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________________ rUpa jobadalAnahIM jAtA JODNA DO.COM giring
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________________ parama saMrakSaka zrI ummedamala pANDyA zrI kavarIlAla boharA Anandapura kAlU (rAjasthAna)
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________________ brahmagulAla ke pitA kA nAma thA hl| mahArAja kI una para vizeSa kRpA thii| unakA vivAha bhI mahArAja ne hI karAyA thaa| ataH jaba brahmagulAla kA janma huA to mahArAja ke sahayoga se unakA janmotsava bar3e ThATha-bATa se manAyA gayA / kisI prakAra kI bhI koI kamI nahIM rhii| bAlaka brahmagulAla bar3hatA gayApAThazAlA jAne lagA khUba mana lagAkara pddh'taa| eka dina rUpa.. jo badalA nahIM jAtA citrAMkana: banesiMha kitanA honahAra hai yaha bAlaka brahmagulAla | pAThazAlA meM Aja isane prathama sthAna prApta kiyA hai| baccoM tuma bhI isI prakAra mana lagAkara par3hA kro| 1 aura beTA brahmagulAla hama tumase bahuta prasanna haiN| tuma jIvana meM phalo phUlo aura isI prakAra apane Atma-kalyANa meM bhI sabase Age raho /
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________________ dina bItate gaye-bar3A catura yogya va vidvAna thA jyotiSakA bhI acchA jAnakAra thA / sAhitya kA bhI paMDita thaa| aura sabase bar3I bAta adhyAtma kA bhI jJAna prApta kiyA usne| eka dina vivAha-sUtra meM use bAMdha diyA gyaa| basa brahmagulAla bana gayA bhruupiyaa| sAtha diyA mathurAmala ne| eka dina bana kara AyA 'ardhanArIzvarAlogoM ne dekhA aura... bharapUra javAnI, ikalautA putra,ghara meM kamI nahIM, sAtha meM pUrI svatantratA, rAjA kI bhIkapA,jo cAhatA karatA,koI manA nahIM krtaa| mathurAmala se usakI mitratA ho gii| eka dina... bhaI, merA mana cAhatA vicAra to buraanhiiN| hai ki baharUpiyA bnuuN| hai| apanA manoraMjana kabhIkucha,kabhIkucha bhI hojAyAkaregA rUpa banAU~ aura loga aura logoM kI prazaMsA dekheM to daMga raha jAyeM, bhI milegii| dekhate hI rhjaayeN| tumhArI kyA rAya hai? kamAla hai! kaisA AkarSaka rUpa-brahmagulAla ke kyA kahane / adabhuta kalAkAra hai yh| aisA rUpa kyA koI rakha sakatA hai| koI bhI to nahIM pahicAna sakatA ise| VVVV (E
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________________ eka dina dropadI bana kara AyA- kyA abhinaya hai dropadI kA | basa sAkSAta dopadI hI to hai| dropadI kA cIraharaNakA dRzya- vahI mukha, vahI mudrA,vahI bhaya,vahI lajjA, kamAla hai| logoM ne deravAnadaMga raha gaye- kalA bhI dhanya ho gii| VAN eka dina logoM ne dekhA rAma, sItA, lakSmaNa vana ko jA rahe haiM-dekhate raha gaye isa dRzya ko ... rAma lakSmaNa ke bIca meM kauna haiyaha-sItA kamAlakA rUpa-ceharA-moharA bilkulavahI-pati bhaktikA sAkSAta pradarzana-vAhabalagulAla, terI kalA mAmUlI nahIM-sajIva hai yh| jo veSa dhAraNa karatA hai usI rUpa hojAtA hai| mAtA pitAko yaha saba suhAtA to thA parantu sahana nahIM hotA kyoMki samAja meM isako jaghanya kArya samajhA jAtAkulIna gharoM ke yogya nhiiN| eka dina pitA jI ko kahanA hIpar3A, pitAjI, meM majabUra huuN| kaise chodduuN.| merI raMgaraMga meM yaha samA gayA hai| mujhe isake binA caina bhI to nahIM pdd'tii| karUM to kyA karUM? beTA, jo tuma karate ho kucha ThIka nhiiN| prazaMsA milatI hai ThIka hai, parantu hamAre ghara ke yogya yaha kAma nhiiN| chor3a do ise
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________________ sabhI kucha milA brahmagulAla ko-nAma, yaza, avasarakI Toha meM rahane lage mNtriijii| prshNsaa,dhn,dault| jyUMjyUM nAma milA kalA ekadina vaha baiThe the rAjakumAra ke pAsa nikharatI gii| parantu usakA yaza saba ke gale ki... |ki... maMtrIjI dekhA Apanetale nahIM utara skaa| kucha usase jalane lage, unameM the rAjA ke maMtrI jii| eka dina... brahmagulAla kamAla kArUpa banAtA hai|vhjo rUpabanAtA brahmagulAla,brahmagulAla,jidhara dekho hai, usI rUpa vaha usa samaya usI kA nAma / mahArAja bhI to usI ke gIta bana jAtA hai|vh kyA hai gAne lage haiM haradama-harasamaya isa hI kI isa bAta ko bilkula prazaMsA, usIkI hItArIpha bhUlajAtA hai ThIka hai, isa taraha to hameM koI parantu.. bhI nahIM puuchegaa| kucha na kucha to karanAhI par3egA aba to| XXOD parantu kyA , maMtrI jI yaha saba dhokhA hai kuNvrjii|hmto taba jAne jaba Apa usase zera kA veSa banavAyeM, taba dekheM kyA vaha usa samayavAstava meM zera hI bana jAtA hai, kyA usameM zeratva A jAtA hai, kyA vaha zera jaisA hIra ho jAtA hai ? II
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________________ bAta to Apane ThIka basa aba kAma bngyaa| sAMpa bhI mara kahI mNtriijii| hama jAyegA aura lAThI bhI na ttuuttegii| zera kalahI use zera kA kA rUpa vaha banA na sakegA aura usakI rUpadharane ke liye sArI kIrti miTTI meM mila jaayegii| kheNge| ThIka hai kuMvara sAhaba, jasAApa ucita smjheN| UO agale dina-rAjadarabAra brahmagulAla,tumane to kamAla kara meM rAjA, maMtrI,rAjakumAra raravA hai| cAroM ora tumhArA hiinaam| Adi sabhI baiThe haiM... bacce kyA,baDe, bUr3he, strI-puruSa sabhI to tumhArI kalA para mugdha hai| hama tumase bahuta prasanna hai|) rAjana.mai kisa yogya haiN| ApakI hI to kRpA hai, ApakA hI to AzIrvAda hai| jo kucha bhI Aja maiM hU~ saba ApakI badaulata C rAjadarabAra meM hI.. pitAjI vAkaIbrahmagulAla kI kalA kamAla kI hai| Aja to merI icchA hai ki hama brahmagulAla ko zera ke rUpa meM dekheM bettaa| jaisI tumhArI icchA 5
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________________ brahmagulAla, hamAre kuMvara sAhaba kI icchA hai ki tuma kala zera kA rUpa banAkara dikhalAo rAjana, ApakI AjJA to zirodhArya hai parantu isake liye mujhe Apa yaha AzvAsana avazya de dIjiyegA ki usa samaya yadi mujha se koI aparAdha ho jAye to Apa mujhe kSamA kara deMge ThIka hai, ThIka hai| lo hama likhakara dete hai ki Apake liye eka khUna mApha 6 to rAjan kala maiM darabAra meM zera banakara aauuNgaa| agale dina - rAjadarabAra lagA hai- sabhI baiThe haiN| rAjakumAra ke pAsa hI eka bakarI baMdhI hai| zera dahAr3atA huA AtA hai - usakI dahAr3a sunakara .....
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________________ sa kamAla kara diyA brahmagulAla | dhanya ho tuma-agara zera kI nigAha par3IbakarI hame patA na hotA to zAyada hamameM se eka do ke prANa para jo rAjakumAra ke pAsa 1 paravela hI ur3a jaate| kaisI bhayaMkara garjanA | baMdhI thii| socA zera ne... hamane aisA kalAkAra Ajataka nahIM oha yaha dhokhA, yahacAla agara dekhA bakarI ko chor3atA hU~ to merI badanAmI hotI hai,kalA kalaMkita hotI hai| yadi mAratA hU~ to saMkalpI hiMsA-pApa-mahApApa-apane jainatva ko, apanImAnyatAko, apanedharma ko barabAda karatA hai| karU~ to kyA karUM? 00000 D itane meM rAjakumAra ne eka kaMkar3a pheMka kara mArI zera para aura use lalakArA... ROLOCTCut recr are tuma zera hoyA giiddd'| bakarI sAmane baMdhI hai aura tuma zAMta rakhar3e ho-yahI haitumhArA zeratva-dhikkAra hai tumhArI jindagIko-vyarthahI tumhArI mAtA ne tumheM janma diyA FAp TION CAR
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________________ zera tilamilA uThA-nijatva kho baiThA-brahmagulAla bhUla gayA Ape ko aura agale hI kSaNa zera jhapaTA rAjakumAra para aura apane paMjoM se cIra DAlA use... S haiM, yaha kyA? ravUna-vaha bhI rAjakumAra kA-anarthamahAanartha-aba kyA hogA? merA lAla.. NED na AS MANANVa STMA rAjadarabAra meM sannATA.. rAjA bhI murchita ho gira par3A hoza Ane para... meM luTa gayA, barabAda ho gyaa| eka hI putrathA vaha bhI calA gayA aura vaha bhI merI galatI se na meM brahmagulAla ko zerakA UpabanAkara Ane ko kahatA, na apane lAile kuMvara ko khotaa| merA to rAjyahI sUnA ho gyaa| rAjana, zAMta hoiiye| jo honA thA ho gayA, rone dhone se jAne vAlA vApisa thor3e hI A jaayegaa| kyA kiyA jAye kucha samajha meM nahIM aataa|
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________________ 1000 maMtrI jI, kyA karUM, sabra hotA nhiiN| maiM saba samajhatA hU~, para ronA rukatA nhiiN| vahI putra, merA pyArA putra, hara samaya AMkhoM ke sAmane... kyA kiyA jAye mahArAja | jo huA bahuta hI burA huA, parantu brahmagulAla ne yaha acchA nahIM kiyaa| maMtrI jI, jo mere bhAgya meM baMdA thA, vahI to huaa| isameM usa becAre kA kyA doSa ?. vaha to saccA kalAkAra hai| jo rUpa dhAraNa karatA hai, usa rUpa hI ho jAtA hai vaha to becArA kyA matalaba hai tumhArAkyA usane jAna-bUjha kara aisA kiyA ? 9 hahahahahaha rAjan, yaha to ThIka hai, parantu kyA vaha yaha bhI bhUla gayA ki vaha kyA karane jA rahA hai| mahArAja, maiM yaha to nahIM kahatA, parantu yaha saba anajAne meM huA ho, aisA bhI maiM mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM / 11 ha
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________________ kahanA kyA cAhate ho tuma ? 193 ThIka hai maMtrI jI isase hamAre do kAma bana jAyegeM / vaha hame upadeza bhI degA jisase hamAre dukha dUra ho jAyegA, aura usakI parIkSA bhI ho jAyegI agale dina rAjadarabAra meM brahmagulAla ko bulAyA gayA aura... acchA, tumako samaya diyA jAtA hai| mahArAja, eka parIkSA usakI aura lenI hogI use digambara muni kA veSa banAne ke liye kahA jAye, phira dekhate haiM ki vaha kahAM taka ho jAtA (U brahmagulAla, putra zoka ne hameM parezAna kara rakhA hai, kisI taraha se bhI caina nahIM pdd'tii| bahuta bhUlanA cAhate haiM para bhulAyA nahIM jaataa| hamArI eka icchA hai, tuma digambara muni kA rUpa dhAraNa karake Ao, aura hameM sambodhana do, tAki hama usa dukha ko bhUla sakeM / AIWA H 10 ThIka hai, mahArAja / usa rUpa rAjana ApakI AjJA zirodhArya / parantu mahArAja isake liye chaH mahIne kA samaya caahiye|
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________________ jo maiM bahuta dinoM se soca rahA thA vaha avasara aba A gyaa| aba taka maiMne auroM ke liye veSa dhAraNa kiye| aba yaha antima veSa apane liye bnaauuNgaa| aba maiM vaha veSa dhAraNa karUMgA jisake bAda aura koI veSa hI dhAraNa nahIM karanA pdd'egaa| aba hamAre bar3e puNya kA udaya A gayA hai| basa karmoM ko kATa kara mukti ke pAtra banane kA saubhAgya mila jAyegA isI veSa ke dvArA / to beTA isameM harja kyA brahmagulAla ghara aaye| mAtA pitA patnI sabhI cintAtura the na mAlUma rAjA kyA daMDa de DAle / beTA, rAjA ne tumheM bulAyA thA, kyA kahA unhoMne ? vaha kyA daMDa dene jA rahe haiM? hama to bahuta parezAna haiM / pitAjI, rAjA kI AjJA huI hai ki maiM digambara muni kA rUpa banAUM aura unako upadeza dekara zAMta karUM / harja to bilkula nahIM pitA jI / parantu yaha aisA rUpa hai jo eka bAra rakha kara badalA na jA skegaa| Apa phira mujhe ghara meM rahane ke lie to nahIM kaheMge ?
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________________ kyA kahA? hA~ pitAjI, muni kA rUpa dhAraNa karane ke bAda usameM dUSaNa na lagA sakuMgA / isa rupa ko to indra ahaminda bhI tarasate haiM phira kyA aise rUpa ko raravakara chor3A jA sakatA hai nahIM kadApi nahIM acchA beTA kala batAyeMge kyA kahatA hai merA lAla kahatA hai, muni kA veSa banAUMgA aura phira kabhI ghara meM na rahUMgA * LU nahIM nahIM maiM aisA nahIM hone duuNgii| maiM kabhI bhI use muni nahIM banane dUMgI are SCSC jarA ThaMDe dila se soco,aisA kahanA usakA bacapanA hI to hai| muni bananAkoI haMsI khela to hai nhiiN| bar3A kaThina mArga hai yh| munibana jAne do,do cAra dina bAda hI lauTa kara ghara A jAyegA cintA na karo M
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________________ mAtAjI ThIka hI to hai| bana jAne do use muni hama lauTA lAyeMge use| Apa raMca bhI cintA na kro| jaisA Apa ThIka samajho agale dina... pitA jI, aba mere liye kyA AjJA hai? jaisI tumhArI icchA / DJap HANU brahmagulAla pahuMce apanI patnI ke pAsa aura... priye hamane muni banane kA nizcaya kara liyA hai tumhArI kyA rAya hai? Apake pitAjI mAtAjI kI kyA rAya hai?
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________________ unhoMne to AjJA de dI mujhe ye chor3a ke jAyeMge bhI kaise| lauTa kara avazya cale aayeNge| veSa hI to banA rahe haiM, koI sacamuca ke muni thor3e hI bana rahe jaisA Apa ucita samajhe rAtri meM... brahmagulAla leTe haiM, soca rahe haiM... yaha saMsAra, zarIra,bhoga saba kSaNabhaMgura hai, vinAzIka hai| jIva akelA AtA hai| akelA jAtA hai,akelA hI sukha dukha bhogatA hai| koI kisI kA saMgI sAthIM nhiiN| muni dIkSA lekara AtmakalyANa karane meM aba derakarane se koI lAbha nhiiN| soca vicAra kaisA / avasara bhI acchA mila gayA hai, kyoM na isakA pUrA-pUrA lAbha utthaauuN| basa aba yaha merA antima rUpa hI hogA| aba dera kyoM? 00000 kareM TILITAMATTEN prAta:kAla snAna Adi karake brahmagulAla mandira jI gaye, bhagavAna ko namaskAra kiyA, pUjA kI stuti kI... ppAuuoriduo VUOTOJUCUCCIO JOC NAI
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________________ mandira jI meM hI jinendra yahAM para sAkSAta gurU to hai nahIM, ata: maiM jinendra deva ke sAmane devakI pratimA ke sAmane hI jainezvarI dIkSA grahaNa karatA huuN| mere aba taka ke aparAdhoM ko Apa saba loga khar3e hai-mAtA kSamA kara deN| Apake aparAdhoM kA maiM kSamA karatA huuN| pitA,parijana, purajana... hama kSamA hamakSamA karate haiN| karate haiM IT jinendra deva ke sAmane brahmagulAla ne digambarI dIkSA lI-keza lAMca kiyA aura... hAtha meM pIchI kamaNDala liye hue... muni brahmagulAlacala diye jaMgalakI orasaba loga dekhate raha gaye SH ANIMAL 15
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________________ chaH mahIne bAda... pIchI kamaNDala liye, nIcI nigAha kiye, bhUmi ko nirakhate eka munirAja rAjadarabAra meM padhAra rahe haiN| rAjA Adi uThakara namaskAra karate haiN| aura munirAja ko uccAsana para baiThAte haiN| KATNA . AV/ pa. mahArAja maiM Apake darzana pAkara Aja dhanya ho gyaa| maiM putra zoka se saMtapta haiN| kRpayA mujhe zAtikA upadeza dIjiye rAjana , yahAM koI kisI kA nhiiN| kauna kisakA pitA, kauna kisako putr| saba Akara yahAM milajAte haiM aura apane-apane samaya para saba jahAM-jahAM jise jAnA hotA hai cale jAte hai| phira kisI ke cale jAne para zoka kyoM? zAnta ho jAo rAjana jo AyA hai niyama se jaayegaa| jo milA hai avazya bichuDegA jaba vastu svarUpa hI esA hai phira dukha kyoM? aba to AtmakalyANa meM lgo| sunA nahIM Apane "rAjA rANA chatrapati,hAthina ke astaar| maranA sabakeA eka dina,apanI-apanI baar|| AL P prajana
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________________ aura muni brahmagulAla lauTa cale jaMgala ko ... ya mahArAja, Apane merI V rAjana , mujhe vaha oNrave ravola dii| merA | mila gayA jise hRdaya aba zAMta ho gyaa| pAkara aba kisI maiM Apase ati prasanna huuN| cIja kI bhI icchA ApakI kalA kI jitanI nahIM rhii| aba prazaMsA kI jAye thor3I hai| to meM baMdhana mukta jo cAho mere se mAMgalo hU~ aura rahUMgA,kyA aura yahAM prasannatA se ravA hai inasaba rho| meM SALA LI STHA IYA 20 aura idhara brahmagulAla ke ghara meM... yaha kyA gajaba ho gayAmere putra ne yaha kyA kara DAlA, aba hamArA kyA hogA bar3A niSThura nikalA merA laal| maiM kyA karUM, maiM to luTa gii| ApahI karo na kuch| calo use samajhA bujhAkara vApisa lauTA lAyeM pitA jI, merI to sArI jindagI par3I hai, kaise kaTegI yh| pati hote hue bhI maiM to vidhavA ho gii| Apa hI unheM samajhA kara vApisa lA sakate haiN| calo naa| 17
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________________ hai to bahuta kaThina / vaha hai bhI to bar3A jiddI / phira bhI calo saba calate haiN| pUrA prayatna kareMge use lauTA lAne kA / aba to Atma hama samajhAyeMge to vaha jarUra mAna jAyegA / hamArI bAta kabhI usane TAlI hai bhalA / aura maiM to unake caraNoM meM lipaTa jAUMgI - roUMgI, ghoUMgI - dekhUMgI kaise nahIM. vApisa Ate vaha aura tInoM pahuMca gaye jaMgala meM... munirAja brahmagulAla zilA para baiThe haiM... beTA tUne yaha kyA kiyA- kahAM terI yaha javAnI, kahAM yaha kaThina tapasyA / chor3a de isa veSa ko aura cala hamAre sAtha "yaha vaha veSa haiM jo dhAraNa karake chor3A nahIM jaataa| aura maiM to bahuta dinoM se isa dina kI pratIkSA meM hI thaa| bar3e bhAgya se milA hai yaha avasara kalyANa hI kruuNgaa| aisA merA nizcaya hai| haMsI haMsI meM veSa rakhA thA na tUne / aba yaha haMsI chor3a de / aura narUlA mujhe aura cala apane ghara 18 kisakA ghara - kaisA ghara ? aba to hama jA rahe haiM apane ghara / hamane rAha pakar3a lI hai apane ghara kI / mokSa hI hamArA ghara hai| vahIM hameM aba jAnA hai /
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________________ HEA tUto mere jigara kA Tukar3A hai| kitane lAipyAra beTA, terI bharI javAnI se maiMne tujhe paalaa| aba kyoM mujhe chor3akara jAtA haikucha dina aura rahale hai? ghara meM kahAM yaha terA komala zarIra aura kahAM yaha kaThina tpsyaa| aura g2ajaba toyaha ho. gayA ki tU apanI koI nizAnI bhI to nahIM chor3akara jA rahA hai, merA koI potA bhI to nahIM hai jisako dekhakara maiM terA dukha bhUlA skuu| javAnI meM hI to AtmakalyANa kiyA jA sakatA hai| bur3hApA to ardha mRtaka ke. samAna hai|dhrm meM citta ko lgaao| yesaMga sAthI saba svAratha ke haiM, inakA moha chor3o aurasurakhI holo| 15 .-.. NIHII NION kauna kisakA putra kauna kisakI maataa| anantoM bAra najAne meM kisa | kisakA putrabanA-parantuharanAra hI unheM chor3akara jAnA pdd'aa| milanA bichar3anA yaha isajaga kIrIti hai,phiradukha kyoM prANa nAtha,yaha kyA? Apane to kasama khAI thI ki jIvana bhara merA sAtha nibhAoge, phira maMjhadhAra meM chor3akara kahAM cle| aba mujhe kisakA sahArA hai? yahAM koI kisI ko zaraNa de hI nahIM sktaa| apanI hI zaraNa lo| sukha milegaa| strI paryAya bar3I nindanIya hai, isako kATane kA upAye kro| dharma tumhArI rakSA kregaa| n - 19
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________________ tuma puruSa ho, parantu maiM nArI huuN| nArI kauna kisakA pati, kauna kisakI patnI / yaha saba jhUThI kahAnI hai| dhairya rkho| apane ko jAno, apanI zakti ko pahicAno, phira parezAnI hI nahIM hogii| adhUrI hotI hai| usakA sahArA to usakA pati hI hotA hai| aba merA kyA hogA ? bahU, ye hamase mAnane vAle nhiiN| inakA eka mitra hai mathurAmala tuma usakI patnI ke pAsa jAo aura usase kahakara mathurAmala ko yahAM livA lAo, vahI inheM samajhA sakatA hai aura koI nahIM 20 acchA pitA jI
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________________ brahmagulAla kI patnI pahu~cI mathurAmalA kI patnI ke pAsa aura... bahina sunA tumane,ve to ghara choDa kara cale gye| maiM kyA kruuN| isabure samaya meM tuma hI merI sahAyatA kara sakatI ho| bahina, mujhe saba kucha mAlUma hai| mujhe tumase pUrI mddii| hai| bolo maiM tumhAre lie kyA kara sakatI hU~? MEET ThIka hai, maiM inase kahakara inheM tumhAre pati ke pAsa avazya hI bhejUMgI. katA yaha to tumheM mAlUma hI hai ki tumhAre pati unake bacapana ke dosta haiN| tuma unheM unake pAsa bheja do| vaha unheM samajhA bujhAkara avazya hI ghara lauTA laayeNge| STTISTE figE M CHSAN 21
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________________ mathurAmala kI patnI pahu~cI apane pati ke || ThIka hai, parantu kucha na kucha to karanA hI pAsa aura... hogA,varanA ThIka hai,vaha merA mitra hai suno jI,kala tumakahatI ho to calA unakI patnI brahmagulAla kI patnI parantu kyA tuma nahIM jAtA huuN| aura hA~ yaha tar3apha-tar3apha AI thii|bhut dukhI jAnatI ki jo veSa vaha pratijJA bhI karatA hU~ ki kara jAna de degI hai becArI kahI thI dhAraNa karatA hai usa usako lekara hI ghara ekabAra koziza tumhIM usake pati ko rUpa hI vaha ho jAtA lauTuMgA varanA nahIM karake dekho to samajhA sakate ho| RAM abamuni usakA veSahI nahIM hai,.. aba to vaha bhAvasebhImunibanagayA hai| vAstava meM vaha muni bana gayA hai| TIMADI mathurAmala pahu~ca gaye muni brahmagulAla ke pAsa.. yaha tumane kyA bhoga...haH haH haH kiyA mere dosta! "bhoga bure bhava rogabadAveM,baiTarI hai jgjiike| kyA yaha avasthA berasahAya vipAka smyati,sevtlaageniike|) joga dhAraNa karane kI thii| abhI to vaja agini viSase viSadharase, tumane bhoga bhoge ye adhike drvdaaii| bhI nahIM aura unheM dharma ratana ke cora capala ati, dagati pantha shaaii||" chor3ane kI ThAna lii| jarA apanI patnI kA to khyAla kiyA hotA ILL MOR
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________________ bheyA, gRhastha meM rahate hue bhI to tuma AtmakalyANa ke mArga para cala sakate the| aNuvratoM kA pAlana karake, guNavratoM ko apanAte, aura zikSAvratoM kA abhyAsa karake anta meM samAdhi maraNa karate to kyAsukha kA mArga na milatA ThIka hai bhaiyA, parantu gRhastha meM rahakara pUrNa sukha khaaN| pUrNa surava to nirAkulatA meM hai aura pUrNa nirAkulatA hai mokSa meM, aura mokSa kI prAnti binA nirgantha liMga dhAraNa kiye hotInahIM' Mom parantu isa paMcama MERAPHda65 kAla meM mokSa kahAM? na to zarIra hI aisA aura na mana hI itanA hd| kahIM vaha masala nabana jAyedavidhA meM donoM gaye, mamatA milI na rAma / kauna kahatA hai ki paMcama kAla meM mokSa nhiiN| videha kSetra meM pahu~ca kara munivata dhAraNa karake mokSa nahIM jA sakate kyA ? AL HIST to yAra, nahIM lauTegA ghara SAMITTuynataka Latema Hy nahIM na haragija nahIM, hada nizcaya hai yaha merA 23
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________________ to phira mujhe bhii| isI patha kA pathika banA lo nA aba maiM bhI ghara nahIM lauTuMgA / philahAla to mujhe kSullaka dIkSA de diijiyegaa| bhalI vicArI tumane-jagata meM dharma hIsAra hai, aura saba asAra hai -NCR aura mathurAmala bhI bana gaye kSullaka aura rahane lage meni brahmagulAla ke 'pAsahI.... hara eka kI jubAna para ye hI zabda the. "kalAkAra ho to brahmagalAla jaisaa| jo rUpa banAyA usa rUpa hI ho gyaa| usako pAkara to kalA bhI dhanya ho gii| haMsI-ha~sI meM banAye digambara muni ke rUpako bhI jisane rAjA ke dvArA diye gaye pralobhana ko ThukarAkara kalaMkita na hone P4 diyA" vaha vAstava meM hI muni banakara apanA Atma kalyANa kara gyaa| 24
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________________ sampAdakIya : rUpa jo badalA nahIM phirojAbAda ke samIpa candravAra nAmaka sthAna kI ghaTanA hai, ki padmAvatI jAti meM brahmagulAla nAmaka prasiddha vyakti ne 16 vI 17 vIM zatAbdI meM janma liyaa| mAtA pitA kA dalAra, parivAra evaM mitroM kA sneha prApta kara AnaMda se rahate the| Apane gvAliyara ke bhaTTAraka svasti zrI jagabhUSaNa jI ke samIpa meM raha kara dharmazAstra, gaNita, vyAkaraNa, kAvya, sAhitya, chanda alaMkAra evaM saMgIta kI zikSA alpa kAla meM prApta kii| vidyA ke sAtha vinayaguNa, pAtratA, dhArmika vRtti Adi sadguNoM kA samAveza laghu umra meM prApta kara liyaa| saMgIta meM vizeSa ruci hone se lAvanI, zera caupAI,dohe Adi sanane sanAne kA cAva thaa| Apane yavA avasthA meM hI vIra, zrRMgAra hAsya rasa se yukta racanAoM ke sAtha rAmalIlA, rAsalIlA nATaka evaM svAMga bharane, nRtya kalA tathA tadrUpa AcaraNa dikhAne kI pravRtti se mAtA pitA tathA parivAra ke sabhI sadasya bahuta dukhI the| aneka hitaiSiyoM ke samajhAne evaM manA karane para koI prabhAva nahIM par3A tathA manA karane para ve tyohAroM, basaMtotsava, evaM meloM Adi meM bar3hacar3ha ke bhAga le kara logoM kA manoraMjana krteN| nRtya kalA kI prasiddhi se cAroM ora sammAna ke sAtha ApakI pratiSThA bar3hI tathA ApakI khyAti rAja darabAra taka pahuMcI kiMtu pradhAna maMtrI ko IrSyA huii| kIrti ko kama karane kI dRSTi se gaMbhIra SaDyaMtra racA tathA rAjakumAra ko ukasAkara kahA ki brahmagulAla se kaho ki vaha siMha kA svAMga kreN| brahmagalAla ne svIkAra to kiyA kiMta vinaya pUrvaka mahArAja se nivedana kiyA ki isa svAMga meM koI bhUla-cUka ho jAye to mujhe kSamA kiyA jaae| rAjA ne svIkRti de dii| rAjanIti ke catara khilAr3I kI cAla saphala ho rahI thI vaha soca rahA thA ki yaha zrAvaka kala meM janmA hai tathA . ahiMsA, dayA, jIva rakSA kI zikSA bAlya kAla se dI gaI hai siMha svAMga ke abhinaya meM usake lie aisA avasara AnA cAhie jisase isakI parIkSA jIva badha se kI jAye yadi jIva badha karegA to yaha zrAvaka pada se rahita ho jAyegA aura jIva hiMsA nahIM karegA to apayaza hogaa| kalAkAra brahmagulAla ne siMha kA rUpa banAyA tathA dahAr3ate hue rAjasabhA meM phuNce| vahAM para bakarI dekhI to svAMgavRtti dhAraka brahmagulAla kucha soca hI rahe the ki rAjakumAra ne kahA : "siMha nahIM tU syAra hai, mArata nAhi shikaar| bRthA janama jananI diyo jIvana ko dhikkaar||" apamAna ke zabda sunate hI brahmagulAla kI AtmA vikSubdha ho gii| bakarI para se dhyAna httaa| krodhAveza meM uchAla mArI tathA rAjakamAra ke gAla para joradAra jhappaTA maaraa| rAjakamAra ghAyala hokara besudha gira pdd'aa| ghAtaka hamale se rAjakumAra ke prANa pakherU ur3a gye| rAjA ko putra viyoga kA daHkha baicena kara rahA thaa| maMtrI ne rAjA ko punaH salAha dI ki brahmagalAla ko Adeza deM ki digambara muni bana kara zokAkula parivAra ko zAnti kA upadeza deN| brahmagulAla ne digambara mani kA rUpa dhAraNa kara saMsAra kI asAratA kA upadeza diyA rAjA ko Atma zAnti kI dizA dikhAI tathA rAjA ne mani bheSa dhArI brahmagalAla se kahA ki Apa jo bhI mAMganA cAho mAMgo paraMtu digambara muni ne kucha nahIM mAMgA tathA apanI picchI kamaMDalu le kara cAra hAtha bhUmi zodhana karate hue bana meM cale gye| brahmagalAla ke mitra mathurA mala jI unako samajhAne gaye taba muni zrI ne mathurA mala se kahA ki yaha jo svAMga bharA hai yaha eka hI bAra dhAraNa kiyA jAtA hai saMsAra kI asAratA ko samajha kara mitra mathurA mala ne bhI dIkSA le lii| yahI digambara mani kA sahI rUpa hai| bra. dharma caMda zAstrI pratiSThAcArya jyotiSAcArya prakAzaka: sampAdaka: lekhaka: citrakAra: dillI kAryAlaya : AcArya dharmazrata granthamAlA godhA sadana alasIsara hAusa saMsAra caMda roDa, jayapura dharma caMda zAstrI DA. mUlacaMda jaina mujaphpharanagara saMsAra caMda roDa banesiMha zrI pArzvanAtha di. jaina maMdira kSa. rAjamati Azrama gulAba vATikA-dillI sahAranapura roDa-dillI prakAzana varSa-1989-apraila varSa 2 aMka 16 malya 6.00ru.. svatvAdhikArI/madka/prakAzaka tathA sampAdaka dharmacaMda zAstrI dvArA jubalI presa se chapakara dharmacaMda zAstrI ne godhA sadana alasIsara hAusa saMsAra caMda roDa jayapura se prakAzita kii| Printed by: Shakun Printers, 3625, Subhash Marg, New Delhi-2. Phone: 271818.
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________________ DAka paMjIyana-Ara.je.2920 bhAvI pIr3hI ke AcAra-vicAra evam sadAcAra kA susaMskRta nava nirmANa meM Apa apanA sahayoga pradAna kreN| muno vinoda aura jJAna vardhana kA upayukta sAdhana jaina saMskRti, itihAsa tathA mahAvIra kI vANI ko janajana taka pahuMcAne ke lie jaina kathAoM para AdhArita TILLITIN jaina citrakathA sampAdaka. dharmacanda zAstrI