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________________ huM ne kaI zubha bhAvanAonuM khIja banI zakuM te saMsAranA dhULamATInA kayArAmAM ropAI jAu ane TADha-taDakA sahana karI, eka mahAvRkSa banI, sa'sArayAtrIe ne sadbhAvanAnAM mIThAM phaLa ApuM! -citrabhAnu vivyavIpa varSa : 7 akaH 7 jAnyuArI pAgala pAgalakhAnAnAM keTalAka vibhAgamAM dIvA nathI rAkhatA kAraNa ke emAM vasatA pAgalene cittabhramanA kAraNe ekanA aneka dIvA dekhAya. eka rAtrie pAgalakhAnAmAM Aga lAgI, jvALAe vadhI rahI hatI. upalA mALe rahenArAM pagaleA nAcI UThyA : 'vAha ! AnuM nAma divALI.' nIcethI khacAvanArA meA pADI rahyA hatA. "khArImAMthI kUdI paDeA, ame tamane A kapaDAnI ALImAM jhIlI laizuM.' paNa pAgale ekabIjAne tALI detAM kahI rahyA: " Aje ATalA varSe dIvAonI mahephila thaI ane ene mUkI ame nIce utarIe evA pAgala nathI ? " ghaNA ema ja kahe che: 'ATalA varSoMnA zrama pachI zarAkha ane suMdarI, sattA ane zrImatAI, zekhAi ane sau da nI mahephila jAmI che eneA tyAga karIe evA ame pAgala nathI.' - citrabhAnu
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________________ bhAra vyakatamAM samaSTi bAda mAnavahRdaya manane puSTa kare evuM kaMIka pravacanathI zuddha na kare? ApanuM jJAna to zodhe che ane A zodha ene saMtane dvAre paNa * mAnavamAtra mATe svAdhyadAyaka che. laI jAya che. pU. gurudevanA mukha para sthitaprajJanuM smita - zrI ghanazyAmadAsajI biralA pU. gurudeva hatuM. emaNe hRdayasparzI TUMke uttara Apyo. citrabhAnu pAse bIjI vAra AvyA ane emanAthI "pavana, prakAza, pANI ane vANI e kaI saheje pUchAI gayuMH gurujI ! ame te ApanA samAja ke vyakita mATe ja nahi, samaSTi mATe jIvanamAMthI, ApanA vicAramAMthI preraNA meLa- upayogI che. ane ene upaga kema kare vIe chIe. paNa Apa preraNuM kayAMthI meLave tene vicAra huM karuM tenA karatAM kuda2ta vadhAre che? ane Apa prArthanA kenI karo che ? kare che. ane e baLavAna prakRti preraNA Apaze pU. gurudeve prasanna AMkhe emanA para tyAre ene vega ane vistAra koI judo ja haze." DhALatA kahyuM : "mArI prArthanAmAM kendrasthAne A ahaMrahita uttarathI prasanna thayelA sarva vItarAga che, arihaMta che. huM vyakitanuM ciMtana dharma pratye jemaNe Adara keLavyuM che evA nahi enAmAM rahelA sadaguNonuM cintana karuM jJAnavRddha ane vRddha biralAjIe pUchyuM: chuM. vyakitanuM cintana mANasanA manane maryAdita bhAratIya saMskRti ane judA judA dharmo vize banAve che, jyAre sadaguNa ananta hevAthI enA Apa zuM mAne che? ane A5 kayA saguNa cintananI pAMkhe UDatA manane paNa anantatAna para vadhAre bhAra Apo cho? . sparza thAya che. anantanuM dhyAna dharatAM dharatAM bhAratIya saMskRti e te eka suMdara upavana caitanya pitAnA ananta guNanI anubhUti karI che. emAM bhinna bhinna dharmo enA choDa che. dareka anantatAne anubhave che. choDanI pitAnI viziSTatA che. emAMthI managamatA eTale ja prArthanAmAM kaI vyakita vizeSane phUlanI suvAsa phelAvavI e mALIne Ananda na letAM. huM caitanyanA svabhAvane, enA mULa che. mane ahiMsA ane anekAntanAM phUle game che. guNone AdhAra laI svabhAvamAM magna banuM chuM." huM emAM mAro Ananda zodhuM chuM. e khubune pU. gurudevanA vicAronI vizALatA jotAM sarvatra laI janArane keNa rekanAra che? kudaratane zrI biralAjI belI UyA : Aje dezamAM pavana upADe te mArge pAnaDAne prayANa karavuM ja mAnasika patana degradation AvyuM che, paDe ne?" manuSyanA jIvanamAM keI uddAta hetu na hovAthI zrI jI. DI. biralAnI sAthe temanA bhAvanAe nAnI vastuo mATe jhaghaDe che, ane AvA zIla putra zrI basaMtakumAra ane vidUSI putravadhu jhaghaDAo sarvatra azAMti UbhI kare che ane saralAbahena paNa darzane AvyAM hatAM. nAnI-moTI hiMsAne vega Ape che. ApanA jevA vicArakanI aneka samajaNabharI ane saMvAdamaya vAtathI dezamAM ghaNI jarUra che. vicAronuM parivartana ja vArtAlApa eka mananIya AhalAda banI gaye. navajIvanane prakAza lAvaze. te Apa vizvamAM ghUmI A bagaDatI havAne ApanI pratibhAthI ane - ke. vatsalA amIna
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________________ * AtamanI oLakha che (thANAthI vihAra karatAM karatAM pU. gurudeva citrabhAnu mahArAjazrI ghATakopara padhAryA ane ghATakoparanA zrI jirAvalI pArzvanAtha saMghanA TrasTIonI vinaMtI svIkArI tA. 22-11-70 nA roja "AtamanAM ajavALAM" upara pU. gurudeve upAzrayanI vizALa mAnavamedanI samakSa Apela pravacananI noMdha). eka siMhabALa jaMgalamAM pharI rahyuM hatuM, jyAM sudhI sahanazIlatA (tolerance) tyAM eNe talavAra, baMdUka ane bhAlAthI sajaja nahi Ave, ekabIjAnAM vicArene snehathI sahana evuM moTuM lazkara pasAra thatuM joyuM. siMhabALa karavAnI, ekabIjAnI mAnyatAone samajavAnI, DarI gayuM, ene thayuM ke A badhA mane mAravA ekabIjAnAM matane Adara ApavAnI udAratA Ave che eTale guphAmAM ghUsI gayuM ane nahi Ave tyAM sudhI mAnavajAta sukhI nahi thAya. siMhaNanA meLAmAM lapAI gayuM. makAna bAMdhaze te bhADUtanA jhaghaDA dhrujatA, kAMpatA bALane joIne siMhaNe thavAnA, sesAyaTI bAMdhaze te membaronA jhaghaDA pUchayuM: mArA bALane AvuM DaravAnuM hoya? tAra thavAnA, gharamAM raheze te svajane sAthe jhaghaDA zarIramAM A dhrujArI zAnI? bALe kahyuM : mA, thavAnA, zerImAM paDozI sAthe jhaghaDA thavAnA, tuM sAme che. mane ekane mAravA keTalA badhA gAmamAM jAti, kema, bhASAnA nAme laDhavAnA ane mANase bhAlA ane talavAra laIne AvI rahyA che. maMdiro bAMdhaze to maMdiranA nAme, mAnyatAnA ( siMhaNa anubhavI hatI, bolIH "pAgala ! nAme, AgaLa vadhIne bhagavAnanA nAme paNa A lazkara tane mAravA nathI AvatuM paNa laDhavAnA. koI paNa rIte laDhavAnA to kharA ja. pitAnA jAtabhAIne mAravA jai rahyuM che !" kAraNa ke laDhavuM e enA svabhAvamAM paDyuM che. eka prAMtanuM lazkara bIjA prAMtanA lazkarane laDe nahi te ene cena nahi paDe. mArA bhagavAna mAre, eka dezanuM lazkara bIjA dezanA lazkarane AvA ane tArA bhagavAna tevA. mAre, eka dharmanA mANase bIjA dharma para ene pUche ke "bhAI ! tuM kevo?" "huM, humalo kare. huM te tharDa kalAsa (3rd class)" bhagavAna - siMhabALane navAI lAgIH "mA, zuM eka pharsTa kalAsa (1st class) ane pite tharDa kalAsa. dezanA mANaso bIjA dezanA mANasothI judAM mArA dhaMdhAne ane bhagavAnane kAMI lAge vaLage hoya? zuM emanI bhASA, veSa, rItarivAja judAM nahi. huM badhuM karI zakuM. maTakAno dhaMdho, chIMpa eTale mArI nAkhavAnA ? ApaNe ApaNuM mArIne metIne dhaMdhe, Telene dhaMdhe, chatAM jAtibhAIne kayAM mArIe chIe? " mAre dharma mATe, bhale mAre dhaMdhe che mANasanI jAti judI nathI paNa enI bhASA, bhagavAna ane dharma jIvana sudhAravA mATe nathI, veSa, rItarivAjo, mAnyatAo judAM che, ane judAM e badhAM te baDAI mAravA mATe che. che eTale ja e jAtibhAIne mAravA nIkaLe che. A mAnyatAonA nAme leke laDhavAnA ane Aje lekone mana mAnavatA karatAM mAnyatAnI A laDAI kyAM nathI? dezamAM che te gharamAM paNa mahattA vadhAre che. je ene mAnavatAnI kiMmata che. Aje dezane, vizvane, paise vadhAre kharacAte heta te ATalAM lazkara, ATalAM hathiyAro, ATalA hoya te sarjana (construction) nahi paNa beone saMgraha ane A badhA upara kharacAtAM saMhAra (destruction) upara. abajo rUpiyA, A badhuM banI zake kharuM? vicAra kare A vizvayuddhanuM bIja kayAM che?
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________________ divya dIpa tame nAnI vAta mATe suleha karavA taiyAra nAme laDIne trAsa paNa eTalA ja vartAve che. nathI te vizvanA baLavAna deze moTI vAta mATe mAnyatAnI pakkaDa moTAmAM moTI khataranAka vAta che. suleha karavA kayAMthI taiyAra hoya ? "mArI mAnyatA duniyAe mAnavI ja mATe ja duniyAmAM je banI rahyuM che enA joIe. meM je vicAra svIkAryo te sahuthI sAroja ApaNe paNa bhAgIdAra chIe. hoya. A rIte sahu pitAnI mAnyatAone bIjA eka zeravALe paNa moTI kaMpanIno upara lAdavA ane gaLuM dAbIne besADavA taiyAra bhAgIdAra che. Aje mAnavajAta sarahada upara thayA che paNa kaI ja vicAra karavA mAgato nathI." ekabIjAne raheMsavA taiyAra thaIne beThI che. kai zAntacitta vicAre che kharuM ke mArI sarahada upara sAmasAmA maracA taiyAra che te jiMdagInAM ATalAM varSo duniyAnA jhaghaDAmAM, tamArA gharamAM paNa moracA taiyAra nathI? mAratArAmAM, rAgadveSamAM ane mAnyatAonI jeThANuM -derANI, bhAI- bhAI, sAsu-vahu, pakkaDamAM kharacI nAkhyAM, e varSo, e divase keTalA kiMmatI hatAM! bApa-dIkare, badhAM vATa joIne ja beThA hoya. mANasa maravA paDe te oNkaTara eka divasa AkhA aThavADiyAmAM zuM banyuM tenuM lisTa taiyAra ja hoya, ravivAra Ave ane savArathI paNuM jIvana vadhArI zakatA nathI. karoDo rUpiyA zaru kare. tamAre ophise javAnuM nathI eTale Apa to paNa. tAzkenDamAM jatA zrI zAstrIjInA ghare A rIte tamane pUratuM kAma maLI rahe ! prANane dilhI pahoMce tyAM sudhI vadhAravA, extend tamAre ravivAra bhale bagaDe paNa tame navarA na karavA kaI zakitamAna nahatuM. rahI zake ! badhAnuM vaLatara (compensation) ApI zakAya paNa jIvananuM vaLatara (compensation) upAzraye ane maMdiramAM paNa eja taiyArI! kayAMthI ApI zakAya ? evI amUlya A paryuSaNa parva (spiritual holiday) Ave ane jiMdagI che. jUnA copaDAM kADhe. pachI dharmasthAnomAM belAcAlI thAya. kayAreka keTe paNa jAya. AtmAnI zAMtine je kalAke huM kaMjUsAIthI vAparuM chuM e tame badale ahaMnI azAMti ja jovA maLe. chUTA hAthe vApare che! je divase luMTAI gayA ene mane aphasesa che ene tamane na aphasa che, pahelAM sAta divasa laDhe pachI chele divase na pazcAtApa che! tamArI udAratAnI te hada thai! kahe "micchAmi dukkaDam' cAle, navA varSamAM tamArA kalAke, divase, mahinA ane varSo tame laDhavAnI chUTa maLI gaI. verajheramAM chUTA hAthe vAparI zako cho ! dhanya A te pahelAM khUba khAvuM pachI peTa bagaDe che tamane! khUbInI vAta che ke reja zAstra vAMca, te julAba le. Aje kaI zAMtithI besIne roja sAdhuone sAMbhaLe ane reja maTethI vicAra karavA taiyAra nathI ke huM kayAM jaI gAo ane chatAM A hAlata ! A kaTutA ? rahyo chuM. je re ja bole che ene kadI anubhava karyo je mAnave haiospiTala, dharmasthAna ane che? ema kadI kahyuM ke A mAro Akhe mahine sadAvratanI paraba mAMDIne samAjanuM bhaluM karyuM AnaMdanI parAkASTAmAM pUrNa thaye che! meM mArAmAM che e enI bhalAInI sAthe enI mAnyatAne parama caitanyanuM adhiSThAna karAvyuM che !
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________________ divya dvIpa nathI kahI zakatA, kAraNa ke tamane tamArA jIvana karatAM tamArI mAnyatA vadhAre mahAna lAgI che, tamArA kalyANa karatAM khIjAne sudhAravAnI lagana tamane vadhAre lAgI che ! hu sArA thAuM ke na thA` paNa bIjo sArA kema na thAya? vAha bhAI ! tuM teA bahu paropakArI ! rAta divasa tu ciMtAmAM kADhe che--peAtAnI nahi, pArakAnI ja. peAte pAna khAine rastAmAM picakArI mAre tene vAMdhA nahi paNa enA chokarA ema kare tA laDhavA ja bese. kAI pUche to kahe ke huM pAna zokha khAtara khAuM chuM paNa pele anADI ja che, rAja traNa vAra khAya che. bhAI, tuM divasamAM be vAra anADI teA pele traNa vAra anADI ! anADInA be prakAra ja che ne ? zuM mAnavajAta peAtAne sukhI karavAnA vicAra ja nathI karatI ? ene vicAra ane ene prayatna peAtAne sukhI karavA nahi paNa potAnA aha' (exo)ne mATA karavA taraphaDiyAM mAre che. tamArA rAta divasanA prayatna, tamArI jha MkhanA zu che ? mAre ahuM kema sukhI thAya, mAre ahuM kema virATa enlarge thAya, duniyAmAM mArA ahune kema agrasthAne mUkI zakAya ! A dhUnamAM ne dhUnamAM AtmAne nindA ane IrSAnI AgamAM paNa laI jAya. ahune AgaLa lAvavA mATe kALA dheALAM karavA paDe te e mATe paNa taiyAra thai jAya. arjune meTAM akSaramAM mUkavA paisA ApavA paDe te kahe H lai jAo; ahune zikharanA iMDAM para mUkavA leAkeA lAkhA kharce che ne ? A ahaMne mATe (enlarge) karavA mANasa sarvasva ApavA taiyAra che, paNa e ema nahi vicAre ke jiMdagInAM chellA varSoM ahu mATe 27 nahi paNa sAha` mATe vAparuM', prasiddhi mATe nahi paNa AtmAnI siddhi mATe vAparuM, khATI vAhavAha kahevaDAvavA mATe nahi paNa sevA mATe vAparuM. Ama jo vicAra kare te dhanavAnA keTalAya bhUkhyAne bhAjana ApI zake, nagnane vastra ApI zake ane aNasamajane samajaNane TekA ApI zake. paNa e te kahe H nahi AtmAne kANe joye che? me te aha'ne joyA. e ane meATA karavA, enlage karavA meM mArA ATalAM varSo kADhyAM. Ave! mANasa upAzraye jAya tA leAkeAne jaNAvavA ke huM kamaakkala nathI, huM te mahArAja joDe tattvajJAnanI carcA karavA paNa taiyAra chuM. emAM paNa ahIM ja che. keTalAka kahe : amAre carcA karavI che. tattvajJAna e carcAneA nahIM, e teA jIvavAne viSaya che. A rAjakIya Politics nathI ke eka ele eTale bIjo teADI nAkhe. Avu' te rAjakIya viSaya ke pachI kArTamAM jovA maLe. dhama e carcAne viSaya nathI, e te jIvavAnI vAta che. dUdhapAka upara carcA kare kadI dUdhapAkanA svAda maLyA che kharA? ene meDhAmAM nAkheA te ja enA svAda samajAya. dha e ane pASavA mATe nathI paNa ahune gALavAnA kimIyeA che. Atmika jAgRti vinAnA mAnavI game tyAM jAya paNa ene ahaM te sAthe ja jAya. A ahaMnA vAyaro TheTha maMdiramAM paNa hAya. huM A maMdiranA TrasTI chuM, mAre mATe mANasAe taiyAra rahevu joie. eka dhUpasaLI Ape, bIjo cAmara Ape...ma`diramAM bhagavAna mukhya nathI paNa
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________________ 98 pote mukhya che. zu tamAre ahuM tamane ja chetarI rahyo nathI ? jyAre tame tamArA ahaMkArane tamArAthI jUdo pADo tyAre ja AtamanI oLakha thAya che. tame tamArAmAM e ne jue - eka para, bIjo sva. aha' para che, AtmA sva che. paranA AdhipatyathI svanuM sAmrAjya nirmaLa thayu che. A cAvI jaDI pachI tame sadA sukhI. duniyAmAM evI kAi tAkAta nathI je tamane duHkhI karI zake, evI kAi vastu nathI je tamane tamArA sthAnamAMthI halAvI zake. eka guru pAse rAjakumAra, nagarazeThanA putra ane sAdhaka-traNe bhegA thaI gayA. gurue rAjakumArane pUchyuM : 'kANu che tame?" rAjakumAra manamAM hasI paDyoH 'A mahArAja keTalA bhalA che, kevA ajJAnI che ke hu kANu chu eTalu ya A jANatA nathI ! ' jANe nahi eTale ajJAnI ja ne ? bicArA mahArAjoe tA lisTa rAkhavu joie ke A gAmamAM paisAvALA keTalA ? mane pATa upara besADanArA keTalA ? mane UThADanArA keTalA ? mArI sAme AkarA thai khelI zake evA AgevAnA keTalA ? sAdhunu jJAna, emanI AvaData, emanI sAdhanA AvA AgevAnAne mana kAMija nathI! ene mana teA tame ene jANatA nathI eTale ajJAnI che.' bAjumAM beThelA nagarazeThanA dIkarA khelI UThayA : 'mahArAja ! Apa jANatA nathI ke A kANu che ? je gAmamAM tame vIsa dahADAthI' raheA che e gAmanA dhaNIneA A dIkarA ! guru hasI paDayA H ema !' pachI nagarazeThanA dIkara.ne pUchyuM : 'tame ? ' divya dIpa 'mahArAja ! vIsa dahADAthI jenA roTalA khAe che, jenA upAzraya-makAnamAM raheA che, e nagarazeThaneA hu putra chuM. ' 'AhA ! tame nagarazeThanA dIkarA. melA, tame banne kema AvyA ?' 'mahArAja ! A bAju pharavA nIkaLyA hatA eTale ahIM AvI caDhyA.' ema ja AvyA hatA jemaNe mahArAjane rAkhyA, gAcarI ApI, kapaDAM ApyAM, ecchava karyAM emanuM sthAna zreSTha hAvu ja joie. mahArAja pAse zreSTha sthAna maLe tA emanI pratiSThA (reputation) samAjamAM ane gAmamAM paNa vadhe ne gurue vaLIne trIjAne pUchyuM : 'tame kANa che?? e judI draSTithI AvyA hatA eNe uttara na ApyA, DhIleA thai gayeA. 'bhagavAna ! huM kANu chuM e jo huM jANatA hAta te tamArI pAse zuM karavA Avata? Apane zrama zu' karavA Apata? huM mane ja bhUlI gayA chuM. huM mamatAmAM, mAyAmAM, sa`sAranA verajheramAM evA aTavAI gayA chuM ke huM svane ja bhUlI gayA che. 'kRpA karIne batAve. ke hu kANu chuM? mAruM svarUpa zu che? 'huM kANuM ? jenuM vismaraNa thayuM che enuM smaraNa karAvavA AvyeA chuM. ' jyAre tamArA magajanI zakita ochI thai jAya che tyAre tame DaeNAkaTara pAse jAo che. DaoNkaTa2 (treatment) sAravAra levAthI echI thayelI smRti tAjI thAya che. DaoNkaTara navI smRti nathI ApatA, je chete ja tAjI kare che.
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________________ 99 divya dIpa jyAre tAkAta ochI thAya che tyAre DokaTara rAjakumAra ane nagarazeTha utAvaLA hatA? navI tAkAta nathI Apate paNa tamArI tAkAta bIjIvAra samaya maLaze tyAre AvIzuM kahI upara Avela AvaraNane dUra kare che. tamAruM ja cAlatA thayA. svAdhya tamane prApta thAya che, health restore samAjamAM paNa Ama ja thatuM dekhAya che. leke pasAra thatAM hoya, navarA paDe, vacce upAzraya tamArAmAM rahelI zakitano pravAha je kAraNathI AvatA hoya te sAdhu pAse caDhI Ave. ane baMdha tha ha te kAraNa oNkaTara dUra kare che ane evA sAdhu paNa emane mATe navarA ja beThA zakitano pravAha pAcho vahevA mAMDe che. tamArAmAM hoya. vATa ja jotA hoya. kaheH "ame navarA, na ja hoya te duniyAno koI ja pheMkaTara ApI tame navara, tame mArI prasiddhi karajo, guNagAna zake tema nathI. je IjekazanathI ja tAkAta gAjo ane huM tamane uttama zrAvaka kahyA karIza. AvatI hatI te maDadAM kema UbhAM thatAM nathI? ApaNe dhaMdho ThIka cAlyA karaze." dharma e navarAzanI vastu nathI. paNa jIvananI * caitanya pravAha na hoya te davA caitanya jAgRtibharI pratIkSA che. lAvI zakatuM nathI. e te phakata tamArI enA vinA nahi rahevAya, e nahi Ave te taMdurastI, tamArA caitanyanA pravAhane rokanAra samagra jIvana vyartha jaze, e haju tamane anikAraNane dUra kare che ane tamAruM ja tamane pAchuM vArya (indispensable) che evuM lAgyuM nathI. apAve che. enI kiMmata samajAI nathI. keTalIka vastu korTa ke vakIla tamane navI saMpatti nathI vinA rahevAya ja nahi. je aphINiyo aphINavinA ApatA paNa tamArI rokAI gayelI saMpattine rahI na zake, zarAbI zarAba vinA rahI na zake pAchI apAve che. te sAdhaka jAgRtinA prakAza vinA kema rahI zake? guru je hoya che te ja apAve che. na hoya A ja mUlyavAna che, A ja kAmanuM che, te kayAMthI apAve ? kaI paNa guru tamArAmAM evuM suSupta mana (sub-conscious)mAM paNa bhavitavyatA na hoya te mokSa kayAMthI apAve? besavuM joIe. A bahAranI nahi, aMdaranI * guru zuM kare? tamArI oLakhANa apAve, samajaNa che, pichAna karAve. je ghaDIthI tamane bhAna thayuM, tame rastAmAM jatA ho, mahatvanI vAtamAM pichAna thaI pachI tame judA. jyAM bheda jJAna magna he, hAthamAM dUdhanI tapelI hoya paNa thayuM tyAM svarUpa badalAI gayuM. sAmethI pathare Ave te tamAre hAtha tarata upara ja javAne ne? e vakhate tamane keIe pachI aMdara je pravAha vahe che e dehane, | dehanA, cetavyA nathI paNa tamAre suSupta manamAM nAmane, vastuone nahi paNa caitanyane. sub-consous mAM A vAta ghara karI beThI A caitanyane pravAha jANavA guru pAse che ke mAthe IjA thaze te mane bhayaMkara nukazAna gayelA sAdhakane gurue kahyuM: "tamAre thoDI thaze. dUdha jAya to javA de paNa mAthuM bacAvI pratIkSA karavI paDaze." sAdhake kahyuM: 'cheDI zuM levAnA. kAraNa ke dUdha karatAM tamAruM mAthuM ane kaho te janmojanma pratIkSA karuM.' tamArI AMkha tamane vadhAre kiMmatI lAge che.
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________________ 100 divyadIpa je vastu suSupta manamAM sub-consciousmAM kAMI nahi ema kahenAra koNa? ghara karI jAya, enA sivAya bIju kAMI kiMmatI enI ahiMsA, ene anekAnta, enuM lAge ja nahi. nAma-enA sivAya kAMI nahi. AvI tamannA, AtmAnI vAta tamArA sub-consciousmAM AvI jhaMkhanA jAge to je bhagavAnanuM che te UtarI nathI. enI kiMmata samajAvI joIe te tamAruM thaI jAya. samajAI nathI. ema kadI thayuM che ke AnAthI paNa tamAre te DigrI joIe, padavI joIe. vadhAre kiMmatI zuM hoI zake? keIne upAdhyAya thavuM che te keIne bagadAdane eka dhanADhya be UMTa laIne AcArya thavuM che, keIne nagarazeTha banavuM che nIkaLe. eka upara motI lAdelAM, bIjA upara te keIna je. pI banavuM che. hA, A badhuM mAlika pite beTho ane sAthe moTe kAle hate. maLaze paNa bhagavAna nahi maLe, paramAtmA nahi DhALa AvatAM AgaLano UMTa lapasyo ane badhA maLe. kAraNa ke enI kiMmata badhI vastu karatAM motI verAI gayAM. mAlike kahyuM: "je kaI tamane vadhAre lAgI nathI. motI vINaze ene e bakSIza ApavAmAM bhagavAnanI kiMmata Anta manamAM subAvaze." consciousmAM utarI jAya pachI rAtre ke divase badhA motI vINavA lAgyA. eTalAmAM UMghatA ke UThatA moDhAmAMthI eka ja zabda bIje UMTa lapasyo. tarata ja eno kadarUpe nIkaLe "he vItarAga! " gulAma mAlikane bacAvavA deDa ane emane aNadhArI Apattine ghA vAge ke Thekara paDatA jhIlI lIdhA. thoDIvAre bIjA badhA metI khAIne gabaDI javAya paNa meDhAmAM te vatalaIne AvyA. rAga ja Ave. mAlike emane kahyuM: "tamane jeTalAM jyAre ema thAya ke bhale badhA svajana matI maLyAM te badhA tamArAM. " kahevAya paNa antaratama svajana te vItarAga pachI pilA kadarUpA gulAma tarapha vaLIne e ja mAro sAce svajana che. pUchyuM: "tArAM metI kayAM che?" "mAlika, paramAtmAnI badhI saMpattinA mAlika tamAre mAruM amUlya motI Ape che. Apane nukazAna thavuM che? thatuM hoya te A verAyelA motI vINIne zuM e kayAre bane ? enI barAbarImAM bIju karuM? bIjAM metI jAya te bhale jatA paNa kaMI mahatvanuM na lAge tyAre. Apane samAlI levA e ja moTI vAta che." dhIraja e AdhyAtmikatAnuM prathama pagate divasathI dhanADhaye A kadarUpAne saMpattine thiyuM che. vArasadAra ane mAlika banAvyo. tamane badhAmAM utAvaLa. vAsakSepa naMkhAvI ghaNAkharAne duniyAnAM motI ja joIe che, mAthuM pILuM thayuM paNa hajI mAre naMbara paramAtmamatI koNa Icache che? leTarImAM kema lAgatuM nathI ? ATalAM badhAM kaI nAma mAge che, te koI padavI mAge vividha pUjana karyA paNa hajI paisAne lAbha che, kaI DigrI mAge che, to koI dhana mAge kema thatuM nathI? dharmamAM kAMI mAla nathI, badhuM che, paNa mAre te mAtra bhagavAna jeie, bIjuM karyuM paNa kAMI na vaLyuM.
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________________ divya dIpa 101 - vALavuM hatuM kayAM ? bahAra ke aMdara ? A dhIraja, A patience, A pratIkSA dharma thI bahAranI nahi, pahelAM Antarika e bhagavAnano mArga che. saMpatti vadhe. aMdara eka ja de ja pheraphAra thAya tame gharamAM, dukAnamAM, saMsAramAM jyAM cho che. premano strota vahevA lAge che. vizvanuM bhaluM tyAM dhIraja rAkhe. manamAM vase che. dharmathI vicAramAM namra chatAM gauravabharyuM parivartana Ave che. kaI gusso kare te kaheH "basa Ubhare AvI gayo! have kAMI bIjuM kahevAnuM bAkI che?" jene dharmane mArge javuM che teNe pahelAM tapelAne ThaMDo thavA de. tame sAmA tapa nahi. dhIraja keLavavAnI che. dhIraja rAkhe. vAMdho nahi, eka nahi, hajAra bhAva dhIraja eTale ahIMthI TheTha mokSa sudhIno pachI paNa prabhu ! tArA caraNamAM AvavAne rAjamArga. jene dareka bAbatamAM Aveza, uzkerATa avasara maLato hoya te hajAra bhAva ApavA ane utAvaLa che te avaLe mArge caDhyo che. paNa huM taiyAra chuM." bele ene bolavA de. dUdha UbharAI - eka deva bhagavAna zrImaMdhara pAse javA UbharAIne keTaluM UbharAya ? tapelI khAlI thAya nIkaLyA. mArgamAM eka sAdhu maLyA, pUchyuM: tyAM sudhI. bhagavAna pAse jAo che ? te pUchatA Avajo ke keTalA bhave mAro mokSa thaze." tamArA gharane svarga banAvavA, tamArA saMsArane mIThe banAvavA, tamArA rasoDAne bAjumAM beThelA masta AdamIe kahyuM: "deva annapUrNAnuM dhAma banAvavA dhIrajane jIvanamAM rAja ! jAo che te mAruM paNa pUchatA Avaje." lAvo. jIvanamAM jeTalI dhIraja rAkhaze eTalA devarAja pAchA vaLyA. sAdhu vATa joIne ja pramANamAM AdhyAtmikatAnI nikaTa Avaze. beThA hatA. deve sAdhune kahyuM: "tamAruM kalyANa je dhIraja nathI te tIthe vyartha AMTA pacAsa janma pachI thaze." mAre che. vAta vAtamAM Aveza ane uzkerATa "huM ? ATalAM upavAsa karyA, ATalAM Ave, krodha jAge, A badhA bhAve AdhyAvyAkhyAna dIdhAM, ATalAM maMdira baMdhAvyAM, ATalAM tmikatAnA duzmana che. pUjane gera baje te paNa pacAsa janma sAdhakanI dhIraja juo ! e kaheH "huM A pachI? A kayAMno nyAya ? " tyAM devanI daSTi pilA masta mAnava upara beTho. huM ahIMthI have khasavAne nathI." paDI. kahyuM: "A AMbalInA jhADa upara jeTalAM Ama ja eka mahine vI. pachI gurue jhINAM pAna che eTalA janma pachI tamAruM milana ene bolAvyo. A eka mahino prabhanI siddhothI thavAnuM.' pratIkSAmAM eNe enA aMtarane mINanI jema eTalA janma pachI paNa mAruM milana thavAna? gALI nAkhyuM hatuM, kamaLa karI nAkhyuM hatuM. vAha bhAI vAha! nakkI te thaI gayuM. eTalA aMtara ogaLe te ja bIbuM paDe ne? janma paNa bheTe te thavAne! " e te nAcavA tamAre aMtaramAM vItarAganI chApa besADavI lAge. che ane aMtarane ogaLavuM nathI. e kema cAle?
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________________ 102 divyadIpa vastunI ke pachI vyakitanI chApa pADavI hoya 'have AmAMthI mAkhaNa kADhI Apa." te aMtarane ogALavuM ja paDe. ziSya kahyuM: "e kema bane ? dUdhamAMthI nirNaya kare ke AjathI mAre kaDavAM vacana mAkhaNa?" na bolavAM. juo, zuM havA UbhI thAya che. gurue kahyuM: "hA, dUdhamAMthI mAkhaNa. jo | moDhAmAM kaDavo zabda Ave te so pahelAM dUdhane garama karavuM paDe, pachI TADhuM karavu khamAsaNAM lagAvo. zuddhi AvatAM khyAla Avaze paDe, pachI meLavaNa nAkhavuM paDe, pachI jAmavA ke A kaDavAza mArA zabdomAM zAne? devuM paDe, e pachI valeNuM karavuM paDe. te ja dUdhamAMthI mAkhaNa nIkaLe.' A thoDAM varSonI musApharImAM zA mATe kaDavAza UbhI karavI? oho ! ATalI badhI kiyA? " "hA, jema tamAruM jIvana maMtrImaya hoya te jyAM dUdhamAMthI mAkhaNa kADhavA ATalI mahenata lAge. ema dehamAM AtmA zedhavA ATalI mahenata lAge" jAo tyAM bahAra sarjAya. pahelAM titikSAmAM zarIra, mana ane indrie na bhUlaze. maitrI nahi Ave te vera yone pasAra thavA de. prabhunI titikSA karavI AvavAnuM. - vijJAnane A niyama che. A duniyAmAM e paNa sahanazIlatA ja che ne ? pachI Idriyone zAMta kare. jyAM Indri khAlI Vaccum kadI rahetuM nathI. bATalImAM zAMta thaI gaI pachI jJAnanuM, paramAtmAnA dUdha bharo. paNa dUdha kADhatAM aMdara havA bharAI vacananuM meLavaNa nAkho. jAya che. A havAne kADhavA, mazInanAM sAdhanane paramAtmAnuM meLavaNa nAkhI zAMta thaI jAo. upaga karavo paDe che. have dUdhane jAmavA de. jema duniyAmAM Vaccum rahetuM nathI Teva pADo. reja kaheH huM zAMta chuM. ema hadayamAM paNa (Vaccum) khAlIpaNuM rahetuM prabhu! tArA sAnnidhyamAM parama zAMta chuM. he nathI. maitrI lAvo nahi te vera Avaze, prema vitarAga ! huM tAre anubhava karI rahyo chuM. lAve nahi te dveSa Avaze, jagatanA kalyANanI dhIme dhIme A bhAva tamArA aNuaNumAM prasarate bhAvanA lAve nahi to kharAba karavAnI bhAvanA jaze. ATalA varSomAM je anubhava nahoto karyo Avaze. e have aMdara anubhavAze. ' bATalImAM havA hoya paNa pANI nAkhe te pachI bahAra nahi aMdaranI prakriyA (process) havA bhAgI jAya. ema jIvanamAM maitrI bhare zaru thaze, aMdara maMthana jAgaze, aMtarane svaccha te dveSa bhAgI jAya. karavAnI kriyA vega pakaDaze. dharma vijJAnane virodhI nathI, paNa mitra zrAvakene bhagavAnanI pratimAne vALAkuMcIthI che. jyAre aMdara maitrI, kSamA, prema, ahiMsA jorathI ghasatA jouM chuM tyAre kadIka pUchuM: "A bharaze to TheSa, dhikkAra, hiMsAne bahAra nIkaLe. zuM karo cho ?" ja chUTake. kahe: "bhagavAnane sApha karuM chuM." - sAdhakamAM dhIraja joIe. sadaguNa lAvavAnI tuM bhagavAnane sApha kare tenA karatAM tArA dhIraja che te durguNe nIkaLI javAnA. aMtarane sApha kare to kevuM sAruM ?' gurue kahyuM: "jA, dUdhathI bharelo pyAlo aMtarane svaccha karavA te bahu karavuM paDe. laI Ava." je kriyA bahAra karatAM hatAM te have aMdara dUdhane pyAle lAvyA eTale gurue kahyuM karavAnI che. aNuaNumAM prabhunuM meLavaNa jAmavA
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________________ divya dIpa 103. devAnuM che. e mATe karavuM paDe, zAnta thavuM paDe. ghaNuM choDI, thoDuM lIdhuM ! dUdhanuM dahIM thAya tyAre ene svabhAva badalAI aneka manahara kusumatAothI vyApta, jAya, enI pAcana karavAnI zakita digestive vividha puSpanI saurabhathI mahekatA, vRkSenI gADha capacity paNa badalAI jAya. chAyAthI chavAyelA koyalanA madhura kalaravathI kUjita - dUdhathI kayAreka jhADA thAya paNa dahIM jaladI madhuvanamAM, eka suMdara AsopAlavanA jhADa nIce pacI jAya che, kharuM ne ? eka taruNavayanA tejasvI tyAgI samAdhimAM tame bhagavAna pAse ATalAM ATalAM varSothI beThelA zebhI rahyA che. jAo che, tamArAmAM zuM pheraphAra thaye? tamArA nayanane vasantanI vanarAjInuM amRtapAna svabhAvamAM, tamArI bhASAmAM, tamArA vartanamAM, karAvavA gujarezvara madhuvana bhaNI vihAra karI tamArA vicAromAM. rahyA che ! jema miyA masjidamAM jAya, vaiSNava havelImAM AsopAlavanA vRkSa nIce beThelA taruNa jAya, khristI carcAmAM jAya, zikha gurudvAramAM tyAgIne joI, gurjarezvara vicAre cheH " jAya tema tuM derAsaramAM jAya, ethI tArAmAM aho kevuM saundarya ! zuM rUpa! ahe! zuM pheraphAra thaye? tArI prakRtimAM parivartana AnaMdathI UbharAtI kevI bhavya AkRti ! AvA zuM AvyuM? navayauvanamAM paNa kevI paugalika padArtho pratyenI prakRtimAM palaTo enuM nAma dharma, AtmAne dharma, AdhyAtmikatAne praveza. upekSA ! dhanya che AvA tyAgIone !" A dhama uparathI maLe te sasto nathI. Ama garvitanA gauravane gALanAra e evuM ja je hota te Aja sudhImAM keTalAye kharIdI ojasvI tyAgInA tyAganI chabI gurjarezvaranA lIdhe heta. A te eka jAgRti pUrNa avasthA che. mAnasa paTa para mudrAlekhanI jema katarAI gaI! dhama e cetanA che, vicArone palaTe che, tyAganI pharatI traNa pradakSiNa daI, yogInA prakRtimAM parivartana che. have valeNuM karavAnuM che. caraNomAM namaskAra karI gurjarezvara prasannamukhe aMtaramAM rAtadivasa ciMtana cAle, manana gInA sanmukha UbhA rahyA. ane maMthana cAle. AvI bhAvamaya jAgRta avasthAmAM huM keNa chuM e jJAnano udaya thAya. samayajJa munie, rAjAne pratibaMdha karavAne - ziSya kahyuM: "prabho! tamArI vANI mane spazI ucita samaya jANI, rAjAne namratApUrvaka punaH che. AtmAnI oLakha mATe huM Avyo hate. punaH vaMdana karyuM ! have ene pAmavA ApanA AzIvAdathI ja huM A banAvathI rAjA sAzcarya vicAravA lAgyAH A paMthe ja saMcaruM chuM.' A zuM? huM tyAgIne namana karuM te te ucita A oLakha huM A jIvananI aMdara, A dehanI aMdara valeNuM karIne paNa karavAno.' che, kAraNa ke huM gRhastha chuM, saMsAranA bhegone che. jyAM A oLakha thaI pachI kAMI sparzatuM bhegI chuM, dunyavI padArtho pratye AsakitavALe nathI, kAMi mAMgavAnuM nathI, kAMi levAnuM paNa chuM, mehapAzamAM jakaDAyela chuM, paNa Apa te nathI. e tRptinI pUrNa bhUmikAmAM birAje che. tyAgI ! saMsAranA bhegene lAta mAranAra! dunyavI tamane sahane A anubhUti spaze evI padArthomAM anAsakata ! mehane mahAta karanAra ! zubhecchA. ja tyAgI mane zA mATe namaskAra kare?
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________________ 104 divyadIpa be hAtha joDI rAjAe savinaya pUchayuM: badAmanI kismatanuM rAjya choDayuM. eTale, a95 "gIzvara ! Ape mane namana karyuM, te choDIne meM analapa meLavyuM; thoDuM tyajI ghaNuM zuM ucita che ?" meLavyuM. AthI huM te adhUro tyAgI chuM, paNa praznanA uttaramAM munie pUchayuM : "rAjana ! kharA tyAgI ane saMtoSI te tame ja che ! te tame mane zA mATe namana karyuM? " kAraNa ke je karoDo rUpiyA ApatAM paNa na maLe, muMjhavI nAkhanAra A praznano uttara, viveka je cakavartInuM vizALa sAmrAjya ApatAM paNa pura:sara ApatAM teNe kahyuM: na meLavI zakAya, je ananta-saMsAranA cakramAM "Apa jitendriya che, vaibhava-vilAsathI paribhramaNa karatAM paNa prApta na thAya, te durlabha virakata che, ane tyAgI cho; tethI meM Apane mokSa-sAmrAjyane cheDI, tame traNa badAmanuM tuccha vandana karyuM. " rAjya svIkAryuM che. madhura smita-puSpone varSAvatA munivara bolyAH - "ghaNuM choDIne tame thoDuM svIkAryuM che. tame te sAcA hIro cheDI, kAcane svIkAryo che. mATe "rAjana ! huM tyAgI chuM, tethI adhika tyAgI to tame cho; ane tethI ja meM tamane belo, ApaNa bemAM adhika tyAgI huM ke tame ? namana karyuM. '' mane tamAre tyAga adhika lAge che, tethI ja | muninA A gUDha uttarathI rAjAnA haiyAmAM adhika tyAgI evA tamane meM namana karyuM. mUMjhavaNa vadhI. hajArone mahAta karanAra A muninA vidabharyA namanamAM rahelA graha raNabaMke. eka tyAgI pAse nAcI ja banI gaye ! rahasyane samajI, prasanna banelA gurjarezvara be vidvAnonA aNu-ukalelA koyaDAne ukelanAra rAjA, hAtha joDI bolyA: muninA A eka praznane na ukelI zakyo ! saMyamin ! Ape mane saMsAranA tuccha | vinItabhAve rAjAe pUchayuM : "saMyamina ! paugalika padArthonuM kharuM bhAna Aje karAvyuM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA kharAbAmAM paDelo che ! meDamAM mugdha banelA mane, Ape sAce huM to eka pAmara jatu chuM; rAjyanI aneka paMtha batAvyuM che; ajJAna aTavImAM aTalA kAvAdAvAnI ja jIramAM jakaDAele he te eka paribhramaNa karatAM mane, Apa jJAna-nagaramAM pahAM- * bhIru kedI chuM; mohanI jALamAM paDelo he te cADayA che Apane A amedha upadeza ane eka ajJAnI mRgala chuM; huM kaI rIte tyAgI upakAra huM kadI nahi bhUluM." hoI zakuM?" * Ape Apane mAnavabhava sakaLa karyo che. gurjarezvaranA vicAra-sAgarane zAnta karavA ane ApanAM rUpa-sauMdarya ne prabhAva sArthaka munivara belyAH karyA che. dhanya che Apane ane dhanya che ApanA narapati! akhaMDita sukhane ApanAra sanmArgane !" darzana, jJAna ane cAritra AgaLa A duniyAnuM "he mahA bhAgyazALI ! ApanA dhyAnamAM meM bhaMga pADyo tethI punaH punaH huM kSamA sukha zA hisAbamAM che? alaukika AtmaramaNatA yAcuM chuM." AgaLa, A laukika padArthonI zI kiMmata che? Ama, e tyAgI yogInA upadeza-amRtanA sAcA Atmika sAmrAjya AgaLa, tamArA A mIThaDA ghUMTaDAne AsvAda karato gurjarezvara, rAjyanuM mUlyAMkana keTaluM thaI zake ? kevaLa traNa pitAnA sthAnabhaNI gayo ! badAma ! have tame vicAre. meM te A apUrva muni paNa surabhibharyA pavananI jema dharAtala sAmrAjya meLavavA mATe A nAcIja traNa para vicAravA lAgyA.
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________________ * pravAsIne prakAza == jA pAnanA zrI tasumAru sujIyAmAne ArzIvAda ApatAM pU. guru deva. Aje vizva mAM tension tANa vadhatuM jAya che, kaI ghaDIe vizvayuddha phATI nIkaLaze tenA Dara to rahe ja che. tyAre ahiMsAnI mAtra vAtothI nahi paNa enuM AcaraNa ja zAMtino prakAza pAtharI zake. jaina dharma ane jenenuM jIvana ghaNAne AzAspada lAge che. zAMtinA cAhaka ane yunAne zAnti paripatra pAThavanAra jApAnanA zrI tasumAru sujIyAmA (Tatsamaru Sugiyama) zAMti vizvamAM kema prasare te viSe vadhu jANavA ghUmatA ghUmatA pU. gurudeva pAse thANA AvyA. ahIM emane lAvanArAM, DaeN. ke. yu. zAhanAM patnI vINAbahena hatA. aneka prazno pUchAyA, uttara paNa maLatA gayA. ekane uttara ApatAM pU. zrIe jaNAvyuM : * jaina dharme ahiMsAne pradhAna sthAna Ape che te mAtra vicAromAM ja nahi, AcAramAM paNa. ane tethI ja jainanA rojanA jIvanamAM paNa e dekhAI Ave che. * amiSane badale phaLAhAra ane zAkAhAra para bhAra ApavAmAM Ave che tenuM kAraNa paNa e ja che ke AhAra vihAramAM paNa ahiMsaka banavuM. mAMsa nahi khAnAra jaladI hiMsAmAM nahi Utare ane ema thaze to ja mAnavasahAra aTakaze, kemake je eka pazunI hiMsA paNa joI zakato nathI te mAnavenI hiMsA te kema ja karI zake ? A rIte zAkAhAra dharatI parathI yuddha nivAravAmAM atyaMta sahAyaka banaze. bauddhadhama sarasa che paNa tyAM mAMsAhAranI chUTa hovAthI meDhAmAM ahisA rahe paNa hiMsakavRtti to peTamAM mAMsa sAthe pahoMcI ja gaI hoya che. eTale te pachI AcaraNamAM kema nahi Ave ?
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________________ divyadIpa "ane tame tamArA anubhavathI joyuM haze ke pazuonI hiMsAmAMthI ja mAnavanI hiMsA pragaTI che. hiMsAmAMthI hiMsAnA janma thAya che tyAre hIrozImA ane nAgAsAkI jevA saMhAre| sarjAya che.'' pU. gurudeva mAne che ke AvA ucca rAjakAraNIonAM manamAM Aja vAvela karuNAnA khIja AvatI kAle jarUra vRkSa banaze. 106 mRtyu E mRtyu ! pyArA mRtyu ! tArI bhavyatA te bhavya karatAM paNa bhavya che ! je vAcAthI para che ne AtmAthI abhinna che! bhavya tu kSudra mAnavIne bhavya banAve che, mAnavIne kSudra paNa banAvI mUke che! A tArI kevI bhavyatA ! tArAthI je bhaDake che te bhavya mAnava hAya te paNa kSudra mAnava banI jAya che; ane tane je prakAzanI jema hasate mukhe bheTe che te mAnava heAya te paNa mahAmAnava banI jAya che. kSudra pyArA mRtyu ! huM tArA premabharyA milananI vATa jotA eTalA mATe ja vicaruM chuM ke, have tArA milana pachI bIjA ghaNAM milana thavAnAM nathI, A ane kadAca A pachInuM eka adhika milana mane amara banAvanAruM che, jyAtinA puMjane pamADanAruM che, anaMta AnadanA sAgaramAM nimajjana karAvanAruM che ! vaibhavathI chalakAtA mahAlayamAM vasatA kAI mAnavIne tAruM nAma kadAca hADa dhrujAve evI kaMpArI paNa cheDAve; kAraNa ke ene mahAlayamAMthI jhUMpaDImAM javAnu` che, prakAzamAMthI aMdhakAramAM javAnuM che; paNa mAre? mAre tema nathI. mAre te jhU MpaDImAMthI nIkaLIne anaMta prakAzathI jhaLahaLatI siddhazilA para javAnu che. aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM ne ajJAnamAMthI jJAnamAM javAnuM che! mATe ja teA tArAM AgamananAM pagalAM mArA maneAdiramAM sa'bhaLAya che, tyAre mArAmAM yuvAnIne adamya jusso AvI jAya che ! vahAlA mRtyu ! tuM tA mArI naukA che. sAme kinAre beThelA mArA mitrAne mAre maLavuM che. tArA vinA mane tyAM keANa lai jAya ? pAvApurImAM tuM ja bhagavAna vamAnane bheTayuM hatuM kharu ne! e mahAmAnavane bheTIne te ja emane amara banAvyA hatA kharuM ne? pyArA ! khela teA jarA, e ja rIte tuM mane kayAre ane kayAM bheTIza? e madhura supaLa keTalI sukhada haze ! 'saurabha'mAMthI : citrabhAnu
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________________ * * * * * 24 X 4S3% 82% B2% nirmaLa cAritra e gulAbanuM attara che. e tamArI pAse haze to e jema tamane AnaMda Apaze, tema tamArI nikaTamAM vasatA mAnavone paNa suvAsa Apaze. - "saurabhamAMthI 'citrabhAnu" Spotless character is like The perfume of a rose. If you passess it, it will suffuse its fragrance among people dwelling in your vicinity, as it will egually delight your soul. from : Lotus Bloom * by : Chitrabhanu grAnDa kalI ya 2nsa se la eTa kolITInAM phanazIMgsa ane gArmenTasanuM paDadAnuM kapaDuM - sepha kavara vagere spezIyala DiskAunTa : 5% thI 30% kApaDanA TukaDAo * DresIsa luMgIjha sADIo - henDa begsa * suTa- kesIsa zujha ane cappalsa Dosa 9 karI pIsIsa - lepa zeDasa * vAla - hengIMgsa tA. 21 mI DisembarathI 7mI jAnyuArI 71 sudhI savAre 10 ka. thI rAtre 8 ka. sudhI. Gif globa InTaranezanala kebrIksa 67, hyujIsa roDa, muMbaI - 7 * phonaH 35 33 30 ** * * ** * ***** * *** * * *****
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________________ , 1-1-71 divya dIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. mera ga gA yamunA vihAra saMpradAya samAja mATe che, sAdhu mATe nahi. pU. gurudevanuM thANAmAM comAsuM pUruM thavA sAdhu te gaMgAnA nIra samA che. e te vahetA AvatAM ja zrI mulunDa karachI saMghanA AgejAya ane pAvana karatA jAya. vAe pU. zrIne mulunDa padhAravA vinaMtI karI. pU. gurudeva prabhAtanA samaye kudaratane khoLe paNa pU. zrI vihAramAM levAthI beo-AgrA cAlI nIkaLyA ane saMdIpanI Azrame AvI reDa upara Avela rAlI bradharsa (Rally Bros.) pahoMcyA. naisargika vAtAvaraNamAM Avela Azrama nA prAMgaNamAM somavAra tA. 16-11-70 jo na je tyAM svAmI cinmayAnaMdanI mulA- savAre sAta vAge pU. zrInuM pravacana gaThavAyuM nA thaI. ekabIjAe simatathI svAgata karyA. tyAre pU. sAdhvIjIzrI harakhazrIjI ane temanAM te pachI cothe divase svAmI cinmayAnandajI be ThANuM tathA mulunDa saMghanA TrasTI zrI pavAI "saurabha" baMgalAmAM padhAryA jyAM pU. : kAntilAlabhAI mulunDanA nAmAMkita gRhastha sAthe gurudeva birAjatA hatA ane be saMte vacce hAjara thayA. rAlI bradharsanA mukhya kAryakartA vicAronI vadhu Apa-le thaI. paNa pU. zrInA vicArene jANavA tyAM padhAryA. cintana ane saMtanuM samAjamAM keTaluM bhakita ane bhAvanuM darzana vahelI savAre ucca sthAna che e prazna upara potAnA vicAre prakRtinA khoLe thavAthI pU. zrIe pravacana vyakata karatAM pU. gurudeve kahyuM: ApatAM jaNAvyuM: tamane saune A prabhAte Aje jyAre dezanI sAmAjika vaicArika jotAM mane AnaMda thAya che. caitanya samUhane paraMparA chinnabhinna thaI rahI che ane cAre bAju jotAM A caitanyamAM AnandanI bharatI Ave che. mAnasika asvasthatAnuM darzana thAya che tyAre tamArA vicAramAM navInatA che, kAryamAM AnaMda cintananuM mAhAtamya vadhI jAya che. cintaka je ane ullAsa paNa che. tamArA saumAM saMpa ane . ' kahe che te niHsvArtha bhAve kahe che, e hRdayanA zAntinI havA vadhu phelAze to tamAre samUha UMDANamAMthI vahAve che. eTale ja e mANasanA anya saMghane paNa preraNA Apaze, ane mAnava aMtarane halAvI zake, manane jAgRta karI zake manane abhyadaya thaze. ane jIvanamAM sAco prakAza lAvI zake. haju A samaye mulunDa saMghanA preraka ane prANasamAjane sAdhusaMte upara akhUTa zraddhA che. evA . samAM zrI haragovidabhAInI khaTa ghaNAne lAgI. e dhAre te samAjanuM utthAna karI ene UMce te mATe temanA netRtva nIce ja mulunDa saMgha sthapAye, lAvI zake. mATe ja AjanI paristhitimAM sAdhu vikAsa pAmyo. vicAramAM tAjagI lAve, nirAza hRdayamAM pravacana bAda mekinI prabhAvanA karavAmAM AzAne saMcAra kare ane jIvananA utahetu AvI. tarapha mAnavanuM lakSya kheMce; e Avazyaka che. A bhagiratha kArya karavA mATe sAdhuoe deza, priya, pathya ne satya bolanAra te vizvamAM kALa ane samayane samajI kadAca choDI vizALa ? bha0 mahAvIranA jevA koka virala ja haze! hadayathI ane vikasita daSTithI kAma karavuM paDaze." citrabhAnu maka, makAraka ane mAnA saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla . cAhe, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAInA ca mAsAyaTI (hinA kAna saM5) mATe "kavInsa " 28/30, vAlakezvara muMbai naM. 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.