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________________ ye cAra zatru pAMcavAM pravacana 77
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________________ kaSAya-sUtra koho ya mANo ya aNiggahIyA, mAyA ya lobho ya pvddddhmaannaa| cattAri ee kasiNA kasAyA, siMcanti bhUlAI punnnnbbhvss|| puDhavI sAlI javA ceva, hiraNNaM psubhissh| paDipuNNaM nAlamegassa, iha vijjA tvNcre|| anigRhita krodha aura mAna tathA bar3hate hue mAyA aura lobha, ye cAroM kAle kutsita kaSAya punarjanmarUpI saMsAra-vRkSa kI jar3oM ko sIMcate rahate haiN| cAvala aura jau Adi dhAnyoM tathA suvarNa aura pazuoM se paripUrNa yaha samasta pRthvI bhI lobhI manuSya ko tRpta kara sakane meM asamartha hai, yaha jAnakara saMyama kA hI AcaraNa karanA caahie|
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________________ satra ke pUrva kucha prshn| mehAvIra ne apramAda ko sAdhanA kA AdhAra kahA hai, hoza ko, satata jAgRti ko / eka mitra ne pUchA hai ki jo hoza ke bAre meM kahA gayA hai vaha hama apane kAma-kAja meM, Aphisa meM, dukAna meM kArya karate samaya kaise AcaraNa meM lAyeM? hoza meM rahane para dhyAna jAye to kAma kaise ho? kAma meM hote hue hoza kA kyA sthAna aura sAdhanA ho sakatI hai? do tIna bAteM khayAla meM lenI caahie| eka-hoza koI alaga prakriyA nahIM hai / Apa bhojana kara rahe haiM, to hoza koI alaga prakriyA nahIM hai ki bhojana karane meM bAdhA ddaale| jaise maiM Apase kahUM ki bhojana kareM aura daudd'eN| to donoM meM se eka hI ho sakegA, daur3anA yA bhojana karanA / Apase maiM kahUM ki daphtara jAyeM, taba soyeM, to donoM meM se eka hI ho sakegA, soyeM yA daphtara jaayeN| ___ hoza koI pratiyogI prakriyA nahIM hai| bhojana kara sakate haiM, hoza ko rakhate hue yA behozI meM / hoza bhojana ke karane meM bAdhA nahIM bnegaa| hoza kA artha itanA hI hai ki bhojana karate samaya mana kahIM aura na jAye, bhojana karane meM hI ho| mana kahIM aura calA jAye to bhojana behozI meM ho jAyegA / Apa bhojana kara rahe haiM, aura mana daphtara meM calA gyaa| zarIra bhojana kI Tebala para, mana daphtara meM, to na to daphtara meM haiM Apa, kyoMki vahAM Apa haiM nahIM, aura na bhojana kI Tebala para haiM Apa, kyoMki mana vahAM nahIM rhaa| to vaha jo bhojana kara rahe haiM, vaha behoza hai, Apake binA ho rahA hai| ___ isa behozI ko tor3ane kI prakriyA hai hoza, bhojana karate vakta mana bhojana meM hI ho, kahIM aura na jAye / sArA jagata jaise miTa gayA, sirpha yaha choTA-sA kAma bhojana karane kA raha gyaa| pUrI cetanA isake sAmane hai / eka kaura bhI Apa banAte haiM, uThAte haiM, muMha meM le jAte haiM. cabAte haiM, to yaha sArA hozaparvaka ho rahA hai| ApakA sArA dhyAna bhojana karane meM hI hai. isa pharka ko Apa agara maiM Apase kahUM ki bhojana karate vakta rAma-rAma japeM, to do kriyAeM ho jAyeMgI / rAma-rAma japeMge to bhojana se dhyAna httegaa| bhojana para dhyAna lAyeMge to rAma-rAma kA dhyAna ttuuttegaa| maiM Apako kahIM aura dhyAna le jAne ko nahIM kaha rahA hUM, jo Apa kara rahe haiM usako hI dhyAna banA leN| isase Apake kisI kAma meM bAdhA nahIM par3egI, balki sahayoga banegA / kyoMki jitane dhyAnapUrvaka kAma kiyA jAye, utanA kuzala ho jAtA hai| kAma kI kuzalatA dhyAna para nirbhara hai| agara Apa apane daphtara meM dhyAnapUrvaka kara rahe haiM, jo bhI kara rahe haiM to ApakI kuzalatA
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 bar3hegI, kSamatA bar3hegI, kAma kI mAtrA bar3hegI aura Apa thakeMge nhiiN| aura ApakI zakti bcegii| aura Apa daphtara se bhI aise vApasa lauTeMge jaise tAje lauTa rahe haiN| kyoMki jaba zarIra kucha aura karatA hai, mana kucha aura karatA hai to donoM ke bIca tanAva paidA hotA hai| vahI tanAva thakAna hai| Apa hote haiM daphtara meM, mana hotA hai sinemAgRha meM / Apa hote haiM sinemA meM, mana hotA hai ghara para, to mana aura zarIra ke bIca jo phAsalA hai vaha tanAva hI Apako thakAtA hai aura tor3atA hai| ___ jaba Apa jahAM hote haiM vahIM mana hotA hai| isalie Apa dekheM, jaba Apa koI khela-khela rahe hote haiM to Apa tAje hokara lauTate haiN| khela meM zakti lagatI hai, lekina khela ke bAda Apa tAje hokara lauTate haiM / bar3I ulTI bAta mAlUma par3atI hai| Apa beDamiMTana khela rahe haiM ki Apa kabaDDI khela rahe haiM, yA kucha bhI, yA baccoM ke sAtha bagIce meM daur3a rahe haiN| zakti vyaya ho rahI hai, lekina isa daur3ane ke bAda Apa tAje hote haiN| aura yahI kAma agara Apako karanA par3e to Apa thakate haiN| ___ kAma aura khela meM eka hI pharka hai, khela meM pUrA dhyAna vahIM maujUda hotA hai, kAma meM pUrA maujUda nahIM hotA / isalie agara Apa kisI ko naukarI para rakha leM khelane ke lie, to vaha khelane ke bAda thakakara jaayegaa| kyoMki vaha phira khela nahIM hai, kAma hai| aura jo hoziyAra haiM, ve apane kAma ko bhI khela banA lete haiM / khela kA matalaba yaha hai ki Apa jo bhI kara rahe haiM, itane dhyAna, itanI tallInatA, itane AnaMda se DUbakara kara rahe haiM ki usa karane ke bAhara koI saMsAra nahIM bacA hai| Apa isa karane ke bAhara jyAdA tAje, sazakta lautteNge| aura kuzalatA bar3ha jaayegii| __ jo bhI hama dhyAna se karate haiM, usakI kuzalatA bar3ha jAtI hai| lekina, aneka loga dhyAna kA matalaba samajhate haiM, jora jabardastI se kI gayI ekAgratA / to Apa thaka jaayeNge| agara Apa jabardastI apane ko khIMcakara kisI kAma para mana ko lagAte haiM, to Apa thaka jaayeNge| taba to yaha dhyAna bhI eka kAma ho gyaa| jo bhI jabardastI kiyA jAtA hai. vaha kAma ho jAtA hai| ___ dhyAna ko bhI AnaMda smjheN| isako bhI becainI mata bnaayeN| yaha Apake sira para eka bojha na ho jAye ki mujhe dhyAnapUrvaka hI kAma karanA hai| isako ceSTA aura prayatna kA bojha na deM, halke-halke ise vikasita hone deM, isako sahArA deN| jaba bhI khayAla A jAye, to hozapUrvaka kreN| bhUla jAye, to ciMtA na leN| jaba khayAla A jAye, phira hozapUrvaka karane lgeN| __ agara Apane taya kiyA hai ki aba maiM kAma apanA hozapUrvaka karUMgA, to Apa kara pAyeMge Aja hI, aisA nahIM hai; varSoM laga jaayeNge| kSaNabhara bhI hoza rakhanA mazkila hai| taya kareMge ki hoza parvaka calaMgA, do kadama nahIM uThA pAyeMge aura hoza kahIM aura calA jAyegA, kadama, kahIM aura calane lgeNge| usase cintita na hoM, pazcAttApa na kreN| lAkhoM-lAkhoM jIvana kI Adata hai behozI kI, isalie dukhI hone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| hamane hI sAdhA hai behozI ko, isalie kisase zikAyata karane jAyeM? aura parezAna hone se kucha hala nahIM hotaa| jaise hI khayAla A jAye ki paira behozI meM calane lage, merA dhyAna kahIM aura calA gayA thA, AnaMdapUrvaka phira dhyAna ko le aayeN| isako pazcAttApa na banAyeM / isase mana meM dukhI na hoM, isase pIr3ita na hoM, isase aisA na samajheM ki yaha apane se na ki maiM to bahuta dIna-hIna hUM, kamajora hUM, mujhase honevAlA nahIM hai| hotA hogA mahAvIra se, apane vaza kI bAta nahIM mahAvIra bhI zarU karate haiM to aisA hI hogaa| koI bhI zarU karatA hai to aisA hI hotA hai| mahAvIra isa yAtrA kA aMta haiM, prArambha para ve bhI Apa jaise haiN| aMta Apako dikhAyI par3A hai, mahAvIra ke prArambha kA Apako koI patA nahIM hai| prArambha meM sabhI ke paira DagamagAte haiN| ___ choTA baccA calanA zurU karatA hai, agara vaha Apako dekha le calatA huA, aura soce ki yaha apane se na hogaa| Apa bhI aise hI cale the, Apane bhI aise hI kadama uThAye the aura gire the, aura do kadama uThAne ke bAda baccA phira cAroM hAtha paira se calate lagatA hai, socakara ki yaha apane vaza kI bAta nhiiN| yaha aba bhUla hI jAtA hai ki do kadama se calanA thA, phira cAroM se ghisaTane lagatA hai|
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________________ ye cAra zatru ThIka, pramAda ko tor3ane meM bhI aisA hI hogaa| do kadama Apa hoza meM caleMge, phira acAnaka cAra hAtha-paira se Apa behozI meM calane lgeNge| jaise hI hoza A jAye. phira khaDe ho jaayeN| ciMtA mata leM isakI ki bIca meM hoza kyoM kho gayA / isa ciMtA meM samaya aura zakti kharAba na kreN| tatkAla hoza ko phira se sAdhane lageM / agara caubIsa ghaMTe meM caubIsa kSaNa bhI hoza sadha jAye, to Apa mahAvIra ho jaayeNge| kAphI hai, itanA bhI bahuta hai / isase jyAdA kI AzA mata rakheM, apekSA bhI mata kareM / caubIsa ghaMTe meM agara caubIsa kSaNoM ko bhI hoza A jAye to bahuta hai| dhIre-dhIre kSamatA bar3hatI jaayegii| aura vaha jo baccA Aja soca rahA hai ki apane vaza ke bAhara hai do paira se calanA, eka dina vaha do paira se calegA aura koI prayatna nahIM karanA par3egA, koI prayAsa nahIM raha jaayegaa| to yaha dhyAna rakha leM, dhyAna ko kAma nahIM banA lenA hai| nahIM to bahuta se dhArmika loga dhyAna ko aisA kAma banA lete haiM ki unake sira para patthara rakhA hai| usakI vajaha se unakA krodha bar3ha jAtA hai| kyoMki phira jisase bhI unheM bAdhA par3a jAtI hai, usa para ve krodhita ho jAte haiM / jo kAma meM unakA dhyAna nahIM TikatA, vaha usa kAma ko chor3akara bhAganA cAhate haiN| jinake kAraNa asuvidhA hotI hai, unakA tyAga karanA cAhate haiN| yaha saba krodha hai| isa krodha se koI hala nahIM hogaa| sAdhaka ko cAhie dhairya, aura taba dakAna bhI jaMgala jaisI sahayogI ho jAtI hai| sAdhaka ko cAhie anaMta pratIkSA, aura taba ghara bhI kisI bhI Azrama se mahatvapUrNa ho jAtA hai / nirbhara karatA hai Apake bhItara ke dhairya, pratIkSA aura satata, sahaja prayAsa para / prayAsa to karanA hI hogA, lekina usa prayAsa ko eka bojhilatA jo banAyegA, vaha hAra jaayegaa| __ jIvana meM jo bhI mahatvapUrNa hai, vaha pratIkSA se, sahajatA se, binA bojha banAye prayAsa se upalabdha hotA hai| saca to yaha hai ki hama koI bhI cIja Aja bhI kara sakate haiM. lekina adhairya hI hamArA bAdhA bana jAtA hai| usase udAsI AtI hai. nirAzA 3 hai, aura AdamI socatA hai, nahIM, yaha apane se na ho skegaa| yaha jo bAra-bAra hatAzA pakar3atI hai, yaha ahaMkAra kA lakSaNa hai| Apa apane se bahata apekSA kara lete haiM pahale, phira utanI pUrI nahIM hotii| vaha apekSA ApakA ahaMkAra hai| eka kSaNa bhI hoza sadhatA hai to bahuta hai| eka kSaNa jo sadhatA hai, kala do kSaNa bhI sadha jaayegaa| aura dhyAna rahe, eka kSaNa se jyAdA to AdamI ke hAtha meM kabhI hotA nhiiN| do kSaNa to kisI ko ikaTThe milate nhiiN| isalie do kSaNa kI cintA bhI kyA? jaba bhI Apa ke hAtha meM samaya AtA hai, eka hI kSaNa AtA hai| agara Apa eka kSaNa meM hoza sAdha sakate haiM, to samasta jIvana meM hoza sadha sakatA hai| isakA bIja Apake pAsa hai| eka hI kSaNa to milatA hai hamezA, aura eka kSaNa kA hoza sAdhane kI kSamatA Apa meM hai| ___ AdamI eka kadama calatA hai eka bAra meM, koI mIloM kI chalAMga nahIM lgaataa| aura eka-eka kadama calakara AdamI hajAroM mIla cala letA hai / jo AdamI apane paira ko dekhegA aura dekhegA, eka kadama calatA hUM, eka phITa pUrA nahIM ho pAtA; hajAra mIla kahAM pAra hone vAle haiM! yahIM baiTha jAyegA / lekina jo AdamI yaha dekhatA hai ki agara eka kadama cala letA hUM, to eka kadama hajAra mIla meM kama huaa| aura agara jarA-sA bhI kama hotA hai to eka dina sAgara ko bhI cukAyA jA sakatA hai| phira kucha bhI ar3acana nahIM hai| itanA cala letA hUM to eka hajAra mIla bhI cala luuNgaa| dasa hajAra mIla bhI cala lUMgA / lAotse ne kahA hai, pahale kadama ko uThAne meM jo samartha ho gayA, aMtima bahuta dUra nahIM hai| kitanA hI dUra ho| jisane pahalA uThA liyA hai, vaha aMtima bhI uThA legaa| pahale meM hI ar3acana hai, aMtima meM ar3acana nahIM hai| jo pahale para hI thaka kara baiTha gayA, nizcita hI vaha aMtima nahIM uThA pAtA hai| pahalA kadama AdhI yAtrA hai, cAhe yAtrA kitanI hI bar3I kyoM na ho| jisane pahale kadama ke rahasya ko samajha liyA, vaha calane kI tarakIba samajha gayA, vijJAna samajha gyaa| eka-eka kadama uThAte jAnA hai, eka-eka pala ko pramAda se mukta karate jAnA hai| jo bhI karate hoM, hozapUrvaka kareM / hoza alaga kAma nahIM hai, usa kAma ko hI dhyAna banA leM / mahAvIra
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 aura buddha isa mAmale meM anUThe haiN| duniyA meM aura jo sAdhana paddhatiyAM haiM, ve saba dhyAna ko alaga kAma banAtI haiM, ve kahatI haiM, rAste para calo to rAma ko smaraNa karate rho| ve kahatI haiM ki baiThe ho khAlI, to mAlA japate rho| koI bhI pala aisA na jAye jo prabhu smaraNa se khAlI ho| isakA matalaba huA ki jindagI kA kAma eka tarapha calatA rahegA aura bhItara eka naye kAma kI dhArA zurU karanI pdd'egii| mahAvIra aura buddha isa mAmale meM bahata bhinna haiN| ve kahate haiM ki yaha bheda karane se tanAva paidA hogA. aDacana hogii| mere pAsa eka sainika ko lAyA gayA thaa| sainika thA, sainika ke DhaMga kA usakA anuzAsana thA mana kA / phira usane kisI se maMtra le liyaa| to jaisA vaha apanI senA meM AjJA mAnatA thA, vaise hI usane apane guru kI bhI AjJA maanii| aura maMtra ko caubIsa ghaNTe raTane lgaa| abhyAsa ho gyaa| do tIna mahIne meM maMtra abhyasta ho gyaa| taba bar3I ar3acana zurU huI, usakI nIMda kho gyii| kyoMki vaha maMtra to japatA hI rahatA / dhIre-dhIre nIMda muzkila ho gayI, kyoMki maMtra cale to nIMda kaise cle| phira dhIre-dhIre rAste para calate vakta use bhrama paidA hone lge| kAra kA hArna baja rahA hai, use sunAyI na par3e, kyoMki vahAM bhItara maMtra cala rahA hai / vaha itanA ekAgra hokara maMtra sunane lagA ki kAra kA hArna kaise sunAI pdd'e| usakI miliTrI meM usakA kepTina AjJA de rahA hai, bAyeM ghUma jAo, vaha khar3A hI rhe| bhItara to vaha kucha aura kara rahA hai| ___ use mere pAsa laaye| maiMne pUchA ki tuma kyA kara rahe ho? isameM tuma pAgala ho jAoge / usane kahA, aba to koI upAya nahIM hai| aba to maiM na bhI japUM rAma-rAma, bhItara kA maMtra na bhI japUM to bhI calatA rahatA hai / maiM agara use chor3a dUM, to merA mAmalA nahIM aba, usane mujhe pakar3a liyA hai| maiM khAlI bhI baiTha jAUM to koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai, maMtra calatA hai| _isa taraha kI koI bhI sAdhanA paddhati jIvana meM upadrava paidA kara sakatI hai| kyoMki jIvana kI eka dhArA hai, aura eka nayI dhArA Apa paidA kara lete haiM / jIvana hI kAphI bojhila hai| aura eka nayI dhArA tanAva paidA kregii| aura agara ina donoM dhArAoM meM virodha hai, to Apa ar3acana meM par3a jaayeNge| ___ mahAvIra aura buddha alaga dhArA paidA karane ke pakSa meM nahIM haiN| ve kahate haiM, jIvana kI jo dhArA hai, isI dhArA para dhyAna ko lgaao| isameM bheda mata paidA karo, dvaita mata paidA kro| dhyAna hI cAhie na, to rAma-rAma para dhyAna rakhate ho, kyA savAla huA? sAMsa calatI hai, isI para dhyAna rakha lo| dhyAna hI bar3hAnA hai to eka maMtra para dhyAna bar3hAte ho, paira cala rahe haiM, yaha bhI maMtra hai| isI para dhyAna ko kara lo| bhItara kucha gunagunAoge usa para dhyAna karanA hai, bAjAra pUrA gunagunA rahA hai, cAroM tarapha zoragula ho rahA hai, isI para dhyAna kara lo| dhyAna ko alaga kriyA mata banAo, viparIta kriyA mata bnaao| jo cala rahA hai, maujada hai usako hI dhyAna kA AbjekTa, usako hI dhyAna kA viSaya banA lo / aura taba isa arthoM meM, mahAvIra kI paddhati jIvana virodhI nahIM hai, aura jIvana meM koI bhI ar3acana khar3I nahIM krtii| ___ mahAvIra ne sIdhI sI bAta kahI hai, calo, to hozapUrvaka / baiTho, to hozapUrvaka / uTho, to hozapUrvaka / bhojana karo, to hozapUrvaka / jo bhI tuma kara rahe ho jIvana kI kSudratama kriyA, usako bhI hozapUrvaka kiye cale jaao| kriyA meM bAdhA na par3egI, kriyA meM kuzalatA bar3hegI kasita hotA calA jaayegaa| eka dina tuma pAoge, sArA jIvana hoza kA eka drIpa-stambha bana ga bhItara saba hozapUrNa ho gayA hai| ___ eka dUsare mitra ne pUchA hai ki kala Apane kahA, pratyeka vyakti kI parama svataMtratA kA samAdara karanA hI ahiMsA hai| dUsare ko badalane kA, anuzAsita karane kA, use bhinna karane kA prayAsa hiMsA hai / to phira gurajiepha aura jhena guruoM dvArA apane ziSyoM ke prati itanA sakhta anuzAsana aura vyavahAra aura unheM badalane ke tathA nayA banAne ke bhArI prayatna ke saMbaMdha meM kyA kahiegA? kyA usameM bhI hiMsA 82
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________________ ye cAra zatru nahIM chipI hai? __ dUsare ko badalane kI ceSTA hiMsA hai| apane ko badalane kI ceSTA hiMsA nahIM hai| dUsare kI jIvana paddhati para Aropita hone kI ceSTA hiMsA hai| apane jIvana ko rUpAMtaraNa karanA hiMsA nahIM hai, aura yahIM pharka zurU ho jAtA hai| __jaba bhI eka vyakti kisI jhena guru ke pAsa Akara apanA samarpaNa kara detA hai to guru aura ziSya do nahIM rahe / aba yaha dUsare ko badalane kI koziza nahIM hai / jhena guru Apako Akara badalane kI koziza nahIM karegA, jaba taka ki Apa jAkara badalane ke lie apane ko usake hAtha meM nahIM chor3a dete haiM / jaba Apa badalane ke lie apane Apako usake hAtha meM chor3a dete haiM, samagrarUpeNa samarpaNa kara dete haiM, yaha sareMDara ToTala, pUrA hai, to aba guru Apako alaga nahIM dekhatA, aba Apa usakA hI vistAra haiM, usakA hI phailAva haiN| aba vaha Apako aise hI badalane meM laga jAtA hai, jaise apane ko badala rahA ho| isalie jhena guru sakhta mAlUma par3a sakatA hai bAhara se, dekhanevAloM ko / ziSyoM ko kabhI sakhta mAlUma nahIM par3A hai| __ huI hAI ne kahA hai ki jaba mere guru ne mujhe khir3akI se uThAkara bAhara pheMka diyA, to jo bhI dekhanevAle the, sabhI ne samajhA ki yaha guru duSTa hai, yaha bhI koI bAta haI / ziSya ko khir3akI se uThAkara bAhara pheMka denA, yaha bhI koI bAta huI! aura yaha bhI koI sadaguru kA lakSaNa huA! lekina huI hAI ne kahA hai ki saba ThIka cala rahA thA mere mana meM, saba zAMta hotA jA rahA thA, lekina maiM kA bhAva banA huA thaa| maiM zAMta ho rahA hUM, yaha bhAva banA huA thaa| merA dhyAna saphala ho rahA hai, yaha bhAva banA hI huA thaa| maiM banA huA thA / saba TUTa gayA thA, sirpha maiM raha gayA thA, aura bar3A Ananda mAlUma ho rahA thaa| aura usa dina jaba acAnaka mere guru ne mujhe khir3akI se uThAkara bAhara pheMka diyA, to khir3akI se bAhara jAte aura jamIna para girate kSaNa meM vaha ghaTanA ghaTa gayI, jo maiM nahIM kara pA rahA thaa| vaha jo maiM thA, utanI dera ko mujhe bilakula bhUla gayA / vaha jo khir3akI ke bAhara jAkara jhaTake se giranA thA, vaha jo zAka thA, samajha meM nahIM pdd'aa| merI buddhi ekadama muzkila meM par3a gyii| kucha samajha na rahI ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai| eka kSaNa ko 'maiM' se maiM cUka gayA aura usI kSaNa meM maiMne usake darzana kara lie jo maiM ke bAhara hai| huI hAI kahatA thA ki mere guru kI anukaMpA apAra thii| koI sAdhAraNa guru hotA to khir3akI ke bAhara mujhe pheMkatA nhiiN| aura jisa kAma meM mujhe varSoM laga jAte vaha kSaNa meM ho gyaa| Apa jAnakara hairAna hoMge ki jhena guru ke ziSya jaba dhyAna karane baiThate haiM to guru ghUmatA rahatA hai, eka DanDe ko lekara / jhena guru kA DanDA bahuta prasiddha cIja hai| vaha DanDe ko lekara ghUmatA rahatA hai| jaba vaha, lagatA hai ki koI bhItara pramAda meM par3a rahA hai, hoza kho rahA hai, jhapakI A rahI hai, tabhI vaha kandhe para DanDA mAratA hai| aura bar3e maje kI bAta to yaha hai ki jinako vaha DanDA mAratA hai, ve jhukakara praNAma karate haiM. anagrahIta hote haiN| itanA hI nahIM. jinako aisA lagatA hai ki garu unheM DanDA mArane nahIM AyA aura bhItara pramAda A rahA hai to ve donoM apane hAtha chAtI ke pAsa kara lete / vaha nimantraNa hai ki mujhe DanDA mAreM, maiM bhItara so rahA huuN| to sAdhaka baiThe rahate haiM, guru ghUmatA rahatA hai yA baiThA rahatA hai| jaba bhI koI sAdhaka apane donoM hAtha chAtI ke pAsa le AtA hai uThAkara, pairoM se uThAkara chAtI ke pAsa le AtA hai, vaha khabara de rahA hai ki kRpA kareM, mujhe mAreM, bhItara maiM jhapakI khA rahA huuN| jina logoM ne jhena guruoM ke pAsa kAma kiyA hai, unakA anubhava yaha hai ki guru kA DanDA bAhara ke logoM ko dikhAyI par3atA hogA, kaisI hiMsA hai! lekina guru kA DanDA jaba kandhe para par3atA hai, kandhe para hara kahIM nahIM par3atA, khAsa kendra haiM jina para jhena guru DanDA mArate haiN| una kendroM para coTa par3ate hI bhItara kA pUrA snAyu tantu jhanajhanA jAtA hai| usa snAyu tantu kI jhanajhanAhaTa meM nidrA muzkila ho jAtI hai, jhapakI muzkila ho jAtI 83
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 hai, hoza A jAtA hai| ___ to hameM bAhara se dikhAyI pdd'egaa| bAhara se jo dikhAyI par3atA hai, usako saca mata mAna lenA / jaldI niSkarSa mata le lenA / bhItara eka alaga jagata bhI hai| aura guru aura ziSya ke bIca jo ghaTita ho rahA hai vaha bAhara se nahIM jAnA jA sktaa| use jAnane kA upAya bhItarI hI hai| use ziSya hokara hI jAnA jA sakatA hai| use bAhara se khar3e hokara dekhane meM Apase bhUla hogii| nirNaya galata ho jAyeMge, niSpattiyAM bhrAMta hoNgii| kyoMki bAhara se jo bhI Apa natIje leMge- agara Apa eka rAste se gujara rahe haiM aura eka maTha ke bhItara eka jhena guru kisI ko bAhara pheMka rahA hai khir3akI ke, to Apa soceMge, pulisa meM khabara kara denI caahie| Apa soceMge, yaha AdamI kaisA hai| agara Apa isa AdamI se milane Aye the to bAhara se hI lauTa jaayeNge| lekina, bhItara kyA ghaTita ho rahA hai, vaha hai sUkSma / aura vaha kevala hui hAI aura usakA guru jAnatA hai ki bhItara kyA ho rahA hai| pazcima meM zAka TrITameMTa bahata bAda meM vikasita haA hai| Aja hama jAnate haiM, manasavida, manocikitsaka jAnate haiM ki agara vyakti aisI hAlata meM A jAye pAgalapana kI ki koI davA kAma na kare, to bhI zAka kAma karatA hai| agara hama usake snAyu taMtuoM ko itanA jhanajhanA deM ki eka kSaNa ko bhI sAtatya TUTa jAye, kanTInyuTI TUTa jaaye| ___ eka AdamI apane ko naipoliyana samajha rahA hai, yA apane ko hiTalara mAne hue hai| isake saba ilAja ho cuke haiM, lekina koI upAya nahIM hotaa| jitanA ilAja karo vaha utanA aura majabUta hotA calA jAtA hai| kyA karo? isake mana kI eka dhArA baMdha gayI hai, eka sAtatya ho gayA hai| eka kanTInyuTI ho gayI hai, yaha duharAye calA jA rahA hai ki maiM hiTalara hUM, Apa kucha bhI karo, yaha usa sabase yahI natIjA legA ki maiM hiTalara huuN| ise samajhAne kA koI upAya nahIM hai| samajhAne kI sImA ke bAhara calA gayA hai yh| ____ maiM niraMtara kahatA hUM ki eka AdamI ko abrAhama liMkana hone kA khayAla paidA ho gyaa| nATaka meM kAma milA thA usako abrAhama liMkana kA / aura amarIkA abrAhama liMkana kI koI vizeSa janmatithi manA rahA thaa| isalie eka varSa taka usako amarIkA ke nagara-nagara meM jAkara liMkana kA pArTa karanA pdd'aa| usakA ceharA liMkana se milatA-julatA thA / eka varSa taka niraMtara abrAhama kA, liMkana kA pArTa karate-karate use yaha bhrAMti ho gayI ki vaha abrAhama liMkana hai| phira nATaka khatma ho gayA, para usakI bhrAMti khatma na huI / usakI cAla abrAhama liMkana kI ho gyii| abrAhama liMkana jaisA hakalAtA thA bolane meM, vaisA vaha hakalAne lgaa| sAlabhara laMbA abhyAsa thaa| muskurAye to liMkana ke DhaMga se, char3I uThAye to liMkana ke DhaMga se, baiThe uThe to liMkana ke DhaMga se| thor3e dina ghara ke logoM ne majAka liyA, phira ghabarAhaTa huI / vaha apanA nAma bhI abrAhama liMkana batAne lgaa| ghara ke logoM ne bahuta samajhAyA ki tumheM kyA ho gayA hai, tuma pAgala to nahIM ho gaye ho? lekina jitanA use samajhAyA, utanA hI vaha una para muskurAtA thaa| loga usase pUchate the ki tuma kyoM muskurA rahe ho, to vaha kahatA, tuma saba pAgala ho gaye, kyA huA? maiM abrAhama liMkana huuN| hAlata yahAM taka pahuMcI ki loga kahane lage, ki jaba taka isako golI na mArI jAye, taba taka yaha mAnegA nhiiN| abrAhama liMkana ko golI mArI gayI taba taka yaha caina nahIM legaa| cikitsakoM ne samajhAyA, mano-vizleSaNa kiyA, koI upAya nahIM thaa| ___ amarIkA meM eka lAI DiTekTara unhoMne eka choTI mazIna banAyI hai jisameM jhUTha AdamI bole to pakar3a jAtA hai| kyoMki jaba Apa jhUTha bolate haiM to hRdaya meM sAtatya TUTa jAtA hai| Apase maiMne pUchA, ApakA nAma? Apane kahA, rAma / ApakI umra? Apane kahA, 45 sAla / Aja kI tArIkha? Apane kahA yaha, dina? saba ThIka bolaa| taba maiMne acAnaka Apase pachA, Apane corI kI? to Apake bhItara se to AyegA, hAM / kyoMki Apane kI hai / aura usako Apa badaleMge bIca meM / bhItara se-uThegA hAM, gale taka AyegA, hAM / phira hAM ko Apa nIce dabAyeMge aura kaheMge nhiiN| yaha pUrA kA pUrA jhaTakA jo hai, nIce jo mazIna lagI hai, usa para A jAyegA / jaise ki apake hRdaya 84 .
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________________ ye cAra zatru kI dhar3akana kA grApha AtA hai, vaise hI grApha meM breka A jAyegA, jhaTakA A jAyegA / vaha jhaTakA batAyegA ki kisa prazna ko Apane jhUThA uttara diyA hai| __to ina sajjana ko lAI DiTekTara para khar3A kiyA gayA, ki agara yaha AdamI jhUTha bola rahA hai to pakar3a jAyegA / yaha bhItara gahana meM to jAnatA hI hogA ki maiM abrAhama liMkana nahIM huuN| vaha AdamI bhI parezAna ho gayA thA, yaha saba ilAja, cikitsA, samajhAne se / usane Aja taya kara liyA thA ki ThIka hai, Aja mAna lUMgA / jo kahate ho, vahI ThIka hai| ___ pUche bahuta se prazna / phira pUchA gayA ki tumhArA nAma kyA abrAhama liMkana hai? usane kahA, nhiiN| aura mazIna ne nIce batAyA ki yaha AdamI jhUTha bola rahA hai| taba to manocikitsaka ne bhI sira ThoMka liyaa| usane kahA, aba koI upAya hI na rhaa| AkhirI hadda ho gyii| vaha lAI DiTekTara kaha rahA hai ki yaha jhUTha bola rahA hai| kyoMki bhItara to use AyA hAM, lekina kaba taka isa upadrava meM par3A rahaM, eka daphA na kahakara jhaMjhaTa chur3AUM / usane Upara se kahA ki nahIM, maiM abrAhama liMkana nahIM huuN| ___ isa AdamI ke lie kyA kiyA jAye? to zAka TrITameMTa hai, aba koI upAya nhiiN| aise AdamI ke mastiSka ko bijalI se dhakkA pahuMcAnA pdd'egaa| dhakke kA eka hI upayoga hai ki vaha jo satata dhArA cala rahI hai ki maiM abrAhama liMkana haM, maiM abrAhama liMkana haM, usa dhArA ko samajhAne se koI upAya nahIM hai, kyoMki dhArA usase TUTatI nhiiN| bijalI ke dhakke se vaha dhArA Ta jAyegI, chinna-bhinna ho jaayegii| eka kSaNa ko, isa AdamI ke bhItara kA jo sAtatya hai vaha khaNDita ho jAyegA, gaipa, aMtarAla ho jaayegaa| zAyada usa gaipa ke kAraNa bArA isako khayAla na Aye ki maiM abrAhama liMkana huuN| isalie manovijJAna aba zAka TrITameMTa kA upayoga karatA hai| aMtima upAya vahI hai| dhakkA pahuMcAkara snAyu taMtuoM kI dhArA ko tor3a denA / jhena guru bahuta prAcIna samaya se, hajAra sAla se, Der3ha hajAra sAla se usakA upayoga kara rahe haiN| yaha jo ziSya ke sAtha jhena guru kA itanA tIvra hiMsAtmaka dikhAyI par3anevAlA vyavahAra hai, yaha to kucha bhI nahIM hai| ___ eka jhena guru bAMkeI kI Adata thI ki jaba bhI vaha Izvara ke bAbata kucha bolatA to eka uMgalI Upara uThAkara izArA karatA / jaisA ki akasara ho jAtA hai, jahAM guru aura ziSya, eka dUsare ko prema karate haiM, ziSya pITha pIche guru kI majAka bhI karate haiN| yaha bahuta AtmIya nikaTatA hotI hai, taba aisA ho jAtA hai| itanA parAyApana bhI nahIM hotA ki... to vaha jo usakI Adata thI uMgalI Upara uThAkara bAta karane kI sadA, yaha majAka kA viSaya bana gayI thI, jaba koI bAta kahatA ziSyoM meM, to vaha uMgalI Upara uThA detA / usameM eka choTA baccA bhI thA, jo Azrama meM jhADU-buhArI lagAne kA kAma karatA thaa| vaha bhI bar3e-bar3e sAdhakoM ke bIca kabhI-kabhI dhyAna karane baiThatA thA, aura jo bar3oM se nahIM ho pAtA thA, vaha usase ho rahA thaa| kyoMki choTe bacce abhI sarala haiM, bUr3he jaTila haiN| bUr3he kAphI bImArI meM Age jA cuke haiM, bacce abhI bImArI kI zuruAta meM haiN| use dhyAna bhI hone lagA thA, aura vaha apanI uMgalI ko uThAkara guru jaisI carcA bhI karane lagA thaa| __ eka dina saba baiThe the aura bAMkeI ne kahA, 'Izvara ke saMbaMdha meM kucha bola'-usa bacce se| usane kahA, Izvara / usakI uMgaliyAM anajAne Upara uTha gyiiN| vaha bhUla gayA ki guru maujUda hai| majAka pIche calatA hai, sAmane nahIM / jaldI se usane uMgalI chipAI, lekina guru ne kahA, nahIM, pAsa A / ___ cAkU pAsa meM par3A thA, uThAkara usakI uMgalI kATa dii| cIkha nikala gayI usa bacce ke muMha se| hAtha meM khUna kI dhArA nikala gyii| bAMkeI ne kahA, aba Izvara ke saMbaMdha meM bola! usa bacce ne apanI TUTI huI uMgalI vApasa uThAyI, aura bAMkeI ne kahA ki tujhe jo pAnA thA, vaha pA liyA hai| vaha darda kho gayA, vaha pIr3A miTa gayI / eka naye loka kA prAraMbha ho gyaa| bar3A gahana zAka TrITameMTa huaa| Aja zarIra vyartha ho gyaa|
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 jo uMgalI nahIM thI, vaha bhI uThAne kI sAmarthya A gyii| aba uMgalI ke hone meM, na hone meM koI pharka na rhaa| jo uMgalI kaTa gayI thI, hAtha se khUna baha rahA thA, lekina baccA muskurAne lgaa| kyoMki jaba guru ne uMgalI kaTane para phira dubArA pUchA ki Izvara ke saMbaMdha meM? to jaise zarIra kI bAta bhUla hI gayA vaha / eka kSaNa meM guru kI AMkhoM meM jhAMkA, aura usake muMha para haMsI phaila gayI / vaha baccA, jisako jhena meM satorI kahate haiM, samAdhi, usako upalabdha ho gyaa| usa bacce ne apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai ki camatkAra thA usa guru kA ki uMgalI hI usane nahIM kATI, bhItara mujhe bhI kATa ddaalaa| lekina bAhara jo baiThe the, bAhara se jo dekha rahe hoMge, unako to lagA hogA ki yaha to pakkA kasAI mAlUma hotA hai| ___ to jhena guru kI jo hiMsA dikhAyI par3atI hai, vaha dikhAyI hI par3atI hai, usakI anukaMpA apAra hai / aura jisa sAdhanA paddhati meM guru kI itanI anukaMpA na ho, vaha sAdhanA paddhati mara jAtI hai| hamAre pAsa bhI bahuta sAdhanA paddhatiyAM haiM, lekina karIba-karIba mara gayI haiN| kyoMki na guru meM sAhasa hai, na itanI karuNA hai ki vaha rAste ke bAhara jAkara bhI sahAyatA pahuMcAye / niyama hI raha gaye haiN| niyama dhIre-dhIre murdA ho jAte haiN| unakA pAlana calatA rahatA hai, marI huI vyavasthA kI taraha / hama unheM Dhote rahate haiN| lekina unameM jIvana nahIM hai| _dUsare ko badalane kI ceSTA nahIM hai jhena guru kI, lekina jisane apane ko samarpita kiyA hai badalane ke lie, vaha dUsarA nahIM hai, ek| dUsare ko badalane meM koI apane ahaMkAra kI tRpti nahIM hai / jisane samarpita kara diyA hai--yaha bahuta maje kI bAta hai, jaba koI vyakti kisI ke prati pUrA samarpita ho jAtA hai to una donoM ke bIca jo sImAeM tor3atI thIM, alaga karatI thIM ahaMkAra kI, ve vilIna ho jAtI haiN| yaha milana itanA gaharA hai jitanA pati-patnI kA bhI kabhI nahIM hotA / premI aura preyasI kA bhI kabhI nahIM hotA, jitanA guru aura ziSya kA ho sakatA hai| lekina ati kaThina hai, kyoMki pati aura patnI kA mAmalA to bAyolAjikala hai, zarIra bhI sAtha dete haiN| guru aura ziSya kA saMbaMdha spricuala hai, bAyolAjikala nahIM hai / jaivika koI upAya nahIM hai / to pati aura patnI to pazuoM meM bhI hote haiM, premI aura preyasI to pakSiyoM meM bhI hote haiM, kIr3e-makor3oM meM bhI hote haiN| sirpha guru aura ziSya kA ekamAtra saMbaMdha hai jo manuSyoM meM hotA hai| bAkI saba saMbaMdha saba meM hote haiN| ___ isalie jo vyakti guru-ziSya ke gahana saMbaMdha ko upalabdha na huA ho, eka artha meM ThIka se abhI manuSya nahIM ho pAyA hai| usake sAre saMbaMdha pAzavika haiN| kyoMki ve saba saMbaMdha to pazu hone meM bhI ho jAte haiN| koI ar3acana nahIM hai| koI kaThinAI nahIM hai| lekina pazuoM meM guru aura ziSya kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hotA, ho nahIM sktaa| yaha jo saMbaMdha hai, isa saMbaMdha ke ho jAne ke bAda phAsalA nahIM hai ki hama dUsare ko badala rahe haiM, hama apane ko hI badala rahe haiM / isalie buddha kA jaba koI ziSya mukta hotA hai, to buddha kahate hue sune gaye ki Aja maiM phira tere dvArA punaH mukta huaa| ___mahAyAna bauddha dharma eka bar3I mIThI kathA kahatA hai / vaha kathA yaha hai ki buddha kA nirvANa huA, zarIra chUTA, ve mokSa ke dvAra para jAkara khar3e ho gaye, lekina unhoMne pITha kara lii| dvArapAla ne kahA, Apa bhItara AyeM, yugoM-yugoM se hama pratIkSA kara rahe haiM Apake Agamana kI, aura Apa pITha pherakara kyoM khar3e ho gaye haiM! to buddha ne kahA, 'jina-jina ne mere prati samarpaNa kiyA, jina-jina ne merA sahArA mAMgA, jaba taka ve sabhI mukta nahIM ho jAte, taba taka merA mokSa meM praveza kaise ho sakatA hai? taba taka maiM kahIM na kahIM baMdhA hI huA rhuuNgaa| isalie maiM akelA nahIM jA sakatA huuN|' ___ isalie mahAyAna bauddha dharma kahatA hai ki jaba taka pUrI manuSyatA mukta na ho jAye, taba taka buddha dvAra para hI khar3e rheNge| yaha kahAnI mIThI hai, kahAnI sUcaka hai / yaha kahAnI bahuta gahare artha lie hue hai| kahIM koI buddha khar3e hue nahIM haiN| ho bhI nahIM sakate / khar3e hone kA koI upAya bhI nahIM hai| mukta hote hI tirohita ho jAnA par3atA hai| kahIM koI dvAra nahIM hai| lekina yaha eka mIThe sUtra kI khabara detI .
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________________ ye cAra zatru hai ki guru ziSya ke dvArA punaH-punaH mukta hotA hai| aura yaha saMbaMdha itanA AtmIya aura nikaTa hai ki vahAM parAyA koI bhI nahIM hai| isI saMdarbha meM pUchA hai ki yaha bhI samajhAyeM ki hiMsaka vRtti ke kAraNa nikale Adeza, aura karuNA ke kAraNa nikale upadeza meM sAdhaka kaise pharka kara pAye? sAdhaka pharka kara hI nahIM paayegaa| karanA bhI nahIM caahie| sAdhaka ko isase koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| ise ThIka se samajha leN| guru ne cAhe hiMsA bhAva se hI sAdhaka ko Adeza diyA ho| yaha hiMsA agara hogI to guru ke sira hogii| sAdhaka ko to Adeza kA pAlana kara lenA caahie| vaha to rUpAMtarita hogA hI, cAhe Adeza karuNA se diyA gayA ho aura cAhe Adeza hiMsaka bhAva se diyA gayA ho| cAhe maiM kisI ko badalane meM isalie majA le rahA hUM ki badalane meM tor3ane kA majA hai, miTAne kA majA hai| cAhe maiM isalie dUsare ko Adeza de rahA hUM ki naye ke janma kA Ananda hai, naye ke janma kI karuNA hai| purAne ko miTAne meM hiMsA ho sakatI hai, naye ko banAne meM karuNA hai| maiM kisI bhI kAraNa se Adeza de rahA hUM, yaha merI bAta hai| lekina jisako Adeza diyA gayA hai, use koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| eka makAna ko girAnA hai aura nayA banAnA hai| ho sakatA hai mujhe girAne meM hI majA A rahA ho, isalie banAne kI bAteM kara rahA huuN| isalie usako tor3ane meM mujhe rasa hai / yA maiM banAne meM itanA utsuka hUM ki tor3anA majabUrI hai, tor3anA par3egA / lekina yaha merI bAta hai / makAna ke banane meM koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| isalie sAdhaka ko yaha cintA nahIM karanI cAhie ki garu ne jo khiDakI ke bAhara pheMka diyA hai. yaha tor3ane kA rasa thA, koI hiMsA thI yA koI mahAkaruNA thii| aura agara sAdhaka yaha pharka karatA hai, to samarpita nahIM hai| ziSya nahIM hai| yaha to use pahale hI garu ke pAsa Ane ke pahale soca lenA caahie| yaha samarpaNa ke pahale soca lenA cAhie / guru ke cunAva kI svataMtratA hai, guru ke AdezoM meM cunAva kI svataMtratA nahIM hai / maiM 'a' ko guru cunUM ki 'ba' ko, ki 'sa' ko, maiM svataMtra huuN| lekina 'a' ko cunane ke bAda svataMtra nahIM hUM ki 'a' kA-'a' Adeza mAnUM ki 'ba' Adeza mAnU, ki 'sa' Adeza mAna / guru ko cunane kA artha samagra cunanA hai| isalie jhena ne, sUphiyoM ne, jahAM bahuta gahana guru kI paramparA vikasita huI hai, aura bar3e Antarika rahasya unhoMne khole haiN| sUphI zAstra kahate haiM ki guru ko cunane ke bAda khaNDa-khaNDa vicAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA ki vaha kyA ThIka kahatA hai aura kyA galata kahatA hai| agara lage ki galata kahatA hai, to pUre hI guru ko chor3a denA tatkAla / aisA mata socanA ki yaha bAta na mAneMge, yaha galata hai| yaha bAta mAneMge, yaha sahI hai / isakA to matalaba huA ki guru ke Upara Apa haiM, aura antima nirNaya ApakA hI cala rahA hai ki kyA ThIka hai aura kyA galata hai| to parIkSA guru kI cala rahI hai, ApakI nhiiN| aura isa taraha ke loga jaba musIbata meM par3ate haiM to jimmA guru kA hai| sUphI kahate haiM ki jaba guru ko cuna liyA to pUrA cuna liyaa| yaha ToTala eksaTensa hai| agara kisI dina chor3anA ho to ToTala chor3a denA, pUrA chor3a denaa| haTa jAnA vahAM se| lekina AdhA cunanA aura AdhA chor3anA mata karanA / bahata kImatI bAta hai ki yaha ThIka lagatA hai, isalie cuneNge| to Akhira meM Apa hI ThIka haiN| jo ThIka lagatA hai vaha cunate haiN| jo galata lagatA hai, vaha nahIM cunate haiN| to Apako ThIka aura galata kA to rAja mAlUma hI hai| aba bacA kyA hai cunane ko? jaba Apa yaha bhI patA lagA lete haiM ki kyA ThIka hai aura kyA galata hai, to Apako bacA hI kyA hai? ziSya hone kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| lekina agara ziSya hone kI jarUrata hai to Apako patA nahIM hai ki kyA ThIka hai aura kyA galata hai| __ guru kA cunAva samagra hai / chor3anA ho to sUphI kahate haiM, pUrA chor3a denA / bar3I maje kI bAta sUphiyoM ne kahI hai| bAyajIda ne kahA hai ki agara guru ko chor3anA ho to jitane Adara se svIkAra kiyA thA, jitanI samagratA se, utane hI Adara se, utanI hI samagratA se chor3a
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 denA / kaThina hai maamlaa| kisI ko Adara se svIkAra karanA to AsAna hai, Adara se chor3anA bahuta muzkila hai| hama chor3ate hI taba hai jaba anAdara mana meM A jAtA hai| lekina bAyajIda kahatA hai, jisako tuma Adara se na chor3a sako, samajha lenA Adara se cunA hI nahIM thaa| kyoMki yaha tumane cunA thA / tuma nirNAyaka na the ki guru ThIka hogA ki galata hogaa| yaha cunAva tumhArA thA / AdarapUrvaka tumane cunA thaa| agara tuma mela nahIM khAte to bAyajIda ne kahA hai ki samajhanA ki yaha guru mere lie nahIM hai| ThIka aura galata tuma kahAM jAnate ho? tuma itanA hI kahanA ki isa guru se maiM jaisA hUM, usakA mela nahIM khA rahA hai| bAyajIda kA matalaba yaha hai ki jaba bhI tumheM guru chor3anA par3e to tuma samajhanA ki maiM isa guru kA ziSya hone ke yogya nahIM huuN| chor3a denA / lekina hama guru ko taba chor3ate haiM, jaba hama pAte haiM ki yaha guru hamArA guru hone ke yogya nahIM hai| __ maiM ziSya hone ke yogya nahIM hUM, isakA yahI bhAva ho sakatA hai, ziSyatva kA / guru ke zikhara ko nahIM samajhA jA sakatA hai| aba yahI, huI hAI ko pheMka diyA hai khir3akI ke bAhara / yaha samagra svIkAra hai| isameM bhI kucha ho rahA hogA, isalie guru ne pheMka diyA hai, isalie huI hAI svIkAra kara legaa| gurajiepha ke pAsa loga Ate the, to gurajiepha apane hI DhaMga kA AdamI thaa| sabhI guru apane DhaMga ke AdamI hote haiM, aura do guru eka se nahIM hote / ho bhI nahIM skte| kyoMki guru kA matalaba yaha hai ki jisane apanI advitIya cetanA ko pA liyA-bejor3a / to vaha alaga to ho hI jaayegaa| gurajiepha ke pAsa koI AtA to vaha kyA karegA, isake koI niyama na the| ho sakatA hai vaha kahe, eka varSa taka raho Azrama meM, lekina mujhe dekhanA mata / mere pAsa mata AnA / yaha kAma hai sAlabhara kA / yaha kAma krnaa| ki sar3aka banAnI hai, ki giTTI phor3anI haiM, ki gar3A khodanA hai, ki vRkSa kATane haiM, yaha kAma sAlabhara karanA / aura sAlabhara ke bIca eka bAra bhI mere pAsa mata aanaa| ___ eka rUsI sAdhaka hArTamena gurajiepha ke pAsa aayaa| eka varSa taka-pahale dina jo pahalA sUcana milA vaha yaha ki eka varSa taka mere pAsa dubArA mata AnA / rahanA chAyA kI taraha / subaha cAra baje se hArTamena ko kAma de diyA gayA sAlabhara ke lie| vaha karegA dina-rAta kAma / gurajiepha ke makAna meM rAta roja dAvata hogI, sArA Azrama AmaMtrita hogA, sirpha hArTamena nahIM / rAta saMgIta calegA do-do baje tk| gurajiepha ke baMgale kI rozanI bAhara par3atI rahegI aura hArTamena apanI koTharI meM soyA rhegaa| sabhAeM hoMgI, loga AyeMge, bhIr3a hogI, atithi AyeMge, carcA hogI, prazna hoMge, hArTamana nahIM hogaa| sAlabhara ! __ jisa dina sAlabhara pUrA huA, usa dina gurajiepha hArTamena ke jhopar3e para gayA aura gurajiepha ne hArTamena se kahA ki aba tuma jaba bhI AnA cAho, AdhI rAta bhI jaba meM so rahA haM taba bhI, jisa kSaNa, caubIsa ghaMTe tama A sakate ho| aba tamheM kisI se pachane kI jarUrata nahIM hai, koI AjJA lene kI jarUrata nahIM hai| ___ aura hArTamena ne usake caraNa chue aura kahA ki aba to jarUrata bhI na rhii| yaha sAlabhara dUra rakhakara tumane mujhe badala diyaa| yaha kahA nahIM jA sakatA, lekina yaha muzkila mAmalA hai / hArTamena soca sakatA thA, yaha bhI kyA bAta huI, eka prazna kA uttara nahIM milA, kucha carcA bAta nahIM, yaha kyA eka sAla! dina do dina kI bAta bhI nahIM hai / lekina guru ko cunane kA matalaba hai, pUrA cunanA, yA pUrA chor3a denA / phira guru kyA karatA hai, vaha tabhI kara sakatA hai jaba itanA samarpaNa ho, anyathA nahIM kara sakatA hai| eka mitra ne pUchA hai ki Apa mahAvIra, buddha, lAotse para na bolakara apanI nijI aura AMtarika bAteM btaayeN| aura yaha bhI likhA hai--binA dastakhata kiye-ki Apako maiM itanA kAyara nahIM mAnatA hai ki Apa apanI nijI bAteM nahIM btaayeNge| Apa to nahIM mAnate haiM mujhe itanA kAyara, lekina maiM Apako itanA bahAdura nahIM mAnatA hUM ki merI nijI bAteM suna paayeNge| aura jisa 88 .
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________________ ye cAra zatru dina taiyArI ho jAye nijI bAteM sunane kI, usa dina mere pAsa A jaanaa| kyoMki nijI bAteM nijatA meM hI kahI jA sakatI haiM, pablika meM nhiiN| magara usake pahale kasauTI se gujaranA pdd'egaa| bahAdurI kI maiM jAMca kara luuNgaa| cUMki kyA maiM Apako dUM, yaha Apake pAtra kI kSamatA para nirbhara hai| __mere nijI jIvana meM kucha bhI chipAne jaisA nahIM hai, lekina Apa dekha bhI pAyeMge, samajha bhI pAyeMge, usakA upayoga bhI kara pAyeMge, Apake jIvana meM vaha sRjanAtmaka bhI hogA, sahayogI bhI hogA, yaha socanA jarUrI hai| kyoMki jo bhI maiM kaha rahA hUM, vaha Apake kAma par3a sake, to hI usakA koI artha hai| to jisakI bhI taiyArI ho mere nijI jIvana meM utarane kI, vaha jarUra mere pAsa A jAye / lekina use taiyArI se gujaranA par3egA, yaha khayAla rakhakara aaye| abhI to dastakhata karane kI bhI himmata nahIM hai| aba hama sUtra leN| 'krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha ye cAroM kAle kutsita kaSAya punarjanmarUpI saMsAra vRkSa kI jar3oM ko sIMcate rahate haiN|' 'cAvala aura jau Adi dhAnyoM tathA suvarNa aura pazuoM se paripUrNa yaha samasta pRthvI bhI lobhI manuSya ko tRpta kara sakane meM asamartha hai, yaha jAnakara saMyama kA AcaraNa karanA caahiye|' __ cAra kaSAya mahAvIra ne kahe-krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha / ye cAroM zabda hamAre bahuta paricita haiM-zabda / ye cAroM bilakula aparicita haiN| zabda ke paricaya ko hama bhUla se satya kA paricaya samajha lete haiN| hama sabhI ko mAlUma hai, krodha kA kyA matalaba hai? aura krodha se hamArA milanA huA nhiiN| hAlAMki krodha hama para huA hai bahuta bAra, hamase huA hai / krodha meM hama DUbe haiN| lekina krodha itanA DubA letA hai ki jo dekhane kI taTasthatA cAhie, jo krodha ko samajhane kI dUrI cAhie vaha nahIM bacatI / isalie krodha hamase huA hai lekina krodha ko hamane jAnA nahIM / hamAre krodha ko dUsaroM ne jAnA hogA, hamane nahIM jAnA / isalie maje kI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai / krodhI AdamI bhI apane ghI nahIM smjhtaa| sArI duniyA jAnatI haiM ki vaha krodhI hai, lekina vaha bhara nahIM jAnatA hai ki maiM krodhI huuN| kyA mAmalA hai? saba dekha lete haiM krodha ko, vaha khuda kyoM nahIM dekha pAtA? ___ asala meM krodha kI ghaTanA meM vaha maujUda hI nahIM rahatA / vaha jo Abjarvara hai, nirIkSaka hai, vaha DUba jAtA hai| usakA koI patA hI nahIM rahatA / bAkI to koI krodha meM nahIM hai isalie ve loga dekha lete haiM ki yaha AdamI krodha meM hai| Apako patA nahIM cltaa| yaha bAta itanI bhI daba sakatI hai gahana, ki kaI tathya jo vaijJAnika ho sakate the ve bhI kho gaye haiN| ___maiM kala hI eka liyonala TAigara kI eka kitAba dekha rahA thaa| usane bar3I mahatvapUrNa khoja kI hai| usane kAma kiyA hai striyoM ke mAsika-dharma para / to vaha kahatA hai ki jaba mAsika-dharma ke cAra-pAMca dina hote haiM, taba striyAM jyAdA krodhI hotI haiN| jyAdA cir3acir3I hotI haiM, jyAdA parezAna hotI haiM, jyAdA hiMsaka ho jAtI haiN| unakI sArI vRttiyAM nimna ho jAtI haiM / na kevala itanA, balki una pAMca dinoM meM unakA bauddhika stara bhI gira jAtA hai, unakI inTelijeMsa bhI gira jAtI hai / unakA AI-kyU, unakA jo buddhi-mApa hai vaha nIce gira jAtA hai, paMdraha prtisht| isalie parIkSA ke samaya striyoM ke lie vizeSa suvidhA honI cAhie / meMsesa meM kisI lar3akI kI parIkSA nahIM honI cAhie, akAraNa pichar3a jaayegii| ThIka pIrieDa ke madhya meM, pichale pIrieDa aura dUsare pIrieDa ke ThIka bIca meM caudaha dina ke bAda striyoM ke pAsa sabase jyAdA prasanna bhAva hotA hai aura usa samaya ve kama krodhI hotI haiM, kama cir3acir3I hotI haiN| aura usa samaya unakA buddhi-mApa paMdraha pratizata bar3ha jAtA hai| isalie agara madhya pIrieDa meM lar3akI ho aura lar3ake ke sAtha parIkSA de to vaha phAyade meM rahegI, paMdraha pratizata jyaadaa|
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 agara meMsesa meM ho to nukasAna meM rahegI paMdraha pratizata kama / aura donoM milakara tIsa pratizata kA pharka ho jAtA hai| jo ki bar3A pharka hai| ___ isa para jitanA kAma calatA hai usase dhIre-dhIre yaha bhI khayAla meM AnA zurU huaa| lekina itane hajAra sAla laga gaye aura khayAla meM nahIM AyA ki strI aura puruSa donoM eka hI jAti ke pazu haiN| to striyoM meM hI mAsika-dharma ho, yaha Avazyaka nahIM hai, kahIM na kahIM puruSa meM bhI mAsika dharma jaisI koI samAna ghaTanA honI caahie| lekina puruSoM ko aba taka khayAla nahIM aayaa| honI cAhie hI, kyoMki donoM kI zarIra racanA eka hI DhAMce meM hotI hai| donoM kI sArI vyavasthA eka jaisI hai| jo bheda hai vaha thor3A-sA hI bheda hai, aura vaha bheda itanA hai ki strI grAhaka hai aura puruSa dAtA hai, jIvANuoM ke saMbaMdha meN| bAkI to sArI bAta eka hai| to strI meM agara mAsika-dharma jaisI koI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai to puruSa meM bhI ghaTanI caahie| sau varSa pahale eka AdamI ne isa saMbaMdha meM thor3I khoja-bIna kI hai, eka jarmana sarjana ne| aura use zaka huA ki puruSa meM bhI mAsika-dharma hotA hai| lekina cUMki koI bAhya ghaTanA nahIM ghaTatI raktasrAva kI, isalie AdamI bhUla gayA hai| to usane AdamI ke krodha aura ciDaciDepana ke rikArDa banAye aura pAyA ki hara adAisaveM dina paruSa bhI cAra-pAMca dina ke lie usI taraha asta-vyasta hotA hai, jaise strI asta-vyasta hotI hai| aura abhI, eka dUsare vicAraka ne eka naye vijJAna ko janma de diyA hai-paiTrika viniyamsa usakA nAma hai, bAyo DAyanemiksa / aura usane samasta rUpa se vaijJAnika arthoM meM siddha kara diyA hai ki puruSa kA bhI meMsesa hotA hai| koI bAhara ghaTanA nahIM ghaTatI, lekina bhItara vaisI hI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, jaisI strI ko ghaTatI hai| aura una cAra-pAMca dinoM meM Apa krodhI, cir3acir3e, parezAna, nIce gira jAte haiM cetanA meN|| ___ yaha hara mahIne ho rahA hai| jisa dina AdamI paidA hotA hai, usako pahalA dina samajha leM, to usake hisAba se hara aTThAisaveM dina kA pUrA kaleMDara banA sakate haiM jIvana kA / vaha pahalA dina hai, phira hara aTThAisaveM dina puruSa kA kaleMDara bana sakatA hai| aura jaba Apake kaleMDara meM ApakA meMsesa A jAye to dUsare ko bhI batA deM aura khuda bhI sAvadhAna rheN| aura Aja nahIM kala, hameM strI-puruSa kA vivAha karate vakta dhyAna rakhanA cAhie ki donoM kA meMsesa sAtha na pdd'e| aisA lagatA hai strI-puruSoM ko, pati-patniyoM ko dekhakara ki bahuta mAtrA meM sAtha par3atA hogaa| kyoMki donoM kA meMsesa sAtha par3a jAye to bhArI upadrava aura kalaha hone vAlI hai| ___ yaha isalie saMbhava ho sakA ki Aja taka khayAla nahIM AyA ki puruSa kA bhI mAsika-dharma hotA hai, kyoMki hama krodha se paricita hI nahIM haiM, nahIM to yaha khayAla A jAtA / isalie maiM kaha ra hA huuN| agara hama krodha kI dhArA kA nirIkSaNa karate to hamako bhI patA cala jAyegA ki hara mahIne ApakA baMdhA huA dina hai, baMdhA huA samaya hai jaba Apa jyAdA krodhI hote haiN| aura hara mahIne Apake baMdhe hue dina haiM, jaba Apa kama krodhI hote haiN| lekina yaha to bar3I yAMtrika bAta huI, yaha to Apa mazIna kI taraha ghUma rahe haiM / ApakI mAlakiyata nahIM mAlUma pdd'tii| ___ jaisA krodha hai, vaisA hI lobha bhI hai, vaisI hI mAyA bhI hai, vaisA hI moha bhI hai / una sabameM Apa baMdhe hue haiN| aura yaha jo baMdhana haiM, yaha bar3A adabhuta hai| Apako khayAla, sirpha bhrama rahatA hai ki Apa mAlika haiN| ___ abhI cUhoM para bahuta vaijJAnikoM ne prayoga kiye / choTA-sA hArmona jo puruSa meM hotA hai, puruSa cUhe meM jarA-sI mAtrA usakI agara mAdA cUhe ko injekTa kara dI jAye, to bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai, mAdA cuhiyA jo hai, vaha puruSa cUhe kI taraha vyavahAra karanA zurU kara detI hai| vahI akar3a, vahI cAla, jo puruSa cUhe kI hotI hai vahI jhagar3AlU vRtti, hamale kA bhAva, vaha saba A jAtA hai| itanA hI nahIM, puruSa hArmona ke iMjekzana ke bAda mAdA cuhiyA jo hai, puruSa cuhiyA para car3hakara saMbhoga karane kI koziza karatI hai, jo ki vaha kara nahIM sktii| puruSa cUhoM ko strI hArmona ke iMjekzana dekara dekhA gayA, ve bilakula straiNa ho jAte haiM, dabba ho jAte haiM, bhAgane lagate haiM, bhayabhIta ho jAte haiM aura 10
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________________ ye cAra zatru hara choTI cIja se kaMpane lagate haiN| __kyA isakA yaha artha huA ki choTe-choTe hArmona itane prabhAvI haiM aura ApakI cetanA itanI dIna hai ki eka iMjekzana Apako strI aura puruSa banA sakatA hai! aura eka iMjekzana Apako bahAdura aura kAyara banA sakatA hai! to phira jisako Apa kahate haiM ki bhayabhIta hai, kAyara hai, jisako Apa kahate haiM, bahAdura hai, himmatavara hai, jisako Apa kahate haiM sAhasI hai, dussAhasI hai, inake bIca jo pharka hai, vaha choTe-se hArmona kA hai| Amataura se yahI hai bAta / ApakI kucha graMthiyAM nikAla lI jAyeM, Apa krodha nahIM kara paayeNge| kucha graMthiyAM nikAla lI jAyeM, ApakI kAmavAsanA tirohita ho jaayegii| to kyA yaha zarIra Apa para itanA hAvI hai aura ApakI AtmA kI koI svataMtratA nahIM hai? isIlie mahAvIra inako cAra zatru kahate haiM, kyoMki jaba taka koI ina cAra ke Upara na uTha jAye, taba taka usako AtmA kA koI anubhava nahIM hotaa| jaba taka krodha ke hArmona Apake bhItara maujUda haiM aura phira bhI Apa krodha nahIM karate, aura kAmavAsanA ke hArmona Apake bhItara maujUda haiM aura phira bhI Apa brahmacarya ko upalabdha ho jAte haiM, lobha kI sArI kI sArI rAsAyanika prakriyA bhItara hai aura phira bhI Apa alobha ko upalabdha ho jAte haiM, tabhI Apako AtmA kA anubhava hogaa| AtmA kA artha hai-zarIra ke pAra sattA kA anubhv| lekina hama to zarIra ke pAra hote hI nahIM, zarIra hI hameM calAtA hai| kaI bAra aisA bhI hotA hai ki Apa socate haiM ki Apa pAra ho gye| subaha uThate haiM, patnI kucha bola rahI hai ki bacce kacha gar3abar3a kara rahe haiM ki naukara kucha upadrava kara rahA hai aura Apa haMsate rahate haiN| to Apa socate haiM ki maiMne to krodha para vijaya pA lI / yahI ghaTanA sAMjha ko ghaTatI hai to Apa vikSipta ho jAte haiN| subaha hArmona tAje haiM, zarIra thakA haA nahIM hai| Apa jyAdA Azvasta haiN| sAMjha thaka gaye haiM, hArmona TUTa gaye haiM, zakti kSINa ho gayI hai| sAMjha Apa valnarebala haiM, jyAdA khule haiM / jarA-sI bAta Apako pIr3A aura coTa pahuMcA jaayegii| to subaha jisako Apane saha liyA, sAMjha ko nahIM saha pAte haiN| lekina subaha bhI Apa AtmA ko nahIM pA gaye the, subaha bhI zarIra hI kAraNa thA / sAMjha bhI zarIra hI kAraNa hai| AtmA ko pAne kA artha to yaha hai ki zarIra kAraNa na raha jaaye| Apake jIvana meM aise anubhava zurU ho jAyeM, jinameM zarIra kI rAsAyanika prakriyAoM kA hAtha nahIM hai, unake pAra / isIlie ina cAra ko zatru kahA hai| aura mahAvIra ne kahA hai, ina cAroM se hI hama punarjanma rUpI saMsAra ke vRkSa kI jar3oM ko sIMcate rahate haiN| ina cAroM se hI hama phira se apane janma ko nirmita karane kA upAya karate rahate haiN| jo ina cAra meM phaMsA hai, usakA agalA janma usane banA hI liyaa| loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura kahate haiM, kaise AvAgamana se chuTakArA ho? chuTakArA bhI mAMgate haiM aura jar3oM ko acchI taraha pAnI bhI sIMcate cale jAte haiN| isa vRkSa se kaise chuTakArA ho? sAMjha ko kahate haiM aura subaha vahIM pAnI sIMcate pAye jAte haiM / unako patA hI nahIM ki vRkSa kI jar3oM meM pAnI sIMcanA aura vRkSa ke pattoM kA AnA eka hI kriyA ke aMga haiM / yaha eka hI bAta hai| kabhI mata pUche ki AvAgamana se kaise chuTakArA ho, pUche hI mata, yahI pUche ki krodha, mAyA, moha aura lobha se kaise chuTakArA ho / AvAgamana se chuTakArA pUchane kI bAta hI galata hai| yahI pache ki kaise maiM apane ko vakSa ko pAnI dene se rokaM / vakSa kaise na ho. yaha mata pache / kyoM ke pattoM para rakhA aura hAtha pAnI dete rahe vRkSa ko-vRkSa ke sAtha hama aisA nahIM karate, kyoMki hameM patA hai ki yaha pAnI denA aura vRkSa meM pattoM aura phUloM kA AnA, eka hI kriyA kA aMga hai| ___ Apako apane jIvana vRkSa kA koI patA nahIM hai ki usake sAtha Apa kyA kara rahe haiM / idhara kahe cale jAte haiM, dukha mujhe na ho, aura saba taraha se dukha ko sIMcate haiN| hara upAya karate haiM ki dukha kaise ho aura hara vakta cillAte rahate haiM ki dukha mujhe na ho / zAyada Apako...
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 jIvana vRkSa Apa khuda haiM, isalie apanI jar3oM aura apane pattoM ko jor3a nahIM pAte / samajha nahIM pAte ki kyA mAmalA hai / jaba dukha ho, taba dukha ke patte ko pakar3akara pIche utaranA cAhie jar3a taka, ki kahAM se dukha huA, aura jar3a ko kATane kI ciMtA karanI caahie| ___ isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, ye cAra haiM jar3eM-krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha / cAroM itane alaga-alaga nahIM haiM, eka hI cIja ke cAra cehare haiM--eka hI cIja ke, eka hI ghaTanA ke / buddha ne usa ghaTanA ko nAma diyA hai, jIveSaNA, lasTa phAra laaiph| aba yaha bar3I kaThina bAta hai| loga kahate haiM, AvAgamana hamArA kaise ruke| pUcho, kyoM? kisalie, AvAgamana se dikkata kyA ho rahI hai Apako? cale jAo maje se, paidA hote jAo bAra-bAra, harja kyA hai? / __ nahIM, paidA hone se unheM bhI takalIpha nahIM hai| jIvana se unheM bhI koI kaThinAI nahIM hai, lekina jIvana meM dukha milatA hai, usase kaThinAI hai| dukha na ho aura jIvana ho, dukha kaTa jAye aura jIvana ho| hama aisI duniyA cAhate haiM jisameM rAteM na hoM, dina hI dina hoM / hama aisI duniyA cAhate haiM, jahAM javAnI hI javAnI ho, bur3hApA na ho / svAsthya ho, bImArI na ho / mitra hI mitra hoM, zatru na hoN| prema hI prema ho, ghRNA na ho| ___ isa duniyA meM eka hissA kATa denA cAhate haiM aura eka ko bacA lenA cAhate haiM / aura majA yaha hai ki vaha dUsarA hissA isIlie bacA huA hai ki hama isa eka ko bacAnA cAhate haiM, hama cAhate haiM duniyA meM mitra hI mitra hoM / isalie zatru hI zatru ho jAte haiM / hama cAhate haiM, duniyA meM sukha hI sukha hoM, isalie dukha hI dukha ho jAtA hai| sukha ko bacAnA cAhate haiM, dukha ko haTAnA cAhate haiM, lekina sukha jar3a hai aura dukha pattA hai| jise hama bacAnA cAhate haiM, usI ko bacAne meM use bacA lete haiM jise hama bacAnA nahIM cAhate haiM, jisase hama chUTanA cAhate haiN| AdamI jaba kahatA hai, ki AvAgamana se mukti ho, to vaha yaha nahIM kahatA ki maiM samApta ho jaauuN| vaha kahatA hai, maiM mokSa meM rahaM, maiM svarga meM rhuuN| dukha na ho vahAM dukha se chuTakArA ho jaaye| to buddha ne kahA hai, jIveSaNA, hone kI vAsanA ki maiM rahaM, yahI tumhAre samasta dukhoM kA mUla hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki ye jo cAra zatru haiM, ye bhI jIveSaNA se paidA hote haiN| krodha kyoM AtA hai? jaba koI Apake jIvana meM bAdhA banatA hai, taba / jaba koI Apako miTAnA cAhatA hai, yA Apako lagatA hai ki koI miTAnA cAhatA hai taba, jaba Apako koI bacAnA cAhatA hai, taba Apako krodha nahIM aataa| agara maiM eka churA lekara Apake pAsa jAUM to Apa ddreNge| chure se nahIM Dara rahe haiM Apa, kyoMki sarjana usase bhI bar3A churA lekara Apake pAsa AtA hai / taba Apa nizciMta Tebala para leTe rahate haiN| muskurAte rahate haiM, kyA mAmalA hai? donoM hI churA lekara Ate haiM, lekina Apako Dara lagatA hai ki mAra na DAlA jAUM, to Darate haiN| sarjana bacAne A rahA hai| mara rahe hoM to bacA rahA hai / chure se koI Dara nahIM hai| hAtha paira koI kATa DAle, isase Dara nahIM hai| eka hI gahare meM bhaya hai, kahIM maiM na miTa jaauuN| __ to jahAM lagatA hai ki koI mujhe miTAne A rahA hai, vahAM krodha khar3A hotA hai / jahAM lagatA hai ki koI mujhe bacAne A rahA hai, vahAM moha khar3A hotA hai| jahAM lagatA hai ki maiM baca na sakU~gA, to bacAne kI jo hama ceSTA karate haiM, vaha saba hamArA lobha hai / jaba mujhe lagatA hai ki maiM acchI taraha baca gayA hUM aura aba mujhe koI nahIM miTA sakatA, to vaha jo ahaMkAra paidA hotA hai, vaha hamArA mAna hai| lekina ye cAroM ke cAroM jIveSaNA ke hisse haiN| yaha caturmUrti inake bhItara jo chipI hai, vaha hai jIveSaNA / ye cAroM cehare usI ke haiN| alaga-alaga paristhitiyoM meM alaga-alaga cehare dikhAyI par3ate haiM, lekina bhAva eka hai ki maiM bcuuN| to jaba taka jo AdamI svayaM ko bacAnA cAhatA hai, vaha AdamI AtmA ko na pA skegaa| ise thor3A aura hama samajha leN| 92
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________________ ye cAra zatru jo AdamI svayaM ko bacAnA cAhatA hai, vaha dUsaroM ko miTAnA caahegaa| kyoMki svayaM ko bacAne kA dUsare ko miTAye binA koI upAya nahIM hai| mahAvIra kA ahiMsA para itanA jora isIlie hai| ve kahate haiM, dUsare ko miTAne kI bAta hI chor3a do, aura dhyAna rakhanA, dUsare ko miTAne kI bAta vahI chor3a sakatA hai, jo svayaM ko bacAne kI bAta chor3a de| ___ jaba Apa dUsare ko, kisI ko bhI nahIM miTAnA cAhate, taba eka bAta pakkI ho gayI, ki Apako apane ko bacAne kA koI moha nahIM hai| agara apane ko bacAne kA koI bhAva nahIM bacA hai, to phira koI krodha nahIM hai, phira koI moha nahIM, koI mAyA nahIM, koI mAna nhiiN| isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki jo apane ko bacAne kA bhAva chor3a detA hai vaha nahIM bacatA hai| mAmalA ulTA hai| jo nahIM bacAtA apane ko, vahI bacatA hai aura jo bacAtA hai, vaha bAra-bAra maratA hai| ___ jIsasa ne kahA hai, 'jo bacAyegA vaha miTegA, aura jo apane ko khone ko taiyAra hai, usako koI bhI miTA nahIM sakatA hai| lekina aisA mata socanA ki agara aisA hai ki khone kI taiyArI se hama sadA ke lie baca jAyeMge, isalie hama khone ko taiyAra haiM, to Apa na bceNge| ApakA manobhAva bacane ke lie hI hai| vahI vAsanA, janmoM kA kAraNa hai| koI Apako janma detA nahIM, Apa hI apane ko janma dete haiN| Apa hI apane pitA haiM, Apa hI apane mAtA haiM, Apa hI apane ko janma diye cale jAte haiN| yaha janma kA jo upadrava hai, isake kAraNa Apa hI haiN| isalie to mauta se itanI ghabarAhaTa hotI hai, itanI becainI hotI hai| aura marate vakta bhI AdamI kahatA hai ki janma-maraNa se chuTakArA ho jaaye| lekina matalaba usakA itanA hI hotA hai ki maraNa se chuTakArA ho jAye / janma to vaha bhASA kI bhUla se kaha rahA hai, phira se socegA to nahIM khegaa| ___ soceM, janma se chuTakArA cAhate haiM? jIvana se chuTakArA cAhate haiM? jisa dina Apa janma se chuTakArA cAhate haiM, usa dina maraNa se chuTakArA ho jaayegaa| hama saba maraNa se chuTakArA cAhate haiM isalie naye janma kA sUtrapAta ho jAtA hai / hama chora se bacanA cAhate haiM, jar3a se nhiiN| maraNa hai pattA AkhirI, janma hai jar3a / to jar3a hI kATanI hogii| saMnyAsa kA artha hai-jar3a ko kATanA / saMsAra kA artha hai-pattoM ko kATanA, kATate donoM haiM / saMnyAsI buddhimAna hai| vaha vahAM se kATatA hai jahAM se kATanA cAhie / saMsArI mUr3ha hai / vaha vahAM kATatA hai, jahAM kATane kA koI artha nahIM hai, balki khatarA hai| kyoMki patte samajhate haiM ki kalama kI jA rahI hai| to eka pattA kATo, cAra nikala Ate haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki ina jar3oM ko sIMcate rahane se to hogA bAra-bAra janma, bAra-bAra mRtyu| aura ghUmoge cakra meM, nIce-Upara, sukha meM, dukha meM, hAra meM, jIta meM, aura yaha cakra hai ananta / aura aisA mata socanA ki dukha isalie hai ki mujhe abhI abhAva hai| saba mila jAye to dukha na rhegaa| ___ to mahAvIra kahate haiM ki tumheM agara sabhI mila jAye svarNa pRthvI kA, sabhI mila jAye dhana-dhAnya, ho jAye samasta pRthvI tumhArI dAsa to bhI tumheM tRpta karane meM asamartha hai| ___ tRpti kA saMbaMdha kyA tumhAre pAsa hai, isase nahIM hai, kyA tuma ho, isase hai| aura jo atRpta hai usake pAsa kucha bhI ho to atRpta hogaa| aura jo tRpta hai usake pAsa kucha ho yA kucha bhI na ho to bhI tRpta hogaa| __ tRpti yA atRpti aMtardazAeM haiN| bAhara kI vastuoM se unakA koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, saba tumhAre pAsa ho jAye to bhI tuma tRpta na hooge / kyoMki na hamane sikandara ko tRpta dekhA, na hamane nepoliyana ko tRpta dekhA, na rAkaphelara tRpta hai, na mArgana tRpta hai, na kArnegI tRpta hai / saba unake pAsa hai, jo ho sakatA hai| zAyada nepoliyana ke pAsa bhI nahIM thA jo rAkaphelara ke pAsa hai| lekina tRpti? tRpti kA koI patA nhiiN| 93
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 aura mahAvIra jo kahate haiM, anubhava se kahate haiN| unake pAsa bhI saba thaa| isalie yaha koI sar3aka para khar3e bhikhArI kI bAta nahIM hai| sar3aka para khar3e bhikhArI kI bAta meM to dhokhA bhI ho sakatA hai, sAMtvanA bhI ho sakatI hai / akasara hotI hai| sar3aka kA bhikhArI kahatA hai, kyA milegA yadi sArI pRthvI bhI mila jAye? usakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki vaha sArI pRthvI nahIM pAnA cAhatA / vaha yaha kaha rahA hai ki hama pAne yogya hI nahIM mAnate / isalie nahIM ki pAne yogya nahIM mAnatA, isalie ki jAnatA hai ki pAne yogya mAno to bhI koI sAra nahIM hai| chAtI pITanI par3egI, ronA pdd'egaa| honevAlA nahIM hai| aMgUra khaTTe haiM, kyoMki dUra haiN| bhikhArI bhI kahatA hai, apane mana ko samajhAne ke lie kahatA hai / isalie adhyAtma ke itihAsa meM eka bar3I vicitra ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| samrATa bhI kahate haiM, bhikhArI bhI kahate haiN| vacana eka hI ho sakatA hai, artha eka hI nahIM hote| jaba samrATa kahate haiM, ki nahIM hai koI sAra sArI pRthvI meM, to yaha eka anubhava kA vacana hai| aura jaba bhikhArI kahatA hai taba akasara, hamezA nahIM, akasara anubhava kA vacana nahIM, sAMtvanA kI ceSTA hai| samajhAnA hai apane ko, bekAra hai| kucha hogA nhiiN| tRpti honevAlI nahIM, pUrI pRthvI mila jAye to bhI / yaha apane ko saMtuSTa karane kI ceSTA hai| ___ mahAvIra jo kaha rahe haiM, yaha saMtuSTa karane kI ceSTA nahIM hai, yaha asaMtoSa ke gahana anubhava kA pariNAma hai| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, saba bhI tumheM mila jAye, to bhI kucha na hogaa| kyoMki sabake milane se bhI tuma, tumako nahIM miloge| saba bhI mila jAye, pUrI pRthvI bhI mila jAye to apane se milana nahIM hogaa| aura tRpti hai apane se milana kA nAma / dUsare se milane meM sivAya atRpti ke kucha bhI paidA nahIM hotaa| vaha dhana ho, ki vyakti ho, ki kucha bhI ho, dUsare se milana, atRpti kA hI janmadAtA hai| aura atRpti hogI, aura milane kI AkAMkSA hogI, aura bhrama paidA hogA ki aura mila jAye to zAyada saba ThIka ho jaaye| ___ apane se hI milane para tRpti hotI hai, kyoMki phira khojane ko kucha bhI nahIM raha jaataa| lekina apane se vaha milatA hai, jo jIveSaNA chor3a detA hai| apane se vaha milatA hai jo kAma, krodha, lobha, moha ke pAgalapana ko chor3a detA hai| kyoMki yaha pAgalapana dUsare meM hI ulajhAye rakhate haiN| yaha apane pAsa Ane hI nahIM dete| ___ krodha kA matalaba hai-daur3a gaye Aga meM dUsare kI trph| akrodha kA artha hai-lauTa Aye Aga se apanI tarapha / moha kA artha hai-jur3a gaye dUsare se pAgala kI taraha / amoha kA artha hai, lauTa Aye buddhimAna kI taraha, apanI tarapha / ahaMkAra kA artha hai-dUsare kI AMkhoM meM dikhane kI ceSTA / pAgalapana hai, kyoMki saba dUsare bhI isI koziza meM lage haiN| mAna ahaMkAra chor3a dene kA artha hai, apanI hI AMkha meM apane ko dekhane kI ceSTA, Atmadarzana / ahaMkAra kA artha hai-dUsare kI AMkhoM meM dikhane kI ceSTA / nira-ahaMkAra kA artha hai-apanA darzana / apanI AMkhoM meM apane ko dekhane kI ceSTA / apane ko maiM dekha lUM, apane ko maiM pA lUM, apane sAtha maiM ho jAUM, apane meM maiM jI lUM, to hai parama tRpti / dUsare meM maiM daur3atA rahUM, daur3atA rahUM, daur3a hai jarUra, pahuMcanA bilakula nahIM hai / yAtrA bahuta hotI hai, matalaba kucha nahIM nikltaa| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM ki ina cAra ko ThIka se pahacAna lenA / aura jaba ye cAra tumheM pakar3eM, to eka bAta kA dhyAna rakhanA, smaraNa rakhanA ki samasta pathvI ko pA lene para bhI kacha hotA nahIM hai| 'jAnakara saMyama kA AcaraNa krnaa|' / saMyama kA kyA artha hai? saMyama kA artha hai, yaha jo cAra pagalapana haiM hamAre bAhara le jAnevAle, inase bacanA / saMyama kA artha hai santulana / krodha meM santulana kho jAtA hai| Apa vaha karate haiM jo nahIM karanA cAhate the| vaha karate haiM jo nahIM kara sakate the, vaha bhI kara 94
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________________ ho / lobha meM saMtulana TUTA aura usane kahA, 'agarallA nasaruddIna ne kaha ye cAra zatru lete haiN| lobha meM saMtulana TUTa jAtA hai| moha meM aisI bAteM nikala jAtI haiM, saMtulana chUTa jAtA hai| mullA nasaruddIna eka strI ke prema meM thA, aura usane kahA, 'agara tumane mujhase vivAha na kiyA, to pakkA jAna rakho, AtmahatyA kara luuNgaa|' usa strI ne pUchA, 'saca?' vaha Dara gayI, 'saca AtmahatyA kara loge?' mullA nasaruddIna ne kahA- disa haija bIna mAI yUjuala prosIjara / yaha maiM sadA aisA hI karatA rahA huuN| jaba bhI kisI strI ke prema meM par3atA hUM, to sadA yahI karatA hUM, AtmahatyA!' __jaba Apa bhI prema meM hote haiM to Apa aisI bAteM kahate haiM, jo Apa na karate haiM, na kara sakate haiN| vaha pAgalapana hai-eka hAramonala DisIja / Apake bhItara aise rAsAyanika tatva daur3a rahe haiM ki aba Apa hoza meM nahIM haiN| jo Apa kaha rahe haiM, usakA koI matalaba nahIM hai jyaadaa| mullA nasaruddIna apanI preyasI se kahatA hai ki kala to maiM aauuNgaa| na pahAr3a mujhe roka sakate haiM, na Aga kI varSA / bhagavAna bhI bIca meM A jAye, to mujhe roka nahIM sktaa| phira jAte vakta kahatA hai ki agara pAnI na girA to pakkA aauuNgaa| ___ apanI eka preyasI se bidA le rahA hai| bidA lete vakta usase kahatA hai, tere binA maiM jI na skuuNgaa| tujha se jyAdA suMdara strI isa pRthvI para koI bhI nahIM hai / zarIra hI jA rahA hai, AtmA yahIM chor3e jA rahA huuN| phira sIr3hiyAM utarate kahatA hai; lekina kucha jyAdA isakA khayAla mata karanA, aisA maiM bahuta striyoM se pahale bhI kaha cukA hUM, Age bhI khuuNgaa| ___ jaba Apa moha meM haiM--jisako Apa prema kahate haiM, aura prema zabda ko kharAba karate haiM taba Apa jo bola rahe haiM, vaha behozI hai| jaba Apa krodha meM haiM, taba Apa jo kaha rahe haiM, vaha bhI behozI hai| __ saMyama kA artha hai--hoza / ye behoziyAM na pakar3eM, AdamI saMtulita ho jAye, saMyamI ho jAye, apane meM khar3A ho jaaye| aisI bAteM na kare, aisA vyavahAra na kare, aisA jIvana cetanA kA, samaya kA upayoga na kare, jisake lie vaha khuda bhI hoza meM Ane para kahegA, pAgalapana thaa| ___ isalie sabhI bUr3he javAnoM para nArAja dikhAyI par3ate haiN| isakA aura koI kAraNa nahIM hai, apanI javAnI kA dukha / sabhI bUr3he javAnoM ko zikSA dete dikhAyI par3ate haiN| asala meM agara unako maukA milatA apanI javAnI ko zikSA dene kA, jo kisI ko milatA nahIM, vaha dUsaroM para nikAla rahe haiM / lekina ve bhUla kara rahe haiN| unake mAM-bApa bhI unako aisI zikSA diye the, koI kabhI sunatA nahIM / javAnoM ko bar3A gussA AtA hai ki kyA bakavAsa lagA rakhI hai, lekina bUr3he becAre anubhava se kaha rahe haiN| unhoMne ye dukha uThA lie haiM aura ye pAgalapana kara lie haiN| ___ mullA nasaruddIna baiThA hai eka bagIce kI beMca para apanI patnI ke sAtha / sAMjha ho gayI hai| vRkSoM kI chAyA meM koI nayA yugala, eka nayA yuvaka aura nayI yuvatI prema kI bAteM kara rahe haiN| patnI becaina ho gayI hai| Akhira patnI ne mullA se kahA ki aisA mAlUma par3atA hai r3akA aura yaha lar3akI zAdI karane kI taiyArI kara rahe haiN| tuma jAkara kucha rokane kI koziza kro| jarA khAMso khNkhaaro| mullA ne kahA, 'mujhako kisane rokA thA? saba apane anubhava se sIkhate haiM, bIca meM par3ane kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai|' vaha jaba kAma pakar3e, krodha pakar3e, moha pakar3e, mAna pakar3e taba khayAla karanA, kitane anubhava se sIkhiegA! kAphI anubhava nahIM ho sakA hai, nahIM ho cukA hai| kitanA anubhava ho cukA hai? punarukti kara rahe haiN| hAM, eka anubhava jarUrI hai, lekina punarukti mUr3hatA hai| eka bhUla Avazyaka hai, lekina usI ko dubArA doharAnA mUr3hatA hai| ___ mUr3ha ve nahIM haiM, jo bhUleM karate haiM, aura buddhimAna ve nahIM haiM, jo bhUleM nahIM karate / buddhimAna ve haiM jo eka hI bhUla dubArA nahIM krte| mUr3ha ve haiM jo eka hI bhUla ko abhyAsa se bAra-bAra karate haiN| 95
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 to ye cAra jaba pakar3eM to thor3I buddhimAnI baratanA aura jarA hoza rakhanA ki bahuta bAra yaha ho cukA hai| kyA hai pariNAma? kyA hai niSpatti? aura agara koI pariNAma, koI niSpatti na dikhAyI par3e to saMyama rakhanA / ThaharAnA apane ko, khar3e ho jAnA, mata daur3a par3anA pAgala kI taraha / jo ina vikSiptatAoM se apane ko roka letA hai, vaha dhIre-dhIre usako jAna letA hai, jo vikSiptatAoM ke pAra hai| usakA nAma hI AtmA hai| Aja itanA hii| pAMca minaTa rukeM, kIrtana kareM aura phira jaayeN| 96 .