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Once more the seth bows to the Guru's feet, becomes ready to return, but the body begins to break.
His eyes become watery, the path becomes invisible the feet become heavy, even on controlling the weeping doesn't get controlled, weeping bitterly he begins to roll in the venerable punya (auspicious karmas)- bestowing feet.
“This soul doesn't want to return leaving the shelter of the Guru's feet, like a swan leaving the manasarovara, Svamin! Still, I am sorry that the body has to follow the mana (mind), mana being more forceful, Lord! It gets over-shrouded again and again with emotions-passions in mere talks, then, the feet of samvega (fear of samsara and love of religion) become unable to stand on the ground of conduct, then, groundless, what will it do?....
Silent Soil :: 349