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After surrender, the surrendered has to pass through big tests; and.. listen!
Frank criticism is done,
you took the fire test
with enthusiasm, with courage,
and
you endured calamities,
was the third canto of the creative
life.
The result does come out after examination,
that
you turned the dependant anusvara (nasal sound) i.e.
only a dot like varna-jivan (life of the alphabet)
into an upward looking, upward moving
independent visarga (colon like sign :)
it was the last canto
of the srjanasila (creative) life.
Like the element 'srj'
getting different upasargas (prefixes, tribulations)
you made yourself spontaneous/natural; that was the vargatita apavarga (state beyond class structure)
of the srjanasila (creative) life."
Silent Soil:: 483