Book Title: Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 08
Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008116/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyonamaH jenAAdiprasaMgo (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika daSTAMto) bhAga-8 | preraka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi saMpAdaka : muni yogIratnavijayajI ma.sA. AvRtti-sAtamI tA.1-10-2016 kiMmata , ja nakala : 3000 je pUrvanI nakala : 30,000 22-00 amadAvAda : prAptisthAno. jagatabhAI : 4, maulika epArTamenTa, opesa upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama.70 mo. : 9408776259, pho. : 079-26608955 * zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, 9 mo. 9825011729 - rAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 9 mo. 9427652794 tiraMjanabhAI : pho. 079-26638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. buko meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIne javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) muMbaI : prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, tArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-4oooo3 : phona : 23438758, 9322279986 * nIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puMThAnI) kansezanathI 135 jena Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 14 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 2 2 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 2 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAe (hindI) bhAga 1se 5 pratyeka kAra7 | zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastuM pustaka prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,54,000 nakala chapAI Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAga-8nI anukramaNikA viSayA prasaMga naM. dharmanA camatkAro 1 thI 6, 9, 14, 15 19, 21, 22, 26, 33 41 uttama ArAdhako 7, 10, 11, 16, 17, 18, 20, 24, 32, 34, 35, 36, 39,42 saMgha-gurubhakti 25, 27, 29, 37, 38, 44 navakAranA camatkAro8, 13, 23, 31, 45 jIvadayApAlana 12, 28, 30 anIti, mA-bApa 40, 43 pustaka viSayo zIdhrAtizIdhra mokSaprApti mATe paMcasUtramAM traNa upAya batAvavAmAM AvyA che. (1) arihaMtAdi cAranA zaraNa (2) sva duSkatonI niMdA (3) sva - paranA sukRtonI anumodanA. A pustakanA keTalAMka prasaMgo cAra zaraNAnI mahattA mATe, to keTalAka potAnA pAponI niMdA mATe, to keTalAka vizvanA jIvonI uttama ArAdhanA, sAttvikatA, khumArIne jANIne anumodanA karavA jaNAvAyA che. mokSanI najIkamAM pahoMcelA dareka jIvone AvA vartamAnanA, satya prasaMgo vAMcatA anyomAM rahelA uttama guNone potAnAmAM lAvavAnA manoratha jAge, bIjAnI anumodanA thAya, bhavobhava jinazAsana maLatu rahe tevI tamannA jAge e ja zubhAziSa. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 6i [ 2 ] Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jenA praNo | bhAga - 8 | 1. zaMkhezvara sAhiba sAco vi.saM. 2062, amadAvAdamAM ghaNAMne cIkanaguniyAno roga lAgu paDyo hato. naroDAnA paMkajabhAI paNa Aso suda bIjanA rogamAM sapaDAyA. gharamAM raDAroLa macI gaI. samAcAra maLyA ke vAsaNA pAse vaidyanI davAthI ghaNAne sAruM thAya che eTale vAsaNA potAnI benane tyAM game tema pahoMcyA. AziSa ane ciMtana, be bhANiyAo kapaDAM badalAve tyAre badalI zake. ubhA thavAnI koI tAkAta nahotI. varSothI potAnA gAma dasADAthI caudase rAtre 9-10 vAge cAlatA nIkaLe ane 26 ki.mI. cAlI pUname zaMkhezvara pahoMce. A vakhate badhAe kahyuM ke mAmA ! basamAM besIne jAtrA karI AvIe. paNa makkama hatA. chevaTe bhANiyo AzISa mAmAne dasADA laI gayo. Azare 9 vAge dAdAnuM nAma lIdhuM ane hAthamAM lAkaDI laI cAlavA lAgyA. gAmanA goMdare doDha kalAke pahoMcyA. bhANiyAe basamAM javA khUba samajAvyA paNa zraddhA joradAra.dAdAne vinaMtI karavA lAgyA ke he dayAsiMdhu! ATalA varSomAM kyAreya tArI jAtrA paDI nathI, mane tArA para pUrI zradhdhA che. tuM ja mane jAtrA karAvaje.be hAtharUmAla lIdhA.navakAra maMtra ane dAdAno jApa karI be page bAMdhyA ne basa thayo camatkAra !! hAthanI lAkaDIo pheMkI, TekA choDyA ane evI zakti AvI ke dhaDAdhaDa cAlavA lAgyA !! tIrthamAM pUname savAre pahoMcI badhAne [ #na Adarza prasaMgo-8] raSTi thai [3] Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phona karI dIdho ke huM hemakhema pahoMcI gayo chuM. badhAne AMkhomAMthI harSanA AMsuno dhodha cAlyo. dAdAnA prabhAve cIkanaguniyA jevo bhayaMkara roga nAza pAme tyAre bolavuM ja paDe, "zaMkhezvara sAhiba sAco re, bIjAno Azaro kAco re." Aja pachI saMkalpa karajo ke mAMdagImAM DaoNkTaronI davAo khAI puNya ane paisAnA pANI karavA karatAM jagatanA DaoNkTara evA prabhu pAse ja pahelAM javuM che. prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana bhavobhava sukha ApanAra che, kalyANakara che. 2. sametazikhara prabhu mokSe sidhAvyA zIlAbenane acAnaka ja rAyagaDhathI sametazikharajI jAtrA karavA javAnuM thayuM. tyAM teonuM kuTuMba ekaluM ja hatuM. pahelAM to ajANyA rastAmAM koI dekhAtuM na hatuM. koI jIpa ke gADIvALo taiyAra thato na hato. badhA khUba ciMtAmAM paDI gayAM ke have tyAM pahoMcIzuM kaI rIte ? saue bhAvapUrvaka navakAramaMtrano jApa cAlu karyo ane thoDAka ja navakAra gaNyA, tevAmAM to sAmethI eka jIpavALo Avyo ane temane sametazikhara laI javA taiyAra thaI gayo. sametazikhara pahoMcyA pachI teo rAtre aMdhArAmAM dharmazALAmAM jatAM hatAM. tyAM zIlAbenano paga acAnaka khADAmAM paDI jatAM macakoDAI ke utarI gayo hoya tema temane khUba ja duHkhAvo thavA lAgyo. thoDIka ja vAramAM sojo khUba ja vadhI gayo. parANe rUma sudhI pahoMcI zakyA. tyAM to phALa paDI ke AvatIkAle jAtrA kema thaze? pachI to manamAM zrI pArzvanAtha prabhune prArthanAo karatA karatA sUI gayA ane aDadhI rAtre koIe temano paga kheMcyo ane TacalI AMgaLI jorathI kheMcAtA e saphALA UbhA thaI gayA. paNa tyAM to koI na hatuM. temano duHkhAvo paNa acAnaka gAyaba thaI gayo. savAre uThIne | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 % [ 1 ] Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ joyuM to pagano sojo paNa gAyaba thaI gayo hato ane zikharajInI suMdara jAtrA paNa thaI gaI. kalikAlamAM paNa kalpatarU evA zrI pArzvaprabhu tArA to hajAra hAtha che. basa eka ja vinaMti che. tArA zaraNe Avyo chuM svIkArI le, mane laI jA prabhu tArA dhAmamAM" 3. pAWjI ko mahimA tIna bhuvana meM A pustakanI parIkSAmAM 100mArka meLavanAra jainama lakhe che ke ame 7 varSa pUrve parivAranA 23 jaNa sAthe sametazikharajI gayA hatA. jAtrA karatA utAvaLamAM mAno hAtha chUTI gayo. e divase be Treno bharIne yAtriko jAtrA karavA AvyA hatA. hajAronI medanImAM huM 10 varSano chokaro gabharAI gayo. parivAranuM koI maLyuM nahi. navakAra gaNatA lokonI sAthe upara pahoMcyo. sametazikhara pArthaprabhunA darzana karI bahAra Avyo ane moTA kAkI maLyA ane hAza thaI. A ja pramANe 10 varSano eka chokaro parivAra sAthe jAtrA karavA gayo tyAre rastAmAM vikhUTo paDI gayo. badhAe khUba zodhyo paNa maLyo nahi. dAdA pAse bhAvanA bhAvI ke dIkaro maLI jAya to pharIthI ApanI jAtrA karIzuM. pAchA utarI taLeTIe pahoMcyA tyAM dIkaro maLI gayo. konI sAthe Avyo? te pUchatA eka gharaDA bhAIne batAvyA. te bhAIno AbhAra mAnavA gayA to bhAI kahe ke A chokarAne huM lAvyo nathI. huM to tene oLakhato paNa nathI. to pachI dIkarAne taLeTIe sahIsalAmata lAvanAra koNa? bIjA eka puNyazALIne lIvaranuM kensara thayuM. DaoNkaTaroe AzA choDI dIdhI. puNyazALIe potAnA samAjanA 25OObhAgyazALIone sametazikharanI jAtrA karAvavAno saMkalpa karyo. thoDA divasa pachI rIporTa jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 8i8 [5 ] Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karAvatAM kensara na hatuM. jAte sametazikharanI jAtrA karI. sametazikharamAM bhomiyA devanA tathA ApattimAM kUtarAdinA rUpamAM devatA rasto batAvavA Ave tevA to aneka camatkAro Aje paNa lokone thAya che. utaratA aMdhArAmAM rasto na sUjhe ane dAdAne yAda karanArane sAcA rastA tarapha prakAza dekhAya ane ema karatA cheka nIce utarI jAya. evA paNa prasaMgo jANavA maLela che. jagatamAM mAro putra, mAro parivAra, mAro paiso evuM to ghaNI vAra vicAryuM ane bolyA. te saune bhUlI bhAvathI bolajo ke "A pArasa mArA potAnA". 4.bhAvanAe sajaryo camatkAra pa.pU.A.zrI rAjendrasUri ma.sA. kalikuMDavALAnA samudAyamAM sA.zrI kaivalyaratnAzrIjI ma.nA jIvanamAM banelo prasaMga jANavA maLyo. saMsArI nAma hatuM sunaMdAbena. AjathI Azare 36 varSa pUrve samatazikharajInI jAtrA karI pAchA pharatA sunaMdAbena divALInA divase pAvApurI javA nIkaLyA hatA. chaThThano tapa hato. zrI vIra prabhunI pUjAnA bhAva khUba, paNa Trena moDI pahoMcI. sAMjanA pAMca kalAke pAvApurI pahoMcyA. jhaDapathI nAhIne pUjAnA vastro paheryA. atyAre pUjAnI sAmagrI sAthe nahotI ane derAsaramAM kesara paNa nahotu. aphasosa thayo ke ATale sudhI pahoMcI paNa pUjA karavA nahi maLe. prabhunI pAse bhAvanA bhAvatA hatA tyAM eka ajANyA bhAI sonAnI thALI, kaLaza, dUdha, phUlavi. laIne AvyA!! sunaMdAbena ane ajANyA bhAIe pakSAlapUjA ane akSatapUjA karI tyAM to naivedya ane phaLono thALa Avyo!! prabhune caDAvyA. sAthe caityavaMdana karyuM. sunaMdAbenanI vidhi pUrNa thaI. bahAra AvIne juve che to bhAI dekhAtA nathI. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 % [6] Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjArIjIne pUchatA kahyuM ke tame ekalA ja aMdara hatA, bIju koI AvyuM ja nathI. vadhAre pUchatAcha karatA pUjArIjIe kahyuM ke koI deva sahAya karavA AvyA haze. vicAratA vicAratA sunaMdAbena utAre pAchA AvyA. divALIno divasa, chaTTano tapa ane tIvra bhAvanAnA triveNI saMgamathI devatA hAjara thaI gayA. kahevAya che ke pAvApurImAM divALInI madharAtre chatra hAle che. jo jo koIne kahetA nahi hoM !! A ja sAdhvIjI zaMkhezvaranA vihAramAM rasto bhUlyA to ghoDesavAra AvIne batAvI gayo hato. 5. uttama tapanA yogathI, seve suranara pAya seTelAITamAM rahenArA rucirAbena lakhe che ke AjathI 18 varSa pUrve ame bhAvanagara rahetA hatA. mArI be beno 14 varSa ane 12 varSanI hatI. vAtavAtamAM meM baMnene kahyuM ke kAle mahinAnuM ghara che. tame baMne mAsakSamaNa zarU karo to huM tamane karAvIza. baMne benoe kahyuM ke hamaNAM ne hamaNAM cUramAnA lADavA banAvI do to kAle aTTamanuM paccakakhANa laIzuM. ne kharekhara vAta satya sAbita thaI. baMne aTTama para aTTamanA pacakhANa letA gayA. benonA 21 mAM upavAse mane mArA rasoDAmAM dhoLo sApa dekhAyo ! eno prakAza eTalo badho hato ke AMkho aMjAI gaI. sApanA tejanA tApanA prabhAve mAruM AkhuM zarIra lAlacoLa thaI gayuM ane tAvanI jema dhagadhagavA lAgyuM. acAnaka huM bolI paDI ke mAre bIju kAMI nA joIe, mArI benonuM mAsakSamaNa sArI rIte pUrNa thaI jAya evuM karazo. e sarSe amArA gharamAM zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunI pratimAne traNa khamAsamaNA dIdhA. pachI alopa thaI gayA. bhAvanagaramAM rahelA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 chi | 7 | Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcArya bhagavaMtoe kahyuM ke prAyaH Indra mahArAjA hoI zake. benonA tapanA prabhAve AvyA haze. kalikALamAM paNa tapasvIone devo darzana ApatA hoya che. prasaMga lakhanAra rucirAbene jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga-1 thI 6 vAMcyA ane zraddhA khUba vadhI. paryuSaNamAM covihAra paNa nahi karanArA temaNe potAnA 9 varSanA dIkarAne preraNA karI aTTaInI ArAdhanA karAvI !! 6. caraNakamala seve cosaTha IMdA ghaNA varSo pahelAnI vAta che. sametazikharamAM nIce dharmamaMgala vidyApIThamAM nUtana jinAlayanI pratiSThA pU. padmavijaya ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM hatI. tenuM zikhara lagabhaga jamInathI 108 phUTa UMcuM che. prabhujInI pratiSThA karyA pachI zikhara upara dhajAdaMDa kaLazanI pratiSThAno vAsakSepa karavA mATe pUjyazrI ane narendrabhAI vidhikAraka zikhara upara kaLaza pAse gayA. tyAM banAvela besavAnAM sthAna upara pUjyazrI pAse narendrabhAI paNa beThA. vAsakSepano baTavo narendrabhAInA hAthamAM hato. guru bhagavaMte vAsakSepa dhajAdaMDa upara karyo. acAnaka te samaye lagabhaga 8 thI 10 phUTa lAMbo sarpa tyAM AvI pahoMcyo !!! nIce hajAro bhAvikoe harSollAsamAM A sarpane joyo. badhAM AnaMdamAM AvIne nAcavA lAgyA. pUjyazrIe jevo sarpa para vAsakSepa karyo te sAthe ja teo bebhAna thaI gayA. narendrabhAInA khoLAmAM temanuM mastaka AvI gayuM. lagabhaga eka phUTanA aMtare dharaNendra nAgadeva lapakArA mAratI jIbha sAthe birAjamAna hatA. narendrabhAIe navakAramaMtrano jApa cAlu karyo. 5 thI 7 miniTamAM gurU bhagavaMtane zAtA vaLI ane kaLa vaLatAM teo beThA thayA. narendrabhAIe tarata ja AMgaLInA IzArAthI sarpa | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 [8] Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ batAvyo ane teoe te tarapha vAsakSepa karyo. te sAthe ja dharaNendra nAgadeva saDasaDATa karatAM zikhara parathI nIcenI tarapha sarakavA lAgyAM ane pachI thoDI vAramAM ja adRzya thaI gayA. ghaNA badhAe A camatkAra najare joyela. zAstro kahe che ke pratiSThA vakhate samakitI devatAo vividha svarUpe sahAya kare che, hAjara thAya che. 7. samakitadeSTi sAMbhaLo re lola zrI kRSNanagara jaina saMghanA bhAvika zrAvaka ane sekreTarI evA ketanabhAI. dharmabhAvanA ati uttama. emanA keTalAka guNonI anumodanA karIe. (1) saMghano koI paNa caDAvo bole, AratIno hoya ke supanano hoya, caDAvAnA paisA pahelA jamA karAve. tyArabAda ja AratI ke supana utAre !!! kayAreka peDhI baMdha hoya tyAre paisA bharavA kayAM javuM? eTale pahelethI ja saMghanA copaDAmAM vadhArAnA paisA jamA karAvI rAkhe !! dharmanuM devu eka sekanDa paNa mAthe na joIe. ATalA varSomAM prAyaH prathama evA zrAvaka joyA, je peDhImAM vadhArAnA (uparanA) paisA jamA rAkhatA hoya. (2) saMghamAM koI paNa gurU bhagavaMta padhAre, vaMdana karavA to javAnuM ja paraMtu jinavANIzravaNa paNa karavAnuM. are kayAreka gurU bhagavaMta savAranI vAcanA ane 9 vAge, be vyAkhyAna rAkhe to baMnemAM Ave, bhAvathI sAMbhaLe. zAstromAM samakitI AtmAnuM lakSaNa batAvatA kahyuM che ke bhogI AtmAone jema devatAonA gIta-nRtya-saMgIta game tenA karatAM paNa samakitIne jinavANImAM vadhu AnaMda Ave. basa ketanabhAIne paNa sAMbhaLatA khUba AnaMda Ave ane sAthe moDhAnA bhAvo paNa evA ke saMbhaLAvanArane paNa khUba AnaMda Ave. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 rthi6 [ 9 ] Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (3) paryuSaNamAM ketanabhAI ane temanA pitAjIe ATha divasanA pauSadha karavAnA zarU karyA. 4 divasa to pUrA thaI gayA hatA. jovAnuM e che ke zrAvikAne 16 upavAsa cAlI rahyA hatA. 8 upavAsa pUrNa thayA hatA ne paryuSaNa cAlu thayA. AvI paristhitimAM koNa pauSadha kare? gharamAMthI putra ane potAnA bhAI paryuSaNa karavA bahAragAma AcAryazrI pAse gayA hatA. bhAIno dIkaro paryuSaNa karAvavA bahAragAma gayo hato. gharamAM koI saMbhALanAra na hovA chatAM pauSadha karyo!! (4) pAMcamA divase prabhu vIranuM pAraNuM ghare laI javAno caDAvo 45000 rU.mAM bolyA. ghare koNa saMbhALaze? ema nahi, dAdA badhuM ja saMbhALI leze. zrIkRSNanagaramAM pAraNuM ghare laI jatAM rastAmAM 200300 yuvAniyAo bhegA thAya ane khUba ullAsapUrvaka eka-doDha kalAka pharI lAbhArthInA ghare laI jAya. ATalA varSomAM Avo mAhola (pAraNuM ghare laI javAno) pahelI vAra jovA maLyo. kharekhara nIrakhavA jevo hato. ghare pAraNuM padharAvyuM ane AjubAjuvALA tathA sADhubhAIe badhuM saMbhALI lIdhuM.ketanabhAI mane pUchavA AvyA ke pUjyazrI zuM karuM? pauSadhamAM vadhu lAbha ke pauSadha sAMje pArI ghare pAraNuM laI gayA che tyAM rahevuM vadhu sAruM? lAbha vadhAre zemAM? meM kahyuM, "pAraNAmAM paNa lAbha to che ja, paraMtu pauSadhamAM aneka gaNo karmanirjarAno lAbha che." temaNe turaMta ja gurUvacana tahatti karyuM ane pauSadha cAlu rAkhyA. dhanya che AvA suzrAvakone ! 8. navakAra maMtra hai nyArA A pustakanI parIkSAmAM somAMthI so mArka meLavanArA paMktibena lakhe che ke eka vAra mArA pitAjIne ophisanA kAme koImbatura jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 kurNis [10] zii. 10. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ javAnuM thayuM. temanI ophisanI gADImAM badhAM javA mATe ravAnA thayAM. rastAmAM acAnaka temanI gADImAM paMcara paDyuM ane joyuM to koIke khIlIo rastA para nAkhI hatI. DrAIvara nIce Utaryo ane eTalAmAM AjubAjuthI guMDAo gADIne gherI vaLyAM. pitAjInI sAthe lagabhaga 5 thI 6 jaNAM hatAM. pitAjI vacce beThAM hatAM. temanI gADImAMthI eka ophisare sAme humalo karyo to tene khUba ja mAra mAryo. pitAjInI bIjI bAju beThelI vyaktine paNa khUba mArI ane e bhAI lagabhaga doDha mahinA sudhI komAmAM rahyAM. e vakhate mArA pitAjIe navakAra maMtrano jApa karavAno zarU karI dIdho. badhAnI pAsethI dareka prakAranI mAlamattA coroe corI lIdhI. paNa navakAra maMtranA pratApe mArA pitAjInI eka paNa vastu gaI na hatI ke nA to temane e guMDAoe hAtha aDADyo!!! e saMpUrNapaNe surakSita rahyAM ane TuMka samayamAM ja e guMDAo paNa pakaDAI gayAM hatAM. bhAvathI bolajo ke navakAra maMtra hai nyArA, jisane lAkho ko tArA." 9. dUrathI Avyo dAdA darizana dho. pagamAM pAMca phrekTara thayelA hatA ane pharIthI ekasIDanTa thayo. pagane plAsTara karIne gaLe bAMdhyo che. cha mahinA sudhI pATo kholavAnI DaoNkaTare nA pADI hatI. evA sAdhvI zrI zrataratnAzrIjI ma.jeo pU.A.zrI hemaprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA che. pAMca mahinA thayA pachI hAthathI cAlatA-cAlatA girivihArathI eka kalAke taLeTI pahoMcI beThA-beThA caityavaMdana karyuM. pachI dAdAnI yAtrA karavAnI bhAvanAthI dhIre dhIre upara caDhavAnuM cAlu karyuM. daDha vizvAsa sAthe che kalAke upara dAdAnA darabAre pahoMcyA. darzana karatA khUba raDyA. pachI, aMtaramAM phuraNA thaI ke uTha ubhI thA ane chaThTha karI sAta yAtrA [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8] 25 [11] Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ekaso ATha vAra kara! gaLe bAMdhelo paga choDyo. pachI ubhA thaI be kalAka sudhI stuti karI cAra kalAke cAlatA-cAlatA nIce AvyA ane tyArapachI 111 vAra covihAra chaTTa sAthe sAta yAtrA karI. jemAMthI keTalIka to navamA ane dasamA cAlu varSItapamAM karI ! 17 vAra 99 yAtrA ane navaTuMkanI 99 yAtrA be vAra karI che. 10. prasuti vakhate covihAro aTTama sarasvatIbena nAmanA zrAvikA. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, jinavANIzravaNAdi ArAdhanAo satata karatA. roja pAMca derAsara darzana karatA. saMtAnone paNa darzana karyA vagara khAvAnuM ApatA nahIM. sUtranI eka gAthA karyA vagara suvA na detA. A bahenane sAta-sAta dikarIo hatI. tema chatAM temanA patine putranI IcchA khUba hatI. saMjogavazAt A bahenane divaso rahyA. DIlIvarInA samaye A bahenane satata duHkhAvo rahetA DaoNkaTarane batAvatA DaoNkaTaroe AzA choDI dIdhela ane kahyuM ke kadAca mA ke putra bemAMthI ekanI ja jIMdagI bace tema che. tema chatAM A bahene manamAM nizcaya karyo ke "A mArA pArasa mArA potAnA" ane huM aTTamano tapa karUM! mAro aTTama sAce ja amane bacAvaze. teoe gurU mahArAja pAse jaI vaMdana karI, pacakhANa laIne vAsakSepa naMkhAvI aTTamano prAraMbha karyo. pahelo upavAsa covihAro karela. bIjA divase sIjharIMga karavuM paDeluM. sIjharIMga bAda putrano janma thayo ane bannenI (mAtA-putra) tabiyata sArI hatI eTale bIjA divase paNa covihAro upavAsa karyo hato ! aTTama uparanI zraddhAthI trIjo divasa paNa covihAra upavAsa karI pUro karyo ane cothA divase pAraNuM karela. tyAre DaoNkaTaro khUba ja | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 dvijha [12] Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ acaMbAmAM paDI gayA ke Ama kema banI zake ? chelle A bahena lagabhaga pAMca varSa komAnI jema bezudhdha avasthAmAM rahyA. chatAM temane jyAre koI paNa sUtra ke gAthA bolavAnuM kahetA tyAre AkhAne AkhA sUtro aNizudhdha bolatAM ! jo sUtra saMbhaLAvanArA koI sUtramAM bhUla kare ke azuddha bolatA to tarata ja dhyAna doratA ke ahIM tamoe bhUla karI che. Ama komAmaya jIvanamAM paNa teo potAnA dharmane sadA AgaLa rAkhI nityakrama mujaba manamAM svAdhyAya karI letA.. dhanya che jinazAsananI AvI zrAvikAone, dhanya che temanI tapa bhAvanAne, dhanya che temanI jJAnabhaktine. tamane keTalA sUtro AvaDe che te paNa jarA vicArazo. 11. kareMge yA mareMge, aThThaI karake raheMge vi.saM. 2064, vAsaNA comAsAmAM paryuSaNa pUrve saMghamAM sahune aDhAI karavAnI preraNA karI. nAnA bALakone paNa upavAsa tathA aThThaInI mahattA samajAvI eka sUtra zIkhavADyuM ke "kareMge yA mareMge, lekina aTTaI karake raheMge". - paryuSaNamAM 12 varSathI nIcenA Azare 20-22 bALakoe aI karI jemAM sauthI nAnI uMmaranI bAlikA hatI sADA cAra varSanI. jenuM nAma puSTi pratIkabhAI !! mULa to mAtA-pitAnA saMskAra khUba sArA. pU.A.zrI nararatnasUrijInI preraNA pAmI mAtA-pitA AyaMbilanI oLIo vAraMvAra karatA. be bALakIone dhArmika saMskAro khUba ApatA. aImAM paNa tenA bhAva vadhAryA. puSTi para phona Ave ane loko pUche ke ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM aThThaI thaze? ane te phonamAM ja kahetI ke "kareMge yA mareMge, lekina aI karake jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 ka [ 13] Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ raheMge." deva-gurUkapAe hiMmatathI raMgecaMge aTTaI pUrI karI. vaLI, Aso oLImAM prathama vAra nave divasa AyaMbila karyA! gurukulamamAM bhaNavA jAya tyAre operA AyaMbila khAte AyaMbila karavA jAya. badhA ene joI khUba anumodanA kare. gurukulamamAM zikSikAone gullA batAve ne kahe ke AvA masta gullA khAvA hoya to mArI joDe AyaMbila khAte cAlo ane AyaMbila karo! huM tamane AyaMbila sarasa karAvIza. badhA hasI paDe. aho Azcaryam !! 24-25 jAnyu.09nA divasomAM covihAra chaThTha karI sAta jAtrA paNa ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM raMgecaMge pUrNa karI !!! sAthe sAthe rastAmAM Azare 40 ArAdhakone utsAha pUrI yAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhAryA. dhanya che bAlikAne ane dhanya che tenA mAtA-pitAne! bhAvimAM A bAlikA jinazAsananI suzrAvikAthI AgaLa vadhI sAdhvIjI bane tevA AzIrvAda varasAvazo ne? 12. meM pApa karyA che evA jaina sosAyaTI saMghamAM zeSakALamAM Azare eka mahino rokAvAnuM thayuM. uttarAyaNa hamaNAM ja pUrI thaI hatI. eka divasa upAzrayanI bahAra jevo nIkaLyo ke rastA para eka samaDI jholA khAI rahI hatI. upara jAya, pAchI nIce Ave. eka kUtaro ene khAvA doDe ane samaDI UDIne thoDI upara jAya ke pAchI nIce Ave, kUtaro khAvA doDe ane pAchI bIjI bAju upara jAya. pahelA to kAMI samajAyu nahi. pachI khyAla Avyo ke samaDInI pAMkhamAM jhADamAM rahelI pataMganI dorI bharAI gaI hatI jethI ghAyala pAMkhothI vadhAre UDI zakatI na hatI. joDevALA zrAvakane vAta samajAvI. eNe mahenata karI | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 8i | 14] Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAMkhamAMthI dorI choDAvI. samaDI uDatI uDatI kayAMka jatI rahI. e ghAyala pAMkhonuM zuM thayu e to pachI khabara na paDI. hamaNAM ja zephAlImAM rokAyA tyAre uttarAyaNanA 15 divasa pachI jhADamAM phasAyelI dorImAM pahelA kAgaDo ane pachI samaDI bharAI gaI hatI, je pAchaLathI mAMDa bacAvI zakAyA hatA. vicAravAnuM e che ke ApaNI pataMganI majA e koIne mATe sajArUpa sAbita thatI hoya to AvI majA sArI ke kharAbaM? ghaNIvAra to raste janAra chokarAdinA gaLAmAM dorI AvI jAya ane gaLu kapAI jAya, chokaro marI jAya tevA paNa prasaMgo, chApAmAM Ave che. pataMga cagAvatAM ghaNAnI AMgaLIo cholAya che. potAnA AMgaLA ane bIjAnA gaLA kApI nAkhanArI pataMganI majA choDo to lAkha dhanyavAda ! pakSIonI juvAra ane pazuothI jIvadayAmAM lAkho kharcanArA have to jAgo !! ghaNA kharAne pataMga cagAvavA karatA kApavAmAM vadhu rasa paDe che. bIjAno kApe tyAre AnaMda Ave. AtmAmAM bIjA jIva pratye kaThoratAnA bhAva pedA karanAra AvI majA aneka bhavonI sajA ubhI kare emAM zuM navAI? uttarAyaNanA pataMgothI to bhAI tobA tobA ! vartamAnamAM aneka grupo AvA divasomAM pakSIo vigerene bacAvavA mATe cArebAju doDadhAma karatA hoya che. phona karatAMnI sAthe ja mAratI gADIe AvatA hoya che. aneka yuvAno paNa pataMga cagAvavAnuM ke agAzImAM majA karavAnuM choDI AvA jIvadayAnA grupomAM sAravAramAM joDAtA hoya che. zuM ApaNe paNa ApaNA vistAranA yuvAnonuM grupa banAvI A kArya nA karI zakIe? 13. navakArakuMbha che navanidhi kuMbha A pustakanI parIkSAmAM somAMthI so mArka meLavanArA pAlaDI, | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 5 8i [15] Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ amadAvAdamAM rahenArA Tivankalabena lakhe che ke huM 30 varSanI yuvatI chuM. lagabhaga doDha varSa pahelAM mane khabara paDI ke mArI banne kIDanI pheIla che. davA ane thoDA samaya pachI DAyAlIsIsa cAlu thayA. mane dAdarA caDha-utara karavAmAM takalIpha paDatI. saLaMga besavAnuM Ave to huM mAMDa 30 miniTa sudhI ja saLaMga besI zakatI hatI ane vadhAre cAlavAnuM to asaMbhava hatuM. davA-goLI temaja tabiyatanI asvasthatAnA kAraNe paryuSaNamAM paNa covihAra na thaI zakyA. eka divasa mArA patie temanA mitranA ghare navakArakuMbha lAvyAnI vAta karI. amane bannene amArA ghare paNa lAvavAnI IcchA thaI. Akhare e zubha divasa Avyo. huM mArA gharethI derAsara gADImAM gaI. pAchA AvatA mAthe kuMbha laIne cAlavA lAgI. derAsarathI ghara sudhI (lagabhaga 7 thI 10 minITa) cAlIne ja AvI. ghare gurUdeva padhAryA. temaNe 51 navakAravALI gaNavAnuM kahyuM. huM manamAM khUba ja udAsa thaI gaI. kAraNake saLaMga besI na zakAvAne kAraNe mArAthI e zakya na hatuM. paraMtu jApa cAlu thayA tyArathI eka ajabanI zakti vartAvA lAgI. 24 kalAkamAMthI lagabhaga 20 kalAka jeTaluM jAgIne besIne meM jApa karyA ane 58 navakAravALI pUrNa karI. lagabhaga 50 vakhata dAdara caDhavA utaravAnA thayA hatA ane covihAra paNa thayo. mArI mAtra 3 varSanI dIkarIe paNa covihAra karyo. gharanA sahu e divase mane joIne Azcaryacakita thaI gayA hatA ane A zakti kayAMthI AvI e ja prazna saunA manamAM hato. paNa mane samajAI gayuM ke A zakti mAtra ane mAtra dharmano camatkAra ja hato. 14. zraddhAe saryo camatkAra doDhaso varSa pUrve mAtara gAmamAM jezIMgabhAI kAlIdAsa [ #na Adarza prasaMgo-8] raSTi [16] 16 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jarIvAlA rahetA hatA. khUba zraddhALu. jIrNodhdhAra samaye pASANanI Azare 31 IMca jeTalI zrI sumatinAtha prabhunI pratimAjIne pratiSThA pUrve birAjamAna karavA mATe agIyAra-agIyAra mANasoe khUba mahenata karI paNa khaseDI nazakyA. jezIMgabhAI kahe ke lAvo huM prayatna karuM. prabhu pAse bhAvanA bhAvI, vinaMtI karI ane ekalA ja AkhI pratimA phUlanI jema UMcakI lIdhI!! aMte mULanAyaka zrI sumatinAtha dAdAnI pratiSThA suMdara rIte pUrNa thaI ane sthAne birAjamAna karyA. jezIMgabhAI pachIthI dozIvADAnI poLa, amadAvAda rahevA AvyA tyAre potAnuM ghara saMghane upAzraya tarIke arpaNa karyuM ! dhanya che dharmabhAvanAne !! dharmArAdhanAne, dharmazraddhAne!!! mAtaranA derAsaramAM pU.padmazrI sAdhvIjInI pratimA bharAvelI che jemano janma vi.saM. 1268 ane kALadharma 1298mAM thayo hato. 8 varSe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. mAtra 3 varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM temane prAyaH 700 ziSyA thaI hatI. jAva to darzana karajo hoM ! 15. pArzva kalikuMDa vaso mere manameM vaDodarAnA zrAvakane kensara thavAthI mota sAme dekhAvA lAgyuM. DaoNkaTaroe hAtha uMcA karyA. chevaTe zrI kalikuMDa pArzvanAtha prabhunuM zaraNa yAda Avyu. kalikuMDa AvI prabhunI 108 phUlothI pUjA karI, aTTamano tapa karyo. ekAgratAthI jApa zarU karyo. tapa ane jApanA prabhAve azAtA vedanIya karmo bhAgyA ane thoDA ja divasomAM rIporTo normala AvyA. kensara thayuM kensala. nAraNapurA, vijayanagaranA ramaNabhAI dharmapatnIne varSItapanuM pAraNuM pAlItANAmAM karAvI amadAvAda AvavA nIkaLyA, bagodarA pAse AvyA tyAre kalikuMDa dAdAnA darzanano vicAra Avyo. gADI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 % [ 17 ] Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e tarapha lIdhI, paraMtu karmodaye gADInA TAyaramAM paMcara paDyuM. bagodarA paMcara karAvI pAchA AvatA eka kalAka vItI gayo. vaLI pAchuM bIjA TAyaramAM paMcara paDyuM. covihAra Aje rahI jaze tema lAgatA kalikuMDa pArzvanAtha prabhune vinaMtI karI. acAnaka eka navI meTADora AvI ane temanI pAse ubhI rahI. ramaNabhAI ke parivAra kazuM bole e pahelAM DrAyavara kahe ke tamAre kalikuMDa javAnuM che eTale mArI gADImAM besI jAva. 10-12 jaNa gADImAM besI gayA. kalikuMDa jinAlaye pahoMcyA ne gADI kyAM jatI rahI kAMI khabara na paDI. koNa haze e gADIvALo? ene kevI rIte khabara paDI ke Amane kalikuMDa javuM che? koNe mokalyo haze ene? vartamAnamAM dAdAnA adhiSThAyako jAgRta che eno A paraco. 65 varSanA eka zrAvikA kalikuMDa upadhAna karavA nIkaLyA. esa.TI.vALAe dhoLakA cAra raste utArI dIdhA. kapaDAnI bega ucakavAmAM bhAre. have dAdA sudhI kema pahoMcavuM? aMdhAruM thavA mAMDyuM hatu. zrAvikAe kalikuMDa pArzvanAtha dAdAne yAda karyA, jApa cAlu karyo ane ajANyo skUTara savAra Avyo ane kahyuM ke lAvo mane bega Apo !! bega ApI bena skUTara para beThA. tIrthanA daravAje sAmAna sAthe benane utAryA. bega nIce mUkI AbhAra mAnavA uce juve to skUTara sahita skUTaravALo gAyaba! koNa AvyuM haze? Apattine paNa saMpattimAM pheravanArA, azakyane paNa zakya banAvanArA, vidanone haranArA zrI kalikuMDa pArtha prabhuno jaya ho ! 16. jinakI pratimA ItanI suMdara bhAratanA aneka jaino videzomAM jaIne vasyA che. keTalIya jagyAe derAsaro baMdhAyA che. mAtra eka amerikAmAM 60 thI 65 [+ja Adarza prasaMgo-8] (r) 5 [18] Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina saMgho banyA che. zikAgomAM zrI mahAvIra svAmI ane zrI pArthaprabhu mULanAyaka tarIke birAjamAna karyA che. ghaNI vAra pUjAo bhaNAvAya che. mahinAnA be ravivAra pAThazALA cAle che jemAM doDha kalAkanA alaga alaga nava vargomAM 400 vidyArthIo Ave che. saMvatsarI pratikramaNamAM 1800 jeTalA bhAviko ubharAya che. mAtra eka moTI khAmI che, gurUbhagavaMtanI gerahAjarI. eTale ja videza na javuM sAruM. paraMtu janArAoe ATalo dharma sAcavyo tenI anumodanA ! yu.ke., osTreliyA, AphrikA vageremAM paNa jaina derAsaro banyA che. aneka ajaino paNa je vItarAga prabhunA dharmanI ArAdhanA kare che, te prabhu maLyA pachI eTaluM nakkI karajo ke karoDapati banavuM che ke karoDo karoDapatio jene name che tevA prabhu banavuM che? 10. prabhu mAtA tu jagatanI mAtA vi.saM. 2062mAM DoMbivalI cAturmAsa thayuM. zrA.su.3 nA divase zrI sImaMdharasvAmI prabhunuM janma kalyANaka ujavavAno kAryakrama saMghe rAkhyo hato. AgalA divasomAM mAtA-pitA banavAno caDAvo bolAyo. vadhatAM vadhatAM taralAbena rU. 9500 bolyA paraMtu bIjA mInAbena rU.10,000bolyA ane caDAvo temaNe lIdho. kAryakramanA AgalA divase mInAbena aMtarAya (ema.sI.) mAM AvyA. khUba raDyA ke Avo mAtA banavAno lAbha mAro gayo. chevaTe taralAbenane jaNAvyuM ke tame mAtA banajo, paisA huM bharIza. taralAbenane samAcAra maLatA manano moralo nAcI uThyo. pote rU.10,000 pUrA bharI kAryakramamAM mAtA banyA. Azare 800-900 jeTalA puNyazALIoe janmotsavamAM lAbha lIdho. kAryakrama pUrNa thayA bAda turaMta ja taralAbena mArI pAse AvyA. kahe ke mahArAjajI! hamaNAM ne hamaNAM mane dIkSA | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 %i [19] Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apo, mAre dIkSA ja levI che. tame zrAvakane ane baMne chokarAne samajAvo, e hA pADe eTale huM dIkSA laI lauM!!! khUba bhAvAvezamAM AvelA taralAbenane mAMDa samajAvyA, "hamaNA sAdhvIjI bha. pAse thoDoka samaya raho, cAturmAsa pUrNa thaze eTale dIkSAnuM nakkI karIzuM." mAMDa mAMDa mAnyA. bhUtakALamAM utarIe to A taralAbena mULa vaiSNava kuTuMbanA. jaina kuLamAM lagna thayA. chellA 3-4 varSathI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA saMparkamAM AvyA, mAsakSamaNano tapa karyo. comAsAmAM paNa 16 upavAsanI ArAdhanA karI ane pAraNuM paryuSaNanA thoDA divasa pachI thayuM. ajaina kuLamAM janma hovA chatAM jaina dharmanA prabhAve tapathI mAMDI Aje dIkSAnA bhAva sudhI pahoMcyA !! A ja kAryakramamAM zakrendrano caDAvo lenArA atulabhAIe paryuSaNamAM AThe divasa maunapUrvaka aThThAInI ArAdhanA karI. sAthe sAthe AThe divasanI kriyAo tathA saMpUrNa jinavANIzravaNanI ArAdhanA karI hatI. zAstrakAroe pharamAvyuM che ke yogya jIvone dharma khUba lAbha kare. ajaina kuLanA A zrAvikA prabhunI mAtA banyA bAda SayanI mAtA (sAdhvIjI) banavA taiyAra thayA. dhanyavAda che jinazAsananA caDAvAnI paraMparAne! tame paNa evI bhAvanA bhAvo ke prabhunA mAtApitA, kumArapALa rAjA jevA koIka caDAvAno lAbha bhAvapUrvaka laIe ane temanA jevA saguNo ApaNAmAM paNa Ave. 18. guptadAna e uttamadAna vAsaNAnA e punyazALInA parivArajanoe varSo pUrve upAzrayamAM dAnano lAbha lIdho hovAthI saMghe upAzraya upara nAma [+na Adarza prasaMgonTa ka I 5 [20] Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lagAvyuM hatuM. punyazALIe saMghamAM arajI ApI ke amAruM nAma upAzraya parathI kADhI nAkhavuM !! bhale paisA amArA parivAre ApyA hoya. amAre nAma nathI joItuM. prabhunI peDhImAM amAre nAma vagara ja lAbha levo che. solA pAse eka punyazALIe svadravyathI derAsara banAveluM hovA chatAM AkhA derAsaramAM nAmanI takatI kyAMya rAthI nathI. are nAmano ullekha paNa nathI. - kalikALamAM jyAre cAre bAju nAma mATe loko lAkho ApavA taiyAra ane nAma na Avatu hoya to rU. 100 paNa nahi evA anekonI vacce paNa AvA dAnavIrone dhanyavAda che ke jene nAmanI paDI nathI. pAlitANA A.ka.peDhImAM varSo pUrvenA bAkI rahelA caDAvAnA Azare rU.1 karoDa eka bhAvike nAma ApyA vagara bharI dIdhAM. sAdharmikone gharamAM anAja vigere koNe mokalAvyuM te khabara paNa na paDe te rIte ApanArA dAtAo Aje paNa DhagalAbaMdha paDyA che. guptadAna e AtmAne vadhu lAbha karanArUM, mUccha nAza karanArUM che. cAlo, ApaNe saMkalpa karIe ke havethI zakya teTalu dAna gupta rIte ja, nAma vagara ja karavAno prayatna karIzuM. nAma lakhAvavuM paDe to eka suzrAvaka taraphathI, eka prabhubhakta taraphathI ema lakhAvI zakAya. 19. amane amArA prabhujI pyArA che pATaNamAM zrI paMcAsarA pArzvanAthanI najIkamAM khaDAkhoTaDInA pADAmAM saMgrAmasiMha sonIe bAvana jInAlaya baMdhAveluM che. temAM zrI saMprati mahArAjAe bharAvela mahA camatkArI zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI palAMThImAM savA maNa cokhA samAya che evI kahevata varSo junI che. sA.sulAzrIjI ma.nI nizrAmAM, sA. saumyayazAzrIjI | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 [21] Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ma. nI preraNAthI bhAdaravA vada amAsa tA.16-9-1993ne gurUvAranA roja saMdha samakSa prabhujInI paloMThImAM AnaMda ullAsathI bhakti dhUna sAthe savA maNa cokhA bharavAmAM AvyA hatA tyArathI doDha divasa sudhI zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha, zrI kuMthunAtha tathA zrI munisuvrata svAmI e traNeya bhagavAnane satata amIjharaNA thayAM hatA !! jenA darzana karavA pATaNanA hajAro jaina ane jainetaro bhaktithI umaTyA hatA. savA maNa cokhA bharavAno lAbha zrI viThThaladAsa gulAbacaMdabhAIe lIdho hato. 20. tapa tapo bhavi bhAvazuM surendranagaranA nivAsI surezabhAI, uM.pa8. hAlamAM muMbaI mATuMgAmAM rahe che. ATha thI daza vAra prabhu pratimAjIo bharAvI che. covihAra chaTThathI zatruMjayanI sAta yAtrA pa thI adhika vAra karI che karI rahyA che. keTalIkavAra to bhara unALAmAM paNa karI che. eka vAra covihAra chaThThathI sAta jAtrA bAda pAraNuM karyA vagara ja bIjA aDhAra upavAsa sAthe kula vIsa upavAsa karyA. vIsarathAnakanI badhI ja oLI saLaMga 20-20 upavAsa sAthe karI ! temAM paNa zrI gautamasvAmInI oLImAM saLaMga 40 upavAsanI ArAdhanA karI hatI !! saLaMga parva AyaMbila paNa karyA. daza varSa pUrve 70 upavAsa karelA ! traNavAra mArAkSamaNa karyA !! atyAre zrI mahAvIra svAmInA 229 chaThThuM cAlu che. pAraNAmAM paNa lolupatA vagara je maLe te calAvavA taiyAra che. caudasa-pUnama chada karI pAlItANA jAtrA karavA jAya, ama karIbesatA mahine zaMkhezvara jAya. sAthe gurUvaiyAvacca, sAdharmika bhakti vigere aneka kAmo kare che. temane pU.A.zrI azokacaMdrasUri para khUba zraddhA hatI. pU.zrIne gurU mAnatA hatA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 22 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ borIvalInA rAjubhAI paNa AvA ajoDa taparavI che. saLaMga 20-20 upavAsa sAthe vIzasthAnaka tapa karyo ane chelle traNa obI saLaMga, upara ATha upavAsa sAthe aDasaTha upavAsanI ArAdhanA karI hatI. ATalA upavAsomAM paNa gurU bhagavaMta na hoya to saMghane ekabe kalAka dharma samajAvatA, saMbhaLAvatA. zAhanI baMne oLI svadravyathI gharamAM ghaNAne karAve. jayaNA ane jIvadayA khUba pALe. deva-gurUnI ahIM paNa khUba. dhanya che AvA tapasvIone 21. sImaMdhara teDA mokale uMdarAnA vatanI manojabhAI nAnapaNathI khUba ja dharmiSTha hatA. 11 varSanI nAnI uMmare pa.pU.A. zrI hemaprabhasUrI ma.sA. pAse dIkSA lIdhI.nAma paDyuM muktinilaya vi.ma.sA. koIka pUrvabhavanA aMtarAyone lIdhe dIvA bAda temanI tabiyata khUba ja bagaDI. DaoNkaTaroe paNa AzA choDI dIdhI hatI. evAmAM eka divasa rAtre temaNe svapramAM zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne dezanA ApatA joyAM ane joyuM ke pote paNa dezanA sAMbhaLI rahyA che. muktinilaya ma.sA.e savAre temanA gurU pAse zrI sImaMdharasvAmInA samavasaraNanuM varNana karyuM. ATalI nAnI uMmara ane mahAvideha kSetranI pUrepUrI jANa paNa na hovA chatAM bAlamunine tenuM varNana karatAM sAMbhaLIne gurU ma.sA. paNa khuda Azcaryacakita thaI gayA. ghaTanA bAda turaMta te saMpUrNa sAjA thaI gayA. hAlamAM prAyaH temano dIkSA paryAya 27 varSano che ane temane upasargo hAlamAM paNa thAya che. paraMtu zrI sImaMdhara dAdAnI eTalI badhI kRpA che ke upasarga thatAM pahelAM temane teno saMketa maLe. upasarga samaye jApanA prabhAve devatA AvIne jApa Ape. te jApa karavAthI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 23 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khUba sAru thaI jAya. prArthanA samAja, muMbaImAM tabiyata bagaDI tyAre ame najIkamAM hatA. rAtorAta jApanA prabhAve khUba sAru thaI gayuM. bIjA divase to pATa parathI vyAkhyAna ApyuM. kahevAya che ke teo avAranavAra manathI mahAvideha kSetramAM zrI sImaMdharasvAmInI dezanA sAMbhaLe che. ApaNe paNa prabhune prArthanA karIe ke "mane Avato bhava evo Apaje, janma mahAvidehamAM hoya' 22.gurUmUrtimAMthI amIjharaNAM vi.saM. 203, a.va.5nA roja pU.gacchAdhipati A. zrI subodhasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kALadharma pAmyA tyAre mahuDI tIrthamAM temanI pAlakhI laI gayA hatA. pU.zrInI pAlakhI amadAvAdathI bapore 3-30 vAge nIkaLI. barAbara te ja samaye temanA dAdA gurU, mahuDI tIrthanA preraNAdAtA A.bha.zrImad budhdhisAgarasUrIjI ma.sA.nI derImAM rahelI mUrtinI AMkhomAMthI apravAha zarU thayelo ke je Azare 5000 mANasoe anubhavyo hato ane A pravAha aDadho kalAka cAlu rahela. koI paNa gurUmUrtimAMthI amIjharaNAM thayA hoya ane te paNa ATalA lAMbA samaya sudhI, Avo camatkAra bhAgyeja kayAreka banyo haze. pAlakhI AvatAMnI sAthe mahuDImAM varasAda paNa zarU thaI gayo hato. 23. jisane lAkho ko tArA vAsaNA, amadAvAdanA jayazrIbena lakhe che ke mArA pitAne Turano dhaMdho hato. eka vAra ratalAmathI nAgezvarano yAtrA pravAsa hato. pahelI ja vAra nAgezvaranI yAtrAe jatA hovAthI vacce rasto bhUlI gayA. koI dekhAya nahi. tyAre koI ajANyo mANasa Avyo. rasto jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 24 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ batAvyo ane te pramANe AgaLa jatAM nadI kinAre AvIne ubhA rahyA. ajANyA mANase kahyuM "sAme kinAre nAgezvara che". pANI nadImAM bahu ja hatuM. DrAIvara gADI laI javAnI nA pADe. badhAe ka ke pANI uMDu hoya to nA laI jatA. te jovA DrAIvara, mArA pitAjI, bIjA be-traNa mANasa nIce utaryA. adhavacce pArTImAM gayA ane bIjI bAju basamAM badhAye navakAranI dhUna cAlu karI. tyAM to evo camatkAra dharyo ke basa to sIdhI sAme kinAre jaIne ubhI rahI!!! DrAIvara to gADI calAvato na hato.' je rasto batAvatAM hatAM te paNa adrazya thaI gayA. Who is he ? thoDA varSo pUrve eka bhAgyazALIne cAmaDIno cepI roga lAgyo. zarIra para phoDalA para phoDalA thaI gayA. lAkhomAM bhAgye ja koIne A roga thAya ane e paNa jIva laIne jaMpe. eka zrAvake 1 lAkha navakAranA jApa karavAnuM kahyuM ane jApa pUrNa thatAnI sAthe ja roga gayo. rIporTo normala AvyA. 24. gAje gAje che mahAvIranuM zAsana gAje che vAsaNA, navakAra saMdhamAM malabAra hIla phleTamAM ni rahe che. janmathI ja rAtribhojana ane abhayano tyAga. 8,16,17 upavAsa, vardhamAna tapano pAyo, covihAro chaThTha karI sAta yAtrA karela che. uMmara 26 varSanI che. gayA varSe varSItapa cAlu hato tyAre paryuSaNa parva samaye 32 upavAsa karyAM ane pAro varSItapa cAlu rAkhyo. varSItapanA pAraNA pUrve sidhdhitapa karyo. jemAM 43 divasamAM 36 upavAsa karyA. dhArmika abhyAsa kare che. dIkSAnI bhAvanA to kharI ja. A varSe saLaMga 70 upavAsa sAthe pAlItANAmAM 108 jAtrA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 25 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ po.su.10nA divase pUrNa karI deva-gurUkRpAthI ATalA upavAsa karavA chatAM nabaLAI na lAge, moDhAnuM teja vadhatuM jAya, apramattapaNe ArAdhanA kare. ATalA upavAsamAM paramAtmA samakSa maMdodarInI jema be kalAka nRtya-bhakti karatA. koNa kahe che ke A pAMcamo Aro cAle che? thalateja, amadAvAda sthita nimeSabhAIe mAtra chatrIsa divasamAM 99 yAtrA pUrNa karI jemAM prathama pAMca covihAra chaThTha karI sAta-sAta yAtrA, tyAra bAda eka covihArA chaThThamAM ATha yAtrA, tyAra bAda pAMca covihArA chaTTamAM nava-nava yAtrA karI. bAkInI jAtrA covihArA aTTamamAM pUrNa karI. A ja bhAgyazALIe pUrve tapasvI samrATa pU.A.zrI himAMzusUrijInA AyaMbilavALA be saMghomAMthI zatruMjayanA saMghamAM aThThaI sAthe cAlIne jAtrA karI hatI ane giranAranA saMghamAM nava upavAsa sAthe jAtrA karI hatI. chellAM varSomAM vAnagInI jema devanI divAnagImAM paNa aneka verAyaTIo bahAra paDI rahI che. zuM tame eno TesTa cAkhyo che? AjathI prAyaH 4 varSa pUrve malADa, denAbeMka saMghamAM pU.paM.zrI yazobhUSaNa vi.gaNie comAsu karyuM. ekavaDiyo bAMdho, hADakA dekhAya evuM zarIra. Aso oLInA 9 AyaMbilanA pAraNe sidhdhitapanI zarUAta karI. jemAM sAtama-AThamI bArI bhegI karI paMdara upavAsa saLaMga karyA. hajI tapanA bhAvomAM vRdhdhi thatA pAraNu karavAne badale upara bIjA soLa upavAsa karI 31 upavAsa pUrA karyA. mA.suda pUname pAraNu karyuM. mAsakSamaNamAM saMpUrNapaNe mauna, jApa ane satata svAdhyAyanI apramattapaNe dhUna lagAvI. pharI puchuM chuM ke zuM A cotho Aro to nathI ne? [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 nI [21] Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 25. ajenanI gurUbhaktiA bhAga-7mAM thANA-DoMbivalI vihAramAM pATIlanA baMgalAmAM gurU bhagavaMtanA utArA mATeno prasaMga naM.29 lakhyo che. A ja ajaina pATIle gharanI joDe ja svadravyathI vihAradhAma A varSe navuM banAvyuM. jethI gurUbhagavaMtono satata lAbha maLato rahe. 26. karaNAdeSTi kIdhI sevaka upara suratamAM aciMtyaprabhAvI zrI sahastraphaNA pArzvanAtha prabhu birAje che. ema kahevAya che ke saLaMga cha mahinA je emanA darzana kare tenA manovAMchita pUrA thAya che. prabhunA darzana to prabhAvazALI che ja paNa prabhunA nAmano jApa paNa, keTalo prabhAvazALI che te ahIM joIzuM. thoDAka varSa pUrve eka sAdhvIjI bha.ne AMkhe dekhAtu ghaTatuM gayu ane chevaTe dekhAtuM baMdha thaI gayuM. DaoNkaTare rIporTo parathI kahyuM ke AMkhanI nasa 25 TakA sUkAI gaI che. be-traNa DaoNkaTarono abhiprAya letA temaNe paNa A ja vAta karI. AMkhanI kasarata mATe bapore bAra vAge hospiTalamAM AvavAnuM kahyuM. sAdhvIjIe IlekaTrIkanI virAdhanA thI bacavA nA pADI. zrI sahastraphaNA pArzvanAtha prabhuno jApa ane tapa zarU karyA. dazamA divase upavAsa hato. bhAvapUrvaka vinaMtI karI ke he dAdA ! tuM sAruM nahIM kare to IlekaTrIkanI virAdhanA karavI paDaze. khUba raDatAM-raDatAM AMkhamAMthI DahoLu pANI nIkaLyuM ane AMkhothI bahAranuM badhu cokhkhuM dekhAvA mAMDyuM. dAdAe oparezana karI nAkhyuM. bApajI ma.sA.nA eka sAdhvIjIne vAMsAmAM pAchaLa gAMTha nIkaLelI. karoDarajjunA madhya bhAge moTI rasoLI thaI. sUvAmAM takalIpha paDe ane du:khe. pU.AcAryazrIe AyaMbilanI oLI ane sahastraphaNA zrI pArzvanAthaprabhunA jApa karavAnI preraNA karI. jApano [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8] %i [ 27] Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAsakSepa rasoLI para lagAvatA. dasamA divase rasoLI maTI gaI. samAdhi ane sukhadAyaka, sahastragaNA nAma dhAraka zrI sahastraphaNA pArthaprabhune ghaNI khammA !!! 20. TrasTIonI gurUbhakti muMbaI, marInaDrAIva, pATaNa cAlanA saMghamAM vi.saM.2057mAM comAsu karavAnuM thayuM. comAsAmAM TrasTIoe vinaMtI karI ke pUjya zrI ! Apane koI projekTamAM rakamanI vizeSa jarUriyAta lAgatI hoya to jaNAvo. te pramANe saMghamAM phaMDa karAvI ame lAbha laIzuM. gurUdeve jaNAvyuM ke tamArI bhAvanA suMdara che, paraMtu mAro koI projekTa nathI. chatAM eka pustakathI ghaNAne lAbha thAya che. e pustaka sastu apAya to ghaNA kharIdI vAMcI svaparahita kare. A vicArIne saMghamAM vAta mUkazo. jaina Adarza prasaMgo copaDInA bhAgo chapAvavAnA che. temAM saujanyano lAbha levo hoya to vicArazo. mahendrabhAI, araviMdabhAI vi.TrasTIoe jAte mahenata karI 45000 rU. jeTaluM phaMDa bheguM karyuM ane A copaDImAM lAbha lIdho. saMghane cAturmAsanI ArAdhanA karAvI upakAra karanAra gurUbhagavaMtonI zAsanaprabhAvanAnI yojanAomAM AvA uttama TrasTIo ullAsabhera lAbha le che tenI anumodanA. 28. jIvarakSAthI zarIrarakSA eka zrAvakane zarIranI cAmaDIno raMga khUba badalAI gayo hato. ghaNI davAo karI. phera na paDyo. nokarImAMthI nivRtta thayA pachI jIvadayA, anukaMpAnuM kArya zarU karyuM. dara ravivAre garIbone khIcaDI, kutarAne lADavA, gAyone ghAsa nAkhavuM, vigere kAryo zarU | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 Mi | 28 ] Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karyA. dAnavIro dAna ApI jatA ane vyavasthA pote karatA. jIvadayAnA A kAryanA prabhAve moDhA paranA DAgha jatA rahyA ane cAmaDI cokhkhI thaI gaI! prabhu kahe che ke jIvahiMsAthI baMdhAyelA pAponA prabhAve bhAvimAM rogIpaNuM vigere du:kho Ave che, jayAre jIvadayAnA pAlanathI baMdhAyelA puNyanA prabhAve bhAvimAM nirogIpaNu vigere sukho maLe che. hajAro vAMdarA ane sasalA paranA prayogorUpI jIvahiMsA pachI banAvAtI elopethI davAo bhayaMkara pApo baMdhAvI bhAvimAM bhayaMkara du:kho Apaze. jagatamAM kahevAya che ke davA karatAM duA caDe. cAlo, saMkalpa karIe ke jIvadayAne jANI vadhumAM vadhu jIvonI rakSA karavAno prayatna karazuM. eTale ja sajhAyamAM kahyuM che. "jIvadayA dharma sAra, jehathI lahIe bhavano pAra." 29. dhanya che saMghabhaktine vi.saM. 2055nA vaDodarAnA comAsA bAda zrI aNastu tIrthano cha'rIpAlita saMgha nIkaLyo. tyAMthI vihAra karatA bharUca, zrImALI poLa rokAvAnuM thayuM. sAMjanA samaye eka ajANyA puNyazALI borDa para gurU padharAmaNInA samAcAra vAMcIne maLavA AvyA. vejalapuranA hatA. tyAMthI 2 ki.mI. dUra thAya. puNyazALIe vinaMtI karI ke pUjyazrI ! amArA vejalapuramAM Apa padhAro to badhAne lAbha maLe. gurUdeve pUchatAM Azare cAlIsa gharano saMgha hato. gurUdeva kahe ke tamArI bhAvanA uttama che. kadAca AvatIkAle ame AvIe paNa atyAre rAta paDI. lokone vyAkhyAnAdinA samAcAra kevI rIte pahoMce? ghaNA saMghomAM 400 gharomAM 40 jaNa paNa pUrA nathI AvatA to tamAre tyAM 40 gharamAM acAnaka borDa para lakho to koNa Ave? jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 29 Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ puNyazALI kahe, "pUjya zrI ! Apa ciMtA na karo. huM rAtre badhA gharomAM jaIne AvatIkAlanA vyAkhyAnanuM kahI AvIza. borDa para moTA akSaromAM lakhAvIza. Apa padhArazo to ghaNAne lAbha maLaze. 80-100 bhAgyazALIo avazya Avaze. emanI khUba bhAvanA joI gurUdeve hA pADI. Ama to surata tarapha vihAra karI abhyAsa mATe pahoMcavAnuM hatuM, paNa bhAvikonA bhAva gurUbhagavaMtonA hRdaya sudhI avazya pahoMcatA hoya che. bIje divase ame vejalapura gayA. kharekhara Azcarya! vyAkhyAna mAM 80-1OO bhAgyazALIoe lAbha lIdho. jo A puNyazALI vinaMtI karavA na AvyA hota to saMghanA bhAvikone lAbha na maLata. vinaMtI karavAthI pacIsamA tIrthaMkara samAna zrI saMghane jinavANI zravaNa jevI viziSTa ArAdhanA karAvavAno lAbha A puNyazALIne maLyo. vyAkhyAnanI sAmethI vinaMtI karanAra ghaNAM ochA hoya che !! AvA uttama dharmapremIonI khUba khUba anumodanA. tyArabAda ame vihAra karI surata tarapha AgaLa vadhyA ane 4-5 divasanA vihAra bAda rAtre 11 vAge vejalapuranA 4-5 zrAvako amane zodhatA zodhatA AvyA. kahe ke amAre tyAM Apa comAsAno lAbha Apo. amAre surata tarapha javAnuM hatuM. eTale nA pADavI paDI paraMtu kIdhuM ke tamAro ATalo utsAha jANIne bhaviSyamAM AvavAnuM thaze tyAre khyAlamAM rAkhazuM. 8 varSa bAda bharUca gayA tyAre khAsa vejalapura paNa gayA ja. TrasTIo, kAryakartAo, ArAdhako paNa saMkalpa kare ke saMghanI ArAdhanAo mATe ame jAgRta rahIzuM, gurUbhagavaMtone vinaMtI karazu ane saMghamAM padhArela gurUbhagavaMtano vadhumAM vadhu lAbha laIzu. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 ki [ 30] Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30. jinAjJApAlana ja sukhadAyaka amadAvAda, rAjagArDana phaleTamAM rahenArA kalpalatAbena rAjA, lakhe che ke mAre potAne prabhukRpAthI traNa saMtAna che. temAM sauthI moTA saMtAna zrIpAlanuM AkhuM zarIra AjathI barAbara 13varSa pahelAM eTale jyAre tenI uMmara mAtra 21 varSanI hatI tyAre acAnaka jakaDAI gayuM. kaMI karatA kaMI khabara na paDe. zuM karavuM, zuM na karavuM? na cAlI zake, na besI zake, ke na ubho rahI zake. amadAvAdanA moTAmAM moTA DaoNkaTarone batAvavAmAM AvyuM ane saMdhivAnuM nidAna thayuM. jemAM zarIranA tamAma sAMdhA jakaDAI jAya, sAMdhA vaccenI cIkAza sukAI jAya, divase ne divase zarIra ogaLatuM jAya. himoglobIna ghaTIne 6 TakA sudhI thaI gayuM. khUba ja dharmISTha evA mArA suputrane dharma uparathI zradhdhA uThI gaI. enA magajamAM dharmIne tyAM ja dhADa paDe evA vicAroe sthAna majabUta karavA mAMDyuM. jeNe jIvanamAM kayAreya kaMdamuLa ke koI abhakSya vastu vAparI na hatI, te dikaro DaoNkaTaronA kahevAthI bITa, gAjara, muLA, lasaNa vagere abhakSya vastuonuM sevana karato thayo. jate divase paristhiti vadhu bagaDatI gaI. 67 kilonuM vajana ghaTIne 41 kilo sudhI AvI gayuM. saMDAsa-bAtharUma paNa pathArImAM karavA paDe. zarIra AkhuM sthaLa jevuM banI gayuM. moDhAnuM nUra khalAsa thaI gayuM. pAMjarApoLanA upAzraye bIrAjamAna pU.A.bha.zrI prabodhacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne khabara paDI ke dhanAsuthAranI poLavALA cInubhAI bhagatanA pautra zrIpAla rAjAne koI bhayaMkara bImArI lAgI che. A vAta maLatAMnI sAthe ja bIje divase comAsI caudasa hovA chatAM pU.zrI savAre 6 vAge amArA nivAsasthAne padhAryA ane zrIpAla jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 ddhine cha [ 31 | Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAse AvyA! vAsakSepa nAMkhyo, mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM ane hitazikSA ApI ke karmo to prabhu vIrane tIrthaMkaranA bhavamAM bhogavavA paDyA che to tArI ne mArI zI visAta? ghoDA vege AveluM karma kIDIvege jaze. bhayaMkara prakAranuM karma je kareluM te udayamAM AvyuM che. have temAM paNa abhakSya khAI, ArtadhyAna karIne tenA karatA paNa ati bhaMyakara koTinuM navuM karma bAMdhIne kayAM javuM che? AjathI nakkI kara ke mAre koI paNa prakAranA abhakSya dravyothI mArA zarIrane abhaDAvavuM nathI. kadAca tuM AvA abhakSya dravyo na khAya to zuM thaze? basa gurUbhagavaMtanA pavitra vacanoe zuM kamAla karI ! zrIpAlanA hRdayamAM te vacanoe rAmabANa asara karI! te divasathI tamAma prakAranA abhakSya dravyono tyAga karyo ane gharamAM badhAne jaNAvI dIdhuM ke AvA koI paNa prakAranA abhakSya dravyo lAvazo nahIM ane mane Apazo nahIM!! kadAca atyAre mArI zudhdhatA che paraMtu paristhiti bagaDe to paNa mArI ajANa dazAmAM AvA abhakSya dravyo ApI mArA zarIrane abhaDAvazo nahIM. pachI... koNa jANe zuM camatkAra thayo!! te divasa pachI roja divase divase paristhiti sudharatI gaI. himoglobIna je cha TakA hatuM mAtra 2 mahInAmAM 9 TakA thayuM. je pathArI vaza thaI gayo to tenA badale dhIme dhIme badhu ja potAnI jAte karato thayo. 12 mahinAmAM 60 TakA sudhAro jaNAyo ane Aje to sudharatA sudharatA lagabhaga 85 TakA sudhI sAro svastha banyo che!! je dIkaro saMpUrNa pathArIvaza banI gayo hato te ja dIkarAe gayA varSe covihAra chaThTha karIne girirAja nI eka yAtrA caDhIne karI. Aje gADI, skuTara badhu ja calAve che. operAmAM ame rokAyA tyAre mauna ekAdazIe aTTamano tapa paNa karyo hato! prabhue batAvelI vAto Aje paNa sAkSAtu anekanuM kalyANa jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 % [ 32] Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kare che, sukha Ape che te vAta AvA prasaMgo sAMbhaLI, vAMcI ApaNane samajAtI hoya to AjathI ja nakkI karo ke zakya teTalI vadhumAM vadhu jinAjJAnuM pAlana karavAno prayatna karazuM. 31. navakArakuMbhano prabhAva amadAvAda mRdaMga, vAsaNAnA vanitAbena ghare ghare pharato navakArakuMbha lAvyA. vi.saM. 2064nA cAturmAsamAM mRdaMga saMghamAM A kuMbha samakSa 45 lAkha navakAranI ArAdhanA thaI hatI. vanitAbena-nA ghare paNa 108 bAMdhI navakAravALInA badale akhaMDa jApa sAthe 650 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNAI. pote bapore ekAgratApUrvaka jApa karatA hatA tyAre paherelA kapaDAMnA eka cheDe vAsakSepa ane lAla kaMku paDyuM! paNa dhyAna na hatuM. 2-3 kalAke jApa pUro karyo ane kaMku, vAsakSepa joyA paNa vicAryuM ke DAgha haze. vaLI, savAre traNa vAge jApa karatA pharI vAsakSepa ane kaMku AvyuM. thoDA divaso bAda dhIme dhIme e badhu jatu rahyuM, mAtra tenA DAgha dekhAya che. A ja zrAvikAbena skUTara para operA pAsethI jatA hatA. manamAM navakAra jApa cAlu hato. acAnaka sAmethI skUTara athaDAyuM. pAMca phuTadUra phleTanI pALIe athaDAyA. gharavALA sahue gabharAIne mAthA sahitanA rIporTo karAvyA paraMtu badhu ja normala AvyuM. vizeSa koI IjA thaI nahotI!! vi.saM. 2063 kRSNanagara comAsAmAM navakArakuMbha samakSa 1 karoDathI adhika navakAramaMtranA jApa thayA tyAre paNa eka puNyazALInA ghare amIjharaNA thayA hatA. AkhI cAdara bhInI thaI gaI. dorI para laTakAvyA pachI paNa aDadho eka kalAka satata amI jharatAM hatAM ! chevaTe lapeTIne mUkI dIdhA bAda baMdha thayA. [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 [33] Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32. dharmI kuTuMba te sukhI kuTuMba amadAvAda, vijayanagaramAM saMjayabhAI, IlAbena, be dIkarIo A cAra jaNanuM kuTuMba, be dIkarIomAM moTI hArdikAnI uMmara hAlamAM 15 varSa ane nAnI vaMdittAnI uMmara 10 varSa. cAre ja dharmanA rAgI. saMjayabhAIe prathama be upadhAna karyAM che. hArdikAe paNa 13 varSanI uMmare prathama upadhAna karI mALa paherI. saMjayabhAI, zrAvikA ane hArdikAe eka sAthe AjathI 7 varSa pUrve vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAkhyo hato. tyAre hArdikAnI uMmara 8 varSanI. nAnI vaMdittAe paNa tyAre nizcaya karyo ane 6 varSanI uMmare pAyo nAkhyo. zaMkhezvara, pAlitANA, zerIsA vi.nA cha'rIpAlita saMghomAM hArdikA traNa vAra tathA vaMdittA cAra vAra ArAdhanA karI AvI che. vaMdittA sau prathama saMghamAM cha varSanI uMmare gaI hatI. vaMdittA Aje paNa pattithi AyaMbila kare che ! vIsasthAnakanI traNa oLI AyaMbilathI pUrNa karI che. baMne baheno prAyaH varSothI kAyama ukALeluM pANI, covihAra kare che! vaMdittAe varSanI uMmare adaI karI hatI! hamaNAM ja eka vAra terasanI rAtre 2 tAvamAM paNa vaMdittAe pratikramaNa karyuM ane bIje divase caudase AyaMbila karyuM ! pUrvabhavanI dharma ArAdhanA baMne bahenonA jIvanamAM prakAza karI rahI che. vaMditA -7 varSanI uMmarathI aMjanazalAkA, mAbApa, tapa, saMyama vi. aneka viSayo para pa00-1000 mANasa vacce paNa 1015 miniTa bole che. DozImA vigerenA ekapAtrIya abhinaya aneka lokone DolAvI jAya che. AvA dharmI kuTuMbo joIne sajjhAyanI kaDIo yAda AvI jAya. puNyasaMyoge jinazAsana maLyuM che, maLI che sadgurU sevA, jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 34 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parabhava jAtA sAtha dharamano,puNyanA bharajo mevA re prANI dohilo mAnavabhava lAdhyo, tume kAMI karIne ene sAdho. 33. logassa sUtranI prabhAvakatA jainabhAIne dhaMdhAmAM doDha thI be lAkhanuM nukazAna thayuM. A bhAI pU.sAdhu bhagavaMta pAse jaIne raDI paDyA. pU.sAdhu bhagavaMte zrI logassa sUtranI 7mI gAthAno 108 vAra jApa karavAnI preraNA karI. sAthe dUdhapAka ane kerInA tyAganI pratijJA ApI. 7mI gAthAnA bhAvapUrvaka japathI 15 divasamAM bhAInI Arthika sthiti sudharavA lAgI !45mA divase gumAvelI badhI rakama parata AvavAthI "devagurU ane dharmanA aciMtya prabhAvanI bhAInI zradhdhA gajabanAka rIte vadhI gaI. bhAIe 7mI gAthAno japa cAlu ja rAkhyo.. 34. bALakIe mAMgyA dAdA caMdranagara, amadAvAdamAM rahenArI bAlikA krimA nIravabhAI, uMmara 9 varSanI che. girirAjanI covihAro chaThTha karI sAta yAtrA zarU karI. 5 yAtrA pUrNa thayA bAda khUba tarasa lAgI. pANI-pANInI bUmo pADavA lAgI. khUba tarasa lAgI che. pitA kahe, "beTA ! tuM mAMgIza te lAvIza paNa have be yAtrA pUrI karI de." | | dIkarI kahe, "sAce ja ? niyama lo ke eka ja varSamAM AvA AdinAtha prabhune ghare lAvazo.(gRhajinAlaya banAvazo) have to roja A dAdAnI bhakti karavI che." pitAe hA pADatAM bhAvollAsa sAthe dAdAne yAda karatAM tarasa bhUlIne be jAtrA pUrNa karI !! zuM ApaNe eka jAtrA karIe temAM paNa dahIM ke pANIne choDI na zakIe? bALakInI mAne covihAra karavAmAM khUba takalIpha paDatI, paraMtu dIkarInA parAkramane biradAvatAM mAtra tALI pADavAne badale gRha [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 [35] Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jinAlaya na thAya tyAM sudhI mAM meghanAbene akhaMDa covihArano abhigraha karyo. tamane TeNInI zubha bhAvanA gamI? to, saMkalpa karo ke huM paNa AvA dharma manoratho karIza. 35. AvazyakonI AvazyakatA Azare pAMca varSa pUrve dolatanagara, borivalI (pUrva)mAM caitrI oLI karAvavAnI thaI. eka divasa savAre Azare 11-30 vAge goregAMvanA bharatabhAI upAzrayamAM kapaDA badalI dhotiyuM paheratAM joyA. meM pUchyuM, "bharatabhAI! goregAMvane badale ahIM kyAMthI ?" mane kahe ke pUjyazrI ! amadAvAdathI muMbaI AvavA nIkaLyo hato. borivalI sTezane Trena 11-15 nI AsapAsa ubhI rahI. mAre rojanI jema rAI pratikramaNa Aje paNa karavuM hatuM. jo TrenamAM goregAMva utaruM to Azare bAra vAgI jAya ane pachI rAI pratikramaNa rahI jAya, kema ke jinAjJA mujaba kAraNe rAtre bArathI bapore bAra vAgyA sudhI rAI pratikramaNa karI zakAya, ane devasi pratikramaNa kAraNe divase bArathI rAtre bAra sudhI karI zakAya, A to Apane khyAla ja che. mATe rAI pratikramaNa atyAre karIza ane tyAra bAda goregAMva TrenamAM jaIza !! mane thayuM ke prabhunI AjJA mujaba baMne samayanuM pratikramaNa Avazyaka che evI zraddhApUrvaka AvI muzkelImAM paNa pratikramaNa sAcavanArane hRdayamAM prabhunI AjJA khUba vasI haze to ja AvuM mana thAya, prabhue zrAvakane mATe jinapUjA, pratikramaNa, jinavANIzravaNa, gurUvaMdana vigere Avazyaka eTale ke roja avazya karavA yogya batAvyA che. eka bAju ghaNAM saMghomAM nivRtta mANaso derAsaranI bahAra besIne gapATA mAratA joIe ane bIjI bAju dhaMdhAdinI satata doDadhAma vacce Avazyaka kriyA sAcavanArA AvA zrAvakone joIe!! tamAro naMbara zemAM? | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 ki [36] Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36. jinavANI e mahA amRtA muluMDa, jhaverA roDamAM dara zukravAre A zrAvaka vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Ave. pUchatAM kahe ke mahArAja zrI ! huM to ahIMthI ghaNe dUra muluMDa (pUrva)mAM rahuM chuM. zukravAre nokarImAM rajA hoya, amAre tyAM derAsara che paNa upAzrayamAM gurUbhagavaMta hotA nathI. ahIM jhavera roDa saMghamAM gurUbhagavaMta ane vyAkhyAna che ke nahi te khabara na paDe. eTale nakkI karyuM ke savAre 9 vAgyAnI AsapAsa ahIM cAlatA darzana karavA AvavuM, jethI kadAca gurUjI padhAryA hoya to prabhudarzananI sAthe gurUdarzana, vaMdana ane jinavANI zravaNano lAbha maLe !! prabhue jema pratikramaNa, pUjA Avazyaka kahyA che tema jinavANI paNa rojano dharma kahyo che. jinavANI e prabhunI bhAvapUjA che, jemAM zAstronuM jJAna maLe, kriyAmAM vidhi-avidhinuM jJAna maLe. jJAna dvArA ghaNI AzAtanAthI bacAya ane prabhu pratye bahumAna bhAva vadhe. zakya hoya to roja jinavANI sAMbhaLavI joIe, nahitara. chevaTe rajAnA divase paNa acUka sAMbhaLavI joIe. sArA pustako vAMcavA joIe. roja borDa vAMcavA jethI gurUjI tathA jinavANInA samAcAra maLe. pUjArIne ke munimajIne kahI zakAya ke gurUjI acAnaka padhAre, vyAkhyAna hoya to amane jaNAvazo to amane lAbha maLe. pU. haribhadrasUrijI ma.sA.e zAstronA avagAhana bAda kahyuM che ke jo jinAgamo rUpe jinavANI na maLI hota to saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbI jAta. jinavANI to mahA amRta che, pIvAnuM cUkatA nahIM. 30. gurU vaiyAvaccathI paramagurUnI prApti borivalI, jAMbalIgalI upAzrayamAM zeSa kALamAM rokAyA hatA. rAtre 9 vAge bhAgyazALI vaMdana karavA AvyA. trikALavaMdanA karI. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 %i [37] Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM pUchyuM ke atyAre AvavAnuM koI khAsa prayojana? bhAgyazALI kahe, "sAhebajI ! mAre niyama che ke AkhA divasamAM game tyAre sAdhu-sAdhvInA darzana-vaMdana karavA. je divase na thAya te divase rUA.5000bhaMDAramAM nAMkhavA. Aje divasabhara tapAsa karatAM chevaTe hamaNAM ApanI padharAmaNInA samAcAra maLyA eTale vaMdana karavA Avyo." devanI jema gurUbhaktine Avazyaka mAnanArA AvA zrAvako AvatA bhave parama gurU (prabhu) sudhI pahoMce emAM zuM navAI !! - sAdhu-sAdhvInI vaiyAvaccanI mahAnatA jANyA bAda Aje aneka TrasTo, vaiyAvacca kandro cAle che. kumArapALa vi.zAha, satISabhAI, ajayabhAI jevA aneka bhAgyazALIo khaDe page Ano lAbha laI rahyAM che ! amadAvAdamAM ajayabhAI samagra divasa A ja kArya kare che. sAdhu-sAdhvInA koI paNa jAtanA rogamAM kayA DaoNkTara sArA, kayA rastAthI mAMDI rIporTo kADhanArI leboreTarI sudhInA anubhava meLavyA che ! evA paNa gurUbhakto che ke potAnA mAnelA phemilI gurUnA darzana nA thAya tyAM sudhI moDhAmAM pANI paNa nA nAMkhe. roja savAre amadAvAdamAM jyAM hoya tyAM vaMdana karI pachI ja kAMI paNa vApare. DoMbivalInA cAturmAsamAM kAMtibhAI mAlade paNa roja vaiyAvaccano lAbha letA. AgaLa vadhI cAturmAsa bAda amadAvAda taraphanA vihAramAM vhIlacera calAvanAra mANasa turaMta na maLatAM divaso sudhI sAthe rahI jAte vhIlacera calAvI hatI ! mANasa Avyo tyAre paNa vinaMtI karI ke gurUdeva! hajI Apane jarUra lAge to joDe rahevA taiyAra chuM. ame nA pADatA chevaTe DoMbivalI pAchA gayA. aneka kSetromAM vihAra karatAM jaIe tyAre AgaLathI levA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvanArA ane pachInA vihAromAM joDe mUkavA AvanArA aneka zrAvakone avazya yAda karyA vagara na rahI zakAya. bhAvimAM saMyama ane sarvotkRSTa gurU evA prabhu sudhI pahoMcADanAra gurUvaiyAvacca mana mUkIne karazone ? 38. jAgatA saMgho vi.saM.205mAM navA vADajanA 7-8 saMghomAM oSakALamAM rokAvAnuM thayuM. sAdhu bhagavaMtonA comAsA thatA nathI. zivama, tulasIzyAma, AnaMdanagara, naMdanavana, ghATaloDIyA vigere ghaNA saMghomAM ArAdhakonI bhAvanA khUba sArI. savAranA vyAkhyAnanI sAthe rAtri vyAkhyAnomAM paNa ghaNA bhAviko Ave. yuvAnone rAtanA anukULatA vadhAre rahe eTale bhAIo mATenA rAtri vyAkhyAnamAM ghaNA yuvAniyA paNa AvatA. temAMthI keTalAka saMghonI ArAdhanAo joIe. (1) zivama AdIzvara jaina saMghamAM sAmUhika varSItapanI ArAdhanA saMgha karAvI rahyo che ! jenI zarUAta jANavA jevI che. Ama to ghaNA kharA madhyamavargIya gharo. 2 3 bhAvikone bhAvanA thaI ke ApaNe sAmuhika varSItapa karAvIe. mULanAyaka AdIzvara dAdA upara zradhdhA rAkhI zarUAta karAvI. biyAsaNAnA dAtAo maLavAmAM zarUAtamAM kyAreka takalIpha paDatI paraMtu dAdAnI kRpAe atyAre 33 punyazALIo varSItapa karI rahyA che ! biyAsaNAnA badhA lAbhArthIomAM Azare 30 jeTalA biyAsaNA to arjuna evA hoTalavALA, rajapUta, ThAkoroe paNa karAvyA ! varSItapa karanArA keTalAka to jIMdagImAM pahelI vAra upavAsa karI rahyA che. have to pAraNAnI taDAmAra taiyArIo zarU thavA lAgI che. paMcAntikA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 39 Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahotsava, sAdharmika bhaktinA Ayojano ane lAbhArthIo paNa prAyaH taiyAra thaI gayA che. vartamAnamAM aneka saMgho AvI rIte sAmUhika varSItapa karAvI rahyA che. mukhya to zrAvikAone savAranA biyAsaNAmAM gharamAM taiyArI karavI khUba muzkelIbharI hoya che paraMtu sAmUhikamAM savAranuM biyAsaNuM thavAthI ghaNA ya joDAya che. bhAvanagaramAM to 600 jeTalA varSItapa sAmUhika thayA. zarU zarUmAM patharA mAranArA ya ghaNA maLe. paraMtu ArAdhakonA tapa ane bhAvanAnA prabhAve dAtAo pAchaLathI lAbha levAnI lAIna lagAvatA hoya che. ghaNA saMghomAM to pAchaLathI dAtAnA nAma vadhI paDatA savAra ane sAMja baMne samayanA biyAsaNI karAvatA hoya che. kahevAya che ke sAhasa vagara siddhi nathI. (2) tulasIzyAma saMghamAM zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha dAdAnI nizrAmAM rokAyA ane yuvAnonI zibira aMge preraNI karatAM. TrasTIoe saharSa svIkArI. te saMgha ane bahAranA saMghonA thaI Azare 150 jeTalA yuvAnoe lAbha lIdho. Arthika badho ja lAbha saMghanA bhAvikoe ja lIdho. zibiranA AgalA 2-3divasamAM kAryakartAoe badhAnA ghare ghare pharI zibiramAM AvavA mATe yuvAnone preraNA karI jethI aneka yuvAno saMghanA tathA bahAranA AvyA, jemAMthI ghaNA to pahelI ja vAra zibiramAM AvyA ane nakkI karIne gayA ke ATaluM jJAna maLatuM hoya to pharIthI zibira jyAM haze tyAM cUkIzuM nahi. kAryakartAo pAsa ApavA ghare ghare gayA tyAre keTalAka yuvAno to pUche ke mane navakAra ja AvaDe che bIju kAMI AvaDatuM nathI to zibiramAM avAze ? koka pUche ke tyAM zuM kaTAsaNu, caravaLo laIne AvavAnuM? kAryakartAo kahe ke tame ciMtA na karo. navakAra AvaDe che mai. [ #na Adarza prasaMgo-8] raSTi [40] YO Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e ya sAruM che ane kaTAsaNA vigere jarUrI nathI. mAtra sAMbhaLo to paNa cAle. ghaNA ya saMghomAM cAturmAsika phaMDa mATe ghaNA TrasTIo ghare ghare phare paraMtu A rIte zibiramAM AvavAnI preraNA karavA ghare ghare pharanArA pahelI vAra joyA. dhanyavAda che AvA kAryakartAone !!! poSadazamImAM paNa sAmAnyathI 25-30 aThThama thAya tevA A ja saMghamAM kAryakartAoe ghare ghare pharI aTTamanI preraNA karI to 125 thI paNa vadhu adhika aTTama thayA. ullAsa eTalo vadhyo ke pAraNA karAvI saune 15 grAma cAMdInI lagaDInuM bahumAna karyuM. ghaNA kharA jaino AvA vistAronA saMghone kyAM to jANatA nathI ane kyAM to AvA saMghomAM AvI uttama ArAdhanAonI jANakArI nathI. vADaja vistAramAM paNa 9 thI 10 saMghonI ArAdhanAonI khUba anumodanA. jo avAranavAra mahAtmAo paNa padhAre to hajI vizeSa jAgRti AvI zake. saMghavALAnI vinaMtI che ke pUjya gurUbhagavaMto! amArA vistAramAM paNa rokAvAthI mAMDI comAsu karavA padhAro!! padhAro !!! 39. upAzraya mAro potAno operA saMgha, pAlaDI, amadAvAdamAM caudasanA pakhI pratikramaNa vakhate 100-125 bhAIo pratikramaNamAM Ave. ame rokAyA hatA ane caudase pratikramaNa mATe eka zrAvaka paNa AvyA. bahAra pagalUchaNiyuM hatuM nahi eTale A zrAvake khissAmAMthI hAtharUmAla kADhyo ane tenAthI paga lUchI pachI aMdara AvyA !! gurUdeve joyuM eTale pUchatAM zrAvaka kahe che ke pUjyazrI ! upAzraya to aneka bhAvikone ArAdhanAnuM sthAna che. gharane ya cokhkhuM rAkhanArA amAre AvA puNyanA sthAnane to cokhkhuM rAkhavuM e amArI pharaja che. ATalA [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8] 25 [41] Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ varSomAM potAnA rUmAlathI paga lUchIne upAzrayane melo na thavA denAra zrAvaka pahelI vAra joyA. mAruM ghara, mArI dukAna karanArA mAruM derAsara, mAro upAzraya mAnatA hoIe to kAyama upayoga rAkhavo teIe ke dezasara, upAzrayamAM haMmezA paga dhoIne ke lUchIne ja praveza karavo joIe, jethI dharmasthAnakane cokhkhu rAkhavAthI bahumAnabhAva pedA dhAya, puNya baMdhAya ane uttama sthAnane dUSita karavAnuM pApa ApaNA mAthe na caDe. moDhAmAMthI ane nAkamAMthI nIkaLato kacaro upAzrayanA game te bhAgomAM pheMkanArA jarA cetajo hoM ! 40, anIti ke tIna apAya muluMDanA razmibhAI, rAtri vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvyA hatA. pravacana bAda vAta nIkaLI ke thoDA varSa pUrve sImenTanI borIno dhaMdho karatA hatA. ekavAra khorI lAvanAra Traka DrAIvarane phoDyo. TrakamAM DrAIvaranI kebInanI uparanA bhAgamAM thAya teTalI sImenTanI borI bharIne lAvavAnI ane tenA huM paisA tane ApIza. TrakavALAe lAlacamAM phekTarImAMthI vadhArAnI borIo corI karI ApavAnI cAlu karI. basa thoDA mahinAomAM rUA.25000 razmibhAI kamAyA. Avo harAmano mAla pAyamAla kare, anItino paiso kyAreya koIne pacato nathI e vAta pharI pharIne yAda karAvuM chuM kahevAya che ke anIti ke tIna apAya, tUTa jAhe saba saMbaMdha, acchA nahI rahe zarIra, naraka meM jAnA paDe. anIti karanArA para sagA paNa vizvAsa mUkavA taiyAra nathI hotA. anItinA pApo zarIramAM rogo pedA kare che eTale ke pApa phUTI nIkaLe che ane chelle narakAdi durgItamAM javuM paDe che. basa juo jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 42 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ have A anItinA pApano prabhAva !! thoDAka samayamAM dukAna, ghara para evI Apatti AvI ke aDhI lAkha rUpiyAnuM nukazAna thayuM, dukAna vecI mAravI paDI ane gharavALI kAyama mATe piyara bhAgI gaI. lo karo have rUA.25000nA jalasA!! jo ke tyAra bAda jaina kuLanI zrAvikA joDe bIjA lagna thayA. zrAvikA dharmI ane samaju hatI. dhIme dhIme dharma mArge razmibhAIne vALyA. Aje dhaMdhethI AvI pahelA rAtri vyAkhyAna mATe zrAvikAe ja preraNA karI mokalyA hatA. have to ghaNo dharma karatA thayA che. 41. ajavALA dekhADo AjathI Azare 15-20varSa pahelAnI vAta che. tulasIzyAma, navAvADaja, amadAvAdamAM rahetA mahendrabhAI ghIno dhaMdho karatAM hatA. mAdhupurAmAM emanI dukAna che. prabhunA darabAramAM dIpakanA ghIno saMpUrNa lAbha lIdho. mane Avo lAbha kyAM maLe? e ja bhAvanA! e vakhate rojanA 8-10 DabbA ghInA vecatA. dAdAnA derAsaramAM je lAbha lIdho tenA prabhAve Avaka vadhatI cAlI. pachI to dhaMdho eTalo vadhyo ke Aje rojanA 100-110 DabbAnuM vecANa thAya che. Aje paNa derAsaramAM ghIno saMpUrNa lAbha e laI rahyA che. dara mahine Azare eka Dabbo ghI vaparAya to paNa eka ja bhAvanA ke A badhuM dAdAe ja ApyuM che, badhuM temane ApI devuM joIe jyAre huM to thoDuM dAdAne ApuM chuM ane ghaNuM kharuM huM vAparuM chuM. dAdAnA darabAramAM dIvA karanAranA jIvanamAM avazya dIvA thAya temAM zuM navAI !! 42. gurUjI amAro aMtaranAda muluMDa, sarvodayanA upAzrayamAM roSakALamAM rokAyA hatA. eka jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 kurNis [ 43] Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yuvAna vaMdana karavA Avyo. gurUdeve puchyuM, "puNyazALI ! vaMdana roja karo cho?" yuvAna kahe ke AjathI thoDA varSo pUrve huM dharma thoDo karato hato. mArA sagA-saMbaMdhI, paricito sahue eka ja vAta samajAvI ke sAdhu pAse javuM ja nahIM. ApaNo samaya bagADe, niyama Ape, paisAnuM dAna ApavAnuM samajAve vigere. meM paNa nakkI karyuM ke have upAzraya javuM nahIM. gayA varSe gurUjI comAsuM AvyA hatA, temanA vyAkhyAnamAM mAro mitra jato hato. mane paNa preraNA karI. kUtuhalathI Avyo, paNa jyAre vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM, te sAMbhaLatA deva-gurUno mahimA samajAyo! manamAM rahelI vicitra mAnyatAo sApha thaI gaI ! lAgyuM ke atyAra sudhI bhramaNAmAM rahyo. A jagatamAM loko hajAro rU. kharcI hoTalomAM khAvA jAya che. lAkho rUA. kharcA DaoNkTaro ane vakIlo pAse jAya che ane chatAM jANe ke ApaNe garaje gadheDAne bApa kahevo paDe tema lAInomAM ubhA rahevuM paDe che, jayAre A sAdhuo to svArtha vagara, pRhA vagara ApaNA para keTalo upakAra kare che. have to kAyama pUjAnI jema gurUvaMdana karavA AvIza. tyArathI roja vaMdana karavA AvuM chuM. have evA AzIrvAda Apo ke dharmanA mArge satata AgaLa vadhato ja jAuM. vartamAnakALamAM aneka yuvAno game te vyaktionI vAto sAMbhaLI deva-gurU-dharma vize khoTA abhiprAyo bAMdhI besatA hoya che. juvAnInA varSo Amane Ama nAstikapaNe nIkaLI gayA bAda varSo pachI deva-gurUnI mahAnatA ghaDapaNamAM samajAya tyAre to bIjI aneka muzkelIomAM dharmArAdhanAthI vaMcita rahetA hoya che. thAya teTalo dharma juvAnImAM ya karI levA jevo che. jaina Adarza prasaMgonda jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 5 [4] che Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43. mA-bApane bhUlazo nahi sAMtAkrujha IsTamAM naDiyAdanA zrI rAjendra paTela rahe che. varSo sudhI maphatalAla grupamAM moTI posTa para rahyA. temanA mAtRzrIne perelisisa thaI gayo. zarIra nakAmuM banyuM. tethI mAtuzrI mAnasika rIte paNa bhAMgI paDyA. magajanI sthiratA gumAvI beThAM. sagA dIkarAne paNa na oLakhI zake. spaSTa bolI paNa na zake. rAjendra paTelane bALapaNathI ja saMtono satsaMga. 65 varSanA temanA mAtuzrIne A roga thayo tyArathI ja temanI sevAmAM joDAI gayA ! mananI sthiratA na hovAthI mAtRzrI kyAreka tuM koNa che? Agho jA ahIMthI. evu 'paNa bolI jatAM. chatAM paNa snehapUrvaka temane uMcakI bAtharUmamAM navaDAvavA rAjendrabhAI pote laI jatA. samaya anusAra davA pAya. jamADe potAnI gerahAjarImAM temanI sArI paricaryA thAya e mATe temaNe nokarANI paNa rAkhI. rAjendrabhAI nokarIe jatA tyAre moDuM thaI jatuM to temanA zeTha kahetA "tame mAtRbhakti karo cho tethI moDA Avazo to paNa cAlaze !" Aje AvI mAtRbhakti karanArA kyAM che? khaMbhAtanA gimaTI vistAranA rahevAsI zanIlAla khImacaMda parivAra hAlamAM amadAvAda che. vaDIla mAtRzrI sva.lalitAbene jIvananI pAchalI vayamAM traNa IcchA pragaTa karI ! (1) mAro koI eka putra ghara derAsara baMdhAve (2) parivAramAMthI koI saMgha kADhe (3) parivAranI koI eka vyakti dIkSA le. AjanA kaLiyugamAM AmAMthI eka paNa IcchA pUrNa thAya te kahI na zakAya. paNa pUrvenA dhArmika saMskAro ane dharma pratyenI daDha zradhdhAne kAraNe temanA jayeSTha putra kesarIbhAInA baMne putra rAkezabhAI ane darzanabhAInA ghare jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 8i | 45 | Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prazAMta pArka, pAlaDImAM ghara derAsara che. (2) kesarIbhAIe mAtAnI IcchA pUrNa karavA pAlItANA saMgha kADhI parivArane jAtrA karAvI ane (3) kesarIbhAIe zarIramAM azaktinI muzkelI hovA chatAM mAruM je thavAnu haze te thaze ema vicArI mAtAnI IcchA pUrNa karavA patnI rasIlAbenane dIkSAnI saMmati ApI, dhAmadhUmathI dIkSA ApI. temanA parivAramAM badhAM varSothI cauvihAra kare che. koIpaNa vepArI pAMca vAgyA pachI ophise AvatA nathI. ApaNe paNa mAtA-pitA, vaDIlonI uttama dharmabhAvanAone suputranI jema uttama rIte pUrNa karIe. kalikAlamAM jyAM kUtarAne gharamAM rAkhavo sTeTasa gaNAtuM hoya, paNa gharaDA, gAmaDiyA mA-bApane rAkhavAmAM sTeTasa utarI jatuM hoya, dIkarAne sAcavanArI mAtAo karoDo maLatI hoya paNa dIkarAnI dAdIne sAcavanArI mAtAo ochI maLatI hoya tevA kALamAM mA-bApanI bhAvanAne pUrNa karanArA uttama jIvone dhanyavAda !! 44. vAvI lyo bhAI vAvI lyo pUjyazrI ! kAMIka lAbha Apo !" eka ajANyA zrAvaka hitezabhAIe vaMdana karI gurUdevane vinaMtI karI. muMbaI,goregAma, javAharanagara saMghamAM zeSakALamAM rokAyA hatA tyAre sAMtAkrujhamAM rahenArA A hitezabhAI vaMdana karavA AvyA hatA. gurUdeve kahyuM, "tamArI bhAvanA uttama che paraMtu mAre kAMI khapa nathI." chatAM pharI pharI 2-3 vAra zrAvake vinaMtI karatAM gurUdeve nA pADI. joDe AvelA ArAdhaka atulabhAI kahe ke A mahAtmA khAkhI baMgALI che. tamane kAMI lAbha nahIM Ape. chatAM ajANyA zrAvake vAraMvAra vinaMtI karI tyAre gurUdevane [ na Adarza prasaMgo-8] kaSTa 5 jaiina Adarza prasaMgo-8 [41 ] Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thayuM ke AmanI bhAvanA davAnI che ke nAnI-moTI kevI che, te zuM khabara paDe? eTale kahyuM, "amAre to kAMI jarUra nathI paraMtu tamArI bhAvanA khUba che to jaNAvuM chuM. be-traNa mahinA pachI unALAnA vekezanamAM yuvA saMskAra zibira che. tamArI jo bhAvanA hoya to zibiramAM je lAbha levo hoya te laI zako." zrAvake pUchyuM ke gurUjI ! zibiranI yojanAo Apa kaho to mane lAbha maLe. gurUdeve kahyuM ke savAra-sAMjanI bhaktinA rUA.4OOO tathA baporanI bhaktinA rUA.7000 che. prabhAvanA-rahevA-bhakti vi. saMpUrNa eka divasano nakaro rUA.25000 che. bhAvanA mujaba rUA.100,200no paNa lAbha laI zakAya. turaMta ja dAnapriya zrAvake vinaMtI karI ke mane eka divasano saMpUrNa lAbha Apo to sAruM !!! - gurUdeve jaNAvyuM ke ame kahyuM eTale tamAre 25000no saMpUrNa lAbha levo paDe tevuM nathI. tamArI zakti mujaba 200-500 vigere je lAbha levo hoya te laI zakAya. chatAM zrAvake kahyuM ke mArI rUA.250OOnI bhAvanA che ja. Apa teTalo lAbha mane Apo ane kharekhara temaNe te lAbha lIdho !!! aparicita evA gurU bhagavaMtanI preraNA paNa jhIlI moTo lAbha le te jIvanI yogyatA batAve che. vekezanamAM zibira zarU thaI tyAre chokarAonI saMkhyA gaNatarI karatAM khUba vadhI jatAM keTalAka chokarAone pAchA mokalavAno vicAra karyo. hitezabhAI tyAre AvyA hatA. gurUdevane vinaMtI karI ke koIne pAchA na mokalatA. vadhAre kharca thaze to huM ApIza !!! chevaTe badhA bALakone rAkhyA. | he jaino ! tame paNa yuvAnone lAbha karanArA zibira jevA satkAryomAM tana,mana,dhanathI lAbha lezo. tamArA saMtAnone AvI zibiromAM mokalI temanuM hita thAya tevA prayatna karazo ne? dAna e | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8 dilDa [47] Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to paralokamAM sukha ApanArA puNyanI vAvaNI che. jema beMkamAM mukelA paisA 8-10varSe bamaNA thAya tema karelA dAnanuM puNya bhAvimAM aneka ghaNI samRddhi ApI, sadgati ApI, sidhdhigati apAvanAra che. eTale ja to kahevAya che ke "A vAvaNInI veLA che, vAvI lyo bhAI vAvI lyo." 45. navakAra hRdayamAM, paramapada sahajamAM eka dharmiSTha zrAvikAnA pati dharmamAM sAva nAstika. zarIra khUba bhAre, A bhAIne mAtra navakAra AvaDe. eka vAra bahAragAma javA relve sTezana para TrenanI rAha joIne pharatA hatA. acAnaka paga lapasyo ane pleTaphormanI nIce pATA para pheMkAyA. acAnaka ja Trena AvI gaI. Trena ane pleTaphormanI vacce phasAyelA kadAvara kAyAnA A bhAInI chellI ghaDIo gaNAvA mAMDI. zrAvikAe bUma mArI, "have to navakAra ja bacAvaze, navakAra gaNavA mAMDo". bhAIe ApattimAM navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA ane Azcarya !! Trena AkhI pasAra thaI gaI ane bhAI emanA ema tyAM ja bacI gayA. saheje IjA na thaI. bhAInI zradhdhA khUba vadhI gaI. Aje e zrAvake ghara daherAsara karAvyuM che ane roja uttama dharmanI vadhu ne vadhu ArAdhanA uttama rIte bhAvathI karI rahyA che. bhAga-8 saMpUrNa [+ja Adarza prasaMgo-8] (r) 5 [48]