Book Title: Anandghan ni Atmanubhuti 04
Author(s): Kalyanbodhivijay
Publisher: Jinshasan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005045/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43 AnaMdaghananI AtmAnabhUti Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ God is the Perfect Poet, who in his Person acts his own Creation. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Namotthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa zrI prema-bhuvanabhAnu-padma-jayaghoSasUri gurubhyo namaH zrI bhuvanabhAnusUri janmazatAbdIe navaluM najarANuM - 80 alagArI avadhUta zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja praNIta pada para parizIlana AnaMdaghananI A mAnubhUti (caturtha pada) / T parizIlanakAra LT prAcIna zratoddhAraka pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSya pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya kalyANabodhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja he prakAzaka : zrI jinazAsana ArAdhanA TrasTa Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pustakanuM nAma : AnaMdaghananI AtmAnubhUti mULa kRti : alagArI avadhUta pa. pU. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja praNIta caturtha AdhyAtmika pada viSaya : anubhava prIta vizeSatA : AtmAnubhUtinA agocara zikharone sara karavA mATe, prIti ane bhaktinA mAdhyame anubhUti tarapha DhaLavA mATe, zAMti ane samAdhine AtmasAt karavA mATe eka upAdeya AlaMbana vi. saM. 2067 * prati H 2000 * mUlya : 100/ prApti sthAna : 1) zrI jinazAsana ArAdhanA TrasTa, zrI caMdrakumArabhAI jarIvAlA .. du.naM.6, badrikezvara sosAyaTI, marIna DrAIva I roDa, muMbaI-400 002. phona : 22818390, Email : devanshjariwala@gmail.com 2) zrI akSayabhAI zAha .. 506, padma epArTa, jaina maMdira ke sAmane, sarvodayanagara, muluMDa (pa.). mo. : 9594555505, Email : inshasan108@gmail.com 3) zrI bAbubhAI saremalajI beDAvALA .. siddhAcala baMglojha, senTa ena hAIskUla pAse, hIrA jaina sosAyaTI, sAbaramatI, amadAvAda-5. mo. 9426585904, Email : ahoshrut.bs@gmail.com 4) zrI mehula je. vArayA .. 401, pArzvanAtha epArTamenTa, hanumAna cAra rastA, sTeTa beMka nI upara, gopIpurA, surata-395 001. mo. : 9374717779, Email : mehuljvaraiya@gmail.com 5) zrI dinezabhAI jaina .. rUma naM.8, pahele mALe, 9, malhAra rAva vADI, dAdIzeTha agiyArI lena, kAlabAdevI roDa, muMbaI-400 002. mo.: 7738500031 6) parezabhAI zAha .. A202, zivakRpA, layamInArAyaNa maMdiranI sAme, mathurAdAsa roDa, kAMdivalI (5.), muMbaI - 400 062. mo. 9820017030 7) malTI grAphiksa .. 18, Khotachi Wadi, Vardhaman Bldg., 3rd Floor, V. P. Road, Prathana Samaj, Mumbai - 4. Ph.: 23873222 23884222. E-mail : support@multygraphics.Com Design & Printed by: MULTY GRAPHICS... www.multygraphics.com (c) Copyright held by Publisher & Author under Indian copyright act, 1957. http://copyright.govt.in/documents/copyright rules 1957.pdf Un Ede Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina mandira-jala mandira-jIva mandira kA puNya prayAga arthAt pAvApurI tIrtha jIvamaitrIdhAma SPONSOR (sukRta sahayogI) vizvavikhyAta zrI pAvApurI tIrtha-jIvamaitrI dhAma nirmAtA zrI ke. pI. saMghavI parivAra... AtmAnubhUtinI A yAtrAmAM Ape anekone sahayAtrI banAvyA, enA parama puNyathI ApanI adhyAtmayAtrA avirata bane e ja aMtaranI zubhecchA. K. P. SANGHVI GROUP Name of the Entity K. P. Sanghvi & Sons Sumatinath Enterprises K. P. Sanghvi International Limited KP Jewels Private Limited Seratreak Investment Private Limited K. P. Sanghvi Capital Services Private Limited K. P. Sanghvi Infrastructure Private Limited KP Fabrics Fine Fabrics King Empex Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ love love 'nimaMtraNam. nizakAyAtrAnuM.. suhAgaNane akhaMDa saubhAgyavatI banAvavAnI eka divya prakriyA... akhaMDa dIpakanA prAkaTya dvArA anAdinA aMdhakAra ulecavAnI eka parama pratikriyA... 'prematIrathI vIMdhAIne amara banI javAnI eka zAstrIya zastrakriyA... eTale ja 'prastuta padanuM parizIlana. A eka nirAkArayAtrA che. avadhUta yogIrAja zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja emAM joDAvA mATe ApaNane nimaMtraNa ApI rahyA che... cAlo, sAmela thaIe... - AcArya vijaya kalyANabodhisUri Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Love alone can transform the world. suhAgaNa ! jAgI anubhava: prIta suhAgaNa ! jAgI anubhava prIta, ninda anAdi agyAna kI miTa gaI nija rIta... 1 suhAgaNa ! jAgI anubhava prIta.... ghaTa maMdira dIpaka kiyo sahaja sujyoti sarUpa, Apa parAI Apa hI, ThAnata vastu anUpa... 2 suhAgaNa ! jAgI anubhava prIta.... kahA~ dikhAvuM aura kuM? kahA~ samajAuM bhora ? tIra acUka hai prema kA, lAge so rahe Thora... 3 suhAgaNa jAgI anubhava prIta.... nAdaviluddho prANakuM. gine na tRNa mRgaloya : AnaMdaghana prabhu prema kI, akatha kahAnI koya...4 suhAgaNa jAgI anubhava prIta.... 10 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suhAgana ! jAgI anubhava prIta suhAgana ! jAgI anubhava prIta, ninda anAdi agyAna kI miTa gaI nija rIta....1 suhAgana ! jAgI anubhava prIta..... Bewa & nearer than hands & feet. Closer is he than breathing Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saubhAgyavatI ! AtmAnubhUti sAthe prIti jAgRta thai che. anAdi kALathI je ajJAnarUpI nidvA hatI, te potAnI rIte ja dUra thaI gaI che. ||1|| nidrA ane jAgRti A be vastu evI che, ke jemAMthI ekanI hAjarImAM bIjI vastu avazya gerahAjara hoya che. zAstrIya paribhASAmAM ene parasparaparihAra kahevAya. nidrAnI hAjarI thAya, eTale jAgRtinI gerahAjarI thAya ja. ane jAgRti hAjara thAya, eTale nidrAne dUra thaye ja chUTako che. prastutamAM jAgRta banI che AtmAnubhUtinI prIti ane nidrA che anAdikAlIna ajJAnanI. eka vAra AtmAnubhUtinI prIti jAge, eTale ajJAnanidrA eka kSaNa mATe paNa na TakI zake. sAcI prIti eTale akRtrima abhiruci. sAcI prIti eTale AMtarika abhilASA. sAcI prIti eTale sahaja spRhA. prIti jAge zI rIte? kaI vyakti priya banI zake? e aMge zAstrakAroe khUba mArmika nirUpaNa karyuM che... priyavAcA priyaH kazcit, priyadAnena cAparaH / mantramUlyAdinA kazcit, yaH priyaH priya eva saH / / koi priya bane che, tenuM kAraNa hoya che, tenA dvArA bolAtuM priya vacana. koi priya bane che, bIjAne priya vastu ApavAthI. koi vaLI maMtra-auSadhino prayoga karIne priya thAya che. paNa je priya che... koI bAhya nimitta vinA ya sahajapaNe game che, e to sadA mATe 'priya' ja rahe che. bAhya vastunA kAraNe jAgelI prItinuM AyuSya lAMbu hotuM nathI. sakAraNa ke niSkAraNa e prIti khaMDita thAya che. gorI cAmaDInA AdhAre thayelA 'lava mereja' tyAre tUTI jAya che, jyAre dAjhI javAnA kAraNe cAmaDI kolasA jevI kALI thai jAya che. Ane kahevAya aupAdhika prIti. dunyavI badhI prIti A prakAranI hoya che. eka patnIe patine pUchyuM, "pahelA tamArA ghaNA mitro ApaNA ghare AvatA hatA. have bahu ochA Ave che, enuM kAraNa?'" "tAre to sAruM ja che ne? tAre cA-pANInI sarabharA ochI karavI paDaze.'' "tame huM pUchuM chuM, eno javAba Apo." "jo vAta evI che ne... ke sAcI paristhiti jAhera thayA bAda ATalA paNa Avaze ke nahI, e prazna che." "kema? zuM thayuM?" 'dhaMdhAmAM bhayaMkara nukazAnI thai che. devALu nIkaLavAnI lagabhaga taiyArI che.'' "ema?'' ''hA.'' ''to to huM ya jAuM chuM mArA piyare. mArA pappA sAcuM ja kahetA hatA, ke AnI sAthe lagna karavA jevA nathI.'' 'meDa phora ica adhara'no ADaMbara, prANa paNa nyocchAvara karI devAnI mohaka vAto, 'tamArA vinA to huM jIvI paNa na zakuM' evuM bolavA sAthe gaLagaLA thaI javAno abhinaya... A sarva aupAdhika prIti che. te prIti nathI to sAcI hotI, ke nathI to zAzvata paNa hotI. dhana, rUpa, sattA vagere 'upAdhi' (bAhya nimitta) dUra thAya, enI sAthe A aupAdhika prIti ogaLI jAya che. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ be Loven Sho swe It's actual sAcI prIti eTale akRtrima aci sAcI prIti eTale AMtaraka abhilASA. sAcI prIti eTale sahaja spRhA For F& Putral Use Only rheartjg you Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'AdhAra (mATaluM) naSTa thAya, eTale Adheya (pANI)ne jo AtmAnuM mRtyu thAya, to zuddha cetanA vidhavA bane. vAnA thaye ja chaTako che. tema upAdhi dara thAya. eTale enuM saubhAgya naMdavAI jAya. pachI ene sahAgaNa na kahI pAdhikane jatA rahevA sivAya bIjo koi ja vikalpa nathI. zakAya. prastutamAM AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje atyaMta garbhita mATe ja AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje zrI RSabhadevanA stavanamAM ' rIte 'suhAgaNa' zabdamAM agAdha tathyo mukI dIdhA che. zuddhA kahyuM che - 'AtmacetanA have sadA mATe 'suhAgaNa' rahevAnI che, kAraNa ke prIta sagAi jagamAM sahu kare re, prIta sagAi koya, 'enI vidhavA banavAnI zakyatA ja nAbUda thai gai che... kema? prIta sagAi nirupAdhika kahI re, sopAdhika dhana khoya... jAgI anubhava prIta ' prIti to nirupAdhika hovI joIe. bAhya vastu sAthenI ne AtmAnubhUti sAthe nirupAdhi prIti jAgI che. je prIti 'prIti bAhya nimitta vinA thatI nathI. mATe e prIti orAdhika | zAzvata che. A prIti svabhAva-ramaNatAnI dizAmAM satata hoya che. nirupAdhika prItine bAhya nimittanI koi AvazyakatA pragati karAvyA vinA rahetI nathI. mATe have AtmAnuM bhAvamRtyu nathI. mATe ja to ene 'nirupAdhi' kahevAya che. AvI prIti 'thAya, e saMbhavita ja nathI. kAraNa ke have vibhAvagamanano AMtarika tattva sAthe saMbhavita che, je tattva che 'AtmAnubhUti'. avakAza rahyo nathI. A rIte AtmA amara banI jAya che, tethI ' AtmAnubhUti pratye prIti jAgI che, A vAta avadhUta 'zuddha cetanA kharekhara suhAgaNa bane che. AnaMdaghana kone kahI rahyA che? padano prathama zabda juo... zaMkA :- AtmA to amara che ja. 'o sAro 'suhAgaNa !" A eka rahasyamaya saMbodhana che. jeno pati gappA' jevA Agamavacano AtmAne nitya jaNAve che. to jIvita hoya, evI strIne suhAgaNa = saubhAgyavatI kahevAya pachI AtmAnuM mRtyu zI rIte thai zake? che. A alagArI avadhuta konI sAthe vAta karI rahyA che? skUla samAdhAna :- 'AtmA nitya che.' A vacana dravyAstika paribhASAthI je 'suhAgaNa' che, tenI sAthe A avadhatano nayanA abhiprAyathI kahyuM che. paryAyAstika nayanA abhiprAya Avo saMvAda saMbhavita nathI. 'to pratikSaNa navA paryAyano janma thAya che ane junA paryAyanuM mATe sUkSma paribhASAmAM utarIe... prastutamAM | mRtyu paNa thAya che. prastutamAM AtmAnA mRtyunI je vAta karI, suhAgaNa che zuddha AtmacetanA. eka vAra AtmAno tenI sAthe te bhAvaprANanI (darzana-jJAna-cAritranI) apekSAe kahI che. pariNaya-zubhavivAha thAya, eTale e suhAgaNa bane che. jo jo atyaMta zuddha bhAvaprANanI apekSAe joIe to sarva saMsArI AtmA pAcho vibhAvomAM lapaTAya, to AdhyAtmika dRSTie (jIvonuM sadAtana mRtyu che. adhyAtmasAramAM kahyuM che - e AtmAnuM mRtyu che. kAraNa ke bhAvaprANonI vidAya vinA ajIvA janminaH shuddh-bhaavpraannvypekssyaa| vibhAvagamana zakya nathI. 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Divine Marriage A Divine Marriage A Divine Marriage A Divine Marriage A Divine Marriage aboshogu amilo u aboshot ashilo u aboshot ash!! a u aboshon amia u abogon emes www.almolibrary one p Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuddha bhAvaprANonI apekSAe sarvasaMsArI jIvo 'ajIva' che. ane dravya prANanI apekSAe zuddha jJAnI siddha bhagavaMto 'nirjIva' che. dravya prANa eTale indriyo, zvAsocchvAsa, AyuSya ane mana-vacana-kAyAnuM baLa. siddhone A dravyaprANo hotA nathI. zuddha bhAvaprANa eTale jemAM dravya prANanuM AMzika paNa mizraNa nathI thayuM, evA bhAvaprANa. AvA prANa to mAtra siddha bhagavaMtone hoya che. e sivAya dravyaprANanI hAjarImAM ochAvattA pramANamAM bhAvaprANa hoya ene AdhyAtmika dRSTie AtmAnuM jIvana kahI zakAya. ane eTalA-AMzika bhAvaprANonI paNa vidAya thAya, ene AtmAnuM mRtyu kahI zakAya. AtmAnuM mRtyu thatAnI sAthe zuddha cetanA vidhavA bane che. eka patnI chApuM vAMcatA vAMcatA bolI, "vidhavA ne vidhurapaNAnuM duHkha bhAre hoya che." pati babaDyo, "ema to lagnanuM duHkha paNa kyAM halakuM hoya che?'' patnI bhaDakI, "zuM bolyA?... zuM bolyA?" pati kahe, "kAMI nahIM... kAMi nahIM.'' bhoLI patnIe potAnI vAta AgaLa calAvI... 'huM to bhagavAnane roja prArthanA karuM chuM, ke bhale bhagavAna mane vidhavA banAve, paNa tamane vidhura na banAve.'' ramUjanI vAta che. ahIM samajavAnuM e che ke bAhya jagatamAM vidhavA ke vidhura banAvavA e bhagavAnanA paNa hAthanI vAta nathI, jyAre AMtara jagatamAM svayaM vidhura banavuM ke na banavuM, patnIne vidhavA banAvavI ke na banAvavI, e AtmAne svAdhIna vAta che. e cAhe to pote amara rahI zake che... zuddha cetanAne akhaMDa saubhAgyavatI rAkhI zake che... ane bahu khumArIthI kahI zake che - suhAgana ! jAgI anubhava prIta eka sAdhaka hato. 'samAdhi'nI sAdhanA mATe tenI khUba khyAti hatI. eka jijJAsu tenI pAse mArgadarzana meLavavA Avyo. thoDA prazno karyA pachI teNe pUchyuM, "tame samAdhi kyAre karo cho?'' pelA sAdhake javAba Apyo, "kadI nahIM.'' e jijJAsu to AzcaryamAM garakAva thaI gayo... "tame ATalA moTA samAdhisAdhaka... ane samAdhi na karo?" e sAdhake je javAba Apyo che, e khUba mArmika che - vikSepo nAsti yasmAnme na samAdhistato mm| vikSepo vA samAdhirvA manasassyAdvikAriNaH / / mAro koI vikSepa nathI, mATe mArI samAdhi paNa nathI. vikSepa ane samAdhi to vikArI-parivartanazIla mananA ja thAya che. suhAgaNanuM saubhAgya zI rIte akhaMDa rahI zake, tenuM rahasya A zlokamAM samAyeluM che. AtmAnubhUtinI prIti sAcI kyAre kahevAya? jyAre enA sivAya bIjA koInA vicArano paNa avakAza na rahe. eka vyakti koine kAMi kahI rahI che, ane te tenI vAtamAM barAbara dhyAna Apato nathI. vAraMvAra ghaDiyALa jue che... AjubAjumAM jue che, to eno artha e che ke ene te vyaktinI vAtamAM rasa nathI. mana vikSepomAM jAya eno artha e che ke ene samAdhimAM joie evo rasa nathI. mana pudgala tarapha DhaLe che, e ja batAve che ke manane parama sAthenI prIti hajI jAmI nathI. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sation laternational The he Monferr suhAgaNa jAgI anubhava prIta sudhArasane choDIne azucijaLane pIvAnI ceSTA jo mUrkhAmI kahevAya, to AtmAnubhUtinA adbhuta AnaMdane choDIne tuccha pudgala pratyenA AkarSaNane zuM kahevuM? dUdhapAka game teTalo sAro lAgato hoya, paNa jo kerIno rasa maLato hoya, to dUdhapAka chUTI jatA kAcI sekaMDano ya vilaMba lAgato nathI. pachI to dUdhapAkano vicAra paNa Avato nathI. emAM kAraNa che mAnavanI e sajjaDa mAnyatA, ke sAro gaNAto dUdhapAka paNa kerInA rasanI AgaLa sAva tuccha che. rasane choDIne dUdhapAka Arogavo e to mUrkhAi che ja, rasane ArogatA dUdhapAkano vicAra karavo e paNa ochI mUrkhAmI nathI. A eka sthULa TraSTAMta che, vAstavamAM to pudgaladravya tarIke rasa hoya, dUdhapAka hoya ke aci jaLa hoya... badhuM ja sarakhuM che. samajavAnI vAta e che ke jyAre potAnI mAnyatAmAM Worst... Worse...Bad...Good...Better... Best nI kakSA spaSTa thaI jAya, tyAre nIcI vastuno tyAga ane uMcI vastunuM Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upAdAna sahaja bane che. A tyAga ane upAdAna mAtra | AtmAnubhUtinI prIti jAgRta thAya, eTale ajJAnanI zArIrika ke vAcika kakSAnA ja nahIM, mAnasika kakSAnA paNa nidrA Apo Apa dUra thai jAya che. e nidrAne dUra karavA mATe hoya che. uMcI vastu eka paLa mATe paNa manamAMthI khase nahIM, anya koi prayatna karavo paDato nathI. prakAza ane aMdhakAra ane nIcI vastu eka paLa mATe paNa manamAM Ave nahIM. ko'ke jo eka sAthe rahI zake, to AtmAnubhUti ane ajJAna eka bhagavAnane uddezIne kahyuM che - sAthe rahI zake. prakAza thAya, te ja kSaNe aMdhakAra svayaM ravAnA yAda kone karI tane bhUluM? koNa tArI tole che? thaI jAya che, ema AtmAnubhUtino udaya thAya, eTale ajJAna eka bhaktane koie pUchyuM, "tame prabhunuM smaraNa kyAre Apo Apa asta pAme che. karo cho?' javAba maLyo, "kadI nahIM." "kadI nahIM??? ajJAnane ahIM nidrAnI upamA ApI che. jemAM hA." "tame bhakta?" 'prabhuno bhakta." 'ane emanuM 'huM koNa chuM?' eTaluM ya bhAna na rahe, 'hitAhita'no viveka smaraNa na karo?" "kadI nahIM." "paNa kAMi kAraNa?" na rahe, sarva guNo ane kaLAo nakAmA thai jAya, enuM nAma ''kAraNa eTaluM ja, ke mane prabhunuM vismaraNa ja thatuM nathI. nidrA. ajJAna e ghora nidrA che. zAstrakAra bhagavaMto kahe che - smaraNa to tenuM karavAnuM hoya, ke jenuM vismaraNa thayuM hoya.'' | ajJAnaM khalu kaSTaM rAgAdibhyo'pi sarva paapebhyH| pratikSaNa tenI pratIti jIvaMta hoya... svAnubhUtinI e arthaM hitamahitaM vA na vetti yenA''vRto lokH|| saMvedanA sAtatyane pAmI hoya... enA ja prabhAve parabhAvono rAga vagere sarva pApo karatAM paNa vadhu bhayaMkara koI sahajapaNe vilaya thayo hoya. tyAre kahevAya - hoya, to e che ajJAna. jenA kAraNe loko e jANI zakatA suhAgaNa jAgI anubhava prIta nathI, ke A vastu mAruM hita karanArI che? ke ahita karanArI bahu majAnI vAta e che, ke eka vyakti muMbaithI che? amadAvAda jAya, temAM amadAvAdamAM pahoMcavAthI muMbaino niMda anAdi ajJAna kI tyAga ApoApa thai jAya che. amadAvAda pahoMcyA pachI mahAbhayaMkara che anAdikALanI A ajJAnanidrA. muMbaIne choDavA mATe koi alaga prayatna karavo paDato nathI. e ene sadAnA mATe dUra karavI hoya, to eno eka ja upAya to potAnI meLe ja thai jAya che. 'potAnI meLe' e ahIM 'nija che... AtmAnubhUtinI prIti. AtmAnubhUti eka evo rIta' zabda dvArA anokhI khUbIthI vyakta karyuM che - prakAza che, jemAM anAdikALathI agocara vastu paNa prakAzita ninda anAdi agyAna kI thayA vinA rahetI nathI... bIjI kaDImAM A ja vAta spaSTa thai miTa gai nija rIta. rahI che... Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ you are yeitute Just sepa Another by inner eye, te I from ghaTa maMdira dIpaka kiyo sahaja sujyoti sarUpa, Apa parAI Apa hI. ThAnata vastu anUpa...2 suhAgaNa ! jAgI anubhava prIta... nombrary.org Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmamaMdiramAM sahaja rasamyaka jyoti svarUpa sAdhake dhanya thayo. gurunI prasAdIrUpa 'sAdhanAsUtra'ne zAnadIpaka pragaTAvyo che. A anupama dIpaka vaya mAthe caDAvIne eNe vidAya lIdhI. jJAnadIpakanA prAkaTyanI va-para vastunI sthApanA kare che. rA. sAdhanA zarU karI. ghaTa maMdira dIpaka kiyo. | eka guru hatA. sadA samAdhimAM layalIna rahetA. ekavArA temanI pAse eka sAdhaka Avyo... "mAre bhedajJAnanI anubhUti ' jyAM sudhI AtmagRhamAM ajJAnanA aMdhakAra haze, tyAM sudhI sva-parano bheda nahIM samajAya. sva ane para vacce karavI che." be kSaNa sudhI gurue tenI sAme eka vedhaka dRSTi karI. trIjI kSaNe mAtra be ja zabdo kahyA, 'rAte Avaje.'' | ekatvanI bhrAMti thaze. jyAM sudhI A bhrAMti che, tyAM sudhI 'saMsAra che. jyAM sudhI A bhrama che, tyAM sudhI baMdhana che. A | kAjaLa jevo aMdhakAra chavAI gayo hato... e samaye bhrama bhAMge to mokSa thAya. sAdhaka mAMDa mAMDa gurunI e kuTira sudhI pahoMcyo. guru kuTiranI bhedavijJAnataH siddhAH siddhA ye kila kecn| bahAra beThA hatAM. sAdhakane jotAnI sAthe gurue ene kuTiramAM javA izAro karyo. sAdhaka aMdara gayo. thoDI vAra pachI gurae 'asyaivAbhAvato baddhA, baddhA ye kila kecn||| ene bahAra bolAvyo, ane pUchyuM, 'te aMdara zuM zuM joyuM?'' | | Aja sudhImAM jeTalA paNa AtmAo siddha thayA che, | sAdhaka kahe, 'aMdara to ghora aMdhakAra che. mAtra aMdhAruM | ' temanI siddhinuM kAraNa hatuM bhedavijJAna. ane Aja sudhImAM ja dekhAya che, bIjuM kAMI ja nahIM." have gurue ene eka dIpaka ' jeTalA paNa AtmAo baMdhana pAmyA che, temanA baMdhananuM kAraNa pragaTAvIne Apyo ane pharI aMdara javA kahyuM. che bhedajJAnano abhAva. ' sAdhaka aMdara gayo. thoDI vAra thai. gurue ene bahAra , | adhyAtmayAtrAnuM parama pAtheya che bhedajJAna. bolAvyo ane pharI e ja prazna pUchyo. sAdhake kahyuM, "have AtmAnubhUtinI AdhArazilA che bhedajJAna. sAdhanAmArga para 'to kuTiranI dIvAlo, caTTAI, pustaka, huM pote... badhuM ja spaSTa prakAza prasarAve che bhedajJAnano dIpaka. A dIpakanI ahIM traNa dekhAtuM hatuM." vizeSatA kahI che. | bhedajJAnanI bhUmikA banI gaI hatI. gurue gaMbhIra svare ' (1) sahaja. (2) sujyotisvarUpa. (3) anupama, kahyuM, 'jyAM sudhI kuTiramAM dIpaka na hato, tyAM sudhI temAM rahelI (1) sahaja :- lokika dIvAmAM koDiyuM che, vATa che, koI vastuno bheda jaNAto na hato. badhuM ja ekarasa hoya, evuM tela che. A badhAnA AdhAre jyoti potAnuM astitva TakAvI lAgatuM hatuM. ane dIpaka Avyo eTale pratyeka vastuno bheda zake che. emAMthI koI paNa vastu anavasthita thAya. eTale pratyakSa thai gayo. A ja che bhedajJAnanuM rahasya. AtmakuTiramAM 'jyoti' jokhamamAM mukAI jAya. bhedajJAna-dIpakanuM astitva jJAnadIpaka pragaTe eTale sva-parano bheda pratyakSa thAya.' parAdhIna nathI. mATe A dIpaka sahaja che. nathI ene vATanI Jain Education Interational ate s onal Use Only r Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Today Yesterday Tomorrow day Yesterday Tomorrow Iday Yesterday Tomoura Today Yesterday Tomor day Yesterday Tomoriam | Today Yesteulay Tonforme Today Yesterday M S Today Yesterday and | SADHAK jyAM sudhI 'va'-'para'nI paribhASA spaSTa na thAya tyAM sudhI sAdhanAmArga para paga mukavo paNa zakya. nathI. ane eka vAra A paribhASA spaSTa thaI jAya eTale sAdhanAmArge pragati thayA vinA rahetI nathI. a jet Journey to 90 Liberation Jain Education L Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apekSA ke nathI ene telanI apekSA. ane mATe ja bhedajJAnano prakAza kahI zakAya, to pachI aMdhakAre zuM guno karyo che? ene eka vAra udaya thAya, pachI eno asta thato nathI. asta to ya 'prakAza' kaho. kAraNa ke baMnenA svarUpamAM koi ja phera nathI. thAya che bhavabhramaNano. bhedajJAna to sadodita rahe che. prakAza to che mAtra ne mAtra A 'sujyoti.' jeNe potAnA 'sahaja' zabda ja keTalo preraka che! jeTaluM sahaja che eTaluM adbhuta prabhAvano pratyakSa paraco Apyo che. tamAruM potAnuM. jeTaluM aupAdhika che... bAhya che... uthalapAthala Apa parAi Apa hI, ThAnata vastu anuup| karIne tame meLavyuM che, e badhuM ja pArakuM. e kadI tamAruM potAnuM Atmadravya ane paradravyano bheda, je anAdi kALathI thavAnuM nathI. bhaugolika rIte te vastu dUra hoya, tamArI najIka akaLa hato, e bhedanuM svarUpa A dIpaka bahu siphatathI samajAvI hoya, ke tamArA hAthamAM hoya, A badhI ja avasthAmAM temAM de che. jyAM sudhI 'sva'-'para'nI paribhASA spaSTa na thAya tyAM raheluM paratva = pArakApaNuM to eka sarakhuM ja rahe che. sudhI sAdhanAmArga para paga mukavo paNa zakya nathI. ane eka bhedajJAnano dIpaka sahaja che... zAzvata che... enuM vAra A paribhASA spaSTa thai jAya eTale sAdhanAmArge pragati nirmANa nathI thatuM, paNa enuM prAkaTya thAya che. thayA vinA rahetI nathI. | (2) sujyotisvarUpa :- sahaja hovAnuM pramANa ja A eka saMta hatA. ekAeka emanI tabiyata bagaDI. che ke e sujyotisvarUpa che. laukika dIvo koDiyuM-tela-vATa- jhADA, ulTI, tAva, zaradI, udharasa... sAmAnya mANasa trAsI jyotisvarUpa hoya che. A lokottara dIpakamAM 'jyoti' sivAya jAya, bhayAnaka ArtadhyAna - hAyavoya kare evI dazA, ... paNa bIjuM kAMi ja nathI. mATe ja A dIpaka svAbhAvika-sahaja che..! saMta to pUrNapaNe svastha hatAM. temanA eka bhaktane temanI khUba jyotine vaLI 'su' vizeSaNa lagADyuM che, teno ya Azaya ciMtA satAvavA lAgI. ciMtAtura svare teNe saMtanI tabiyata gaMbhIra che. laukika jyoti vinazvara che. lokottara jyoti pUchI. saMte prasannatAthI javAba Apyo, 'jJa paMpa mUna ve re avinAzI che. laukika jyoti maryAdita kSetrane prakAzita kare che mohane ro, meM to vahata mane E E'' che. lokottara jyoti anaMta tattvanuM prakAzana kare che. asaMbhavitane saMbhavita banAve che sva-para bhedajJAna. (3) anupama :- mATe ja A jyoti anupama che. Azcaryane sAhajika banAve che vivekajJAna. ApaNI bAjumAM duniyAmAM bIjo koI evo prakAza nathI, ke jenI sAthe A paDelI khurazInA pAyA para koI talavAra calAve, to ApaNane jyotine sarakhAvI zakAya. koi pIDA thatI nathI, enuM kAraNa e ja che ke khurazI ApaNAthI vAstavamAM to laukika prakAza e prakAza ja nathI. jenA judI che, evI ApaNI sajajaDa mAnyatA che. e ja talavAra hovA chatAM AtmA athaDAya che, kuTAya che, patana pAme che, ApaNA paga upara jhIMkI de, to cIsa paDI jAya, asahya pIDA bhaTake che, ene prakAza zI rIte kahI zakAya ? jo ene paNa thAya, vilApa ane rudana zarU thai jAya, enuM kAraNa e che GIPSO Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke zarIra e 'huM' chuM, evI ApaNI sajjaDa mAnyatA che. jyAre A mAnyatA jatI rahe, tyAre khurazI ane zarIra baMne samAna lAge. zarIranA so TukaDA karI devAya, to ya pIDAnI koi anubhUti paNa na thAya. AvI vivekajJAnanI vizuddhatara pariNati enuM ja nAma AtmAnubhUti. 'zarIra huM chuM' A gerasamajanA AdhAre saMsAra cAle che. 'AtmA ja huM chuM' evI samyak samajanA AdhAre mokSa thAya che. samAdhitaMtramAM A ja vAta kahI che - dehAntaragate/jaM, dehe'sminnaatmbhaavnaa| bIjaM videhnissptte-raatmnyevaatmbhaavnaa|| jIva eka zarIra choDIne bIjA zarIramAM jAya che, tenuM kAraNa che 'dehamAM Atmabuddhi.' jyAre 'AtmAmAM ja Atmabuddhi'no udaya thAya, tyAre dehAtIta avasthAnI prApti thAya che. mApa parADu mApa hI, ThInata vastu jhanUpA | khaMdhakasUrinA 500 ziSyone khUba krUratAthI ghANI (tela kADhavAnA yaMtra)mAM pIlI nAkhavAmAM AvyA hatAM. jarA kalpanA karo. e ghANImAM jyAre e zramaNone nAkhyA haze... yaMtrane gatimAna karAvyuM haze... pratyeka kSaNe zarIra vadhu ne vadhu saMkocAtuM gayuM haze... mAtra pAMca ja kSaNamAM jarA paNa avakAza na rahe e sthiti sarjAi haze... basa, have cholAvAnI zarUAta thaI, nA, balka e zramaNo chuMdAvA lAgyA, mAMsanA locA nIkaLavA lAgyA, lohInI dhArA vahevA lAgI... ne have to hADakA paNa tUTavA lAgyA, naso ne AMtaraDAo veravikhera thavA lAgyA, kevI haze e gojhArI vedanA ! kevI haze e kALI yAtanA ! paNa e samaye e zramaNonI AtmapariNati kevI hatI, khyAla che? adhyAtmopaniSaddamAM e pariNatinI jhalaka dekhADI che - sAmyaprasAdAstavapurmamatvAH sattvAdhikAH svaM dhruvameva mtvaa| na sehire'rtiM kimu tIvrayantraniSpIDitAH skandhakasUriziSyAH?|| 'zarIra huM chuM' A gerasamaja paNa e zramaNone na hatI. ane 'zarIra mAruM che" e bhrAnti paNa temane na hatI. mATe ja ahaMkAra ane mamakArathI teo pUrNapaNe mukta hatA... tethI ja samatAthI pariNati parAkASThAe pahoMcI hatI... A sthitimAM yaMtramAM pIlAvAnI vedanA paNa parama prasannatAthI sahana karI lIdhI.. | 'sahana karI' A vAta paNa bALajIvone samajAvavA mATe che, bAkI emAM sahana zuM karavAnuM hatuM? bAjumAM paDelI khurazIno koI bhukko bolAvI de, emAM mane zuM? A jema sAmAnya mANasanI manobhUmikA che, ema e maharSionI manobhUmikA hatI ke, zarIra yaMtramAM pIlAI jAya emA mane zuM? huM to AtmA chuM. zarIra juduM che ane huM judo chuM. yenA''tmA'budhyatA''tmaiva, paratvenaiva caaprm| jemaNe AtmAno ja 'huM' tarIke bodha karyo ane para ne anya' tarIke ja jANyuM... A avasthAnA aMtarodgAra che - Apa parAi Apa hI, ThAnata vastu anuup| AtmAnubhUtinI A dazA kalpanAne ya pele pAra hoya che, to pachI vacanathI to tenI yathArtha abhivyakti zI rIte thaI zake? A ja praznArtha have spaSTarUpe raju thaI rahyo che... nen Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 49000 00000 4600 200000 66000 29.9. VoodooKOTA fon unerring arrow of HOTE kahA~ dikhAvU aura kuM? kahA~ samajAuM bhora? tIra acUka hai prema kA, lAge so rahe Thora...3 suhAgaNa jAgI anubhava prIta... Jain Education Interational Forvalo & Fersonal use only Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bIjAne te huM kevI rIte dekhADI zakuM? bhoLA jIvane jakaDI lIdhA che, tethI AtmAnubhUtinA virATa AkAzamAM tainuM svarUpa zI rIte samajAvI zakuM? premanuM tIra acaka ApaNe mukta uDDayana karI zakatA nathI. koi paNa vyakti ke hoya che, te jene lAge che, te nizcaLa rahe che. |3|| vastunA kSetre jyAM sudhI sUkSma paNa Agraha haze, tyAM sudhI AtmAnubhUtinI bhUmikA prApta karavI zakya nathI. re... jemane | AtmAnubhUti... A zabda jeTalo saraLa che, eTalo (guru mAnyA che, temanI sAthe ya A dazA hoya, pachI... ja teno artha gahana che. keTalAka jIvo zabdomAM ja aMjAI jAya guru smita sAthe ziSyanI sthitinuM vihaMgAvalokana karI che. to keTalAka jIvo jijJAsAthI AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. rahyA che. gurue ziSyane pharI pUchyuM, "bola, gulAbajAMbu kevA kharekhara ahIM vAstavikatA zuM che? ' lAgyA?" ziSya kahyuM, ''mIThA." "mIThA eTale?'' 'ekadama | eka ziSyane AtmAnubhUtinI khUba jijJAsA thaI. gaLyA.'' 'A to enI e vAta thaI. paNa khAtI vakhate kevA gurune Agraha sAthe prazna karyo. guru ziSyanI adhIrAI joIne lAgyA?' ''ekadama mIThA mIThA." malakI rahyA. sAMje javAba ApavAno vAyado karyo. ziSyanI mUMjhavaNa vadhI rahI che... tyAre gurue chello bapora thaI. guru-ziSya yajamAnane tyAM bhojana karavA ' prazna karyo, 'ema nahIM, tuM gulAbajAMbu khAto hato, tyAre gayAM. bhojanamAM gulAbajAMbu paNa hatA. sAMje ziSya javAba | tane enI anubhUti kevI thaI?" ziSya mauna thaI gayo. A mATe Avyo, tyAre gurue prazna karyo, 'bhojanamAM gulAbajAMbu ' praznano enI pAse javAba na hato. anubhava to pote karyo ja hatA, e tane kevA lAgyA?' che, paNa enI abhivyakti zabdo dvArA saMbhavita nathI. eka paLa mATe to ziSya DaghAI ja gayo... kyAM ' gurue eka suMdara smita karIne ziSyane kahyuM, anubhUti 'AtmAnubhUtinI samajUtI ane kyAM... 'e anubhUti. jeno mAtra anubhava karI zakAya, abhivyakti | tamane lAgyo che kadI Avo AMcako? khUba ciMtana nahIM, enuM nAma anubhUti. jo gulAbajAMbu jevA tuccha dravyano karo, to khyAla Avaze ke Avo AMcako ya AMtarika Agrahane anubhava paNa zabdothI vyakta na karI zakAya, to pachI anaMta AbhArI hoya che. ziSyanA manamAM evo sUkSma Agraha che, ke meM AnaMdamaya AtmadravyanI anubhUtine to zI rIte zabdomAM je prazna pUchayo che, gurue teno ja javAba Apavo joIe... samAvI zakAya? jema gulAbajAMbu, mIThA... gaLyA... khUba hajI UMDA utaro to AgrahanI paNa nimna kakSAnA darzana thaze... gaLyA... ema kahIne paNa kyAMka aTakI javuM paDe che. zabdonI 'pahelA ja vAkyamAM mAro javAba mane maLI javo joIe, athavA eka sImA AvI jAya che, ane anubhUtinI to zarUAta ja e to mArA praznane saMgata thAya, evuM ja te vAkya hovuM joie. te sImAnI AgaLathI thAya che. A vAta mAtra e ziSyanI nathI, ApaNI paNa che. e ja rIte AtmAnubhUti viSe hajAro zAstro lakhAI AgrahonA sUkama tAMtaNAoe Azcaryajanaka rIte ApaNane jAya, to ya e tamAma zAstro te sImAe aTakI jaze, ke jyAMthI For e Only Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AgaLa anubhUtinuM pravezadvAra che. A sthitimAM avadhUtanA aMtarodgAro taddana yathArtha che... kahA~ dikhAvU aura kuM? kahA~ samajAuM bhora ? zabdo saMkhyAtA che, anubhUtinuM AkAza anaMta che. zAstronI sImA che. AtmAnubhUtino AnaMda niHsIma che. AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che - savve sarA nniattuNti| takkA jattha Na vijji| | ma tatva | himAM AtmAnubhUtine AMbavA mATe sarva svaro prasthAna kare che, paNa temane hArI-thAkIne pAchA pharavuM paDe che. tarko to ahIM UbhA rahevA paNa taiyAra nathI. ane buddhi prayAsa kare, to ya pAsa kare to ya kuMThita thayA vinA rahetI nathI. | hI, zAstro tenI dizA jarUra batAvI zake che. pachI e dizAmAM AgaLa vadho. eTale anubhUtimAM praveza thAya. ane pachI to gati ane pragati karatA ja jAo, TUMka samayamAM paramagatinI prApti nizcita che. mahopAdhyAyajIe jJAnasAramAM (2) anabhilApya :- jemane zabdothI na kahI zakAya. vizeSAvazyakabhASyamAM kahyuM che - paNNavaNijjA bhAvA, aNaMtabhAgo u annbhilppaannN| paNNavaNijjANaM puNa, aNaMtabhAgo suynibddho||141|| vizvamAM jeTalA abhilAkha bhAvo che, teo anabhilApya bhAvono anaMtamo bhAga ja che. ane je abhilApya bhAvo che, temano paNa anaMtamo bhAga ja kRtanibaddha che = zAstromAM saMgRhIta che. | kyAM vizvanI virATa asmitA ! kyAM tenA anaMtamAM bhAge abhilApya bhAvo ! ane kyAM tenA paNa anaMtamAM bhAge sarva zAstro ! kahA~ dikhAvu aura kuM? kahA~ samajAuM bhora? avadhUtano praznArtha vAstavika che, eTalo ja vinamra paNa che. anAdikALamAM je viSayane prastuta karavA anaMta zAstronuM sarjana thayuM, e tamAma zAstrakAra mahApuruSoe nikhAlasa kabUlAta karI ke "ame to mAtra dizA batAvIe chIe. bAkI, A badhA zAstro maLIne paNa 'AtmAnubhUti'nuM avagAhana karI zake tema nathI." to pachI mArA jevI vyakti ene zI rIte zabdomAM samAvI zake? yogatattvopaniSaddamAM kahyuM che - anirvAcyaM padaM vaktuM na zakyaM taiH surairpi| AtmAnubhUti kharekhara anirvAcya che. devatAo paNa tenuM kathana karavA samartha nathI. yogazikhopaniSaddamAM kahyuM che - svAtmaprakAzarUpaM tat kiM zAstreNa prakAzyate? kahyuM che - vyApAraH sarvazAstrANAM dikpradarzanameva hi| pAraM tu prApayatyeko-'nubhavo bhvvaaridheH||26-2|| sarva zAstro mAtra digdarzana kare che. eka 'anubhava' ja saMsArasAgarano pAra pamADe che. zAstronI sImA kema che? tenuM rahasya paNa samajavA jevuM che. vizvanI jeTalI vAstavikatAo che, vizvamAM vidyamAna bhAvo - padArtho che, temanA be prakAra che - (1) abhilApya :- jemane zabdathI kahI zakAya. PIN- nal Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Bis ENIE WN BEGINNING Magic Springs zabdo saMkhyAtA che, anubhUtinuM AkAza anaMta che. zAstronI sImA che. AtmAnubhUtino AnaMda niHsIma che. rasarva zAtro mAtra digdarzana kare che. eka "anubhava" ja saMsArasAgarano pAra pamADe che. AtmAnubhUti kharekhara anivathyi che. What a infinite pleasure... once test it. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svAtmaprakAzarUpa je AtmAnubhUti che, tene zAstra zI rIte prakAzita karI zake? nA, enuM prakAzana e zAstranI zaktinI bahAranI vAta che. kahA~ dikhAvU aura kuM? kahA~ samajAuM bhora? ' jenuM varNana thavuM zakya nathI, je kalpanAtIta ane taryAtIta che, e tattvanI anubhUtinI AturatA sahajapaNe na jAge, to ja Azcarya. 'gulAbajAMbu bahu mIThA... bahu gaLyA...' A zabdo bhale gulAbajAMbuno AsvAda na karAvI zake. enA AsvAdanI AturatA to jagADI ja zake ne ? A AturatA eTale ja AtmAnubhUtinI prIti. tIra acUka hai prema kA, lAge so rahe tthor|| 'lakSyavedha karavA mATe be zarata che. eka to tIra hovuM joie, ane bIjI zarata e tIra acUka hovuM joie. AtmAnubhUti pratyenI prIti e acUka tIra che. AtmasAdhakanA sAdhyane e avazya sAdhI ApI che. 'prema' vastu ja evI che, je premapAtra sAthe anusaMdhAna joDI Ape che, ane sAthe sAthe ja tenA sivAya badhethI anusaMdhAna toDI Ape che. ko'ke mIrAMne pUchyuM, ke "tane rANAe jhera ApyuM hatuM. bhale tuM bacI gai, tane kadI tenA para gusso nathI Avato?' 'mIrAe malakIne javAba Apyo che, "giradharanA premamAM 'huM eTalI magna chuM, ke bIjI koI vAtano vicAra karavAno paNa mane avakAza nathI.' 'tIra acUka hai prema kA, lAge so rahe tthor| premanuM tIra jene lAgyuM, e premapAtramAM nizcala banI jAya che, ene choDIne e bIje kyAMya na jAya. ene nizcala karI devo, e ja to tIranuM kAma che. koi yoddhA game teTalA | vegathI gati karato hoya, AkhA sainyamAM pavananI jema pharIne ' zatruono saMhAra karato hoya, paNa eka vAra ene tIra vAge pachI? pachI enuM halana-calana paNa azakya banI jAya. e taddana nizcala thaI jAya. anAdikALathI paradravyathI prabhAvita thaIne yatra tatra bhaTakyo che A AtmA. nizcalatA ke sthiratA jevA zabdo enA zabdakoSamAMthI paNa kadAca ravAnA thai gayA che. are, hatA ja nahI, to ravAnA thavAno prazna paNa kyAM Ave che? 'jyAre AtmAnubhUti pratye hArdika prItino udaya thAya, tyAre ' eka acUka premabANa lAge che, je AtmAne taddana nizcala banAvavAmAM saphaLa thAya che. eka vAra AtmA svasvarUpamAM sthira thAya eTale adbhuta 'AtmasamRddhio pragaTa thavA lAge. jJAnasAramAM kahyuM che - vatsa ! kiM caJcalasvAnto, bhrAntvA bhrAntvA vissiidsi|| nidhiM svasannidhAveva, sthiratA drshyissyti||3-1||| 'vatsa ! A rIte caMcaLa manathI bhaTakI bhaTakIne duHkhI 'kema thAya che? tuM eka vAra sthira thai jA, pachI to tane tArI taddana samIpamAM ja khajAno dekhAze. 'premathI sthiratA... sthiratAthI samRddhi... A zabdo paNa vAstavamAM 'zabdo' ja che. vastusvarUpanI dizA batAvavAmAM | teo saphaLa thaI zake, dezAnI anubhUti karAvavAmAM kadApi nahIM. pharI eka vAra A ja paristhiti lAkSaNika zailIthI raja thai rahI che aMtima kaDImAM... For P aconal Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ To Stability by To Prosperity by nAdaviluddho prAgakuM. gine na tRNa mRgaloya; AnaMdaghana prabhu prema kI, akatha kahAnI koya... suhAgaNa jAgI anubhava prIta... Grace - 2019 For Prvale & Personal Use Only Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lokamAM ya svaramAM Asakta thayelo haraNa potAnA prANane taNakhalAnI samAna paNa gaNato. nathI. AnaMdadhana prabhunA premanI kathA akathya ane apUrva che. ||4|| vasaMta Rtuno e samaya hato. vanarAjI soLe kaLAe khIlI uThI hatI. khaLa khaLa vahetA jharaNA... koyalanA TahukA... moranA kekArava... bhamarAono guMjArava... A divya vAtAvaraNamAM ya dhabakAra pUrI rahyo hato eka baMsarIno avAja... zuM enA svaranuM mAdhurya... zuM enA ArohaavarohanuM saudarya... | vanamAM khUNe khUNethI haraNo e svaranI dizAmAM jai rahyA hatA... sau utAvaLA che... utsuka che. svara vadhu ne vadhu samIpa Ave che, ane haraNono prema khIlato jAya che. basa, have taddana pAse AvI gayA. ko'ka mANasa e mIThI vAMsaLI vagADI rahyo hato. enI cAre tarapha haraNo besI gayA hatA. saMgIta-saMvedanA parAkASThAe pahoMcI hatI. pratyeka haraNa enI dhArAmAM pUrNapaNe taNAtA jatA hatAM. AMkho mIMcAI gaI hatI. mastako dhuNI rahyA hatA. paganA paMjAo tAla ApI rahyA hatA. kAna saMgItasudhAnuM pAna karI rahyA hatAM. | sAmAnyasthitimAM haraNa mANasathI hajAra phUTa dUra rahevA prayatna kare, enA paDachAyAthI ya gabharAyA vinA na rahe... paNa ahIM to taddana zIrSAsana hatuM. koI haraNane vicAra suddhA nahI Avyo hoya? ke A mANasa mane pakaDaze to? mArI nAkhaze to? nAdaviluddho prANa kuM. gine na tRNa mRgaloyA saMgItanA svaranA premamAM haraNa mastAna bane eTale e potAnA prANonI ya paravA karatuM nathI. enA prANonuM mUlya ene taNakhalA jeTaluM ya lAgatuM nathI. 'bhalene marI jAuM, A saMgItanI majA lUMTI lauM, emAM ja mArA jIvananI kRtArthatA che." A che haraNanI bhUmikA. yogazAstramAM kahyuM che - hariNo hAriNIM giiti-maakrnnyitumuddhrH| AkarNAkRSTacApasya, yAti vyAdhaca vedhyatAmaII4-22iA madhura saMgIta sAMbhaLavAmAM haraNa mastAna bane che ane zikArI tene vegIlA bANathI vIMdhI nAkhe che. ApaNe ahIM jovI che premanI bhUmikA. e bhUmikA para UbhA rahyA pachI prANonI paNa paravA na rahetI hoya, to pachI zarIranI ke samagra saMsAranI to zuM paravA rahe? basarInA svara jevA kSudra pAtranA premanI paNa A dazA hoya, to pachI 'parama'nA premanI dazA kevI lokottara hoya? AnaMdaghana prabhu prema kI. akatha kahAnI koy| kRSNa mahArAjAnI paTTarANI rukmiNI. ene eka vAra svapnamAM rAdhA AvI. rAdhAne jotAnI sAthe rukimaNIe ene pUchyuM, 'rAdhe ! ahIM dvArikAmAM badhI vAte sukha che. saMpatti ane samRddhinI relamachela che. huM ane bIjI rANIo kRSNa mahArAjAnI prasannatA sAcavavAmAM koi kasara choDatA nathI. paNa jyAre kRSNanA kAnamAM 'rAdhA' nAma paDe, eTale e agAdha kAraNa gAma Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ udAsImAM garakAva thai jAya che. mAre tane eTaluM ja pUchavuM to rAdhAnI AMkhamAM ja zobhe, yogezvaranI AMkhamAM AMsu na che, ke tArA prema ane samarpaNamAM evuM zuM che? ke je amArAmAM zobhe..." khUTe che?' AnaMdaghana prabhu prema kI, be kSaNa to rAdhA stabdha thai gaI. jarA svastha thaIne akatha kahAnI koy| bolI, "e to tame kRSNa mahArAjane ja pUchajo ne..." rAdhAmAM zuM che? ane potAnAmAM zuM khUTe che? eno | AMkho khulI gaI. savAre rukmiNIe zrIkRSNane javAba rukmiNIne maLI gayo. svapnanI vAta karI. hajI kAMI pUche e pahelA to zrIkRSNanI | prabhupremanI kathA akathya ne apUrva hoya che. A prema AMkhamAMthI eka azrubiMdu bahAra dhasI AvyuM. rukimaNInI dazA niHsvArtha ane niHspRha hoya che. emAM pratyupakAranI to AzA kaphoDI banI. mAMDa mAMDa 'azru'nuM kAraNa pUchyuM. gadgad svare nathI ja, pratibhAvanI paNa apekSA nathI. prema... basa, nirmaLazrIkRSNe kahyuM, 'pharI tane svapnamAM rAdhA Ave, tyAre tuM tene ! nirdoSa prema. paramAtmA pratyeno prema e zuddha AtmA pratyeno ja pUchI leje.' prema che. kAraNa ke paramAtmA ane zuddha AtmA vacce koI aMtara cAra divasa gayA. rukmiNIne svapnamAM pharI rAdhAno nathI. prabhunA AlaMbanathI AnaMdaghanarUpa zuddha AtmA sAthe bheTo thayo. rukmiNInI jijJAsA anekagaNI banI cUkI hatI. anusaMdhAna joDavAnuM che. . zrIkRSNanA azranuM rahasya pUchyuM. Aje rAdhA kAMika svastha nA, sAMsArika saMbaMdhIo sAtheno prema zuddha AtmA hatI... saumya avAje bolI, "bahena, te divase mArA kAraNe pratye vaLAMka ApavA mATe samartha nathI. kAraNa ke emAM pAtra kRSNa udAsa thaI jAya, evI vAta tame karI, tethI huM khUba raDI. sadoSa hovAne kAraNe sahaja rIte prema paNa sadoSa bane che. huM ahIM raDI ane tyAM kRSNanI AMkhamAM AMsu... - eka patnI gaLagaLI thaIne patine phariyAda karatI bahena, ame to varSothI vRMdAvanamAM kRSNane joyo nathI. hatI... "pahelA tamane mArA para bahu prema hato, have jarA zrAvaNamAM mehulo varase ane kRSNa yAda Ave. moralA TahukA ya prema nathI rahyo." pati kahe, "evuM kAMI nathI. mAro prema kare ane kRSNa yAda Ave. tamane eTalI ja vinaMti che ke evo ne evo ja che. bola. tuM zenA parathI AvuM kahe che?'' kaSNane mArI yAda Ave evuM kazuM karazo nahIM. enA kAne mAruM "pahelA tame khuba Agraha karIne mane vadhu jamADatA ane pote nAma na paDe, enuM dhyAna rAkhajo. ochuM jamatA. have to mane Agraha karyA vinA tame ja vadhu jamo ame to vRMdAvananI gopIo chIe. kRSNanA virahamAM cho." "enA parathI te ema samajI lIdhuM ke mAro prema ocho dhrusake dhrusake raDavuM ane AkuLa-vyAkuLa thavuM, e amAruM sarvasva thai gayo?" "hAsto, bIjuM zuM kAraNa hoya?'' 'kAraNa e che. kRSNa raDe, e amane na pAlave. kRSNane kahejo ke AMsu ja ke have tane rasoI banAvatA AvaDI gayuM che." Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | V S S C) 6) & Just be free from importunity & entire sky is open for you. agraNonA sUkSma tAMtaNAoe Azcaryajanaka rIte ApaNane jakaDI lIdhA che, tethI AtmAnubhUtinA virATa AkAzamAM ApaNe mukta uDDayana karI zakatA nathI. koI paNa vyakti ke vastunA kSetre jyAM sudhI sUkSma paNa Agraz saze, tyAM sudhI AtmAnubhUtinI bhUmikA prApta karavI zakya nathI. Jan Education Internal F alsa Belly Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ J Avo premI kadAca maMdiramAM AvI paNa caDe. paNa asat-saMskAronA kAraNe e prabhu sAthe paNa zuddha prema karI zakato nathI. pU. devacaMdrajI mahArAje zrIRSabhadeva bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahyuM che - prIti anAdinI viSa bharI te rIte ho... karavA muja bhAva, karavI te nirviSa prItaDI ze vAte ho... te bane banAva? RSabha jiNaMdazu prItaDI... svArtha khAtara ja prema karavo, A che anAdinuM avaLuM gaNita. ane svArthane smazAne vaLAvIne ja prema karavo A che prabhuprItinuM sIdhuM gaNita. mATe ja A prema avarNanIya che ane anAdikAlIna saMsAramAM jIva mATe abhUtapUrva = apUrva che. AnaMdaghana prabhu prema kI, akatha kahAnI koy| AvA prabhupremane ApaNe sahu AtmasAt karIe, AtmAnubhUtine avirata banAvIe ane tenA dvArA zuddha cetanAne akhaMDa saubhAgyavatI banAvIe, e ja zubhAbhilASA. caitra vada 9, vi.saM.2067 jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmAnubhUtine avirata banAvIe. ane tenA dvArA zuddha cetanAne akhaMDa saubhAgyavatI banAvIe... Jan Education detail For alle Persanal De Only Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Tove talks with better knowledge & knowledge with dearer love. Vacau llescentan Tonderen prItithI anubhUti tarapha... e dorI rahyA che, ApaNe dorAI jaIe. 8 a MULTY GRAPHICS lar an a ja kadaistegAI