahepArIbhAIo mATe ziSTa ane saMskArI vargamAM traNa mAsanA TUMkA samayamAM "AzIrvAde' je mokharAnuM sthAna karyuM che tene lIdhe ghaNu utpAdaka ane vahepArI baMdhuo taraphathI "AzIrvAda'mAM chapAtI baranA dara viSe pUchaparacha karavAmAM Ave che. A aMge jaNAvavAnuM ke "AzIrvAda'mAM chapAtI ja dare nIce mujaba che : mAsika vArSika AkhuM pAnuM 100-00 1000-00 DadhuM pAnuM 55-00 600-00 200-00 2 0 0 0-00 zAmalI 2nuM kavara peIja 150-00 gata mATe kAryAlaya sAthe saMparka sAdhavA vinaMtI che, -mAnad vyavasthApaka ka hyuM kavarapeja 150 0 0 0..
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________________ maGgalA ya ta na m bhagavAnano priya bhakta ke hoya? bhagavAna kahe che : adveSTA sarvabhUtAnAM maitraH karuNa eva ca / nirmamo nirahaGkAraH samaduHkhasukhaH kSamI // 1 // santuSTaH satataM yogI yatAtmA dRDhanizcayaH / marpitamanobuddhiryo madbhaktaH sa me piyaH // 2 // je manuSyane keInIya pratye dveSa nathI, je sarva prANuMbo pratye vairabhAva vinAno che ane sarva pratye maitrIbhAvavALo che, je sarva pratye karuNALu dayAyukta che, jene kazAmAM svArthabhAvavALI koI mamatA nathI, jenAmAM pitAne khoTo ahaMbhAva ke garva nathI, je sukha-duHkhamAM samatAthI rahenAro ane sahanazIla che, je dareka prakAranI paristhitimAM saMtuSTa rahenAro che ane dareka prakAranI paristhiti pitAnA vikAsa mATe, pitAnA kalyANa mATe bhagavAne ApI che ema samajIne te paristhitimAM potAne prApta thayelA kartavyanuM pAlana karavAmAM satata joDAyeluM rahe che, jenuM zarIra, iMdriyo ane mana saMyamathI pUrNa che, jenA nizcaya AtmapratItithI yukta ane daDha che, jeNe mArA sarvavyApI svarUpane vicAra karavAmAM, e svarUpane anubhava karavAmAM potAnAM mana ane buddhi joDI dIdhAM che ane e rIte je mane bhajanAro che, te mane priya che. yasmAnnodvijate loko lokAnnodvijate ca yaH / harSAmarSabhayoddhegarmukto yaH sa ca me priyaH // 3 // je manuSyathI ke lokone udvega thatuM nathI ane lokonA game tevA vartanathI paNa je manamAM uga-kheda dhAraNa karatA nathI, je manuSya sarva samaye, sarva paristhitimAM harSa-zoka ane bhaya tathA krodhathI mukta rahe che, te mane priya che. (AvA pitAnA priya manuSyanA jIvanamAM bhagavAna nivAsa karatA hoya che.) anapekSaH zucirdakSa udAsIno gatavyathaH / . sarvArambhaparityAgI yo madbhakta sa me priyaH // 4 // je manuSya kaI padArthanI spRhA rAkhatA nathI ane ethI spRhA rAkhIne apavitraayogya kAma karanAra, agya vicAra karanAre te na hovAthI pavitra jIvanavALo che, ane je pavitra kAryo karavAmAM, paropakAranAM kAmamAM dakSa-catura che, je sarva pratye pakSapAtarahitataTastha che, zuddha karma karatAM game te pariNAma Ave chatAM jene kaI jAtanI vyathA-duHkha thatuM nathI, je sarva prakAranA mAratha karavAnuM-phaLanI AzAo bAMdhavAnuM choDIne pitAnA kartavyamAM ja lAgelo rahe che, te mAro bhakta che ane te mane priya che. yo na hRSyati na dveSTi na zocati na kAGkSati / zubhAzubhaparityAgI bhaktimAn yaH sa me priyaH // 2 // je manuSya keI paNa jAtanI AkAMkSA vinAne che ethI amuka vAte bane te harSa pAmato nathI ane amuka vAta bane te ene dveSa karato nathI ke eno zoka karato nathI. amuka zubha-sAruM che ane amuka azubha-kharAba che evA bhAvano jeNe tyAga karelo
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________________ AzIvAda phebruArI 1967 che ane mAtra kartavya karavA pratye ja jeNe prema dhAraNa karela che, kartavya karma karatAM enuM je kaMI pariNAma Ave tenA pratye "Izvara je kaMI kare che te sAruM ja hoya che-sArA mATe ja hoya che" evA bhAvathI je dareka ghaTanAne bhaktipUrvaka-premapUrvaka svIkAre che, te manuSya mane priya che. maH zatrau ca mitre ca tathA mAnApamAnayoH / zItoSNasukhaduHkheSu samaH saGgavivarjitaH // gulyanindAstutiaunI santuSTo yenakenacit / .nika thiramatimakitamAna che priyo nA 6-zA pitAnA pratye zarubhAva rAkhanAra ane mitrabhAva rAkhanAra baMne pratye je manuSya ekasarakhe premabharyo ane hitakAraka bhAva rAkhanAre che, tevI ja rIte mAna ane apamAnamAM paNa je manuSya samAna bhAva rAkhanAre che, tema ja ThaMDI ane garamI tathA sukha ane dukha pratye paNa je samAna la va rAkhanAre che; jene mAna, kIti ke sukhabhogo pratye koI jAtanI Asakti nathI ethI je niMdA ane stutimAM paNa samabhAva rAkhanAre ane mauna rahenAro che, IzvarecchAthI pitAna, kartavyanA phaLarUpe je kaMI prApta thAya tenAthI je saMtuSTa rahenAro che; saMsAranI sthAvara ke jaMgama saMpattine je potAnI pAse saMgraha karI rAkhanAra nathI; tana-mana-dhananI sarva saMpatti AtmasvarUpa prANIonA hita mATe ja che evI sthira buddhivALo je che ane premayukta thaIne je sarva prANIonI sevAmAM lAgyuM rahe che, te manuSya mane priya che. tu dhAmRtamidaM yathoktaM paryupAsate / prahadhAnA matparamA bhaktAste'tIva me priyAH // 8 // bhagavAnane priya vakta kevo hoya, AvA bhaktane dharma, svabhAva, vartana kevuM hoya te ahIM kahevAmAM Ave che. bhaktanA dharmanuM A varNana e sAkSAt amRta che. kAraNa ke A dharma pramANe potAnuM jIvana banAvanArane amRta eTale avinAzI svarUpe prApta thAya che. pitAne AtmAnuM parama svarUpa prApta thAya e ja kevaLa uddezathI jeo ahIM kahela amRtasvarUpa dharmanuM A DAraNa kare che, teo mArA parama bhakta che ane teo mane atyaMta priya che. [ zrImad bhagavadgItA adhyAya 12/13-20] A jIvanane jIvatAM jANe te jana kahevAya che, jIvana ape jagane kAje te mahAjana kahevAya che. virAre nA harine tene hari nA visAre che, harADI harine bhaje te harijana kahevAya che. khAya tyAM khodyA kare te durjana kahevAya che, samaya para mAthuM mUke te svajana kahevAya che. jana jIve janakAja paraduHkhe duHkhI thanAra che, akAre upakAra karanAra sajajana kahevAya che. -zrI kanaiyAlAla dave
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________________ zrIrAmacaritamAnasa tulasIdAsajIe vaMdanathI maMgaLAcaraNa zarU karyuM. vaMdana caMdanathI madhura che. vaMdana prabhune laI calAvavA mATeno ratha che vaMdana prabhune nimaMtraNa che. taka ane takarArathI takadIra gumAvAya che. tAra ekarArameM cale jAo ve rAmAyaNa aura vo ayodhyaalAI che. namaskAramAM svarUpanirUpaNa karyuM che. namaskAra e asAdhAraNa bheTa che. namaskAra utAvaLa karIne apAya nahIM. kanyA ane vaMdana A be ApyA pachI ciMtA karAve che. jene vaMdana karyA e vaMghamAM kaMIka vizeSa dharmo che ke nahIM e jovAnuM che. sabhAva, zraddhA, vizvAsa gumAvyo to jiMdagI gumAvI dIdhI. vaMdana upacAra heta to vicAra na hota. paNa e upacAra nathI. vidyA, dhana ane dharmamAM zAMtimaya jIvavuM enuM nAma AtmajJAna. anekavidha mAdhuryanuM mizraNa enuM nAma mAnavajIvana. zraddhAvizvAsa keLavyA bAda guru pAse javuM ne pachI svA. dhyAya karo. mahApuruSonI kRpAthI mUrkhane bhagavAna maLe che, paNa jJAnasaMpAdana thatuM nathI. jJAnasaMpAdana mATe adhyayananI jarUra che. zraddhA e Asana che, mAtA che. ane vizvAsa e chatra che-pitA che. vizepaNa vinAnI te mA ane vizeSaNavALA te pitA. varNAna m arthasaMdhAnAM rasAnAM chandasAmapi / maGgalAnAM ca kartArI vande vANIvinAyakI / / vaLanA-badhI majA varSomAM che. zabda pachI artha Ave paNa rasa vagarane artha nakAmo che. rasane rahevAnI jagyA te chaMda che. vANI e vidyA che ane vinAyaka eTale viveka. be vastunI vacamAM besIne nyAya karavAno Ave te viveka. vANI vidya vadhAranAra tema ja ghaTADanAra che. virodhI kSetra banAvanAra paNa vANI che. vANI vAtAvaraNanI sarjaka che. vANImAM mIThAza nathI to vacana sUnuM. mitra nathI to jIvana sUnuM. mIThuM nathI to bhojana sUnuM rAmAyaNa vIsa varNo Apaze. gAyatrIne paNa covIsa akSara che, rasa ekatrita karavA mATe chaMda che. 1. nAmbAlakAMDa. 2. arthasaMghanAma-ayodhyAkAM. 3. rakSAnA- araNyakAMDa. 4. chasaTH-kikiMdhAkAMDa. zrI kRSNazaMkara zAstrI 5. -suMdarakAMDa. 6. mAtAnA-lakAkAMDa, , sattaro- uttarakAMDa. nAma paDayuM bAlakAMDamAM paNa artha samajAya ayodhyAkAMDamAM. aodhyAkAMDa eTale kasoTI ane e kasoTI che ke kevI. je jiMdagI para kAca pepara ghasAyA nathI e jIvana camatkRti banyAM nathI. kekevIrUpa kasoTIe dharmanI parIkSA karI Ida e kaToro che. chaMda kAvyane subuddhi ApavAnI vastu che. zaMkara eTale vizvAsa pArvatI eTale zraddhA. vANI zraddhA ane vizvAsayukta hovI joIe zraddhA e pArvatI che * ane pArvatI aDaga che eTale saphaLatA ane caraNe che. zraddhAnI vedI pAra pAyA para hoya che : (1) tapa (2) titikSA (3) tatparatA (4) tanmayatA. zraddhAnI vedI para kriyAnI imArata zarU thAya to kalyANane kaLaza jarUra caDhe. vyasanane janmAre jJAnataMtunI thakAvaTanothI thayo che ane jJAnataMtunI thakAvaTa khorAkamAMthI zarU thaI che. jenAM sneha ane zAMti smazAnamAM gayAM enA jIvanamAM kalyANa nathI. vizvAsano koI zatru nahIM, ne saMgraha nahIM te zaMkara. zraddhA ane vizvAsa sazuru vinA maLe nahIM. vaMde vomAM niraa TdAra eTale caraNathI mastaka parvatanI AkhI kAyA. kriyA ( upadeza Ape te guru. vAtsalya ane cAritryanuM miNa eTale mahApuruSonuM jIvana eTale siddhAMtonI gUMthaNI, cakAsaNI. A gUMthaNI ane cakAsaNI te sAdhakenI nisaraNI che. jIvananI kriyAo jIvanamAM vahetI saritA che. sarala, sa-rasa, sahRdaya prabhu che. kriyAmAM umaMga e mAnavajIvananA tara go che. gRhasthajIvanamAM je zIla ane umaMga na hoya te kaMI ja nathI. sadavidyA, zIla, tapa, tyAga A cAra vibhAga utara pradezamAMthI zarU thayA. AraMbha ane samAptimAM jIvanane umaMga joIe. bIjA pAtaMtrya karatAM mehanuM ja pArataM prabaLa che. madAMdha, viSayadha, vivekazanya ane zIlaza -A cAra je hoya to tevAne guru karavA nahi. upadezamAM badhA ja guru bodhamaya hoya che paNa aMgata vakhate badhA ja guru. bodhamaya hotA nathI. zAstrono prayAsa ne saMtone
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________________ I pravAsa samAjane trAsa dUra karavA mATe che. AtmIyanI apratiSThA e Atma yA. zatrune sakhA banAvavAnuM vidhAna e rAsthya siddhAMta. mAnave kadI na caDhavuM vA, na caDhavuM vAte yasya deve para bhaktiH yathA deve tathA gurI / tasyaite kathitA hyarthAH prakAza te mahAtmanaH // AzIrvAda talapa e tattvajJAnanuM mAna che. gurucaraNaraja traNa cIja Ape : sanmati, suru ce eTale suvAsa yA sacaritra, surasa eTale Atmaraka-jJAna ane prema. gurucaraNa kamala samAna che. kAmAM rasa, suvAsa ane khAka hAya che. parAga mala vase che. kamaLanA cAra prakAra: lAla kamaLa te padma. nIsakamala te kuvAya. araviMda te zveta. je raMgathI para te parabrahma, parathA tarapha laI jAya te parAga ane e parabrahma tarapha laI janAra te gu caraNuraja che. gurucaraNaraja e raja nathI paNa che. e cUrNa tapta leAkeAne upayogI ane che. na parAgane dUra karanAruM' cUrNa te gurucaraNaraja, gurucaraNura 4 evibhUti che. vibhUti svAdamAM na kaDavI, na khATI, na tIkhI, na tUrI. svAda vinAnI ane vajrata vinAnI vastu chatAM vajUdavALI vastu te vibhUti che. gurucaraNarajarUpI vibhUti aMtaraMga eTale mananI ane bahiraMga eTale tananI zuddhi kare che. Strong minded and steady nahIM thaI e te jagatamAM kayAMye scope nathI ane stand nathI, garaja kare te garIba ane pharajanuM pUru pAlana kare te amIra ne kIra. phebruArI 1967 caraNAraviMdanA nakhamAMthI pragaTayAM che. mATe bhaktinI utpatti caraNamAMthI thAya. bhaktine kinAre je kAyA rahe te kAzI. Asaktine kinAre je rahe te udAsI satpuruSonA samAja prayAgarAja che. khabhAthI paga sudhIne bhAga eTale kamA ne kaMThathI mastaka sudhInA bhAga jJAnamA. gurucaraNujarUpI vibhUti A baMne bhAganI zuddhi kare. che. zrI gurunA nakha daza ArAvaNunAM mAtha daza. mAha ane dhRtarASTra eTale aMdha. daza nakhanI krAMti eTale prakAza prakAzanI sAthe maLe, gurucaraNaraja saMgadoSane dUra kare che sASurata zuma carita vAsu...kapAsa sajjana yaM satpuruSanA guNNA samAna che. jevI rIte kapAsamAMrtha nIkaLeluM kapaDu duHkhane sahana karIne bIntanA chidrane DhAMke che, tema satpuruSA trAsa veThIne bIjAnA trAsa dUra kare che. tIrAja eTale gagA ane zrIga MgAjI bhagavAnanA prayAgarAja gagA yamunA * vA akSayavaTa vAsuki gaMgA eTale bhakti ane te viSNunA dharamAMthI nIkaLe chaeN--bilakula saniSTha vicAra te gaMgA. yamunA eTale ka bhA yamunA sUryaMnA gharamAMthI nIkaLe eTale te upAsanAmA revA eTale brahmavidyA-bhAjInA gharamAMthI AvyAM. akSayavaTa eTale avicaLa vizvAsa, avicaLa vizvAsa dharAvanArI vyakti karmane ja phaLa gaNe paNa e saphaLatA satata udyama ane satata udyathI ja saMpAdana thAya che. prayAga e prathama AMga. bhakti eTale je kArya karIe temAM sapUrNa sneha. e khIju aMga, te jJAna e trIju aMga. sadbhAgya, zarIra, sauMpatti ne samaya jene anukULa hAya tene ja tIyAtrA karavA maLe, tImAM thanArAM satkamAM e tIrAjatA samAja che. gaMgA-yamunA ane sarasvatInA tIrtharAja karatAM paNa sAdhusamAja dhaNA kImatI che. sAdhusamAja samajyA vinA paNa sarka'ne ane satyane Acare che. bhAvanA eTale jene dvAre hA nathI, nA nathI, thAka nathI ane sa Mdeha nathI ane satata kriyA karAve che tenuM nAma bhAvanA. [kramaza:] ............------------------------ muMbaI khAtenA jAherakhabaranA kAmakAja mATe amArA nIcenA ejanTa sAthe saparka sAdhavA vina'tI che. zrI ramezacadra ema. joSI 21, e, gAvAlIyA Tenka, tejapALa reDa, mu mahi
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________________ amadAvAdane AMgaNe racAtuM anekhuM saMskRtiSAma zrI bhAgavata vidyApITha zrIharinI kRpAthI zrIkRSNazaMkara zAstrIjInA hRdayamAM evo maMgala manoratha prAdurbhAva pAme che, ke vizvasaMskRtinA saMrakSaNArthe gujarAtane AMgaNe eka evuM anupama saMskRtidhAma racavuM ke je AvatI kAlanI AzAnA minArA samA vidyArthIe nI dinacaryA - jIvanacaryAmAM susaMskAranuM sicana kare ne enA jIvanamAM nirvikAra asmitAnuM sarjana kare. vaLI A saMskRtidhAmanA sarjana pAchaLa teo- zrInI evI kalpanA paNa che ke te bhAratIya saMskRtinA ugama samA vedapurANanA maMtronA vaijJAnika saMzodhana dvArA saMrakRtinA jharAne vegavAna banAve, vizvanA mahApuruSonI samRtisuvAsa vaDe mAnavahRdayane sadguNanI suga dhathI sabhara kare. mAnavInA mananA Arogya mATe kALajAnI TADhaka denAruM satsaMga-cikitsAlaya paNa race...ne, mAnavInI taMdurastIne sAcavanAruM nisargopacAra-vidyAlaya tema ja cikitsAlaya paNa race. A mATe te bobIe zrI bhAgavata vidyApIThanA nimaNano mugala saMkalpa karyo che. * A saMkalpane vaMdanIya AcAryo, ciMtanazIla vidvAno, udAracarita maMDalezvaro, saMta, rAjapuruSo, udyogapatio vagereno umaLakAbharyo sAthasahakAra sAMpaDI rahyo che. A saMka9pane sAkAra bannAvavA mATe, tenuM saMsthAnA rUpamAM TrasTa paNa racAyuM che. ne temAM sa te, vidvAno ne udyogapatio drasTIrUpe joDAyA Ama, zAstrIjInA susaMkalpane sAkAra banAvavA mATe zrI hari ja saunA haiyAmAM besIne sahakAra ApI rahyo che. tethI utsAhita thaIne zAstrIjIe zrI bhAgavata vidyApIThanuM nirmANakArya jhaDapathI hAtha dharavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. ane AgAmI phAgaNa suda 2 tA. 13-3-67 nA roja sALA gAmanI puNyazALI dharatI para zilAropaNavidhinuM maMgaLa mUhurta nakakI karyuM che. A maMgala prasaMge pU. raNachoDadAsajI, pU raMga avadhUtajI, pU. ra caMdra DoMgarejI, vajezvarIthI pU. muktAnaMdajI, pU. e gIjI mahArAja, gosvAmI kalAcAryo, vaiSNava saMpradAyanA AcAryo, vividha saMto, mahata, maMDalezvaro, mahAmaMDalezvara vagere padhAravAnA che. ne zilAropaNanA pAyAmAM potAnI sadbhAvanAne simenTa pUravAnA . A anupama saMskRtidhAmane, ava, ApaNe Achero paricaya keLavIe: zrImada bhAgavata prAsAda nirmANa : vizvanAM saMta ta kALajAne TADhaka denAra zrImad bhAgavatanA aDhAra hajAra leke ArasanI takatIo para suvAcya rIte kotarAze...e vaDe A prAsAdanI dIvAlo maDhAze...e mahAgraMthanA bAra skaMdhanI bhAvanAne vyakata karatAM bAra dvAra mukAze... jethI prAsAdanI bhavyatA to jaLavAze ja, sAthe sAthe maharSi vedavyAsanA akSaradehane sAkAra paNa banAvaze. zrI pIyUSatIrtha zrImad bhAga ta prAsAdanI pradakSiNA karatuM A pIyU tIrtha (jaLAzaya) vAtAvaraNane sAttvika ne zAMtiprada banAvaze. e kinAre vizvanA mahApuruSonI pratimAo tema ja preraNAtmaka sUtrapaMktio paNa mukAze-ne tapovanuM divya vAtAvaraNa sarjavA saghana vanarAjI paNa racA. zrI saMskRti vidyAlaya mAnavI mane tAlIma ApavA mATe, ahIM, lalitakalA, saMgIta udyoga Adi vidyAlaye racAze. ahIM tAlIma pAmane jagannamala pravAsa mATe taiyAra thanAre snAtaka svayaM saMskRtine jhare banI rahe e AnaMdanI bInA che ke, janasamAje paNa zAstrIjInA A saMka95ne anerA umaMgathI navAjavA mAMDyo che ne tenA zubhacihnarUpe, amadAvAdamAM nAraNapu najIka soLA gAmamAM tyAMnI paMcAyata ta phathI 110 vidhA jeTalI jamIna prApta thaI che; eTaluM ja nahi, jANItA dAnavIra zrI kubera dAsa medIe paNa saijapura bole pAsenI vizALa jamIna A TrasTanA zubha hetune sAkAra banAvavA mATe dAnamAM ApI che.
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________________ 8 ] evI mAvajata ahI apAze. te mATe, vividha vidyAlayA, pustakAlayeA vagere ahI calAvAze chAtrA lA paNa sthapAze. saMskAra zibira vekezana daramyAna vidyArthI onA jIvanamAM sa skAranuM siMcana karI zakAya te mATe vekezananAM cha aThavADiyA daramyAna dareka aThavADiye pAMcasApAMcaseA ema kula traNa hajAra vidyArthI ene susa kAranu` siMcana apAze. A satramAM AvanAra vidyAthI ete nivAsa, bhAjana, dhyayana thyAdi sagavaDa suMdara rIte apAze. RSi-nivAsa haratIpharatI yunivarsiTI samA sa MtA ahIM padhAraze, nivasaze te peAtAnAM jJAna, zIla, anubhava ane tapa dvArA vidyAthIo, sAkA ane snAtakAne cegya lAbha Apaze. AzIya sAdhakanivAsa sAtrA aDI' rahIne sAdhanA karaze, japa, tapa, prArthanA karaze, svAdhyAya karaze, preA pAmaze te jIvananuM maMgalabhAthuM bharaze. AreAgyadhAma zarIrane nIrogI rAkhavAnI tAlIma ApatuM nisargopacAra vidyAlaya, te tananI taMdurastI phebruArI 1967 jALavatuM nisargopacAra cikitsAlaya saune mATe AzvAsanadhAma banaze. annapUrNAM A vizALa saMskRtidhAmamAM vasatA sa Mte, atithio, RSivayeryAM, vidyArthIo, zikSakA ane AgaMtu tema ja kSudhApIDitAne A annapUrNA tRpti ane zAMti Apaze. gAzALA zrIkRSNanI vahAlI gAyanI vaijJAnika paddhatie sevA karatI Adarza gAzALA anekane mATenuM udA haraNu banaze. AvA vizALa saMskRtidhAmanA nirmANa mATe samAnA sahRdayI dAtAo pAse sadbhAvanAbharyuM saddakAra meLavavAnI bhAvanA zrI bhAgavata vidyApIThanA TrasTIonA hRdayamAM che. AA mATe inkamaTekasa mAphI saTi krikeTa paNa meLavI levAyuM che. vividha tIrthAnA sagamasamA A sa smRtidhAmanA nirmANukA mATe leAkha Da, ITA, simenTa, retI, imAratI lAkaDuM, paththara, lAdI, TAIlsa, mArasa, tAra, e MgalA, bAraNAM vagere sarva prakAranA sahakAra ApavA vinaMti che. sevAbhAvI pracArAnI jarUra che samAjaracanAnA pAyAnA siddhAMtA jevA ke cAritrya, nIti, dayA, satya, ahiMsA, mAnavatA ane bhAratIya saMskRtinA vyApaka pracAra thAya e dRSTibindu najara samakSa rAkhI "AzI di' mAsikanuM prakAzana karavAmAM AvyuM che. traNa mAsanA TUMkA gALAmAM vAcaka baMdhue taraphathI je umaLakAbharyA sahukAra prApta thayeA che te ' AzIrvAda' pratye vAMcakAnI mamatA batAve che. * AzIrvAda 'nA pracAranAM sevAbhAvI pratinidhi bhAI enA phALA na sUga nathI. gujarAtanA pratyeka gAma ane zaheramAM ' AzIrvAda 'aa nAda guMjatA thAya evI amArI hRdayanI bhAvanA che. A bhAvanAne mUrtimaMta banAvava mATe hajI moTI saMkhyAmAM sevAbhAvI pratiiidha kAryakaranI jarUra che. amane AzA che ke * AzIrvAda' pratye sadbhAva batAvanAra dareka sevAla vI pratinidhi ane vAcaka- grAhaka bhAIbahena ravaicchika ra te A kAryane upADI laI bhAratIya saMskRtinA pracAramAM tema ja samAja ane rASTranA ghaDataramAM peAtAnA mahAmUlA kALA ApI navA grAhakeA batAvI amane sahakAra Apaze. e ja sabhyanA. --mAnad vyavasthApaka
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________________ jagannAthapurInA jagadaguru zaMkarAcArya zrI niraMjanadevatIrthajI che dadhA purInA jagadaguru zaMkarAcAryajI kendra sarakAra dvArA samagra dezamAM govadhabaMdhI thAya te mATe AmaraNa upavAsa para UtaryA hatA. tA20 mI navembara gopASTamInA divase gopUjA karI gorakSA mATe temaNe potAnI jAtane hoDamAM mUkI bhasmathI lapAyela vizALa bhAlapradeza ane kaMThamAM drAkSanI mALAo dhAraNa karelA svAmIjI tejanA taNakhA veratA dihImAM dharmasaMghanI jhuMpaDImAM UbhA hatA te vakhate bhAratanA gRhapradhAnanI sUcanAthI polIsa adhikArIoe temanI dharapakaDa karI. temane poMDIcerI lAvavAmAM AvyA. vaja jevA aDaga A mahApuruSe potAnA upavAsa cAlu ja rAkhyA ane sarakAre potAne mAthe khoTuM kalaMka na Ave te mATe pharI temane purImAM temanI AcAryapIThamAM pahoMcADI dIdhA. sanAtana hiMdu dharmanI vizALa janatAnA sarvocca dharmanetA je kaI gaNAtA hoya to te Adha zaMkarAcArye sthApela cAra pIThanA cAra pIThAdhIzo che. khristI dharmamAM veTikananA popanuM je sthAna gaNAya che, tenA karatAM A sthAna jarAya UtaratuM nathI. karoDo hiMduo temane pUje che. dharapakaDa mATe polIsa suparinTenDenTa temanA utAre pahoMcyA te vakhate teo pUjAmAM hatA. jagadagurue lamabhaga eka kalAka pUjAmAM lIdho. te pachI ja teo polIsane AdhIna thayA hatA. niraMjanadevatIrtha e to jagadaguru thayA pachInuM temanuM nAma che. temanuM pUrvAzramanuM nAma te paMDita caMdrazekhara gaNezanAtha divedI che. rAjasthAnanA khyAvaramAM temano janma thayelo. pitA gaNezanAtha paNa saMskRta bhASAnA prakAraDa paMDita hatA. temane ucca saMskAronI UMDI chApa bALaka caMdrazekhara para paDI. patrakAra, rAjakIya dhArmika netA, dharmAcArya ane saMskRtanA prakhara vidvAna A zaMkarAcArye kAzImAM devabhASAne tana toDIne tapazcaryA pUrvaka abhyAsa karyo. I. sa. 1934mAM vyAkaraNAcAryanI parIkSAmAM teo bIjA naMbare AvyA. dharmazAstronuM UMDuM adhyayana paNa temaNe ahIM ja karyuM. haradvAranA RSikula brahmacaryAzramamAM adhyakSa tarIke rahI varSo sudhI saMskRtanuM zikSaNa ApI teo Arya saMskRtinI sevA bajAvatA rahyA. A pahelAM gujarAtamAM peTalAdanA nArAyaNa saMskRta vidyAlayamAM paNa temaNe pradhAna adhyAka tare kenI uttama kAmagIrI bajAvelI. - sanAtana dharmanA agragaNya netA zrI karapAtrIjIthI prabhAvita thI temaNe sanAtana dharma saMdhanA dainika patra "sanmArga'nuM dIrdhakALa paryA saMpAdana karyuM. kara pAtrIjIe rAmarAjya pariSadanI sthApanA karI tyAre paM. caMdrazekharajI e pariSadanA maMtrI tarIke cUMTAyA. zrI karapAtrIjI sAthe bhAratavarSanI yAtrA karI temaNe potAnA jIvanakAryanI dizA nakkI karI lIdhI. ka sa 1954mAM jAmanagaranA senTrala insTiTayUTa oNpha risarcamAM darzana vibhAganA adhyakSapade rahI temaNe AyurvedanI pragati mATe meTo puruSArtha siddha karyo. 1955mAM 5' caMdrazekharajI jayapuranI mahArAja saMskRta kolejanA pradhAna AcArya tarIke nimAyA ane kolejanI sArI pragati karI. 1960mAM jagannAthapurInA zaMkarAcArya jagaduguru zrI bhAratISNutIrthanA dehavilaya pachI purInI prasiddha gAda, sUnI paDI. paM. zrI caMdrazekharajInA guNo, vidvattA ane prabhAva joIne rAMkarAcArya zrI bhAratIkRSNatIrthajI potAnA vasiyatanAmAmAM purInA zaMkarAcAryanA pada mATe paM. caMdrazekharajInuM nAma sucavatA gayelA. AvA asAmAnya sthAna upara koI yogya vyaktine ja mUkI zakAya ane tethI dvArakAnA zaMkarAcArye purInA sadagata zAMkarAcAryajInI IcchA paM caMdrazekharajIne jaNAvI. have to paM caMdrazekharajIe strI, bALake, kuTuMbakabIle -badhAMne parityAga karIne saMnyAsI thavAnuM hatuM. paM. caMdrazekharajI purInI AcAryapIThane svIkAra karavAnI dvArakAnA zaMkarAcAryanI vAtamAM saMmata thayA. zaMkarAcAryapada nI dIkSA letA agAu jayapuramAM Do. saMpUrNAnaMdanI adhyakSatAmAM rAjasthAnanA nAgarikoe bhavya vidAya samAraMbha yojI paM. caMdra
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________________ 10 ] AzIrvAda phebruArI 1967 zekharajIne eka abhinaMdanagraMva arpaNa karyo. te pachI nathI ke vAstavika zAnti paNa prApta karI zakAtI 1964mAM julAI mAsamAM dArakApIThanA zaMkarAcArya nathI." e vakhate ja petAnA bhAvi kAryakramanI zrI abhinavasaccidAnaMdajInA pramukhapade purImAM paM. rUparekhA ApatAM temaNe spaSTa kahyuM hatuM ke "huM caMdrazekharajIe saMnyAsa dIkSA grahaNa karI. bIje divase dezane gohatyAnA kalaMkathI dUra rAkhIza ane dharmApurInA zaMkarAcArya pade temanI pratiSThA thaI. AcArya. caraNanI rakSA mATe mArA prANa ApavA paNa taiyAra pade pratiSThA thayA pachI paM, caMdrazekharamAMthI zrI rahIza." jagadagurue te vakhate kADhelA A udagAra niraMjanadevatIrtha thayA. pachI teo meraThamAM bharAyela keTalA sAcA hatA ! akhila bhArata rAmarAjya pariSadamAM bhAga levA gayA. te vakhatanA gRhapradhA* zrI gulajhArIlAla AvA dRDhanizcayI vIrapuruSa, dharmapuruSa, adhyAtmanaMdAe temanI mulAkAta lIdhelI. zrI naMdAnI puruSa dezane virala ja prApta thatA hoya che. sadAcAra samitinI mukhya pra tti bhraSTAcAra zI rIte gorakSA mATe temaNe 73 divasa sudhI upavAsa karI nAbUda thAya e hatI. zrI ni janadevatIrthajIe A pitAnA prANa hoDamAM mUkyo ane sarakAra tathA aMge jaNAveluM ke "bhautikavAda nA cakkaramAM phasAIne prajAne A dizAmAM jAgRta karI ke vyAbhimukha adhyAtmamArga choDI devAthI bhraSTAcAra dUra karI zakAte banAvI che. eka vAra kavi pipa ane kalAvidhAyaka sara goDaphre nelara beThelA hatA. A vakhate gulAma vaMcavAne baMdha karanAra nelarane bhatrIje temanI pAse AvI paheryo. tene joI nelare kahyuM : " beTA, atyAre tane jagatanA be mahAna puruSonAM darzana karavAnuM mAna maLyuM che.' tyAre e gulAmono vepArI be "tame kevAka moTA mANasa cho te huM jANatA nathI, paraMtu tamAro dekhAva mane pasaMda paDato nathI. meM ghaNI vAra phakta daza gInIo ApIne tamArA karatAM ghaNuM sArA dekhAvanA mANasane kharIdyA che. temanA snAyuo ane hADa juo te tame daMga thaI jAo!" lekamAM durbhAgyano bhAga banele e koI paNa mANasa nahIM hoya, jenAmAM enA e durbhAgyane lAvI mUkanArI mane vRtti na hoya. kAM to ene svabhAva kharAba haze, athavA e zekhIra-kevaLa baDAI hAMkanAra ke caMcaLa cittano haze. athavA tenAmAM cAritrya, utsAha ke saphaLatA mATenA bIjA Avazyaka guNone abhAva yA nyUnatA haze. .
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________________ zarIra ane manane saMbaMdha mana zarIra sAthe gADha saMbaMdha dharAve che. mana zarIra upara kriyA kare che ane zarIra tevI ja pratikriyA mana upara kare che. zarIra upara mananI asara che. zuddha, svastha mana eTale taMdurasta zarIra. manamAM du:kha bharAyuM hoya to zarIra sukAvA mAMDe che. vaLI zarIra paNa mana upara asara kare che. je deha majabUta ane taMdurasta hoya to manane paNa daDha ane svastha rahevAmAM anukULatA maLe che. je mana mAMdaluM hoya to zarIra bImAra thaI jAya che. peTamAM pIDA thatI hoya te manamAM duHkha utpanna zarIrane khUba kaSTa Apana rA sarva rogonuM mULa kAraNa che duSTa vicAro. tame manamAM jevI dhAraNa karazo, jevA vicAro karazo, tenI asara dehamAM utpanna thaze. anya vyakti pratye tamArAmAM rahelI kharAba bhAvanA athavA kaDavAza tarata ja tamArA zarIra upara asara karaze ane zarIramAM keIka prakArano roga utpanna thaze. atizaya anurAga, dhikkAra, lAMbA samayane depa, ciMtA, krodha ane AvezanA humalA-A badhuM zarIranA koSone nAza karIne hRdaya, yakRta, mUtrapiMDa, baroLa ane jaTharanA roga utpanna kare che. Aveza ane uzke. rATanA tIvra humalA magajanA koSone gaMbhIra rIta nukasAna pahoMcADe che, lohImAM viSANuo utpanna kare che. zarIranA prasanna baMdhAraNamAM acake-kSobha utpanna kare che, jaDatA ane nirAzAvRtti lAve che. jaThara ane pittAzayamAM pAcaka rasone jharatAM aTakAve che, zakti ane cetanAne hAsa kare che, vRddhAvasthA vahelI lAve che ane jIvAdorI TUMkAvI nAkhe che. - jyAre jyAre manamAM lebha thAya che tyAre tyAre A zarIra paNa kSe bha anubhave che. jyAM jyAM zarIra jAya che tyAM tyAM mana tenI pAchaLa pAchaLa jAya che. jyAre mana ane zarIra baMne kSobha pAme che tyAre prANa asta vyasta rIte vahevA mAMDe che. prANa AkhA deDamAM ekasarakhI rIte sthiratApUrvaka rahevAne badale asthira gatithI kaMpavA lAge che. AthI khorAka yogya rIte pacato nathI. aneka darda thAya che. je mULa kAraNa dUra karavAmAM Ave svAmIzrI zivAnaMdajI (hRSIkeza) te utpanna thayelA rogo adazya thaI jAya che. je vyAdhio pUla zarIrane duHkha de che te gauNa rogo kahevAya che, paNa vAsanA jayAre mana upara dabANa ke asara kare che, tyAre te mAnasika rogane prakaTa kare che. A mAnasika rogane ja mukhya rega kahyo che. je duSTa vicArone, rAgadveSa, Avezone nAza karavAmAM Ave to sarva vyAdhi nirmULa thaI jaze mana vizuddha thatAM zarIra paNa svastha raheze, haMmezAM umadA, ucca, premALa ane dayApUrNa vicAra ja karo AthI tamArAmAM susaMga * tatA, susvArtha ane saudarya Avaze. A bhautika deha e ja tame cho evI kalpanA bhUlabharelI che ane te ja sarva duHkhanuM mULa che. kharAba vicAro dvArA tame tamArI jAtane A zarIrarUpa mAne do. ethI dehAdhyAsa (dehamAM huM paNane bhAva) vadhato jAya che. tame zarIra sAthe be dhAtA jAo che ane tamArAmAM jaDatA vadhatI jAya che. zarIramAM A prakAranA abhimAna pachI mamatA jAge che ane tame tamArA zarIra, tamArI panI, saMtAne, ghara vagere sAthe tAdAsyabhAva keLavavA lAge che. A bhrama e ja mohapAza kahevAya che ane te ja sarva duHkha ane rogonuM mULa kAraNa che. AphrikAmAM hajAro kengavAsIo bharI gayA tyAre tame rahyA nahIM, kAraNa ke tyAM tamane tAdAsyabhAva ane Asakti nahotAM, paraMtu tamAro putra marI jAya che tyAre tame Asaktine lIdhe dhrusake dhrusake raDe che "mAruM" e prakAranI mamatAnI mana upara addabhuta asara rahetI hoya che. "ghoDo marI gayo che" ane "mAre ghaDo marI gayo che" A be vAkyo sAMbhaLo tyAre mana upara temanI je judI judI asara thAya che teno vicAra karo eTale tamane mamatAnA svarUpano kaMIka khyAla Avaze. jyAM sudhI tame tamArI jAtane mana sAthe joDI rAkhe che tyAM sudhI duHkhano anubhava thAya che. nidrAmAM du:kha nathI. tamArI pITha upara seje Avyo hoya ke labakArA mAratuM gUmaDuM thayuM hoya tene duHkhane anubhava rAtre tame UMghI jAo cho
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________________ 12] AzIvAda phebruArI 1967 tyAre thato nathI. phakta jyAre nADItaMtra ane vicAro thAya che. AtmA to AnaMdasvarUpa che. mAraphata mana rogagrasta a yava sAthe joDAya che me TA bhAganA mANasonAM mana temanA zarIrane tyAre ja tamane duHkhane anubhava thavo zarU thAya vaza hoya che temanA manano vikAsa nahI vata che. jyAre klorophorma AvAthI mana ane zarI thayela hovAthI tenAM mana mAtra annamaya keza rane saMbaMdha tUTI jAya che tyAre darda rahetuM nathI. ( skUla zarIra ) pratye ja joDAyelA rahetA hoya che. atyaMta AnaMdanA prasaMgomAM je sthAne pIDA thatI jJAnazaktine athavA vijJAnamaya koSane vikAsa hoya tyAMthI mana khasI javAne lIdhe sakhata kaSTa karIne tenA dvArA (buddhi dvArA) mane maya koSane paNa taddana maMda paDI jAya . jyAre tame jAgatA (manane) jIto. sUkSma ciMtana, tarka, paddhatisaranuM hatA tyAre paNa je manane daDha IcchApUrvaka rogagrasta dhyAna, brahmaciMtana, upaniSado ane brahmasUtronA bhAga uparathI uThAvI laI IzvaraciMtanamAM athavA adhyayana dvArA vijJAnamaya koSo (buddhino vikAsa tamane gamatA bIjA koI paN padArtha tarapha kendrita thAya che. karazo to paNa duHkhano anubhava thato aTakI jaze jyAre tame manane vaza karI leze tyAre zarIra athavA ocho thaI jaze (paDA baMdha thaI jaze). upara tamAro saMpUrNa adhikAra AvI jaze. kAraNake je tamArAmAM daDha manobaLa (saMkalpazakti) ane zarIra to mananI chAyA mAtra che. pitAne vyakta karavA pracaMDa titikSA (sahanazakti) haze to paNa tamane pIDAnI mATe mane taiyAra kareluM eka bIbuM, ghATa, AkAra asara thaze nahIM. koI paNa roga athavA muzkelI athavA eka sAdhana mAtra ja A zarIra che. mana jItyA viSenA satata ciMtanathI tame kevaLa tamArA duHkha pachI zarIra to tamAruM eka svAdhIna sevaka jevuM ane pIDAmAM ja vadhAre karo cho. duHkha manamAM banI jaze. IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIiIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII II III IIIIIIIIIIIII III caMpA-bhramara badhAMya puSponI pAse jaI bhramara guMjArava kare che, paNa caMpAnA phUlane jotAM praNAma karI e pAcho phare che. caMpA tujhameM tIna guna rUpa, raMga aura bAsa, au na tujameM eka haya, bhaMvara na Ave pAsa, kAraNa zuM ? aaN kArana nahi Ate hai, madhukara unakI pAse, caMpavaraNI rAdhikA (aura) bhaMvara zyAmake dAsa caMpAnA puSpane ane zrI rAdhikAne aMgavarNa eka che. ahIM bhamarAne ane zrIkRSNane aMgavarNa zyAma che. paraMtu AnaMdanI vAta e che ke bhramara zrIkRSNane bhakta che, jethI caMpAnuM puSpa jotAM ja temAM te mAtAjInAM darzana kare che ane mastaka jhukAvI pAcho phare che. vinylivid - A niruri nimith intriminimallin in luni rim nim in ur Ur in L
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________________ nArI : naraka ne svarga ne lAvanArI pahelAMnA vakhatamAM jyAre AgagADI nahAtI tyAre dUra dezAvarathI mAla lAvavA ane laI javA mATe mATI vaNajArA nIkaLatI. temAM vaNujAranA mAlika uparAMta tenuM kuTuMba, nekaracAkarA, mahetA, jAnavAnA rakSakA ane asakhya jAnavarA rahetAM. vaNujAravALA lAkhA rUpiyAnI rakamanI levaDadevaDa karatA ane dezadezAvara pharatA. AvI eka vaNujAra pharatI karatI eka jaMgalamAM AvIne mukAma nAkhI paDI hatI. te vaNuAranA mAlika yuvAna, sAhasika ane peAtAnA dhaMdhAmAM prAmANika hatA. tenI strI paNa tene dareka rIte yAgya ane patiparAyaNu hatI. patinA kAryamAM te sAtha ApatI hatI. sukhamAM sahAya karatI te duHkhamAM dilAsA ApatI. patine udAsa jue teA dhImethI tenI ciMtAnuM kAraNa jANI laI tene maTADavA prayatna karatI. AA jaMgalamAM ekavAra te ane patipatnI jamyA pachI tamunI khahAra jhADa nIce khesI vAtA karatAM hatAM, teve vakhate eka kaThiyArA mAthe lAkaDAMneA bhArA laI, tApamAM parasevAthI rebajheba thayele tyAM AgaLa thaI te nIkaLyA. gheADeka cheTe jaI eka jhADa nIce bhAre| mUkI te visAmA levA kheDe. pUratA khArAka vinA tenuM zarIra dUbaLuM paDI gayeluM hatuM ane phATayAMtUTayAM kapaDAM paherelAM hatAM. ene joI. vaNujArAe peAtAnI strIne kahyu, " priye ! A kaThiyArA keTalA du:khI che ! atyAre kharA tApamAM paNa ene majUrI karavI paDe che. tenuM nasIba keTaluM kaThaNa che!" strIe vinayathI uttara ApyA, svAminAtha ! .mArA khelavAthI avinaya thatA heAya te mAk karaze, A kaThiyArA kAM teA mUkha hAvA joIe athavA tene maLelI A phuvaDa hAvI joI e. e sivAya AnI AvI dazA hAI zake nahI. ' k vaNajArAne AthI vadhu jANavAnI utkaMThA thaI. teNe kahyuM, " tuM zA uparathI A pramANe kahI zake che?'' strIe kahyuM ke, " nAtha ! jo tenI strI sudhaDa hAya tA teNIe trevaDathI peAtAnA patine A duHkhamAMthI jarUra mukta karyAM hAta. jue, A kaThiyArA zrI madhukara janmathI kaThiyArA hAya tevA lAgatA nathI. tenAmAM kaThiyArAnA jevA svalAvanAM lakSaNA nathI. te kAI khAnadAna kuTuMbaneA dIkarA hAvA joI e.'' strInAM vacana sAMbhaLI te yuvAna ane sAhasika vaNujArA khelI UThayo, A kaThiyArAmAM ja doSa hAvA joI e. jo tenAmAM kazI paNa vAta heAya teA AvA dhaMdhA te zAneA kare?'' patnIne A vAta na rucavAthI teNIe patinA kAnI paravA na karatAM peAtAne kharI lAgatI vAta kahI batAvatAM kahyuM, tamArI samajaphera che. patnI sudha hoya te patina khAmI DhAMkI zake che, ' '' A sAMbhaLI vArAne rIsa caDhI. teNe patnIne hukama karyA ke, " jAo, jo ema ja hAya teA tame te puravAra karI batAveA. jyAM sudhI puravAra nahIM karI tyAM sudhI tamArA mATe A vaNajAramAM sthAna nathI. * bAI dha`saMkaTamAM paDI, paNa hiMmata rAkhI prabhune sabhArI patine hukama jhIlI lIdhA. teNe bAra mahine patine pharI ahIM AvavA vinaMti karI. teNe kahyuM ke, "mArA upara zaMkA na rAkhazo. huM mArA dharmAMthI cUkIza nahI". ApanI kRpAthI huM pharIthI Apane meLavavA bhAgyazALI thaIza. ' ema kahI patine vaMdana karI tyAMthI UThIne te cAlavA mAMDI. teNIe kaThiyArAnI pAchaLa jaI bUma mArI. kaThiyArA peAtAnA bhArA laI thADeka cheTe sudhI gayA hatA. te bUma sAMbhaLI UbhA raho. peAtAnI pAchaLa kAI strIne AvatI joI pahelAM te te 'gabharAyA, paNa pachI bUma pADavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. bAI e khulAsA karyA ke " tame mArA dharmanA bhAI che," pachI teNe peAtAnA pati sAthe banelI badhI hakIkata jevI te tevI kahI sa`bhaLAvI ane peAtAne tenA jhU MpaDe laI javA kahyuM. kaThiyArAe kahyu, " bahena ! tame mAre tyAM Ave temAM mane huM dhanyabhAgya mAnuM chuM. paraMtu tamArI bhAbhI kazA ane vaDhakaNI che. huM mULa eka zeThanA chekarA chuM ane nAnapaNamAM sArI sthiti bhogavI che. A bAI paraNIne AvyA pachI gheADAka
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________________ ! I 14] AzIvAda phebruArI 1997 . caDabhaDATa karatI chokarAMne gALo daI rahI hatI tene che.thI kaThiyArAe batAvI. baMne jhUMpaDA AgaLa eka ziSya sadgurune prazna karyo ke AvyAM eTale kaThiyArAnI strIe potAne tyAM bIjI strIne AvelI joI pahelAM to gALorUpI kUlathI 3 saMsAramAM sarvezvarane maLavuM che. mArga batAve che tenuM svAgata karyuM. pachI pati sAthe laDIne pitAno prazna : roSa halake karyo.. te rahana cAhuM saMsArameM, milana cAhuM kiratAra, 8 gurujI yaha kaise bane, de ghoDA eka savAra? pilI bAI e dhIrethI kaThiyAraNane samajAvI javAba : te ? zAnta pADI kahyuM, " huM to tamAre ghera kAma bhalA rahe saMsArameM, prabhuse rAkha tuM Teka; karavA AvI chuM ane tamane bhAre nahIM paDuM." ( vese hI bana jAyegI, de ghoDA ratha eka. che chatAM pahelAM te kaThiyArAnI strI zAnta thaI nahIM, 70 0es paNa chevaTe thAkI eTale zAnta paDI. samaya vItyA bAda mArAM mAtApitA paralokavAsI A bAIne ApaNe nirmaLA kahIzuM. joke banyAM ane gharano badho bhAra mAre mAthe Avyo. tenAmAM nirmaLatA to nathI ja. temaja vaNajArAnI meM nasIba upara AdhAra rAkhI kAma karavA mAMDayuM. patnIne lakSmI kahIzuM. kAraNa ke te kaThiyArAnI pAse paNa A kajiyAkhora bAI sAthe pAnuM paDyuM hatuM lakSmIrUpe ja AvI che. tethI gharamAMthI lakSmI bAI dhIme dhIme vidAya thaI lakSmIbAI pahelAM to gharamAM gaI ane jhADu gayAM. mAre khAvApIvAnI paNa muzkelI AvI laI jhUMpaDAmAMthI khUNekhAMcethI vALIne lagabhaga be paDI. daradAgInA vecIne paNa Doka samaya kADho. TopalI kacane bahAra kADho. gharamAMthI kacaro ocho paNa ema kayAM sudhI nabhe? gAmamAM mArI zAkha halakI paDI gaI ane mAre gAma mUkavuM paDayuM. A thavAthI jhUMpaDAnI sikala paNa badalAI gaI pachI teNue kaThiyArAne jamI levA kahyuM. kaThiyArAe tene jaMgalamAM thoDeka cheTe mArI jhUMpaDI che temAM tamArI paNa khAvAnuM kahyuM. lakSmIe pote jamIne AvelI bhAbhI ane be bALaka sAthe huM rahuM chuM. savAre hevAnuM kahyuM ane khAvA nA pADI. pelAM badhAM jaMgalamAMthI lAkaDAM kApI AvI pAsenA gAmamAM jamI rahyAM eTale bAIe kaThiyArAne sAMjanA bIje vecI temAMthI be roTalA lAvuM chuM ane temAM amAruM bhAre vecI bAjarI lAvavA kahyuM. kaThiyAro thoDo jIvana nabhe che. AmAM tamArA jevA sukhI jIvane vizrAma laI pAcho jaMgalamAM cAlyo gayo. ahIM mArA jevA kamabhAgI mATe zA mATe duHkhamAM lakSmIbAI gharamAM paDelAM avAvara jevAM beDAMne laI nAkhavA mATe dayA karI Apa pAchA jAo." baMne chokarAMne sAthe laI kUvA upara gaI. tyAM bAI bolI, "tame mAre mATe kazI cintA teNe beDuM UTakIne cakacakATa banAvyuM. pachI bALakone karazo nahIM. huM pAchI jaIza to paNa mArA pati coLI navaDAvyAM. bALakone paNa koI divasa ATalA mane rAkhaze nahIM. temane svabhAva keTalo makkama che snehathI DAIe navaDAvyAM na hatAM te A phoInA , te huM jANuM chuM. tema ja tamAre tyAM AvavAthI huM sahavAsathI thoDA ja vakhatamAM tenI sAthe haLI gayAM. tamane bojArUpa nahIM thAuM. ane mArAM bhAbhI game bAIe pote paNa nAhI lIdhuM ane chokarAMnA tevAM haze to paNa temanI sAthe haLImaLIne cAlIza. kapaDAMne dhoI-sUkavI temane paherAvyAM eTale temanA mATe cittA na karatAM mane tamArI sAthe laI jAo" dIdAra paNa karyA. na chUTake kaThiyArAe bAIne sAthe lIdhI lakSmIbAI e ghera AvI pANiyAre beDuM ane tene gAmanA sImADe besADI pote gAmamAM mUkI bhAbhIne bolAvyAM. bhAbhIne paNa pahelAM to jaI bhAra vecIne je kAMI maLyuM te laI pAcho AkarI lAgelI A bAI gharamAM kAma karatI joI AvyuM ane bAInI sAthe potAne gUMpaDe gayo. zarama AvI, paNa kaMI na bolatAM chAnImAnI paDI kaThiyArAnI strI vakhata thavA chatAM pati na AvavAthI rahI. lakSmIbAIe nirmaLAbhAbhIne samajAvI kUve
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________________ [ 15 phebruArI 1967 mArIH naraka ne svargane lAvanArI laI jaI temane paNa navaDAvyAM ane kharAM nirmaLA - - banAvyAM. temane paNa zarIra uparano mela che ? karADapati thavAthI sAruM to lAgyuM, pachI ghera AvI bhAbhInuM jagatamAM be pati che: eka karoDapati mAthuM oLI naNaMde bAMdhyuM. teTalAmAM kaThiyAro bhAro ane bIje roDapati! karoDapatine sAta vecIne tenA badalAmAM maLelI bAjarI laI ghera Avyo. majalAnA, ArasapahANathI opatA mahAlayanA kaThiyArAnA gharamAM navI bAIne joI pADe sAtame mALe sonAcAMdInA palaMgamAM paNa zIo pahelAM to vahemAyAM. pachI kaThiyA re khulAse UMgha AvatI nathI. ene UMghavA mATe iMjekazana karyo ke "te mArAM bena che ane dUra dezAvarathI AvyAM 4 levuM paDe che tyAre roDapati pitAnA jIvananI che che mArA duHkhamAM bhAga levA zeDo vakhata ahIM ke saMpattinI poTalI mAthA nIce mUkIne phUTapAtha rahevAnAM che." lekene AthI vizvAsa Avyo. para bAmaniTamAM ghasaghasATa UMghe che. koNa saMkhI? lakSmIbAI kharekhara lakSmInA guNathALI ja hatI. paDozIo upara paNa potAnI pahelI ja mulAkAtamAM anAja nahIM paNa paisA levAnuM kahyuM. te pramANe sArI chApa pADI. ane oLakhItA dayALu pADozInI kaThiyAre paisA lAvyA. ghera bAI e baporanA jhUMpaDImAM jaI bAjarI daLIne leTa banAvI lAvI. chokarAMne ramatAM ramatAM thoDuMka bhaNAvavAnuM paNa zarU temAMthI thoDAka roTalA banAvyA ane pADozamAMthI karI dIdhuM. chokarAM to phaIne dekhIne harSathI gAMDAM thoDIka caTaNI meLavIne calAvyuM. banI gayAM hatAM. te phe Ine koI paNa hukama thAya ke tene tarata ja karavA mAMDatAM. Ama paMdara divasamAM kaThiyArAne Aja sudhI sAMjanuM vALu maLatuM to ghara AgaLa suMdara ane svaccha gaNuM banI ja nahIM ane chokarAMne paNa ardhA bhUkhyAM paDI gayuM ane lIMpIgUMpIne sAphasUpha kareluM jhUMpaDuM paNa rahevuM paDatu, te Aje dharAIne jamyAM. savAramAM nAnA ghara jevuM dekhAvA lAgyuM. mANasenA dIdAra badhAMne uThADI garama pANI karI navaDAvyAM ane paNa pharI gayA. rAtre DhAMkI mUkelA roTalA khavaDAvyA. pachI bApane have bAIe " sAmAMthI DuMka sUtara, derA kAma para mokalyo sAthe chokarAMne paNa phosalAvIne ane kApaDa maMgAvI temAMthI rUmAla, TopI vagere mokalyo. bApa-dIkara vagaDAmAMthI lAkaDAM lAvI banAvavA mAMDayAM ane kaThiyArAne bhAre vecAvavAnuM gAmamAM jaI vecI AvyA. chokarAnI bhArInA baMdha karI eka dukAnada 2 zeTha sAthe baMdobasta karI badalAmAM athANuM ane potAnA bhAganuM anAja sUtara vagere lAvavA ane tenA badale taiyAra karela lAvyA. bapore peTa bharIne badhAM jamyAM sAMje mAla ApI pasA meLa vavAnI jogavAI karI. thoDAka kaThiyAro eka bhAro nAkhavA gayo tyAre tene divasa thayA eTale kaThiyArAnI paNa pUrvabuddhi pAchI bAjarIne badale dALa-cokhA lAvavAnuM kahyuM. te sateja thaI. teNe te vepArIne choDI bIjA vepArIno pramANe sAMje dALa-cekhA AvyA eTale bAI e mAla levAnI goThavaNa karI. Ama traNacAra mahi tene sAphasUpha karI dALa, bhAta ane roTalA sAthe nAmAM to so-baso rUpiyAnI mUDI bhegI thaI. temAMthI athANe badhAMne khAvA ApyuM. pelAM nirmaLAbhAbhI eka sastA bhADAnuM makAna laI tyAM rahevA gayAM. je have kharAM nirmaLA banavA mAMDyAM hatAM temaNe pAchaLanA bhAgamAM rahevAnI ane AgaLanA bhAgamAM Aja sudhI to AvuM khAvAnuM banAvavAnI potAnA dukAnanI goThavaNa karI. bAI have sUtarane badale rAjyamAM taldI ja lIdhI na hatI. temane paNa rezamanuM kAma karavA lAgI. ane nirmaLAbhAbhIe sebatanI asara lAgI, ane baMnee maLI gharamAMthI paNa kAma zIkhavAthI ekane badale be jaNa thavAthI daridratAne kADhavA mAMDI. pAMcasAta divasa sudhI kAma vadhAre thavA mAMDa. je vepArI pahelAM temanI anAja AvyuM eTale gharamAM mahino cAle eTalA pAsethI mAla leto hato tene A mAla bahu pasaMda anAjanI jogavAI thaI. paDato hovAthI ane tenI sArI mAga thavAthI manapachI bAI e kaThiyArAne bhAratanA badalAmAM mAnyA paisA ApI temanI pAsethI te mAla laI
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________________ AzIrvAda phebruArI 1967 javA mAMDajo. Ama thoDA paisA thayA eTale kaThi. N o w yAro je mULa vANi have teNe vepAra khIlavavA rajakaNa mAMDayo. lakSmIbAI je sAta lakSmI samAna ja hatI tenI sUcanA anusAra teNe kAma karavA mAMDyuM. saMkalana : "zivazakti bAra mahinA thatAmAM vANiyAne divasa pharI gayo R 0 dharmanuM sIdhuM sAduM rahasya eTale pArakAnuM bhaluM ane eka nAnuM ghara potAnI mUDIthI UbhuM karI zakyo. zuM karavAthI puNya ane pArakAne duHkha devAthI pApa. - lagabhaga varSa pachI pele vaNajAre dezAvaramAM 9 saMpa, sahakAra ane saMgaThanathI vikaTamAM karIne potAnI poTha sAthe pAcho vaLato hato te che vikaTa kArya paNa saraLatAthI siddha thAya che. jyAre ahIMnA jaMgalamAM tyAre tene tyAM 0 mukhane upadeza ApavAthI lAbhane badale banelA banAvanI yAda AvI, ane tethI te pote ja haMmezAM hAni ja thAya che. tapAsa karavA nIkaLyo. jhUMpaDAnI jagAe tapAsa 0 koI paNa kAraNa vagara jyAM ati Adara karatAM tene mAlUma paDayuM ke koI puNyazALI bAInAM maLato hoya, vadhu paDato satkAra thato hoya pagalAMthI kaThiyArAnuM nasIba karI gayuM che ane teo tyAM buddhizALI manuSya vicAra karato hoya che. zaheramAM rahevA gayAM che. te zaheramAM gayo. tyAM tene Avo vicAra ane zaMkA AMgaLa upara lakSmIbAI bArImAM besI rastAmAM joI rahI hatI. teNe temane dekhyA eTale nIcethI potAnA bhAIne sukhadAyaka nIvaDe che. (kaThiyArAne) upara bolAvIne kahyuM ke "jAo, 0 paripara ApavuM-levuM, gupta vAta kahevI, tamArA banevI Ave che. tamAre temane pUrepUre salAha levI, khAvuM ane khavaDAvavuM--A AdarasatkAra karavAnuM che, ane kaMI kasara rAkha. prItinAM lakSaNa che. vAnI nathI." bAInI sUcanA pramANe (kaThiyAre) dukAnamAM 0 je kAma karavAthI jazane badale apajaza beThA. pelA vaNajArAe tene oLakhyo nahIM. paNa maLe, te kArya zANA puruSo kadApi karatA nathI. zeTha (kaThiyAro) tene oLakhI gayA hatA. temaNe 1 vAdaLAMnI chAyA, durjananI prIti, rAMdheluM tene besADI pANI vagere pAI kuzaLa pUkyAM. pachI anna, strIonI juvAnI, ane lakSmIe vaNajArAe temane kaThiyArAnuM ThekANuM pUchatAM zeThe thoDo samaya ja upayogamAM Ave che ane lAMbe ja (pahelAMnA kaThiyArAe) jamyA pachI te batAvavAnuM samaya TakatAM nathI. mATe ja vivekI ane zANA kahyuM. samaya thayo eTale chokarAe pitAne jamavA puSe AnI bahu IcchA karatAM nathI. bolAvyA. baMne jamavA gayo manamAnI rIte jama bhAgyathI rUThelA manuSyanuM dareka kArya avaLuM vAnuM pIrasAyuM. vaNajArAne jamatAM jamatAM pitAnI patnInI rasoI yAda AvI ane tenuM smaraNathI thAya che. Avo manuSya jyAM jAya tyAM jamavAnuM kaMI barAbara bhAvyuM nahIM', bAI samajI apamAnita thaI pAcho phare che. gaI paNa chevaTa sudhI kaMI bolI nahIM'. jamyA 0 svArtha AMdhaLo che ane na karavAnAM kArya pachI pAna khAtAM kaThiyArAe dhIrethI badhI vAta che kare che. tethI svAthane kadApi sukha maLatuM nathI. karI ane potAnI dharmanI bahenanA pratApe A badhuM navA nekaranA vinayathI, atithionA vaca. A thayuM teno khulAso karyo. nathI, strIonA rudanathI ane dhutArAonA vaNajAre A badhuM sAMbhaLI hebatAI gayo ane potAnI bhUla mATe pazcAttApa karavA lAgyo. vAcALapaNathI sAmAnya manuSya jaladI chetarAI bAI e AvI patine page lAgI potAnI bhUla jAya che. mATe mAphI mAgI ane vaNajAre badhAnI rajA laI 0 nadIonI, agninI, mahAtmAonI ane patnI sAthe vidAya thayA. duSTa cAritryavALI strInI koI divasa parIkSA eka sughaDa ane keLavAyela nI zuM karI zake R karavI nahIM. che te ApaNe lakSmIbAI pAsethI joI zakIe chIe. S
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________________ vaidika dharmanA jAtidharI maharSi dayAnaMda sarasvatI nIlA AsamAna heThaLa phaDAkA mAratA bhagavA jhaMDA nIcethI bha ratavarSe eka DaNaka sAMbhaLI ne enA e vaninI sAthosAtha enA kadama paNa bhAratane cauda cauda vAra ghUmI vaLyA. . narazArdUla zivAjIe laherAvela e bhagavA jhaMDAne varaso pachI Arya prajAe laherAto ne evo ja pracaMDa ghoSa pratidhvanita thato sAMbhaLe. e hata saurASTrane saMnyAsI RSivara dayAnaMda. TaMkArAnA pAdara DemInA kAMThe gherI vRkSarAjI vaLavyA zivAlayamAMthI navuM ane vizvopayogI meLavavAnI AkAMkSA hRdayamAM saMgharI nAsI chUTela ne mULazaMkaramAMthI dayAnaMda banela e narakesarInA gaMbhIra ghoSathI bhAratanA paradezI zAsake, mullAo, adharmane dharma kahenArA pAkhaMDIo dhrujI UThyA. eka gAmathI bIje gAma, eka nagarathI bIje nagara pedala ghUmI ghUmI e Aryone sanAtana satya samajAve che. satya samajAvatAM paththara, ITo ne khAsaDAMne mAra sahe che. ne daza daza vAra jhera ApavAmAM Ave che toya kahe che: mAro deza te saMsArabharano zikSaka che. saMsAramAM badhAthI te zreSTha, AdarapUrNa ne azvayaMpUrNa rahyo che. saMsArabharane jeNe satya ane sadAcAranI zikSA ApI che, te dezane tenuM punaH sthAna prApta karavAnA prayAsamAM A badhI Aphato bhale AvatI. dezanI dharatI para vedagaMgAnAM sukAyelAM vAri punaH vahevaDAvavAnA kAryane temaNe jIvanakArya zrI kAlidAsa mahArAja ApyAM ane na pahoMcI zakAya evaDI UMcAIe gUThatAnuM AvaraNa eDIne beThelA vedagraMthone emaNe prajAnA hadaya samIpa lAvI ughADA mUkI dIdhA. jagatanA e prAcInamAM prAcIna jJAnaghaMTAno zeSa bhAratanI dharatI para pharI eka vAra gAjavA mAMDayo. vedakALa jANe be tha che. saMskRtanA e prakAMDa vidvAne navI keLavaNInA doSa to prathama dRSTie ja joI lIdhA ane prAcIna gukuLavAsanI praNAlI zarU karI dIdhI. Aje Arya samAja taraphathI hajAro zALAo, saMkhyAbaMdha davAkhAnAM ane vidhavA Azrame cAlI rahyAM che. svarAja zabdane sau pahele bola emaNe ja dezane caraNe dharyo. vidvAne sAtheno emane zAstrArtha sAMbhaLavA pacAsa pacAsa hajAranI janamedanI maLatI ne emanI siMhasamI vANI sAMbhaLI mugdha banatI. dharmanA purANabhAkhyA satya artho sAMbhaLI janasamudAya emanA pratye mUkI paDato. satya ane nIDaratA to emanA zvAse zvAsamAM vaNuI gayAM hatAM. IslAma, IsAI, cAhe te dharmane cAhe te hoya, potAne je dharma saMgata lAge te ene ughADe choga kahyA vinA aTake nahi. AryasamAjIo emane vInavatA ? "prabhu ! satya nagna rUpe kahevuM choDI de." choDI dauM ?" AMkhamAMthI aMgArA kheravatAM ravAmIjI javAba vALe che, "cheDI dauM to huM saMnyAsI zA mATe thaye chuM? koka maTha-ma dirane mahaMta nA banata ?" saMnyastadharmanuM paheluM sopAna prabhubhakti..." gayuM. vedene bhaNavAne adhikAra kevaLa puruSone ane teya dvijavaNene ja gaNAto hato. enI sAme maharSie hAla karI : " ema na hoya, jJAnane IjAre na hoya. jJAnamAM guptatA na hoya jJAnapratimAM bheda na hoya strI puruSa UMca-nIca gaNutAM saune sarakho avikAra che." veda saMskRtamAM hovAthI thoDA ja mANaso te vAMcI zake, AthI emaNe vedonuM bhASAMtara hiMdI bhASAmAM kahyuM". enA para lekabhASAmAM bhASaNe A5.................. kahenAranI praznArthabharI vANI adhavacce ja kApIne e bolatA : hA, huMya prabhubhakti karuM chuM ne enI pAse mAguM chuM ke asatya ane adharma sAme e mAre AtmA sadAya saLagato ja rAkhe."
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________________ 18] AzIrvAda phebruArI 1997 Apane jAna jokhamamAM che." bIjI ja paLe lAkaDI tyAM ja phagAvI daI * a vA pavitra dezanI prajAnA kalyANa sAru jaMgalamAM AgaLa cAlyA A deha khapAvavA huM vatana, pitAmAtA ne bahena emanA aMtaramAM eka mahad AkAMkSA hatI ke tajI nIkaLyo chuM, sAcA artha mAM saMnyAdharmanuM bhAratanI rAjavI saMsthAne sudhArI lekakalyANamAM pAlana karavA nIkaLyo chuM. saMnyAsIno zvAsezvAsa lagADavI A pachI rAjavIo emanI sudhAraNAnuM parAyA hita mATe hoya che. pachI deha to parAyA kendra banyA, paNa eNe ja svAmIjIno bhoga lIdhe. kAje che ja. have A deha rahe ke paDe tenI mane | lerDa karjhane devIono dilhImAM khAsa ciMtA nathI." darabAra eka vAra bharyo tyAre A abhilASAthI rAjA mahArAjAone meM para sAme besIne prerAI svAmIjI dilhI gayA. te tamAma rAjavIone ja spaSTa satya vAta kahetAM acakAya nahi. aMgreja bhaLI riyAsatonuM paribhramaNa zarU karyuM. amaladAre ne vaTALa pravRtti calAvatA IsAI pAdarI jodhapura AvyA. onI vizALa janamedanI samakSa jhATakaNI kADhe. ahIM emane bahu nahi bolavA khAsa cetavaNI ATaluM chatAM e pAMca hAtha pUro kadAvara soraThI AryasamAjaoe ApI hatI. paNa cUpa rahe to deha brAhmamuhUrtamAM nirbhayatAthI pAMca gAuna e dayAnaMda zAnA ? paMtha ekAkI kApI nAkhe ne pAchA mukAme Ave. jodhapuramAM roja sAMje cArathI cha vAgyA Izvara para to ananya zraddhA. sudhI teo pAMca hajAranI janamedanI samakSa vaidika narmadAtaTanAM jaMgalomAM paribhramaNa cAle. dharma para belatA. e jaMgalamAM pravezatAM tyAMnA ja galavAsIoe pitAne je satya dekhAya te belavAmAM svAmIjI kahyuM : jarAya khacakAtA nahi. - "svAmIjI! jaMgalamAM hiMsaka pazuo che. eka divasa A sabhAmAM teo IsAI dharma kaMIka hathiyAra laI le.' viruddha bolI rahyA hatA. tyAM riyAsatanA pradhAna Izvara badhAnI rakSA karanAre beThe che. kakSAnA eka amaladAra jainullA khAMnA bhatrIjA mohatyAM mane ciMtA zI? mmada husene hAthamAM ughADI talavAra pakaDI svAmIjIne e ApanI vAta sAcI che. paNa kaMIka hAthamAM ' rAkhyuM hoya to hiMsaka jAnavaro sAme kAma lAge." "svAmIjI ! amArA majhahaba mATe eka zabda svAmIjIe eka moTI DAMga hAthamAM lIdhI ne uccAraze nahi." jaMgalamAM AgaLa cAlyA. pagadaMDIvihIna jhADImAM tejapUrNa nayane enA para TheravI svAmIjI kAMTAkAMkarAothI bacatA AgaLa cAlyA jAya che : bolyA : tyAM sAme eka rIMcha AvI UbhuM rahyuM. eTale talavArane bhaya batAvI mane DarAva joIne maharSi sthira UbhA rahyA. che? rahe; IsAI dharma para belI lIdhA pachI IslAma rIMcha pAchalA be page UbhuM thayuM; brahmacArI majhahabanI khAmI batAvuM.' dayAnaMda jarAya na gabharAyA. dhIrethI potAnA hAthanI kahI cheDI ja vAramAM emaNe IslAma dharmanI lAkaDI UMcI karI rIMchanA mAthA para mArI. bIjI khAmIonI kaDI AlocanA nirbhayatAthI siMha ja paLe rIMcha jaMgalanI jhADImAM cAlyuM gayuM. samAna gaI karI ne A vaktavya khoTuM hoya svAmI AgaLa cAlyA, paNa be ja kadama dUra to javAba vALavA elAna karyuM. gayA ne thaMbhI rahyA emane thayuM: huM IzvaramAM ananya kenI majAla hatI ke e satya vastu sAme zraddhA rAkhuM chuM. huM jIvamAtranA tene rakSaka gaNuM chuM. bolI zake? ne meM to tene vizvAsa tajI hAthamAM lAkaDI rAkhI mahammada husenane tyAMthI bhAgavuM akAruM thaI che. A to Izvara paranI azraddhA thaI paDavuM.
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________________ phebruArI 1997 maharSi dayAnaMda sarasvatI [ 19 paraMtu nirbhaya svAmI e pachI paNa garjatA saMvata 1940nI Aso vadi 14 sAcA rahyA. arthamAM kALIcaudaza banI. e rAtre nitya niyama vyAkhya na sAMbhaLI mi. vIna nAmanA eka pramANe maharSie potAnA rasoiyA jagannAtha pAse yuropiyana svAmInA caraNe TopI mUkI paga pakaDI dUdha mAMgyuM. e ja dUdhamAM kAtila viSa bheLavAyeluM kahyuM: "mane Apane ziSya banAvo." hatuM. svAmIjIe kahyuM : " ziSya banAvavAnuM kAma jaganAthe dhrujatA hAthe dUdha ApyuM. svAmIjI maThAdhIzonuM che. mAruM kAma to sadupadeza devAnuM che. pI gayA ne 3% ne jayaghoSa karatA pathArImAM roja ahIM Avo ne satya grahaNa kare' leTa ke peTamAM zULa UpaDayuM. ahIM jodhapuramAM svAmIjI prAtaHkALamAM rAta eka paLa ne bIjI paLe temaNe UlaTI karI, nADA nAmanA pahADa para jatA ane yogAbhyAsanI paNa viSa kAtila hatuM. kriyAo karatA. A pahADa para moTe bhAge hiMsaka jAnavaro rahetAM. eTale svAmIjInI koI jAnavara e samajI gayA ke mane dUdhamAM jhera ApavAmAM AvyuM che. hiMsA na karI bese eTalA mATe keTalAka sainike mokalavA prabaMdha thayo hato. sAda dIdho : beTA jagannAtha ! , svAmIjIne A vAtanI jANa thaI ke pahADa prajato jagannAtha sAme AvI Ubho rahyo. para jatAM hiMsaka jAnavarothI mArI rakSA karavA enI sAme karaNapUrNa AMkhomAMthI madhura avAje sainiko Ave che eTale emaNe potAnI sAthe svAmIjI bolyA : "mRtyuno mane bhaya nathI paNa AvatA savArone rokI kahyuM : "paramAtmA prANI mArA kAma adhUrAM rahyAM." kahI jarA vAra aTakayA mAtranI rakSA kare che. e mArI paNa karaze. ane te pathArImAMthI UbhA thaI kabATa udhADI temAMthI eno bharoso che. bIjAnA baLano sahAro huM nathI nANAMnI kothaLI jagannAthanA hAthamAM ApatAM kahyuM: cAhato." le bhAI! A rUpiyA laI ahIMthI hamaNuM ja bhAgavA mAMDa nepALamAM UtarI jaje." e pachIthI emanI rakSAne prabaMdha dUra thaze. jagannAtha A mAnavasvarUpa devatAne namI jodhapuranareza jazavaMtasiMhanI rItabhAta temane nANunI kothaLI laI cAlI nIkaLyo. pasaMda nathI. aMtara saLagI UThayuM. eka divasa rAjAnI pAse nannI jAna temanI vArAMganA beThelI svAmIjI pathArImAM besI rahyA. upacAra joI e nAsI te gaI paNa svAmIjI joI gayA. sAru koIne na jagADyA. koIne na bolAvyA. ane tyAM ja jodhapuranarezanI jhATakaNI kADhI. AthI to jagannAthano pIcho pakaDavAmAM Ave ane e marI jAya. ene ugAravA e rAtabhara te ja divase sAMje bharI sabhAmAM bolyA : kAtila viSanI zULa nI vedanA sahI rahyA ne vAraMApaNA dezanA moTA puruSonuM to satyAnAza kyAra vAra vedanAnI bhayAnakatA para che 8 che ne nuMya vaLI gayuM hatuM, paraMtu, teonA pApanA mAMcaDA to temanA gharamAM rahelI pelI jogamAyA zILe chaMTakAva karatA rahyA. jevI panIonA pativratane lIdhe ja haju TakI rahyA savAre saune jANa thaI. AryasamAjanA che. kulavaMtI e Arya satIoe ja potAnA AgevAne AvyA, kahyuM, 'jagannAthane pakaDI pADIe" dharma vaDe pApI bharathAronI rakSA karI che." DokuM dhuNAvI svAmIjIe kahyuMH "nA, nA, meM AvuM na belavA svAmIjIne ghaNI ghaNI ja ene javA dIdho che; huM A saMsAramAM kaIne vinaMtIo thaI hatI. chatAM teo jodhapuramAM ja keda karAvavA nathI Avyo, choDAvavA Avyo chuM." roSapUrvaka belyA. DokaTara sUrajamala AvyA. bIjA dAkatare ne emanA saMhAranI vetaraNa zarU thaI gaI AvyA paNa auSadha kAmayAba na nIvaDyuM. meM,
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________________ 20] tALavuM, gaLuM ane thaMbha e badhAMmAM cAMdAM paDI gayAM che. peTamAM zULa vadhI gayuM, jvara bharAyA che. AzIvAda 26 mI oNkaTAbare vadhu sikitsA sAru svAmIane jodhapurathI ajamera rAkhtasAhebanI bhinAya kAThI'mAM lAgyA. tyAM sAravAra thaI paNu sAruM na thayuM. 30mI oNkaTobaranA divasanA 11 bhAgye maharSine zvAsa vadhavA mAMDayo. emanI IcchAthI vA baMdha karavAmAM AvI. emane e kSaNe lAhAranA lAlA jIvanadAse pUchyuM : 'ApanuM citta kevuM che ?' 'sAruM.... eka mAsa pachI Aje ArAma che.' phebruArI 1967 mApa kayAM che ?' IzvarecchAmAM.' sAMje pAMca vAgye maharSinI zmAnA anusAra dAnikA badhA mastaka pachavADe UbhA rahyA. cAre bAjunI bArIe khAlI naMkhAvI moM para zAka ke gabharATanu nAma nathI AAjanAM vAra-tithi pUchI pachI chata ane dIvAleA para dRSTi nAkhI vedama Mtro khAlyA. saMskRtamAM IzvarApAsanA karI mAnavalIlA samApta karI-I. sa. 1883nA 30mI okaTAre sadhyAkALe cha vAgye Aja bhAratanA khUNekhUNethI e narasiMhanA asatya ane adharmAcaraNa sAmenA khulaMda dhASa dizAomAM jANe paDadhA pADI rahyo che. mANasanA adhikAra ekavAra mahAtmA Isu khristanI pAse lokonu eka moTu ToLu' AvyuM. dareka jaNanA hAthamAM paththarA hatA. temanI sAthe eka juvAna strI hatI. teo Isu khristane kahevA lAgyA, " prabhA ! A strIe vyabhicAra karyA che. A pApiNI strIne ame badhA paththarathI mAravA icchIe chIe." Isu khrista jamIna para beThA hatA ane jamIna para AMgaLIethI kaIka lakhI rahyA hatA. temaNe najara UMcI karI TALA tarapha joyu ane pUchyu, " tamArAmAMthI keNu A strI para paththara phekavA mAge che?" teo sau ekI avAje belI UThayA, " ame badhA." Isu khrista UbhA thayA ane te strInI pAse AvyA. pachI TALAnA leAkeA pratye mAlyA, tamArA mAMthI jeNe kacAreya pApa na karyu hAya teM A strI para paththara pheMkI zake che." 66 temanAmAMnA dareke kaMIka ne kaMIka pApa tA kayuM hatuM. teo zaramAI gayA ane cAlatA thayA. pachI Isu khriste te strIne pUchyuM, " tane A leAkAe kaI sajA karI che?'" teNIe kahyuM, "nA, mane phakta ApanI pAse lAvyA che." Isu khriste tene kahyuM, "jA, have vadhAre pApa karIza nahIM." peAtAnA prANa acAvanAra A mahApuruSane manamAM AzIrvAda detI te strI cAlI gaI. sane temanAM sArAM--khATAM kRtyAnu phaLa ApeAApa ja ha MmezAM maLyA kare che. koinA kharAba kRtya mATe tene sajA karavAnuM ke tenuM bhUMDuM karavAnuM kAma mANasanuM nathI. saMpUrNa` niSpApa hoya te ja sajA karavAne adhikArI che. mANasanA adhikAra sajA karavAno nathI, paNa sahAya karavAne che.
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________________ hare! nAradane apamAna karatAM A khAne bhAra asahya thaI paDaze. eka eka paLa juga juga jevaDI lAMbI lAgI. Akhare rajA maLI. aMdara jaIne jue che te bhagavAna rAmacaMdrakeTalIye suMdara senAnI mUrtio AgaLa rAkhIne AratI utArI rahyA che. tetrIsa karoDamAMthI A kayA dhanyabhAgya devatAo haze ke jemanI sAkSAta zrI rAmacaMdrajI upAsanA kare che? nArada tAkIne jovA lAgyA. nAradanuM zaMkAsamAdhAna hanumAna pitAne rAmanA sevaka mAne che paNa rAma potAne hanumAnanA svAmI mAnatA haze ke nahIM? rAmanA hRdayamAM hanumAna pratye ke bhAva haze ?svAmIpaNAne ke vaDIlapaNAne ke baMdhupaNAno ke pitApaNAno ? nAradane A viSenI zaMkA thaI ane teo rAmane ja pUchavA mATe cAlyA. nArada pote duniyAnA khabarapatrI eTale bIjAnI mAraphate maLelA samAcAra emane kAma na lAge. jAte ja mulAkAta levAne vicAra karI nIkaLyA, pagu bicArAne te divase kaDavo anubhava maLyo. dvArapALa emane aMdara javA na de. dvArapALa kahe che ke mahArAja, rAmacaMdra pUjAmAM beThA che. atyAre aMdara na javAya. pUjA pUrI thavA de, pachI sukhethI aMdara jAo." AbhA banelA nArada RSi manamAM vicAra kare che ke rAma te pratyakSa paramezvara, trilekanA svAmI brahmA cAre vedanuM gAna karIne thAkyA paNa rAmanuM rahasya be samajI zakyA. yogIrAja zaMkara haLAhaLa pI gayA tyAre rAmanAmathI ja emane zAMti maLI. evA sarvezvara zrI rAmacaMdra vaLI tenI pUjA karatA - nAradajIe mUrtio eLakhI kADhIH "are, A tA lakSmaNa, pelo bharata ane ethIye UMce besADyo che bhaktarAja hanumAna. aho Azcarya ! aho Azcarya !"nArade keTalIye vAra bhagavAnanA sahastra nAme gAyAM hatAM paNa "bhaktane bhakta" e IzvaranuM nAma emaNe jaryuM na hatuM. ane jyAre nArade hanumAnanI paDakhe UbhI coTalIvALI nAnakaDI potAnI mUrti joI tyAre te bicArA zaramanA bharyA pANI pANI thaI gayA ane pUchavA AvelA savAlonA javAba lIdhA vagara ja samAdhAna meLavIne tyAMthI pAchA pharyA. bhUkha, cIMthariyAM kapaDAM, TADha, sakhata vaitaruM, tirarakAra, ayogya Thapake e badhuM kharAba che. paNa karaja te e badhAMthIye bahu kharAba che. X X tamArI nabaLAIonuM-nyUnatAonuM haMmezAM dhyAna rAkho ane sadA jAgRta rahI te dUra karavA prayatnazIla raho. pitAnI UNapane sAcavI rAkhanAra kadApi thira saphaLatAne pahoMcI zakatA nathI. - zarIrane sazakta ane taMdurasta rAkhavAnI, temAM navajIvana preravAnI ane tene nAza pAmatuM aTakAvavAnI manamAM evI zakti che ke jene ApaNe khyAla paNa na karI zakIe. - X X - saMjogone jItavAne sAce upAya pitAnI jAtane eka baLavAna saMjogarUpa banAvavI e che. -* * * * *
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________________ kyA je duHkhIjanA para dayA na kare, te mANasa nathI. je AktamAM sapaDAyelAM para dayA na kare, mANasa nathI. je jIvA para yA na kare, te mANasa nathI rAjA ziSie dayAne lIdhe peAtAnu zarIra sudhdhAM ApI devA maharSiM dadhIcie yAne inkyu.. kAraNe ja peAtAnAM hADakAM sudhdhAM dAna karI dIdhAM. rAjA ratideve yAne kAraNe ja potAnu bhAjana paNa ApI dIdhuM. bhagavAna yuddheyAnA saMdeza ApyA. mahAvIra svAmIe yAnA sa`deza ApyA. mahAtmA IsA masIhe yAne saMdeza ApyA. mahAtmA gAMdhIe dayAnA sadeza ApyA. kara. pAlana ahiM sAnu kAI ne kaThAra vacana kaheze nahi. kAIne duHkha dezeza nahi. doIne duHkha devAnA khyAla paNa karaze nahi. prANIe para rAkheA. dayAbhAva dayA dUra thavAmAMthI khacAve che. dayA niSThura thavAmAMthI bacAve che. dayA kAsa thavAmAMthI macAve che. Ape che. Ape che. Ape che. dayA ahiMsAnI preraNA dayA parApakAranI preraNA dayA sevAnI preraNA yA tyAganI preraNA Ape che. sadguNAnI yA mAtA. che. dayA karA. para yA karI. para yA karA. dIna-duHkhIe nidhana-anAthA dukha la-asahAya rAgI-asamarthAM para yA karA. sa'kaTamAM sapaDAyelA leAkeA para dayA karo. saghaLAM prANIo para yA karA. dayAnuM vrata le. dayALu aneA. para
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________________ zrI bhAgavata vidyApITha sthApavAnI Adarza janA SS bhAratIya saMskRti, jJAna, vidyA tathA paMcazIlanA pUrNa racavAnI paNa yojanA che. prasAranA hetuthI gujarAtamAM amadAvAda najIka aMdAje A uparAMta A vidyApIThamAM "anaya satra" rUpiyA eka karoDane kha "zrI bhAgavata vidyApITha" eTale ke "rajA satra" yojAze, jemAM 2jAonA nI sthApanA karavAnI ejanA ghaDAI che. jANItA gALAmAM ahI vidhArthIono saMparka keLavI temane bhAgavatakathAkAra zrI kRSNazaMkara zAstrIjI A yojanA- vAtAvaraNa, vartana ane vicAradhArA saMskAra ApavAnuM nA mukhya praNetA che ane emane saMto, mahaMto kArya thaze. dara varSe unALAnI rajAomAM A rIte tathA dhanikono sahakAra sAMpaDayo che. 500 vidyArthIonuM sAta divasanuM satra yojAze. A mahatvAkAMkSI yojanA heThaLa (1) zrImad AvAM pAMcathI cha satro dvArA traNeka hajAra vidyArthI ene dara varSe saMskArasaMparka yojavAne khyAla che. bhAgavataprAsadanuM nirmANa thaze, jemAM bhAgavatanA bAra skaMdhonI bAra bhAvanAnAM dvAra ane maMgala dvArA A vidyApIThamAM maMtra ane taMtra zAstranA racAze. A prAsAdamAM bhAgavatanA aDhAra hajAra ke saMze dhananuM kArya paNa thaze. ArasanI takitaomAM ketarIne mukAze. (2) A prAsAdanI AsapAsa eka jalAzaya racAze, jene A saMsthA mATe amadAvAdathI cAreka mAIla . dUra salA gAme 10 vIghAM jamIna maLI che. "pIyUSatIrtha nuM nAma apAze tene kinAre bhAratanA nareDA pAse dAnavIra zeTha zrI kuberadAla haragemahAna puruSonI ArasapratimAo mukAze tema ja viMdadAsa InAmadAra pAsethI 6pa vIghA jamIna tIrthanI cAre dizAmAM zrI rAmezvara, zrI dvArakA, maLI che. A uparAMta zrI kRSNazaMkara zAstrIjIe 'jagannAthapurI tathA badarInAthanA sthApatyanI racanA pote rUpiyA 75,00- nuM dAna ApyuM che tema ja thaze (3) prAcIna ane arvAcIna vidyAonA adhya saMsthAne nANuM mA rahe te mATe vividha sthaLoe yana mATe eka Adaya vidyAlaya tathA te aMge chAtrAlaya ane bhojanAlaya sthapAze. saMzodhananI kathAsatra AraMbhyAM che. te ja rIte gujarAtamahArASTranA sagavaDavALuM eka pustakAlaya paNa taiyAra karavAmAM bIjA keTalAka kathAkAroe paNa jJAnayajJo dvArA pota pitAne hisso ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM che Avaze (4) saMtanA AvAsa mATe "RSiniketana" nAmaka nivAsasthAna racAze. (5) zAMti ke preraNA A yojanA pAMca varSamAM pUrI karavAne nirNaya meLavavA tema ja sAdhanA ane svAdhyAya karavA IcchatA karAyo che. te mATe rokaDa tathA cIjavastuone rUpe mAnavIo mATe "puNyaniketana' nAmanI saMsthA udAra hAthe dAna ApavA aMge zrI kRSNae kara zAstrI racAze. (6) nisargopacAra tathA auSadhIya sAravAra (DAkora roDa, naDiyAda) tathA paMDita zrI devendravijayajI arthe eka "Arogyaniketana" UbhuM karavAmAM Avaze (mAnava maMdira, muMbaI-6) ne saMparka sAdhavA (7) saMto, AgaMtuke tathA vidyArthIo mATe "anna- vinaMtI che. - je mANase kudaratanA sauMdarya tarapha potAnI AMkho baMdha karI dIdhI hoya, jeNe kudaratanA saMgIta tarapha pitAnA kAna baherA karI dIdhA hoya ane kudaratanA sAttvika madhura anubhava tarapha pitAnI sarva iMdriyane buphI karI dIdhI haiya, tenA sivAya bIjA koIe varga kharyuM nathI.
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________________ cinmaya mAnavIne he vizvanA pravAsI ! jamaNAbharyA jagatamAM kAM thaI gaye vilAsI - he vizvanA pravAsI ! jaga eka dharmazALA, A be ghaDI utArA, AkarSaNe jagatanAM che paththaranI korA. jaDa jela sama jagatane tuM thaI gaye nivAsI ! he vizvanA pravAsI ! teM kaI dina na kheLyuM, jAte ja tAruM aMtara, UMDI guphA mahIM tyAM che ke sudhA-samaMdara. ne toya jiMdagI kAM tArI rahI ja yAsI ! - he vizvanA pravAsI ! tArA hRda sUtelI zubha divya premabhakti, piDhI kaNekaNe tuja bharapUra tejazakti. tuM kema vizvaraNathI hArIne jAya nAsI ! - he vizvanA pravAsI ! samaya virATa AtmA tuja kendramAM vasele, cinmaya svarUpa tuM che AnaMdathI bharele. gherI rahI chatAM paNa pala pala tane udAsI ? vizvanA pravAsI ! tuM jiMdagIne zilpI, tuM bhAgyaneya svAmI, tuja caraNamAM rahe khuda devoya zIrSa nAmI. UTha! jAga ! tuM UbhuM thA! ghaDa jiMdagI suhAsI! he vizvanA pravAsI ! zrI prakAza gajajara
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________________ vedanA ke vAsanA? munizrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI potAnI kAmanAo pramANe na thavAthI, potAnI IcchAo niSphaLa javAthI, manoratha bhAgI paDavAthI, pratikULa saMjogo AvI paDavAthI manuSyone vedanAne anubhave thAya che. paraMtu e vedanAno hetu zuM che ? e vedanAnuM svarUpa zuM che? pitAne svArtha na sadhAya emAM vedanA anubhavavI e manuSyanI pAmaratA ja che. ane manuSya pote koNa che ? samaSTine ja eka aMza che, samaSTinuM aMga che. ane Ama jyAre ene samajAya che tyAre ene potAnI svArtha vedanAo nathI rahetI samaSTinI sarva vedanAo, sarva kalezo pote svIkArI laIne sau koIne pote sukhI, svastha ane jAgRta joI zake evI ja enI vedanA-AkAMkSA thaI rahe che. ane e vedanAmAM ja tene sukha ane AtmasaMtoSa jaNAya che. ethI ja Isue vadhastaMbha svIkAryo, buddha ane mahAvIra tapa tapyA ane gAMdhI, vinebA jevA te mATe jIvana samarpaNa kare che. sAcA kAsaNika saMtanAM A vacane cheH huM svarga nathI Icchato, rAjya nathI Icchato, mokSa paNa nathI I chate; huM to eTaluM ja IcchuM chuM ke duHkha paritApathI zekAI rahelA A jenI vedanAo kema karIne TaLe ? huM e kema karIne dUra karI zakuM ?" ' A pUla jagatanA sAmAnya niyamothI kaMTALelA chuM; paNa evo ke jIvanazodhaka thayo che ke je haiya e dUranA koI pravAse javAno nirNaya karyo. vedanAne pAmyA vinA jIvananuM rahasya pAmyo hoya ? ane koI paNa jAtanI pUrvataiyArI karyA vinA, kadI A vizvane e abAdhita niyama cheH je vadhAremAM na joyelA nUtana paze e cAlI nIkaLyuM. A vadhAre vedanAnA jAma pIe che, te vadhAremAM vadhAre ajANyA paMthanI pagadaMDI jema sAMkaDI hatI, tema jIvanano marma pAme che, ne je vadhAremAM vadhAre tyAM kAMTA ne kAMkarA paNa eTalA ja patharAyelA jIvanano marma pAme che, te vyathAnA DaMkha sahIne hatA. tApa tIvra hato, mArgamAM eke chAyAvRkSa na paNa, vizvane suMdara banAvavAnA mahAkAryamAM-vizvane hatuM. ane mAthe na upADI zakAya evuM satyaM zivaM suMdaramaya banAvavAnA suprayatnomAM- eka vedanAnuM paTaluM hatuM; chatAM tenA kAmamAM potAno vadhAremAM vadhAre phALo noMdhAve che. utsAha hato. kAraNa ke A pravAsa sahetuka hato. " Ama jo, 2 saMta sAdhanAmAM kevA masta vedanAnA A poTalAne vismRtinI koI agocara dekhAya che ! A jIvanazodhake potAnI dhUnamAM ghelA khIrAmAM nAkhavA ane duHkhada smaraNone bhUlavA banI kevA cAlyA jAya cheA ajANupa thanA eNe A pravAsa Adaryo hato. paNa tyAM te eka pathike koIne kaMI paNa jANa karAvyA vinA, kartAAzcarya thayuM. je smaraNone bhUlavA teNe pravAsa vyanA kaThera paMthe kevA aNanama DagalAM bharI rahyA Adaryo hato te smaraNo to tenI pAchaLa paDyAM chepaNa vizrAmanI kaI zAMta paLe emane tuM pUchI hatAM. petAnI pAchaLa smaraNonI bhUtAvaLane AvatI to jo ke, "vizvamAM maMgaLa tane pragaTAvavA joI te himmata hArI gayuM. enI gati kaMThita thaI mATe tame tamArA jIvanamAM pAMgaratI kevI kevI komaLa ne vizAdanI chAyAthI gherAyeluM haiyuM mArgamAM ja Urmione kaThora banI kacaDI che? haiyAmAM jAgatAM besI gayuM! adamya tophAnone tame kevA vajanizcayapUrvaka damyAM vedanAnI poTalI mAthA nIce mUkI e ADuM che?" to te madhura mita karI kaheze : "vedanAnA viSayAlAne pIdhA vinA zaMkara kema thavAya?marajIvA paDayuM hatuM. tyAM nirAzAnA zyAma AkAzamAM thaI sAgaramAM DUbakI mAryA vinA pANIdAra sAcAM AzAnA tAralA jevo karuNapUrNa sAda saMbhaLAya. metI kema pamAya ?' sAdhakenA haiyAnI vAta prakRti zramita haiyAe pAchaLa joyuM to prakRti sAda daI uccArI rahI hatI, paNa e vAtanA UMDANamAM rahela rahI hatI : "Ava Ama khAva, mArA bAluDA ! dardanI gherI chAyA to enA mukha upara UpasI rahI i mATe A pravAsa Adaryo che te huM jANuM hatI. eNe AgaLa calAvyuM :
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________________ AzIrvAda phebruArI 1967 "tuM tArI A vedanAnI nAnakaDI poTalIne moTI mAnIne kare che. paNa A nAjuka pu5ne teM joyuM ? e kevI zAnta ne mIThI sugaMdha vizvamAM vahetI mUke che! sugandhanA phuvArA choDatA pahelAM e kAInI prazaMsAnA be zabdonIya pratIkSA kare che ? matta pavana eno madhura saurabha laI cAre dizAemAM UpaDI jAya che ne vAtAvaraNanA aNue aNune suvAsathI bharI de che. AkhuM havAmAna khuzanumA thaI jAya che; paNa cAMdanI rAtanI keAI sohAmaNI dhaDIe e gula bane pUchI te joje ke, " sahAmaNA la, kAMTAnI vedanAbharyA jakhamo tArA kemalage che kharA ?" to vedanAnuM e phUla gulAbI hAsya karI kaheze: "mAnava hRdaya, kAMTAnA jakhamo sahyA vinA gulAba banAya kharu ? charIthI kapAyA vinA vAMsa vAMsaLI banI zake kharA? saMtapta hRdayane zAnti ApanArI madhura baMsI banavA mATe charInA dhA anivArya che, te vizvane suvAsa ApanAra gulAba banavA mATe paNa kAMTAnI vedanA anivArya che." ATaluM kahI prakRti thaMbhI, kAraNa ke tene avAja karuNAthI dravI gayo hato. have tenA kaMThamAMthI avAja nahoto nIkaLato, paNa kaNa nItaratI hatI. karuNujharatA zabdomAM eNe kahyuM : "mArA bALaka, tane je vedanA maLI che, e to vedanAno eka aMzamAtra paNa nathI, vedanA kene kahevAya e to tane AkAzane A laDakavAyo sUrya kaheze. e vasuMdharA para prakAza puMja varasAve che, nita karelA kaparA mArga upara e ekalosAva ekale ja cAlyo jAya che. jagata AkhAne prakAza ApI sahAya kare che paNa enA astaTANe kaI ene sahAyaka thAya che ? chatAM e kevo suprasanna che? abhyadaya Tave jevI surakhI enA me para hoya che, tevI ja surakhI khaTANe hoya che nA? zoka ke dilagIrI enA mukha para dekhAya che? te kaI mAjhama ra te enA haiyAnI vAta pUchIza te e kahezeH * sukha kene priya nathI ! suMvALe mAga kene nathI gamata ? sAthIo vinA bhamavuM kone pasaMda he ? svajananI mIThI dUchaDI a thavuM kone pasaMda hoya? paNa jagatane je prakAza Apa hoya, to A badhuM sahyA vina' na priyatama vastuone bega ApyA vinA kema cAle ? jIvana priyatama vastuone kalyANanI vedikAma hame che, tyAre ja emAMthI vizvamaMgala nI amara jyota pragaTe che !' pachI prakRtie eka U Do zvAsa lIdho-jANe pRthvI upara rahelAM potAnAM saMtAnonI vedanAne eka ja zvAse pitAnA peTamAM utAratI na hoya ! hasanI pAMkha jevA veta sALanA cheDAthI vedanAnAM AMsu luchI eNe kahyuM : "A cAlyA AvatA nAnakaDA cAMda sAme te je. aMdhAragheryA AkAzane bhedI e ke cAlyo Ave che ! prakAza enuM smita che, harSa enI akho che, pavitratA enuM jIvana che, prasannatA enI kAyA che, tApathI saLagatI dharatI para zItaLatAnAM amIchAMTaNa chAMTato e dhImI gatie cAlyo Ave che. paNa ene pUchI to je ke, tArA nAjuka haiyAmAM vedanAnA raMgathI raMgAyelI jugajuga janI kevI kevI vAte poDhI che' , eTalAmAM te rajanIpati AvI paheo mAtA prakRtine vinayabharyuM namana karI e bolyo, "vyathita hRdaya! tamAre vArtAlApa mane dUra-atidurathI saMbhabAyo hato ane A tamArI sumadhura jJAnagoSimAM rasa levA mane mArI abhilASAo prerI rahI hatI. paNa maryAdAno bhaMga karI huM tamArI vacce kema AvI zakuM ? paNa maiyA prakRtio pote ja mane saMbhAryo tyAre huM AvyA vinA rahuM kharo ? ajJAta hRdaya ! tuM vedanAnI moTI moTI vAto kare che, tyAre mane tArA upara karaNa Upaje che vadhya latA puSpaprasavanI vAto saMbhaLAve to puSpalatAne enA upara karaNuM na Upaje? tema tuM paNa vedanA vize jANatuM kaMI nathI ane vedanAnA anumAnathI vedanA anubhave che. are, vyaktinI potAnI vedanA e te kaMI vedanA kahevAya? ema to huMya AkhA vizvane zItaLatA ApuM chuM, prakAzamAM saune navaDAvuM chuM, zAna candrikAnA tejathI AkhI vasuMdharAne maDhI dauM chuM, toya kALamukhe rAhu mAre. jha sa karI jAya che paNa
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________________ phebruArI 1967 vedanA ke vAsanA [ 27 ethI mane duHkha thatuM nathI, kAraNa ke vedanA kene thaI jAya che! e maMgaLakathAne Aja pacIsasa kahevAya e meM ahiMsAnA payagaMbaranA zrImukhe varSa thaI gayAM, paNa prANImAtranA parama maMgaLanA sAMbhaLeluM che. vedanA vyaktigata svArthamAMthI nathI cintanamAMthI pragaTelI e vedanAmaya mIThI vANI janmatI paNa prANImAtranI asahAyatAnA darzana- eka kSaNa paNa bhulAtI nathI ! e mahAmAnavanuM darda mAMthI janme che, ema kahetA bhagavAna vardhamAnane meM te daI. emanI sAthe te vyathA. emanI vedanA te sAMbhaLyA che ekadA teo jagatanI mahAvyathAnI vedanA ApaNe te badhA svArthane suMvALA padArtho vedanApUrNa kathA karuNubhInA kaMThe zrI gautamane kahetA mATe taraphaDatA svArtha sAdhuo ! ApaNI vedanA te hatA, tyAre te vanapaMkhIonA nayanamAMthI paNa vedanA kahevAya ke 'pAsanAnA oLA ? premanAM AMsu TapakatAM hatAM. e mahAvANI sAMbha- - vedanAnuM A tatvajJAna sAMbhaLyA pachI mArA LavA to ya gaganamAM eka muhUrta thaMbhI gayelo. hRdaye vedanAnI poTalI sAme joyuM to tyAM na hatuM zuM e vANImAM darda hatuM ! zuM e vANamAMthI veda- pioTakuM ke na hatI vedanA ! nirmaLa gaganamAM ka95nAnuM saMgIta nItaratuM hatuM ! e vyathA bharelA zabdo- nAnuM AchuM pAtaLuM nAjuka vastra UDI rahyuM hatuM ! mAMthI vizvamaMgaLanI kevI maMgaLa bhAvanA TapakatI Izvara manuSyane UDA gahana pANImAM DUbavA hatI! e paLa mane yAda Ave che ne kaMIka ne kaMIka mATe nahi paNa zuddha karavA mATe ja nAkhe che. - - nAne ane moTe - mahAbhAratanI eka vAta che. eka samaye zibi rAjA saMtonAM darzana karavA nIkaLyA hatA. suhAtra rAjA saMtanAM darzana karIne pAchA AvatA hatA. baMnenA ratha sAmasAmA AvyA. baMne rAjA mahAna dharmAtmA, guNavAna tathA zIlavAna hatA. baMnee rathamAMthI nIce UtarI ekabIjAne sAkAra karyo pachI jatI vakhate baMne rAjA sarakhA darajajAnA hovAthI eke bIjAne mATe mArga kApe nahIM (eTale elA choDIne sAmAne mATe jagA karI ApI nahIM.) banenA ratha sAmasAmA AvIne UbhA rahyA. je rAjA cIlo kApI Ape te bIjAnA karatAM nAno gaNAya e bhaye baMnene bhaDakAvyA. baMne rAjA baLamAM paNa ekabIjAthI UtaratAM ne hatA. te baMne vacce yuddha thatAM baMnene nAza thaI jAya tema hatuM. baMne bhagavAnanA bhakta hatA. bhagavAnanI preraNAthI e vakhate nAradajI tyAM padhAryA baMne rAjAoe nAradajIne praNAma karyA. baMnene kuzALa pUchapA pachI nAradajIe kahyuM, "tame kema Ama rastA vacce sAmasAmA UbhA cho ?" baMne rAjA : ame beu darajAmAM sarakhA chIe. dharmazAstra kahe che ke nAno rAjA moTAne mArga Ape. paNa ahIM nAnuM kANuM thAya ? mATe baMne sAmasAmA UbhA chIe. nAradajI : paNa AnuM pariNAma zuM ? bane rAjA : pariNAma je Ave te. nArajI : kajiyAnuM pariNAma krodha, mArAmArI vagere heya. bIjuM kaI sAruM pariNAma to tenuM na ja heya zuM tame koI sArA pariNAmanI rAha jue che? baMne rAjA : kajiyAnuM pariNAma sAruM na ja hoya ema ame beu jANIe chIe. paNa jagatamAM amArI AbarU ghaTe ne? nAnA thaI jaIe ne? nAradajI : puruSo te khala pratye paNa sAdhatA batAve che. tyAre tame te puruSa pratye paNa sAdhutA batAvI zakatA nathI ! tamArA baMnemAM je vadhAre udAra svabhAvavALA, ucca koTina ane sarvenuM ka9yANa IcchanAro arthAta zrIharino parama bhakta hoya te turata raste ApI de Ama udAratAthI namI paDavAthI jagata tamane ni daze nahIM paNa vadhaze. A sAMbhaLI baMne rAjA ekabIjAne jamaNI bAjue rAkhI* ekabIjAne mATe mArga kApIne cAlyA gayA pachI nAra ja potAne raste paDayA. jenA mana me TuM, jeno svabhAva meTo, jenuM vartana udAra te meTo je mana-vabhAva-vartana nAnuM, je laDe, je kajiyo vaira kare te nA. * pUjya vyakti rastAmAM maLe to tene potAnI jamaNI bAjue rAkhI cAlavAthI tenI pradakSiNA thAya che, tene mAna apAya che. ziSTAcArano evo vidhi che.
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________________ subhASita je vastu che kudaratI, te haragija karavI paDe che, phAnI jiMdagAnInI kiMmata Akhara bharavI paDe che; sukhI thavuM hoya je tAre, te jIvaje vartamAnamAM, bhUta bhAvinI yAtanAo, vIsaravI paDe che. gane piSavA khAtara, kare che dAna mAnavI, ane e garvanI kiMmata, keDInA jevI jANavI. buddhihIna ke mAnavI, dhananA DuMgara para Ubho rahI mUcha AmaLe, to paNa te che khara. jIvavAnI kalA roja huM zIkhuM chuM, roja A citta kAMI navuM te lUMTe, jJAnavijJAnane akhUTa bhaMDAra che, huM khUTI jAuM nA tyAM sudhI te khUTe. jiMdagI vacce roja dhUmuM chuM, kismata sAthe roja jhajhUmuM chuM vidhinA che. huM roja khamuM chuM, khoTuM chavI mujane huM damuM chuM. jIvavA tuM kare zIda jIkara bhalA, mota jevI nathI keI zAtA; jiMdagIne dame kamanasIbI bhale, mRtyune nA dame che vidhAtA. acAnaka mRtyunI IcchA, kadI rAkhI zakuM chuM ne, acAnaka AvatI vastu, kadI sAMkhI zakuM chuM nA; sadA taiyArI karavAnI huM mAMguM jiMdagImAM taka, amane ghUMTa paNa tatkALa huM cAkhI zakuM chuM nA. bIjAo marI paravAre ke, tene bhUlI javAne huM, huM bhulAI jAuM ne tenI ciMtA huM karavAno chuM; e nizcita ke ghaNAM mUA, ne, huM paNa kadI maravAno chuM, ne mRtyu pachI nAkeI jIvyAM,ne huM paNa nA jIvavAno chuM. dukhanA bhAga upara cAlyA viNa je sukha AvI maLe che, te sukha saMsAre nathI sthAyI, te sukha sadya caLe che. zrI maMgaLadAsa ja goradhanadAsa
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________________ utta rA ya Na, zrI "madhyabiMdu 2 : dAnadharma rahasya jagatamAM be prakAranI gati che: ucca gati nathI. te svayaM bhale athavA pUrNa che. jene kaMI ane hIna gati athavA ardhagati. A be prakAranI tRSNa ke bhUkha nathI hotI te bharela athavA pUrNa gatione ja zukala gati ane kaccha gati kahevAmAM hoya che. tenI aMdara sarva padArthonuM bIjarUpa astitva AvI che, e ApaNe gayA aMkamAM joyuM. prakaTa thaI jAya che. sarva padArtho temanAM vyakta je gati prANune uccatA tarapha, vikAsa ane avyakta svarUpe bhUkharahita pUrNa sthitivALA tarapha, prakAza tarapha, vyApakatA tarapha laI jAya che te tattvamAM AvI ja jAya che. pUrNa puruSa athavA zukala gati che. prANInuM jIvana zukala gatimAM paramAtmA potAnI IcchA pramANe pitAnA pUrNa joDAya, uccatara svarUpa prApta karavA tarapha vaLe te svarUpamAMthI aneka prakAranA, asaMkhya prakAranA uttarAyaNa che ane svArtha, saMkucitatA, jaDatA padArtho prakaTa karI zake che. joke paramAtmA pUrNa tarapha vaLe te hIna gati athavA adhogati che. enuM svarUpa hovAthI tene potAne kaI IcchA ja hatI nAma dakSiNAyana nathI. dakSiNAyana e vaLI bIjI : nathI, paraMtu apUrNa svarUpa prANIonI IcchAne vastunuM nAma che. te ApaNe AgaLa joIzuM. mATe paramAtmA saMkalpa kare che ane te anusAra jagatamAM padArtho u panna thAya che. " tyAre manue pUchayuM : kenA jIvanamAM ucca gati athavA uttarAyaNa che ane kenA jIvanamAM hIna bhUkha vinAne hovAthI ja paramAtmA padArthone sarjaka ane padArtho ApanAra che. je bhUkhyo gati athavA adhogati che? hoya che te sarjana karI zakato nathI ke ApI sudarzana kahe che : "ucca gati e bharelI zakato nathI. bhUkha hoya che te mAtra bhakSaNa kare sthiti che. pUrNatAvALI sthiti che. bharelI sthiti che ane laI jANe che. athavA pUrNatAvALI sthiti e koI vastune levA A jagatama paramAtmA aneka padArthone ke meLavavA IcchatI nathI, kAraNa ke te bharelI athavA utpanna kare che. paramAtmAe ja jIvone bhegavavAnI pUrNa sthiti che. bharelI athavA pUrNa sthitine kaI sagavaDa ApavA mATe pRthvI, pANI, teja-agni, vastu meLavavAmAM rasa ke AnaMda nathI hoto paNa vAyu ane AkAzarU pI pAMca bhUte utpanna karyo. ApavAthI tene AnaMda thato hoya che. paramAtmAe A pAMca bhUtonA mizraNa dvArA hIna sthiti e apUrNatAvALI sthiti che. dhana-dhAnya, rasa-kasa, phUle, phaLo, suvarNa vagere temAM koI ne koI vastune meLavavAnI icchA rahelI dhAtuo, ratna, nadIo, vanaspati vagere utpanna , hoya che, padArtho mATenI bhUkha athavA tRSNa rahelI karyA. prANIo mATe anna pAke te mATe paramAtmA hoya che, vAsanA, kAmanA athavA Asakti rahelI varasAda varasAve che. A badhuM ApavA-karavA chatAM heya che. A apUrNatAvALI, bhUkhavALI sthiti paramAtmAne potAne dAtA athavA paropakArI kahejagatamAMthI athavA bIjAonI pAsethI kaMI ne kaMI vaDAvavAnI paNa bhUkha ke IcchA nathI. pote jagatane meLavavA IcchatI hoya che. padArtho maLe ethI ene ApelAM dAna mATe teNe jagatamAM kyAMya potAnA AnaMda thato hoya che. A hIna sthiti che. nAmanI ArasanI takatI caDAvI nathI ke jAherAta | ucca sthitimAM ApavAno athavA tyAga paNa karato nathI. kAraNa ke te bharelo che. bharela karavAne svabhAva mukhyapaNe jovAmAM Ave che. nimna hoya te ja sAco dAtA hoya che. bhale heya athavA hIna sthitimAM levAne athavA meLavavAne tene potAnA puNya mATe ke pitAnA svArtha mATe svabhAva--vRtti mukhya paNe jovAmAM Ave che. dAna karavAnI jarUra hotI nathI. kAraNa ke je paramAtmA sarvathI ucca che. te potAne mATe bhareluM hoya che te sarva puNyothI paNa bharelo hoya kaI padArtha levA, meLavavA ke bhogavavA Icche che ane tenA bharelApaNumAM ja tenA sarva arthe
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________________ 30] AzIvAda phebruArI 1967 siddha thaIne rahelA hoya che. chatAM te pravRtti kare paDe eTalA mATe kudaratI niyama pramANe tene bhAvi che. te pravRtti kare che te potAne mATe nahIM paNa jIvanamAM (A janmamAM ke pachInA janmamAM) e jeo bharelA nathI temanA mATe, jeo bhUkhavALA duHkhI sthitimAM AvavuM paDe che. ema thavAthI ja che temane ApavA mATe. bharelA na hoya temane mATe e pApI enA pApamAMthI mukta thAya che. kudarata pravRtti karavI, bhUkhavALA hoya temane ApavuM jagatamAM koIne cheka sudhI lAgaNI vinAno ke emAM ja bharelA mANasanI prasannatA ane AnaMda jJAna vinAne rahevA devA mAgatI nathI. kharuM jotAM che. bhUkhavALAnI bhUkha, du:kha-LAnuM duHkha dUra mANasa je duHkhI prANIne jue che tenI aMdara thAya eTalAthI ja bharelA mANUsane AnaMda thAya che. bIjuM koI nahIM paNa pote ja e sthitimAM duHkhI thaI raheluM hoya che. mANasamAM sAco e paramAtmA jagatane sarva vastuo Ape che, paNa koIne kadI kahI dekhADato nathI ke A huM AtmabhAva, sAcuM AtmajJAna Ave che tyAre tene sarvatra AtmabhAva-Atmadarzana thAya che. e ja tamane ApuM chuM. sAco dAtA, bharelo dAtA sAmAne pApa vinAnI sthiti che. e ja sarva puNyathI bharelI khabara paNa na paDe e rIte Ape che, e rIte tenAM duHkha dUra kare che. ane ethI ja tenuM puNya 'pUrNa sthiti che. akSaya ane akhaMDa che. ethI ja paramAtmAnI je mANasa bIjAne sukhI karavAmAM pote sukhI pUrNatA akSaya ane akhaMDa rahe che. puNyanI ke thAya che tenAmAM AtmabhAva vistRta banele ane kIrtinI IcchA rAkhyA vagara ja anyanAM duHkha dUra jAgRta bane che ane te uttarAyaNano jIva che. karavAM ke anyane ApavuM-A vastu mANasamAM je mANasa bIjAne sukhI karavA ke madada pUrNatA ane akhaMDatA prakaTAve che. ane pUrNatA karavA mATe nahIM paNa potAnI nAmanA mATe, kIrti akhaMDatA prApta thAya enA karatAM adhika puNya mATe, vAha vAha mATe potAnI pAsenA dhana vagerenuM bIju kaMI nathI. dAna kare che temAM sAcuM dAna hetuM nathI. kAraNa je apUrNa che te daivayoge ke bAya cAnsa maLI ke dhananA badalAmAM te nAmanA, kIrti ke vAhavAhanI kharIdI kare che. AvA mANaso potAnI najIkamAM, AvelI lakSmImAMthI thoDuM ghaNuM dAna Ape che ane temanA kuTuMbamAM, temanA lattAmAM ke temanA gAmamAM pote potAnI lakSmInuM dAna kare che ema mAne che. dhaNu sahAyapAtra mANasone najara sAme du:khathI tenI jAherAta paNa kare che. keTalAka eraNanI corI ribAtI sthitimAM jotA hoya che, paNuM temanA ane soyanuM dAna paNa karatA hoya che ane tenA pratye jarAye sahAya ke sahAnubhUti dAkhavatA nathI badalAmAM potAne puNya thAya ema IcchatA ke mAnatA hatA. potAnA gharanA garIba nokare ke sevAne hoya che. ochAmAM ochuM ApI temane kasa kADhatA hoya che, sudarzana kahe che : du:khI prANInuM duHkha dUra temanA pratye tochaDAIthI, tumAkhIthI ke kaThoratAthI thAya evI IcchA thAya e ja puNya che ane duHkhI vartatA hoya che ane samAjamAM pote AgaLa prANInuM duHkha dUra thAya evI potAnI IcchAne paDatA ke dAnavIra gaNAya, pitAnI gaNanA thAya, amalamAM mUkIne mANasa potAnI pAse je saMpatti potAnuM nAma jAhera thAya e mATe moTI rakamonAM hoya tene tanane, manana ane dhanane te mATe dAna paNa karatA hoya che. paraMtu A dAna te sAcuM upayoga kare ethI e puNya daDha thAya che. jene dAna nathI hotuM. AmAM rUpiyAnI noTonA badalAmAM bIjAne duHkhI joI duHkha thatuM nathI ke e duHkha nAmanA athavA kItine sede che. dUra karavAnI IcchA thatI nathI ane tene mATe mUDIvAda ane sthApita hitonI sthitivALA pitAnI saMpattimAMthI je kaMI vAparato nathI te samAjamAM ghaNuM lekene vagara parizrame sahelAIthI pApI che. duHkhInuM duHkha zA mATe dUra karavuM joIe paisA maLI jatA hoya che. dhana maLyA pachI temane te jene mAlUma paDatuM nathI e pApIne te mAlUma kIrtinI lAlasA UbhI thAya che. dhana hoya ane kIrti
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________________ phibruArI 1967 uttarAyaNa ( 31 na hoya ethI temane kaMIka khAlI khAlI lAgatuM thAo. mANasane e sthitimAM ja sAcuM jJAna hoya che ane jevI rIte sahelAIthI paisA maLyA thAya che ke dAna kone ane kevI rIte karavuM joIe. tevI rIte sahelAIthI kIrti meLavavA mATe teo jenI kamANI parizramathI meLavelI nahIM hoya, kItinA mArkeTamAM jAya che. dhanapationA Azraye jenI kamANI satyathI, nItithI, pramANikatAthI meLaUbhI thayelI dharmAdA saMsthAo e moTe bhAge kItinA velI nahIM hoya, jenI kamANI kapaTa, daga, nirdayatA bhATa jevI hoya che. jema limiTeDa kaMpanIthI UbhA ke bIjAnAM dila dubhIne meLavelI haze tevo mANasa thayelA eka kArakhAnAmAM zeraholDarane pAte rokela mUDI potAne vadhAremAM vadhAre puNya thAya ke phaLa maLe upara sArA pramANamAM na maLato hoya che, tema AvI te mATe dAna ApavA uttama supAtra vyaktine saMsthAomAM Donezana (dAna) ApanArAone tenA zodhavA nIkaLaze ane te AkhI pRthvImAM pharIne pramANamAM badalAmAM kIrtirUpI napho maLato hoya paNa potAne supAtra lAgatI je vyaktine zodhI che. pramukha, maMtrI, AzrayadAtA, drasTImaMDaLane sabhya, kADhaze te vyakti kharekhara to luo, daMbhI, kapaTI AjIvana sabhya AvA utha nIca sTejanAM sthAna pApI ane bIjAne raMjADanAra ja hovAno saMbhava tathA riporTamAM nAmanI jAherAta vagere dvArA paisA che. athavA aMdarakhAnethI senAne badale pittaLa ja kharcanArAonI kIrtikAmanA poSAtI hoya che. haze. pele mANasa pRthvImAM tenI akkala pramANenI AmAM paNa keTalAka kAbela mANaso a.gaLapaDato supAtra vyaktinI zodha karato haze te daramiyAna tenI bhAga bhajavIne kharcala paisAnI apekSAe bIjAo najIkamAM, tenA paga taLe ke tenI najara taLethI pasAra karatAM vadhAre kIrti meLavI jatA hoya che ane thatI kharekharI supAtra vyaktione te joIne bIjA keTalAke vadhAre paise kharcavA chatAM kIrti oLakhI nahIM zake. meLavavAnI bAbatamAM palAo karatAM pAchaLa rahI keTalAka mANaso supAtra vyakti zodhI jatA hoya che ane manamAM te bAbatane baLApa kADhavAnI ciMtAmAMthI chUTavA mATe jANItI dhArmika dhAraNa karatA hoya che kahevAtI saMsthAmAM dAna karI de che. AmAM paNa . A rIte paisA kharcavAthI mANasanI kIrtinI varasAda keTalIkavAra najIkanAM sukAtA khetaromAM bhUkha keTalAka vakhata mATe amuka aMze saMtoSAtI varasavAne badale samudra para jaIne STi karI de hoya che ane pote dAna paNa karyuM, puNya paNa tenA jevuM thatuM hoya che. meLavyuM ane kIrtinI potAnI bhUkha paNa bhAMgI, sudarzana kahe che : apramANikatAthI meLavIne bI jAone pAchA pADavA ane badhAnI vacce pote temAMthI thoDuMka ApavuM tenA karatAM pramANikatAthI vadhAre yaza meLavyo ema eka kAMkare ghaNAM pakSI mAra- meLavavuM e vadhAre zubha che. Ama chatAM jenI pAse vAmAM pote saphaLa thayA ema temane lAgatuM hoya che. hoya teNe ApavuM ja joIe. tyAgapUrvaka bhoga paraMtu devage jyAre paisA pAse nathI rahetA vavuM e sau koIne mATe dharma che. jenI pAse tyAre vAha vAha karanArAo dUra jatA rahe che, heya e jo na Ape, ApyA vagara bhogave to ceriTIbarDanA maMtrI ke sabhyapadamAMthI nAma nIkaLI ethI pApa lAge che. pApa lAge che arthAta te jAya che ane pahelAMnI jema bIjAonuM dhyAna vyakti hIna-adhama bane che. tenA jIvanamAM pitAnA pratye AkarSAtuM baMdha thaI jAya che tyAre vikAsa, prakAza ke vyApakatA nathI AvatAM, tenuM je manuSyone pahelAM temanI kharI bhUkhanI sthitimAM jIvana uttarAyaNathI viruddha-adhogAmI banatuM jAya che. adhe suke roTalo Ape hoya che, jemane kharA jenI pAse azubha lakSmI hoya-apramANikatAthI ke duHkhanA TANe khAnagImAM pAMca paisAnI madada karI hIna mArge meLaveluM dhana hoya, te dhana teNe je lekenI heya che teo ja phakta aMtarathI duA detA heya mahenatamAMthI te utpanna thayuM hoya temane pAchuM ApI- che ane sahAnubhUtithI jotA hoya che ke pUrve mane devuM joIe athavA pAchuM ApI zakAya tema na kaparI sthitimAM madada karanAra A mANasanuM kalyANa hoya to pharIthI tevI rIte dhana na meLavavAno daDha
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________________ 32 ]. AzIvAda phebruArI 1967 nizcaya karIne te dhana lokahitArthe vAparI nAkhavuM che. ane potAne vyApakatAmAM, vizALatAmAM, sarvA joIe. anItithI meLaveluM dhana e kauravoe bhatAmAM yoga karI zake che. dAna karavuM te potAnA jugArathI meLavelA bAra varSanA rAjya jevuM che. te zarIramAM rahelA potAne puNya thAya evA bhAvathI cittane azAnta karI mUke che, garva ke na caDAve nahIM, paraMtu bIjA zarIramAM paNa pote ja rahelA che, mANasamAM mUrkhatA athavA jaDatA utpanna kare chIe e bhAvathI arthAta bIjAnA zarIramAM bIje che ane roga, zoka, bhaya to vinAza ApanAruM rahele nathI paNa potAne ja AtmA rahele che e ane pariNAme jIvananI azAmata karanAruM thAya bhAvathI tene sukhI karavA mATe, tenA hita mATe dAna che. anItithI vartavAnuM cAluM rAkhIne, anItithI karavuM joIe. anya prANI momAM AtmabhAvanI dhana meLavavAnuM cAlu rAkhIne mANasa sAcI zAntine lAgaNI thavI, anya prANuomAM AtmabhAvane anubhava athavA potAnA bhUkharahita kalyANamaya pUrNa svarUpane tho e ja sAcuM puNya che. prApta karI zake e asaMbhavita che. mANasa potAne puNyane lAbha maLe e bhAvathI jagatane kharekharuM dAna koNa ApI zake che ? je mANasa bIjAM prANIone dAna kare emAM puNya nathI paNa potAne mATe ane potAnA parivArane mATe jagatamAMthI vepAra athavA dAgIrI ja che. emAM puNya thatuM khAvA-pIvAnA, rahevAnA, paravAnA, vAparavAnA nathI hotuM paNa pApa ja lAgatuM hoya che. mojazokhanA jeTalA padArtho upayogamAM le che, jeTalA sudarzana kahe che, he manu, tuM eka agatyanI padArthone pote ane pitAnuM kuTuMba vApare che, teTalA vAta samajI le. sAcI vastu e che ke puNya thAya padArtho potAnA zrama vaDe utpana karIne jyAM sudhI che ane pApa tAre che. puNya potAne lAge, puNya jagatane Ape nahIM tyAM sudhI te jagatane RNI che potAne maLe e bhAva jyAM hoya tyAM sAcuM ane jagatane mATe bhArarUpa che. athavA teTalA padArtho puNya hetuM nathI. puNya te AtmabhAvano vistAra mATe jagatanA lekIne jeTaluM kAma thayuM hoya teTale kare che. sarvatra, sarvamAM ApaNe ja AtmA che zrama karIne jagatane jyAM sudhI bIjA upayogI padArtho evo bhAva thAya e ja puNya che. pApa lAge' che te ApatA nathI tyAM sudhI te game teTaluM dAna kare arthAta pA5 AtmabhAvane saMkucita banAve che, chatAM jagatane kharekhara te kazuM ja dAna karato nathI. AtmabhAvamAM baMdhana ke nAnApaNuM-tuchapaNuM utpanna je mANasa bIjAnA jeTalA parizramathI utpanna kare che. bIjAmAM huM nathI paNa A zarIramAM ja huM thayelA padArtho vApare tenA karatAM vadhAre parizrama chuM ane dAna karyAnuM puNya mane lAge evA bhAvamAM karIne vadhu padArtho utpanna karIne jagatane Ape, te puNya nathI, paNa ajJAnatA, pApa athavA jaDatA che. ja kharekhara jagatane dAna Ape che, tenuM jIvana - bIjAne dAna ApIne puNya meLavavAnI bhUkha e bharapUratA athavA pUrNatAvALuM che, jamA pAsAvALuM puNyanI bhUkha nathI, bhUkha mAtra pApanuM svarUpa che. che ane uccatA tarapha gativALuM, uttarAyaNavALuM che. anya prANImAM paramAtmAne joIne tenA sukha mATe, je dezamAM AvA jamA pAsAvALA mANasanI saMkhyA tenA hita ke rakSA mATenI ja bhAvanAthI je pe tAnI vadhAre hoya che te deza jIvananI jarUriyAtanI cIjonI saMpattino tyAga kare che, are, ane mATe je chatavALo ane sukha-saMpattivALA hoya che. ane je pitAnA puNyane paNa tyAga kare che, e tyAga, e dAna dezamAM udhAra pAsAvALA mANasanI saMkhyA vadhAre brahmArpaNa banI jAya che. ane je vastu brahmArpaNa hoya che te deza jIvananI jarUriyAtanI cIjonI banI jAya che te anaMta, apAra ane akSaya banI tUTavALa, vadhatI jatI moMghavArIvALe ane bIjA jAya che te vastu tenA ApanArane paNa anaMta, apAra dezane devAdAra hoya che. ane akSaya svarUpamAM otapreta kare che. jenI pAse saMpatti hoya teNe dAna karavuM ja paramAtmA jagatanAM prANIonuM bharaNapoSaNa joIe. to ja te potAnA jIvanane saMkucita, kare che. jagatanAM prANIone aneka jAtanA padArtho svAthI, kSadratAvALuM ane eka gI banatuM rokI zake utpanna karIne Ape che te potAne puNya thAya eTalA
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________________ phebruArI 1967 uttarAyaNuM [33 mATe Apato nathI, ke jAherAta karIne Apato Ape che. ane prANIo sukhI thAya che temAM ja nathI. kevaLa prANIonAM sukha ke hitanI IcchAthI e Atmasukha anubhave che. kIti mATe ApelA prANIonI yogyatA pramANe temane Ape che. mAtA dAnanuM pokaLa sukha to potAnI vAhavAha thatI pitA potAnAM bALakonuM bharaNapoSaNa kare che ane saMbhaLa ya tyAM sudhI ja Take che, paraMtu niSkAmabhAve bALakone temanA hitanI vastuo Ape che te pitAne prANIone sukhI karavAmAM maLatuM Atmasukha ke puNya thAya evA bhAvathI ApatAM nathI, ke je AtmaprasannatA to jIvanamAM sthira ane zAzvata vastuo Ape che te badala pitAnI kIrti mATe zAnti prakaTAve che, jIvanane vyApakatAno vega karAve jAherakhabara karatAM nathI. e rIte puNyanI bhUkha vinAno je sAce dAtA che te puNya mATe ke kIrti che. A paNa jIvananI zukala gati athavA uttarAyaNa che. uttarAyaNa saMbaMdhI vizeSa vigate have pachI mATe nahIM, paNa paramAtmAnI jema athavA mAtA joIzuM. pitAnI jema kevaLa prANIonA sukha ke hita mATe samaya thaI gayo che. dUdha-ghI nI nadIo ne have kevaLa kalpanAnI ja vAte 2hI che. AjanA AhAranI mukhya sAmagrI che tela. tame vAnagIonA zokhIna haze ke mAtra peTane bhADu ApavA mATe khAtA hazo, paraMtu temAM telanuM mahatva sarakhuM ja rahe che. chatAM jyAre bheLaseLa ane chetarapIMDI phAlIkSI rahI che tyAre to jA. zuddha ane pArdika sIMgatelane vicAra karavAne samaya tamArA mATe thaI ga le che. viTAmIna yukta sIrAtela tamArA mATe eka Adarza jItela che. 153, 72 ane 4 kIlenA taddana navA pekIMgamAM ghera be ThAlavI maLe che. kAlupura, dhI bajAra, ama gha vAda, che. vajI a3 3: kena : 21534 ane 13275
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________________ gajendrarUpI jIva zukadevajI parikSitane kahe che: he rAjana, trikaTa parvata upara eka baLavAna hAthI raheto hato. aneka hAthINIono te pati hato. unALAnA divaso hatA. bahu garamI thatI hatI gajendra hAthaNIo sAthe sarovaramAM jaLakrIDA karavA gayI. hAthaNIo ane baccAMothI vI TaLAyele te AnaMdathI vihAra karavA lAgyo. hAthI jaLakrIDAmAM tanmaya che ema jANI magare AvI teno paga pakaDaLyo. magaranA 5 jAmAMthI chUTavA hAthIe ghaNe prayatna karyo. hAthI sthalacara che ane magara jaLacara che, eTale hAthI jaLamAM durbaLa bane che. magara hAthIne choDato nathI. A gajendrakSanI kathA dareka gharamAM thAya che. saMsAra e ja sarovara che. iva e ja gajendra che. kALa e ja magara che. saMsAranA viSayomAM Asakta thayelA jIvane kALanuM paNa bhAna rahetuM nathI. pratyeka jIva gajendra che. hAthInI buddhi jaDa che. brahmacaryane bhaMga thAya eTale buddhi jaDa thAya che. hAthI ati kAmI che. siMha varSamAM eka vakhata brahmacaryano bhaMga kare che, tethI siMhanuM baLa hAthI karatAM ochuM hovA chatAM siMha hAthIne mArI zake che. kAmakrIDA karanAranI buddhi jaDa thAya che. A jIvAtmArUpI gajendra trikuTAcala parvatamAM rahe che. trikuTAcala e zarIra che. bIjo artha kAma, krodha ane lebha paNa thaI zake. saMsAra e sarovara che. saMsAramAM jIva kAmakrIDA kare che. saMsArasarovaramAM jIvAtmA zrI tathA bALake sAthe krIDA kare che je saMsAramAM jIva AsaktipUrvaka rame che te saMsArasarovaramAM tene kALa nakakI karavAmAM Avyo hoya che. saMsArasamudramAM je kAmasukha (kAmanAnuM sukha) bhagave che tene magararUpI kALa pakaDe che. je kAmane mAra khAya tene kALano mAra khAvo ja paDe che. manuSya kahe che ke huM kAmane bhogavuM chuM, paNa te vAta khoTI che kAma manuSyane bhagave che ane tene kSINa kare che: mo na muvA vayameva muIT: Idriyone zAnti tyAre ja maLe ke jyAre temane bhaktirasa maLe. zrI ugare mahArAja aneka janmothI A jIvane kALa mArato Avyo che. magara ane sapane kALanI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. je saMsArasarovaramAM manuSya kAmakrIDA kare che, tyAM ja kALa rahe che. je samaye janma thAya te samaye maraNane kALa nakkI karavAmAM Ave che. magare hAthIno paga pakaDyo. kALa Ave che tyAre pagane pahelo pakaDe che. paganI zakti kSINa thAya tyAre mAnavuM ke mane kALe pakaDayo che. paganI zakti ochI thaI jAya eTale sAvadhAna thaI javuM. have kALa samIpa che. paraMtu tyAre gabharAzo nahIM. bhagavatasmaraNamAM lAgI javuM. kALa jyAre pakaDe tyAre tenI pakaDamAMthI strI choDAvI zake nahIM, putra choDAvI zake nahIM. jyAre kALa pakaDaze tyAre koI prayatna kAma Avaze nahIM. te hAthIne jyAre magara kheMcI javA lAgyA tyAre hAthaNIo, tenAM baccAMo ke bIjA hAthIo tene bacAvI zakyA nahIM. manuSyane jyAre kALa pakaDe che tyAre tene koI bacAvI zakatuM nathI. patnI, putro, sagAM-snehIo kaI kALanI pakaDamAMthI choDAvI zakaze nahIM. kALanA mukhamAMthI te ja chUTe ke jene bhagavAnanAM darzana thAya. kALanA paNa kALa evA bhagavAnane anubhava thAya-bhagavatasvarUpanAM -zrI kRSNanAM darzana thAya to kALane nAza thAya che. kALanA mukhamAMthI-magaranA mukhamAMthI zrIharinuM sudarzanacakra chapAvI zake che. magaranI pakaDamAMthI chUTavA hAthIe ghaNo prayatna karyo paNa koI prayatna kAmamAM Avyo nahIM. kALa pakaDe che tyAre koIne prayatna kAmamAM Avato nathI. eka mAsa hAthInuM ne magaranuM yuddha cAlyuM. magara hAthIne UMDe jaLamAM laI jAya che. have A bharaze evI khAtarI thAya che eTale hAthaNIo hAthIne tyAga karIne nAsI jAya che. manuSyanA janma pahelAM tenuM koI saguM na hatuM ane maryA pachI koI sagAM rahevAnAM nathI. paraMtu vacalA samayamAM tene ekabIjA vinA cena paDatuM nathI. paraMtu aMtasamaye A bIjAM kAma AvatAM nathI. manuSya evI IcchA rAkhavI joIe ke mArI evI
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________________ phebruArI 1967 sthiti thAya ae mane bhagavadvicAra vinA cena paDe nahI. gajendrarUpI cha sa choDIne gayAM eTale gajendra ekalA paDayo. jIva ekaleA paDe che, tyAre jJAna jAgRta thAya che. ekalA eTale khIsAmAM paisA paNa nahIM. jIva niSphaLa bane che eTale te Izvarane zaraNe jAya . che. nilake khala rAma. draupadIe mAMDhAthI sADInA cheDA pakaDI rAkhelA tyAMsudhI dvArakAnAtha zaraNu ApavA AvatA nathI. Izvara pUrA prema mAge che. jIva Izvarane thADA prema Ape che tyAM sudhI Izvara madada karatA nathI. * gajendra nirAdhAra thayA. tene khAtarI thaI ke have mAruM kAI nathI. chA atizaya tarahe che, vyAkuLa thAya che, tyAre te paramAtmAne pAkAre che. AA gajendramAkSanA pATha rAja karavAnA che. DAsA mAMdA paDe ane thADA divasa vadhAre mAMdya rahe te sau icchaze ke have A marI jAya teA sAruM. dIkarA rajA laI ne AvyA hoya ane DAsAnI mAMdagI laMbAI hAya teA kaheze ke have rA pUrI thAya che. huM jAvuM chuM. bApAne kaMIka thAya tA khabara Apajo. jIva . mRtyupathArImAM ekalA paDe che tyAre tenI dazA gajendra jevI thAya che. A gajendra pazu che. pazu hAvA chatAM te paramAtmAne pAkAre che. paNa mRtyupathArI para paDelA manuSya hAya hAya kare che. hAya hAya kaye have zuM vaLavAnuM che? je badhAMne mATe khAkhI jiMdagInA bhAga ApyA te sarva choDIne cAlyAM jAya che ane hAya hAya karatA jIva jAya che. hAya hAya karIne haiyu khALavA karatAM atyArathI ja zrIharimAM vizvAsa mUkI temanuM ciMtana karavAnI Teva pADavI joI e, jethI aMtakALe paNa zrIhari yAda Avaze. bIjI badhI ci'tAe cheADI devI joI e. pazu-pakSIo saMgraha karatAM nathI tethI teo nizcita che. manuSya saMgraha kare che. ane anaMta ciMtAmAM DUbe che. skUla dhananeA saMgraha aMtakALe AdhAra ApatA nathI. upa jIva jyAre cAre bAjuthI nirAdhAra bane che. tyAre pUrvajanmanA saMskArothI ane satkarmothI te prabhune zaraNe naya che. zaraNe gayeleA gajendra stuti kare che : judAM judAM rUpe mAM nATaka karI rahelA abhinetAnA sAcA svarUpane jema nATaka jonArAe jANI zakatA nathI, tema A jagatanAM anaMta svarUpe| dhAraNa karIne nATaka karI rahelA Apane sAdhAraNa javA kevI rIte jANI zake ? evA du`ma caritravALA he prabhu, tame mArI rakSA karA. pazunI mAphka avidyAnI dorImAM baMdhAIne aneka janmeAmAM maraNanA anubhava karanArA jIvanI e avidyArUpI phrAMsIne sadAkALane mATe pUrNa rUpathI kApI nAkhanArA yALu prabhune huM vaMdana karuM chuM. e prabhu zaraNe janAra para kyA karavAmAM kadI ALasa karatA nathI, e prabhu aMtaryAmIrUpe sa jIveAnA hRdayamAM prakaTa rahe che, sanA niyaMtA ane anaMta evA te paramAtmAne huM vaMdana karuM chuM. A zarIra aMdara ane bahAra sa` taraphathI ajJAnarUpa AvaraNAthI DhaMkAyelu che. AvA zarIrane rAkhIne karavuM che zuM? huM te AtmaprakAzane DhAMkI denArA ajJAnarUpa AvaraNathI chUTavA mAguM chuM. A ajJAnarUpa AvaraNane kALakrame athavA enI meLe nAza thatA nathI, paraMtu bhagavAnanI kRpAthI athavA tattvajJAnathI tenA nAza thAya che. bhagavAne DhALarUpa magaranA sudarzanathI nAza karyAM enA artha e paNa thAya ke jyAre mANasane sudarzana -sAcI daSTi prApta thAya che arthAt tene samAM bhagavAna dekhAya che tyAre te kALanA mukhamAMthI chUTI jAya che. evA jJAnI manuSyane kALa paNa zuM karI zake? jene sa`mAM bhagavadbhAva jAge e kALanA mukhamAMthI chUTI jAya che. je jIva bhagavAnane zaraNe jAya che . tenA gajendranI jema uddhAra thAya che.
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________________ paheluM vaMdana IzvaranA aMtaramAM Adarabharyu dhruvapada meLavIne dhruva pAcho pharI rahyo hato. harinA haiyAno hAra banIne pAchA pharatA dhruvane satkAravA mATe enAM vatanavAsIo umaMgaghelAM banyAM hatAM. pitA paNa AvyA hatA. mAtA sunIti paNa AvyAM hatAM ane aparamAtA suci paNa aAvyAM hatAM. pitAnA aMtaramAM AvA mahAna putranI avagaNanA thaI gayAne ajapa hato. - aparamAtA suruci to dhruvanA paga pakhALavA mATe pastAvAnI nayanajhArI laIne UbhAM hatAM. ane mAtA sunIti ? enA haiye to AkhIya Alamane AnaMdasAgara hileLA lete hato. paLe paLe saunI AturatA vadhatI jatI hatI. tyAM te dhruva AvI pahoMce. enAM pAvana pagalAMo vatananI dharatIne punita banAvI rahyAM. saunAM aMtaranI Urmioe harSanAda karyo. saunA premane namrabhAve namana karatA dhruva pitA, mAtA ane aparamAtA bhaNI AgaLa vadhe. traNenAM hRdayamAM vAtsalyanI bhAre bharatI AvI. zrI kRSNazaMkara zAstrI pelI aparamAtAne bhUtakALa yAda AvyuM. pitAnA durvartAvane lIdhe A mahAna putrane sahevAM paDelAM duHkha aMgenI vedanA haiyAne kerI rahI hatI. moTuM batAvavA jevuM na hoya ane dharaNImAM samAI javuM hoya tema e dharaNI khetaratI pAchaLa UbhI hatI. dhruva Avyo, mAtapitAne jotAM AMkhamAM AnaMda UchaLe paNa pAse AvIne teNe pUchayuM, sAtA suruci kayAM ?" saunI dimUDhatAe rasto karI Ape. na thava deDIne surucine caraNe DhaLyA. "mA ! te divase je tame kaDavA paNa hitakArI vacano kahyAM na hota to tamAro dhruva Aje dhruva na hota. mA ! tame ja mane mahAna banAvyo. murAri sAthe meLApa paNa tame ja karAvI Apyo." dhruvanI A sucinA caraNa pakhALatI hatI ane ahobhAvanI amUMjhaNa anubhavatI surucinI nayanajhArI tene zire abhiSeka karI rahI hatI. kaparAM maheNuM mArIne vanamAM mokalanAra aparamAtAnAM caraNomAM paheluM vaMdana karanAra dhruvanI mahAnatAne sau koI vaMdI rahyuM. A dhanya milanane najare nihALanAranuM haiyuM jIvanadhanyatA anubhavI rahyuM.. Izvara mANasane prAmANika, pavitra ane udAra thavA kahe che, paraMtu tenI sAthe buddhimAna, baLavAna, bahAdura tathA kuzaLa thavAne paNa kahe che. sauthI pahelAM ApaNe manuSya banavuM joIe. je ApaNe manuSya banavAmAM saphaLa thaIzuM nahIM te jAtanAM, kuTuMbanAM, samAjanAM ke dezanAM kaI paNa kAryomAM saphaLatA meLavI zakIzuM nahIM. je mANase saMkaTa sahana karyuM nathI te duniyAmAM jANe ja zuM?
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________________ I n niuminutritiniiniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii E AvakAro mITho Apaje tAre AMgaNiye koI AzA karIne Ave che.... AvakAro mITho Apaje re jI... tAre kAne koI saMkaTa saMbhaLAve re, bane to thoDuM.... kApaje re jI.... mAnavInI pAse koI..AzA viNa na Ave...re... tArA dilAsAnI Aze dukhiyAM Ave re..AvakAro mIThe. kema tame AvyA che ...ema nava ke je...re... () ene dhIre dhIre tuM bolavA deje re AvakAre mIThe vAtuM enI sAMbhaLIne...ADuM nava jeje...re... (2) ene mAthuM halAvI hakAre deje re....AvakAra mITho. ' kAga' ene pANI pAje.sAthe besI khAje re... (2) ene jhAMpA sudhI tuM melavA jAje re...AvakAra mITho. - bhaktakavi padmazrI dulA bhAyA 'kAga' majAka run isitinuinunioritansitionarital Airlinguiunusualu minu rAjAjA, kAga' m aa arora Aunties on prabhumaya jIvana prabhumaya jIvana banAve, te rUpa sadA thaI jAo...prabhumaya rasanA e ja raTaNa tuM karaje, paraniMdA para dhyAna na dhare, hetathI hariguNa gAo....prabhumaya0 nayanathI nAthanAM darzana karavAM, janma-maraNanAM saMkaTa haravAM, jIvanata jagA....prabhumaya0 zravaNathI nitya kathA sAMbhaLaje, sAMbhaLIne te paMthe anusaraje, bhaktidIpa prakaTa ...prabhumaya0 hAthathI harinI sevA karavI, parahita hRdaye sadaiva dharavuM, bhAvanA bhavya batAvo..prabhumaya caraNathI sadAcaraNamAM dhAo, jIvana eLe zAne vitAve, nahIM maLe avasara Avo...prabhumaya0 tana-mana-dhana sahu seMpI daIne, "devendra dAsa caraNanA thaIne, bhavasAgara tarI jAo....prabhumaya0 - kIrtanAcArya zrI devendravijaya "jya bhagavAna
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________________ lavAjama bharavA mATe nIcenA sevAbhAvI pratinidhione saMparka sAthe : sthAnika pratinidhio zrI dhanubhAI DAhyAbhAI dalavADI zrI mehanalAla somanAtha paMcAla dolatakhAnA, sAraMgapura | dUdhavALI poLa, zAhapura zrI lakSmInArAyaNa satsaMga maMDaLa zrI jayaMtIlAla kezavalAla paTela zrI mayaMka manaharalAla desAI C/omehanalAla prANalAla mahetA chIpApoLa, dariyApura lAkhiyAnI poLa mahAlakSmI dhI bhaMDAra vADIgAma, dariyApura zrI navalasiMha gobarasiMha darabAra zrI maNizaMkara joSI dhanuSyadhArI mAtAjInA maMdira zrI puSparAya aMbAlAla bhaTTa puSpakuMja, maNinagara pAse, zAMtilAla jhaverInI cAlI, zrI ramaNalAla parIkha aMbAjI mAtAnuM maMdira, saijapura boghA kIDIpADAnI poLa, zAhapura dilhI daravAjA bahAra, jUnA mAdhupurA zrI narendrabhAI jAnI zrI ravizaMkara bhAIzaMkara jAnI - phattehapura, po. AnaMdanagara 143, khArI kuI, khokharA zrI aMbuprasAda yAjJika ' zrI parasotamadAsa sI. modI mahemadAvAda 728, chIpApaLa, kuvAvALo medI bradharsa, dilhI cakalA zrI rasikalAla ema. bhaTTa kha, dariyApura zrI punamacaMda jeThAbhAI paTela meDA upara, lAIbrerI pAse zrI e. vI. dIvAna gokuLanagara, AzramaroDa sITI sivila korTa, bhadra 83, dharmanagara, sAbaramatI zrI vizvabhAI pAThaka zrI araviMdakumAra ramaNalAla jAnI zrI punita sTorsa bhAunI poLa, rAyapura dakSiNI sosAyaTI, dayAzaMkara rAyapura cakalA zrI zyAmasuMdara paMjIrAma paMDayA kenI, maNinagara zrI prabodha sI. mahetA viThThalama dira pAse, dolatakhAnA, zrI upendrabhAI DI. mahetA lAkhiyAnI poLa sAraMgapura rAmabAga, maNinagara zrI prakAzacaMdra cImanalAla desAI zrI zAntilAla maNilAla desAI zrI kezubhAI bhogIlAla paTela baMgalAnI poLa, rAyapura | bebInI poLa, khADiyA nAnI sALavIvADa, sarasapura zrI bAlagovinda chaganalAla paTela zrI harivadana bhaTTa zrI caMdulAla parasotamadAsa paTela garanALAnI poLa, zAhapura saIzerI, khokharA mahemadAvAda kIDI pADAnI piALa, zAhapura zrI baLadevadAsa maNilAla paTela zrI hariguNa gopavAnuM zrI cImanalAla dhanezvara mahetA chIpApoLa, dariyApura c/o vivekAnaMda pustakAlaya sadumAtAnI poLa, zAhapura ' zrI bhAlacaMdra dazarathalAla bhaTTa - myuni. davAkhAnA pAse, rakhiyAla zrI cImanalAla maMgaLadAsa paMca 302, haripura, asAravA bahAragAmanA pratinidhio paMca eDavaraTAIjhara, zrI madhu TI Depo ANaMda moDala TokIjha pAse, gAMdhIroDa dilhI cakalA zrI mukundalAla pUjAlAla zAha zrI bipinacaMdra bhaTTa zrI devIprasAda jAnI c/o. jAtI enDa kAM senane khAMca, dhanAsutha ranI vyAsa phaLiyA TI bApoLa, dariyApura poLanA nAke kapaDavaMja zrI jayaMtIlAla maNilAla rAvaLa zrI mukundarAya che. jAnI zrI zeTha bAbulAla dalasukharAma sadamAtAnI poLa, sAMkaDIzerI pAvarahAusa, sAbaramatI bajAramAM
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________________ phebruArI 1967 AzIrvAda [ 30, kaThalAla zrI rajanIkAnta cokasI morabI zrI Thakkara neNasIbhAI devasIbhAI zrI DokaTara gaNapatalAla siMdurIpaLa zrI candravadana maNilAla ThAkara sanALA roDa, paMcavaTI zrI dIpakabhAI zaMkarabhAI parIkha kaMsArA bajAra zrI nAlacaMdabhAI karazanajI zrI kanubhAI vakIla, sarapaMca zrI aMbAlAla mohanalAla Thakkara zaktipleTa kalola desAInI poLa mAlapura-sAbarakAMThA zrI bAbubhAI nAnAbhAI konTrAkaTara zrI raNajitasiMha zrI bhAlacaMdra gaurIzaMkara paMDyA jItapurA pAse nyU eNka milsa sTApha kavArTasa kRSNa eIla mila kAzIpurA (vaDodarA) zrI azokakumAra hariprasAda dave meTA AsaMbIyA (kaccha-mAMDavI) zrI maNilAla jezIMgabhAI paTela navA rAvapurA navasArI - zrI devajIbhAI jeThAbhAI kheDabrahmA zrI dhanajIbhAI kAlidAsa ceksI rAjakeTa zrI bhAIzaMkara trivedI moTA bajAra, polIsa cokI sAme zrI ramaNalAla maphatalAla zAha mAtAjInuM maMdira zrI nAnajIbhAI bha. adhvaryuM bharatakumAra enDa ku. gedharA joSI mahelle parA bajAra zrI caMpakalAla hiMmatalAla desAI pATaNa mahetA blesa, parabhA reDa - rAjapIpaLA zrI ramaNalAla bApulAla sutariyA zrI manubhAI e. gAMdhI gaDhaDA (svAmInA) zrI naraharilAla zAstrI AzApurI mAtA pAse zrI vasanajI je. paMjavANI javAlAmukhIne pADo zrI bihArIlAla nAthAlAla pAdariyA nyUjhapepara ejanTa zrI raMjubhAI zAstrI nyUsTezana roDa jaMbusara bhAratIya Arogyanidhi zrI manaharalAla trikamalAla zAha zrI jayaMtIlAla vizvAmitra vaidya merAu (kaccha) ti rAIsa eNnDa phalora milsa pAdarA (vaDodarA) zrI nArAyaNa mizrA zrI jayaMtIbhAI choTAlAla cokasI pradhAna adhyApaka, jaina vidyApITha zrI hariprasAda go. zAstrI hasIkhuzI Dhela borasada rAyaNa zrI pravINa cokasI zrI jakhubhAI zAha zrI vIpInacandragoviMdalAla vasAIvALA c/o zrI raMga gItA nivAsa grAma paMcAyata ophisa vasAvALA ina zrI mohanabhAI giradharAsa cokasI vaTavA dhanasurA vaiznava prinTarI zrI viThThalabhAI somAbhAI paTela zrI vADIlAlabhAI mahetA bharUca vAsada zrI kaMcanalAla prANasukhalAla zrI aMbAlAla tribhovanadAsa paTela zrI nAthadAsa bhagata navA daherA pAse - - pIpAvADI zrI jayakRSNa zaMkaralAla, bajAramAM naDiyAda mahemadAvAda valasADa zrI mANasAla mANekalAla zAha zrI naTavaralAla vADIlAla zAha zrI zAhapurajI mAM jarA lalallu jevInI poLa desAInI poLa tIthala roDa dhoLakA
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________________ AzIrvAda muMbaI 40] phebruArI 1967 zrI maganalAla mistrI surata hiMmatanagara bhArata pharnicara mATe, zrI mohanalAla maganalAla jarIvAlA zrI somanAthabhAI vakIla rAmajI maMdira pAse ghIyA zerI, mahIdharapurA bhuja. zrI niraMjanalAla zeTha zrI jamanAdAsa horA vaDodarA karacha mitra zrI dhamikalAla cunIlAla vyAsa c/o niraMjana milsa uMjhA sulatAnapurA zrI manubhAI cha yAjJika zrI revAbhAI je. vakIla zrI dvArakAdAsa navanItalAla jhaverI DAMgIzerI, dilhIgeTa gAMdhI coka jhaverI bIDiMga, sulatAnapurA zrI pocAbhAI gopAladAsa rAzIvAlA zrI bipinabhAI AI rAvala zrI IzvaralAla jIvaNalAla zrIkRpA, khetarapALanI zerI, sTeTa beMka opha InDiyA jIvaNa vastu bhaMDAra, kempa gopIpurA zrI caMdulAla maNilAla parIkha zrI dhanasukhalAla nagInadAsa zrI vasanajI bhavAnajInI ku, phatepurA, ghoDAgADInA sTenDa moTI zerI, galemaMDI 216, kAlabAdevI roDa sAme zrI raNachoDadAsa baraphIvALA zrI mohanalAla maganalAla - zrI bihArIlAla bAburAva zAha barAnapurI bhAgoLa . vighA sTrITa, kAlabAdevI narasiMhajInI poLa zrI sanamukharAma maMchArAma poTalA De. tribhovanadAsa nALiyeravALA peTalAda begamapurA, khAMgaDa zerI kuMbhAraTukaDA, bhUlezvara zrI kanaiyAlAla ratanalAla zrI De. gopAla AjhAda zrI dhArasIbhAI rAmadAsa nAgara kUvo alI maMjhila, TAvara pAse joSI lena, ghATakepara zrI caMdrakAnta Ara. parIkha ' zrI gAMdhI zAntilAla maganalAlanI kAM zrI puruSottama kherAja mulundra sTezana, Ara. ke. bIlDiMganI TAvara sAme, gAMdhIzerI bAjumAM marelIgAma zrI mIThubhAI zAha sahastrakiraNa rsa umareTha zrI zAntilAla Ara. paTela rAnaDe roDa, dAdara zrI goviMdabhAI cokasI AmarIvAlA zrI tribhovanadAsa nemacaMda moTA bajAramAM kuMbhAra phaLiyuM bajArageTa sTrITa, phorTa, jhaghaDiyA siddhapura - zrI khaMDubhAI desAI zrI mULazaMkara Ara. ThAkara zrI devakRSNa raNachoDajI zAha 2/12, sIrAjha maMjhila, veda pADAno pADo bArejA kastUrabAraDa, borIvalI zrI kAzIzaMkara prANazaMkara zukala - zrI caMdravadana dave, giragAMva zrI DI bI. paTela maMDI bajAra, khIlAtaravADo zrI jayAlakSmIbena jhaverIlAla zAha khaMbhAta sAlapurA (vaDodarA) rAjavIlA, mATuMgA zrI rachoDalAla choTAlAla parIkha zrI narottamabhAI motIbhAI paTela zrI mUlajIbhAI maganalAla jarIvAlA traNa daravAjA, hAIskUla sAme hAlola (paMcamahAla) 86, jayabhagavAna, vAlakezvara bharUca zrI viThThaladAsa becadAsa paTela zrI uSAbena bha. bhUkhaNavAlA zrI caMpakalAla cunIlAla dalAla paTela ravi IlekiTasa, 39, bajAja roDa, vile pAle UMDavakhAra taLAvaroDa [ kramaza:] AzIrvAda prakAzana vatI prakAzaka: zrI devendravijaya vijayazaMkara dave, rAyapura, bhAunI poLanI bArI pAse, amadAvAda muMbaI kAryAlaya : mAnava maMdira, mAnavamaMdira roDa, malabAra hila, muMbaI-6. mudraka : zrI jagadIzacaMdra aMbAlAla paTela, ena. ema. prinTiMga presa, dariyApura DabagaravADa, amadAvAda,
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