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called escapism in philosophical terminology. In my opinion monks are not even competent to advise householders as most of them are initiated early in life before having any real experience of a householder and even those who join after experiencing are escapists and cannot suggest solutions because they themselves failed to find in their own cases as otherwise they would not have run away. Example is better than precept. It will be exemplary if monks show the righteous path remaining as householders facing all the music and problems and solving them. I detest monkhood."
Deepak had no answer for such logical and convincing arguments. He only said, " I want to have a real personal experience by being with them for a reasonable period of time and observing them closely not only the order in which my parents are but other prominent orders of monkhood also."
Deepti, “This is a fantastic idea. I would also like to join you in this endeavour and I can term it as a research work and then we can jointly write a book on the subject. However, in case we jointly conclude futility of monkhood you must promise here and now that we shall marry to lead an ideal and exemplary life with all its sunshine and darkness, pleasures and sorrows, ups and downs, successes and failures, problems and rational solutions. It is past 10.p.m. and we are late for our dinner. I am feeling quite hungry and tired also. Let us take our dinner and retire; as we have to leave tomorrow early after breakfast."
Deepti finished the important office work she brought home and was about to retire when her mobile rang, "I am Chandrapal Singh speaking from Jaisalmer. You have to come here. It is urgent."
Deepti asked, “But, Papa you should tell me the purpose. What is the urgency? I have joined service only two months back. It will be difficult to get leave. I have to be concerned about my career."
Chandrapal Singh, "I know, you will not agree unless I tell you the purpose. You know my friend Vishal Singh and his son Ajeet. Ajeet has done M.Tech. From MIT, U.S. and is working in a multinational company on a lucrative pay package. Vishal is keen to finalise Ajeet's marriage within a month. Vishal and I exchanged promises to marry both of you when you are grown up. But do not take it seriously. It is for both of you to decide. There will be no compulsion from any one. We only want you both to meet and decide." You must manage to come home at Jaisalmer this weekend positively. They will be here on Friday evening."
Deepti, "I shall come. Please convey my regards to mummy and love to all."
There was turmoil in her mind. It was almost a somersault.
