Main Swayam Bhagawan Hu

Author(s): Hukamchand Bharilla, Yashpal Jain
Publisher: Todarmal Granthamala Jaipur
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009457/1

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svAya bhagavAna DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla

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DaoN. bhArilla dvArA pratipAdita ekatA ke pA~ca sUtra 1. bhUtakAla ko bhUla jAo / 2. bhaviSya ke liye koI zarta mata rkho| 3. vartamAna meM jo jahA~ hai, vahIM rahakara apanA kArya kreN| 4. jina pA~ca pratizata bAtoM ke saMbaMdha meM asahamati haiM. unheM acarcita rahane deM aura AlocanA pratyAlocanA se dUra rheN| 5. jina bAtoM meM pUrNa sahamati hai, unakA milajulakara yA alaga-alaga rahakara, jaise bhI sambhava ho, DaTakara pracAra-prasAra kreN|

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maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ lekhaka : DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla zAstrI, nyAyatIrtha, ema. e., pIeca. DI. sampAdaka : bra. yazapAla jaina, ema. e. prakAzaka : paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa e-4, bApUnagara, jayapura - 302015 phona : (0141) 2705581, 2707458 E-mail: ptstjaipur@yahoo.com

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hindI : prathama nau saMskaraNa ( 16 aprela, 2000 se adyatana ) dasam saMskaraNa (25 disambara, 2009) gujarAtI : cAra saMskaraNa ( 15 agasta, 2000 se adyatana aMgrejI tIna saMskaraNa (30 sitambara, 2001) marAThI tIna saMskaraNa (26 akTUbara, 2001 ) mUlya : cAra rupaye mahAyoga mudraka : prinTa 'o' laiNDa bAIsa godAma, jayapura : : : 53 hajAra 2 hajAra 14 hajAra 6 hajAra 6 hajAra 81 hajAra prastuta saMskaraNa kI kImata kama karanevAle dAtAroM kI sUcI 1. zrI mAnikacandajI jaina, eDapaina vAlAr3a, mumbaI 501 2. zrImatI lalitAdevI jaina, jayapura 500 3. zrI tArAcandajI sogAnI, jayapura 500 4. sva. zAntinAthajI sonAja, akalUja 5. zrImatI patAsIdevI indracandajI pATanI, lADanU~ 251 251 kula yoga 2,003

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prakAzakIya jaina sAhitya ke itihAsa meM DaoN. hukamacandajI bhArilla sazakta hastAkSara ke rUpa meM pratiSThApita haiN| samAja ke labdhapratiSThita vidvAnoM meM ve agragaNya haiN| jisaprakAra unake tAttvika pravacanoM ko sunane ke lie bar3I saMkhyA meM samAja ekatrita hotI hai; usIprakAra unake satsAhitya ke pAThaka bhI vizva ke kone-kone meM vyApta haiM / jaina ho nahIM, apitu jainetara samAja meM bhI ve samAdara ke pAtra haiN| 'maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~' DaoN. sAhaba ke tIna vizeSa lokapriya vyAkhyAnoM kA saMgraha hai, jo unhoMne videza kI bhUmi para die the| vahA~ ina vyAkhyAnoM ko kAphI lokapriyatA milii| samAja ke apAra sneha ko dRSTigata rakhate hue 'AtmA hI hai zaraNa' pustaka kA sRjana DaoN. sAhaba dvArA kiyA gyaa| ukta kRti ke katipaya udAharaNa samAja kI javAna para car3hakara bolane lge| aise hI tIna udAharaNa - karor3apati rikzevAlA, mele meM khoyA bAlaka aura seTha ke par3ausI beTe kA sajIva citraNa DaoN. sAhaba dvArA prastuta kRti meM kiyA gayA hai 'maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~' zIrSaka hI viSaya vastu kA digdarzana karA detA hai; ata: adhika kucha likhanA samIcIna pratIta nahIM hotaa| pratyeka AtmA svayaM bhagavAna banane kI tAkata rakhatI haiN| hama sabhI apane svarUpa ko pahicAneM aura paramAtma pada ko prApta kareM- isI bhAvanA ke sAtha / mahAmaMtrI paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa, jayapura -

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sampAdakIya yadyapi mere antara meM jina - adhyAtma ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kI prabala bhAvanA varSoM se hiloreM le rahI thiiN| maiM cAhatA thA ki AcArya kundakunda ke granthoM kA marma sabhI ko sarala-subodha bhASA meM sulabha ho; jisase anabhyAsI loga bhI usake lAbha se vaMcita na raheM; tathApi mujhe aisA sarala-subodha kathAtmaka pratipAdana sunanepar3hane ko nahIM milA, jisase merI bhAvanA phalIbhUta ho sake I jaba maiMne DaoN. bhArilla ke mukha se karor3apati rikzevAlA aura mele meM khoye bAlaka ke udAharaNoM ke mAdhyama se jina adhyAtma kA marma sunA to merI bhAvanA unheM chapAkara jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kI huI / isI bIca zrI rAjeza zAstrI, zAhagar3ha ne ina vyAkhyAnoM ko pRthak se choTI pustikA ke rUpa meM prakAzita ho to bahuta lAbha hogA * aisI bhAvanA vyakta kii| unakI bhAvanA se mere vicAroM ko bala - milA / yogAnuyoga se isI samaya mere bhAnaje zrI bhAUsAheba naradekara ne ina vyAkhyAnoM ko hI chapAkara pA~ca hajAra logoM ko apanI ora se vitarita karane kI bhAvanA vyakta kii| isaprakAra yaha kRti Apake hAthoM meM prastuta hai| mujhe vizvAsa hai ki samAja isase lAbhAnvita hogA aura apanI bhAvanAyeM mujhataka pahu~cAyegA to mujhe apane zrama kI sArthakatA to pratIta hogI hI, Age bhI isaprakAra ke kArya karane kI preraNA prApta hogii| - bra. yazapAla jaina

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1 maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ jainadarzana kI sabase bar3I vizeSatA yaha hai ki vaha kahatA hai ki sabhI AtmA svayaM paramAtmA haiM / svabhAva se to sabhI paramAtmA haiM hI; yadi apane ko jAneM, pahicAneM aura apane meM hI jama jAyeM, rama jAyeM to pragaTarUpa se paryAya meM bhI paramAtmA bana sakate haiM / -- - jaba yaha kahA jAtA hai to logoM ke hRdaya meM eka prazna sahaja hI utpanna hotA hai ki 'jaba sabhI paramAtmA haiM' to 'paramAtmA bana sakate haiM ' - isakA kyA artha hai ? aura yadi 'paramAtmA bana sakate haiM' yaha bAta sahI hai to phira 'paramAtmA haiM ' - isakA koI artha nahIM raha jAtA hai; kyoMki bana sakanA aura honA - donoM ekasAtha saMbhava nahIM haiN| bhAI, isameM asaMbhava to kucha bhI nahIM hai; para Upara se dekhane para bhagavAna hone aura ho sakane meM kucha virodhAbhAsa avazya pratIta hotA hai, kintu gaharAI se vicAra karane para saba bAta ekadama spaSTa ho jAtI hai / eka seTha thA aura usakA pA~ca varSa kA eka ikalautA beTA / basa do hI prANI the| jaba seTha kA antima samaya A maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 1

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gayA to use cintA huI ki yaha choTA-sA bAlaka itanI vizAla sampatti ko kaise saMbhAlegA ? ata: usane lagabhaga sabhI sampatti becakara eka karor3a rupaye ikaTThe kiye aura apane bAlaka ke nAma para baiMka meM bIsa varSa ke lie sAvadhi jamAyojanA (phiksa DipAjiTa) ke antargata jamA karA diye / seTha ne isa rahasya ko gupta hI rakhA, yahA~ taka ki apane putra ko bhI nahIM batAyA, mAtra eka atyanta ghaniSTha mitra ko isa anurodha ke sAtha batAyA ki vaha usake putra ko yaha bAta tabataka na batAye, jabataka ki vaha paccIsa varSa kA na ho jAve / pitA ke acAnaka svargavAsa ke bAda vaha bAlaka anAtha ho gayA aura kucha dinoM taka to bacI-khucI sampatti se AjIvikA calAtA rahA, para anta meM rikzA calAkara peTa bharane lgaa| caurAhe para khar3e hokara jora-jora se AvAja lagAtA ki do rupaye meM relave sTezana, do rupaye meM relave sTezana | aba maiM Apa sabase eka prazna pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki vaha rikzA calAnevAlA bAlaka karor3apati hai yA nahIM? kyA kahA? nahIM / kyoM? 2 maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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kyoMki karor3apati rikzA nahIM calAte aura rikzA calAnevAle karor3apati nahIM huA krte| ___are bhAI, jaba vaha vyakti hI karor3apati nahIM hogA, jisake karor3a rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM to phira aura kauna karor3apati hogA? para bhAI bAta yaha hai ki usake karor3apati hone para bhI hamArA mana use karor3apati mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotA; kyoMki rikzAvAlA karor3apati ho-yaha bAta hamAre citta ko sahaja svIkAra nahIM hotii| Ajataka hamane jinheM karor3apati mAnA hai, unameM se kisI ko bhI rikzA calAte nahIM dekhA aura karor3apati rikzA calAye-yaha hameM acchA bhI nahIM lagatA; kyoMki hamArA mana hI kucha isaprakAra kA bana gayA hai| ___ 'kauna karor3apati hai aura kauna nahIM hai?'-yaha jAnane ke lie Ajataka koI kisI kI tijorI ke noTa ginane to gayA nahIM; yadi jAyegA bhI to batAyegA kauna? basa bAharI tAma-jhAma dekhakara hI hama kisI ko bhI karor3apati mAna lete haiN| dasa-pA~ca/naukara-cAkara, munIma-gumAste aura baMgalA, moTarakAra, kala-kArakhAne dekhakara hI hama kisI ko bhI karor3apati mAna lete haiM; para yaha koI nahIM jAnatA ki jise hama karor3apati samajha rahe haiM, ho sakatA hai ki vaha karor3oM maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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kA karjadAra ho| baiMka se karor3oM rupaye udhAra lekara kalakArakhAne khula jAte haiM aura bAharI ThATha-bATa dekhakara anya loga bhI seThajI ke pAsa paise jamA karAne lagate haiN| isaprakAra garIboM, vidhavAoM, brahmacAriyoM ke karor3oM ke ThATha-bATa se hama use karor3apati mAna lete haiN| isa saMbhAvanA se bhI inkAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai ki jise hama karor3apati sAhUkAra mAna rahe haiM, vaha logoM ke karor3oM rupaye pacAkara divAlA nikAlane kI yojanA banA rahA ho| ___ ThIka yahI bAta sabhI AtmAoM ko paramAtmA mAnane ke sandarbha meM bhI hai| hamArA mana ina calate-phirate, khAte-pIte, rote-gAte cetana AtmAoM ko paramAtmA mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotA, bhagavAna mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotaa| hamArA mana kahatA hai ki yadi hama bhagavAna hote to phira dara-dara kI Thokara kyoM khAte phirate? ajJAnAMdhakAra meM DUbA hamArA antara bolatA hai ki hama bhagavAna nahIM haiM, hama to dIna-hIna prANI haiM; kyoMki bhagavAna dIna-hIna nahIM hote aura dIna-hIna bhagavAna nahIM hote| ___ abataka hamane bhagavAna ke nAma para mandiroM meM virAjamAna una pratimAoM ke hI bhagavAna ke rUpa meM darzana kiye haiM. jinake sAmane hajAroM loga mastaka Tekate haiM, bhakti karate haiM, maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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pUjA karate haiM; yahI kAraNa hai ki hamArA mana DATe-phaTakAre jAnevAle janasAmAnya ko bhagavAna mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotA / hama socate haiM ki ye bhI koI bhagavAna ho sakate haiM kyA? bhagavAna to ve haiM, jinakI pUjA kI jAtI hai, bhakti kI jAtI hai| saca bAta to yaha hai ki hamArA mana hI kucha aisA bana gayA hai ki use yaha svIkAra nahIM ki koI dIna-hIna jana bhagavAna bana jaave| apane ArAdhya ko dIna-hIna dazA meM dekhanA bhI hameM acchA nahIM lagatA / bhAI, bhagavAna bhI do taraha ke hote haiM- eka to ve arahaMta aura siddha paramAtmA, jinakI mUrtiyA~ mandiroM meM virAjamAna haiM aura una mUrtiyoM ke mAdhyama se hama una mUrtimAna paramAtmA kI upAsanA karate haiM, pUjana- bhakti karate haiM; jisa patha para ve cale, usa patha para calane kA saMkalpa karate haiM, bhAvanA bhAte haiM / ye arahaMta aura siddha kAryaparamAtmA kahalAte haiM / dUsare, dehadevala meM virAjamAna nija bhagavAna AtmA bhI paramAtmA hai, bhagavAna hai; ise kAraNaparamAtmA kahA jAtA hai| jo bhagavAna mUrtiyoM ke rUpa meM mandiroM meM virAjamAna haiM; ve hamAre pUjya haiM, paramapUjya haiM; ataH hama unakI pUjA karate haiM, bhakti karate haiM, guNAnuvAda karate haiM; kintu dehadevala meM virAjamAna nija bhagavAna AtmA zraddheya hai, dhyeya hai, paramajJeya maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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hai; ataH nija bhagavAna ko jAnanA, pahicAnanA aura usakA dhyAna karanA hI usakI ArAdhanA hai / samyagdarzana - jJAna - cAritra kI utpatti isa nija bhagavAna AtmA ke Azraya se hI hotI hai; kyoMki nizcaya se nija bhagavAna AtmA ko nija jAnanA hI samyagjJAna hai, use hI nija mAnanA, 'yahI maiM hU~' - aisI pratIti honA samyagdarzana hai - aura usakA hI dhyAna karanA, usI meM jama jAnA, rama jAnA, lIna ho jAnA samyakcAritra hai / I aSTadravya se pUjana mandira meM virAjamAna 'para - bhagavAna' kI kI jAtI hai aura dhyAna zarIrarUpI mandira meM virAjamAna 'nija-bhagavAna' AtmA kA kiyA jAtA hai| yadi koI vyakti nija - AtmA ko bhagavAna mAnakara mandira meM virAjamAna bhagavAna ke samAna svayaM kI bhI aSTadravya se pUjana karane lage to use vyavahAra-vihIna hI mAnA jAyegA; vaha vyavahArakuzala nahIM, apitu vyavahAramUr3ha hI hai / isIprakAra yadi koI vyakti Atmopalabdhi ke lie dhyAna bhI mandira meM virAjamAna bhagavAna kA hI karatA rahe to use bhI vikalpoM kI hI utpatti hotI rahegI, nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti kabhI nahIM hogI; kyoMki nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti nija bhagavAna AtmA ke Azraya se hI hotI hai / nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti ke binA samyagdarzana - jJAna - cAritra maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 6

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kI utpatti bhI nahIM hogii| -isaprakAra use samyagdarzanajJAna-cAritra kI ekatArUpa mokSamArga kA AraMbha hI nahIM hogaa| jisaprakAra vaha rikzAvAlA bAlaka rikzA calAte hue bhI karor3apati hai; usIprakAra dIna-hIna hAlata meM hone para bhI hama sabhI svabhAva se jJAnAnandasvabhAvI bhagavAna haiM, kAraNa paramAtmA haiM- yaha jAnanA-mAnanA ucita hI hai| ___ isa sandarbha meM maiM Apase eka prazna pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki bhArata meM abhI kisakA rAja hai? "kAMgresa kA" "kyA kahA, kAMgresa kA? nahIM bhAI! yaha ThIka nahIM hai; kAMgresa to eka pArTI hai, bhArata meM rAja to janatA-janArdana kA hai; kyoMki.janatA jise cunatI hai, vahI bhArata kA zAsana calAtA hai; ata: rAja to janatA-janArdana kA hI hai|" ukta sandarbha meM jaba hama janatA ko janArdana (bhagavAna) kahate haiM to koI nahIM kahatA ki janatA to janatA hai, vaha janArdana arthAt bhagavAna kaise ho sakatI hai? para jaba tAttvika carcA meM yaha kahA jAtA hai ki hama sabhI bhagavAna haiM to hamAre citta meM anekaprakAra kI zaMkAeM-AzaMkAeM khar3I ho jAtI hai, para bhAI gaharAI se vicAra kareM to svabhAva se to pratyeka AtmA paramAtmA hI hai- isameM zaMkA-AzaMkAoM ko koI maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ |

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sthAna nahIM hai| prazna : yadi yaha bAta hai to phira ye jJAnAnandasvabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA vartamAna meM ananta duHkhI kyoM dikhAI de rahe haiM? uttara : are bhAI, ye saba bhUle hue bhagavAna haiM, svayaM ko-svayaM kI sAmarthya ko bhUla gaye haiM; isIkAraNa sukhasvabhAvI hokara bhI anantadu:khI ho rahe haiN| inake duHkha kA mUlakAraNa svayaM ko nahIM jAnanA, nahIM pahicAnanA hI hai| jaba ye svayaM ko jAneMge, pahicAneMge evaM svayaM meM hI jama jAyeMge, rama jAyeMge; taba svayaM hI anantasukhI bhI ho jaaveNge| jisaprakAra vaha rikzA calAnevAlA bAlaka karor3apati hone para bhI yaha nahIM jAnatA hai ki 'maiM svayaM karor3apati hU~'- isIkAraNa daridratA kA duHkha bhoga rahA hai / yadi use yaha patA cala jAve ki maiM karor3apati hU~, mere karor3a rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM to usakA jIvana hI parivartita ho jaavegaa| usIprakAra jabataka yaha AtmA svayaM ke paramAtmasvarUpa ko nahIM jAnatA-pahicAnatA hai, tabhItaka anantadu:khI hai; jaba yaha AtmA apane paramAtmasvarUpa ko bhalIbhA~ti jAna legA, pahicAna legA to isake duHkha dUra hone meM bhI dera na lgegii| maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~|

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kaMgAla ke pAsa karor3oM kA hIrA ho, para vaha use kA~ca kA Tukar3A samajhatA ho yA camakadAra patthara mAnatA ho to usakI daridratA jAnevAlI nahIM hai; para yadi vaha usakI sahI kImata jAna le to daridratA eka kSaNa bhI usake pAsa Tika nahIM sakatI, use vidA honA hI hogaa| isIprakAra yaha AtmA svayaM bhagavAna hone para bhI yaha nahIM jAnatA ki maiM svayaM bhagavAna huuN| yahI kAraNa hai ki yaha anantakAla se ananta du:kha uThA rahA hai| jisa dina yaha AtmA yaha jAna legA ki maiM svayaM bhagavAna hI hU~, usa dina usake duHkha dUra hote dera na lgegii| isase yaha bAta sahaja siddha hotI hai ki hone se bhI adhika mahattva jAnakArI hone kA hai, jJAna hone kA hai| hone se kyA hotA hai? hone ko to yaha AtmA anAdi se jJAnAnandasvabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA hI hai, para isa bAta kI jAnakArI na hone se, jJAna na hone se jJAnAnandasvabhAvI bhagavAna hone kA koI lAbha ise prApta nahIM ho rahA hai| ___ hone ko to vaha rikzA calAnevAlA bAlaka bhI garbhazrImanta hai, janma se hI karor3apati hai; para patA na hone se do roTiyoM kI khAtira use rikzA calAnA par3a rahA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki jinAgama meM samyagjJAna ke gIta dila kholakara gAye haiN| kahA gayA hai ki| maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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"jJAna samAna na Ana jagata meM sukha kau kAraNa / iha paramAmRta janma- jarA - mRtu roga nivAraNa // isa jagata meM jJAna ke samAna anya koI bhI padArtha sukha denevAlA nahIM hai| yaha jJAna janma, jarA aura mRtyu rUpI roga ko dUra karane ke lie parama - amRta hai, sarvotkRSTa auSadhi hai / " aura bhI dekhie - "je pUraba ziva gaye jAhiM aru Age jaihaiN| so saba mahimA jJAnatanI munInAtha kahai haiM / Ajataka jitane bhI jIva ananta sukhI hue haiM arthAt mokSa gaye haiM yA jA rahe haiM athavA bhaviSya meM jAveMge, vaha saba jJAna kA hI pratApa hai - aisA muniyoM ke nAtha jinendra bhagavAna kahate haiM / " samyagjJAna kI to ananta mahimA hai hI, para samyagdarzana kI mahimA jinAgama meM usase bhI adhika batAI gaI hai, gAI gaI hai| kyoM aura kaise ? mAnalo rikzA calAnevAlA vaha karor3apati bAlaka aba 25 varSa kA yuvaka ho gayA hai| usake nAma jamA karor3a rupayoM kI avadhi samApta ho gaI hai, phira bhI koI vyakti baiMka se 1. paNDita daulatarAma : chahaDhAlA, caturtha DhAla, chanda 4 2. vahI, caturtha DhAla, chanda 8 10 maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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rupaye lene nahIM aayaa| ata: baiMka ne samAcAra-patroM meM sUcanA prakAzita karAI ki amuka vyakti ke itane rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM, vaha eka mAha ke bhItara Akara le jaave| yadi koI vyakti eka mAha ke bhItara nahIM AyA to lAvArisa samajhakara rupaye sarakArI khajAne meM jamA karA diye jaaveNge| ___ usa samAcAra ko usa yuvaka ne bhI par3hA aura usakA hRdaya praphullita ho uThA, para usakI vaha prasannatA kSaNika sAbita huI; kyoMki agale hI kSaNa usake hRdaya meM saMzaya ke bIja aMkurita ho gye| __ vaha socane lagA ki mere nAma itane rupaye baiMka meM kaise ho sakate haiM? maiMne to kabhI jamA karAye hI nhiiN| merA to kisI baiMka meM koI khAtA bhI nahIM hai| phira bhI usane vaha samAcAra dubArA bArIkI se par3hA to pAyA kI vaha nAma to usI kA hai, pitA ke nAma ke sthAna para bhI usI ke pitA kA nAma aMkita hai; kucha AzA jAgRta huI, kintu agale kSaNa hI use vicAra AyA ki ho sakatA hai, isI nAma kA koI dUsarA vyakti ho aura sahaja saMyoga se hI usake pitA kA nAma bhI yahI ho / isaprakAra vaha phira zaMkAzIla ho utthaa| isaprakAra jAnakara bhI use pratIti nahIM huI, isa bAta kA vizvAsa jAgRta nahIM huA ki ye rupaye mere hI haiM / ata: jAna lene para bhI koI lAbha nahIM huaa| isase siddha hotA hai ki | maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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pratIti binA, vizvAsa binA jAna lene mAtra se bhI koI lAbha nahIM hotA / ataH jJAna se bhI adhika mahattva zraddhAna kA hai, vizvAsa kA hai, pratIti kA hai / isIprakAra zAstroM meM par3hakara hama saba yaha jAna to lete haiM ki AtmA hI paramAtmA hai ( appA so paramappA ), para antara meM yaha vizvAsa jAgRta nahIM hotA ki maiM svayaM hI paramAtmasvarUpa hU~, paramAtmA hU~, bhagavAna hU~ / yahI kAraNa hai ki yaha bAta jAna lene para bhI ki maiM svayaM paramAtmA hU~, samyak zraddhAna binA duHkha kA anta nahIM hotA, caturgatibhramaNa samApta nahIM hotA, sacce sukha kI prApti nahIM hotI / samAcAra-patra meM ukta samAcAra par3hakara vaha yuvaka apane sAthiyoM ko bhI batAtA hai| unheM samAcAra dikhAkara kahatA hai ki "dekho, maiM karor3apati hU~ aba tuma mujhe garIba rikzevAlA nahIM samajhanA / " - isaprakAra kahakara vaha apanA aura apane sAthiyoM kA manoraMjana karatA hai, ekaprakAra se svayaM apanI ha~sI ur3AtA hai| > isIprakAra zAstroM meM se par3ha-par3hakara hama svayaM apane sAthiyoM ko bhI sunAte haiM / kahate haiM - 'dekho hama sabhI svayaM bhagavAna haiM, dIna-hIna manuSya nahIM / ' - isaprakAra kI AdhyAtmika carcAoM dvArA hama svayaM kA aura samAja kA manoraMjana to karate haiM, para samyak zraddhAna ke abhAva meM maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 12

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bhagavAna hone kA sahI lAbha prApta nahIM hotA, AtmAnubhUti nahIM hotI, sacce sukha kI prApti nahIM hotI, AkulatA samApta nahIM hotii| isaprakAra ajJAnIjanoM kI AdhyAtmika carcA bhI AtmAnubhUti ke binA, samyagjJAna ke binA, samyak zraddhAna ke binA mAtra bauddhika vyAyAma banakara raha jAtI hai / samAcAra-patroM meM prakAzita ho jAne ke uparAnta bhI jaba koI vyakti paise lene baiMka meM nahIM AyA to baiMkavAloM ne reDiyo sTezana se ghoSaNA kraaii| reDiyo sTezana ko bhArata meM AkAzavANI kahate haiN| ata: AkAzavANI huI ki amuka vyakti ke itane rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM, vaha eka mAha ke bhItara le jAve, anyathA lAvArisa samajhakara sarakArI khajAne meM jamA karA diye jaaveNge| AkAzavANI kI usa ghoSaNA ko rikze para baiThe-baiThe usane bhI sunI, apane sAthiyoM ko bhI sunAI, para vizvAsa ke abhAva meM koI lAbha nahIM huaa| isIprakAra aneka pravaktAoM se isa bAta ko sunakara bhI ki hama sabhI svayaM bhagavAna haiM, vizvAsa ke abhAva meM bAta vahIM kI vahIM rhii| jIvanabhara jinavANI sunakara bhI, par3hakara bhI, AdhyAtmika carcAyeM karake bhI AtmAnubhUti se achUte raha gaye / samAcAra-patroM meM prakAzita evaM AkAzavANI se prasArita maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 13

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ukta samAcAra kI ora jaba svargIya seThajI ke una abhinna mitra kA dhyAna gayA, jinheM unhoMne marate samaya ukta rahasya kI jAnakArI dI thI, to ve tatkAla usa yuvaka ke pAsa pahu~ce aura bole - "beTA ! tuma rikzA kyoM calAte ho?" usane uttara diyA- "yadi rikzA na calAyeM to khAyeMge kyA?" unhoMne samajhAte hue kahA-- " bhAI tuma to karor3apati ho, tumhAre to karor3oM rupaye baiMka meM jamA hai|" atyanta gamagIna hote hue yuvaka kahane lagA'cAcAjI, Apase aisI AzA nahIM thI; sArI duniyA to hamArA majAka ur3A hI rahI hai, para Apa to bujurga haiM, mere pitA ke barAbara haiM; Apa bhI / " vaha apanI bAta samApta hI na kara pAyA thA ki usake mAthe para hAtha pherate hue atyanta sneha se ve kahane lage "nahIM bhAI, maiM terI majAka nahIM ur3A rahA huuN| tU sacamuca hI karor3apati hai / jo nAma samAcAra-patroM meM chapa rahA hai, vaha terA hI nAma hai / " atyanta vinayapUrvaka vaha bolA - " aisI bAta kahakara Apa mere citta ko vyartha hI azAnta na kreN| maiM mehanatamajadUrI karake do roTiyA~ paidA karatA hU~ aura ArAma se jindagI basara kara rahA huuN| merI mahattvAkAMkSA ko jagAkara maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 14

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Apa mere citta ko kyoM udvelita kara rahe haiN| maiMne to kabhI koI rupaye baiMka meM jamA karAye hI nhiiN| ata: mere rupaye baiMka meM jamA kaise ho sakate haiM?" atyanta gadgad hote hue ve kahane lage "bhAI tumheM paise jamA karAne kI kyA AvazyakatA thI? tumhAre pitAjI svayaM bIsa varSa pahale tumhAre nAma eka karor3a rupaye baiMka meM jamA karA gaye haiM, jo aba byAja sahita daza karor3a se bhI adhika ho gaye hoNge| marate samaya yaha bAta ve mujhe batA gaye the|" ___ yaha bAta sunakara vaha ekadama uttejita ho gyaa| thor3AsA vizvAsa utpanna hote hI usameM karor3apatiyoM ke lakSaNa ubharane lge| vaha ekadama garma hote hue bolA "yadi yaha bAta satya hai to Apane abhItaka hameM kyoM nahIM batAyA?" - ve samajhAte hue kahane lage - "uttejita kyoM hote ho? aba to batA diyaa| pIche kI jAne do, aba Age kI soco|" "pIche kI kyoM jAne do? hamAre karor3oM rupaye baiMka meM par3e rahe aura hama do roTiyoM ke liye mu~hatAja ho gye| hama rikzA calAte rahe aura Apa dekhate rhe| yaha koI sAdhAraNa bAta nahIM hai, jo aise hI chor3a dI jAve; Apako isakA | maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 15

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javAba denA hI hogaa| " " tumhAre pitAjI manA kara gaye the|" " Akhira kyoM?" "isalie ki bIsa varSa pahale tumheM rupaye to mila nahIM sakate the| patA calane para tuma rikzA bhI na calA pAte aura bhUkhoM mara jaate|" " para unhoMne aisA kiyA hI kyoM?" 44 " isalie ki nAbAligI kI avasthA meM kahIM tuma yaha sampatti barbAda na kara do aura phira jIvanabhara ke lie kaMgAla ho jAvo / samajhadAra ho jAne para tumheM byAja sahita AThadaza karor3a rupaye mila jAveM aura tuma ArAma se raha sako / tumhAre pitAjI ne yaha saba tumhAre hita meM hI kiyA hai| ataH uttejanA meM samaya kharAba mata kro| Age kI soco|" isaprakAra sampatti sambandhI saccI jAnakArI aura usa para pUrA vizvAsa jAgRta ho jAne para usa rikzevAle yuvaka kA mAnasa ekadama badala jAtA hai, daridratA ke sAtha kA ekatva TUTa jAtA hai evaM 'maiM karor3apati hU~' - aisA gaurava kA bhAva jAgRta ho jAtA hai, AjIvikA kI cintA na mAlUma kahA~ calI jAtI hai, cehare para sampannatA kA bhAva spaSTa jhalakane lagatA hai| isIprakAra zAstroM ke paThana, pravacanoM ke zravaNa aura maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 16

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aneka yuktiyoM ke avalambana se jJAna meM bAta spaSTa ho jAne para bhI ajJAnIjanoM ko isaprakAra kA zraddhAna udita nahIM hotA ki jJAna kA ghanapiNDa, Ananda kA rasakanda, zaktiyoM kA saMgrahAlaya, ananta guNoM kA godAma bhagavAna AtmA maiM svayaM hI huuN| yahI kAraNa hai ki zraddhAna ke abhAva meM ukta jJAna kA koI lAbha prApta nahIM hotA / kAlalabdhi Ane para kisI Asannabhavya jIva ko paramabhAgyodaya se kisI AtmAnubhavI jJAnI dharmAtmA kA sahaja samAgama prApta hotA hai aura vaha jJAnI dharmAtmA use atyanta vAtsalyabhAva se samajhAtA hai ki he Atman ! tU svayaM bhagavAna hai, tU apanI zaktiyoM ko pahicAna, paryAya kI pAmaratA kA vicAra mata kara, svabhAva ke sAmarthya ko dekha, sampUrNa jagata para se dRSTi haTA aura svayaM meM hI samA jA, upayoga ko yahA~-vahA~ na bhaTakA, antara meM jA, tujhe nija paramAtmA ke darzana hoNge| jJAnI guru kI karuNA - vigalita vANI sunakara vaha nikaTa bhavya jIva kahatA hai -- "prabho ! yaha Apa kyA kaha rahe haiM, maiM bhagavAna kaise ho sakatA hU~? maiMne to jinAgama meM batAye bhagavAna banane ke upAya kA anusaraNa Ajataka kiyA hI nahIM hai / na japa kiyA, na tapa kiyA, na vrata pAle aura na svayaM ko jAnA - pahicAnA maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 17

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aisI ajJAnI - asaMyata dazA meM rahate hue maiM bhagavAna kaise bana sakatA hU~?" -- atyanta snehapUrvaka samajhAte hue jJAnI dharmAtmA kahate haiM- " bhAI, ye bananevAle bhagavAna kI bAta nahIM hai, yaha to bane - banAye bhagavAna kI bAta hai / svabhAva kI apekSA tujhe bhagavAna bananA nahIM hai, apitu svabhAva se to tU banA-banAyA bhagavAna hI hai / - aisA jAnanA - mAnanA aura apane meM hI jamajAnA, ramajAnA paryAya meM bhagavAna banane kA upAya hai| tU ekabAra sacce dila se antara kI gaharAI se isa bAta ko svIkAra to kara; antara kI svIkRti Ate hI terI dRSTi parapadArthoM se haTakara sahaja hI svabhAva - sanmukha hogI, jJAna bhI antaronmukha hogA aura tU antara meM hI samA jAyagA, lIna ho jAyagA, samAdhistha ho jaaygaa| aisA hone para tere antara meM atIndriya Ananda kA aisA dariyA umar3egA ki tU nihAla ho jAvegA, kRtakRtya ho jAvegA / ekabAra aisA svIkAra karake to dekha / " "yadi aisI bAta hai to Ajataka kisI ne kyoM nahIM batAyA ?" 44 'jAne bhI de, isa bAta ko, Age kI soca / " "kyoM jAne deM? isa bAta ko jAne binA hama ananta duHkha uThAte rahe, svayaM bhagavAna hokara bhI bhogoM ke bhikhArI bane rahe aura kisI ne batAyA taka nhiiN|' maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 18

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" are bhAI, jagata ko patA ho to batAye aura jJAnI to batAte hI rahate haiM, para 'kauna sunatA hai unakI; kAlalabdhi Aye binA kisI kA dhyAna hI nahIM jAtA isa ora / suna bhI lete haiM to isa kAna se sunakara usa kAna se nikAla dete haiM, dhyAna nahIM dete| samaya se pUrva batAne se kisI ko koI lAbha bhI nahIM hotA / ataH aba jAne bhI do purAnI bAtoM ko, Age kI soco| svayaM ke paramAtmasvarUpa ko pahicAno, svayaM ke paramAtmasvarUpa ko jAno aura svayaM meM samA jAvo / sukhI hone kA ekamAtra yahI upAya hai| kahate-kahate guru svayaM meM samA jAte haiM aura vaha bhavyAtmA bhI svayaM meM samA jAtA hai| jaba upayoga bAhara AtA hai to usake cehare para apUrva zAnti hotI hai, saMsAra kI thakAna pUrNata: utara cukI hotI hai, paryAya kI pAmaratA kA koI cihna cehare para nahIM hotA, svabhAva kI sAmarthya kA gaurava avazya jhalakatA hai| AtmajJAna, zraddhAna evaM AMzika lInatA se Arambha mukti ke. mArga para ArUr3ha vaha bhavyAtmA cakravartI kI sampadA aura indroM jaise bhogoM ko bhI tuccha samajhane lagatA hai / kahA bhI hai " cakravartI kI sampadA ara indra sArikhe bhoga / kAgavITa sama ginata haiM samyagdRSTi loga // " maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 19

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pitA ke mitra rikzevAle yuvaka se yaha bAta rikzA sTeNDa para hI kara rahe the| unakI yaha saba bAta rikze para baiThe-baiThe hI ho rahI thii| itane meM eka savArI ne AvAja dI "ai rikzevAle! sTezana calegA?" usane saMkSipta-sA uttara diyaa-"nhiiN|" "kyoM? calo na bhAI, jarA jaldI jAnA hai, do rupaye kI jagaha pA~ca rupaye le lenA, para calo, jaldI clo|" "nahIM; nahIM jAnA, eka bAra kaha diyA n|" "kaha diyA para....." usakI bAta jAne do, aba maiM Apase hI pUchatA hU~ ki kyA vaha aba bhI savArI le jAyegA? yadi le jAyegA to kitane meM? dasa rupaye meM, bIsa rupaye meM ....... kyA kahA, kitane hI rupaye do, para aba vaha rikzA nahIM claayegaa| 'kyoM?' "kyoMki aba vaha karor3apati ho gayA hai|" "are bhAI, abhI to mAtra patA hI calA hai, abhI rupaye hAtha meM kahA~ Aye haiM?" "kucha bhI ho, aba usase rikzA nahIM calegA; kyoMki karor3apati rikzA nahIM calAyA krte|" isIprakAra jaba kisI vyakti ko AtmAnubhavapUrvaka maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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samyagdarzana - jJAna pragaTa ho jAtA hai, taba usake AcaraNa meM bhI antara A hI jAtA hai| yaha bAta alaga hai ki vaha tatkAla pUrNa saMyamI yA deza saMyamI nahIM ho jAtA, phira bhI usake jIvana meM anyAya, abhakSya evaM mithyAtva poSaka kriyAe~ nahIM rahatI haiN| usakA jIvana zuddha sAtvika ho jAtA hai, usase hIna kAma nahIM hote / vaha yuvaka savArI lekara sTezana to nahIM jAvegA, para usa seTha ke ghara rikzA vApisa dene aura kirAyA dene to jAvegA hI, jisakA rikzA vaha kirAye para lAyA thA / pratidina zAma ko rikzA aura kirAye ke dasa rupaye de Ane para hI use agale dina rikzA kirAye para milatA thA / yadi kabhI rikzA aura kirAyA dene na jA pAve to seTha ghara para A dhamakatA thA, muhallevAloM ke sAmane usakI ijjata utAra detA thA / Aja vaha seTha ke ghara rikzA dene bhI na jAvegA / use vahIM aisA hI chor3akara cala degaa| taba phira kyA vaha seTha usake ghara jAyegA ? hA~ jAyegA, avazya jAyegA; para rikzA lene nahIM, rupaye lene nahIM; apanI lar3akI kA riztA lekara jAyegA; kyoMki yaha patA cala jAne para ki isake karor3oM rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM, kauna use apanI kanyA dekara kRtArtha na honA cAhegA? isIprakAra kisI vyakti ko AtmAnubhava hotA hai to maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 21

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usake antara kI hInabhAvanA to samApta ho hI jAtI hai, para sAtizaya puNya ke pratApa se loka meM bhI usakI pratiSThA bar3ha jAtI hai, loka bhI usake sadvyavahAra se prabhAvita hotA hai| aisA sahaja hI nimitta - naimittika sambandha hai / jJAta ho jAne para bhI jisaprakAra koI asabhya vyakti usa rikzevAle se rikzevAloM jaisA vyavahAra bhI kadAcit kara sakatA hai; usIprakAra kucha ajJAnIjana una jJAnI dharmAtmAoM se bhI kadAcit asadvyavahAra kara sakate haiM, karate bhI dekhe jAte haiM; para yaha bahuta kama hotA hai| yadyapi abhI vaha vahI mailA - kucelA phaTA kurtA pahane hai, makAna bhI TUTA-phUTA hI hai; kyoMki ye saba to taba badaleMge, jaba rupaye hAtha meM A jaaveNge| kapar3e aura makAna zraddhA-jJAna se nahIM badale jAte, unake lie to paise cAhie, paise; tathApi usake citta meM Apa kahIM bhI daridratA kI hInabhAvanA kA nAmonizAna bhI nahIM paayeNge| usIprakAra jIvana to samyak cAritra hone para badalegA, abhI to asaMyamarUpa vyavahAra hI jJAnI dharmAtmA ke dekhA jAtA hai, para unake citta meM raMcamAtra bhI hInabhAvanA nahIM rahatI, ve svayaM ko bhagavAna hI anubhava karate haiM / jisaprakAra usa yuvaka ke zraddhA aura jJAna meM to yaha bAta eka kSaNa meM A gaI ki maiM karor3apati hU~; para karor3apatiyoM / maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 22

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jaise rahana-sahana meM abhI varSoM laga sakate haiN| paisA hAtha meM A jAya, taba makAna bananA Arambha ho, usameM bhI samaya to lagegA hii| usa yuvaka ko apanA jIvana-stara uThAne kI jaldI to hai, para adhIratA nahIM; kyoMki jaba patA cala gayA hai to rupaye bhI aba mileMge hI; Aja nahIM to kala, kala nahIM to parasoM; barasoM laganevAle nahIM haiN| usIprakAra zraddhA aura jJAna to kSaNabhara meM parivartita ho jAte haiM. para jIvana meM saMyama Ane meM samaya laga sakatA hai| saMyama dhAraNa karane kI jaldI to pratyeka jJAnI dharmAtmA ko rahatI hI hai, para adhIratA nahIM hotI; kyoMki jaba samyagdarzana - jJAna aura saMyama kI ruci (aMza) jaga gaI hai to isI bhava meM, isa bhava meM nahIM to agale bhava meM, usameM nahIM to usase agale bhava meM saMyama bhI AyegA hI; anantakAla yoM hI jAnevAlA nahIM hai| ataH hama sabhI kA yaha parama pAvana karttavya hai ki hama saba svayaM ko sahI rUpa meM jAneM, sahI rUpa meM pahicAneM, isa bAta kA gaharAI se anubhava kareM ki svabhAva se to hama sabhI sadA se hI bhagavAna hI haiM - isameM zaMkA- AzaMkA ke lie kahIM koI sthAna nahIM hai| rahI bAta paryAya kI pAmaratA kI, so jaba hama apane paramAtmasvarUpa kA samyagjJAna kara usI meM apanApana sthApita kareMge, apane jJAnopayoga (pragaTajJAna) maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 23

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ko bhI sampUrNataH usI meM lagA deMge, sthApita kara deMge aura usI meM lIna ho jAveMge, jama jAveMge, rama jAveMge, samA jAveMge, samAdhistha ho jAveMge to paryAya meM bhI paramAtmA (arahaMta-siddha) banate dera na lgegii| ___ are bhAI! jainadarzana ke isa adbhuta paramasatya ko ekabAra antara kI gaharAI se svIkAra to karo ki svabhAva se hama sabhI bhagavAna hI haiN| para aura paryAya se apanApana toDakara ekabAra dravya-svabhAva meM apanApana sthApita to karo, phira dekhanA antara meM kaisI krAnti hotI hai, kaisI adbhuta aura apUrva zAnti upalabdha hotI hai, atIndriya Ananda kA kaisA jharanA jharatA hai| isa adbhuta satya kA Ananda mAtra bAtoM se AnevAlA nahIM hai, antara meM isa paramasatya ke sAkSAtkAra se hI atIndriya Ananda kA dariyA umdd'egaa| umar3egA, avazya umar3egA; ekabAra sacce hRdaya se sampUrNataH samarpita hokara nija bhagavAna AtmA kI ArAdhanA to karo, phira dekhanA kyA hotA hai? bAtoM meM isase adhika kucha nahIM kahA jA sakatA hai| ata: yaha maMgalabhAvanA bhAte hue virAma letA hU~ ki sabhI AtmAe~ svayaM ke paramAtmasvarUpa ko jAnakara, pahicAnakara svayaM meM hI jamakara, ramakara ananta sukha-zAnti ko zIghra hI prApta kreN| | 24 maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~,

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2 apane meM apanApana samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra hI saccA mokSamArga hai, anAdikAlIna anaMta du:kha ko dUra karane kA ekamAtra upAya hai|at: hameM inheM samajhane meM pUrI zakti lagAnA cAhie, inheM prApta karane ke lie prANapaNa se juTa jAnA caahie| inake svarUpa ko samajhane ke lie hameM jainadarzana meM pratipAdita tattvavyavasthA ko samajhanA hogA; kyoMki tattvArtha ke zraddhAna ko hI samyagdarzana kahA gayA hai| tattvArtha sAta hote haiM-jIva, ajIva, asrava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA aura mokss| jIvatattva anAdi-nidhana dravyarUpa bhagavAna hai aura mokSatattva sAdi pragaTa dazArUpa bhagavAna hai| bhagavAna svabhAvI AtmA kA prakaTarUpa se paryAya meM bhagavAna bananA hI mokSa prApta karanA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki jainadarzana kahatA hai ki svabhAva se to hama sabhI bhagavAna haiM hI, para yadi apane ko jAneM, pahicAneM aura apane meM hI jama jAyeM, rama jAyeM to prakaTarUpa se paryAya meM bhI bhagavAna bana sakate haiN| __ apane ko pahicAnanA, jAnanA hI samyagdarzana aura samyagjJAna hai tathA apane meM hI jama jAnA, rama jAnA apane meM apanApana

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samyak cAritra hai / ina samyagdarzana, samyagjJAna aura samyakcAritra kI ekarUpatA hI mokSamArga hai, sukhI hone kA saccA upAya hai| yadyapi yaha bhagavAna AtmA ananta guNoM kA akhaNDa piNDa hai, ananta zaktiyoM kA saMgrahAlaya hai; tathApi mokSamArga meM prayojanabhUta jina guNoM kI carcA jinAgama meM sarvAdhika prApta hai, unameM zraddhA, jJAna aura cAritra guNa pramukha haiM / inameM jJAna guNa kA kArya satyAsatya kA nirNaya karanA hai, zraddhA guNa kA kArya apane aura parAye kI pahicAna kara apane meM apanApana sthApita karanA hai aura acche-bure kA nirNaya hama apane rAga ke anusAra karate haiN| dhyAna rahe, rAga cAritra guNa kI vikArI paryAya hai / isa jagata meM koI bhI vastu acchI-burI nahIM hai| unameM acche-bure kA nirNaya hama apane rAgAnusAra hI karate haiN| raMga na gorA acchA hotA hai na sA~valA, jisake mana jo bhA jAya, usake lie vahI acchA hai| hama gore raMga ke lie tarasate haiM aura gorI camar3I vAle yUropiyana ghaMToM naMge badana dhUpa meM isalie par3e rahate haiM ki unakA raMga thor3A-bahuta hama jaisA sA~valA ho jAve / dUsaroM kI bAta jAne bhI deM, hama svayaM apanA ceharA gorA aura bAla kAle pasanda karate haiN| jarA vicAra to karo, yadi maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 26

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cehare jaise bAla aura bAloM jaisA ceharA ho jAve to kyA ho? tAtparya yaha hai ki jagata meM kucha bhI acchA-burA nahIM hai| acche-bure kI kalpanA hama svayaM apane rAgAnusAra hI karate haiN| isa jagata meM na acche kI kImata hai na sacce kI, apanApana hI sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa hai; kyoMki sarvasvasamarpaNa apanoM ke prati hI hotA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki mukti ke mArga meM sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa zraddhA guNa hai, zraddhA guNa kI nirmala paryAya samyagdarzana hai| para aura paryAya se bhinna nija bhagavAna AtmA meM apanApana sthApita karanA hI samyagdarzana hai, nija bhagavAna AtmA ko nija jAnanA hI samyagjJAna hai aura nija bhagavAna AtmA meM hI jamanA-ramanA samyak-cAritra hai| yahA~ Apa kaha sakate haiM ki vidvAnoM kA kAma to saccAI aura acchAI kI kImata batAnA hai aura Apa kaha rahe haiM ki isa jagata meM na saccAI kI kImata hai aura na acchAI kii| bhAI, hama kyA kaha rahe haiM, vastu kA svarUpa hI aisA hai| eka karoDapati seTha thaa| usakA eka ikalautA beTA thaa| "kaisA?" "jaise ki karor3apatiyoM ke hote haiM, sAtoM vyasanoM meM paarNgt|" apane meM apanApana 27

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usake par3osa meM eka garIba vyakti rahatA thaa| usakA bhI eka beTA thA / "kaisA?" " jaisA ki seTha apane beTe ko cAhatA thA, sarvaguNasampanna, par3hane-likhane meM hoziyAra, vyasanoM se dUra, sadAcArI, vinayazIla / " seTha roja subaha uThatA to par3osI ke beTe kI bhagavAna jaisI stuti karatA aura apane beTe ko hajAra gAliyA~ detA / kahatA - " dekho vaha kitanA hoziyAra hai, pratidina prAtaH kAla mandira jAtA hai, samaya para sokara uThatA hai aura eka tU hai ki abhI taka so rahA hai| are nAlAyaka mere ghara meM paidA ho gayA hai, so gulacharre ur3A rahA hai, kahIM aura paidA hotA to bhUkhoM maratA, bhUkhoM are abhAge ' / " bIca meM hI bAta kATate hue putra kahatA - " pitAjI, aura cAhe jo kucha kaho, para abhAgA nahIM kaha skte|" "kyoM?" 41 " kyoMki, jise Apa jaisA kamAU bApa milA ho, vaha abhAgA kaise ho sakatA hai ? abhAge to Apa haiM, jise mujha jaisA gamAU beTA milA hai|" eka dina par3ausI kA beTA skUla nahIM gyaa| use ghara para dekhakara seTha ne kahA - "beTA! Aja skUla kyoM nahIM gaye ?" maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 28

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bacce ne uttara diyA-"mAsTarajI kahate haiM ki skUla meM Dresa pahinakara Ao aura pustakeM lekara aao| maiM pApA se kahatA hU~ to uttara milatA hai ki kala lA deMge, para unakA kala kabhI AtA hI nahIM hai, Aja eka mAha ho gyaa| ataH Aja maiM skUla hI nahIM gayA huuN|" ___ pucakArate hue seTha bolA-"beTA cintA kI koI bAta nhiiN| apanA vo nAlAyaka pappU hai n| vaha hara mAha naI Dresa silAtA hai aura parAnI pheMka detA hai| pastakeM bhI hara mAha phAr3atA hai aura naI kharIda lAtA hai| bahuta-sI DreseM aura pustakeM par3I haiN| le jaavo|" __ aba jarA vicAra kIjie, seTha jisakI bhagavAna jaisI stuti karatA hai, use apane nAlAyaka beTe ke utArana ke kapar3e aura phaTI pustakeM dene kA bhAva AtA hai aura apane usa nAlAyaka beTe ko karor3oM kI sampatti de jAne kA pakkA vicAra hai| kabhI svapna meM bhI yaha vicAra nahIM AyA ki thor3I-bahuta kisI aura ko bhI de duuN| aba Apa hI batAiye ki jagata meM apane kI kImata hai yA acche kI sacce kI? acchA aura saccA to paDausI kA beTA hai, para vaha apanA nahIM; ata: usake prati rAga bhI sImita hI hai. asIma nhiiN| apanA beTA yadyapi acchA bhI nahIM hai saccA bhI nahIM hai; para apanA hai; apanA hone se usase rAga apane meM apanApana 29

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bhI asIma hai, ananta hai| isase siddha hotA hai ki apanApana hI sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa hai| Ajataka isa AtmA ne dehAdi para-padArthoM meM hI apanApana mAna rakhA hai| ataH unhIM kI sevA meM sampUrNataH samarpita hai| nija bhagavAna AtmA meM eka kSaNa ko bhI apanApana nahIM AyA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki usakI ananta upekSA ho rahI hai| deha kI saMbhAla meM hama caubIsoM ghaMTe samarpita haiM aura bhagavAna AtmA ke lie hamAre pAsa sahI mAyanoM meM eka kSaNa bhI nahIM hai| bhagavAna AtmA ananta upekSA kA zikAra hokara sotelA beTA banakara raha gayA hai| hama isa jar3a nazvara zarIra ke prati jitane satarka rahate haiM ki AtmA ke prati hamArI satarkatA usake sahasrAMza bhI dikhAI nahIM detii| yadi yaha jar3a zarIra asvastha ho jAve to hama DaoNkTara ke pAsa daur3e-daur3e jAte haiM; jo vaha kahatA hai, use akSarazaH svIkAra karate haiM; jaisA vaha kahatA hai, vaise hI calane ko nirantara tatpara rahate haiM; usase kisI prakAra kA tarka-vitarka nahIM krte| yadi vaha kahatA hai ki tumheM kaiMsara hai to binA mIna-mekha kiye svIkAra kara lete haiN| vaha kahe oNparezana atizIghra honA cAhie aura eka lAkha rupaye kharca hoMge, to maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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hama kucha bhI AnA-kAnI nahIM karate, makAna becakara bhI bharapUra sIjana ke samaya oNparezana karAne ko taiyAra rahate haiM / DaoNkTara kI bharapUra vinaya karate haiM, lAkhoM rupaye dekara bhI * unakA AjIvana ehasAna mAnate haiN| para jaba AtmA kA DaoNkTara batAtA hai ki Apako mithyAtva kA bhaMyakara kaiMsara ho gayA hai, usakA zIghra ilAja honA cAhie to usakI bAta para eka to hama dhyAna hI nahIM dete aura dete bhI haiM to hajAra bahAne banAte haiN| pravacana kA samaya anukUla nahIM hai, hama bahuta dUra rahate haiM, kAma ke dinoM (vIkaDeja) meM kaise A sakate haiM? na mAlUma kitane bahAne khar3e kara dete haiM / Akhira zarIra ke ilAja kI itanI apekSA aura AtmA ke ilAja kI itanI upekSA kyoM ? isakA ekamAtra kAraNa zarIra meM apanApana aura bhagavAna AtmA meM parAyApana hI to I hai| jabataka zarIra se apanApana TUTegA nahIM aura bhagavAna AtmA meM apanApana AegA nahIM, tabataka zarIra kI upekSA . aura bhagavAna AtmA ke prati sarvasva samarpaNa saMbhava nahIM hai| sarvasva samarpaNa ke binA Atmadarzana- samyagdarzana saMbhava nahIM hai / yadi hameM Atmadarzana karanA hai, samyagdarzana prApta karanA hai to deha ke prati ekatva tor3anA hI hogA, AtmA meM ekatva sthApita karanA hI hogA / deha se bhinnatA evaM AtmA meM apanApana sthApita karane apane meM apanApana 31

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ke lie deha kI malinatA aura AtmA kI mahAnatA ke gIta gAne se kAma nahIM calegA, deha ke parAyepana aura AtmA ke apanepana para gaharAI se maMthana karanA hogA / "pala rudhira rAdha mala thailI, kIkasa basAdi taiM mailI | nava dvAra baheM ghinakArI, asa deha kare kima yArI // kapha aura carbI Adi se mailI yaha deha mAMsa, khUna, pIpa Adi maloM kI thailI hai| isameM nAka, kAna, A~kha nau daravAje haiM; jinase nirantara ghRNAspada padArtha bahate rahate haiM / he Atman ! tU isaprakAra kI ghinAvanI deha se yArI kyoM karatA hai?" " isa deha ke saMyoga meM, jo vastu palabhara AyagI / vaha bhI malina mala-mUtramaya, durgandhamaya ho jAyagI // kintu raha isa deha meM, nirmala rahA jo AtamA / vaha jJeya hai zraddheya hai, basa dhyeya bhI vaha AtamA // " isa deha kI apavitratA kI bAta kahA~ taka kaheM ? isake saMyoga meM jo bhI vastu eka pala bhara ke lie hI kyoM na Aye, vaha bhI malina ho jAtI hai, mala-mUtramaya ho jAtI hai, durgandhamaya ho jAtI hai| saba padArthoM ko pavitra kara denevAlA jala bhI isakA saMyoga pAkara apavitra ho jAtA hai| kue~ ke 1. paNDita dautalarAma : chahaDhAlA, pA~cavI DhAla, azucibhAvanA 2. DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla : bAraha bhAvanA, ekatva bhAvanA maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 32 ( .

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prAsuka jala aura aThapahare zuddha ghI meM maryAdita ATe se banA haluA bhI kSaNabhara ko peTa meM calA jAve aura tatkAla vamana ho jAve to use koI dekhanA bhI paMsada nahIM krtaa| aisI apavitra hai yaha deha aura isameM rahanevAlA bhagavAna AtmA paramapavitra padArtha hai| "Ananda kA rasakanda sAgara zAnti kA nija aatmaa| saba dravya jar3a para jJAna kA ghanapiNDa kevala aatmaa||" yaha parama pavitra bhagavAna AtmA Ananda kA rasakaMda jJAna kA ghanapiNDa, zAnti kA sAgara, guNoM kA godAma aura ananta zaktiyoM kA saMgrahAlaya hai| isaprakAra hamane deha kI apavitratA tathA bhagavAna AtmA kI pavitratA aura mahAnatA para bahuta vicAra kiyA hai, par3hA hai, sunA hai; para deha se hamArA mamatva raMcamAtra bhI kama nahIM huA aura AtmA meM raMcamAtra bhI apanApana nahIM aayaa| pariNAmasvarUpa hama vahIM ke vahIM khar3e haiM, eka kadama bhI Age nahIM bar3ha pAye haiN| deha se apanApana nahIM TUTane se rAga bhI nahIM TUTatA; kyoMki jo apanA hai, vaha kaisA bhI kyoM na ho, use kaise choDA jA sakatA? isIprakAra AtmA meM apanApana sthApita hue binA usase aMtaraMga sneha bhI nahIM umdd'taa| ataH hamAre 1. DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla : bArahabhAvanA, azucibhAvanA apane meM apanApana M

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cintana kA bindu AtmA kA apanApana aura deha kA parAyApana honA cAhie / isI se AtmA meM ekatva sthApita hogA, deha se bhinnatA bhAsita hogii| nija bhagavAna AtmA meM apanApana hI samyagdarzana hai aura nija bhagavAna AtmA se bhinna dehAdi padArthoM meM apanApana hI mithyAdarzana hai| apanepana kI mahimA adbhuta hai / apanepana ke sAtha abhUtapUrva ullasita pariNAma utpanna hotA hai| Apa plena meM baiThe videza jA rahe hoM; hajAroM videziyoM ke bIca kisI bhAratIya ko dekhakara ApakA mana ullasita ho uThatA hai / jaba Apa usase pUchate haiM ki Apa kahA~ se Aye haiM ? taba vaha yadi usI nagara kA nAma le de, jisa nagara ke Apa haiM to ApakA ullAsa dviguNita ho jAtA hai| yadi vaha ApakI hI jAti kA nikale to phira kahanA hI kyA hai ? yadi vaha dUsarI jAti, dUsare nagara yA dUsare deza kA nikale to utsAha ThaMDA par3a jAtA hai| isa ullAsa aura ThaMDepana kA ekamAtra kAraNa apanepana aura parAyepana kI anubhUti hI to hai / apane meM apanApana Ananda kA janaka hai, parAyoM meM apanApana ApadAoM kA ghara hai; yahI kAraNa hai ki apane meM apanApana hI sAkSAt dharma hai aura parAyoM meM apanApana mahA - adharma hai / maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 34 E

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apane meM se apanApana kho jAnA hI ananta duHkhoM kA kAraNa hai aura apane meM apanApana ho jAnA hI ananta sukha kA kAraNa hai / anAdikAla se yaha AtmA apane ko bhUlakara hI ananta duHkha uThA rahA hai aura apane ko jAnakara, pahicAnakara, apane meM hI jamakara, ramakara, ananta sukhI ho sakatA hai| duHkhoM se mukti ke mArga meM apane meM apanApana hI sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa hai| eka seTha thA aura usakA eka do-DhAI varSa kA ikalautA beTA / ghara ke sAmane khelate-khelate vaha kucha Age bar3ha gayA / ghara kI khoja meM vaha digbhramita ho gayA aura pUrva ke bajAya pazcima kI ora bar3ha gyaa| bahuta khojane para bhI use apanA ghara nahIM milaa| gharavAloM ne bhI bahuta khoja kI, para pAra na pdd'ii| vaha rAta use galI-kUcoM meM hI rote-rote bitAnI par3I / prAta:kAla taka usakI hAlata hI badala gaI thI, kapar3e gaMde ho gaye aura ceharA malina, dIna-hIna / bahuta kucha prayatnoM ke bAda bhI na use ghara milA aura na gharavAloM ko vaha / bhIkha mAMgakara peTa bharane ke atirikta koI rAstA na rhaa| thor3A bar3A hone para loga kahane lage - kAma kyoM nahIM karatA? Akhira eka halavAI kI dukAna para bartana sApha karane kA kAma karane lagA / apane meM apanApana 35

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putra ke viyoga meM seTha kA ghara bhI asta-vyasta ho gayA thaa| aba na kisI ko khAne-pIne meM rasa raha gayA thA aura na Amoda-pramoda kA prasaMga hii| ghara meM sadA mAtama kA vAtAvaraNa hI banA rhtaa| aise gharoM meM gharelU naukara bhI nahIM Tikate; kyoMki ve bhI to haMsI-khuzI ke vAtAvaraNa meM rahanA cAhate haiM / ata: unakA caukA bartana karane vAlA naukara bhI naukarI chor3a kara calA gayA thaa| ata: unheM eka gharelU naukara kI AvazyakatA thii| Akhira usa seTha ne usI halavAI se naukara kI vyavasthA karane ko kahA aura vaha sAta-ATha sAla kA bAlaka apane hI ghara meM naukara bana kara A gayA / - aba mA~ beTe ke sAmane thI aura beTA mA~ ke sAmane; para mA~ beTe ke viyoga meM duHkhI thI aura beTA mA~-bApa ke viyoga meN| mA~ bhojana karane baiThatI to mu~ha meM kaura hI nahIM diyA jAtA, beTe ko yAda kara-karake rotI-bilakhatI huI kahatI"na jAne merA beTA kahA~ hogA, kaisI hAlata meM hogA ? hogA bhI yA nahIM? yA kisI ke yahA~ caukA bartana kara rahA hogA ?" 36 - - -- vahIM khar3A beTA eka roTI mA~gatA to jhir3aka detI" jA abhI kAma kara, bacegI to phira dU~gI / kAma to karatA nahIM aura bAra - bAra roTI mA~gane A jAtA hai / " usI beTe ke lie rotI-bilakhatI aura use hI roTI maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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mA~gane para jhidd'ktii| kyA hai yaha saba? Akhira vaha mA~ du:khI kyoM hai? kyA kahA, beTe ke abhAva meM? beTA to sAmane hai| beTe ke abhAva meM nahIM, beTe meM apanepana ke abhAva meM hI vaha mA~ parezAna ho rahI hai, du:khI ho rahI hai| usakA beTA nahIM khoyA hai, beTA to sAmane hai, beTe kI pahicAna kho gaI hai, beTe meM apanApana kho gayA hai| mAtra pahicAna kho jAne, apanApana kho jAne kA hI yaha duSpariNAma hai ki vaha ananta du:kha ke samudra meM DUba gaI hai, usakI sampUrNa sukha-zAnti samApta ho gaI hai| use sukhI hone ke lie beTe ko nahIM khojanA, usameM apanApana khojanA hai| eka dina par3osina ne khaa-"ammaajii| eka bAtaM kahU~, burA na mAnanA yaha lar3akA abhI bahuta choTA hai, isase kAma jarA kama liyA kareM aura khAnA bhI thor3A acchA diyA kareM, samaya para diyA kreN|" seThAnI ekadama krodhita hotI huI bolI-"kyA kahatI ho? yaha kAma karatA hI kyA hai? dina bhara par3A rahatA hai aura khAtA bhI kitanA hai? tumheM kyA patA-dina bhara caratA hI rahatA hai|" apane meM apanApana 37 |

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bahuta kucha samajhAne para bhI vaha seThAnI yaha mAnane ko taiyAra hI nahIM hotI ki bacce ke sAtha kucha durvyavahAra kiyA jA rahA hai| kyA hai-isa sabakA kAraNa? ekamAtra apanepana kA abhaav| kahate haiM-mAtAyeM bahuta acchI hotI haiN| hotI hoMgI, para mAtra apane baccoM ke lie, parAye baccoM ke sAtha unakA vyavahAra dekhakara to zarma se mAthA jhuka jAtA hai| yaha sabhI mAtAoM kI bAta nahIM hai; para jo aisI haiM, unheM apane vyavahAra para eka bAra avazya vicAra karanA caahie| ekabAra eka dUsarI par3osina ne bar3e hI saMkoca ke sAtha kahA "ammAjI ! mere mana meM eka bAta bahuta dinoM se A rahI hai, Apa nArAja na hoM to kahU~? bAta yaha hai ki yaha naukara zakala se aura akala se saba bAtoM meM apanA pappU jaisA hI lagatA hai / vaisA hI gorA-bhUrA, vaise hI dhuMgharAle bAla; sabakucha vaisA hI to hai, kucha bhI to antara nahIM aura yadi Aja vaha hotA to hotA bhI itanA hI bdd'aa|" usakI bAta sunakara seThAnIjI ullAsita ho uThIM, unake lADale beTe kI carcA jo ho rahI thI, kahane lagIM-"lagatA to mujhe bhI aisA hI hai| ise dekhakara mujhe apane beTe kI aura adhika yAda A jAtI hai| aisA lagatA | 38 maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~|

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hai, jaise yaha merA hI beTA ho|" - seThAnI kI bAta sunakara utsAhita hotI huI par3osina bolI-"ammAjI! apane pappU ko khoye Aja ATha varSa ho gaye haiM, abataka to milA nahIM; aura na aba milane kI AzA hai| usake viyoga meM kabataka duHkhI hotI rahogI? merI bAta mAno to Apa ise hI goda kyoM nahIM le letI?" usane itanA hI kahA thA ki seThAnI tamatamA uThI"kyA bakatI hai? na mAlUma kisa kujAta kA hogA yaha?" seThAnI ke isa vyavahAra kA ekamAtra kAraNa beTe meM apanepana kA abhAva hI to hai| vaise to vaha beTA usI kA hai, para usameM apanApana nahIM hone se usake prati vyavahAra badalatA nahIM hai| __apanA hone se kyA hotA hai? jabataka apanApana na ho, tabataka apane hone kA koI lAbha nahIM miltaa| yahA~ apane se bhI adhika mahattvapUrNa apanApana hai| __ bhAI, yahI hAlata hamAre bhagavAna AtmA kI ho rahI hai| yadyapi vaha apanA hI hai, apanA hI kyA, apana svayaM hI bhagavAna AtmA haiM, para bhagavAna AtmA meM apanApana nahIM hone se usakI ananta upekSA ho rahI hai, usake sAtha parAye beTe jaisA vyavahAra ho rahA hai| vaha apane hI ghara meM naukara bana kara raha gayA hai| apane meM apanApana 39

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yahI kAraNa hai ki AtmA kI sudha-budha lene kI ananta preraNAyeM bhI kAragara nahIM ho rahI haiM, apanApana Aye binA kAragara hoMgI bhI nhiiN| isalie jaise bhI saMbhava ho, apane AtmA meM apanApana sthApita karanA hI ekamAtra kartavya hai, dharma hai| ___ isIprakAra calate-calate vaha lar3akA aThAraha varSa kA ho gyaa| eka dina isa bAta kA koI Thosa praNAma upalabdha ho gayA ki vaha lar3akA unhIM seThajI kA hai| ukta seThAnI ko bhI yaha vizvAsa ho gayA ki vaha sacamuca usakA hI lAr3alA beTA hai| aba Apa batAiye- aba kyA hogA? hogA kyA? vaha seThAnI jora-jora se rone lgii| seThajI ne samajhAte hue kahA "aba kyoM rotI hai? aba to ha~sane kA samaya A gayA hai, aba to tujhe terA putra mila gayA hai|" rote-rote hI seThAnI bolI-"mere beTe kA bacapana bartana malate-malate yoM hI ananta kaSToM meM nikala gayA hai, na vaha par3ha-likha pAyA hai, na khela-khA paayaa| hAya rAma! mere hI A~khoM ke sAmane usane ananta kaSTa bhoge haiM, na maiMne use DhaMga kA khAnA hI diyA aura na palabhara nizcita ho ArAma hI karane diyA, jaba dekho taba kAma meM hI lagAye rkhaa|" | 40 maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~|

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jo seThAnI isa bAta ko svIkAra karane ko kataI taiyAra na thI ki vaha usa bAlaka se bahuta kAma karAtI hai aura khAnA bhI DhaMga kA nahIM detI hai, vahI aba ikabAliyA bayAna de rahI hai ki maiMne bahuta kAma karAyA hai aura khAnA bhI DhaMga kA nahIM diyaa| yaha saba apanepana kA hI mAhAtmya hai| aba kyA use yaha samajhAne kI AvazyakatA hai ki jarA kAma kama liyA kareM aura khAnA bhI acchA diyA kreN| aba kAma kA to koI savAla hI nahIM raha gayA hai aura khAne kI bhI kyA bAta hai, aba to usakI sevA meM sabakucha hAjira hai / vyavahAra meM isa parivartana kA ekamAtra kAraNa apanepana kI pahicAna hai, apanepana kI bhAvanA hai| isIprakAra jabataka nija bhagavAna AtmA meM apanA apanApana sthApita nahIM hogA, tabataka usake prati apanepana kA vyavahAra bhI saMbhava nahIM hai| ___ ina dehAdiparapadArthoM se bhinna nija bhagavAna AtmA meM apanApana sthApita honA hI eka abhUtapUrva adbhuta krAnti hai, dharma kA Arambha hai, samyagdarzana hai, samyagjJAna hai, samyakcAritra hai, sAkSAt mokSa kA mArga hai, bhagavAna banane, samasta duHkhoM ko dUra karane aura ananta atIndriya Ananda prApta karane kA ekamAtra upAya hai| apane meM apanApana

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3 apanI khoja apane meM apanApana hI dharma hai aura para meM apanApana hI adharma hai; isalie jJAnI dharmAtmA nirantara isaprakAra kI bhAvanA bhAte rahate haiM ki mohAdi mere kucha nahIM maiM eka hU~ upayogamaya / hai moha - nirmamatA yahI ve kaheM jo jAne samaya // dharmAdi mere kucha nahIM maiM eka hU~ upayogamaya / hai dharma nirmamatA yahI ve kaheM jo jAne samaya // maiM eka darzana - jJAnamaya nita zuddha hU~ rUpI nahIM / ye anya saba paradravya kiMcit mAtra bhI mere nahIM / dharmAdi paradravyoM evaM mohAdi vikArIbhAvoM meM se apanApana chor3akara upayogasvarUpI zuddha nija bhagavAna AtmA meM apanepana kI dRr3ha bhAvanA hI dharma hai, ananta atIndriya Ananda kI prApti kA mArga hai; ata: nija bhagavAna AtmA ko jAnane - pahicAnane kA yatna karanA cAhie aura nija bhagavAna AtmA ko prApta karane kA prayatna karanA caahie| prazna: hama to bahuta prayatna karate haiM, para vaha bhagavAna 1. samayasAra padyAnuvAda 36-38 42 maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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AtmA hameM prApta kyoM nahIM hotA? uttara : bhagavAna AtmA kI prApti ke lie jaisA aura jitanA prayatna karanA cAhie; yadi vaisA aura utanA prayatna kareM to bhagavAna AtmA kI prApti avazya hI hotI hai| saccI bAta to yaha hai ki bhagavAna AtmA kI prApti kI jaisI tar3apha paidA honI cAhie; abhI hameM vaisI tar3apha hI paidA nahIM huI hai| yadi antara kI gaharAI se vaisI tar3apha paidA ho jAve to phira bhagavAna AtmA kI prApti meM dera hI na lge| bhagavAna AtmA kI prApti kI tar3aphavAle vyakti kI sthiti kaisI hotI hai? ise hama usa bAlaka ke udAharaNa se acchI taraha samajha sakate haiM ki jisakI mA~ mele meM kho gaI ho| eka pA~ca varSa kA bAlaka mA~ ke sAtha melA dekhane gayA thaa| mele kI apAra bhIr3a meM ve donoM bichur3a gye| eka pulisa caukI para mA~ pahu~cI aura usane beTA khone kI riporTa likhAI; dUsarI pulisa caukI para beTA pahu~cA aura usane mA~ ke khone kI riporTa likhAnA caahii| para usakI riporTa ko sahI rUpa meM koI likhatA hI nahIM hai| insapekTara ne kA~sTebala se pUchA-"kauna hai?" kA~sTebala ne uttara diyA-"eka khoyA huA bAlaka AyA hai|" bAlaka ne bIca meM hI Tokate hue kahA-"insapekTara apanI khoja

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sAhaba maiM nahIM, merI mA~ khoI hai; maiM to Apake sAmane hI khar3A DapaTate hue kA~sTebala bolA-"cupa raha, kahIM mA~ bhI khotI hai? khote to bacce hI haiN|" Akhira unhoMne yahI riporTa likhI ki eka khoyA huA bAlaka AyA hai| jo bhI ho; aba bAlaka se pUchatAcha Arambha hotI hai| "kyoM bhAI, tumhArA nAma kyA hai?" 'pappU' "tumhArI mA~ kA kyA nAma hai?" 'mammI' "tuma rahate kahA~ ho?" "apane ghara meM" bAlaka ke aise uttara sunakara pulisavAle Apasa meM kahate haiM ki jaba yaha bAlaka apanI mA~ ko pahicAnatA hI nahIM hai, usakA nAma taka bhI nahIM jAnatA hai to isakI mA~ ko kaise khojA jAya? unakI bAteM sunakara bAlaka socatA hai ki jisa nAma se maiM mA~ ko rojAnA bulAtA hU~, kyA vaha nAma, nAma hI nahIM hai? mammI kahakara jaba bhI bulAtA hU~, mA~ hAjira ho jAtI hai| phira bhI ye loga kahate haiM ki maiM mA~ kA nAma bhI nahIM maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~|

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jaantaa| bAlaka yaha soca hI rahA thA ki pulisavAlA phira pUchane lagatA hai- "terI mA~ moTI hai yA patalI hai, gorI yA kAlI, lambI yA ThiganI?" bAlaka ne to kabhI socA bhI na thA ki mAtAe~ bhI chaha prakAra kI hotI haiM, usane to apanI mA~ ko kabhI ina rUpoM meM dekhA hI na thaa| usane to mA~ kA mA~pana hI dekhA thA, rUparaMga nahIM, kada bhI nhiiN| vaha kaise batAye ki usakI mA~ gorI hai yA kAlI, lambI hai yA ThiganI, moTI yA patalI hai? ye to sApekSa sthitiyA~ haiN| / dUsaroM se tulanA karane para hI kisI gorA yA kAlA kahA jA sakatA hai, lambA yA ThiganA kahA jA sakatA hai, moTA yA patalA kahA jA sakatA hai| ___ maiM Apase hI pUchatA hU~ ki maiM gorA hU~ yA kAlA, lambA hU~ yA ThiganA, moTA hU~ yA patalA? maiM to jaisA hU~, vaisA hI hU~; na gorA hU~, na kAlA hU~; na lambA hU~, na ThiganA hU~ aura na moTA hI hU~, na patalA hii| merI bagala meM eka aMgreja ko khar3A kara deM to usakI apekSA mujhe kAlA kahA jA sakatA hai, kisI aphrIkana ko khar3A kara deM to gorA bhI kahA jA sakatA hai; kisI Thigane AdamI ko khar3A kara do to lambA kahA jA sakatA hai aura mujhase bhI apanI khoja 45 |

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lambe AdamI ko khar3A kara do to ThiganA bhI kahA jA sakatA hai| isIprakAra kisI moTe AdamI ko khar3A kara do to mujhe patalA kahA jA sakatA hai aura mujhase bhI patale AdamI ko khar3A kara do to moTA bhI kahA jA sakatA hai| ___ maiM kisI kI apekSA bhale hI moTA-patalA yA gorAkAlA ho sakatA hU~, para nirapekSapane to jaisA hU~, vaisA hI huuN| / usane apanI mA~ kI tulanA kisI dUsare se kI hI na thii| ata: vaha kaise batAye ki usakI mA~ kaisI hai? usake niruttara rahane para pulisavAle kahate haiM ki vaha to apanI mA~ ko pahicAnatA hI nahIM hai. para kyA yaha bAta saca hai? kyA vaha bAlaka apanI mA~ ko pahicAnatA nahIM hai? pahicAnanA alaga bAta hai aura pahicAna ko bhASA denA alg| ho sakatA hai ki vaha apane bhAvoM ko vyakta nahIM kara sakatA ho, para pahicAnatA hI na ho- yaha bAta nahIM hai; kyoMki yadi usakI mA~ usake sAmane A jAve to vaha eka kSaNa meM pahicAna legaa| eka bImA ejenTa ne kucha varSa pUrva usakI mA~ kA eka bImA karavAyA thaa| ata: usakI DAyarI meM saba-kucha noTa hai ki usakI lambAI kitanI hai, vajana kitanA hai, kamara kitanI hai aura sInA kitanA hai| ataH vaha yaha saba-kucha batA sakatA hai, para usake maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~| 46

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sAmane vaha mA~ A jAye to pahicAna na pAvegA / yadi pUchA jAya to DAyarI nikAla kara dekhegA aura phItA nikAla kara nApane kI koziza karegA; para saba bekAra hai; kyoMki jaba usane nApa liyA thA, taba sInA 36 iMca thA aura kamara 32 iMca, para Aja sInA 32 iMca raha gayA hogA aura kamara 36 iMca ho gaI hogii| isIprakAra zAstroM meM par3hakara AtmA kI nApa-jokha karanA alaga bAta hai aura AtmA kA anubhava karake pahicAnanA, usameM apanApana sthApita karanA alaga bAta hai| jo bhI ho, jaba bAlaka kucha bhI na batA sakA to pulisavAloM ne bAlaka ko eka aise sthAna para khar3A kara diyA, jahA~ se mele meM AnevAlI sabhI mahilAyeM nikalatI / bAlaka kI surakSA ke lie eka pulisavAle ko bhI sAtha meM khar3A kara diyA aura bAlaka se kahA 44 'yahA~ se nikalanevAlI pratyeka mahilA ko dhyAna se dekho aura apanI mA~ ko khojo / " isase eka hI bAta phalita hotI hai ki bAlaka ko apanI mA~ svayaM hI khojanI hogI, kisI kA koI vizeSa sahayoga milanevAlA nahIM hai; pulisavAloM kA bhI nahIM / isIprakAra pratyeka AtmArthI ko apane AtmA kI khoja svayaM hI karanI hogI, kisI dUsare ke bharose kucha honevAlA apanI khoja 47

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nahIM hai, guru ke bharose rahane para bhI AtmA milanevAlA nahIM hai / 'apanI madada Apa karo' - yahI mahAsiddhAnta hai / kisI bhI mahilA ke vahA~ se nikalane para pulisavAlA pUchatA - "kyA yahI terI mA~ hai?" bAlaka uttara detA- 'nahIM / ' aisA do-cAra bAra hone para pulisavAlA cir3hacir3hAne lagA aura bolA kyA nahIM-nahIM karatA hai, jarA acchI taraha dekha / " kyA mA~ ko pahicAnane ke lie bhI acchI taraha dekhanA hotA hai, vaha to pahalI dRSTi meM hI pahicAna lI jAtI hai, para pulisavAle ko kauna samajhAye ? pulisavAle kI jhallAhaTa evaM DATa-DapaTa se bAlaka, jo mA~ nahIM hai, use mA~ to kaha nahIM sakatA; yadi Dara ke mAre kaha bhI de, to bhI use mA~ mila to nahIM sakatI; kyoMki usa mA~ ko bhI to svIkAra karanA cAhie ki yaha bAlaka merA hai / yadi kAraNavaza mA~ bhI jhUTha-mUTha kaha de ki hA~ yaha bAlaka merA hI hai / para usase vaha bAlaka usakA ho to nahIM jAyegA / Apa kaha sakate haiM ki vaha mahilA bhI aisA kyoM kahegI ? para maiM kahatA hU~ - kaha sakatI hai, bA~jha ho to bAlaka ke lobha meM kaha sakatI hai aura pulisavAle to kisI maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 48

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se bhI kucha bhI kahalA sakate haiN| kyA Apa yaha nahIM jAnate ? para bAta yaha hai ki itane mAtra se mA~ ko bAlaka aura bAlaka ko apanI mA~ to nahIM mila jAvegI / isIprakAra guru bAra-bAra samajhAyeM aura samajha meM na Ane para hameM bhalA-burA kahane lageM to hama bhaya se, ijjata jAne ke bhaya se kaha sakateM haiM ki hA~ samajha meM A gayA, para itanA kahane mAtra se to kArya calanevAlA nahIM hai / ijjatavAle seTha ne gurujI se pUchA - "bhagavAna ! AtmA kaisA hai aura kaise prApta hotA hai ? " gurujI ne pA~ca minaTa samajhAyA aura pUchA'AyA samajha meM?" 44 seTha ne vinayapUrvaka uttara diyA- "nahIM gurujI " gurujI ne pA~ca minaTa aura samajhAyA aura phira pUchAaba AyA ?" 44 'nahIM' uttara milane para vyAkulatA se gurujI phira samajhAne lage, udAharaNa dekara samajhAyA aura phira pUchA aba to AyA yA nahIM?" 44 'nahIM' uttara milane para jhallAkara bole"mAthe meM kucha hai bhI yA gobara bharA hai ?" ghabarAkara seThajI bole - " aba samajha meM A gayA" ijjatavAle the na, ijjata jAtI dikhI to binA samajha meM apanI khoja - 49

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Aye hI kaha diyA, para bAlaka to ijjatavAlA nahIM hai na? ataH vaha mA~ ke mile binA kahanevAlA nahIM hai; kyoMki use ijjata nahIM, mA~ caahie| jinheM AtmA se adhika ijjata pyArI hai, unheM ijjata hI milatI hai, AtmA nahIM / jaba bAra-bAra bAlaka nA kahatA rahA to pulisavAlA jhallAkara bolA- "maiM dhUpa meM kyoM khar3A rahU~, mA~ to tujhe hI khojanI hai| ata: maiM vahA~ chAyA meM baiThA hU~, tU sabhI mahilAoM ko dekha; jaba mA~ mila jAve, taba mujhe batA denaa|" aisA kahakara pulisavAlA dUra chAyA meM jA baitthaa| bAlaka ne bhI rAhata kI sAMsa lI; kyoMki pulisavAlA kucha sahayoga to kara hI nahIM rahA thA; vyartha hI TokA-TokI kara dhyAna ko bhaMga avazya kara rahA thA / kama se kama aba usake cale jAne para bAlaka pUrI zakti se, svataMtratA se mA~ ko khoja to sakatA hai| isIprakAra jaba sAdhaka AtmA kI khoja meM gaharAI se tatpara hotA hai, taba use anAvazyaka TokA-TokI yA carcAvArtA pasanda nahIM hotI; kyoMki vaha usake dhyAna ko bhaMga karatI hai / - usa bAlaka ko apanI mA~ kI khoja kI jaisI tar3apa hai, AtmA kI khoja kI vaisI tar3apa hameM bhI jage to AtmA mile binA nahIM rahe / 50 maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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vaha bAlaka acchI taraha jAnatA hai ki yadi sAyaM taka mA~ nahIM milI to kyA hogA? ghanI aMdherI rAta use pulisa caukI kI kAlI koTharI meM akele hI bitAnI hogI aura na mAlUma kyA-kyA bItegI usa para? bAta mAtra itanI hI nahIM hai| yadi mA~ milI hI nahIM to sArA jIvana bhIkha mAMgakara gujAranA par3a sakatA hai| isakA khyAla Ate hI vaha kA~pa uThatA hai, saba-kucha bhUlakara apanI mA~ kI khoja meM saMlagna ho jAtA hai| kyA usa bAlaka ke samAna hameM bhI yaha kalpanA hai ki yadi jIvana kI saMdhyA taka bhagavAna AtmA nahIM milA to cAra gati aura caurAsI lAkha yoniyoM ke ghane aMdhakAra meM ananta kAla taka bhaTakanA hogA, ananta duHkha bhogane hoNge| yadi hameM isakI kalpanA hotI to hama yaha bahumUlya mAnavajIvana yoM hI viSaya-kaSAya meM barbAda nahIM kara rahe hote| usa bAlaka se yadi koI kahe ki bahuta dera ho gaI dhUpa meM khar3e-khar3ejarA idhara Ao, chAyA meM baiTha jAo; kucha khAopio, khelo-kUdo, mana bahalAo; phira khoja lenA apanI mA~ ko, kyA jaldI hai abhI; abhI to bahuta dina bAkI hai| to kyA vaha bAlaka usakI bAta sunegA, zAnti se chAyA meM baiThegA, icchita vastu prema se khAyegA, khelegA-kUdegA, mana bahalAyegA? yadi nahIM to phira hama aura Apa bhI yaha saba kaise kara sakate haiM, para kara rahe haiM;-isase yahI pratIta hAtA apanI khoja

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hai ki hameM AtmA kI prApti kI vaisI tar3apa nahIM hai, jaisI usa bAlaka ko apanI mA~ kI khoja kI hai| isalie maiM kahatA hU~ ki AtmA kI prApti ke lie jaisA aura jitanA puruSArtha cAhie, vaha nahIM ho rahA hai- yahI kAraNa hai ki hameM bhagavAna AtmA kI prApti nahIM ho rahI hai| yaha bAta bhI nahIM hai ki vaha bAlaka bhUkhA hI rahegA; khAyegA, vaha bhI khAyegA, para use khAne meM koI rasa nahIM hogaa| dhUpa bardAzta na hone para thor3e samaya ko chAyA meM bhI baiTha sakatA hai, para dhyAna usakA mA~ kI khoja meM hI rhegaa| khelane-kUdane aura manoraMjana kA to koI prazna hI nahIM hai| isIprakAra AtmA kA khojI bhI bhUkhA to nahIM rahatA, para khAne-pIne meM hI jIvana kI sArthakatA use bhAsita nahIM hotii| yadyapi vaha svAsthya ke anurUpa hI bhojana karegA, para abhakSya bhakSaNa karane kA to prazna hI upasthita nahIM hotaa| kamajorI ke kAraNa vaha aneka suvidhAoM ke bIca bhI raha sakatA hai, para usakA dhyAna sadA AtmA kI ora hI rahatA hai| khelane-kUdane aura manoraMjana meM manuSya bhava kharAba karane kA to prazna hI upasthita nahIM hotaa| jaba mA~ kI khoja meM vyasta bAlaka kA mana khela-kUda aura manoraMjana meM nahIM lagatA: taba AtmA ke khojI ko yaha saba kaise suhA sakatA hai? maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~|

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saMyoga to puNya-pApAnusAra jaise hote haiM, vaise hote haiM, unameM hI vaha apanA jIvana-nirvAha karatA hai / yadi puNyayoga huA to use adhikatama laukika suvidhAyeM bhI upalabdha ho sakatI haiM, rahane ko rAjamahala bhI mila sakatA hai; yadyapi vaha rAjamahala meM rahegA, use jhoMpar3I meM parivartita nahIM karegA; tathApi vaha una anukUla saMyogoM meM magna nahIM hotA, usakA antara to nija bhagavAna AtmA kI ArAdhanA meM hI rata rahatA hai| __jisaprakAra saMdhyA ke pUrva bAlaka ko mA~ milanI hI cAhie; usIprakAra jIvana saMdhyA ke pUrva hameM bhagavAna AtmA kI prApti honA hI cAhie-aisA dRr3ha-saMkalpa pratyeka AtmArthI kA honA cAhie; tabhI kucha ho sakatA hai| ___ mAnalo melA prAtaH 10 baje AraMbha huA thA aura zAma ko 6 baje samApta honA hai| isaprakAra kula melA 8 ghaMTe kA hai| mAnalo hamArA jIvana bhI kula 80 varSa kA hogaa| isa hisAba se 10 varSa kA eka ghaMTA huaa| mAnalo 10 baje hamArA janma huA to 11 baje hama 10 varSa ke ho gye| isI prakAra 12 baje 20 varSa ke, 1 baje 30 varSa ke, 2 baje 40 varSa ke, 3 baje 50 varSa ke, 4 baje 60 varSa ke, 5 baje 70 varSa ke aura 6 baje pUre 80 varSa ke ho jaaveNge| ___ dina ke do baja gaye haiM; para abhI taka mA~ nahIM milI apanI khoja

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to vaha bAlaka Akula-vyAkula ho uThatA hai; kyoMki use kalpanA hai ki yadi zAma taka mA~ na milI to usakA kyA hogA? are, bhAI! hamAre to cAra baja gaye haiN| cAra baja gaye haiM arthAt hama to sATha varSa ke ho gaye haiM aura abhI taka AtmA nahIM milaa| aise hI do ghaMTe aura nikala gaye, dasa-bIsa varSa aura nikala gaye to phira kyA hogA hmaaraa| usa bAlaka ke samAna hameM bhI isa bAta kI kalpanA hai yA nahIM? jarA, eka bAra gaMbhIratA se vicAra to kro| yaha bahumUlya jIvana yoM hI bItA jA rahA hai aura hama raMga-rAga meM hI masta haiM; kyA hogA hamArA? ___ AtmakhojI kI dRSTi bhI usa bAlaka jaisI hI honA caahie| jisaprakAra vaha bAlaka apanI mA~ kI khoja kI prakriyA meM aneka mahilAoM ko dekhatA hai, para usakI dRSTi kisI bhI mahilA para jamatI nahIM hai| yaha patA calate hI ki yaha merI mA~ nahIM hai; vaha najara phera letA hai; usI ko dekhatA nahIM rhtaa| yaha nahIM socatA ki yaha merI mA~ to nahIM hai, para hai to sundara; kisI na kisI kI mA~ to hogI hI; patA calAo ki yaha kisakI mA~ hai?- aise vikalpoM meM nahIM ulajhatA; usake sambandha meM vikalpoM ko lambAtA nahIM hai| apitu tatkAla tatsambandhI vikalpoM se nivRtta ho jAtA hai| maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~

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usIprakAra AtmArthI ko bhI cAhie ki vaha parapadArthoM ko jAnate samaya, unake sambandha meM vyartha hI vikalpoM ko lambA na kre| jisa prayojana se unakA jAnanA banA hai, usakI siddhi hote hI tatsambandhI vikalpoM ko virAma de de; kisI bhI prayojanabhUta-aprayojanabhUta parapadArtha ko jAnakara use hI jAnate rahanA AtmArthI kA lakSaNa nahIM hai| ___ apanI mA~ kI khoja karanevAlA bAlaka kisI anya mahilA kI sundaratA para rIjhatA nahIM hai; use to apanI mA~ cAhie, dUsarI mahilAoM se use kyA upalabdha honevAlA hai? apanI mA~ kI khoja meM vyasta bAlaka ke pAsa dUsarI mahilAoM kA saundarya nirakhane kA samaya hI kahA~ hai, una para rIjhane yogya mAnasa hI usake pAsa kahA~ hai? vaha to apanI mA~ kI khoja meM hI Akula-vyAkula hai| isIprakAra parapadArthoM ke avalokana se, unapara rIjhane se isa bhagavAna AtmA ko kyA milanevAlA hai? AtmArthI ke pAsa itanA samaya bhI kahA~ hai ki vaha dUsaroM kI sandaratA nirakhatA rahe; kisI AtmArthI ke pAsa parapadArthoM para rIjhane yogya mAnasa bhI kahA~ hotA hai? vaha to apanI AtmA kI khoja ke lie sampUrNataH samarpita hotA hai| dUsare kI mAtAoM ko jAnA to kyA, nahIM jAnA to.kyA? . apanI mA~ milanI caahie| usIprakAra dUsare padArthoM ko jAnA | apanI khoja 55

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to kyA, nahIM jAnA to kyA; apanI AtmA jAnane meM AnA cAhie, pahicAnane meM AnA cAhie; kyoMki hameM ananta Ananda kI prApti to nija bhagavAna AtmA ke jAnane se hI honevAlI hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki jinAgama meM svadravya ke Azraya se sugati aura paradravya ke Azraya se durgati honA batAyA gayA hai| jisaprakAra vaha bAlaka anya mahilAoM ko jAnatA to hai, para unakI ora lapakatA nahIM hai; unase lipaTatA nahIM hai| para jaba use apanI mA~ dikha jAvegI to mAtra use jAnegA hI nahIM; usakI tarapha lapakegA bhI; usase lipaTa bhI jAvegA: usameM tanmaya ho jAvegA, ekameka ho jAvegA, Anandita ho jaavegaa| ___ usIprakAra AtmArthI AtmA bhI paradravyoM ko jAnate to haiM, para unameM jamate, ramate nahIM haiM; para jaba yaha nija bhagavAna AtmA usake jJAna kA jJeya banegA to, taba vaha use bhI mAtra jAnatA hI nahIM rahegA, apitu usI meM jama jAvegA, rama jAvegA, usI meM tanmaya ho jAvegA, usI meM apanApana sthApita kara legA, ananta Anandamaya ho jaavegaa| usakI yaha atIndriya Anandamaya nijAvalokana kI dazA hI samyagdarzana hai, samyagjJAna hai, samyagcAritra hai, mukti kA mArga hai, sukhI hone kA ekamAtra upAya hai, paramAtmA banane [56 maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ | 56

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kI prakriyA hai, dharma hai; adhika kyA kaheM-- jIvana meM karane yogya ekamAtra kArya yahI hai, ise hI svadravya kA Azraya kahate haiM aura yahI sugati bhI hai, baMdha kA nirodha bhI isI se hotA hai| ____ acchA to aba kalpanA kIjie ki usa bAlaka ko mA~ dikhAI de gaI aura usane use acchI taraha pahicAna bhI liyA ki yahI merI mA~ hai to phira vaha daur3akara mA~ ke pAsa jAyegA yA pulisavAle ke pAsa yaha sUcanA dene ki merI mA~ mila gaI hai| nizcita rUpa se vaha mA~ ke hI pAsa jAyegA; kyoMki eka to vaha mA~ ke viyoga meM tar3apha rahA thA aura dUsare yaha bhI to khatarA hai ki jabataka vaha pulisa ko sUcanA dene jAtA hai tabataka mA~ phira A~khoM se ojhala ho gaI to. . . ! .. ata: vaha tejI se daur3akara mA~ ke pAsa pahu~cegA; pahu~cegA hI nahIM, usase lipaTa jAyegA; mA~ aura beTA tanmaya ho jAveMge, abheda ho jAveMge, eka rUpa ho jaaveNge| usIprakAra jaba isa AtmA kI dRSTi meM nija bhagavAna AtmA AtA hai, taba yaha guru ko yA kisI anya ko yaha batAne nahIM daur3atA ki mujhe AtmA kA anubhava ho gayA hai; apitu nija bhagavAna AtmA meM hI tanmaya ho jAtA hai, apane meM hI samA jAtA hai, ekarUpa ho jAtA hai, abheda ho jAtA hai, vikalpAtIta ho jAtA hai| apanI khoja

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jaba vaha mA~ kI ora daur3A to pulisavAlA bhI ghabar3AyA aura usake pIche vaha bhI daudd'aa| pulisavAle kI ghabarAhaTa kA kAraNa yaha thA ki yadi baccA bhI bhIr3a meM gAyaba ho gayA to muzkila ho jAyegI; kyoMki usakI to riporTa likhI huI hai / pulisa kI kasTaDI se bAlaka kA gAyaba ho jAnA, usakI naukarI jAne kA kAraNa bhI bana sakatA hai / jaba pulisavAlA vahA~ pahu~cA to kyA dekhatA hai ki vaha bAlaka kisI adher3a mahilA se ekameka ho rahA hai, donoM eka-dUsare se tanmaya ho rahe haiM / unheM ekAkAra dekhakara bhI apanI Adata ke anusAra pulisavAlA ghur3akakara pUchatA hai - " kyA yahI hai terI mA~ ?" kyA aba bhI yaha pUchane kI AvazyakatA thI? unake isa bhAvuka sammilana se kyA yaha sahaja hI spaSTa nahIM ho gayA thA ki ye hI ve bichur3e hue mA~-beTe haiM, jinakI eka-dUsare ko talAza thii| jo isa sammilana ke adbhuta dRzya ko dekhakara bhI na samajha pAye, usase kucha kahane se bhI kyA hogA? usIprakAra AtmAnubhavI puruSa kI dazA dekhakara bhI jo yaha na samajha pAye ki yaha AtmAnubhavI hai, use batAne se bhI kyA honevAlA hai? pulisavAloM kI vRtti aura pravRtti se to Apa paricita maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 58

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hI haiM, unase ulajhanA ThIka nahIM hai| kyoMki yaha batA dene para bhI ki yahI merI mA~ hai, ve yaha bhI kaha sakate haiM ki kyA pramANa hai isakA? jaisA ki loka meM dekhA jAtA hai ki khoI huI vastu pulisa kasTaDI meM rakhI jAtI hai, kesa calatA hai, aneka vastuoM meM milAkara pahicAnanA hotA hai, taba bhI mile to mile, na mile to na mile| merI yaha ghar3I yahIM para raha jAve aura ise koI pulisa meM jamA karA de to samajhanA ki aba hameM isakA milanA bahuta kaThina hai| kesa calegA, usIprakAra kI aneka ghar3iyoM meM milAkara mujha se pahicAna karAI jaavegii| maiM Apase hI pUchatA hU~ ki eka kampanI kI eka sI ghar3iyoM meM kyA Apa apanI ghar3I pahicAna sakeMge? nahIM to phira samajha lIjie ki merI ghar3I milanA kitanA durlabha hai? __ ataH pulisavAloM se ulajhanA ThIka nahIM hai, ve jo pUche capacApa uttara dete jAvo. isI meM bhalAI hai: kyoMki yadi unhone mA~ aura beTe donoM ko hI pulisa kasTaDI meM rakha diyA to kyA hogA? ___ yaha jagata bhI pulisavAloM se kama thor3e hI hai, isase ulajhanA bhI ThIka nahIM hai; jagata ke loga yaha bhI to pUcha sakate haiM ki kyA pramANa hai ki tuma jJAnI ho; to kyA jJAnIjana phira isa bAta ke pramANa bhI peza karate phireMge? | apanI khoja . 59

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pramANa peza karane para una pramANoM kI prAmANikatA para saMdeha kiyA jAyegA / ataH jJAnIjana isaprakAra ke prasaMgoM meM jagata se ulajhate nahIM haiN| isI meM sabakI bhalAI hai| kyA vaha bAlaka isa bAta kI ghoSaNA karatA hai ki mujhe merI mA~ mila gaI hai| bAlaka yA mA~ ke khone para to yahA~vahA~ talAza bhI kI jAtI hai aura samAcArapatroM meM vijJApana bhI nikAlA jAtA hai, para mila jAne para to koI ghoSaNAe~ nahIM karatA, vijJApana nahIM nikAlatA / isIprakAra AtmA kI khoja kI prakriyA meM to pUchatAcha ho sakatI hai, hotI bhI hai, honA bhI cAhie; para AtmA kI. prApti ho jAne para ghoSaNA kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI, vijJApana kI bhI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| khoye hue logoM ke phoTo to samAcArapatroM meM chape dekhe haiM, para mile hue logoM ke phoTo to Ajataka nahIM dekhe / yadi koI chapAye to yahI samajhA jAtA hai ki yaha to svayaM ke sampanna hone ke pracAra kA halkApana hai| isIprakAra jJAnI hone kI ghoSaNAe~ bhI sastI lokapriyatA arjita karane kI hI vRtti hai, pravRtti hai / bAlaka ko mA~ mila gaI, itanA hI paryApta hai, use mA~ milane kA yaza nahIM cAhie; isIprakAra jJAniyoM ko to AtmA kI prApti hI paryApta lagatI hai, unheM AtmajJAnI hone maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 60

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kA yaza mohita nahIM krtaa| bAlaka ko to mA~ kA milanA hI paryApta hai, vaha to usI meM magna hai, atyanta santuSTa hai, pUrI taraha tRpta hai, use anya koI vAMchA nahIM rhtii| isIprakAra jJAnI dharmAtmAoM ko to AtmA kI prApti hI paryApta hai, ve to usI meM magna rahate haiM usI meM santuSTa rahate haiM; usI meM parI taraha tapta rahate haiM, unheM anya koI vAMchA nahIM rhtii| ve isa bAta ke lie lAlAyita nahIM rahate ki jagata unheM jJAnI samajhe hii| bAlaka ko mA~ mila gaI, basa, vaha to usameM magna hai, tRpta hai; para mA~ ke sAmane eka samasyA hai ki bAlaka ke khone para usane eka ghoSaNA kI thI ki jo vyakti bAlaka ko usase milAyegA, khoja lAyegA; use vaha 500 rupaye puraskAra degii| aba vaha puraskAra kise diyA jAya- pulisa ko, bAlaka ko yA mA~ ko? pulisa ne to kucha kiyA hI nahIM, mA~ ko to bAlaka ne hI khojA hai aura bAlaka ko mA~ ne khojA hai| pulisa to puraskAra pAne yogya nahIM aura mA~ puraskAra denevAlI hai; aba bAlaka hI zeSa rahatA hai, para bAlaka ko to puraskAra nahIM, mA~ cAhie thI, jo use mila gaI hai; aba use puraskAra meM koI rasa nahIM hai| vaha to apanI mA~ meM hI itanA tRpta hai ki puraskAra kI ora usakA lakSya hI nahIM hai| apanI khoja

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bhAI, pulisa kA koI yogadAna hI na ho, yaha bAta bhI nahIM hai| Akhira bAlaka ne apanI mA~ kI khoja pulisa kI surakSA meM hI kI hai, pulisa ke mArgadarzana meM hI kI hai, yadi pulisa kI surakSA use na milI hotI to bAlakoM ko ur3Ane vAlA koI giroha use ur3A le gayA hotaa| yadi pulisavAle mArmika bindu para use khar3A nahIM karate to mA~ kI khoja meM bAlaka yahA~-vahA~ mArA-mArA phiratA aura mA~ hAtha na lgtii| pulisa ne use aisA sthAna batAyA ki jahA~ se pratyeka mahilA kA nikalanA anivArya sA hI thA, tabhI to use mA~ mila sakI / ataH puraskAra pulisa ko hI milanA caahie| itane zrama ke bAvajUda bhI pulisa ko puraskAra ke atirikta aura milA hI kyA hai? bAlaka ko to mA~ mila gaI, mA~ ko bAlaka mila gayA, pulisa ko kyA milA? yaha puraskAra mila rahA hai, so Apa vaha bhI nahIM denA cAhate - yaha ThIka nahIM hai / isIprakAra jJAnI guruoM ke saMrakSaNa aura mArgadarzana meM hI AtmA kI khoja kA puruSArtha prAraMbha hotA hai| yadi guruoM kA saMrakSaNa na mile to yaha AtmA kuguruoM ke cakkara meM phaMsakara jIvana barbAda kara sakatA hai| tathA yadi guruoM kA sahI dizA-nirdeza na mile to aprayojanabhUta bAtoM meM hI ulajhakara jIvana barbAda ho jAtA hai / ata; Atmopalabdhi meM maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ 62

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guruoM ke saMrakSaNa evaM mArgadarzana kA bhI mahattvapUrNa sthAna hai / gurujI apanA kArya (AtmonmukhI upayoga) chor3akara ziSya kA saMrakSaNa aura mArgadarzana karate haiM; usake badale meM unheM zreya ke atirikta milatA hI kyA hai ? Atmopalabdhi karanevAle ko to AtmA mila gayA, para guruoM ko samaya kI barbAdI ke atirikta kyA milA? phira bhI hama unheM zreya bhI na denA cAheM - yaha to nyAya nahIM hai| ataH nimittarUpa meM zreya to guruoM ko hI milatA hai, milanA bhI cAhie, upAdAna nimitta kI yahI saMdhi hai, yahI sumela hai / jisaprakAra usa bAlaka ne apanI mA~ kI khoja ke lie vizva kI sabhI mahilAoM ko do bhAgoM meM vibhAjita kiyA / eka bhAga meM akelI apanI mA~ ko rkhaa| dUsare bhAga meM zeSa sabhI mahilAoM ko rkhaa| usIprakAra AtmA kI khoja karane vAloM ko bhI vizva ko do bhAgoM meM vibhAjita karanA Avazyaka hai / eka bhAga meM svadravya arthAt nija bhagavAna AtmA ko rakheM aura dUsare bhAga meM paradravya arthAt apane AtmA ko chor3akara sabhI padArtha rakhe jAveM / jisaprakAra usa bAlaka ko apanI mA~ kI khoja ke sandarbha meM dekhane-jAnane yogya to sabhI mahilAyeM haiM; para lipaTane - cipaTane yogya mAtra apanI mA~ hI hai; usIprakAra apanI khoja 63

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AtmArthI ke lie bhI dekhane-jAnane yogya to sabhI padArtha haiM; para jamane-ramane yogya nija bhagavAna AtmA hI hai, rati karane yogya to sugati ke kAraNarUpa svadravya hI hai, apanApana sthApita karane yogya apanA AtmA hI hai, durgati ke kAraNarUpa paradravya nahIM; isIlie mokSapAhur3a meM kahA gayA hai"paradravya se ho durgati nija dravya se hotI sugti| yaha jAnakara rati karo nija meM ara karo para se virti||" __apanI mA~ ko khojane kI jisaprakAra kI dhuna-lagana usa bAlaka ko thI, AtmA kI khoja ko usIprakAra kI dhuna-lAna AtmArthI ko honA caahie| AtnArthI kI dRSTi meM snadravya arthAt nija bhagavAna AtmA hI sadA UrdhvarUpa se vartanA caahie| gaharI aura saccI lagana ke vinA jagata meM koI bhI kArya siddha nahIM hotA, phira Atmopalabdhi bhI gaharI aura saccI lagana ke binA kaise saMbhava hai? sabho AtmArthI bhAI paradravya se virakta ho svadravya kI ArAdhanA kara Atmopalabdhi kareM aura ananta sukhI hoMisI maMgala bhAvanA se virAma letA huuN| 1. AcArya kundakunda : mokSa pAhuDa gAthA 16 NamokAra mahAmaMtra : eka anuzIlana