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the other is an overt (sthool; tangible) form of poisoning. The action initially takes place internally, before it happens externally. The food that we eat daily, we do not ask everyday that something specific should be made for us. And even if we did ask, it would not be made the way we wanted it. Whatever the parmanus (subatomic particles) within you are asking for, vyavasthit shakti (scientific circumstantial evidence) furnishes their demands on the outside. Everything is arranged according to vyavasthit. When inside you, you need to taste something bitter, you will come across bitter-gourd curry (karela nu shaak). The fools however, make such a ruckus: “Why did you make bitter-gourd curry (karela nu shaak) today?” Even this is a science.
I have said: “Mind is effective, speech is effective, body is effective.” Now you should have many thoughts about the way in which they are “effective'.
When you feel hurt, it is the effect of subatomic particles (parmanus) of the mind and here, no one is at fault. It is only an effect. No one on the outside hurts you. All those that are on the outside, are just nimit (instrumental in the process). First it happens internally, and only then does it happen on the outside. Therefore, I am able to tell from what goes on internally, what is about to take place shortly. That is how I see things.
At least you understand that poison can kill a person, you do not need God's help there, do you? God does not have to come over and do the killing. It is the parmanus that do the killing. The real killers are within you. The world would not operate if you could not physically (sthool) see things! This entire illusion (bhranti) is there because of the sthool (tangible; visible). Any good doctor will make you vomit out the sthool poison, but whatever there is in the subtle (sookshma), regardless of how much vomiting you do, will kill you anyway. This is a science that is worth knowing.
