Imotions

Author(s): Priyam
Publisher: Ashapuran Parshwanath Jain Gyanbhandar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034133/1

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It's present He is Here karI occhava siddhAratha bhUpa nAma kare vardhamAna dina dina vAdhe prabhu surataru jima rUpa kalA asamAna... paMcakalyANaka stavanano svAdhyAya karatA Aje siddhArtha rAjAnI saMvedanA sparzI gaI, bALa vardhamAnanA pitRtvanI lAgaNIomAM e kevA bhIMjAyA haze ! Aje pahelI ja vAra siddhArtha rAjAnI AMkhe prabhune joyA. adbhuta e anubhava... svAdhyAya AgaLa vadhyo, prabhuno bAlyakALa.. devaparIkSA... pAThazALA.. vivAha... badhuM ja jANe sAkSAt joyuM. zreSTha kanyAnA e zreSTha varanA mukha para chalakato zreSTha vairAgya. viratve tADapi te.. chAMDyA rAya aMtelara... stabdhapaNe huM prabhunI dIkSA joI rahyo... jANe ekAeka AkhuM dazya badalAI gayuM. ghora parISaha sADA bAra varSa je je sahIyA re.. ghora abhigraha je je dhariyA te navi jAye kahIyA re.... mArI najaranI sAme ja jaMgalamAM UbhelA prabhunI upara kaSTonI jhaDI varasavA lAgI. svAdhyAyanI mastI ekAeka gamagInI banI gaI. AMkhamAMthI TapoTapa AMsuo paDavA lAgyA. AgaLanuM eka paNa dRzya AMsu lUchanAruM na hatuM. zUlapANi ne saMgama dave, caMDakauzika gozALa re... dIdhuM duHkha ne pAyasa rAMdhI, paga upara govALe re... AMsuonI dhArAnI sAthe sAthe ja vicAronI dhArA cAlI. jo e samaye huM hota ne, to badhuM ja mukIne tyAM ja jaMgalamAM prabhunA caraNomAM He is Here

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besI jAta. dareke dareka kaSTanuM nivAraNa karata. prabhunA kaSTanuM nivAraNa karavA mATe mAro jIva ApI deta. paNa mArA jIvatA eka paNa kaSTa prabhu para na AvavA deta. kAnamAM gope khilA mAryA kADhatA mUkI rATI re... je sAMbhaLatA tribhuvana kaMpyA parvatazilA phATI re... mArA prabhu ATalI vikaTa paristhitimAMthI pasAra thatA hoya, ne zuM huM dhaMdhA-dhApAmAM paDyo hota ? zuM huM berI-chokarAmAM racyA-pacyo hota? zuM huM ema vicAratA ke mane anukULatA nathI ? zuM huM ema kaheta ke AmAM ApaNAthI zuM thaI zake ? nA, haragIjha nahIM, phakta mAro ja nahIM, dareka jainano A javAba haze. AvA samaye to cho khADAmAM jAya dhaMdho. ghara kharekhara jo ghara hoya, to e mArI sAthe joDAI jAya. paNa mArA prabhunI upekSA to huM zI rIte karI zakuM ? emanAthI vadhu mahattvanuM mArA mATe bIjuM koNa hoya ? ra600 varSa pahelAnI A jo-to nI vAta e mAtra bhUtakAlIna kalpanA nathI, paNa vartamAnakAlIna vAstavikatA che. prabhu Aje paNa vidyamAna che. tIrthadahe, je Thera Thera cUMthAI rahyo che. prabhu Aje ya jIve che. saMghadehe, jenI sthiti raDavuM Ave evI che. prabhu ApaNI samakSa ja che. AjJAdehe, jenI sAme ApaNe AMkha ADA kAna karIne manamAnI kare rAkhIe chIe, prabhu Aje ya hAjara che. mRtadehe, jenA para dhULanI chAvaNI ane udhaInI ujANI maMDAI che. prabhu ApaNI samIpa ja che. zramaNadehe, je rastA upara bhayAnaka kamote marI rahyA che. prabhu ApaNI bAjumAM ja rahe che. pratimAdehe, je bhADUtI pUjakanA godA khAI rahyA che. prabhu ApaNI bhItaramAM ja che. zuddha-Atmade che, jene ApaNae satata karmonA kAdavathI kharaDI rahyA chIe. Aje ya chIe ApaNe asthikagrAmanA nivAsI. Aje ya e devakulamAM e sAta hAthanI kaMcanavaraNI kAyA dhyAnamagna dazAmAM UbhI che. ne zUlapANi Imozansa

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kaSTonI jhaDIo varasAvI rahyo che. AkhuM ya gAma enA "ghare che. potAne prabhunA bhakta tarIke oLakhAvato siddhArtha vyaMtara gAyaba hato. ApaNe ya gAyaba chIe. khare samaye kharA sthAne ApaNo kyAM patto hoya che ! ApaNe to badhAM mahotsavanA mahemAna. videzamAM ujavAtA phAdharsa-madharsa De - nI jema mahAvIra "jayaMti' ujavI nAkhanAra. Please come back to the past. pharI praveza karIe e ra600 varSa pahelAnI jo-to-nI saMvedanAmAM... AvA samaye to khADAmAM jAya dhaMdho.. ghara kharekhara jo ghara hoya to e mArI sAthe joDAI jAya. paNa mArA prabhunI upekSA to huM zI rIte... basa, A e ja samaya che. A che vartamAna. badhuM ja choDIne besI jaIe mahAvIranA caraNomAM, nivAraNa karIe enA eka eka kaSTanuM. jIva ApI daIe enA khAtara. A sivAya A jIvananuM koI kartavya paNa nathI ane A sivAya A jIvananuM koI sArthakya paNa nathI. badhuM "samajavA chatAM jemane "ghara'no problema naDe che. temanA mATeeka anya dharmanuM padya tuja saMge koI vaiSNava thAye, to tuM vaiSNava sAco, tArA saMgano raMga na lAge, tihAM lAgI tuM kAco.. ApaNA gharanA dareka sabhyanA rome rome jo mahAvIra-saMvedanA raNajhaNatI na hoya. to ene ApaNI potAnI khAmI samajavI joIe. Come, Let's correct our err. kharekhara, ApaNuM jIvana dhanya thaI jaze. che. A He is Here

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AtaTThe jAgaroM hohi isibhAsiyAI parvatIya pradezamAMthI sikaMdaranI senA pasAra thaI rahI che. sikaMdaranI najaramAM eka vRddha majUra Avyo. khaMDaNInI sonAmahorothI bharelo kothaLo uMcakIne e mAMDa mAMDa caDI rahyo che. e hAMphI gayo che. thAkI gayo che. evuM lAge che ke have enAthI bilakula nahIM caDAya. ne kharekhara, sikaMdaranI savArI enI najIka AvI te ja samaye rastAnI eka bAju te kothaLo nAMkhIne e vRddha besI paDyo. enI mukhamudrA kahI rahI hatI... ba..sa.. have eka pagaluM paNa nahIM. sikaMdare ene bolAvyo. ne eka ja vAta kahI je kothaLo te upADyo che. te huM tane bheTa ApuM chuM. savArI AgaLa cAlI. thoDI vAra pachI sikaMdare pAchaLa joyuM to pelo majUra jhapATAbhera caDI rahyo hato. apha-korsa, kothaLo uMcakIne ja. jyAM sudhI e kothaLo rAjAno hato, tyAM sudhI 'bhAra' hato. je kSaNe e 'mAro' thaI gayo, e ja kSaNe enuM bhArapaNuM maTI gayuM. svArthamAM kadI 'bojA'nI pratIti hotI ja nathI. dharmanI pratyeka sAdhanA AnaMdamaya che. zarata eTalI ja, ke emAM svArthanI pratIti hovI joIe. dekhItI rIte parArtha paNa tAttvika dRSTie to AtmArtha sAtheno ja parArtha che. AtmArthazUnya parArtha e hakIkatamAM tAttvika parArtha paNa raheto nathI. koInI sevA karyA pachI jo mana upara kartRtvano bhAra raheto hoya, jenI sevA karI enA para AdhipatyanI bhAvanA thatI hoya, e ApaNI dhAraNA mujaba ja bole-cAle evI apekSA jAgatI hoya, emAM jarA paNa viparIta thAya, eTale aprIti ke Aveza jAgato hoya, sevAnA badalAmAM sevya taraphathI koI paNa jAtanA badalAnI apekSA hoya, to A sthitimAM Imozansa 5

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sevAno AtmA ja gAyaba che. ApaNe sevA karI e ApaNI bhramaNA che, ApaNe to sodo karyo. vepAra karyo. sevA konA mATe ? koInI jarUra, glAnatva, vRddhatva, upakAritva - A badhAM nimitta che. tathAvidha dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvamAM AtmahitakAraka aucityanA pAlana mATe sevA che. sevA che ApaNA potAnA AtmA mATe. dAna che ApaNA potAnA AtmA mATe. zIla che ApaNA potAnA AtmA mATe. tapa che ApaNA potAnA AtmA mATe. samasta dharmasAdhanAnuM hArda che AtmArtha. AtmArtha vinAno dharma dharma tarIke maTI jAya che. e rahe che eka bahAnuM, eka vepAra, eka vahevAra, eka pradarzana. thAka ja batAvI Ape che ke "AtmArthamAM ja khoTa hatI. kaMTALo ja kahI Ape che, ke ApaNe "parAyuM samajIne karI rahyA hatAM. AzaMsA ja sUcave che ke ola-reDI thaI rahela AtmalAbhanI ApaNane koI ja paDI ja nathI. nirAzaMla dAnanA sonAnA meru jeTalA lAbhane lAta mArIne kAMkarA jeTalI kiMmatanI nAmanA mATe phAMphA mAratA jIvone joIne jJAnIone kharekhara dayA AvI jAya che. AMdhaLe beruM kuTayuM te AnuM nAma. ApaNe jenI sevA karI, teNe sevAno avasara ApIne ApaNA para khUba moTo upakAra karyo, evI AMtarika stare anubhUti thAya, huM kamAI gayo ne phAvI gayo evI daDha pratIti thAya ane pharI pharI A lAbha maLe evI hArdika jhaMkhanA thAya, to e sAcI sevA. samagra mokSamArganuM hArda AtmArtha che. AtmArtha vinA mokSamArga para pragati to zakya nathI ja, praveza paNa azakya che. ke huM AtaDhe jAgaro hohi isibhAsiyAiM_ 6

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# jinazAsananuM gaurava # A Real Diamond duniyAmAM ghaNA jIvo evA hoya che, jeone mana jAtamAM ja AkhuM jagata samAI gayuM hoya che, to keTalAMka jIvo evA paNa hoya che, jemane mana jagatamAM ja jAta samAI gaI hoya che. AvA jIvo para-sevA mATe hoMze hoMze parasevA pADe che, ne jAtane ghasI ghasIne ujaLA thAya che. A sadInuM AvuM ja eka vyaktitva eTale suzrAvaka zrI hIrAbhAI saMghavI. kayA samudAyanA kayA pUjyo emane nahIM jANatA hoya e prazna che. pUjyonI junI peDhI emane pAlItANA-gurukuLavALA tarIke oLakhe ane navI peDhI emane talAsarIvALA oLakhe. gRhasthonI vAta karIe, to hajAro zrAvako emane "guru" tarIke oLakhe. vApInI pAMjarApoLavALA emane "prANI rakSaka' tarIke oLakhe. muluMDa (muMbaI) no zrIsaMgha emane agraNI-murabbI tarIke oLakhe. potAnA jIvananA 50 varSa emaNe zrIyazovijayajI jaina gurukuLa (pAlItANA) nI sevAmAM samarpita karI dIdhAM hatA. zikSaka ane gRhapati tarIke temaNe eTalI zreSTha sevA ApI ke jene yAda karIne temanA vidyArthIo Aje ya gaLagaLA thaI jAya che. parama zAsana prabhAvaka pa.pU. A.de. zrImadvijaya ratnasuMdara-sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAthI mAMDIne moTA gajAnA udyogapatio paNa zrI hIrAbhAInA hAtha nIce zikSaNa ane ghaDatara pAmI cUkyA che. sI.e. ela.ela.bI., ema.bI.bI.esa. vagere ucca DigrI pAmelA gurukuLanA bhUtapUrva vidyArthIo niyamita zrI hIrAbhAI pAse AvatA, emanI sukha-zAtA pUchatAM ane emanA upakArone yAda karatAM. gurukuLamAM joDAyA te pUrve zrI hIrAbhAI potAnA vatana viramagAmamAM eka davAkhAnAmAM kArya karatAM hatAM. eka vAra emaNe bhagavAnane prArthanA Imozansa

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karI. mane koI tIrthasthaLamAM sthAna Apo. A prArthanA bAda Akasmika rIte ane camatkArika rIte zrIhIrAbhAI zrI siddhAcalanI parama pAvana chAyAmAM gurukuLamAM joDAI gayA. pahelA vyAyAma zikSaka tarIke ane pachI gRhapatiniyAmaka tarIke sevA ApI. davAkhAnAnI potAnI prekaTIsano temaNe vidyArthIonI sAravAra-sevAmAM khUba sAro upayoga karyo. pitAnI hitasvinI kaThoratA sAthe mAtAnuM bhInuM bhInuM vAtsalya e zrI hIrAbhAInI AgavI vizeSatA hatI. hajAro vidyArthIonA hRdayamAM AjIvana pratiSThita thaI javA mATe A eka ja vizeSatA pUratI hatI. pharaja bajAvavI judI vAta che. ane pharajamAM AtmAne oLaghoLa karI devo e judI vAta che. AthI paNa AgaLa vadhIne pharajanI bahAranA paNa kAryakSetrane naitika pharaja samajIne svaicchika rIte jAta ghasIne paNa te pharaja bajAvavI, te alaga vAta che. zrI hIrAbhAImAM A tamAma sadgaNono sahaja vikAsa thayo hato. e samaye gurukuLane vArSika 40,000 rU. no toTo Avato hato. te samaye amadAvAda, muMbaI, madrAsa vageremAM progrAmo karIne niHsvArthabhAve saMsthA mATe phaMDa ekaThuM karavA teo prayatnazIla rahetA. saMsthAne muMbaI ophisa saMbhALavA mATe eka javAbadAra prAmANika vyaktinI jarUra hatI. zrI hIrAbhAI saMsthAnI sevA mATe muMbaI-muluMDa sthAyI thayA. riTAyara thayA tyAM sudhI to akhaMDa sevA karI ja. riTAyara thayA pachI paNa onararI sevA cAlu ja rAkhI. muluMDamAM saMsthAe temane rahevA mATe eka phleTa Apyo hato. riTAyaramenTa letAnI sAthe hIrAbhAIe te ghara khAlI karI dIdhuM. ane phaleTanI cAvI saMsthAne ApI dIdhI. emanA aDoza-paDozanA lokoe emanA AvA pagalA sAme khUba nArAjagI dekhADI ane kahyuM ke "50-50 varSa sudhI ATalI sevA karyA bAda to A phleTa ophisiyala rIte tamAro ja thaI jAya, tame AvuM zA mATe karyuM ?' muMbaImAM mokAnI jagyAe moMghA bhAvano phleTa zrI hIrAbhAIe je sahajatAthI choDI dIdho, e samajavuM badhAM mATe khUba agharuM hatuM. zAstro jene kahe che - 3gpii mavatti niHspRET jinazAsananuM gaurava .

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- upakAra karIne badalo pAmavAnI leza paNa spRhA na rAkhe - A sUkti emanA jIvanamAM caritArtha thaI hatI. ATaluM ochuM hoya, tema nivRtti bAda paNa saMsthAnI mAnad sevA cAlu rAkhavI e parAkASThAnI paNa parAkASThA hatI. saMsthAe muluMDanA e ja phaleTamAM ophisa banAvI ne zrI hIrAbhAI roja niyamita e ophisamAM AvatAM, ne badhI jAtanI dekha-rekha rAkhatAM. varSo vItatA gayA, eka divasa saMsthA sAme bahu moTI samasyA UbhI thaI. pAlItANAmAM je gRhapati nImavAmAM AvyA hatA. te taddana khoTA mANasa hatAM. temane Disamisa karavA chatAM te sthAna choDavA taiyAra na hatAM. chevaTe temanI khUba anucita-bhAre mAMgaNI - pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnI pUrI karIne saMsthAe temane vidAya karyA. have navA yogya gRhapati na maLe, tyAM sudhI A sthAna koNa saMbhALe ? lagabhaga 75-80 varSanI uMmaranA A bhISma pitAmahane saMsthAe yAda karyA. ne A pitAmaha doDI AvyAM. niHsvArthabhAve badhI javAbadArI upADI lIdhI. divasonA divaso sudhI sevA ApI. navA gRhapati maLyA. vidAya letA A sevakane saMsthAe pagArano ceka dharyo. sevake hAtha joDyA. havAnI AMkhamAM jhaLajhaLiyA Ave ne dizAonA kaMThe Dumo bAjhe evI A ghaTanA hatI. ceka lIdhA vinA sevAnA saMtoSa sAthe ane niHsvArthatAnI khumArI sAthe zrI hIrAbhAI pAchA pharyA. gurukuLa Aje karoDo rUpiyAnuM AsAmI che ane eka rUpiyAnuM paNa nirvAha phaMDa karavAnI jarUra rahI nathI. enA mULamAM AvA pavitra AtmAno prabhAva mAnyA vinA chUTako ja nathI. zrI mallinAtha jaina tIrtha, talAsarInA nirmAtA zrI rajanIbhAInI AgrahabharI vinaMtithI zrI hIrAbhAIe potAnA jIvananA aMtima 15 varSa A tIrthanA yogakSema mATe samarpita karI dIdhAM hatAM. gujarAta-mahArASTranA borDaranuM A tIrtha. varSe 2000 pUjyonuM Agamana. zrI hIrAbhAInA pAvana Imozansa

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pagale A tIrthanI ronaka pharI gaI. parivAranA AgrahathI thoDA divasa mATe ya teo muMbaI jAya, eTale tIrthanirmAtAne ciMtA thaI jAya, ATalI to tIrthane emanI jarUra hatI. zrI hIrAbhAI pratidina tIrthamAMthI bhojana laIne Aju-bAjunI AdivAsI skulamAM jatAM. badhAMne navakAra bolAvatA. sArA saMskAro ApatA. bharapeTa bhojana karAvatA ane mAMsa vagere na khAvAnI pratijJA ApatA. A vistAranA bALakone navakAra mahAmaMtra moDhe thaI gayo. yuniphorma vitaraNa, dhAbaLA vitaraNa, vastra vitaraNa, sTezanarI vitaraNa vagerenI sAthe sAthe jinazAsananI yathAsaMbhava prabhAvanA karatAM A "hIrAcAcA' talAsarInI nagarapAlikA, polisa, vidhAnasabhya, zikSako badhAnA AdaraNIya banyA hatA. vihAra karatA pUjyonI sevA ane emane supAtradAna karavA dvArA zrI hIrAbhAIe potAnA jIvananA aMtima 15 varSa paNa khUba khUba saphaLa karI dIdhA hatAM. mahAvIra janma kalyANake katalakhAnA baMdha rAkhavA evo ApaNA dezano kAyado to che. paNa teno amala thato na hato. zrI hIrAbhAIe jabaradasta prayatno karIne e atyaMta pratikULa kSetramAM paNa A kAyadAno amala karAvyo hato. talAsarI-vApInA hAIve para koI Tempo dekhAya jemAM abola jIvo hoya ne eka dhotI-jhabbA-gAMdhI TopI paherelA 86 varSanA sajjana hoya, to e sajjana zrI hIrAbhAI samajavA- AvI emanI oLakha hatI. kasAI pAsethI choDAvelA jIvone vApI pAMjarApoLa sudhI jAte jaIne mukI AvavAmAM emaNe nathI to kadI ALasa karI, ke nathI potAnI uMmaranI, tabiyatanI ke taDakAnI paravA karI. jyAre jyAre teo pazune bacAve tyAre tyAre eka romaharSaka ghaTanA banatI. e pazune mallinAtha dAdAnA darzana karAvatA, ene tilaka karatAM. zIro khavaDAvatA ane pachI pAMjarApoLamAM mUkI AvatA. temaNe potAnA cAre putrone dharmasaMskAro ApyA, jenA phaLa rUpe Aje temanA samagra parivAramAM dharmanI jyota jhaLahaLI rahI che. temanA moTA putre samagra parivAra sAthe dIkSA lIdhI che. putra, putravadhU, pautrI ane be potro - A badhAMnA saMyamajIvananI anumodanA karatAM karatAM zrI hIrAbhAInI jinazAsananuM gaurava 10

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chAtI cheka sudhI gajagaja phulatI hatI. jyAre emane maLavA jAya tyAre saMyamazuddhinI preraNA karatAM ane temanA zAstrAbhyAsano riporTa mAMgatA. potAnI pAse kAgaLamAM emanA svAdhyAyano hisAba rAkhatAM. temanA avasAnanA traNeka mahinA pUrve ja teo amadAvAda AvyA hatA, tyAre paNa A riporTa levAnuM cUkyA na hatAM. gurUkuLamAM zikharabaMdhI derAsara na baMdhAya tyAM sudhI "bhAta'nI bAdhA emaNe akhaMDapaNe pALI. jinAlaya nirmANa mATe khUba bhoga Apyo ne gata varSe ja uchAmaNI pUrvaka e jinAlayanI sAlagirimAM dhvajArohaNano ya lAbha lIdho. AjIvana "cA"no tyAga, aneka tapasyAo, upadhAna, akhaMDa besaNA, pravacanazravaNa, akhaMDa aSTaprakArI pUjA, akhaMDa sAmAyika-pratikramaNa, hajAro saMyamIonI sevA, parivAranA pAMca sabhyone dIkSApradAna, jIvadayA ane anukaMpAnA aDhaLaka sukRto, AjIvana akhaMDa jinazAsananI sevA - A badhAM dvArA emaNe potAnA jIvanane dhanya banAvI dIdhuM. lagabhaga jIvananA chellA mahinA sudhI emano A yajJa cAlu rahyo. chellA paMdareka divasanI mAMdagImAM paNa mahAtmA dvArA ane parivAra dvArA temane khUba samAdhi ApavAmAM AvI. zrAvaNa vada 5 nI rAte 1.10 vAge emano pAvana AtmA deha choDIne cAlyo gayo. Aje lAkho ane karoDo rUpiyAnA dAno ApanArA che, tIrtho ane jinAlayonA sarjana karanArAo che. paNa "hIrAbhAI'no dukALa che. kyAM maLaze Aje AvA niHsvArtha sevaka ? kyAM maLaze Aje jAtane ghasI denArA ane jAtane ghasI dIdhA pachI ya niHspRha rahenArA ? rAjanItimAM lakhyuM che - na dhanasaMgrahaM puraSad vahuM mantavya - dhananA saMgrahanI upekSA karIne paNa yogya vyaktino saMgraha karavo. A eka vacananI upekSAne kAraNe Aje ApaNA tIrtho, vihAradhAmo, pAMjarApoLo, saMsthAo, saMgho- badhuM ja bahudhA avyavasthAnA rogathI pIDAI rahyuM che. "hIrAbhAIne apekSA na hoya e judI vastu che ane saMsthAne kadara na hoya e judI vAta che. pAlItANAnI eka bIjI jaina saMsthAmAM Aje eka gRhapati 11 Imozansa

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che. chokarAone gaMdI gALo ApavAthI mAMDIne sTIlanI DolathI mAra mAravA sudhI nIce utarelA che. jainatvanA sakhata virodhI che. chokarAone prabhAvanA ApavA Avela bhAvukone apamAna karIne bhagADI de che. TrasTI pAse A phariyAdano ATalo ja javAba che. - "ATalA pagAramAM bIjo mANasa lAvI Apo.' AvI paristhiti dekhAya, tyAre haiyuM cIrIne eka prazna bahAra Ave che. - "hIrAbhAI kyAM che? jinazAsananA AjanA mahattama praznono ukela A che - "hIrAbhAI onuM nirmANa ane emanI kadara'. karoDa rUpiyAnA dAnanI kadara ApaNe tyAM thAya che, paNa karoDothI paNa jenuM mUlya na thaI zake evI sevAnI kadara karavAnuM gajuM ApaNI pAse prAyaH hotuM nathI. mANasone cUsanArA, "poSAya to raho - Avo naphaphaTa javAba ApanArA, bhayaMkara avyavasthAo sAme AMkha ADA kAna karanArA, sArA mANaso yA to Ave ja nahIM, ne yA to Take ja nahIM, AvI paristhitinuM nirmANa karanArA evA vahIvaTadAro thoDA rUpiyA bacAvavA jatAM hakIkatamAM AkhA tIrtha/saMsthAne DubADI rahyA hoya che. zrI hIrAbhAInA jIvanamAMthI preraNA laIne ane ApaNI bhItara hIrAbhAInuM sarjana karIe e e puNyAtmAne sAcI zraddhAMjali banI raheze. paramatAraka zrI jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. ke e jinazAsananuM gaurava . 1 ra

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yazovijayajI jaina gurukula (pAlItANA) zatAbdI zubhecchA patra GURUKUL: My Mother pa. pU. munirAja zrI tattvapremavijayajI ma.sA. gurukuLa eTale e jenA khoLe ame khIlyA jenI dhULamAM ame ramyA jyAM phUla banIne ame hasyA jeNe amane saMskAranI sAkara nAMkhIne zikSaNanuM dUdha pAyuM. jeNe amArI e badhI ja kALajI karI je eka mA eka dIkarAnI kALajI kare che. e 'mA' Aje jyAre sau varSanI thaI rahI che tyAre ene arpita karavA mATe koI ja zabda-sumana jaDatA nathI. eka dIkaro enI 'mA'ne zuM ApI zake ? ApI ApIne zuM ApI zake ? ApavAnI asmitA to 'mA'ne varelI hoya che. Imozansa 13

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dIkaro kadAca duniyAbharanI dolatathI 'mAno pAlava bharI de to ya 'mA'nI eka hetabharI najaranI tulanAmAM e badhuM ya mUlyahIna hoya che. taddana mUlyahIna. hA, e eka hakIkata che ke e 'mA'nI zatAbdI pUrI thaI rahI che. tyAre A dIkarAnuM haiyuM hele caDyuM che. e haiyAnI e ja Arajhu che ke 'mA' AvI eka ja zatAbdI nahIM aneka zatAbdIone pUrNa kare. e mAtra jIvatI rahe eTaluM ja nahIM enA eka eka dIkarAmAM e jIvaMta bane. samyak jJAna rUpe..... satsaMskAra rUpe.... viveka rUpe..... sadbhAvanA rUpe.... bhakti ane zakti rUpe..... tyAga ane vairAgya rUpe.... parArtha ane paramArtha rUpe.... sevA ane samarpaNa rUpe.... sahakAra ane upakAra rUpe... prema ane karuNA rUpe.... vhAla ane vAtsalya rUpe.... basa, eno eka eka dIkaro enuM ja rUpa bane... enuM ja svarUpa bane... jamAnAAthI e 'mA' na badalAya paNa Gurukul : My Mother 14 Rong

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e 'mA' thI jamAno badalAya, 1 e 'mA' ne marudevA ne trizalAnuM saubhAgya maLe e 'mA' ne pRthvI" ne pAhiNInuM gaurava maLe, e 'mA' nuM sarjana vastupALa, tejapALa, jagaDuzA ane bhAmAzAnI yAda apAve. e 'mA' chAtI ThokIne kahI zake ke "mArA khoLe Avela mAruM saMtAna sadguNothI samRddha ja haze, mArI suvAsa enA samagra jIvanamAM maheMkatI ja raheze..." dIkarAnI A duA 'mA' nA pAvana caraNomAM sAdara sAnaMda samarpita. Happy birthday my Mother! at your 100th birth day many many happy returns of the day. -Your Son (mAgasara vada 14, vi.saM.2072 bhInamAla, rAjasthAna) 1. AdinAtha bhagavAnanA mAtA 2. mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAnanA mAtA 3. gautamasvAmInA mAtA 4. kalikAla sarvajJanA mAtA. 15 Imozansa

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sUrinAmasvargArohaNa svapnila rathayAtrA) svarNa-varSa * svarUpa * A rathayAtrAmAM traNa ratha hoya - (1) deva (2) guru (3) dharma. (1) devaratha : saparikara adbhuta jinapratimA dharAvato A ratha hoya, prabhunI mukhamudrA maMtramugdha karI de tevI hoya. pratidina A rathamAM mahApUjA jevo zaNagAra-AMgI vagere thatuM hoya. () gururatha : premasUridAdAnI jIvaMta-kakSAnI pratimA A rathamAM hoya. sAthe saMyamanA upakaraNo hoya + rathanI racanAmAM ja samAveza pAmelA dAgha gurudevazrInA paricaya vAkyo hoya, jemane vAMcatAnI sAthe ema thaI jAya ke emanAthI mahAna koI saMta na hoI zake. (3) dharmaratha : AmAM jaina dharma, mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAna, premasUridAdA ane mArgAnusArIpaNAne lagatuM maphata sAhitya, Tokana bhAve maLatuM sAhitya ane DijITala sAmagrI hoya. * svayaMsevako * deva-guru-dharma pratyenI viziSTa lAgaNIvALA kama se kama be yuvAno A rathayAtrAmAM sevA Ape. Aje judA be yuvAno, AvatI kAle judA be yuvAno- evI rIte paNa cAlI zake. paNa e badhAM yuvAno tAlImasaMpanna hovA joIe. * tAlIma * dareka gAmamAM pracAra ane prastuti mATe vaphtatva ane gIta-saMgItanI tAlIma e yuvAno pAse hovI joIe. mAtra amuka ja vaktavya ane amuka svapnila rathayAtrA 16

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ja gIta-saMgIta eka ja vAra zIkhavAnuM rahe. dareka gAmamAM enuM ja punarAvartana thatuM rahe. kadAca tAlIma na ja laI zakAya, to DijITala mAdhyamo te vaktavya ane gIta-saMgItano vikalpa banI zake. * pracAra * niyata gAmamAM savAre A traNe rathonI rathayAtrA nIkaLe. tenI sAthe lagADelA benaromAM deva-guru-dharmano suMdara paricaya Apyo hoya. sAthe madhura zabdomAM jAherAta thatI hoya ke "Aje rAte amuka samaye amuka jagyAe sadaguru-utsava che to samagra gAmanI janatAne jAhera AmaMtraNa che. jIvanamAM sukha-zAMti-samRddhi ApatA A utsavamAM jarUra padhAro... padhAro.. padhAro.. padhAro." * prastuti * gAmanA cotare rastA para/medAna para- koI paNa anukULa sthaLe paMcAyatanA sahakArathI kAryakrama goThavAya. temAM vacce devaratha ane AjubAju gururatha-dharmaratha hoya. temanI eka bAju projekTaranI vyavasthA hoya. bIjI bAju virATa leksa para premasUridAdAno guNAtmaka paricaya hoya. sAme hajAro loko besI zake evI kArapeTa vyavasthA hoya. * pravRtti eka (1) 15 miniTa bhagavAnanI bhakti-bhAvanA hoya. jemAM khUba ja asarakAraka cUMTelA gIta-saMgItano upayoga thAya. bhAIone nRtya-pradakSiNA devA mATe dAMDiyAnI vyavasthA rAkhelI hoya. mahApUjA-zaNagAra-sugaMdha gulAla-gIta-saMgIta-nRtya vagerethI adbhuta mAhola banI jAya. (2) 10 miniTa jaina dharma viSe samajAvavAmAM Ave. jaina dharma zAzvata che. anAdi che. e vAta vedo-purANomAM AvatA ullekho sAthe samajAvAya. covIzInuM svarUpa-anaMta covIzInI hakIkta- A covIzInI samajUtI A badhuM pAvara poInTa prejhanTezanathI samajAvAya. 17. Imozansa

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(3) 2 miniTa A covIzInA chellA tIrthakara bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmI viSe samajAvavAmAM Ave. gAMdhIjI, naheru, IMdirA gAMdhI, lAla bahAdura zAstrI vageree temanA mATe zuM kahyuM hatuM te kahevAmAM Ave. (4) 30 miniTa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInA jIvananI enImezana philma batAvavAmAM Ave. (5) 10 miniTa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmIe ApelA upadeza - AcAra-tattvajJAna-sAdhudharma-zrAvakadharma- Ane zorTa-svITa rUpe prastuta karavAmAM Ave. A pAvana paraMparAmAM prabhunA mArge cAlanArA A sadInA eka utkRSTa saMta eTale premasUridAdA evI samaja ApatuM 15 miniTanuM vaktavya thAya. je daramiyAna paDadAM para dAdA gurudevazrInA phoTAo-citro raju thAya. (7) 15 miniTa sadguru - upAsanA gIta-saMgIta vagere dvArA thAya. nRtya pradakSiNA dvArA pUrvavat bhakti mAhola bane. (8) mana-vacana-zarIranA stare hiMsAmukti, jIvanastare saMpUrNa vyasanamukti ane zuddha zAkAhAritA A traNa muddA para bhArapUrvakanI preraNA 10 miniTa karavAmAM Ave. prabhunA ane sadgurunA caraNomAM zraddhAMjali rUpe A traNa muddAnI deDha pratijJA levAnI preraNA karIne pratijJA ApavAmAM Ave. jIvanamAM navo prakAza pAmavA mATe, tamArI dareka samasyAnuM samAdhAna pAmavA mATe suMdara jJAna-sAmagrI vinAmulya ane Tokana mUlya ApanA mATe upalabdha che. Aje jJAnanI gaMgA sAme cAlIne tamArI pAse AvI che eno lAbha levA vinaMti." AvI jAherAta sauthI chelle karavAmAM Ave. svayaMsevako khUba sArI rIte pepleTsa, pustikA, pustako, deva-gurunA phoTA, mALA-vagerenuM vitaraNa kare. A vitaraNa daramiyAna.. jaya gurudeva... jaya jaya gurudeva.. ItyAdi haLavuM saMgIta cAluM rahe. (9). svapnila rathayAtrA,

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* svapnila rathayAtrAnA lAbho * (1) jAhera janatAmAM jaina dharma viSe rahelI gerasamajo dUra thAya. ane jaina dharma mATe AMtarika sadbhAva pragaTe. (2) samyaktanA bIjanI ke samyaktAdinI prApti thAya. (3) bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI ane premasUridAdA lAkho lokonA aMtaramAM vasI jAya. (4) jinazAsana paranA AkramaNo ochA thAya, nAbUda thAya, jinazAsananI paDakhe rahenAro varga Ubho thAya. (5) pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone nirdoSa gocarI pANI sulabha bane. vihAro anukULa thAya. vihArakSetro vadhe. (6) saMprati mahArAjAe karela te kArya AMzika rUpe sAkAra bane. (7) premasUri dAdAne kharA arthamAM zraddhAMjali ApI zakAya. "dAdA nA nimittane pAmIne dIrghagAmI pariNAmalakSI Ayojana thaI zake. tere cAra vAra Imozansa

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pAMjarApoLa - toTo A Permanent Solution DhoronA peTa ane pAMjarApoLanA toTA - baMne moTA hoya che. divasarAta mahenata karavA chatAM moTA bhAge e pUrAtA nathI. phaMDa lAvI lAvIne mahino-be mahinA AgaLa AgaLa dhakko mAratA rahevuM- A sthiti manomaMthananuM bIja na bane to ja navAI. eka pAMjarApoLanA TrasTInuM kahevuM che ke "divasa-rAta sakhata mahenata karavI ja paDe ema che. rAte doDha vAge jhabakIne jAgI javAya che ke AnuM zuM thaze ? so dIkarInA bApa banavuM hajI kadAca saheluM che, paNa pAMjarApoLanA TrasTI banavuM khUba agharuM che. AkhI jiMdagI satata mAMgaNa ja banavuM paDe evI enI hAlata hoya che." pAMjarApoLanI dAna-arajIonA thappa thappAo... eka eka pAMjarApoLoe karelI potAnI sthitinuM karuNa bayAna... "bhayaMkara kaTokaTI... gaMbhIra paristhiti... asahya AvazyakatA.. asahya bhAvavadhAro.. bhayaMkara dukALa...' A badhAM zabdo yA mANasane dravita karI de ne yA dAna/dharmathI vimukha karI de evA hoya che. jo "dharma khuda ja ATalo dayanIya ane bicAro hoya, to e amane zuM ApavAno- AvI vicAradhArAnuM bIja to e arajIo nahIM banI jatI hoya ne ? Avo vicAra sahajapaNe ubhave che. khera, Let's Come to the point. manomaMthana e thAya, ke zuM A ja kharI vyavasthA che ? zuM e jIvonI dayA A ja rIte thaI zake ? prAcIna kALamAM paNa A ja rIte AvI saMsthAo hatI ne A ja rIte arajIo mokalAtI ? ne A ja rIte TrasTIo ujAgarA karatA hatA ? zrAvaka potAnA parivAranuM bharaNa-poSaNa kare. zakti pahoMcatI hoya ane tathAvidha dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvanA saMyogo hoya to zAsanaprabhAvanAnA aMga tarIke ane potAnI karuNA bhAvanAne jIvaMta rAkhanAra tarIke anukaMpAjIvadayAnA kArya kare. e kAryo karavAmAM paNa enI dRSTi spaSTa hoya, ke pAMjarApoLa - toTo 20

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koInA bharaNa-poSaNa mATe karAto AraMbha-samAraMbha e paNa hiMsA to che ja. parivAranA bharaNa-poSaNa mATe ke potAnA bharaNa-poSaNA mATe karAto AraMbha-samAraMbha paNa hiMsA ja che ane tAttvika dRSTie heya che. chatAM jyAM sudhI cAritra na maLe tyAM sudhI azakyaparihArarUpe jeno tyAga thavo zakya nathI, e rUpe potAnA ane parivAranA bharaNapoSaNa mATe karAtI hiMsA zrAvakane karavI paDe che. e kathaLatA haiye e hiMsA kare. paNa roja daza garIbane jamADavA-emanA mATe daza jaNanI rasoI karAvaDAvavI- AvuM zrAvaka na kare. kAraNa ke zrAvakane khabara che ke AmAM daza jIvanuM peTa bharavA mATe asaMkhya ane anaMta jIvonI hiMsA karavI paDaze. zrAvaka mAMgavA AvelAne paNa charI/ghaMTI/gADuM vagere na Ape. gADuM, ghaMTI vagerene joDIne na rAkhe, vagere yogazAstrAdimAM kahela zrAvakAcAranuM A ja hArda che. jyAre e dazanuM peTa bharavAthI jinazAsananI prabhAvanA thatI hoya, ghaNA lokomAM jinazAsana prazaMsApAtra banatuM hoya, tyAre e pravRtti hiMsA maTIne ahiMsA bane che. kAraNa ke jinazAsananI abhimukha thayelA te loko vahelA-moDA paNa samyaktvAdi pAmIne mokSe jAya che, ane temanA taraphathI cauda rAjalokanA sarva jIvone zAzvata abhayadAna maLe che. dIna-kSINa pratye anukaMpAdAna na dIdhuM A aticAravAkyanA rahasyo ghaNA gaMbhIra che. rAjapraznIya AgamamAM kezIsvAmI pradezI rAjAne kahe che ke NaM tumaM paesI ! puvviM ramaNijje bhavittA pacchA aramaNijje bhavijjAsi temAM A Azaya che, ke Apa pahelA bIjAne dAna ApatA hatAM te have jaina banIne baMdha nahIM karatAM. kAraNa ke tenAthI amane aMtarAyanuM pApa lAge ane jaina dharmanI apabhrAjanA thAya. mA - - jinazAsananI prabhAvanAnA daSTikoNane samajyA vinA, AdaryA vinA phakta 'dayA'nA nAme thatI jIvadayA ane anukaMpAnI pravRttio karanArA hakIkatamAM tAttvika dayA'ne samajyA hotA nathI. dharmane jo gaurava apAvavuM hoya, to dharmamAMthI paisAnI bAbatone zakya eTalI dUra rAkhavI joIe. vyaktigatarUpe je-te vyakti je-te dAna Ape Imozansa 21

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eno vAMdho nathI, paNa samaSTimAM loko bhegA thayA nathI ne paisAnI vAta AvI nathI, A sthiti khUba ja jokhamI che. samavasaraNamAM phaMDa karavuM hoya, to abajo-abajonuM phaMDa thaI zake. paNa anaMta tIrthakaromAMthI koI paNa tIrthakare kadI paNa AvI pravRtti karI nathI. "paisAthI ja kAma thAya' - A bahu moTI bhramaNA che. anaMta tIrthakaroe vyaktigatarUpe pUrNa ahiMsaka banavAno upadeza Apyo che. vizvamAMthI hiMsA kadI paNa nAbUda thaI nathI ne thavAnI paNa nathI. hA, tame tamArA jIvanamAMthI hiMsAne nAbUda karI zako cho, enA dvArA anaMtAnaMta jIvone abhayadAna paNa ApI zako cho ane ApanA AtmAnuM paNa zAzvata kalyANa karI zako cho. zakya paNa A che ane kartavya paNa A che. jJAna vadhAravAnA zUnya prayatna sAme mAtra dAna vadhAravAnA pUrNa prayatnathI Aje ApaNI AvI dazA thaI che. ApaNA vaDavAoe je-te samayamAM evI AvazyakatAo joIne pAMjarApoLo UbhI karI. amuka mUDI, amuka gocara - A badhAMthI te pAMjarApoLono nirvAha thato. zrAvako yathAzakti dAna ApatA rahetA. te samaye yAMtrika yuga Avyo. dayA-kRtajJatAnI bhAvanA ochI thaI. katalakhAnAo vadhyA ane vikasyA. gera- kAyadesara katala karAtA Dhorone kAyadAkIya rIte bacAvI bacAvIne pAMjarApoLomAM mokalavAnI pravRtti vadhI, pariNAme pAMjarApoLomAM enI pahoMcanI bahAranA Dhoro AvI gayA. enA pariNAme pAMjarApoLo gaMbhIra Arthika kaTokaTImAM phasAtI gaI. hajI vadhu duHkhanI vAta to e che ke hajAro-hajAro pazuone samAvyA pachI paNa, AkAza-pAtALa eka karI karIne Arthika bhaMDoLa lAvyA pachI paNa, ApaNe jeTalA pazuone bacAvIe chIe enA karatA 100 gaNA ke hajArogaNA pazuo to kapAI jAya che. A sthitimAM nakkara upAya zuM hoI zake ? * saMbhavita upAyo - ja bhagavAnano mULa mArga upadezano che. sadupadeza ApavA dvArA jAhera janatAmAM dayA ane kRtajJatAnI bhAvanAne sateja karavAmAM Ave. dareka pAMjarApoLa - toTo 22

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vyakti potAnA Dhorone vRddhAvasthAmAM sAcave. AthI AgaLa vadhIne dareka vyakti bIjA rakhaDatA pazu-paMkhI mATe potAnA ghara pAse pANInI vyavasthA rAkhe ane potAnI vadhelI rasoI vagere khorAka temanA peTano khADo pUre evI bhAvanA rAkhe, evo prayAsa kare. vividha dharmonA siddhAnto, prAcIna/Adhunika udAharaNo, jIvadayAno mahAmahimA, Aloka-paralokamAM enA mIThA phaLo-vagereno upadeza jAhera janatAne satata ApavAmAM Ave. dezI gAyo zUnya meInTenansavALI hoya che. emanAthI pedA thatA paMcagavyamAM ajaba-gajaba rogone maTADavAnI zakti che. sAta varSanA eka bALakane livara sorAIsIsa thayuM hatuM. ane DokTaroe jyAre potAnA hAtha UMcA karI nAMkhyA hatA, tyAre mAtra gobaranA pANIthI sAta divasamAM tenuM livara kAryarata thayuM hatuM. samagra dezamAM dezI gAya AdhArita kRSi apanAvAya, kemikala pharTIlAIjharsa ane pesTIsAIDsa vagaranA anAja| zAkabhAjI/phaLa-phUla apanAvAya, to 125 karoDa dezavAsIonA ArogyamAM camatkArika parivartano AvI zake che. A vAta janatAnA manamAM ThasAvAya. kemikala pharTIlAIjharsa ane pesTIsAIDsane apAtI 3 lAkha karoDanI sabasIDI pazu AdhArita AyojanomAM lagADI devAmAM Ave, to dezamAM janmatuM navuM bALaka 33,000 rUpiyAnA bhAraNamAMthI mukta thaI zake. vIyeTanAmanI sarakAre dezanA pratyeka parivArane eka ekara jamIna ane eka gAya ApI hatI. jenAthI samagra dezanI baMjara jamIna phaLadrupa banI gaI ne vIyeTanAma yuddhanI vinAzaka dojhakhomAMthI bahAra AvI gayuM A vAta paNa jAhera janatAne samajAvAya. jarsI gAya lAvavI-rAkhavI-banAvavI A badhuM paNa katalane uttejana ApavA jevuM che. jarsI gAyo satata khAtI rahetI hovAthI teo avAranavAra mAMdI paDe che, tethI temane satata enTIbAyoTiksa ApavI paDe che. temanA mithena gesanA kAraNe ojhonanA leyaramAM gAbaDA paDe che. ane temanuM dUdha ghaNAM rogonuM sarjanahAra che. temanA dUdhamAM bI.sI.ema. Imozansa 23 --

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7 nAmanA 7 emIno esiDyuM hoya che. jeo mANasanI DAyajesTIva sisTama, AMtarika avayavo ane magaja upara kuThArAghAta kare che. nyujhIlenDanA veTaranarI sAyanTIsTa prophesara Itha vuDavaDanA mata pramANe TAIpa-1 DAyAbiTIsa, hArTa DisIjha, oTijhama ane anya nona komyunikebala rogone janma ApanAra jarsI gAyanuM dUdha che. bALakomAM peTa, chAtI ane kAnanA rogo ane moTAomAM Tonsila jevA rogone paNa A dUdha janma Ape che. saMkara gAya-ghaNo dUdha' A jAherAta bhAratanA gAmaDe gAmaDe thaI rahI che. je Arogya dRSTie to hAnikAraka che ja, jIvadayAnI dRSTie paNa bhayAnaka che. janatAne ArogyadRSTi samajAvavAthI AnuSaMgika rIte jIvadayA' nI paNa siddhi thaI jaze. kAraNa ke dezI pazuo janme tyArathI mAMDIne kudaratI rIte mare tyAM sudhI koIne koI rIte upakAraka banatA rahe che. je jagyA para tabelAo che tyAM Aju-bAjunA makAnomAM Aje paNa koIne maleriyAno tAva nathI Avato e anubhavasiddha che. A rIte dUdha na ApatA ne gAmamAM chuTTA pharatAM Dhoro paNa gAmanuM pazudhana che. gAmanA Arogya mATe khUba jarUrI che. emanI najIvI sAra-saMbhALa ApaNane aDhaLaka bacata ane sukha-zAMti Ape che. emanI kahevAtI gaMdakI ApaNA mATe khUba khUba AzIrvAdarUpa banI rahe che. - A bAbatone jAhera janatAmAM Thosa rIte jaNAvavI joIe. je mAtAnuM dUdha ApaNe cha mahinA pIe chIe, te mAtAne paNa ApaNe enI vRddhAvasthAmAM gharaDAghare nathI mokalatA, to jIvanabhara je gAyamAtAnuM dUdha pIe chIe, tene katalakhAne zI rIte mokalI zakAya? ApaNe jo temane katalakhAne mokalIe to ApaNe kasAI jevA chIe ane pAMjarApoLe mokalI daIe, to ApaNe mA-bApane gharaDAgharamAM mokalatA nAlAyaka dIkarA jevA chIe. AvuM karavAne badale ApaNe temane sAcavI laIe to ApaNane Arogyano lAbha maLaze, te pazuonI AMtaraDI pAMjarApoLa - toTo

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karaze ne temanI duAothI ApaNuM bhaluM thaze- A vAta janatAnA manamAM ThasAvAya. eka vikendritatA e ja nakkara upAya ekAda-be pazunA cArA-pANI mATe koI phaMDa karavuM paDatuM nathI. ekAdabe pazunA nirvAhamAM dukALa khAsa naDI zakato nathI. e ekAda-be pazu dvArA e mANasa pote upakRta thayo hovAthI emanuM pAlana karavuM e enI naitika pharaja paNa banI rahe che. zeSa je pazuo bacyA hoya emane uparokta samajAvaTathI te te gAma ja dattaka laI le ne temanA anna-pANInI paNa vikendrita vyavasthA thaI jAya. eTale pAMjarApoLono abajo rUpiyAno bhAra ApoApa haLavo thaI jAya che. eka upadeza - mAdhyama dareka pAMjarApoLanA vahIvaTadAro potAnI pAMjarApoLanI Aju-bAjunA 50-100 gAmomAM mahAtmAonA jAhera pravacano, skula pravacano karAvIne lokonA aMtaramAM jIvadayAno prema, hiMsAnI napharata, kRtajJatAnA saMskAro ane naitika pharaja pratyenI jAgRtinuM vAvetara kare. dezI/jarsI pazu saMbaMdhI mAhitI, paMcagavyanI upayogitA vagere bAbatono upadeza viziSTa vaktA kAryakaro dvArA pemphaleTsa vagere dvArA ke anya prasAra mAdhyamo dvArA ApavAmAM Ave. A viSayaka ghaNA pustako bahAra paDela che. temanA para opana buka ekjhAma vagere Ayojano dvArA jAhera janatAmAM vizeSa jAgRti AvI zake. gAmaDe gAmaDe dIvAlo vagere para lakhANo, benaro, posTaro, maukhika udghoSaNAo vagere paNa janamAnasamAM parivartana lAvI zake. katalakhAnAnI mAhitI ApatA sAhitya ane prasAra mAdhyamothI prANIja utpAdanonA saMpUrNa bahiSkAranI preraNA bhArapUrvaka karavAmAM Ave. A viSayaka khAsa pravacana taiyAra karIne tene dareka gAmamAM asarakAraka rIte prastuta karavAmAM Ave. 25 Imozansa

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* dIrdhadaSTi ane agamacetI eka gAma parvatanA zikhara para vaseluM hatuM. tenI eka bAju parvatanI uparano sapATa bhAga jyAM pUro thato hato, tyAM UMDI khINa hatI. avAra-navAra tyAMthI mANaso ne pazuo paDI jatA. burI rIte ghAyala thatA. gAmavALA sajjano bhegA thayA. sAruM evuM phaMDa karyuM. tyAM khINa pAse satata eka ebyulansa UbhI rahe evI jogavAI karI, ne ebyulansa pUrapATa doDI zake evo rasto banAvaDAvyo. e khINathI pAMca ja miniTanA aMtare moMghIdATa hospiTala banAvI. je je mANasa ke pazu tyAM khINamAM paDI jAya, tenA mATe tAtkAlika sAravAra upalabdha karAvI dIdhI. paNa aphasosa, koIne e DeDa enDa para pALI banAvavAnuM na sUchyuM. basa, have kAyama mATe koI ne koI tyAMthI paDatuM raheze ane (vyavasthA haze tyAM sudhI) sAravAra thatI raheze. Aje pAMjarApoLamAM 50-100 pazuo AvyA, have emanA cArApANInI vyavasthA zI rIte karavI ene ja jIvadayAnuM sarvasva samajI letA ApaNe bIjA hajAro pazuone A rIte noMdhArA banIne bhaviSyamAM ahIM AvavuM ja na paDe, e dizAmAM koI ja prayatna na karatAM hoIe, to ApaNe zuM karI rahyA chIe, e mATe ApaNe gaMbhIra vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. ApaNI paddhatie to ApaNI "Aja paNa kharAba che ne "kAle zuM ?' A prazna ora bhayAnaka che. "pAMjarApoLa' e eka upalakSaNa che. dharma jJAna ane vivekathI ja thaI zake. sva-para hita e jJAna ane vivekathI ja thaI zake - e samajavAnI ApaNe badhAe khAsa jarUra che. (A lekhamAM khetI-paddhati ane tathAvidha anya paNa je vAto AnuSaMgika rIte kahI che, te hakIkatamAM "jIvadayA'nA samarthana ane poSaNanA uddezyathI ja kahI che.) parama tAraka zrI jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya, to micchAmi dukkaDam. pAMjarApoLa - toTo > ra6

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sayalamma vi jIyaloe teNa iha ghosio amAghAo / tA.ka. ikkaM pi jo duhattaM sattaM bohejja jiNavayaNe // saMsAramAM duHkhI thaI rahela eka paNa jIvane je jinavacanano bodha pamADe, teNe hakIkatamAM samasta vizvanI aMdara abhayadAnanI ghoSaNA karelI che. kAraNa ke jinavacanano bodha pAmanAra AtmA alpa samayamAM parama pada pAme che ane kAyama mATe hiMsAmukta thaI jAya che. vizvanA sarva jIvone tenA taraphathI zAzvata abhayadAna prApta thaI jAya che. upadezamALAmAM pU.dharmadAsagaNi mahArAjA : satya-saMvAda. sajjana : A vAchaDAM marI jAya che enA mATe dorIthI bAMdhIne dUdhanI boTala rAkhavI joIe. jethI e bhUkhyuM thAya, to jAte pI zake. TrasTIzrI : tamAre salAha ja ApavI che ne ? A badhAM jIvavA lAgaze, to ahIM paga mukavAnI jagyA nahIM rahe. moTA bhAganI pAMjarApoLomAM pazuo temanA AyuSyane pUruM karyA vinA vahelA marI jAya che, jenuM kAraNa nitya uNodarI hoya che. pacAsa pazuone daza pazunuM ghAsa nIravAmAM Ave to zuM thAya ? so pAMjarApoLanA prAmANika parIkSaNa bAda eka sajjane jaNAvelI A vAta che. prabhunA mULa mArgane mukIne ApaNe kyAM AvI gayA ? Trako pakaDavAno, keso laDavAno ane jinazAsananI sthAvara-jaMgama milakatane jokhamamAM mukavAno zo artha rahyo ? eno gaMbhIratAthI vicAra karavAno samaya kyArano ya pAkI gayo che. 27 Imozansa

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pAMjarApoLanA ja mANaso pazuone kasAIkhAne veMcavA mAMDyA che, tyAre 'jIvadayA'nI bAbatamAM ApaNe "Age se calI AtI'-ne ja jaDatAthI pakaDI rAkhazuM ? ke zAstra, sadguru ane vivekabuddhine paNa kaMIka sAMbhaLazuM ? zuM karavuM? enI to badhI ja vAta thaI cUkI che, jarUra che ene svIkAravAnI. kharekhara, jabaradasta jIvadayA, sahaja jIvadayA ane pUrNa jIvadayA sAkAra thaI jaze. kharekhara. l, re 3 re , ? pAMjarApoLa - toTo

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nArI utkarSa jinazAsananA zaNagAra viduSI pa.pU. zramaNI bhagavaMtonA caraNomAM martyaeNa vaMdAmi. ApazrI sukha-zAtAmAM hazo. ApazrInI ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAnI ame khUba khUba anumodanA karIe chIe. vizeSa, AjanI paristhiti koI paNa dharmapremIne AghAta pamADe tevI che. ApaNA zrIsaMghanI aMdara paNa garbhapAta, chUTAcheDA, vyabhicAra, AMtarajJAtIya- AMtaradharmIya-AMtaradezIya lagna, taddana anucita paheraveSa vagere pApoe pagapesAro karI dIdho che ane divase divase A pApo vadhatA jAya che. bhItaranI sthiti A che, tyAM bahArano dharma phugAvA jevo lAgI rahyo che. koI koIne kaMI paNa kahI zake tema nathI. samaju vaDIlo samasamIne beThAM che ne Akho zrIsaMgha A patananI khANamAM gabaDI rahyo che, tyAre amane eka mAtra ApazrInI AzA rahI che. zrIsaMghanI AzAnA kiraNa samI, bhAvi peDhInA eka mAtra pAyA samI, sAmAjika svAsthyanI jIvAdorI samI evI dIkarIone sAcuM samajAvavA mATe ane sAcA mArge lAvavA mATe ApazrInI sivAya prAyaH bIjo koI AdhAra nathI. A saMdhikALa che. hajI kaMIka bacavAnI AzA che, A samaye jo ApaNe kAMI na karyuM, to pachI avasara jato rahyo haze. pachI ApaNe phakta jovAnuM ne raDavAnuM bAkI raheze. vikRtionA vAvAjhoDAmAMthI ApaNI dIkarIone bacAvI levA mATe khUba AzA sAthe ame ApazrIne A pustaka pAThavyuM che lava yu DoTara. dIkarI mATe lAIpha-korsa jevuM A pustaka che. tenA AlaMbane ApazrI paddhatisaranA vAcanA-klAsa rAkho ane temane A jIvanopayogI bAbatonuM zikSaNa Apo evI amArI bhAvabharI vinaMti che. A klAsanI jAherAta mATe zrIsaMghanA borDa para mukavAnuM namUnAnuM 29 Imozansa

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lakhANa A sAthe pAThavela che. prabhukRpAthI ApazrIno A prayAsa zatamukha saphaLatAne vare evI zubhecchAo saha. suzrAvaka bAbubhAI saremalajI beDAvALAnA marthIeNa vaMdAmi I cUkazo to te - peTa bharIne te pastAzo. lAIpha leMgvaja lA . lAITa lAIpha ArTa sephTI (lAIpha lAIpha plejhara A che ImArI dIkarInuM jIvanabharanuM sukha ane mArI jIrvanabharanI hAza ecial 14 thI 24 varSanI (rAjakumArIo jIvanano aNamola upahAra, mATe , 24 kalAkano | lAIka /skUla, koleja, Tayuzana, klAsa ke mIDiyA kadI nahIM ApI zake evI lAIpha giphTa You Just Can't miss It jJAnadAtA pa.pU.sAdhvIzrI ............... sthaLa ......... tArIkha ... thI . samaya ..... thI ....... nArI utkarSa phI : phakta 24 kalAkno samaya prAIjha ... jIvanabhara sukha-zAMti-AnaMda . 30

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zuM A ghara koInuM nathI ? AkhuM gAma tamAzo joI rahyuM che. e gharane coroe cAre bAjuthI gherI lIdhuM che. eno daravAjo toDIne teo aMdara ghusI gayA che. e gharanI eka eka vastune laIne teo bahAra ThAlavI rahyA che. e gharano sTroMga rUma tUTI gayo che, tijorI khulI gaI che ne gaNatarInI paLomAM saphAcaTa thaI gaI che. e ghara pUrepUruM lUMTAI rahyuM che. tamAzo jovA Avela mANasonA maherAmaNamAM eka nAno bALaka enA pappAne pUche che "pappA ! zuM A ghara koInuM nathI ?'' pappA bALakanA Azayane samajI jAya che. jo ghara che, to e koInuM to hoya ja, paNa e ATalI bephAma rIte lUMTAI rahyuM che, ne koIno kazo ja virodha nathI, e lUMTamAM koInI ya roka-Toka nathI, koInA peTanuM pANI ya halatuM nathI, koIne kAMI pharaka ja paDato nathI, eno artha e che ke A ghara koInuM nathI. vAta jinazAsananI che. e bephAma rIte lUMTAI rahyuM che, ne ApaNe badhAM evI rIte jIvI rahyA chIe ke jANe kazuM banyuM ja nathI, eno artha e che ke jinazAsana koInuM nathI. ApaNane enI sAthe koI snAna sUtaka ja nathI. vikRtinA coro Aje jinazAsanane gherI vaLyA che. AcAramaryAdAnA daravAjAne toDIne teo aMdara ghUsI gayA che. jinazAsananI eka eka asmitAne raphe-daphe karavA sAthe emaNe jinazAsananA sTronga rUma jevI zrAvaka saMsthAne toDI nAMkhI che, enI tijorI jevI zrAvikAsaMsthAnA AbhUSaNa jevI lajjAne lUMTI lIdhI che, enA zIlane cUMthI nAMkhavA mATe cAra rastA vacce mukI dIdhuM che, ne ApaNe zuM karI rahyA chIe ? ekadama ThaMDakathI phakta tamAzo joI rahyA chIe. mane kahevA do, ke zarIranA gopanIya aMgo AMkhe UDIne vaLage e Imozansa 31

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rIte naphphaTatAthI chaDe coka prastuta thAya, e zrAvakanI dIkarI hoya ? Adhunika vezyAonA nirlaja nAcane Adarza mAnIne jIvatI hoya e zrAvakanI dIkarI hoya ? hAIskUlanA pagathiyAM caDatA caDatA cAritranA pagathiyAM utarI gaI hoya e zrAvakanI dIkarI hoya ? kolejanA kempasamAM khUNe-khAMcare bharAIne potAnA zIlanuM khUna karAvavA talapApaDa hoya e zrAvakanI dIkarI hoya ? ghara saMpanna hovA chatAM zokha khAtara Akho divasa parapuruSo vacce rahIne joba' karavAnA oratA kare e zrAvakanI dIkarI hoya ? yA jene lagna karavA ja nathI ne yA lagna pachI ya lapharA karavA che e zrAvakanI dIkarI hoya ? Daggara svabhAva, UMcI apekSAo, divasa-rAta rAmAyaNa ne vAte vAte mahAbhArata hoya e zuM zrAvakanI dIkarI hoya ? ThaMDe kaleje sagAM saMtAnane eborzana dvArA motane ghATa utArI zake, zuM e zrAvakanI dIkarI hoya ? najara sAme jyAre jinazAsananuM sarvasva lUMTAI rahyuM che, tyAre ThaMDe kaleje phakta A tamAzo jotAM rahIzuM, to zuM ApaNuM jainatva paNa akabaMdha raheze kharuM ? mane kahevA do, ke A zrAvikAnI bhAvahatyA che. A hatyAnI bhItaramAM kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrAcAryanI hatyA che. A hatyAnI bhItaramAM jagadguru hIrasUrijI ane mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajInI hatyA che. vela khuda ja maravA paDI haze, to enI pAse phaLanI AzA zI rIte rAkhI zakAze? Please tell me, zuM tame jena cho ? zuM tame zrAvaka cho ? to zrAvikAsasthAne bacAvavA mATe yuddhanA dhoraNe kAme lAgI jAo. tamAre jinazAsanamAM saMpattinuM yogadAna ApavuM che to "jena garlsa De skulanA kSetre yogadAna Apo. vidvAna sAdhvIjIo pAse jena kanyA zibiranuM Ayojana karAvo, bahenonA dhArmika ane sAMskRtika starane upara lAvatA sAhityanA prasAramAM tamAro phALo Apo. tamAre jinazAsanamAM samayanuM yogadAna ApavuM che, to uparokta Ayojanane saphaLa karavA mATe samaya Apo. tamAre jinazAsanamAM tamArI TelanTanuM yogadAna ApavuM che, to tulasA ne revatI zuM A ghara koInuM nathI ? _ 32

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jevI zrAvikAonI hAramALA zI rIte sarjI zakAya, e dizAmAM tamArA magajane doDAvavAnuM zarU karI do. lAkho jenonI vasati dharAvatA zaheramAM ya ekAda paNa jaina garlsa De skUla na hoya, eno artha e ja che ke ApaNane ApaNI dIkarIonI kazI ja paDI nathI. e allaDa, naphaphaTa, dharmahIna ane chAkaTI banI jaze enI ApaNane koI ja ciMtA nathI. e koI vidharmI sAthe bhAgI jaze. eno ApaNane koI ja Dara nathI. zA mATe ApaNe ApaNI ja dIkarIo mATe koI vyavasthA nathI karI zakatA ? zuM khUTe che ? jamIna nathI ? makAna nathI ? svayaMsevako nathI ? mane kahevA do, ke ApaNane koI rasa ja nathI. zuM evo koI zrAvaka na hoya je potAno baMgalo toDIne tyAM AvuM Ayojana karavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape ? zuM evo eka zrAvaka na hoya je tapovana jevI saMsthAne kahI de, "badho lAbha mAro, tame jinazAsananI dIkarIone bacAvI lo. dIkarI bacaze to parivAra bacaze, parivAra bacaze to saMgha bacaze, saMgha bacaze to mArA prabhunuM zAsana bacaze." zuM koI ja Avo zrAvaka nathI ? ekAda paNa nahIM ? to pachI ema ja mAnavuM paDaze ke A ghara koInuM nathI. za 33 Imozansa

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mAtR-zraddhAMjali dharmasaMskaraNadAtA jananInI vidAyathI duHkha thAya e sahaja che, chatAM jinazAsanane pAmIne mAM prakRti: zArIriyri - mRtyu e dehadhArIno svabhAva che - A samajIne tathA eka AtmA jinazAsananI ArAdhanA karIne mokSayAtrAne AgaLa vadhArI gayo ane zAzvatapadanI samIpa jato rahyo A vAstavikatAne samajIne have ApanA jevA samajue eTaluM ja karavA jevuM che, ke e mAtAe je kaSTo sahana karIne ApaNo bhAra upADyo. je vedanA sahIne ApaNane janma Apyo, ane je parizrama laIne ApaNane ucheryA ene ApaNe kharA arthamAM saphaLa karIe, samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritranI vizuddha ArAdhanA e ja ApaNI mAtAnA sarva upakArono sAco badalo che. svargata mAtA pratye AnAthI moTI zraddhAMjali bIjI koI ja nathI. A jIvanane dhana pAchaLa ke sukhabhoga pAchaLa veDaphI devuM e mAtAnA bhagIratha yogadAnanuM sauthI nIcA staranuM apamAna che. mAtA ApaNAmAM saMskArorUpe jIve ArAdhanArUpe jIve, dharmabhAvanArUpe jIve e ja ApaNo putradharma che. Apa samaju cho, mAtAne A jIvanadAna ApIne zreSTha rIte putradharma bajAvo e ja zubhecchA saha dharmalAbha. mAta-zraddhAMjalI 34

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The Sect of the saMyama Why saMyama ? sukha mATe. sukha AjhAdImAM ja hoI zake, gulAmImAM nahIM tame phonathI sukhI cho, to tame sukhI nathI, phonanA gulAma cho. tame paisAthI sukhI cho, to tame sukhI nathI, paisAnA gulAma cho. tame parivArathI sukhI cho, to tame sukhI nathI, parivAranA gulAma cho. tame baMgalA, gADI ne ophisathI sukhI cho, to tame sukhI nathI, A badhAnA gulAma cho. jyAre A badhI vastumAM smola paNa DiphekTa AvI ke e vastu DisTropDa thaI gaI, tyAre tame gayA, tyAre tame dhrusake ne dhrusake raDazo. sukhI thavAnI pahelI zarata AjhAdI che. duniyAnI badhI ja vastunuM eTecamenTa chUTI jAya, tamArI pAse je che enuM pajhezana chUTI jAya, eka rUpiyo paNa meLavavAnI tamArI IcchA chUTI jAya, ne potAnA zarIranI paNa ciMtA chUTI jAya, tyAre tame ekcyulI AjhAda thayA cho, tyAre tame riyalI sukhI thayA cho. 35 Imozansa

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tyAga ane vairAgyano mArga e ja sukhano mArga che. eTecamenTa ane pajhezanano mArga e doDano, hAMphano, thAkano, engarano, ciMtAno, bhayano ane AMsuno mArga che. saMyama is the heaven. This is not only a theory. Thousands of Jain Saints are realy taking this experience in their life. tame Iccho to tame ya laI zako cho A eksapiriyansa. kharekhara. jAvA de che The Secret of the saMyama 36

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* dIkSA muhUrtanI vinaMtI * prabhu vIranI pAvana paraMparAne alaMkRta karanArA Apa pUjanIya guru bhagavaMtonA caraNomAM amArA koTi koTi vaMdana. amArA parivAranA parama puNyanA udayathI amArA parivAranA gaurava mokSezane saMyamanI vATe saMcaravAno manoratha thayo. deva-gurunI kRpA enA para anarAdhAra varasI. eno vairAgya jvalaMta banyo. enI jJAnasAdhanA sateja banI. enA hRdayamAM samarpaNanI saMvedanA vahevA lAgI. prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana e ja A jIvanano sAra che e vAta enA manamAM sajjaDa besI gaI eka bAju enA puruSArthanI dhArA paNa cAlI ne bIjI bAju amAruM saMtAna jinazAsananI thApaNa che ame ApelA saMskAronuM AthI utkRSTa phaLa bIjuM koI ja nathI. A tattvanI pariNati amane paNa prApta thaI ne pariNAme Aje amAro parivAra ApanI samakSa upasthita thaIne vinaMti karI rahyo che ke Apa amArA kuLadIpaka mokSezanI dIkSAnuM evuM maMgala muhUrta Apo ke je pAvana paLe eNe karelo saMyama svIkAra mAtra enA ja nahIM, paNa amArA samagra parivArano paNa saMsArasAgarathI vistAra karIne rahe. gurujI amAro aMtaranAda saMyamanuM gho muhUrta dAna. 37 Imozansa

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* A rahyo mokSa parama pAvana zrI bhagavatIsUtranI eka ghaTanA che. gotamasvAmI chaThThanA pAraNe gocarIe nIkaLyA che. atimuktakumAra ramI rahyA che. gautamasvAmInA darzana thAya che. ne gautamasvAmI gamI jAya che. sAdhanAnuM prathama pagathiyuM che sadguru gamavA. hati Ta va di Tam ! prazasta rAga e aprazasta rAganuM prathama auSadha che. paisAno prema nathI chUTato ? paramAtmAnA premamAM pAgala banI jAo. vijAtIyanuM AkarSaNa khUba satAve che ? sadgurunI asmitA para ovArI jAo. zarIranI Asakti chUTatI nathI ? sAdhanAnA Azika banI jAo. atimuktanI AMkhe Aje sadgurune jovAno prayAsa karavo che, e AMkha jemAM vismaya che, ahobhAva che, Adara che, prema che... e AMkhamAM che mokSamArganuM prathama pagaluM, jenI aMdara hakIkatamAM Akho ya mokSamArga samAI gayo che. ApaNe pahoMcyAnA vAvaDa hoya che ApaNe kadI nIkaLyA nathI hotA. - kharo savAla pahoMcavAno nathI, nIkaLavAno che, je nIkaLaze e pahoMcaze ja. yAtrAnuM sauthI agharuM caraNa che paheluM caraNa - sadguru gamavA. atimuktakumAra gautamasvAmIne pUche che - " khaM bhaMte turbhe ? viM vA aDada ?' he bhagavaMta, Apa koNa cho ? Apa zA mATe pharI rahyA cho ? sAdhanAnuM bIjuM pagathiyuM che sadgurunI jijJAsA thavI. gautamasvAmI nigraMtha zramaNa tarIke potAno paricaya Ape che, ne atimuktakumAranA ahobhAvanA guNAkAra thAya che. sadguru ApaNuM sarvasva na banI gayA hoya, eno artha e che ke hajI sudhI ApaNe sadgurune oLakhyA nathI. gautamasvAmI jyAre kahe che ke huM nirdoSa bhikSAcaryA mATe pharuM chuM, tyAre atimuktakumAra soLe kaLAe khIlI uThe che. 4 maMte ahaM tumaM mivuM A rahyo mokSa. Xiong 38

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vAmi / padhAro mArA ghare, huM Apane bhikSA apAvuM. to te amutte mAre goyamaM gaLavAra anutti cennurU / pachI te atimuktakumAra gautama aNagArane AMgaLIthI pakaDe che. sAdhanAnuM trIjuM pagathiyuM che sadgurune pakaDavA. sudharmAsvAmInA zabdo gajabanAka che. e ema nathI kahetA ke atimuktakumAra gautamasvAmInI AMgaLI pakaDe che, e kahe che e AMgaLI dvArA gautama svAmIne pakaDe che. AMgaLI mAdhyama che. sadguru sAdhya che. dekhItI rIte atimuktakumAre AMgaLI pakaDI hatI, hakIkatamAM eNe gautamasvAmIne pakaDyA hatAM. AgaMLI e AjJAnuM pratika che. sadgurune pakaDavAnuM mAdhyama che AjJA. sadgurunI AjJAne pakaDI eTale tame sadgurune pakaDyA. parama pAvana zrIpaMcasUtra kahe che sALAvI... sadgurunI AjJAne pAmavAnI tamannA... mALAhicchatte... sadgurunI AjJA thatAnI sAthe roma romanA khoLe ene jhIlI levAnI sajjatA... ALAvAze... e AjJAnA pAlanamAM ogaNIza-vIza calAvI levAno dharAra InkAra. gALAAiyane... AjJAne aDadhe raste choDI devAnI taddana lAcArI... A che ziSyanuM lakSaNa. e badhAM meLA mahI bhUlA paDyA jemaNe choDI tamArI AMgaLI. - = atimuktakumAra gautamasvAmInI sAthe sAthe potAnA ghare jAya che. A che sAdhanAnuM cothuM pagathiyuM. sadgurunI sAthe cAlavuM. sadgurunI sAme thavuM eTale ja saMsAra. sadgurunI sAthe thavuM eTale ja sAdhanA. SoDazaka prakaraNamAM pUjya haribhadrasUri mahArAjA kahe che cakSuSmAnekaH syAdanyo'ndhastanmatAnuvRttiparaH / gantArau gantavyaM prApnuta etau yugapadeva || eka vyakti joI zake che, bIjI vyakti aMdha che. paNa e aMdha vyakti e dekhatI vyaktinI sAthe... enA nirdezAnusAra cAlI rahI che. jyAM dekhatI vyakti pahoMcI jAya che. tyAM ja aMdha vyakti paNa pahoMcI jAya che. sadgurunA sAnnidhyamAM... emanI sAthe cAlavAmAM... barAbara eTalo Imozansa 39

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ja lAbha che, jeTalo lAbha sadgurune potAne che. sAdhanA agharI che e ApaNI bahu moTI gerasamaja che. duniyAnI sahelAmAM sahelI vastu sAdhanA che, zarata eTalI ja ke e karavAnI ApaNI IcchA hovI joIe. atimuktakumAra gautamasvAmI sAthe potAnA ghare pahoMcI jAya che. sadgurunI sAthe cAlIne ApaNe tyAM pahoMcazuM, je ApaNuM potAnuM ghara haze. e che ApaNuM zuddha AtmasvarUpa. ghare pahoMcavAno AnI sivAya bIjo koI ja upAya nathI. ghara e ghara bIjA badhA dara. svarUpa sivAya kyAMya sukha-zAMti maLavI zakya nathI. bhAratamAM jo osTreliyA maLI zake, to svarUpanI bahAra sukha maLI zake. jJAnasAramAM mahopAdhyAyajI kahe che. vatsa kiM caJcalasvAnto bhrAntvA bhrAntvA viSIdasi / nidhiM svasannidhAveva sthiratA darzayiSyati // vatsa ! zA mATe tuM caMcaLa manathI doDI doDIne duHkhI thAya che ? tuM sthira thA, bhItaramAM jA, tArI pAse ja tane khajAno dekhAI jaze. atimuktakumAra gautamasvAmInA pAtramAM gocarI vahorAve che. vAsaNa UMdhuM vALI de che. je hatuM e gautamasvAmIne samarpita karI de che. sAdhanAnuM pAMcamuM ane aMtima pagathiyuM A che - sadgurune sarvasva arpI devuM. gurutvanA pAtramAM ziSyatvanI bhikSA enuM nAma dIkSA. gurutvano artha che pAtratA. ziSyatvano artha che samarpitatA. gurutva vagaranA guru ane ziSyatva vagaranA ziSya A baMne potAnI ja mazkarI che. pUrNa samarpaNa eTale ziSyatva. visarjita vyaktitva eTale ziSyatva. ogaLelI asmitA eTale ziSyatva. gurutvanA pAtramAM ziSyatva samarpita thaI jAya e sarvotkRSTa supAtradAna che. huM be sissamivuM teyAmi paDicha3 mayavaM zistamaa ! vyavahArathI mAtA vagere ziSyabhikSA Ape che. nizcayathI ziSya bhikSA ApavAnuM sAmarthya ziSya sivAya bIjA koImAM nathI. A rahyo mokSa 40

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bhikhArIne rUpiyo apAya che, dIkarAone bhAga apAya che, zarIrane bhojana apAya che, parivArane poSaNa apAya che. sadgurune zuM ApavAnuM? sarune sarvasva karatAM thoDuM paNa ochuM ApavuM, e sadgurunI avagaNanA che, e sadgurunuM avamUlyAMkana che. eno artha e che ke ApaNe sadgurune samajyA ja nathI. kA bhaktistasya yenAtmA, sarvathA na niyujyate ? / abhakteH phalamevA''hu-raMzenApyaniyojanam // sadgurune ApavAmAM aMza paNa bAkI rAkhavo e sadgurunI abhakti che. jyAM sudhI AtmasamarpaNa nathI tyAM sudhI bhakti nathI. sadgurune pAMcapaccIza miniTa nahIM, tamAruM jIvana Apo. sadgurune tamAro aham Apo, sadgurune ApavAmAM je bAkI rahI jaze, e jhera banI jaze. e ApaNane mArI nAMkhaze. bacavuM hoya, to samarpaNa sivAya koI vikalpa ja nathI. - jyAre huM ja sadgurumAM vilIna thaI jaze, tyAre bAkI zuM raheze? "huM'no artha che saMsAra ane sadguruno artha che mokSa. aSTAvakra gItA kahe che - yadA nAhaM tadA mokSo yadA'haM bandhanaM tadA / jyAre huM nathI tyAre mokSa che. jyAre huM chuM tyAre baMdhana che. mokSa mATe karmakSaya jarUrI che, karmakSaya mATe mokSaya jarUrI che, mohakSaya mATe ahaMkSaya jarUrI che. ahaMkSaya mATe sadgurumAM pUrNapaNe samarpita thaI javuM jarUrI che. aSTakaprakaraNamAM pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjA kahe che - guNavatpAratantryaM hi tadanutkarSasAdhanam sadguru pratye samarpaNa sivAya mohakSayano bIjo koI ja upAya nathI. je rAkhI mukazuM e rAkha thaze, je rAkhI mukazuM e ApaNane rAkha karaze, je rAkhI mukazuM e ApaNane saMsAramAM rAkhaze. maho. yazovijayajI mahArAjA zrIanaMtanAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahe che - udaka bindu sAgara bhaLyo jima hoya akSaya abhaMga 41 Imozansa

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aLagA rahevAmAM sukAI javAnuM che, bhaLI javAmAM akSaya ane alaMga thaI javAnuM che. sAdhanAnA pahelA cAra pagathiyAM pAMcamA pagathiyAnI prApti mATe che. pAMcamA pagathiyA pachI mokSa che. ATaluM ja che mokSa. A rahyo mokSa cAlo, pahoMcI jaIe. (mahA suda 7, vi.saM. 2074, zAradAmaMdira sosA. ploTa, mumukSu aMkitabhAI-dIkSA) jAvA de che A rahyo mokSa 42

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* thoDA gAMDA thAo * mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjAno eka zikharasparzI jAyagraMtha eTale nyAyAloka. A graMthamAM eka zloka che - asmAdRzAM pramAdagrastAnAM caraNakaraNahInAnAm / abdhau pota iveha pravacanarAgaH zubhopAyaH // amArA jevA pramAdamAM DUbelA, caraNa-karaNamAM hIna jIvone dariyAmAM nAvaDInI jema zubha karanAruM kAMI hoya, to e che zAsanarAga. - Aje tamArA jIvanamAM pApono rAphaDo phATyo che, lAkho varSonA ItihAsamAM na maLe evA pApo ne pApanA sAdhanoe tamane bharaDAmAM lIdhA che. kyAM ne kevA raste tamAro paiso Ave che ne kyAM ne kevA raste e paiso jAya che, e tamAruM mana jANe che. bhavasAgaramAM DubI javAnI seMkaDo zakyatAo vacce bacavAno eka upAya hoI zake che, e che zAsanarAga. zAsananA eka eka aMgano avihaDa anurAga. prema AMdhaLo hoya che ne rAga gAMDo hoya che. je AMdhaLo hoya e prema che, je gAMDo hoya e rAga che. prakAzabhAI eTale eka gAMDo mANasa. gocarI vahorAvatA potAne jamavAnuM che ane jene bhAna na rahe, mahAtmAnI upadhi rAkhavAnI hoya, tyAre potAnA gharanA skevara phITa keTalA che eno jene khyAla na rahe, derAsaramAM bolI cAlatI hoya tyAre potAnI kepesiTIthI je taddana aparicita hoya, sAdharmikano savAla hoya tyAre potAno vicAra karavo jenAthI zakya na hoya, mahAtmAnI koIpaNa prakAranI sevA karavAmAM potAnA sTeTasathI je bilakula bekhabara hoya enuM nAma gAMDo mANasa. - rAgamAM DahApaNa nathI hotuM, DahApaNamAM rAga nathI hoto. ApaNe badhAM samaju chIe, zANA chIe, DAhyA chIe, ApaNuM gaNita bahu pAkyuM che, ne mATe ja ApaNe saMsAranI lAto khAI rahyA chIe. ApaNuM DahApaNa niMdanIya che, emanuM gAMDapaNa vaMdanIya che. eka kavie kahelI vAta emanAmAM gajaba rIte meca thAya che - Imozansa 43

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buddhino lAbha ema uThAvI lIdho ame samajI vicArI enA divAnA banI gayA. tamArAmAM thoDI paNa samaja hoya, to zAsana pAchaLa gAMDA banI jAo. tamArI buddhimattAnuM AnI sivAya bIjuM koI ja phaLa nathI. prakAzabhAIno Adarza ApaNane preraNA Ape che - thoDA gAMDA thAo. jinazAsananA eka eka sAdhu-sAdhvImAM tamArA svajanane juo, emanI sevAmAM saMpattine juo, zAsananA kAmamAM tamArA gharanuM kAma juo, saMghanI zAtAmAM tamArA zarIranI zAtA juo, sIdAtA sAdharmikane kaMIka ApIne moTI kamANI thaI hoya tema rAjI thAo. basa. thoDA gAMDA bano. gAMDapaNa to ApaNAmAM ya che, phakta teno viSaya judo che. e che patnI, jenI kaMkAsano aMta nathI. e che dIkaro, je aMte rovaDAvIne rahe che. e che paiso, je jaMpavA ke UMghavA ya deto nathI. e che sattA jenA mAthe satata laTakatI talavAra che. e che ghara je hakIkatamAM upAdhionuM ghara che. e che zarIra, je aMte smazAnamAM rAkha thaI javAnuM che. I ask you ? tamAre zuM joIe che ? saMsAra ke zAsana ? jo zAsananI pAchaLa gAMDA na banyA, to ApaNane saMsAra maLaze, jarUra maLaze. pharaka phakta eTalo che - ke enuM svarUpa jevuM ApaNe sukhamaya kacyuM che, evuM nahIM, paNa ghora duHkhamaya che. saMsAra jarUra maLaze, paNa e jevo che, tevo maLaze, ApaNe kalpelo nahIM. mUrakhA na ho, to zAsana pAchaLa ovArI jAo, zAsana pAchaLa pAgala banI jAo. enA eka eka aMgane joIne AMkhomAMthI harSanA AMsu sAro. enI asmitAne joIne romAMca anubhavo. enA premamAM paDo, ene jIvanasarvasva banAvI do. sukhI thavAno AnI sivAya bIjo koI ja upAya nathI. Aje ApaNe be abhyarthanA karavI che, eka - emano mArga satata niSkalaMka bane. prabhunA pagale pagale emanI saMyamayAtrA niraMtara uccatara lakSyone sara karatI rahe. ne bIjI abhyarthanA - prakAzabhAI mahAtmA thavA jaI rahyA che, to ApaNe mahAtmA nahIM to kama se kama prakAzabhAI banIe. emanA gAMDapaNane ApaNe ApaNAmAM pariNamAvavAno prayAsa karIe. (mahA suda 8, vi.saM.2074, vItarAga sosAyaTI, zAMtivana, amadAvAda, pravajyotsava-praveza) thoDA gAMDA thAo 44

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* vAta yAra yanI * (1) ripuya - rAgadveSakaSAyAdi-pIDitAnAM januSmatAm / aihikAmuSmikAn tAn tAn nAnApAyAn vicintayet // __ - adhyAtmasAra ko dukkhaM pAvejA ? kassa va suhehiM vimhao hojA ? / ko va Na labhijja mokkhaM ? rAgadosA jai Na hojjA // - upadezamAlA sattU visaM pisAo veyAlo huyavaho vi pajalio / taM Na kuNaMti jaM kuviA, kuNaMti rAgAiNo dehe // - indriya parAjayazataka AMtara zatruo e ripucakra che. teo aNubomba karatA paNa vadhAre bhayAnaka che. duniyAmAM DaravA jevuM sthAna emanA sivAya bIjuM koI ja nathI. (2) mavaya - 2SayamAthI mavayano umapa thAya che. uditakaSAyA re viSayavazIkRtA yAnti mahAnarakeSu / parivartante re niyatamanantazo janmajarAmaraNeSu // - zAntasudhArasa anAdireSa saMsAro nAnAgatisamAzrayaH / pudgalAnAM parAvartA atrAnantAstathA gatAH // - yogabindu saMsAracakre zramayan kubodha-daNDena mAM karmamahAkulAlaH / karoti duHkhapracayasthabhANDaM, tataH prabho rakSa jagaccharavyaH // - sAdhAraNa jinadvAtriMzikA (3) humaya - saMsAravartyapi samudvijate vipadbhyo, yo nAma mUDhamanasAM prathamaH sa nUnam / ambhonidhau nipatitena zarIrabhAjA, saMsRjyatAM kimaparaM salilaM 45 Imozansa

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vihAya ? / Atman parastvamasi sAhasikaH zrutAkSai-yad bhAvino ciracatugatiduHkharAzIn / pazyannapi ca na bibheSi tato na tasya, vicchittaye ca yatase viparItakArI // - adhyAtmakalpadruma je bhavacakramAM phasAya che, e duHkhacakrathI bacI zake e zakya ja nathI. (4) siddhacakra - ripucakra, bhavacakra ane duHkhacakrano upAya siddhacakra che. samagra mokSamArga... samagra zrAmaNya.. samagra tattva... sukhano samagra upAya siddhacakranI ArAdhanAmAM samAyelo che. jAha vAta cAra cakranI 46

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* mokSayAtrA Upto nd * traNa tabakkAnI sAdhanA Aje carama sImAne AMbI rahI che. tabakko naMbara 1 zAsana game. dhannA sArthavAhane sadguruno bheTo thayo, paricaya thayo, enAthI paNa mahattvapUrNa ghaTanA e hatI ke emane sadguru gamyA. zAsana gamyuM. Avazyakaniryukti AgamamAM nayasAranI ghaTanA paNa A ja che. vipAkasUtra AgamamAM subAhukumAranI ghaTanA paNa A ja che. mokSanuM paheluM pagathiyuM A che zAsana game. parama pAvana zrI bhagavatIsUtra kahe che - te ya dharmo mama ruN / dharmano pAyo dharmano gamo che. dharmanA saMparkamAM ApaNe anaMta vAra AvI gayA, chatAM ApaNuM kalyANa eTalA mATe nathI thayuM ke dharma ApaNane gamyo na hato. pAyA vagaranuM makAna hoya, to gamA vagarano dharma hoya. je gamatuM nathI, e kadI thatuM nathI. ApaNA dharmamAM jeTalA goTALA che, e badhAM hakIkatamAM ApaNA gamAnA goTALA che. - caurodAharaNAdatra, pratipadyamidaM tataH / kauzAmbyAM sa vaNig bhUtvA, buddha ekaH paro na tu // aSTakaprakaraNam // pUrvabhavamAM thayela sAdhunA gamAe eka AtmAne samavasaraNamAM praveza karAvIne saMyamaprApti karAvI, ne bIjo AtmA koro dhAra rahI gayo. AjanI paLe e ghaTanAne sAme lAvIe. mokSezabhAI pUrvanA janmamAM koI gRhastha haze. kadAca jaina dharma AvuM nAma paNa nahIM sAMbhaLyuM hoya. ghare paMcamahAvratadhArI aNagAra padhAryA haze. e sahasA UbhA thaI gayA haze, bhAvathI vahorAvyuM haze. mahAtmAnI niHsaMgatAnI orA emane sparzI haze, eka alaukika anubhUti thaI haze. mahAtmA nIcI najare nIkaLI gayA haze, ne Akho divasa emanA manamAM eka vicAra ghoLAto rahyo haze A loko keTalA sArA ! e divasa gamA-maya banI gayo haze. zAsanano gamo. e paLomAM emaNe je bIjAdhAna karyuM. e Aje enI vikAsaprakriyAmAM AgaLa vadhI rahyuM che. pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjA kahe che - vIyanIyAvidyAvaLeLa / ApaNI phariyAda e che ke hajI dharma barAbara pariNamyo nathI, hajI Imozansa 47

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dharmamAM joIe evo AnaMda nathI Avato. hakIkatamAM enuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke ApaNe dharmanA samyaka bIjAdhAna nathI karyA. bIjanI aMdara Akho vaDalo samAI gayo hoya che. gamAnI aMdara Akho dharma samAI gayo hoya che. tabakko naM.ra - zAsana maLe. tAtvika jaina kuLanI aMdara janma maLe e gamAnuM phaLa che. Aje je mumukSunuM muhUrta nIkaLyuM che, e parivAramAM janma levA mATe kadAca devoe paNa manoratho karyA haze. jinazAsananA sukRtonI hAramALA sarjanAra A parivAra che. jinAlayanA svadravyathI sarjanathI mAMDIne jJAnabhaMDAra ane pAThazALA jevA upekSita kSetromAM Adarza kakSAnI sevAnuM arpaNa karanAra A parivAra che. jIvarakSA ane jIvadayAnA rASTrIya kakSAnA kAryo karanAra paNa A parivAra che. je dIkarAne bhaNAvI-gaNAvIne moTo karyo hoya. C. A. banAvyo hoya, e dIkaro saMyamanI vATe saMcaravA mATe thanaganI rahyo hoya, tyAre eka pitAnI saMvedanA zuM hoI zake ? tame kalpanA karo, tamArI badhI ja kalpanAne khoTI pADe, evI ra-3 mahinA pahelAnI ghaTanA mAre tamane kahevI che. dIkSArthInA mAtA-pitA koI lagna prasaMgamAM gayA che. jamavAno samaya thayo che. baMne jamI rahyA che. pitA mIThAI laI rahyA che. zrAvikA kahe che - Apane DAyAbiTIza che, to miThAI kema lo cho ? ne jinazAsananA A zrAvake javAba Apyo che, "mAro dIkaro dIkSA laI rahyo che, to miThAI to levI ja paDaze ne ?' muMbaImAM temanA gharanI pAse pUkalyANaratnavijayajI ma.sA.nA pravacano thayA. verAgya ane saMyamanI emanI vAto sAMbhaLIne jinazAsananA A zrAvake emanI zrAvikAne kahyuM, 'mane mokSeza mATe garva thAya che.' AvA pitA maLe enuM rijharvezana mokSezabhAIe pUrvajanmamAM karAveluM hatuM. potAnA svArtha ane moha khAtara dIkarAne saMsAranA kUvAmAM dhakko mAranAra to lAkho pitAo hoya che. lAkhomAM eka pitA saMdIpabhAI jevA hoya che, je dhakko to mAre che, paNa potAnA svArthane, je upekSA to kare che, paNa potAnA mohanI. mokSayAtrA Up to End. 48

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te mAtAnA caraNe vaMdana, te pitAnA caraNe vaMdana, mahAtyAga karIne jeNe, zAsanane soMpyo naMdana. mokSezabhAIne kadAca emanA samagra bhavacakramAM je mA nahIM maLe hoya, e mA A bhavamAM maLI che. je mAe phakta emanA zarIranI ja ciMtA nathI karI, emanA AtmAnI paNa ciMtA karI che. je 'mA'e jamAnAvAdanA jherIlA jhaMjhAvAtomAM dIkarAne surakSAkavaca pUruM pADyuM che. ne je mAe eka sapanuM joyuM che ke mAro dIkaro AtmakalyANa kyAre kare. = A eka evI mA che, je dIkarAne saMdezo mokale che, 'beTA, tArA vinA mane gamatuM nathI, mane raDavuM paNa Ave che, paNa tuM mArI ciMtA nahIM karato. tuM tyAM barAbara raheje, barAbara bhaNaje.' A eka evI mA che, jeNe eka svapna joyuM che, ke mane putramuninA hAthe rajoharaNanI prApti thAya. A eka evI mA che, jene A kALanI 'pAhiNI' kahevAmAM koI ja atizayokti nathI. A eka evI mA che, je AjanI jinsI mammIone sAcA mAtRtvano paricaya ApI rahI che. e kahI rahI che ke saMtAnonuM pAlana to kUtarI paNa kare che, dIkarAonuM poSaNa to kAgaDI paNa kare che, emanA zarIranI dekharekha to eka bhUMDaNa paNa rAkhatI hoya che, emanA A bhavanI ja ciMtA to ziyALaNI paNa karatI hoya che. zuM mAnava banIne paNa ApaNe e ja karazuM ? zuM jinazAsanane pAmIne paNa ApaNe enA AtmA ane paralokanI ciMtA nahIM karIe ? zuM ApaNI najaranI sAme ja ApaNuM saMtAna durgationI anaMta yAtrAnuM prasthAna karI deze ? jo hA, to ApaNI jAtane jeTalA dhikkAro ApIe eTalA ochA che, emanA mA-bApa tarIke ApaNuM mAthuM zaramathI jhukI javuM joIe. Aje mumukSunI jeTalI anumodanA karIe, enA karatA sogaNI anumodanA emanA mAtA-pitAnI karavAnuM mana thAya. mumukSu emanA parivAranuM Imozansa 49

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gaurava che. AvA mAtA-pitA e jinazAsananuM gaurava che. 'zAsana maLe" eTale AvA mAtA-pitA maLe, "zAsana maLe' eTale prabhunA saMghanuM vartuLa maLe. "zAsana maLe" eTale ISTadevatA rUpe mahAvIra ane upadezaka tarIke sadguru maLe. "zAsana maLe eTale mokSayAtrAnuM vAhana maLe. "zAsana maLe eTale mohasaMgrAmanuM zastra maLe. "zAsana maLe' eTale sAdhanAnI sAmagrI maLe. A badhuM meLavIne karavAnuM zuM ? trIjA tabakkAne prApta karavAno. trIjo tabakko che - zAsana phaLe. mumukSune Aje zAsana phaLI rahyuM che. jinazAsananI badhI ja ArAdhanAnuM phaLa sarvavirati che. tame kadAca bIjuM badhuM ja karo, paNa sarvavirati na lo, e kadAca tamane levA jevI paNa na lAge, to tame jinazAsanane samajyA nathI. puSpamAlAmAM mAladhArI hemacandrasUri mahArAjA kahe che - ceiya kula gaNa saMghe, AyariyANaM ca pavayaNasue ya / savvesu vi teNa kayaM, tavasaMjamamujjamaMteNaM // caitya-kula-gaNa-saMgha-AcArya-pravacana(zAsana) ane zruta - A badhAMnI sevA teNe karI che, jeNe tapa-saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI che. arthAt tapasaMyamanI ArAdhanAmAM A badhI ja sevA AvI gaI. zrAvakatva apavAda che, zramaNatva utsarga che, apavAda e ja sAco je utsargasApekSa hoya. apavAda e ja sAco je utsargaprApaka hoya. apavAda e ja sAco jemAM paLe paLe utsarganI jhaMkhanA hoya. upadhAna e dIkSA mATe che, 99 e dIkSA mATe che, jinAlaya e dIkSA mATe che, tIrtha e dIkSA mATe che, sAmAyika-pauSadha e dIkSA mATe che, zrAvakapaNAnI badhI ja ArAdhanA dIkSAnI prApti mATe che. e badhI ArAdhanA karavI paNa dIkSA na levI/levA jevI na mAnavI, e enA jevI vastu che, ke C.A. sudhInI badhI ja taiyArI karIne C.A.nI exam paNa ApavI, paNa C.A.nuM Result ja levA na javuM. mokSayAtrA Up to End. 50

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AMbo phaLe to mAtra kerI ja maLe che, kalpavRkSa phaLe to mAtra kalpita ja maLe che. zAsana phaLe eTale sukhonI paraMparA, sadgatinI paraMparA ane zAzvata pada svAdhIna thaI jAya che. adhyAtmasAramAM pU. yazovijayajI mahArAjAe mokSamArganA maMDANathI laIne maMjhila sudhI - bIjathI laIne phaLa sudhIno je krama batAvyo che, te A rIte che - bIjaM ceha janAn dRSTvA, zuddhAnuSThAnakAriNaH / bahumAnaprazaMsAbhyAM, cikIrSA zuddhagocarA // tasyA evAnubandhazcA-kalaGkaH kIrtyate'GkuraH / taddhatvanveSaNA citrA, skandhakalpA ca varNitA // pravRttisteSu citrA ca, patrAdisadRzI matA / puSpaM ca guruyogAdi-hetusampattilakSaNam // bhAvadharmasya sampatti-ryA ca saddezanAdinA / phalaM tadatra vijJeyaM, niyamAn mokSasAdhakam // bIja - zuddhAnuSThAna karanArAone joIne bahumAna ane prazaMsApUrvaka potAne paNa zuddha karavAnI IcchA thavI. aMkura - e ja IcchAno niSkalaMka anubaMdha thavo. skandha - zuddhaanuSThAnanA kAraNone vividha rIte zodhavA. puSpa - guruyoga - AdinA hetunI prApti karavI. phaLa - sadzanAdithI je bhAvadharmanI prApti thAya che. A phaLa avazya mokSadAyaka thAya che. samagra mokSamArgano AdhAra che zuddhAnuSThAnakArI sAdhu. samagra mokSamArganuM phaLa paNa che zuddhAnuSThAnakArI sAdhu. A ja che zAsananuM hArda, A ja che zAsananuM sarvasva. mamamama Imozansa

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* Saue Deman - vize kahe che jenuM sUtro * eka parvatanI Toca para eka gAma vaseluM hatuM, e gAmanA lokomAMthI koI ne koI e parvatanI eka bAjuthI nIce paDI jatuM. e jagyA ja evI hatI, gAma-lokoe bhegAM thaIne phaMDa karyuM. taLeTImAM eka hospiTala banAvI, je mANasa paDe ene hospiTala sudhI pahoMcADavAno eka rasto banAvyo. paDavAnI jagyAe satata ebyulansa UbhI hoya evI vyavasthA karI. moMghA DaoNkaTaro ne narsone epoInTa karyA. paNa aphasosa... koIne pelA DeDa-enDa para eka dIvAla banAvI devAnuM na sUchyuM. What will we say ? kevuM pAgala gAma !.. kevA mUrkha loko !.. What a Stupidness !... Well, ekacyalI A vAta ApaNI che. jyAre jyAre koI nArI upara atyAcAra thAya che, tyAre tyAre ApaNe badhAM khaLabhaLI uThIe chIe, Akroza ThAlavIe chIe, atyAcArIne kaDakamAM kaDaka sajA thAya evI mAMgaNIo karIe chIe, je - te ghaTanAne zakya eTalI vadhu gajAvIe chIe. pIDitA mATe dariyo bharIne sahAnubhUti vyakta karIe chIe, paNa AvuM thayuM zA mATe ? AvuM thAya ja nahIM, eno koI upAya che ke nahIM ? A dizAmAM ApaNI koI ja gati-vidhi nathI, to ApaNAmAM ne e gAma lokomAM pharaka zuM rahyo ? nArI-atyAcAra e eka vaizvika samasyA che. deza hoya ke videza hoya, nArI kyAMya salAmata nathI, A samasyAnuM sajjaDa samAdhAna jaina sUtromAM ApeluM che. Lets see, zuM che A samAdhAna ? (1) 34maDavesaTTAko - nArI-atyAcAranuM eka mahattvanuM kAraNa che - udbhaTa veSa. strIno evo paheraveza je puruSanA manane bagADe, tene udbhaTa veSa kahevAya. jema jema nArInA paheravezanuM stara vadhu ne vadhu udbhaTa thatuM gayuM che, tema tema nArI zoSaNanuM pramANa vadhatuM gayuM che. A eka puravAra thayelI hakIkata che. A sthitimAM A veSanI phevara karavI e nArI zoSaNanI Save Women - viSe zuM.... _ para

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phevara karavA barAbara che. tAttvika dRSTie evA DresanI phevara karanArane baLAtkArI karatAM vadhu sajA thavI joIe, kAraNa ke baLAtkArIno to ekAda aparAdhamAM hAtha hoya che, udbhaTa veSanI tarapheNa karanArAo seMkaDo-hajAro baLAtkArone ADakataruM uttejana ApatA hoya che. jaina sUtro kahe che plIjha, udbhaTa veSane paNa choDo ane enI phevara karavAnuM paNa choDo. (2) jaNaNIsamaNArapariyariyA strI kyAMya paNa jAya, to e na ekalI jAya, na to jenI-tenI sAthe jAya, paNa enI mAtA-samAna strIonI sAthe jAya. A sthitimAM te strI para najara karavI paNa agharI bane. durjana vyakti sAva ja hAtha ghasatA rahI jAya. (3) naLasammaddepu vAreD - eka strI jyAre mukta-pracAra (chUTathI haravuM-pharavuM vagere) kare che, tyAre hakIkatamAM badamAzono mukta-pracAra thato hoya che. eTale ke temane pApa karavAnI phrIDama maLatI hoya che. nArIzoSaNanA samasyAnuM mULa A che ke ApaNane badamAzanA muktapracAramAM pApa dekhAya che, nArInA muktapracAramAM pApa lAgatuM nathI. nArI pratyenI sauthI moTI badamAzI enA asurakSita pracAranA pracArako karI rahyA che. - (4) ruMbhai rayaNipayAraM rAtanA samaye nArIe gharanI bahAra na ja nIkaLavuM joIe. A samaya corono, guMDAono ane durjanono che. jo phrIDamano miniMga yogya philDa, TAIma, parsana ke sTAIlanI bAunDrIne krosa karavAno ja hoya, to e phrIDama nathI, Detha che. e phrIDama evA AhArasvAtantya jevI che, jemAM kacaro, kAca, kAMkarA ne jhera, badhuM ja khAI zakAya che. - (5) sIlapADipaMgamavaLerU - jenuM kerekaTara sAruM nathI evI vyakti, e cAhe saMsArI hoya ke tyAgI eno saMga choDavo joIe. AmAM 'tyAgI' ema je kahyuM, e phakta veSanI apekSAe che. bAkI to kerekaTaralesa parsana saMsArI ja che, emAM koI ja DAuTa nathI. eTale jyAre jyAre 'tyAgI' mATe koI phariyAda uThe, tyAre tyAre hakIkatamAM to e phariyAda saMsArI mATe ja hoya che. tyAgI kadI kukarma kare nahIM, kukarma kare te tyAgI nahIM. AvI Imozansa 53

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ghaTanAmAM phakta eka vyakti enA mULasvarUpe jAhera thatI hoya che. saMsAramAM AvI ghaTanAo sulabha hoya che. 'tyAgI'nA lebala nIce javalle ja AvI ghaTanA banatI hoya che. enA mULamAM paNa A jaina sUtranI upekSA hoya che. A badhI vAstavikatAonI upekSA karIne AvI ghaTanAonuM bahAnuM laIne 'tyAgamArga para ja kIcaDa uchALavo ane tAttvika tyAgI evA pavitra saMtone paNa temanI ja kakSAmAM mukavA e vyaktigata duzmanI sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. Let me say, nArIzoSaNanI eka paNa ghaTanA bane, tyAre hakIkatamAM ApaNe badhAe AtmanirIkSaNa karavAnI jarUra hoya che, ke AvuM zA mATe banyuM ? zA mATe "mAtRvat paravApu' - A ApaNuM saMskRtisUtra bhUlAI gayuM ? "parastrI mata samAna' - A samAjasUtra kyAM ane kyAre khovAI gayuM ? ane enA khovAvAmAM kyAM kyAM kAraNo javAbadAra hatAM ? jo AnA javAbo zodhavAmAM nahIM Ave, to A samasyA zAzvata banI jaze. jemanuM kahevuM ema che ke koNe kevo Dresa paheravo ne kyAre kyAM javuM, e emanI pasaMdanI vAta che, puruSonI javAbadArI potAne saMyamamAM rAkhavAnI che, temanI sthiti barAbara e AtaMkavAdI jevI che ke huM to bephAma goLIo choDIza, tamArI jAtane bacAvI rAkhavI e tamArI javAbadArIno viSaya che. pharaka phakta eTalo che, ke prastutamAM baMdUka be ya sAIDa goLIo choDe che. sAmenI vyakti para paNa ane potAnI para paNa. nArInuM hita jemanA hRdayamAM vasatuM haze, temane A eka ja ArTikala vAstavikatA samajAvavA mATe pUrato che, bAkInAone bhagavAna paNa nahIM samajAvI zake, Adhunika nArInA kharAM duzmano teo ja che. AjanI duniyAnI sthiti pelA parvata paranA gAma jevI che. ApaNe IcchIe to temAM Aje ja parivartana lAvI zakIe chIe. ke aR Save Women - viSe zuM.... _

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* vAta - traNa mahAtmAonI jhala (padArUDha thavA jaI rahela traNa pujyonI guNakathA) pU.haribhadrasUri mahArAjAnA SoDazaka graMthanA saMdarbhamAM kahIe to sAdhanAno artha thaze vAcanAnuSThAnathI asaMgAnuSThAna sudhInA yAtrA. yattvabhyAsAtizayAt, sAtmIbhUtameva ceSThayate sadbhiH / tadasaGgAnuSThAnaM, bhavati tvetat tadAvedhAt // jeno abhyAsa karavo paDe, jene yAda karavuM paDe, enuM nAma sAdhanA. je sahaja thaI jAya enuM nAma siddhi. prabhuvacananA AlaMbane thAya te vacanAnuSThAna. vacanAnuSThAnanA dIrgha abhyAsathI AlaMbananI jarUra vagara je thAya te asaMgaanuSThAna. eka saMtane koIe pUchyuM, "sAdhanA kyAM sudhI karavAnI ?" saMte javAba Apyo - "Apo Apa thavA lAge tyAM sudhI." sahaja banelI sAdhanA eTale siddhi. sAdhanAno paripAka eTale siddhi. sAdhanA puruSArtha maTIne jIvana banI jAya enuM nAma siddhi. sAdhanA saMgharSa maTIne svabhAva banI jAya enuM nAma siddhi. sAdhanA puruSArtha maTIne jIvana banI jAya enuM nAma siddhi. sAdhanA saMgharSa maTIne svabhAva banI jAya enuM nAma siddhi. mokSayAtrAnuM udgama bindu che sAdhanA ane mokSayAtrAnuM aMtima bindu che siddhi. pU.haribhadrasUri mahArAjA SoDazaka prakaraNamAM kahe che - vacanakSAntirihAdau dharmakSAntyAdi sAdhanaM bhavati / dIkSAno prAraMbha che vacanakSamA. e sAdhana bane che ane dharmakSamA e siddhi bane che. 3vasaUA vohaM - tane jyAre jyAre krodhano udaya thavA jaI rahyo hoya, tyAre tyAre tuM upazama dvArA eno pratighAta karaje. A jinavacananuM avalaMbana karIne je kSamA rAkhavAmAM Ave, enuM nAma che vacanakSamA. ane enI sAdhanA kSamAne svabhAva banAvI de enuM nAma che dharmakSamA. Imozansa 55

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Aje traNa viziSTa sAdhakonI sAdhanAkathA kahevI che. emanA nAmamAM ratnayatrI samAyelI che, ne emanA kAmamAM mokSamArga samAyelo che. ratnabodhi zreSTha bodhi samyakdarzana. yazakalyANa" = yazaprada bhAva Arogya dAtA kRpAratna = deva-gurunI sarvotkRSTa kRpA = samyakcAritra. AjathI 25 varSa pahelA jemanI dIkSAmAM meM phalyuTa dvArA emanA guNagAna karyA hatAM, emanI padavImAM Aje haiyA ne hoTha dvArA emanA guNagAna karavA jaI rahyo chuM e saMyogane huM mAruM saubhAgya samajuM chuM. = * = = - -- pahelI vAta karavI che - pa.pU.munirAjazrI ratnabodhivijayajI mahArAjanI sAdhanAnI. varSo sudhI jemanA sAnnidhyamAM rahyA, jemanA lakhalUTa guNone joyA ne anubhavyA, e pUjyo viSe huM je kAMI paNa kahuM ene emanI sAdhanAnI jhalaka samajajo. melA vastro, zAstra pratye jhukelo deha, DhaLelI AMko, doDatI kalama, ciMtana ane sphuraNAonA jharaNA, vairAgyamaya orA sarkala, pUrNa aMtarmukhatA ane bhItaranI mastI - A che pUjya ratnabodhivijayajI ma.sA.no paricaya. = dIkSA laIne emaNe gurudevanI je sevA zarU karI hatI, e joIne gurudeva bolyA hatA 'AvI sevA to koIe nathI karI.' gurudeva ekavAra ema bolyA hatA tAre to AvatA bhavamAM bhaNavAnuM che ne ?' tame ane huM emane IlkAbo ApI daIe, enuM eTaluM mUlya nathI. huM tamane gurudevanA IlkAbone gaNAvI rahyo chuM. gurudevanI pUra jhaDapI DoLInI spIDe vihAra karatAM ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che. dhoma taDakAmAM gocarI lAvIne gurudevano lAbha levA paDApaDI karatA ratnabodhi ma. ne joyA che. gurudevanA svAsthyanI gaMbhIra sthitinI aMdara upAzrayanA khUNAmAM jaIne raDatA ratnabodhi ma.ne meM nahIM paNa mahAtmAoe joyA che. gurudevano kApa kADhavA mATe haMmezA sarva prathama besI jatAM ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che. guru ma.nA pratilekhita Asano * kalyaM ArogyaM AnayatIti kalyANam je Arogyane lAve te kalyANa. vAta - traNa mahAtmAonI - samyajJAna. 56

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dvArA gajaba kuzaLatAthI saMthAro taiyAra karatA ratnabodhi mane joyA che. pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjA kahe che - __ guruvinayaH zrutagarbho mUlaM cAsyA api jJeyaH / saphaLa saMyamajIvananuM mULa che jJAnagarbhita guruvinaya. hajAro zlokono mukhapATha karatA ratnabodhi mane joyA che, zAstronI aMdara DubI gayelA ratnabodhi mane joyA che, zAstronA sarjana karatA ratnabodhi mane joyA che, tADapatrIyalekhananuM mArgadarzana ApatA ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che. emanAthI nAnA-moTA sva-para grupanA ne sva-para samudAyanA mahAtmAone ane paMDito suddhAne kuzaLa adhyApana karAvatA ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che. guruvinayathI jJAna Ave che ane jJAnathI cAritra maLe che. upadezamAlAmAM pU. dharmadAsagaNi mahArAjA kahe che - nANA payaTTae caraNaM / jJAna e cAritranuM pravartaka che. jyAM nirmaLajJAna che, tyAM nirmaLa cAritra haze ja, emanA saMyamajIvananA bALapaNanI eka ghaTanA. gocarImAM koI vastu doSita AvI gaI hatI. je vastu vAparavAnuM emane bhAge AvyuM. mahAtmAo emane jotAM rahI gayA, hAthanA koLiyA hAthamAM rahI gayA, ne emanA pratye ahobhAvathI emanuM aMtara jhukI gayuM. e vastu doSita che. enI sabhAnatAthI emane pratyeka paLe AMsu TapakI rahyA hatAM. e AMsunA pratyeka TIpAnI aMdara cAritranI pariNatinA darayiA samAyelA hatAM. saMyamajIvananA e prabhAtathI laIne Aje saMyamajIvananA madhyAhna sudhI emanI cAritra pariNati satata vardhamAna rahI che. lagabhaga 10-15 divasa pahelAnI ghaTanA, paMkaja sosAyaTI upAzrayanA Topa phalora para emane vaMdana karyA. mArI sAthenA mahatmAe Agraha karIne emanA kapaDAno kApa kADhavA lIdho. nIce utaryA, roDa pAse pahoMcyA ne e Topa phaloratI nIce AvI gayA hatAM. mahAtmAne kahyuM - "kApamAM nirdoSa sAbu ane nirdoSa pANI joIze Imozansa 57.

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ho...' huM stabdha banIne joto rahI gayo. emanI eka nAnakaDI lAIna mArA zithilAcAra paranI coTa hatI eka jIvaMta preraNA hatI. e mArA ane amArA ghaNA mahAtmAonA vidyAguru che. emaNe amane saMskRta-prAkRta buka bhaNAvI che, kAvya, vyAkaraNa ane nyAya bhaNAvyA che. emanA A asIma upakAra che, paNa enA karatA paNa moTo upakAra mane e lAge che, ke emaNe amane saMyamanuM eka ucca AlaMbana ApyuM che. eka jIvaMta AlaMbana hajAro zAstro karatA caDiyAtuM sAbita thaI zake che, ne amArI bAbatamAM kadAca evuM ja banyuM che. emanI eka eka saMyamacaryAne joIne ame zIkhavAno prayAsa karyo che. emanI pariNatino eka aMza paNa amane maLyo hoya. temAM gurudevanA upakAronI sAthe emano paNa upakAra che. roTalA ne pANIthI vihAromAM AyaMbilo karatA pU.ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che, varasAda aTakyo na hoya tyAre cAlu oLImAM ya upavAsa karatA ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che. eka nAnakaDI garabaDamAM vahoryA vinA gharamAMthI nIkaLI jatA ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che. be-traNa kilomITara dUrathI nirdoSa gocarI lAvatA ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che. sAva patharALa raste khullA page vihAra karatA ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che. vihAranI aMdara copaDA vadhI paDe to be khabhe be pothIne hAthamAM thelI laIne vihAra karatA ratnabodhi ma.ne joyA che. paramapAvana zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra kahe che jAi saddhAi Nikkhato tameva aNupAkai je zraddhA sAthe tuM saMyama le che, te zraddhAne tuM TakAvI ja rAkhaje. ratnabodhi ma.e e zraddhAne mAtra TakAvI nathI rAkhI, e ullAsane mAtra jALavI nathI rAkhyo, paNa enA guNAkAro karI dIdhA che. emanA saMdarbhamAM chellI vAta, emanI dIkSA vakhate muMbaI-muluMDano saMgha emane rAmajIbhAInA dIkarA tarIke oLakhato hato, emAM rAmajIbhAInI sAMsArika siddhi kAraNa hatI, Aje amadAvAdano saMgha rAmajIbhAIne emanA pitAjI tarIke oLakhe emAM ratnabodhi ma.nI AdhyAtmika siddhi kAraNa che. vAta - traNa mahAtmAonI Le 58

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bIjA mahAtmA che pa.pU.gaNivarya zrIyazakalyANavijayajI ma.sA. padArUDha thanAra traNe mahAtmA potAnA koI ne koI viziSTa guNothI gurudevanA hRdayamAM sthAna pAmyA che, pU.yazakalyANa ma.no viziSTa guNa che veyAvacca. puSpamAlAmAM pU.maladhArI hemacandrasUri mahArAjA kahe che veyAvaccaM NiccaM kareha uttamaguNe dharaMtANaM / savvaM kira paDivAI, veyAvaccaM apaDivAi // uttamaguNadhAraka AtmAonI haMmezA veyAvacca karo, badhu ja pratipAtI che, paNa veyAvacca apratipAtI che. paDibhaggassa mayassa va NAsai caraNaM suyaM aguNaNAe / Na hu veyAvaccakayaM suhodayaM gAe kammaM // saMyamapatitanuM ke mRtyu pAmelAnuM cAritra nAza pAme che, parAvartana na karo eTale zruta paNa nAza pAme che, paNa veyAvaccathI je zubhakarma upArjita karyuM hoya, te nAza pAmatuM nathI. pU.yazakalyANa ma.e A yogane ucca rIte sAdhyo che. lagabhaga coda varSa pahelAnI eka ghaTanA. eka mahAtmAe mAsakSamaNa karyuM. pAraNe peTazuddhi thatI na hatI. takalIpha thoDI vadhI. enimA Apavo paDyo. zarIra-vastro badhuM bagaDyuM. potAnA svajananuM kartavya karatA hoya, ema emaNe e mahAtmAnuM badhuM ja kartavya karyuM, e divase gurudeve amane vAcanAmAM kahyuM ke 'tamArA svAdhyAya karatAM yazakalyANanI veyAvacca caDI jAya.' huM gurudeve ApelA IlkAbanI vAta karuM chuM. vyavahArabhASyano eka adbhuta padArtha che. jeha bhamaramahuparIgaNA NivaDaMti kusumiyammi vaNasaMDe / ia hoi NivaiyavvaM gelajo kaiyavajaDheNaM // jema bhamarA-madhamAkhIo phulothI lacI paDelA upavana para tUTI paDe, tema glAna mahAtmAnI sevA mATe paDApaDI karavI joIe. emAM bilakula mAyA-bahAnAbAjI na karavI joIe. gurudevane ekyuprezarathI TrITamenTa ApatA yazakalyANa ma.ne joyA che. Imozansa 59

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DaoNkaTaronI bhUla pakaDI pADatA yazakalyANa ma.ne joyA che. hospiTalanI aMdara ardhajAgrata mahAtmAne 'mA'nI jema gocarI vaparAvatA yazakalyANa ma.ne joyA che. bALamunithI laIne vRddhamuni sudhInAnI jabaradasta sevA karatA yazakalyANa ma.ne joyA che. ne vihAranI aMdara mumukSu mAMdo paDI gayo to enI paNa sevA karatA yazakalyANa ma.ne joyA che. kAraNa ke e mumukSu huM ja hato. mahAtmAnI takalIphane potAnI takalIpha samajavI, emanI zAtAne potAnI zAtA samajavI, zAtA ApavAno bhAva paNa hovo ne zAtA zI rIte maLaze enI samajaNa paNa hovI, emanI A asmitAnI samakSa, zramaNavAtsalyanI A pariNatinI tulanAmAM duniyAnI badhI ja saMpattio vAmaNI lAge che. vyavahArasUtranI TIkAmAM pU.malayagirisUri mahArAjA kahe che ke jeone sAdhu pratye vAtsalya che, jeo temanI bImArI vageremAM temanI jarUriyAto pUrI kare che, jeo zramaNAcAranA rAgI che, teo alpa prAyazcittathI ja zuddha thaI jAya che. ne jeone zramaNAcArano dveSa che, jemane sAdhu pratye vAtsalya nathI, ane eTale ja teo temanI bImArImAM temanI upekSA kare che, teo e ja pApamAM moTA prAyazcittathI zuddha thAya che. pU.malayagirisUri mahArAjAnA A vacananuM hArda e che ke veyAvaccayoga e jIvananI viziSTa yogyatA ane guNavattAnuM lakSaNa che. e guNavAna AtmArthI kadAca koI doSa sevAI paNa jAya, to ya bahu saMkliSTa pariNAmathI to na ja sevAya, mATe ja e alpa prAyazcittathI zuddha thaI jAya che. pU.yazakalyANa ma.ne jyAre jyAre koI zArIrika takalIpha AvI che, tyAre svayaM sevya banavA chatAM paNa bIjAnI sevA karyA vinA rahI na zake A temanuM sevAnuM vayasana ame sagI AMkhe joyuM che. mArA jevA pothIpaMDitane hajI kadAca ghaNo saMsAra bAkI haze ne A amArA mahAtmA emanA ucca zramaNavAtsalyanA baLe parama padanA svAmI banI jaze. trIjA mahAtmA che pa.pU.munirAjazrI kRpAratnavijayajI ma.sA. pU.ratnabodhi ma.sA. mArA vidyAguru mahAtmA che, pU.yazakalyANa ma. mArA vaDIla mahAtmA che ane pU.kRpAratna ma. mArA mitra mahAtmA che. mitra mahAtmAnA guNAnuvAda vAta - traNa mahAtmAonI 60

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karatA to thoDuM ochuM phAve, eTale huM emanA doSAnuvAda karIza. gurudevanA mukhe varasovarasa emanI eka phariyAda sAMbhaLI che - 'kRpAratna badhAM kAma enA mAthe laI le che.' guru ma.no kApa saMbhALavAno hoya emAM ya kRpAratna ma. AvI jAya. guru ma.nI gocarI lAvavAnI hoya emAM ya kRpAratna ma. AvI jAya. guru ma.nI upadhinI vyavasthA karavAnI hoya emAM ya kRpAratna ma. AvI jAya, guru ma.nI davA/DokaTara aMgenuM kAma hoya emAM ya kRpAratna ma. AvI jAya, joganA kAlagrahaNa levAnA hoya emAM ya kRpAratna ma. AvI jAya, sUrimaMtranA vidhAnanuM mArgadarzana karavAnuM hoya emAM ya kRpAratna ma. AvI jAya. zrutodvAranA je kAryanI emaNe javAbadArI lIdhI hoya, emAM ya e AvI jAya, ne je kAryanI javAbadArI na lIdhI hoya, emAM ya e AvI jAya. A che emano doSa. mArA jevAnA kahevAtA guNone kyAMya TapI jAya evo doSa. devone paNa spRhaNIya evo doSa. doSonA dariyAne sUkavI nAkhe tevo doSa. kalikuMDanI aMdara vIza varSa pUrve emanI dIkSAmAM gurudeve je zabdo kahyA hatAM, te Aje paNa mArA kAnamAM guMjI rahyA che - dIkSA kaI rIte pALavI enI preraNA A nAmamAMthI maLaze - kRpAratna. deva-gurunI jeTalI kRpA jhIlazuM eTaluM dIkSA pALavAnuM baLa maLaze. ne gurudevanA A zabdone kharebhakara sArthaka karI de evuM emanuM jIvana banyu. emanA A doSathI emaNe gurudevanI khUba khUba kRpA jhIlI. gurune potAnA hRdayamAM vasAvyA. gurunI prazannatAne potAnI prasannatA mAnI. gurunI zAtAne potAnI zAtA mAnI. gurunA kAmane potAnuM kAma mAnyuM. ne enA dvArA e gurunA hRdayamAM vasyA. gurudeve emanA vikAsane potAno vikAsa mAnyo. emanA svAdhyAyamAM potAno svAdhyAya mAnyo. emanA tapamAM potAno tapa mAnyo. piMDavADAmAM eka mahAtmA gurudeva pAse gayA 'sAheba eNane hamaNA oLI nahIM karAvatA. A rIte pAraNuM Ave ema karAvajo.' ne gurudeva bolyA, nA, kRpAratnane hamaNA oLI nathI karAvavAnI, ene Imozansa 61 --

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mAsakhamaNa karavAnuM bAkI che, mATe ene mAsakhamaNa karAvavAnuM che." ne kharekhara emanuM mAsakhamaNa nirvikse thaI gayuM. dhanno so jIyaloe, guruNo NivasaMti jassa hiyayammi / dhannANa vi so dhanno, guruNa hiyae vasai jo u // vizvamAM te dhanya che, jenA hRdayamAM guruo vase che. te dhanyathI paNa che, je gurunA hRdayamAM vasI jAya che. pU. kRpAratna ma. dhanya paNa banyA che, ane dhanyAtidhanya paNa banyA che. emanA saMyamajIvananA bALapaNano eka prasaMga... vihAramAM ekavAra gurudeve amuka sAdhuone AgalA mukAme mokalyA. kAraNa e hatuM ke te sthAne nirdoSa gocarI thAya ema na hatI. e munivRndamAM pU.kRpAratna ma. paNa hatA, ekAda ki.mI. cAlyA haze. bAjumAM cAlatA mahAtmAe joyuM ke emanI AMkhomAMthI AMsu TapakI rahyA che. mahAtmAe emane kAraNa pUchyuM. emaNe kahyuM, "guru ma.no ogho koNa bAMdhaze ? guru mAne pANI koNa vaparAvaze ?' mahAtmAe emane kahyuM "tame ema karo, guru ma. pAse pAchA jatA raho." ne e pAchA AvI gayA. doSita vAparavuM paDe to vAparavuM, paNa guruthI judAM na paDavuM. A zAstra vacananI pariNati emane zAstro vAMcatA pahelA maLI gaI hatI. Aje emano 20 varSano saMyamapayArya thayo che, paNa eke ya cAturmAsa juduM karyuM nathI. judA thaI zake tema hovA chatAM judA thayA nathI. e emanI akhaMDa pariNatinuM lakSaNa che. traNe mahAtmA khUba ja saraLa, nikhAlasa, peTanA sApha ane parama gurubhakta che. Aje ahIM jeTalI medanI che. enA karatAM dazagaNI medanI muMbaImAM thaI zakI hota. ApaNe mAnIe chIe ke vatanamAM thAya ne vatananI bahAra thAya-pharaka paDe. ApaNe bahu Tharela ane samaju chIe. A mahAtmAone pUcho to kaheze - gurunI hAjarImAM thAya ne gurunI gerahAjarImAM thAyapharaka paDe. pahelA pharakathI A mahAtmAone koI ja pharaka paDato nathI. cAlo, eka mahinAmAM muMbaI pahoMcI jaIe, tyAM padavI laIe. Avo vicAra vAta - traNa mahAtmAonI _ 62

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suddhA A mahAtmAone sparzI zakyo nathI. tamArA hisAbe - A maMDapanA jeTalA skaveraphITa bharelA che, e A mahAtmAonI yazogAthA haze, mArA hisAbe - A maMDapanA jeTalA skaveraphITa khAlI che, e A mahatmAonI yazogAthA che. jyAM rAma tyAM ayodhyA - ema A pUjyo mATe to jyAM gurudeva tyAM muMbaI che. gurudeva vagaranuM muMbaI paNa emanA mATe jaMgala che. nAyodhyA taM vinA'yodhyA, sA'yodhyA yatra rAghavaH / temanA vinAnI ayodhyA te ayodhyA nathI, jyAM rAma che, tyAM ayodhyA che. | zabdo vAmaNA hoya che. sAdhakonI sAdhanA virATa hoya che, thoDuM bolyuM, jhAjhuM karI jANajo. jinAjJAviruddha bolAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. che, je ahI ke 63. Imozansa

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* tAro paMtha sadA ujamALA bane eka amArI AMkhonA tArA jinazAsananA sitArA vhAlA bhAI/hAlI bahena ! tane koTi koTi vaMdana. khUba khUba abhinaMdana. paramanA pAvana paMthe prasthAna karavA mATe jyAre tArI saMpUrNa asmitA thanaganI rahI che tyAre tArA A zAsana svajananI hRdayormi tArA para zubhecchAno abhiSeka karyA vinA rahI zakatI nathI. paDisoo tassa uttAro pratikULatA e ja mokSamArga - A tAro jIvanamaMtra bane. caijja pUyaNaM satkAra, sanmAnano tyAga - A tArA tyAganI zobhA bane. sayaNe ya jaNe ya samo svajana ane jana - A baMne tArA mATe samAna bane. titikkhae NANI aduTThaceyasA samatA sAthenI sahanazIlatA - A tArA jJAnanuM phaLa bane. caija dehaM Na hu dhammasAsaNaM prANatyAga saraLa hoya ne dharmazAsanano tyAga azakya hoya, A tArI dazA bane. jiNasAsaNabhattigao jinazAsana pratyenI bhakti tArI raga ragamAM rahetI rahe. guruNo chaMdANuvattayA gurunI IcchAnuM anusaraNa - A ja tArI IcchA bane. so jIvai saMjamajIvieNa saMyama e ja jIvana, asaMyama e ja mRtyu - A tArI saMvedanA bane. pavayaNassa uDDAhe jinazAsananI leza paNa apabhrAjanAmAM tane anaMta saMsAranI vedanA dekhAya. tArI paMtha sadA ujamALA bane 64

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aNissio logamiNaM tahA paraM Aloka ke paralokanI koI tRSNA tArA ruMvADAne paNa sparze nahIM. emee samaNA muttA ahIM ja mokSano AnaMda e tArI milakata bane. aphiyaM ceva kAyavva Atmahita e ja tAruM jIvanakendra bane. devA vi taM namasaMti devo ya jhukI paDe, evo tAro divya dedAra bane. vhAlA bhAI,vahAlI bahena je lakSya mATe tuM A tyAgamArge jaI rahyo che, e lakSyanI smRti tArA tyAgamArganA pratyeka pagalAne bhInuM bhInuM karI de evI aMtaranA ya aMtaranI zubhecchAo. tAro paMtha sadA ujamALa bane. 65 Imozansa