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________________ amArA avakA cAnanI bArIkaratAM ce pRthvIne geALA nAnA dekhAya che. A TacUkaDA geALA para vasatA ApaNA sahunI vacce rASTrIca matabheDhA mune sarahadeA hovA chatAM ApaNe badhA ja kharekhara eka chIe. A samajaNa ApaNI ArapAsanA lepaTTAne samajavAmAM ane sarpathI rahevAmAM kAIka prakAre sahakAranI bhAvanA pratye deArI jaze evI huM AzA rAkhuM chuM, caMdrayAtrI - karnala eramena divyadIpa # prema puSpano bhAra * rAja kumAranA prazaMsake ane mitreAe ene samAnavA sutha nA alaMkArAthI ene telavAnuM vicAryuM. | mATe kAMTAnAM e ka pulamAM kumArane besADI. sAme khIja palAmAM e e ke pachI e ke AbhUSaNe ! gAvatA gacA paNa paluM kema ca na name. tyAM ziyaLanI suvAsathI jenuM mana tana prasanna che evI kumAranI dhamapriyA AvI caDhI. A muMjhAyelA. prazAsakAne joi karuNAthI e dravI gaI. enA hAthamAM tAja khIlela gulAbanuM eka phUla hatuM te eNe AbhUSaNAnA DhagalA para mukayu" ane paheluM mUkI gayuM ! sona. Azcayane pAra na rahyo. phUlamAM A tAkAta ! hA. strInA hRdayamAM rahela prema, bhakti ane zu ddhathI e a baLa khULa che. - citrabhAnu varSa 6 : aMka 1-2 : ogasTa
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________________ sahasra nAma Izvarane mANase bhAre anyAya karyAM che. peAtAnuM cAle tyAM sudhI mANasa peAtAnI meLe ja kAma calAve che. izvaranI madada mAgateA nathI, yAda paNa karatA nathI. paNa vAta peAtAnA hAthanI bahAra jAya tyAre e kreTa mUke che, zaraNe jAya che, AjIjI kare che. tAtkAlika bhakti. khapa pUratA saMbaMdha. bajAru dha mANase izvarane peAtAnI sagavaDanu sAdhana banAvyA che, dhane eka jAtanuM 'phariyAda khAtuM' samajIne apanAvyA che. peAtAnI zaktithI je na meLavI zake te mATe bhagavAnane hAka mAre, du:kha asahya thAya tyAre IzvarecchAnA maMtra bhaNIne AzvAsana meLavai; eTale ke peAte lAcAra haiAya tyAre ja e dharma nA upayAga kare. mANasanI ni`LatA ja mANasane dharma tarapha vALatI hAya ema lAge che ane e te dhanuM bhAremAM bhAre apamAna kahevAya. : phAdhara vAlesa sthAna mahattvanuM hatuM. Aje thepDa' che. ane kAle...? dha ne kevaLa niCLatAnA upAya samajavAthI A aniSTa pariNAma AvyuM che. paNa e sAcA dharma nathI. sAcA dha' bhikhArInI bhIkha nathI, dhanavAnanuM dhana che. duHkha bhulAvavAnA kaeNph nathI, du:kha pacAvavAnI hiMmata che. khAyalAnuM AzvAsana nathI, zUravIranuM zUra che. sAcA dharma e garajamAM mAgelI pArakI madada nathI, dilamAM anubhavelI nitya-zakti che. Izvara e pAThamAM samajaNa na paDe tyAre jenI pAse jaine khulAsA magAya evA zikSaka nathI, paNa jene lIdhe huM je je samaju chuM te samajuM chuM, ne beuM chuM, ne jIvuM chuM aMtaratama cetanA che. e mArI nirbaLatAnI lAkaDI nathI, mArI zaktinu` sphuraNa che. mAru' na cAle tyAre jenI sahAya levI paDe e nathI, paNa mAruM je ke... cAle che te jene laine cAle che te che. prAsagika mahRdugAra nahi, kAyamane prANa che. sagavaDanuM sAdhana nahi, jIvananuM hArda che. mahemAna nahi, aMtaryAmI che. te dharmanA AdhAra mANasanI ni`LatA para hAya teA mANusanI zakti vadhe tema dharmAMnI jarUra ochI raheze. Adi mAnava mATe ghaNA bhaya hatA. kudarata AgaLa te nirupAya hateA mATe e tene pUjatA. vIjaLI paDe te emAM devenuM vajra jue. Aje paristhiti badalAI che. Adhunika mAnavI kudaratane palATatAM zIkhyA che. vIjaLI paDavAnA sa*bhava hoya tyAM vIjaLI-phreMDa UbheA kare che. have e kudaratanI pUjA karateA nathI. baLiyAnA rogacALA phATI nIkaLe tyAre e devInI bAdhA rAkhate nathI, zItaLA TakAve che. lAMkhI saphare UpaDavAneA hAya teA muhUta teA nathI, vImA utarAve che. Ama, mANasanI jema zakti vadhI che tema dharmAMnuM kSetra echuM thayuM che. kudaratanAM rahasyA mANasa ThIka ThIka jANutA thayA che. kudaratanAM khaLa para kAbU meLavavAmAM ThIka ThIka saphaLa thayA che. badhuM hAthamAM AvyuM heAI have khIjAnI pAse javAnI jarUra rahI nathI. hA, theADA kanaDatA prazno hajI rahe che: mRtyu che, ne AphatA che, ne na samajAya paNa pharIpharI anubhavAya evI hRdayanI zUnyatA che. paNa enAye nikAla kALe karIne thaze evI AzA bAMdhI zakAya. ane tyAre AkhA khela mANasanA hAthamAM Avaze. prAcIna kALamAM mANusA bhagavAnanAM mAnamAM bhavya madirA khAMdhatA, Aje nAnAM sAdAM derAM khAMdhe che. vAta sUcaka che. bhUtakALamAM mANusanA jIvanamAM dharmanuM nAnapaNamAM chekarAne kahIe chIe kharA ke bhagavAna upara beThA che: khATu karIe te sajA kare, sAruM karIe teA InAma Ape; arajI karIe te varadAna Ape. e rIte chAkarAnA manamAM dharmanA pahelA saMskAre| paDe. ane e yeAgya paNa che. paraMtu cheAkare| meATe thAya, mANasa thAya, svataMtra vicAra karatA thAya tyAre dharmanuM A mALakhuM ene hAsyAspada lAge che ne e te cheADI de che. svAbhAvika che. jema Adi mAnavanuM prAkRta valaNu AjanA saskArI mAnavI cheDe che tema nAnA cheAkarAnI kalpanAe pukhta vayanA AdamI cheDe che. prazna e che ke A Adhunika mANasane ne A meTA thaelA cheAkarAne dhanA a ne IzvaranA guNu kevI rIte samajAvIe ke jethI e te apanAvIne emAM ja e peAtAnA jIvananI sAkatA ei zake. jagavikhyAta mAnasazAstrI ApeATa lakhe che: 'je mANasa dharmAMmAM peAtAnA svAnuM sAdhana jue, peAtAnI jarUriyAta pUrI pADanAra yaMtra jue, peAtAnA sAcA prazno DhAMkavA mATenuM AvaraNa jue, potAnuM duHkha utAravA auSadha jue-te dharmane (ane peAtAnI jAtane) anyAya kare che. enA e dhama vahelA meADeA chUTI jaze. paNa dhamAM je sAdhana nahi paNa [anusaMdhAna kavara 4 upara ] 6
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________________ * AMtara vaibhava * (noMdha: rokSI thiyeTaramAM pU. guruva zrI citrabhAnue zaru karela "AMtara vaibhava" pravacana mALAnuM tA. 11-8-68 ApeluM pravacana) AtmA duHkhI nathI, ajJAnI nathI ane koIne paisA cUkavavAnA hoya, ceka lakhI pApI paNa nathI. Apa ane Agale divase khabara paDe ke beMkamAM je mAne che ke " huM pApI chuM ? tenI sAme balance nathI te AkhI rAta UMgha Ave che? jaina darzane bIjo vicAra Ave. "tuM pApI kaI kahe ke tamane TI. bI. thayo che te hiI zake ja nahi. je tuM khuda pApI hoya, keTale gabharATa chUTe che? UMgha uDI jAya che, tArI buniyAda ja pApanI hoya ane pApa e ja nahi ? tAruM jIvana ane sarjana hoya te tuM paramAtmA te, badhAne vidAya ApIne AvanAre jIve kema banI zake? jene tANAvANe pApane ja che, hase che, khuzIthI jIve che enuM kAraNa e hoya e kApaDa pApanuM ja hovuM joIe. paNa ke zarIramAM beThele jANe che ke jagatamAM mRtyu nA, tAre tANAvANe te darzana ane jJAnane dekhAya che paNa AtmAmAM amRtatva paDeluM che. che. eTale pApa tArAthI para che, bahArathI A amRtatvanI suSupta manamAM (sub conscious AvIne bhaLeluM che. " mind) rahelI zraddhAne kAraNe, AtmAne thaI huM marI javAne " ema mAnanAranI gayelI pratItine kAraNe ja bIjA maratA hovA sAme bIju satya A che: tuM maratuM ja nathI, chatAM pote marI javAno che ema nathI mAnato. duniyAmAM evuM kaI ja tattva nathI je tane ilekiTraka thAMbhalA UbhA karatA pahelAM khADA khatama karI zake. plega, kensara, TI. bI. kare, pachI thAMbhalo mUkI AsapAsa mATI, kAMkarAM, A badhA roga zarIrane thAya che tane nahIM, patharA mUkI cAra jaNa bhegA thai thAMbhalAne AtmAne nahIM. khUba jorajorathI halAve. zA mATe halAve ? mATe ja ghaNAne vaLAvIne AvIe, smazAnamAM kyAMka jarA paNa kAcuM, DhIluM rahI na jAya mUkIne AvIe, maratAM joIe tema chatAM nahitara rAhadArInA jIvanuM jokhama. halAvI gabharAIne jIvavAno vicAra mAMDI nathI vALatA. halAvIne khADe jarAka DhIla thAya eTale vaLI hasIne jIvIe chIe kAraNa ke aMdara beTheluM patharA nAkhe, kAMkarA bhare ane pharI halAve. tattva kahe cheH bhale koIne bALI Avya, ema karatAM karatAM evo majabUta karI nAkhe ke kabaramAM dATI Avya, Tower of silencemAM vIsa jaNa halAve te ya macaka na Ape. mUkI Avyo paNa huM marate nathI. evI ja rIte dharmanAM thAMbhalAne paNa haiyAmAM manuSyanA jIvanamAM be jAtanI vicAra- repo. zaMkAo karIne, prazno pUchIne ene dhArAo vahI rahI che. AMkhathI dekhI zakAya halAvatA jAo. tamane pUrNa khAtarI thavI che ke leke marI rahyA che paNa vyakitamAM rahela joIe ke huM je mArge jaI rahyo chuM e AtmAne lAgatuM nathI ke huM marI javAno chuM. mArga sAce che-e ja mArga sAce che. jo ema lAge ke huM marI javAne chuM to praznothI mANasa sAce dhama bane che. rAtanA UMgha ja nahi Ave. je dhama zaMkA karavAnI nA pADe che, prazno
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________________ divya dIpa pUchavAnI manA kare che e tamane ajANyA vAsanA ane vRttionI sAthe maLe che chatAM kUvAmAM utAravAnI vAta kare che. pitAnuM svataMtra vyakitatva nathI gumAvyuM. enAmAM zaMkA na kare ane emane ema svIkArI rahela guNane (quality) bahAra kADhavA hoya, (accept) le te jIvanamAM koka evI paLa muMddha svarUpa pragaTAvuM hoya te prayatna karIne AvatAM Acako lAgaze, ane zraddhAnuM tatva enI sAthenuM jaDa tattva dUra karavuM paDaze. bahAra nIkaLI jaze. tame khAlI banI jaze. zuddha karyA vinA khANumAMthI nIkaLelI dhULane zaMkA karyA vinA, prazno pUchyA vinA, senAnA bhAve vecavA bese to keNa le? jANyA vinA dharmane svIkArate zuM sAce dhamI mATe puruSArtha te karavo ja rahyo. eka philasUphe jIvananI cAra bhUmikA ApI. - tejAbamAM mUkyA vinA, kasaTI upara bhUla kare te mAnava, bhUla karIne hase te caDhAvyA vinA, barAbara joyA vinA je senuM dAnava, bhUla karIne pazcAtApa kare te sajjana le che tene kaI pUcheH A sonuM che ? e uparathI ane bhUlamAMthI prayatnapUrvaka kUdake mArI bahAra kadAca "hA" kaheze paNa tarata manamAM zaMkA nIkaLe te mahAmAnava. UbhI thavAnI. "meM barAbara tapAsa te karAvI bhUla karavI e mAnavIne svabhAva che. e nathI, kadAca reDagelDa paNa hoya. game teTale sAvadhAna hoya, upaga rAkhate paNa je barAbara tapAsa karIne le che e hoya, chatAM kyAMka te akasmAta thavAne. te chAtI ThokIne kahe che: meM barAbara tapAsa eTale ja vImA kaMpanIo AvI rahI che. karIne lIdhuM che, emAM mane jarAya zaMkA nathI. vImA kaMpanIo zuM batAve che? mANasanuM prazna thAya ke je huM AnaMdamaya chuM, perfection game teTaluM hovA chatAM paNa enA amara chuM te Aje huM duHkhI kema chuM ane jIvanamAM bhUlane saMbhava che. marI kema jaIza? enuM kAraNa jaDane saMga jIvanadraSTA bhUlene karuNAbharI najarathI che. pudgalanI bhAgIdArI che. jue che: bicAre mAnava che, bhUla thaI gaI senAnI khANamAM senuM ane dhULa sAthe che, ene mAre hAtha ApIne uThAvavAne che. maLelAM che, anAdikALathI sAthe ja che, chatAM kIcaDa khUba thayuM hoya, jamIna lIsI hoya senuM sonuM che ane dhULa dhULa che. sAthe rahevA tyAre pahelavAna paNa lapasI jAya. chatAM pitAnA mULa svabhAvane gumAvyo nathI. nabaLI paLomAM sArA sArA mANaso pralabannenuM vyakitatva bhinna che. bhAnamAM AvI jAya che. e pralebhana pachI hA, puruSArthathI dhULane dhoIdhAIne zuddha paisAnuM hoya ke sattAnuM, padavInuM hoya ke karatAM dhULa eka bAju jAya che ane tenuM pazutAnuM. patananI paLamAM mANasa nirbaLa ane hAthamAM Ave che. A Akhe eka puruSArthane ni:satva hoya che. kiyA prayoga che. Plato e pazna karyomANasa prAmANika evI rIte ApaNe AtmA anAdikALathI che paNa te kyAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI tame enI (infinite time) jaDanI sAthe, karmanI sAthe, kiMmata cUkavatA nathI, tyAM sudhI. tame kiMmata
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________________ divya dIpa cUkavA pachI prAmANika keTalA prAmANika che te juo. meATA hAddA para rahelAne pAMca hajAra rUpiyA Ape, e lAMca nahi le. kahe: UThAvI jAo, mane lAMca ApavA AvyA che ? paTAvALAne khelAve, peAlIsa pAse pakaDAve, chApAmAM Ave, jagajAhera thAya. 8 kevA prAmANika amaladAra ! pAMca hajArane Thokara mArI. ' bIjo jaine pacAsanI ephara kare. peleA kahe: tu mane jANatA nathI ? sI. Ai. DI. ne khelAvI pakaDAve. hajI enI prAmANikatAnI kiMmata (value) cUkavI nathI. jarA AgaLa vadhA. kAi pAMca lAkha rUpiyA laine Ave ane kahe : ' sAheba tamArA pagAra keTalA ? - - e hAra. ' ' vAru, tame nokarI karIne keTalA varSamAM pAMca lAkha rUpiyA meLavI zakaze| ? vicAra karI jue, vicAra kare, bIju kAMi nahi. ' pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnuM vajana vadhatuM jAya. prAmANikatAnuM palluM upara jatuM dekhAya. bicArI prAmANikatA vecAi jAya. pAMca hajAramAM nahi, pacAsa hajAramAM nahi pAMca lAkha prAmANikatAne kharIdI zake ! 'mANasa prAmANika che' enA artha e ke enI prAmANikatAnAM mUlya cUkavanAro hajI sudhI ane manyeA nathI. mUlya cUkavanAra maLe chatAM paNa na caLe teA mAnavu' ke ene AtmAnA astitvanI pratIti thai che. sAmAnya rIte tame bahu sArA che paNu tamArA sArapanI barAbarImAM UbhI rahI zake evI koi vastu jIvanamAM nathI AvI eTale sArA ! tamArI pAse lAkha rUpiyAnA hIro hAya ane ene keAI dasa hAranI epha (offer) 3 kare teA zu kaheA ? cAla cAla, have UbhA thaI jA.' AgaLa vadhatAM navANuM hajAranI kare tyAre paNa tame kahI zakAH mane navANu hajAranI offer hatI paNa meM ene UbhA rahevA na dIdhA. paNa ema kadI bane ke savA lAkha ApavA AvyA hatA tema chatAM paNa me nA pADI ! praleAbhana ALagIne bahAra Ave tyAre jANavuM ke enAmAM AtmazraddhAne ane paramaprakAzanA dIvA prajavalI rahyo che. enI AsapAsa have game evAM mUlyA Ave paNa peAtAnI nIti ane prAmANikatAne e cheDavA taiyAra nathI. bhUla kare te mAnava. paNa bhUla karIne je hase che te dAnava che. manamAM rAjI thAya : CC kevI kuzaLatAthI meM bhUla karI ke koine khabara paNa na paDI. '' gharAka pAsethI pUrA paisA le paNa kApaDa evuM padharAve ke e tyAre rUe. paisAnA praleAbhana khAtara halakI vastu padharAvavA badala pazcAtApa nathI paNa abhimAnathI chAtI phulAve che. trIjo paNa prakAra che, je bhUla karIne raDe che, manamAM pazcAtApa kare che. me A bahu khATuM karyu evA AtApa anubhave te sajjana che. durguNamAMthI bahAra AvI zakatA nathI paNa AvavAnI tAlAvelI che. manamAM duHkhI che, potAnI nabaLAIe mATe jAgRta che, pharIthI nakhaLAione vaza thaIne bhUla na thAya e mATe upayeAga che paNa nabaLI paLeAmAM nabaLAie sAme jhUkI jAya che. manamAM rahela niLatAnA tattvane sAmanA karI zakatA nathI. e name che, paDI jAya che paNa enA mananA UMDANamAM duHkha che.
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________________ divya dIpa bhale paDI gaye, paNa paDI rahevAnuM nathI, jIvyo? mAtra vartamAnane joIne AgaLa vadhatuM UbhA thaI javAnuM che. Ubhe nahi thAuM te gaye. manamAM eka ja saMkalpa karyoH jema bane pAchaLathI AvatI gADIo nIce cagadAI jaIza. tema huM vartamAnane, Ajane sarasa rIte jIvIza. paNa je bhUlamAMthI chalaMga mArIne bahAra mANasa bhaviSyanuM Ayojana (Planning) nIkaLI Ave che e te mahAmAnava che. AvA kare che paNa vartamAnanI kSaNone nabaLAIothI mAnavathI mAnavajAta UjaLI che ane emanAmAMthI bharIne beThA che. bhaviSya mATe vicAro bahu sArA preraNA meLave che. paNa vartamAnanI vAta kare te kaheH atyAre keneDAnA bagIcAmAM jhADa nIce eka yuvAna javA de; bhaviSyamAM amAre amAre ghaNAM ghaNAM beThe beThe vicArI rahyo hato ? jugArI mitre 5 sArAM kAma karavA che. maLyA, bhaNavAmAM mana na lAgyuM. mAbApe je ghaDapaNamAM amAre A ja karavAnuM che. dhanathoDA paisA mokalyA te meM vyasanamAM emanA ema patie zuM kahe : amArA thaDA problems kharacI nAkhyA. have AmAMthI huM bahAra kevI rIte che e pati jAya pachI dAna karavuM che, ArAma AvuM? jIvanathI thAkele yuvAna vicAra karatAM levA che, sevA karavI che. pUcho : atyAre ? kaheH karatAM ADo paDyo. pAse nAnI-zI suvAnI nahi, hamaNAM nahi, bhaviSyamAM. eka cepaDI paDI hatI. tenuM pAnuM kholyuM. pAgalane khabara nathI ke bhaviSyanI paLa konA vAkaya vAMcyuM : hAthamAM che? mANasanA hAthamAM che te karI zako dUranA aspaSTa bhaviSya tarapha najara karI nathI, karato nathI, ane je nathI te mATe bhAvinAM aphasesa kare che enA karatAM najIkanAM spaSTa svapnAM seve che, UMghamAM ja jIvana pUruM kare che. padArtho sAme najara karIne AjanI paLamAM Ubhe AjanI paLa gaIkAle bhaviSya hatI ane thaI jA. atyAranI A paLamAM ja Ubhe thaI e ja paLa AvatI kAle bhUtakALa thai javAnI che. jA. je paLa tArA hAthamAM che e paLane tuM gaI kAle je bhaviSya hatI te paLa ane AvatI dhanya banAva." kAle bhUtakALa thanArI paLa atyAre te tamArA yuvAne vAgyuM ane jAgRta thaye. Ubhe thaI hAthamAM ja che. ' gaye ane kAme lAgyuM. dhImedhIme AgaLa vadhate A paLa je upayogamAM na le, A paLamAM vadhate e DaoNkaTara thaye. iMglenDamAM saMsthAo je sAvadhAna na bane, A paLamAM nabaLAImAMthI sthApI ane sarane ene IlkAba maLe. sara bahAra na AvI zake te mAnI lejo ke tame viliyama skaranuM jIvanacaritra lakhAyuM. kadI paNa bahAra nathI AvavAnA. vyasanamAM paDele, badIomAM DUbele, jagA- je atyAre nathI Avate e kadI nathI rIomAM samaya pasAra karanAra pacIsa varSane AvI zakatA. A juvAna eka vAkya vAMcI UbhuM thaI gaye. atyAre ene vicAra AvyuM, enAmAM baLa evuM jIvana jIvye ke enI 1464 pAnAnI che, sArA vicAra karI zake che ane manamAM jIvanakathA lakhavAmAM AvI. jugArInA jIvanane abhipsA jAgI che e samaye bahAra na Ave ATalAM badhAM pAnAM rokAyAM! e kevuM jIvana te pharI te e kyAre AvavAnuM che?
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________________ divya dIpa je paLa sAme AvIne UbhI che e spaSTa bIju kaMI nahi to eTaluM to kare ke che, tamArA hAthamAM che. bhaviSya game teTaluM suMdara "Aja te mAre mArA AtmAne kAca cekhe hAya paNa aspaSTa che, hajI tamArA hAthamAM nathI. rAkhe che." kharAba vicAra nahi, nabaLA vicAra khalAsa thaI gayelA, daTAI gayelA bhUtakALane nahi, koI pratye dhikkAra nahi ne IrSyA paNa nahi. yAda karIne paNa have zuM karavAnuM che? A rIte tamAruM aMdaranuM tattva eka divasa atyAre rezana na maLatuM hoya tyAre karoDapati mATe suMdara banavAnuM. pitAne yAda kare zuM vaLe? atyAre te rezananI pachI te Teva paDavAnI, Aje sArA rahe dukAne lAInamAM Ubho rahIza te rezana maLavAnuM. te kAle paNa sArA rahevAnA. kAle sArA te pachI pitA karoDapati hatA e yAda karIne ghare besavAthI paramadivase paNa sArA. sArA rahevAnI Teva rezana nahi maLe. je daTAI gayuM che ene daTAI paDI jAya. javA de. ' eka pitAe dIkarAne khUba bhaNAvya, sarasa - paNa je vartamAna che, je jIvaMta che e rIte taiyAra karyo. eka divasa abhyAsakhaMDamAM beThA ApaNA hAthamAM che. vartamAnamAM je banavuM e beThA dIkare vicAre che ? jIvanamAM keTalI vastuo banI zakIe tema che kAraNa ke enAmAM cetanA upayogI che, enuM lisTa banAvuM. bharelI che. pahelAM lakhyuM taMdurastI-zarIra svastha joIe. - je kAMI kArya karavAnuM che emAM hadaya reDavuM paNa jIvanamAM kaI cAhanAra na hoya te paDe che. jemAM hadaya reDe che e jIvanamAM taMdurastIbharyuM jIvana paNa zuSka lAge. mATe prema amRta banI jAya che. paNa joIe. AjathI ja A nirNaya tho joIe; mANasa priyajanane cAhato hoya paNa khAvAnuM Ajane huM suMdara banAvuM, huM mArI Ajane na hoya, rahevA makAna na hoya te mANasa duHkhI bagaDavA nahi dauM. keI kharAba bolaze te huM thaI jAya, AnaMda UDI jAya mATe saMpatti paNa e kacarAne kAnamAM nahi javA dauM, mArI sAme jaIe. saMpatti hoya paNa jIvananI gatAgama na garama thaze te enI sAme huM ThaMDI tAkAtathI hoya te pazu jevo lAge mATe AvaData joIe. kAma laIza, mArI niMdA karaze te samajIza ke AvaData hoya paNa zakita na hoya te gAmamAM gaTaro ghaNI che, AvIne lUMTI jaze te namAlAmAM khape eTale theDI zakita paNa hevI bacAva jarUra karIza paNa huM mArA manathI duHkhI joIe. ekalI zakitathI gharamAM sukha kyAMthI ? nahi thAuM." eTale sArAM chokarAMo paNa joIe. A badhuM Live by day. eka eka divasathI jI. hoya paNa gAmamAM kaI jANe nahi ke pUche nahi kaheH Ajane divasa mAre duHkhI nathI banAvo. eTale A badhAnI sAthe kIrti paNa hovI joIe. duHkha nathI tyAM karmabaMdhana kyAMthI? have vadhAre AmAM kAMI umerI zakAya tema nathI. AtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna e kharAba ane jIvananI anivArya jarUriyAte ATalI ja che. ciMtAjanaka vicAre che. A vicAre AtmAnA manamAM vicAryuM : jIvana aMge mArI kAcane dhUMdhaLo ane mele kare che. samajadArI kevI suMdara ane ucca che, te lAva
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________________ 6 paNa ...." divya dIpa huM mArA pitAjIne batAvuM. pUchuM ? have AmAM A badhuM kAma lAge. e na hoya te A badhuM kAMI umeravA jevuM che ? kAMI ja kAma na lAge." lisTa laIne chAtI phulAvate kulAvate e vAta sAcI che, muddAnI vAta ja rahI gaI. pitA pAse AvyA. lisTa ApyuM, pUchyuM:pitAjI savatA pahelAM gAMTha vALavAnuM bhUlI jAya te duniyAmAM A sivAya bIjI koI vastu AkhuM sIveluM nIkaLI ja jAya. darajIne dIkare meLavavAnI bAkI che ? pahelAM zuM zIkhe ? pahelAM gAMTha vALe, pachI sIve. pitAjI lisTa joI gayA. "barAbara che, ema jIvanamAM badhuM maLe paNa mananI zAMti na hoya te badhuM hovA chatAM paNa e sukhethI huMziyAra dIkaro vicAra karavA lAgyA. jIvI zakatA nathI. pitAe kahyuM : "beTA, dhyAna rAkhaje. he vAsanAo, vRttio ane vikArane lIdhe je kahuM chuM e be zabda na hoya te A badhuM ya mananI zAMti DahoLAI jAya che. nakAmuM che, A pheMkI devAnuM che." jIvananI yAtrA mananI zAMti meLavavA pheMkI devAnuM ? badhuM pheMkI devAnuM ? " mATe ja che ne ? AtmAne karmamAMthI mukata karavA mATe ja A vicAramALA che ne? "hA, badhuM pheMkI devAnuM" (saMpUrNa) "pitAjI, evI kaI vastu che ? " eka ja vAkya lakhyuM: mananI zAMti ! mAna-Adara "manamAM zAMti na hoya te tagaDA mANaso herAna thaIne pharatA hoya che. magajamAM zAMti eka samaye kaI citrakAra ekAda moTA na hoya te priyajana paNa na game. paise hAya mANasanI ciThThI laI nepoliyana pAse gayo. paNa zAMti na hoya to e raghavAye thaIne pharyA nepoliyane enAM phATelA-tUTelAM vastro joI ene kare zAMti vagaranI AvaData paNa zuM kAma Ave ?" bahu ocho satkAra karyo ane AsanathI dUra besavA kahyuM. thoDI vAra vAtacIta karyA pachI "sattA game teTalI hoya paNa enI sAme citrakAra jyAre javA lAgyo tyAre nepoliyane ene uthalAvI pADavAnA prapaMce cAlatA hoya enI sAthe hAtha milAvyo ane TheTha sudhI vaLAvavA te e sattA, e ho ene zAMti Ape kharAM? gayo. "mApha karaje. citrakAre gabharAtAM gabharAtAM AkhI duniyAmAM kIrti hoya paNa manamAM zAMti pUchyuM, "huM AvyuM tyAre te Ape mane dUra nahi hoya te vizvavyApI kIrti paNa sukha besADayo hato ane kaMI eTaluM badhuM mAna paNa nathI ApatI !" ApyuM na hatuM, ane jatI vakhate Ape ahIM beTA, tuM deza ane paradezamAM bhaye, huM sudhI AvavAnI takalIpha kema lIdhI ?" ne peliyane nathI bhaNyo. paNa ATaluM kahevA mAguM chuM: "badhuM javAba ApeH mitra ! AvatI vakhate je Adara lakha paNa pahelAM mananI zAMti (Peace of mind) ApavAmAM Ave che te manuSyanAM vastro joIne lakha. badhuM joIe e barAbara paNa badhA pahelAM apAya che, ane jatI vakhate je mAna ApavAmAM mananI zAMti joIe. mananI zAMti hoya to Ave che te tenA guNa joIne apAya che."
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________________ 'vajrakhadha snehataMtuthI paNa jasa khaLa tUTe teha nava chUTe." A vAta mukitanI pUrvabhUmikAmAM satya che. paNa sneha tatuthI chUTyA pachInI uttara bhUmikAmAM satyanI jhAMkhI kA'ka Ara ja thAya. kheraDIthI vihAra karyAM tyAre haiyu bhAre hatu, sneha-taMtu khe McatAM hatAM, viraha, vedanA utpanna karatA hatA; paNa vihAra karI gAma bahAra AvyA, bhAre haiye vidAya lIdhI ane majala cAlu thaI. baMdhaneA dhIme dhIme zithila banatAM gayAM. jaMgalanI mukata havA sparzavA lAgI tyAre ja anubhavyu` ke baMdhana karatA mukitaneA AnaMda kAi Ara che. jema ziyALAnA divaseAmAM prabhAte saritAmAM snAna karavA paDatAM pahelAM TADha vAya, bIka lAge, dhrujArI chUTe paNa rhiMmata karIne pANImAM kUdakA mAryA pachI taravAnI koi judI ja majA Ave tema snehanI rezamI zAlamAM lapeTAyA heAie tyAM sudhI teA kadAca muktinI bhavya kalpanA ya na Ave ane Ave te kalpanAmAMthI janmelI aneka mUMjhavaNA paNa sAthe ja Ave. paNa mukata banyA pachI je AnaMda Ave che, prameAdathI je haiyuM pulakita bane che, UMgAmI mAnasamAM je svataMtra AMdolanA Ave che te zuM zabdomAM varNavI zakAya ? kalamathI AlekhI zakAya ? svataMtra AnaMdaeNnI majhA paNa svataMtra ja hAya ! e kalama ke zabdamAM addha kema bane ? pU. munizrI citrabhAnunI jUnI noMdhapeAthImAMthI. udhana anaMta samayathI saMsAranA pratyeka mAga - bhulela rakhaDu eka amara AzA rAkhIne vizvamAM vicare che: kAI paNa AMsu lUchavA nahi hAya tyAre paNa ke'ka bhaganInA ke janetAnA kAmaLa kara AMsu lUchavA hAjara ja haze ! e nahi pUche nAma ke nahi pUche gAma; nahi pUche saMskAra ke nahi pUche dhanavaibhava ! e tA sudharavAnI icchAvALA bAMdhavanAM AMsu lUchatAM maunavANImAM eTaluM ja uccAraze : huM bhAI ! bahenanI lAja rAkhaje !" A vANI bhale na saMbhaLAya paNa sparze jarUra. A vANI jenA haiyAne sparze te pApI maTI puNyazALI bane, patita maTI pAvana bane, adhama maTI uddhAraka ane. mAtRbhAva ne bhiganI bhAva e evA parama pAvana bhAva che, je saMsAranA mArga bhUlelAone mArga para lAvavA mATe eka kRpALu gurunuM kAma kare che, jagatamAM jyAre AvA parama pAvana mAtRbhAva ke bhiganIbhAva nahi haiAya tyAre mAnaje ke vizvamAM have sAra " jevu rahyuM nathI. k pU. munizrI citrabhAnunI patrapothImAMthI
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________________ 2ka jJA na sA re ; (pravacanakAra : pU. munizrI citrabhAnu) magnASTaka (1) nathI joItAM, AkAra paNa nathI joIta, mAtra pracaDhicendriya cUTuM, samAdhAya mano nanam eka suMdara pUrNa karI Apa. dadhaccinamAtra vizrAntiM, magna ityabhidhIyate / suMdara goLa AkAra kare emAM ja to mANasane jIvanane artha jaDato nathI paNa mANasanI ekAgratAnI ane hAtha uparanA kAbUnI pUrNatA meLavavI e ja te jIvanane artha che. khUbI che. paMkhI ane hAthI derI zakAya, jIve che, khAo cho, maLe che, kAma kara lITIo paNa derI zakAya paNa goLa AkAra che, UMghe che paNa e badhuM karatAM karatAM pUrNa kara jarA muzkela che. hAthane jarAka AMcake banavAnuM che. najara samakSa pUrNatA e dhyeya lAge, nAnakaDI bhUla thaI te pUrNa apUrNa banI banI rahevuM joIe. jAya. A dhyeya na hoya ane mANasa bhUkhe je pUrNanI AkRti dare e bIjI rahetuM hoya, UMdhe mAthe zIrSAsana karate hoya, AkRtie kema na dorI zake ? citra jagatamAM paMcaagni vacce tapa karate hoya te ya te vyartha pUrNanI viziSTatA che. che. beyanI anubhUti vinA badhuM ja kAyAkaSTa ema jIvanamAM paNa pUrNatAnI mahattA che. ane kAyAkalezamAM khapI jAya che. pUrNa banavuM e ja jIvanano uddeza che. puruSArtha kamaThe ajJAnathI tapazcaryA karatAM karatAM karavo e mAre dharma che. jIvanane khalAsa karI nAkhyuM, paNa vaLyuM zuM? sAdhya che te e sAdhyane prApta bhagavAna pArzvanAthe kahyuM. karavAnA sAdhana kayAM? "dayA dharmakA mUla hai" pUrNatA ane magnatA vacce sAdhya sAdhana ajJAnathI tuM tAruM tapa prajavALe che. saMbaMdha che. sAdhane dvArA sAdhyane pahoMcavAnuM, upavAsIne eTale khyAla hoya che ke Aje 5 che. tame je kAMI kiyA kare e badhAM sAdhana mAre nathI khAvuM. paNa eTaluM ja jJAna pUratuM * che, sAdhya nathI. nathI. paNatAnA nAnA hAva naIe. tapathI Aje moTe bhAge sAdhanamAM aTavAI gayo che. pUrNa banavAnuM che e na bhulAvuM joIe. "sAdhana sahu baMdhana thayAM, rahyo upAya A daSTi vinAnI badhI kriyA chAra upara na eka." lIMpaNa barAbara che. eka paDa ukhaDatAM badhAM jeTalAM badhAM sAdhana hatAM e ja baMdha thaI paDa ukhaDavA mAMDe. sAcI daSTi vinAnI badhI kiyA gayAM. kemake eNe kai divasa sAdhyane ja vicAra ajJAna nahi te bIja zuM che? karyo nathI. sAdhya visarAyuM, sAdhana hAthamAM nirNaya kare ke mAre pUrNa banavuM che. rahI gayuM, ene kadI vicAra sUjha nathI. bALapaNamAM citrakaLAnA zikSaka kahetA ke je sAdhaka sAdhana sAdhyane viveka kare che eka sarasa saMpUrNa mIMDuM karI Apa. huM mArA tene pravRttio gaLe nathI vaLagatI paNa gaLe cItarate, kAgaDA cItarate. te kahe nahi, pakSI vaLagelI pravRttiomAMthI mukata thAya che.
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________________ divya dIpa - je gaLe vaLagyuM che emAMthI te chuTAtuM tatva bAjumAM rahI jAya, hadayanI sarasatA nathI ane uparathI pravRttine gaLe vaLagADI daIe gumAvI bese, sAdhanA eka bAjumAM pheMkAI jAya. chIe. eka te gaLe vaLagyuM hatuM emAM te A bIjA keInuM sAMbhaLe ya nahi ane sAMbhaLe te bIje vaLagADa kayAM Ubhe karyo ? deSa kADhavA. . A be vaccenuM aMtara sUkSama che, samajavuM ajJAnI, tuM samajato nathI. bajAramAM te muzkela che. tyAM dukAna, bhAIbaMdhe, svajane badhuM laIne pUjA baMdhana thaI zake, guru baMdhana thaI zake beTho hato. emAMthI mukta thavA ahIM AvyA ane pravacananuM zravaNa karavuM e paNa baMdhana ane ahIM AvIne sAdhunA gaccha ane saMpradAyane thaI zake. pakaDI beThe ! AtmAne jANavA Avyo hato ke A te amRta jhera thaI jAya evI vAta sAdhune pakaDavA ? che, mAnavAmAM Avaze? ahIMthI jaIza tyAre tArA gacchanA A je pahelavahelAM saraLa hadaye dharma karavA mahArAja joDe AvavAnA che? tyAM te navesarathI AvyA hatA e saraLatA mUkIne pAchaLathI mUrtine zaru karavAnuM che. jenA pratye mamatva thayuM e pakaDI beThA, mahArAjane pakaDI beThA, pakSane pakaDI tyAM maLaze nahi ane je maLaze emanA pratye beThA. samatva che nahi, kevI muzIbata UbhI thaze ! manathI nakkI kare ke A zAMtinAthanI mUrti eka AcAryanA vyAkhyAnamAM niyamita mArI che, emanI pUjA huM ja karuM. pUjA karavA AvanArA bhAI e mahArAja gayA pachI kaI mATe ghI bole, pUjA karavA jatAM je bIje divasa dekhAya nahi. pUchayuM kema ? te kaheH AvIne pUjA karI jAya te juo ene pitto? have amArA AcArya mahArAja Avaze tyAre "A bhagavAna mArA che, ghI huM bolyA jarUra AvIzuM. amuka AcArya ke sAdhu hoya chuM te tuM kema AvIne TIlI karI gayo ? . te ja pravacanamAM javuM, e na hoya te javAnuM pUjA zA mATe che? garama thavA ke ThaMDA - baMdha! te bhalA, tAre jJAna sAthe, sAdhanA sAthe, thavA ? bahArathI lAvelI garamI mUkIne ThaMDA * aMdara kAMika bharavA sAthe kAma che ke pachI vyakti thavA ke aMdara AvIne navI garamI bharavA ? sAthe ? je vyakitamAM guMcavAye e tatvathI zAMta mUrtinA darzana karI zAMti anubhavavA ke vyAkhyAna AtmAnI pichAna mATe che, rADe pADIne zAMtimAM azAMti bharavA? durguNe pratye lakSya banavA mATe che, magajane pUjA karatAM karatAM garama thaye tyAM pUjA suMdara vicArathI bharavA mATe che. paNa je baMdhana thaI gayuM. vyAkhyAnamAM javuM e mAtra Teva banI jAya, koi divasa upAzraye na AvatuM hoya, mAtra javA khAtara javAnuM thAya, nahi jAuM sAdhu pAse na jatuM hoya e sAdhunA samAgamamAM te samAja zuM dhAraze ? e bIke javAnuM thAya Ave. sAdhuno paricaya thAya, emanI pAse te emAM jAgRti kema Ave? dharmazravaNa besata thAya, dhImedhIme sAdhu pratye mamatva jAge. eka rUDhi banI jAya. ene vyAkhyAna baMdhanasAdhune ja pakaDe. badhe jhaMDo laIne pharyA kare mAMthI mukata nathI karAvatuM paNa vyAkhyAna ja navuM basa, A ja mArA guru, A ja sAcA sAdhu.' baMdhana banI jAya che.. dUra thaye.
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________________ 10 divya dIpa jojo, bhagavAnanI, sAdhunI, saMpradAyanI ke paNa nahi ane jAheramAM paNa nahi. pakSanI mArAmArImAM satya gopAI na jAya ! evA paNa AtmAo che je jAheramAM graMthi badhuM ahIM rahI javAnuM che, tAre ekalAne ja vagaranA dekhAya paNa ekAMtamAM graMthio ja graMthi. UpaDI javAnuM che. * pitAnA bhakatenI sAthe, aMgata mANasa sAthe - jJAnathI gAMTha zithila thavI joIe. gAMTha gAMTho bAMdhatA ja hoya. be jAtanI hoya che. eka, cheDe kheMce eTale gAMTha Akhare te gAMTha ja che ne ? pachI e AkhI gAMTha khUlI jAya ane bIjI, cheDe kheMcatA game tyAM bAMdhe, saMsAramAM ke sAdhupaNAmAM. jAo tema gAMTha majabUta thatI jAya. jyAM sudhI A samajAya nahi tyAM sudhI A mamatvA kahezeH mArI gAMTha evI che ke badhuM pradarzana che. jema kheMce ema pakaDa vadhatI jAya. ApaNe nigraMtha banavuM che. vicArIne, paNa samatvA kahezeH bhAI, saMsAramAM samajIne, vAraMvAra manana karIne, samAjanA jIvIe chIe tyAM sudhI gAMTha hoya paNa A saMskArane lIdhe magajamAM je gAMThe paDI gaI gAMTha evI ke jarA kheMce eTale ekadama khUlI che emane kADhIne nigraMtha banavAnuM che. jAya. hA, ApaNe Aje saMpUrNa nigraMtha na banI je jAgRtipUrvaka zravaNa kare che e saMsAramAM zakIe paNa nigraMthane pagale pagale cAlIne bhAgAbhAga nathI karate, saMsAramAM beThe hoya gAMTha zithila te jarUra karI zakIe ne! jyAre paNa gAMTha evI vALI hoya ke jarAka kheMce khelavA mAgIe tyAre khelIne mukta banI eTale chUTIne mukata banI jAya. zakIe. mukata banavAnI kaLA e ja dharma kaLA che. je gAMTha vagarane che e bhagavAna mahAvIrane dharmazravaNamAM mukitanI abhiruci mukhya che. mArge saMpUrNa rIte cAlanAro sAce sAdhaka che. moTAbhAge eka ja gAMTha detA zikhyA che. jenI gAMTha khelavA mAMge tyAre khUlI jAya dIdhA pachI khUle ja nahi. " gAMTha manamAM che. evI zithila che e saMsAra ane sAdhutAnI A eka mAnasika avasthA che. vacce che. enI garagara gAMTha khelavA mAge paNa jene A gAMTha ja devI na paDe enuM tyAre khUlI jAya evI che. nAma niya. gAMTha vagarane te nircatha. paNa je evI gAMTha mAre ke chUTe ja nahi bhagavAna mahAvIranA pagale cAlanArA sAcA e AtmA mithyAtvamAM paDele che. sAdhuo ja nigraMtha kahevAya. sAdhana baMdhana na thAya, sAdhana vaDe gAMTha paNa jene hajI gAMTha che e kadAca huMziyAra na paDI jAya mATe sAdhanane sAdhanarUpe samajaheI zake, buddhizALI hoI zake, aneka kriyA vAnuM che. Akhara to badhAM ja sAdhana sAdhyanI vidhino kartA hoI zake, prakhara vakatA paNa hAi prApti mATe che. - zake, paNa e nirgatha na hoI zake. arihaMta pada, siddha pada, mekSa pada, e nigraMthane te gAMTha ja nahi. koInA pratye ApaNuM sAdhya che, e ja pUrNatA che. rAga paNa nahi ane dveSa paNa nahi. ekAMtamAM sAdhane anaMta che.
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________________ divya dIpa ema na mAnaze ke je pUjA kare che e ja tarI javAnA ane je nathI karatA e DUbI javAnA. bhalA AdamI, e kadAca evu kAMi juThThu karatA hAya je tane khakhara na paNa hAya. koi cUpacApa beTho beTho aMdara ArAdhanA karatA hAya, tapazcaryA karatA hAya, pazcAttApa karatA karatA. hAya ane sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhatA hai ya, tenI tane zI khabara ? tapasvIe ema AMgraha na rAkhavA ke 'pUjAmAM zuM vaLavAnuM ? rAja jai jaine derAsaramAM bhagavAna AgaLa zuM karyA karI che ?'' * " ga asa`khya jina 12 kahyA, " sAdhyane pahoMcavAnA mArga eka nahi, paNa asa'khya che. vikAsa mAnA pagathiyAM te gaNI na zakAya eTalAM che. jyAre sAdhanAnI vipulatA ane vizALatA samajAya che pachI kAIne bhAMDavAnuM, AchA gaNavAnu ke UtArI pADavAnuM rahetu nathI. huM e vAra pratikramaNa karuM', dharmakriyA karuM, tapa karuM eTale sAre| ane bIjA badhAM khAnArA nakAmAM. ema nahi. kAIkavAra khAnArA paNa AgaLa vadhI jAya. pittanA rAgathI piDAtA kuragaDu munine ghaDe bharIne bhAta khAvA joie. paryuSaNanA divase AvyA. koie AThe karyAM, kAIe upavAsa kAM, kAie makhila; paNa kuragaDu munine kSudhAvedanIya karmanA udaye khAdhA vinA na cAle. muni khAya che paNa mukhamAM anna che, manamAM pazcAttApa. cittamAM anuttApa che, hRdayamAM duHkha che. vicAre che ke me kevAM karma mAMdhyAM ke khAdhA vinA cAlatu nathI ? aMtarathI tapasvIone e jhUkI jhUkIne name che. A kevA pavitra, nirmaLa ane zuddha AtmA che jemaNe tapazcaryA AdarI che ane huM, abhAgI khAvA beTho chuM.' 11 cIkaNAmAM cIkaNA kane khapAvavA mATe uttama sAdhana tapa che. tapa tAre paNa kayAre ? tapanI sAthe zAMti, kSamA, sahana karavAnI zakita AvatI jAya teA tapanI zakita khamaNI thai jAya. tapane ane kSamAne maitrI che, tapa ane krodhane vera che. tema chatAM Azcaya che ne ke tapa ane dha sAthe rahe che. tapasvI muniee zuM vicAyu... ? * A sAdhukevA bhUkhArave che, Aje paryuSaNanA divase paNa khAvAnu choDatA nathI. ' zarIrathI nahi, manathI pApa mAMdhyAM. zarIrane pApa karavAnI maryAdA (limit) che paNa manane kAi maryAdA ja nathI. khAI khAIne zarIra keTaluM khAya ? eka, e, pAMca ke dasa vATakA. asa ! bahu thayuM. tyAM maryAdA AvI gai. paNa manathI teA kaDhAie sApha karI zake|. kAraNa ke tyAM khAvuM paDatuM nathI. tananI sAthe manane paNa jotAM rahevAnuM che. manane svastha ane nirmALa rAkhavAnuM che. e koI kharAba vicArAnI jALamAM pakaDAI na jAya te mATe jAgRta rahevAnu che. zu thayuM ? tapasvIe rahI gayA ane kuragaDune e mATe kevaLajJAna thayuM. bhAta meADhAmAM ane kevaLajJAna AtmAmAM. kevaLajJAna amuka sthAnamAM ja thAya evuM nathI. navakAra maMtra upAzrayamAM ja sabhaLAvAya evuM paNa nathI. ukaraDAmAM paDelA kUtarAne pazu saMbhaLAvAya. mahattA sthaLanI nahi, mananA vicArAnI che. je tapathI ka khape, AtmA kacana jevA ujjavaLa ane e tapa karavA chatAM khIjA mATe manamAM azubha vicAro karyAM, upekSA karI teA navA karma AMdhyAM. je khAvAthI bhAgAvaLI ka aMdhAya,
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________________ 12 pApa baMdhAya e khAvA chatAM enA upayoga judI dizAmAM hatA, e jAgRta hatA, e tarI gayeA. A dRSTAMtA ni`LatAnA TekA mATe nathI paNa ni`Lane sabaLa banAvavA mATe che. duniyAmAM kaI vastu kharAba nathI. vastune kharAma kahevI e ApaNI samajaNamAM rahelI kharAkhI batAve che. samajaNumAMthI saDe jAya pachI sAdhanane vakhoDavAnuM nahi rahe. je sAdhanane vakhADe che e sAdhaka tarapha najara nathI nAkhatA. sAdhana kharAma nathI, sAdhaka kharAma che. sAdhananI upayeAgitA jyAM sudhI sAdhaka vicAre nahi tyAM sudhI sAdhanamAM rahelI zakita ene prApta nathI thatI. pUrNa tArUpI sAdhyane prApta karavA magnatArUpI sAdhananI jarUra che. manane samAdhAnamAM lAvavA mATe doDatI iMdriyAne pAchI khelAvavAnI che. iMdriyAnA svabhAva jyAM AkaNu maLyuM tyAM DhoDe. pralAbhana AkaSaka che. iMdriyA AkarSAya eTale e bAju doDe. doDatA gheADAnI lagAma khecA ke gheADA tarata UbheA rahI jAya. ema manadaMDa, vacanadaMDa ane kAyadaMDa vaDe doDatI iMdriyAne UbhI rAkhavAnI che. iMdriyAnA samUha che, pAMca iMdriyA ane enA upara mana beThuM che. A iMdriyAnu eka bIjAnI sAthe sAMdhAna (collaboration) che. te AMkha kahe ke huM paTTAne joi lauM sparzendriya kahe ke huM bhogavI lauM, nAka kahe ke huM sUMghI lauM teA jIbha kahe ke huM cAkhI lauM. eka iMdriyanA joDANuthI bAkInI cAre iMdriyA bhAgavavA bhegI thai jAya, joDANu eka sAthe paNa sabaMdha badhA sAthe. kAma eka iMdriya kare paNa divya dvIpa pAchaLathI bAkInI iMdriyA joDAi jAya. Sleeping partnernI jema cUpa beThelI iMdriya paNa 2sa meLavI le che. AMkha joI Ave. tame kahA, mAtra AMkhe joyu, emAM zuM thayuM? paNa maLyuM badhAne, A iMdriyAnA samUha ekatrita thaIne AtmA upara AkramaNa kare, AtmaprakAzane AvRtta kare. A iMdriya samUhanA kAvatarAMne UthalAvI pADA tA manamAM samAdhAna tarata thAya. jyAM sudhI iMdriyA zAMta na thAya tyAM sudhI manamAM samAdhAna thatuM nathI. AMkha Ama tema doDatI hAya, kAna kaIMka sAMbhaLavA UMcAnIcA thatA haiAya, jIbha svAda levA saLavaLatI hAya ane zarIra game tema DAlatu hAya te! mana zAMta kema bese ? dhyAnanI mahattA zuM che? padmAsana lagAvIne besI jAo, zarIrane nizcaLa banAveA. AMkhAne khaMdha nahi, paNa aunmIlita rAkhA; aDadhAmAM mAhya jagata dekhAya ane aDadhAmAM AMtaraSTi. bAhya ane AMtara jagatanI vacce tame rahI zakeA. kharaNAnI vacce dIpaka mUko to enu ajavALuM aMdara paNa paDe ane bahAra paNa paDe saMskRtamAM ene 'tehi cAya' kahevAmAM Ave che. ema dhyAna dharatI vakhate aunmIlita nayana rAkheA. aMdara paNa nahi, bahAra paNa nahi, paNa bannenI vacce samatula avasthA prApta thAya. AMkhe saMpUrNa baMdha rahe teA mAtra aMdhakAra anubhave, saMMpUrNa khullI rahe te anekamAM aTavAi jAya. zarIra upara kAbU AvatAM dhImedhIme badhI iMdriyone kheMcIne besADe. karu... doDAdoDa karatu hAya tA bApA TiMgATALI karIne lai Ave. khALamaMdiramAM na jatu
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________________ divya dIpa 13 hoya te mA sAthe jAya, bALakanI sAthe besIne mana jeTalIvAra upayogamAM rahe, vicAranI paNa bALakane besADe. bALaka besatuM thAya pachI punarAvRtti kare eTalI vAra idriye enI meLe mA UThI jAya. kAbUmAM AvI jAya. ema manane samAdhAnamAM lAvavA mATe tame je kArya kare e ekAgra banIne karaze Idriyone zAMta karIne eka sthAnamAM besADavI te joze ke tamArI iMdriya paNa sahaja rIte ja paDe che. ekAgra banI javAnI. jenuM mana samAdhAnavALuM - bIjAnA manane nahi, pitAnA manane thayuM enA vyakitatvane prabhAva paDyA vinA rahete samAdhAnamAM lAvavAnuM che, bIjAne sudhAravAnI nathI. paNa jenuM mana mAkaDA jevuM e jagatamAM utAvaLa nathI. zuM samAdhAna UbhuM karaze ? vyAkhyAnakArane vyAkhyAna detAM detAM je zAMta mananI mIThAza duniyAmAM koI phAyado thAya che e kadAca bIjAne thAya ke nahi te jANatuM nathI. khabara nathI. e te vicAre ke huM mAre svAdhyAya azAMta mananI Teva che eTale haDIe karuM chuM, huM kaMI bIjAne ja sudhAravA vyAkhyAna kADhavAmAM, kUdakA mAravAmAM, raghavAyA thaIne deDAnathI dete. deDa karavAmAM ja sukha mAnyuM che. jeNe zAMti vakatAne ekAMte lAbha che, zretAne lAbha thAya nathI mANuM e azAMti sivAya zuM UbhuM kare? paNa khare ane na paNa thAya. zrotA ekAgra hAya mana samAdhAnamAM nathI e ja meTuM duHkha te lAbha thAya paNa enuM je mana bhaTakatuM che. manane cena nathI, eNe tamane parezAna karI hoya to na paNa thAya. paNa vakatAne te lAbha nAkhyA che. thAya ja che. kAraNa ke eTalIvAra ene ekAgratA sukha mATe mAnavI aMdhArAnI aMdara phAMphAM rAkhavI paDe che, upaga rAkhavo paDe che, jAgRta mAre, paNa e kadI ema vicAre che ke ATaluM rahevuM paDe che ane mananA badhA pariNAmone eka badhuM maLyuM te sukha nathI maLyuM te have bIju viSayamAM kendrita karavAM paDe che. vadhAre maLe emAM sukha kevI rIte maLavAnuM? adhyApake to viSayamAM ArapAra thaIne paise maLe, bhega bhegavI nAkhyA, nAmanA viSayane vidyArthI onA hRdayamAM utAravo ja rahyo. maLI paNa sukha te tArAthI dUra bhAgye jAya che. pacAsa vidyArthInA vargamAM mAtra paMdara ekAgra banIne samajatA hoya ane bAkInA badhA ceSThA ja je vakhate terAmAM yuvAnI hatI, samatulA karatA hoya tyAre adhyApaka vicAre ke mAre paMdara rAkhavAnI zakita hatI e vakhate sukha na maLyuM sAthe ja saMbaMdha che, e ja mArA gharAka che, to have ghaDapaNamAM jyAre yAda rAkhavA mATe sAcA lenArA che ane emanI khAtara paNa mAre neMdha karavI paDe che, kAmanA dhakkAothI mana vicArIne zreSTha vastu ApavAnI che. ane magajanI tape ghasAtI jAya che tyAre badhA zrotAomAM thoDAka sAcA jijJAsu deDIdaDIne zuM sukha meLavavAne che ? sAdhaka, ekAgratAthI zravaNa karanArA hoya te A vAta samajAya che? nathI samajAtI. emanI khAtara paNa viSayane nyAya ApavAno rahe. samajavI bahu muzkela che.
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________________ 14 8 kAle vyAkhyAnamAM AvIza ' evA saMkalpa karanAranI kAla AvI ja nahi, ene tA kayAMka pramukha tarIke doDavAnu haze, hAratArAnA bhAra svIkAravAne haze, sekreTarI banIne AmaMtrita mahemAneAne AvakAravAnA haze; enI kAla kyAMthI Ave ? 8 kAla"mAM ne kALamAM e cAlyA jAya che, jIvana eLe jAya che. pahelAM peAtAnI paMcAta karatA hatA, have gAmanI paMcAta laine beThA che. ene zAMti kayAMthI ? e pagamAM hADakuM bharAvIne hADakuM cUsatA kUtarA potAne duniyAnA rAjA mAne che. tame najIka jAe teA kiyuM kare. * A mAruM sukha, A mAruM svarga, kAi lUTI jaze teA ?? kUtaruM hADaku cUse che kAraNa ke ene emAM svAda lAge che. rasa nathI tyAM kAi cUsatuM nathI. nAnAmAM nAnI kIDI paNa jANe che ke sAkaramAM svAda che eTale tyAM deDA. ane rAkhamAM svAda nathI eTale tyAMthI bhAgeA. paNa hADakAmAM te nathI rasa ke nathI svAda. svAda AvyA kayAMthI ? kUtaru hADaku eTalA jorathI cUse che ke ADakuM enA nAjuka tALavAmAM vAgatAM tALavAmAMthI leAhI nIkaLe che. peAtAnu ja leAhI hADakA para lAgatAM kUtaruM enA upara jIbha pherave ane mAne ke hADakuM svAdavALuM che. a ajJAna che, hADakAmAM svAda kayAMthI ? svAda te tArA ja tALavAmAMthI nIkaLelA leAhImAM che. khakhara nathI eTale ja sUkA kaTakAmAM sukha mAnIne pakaDI beTho che. divya dvIpa kUtaruM je samajatu nathI te tame samajo che paNa tame je samajatA nathI te sajJe samaje che. ATaleA ja phera che. vyakitae vastu upara mamatA AreSita karIne sukha meLavavA cAhe che, svajanane sukhI anAvavA Icche che paNa pAtAnI zI hAlata che te na vicAre. sukhI kuTuMbamAM eka bhAi maraNapathArIe hatA. pAMca dIkarAone AlAbyA, kahyuM : tame ema na mAnaze ke tamArA pitAe tamAre mATe kAMi karyuM nathI. eka ja makAnamAM tamAre mATe pAMca leTa rAkhyA che jethI tame judA na paDe; ahIMthI dezamAM jAo teA tyAM paNa evI ja goThavaNu karI che. pAMca dAkhaDAomAM jhaverAta rAkhyu che jethI tamAre jhaghaDA na karavA paDe. tamane keAI jAtanuM duHkha na paDe enI badhI geAThavaNa karI che ane kArA kAgaLA para sahI paNa karI rAkhI che. dIkarAonA vicAra karyAM paNa peAtAnA vicAra nahi. kayAM javAnA tenA vicAra ja nahi. chellI ghaDI sudhI jIva dIkarAomAM ja rahyo. mamatAnI A DhorI tUTatI ja nathI, kheMcANa bahu jabarajasta che. chellI ghaDI sudhI ene ArAma nathI. eka bIjI rIte paNa kahI zake : pacAsa varSI sAthe rahyA, have huM jAuM chuM, saMpIne AnaMdathI rahejo, mArI pAchaLa kakaLATa karazeA nahi. kayAMka maLyA hatA teA ahIM bheTa thaye, vaLI pAchA kayAMka maLIzu. manuSyajIvana AvI taiyArI karavA mATe che. paNa jeNe kane badale mamatvanI mUrchAthI badhuM mAruM mAnyuM; patnI mArI, dIkarA mArA, ghara mAruM ane vADI mArI, ene pUche tu kAnA ?
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________________ dvivya dvIpa jene khAtara kamAye, ghasAyA, paraseve pADIne ekaThuM karyuM e dIkarA pitAnuM jeTaluM apamAna kare che eTaluM khIjA kare te ? samAjamAM AvakAra maLe, pUche, salAha le ane gharamAM dIkarAo zuM kahe ? Mind your own business. tamAre amArAmAM mAthuM mAravuM nahi. pitA jAya kayAM ? mana vALavuM paDe, sahuna karavuM paDe. mamatA AreApita karIne sAMje ghera jAya ane uparathI dIkarAne kahe : 'mArA taraphathI khATu lAgyuM ?? bhUla konI ? khATu kANuM lagADayuM ? hA, bhUla pitAnI ja hatI. enI mamatA enu mamatta e ja enI bhUla. jagatanA vividha pAsA jovA maLe che. dIkaro yuropa bhaNavA jAya. tyAM lagna kare, pitAne aMdhArAmAM rAkhe. kAgaLamAM lakhe ja jAya, ' huM thoDA samayamAM nIkaLIne AvuM chuM. 'ahIM enA mAbApa traNa traNa varSa sudhI rAha joyA kare. tyAM yuropa jaI AvelA snehI AvIne kahe ke tamArA pautra bahu rUpALA che, huM ramADIne Avye ! A sAMbhaLI e bhaDakI jAya. AMkha UDe paNa have zuM bele ? dIkarAne puchAve tyAre DAhyo ane zANeA dIkarA zuM lakhe ? 'tamane duHkha na thAya mATe meM A vAta ATalA varSa sudhI jaNAvI naheAtI. ' mAtApitA vicAre : amArA dIkarAne amAre mATe kevI lAgaNI che, amArA pratye kevI bhakita che; amane du:kha na thAya mATe bicArAe ATalA varSa sudhI A vedanAne sahana karI ane lakhyuM nahi. mamatA UMdhAne sIdhuM besADI de . have e bApa, dAdo thayA eTale pautra mATe bheguM karavA lAge. mamatAmAM jora khamaNuM lagAve. 15 vicAra karaze paNa Ama e bIjA mATe pAtAnA mATe kAMi ja nahi. jyAMthI tame baMdha kareA che tyAMthI jJAnasAra zaru kare che. jJAnasAra zuM che ? tArA ja vicAra tane karAvanAra zAstra. tuM vicAratA nathI ke tuM kema A rIte herAna thAya che ? tu kAne mATe ujAgarA kare che ? tuM kema ATalA du:khI thaI gayA che ? tuM kAne mATe A vaitaruM kare che? dIkarA kheATA ke tuM khATA ? tu A vaitarAM kartavyabuddhithI kare che ke mamatAthI ? kavyabuddhi hAya tA tuM khIjA mATe zuM kare che? zIkha guru gAviMdasiMhanA cAra cAra dIkarAene mArI nAkhavAmAM AvyA, dIvAlamAM caNI nAkhyA. patnI udAsa che, AMkhamAMthI AMsu cAlyAM jAya che. mAtA ni:saMtAna thaI gaI. gAviMdasiMhe vicAra karyAM ke varasAdanA joradAra jhApaTAM AvatAM hAya tyAre chatrI khAlavAmAM majA nathI, chatrI kAgaDA thaI jAya, huvAnA jhapATAmAM UMdhI vaLI jAya. mANasanA mana ane magaja upara krodha ke mehanuM jhApaTu caDhI Avyu hvAya tyAre upadezanI asara avaLI thAya. upadeza kayAre devA e paNa jANavuM paDe. mANasanuM magaja garama hAya, rADArADa karatA hAya tyAre sAdhu upadeza devA Ave te zu, kahe ? 6 mahArAja, tame tamAruM' kAma karI, mArA kAmamAM mAthApheDa nahi. jene peAtAnA ja khyAla nathI ene sAdhu sAme UbhA hAya tenA khyAla kayAMthI ? e vakhate
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________________ divya dIpa sArI vAtanI kiMmata karavA jeTalI samajaNa ke tArA mAna. emanI khabara le, emane mATe akkala enI pAse che ja nahi. kAMI kara." mehamAM raDatI patnInI AMkhamAMthI AMsu vAta bahu AkarI che. "jagatanA dIkarAonI khalAsa thayAM. patnIe patine pUchyuM: tame kema mA banavuM." mana kema taiyAra thAya ! 2DatA nathI ? karoLiyAnI jema jIva mamatAnI lALa kADhe guru goviMdasiMhe kahyuM: sAre nAvika pavana che ane emAMthI jALa banAve. e ja jALamAM badalAya te zaDha badalI nAkhe che nahi te phasAyela chava na mukta kare, na jIvananuM bhAthuM vahANanI gati badalAya. zaDhanI derI hAthamAM ja bAMdhe. jALamAM ja jIvana pUruM kare. rAkhe, jarUra paDe tyAre derI khelI bIjI bAju je punarjanmamAM nathI mAnatA emane mATe pheravI nAkhe. A vAta nathI. jenA jIvananI yAtrA prasUtigRha kALanA pravAhamAM, vizva jIvanamAM nimittone (Nursing home)thI zaru thaI ane smazAna pravAha vahI rahyo che. kalpanA na karI zakAya (cemetry)mAM pUrI thaI ene tattvajJAnanI zI evA akasmAto bane che. jarUra ? eNe te khAdhuM, pIdhuM ane marI gayA. evI A duniyAmAM mananI dizA, mananI jIvana pUrNa thayuM. je jIvanane paMcAMga gati badalavA satata taiyAra rahevuM joIe. (calendar)thI mApe che e kaheze : "A dareka banAvanuM kAraNa zodhavA jAo te jJAnasAra sAMbhaLIne zuM karIe?" jene sUjha nathI, kAraNa maLatuM nathI paNa kAraNa vinA keI ja samaja nathI ene AtmajJAna zA kAmanuM ? vastu banatI nathI. je anaMtayAtrAne mAne che, jene tattvajJAna kahe che : The heart has its A leka ane paraloka vacce setu che jenI reasons which reason cannot define. daSTi maraNathI pele pAra jue che, je mAne che ke re, vicAra. dareka pravRttinI pAchaLa ajJAta kayAMka chaTA paDyA hatA te ahIM bhegA thayA ane manamAM kAraNa paDyuM che paNa ene buddhi javAba have ahIMthI chUTA paDI kayAMka pAchA bhegA thazuM, ApI zakatI nathI.. ene mATe A vAta che. akasmAta pAchaLa nimitte paDyuM che paNa ene A jIva bahu lAMbI musApharI karIne AvyA samajAvI zakAtuM nathI. che. eTale bhaTakaye che, eTale cAlyA che, eTalA na dhAreluM, na kalpeluM banavAno saMbhava che, badhA gAmaDAM kheDyAM che ke have ene vizrAMtinI eTale ja zaDha badalavA mATe taiyArI hovI joIe. jarUra che. ApaNA dIkarA cAlyA gayA, ghara khAlI TreInamAM lAMbI musApharI karanArane moTuM paDyuM te AvatI kAlathI gAmanA nirAdhAra jaMkazana Ave tyAre thaDe samaya ArAma dIkarAne tArA mAnI le. emane mAM maLaze, tane karavA vizrAMtigRha (waiting room) taiyAra ja dIkarA maLaze. jarAka manane zaDha badala. hAya che. Aja sudhI tuM tArA dIkarAne pitAnA anAdikALathI bhamatA A jIvane paNa mAnatI hatI, have tuM jagatanA badhA dIkarAne ArAmanI jarUra che. jIvane ArAma kayAM maLaze?
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________________ 17 paNa divya dIpa duniyAmAM kyAM ya ArAma nathI. jyAM jAo taLiye che. DUbakI mAranAra marajIvAne e tyAM harIphAI, upAdhio, citA, mArA-tArAnA jarUra maLaze. . jhaghaDA paDelA che. jJAnasAgaramAMthI moTI kone maLe ? theDA divasa ArAma karavA bahAragAma jAo marajIvAne. je jIvate jIvate maravAnI taiyArI te sArI hoTalanI pasaMdagI kare che ne? ema karI rAkhe e marajI. A jIva mATe vizrAMtigRhanI jarUra che. je kinAre beThe beThe kahe ke maLe te ThIka jJAnanuM vizrAMtigRha che. mAtra jJAnamAM ja che e chIpalAM laIne ja pAcho Avaze. DUbakI vizrAMti dhAraNa karatA AtmA lIna bane che, mAre to ja matI meLave. magna bane che. je jJAnanA mArge jAya che, e keIthI bhaya duniyAmAM ArAma karavAnA sthaLo aneka che pAmatA nathI, abhayanA ajavALAmAM cAlyA paNa tyAM Asama nathI. manane cena na hoya jatA hoya che. te sthaLamAM cena kema paDe? mATe jJAnamAM moTI moTI zodha karanAre kahetA nathI ke sthira thAo. meM te khUba vAMcyuM, AkhI lAibrerI vAMcI sinemAmAM jAo, traNa kalAka bese, samaya nAkhI, have vAMcavA jevuM zuM bAkI che ! " pUre thAya, ghare Avo tyAM mitra bIjA sinemAnI jJAnamAM vizrAMti dhAraNa karanAranA manamAM TikiTa laI Ave. tamArAmAM utsAha hAya, AMkha samAdhAna AvI jAya che ane samAdhAna prApta sArI hoya, lehI garama hoya te taiyAra thaI thatAM caitanya svamAM ja lIna ane magna bane che, jAo. be sinemA pUrA thAya. tyAM trIje mitra jyAM AnaMdanI parama sukhamaya anubhUti thAya che. Ave, khUba Agraha kare. kadAca tame jAo, paNa (saMpUrNa) pachI juo ke bIjo divasa kevA jAya che kaI durbhAgI cAra khela joIne Ave te noMdhaH-divyadIpanAM cothA tathA pAMcamAM varSanI enI avasthA te jovA jevI ja thAya. lavAjamanI rasIda tathA lavAjama bharavA mATe ApelI rasIda buko jenI pAse rahI gaI hoya paNa jJAnamAM AkhI jiMdagI kADhI nAkhe paNa to te saMsthAne vahelI pahoMcADavA vinaMti che. thAka nahi. - taMtrI jJAnane rasa cAkhe nathI. ekavAra jJAnamAM lAgI jAe te A mAnavajIvana paNa TUMku lAge, * lavAjama bharavAnAM sthaLa : samayanI kiMmata samajAya. 1. megharAja pustaka bhaMDAra, mahApuruSoe vicAraratna ApyAM che. geDIjI cAla naM. 1 vizvavikhyAta vaijJAnika Newton e khUba gulAlavADI, muMbaI 2. zodhakheLa karI. jyAre javAne divasa A 2. mAlatI bahena tyAre kahyuM : C/o. zrI vasaMtalAla vrajalAla gAMdhI, A saMsAra mahAsAgaranA kinAre huM te gAMdhI baMgale, jhavera reDa, chIpalAM saMgharanAre eka bALaka hate. metI te mulunDa, muMbaI-80.
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________________ * pAvApurImAM divya darzana rUpa kalakattA cheoDIne pitAzrIne maLavA nIkaLI paDayA. pAlitANA paheAMcatAM pahelAM jagata vatsala ahiMsA mUrti bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI pavitra nirvANu bhUminAM darzana karavAnI bhAvanA thaI, rUpanA manamAM UMDe UMDe thatuM hatuM ke A badhI doDadhAma pachI lAva, zAMti lauM. manamAM vicAra AvatA ke rAjakAraNa sAruM ke sAdhutva sAruM ? duniyA mATe karuM ke AtmA mATe? netA khanuM ke sAdhu ? A vicAronA maMthanamAM rUpa pAvApurI AvI pahoMcyA. A pavitra bhUmi jyAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe jagatane chellI dezanA saMbhaLAvI, enu varNana karavuM te sAmAnya mAnavI mATe asAmAnya jevuM ja che. A pavitra pAvApurI bihAra zarIph sTezanathI sAta mAIla dUra che ane suMdara ramaNIya sAvaranI vacce dedIpyamAna maMdira che. rUpALI cAMdanI rAtrie rUpa A ma`diranA dane AvyA hatA. cadrikA prakAza pAtharI rahI hatI. A ramaNIya sareAvaranAM nIra, ardhavikasita kamaLA, ArasanA madirane bhavya paDachAyA, AkAzamAM jhagamagatA tAraliyA, naisargika saudayamAM suvAsa bharatAM jaLakamaLA prakRtinuM eka nIya hRdayaMgama dazya Ubhu karatAM hatAM. A sau bhUmimAM ciMtanane apUrva samaya sAMpaDayA. rUpane avarNa - bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA nirvANanI e rAtri rUpanA jJAnanayanA samakSa jIvaMta banI. emanuM citta jIvananI lAMkhI zeAdha pachInI prAptithI paritRpti anubhavI rahyuM hatuM. rUpanA cittanI sahaja avasthAmAM eka dRzya AvyuM ane gayuM paNa akhaMDa jayeta pragaTAvI gayuM. rUpane vicAra karatA karI mUkayA. prakAza cAMthI Avye ? Ave divya avAja kAne haze ? A vimizrita rahasya haze ? prakAza pAchaLa zuM rUpa te A avarNanIya adbhuta prakAza ane divya avAja pAchaLa zuM satya che te zodhavA aMdara DUbakI mArI gayA: " vedakatA vedaka lahe, bIjA beThA vA khAya." A divyadarzInanuM varNana na heAya, mAtra anubhUti ja karavAnI hAya. rUpane cAMdI jevI e rUpALI rAtrie prabhunA pavitra caraNakamaLanI pAdukAmAMthI eka divya, rUperI, jhagamagatA teja lisATe prakAza pAtharI upara jatA dekhAya. A prakAza - UMDA-paNa preraNAnA kendra sudhI sa"keta karI gayA : pravAsI ! tAre A divya prakAzanI keDIe prayANa karavAnuM che. jAga, jAga ! tArI kalyANayAtrA emAM ja yazasvI ananAra che. A AdhyAtmika prakAzanA tejaliseATAmAM bAhya prakRtinuM sauMdaya jANe ke sAtha pUravA lAgyuM. atyAra sudhI rUpanA aMtaramAM chupAyelI bhAvanAAne saMpUrNa rIte pragaTa thavA mATenI preraNA maLI. dhIme prIme AdhyAtmika sAdhanAmAM bharatI AvavA lAgI. rUpanA AtmAnA uDDayanane gati maLI, vega maLyA. pavitra pAvApurInA maMdiramAM meLavelA prakAze ene buddhivAdane avarodha gALI nAkhyA. manamAM--cittamAM aMtaramAM zAMti vyApI gai. aMtaramAMthI nAda nIkaLyeA, he prabhu ! tArA svarUpanI jhAMkhI mAtrathI nahi cAle, tuM mane tArA zuddha svarUpanuM pUrNa darzana karAva. ' A vicArAmAM rUpa eTalA badhA UMDA utaratA gayA ke dehu ane samayanuM bhAna vistRta thatuM gayuM.
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________________ divya dIpa jAgI. jema jema samaya pasAra thato gayo tema tema A anubhava pachI pitAnuM sarvasva tenA bhinna bhinna prakAranI uccatara anubhUtionA caraNomAM samarpita karI ogaLI javanI bhAvanA adhikArI banato gaye. rUpanA niSThAbharyA puruSArthathI satya ane pUrNa pUrNimAnI dhavala rAtrie ane nUtana prakAzane anubhava avazya thaye. prakAzanI prabhAte rUpane adbhuta prakAza maLI gayo. rUpanA jhAMkhIthI divya AnaMdanA edha uchaLavA lAgyA. manamAM AdhyAtmika mArge javAnI tAlAvelI aMtaranuM vAtAvaraNa divyatAthI maghamaghI rahyuM. te hatI ja paraMtu A prakAzathI aMtaranA dvAra e divya prakAza ane divya avAja pAchaLa UghaDI gayAM. manamAM sacoTa pratIti thaI ke kaI divya zakita mArga cIMdhI rahI hoya evI saMsAranA A vartuLanI aMdara paNa sadAcAranuM anubhUti thaI. rUpanA kAnamAM adrazya saMgItanA AcaraNa thaI zake che ane manamAM udabhavelA madhura sUro guMjI rahyA. praznonA nirAkaraNamAM ene viniga thaI zake - vicAronI paraMparA zaru thaI ane manamAM che. tema chatAM paNa jene paramatatva sAdhavuM che - harSa sAthe vAtacIta karavA lAgyA. "he mana ! tene te A badhAmAMthI alipta thaI navo ja tuM aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM Ave ane A mAga grahaNa kara joIe. parama tatvane pAmI le. bhale paDadanamAM ghUmI pAvApurImAM spaSTa anubhUti thatA basa, A vaLa paNa A parama tattva tyAMthI nahi maLe. ja paLe, A ghaDIe rUpe nakkI karyuM ke bhagavAna sUtre ane maMtramAMthI paNa nahi maLe. tuM tane mane belAve che, emanI sAthe mAre ekatA che. oLakha ane tArAmAM tuM sthira thA. je suSupta che te jagADa. bahAra zodhavA karatAM aMdara ze." - pU. AcArya vijayabhakti sUrIzvarajInA samAgamamAM AvatA dIkSA levAne vicAra jAgye A anubhUtithI rUparAjendra divya bhAvathI bhAvita te pAvApurImAM saMkalpAtmaka tha. thaI gaye : A mAtra prazno ane uttara nathI paNa tAjetaramAM bahAra pADanAra anubhavanI eraNa para caDavAnuM che. pitAnAmAM pU. munizrI citrabhAnunA svAnubhUti karavAnI che. svamAM DUbakI mAravAnI che. 'jIvana saurabha mAMthI zrI bhUdeva mukhopAdhyAe pitAnA pitAnI "vizvanAtha sahAya" ApavAmAM AvI temanI mRtimAM "vizvanAtha phaMDanI sthApanA karI hatI. nAmAvalI. A phaMDamAMthI arajIpatra vinA vidvAnone dara varSe pacAsa rUpiyAnI madada ApavAmAM AvatI hatI. bhUdeva bAbue A joyuM te nArAja thaI A phaMDanI prathama varSanI sahAyanI vigata gayA, ane kahyuM: "tame A zuM karyuM bhAI ? * ejyukezana gejheTa mAM prakAzita karAvavA mATe ene A rIte lakha-" A varSe je adhyApake karmacArIe eka sUci banAvI, tenuM mathALuM ane vidvAnoe "vizvanAtha sahAya" svIkAravAnI ApyuM. A varSe je adhyApaka ane vidvAnene kRpA karI che, temanI nAmAvali."
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________________ a mA rA a grejI pusta kA ne sa tyA 2 vizvabharamAM je saMsthAnAM AkarSaka pustako, kalAmaya citrathI zobhatA mAsika, pAkSika ane aThavADika lAkhane phelAve che e yuniTI skUla opha krizasyAnITinA granthAlayanA vidvAna granthapAlane A eka patra che. dara varSe lAkho pustake jenA hAthamAMthI pasAra thAya che evA vizALa vAcana dharAvatA mAnavanA manane paNa ApaNAM pustake rekI le che tyAre ApaNane thAya ke A AdhyAtmika saMskRtimAM kevuM amRta bharyuM che ke A paradezIonAM mana paNa vAMcatA dharAya ja nahi. Thank you for your letter of May 2, and the two books 'Lotus Bloom' and The Beacon'. The books have arrived in good condition and are a valuable addition to our library A few years ago we received "Fountain of Inspiration" also by Chitrabhanu, and I recall being greatly moved by his thoughts and his skill in writing them beautifully. So these two new books are greatly appreciated. Are these the only three books he has written to date? We would want to order any we do not have. Please convey my personal regards to Munishri for the inspiration he has given. I am reading "Lotus Bloom' at home. with prayerful blessings Harold Whaley, Librarian, Unity School of Christianity. tamAre bIjI maine patra ane tame mekalela "leTasa lUma ane "dha bIkana mATe ghaNe AbhAra. pustake sArI hAlatamAM ahIM AvyAM che ane amArI lAyabrerImAM vRddhi thaze. thoDA varSa pahelAM "citrabhAnunuM pustaka "phAunTana epha Ispirezana" amane maLyuM hatuM ane mane Aje paNa yAda che ke emanA vicAre ane e vicArone sauMdaryabharI rIte zabdomAM gUMthI levAnI kaLAe mArA upara UMDI asara karI hatI. mATe A be pustakone ame vadhAvIe chIe. munizrIe zuM A traNa ja pustaka lakhyAM che? emanA je pustake amArI pAse na hoya te ame maMgAvavA icchIe chIe. munizrIe mane je preraNA ApI che te mATe emanA pratyene mAro AdarabhAva vyakata karaze. emanuM 'voTasa glaeNma" huM atyAre ghare vAMcuM chuM.
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________________ kavAsa gAmanA nAmakaraNa prasa ge bahujanya mAnya mahAnubhAvonA uddagAra mAnavasevA e mUkasevA che, e aMtaranA AnaMda mATe che. sevAne vAcA ke zabdo nathI chatAM e sahune sparze ja che, ane jenAranA aMtaramAMthI prazaMsAnA uddagAra sarI paDe che. kavAsa-lImalAmAMthI "suvAsa"ne janma thaye te prasaMge uddabodhelA udagAra ane tyArabAda " paMcavaNI"nA taMtrI zrI bhIkhubhAI vyAse temanA sAptAhikamAM ApelA ahevAla temanA ja zabdomAM : jIvanathI suvAsa prasarAvajo dhAre te suvAsa phelAvI zake ema che. mATe : ravizaMkara mahArAja saue suvAsa phelAya evuM jIvana jIvavuM joIe. AjanA pavitra divase savAranA pahoramAM te "suvAsa" nAma sArthaka thaze ane pachI tenA khuza thaI javAya e A yajJa thaI rahyo che. phAyadA aMdarathI Ugaze. AvA pavitra kAryamAM Izvarane sAtha hoya ja. A bhAIoe A gAma khAte rUA. rela-saMkaTanI ApattI AvI tyAre ghaNAMnA 50,000 beMkamAM mUkavAnuM nakkI karyuM che te dila UMcAM thaI gayelAM. te vakhate muMbaI huM mATe huM temane abhinaMdana Apu chuM mane te citrabhAnu mahArAjanA darzane gayela. temaNe hisAba gaNatA nathI AvaData. paNa kahe che ke kahyuM ke A kAma mATe rUpiyA eka lAkha laI A paisAmAMthI varSe dahADe 3-3 hajAra ja. pachI tyAMnA kAryakare ane mitroe eka rUpiyAnuM vyAja Avaze ane temAMthI dara varSe AkhuM gAma dattaka levAnI IcchA karI ane A gAmanAM sArvajanika kAmo thatAM raheze. A gAma ame sUcavyuM. paisAmAMthI vyakitanuM nahi, AkhA gAmanuM hita A gAma mATe je lokoe tarata jamIna thAya te jojo. tame badhA bacata karavAnI ApI temaNe khUba sarasa kAma karyuM. ghaNuM tAlIma leje, vyasana choDa. premathI ane gAmomAM A rIte jamIna maLI nathI mATe ja saMpathI raheje ane je mahenata karo te buddhityAM paisAnI sagavaDa hevA chatAM chAparAM bAMdhavAnAM pUrvaka karaje. bAkI rahI gayAM. ahIM paNa kAMI kAMI prazno te UbhA thayA. te thatuM rahevAnuM. e to cAlIe surata jillA paMcAyatanI kAmagIrIne tyAre ApaNA be paga paNa kayAreka TakarAya che. bhavya aMjali moDhAmAM dAMta ane jIbhanI paNa laDAI thAya che. mahesUlamaMtrI : premajIbhAI Thakkara evuM thAya tyAre ghaDIka samasamIne besI eka navuM gAma Aje vidhisara astitvamAM rahevAnuM ane pachI AgaLa cAlavAnuM. Ave che tene ullAsa ane umaMga saunA ahIM kavAsa ane lImalA be gAma judAM moDhA para che. hatAM te A navA "suvAsa" gAmamAM bhegAM thayAM che. vaLI haLapati ane harijane sau sAthe rela ane duSkALanI bevaDI Apatti bhaLyA. mULa kavAsa gAmanuM nAma have "suvAsa keTalAMya gAmonA nakazA thayA. tamAruM gAma pADyuM che. paNa kAgaLa para suvAsa lakhIe eTale temAM AvyuM. ghaNI jagAe jamInanI musIbata kAMI suvAsa gAma thaI javAnuM che! tame sau AvI. jamInane moha choDa aghare che. paraMtu
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________________ 22 divya dIpa ahIM te viSe lekee sArI vRttinAM darzana karAvyAM. gAmanuM nAma badalavAnI vidhi ghaNI lAMbI Aphatane pariNAme nukasAna pAmelAone emanI che. pisTa khAtuM te jyAre nAma badalaze tyAre pUrvanI sthitie mUkvAnI ApaNa nema rahI che badalaze, paraMtu teme te "suvAsa", "suvAsa" ane temAM mahad aMze ApaNe saphaLa thayAM karatA raheje. temAMthI vAtAvaraNa suvAsita chIe. thaI jaze. sUrata ane dekhAva guNono saravALe karajo Apatti vakhate suratanI prajAe je hiMmata zraddhA na bese evI suMdara rIte ane jhaDapathI ane dhIrajanAM darzana karAvyAM che ane pitAnI A gAmanI racanA thaI gaI che. sAmAnya rIte Apatti vakhate paNa bIjAne madada karavAnI je garIba vasatine halakI jamInamAM dhakelavAmAM Ave vRttinAM darzana karAvyAM che tevuM bIje ochuM che. aspRzya gaNAtI vasatine tenI paNa pAchaLa jovA maLyuM che. haDaselavAmAM Ave che. samAjamAM A jUnI dattaka lenAranI kAyamI javAbadArI kuTeva che ane te rUDha thaI gaI che. ahIM je sthitipAtra dAtAo ane sAmAnya janatA racanA thaI che temAM A aMge sAre sudhAro paNa sahAyamAM pAchaLa paDayAM nathI. mukhyamaMtrI thayA che. mahAna harijana-sevaka zrI mAmAsAheba zrInA phALAmAM rUA. paNa be karoDanI vadhu rakama phaDake hamaNuM A gAma joI gayA. emane khUba ja thaI gaI che ane 40thI 50 lAkha rUpiyAnI saMtoSa thayA. temaNe kharA dilathI pitAne saMtoSa 2kama aicchika saMsthAoe kharcA che. kavAsa- pragaTa karyo. hajI A racanAmAM sudhAre thaI lImalAmAMthI suvAsa banelA A gAma pAchaLa cAka zake. te paNa ekaMdare sArI racanA thaI che. paNa tene dattaka lenAra saMsthAoe lagabhaga | sarvatra badhI vasati eka bIjAnI sAthe 2 lAkha rUpiyAnI rakama khacI che. te saune rahe te saune ekabIjAnA guNono lAbha maLe. che te ne koI huM abhinaMdana ApuM chuM. haLapatimAM guNa nathI ema na mAnaze. mUMge A gAmane A je saMsthAoe dattaka moTuM kAma karavAno ane zarIra pAsethI hada lIdhuM che tenI javAbadArI ghaNI moTI che. 21 bahAra zrama levAne emanA mATe guNa che. badhI varSe vyakitane pukhta matAdhikArane haka maLe che. vasatinA guNane saravALe thAya te deza jhaDapathI tyAM sudhI temanA vAlIonI javAbadArI vizeSa UMce UThe. che. A gAmamAM rastA, nizALa, dharmazALA, paMcAyata ghara, vArigRha Adi aneka bAbate gAma khAtenI rUpiyA 50,000 nI rakamane sAre upayoga karo. A eka ghaNe sAre varSe varSa karavAnI Avaze. te javAbadArImAM vicAra che. ame paNa tenA sadupayoganI tame sau bhAga leje. tamAre mATe AvA nAnA projekaTa aMge nANAM ugharAvavAM e ramata vAta javAbadArI mAthe laIzuM. suvAsa kAMI phUlenI ja nathI phelAtI, jIvananI phelAya che. te satata che. huM paNa A gAmanA khAtamuhUrta ane dhyAnamAM rAkhaze. udaghATana baMne prasaMge hAjara rahyo chuM AthI huM paNa te rIte mArI javAbadArI svIkAruM chuM. : jugatarAma dave
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________________ divya dIpa cAryAsI tAlukAnI relanI mahAAphata pachI vAsa - lImalA gAmonA kAyAkalpa saMpAdaka pa`cavANI : bhIkhu vyAsa cAryAsI tAlukAnAM kavAsa-lImalA gAmeAnu sthaLAMtara ane navanirmANu e, relanI Aphata pachI je rAhata ane sevA yajJa AraMbhAyA tenu eka ujjavaLa prakaraNa che. rela vakhate tApImaiyAe A gAmAne jANe ke pAtAnA udaramAM samAvI levA AkramaNu karyuM. paraMtu manuSyanI jIjIviSA atyaMta sateja hAya che ane AvI Apatti vakhate tenA sAmane karavAnI AMtarika tAkAtane AvirbhAva paNa tyAre thatA hAya che. A gAmeAnI AbAlavRddha janatAe paNa tevI tAkAtanAM darzana karAvyAM ane 1000nI mizra vasatinAM gAmeAe mULa gAmathI DheDheka mAIla IMTe phrI vasavAne saMkalpa karyAM. kAraNa tApImAtAnA prakepamAM A gAme AvI jAya evI pUrI tyAM paristhiti che. niSThApUrNa prayatnA kAma ghaNuM gaMjAvara hatuM. sa`kalpanA amala karavAnA vicArathI chAtI esI jAya tevuM te hatuM. paraMtu A yajJamAM grAmajanA ekalA naheAtA. rAjya sarakAra tenAM ekekathI caDhe evAM manehara yojanA--puSpA laI sevAmAM hAjara hatI. ceAjanAAne amalI vAgA paherAvavA paMcAyata-taMtre paNa atyaMta sakriya hatAM. para Mtu teTaluM pUratu thAya evuM nahAtu, prajAnAM sAthe tAla hRdaya milAvIne, tenu duHkha e jANe ke peAtAnuM duHkha che evI anubhUti sAthe tene kharI huMph tA prajAkIya sevA ja ApI zake. ane A navanirmANu yAtrAmAM AvI dhabuddhithI joDAvA mATe mUkasevaka zrI jugatarAma davenA kAryakare vakhatasara AvI lAgyA. 23 mAnavatAnA camatkAra : paraMtu prajAnI tAkAta, sarakAranI sahAya ane sevakAnI sevA mAtrathI capaTI vagADatAmAM kAMi badhA Arthika--bhautika prazno nahi UkalI jAya. ane ahIM ja mAnavamAM rahelI mAnavatAe camatkAra sarvAM. mAileA cheTe vaselA sukhavAsI muMbaIgarAonAM dila, jemanI sAthe emane kazI sagAi nahi, kaze paricaya nahi, are je gAmAnu nAma paNa bApa janmArAmAM emaNe pahelIvAra sAMbhaLyuM te gAmeAnI Aphatagrasta prajA mATe dravI UThyAM. daramiyAna saunA AdaraNIya ane pUjanIya ravizaMkara mahArAja 85 varSanI DhaLatI uMmare, aneka gaMbhIra mAMdagIone hAthatALI daIne paNa sUrata jIllAmAM AvI kharAkhara palAMThI vALIne besI gayA. piraNAme cAre taraphathI dAnanA varasAda varasavA lAgyA. tRSAtura bhAMya taiyAra hatI. sevaka kheDUtA paNa sajja hatA. tyAM A varasAda varasya ane mAtra kavAsa (navA nAmadhArI suvAsa) nahi paraMtu AvA teA aneka suvAsita puSpo dharatI para khIlI UThayAM, jaina munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAja ane leAkasevaka zro raviza Mkara mahArAjanI preraNAthI mu`bainI sevAbhAvI saMsthAe divya jJAna saMgha, phUTapAtha pAmenTa ane jaina svayaMsevaka ma`DaLe kavAsa-lIlA gAmeAne dattaka levAnA ni ya karyAM ane bAjumAM AvelI UMcI dharatI para gAmanuM navasarjana zarU thayuM. AvA A muMbaigarAone mULa preraNA maLI, jaina muni zrI citrabhAnu mahArAja pAsethI. sAdhusatAnI hajI A dezamAM elakhelA che ane teo mAtra AtmAnnatinA saMkucita svA mAM samAjavimukha thaI racyApacyA nahi rahe, paraMtu samAjasevAne paNa prAdhAnya Ape te tenAM ghaNAM rUDAM pariNAme AvI zake. Ama jaina muni zrI citrabhAnu mahArAja ane mahAsevaka zrI raviza kara mahArAjanI preraNAnI phalazrRti te ja A suvAsa.
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________________ 24 puSpAnA AzIrvAda meLavIe kAi ema na mAne ke taDakAmAM phUlA cImaLAi jAya che. khullI jagyAmAM, jyAM havAnI avarajavara hAya ane tApa paDatA haiAya tyAM phUlA AnaMdamAM DolatAM hAya che. jeTalA vadhu tApa teTalI enI pheArama utkaTa ! tame jene krama kaheA che te kharekhara phUlonA AnaMda ja hoya che. kudarata tarapha e enI kRtajJatA ja vyakata kare che. AvAM phUlAne cUMTIne eraDAmAM mUkavAM ane aradhA kalAka AnaMda laine pheMkI devA e kaI saMskAritA che ? jo tApamAM na javuM hAya ane gharamAM beThAM beThAM phUlAnA AnaMda levA hAya teA nAnakaDAM kUMDAmAM phUlo ugADA, pachI manamAM Ave tyAre kuMDAne tamArA ane mahemAnAnA eraDAmAM lai AveA. phUlA sAthe AMkhA vaDe vAtacIta karo. nAka phulAvIne dhanyavAda Ape| ane tupta thA ke kuMDA ane bagIcAmAM mUkI de keTalI khUkhI ane saMskAritA che A rivAjamAM! hu tA sAce ja mAnuM chuM ke, manuSya A rIte jo puSpAnA AzIrvAda meLave teA e jarUra dIrdhAyu khanaze, mAsuma phUlAnA zApa laIne ApaNe dIrghAyu nahIM banI zakIe. dIvAnakhAnAnA Tebalane sajAvavA ApaNe bhAtabhAtanA phUlA teADIne phUladAnImAM goThavIe chIe. duniyAbharamAM Aja rIta jovA maLe che. AmAM zenu pradarzana thAya che ? tamArI rasikatAnuM ? nA, nA mArA jevA phUlAnA rakhevALa kaheze, Tebala paranI phUladAnImAM je phUleA rAkhavAmAM AvyAM che temanA raMga, temanI pherama ane tAjagI tA kudaratanI deNa che. tame emAM kaMi navuM karyu nathI. tame te mAtra krUratA ja AcarI che kema ke tame ja ene choDa parathI cUMTIne phUladAnImAM divya dIpa raheMsI nAkhavAnI sajA karI che. phUladAnInAM phUlone rAtAM ane ekabIjA pratye sahAnubhUti vyakata karatAM me' joyAM che. phUladAnImAM jIvatAM phUlAnAM zakha banAvI na rAkhatAM ApaNe kAgaLanAM kapaDAM ke plAsTikanAM phUlA banAvIne mUkIe te kevu sAruM ! bagIcAmAM cetanavaMtAM phUlAnI suMdaratA ane dIvAnakhAnAmAM manuSyanI kalAkRtinuM pradarzana ! e rivAja vadhu sAre nahIM lAge ! phUladAnInI bAjumAM ApaNe dhUpadAnI rAkhIe ke agarabattI calAvIe te eraDAnI havA suvAsita thaze. dhUpa athavA agarabattImAMthI je dhUmrasera nIkaLe che tenA AkAra paNa kevA kAvyamaya lAge che! kalAkRtinA puSpA, pAMdaDAM ane grUpanI sugadha: A adhAtu eka suMdara gIta jANe ke A grUpaseramAthI pragaTatu rahe che! puSpA kudaratanAM prasanna khALaka che. temanA taraphathI manuSya jAtine mArI khAsa araja che ke puSpasRSTi pratye ApaNe kaThora na banIe. phUlAne joine ApaNe ApaNAM hRdayane paNa kAmala, prasanna ane suvAsita banAvIe ane prakRtimAtAnA AzIrvAda laIe. - kAkA kAlelakara kacakaDAtI amerikana DumasI prajAne jyeAja kAre puruSArtha nI navI dizA cIMdhI hatI. TaskegI khAte AvelI tenI kamara para nIcenA zabdo TAMkelA che H "eNe inkyu hAta teA kIrti sAthe dhana paNa enA pagamAM ALATatu hAta, paNa e annenI avagaNanA karIne, e duniyAne upayegI anavAnA mahAna kA mAM magna rahyo. e ja ene AnaMda ane sukha hatAM.''
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________________ 2222222222222222222222222222222222 mUkha mUrkha to te ja che, je potAnA AtmAne chetaratI vakhate ema mAne che ke huM jagatane az 66 zil a CL" Simpleton Verily a fool is he who rejoices in his thought that he is deceiving the world, while in reality he has been deceiving none but himself ! from : Lotus Bloom' by : Chitrabhanu With best compliments from Jyoti Wire Industries Makers of Winding Wires, Copper Conductors, All Aluminium and A. C. S. R. Conductors. Works : Sales Office : Admn. Office : 1) Agra Road, Vikhroli, 164 Kika Street, 165 Kika Street, Bombay-79. Bombay-4. Bombay-4. Phone : 581299 Phone : 334137 Phone : 334001/336519 2) Sonawala Estate, Grams : OVERHEAD Goregaon East, Bombay-4. Bombay-63. Phone : 692032 LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL2324222222222
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________________ tA. 1- 4 1969 divya dIpa rajI. na. ema. eca para [kavara benuM cAlu]. koI AkAMkSA hoya; je enI preraNuM laIne dilathI sAdhya jue, nirapekSa laya jue, sAdhanAne viSaya kAma kare, enA vicArathI jIvanane zrama uThAvavA jue, te potAnA samagra jIvanamAM ekatA lAve, vizvanuM zakti meLave, dUpha anubhave, jiMdagIne artha besADe spaSTa darzana meLave, ne duniyAnI sauthI prabaLa preraNA e mANasa Astika che, bhakata che. ene dharma sAka ne zakti anubhave." enI zraddhA zuddha, bolavAnI rIta judI. vidhi judA, sAdhana nahi paNa sAdhya. karmakAMDa bIjI jAtanuM. paNa asala bhAvanA enI e ja. nAmarUpane savAla che, paribhASAne savAla che, lAbha nahi paNa balidAna. dRSTibiMdune savAla che. ApaNe dharmane marma pakaDI svArtha nahi paNa zaraNAgati. rAkhIe e ja jovAnuM che. salAmatI nahi paNa sAhasa. bhagavAnanAM sahastra nAma hoya che. emAMthI dharma e sagavaDane viSaya nathI, paDakArano viSaya yugane ane emAM dareka jUthane ne dareka vyakitane ne che. e mANasane sukhanI pathArImAM nahi, zarazayyA para dareka avasthAne je vadhu anukULa Ave ene ja5 savADe che. ene ArAma nahi, kaSTa Ape che. maphata karavAmAM muktinuM varadAna che. varadAna Apate nathI, UlaTI sAdhanA karAve che: e bahArathI niyama lAdIne nahi, paNa aMdarathI 'kumAranA saujanyathI preraNA ApIne. bhagavAna paNa koI pArakI vyakita nathI e amerikAnA bhUtapUrva rASTrapramukha abrAhama mAnavInuM satva, caitanyano srota, prANane prANa che. liMkana jhiMdAdila ane vinedapriya hatA. emanA enAM darzana pAmavA upara" ne "bahAra jovAnuM nahi, vinedapriya svabhAvanI jhAMkhI karAvatA ghaNu prasaMge "aMdara" ne "UDe' jovAnuM che. ene prasAda levA hAtha che. paNa A ghaTanA e pite ja bahu rasathI lAMbA karavAne nahi, hRdaya khelavAnuM che. ane bIjAne kahetA. AzIrvAda meLavavA sAda paDavAne nahi, mauna eka vakhata, be strIo vacce rAjyanA rAkhavAnuM che. enuM sAMnidhya anubhavavA dUra javAnuM aMdaroaMdaranA yuddhamAM kenI jIta thaze e vize nahi, ghera ja rahevAnuM che. enuM svarUpa pAmavA egaLI javAnuM nahi, pote ja thavAnuM che. carcA cAlI. eka strIe kahyuM "mane pUre vizvAsa che ke A yuddhamAM Devisa jepharasananI ja duSkarmanI sajA maLa ne sadAcaraNane saMtoSa thAya e paNa kaI zikSaka seTI laIne Ave ne calAve e jIta thaze, kAraNa ke te Izvara para vizvAsa rIte nahi, paNa potAnA mananI prakRti viruddha pite rAkhanAre, bhale ane dhArmika prakRtine mANasa che." eno upayoga karyo tethI e samasamI uThe, athavA "paNa," bIjI strIe virodha karyo. "abrApitAnA hRdayanA dhama' pramANe pite aNIne vakhate hama paNa dharmapriya ane izvara para AsthA varyo hato tenI e kRtArthatA anubhave e rIte. dharma rAkhe che." aMtaramAMthI re. bhagavAna gabhakAramAM bira.je. eka sAcA dazake eTale sudhI kahyuM che ke je hA, e kharuM paNa - pelI strIe mANasa jIvanamAM kaMI nahi te amuka kAma to gaMbhIratAthI kahyuM - "Izvara abrAhamanI prArthanA dila lagADIne kare tene nA.staka kahI na zakAya. jenA sAMbhaLIne ema mAnaze ke e te majAka jIvanamAM keI AdhArastaMbha hAya, kei Adarza hoya, kare che." mudraka, prakAraka ane mAnA saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla . sAhe, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DovAIna noleja sosAyaTI (rinya jJAna saMgha) mATe 'kavInsa " 28/30, vAlakezvara muMbai naM. 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che