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Chapter 2: Collection of Examples
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It is said that renunciation of austerity is more serious than eating. Or, if the hair on the body, the buttocks, the thighs, etc., has not yet grown, then there is no fault in eating twice, even for a very young child. A solitary observer has to be sustained by one mealtime, so he begs a second time. A sixth-meal observer has two mealtimes. An eighth-meal observer, a four- or five-fasting observer, and all others have all mealtimes, so they beg whenever they wish, but they should not hold on to what they have received in the morning, because there is a possibility of faults such as attachment to life, etc., arising from hoarding. (This is shown) by the following example.
Once, a monk was wandering through a city in search of food. He saw a merchant selling Singhkeshar modaks (a type of sweet) and thought, "Today, I will take only modaks, and those too, only Singhkeshar modaks." He made this resolution and entered into begging. Due to his greed, he refused everything else. He did not get them, and with a troubled mind, he kept wandering, thinking only of the Singhkeshar modaks. Midday arrived. Then, he became disheartened, thinking, "I did not get the modaks." He entered his house and said, "Singhkeshar modaks" at the place of receiving alms. He wandered like this the whole day, and at night, he wandered in the same way through the market streets, crossroads, etc. He did not even remember the time for performing the daily rituals of writing, reading, and reciting the scriptures. He did not even remember that he should look out for animals on the road while walking, as the sun's rays were falling on the people. Wandering like this, he spent two nights. Then, he entered a householder's house. He said, "Singhkeshar modaks" at the place of receiving alms. The householder, after rising and performing the necessary rituals, thought, "How is it that the monk has come at such an inappropriate time? This virtuous man is a renunciant, and I saw him today, without any attachment. Earlier, he renounced his house, filled with wealth, grain, gold, women, servants, and slaves, and became a renunciant. I know all this. This is the meaning of the song. But why has he come here suddenly at night? If I tell him about his existing faults directly, then what will be the merit of my offering? It is not proper for me to speak in front of a person who knows many scriptures and their meanings. Or, the character of great men is incomprehensible and beyond the reach of those who are attached to worldly things like us. Therefore, only those who are knowledgeable know the true meaning of his thoughts. By observing his actions, which are beyond the scope of ordinary worldly affairs, one should not find fault with the virtues of the virtuous. Nevertheless, it is necessary to test him with the intention of understanding his virtues. Why is he biased? Or, is it just a little bit?" He thought again, "I do not see any worldly desires in his actions. I do not see any desire to steal other people's wealth or gold. He speaks with his mouth covered by his clothes. He is seen to be careful in placing his feet. Therefore, he is not a destroyer of his fundamental virtues. He is known to be desirous of food." Thinking this, he offered him various kinds of sweets, sugar, khar-khajj, ghee-filled moti-chura, kur-kur, camphor-scented sukh-adya, etc. The monk repeatedly said, "This is not mine, this is not mine." Hearing this, the householder thought