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________________ ITTER ke WWWWWWWWW | bhASAnI bha ya tA || siddha zaja jayasiMhanA zaizavanI A vAta che. siddharAjanA pitA karNasiha to ene traNa varSane mUkI gujarI gayA hatA. rAjya enI mA mInaLadevI calAvatAM hatAM. siddharAja nAnA hatA paNa enI pratibhAnI khyAti dUra dUra dilhI sudhI pahoMcI hatI. dilhInA samrATe mInaLadevIne kahevaDAvyuM. "tamAro putra mATe thayo che. ene dilhInA darabAramAM hAjarI ApavA mokalo. mInaLadevIne cintA thavA lAgI. eNe ene ghaNI ghaNI zikhAmaNu ApavA mAMDI tyAre siddharAje kahyuM: "tame zikhavADe che. te sivAyanuM kaMIka tyAM AvI paDe te tamane pUchavA kema AvuM te mane kaho ! ?? A mArmika uttarathI mA prasanna thaI. | dilahInA darabAramAM vinaya ane namratAbharI sabhyatAthI praveza karI siddharAje saunAM mana jItI lIdhAM. enI parIkSA karavA bAdazAhe enA baMne hAtha majabUta pakaDIne pUchyuM: "bAhya, have tuM zuM karIza ? ?" hAtha choDAvavAno prayatna karyA vinA ja rimata karI siddharAje kahyuM: A dezamAM vara kanyAne eka hAthathI pakaDe che te ene jiMdagIbhara nabhAve che. enA yogakSemanI javAbadArI le che; Ape to | mane ba'ne hAthathI pakaDa che, have mAre cintA zI ? AjathI huM nizcita thayA ! " che AthI prasanna thayelA bAdazAhe khaba inAma ApI ene vidyAya ApI. | -pU. citrabhAnu varSa 3 ju aMke 6 ThA TITLCUTTINT nnnnnnnnnnnn che . jathI
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________________ sarvadalIya kSA mahA vyAna mitI tA. 9-10-66 nA ravivAranI sAMje pATInA sAgara taTe eka jaMgI sabhA gaurakSA mATe yojAI hatI. jemAM dezabharanA aneka vidvAna sAdhue upasthita thayA hatA, A vizALa sabhA saMbodhatA pracAraka pU. munizrama citrabhAnu mahArAje maMgalamaya zvekathI udaSaNA karatAM kahyuM: "AjanI sabhA e eka duHkhada saMmelana che. Aja keAI janma dina ujavavA nahIM, paNa ApaNA hRdayamAM je asIma darda che tene vyakata karavA maLyA chIe. ahiMsAnA pratIka azaika cakranA triraMgA jhaMDA nIce A dezamAM je pazuonI hiMsA thaI rahI che te eka kalaMka kathA che ApaNI saMskRtine mATe te lAMchana che, gau jevA garIba prANIne paNa abhaya nahi ? jIve tyAM sudhI nakAmu ghAsa khAI dUdha ApI mAnuM kArya karatA A pazune kela khAne javuM paDe A kevI mAnavatA ?... AgaLa jatAM emaNe kahyuM: "netAonA vicAra, uccAra ane AcAramAM AkAza jamInanuM aMtara che. vAto ahiMsAnI kare ane vAMdarA ane deDakAone paradezamAM nikAsa thAya ! A hiMsAnA vAtAvaraNe Aje vidyArthIenuM mAnasa bagADayuM che. ane e hiMsaka tophAne tarapha vaLyuM che. jevuM bIja vAve tevuM phaLa Ave. hiMsAnA bIjathI ahi sA thADI ja janmavAnI che ? premathI prema ane hiMsAthI hiMsA. huM to sarakArane cetavaNI ApuM chuM. prajA mAnasane pichAnI atyAre ja gauvadha pratibaMdhane vaTa hukama dvArA kAyado lAve ane ahiMsA tarapha eka kadama uThAvo. A prazna rAjayaThArI bane tema huM nathI icchato. takavAdIo A takano upayoga karI cUMTaNI jaMga laDe te te ekadama kharAba che. A vAtane Politics nI dRSTithI nahi paNa Humanitariam dRSTikoNathI jue. ApaNI saMskRti paNa Aja che ane hindane AtmA te ahiMsA che..."
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________________ divya dIpa = jIvana eka saMvAda = prakArane saMvAda pedA karavo paDe ane jIvanamAM saMvAda utpanna thAya che te ja ApaNuM jIvanamAMthI pU. munirAjazrI citrabhAnu mahArAja divya saMgIta pragaTa thAya che, ApaNuM jIvana Adeza koI eka suMdara sAja hoya, ane e je bane che. ApaNuM jIvanamAMthI eka navI havA sArA saMgItakAranA hAthamAM, sArA kuzaLa kArIgaranA UbhI thAya che. pachI e havAnA lenArA thaDAka hAthamAM Ave te emAMthI evuM madhura, suMdara mANasa hoya ke Adarzone apanAvanArA bhale ane zAMta saMgIta nIkaLe ke jenA vaDe mANasa mUThIbhara mANase hoya paNa e mUThIbhara mANasethI pote potAnuM jIvana madhura karI zake, bhakita vaDe je kAma thaI zake te mAtra phariyAda karanArA hajAre karIne mana nirmaLa karI zake, bhAvanA vaDe karIne mANasethI paNa kAma nathI thatuM. tame joyuM haze AtmAne urdhvagAmI banAvI zake; paNa enuM e ke haDatALiyAo hajAra bhegA thAya paNa te jehAda sAja je anADInA hAthamAM AvI jAya, kaI belAvavA sivAya kAMI na karI zake. e haDatALa aNasamajunA hAthamAM AvI jAya te e tAra pADI zake, bUmarANa karI zake, koI vAra cAlatA vagADI vagADIne evI karkazatA UbhI kare che kAmakAjane baMdha karI zake; paNa sarjana kaMI ja sAMbhaLanArane becena karI mUke, AjabAjumAM beThA na karI zake ! sarjana te je thoDA mANaso karatA heya tene thAya ke A baMdha thAya te sAruM ! hAya e ja karI zake. A sUtro pikAravAnuM kArya sAja paNa tUTI jAya ane nakAmI karkazatA evI ane jehAda karavAnuM kArya jagatamAM ghaNuM mANaso bharAI jAya ke mANasane trAsa trAsa thaI jAya! karatA hoya che. paNa je saMvAda sarjavAnuM kAma te sAja e ja che, paNa upaga karanAra che e te duniyAmAM bahu thaDA mANase ja karatA hoya che. AvA loko saMvAda sarjI zake che. ane ke che e ja moTo prazna che. e ja kArIgara e saMvAda dvArA A saMsAranI aMdara kAMIka heya te saMgIta nIkaLe, aNaghaDa heya te karkazatA. - parivartana lAvI zake che. ema A saMsAra, A dharma ane ApaNuM zAnta paLomAM besI tamAre vicAra jIvana ene upaga karanAra keNa che, enA karavAnuM che. ATalA varSothI bhegA thAo upara bahu moTo AdhAra rahe che. joke kahe che ke te phariyAdamAM tamAre naMbara che ke saMvAdamAM ? ke dharma kharAba che, jamAno kharAba che, e phariyAdamAM haze te jagatane je pravAha cAle che, loko echu samaje che. kAraNa ke e loko satata je TeluM cAle che, eka aMdha paraMparA cAle che phariyAda karavAmAM ja samaje che, prayatna karavAmAM temAM tame paNa goThavAI jaze. tamAre paNa naMbara nathI samajatA. je leke Ama phariyAda kare che lAgI jaze. e leke belI belIne hArI jAya che, thAkI jAya tame je zravaNa kare che ane je vicArache, ane eka divasa nirAza thaIne kahe che ke ame dhArAo apanAve che enA dvArA saMvAda sarjavAno ghaNuM karyuM paNa kAMI na vaLyuM. huM emane kahyuM che. AvuM sarasa sAja-vAjiMtra pharI nahIM maLe. chuM ke tame kAMI karyuM ja nathI. tame eka ja 84 lAkha chavAyenimAM UMcAmAM UMcu ne kaI karyuM; phariyAda karavAnuM. ane yAda rAkho ke sAja hoya te mAnavadehanuM che. e mAnavadehamAM phariyAda karavAthI koI divasa jagatane palaTe rahelA sUrothI, saMgItathI te mArA baMdhu ! nathI thate, jagatamAM navasarjana nathI AvatuM. tuM mikSa meLavI zake ema che. AnAthI tAre, navasarjana karavA mATe te ApaNe eka vadhAre zuM joIe che?
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________________ divya dIpa mANasanI pragatinuM chellAmAM chelluM bindu tyAM ja satata gharSaNa hoya ane tema chatAM paNa te mokSa. game te dharma hoya paNa te aMtima tamArA divase pUrA thatAM hoya te evA prakAranA keIka vizrAmane te I che ja che. krizyanITImAM divase zaheramAM pUrA karavA enA karatAM ekalA salvation che, te hiduomAM mukita che, jaMgalamAM besIne zAMtithI jIvana jIvavuM e vaiSNavemAM vaikuMTha che, te musalamAnamAM jannata vadhu sAruM che. paNa visaMvAdavALuM, gharSaNavALuM, che-e badhA ke jiMdagInuM eka chelluM biMdu kalahavALuM ane jemAM nizadina mananI kaTutA te Icache ja che. e chelalA biMdue pahoMcavA hoya evA e rAjamahelanA jIvana karatAM jhUMpaDAnuM mATe dareka dharmanA mahApuruSoe eka vAta te sAdu paNa zAnta jIvana sAruM che. kabUla rAkhI che ke e biMdue pahoMcI zakAya eTale kavione kahevuM paDayuM ke vAk thaine ema hoya te e mAtra mAnavadehathI ja pahoMcI vanavAsa vanavAsa sAre, paNa kevI rIte? zakAya. bIjA keI dehathI nahIM. sArA mANasane saMsarga heya, sArA mANasanI AvuM sarasa mAnavadeha samuM sAja maLyuM vAte hoya, jIvana ghaDe evAM koI be cAra che. mANase A sAjamAMthI saMgIta kema pragaTAvI vicAre . rAmano vanavAsa paNa sAre che zakatA nathI? keTale viSAda che! duniyAne ane rAvaNano laMkA-nivAsa paNa nakAmo che. sudhAravAnI vAta ghaNuM kare che paNa dila te kAraNa e che ke je laMkAno prAsAda che te sudharatuM ja nathI. tame duniyAne sudhAratAM pahelAM prAsAdamAM viSayanI bhUkha che, kAmano taDaphaDATa che. dila sudhAre. basa, dilamAM saMgIta hoya te premanA prakAzane badale pazutAnI paravazatA che, duniyAmAM saMgIta che. saMgItathI bharelA dilanI e senAnI laMkAmAM zuM dhULa che? bhASAmAM saMgIta haya, bhAvamAM saMgIta hoya, eTalAM mATe tame jiMdagInuM e sUtra nakakI enA vAtAvaraNamAM saMgIta heya, ene jIvana kare ke jethI duHkha utpanna thatuM hoya, azAnti vyavahAramAM saMgIta heya, ema lAgavuM joIe maLatI hoya evA karoDanI kismatanAM sAdhana ke huM "jIvana jIvuM chuM" je divasa ArtadhyAna hoya te paNa jatAM kasvAM paNa sahana karIne vagarane che, je divasa raudradhyAna vagarane che e azAtimAM divase na kADhavA. divasa tamArI jiMdagInI neMdhapothImAM lakhAI jAya che ! e divasa UMcAmAM UMca divasa che. jenI khAtara kajiye thate heya e vastu samajI leje ke e ja jAtrAno divasa che, samajI pheMkI devI, kAraNa ke kajiyA karatAM saMgIta e lejo ke e ja tamArA tapano divasa che, samajI bahu uMcI vastu che. ane e zAMtinA saMgIta leje ke e ja prabhunA prakAzane pAyAno khAtara te moTA moTA ciMtakoe rAha ane divasa che. kAraNa ke tamAro e divasa vaibhavane paNa jatAM karyA che. keIe kahyuM ke Arta ane zaidrayAna vagara gaye. ane paise te kahe laI jAo, keI e kahyuM ke dharmakriyA karavAnI pAchaLa paNa A bhAva sivAya prasiddhi te kahe laI jAo, rAjya, te kahe laI zuM che. tame ja zAMtithI vicAra kare. ApaNe jAo paNa amane zAMtinA saMgItamAM mastIthI A jIvana zA mATe meLavyuM che? divase pUrA jIvavA de. amArI zAMti disturb karaze nahIM. karavA mATe? nahIM ja. jo jIvanamAM ja Aga heya, jIvanane subdha karaze nahIM. amane "jIvana manamAM ja viSAda hoya, je duniyAmAM rahetA he jIvavA do.
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________________ divya dvIpa jA evA che. nAkarA, tame mAtherAna jA che, devalAlI che, sImalA jAe che, are dUra sudUra havAkhAvAnAM Hill Stations uparajA zA mATe? jarAka vicAro. zAMti mATe ja ne ! A gharanuM makAna, A ALakhItA mANusA, sAruM khAvAnuM, A badhu ja mUkIne tyAM hATalAmAM rahevu paDe che. jayAM khAo che te anAja sAru che, sAcu' che enI paNa khAtarI nathI. bIjAe rAMdhelu khAIne paNa leAkeA rahe che! zA mATe ? kAI rIte paisA kharacIne paNa sukha ane zAMta meLavavA. A rAjanA eLakhItA sAthe ghaNuM karI karIne, mAthAphADa karI karIne thAkayA. emAMthI mukata thaie tema tame IcchA che! tema chatAM paNa meM joyu' che ke ghaNAM leke Holiday karavA jAya che ane hAnI day karIne Ave che! hAnI eTale bhaDakA ! tyAM AgaLa jhagaDA kare che, kajiyA kare, mAthAphoDa kare ane laDIne pAchA Ave che! huM tamane kahuM chuM ke jIvatAM AvaDe te jyAM tame jIvA che. tyAM ja mAtherAna anI jAya. rAja savAre UThatAM eka vicAra karI. AjanA mArA divasa mAre sarasa rIte pasAra karavA che, ane e rIte pasAra karavAmAM je vastu aMtarAya karatI hAya e vastune phekI detA zIkho. pachI te paisA hAya ke prasiddhi hAya. zAMti mukhya che ane tene TakAvI rAkhavAnI che. " eTalA ja mATe te zrI rAmacaMdrajIe AkhI aceSA cheDI dIdhI. ene thayuM ke A ayeyAthI kaikayInA manamAM duHkha DhAya, mArA jIvananu saMgIta lUTAi jatuM heAya tA te mAre na joie. mAre te zAMtinu' sa'gIta joie, te mATe jaMgala sAruM che. Aje sAdhanAnA saMgraha hAvA chatAM duHkha che, paNa A vicArathI sApaneAnA sagraha vinA paNa sukha thavAnu'. e je Antarika sukha che, 85 ene mATe ja dhama tamane mArga cIMdhe che. dhama tamane khIju kAMI kahetA nathI. dhama kahe che ke tamane je sAja maLyu che temAMthI saMgIta pragaTAve. AnA karatAM sArI vAta kahenArA duniyAmAM che keNu ? huM tamane pharIthI kahevA mAMgu chuM ke dhama ema nathI kahetA ke heAma karo. yajJa karI, ghI mALA, e badhI vAtA sAthe ApaNe saMmata nathI. jyAre sAcuM ghI maLatuM hatuM tyAre pazu yajJAmAM deve nahAtA AvyA teA A vegetable DAlaDAnA ghIthI devA thADA ja AvavAnAM che? zuM karavA zrI mALA che ? kharI vAta e che ke jIvana ja yajJa che. e yajJamAM mANasAe eka ja vicAra karavAne che ke huM evuM kAI paNu kAma na karuM ke jethI bIjAnA du:khamAM huM nimita khanu. ane A jagatamAM eka bahu vicitra pazu aTala niyama che ke Aje tame kAine duHkhI karI manamAM hasI le ke me tene kevA du:khI karyo. pazu kudaratamAM evI vyavasthA che ke e ja duHkha pharatuM pharatu' pAMca daza varSe tamArI mulAkAta le che. tame pAMca daza varSa pahelAnI e ghaTanA bhUlI jAe che ane kaheA che ke A aNadhArI Aphta kayAMthI AvI ? A aNudhArI Aphta ghaNA varSo pahelAM kAIne tyAM mAkalAvI hatI te vyAja sahita bIjA rUpe pAchI AvI! saurASTranA eka bhAI amadAvAdamAM nyAyAdhIza tarIke hatA. savAranA samayamAM elIsabrIja AgaLa pharavA nIkaLyA. temanI AgaLa be mANasA cAlyA jAya. temAnA eka mANuse bIjAnuM khUna karI nAkhyuM ! savAranA samayamAM, kinArA upara UbhAM UbhAM emaNe joyu' ke pelA mANusa mArIne bhAgI rahyo che. maranAra bUma pADIne paDaye ! eTalAmAM tA mANuse bhegA thayAM ane polIsa AvI. tyArabAda peAlIse tapAsa karIne
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________________ divya dIpa ' eka mANasane pakaDaze tenA upara kesa cAle. gaye. A nyAyAdhIze janmaTIpanI sajA karI e kesamAM badhAM pUrAvA raju karavAmAM AvyA paNa upalI keTe tene phAMsInI sajA karI. ane siddha thayuM ke khUna karanAra A ja mANasa kudaratamAM evo niyama che ke tame sarovarane che. e ja nyAyAdhIza pAse A kesa AvyA hatA. kinAre kAMkarI nAkhe te e sarovaranA jaLamAM niyama tarIke nyAyAdhIza sAkSI banI zakatA nathI. aneka taraMge utpanna thAya che ane cheka sAmenA e pote jANe che ke mAranAra A mANasa te kinArA sudhI jAya che. thoDuM aMtara vadhatAM tamane nahoto ja. khana thayuM e vAta sAcI paNa nI lAge che ke have te e taraMge adazya thaI gayA bhAgI gayuM ane A mANasa jhaDapAI gaya. che. paNa e taraMge adazya thaI te paNa AgaLa badhAM ja pUrAvA sabaLa hatA. enI pAsethI zaru cAlI ja jAya che. pANInA aMdaranA tharomAM e paNa maLI AvyuM ! cukAdAmAM pUravAra thayuM ke vahe ja jAya che. ane sAmenA kinAre enI dhAra A mANasa nI che. paNa A nyAyAdhIzane nahIM aDe tyAM sudhI e taraMgo laMbAtA rahevAnA. kudaratamAM bahu zraddhA, karmavAdamAM apUrva vizvAsa. eNe vicAryuM ke je huM tene nirdoSa jAhera kArakhAnuM ke kalAdhAma? karIza te paNa uparanI korTa te sajA karyA vagara rahevAnI ja nathI, kAraNa ke sabaLa dArzanika eka maMdira baMdhAtuM hatuM. tyAM eka mANasa jaI pahoMcyo. eNe eka kAma karanArane pUchyuM: pUrAvA hatA. A vAta upara temaNe khUba maMthana "zuM karo cho?' " peTa bharavA mATe majurI "karyuM. ane Akhare eka divasa nyAyAdhIza pelAe paththara ketaratAM javAba Apyo. ANe pote ja khUnIne maLyA. temaNe kahyuM "keTe te bIjAne pUchayuM: "tame zuM karo cho?"- "paththara sAkSI ane pUrAvAo para cAle ane keIkavAra emAM satya paNa asatya bane ane asatya paNa kotaruM chuM.' "ne tame?' eNe trIjA ekane satya bane. huM jANuM chuM tyAM sudhI bhale tuM khanI pUchayuM. "maMdira bAMdhuM chuM.'--eNe utsAhathI tarIke pakaDAye, ane kesa cAle paNa tuM A javAba Ape. khUnamAM khaTe saMDevAya che. Ama kevI rIte traNeya eka ja kAma karatA hatA. paNa e banyuM te mane samajAtuM nathI. tuM mane satya kAma pratye traNeyanI dRSTi jadI hatI. bhautika hakIkata kahe." emaNe evA premathI vAta karI badale te traNeyane eka sarakho maLato hato, ke pelAnA dilano daravAjo khUlI gaye. eNe paNa AnaMdamAM keTalo phera ? kahyuM ke Apa je kahe che te sAcuM che paNa sAta ApaNe bhale ne game te kSetramAM, game te varSa pahelAM me traNa khUna karelAM. nyAyAdhIze kAma karatA hoIe, paNa e kAma pratyene AzcaryathI pUchyuM "traNa khUna karelAMhA, paNa ApaNe daSTikoNa majUra ke kArIgarane na rahetAM e vakhate meM evA moTA vakIle rokyA ane kalAkAranA sarjanane dRSTikoNa heya to jIvana pUrAvA UbhA karyA ke traNa traNa khUna karavA chatAM majurI nahIM paNa kaLA lAge. jagata kArakhAnuM paNa huM nIrdoSa chUTI gaye. e khUnathI bhegA karelA nahIM paNa kaLAdhAma lAge. paNa e mATe ApaNe paisA mATe bhAga vakelene gaye ane Aja jAtane jANavI paDe, pitAnA jIvananuM ne kAmanuM sudhI huM uDAvate rahyo. paNa aMte huM pakaDAI mahattva samajavuM ghaTe. gaye ! A uttarathI ene eno javAba maLI
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________________ A ta ri ka La va na -The Inner Life mAnavajIvanamAM theDIka hakIkta evI che ke jenI pUrI jANa ghaNA mANasane kahetI nathI. A hakIkatanI jANa thavA mATe mAtra bhaNatara kAma nathI AvatuM, ane vyaktinI uMmara vadhatAM enuM jJAna ApoApa thAya ema paNa nathI banatuM. uMmara sAthe paNa ene sIdho saMbaMdha nathI raheto. paraMtu je vyaktione jIvana vikAsa thaye hoya evI vyaktione enI jANakArI thAya che. mAnavajIvananI khUba mahatvanI hakIkata e che ke "dareka vyaktinAM be prakAranAM jIvana hoya che. eka bahAranuM ane bIjuM aMtaranuM. bahAranuM jIvana badhA joI zake che ane enA bAhya jIvana uparathI enA jIvananI saphaLatA ke niSphaLatAno aMdAja sAdhAraNapaNe kADhavAmAM Ave che. e nokariyAta vargane heya, vepArI vargane hoya ke vakIla, dAktara je dhaMdhAdArI che, enI AjIvikAnuM sAdhana game te hoya paraMtu ghaNe bhAge enI zrImaMtAI parathI ke enI Arthika samRddhi parathI e mANasanuM jIvana saphaLa banyuM ema manAya che; ethI UlaTuM, je mANasa jIvanabhara vaitaruM karIne potAno vyavahAra jema tema nabhAvI rahyo hoya evA mANasanuM jIvana niSphaLa banyuM evI mAnyatA samAjamAM rUDha thaI che. Ama vyaktinI Arthika samRddhi upara ja mANasanI pratiSThAno AMka baMdhAya che ane mAsanuM bAhya jIvana ja jANe enuM mahatvanuM kavana hoya evI vicArazreNa samAjamAM pracalita thaI che. * sAcI rIte jotAM kaI paNa vyaktinA bAhya jIvana karatAM enuM AMtarika jIvana vadhu mahatvanuM che. mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA ke niSphaLatAne aMdAja karatI vakhate ane AMtarika jIvananI-enA jIvananA vikAsanI ja vicAraNA karI zakAya. AMtarika jIvananA vikAsa mATe bAhya paristhiti ke Arthika samRddhinI khAsa AvazyakatA nathI rahetI. je vyaktinuM AMtarika jIvana samRddha banyuM haze enuM jIvana svalakSI nahi hoya. e mAtra pitAnA ja sukha sagavaDono khyAla nahi kare, paraMtu pitAnA kuTumbIne, paDozIone, enI sAthe saMparkamAM AvatA darekane mATe koI paNa rIte madadarUpa thavAnI vRtti rAkhatuM haze. Arthika muzkelImAM paNa e apramANikapaNe paise meLavavA ke zrImaMta thavA vicAra nahi kare. enI bhASAmAM, enA paheravezamAM, enI samagra dinacaryAmAM kayAMye koine paNa AghAta lAge evuM nahi jaNAya. enuM satva uttarottara zuddha banatuM raheze ane enA pariNAme enA cittanI prasannatA vadhatI jaze ane e jIvananI dhanyatA anubhavaze. bAhya jIvana karatAM AMtarika jIvana vadhu mahattvanuM che e jANyA pachI jIvanane samRddha karavA mATe mANasane pahelAM te aMtarmukha thavuM paDe che. pitAnAM jIvanamAM kaI Adate jaDa ghAlI beThI che, kayA de rahyA che, kaI jAtanA prabho enA mArgamAM ADakhIlIrUpa bane che enuM eNe bArIkAIthI nirIkSaNa karavuM joIe. e de dUra karyA sivAya AMtarika jIvana samRddha banI nathI zakatuM. mANasa game teTalA prayatnazIla hoya te paNa e jUnI Adate mAtra dRDha nizcaya kare ApaApa chUTatI nathI. enA pralobhano sAme e mAtra pitAnI zakitathI TakI zakatuM nathI. ene koI bIjI zaktinA sahAyanI khUba ja jarUriyAta lAge che ane e samaye e namra ane dIna banIne evI zakti ene maLe evI prabhu pratye prArthanA kare che tyAre koIka IzvarI niyama pramANe ene evI sahAya maLI rahe che, e anubhava saMte ane mahApuruSone anAdikALathI thaye che. e AMtarika jIvananI mahattA-e jIvana sivAya bAhya jIvananI sulatA-darzAvatA mahAtmAe kahyuM ke "huM rAka vagara jIvI zakuM, pANI vagara jIvI zakuM, havA vagara jIvI zakuM, paNa prArthanA vagara eka kSaNa paNa chavI nahi zakuM" emanA bAhya jIvana mATe kherAka, pANI ane havA te Avazyaka hatA ja. paraMtu emanI kAyamanI najara te emanA AMtarika jIvana para ja hatI. e ja emanuM kharuM jIvana hatuM.
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________________ AAjanAM bALako ane yuvAneAmAM ahiM'sAdhama pratyenI na A spardhAmAM mAdhyamika dhA. 8 thI 11 ane kAle "" samaya : yuddhanA bhayathI trAselA AjanA vizvane kANu bacAvI vakatRtva mATe dareka vidyArthIne pAMca miniTa ApavAmAM A puraskAra : koleja - vidyArthIo mATe anukrame rUA. 300; 2006 uparAMta, prAthamika spardhAmAMthI cUMTAIne je AkharI ra prAthamika divya jJAna saMgha (7 zALA tathA kolejonA vidyArthIonA zikSaNu-saskAra athe p jA hai 2 va ka hetu: spardhA viSaya zALA-dhAraNa 8 thI 11 ravivAra tA. 4-12-1966 savAre 9 vAge 1. prA. zrI bakula rAvaLa M. A. 5. 2. prA. zrI bhUpendra vyAsa M, A. 6. 7. sthaLa : zrI zAntinAthajI jaina derAsara, pAyadhunI, muMbaI 2. : : ( adhyApaka jayahi' kAleja) ( adhyApaka elphinsTana koleja) 3. ku. vatsalAbena ema. amIna (eDavokeTa) nirNAyaka : kAleja vibhAga ravivAra tA. 4-12-1966 bapAre 2 vAge 1. prA. DA. ramaNulAla sI. zAha . A. PH.D. ( prAdhyApaka, se'Ta jheviyasa koleja) dh dha praveza aMge A spardhAmAM zALA - dhAraNa 8 thI 11 nA ane kAlejanA ema.e. sukhInA koi paNa vidyArthI - vidyArthinI bhAga laI zakaze. (uMmara maryAdA 24 varSI ) 3. spardhAnI bhASA gujarAtI, hindI athavA a MgrejI rAkhI zakAze. 3. 4. 2. prA. mI. mI. trivedI . hara (prAdhyApaka, elphinsTana koleja) 3. prA. zrI jagubhAi dANI pravezapatranI sAthe praveza phI rUA. 1. ApavAneA raheze. A pravezapatrA nIcenA sthaLethI maLI zakaze. ' divya dIpa" kAryAlaya : lenTIna cembarsa, 4 the mALe, dalAla sTrITa, sukhai-1. pravezapatra upara, je zALA ke kaoNlejamAM vidyArthI bhaNutA haiAya tenA AcAnI sahI tathA sasthAnA sikakA jarUrI gaNAze. pravezapatrA svIkAravAne chellA divasa tA. 25-11-16 nA raheze. A pravezapatrA uparanA sthaLe jAte AvIne ApI zakAze athavA TapAlathI mokalI zakAze.
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________________ ine Knowledge Society) 1 munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjanI nizrAmAM saMgha-sAjita tva - spardhA ane jIvanalakSI daSTi khIle e A spardhA pAchaLa pradhAna hetu che. vidyArthIo bhAga laI zakaze. $?" ("What can save today's war tormenied world ?") 10 zALA - vidyArthIo mATe anukrame rUA. 15; 100, 50 mAM bhAga le, te pratyekane pratsAhana-puraskAra paNa apAze. e ta ma pa dha sthaLaH zrI koTa zAMtinAtha jaina derAsara, barAbajAra sTrITa, muMbaI-1. ILA vibhAga keleja vibhAga vevAra 11-12-1966 baporanA 2 vAge ravivAra 18-12-1966 baporanA 2 vAge nirNAyaka : . zrI ema. ema. dhruva 1. zrI Ara. ema kAMTAvAlA A (cIpha presiDensI mejisTreTa) (nyAyamUrti, muMbaI hAIkorTa) 2. zrI ke. TI. desAI , zrI rAmaprasAda bakSI (nivRtta mukhya nyAyamUrti gujarAta hAIkorTa) , De. amRtalAla yAjJika 3. pra. ke. TI. maracanTa (AcArya mIThIbAI keleja) | (saya TerIpha kamizana) vakatAonA mArgadarzana arthe ravivAra tA. 6-11-16 nA roja savAre 9 vAge pUjya munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAja sadhana karaze. sthaLaH zAMtinAtha derAsara, bera bajAra sTrITa, keTa, muMbaI- 1. - ravivAra tA. 20-11-16 nA roja bapore traNa vAge nIcenA vidvAne saMbodhana karaze. 1. De. uSAbahena mahetA, muMbaI vizvavidyApITha rAjayanIti zAstranA prAdhyApaka. 2. pra. zaMkaranArAyaNana ma.. (bhavAnsa dilahInA DirekaTara) 3. pra. zrI dIkSitajI (hiMdI prAdhyApaka jayahiMda koleja.) spardhAmAM bhAga lenAra darekane A prasaMge hAjara rahevA vinaMti che. lI. sekreTarIe ? vrajalAla kapuracaMda mahetA jayaMtilAla ratanacaMda zAha mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha sI. TI. zAha pramukhaH divya jJAna saMgha re
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________________ divya dIpa ja vi dhi nI va ke tA . pA have sAikala mATe khUba utAvaLI banI gaI hatI. ane dhanasukha ne ramezabAbu sAIkala kharIdI pAsa sAIkalanI DabbImAM vIsa rUpiyA mUkI de lAvyA. pAe sAikalanI pUjA karI ane sahue navembara mahinAno pagAra patnInA hAthamAM mUkatAM ga me8i ka. dhanasukha bolyo. "pAru, je te kharI. AnI sITa kevI suMdara che! Aje ja meM emAMnA paisA gaNI joyA. hajI ane je, have ene tALuM-cAvI kharIdI levAM paDaze! te 60 rUpiyA ja bhegA thayA che ! zI khabara tamArI nahi to pachI...' sAIkala kayAre kharIdAze? tame te nAmanA ja dhana-sukha "hA, kAle ja lai leje. ATalA kharcA che te rahyA, bAkI te khAlIkhama!' pA the UkaLATa be-pAMcamAM kayAM vadhI javAnA ?' sAthe bolI. Aje baMne khuzakhuzAla hatAM. keTalA vakhate batamAma diDInA sacivAlayamAM nokarI kare che. emanI icchA pUrI thaI hatI ! dhanasukha, jamI-karIne tyAMthI 6-7 mAIla dUra mAMDa mAMDa ene eka nAnakaDI ophise javA taiyAra thayo. sAIkala enI rAha jotI koTaDI maLI che. basanuM bhADuM pisAtuM nathI, eTale UbhI ja hatI. dhanasukhane sAikala para savAra thaIne eNe sAyakala kharIdI levAno vicAra karyo paNa te pAra ya sadhI cetI ka e , , dara mahine mAMDa mAMDa 20 rUpiyA e bacAvI zake che. thayo tyAre gharamAM pAchI pharI. huM te zuM karuM? Ajeya devIne prArthanA karI bipinabhAI, pAna khAzo ke? basanI lAinamAM Avyo chuM.' UbhelA bipinabhAIne dhanasukhe pUchayuM. basa sTenDa para "mArI sonAnI A be baMgaDI vecIne sAikala e khAsa te eTalA mATe Avyo hato ke kayu" mAM UbhelA badhA enI navI sAIkala jae. Ama to ene laI lo. pachI paisA bacaze temAMthI pharI karAvI laIzuM' pAna khAvAnI Teva paNa na'tI paNa basanA paisA Aje pAra lAgaNIvaza banI bolI. bacyA che to cAle pAna khAI laIe ema kahIne e "ApaNe baMgaDI nathI vecavI. devInI kRpA thaze bipinane bAjunI ja pAnabIDInI dukAne laI gayo. te be-cAra mahinAmAM jarUra sAIkala kharIdI zakazuM. sAIkala bAja para TekavI pAna taiyAra karAvI rahyA tame khijAo nahi te eka vAta kahuM. hatA tyAM basa AvI pahoMcI. jhaTajhaTa pAnanuM bIDuM moDhAmAM mUkI baMne hAMphaLA-phAMphaLA basamAM caDhI beThA. "hA, hA, kahe ne, gabharAya che zAnI ?' basa ekAda pharlAga AgaLa vadhI haze tyAM to bhAI gaI kAle lIlAbahena sAthe cAMdanI-cekamAM sAhebane yAda AvyuM ke sAIkala bhUlyo! eNe kaMDakaTarane gayelI tyAre mArI be baMgaDI 259 rUpiyAmAM vecI basa UbhI rAkhavA khUba vinaMtI karI paNa sTopa AvI chuM.' AvyA vinA eNe basa UbhI na ja rAkhI. A sAMbhaLatAM ja dhanasukhanI AMkhamAM pANI "aMbe...aMbe...nuM smaraNa dhanasukhanA heTha AvI gayAM. ramI rahyuM hatuM. Aje ja ramezabAbune sAthe lai ne sAikala basa thobhI ke tarata UtarIne sAikalanI dizAmAM kharIdI lAve, jethI kAlathI ja ene upaga zarU deDa. sAIkala tyAMja paDelI hatI. devInI kRpAthI enuM thaI jAya." haiyuM gadgadita thai gayuM. khevAyeluM bALaka jaDI
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________________ divya dIpa AvatAM ja mA jema ene vaLagI paDe tema e sa ga ma sAIkalane vaLagI paDayo. Aju-bAju UbhelAo prazaMsA haThAgI rAva pUjya citrabhAnu mahArAjanAM karavA lAgyA. bAkI dilhI jevA zaheramAM te AMkhanA darzanArthe AvelA. emaNe bhAvathI namana karyuM. palakArAmAM sAikala UpaDI jatI hoya che! thoDIka vAta karI emanA manamAM ghoLAtA prazna sekreTariyeTanI dizAmAM e AgaLa vadhI rahyo hato pUchayA; "zu tyAgathI bhraSTa thayelA mANasane tyAM ene vicAra Avyo ke ophise jatAM pahelAM bhegamAM vinIpAta ja thAya ? e nIce ja jAya ? devIne prasAda dharAvI AvuM. enI kRpA vinA sAIkala ene pharI caDhavAne avakAza nahi?" pAchI hAthamAM na Avata. ema karIne eNe sAikala pUjyazrI kaheH "A vAta dAdara parathI maMdiranI dizAmAM vALI.. lapasatA mANasa jevI che. e lapasyo eTale paDavAne ja jeTalo upara eTalI ja ceTa vadhAre, maMdiranA dvAra para sAikala TekavI e aMdara gaye. paNa paDatAM paDatAM e je saMbhALI le, ene keAI pUjArIne jhaTajhaTa bolAvI mAtAne savA rUpiye dharI kaTheDo ke evuM kaMIka ene dhAraNa maLI jAya te nALiyera vadheyuM. laLI-laLIne eNe devIne pramANu karyA. adhavaccethI paNa e bacI jAya. bhogane rogane jiMdagImAM eNe pahelI ja vAra devInI AvI asAdhAraNa bhaya che, tema vegane bhegane bhaya che." kRpAne anubhava karyo hato. chevaTanA praNAma karI e eTalAmAM gujarAtamAM dAdAjInA lADalA pAMca-miniTamAM bahAra nIkaLyo. oNphise pahoMcavAnI utAvaLa to hatI ja. jaladI jaladI penTamAM lipa nAme jANItA mUkasevaka pU. zrI ravizaMkara mahArAja nAkhI e sAIkala para besavA gaye. paNa...paNa. AvI caDhayA. A uMmare paNa e cAra mALa caDhI sAIkala kayAM?... mArI sAikala ? kayAM gaI? tame upara AvyA. tAmravaNuM emanuM samita vadana joI ke?" A vaye paNa sAcI sAdAInuM jIvaMta dRSTAMta pUruM pADatuM hatuM. namana karI emaNe paNa Asana "tALuM mArIne javuM joIe ne? akakala vinAnuM lIdhuM. munizrIe rAvane dAdAnI oLakha ApI kAma karI beThA te ?' tyAM UbhelAmAMnA moTA bhAganA ane je vAta cAlatI hatI tene AgaLa calAvI, sahAnubhUti vyakata karavAne badale enI mUrkhatA para tyAM pU. zrI ravizaMkara dAdA kahe: "paDele gI hasatAM hatA ! mAtra pazcAttApa ja karyA kare ane prayatna na kare te ekalA pazcAttApathI kaMI na vaLe. paDayA e doDato doDato polIsa cokImAM jaI phariyAda paNa have te UbhA thavuM ja e vicAra laI noMdhAvI Avyo. polIsoe paNa ene dhamakAvya. AvA munio pAse AvIe te ja ApaNe eNphise javAnI zakita have enAmAM rahI na AvavuM saphaLa thAya." muni zrI e A vAtane Teke hatI. e sIdhe ja ghera pahoMcyo. ene raDamasa cahero ApatA kahyuM keH "pANI vAdaLamAthI uparathI ja joI ne ja pArune dhrAsake paDe. "kema pAchA paDe che ne ! nIce paDayA pachI nIce ne nIce sAIkala kayAM ?" jAya paNa e ja pANIne paMpano sahAro maLI jAya te e pAchuM UMce jAya. vIsa mALa UMce lamaNe hAtha dai eNe AkhI dAstAna kahI makAnamAM paNa pANI jAya paNa ene paMpanI sahAya saMbhaLAvI. baMne jaNathI pika mUkIne raDI devAyuM. joIe bhegamAM paDelA manane paNa saMtane sahAre devIe A zI krura mazkarI karI ! maLatAM dhyAnayoga dvArA e upara laI jAya. ane sAdhaka varALa karI ene vIkherI de." (zrI yazapAlanI hiMdI vArtAne AdhAre) A sAMbhaLI mane paNa thayuM A ke mIThA saMgama. -taMtrI
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________________ divya dIpa ha. jIvananA hisAba > je kaMI anucita thaI gayuM hoya, je kaI deSa mAnavajIvana amUlya che. e vyartha na jAya thayA hoya, e sarva mATe prAyazcita karavuM joIe. mATe ene sAvadhAnIpUrvaka hisAba rAkha joIe. jema vepArI sUtAM pahelAM potAno hisAba rAkhe je vepArI hisAba rAkhe che ane sAvadhAnIthI che. te ja pramANe ApaNe sUtAM pahelAM ApaNI dvArA pitAno vyavahAra calAve che ene kadI khoTa jatI thayelI tamAma kriyA ApaNA Adarza sAthe sumeLa nathI. e ja pramANe je leke potAnA jIvanano rAkhe che ke nahi te tapAsI levuM joIe. vRttione hisAba rAkhe che teo pitAnA jIvanane unnata anusAra jIvavuM ema nathI, paNa te egya che ane saphaLa banAve che. jIvanane unnata banAvavA ke nahi te tapAsI sArI vRtione anusAra mATe ene hisAba rAkhavuM jarUrI che tema ja jIvana vitAvavAmAM kalyANa che. ene mATe manane ApaNe kevuM jIvana banAvavuM che eno Adarza zuddha, sthira ane svAdhIna rAkhavuM Avazyaka che, paNa daSTi samakSa rAkha jarUrI che. ApaNI te ja ApaNe unnati karI zakIzuM. sAme koI ucca Adarza haze ane e Adaza siMddha suvicAre pramANe AcaraNa thAya e mATe karavA mATe ApaNe prayatnazIla haIzuM te nizcaya vyakitamAM saMskAra hevA jarUrI che. saMskAra ApaNe e Adarzane pahoMcI jaIzuM. Adarza dvArA sadaguNe praveze che, ane sadguNe pramANe sAme rAkhyA vagara jIvana vItatuM rahe e bALakanA vAraMvAra AcaraNa thavAthI e svabhAva banI jAya hAthamAM penzIla hoya ne te lITA pADayA kare che. sadagaNa jyAre svabhAva banI jAya che tyAra enA jevuM che. bALakanI kriyA pAchaLa bhejanA ahaMkAre naSTa thaI jAya che. sadguNI acaraNanuM na hoya te e nirarthaka lITA karaze. paratuM enI je kadAca ApaNane abhimAna hoya te samajavuM sAme keI citra hoya ane e citra pADavAno joIe ke sadaguNa ApaNe svabhAva nathI banI gayo. prayatna karatA hoya te saMbhava che ke bALaka citra doravAmAM saphaLa thAya paNa khare, e ja rIte vAsaNane koI cIjathI pUruM bharI devAmAM ApaNe eka Adarza nakakI karI enuM citra najara Ave te emAM bIjI cIja rahI zakatI nathI. sAme rAkhavuM joIe. ane e citra pramANe e ja rIte hadaya sadguNethI paripUrNa heya te ApaNuM jIvana banI rahyuM che ke nahi e je emAM abhimAna rahI zakatuM nathI. ApaNe bIjAthI tapAsatA rahIe te avazya ApaNe AgaLa vadhI nI zreSTha chIe, caDhiyAtA chIe ema lAge tyAM sudhI zakIe chIe. e mATe e Avazyaka che ke abhimAna che ane te savAMgINa vikAsamAM bAdhaka che. ApaNe ApaNI badhI vRttio upara dhyAna ApavuM joIe emAMthI je agya hoya tene tyAga ahaMkArathI sAro vikAsa thatuM nathI. pANI karI sArI vRttione bhAvanAmAM paraNita karI joIe te nIce namavuM paDaze, namyA vagara pANI ene zuddha banAvI vivekapUrvaka ene kAryamAM nathI maLI zakatuM. sAre upadeza paNa namra banyA upayoga karavo joie. vagara grahaNa nathI thaI zakate. jene pitAnuM ApaNe ApaNI buddhi, mana ane kamarana jIvana zuddha ane saraLa banAvavuM che eNe nirIkSaNa karI ene sudhAravA prayAsa karIe te ja ahaM kAma choDI namra banavuM ja paDaze. ApaNuM jIvana sudharI zake che. sUtAM pahelAM namra banavA mATe ApaNe aMtarmukha banavuM ApaNe ApaNe rojano hisAba je joIe. joIe. ApaNe vicAravuM joIe ke saMsAramAM
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________________ divya dIpa dukha kema che? ApaNe azuddha chIe, ApaNAmAM ApaNA hAthamAM hoya te dukhInuM dukha e deSa che, ApaNA dene lIdhe ApaNe duHkhI karavAmAM madada karavI joIe. je ApaNA para banIe chIe ane bIjAne duHkhI banAvIe duHkha AvI paDe ane kei e dUra kare che te chIe. ApaNAmAM azuddhi ke doSa hoya te ja vyakti ApaNane priya lAge che. bIjAne priya thavA ApaNuthI azuddha uccAraNa thaI jAya. je mATe bIjAnA duHkhane dUra karavuM joIe. ApaNamAM prema hoya, vizvAsa hoya te ApaNA ApaNe A rIte ApaNuM jIvana zreSTha meDhAmAMthI sArA zabdo ja nIkaLaze. eTale banAvavuM hoya te e ja unnata jIvanano Adarza aMtarmukha banIne ApaNuM de jetA zIkhavuM daSTi sanmukha rAkha joIe ane e Adarza joIe. bIjAnA doSa jovAthI keI lAbha nahi anusAra cAlavAno nizcaya kare jaIe. jyAM sudhI thAya. ApaNe bIjAne chetarI zakIe, paNa e daDha saMkalpa ApaNe nahi karIe tyAM sudhI ApaNI jAtane ApaNe nahi chetarI zakIe. sadguNI na banI zakIe. je deSarahita, sadguNI aMtarmukhatA eka arise che temAM ApaNe jevA chIe tevuM ja ApaNuM pratibiMba paDe che. ane saMskArI banavuM hoya te e Adarza sAme rAkhI saddaguNa keLavavA joIe. jIvanane unnata arIsAmAM meTuM jotAM je meDhA para keI DAgha paDe banAvavA aneka sadUguNenI jarUra che. emAM che te te dekhAtAM dUra karI zakAya che. mukhya cheH viveka, saMyama, sAvadhAnI, puruSArtha, e ja rIte aMtarmukha thatAM jIvananA deze dUra ane jAgati. viveka na hoya to sArA kharAbane karI zakAya che. nAmasmaraNa, saMdhyA, sAmayika, nirNaya ApaNe nahi karI zakIe. viveka hoya namAja, prArthanA, tathA dayAna-dhAraNA vagere pAchaLa paNa saMyama na hoya te paNa nahi cAle. kAraNa aMtarmukha banavAne ja Azaya che. tethI hamezAM saMyama na hoya te sArA kharAbane bheda jANavA aMtarmukha banI ApaNI upara najara rAkhavAnI chatAM e anusAra vatI na zakIe. ane saMyama Teva pADavI, te ApaNA dezo dUra thaI zakarI. paNa hoya paNa sAvadhAnI na hoya te paNa gaphalata pratyeka vyakita Akhare sukha icche che. keda thavA saMbhava che. ane sAvadhAnI saMyama ane dukha irachatuM nathI, paraMtu sukha icchavA chatAM viveka traNe hoya, paraMtu purUSArtha nathI te kazuM ja ane sukhaprAptinA prayatno karavA chatAM, vadhAre nathI. A badhI vAta thavA chatAM paNa je jAgRti pramANamAM duHkhI ja leke maLe che. teo hamezA na hoya te kAma nahi cAle. jIvanamAM jAgRtinuM pitAnA duHkhanAM rodaNAM raDe che. je koI duHkhI atyaMta mahatva che. jAgRta rahevAthI ja bhUla pitAnuM duHkha bIjAne kahevA jAya che te te samajAya che. je manabhumikA sUkSma haze ane sAMbhaLanAra pitAnuM ja duHkha raDavA lAge che. eTale viveka haze te cheSa jaNAtAM vAra nahi lAge. saMta kavie kahyuM che ke, "sukhiyA draDhata mai svaracha kapaDAM paheravAnI jene Adata hoya che phiruM, sukhiyA milata na keI, jisake Age e melAM kapaDAM jotAM ja oLakhI jAya che, ene duHkha kaha, so vahI UThA reya, ethI ApaNAmAM evAM kapaDAM sArAM ja nahi lAge. e ja rIte bIjAnA duHkhanI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI dhIraja ane jAgRta manuSyane bhUla zodhavI muzkela nahi lAge. sahAnubhUti paNa joIe. duHkhanI vAta kahevAthI AjathI nizcaya kare ke A Adarza pramANe duHkhInuM mana halakuM thaI jAya che ane sahAnubhUti jIvana banAvIzuM. pragaTa karavAthI e vaheMcAI jAya che. ane je
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________________ 24 5 kA za na nA prakAza bhASaNa varSo pahelAnI A vAta che. cikAgAmAM vizvadharma pariSada maLelI. emAM sadhanA pratinidhi hatA. potapAtAnA dharmanA siddhAMtAne jagata samakSa mUkavAnI A apUrva tA kAI sapUta jatI kare ema nahAtA. pU. AtmArAmajI ma. nA AzIrvAda lai sapUta zrI vIracaMda rAdhavajI gAMdhIe paNa emAM hAjarI ApI ane potAnI tejasvI vANIthI jainadhama nA bhavya siddhAMtA rajU karIne pariSadanA naranArIone prabhAvita karI dIdhA. e pachI tA emane ghaNAM ghaNAM sthaLethI mATe AmaMtraNa maLyAM. amerikA ane yuropamAM chase jeTalAM bhASaNA ApI ghaNA ghaNAne emaNe jainadhama aMge vicAratA karyAM. emAM surApanA jANItA vidvAna haTa vArana pazu prabhAvita thayA. emaNe ! ma ja jhINavaTathI jainadhama nA abhyAsa karyAM. jaina lITarecara sAsAyaTInA e mAnada maMtrI banyA. temane lAgyu ke jaina dharmanA sidhdhAMtAnI samaja duniyAne ApavI joie. enA pracAra thavA joie. eTale emaNe pete ja abhyAsa pU`Jainism nAmanu' eka mananIya pustaka aMgrejImAM lakhyu je te samaye ghaNAne gamyuM. paNa pAchaLathI e jyAtane tela na maLatAM khIre dhIre vismRttinA aMdhakAramAM lupta thayuM. ane ApaNA vamAna samAja paisA pratiSThA pAchaLa pAgala che. tevA peAtAnA pavitra AdhyAtmika vArasA pAchaLa mugdha hAya tA kevu' sAruM' ? peTa bharavAnI vidyA meLavavA te Aje dharmImAM dharmI kahevAtA aAgevAne paNa peAtAnA putrAne hasatA hasatA paradeza mAkale che. paNa A ApaNA mahAna vArasA rUpa ahiMsA dharmonA pracAra mATe AvuM kAMika karanAra eka paNa dhI che? Aje cAre khAju dheAra hiMsAnA pracAra thai rahyo che, tyAre samayane pichAnI ahiMsA divya dIpa ane anekAntanA pracAra karavA mATe pU. gurudeva zrI citrabhAnu mahArAjanI preraNAthI divyajJAna saghanI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI. A saMsthA taraphathI aMgrejI, gujarAtI, hIMdImAM sAta pustaka te bahAra paDI cUkayAM che. temAM A Jainism paNa pU. citrabhAnu mahArAjanI preraNAtmaka TuMkI prastAvanA sAthe taiyAra thayu che. tenu' udghATana bhAratanI suprima korTanA bhUtapU vaDA nyAyamUrti ane mukha' 'yunivarsiTInA lAyasa cAnsalara zrI gajendra gaDakara nA varada haste tA. 30-10-66 nA ravivAranAM roja cAra vAge pU. munirAjazrInI nizrAmAM kaiTa zAntinAthajInA upAzrayanA hAlamAM thaze. e prasaMge pU. munizrI tathA vaDA nyAyamUrti maMgala pravacana Apaze. te e preraNAdAyI vANIne lAbha levA vAMcakone hArdika Ama traNa che. taMtrI : sI. TI. zAha 5 jA me ma cImanalAla setalavaDa ekavAra AAkahAma gayelA. tyAM eka avanavA anubhava emane thayA. TikiTa ApanAra basa kaDakaTare setalavaDanI bAjumAM ja beThelA eka sajjanane TikiTa ApatI vakhate khUba ja AdarapUrvaka abhivAdana karyAM. evAmAM eka sTenDa pAse basa UbhI rahI. pelA sajjana UtarI gayA... te pachI peAtAnuM kutuhala sa MtASavA mATe setalavaDe pelA kaDakaTarane melAvIne pUchyuM. kaMDakaTare AdarathI kahyuM, "e te amArA dezanA rAjA hatA... "ema ! vAha bhAi, para`tu teo peAtAnI meTara nathI rAkhatA ? " "nA jI, amArA rAjavI te prajAnAM sukhaduHkha nihALavA jAte nIkaLe che ne sAmAnya mAnavInI jema ja jIve che." bipinacaMdra dIvAna
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________________ AkarSaka vAtAvaraNuM ! manAtmya sajAvaTa ! mugdhakara kApaDa ! vyAjabI kiMmata ! pratyeka kuTuMbanI pratyeka jarUriyAtAne sarvathA anukULa Ave tevuM kohInUra misanu chellAmAM chellI Dhabanu bhAtabhAtanuM. lAkapriya kApaDe ! phezananI sAthe kadama milAvA dhI. kohInUra milsa pa nI limiTeDa, zuM ba i 14, kAntilAla hAusa, nyu. kivansa roDa, subai-4. rUbAyata vAyalI pApInanA mAM rAkhA ~: vecANa mathako -- nAyagAma kresa roDa, dAdara, 354-14. menejiMga ejanTasa kivi ka I nDa sTrI a homa sTrITa, kreTa, su' ma I - 1. para3, leDI jamazedajI roDa, dAdara, subai-28. limire De.
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________________ ta', 20-10-66 * didha dIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. 5ra -: 6 STA ka paNa kA: bhagavAna tame Ape to kharA !" "tathAstu! jA kAle tane ApIza, kahIne TolasToye eka vArtA lakhI cheeka chokarAe zivajI alepa thayA. brAhmaNane AkhI rAta UMdha na joyuM te najIkanA pADozIne tyAM keka rAtuM hatuM. AvI. AnaMdathI e ghelo thele thai gaye. savAre kutUhalavaza teNe mane pUchayuM, bA, e kema raDe che ?" nAhyo-na-nAhyo ne de zivAlayamAM. jhaTapaTa pUjApATha mAe samajAvatAM kahyuM. korTamAM temanI ATApya ne pachI "Aje to dhana maLaze, pachI huM viruddha cukAda Ave che." mahela bAMdhIza." vagere taraMgamAM mahAlata, tarehavAra - vicAra karato ghera javA lAgyA. chokare : have e leke zuM karaze ? pachI huM gharaDe thaiza. AMkhe jhAMkhapa Avaze. mA : "have e jillAnI korTamAM jaze." tyAre sonerI mUThavALI rUpAnI lAkaDI ThapakArato rAja chokaro : yAne so paNa emanI viruddhamAM mahAdevanA maMdiramAM AvIza. mAro pitaro , mane Avaze to pachI e kayAM jaze ?" lAkaDI jhAlIne dorI jaze... mAH te pachI e meskonI TimAM jaze.' evI kalpanAmAM rAcate e brAhmaNa AMkhe mIMcIne hAtha AgaLa karIne cAlate rahyo. e raste chokarAe jijJAsA saMtoSavA pUchI lIdhuM, "paNa zivajIe hIrAmotIne Dhagale khaDako hatA, ene joyA mAsanI adAlatamAM ke anukULa pheMsale na Avyo to ?" vinA ja ghera pahoMcI gayo! mA : "pachI te bhagavAnanI korTamAM araja svarAjyanI laDatamAM prajAnuM AvuM ja thayuM che. gujAravAnI bAkI rahI." svarAjyanuM varadAna te maLyuM, paNa prajA gAphelamAM paNa e vAtanI nAnA chokarAne geDa besI nahIM. AMdhaLI banI che. tethI e dhanane Dhagalo sUjhato nathI. eTale eNe pitAnI zaMkA raju karI, ATaluM badhuM karyA pachI e paramAtmA pAse jaze! enA karatAM pahelAM ja tyAM araja gujAre to ?' 17 varSano senApati ! mA zuM javAba vALe? e caDI-cUpa thaI gaI pANIpatanI laDAimAM ahamadazAha abdAlI jevA kuzaLa senApatine sAmane janakoi siMdee . gAphela garIba karyo. ane te ya e varasa sudhI! eka hato garIba brAhmaNa e zivajIne bhakta te veLA janakajInI uMmara 17 varSanI hatI! hate. snAna karI pUjApATha kare ane zivajIne AjIjI ane te aDhAra hajAra senAne senApati hato ! kare, "zaMbhe, A garIbImAMthI ugAro!" - ATalI nAnI uMmare janakajI ahamadazAha chevaTe zivajI palaLyA ane kahyuM, "tArA sAme haze. A AtmavizvAsanI dRSTAMta che. bhAgyamAM dhana nathI beTA! tane ApI teya tane nahIM pahoMce ! ' saMkalita: amRta * mudraka, prakAzana ane saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAhe, mahezacaMdra prinTa muMbai na. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAina noleja sesAyaTI (divya jJAna sagha) mATe laeNTIna cembasa, dalAla sTrITa, muMbaI naM. 1mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.