Wave of Bliss

Author(s): N P Jain
Publisher: Jain Meditation International Centre

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LOOKING UP TO THE TEACHER
"I have just finished reading the books Uttaradhyayana Sutra and the 12 Facets of Reality. The Sutra has given me a new view of my previous 37 years of existence on this planet and I am ashamed of the way that I have used these precious fleeting moments of my present past.
Dear Father, there are so many paths to the light. How is it that I have floundered in delusion for so long without seeing the error of my ways? Was it general, environmental or karmic? Perhaps all three of these may share the burden of my afore-mentioned delusion and ignorance! I can only look upon my experience of having led me to you and therein justify the importance of my past.
Within the 12 facet of Reality, the keys to my present reality and future existence have begun to manifest in my life and this has brought great solace to my spiritual constitution. Your suggestion, to lead the private life of a muni for two years will give me the opportunity to live up to my spiritual potential without the separation and austere outlook which are necessary when formally taking the personal vows of a monk. For this period of grace and the wisdom you have shown in giving my life direction, I shall be eternally grateful.
Gurudev, at this time of year, in America, we, as a nation gather with those who are dear to us and offer a prayer of thanks to the forces which have given us light, love, health and happiness in this past year. May I extend this prayer to you. Dear Father, to your spiritual companion, Pramodabhen and to your sons and all who are dear to you. Thank you for your kindness and guidance".
Bruce Costain from Canada writes with deep conviction, vast profoundity and sincerity about his embracing Jain
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