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that her son and daughter also showed the worthiness necessary for the pursuit of Charitradharma. She found that all the members of her family had developed a high regard for Aryarakshit. Only on account of that could she send such a message. It was not a false assurance. She was not merely tempted to see her son. She had higher objectives in sending for him.
Now-a-days, you say such things to tempt and please Sadhus. Is it not so? "Maharaj sahib! You kindly visit our town. If you carry out the chaturmas there, we will think of receiving the Deeksha. After the Chaturmas is over. We will be ready to receive the Deeksha."
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Rudrasoma was fully ready to receive the Deeksha. "As soon as Aryarakshit comes here, I will renounce the worldly life". Rudrasoma was eagerly awaiting that opportunity.
Thirdly, she said in her message that his visit would be a great benefaction. A Sadhu might have renounced all attachments; he might have discarded all bondages; and he might be enjoying spiritual contemplations but he ought to have the feeling of rendering a benefaction. "Kindly come here once, at least by way of bestowing a benefaction on me".
Thirtankar, Munisuvratswami once undertook a vihar (padyatra) in order to bring about awakening in a horse. Benefactions should be bestowed on all. Even a Sadhu's observance of the principle of non-violence by word, deed and thought, also is a benefaction. It is a great benefaction not to have affection or attachment. This point is evident from Rudrasoma's message.
IT IS DIFFICULT TO REPAY THE DEBT OF GRATITUDE TO THREE
It is difficult to repay the debt of gratitude to these three : (1) the parents; (2) the master and (3) the Gurudev. If you realize their benefactions, that is enough. How should you conduct yourself towards those who have bestowed benefactions upon you? How should you carry out their commands?
Ashutosh Mukherji was a judge in the High Court, in Bengal. He was also the Vice-chancellor of the University of
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