Book Title: Mahavir Vani Lecture 21 Satya Sada Sarvabhaum Hai
Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340021/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya sadA sArvabhauma hai ikkIsavAM pravacana 383 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya-sUtra niccakAla'ppamatteNaM, musAvAyavivajaNaM / bhAsiyavvaM hiyaM saccaM, niccA''utteNa dukkaraM / / taheva sAvaja'NumoyaNI girA, ohAriNI jA ya provghaaynnii| se koha loha bhaya hAsa mANavo, na hAsamANo vi giraM vejjaa|| sadA apramAdI va sAvadhAna rahate hue asatya ko tyAga kara hitakArI satya-vacana hI bolanA caahie| isa prakAra kA satya bolanA sadA bar3A kaThina hotA hai| zreSTha sAdhu pApamaya, nizcayAtmaka aura dUsaroM ko dukha dene vAlI vANI na boleN| isI prakAra zreSTha mAnava ko krodha, lobha, bhaya aura haMsI-majAka meM bhI pApavacana nahIM bolanA caahie| 384 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sUtra ke pahale eka do prazna pUche gaye haiN| maiMne parasoM kahA ki hiMdU vicAra saMnyAsa ko jIvana kI aMtima avasthA kI bAta mAnatA hai| kinhIM mitra ko ise sunakara ar3acana huI hogii| maiM nikalatA thA bAhara, taba unhoMne pUchA ki hiMdU zAstroM meM to jagaha-jagaha aise vacana bhare par3e haiM ki jaba zakti ho, tabhI sAdhanA kara lenI cAhie! __ calate hue rAste meM unase jyAdA nahIM kahA jA sakatA thaa| maiMne unase itanA hI kahA ki aise vacana agara Apako patA hoM to unakA AcaraNa zurU denA caahie| __ lekina hamArA mana bar3A anudAra hai, sabhI kaa| hama sabhI socate haiM ki mere dharma meM saba kucha hai| yaha anudAra vRtti hai| kyoMki isa pRthvI para koI bhI dharma pUrA nahIM hai, ho bhI nahIM sktaa| jaise hI satya abhivyakta hotA hai, adhUrA ho jAtA hai| aura jaba yaha adhUrA satya saMgaThita hotA hai to aura bhI adhUrA ho jAtA hai| aura jaba hajAroM lAkhoM sAloM taka yaha saMgaThana jakar3a banatA calA jAtA hai, to aura bhI kSINa hotA calA jAtA hai| sabhI saMgaThana adhUre satyoM ke saMgaThana hote haiN| isalie isa jagata ke sAre dharma milakara eka pUre dharma kI saMbhAvanA paidA karate haiN| koI akelA dharma pUre dharma kI saMbhAvanA paidA nahIM krtaa| kyoMki sabhI dharma satyoM ko alaga-alaga pahaluoM se dekhI gayI ceSTAeM haiN| __ hiMdU vicAra atyaMta vyavasthA ko svIkAra karatA hai| isalie hiMdU vicAra ne jIvana ko cAra hissoM meM bAMTa diyA hai| brahmacarya Azrama hai, gRhastha Azrama hai, vAnaprastha Azrama hai aura phira saMnyAsa Azrama hai| yaha bar3I gaNita kI vyavasthA hai, isake apane upayoga haiM, apanI kImata hai| lekina jIvana kabhI bhI vyavasthA meM baMdhatA nahIM, jIvana saba vyavasthA ko tor3akara bahatA hai| isa vyavasthA ko hamane do nAma diye haiM, varNa aura aashrm| hamane samAja ko bhI cAra hissoM meM bAMTa diyA aura hamane jIvana ko bhI cAra hissoM meM bAMTa diyaa| yaha baMTAva upayogI hai| __ hiMdU mana ko yaha kabhI svIkAra nahIM rahA ki koI javAna AdamI saMnyAsI ho jAye, ki koI baccA saMnyAsI ho jaaye| saMnyAsa AnA cAhie, lekina vaha jIvana kI aMtima bAta hai| isakA apanA upayoga hai, isakA apanA artha hai, kyoMki hiMdU aisA mAnatA rahA hai ki saMnyAsa itanI bar3I ghaTanA hai ki sAre jIvana ke anubhava ke bAda hI khila sakatI hai| isakA apanA upayoga hai| 385 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 lekina mahAvIra aura buddha ne eka krAMti khar3I kI isa vyavasthA meN| aura vaha krAMti yaha thI ki saMnyAsa kA phUla kabhI bhI khila sakatA hai| koI vRddhAvasthA taka rukane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| na kevala itanA, balki mahAvIra ne kahA ki jaba yuvA hai citta aura jaba zakti se bharA hai zarIra, tabhI jo bhoga meM bahatI hai UrjA, vaha agara yoga kI tarapha bahe, to saMnyAsa kA phUla khila sakatA hai| yaha eka dUsare pahalU se dekhane kI ceSTA hai, isakA bhI apanA mUlya hai| isameM bahuta pharka haiM, aura kAraNa haiM pharko ke| ise hama thor3A samajha leN| hiMdU vicAra brAhmaNa kI vyavasthA hai| brAhmaNa kA artha hotA hai, gaNita, tarka, yojanA, niyama, vyvsthaa| jaina aura bauddha vicAra kSatriyoM ke mastiSka kI upaja haiM-krAMti, zakti, araajktaa| jainiyoM ke caubIsa tIrthaMkara kSatriya haiN| buddha kSatriya haiN| buddha ke pichale sAre janmoM kI jo aura bhI kathAeM haiM, ve bhI kSatriya kI hI haiN| buddha ne jina aura buddhoM kI bAta kI hai, ve bhI kSatriya haiN| kSatriya ke socane kA DhaMga UrjA para nirbhara hotA hai, zakti pr| brAhmaNa ke socane kA DhaMga anubhava para, gaNita para, vicAra para, manana para nirbhara hotA hai| isalie brAhmaNa eka vyavasthA detA hai| kSatriya arAjaka hogaa| zakti sadA arAjaka hotI hai| isalie javAna arAjaka hote haiM, bUr3he arAjaka nahIM hote| javAna krAMtikArI hote haiM, bUr3he krAMtikArI nahIM hote| anubhava unakI sArI krAMti kI nokoM ko jhAr3a detA hai| javAna gaira anubhavI hotA hai| gaira anubhavI hotA hai, zakti se bharA hotA hai| usake socane ke DhaMga alaga hote haiN| phira itihAsajJa kahate haiM, aura ThIka kahate haiM ki bhArata kI yaha jo varNa-vyavasthA thI, jisameM brAhmaNa sabase Upara thaa| usake bAda kSatriya thA, vaizya thA, zUdra thaa| nizcita hI, jaba bhI bagAvata hotI hai kisI vicAra, kisI taMtra ke prati, to jo nikaTatama hotA hai, naMbara do para hotA hai, vahI bagAvata karatA hai| naMbara tIna aura cAra ke loga bagAvata nahIM kara skte| itanA phAsalA hotA hai ki bagAvata kA kAraNa bhI nahIM hotaa| ___ isalie brAhmaNoM ke khilApha jo pahalI bagAvata ho sakatI thI, vaha kSatriyoM se hI ho sakatI thii| ve bilakula nikaTa the, dUsarI sIr3hI para khar3e the| unako AzA banatI thI ki ve dhakkA dekara pahalI sIr3hI para ho sakate haiN| zUdra bagAvata nahIM kara sakatA thA, vaha bahuta dUra thA, bahuta sIr3hiyAM pAra karanI thiiN| vaizya bagAvata nahIM kara sakatA thaa| bar3e maje kI bAta hai, manuSya ke aitihAsika utkrama meM brAhmaNoM ke prati pahalI bagAvata kSatriyoM se aayii| brAhmaNoM ko sattA se utAra diyA kSatriyoM ne| lekina Apako patA hai ki kSatriyoM ko phira vaizyoM ne sattA se utAra diyA, aura aba vaizyoM ko zadra sattA se utAra __hamezA nikaTatama se hotI hai krAMti / jo nIce thA, vaha AzAnvita ho jAtA hai ki aba maiM nikaTa hUM sattA ke, aba dhakkA diyA jA sakatA hai| bahuta dUra itanA phAsalA hotA hai ki AzA aura AzvAsana bhI nahIM baMdhatA hai| jaina aura bauddha, kSatriya mastiSka kI upaja haiN| kSatriya javAnI para bharosA karatA hai, zakti pr| zakti hI saba kucha hai| isake saba AyAmoM meM prayoga hue, saba AyAmoM meN| mahAvIra ne isakA hI prayoga sAdhanA meM kiyA, aura mahAvIra ne kahA ki jaba UrjA apane zikhara para hai, tabhI usakA rUpAMtaraNa kara lenA ucita hai| kyoMki rUpAMtaraNa karane ke lie bhI zakti kI jarUrata hai| aura jaba zakti kSINa ho jAyegI taba kaI daphA dhokhA bhI paidA hotA hai| jaise, bUr3hA AdamI soca sakatA hai ki maiM brahmacarya ko upalabdha ho gyaa| asamarthatA brahmacarya nahIM hai| agara brahmacarya ko upalabdha koI hotA hai, to yuvA hokara hI ho sakatA hai| kyoMki tabhI kasauTI hai, tabhI parIkSA hai| ddha hokara brahmacarya honA, brahmacArI honA majabUrI ho jAtI hai| sAdhana kho jAte haiN| jaba sAdhana kho jAte haiM to sAdhanA 386 Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya sadA sArvabhauma hai kA koI artha nahIM raha jaataa| jaba sAdhana hote haiM, uttejanA hotI hai, kAmapiTizana hotA hai, jaba UrjA daur3atI huI hotI hai kisI pravAha meM, taba usake rukha ko badala lenA sAdhanA hai| isalie mahAvIra kA sArA bala yuvA zakti para hai| dUsarI bAta, mahAvIra aura buddha donoM kI krAMti varNa aura Azrama ke khilApha hai| na to ve samAja meM varNa ko mAnate haiM ki koI AdamI baMTA huA hai khaNDa-khaNDa meM, na ve vyakti ke jIvana meM baMTAva mAnate haiM ki vyakti baMTA haA hai khaNDa-khaNDa meN| ve kahate haiM, jIvana eka taralatA hai| aura kisI ko vRddhAvasthA meM agara saMnyAsa kA phala khilA hai, to use samAja kA niyama banAne kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| kisI ko javAnI meM bhI khila sakatA hai| kisI ko bacapana meM bhI khila sakatA hai| ise niyama banAne kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai, kyoMki pratyeka vyakti bejor3a hai| ise thor3A samajha leN| hiMdU ciMtana mAnakara calatA hai ki sabhI vyakti eka jaise haiN| isalie bAMTA jA sakatA hai| jaina aura bauddha ciMtana mAnatA hai ki vyakti bejoDa haiM. bAMTe nahIM jA skte| hara AdamI basa apane jaisA hI hai| isalie koI niyama lAgU nahIM ho sktaa| usa AdamI ko apanA niyama khuda hI khojanA pdd'egaa| aura isalie koI vyavasthA Upara se nahIM biThAyI jA sktii| na to hama samAja ko bAMTa sakate haiM ki kauna zUdra hai aura kauna brAhmaNa hai| kyoMki mahAvIra jagaha-jagaha kahate haiM ki maiM use brAhmaNa kahatA hai, jo brahma ko pA le| usako brAhmaNa nahIM kahatA jo brAhmaNa ghara meM paidA ho jaaye| maiM use zUdra kahatA hUM, jo zarIra kI sevA meM hI lagA rhe| use zUdra nahIM kahatA jo zUdra ke ghara paidA ho aaye| jo zarIra kI hI sevA meM aura zRMgAra meM lagA rahatA hai caubIsa ghaMTe, vaha zUdra hai| bar3e maje kI bAta hai, isakA artha huA ki eka artha meM hama sabhI zUdra kI bhAMti paidA hote haiM, sbhii| jarUrI nahIM hai ki hama sabhI brAhmaNa kI bhAMti mara skeN| mara sakeM to saubhAgya hai| saphala ho gye| aura phira eka-eka vyakti alaga hai, kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM ki pratyeka vyakti hajAroM-hajAroM janmoM kI yAtrA ke bAda AyA hai| isalie bacce ko baccA kahane kA kyA artha hai ? usake pIche bhI hajAroM jIvana kA anubhava hai| isalie do bacce eka jaise bacce nahIM hote| eka baccA bacapana se hI bUr3hA ho sakatA hai| agara use apane anubhava kA thor3A-sA bhI smaraNa ho to bacapana meM hI saMnyAsa ghaTita ho jaayegaa| aura eka bUr3hA bhI bilakula bacakAnA ho sakatA hai| agara unheM isI jIvana kI koI samajha paidA na huI ho, to bur3hApe meM bhI baccoM jaisA vyavahAra kara sakatA hai| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, yAtrA hai lNbii| sabhI haiM bUr3he; eka artha meM, sabhI ko anubhava hai| isalie jaba UrjA jyAdA ho taba isa anaMta-anaMta jIvana ke anubhava kA upayoga karake jIvana ko rUpAMtarita kara lenA caahie| lekina isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki hiMdU parivAroM meM yuvA saMnyAsI nahIM hue| lekina ve apavAda haiN| aura jo mahatvapUrNa saMnyAsI hiMdU paraMparA meM hue, zaMkara jaise loga, ve saba buddha aura mahAvIra ke bAda hue| ___ saMnyAsa kI jo dhArA zaMkara ne hiMdU vicAra meM calAyI, usa para mahAvIra aura buddha kA anivArya prabhAva hai| kyoMki hiMdU vicAra se mela nahIM khAtI ki javAna AdamI saMnyAsa le le| isalie zaMkara ke jo virodhI haiM, rAmAnuja, vallabha, niMbArka, ve saba kahate haiM ki ve pracchanna bauddha haiM, chipe hue bauddha haiN| ve asalI hiMdU nahIM haiN| ThIka hiMdU nahIM haiM, kyoMki sArI gar3abar3a kara DAlI hai| bar3I gar3abar3a to yaha kara dI ki Azrama kI vyavasthA tor3a ddaalii| zaMkara to bacce hI the, jaba unhoMne saMnyAsa liyaa| mahAvIra to javAna the, jaba unhoMne saMnyAsa liyaa| zaMkara to bilakula bacce the| taiMtIsa sAla meM to unakI mRtyu hI ho gyii| 387 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 lekina koI vicAra para kisI kI bapautI bhI nahIM hotI ki koI vicAra jaina kA hai ki bauddha kA hai| vicAra to jaise hI mukta AkAza meM phaila jAtA hai, saba kA ho jAtA hai| lekina phira bhI srota kA anugraha sadA svIkAra honA cAhie, aura itanI udAratA honI cAhie ki hama svIkAra kareM ki kauna-sI bAta kisane dAna dI hai| yuvaka saMnyAsI ho, aura jIvana jaba prakhara zikhara para hai UrjA ke, taba rUpAMtaraNa zurU ho jaaye| isa dizA meM jo dAna hai, vaha jaina aura bauddhoM kA hai| isake khatare bhI haiN| hara suvidhA ke sAtha khatarA jur3A hotA hai| hara upayogI bAta ke sAtha gaDDA bhI jur3A hotA hai khatare kaa| nizcita hI, jaba yuvA vyakti saMnyAsa leMge to saMnyAsa meM khatare bar3ha jaayeNge| jaba bUr3hA AdamI saMnyAsa legA, saMnyAsa meM khatare nahIM hoNge| bUr3he ko saMnyAsI honA muzkila hai, lekina agara bUr3hA saMnyAsI hogA to khatare bilakula nahIM haiN| isalie mahAvIra ko atizaya niyama nirmita karane pdd'e| kyoMki jaba yuvA saMnyAsI hoMge, to khatare nizcita-nizcita bar3ha jAnevAle haiN| yuvaka aura yuvatiyAM jaba saMnyAsI hoMge aura unakI vAsanA prabala vega meM hogI, taba khatare bahuta bar3ha jAnevAle haiN| isalie eka bahuta pUrI kI pUrI AyojanA karanI par3I niyamoM kI ki ye khatare kATe jA skeN| __isalie jaina vicAra kaI daphA bahuta sapresiva, bahuta damanakArI mAlUma hotA hai| vaha hai nhiiN| damanakArI isIlie mAlUma hotA hai ki eka-eka cIja para aMkaza lagAnA par3A hai| kyoMki itanI bar3hatI haI uddAma vAsanA hai, agara isa para cAroM tarapha se vyavasthA na haI to saMbhAvanA isakI kama hai ki yoga kI tarapha bhe| saMbhAvanA yaha hai ki yaha bhoga kI tarapha baha jaaye| isalie hiMdU vicAra Aja ke yuga ko jyAdA apIla karegA; kyoMki usameM itanA niyama kA jora nahIM hai; kyoMki vRddha agara saMnyAsI hogA to usakA vRddha honA hI, usakI samajha hI niyama bana jaayegii| usa para bahuta atizaya, cAroM tarapha bAr3a lagAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| use chor3A jA sakatA hai, usakI samajha pr| usase kahane kI jarUrata nahIM hai ki aisA mata karanA, aisA mata karanA, aisA mata karanA -hajAra niyama banAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| buddha se AnaMda pUchatA hai ki striyoM kI tarapha dekhanA ki nahIM? to buddha kahate haiM, kabhI nahIM dekhnaa| AnaMda pUchatA hai, aura agara majabUrI meM anAyAsa, Akasmika strI dikhAyI hI par3a jAye, to? to buddha kahate haiM, bolanA mt| AnaMda kahatA hai, aisI hAlata ho, strI bImAra ho yA koI aisI sthiti bana jAye ki bolanA hI par3e ? to buddha kahate haiM, hoza rakhanA ki kisase bola rahe ho| aisA vicAra hiMdU ciMtana meM kahIM bhI khoje na milegaa| kahIM bhI khoje na milegaa| lekina usakA kAraNa hai| yaha yuvakoM ko diyA gayA saMdeza hai| hiMdU ciMtana ne to kramabaddha vyavasthA kI hai-brhmcry| yaha brahmacarya buddha aura mahAvIra ke brahmacarya se bhinna hai| kabhI-kabhI zabda bhI bar3I dikkata dete haiN| ___ brahmacarya pahalA hai hiMdU vicAra meN| yaha brahmacarya gRhastha ke viparIta nahIM hai| buddha aura mahAvIra kA brahmacarya gRhastha ke viparIta hai| hiMda brahmacarya gRhastha kI taiyArI hai, usake viparIta nahIM hai| yuvaka ko brahmacArI honA cAhie, isalie nahIM ki vaha yoga meM calA jAye, balki isalie ki zakti saMgRhIta ho, ikaTThI ho, to bhoga kI pUrI gaharAI meM utara jAye; yaha bar3A alaga mAmalA hai| isalie brahmacarya phle| paccIsa varSa taka yuvaka brahmacArI ho, isalie nahIM ki yoga meM calA jAye, abhI yoga bahuta dUra hai, balki isalie ki ThIka se bhoga meM calA jaaye| kyoMki hiMdU mAnatA hI yaha hai ki agara ThIka se koI bhoga meM calA jAya, to bhoga se chuTakArA ho jAtA hai| jisa cIja ko bhI hama ThIka se jAna lete haiM, vaha vyartha ho jAtI hai| agara ThIka se na jAna pAyeM to vaha pIchA karatI hai| agara 388 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya sadA sArvabhauma hai bur3hApe meM bhI Apako kAmavAsanA pIchA karatI ho to usakA matalaba hI yaha hai ki Apa kAmavAsanA jAna na pAye, Apa pUrI UrjA na lagA pAye ki anubhava pUrA ho jAtA, ki Apa usake bAhara nikala aate| jaba anubhava pUrA hotA hai, hama usake bAhara ho jaba adhUrA hotA hai, hama aTake raha jAte haiN| to brahmacarya isalie hai ki zakti pUrI ikaTThI ho jAye, aura prabala vega se AdamI gRhastha meM praveza kara sake. vAsanA meM praveza kara sake, prabala vega se| paccIsa varSa, pacAsa varSa taka vaha vAsanA ke jIvana meM pUrI vA rahe, pUrI taraha samagratA se| yahI use bAhara nikAlane kA kAraNa banane lgegaa| __ aura taba paccIsa varSa taka vaha jaMgala kI tarapha muMha kara le, vAnaprastha ho jaaye| rahe ghara meM,abhI jaMgala calA na jAye, kyoMki eka dama se ghara aura jaMgala jAne meM hiMdU vicAra ko lagatA hai, chalAMga ho jAyegI, kramika na hogaa| aura jo AdamI ekadama ghara se jaMgala meM calA gayA, vaha ghara ko jaMgala meM le jaayegaa| usake mastiSka meM jaMgala...jaMgala bAhara hogA, mastiSka meM ghara A jaayegaa| __hiMdU vicAra kahatA hai, paccIsa sAla taka vaha ghara para hI rahe, jaMgala kI tarapha muMha rkhe| dhyAna jaMgala kA rakhe, rahe ghara pr| agara jaldI calA jAyegA to rahegA jaMgala meM, dhyAna hogA ghara kaa| paccIsa sAla taka sirpha dhyAna ko jaMgala le jaaye| jaba pUrA dhyAna jaMgala pahuMca jAye, taba vaha bhI jaMgala calA jAye, taba vaha saMnyAsI ho| picahattara varSa kI umra meM saMnyAsI ho| isake apane upayoga haiN| kucha logoM ke lie zAyada yahI prItikara hogaa| lekina hama haiM beiimaan| hama hara satya se apane hisAba kI bAteM nikAla lete haiN| hama soceMge, ThIka, yaha hamAre lie bilakula upayogI jaMcatA hai| isalie nahIM ki Apake lie upayogI hai, balki sirpha isalie ki isameM posTapona, sthagana karane kI suvidhA hai| na baceMge picahattara sAla ke bAda, aura na yaha jhaMjhaTa hogii| aura ghara meM hI raheMge, rahA vAnaprastha, vana kI tarapha muMha rakhane kI bAta, so vaha bhItarI bAta hai, kisI ko usakA patA calegA nhiiN| apane ko dhokhA hama kisI bhI cIja se de sakate haiN| phira mahAvIra kI sArI jo sAdhanA prakriyA hai, vaha hiMdU sAdhanA prakriyA se alaga hai| aura isalie mahAvIra kI sAdhanA prakriyA kA hI upayoga karanA paDegA, agara javAna saMnyAsI ho to| kyoMki taba UrjA ke prabala vega ko rUpAMtarita karane kI kriyAoM kA upayoga karanA par3egA bUr3hA saumyatA se saMnyAsa meM praveza karatA hai| javAna tUphAna, AMdhI kI taraha saMnyAsa meM praveza karatA hai| ina sabakI prakriyAeM alaga haiN| eka bAta lekina taya hai ki mahAvIra aura buddha ne yuvA jIvana UrjA ko saMnyAsa meM badalane kI jo kImiyA hai, usake pahale sUtra nirmita kiye| vaha hiMdU vicAra kI dena nahIM hai| aura agara hiMdU saMnyAsI, pIche yuvaka saMnyAsa bhI liye, aura yuvA saMnyAsa ke AMdolana bhI calAye zaMkarAcArya ne, to una para anivArya rUpa se mahAvIra aura buddha kI chApa hai| ___ itanA anudAra nahIM honA cAhie ki sabhI kucha hamase hI nikle| paramAtmA saba tarapha hai, aura paramAtmA hajAra AvAjoM meM bolA jeM paripUraka haiN| kisI na kisI dina hama usa sArabhUta dharma ko khoja leMge, jo saba dharmoM meM alaga-alaga pahaluoM se chipA hai| usa dina aisA kahane kI jarUrata na hogI ki hiMdu dharma, jaina dharma, bauddha dhrm| aisA hI kahane kI bAta raha jAyegI, dharma kI tarapha jAne vAlA jaina rAstA, dharma kI tarapha jAne vAlA bauddha rAstA, dharma kI tarapha jAne vAlA hiMdU rAstA; ye saba rAste haiM aura dharma kI tarapha jAte haiN| isalie hama apane mulka meM inako saMpradAya kahate the, dharma nhiiN| kahanA bhI nahIM caahie| dharma to eka hI ho sakatA hai, saMpradAya 389 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 aneka ho sakate haiN| saMpradAya kA artha hai, maarg| dharma kA artha hai, mNjil| ___ eka aura mitra ne pUchA hai ki adharma kA AcaraNa manuSya isalie karatA hai ki maiM sAmAnya nahIM hUM, vizeSa huuN| usase ahaMkAra ko puSTi milatI hai| krodha se dUra rahane kA, astitva jaisA hai vaisA svIkAra karane kA, sAdhanA karane kA, maiM bhI yathAzakti prayatna karatA huuN| ina kAryoM meM AnaMda bhI milatA hai| ho sakatA hai, usameM ahaMkAra kI puSTi bhI hotI ho| ahaMkAra ko vilIna karane kI prakriyA meM bhinna prakAra kA ahaMkAra bhI samarpita ho jAtA hai| sAmAnya manuSya ahaMkAra ke sivAya aura hai kyA? kyA yaha saMbhava hai ki ahaMkAra kA hI kisI iSTa dizA meM saMzodhana hote-hote Akhira meM kucha prApta karane yogya tatva baca raha jAye? ye do sAdhanA paddhatiyAM haiN| eka, ki ahaMkAra ko hama zuddha karate cale jaayeN| kyoMki jaba ahaMkAra zuddhatama ho jAtA hai to bacatA nhiiN| zuddha hote-hote, hote-hote hI vilIna ho jAtA hai| ek| isake sAre mArga alaga haiM ki hama ahaMkAra ko kaise zuddha karate cale jaayeN| khatare bhI bar3e haiN| kyoMki ahaMkAra zuddha ho rahA hai yA paripuSTa ho rahA hai, isakI parakha rakhanI bar3I kaThina hai| dUsarA rAstA hai, hama ahaMkAra ko chor3ate cale jAyeM, zuddha karane kI koziza hI na kareM, sirpha chor3ane kI koziza kreN| jahAM-jahAM dikhAyI paDe, vahAM-vahAM tyAga karate jaayeN| isake bhI khatare haiN| khatarA yaha hai ki hamAre bhItara eka dasarA ahaMkAra janma jAye ki maiMne ahaMkAra kA tyAga kara diyA hai, ki maiM aisA haM, jisake pAsa ahaMkAra bilakula nahIM hai|| sAdhanA nizcita hI khataranAka hai| jaba bhI AdamI kisI dizA meM bar3hatA hai to bhaTakane ke Dara bhI nizcita ho jAte haiN| aura koI rAstA aisA baMdhA huA rAstA nahIM hai ki sunizcita ho, ki Apa jAyeM aura maMjila para pahuMca hI jaayeN| kyoMki isa ajJAta ke loka meM Apake calane se hI rAstA nirmita hotA hai| rAstA pahale se nirmita ho taba to AsAnI ho jaaye| yaha koI rela kI paTariyoM jaisA mAmalA ho ki DibboM ke bhaTakane kA upAya hI nahIM hai, paTarI para daur3ate cale jAyeM, taba to ThIka hai| yaha rela kI paTariyoM jaisA mAmalA nahIM hai| yahAM rAstA, loha-patha nirmita nahIM hai ki Apa eka daphe paTarI para car3ha gaye to phira utarane kA upAya nahIM hai, calate hI cale jAyeMge aura maMjila para pahuMceMge hii| niyati itanI spaSTa nahIM hai| aura acchA hai ki nahIM hai, isalie jIvana meM itanA rasa, aura rahasya aura AnaMda hai| agara rela kI paTariyoM kI taraha Apa paramAtmA taka pahuMca jAte hoM, to paramAtmA bhI eka vyarthatA ho jaayegii| ___ khojanA par3atA hai| satya kI khoja, paramAtmA kI khoja, mUlataH patha kI khoja hai| aura patha bhI agara nirmita hoM bahuta se, to bhI AsAna ho jAye ki hama a ko cuneM, ba ko cuneM, sa ko cuneN| eka daphA taya kara leM aura phira cala pdd'eN| . patha kI khoja, patha kA nirmANa bhI hai| AdamI calatA hai, aura cala kara hI rAstA banAtA hai, isalie khatare haiN| isalie bhaTakane ke sadA upAya haiN| para agara sacetanA ho, to sabhI vidhiyoM se jAyA jA sakatA hai| agara apramAda ho, agara hoza ho, jAgarUkatA ho, to koI bhI vidhi kA upayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai| aura agara hoza na ho, to sabhI vidhiyAM khatare meM le jaayeNgii| isalie eka tatva anivArya hai-rAstA koI ho, mArga koI ho, vidhi koI ho-hoza, aveyaranesa anivArya hai| __agara Apa ahaMkAra ko zuddha karane meM lage haiM to ahaMkAra ke zuddha karane kA kyA artha hotA hai ? pApI kA ahaMkAra hotA hai ki mujhase bar3A DAkU koI bhI nahIM hai| yaha bhI eka ahaMkAra hai| sAdhu kA ahaMkAra hotA hai ki mujhase bar3A sAdhu koI bhI nahIM hai| pApI kA ahaMkAra kaheM ki kAlA ahaMkAra hai| sAdhu kA ahaMkAra kaheM ki zubhra ahaMkAra hai| lekina agara sAdhu ko hoza na ho, DAkU ko to hogA hI nahIM hoza, nahIM to DAkU honA muzkila hai| sAdhu ko agara hoza na ho, aura yaha bAta mana ko aisA hI rasa dene lage ki mujhase bar3A sAdhu koI nahIM hai, jaisA ki DAkU ko detI hai, ki mujhase bar3A DAkU koI nahIM hai, to yaha bhI kAlA ahaMkAra ho gayA, yaha bhI 390 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya sadA sArvabhauma hai azuddha ho gyaa| ___ mujhase bar3A sAdhu koI nahIM, isameM agara sAdhutA para jora ho aura hoza rakhA jAye, to ahaMkAra zuddha hogaa| isameM 'mujhase bar3A' isa para jora rakhA jAye, to...to ahaMkAra azuddha hogaa| mujhase bar3A sAdhu koI nahIM, isa bhAva meM sAdhutA hI mahatvapUrNa ho, aura mujhe yaha bhI patA calatA rahe ki jaba taka mujhe yaha laga rahA hai ki mujhase bar3A koI nahIM, taba taka merI sAdhutA meM thor3I kamajorI hai| kyoMki sAdha ko yaha bhI patA calanA ki maiM bar3A haM. asAdha kA lakSaNa hai| ___ koI mujhase choTA hai, to yaha hiMsA hai| isako dhIre-dhIre chor3ate jAnA hai| eka dina sAdhu hI raha jAye, mujhase bar3A, mujhase choTA koI bhI na raha jaaye| maiM sAdhu hUM, itanA hI bhAva raha jAye to ahaMkAra aura zuddha huaa| __ lekina abhI maiM sAdhu hUM, to asAdhu se merA phAsalA banA huA hai| abhI asAdhu ke prati maiM sadaya nahIM huuN| abhI asAdhu mujhe asvIkAra hai| abhI kahIM gahare meM asAdhu ke prati niMdA hai, kaMDemanezana hai| ise bhI calA jAnA cAhie, nahIM to maiM sAdhu pUrA nahIM huuN| __ to jisa dina mujhe yaha bhI patA na cale ki maiM sAdhu hUM ki asAdhu hUM, itanA hI raha jAye ki 'maiM hUM,' sAdhu asAdhu kA phAsalA gira jAye, to ahaMkAra aura bhI zuddha huaa| ___ lekina, maiM hUM, isameM bhI abhI do bAteM raha gayIM--'maiM' aura 'honaa'| yaha maiM bhI bAdhA hai, yaha bhI vajana hai| yaha hone ko jamIna se bAMdha rakhatA hai| abhI paMkha pUre nahIM khula sakate, abhI ur3a nahIM sakate, abhI AkAza meM pUrA nahIM ur3A jA sktaa| isa maiM ko bhI AhistA-AhistA vilIna kara denA hai, aura itanA hI raha jAye ki haM, honA mAtra raha jAye, jasTa bIiMga, itanA bhara khayAla raha jAye ki 'haM', to yaha ahaMkAra kI zuddhatama avasthA hai| lekina yaha bhI ahaMkAra kI avasthA hai| jaba yaha bhI kho jAtA hai ki hUM yA nhiiN| jaba mAtra astitva raha jAtA hai, taba ahaMkAra se hama AtmA meM chalAMga lagA gye| yaha zuddha karane kI bAta huii| lekina zuddha karane meM bhI chor3ate to jAnA hI hogaa| aura eka hoza sadA rakhanA hogA ki jo bhI merA bhAva hai, usa bhAva meM AdhA hissA galata hogA, AdhA hissA sahI hogaa| to pacAsa pratizata jo galata hai, vaha maiM pacAsa pratizata sahI ke lie kurbAna karatA rahaM, aura karatA calA jAUM, jaba taka ki eka hI na baca jaaye| lekina eka jaba bacatA hai, taba bhI ahaMkAra kI AkhirI rekhA baca gayI; kyoMki eka kA bhI do se phAsalA to hotA hai| jaba eka bhI na bace, jaba advaita bhI na bace, jaba advaita bhI kho jAye, jaba hama aise ho jAyeM, jaise phUla haiM, jaise patthara haiM, jaise AkAza hai, haiM lekina isakA bhI koI patA nahIM ki 'hai', jaba itanI saralatA ho jAye bhItara ki dUsare kA sArA bodha kho jAye, taba chalAMga AtmA meM lgii| yaha to zuddha karane kA upAya hai, lekina khatare haiN| kyoMki jora agara hamane galata para diyA to zuddha hone kI bajAya azuddha hotA calA jaayegaa| aura jaba azuddhi zuddhatA ke rUpa meM AtI hai to bar3I prItikara hotI hai| jaMjIreM agara AbhUSaNa bana kara AyeM to bar3I prItikara hotI haiM, aura kArAgRha bhI agara svarNa kA banA ho, hIre motiyoM se sajA ho to maMdira mAlUma ho sakatA hai| dasarA upAya hai ki hama pratipala, jahAM bhI 'maiM' kA bhAva uThe. jahAM bhI: use usI kSaNa choDa deN| merA makAna. to hama para dhyAna rakheM, aura merA ko usI kSaNa chor3a deM; kyoMki koI makAna merA nahIM hai| ho bhI nahIM sktaa| maiM nahIM thA, taba bhI makAna thA; maiM nahIM rahUMgA taba bhI makAna hogaa| maiM kevala eka yAtrI hUM, eka vizrAmAlaya meM thor3e kSaNa ko, aura bidA ho jAne ko| ___ yaha merA 'maiM' jahAM bhI jur3e tatkAla use vahIM tor3a denA hai| merI patnI, merA putra, merA dhana, merA nAma, merA vaMza, jahAM bhI yaha merA jar3e use tatkAla tor3a denA / use jur3ane hI nahIM denaa| zuddha karane kI koziza hI nahIM karanI, use jur3ane nahIM denA hai, use chor3ate hI cale jAnA hai| 391 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 merA dharma, merA maMdira, merA zAstra-jahAM bhI merA jur3e use tor3ate jAnA hai| phira merA zarIra, merA mana, merI AtmA, jahAM bhI merA jur3e, use tor3ate cale jAnA hai| agara yaha merA TUTa jAye, saba jagaha se aura eka dina Apako lage ki merA kucha bhI nahIM, maiM bhI merA nahIM, usa dina chalAMga ho jaayegii| lekina rAstA apanA-apanA cuna lenA par3atA hai| kyA Apako prItikara lgegaa| pratipala toDate jAnA prItikara lagegA, yA pratipala zaddha karate jAnA prItikara lgegaa| zreSThatara merA banAnA ucita lagegA ki mere ko jar3a se hI tor3a denA hI ucita lgegaa| isakI jAMca bhI atyaMta kaThina hai| isalie sAdhanA meM guru kA itanA mUlya ho gyaa| usakI jAMca ati kaThina hai ki Apake lie kyA ThIka hogaa| akasara to yaha hotA hai ki jo Apake lie galata hogA, vaha Apako ThIka lgegaa| yaha kaThinAI hai| jo galata hogA Apake lie vaha Apako tatkAla ThIka lagegA, kyoMki Apa galata haiN| galata Apako AkarSita karegA ttkaal| ___ jo Apako AkarSita kare, jarUrI mata samajha lenA ki Apake lie ThIka hai| hozapUrvaka prayoga karanA par3e - hozapUrvaka jo Apa kahate haiM ki yaha mere lie ThIka hai, sau meM ninyAnabe mauke to yaha haiM ki vaha Apake lie galata hogaa| kyoMki Apa galata haiM aura Apake AkarSaNa abhI galata hoMge isalie guru kI jarUrata par3I, tAki ziSya apanI AtmahatyA na kara le| ziSya AtmahatyAeM karate haiN| aura kaI bAra to bahata majA hotA hai, ziSya garu ko bhI jAkara batAte haiM ki mere lie kyA ucita hai| Apa aisA karavAie, yaha mere liye ucita hai| ve khuda hI anucita haiM, ve jo bhI cuneMge vaha anucita hogaa| ucita nahIM ho sktaa| aura jo ucita hai, vaha unheM viparIta mAlUma par3egA ki yaha to viparIta hai, yaha mujhase na ho skegaa| isalie guru kI jarUrata par3I ki vaha soca sake, nidAna kara sake, khoja sake ki kyA ThIka hogA; niSpakSa dUra khar3e hokara pahacAna sake ki kyA ThIka hogaa| __ Apa khuda hI ulajhe hue haiM, Apa pahacAna na skeNge| Apa khuda hI bImAra haiM, apanI bImArI kA nidAna karanA jarA muzkila ho jAtA hai| kyoMki mana bImArI kI vajaha se becaina hotA hai| mana jaldI ThIka hone ke lie adhairya se bharA hotA hai| mana kisI bhI taraha bImArI isI vakta samApta ho jAye, isameM jyAdA utsaka hotA hai| bImArI kyA hai, isakI zAMti se parIkSA kI jAye, isameM utsuka nahIM hotaa| isalie bImAra apanA nidAna nahIM kara pAtA hai| lekina, binA guru ke bhI calA jA sakatA hai| taba eka hI rAstA hai, 'TrAyala aiNDa err'| eka hI rAstA hai ki bhUla kreN| aura sudhAra kareM, prayoga kre| aura jo Apako ThIka lage usa para prayoga kreN| eka varSa taya kara leM ki isa para prayoga karatA hI rahUMgA phira isake pariNAma dekheM, ve dukhada haiM, aprItikara haiM, ahaMkAra ko ghanA karate haiN| dUsarA prayoga kareM, chor3a deN| ___ eka upAya hai bhUla-cUka, anubhv| dUsarA upAya hai, jo bhUla-cUka se gujarA ho, anubhava taka pahuMcA ho, usase pUcha leN| donoM kI suvidhAeM haiM, donoM ke khatare haiN| aba suutr| 'sadA apramAdI, sAvadhAna rahate hue, asatya ko tyAga kara hitakArI satya vacana hI bolane caahie| isa prakAra kA satya bolanA sadA bar3A kaThina hai|' ___ bar3I zarte mahAvIra ne satya meM lagAyI haiN| satya bolanA cAhie, itanA mahAvIra kaha sakate the| itanA nahIM khaa| mahAvIra parta-parta cIjoM ko ughAr3ane meM ati kuzala haiN| itanA kAphI thA ki satya vacana bolanA caahie| isase jyAdA aura kyA jor3ane kI jarUrata hai? lekina mahAvIra AdamI ko bhalIbhAMti jAnate haiM, aura AdamI itanA upadravI hai ki satya bolanA cAhie, isakA durupayoga kara 392 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya sadA sArvabhauma hai sakatA hai| isalie bahuta-sI zarte lgaayiiN| sadA apramAdI, hozapUrvaka satya bolanA caahie| kaI bAra Apa satya bolate haiM sirpha dUsare ko coTa pahuMcAne ke lie| asatya hI burA hotA hai, aisA nahIM, satya bhI burA hotA hai, bure AdamI ke hAtha meN| Apa kaI bAra satya isalie bolate haiM ki usase hiMsA karane meM AsAnI hotI hai| Apa aMdhe AdamI ko kaha dete haiM, aNdhaa| satya hai bilkul| cora ko kaha dete haiM, cor| pApI ko kaha dete haiM, paapii| satya hai bilkul| lekina mahAvIra kaheMge, bolanA nahIM thaa| kyoMki jaba Apa kisI ko cora kaha rahe haiM to vastutaH Apa usakI corI kI tarapha iMgita karanA cAhate haiM, yA cora kaha kara use apamAnita karanA cAhate haiM ? vastutaH Apako prayojana hai satya bolane se? yA eka AdamI ko apamAnita karane se? vastutaH jaba Apa kisI ko cora kahate haiM, to Apako pakkA hai ki vaha cora hai ? yA Apako majA A rahA hai kisI ko cora kahane meM ? kyoMki jaba bhI hama kisI ko cora kahate haiM, to bhItara lagatA hai ki hama cora nahIM haiN| vaha jo rasa mila rahA hai, vaha satya kA rasa hai? vaha satya kA rasa nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'sadA aprmaadii'| pahalI zarta hozapUrvaka satya bolnaa| behozI meM bolA gayA satya, asatya se bhI badatara ho sakatA hai| sAvadhAna rahate hue, eka-eka bAta ko dekhate hue, socate hue sAvadhAnIpUrvaka, aise mata bola denA ttkaal| bolane ke pahale kSaNabhara cetanA ko sajaga kara lenA, ruka jAnA, Thahara jAnA, saba pahaluoM se dekha lenA Upara uThakara; apane se, paristhiti se| sAvadhAna kA artha hai, kyA hogA pariNAma ? kyA hai hetu ? jaba Apa bola rahe haiM satya, kyA hai hetu ? kyoM bola rahe haiM? kyA pariNAma kI icchA hai ? bolakara kyA cAhate haiM ki ho jAye ? satya bolakara Apa kisI ko phaMsA bhI de sakate haiN| satya bolakara ... Apake bhItara kyA hetu hai, kyA moTiva ? kyoMki mahAvIra kA sArA jora isa bAta para hai ki pApa aura puNya katya meM nahIM hote, hetu meM hote haiN| moTiva meM hote haiM, ekTa meM nahIM hote| eka mAM apane beTe ko cAMTA mAra rahI hai| isa cAMTA mArane meM...aura eka duzmana eka duzmana ko cAMTA mAra rahA hai, phijiyolAjikalI, zarIra ke artha meM koI bheda nahIM hai| aura agara eka vaijJAnika mazIna para donoM ke cAMTe ko taulA jAye to mazIna batA nahIM sakegI, cAMTe kA vajana batA degI, kitane jora se par3A, kitanI coTa par3I, kitanI zakti thI cAMTe meM, kitanI vidyuta thI, saba batA degii| lekina yaha nahIM batA pAyegI ki hetu kyA thA? lekina mAM ke dvArA mArA gayA cAMTA, duzmana ke dvArA mArA gayA cAMTA, donoM eka se kRtya haiM, lekina eka se hetu nahIM haiN| ___ jarUrI nahIM hai ki mAM kA cAMTA bhI hara bAra mAM kA hI cAMTA ho| kabhI-kabhI mAM kA cAMTA bhI duzmana kA cAMTA hotA hai| isalie mAM bhI do bAra cAMTA mAre to jarUrI nahIM hai ki hetu eka hI ho| isalie mAtAeM aisA na samajheM ki hara vakta cAMTA mAra rahI haiM, to hetu mAM kA hotA hai| sau meM ninyAnabe mauke para duzmana kA hotA hai| mAM bhI isalie cAMTA nahIM mAratI ki lar3akA zaitAnI kara rahA hai, mAM bhI isalie cAMTA mAratI hai ki lar3akA merI nahIM mAna rahA hai| zaitAnI bar3A savAla nahIM hai, savAla merI AjJA hai, savAla merA adhikAra hai, savAla merA ahaMkAra hai| to mAM kA cAMTA bhI sadA mAM kA nahIM hotaa| mahAvIra mAnate haiM ki moTiva kyA hai ? bhItara kyA hai ? kisa kAraNa? isa pharka ko samajha leN| 393 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 eka baccA zaitAnI kara rahA hai aura mAM ne cAMTA maaraa| Apa kaheMge, kAraNa sApha hai ki baccA zaitAnI kara rahA thaa| lekina yaha hetu nahIM hai, yaha kAraNa nahIM hai ki baccA zaitAnI kara rahA thaa| hetu Apake bhItara hogA, kyoMki kala bhI yaha baccA isI vakta zaitAnI kara rahA thA, lekina Apane nahIM maaraa| Aja maaraa| kala bhI paristhiti yahI thii| parasoM bhI yaha baccA zaitAnI kara rahA thaa| lekina taba Apane par3osiyoM se usakI prazaMsA kI ki merA baccA bar3A zaitAna hai| kala mArA nahIM, dekha liyA, Aja maaraa| kyA bAta hai? hetu badala rahe haiM, kAraNa to tInoM meM eka haiM; Apake bhItara hetu badala rahe haiN| jaba Apane par3osI se kahA, merA baccA bar3A zaitAna hai, taba Apake ahaMkAra ko tRpti mila rahI thii| isa bacce kI zaitAnI Apako rasa pUrNa mAlUma pdd'ii| kala baccA zaitAnI kara rahA thA, Apa apane bhItara khoye the, Apa apane meM lIna the| isa bacce kI zaitAnI ne Apako koI coTa nahIM phuNcaaii| Aja subaha hI pati se yA patnI se kalaha ho gayI hai aura Apa apane bhItara nahIM jA pAte aura krodha ubala rahA hai, aura yaha baccA zaitAnI kara rahA hai| cAMTA par3a jAtA hai| ___ yaha cAMTA Apake bhItara ke krodha ke hetu se upajatA hai| yaha bacce kA kAraNa sirpha bahAnA hai, khUTI hai, koTa Apake bhItara se Akara TaMgatA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, saavdhaaniipuurvk| usakA artha hai-hetu ko dekhate hue ki maiM kyoM saca bola rahA huuN| 'sAvadhAna rahate hue asatya ko tyAga kara hitakArI satya vacana hI bolane caahie|' sAvadhAna raheM aura jo bhI asatya mAlUma par3e, use tyAga deN| koI bhI mUlya ho, mahAvIra mUlya nahIM maante| sAdhaka ke lie eka hI mUlya hai, usakI AtmA kA nirmANa, sRjn| koI bhI kImata ho, apramAda se sAvadhAnIpUrvaka hetu kI parIkSA karake, jo bhI asatya hai, use tatkAla chor3a deN| ___ yaha nigeTiva bAta huI, nakArAtmaka, asatya ko chor3a deN| aura isake bAda ve kahate haiM hitakArI satya vacana hI boleN| abhI satya vacana meM phira eka zarta hai, vaha yaha ki vaha dUsare ke hita meM ho| Apake bhItara koI hetu na ho burA, yaha bhI kAphI nahIM hai| kyoMki mere bhItara koI hetu burA na ho, phira bhI ApakA ahita ho jaaye| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaisA jo dUsare kA ahita kara de vaisA satya bhI nhiiN| bar3I zarte ho gyiiN| asatya kA tyAga sIdhI bAta na rhii| asatya ke tyAga meM asAvadhAnI kA tyAga ho gyaa| pramAda kA tyAga ho gyaa| aura dUsare ke ahita kA bhI tyAga ho gayA, aura taba jo satya bacegA vahI boleN| Apa mauna ho jaayeNge| bolane ko zAyada kucha bacegA nhiiN| mahAvIra bAraha varSa taka mauna rahe, isa sAdhanA meN| na boleMge ve| hama kaheMge hadda ho gyii| agara satya bhI bolanA hai, to bhI bolane ko bahuta bAteM haiN| Apa galatI meM haiN| agara mahAvIra jaisI nikaTa kasauTI Apake pAsa ho to mauna ho jAnA pdd'egaa| kyoMki asatya bahuta prakAra ke haiN| pahale to asatya aise haiM, jinako Apa satya mAne hue baiThe haiM, jo satya haiM nhiiN| aura agara Apake samAja ne bhI unako mAnA hai to Apako patA hI nahIM calatA ki ye asatya haiN| Apa kahate haiM, Izvara hai| Apako patA hai ? mahAvIra nahIM boleNge| ve kaheMge yaha mere lie asatya hai, mujhe patA nhiiN| lekina jisa samAja meM Apa paidA hue haiM, agara yaha asatya ki Izvara hai-asatya isalie nahIM ki Izvara nahIM hai, asatya isalie ki binA jAne ise mAnanA asatya hai| jisa samAja meM Apa paidA hue haiM, vaha mAnatA hai ki Izvara hai, to Apa bhI mAnate haiM ki Izvara hai| Apane phira kabhI lauTakara socA hI nahIM ki hai bhI? ___ jaba maiM maMdira ke sAmane hAtha jor3a rahA hUM, to yaha hAtha jor3anA taba taka asatya hai jaba taka mujhe Izvara kA koI patA na ho| mahAvIra maMdira ke sAmane hAtha na jodd'eNge| kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, sAmUhika asatya hai, kalaikTiva anth| jaba pUrA samUha bolatA hai, to 394 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya sadA sArvabhauma hai Apako patA hI nahIM cltaa| balki patA hI taba calatA hai, jaba samUha meM koI bagAvatI paidA ho jAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai, kahAM hai Izvara ? taba Apako krodha AtA hai| ___ agara Apake pAsa satya hai to use dikhA denA caahie| krodha kA koI kAraNa nhiiN| lekina jaba koI pachatA hai, kahAM hai Izvara ? to Apa dikhAne ko utsuka nahIM hote, usako mArane ko utsuka ho jAte haiN| yaha ApakI vRtti batAtI hai, kyoMki krodha sadA asatya se paidA hotA hai, satya se paidA nahIM hotaa| agara Izvara hai, to dikhA do| isa garIba ne kucha galata nahIM pUchA hai| eka jijJAsA kI hai| lekina nAstika ko hama sadA mArane ko utsuka hote haiN| isakA matalaba hai ki AstikatA jhUThI hai| hokasa-pokasa hai| usameM kucha nahIM hai, UparI DhAMcA hai| jarA hI koI uMgalI DAla detA hai to bhItara khalabalI maca jAtI hai| Apa mAnate haiM ki Apake bhItara AtmA hai| Apako patA hai? kabhI mulAkAta huI? chor3o Izvara ! Izvara bar3I dUra hai| bhItara AtmA bilakula pAsa hai, kahate haiM hRdaya se bhI kriib| muhammada kahate haiM ki gale kI phar3akatI nasa se bhI karIba / isakA Apako patA hai? yaha bhI kitAba meM par3hA hai? bar3A majedAra hai| ___ rAmakRSNa ke pAsa eka dina eka AdamI aayaa| rAmakRSNa ne kahA ki sunA hai ki par3osa meM tumhAre makAna gira gyaa| usane kahA, maiMne subaha kA akhabAra abhI dekhA nhiiN| jarA jAtA hUM, dekhatA huuN| par3osI kA makAna gire, to bhI akhabAra meM hI patA calatA hai| magara yaha bhI ThIka hai, kyoMki par3osa aba koI choTI bAta nahIM hai, bar3I bAta hai| aura par3osa purAne gAMva se bhI bar3I bAta hai| nahIM patA calA hogaa| lekina Apako ApakI AtmA kA patA bhI akhabAra meM par3hane se calatA hai ki hai, ki nahIM hai| ___ akhabAra meM eka lekha nikala jAye ki AtmA nahIM hai, to Apako bhI zaka A jAtA hai| kitAba meM par3ha leM ki AtmA hai, Apako bharosA A jAtA hai| loga pUchate phirate haiM, AtmA hai ? bar3e maje kI bAta hai, aura saba cIjeM pUchI jA sakatI haiM dUsare se| yaha bhI dUsare se pUchane kI bAta hai ? Apa yaha pUcha rahe haiM, maiM hUM? koI mujhe batA de ki maiM huuN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, yaha bhI asatya hai| mata kaho ki maiM hUM, jaba taka tumheM patA na cala jaaye| mata kaho ki bhItara AtmA hai, jaba taka tumheM patA na cala jaaye| kauna jAne, sirpha haDDI mAMsa kA jor3a ho, aura yaha bolanA aura cAlanA sirpha eka bAI proDekTa ho| jaisA ki cArvAka ne kahA hai ki pAna meM hama pAMca cIjeM milA lete haiM, phira hoThoM para lAlI A jAtI hai| vaha lAlI bAI proDekTa hai| kyoMki una pAMca cIjoM ko alaga-alaga muMha meM le jAyeM to lAlI nahIM aatii| pAMcoM ko milA deM to pAMcoM ke milane se lAlI paidA ho jAtI hai ! lekina lAlI koI cIja nahIM hai, pAMcoM kA dAna hai| pAMcoM ko alaga kara leM, lAlI kho jAtI hai| pAMca ko alaga karake Apa yaha nahIM kaha sakate ki lAlI aba kahIM hai| chipa gayI, adRzya ho gayI, sirpha kho jAtI hai| to cArvAka ne kahA ki yaha zarIra bhI pAMca tatvoM kA jor3a hai| isameM jo AtmA dikhAyI par3atI hai, vaha bAI proDekTa hai, utpatti hai| vaha koI tatva nahIM hai| tatva to pAMca haiN| unake jor3a se, unake saMyoga se AtmA dikhAyI par3atI hai| pAMcoM tatvoM ko alaga kara leM, AtmA bacatI nhiiN| kho jAtI hai| samApta ho jAtI hai| " ___ to mahAvIra kahate haiM, kauna jAne, cArvAka saca ho| to jhUTha mata boleM ki maiM AtmA hUM, ki maiM amara hUM, yaha mata boleN| mata kaheM ki purnajanma hai, jaba taka jAna na leN| mata kaheM ki pIche janma the, jaba taka jAna na leN| mata kaheM ki puNya kA phala sadA ThIka hotA hai| mata kaheM ki pApa sadA dukha meM le jAtA hai| jaba taka jAna na leN| agara satya kI aisI bAta ho to cupa ho jAnA pdd'e| sAmUhika asatya hai| phira rojamarrA ke kAmacalAU asatya haiM, jinako hama kabhI socate nahIM ki asatya haiN| 395 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 rAste para eka AdamI milA, pUchate haiM, kaise haiM, kahate haiM bar3e maje meM haiN| kabhI nahIM socate ki kyA kahA ! bar3e maje meM haiM ! eka daphA phira se soceM, bar3e maje meM haiM ? kahIM koI bhItara samarthana na milegaa| lekina jaba koI pUchatA hai, rAste para, kaise haiM ? to kahate haiM, bar3e maje meM haiN| aura jaba kahate haiM, bar3e maje meM haiM, to paira kI cAla badala jAtI hai| TAI vagairaha ThIka karake calane lagate haiN| aisA lagatA bhI hai ki bar3e maje meM haiN| dUsare se kahane meM aisA lagatA bhI hai| cAra loga pUcha leM to dila khuza ho jAtA hai| koI na pUche, dila udAsa ho jAtA hai| jaba koI AdamI kahatA hai, he ! halo ! bhItara gudagudI ho jAtI hai| lagatA bhI hai usa kSaNa meM ki jiMdagI bar3e maje meM jA rahI hai| __ hama dUsare se hI kaha rahe hoM, aisA nahIM hai, isalie ye kAmacalAU asatya haiN| ye upayogI haiM, eka dUsare ko hama aise sahArA dete rahate haiM usake jhuThoM meN| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, kAma calAU asatya bhI nhiiN| kucha bhI hama bolate rahate haiN| Adatana asatya haiN-aadtn| koI kAraNa nahIM hotA, koI hetu nahIM hotA, Adatana bolate rahate haiN| mere eka prophesara the| kisI bhI kitAba kA nAma lo, ve sadA kahate, hAM maiMne par3hI thI, paMdraha-bIsa sAla ho gye| yaha Adatana thaa| kyoMki paMdraha-bIsa sAla ve sadA kahate the| sArI kitAbeM unhoMne paMdraha-bIsa sAla pahale nahIM par3hI hoNgii| koI solaha sAla pahale par3hI hogI, koI dasa sAla pahale par3hI hogI, koI pacAsa sAla pahale par3hI hoNgii| bUr3he AdamI the, lekina ve sadA kahate, paMdraha-bIsa sAla pahale maiMne yaha kitAba par3hI thii| yaha takiyA kalAma thA - aadtn| ___ phira maiMne aisI-aisI kitAboM ke nAma lie jo ki haiM hI nahIM, para ve unake lie bhI kahate ki hAM maiMne par3hI thI, paMdraha-bIsa sAla phle| taba mujhe patA calA, ki ve jhUTha nahIM bolate haiM, Adatana jhUTha bolate haiN| aisA unakI AMkha se bhI patA nahIM calatA thA ki ve jhUTha bola rahe haiN| aura jhUTha bolane kA koI kAraNa bhI nahIM thaa| koI una kitAboM ko par3hA ho, na par3hA ho, isase unakI pratiSThA meM bhI pharka nahIM par3atA thaa| ve kAphI pratiSThita the| eka dina maiMne unako jAkara kahA ki yaha kitAba to hai hI nahIM, jisako Apane paMdraha-bIsa sAla pahale par3hA thaa| na to yaha koI lekhaka hai, na yaha koI kitAba hai| to unheM hoza aayaa| unhoMne kahA, ki vaha merI Adata ho gayI hai| para yaha Adata kyoM ho gayI hai ? isa Adata ke pIche kahIM gaharA koI hetu hai ! aisI koI kitAba ho kaise sakatI hai jo prophesara ne na par3hI ho| vaha hetu hai, bahuta gaharA daba gayA varSoM piiche| lekina aba Adatana hai| Apa bahuta-sI bAteM Adatana bola rahe haiN| jo asatya haiN| ___mahAvIra bAraha sAla taka cupa ho gye| phira aisI bAteM haiM, jo anizcita haiN| isalie jaba Apa kaha dete haiM ki phalAM AdamI pApI hai, to Apa galata bAta kaha rahe haiM, kyoMki Apako jo khabara hai vaha purAnI par3a cukI hai| pApI isa bIca puNyAtmA ho gayA ho| kyoMki pApI koI ThaharI haI bAta nahIM hai, jo Aja subaha pApI thA, sAMjha sAdha ho sakatA hai| aura jo Aja subaha parama sAdhu thA, sAMjha pApI ho sakatA hai| jiMdagI tarala hai, lekina zabda phiksDa hote haiN| Apa kahate haiM phalAM AdamI pApI hai| mahAvIra na kheNge| ve kaheMge ki AdamI eka pravAha hai| to mahAvIra kaheMge syaat| zAyada pApI ho, zAyada puNyAtmA ho| ___ phira jo AdamI pApI hai vaha pApa karane meM bhI pUrA pApI nahIM hotaa| usake pApa meM bhI puNya kA hissA ho sakatA hai, aura jo AdamI puNya kara rahA hai, usake puNya meM bhI pApa kA hissA ho sakatA hai| 396 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya sadA sArvabhauma hai AdamI bar3I ghaTanA hai, kRtya bar3I choTI bAta hai| cora bhI Apasa meM satya bolate haiM aura ImAnadAra hote haiN| aura jinako hama sAdhu kahate haiM, unase jyAdA satya bolate haiM Apasa meM, aura jyAdA ImAnadAra hote haiN| dasa sAdhuoM ko pAsa biThAnA muzkila hai, dasa cora gale mila jAte haiN| dasa sAdhuoM ko ikaTThA karanA hI muzkila hai| pahale to isa para hI jhagar3A ho jAyegA ki kauna kahAM baiThe; kauna sAdhu ke bhItara bhI asAdhu chipA hai, cora ke bhItara bhI sAdhu chipA hai| cora kI corI bAhara hai, pIche sAdhu chipA hai| corI bhI karanI ho to vacana mAnanA par3atA hai, niyama mAnane par3ate haiM, saccAI rakhanI par3atI hai, ImAnadArI rakhanI par3atI hai| sunA hai ki mullA nasaruddIna para corI kA eka mukadamA claa| pakar3a isalie gayA ki vaha sAta bAra eka hI rAta meM eka dukAna meM ghusaa| sAtavIM bAra pakar3A gyaa| majisTreTa ne usase pUchA ki nasaruddIna, corI bhI hamane bahuta dekhI, mukadame bhI bahuta dekhe| eka hI rAta meM sAta bAra ghusanA, eka hI makAna meM, mAmalA kyA hai ? agara jyAdA hI sAmAna DhonA thA, to saMgI sAthI kyoM nahIM rakhate ho ? akele hI sAta daphA! nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'bar3A muzkila hai| loga itane beImAna ho gaye haiM ki kisI ko saMgI sAthI banAnA corI taka meM muzkila ho gayA hai| eka ora dukAna bhI kapar3e kI, jo bhI curA kara le gayA, patnI ne kahA, nApasaMda hai| phira vaaps| rAta bhara kapar3e DhotA rahA, usameM hI phNsaa| aura loga itane beImAna ho gaye haiM ki akele hI corI karanI par3atI hai| kisI kA bharosA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, corI taka meN|' sAdhuoM meM to kabhI bharosA Apasa meM rahA nahIM, lekina coroM meM sadA rahA hai| ___ aura cora kabhI cora ko dhokhA nahIM detaa| corI kA bhI koDa hai| jaise hiMdU koDa bila hai vaisA coroM kA koDa hai| unakA apanA niyama hai, ve kabhI dhokhA nahIM dete| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba hama kisI ko cora kahate haiM, to hama pUrA hI cora kaha dete haiM, jo ki galata hai| jaba hama kisI ko sAdhu kahate haiM to pUrA hI sAdhu kaha dete haiM jo ki galata hai| jIvana mizraNa hai, sabhI cIjeM milI-julI haiN| mata kho| bar3A muzkila hai| phira kyA boliegA? kyA boliegaa| ___ eka AdamI kahatA hai, subaha sUraja nikalA hai, bar3A suMdara hai| yaha satya hai? muzkila hai kahanA, kyoMki yaha satya nijI satya hai| aura eka kA nijI satya dUsare kA nijI satya na bhI ho| jisakA baccA Aja subaha mara gayA hai, sUraja Aja use suMdara nahIM mAlUma pdd'egaa| to sUraja suMdara hai, yaha nijI satya hai| yaha ebsalUTa satya nahIM hai| jisakA baccA mara gayA hai vaha ro rahA hai, aura Aja vaha cAhatA hai ki sUraja uge hI n| aba kabhI sUraja na uge| aba dina kabhI ho hI n| aba aMdherA hI chA jAye, aura saba rAta hI ho jaaye| aba yaha sUraja use duzmana kI taraha mAlUma hogA, jaba subaha ugegaa| yaha suMdara nahIM ho sktaa| raja kaba suMdara hotA hai? jaba Apake bhItara sUraja ko suMdara banAne kI koI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| sUraja asuMdara ho jAtA hai, jaba Apake bhItara suraja ko aMdherA karane kI koI ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| ___ Apa apane ko hI phailAkara jagata meM dekhate rahate haiN| to jo Apa dekhate haiM vaha nijI satya hai, prAiveTa th| aura satya kabhI nijI nahIM hotaa| asatya nijI hote haiN| satya to sArvajanika hotA hai, yUnivarsala hotA hai| sArvabhauma hotA hai| isalie mahAvIra kaheMge, zAyada sUraja suMdara hai| kabhI na kaheMge ki sUraja suMdara hai| kaheMge, zAyada, prheps| kyoM? mahAvIra eka kaheMge kabhI ki aisA hai| ve aisA kaheMge, ho sakatA hai| ve yaha bhI kaheMge, isase viparIta bhI ho sakatA hai| yaha sUraja hajAroM lAkhoM logoM ke lie nikalA hai| koI dukhI hogA, sUraja asuMdara hogaa| koI sukhI hogA, sUraja suMdara hogaa| 397 . Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 koI ciMtita hogA, sUraja dikhAI hI nahIM pdd'egaa| koI kavitA se bharA hogA aura sUraja pUrA jIvana aura AtmA bana jaayegii| kucha kahA nahIM jA sakatA, yaha nijI satya hai| mahAvIra bAraha varSa taka cupa raha gaye, kyoMki satya bolanA bahuta kaThina hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, isa prakAra kA satya bolanA sadA bar3A kaThina hai| aisA satya jo bolanA cAhatA ho use laMbe mauna se gujaranA pdd'egaa| gahare parIkSaNa se gujaranA pdd'egaa| aura taba mahAvIra ne bolaa| isalie agara jaina yaha kahate haiM ki mahAvIra jaisI vANI phira nahIM bolI gayI to isakA kAraNa hai| mahAvIra jaisA mauna bhI kabhI nahIM sAdhA gyaa| isalie mahAvIra jaisI vANI bhI phira nahIM bolI gyii| itane mauna se, itane parIkSaNa se, itanI kaThinAiyoM se, itanI kasauTiyoM se, gujarakara jo AdamI bolane ko rAjI huA, usane jo vaha bolA hai vaha bahuta gaharA aura mUlya kA hI hai| nahIM to vaha bolatA hI nhiiN| 'zreSTha sAdhu pApamaya, nizcayAtmaka, aura dUsaroM ko dukha dene vAlI vANI na bole|' zreSTha sAdhu pApamaya, nizcayAtmaka, sarTena bAteM na bole| aisA na kaha de ki vaha AdamI cora hai| itanA nizcayAtmaka honA asatya kI tarapha le jAtA hai| __yaha bar3I adabhuta bAta hai, yaha thor3A soca lene jaisI bAta hai| hama to kaheMge ki satya nizcaya hotA hai| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, satya itanA bar3A hai ki hamAre kisI nizcita vAkya meM samAhita nahIM hotaa| jaba hama kahate haiM, phalAM AdamI paidA huA, taba yaha adhUrA satya hai, kyoMki usa AdamI ne maranA zurUkara diyaa| saMta agastIna ne likhA hai, usakA bApa mara rahA hai| maraNa zaiyyA para par3A hai| DAkTara ilAja kara rahe haiN| Akhira ilAja kAma nahIM aayaa| eka dina to kAma AtA nhiiN| kabhI na kabhI DAkTara hAratA hai, aura mauta jItatI hai| vaha lar3AI hAranevAlI hI hai| DAkTara bIca-bIca meM kitanA hI jItatA rahe, Akhira meM hAregA hii| usa lar3AI meM aMtima jIta DAkTara ke hAtha meM nahIM hai, sadA mauta ke hAtha meM hai| isalie mAmalA aisA hai, jaise eka billI ko Apane cUhA de diyA, vaha usase khela rahI hai| vaha chor3a detI hai, kyoMki chor3ane meM majA AtA hai| phira pakar3a letI hai| phira chor3a detI hai| usase cUhA cauMkatA hai, bhAgatA hai, aura billI nizciMta hai, kyoMki aMta meM vaha pakar3a hI legii| yaha sirpha khela hai| to mauta AdamI ke sAtha aise hI khelatI hai| kabhI chor3a detI hai, jarA bImArI jyAdA bImArI chor3a dI...DAkTara bar3A prasanna ! marIja bhI bar3A prasanna ! aura mauta sabase jyAdA prasanna ! kyoMki vaha khela calatA hai, kyoMki jIta nizcita hai| isa khela meM koI ar3acana nahIM hai| kabhI cUhA billI se cUka bhI jAye, mauta se AdamI nahIM cuuktaa| ___ DAkTara ikaTThe hue, sAre gAMva ke DAkTara ikaTThe ho gae aura unhoMne kahA, nAu vI Ara helples| nAu nathiMga kaina bI ddn| nAu disa maina kaina nATa rikvr| aba kacha ho sakatA nahIM. aba yaha AdamI maregA hii| nAu disa maina kaina nATa rikvr|| agastIna ne apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai ki usa dina mujhe patA calA ki jo bAta DAkTara marate vakta kahate haiM yaha to jaba baccA paidA hotA hai tabhI kahanI cAhie, nAu disa cAilDa kaina nATa rikvr| yaha baccA jo paidA ho gayA, aba nahIM baca sktaa| usI dina kaha denA cAhie ki nAu disa cAilDa kaina nATa rikvr| paidA hone ke bAda mauta se baca sakate haiM ? phijUla itane dina rukate haiM kahane ke lie ki nAu disa maina kaina nATa rikvr| usI dina kaha denA caahie| mahAvIra kahate haiM, nizcayAtmaka mata honA, agara satya honA hai to| satya hone kA matalaba hI yaha hai ki jIvana hai anaMta pahaluoM 398 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya sadA sArvabhauma hai vAlA, aura jaba bhI hama bolate haiM, eka pahalU jAhira hotA hai| eka pahalU, anaMta pahaluoM meM se| agara hama usa pahalU ko itanA nizcaya se bolate haiM ki aisA mAlUma hone lage ki yahI pUrNa satya hai, to asatya ho gyaa| isalie mahAvIra ne sapta-bhaMgI nirmita kI-bolane kA sAta aMgoM vAlA ddhNg| to mahAvIra se Apa eka savAla pachie to ve sAta javAba dete the| kyoMki ve kahate ki...aura sAta javAba sunate-sunate ApakI buddhi cakarA jAe, aura phira Apako eka bhI javAba samajha meM na aaye| kyoMki Apa pUcha rahe haiM ki yaha AdamI jiMdA hai ki mara gyaa| aba yaha sApha kahanA cAhie ki hAM, mara gayA ki hAM, jiMdA hai, isameM sAta kA kyA savAla hai| lekina mahAvIra kahate, syAta mara gayA, zAyada jiMdA hai, zAyada donoM hai| zAyada donoM nahIM hai| aisA ve sAta bhaMgiyoM meM uttara dete| Apako kacha samajha meM na pddtaa| lekina mahAvIra satya bolane kI athaka ceSTA kie haiM. aisI ceSTA kisI AdamI ne pRthvI para kabhI nahIM kii| __ lekina satya bolane kI ceSTA ati jaTila mAmalA hai| jaba kahate haiM Apa, eka AdamI mara gayA, jarUrI nahIM hai, mara gayA ho| kyoMki abhI isakI chAtI para masAja kI jA sakatI hai| abhI ise AksIjana dI jA sakatI hai| abhI khUna daur3AyA jA sakatA hai aura ho sakatA hai yaha jiMdA ho jaaye| to ApakA kahanA ki yaha mara gayA hai, galata hai| ___ rUsa meM pichale mahAyuddha meM koI bIsa logoM para prayoga kiye gye| usameM se chaha jiMdA ho gaye, ve abhI bhI jiMdA haiN| DAkTara ne likha diyA thA, ve mara gye| __mRtyu bhI kaI hissoM meM ghaTita hotI hai zarIra meN| mRtyu koI ikaharI ghaTanA nahIM hai| jaba Apa marate haiM to pahale Apake jo bahuta jarUrI...bahuta jarUrI hisse haiM, ve TUTate haiM,UparI hisse TUTa jAte haiM, jo Apako paridhi para saMbhAle hue haiM, jo Apako zarIra se jor3e TUTate haiN| lekina abhI Apa mara nahIM gye| abhI Apa jilAye jA sakate haiN| abhI agara hRdaya dUsarA lagAyA jA sake to Apa phira jI uTheMge, dhar3akana phira zurU ho jaayegii| lekina yaha ho jAnA cAhie chaha sekeMDa ke bhiitr| agara chaha sekeMDa pAra ho gaye...to jo loga bhI hRdaya ke TUTa jAne se marate haiM, hArTa phelyora se marate haiM ve chaha sekeMDa ke bhItara unameM se bahuta-se loga punarujjIvita ho sakate haiM, aura isa sadI ke bhItara punarujjIvita ho jaayeNge| lekina chaha sekeMDa ke bhItara unakA hRdaya badala diyA jAnA caahie| isakA to itanA jaldI upAya ho nahIM sakatA, isakA eka hI upAya vaijJAnika socate haiM jo ki jaldI kAragara ho jAyegA ki eka eksaTrA, speyara hRdaya pahale se hI lagA rakhanA caahie| aura yaha ATomeTika ceMja honA caahie| jaise hI pahalA hRdaya baMda ho, dUsarA dhar3akanA zurU ho jAye, to hI chaha sekeMDa ke bhItara yaha ho jaayegaa| AdamI jiMdA rhegaa| lekina agara chaha sekeMDa se jyAdA ho gayA, to mastiSka ke gahare taMtu TUTa jAte haiM, unako sthApita karanA muzkila hai| aura eka daphA ve TUTa jAyeM to phira hRdaya bhI nahIM dhar3aka sktaa| kyoMki vaha bhI mastiSka kI AjJA se hI dhar3akatA hai| Apako patA ho AjJA kA yA na patA ho| isalie agara AdamI koI pUre mana se bhAva kara le marane kA, to isI vakta mara sakatA hai| yA koI jIvana kI bilakula AzA chor3a de isI vakta, to mastiSka agara AzA chor3a de pUrI to hRdaya dhar3akanA baMda kara degA, kyoMki AjJA milanI baMda ho jaayegii| isalie AzAvAna loga jyAdA jI lete haiM, nirAza loga jaldI mara jAte haiN| dhyAna rakhanA, duniyA meM sahaja mRtyUeM bahuta kama hotI haiN| svAbhAvika matya baDI mazkila ghaTanA hai| adhika loga AtmahatyA se marate haiM-adhika log| lekina jaba koI churA mAratA hai, to hameM dikhAyI par3atA hai aura jaba koI nirAzA mAratA hai bhItara, to hameM dikhAyI nahIM par3atA hai| jaba koI jahara pI letA hai to hameM dikhAyI par3atA hai ki usane AtmaghAta kara liyA, bicArA! aura Apa bhI AtmaghAta se hI mreNge| sau meM ninyAnabe mauke para AdamI AtmaghAta se maratA hai| 399 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 pazu marate haiM svAbhAvika mRtyu, AdamI nahIM mrtaa| mara nahIM sakatA AdamI, kyoMki usake jIvana para vaha pUre vakta prabhAva DAla rahA hai-AzA, nirAzA, jInA, nahIM jInA, vaha bhItara se prabhAvita kara rahA hai| aura jisa dina mana pUrA rAjI ho jAtA hai ki nahIM, usI dina hRdaya kI dhar3akana baMda ho jAtI hai| isalie agara mastiSka ke taMtu TUTa gae to phira muzkila hai| abhI muzkila hai, sau do sau sAla meM muzkila nahIM hogA, kyoMki mastiSka ke taMtu bhI riplesa, kisI na kisI dina kiye jA sakate haiN| koI ar3acana nahIM hai| taba AdamI jiMdA ho jaayegaa| to AdamI kaba marA huA hai, kaba kaheM ? jaba taka zarIra aura AtmA kA saMbaMdha nahIM TUTa jAtA taba taka AdamI marA huA nahIM hai| aura yaha saMbaMdha kaba TUTatA hai, abhI taka taya nahIM ho skaa| kahIM TUTatA hai, lekina kaba TUTatA hai, abhI taka taya na ho skaa| kisI gahare kSaNa meM jAkara TUTa jAtA hai, phira kucha bhI nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| phira mastiSka badala DAlo, phira hRdaya badala DAlo, phira sArA khUna badala DAlo, phira pUrA zarIra badala DAlo, to bhI vaha lAza hI hogii| eka daphA zarIra aura AtmA kA saMbaMdha TUTa jAye...to kyA zarIra aura AtmA kA saMbaMdha TUTa jAye, taba hameM kahanA cAhie ki AdamI mara gayA? lekina taba bhI yaha bAta adhUrI hai, kyoMki marA koI bhI nahIM, zarIra sadA se marA huA thA, vaha marA huA hai| aura AtmA sadA se amara thI, vaha aba bhI amara hai| marA koI bhI nhiiN| to kaba hama kaheM ki AdamI mara gayA ! yaha maiMne eka udAharaNa ke lie liyaa| mahAvIra kaheMge, syaat| nizcayAtmaka kucha mata bolanA, ebsolyUTisTika kucha mata bolnaa| isalie mahAvIra zaMkara ko pasaMda na pdd'e| buddha ko bhI pasaMda na pdd'e| hiMdustAna meM bahuta kama vicArakoM ko pasaMda pdd'e| kyoMki vicAraka kA majA yaha hotA hai ki kucha nizcita bAta patA cala jAye, nahIM to majA hI kho jAtA hai| zaMkara kahate haiM, brahma hai| mahAvIra kaheMge, syaat| zaMkara kaheMge, mAyA hai| mahAvIra kaheMge syaat| cArvAka kahatA hai, AtmA nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, syaat| Izvara nahIM hai, mahAvIra use bhI kaheMge, syaat| ve kahate yaha haiM ki hama jo bhI bola sakate haiM, jo bhI kahA jA sakatA hai vaha sadA hI aMza hogaa| aura usa aMza ko pUrNa mAna lenA asatya hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, sabhI dRSTiyAM asatya hotI haiM--sabhI dRssttiyaaN| sabhI dekhane ke DhaMga adhUre hote haiM, isalie asatya hote haiN| aura pUrNa dekhane kA koI DhaMga nahIM hai| kyoMki sabhI DhaMga adhUre hoNge| - maiM Apako kahIM se bhI dekhU, vaha adhUrA hogaa| kaise bhI dekhU, vaha adhUrA hogaa| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, pUrNa ko to vahI dekha sakatA hai, jo saba dRSTiyoM se mukta ho gayA ho| isalie mahAvIra ke darzana kA, 'samyaka darzana' kA artha hai-saba dRSTiyoM se mukta ho jaanaa| eka aisI sthiti meM pahuMca jAnA, jahAM koI dRSTi zeSa nahIM raha jAtI, dekhane kA koI DhaMga zeSa nahIM raha jaataa| taba AdamI pUrNa satya ko jAnatA hai| lekina jAna sakatA hai, jaba kahegA, phira dRSTi kA upayoga karanA pdd'egaa| taba vaha phira adhUrA ho jaayegaa| isalie mahAvIra kI yaha bAta samajha lene jaisI hai| satya pUrA jAnA jA sakatA hai, lekina kahA kabhI nahIM jA sktaa| jaba bhI kahA jAyegA, vaha asatya ho hI jaayegaa| isalie sAvadhAnI baratanA aura nizcayAtmaka rUpa se kucha bhI mata kahanA / hama to asatya ko bhI itane nizcaya se kahate haiM jisakA hisAba nhiiN| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM satya ko bhI nizcaya se mata khnaa| hama to asatya ko bhI bilakula dAve kI taraha kahate haiN| saca to yaha hai ki jitanA bar3A asatya hotA hai, utanA jora se hama Tebala pITate 400 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya sadA sArvabhauma hai haiN| kyoMki sahArA denA par3atA hai| jitanA asatya bolanA ho, utanA jora se bolanA caahie| dhIme bolo, loga samajheMge, kucha gar3abar3a hai| jora se bolo| Tebala ko pITakara bolo| sAgara yUnivarsiTI ke vAisa cAMsalara the DA. gaudd'| ve bar3e vakIla the| unhoMne mujha se kahA ki mere gurU ne mujhe kahA ki jaba tumhAre pAsa kAnUnI pramANa hoM adAlata meM, to dhIre bolane se bhI cala jaayegaa| jaba tumhAre pAsa pramANa hoM kAnUnI, to kitAbeM le jAne kI aura kAnUnoM kA ullekha karane kI koI AvazyakatA nhiiN| jaba tumhAre pAsa kAnUnI pramANa na hoM to adAlata bar3e-bar3e graMtha lekara phuNcnaa| aura jaba tumheM pakkA ho ki isake viparIta pramANa hai, taba Tebala ko jitane jora se pITa sako, jaja ke sAmane piittnaa| ___ jitanA bar3A asatya ho, utane nizcaya se bolanA par3atA hai| nahIM to Apake asatya ko koI mAnegA kaise? isalie asatya bolane ke lie bholI zakla ho, nizcayavAlA mana ho, AvAja teja ho, to Apa kuzala ho sakate haiM, nahIM to muzkila meM pdd'eNge| sAdhu hone ke lie bholI zakla utanI Avazyaka nhiiN| isalie akasara bholI zakla ke sAdhu khojanA muzkila hai, lekina bholI zakla ke aparAdhI niraMtara mila jAyeMge; kyoMki aparAdha ke lie bholI zakla anivArya jarUrata hai ! jhUTha bolane ke lie aura taraha ke pramANa cAhie, havA caahie| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, satya ko bhI nizcaya se mata bolnaa| isalie mahAvIra kA bahuta prabhAva nahIM pdd'aa| hairAnI kI bAta hai, mahAvIra jaisI jvalaMta pratibhA ke vyakti kA prabhAva nyUna par3A, na ke barAbara pdd'aa| jIsasa ko mAnanevAlI AdhI duniyA hai| buddha ko mAnanevAle karor3oM-karor3oM loga haiN| mohammada ko mAnanevAle karor3oM-karor3oM loga haiN| mahAvIra ko mAnanevAlA koI bhI nahIM hai| vaha jo paccIsa lAkha loga dikhAyI par3ate haiM unako mAnate hue, ve bhI majabUrI meN| koI mAnanevAlA nahIM hai| ___ mahAvIra ko mAnanA kaThina hai, kyoMki mAnane meM guru ke pAsa AdamI jAtA hai isalie ki hama anizcita haiM, Apa nizcayatA se kucha kaheM to bharosA mile, aura mahAvIra nizcaya se bolate nhiiN| ve kahate haiM, eka hI bAta nizcita hai ki nizcita rUpa se satya bolA nahIM jA sktaa| to jo AdamI AzvAsana khojane AyA hai aura sabhI loga AzvAsana khojane Ate haiM guru ke pAsa - vaha aise guru ko kaise mAna pAyegA ! mahAvIra ko mAnane ke lie to bar3I gahana jijJAsA cAhie, bar3I gahana jijnyaasaa| AzvAsana kI talAza nahIM, sAMtvanA nahIM, khoj| isalie bahuta thor3e-se loga mahAvIra ko mAna paaye| jyAdA loga kabhI bhI mAna sakeMge, yaha zaka mAlUma par3atA hai| lekina kisI na kisI dina jaise-jaise manuSya kA mana vistIrNa hogA aura satya ke anaMta pahalU hameM dikhAyI par3ane zurU hoMge, vaise-vaise hameM, nizcaya kA jora gira jaayegaa| nizcaya kamajorI hai, anizcaya bar3I prajJA hai| AiMsTIna anizcata hai vijJAna ke jagata meN| mahAvIra anizcata haiM darzana ke jagata meN| ye do zikhara haiM, adabhuta / mahAvIra ne darzana ko jitanA diyA utanA hI AiMsTIna ne vijJAna ko diyaa| donoM anizcita haiN| mahAvIra kA nAma hai syAtavAda, AiMsTIna kA nAma hai rilettivittii| AiMsTIna kahatA hai, koI bhI satya nirapekSa nahIM hai, sApekSa hai, tulanA meM hai, kisI kI tulanA meM hai, sIdhA pUrNa satya kucha bhI nahIM hai| vijJAna ko hama socate the, bahuta nizcita bAta, lekina nayA vijJAna ekadama anizcita hotA calA jAtA hai| merI apanI samajha yaha hai ki jahAM bhI satya ke nikaTa pahuMcatA hai manuSya, vahIM anizcita ho jAtA hai| jaba hama darzana meM satya ke nikaTa pahaMce mahAvIra ke sAtha, to anizcaya ho gyaa| syAta, rileTiva, nirapekSa nahIM, saapekss| kaho, 401 Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 lekina jAnakara, ki adhUrA hai| aMza hai, pUrA nahIM hai| aura kaho jAnakara ki usase viparIta bhI sahI ho sakatA hai| tumhArA vaktavya, tuma jo kahate ho vaha batAtA hai, lekina kisI kA khaMDana nahIM krtaa| vijJAna meM AiMsTIna ke sAtha hama phira dUsarI dizA se satya ke nikaTa phuNce| saba anizcita ho gyaa| AiMsTIna ne kahA, kaho, lekina dhyAna rakhanA ki saba tulanAtmaka hai| koI cIja pUrNa nahIM hai, saba adhUrA hai| aura isalie anizcaya jJAna kA anivArya aMga hai| vaktavya anizcita hoMge, anubhava nizcita ho sakatA hai| satya ke lie itanI kaThina zarte-krodha, lobha, bhaya, haMsI-majAka meM bhI asatya nahIM bolanA caahie| haMsI-majAka meM bhI hama ahaituka nahIM bolate satya, usameM hetu hotA hai| akasara to jaba Apa majAka karate haiM kisI kA, to coTa pahuMcAne ke lie hI karate haiN| isalie buddhimAna AdamI dUsare kA majAka na karake, apanA hI majAka karatA hai| dUsare para koI majAka hiMsA ho sakatI hai| ___yaha mullA nasaruddIna kI maiM itanI kahAniyAM Apako kahatA huuN| isakI kahAniyAM khuda ke Upara kiye gaye majAka haiM, khuda ke Upara kiye gaye majAka haiN| hara kahAnI meM mullA khuda hI phaMsatA hai| khuda hI mUr3ha siddha hotA hai| apane para haMsa rahA hai| nasaruddIna ne kahA hai ki jo dUsaroM para haMsatA hai, vaha nAsamajha aura jo apane para haMsa sakatA hai, vaha samajhadAra hai| hama majAka bhI karate haiM, to usameM coTa hai, AghAta hai kisI ke lie| phrAyaDa ne majAka para bar3I khoja kI hai| vaha mahAvIra se rAjI hotA, agara usako patA calatA ki mahAvIra ne kahA hai ki majAka meM bhI asatya mata bolnaa| phrAyaDa ne kahA hai, tumhArI saba majAkeM tarakIbeM haiN| tuma jo himmata se sIdhA nahIM bola pAte, vaha tuma majAka se bolate ho| isalie kabhI khayAla kiyA Apane ki agara Apa jitanI joksa Apane sunI hoM unameM ninyAnabe pratizata seksa se saMbaMdhita kyoM hotI haiM? aura jisa majAka meM kAmavAsanA na A jAye, usameM majAka jaisA bhI mAlUma nahIM pdd'taa| kyoM? kyoMki seksa ke saMbaMdha meM hama sIdhA nahIM bola sakate, isalie majAka se bolate haiN| vaha jhUTha hai hamArA, chipAyA huaa| jo hama sIdhA nahIM bola sakate, use hama gola-gola ghumA-ghumA kara bolate haiN| kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA ki majAka meM Apa kisako apamAnita karate haiM? samajha leM ki eka rAste para eka rAjanItika netA eka kele ke chilake para phisalakara gira par3e, to Apako jyAdA majA AyegA, bajAya eka majadUra gira par3e to| kyoM? kyoMki rAjanItika netA ko Apa nIce girAkara dekhane kI bar3I dila se icchA rakhakara baiThe haiN| eka majadUra gira par3e to dayA bhI AyegI ki becaaraa| eka rAjanItika gira par3e to dila khuza ho jaayegaa| kelA, chilakA vahI hai, girane kI ghaTanA vahI hai| lekina rAjanItika netA giratA hai to itanA majA kyoM AtA hai? bahuta dinoM se cAhA thA ki gire| jo hama na kara pAye vaha kele ke chilake ne kara dikhaayaa| isalie dila khuza ho jAtA hai| ___ hamArI majAka meM bhI hamAre hetu haiN| hama jaba haMsate haiM, taba bhI hamAre hetu haiN| hama na to akAraNa haMsa sakate haiM aura na akAraNa ro sakate haiN| saba jagaha hetu hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, vahAM bhI khojate rahanA, sAvadhAna rahanA, majAka meM bhI asatya nhiiN| Aja itanA hI rukeM pAMca minaTa, kIrtana kreN| 402