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________________ MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM AMkhamAM nahi, aMtaramAM | prabhAtanuM dvAra khuyuM tyAre sUrya gagananI bArImAMthI DokiyuM karatA hatA, ane udyAnamAM thaI huM vihAra karatA hatA. mArI AgaLa eka yugala cAcuM jatuM hatuM. ane gabhIra hatAM. 63 nI jema eka bIjAnI saramukha hAvAne badale 36 nI jema eka bIjAthI vimukha hatAM. mane thayuM A a ne vacce 63 nA saMvAdane badale 36 nA vivAda jaNAya che. paNa cAlatAM hatAM 33 nI jema eka bIjAnI AgaLa pAchaLa, | tyAM te puruSa elate saMbhaLAya : ' "zuM dhULa saudaya' che tArAmAM ! tane khuza karavA le ke maphatamAM khuzAmata kare che. canA jevI dhaLI thaI e te kaMI saunadaya' kahevAya ? " lAvaNyanItaratI strIne utArI pADatA gAyake kahyuM, | tyAM te jANe vIjaLI trATakI. "ane tamArA gaLAmAM svaranI mIThAza ja kayAM che ? mUrkhAo tamane gavaiyA kahI vAha vAha kare che. barADA tANavA e te kaMI svara saMgIta che ? " banemAM rahele kalaha eka bIjAnA doSa ja joI 2hyo hato. huM the DuM cAle tyAM phUlane kaMIka kahetA bulabulanuM mIThuM guMjana saMbhaLAyuM. "saundarya to che, puSpa ! tArA parAga ane parimalamAM ! " | phUle nehanI suvAsamAM uttara Ape: "saundarya to che, bulabula ! tArA gaLAmAMthI nItaratA svara mAdhuryamAM." | ahIM premanI AMkha guNa ja joI rahI hatI. pahelI ja vAra mane saunayana' satya jaDayuM: saundarya vastumAM nahi, premamAM che. AMkhamAM nahi, aMtaramAM che. te | -pU. citrabhAnuM . paNNNN - varSa 3 ju aMka 4 thI ICTI[JI[H[IST) IIIIIIIIIDAY! --Ser AT
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________________ pI De pa rA I. satyAna IrAnanA mahAprANa kavi zekha sAdInA estAM'mAM eka vAta Ave che: damiskamAM ekavAra mATA dukALa paDacA, leAkeA TapoTapa bhUkhyA maravA lAgyA. pANI nAmanI cIja agara jo kayAMya paNa jovA maLatI te te mAtra duHkhI enI AMkhamAM ! pAMdaDAM paDI javAthI jhADe tamAma nAgAbAvA jevAM thaI gayAM hatAM. evAmAM mane eka mitra maLavA AnyA. tenA didAra joine ja huM duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA. eka jamAnAmAM te zaherane dhanavAna AgevAna hatA, Aje tenu zarIra sukAine kevaLa asthi-pijara jevu ja thai gayu hatuM. me tene pUchyuM: mArA neka dasta, tArA para evI kaI muzkelI gujarI che ke tu' AvA hAlahavAla thaI gayA?? A sAMbhaLatAM ja te puNyaprakApathI rAtAceALa thaI UThayA. du:khI AMkho mArA sAme khADIne te khelyAH are pAgala, tamAma vAta jANe che chatAM mane pUche che ? akkala gumAvI beThA che zuM ? tane e paNa khabara nathI ke musIbata hada vaTAvI cUkI che ? ' tasallI ApatAM tene meM kahyuM; paraMtu, e badhAnI tane zI AMca ? jhera tA mAtra tyAM ja vyApe che jyAM amRta nathI hatu. paNa rAjerAjanI jarUriyAta mATe tuM teA evA na evA ja surakSita che!' mArI A vAta sAMbhaLIne ghaNI ja 2'jabharI AMkhe teNe mArI sAme joyu. te ghaNA ja khinna jaNAtA hatA. mane teA evu lAgyu ke jANe keAi mATe jJAnI puruSa kAI ajJAnanA aMdhArAmAM aTavAtI vyakitane na tAkI rahyo hAya ! eka lAMkhA-UMDA zvAsa laIne, jANe mArA para rahema karI rahyo hAya tema kahyuM, 'mArA ajANyA bhAi, agara kAMi eka mANusanA tamAma mitrA dariyAmAM DUbI rahyA hAya ane te ekalA ja kinAre UbhA UbhA teone DUbatA joI rahyA hAya te tenA nasIbamAM cena kevu' ? mAre caherA pILApacca thai gayA che tenu kAraNa mArI pAse dhana nathI rahyu' e nathI, khalyuM e che ke mArA saghaLA paDeAzIo bhUkhyA taraphaDI rahyA che. zu tuM e nathI jANatA ke akalabadha leAkeA te gaNAya che . je na tA pAte jakhamI thavA cAhe che ke na teA bIjAAne jakhamI jovA cAhe che? zuM te tandurasta mANasanu jIvana kayAre paNa sukhI thaI zake che jenI joDenA mANasa khImAra hAya ane RNutA hAya ! e ja hAlata mArI che. jyAre huM jou' chu ke mArI AsapAsa hAya-hAya marI rahI che tyAre mAro amRtanA kALiyA ya jhera manI jAya che.'
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________________ ratna cI prava ca na kA 2 gatAMkathI cAlu pU. munirAjazrI candraprasAgarajI mahArAja [aNuvrata saMdhanA AgevAnonA bhAvabharyA nimaMtraNathI pUjya gurudeva zrI citrabhAnu mahArAje aNuvrata hailanI vizALa medanI samakSa "ratnatrayI para tA. ra-3-16 thI 4-3-16 budha, guru, zukra sudhI Apela pravacana mALA ahIM pUrNa thAya che-taMtrI.]. vAsanAnA vyasanamAM lapaTAyelA manane darzana e AtmAnI jhAMkhI che, jJAna e makitanI majhA nahi samajAya. e baMdhAyelAM AtmAnI samaja che. cAritra e AmAnI ramaNatA jatane Atma-vAsamAMthI UchaLatI umionI che-pUrNa ekatA che. , AlhAdakatA sparza paNa kema? sUphInI mane eka kavitA yAda Ave che. nAhI dhoIne svaccha banelA mANasane eka Azaka che. e pitAnI priyAne tyAM jAya jarAka dhULanI raja UDatAM 5Nu becenI thAya. che. priyAnuM ghara dUra che. e tyAM pravAsa kheDI paNa dhULa ane ukaraDAmAM ja ALoTatA pelA jAya che. sAMje jaI e bAraNA upara TakerA mAre prANIne nAna karI zuddha thavAne vicAra sarakhAya che. aMdarathI avAja Ave che. "kezu che?" spaze ? Azake javAba vALe, "huM chuM." aMdarathI uttara AvyuM. "A sthAna nAnuM che. AmAM huM nI zakita caMcaLatAmAM nahi, saMyamamAM che. jagyA nathI!" dvAra na khavyuM. e cAlI gayA. avAjamAM nahi, aMtaramAM che. aMtaramAM UtarIne jaMgalanA ekAtamAM jaI beTho. ena mana dhIra jo ke aMdara kevA prazAnta zakitano strota vahI rahyo che! dhIre zAnta paDayuM. caMcaLatA zamI gaI. ane mana paranuM DhAMkaNuM UghaDI gayuM. aMdarathI ja ene Atom aNu phUTatAM aMdarathI zakita pragaTe javAba maLe. tattva samajAtAM e hasI paDe che tema ahaMnuM kocaluM phUTatAM aMdarathI svayaM thaye Ubhe ane A pharI priyAne dvAre. kerA pragaTe che. ahaMnA kocalAmAM svayaM chUpAyela che. mArI e pratIkSA karate Ubhe ja rahyo. aMdarathI ahaM kayAre phUTe? aMdara UMDA Utare tyAre. leko ahaMnA nALiyera para dAMta lagAvI svAda levA pharI e ja prazna. "keNa che?" javAba vALe. cAhe che. bahAra kaMI nathI. kepa aMdara che. "tu che." dvAra khulyuM. nALiyera phUTe te ja aMdaranuM mIThuM pANI maLe. tuM te je svayaM che te A ja che. A upara uparathI zuM vaLe? ane te judAM nathI. bindu nAnuM dekhAya che paNa ahaM DhAMkaNa che. svayaM tava che. ahe sidhuthI judI jAtanuM nathI. are, bindu eTale ja pratiSThA ke ahaMkAra che, e koIe ApeluM che. sidhu! binduo na hota te sidhu saMbhavata kema? pArakuM che. svaya keIe ApeluM nathI. e pite AtmA na hatA te paramAtmA Avata kayAMthI? svayaM siddha che. ahaM beDI che, svayaM mukita che, vAtane ke cacIne A viSaya nathI. A te ahaM oLakhANa ApavA mAge che ke huM anubhavane AnaMda che. ke . varSa eLakhANa bhasavA mAge che.
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________________ 52 dizya zISa eka sAdhu pAse traNa mitro AvyA. emane je AtmAmAM svarAjya karavA Avyo hoya che te sAdhanA karavI hatI. sAdhue pUchyuM "keNa mANasanA zarIra para rAjya karavA kema rekAya?...." che ?" pahelAe kahyuM: "huM? huM rAjakuMvara chuM. . vIza gAmane svAmI chuM". "basa." sAdhue * A zabdo kayA UMDANamAMthI Ave che? ene aTakAvI bIjAne pUchyuM: "kANa che?" jyAM vAsanAbharI buddhi DakiyuM karavA paNa himmata che. nathI karI zaktI evA UMDANamAM A samaja zreThinA putra che. eka karoDa rUpiyA paDI che. madhanI prApti pachI te madhukara paNa mArA pitA pAse che. huM ekano eka putra chuM. bhaTakavuM mUkI tRptinI lInatA mANe che ! A mAruM sthAna gharamAM advitIya che." lInatA eja jIvananA parama AnaMdanI prAptibharI sAdhue trIjAne pUchayuM: "keNa che?" pUti che. e pAmavuM e ja A mAnavajIvanane parama hetu che, udeza che. mukitanI A bhUmikA trIjAe hAtha joDI namratAthI kahyuM: prajo! pAmavA prabhue ApaNane traNa sAdhana batAvyAM : huM jANute heta ke huM keNu chuM te ahIM ApanI darzana-jJAna-cAritra. AtmAnI jhAMkhI eTale pAse zAne Avata? Apa ja batAvo ke huM zuM he chedarzana, AtmAnI samaja eTale jJAna, AtmAnI chuM? huM keNa chuM? kAraNa ke, huM svayaMne bhUlI ramaNatA eTale cAritrya; A traNemAMthI eka paNa gayo chuM. badhAnI sAthe nAma ane dhAmamAM apUrNa hoya te mukita na saMbhave. haraDAM-beDa- pUrA chuM." AmaLAM eTale triphaLA. tema darzana-jJAna-cAritranI sAdhue jANyuM traNamAM A ja sAdhaka che. paripUrNa prApti eTale mukita. A pUNenI prApti zAtimAM svayaMne pAmavA A AvyuM che. pelA Apa saune A ratnatrayInI pUrNatAthI thAo be te nAma ane dhAmavALA cheH ekanI pAse te e mahecchA. paisAne ahaM che, bIjAnI pAse pratiSThAno. A ja chuM evI jAgRtimAM ke vadhu jAgI nathI zakata; ahaM te svayaMne Avare che ! padavI ane jagatane svapna mAnuM chuM, magara tyAgI nathI zakatA. pratiSThAmAM ja prasannatA mAnate mANasa prabhutAne -- kema pAme? dUra ja sArA cetanyanI cAritrya ramaNatA eTale mAmi eka vakhata eka kolasAnA vepArIo bebIne nahi, tRpti. bha. mahAvIra gRhatyAga karI jaI mane khUba AnaMda thaze." kahyuM "tuM mAre ghera gheDA divasa rahevA AvIza te rahyA che tyAre nandIvardhane emane kahyuM: "bhAI ! dhobIe javAba Ape : A rAjya na kare? " "mane tAre mAyALu svabhAva joIne AnaMda thAya bhagavAna mahAvIranI AMkha AkAza prati che. paNa ApaNA baMne mATe divase bojArUpa banI UMcI thai ane tRptine pamarATa prasarAvatA jaze. kAraNa ke huM game teTalAM sapheda kapaDAM paherIne AvIza to paNa tAre tyAM te tarata kALAM ja thavAnAM, eTale ApaNe eka bIjAnI najIka AvIe enA UMcuM che te A dhULamAM samaya kema vItAve? karatAM dUrathI ja vadhAre sukhI chIe." emaNe * sAmrAsa gaganathIya che zApare che. bIjAnI najIka AvI
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________________ hine 53 jIva na na ma kA za kuTuMba ane potAnI AsapAsanA vAtAvaraNane te ajavALavuM joIe ! A mATe jIvana evuM jIvavuM pravacanakAra:-pU. muni zrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI mahArAja joIe ke tenAM kartamane prakAza paDate hoya. AvuM jIvana banAvavA mATe mANase prayatna kare jemane svabhAva ja prakAza ApavAne che. paDe che. jyA mArge javuM joIe ane kayA sidhAMte evA duniyAnA A zreSTha ane ujajavaLa dAtA apanAvavA joIe tene vicAra karavo paDe che. enA jIvanane vicAra to kare ke A badhA lakone Ape che? mAnave pitAnA jIvanane prakAza je saMsArane ApavuM hoya te A cAra vastuo sUrya prakAza Ape che, caMdra prakAza Ape Avazyaka cheH che ane tArAe paNa prakAza Ape che. are ! nAne da paNa prakAza Ape che. (1) vidyA (2) puruSArtha (3) ciMtana ane (4) tyAga. - paraMtu manuSya zuM Ape che? e te vidyAH dareka mAnavImAM paLepaLa abhyAsa Ave che ne jAya che, lAve che ane khAya che; karavAnI tamannA hovI joIe. ApaNA samAjamAM te je vicAra kare ke badhA prakAza Ape che te huM zuM ApuM chuM? huM duniyA pAsethI badhuM lauM chuM, beTI uMmare abhyAsa karanArA keTalA che? paraMtu ApuM chuM zuM ? kaMI nahIM. je Ama ja nahIvata. vidyAnI upAsanA mANasane jIvate rAkhe hoya to mAruM jIvana sUrya, caMdra, tArA ane che, zizavane AnaMda Ape che. Aje mANasane dIvA karatA paNa UtaratuM hovuM joIe. jIvana mRtaprAya lAge che kAraNa ke temAM zaizavane AnaMda nathI. jIvana pAse zaizavane AnaMda nathI AthI ApaNe-mAnavIoe jIvana evuM jIvavuM joIe ke ene prakAza lAMbA samaya sudhI kAraNa ke mANase vidyAnI upAsanA karatA nathI. pRthvIne ajavALa rahe. keTalAka mAnavIo AthI jIvanamAM jJAnarUpI sudhAne vahAvavAnI jarUra evA thaI gayA jemane prakAza Aje hajAre che. ApaNAmAMthI sArA vicAre jAya nahIM ane varSa pachI paNa pRthvIne ajavALe che jyAre keTalAka kharAba vicAra Ave nahIM te mATe vidyAnI mANase evA paNa thaI gayA che ke jenuM nAma upAsanAnI jarUra che. letAM paNa dhRNA chUTe che! duniyAmAM rAma paNa jIvanamAM dararoja eka suMdara vicAra thayA che ane rAvaNa paNa thaye che, kRSNa paNa thayA che ane kaMsa paNa thaye che, gAMdhIjI paNa apanAvavAnuM valaNa rAkhavuM joIe, pachI A thayA che ane geDase paNa thaye che, mahAvIra paNa vicAra para ciMtana ane manana kare. jIvanamAM thayA che ane maMkalI putra paNa thayuM che, paNa e tyAgamaya, bhAvanAmaya ane prakAzamaya bhAvene bhare. be vacce keTaluM aMtara? jIvanamAM A bhAve nahIM Ave te jIvananI hA, mAnI laIe ke dareka mAnavI mAnava asmitA nahIM Ave je jiMdagInuM prathama jAtane na ajavALI zake te paNa teNe pitAnA pAna che.
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________________ 54 - puruSArtha: samAjane mAnavI nirmAlya tamAre tamAruM jIvana navInatApUrNa ane na hovuM joIe. keInI pAse hAtha dharavA karatAM hetulakSI banAvavuM hoya te dararoja eka vAta vicAraH marI javuM evI khamIrabhArI bhAvanA tenAmAM mArA astitve A vAtAvaraNane suMdara ane hovI joIe, Ama bane te ja samAja e suvAsamaya banAvyuM che? e vicAra kare te Ave. puruSArthanuM bIjuM nAma cheH zrama. mANase tame bIjAne duHkha ApanArA nahIM paNa sukha koI paNa kAma karatAM saMkocAvuM nahIM joIe. ApanArA bano ane mANasa-mANasane sahAyaka bane. zramanI zarama na hoya. maphatanuM khAvAmAM zarama tyAga : jIvanane UMce laI javA mATe che. zrama karavAmAM zarama nahIM anubhavatAM tyAga bhAvanAnI paNa eTalI ja AvazyakatA che. hAtha dharavAmAM zarama anubhavavI joIe ulTAnuM mAnavInI jiMdagI levA mATe che enA karatA devA. keIpaNa kAma hAthe karavAmAM gaurava jAgavuM mATe vadhAre che. vRkSa, saritA, caMdra, sUrya joIe. mANasone kharAba kAma karatAM zarama tArAo ApaNane kaMI ne kaMI Ape ja che jyAre lAgatI nathI te zramathI hAthe kAma karatAM zA mANasa kaMI nathI Apate. manuSyamAM je tyAganI mATe zarama lAgavI joIe? zrama karIne jIvana bhAvanA AvI jAya, te samAja mATe te vadhu kharce jIvavAno AnaMda jada ja hoya che. zrama vagarane ane pitAnA mATe ochuM kharo. pachI samAjane pase zAMti ApatuM nathI paNa zayatAniyata UMce AvatAM vAra nahIM lAge. tamAre tamArI utpanna kare che ane tenI mAThI asara samAja kamANIne chaThTho bhAga sArA kArya mATe kharca para paDe che. joie. saMcaya karavAnuM ke bheguM karavAnuM kArya te badhA kare che paNa devAnuM kArya te bAdazAhI zramajIvInI zakita, bhAvanA, vicAro judA dila hoya te ja karI zake. keIne kaMI ApavAno hoya che. je jIvanamAM zramane sthAna nahIM Apo vicAra jAge to samajajo ke tamArAmAM Aja te jIvananI asmitA marI jaze khamIra ne kaI deva vacce che! mANasAI cAlI jaze. AthI samAjamAM Aje uparokta cAra bhAvanAe vivA, puruSArtha, zramanI-puruSArthanI bhAvanAnI punaH pratiSThA karavAnI ciMtana ane tyAga vaDe jIvana jIvAya te sUrya, jarUra che. A bhAvanA bhAratanAM naranArIomAM caMdra, tArAo ane havAnI jema manuSya paNa prakAza jAge te ApaNe gauravarUpa jIvana jIvI zakI ApI zake, je AjanA samAjamAM, aMdhakAramaya ane AvatI peDhIne saMskAra ApI zakIe. vizvamAM khUba ja jarUrI che. ciMtanaH jIvananA prakAza mATe trIjI - TUMkI nedha vastunI jarUra che. ciMtananI. jiMdagI ciMtana mAge chemanuSya zA mATe jIvavuM joIe, jIvana * bhAgyarUpI sUryodaya thatAM mitra ghaNuM thaI jAya che, chAyA lAMbI dekhAya che; paraMtu jIvavAne hetu zuM che? khAvuM, pIvuM, bhegavavuM bhAgya asta thatAM mitra te ThIka, paraMtu chAyA ane saMcaya kara e badhAno hetu zuM che? e paNa zarIrane choDI jAya che! jIvanamAM navInatA zI che? AnaMda zuM che?
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________________ linga dvIpa vairAgyanI khATI samajaNane lIdhe, du:khanA bhayane lIdhe ApaNe sukhamAtra--Ana'damAtra tyAjya mAnavA lAgyA e unnatinA mArgamAM mApaNI ghaNI mATI bhUla thai. kamAnA AnaMdane zuddha na karatAM, tene sAttvika na banAvatAM, tene pAparUpa-doSarUpa samajavA lAgyA, eTale Atma viSayaka, izvaraviSayaka kRtrima ane kAlpanika AnaMda ApaNe nirmANa karavA paDayA ane tethI ja sva-sukhanI, divyalA nI, meAkSasukhanI atizayatApUrNa kheATI kalpanAmAM ApaNA manane sadaiva taragita zakhavuM paDayuM.. zuddhi ane vRddhi conconsciousness00030000 jIvananI pUrNatA mAM ja che. sAdhanA ane anubhava Izvara sAkSAta darzana ApIne ApaNane jJAna, khaLa ane sAmarthya Ape che e zraddhAthI huM prathama tenA darzIna pAchaLa paDayA. zraddhA, satata ci'tana, dhyAna, anusa dhAna, ekAgratA ane khIjA' sAdhaneAne lIdhe dananA jevA aneka anubhave mane thayA. paNa te ApaNI ja kalpanAthI nirmANa karelA gheADA vakhata pUratA ardhajAgrata avasthAnA AbhAse mAtra che, evu' te anubhavAne viveka dRSTithI badhI bAjuethI tapAsatAM mane jAyu. te khadhA anubhavAte raMga, rUpa, me' ja ApelAM hAvAthI te badhAnA karyAM huM ja chuM e mArA dhyAnamAM AvyuM. te ja pramANe AtmA ane brahmAne sAkSAtkAra, dana, advaitAnubhava vagere bhAmatamAM paNa prayatna karyo pachI temAM paNa bhrama kA, ane satya zuM, enA mate Adha thaye.. Izvara, AtmA prazna e tattvA judAM judAM nathI; paraMtuM eka ja mahAna vyApaka tattvane ApaNe ApelA jadA judA saMketa che. e tattva dekhAya tevuM nathI, bhAse tevuM nathI. ane te ja ApaNA badhAna AdhAra che, e vAta tattvajJAnanA abhyAsathI ane jagatanI utpatti, sthiti ane layanA nirIkSaNathI mArA dhyAnamAM AvI ane viveka ane nizcayathI e vicAra para huM dRDha thai zakayA. anaMta vizvanA vyapAramAM, temaja ApaNAM zarIra, buddhi ane mananA dareka krama mAM te ja mahAna tattva-te ja zakita-preraNA ApIne kAma kare che; tenAM kA dekhAi Ave che, paNa te zakita peAte svataMtrapaNe alaga dekhAvI zakaya nathI; ApaNe pote te ja zakita chIe tethI ApaNuM ja ApaNane darzIna sasAramAM rahevA chatA je peAtAnA sa`khakhIAne sukha ApavAnA pratyana karatA nathI, temanuM duHkhanivAraNa karavAnI ciMtA karatA nathI, te saMsAramAMthI gRhasthI jIvana cheADIne rASTrakA mAM paDacA hoya teAye zuM, Izvarabhakata thayA hAya tame zuM? ke saMnyAsI thayeA haiAya teAye zuM? tethI tenI mAnavatA vadhatI nathI. 55 mANasamAM je zakita che te badhI zakitaeAnI jarUrI vRddhi ane khAsa karIne zuddhi karavI e ApaNuM kaMtavya che. A vRddhi ane zuddhi satya, prAmANikatA, niHsvArthatA, udAratA, dayA, kSamA, prema, sa'yama, puruSArtha vagere sadguNeAthI thAMya che. A sadguNAthI ja vyakita ane samAjanI zuddhi thaI zake. A sadguNaiAthI ja jagatamAM samabhAva pedA thai tenA vikAsa thatA jAya che. A samabhAvathI ApaNI ane jagatanI ekatA sadhAya che. pachI ApaNA ane jagatanA svA judA judA rahetA nathI A sthitie paheAMcavA mATe je AcaraNa karavuM paDe te dhama'. A dhathI ja mAnavajIvana sArthaka thAya che. mAnava
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________________ divya dIpa thAya e saMbhavita nathI; e paNa mane samajAyuM. hoya che ane AstikatA vistRta. tame tamArA dhyAnadhAraNAnA abhyAsathI cittanI eka pachI eka premamAM cheDI sthiratA umere. pachI tamAre prema bhUmikA sAdhatAM chevaTe tene laya paNa sAdhI zakAya ApoApa AstikatAmAM vyakata thaI UThaze. che; temaja izvara viSenI bhAvanAmAM ne ciMtanamAM premanuM sarvocca rUpa ja AsthA che. cittane tapa karI zakAya chee paNa mane "je leko bhagavAnamAM AsthA nathI rAkhatA, samajAyuM. paraMtu upara darzAvelI koI paNa bhUmikA teo kayAreya paNa ane kayAMya paNa prema karI ke avasthA prApta karavAthI athavA badhI bhUmikAo zakatA nathI. temanA premamAM sthiratAno AnaMda ane avasthAne siddha karavAthI paNa mAnavIna AvI zakatuM nathI-sthiratA, athavA ekAgratA ja kartavya pUruM thatuM nathI ema lAgavAthI te anubhava premane AnaMda che. huM jANuM chuM ke tame saudaryanA paikI ekethI mAruM samAdhAna thayuM nahIM ke mane premI che. paraMtu Akhare sauMdarya e zI vastu dhanyatA lAgI nahIM. cittanI zuddhi ane zonI che ? sauthI pUrNa sauMdarya te IzvaranuM ja che ne ! vRddhi A be ja mahattvanAM che. bele, geka, zuM javAba de cho tame? -zrI nAthajI jAdugaranI parama-mahinAvALI vANImAM teo pUchavA lAgyA. tuM prema ane saMdarya huM huM zuM javAba ApuM? sainaH emanA pradIpta netrane apalaka joI ja rahyo hato ane ane eka divase acAnaka Telara Toye mane aMtarmana kahI rahyo hata-A vyakita mANasa pele savAla pUchI ja lIdhe je mATe huM sadaiva nathI, Izvara-jevI ja lAge che ! " bhayabhIta rahete "gekI, tame bhagavAnanA astitvamAM . [mekisama genkanI DAyarInuM eka pAnuM ] AsthA kema rAkhatA nathI ?" ja ma - ma 2 Na AsthA kema rAkhuM? mAruM hRdaya nathI janma ane maraNa kadAca eka ja sikkAnI mAnatuM, liye. be bAjuo nathI? eka tarapha jue te maraNa taddana jUThuM, tame Astika sivAya bIju ane bIjI tarapha juo te janma. temAM duHkha karyuM hoI zake ja nahi. tamArA svabhAva ja zA mATe harakha zA mATe ? eve che. bhagavAna vinA tamArI pravRttimAM janmamaraNanI vAta sAcI hoya ne sAcI cetanA ja pedA thaI zake nahi te ! nAstika che, te mRtyuthI ApaNe zA mATe jarAye DarIe, rahevAnI te tamArI jIda che-A duniyAno duHkhI thaIe ke janmathI khuzI thaIe ? dareka nakaze tamArI kalapanA pramANene banAvavA tame mANasa potAnI jAtane A savAla pUche. cAhe che, paNa e tamArI kalapanA anusAra kevI jagata drAthI bhareluM che. sukhanI pAchaLa rIte thaI zake ? tamArI icchA e ja A duHkha ane duHkhanI pAchaLa sukha raheluM che. taDake duniyAnI ekamAtra IcchA nathI- bIjAo paNa che te chAMyaDe paNa che, prakAza che te aMdhAru che ne? jyAM huM samaje chuM, tame eka evA paNa che, janma che to mRtyu paNa che. kaMkothI dUra mANasa che, je A saMsAranI aneka cIjane rahevuM te anAsakita! DhaThone jIta cAhe che-prema kare che, ane premanuM bIjuM nAma temane nAza kare e nathI. paNa kaMDhAtIta, che AsthA athavA AstikatA. prema saMkIrNa anAsakata thavuM e che. -gAMdhIjI
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________________ jipuNi kuberana cediyAra - cakravartI rAjagopAlAcArI pUchyuM enuM nAma hatuM kuberana caDhiyAra, cekhAnA De. vaidyanAtha are tene je-tapAsya bhAre moTA vepArI. haryuM bharyuM ghara. bhArebhAra ane cakA. pachI nidAna karatAM kahyuM: "A dhAmika jIvana. paNa hatAM pAkA kaMjUsa. muzkelImAM daradamAM bIjI-trIjI davAothI kazo ja phAyadA sagA bhAIne paNa dekaDe na de! gAmanA bhikhArI- thaze nahi. AnuM te oNparezana karavuM paDe ee paNa ene uMbare toye hate. hA, eno tema che.' chokare ja kharcALa hate khare. paNa eTale te "te, tamAruM kahevuM ema che ke tame enA eNe pitAnA dIkarAne vepAramAya na rahevA dIdhA para cAku calAvavA mAge che?' cediyAre DaoNkaTarane ane gharamAM ya na saMgharyo. pite khUba cAlAka ne jANatala vepArI. "hA, paNa oparezana huM nahi karI zakuM. eka rUpiyAno mAla cauda Ane kema kharIdave mArA madadanIza hAla ja amerikAthI AvyA che. ane tene te ja mAla pAche vIsa Ane kema bAhoza che. e badhuM ja ThIkaThAka karI Apaze. vecave enI ene moTI phAvaTa. ThIka che, mArI dIkarI sAthe vAta karI juo. cediyAre DaMkaTarane kahyuM. Amane Ama enA trIsa varasa vItI nakakI karavAmAM AvyuM ke kAle oparezana gayA. emAM eka divase acAnaka ja enI karavuM ane kAma paNa ApavuM. garadana upara sojo Avyo. seje te divase e divase rAtre kuberana cediyArano dIkare divase mAMDa sUNavA. seje vadhe ne khataranAka suauyA cediyAra De. rAmaligamane ghera gaye sthitie paha. kaMka zeka karyo ane bIjI ya ane DaoNkaTara AvatAM sudhI lagabhaga eka kalAka gharagaththu davAo ajamAvI paNa kArI naphAvI. sudhI rAha jete razno. jyAre DaoNkaTara AvyA tyAre Akhare DaoNkaTara vaidyanAtha ayarane teDayA teNe temane pitAnI amuka bImArInI vAta karI DekaTara vaidyanAtha AvyA. emanI sAthe ane eka iMjekazana paNa lIdhuM. pachI, DekaTarane emanA madadanIza De. rAmaliMgamane paNa sAthe kahyuM DokaTara sAheba, mAre ApanI sAthe eka letA AvyA. cediyAre jyAre be DokaTarane joyA khAsa jarUrI vAta karavI che.' pachI te teo tyAre khaba gabharAI gayA. potAnI dIkarIne bane eka baMdha oraDAmAM 5 kalAka sudhI vAte bolAvIne pUchyuM: "choDI. A be veMkaTarane karatA rahyA. kema lAvyA ?' enI chokarI-bicArI bALa gabharAvAnI kaI jarUra nathI. ceTiyara vidhavA hatI, ane bApane ghera rahIne ja gharakhaTalAnuM sAhebanI uMmara jarUra moTI che, paNa tenI kAMI dhyAna rAkhatI. A kAraNe jamAIrAjano vAraso ya ciMtA karavAne avakAza nathI ja. DaravAnI te cediyAranA hAthamAM AvI gaye hare! dIkarIe jarUra ja nathI. badhuM ja barAbara thaI jaze. De. samajAvyuM ke A oNkaTarane khAsa teDAvyA nathI. rAmaliMgame kahyuM moTA DekaTaranA madadanIza che, tyAre ene theDI "paisAnI bAbatamAM te bephikara ja raheje. nirAMta thaI. emanI kaMjUsAI dhyAnamAM leze nahi. huM ane
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________________ divya dIpa mArI bahena ApanI phInI pAIe pAI cUkavI kaI paNa jarUra nathI. meM agAu gussAmAM daIzuM. basa, bApujIne A vAtanI khabara na AvIne tene aLago karI dIdhuM hatuM.' paDavI joIe' suyA cediyAre kahyuM. bhikhArIo ya badhA acaraja pAmI gayA "amerikAmAM A kaMjarI mATe eka davA hatA. teo arasaparasamAM vAta karatAM zodhavAmAM AvI che. ahIM te koIne ya tenI "mAMdagImAM ja ceTiyArane jJAna prApta thaI gayuM khabara nathI. khepArIne saheja amathI khelIne che. dareka zanivAre have tene tyAM bhikhArIonI eka gupta kAma karI levAnuM hoya che. je bhIDa jAmatI ane teo khuzakhuzAla ghera pAchA ApanI IcchA hoya te he te mATe keziza vaLatA. karuM." Do. rAmaliMgame pUchyuM. ceDhiyAranA garIba sagAM-vahAlAMone ya "huM mAnato nathI ke A keI IlAja khUba Azcarya thayuM. "bhAI, AvI ajAyabI te hoI zake...' subaiyAe zaMkA pragaTa karI. meM Aja sudhI joI nathI-ke nathI sAMbhaLI. "zuM mANasano pUre svabhAva paNa badalI Akhe Akhe mANasa ja badalAI gayo !' zakAya che kharo ?' kuberana dharmAdA nizALa, kuberana ceTiyAra sukhaiyA pharI beH "agara A gupta prasuti gRha, kuberana nasiMga hema, kuberana IlAja saphaLa thaye te...." cekriyAra dharmazALA-mAMdagI bAda eka pachI emAM Apa zaMkA zenI kare che? saphaLa eka A saMsthAe eNe UbhI karI.... te thavAnuM ja.' oNkaTara rAmasiMgama bolyA. zahera AkhuM A vAtanI ja carcA karatuM. te pachI Apane eka hajAra rUpiyA paNa sAthe sAthe eka bIjuM parivartana paNa thatuM InAma daIza.' subaiyAe kahyuM. rahyuM hatuM. ene dIkare sukhaiyA cediyAra kaMjUsa banato jate hate. oparezana thaI gayuM. sukhaiyA ane De. "Amane Ama saghaLI milakata uDAvI bIje divase maLyA. deze te pachI ApaNe zuM karIzuM!' bhAI-bahena "kAma patI gayuM che. parivartana Apane moTebhAge A vAta ja karyA karatAM koI koI thoDA vakhatamAM ja mAluma paDaze." DokaTara rAma- vAra te bhAI-ba na jaIne bApujIne emanA liMgame kahyuM. kuberana cekriyArane lagabhaga eka A uDAupaNuM baMdha karavA samajAvatAM, laDatAM mahinA sudhI pathArImAM ja ArAma karavAnuM hatuM. bhagavAnanI mAyA bhAre vicitra hatI ! jyAre kuberana cediyArane enI dIkarIe rAma jANe, bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ke De. A vAta karI tyAre enI AMkhamAMthI AMsu rAmaliMgamanA oparezanathI, kuberana cediyAra DhaLI paDayAM. meM mArI jiMdagI barabAda karI badalI jarUra gaye hatuM paNa tenA nAmanI AgaLa nAkhI, dIkarI, tuM mArA vatI tirupatimAM bAlAjI pahelAM je "jiSaNi' (kaMjUsa) zabda keIka kanna zrI veMkaTezanI pUjA karI Ava.' sajajane joDI dIdhuM hatuM te te kuberana cediyAranI jyAre enI tabiyata sudharI gaI tyAre sAthe ja joDAyele rahyo. ATaluM badhuM dAna-puNya eNe pitAnA putrane bolAvyA ane tene kahyuM ke ATa-ATalA dharmAdA-kharca chatAM ya "jipuNine "dIkarA, ahIM Ava. have tAre alaga rahevAnI IlakAbamAMthI tene chUTakAre na ja thayo!
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________________ pA 1 ) n Eo kA G a3 tArI AgapAmatA vAtA, tema tenI upekSA 5Na mATe che divya dIpa pada vRtti ane vikAsa ne jarUrata kevI che, ene spaSTa khayAla ApamijAja gaye, jhagaDo thaze. pADozamAM 6 Nane have joIe. tene TUMkamAM avakIe. bUmAbUma saMbhaLAI. pachI samAdhAna thatAM "huM te zArIrika vRttioH bhUkha ane tarasa, lAcAra chuM, mAre svabhAva ja e che, e mane nidrA ane ArAma, havA ane kasarata, pitAne ja pasaMda nathI, paNa emAM huM zuM karuM? taDakA ThaMDIthI rakSaNa....e taMdurasta zarIranuM tamAro svabhAva tame pasaMda karyo nathI e vAta aMdAja patra che. emAM karakasara na kare. deha e sAcI tamAruM zarIra, tamArI buddhi ane kalpanAzakti vyakitatvanuM sauthI mahattvanuM aMga nathI, paNa eka tamane vArasAmAM maLyAM che. uparAMta, ghara, zALA, aMga te che ja. jema zarIranI pUjA beTI che koleja samAja ane tamArI AsapAsanA vAtAvaraNanI asara tamArA upara sArA pramANamAM paDI che. kudarata A bAbatamAM kevI che e khabara kalAkAranA hAthamAM kAcA mAla mUkavAmAM che? lagabhaga paThANanA jevI. ApeluM vasUla AvyA che. paraMtu have e kAce mAla laIne karavAmAM vAra lagADe che, paNa hisAba rAkhavAnuM kalAkRtinuM sarjana karavuM e kalAkAranuM kAma che. bhUlatI nathI. jyAre yuvAnImAM zarIranI aneka zarIra, buddhi, mijAja e vyakitatvane rIte upekSA karIe chIe, tenA upara beTA kAce mAla. have emAMthI vyakitatva ghaDavuM e bhAra lAvIe chIe, tyAre kudarata hasate moDhe tamAruM kAma. hA, emAM maryAdA te che ja. dhIryA kare che, ApaNane khabara paDavA detI nathI pahelavAnanuM zarIra sudaDha na hoya te kustInA ke eka dahADe e ApavAnuM baMdha karIne vasula prayogomAM bahu saphaLatA maLavAne saMbhava nathI. karavAnuM zarU karavAnI che. Akhare paThANanI jema paNa tamArI bhAvanA ne tamAre Adarza e lAThI laIne ThaThaThaka karatI jyAre bAraNA upara tamArA zarIra ne buddhi pAsethI dhAryA karatAM TakorA mAravA mAMDe che, tyAre acAnaka ApaNane aneka gaNuM kAma laI zake che. kevI rIte? khabara paDe che ke vyAjamuddala karatAM paNa vadhI gayuM. mANasanuM vartana e pitAnI vRttionuM mAnasika vRttio : tamAruM mana aneka samAdhAna karavAne, pitAnI IcchA saMtoSavAno prazna pUchI rahyuM che. A jIvana kayAMthI ? kayAM? eka prayatna che. bhUkha lAgI eTale meMmAM keLiye zA mATe? duniyA viSe, bIjA mANasa viSe, mU, kutUhala jAgyuM eTale jevA de, deza-paradeza viSe, vijJAna viSe ane itihAsa ekalatA kheMcI eTale mitrane sAtha . vize vadhAre ne vadhAre jANavAnI tamArAmAM IntajArI AvI vRttio dareka mANasamAM hoya che. ane che. prazna UThe-manane tarasa lAge eTale ene dareka mANasa te saMtoSavA prayatna kare che. paNa javAba meLavyA vagara, tarasa chipAvyA vagara jaMpa phera che e prayatna karavAnI rItamAM ja, jaMgala nahi vaLe. ane buddhine tAga koNa kADhI zake? vAsI mAnavI kaI prANuM mArIne sIdhu ja te jema e vadhAre jANe tema vadhu ne vadhu jANavA bharakhI jaze. saMskArI mANasa DaoNkaTaranI salAhathI mAge che. A prakAranA spaSTa khyAle-pitA vinA, bhinna bhinna piSaNa-tattvavALI vAnagIo banAvIne duniyA vinA, sAya sAdhana viSenA-e daDha bhajana karaze. Ama, eka ja vRttinAM be pAsAM vyaktitvane pAme che. ane mahAna netAonuM che ane emAMthI be vartana ane be vyaktitva eka Avazyaka lakSaNa nakkI hoya te ja AgaLa Upase che. mATe sauthI prathama evI mULa vRttio DI zakAya ne!
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________________ bdhi dIpa sAmAjika vRttio "samAjamAM mAruM samatela vyakitatvamAM A sahaja vRttine samAveza sthAna che, mAruM jIvana upayegI, salAmata ane te tene vivekapUrvaka saMteSa paNa thavuM joIe. svataMtra che' ema vizvAsapUrvaka kahevAno adhikAra Ama, mAnavInI jarUriyAta ochI nathI. prApta karavA mANasa jhaMkhe che. eziyALuM jIvana, zarIra, mana ane hadaya, dareka pitapitAno hisse anizcita jIvana, parAdhina jIvana, niSphaLa jIvana mAge che ane kaI vakhata evI judI judI kene, game! parIkSAmAM naMbara lAvavA rAta-divasa vRttio paraspara virodhI paNa bane che. mananI eka karIne vAMcato vidyAthI, ramatagamatamAM caMdraka virudha zarIra ke buddhinI virudha lAgaNI zuM meLavavA ja kalAko sudhI tAlIma lete khelADI, baLa nathI pikAratAM? mATe e badhI vRttionuM nekarImAM AgaLa javAnI AzAe vagara pagAre saMkalana karIne darekane egya vikAsa sAdhavAnI vadhArAno samaya kAma karate kArakuna...e A jarUra che. e kAma vyaktinuM ja che, ane e jhakhanAnA dAkhalA che. ane mANasane samAjamAM kAma karI karIne e "vyakita' ja thAya che. jema dhakelI mUkanAra sauthI prabaLa vRtti te premanI ja vRttinI asara vyakitatva upara paDe che tema che. prema kare ane pAma e mAnavamAtranI vyakitatvanuM varcasva vRttio upara rahevuM joIe. eka ahama vRtti che, e eka ja vRttine judI jAgavAna katala saMtoSavA tame kalamAM judI rIte saMtoSavA jatAM kevAM judAM judAM sAmAyiko vAMcI zake ke ziSTa graMthono abhyAsa pariNAma Ave che tene e sauthI spaSTa dAkhala karI zake. mULa vRtti enI e ja hatI, paNa paNa pUro pADe che. premanA pratApe mAnavajAtanA pariNAma kevAM judAM judAM Avaze? itihAsamAM sauthI ujajaLa pAnAM lakhAyAM che; saphaLatA meLavavAnI vRtti paNa dareka mANaane premane nAme sauthI malina vyavahAra paNa samAM hoya ja che. paNa keTalAkane e tanatoDa duniyAmAM cAlyuM che. bApa-dIkarA, mitra-mitra, mahenata karavA prere che jayAre keTalAkane vAstavika pati-panI e traNe saMbadhe saphaLa banAvavAmAM jIvanamAM hAra khAIne divAsvanI beTI sRSTimAM vyakitatvanI kharI kaseTI heya che. Azare levA sUcave che. AdhyAtmika vRttio : mAnavajIvananA AdhyAtmika vRtti paNa darekamAM che paNa amuka prazno evA che ke phakata buddhithI ukelAtA keTalAkamAM e aMdhazradhdhA ane vahemanuM vikata nathI jIvanano artha, ane prazna, maraNanI svarUpa le che, jyAre bIjA emAM e budhipUrvakanI samasyA, tyAgavRtti, vagere prazno evA che. kharekhara bhakitanuM utkRSTa svarUpa dhAraNa kare che. saMpUrNa vizvadarzana meLavavA ane jIvanamAM game e vRtti-e jarUriyAta laIne tamAre tevA pratikULa saMjogo vacce paNa AgaLa javAnI tamAruM vyakitatva ghaDavAnuM che. emAMnI ekeyanI hiMmata bAMdhavA AdhyAtmika zradadhA Avazyaka che. upekSA na kare, hAthamAMthI javA na de. ApaNA hadayamAM evI bhAvanA ghara karI beThI che sthapati ejanA Alekhe che. arthazAstrI aMdAjapatra kADhe che. ke A duniyAnI pAchaLa eka maMgaLa zakita che: musAphara nakaze dore che. tenA vizvAsamAM ApaNuM kharI salAmatI che, tenA tamAruM makAna, tamArA vepAra, tamArI yAtrAhAthe ApaNe nyAya teLAvAne che, tenI preraNAthI hA, tamAruM vyaktitva-zuM e ATalI taiyArI game te bhega ApavA ApaNe taiyAra thaIe chIe. paNa nahi mAge?
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________________ divya dIpa samAcAra sAra caMdArAma ga sa hAIskUla e subaimAM eka sa`skAranI parakha samI keLavaNInI vizALa jANItI sasthA che. pUjyagurudevazrI 12-8-66 nA roja madhyAne A zALAmAM pravacana ApavA padhAryA hatA. pUjyazrInA Agamana pahelA ja zALAne vizALa sabhAkhaDa kanyAethI bharAma gayA hatA. "mAnavanAM mana, vacana ane kAyAne satyanA saMvAdamAM lAve tenuM nAma keLavaNI"--A dhvani para eka kalAka pravacana cAlyu. maMtramugdha thaI vidyArthinIee A jJAnadhArAnuM pAna karyuM. UgatA jIvananA bagIcAmAM A pravacana nirmAMLa nIra saryuM hatuM. AthI vAtAvaraNu khUba ja bhAvanAmaya banyuM hatuM. pravacananA a Mte mukhya keLavaNI adhikArIe pUjyazrIne vinati karI ke phrI AvA jJAnane lAla mALAene Ape... dha sama bhA va saune maitrI ane samabhAvanAM mAjA mANusanA manamAM janme che pazu e dUra dUra sudhI pahAMcyA vinA rahetAM nathI. maitrIbhAvanuM pavitra jharaNu sparzI rahyuM che. ane tethI ja jaina ane jainetara saunA dilamAM jainadharma pratye bahumAna ane Adara vadhatAM jAya che. naranArAyaNa maMdiranAM adhiSThAtrI pAvatIbena ane lakSmIbenanA netRtvamAM ekaso ne ezI bhAgavata pArAyaNune bhavya kArya krama 180 vidvAna brAhmaNA dvArA lADanI vADImAM pAMca divasathI cAlI rahyo che. A prasa`ge pUkSmazrInI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe mALa brahmacAriNI lakSmIbene pUjyazrIne tA. 12-8-66 nA savAre hA thI 105 mAM nimaMtryA hatA. eka kalAka sudhI rava ane para" A viSaya para vidvattApUrNa vakatavya sAMbhaLI eka se ezI vidvAna brAhmaNA sahita pACtIbena ne e vizaTa sabhAme pUjyazrIne phrI eka vadhu divasa A sabhAmAM lAbha ApavA mAgrahabharI vinaMti karatAM tA. 14-8-66 nA mAre punaH pravacana rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. 1 bhAvanA ane bhakita 66 duHkha Ave che pAMkhA para pavanavege ane jAya che paganI madma gatie-A kahevata sukhanA prakAzamAM ja divase| vitAvatA sajjanane sAMbhare kharI ? atyAre sAdhamikAnI zuM sthiti che! madhyamavarga mAM pravartI rahelI meAMdhavArI A vargonAM cAmaDAM te ThIka, paNa have tA hADakAM paNa roASavA kheDI che. ASA kaparA samayamAM sAdharmiAnI bhakti karavI e ve UMce dhama' che? gRhAsthAzramIonI bhISaNu vedanA traNu Taka jene sukhethI khAvA maLe che evA sukhI vate kadAca khyAla bahAra hoya teya A eka mAnavatAne prazna che. enA sAme AMkhamicAmaNAM kare nahi cAle, Akhara tA A varga ja samAja rUpa makAnanA pAyeA che. e nabaLeA thatAM samAja krama svastha rahI zakaze? samAjanu A ApaNA hRdayamAM te| ja saMkAnta thAya jo ApaNAM hRdaya. zuddha arisA jevAM cokhkhAM hoya. AvA vikaTa ane viSama samaye tamAruM dhana tamArA ja sAdhamikAnA upayegamAM na Ave te e zuM kAmanuM? jarA sahRdayatAthI vicAre| ane kartavya na cUke..... mR uparanA zabdomAM pU. munizrI citrabhAnue ravivAra tArIkha 24-7-66 nA rAjATa grAntinAthajInA upAzraye maLelI mAnava medanI vacce uccAryAM ane mAjanI vadhatI jatI karuNuAtAnuM hRdaya drAvaka vana karyuM, A sAMbhaLI zAntinAthajInA TrasTIoe tarata ja kALA zarU karyAM. ane te ja samaye krAinAya dabANu vinA rakrame bharAtI gai. jeTalI miniTa kALA cAlyA eTalI ja rakrama aDhAra hajAranI bharAi .............. AnI vyavasthA saMdhanA pramukha ane maMtrInI banelI kamITI kare che. bhADA-cIThThI ane rezanakArDa lAvanArane 25 rUpiyAnA sAmAna dara mahine gupta rIte maLyA karaze. 100 kuTumbanI sAdharmika bhakita teA zarU paNu thai gai che. haju nAmeA bharAtAM jAya che. je bhAi bahenAe sAmikanA A gaurava bharyAM nAnA--zA kAryamAM kALA bharyAM che temane amArA aMtaH karaNa pUrvakanAM abhinandana che. taMtrI
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________________ ra bhAva vA hI gItAnI kA re du pUjya munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrInA pravacananA prAraMbhamAM prAthanA rUpe gavAtuM " maitrI bhAvanuM panitra jharaNu" nAme jANItuM jIvananuM sattvagIta jANItA kalAkAroe potAnA madhura kaMThamAM rakA"mAM utAryuM che. enI khIjI bAju rASTra kavizrI rameza gruptAnuM navakArane mahimA gAtuM arihaMtanamanu bhAvavAhI gIta che. lAkAnA lAbhArthe A rekArDanI ki`mata mAtra traNa rUpiyA che, prabhAtanA vAtAvaraNane saMskArathI guMjana karatAM A banne gIteAnA zabdo A pramANe che. -: magaLa prArthanA : maitrIbhAvanu pavitra jharaNuM zubha thAo A sakala vizvanuM guNathI bharelA, guNIjana dekhI e satAnA caraNa kamalamAM dIna, krUra ne dharmavihANAM karuNAbhInI AM khe| mAM thI mArga bhUlelA jIvana-pathikane kare upekSA e mAraganI candraprabhanI dhAma - bhA va nA vera-jheranAM pApa tAjI te muja haiyAmAM vahayA kare, evI bhAvanA nitya rahe. haiyuM mAruM nRtya kare, muja jIvananuM ardhya rahe. dekhI dilamAM dardI 23, azrunA zubha srota vahe. mArga cIMdhavA Ubho rahuM, tAye samatA citta dharura haiye sau mAnava lAve, maMgala gItA e gAve. vivya dIpa arihu tana mA........ Atma zaktinI mAnava manamAM kAma krodhane a huM kA 2 thI upakAra ati bhagavata ta aa mArA manane ekaja maMtra gamyA dha nI ti zradhdhA pragaTA ve mananI ciMtA TaLe, dIpa jhaLahaLe mArA manane eka ja maMtra gamyA, UThatA besatAM, sUtAM jAgatAM kAnAmAM madhu sva2 gu` ja na heA, prAptisthA na : divya jJAna kAryAlaya 3-lenTIna cembasa` 4 the mALe, dalAla sTrITa, kATa muMbaI 1. sati sa2La divya jyA ta pragaTAvI batAvI....... arihaMta nA, arihaMtanama...... arihuta namA, arihaMta namA...... a`dha kI ra mAM mAga batAve hRdaya mAM jJA na ta NA...arihaMta...... arita nA, arihaMta namA...... aMta samaya A deha tyAgatAM, amara maMtra navakAra taNeA...arihaMta
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________________ A Truth is to be known always, To be uttered sometimes. satya sadA samajavAnuM hoya che, uracAravAnuM to kavacita. -jibrAna zAparIA - ba nA va nA rA * bArasa * lAIpha boTasa jha. ba nA va nA za * relIMga zaTarsa phAyara prapha DAsa * reDa lisa vahIla bejha * rephayujha henDa kArTasa pela pharnIga * leDa yu lAiTa (leDa vula) * megneTIka separeTarsa , vagere * pesenjara sTImarsa * ponsa * murIMga boyajha * boyanTa epareTasa vagere zAparIA DaoNka enDa sTIla ku. prA. lImITeDa. zI 5 bI Da se ane e jI nI asara ceramena zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha menejIMga DIrekaTarsa : zrI mehanalAla bhANucha zAparIA zrI amRtalAla bhANajI zAparIA rajIsTarDa eNphIsa ane zIpayArDa ejInIarIMga vakarsa ane eNphIsa - zIvarI phATe reDa parela reDa, krAsa lena, muMbaI naM. 15 (DI DI.) muMbaI naM. 12 ( DI. DI.) phena naM. 44007/72 phena naM. 390808 grAma : "zAparI" zIvarI muMbaI grAma: "zA parIA " parela muMbaI.
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________________ tA. 20--60 divya dIpa 2. naM. ema eca. para ne pAkistAnanA prathama gavarnara janarala mahamadaalI huM # 2 - kaNi kA haiM jhINuM ekavAra lAhoramAM gAMDAnI hospiTala jevA gayA. hospiTalamAM dAkhala thatAM ja eka mANasa temane sAme maLyo eNe jhINane pUchayuM: "tame koNa che" moDI rAtanI gADImAMthI UtarI musAphara jayapuranI che * "huM pAkistAnane prathama gavarnara janarala mahamadaalI eka dharmazALAmAM paheo. dharmazALA baMdha thaI jhINuM chuM.' jhINAe kahyuM. gaI hatI. ema? vAMdho nahi. huM ahIM Avyo tyAre musAphare daravAjo khakhaDAvyo. samrATa nepoliyana hato. mArI jema tamane paNa A "cokIdArajI, daravAjo kholo." leko sudhArI deze.' pelo bolyo. cekIdAra : koNa che ? musAphara : eka musAphara. barnArDa zonA navA nATakane bIje khela thavAne cekIdAra? tamAruM nAma zuM che ! hatA. tene mATe zoe pote agatyanI vyakitaone musAphara: vidyAvAcaspati siddhAMtazAstrI vidyAlaMkAra AmaMtraNa mokalelAM. carcilane paNa temaNe nATaka jovA paMDita durgAzaMkara tulasIrAma zAstrI. AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa mokalI sAthe lakhyuM. A sAthe cekIdAra : (aMdarathI rADa pADIne) eTalA badhA nATakanA bIjA khelanI be TikiTa mokalI rahyo chuM. mANase mATe ahIM jagA nathI. eka tamArA mATe ane bIjI tamArA mitra mATe| musAkara : huM eka ja chuM, tamAre koI mitra hoya to !' e mAruM te cacila zeno kaTAkSa samajI gayA. temaNe zene ekalAnuM nAma che. lakhyuM. "ApanuM AmaMtraNa maLyuM AbhAra thaye. huM - cokIdAra (aMdarathI ja) : mane mUrakha banAva jarUra nATaka jovA AvIza-je te bIjA khela sudhI mA. huM daravAjo kholuM eTale tame badhA bhegA cAlaze te !" thaIne aMdara ghasI ja jAo nA ! eka vAra traNa gappIdAsa bhegA thayA temAM eka vArANasImAM gaMgAghATa para eka vRddha snAna karavA laMgaDe hato. bane AMkhe AMdhaLo, bIjo bahere hato jayAre trIjo UtaryA, paNa paga sarakI gayuM ane DUbavA lAgyA. eka 1 : (AMdhaLe) je sAmenA parvata para yuvaka tarata aMdara kadI paDaze ane vRddhane bacAvI bahAra cAlatI kIDI mane dekhAya che. lAvyuM. vRddhe kahyuM: "mAre lAyaka kaMI kAma hoya te - 2 joH (bahere) te cAle che tene avAja mane kalakattA Avaje, huM tamane madada karIza." ane yuvakane saMbhaLAya che . pitAnuM saranAmuM ApyuM. keTalAka mahinA bAda yuvaka 3 jela (laMgaDo) tame kahetA hatA tene hamaNAM pelA vRddhane maLyo ane thoDIka kavitAe temanI sAme laI AvI dau. mUkI bole, "A kavitAone ApanA pravAsImAM chApa te sAruM, "alyA kanu, te nokarI kema choDI dIdhI ?" kavitA vAMcI vRdhe kahyuM, 'eka vAta kahuM?" meLa na maLyo.'. kAno? tAre ane tArA zeThano ?" yuvake uttara Ape "ka" vRdhe kahyuM, "huM A kavitAo chApI nahi zakuM. tame cAhe te pelA upakAra nA, e paDAne ane rokaDane." badala base rUpiyA laI jAo agara mane pharI pAcho A ghaDiyALa meM deDavAnI hariphAImAM karyuM che !" ga gAmAM dhakelI zake che." e vRddha hatA, baMgALI mAsika "ema ? koNa hatuM hariphAimAM ?' pravAsI'nA suprasiddha saMpAdaka sva. rAmAnaMda caTTopAdhyAya. eka insapekaTara, eka havAladAra, A ghaDiyALane mAlika ane keTalAka leke..." mudraka, prakAzaka ane saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAhe, mahezacaMdra prinTasa muMbai naM. 2. mAM chapAvI, DIvAina noleja sosAyaTI (dina jJAna saMdha) mATe laeNTIna cembarsa, dalAla sTrITa, muMbaI naM. 1 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.