Atmanand Prakash Pustak 065 Ank 09

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531747/1

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pustaka: hama Atma sa 61 kazAlA prakAza aSADha 4 : 6 julAI : 1968 -: pramaza 4 : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA lA va na ga 2 kAlo dustara Agato janamanA bhogeSu magnaM bhRzam, dharmo vismRta AtmarUpamar3ahA na jJAyate kenacit / dhAvantIha janA dhanAya bahuzaH kAmAhatAstadUhRdi, AtmAna 'daprakAzadIpa kiraNaM prApnotu zAzvatpadam // For Private And Personal Use Only vi.saM. 2024 vIra saM. 2464

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra krama lekha 1 mahAvIravANI 2 ciMtAmaNIratna 3 4 4 abhaya kaLavA dAnazUra medha jIvana-sAcI dRSTi www.kobatirth.org a nu * ma Ni kA ... ... jA he rA ta zrI khecaradAsa paMDIta zrI amaracaMda mAvajI zAha muni zrI caMdraprabhasAgara ma. zrI bAlaca 6 hIrAcaMda zrI lakRSNe dhruva lekhaka Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir :- jAherAtanA dara :aMdaranu peja Akhu : rUA. 40 TAITala peja bIju athavA trIju : rUA. 50 ApanA lekha agara jAherAta tarata pRSTha 159 " AtmAnaMda prakAza " nA AvatA aka have zrAvaNa-bhAdrapadanA sayukta aMka tarIke " paryuSaNa '" nA khAsa aMka tarIke tA. 16-8-1968 nA rAja pragaTa karavAmAM Avaze. For Private And Personal Use Only 160 161 967 190 jaina AtmAnaMda sA bhAvanagara Apa jANe! che ke AjanI meAMghavArI temaja pAsTanA vadhelA darane aMge A mAsika khATamAM cAle che, ema chatAM jJAnapracAranI zuddha dRSTi ane aMkane dareka rIte vadhu samRddha karavAnI bhAvanAthI amaiA mAsikanA vikAsa mATe amArAthI banatA badhA prayAsa karI rahyA chIe. ane A daSTie ja mee AvatA aMka " paryuSaNu " aMka tarIke pragaTa karI ane teTalI vizeSa rasasAmagrI temAM pIrasavA mAgIe chIe, ane te mane teTaleA daLadAra karavAnI paNa amArI bhAvanA che. teA vidvAna AcAryAM, munimahArAjo ane anya gRhasthAne vinati ke teo potAnA lekhe| A mAsanI Akhara sudhImAM bane teTalA velAsara mAkalI amAne AbhArI kare. mAsikanI kheATane pahoMcI vaLavA mATe, yAgya jAhera khakharA svIkAravAnA ameAe ni ya karyAM che. tA vyApArI peDhIe ane sAhitya-zikSaNa-sa MsthAone amArI vinati che ke paryuSaNa aMkamAM tee pAtAnI jAherAta mokalI jJAnapracAranA amArA A kArya mAM banatA sahakAra ApI ameAne AbhArI kare. A mAsikamAM apAtI jAherAtanA yAgya badaleA maLI rahe che tenI ame| khAtrI ApIe chIe. peja adhu : rU|. 25 TAiTala peja cAthu : rUA. 75 mAkalI mAlArI karaze.

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra *** *#*#*#*s. www.kobatirth.org tha : 65 ] zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza julAI : 1968 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mahAvIravANI mUlAo khaMdhappabhavA dumassa khaMdhAu pacchA samuventi sAhA / sAhApyAdA viruhanti pattA tao ti puSkaM ca phalaM raso a // vRkSanA mULamAMthI thaDa uge che, thaDamAMthI pachI judI judI zAkhAo uge che, e zAkhAomAMthI khrIjI nAnI DALIe phUTe che. e DALIe upara pAMdaDAM uge che, ane pachI Ave che, phaLa lAge che ane tyArabAda te phUla kaLeAmAM rasa jAme che. evaM dhammassa viNao mUlaM parameA se mekkhA | neNa kitti suyaM sigdhaM nissesaM cAbhigaccha // e ja prakAre dharmarUpa vRkSanu mULa vinaya che ane meAkSa te mULamAMthI pragaTa thatA uttameottama rasa che. vinayathI ja manuSya prIti, vidyA, lAdhA-praza'sA ane kalyANu magaLane zIghra meLave che. zrI becaradAsa paMDita : mahAvIra vANI gAthA 72-73. For Private And Personal Use Only [ ka : 9 &&&&&&SSSSSSSSSSSS

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ciMtAmaNIratna citta e ja ciMtAmaNIratna che. jeTalI cittanI zuddhi eTaleA teno prabhAva pragaTa thAya che. citta anAdikALathI parabhAvamAM, para dravyamAM, AkuLavyAkuLapaNe bhamavAthI saMkalpa vikalpanAM 'masathI AvaraNa yukta che. rAga dveSa ane mAhunAM pariNAmathI citta-iSTaaniSTa bhAvAmAM, zAkanAM bhAvamAM, pariNamI jAya che, tene jyAre samyagdarzana-jJAna cAritrathI ratnatrayanA prakAza prApta thAya che tyAre e citta ciMtAmaNIratna samAna zrI. amada mAvajI zAha citta e caitanyasvarUpa che. caitanya svarUpa camatkArika che. cittanAM bhramathI-mithyAtvaavirati-kaSAyayAgathI caitanya azuddhabhAvamAM pariName che. cittanI sthiratA e ja ceAganu rahasya che. cittanI prasannatA e ceAganI kuzaLatA che. ja jJAna e ja AtmA che, AtmA e ja jJAna che. AtmA jJAnamaya ja che. ajJAna e jJAnanA ja prakAra che. cittazuddhithI jJAna zuddha thAya che. citta paramAM sakalpa-vikalpamAM parAvA celu` hAya tyAM sudhI ajJAna che. e ajJAnathI aMdhakAra che. a MdhakAra e ja sa`sAra che. e saMsArathI A bhavabhramaNanuM cakra sukhaduHkha rUpe che. jema revegADI cAle che tyAre chuka chuka che--karatI jAya che eTale tenA artha sukhaduHkha, sukhaduHkha ema samajavAnA che. sITI vagADe che eTale ha-zAkanAM unmAdanI bhrama mAre che ema artha samajavAnA che. sTezane ubhI rahe che te janmamaraNa sUcave che. dedIpyamAna thAya che. cittanI zAMti-cittanI samatA cittanI sthiratA-cittanI samAdhi-samAdhAnabhAvathI anAkuLatA utpanna thAya che ane citta AtmAna damaya-premamaya-zAMtimaya rahe ahiMsA-saMyama ane tapathI citta AvaraNa mukta thAya che. evuM citta e ja AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir citta jyAMsudhI ApasvabhAvamAM sva svabhAvamAM pariName tyAM sudhI AnaMdamaya ja A rIte A relvegADI saMsAra sA-de. e citta parabhAvamAM jevA jevA bhAve raNanu svarUpa batAve che tenA paramA pariName tevA biMba rUpa pratibiMbamAM parivicAravA yogya che. enjInamAM jema kolasA NusI jAya che. evA cittanuM nimitta pAmI pANI jue che tema A dehadhArIA AhAra puDUMgala drabyA tenAM svabhAvamAM karmArUpa pari-pANI lye che. e relvene kayAM javu che tenu NusI jAya che e karmAMnA udayathI A sa'sAra ceAsa nirmANu hAya che paraMtu sa MsAranI citravicitrarUpa dekhAya che. Ama parabhAvamAM gADInAM DrAivara AtmAne pAta kayAMthI pariNamelu citta iSTa-aniSTa jevA-jevA AvyA ? kyAM javuM che ? zA mATe A badhI bhAve pariNamyuM hAya tevuMtevu phaLa sukhaviSaya-kaSAyanI pravRtti kare che ? zA mATe du:kha rUpe anubhavAya che eTalA mATe ja hiMsA-asatya-cArI-kuzIla parigraha vadhAre cittazuddhi e ja jJAnanI dIpikA che. ( anusaMdhAna TAITala pAnA 3 upara juo ) 160 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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abhaya keLavo www wwwwww pU. munizrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI ma. "citrabhAnuM rAjagRhI nagarImAM bhagavAna mahAvIra ApaNane aMtarAya karma naDe che. sAcI vAta padhAryA hatA. hajAre naranArIo vaMdana karavA to e che, ApaNuM nirbaLa tatva ja ApaNA mATe taiyAra thaIne UbhAM hatAM. mArgamAM aMtarAya nAMkhatuM hoya che. A ja lekapravAha rajAne divase jema ApaNA pramAdane lIdhe ApaNe satkarma sinemA nATakamAM jAya che, tema e jamAnAmAM na karIe te paNa ApaNe manane evo rAMte mAnavapravAha sAdhusaMtane sAMbhaLavA jatA. manAvIe chIe ke Aje ApaNA nasIbamAM - satkarma lakhAyuM nahi hoya. dharmanA zabdone basa, mAnava ahIM ja palaTAya che. te che. upaga Aje bahAnAM kADhavA mATe thaI pahelAnA jamAnAmAM yuvAne paNa dharma sAMbha- rahyo che. LavA ne saMtanAM darzana karavA jatA hatA. A jyAre Aje to vRddho paNa nATaka sinemAmAM ApaNe ghaNIvAra ema kahIe chIe ke, jAya che, ane meha temaja raMgarAgamAM rAce Aje mane aMtarAya naDaye, eTale vyAkhyAche. e vakhate, bhagavAna mahAvIra padhAratA namAM na AvI zakyo. paNa koI divasa tame tyAre to badhAnAM haiyAmAM ullAsa UchaLate. ema kahyuM kharuM ke aMtarAyane lIdhe huM Aje temane haiyAdharapata maLatI ke cAle, have dukAne na jaI zake ? e vakhate tamane mehanuM sAmrAjaya ghaTaze ne dharmanuM sAmAjaya aMtarAya nahi naDavAne; kAraNa ke tyAM tamAro vadhaze. svArtha che. sArA sArA e zabdo ApaNI saunI sAthe, magadhanA samrATa biMbisAra, nabaLAIone DhAMkavA ane piSavA mATe jemanuM bIjuM nAma zreNika che, te paNa umaLa ApaNe vAparIe chIe. kAbhera satkAravA taiyAra thayA. biMbisAranI paraMtu jyAre AtmAmAM jAgRti Avaze. paTarANI ane gaNataMtranA adhyakSa ceTaka ane tamAre dharma karavo haze tyAre duniyAnuM rAjAnI putrI celaNa paNa taiyAra thaI. eka paNa tattva evuM nathI ke je ADe Ave. AvIne rathamAM beThAM. rathano sArathi muMbaI jevA zaheramAM mAnavI piTane mATe lagAma hAthamAM le che eTalAmAM te eka bhayAnaka keTalIya doDAdoDa kare che. paraMtu dhama karavA gajanA saMbhaLAI. sAMbhaLatAM ja sArathinA mATe ane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe lekone hAthanI lagAma chUTI gaI. vijaLI jevA sthaLe dUra paDe che, paraMtu jayAre ApaNane tejasvI gheDA DhIlADhapha thaI gayA. sarvatra bhaya ane raMga lAgaze tyAre ApaNane mAle vyApI gaye. pachI te badhAya eka pachI- najIka lAgavAnA. eka rathamAMthI UtaravA lAgyAM : Aje bhaga- jenuM mana joradAra che ene dUra kAMI nathI. vAnanAM darzana karavA nahi javAya. kAraNa, mana jenuM nabaLuM che ene najIka koI nathI. abhaya keLave 161 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra eTalA mATe kahyuM che ke je dUra che e manathI karIne najIka che. www.kobatirth.org eTale, mANasanuM mana nakakI thai jAya pachI e gAunA gAu ane patheAnA patha kApe paNa tyAM paheAMcyA vinA rahe nahi. bilakula thAke nahi. e vakhate eka mANasa kahe ke, bhaga- vAnanAM dana karavA nIkaLanArane duniyAmAM rAkanAra kANu che ? paNa adhAe kahyuM ke dharmAMnI pAchaLa bahu gheaA na thA. bhagavAna mahAvIra kAM nAsI javAnA che ? pelA kahe che; bIjo avAja sAMbhaLavA mArI pAse kAna nathI. mArA kAnamAM atyAre phkata mahAvIranA ja avAja AvI rahyo che. avAja gU'jA hAya enA kAnane bIjo avAja gamatA nathI. paraMtu ApaNe te sattara avAjo sAMbhaLIe, pazu ekeyamAM ThekANuM na heAya. jenA manamAM eka ja enA kAnamAM eka ja avAja hatA. AMkhamAM eka ja chatrI hatI. ane manamAM paNa eka ja mUrti hatI. e dana karavA nIkaLyA tyAre gAmanA daravAjA baMdha thavAnI aNI para hatA. koike ene kahyuM ke bahAra tA bhaya che. paNa e sAMbhaLyA vinA ja jotajotAmAM e bahAra nIkaLI gayA. ene jhAlavA mATe bahAra javAnI tA kAInI hi'mata ja nahAtI. evI rIte ApaNA manamAM bhaya che. mAthI ja mANasa dhrUje che. ane daravAjA aMdha hoya te paNa Dara lAge che. pachI nagararakSakane rAjAe pUchyuM ke adhA salAmata che ? 162 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nAka nagararakSake javAba ApyA ke, pelA vaNika ahAra nIkaLI gayA che. ene ghaNuM samajAvyeA. paraMtu e teA kahe ke mArA kAnamAM phakata bhagavAnanA avAja sa`bhaLAya chabI (savAya bIjI koI chakhI jovAnA che. bIjA mATe mane phurasada nathI; bhagavAnanI avakAza nathI; ane manamAM bhagavAnane ja bhAva ramI rahyA che.' avAja zenA che ? A bhaya zene che ? ane gAma tyAre zreNike pUchyuM ke, A kema ATaluM badhu dhrUjI rahyuM che ? tyAre kahyuM ke, 'sAhema, eka rUpALI, khUba suMdara chekarI, chAbaDImAM tAjA khIlelAM phUlene laine AvatI hatI e mALaNanI chekarI Apane yAda Ave che ? hA, yAda Ave che. e mALaNu suMdara eka mALInA chekare paNa AvatA hatA. e tAjA' puSpA laine AvatI hatI. pAchaLa banne nAnapaNathI ja sAthe ja rahetAM hatAM, tethI emanA Ape eka ja rAga hovAthI lagna karI ApyAM hatAM. paNa tenuM zuM ?' tee banne hamezA sAthe hoya. dUdha ane pANInA jevI temanI maitrI hatI. phUlA cUMTavA javAnuM hoya tA paNa sAthe. mALA gUMthavAnI hoya teA paNa sAthe. emanu' eka ja hatu ke rAjadarabAramAM jaIne je lAkA prabhupremI hoya temane suMdara mALA banAvI kAma ApavI. e leAkA evAM bhakata hatAM ke peAtAnA dharma uparAMta badhAya dharmane mAnatAM hatAM, eTale bhagavAnane caDAvavAnAM phUla karamAyelAM na hAya, kaLIvALA ke vAsI na heAya enI khAsa kALajI rAkhatAM. tAjA puSpA ja bhagavAnane caDhAvavA mATe ApatAM. For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaMda prakAza

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pitAnA bhagavAna yakSane mATe paNa suMdara jema sAkara dhamAM ogaLe che ema jyAre mALA banAvatAM. banne jaIne e mALA mANasa bhagavAnamAM eka thAya che tyAre enI yakSane caDhAvatAM. page lAgatAM ane pachI mIThAza ane madhuratA mANe che. bahAra AvI, mALI mRdaMga bajAve ane Ama mALI ane mALaNa evI bhakti mALaNa nRtya kare. Ama suMdara vAtAvaraNa kare che ke jANe puSpa ane parAganI joDI. jAmatuM. lake kahetA ke, bhakita to AnuM emanI prIta ane emanAM nRtya leke jyAre nAma. jue tyAre kahe ke kharekhara, A benAM jIva.. ApaNe bhagavAna pAse jaIe ane nanI kalA eTale suMdara nRtya ane bhAva! ApaNI jAtane bhUlIe nahi te, bhagavAna gAmanA durjane emane jovA jAya ne pAse gayA e na gayA barAbara che. bhagavAna emanA hRdayamAM sAro bhAva jAgavAne badale pAse jAo tyAre tame tamArI jAtane bhUlI durbhAva jAge ke, AvuM suMdara nRtya karatI, AvA jAo ke, huM koNa chuM. e AtmavismRti suMdara rUpavALI, AvI suMdara mALA gUMthe evI eTale ja bhagavAnanI bhakti. ApaNI jAta A mALaNa A mAmUlI sAthe zobhe? A mALI je yAda AvatI hoya to huM ane tuM be pAse te baMgala, paisA ke koIpaNa na maLe. judA chIe. ane tyAM majA nathI. je zrImaMtone paisA sivAya bIjuM kAMI yAda rAkhajo ke, sAkara dUdhamAM ogaLyA sujhe nahi ane pitAnA dIkarAnuM zuM thAya sivAya kadI mIThAza nahi ApI zake. jo che e jue nahi evA zrImaMtonA dIkarA gAMgaDo paDayo haze te gAMgaDo ane dUdha judAM vicAra kare che ke A mALaNane ApaNe koI raheze. evI rIte bhagavAnamAM tame ogaLo paNa hisAbe hAtha karavI joIe, Ane mATenA nahi, eka bane nahi tyAM sudhI ekatAnI kAvatarAM racAvAM lAgyAM. majA tame mANo kevI rIte? pariNAma e AvyuM ke eka divasa e bhakti eTale bIjuM kAMI ja nahi. tyAM ane natya karavA mATe eka maMdiramAM gayAM tame badhAya bhAva bhUlI jAo ane huM tyAre A loko paNa pAchaLa pAchaLa gayA. bhagavAnarUpa ekatAdAmya banI gayA ane ane pele mALI mRdaMga vagADatA hatA tyAM bhagavAna ane huM judA ja nahi evA bhAva ene pAchaLathI pakaDIne thAMbhalA sAthe bAMdhI keLavavo joIe. eTalA mATe ja eka kavie dIdho. ane enA dekhatAM mALaNunI sAthe kahyuM che ke, he mahApUjya, tArI sAthe akaya ceSTA karavA lAgyA, A badhuM joI mALIne sAdhavAmAM AbhUSaNe aMtarAyarUpa thAya che. te jIva baLI gaye. AMkho lAlacoLa thaI mAre A AbhUSaNa nathI joItAM. kAraNa tyAM gaI. paNa baMdhanamAM baMdhAyela hato eTale mane khyAla Ave che ke huM moTo chuM. mArA ja lAcAra hato. mAM kaMIka mahattA che. mATe mAruM kaMIka sthAna che. mArAmAM ekatA nathI. bhagavAna AgaLa A vakhate enuM mana vicAre caDI gayuM jAo tyAre badhuM bhUlI javAnuM. ke bATalAM varSo sudhI meM yakSanI bhakti karI, abhaya keLave 163 For Private And Personal Use Only

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puSpa caDhAvyAM enuM phaLa A ja ke? enA vaLI bahArathI UDIne e kacaro gharanI aMdara maMdiranI aMdara julama thAya ane ene AvavAno che. samAjanA deSa vyaktine paNa javAba kaMI na maLe? mALI yakSanI sAme lAgu paDe che. eTalA mATe vyaktinI zuddhi joIne bolyA : "he yakSa, tuM have kharekhara e samAjanI zuddhi che. eTale je samAja yakSa nathI, kemake meM tArI ATalAM varSo AvA julamane roke nahi e samAjane paNa sudhI bhakti karI chatAM enuM pariNAma kAMI sajA thavI joIe. na AvyuM ane tArA dekhatAM ja amArA para Ama ja cha puruSa ane eka strI ene A atyAcAra gujarI rahyo che. meM ge mUgI maLe nahi tyAM sudhI e jaMpe nahi. A tuM A badhuM joyA kare che, lAge che ke ' arjuna nAmane deva hato ane e mALImAM tArAmAM have devapaNuM rahyuM nathI." pravezI gayo, eTale arjuna mALI thayo. A tyAM ja yakSa pragaTaye ane enA zarIra- arasAmAM bhagavAna mahAvIra vihAra karatAM mAM praveza karyo. AthI mALImAM zakti pragaTI, karatAM tyAM nIkaLyA. doraDAM chuTI gayAM. ane enuM baLa eTaluM emane khabara hatI ke sAta jaNane mArabadhuM vadhyuM ke eNe e badhAyane pachADI nAro arjuna mALI A pahADomAM pharI rahyo pachADIne mArI nAMkhyA. che. chatAM bhagavAna AvyA, kAraNa ke e nirmaLa Ama ekavAra zarIramAM zakti pravezI hatA. emanA hRdayamAM abhaya hato, karuNA hatI. pachI ene kADhavI bahu muzkela che. pachI e jema pANImAM game eTale moTo aMgAre zakti devI hoya ke AsurI hoya. A AsurI paDe te paNa aMgAro Tharaze paNa pANI nahi zaktie enA manamAM e daDha nizcaya baLe, ema jenI pAse karuNA ane dayA paDI pragaTAvyo ke AjathI mAre roja cha puruSa che ene duniyAnA duchone bhaya nathI. tyAM ane eka strIne mAravAM. gAmane pAdare bhagavAna te nirbhayapaNe AvIne ene vAravAnI koInI hiMmata na cAlI. Utayo. vaMdanA karavA ke pAdare AvavA kAraNake je kahevA jAya e marI jAya. nIkaLyA, tyAM to AjubAju zerabakora thavA lAgyo. saMdezavAhake zreNika mahArAjAne atyAcAra ane anAcAra sAme je kaI samAcAra ApyA : "arjuna mALI gAmane avAja na uThAve to ene daMDa prajAne paNa pAdare AMTA mAre che. haju sudhI eNe sAta bhogavavuM paDe. ApaNe ghaNIvAra kahIe chIe mANasa mAryA nathI eTale e garjanA karI ke, "ApaNe ApaNuM saMbhALe. paNa bIjA- rahyo che." ene gunho paNa ApaNe sahana karavAne che. eTale prajAmAM eka paNa kharAba tattava praveza no dIkaro te cAlyo gaye enI pAse to paNa zreNike kahyuM pele gAmanA dhanADhaya. te enI asara AkhIya prajA para thAya. talavAra, bhAle ke evuM kaMI sAdhana paNa tamAruM ghara tame cekhuM rAkho paNa nahotuM. enuM zuM thaze ? " zreNikanI AMkhamAM tamArA gharaAMgaNe je kacaro haze te jhaLajhaLiyAM AvyAM. killAnI bArImAMthI jevA bahAra jatAM tamArA page kacarAvALA thavAnA che. lAgyA ke e kayAM jAya che. 164 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pele to dhUnamAM ne dhUnamAM cAlyA jAya mukha para kevI zAMti che! Akho kevI suramya che! che. jenA hRdayanI aMdara bhagavAna che, jenI mAnavInuM mauna e keIkavAra upadeza ApavA AMkhomAM emanI chabI che ane moDhAmAM karatAM paNa vadhAre kAma karI jAya che. keTalIka bhagavAnanuM nAma che, ene koI paNa jAtane paLe evI hoya che ke tame cUpa rahe. ane bhaya hoto nathI, e cUpa vANI karatAM vadhAre bele che ! kharI vAta to e ke bhaya kyAM che? tame che. arjuna jema jema najIka Avato gayo vicAravA jAo to bhaya che ane vicAramAMthI ema e ogaLato gaye. ane je e pApa kADhI nAkho to abhaya. duniyAnA bhaya : enI najIka AvyuM te ja enI aMdara Ave che ane pahelAM to mANasa potAnA je yakSa hatA e bhAgI gaye. e konI pAse manamAM bhaya UbhuM kare che. bhaya eTale bhayaMkara UbhuM rahe ? aMdhAruM ajavALA AgaLa keTalI ghaDI TakI zake? zAMta mALI enI pAse AvIne nathI enA karatAM mANasanA vicArane bhaya Ubhe rahyo. have enuM zarIra thAka ane zramathI vadhAre bhayaMkara che. bhInuM bhInuM thaI gayuM. pilA yakSane lIdhe e Ama e cAlyA jatA hoya che tyAM Ama karatA hatA. jema dArUDiyo, dArUnA dUrathI pelo ajuna mALI Ave che. enI kaphane lIdhe dhamAdhama kare, ane kepha utarI moTI moTI AMkho lAla aMgArA jevI che. jAya eTale maDadA jevo thaI jAya che. moTu paDachaMda zarIra che ane enA pagalAM sudarzane ene kahyuM: 'tuM cAla mArI sAthe. siha jevA moTAM che. enuM rUdra svarUpa joIne , huM jemanI pAse jAuM chuM emanI pAse tArAM ja mANasa aDadho marI jAya. mela ane glAni nIkaLI jaze." lehIthI kharaDAyelAM kapaDAMne dhevA mATe Ama bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse mALIne sAbu ane pANI joIe. hiMsAne khALavI e laI jAya che. tyAM dUrathI mIThI ghaMTaDI hoya te ahiMsAthI khALI zakAya. gharamAM je avAja saMbhaLAya che. kaI tapeluM hoya to tame tapa nahi paNa ThaMDA thAo. e agni hoya to tame pANI - vANuM to ghaNI sAMbhaLI paNa bhagavAnanI thAo. vANI te addabhUta che. arjuna mALI pUche che : "A zuM saMbhasudarzana te kAryotsarga karI Ubho rahyo. LAya che ?' enA manamAMthI zubhecchAnAM Adolana nIkaLavA lAla lAgyAM- "enuM bhaluM thAo, ene krodha sudarzana kahe: "haju te dUrathI saMbhaLAya zamI jAo ane enI dAnavatA mAnavatAmAM che, najIka cAla, emane je ane tane samajAze pheravAI jAo. maitrInI madhuratA prasarI jAo." ke ahiMsAne AtmasAkSAtkAra kevo hoya che." arjunane thayuM ke A zuM thAya che? huM baMne bhagavAnanI nikaTa AvyA. bhalabhalA mANasane UMcakIne pheMkI dauM chuM. paraMtu bhagavAna mahAvIra te AvA krara A nAnakaDo mAnavI ke suMdara che ! enA pratye paNa karuNa rAkhe che, e te bhagavAna abhaya keLave 165 For Private And Personal Use Only

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che. ane bhagavAna enuM nAma ke je kharAba bhagavAne dIkSA dIdhI. paNa bhagavAna to jANe kAma karanAra loko pratye paNa prema ane che ke vadhAre caDelo mela vadhAre chevAne che. karuNA varasAve. eNe pratijJA karI ke bhagavAna kahe ema bhagavAna to jANe che ke e zuM karIne mAre karavuM. pachI bhagavAne kahyuM ke, gAmanA Avyo che. paNa have zuM ? bhagavAna kevaLa cAra daravAjA che. e dareka daravAje jaI doDha jJAnathI jANatA hatA ke A lucco che, khUnI doDha mahinA sudhI tuM kAryotsargamAM Ubhe che. ghaNuM khUna karI Avyo che. aMtaryAmI rahe. je jAtanA upasargo Ave te dareka badhuMya jANe che ane chatAM paNa emanI upasargone tuM zAntithI sahana kara ! AmAMthI enA para amIvarSA thaI rahI che. , A arjuna mALI sAdhu thayo. pahelAM bhagavAne karuNAnI evI dhArAo vara- gAmanA pUrva daravAje jaIne ubho rahyo. e sAvI ke eno sparza thatAM ja ene thaI gayuM sAdhunA vezamAM hatA. tyAM eka bharavADa ke, huM ke pApI chuM. hRdaya bharAI Ava- AvyA. bharavADane thayuM ke A ja sAdhu che vAhI haiyAphATa e rudana karavA lAgyo : "kayAM jeNe mArA chokarAne mArI nAkhyA hatA ane A devI mUrti ane jyAM mAruM adhamatA Aje sAdhunA vezamAM e Ubhe che. enI bhaya jIvana ! meM keTalAya lekane mAryA pAse DAMga hatI e enA mAthAmAM mArI, keTalAyanAM khUna karI nAMkhyAM emaNe mAruM zuM lehInI dhArA vahevA lAgI. bagADayuM hatuM ke meM emane mArI nAMkhyA ?" arjuna mALI vicAra kare che ke te divase mALI bhagavAnanAM caraNamAM mAthuM jhUkAvI meM te enA chokarAne mAryo hato. jyAre kahe che: "he bhagavAna, mAruM zuM thaze ? meM eNe te DAMga mArI che te jarA lehI vahe ATaATalAM khUna karyA; meM mArA tanane, che. kayAM mArI nAMkhe che ? e manamAM manane ane vicArane lehIthI kharaDI nAkhyAM che. vicAra kare che; A bharavADanuM bhaluM thajo ke karuNAsAgara bhagavAne kahyuM: " e game mArA karmo apAvavAmAM mane sahAyatA ApI evAM kharaDAyelAM hoya te ya ene jovAno rahyo che. avakAza che. he mALI, tuM hajI paNa sudharI eTalAmAM bIjo eka bhIla Avyo. zake che. tuM tArA manane taiyAra kara. tArA eno bhatrIjo AnA hAthe marI gayuM hatuM. pApane haThAvI nAMkhIza te zreya thaze ja. kAMTAnI vADamAMthI eNe kAMTAnuM eka jhAMkharuM tAruM aMdaranuM tattva te sArAmAM sAruM che. lIdhuM ane enA para jhIMkavA lAgyo. a. upara kATa caDe che." nanA zarIramAM kAMTA bharAI gayA. vedanA tyAre pelAe kahyuM: "bhagavAna, mAro asahya che chatAM potAnI jAtane e pUche che ke, te bIjAne mAryo haze e vakhate emane uddhAra karavA mATe cAritrya Apo." keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze ? tane kAMTAnI vedanA bhagavAne ene dIkSA ApI. khaTake che, paNa bIjAnA te te prANa lIdhA loko vAta kare che ke, AvA khUnIne paNa hatA; e vakhate enuM zuM thayuM haze ? AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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deDha mahine ahIM pUro karI e pazci. hatA ene sApha karI nAkhyAM.. ene AtmA mamAM gaye. pachI uttaramAM ane dakSiNamAM kAna jevo nirmaLa banI gaye. gaye. Ama cha mahinA sudhI eNe mArA bhagavAnanA eka ja samAgame arjuna sahana karyA. paththaro khAdhA. lehInI dhArAo vahI. AkhA zarIramAM raMga ke rUpa dekhAya mALInuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. leka vAto karavA lAgyA ke arjuna mALIne sudhAranAra nahi evA prakAranA ghA paDayA paNa eNe nakakI karyuM ke mArA para ke sahAnubhUti na che koNa? ene bhagavAna pAse laI janAra koNa? ene bhagavAnane samAgama karAvanAra koNa? batAve. pelo eka nAnakaDe vepArI. Aje te ApaNe ApaNA pratye keka gAmamAM vAte thavA lAgI ke ApaNe sahAnubhUti batAve ema icchIe chIe. A kSatriya thaIne paNa je kAma na karI zakyA e ApaNuM kaI kAma na kare te ApaNe kahIe chIe ke, mane kaI sahAnubhUti paNa pelo vaNika, ke je UgatI yuvAnImAM che, suMdara jenI kAyA che, AzA ane anaMta batAvatuM nathI. paNa ApaNane koI bIjAnI te sahAnubhUti nahi paNa AtmAnI ja sahAnubhUti * utsAha jenI sAme UbhAM hatAM evo mANasa joIe. AtmAnI aMdarathI nIkaLatI sahAnu mRtyunI sAme gaye. ane arjuna mALI bhUti evI moTI che ke enI pAse bIjAnI jadeg jevAne paNa eNe egALI nAMkhe. sahAnubhUti kaMI ja hisAbamAM nathI. loke kahevA lAgyA ke, bhagavAnanA samA eNe cha mahinA sudhI akhaMDa tapa karyuM. gAmane pAmanArA be mANasa tarI gayA. eNe eka paNa durbhAva na keLavyuM. enI arjuna mALI e potAnA AtmAne dho. AMkha AgaLa bhagavAnanI chabI ramatI hatI. ane A sudarzana zeThe jIvanamAM abhaya keLavyA. ene thayuM ke kevI suMdara karuNa emAMthI A be vastu samajIne ApaNe e vicAra nItarI rahI che. ke suMdara madhura avAja karavAno che ke arjuna mALIe bhagavAnane enA kAnamAM AvI rahyo che ! eve samAgama sAdhIne aMtarane nirmaLa karyuM ema vicAra e kare ane duHkhane bhUlI jAya. ApaNe paNa bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne ema karatAM karatA cha mahinA thayA ane ApaNA aMtarane nirmaLa karIe ane jIva. arjuna mALAnA badhAMya karmo khapI gayAM. ane abhaya banAvIe. ApaNA para lAgelA ene AtmA nirmaLa thayA ane kevaLajJAna deSone ApaNe dUra karIe to ApaNe thayuM. kAraNa ke eNe pitAnA AtmAnuM AtmA paNa sphaTika je ujajavaLa ane saMzodhana karyuM. AtmAne joI nAMkhyA ane nirmaLa banI jaze. enAM dAnava karatAMya kALAmAM kALAM karmo ("divyadIpa'mAMthI sAbhAra.) abhaya keLo 167 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 168 www.kobatirth.org dAnazUra megha ! ( medha jevA dAnI thavAne upadeza ApavAmAM AvyA che. ) [ kavi :-sAhityacaMdra bAlacaMda hIrAcada, mAlegAma ] - harigIta ravitApathI thaI tapta vyAkula zuSka ehu vasudharA utsuka banI che bheTavA nRpa meghane thaI RturA AveA kahI khelAvatI e mAhila memanI kSaNu jAya ene mAsasama thaI Ata kRSitA na'dinI bheTA mane zAMti samarpI khIra nahIM rahiye are! supuSpita labhare bheTI karIzuM vRkSarAjI dala tArA madhura mIlanathakI huM thaza sahu jIva varaze sukhasamudbhava huM zasyazyAmalA jIvananI kalA muja dhIra chUTI mAtra vahele zAMti sahune ApavA sUrata hajI joi rahyo zuM ? sukha samRddhi ApavA vadhaze ahA muja duHkha mATu' zuSka thaI jIvana sahu mArA hRdayanI vedanA kevA vacanamAM hu kahuM ? karUNAnidhi meghe suNI e A vANI kSititaNI adAnavIra udAra dhAre tuSTa karavA medinI lei kSArajalathI ghaTa bharI karI zuddha nirmala jalataNA thai ASparUpI jaI gaganamAM dhana ane meghA ghaNA sahu zAMti tuSTi samA karavA jalada karI siddhatA AkAzamAM senA kare bhegI vAMvadha rUpI tadA hAthI rathA leI azva DhorDa zastrasajja leA aSA ghanagarjanA karI sUcave Agamana jara gAjatA 1 2 5 gAtmAnaH prAma

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sahugAminI saudAminI AvI svarUpa nija dAkhave camake nabhatalamAM alaukika dIpti ratha bharava have e lAla jinhA mRtyunI talavAra vA yamarAjanI karatI kaDAkA ne dhaDAkA bhIti kAyara manataNI AbyA jalada varaNAgiyA thai vAjA ne gAjatA e satata dhArAdhara varasatA amRtajala harSAvatA thai hu ghelA mayUra nAcI megha nRpasvAgata kare je jagatane zAMti samarpI dAha meDhinInA hare dAnazUra prema! thAya che sahu jIvasRSTi thaI praphullita harSa nirbhIratA vare ne zasyazyAmala kusuma phUlabhRta thAya tethI satvare e medinI ne meghasaMgama tRSitane jala pAya che bhUkhyAtaNI e uttarapUrti nitya karatA audArya dAkhavavu ghaTe e meghanRpanuM mAnave pragaTAvavA AtmAtaNA guNu bhavika zuci thai mAnave uddhAra sa'rutijalanidhizI thAya. satvara guNu vadhI mAlendu vinave caraNaraja prabhunI dharI zira zuddhI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 6 ciMtanakaNikA jema svaccha jalathI snAna karavAmAM Ave te zarIra upara lAgelA mela dUra thAya che tema AdhI, vyAdhi ane upAdhine vegaLI karI, zAMti ane kSamAne dhAraNu karI pakriyApI svaccha jalamAM DUbakI mAravAthI AtmA upara lAgelA cIkaNAM karyAM ekAeka dUra thAya che. -munizrI maneANasAgarajI. For Private And Personal Use Only 7 karyAM bhAgavyA vinA paNa naSTa thai zake che, paNa e zvaradatta mAphIthI nahi, paNa peAtAnA AdhyAtmika tapathI. matalaba ke karmAM peAtAnA phaLa cakhADIne kharI paDe che e teA jANItI vAta che, paNa AdhyAtmika tapanA baLathI paNa-peAtAnA phaLa cakhADayA vagara ja--kharI paDe che e dhyAnamAM levA jevI bAbata che. AdhyAtmika tapanA baLe karma kharI paDatAM hAvAthI e rIte sarva karmothI mukta thai, mukta spaSTa zakAya che. --munizrI nyAyavijaya jI, 169

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"jIvana-sAcI daSTie (AcArya zrI rajanIzanA eka pravacana parathI saMkalana karanAra H zrI bAlakRSNa dhruva.) eka nAnakaDI vAtathI AraMbha karIe. hato. eka khUNe-tasu jagA-paNa khAlI rAkhI eka rAjA hatuM. tene traNa putro hatA. jyAre na hatI. paraMtu te durgadhane trAsa mAtra mahete rAjA vRddha thayo ane mRtyunI samIpa lanA mANasone ja na hatA, Aju bAjunA pahoMce tyAre tene vicAra thaye ke A mArA loko paNa trAhi-trAhi" piokArI uThayA traNa kumAromAM ke sauthI vadhu yogya che. hatA. rAjA trIjA kumAra pAse gayA. trIjA rAjAe kumAronI parIkSA karavA eka saMnyA. kumAre AkhAye mahelamAM dIvA saLagAvyA sInI salAha lIdhI ane te mujaba, dareka hatA. rAjAe pUchayuM, "mahela to khAlI kumArane eka rUpIA ApIne, tenAthI che ?" kumAre javAba dIdho: "jene jevA potapotAnA mahelane pUrNa rIte bharI devA mATenI AMkho che, tene mATe mahela khAlI kahyuM dareka rAjakumAre mAtra eka rUpIAthI nathI. meM mahelane prakAzathI bharI dIdhe je cIja AvI zake tenAthI pitapatAne che. prakAzathI anya koI sArI vastu upamahela bharI devAno hato. pahelA rAjakumAre labdha nathI. A mahelamAM eka IMca paNa vicAryuM, "ATale moTo mahela ane mAtra jagA bAkI nathI jayAM "prakAza" na hoya !" so rUpIA ! hIrA-jhaverAta, suvarNa, I. A kumAra parIkSAmAM saphaLa thaye. mahelane anurUpa kaI paNa vastu ATalAmAM ApaNe nakakI karavAnuM che ke ApaNe AvavI asaMbhava che !khUba vicAryuM paNa A traNumAMthI keNa chIe ! jIvana eka kaMI na sUjhayuM. chevaTe, paisAne tijorImAM parIkSA che. jIvana te Kingdom of God baMdha karI, daravAje tALuM lagAvI sUI gaye. (IzvaranuM rAjya) che. ApaNe ApaNA bIjA rAjakumAre vicAryuM. ekaso rUpIAmAM jIvanane zenAthI bharavuM che te nakakI karavAnuM koI ja vastu maLavI azakaya che, paNa kuDe che. pahelA rAjakumAre vicAryuM. "zakita kacaro te maLI zake! eka kacarAvALAne kahyuM, sImita che. jIvana nAnuM che. tethI teNe tene ke "AkhA mahelane tenA khUNe khUNAne tuM khAlI ja choDI dIdhuM. zuM ApaNe paNa tenI kacarAthI bharI de. huM ekaso rUpIA tane jema jIvanane vyartha, nirAza, udAsa chaDI ApIza." gaMdakIthI Akho mahela bharI devuM che ke jethI aMtima kSaNomAM paNa dIdhe. eka khUNe paNa khAlI na rAkhe. ApaNI pAse kaMI ja bAkI na rahe ? bIjA paraMtu tenI badabUthI, te mahelamAM te zuM, kumAre jIvanane kuDA-kacarAthI bharyuM. te pote pAsenA rAjamArga para paNa leke pasAra thaI paNa te durgadhathI duHkhI thaye ane bIjA zakatA na hatA. trIjA rAjakumAre kaMI bIju anekane paNa duHkhI karyA. ApaNe yAda karyuM. paMdareka divasa bAda rAjA traNe kumAro rAkhIe ke ApaNuM jIvanamAM rUpIA paisAnuM pAse gayA. pahelA rAjakumAre paisA ApyA. mUlya vastutaH kuDA-kacarAthI vizeSa nathI. se rU mAM zuM Ave? bIjA rAjakumAra pAse tevo kUDekore ekaTho karavA karatAM te gayA. teNe gaMdakIthI Akho mahela bharyo jIvanane khAlI ja rAkhavuM yogya che ! trIjA 170 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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prakAranA loko kama hoya che. jIvanamAM prakAza eka vAMsaLI vagADatA bharavADamAM te divyatApAtharanAra loko ja jagatanA AnaMda, sauMdarya nI jhalaka meM jei. tenuM meM citra deryuM ne ane satyane anubhava karI zake che. ApaNe te citrane "IzvaranI chabInAma ApyuM. ApaNA jIvanane prakAzathI kaI rIte bharI mArUM te citra khuba vakhaNAyuM. barAbara vIsa zakIe te vicArIe. varSa pachI mane vicAra Avyo. meM IzvaranI kayA kAraNothI mANasa jIvanane khAlI, chabI te banAvI, have zetAnanI chabI paNa vyartha choDe che ? kayA kAraNathI ApaNe banAvuM. zetAnanI zodha mATe paNa huM khUba jIvanane kUDAkacarAthI bharI daIe chIe ke rakhaDavA. eka paNa pAgalakhAnuM, zarAbaghara, je jIvanana khAlI choDavA karatAM paNa, vadhu ke jugAranA aDDamAM zodha karavAnuM meM bAkI khataranAka che? ApaNI aMdara suMgadha haze na rAkhyuM. chelle mane eka AvI hiMsA ane te havA tene dUra dUra kheMcI jaze; ApaNu krUratAnI mUrti maLI. te hatA phAMsI para aMdara durgadha haze to tene vAyu badhe prasa caDhavA mATe tayAra thayele eka AdamI tenA rAvaze. kayA kAraNe mANasa zUnya rahI jAya mukha para mArI kalpanAmAM hatI tevI ja che te vicArIe. je bImAMthI phala pharavAnuM karatA ane dhRNA ThAMsoThAMsa bharI hatI. meM hatuM, suvAsa prasaravAnI hatI, te bI bIja tenI chabI banAvI. citra puruM karyA bAda rahI jAya che ! je vINAmAMthI amRtasaMgIta ane citro sAthe rAkhIne huM jovA lAge nIkaLavAnuM hatuM tene kema keIe cheDI nahIM, tyAre te kedI raDato hato. meM tene raDavAnuM tenA tAra kema jhaNajhaNyA nahIM ? kAraNa pUchyuM. teNe kahyuM ke "paheluM citra je janmane ja jIvana mAne che te khAlI paNa mAruM ja hatuM; jaMgalane vAMsaLIvALe ja rahI jAya che. janma jIvanano prAraMbha che; paNa hu ja hate." AvI saMbhAvanA, AvI mukhya vAta nahIM, jIvana pote nathI. kUtarAne zakyatA, eka ja manuSyanI che. eka ja jIvana janmamAM ja maLe che, manuSyane nahIM. manuSya nIce jaI zake che ane upara paNa. manuSyane to janmathI eka avasara, jIvana janma sAthe maLatuM nathI; janma saMbhAvanA (Possibility) ja prApta thAya che. sAthe "mRtyu" maLe che. jIvana nahIM. jIvana manuSyatA arjita che, sAdhanAthI upalabdha prApta karavuM paDe che, meLavavAnuM hoya che. hoya che. manuSya eka anaMta saMbhAvanA che. te ApaNe roja pratipaLa marIe chIe. eka aMdhakAra paNa hoI zake, prakAza paNa hoI zake. divasa A prakriyA pUrI thAya che. te ja - romamAM eka moTo citrakAra hato. mRtyu mRtyu che. jema bImAM vRkSa chUpAyela che tema samaye tene keIe prazna karyo "AkhA janmamAM mRtyu. jIvananuM tArUM mahAna citra kayuM che ?" teNe jIvana meLavI paNa zakAya che. ane gUmAvI javAba Ape, "be. eka citra huM yuvAna paNa zakAya che. je mAtra masjidamAM jAya hatA tyAre derAyeluM ane bIju atyAre. huM che, jeTalI rAkhe che, gItA ke kurAna vAMce che yuvAna hatA tyAre jenI AMkhomAM alaukika te dhArmika nathI; je pratipala amRtanI ja darzana maLe tevI vyakitanI zodha mATe huM kare che, je cUpacApa beThA rahIne mAtra nikaLI paDaze. varSonI zodha pachI jaMgalamAM mRtyunI pratIkSA karI rahyo nathI, je jhUjhI jIvana-sAcI daSTi 171 For Private And Personal Use Only

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rahyo che, te jIvana jIve che, te dhArmika che. rAjAe gheDa magAvI bhAgavuM zarU karyuM. ApaNe covIse kalAka saMgharSa ane yuddha tenI priya patnI paNa tene yAda na AvI. mATe taiyAra chIe, paNa ApaNe motathI jenA vinA eka kSaNa paNa te rahI zakato bacavA mATe bhAgIe chIe; amRta meLavavA na hatuM te parama mitronuM paNa tene smaraNa mATe nahI. na thayuM. je ghaDo paNa sAthe hatuM te paNa eka rAjAe rAtre svapna joyuM svapnamAM doDavA pUrata ja. bhUkhe ane tarasyo rAjA kaI kALI chAyA tene gaLe hAtha mUkatI hatI. mAIla dUra nikaLI gayA. jagatanA badhA ja te chAyAe kahyuM "huM mRtyu chuM ane kAle mANaso Aje AvI ja arthahIna deDa karatA sAMje amuka sthaLe tArI rAha joIza." nathI? koIne pUcho ke prArthanA kare che? rAjA te sthaLanuM nAma pUche tyAM te UMgha bhakti kare che? javAba maLaze ke kurasada ja UDI gaI. vahelI savAre rAjAe paMDitane kyAM che ! bolAvyA ane svapnane artha pUcha. moTA rAjAe sAMje eka jhADa sAthe ghoDAne pustakamAMthI paMDito artha zodhavA lAgyA. bAMdhyo. tene khUba AbhAra mAnyo. have te (paMDita pAse pustako sivAya bIjuM hoya che te mahela ane te kALI chAyA kyAMya dUra paNa zuM?) mRtyumAMthI bacavA mATe dhamAla rahI gayA. paNa vastusthiti tethI UlaTI hatI. zarU thaI gaI. paraMtu motathI bacavAne rAjA jene jIvana samajyo te mata ja savAla ja nathI. janmane divase ja mota nikaLyuM. te kALI chAyA teja vRkSa nIce rAjAnI ghaTita thaI gayuM che. je mANasa matathI pratIkSA karI rahI hatI. jIvanabhara AdamI bacavA mATe huM zuM karuM te prazna kare te motathI nAse che ane tane ja pahoMce che. adhArmika che; je mANasa jIvana prApta ApaNe meta taraphathI AMkha pheravI laIe karavA mATe huM zuM karuM ema pUche te dhArmika chIe, matane pITha dekhADIe chIe. smazAnane che. svapnano artha nakkI karavA mATe paMDita gAma bahAra rAkhIe chIe. chatAM motathI te pitapotAnA zAstronA vivAdamAM paDI atirikata kaMI ja nizcita nathI. mota suni. gayA. samaya to cAlyo jato hato. sAMja zcita che, kAraNa janma sAthe ja nakakI thayela che. pAse ne pAse AvI rahI hatI. rAjA paNa ApaNe prabhusamipa hoIe tyAre ApaNuM Sta to e va8 nokara A je jIvana khAlI na hoya teno ApaNe khyAla ane rAjAne kahyuM. "A paMDita bhale carcA rAkho joIze. je jIvanane AnaMdathI bharI karyA kare, temanI carcAno aMta Avaze nahIM. zake che te ja amRtano AsvAda laI zake che. paNa mArI buddhi te kahe che ke, A kALA paraMtu te mATe prayatna kare paDe che. zuM DIbAMga mahelamAMthI Apa jeTalA dUra nIkaLI ApaNe janmathI ja ItizrI mAnIzuM? to te jAva teTaluM vadhAre sAruM che. mAruM mAne to ApaNuM mRtyu thaI ja gayuM che. to ApaNe azvazALAmAMthI eka sAro azva magAne eka preta jevA ja chIe ane pRthvI para sAMja sudhImAM dUra-sudUra nIkaLI jAo ke AvA preta aneka che. teomAM kaI creative jyAM motanI A kALI chAyA pahoMcI effort (navasarjanazakti) hotI nathI. te zake nahIM. te ApaNe eka evA manuSya jevA chIe 172 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ke jenI pAse pANI, ghauM, namaka, ityAdi Ape ja AmaMcyA che. jIvanamAM kaIne phUla badhI vastuo hovA chatAM temAMthI dekhAze te kAine mAtra kAMTA ja. pratizata rasoI banAvato nathI. jIvana mATe ApaNI navANuM vyakti jagatamAM dukhI, udAsa, pAse badhuM ja upalabdha che, chatAM paNa ApaNe pIDita che; teo phUla nahIM jue, phUlanI kAMI karavA taiyAra nathI. AsapAsanA kAMTA ja temanI najare caDaze. janma pachI ApaNA hRdayamAM tIvra asaM eka kavi koI aparAdhathI keda thayA. teSa (Deep Discontent) hovo joIe. tene mitra paNa saMjogavazAt te ja kedamAM kAraNa, jIvanamAM AnaMda letA nathI, lAva hatA. baMnene sAthe rAkhavAmAM AvyA. pUna paDe che. AnaMda bahArathI varasatA nathI, manI rAta hatI. cAMdanI varasI rahI hatI. aMdarathI lAvavo paDe che. AnaMda zrama che, kavi te kedakhAnAnI pIDA bhUlIne, caMdra sAdhanA che, prayatna che, te sivAya AnaMda jovAmAM ja tallIna thaI gayo. paraMtu tenA upalabdha thatA nathI. mitre tene kahyuM, "A jelamAM kevA khADA - eka sthaLe eka maMdira banatuM hatuM. TekarA che ! A moTo khADo to vaLI pANIthI seMkaDo mANaso pattharo teDIne maMdiranI bharelo che. AmAM kema jIvAze?" kavie mati banAvatA hatA. eka majurane keIe kahyuM, "A suMdara caMdra prakAze che ane pUchayuM, "tuM zuM kare che?" teNe javAba tane pANIne khADo kema dekhAyo? ane jo, ApyA," jotA nathI; AMkha nathI. patharA A khADAnA pANImAM paNa mane caMdranA darzana teDuM chuM." patthara teDavAvALo mANasa thAya che. A gaMdA pANIthI caMdra gaMdA thata krodhI ja hoya ne! bIjA majurane pUchayuM te nathI. UlaTuM, khADe caMdranI upasthitithI teNe javAba Ape ke baccAnI roTI mATe pavitra thAya che." A patthara teDI rahyo chuM. udAsa cahere jIvananI ApaNuM daSTi Negative chatAM zAMtithI teNe javAba dIdhe. trIje (nakArAtmaka) che. jyAM narasuM hoya, tyAM narka koI majura gIta gAtA gAte patthara teDatA hoya tyAM ja ApaNe joIe chIe. hatA. to paNa te ja prazna karyo. teNe AnaMdathI varSomAM gAMdhIjInA AzramamAM eka navA hasIne kahyuM, "bhagavAnanuM maMdira banAvuM chuM." AdamI AvyA. AzramanA junA sAthIone eka ja kAma karatI A traNe vyaktionA tenA vartana para cIDha hatI. gAMdhIjI pAse daSTikoNa judA che. eka jIvana pratye krodhanA paNuM te mANasa mATe phariyAda jatI, paNa bhAvathI bharelo che. bIje jIvana pratye udA- gAMdhIjI te vAta mana para lAvatA ja na hatA. sInabhAvathI bharela che jyAre trIje jIvana eka vakhata saune moko maLI gayo. teo pratye kRtajJatAnA bhAvathI sabhara che. gAMdhIjI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA, "Apane Apane jIvana duHkhamaya lAge to cokkasa je khAtrI joItI hoya te atyAre ja maLe mAnaje ke duHkhane Ape bolAvyuM che. A tema che. pile mANasa zarAbagharamAM jaIne vaijJAnika niyama che ke ApaNane je lAge te zarAba pIe che. Azramane sevaka, khAdI ApaNuM daSTikoNanuM ja phaLa hoya che. jIvana aMga upara che, chatAM zarAbadharamAM ! teNe te aMdhakAra lAge to mAnajo ke aMdhakArane Azramane ne khAdIne lajAvyA. mATe Apatane jIvana sAcI daSTi 17 For Private And Personal Use Only

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atyAre ja AzramamAMthI kADhI mUko. "gAMdhI. mATe jIvana pratyeno virodha-jIvananuM jIe svastha citte javAba Apyo, "A Condinnation (tiraskAra) ApaNe choDI Azrama che. ahIM mANasa sudharavA mATe che. daIe. Aje ApaNane jIvanamAM dareka sthaLe jo mANasa pUrNatayA sAre ja hoya to tene kAMTA dekhAya che. daSTimAM thoDe ja pharka paDaze AzramamAM AvavAnuM zuM prayojana ? bhagavAna ane ApaNuM jIvana badalAI jaze-temAM zuM emaja dhAra haze ke A khAdIdhArI che AmUla parivartana Avaze. chatAM zarAbagharamAM besI zarAba pI rahyo che? be yAdI phakIra hatA. temanA eka vidvAna tene zuM ema nahIM dekhAtuM hoya ke zarAba guru hatA. banne phakIrane sIgareTane zokha gharane A zarAbI paNa have sudharI gayA che hato. eka phakIre gurune pUchayuM ke IzvarateNe khAdI paherI che !" ciMtana karatI vakhate sIgareTa pI zakAya ke ( A pramANe, jIvanane kaI rIte ApaNe kema? gurue spaSTa nA pADI. bIjA phakIre joIe chIe te ApaNA jIvananA daSTikoNa gurune pUchayuM ke sIgareTa pItI vakhate Izvara para ApaNe mukhya AdhAra che. jIvana mAyA ciMtana karI zakAya? gurue alabata, hA che, jIvana nakAra che, tema kahenAra vidvAne kahI. ApaNe kevo prazna laIne jIvana tarapha e vastuta saMsAranuM ahita ja karyuM che. jaIe chIe tenA upara ja ApaNane maLanArA temaNe manuSyane paramAtmA sAthe joDanArI javAbane AdhAra che. kaDIthI ApaNane vaMcita karyA che. cAre bAju dhoLe divase mANasa AMkha baMdha karIne kAMTAthI bharelI gADImAM khIlelA gulAbane kaheze. "sUrya nathI, badhe ja aMdhakAra che." joIne, koI virale ja kaheze, "vAha prabhu ! paNa vacce vinarUpa mAtra AMkhanI pAMpaNa ja dhanyavAda. ATaATalA kAMTAmAM paNa AvuM che. tene ApaNe kahIe ke "tuM pAMpaNa khela, suMdara phUla!" je jIvana pratye nakArAtmaka tane sUrya dekhAze." ane tene prakAza dekhAvalaNa le che te mRtyune pAme che, jIvanane vAja. jarUra che mAtra zraddhA ane vizvAsanI ja. nahIM. koI suMdara vAMsaLI vagADate hoya, tibeTamAM eka vakhata jarApaNa pANI saMgItanA sumadhura sUra cogama prasarAvato na paDayuM. anAvRSTithI leke trAsI gayA. varahoya, chatAM cAra hoya to ! te zarAbI hoya sAda mATe prArthanA karavA sau AbAlavRddha te! te tamane nahIM game. paNa tame ema gAmathI thoDe dUra Avela eka maMdiramAM kema na kaho ke AvI suMdara vAMsaLI vagADa gayA. te samAjamAM moTAmAM moTA lAmAthI nAra cAra hAya ja kema! AvuM kahenAra mAMDIne nAnA kheDUta sudhInA sau eka dhArmika manuSya che. taphAvata che daSTibiMdune. sAthe hatA. eka nAno chokaro paNa ane tamAruM daSTibiMdu sAcuM haze te tame maMdire gaye; te sAthe chatrI lete gayo. badhA paNa badalAze ne te paNa badalAze. je loko hasavA lAgyA. "vAdaLanuM nAma paNa nakArAtmaka daSTithI jIvana maLatuM nathI. nathI ne varasAda kayAMthI Avaze ? chatrInI paramAtmA tarapha janAra AdamI jIvana tarapha kayAM jarUra ja paDavAnI che ?" paNa te bAlake thI ja jAya che. je mANasa jIvanamAM DUbakI kahyuM, "Apa sau ATalA badhA, varasAda mATe mAre che te ja prabhu pAse pahoMcI zake che. prArthanA karavA ekaThA thayA che. tamArI 14 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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prArthanAne baLe, je bAre megha tUTI paDe te, nathI, temAM apAra sAra che. jarUrata che te sArane ghera javA pUratI chatrI te joIe ja ne !" zodhavAnI, prakAzane dIvA laIne janArane paraMtu, prArthanAthI pANI paDatuM nathI ema jIvana upalabdha thAya che. ane jIvana maLyuM prArthanA karanArane paNa vRizvAsa che. te mukita dUra nathI. mukita jIvana che; - jIvananA dvAra para vidhAyaka bhAva laIne jIvana mukita che. jaIe to ja javuM joIe. jIvana asA2 ( anusaMdhAna pAnA 160nuM cAlu ) samaye thAya che. e paryAya jJAnamAMthI utpanna che ? tene te tene viveka ja nathI. tena' thaI jJAnamAM ja laya thAya to kamaba'dha na tane lakSamAM nathI. eTale jema DrAIvaranI bedara thAya ane ajJAnamAMthI utpanna thaI ajJAna kArIthI 2nAM ekasIDaTa thAya che tema A bhAvamAM laya thAya to Azrava thAya ane AmAnI gADI paNa aneka ekasIDa TAmAM bhAva mujaba prakRtipradezasthitirasa badha ! ajJAnathI sapaDAya che ane duHkha vedanAone thAya ane tenA udayIkabhAve pariName tyAre prApta kare che. cittanI jyAM jyAM ekAgratA sukhadu:kharUpa pariNAmanA bhakatA thAya. thAya che tyAM tyAM tenI siddhi thAya che. ane punaH temAM ajJAnathI rAgadveSamAM joDAi cittanuM sukha tyAga vairAgya pUrvaka jJAna. nUtana karyAzravanuM nimitta thAya. Ama A thI ja che. cittanI asamAdhithI ja A badhI cakra anAdi kALathI cAlyA ja kare che. je Adhi vyAdhi upAdhi utpanna thAya che. e udayamAM na joDAya-upayogamAM rahe ane samatA cittanI samAdhithI zAMta thAya che. citta e bhAve vedIle to sa varanija rA thAya A tatvajJAnanI dharI che. cittanI dharI upara ja tattvanuM sukSama rahasya che. e AtmA zuddha jJAnadhArA ane kama dhArA jema relave e thAya che, buddha thAya che, mukata thAya che. zuddha pATA upara cAle tema cAle che. nAnaNa cittarUpa nivi ka95 svarUpa ciMtAmaNIratnane sAdhya che; karmacAga sAdhaka che. prApta karI anaMta avyAbAdha svarUpane prApta jJAnanuM lakSaNa upayoga che. jJAna ughA kare che, mATe haMmezA cittane rakhaDatu aTaane daza na upAga. paraMtu mane eka ja kAvavA svAdhyAyadhyAnanAM upayogamAM joDI (makkAnI be bAja che. je jue che ane jaze. rAkhavAthI kALa sudhI pAmI jharaparAe sakatA che ane . matAnI dhRvasattAmAM kAyama TakI thavAne pAtra thAya che. evA riA'tAmaNI rahI utpAda bhayano paryAya kare che. jJAna ke ratna rU5 cittane namaskAra. 3 zAMtiH zAMtiH ajJAnanAM guNanA paryAyanA upAda samaye | abhinaMdana ApaNA bhAvanagara jaina samAjanA eka agragaNya sva. zeDa dhI catrabhuja jagajI nadAsa kanoDiyAnA suputrI ku. aruNAbena A varSe zrImatI nAthIbAI dAmodara ThAkarazI vimensa yunivarsiTInI bI. e speziyala nI parIkSAmAM saMskRta viSaya laIne pahelA varga mAM prathama sthAna meLavI pAsa thayA che te mATe temane abhinaMdana. - sthAnika zrImatI nama dAbAI catrabhuja gAMdhI mahilA kolejamAMthI bI. e. pAsa thaI uccatara abhyAsa mATe te ja kolejamAM ema. e nA varga mAM ke, a ruNAbena je DAyA che. ema. e.mA paNa teo Avu" ja suMdara pariNAma lAvI temanA, jaina samAjanA ane kolejanA gauravamAM vadhAro kare tevI zubhecchA.. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AT'LLA NAN1) |': 1IKASTI ---------kiraNIka , - --- -- : Regd. No. G. 49 , bi-ka 16 kaLa - eka-meka-ka --, vinati jaina sAhitya ane zikSaNanA kSetramAM A sabhA chellA 70 varasa uparAMtathI pitAnAthI banatI sevA karI rahI che. " A sabhA taraphathI zrI AtmAna' jaina saMskRta pra'tha ratnamALA tathA zrI AtmAnaMda jaina gujarAtI graMtha mALA cAle che ane te dvArA Aja sudhImAM lagabhaga base kiMmatI prathAnu' sabhAe prakAzana kayu" che. ane teno pracAra bhArata ane bhArata bahAranA dezomAM thayela che. aneka vidvAnoe A kimatI prakAzanone premapUrvaka satkAryA che. A uparAMta sabhA zikSaNapracAra ane gurubhakti nimitte samayocita sevA karI rahela che. saMsthAnI A pravRttithI AkarSAIne bhArata bharanA aneka gRhasthAe pitAnuM nAma saMsthAnA peTrana, AjIvana sabhya ke sabhya tarIke A saMsthA sAthe joDIne potAnA sahakAra ApyA che. sabhAne mATe e gauravanA viSaya che sabhA haju AjanI jarUriyAtane pahoMcI vaLavA mATe banatI sAhityarovA karavA mAge che. - Apa A saMsthAmAM na joDAyA ho to Apane namra vinati ke saMbhAnA. pina, AjIvana sabhya ke sAmAnya sabhya banIne agarato sabhAnI sAhitya pravRttine vega ApavA mATe bIjI rIte ApanA banatA phALA noMdhAvIne sabhAnI pravRttine vegavAna banAvAmAM sahAyabhUta thAe sabhAne Apa nIcenI rIte sAtha ApI zake che.. rUA. 501) agara to vadhAre ApIne sabhAnA AzrayadAtA (peTrana) banIne, - rUA. 101) agara tA vadhAre ApIne sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya banIne, agarato A5 saMsthAnA vikAsa mATe ApanI vidvatAne ke anubhavanA ke Arthika madadane cAgya phALo ApIne.. zrI jaina AmAnada sabhA-bhAvanagara eka jharajhara jharamara jharajhara jharakha - karamaka-maka kaka: praka-ka kAmaka . eka ma9 5 5 5 5) tatro ane prakAzaka : khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha, zrI jaina AmAnada sabhAvatI mudraka : harilAla devacaMda zeTha, AnaMda prinTIMga presa, bhAvanagara. For Private And Personal Use Only