Mahavir Vani Lecture 41 Chah Leshyaye Chetna me Uthi Lahre

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
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chaha lezyAeM : cetanA meM uThI lahareM caudahavAM pravacana 271

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lokatatva-sUtra : 5 kiNhA nIlA ya kAU ya, teU pamhA taheva y| sukkalesA ya chaTThA ya, nAmAiM tu jhkkm|| kiNhA nIlA kAU, tiNNi vi eyAo ahmmlesaao| eyAhi tihi vi jIvo, duggaiM uvvjjii|| teU pamhA sukkA, tinni vi eyAo dhmmlesaao| eyAhi tihi vi jIvo, suggaiM uvvjjii|| kRSNa, nIla, kApota, teja, padama aura zukla-ye lezyAoM ke kramazaH chaha nAma haiN| kRSNa, nIla, kApota-ye tIna adharma-lezyAeM haiN| ina tInoM se yukta jIva durgati meM utpanna hotA hai| teja, padama aura zukla-ye tIna dharma-lezyAeM haiN| ina tInoM se yukta jIva sadagati meM utpanna hotA hai| 272

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mahAvIra kI utsukatA na to kAvya meM hai, aura na tarka meM / unakI utsukatA hai jIvana ke tathya, jIvana kI vaijJAnika khoja, AviSkAra meM / isalie mahAvIra ne samAdhi ke koI gIta nahIM gAye / aura na hI mahAvIra ne jo kahA hai usake liye koI tarka upasthita kiye haiN| tarka upasthita kiye jA sakate haiM, hara bAta ke liye / aura aisI koI bhI bAta nahIM, jisake pakSa meM yA vipakSa meM tarka upasthita na kiye jA skeN| tarka dudhArI talavAra hai| tarka maMDana bhI kara sakatA hai, khaMDana bhii| lekina tarka se koI satya kI niSpatti nahIM hotii| kAvya abhivyakti hai / jo anubhava huA hai, usake AnaMda kI jhalaka usameM mila sakatI hai| lekina AnaMda kaise anubhava huA hai, usakA vijJAna usase nirmita nahIM hotaa| adhika zAstra tArkika haiM, jinako buddhi kI khajalI hai, unake lie unameM rasa ho saka zAstra kAvyAtmaka haiM, jinheM anubhava huA hai, unheM una zAstroM meM apanI abhivyakti mila sakatI hai| bahuta thor3e-se zAstra vaijJAnika haiM; unake lie jinheM na to buddhi kI khujalI kI bImArI hai, aura na jo pahuMca gaye haiM / jo jIvana meM ulajhe haiM aura mArga kI talAza kara rahe haiN| mahAvIra usa tIsare koNa se hI bola rahe haiN| maiMne sunA hai, eka yahUdI paMDita kI mRtyu huii| vaha Izvara ke sAmane upasthita kiyA gayA / Izvara ne usase pUchA ki 'pRthvI para tuma kyA kara rahe the pUre jIvana?' to usa paMDita ne kahA, 'maiM dharma kA, zAstra kA, zAstra ko siddha karanevAle tarkoM kA adhyayana kara rahA thaa|' Izvara ne kahA, 'maiM khuza hUM, mere AnaMda ke lie tuma koI tarka, 'Izvara hai', isake pramANa meM upasthita kro|' __ paMDita ne jIvanabhara tarka kiye the, lekina Izvara ko sAmane pAkara usakI buddhi ar3acana meM par3a gii| kyA tarka upasthita kare Izvara ke hone kA? do kSaNa to vaha socatA rahA, phira kacha sajhA nahIM, baddhi khAlI mAlama paDI. to usane kahA ki baDI mazkila hai-Apako bAto ke yogya maiM kucha kaha sakU, aisA khoja nahIM pAyA, acchA to yaha ho ki khuda hI koI tarka upasthita kareM-yU paraphArma sama pvAiMTa, aiNDa AI vila zo yU hAu Tu riphyUTa iTa-Apa hI koI tarka upasthita kara deM aura maiM tarakIba batAUMgA ki usakA khaMDana kaise kiyA jA sakatA ThIka se samajheM to tarka sadA khaMDanAtmaka hai, niSedhAtmaka hai / vastutaH buddhi kA svabhAva nakAra hai| ise samajha leM, ThIka-se / buddhi kA svabhAva nigeTiva hai, nakArAtmaka hai / jaba buddhi kahatI hai nahIM tabhI hotI hai| aura jaba Apa kahate haiM hAM, taba buddhi visarjita ho jAtI hai, hRdaya hotA hai| jaba bhI Apake bhItara 'ho' hotI hai, 'yasa' hotA hai, taba hRdaya hotA hai| aura jaba nahIM hotI hai, 'no' hotA hai, taba buddhi hotI hai| isalie jo vyakti jIvana ko pUrI taraha 'hAM' kaha sakatA hai, vaha Astika hai; aura jo vyakti 'nahIM' para jora diye calA jAtA hai, vaha nAstika hai| 273

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 nAstika hone se koI saMbaMdha nahIM ki vaha Izvara ko asvIkAra karatA hai yA nahIM karatA / nAstika hone kA artha hai ki 'nahIM' usake jIvana kI vyavasthA hai; 'na' kahanA usakA sukha hai, 'hAM' kahane meM use ar3acana hai, kaThinAI hai| _isalie Apa dekhate haiM, jaise hI bacce meM buddhi AnI zurU hotI hai vaha iMkAra karanA zurU kara detA hai| jaise hI baccA javAna hone lagatA hai, usakI apanI buddhi calane lagatI hai, use 'na' kahane meM rasa Ane lagatA hai, 'hAM' kahanA majabUrI mAlUma par3atI hai| buddhi kA svabhAva saMdeha hai, hRdaya kA svabhAva zraddhA hai| to kucha loga haiM jinako tarka kI hI kala jamA becainI hai, pakSa meM yA vipakSa meN| aura koI aMtara nahIM par3atA, jo tarka pakSa meM hai vahI vipakSa meM ho sakatA hai| tarka vezyA hai| vaha koI gahiNI nahIM hai, koI patnI nahIM hai; kisI eka pati se usakA saMbaMdha nahIM hai / jo use paise de, usI ke sAtha hai| ___ maiMne sunA hai, eka bahuta bar3e vakIla DAkTara harisiMha gaura, jinhoMne sAgara vizvavidyAlaya kI sthApanA kI, privI kaunsila meM eka mukadamA lar3a rahe the| bhulakkar3a svabhAva ke AdamI the| to jo unakA sahayogI vakIla thA, vahI unako saba sUcanAyeM de detA thA rAste meM ki adAlata meM kyA-kyA, kisa-kisa saMbaMdha meM unako vivAda karanA hai| usa dina sahayogI vakIla bImAra thA aura hari bhUla gaye ki ve kisake pakSa meM haiM aura kisake vipakSa meM / privI kaunsila meM jAkara unhoMne bolanA zurU kara diyaa| nyAyAdhIza bhI cakita hue, virodhI vakIla bhI hairAna huA; kyoMki ve apane hI muvakkila ke khilApha bola rahe the, aura aise tarka de rahe the ki aba koI upAya hI na rahA / virodhI vakIla hairAna huA ki aba maiM kyA kahUMgA? usako kahane ko kucha bacA hI nhiiN| tabhI asisTainTa ko khayAla AyA ki vaha to bImAra par3A hai, lekina kucha gar3abar3a na ho jAye, to vaha bhAgA huA aayaa| taba taka ve phaisalA hI kara cuke the apane muvakkila kA pUrI taraha se / Akara usane unakA koTa hilAyA aura kAna meM kahA ki Apa kyA kara rahe haiM? yaha apanA mavakkila hai! to unhoMne kahA ki koI phikra na kro| ___ unhoMne kahA, 'nyAyAdhIza mahodaya! aba taka maiMne ve dalIleM dI, jo merA virodhI pakSa kA vakIla denA cAhegA, aba maiM unakA khaMDana zurU karatA huuN|' aura unhoMne khaMDana kiyaa| aura jitanI prabalatA se samarthana kiyA thA, utanI hI prabalatA se khaMDana bhI kiyaa| ___ vakIla aura vezyA meM bar3A saMbaMdha hai / vezyA apanA zarIra becatI hai, vakIla apanI buddhi becatA hai| usake pAsa apanA koI pakSa nahIM hai| jo bhI pakSa kharIda sakatA hai. vahI usakA pakSa hai| __tarka vezyA hai| isalie mahAvIra, buddha yA kRSNa jaise logoM kI utsukatA tarka meM nahIM hai, aura maiMne kahA ki unakI utsukatA kAvya meM bhI nahIM hai; kyoMki kAvya to AkhirI phUla hai / jaba koI vyakti samAdhi ko upalabdha hotA hai, to usake jo gIta kI sphuraNA hotI hai, vaha jo saMgIta usase bahane lagatA hai, usake uThane-baiThane meM kAvya A jAtA hai, vaha aMtima cIja hai| usakA rasa liyA jA sakatA hai| lekina usakA rasa ve hI le sakate haiM jo usa jagaha taka pahuMca gaye haiN| sAdhaka ke lie usakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| khatarA bhI hai| solomana ke gIta haiM bAibila meM / ve samAdhistha vyakti ke gIta haiN| lekina bar3A khatarA haA hai| kyoMki solomana ne apanI usa parama samAdhi ko strI-puruSa ke pratIka se pragaTa kiyA hai| kyoMki usase behatara koI pratIka ho bhI nahIM sktaa| jIvana meM milana kA jo Atyantika anubhava ho sakatA hai sAdhAraNa manuSya ko, vaha do premiyoM kA milana hai| isalie solomana ne apane samAdhi kI pUrI vyavasthA ko, pUrI anubhUti ko strI aura puruSa ke prema se pragaTa kiyA hai| __ lekina khuda bAibila para bhakti rakhanevAle loga bhI solomana ke gItoM se Darate haiM; kyoMki lagatA hai ki ve gIta to atyanta pArthiva haiN| lekina majabUrI hai| usa parama tatva ko bhI agara gIta meM pragaTa karanA ho to isa jagata meM gIta kI jo bhASA hai--- 'prema', usI meM pragaTa karanA pdd'egaa| isalie anekoM ko mIrA ke gIta meM kAmavAsanA kI jhalaka mila sakatI hai| kyoMki mIrA kaha rahI hai ki Ao, merI seja para 274

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chaha lezyAeM : cetanA meM uThI lahareM soo| maiM taiyAra baiThI hUM, tuma kahAM ho? maiMne phUla bichA diye haiM, seja taiyAra hai; diyA jalA liyA hai, maiM tumhArI pratIkSA kara rahI huuN| aura jaba taka tuma Akara merI seja para mere sAtha na so jAo, taba taka mujhe caina nahIM aayegaa| __yaha bhASA premiyoM kI hai / isalie agara phrAyaDa ko mAnanevAle loga mIrA kA adhyayana kareM to unheM lagegA ki jarUra koI kAmavAsanA bhItara dabI raha gaI hai| gIta meM agara pragaTa karanA ho usa parama satya ko to bhASA prema kI hI cunanI par3egI, aura koI upAya nhiiN| kyoMki isa pRthvI para nikaTatama-usa parama tatva ke karIba, prema hI AtA hai| lekina taba khatarA hai| aura Dara yaha hai ki par3hanevAle loga samAdhi kI tarapha to na jhakeM, saMbhoga kI tarapha jhaka jaayeN| aura Dara yaha hai ki unake mana meM isase usa parama kA vicAra to paidA na ho, lekina kSudra vAsanA kA janma ho jaae| __mahAvIra tarka kI ciMtA nahIM krte| mahAvIra gIta kI bhI ciMtA nahIM krte| mahAvIra Atmika jIvana kA zuddha vijJAna upasthita karanA cAhate haiM / vaha dizA bilakula alaga hai| kyA anubhava huA hai, use pragaTa karanA vyartha hai, una logoM ke sAmane jinheM koI anubhava nahIM huaa| kaise anubhava ho sakatA hai, usakI prakriyA hI pragaTa karanI Avazyaka hai| aura anubhava ke mArga para kyA-kyA ghaTita hogA, usakA nakzA denA jarUrI hai| kyoMki anaMta hai yAtrA aura kahIM se bhI bhaTakAva ho sakatA hai| anaMta haiM paheliyAM, anaMta haiM mor3a, anaMta pagaDaMDiyoM kA jAla hai, usameM agara nakzA sApha na ho to Apa eka bhUla-bhulaiyAM meM bhaTaka jaayeNge| isalie mahAvIra kI pUrI ceSTA hai, eka spiricyuala maipa, eka AdhyAtmika nakzA nirmita karane kI : ki Apake hAtha meM eka ThIka gAiDa ho aura Apa eka-eka kadama jAMca kara sakeM; aura eka-eka par3Ava ko pahacAna sakeM ki yAtrA ThIka cala rahI hai, dizA ThIka hai| aura jisa tarapha maiM jA rahA hUM vahAM aMtataH mukti upalabdha ho paayegii| yaha dRSTi khayAla meM rahe to mahAvIra ko samajhanA bahuta AsAna ho jaayegaa| aba unakA hama sUtra leN| 'kRSNa, nIla, kApota, teja, padama aura zukla-ye lezyAoM ke kramazaH chaha nAma haiN|' yaha kitAba aisI mAlUma par3atI hai, mahAvIra ke vacanoM kI--jaise phijiksa kI ho, kemisTrI kI ho, gaNita kI ho| isalie bahuta kama loga isameM rasa le paayeNge| gItA kA pATha kiyA jA sakatA hai, eka mahAkAvya chipA hai| mahAvIra kI bAteM sIdhI gaNita kI haiM, jaise ki yUkliDa thyorama likha rahA ho, jyAmitI kii| __ 'kaSNa, nIla, kApota, teja, padama aura zakla-ye lezyAoM ke kramazaH chaha nAma haiN|' to pahale to samajha leM ki 'lezyA' kyA hai? mahAvIra ke kucha khAsa paribhASika zabdoM meM lezyA bhI eka hai| __aisA samajheM ki sAgara zAMta hai, koI lahara nahIM hai| phira havA kA eka jhoMkA AtA hai, lahareM uThanI zurU ho jAtI haiM, taraMgeM uThatI haiM, sAgara DAvAMDola ho jAtA hai, chAtI asta-vyasta ho jAtI hai, saba arAjaka ho jAtA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, zuddha AtmA to zAMta sAgara kI taraha hai, azuddha AtmA azAMta sAgara kI taraha hai, jisa para lahareM hI lahareM bhara gaI haiN| una laharoM kA nAma lezyA' hai| manuSya kI cetanA meM jo lahareM haiM, unakA nAma lezyA hai| aura jaba saba lezyAeM zAMta ho jAtI haiM, taba zuddha AtmA kI pratIti hotI hai| ina lezyAoM meM bhI chaha taraha kI lezyAoM kA mahAvIra ne vibhAjana kiyA hai| to lezyA kA artha huA citta kI vRttiyAM / ___ jisako pataMjali ne 'citta-vRtti' kahA hai, usako mahAvIra lezyA' kahate haiM / citta kI vRttiyAM, citta ke vicAra, vAsanAyeM, kAmanAyeM, lobha, apekSAyeM, ye saba lezyAyeM haiN| anaMta lezyAoM se AdamI ghirA hai| pratipala koI na koI taraMga pakar3e hue hai| __aura dhyAna rahe, jaba sAgara meM taraMgeM hotI haiM to Apako taraMgeM hI dikhAI par3atI haiM, sAgara to bilakula chipa jAtA hai| jaba taraMgeM nahIM hotI, tabhI sAgara hotA hai, tabhI sAgara dikhAI par3atA hai| to jitanI jyAdA taraMgeM hoMgI citta kI, utanA hI jyAdA bhItara kA jo gahana sAgara 275

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 hai, vaha anubhava meM nahIM aayegaa| aura hama citta kI taraMgoM se hI ulajhe raha jAte haiM, aTake raha jAte haiM, aMtaryAtrA nahIM ho paatii| __anaMta haiM ye lezyAeM, anaMta haiM ye taraMgeM lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, unake chaha rUpa haiM / aura chaha rUpa bar3e vaijJAnika haiN| aura aba vijJAna bhI siddha kara rahA hai ki mahAvIra ne jisa DhaMga se ina lezyAoM kA vargIkaraNa kiyA hai, zAyada vahI eka mAtra AdhAra hai vargIkaraNa karane kA, aura koI AdhAra nahIM ho sktaa| mahAvIra ne raMga ke AdhAra para vargIkaraNa kiyA hai| kalara-pazcima meM raMga ke Upara bar3A gahana adhyayana cala rahA hai| aura raMga ke AdhAra para kaI cIjeM paidA ho rahI haiN| kalara theraipI paidA huI hai| raMga ke dvArA manuSya ke citta kI cikitsA, zarIra kI cikitsA hai, aura adabhuta pariNAma upalabdha hote haiN| aisA mAlUma par3atA hai ki AdamI ke aMtarjagata meM raMga kI koI bar3I bahumUlya sthiti hai| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki agara Apake kamare ko saba tarapha se lAla raMga diyA jAye, khUna ke raMga meM saba cIjeM lAla hoM, prakAza lAla ho, pharza lAla ho, dIvAleM lAla hoM to Apa tIna ghaMToM meM vikSipta ho jaayeNge| kyoMki lAla Apako udvigna karegA; rakta ko uttejita karegA, hRdaya kI dhar3akana bar3ha jAyegI; blaDa prezara bar3ha jAyegA aura mastiSka para bure pariNAma hoNge| hare ko jaba Apa dekhate haiM, mana zAMta ho jAtA hai| isalie jaMgala meM jAkara Apako lagatA hai, 'kaisI zAMti hai|' usa zAMti meM jyAdA hissA hare raMga kA hai| hariyAlI mana ko eka zItalatA se bhara jAtI hai| lAla raMga uttejanA de sakatA hai| isalie koI Azcarya nahIM ki kamyunisToM ne aura krAMtikAriyoM ne lAla jhaMDA cunA hai| vaha khUna kA, upadrava kA pratIka hai| ...Akasmika nahIM hai, Akasmika isa jagata meM kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| jinakA bharosA khUna para, hatyA para hai, svAbhAvika hai ki vaha lAla raMga ko pratIka kI taraha cuneN| islAma ne harA raMga cunA hai apane jhaMDe ke lie, usakA kAraNa hai, 'islAma' zabda kA artha hI 'zAMti' hotA hai| isalie zAMti ko khayAla meM rakhakara hare raMga ko cunaa| yaha dUsarI bAta hai ki musalamAnoM ne na hare raMga ke sabUta die aura na zAMti ke / lekina isameM mohammada kA kasUra nahIM hai| islAma zabda kA artha hotA hai zAMti aura isalie hare raMga ko cunA, kyoMki harA raMga gahare rUpa se zAMtidAyI hai| raMga Apako cAlita karate haiM, uttejita karate haiM / pazcima meM eDavaraTAijameMTa kI salAha denevAle loga isakI bhI salAha dete haiM ki Apa apanI cIjeM beceM to kisa raMga ke Dibbe meM beceM; kyoMki sabhI raMgoM ke Dibbe eka se nahIM dikhate; kyoMki sabhI raMga alaga-alaga taraha se pakar3ate haiN| Apa cakita hoMge ki bahuta bAra aisA huA hai ki koI eka hI cIja, jaise koI sAbuna, pIle raMga ke Dibbe meM bika rahI thI aura usakI bikrI bAjAra meM kama thii| aura phira salAhakAroM ne salAha dI ki raMga kA upadrava ho rahA hai; sAbuna to ThIka hai lekina Dibbe kA raMga galata hai, itanA AkarSaka nahIM hai ki logoM ko pakar3a le| aura jahAM hajAroM sAbuna ke Dibbe rakhe hoM dukAna para, vahAM raMga aisA honA cAhie jo AkarSita kara le, pakaDale. sammohita kara le-ki nau so ninyAnabe Dibbe pIche chaTa jAyeM aura eka Dibbe para hAtha pahaMca jaaye| ...to Dibbe kA raMga badala dene se sAbuna kI bikrI bar3ha gii| kitAboM ke kavara kA raMga badala dene se bikrI bar3ha jAtI haiM, ghaTa jAtI hai| eksaparTa jAkara bAjAroM meM jAMca karate rahate haiM ki striyAM jo kharIdane AtI haiM, supara-mArkeTa meM, ve kisa raMga se AMdolita hotI haiN| kisa umra kI strI kisa raMga se AMdolita hotI hai / to jisa umra kI strI ko becanA ho cIja ko, usake raMga kA khayAla rakhanA jarUrI hai| Apa jaise kapaDe pahanate haiM, ve bhI Apake citta kI lezyA kI khabara dete haiM / DhIle kapaDe-kAmaka AdamI eka taraha ke kapaDe pahanegA. kAmavAsanA se haTatA huA AdamI dUsare taraha ke kapar3e phnegaa| raMga badala jAyeMge, kapar3e ke DhaMga badala jaayeNge| kAmuka AdamI custa kapar3e pahanegA, gaira-kAmuka AdamI DhIle kapar3e pahananA zurU kara degaa| kyoMki custa kapar3A zarIra ko vAsanA detA hai, hiMsA detA hai| sainika ko hama DhIle kapar3e nahIM pahanA sakate / DhIle kapar3e pahanakara sainika lar3ane jAyegA to hArakara vApasa lauTegA / sAdhu ko custa 276

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chaha lezyAeM : cetanA meM uThI lahareM kapar3e pahanAnA bilakula nAsamajhI kI bAta hai, kyoMki custa kapar3e kA kAma nahIM sAdhu ke lie, isaliye sAdhu niraMtara DhIle kapar3e cunegA, jo zarIra ko chUte bhara haiM, bAMdhate nhiiN| Apako khayAla meM nahIM hogA ki bahuta choTI-choTI bAteM Apake jIvana ko saMcAlita karatI haiM, kyoMki citta kSudra cIjoM se hI banA huA hai / agara Apa custa kapar3e pahane hue haiM to Apa do-do sIr3hiyAM car3hane lagate haiM, eka saath| agara Apa DhIle kapar3e pahane hue haiM to ApakI cAla zAhI hotI hai, eka sIr3hI bhI Apa muzkila se eka daphe meM car3hate haiN| custa kapar3e pahanakara Apa meM gati A jAtI hai; DhIle kapar3e pahanakara eka saumyatA A jAtI hai, gati kho jAtI hai| Apa jo raMga canate haiM, vaha bhI khabara detA hai Apake citta kii| kyoMki canAva akAraNa nahIM hai. citta cana rahA hai| mahAvIra ne raMga ke AdhAra para citta kI taragoM ke chaha vibhAjana kiye haiN| tIna ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'adharma-lezyAeM', jinase manuSya patita hotA hai| aura tIna ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'dharma-lezyAeM', jinase manuSya zuddha hotA hai, pavitra hotA hai| __ pahalI lezyA ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'kRSNa'-kAlI, dUsarI lezyA ko 'nIla'-nIlI / tIsarI lezyA ko 'kApota'-kabUtara ke kaMTha ke raMga kI, cauthI lezyA ko 'teja'-agni ke raMga kI, surkha lAla, pAMcavIM ko 'padama'-pIta, pIlI, chaThavIM ko 'zukla'-zubhra, sapheda / ye chaha lezyAeM haiN| inameM prathama tIna 'adharma-lezyAeM' haiM aura aMtima tIna dharma-lezyAeM haiN| raMga se cunane kA kAraNa yaha hai ki jaba Apake citta meM eka vRtti hotI hai to Apake cehare ke AsapAsa eka oNrA, eka prabhAmaMDala nirmita hotA hai| isa prabhAmaMDala ke aba to citra bhI lie jA sakate haiN| Apake prabhAmaMDala kA citra bhI kaha sakatA hai ki Apake bhItara kyA cala rahA hai? kAraNa haiM, kyoMki ApakA pUrA zarIra vidyuta kA eka pravAha hai| Apako zAyada khayAla na ho ki pUrA zarIra vaidyutika yaMtra hai| __ skeMDeneviyA meM aisA huA, koI chaha-sAta varSa pahale, ki eka strI chata se gira par3I aura usake zarIra kI vaidyutika-vyavasthA gar3abar3a ho gaI, zArTa-sarkiTa ho gii| to vaha strI jisako chue use zAka lagane lge| usake pati ne adAlata meM talAka ke lie arjI dI, kyoMki usa strI ke pAsa hI jAnA kaThina ho gayA / usako chUte se hI zAka lgegaa| aura jaba usa strI ke vaijJAnika parIkSaNa kiye gaye to bar3I Azcarya kI bAta haI. usa strI ke hAtha meM pAMca kaiMDala kA balba rakhakara jalAyA jA sakatA thaa| jo vidyuta vartula kI taraha ghUmatI hai zarIra meM, vaha vartula TUTa gayA, zArTa-sarkiTa ho gayA khiiN| kahIM tAra asta-vyasta ho gaye aura vidyuta zarIra ke bAhara jAne lgii| aise bhI vidyuta zarIra ke bAhara jAtI hai, lekina usakI mAtrA bar3I dhImI hotI hai| __Apa pUre jIvana vidyuta se jI rahe haiN| sAre jagata kA jo mUla AdhAra hai, vaha vidyuta-kaNa hai, ilekTrAna hai| zarIra bhI usI padArtha se banA hai| aura sAre zarIra kI yAtrA vidyuta kI yAtrA hai| abhI striyoM ke saMbaMdha meM eka khoja pUrI huI hai| usa khoja ne striyoM ke mana ke saMbaMdha meM bar3I gaharI bAteM sApha kara dI haiM, jo aba taka sApha nahIM thii| lekina khoja vidyuta kI hai| manovaijJAnika jise sApha nahIM kara pAtA thaa| hajAroM sAla se strI eka samasyA rahI hai| vaha kisa taraha kA vyavahAra karegI kisa kSaNa meM, anizcita hai| strI anapriDikTebala hai, usakI koI bhaviSyavANI nahIM ho sktii| jyotiSI usase burI taraha hAra cuke haiN| abhI kSaNabhara ko prasanna dikhAI par3a rahI thI, kSaNabhara bAda ekadama aprasanna ho jAyegI aura puruSa ke tarka meM bilakula nahIM AtA ki koI kAraNa upasthita nahIM huA, vaha kSaNabhara pahale bar3I bhalI caMgI, AnaMdita thI, aura kSaNabhara bAda dukhI ho gaI! aura AMsU bahane lage, chAtI pITakara rone lagI! bar3I bebUjha mAlUma hotI hai! phrAyaDa ne cAlIsa sAla adhyayana ke bAda kahA ki strI ke saMbaMdha meM kucha kahane kI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| aura jina logoM ne kucha kahA 277

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 bhI hai, unakA kahA huA bhI pakSapAtapUrNa mAlUma par3atA hai| vaha unakI dRSTi hai, usase strI kI bAta jAhira nahIM hotii| ___ bar3I prasiddha ghaTanA hai : cekhava ne khuda likhA ki cekhava khuda, TAlasTAya aura gorkI-rUsa ke tIna mahAlekhaka, eka pArka kI beMca para baiThakara bAta kara rahe haiM / bAta strI para pahuMca gii| puruSoM kI bAta akasara hI strI para pahuMca jAyegI, aura bAta karane ko kucha hai bhI nhiiN| balakala baDhA ho cakA thA. lekina taba taka usane striyoM ke bAbata koI vaktavya nahIM diyA thaa| to cekhava aura gorkI ne usase kahA ki 'tuma kucha kho|' usane kahA ki maiM kahUMgA, lekina jaba merA eka paira kabra meM ho aura eka bAhara, taba maiM kahakara ekadama-se kabra meM calA jAUMgA! kyoMki agara maiM satya kahUM to abhI bhI striyoM se maiM jur3A hUM, ve merI jAna le leMgI, aura asatya maiM kahanA nahIM cAhatA!' lekina bAyoenarjI kI khoja se eka naI bAta patA calI hai, aura vaha yaha ki jaise hI strI kI mAhavArI zurU hotI hai, usake zarIra kA vidyuta-pravAha prati dasa minaTa meM sikur3atA hai, kanTraikTa hotA hai| aura yaha calatA hai taba taka, jaba taka ki mAhavArI baMda nahIM ho jAtI, paiMtAlIsa-pacAsa sAla taka / prati dasa miniTa meM strI ko bhI patA nahIM calatA ki usake pUre zarIra kI vidyuta sikur3atI hai, phira phailatI hai, phira sikur3atI hai, phira phailatI hai| isa hara dasa minaTa ke parivartana ke kAraNa usakA citta hara dasa minaTa meM parivartita hotA hai| ___ aura yaha jo saMkucana hai, phailAva hai, yaha bacce ke lie jarUrI hai| bacce ke vikAsa ke lie jarUrI hai| jaba baccA unake garbha meM hotA hai to yaha saMkacita honA, phailanA bacce ko eka taraha kA Antarika vyAyAma detA hai| eka eksarasAija detA hai, isase baccA bar3hatA hai| isalie mAhavArI zurU hone aura mAhavArI aMta hone ke bIca, tIsa sAla-paiMtIsa sAla, strI kA zarIra dasa minaTa meM eka jhaMjhAvAta se gujaratA hai| aura yaha jhaMjhAvAta usake citta ko prabhAvita karatA hai| isalie jaba strI bahuta parezAna ho to Apa parezAna na hoM; thor3I dera rukeM, thor3I dera pratIkSA kareM; vaha jhaMjhAvAta vaidyutika hai| aura strI ko bhI agara khayAla meM A jAye, to vaha usa jhaMjhAvAta se parezAna na hokara usakI sAkSI ho sakatI hai| ___ puruSa ke zarIra meM aisA koI jhaMjhAvAta nahIM hai| isalie puruSa jyAdA tarkayukta mAlUma hotA hai / eka sImA hotI hai usakI baMdhI huii| usake bAbata bhaviSyavANI ho sakatI hai ki vaha kyA kregaa| usake bhItara koI jhaMjhAvAta nahIM cala rahA hai| vidyuta kI eka sIdhI dhArA hai| isa vidyuta kI sIdhI dhArA ke kAraNa usake citta kI lezyAoM kA DhaMga sIdhA-sApha hai / strI kI citta kI lezyAeM jyAdA bar3I leMgI, kyoMki vidyuta sikur3egI,phailegI, sikur3egI, phailegI yaha saMkoca aura phailAva strI ko pratipala jhaMjhAvAta meM aura taraMgoM meM rakhatA hai| mahAvIra ne raMga ke AdhAra para vizleSaNa kiyA, zAyada vahI ekamAtra rAstA ho sakatA hai| jaba bhI citta meM koI vRtti hotI hai to usake cehare ke Asa-pAsa usake raMga-AbhA A jAtI hai| Apako dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| choTe baccoM ko jyAdA pratIta hotI hai| Apako bhI dikhAI par3a sakatI hai, agara Apa thor3e sarala ho jaayeN| jaba koI vyakti saca meM sAdhu-citta ho jAtA hai, to vaha ApakI AbhA se hI Apako nApatA hai; Apa kyA kahate haiM, usase nahIM / vaha Apako nahIM dekhatA, ApakI AbhA ko dekhatA hai| ___ aba eka AdamI A rahA hai| usake Asa-pAsa kRSNa-AbhA hai, kAlA rUpa hai cAroM tarapha; usake cehare ke Asa-pAsa eka parta hai kAlI, to vaha kitanI hI zubhratA kI bAteM kare, ve vyartha haiM, kyoMki vaha kAlI parta asalI khabara de rahI hai| aba to sUkSma kaimare vikasita ho gaye haiM, jinase usakA citra bhI liyA jA sakatA hai| vaha citra batAyegA ki ApakI kyA bhItarI avasthA cala rahI hai| aura yaha AbhA pratipala badalatI rahatI hai| ___ mahAvIra, buddha, kRSNa aura rAma, aura krAisTa ke Asa-pAsa, sArI duniyA ke saMtoM ke Asa-pAsa hamane unake cehare ke AsapAsa eka prabhA-maMDala banAyA hai| hamAre kitane hI bheda hoM-IsAI meM, musalamAna meM, hindU meM, jaina meM, bauddha meM-eka mAmale meM hamArA bheda nahIM 278

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chaha lezyAeM : cetanA meM uThI lahareM hai ki ina sabhI ne apane jAgrata mahApuruSoM ke caharoM ke Asa-pAsa prabhA-maMDala banAyA hai| vaha prabhA-maMDala khabara detA hai usa aMtima kI ghar3I kI, jahAM, jaba cehare ke Asa-pAsa zveta AbhA pragaTa hotI hai, zubhra AbhA pragaTa hotI hai| __ hamAre cehare ke AsapAsa sAmAnyatayA kAlI AbhA hotI hai, aura yA phira bIca kI AbhAeM hotI haiM / pratyeka AbhA bhItara kI avasthA kI khabara detI hai| agara Apake Asa-pAsa kAlA AbhA-maMDala hai, oNrA hai, to Apake bhItara bhayaMkara hiMsA, krodha, bhayaMkara kAmavAsanA hogii| Apa usa avasthA meM hoMge, jahAM Apako khuda bhI nukasAna ho to koI harja nahIM, dUsare ko nukasAna ho to Apako AnaMda milegaa| khuda ko nukasAna pahuMcAkara bhI agara dUsare ko nukasAna pahuMcA sakeM to Apa prasanna hoNge| kRSNa lezyA kI avasthA kA AdamI aisA hogaa| bar3e beTe to saba samajhadAra the, bApa ko bhalIbhAMti jAnate the ki vaha upadravI hai / aura AkhirI marjI kucha aisI na ulajhA jAye ki hama phaMsa jAyeM jiMdagIbhara ko to, ve to dUra hI baiThe rahe / choTA beTA nAsamajha thA; use kucha patA nahIM thA bApa kI harakatoM kA / vaha pAsa A gayA... aura maratA bApa! usane kahA, 'pahale vacana de ki merI bAta tU pUrI kregaa| usane kahA ki 'marate hue pitA kI bAta pUrI nahIM karUMgA to kyA karUMgA? Apa kheN|' to usane kahA ki 'tU hI merA asalI beTA hai|'...uske kAna meM kahA, 'eka kAma karanA, jaba maiM mara jAUM to merI lAza ke Tukar3e karake muhalle ke logoM ke gharoM meM pheMka denA, aura pulisa meM riporTa kara denA ki ina logoM ne mAra DAlA / merI AtmA ko itanI prasannatA hogI, jaba maiM dekhUgA ki cale haiM hathakar3iyoM meM baMdhe saba!' yaha kRSNa lezyA kA AdamI hai| isako apanI phikra nahIM hai| paMcataMtra meM bar3I purAnI kathA hai ki eka AdamI bhakta thA ziva kA, aura bar3e dinoM se prArthanA, bar3e dinoM se pUjA kara rahA thaa| Akhira ziva ne kahA ki 'bhAI, tU kyoM pIche par3A hai, kyA cAhatA hai?' Akhira ApakI prArthanA-pUjA se nizcita ghabar3A jAte hoMge! ziva ke saMbaMdha meM eka aura kathA hai, ki bhakta itanI jyAdA pajA-prArthanA karane lage ki unhoMne nArAja hokara kahA ki tuma jAo, saba kabUtara ho jaao| vaha jo ziva kI piMDI ke Asa-pAsa kabUtara ghUmate haiM, ve bhakta haiM puraane| isa AdamI ne jaba bahuta parezAna kara diyA to ziva ne pUchA, 'tU Akhira cAhatA kyA hai?' usane kahA ki 'basa, eka...ki jo bhI maiM mAMgU, vaha sadA pUrA kiyA jaaye| to ziva ne eka bar3I ulaTI zarta rakha dii| unhoMne kahA ki hogA pUrA, lekina jo bhI tU mAMgegA, vaha tere lie to pUrA hogA hI, usase do-gunA tere par3osiyoM ke lie hogaa| __ usa AdamI ne kahA, 'mAra DAlA! matalaba hI khatma ho gayA! maiM mAMgU mahala, par3osI ko mila jAyeM do mhl| maiM mAMgUM hIrA, par3osiyoM ko, sabako mila jAyeM do-do hIre / matalaba hI kho gayA; bekAra kara dI sArI bAta!' / ___ bar3A ciMtita rhaa| kaI dina taka kucha bhI nahIM maaNgaa| phira socA ki kisI vakIla se salAha le lUM, kucha to rAstA ho hI sakatA hai| hara kAnUna se koI na koI rAstA to nikala hI AtA hai / vakIla ne kahA ki isameM ghabar3Ane kI kyA bAta hai? tU aisI cIjeM mAMga ki par3osI muzkila meM par3a jAyeM / tU kaha ki merI eka AMkha phor3a de bhagavAna, unakI donoM phUTa jaayeNgii| vaha AdamI nAcatA huA ghara lauttaa| usane kahA, gajaba ho gayA! yaha khayAla hI nahIM aayaa| phira to sUtra hAtha laga gyaa| phira to usane kahA ki merI eka AMkha phor3a de| usakI eka AMkha phUTI, par3osiyoM kI donoM phUTa giiN| itane se mana na bharA-usane kahA ki mere ghara ke sAmane eka kuAM khoda de|' usake ghara ke sAmane eka kuAM khudA, par3osiyoM ke sAmane do kueM khuda gye| aba jaba loga girane lage kuoM meM-aMdhe sAre par3osI-taba usake AnaMda kI sImA na rhii| 279

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 kRSNa-lezyA apanI AMkha phor3a sakatI hai, agara dUsare kI do phUTatI hoM / apane lAbha kA koI savAla nahIM hai, dUsare kI hAni hI jIvana kA lakSya hai / aise vyakti ke Asa-pAsa kAlA vartula hogaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, yaha nimnatama dazA hai, jahAM dUsare kA dukha hI ekamAtra sukha mAlUma par3atA hai| aisA AdamI sukhI ho nahIM sakatA, sirpha vahama meM jItA hai| kyoMki hameM milatA vahI hai jo hama dUsaroM ko dete haiM--vahI lauTa AtA hai / jagata eka pratidhvani hai| isalie hamane yama ko, mRtyu ko kAle raMga meM citrita kiyA hai; kyoMki usakA kula rasa itanA hai ki kaba Apa mareM, kaba Apako le ye| ApakI mRtyu hI usake jIvana kA AdhAra hai, isIliye kAle raMga meM hamane yama ko potA hai| ApakI mRtyu usake jIvana kA AdhAra hai-kula kAma itanA hai ki Apa kaba mareM, pratIkSA itanI hai| yaha jo kAlA raMga hai, isakI kucha khUbiyAM, vaijJAnika khUbiyAM samajha lenI jarUrI haiN| kAlA raMga gahana bhoga kA pratIka hai| kAle raMga kA vaijJAnika artha hotA hai jaba sUrya kI kiraNa Apa taka AtI hai, to usameM sabhI raMga hote haiN| isalie sUrya kI kiraNa sapheda hai, zubhra hai| sapheda sabhI raMgoM kA jor3a hai, eka artha meM agara ApakI AMkha para sabhI raMga eka sAtha par3eM to sapheda bana jaayeNge| choTe baccoM ko skUla ma eka sabhA ragoM kA vartula de diyA jAtA hai, jaba usa vartula ko jora se ghumAyA jAtA hai, to sabhI raMga gaDa-maTTa ho jAte haiM aura sapheda bana jAtA hai| sapheda sabhI raMgoM kA jor3a hai| jIvana kA samagra svIkAra sapheda meM hai, kucha asvIkAra nahIM hai, kucha niSedha nahIM hai| kAlA sabhI raMgoM kA abhAva hai, vahAM koI raMga nahIM hai| jIvana meM raMga hote haiM, mauta meM koI raMga nahIM...vahAM koI raMga nahIM hai / jIvana raMgIna hai, mauta raMga-vihIna kAle kA artha hai...kAlA koI raMga nahIM hai, kAlA raMga kA abhAva hai| sabhI raMgoM ke abhAva kA nAma hai, kAlA / aura sabhI raMgoM ke bhAva kA nAma hai sapheda / aura ina donoM ke bIca meM bAkI raMgoM kI sIr3hiyAM haiM, vaijJAnika arthoM meM / para purAne pratIka bar3e kImatI mAlUma par3ate haiN| mRtyu ko hamane kAlA raMga diyA hai, kyoMki vahAM jIvana kI saba raMgInI samApta ho jAtI hai| vahAM koI raMga nahIM bctaa| dukha kA raMga kAlA hai| koI mara jAtA hai to hama kAle kapar3e pahanate haiN| saba jIvana kA raMga zUnya ho jAtA hai| jaba Apa kAle kapar3e pahanate haiM to vaijJAnika rUpa se kyA ghaTatA hai? sUrya kI kiraNeM jaba kAle kapar3e para par3atI haiM to koI bhI kiraNa vApasa nahIM lauTatI / kAle kapar3e meM sabhI kiraNeM DUba jAtI haiN| jaba ApakI AMkha dekha rahI hai, usakA matalaba yaha ki kAlA kapar3A dikhAI par3a rahA hai| usakA matalaba yaha ki usa kapar3e se ApakI AMkha taka koI bhI kiraNa kA hissA nahIM A rahA / kAle kapar3e meM sabhI kiraNeM DUba gaI haiM; Apa taka koI bhI kiraNa nahIM A rahI hai, isalie kapar3A kAlA dikhAI par3a rahA hai| ___ dhyAna rahe, raMga Apako dikhAI par3ate haiM una kiraNoM se jo ApakI AMkhoM taka AtI haiN| agara Apako lAla sAr3I dikhAI par3a rahI hai, to usakA matalaba hai ki usa kapar3e se lAla kiraNa vApasa A rahI hai| prakAza par3a rahA hai aura lAla kiraNa kapar3e se vApisa lauTakara ApakI AMkha para A rahI hai| lAla kapar3e kA matalaba hai ki usane saba raMga pI lie, sirpha lAla ko nahIM pIyA-vaha lAla vApasa lauTa aayaa| pIle kapar3e kA artha hai ki saba raMga pI lie, pIlA raMga nahIM pIyA -pIlA vApisa lauTa aayaa| to jo Apako dikhAI par3atA hai lAla, vaha saba raMga pI gayA, sirpha lAla ko usane chor3a diyA hai-to lAla kiraNa ApakI AMkha para A rahI hai| sapheda kapar3e kA artha hai, usane sabhI kiraNeM vApasa lauTA dIM, kucha bhI nahIM pIyA-isalie Apako sapheda dikhAI par3a rahA hai| to eka artha meM kAlA sabhI raMgoM kA abhAva hai, kyoMki AMkha taka koI bhI kiraNa nahIM aatii| AMkha ke lie sabhI raMgoM kA abhAva 280

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chaha lezyAeM : cetanA meM uThI lahareM ho gayA kAlA / aura sapheda sabhI raMgoM kA bhAva hai, kyoMki AMkha taka saba kiraNeM AtI haiM--eka artha meM / dUsare artha meM sapheda kapar3e kA artha hai : usane sabhI tyAga diyA, sabhI kiraNeM vApasa lauTA dIM, kucha bhI liyA nhiiN| ___ isalie mahAvIra ne sapheda ko tyAga kA pratIka kahA hai aura kAle ko bhoga kA pratIka kahA hai| usane sabhI pI liyA, kucha bhI chor3A nahIM-sabhI kiraNoM ko pI gyaa| to jitanA bhogI AdamI hogA, utanI kRSNa-lezyA meM DUbA huA hogaa| jitanA tyAgI vyakti hogA, utanA hI kRSNa-lezyA se dUra uThane lgegaa| dAna aura tyAga kI itanI mahimA lezyAoM ko badalane kA eka prayoga hai| jaba Apa kacha dete haiM kisI ko. ApakI lezyA tatkSaNa badalatI hai| lekina jaisA maiMne kahA ki agara Apa vyartha cIja dete haiM to lezyA nahIM badala sakatI / kucha sArthaka, jo pratikara hai, jo Apake hita kA thA aura kAma kA thA, aura dUsare ke bhI kAma par3egA-jaba bhI Apa aisA kucha dete haiM, ApakI lezyA tatkSaNa parivartita hotI hai| kyoMki Apa zubhra kI tarapha bar3ha rahe haiM, kucha chor3a rahe haiN| ___ mahAvIra ne aMta meM vastra bhI chor3a diye, saba chor3a diyA / usa saba chor3ane kA kevala artha itanA hI hai ki koI pakar3a na rahI / aura jaba koI pakar3a nahIM rahatI to zveta, zukla, zubhra-lezyA kA janma hotA hai| vaha aMtima lezyA hai; usake pAra lezyAeM nahIM haiN| yaha saghanatama lezyA hai, kaalii| to kAlI nimnatama sthiti hai, aura zubhra zreSThatama sthiti hai| kRSNa lezyA pahalI leshyaa...| 'nIla' dasarI lezyA hai| jo vyakti apane ko bhI hAni pahaMcAkara dUsare ko hAni pahuMcAne meM rasa letA hai, vaha kRSNa-lezyA meM DUbA hai| jo vyakti apane ko hAni na pahuMcAkara dUsare ko hAni pahuMcAne kI ceSTA karatA hai, vaha nIla-lezyA meM DUbA hai| jo vyakti apane ko hAni na pahuMcAe, khuda ko hAni pahuMcane lage to ruka jAye, lekina dUsare ko hAni pahuMcAne kI ceSTA kare, vaisA vyakti nIla-lezyA meM hai| nIla lezyA kRSNa lezyA se behatara hai| thor3A halkA huA kAlApana, thor3A nIlA huA / jo loga nihita svArtha meM jIte haiM... yaha jo pahalA AdamI-jisake bAre meM maiMne kahA ki merI eka AMkha phUTa jAye--yaha to svArthI nahIM hai, yaha to svArtha se bhI nIce gira gayA hai| isako apanI AMkha kI phikara hI nahIM hai / isako dUsare kI do phor3ane kA rasa hai| yaha to svArtha se bhI nIce khar3A hai| nIla lezyAvAlA AdamI vaha hai, jisako hama selphiza kahate haiM, jo sadA apanI ciMtA karatA hai| agara usako lAbha hotA ho to Apako hAni pahuMcA sakatA hai| lekina khuda hAni hotI ho to vaha Apako hAni phuNcaayegaa| aise hI AdamI ko, nIla lezyA ke AdamI ko hama daMDa dekara roka pAte haiN| pahale AdamI ko daMDa dekara nahIM rokA jA sakatA / jo kRSNa lezyAvAlA AdamI hai, usako koI daMDa nahIM roka sakate pApa se kyoMki use phikara hI nahIM ki majhe kyA hotaahai| dasare ko kyA hotA hai usakA rasa...usako nakasAna pahuMcAnA / lekina nIla lezyA vAle AdamI ko panizameMTa se rokA jA sakatA hai| adAlata, pulisa, bhaya...ki pakar3a jAUM, sajA ho jAye to vaha dUsare ko hAni karane se ruka sakatA hai| __ to dhyAna rahe, jo aparAdhI itane adAlata-kAnUna ke bAda bhI aparAdha karate haiM unake pAsa nizcita hI kRSNa lezyA pAI jaayegii| aura Apa agara Darate haiM aparAdha karane se ki nukasAna na pahuMca jaaye| aura Apa dekha lete haiM ki pulisavAlA rAste para khar3A hai, to ruka jAte haiM lAla lAiTa dekhakara / koI pulisavAlA nahIM hai--nIla lezyA-koI Dara nahIM hai, koI nukasAna ho nahIM sakatA hai| nikala jAo, eka sekeMDa kI bAta hai| ___ maiMne sunA hai, eka dina mullA nasaruddIna apane mitra ke sAtha kAra se jA rahA thaa| mitra kAra ko bhagAye liye jA rahA hai| Akhira moTara-sAIkala para car3hA huA eka pulisa kA AdamI pIchA kara rahA hai| jora se sAirana bajA rahA hai, lekina vaha AdamI sunatA nahIM hai| 281

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 dasa minaTa ke bAda muzkila se vaha pulisa kA AdamI jAkara pakar3a pAyA aura usane kahA ki maiM giraphtAra karatA hUM cAra kAraNoM se / bIca sa-sATha mIla kI raphtAra se tuma gAr3I calA rahe ho| tumheM prakAza kI koI phikara nahIM hai| reDa lAiTa hai to bhI tuma calAe jA rahe ho / jisa rAste se tuma jA rahe ho, yaha vana-ve hai aura isameM jAnA niSiddha hai| aura maiM dasa minaTa se sAirana bajA rahA hUM, lekina tuma sunane ko rAjI nahIM ho| _ nasaruddIna, jo bagala meM baiThA thA mitra ke, khir3akI se jhukA aura usane kahA, 'yU masTa nATa mAiMDa hima Aphisara, hI ija DeDa ddrNk|' vaha pAMcavA kAraNa batA rahe haiN| isa para khayAla mata karie, vaha bilakula behoza hai, zarAba meM dhuta hai, mApha karane yogya hai| jaba bhI Apa kucha galata karate haiM taba Apa zarAba meM dhuta hote hI haiN| kyoMki galata ho hI nahIM sakatA marchA ke binA / lekina mA bhI itanA khayAla rakhatI hai ki khuda ko nukasAna na pahuMce, itanI surakSA rakhatI hai| hamameM se adhika loga kRSNa lezyA meM nahIM jiite| kabhI-kabhI kRSNa lezyA meM utarate haiM / vaha hamAre jIvana kA rojamarrA kA DhaMga nahIM hai| lekina kabhI-kabhI hama kRSNa lezyA meM utara jAte haiN| koI krodha A jAye, to hama utara jAte haiM aura isIlie krodha ke bAda hama pachatAte haiN| aura hama kahate haiM, jo mujhe nahIM karanA thA vaha maiMne kiyaa| jo maiM nahIM karanA cAhatA thA, vaha maiMne kiyaa| bahata bAra hama kahate haiM, 'mere bAvajada yaha ho gyaa|' yaha Apa haiM? kyoMki yaha Apane hI kiyaa| Apa eka sIr3hI nIce utara ge| jo Apake jIvana kA DhAMcA thA; jisa sIr3hI para Apa sadA jIte haiM-nIla lezyA-usase jaba Apa nIce utarate haiM to aisA lagatA hai ki kisI aura ne Apa se karavA liyA / kyoMki usalezyA se Apa aparicita haiN| nIla lezyA zuddha svArtha hai, lekina kRSNa lezyA se behtr| tIsarI lezyA ko mahAvIra ne 'kApota' kahA hai-kabUtara ke kaMTha ke raMga kii| nIlA raMga aura bhI phIkA ho gayA, AkAzI raMga ho gyaa| aisA vyakti khuda ko thor3I hAni bhI pahuMca jAye, to bhI dUsare ko hAni nahIM phuNcaayegaa| khuda ko thor3A nukasAna bhI hotA ho to saha legA, lekina isa kAraNa dUsare ko nukasAna nahIM phuNcaayegaa| aisA vyakti parArthI hone lgegaa| usake jIvana meM dUsare kI ciMtanA aura dUsare kA dhyAna AnA zurU ho jaayegaa| dhyAna rahe. pahalI do lezyAoMvAle loga prema nahIM kara skte| kaSNa-lezyAvAlA to sirpha ghaNA kara sakatA hai| nIla-lezyAvAlA vyakti sirpha svArtha ke saMbaMdha banA sakatA hai| kApota-lezyAvAlA vyakti prema kara sakatA hai, prema kA pahalA caraNa uThA sakatA hai; kyoMki prema kA artha hI hai ki dUsarA mujhase jyAdA mUlyavAna hai / jaba taka Apa hI mUlyavAna haiM aura dUsarA kama mUlyavAna hai, taba taka prema nahIM hai| taba taka Apa zoSaNa kara rahe haiN| taba taka dUsare kA upayoga kara rahe haiN| taba taka dUsarA eka vastu hai, vyakti nahIM / jisa dina dUsarA bhI mUlyavAna hai, aura kabhI Apase bhI jyAdA mUlyavAna hai, ki vakta A jAye to Apa hAni saha leMge lekina use hAni na sahane deNge| to Apake jIvana meM eka naI dizA kA udabhava huaa| ___ yaha tIsarI lezyA adharma kI dharma-lezyA ke bilakula karIba hai, yahIM se dvAra khulegA / parArtha, prema, dayA, karuNA kI choTI-sI jhalaka isa lezyA meM praveza hogI, lekina basa choTI-sI jhlk| Apa dasare para dhyAna dete haiM. lekina vaha bhI gahare meM apane hI liye| ApakI patnI hai. agara koI hamalA kara de to Apa bacAyeMge usako-yaha kApota-lezyA hai| Apa bacAyeMge usako-lekina Apa bacA isalie rahe haiM ki vaha ApakI patnI hai| kisI aura kI patnI para hamalA kara rahA ho to Apa khar3e dekhate raheMge! 'mere' kA vistAra huA, lekina 'merA' maujUda hai| aura agara Apako yaha bhI patA cala jAe ki yaha patnI dhokhebAja hai, to Apa haTa jaayeNge| Apako patA cala jAye ki isa patnI kA lagAva kisI aura se bhI hai, to sArI karuNA, sArA prema, sArI dayA kho jaayegii| isa 282

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chaha lezyAeM : cetanA meM uThI lahareM prema meM bhI eka gaharA svArtha hai ki patnI merI hai, aura patnI ke binA merA jIvana kaSTapUrNa hogA; patnI jarUrI hai, Avazyaka hai| usa para dhyAna gayA hai, usa ko mUlya diyA hai, lekina mUlya mere lie hI hai| ___ kApota lezyA adharma kI patalI se patalI kama-se-kama bhArI lezyA hai| lekina, adharma vahAM hai / hamameM se muzkila se kucha loga hI isa lezyA taka uTha pAte haiM ki dUsarA mUlyavAna ho jAye / lekina itanA bhI jo kara pAte haiM, vaha bhI kAphI bar3I ghaTanA hai / adharma ke dvAra para Apa A gaye, jahAM se dUsare jagata meM praveza ho sakatA hai| lekina Amataura se hamAre saMbaMdha itane bhI UMce nahIM hote| nIla-lezyA para hI hote haiN| aura kucha ke to prema ke saMbaMdha bhI kRSNa lezyA para hote haiN| Apane di sAde kA nAma sunA hogA / phrAMsa kA eka bahuta bar3A lekhaka, jisake nAma kA pUrA eka roga paidA ho gayA-saiDijma / di sAde jaba bhI kisI strI ko prema karatA thA, to pahale use mAregA, pITegA, kor3e lagAyegA, nAkhUna cubhAyegA, kIleM lagAyegA, lahUluhAna kara degA-tabhI usase saMbhoga kara sakegA, usase prema kara skegaa| di sAde kA kahanA thA ki 'jaba taka satAo na, taba taka dUsarA vyakti jagatA hI nhiiN| to pahale use jagAo, jaba usako kor3e mAro, usakA khUna tejI se bahane lage aura uttejita ho jAye aura vikSipta ho jAye, taba jo rasa hai saMbhoga kA, vaha sAdhAraNatayA cupacApa saMbhoga kara lene meM nahIM ho sktaa|' yaha AdamI kRSNa lezyA kA AdamI hai| isakA prema bhI hiMsA se AtA hai| aura jaba taka hiMsA tIvra na ho jAye taba taka isake prema meM uttejanA nahIM mAlUma hogii| jaise Apa bhojana karate haiM to mirca ke binA svAda nahIM AtA, aisA di sAde ko jaba taka mArapITa na kara le taba taka koI rasa nahIM aataa| ke loga bhI haiM / eka dUsarA lekhaka huA, maisoca, vaha ulTA thA / vaha jaba taka apane ko na pITa le, khuda ko na mAra le, taba taka vaha prema meM nahIM utara sakatA thA / to premikA khaDI dekhegI, vaha khada ko mAregA aura premikA se bhI kahegA ki vaha sahAyatA kare / mAre, pITe, lahUluhAna kara de, taba... / ___ do taraha ke loga haiM kRSNa lezyA meM : maisocisTa aura saiDisTa, maisocivAdI aura saadevaadii| agara ina donoM kA milana ho jAye to vivAha bar3A sukhada hotA hai| eka svayaM ko dukha denevAlA-svapIr3aka, aura parapIr3aka / agara ye pati-patni ho jAeM to inase acchA jor3A khojanA muzkila hai / kyoMki pati mAre to patnI rasa le, yA patnI pITe to pati rasa le / isako kahate haiM, rAma milAI jodd'ii| inameM bilakula tAlamela hai| donoM kRSNa-lezyA para eka-dUsare ke paripUraka haiN| kabhI-kabhI saubhAgya se aisI jor3I bhI bana jAtI hai, lekina kbhii-kbhii| akasara to aisA nahIM ho pAtA, kyoMki hama isa vicAra se socate nahIM vivAha karate vakta / hama aura saba cIjeM socate haiM, yaha kabhI nahIM socate ki ina donoM meM eka pIr3A denevAlA aura eka pIr3A lenevAlA honA cAhie, nahIM to jiMdagI kaise clegii| agara manauvaijJAnika ke hAtha meM hamane diyA ki vaha taya kare ki kauna-sA jor3A ThIka hogA, to vaha isa jor3e ko pahale taya karegA ki yaha jor3A bilakula ThIka rhegaa| isameM kabhI kalaha nahIM hogI / kalaha kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| yaha jo kRSNa lezyA hai isameM prema kA bhI janma ho to vaha bhI hiMsA ke hI mAdhyama se hogaa| aise premiyoM kI adAlatoM meM kathAeM haiM, jinhoMne apanI preyasI ko mAra DAlA suhAgarAta meM hI!...aura bar3e prema se vivAha kiyA thaa| thor3I-bahuta to Apa meM bhI, saba meM yaha vRtti hotI hai--dabAne kI, nAkhUna cubhAne kI / vAtsyAyana ne apane kAma-sUtroM meM isako bhI prema kA hissA kahA hai : dAMta se kATo / isako usane jo prema kI jo prakriyA batAI hai : kaise prema kareM? usane dAMta se kATanA bhI kahA hai / nAkhUna cubhAo, zarIra para nizAna chUTa jAyeM-inako lava mArksa, prema ke cihna kahA hai...| vAtsyAyana anubhavI AdamI thA, bar3I gaharI usakI dRSTi rahI hogI; kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki kRSNa lezyAvAle loga haiM, ye jaba taka 283

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 satAyeMge nahIM, taba taka inako rasa hI nahIM A sakatA / jaba taka ye eka-dUsare ko parezAna nahIM kareMge, maror3eMge-tor3eMge nahIM, taba taka inako rasa nahIM A sakatA / inakA rasa hI pIr3A hai| ...choTe bacce meM bhI jaga jAtA hai, koI baDoM meM hI jagatA hai. aisA nhiiN| choTA baccA bhI. kIDA dikha jAye. phaurana masala degA usako paira se / titalI dikha jAe-paMkha tor3akara dekhegA, kyA ho rahA hai? meMDhaka ko patthara mArakara dekhegA, kyA ho rahA hai, kutte kI pUMcha meM DibbA bAMdha degA...choTA baccA! vaha bhI pIr3A meM rasa le rahA hai| ___ choTA baccA bhI ApakA hI choTA rUpa hai...bar3A ho rahA hai| Apa kutte kI pUMcha meM DibbA nahIM bAMdhate, Apa AdamiyoM kI pUMcha meM DibbA bAMdhate haiM--rasa lete haiM, phira kyA ho rahA hai? kucha loga usako rAjanIti kahate haiM, kucha loga usako vyavasAya kahate haiM, kucha loga jIvana kI pratispardhA kahate haiM, lekina dUsare ko satAne meM bar3A rasa AtA hai / jaba dUsare ko bilakula cAroM khAne citta kara dete haiM, taba Apako bar3I prasannatA hotI hai ki jIvana meM koI parama guhya kI upalabdhi ho gii| nIla lezyAvAlA vyakti Amataura se, jisako hama vivAha kahate haiM, vaha nIla lezyAvAle vyakti kA lakSaNa hai-dUsare se koI matalaba kI koI ghaTanA nahIM hai / isalie bhAratIyoM ne agara vivAha para itanA jora diyA aura prema-vivAha para bilakula jora nahIM diyA, to usakA bar3A kAraNa yahI hai ki sau meM se ninyAnabe loga nIla lezyA meM jIte haiN| prema unake jIvana meM hai hI nahIM, isalie prema ko koI jagaha dene kA kAraNa nhiiN| unako jIvana meM kula eka strI cAhiye, jisakA ve upayoga kara sakeM--eka upkrnn...| mullA nasaruddIna kA vivAha hone ko thaa| lar3akI dikhAI nahIM gaI thii| purAne jamAne kI bAta thii| phira jisa dina sagAI kA muhUrta hone ko thA, usa dina bApa aura gAMva ke kucha loga nasaruddIna ko sajA-dhajAkara lar3akIvAloM ke gAMva le gye| pAsa hI gAMva thaa| taba taka lar3akI dekhI nahIM gaI thI, na lar3akIvAloM kA ghara dekhA gayA thA, na parivAra ke loga dekhe gaye the| vahAM lar3akI bhI saja-dhajakara taiyAra thI, usakI sakhiyAM bhI saja-dhajakara saba taiyAra thiiN| koI paMdraha-bIsa yuvatiyAM svAgata ke lie thiiN| ___ nasaruddIna ke bApa ne aise hI nasaruddIna se pUchA, vaha jAnatA to thA ki yaha lar3akA kucha tirachA-tirachA hai, aise hI pUchA ki kyA tU batA sakatA hai, nasaruddIna, ki inameM se, bIsa lar3akiyoM meM se kauna-sI lar3akI terI patnI honevAlI hai? nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'nizcita!' usane eka najara DAlI aura kahA ki yaha lar3akI / ___ bApa hairAna ho gayA / vaha lar3akI ThIka vahI lar3akI thI, jisase zAdI honevAlI thii| usane kahA ki 'hada kara dI, nasaruddIna! tUne kaise pahacAnA? kyoMki tUne kabhI dekhA nhiiN|' to nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'isakA kAraNa hai, abhI usako dekhakara mujhe ghabar3AhaTa ho rahI hai| yahI merI patnI honevAlI hai, isameM koI zaka nahIM hai| abhI se merA Dara... hRdaya kaMpita ho rahA hai|' koI prema kA saMbaMdha nahIM hai, koI prema kI bAta nahIM hai, upakaraNa cAhie / isalie vivAha eka laMbI kalaha hai, jisameM pati patnI kA upayoga kara rahA hai, patnI pati kA upayoga kara rahI hai| basa donoM sAtha-sAtha jI lete haiM, itanA hI kAphI hai ki sAtha-sAtha cala lete haiN| sAtha-sAtha rahakara donoM akele hI rahate haiM-alona Tugedara / koI mela nahIM ho pAtA, kyoMki mela to sirpha prema se hI ho sakatA hai| ____ 'kApota'...AkAzI raMga kI jo leza hai, usameM prema kI pahalI kiraNa utaratI hai| isalie adharma ke jagata meM prema sabase UMcI ghaTanA dA se jyAdA dharma kI ghaTanA hai| aura agara Apake jIvana meM prema mUlyavAna hai, to usakA artha hai ki dUsarA vyakti mUlyavAna haa| yadyapi vaha bhI abhI Apake lie hI hai| itanA mUlyavAna nahIM hai ki Apa kaha sakeM ki merA na ho to bhI mUlyavAna hai| agara merI patnI kisI aura ke bhI prema meM par3a jAye to bhI maiM khuza hoUMgA-khuza hoUMgA, kyoMki vaha khuza hai| vaha itanI mUlyavAna nahIM hai; usake vyaktitva kA koI itanA mUlya nahIM hai, ki mere sukha ke alAvA kisI aura kA sukha usase nirmita hotA ho, to bhI maiM sukhI rhuuN| 284

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chaha lezyAeM : cetanA meM uThI lahareM phira tIna lezyAeM haiM : 'teja', 'padama' aura 'zukla', teja kA artha hai, agni kI taraha surkha lAla / jaise hI vyakti teja-lezyA meM praveza karatA hai, vaise hI prema gahana pragAr3ha ho jAtA hai| aba yaha prema dUsare vyakti kA upayoga karane ke lie nahIM hai| aba yaha prema lenA nahIM hai, aba yaha prema sirpha denA hai, yaha sirpha dAna hai| aura isa vyakti kA jIvana prema ke irda-girda nirmita hotA hai| __yaha jo lAla raMga hai, isake saMbaMdha meM kucha bAteM samajha lenI cAhiye, kyoMki dharma kI yAtrA para yaha pahalA raMga huaa| AkAzI, adharma kI yAtrA para saMnyAsI raMga thaa| lAla, dharma kI yAtrA para pahalA raMga huaa| isalie hiMduoM ne lAla ko, gairika ko saMnyAsI kA raMga cunA; kyoMki dharma ke patha para vaha pahalA raMga hai| hiMduoM ne sAdhu ke lie gairika raMga cunA hai, kyoMki usake zarIra kI pUrI AbhA lAla se bhara jaae| usakA AbhA-maMDala lAla hogA, usake vastra bhI usameM tAlamela bana jAeM, eka ho jaayeN| to zarIra aura usakI AtmA meM, usake vastroM aura AbhA meM kisI taraha kA virodha na rahe; eka tAratamya, eka saMgIta paidA ho jaaye| ____ hiMduoM ne gairika ko, lAla ko saMnyAsI kA raMga cunA, kyoMki vahAM se maMjila zurU hotI hai| jainoM ne 'zubhra' ko, sapheda ko saMnyAsI kA raMga cunA, kyoMki vahAM maMjila aMta hotI hai, vahAM maMjila pUrI hotI hai| __donoM sahI aura galata ho sakate haiM, hiMdU kaha sakate haiM ki jo abhI huA nahIM, usa raMga ko cunanA ThIka nahIM, prathama ko hI cunanA ThIka hai; kyoMki sAdhaka abhI yAtrA zurU kara rahA hai, abhI maMjila milI nhiiN| aura jaina kaha sakate haiM ki maMjila ko hI dhyAna meM rakhanA ucita hai| jo Aja hai vaha mUlyavAna nahIM hai, jo vastutaH kala hogA; anta meM, vahI mUlyavAna hai| usI para najara honI caahiye| donoM sahI ho sakate haiM, donoM galata ho sakate haiN| lekina donoM mUlyavAna haiN| hiMduoM ne lAla raMga cunA hai saMnyAsiyoM ke liye / jainoM ne sapheda raMga cunA hai| bauddhoM ne pIlA raMga cunA hai--donoM ke bIca / buddha hamezA madhya-mArga ke pakSapAtI the, hara cIja meN| __ ye tIna dharma ke raMga haiM-teja, padama, zukla / 'teja' hiMduoM ne cunA hai, 'zukla' jainoM ne cunA hai| 'padama'-pIlA, pIta-vastra buddha ne apane bhikSuoM ke lie cune haiM; kyoMki buddha kahate haiM ki jo hai vaha mUlyavAna nahIM, kyoMki use chor3anA hai, aura jo abhI huA nahIM vaha bhI bahuta mUlyavAna nahIM, kyoMki use abhI honA hai-donoM ke bIca meM sAdhaka hai| lAla yAtrA kA prathama caraNa hai, zubhra yAtrA kA aMtima caraNa hai-pUrI yAtrA to pIta kI hai| isalie buddha ne bhikSuoM ke lie pIlA raMga cunA hai| tInoM cunAva apane Apa meM mUlyavAna haiM; kImatI, bahumUlya haiN| yaha jo lAla raMga hai, yaha Apake Asa-pAsa tabhI pragaTa honA zurU hotA hai, jaba Apake jIvana se svArtha bilakula zUnya ho jAtA hai, ahaMkAra bilakula TUTa jAtA hai / yaha lAla Apake ahaMkAra ko jalA detA hai| yaha agni Apake ahaMkAra ko bilakula jalA detI hai| jisa dina Apa aise jIne lagate haiM jaise 'maiM nahIM hUM', usa dina dharma kI taraMgeM uThanI zurU ho jAtI haiN| jitanA Apako lagatA hai ki 'maiM hUM', utanI hI adharma kI taraMgeM uThatI haiN| kyoMki 'maiM' kA bhAva hI dUsare ko hAni pahuMcAne kA bhAva hai| maiM ho hI tabhI sakatA hUM, jaba maiM Apako dabAUM / jitanA Apako dabAUM, utanA jyAdA merA 'maiM' majabUta hotA hai| sArI duniyA ko dabA dUM pairoM ke nIce, tabhI mujhe lagegA ki 'maiM huuN|' ___ ahaMkAra dUsare kA vinAza hai| dharma zurU hotA hai vahAM se, jahAM se hama ahaMkAra ko chor3ate haiN| jahAM se maiM kahatA hUM ki aba mere ahaMkAra kI abhIpsA, vaha jo ahaMkAra kI mahatvAkAMkSA thI, vaha maiM chor3atA huuN| pratispardhA chor3atA hUM, saMgharSa chor3atA hUM, dUsare ko harAnA, dUsare ko miTAnA, dUsare ko dabAne kA bhAva chor3atA hUM / aba mere prathama hone kI daur3a baMda hotI hai| aba maiM aMtima bhI khar3A hUM, to bhI prasanna huuN| saMnyAsI kA artha hI yahI hai ki jo aMtima khar3e hone ko rAjI ho gyaa| jIsasa ne kahA hai, mere prabhu ke rAjya meM ve prathama hoMge, jo yahAM 285

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 pRthvI ke rAjya meM aMtima khar3e hone ko rAjI haiN| __dhyAna rahe, 'aMtima khar3e haiM', aisA nahIM kahA hai- 'aMtima khar3e haiM, lekina ve aMtima khar3e hone ko rAjI haiN|' aMtima to bahuta loga khar3e nahIM rahanA cAhate haiM vahAM / majabUrI hai ki kyU meM koI Age jAne hI nahIM detA, jyAdA tAkatavara loga Age khar3e haiN| kyU se nikala nahIM pAte haiM, lekina icchA to nikalane kI hai| dila to kyU meM Age hI khar3e hone kA hai| lekina khar3e pIche haiM, yaha majabUrI hai| isa majabUrIvAle ko prabhu ke rAjya meM prathama maukA mila jAyegA, aisA nahIM hai| ___ jIsasa kahate haiM jo aMtima khar3A hone ko rAjI hai| jo pahale kI talAza hI nahIM karatA, jo cupacApa pIche khar3A hai, aura pIche hai, saMtuSTa hai| aura hairAna hai ki Age hone kI itanI daur3a kyoM cala rahI hai? kyA hogA...? Age hokara kyA hogA? ___ saMnyAsI kA artha hai : jisane mahatvAkAMkSA chor3a dI, jisane saMgharSa chor3a diyA; jisane dUsare ahaMkAroM se lar3ane kI vRtti chor3a dI / isa ghar3I meM cehare ke Asa-pAsa lAla, gairika raMga kA udaya hotA hai| jaise subaha kA sUraja jaba ugatA hai, jaisA raMga usa para hotA hai, vaisA raMga paidA hotA hai / isalie saMnyAsI agara saca meM saMnyAsI ho, to usake cehare para jo raktAbha, jo lAlI hogI, jo sUrya ke udaya ke kSaNa kI tAjagI hogI, vahI khabara de degii| padama'...mahAvIra kahate haiM, dUsarI dharma lezyA hai pIta / isa lAlI ke bAda jaba jala jAyegA ahaMkAra...svabhAvataH agni kI tabhI taka jarUrata hai jaba taka ahaMkAra jala na jaaye| jaise hI ahaMkAra jala jAyegA, to lAlI pIta hone lgegii| jaise, subaha kA sUraja jaise-jaise Upara uThane lagegA, vaisA lAla nahIM raha jAyegA, pIlA ho jaayegaa| svarNa kA pIta raMga pragaTa hone lagegA / jaba spardhA chUTa jAtI hai, saMgharSa chaTa jAtA hai, dUsaroM se tulanA chaTa jAtI hai aura vyakti apane sAtha rAjI ho jAtA hai-apane meM hI jIne lagatA hai jaise saMsAra ho yA na ho koI pharka nahIM par3atA-yaha dhyAna kI avasthA hai| ___ lAla raMga kI avasthA meM vyakti pUrI taraha prema se bharA hogA, khuda miTa jAyegA, dUsare mahatvapUrNa ho jaayeNge| pIta kI avasthA meM na khuda rahegA, na dUsare raheMge, saba zAMta ho jaayegaa| pIta dhyAna kI avasthA hai -jaba vyakti apane meM hotA hai, dUsare kA patA hI nahIM calatA ki dUsarA hai bhii| jisa kSaNa mujhe bhUla jAtA hai ki 'maiM hUM' , usI kSaNa yaha bhI bhUla jAyegA ki dUsarA bhI hai| pIta, bar3A zAMta, bar3A mauna, anaudvigna raMga hai / svarNa kI taraha zuddha, lekina koI uttejanA nhiiN| lAla raMga meM uttejanA hai, vaha dharma kA pahalA caraNa hai| isalie, dhyAna rahe, jo loga dharma ke pahale caraNa meM hote haiM, bar3e uttejita hote haiN| dharma unake liye khIMcatA hai-jora se-dharma ke prati bar3e AbsejDa hote haiM / dharma bhI unake liye eka jvara kI taraha hotA hai| lekina, jaise-jaise dharma meM gati hotI jAtI hai, vaise-vaise saba zAMta ho jAtA hai| pazcima ke dharma haiM-IsAiyata, vaha lAla raMga ko abhI bhI pAra nahIM kara pAI; kyoMki abhI bhI dUsare ko kanvarTa karane kI AkAMkSA hai| islAma lAla raMga ko pAra nahIM kara pAyA / gahana dUsare para dhyAna hai, ki dUsaroM ko badala denA hai, kisI bhI taraha badala denA hai usakI vajaha se eka matAMdhatA hai| ___ Apa jAnakara hairAna hoMge ki duniyA ke do purAne dharma-hiMdU aura yahUdI, donoM pIta avasthA meM haiN| hiMduoM aura yahUdiyoM ne kabhI kisI ko badalane kI koziza nahIM kI / balki, koI A bhI jAye to bar3A muzkila hai usako bhItara lenA / dvAra jaise baMda haiM, saba zAMta hai| dUsare meM koI utsukatA nahIM hai| saMkhyA kitanI hai, isakI koI phikra nahIM hai| vyakti jaba pahalI daphA dhArmika honA zurU hotA hai, to bar3A dhArmika joza kharoza hotA hai / yahI loga upadrava kA kAraNa bhI ho jAte 286

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chaha lezyAeM : cetanA meM uThI lahareM haiM, kyoMki unameM itanA joza-kharoza hotA hai ki ve pheneTika ho jAte haiM; ve apane ko ThIka mAnate haiM, sabako galata mAnate haiM / aura sabako ThIka karane kI ceSTA meM laga jAte haiM... dayAvaza! lekina vaha dayA bhI kaThora ho sakatI hai| __ jaise hI dhyAna paidA hotA hai, prema zAMta hotA hai| kyoMki prema meM dUsare para najara hotI hai, dhyAna meM apane para najara A jAtI hai| pIta lezyA-padama lezyA dhyAnI kI avasthA hai| bAraha varSa taka mahAvIra usI avasthA meM the| aura pIlA bhI jaba aura bikharatA jAtA hai, vilIna hotA jAtA hai to zubhra kA janma hotA hai / jaise sAMjha jaba sUraja DUba jAtA hai-rAta nahIM AI aura sUraja DUba gayA, aura saMdhyA phaila jAtI hai-zubhra, koI uttejanA nahIM, vaha samAdhi kI avasthA hai| usa kSaNa meM sabhI lezyAeM zAMta ho gayIM, sabhI lezyAeM saphe bana gaIM-zubhra baca rahA hai| vaha aMtima avasthA hai citta kI tarapha se| ye chaha citta kI lezyAeM haiN| 'zubhra' citta kI AkhirI avasthA hai| jhIne se jhInA pardA bacA hai, vaha bhI kho jaayegaa| to sAtavIM ko mahAvIra ne nahIM ginAyA; kyoMki sAtavIM phira citta kI avasthA nahIM, AtmA kA svabhAva hai| vahAM sapheda bhI nahIM bacatA / utanI uttejanA bhI nahIM raha jAtI, saba raMga kho jAte haiN| mRtyu meM jaise khote haiM, vaise nahIM, jaisA kAle meM khote haiM, vaise nahIM--mukti meM jaise khote haiN| kAle meM to sAre raMga isalie kho jAte haiM ki kAlA sabhI raMgoM ko hajama kara jAtA hai, pI jAtA hai, bhoga letA hai / mukti meM sabhI raMga isalie kho jAte haiM ki kisI raMga para pakar3a nahIM raha jAtI; jIvana kI koI vAsanA, jIvana kI koI AkAMkSA, jIveSaNA nahIM raha jAtI-sabhI raMga kho jAte haiN| isalie sapheda ke bAda jo aMtima chalAMga hai, vaha bhI raMga-vihIna hai| aura dhyAna rahe, mRtyu aura mokSa bar3e eka-jaise haiM aura bar3e viparIta bhI; donoM meM isaliye raMga kho jAte haiM / eka meM raMga kho jAte haiM ki jIvana kho jAtA hai, dUsare meM isalie raMga kho jAte haiM ki jIvana pUrNa ho jAtA hai, aura aba raMgoM kI koI icchA nahIM raha jaatii| __ mokSa mRtyu-jaisA hai, isalie mukta hone se hama Darate haiM / jo jIvana ko pakar3atA hai, vahI mukta ho sakatA hai| jo jIvana ko pakar3atA hai, vaha baMdhana meM banA rahatA hai| 'jIveSaNA', jisako buddha ne kahA hai, lasTa phAra lAipha, vahI ina raMgoM kA phailAva hai / aura agara jIveSaNA bahuta jyAdA ho to dUsare kI mRtyu bana jAtI hai--vaha kRSNa-lezyA hai / agara jIveSaNA tarala hotI jAye, kama hotI jAye, phIkI hotI jAye, to dUsare kA jIvana bana jAtI hai--vaha prema hai| ye mahAvIra ne chaha lezyAeM kahI haiN| abhI pazcima meM isa para khoja calatI hai to anubhava meM AtA hai ki ye chaha raMga karIba-karIba vaijJAnika siddha hoNge| aura manaSya ke citta ko nApane kI isase kazala kaMjI dasarI nahIM ho sakatI. kyoMki yaha bAhara se nApA jA sakatA hai, bhItara jAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| jaise eksare lekara kahA jA sakatA hai, ki bhItara kauna-sI bImArI hai vaise Apake cehare kA oNrA pakar3A jAe to usa Are se patA cala sakatA hai ki citta kisa tahara se rugNa hai, kahAM aTakA hai| aura taba mArga khoje jA sakate haiM ki kyA kiyA jAye ki citta isa lezyA se Upara utthe| ___ aMtima ghar3I meM lakSya to vahI hai, jahAM koI lezyA na raha jAye / lezyA kA artha : jo bAMdhatI hai, jisase hama baMdhana meM hote haiM, jo rassI kI taraha hameM cAroM tarapha se ghere rahatI hai / jaba sArI lezyAeM gira jAtI haiM to jIvana kI parama UrjA mukta ho jAtI hai| usa mukti ke kSaNa ko hiMduoM ne 'brahma' kahA hai-buddha ne 'nirvANa' kahA hai-mahAvIra ne kaivalya' kahA hai| 'kRSNa, nIla, kApota-ye tIna adharma-lezyAeM haiN| ina tInoM se yukta jIva durgati meM utpanna hotA hai|' 'teja, padama aura zakla-ye tIna dharma-lezyAeM haiN| ina tInoM se yukta jIva sadagati meM utpanna hotA hai| dhyAna rahe. zabhralezyA ke paidA ho jAne para bhI janma hogaa| acchI gati hogI, sadagati hogI, sAdhu kA jIvana hogaa| lekina janma hogA kyoMki lezyA abhI bhI bAkI 287

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 hai, thor3A-sA baMdhana zubhra kA bAkI hai| isalie pUrA vijJAna vikasita huA thA prAcIna samaya meM-marate hue AdamI ke pAsa dhyAna rakhA jAtA thA ki usakI kauna sI lezyA marate kSaNa meM hai, kyoMki jo usakI lezyA marate kSaNa meM hai, usase aMdAja lagAyA jA sakatA hai ki vaha kahAM jAyegA, usakI kaisI gati hogii| ___ sabhI logoM ke marane para loga rote nahIM the, lezyA dekhakara...agara kRSNa-lezyA ho to hI rone kA koI artha hai / agara koI adharma lezyA ho to rone kA artha hai, kyoMki yaha vyakti phira durgati meM jA rahA hai, dukha meM jA rahA hai, naraka meM bhaTakane jA rahA hai| tibbata meM bArado pUrA vijJAna hai, aura pUrI koziza kI jAtI thI ki marate kSaNa meM bhI isakI lezyA badala jAye, to bhI kAma kA hai| marate kSaNa meM bhI isakI lezyA kAlI se nIla ho jAe, to bhI isake jIvana kA tala badala jaayegaa| kyoMki jisa kSaNa meM hama marate haiM--jisa DhaMga se, jisa avasthA meM-usI meM hama janmate haiN| ThIka vaise, jaise rAta Apa sote haiM, to jo vicAra ApakA aMtima hogA, subaha vahI vicAra ApakA prathama hogaa| __ise Apa prayoga karake dekheM / bilakula AkhirI vicAra rAta sote samaya jo Apake citta meM hogA, jisake bAda Apa kho jAyeMge aMdhere meM nIMda ke-subaha jaise hI jAgeMge, vahI vicAra pahalA hogaa| kyoMki rAtabhara saba sthagita rahA, to jo rAta aMtima thA vahI pahale subaha prathama bnegaa| bIca meM to gaipa hai, aMdhakAra hai, saba khAlI hai| isalie hamane mRtyu ko mahAnidrA kahA hai| idhara mRtyu ke AkhirI kSaNa meM jo lezyA hogI, janma ke samaya meM vahI pahalI lezyA hogii| isalie marate samaya jAnA jA sakatA hai ki vyakti kahAM jA rahA hai| marate samaya jAnA jA sakatA hai ki vyakti jAyegA kahIM yA nahIM hAzanya ke sAtha eka ho jAyegA / janma ke samaya bhI jAnA jA sakatA hai| jyotiSa bahata bhaTaka gayA, aura kacare meM bhaTaka gyaa| anyathA janma ke samaya sArI khoja isa bAta kI thI ki vyakti kisa lezyA ko lekara janma rahA hai| kyoMki usake pare jIvana kA DhaMga aura DhAMcA vahI hogaa| ___ buddha paidA hue... / aura jaba bhI koI vyakti zveta lezyA ke sAtha maratA hai, to jo loga bhI dharma-lezyAoM meM jIte haiM, pIta yA lAla meM, una logoM ko anubhava hotA hai; kyoMki yaha ghaTanA jAgatika hai| aura jaba bhI koI vyakti zubhra lezyA meM janma letA hai to jo loga bhI lAla aura pIta lezyAoM ke karIba hote haiM, yA zubhra lezyA meM hote haiM, unako anubhava hotA hai ki kahAM kauna paidA ho rahA hai| jIsasa ke janma para pUraba se tIna vyakti jIsasa kI khoja meM nikale / jIsasa kA janma huA bethalahama kI eka ghur3asAla meM, jahAM jAnavara bAMdhe jAte haiM, usa pazuzAlA meM garIba bar3haI ke ghara / aura pUraba ke tIna manISI yAtrA para nikale ki kahIM koI zubhra lezyA kA vyakti janmA hai| ina tIna kI vajaha se herota ko patA calA, samrATa ko patA calA, kyoMki ye tIna pahale herota ke pAsa phuNce| inheM kyA patA? inhoMne kahA, samrATa khuza hogA / inhoMne jAkara herota ko kahA ki tumhAre rAjya meM koI vyakti paidA huA hai, kyoMki hama tInoM ko saMketa mile haiN| aura hama tInoM ne dhyAna meM yaha jAnA hai| hama tInoM ko yAtrA karAtA huA AkAza meM eka zubhra tArA calA hai, aura vaha tArA bethalahama para Akara ruka gayA hai, tumhAre rAjya meM / isa gAMva meM jarUra koI vyakti janmA hai jo saca meM samrATa hai| yaha bAta herota ko akhara gaI--saca meM samrATa! to usane kahA ki tuma jAo aura usakA patA lagAo, aura lauTate meM mujhe khabara karate jAnA / herota ne taya kara liyA ki hatyA kara degA isa bacce kii| kyoMki saca meM koI samrATa janma jAye to merA kyA hogA?.. ahaMkAra, pratispardhA! ve tInoM vyakti khoja karate hue usa jagaha pahuMce / usa pazuzAlA meM jahAM jIsasa kA janma huA thA-ghur3asAla meM, unhoMne jIsasa kI mAM ko bheMTeM dI, jIsasa ke caraNa chae / aura usI rAta unako svapna AyA ki tuma lauTakara herota ke pAsa mata jAo, tuma bhAga jAo yahAM 288

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chaha lezyAeM : cetanA meM uThI lahareM se| aura jIsasa kI mAM ko kaha do ki vaha bacce ko lekara jitanI jaldI ho sake bethalahama chor3a de| usI rAta ve tInoM manISI rAjya ko chor3akara cale gae, aura jIsasa kI mAM aura pitA ko lekara ijipta cale gye| buddha kA janma huA to himAlaya se eka maharSi bhAgA huA buddha kI rAjadhAnI meM aayaa| usa vRddha tapasvI ko dekhakara buddha ke pitA bar3e hairAna hue| unhoMne kahA ki tumheM patA kaise calA? to usane kahA ki patA cala gayA; kyoMki jisa lezyA meM maiM hUM, jisa kSaNa meM maiM hUM, vahAM se dikhAI par3a sakatA hai| agara koI itanA zubhra tArA jamIna para paidA ho| tumhArA baccA tIrthaMkara hone ko hai, buddha hone ko hai|' __ bacce ko lAyA gyaa| buddha ke pitA to bahuta hairAna hue! unako to bharosA na AyA ki yaha AdamI pAgala to nahIM hai, kyoMki usane bacce ke caraNoM meM sira rakha diyaa| abhI kucha hI dina kA baccA, aura vaha manISI rone lagA jAra-jAra! buddha ke pitA Dare, aura unhoMne kahA ki kyA kucha azubha hone ko hai? tuma rote kyoM ho? ___to usane kahA ki nahIM, maiM isaliye nahIM rotA hUM ki kucha azubha hone ko hai| isaliye rotA hUM ki merI mRtyu karIba hai; aura jisa kSaNa yaha vyakti buddhatva ko upalabdha hogA, usa samaya maiM isakA sAnnidhya na pA skuuNgaa| aura aisI ghar3I ko upalabdha hone kI ghaTanA kabhI-kabhI hajAroM varSoM meM ghaTatI hai| to maiM apane lie ro rahA hUM, isake liye nahIM ro rahA huuN| isakA to yaha AkhirI jIvana kA zikhara hai| zveta lezyA lekara jo vyakti paidA hotA hai, vaha nirvANa ko upalabdha ho sakatA hai isI janma meN| kyoMki dharma kI aMtima sImA para pahaMca gayA, aba dharma ke bhI pAra jA sakatA hai| nirvANa, brahma, mokSa-adharma ke to pAra haiM hI, dharma ke bhI pAra haiN| pAMca minaTa rukeN| kIrtana kareM. phira jaayeN| 289